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Asia - Heat Of The Moment
I never meant to be so bad to youOne thing I said that I would never do -A look from you and I would fall from graceAnd that would wipe the smile right from my face.Do you remember when we used to danceAnd incidence arose from circumstance.One thing led to anotherwe were youngAnd we would scream together songs unsung.It was the heat of the momentTellin' me what our hearts meantThe heat of the moment shone in your eyes.And now you find yourself in '82The disco hot spots hold no charm for you.you can't concern yourself with bigger thingsYou catch the pearl and ride the dragon's wings.'cause it's the heat of the momentThe heat of the momentthe heat of the momentShone in your eyes.And when your looks are gone and your aloneHow many nights you sit beside the phone?What were the things you wanted for yourself -Teenage ambitionsyou'll remember well.It was the heat of the momentTellin' you what your heart meantThe heat of the moment shone in your eyes.It was the heat of the momentthe heat of t

Who I Am
Hello everyone! I'm a nice italian guy with a few passions: girls, writing, programming, photographs and others. I really enjoy my passions and some of them have saved or significantly improved my life. Programming in particular falls in the former category, the others in the latter. I really enjoy writing erotic stories, poems and all sorts of writing and if you're lucky, I might be posting some on here very soon For now, just a huge kiss to the girls and a handshake to the dudes! Andrew

My Embarrassments
Hopefully these will be fun: Top ten most embarrassing moments in my life as rated by me: 10. Got arrested within 24 hours of quitting my job as a Corrections Officer. 9. Once after moving into our new house, heard a noise, jumped out of the shower and grabbed my .38 only to burst around the corner, SWAT style butt-naked, drawing down on... the A/C unit. Joke at our house now, "When you come visit, be careful not to sound like an air conditioner." 8. Attempted to show off by downing two beers from a bottle at the same time at my favorite bar. I spewed foam all over the table. 7. Cut my foot really badly and there were no bandages in the house. I went the next few days with a maxi pad on my foot. 6. After making a mashed potato man at a Chilli's restaurant, I think the waitress thought I was mentally handicapped and remarked, "Awww, you made a little alien!" It didn't help matters when I professed, "He's not a alien! He's a mash-topato man!" 5. My neighbors once had a large above

How Many Times Does It Take To Get Pregnant
I would like to take a survey of women who had sex for the first time without a condom or birth control pills and got pregnant. I don’t have any statistics but my gut feeling would be 50%. The teen pregnancy rate is still a cause for concern with the CDC. Here is a survey from Briton which tells us that it takes a female 104 times of sexual intercourse to get pregnant. That’s good news for all the guys who don’t use condoms. If this survey is correct why buy condom? For the story http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,599665,00.html BlastFM only takes a listener once time to get hook. Once you listen to BlastFM you come back again and again. Click it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Let's Get This Straight.
I often here people on this site say they "need" points, they "need" a certain bling, they "need" this and they "need" that. NO. You don't NEED. You WANT. You WANT points and you WANT bling. You NEED a roof over your head, you NEED to pay your bills and feed your family, you NEED to take care of yourself. If you start to feel that you NEED things on this site, please move your mouse to the x in the corner of your screen and click it. thank you. And another thing. If you're getting pissed off because noone rated you, liked you, blinged you ect. You may also move your mouse to the x in the corner of your screen and click it! kthnxbai!

At My Core...
I'm not one to make blogs like this, so realize you are now a part of history. Online relationships come and go, trust me. When MySpace first came out, and before high-schoolers ruined it, I started meeting girls from online. Granted, it was easy to meet local folks on there compared to fubar now. MySpace soon became the new "bar scene" for me. I actually got to know girls, without being tipsy and without watching the clock for the dreaded LAST CALL. So, I'm not against the idea of "online dating". ... Fast-forward quite a few years, and it's a different story... ...especially with fubar. This profile is almost 4 years, so that makes my original almost 5 years old. Five years on fubar, and I only thought of travelling to meet TWO girls on this site. ONE who was really close to me, and another who I really enjoyed our interactions... Neither ever happened. But during this time, I met someone. Someone who impressed me with her morals and outlook on life. The friendship gr

Win Xp News
Vol. 10, #32 - Aug 17, 2010 - Issue #442 Technology and Taboo Topics Technology and Taboo Topics Follow-up: The Circle of (Computing) Life Quotes of the Week Tools We Think You Shouldn't Be Without XP SP2 can be patched, but ... Xbox 360 outsells the Wii Microsoft Research: LCD based keyboard prototype How to find out which services are running on your XP computer How can I get rid of the "suggested sites?" File security issues after converting FAT32 to NTFS Screensaver timeout value is not restored after using Remote Desktop This Week's Links We Like. Tips, Hints And Fun Stuff ClipMate 7 - Copy and Paste like a Pro with ClipMate! Editor's Corner Cool Tools News, Hints, Tips and Tricks How To: Using XP Features XP Question Corner XP Configuration and Troubleshooting Fav Links Product of the Week

Really?
Maybeyou don't like your job, maybe you didn't get enough sleep, well nobodylikes their job, nobody got enough sleep. Maybe you just had the worstday of your life, but you know, there's no escape, there's no excuse,so just suck up and be nice. ~Ani Difranco this kinda sums it up, really, if you care about someone, put aside your damn attitiute, and tell them, or at least be curtious to them. You make excuses for why, you dont have time for people, and then wonder why they walk away from you in the end. People in general are nicer to strangers, than they are to people they supposedly care about. This makes no sense to me, even if i am busy and i have a ton of shit going on, i make time in my day to check on the few people i actually give a fuck about. When i dont, i say, im sorry im an asshole. end of story. another annoy quaility in people, they say they are busy, to busy, to check in, see how you are doing, tell you to fuck off, i mean SOMETHING, but they have time to

A Reason, A Season Or A Lifetime.
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for thatPerson.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a needYou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you withGuidance and support, To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, This person will say or do something to bring the relationship to anEnd. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desireFulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn hasCome to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experien

Fuck Drake
darke is a retard motherfucker sounds like he blew a robot when he raps wtf is with auto tune anyway just cause you played a rapper in degrassi dosent mean that should of been your carrer serisiously everybody thinks hes changing the game no hes making it more gay real motherfuckers are are jared mcud prozak jsin and ako mak

November 2010, How Sweet It Is
Obama is in way over his head. Americans are starting to recognize this. Even the mainstream media seems to be catching on. He appeared to connect with people in his run for preisdent but has disconnected from the people. There is no longer a trust that he will do what the American people want. That he knows best, trust him. He was going to be the healer. Bring people together. He seems to demonize people. Say what you want about Bush, but he recognized that his enemies were overseas. The reason Americans will vote the Democrats out is that they will not allow any more thoughtless and unnecessary legislation to be passed. Like I have said before and will continue to do so......"if you don't stand for something, you will fall for anything!" Mainstream Americans are a very smart bunch, unlike what the dems would paint us as hillbillies! In the end, the hillbillies will win! So, make up my mind....in your heart of hearts do you wish for like it used to be?

Seamus' ;atest Fan
Dear Idiot, I never get involved in peoples fights even if they are my closests friends, but when you bring your fight or slam my best reinds to my face then I will make you look like an idiot which you are. I have changed your name because i dont add fuel to the fire. But if you had any balls you would go directly to my best friend and tell him exactly how you feel.. So for now i will just tell you I dont put up with crap like this and my friends mean the world to me... SO FUCK OFF Idiot: man............I hope seamus didnt do that 2 u lol Mr Rogers: nope giving birth 2 weeks ago has me hating peen Idiot: Thank God its not his! Mr Rogers: it is Idiot: yeah right lol Idiot: that fucker couldnt get his dick up with 10 woman from playboy touchin it Mr Rogers: interesting i take it your not his friend? Idiot: I find it hard to believe that he has any friends Mr Rogers: I find it rather amusing that you choose to me to talk to about this. You must not be

Enamored
EnamoredBy the swell of herBreast, softUpturned, firm.Blue eyes thatBeckon, embrace.Down hair tracesGentle smiles.Difficulty seeingThe contrast,Between the visibleEmbroideries of heavenlyBodies, indeedBeautiful. And the innerEmbroideries whichThey only reflect andAre infinitely moreBeautiful.Clairvoyants perceive"Elementals"Those sprites thatTap into thePositive energies ofNatures Love.She cries out to me"I give you a new Commandment,Love one another!As I have loved you, soYou alsoShould love oneAnother" John13:33 poet

Naughty...fill Out
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Ever Wanted To Scream
ever wanted to scream because you wanted something so much even if it was something so simple as a few words. knowing time was the reason you havnt heard any of them. but still not understanding why u havnt heard something. Nothing sucks more then caring about someone and knowing they care about you but not hearing any variation. damn men are so dificult. the smallest comment can mean the world. makes me want to scream but i refuse to give up on something i want so very much.

Interesting Questions
HAVE FUN AND REPLY HONESTLY REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: your Age: your Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16. Can we video tape the event? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 21. where was the craziest place you have had sex? 22. What positions would u like

Pyramid
The morning sun shines as the sky warms up like a beating heart. The night time stars glow in the presence of beauty, giving a spot light on whom most deserves it. The earth rotates only to move slowly, it seems to dance in circles. The ocean waves grace the shore, crashing upon the rocks. Energy in life is alive. The moon makes a trail to follow so nothing ever seems as scary........just for you. If I take your hand will you dance with me? Let me move your body as if we have our own music. If I lean in to kiss you lips will you greet me half way? If I want to walk with you, go any where and see anything would you come? When you get tired, rest your head on my lap. I will be their when you awake. Still running my fingers through your hair.....just for you.

I Do Believe In Miracles!!!!
So... I spent the last few days away at Musikfest. What a BLAST!!!!! Check it sometime, if ya can!!! This big 10 day gig, where they close off the streets & you party & listen to music & eat good food etc... all day & night long. Anyway, on Sunday, I got to see Sublime w/ROME & The Dirty Heads. Was an awesome rocking show! After the show we saw fireworks & then another Jazzy Rock Band & danced for the rest of the night. A MOST FABULOUS TIME INDEED!!! The next morning, when I woke up, My Moms' (RIP) wedding band, that I have been wearing on my index finger,since she passed away, was gone. OMG.....Sadness & a Heavy heart grew strong inside me...... yesterday also would have been Mom's 72nd Birthday & that made me even sadder... Anyway, for 2-3 hours, we tore apart my brothers house & my car looking for the ring with no luck... My brother, who works 2 minutes from the Musikfest grounds, sent me a text this morning that read "Is this it?" & there was a picture of

Dealing With Failure.
Well, unlike the title may indicate, this isn't an article about failing in life or coping with bad choices. This is about dealing with failures in a cloud environment. We'll compare it to traditional IT infrastructure for anyone that's just starting research or looking to make the move in. This is a beginners overview, and VERY basic to say the least. In a traditional IT setting, server failure is the LAST thing anyone ever wants to hear about. You page in systems administrators, data center technicians, everyone is scrambling to get new hardware together (if a spare machine isn't built prior to the failure), and you start getting data over to the new machine and implementing a fail over plan. Now, if you have a VIP, you weigh away from the bad host, but you still need to replace it and add a new machine to the VIP. (If you're not familiar with VIPs, you'll need to do that research on your own.) All in all, even if you're prepared, you're going to have service interruptions, alarms g

For U
For you ill hide away, in the shadows of your mind. with all your hidden secrets, in a place that never shines. for you ill stay in this box, in your heart-that you keep. just to wait for you to take me out, when the rest of the world sleeps. for you ill be strong, so you dont ever fall. because i know what its like, to have your back against the wall. for you ill fight the world, to make sure that your okay.

Gone
Hey, I am letting you all know that I will most likely be taking a fubreak in September. I might just be on to keep everyone the I fuown. I have no problem if you want to take me off your friends list because of it. But those that don't delete me will be rewarded. Take care. Your Neighborhood Stalker.

Having Low-cost Ugg Boots
The UGG Corporation manufactures a full variety of footwear using the nicest materials attainable, which causes UGG boots, clogs, and other shoe models popularly accepted within folks who chase both of quality and additionally ease. Super cosy sheepskin, memory foam relaxation, plus breathable shoes that are able to keep feet dry and fresh in addition at the best suited temperature, are probably a couple of reasons with respect to UGG’s global recognition. The original UGG boots have become so vastly widespread that customers may likely buy a great deal of less costly UGG shoes at the market. A number of businesses have done a knock-off of these types of footwear in order to manufacture affordable UGG footwear. If you see affordable Cheap snow boots AAA quality , ensure you are having genuine sheepskin, as well as that this particular bottom of the boot is undoubtedly very much like the Australian UGG shoes. Several manufacturers don’t apply sheepskin as substances to cre

Rolex Replica Watches: Master Your Fashion And Save Your Pocket
A Rolex watch sets the standards for all watches, and has for many years. While there have been many imitators, none can match the Rolex’s quality and look. For almost a hundred years, Rolex has been the leader of all watch companies. Rolex’s devotion to building a watch that is durable, attractive, and accurate has made it the most famous watch of all time. Swiss made Rolex watches will not only look great on your wrist, it will save you a ton of money. A fake rolex can look great and stylish, yet be inexpensive. While everybody would love to own a real Rolex watch, many people don’t have close to enough money to buy. A Rolex replica is the perfect solution. Sure it’s a fake rolex but only you will know. While it may not look exactly like a Rolex, it still looks enough like to fool the casual observer. Also, while not up to the standard of Rolex, many replica Rolex watches are made well enough to last many years. Just as there are many different styles, of Rol

This Is For All Musicians That Entertain People At Clubs Bars Or Other Venues
A Couple things that piss me off concerning playing at bars or other venues is this Im not msure how the music scene is in other states but in Arizona it sucks why because here bands have to pay in order to play what that means is this. IF a promoter is doing a show and the bands that are booked for that show has to sell tickets and the promoter would do something like this for every ticket you sell you would get like 2.00 and to me thats not fair what do you all think about that.

I Couldn't Have Said It Better Myself!
"Some mornings I get up early, fix myself a nice cup of coffee and sit next to the window, watching the dawn break across the slightly-shaggy lawn. Watch the birds flit from tree to tree, the squirrels bounce from limb to limb. Watch the neighborhood cats wake and stretch and begin their day.I sit and remember people from my past, my present. People who have touched my life in a particular way, left their mark on my memory.And I think, “Why the unholy fuck aren’t you assholes dead yet? Do I have to do everything myself around here?” For more lovely fun, go to directly to their site: http://lookababywolf.com/

The Worst Day Since Yesterday
It really was. . . Today we told that there is nothing left for the doctors to do to help Grandma, and they are turning her care over to a hospice group. All I can do is cry anymore.For those of you who don't know, my grandma was more of a mom to me, then anything else. I always ran to her when I needed to talk, and now I have no idea how much longer I will be able to do that. The doctor doesn't want to give us a time frame, so it doesn't get stuck in our heads of when Grandma is going to pass, which I don't know if that is making it harder on me or not.From here on out all I can say when someone asks me how I am, is “Ok,” or “alright.” No I'm not any of those two things, but I don't want to spend an hour talking about all of the things that is going on. The only other person that truly understands what I am feeling and what I am going through is my mom. But at the same time I can't help but to be so envy of my mom because she got to spend so much more ti

Someday... Someday You'll Say This.
"What do i do now that you're gone? No back up plan No second chance and no one else to blame All i can hear in the silence that remains... Are the words i couldn't say." ~Rascal Flatts

Today I Feel Lost And Lonely, But Also Angry.
Today, all i can think about is the fact that you're gone. I'm so angry for what you did, but i miss my husband like no other. But you sir, you are not my husband. ~You are not the man who was at my wedding. ~you are not the man who sings a lullaby withme to our son every night. ~You are not the man who makes dinner special even if it's mac n cheese. ~you are not the man who used to kiss me passionately with meaning. ~You are not the man who put his arm around my waist as he turned out the lights for the night. ~You are not the man i love. You are the opposite of the person i married. You have taken him away from me and i'm angry with you. I don't even think you know who you are anymore. Where is my soulmate? Where did the fun times go? Why can't we just smile anymore? Why can't we just laugh? Who is this beast you've become? She's a child. 19 years old. She will change her mind soon enough. She doesn't know what she wants in life, she doesn't know where she's going to be in a

Naked Pics
im single and horney tonight but lonley :( if someone texted me or called id feal alot better and mabe ill send a pick of a special part of me if you know what i mean, but if you want to see my pic you have to send one of yours first...I LOVE SURPRISES!!! my number is... for those who are as horney as i am :)1 303 551 4120

Righting
Anyways I have alot on my mined and well I thank my bff for hookinh me up with fubar because beleave it or not it takes up alot of my time more than yahoo thees days but other than that issues seem to always come into play and its fucking crazy all the shit I go through and I am just sick of the bullshit and trust me I am not changing for any one and sometimes people always want me to be some one els and I wont make a change because I was taught to be me and it sucks that friends just come and go like they do but I do know I do have some awsome true friends who do always stick by me and never go no where and I am happy to be there friend and do my best to show them I do thank them for every thing they do for me and for all the times I need them and they are there so again ty all so verry much and then there is the fact this one fucking guy never leaves and always comes back when I want nothing to do with him and all I want to do is just move on with my life and I just dont want to talk

Heading For Home
My husband and I had to leave our friends' farm and truly head for home today. We rode just under 400 miles and are resting in a comfy hotel right now. Tomorrow's goal is our oldest daughter's house where we plan to spoil our granddaughter as much as possible in the few hours we will be there. We rode interstate today and it was UGLY. I miss twisty farm roads but we are on the home stretch so from now on we are all about speed. We are in the midst of a heat wave so we're drinking a lot of water and stopping every 150 miles or so to stretch, eat, gas up, and rest a bit. I'm trying to enjoy the scenery but today was the most difficult trip of my whole vacation. I think I'm just exhausted. I also am very excited to get home. I have eggs due to hatch on Wed. and I hope to be home to take care of them. If you see me out on my little Harley, honk! Keeping the rubber side down, Lisa Ann *Drama Queen*

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Hey Everyone!
I'm new here. A friend sent me the invite. Just checking things out for now! LOL I have been on a lot of different sites lately and figured I would give this one a shot! Not getting any response on the dating web sites. So here I am still looking! If you wanna chat, hit me up. Later

Visions (august 16th 2010) 9:24 Pm
You can see everything with your eyes, but you can see lots more with your heart..for with your heart u can see and feel at the same time, but the "visions" are more pure an more loving than life itself i think, today i seen it all...in my sleep and when i am thinking.....my eyes closed but my mind and heart open...to see someone i adore and love nd wish for...yet...i cant touch

Turf Poem
They look so beautiful,tiny and small, And so soon will they grow. Rip apart others so fast, The next day they'll never know. They are the babie killers, In mafia maybe supreme. And into others assholes, Thier bullets will reem. Dont let those babys get you, You need to run to me. Because those are from our flock, And its called INTESITY

Wandering Man 2.25
Wandering Man was 12 years old and wanted to scare his younger sister, Annie who is 5 years younger. His basic plan was to jump up from the bathtub saying "boo" when Annie entered the bathroom. The bathrom is located in middle of house and it has no windows at all. it is very dark and Annie has trouble with it being so dark. So Wandering Man was laying in the bathtub for 45 minutes waiting for Annie. Well, the door opened and light turned on and Wandering Man almost popped up when he realized it was his dad, Kerry. Knowing full well how much trouble he'd get into, Wandering Man did his best to be quiet. Kerry unbuckled his pants, sat down and proceeded to shit. Kerry was grunting and it made Wandering Man nervous because laughter & chuckling isn't needed right now. Wandering Man was thinking "Dad needs more fiber in his diet." And that was the last time Wandering Man did that.

All Better?
Do it againRupture stitches ripped and bile ejectedall over your chin dribbling with playful disdain and a response completekt absent of shamecircled in excited jabberfrenzied by the performance babbling and caressing strange flesheyes rolled backtongues and bellies swollen twisted bite marksbroken nailsraw chaffingpartsGleeful in the godlessnessthe anonymous secretion of fluidssecretly held in reveranceno sin when the watchers are blindor never were there..one twitchone humone solemn act of surrender and they could be all over you too...do it again.

Another Mafia Poem
Bullets fly,some dead lay dead, Brutal,heartless they walk away. And drink to thier victory, Till the dawn of a new day. The new day starts,10 fold now replace, Look for others to help with this menance. And pray to God you send them, And they resectfully do thier penance. If life and death were as easy as this game, Some could master it all. Others in thier total escape. Would forever endlessly fall.

Read If You Want
What is the use of even trying to start a conversation on here? Over 90% of messages sent are never returned. To me I just think that's rude. Do people just ignore other people if they say hello on the street? I for one don't. I never get rude or nasty. I just try to introduce myself, But mostly get no return. I know so of you people are going to tell me I'm being childish, But oh well. It's just something I need to get off my chest.

Cancer
I do not live my life according to horoscopes or astrology, but I do find it interesting and generally true. Sometimes when someone asks me to describe myself, I tell them I am a true Cancer. Read on if you want to know me. Your element: Water Your ruling planets: The Moon Symbol: The Crab Your stone: Moonstone Life Pursuit: Constant reassurance and intimacyVibration: MoodyCancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us w

Fubar Promotion Templates
OK ALL YOU PROSPECTS, HERE ARE SOME TEMPLATES FOR YOU TO USE TO PRODUCE YOUR OWN FLYERS 1. RIGHT CLICK ON IMAGE AND CLICK "SAVE AS" 2. ONCE SAVED, JUS SELECT IMAGE TO PRINT ON OWN PRINTER, OR SAVE ON A FLASH DRIVE AND TAKE IT DOWN TO HAVE PRINTED!!

The Haunting
To the sound of a voice I awake.. I close my eyes in hopes It will go away I drift back to sleep Slipping back into that dream It all seems so sweet But nothing is as it seems I hear the voice once more I sit up to answer you Why you won't leave I have not a clue I'm haunted by the memories Of our scattered past The neverending nightmare Of a love that didn't last..

My Private Hell
I actualy wrote this like two years ago... i dunno... KK here goes.. i used to write alot then kinda lost it.. i dunno if any of you will like it but I felt 100 times better after i got it out on paper.. and to be honest i don't care if ya like it or not lol and i don't normally share my writings but eh wth? My Private Hell All these things inside of me.. I hide so the world doesn't see.. All the pain i feel.. Sometimes it's hard to deal On the outside i smile On the inside i'm dying I wish you could see I wish i could show you.. I keep it all locked up to the point i'm unwell I need out of this prison Of my own private hell Look into my eyes.. what do you find? Can you see my hurt? Or do they still shine? All this anger and hate.. Can't you see it's killing me? My heart is cold and dark Not a soul left to see I've gotten good at this show But now i have no place else to go No place to run... So welcome to my private hell..

I Am
I am alone...I am utterly alone...Alone in this bleak world,I am misunderstood.In a world filled with miseryConfusion, and hate.My life is a War.A war to the bitter end.A war between meAnd everyone else.Soon the war will be over.The last bloody show.I am alone...I am utterly alone...As I look about this barren wastelandFilled with death and devistationI know thatI am alone...I am utterly alone...The blood, the death, the destruction.The lone survivorIn a world that has always been deserted,I am alone...I am utterly alone...Having thrusted myself out of existence,I free myself from this meaningless prision.No one remembers,No one cares,For this lost soul.No one to mourn,No one to rememberThe legacy that I leave behind.I am alone...I am utterly alone...This is what is inside me,This is how I feel.This is what I think,THis is how I act.And this is who,I am...

Changing Lives
So many faces,Some from the pastAnd some the future.An endless hall of changeA full life of excitement.A mind filled with emotions.No way to express the true and the falseNo one to share the thoughtsAnd beliefs of one.No one to listen to the ideasAnd philosophy of many.A life filled with confusion,A time filled with fearShall soon comeTo the end...From the life of oneTo the lives of hundreds...This poem comesInto the hearts of them allFrom the mind of the poet.

