Caught in a daze, my mind misplaced. I yearn to forget. An undying feeling in my soul, it quakes me physically. You are trapped in my thoughts, and haunt me emotionally. I ponder the ways you have beseeched me, and yet, you could walk away so suddenly. Your essence has thrilled me, body compeled me, I ponder how you could want such a lowly embodiment of a man, and yet I ponder why is it when I have come to realize how much i can be because of you, you ravish my will, and destroy all hope by leaving so suddenly. Forced to witness my own demise, I sit here dwelling on the times I could have had without you, and how this man with seemingly no hope could have been that man with at least a bleak future. You have made me what I am today, and I have thanked you, now that I have come to where I am, I implore you, please release me from this tomb that is slowly being burried into an abyss of nothingness. Your angelic nature have captured my everything and twisted it all to a demonic vision of what you want to be, and all I can think is, "Why did this happen to me?" Wonders from the perfect being, you are the worst thing to come from hell, I ponder how you could have choose me. You seem too innocent, satin himself would be suprised to see he could not be more evil. I ponder how you could have made me the carcass of a man I am today. You made me what I am today, and I have thanked you. The only thing I can do now, for all of this, is thank you once more, for you have helped me to find the bottom of the abyss. For this there is nowhere else I can go, and no one there to help me, for this I must thank you. I can only help myself. From there I shall find my true angel, who is waiting at the light. You were the best of the worst accomplishments I have ever wanted, and for this I must thank you
