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To My Best Friend..you Know Who You Are
These tears are not for me, they are for you..I feel as though we've been torn in two.. I wish I could take back the words thats been said, if i'd have one chance to tell you, it would be how much I miss you. Maybe one day I can make it up to you. But until then i'll be thinking of you. With all of my heart , I love you.

Let's Get Nekkid!
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This Is Called...... The Facts So What Up Step 2 Me Do It I Dont Give A Damn
I'm here to bring you back to a whole new reality strikein your hearts like a near fatality you dont wanta know whats goin on in my galaxy hittin it to the stars livin a life that i thought was fantasy you dont wanta know what the fuck ive been through fool i'll fuckin kill you with my bloody words spillin all over you turnin you into a lyrical soup spittin it out what you gonna do your just a cracked out fool talkin some spit maybe suckin some drool the facts are honor is within your yard the streets all u got is respect or your just tar i grew up itchin for a chance to make right what i did wrong but yall just sat there suckin your thumbs watching everything go on not even takin lifes lessons for #1 the facts are as predicted that his isnt just fiction this an everyday thing and im addicted to spreadin the word of the game that we cant keep the same its ever changein like nite into day so you mama's boyz tryin to deal use your best judgement and common sense wont get u kill

The Power Of Colors And Their Meanings
The power of color cannot be denied, more so as it is the soul instance of life on earth. There are many people who even dress according to days. Although sight and the human brain has helped in identifying colors and their delights, its interesting to note what colors mean to us in totality. A sampling of this understanding has been enlisted below: Red Excitement, energy, passion, desire, speed, strength, power, heat, love, aggression, danger, fire, blood, war, violence, aggression, all things intense and passionate. Yellow Joy, happiness, optimism, idealism, imagination, hope, sunshine, summer, gold, philosophy, dishonesty, cowardice, betrayal, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard. Blue Peace, tranquility, calm, stability, harmony, unity, trust, truth, confidence, conservatism, security, cleanliness, order, loyalty, sky, water, cold, technology, depression, appetite suppressant. Orange Energy, balance, warmth, enthusiasm, vibrant, expansive, flamboyant, demanding of attent

To The Pain.
If you were pain, how would I kick your ass? Yes, rly. I have the ouches. Without going into super unnecessary details, it feels like I either pulled something in my groin (if only as a result of extracurricular activities, but alas) or nature has some major vendetta against me. Hi, karma, what has I done? Suggestions, aside from the obvious, please. Judging is based on execution of ass-kicking. If it could actually be effective, I will try your method and document the success, or lack thereof. Extra points for creativity and presentation. z0mghelpmeplz. Thanks. Love, me.

What About Ted
I have been sitting here thinking deeply, quietly for that fact too lol that now i know what iam thinking of. lot of people in my life i love and have loved very much to show affection, and such for, try to be nice and respectful byt they take it with a grain of pepper and it burned thir tongues and feelings away thinking im bein rude and unexceptable. well iam sorry for that, i say things out of text and out of mind at times, i do this because i guessi try and get attention alot but no it doesnt work that way it back fires so for now i may just be the silent partner...that wont work either i guess but its all i have left (h)

To My Boo Boo I Love You
Shakira - Underneath your clothes You're a song Written by the hands of godDon't get me wrong cause This might sound to you a bit oddBut you own the placeWhere all my thoughts go hidingAnd right under your clothesIs where I find them Underneath Your ClothesThere's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territoryAnd all the things I deserveFor being such a good girl honeyBecause of youI forgot the smart ways to lieBecause of youI'm running out of reasons to cryWhen the friends are goneWhen the party's over We will still belong to each other Underneath Your ClothesThere's an endless story There's the man I chose There's my territoryAnd all the things I deserveFor being such a good girl honeyI love you more than all that's on the planetMovin' talkin' walkin' breathingYou know it's true Oh baby it's so funnyYou almost don't believe itAs every voice is hanging from the silenceLamps are hanging from the ceilingLike a lady tied to her mannersI'm tied up to this

Is It Really Fair To Ban A Breed Of Dog For The Actions Of A Couple Of Dogs.
is it really fair to ban pittbulls as a breed for a couple of attacks.i own a fullblood rednose pittbull and she is the most wounderful dog i could ever ask for she loves children,cats and she gets along with other dogs,and how i got her is that someone gave her to me they where tryin to find her a good home cause they where holding her for their godson which he kept her in a small cage and beat her her whole life. she is now a big part of my family and she is doin very well she is now learning that everyone is not goin to beat her like he did.i think that if the government would just sit down and take the time to think that maybee its the owners fault that those dogs are attacking people and not the dogs,i mean they are just like kids if u teach them to hate people then they will hate people and attack them. then there is also the question of what where those people doing to the dog for the dog to attack them cause i know that a dog will not attack u unless it feels threatened or tha

Negatives Thoughts Are A Big No No
It's truly sad how many negative people there are out there. Instead of wasting your time tearing down others and posting negative comments, why not focus your attention on something more productive? Try posting a positive status instead of a negative one! Positive attitude will not only make you feel better, but will take you a long way in your career, relationships, etc.

Bad Eating
Apparently Dunkin Doughnuts is giving away a free doughnut today with a purchase of coffee. Nice job Dunkin Dougnuts, you're encouraging unhealthy eating to build your business. Who cares if it leads to obesity, diabetes, and heart attacks, right? You're making money!

When You Care For Someone.
I've learned, That if someone really honestly cares about you, You shouldn't have to fight off whores and sluts.. and They wouldn't be ashamed of you. If you care for someone, you should tell them how you feel. And show them you care as well. Not just behind close doors. Love is a Beautiful Part of Life Enjoy it!

A Girl
A Girl A Girl A girl in New York with nowhere to go Met a man and told him she loved him so They met in the early morning and kissed in the snow The man felt so right and wanted it to grow Time went on and there were bumps in the road The man still felt good, if the girl felt bad, he wasn't told One day the girl was gone, no explanation, no goodbye Leaving the man with nothing except tears to cry Many things could have been said before that time That girl could have said she wasn't okay, giving the man a sign A Girl A Girl

Not Again
I started with loneliness felt empty hollow the hollows of my body touched my eyes close I drift your hands learning the ripples of pleasure in my skin taste each rushing breath with a trace amount of smile I watch you slowly meticulously finding the warmest part of me forcing my beauty to scream through all of my fears vulnerability tearing through walls walls now seemingly built of nothing I cry I pain I force all of who I am onto you with sweat tears oceans, waves of instant compassion felt like days of storms within my soul made me crave more every second you gave me less my own muscles tearing away from each other the will of a child you hands created this me shuddering beneanth you and you whisper "now its my turn...."

Writting About How My Gma Is A Brat Lol, I'm Bored
You lay on the floor drenched in blood, my hands full of what was your heart, I can still hear your screaming for me to stop, what can be done? My deed is now done, nothing but silence now. You can't tell me to stop, can't tell me I'm worthless, can't tell me I'm fat. You can't do anything now, nothing but lay there in silence. Oh what a smile I have. I can no longer hear you bitching and whining. I can do what I want, what I need to do. You can't stop me now grandma. As I hold your bleeding heart, I can still hear it pounding in your chest. I take that heart and I cut into little pieces and shove it down your throat. I hide your body out the chimney stack. I laugh and drive a steak in your head. As I burn the last pieces of you, I think of what you have done to ruin my life. You worthless piece, I hate you forever more. You are nothing to me anymore. Goodbye grandma. (Sorry about language, tried to keep it as clean as I could)

Impossible :(
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love and words Empty promises will wear I know, I know And now when all is gone There is nothing to say And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I

[sticky]
So warm.Don't wanna go to bed.Bed means... still warm. What exactly do I want to do tomorrow?Peach juice, models?finish deadspace? Its kinda unpleasant to work on something frustrating or precise like 12 inch robots and survivor/horror games. Maybe I could ...more that I should mow. Expecting rain 80% of next week. Y'know... there's only like... 4 coats of black left.Total.I should at least do a couple. Maybe finish that Magic deck I've had conceptualized for almost 2 years. Its fun. It does stuff people don't normally use.I wanna see if it works as well as it does in my head. See most people just summon big fatties and slug it out. I like to load up the bodies in my graveyard, awaken my HOARDE of unbeatable unblockable zombies and drag my oponnents into the swamp to make my army bigger >> each one bolstering his zombie brethren at this side! The next idea is to create more followers than the sands in the sahara each one incrementally increases my life (and use an alternate win

The Benefits I’ve Reaped From Learning English
It seems no more than a moment since I began my college English course, but now I have to say goodbye to English classes when I am still lost in it. It is certainly not the end of English learning though. It may be surprising to my friends that I am so addicted to English. Actually that is not true. I love English because I can reap a lot from learning such a beautiful language. It goes without saying that learning a foreign language is tough, sometimes painful. However, do not deny the happiness English has brought you. Since the first day of English learning, we have been given the ability of appreciating English music. After learning such many English songs as ABC song, A Hundred miles, Yesterday Once More, Big big World, Dreams Come True, God is a girl, and so on, I become attracted by the charming melody, sound and even the language. Besides, with the knowledge of English, I find it difficult for me to miss any newly-produced American movies, which is not always a bad thing

Outlaw Harleys
On Harleychicks dumbass comments about respect and the female biker, NO ONE, man or woman, deserves respect because they're a biker. Harleys should be outlawed and anyone riding one should be shot on site.No questions asked. Great you love motorcycles, but does everyone else really need to hear you coming from 5 miles away. If they were the same volume as a crotch rocket I'd have no problem. But when I can't talk on the phone, hear my kids, or watch TV when one turns down my street - I wish you'd all get hit by a semi. The only reason you have them that loud is so everyone looks at you, and they do. Problem is your all to dumb to realize NO ONE is looking at you saying "wow he's cool" but EVERYONE is looking at you saying "why'd that ass%$#& have to turn down my street?" or "why haven't they made those f'in things illegal yet?" You can bet your ass that if I was a mayor or a governor - there wouldn't be any Harleys in my town or state. Not to mention the badass biker persona went out i

True Friends...
Ever notice that when something happens when you find out who your true friends are, it is always a bittersweet moment?? It is nice to know who has your back, but it also sucks to find out those you thought did....don't.

Omfg!
I'm bitching... So, if you don't wanna read me bitch and moan...leave now!!! I have way too much shit to do and not enough time to do it... Granted, I'm loving the fact that I'm busy but, it's kinna taking it's toll on me. My house is a wreck, my yard looks like shit, I haven't worked on the online store or website in weeks, I have to redesign my business cards and brocheres for pride fest...UGH!!! I was sick for a week and feel like I'm drowning, cause I can't get shit done!! Well, I'm getting stuff done in clients yards...but, really I need to get my "winter" business going...or ....I"m screwed. Our weather has been wacky so some days I can't work cause it's too hot or too cold or....like today...IT HAILED btw..I worked in that. *sigh* I'm going to my cabin this weekend...maybe I"ll get shit done instead of coming here to unwind....I think coming here keeps me sane. I really don't want to go Postal on a client. Yes Passion's, I do know what you mean. but, this t

Contest Over
I know, it's not quite a week, sorry if you had something planned...go emo blog about it (it's the in thing to do). What was meant as fun, as a jab at some of the sanctimony...has apparently upset the sensibilities of some to the extent that 'I can no longer respect you/like you' is actually being said. I do not like to be the perpetrator, or instigator, of crap like that...even when I know it's the result of blind obeisance and just a smidgen of insecurity. Regardless, I'm too fucking lazy to perpetuate drama, too wise to try and teach a baboon quantum physics, and too damn shallow to really give a fuck about the aforementioned sensibilities. Moving on to the important part - prizegiving and such like (cuz you were all whores, right? 'swhy you took part...uh huh...)- basically, erm, if ya want an HH, you got one...if you don't...well talk to me and we'll figure something out (except for you Helly, someone has to hold my hand when I use mine, so you're tagged...Liverjuice c

Want Me?
Fuck Buddy Application Name: Age: Birthday: Location: Sexual Preference: Height: Weight: Body Type: Eye color: Hair Color: Ethnicity: Religion: Do You Smoke?: Do You Drink?: Do You Drive?: What Kind Of Car Do You Own?: Do You Have A Source Of Income?: What Is Your Job Title?: Are You Currently In A Relationship?: Do You Have Children?: If Yes How Many?: Have You Ever Been Married?: Do You Have Any Piercings?: Where Are They Located?: Do You Have Any Tattoos?: Where Are They Located?: Why Are you Applying?: Whats One Special Thing About You?: Whats One Special Thing About Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On Me?: Whats Your Favorite Body Part On You?: Do You Work Out?: Do You Play Any Sports?: What Is Your Favorite Sport?: What Is Your Favorite Type Of Music? Are You In A Band?: Do You Play Any Musical Instruments? Are You A Veteran?: Are You Currently Serving In The

California Vs. Texas
California vs. Texas California : Governor of California is jogging with his dog along a nature trail. A coyote jumps out and attacks dog. #1. Governor starts to intervene, reflects upon the movie "Bambi" and then realizes he should stop; the coyote is only doing what is natural. #2. Governor calls animal control. Animal control captures coyote and spends $200 testing it for diseases and $500 upon relocating it. #3. Then he calls veterinarian. Vet collects dead dog and spends $200 testing it for diseases. #4. Governor goes to hospital and spends $3,500 getting checked for diseases from the coyote and on getting bite wound bandaged. #5. Running trail gets shut down for 6 months while wildlife services conduct a $100,000 survey to make sure the area is clear of dangerous animals. #6. Governor spends $50,000 of state funds implementing a "coyote awareness" program for residents of the area. #7. State legislature spends $2 million investigating how to better handle rab

Mayonnaise Jar
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 hours in a day is not enough; remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and start to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full.. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded With an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from u

Have You Ever ?
Have you ever Felt like the one that you Love Has put you aside ? Or ever have the Feeling that your not the same person that you used to be? Have you ever loved some one so Much it hurt just to think that they might not ever know it ? We all have those feelings. As much as I like people to think, that Im the hard Bitch that I am, I still Feel just Like every one else. While its hard to know who to trust most of the time I keep My feelings to my self its just easier to be alone most of the time. With that said, the edge of darkness is inching ever closer as I draw with in to the Safey of my little world. There is a Great fear that I might lose who i am and the way I feel for those that I love. In the end Im finding it harder and harder not to just walk away from those that I know can hurt me. I know that Im loved by the few that know who i really am, but that dont change any thing, if

Stupid Encounters # 41
dego963: seroius 3:22pm more To dego963: serious what? 3:22pm reply dego963: how hot u are 3:23pm more To dego963: lol yeah seriously i got 13 salutes lol 3:23pm reply dego963: thats impressive, i have some HH's, vips, and packs to give away 3:24pm more To dego963: oh yeah and how i get um 3:25pm reply dego963: come to yahoo 3:25pm more To dego963: and what do i do when i get there 3:26pm reply dego963: go on cam thats all 3:26pm more To dego963: what i got to do when im on cam 3:26pm reply dego963: get me all excited and thats it

Double Dd's Cause A Suit
I find Debrahlee Lorenzana’s suit of Citibank over her being fired a joke. She has been tagged the “too sexy” banker. Apparently, she has had a number of surgical procedures to enhance her looks that she has become a bank distraction. She’s a double D breast size. From my perspective, fake boobs are just that fake. Check her outhttp://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/10/sexy-banker-debrahlee-lorenzana-wanted-melons-playboy/ BlastFM is a place where natural talent is embraced. BlastFM is not just a radio station. It’s a musical experience par excellent. List for yourself www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

The Man Rules
The Man RulesAt last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story.(I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear 'the rules' from the female side.Now here are the rules from the male side.These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered '1 'ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday sports it's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only If You Want Help Solving It. That's What We Do. Sympathy Is What Your Girlfriends Are For.1. Anything

Defiance
The world is bright with darknessStarkissed hate and avariceMost humankind are worthlessNo meaning in their cowardiceDesultory seeds of hate Growing in this terra formed rapeOf ripenened sin and changeless fateEver listless, fake and twistedGreed immortalized with people's sicknessI hate you and you hate meThis is why we live and breatheWhat is horror but a stepping stone To Get close enough and crush your soulWhat is truth? What you say?To get close to me and fuck me anyway?What are dreamsSomething you may have?Nothing comes true unless it's badBetter believe it and see itYour enemy in an instantWant to taste you, not love youFill your head full of sorrowCaress you, obsess youMotherfucker, I just want to mess with youNot get real with youI hate you, this is why I live for you

Darkness
watching the storm clouds rolling in feeling the darkness enveloping me waiting for the downpour let it raid down on me hide away my tears desperate for the light to shine in the darkness begins to smother me deeper and deeper i fall harder and harder it becomes losing all the light and the air darker and darker it has become

Drama ... Who Needs It?
There are scores of people in the world who seem to be magnets for calamity. They live their lives jumping from one difficult situation to the next, surrounded by unstable individuals. Some believe themselves victims of fate and decry a universe they regard as malevolent. Others view their chaotic circumstances as just punishments for some failing within. Yet, in truth, neither group has been fated or consigned to suffer. They are likely unconsciously drawing drama into their lives, attracting catastrophe through their choices, attitudes, and patterns of thought. Drama, however disastrous, can be exciting and stimulating. But the thrill of pandemonium eventually begins to frustrate the soul and drain the energy of all who embrace it. To halt this process, we must understand the root of our drama addiction, be aware of our reactions, and be willing to accept that a serene, joyful life need not be a boring one. Many people, so used to living in the dramatic world they create, feel uncomf

