I feel as if i am living a lie
i dont even feel like im alive
ive tried acting like everythings okay
but i think its driving me insane
i just dont care anymore
not much is worth fighting for
everyday is almost the same
extra bull shit to put me in pain
when will this crap be done
i threw in the towel kudos you won
im sick and tired of this stupid game
sitting around and listening to people complain
waiting months 2 see a doctor for them to say
youll be just fine go on about your way
i used to be so very kind
but these assholes have made me speak my mind
how do we have leaders without any balls
why are they so afraid to take the fall
what ever happened to being strong
what the hell went so terribly wrong
they are supposed to be some kind of buffer
but say fuck it let the slaves suffer
dont give you time to handle your shit
but the second they can they split
they dont care about anyone else
and only look out for them selves
i guess ill walk around like everythings fine
i have a family but no dawm time
how can leaders accomplish making anything right
when notta one of them is willing to fight