My Angel
Darkness moves across the sky.I drop to my knees and begin to cry.Of Sorrow and heartache, I am King.In my chest is that old familiar sting.Has it been this long?What was it that was so wrong?Leaving hope all but gone.In darkness, I am blind.My path, I can not find.I don't even have the will to fight.Suddenly, there is a glimmer of light.Shining to make things right.Is this vision really before me?Illuminating my world so that I can see.I hear the music of an angelic band.A living angel to take my hand.To guide me and help me to stand.With the darkness chased away,Sorrow will no longer be able to stay.My life has been turned fully around.Love that I feel grows by leaps and bounds.Imagining this new life I've found.Surely, this can not be wrong.All this could be from a songThat causes my heart to race.You are my savior,My saving grace.I have grown braver,Thanks to a gentle face.A beauty worth of any lord.The simple sound of your wordsMakes me as happy as a pair of love birds.The sound o

The Elect
He lay there on the floor and thought of nothing. His whole mind was occupied by sensations. Only sensations. Feelings. The pressure of face on carpet. Wool pile pattern carving itself into the flesh of a cheek. Open window, warm night breeze on naked skin. The thumping of a heart. Pounding at eardrums. Incessant and regular. The slow pump of blood from slashes in forearms and wrists. Smell of heat and wetness. A smile. No thoughts.No thoughts as he awoke. Same dream. Or nightmare depending on your point of view. Everything depends on your point of view. Everything is subjective. Love. Life. Death. Depending on which side you stood, death could be life and life could be death. Could be. Should be. Was.He lay still, atop crumpled sheets, staring at the ceiling (cracked plaster moldings, stained off-white, single bare lightbulb), and waited for the semi-darkness to become pitch. He listened and was both relieved and disappointed that there was no one else in the building. N

Taking A Break
Just wanted to let everyone know. I'm taking a break from fubar. I've made some awesome friends on here, made some enemies, had some fun, laughs and all that good stuff. I'm taking the break because there's.... something wrong with me and I can't figure it out. Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I honestly didn't think I was going to wake up in the morning. I thankfully did, even though there are some people that probably wish I didn't. I've been overloaded, overwhelmed, and over worked recently. Last night I opened up and said some things to people. Some I should have and needed to, others that were just said out of pure emotion... the emotion of being scared and wanting to hurt people to make it easier on them in case I didn't make it. I know this is/was foolish but it's done and I can't undo the past. I'm sorry for those that I hurt and thankful to those who cared and listened. BTW, I'm known as a drunk on here, I'm doing this with no alcohol in my syste

Window Shopper
The mall is her world, if you can call it a world, but a world none-the-less. It’s a world of music, of electronics, of fashion and accessories. A world of junk that we have been brainwashed to think we need. Attention shoppers. It is a world of commerce and of greed. A world built on the almighty dollar and clearance sales. Hallways of supply and demand within neighborhoods of sales and marketing. This is a world of today. This is her world and this is how she has always remembered it.She is Alexis Christi, a young woman with a popular sounding name, but with a not so popular life. She had friends...once. They had all drifted away, continuing their lives out of the back hole of a town they had once called home. So now, she had faded into obscurity, finishing her final year of High School doomed to be the loner. The best years of your life indeed. She thinks to herself as she watches the trendy kids with their Barbie and Ken lives. She knows that she is forever doom

Someone Loves You
Somewhere there is someone who loves you.You may not always realize it, but there is.You may not always believe it, but there is.Someone out there loves you.You may think it is a passing interest.You may think it is a passing crush.you think it is lust,or fantasy.You may think anything and everything but the truth:Someone out there loves you.Your heart cannot know the joy that you bring to this love.Your heart cannot know how happy you make another soul.You cannot possibly fathom how deep the love is for you...But it is there.Across miles, across the depths of time, another soul aches for you.You are always on their mind,You are always in their heart,You are always the first thought of the day and the last of the night.When you are gone, you are missed,not missed like one misses a sunny day,or the sound of a favorite tune,but missed with a longing so deep that your absence,however short,that it causes your love to pine for you,consuming them,preventing them from thinking anything else

Join The Family!!!
These last few weeks i have gotten all sorts of invites to join different families. Join and we ill have your back. Join and we will be there for you. Join and never be alone. I keep telling them the same thing - i already have a family. And you know what? I didn't have to join. I didn't have to put it in my name and my profile that i belong. I didn't have to give them so many rates and likes a day for them to "be there for me". All i had to do was be myself and they love that about me. All i had to do was need a friend and they were there for me to offer a help with out being rated first. I love my friends and family because they are wonderful and amazing. No matter what life brings them they take the time to care for me. And i care for them in return. I am so lucky to have them in my life and i am thankful every day. So take your joins and rates and likes and stick them up your ass - thanks :p

I Melt Lol
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5. Tag at least 10 friends------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Superman Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down [LMFAO go figure] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Clothes Off - Gym Class Heroes [apparently it looks better on my floor? LMAO] How would you describe yourself? Hey Sexy Lady - Shaggy ft Sean Paul [oh yea that's clearly my words *smh*] What do you like in a guy/girl? Lips of an Angel - Hinder [awwwww] How do you feel today? Porno Star - Buckcherry [ROFL OMFG imma pornographic monster on the floor???] What is your life's purpose? (S)aint - Marilyn Manson [LMAO all I need is yoU] What is your motto? Crazy Bitch - Buckcherry [fitting...oh so fitting lmfao] What do you think about very often? Spit It Out - Slip Knot What do you think

I Can't Stop Loving You
1. Put Your MP3 Player on Shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write down the name of the song no matter how silly it sounds! 4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name. ------------------------- What do your friends think of you? Mad World - Gary Jules [well if the shoe fits?] If someone says, "Is this okay?" Disco Club - Black Eyed Peas [umm surreee] How would you describe yourself? Hide - Red What do you like in a guy/girl? Up Against the Wall - Boys Like Girls [lol?] How do you feel today? Byrdgirl - Mathew Sweet What is your life's purpose? Scars - Papa Roach [good to know?] What is your motto? Famous Last Words - Jars of Clay What do you think about very often? Bodies - Drowning Pool What do you think of your best friend? Tears Dont Fall - Bullet for My Valentine What do you think of the person you like? Everything to Loose - Trapt What is your life story? Last Tattoo - Rehab What do you want to be when you

Ooooooooooooooooo Canada
I now have permission from your government to enter you at my will. I can come in silently like a thief in the night, do what I wish, and return before daylight breaks. Or, if I so choose, I can stroll in brazenly in broad daylight and walk your streets with a smile on my face. Once I have crossed your borders I can do things that wouldn’t be legal in my home country, and you thank me and smile pleased that I have partaken of your bounty. My permissions are not limited to just your borders, but I am allowed to go as deep in as I choose, whether slowly or quickly by air, and I can do so not like others, but with special permissions that allow me past your token defenses. That's right mothertruckers customs and immigrations programs just got sexy, oh yeah...

I Don't Knowwhat To Do... I Want To Save My Relationship
*sighs* I feel like shit. My girlfriend is busy yes... but what I don't understand is why she doesn't seem herself. When I started to talk with her she seemed like she couldn't have enough of me. It seemed like I had her full attention and when I would call her she would welcome my voice with open ears. Now it seems like she ca't wait to get off the phone with me and I admit, amidst my panic I did call a little to much but it just seems like she's not herself. She has her new apartment away from her family nw and it's like now that she's free, the one who was there for her doesn't have any meaning now. Did I do something wrong. She hasn't started college yet and she's so fucking busy. What happened to our long phone calls and our flirty chats. What's going to happen to our plans for the future now that her boyfriend... me.. doesn't have the meaning I used to. Was I just a scapegoat or was I something real to her? So many questions are running through my head right now and it's bohering

Making The Most Of This Misery
You tell me how great it's going to be But deep down you know you can't be with me So what do you build me up with hope for? It does me no good to have faith in a photo I'm holding you close, but you're pushing away So I'm making the most of this misery 'Cause I can't take you home But I won't leave you alone While I can hold you close I won't let you go Well I want you to know that this is torture And it's damaging me forever, for sure I know you're afraid to be discovered But nothing can stop determined lovers. Yeah. I'm holding you close, while you're pushing away So I'm making the most of this misery 'Cause I can't take you home But I won't leave you alone While I can hold you close I won't let you go

Chaos Never Died
CHAOS NEVER DIED. Primordial uncarved block, sole worshipful monster, inert & spontaneous, more ultraviolet than any mythology (like the shadows before Babylon), the original undifferentiated oneness-of-being still radiates serene as the black pennants of Assassins, random & perpetually intoxicated.Chaos comes before all principles of order & entropy, it's neither a god nor a maggot, its idiotic desires encompass & define every possible choreography, all meaningless aethers & phlogistons: its masks are crystallizations of its own facelessness, like clouds. Everything in nature is perfectly real including consciousness, there's absolutely nothing to worry about. Not only have the chains of the Law been broken, they never existed; demons never guarded the stars, the Empire never got started, Eros never grew a beard. No, listen, what happened was this: they lied to you, sold you ideas of good & evil, gave you distrust of your body & shame for your prophethood of chaos, inven

Your So Gay.........
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf While jacking off listening to mozart You bitch and moan about LA Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway You don’t eat meat And drive electrical cars You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art You need SPF 45 just to stay alive (CHORUS) You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like boys You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys No you don’t even like No you don’t even like No you don’t even like… You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal You’re so skinny you should really Super Size the deal Secretly you’re so amused That nobody understands you I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head I’m so angry cause you’d rather MySpace instead I can’t believe I fell in love with someone that wears more make up than... (CHORUS) You

Pet Responsibility, Motherfucker!
So, here I am enjoying one of my most delicious cans of smoked oysters. I love those things. I started to wonder, "Hey, can my pet ferret have some?" Now ferrets are sort of a unique animal when it comes to feeding them. You certainly cannot feed them just anything. So, I google "can ferrets eat seafood". I get the page of some Yahoo! yahoo who asks, "What can you feed ferrets besides ferret food, birds, and other mammals?" Seems like a reasonable question. Except for her reasoning for asking. She's a vegan and "due to ethical reasons" does not wish to feed the ferret the fucking foods ferrets require to fucking survive! They are meat-eating carnivores you retarded slut! They don't believe in being nice to their prey! Do the animal kingdom a real favor and feed the ferret your own self, you moronic cum-berfing cock-holster! That is all.

Woman
Woman was made from the rib of a man. Not from his head, to top him. Nor from his feet, to be stepped upon. She was made from his side, to be equal to him. From under his arm, to be protected by him. Near his heart, to be loved by him. ~Anonymous~

Mountain Goats - No Children Lyrics.
This song was the themesong for one episode of "Moral orel" on Adult Swim. I enjoyed it from the first listen, but I had to actually hear it a few times to realise the deeper meaning of this song. It is the ultimate "F*@% YOU" song. This song is the perfect explanation for that relationship you can't stand, but cant escape either. Here are the lyrics. Enjoy. (And NO, this has absolutely nothing to do with me and Arika. We're still madly in love. its just a funny song.) I hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us. I hope we come up with a failsafe plot to piss off the dumb few that forgave us. I hope the fences we mended fall down beneath their own weight, I hope we hang on past the last exit, I hope its already too late. I hope the junk yard a few miles from here someday burns down and I hope that the rising black smoke carries me far away and I never come back to this town again in my life. I hope I lie and tell everyone you were a good wife. I hope you die. I h

Beauty
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness" was a complete turn off to me. Maybe its all some people have ... How sad to skip over an intelligent person who is charming, funny and witty for someone who is just beautiful. Over time as the beauty fades and the attraction dims what are you left with? I am proudest of my accomp

Be Real
Be Real? well as real as I can be I'm a single man that take care of my 3year old daughter That I love with all my heart.Me and her mom are friends only nothing esle is between her and Me that ilike it that way .But thing here is that by being single it hard cuz you don't got nobody in your live to share the whole world with her. But life work's in defferent way for everybody and some time toy will find the right person that belong in your life so for now I'll be as happy as I can for now

What I Gotta Do?
I chose Angel and I'm a level 34. I know that Angels can altruize people at level 31. I cannot. I've contacted support. They had me switch to Demon costing 10M fubux. They did refund that, but the next day when I could change back to Angel, I did not get a refund for that 10M. I can't seem to get an answer for them..so WHAT I GOTTA DO? I'm not asking for anything more than I'm entitled to. Any advise will be appreciated.

Just My Feeling's This Morning.
So.................. I have so many thing's going through my head, so I decided to jot some of them down. I look into the mirror, and I see this body look back at me. Her hair is long, her skin is pale and cold , and her eyes show wisdom beyond her years. They also show a sadness that she doesn't think will ever be removed.... She sees a body desired by some, but rejected by many. She sees a heart beat beneath thin skin, and she wonders at times, why it still does. It is so cold, and can be so hard. She has been called mom, sister, daughter, lover, wife, and BITCH... She has been taken, loved, used, and abused. These eyes have seen death, life, abuse, and care. This body has felt the tender touch of a new born, and the rough skin of an elder. It has felt the gentle caress of a lover, and the pain of someone that wants to harm her. She sees scars that brought life into the world, and also made her feel less of a woman. She wonders how anyone could want or desire what she sees.....She

Diseases You Don't Want
If you have had warts on your hand then you know how embarrassing it is. Nail fungus has the same effect on you. There are many exterior diseases that cause embarrassment to the affect person. I know a young woman at Wal-Mart who has that disease where the skin is has red blotches on the face, arms and body. Her face is covered with those red blotches and it‘s not flattering. I would suspect she had to endure teasing about it all her life. Here are some embarrassing diseases you may be aware of http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/health/2010/08/13/embarrassing-health-problems/#slide=1 BlastFM where internet music comes alive for a good time. Give us a listen 24/7. You will dig us www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Hate U
I hate U for doing this to me I hate U for leaving me when U said U would be there no matter what I hate U for not caring about the baby I am having I hate U for the fact that MY baby wount have its real dad I hate U for making me cry when all I really want to do is smash ur face in with a rock But most of all.... I hate U for being U..

Naughty Appt
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE. DONT BE AFRAID. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Ready To Burst!
My head is ready to burst, it has been like this for a week now. You know those sweets you put on your tongue and they sort of sizzle? ... that is what my brain feels like, my body isn't far behind it. I am full of electricity, I daren't touch anything or I will more than likely give myself a shock. This is all due to the weather, it is too close here and I need it to storm to clear the air. It is starting to drive me mad. I suffer from migraines, but not in the typical sense you all probably think. I suffer from the first two phases of a migraine, which means I see bright shiny sparkly things (lolz) and I have paralysis on my left side. This part has always annoyed me, as I can be walking down the street and I suddenly turn into quasimodo .... dragging my left foot and dropping things. If I have a bag over my left arm, it will be gone and I wouldn't even notice, I need to sit down and I need to sit down soon or i'll topple over like a weeble. Ask me to shake your hand and I won't

[please Fill Out The Blog Subject]
I love that everyone on the internet is an "expert on foreign relations" or "ex-special forces"and the best answer they have to violence isbigger violence.Not a point to contest.I'm convinced that peace is an option. Peace with growing pains of course.On to me business.I got up around 7:30, got dressed and drove to the front entrance of my employer, parked right up front in the "visitor's lot" and disassembled my entry badge taking out a few slips of paper and leaving my lapel, sleave and card.My resolve waivered for only a moment as I stepped up to the front glass. Two of my coworkers that worked the walk-in area were not at their desks, so I had no opportunity to drag this out or say "tell everyone goodbye for me"The receptionist slid her courtesy glass to the side and asked if she could help me"yes you can, please inform [First and last name of my supervisor removed] that I no longer work here""alright, have a good day""Thank you, you do the same"I handed her my ID badgeturned on my

Vibration
You think you feel your phone vibrating, that you got a text. But actually you didnt you thought you did because your body is excited for the text you know your going to get. Its gone as far from feeling the vibrate to hearing it. But no matter what you always check just encase it was a real vibrate, same thing goes for beeps or music tones for cell phones. When your body knows something is coming and your overly excited about it you tend to think its there when its not. By now you know how to sense when a text is coming if your a black berry user LOL you will notes the arrows in the corner connecting to a server, but sometimes this can fool you, its fooled me quit a few times. No matter what though, its weird how people can sense when a text is coming, or you over sense and you think texts are coming threw when their actually not, you sense them coming because you want them to.♥

Suga Suga Dun Dun Dun Dun Dun Dun Oh Honey Honey
shes is only 40 some rates away from taking the lead in her HH contest please click the chick this is of grave concern to me for the following reasons A. I do not think I will be able to stand having to comfort her ass if she does not win B. I would consider it an emotional blow personally if the Teary chick who is ahead beat her my sanity thanks you that is all

The Stupid Never Sleep
Latest on the IM front: mad_man_113 hey mad_man_113 ya like new roleplays? me I don't rp mad_man_113 well then you must be.....a NAZI? me You must be an idiot Good bye mad_man_113 KKK? mad_man_113 ever killed? me Again, you're an idiot. Good bye mad_man_113 bet you lotta peanut butter? me I bet you're still an idiot. Yup. You are. Bye mad_man_113

What I Look For In My Partner!!!
In a partner I especially appreciate a gentle and decent character, vitality and inquisitiveness, a sense for domesticity and accuracy and - last but not least a man who knows how to treat a Lady in the right way.I have not given up to find the right, Handsome and intelligent man to spend the rest of my life with. I enjoy leading an active and healthy life. Seeing new and different things and meeting new people as well as time together with friends. I also enjoy romancing someone special with quiet walks on the beach or a candleight dinner at a quiet resturant, maybe to just sit on the quay with a good glass of wine and watch the stars. I love kids and would like to have one. If you have children they are very welcome. I would like to build a strong and happy relationship with the one person that I cannot live without. I do like my future partner to be kind, loyal, responsive, educated, intelligent, goal and career oriented, faithful, honest, romantic, affectionate, tender, merry and

A New Begining!
First game of the preseason for the seattle seahawks with new coach pete Carrol ok yes its football if you dont wish,To read then dont its for me and no one else.With a new coach and practicly new coaching staff the seattle seahawks played this past saturday against the Titans.I was ready to see the new coach in action and I was stunned by the few short months hes been coaching how muchthe team has changed . there seems to be a new fire within the team. new players great draft picks to help matts o line protect him.the d line looked awesome and made turn overs its to early to tell weather or not we are play off contenders BUT, if they keep the momentumthey had during there first preseason game I am just stunned .the last 2 seasons we have not made the playoffs last yr we were at 5=11 bad stats ill be honest .but now it seems its all changed.. I saw the game saturday and I kept reminding myslef this is only preseason.But with that in mind I saw them bring it on more agressive D l

Last Night Was A Stupid False Alarm
Okay last night was so fuckin stupid...I have been a storm chaser for almost 7 years now and this is one of the stupidest false alarm I have recieved from a partner of mine in the field...He said there was a wall cloud about 5 miles north of town so I grabbed my camera and got dressed and went...By the time I got to where he was he told me it was just a false alarm because he didnt turned on his laptop and looked at the radar...He was just looking at the fucking sky and thought it was a wall cloud...Grrrrrrrrr it just pissed me off right there....I know it sounds stupid to get pissed about it but shit man before the dude thinks he sees a wall cloud comming he should go to sources first to find out whats going on and then just wait and see what its going to do...Not just jump the fucking gun and say well, gee I see a wall cloud but my computer isnt on...What the hell man.

I Do It On Purpose
My 14 year old son recently compared me to Bobby Bouchers mom from "The Waterboy" I am absolutely HORRIFIED by the display of wanton whore-ship of the many High School girls here at Lassen. The new "game" is: (In order to preserve virginity and avoid pregnancy).....doing "What what in the butt!", and of course, the BJ's. (EEEEEEEK!) Our conversation this morning over panckakes: Me: Remember what we have talked about. Josh: DEEP SIGH Me: Let's review. If a girl looks at you?..... Josh: She'll give me the herps.(He giggles and is entertained by my worry) Me: No....but she WANTS to. And.....If she wants you to touch her boobies?...... Josh: I'll go on welfare (still cracking up). And girls are the Devil and.... Me: I never said they were the Devil! Josh: Pretty much. MOM! Seriously?....I'm not stupid. Me: I know! But you ARE my baby, and I don't want you broken before you are totally put together. Josh: As crazy as you talk sometimes,

The Sound Of Her Master's Voice: Chapter 1
Heather's Journey: The Sound Of her MASTER’S VOICEBOOK ONE: The Kinky girl Next DoorCHAPTER ONE-1-The tattoo on Kitty’s left shoulder was something that Heather had seen before, probably thousands of times over the past four years, but it was something that she had never really ventured to ask about. And of course human nature dictated that sometimes such things were not asked about, they just were, even when it was a thing which begged for questions to be asked of it. And of all things which appeared to be out there for no other reason than to be asked about this thing was most assuredly one of the most eye catching.Now anyone could look at Kitty McClain and know that there was something a little wild about her, even without the tattoo. She was a granddame, at 58, in a neighborhood of newlyweds and younger couples, who always seemed to be dressed in two-pieces, halters and short-shorts and skirts, no matter what the weather. To show off the tattoo about which

Just... Grimy!!
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!!

My New Love
I dont have long to stay on but i wanted to share with you my newest love He showed up the night I gave birth, I was foretold I might get this little friend but I didnt believe it. I refused to believe... I took meds to ensure I wouldnt get this friendly little guy. But no stool softener nor position of the feet while doing the #2 would satisfy this guy. Im blame Seamus.... he told me i would get one. Hell I even think he thought it funny. So i named the fucker after him. SEAMUS MY HEMROID thank you to those who have helped.... witchie for the tucks pads for my life would be a burning sensation without her that's all i can thank assholes WICKED

Pain
why must i live with this pain, found a person i can not tame. what is there really to gain , i can live with all my pain. thoughts run threw my head, sometimes i wish i were dead. my friend is on the phone,hello fred, he says take a pill and go to bed. that is the last thing to do, because i am not with you. if we were together we would be two,my bottle is empty i took the last few. is that sleep that i see, oh no !!! that can not be. why do i do this to me,going outside to hang from a tree. pain pain pain everywhere , maybe i should cut my hair, i know you are there , but do you really care .

Insomnia
I just sit and I cant sleep, thoughts just run through my head. Not really tired or bored, just cant stop feeling all the dread. What is there to this life, and why cant I just sleep. Feeling through all this pain, deep down here within a heap. Can I find my own way, through a world that has less. To offer to me than more, but all I see is a mess. Everybody cant live together, no matter what we see. Through my own eyes, it is not hard for me. To all live in a world, that is full and with peace. All we have to do is believe, and we all just be at ease. With ourselves and one another, never let our faces frown. I know with me that is hard to do, we cant let ourselves get down. For we all believe in something real, and a better place for us all to be. Sorry for interrupting your thought, because that is what I see.

"dream Girl "
Had a dream about you, but you are so far away.I wish I could come, to where you are and stay. I know you don`t hear, from me that much.Even though I do long, for your loving touch. Your eyes remind me, of an everlasting forest.It is so hard for me, to get this off my chest. Your hair shines forever, in the morning light.When I actually speak to you, all my days are suddenly bright. Your voice is so unforgettable, and it sounds so sweet.Cant wait until the day, that we do actually meet. You tell me off your hard times, I wish that I was there.To hold you every day, and show you that I care. Just want to show you, what there is that I see. That there is nothing but, happiness for you and me.