Restricting Sex In A Relationship...
How Sex Can Be Used to Manipulate and Control a Partner's Behavior Have you ever had a girlfriend who refused to have sex with you until you washed the dishes or got a better job or until you proposed? Or, have you stopped having sex because you don’t like the way your girlfriend dresses in public? Unfortunately, controlling a relationship through sexRestricting sex because of major relationship issues can actually be beneficial. For example, perhaps you and your mate are engaged and you wish to wait a few months before your wedding in order to be intimate. If both parties agree, this can actually benefit the relationship by allowing you to focus on deeper issues within the relationship and to learn non-sexual forms of intimacy. Learning how to communicate with one another without relying on sex can give you valuable skills that will come in handy during later years when you have busy schedules and find less time for sex. At other times, the withdrawal of sex can be related to a

Things I Want
back fixed pay off car (3,100) new phone lap top go to england laser hair removal boob job other nipple pierced chest piece tattoo 2 pea's in a pod hip tattoo weight goal of 165 (lose 57 lbs) teeth fixed tumors removed business degree finish my book laser eye surgery to not "need" glasses xbox360 or ps3 own place to live

Nappy Nap Time
I am about to go take a nap, I need my beauty sleep since I have been training like an animal all week. Tomorrow we are having a sparring tournament at the dojo. I might fight in it if there is a girl there around my weight class. I am looking forward to watching the students I have been helping to train to compete and kick some serious butt. I love it when you help mold someone into an awesome fighter and then see the benefits of all the hard work that was put into creating a great warrior. :P Then on Sunday I will be taking the not so little ones Fishing, boating, and swimming again. We found a great spot last weekend and I want to go there and wear my new swim suit and soak up the summer sun while floating out in the middle of the lake. I love it when it's hot out. Anyway...Have a great weekend and I look forward to stalking you all on Monday. (((BIG BEAR HUGS)))

5-28-10 Pt 4
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:32:31 PM): but i had to make him feel like that non stopDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:32:37 PM): do you know how exhausted i waskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:43 PM): her beautiful words made you feel more wanted than BJs trips fucking you and spening all day online pr phoenwit you?kerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:49 PM): and he saidkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:32:50 PM): yeskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:01 PM): I said so i lost you because I dont dtroke your egoDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:02 PM): wowkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:08 PM): he said i guess you could say thatDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:12 PM): omgDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:33:17 PM): over wordskerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:24 PM): In my mind.if I am fucking youand caring for you and givingyu my lovekerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:35 PM): what fucking morwe could i dokerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:40 PM): look at my about mekerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:41 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:33:45 PM): I AM not thta girlkerry lively (5/28/2

5-28-10 Pt 4
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:33 PM): and that set him offkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:34 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:37 PM): ya knowkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:43 PM): if ya have no feelings for someone.Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:16:44 PM): kerry brb i need some vicks cough syrup lol 1 minkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:48 PM): you dont react to themkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:16:50 PM): kkDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:07 PM): backDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:10 PM): no not the vicks oneDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:13 PM): its very mildDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:14 PM): go onDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:32 PM): ive just scrolledDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:35 PM): you are rightkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:18:38 PM): but he still watches everything i do deb..how else would he know everythingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:40 PM): that is what i said to him i saidDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:45 PM): why are you getting into such a knotDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:50 PM): i knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:18:56 PM): i have always knownDeb

5-28-10 Pt 3
Debby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:02 PM): now come on kerryDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:14 PM): who tells a friend, i love you and they have only know one another for a little whileDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:18 PM): on the netkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:22 PM): exactlykerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:32 PM): and he says when he was sayin he loved me;;it was as friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:33 PM): i think he deleted her off his friends list when he realised that i had seen that note that she sent to youkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): hahah lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:38 PM): and that she had no reason to have sent itkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:04:40 PM): too funnyDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:44 PM): wowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:49 PM): you knowDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:04:57 PM): i wonder what he says about me in his sb at timesDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:00 PM): because i remember him sayingDebby Me (5/28/2010 5:05:04 PM): omg kerry is in my sbkerry lively (5/28/2010 5:05:05 PM): but what woman deb..would ass

5-28-10 Pt 2
kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:33 PM): no one else asdDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:37 PM): wow noone knows her real name like i doDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:40 PM): that is def herDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:45 PM): and i said how do you know?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:48 PM): and he said wynnkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:54 PM): everyone on fuckin facebook knows that name lololDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:58 PM): lolDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:02 PM): well that is what he said to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:04 PM): it is my name on fb ffskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:08 PM): but anywasyDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:09 PM): and why did he not want us to be friendsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:13 PM): i mean think about itkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:19 PM): did you notice you and he were the ONLY viewers?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:21 PM): what harm is there in us been friends?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:52:22 PM): isnt that odd deb?Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:26 PM): yessssssssssDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:52:27 PM): omgDebby

5-28-10 Pt 1
Debby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:05 PM): u therekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:25 PM): you her?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:27 PM): jinx lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:30 PM): hereDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): lolkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): ffsDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:31 PM): hahakerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:32 PM): gahhkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:34 PM): bad daDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): hello hunkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:35 PM): OKkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:50:48 PM): Jo had told me and linked me to that page..sayin I was stalking john on itDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:50:55 PM): yeskerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:07 PM): #1..WHY would I stalk using MY face AND my NAMEkerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:11 PM): SERIOUSLY?kerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:16 PM): I mean I am a cuntDebby Me (5/28/2010 4:51:17 PM): i told her to tell you even though you and i were not talking because, JOhn was the one that pointed it out to mekerry lively (5/28/2010 4:51:22 PM): if I come at someone I do it as meD

English To Mando;a
Able to - liserAbsorb - sooranirAbusive - ge'hutuunAccurate - sairimAcross - dosAct - nari or narirAct suicidally - jareorAction - nariAdd - majycirAdopt - kir'manirAdoption (ceremony) - gai bal mandaAfar - be'chaajAggressive - verd'ycAide - ge'ver'alorAir - abiikAlcohol - galAlcoholic drink - tihaarAle - galAlleged - gehatycAll - anAlliance - tom or tsadAllied - tom'ycAllow (give permission) - duumirAllowed (given permission) - duumycAlly - tomadAlly (temporary) - narudarAlmost (before consonant) - geAlmost (before vowel) - getAlone - solusAlso - balycAlways - ratiinAmbition - copadAmbush - jehavey'irAmmunition - tebecAn (indefinate article) - eynAnd - balAngry - kadenAnything - mayenApologise - eparavur takisitApproach - ara'novorApproved - duumycArchivist - tay'haaiArea - veerayArm - irudArmor - beskar'gamArmored - beskarycArmy - akaan'adeArtillery - tracyaatAs, like (comparative) - as...asAs...As that - bid...ibacAsh - rangAshen-faced - jiriadAsking for it - jare'laAssembly - Tsad

[...14 Years... (part 3)]
[Guns N Roses. 14 Years] I try and feel the sunshine You bring the rain You try and hold me down With your complain You cry and moan and complain You whine and tear Up to my neck in sorrow The touch you bring You just don't step inside to 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said And you know, I've been the beggar I played a thief I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence It's been 14 years of pain It's been 14 years that're gone forever and I'll Never have again Your stupid girlfriend's tell you That I'm to blame Yeah and they're all used up hasbeens Out of the game This time I'll have the last word You'll hear what I say I tried to see it your way It won't work today You just don't step inside to To 14 years So hard to keep my own head, that's what I said You know, I've been the dealer hanging on your street I was the dog, they all tried to beat But it's been 14 years of silence, it's been 14 years of pain, it's been 14 years that're g

A Perfect Gentleman
In the shadows of moonlight He touches my face. The feel of satin concealed by lace. Touches so tender Rose petals couldnt compare. A place for two lovers One heartbeat to share. Holding me closely in the comfort of his arms. Keeping me safe Sheltered from harm. Loss no more Compleatly happy where I am. Snuggled in the arms of a perfect Gentleman......

Ensign: A Prayer For Habakkuk
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 June 2010 [My family and I are heading out tonight to see my mom in Kentucky. She’s been in a nursing home since January and just got out of the hospital with Hospice having given her two weeks. Her urine output is low, she’s taking very little nourishment, and though I know she is saved by grace and Jesus will welcome her with open arms, it’s still hard to not be sad and nervous. Please pray for all of us, and I’ll see you in two weeks, thank you. – David] “The burden which Habakkuk the prophet did see.” The opening verse of the book named for the eighth so-called minor prophet tells us very little about him save he may have been a reluctant messenger. Just why, the Biblical accoun

Phallic To You Good Knight
See me on the street and the controversy ...is what it is, cause when I walk through the door, they pause see the rawness I got signed with a disaster clause and yeah just like santa claus I come deliver once a year and my peers give me nothing but jeers, its queer how I make em steer to hating on this monster truck, the Mini-Cooper thinkin they beast. Its just the least of my worries, haters are worse then a yeast infection and the election came up short on the retard king, oh and just one more thing... Ring, ring, the bell has sounded and I'm throwing lefts and rights to your face and the pace of my race and the match is laced with pace picanti salsa stinging you with out a sweat. Let me show why they place me as the bet and you to lose cause when I choose to take you out in the first round, the sound of that bell is all you need to tell that you're a glass jaw and man I took you out raw..ten count bitch.. Never think for a second I will be one to be reckoned with and the jist

Sarcastic Me....
sarcasm....for me it's how i communicate....some may say it's rude...well no sh*t....it's supposed to be...if you're looking for kind words i can do that too just don't expect it at all times.....i don't always get it when others are sarcastic towards me but oh well guess i'll have to learn....maybe it's a gift to not have a filter on what i say.....don't know and don't care....it's part of me and it's how i'll always be.....but if i consider you a friend then i will always be there for you as much as i can be....and of course with a smartass comment to let you know i care...because if i didn't care i wouldn't bother with you at all....so if my comments offend you let me know...so i can say it again only louder......note tho...I am NOT racist or predjudice i accept all people for who and what they are...so if i hit upon a sensitive subject i will appologize and try not to do it again.....as i said my "filter" on what i say doesn't always work......love, peace, and chicken grease.....

On The Cusp Of Achievement
A big fu-event is coming up for me soon: my angel wings. I'm 2 million points away from leveling and I know I'll reach it tonight or tomorrw. Now I ask you to wait. This is not a post begging for points. I can get the points on my own with no problems. This is a blog about the excitement that is still inside me, that same excitement I had from Fu-day one. After two and a half years, I still get excited when I get close to leveling. It's a sense of pride and accomplishment. I had it when I reached level two, and I still have it on the eve of level 30. Recently, I've enjoyed helping others in their level requirements. The other night I posted that I had three pimp outs to give away. Three people quickly jumped on them but one had already had their full allotment of pimp-outs. A few minutes later another person asked if they could have one at a later date. They were close to leveling and the next level included needing to be pimped out. I talked briefly with the person, who was extremel

Break Up Cake.
So it's obvious things aren't working out with the latest lady friend. She didn't actually make the full 90 days. That being said I'm still not mature enough to talk about the relationship with her which of course makes break ups awkward. roK said I can't do it by text but if I want I could hire a singing break up telegram gorilla. I imagine they're everywhere in The Village. Then in a fit of pure brilliance, she came up with the "break up fudge cake" (chicks dig cake), but we figure only gives me about 5 words. Any suggestions?

Eternally Forsaken
Shadows of memories, persistently reverberate, the mind's eye seeks to give form to these sillouetts. Dark premonitions have come, and gone, as time's sands deteriorate, Brief moments of happiness, surrounded by thoughts of missed options I regret. As the years continue to cycle, I find that seasons begin to grey, all become one, briefly, second sight lingers, just long enough to open the doors of a pleasant day. Rustling winds becon, calling my name, to join in their dance, a myriad of color, for an instant, flashes it's promise of peace, analysing it's ways, I am entranced. Shall I linger, on this plain, though I am a walker between worlds, to bear witness to this world's continuity of degradation? Into another ponderous thought scape, I am hurrled, growing weary of this fleshen shell, this plain, and finite limitations... To be free, once more, to feel the cold, vast regions of the macrocosm surround me, I long for the embrace of the unmanifest,an

Poem 1 Of Several I Wrote
I am darkness, I am light, I am the chaos of creation, and limitless light. I am storm, I am sea, I am the perpetuation of manifestation, the deity within you, and me. I am eternal, I am stillness, yet I am change, I reconfigure the parameters of limitation, I am uncontained. Sever the cord, sever the ties, draw back into your minds safety, I am there as you live, and die. Promises, and hopes, dreams, I am all, listen to the frigid winter's night winds, your name I beconingly call. Speak my name, envision my face, I am all around you, waiting, lovingly, with each moon phase. So, as you wake, or as you sleep, within the folds of dreams, and nightmares so deep, Remember, time is an illusion, space a limitation, confinement of the human psyche's creation. And know, I am not bound, so easily, by the ways of the world, the fears of mankind, and my definition has never been found

My Son's Just Dont Listen Worth Shit
For some time now I have made it as clear as any one can to my family about the budget. Hubby and I had to go see a bankruptcy guy to see if he could help us get out of the mess we were in. I thought for sure we would have to go bankrupt but!!! phewwwwwwwwwww thank gawd we didnt. He put us on a consummer dept proposal payment plan to our creditors. This way they would get half their money instead of non. As he looked at our situation he said you know your not that bad just you dont have enough funds comming in to cover this mess. So any how, we sign the papers come tuesday and that is that , then he is gonna show us how to budget and get back on track. I already know how to, but maybe he can show me a better way. Anyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy howwwwwwwwwwwwwww As far back as I can remember I have always told the family they cant keep eatting and eatting and eatting for the sake of just eatting. Because when they do that I run out of the things I need to prepare the meals. Butttt

Family Of Deposed African Head Of State Baffled By Lack Of Interest In Their Millions
The widow of the former Head of State of a small African nation has expressed surprise at the lack of interest from the numerous people she has emailed offering a share of her husband’s millions. The family of the late King of Fakumba, have apparently sent ‘dozens’ of emails to suitable ‘good and responsible’ people across the UK offering them a share of the fortune, in return for a mere £2500. But as of yet, there has been no response. Queen Echinacea and her daughter the Princess Jasmine are now concerned that people suspect the offer is too good to be true. ‘It is very strange, maybe people are unaware of the Kingdom of Fakumba, as we admittedly are a very small nation,’ the Queen remarked, ‘but we are easy enough to find, being north of South Africa and east of Nigeria. Despite being a very small country we are rich in oil, gas, gold, diamonds and numerous other precious stones, and it is perhaps unusual that more people aren&rsquo

Who Am I? Part 3 Friendship
Hi part three of me. I guess I can't sleep when I think heavy things. There's a part of me when I want to go crazy and I do go crazy. I had yet punch someone though but I'm sure that if I do I'll make sure to knock that person out. When I do go to bed though I just look up at my ceiling for a long long time. Then I start asking questions. Questions that I keep giving hypotheticals to but the ifs don't matter to me. I've lived a life full of challenges, risks and troubles. The questions that I ask are so damn silly sometimea I just want to answer it. My friends are my most valuable prized treasures that I discovered. No matter how disturbed, violent or eccentric they are. They are what makes my day. I wouldn't trade them for any given day. So to all my friends here in fubar thanks!

Oops, I Did It Again
And I never claimed to love you, much as I never claimed any sort of half-assed sainthood. I never promised anything was sacred to me. Never said I would use all the empathy I've learned. Your positition is scary, uncomfortable at best. Be in it? I'd rather not. I sort of subjected myself to this sin. Although that gives no comfort, nor any peace of mind. Did you believe I'd ever let you love me? Sorry sweetpea, it stops at the physical level while you're otherwise engaged. All I want is for my emotions to fly off my fingertips. Out of my body, out of my head. These empty spaces are worse than the easy treason committed by one or more members of my mind. Call me Queen Corruption. I am such a lonely soul sometimes. It's strange how crushing this can be, this thing of singleness. There are times I rejoice, thank my lucky stars, celebrate it sexually. And times like this, when my arms wrapped around my shoulders are of little comfort.

Why We Hurt ???
Why do we hurt? Why is it so hard to be honest? Thank God I was raised by a woman that tought me to speak my mind be blunt but kind and always honest. Tha problem I expect this from everyone eles !! What a joke ! I kid myself into thinking that that there are people out there like me that respect and honor life and belive that what you put in you get back ! I havent give up the search and everytime I open up to a fake a pretender someone that says they love me when they clearly dont and I get hurt I put my heart back out there you know why? Because I belive that there is someone in this world that will love and cherish me and be honest and not break my heart! I belive that so I push on beliving that every experiance is a life lesson leared and that Im more wiser for what I have been thru and experianced. So why we hurt I dont know but where that hurt takes you is what matters most standing above and living life is the best reward of them all for we only have one life and live it we sho

Make Some Noise
Make Some NoiseBy: Krystal Meyers Yeah you’re so convincedOf how it’s supposed to beI know that you’re confusedDon’t take it out on meWe’re not afraid to tryWe’re not afraid to dreamBut when it all goes wrongWe’re not afraid to screamCause the future now is ours to makeOh, oh, shout it out Get ready ’cause we like it loudCause we’re born to make some noiseDon’t tell me we should turn it downCause we were born to make some noiseMake some noise We’re not the enemyYou might be surprisedDon’t need hypocrisyTo open up our eyesWe don’t need your rulesDon’t need a uniformThis is who we areWe won’t be ignoredCause the future now is all that remainsOh, oh shout it out Get ready ’cause I get loudCause we were born to make some noiseDon’t tell me we should turn it downCause We were born to make some noise Nobody’s going to shut it down yeahCause we were born to make some noiseWe could

The Wedding Service I Would Love To Have With My Fiancee Part One
Script for Filipino-style Wedding in America Extract from the seiyaku website pageon weddings in the Philippineshttp://www.seiyaku.com/seiyaku/ph/weddings.html Introduction Celebrant: The ceremonies you are about to witness, the Unity Wedding Coins, the Unity Veil and Unity Cord, the Wedding Rings and Vows, and the Unity Candle Lighting, are uniquely and traditionally a part of the Filipino wedding. If there is anyone present who feels that this unique and beautiful wedding ceremony should not take place, let him or her now come forward and state their reasons or forevermore hold your peace. Blessing and exchange of coins As the coins are offered on a pillow by the Coin Bearer: Celebrant: Lord, bless these coins. Grant (Groom) and (Bride) not only material possessions, but abundant spiritual strength, which these coins symbolize, so that they may bless others. Hold the coins in your hands as a sign that your blessings will no longer be held separately, but together. And may you

Late Night Ramblings... Politics And Politicians...
Ever notice, in this delightful country of ours, how many politicians tell us what needs doing? Ever seen them actually doing it? I've seen one or two try... love him or hate him, George Bush said he'd do something and made every attempt (ill-conceived or not) to back it up. But I find myself concerned with our current political leadershit.... leadership, totally my bad. Look, I understand about "evil corporations" and "terrible oil companies..." I mean, we've all been hearing about them ever since the 60's, when people decided that it was "The Man's" fault, and that we were all being oppressed. Never mind that the ones bitching about it did, and still do, more oppressing than anybody else (don't agree? I give you exhibit "A" Political Correctness... A.K.A. the most ridiculous, and stupidly hilarious, assault on the First Amendment ever). But I don't get it, An "EVIL" oil company rents out a driller, the platform fucks up and oil spews out. And what does our beknighted leaders

My Reply To A Blog That I Liked. So I Kept It!
Why do we allow experiences that we have had with others hinder the experiences we could have had with ones now? Why do we push those who truly care about us away, when they have done nothing but love us? Is there any way to make up for past wrong doings? Is there any possibility to truly forgive and forget? How can we possibly begin to show those we have hurt that we truly love them? How can we possibly begin to show those we have hurt that we are truly sorry for our actions? How is it possible to look back on the past and not even recognize who we once were? How is it possible that we let people have so much control over our lives that we loose all control ourselves? It is impossible to express the pain felt, it is impossible to express the love felt, it is impossible to prove that you would truly do anything for someone you have hurt in the past... All that is asked is to be given the second or third (or fourth, fifth, sixth) chance, as the case may be. Why would that next chan

Ruth
ruth\ROOTH\noun; 1.Compassion or pity for another. 2.Sorrow or misery about one's own misdeeds or flaws. 3.In the Bible, a Moabite woman who married Boaz and became an ancestor of David: the daughter-in-law of Naomi. 4.Book of the Bible bearing her name. 5.A female given name.

High (lyrics)
I swear i can feel you right beneathe my skin i breathe you in youre the air, you sustain me Im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again you flow through my viens youre my quick fix baby i hear your voice its always in my head i cant feel you but i feel you presence, your ever in me im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again you flow through my veins youre my quick fix baby i feel your touch your fingers graze my lips i love you are the words that i long to hear im high on you im hooked on you i fiend for you again i just cant get enough of you you make me see things i never knew i cant get enough of your love thats all i got for now

Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 3
Naked Gunman just KILLED bugs and collected a bounty of $1,843,681,000, with $331,862,580 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED rex and collected a bounty of $2,308,860,000, with $415,594,800 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED corn lolipop and collected a bounty of $1,225,598,000, with $220,607,640 going to turf tax! [dva] Spook [f4] just KILLED {I.F.T.} Ridend... and collected a bounty of $1,255,278,000, with $225,950,040 going to turf tax! {DVA} Hattori H... just KILLED TAC***LIL KILLE... and collected a bounty of $1,151,559,000, with $207,280,620 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Arizonadesertgtp and collected a bounty of $2,014,276,000, with $362,569,680 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED =V=I=O=L=E=N=T=J= and collected a bounty of $2,509,177,000, with $451,651,860 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED DEADLY and collected a bounty of $1,410,470,000, with

Still Water.
Todays thoughts stuck to buxom blondes who put out on the first date.Not unlike dry sweat on a muggy summer evening.Rolling the black silt between my fingers.Oblivious to the raging ruin outside.Unaware of the cages we've builtthe temples we've burnedthe monuments we tiltArgumentative and inattentivedeconstructive and absent in all responsibilityfuture sight, tenure proofedrationalizing the drudgery of the one third splitas my eyes sink and itchas my lungs pleadopressed by balmy, morosely mundane routineover scheduled, under employed, ever pragmatic, never sexedHoney caught the flyFire caught the moth.

To The Begging Dogs On Fubar And My State Of The Fu Address..
The begging is ridiculous and shows how vapid one is . I really would love the ability to report misuse of a fubar feature on here. Sadly, that will never happen because some dumb idiot at one point enabled the begging, and it's just reinforced constantly, at the same time Baby J and Scrapper are profiting off of it so they really do not care about it that much. I, like many of you, came to fubar to have fun. I met my girlfriend on here out of pure coincidence. I moved halfway across the country to make it a real life relationship, and to be honest, I couldn't be any happier in that aspect, and I thank them for this.I do agree that the importance of "bling" to some is quite convoluted if you ask me. I also have a viewpoint (and I may be wrong too) is that they made the leveling requirements because no one was interacting unless you rated them/added them/fanned/blinged whatever. I think it's kinda sad that the higher ups that run this place have to put these guidelines into the leveling

Life.........
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa

Sometimes Life Just Sucks!
Thank god today is over with. I ended up attending a funeral to bury my uncle Dale and it wasn't something I was looking forward to at all. I ended upbeing one of the six who had to walk the casket to the hearse and follow it to the burial site. The only cool thing about that was he got a 21 gun salute and the playing of Taps from the Marines who were waiting for th casket to show up. R.I.P. Uncle Dale, you will be missed a bunch.

Fu Over The Kid Pt 2
subject: fuck her again lol received: 06/7/2010 09:16 am replied: no block this member received: 06/7/2010 08:37 am replied: no block this member incredible, you dont even know my situation.im in africa hahaha, anyways, you can think what you want.all i know, is that what kerry is about to do with her friends is disgusting.those convos with kerry, you sure she did not change any of my words?as for johnny, i told him i said crap about him, lots of crap.i was upset, i had left him due to thinking he was chatting with kerry again.. eg the fake drink.im sick and tired of all of thisso do what you have to do, just as i am.as i said, and will say again but in caps.NOONE CAN SEE ANYTHING THEY ARE HIDDEN=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-07 08:34:16'..>> I never brought your child up, YOU did! I would have never of even known about that, Just like all this stuff about to go down...It's all in YOUR own words as for talking crap about you, yes 7MOS ago...

Picking Fu Over Her Kid? Pt1
subject: fuck her received: 06/7/2010 09:15 am replied: no block this member received: 06/6/2010 08:41 pm replied: 06/6/2010 08:51 pm block this member no.=== 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 13:25:49'..>> I think you need to go to K on Yahoo, even thou she is not the one starting all this shit> === ' happy now gone' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:46:10'..> >> > it was an agreement.> > he will take maxine from mee> > === 'NOT so PRECIOUS' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:45:23'..> > >> > > Debby i don't think they can take a child away from her mom cuz of a website...that some bad shit right there hun, what have you done? you have not harmed her> > > === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-06 12:42:24'..> > > >> > > > because im not suppose to be on here, it was his warning to me.> > > > i signed okay.> > > > she will be taken from me.> > > > ive just brought up and im not doing well, im locking

Microsoft To Use Office 2010
Recently, Microsoft's vice president wrote in a blog, Office 2010 has reached RTM stage, the company has completed the next version of Office product development, includingwindows-xp-key, office-visio , Office 2010 professional plus and office-project included. And will be held as planned in May conference in June officially listed. The company also said its online store to accept the new version of Office 2010 professional plus product order, and promised Office 2007 users will be free upgrade to Office 2010 version. It is understood that Microsoft plans to PC makers to offer a streamlined version of office-2010-usb Office Starter, which will include basic Word and Excel functions commonly used, it will be free to all users who buy a new PC. Like other technology enthusiasts, long time ago I downloaded the windows-xp-professional-service-pack

4-29-10
from: SweetOne f...United Kingdomsubject: RE: oh wowreceived: 04/29/2010 10:58 amreplied: no block this memberi am not speaking to anyone including john=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 10:43:41'..>> Inform John I am not playing his stat games...or any games for that matter. And I havent said he has any feelings for me jesus fucking christ already> === 'SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:39:25'..> >> > hun, hellooo that is an expression for fucks sake.> > lovey dovey.> > omg> > anyways, im ignoring you AND john, im sick of this drama, I have never been in such drama in my LIFE before, EVER.> > it never ever stops.> > words are twisted and fucking copied geez.> > please, i have not taken you off my friends list, but right now, i cannot handle you or johnny.> > i want peace, so im not answering anyone> > === 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-04-29 09:35:59'..> > >> > > umm...let me see that I was calling talking lovey dovey and wanted John back.

Blow Jobs: A Woman's Guide To Pleasing Her Man
i found this posted on another site, authors permission to repost pending. i'll remove it if they don't approve. -=-=-=- First, I need to inform those of us who aren't self-made experts on the male anatomy:1. Just because his penis is bigger than your clit doesn't mean he's any easier to get off. Men need just as much variety and attention as women do.2. He's not going to get off every time. You have your off-days, and so does he.3. He's not going to leave you if you're not any good in bed. If he does, he's not worth the effort.4. He can still enjoy the sensations of head without cumming.5. "Too gentle" isn't enough. "Too sensitive" isn't very good either.Now, keeping that in mind, the first step to giving good head is to relax... And that goes for the giver and the receiver. The easiest position for this is to get in between his legs, lay just over his cock, and brace yourself on your left forearm.Next, gather some saliva in your mouth (if this is a problem, for about $1 at an

Religion And Beliefs
Today’s topic is religion. Now I know what I just said may make you feel like I’m about to bash the hell (no pun intended) out of religion, but I’m not. It’s actually religious tolerance. This includes people that don’t have religious beliefs. I used to hate all things religious. I would rail against Christianity and saw anyone who believed in a god to be a mental midgets, sorry if I offended any little people. That’s what you guys like to be called right? Anyway, over time I’ve come to realize that what somebody else practices and believes in is just as valid as me not believing in a god. But here lies the problem, people whose very religion tells them they ought to be tolerant, aren’t. They tell you what you should believe as if they have some inside scoop the rest of us don’t. Well here’s a news flash, YOU DON’T HAVE A CLUE WHAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT. You’re just scared like the rest of us; you have no moral soa

Yesterday
to the crazy folk downtown; this is 2010 and there are better ways to do things. guy w/ the sleeping bag as a cape: two words: dollar and store. you can get an ACTUAL cape for super cheap and you wouldn't ruin your sleeping bag dragging it all over the wet ground. lady with the cell phone dilemma: if you just set it back to being a phone you wouldn't have to move your arm around so much and you could talk AND listen at the SAME TIME. whoever it was that pooped at the bus stop: I've got no sympathy for you for using taco sauce packets to wipe your butt. anything seems like it would be better than that. this is either a case of very poor planning or extremely bad decision making. lady with the utility leiderhosen(sp?): i don't know what that is about but watching you run for the max did not suck. thanks.

Reality Bites
I know of this beautiful lil 11 year old girl named Orchid. She has fought the fight against cystic fibrosis bravely. This precious angel lost her battle finally. She had a gorgeous smile and her father said her giggles were heart warming. This brings it home for me. 11 years old. How much time do we have with our precious angel? How long can Blake fight this horrid disease? The first thought I have every morning is "is he doing ok today?" Any infection can damage his lil lungs even more and there is no making them better. Not to mention his lil digestive system and needing to gain weight. I try to stay as positive as I possibly can, but I also know the facts about cystic fibrosis. I look into his big brown eyes and think of what could have been. He is so sweet n good. He nor any other child deserves this. Lil Orchid isn't suffering anymore. She can finally breathe easy, but I know I am being selfish when I say I don't want to lose my grandbaby

6-8-10
kerry lively (6/8/2010 12:12:15 AM): wow you are unbelieveable....saying I hacked your yahoo? Jesus debby you have really lost it...I took screenshots princess..so don't worry..everyone will see your words..unaltered. You are fucking INSANE....especially if you think I am jealous..YOU come to ME not the other way around. Have fun with your online relationship love..I have moved on. But will NOT have you saying the shit you are saying so....may the better woman win on that avenue. PS YOU brought up your kid..NOT me...you used it as a ploy..it failed..how fucked up are you if your ex made you sign that you would not be on FU? Wow..just fucking WOWDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:28 AM): fiurst of all kerry, you know nothing of my home life and my childDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:30 AM): nothingDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:43 AM): YOU are bringing my child up all the time nowDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:45 AM): in your statusDebby Me (6/8/2010 7:27:58 AM): everywhere and it takes a very low kind of human being

5-27-10
Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:51:54 AM): you thereDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:54:25 AM): kerry you therekerry lively (5/27/2010 10:54:59 AM): ah just now logged inDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:06 AM): hiDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:09 AM): i need your helpDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:31 AM): plskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:55:37 AM): For wat could you possibly needc my help after the things said in your blog?Debby Me (5/27/2010 10:55:59 AM): my blog doesnt say anything nasty or mention names kerry, i can copy and paste it to youDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:03 AM): it actually says, you and meDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:05 AM): are doing silly thingsDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:07 AM): not just youkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:15 AM): I know what it sayskerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:18 AM): yousay Johnnys exDebby Me (5/27/2010 10:56:21 AM): but i have a serious question to do with johnnykerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:25 AM): they all know who I amkerry lively (5/27/2010 10:56:31 AM): If I can answer itkerry lively (5/2

So Many Words.look What The Cunt Really Is
Debby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:07 PM): i wanted us just us to chatkerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:16 PM): whatever it is i havent done it lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:21 PM): hahahahaDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:34 PM): i must say i did not expect john to put what he has in his statusDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:38 PM): it actually upsets meDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:31:44 PM): goes to show he is still looking at your statuskerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:49 PM): does not shok mekerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:52 PM): yeskerry lively (3/23/2010 1:31:58 PM): but mine was not about him lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:02 PM): lolDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:09 PM): he obviously thinks it isDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:25 PM): but, when i met you, i felt you.. if that makes senseDebby Me (3/23/2010 1:32:31 PM): after what i had been through with kezkerry lively (3/23/2010 1:32:46 PM): he thinks everything i do revoles around him..i am doing much better...in fact am at a loss as to why i was so in love with him to be honestkerry l

Do We Need A Cheesecake And Birthdaycake Bling
I think we need a birthday cake bling in classics we have birthday reminders so why noy a birthday cake bling. A cheesecake bling would be nice too what do u think. What About An Old #7 Bling To Honor Jack Daniels Or A Black#3 for Dale Sr

Firewind - I Confide
It seems its overWhen the ground is goneThe night is silentNow i stand aloneWhen we are togetherYou make me feel aliveBound foreverYou're love feels right[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Verse 2]It isn't overWhen you are goneA destination still lies aheadIn silver moonlightOur love is awakePlease forgive meAnd don't walk away[Pre-Chorus]One more night comes to an endOne more fight for my friendNo more regrets.[Chorus:]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide[Solo][Chorus x2]Feels like I've known you for so longMy heart is blank without youTonight togetherThey're not aloneJust in you, I Confide

???confusion???
How can I get a grip, when my fingers constantly slip?Some can't deal with the stress, figuring that out isonly half the test. Helping fix other people's situationsis something I'm good at, but why is it still somethingI have to work at? I'm lost right now. It's like I'mrunning through a maze blindfolded. It's a paralyzingfeeling, like being trapped in box. I can't move. I'm surrounded by doubt and confusion. Something's missingMaybe it's love, maybe it's a material object. The confusion what really screwing me up. I'll figure it out, it's just writing it down kinda helps the the situation out. This started out as a poem..... LOOK HOW CONFUSED I AM. LOL

Perfection!
I don't believe dreams come true/ Failure is for people who never come through/ It's hard to tell someone your heart is open/ When it's coming from someone whose heart is always broken/ Why does a man have to defend what's going on in his heart?/ I guess our pride is the only place we know where to start/ When did being honest become a part of something we have to confess/ An honest person would've never gotten themselves into that kind of mess/ It's impossible for me to go searching for my soul/ Cause you can't find something that has never been completely whole/ Speaking of holes, what about this one in my heart due to lack of affection/ I guess that's the main reason I will never achieve PERFECTion

Bp In The Usa!
/begin rant. So... Nancy Pelosi says that BP lacked integrity when it presented it's initial proposal for deep-water drilling in the Gulf of Mexico. When did she notice this lack of integrity? Was it when BP gave a promise of millions of barrels of cheap oil, oil that was close to home and didn't require heavy military presence in the Middle East, or was it after the shit hit the fan? Eric Holder says that America won't pay a dime for the clean-up. Which Americans would that be? It won't be the 39% of BP's share holders who happen to be American. It won't be the Americans who need to use BP gas stations or gas stations which are ran by companies which are either BP owned or those who buy their oil from BP and it's distribution companies. BP offered the USA what the USA wants and needs more than anything else - cheap oil. The USA needs this because it is sadly lacking behind in renewable energy technologies in comparison with other developed countries. Americans use more oil per he

Proud To Be White
Proud to be WhiteMichael Richards makes his point......................Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act.. He makes some very interesting points...Someone finally said it... How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, AsianAmericans, Arab Americans, etc.And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sn eer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' ' Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK.But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist.You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live?You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Da y. You have Black History Month.. You have Cesar Chavez Day.You have Yom Hashoah.