Heavy Reconstruction
Ok first of I'll say this,at the very CORE of who I am,all that I believe in and stand for hates this place. I can't stand fubar,LOATHE IT. Why? Because its bull thats why.Its very foundations are based on arrogance,pretentiousness,conceitedness,poumpousness and greed. All this place is is a giant popularity contest where flirtacious females post up pics of their cleavage and or ass in pics and get rated out the ying yang,or someone buys a boomerang or runs a famplifier and they get rates all day long,yet meanwhile the nice guys,the nice PEOPLE,the HARD WORKING people,people that spend time on here everyday rating over 200 plus profiles a day get ignored because either they aren't "In" with the popular cliques,are normal people who can't afford bling,or don't have a pic with big boobs or their asses in a revealing pose to generate enough views to their profiles. To ME....and this is just ME....I think this place is a haven for people with low self esteem issues that never were anybody

Random
It seems there are people on here that just hate for no reason. When I scroll half the women don't go to my page they go to my favorite blinger's page. How insane fu is this petty are you not adults ? Even better when they jump in the sb of somebody that blings you and basically tells them how they should spend their money... As if you have a right to tell someone how to spend bling! I paid for my bling I do not get gifts or put on cam shows for my bling I have punched a time clock for every single bling I have given. Do I really care about bling to tell ya the truth its a picture gift. I would never want a fu pony given to me its a waste of money to me. If someone wanted to buy me something that special it should be real and come from their heart. And given to me face to face. I do not beg for bling I never ask for bling and will never ask for bling. When I get a bling I think I should automatically give it back I hate to owe anybody anything, that prideful lion in me. When I give a g

Part 4 I Am Not Evolved From A Monkey Cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well
One of the great mysteries of the universe is how in the midst of swirling seas during the formation of the Earth, millions of years after the Big Bang, one tiny single celled life form, swimming aimlessly in that early ocean could evolve into every species of life form we have on this planet an especially lead us to people who drink huge amounts of alcoholic beverages and wave lighters around at concerts but that is exactly what scientist tell us happened as life evolved on the Earth. If there is a force behind the creation of the universe and us, it seems they would have thought to maybe intervene in the massive alcohol part of our development. The only thing I can assume is to do an intervention like that would have violated some unknown law of the universe regarding humans. Sound silly? Maybe. It is clear however that we somehow seem to have universal laws that guide us in our existence here as well as those principles of physics and such that control the universe and this is a

Jus A Lil Somethin
i speak the truth therefore inlies a messiah somethin of a lyrical genuis so while this world transpires i write this scrpt with my pen now and again these lyrical orgasms escape their pages and reak havoc amongst thos brain-washed robots yet non stop i continue to spit masterpieces like a faucet absent of caution and these verses hit like bullets so i guess im trigger happy so uncanning how this mind ravels riddles unto the masses plainly written across the demeanor of the artist where as this may not reach many but painstakingly i trudge along theroad to reaching them all

Now I Remember
I was sitting there one day thinking, why did I get sick of playing around on Fubar again? I have no idea, let's restart an account! Well, now I remember, double standards. Stupid ass double standards. O well, deal with it, life goes on, but I might just stop coming on here again, damn it, why did I have to be reminded?

Things In Life
A man dressed as King Henry the Eighth eating a kebab, a unicyclist falling and hurting his head, a woman abandoning her baby in a pram to scream in excitement at Stephen K Amos (barking up the wrong tree love), a BBC Tee Shirt clad assistant vomiting into the barbeque at Gilded Balloon, a critic loudly slag off a female comic who was standing right behind her, a female comic tell people my show has been getting no stars as I was standing behind HER (two five stars and a four, love, watch your back), and a wee woman calling a flyerer an ‘inconsiderate cunt’…these are a few of my favourite things so far at the fringe! The week has been great, amazing audiences and lovely reviews, am happy people; I also had a few good meetings and a cracking audition, who knows what next? My flyering team have been super sexy and fun, so good on them. Ashley has been so wonderful and feeling so much better, I am blessed with having her around. Who else can do Alan Partr

Love
Love is a battle We fight, throw things at each other Things flying here and there The battle lost or win There is no glory In the end, it was just a silly step Love is a war We does ugly things To piss at each other Humiliation,insults and in many other forms The war itself is ugly When its over We wonder is it worth it Love is a growing up We see ups and downs We see hopes fades We make mistakes But, that is part of growing up We had no idea what it leads to We take risks We fail and we pick up We learn as we grow up Love is hard It is even harder when You stop trying Some things don't last forever But some things do Love is that kind of thing

Walls
What have we done to the people in ours lives? have we fucked them up so much that it is easier to go through life with walls,fences,and barricades up? is this what we have come to ? a world that people are so afraid to love and be loved? to be in love. to be able to lean on one another in times of sadness? why is it so hard to cry or be held by someone? remember when we where children,? we cried, we fell down we let someone that loved us pick us up. we had bad dreams, we let someone comfort us. Why is it so hard for us to enjoy unconditional love, to embrace it, to bask in it to be happy? are we just a bunch of heartless zombies??? Why?? or is it just me that feels this way???

It's Better To Have Loved And Lost...
Everytime a guy broke my heart, my mom would say to me "It's better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all". I didn't believe her until recently. I'm devastated about the end of my relationship, I really loved him. But at the same time, I wasn't happy with the way we were, and he doesn't want to try and see how we could be. At this point I don't either. He is too immature for me. I'm lonely though. There's no one around to talk to now that he is gone, and my best friend is in Texas till next year. School will help. Life is simple, it's just not easy. - unknown I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it. - Jack Handey You fall out of your mother's womb, crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave. - Quentin Crisp

Can't
You're everything I wanted, and moreBut knowing I can't have you, for many different reasonsIt's killing me inside.I can't have you here, because of your work,I can't be there, because of herSo why do I keep trying.There is no going forward,And there is no going back,So lets break away and stop going at all.All the things that have been said,All the things that have been done,They are all meaningless, becauseI can't have you here, and I can't be there,So lets go our different waysBefore I am dead inside.

Lifes Journal
all u could ever do is be yourself splendid with a gift of nothin else alone like sittin on the shelf in the clearance isle understand i cant live in denial nomore i gota fly i gota spread my wings and sore away from this down poor of hate vibes that i get like im a one man tribe and im sick of it i will be more than u can dream i will make it to where i could say screw this im a beast and deserve to be missed for im blessed with this lyrical wit i tried conquered it now and how was it good fight when all they ever did was run and hide do u stand up or bow down hell ive been the one thats wearin the crown since day 1 ur another dog in my yard step 2 me u wont even leave with scars i go for the throat i attack life and get on the high note

Negatives Can't Be Negatives....
I've always wondered to myself, how can a negative really be a negative? I mean think about this, if something bad happens doesn't something good usually come out of it? For example, you stub your toe as a child you get the love and attention ( and possibly a lollipop ) from your mother or father. You go to the doctor you get a shot and they give you praise for being a big strong little boy or girl, all those things are negatives. Which leads me to this, is what I'm dealing with right now, can that be considered a positive? Is it a wake up call? What is it? All I can see is the positive out of it, the possibility of me getting back together with her or learning from something so disheartening it makes me realize how young I am. I want to prove to her how deserving I am, how much I've changed and grown as a man over the years. I'm worried I wont tho, that I will let her down. I don't wanna ride down the "what if" road and wonder to myself "what if i hadn't done this, this or this".

Church
So i was late to church today and as soon as i walked in the door the preacher got on my case with that whole 'we have a sinner among us" act, as i started to walk away one of this litte fricken thoughts popped into my head as i caught him off guard "HEY!! i was running errands for satan you know he's under house arrest" and naturally i got the evil eye as i left just as quick as i came. sadly enough this isnt the first time i ever had a mishap at church, when my dad told me i was half hebrew i was like thats cool, so later on in the week me and my friend were at his grandmother catholic church, some other kid pissed me off and then i had my first stupid thought in the front row just before everybody started to pray i hollared "do you want us to cruxify his ass again?!", as everyone turned around and looked at me, i just looked up and smiled "what it's not like he didn't deserve it, he's a prick" (the screwed up part is i was talking about the kid who pissed me off). needless to say i

Christa Knows Me So Well :d Sugarland - Stuck Like Glue
Absolutely no one who knows me better No one that can make me feel so good How did we stay so long together When everybody Everybody said we never would And just when I I start to think they’re right That love has died There you go making my heart beat again Heart beat again, heart beat again There you go making me feel like a kid Won’t you do it and do it one time There you go pulling me right back in Right back in, right back in And I know I’m never letting this go I’m stuck on you Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Stuck like glue You and me baby We’re stuck like glue Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Stuck like glue You and me baby We’re stuck like glue Some days I don’t feel like trying Some days you know I wanna just give up When it doesn’t matter who’s right Fight about it all night Had enough You give me that look I’m sorry baby let’s make up You do that thing that makes me laugh And just like that There you go making my heart beat again Heart

A Thief In The Night
A Thief In The Night She came into his bed room,Walking softly, without sound.She watched him lying on his bed,As she took a look around.She didn’t know his name yet,But she knew what she must do.She came to steal away his heart,Make his fantasy come true.She quickly tied him to the bed,His hands and feet secured.As he awoke, heart beating fast,Her features were obscured.The room was filled with darkness,No light to show her face.As she moved along beside him,His heart began to race.She gently cut away his clothes,And threw them to the floor.Her hands softly touching skin,Oh how he longed for more.He asked her why she did this,And why she tied him down.But she just smiled, and kissed his lips,And then felt her way around.Her lips kissed places only known,By those he knew before.But this new angel had a way,To open heaven’s door.Her tongue explored and tantalized,She teased, and played around.And as she moved up from his feet,His heart began to pound. She found what she wa

Old One Called Breathing In The Dark
Constantly closing off the world, and all these gentle souls.I've lost myself within my own mind, surrounded by thoughts I wanted to leave behind. I try not to lose trust in myself, but these pure emotions become tainted, stained with crimson, attempting to coverthe wrongs of a demon lover. My heart becomes a helpless prey, blackening with each heartache inflicted, so dark it becomes a shadow, haunting me with whispers of sorrow.Opening my eyes, leaving all the darkness, but it makes no difference, it's taken over my mind and heart,

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Grrrr Piss Off
Why the hell when ya go to the store and ya get in line...does the person right behind ya have to stand so bloody close to ya that you can feel their breath on the back of your neck .....What the foock is up with that? Like dude back up a foot would ya....ya dont need to be standing on the heels of my shoes

Beyond Peanutbutter And Banana Sandwiches...
A few facts about.... "THE KING" By now even the most casual fan probably is familiar with a number of factoids and curiosities about The King. So, in memoriam, let's go beyond peanut-butter-and-banana sandwiches and explore a few things you may not know about Elvis. I compiled this list with the help of my father-in-law, Larry Geller, who as Elvis's former hairstylist is full of anecdotes and little-known facts about the man and the legend. --According to Robert Sillerman, former CEO of the company that owns 85% of Elvis Presley Enterprises, there are more than 84,000 performers whose principal occupation is impersonating Elvis. --"Elvis" was the middle name of Vernon Presley, Elvis's father. --The teenage Elvis signed his high-school friends' yearbooks with the name "Elvis Cat." --Despite being the "King of Rock And Roll," Elvis never received Grammy recognition for any of his signature rock hits. He did win three Grammy awards over his career, but they were all for gospelrecord

Untitled
There's a knife in my heart Where you played the part Thinking we were both so smart Until we learned I was simply a tart So please... don't even start Filling the rend which will never really mend only for death might I send so my life I can lend so others can fend Don't really wanna talk about pain So I'll mention your stain While my heart lays slain The conversational bane that splits us in twain...

8-15-2010
not much happening other than a resident calling in a break in. turns out that the H.O.A disapproved of a tree they had planted in their front yard. while they were all at work the H.O.A had gardeners come in and remove it. these people could get it through their thick ass stuck up skulls that no one wanted them to plant the tree in a public part of the community, lol. I'm begging to see how much lots of wealth can change a person from being normal and intelligent to a complete and total dumbass. go figure aye... BTW, H.O.A stands for Home Owners Association.

&& No One Ever Knows
You come to the realization That the sun is rising now && you've wasted the entire night in tears You've missed the moon in all it's glory The stars, they shone without you as you lay there alone You waste the nights in your sorrows && no one ever knows The pain it kills you every night && tears that company the pain.. They torture the soul that is dimming So many nights like this one pass Each, darker than the last && you lay there swallowed up in the silence It's so quiet now.. So many people to talk to but none that understand like pen && paper in your hand.. The silence echoes in your mind it's so quiet now But thoughts shift back && forth So quick that you miss the

The Further Decline Of Man...
From time to time Jen sends me messages she gets from men.. Jen decided to change her location to my area so that local creepers would leave her alone.. Apparently my area has a TON of weirdos! The big fad is to just tell her that you are close to her. "Hey! I'm gonna be in Portland on he 25th and i'll be at a house party! hook a brother up".. "I live in Tigard... I live in Tigard...I live in Tigard.." "29/m/portland" What the fuck yo.. I'm really hoping these fucktards are really just complete idiots.. You don't have to scroll down very far on Jen's page to realize she has a b/f and it is me.. Not to mention all of these guys come off like creepy losers. Zero game. Does "29/m/portland" even work?

Wtf
OK HERES THE THING.OU I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE SAY WHY CANT YOU NORMAL. I MEAN HONESTLY WHAT IS NORMAL. WHAT IS NORMAL FOR ME MAY NOT BE NORMAL TO EVERYOONE ELSE. IM SO SICK OF EVERYONE TRYING TO MAKE YOU LIVE UP TO THE MAINSTREAM. THERE IS NO INDIVIDUALITY. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH THE MAINSTREAM ITS FORTHEM I UNDERSTAND THAT SO GIVE THE SAME COURTESY TO EVERYONE ELSE. IF SOMEONE WANTS TO BELEIVE WHAT THEY WANT TO BELIEVE THATS THEIR WAY AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS IF THATS WHAT THEY BELIEVE. WELL I WLL RAMBLE ON ANOTHER TIME CAUSE I COULD GO ON FOREVER WITH THIS THOUGHT. TAKE CARE AND BLESSED BE TO ALL.

Who Are We Talking To?
I often wonder what the other people on FU are doing while they are on FU? So I watch my bartab like some kind of FU Analyzer taking statistics....(Ummm...Yes...it does sound like a stalker...RUN! RUN NOW!) Well, as a Fu Analyzer (now to be shortened to FA for the remainder of this blog), it is my duty to know that some of my friends have gone to work, are at work, have a day off, etc... The FA sees the sparks happening between two people: "He/She is wonderful!" "I never thought I would meet her/him"..... Trick is to realize which ones are true and which ones are playing another for the extra "FU love"..*cough*blings, bling packs, HH*cough* At the same time the FA watches for those emo stats, standing ready with gift hugs or some other little appropriate gift. "I can't believe he/she did this!" "Fuicide." *Fuicide=to delete one's profile because no one here loves them. Only to return a short time later on another profile as themselves, or for the more extreme, as a whole othe

Megadeath, Slayer & Testament - 2 Tickets For Sale
NO THESE ARE NOT SCALPER TICKETS - THIS IS AN HONEST SALE I have 2 tickets for the American Carnage Tour - Megadeth, Slayer & Testament - for Sunday August 29th at the Cricket Wireless Ampitheater in Chula Vista, CA - KICK ASS seats - Section 102 (center section), Row R, Seats 31 and 32. I bought them months ago but will be unable to go (dammit). Paid $35 each for them ($25 + $10 service charge through Ticketmaster). Asking only what I paid - $70 for the pair. If interested, send me a private message. FIRST COME FIRST SERVED - only genuine inquiries please - cash only.

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i have never wanted to scream and throw a fit so much in my mother fucking life!!!!!!!!! im sick im crabby and then........im talking to the guy who is trying to get his band to give me a shot at an audition, and the fucking phone dies in the middle of our conversation. and you know me and the 13? well when i was dialing his number ends in 0013 im absolutley taking this as a sign, i know how this shit works. what if i just blew a fucking good chance over a dead phone? rude. sarah

Aluguel De Escritorio Na Florida
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Fubar Ladies
just wanna tell all u ladies of fubar you all are so very attractive n beautifull sexy and gorgous i rate all of you a 11 high 5 sexy precious ladies love you all very much n care alot for yall hehe xoxo hugs kisses n lots of love n tlc wink wink

Clarity
While I feel neither the need nor inclination to defend myself to people I don't know, I feel you should at least hear the truth. So for those of you who think you know whats going on, 1. I didn't leave, I was shut out for no reason. and 2. My attempts to be there are met with hate and nastiness and are rejected. Believe what you wish, my heart and conscience are clear and this will be my only response to all the rumor and accusation that is clearly designed to garner sympathy and attention for someone undeserving of it. ~nuff said~

Whats New Goddess
MY FEMDOM FETISH & TEASE BOSS C4S - STORE 12687 Good MORNING to all of my pets, both well behaved and the not so well behaved. There is so much intensity and ecstasy in being a powerful thick Goddess...having the world revolve around You and knowing that each man You possess will be a tool in the fulfillment of Your every desire...its a mighty force and can only be unleashed by truly elevated and powerful women. The natural posture of superiority that I omit pushes My ass and feet deep into the brain center of sexual lust and thought! I become a fascination of fancy...at first...pulling you in closer with My wicked big 45in ass and size 9 ebony lotus feet whiles and tempting teasing ways...luring you into My trap of male submission and abusive good times...and soon I am the ultimate addiction!!! When you feel the grip of My manipulation there's nothing better than being at My feet...having your orgasm kept as My possession and only feeling the rush of r

Looking Back
I wanted you. I wanted you to know we could have been perfect. We had all the right qualities. We looked perfect from a far, when you looked closely we fell apart. You said I stopped caring, you could not be further from the truth. I cared than and I care still. In reality we were not who we thought we were. Yet I love you. You took my strength turned it into greed, shallow dreams, selfishness and made it my weakness. You throw my weakness on my face. I loved you because I thought you were the same. You said I hurt you, I never intended to do so. To you that was worse than intentionally doing it. I guess you saw it as if I did not care enough to see that the things I did hurt you. You deliberately took stabs at me and hurt me often going after things I trusted you with, things you knew would hurt me. I do not know what is worse. I watched you slowly kill yourself one pill at a time. I watched helplessly. Any thing I said or did was not right, it was not good enough. After all what

Illinois Version Of Ebay
SPRINGFIELD -- Bidding has begun on surplus vehicles, electronics and equipment offered by state and local governments on an Illinois auction website called iBid. Many of the surplus items on iBid will be on display during the Illinois State Fair in Springfield. Fairgoers can register to bid and inspect items in the iBid booth at the Grandstand next to ticket office. The iBid site resembles eBay. It has sold more than $3 million worth of property since it was launched at the state fair in 2003. This year, items include a scooter for the disabled, cell phones, laptops, a motorcycle, a garden tractor and a drill press. Bidding closes Aug. 22.

Free Asia Concert Last Night At The East Main Armory.
A friend calls me last night about 4:30pm and said "Doors open at 6:30, let's go." I said "I don't even know any Asia tunes." He said "sure you do." Then he sang "In the heat of the moment." I said "alright, I'm in." That was a good decision on my part. There was only about a thousand people and Asia was awesome! They are world class musicians. If you ever get a chance to see them go!

What Im Feeling Now
I SAID I WOULD NEVER MAKE YOU FEEL WORTHLESS OR SECOND BEST. I TRY TO DO WHAT I THOUGHT WAS RIGHT TO PROTECT YOU AND NOT MAKE YOU FEEL THE WAY I HAD. YOUR NOT THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. YOU WERE AND STILL ARE THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE... I AM THE ONE THAT IS WORTHLESS PEACE OF SHIT. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOU DESERVE SOMEONE BETTER THEN ME. SOMEONE THAT IS NOT ALWAYS GOING TO FUCK THINGS UP WHEN ALL I TRY TO DO IS WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT TO KEEP YOU FROM FEELING WORTHLESS AND TO KEEP STRESS FROM YOU SEEING HOW YOU DEAL WITH ENOUGH. IF I COULD GO BACK AND DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I WOULD NEVER DO THE SHIT I HAVE DONE TO TRY AND MAKE OUR LIFE TOGETHER BETTER. SO ONCE AGAIN CAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY AND BEING A WORTHLESS BASTARD PEACE OF SHIT I WALK ALONE THREW THIS WORLD.. CARRING THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WITH ME UNTILL THE DAY I DRAW MY FINAL LAST BREATH. THERE WILL NEVER BE ANYONE TO TAKE THE PLACE OF YOU IN MY LIFE HEART OR SOUL. YOU STOLE MY HEART AND SOUL MANY MANY YEARS AGO BUT DU

How I Feel Today
I know, I know, go ahead and make fun...it's a bit amateurish, but I put my fingers to the keyboard, and this is what spewed forth. What's this pain and aching in my chest? Please, someone, help me rest. I once felt close, but now it seems to far...its not a distance that can be fixed by car. You wrapped your arms around me, and everything felt right...I wanted to beg you to never let go, always hold tight. For once in my life, I felt safe, I could sleep at night. The dreams I've dreamt since your arms released, are horrible and full of dispair and grief. The scent of you lingers in my nose..OH god, I'll never forget the day you brought me a single rose. The memories flood in upon me, I'm drowning in a sea of good...please let me stay in this place forever, I finally know how it feels to love.

Poems
A heart sings to that one so far , yet so close to my heart to be.A heart sings to stars above, that sweet song only thoses two ment to be shall hear.A heart sings in hopes thatone true love shall hear my crys, and hold me in her arms and love me for ever.A heart sings out to a field of roses, colors of the world so true so many diffent shades, none the same.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there blooms open to that sweet sound of love so true, that song of love between me and you.A heart sings out to a field of roses, there only promble is there beautifull nature, that glows unpon this ulgy world make it a place to smile and be happy, the same way you make me feel ever time i hear your voice, or look at a pic of u all i can is smile and hope one day i'll get to touch u and fell your sweet embrace, my spin tingles with chills of lust and happiness.A heart sings out to that one , I have never meet, but all the same when that day comes the joy that once was forgotten, may it embran

A Day Of Rest
We rode to Canada yesterday so I could mark that off of my Bucket List. I was a passenger and I got to really enjoy the scenery in northwest Washington. I guess we rode around 200 miles. Chuckanut Drive is so pretty! Our host is a motorcycle safety and group ride instructor so riding with him is a pleasure. I think today will be a day of hanging out at the farm, doing chores. I have offered to help them finish building their chicken coop. My husband is at the feed store right now, helping our host load his truck. I don't know when we're heading for home. It is so nice here, maybe we will stay a few days.

New Skin 8/15
Hiya Fubies. Just added a new public skin...preview is below. Best viewed at 1300+ You know the drill...publics are free to use, customs are made for specific people. Yadda yadda. More to come sometime soon...I have probably 10 to add, just haven't had the time with other work to do - such is summertime. Cheers! -HS

Run For Your Life It's Super Bug!
Do you know how many people there are on this earth of ours? I do know that it numbers in the billions. So the chances of you getting drug resistant bacteria is slim to none. I will vote for none. What’s the point you say? The media is again is doing its best to scare the hell out of you. They are promoting this supposed “super bug” bacteria that killed one guy in Pakistan. One guy! And in some far off country no less. Next thing you know they will demand we all wear facial masks like some in Japan do. Give me a freaking break! If you want read about it http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,599389,00.html BlastFM is a friendly gathering for music lovers. Hit us up for a rockin’ good time www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Belinda Carlisle - I Get Weak
When I'm with youI shake insideMy heart's all tangled upMy tongue is tied it's crazyCan't walk, can't talk, can't eat, can't sleepOh, I'm in love, oh I'm in deep 'cuz babyWith a kiss you can strip me defenselessWith a touch I completely lose control'Til all that's left of my strength is a memory, wo...I get weak when I look at youWeak when we touchI can't speak when I look in your eyesI get weak when you're next to meWeak from this loveI can't speak when I look in your eyesI get weakConvincing eyes, persuasive lipsThe helpless heart just can't resist their powerYou know you've got a hold over meYou know you've got me where I want to be 'cuz loverLike a wave you keep pulling me underHow I'll ever get out of this I don't knowI just know there's just no way to fight it, wo...I get weak when I look at youWeak when we touchI can't speak when I look in your eyesI get weak when you're next to meWeak from this loveI'm in deep when I look in your eyesI get weak I get weak I get weakJust a kiss

Anyway
I can't seem to find anything positive to say or do lately. I tried painting and my hands shake too much . Being injurred has made my training very difficult. If I can't train I become very depressed. Then people on here seem to make me feel even more bad about myself. I just can't snap out of it this time, So I am gonna drop off the face of the earth.