Happy Together
Imagine me and you, I doI think about you day and night, it's only rightTo think about the girl you love and hold her tightSo happy togetherIf I should call you up, invest a dimeAnd you say you belong to me and ease my mindImagine how the world could be, so very fineSo happy togetherI can't see me lovin' nobody but youFor all my lifeWhen you're with me, baby the skies'll be blueFor all my lifeMe and you and you and meNo matter how they toss the dice, it has to beThe only one for me is you, and you for meSo happy togetherI can't see me lovin' nobody but youFor all my lifeWhen you're with me, baby the skies'll be blueFor all my lifeMe and you and you and meNo matter how they toss the dice, it has to beThe only one for me is you, and you for meSo happy together I love you Michelle...always and forever...love, Rob

Lullaby
I listen to the leaves as they walk across the streetSo swiftly do they moveSo smoothly off the trees and they float back easyThe sound of nature in my earIf the presence is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to do is say goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullabySee the light coming from underneath my doorOur little nightlight for sureSo faint but not enough to see you through that doorThe sight of darkness is me aloneThe presense is rightI'll find you by my sideAll that is left to say is goodnightRest your head on my shoulder tonightFrom the tears of a late night hourMake it your pillowI'll be your blanket babyAnd sing you a lullabyAnd sing you a lullaby © Copyright Notice: All songs are my own intellectual property and therefore are not open to be copied or reproduced in any way. These songs are copyrighted.

Denied!!!
Reasons your friend request might get denied: 1. Your screen name requires punctuation! 2. Your default pic has possibly caused a seizure! 3. Has some lounge name greeter/promoter your screen name, with letters replaced by numbers. 4. If you have a crafty name like "luvstosuckok" or "happyguy" 5. If your name includes cute, sexy, hot, mama, or kitten and you weigh more than I do 6. If your profile about me section includes "rules while on my page" and have a status about RFAC STFU 7. If you think you are a dj because you have made a playlist or play mp3s in a lounge 8. If you have one public pic of a porn star, or some chic you wished you were/could fuck! 9. If your last 9 of 10 status messages were begging for/offering naughty salutes for bling packs 10. If your status messages are always negative toward other people or advertising your personal drama! 11. if you have more photos of yourself, than you have in your bomb folders! 12. If you think you need a default that flas

Irony Tastes Of Burnt Coffee
Irony takes many forms. Some humorous, some cruel, and others . . .just plain ironic. Take my morning for example: I wake two hours earlier than I usually do (which is two hours before I need to) and knowing I would not awaken in time I decide to stay up. Of course this makes me more tired than usual and end up screwing everything up and burning myself. Not a bad day. . just annoying. Somehow I manage to get done early and decide to go home for lunch knowing I will only return for a 1:00 meeting. On my return I not only get a flat tire. The rim chews the tire in half. Obviously the trunk doesn’t open so I wait an hour for a truck and a tire. Missing the meeting I return home for a shower (and what have you) only to lock the keys inside the car. I acquire a metal coat hanger so I can get into my home when a gentleman with the demeanor of experience offers me advice on how to break into my own car. I take the professionals advice and probably save thirty more minutes to

In The Depths Of Darkness
In the depths of darkness, where madness fills the air, my mind travels to places, brave men not dare. Protestors protesting , " What are we fighting for?" but how could we have peace, if there is no war? Your rights are being lost in so many differant ways, you have " Freedom of Speech" just not today. It's important to teach, right from wrong, but when someone strays from that, why does justice take so long? Children today are running wild, because you can no longer " Spank" now they're out of control, you know whom to thank. Freedom of Press? no such luck, you can burn the flag, but can't print " What the f***! " The rich are getting richer, The poor are still poor, a Government " Of The People , For The People, By The People" not anymore. Am I full of anger? am I full of pain? or am I a Genious going insane?

Danielle Staub Says Her Sex Tape The Best
If you are interested and I would suppose most men are, “Real Housewife” Danielle Staub, according to who you believe, has a sex tape coming out. Hustler magazine is going to release the vid. Danielle says the tape was stolen and should not be sold. She hasn’t hired an attorney to stop Hustler from releasing it. To top things off, Danielle boasted that she could probably outsell Kendra Wilkinson’s sex tape. Wow babes I like it! Who’s porno vid will be the best? Stay tuned. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/10/did-real-housewife-danielle-staub-leak-sex-tape/ BlastFM can out play music from any other streaming radio station. BlastFM is not just a music station. It’s a musical experience www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Don't Shoot!!
So last night I was getting shot at by a teacher at work. Don't remember why, just that he was chasing me down and shooting me. I remember getting hit most of the time and I woke up to the image of me walking around with all these holes in me with bloody bandages over them. Lovely 'ey.

[...it Brings Us Closer Than Dying And Cancer And Crying... (part Two)]
[Tool. The Patient] a groan of tedium escapes me startling the fearful is this a test? it has to be otherwise i can't go on draining patience drain vitality this paranoid, paralysed vampire acts a little old but i'm still right here giving blood, keeping faith and i'm still right here wait it out be patient wait it out be patient if there were no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now going to wait it out if there were no desire to heal the damaged and broken met along this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may be patient be patient be patient i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this i must keep reminding myself of this if there no reward to reap no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path i've chosen here i certainly would have walked away by now and i still may and i still may

[right In Two (part One)]
[Tool. Right In Two] Angels on the sideline Puzzled and amused Why did the father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused Don't these talking monkeys Know that Eden has enough to go around Plenty in this holy garden, silly old monkeys Where there's one, you're bound to divide it Right in two Angels on the sideline Baffled and confused Father blessed them with reason And this is what they choose Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs They forge a blade And when there's one, they're bound to divide it Right in two Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground Silly monkeys, give them thumbs They make a club and beat their brother down How they survived so misguided Is a mystery Repugnant is a creature Who would squander the ability To lift an eye to heaven Conscious of his fleeting time here Got to divide it all right in two They fight, till they die Over earth, over sky They fight, over l

Searching For My Love
Once I loved and lost, I tried not to cry, but then I met you and gave love another try. It seems like just yesterday, two Hearts beating as one, nothing could stand in our way, our love had just begun. Though it seemed like my feelings changed, you were just not aware, My love for you never went away it was always there. They say " It is better to have loved & lost than to have never loved at all" But whoever said that, is headed for a big fall. So I stand before you, with my Heart on my sleeve, hoping to forgive & forget, 'cause in our love I still beleive. I never felt this way before, and still I don't know why, I never really shed a tear, 'til you said " Goodbye".

Learning From The Past...
I believe everything happens for a reason. You meet people, for a reason. You experience things, for a reason. Be it pain, happiness, contentedness, relaxation, everything happens for a reason. A hard homework assignment... sure it stresses you out, but it helps you realize that you are capable of anything once you put your mind to it. The jackass bully from grade 2... helps you realize that some people are just rude and there's nothing you can do to make everyone like you. Later in life you realize that they just did it to make themselves feel better. Kind of get some weird sense of satisfaction knowing that even though they were jackasses, they needed you in their life. You don't hear of high school sweethearts much anymore. I think that's because we need to experience the heartaches, the break ups, the bad times with people in order to appreciate what you will have, or currently do have. We need to be with the wrong one in order to know what it feels like so we know when the rig

Late Night Ramblings
People say that love doesn't hurt... if it hurts, it's not love... then what is this? Why does it hurt? What am I supposed to do with these feelings that I don't understand?Why is it once we are in a situation that hurts us and haunts us for what seems to be forever, do we keep putting ourselves in those same situations? Why are we unable to break the viscous cycle? Girls are taught from a very young age that if a boy hurts you, it's because he likes you. If you've seen "He's Just Not That Into You", you know exactly what I'm talking about. Why do we do this to each other? Why do we allow others who hurt us to have such huge effects on our lives? These are questions that run through my mind ever day, and I have yet to find the answers. Why can't life be as simple as we thought it was when we were little? Why can't I just live out the dreams of a 5 year old? All I wanted to do was marry my best friend, get a good paying job, have a son and daughter, and live the life it seemed my parent

Grass
The grass was green, the sky so blue, when I leaned over to kiss you. You smiled and laughed and cooed along, as I sang a song. We danced naked upon the grass, I remarked, you have a nice ass. You blushed all over, from your head to your toes, what came next? Heaven knows. 'twas a dream so clear and delightful, I won't describe more, just to be spiteful.

Be A Better Lover
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Hey Tom, How's The Foul Ball?
I have heard the local weatherman for KXMC, Minot’s CBS affiliate, hates being called out in public with this cadence. He’s known for being introduced by segments where people say, “Hey, Tom, how’s the weather?” Tom Schraeder was by the fence when my family and I were at a baseball game our nephew Mathew was playing at (his team won eight to five) and he not only scored two home runs but also hit a foul ball that landed on said local celebrity. Not that I thought about this, for Martha had to point it out to me. It turns out this was the day Martha and Mary and I were all off for the day … now that I write about it, I feel like I worked harder than I did when I’m at work! The kids barely got to nap as they were out with us, but Jeffrey was almost suspended in his seat after the game … Since I needed to get my six-month checkup yesterday for how to control my type 2 diabetes (oh my disdain shows, doesn’t it?) we only had s

Job Creation 101: Tax Hikes Don't Work
The good news is that the economy created 431,000 jobs in May,according to the latest government report. The unemployment rate alsofell from 9.9 percent down to 9.7 percent. However, the bad news isthat 411,000 of those jobs were government jobs working on theCensus.Of course, since these jobs are purely temporary, they will alldisappear when the enumeration ends. So much for the governmentcreating jobs. The private sector, meanwhile, created only 41,000 new jobs in May and job losses have leveled off even as job crestion remains stagnant. Layoffs have returned to their pre-recessionary levels. Hiring,however, has not returned to pre-recession levels. Between the lastquarter of 2007 and March 2010, the number of monthly new hires fellfrom 5.2 million to 4.2 million-a drop of 938,000 workers(without rounding). Hiring remains well below pre-recessionary rateseven as layoffs have returned to normal levels.To sum it up, all the bailouts and the allegedly job-creating stimuluspackages have

It's Bee Awhile.... And This Has Been The Worst Year Of My Life So Far.
Well here's a quick breif and I'll bring you right into the present. So I've had a lot of bad shit happen lately. Start back in '08 my friend died after an accident on his Harely. He had severe brain damage and wasn't going to make it, he died 10-20-08, the day after his accident. I got the call when I was in my night classes for college. Then as I believe I have posted my dogs death already on here. She was a great dog and she was pretty much my world, she got hit by a car and passed 10-22-08, just two days after my friend Jeremy passed. July 2009 came around my grandmother had cancer was getting treatment and she ended up not making it either, she passed just a couple weeks before my 20th bday. My grandpa told me at the funeral not to cry because I needed to be strong for the cousin's so I've to this day never cried. If it wasn't for her cosigning for my loans I wouldn't have been able to go to college. She had a big heart she helped me. I seen her almost every single day for two ye

Activia To Help Your #2
Me and the red headed lady ( i wont name names) have been on the activia 14 day challenge for a while now and I have to admit as mundane as eating yogurt daily is, there is no turning back for me.. It all started when Seamus (the ass) scared the living crap out of me talking about how pregnant woman get hemorrhoids, he started to tell me horror stories of big ass tissues with blood hanging from my hole and that night I had nightmares... all i could think of was having balls of blood dangling out my butt hole. The next day that red head told me that you can get them if you push to hard when pooing. Since most woman my age don't poo everyday i was in mortal danger. a day later (3 days of backing up) i swear to god i gave birth to a poo, the girth on this thing was beyond anything i have ever seen. Yes woman do look before they flush.. I was screaming out in pain and the whole fucking time i was cursing Seamus for his hemorrhoids.... I went and got bran, senokot and activia that d

Sell Tools
rst off, I don't give a shit if you do this or not, you have NOT gotten me to this point and it's safe to say Tomorrow you will not help me either. Same goes for me too, I have nothing to do with your life either. Second, I own a Tool & Supply biz. We Sell safety equipment and Tools to construction companies nationwide. 6017 Items to be exact. Women do very well at this, listen NO offense, but i am a realist, WE ALL flirt on here either for acceptance, to make ourselves feel important or just to find someone to get us off. Listen I am the Playahs Playa. With that in mind, I know some of you are just the same, playing games with people for our own amusement. Since you have

If You Ever Woundered What Being A Mom Is About Read This..my Daughter Wrote It To Me .
THIS WAS WRITEN TO ME BY MY 17 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER..............IT MAKES BEING A MOM WORTH WILD WHEN YOU GET THINGS LIKE THIS TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK......................... TO THE MOST WONDERFUL MOTHER OF ALL TIME............... MAMA I JUST WANTED TO SIT DOWN AND TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM TO HAVE YOU AS MY MOM WHETHER YOU ARE MY REAL MOM OR NOT. I STILL CONSIDER YOU MY BIO MOM BECAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME, CHRIS AND GINGER MORE THAN CATHY HAS EVER BEEN AND IF IT WAS NOT FOR YOU THEN I DON'T THINK SHE WOULD EVER COME BACK AROUND TO SEE US KIDS EVER AGAIN. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAMA AND I AM SO GLAD THAT GOD PUT YOU AND CATHY TOGETHER FOR EIGHT YEARS AND I AM SO GLAD THAT GOD SAID THAT YOU WERE THE BEST HELP I CAN GET FOR ME AND MY BABY GIRL. I AM SO GLAD THAT I CAN MAKE YOU A GRANDMA AGAIN IT IS MY PLEASURE. YOU ARE THE BEST MOM THAT EVERY ONE WANTS TO HAVE. I KNOW I WAS ONE OF THEM THAT WANTED TO HAVE A MOM LIKE YOU AND NOW I HAVE YOU AND ITS THE BEST THING EVER. I WANT TO T

This Is My Book I Have Been Working On It For A Good Awhile Now Hope You Enjoy And Tell Me What Ya Think
My story begins a long time ago when I was just a little girl. I didn’t have many friends, but there was one boy I got along with really well. Living down the street from him had it’s benefits. I was only in grade school, and I had just come home and I went up stairs to do my homework. Back then we didn't have much but what we had in the house and that was it. Anyway, I had just got my reading done when I heard a noise down stairs. I didn't think to hide because we lived out in the middle of nowhere so to me there was no reason for me to do so. So I slowly walked down the steps only to find broken glass and a note from my family. They told me that there was a fight going on out in the field and that I was to go upstairs and hide the best I can. I made the mistake of looking out the broken window, and I saw my family dyeing before me. I quickly hid when one of humans looked my way, but I wasn't quick enough. So I ran upstairs and locked myself in a hiding place

All You Need Is Love-love Is All You Need
One of the simplest ways of attracting love is to give love. When your motives are pure and you wish only to honestly express your affection, the people you care for will respond with love and appreciation. They will sense that you are seeking nothing in return and feel blessed that you have given such a rare and wonderful gift. The more you love others, the more love you will give to yourself because our relationships with others often reflect our relationship with ourselves. When you give your love to others, you will naturally draw to you the love that you crave.

Sometimes Life Happens
Me and my daughter Ashley have decided to podcast, we have all the info and equipment and will soon be off to a flying start. We will do it...soon. Meanwhile things are getting ready for Edinburgh Fringe, I will be organising stuff all this week, don't ask me which stuff, but husband made me write a to-do list and I am trying to stick to it. I love organising the fringe, most people get other people called promoters to do it and that's cool, just not for me. I am a control freak and like doing it myself. Then I know it's done the way I want it done. It's not a nice side to my personality and I am sure it irritates the hell out of my family, but that's who I am. There are many 'not nice' sides to my personality - many of them I keep deeply hidden, like my need to pick stray hairs off the carpet in an almost obsession like fashion, the other is my need to chew my hair spit wee bits out. I am basically mental. I am sure my husband wishes he went for the tall skinny gir

Be Ok
This has been on my breast cancer playlist for a LONG time... but it's more special to me now that I've seen her play it live when she opened for BNL last month. I just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to feel today, feel today, feel todayI just want to feel something todayI just want to feel today, feel today, feel todayI just want to feel something today[CHORUS:]Open me up and you will seeI'm a gallery of broken heartsI'm beyond repair, let me beAnd give me back my broken partsI just want to know today, know today, know todayI just want to know something todayI just want to know today, know today, know todayKnow that maybe I will be ok[CHORUS]Just give me back my piecesJust give them back to me pleaseJust give me back my piecesAnd let me hold my broken partsI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want to be ok, be ok, be okI just want to be ok todayI just want

New Google Only Searches For Sites That Match Your Preconceived Opinions
Internet giant Google has developed a unique version of the online search engine which will confirm the enquirer's prejudices. Google-ThoughtAsMuch will effectively censor alternative views and second opinions. ‘Designed for the busy opinionate who hasn't got time to think about things, Google-ThoughtAsMuch will make sure that your preconceptions are never challenged,' runs the press release. Eric Schmidt, CEO of Google, added, ‘ With a single mouse click you can confirm your preconceived opinions are shared by hundreds of other websites'. One of the beta testers, Sarah Palin, had a chance to use the programme yesterday to test her suspicion that Obama was a Muslim terrorist. She found her opinion to be perfectly corroborated by dozens of high-traffic websites. Through deployment of algorithms, Google works out the source of your fears, and matches them to the appropriate comforting version of events. The blogosphere and online forums will be heuristically searched fo

Percieved
I am not anything special I walk I talk endlessly I breath I am not something special I break down and cry I vie for others that dont even know I am there I dont care if I hurt that might just make me want more or less I wouldnt want to be special I only need a bit of time not all attention on me But you showed me something special (to be cont)

Eminem Recovery I Love The Way You Lie....... June 29th. Records Go On Sale.
Eminem latest album do to be released June 29. The name of his newest record is called Recovery... http://uploads.mp3songurls.com/15-eminem-love_the_way_you_lie_(feat_rihanna).mp3 Link to the song Thats it mario thats why im Mizz Shady omg if I ever wanted a man hes the one wow hes so fine