The Parade Of Sunday Stupid...
Soo yeah then. Hi kids, how in the hell have you all been? Me, just a big ol happy basket of peaches as usual. Yanno, yeah I've been quiet but it kinda gets like that when you're "watching" stuff you know. And that's about right. So what do I see latley? Well, this might be odd to say for Fubar but people's feelings being hurt and being emo even? Somewhat. Then I see silly. I see point and rate and bling game silliness. I am so happy I am out of that loop you have no idea. Sure I have my family and friends, etc that do stuff of course. But that's not really why they are there for the most part anyways. Alot of you don't realize just how crazy it can be up there in that rate game. Maybe you don't even want to, I dunno. Want to see something crazy and true? This is a story I received about one of them up there, recently even. Read this sb...the name is x-ed out to protect the person involved.... So if I am reading this right, this person is paying people off with boomerangs ju

Johnny...never Say Never You Big Hypocrite
One thing I have learned in my life is to never say never which is why I keep doing that all the time. We don't really learn to not say that we just say it cause we all know things constantly change in this life. I have always said I would never eat insects. Except if involved in a plane crash in the jungle with no food and was really really hungry!! I will cook them if I can find fire. I will never have a pet snake. Many people have them but somehow they just don't have the same look in their eye that a doggie or kitty does. I will never, never, ever go out with a Pittsburg Steeler fan and I will never get Fu married on this site. Seems to be the most ill named concept for sharing points I had ever seen....just call it sharing points. Well I was wrong on both of those last nevers and now appear to be somewhat of a hypocrite. In fact I not only appear to be a hypocrite..I am one I guess. But my heart was in the right place. Then I met someone that just came barrel assin in and

All Hope Lost
In the darkest hour, where your nightmares live, all is lost and forgotten, there's nothing to forgive. There's no reality, in todays society, all dreams doomed to fail, when there's nothing left, but betrayel. Past the gates of Hell, there's a story to tell of eternal pain and strife, the destiny of a lost life. In a world gone mad, there's chaos to be had, hope and desire gone eternal life to the poor unfortunate one. So long my friend the world's coming to end, nothing left, but anger and hate, The decisions been made it's much too late.

Wow
I keep seeing some pretty interesting names here. I mean, I know that this is a site for adults, but it is not an ADULT xxx porn site, so what the fuck is with names like "squirter" and the like. And Hardalot??? Wow.

Stocking Tops
Stocking Tops Whether it be A creamy expanse Of pale skin Above lace delight Or A winsome UK lass Devine Four inch heels Accenting calve Sensual Refined Legs crossed Demurely Woman’s wound Imagination Alight Not what Seen But elegance Sublime poet

Morning
Days inceptionCoffeeHot, smoothFrench pressedBreaking sunSleep filled eyesSlight stumbleOn deckApproaching railMorning sunFiltering soft chemiseEach curveShadow seenBed hairTussledWantonly, beggingMy fingers to touchTurningSlight smileAskingWhere's the coffee?I fetchWillinglypoet

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Morning
Morning Days inception Coffee Hot, smooth French pressed Breaking sun Sleep filled eyes Slight stumble On deck Approaching rail Morning sun Filtering soft chemise Each curve Shadow seen Bed hair Tussled Wantonly, begging My fingers to touch Turning Slight smile Asking Where’s the coffee? I fetch Willingly poet

78 Ways To Know If You Drink Too Much Coffee
You answer the door before people knock. Juan Valdez named his donkey after you. The only kitchen appliances you own are made by Mr. Coffee. You ski uphill. You get a tax cut for all the coffee you bought. You get a speeding ticket even when you're parked. You speed walk in your sleep. You have a bumper sticker that says: "Coffee drinkers are good in the sack." You haven't blinked since the last lunar eclipse. You just completed another sweater and you don't know how to knit. You grind your coffee beans in your mouth. The nurse needs a scientific calculator to take your pulse. You sleep with your eyes open. When you open your dish cabinet, and there is only mugs. You have to watch videos in fast-forward. The only time you're standing still is during an earthquake. You can take a picture of yourself from ten feet away without using the timer. You lick your coffeepot clean. You spend every vacation visiting "Maxwell House." You're the employ

Lets Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Girls Of 4 Moon House - Part 2
WARNING: Not for persons under the age of 18.Story contains descriptions of extreme violence and sex. Preface:I write in an effort to change the attitude of the deviant reader... paradoxically those that find what I write appealing. It is by my graphic harshness and salacious content that I attract (bait) those readers ... those deviant minds that I can then interact with... in an attempt to change misguided notions and attitudes of abuse against women and children. My methods are deviously unique... but very successful. I write to APPEAL...to AROUSE...and then to APPALL... and so the bitter seed is planted. My stories do not glorify the act of coerced sex or violence... nor do I support sexual abuse of any kind."...media violence is typically unrealistic, simplistic, glorified, and even presented as humorous."The "bang, bang, you're dead" sanitized scenario that we so often see on TV or in films communicates nothing of the reality of death or dying.It is only when we see death firstha

Hidden Secrets
Her heart is lost,For now it cant be found.It cant hear my words,Deaf to any sound.Like trying to fight a tornado,Or beating my hands against a wall.Its so out of my reach,And to me it will not fall.I cannot give up ever,It would make my words untrue.Now I wish for happiness,And that happiness belong to you.

Angel From My Nightmare
It sucks having to count down the days till I will be in his arms again I miss him so bad an cannot wait till he is out!! I love the way he brushes my hair back an kisses my forehead an my eyelids an calls me beautiful. I love every touch from his fingertips an the adventure he gives me there's never a dull moment when we are together! I love that he has taken the fall for me so many times an that my name is tattooed on his arm. I love that he loves me unconditionally an knows all my secret spots an knows when I need him to kiss the pain away. I love that he shares everything he has with me even when I'm bein a mean hateful bitch he still gives into me even if I don't deserve it. I love that at night he holds me close an says he loves me even tho he doesn't realize he is doing it. I love that in the morning when he gets up an I am still asleep he gets out of bed quiet so he doesn't wake me. I love when we drive down the road an he puts his hand on my leg or holds my hand. It's amazing

Something That Needs To Be Said.... (please Read)
i have been on and off this site for almost 4 years, and when i first got on fubar i said and did lots of fucked up things to many ppl, now i admit while nobody is perfect, i was way out of line and a real asshole... i'm not here to try to make excuses for my past mistakes however... i am simply tryin to say that i have done lots of growing up and changed myself and the way i treat others for the better. Yeah, i know i still have a long way to go and im not tryin to play a guilt trip on ppl i just want to ask anyone that i have wronged in the past to take the time for me to show that i have changed... and i am aware that i still make mistakes but over all i want to be a friend and someone that you all can be proud of and respect not think poorly because of my past mistakes or rumors. in short, please give me a chance to show that i am someone with a good heart that is worth knowing... thanks,

One More Day
One day I will close my eyes and kiss you, One day I will open my eyes and you will be there in front of me, One day I will fall asleep in your stong loving arms , One day I will wake up to you next to me, One day you will ask me to be your wife , One day I will say I do, One day I will have your baby, One day he will be just like his father, One day We will grow old and die, And one day I will ask for just one more day just one more day with the man I love,

Fubar Football Tournament
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE A COACH...RECRUIT YOUR TEAM MEMBERS THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH YOUR TEAM NAME, MASCOT, AND COLORS. ONCE I HAVE CONFIRMED, EACH MEMBER OF YOUR TEAM MUST SEND THE ENTRY FEE! STARTING GAME DATE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON THE OUTCOME OF TEAMS JOINING!IF SOMEONE ON YOUR TEAM IS BLOCKED FROM MY PAGE I WILL UNBLOCK THEM FOR THEN EVENT!

About Me..well My Zodiac Sign
PISCES Also unassuming, the Pisces zodiac signs and meanings deal with acquiring vast amounts of knowledge, but you would never know it. They keep an extremely low profile compared to others in the zodiac. They are honest, unselfish, trustworthy and often have quiet dispositions. They can be overcautious and sometimes gullible. These qualities can cause the Pisces to be taken advantage of, which is unfortunate as this sign is beautifully gentle, and generous. In the end, however, the Pisces is often the victor of ill circumstance because of his/her intense determination. They become passionately devoted to a cause – particularly if they are championing for friends or family. PISCES SUN : Pearl merchant, peaceful, wealthy, uneventful, religious, prodigal, loved by women.Mysticism, escape into the One; sees the unity, fails to make "normal" distinctions, often weak ego; victim, martyr, servant; tends to escapism, fantasy, drugs (especially alcohol), religion; very receptive

Another About Me
So, here's the bout me I'm writing for MrsBadcrumble who has a lack of an "about me" section: First things first: Whatever you're going to ask, the answer is most likely "No." But since you most likely didn't read this and since even if you did, you can't take a hint and therefore you are probably going to ask it anyway, here's the stipulations. I'm married. Yes, happily. No, that does not mean I'm interested in a threesome. No, inviting a fourth or fifth person does not change things. No, there is nothing that you could possibly "do to me" that I would WANT done that my husband is not perfectly capable of. No, there is, and I mean this with utmost sincerity, absolutely NOTHING I would enjoy doing with you, unless it involves a bow and arrow, an apple, and the William Tell Overture. No, I do not have NSFW pics for you to look at. Yes, I have private folders. Wanna take a guess on why they're private? It's just because I hate you. Yes, you personally. Now go back to reading your

Who's Your Daddy
The following are all replies that Detroit women have written on Child Support Agency Forms in the section for listing 'Father's Details,' or putting it another way... Who's your baby's Daddy? These are genuine excerpts from the forms. Be sure to check out #11, it takes 1st prize and #3 is runner up. 1. Regarding the identity of the father of my twins, Makeeshia was fathered by Maclearndon McKinley I am unsure as to the identity of the father of Marlinda, but I believe that she was conceived on the same night. 2... I am unsure, as to the identity of the father of my child as I was being sick out of a window when taken unexpectedly from behind. I can provide you with a list of names of men that I think were at the party if this helps. 3. I do not know the name of the father of my little girl. She was conceived at a party at 3600 East Grand Boulevard where I had sex with a man I met that night. I do remember that the sex was so good that I fainted. If

Obama Caves Again Pushing His Agenda Of Muslims
The Cordoba Initiative, What Does That Mean? The phrase and underlying belief that for anyone who doesn't know history will be doomed to repeat it is playing out in our daily news today. Unfortunately, most of us have missed it by not knowing the significant history of it. I must admit that I missed it as well. That is in regard to the Cordoba Initiative Mosque near Ground Zero. The discussion on this ranges from that it is insensitive to that it's their Constitutional right to freedom of religion to build it where ever they please. The discussion goes back in forth on who is this Imam, who is behind the finances, and how we must protect the rights of those we disagree with, to protect our own through our Constitution. However, were is the discussion of the meaning on the name, the history behind this name, and the obvious intersection with this location for this mosque? The site of the 9/11 World Trade Center attack in NYC has been made into a permanent memorial in remembrance

A Poem I Found On Fu, Liked & Reposted Here
Cleaning poem...I asked the Lord to tell mewhy my house is such a mess...He asked if I'd been computerin'and I had to answer yes.He told me to get off my fannyand tidy up the house...and so I started cleaning upthe smudges off my mouse.I wiped and shined the topsidethat really did the trick...I was just admiring my good workI didn't mean to click.but click I did and oops I founda real absorbing site...that I got so way intoI was into it all the night.nothing's changed except my mouseit's very very shiny...I guess my house will stay a messwhile I sit here on my hiney!

This Is No Joke
Police Warning to Online MembersState police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then sendit out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothingto be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to.If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do notreply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requestsfor private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet.Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far.This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send toeveryone you know! Ladies, this is serious.Jennifer S. Faulkner Education/Information SpecialistRoanoke Fire-EMS541 Luck Avenue, Suite 120 Roanoke, VA 24016(540) 853-2257 (phone) (540) 853-1172 IF WE CAN PASS ON

Obama Is A Jerk
Obama defends plans for mosque near ground zero http://fubar.com/blog/331158/1126222 Obama: 'Muslims have the right to practice their religion as anyone else' J. Scott Applewhite / AP President Barack Obama hosts an iftar dinner, the meal that breaks the dawn-to-dusk fast for Muslims during the holy month of Ramadan, Friday in the White House State Dining Room. Obama said the American tenet of religious freedom means the freedom of Muslims to build a mosque near ground zero in New York City.NBC, msnbc.com and news services updated 8/13/2010 10:23:23 PM ET -WASHINGTON — President Barack Obama on Friday endorsed plans for a Muslim mosque two blocks from ground zero in New York City, declaring that "Muslims have the right to practice their religion as anyone else in this country." Speaking at a White House dinner celebrating the Islamic holy month of Ramadan, Obama said all Americans have the right to worship as they choose. "That includes the right to build a pla

Sex
long hard slowly strokin......thinking of u riding it slow my hands on ur back running them down to u ass grippin and grinding cock in u as u go down.....softly suckin nipples as u moan.... grips ur ass lifts my hips making cock go deeper as i pull u down on me......circular liftin motions leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...... leans into wraps arms around ur back feeling u thrust down as we kiss feling cock go in and out hard.....u gettin wetter and wetter......both of us moanin ...........lay u back lift ur legs pull u in between mine grips ur thighs and slide deep.......lean over u thrustin hard lookin in ur eyes...whipser i love you baby..... feeling our bodys touch as we passionatly have sex...make love......kissin u..biting ur lip as i thrust more.....nibble ur ear.......whispers u like this baby.....bites ur neck and goes deep as possible......body heat

Quote For The Day.
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option" This is so very true, you put yourself first for people that you care for, yet they don't seem to be doing the same for you.

Fun For Our Troops
After running around the internet in search of nothing in particular, I came across this website that is just as interested in helping the troops as I am. Give it a look see, drop them a message....do the right thing. http://gamersoutreach.org/fun-for-our-troops/

More Stuff Off My Chest
Ya know, when you have experienced what i have in the short 21 years I have walked this earth, some thing don't rattle you as much as it use to. I may sound like an old guys talking about his life but i feel as though i need to tell you something(you as in people who care for me) ya know i have seen alot of things and done alot of things that i never thought i would have and there are mistakes i've made in life and well i know im gonna make alot more lol but ya know I have been told by some that when i turned 18 that i basiclly matured over night because i moved out 5 days after i turned 18 and 2 weeks after that i got my first job and i still work that job to this day. I'm not as much of wild child as i used to be,but you might be sitting there thinking,"Your only 21 your suppose to be a wild child" lol well ya know every1 is different lol ya know. But one day i saw my mother on here and i thought very little of this site but 1 night i decided wth ill give it a shot and boom here i am

The Closest I Have Gotten To Sex Only Cost Me A $20 Co-pay
Part of the new, healthier, me is that I went to the doctor for a full physical. To most, this doesn’t seem like a big deal, but then again, most do not know what doctors in the military are like, so allow me to explain. Most people are used to a word where they don’t feel well, they call their boss and say “Hey, I’m not going to be in today, I feel like crapola!” In the military, if you are sick, you must follow a procedure known as “Sick Call.” The way Sick Call works is as follows: You report to the first formation, which is usually PT that would start around 6:00 AM. When you get there, you tell your Squad Leader or Platoon Sergeant if you are a Squad Leader that you will be going on sick call before formation. Now some places require you to get a sick call slip before that first formation, while others would allow you to get the sick call slip after formation. So if you were in one of those places that required before, you would

Combat Soldier's Prayer
This combat soldier's prayer, Who has served his time in Hell, Is may we learn the lessons of war well, That we not doom future generations, The same old tales of horror to tell, To endure what in youth they see mistakenly as glory. Oh God, do not let our children Repeat the same old story. Make it so that America's babies live to grow old In this land of the free and the bold. Help us throw off the shackles of hate that bind And grow old in a life of a peaceful kind. Teach us that there is no glory in war, Nor honor there that brave men should not abhor. Teach us instead, one for another our brothers to love. Shower us with thine Celestial message from above, That we plant seeds of peace evermore And make war-no-more! Medi Vac Dustoff chopper But if I should die on some far, far away battlefield Know I answered the call For a grand principle of freedom to yield. My fervent prayer is that death May not have been in vain Fighting for peace and right for the world to attain. My brothe

Heart Touching Story
Everyone has played this game: If you had only one wish, what would it be? For Kassaundra Ramirez of San Jose, the question was no game. The 7-year-old knew what she wanted. And on Friday, her wish came true. "Kassaundra! Kassaundra! Whoo!!! We love you, Kassaundra!!" Screaming paparazzi shouted their love and snapped photos as the slender little girl with a feather in her coiffed hair emerged, glittering in beads and a ruffled dress, from a stretch limousine to walk a red carpet into San Francisco's Grand Hyatt Hotel. She was there to premiere a music video of her original song, "Butterfly Don't Fly Away," and to hold a news conference in a ballroom packed with fans and media. Six bodyguards in sunglasses surrounded her. "This is the most wonderful thing!" shouted Richard Ceely of San Francisco, one of the multitude who had heard about Kassaundra on TV and showed up at the hotel to see her. "How can you not show up for a little girl battling cancer?" Kassaundra doesn't

About 'shoah'
Taking readers through the haunting Holocaust from 1939 - 1942, ‘Shoah’, sets in motion the tormenting love story between a German and Jew. Through the societal angst, Leon and Abigail struggle to find a way to love each other in secret only to be torn apart. Join them as they embark on a legendary love story to be with each other. "The small, the helpless, the innocent: these were the victims of Adolph Hitler's Holocaust.- The Holocaust Chronicle*Currently finished with book, but on hold due to editing issues. No release date yet...stay tuned.I'll be posting chapter snippets here from time to time-enjoy!

Teen Sexual Extortion Is On The Rise
When I was growing up, us guys would look at Playboy magazine. Back then we thought that was hot. Today the teens, especially the teen girls, are showing their naked bodies using their cell phones and social sites like Facebook and MySpace. It has been said over and over again, don’t post any pictures you don’t want all over the net. Well, teen continue to ignore that warning cause they are still doing it. Now there is what is called “sexual extortion” on the net. Here’s what’s going on http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/us_sextortion_teens BlastFM for the music lover in you. Come in for a listen 24/7 and it’s free www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Obama Supporting Plan For Mosque Near Ground Zero
Sooo it's been awhile and this one is sure to stir up the creative juices of the masses here for sure. Having lived in New Jersey near New York on 9/11/2001, close enough to see the smoke across the skyline even, this is just another in a long line of things that this president has done that's simply indefensible. Think about it, it's kind of like building a kamikazie memorial for the Japanese in Pearl Harbor. Which totally makes no sense. But anyways I digress. Here's the person's blog who linked me to his, which I felt I should share with you all. I'm sure I'll have more later everyone. Thank you for being patient with me. Enjoy this reading. http://fubar.com/blog/331158/1126222

I'm No Angel - The Allman Brothers
No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the streets I’ve got my label So I won't crumble at your feet And I know baby So I've got scars upon my cheek And I'm half crazy Come on and love me baby So you find me hard to handle ... well ...I'm easier to hold So you like my spurs that jingle And I never leave you cold So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll ... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire with your spark Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come on and love me baby So you don't give a darn about me I never treat you bad I won't ever lift a hand to hurt you and I'll always leave you glad So I might steal your diamonds ... I'll... bring you back some gold I'm no angel No I'm no angel No I'm no stranger to the dark Let me rock your cradle Let me start a fire in your heart Oh come on baby Come and let me show you my tattoo Let me drive you crazy Come

Smile Contest/pimpouts
Yes, I am here again to bug you for rates for the smile contest I'm in. Last I checked I am 3rd in rates and I'm 1st in comments (thanks to everyone, you all rock, I appreciate it so much!) To help me get more rates, Helly is selling all 3 of her pimpouts for today. If you can get 20 people to rate the pic, she will pimp you out. So we get calculations correct, please tell the people you send to leave a comment telling us you sent them. EXAMPLE: Witchie gets 5 people to rate my pic, those 5 people leave a comment that says "Witchie sent me to rate" or something similar. I'm hoping this will push my rates up (thank you Helly!) I know most people don't want to leave hundreds of comments, so don't feel obligated, but we did have a good time in there last night goofing around, so feel free to stop by. :) I'm posting my pic link and Helly's profile link in the comments. Thanks again everyone!

The Bicycle Test
You Are Confident You've accepted yourself fully, and you're happy with where you are in life. You are extremely content. Your gut reactions are neither negative nor positive. You tend to see both sides of issues. You are efficient and savvy. You don't get tied down by unnecessary details. Challenges make you feel alive and exhilarated. You love to be in the thick of the action. The Bicycle Test Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Are You Cake Or Pie?
You Are Pie You are sweet, but there's more to the story than that. You're quite complicated. Sometimes people don't appreciate you as much as they should. You are really quite special. You are deep, thoughtful, and get better with time. You are subtle but powerful. You are very traditional, and that's a good thing. You remind people of simpler and happier times. Are You Cake or Pie? Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

A Seashell Test
You Are Hyperactive You have a ton of energy! The trick is trying to figure out where to direct all your excitement. You see possibilities everywhere you look. It's easy for you to be inspired. Your creativity really knows no bounds. You're always up to something amazing and interesting. You have an active mind and spirit. You can't sit still, and why should you? A Seashell Test Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Washington
We pulled out of our Montana motel in the morning and headed toward Glacier National Park. We had been warned about traffic and road construction and we hit bit but it wasn't bad to these seasoned California riders. What a beautiful park! If you have a chance, I recommend making a vacation of Glacier. We didn't stop to hike around with our cameras but if I go again I'll plan for that. I really think we only scratched the surface of the park. A winter storm warning was issued in the park for that day so we rode out and continued west to Spokane where a couple my husband knows had prepared their guest room for us. Unfortunately I let myself get dehydrated and we were riding in wind and rain for around 40 miles so I was tired and shaky. But bike night at a local hot rod restaurant was fun. A car show in Spokane meant a lot of very nice classic cars came to the bike night. We met a couple who also belong to the motorcycle ministry we are a part of and had dinner with them. We're hoping to

Just A Dream
It's paces echo within my mynd. Caged within the blackness of my thoughts. It's rage darkens the blind corners. Clawing the walls, searching for escape from the torment of nightmares. Wounds thought long healed, open with fresh pain as they scrape against the jagged edges of my sanity. Even the falling of my tears can't extinguish this flame burning white-hot inside my soul. Nightmares glowing with the anguish of hatred and pain. Screaming silenced by the flow of life. Deep from within, the beast howls as his torture ceases to exist momentarily. Knowing the circle will form again.

Got Privacy??
SO I LOG IN TODAY AND HAVE A NOTICE THAT I HAVE A PIC FLAGGED... NOT SO BIG OF A DEAL, IT HAPPENS I NORMALLY JUST TOSS IT INTO MY FOLDER I HAVE READY FOR SUCH OCCURENCES TO "DELETE" AT SOME POINT. BUT THIS PIC WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS IN A FOLDER WHERE I HAVE ALWAYS KEPT PICS I USE FOR MY DEFAULT. SOMETIMES SILLY OR FUNNY OR YES, FAKES. EITHER WAY, DEFAULTS THAT ARE NOT OF ME. I KEEP THEM THERE SO PEOPLE CANT SNAG THEM WHEN I AM NOT USING THEM. MY THEORY IS IF I HAVE THEM PUT AWAY, THEN THERE IS LESS TIME FOR THEM TO GET SNAGGED AND LESS CHANCE TO BE SNAGGED, EVEN THOUGH THEY OF COURSE DO LOL. ANYWAY.. THE POINT IS.. THE PIC WAS IN THIS FOLDER THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN FOR MY EYES ONLY! NOT EVEN FAMILY! SET *PRIVATE* FOR *ME ONLY* SO MY QUESTION IS.. HOW WOULD IT GET FLAGGED? WHY WOULD ANYONE BE IN THAT FOLDER? NO ONE SHOULD BE IN THERE!! THERE HAVE BEEN PRIVACY ISSUES ON FU IN THE PAST AND FOR ME THIS SOLIDIFIES IT ... ANYTHING PRIVATE I WILL FOR SURE NOT KEEP IN FOLDERS HERE!! OBVIO

Obama Defends Plans For Mosque Near Ground Zero
Obama: 'Muslims have the right to practice their religion as anyone else' J. Scott Applewhite / AP President Barack Obama hosts an iftar dinner, the meal that breaks the dawn-to-dusk fast for Muslims during the holy month of Ramadan, Friday in the White House State Dining Room. Obama said the American tenet of religious freedom means the freedom of Muslims to build a mosque near ground zero in New York City.NBC, msnbc.com and news services updated 8/13/2010 10:23:23 PM ET -WASHINGTON — President Barack Obama on Friday endorsed plans for a Muslim mosque two blocks from ground zero in New York City, declaring that "Muslims have the right to practice their religion as anyone else in this country." Speaking at a White House dinner celebrating the Islamic holy month of Ramadan, Obama said all Americans have the right to worship as they choose. "That includes the right to build a place of worship and a community center on private property in lower Manhattan, in accordance wit

Ladies And Gentlemen...........our Problem.
I HAVE TO BE HONEST HERE, I DON'T KNOW WHO SAID THAT ITS MANDATORY TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP BUT ITS JUST A WAY OF LIFE FOR US. PEOPLE CAN SAY WHAT THEY WANT BUT NOBODY LIKES TO BE ALONE OR WANT TO BE ALL THEIR LIFE, IF THEY SAY THEY DON'T CARE THEN THEY ARE LYING FOR REAL. TO ME WE HAVE TO GET PAST CERTAIN THINGS BEFORE WE ALL CAN APPRECIATE A GREAT LIFE WITH ANOTHER PERSON, FOR ONE APPRECIATING WHAT ANOTHER MAN OR WOMAN HAS IN THEIR RELATIONSHIP THATS SO GREAT, THEN YOU WILL FOLLOW SUIT NO DOUBT. FOR ONE KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DATING AND A COMMITMENT, YES THEY ARE DIFFERENT, ITS ALL ABOUT HONESTY PEOPLE. YOU GOTTA OPEN YOUR MOUTHS AND TALK TO EACH OTHER, LET THEM KNOW WHERE YOU STAND AT WHEN YOU DEAL WITH EACH OTHER AND STOP LEADING PEOPLE ON. FELLAS IF YOU JUST WANT SOME ASS AND SHE WANTS WAY MORE THEN SAY IT TO EACH OTHER, SAME FOR YOU LADIES OUT THERE WITH THE FELLAS WHO WANT MORE. IF A MAN IS HONEST WITH YOU FROM THE JUMP AND NEVER HID ANYTHING FROM YOU THEN HE IS NOT A DOG OR

Wanna Trade?
Anywho, things are going well right now. I was able to change my major, so I am hoping to like the classes I will be taking now. I heard they will be a lot harder, but I really like the idea of learning a trade that is always in high demand. I met a guy, he turned out to be psycho, so that's over already. I am good with being single, I wish everyone else would understand that and accept it too. I really need to find a new job, one that pays better so I can stop struggling for a while. I am doing ok, but it would be nice if I had extra money on occasion. On the request of my boss, my kids, my friends, and most of my family, I need to talk to my doctor again and ask if I can move onto the next step. It seems that the current type of product has made my symptoms worse rather than better, and my people are all about to disown me if I don't get something done soon. Well, that's it in a nutshell. My kids are doing great and seem to be pretty happy. They are getting read

Track
so here i was running on the track here at balad and all of the sudden i see and hear the CRAM GO OFF! that stands for counter rocket artillery mortar. it's machine that can shot down anything that comes close to the base. im running and holy shit! they fire off into the air to shot down a rocket. there are alot of these things on base here. one just so happen to be right next the gym. man that scared the fuck out of me hearing that i look uo and i see the tracers going up into the air it was fucking AWESOME!.

The Little Girl...
Out in the cold, the wind whips past her face and threatens to take her umbrella out of her hands. She hangs on and stumbles back against the building. She should never have went out in this, not like this in the middle of the night. But she had to know if he was telling the truth. So she fights her way another block. the storm is getting worse, snow is coming down so hard she can barely see where she is going. Past the little shop where they had coffee just that morning. Tears rolling down her face, freezing on her chin. She finds an alley, it will be faster if she cuts through. so she does, it is not cold here, no snow, no wind, just calm all of the sudden. confused she looks back, and sure enough the storm is raging outside the alley. But here it is warm, almost inviting she hears singing and moves forward. There in the alley is a little girl, in a little pink dress, and a doll stroking it's hair. before the woman realizes it she steps forward and says "Are you okay little girl? Whe

How To Build Solar Panels
When you learn how to build a solar panel at home, the first thing you'll need to do is to find a quality kit or manual that will show you the exact steps to follow to build a panel. It's not hard and you don't need any special skills or tools, just a good manual, a few supplies, a willing attitude, and some extra time. It generally takes a few days for a beginner to make their first panel. After that, if you want to make more, the process can go more quickly since you have a much better idea of what you're doing and the exact steps to follow. Having a few solar panels can save you hundreds, maybe even thousands depending on how many panels you have, on your electric bills. For most people, though, one or two panels won't free them completely from their utility company. If you want to get completely free, you'll need many solar panels and / or combine solar panels with wind turbines or some other renewable energy sources. You won't want to buy panels either. A store-bought solar pan

I'm In Washington State
Too tired to blog. Beautiful day of riding across the state from Spokane. Last night we went to a bike night there and crashed at the house of a friend of my husband. We're at another friend's house tonight, near the Pacific Ocean. I'm meeting all kinds of people who know stories about my husband! I hope to have energy to blog tomorrow...see, I went and got dehydrated and am still recovering.

Wear Stunning Wedding Bridesmaid Dresses And Be In The Memory Of The Day
You have been given the honor of being the bridesmaid in your best friend’s wedding. So, what’s next? Looking for a nice wedding bridesmaid dresses is not an easy task. Apart from the excitement of being a bridesmaid for the first time, there are also a lot of questions popping out in your head. What to wear, the right jewelery and accessories and also the duties that you are required to fulfill on that meaningful day. Bear in mind, that this event are meant to be picture perfect and the stories would be shared by you and your girlfriends many years down the road. Most importantly, you and your team of bridesmaid have to wear wedding bridesmaid dresses that are set to impress.Bridesmaids are known to be members of the bride's wedding party in a wedding who is often a close friend or sister. She attends to the bride and assists her on the day of a wedding or marriage ceremony. I bet the toughest ordeal would be to choose the correct bridesmaid dress which would withstand the

Had Enough
I have faith in humanity, though I despise people. Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that all my friends use me, The only people that care about me are my family. Each day I find less and less reasons to stick around... Who knows where I'll go, or if I'll even leave. All I know is I don't want to be here anymore. This world no longer holds any interest for me. I'd gladly trade places with someone terminally ill. They would get more use out of this life than I would. I should be so lucky to die young.

Not Done Yet
hey check out my boy biggiebaca were gona make this wreck we might have to call you a docta for the musical enjoyment of the whole damn world now hes a lo nothin but true hes been fightin with me for 4 years were x 2 droppin bombs we can chop up and grind you into a lyrical soup leave you without a paddle and barely reading docta suese now lets calm down and do what we do cause we gota chill and we have a track to straight turn in to suit our musical interest so what you wanta do

Humor
"Men have two emotions "HORNY" and "HUNGRY" so if you see him without an erection make him a sandwich!" "If electricity comes from electrons , does morality come from "MORONS?" "Whatever you give a woman, she's going to multiply. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her." So - if you give her crap, you will receive a bucket full of sh*t! GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spou

Prologue
Prologue October 1939 The air was eerily cold, freezing my veins and icing my heart, as I huddled closer to my parents and brother. My mood matching the arctic chill in the air as I peered anxiously out the basement window watching the sky fill with smoke as fire raged in the streets close by. It was oddly quiet, a contrast to the massacre happening outside. My father’s warm breath quietly whispered into our space, “They will be in our streets soon. I just hope since the lights are out the house will look abandoned and they won't search here.” I looked into his eyes and saw no reassurance; they were filled with terror as he gazed at each one of us. We'd heard how thorough the Nazi’s were at finding hideaways, and aware how this could be the last time we saw each other. Tears burned into my eyes as I latched onto my brother’s hand and looked at the people I loved most in my life; possibly for the last time. In the silent terror of waiting, my m

Fun Times And Hard Work
Ok, I know the blog is late…do you know what I have been doing? Well basically loads of shows and high jinkery at night here at the Edinburgh Fringe! Right, so we had to cancel the kids show as Ashley got a virus and the rumour that I stood on a baby wasn’t true in the least! But the show was great fun and people brought in babies everyday…just babies…and a few smaller kids, so it was hard to entertain kids when babies were wandering the stage. Ashley ended up on the floor every day with small sticky babies crawling all over her. The kids show got good reviews and MY ONE WOMAN show The Godley Hour has had two FIVE star reviews and ONE four star review! Though am happy doing my thing it has to be said that Edinburgh fringe has changed…dramatically, it’s no longer about people going to see a wee show in a small venue, its all about EVERYONE going to see people they have watched on telly. It’s heartbreaking as many small theatr

Sweet Temptation
Sweet temptation all over my eyes, I view it , I taste it , within plump thighs. Sweet fragrance of lovemaking permeates the air , temptation to pull her hair. Flavor of candy scent of the rose filling her every sense, with strong overtones. Overture and rapture she screams while wriggling her hips....as she sighs deep I swallow every drop of her essence past my lips. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm temptation!! - Artistik Dzigner

Enjoy Your Freedom And Rights...
Why I have not been around much: I am a Sergeant in the Marine Corps, which is a pretty decent rank. It's not the highest enlisted rank, but it is a decently high rank, for those who don't know. In the Marines Corps, organizations are called "units", and units are made up of 400 - 500 Marines.The lowest rank in the Marine Corps is a "Private." In most units in the Marine Corps, Privates generally get treated like little kids, get in trouble for everything, and have to do a big majority of the manual labor. The higher the rank you are, more respect and authority often follows. That being said, I am in a unit that is corrupted with favoritism politics and its senior leadership (Staff Sergeants and above) tend to lose their minds over little unimportant stuff, rather than the stuff that should matter. Plus, it seems to not be important as to how good you are at your job, or how good of a leader you are...what seems to matter is if you kiss ass to the right people at the right time.

Friends To Rate
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Ok You Decided If You Think Its Fair
OKAY TODAY I HAD A FRIEND GOT HIS PRIMARY PIC TOLD IT WAS NSFW...THIS IS A MAN WITH TATS...WHO IS AGAIN A MALE...I WENT INTO SUPPORT AND WAS TOLD TO REPORT PIC THAT WERE NSFW...I DID WHAT THEY TOLD ME...AND THEN I GET HIT UP IN SB SAYING WHY AM I REPORT SFW PIC...IM SORRY REGARDLESS IF IT IS A PRIMARY PIC OR A PIC IN A FOLDER THEN YOU SHOULD MARK IT NSFW...I DO NOT WANT TO LOOK AT A WOMANS BRA CLEVAGE OR THEM IN A SHOWER...YOU SHOULD MARK IT NSFW...THAT GIVES ME THE CHOICE TO LOOK IN YOUR FOLDER OR NOT...I BELIEVE THERE IS TO MUCH FAVS GOING ON HERE...BECAUSE IF U ARE NOT IN A CLICK WITH THE HIGHER POWERS AND YOU ARE A AVERAGE OR BELOW AVERAGE LOOKING PERSON THEN YOU CAN DO WHAT THE OTHERS CAN...SO YOU DECIDE IF THIS IS FAIR OR NOT...OH AND WE SHOULD REMEMBER THIS WE ARE AT A ADULT SITE AND U MUST BE 18 OR OLDER SO REMEMBER WE ARE AGAIN BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL WHERE THE SCHOOL IS DIVIDED BEWTEEN THE WELL KNOWNS AND THE UNDER ACHIEVERS...SO YOU KNOW WHO WILL GET THE SPECIAL TREATMENT DONT Y

So Just Wondering
I found out that my ex husband put up some pretty raunchy pics of me - without permission, of course, and he had also told me these pics had been destroyed (LIAR!). So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in seeing the pics I have of him and his - and his equipment, such as it is. Not to be mean, but I'm pretty sure he might not be too happy if I were to play the same stupid game he's playing. But yeah - I have pics! Wanna see? Just let me know.

:)
Im a model and a racer...I like to drive fast :) Driving is my passion. Some say im better off the road but im not. They say i can drive you crazy but i know i can get you nuts... :)If you want me.. then you got to have the nicest car in the town... you should have the pimpest car when we stroll around the city till the sun drops... I like to party.. I get wild at times when my guy is hot.. :)My favorite cars are Lamborghini and Bentley so if you have one thats a great teaser for me...Most of the time you'll think I'm retardedCause most of the time I act like I am.But no. I'm not ;) Oh, by the way, I always have a mirror with me. I just love staring--no, ADMIRING myself :)Sometimes, I become really weird, having opinions opposing that of the norms, others may find this amazing while others condemn me for being foolish.i always put this in my mind :""You have brains in your head. You have feet in your shoes. You can steer yourself, any direction you choose"I know when to be serious a

Written In The Past Week
How could you do this to me?How could you leave me like this?Sad and dying inside.I feel like Im rotting away inside.Little dead pieces of me fall off as I fade away slowly,drowning in depression.My heart stopped beating when you stopped talking.My mind focused, like a starving dog staring at a piece of meat,waiting for some glimpse you might care.But you never call.Even the air freezes around me in discontent and sadness.A feeling of empty, a feeling of grief and sorrow.My stomach aches with knots of confusionand head fills with clouds of misunderstanding.Boxes of information opened and poured out without hope of solution.Fingers of blame thrown in the airand words of anger fill the ears of a negativity drowned victim.Falling into pieces that can’t be glued.Beyond hopeless, suicidal and filled with doubt of life’s meanings.You left me here like this.Not giving me the time of day filling your self up,like a glutton, with selfishness.Warped sense of mind.How can you separate

Seeking A Morph
As most of u should know I'm not on the Fu much,I don't give a Rats ass about dropping my 11's,I was hoping my VIP was gonna Exspire but everdently the fu dipped into my bank card an renewed after I purposely unchecked the renewal. A few still Desire my Morphs,If your a regular they will still be created for 250,11's Rates during free 11's days.10's nolonger cut the mustard.For all others that are above a level 26 a Cherry Bomb Bling or Boomerang Bling will be Required.Otherwize don't Harrasse me for a Morph.Learn to make them yourselves.Chances are $$Cash$$ got u to that ungodly Rank Rating peeps like me sure the fuck didn't do it most u all Don't even no how to rate it's pathetic. Regular List:Good Friend an long time Follower SouthernWolf,My Owner Ms.Bella,an a few others on my top family,an a few of u I owe Morphs to.an eventually u will recieve them.My Comp has been running horrible forever,an most of the time doesn't work on fubar,facebook or pogo for that matter. Personal Lif

Lol! More Shoutbox Fun!
LMMFAO! When will the fun end? 6:18pm Mattisback: Hi gorgeous, luv u, Matt in VA 6:37pm Mattisback: Why do u torture me so just one chat, that is all i ask and that will b it and u will luv me forever, lol, Matt 6:37pm Ninja: how do you figure? 6:38pm Mattisback: How do I figure what, that u r so attractive, a fact ty 6:38pm Ninja: I'm ADD, and fickle, and if you can't hold my attention in a shoutbox, what makes you think you could amuse me otherwise? 6:39pm Mattisback: U might b surprised, how do i know u would hold my attention, works both ways 6:40pm Mattisback: I don't know anything about u but u seem interesting and a person to challenge and find out more about its not that complicated is it 6:41pm Mattisback: lost u already lol 6:41pm Ninja: you know nothing about me but you insist on telling me you love me daily 6:42pm Ninja: that's creepy 6:42pm Mattisback: giv

Homeless In Our Home Land
Homeless In Our Home Land Not that many people know that it is happening but it is. Those that doknow are either trying to do something about it or they just don't care and are just ignoring it, We have a big problem with homeless in our home land and the government are not wanting to help nor do they want anyone else totry and help the homeless. The government is just punishing the people who are trying to do something for the people who are homeless. As a matter of fact the government are a big reason there are so manypeople out there livin on the street's in our home land. The people that are livin out there on the street's didn't necessarily chose it. Now do notget me wrong there are those out there on the street's that have chose to be there by either drinkin up all there money, druggin up it all, just think it is kool or would rather live on the street's instead of being confined to a apartment or house. I know that not all people are out therebecause of

Lol! Be Careful What You Ask For
HH Status "Let's Get Retarded in here" Got what I asked for immediately! LOL 6:03pm RESCUE ME: hey sweety 6:03pm Ninja: hi 6:04pm RESCUE ME: watcha up to 6:05pm Ninja: nada 6:05pm RESCUE ME: wanna come see me at the fire station? 6:05pm Ninja: no 6:06pm RESCUE ME: to fast. huh 6:06pm RESCUE ME: u look realy sweet 6:06pm Ninja: are you off your meds or something? 6:13pm RESCUE ME: why you dont think your pretty? 6:16pm Ninja: lol, no. I know i am. thanks 6:18pm RESCUE ME: well ive took all my meds today thank you. ide like to see more of u

What Can I Say??
Well I LOVE my life right now... a dear n close friend of mine got in touch with me..nothing but awesome times when i talk with this person......u know who you are ;) what i wouldn't do to drive a Lincoln ;) well I hope everyone is enjoyin what they have in life because if u lose it don't bother gettin it back unless it means the world to youuuuu so fight for what is right...n dang baby ur right for me :)

Welcome These Members To The Fubar Street Team!
CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR NEWEST STREET TEAM FAMILY MEMBERS!!! (Dont ask me why the links dont work right. Cuz i cant figure it out lol) Murderface XxMcAxRampageXx Houdinis fuWife@ fubar DJ HARD DRIVE NERD EMPEROR XX C51s Compo@ fubar Pain@ fubar FMWBxxIWNBxxMFKN SeabreezeRoxx@ fubar Show em some love!! Wanna be in the street team family? step your game up and show us what ur made of!! I have a few blogs on how to promote and check my Street Team folders too!! C'mon fubarians! Lets get this place blowin up!! ~Remember: Its not about referrals or free stuff! We promote fubar cuz we love it!~

Sheet's
DO U KNOW WHAT THEM SHEETS WOULD SAY IF THEY COULD TALK WE PROBABLY WOULDN'T WANT TO HEAR IT,WHO WAS ON THEM BEFORE WE WAS OR IF SHE WAS WITH BEFORE SHE WAS WITH YOU,OR WHO YOU WAS ON THEM WITH BEFORE YOU WAS WITH BEFORE HER ON THEM SHEETS,WE THINK WE ARE GONNA BE ALRIGHT LAYIN ON THEM SHEET'S NEXT TO WHO WE THINK WE ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ON THEM SHEET'S UNTIL WE FIND THE NEXT PERSON OR PERSON'S,THEM DAMN SHEET'S GOT STORIES AND WE KNOW IT,YOUR'S,MINE,THEIR'S,AND WHAT ABOUT THEM MOTEL AND HOTEL SHEET'S UUUGGGHHH,DONT WANT TO ASK THEM NASTY MOTHERFUCKER'S. REAL WORD'S FROM DEEEZZZNNNUUUUTTTTSSSS

A Letter To My Mum
Mum i was always your butterfly i just flew a little to far from you in your last days i was not there .. i was always searching for something .... i didn't know what it was .. i'm all grown up now , ive truly spread my wings.. i wish i could show you mum .. i wish i could show you who ive become .. you would be be mostly porud of me ive tried so hard to be .. everything you wanted .. and ive learnt my limits .. ive cried many tears without you ... ive missed your hugs so dearly ive missed your warm smile .. your eyes were such a pretty bllue with kindness shon right through them, your hair was a like a crown , with your hands you spent all your time caring for others .. if only you could have cared for yourself too .. my dear mum , i tried to help you but i was too far away. i just wish i had those last days and moments with you , where we could have hugged and cried together mum .. i would have given up everything i had just to be there ... but you knew i

New Beginings
behind my hazel eyes i watch the world go by .. i see the cars all going in in different drections i feel myself being pulled in so many many ways ive found myself at the crosswords so many times its so hard to make those decisions the road to happieness ,starts with getting to know myself again .. and beleiving in myself again ive lived a lonely life .. now its really time to live with a open heart , and kindness to those who deserve it .. i found i attract the good people now rage and hate and betrayal stings but becoming a crueler , bitter person is a much worse fate i hurt now .. but whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger .. the pain isnt so bad now.. not like it used to be .. not like a knife or a needle straight to my heart .. Time to go time to start over with a brand new life .. the same heart , the same compassion that keps me human through the burn so many new things to learn , so many people to meet , im lifes eternal student .. nothing to stop me

The Final Goodbye
you always told me to beleive you , but you told so many lies .. i gave you everything baby .. i gave up more then most people ever would .. but it didnt do anything good .. you hurt me more then ayone ever could .. you took my heart and let it become forsaken and now sometimes im so lonely without you .. but i know your not the one .. i've let you go before i spent our life in constant misery u never really got me hun u never really cared unti lit was too late it tried to make it work when you came back but it was too little to late my heart moved on and im finding myself again im not giving my heart to just anyone again i guess you could say it was young love too innocent to be that lasting we hurt each other , cause we didnt know what to do but theres someone better out there for you , and theres someone else better out there for me .. i can feel someone who understands and treasures me for who i am and the same for you .. and although the nights

Rcac Tv Needs You!
I would like to invite you to visit RCAC Studios at 137 Locust St., at Park Marina Dr., in the hopes that you may be interested in interning or working with our public access television stations.Please give us a call at: 530-241-7222 or you may call me directly at: 530-917-1037 (to 11pm).Hope you are doing well and hope to talk to you soon.Grant GarrisonRead more: http://www.myspace.com/grantgarrison/blog#ixzz0wWzVCfEI

Smile Contest
I'm in a best smile contest: most rates wins a HH and most comments wins a boomerang. I know doing a ton of commenting is annoying, so if you just rate the pic, I'll be happy. The contest ends in 2 weeks. I will link the pic in the comments. Thanks everyone. :)

And Then...
Wow...some people's ignorance is really the standing point of my dictation through life. Stupidity is my muse and my inspiration...I'm not one to talk down to anyone but this insane cycle of take and take without any give causes my heart to hurt and my soul to weep for the outcome of the world given the society that has been born from the era of the seventies and eighties...

Cigarettes Lol
A man walks into a drug store, he wonders up and down the aisles.The sales girl notices him and asked if she could help him. He answers "I'm looking for a box of tampons for my wife." She directs him down the aisle. moments later he comes to the counter with a bag of cotton balls and a ball of string. The girl at the counter looking confused asks, "Sir,i thought u were looking for tampons for your wife?" he answered "u see yesterday I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes she came back with a tin of tobacco and rollin papers, "because its soooooo much cheaper to make ur own. Soooo ofi have to roll my own...... So does she!!!

Booze Bottles You Want
Have you ever wondered why you purchase booze? Is it the taste? The volume or alcohol or may be the amount of booze in the bottle? When you look at the booze in a liquor store, you see different types of bottles. The ones that stand out are the collector bottles. If you do collect booze bottles here is a picture portfolio of bottles you might what to own. http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/leisure/2010/08/12/worlds-coolest-liquor-bottles/?test=faces#slide=1 BlastFM comes in a package of great music. 24/7 you can listen to some the best music ever recorded www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Wandering Man 2.0
Wandering Man was 2.5 years old and his parents recently got back together after a short separation (which affected him deeply and sorely missed his step-dad) So, Wandering Man didn't let his dad out of his sight for two whole weeks. Kerry & Wandering Man would go on long walks getting to know each other again. Now Wandering Man has a thing for nylons. Not wearing them or even sexual in nature. He just loved the feel of nylons on legs. Now Kerry being a fisherman by heart and grease monkey has found the nearest all girl school near by. Walking by Kerry would point out "There is one, Wandering Man." and he'd walk up and start feeling the legs and say "Oh...nice." Kerry would play the "embarrassed dad" bit. the girls would giggle "Oh, he's so cute..." Then Kerry would tell son "You can't do that." And they'd walk off looking for another nylon wearing female. In San Fransisco during the early 1970's, there wasn't a shortage. Now Roberta often wondered where her husband and son went on t

Photo Tagging Is Here!
A few days ago we turned on the ability to tag your fubar friends and random objects/items in photos. In the next few weeks as we get more tags entered into the system, we'll start adding some searching and grouping features around the tags. Make sure to get your photos tags if you want them included! There's also a few achievements associated with the tags to make it more entertaining. To add tags to a photo simply click the "My" menu item at the top left of the page, then select "Photos". Under each photo you'll find a "Tag Photo" link, click that and you can enter your tags. Soon we'll also be letting you tag people who aren't on fubar, that should be good times. :P If you have any troubles or ideas to make the photo tagging better, feel free to leave a comment in this blog or in the Support blog. Have a good weekend everyone! -mike

Too Nice
Why is it that women always complain about not having/meeting the perfect guy. They always want somone who is compassionate, careing, honest, sweet, romantic, and a few other personality traits that depend on the type of guy your seeking... (bad boy, emo, southern, ETC...) However when that guy finally comes around, "your too nice for me!" Ladies, I have herd it many times... If you want your heart broke, go on... Pass me up, because I dont cause heartachs.