Only In Time(to My Misanthropic)
only in time can tell when a broken heart is heal, are you the time to fixs my broken heart use to hate the human race i use to hate my self use to hide myself and shut my self off to the human world only to look in but never to be apart of ths world that never look at me just right through millions faces pass me by not one even look my way not even a smile nor a hello ust a look of on their face lke what are you, i never thought there was a good soul in this world i thought there was only ugly, but i was wrong i found the beauty within the dark, that beauty that made it so easy to open up my heart and eyes to be love by one is better to be love by none you are my reason to smile my reason to laugh to say such sweet things to you, i will neever leave your sidenot even in death i will always be there for you even it takes me thousands of life times just to hold you for a moment i be happy you are my window to this world. you are my Misanthropic

Tell Me What You Think..this Is A Repeat Of My Story From 2007
I am standing frozen at the door to your hotel room. I am too scared to knock. What will happen when I finally meet you?Will you throw me against the wall and fuck me?Will you push me down on me knees and force me to suck your cock?Will you strip me naked and spank my ass until is red?Will you make me beg to be touched?All of these options make my cunt burn but I still don't knock. I am nervous as hell. I may have known you since September but this is the first time I will see your face.... touch your skin... taste your cum.I was tempted to ask you to meet me in the lobby. Maybe I thought it would make me feel safer or maybe I knew I would be too scared to let my knuckles make a sound on the door. I didn't ask because I knew the second we saw each other we would need to find privacy fast. There has been too much teasing. I may cum the first time your tongue touches my nipple. I back way from the door to catch my breath.I will hate it if the situation is awkward. I don't want any hand s

I Won't Cry (for The Ones Left Behind While Our Men And Women Serve)
I Won't Cry I understand You can be called To action At any time But I won't cry I know You can leave On a moments Notice But I won't cry Phone calls Can be limited, Missed, Or dropped Before a goodbye But I won't cry I could be Holding you One moment And letting go the next But I won't cry I accept That you volunteered To put your life On the line But I won't cry I will store In my memory All the time We spend together I will hold you In my heart Where you will live Forever I will be strong And wear A brave face But I won't cry Wait... To late... I lied... Cause tonight, I cried. Heather McLaughlin 12/09

If I Was Your Girl
If I Was Your Girl If I was your girl I would tell you I love you Every morning Every night At the end of every phone call And every fight. If I was your girl I would hide notes Of encouragement, And expressing my love, In places fun to find them, Like your wallet, car, or lunch. If I was your girl I would love you like no other, Spoil you with kindness, Share with you laughter, And shower you with friendship. If I was your girl You would be smothered In kisses and hugs, Held onto every chance I got, And drowning in love and affection. If I was your girl And if I was your wife, You would have this and more for the rest of our life. But I'm not. Heather McLaughlin 11/09

To My Loving Wife
I love you with all my heart and being. I want to be one with you and give you myself 100%, there is no room for me to love another. You are all i crave and my hearts only desire . I want to walk hand in hand with you in the moonlight over the sandy beaches. When we are old and grey I want to do the same things with you, holding your hand and kissing you sweetly. My love, you are my everything, I love you!

Revelation
Revelation Drowning in a sea of emotion. Moonlight dances across the waves. Darkness sets. Rain pushing me further. Thunder serenades. Will anyone save me? Do I want to be saved? Alone with my thoughts, Vast as the sea I'm in. The shore, Safety. The sea, Free from where I've been. As I fade away Into the nothingness That envelops me... I awake, The sand, Warm. Like a body, Holding me tight, Safe. I see the sunrise, Beautiful, Bright, New. As the new day begins, There is light, There is peace, There is hope. Heather McLaughlin 11/12/09

New Start
New Start I see the silver lining, The sunlight through the storm. The things that once went Spiralling out of control Are in my posession, Lost no more. Searching and fighting Turned to seeing and believing. My hope and faith restored A future uncertain but promising. Laugh through the pain, The hurt goes away. Rise above the flame, It does not burn, the sky No longer grey. The past turns to ash, Dirt, Forgotten. It makes way for the bright, New day. Let the rain cleanse the soul And the sun warm your heart. The future may be uncertain, But today is a fresh, New start. Heather McLaughlin 11/6/09

Did You Cry For Me
Did You Cry For Me Did you cry for me? Did you shed one tear? If even one fell for me I will know that you care. Did you cry for me? Did you shed some tears? If few fell for me I will know the love is still there. Did you cry for me? Did you sob uncontrolably? Were lots of tears shed? If you cried this much for me Then all is not dead. Heather McLaughlin 9/09

The Greatest Man
The Greatest Man The greatest man I ever loved I let slip away. He's never quite that far from me As I see reminders everyday. But the miles between us hurt so bad, To touch him once again. I hear him in a song I see him in a dream And think of what should have been. I smell his smell from time to time And remember what we had. I hope one day we meet again So I can have the greatest man. Heather McLaughlin 7/09

Bed Of Rose's
Bed of Rose's by: Bon Jovi Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my head And some blond gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies they won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and what you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I need I want to lay you on a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed on nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you I'

A Life Lost
A Life Lost As I lay here in shrouds of white You cry over me. I feel your warm tears flood over me. Or is that my blood, My life, Leaving my body? You once breathed me life And just as quickly Took it away. Don't apologize for what you've done to me. It didn't have to be this way. Don't tell me you still love me It's too late for that now. You had your chance And you blew it. For pride? For selfish reasoning? That's the burden you will have to carry. I cannot help you now Only haunt you with my memory. Don't place me in a fancy coffin. I am not deserving. Instead, just throw me in the ground Along with all the dirt. This is how you left me. I leave you to feel the hurt. My memory will haunt you In everything you do To serve as a reminder Of what I sacrificed for you! I am not in a better place That place was destroyed by you. So as my life slips away And you wonder why this happened Always know it was simply because... I LOVE YOU! Heather McLaughlin 9/10/09

Msdallas Just Killed Your Buzz
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Men And Women
Apples and Wine Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. ... Most men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Share this with other women who are good apples, even those who have already been picked! Now Men .... Men are like a fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the heck out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner With.

Relationships
my ship is sinking fast, no way to stop it, no way to help it sink faster.. i cant find the support or the communication between me and my wheelman, how is one to do all this alone and keep the ship at sea and from sinking when no one is willing to help... i cant give cords of where the ship is..... it isnt allowed ..i cant give names of the crew..... it isnt allowed... feels like im on a secret ship and now its sinking i am not sure if i shud drown with my ship or jump off and tell the world of my close to death experience .. i am in awe of all the things that i have to decide and do it ALONE. i am alone even when i have you with me, cuz no one is to know anything..i needed you many times and i never had u when i needed, and i just cant keep goin on this sinkng ship i need to get off or u need to help me save it.....

Sued
so my mom wrote me to tell me im being sued by some people i was in an accident with 2 yrs ago...at the time of the accident they were fine now 2 yrs later they are injured and want money so like i dont have other things to worry about now this on top of it

Call 911
That's what I'm hearing right now. Now don't get me wrong, if something was really going on, I'd call. It's just that the people at the top of my street are wanting to fight with someone at the middle of the street. Now I hear sirens, lol I was almost mugged last night. The end

Remember Me
Remember Me Do you still remember me Or have I become a faded memory I was once the one you could not live without Now I am the one you forgot about Have I ever crossed your mind Since you left me far behind Our love was pure, deep, and strong But the time that's past has been so long If our paths should cross again someday Some random chance that we should meet Will we look at each other and say Standing there on Lonely Street Do you still remember me Do you wish things were how they use to be? Heather McLaughlin 6/9/10

Mirror Mirror ...
Mirror, Mirror .. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I want to see, a world untouched, un-harmed by love, a world not cursed, that soars above, a world of warmth, not cold as ice, a world where hearts break once, not twice. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I wish to see, a moonlit night, not pouring rain, tears cried for joy, not cried for pain, a peaceful life, a brand-new slate, a world where love can't turn to hate. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I hope to see, a world where pain cannot occur, where tears don't make my vision blur, where happiness can't drag me down, and love won't try to make me drown. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I pray to see, a place where I won't need to feel, where time and life are not so real, a place where I don't need to think, where into death I'll never sink. Mirror, Mirror, lie to me & show me what I know can't be, a world where death is not a choice, a

[turns Out]
It has been brought to my attention that: my capacity to anihilate people's self defense mechanisms and squash their tiny naive delusions,my complete lack of an emotional register (soul)and the fact that underneath this dark, reclusive, tortured surfacethere's MORE dark tortured reclusiveness and no bunnies, unicorns or a desire for a human connection- is all a little off putting for my romantic candidates.Especially if they have that nurture impulse and I tell them to stop and just get naked/enjoy me for who I am. I don't need your helpI don't WANT to be fixed. I'm going to have a refreshing cool drink now.

Methadone.
Carrying a two hour conversation.Scratchy throat, pins behind my fingersteeth behind my eyes. Dark like wet asphaltechoing this mundane exchange. How are youHow was workHow did you get through it Never a wanttake off your clothestickle me with your tonguefuck me before lunch Why did I agree to this?Domestic beer.Mediocre sandwich.Cool, smooth, well defined clavicle. Tomorrow tastes like metaldull, wet, blunt. Just use me for my anatomyat least that way I can still do all the work but my throat won't be dry.

Chinoiserie Bamboo Crafts ,chinese Unique Bamboo Crafts
anyone who like chinese handmade crafts could visit my store pure chinese traditional handmade crafts . best gifts for your parents and friends http://china-crafts.ecrater.com By bamboo crafts, we usually mean bamboo-plaited crafts. Dating to more than 2,000 years ago, bamboo items have been indispensable daily items for Chinese people. They include tools, construction materials, furniture, basketry, and decorative items. China is the home of about 1/3 of the world's 1300 or so species of bamboo. As the materials, they are strong, light, smooth, straight, and round. They have hard outer skins, and they are free from any pronounced taste or smell. Bamboo is found abundantly and grows and increases rapidly. Only four years old bamboo is ready for use. For this reason, using bamboo as one kind of material instead of wood, is the GREEN idea of saving rain forest. Bamboo's potential as a multi-purpose product for the global marketplace and the ease with which it is grown and fa

Chinese Oldest ,most Knowned Brocade,zhuang Brocade Wall Hanging
anyone who like chinese crafts could visit my store pure chinese traditional handmade crafts . best gifts for your parents and friends http://china-crafts.ecrater.com Zhuang brocade Description: Zhuang brocade - Guangxi Zhuang brocade handicraft to the most famous, she is Zhuang`s handicrafts. Its long history has been made when the Tang and Song, Ming and Qing, the most prosperous place with a strong national style. Zhuang brocade is the biggest characteristic patterns and colors are woven in various colors woven material while, and Yunnan batik tie and dye, etc. to complete the pattern with the dye is completely different production process. Zhuang brocade with cotton yarn as the warp and weft and the colored lines woven. For colorful, chic design, durable and well-known. Their traditional patterns include thousands of words grain, water ripple, Yunlei Wen, chrysanthemum pattern and so on. There are butterflies towards flowers, dragons rush beads, lion bowls more than 20 kinds of

Google And Windows Microsoft
Google is rumored based on security considerations, no longer use Windows 7 operating system, Microsoftt has publicly defended Windows. The story of causes in Google sensational Microsoft, Windows 7-usb operating system, but is ready to select the Apple MAC, this matter to a lot of people suspected to be Microsoft operating system security is very problematic. Microsoft claims that our software stand out is the safest. Google and Apple can not match the company's security. Google this thing silent. There is also a cause of this incident because the failure of Google in China, destined to reform. Last event for hackers in China, Google aware of security issues, and the cancellation of the use of Microsoft, windows-xp-keyis this one of those things. Office 2010 MicrosoftBrandon LeBlanc blog said: "The Windows security and reduce the use of windows-xp-professional-service-pack-3-key-usb whether a company reports. We think this is a good opportunity to understand you." He said,

Free Shipping, Pure Chinese Traditional Handmade Crafts
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Feeling Your Love
When you hold me close I can feel your hearbeat. When you kiss me I can feel your love. When we make love I can feel your passion. When you hold my hand I can feel all of you. This is love and it is here to stay!

Slobar
Is Anybody out there? Ive looked at the recent mumms list and theres maybe 40 comments on each one, so i decided not to post one. where is everyone? out enjoying the weather? well, i am broke and cant go anywhere fun, surely im not the only one..lol I think i had more comments on my unemployment blog then the latest mumms... well im bored, entertain me dammit as you were

Really?
I think it kind of sucks that in order for me to level up, I have to get NEW people to join this site. Everyone I know has already been invited and no one else wants to join. WTF am I suppose to do? I already have the 4 I need to level..they just aren't new, lol. So how is everyone doing?

I Want Ur Thoughts ;)
So as I was blowin with my conrads like the boss bitches we are I stubbled across a topic that I find very interesting. When it comes to sex it seems as though its always the guy fucking the girl. She's basically laying there and taking it, so I was wondering how you guys feel about that. Have you ever had that chick that can work it and twirk it??? The chick that gets down to it and gives you exactly what you want?? The chick that rides that dick and handles her liquor?? ;)

Dance With Me With Your Soul & Body
We started running from the city. Escaping from our problems. Leaving our pain and worries behind. We kept running through the suburbs, through the small towns until we came across a meadow. But it wasn’t simply a meadow; it was a beautiful meadow with water flowing nearby and some trees around with fruit and berries. There was an open area that had the softest grass our bare feet had ever touched. You picked me up and spun me and I felt more weightless than a butterfly. Your arms, so strong, held me tightly and I felt safer than I’d ever felt on my feet. You lowered me to the ground slowly and carefully. I held you tightly to my chest as you gently gripped me with your firm hands wrapped behind my back. As I thought I realized that I never had to let you go, we had all the time in the world for the first time. We stayed in each other’s arms through the sunset and then lay down on the grass to look at the stars. I fell asleep gripping you like a teddy bear with you ho

A Bottle Of Wine
Bottle of Wine Share Today at 2:51pm (Women will LOVE this one!)A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday morning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, but amazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After they crawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The woman says, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of our days.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a sign from God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.' The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune. She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his

Unemployment
This system of Unemployment Insurance is fucking pissing me off, when I finally get my money 3 months after i applied for it in the first place 3 weeks ago, they have sent me letters since stating that my benifits can not be paid because i did not file for benifits the previous week. I have filed for the last three. Ever since the oils spill, I can not talk to a human being on their help center line! I guess there are so many people calling because they cant work due to the oil spill, that i get this message: "Due to a high call volume your call can not be answered at this time. we have extended our call center hours until 7pm. please call monday thru thursday after 3 pm when our call volume is typically lower." Ive heard this message for 5 weeks or more now and have yet to get thru to anyone to get any type of anything done by anyone... thats a lot of any's! Im having a bad day, so you all suck, fuck you and kiss my ass... ahhh that felt good!!! I can has an emo explosion too? im

Definition Of Soldier: .....
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Soldiers are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the Protector of America, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket.A Soldier.....:When he wants so

Indochine: Le Grand Secret
Everyone wants to always know what the song I play most of the time means. Well here it is and now some of you may understand why I choose this song. Indochine: Le Grand Secret lyrics Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi être toi Laisse-moi être ton sang Laisse-moi un peu de temps Je rougirai quand je te verrai Et quand je te parlerai Mais quand les lumires seront éteintes Je te dirigerai sans crainte Laisse-moi faire comme un garçon Laisse-moi cette illusion Laisse-moi être ton roi Laisse-moi le faire comme toi Je te montrerai comment on fait Et puis je te remplacerai Je ferai comme une fille qui se défend Une fille qui perd son sang Laisse-moi être comme toi Laisse-moi plusieurs fois Laisse-moi être tes yeux Laisse-moi faire l'amoureux Et si un jour tu devais t'en aller Est-ce que tu pourrais bien m'emporter Et si un jour tu pouvais tout quitter Est-ce que tu pourrais garder notre secret Laisse-moi être ta croix Laisse-moi essayer Laisse-moi être just

Cop Leaving Me With A Scar To The Head And He Has Some Sortof Control Issue And A Badge Dont Mean You Have The Right To Even Touch Me.
- so i wish i could remember everything that happened on march 27, i was out with my friend celebrating my 22 birthday. it was a great night.. greatfuldeads all night... shitfaced ... i was walking towards my car, i was basically beligerent so i obviously couldnt drive. my friend was calling a taxi and we were in the back of the brickhouse. its really dark parking lot. id say around 1130 so it was definately before last call. while we were waiting we were both talking loud and waiting for the taxi. a officer made an assumption that my friend was my boyfriend and that we were fighting, both of those assumptions were and are false. the officer then tapped me on the shoulder from behind, "to see if i was okay" and i just started to defend myself. immediately i was slammed against the hood of my car, and i couldnt hear that it was a cop because i wasnt listening, it didnt matter, the fact is a male who was 3 times my size touched me from behind and i promised before i moved back here tha

Poetry
Damn my rebel heart keeps beating But yet my soul lies here bleeding My destiny broken My fate unknown Left to die with my eyes open Seeing your face every time I wake Living my future in the past Living backwards so your memory will last Your voice alive within my mind Remembering you, time after time And every night I spend hours kneeling Hoping my hell isn't real Praying for you to smile at me Come to me, call to me In vain So e

Poetry
My love for you so deep and true I take heart in what I do Darkness and madness grow inside My obsession is in overdrive Ectasy sweet like a budding flower Weeds strangle love and make it sour I follow you I temper trust I let my hate empower lust