The Ultimate Gift
AURORA, Colo. - A man who agreed to donate part of his liver to help save his brother died just four days after the transplant procedure at The University of Colorado Hospital.It's the first death of a living liver donor in Colorado and only the fourth in the U.S.The death has led to a temporary halt of all live donor liver transplants at The University of Colorado Hospital. The hospital has also launched an investigation into what went wrong.It has reported the death to the Colorado Department of Public Health, which is conducting its own investigation.Ryan Arnold, 34, of Watertown, South Dakota died on August 2nd, just four days after his brother, Chad, 38, of Castle Rock, received part of his liver. Chad Arnold invited FOX31 to document their story, when it took a devastating turn.This is their story friendship, faith and the ultimate sacrifice.We met the brothers at 5:30 a.m. on July 29th in the waiting room at the University of Colorado Hospital. They were both in good spirits and

Heartbreak
you know when u find someone that u really care about and well u just hate to let em go? I'm still trying to get over the face that when i get home back to wisconsin ill be still hurting and ima be missing the one great guy who i met and fell in love with. yeah i may have lost him to his ex, but on the other hand it was for the best. he'll always be in my heart and ill never stop loving him, but its hard. i wish that i never lost him cause he means alot to me, but i cant change that. things happened between me and him and well yeah. so of course im still gonna hurt and miss him, but ill never forget him. He made an impact on my life and im not gonna give up on him that fast. I have a feeling that he'll forget me when i leave, but idk. thats gonna be his choice, not mine.

I Need Sex
like the title suggests i need sex...not just any type of sex...the good old fashion bend me over...have me tied to the kitchen table...(i prefer handcuffs) blindfolded..legs spread to the point where i cant spread them any farther...have a vibator on high rammed up my very wet pussy...fucking me hard with your cock up my ass well you pull my hair....cheez!!!!you get the point right???? i miss those days..lately i have been have the slight kink sex...dont get me wrong i enjoy that....but thats as far as it goes...ive been hinting at this guy...but nuthing seems to work...(sighs)so im thinking of stepping out and finding someoen that will do that for me...after all i dont have any type of commitment to this man im having sex with eept the fact that i enjoy spending time with him...i truly like him...so i think what i have to do is to find a way to get him to do this for me....does anyone have any ideas on how i can do that...if so please tell me thanks

Lousy Week
I am hanging on the fu today trying to keep my mind off my lousy week. Im suppose to start my classes back next week and I am pretty sure I blew the head gasket in my car. I am not looking for pitty, just need to vent. Monday I had an appt and my car started smoking like a SOB, Tuesday I went about 3 miles and my car started over heating. Wednesday I went and got my 7 YEAR CLEAN coin (one good thing this week), leaving there which was 3 blocks away, my car wouldnt start, then when it started, I got it home and the smoke began again. There is oil in my exhaust and it feels like my car isn't getting much gas, mind you, its a 3 banger metro but I will be without transportaion for awhile, which makes me feel almost claustsphobic, I know what a way to explain it but..... but once again Yeah me on being clean from meth for 7 years!

I Don't Stand For Dumb Shit
Decaying P...: omg.... your giving out HH's?... and i can even get a hi back?? 7:53am Decaying P...: wtf did i do to get ignored that way 11:34am Ninja: who and what i spend my fuckin money on is NONE of your fucking business 11:34am Ninja: so you just earned yourself a deletion. PERMANENTLY 11:34am Decaying P...: why are you ignoring me i have been tryin for days to talk to you... and it took this to get a reply 11:35am Decaying P...: if u delete me i cant pay u back 11:35am Ninja: i wasn't fuckin on here much. it's called REAL LIFEW 11:35am Ninja: LIFE* 11:35am Decaying P...: life? 11:35am Ninja: you were supposed to pay me back a month ago. you have yet to pay me anything back 11:36am Decaying P...: and i will when i start work 11:36am Decaying P...: it just sucks to see u giving HH's to such douchebags hun

Ultrasweet
Her hand I may never hold. But her smile I still see. Her eyes have touched my soul. They seem so deep to me. To know her more. To get beyond the beauty I see. I want to see inside her mind. This is important to me. Your beauty pleases my eyes. Hopefully your mind will to. Ever since I first saw your picture. Im glad I have seen a beauty like you.

"seek And Destroy" Metallica (just For Fun)
RULES: 1. Put your MP3 player, iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? "Crazy train" Ozzy Osbourne HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? "Touch-a, touch-a, touch me" Rocky Horror Picture Show (lmao) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? "I get it" Chevelle HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? "Drop the World" Lil Wayne WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? "Piggy" Nine Inch Nails WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? "Uptown Girl" Billy Joel WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? "Sonne" Rammstein WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? "Fergalicious" Fergie WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? "All I Need" Within Temptation WHAT IS 2 + 2? "Sober" Tool WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? "Ima Be" Black Eyed Peas WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? "Not Afraid" Eminem WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? "Hero" Sevendust WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PER

600 Mins
I am trying to transfer my files from my older comp onto my new one using Windows Easy Transfer thingy .... It looks like it's working, but here is the but ..... it is still on the screen which says it's checking what can be transferred, please note it isn't stuck ... This screen says this could take a few minutes and right now it has taken approx. 600 mins. I would say that is a lot more than a few. Has anyone ever used this software before??? I was going to say something else ... but I forgot what it was, must have been a lie.

Is She Out There ?
i know i have an angel, she looks out for me everyday, i can tell because of the things i have done, been in trouble so many times, i just want to thank her and give her my love, because she gave me strength to carry on, when there was nothing else to do, and now i see the things that i can be, she opened my eyes so i can see, that there really is something out there, i just have to reach out and grab it, for life can pass you by, and why wouldn`t you give it a try, all you have to do is take it as it comes, and give it the best that you got, ask god for the things that you need , and not the things you want, this is what i do almost everyday, and i am glad he is here to stay, and watch over me, to help and guide, me things through the rough times that i have, surrounds me with friends and family who cares, and sent me an angel to watch what i do, so this one is to god and his way of thinking, i just want to tell him thank you, for giving me all my blessings and people who care, and fo

Am I In Love ?
Lost my mind once again. Thinking about what will happen in my end. I want a better place for us all, it doesn't matter if I fall. Why cant we just see, what there is for us to be. I know I am going crazy, and yes sometimes I am lazy. Just want to find, someone that will be kind. To my heart and my soul, that is my final goal. I have searched for so long, where have I gone wrong. Why do I need to pour out, all of my heart? As if you will even, give me a start. Words cant say how I feel, I would even climb the biggest hill. You look like a lovely dove, and all I want to do is give you my love. So you tell me AM I IN LOVE?

Absence
My love is like the sun that warms me when im cold and like the cold water of the brook that refreshes me My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul and delights with me in fulfilling them Who is my love but the soul of my soul and the reason for every beat of my heart Who fills me with life just being in his presence and returns to me more then i have given Come to me my love I die without you Each day is eternity waiting for your touch Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart Be closer to my breath for all my day and all my nights

Fubar Folks
I just wonder why we can't respect each other on here. All the drama and bickering on here needs to stop. Why don't all of us be nice to each other for a change. It could make fubar a better place to hang out

Friends
I AM HERE FOR FRIENDS AND FRIENDS ONLY!!! THAT IS WHILE I"M HERE,I WILL BE DELETING FUBAR SOON ALONG WITH YAHOO AND ANY OTHER WAY OF GETTING MY HEART BROKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! I THINK THIS DAMN COMPUTER IS THE WORSE THING I EVER BOUGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dark Dreams
i had a dark dream i stood on the beach alone in the dark the wind blowing my hair around. As it did do u see a slight shadow in the back group a dark figure standing behind me with their hand raised. I was scared because i was alone but comforted by my surroundings. i stood there trying to figure out what i wanted from the future. I turned around and screamed at the figure then i woke up. pst in my comments what u think i saw

Lost
So just when you think your found you become lost.......... Trust and friendship can make you blind. your not sure how to express yourself because you dont want to argue. Always being questioned and grilled every conversation. What can I say but lost isnt what I want. Is anyone else lost??

Finding The Right Wedding Dress For You
Finding the right wedding dress can be hard work. In this day and age there are many choices - maybe too many choices. It may be overwhelming trying to decide where to start in your search for that perfect gown.To try to ease your stress listed below are the eight steps to finding the right wedding dress.Step 1 - Get Started Right NowDon't procrastinate with finding your wedding dress. This is one area of your wedding planning that you can not put off. It may not seem like a big deal at first, but many brides have a lot of difficulty finding the right one.You also want to make sure you leave enough time to have any alterations completed.Step 2 - ResearchThe next step in your quest is to do extensive research. There are literally hundreds (if not thousands) of choices, so this could take some time.Get online and start searching websites. Create a spreadsheet or other list of the styles and designers that you like. For example, you finded Dressok.com with search engine. It contains many

Wanting
Walking on the roadWanting to jump inSwinging on the swingWanting to fall offWakeing up aliveWanting to be deadTakeing a showerWanting to wash the pain awaySleeping on a bedWanting to sleep in a graveLooking out the windowWanting to jump outLiveing day by dayWanting it to end

I'm Still Here
I've had broken bonesI've had my bone pop out of my skinBut i'm still hereI've busted my head openI've cut my toe openBut i'm still hereI've been beat upI've been beat downBut i'm still hereI've had people say they wanted me deadI've even tried to make it happenBut i'm still hereI've been talked down toI've been made fun ofBut i'm still hereI've been called stupidI've been called worthlessBut i'm still hereI've had head achesI've had heart breakBut i'm still fucking HERE!

Random Lyrics Of Twitchy's Life
This blog is just gonna be loaded with different lyrics that I feel has meaning to myself or just things that make me think.All I ever wanted wasI don't wanna lieAll I ever wanted wasA shot that I never gotAll I ever neededNo one ever caredAll I ever wanted wasSomeone take me outta here (Twiztid "All I ever wanted")I'm differentI'm not like youI'm differentI like fuckin' with voodooI'm differentI come from the darksideI'm differentI've seen the dead come alive (Twiztid "Different")No mommy, don't do it againDon't do it againI'll be a good boyI'll be a good boy, I promiseNo mommy don't hit meWhy did you have to hit me like that, mommy?Don't do it, you're hurting meWhy did you have to be such a bitchWhy don't you,Why don't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just fuck off and dieWhy can't you just leave here and dieNever stick your hand in my face again bitchFUCK YOUI don't need this shitYou stupid sadistic abusive fucking whoreHow would you like to see how it feels mommyHere

Now I Shall Fuckin' Piss Religious People Off!
OK, so I went to bed. My damn back / shoulder whateverthefuck it is flared up and besides, my brain would not shut up so I just got up again. Damn, another night with four hours' sleep. Oh well. I got up to work on my website, the one YOU should visit if you are a Texan and a fan of hard rock/heavy metal music, just to see how many bands are listed and tell me about your fav's in Texas that I don't have on the list. I also had an idea bout a blog to piss religious people off. Except I talked myself out of it. Hell, most people are religious, why piss them all off? Even I have my Buddha riding on the dash of my van! But then, well, I saw that goddamn annoying word: blessed. Everything came back. Before I begin let me provide a teensy disclaimer. I am a disgruntled, angry and frustrated ex-Christian. I'm pissed at myself for throwing away a goddamn half century sunk in a morass of religious bullshit. Well, almost half century. Whatever. ...excuse me, I just realized my

Not Mine But A Song I Really Like "the Highwayman" Lyrics, "loreena Mckennitt"
The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty treesThe moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon the cloudy seasThe road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moorAnd the highwayman came riding,Riding, riding,The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-doorHe'd a french cocked hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chinA coat of claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skinThey fitted with never a wrinkle; his boots were up to the thigh!And he rode with a jewelled twinkle,His pistol butts a-twinkle,His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled skyOver the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yardAnd he tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked andBarred;He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting thereBut the landlord's blackeyed daughter,Bess, the landlord's daughterPlaiting a dark red love-knot into her long black hair"One kiss, my bonny sweetheart, I'm after a prize tonight,But I shall be back with the yellow gold before the mo

Twiztid
These are some of my favorite Twiztid songs (my favorite group of all time , their lyrics are real deep and have helped me through some real tough shit and is a big reason im proud to call myself a Juggalo)"Afraid Of Me"[Chorus x2]I'm soHidden and you're never gonna seeI'm coldForgiven all because of my beliefsI'm noBody that you ever wanna beCause I know that the world is afraid of me[Monoxide Child]Now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate meBut there's nothing that you can do to me latelyNow I'm greatly accepted in the mind so I'm confused and intertwinedFrom being rejected so many times, I wanna leave it all behindSo kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for onceAnd run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for usSo many questions, fingers pointing for answersSuggesting that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pastureWith green grass up to my neck, and situations that's too fastTo think about and most people can't dream aboutA hundred m

Tonight...
Tonight, two of our friends that we don't get to see very often were in town. Of course, we go out to a bar with them. One of them suggested a bar because she looked it up online and saw it had karaoke. So we invited yet a third friend (we is of course, myself and Karen). Our friend that lives near us that we invited hasn't had dinner yet so we decide to go to the bar about an hour earlier. We get there. There's a strip club and sex shop next to the bar. There's a car in the parking lot that appears to have been shot up by the entire cast of Goodfellas. Undeterred, we walk in. There's signs everywhere concerning proper attire (no gang affiliated colors and such). We ask the lingerie-clad bartender about karaoke. They don't do it. Apparently, the bar had changed a lot since the online site was posted. We call our friends and tell them the news and of course they tell us to just meet at our friend's place and we'll figure out something else. We meet up and decide to go to a bar that

Meanings Of Words
Does anyone look up and ascertain the meanings of words before they use them, or are people just into using inflammatory language. This a general question. A. People think they know B. Assholes C. People actually find out definitions

Household Hazards
I'm firmly committed to household safety and believe no one should ever hurt themselves in my home tripping over cleaning supplies. The best way I can think of to assure the safety of my friends and family in this matter is to never leave cleaning supplies in harms way. The only logical way I can be sure to not leave cleaning supplies about is to never get around to the business of cleaning. So how is it I just tripped over two (not one but two) vacuum cleaners on my way to the fridge?

Ensign: Triskaidekaphobia
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 13 August 2010 So I’ve been spelling this wrong all these years. The fear of thirteen as opposed to the fear of the day Friday the Thirteenth (we’ll get to that in a minute) is known as triskaidekaphobia and comes from the Greek for “three and ten fear [of]”. Why in our society such a prevalent fear or irrational reaction exists about the expression of a particular value (all a number is) seems to be even more prevalent and irrational – why you won’t find a thirteenth floor in many buildings, for instance – because we don’t know when or where it started. We can’t point to one point and say “there it is”; we like control, we like to know, with our fears as we

Lady Antebellum - Never Alone
Saw this on someone's page and it hit hard. This is what haunts me day in and day out.I can't walk away.I can't forget.I can't stop caring.And the thing that hurts the most is that you've taken my friendship and loyalty for granted.You've treated it and me as if it was an obligation. And maybe it's time to remember that an obligation is usually something one fulfills because they have to out of respect and not because they want to out of love.An obligation is something you HAVE to do not something you WANT to do.And what I do is done out of the pure desire to please you.Not because I want anything from you at all but because I desire to make you happy and take care of you. Maybe that is my mistake. I fell in love with someone who doesn't need anyone and can't love anyone in return.May the angels protect youTrouble neglect youAnd heaven accept you when its time to go homeMay you always have plentyThe glass never emptyKnow in your bellyYou're never aloneMay your tears come from laughingY

"dont Quit"
DONT'T QUIT When things go wrong as they sometimes will,When the road you are trudging seems all up hill.When the funds are low and the debts are high and u want to smile,but u have to sigh ,When care is pressing you down a bit, rest ,if you must ,but dont quit..Life is queer with its twist and turnd, as everyone of us sometimes learns,and many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out ;Dont give up though the pace seems slow -You may succeed with another blow.Success is failure turned inside out The silver tint of the cloudsof doubt ,and you never can tell how close your ..It may be near when it seems so far;So stick to fight when your 'hardest hit" ....Its when thingd seem worst that you must NOT QUIT

Truck Driver Blues
Truck Driver Blues Category: Travel and Places I know where we were.I know where we are going. I don't know where we am. We are running these roads,delivering loads.Eating on canned beans and ham. We're both going crazy.but not @ all lazy. We're in a real tizzy,it's true.We're sleep deprived tired ,or wide awake wired.Mostly dont know what to do. WE're somewhat depraved.but quite well behaved.No one is scarred of us yet. The hours we keep don't give us much sleep.You would'nt trade us jobs ,both bet..We need a shower,but don't have power..To tell dispatcher .. "NO"..we get a bit grumpy,cause these roads are bumpy.But down them we really must go. We'd call home in a jiffy, but phone service is iffy.Sometimes it's scarce @it's best.We know you know that we'd love to just chat.But calling is such a big test. So we go on driving,but not reallythriving. Sweaty hands holding the wheel. All 18 tires move us thru ten gears with no fuss. This job is not any big deal.We both share the sleep

A Truckers Life
A TRUCKERS LIFE We're out on the road trying to clear our mind,by passing every billboard sign. There's more miles in our back pocket than dollars bills,listening to the roaring of them 18 wheels.You learn a lot about being alone ,but hell its our life ,and its our home.Just CoCa Cola Classic and cups of caffeine,but only a trucker would know what i mean.We just passed a sign that reads Palm Bay,another mile another day..He holds that wheel like it'[s a part of me,knowing in that sleeper is where he wants to be. We have our moments evry now and then,mostly behind them hanging curtains is where the fun begins. Now there's another rest area coming in sight ,where all them LOT LIZARDS will be tonite .The road life is hard ,but it's where I'D rather be,it;s the only way you could ever feel free.Them choke and pukes are okay,just to get a shower and be on your way.The sun is bright but his shades are dark and on every highway he has made his mark.Now if I was playing poker ,I'D win this b

My Spirits Free
MY SPIRIT'S FREE 18 WHEELS AND ANOTHER LOAD.ONCE AGAIN ON THE OPEN ROAD .THE HIGHWAY BEKONS, "COME RIDE WITH ME" ONCE AGAIN MY SPIRIT'S FREE .I STARTED THAT DIESEL AND WARM IT UP , THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THIS GOOD OLD TRUCK. IT CARRIES ME FROM PLACE TO PLACE ,SO I CAN SERVE THE HUMAN RACE..I LOVE THIS JOB THERE IS NO OTHER, ACROSS THIS LAND I SERVE MY BROTHER .MY FAMILY WAITS SO PATIENTLY,FOR HOMEWARD BOUND I SOON WILL BE...AND WHEN MY LIFE IS OVER HERE, DONT CRY FOR ME,DONT SHED A TEAR. FOR I WILL STAND @HEAVENS GATE, AND PATIENTLY AWAIT MY FATE. THE JUDGMENT BOOK IS OPEN WIDE, FOR ST.PETER SAYS LET;S LOOK INSIDE, A JOB WELL DONE IS WHAT I SEE, AND NOW MY FRIEND YOU'RE HERE WITH ME.FOR YOU HAVE SERVED MY PEOPLE WELL,THROUGH STRESS AND PAIN ANS SOMETIMES HELL. SO HERE ABOVE THE PROMISE LAND,ALONG GODS SIDE IS WHERE YOU'LL STAND' BUT IF TO DRIVE AGAIN YOU CHOOSE, THE FINEST TRUCK I WILL GIVE TO YOU .TO TRAVEL FAR ON HEAVENS 'S ROADS.THE HIGHWAY HERE,ALL PAVED WITH GOLD..SO WHEN IM GONE DO

Being Yourself
If you are constantly surrounded by other people and their non-stop talk, how can you even hear yourself? There is too much commotion to find yourself. Thus, you go through life living through other people’s perceptions and visions. Listening to the talk show host on the radio or television narrows your perspective into their view of life. Reading the daily newspaper first thing in the morning sets your day along their perceived views. It tends to bring about a dark cloud of separatism and negative programming. Why not take some time and find out what your view of life is, instead of incorporating other peoples’ perceptions? Why not be original and true to yourself for a change? Why not take time to think your own thoughts? Maybe you have something more important to say. You will never know if you don’t give it a chance.Challenge yourself to think through your perceptions of life. Where did they come from? Were they developed early in your life by your parents? Teache

Its Been Forever! Well Not Quite.
So its been a while since i have been on fubar. Whats new? I work part time handing out samples and Sam's Club, i go to school full time although i am taking a break at the moment to try and sort out my leagle problems, i am being sued by so far two hospitals for failing to pay their way too expensive bills. Woe is me, i have to delcare bankruptcy, and that is no get out debt free card my friends!

These Mutherfuckers Think They Are Being Sneaky!..
COMCAST! You sons of bitches! Fuck you.. I enter my account # and the first thing it tells me is that I have a pending appointment.. I ask to be transfered to Comcast Tech/Stalking Salesperson.. I ask about the appointment. They say my old address is still linked to my new account because they haven't gone out to my old place to shut something off.. It'll be taken care of by next week.. I ask to be tranfered back to the main menu.. Nope, he's gotta pimp some cable and phone package i want no part of.. It only took 2 no's to get him to give up.. He thanked me by sending me back to the very begining.. You mutherfucker.. I was calling to pay my internet bill.. I give my debt card info, exp. date, It askes me to confirm the exp. date 3 times.. I'm shouting into the phone, "YES!".. "We will now transfer you to a customer care agent".. WTF? mutherfuckers.. Dipshit has no idea what the problem was.. Comcast dude: I'd like to tell you about our newest Cable package, yadda, yadda. M

@ C
"Times will come in life when you realize you've made a mistake. At that moment, you have have 2 choices: YOU can SWALLOW your pride & pull a few nails, or you can FOOLISHLY, continue your course, hoping the problem will go away. Most of the time the problem will only get worse. When you realize you've made a mistake the best thing you can do is tear down the wall and start over."

Fuck It.
You know, only a handful of people will bother even noticing I posted a blog, and to those few people, thanks for noticing. It's not often that I throw one of these out. Now, I'm doing this for a few different reasons. First and foremost is simplicity. I don't feel like telling everyone the same thing over and over and over again because I'm in a bad mood, and it puts me in a worse mood having to explain things more than once, ESPECIALLY things that are pissing me off. Secondly, because only the people that even halfway give a shit are gonna read this shit anyways. As is it has become readily apparent, I'm in a shitty mood. Have been for the last few weeks. I've tried to talk to a few people about it, here and offline, but most of the time I just get pushed off to the side, like my problems are less important than the person I'm talking too, and it's pretty much pushed me to the point of open hostility with people I care about. This is not my end goal. Anyways, to the rant. I hate

The Ice Cream Cone Test
You Are a Mystery Everyone thinks they have you figured out, but you're not as innocent as you look. You don't show all your cards, and you have a lot more going on underneath the surface than people suspect. You are complicated but subtly so. It takes a long time for anyone to really get what you're all about. You are good at mastering your image. You make sure that others see only what you want them to see. The Ice Cream Cone Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Is That A Four Pack Of Tuna Fish In Your Pocket, Or Are You Just Happy To See Me.
This blog will be below the typical standards you have come to expect from a Pedro blog. Today was Employee Appreciation Day, for those uninitiated Employee Appreciation Day comes every two weeks at most places, when they give you that little envelope containing your thanks for a job done (well or not.) As per my pattern, I like to take care of the grocery shopping on Employee Appreciation Day. Seeing how it's a Thursday, you avoid the crowds and generally more merchandise is available. As I am getting ready to leave for the day, I ask my co-worker if there is anything going on that I should get involved with. This was a mistake as it ended up keeping me at work for another two hours. While I could accept an additional half hour, maybe even an hour, without killing my schedule of Gym, Dinner & Tv, Fubar, read, bed, two hours was a little devastating to my plans. I did manage to get the grocery shopping done fairly quickly, but I was still way behind schedule. Something I notic

Getting Stuff Off My Chest
I do not expect everyone to understand but I feel like i need to do this. Have you ever felt like you are trying to squeeze a dollar out of a dime just to get by? Well, I was taught that it's part of the daily grind of life. It seems like wherever i go,no matter what I do,that i do not get enough respect. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one to gripe about giving a shit what people think about me, but, I feel after all that I have done for people, giving 6 of my friends shelter rent free, after lending out money I know i'll never get back, after doing favor, after favor, after favor, I would like to think that something good might happen to me for a change. I am constantly put down,I get walked all over and I feel that I should be getting a lil bit more respect than i'm getting. I have never screwed anyone over in my life so why do people feel the need to screw me over? Sometimes I ask myself "SHould I just do what it seems like everyone else is doing and not giving a shit about anyone

Not Always Right | The Estrogen Empire Strikes Back Part 2
Movie Theater | St. Paul, MN, USA (A middle-aged male customer comes from the hallway of theaters and walks up to the booth.) Customer: “Yeah, is there anyway I can get a refund for this movie? Sex In The City?” Me: “Yeah, sure. May I ask why you’d like a refund?” Customer: “It’s…not what I thought it was gonna be.”