This Is Me
hey this is me i'm lisa ann rapstine 40 female from texas lol nothing better then texas , i'm a single mom , i'm 5 ft, few extra pounds but more of me too love i have a 42d chest , i love watching movies i collect movies and men lol i have a fun personality and i am alot of fun i just got out of a relationship i am looking too meet a guy who is down to earth and doesnt' play games love to flirt so don't be shy add me if u see what u like i am friendly, love to chat on the phone and love to text , i have been told i have a very sexy voice and i know that guys love that in a woman lol i am looking for a fun sweet, careing, crazy , all around nice guy who likes to have fun and not take life too seriously so if thats u drop me a line and don't be shy cause lord know's i 'm not shy so let's see who's going to be the first guy on here to take virginty away from fubar lol new to this so hit me up ok talk to you beautiful people later

What Is .....nsfw.... Geezzzzzzzzz
MY MUM WAS DEEMED NSFW cause i said in original story the little mermaid dies AND I TAKED ABOUT bambi mother dying and simbas father ... wow just wow its a kids movie/story geez WHAT PEOPLE VIEW AS NSFW THESE FU DAYS IS JUST OUTTA HAND sorry if it was offensive i guess disney isnt safe for work .... but safe for kids O__o lol now im ban for 2 weeks for it haha (ban from posting mums i ew it would be over something stupid lol) oops.. (^___^) i didnt know lil mermaid was nsfw ohhhhhhhhhhhhh its probally cause she has no shirt on in video even tho hair is covering ... i didnt think of that .... my bad its a kids movie i didnt think it was nsfw just for record both movies are G rated childrens movies .... s

Siegfried & Roy (aka Bling Whoring)
12:25pm Ackbar: i have an idea, but it involves you, a tinychat chatroom, and your ability to get a woman to write my name on her tits=] 12:26pm MFKN VAN H...: lol what do i get out of it? 12:27pm Ackbar: do you wanna hear what i had in mind? Itd be private, of course. 12:28pm MFKN VAN H...: sure 12:29pm Ackbar: or you coudl take the picture, for me. I want to see a vegetable in your anus, or your penis stuck inside a vegetable. 12:33pm MFKN VAN H...: ummm not gay and don't do vegetables 12:33pm Ackbar: i swear, if you put your penis in even an avocado, a melon...or, shit, shove it deep in some peanut butter, ill give you the bling you want. 12:35pm MFKN VAN H...: why do you want to see my penis in food so bad? 12:35pm Ackbar: some people like cars, some pepsi versus coke. My thing is genital insertion in food products. And, i can deliver. 12:36pm MFKN VAN H...: sorry can't do that

Bp's Oops
Hello friends, Please allow me to introduce myself and give a little back ground information on who i am. I am Raymond Joseph Gervais a Forty Two year old divorced father of Three, Two sons and One daughter. I was born in New Orleans on the West bank. At the age of Six my Father a crane operator was killed at Avondale Shipyard, my Mother then moved us Ten miles North of "Nawlins" to Slidell to be close to my Grandparents. I have traveled over much of the U.S. but lived here always. I grew up on the bayous that surround our home, Bon Fuca and Liberty mostly. I had a Twelve foot flat boat with a Fifteen hp outboard when I was Ten. I played Football for St.Tammany Jr. High and then for Salmen High. After high school I went to Slidell Vo-Tec for Maintenance Mechanic. When I turned Eighteen I went to work Offshore as an apprentice crane mechanic and have been there (offshore) ever since. I have been on almost every "Rig" in the Gulf Of Mexico as well as the Persian Gulf. In the time since t

Jersey Shore Cast Protests Obama's Tanning Tax
Now this is what I call a good show. Snooki from “Jersey Shore“, the reality program, is protesting Obama’s tanning tax. It’s about time TV people started talking about all these taxes Obama and his regime are throwing on the backs of the people. Besides, I thought Obama liked people of color? Doesn’t tanning turn your skin into a darker color? I guess Obama doesn’t like people of color after all. Check out the photos of Jersey Shore and how they are protesting. http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/opinion/2010/06/08/photo-op-jersey-shore-snooki-obama-tanning-tax#slide=4 BlastFM doesn’t tax its listeners. BlastFM entertains you. BlastFM is not just another radio station, it’s a musical experience. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Some Animal Fun
When I got home I noticed there was something on my bed waiting for me. When I opened it it was a cat outfit. Smiling I ran and took a shower before changing into the outfit. I then got on all 4's and waited for him to come home. He came home not 2 minutes after I was done, it took him a second to see me waiting. He smiled and walked up to me, I purred and wiggled my hips a little. But all he did was pat my head and then walk over to the computer and sit down. Frowning I watch him for a minute, when he did not say anything or do anything I slowly crawled up to him. I stopped at his legs and then put my head on his lap and looked up at him. When he shifted in his set and kept typing I decided to get bold. I moved my head to his inner thigh and lightly touched his crotch with my right hand and softly whined. All I got this time when I looked up was him sitting still not moving. So I decided to go all the way and got closer so I could put my face in his crotch, I then took a deep brea

He's Returning!
Central to the LORD's plan is Israel and the Jewish people. Romans 11:11 explains that the Gentile believer has been chosen by God to bring the witness of the LORD to the Jewish people. As this message of Yeshua is brought back to, and received by, the Jewish people, they will say, "Baruch Haba B'Shem Adonai" - "Blessed is He who comes in the Name of the LORD!" … and in so doing, usher in Yeshua's return (Matthew 23:39). Discoveringthejewishjesus.com.

Strange.......
when i first was asked to join "fubar" it was an experience..im not much into chat but love to make new friends....here,,im not sure what the thing is..points.....levels....it seems to make friends here is a little harder than it needs to be....u have people who become a friends...then never interact......then u have people whe interact once then never again...then u have people who become friends but never conversate.....ive really never experienced anything like Fubar before..it a great site but as in most, there r people who take it way to seriously and those who r just greedy for points then there r those who just seem to have severe emotional problems.....anyway......it would be nice to meet ordinary everyday people who just like to chat from time to time...does anyone feel the same way? weather you do or not....its good to write down thoughts. Asta!!

Drafting Guys Over 60
Drafting Guys Over 60 This is funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier... New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60! I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35. For starters, researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy. Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. 'My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry.' We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for awhile. An 18-year-old doesn't even like

Friends
Friends like hopes are hard to find, they lack money, but give much time. Clouds filled with rain make flowers bloom, just hopefully not on top of MY tomb. Loyalty like royalty is sometimes an impossible goal, boy this poem makes me look old!

Lmao
A trucker who had been out on the road for three straight weeks stopped at a brothel outside Vegas. He walked straight up to the Madam, plopped down $500.00 and said, "I want your ugliest woman and a bologna sandwich" The Madam was astonished. She said, "OK, sir, but do you know that for that kind of money you could have two of my finest ladies, plus a three-course meal??" The trucker replied, "Listen, sweetie. I ain't horny....I'm homesick!"

Fairest Maidens Revamped!
FIRST, LET ME BE PERFECTLY CLEAR. THIS IS NOT A "COLLECTION" OF WOMEN. ITS NOT ABOUT BEING ONE OF "MY WOMEN". THIS IS A FEATURE TO GIVE CREDIT TO GENUINELY DECENT WOMEN WHO OTHERWISE WOULDNT GET NOTICED. THIS IS NOT ABOUT POPULARITY. YOU CAN BE A NEWBIE AND STILL BE FEATURED. NOW HERE ARE THE REQUIREMENTS~ I WILL NOT BE DOING THE SELECTING. YOU WILL EITHER VOLUNTARILY NOMINATE YOURSELF OR A FRIEND CAN NOMINATE YOU YOU WILL NEED TO SELECT A PICTURE TO BE USED TO CREATE A "FAIREST MAIDEN" PICTURE (SEE MY FAIREST MAIDEN FOLDER) IF YOU ARE FEATURED YOU WILL GET PIMPED OUT YOU WILL NEED TO MESSAGE ME WITH SOME PERSONAL INFO ABOUT YOURSELF. ANYTHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH THE GENERAL FUBAR COMMUNITY VIA BLOG. IT'S THAT EASY! SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE FEAUTURED AS A FAIREST MAIDEN, DROP ME A LINE! I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU!!

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought – Prequel
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – Prequel I looked at the clock when the phone rang. It was four in the morning. I hadn’t been asleep and I hadn’t a clue why not. Caller ID said it was Madeline and I didn’t have an inkling why she might be calling at this hour either. I grabbed the phone on the first ring and slithered off the bed toward the door in order to keep from waking my wife. “Hello, Madeline,” I whispered. “Oh, you knew it was me,” she said, plainly surprised. “Yes, caller ID,” I laughed. “Daryl, I need…” &nb

I Can't Change!!
I neva gave a fuck bout much but family so I hope when I'm gone I'll live on in memory/My life's complicated/I'm addicted to throwin these hands with men who oppose me/no controling the Monster inside me/Tried to change but couldn't find strength to chill/Am I ill?/With out a doubt I wouldn't hesitate to kill/I love those who oppose with skillz/Exterminating men who test my status in these streets/Always been known for Maning up to beef/Never afraid of death/Down for Watertown till my last breath.........

Just A Quick One
My lil niece was born last night at 11:45pm. She weighed 8 lbs 11oz. I COULD DIE OF CUTENESS! Pictures will be up shortly. Her name is Brooklyn Jean. She has the chubbiest cheeks! Also, she didn't cry when I held her. Woot! Did I mention how CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE she is?!

Lovely Pal Send Me This 2day
YOURLABEL SAYS :MADE IN HEAVEN-CAUSE YOURE AN ANGEL. ONLY HANDWASH-CAUSE YOURE FRAGILE .COLD IRON-WE DONT WANT TO BURN YOUR WINGS & HANDLE WITH CARE CAUSE YOURE A LIMITED EDITION! PASS ON TO ALL THOSE ANGELS WHOHAVE GIVEN YOU THEIR TIME SUPPORT,FRIENDSHIP,HELP & MADE YOU LAUGH ...

A Gentle Rant, This Ain't...
First off, if you know me you know I don't use the word "fuck" much. I'm old school and, though I love the word, I believe if you use it too much it loses it's power. So trust me when I say, I mean EVERY FUCKING "FUCK" I'LL BE USING IN THIS BLOG. Fucking technology has been against me all fucking week, and I'm reminded of this fucking fact when I just went to post a blog and Fubar's fucking blog toolbar pops up, the fucking piece of shit. Among so many other fucking things this week, I'll bring up only a couple. Never fucking buy a Disney movie with a fucking "digital copy". The fucking thing made me jump through hoops, just so I can fucking throw it on my fucking PSP (PlayStation Portable). And once ON my PSP, it doesn't play seeing it's not on THE FUCKING COMPUTER IT WAS REGISTERED TO!!! "Have a digital copy to play anywhere, anytime" MY FUCKING ASS!!! On to the next fuck, my building supervisor at work... BITCH, I WAS ASSIGNED TO WORK AT THE LIBRARY LAST NIGHT. MY FUCKING

The Backs Of People
Don't piss down our bscks and call it rain. Don't exalt leaders because it's PC to do so. No "Leader" wants to take us anywhere. Who spends life getting into power for the good of the people? We need to stop fighting about left and right and just start fighting. Shit is crooked. The examples are ample. 2000 kisses are 2010 disses. Don't get me started.

A Meal, For The Beast. A Study In Gross Negligence, And Incompetency.
We've all seen those movies. A rainy Saturday afternoon, turn on the TV, and here is "Horror Theater"; or something to that effect. In the standard chiller flick, we have a poor unfortunate innocent idiot, on a dark night, walking alone. What he doesn't realize (but we do) is that only a few steps behind him he is being stalked by a hideous beast; with long sharp teeth and claws, red eyes, and a hungry expression. When the lone moron finally realizes his predicament, it is already way too late. He tries to run away but his legs turn to rubber. Salvation is visible but unreachable, and finally he becomes the gruesome monster's latest repast. You know it's funny, but this same scenario is being played out, as I write this, in the Gulf of Mexico. Here is the cast of characters: MONSTER: Played very realistically by a blown out oil well, spewing thousands of gallons of oil into a once-pristine maritime ecosystem. MORONS: Played by British Petroleum, with minor bit parts played

Morning Fubar
my first official morning here at fubar....upon joining last night, everyone was so nice to me. there is a lot to this site, so today i am going to be exploring it a bit to see how it works, what all is involved here. was checking out the blings and saw the cherry bong....lol...so i have fired my personal one up and will begin my day. later this morning i will be going out shopping, a girl can never have enough outfits now can she? lol.....but i have walked holes in all my flipflops now, so i gotta go get me some more. i also need a new swimsuit for laying out in, which i will be doing this afternoon. hope to see you around the bar, and stay safe! kisses.... muffins

Gotta Love My Bad Boys
Sooo yeah... hot and heavy makeout session tonight with an old flame I haven't seen in years.. was fabulous. Staggered to bed somewhat delirious, and now here I am 2 hours later and I can't sleep. Just got off the phone with him, and it's awesome.... in the years we've been apart, we've actually become MORE alike and developed many of the same tastes in life, including our fetishes... Yeah... I have fetishes... I just don't talk about them often, and hardly ever online. So we clicked. And now... now I'm sitting here just thinking "holy shit!" And it's about to be on with us again. Like, FULLY on... harder and stronger than ever. He said something about it, and it's inevitable. Wow... real life. Who woulda thought?

Daily Forgiveness
"As long as you don't forgive, who and whatever it is will occupy rent-free space in your mind." -- Isabelle Holland We cannot avoid daily resentment and thoughts of guilt. They are a part of human nature. What we can do is release their grip on us. We can forgive others and ourselves daily. Forgiveness requires nothing in return. There are no conditions. It gets rid of old baggage and clears up unfinished business. It leads us to a life of authenticity, lightness and directness. Forgiveness is the highest form of letting go of resentment and ego. True forgiveness is more than an apology, understanding and acceptance. There is an element of recreating and re-imagining. There is a need to envision ourselves as more loving, interdependent, courageous and compassionate. Forgiveness requires honouring the sacred journey of learning about life - our life and others'. "Whatever we have done, we can always make amends for it without ever looking back in guilt or sorrow." -- Ekn

Fast Local Search Network
Yellowise.com is a local search engine to help you find local business through a simple and quick search. Yellowise.com promotes the sharing of ideas and opinions by allowing you to post reviews of the businesses you have hired or are familiar with. Clean, honest reviews are encouraged to help your fellow Yellowise.com searchers. Fast Local Search Network

A Blast From The Past
YOU KNOW LOOKING BACK GROWING UP..... BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY BEST FRIEND OF DAMN NEAR CLOSE TO 24 YRS WOULD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I LOOK BACK AND SEE THE FUN WE HAD TOGETHER GROWING UP AND THEN WATCHING EACHOTHER GO THROUGH THE WORST TME IN BOTH OUR LIVES. BUT BY THAT EVENT HAPPENING MADE OUR BOND CLOSER AND STRONGER. AND WE WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING OR ANYONE COME BETWEEN US AGAIN.

Sometimes It Is Just Too Easy
1:31amKloverlynn: Master Of Desir...2 mins -- 19 of 21I fail to understand every ones comments that bash a persons mumm I find it very disrespectful an short sighted leaves me to believe those that make such comments dont have much of a life of there own and there for true to subject people to fall to their level 1:31amKloverlynn: their* and* and the rest is so twisted with dumbfuckery I cant make it out 1:32amMaster Of ...: get ur head outa ur ass ya might!! Have a nice day 1:34amKloverlynn: haha says the baby dicked guy in a speedo who pays a skank for snatch pics 1:36amMaster Of ...: commom belieif to disfunctiomal funarians kindly take ur griefs elsewhere thank you 1:36amKloverlynn: in english please fucko 1:37amMaster Of ...: oh come one you can come up with something more original 1:39amKloverlynn: on* Seriously dude are you retarded? Or have you experienced a recent head injury? You fu-skank offers a sexy salute for a crush...um...I am sure she has sold more than one sn

It Is What It Is.
If I died tonight, would anyone even notice? Would people cry and question fate? Would they even acknowledge my absence? Would they care that I'd sacrificed my life to everyone else and that, even in death, I was enslaved? Would what was clutched in my hand even rate a second glance? Would they see it for what it is? Or, would they all just say "I told you so" and whisper inanities beside my casket? Behind my back. I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to live a thankless life. I can't bear to complete another useless task. I have no more unheeded words to lash out with. No more prayers to be answered. Life is kicking my ass. Maybe death would be kinder.

Really Sad Little Mermaid Movie (she Dies) Amazing Movies Tho Look...
The Little Mermaid lives in a utopian underwater kingdom with her father the sea king; her grandmother; and her six elder sisters, each born one year apart. When a mermaid turns 15, she is allowed to swim to the surface to watch the world above, and as the sisters become old enough, one of them visits the surface every year. As each of them returns, the Little Mermaid listens longingly to their various descriptions of the surface and of human beings. When the Little Mermaid's turn comes, she ventures to the surface, sees a ship with a handsome prince, and falls in love with him from a distance. A great storm hits, and the Little Mermaid saves the prince from a near-drowning. She delivers him unconscious to the shore near a temple. Here she waits until a young girl from the temple finds him. The prince never sees the Little Mermaid. The Little Mermaid asks her grandmother whether humans can live forever if they do not drown. The grandmother explains that humans have a much shorter lifes

Wtf Is Going On With Him...
So some people may remember me mentioning my friend Shannon in previous blogs.. if not i will do a quick rundown.. right after me and hubby split.. i became friends with this guy shannon. he was just splitting up with his girlfriend Kristi. since then we have gone out as friends many many times... pretty much at least once a week we hang out.. I had/have a crush on him.. he knows it.. but we discussed it and decided that it would be best to stay just friends... fine with me! issue is when he gets a bit drunk.. he starts getting touchy feely and a bit jealous of other guys... at one point he straight out told a guy that was hitting on me that if i was going home with anyone it was him.. i was like.. WWHHHAAATTT?? anyway.. last night we went out as usual. he was drinking, so was i.. I was texting my exboyfriend Beau. We became friends again just recently. Shannon (before he got too drunk) was asking me who i was texting.. so i told him. (remember.. JUST FRIENDS) also told him that

Until Then
There was a moment that I dont know how to explain. There is so much time I wanted to gain. In every thought you are there. I wish to be in YOUR arms together without a care. Your soft lips against mine. I sit here and dream about you, it makes my heart shine. One day we can be together and our love will flow like a stream. Only for now I can dream. I am so sorry for now we have to wait. It won't be long, we will be together; it is fate.