Pissed Off
I'm so pissed off about this fucking surgery I'm ready to say NO! Had an orthodontist appointment this morning. Reminds me I need to have my lone wisdom tooth pulled prior to surgery. I know this, have an appointment to have it done in 2 weeks. He asks when I'm planning on surgery, I say October. Okay. September in for molds, x-rays, etc. prior to surgery. Go to dentist afterwards. Lucked out big time. Tooth that's been a pain in the ass that needs a crown that looked like I was going to need a root canal done along with the crown is holding out. Was able to get out the decay and put in a new filling at no cost and hold off on the crown until after braces. Sweet! On track with that. Call the surgical people to set this up. Yeah, tell me NOW after a year and a half of waiting because the woman that deals with insurance matter is a fucking moron that I can't have the surgery in October. I need to wait 6 MONTHS AFTER HAVING THE TOOTH PULLED!!! And when was someone going to tell me this

Not Always Right | The Estrogen Empire Strikes Back
Fast Food | Calgary, Alberta, Canada (A customer had a complaint about his food. He refused to let the girl working the register help him.) Man: “I want to talk to a manager.” Female employee: “Yes, sir.” (The employee gets a Shift Manager to help her.) Shift Manager: “Can I help you, sir?” Man: “No, I want a manager!” Shift Manager: “I am a Shift Manager, sir.” Man: “I want to see the Store Manager!” Shift Manager: “Uhm, okay sir, I’ll be right back.” (I was in the office working on the crew schedules for the next week. Sara comes in and asks me to deal with the customer. She didn’t need to explain. I’d heard it all… he was very loud. I went to help deal with the situation.) Me: “Can I help you, sir?” Man: “I want to see a f**king God-da** Manager! Where’s the @#$%ing Store Manager?” Me: “I am the store Manager, Sir.”

Not Always Right | Ain’t No Mountain Wry Enough Aka Ike?
Fast Food | Melbourne, Australia Me: “…and a large Dew.” Customer: “I’m sorry, did you just call me a Jew?” Customer’s wife: “But honey, you are a Jew.” Me: “Oh no, sorry. I meant a large Mountain Dew.” Customer: “Oh really? Really, I’m flattered but I’ve never been to the mountains.” Me: “Ah, sorry?” Customer: *comically bangs his fists against his chest* “I am the large mountain Jew!” Customer’s wife: * to me* “I am so sorry about him. Honestly, I can’t take him anywhere.” Me: “Really, it’s fine.” Customer: “The large mountain Jew goes anywhere he wants to!”

Gemini Women... This What They Say..
A good looking woman with brains, a very interesting person. She has a fast movement and she could not sit still or stand still long. She is able to do many things at the same time and do it fast. If you date her, you will feel like dating many women at the same time. You can not tie her down with the word “Love” because she cares about love but is it not a major factor of her life. You have to be able to adjust yourself to get along with her many different characters. She is a dreamer and has many dreams. She is eager to learn something new all the time. Even she is the 2 in 1 mixed character type, she is quite lucky in love. You have to put all your efforts to win her affection. Even when she likes you and wonder about your wit, she will also see and inspect your bad side at the same time, because it is in her nature. She able to keep all kinds of mixed emotions without annoying you or letting you know at all. She can cheer you up by acting like a free little bird. Her co

Not Always Right | Benefits Are All About Sustaining Labor
Call Center | UK Me: “Hello, benefit section new claims.” Caller: “My wife wants to claim for a baby.” Me: “Your wife just had a child? How old is the child?” Caller: “2 years old.” Me: “I’m sorry, if the child is that old you cannot receive additional benefits.” Caller: “But we need money.” Me: “I understand but it’s too late now, she could have claimed 11 weeks before the child was born or up until it was a year old. There is nothing we can do now.” Caller: “So how does my wife get money for a baby?” Me: “Well, she needs to be pregnant.” Caller: “Okay! I will call you back.”

Not Always Right | Rectify The Situation
Pharmacy | UK Customer: “Hi there, do you sell rectums?” Me: “I’m sorry, what?” Customer: “Rectums. I need a rectum. do you sell them?” Me: “Why do you need it?” Customer: “I have some tablets here and it says ‘insert via rectum’ and as I don’t have one, I thought I better buy one.” Me: “I think I better call the pharmacist in.” (I call the pharmacist in who explains to the man exactly what a rectum is. He leaves red faced.)

These Are Some Quotes I Enjoy...
"You can often change your circumstances by changing your attitude" — Eleanor Roosevelt "Do one thing everyday that scares you." — Eleanor Roosevelt You can conquer almost any fear if you will only make up your mind to do so. For remember, fear doesn’t exist anywhere except in the mind. Dale Carnegie Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. Dr. Seuss quote Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living, and your belief will help create the fact. ~ William James You can't live your life for other people. You've got

In My Eyes . . .
in my eyes . . . do you ever look into my blue eyes? or just my breasts, butt and thighs.. if you just once look in to my eyes what you see may surprise.. my love, my heart, all live in my eyes, not my breasts, butt or thighs.. if you would just look in to my eyes you might have seen my love for you . . with your eyes... monica

My Gift~
My Gift Je vis à travers mon existence sombreseulement pour se prélasser dans votre beautévos yeux qui brillent comme des saphirston sourire qui illumine mon existence même tristeJ'envie le vent qui traverse vos cheveuxqui touche vos lèvresIl me tarde de te toucherde te serrer dans mes bras, mais je ne peux paspour votre cœur appartient à un autrealors, je ne peux que vous aimer de loinvotre amitié signifie plus pour moique tout ce monde offremais comme un ange tu as touché mon coeurd'une manière que je n'ai jamais ressenti avantparce que je n'ai jamais connu ce qu'est l'amour jusqu'à ce jourJe sais que nous ne sommes que des amismais mon cœur veut qu'il soit plusje vais donc encore de l'espoir et le rêvequ'un jour, je peux sentir tes lèvres serrées aux miennede te serrer dans mes bras et de dire "Je t'aime" Translation My Gift I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your

[i Was Expecting This To Be More Exciting]
*throws his dog's squeaky ball at the wall*Man... this shit is dull.And while I was in the process of wasting time, I got an email"I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship program".*sigh*I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship programwhat the hell does that mean after you send writing samples?Would they have taken me when I was in school and actually had less polish?Because that's what I'm hearing.Why the hell did I go to school if every one is going to shoot me down?Why am I here at all. ~ I just feel like I'm not really good at anything these days. These... last 20 years. I'm sure I'll hear back from SRS in the next couple days, and I'll have a brand new reason to have this sick feeling in my stomach. Maybe its all still just catching up with me that... dread after resolve. Maybe. Maybe I'm just no damn good. And I've been working this hard to be me just to be garbage.

Why Games Are The Killer App For Social Networks! Check Out This Article With Fubar In It!
About 1 day ago Ravi Mehta 10 Why Games Are the Killer App for Social Networks Ravi Mehta is vice president of product for Viximo, where he drives the product strategy for Viximo’s social game distribution platform and helps social networks monetize via social games and virtual goods. For more information on virtual goods, visit his blog, Virtual Goods Insider, and follow him on Twitter. In 2009, an estimated $2.2 billion in virtual goods were sold to consumers globally, and that number is expected to rocket to over $6 billion by 2013. Although virtual worlds and MMOs have historically driven the growth in virtual goods, today the fastest growing segment is social games. Social games not only represent a lucrative new revenue channel for social media sites but they also signal a fundamental change in the structure of the social media industry. Social networks can no longer afford to rely solely on advertising revenue—they must master the intricacies

My Heart And Soul
There is peace in my soul For such a long awaited time There is love in my life A love of and rhyme Once you took hold of my heart I knew no other could have reached As whispered fate took my hand To levels only you could reach With you in my life I will live eternally I knew the first night we met YOU were meant for ME I Love You Baby Heart And Soul

Lately
why do i do this? i stay up drinking all night pass out around 6 or 7am wake up around 4pm and start all over again. i'm a mess but no one can see it due to this is the internet, people dont give a shit, people say they care when they dont, they just pass judgment on you, you ignore people and you get labeled a bitch. what do you do when the stranger in your life is so close to you, yet you have no clue who they are, when actually its yourself?

What Ancient Goddess Are You?
What Ancient Goddess Are You? Kristin got Egyptian Goddess Isis, Mother of the Universe. Your nature is very maternal, tending to those you care about lovingly and with a warm heart. You enjoy the simple pleasures of life, it doesn't take much for you to be happy. In relationships, you are faithful and devoted to your partner and you would sacrifice anything for their well-being and happiness.

?????guys????
ok so we all know the saying cant live with them cant live with out them??? well that is for guys they drive u insane and they dont listen to u then when they do listen its only for the answers like yes thats it. ok not all guys are like that but most are like 99% are lol. dont take me wrong i love guys cuz they can be funny and sweet and are there to talk to u but ar the same time they can just bug u and keep calling and calling and txting u till u answer and it drives me up the wall so some good advise girls just answer the dam phone it will save u alot of time trust me lol. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey
hey this is my new blog and i hope u all love this blog and comment as much as u want lol. My name is shelly im in high school i have 2 sisters a mom dad and step dad bleh. i have a bunch of friends and im going to the movies tommarow to see blind side. i heard its a good movie lol. i hope u all keep reading love u all BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Porno!
Well, I'm officially bored of online porn. If I'm watching some woman getting fucked on a kitchen counter top, and all I can think is 'man, that doesn't look too comfortable'. When I see two 'lesbians' getting it on, and one of them is wearing a wedding ring, all I can think is 'does her husband know that she's a rug munching porn whore?' I watch a woman fucking herself with a vibrating, flexible cock and there's the usual pussly close-up, I find myself counting the pimples or being disgusted at the pussy stubble. Then there is some woman fucking herself in a bathtub and I'm thinking 'how long has she been in there for? Surely the water is getting cold by now...' Also, I'm criticising the sets, the decor, nail varnish colours, shoes, etc... man, I need a new drug...

Grrrr
Cant u understand feeding me more pain and the more you say just feeds my drive and makes me determined to succeed where u have failed step 2 me and learn to bow down before the master of the lyrical verse i can put a hex or i can make a straight up curse now ur silent cause you hurd mumz the word

Raise My Taxes Mr. President!
Raise My Taxes, Mr. President! We can’t afford the Bush cuts anymore. For the last few months, we have heard powerful, passionate arguments about the need to cut America’s massive budget deficit. Republican senators have claimed that we are in danger of permanently crippling the economy. Conservative economists and pundits warn of a Greece-like crisis, when America can borrow only at exorbitant interest rates. So when an opportunity presents itself to cut those deficits by about a third—more than $300 billion!—permanently and relatively easily, you would think that these very people would be in the lead. Far from it. The Bush tax cuts remain the single largest cause of America’s structural deficit—that is, the deficit not caused by the collapse in tax revenues when the economy goes into recession. The Bush administration inherited budget surpluses from the Clinton administration. What turned these into deficits, even befo

Keep Her In Your Prayers
Keep Dallas Angel in your prayers, having a lot of serious medical problems right now, could really use some supportjust found out she has 3 types of cancer cervicalovarian lungshe also has to have her gall bladder removed and has two compressed disc she needs everyones prayers to help her through this she is only 36 years old and still has a long life to live for thanks for all your support pass this on Punisher her real life husband (Fred)

Ronnie Linnemon
Hi, I'm Ronnie I'm locked up, but a damn cool cat to talk to, getting mail is like getting gold to me, So I dear you to write me ( PLEASE PLEASE) NEW ADDRESS, RONNIE LINNEMON P.O BOX 5244 CORCORAN,CA 93212 V-04863 HOUSING C-7-216

My Story...
(This is an important true story of my life I wish to share with you.)..: I had met him around Sept 11th 2001- that should have been ominous enough. I was out dancing at my usual spot with my usual hommie- Nina. He was the first good looking white guy to ever dance with me- I usually get the dirty Mexican or the black guys all over me =( He was VERY good looking> tall, dirty blonde, clean cut. I wanted him. I kissed him! I hadn’t even known his name yet. WE exchanged numbers and went out on a date. Well...that date didn’t end up a one-night-stand. In December-of the same year- we moved in together. He was in the Army so the moving in and finances were easy. Month later I got pregnant....he was happy about it even though unexpected. I had a miscarriage in February. That’s when the darkness came. He as partier from the beginning...but nothing unusual for a just turned 21 year old. After the miscarriage he became an alcoholic. An abusive,violent,erratic drunk. I was the

My Wall
Happiness is a place i am seldom at,even though it is hard for me to show that. I tend to always put up a wall, like when i get that certain call, from a friend . I haven't heard from in a while, bored to death, maybe I should walk a mile. You seem to think you know me, but you do really yeah and sometimes i do act a little silly. Know why because i like the smiles it brings, sleep on a bed that doesn`t have any springs. Not a lot of things in the world you can smile about, thats why i am always having so much doubt. Sometimes i wonder why i am here, maybe i should just go get me some beer. But what would that really solve, probably nothing, nothing at all. Yeah go ahead and tell me i think too much, don't really even know how to touch. The people around me who really care, even though i do know they are always there. Through all the good times and the bad, thats what really makes me sad. The wall that I built needs to come down, should I burn it down to the ground. Don't always let m

Farm Stand By Lizz Tayler
I think it was something about the way she looked when she drove her truck.I'm not going to lie and say that it wasn't also her strong shoulders, the way she exuded confidence or the way she made butterflies flutter in my stomach at the mere mention of her name, but it was definitely the sexy way she looked when she drove her truck that first made me look twice.Working at a farm stand isn't perk-free. You get to be outside for most of the day, there's no greasy fast food smell hanging on your skin that's pretty much a given if you work at a fast food chain like my best friend, Toni, or whiny kids and even whinier parents you find at the local pool where my other best friend, Chris, works. Sure, sometimes you get uppity yuppies rolling in from the suburbs who want to impress you with their knowledge of pesticides and "country living" but for the most part, you see the same faces week to week and mostly, they're happy to see you and whatever's been hauled into the stand.Hauling isn't rea

Iranian Airspace Huh?
I get this kind of stuff emailed to me constantly by family. Yeay me! I'll usually Snopes it and send them the link that disproves their latest chain letter but Snopes din't have anything on this one and it's actually kina clever. Conversation overheard on the VHF Guard (emergency) frequency 121.5 MHz while flying from Europe to Dubai .. It's too good not to pass along. The conversation went like this... Iranian Air Defense Radar: 'Unknown aircraft you are in Iranian airspace. Identify yourself.' Aircraft: 'This is a United States aircraft. I am in Iraqi airspace.' Air Defense Radar: 'You are in Iranian airspace. If you do not depart our airspace we will launch interceptor aircraft!' Aircraft: 'This is a United States Marine Corps FA-18 fighter fully armed .. Send 'em up, I'll wait!' Air Defense Radar:

It Is Sad How Far People To Try To 'scam' Money Out Of Someone Else..
What is sad, like corporate corruption, people are after money, for the most part. Why? because they're insecure and they're out to buy a new Mercedes or some other materialistic crap to try to cover up their insecurities with. Why are people so greedy? Really, why would someone need to make millions and millions? They're insecure. Why would someone not be content with a few million dollars a year, instead, scam others out of tens of millions of dollars? Think about it.. security is one thing, but why not settle for $5 million dollars instead of $50 million?? What good does so much more money do? Just allows these people to live such lavish lifestyles, and why would they do so? Back to them being selfish and insecure, they've got to try to show up others and why do they feel the need? They're insecure, truly insecure; they're scared. This cracks me up though, stupid Yahoo bots trying to get people to go view some half-naked girl on a webcam. Personally, I've never and would never, hav

A Soldier's Heart
A Soldier's Heart They don’t know why we do it. They don’t see what we see. They don’t know why we risk our lives for a war that isn’t even ours. It’s not for publicity but for love. That is it. It is all for love. It is as simple as that. For the brotherly love of the men next to us and for the loved ones we have left back home. The times are changing and freedom is no longer free. So we must fight to keep our families free and safe. For we are not afraid to die because we will know in our hearts that our family will be safe. It is truly an honor to give your life for the ones you love and know. So we do this for our moms and dads. Our brothers and sisters. Our friends back home. For the stranger on the side of the street. For the people who have crushed our hearts. And for the guy who said that we would never amount to anything. Because we love and care about them all and always will no matter what they have done. That is why I am a s

My Love
my love i will love you till the sun burns out hold you till a new one comes i love you as fish love the ocean only breaching for air you are my world i will love you till the end of this one past the edge of the next what is time? a way of tracking of knowing just how long i will love you time is past, present and forver my love for you is timeless without end this is how long i will love you

To The Man I Love,whos In Prison For 8 -10
I AMHAVING A HARD TIME GETTING THE CONFUSION OF YOU OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW I WAS TOLD NOT TO GET TO CLOSE PAPI,BUT YOU MADE IT EASY FOR ME, BUT YOU KNEW I IGNORED WHAT YOU SAID.. ONLY BECAUSE I SAW THE GOOD IN YOU, YOU WERENT TRYING TO BE SOMEONE YOU WERE NOT,ONLY YOU I MISS YOU,YOU SAY ITS HARD TO SAY GOOD BYE TO ME.. ITS NOT GOOD BYE,YEARS ARENT NOTHING WHEN U HAVE ME OUTHERE, TELLING YOU NO LIES,ONLY WHAT IS TRUE. I MISS YOU THOUGH,IM BROKEN.. FIXING ME WOULD BE WASTE OF TIME I FEEL. CAUSE ONLY YOU HAVE THE PARTS THAT I NEED, THIS LOVE BUG YOU GAVE ME,ITS FOR REAL.IM HERE OKAY LIKE I SAID. YOU DO YOU IN THERE,LET ME KNOW WHAT TO SEND HELL ILL BRING YOU ANY THING YOU WANT,EVEN THAT CRAzY SHIT YOU LOVE,THAT AWSOEMW WEED.. I MISS YOU,YOUR EVERY WHERE I LOOK,BUT ITS NOT GOOD BYE,CAUSE IM RIGHT HERE JUST OPEN THOSE SEXY EYES AND LOOK. LOVE YOU BABY.HANG IN THERE

[censored] Is A Shallow, Petty Cunt
Ummm.... so you know Histrionics were pretty much thrown out of most psychiatric treatments around the 60's. What you are probably referring to is Borderline Personality Disorder. This is a painful and devastating illness that is catastrophic to those that suffer from it and those that care for them. Your taunting of a psychiatric disability is just cruel and, frankly bigoted. What would you have done to her? Strap her down, give her shock therapy? medicate her til she was a fucking zombie? Seriously. Your cattiness might indicate that you too suffer from BPD. Maybe you should look THAT up. You're a joke. You cling to propriety on fuBar like it was some legitimate form of celebrity. I suffer from mental illness (schizotypal personality and ADHD if you were wondering) so you mocking someone just shows the quality of your character and the lack of your virtue.And BTW, saw your porn. was so disgusted I could even finish it. And I enjoy hentai. Thats fucking saying something. EDIT: Thi

Desire
Others speak of her beauty,Not knowing how deep it lies.Will they only see her outer,Or choose to look deep inside.To know this beauty deeply,Would be the path for me.To read from her words,And know what her mind does see.I have just started this journey,Where it leads,Into her mind and soul.But deep into them I will go,To see and even greater beauty,that has yet to me unfold

Reflections In Darkness
turbulent, inky black, rushing past my face, jeering laughter interspersed with derisive whispers and sly contempt...My world has become so cold... once loving and tender arms, friendly faces, laughter and friendship, now anger, grief, agony and uncaring dismissals from trusted souls...dreams, once solid, glittering, clear, a myriad of hues and sparkling images.. a diamond, immense and shining and set in a pedestal of stone,Shattered... now chips and fragments against a perfect black-- a velvet backdrop where each facet winks light lonely, isolated and dimming... by my own folly do I now suffer...all I have left of near perfection are scattered memories... slivers of a daydream rent and stripped and raped by the unknowing and uncaring.wonderful memories... a walk on a star-filled night, racing a thunderstorm home...... a drive on a seeming endless highway, in search of something dropped...a whispered promise in the dim candle light of a night of passion, a small, shining rin

Stroke Of Genius?
Great artists are not afraid to explore various media, aesthetics, and techniques when it comes to making their artistic vision take physical form. Recently two well-rounded female artists from two different continents made the news, given their unique ability to make masterful marks with their mammaries on canvas. What does it take to create such titillating art work? Fearlessness, passion for the process, and a great set of paint cans. [What do you think about ... body art?]

Exgirlfriends
so tonight at work.. i am standing in the vip room and in walks jenny.. my exgirlfriend... first thing she does is say omg mel! kiss me! i was like... doood... cameras.. work... (thinking chick i havent seen you much in the past couple of years... wierddd) anyway.. her ride decided to leave her.. so i brought her home... whole time she is like.. i missed you.. you look amazing... get to her house.. she grabs me and kisses me.. i was like.. ummm.. she then starts asking me to stay there and stuff... Ya know.. I would have stayed.. except.. i relized that she is all pilled out.. and i was PISSED.... shes a great chick.. but ffs.. i am not into the pills like that.. once in a while.. cool.. but she has been taking shit so much that she is FUCKED up... not attractive.. so.. rather than fingerbanging my ex... i am at home... smoking a bowl... yay

What I Want
I want someone to figure me out. I want someone to know exactly how to make me laugh and cry. I want someone who knows what I order when I go to McD's. Someone who knows my past, and doesn't care. Someone who surprises me with my favorite soda and a candy bar when I've had a rough day. Someone who takes me to hockey games, even though I don't fully understand, or even like, most sports. Someone who knows the right time to take my hand, hold me tight, and kiss my forehead. Someone who knows the parts of me that I'm too afraid to admit myself. Someone who can make me feel like I'm on top of the world. Someone who pushes me to be my best and doesn't let me fear anything. Someone who makes me feel safe, even at the scariest of times. I want the person that knows when I've had too much to drink, but doesn't let me know that I'm cut off. The guy that wants to get married one and have a family. I want someone to show me the things in reality that are so far out that they are unreachable and

Let Go
he loves her he loves her she wants him to let go. he grabs her he holds her she falls to the floor. don't touch me don't love me just let me go. she looks back at him move on im gone with a tear in her eye. i loved u but i let u go. be free go fly as i drop from my high. i'm gone goodbye ~KINKY TINK~ 8/12/2010

I Believe
I may not believe in much, but I do believe this. I believe in great loves like Romeo and Juliet, like Elizabeth and Mr. Darcy. I believe in true love and romance. I believe that there is someone out there for everyone. I believe that people hurt you to make you stronger, people love you to make you weaker, and friends to keep you in check. I believe in fairy tales and happy endings. I believe in beauty of the heart and the beauty in the simple things. I believe in the magic of sunsets and warm summer nights. I believe in dreams and aspirations. I believe in unconditional love and following your heart. I believe that mistakes are made by everyone, and the ones who learn from them are the ones who truly prevail. I believe in the fire and passion of love at first sight, and the butterflies of that first kiss. And I believe that everything happens for a reason.