Red Bitch Blog Chock Full Of Lies
> Tired> created @ 2010-05-26 16:04:29> > I am so tired of all this hating and drama, between myself, johnny and his ex... it just never stops.> > I am trying so hard, not to leave this place, and just enjoy myself but things are getting worse. 6 months on, nearly 7.. and its all still going on. which means, it will never end.. the crude words and the going at one another.> > Even though I have her blocked, her friends (hello her friends on my friends list, I know you report back to her.. go ahead, Im too tired to even stick up for myself anymore.. I can say, that she runs all of you like puppets.. goodluck) anyways, even though I have blocked her, she puts horrible things and lies about me in her status.. which I try not to look at but I will get a mail from someone saying.. "look what she has now in her status" and, curiousity did kill the cat, so basically I do look and sometimes I reply back in my status, but most times I do not.> > she has said things like..> > "how many times wer

Salutes
So I figure I'm gonna give this a shot. I've seen lots of people on here putting up blogs and stuff about selling things, so I figure I'm going to try it. Everyone likes salutes on here as I've become quite aware of in the last year and a half being on Fu. So I have a proposition for ya'll. If I know you well, I will make you a free SFW salute, if I don't know you...it's a 1 credit bling. "Special salutes" Top-3 credits per salute Bottom front/back (if you know what I mean)-5 credits per salute Full-10 credits per salute Fetish salutes You let me know what your fetish is, and we can work something out. I'm up to ALMOST any fetish (ie: feet, pigtails, naughty teacher, naughty nurse, etc) I'm also willing to negotiate fubux for salutes, or negotiate bling, etc. PPL who spoil me get spoiled back...I can promise you that. Look @ my #1 family's bling. Just think about that for a bit...and get back to me. x

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 6
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: SweetOne ECS has bought you an Absolut Shotreceived: 05/27/2010 07:45 pmreplied: 05/27/2010 07:51 pm block this memberthank you ♥k i better catch up.sleep well tonight hugs=== ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:44:02'..>> make the choice our gut says to make..and your heart will tell you as well> and be strong..if ya need help I am here> === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:37:59'..> >> > that has helped me make up my mind.> > now i need to tell him again, because i dont think he believes me> > > > === ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:37:00'..> > >> > > You didnt do it> > > But I KNOW if you step back for a moment and live it from my side> > > that you will make the decison over John> > > === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-27 19:28:16'..> > > >> > > > im sorry kerry> > > > === ' Kloverlynn' wrote the following

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 5
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: weirdreceived: 05/28/2010 03:49 pmreplied: no block this membersure, but not for long im so sick i just want to take billions of drugs LOl j/k but seriously need to sleep.meet you there now=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-28 15:47:41'..>> lol omg I DO have to tell you some things..can you Yahoo?> === ' lilslavegrrl ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-28 15:39:14'..> >> > hes playing that game alright, but im not answering him... at all.> > i have a ticker up, it says.> > one lie, is all you need to loose her.> > cause he has lost me kerry.> > I gave him my all online, and was prepared to go all the way to him in august, but i feel in my gut, that he is lying to me and has been for some time.> > I cannot, take a chance, I have a child that needs me, a beautiful young little lady, and i refuse to let her see her mum run off to america because of some man on the internet, onl

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 4
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: wowreceived: 05/29/2010 12:25 amreplied: 05/29/2010 12:29 pm block this memberjust to let you know what actually made up my mind, when i asked him 2 days ago about the drink sent by you, he said he had you blocked, blah blah and that, he would have seen it.so i said.. how would you have seen it if you were sleeping?and he said.because every night, he goes through all his gifts and deletes the ones he does not want to be shown up.now kerry.. helloooo, that means he has been flirting with other girls, they send him heavy gifts back and he deletes them so that I do not see.I, dont even know how to delete a gift, but, apparently he is a star at deleting his=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-29 00:14:26'..>> yes he can..that is what i was wondering..he must have logged back in...and seen it and change dhis stat..I am betting he dont logg in for a while> > I just l

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part3
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: Kloverlynn just got you sh*tfaced!received: 05/30/2010 11:01 amreplied: 05/30/2010 11:03 am block this memberi must admit, you were VERY good to him kerry.i still cannot believe he did what he did to you=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-30 11:00:15'..>> You DO..and love...no we will neer be friends..he turned on me and lies SO much..and made me into a monster for 6 months....I almost deleted because I was so humiliated byy it all..I cannot forgive lies..and he knows damn well I am not a liar..> > and luv...I dont WANT a friend that would turn on me and lie to me like that after all I did for him..yes we had problems..but I WAS good to him and gave him alot> === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-30 10:55:40'..> >> > im adding you to my family, i absolutely love you, you are real and there are not many real people on the net.> > you also helped me

More Lies And Attention Whoring Part 2
SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: SweetOne ECS sent you a Red Headed Harlotreceived: 05/30/2010 09:12 pmreplied: no block this memberhugs=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-30 21:11:41'..>> well yeah I mean NYE it was I love you I miss you I cant wait to see yu...2 days later I was a dirty cunt who was not worth the stink off his shit> === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '2010-05-30 21:10:10'..> >> > that is the scary part, i must admit.> > one of the reasons i ended our relationship, how he can turn so fast> > === 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-30 21:09:05'..> > >> > > Eh...wont stop him from trying. I dunno..he hates me...and I guess that is fine..if I could go back and redo shit I would..I am glad this happened kinda...because well..I am MUCH happier..but...he was my bestfriend..and he turned SO quickly..i was stunned> > > === ' SweetOne ECS' wrote the following at '201

More Lies And Attention Whoring
deletefrom: SweetOne taking...new blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: gahreceived: 05/31/2010 07:40 pmreplied: 05/31/2010 07:44 pm block this memberi know. makes me wonder when it would have been my turn.. where he would have turned on me.i could not go through that again, it would kill me.and you are only going through it for the first time hugs.a person mailed me and said.. how could you just fu divorce john.and i dont have to answer, i know why, and im not taking a chance again with my feelings.i know! how sore it can make your heart=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-05-31 19:38:09'..>> you know what Deb? I kinda understand..because Iknow firsthand how wonderful his words and seeming sincerity can make ya feel> > > honestly..I had to read his comment to you in your blog like 10 times..and I was STILL like NO this isnt happening..then i went apeshit on him in his sb lol> > I am just embarrassed by my actions..I reall

Tired Of The Cunt Already
from: happy now gonenew blog, explains everything. friends only. ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: ermreceived: 06/4/2010 01:46 pmreplied: no block this memberi have my own mind, and i adore you=== 'KloverIsellmyselftothehighestbidderlynn' wrote the following at '2010-06-04 13:45:25'..>> LOL yes that is true...but he hates me so much...I dont think he is gonna like youand I being close..he fails to recognize any positives I may have> === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-04 13:43:51'..> >> > hugs i know.> > but you and are close, and i love it that way, i can chat to you about anything> > === 'KloverIsellmyselftothehighestbidderlynn' wrote the following at '2010-06-04 13:41:49'..> > >> > > Ihope he dont..just from history...ya know?> > > === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-04 13:39:27'..> > > >> > > > he wont, he knows i adore you kerry> > > > === 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '201

Oil Spill
where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income, and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government)... are so quick to help Haiti and other countries... but do nothing for our own!!! Just the facts.

More Shit From The Seriously Delusional Cunt
fubar ♥United Kingdomsubject: RE: kerryreceived: 06/5/2010 06:37 pmreplied: no block this memberyou do not know how to keep a real friend do you?i dont twist fuck all around, you do kerry.=== 'Kloverlynn' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 18:36:30'..>> Oh cut the naieve bullshit..I called our game debby..you thrive on drama and as for John? I would never ever speak with him anyways so frankly IDGAF what a pathological liar thinks.> I asked the guy a question...as usual YOUare twisting shit> === ' SweetOne ECS fuengaged to Zombielover' wrote the following at '2010-06-05 18:34:39'..> >> > kerry post what you want, you always do.> > i am sorry if i came to you to be a friend and discuss things, if that is what you want me to say.> > you stuff it up everytime with me and i dont know why.> > you went to that friend of mine, and you made me out to be this.. i do not know what.. > > you actually thought i made other accounts?> > and dont threaten me .. ever.> > after

Two Faced Trashy Cunts Part 6
kerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:17 PM): eskerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:21 PM): wellDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:09:23 PM): yeah you lucky to have jarodkerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:24 PM): and just the old lieskerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:29 PM): get harder to swallowkerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:37 PM): he has made complete fools out of usDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:09:37 PM): when i saw that wrist band kerryJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 3:09:38 PM): girl, your gonna keep finding shit out tooDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:09:40 PM): i nearly diedkerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:44 PM): i betDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:09:46 PM): he liedkerry lively (4/23/2010 3:09:48 PM): just another lieJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 3:09:50 PM): what band?Joanna Zeller (4/23/2010 3:09:55 PM): do tellDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:09:56 PM): but now its a lie, that was told directly to mekerry lively (4/23/2010 3:10:00 PM): i bought him 2 wrist bandsDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:10:03 PM): kerry bought him a wrist bandDebby Me (4/23/2010 3:10:11 PM):

Think !
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a GiftToday before you say an

Two Faced Trashy Cunts Part 5
Joanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:51:53 PM): just wanted to let you know, K don't liekerry lively (4/23/2010 2:51:58 PM): and says he is getting sickDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:02 PM): yeskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:04 PM): and he cant let yougokerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:06 PM): he dont know howDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:12 PM): he is sick alot lately but i have to believe himkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:15 PM): I have heard it all lolkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:16 PM): wellkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:18 PM): he may beDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:20 PM): dont I, he cant say he is sick when hes not lolDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:26 PM): thats the thing joDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:31 PM): kerry heard the same thingskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:52:33 PM): wouldnt you be if you were always afraid your lies would be uncovered?Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:52:38 PM): we can say the same things together kerry and iJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:52:38 PM): even in a blog, i do think he tells adam he still car

Two Faced Trashy Cunts Part 4
kerry lively (4/23/2010 2:43:14 PM): Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:15 PM): no you are notDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:17 PM): you are humanDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:21 PM): im the idiot sometimeskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:43:23 PM): wellDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:29 PM): you know what happened the other night kerryDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:34 PM): you are going to get such a shockkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:43:41 PM): I am a human who will not tolerate someone who claims to love me lying to me about SO muchkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:43:44 PM): whatDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:49 PM): we were on camJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:43:52 PM): I really can tell you Kerry liked you a lot to the point, her friends were like WTFDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:43:55 PM): and his hand started to shakeDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:44:07 PM): thanks jo, the feeling is mutualDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:44:08 PM): anywayskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:44:09 PM): uhhuhDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:44:13 PM): as his hand was shakingkerry lively (4

Dad
as some of you know june is kind of a hard month for me especially around fathers day. on the 18th its going to be 4 years since dad passed away which in 2006 also happened to be fathers day itself. so if im distant the next couple weeks bear with me im doin the best i can....

Me............ Live ;)
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Two Faced Trashy Cunts Part 3
Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:35:41 PM): yakerry lively (4/23/2010 2:35:43 PM): would be funny if it wasnt so hurtfulJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:35:54 PM): ok, you do know that when K called John it was in front of Adam and i told her to to check on him, she really did not want to, Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:35:56 PM): kerry i just got a fright when i found out you had phoned himDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:36:04 PM): now i know kerry lively (4/23/2010 2:36:05 PM): i dont ge whyDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:36:08 PM): only now thoughDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:36:22 PM): because it was like, we had all those chats together, all personal thingskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:36:23 PM): you said to do whatever i needed to to get my closureJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:36:26 PM): they always said they would be friendsDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:36:30 PM): and the next thing, john is telling me you are phoning himJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:36:31 PM): but not nowDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:36:33 PM): i was likeDebby Me (4/23/2010 2

Two Faced Trashy Cunts Part 2
kerry lively (4/23/2010 2:33:29 PM): nokerry lively (4/23/2010 2:33:34 PM): i dont need it i am doneDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:33:40 PM): kerry lets blow everyone away and just be friends again, i can only relate to youJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:33:41 PM): yes w/ Johnkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:33:51 PM): sure he isDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:33:52 PM): seriously i miss our chatskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:33:54 PM): he is paranoidDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:34:04 PM): i think he is scaredkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:34:06 PM): every time we have talked we have uncovered more liesDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:34:08 PM): because i left him rememberkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:34:09 PM): yesDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:34:14 PM): last time you and i became friends lolkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:34:15 PM): i am sure he is terrifiedDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:34:25 PM): hes gonekerry lively (4/23/2010 2:34:26 PM): and All i said about you goin back to himDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:34:37 PM): i knowJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:34:38

Two Faced Trashy Cunts
Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:23:29 PM): hi, i dont have voicekerry lively (4/23/2010 2:23:32 PM): jo you here?kerry lively (4/23/2010 2:23:36 PM): i dont either lolkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:23:48 PM): i dunno how to do the conference john did itDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:23:49 PM): oh okayJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:23:50 PM): ok, can you see me?Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:23:51 PM): you okay kerrykerry lively (4/23/2010 2:23:58 PM): but everyone can see each other?Debby Me (4/23/2010 2:23:58 PM): yes hi hunDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:24:05 PM): yesJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:24:09 PM): im herekerry lively (4/23/2010 2:24:16 PM): kDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:24:16 PM): can you see me lolkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:24:20 PM): lol yesDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:24:24 PM): kkerry lively (4/23/2010 2:24:26 PM): I think we can all see each other nowJoanna Zeller (4/23/2010 2:24:28 PM): ive never done thiskerry lively (4/23/2010 2:24:36 PM): we haveDebby Me (4/23/2010 2:24:37 PM): me either, i use skypekerry lively

A Heart's Desire...
Why must every day end in torment, like the flows of a river smashing against the dam trying to break through to where it belongs. Nothing is ever easy, nothing is ever simple, even the most basic actions and reactions take numerous steps to complete. Yet when it comes to the heart, the complications grow and the desires go beyond the basic to the neigh impossible to accomplish. Such is the way my heart feels now, no matter what I desire I feel as if I may never have it, as if it is always a hairs length outside of my reach.

Writer's Block
I FEAR WRITERS BLOCK LIKE I FEAR THE INEVITABLE THOUGHT OF BEING ALONE CLOSED OFF FROM THIS DARK ROOM AWAY FROM THE ANXIETY AND GLOOM OF THE SOCIETY AROUND ME THAT PUSHES AND SHOVES THE THOUGHT OF THIS, AN UNFAILING LOVE WHERE IS THE STING OF BITTER DISPUTE? WHERE IS THE LOGIC IN FUTILE REFUTE? AM I AS DUMB AS A BLIND LOVING MUTE? OR AM I JUST PLAYING A RELENTLESSING FLUTE? AM I JUST A BUM IN A WORLD FULL OF SHAME WHERE MEN MAKE POINTS AND ANOTHER POINTS BLAME? SWALLOWED WITHIN AND EXPLOITING REFRAIN TO MAKE THEMSELVES BETTER THAN THE NEXT WHERES THE GAME? AS A LIONESS STALKS ITS IGNORANT PREY IN MY THOUGHTLESS ENDEAVOR, I DIE WHERE I LAY AS MY HEART IS MISSING FROM MY CHEST, WHEN SHE CAME SHE TORE IT ALL OUT AND LEFT ME, NO NAME ALL I EVER WANTED WAS LOVE ALL I EVER NEEDED WAS TO FEEL NOTHIN BUT LIFE AND THE BITTER CHILL OF PAIN WHERE THE MUSCLES TORE AND THE HEALING BE GAINED WHERE IS THIS PHANTOM A WOMAN WITH NO FEAR? WHERE IS THE WOMAN WHO WI

Trying To Start Up A New Porn Thing... But More Personal I Guess... Hmmm
So as most of you know, I did some vid work back when I lived in Florida. It was alot fo drama because of the company and such, so I'm not looking into going mainstream again or anything. (If you can call what I did mainstream... lol, had tons of fans, but nothing like the big porn girls out there) So since alot of you have asked, or maybe you haven't to be respectful... I am going to start venturing into the realm again, but I want it to be on my terms and my pleasure. So I'm going to start by posting some new vids I plan on making on xtube... I dunno if you've heard of it, but it's pretty much a little bit of everything all together. I made a profile, and plan on finding some new "friends" to have some fun with. I'd just like you all to follow the fun if you'd like. I'm kind of an exhibitionist, so I enjoy people enjoying me enjoying others... lol! Feel free to join through the link below, and it's free... I don't like sites you have to pay for... Also, if you know anyone I shoul

The Fixture
Wow...I just went and had my last buffet at the hotel social hour, and as it should be, it was taco night! hahaha. As Im departing sometime tomorrow, I hung around and had a chat with the matre d Alfredo who've Ive become pretty good chums with over the past 2 months. Whilst Im talkin to him, Angelina from catering comes up and bids ado, and then the staff comes out givin me hugs and handshakes, citing they'll miss my stories and my horseplay (Im always heckling everyone, even strangers). I had no idea I had become that familiar, now Im huggified and full of draft beer, and I think I might even be bit verklempt! lol *fans face* It was nice tho, and have to admit, I am gonna miss this place a bit, good stuff, good times.