Confusion
Confusion:CONFUSION SWALLOWS ME...it WONT LET ME BE SAVE ME ..SAVE ME WHERE DO I HAVE TO GO , WHERE DO I HAVE TO GOAND HOW DO I DESERVE THE RIGHT.....FALLING INTO THE NIGHT It TAKES ME ON LETS ME DOWNTURNS MY WORLD ALL AROUNDSO GO AHEAD AND LET ME DOWN..JUST LET ME DOWN....AND THEN, SAVE ME CONFUSION AMIDST MY HEARTWELL IM NO PARTANGUISH...FROM THE STARTFALLING ..FALLING APART It TAKES ME ON LETS ME DOWN TURNS MY WORLD ALL AROUND SO GO AHEAD AND LET ME DOWN..JUST LET ME DOWN...AND THEN, SAVE ME..SAVE ME BEFORE THE CONFUSION...SWALLOWS ME

I Don't Even Know My Last Name
Just so everyone is on the same page. . .I am no longer working, I was fired today. I was a contractor employee with Aerotek working at Unisys. Well my first paycheck came on a Friday afternoon and I could not get to the bank until Saturday morning. When I got to the bank the girl gave me a hard time because Aerotek put my full name that I do not use, and I do not like to talk about, on the check. I told the ladies at Aerotek about it and they told me that there is nothing they can do because of some I-9 Compliance thing saying they have to use the name on my Social Security card. Well I have worked for 6 other companies, not counting Aerotek, and none of them used the name on my Social Security card they always just used the name I asked them to use. And you have to think the one company I worked for Discover Financial Services, they would have to follow all the rules and what not because when I started with them they were under the Morgan Stanley umbrella. So I get fired becau

So I Will Make This Open To Everyone
so my mom tells me to call, and bitches, and then doesnt answer.....whatever the job hunt is kinda looking good =] and friends of friends, who have no salute, should really stfu, and stay out of my buisness..how can they even see my page when i have it shut out to people with no salutes? whatever, jealousy isnt pretty... and to the rest of you IFLY!!!!!!! well some of you, the rest i just mildly like =]

Beautiful Ride Today
It seems like every day of riding is more beautiful or interesting than the day before. We left our hotel a little later than we liked this morning and had a really relaxing day of riding. Then my husband took a left when he should have hung a right. Forty minutes later we were back on track but a nasty T-storm was looming in the distance and it looked BAD. Well, it WAS bad. Lightning, heavy rain, hail, really poor visibility, and full motels. We eventually found one of the last two rooms for miles around and hunkered down. I'm falling in love with the state of Montana. For all the weather issues, the idea of a little vacation cabin on a river or lake sure does sound nice. Although it will never happen, thinking about it will be fun.

Spiritual Questions And Answers
Q: I SEEMED TO HAVE LOST ALL MY EMOTIONS. NO MORE PAIN, NO MORE HURT, NO MORE HAPPINESS, NO MORE LOVE. I GAVE HER ALL THAT WAS LEFT OF ME. - Alone Again A: A person cannot give from an empty cup. When you give and give and give to others, but yet have none for yourself, you become hollow and lifeless. You must fill your own cup with happiness, love, acceptance and compassion, and only give from the overflow. One must first be selfish, before one can live a life of servitude.

I'm Gonna Punch You In The Babymaker.
Dear uterus, I hate you so hard right now! Unclench your fucking fisticuffs. You're hurting me, douchebag. As if you didn't know.Knockitoffkthx. Also, tell the nipple twins to simmer down, too. That's not an awesome brand of pain they're wearing. That'll do, pig. That'll do. Sincerely,Me.

Idk Where This Is Gonna End Up So If I Lose U Please Forgive Me
i have no clue bout this blog but try to stay with me..... im 22 and trying to do the right thing in life for once but the gharder i try to do the right thing the more it shows that ppl dont give a flying fuck about me or trying to help. i tried of trying to do the right thing and it end up the worst possible choice to be made, i think sometimes that i sould just go back to my previous lifestyle and fuck the rest but when i do that iall i c is my little boy andf asking grandma y he doesnt have a monny or a daddy. then i relize y i trying with all my strength and all my power to keep in the "new" life style. but theres time i get to where i dont give a fuck and wish that none of my life would have happened i think im crazy and think this world is a joke and wish that i was 6 ft under rotting. honestly i would be better off i wouldnt be fucking up someone elses life like i might do to my child i think i shgould leave him with his grand mother but then if i do that there is a big hol

Wedding Dress Trends - Top Styles For The Modern Bride
Weddings are all about personal style. Reflecting the overall trend of breaking away from tradition and steadfast rules, modern brides are choosing wedding gowns that reflect their personality rather than that of their grandmother's. The only rule for wedding dress style these days is to choose one that suits you, whether that means a gold gown, trouser suit or sundress. And even if you are more traditional and inclined towards the fairy princess in a white satin ballgown, you need not worry about being perceived as old fashioned or "not with the times." The modern "rule" for wedding dress style is to choose something that makes you feel comfortable and beautiful on your most special day. The 21st Century Bride - That said, although certain traditional dress styles are always popular, bridal fashion does follow mainstream fashion to some extent. So if you are looking for something a little more contemporary or "now," consider turning to the catwalks for inspiration.The currently popula

The Army
So i am in the ntiedstates army. its alright but after a while it gets boring i really have no clue `why i am in states when my mos is an out of counrty job. makes no sense to me but yeah i am right now out at the feild doing demo its boring but i can say i now know how to set up a minefeild that is all i gt to say foe now

Theory, Hell. It's Poetry.
Ray Bradbury, the author of “Fahrenheit 451” from which the above quote is taken (his main character says this over a radio in his ear before he reads from a forbidden book to his wife and her friends), is touchy when you edit or bowdlerize-disguised-as-editing any of his work, and I can’t say I blame him. It’s like Teddy Roosevelt once said to a critic regarding one of his own books; our twenty-sixth president opined, “I’ll accept criticism of my style, but I won’t stand for tampering.” I could do worse than be in such company as … well, my attempts at literary artistry. And the cursing I don’t mind when it makes sense in the plot! “How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days” is one of my favorite movies because its only profanity that I remember is in keeping with a card game; remove the word, and you miss the point, along with a major plot development. You think I’ll tell you all I have in my scatological arsen

~a Wasted Sacrifice~
Behind the Gates of Loveland Across the path of stone You found the field of paper flowers, love Where me heart lay, alone You smiled at it You picked it up You took it back home with you You cared for it And loved it And to it.. You spoke lies You tossed it out Onto the ground A wasted sacrifice.. That field of paper flowers, love Is where you found my heart You kidnapped it.. you shoved it down You planned this from the start In that field of paper flowers, love My heart beat, strong && true.. You kidnapped it.. you shoved it down This heart.. is over you ~Fyre~

Mixed Connective Tissue Disorder
The typical symptoms are Raynaud's syndrome (in which the fingers suddenly become very pale and tingle or become numb or blue in response to cold or emotional upset—see Peripheral Arterial Disease: Raynaud's Syndrome), joint inflammation (arthritis), swollen hands, muscle weakness, difficulty in swallowing, heartburn, and shortness of breath. Raynaud's syndrome may precede other symptoms by many years. Regardless of how mixed connective tissue disease starts, it tends to worsen, and symptoms spread to several parts of the body. The hands are frequently so swollen that the fingers look like sausages. A purplish butterfly-shaped rash on the cheeks and bridge of the nose, red patches on the knuckles, a violet discoloration of the eyelids, and red spider veins on the face and hands all may appear. Skin changes similar to those in systemic sclerosis also may occur. The hair may thin. Almost everyone with mixed connective tissue disease has aching joints. About 75% develop the swelli

Lost Soul
In this heartless creationIt is hard to understandWhy some souls choose to wanderForgettingYet I am lost without wanderingMy love is a ghostAncient - with wisdomVital - with tearsNot able to move onUnable to let goIt's hard to remember a loveYou don't recognize in this lifeYet the memory is without thoughtAgony - without knowledgeThis love - is without mercyPassing through eternityLife to the nextForever searchingIn a labyrinth of whispersFor a blissful loveLostLonging for the touchI'll sense when I feelWhispering to my heartComforting this stoned soulOur love burns within meBut I am lost in the shadowsThis entity of dreamsForever killing meI believe this love is eternalThe flame will not relinquishForever circling meThe very matter of my existenceBut for now I simply breathAwaiting your rescueMusic - bonding our soulsPain - stirring the memoriesWhile silence shouts out this melody

Please Welcome My Niece, New Here Today!
Please check out my niece and show her lots of love!! http://www.fubar.com/5478498 Please welcome my #1 friend... my Niece... some of you may recognize her... eventually ;) YES SHE IS REAL.. THE ONE THAT MAKES ALL THOSE AWESOME PICS.. IM SO PROUD OF HER :) She's working on a Salute right now!

8-11-2010
we put up shock strips on our entry bars today...it was hilarious watching people run the gates into the community and have their car die instantly. then watch p.d arrest them for trespassing and attempted vehicular manslaughter. sooooooooo much fun!!!! lol. today was a good day, and there still more fun shit to watch..lol

Now What
I feel like all i do is work, i never have time to be with friends or even have the choies not to be with friends lol. I work at a adult sperstore and i love it there ( thats one of my jobs ) so i sign up to test California Exotic Novelties and all i have to do iblog anout them and the toy are mine yay. So am hoping that i can do it. That one good thing going on. Sill looking for some thing i have no idea what it is yet but i still looking lol well that all for now talk to you all later Fu

The Ugg Australia Story
The UGG® Australia story began in 1978 when a surfer by the name of Brian Smith needed a way to keep his feet warm between waves and the UGG Classic was born. Crafted from Merino grade A sheepskin, the classic surf boot is lightweight and perfect for walking on sand. The idea caught on and today ugg boots have become a phenomenon. UGG Australia is a brand that is all about luxury and comfort for everyday life. Only the finest quality materials are used to create UGG boots and UGG shoes. UGG® Australia is the largest distributor of sheepskin footwear. Every shoe will feel great from the moment you put it on, year after year. The UGG Australia kids collection flaunts the same style and comfort offered in the adult line. From slippers to boots to casual footwear, UGG Australia Kids will pamper the feet of your infant, toddler or big kid. Your little one will love the feeling of sheepskin as much as you do. Although made famous by its boots, Uggs Australia has extended their product lin

[klepto]
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?She's my number one bitch.Tears are falling from your eyes, what\'s the reason?Probably had a flashback Has someone ever told you they want to spend the rest of their life with you? Several times. If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass?Sure, you didn't specify how far or for how longHas anyone ever promised you forever?YesDo you get high?NoSomething bothering you?My job.Has someone told you they\'d always love you then went for someone else?YesWhat made you happy this weekend?uuuuuuuh I did get to see my folks, and I think I got some work done on my Gelgoog.When was the last time you cried?Yesterday, I really hate the idea of being unemployed when I'm this fucking awesome. That's principles for you...What color shirt are you wearing?Dark redHow long is your hair?fairly shortLast thing you ate?Ham goulashLast thing you drank?WaterWhere did you sleep last night?My bedAre you happy righ

Horror Of Our Love
I'm a killerCold and wrathfulSilent sleeperI've been inside your bedroomI've murdered half the townLeft you love notes on their headstonesI'll fill the graveyardsUntil I have youMoonlight walkingI smell your softnessCarnivorous and lustingTo track you down among the pinesI want you stuffed into my mouthHold you down and tear you openLive inside youOh, love I'd never hurt youBut I'll grind against your bonesUntil our marrows mixI will eat you slowlyOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much blood pulled through my veinsOhhhhhThe horror of our loveNever so much bloodI wake in terrorBlackbirds screamingDark cathedrals spillingMidnight on their altersI'm your servant My immortalPale and perfect Such unholy heavingThe statues close their eyesThe room is changingBreak my skinAnd drain meAncient languageSpeak through fingersThe awful edgesWhere you end and I beginInside your mouthI cannot seeThere's catastrophe In everything I'm touchingAs I sweat and crush youAnd I hold your beating chambersU

Love Me Dead
Love me cancerouslyLike a salt-sore soaked in the sea.'High-maintenance' means You're a gluttonous queenNarcissistic and mean.Kill me romanticallyFill my soul with vomitThen ask me for a piece of gum.Bitter and dumbYou're my sugarplum.You're awful, I love you!She moves through moonbeams slowlyShe knows just how to hold meAnd when her edges softenHer body is my coffinI know she drains me slowlyShe wears me down to bones in bedMust be the sign on my headThat says, oh...Love me dead! Love me dead!You're a faith-healer on T.V.You're an office park without any treesCorporate and coldGushing for goldLeave me alone.You suck so passionatelyYou're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature finger-bangin' my heartYou call me up drunkDoes the fun ever start?You're hideous and sexy!She moves through moonbeams slowlyShe knows just how to hold meAnd when her edges softenHer body is my coffinI know she drains me slowlyShe wears me down to bones in bedMust be the sign on my headThat says, oh...Love me dead!

True
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

Storm
The lightening wrote the name of God, Across the green grey sky. The thunder crashed, "His will be done", The hills took up the cry. The sweeping wind with mighty rush, Snatched up the bold refrain. In benediction of the dust, At last there came the rain.

Today Is Just One Of Those Days Where
it seems since i have been on this site that people dont believe i am who i say i am. well i say fuck it and go do what u do best. i am 33yrs old and i have made it this far. i have made sacrifices been thru alot of loses and still remain the best i can be for myself and people that are truly there for me. i dont lie to protect anyone i am honest and caring and if u want to know me better well u have to make the first step. for the rest that dont give a rip GET OVER IT

Second Meeting
Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of church and state? They are a bunch of religous fanatics. These are people who have let something that was meant for fun, destroy their lives. Me, I let my caring of others destroy my life. Then people wonder why I don't want to care for others. Of all the hoops I'm jumping thru for these bulldozing hypocrits, this is the only one I'm completly against. Dumb shit blanketting mother fuckers.

100 Classic Books Review:
by Gabriel Franco Reading on the go! When the Nintendo DS first came out everyone was excited about the world of possibilities it opened up. Indeed, as time went by players saw some truly fascinating and innovative game titles that redefined the videogame experience. So far, however, the possibilities the DS could offer outside of the gaming universe haven’t been exploited. 100 Classic Books falls in that tiny category; it’s not really a game, it’s much closer to being an application than anything else, in that it allows you to use the DS as a portable, electronic library, full of literary classics. View entire article ► 100 Classic Books, Achievements, Blur Review:, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog,

Wasted Days.
here it is...i have been short and distant towards a certain person over the last 12 days. no reason why...just because. it seems that i have changed who i am because i had things to do and didnt disregard them to talk to this certain person. although...i did talk and pay attention each day, that must have not been enough though. i have to realize that i gave up information about myself and my life to this person through out the last 3 months. yet in less than 2 weeks...i am believed to have changed into someone else or something else. which is complete bullshyt. and i knew it..i fookin knew it that i would become a novelty once again. playing the fool and believing someone who never ever never lies or gets upset about things. well..she lied. i played the fool. in a fantasy land of everything going as planned her life will be great. in reality..it will take a bit more effort and understanding to achieve happiness and balance. im a real dirtbag...i have flaws...i even have

Love Or Hate
I wounder if people know how easy it is to Love and how much Energy it takes to hate? Love never comes so easy. I believe most couples are not in love at all. Love is respect and compramise as well as sacrafice. I was told this by my Nana Christine Guiliano. "You have to find somebody that loves you more then you love them." I really was taken by that statement. I have always given myself more to my partner than they for me. Love is like a flame it burns fierce and wild at first. Over Time it becomes coals hot and stronger. Love is all about respect as well. For guys we just want to be respected by our partner and loved. Woman desperately just want to be loved rather than respected. If she feels loved than she will feel respected as well. Guys want to always offer solutions to problems woman want to tell and know that someone will listen. Love and Respect its as easy and as comlicated as that! Hate is so much easier than love. It takes more energy to hate someone than it does

Oh Dear
I just got an email from UEA (University of East Anglia) reminding me that results day is the 19th, and that day is when I'll know whether I have gotten a confirmed offer at UEA...I think that's the first time this summer that I've worried about it. *Sigh* Oh well at least if I don't get in there then I still have my insurance choice of Canterbury (beautiful city) but I'd rather not go there just cos the cost of living is higher than if I get to go to UEA. :(

Stop Abusing The Send A Round Function !!!!
~Stop abusing the "send a round" option and Interact with your friends. From here out I will not send drinks to people who are already shit-faced. I will send Gifts. I'm so tired of getting and giving drinks when I/They are already shit-faced. It's a waste of time & "fu-bucks" When everyones You know has a full buzz. Not to mention some people need to sober up or hit 50% to level at times. The send a round button was a great addition. And a curse. Stop being lazy. Its not a clickable excuse to be impersonal, lose touch with people and become a friend collector. its a quick and convenient way to send friends and fans drinks. But its not a substitute for interacting with them. So thats my opinion on it and now you know why your going to get more gifts and less drinks. ^V^

Me!!!!
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49 {---Basics---} Name: Andy Nickname(s): -- Age: 21 Birthday: Jan. 01, 1989 Birthplace: Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania Current Location: Southfield, Michigan Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6" Weight: Lefty or Righty: Right Zodiac Sign: Capricorn What Do You Drive: A Car Screenname: Ask for It {---Favorites---} Color: Red, Black, green, Number: Band: what ever sounds good at the time I'm listening to it Music Genre: All TV Show: Family Guy, The Simpsons, TNA, UFC, WWE Movie: Action, and comdie Actor: Actress: Kind of Movie: Cartoon: Family Guy/ The Simpsons Sport: Wrestling Fast Food Restaurant: Taco Bell Food: What ever my mom makes Ice Cre

[the Job's Still A Game]
Well in the last 24 hours I've jeapordized my jobanalyzed the CRAP out of my current situationmade a new cover letter and submitted my app to several internships in the area.submitted my request for a new job number from KSGovNow I just gotta... scan my transcripts and write another cover letter for the gov jobs and apply to the four of them I'm qualified for in the next... 3 days?I really don't wanna do that at this EXACT moment.I kinda wish the climate was correct for painting in my garage.I'll update this later. I can't keep my head on right today. [update]I've been contacted by one of the people in charge of the internships at a magazine in town.They asked for writing samples.I tried to find stuff relevant to their style and their content.It's a paid internship.Minimum wage.At least 12 hours a week- I quickly (but attempted to be subtle) stated that I'd be available for more hours than that.Paid internship.Work experience relevant to my field.Guess what I fucking care about?yea

Aa 1-2
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this.

About Me
Our happiness lies in how we percieve things. 5 years ago,I was happily married to a beautiful woman,Deana, whom I loved very much. we lived in a run down doublewide trailer that I seemed to always be working on when I was not working at my job, which was in construction and kept me away from home alot. Even though Deana and I loved being with each other, we did not allow ourselves to be happy because we wanted better than what we had. The trailer we lived in was falling apart around us, I was never home much because of my job. WE dreamed of getting away,owning our own house, and me not having to work at a job that kept me away from home so much. It was just a dream until fate played a hand. I was run over by a truck on a construction site. As a result,my back was broken and I could no longer work at that job. I got a settlement and with the money, Deana and I could afford to get the house we dreamed of. Happily ever after right? Fate wasn't done yet. The settlement that I got was en

My Fav Movie Quotes
And the Lord spoke, saying, "First shalt thou take out the Holy Pin. Then, shalt thou count to three, no more, no less. Three shalt be the number thou shalt count, and the number of the counting shalt be three. Four shalt thou not count, neither count thou two, excepting that thou then proceed to three. Five is right out! Once the number three, being the third number be reached, then lobbest thou thy Holy Hand Grenade of Antioch towards thou foe, who, being naughty in my sight, shall snuff it."

Facials
SORRY, this blog has nothing to do with facials of any kind. I just know how you people are about titles! So remember in school, in a writing class, when you were told to ask "who, what, where. when"? Did you ever think that these simple rules of reprting would come in handy for anything else? not me! So when people get all up in my business and running off at the mouth, most likely they arent someone who even knows me. so I kinda come up with a list of Questions to help alleviate drama. WHAT. whats the motivation for whats being said. usually its twisted truths and lies. Who? Who is it they are pissed off about? chances are it isnt the target of the slander When? when did the shit really start. its never the day you heard about it. these people are weak and wont confront the person they are really mad at, they just run their mouths until they convince themselves they are in the right. WHY again. figuring out what the real issue is, makes it go away. For example.. most of the

A Woman's Poem
A Woman's Poem He didn't like the casseroleAnd he didn't like my cake,He said my biscuits were too hardNot like his mother used to make.I didn't perk the coffee rightHe didn't like the stew,I didn't mend his socksThe way his mother used to do.I pondered for an answerI was looking for a clue.Then I turned around andsmacked the crap out of him....Like his mother used to do.******************************************I love a good poem, don't you?!?!

I Am Busy
I am really busy this week. I am testing all week for my Red belt in Bok-Fu and it is serious business...Yes I am testing with a broken patella. I am not dead so I can still kick ass. Yes it hurts at the end of class but I have suffered far worse pain than this. Nothing is going to keep me from training, not even death. I am so close to my black belt in this style I can taist it. This is one of the hardest arts to receive a black belt in. Taekwondo was nothing compaired to what I do now. I am the only student who trains in multiple systems he has in his dojo, Bok-Fu, Judo, Sport Jiu-Jitsu, kick-boxing, and defensive weapons. I hold a belt in each style (well defensive weaposn we do not have belts) and I have a black belt already in Taekwondo...again I am the only student he has that hold the most belts. There is only one other student who is close , a 2nd degree black belt who has 3 belts Taekwondo, Bok-fu, and Jiu-jitsu, he is a black belt in each style. He is also a world Champion

Girls Of 4 Moon House - Part 1
WARNING: Not for persons under the age of 18.Story contains descriptions of extreme violence and sex. Preface:I write in an effort to change the attitude of the deviant reader... paradoxically those that find what I write appealing. It is by my graphic harshness and salacious content that I attract (bait) those readers ... those deviant minds that I can then interact with... in an attempt to change misguided notions and attitudes of abuse against women and children. My methods are deviously unique... but very successful. I write to APPEAL...to AROUSE...and then to APPALL... and so the bitter seed is planted. My stories do not glorify the act of coerced sex or violence... nor do I support sexual abuse of any kind."...media violence is typically unrealistic, simplistic, glorified, and even presented as humorous."The "bang, bang, you're dead" sanitized scenario that we so often see on TV or in films communicates nothing of the reality of death or dying.It is only when we see death firstha

Well... :)
I haven't been on much to invest any time into my friendships here, and for that I apologize. Been trying to get my life back on track lately. I reapplied for college, I start next month. Strictly online, I'm doing this as best I can. I will have two jobs starting next week as well. I need the money. And I've been trying to invest time in my relationship with Matt because some things got complicated when his friend decided to be a lying bitch. Fact is, I love this boy. I have since the first time I met him and I don't plan on anything changing that. Our parents are meeting on Saturday and Sunday Matt and I are going out of town together. I'm excited for the great great weekend we will have. :) Well, Sorry again for everything and i love you all :)

Am I Moist Worthy?
I seem to scare females off.... is it because i'm too sarcastic? kinky fucker? Dosen't want a full on relationship? has Mel Gibson moments? stalks bitchy types of females? too outspoken and immature? Hmmm.....nah!...must be something else hey?

Send A Message Dont Comment
Mark all that apply Would you kiss me? []Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] you look to sweet to fuck [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... 3 things you would like to know about me? 1.) 2.) 3.) If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Marry me [] Friends [] Do me What kind of underwear are you wearing right now? [] boxers [] whitie tighties [] thongs [] g-string [] granny panties [] boy shorts [] none What's ur favorite position? On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you or what do you think about me? [] Friend [] girlfriend/Boy friend [] Fri

Couple Ready For Child # 20!! Are They Nuts?
Cover StoryThe Duggars: We're Open to Having a 20th ChildMichelle and Jim Bob Duggar have always been open about their willingness to have children. But when the devout Baptists and stars of TLC's 19 Kids and Counting faced the catastrophic aftereffects of their 19th child's premature birth, many assumed they might be done.But now the couple – who only recently brought baby Josie home after being hospitalized for six months as she recovered from a perforated bowel and rare digestive problems – say they are ready to consider a 20th child."Our family is stronger than ever," Jim Bob, 45, tells PEOPLE in its new issue. "We made it through the storm."RELATED: Baby Josie Duggar Gains 10 Lbs. Since BirthThat's not to say that everything has been easy with baby Josie. Born early after Michelle developed preeclampsia (pregnancy-induced high blood pressure), Josie was just 8 days old when a perforated bowel threatened her life."When she first came home, I couldn't sleep at all," says