Busy Plans!
another busy-ish end of the week and weekend coming up.. tomorrow going to hang out with Jarien after working 7-4, then I work 1:30-10:30 on Thursday.. hopefully get a way to go get my car on Friday (if it's done,).. go swimming with Jarien as well.. Snow Demon show on Friday night, work 7-4 on Saturday and spending the rest of the weekend with Jen .. whew!

Microsoft Windows Team Official Tutorial: How To Make Win7 More Secure Recent Windows Security Issues
once again become the focus, Yale University, the venue and stop the Microsoft mail system GMail, Google full cessation of public Windows 7 uses within the Division, "Financial Times" article pointed out, Windows is considered more vulnerable than other operating systems hacking News for Microsoft products such as depressed, Microsoft Windows team blog today to speak that a series of new safety characteristics Windows7 , Help customers build a safer line of defense. Make customers more secure about the example: * Microsoft's appeal to customers as soon as possible through Windows Update and Microsoft Update update the system to maintain security. * We strongly advise clients to enable automatic updates to ensure that they are not attacked. * Windows 7 Ultimate key next improved BitLocker encryption to ensure data is not stolen, there will be better protected with Windows Firewall. * Windows 7 Professional key can also be combined with Windows Live Family Safety Suite to protect c

Dramma Queens ....salutes.
Now i understand what a salutr is..and i understand why some would like to see them.....what in cant understand is what kind of dramma can come up from not having one.......someone plz spell this out to me.....i really cant see the difference.....but frankly i tire of seeing "only available to those with salutes.......this is just not all thet serious to me.....what do you think..and plz if uve had dramma because of this issue please let me know i am interested in how that can effect anyone whatsoever....thanks yall

Really?
I just don't understand how you guys think I'm attractive. All throughout my elementary through high school years, I got called ugly. People never wanted to hang out with me or be my friend because of how I look. I guess you to have to look good to be a friend...Oh well.

Mac And Cheese (nice Sized Portions!)
Ingredients 1-24 oz bag of green giant cauliflower and 3 cheese sauce 1 box of barilla whole grain rotini1 cup 2% mexican style four cheese by kraft Directions Cook rotini according to package until almost cookedcook cauliflower according to package. cool a bit and then using a blender puree it. mix pasta, cauliflower, and .5 cup of cheese then put in a square pan. top with other .5 cup of cheese and bake at 425degrees 10-15 minutes Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 248.8 Total Fat: 4.9 g Cholesterol: 7.5 mg Sodium: 402.5 mg Total Carbs: 41.1 g Dietary Fiber: 6.0 g Protein: 11.1 g Portions of this are a nice size! its really good too

What Am I Talking About?
Please, be polite.They will come big, medium and smallBut, this doesn’t matter at allNow, eat it rightSlip your fingers in, gently pull it apartand lick up the juice that may run out and down your chinIt is ready and waiting now, whenever you areYou don’t need a knife, fork, or spoon at all.You only need your mouth and your fingers. That’s allRemember, there is no coreno stemno rindno pitno seedsno throw away at allSo don’t make it a choreEnjoy what you're eating

Who Am I?
We had a calss meeting in the morning,in which we were required to list 1-3 classmates that impressed us most and account for it or find out their highlights. I turned out be considered as a good student who sacrifice all her time to studies. However, I don`t think so, absolutely not. Indeed, I appreciate those who are good at academy, and I am persuing broad knowledge and high grades, but not that way. Throughout the two years of college life, perhaps I haven`t show the real me to my classmates. Then who am I? Now I think I have to change your perspectives. Well, where should I begin? Uh…To be frankly, I am an active girl though a little shy. Do you believe that I behave completely differently at home?I can be so talkative that my neighbors feel like comparing me to firecrackers. Study is simply part of my life. in my spare time, I`d like to enjoy my life, doing whatever I like, such as doing some exercise, raising a pet, fishing with my brothers, or just run over the gras

The Truth
She makes my heart smile with a a glow that the sun cant out beat. She makes me proud to be the one that needs her more than she needs me. All of the pain and hours it took, its worth just to see her each day. He makes me laugh at the goofy things he does. He makes me wonder why something so cute and angel like was gave to me. They both are my heros, my number 1 babies, they are my children and i would be nothing without them.

Clouds
Clouds in the sky, islands in the streams, all is not what it seems. A man and his wife, hopefully for all life, walk together hand in hand, A mother, a father , a set of children, smiling serenely calm, these are the things that make me as well, calm

Journey
I took a journey on a highway through life, No one picked me up 'cept myself Scares me to know that very few care, to see a desperate man They loo but they do not see, they have eyes but they don't wanna see. I took a journey on a highway through life, no one picked me up 'cept myself Scarea me to know that very few care to see a desperate man on a highway, singin' to himself, and laughin at the world as it goes by, but I'm just laughin at myself

New And Improved Fu Man Whores..... Hahaha O_____o
Not only do we have fu whores but now we have fu man whores asking me to buy them ponys HAHAHAHA Omfg what is fu world coming too..... ***** **** ...: u have to balance the fu because u put a big hole in fubar so u must replace from ur own cash ***** ****...: u should buy me one HAHAHA FUK MAN I MEAN COME ONNNNNN HAHA I WOULDNT EVEN DIRECTLY ASK FOR ONE THAT JUST RUDE , LET ALONG ASK SOMEONE I DONT KNOW.... i put it in stats b4 but thats it ..... not right to put someone on the spot like that ....

Soulmate
The searching begins to find someone who will always respect and show love too When you see them you will know becasue your heart will begin to grow your eyes will lock together in a trance your stomach will do its own little dance when true love shows it's face your head will spin like you're in space your soulmate knows how to find you but without them you feel so blue your soulmate is your other half so be patient, and wait, let love come to you for you shall find that when you do you will be truly happy and completely in love too.

The Fight
This girl and I never see eye to eye we scream and yell and never pause to tell our reasons why we can't stand each other we dont punch, kick, or even spit we just avoid each other's eyes because there's a hatred that lingers inside we used to be like one always there for one another we had each other's back ready and willing to fight we were on the same track One day i got so fed up i was going to kick her butt I stood to face her ready with my stance perpared not to give her a chance I looked into her eyes, they're mine, Mirrors dont punch, mirrors dont fight I realized i got mad at my own sight My body has always been an issue for me. I will never consider myself sexy or hot. But I will never be able to change other's point of views on how i look unless i change how i feel about myself.

My Heart
Lots of things happen, new skins are developed new barriers are made my barriers are tough, they are high with many jaggers on them Will another man cross them or claim my heart? Alone without anyone, alone without someone to hold, without someone holding me I'm scared to give my heart away again I dont want to get hurt I dont want to be betrayed by my beloved I guess my heart is only mine for now until soemone crosses My barriers are up who wants to challenge them? My heart awaits for the prize As I am healing myself I become more assertive. I know now I control my own life and no man will ever control me again.

A Night With You
I dreamed of this day, where everything was perfect and nothing could go wrong. It was a beautiful mid-summer night. We were in a dark secluded place and there we stood, the night was beautiful, the stars were plentiful, and the fire works were beautiful. There we stared into the night, you were with me. Dinner was amazing, the cozy restaurant was perfect. The pillows made it even more welcoming. As I sat next to you the world was perfect. Talking to you enjoying the wine, and touching ever-so lightly

Christina Ricci Tells Hollywood To Help America
There not many entertainers I admire but one has come the top of my list. Christina Ricci for chiding the Hollywood types for ignoring the human needs of Americans. She’s right when she said, “We forget we have our own impoverished kids that need adopting, we have our own really needy community.” She goes on to say “…we do tend to forget about America.” Hollywood types are always raising money for other countries. Why not American causes? You go Christina. Read more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/08/stars-speak-hollywood-forgets-americans-need-charitable-support/ BlastFM doesn’t forget those who want great music. We just keep it coming 24/7. Hit us up! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Not My Thing, Or So I Thought
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – It was three weeks before she called again. I was in a meeting with my staff when my caller ID lit up with her name. I didn’t even excuse myself. I grabbed my bag and headed for the door, waiting until I cleared the room to speak. “Hi, Madeline,” I whispered. “Daryl, I’m sorry I called during work but…” As her voice trailed off I thought about what I was doing. I had pretended that I had put our scene of three weeks ago out of my mind but nothing could be farther from the truth. I had been waiting for her to call. I had been waiting to see that ass again, bent over something, pushed up and waiting for me to abuse it. I hated myself and the guilt of doing this without telling my wife was creeping into my vision like a fog bank rolling in from the sea but god I wanted to spank her! “Where are you?” I snapped. “What?” Perhaps I

Like Totally
Another Ranting Blog I dont LIKE you and wont pretend to for points. You know whats more exciting then your pictures? Barney. Does it suck in here or is it just you? I repeat, I am Only rating you for the points.And then moving on. The best thing about you are your fake boobs. Only your mom thinks you're special. Smokin your mind out isnt cool. no matter what you learn at school. I'll clean your bling, but I aint rating you stupid fucking pictures. Oh fuck, I knew i shouldnt have rated you...oh man, now you're sending a request?damn..and you're still rating my pics and sending me drinks after I say no? I hope that boomerang comes back and hits you in the eye. Women on here hardly ever rate you back, or give any love back. Unless they think they can get something from you. And guys on here are pathetic, think if they tell a woman shes beautiful even if she isnt, that she will pose nude for him. Oh an i hate it when people come by, rate you, and leave you a status comment

Women On Top?
There is one blog I have been avoiding for a very long time, sexism. It has been the hardest thing I have ever tried to write. You see no matter who you are there are certain principles that you just cant escape. For me, being a man, the systemic principles of sexism are obvious. The big problem is knowing that they exist and how do I defeat my own perceptions. Awareness is not just a cute buzzword, its a discipline. I have made it my life’s work to stay a student, never believing that Im a master. Oh sure, there are many men that think they know of the sexist tactics that permeate our planet. But do you? As a man can you pick up on everyone of them? As a man do they directly effect you? Or are we just grasping at straws?So you got the answers? Or is it male privilege that gives you that superior stance? I have been in the workforce, as a manager for over 20 years and there are things I have seen and heard that to this day makes me want to say...damn we men suck! There are prejud

I Am An Earthling!
I am a man, I am a black man, I am a 40 something year-old black man, I am a Chicago raised 40 something year-old black man, I am a Christian faith, 40 something year old black man…ok you get where I am coming from. I carry with me many different labels of expression or division. But what I have not forgotten…no matter what I do, no matter where I go, or who I am…before anything…I am an earthling! Whether I belong to any organization, any group, no matter how big or small…I am a citizen of this planet! All that is done, good or bad, is done on earth. With that knowledge, I have to accept that there is a responsibility of servitude to mother Earth. That’s right I said servitude! There is a level of honesty that needs to be validated, all that you or I do is being done on and to mother Earth.I belong to the Earth! That’s right, she has more of a quantifiable ownership of me than my own biological mother, she is my giver and care taker. So, i

Circus Time
So, I got back from my mental train journeys and my trip around the country. I realised it was time for doctors catch up, which means when am away from home, I write down all my symptoms and then get a last minute docs appointment and barrage her with my list, occasionally checking her face for 'cancer sympathy' looks. I am always convinced I have a deathly illness that they have overlooked. Despite this deep paranoia I rarely get things checked, so at least my doctor was surprised to see me. I sat down and pulled out my piece of paper as she rolled her eyes, but tried to keep a straight face. Here is my list. 1. Blood shot pulsating painful eyes - her answer 'I need glasses' 2. Sticky itchy ears - her answer 'I have pus filled infected ears and need antibiotics and a spray for them' 3. Green poo (yes that's right) her answer - 'I have had food poisoning and need to do a sick poo test' So I had to get my poo on a small stick and take it to the doctors

Fuck Poetry, An Example
We strolled the sand hand in hand naked as two jaybirds, you smiled at me, because there were no words. You were wet and I was hard as can be, you leaned over and kissed me, you screamed fuck me now, you know we both want it now, As I stood up my cock took a bow. You rode me until we both came, the cum running down both our legs. I am glad I didn't need to beg.

Mumming Competition
Ever since I joined fubar, I've heard the "the MuMMs aren't what they used to be", "back in the day this MuMM...", "You're not a REAL MuMMer", "Why, when we had to login in the snow, after giving BabyJ our firstborn child, THEN there were some real MuMMs" etc etc. It's a real burden...I've often asked for guidance on how to improve my MuMMs but you're all miserable bastards. SO I'mma pay you to show me how it's done. Well, kinda. Here's the deal First Prize: HH Second Prize: Autos or Bomb or whatever Third Prize: 20 credits of blings so people come see you and pretend they like you, just so they can polish your shiny stuff Fourth Prize: NFI, maybe a boomerang (if I get four entries) Here's the rules: MuMM must: - last the distance, simply because, contrary to popular belief, I'm not here all the time, and I need to actually see it - screenshots of your moment of fame will not suffice. - include at least four of the following words, in context (bonus

I'm Leaving, On A Jet Plane.. Well,not Really, It Would Crash With Me On Board..
Think I'm going to take a long break from this site. Maybe force myself to get back to my art. I don't know yet.. There's going to be hell raging here for God knows how long and I'm preparing for the worse. For those who actually care, I will tell you what's up... First off, I'm looking for a new place to live... Trying, anyway. My son's bike was stolen.. on his birthday.. It's a reminder of what a piece of shit town this is...just a small one, for there's much more to this hellhole than that.. Also, I am quite tired of coming here, pretending to be normal, when it's clear, that I am not.. not by your people's' standards, anyway..Some of you know what I'm speaking of, the others, well, I just guess you weren't worthy enough to know..:-P(y) .. kidding.. but still.. Secondly.. CPS will probably be making my life hell for the next 3-6 months..So, means, until I move, I have to concentrate on the home.. Lots to do around here, seeing as this place is a shithole a

Wtf Fuck This
why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most

Number Eighteen At Augustana Lutheran And Other Strange Things About Baseball
Baseball is played on dirt and grass, yet if the ball gets dirty it’s got to be replaced with a clean ball. This is part of a radio series I’m hearing right now, and it’s funny when you think about it; certain behaviors we find awkward or actions we would get arrested for are perfectly legal or “safe” in baseball. (And probably in every other sport as well, but I won’t go into that today.) One thing legal in the United States that I was proud to do today was vote in our primary election – unlike a general election held every two years in November, you have to proceed in a primary election to vote among one political party’s candidates, except when the office or issue is non-political, e.g. for a ballot measure or for a city office. I got to my polling place (moved from Ramstad Middle School due to construction) and cast the eighteenth ballot of the morning just after nine this morning. Martha and I brought our Town and Country Van

Freedom Of Speech?
10:17am reply Natius: i didnt ask your fucking opinion... i dont look the way i do to please evryone else do you think she had the right to block me because i rated her a 5 and said i didn't like her new blonde hair color? she says she does it to please herself yet can't take criticism from anyone else than why allow open comment for? maybe she just wanted me to be like all the other males saying she looks hot n sexy and stuff and not be myself yet it's ok for her to be such! pffffffffffft!

Dumbass Of The Day...
I posted on a comment approval mumm that that was for pussies... I get this response in my fumail...PRICELESS from: CurveBall AKA M... Grrr!I need points please help fu world Sparks, NV subject: right received: 06/8/2010 10:11 am replied: no block this member So is talkin shit on the computer. sometimes I love this website...

My Journey In Fubar And Why I Feel It Is Time To Leave....
My dear fellow fu,s, and especially my friends and family members I address this blog to you. However it would be well with the newbies if they read this too before they waste 4yrs of their life in here as well I think. I want to start off by saying that this has been quite a journey and there are things that I wouldn,t take back for the world that I have experiemced in here! I have met some really good people in here and a handful have become real and true friends that I truly loveand wouldnt take the world for! On the other hand I have met some that I wouldn,t give one penny to ever see or hear from again, but that,s like in real life.Ok the reason I am writing this blog is to express my reasoning for feeling it is time for me to move on. To do that I will have to take you on my journey infubar briefly. When I first joined here on Dec 14,th 2006 I was new to the internet completely. Actually my daughter had an account on here and suggested that I kill my free time making friend

Signs
I believe in signs. I know it might sound silly, but I absolutely believe in them and believe everything happens for a reason and people are the way they are for certain reasons. Just like the movie. That he swung at every pitch and that little girl left water all over the house and in the end, all for a reason. I also like, and believe, in horoscopes and things of that nature. Anything like that. I have a few things up on my Facebook like that. And I pay close attention to those kinds of things. As well as when I'm having a hard time and need a sign, and a specific song comes on the radio that just fits and makes sense like it was playing specifically for me. I believe in all of that stuff. Today on the way home from work, Rascal Flatts' song "My Wish" came on and I just starting sobbing. Things have slowly been falling apart for me, all year, but specifically the last 2 months. And it's slowly taking it's toll on me. That song was the song my first, real, true love played for me whe

The Video
So I'm finally making the video. I've stolen pictures from friends and all that. Now I'm getting the song. I'm sure I've left out some people, but by the time my connection worked itself out, I was over it, lol. Mind you, I've taken DAYS to do this and every time I work on getting pictures, I get a shitty connection. Oh well. While I'm putting it together, why not keep me company? Oh and I'll have a Dell tech here for my laptop again in 2 or 3 days. They are fixing my touch pad and replacing a screw. =/

What Is Lupus
I just recently was diagnosed with the disease lupus and mixed connective tissue disease so my life has been a lot different from how it may look in all my photos..NOT SOMETHING I LIKE TO TALK ABOUT BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS!! Lupus is one of many disorders of the immune system known as autoimmune diseases. In autoimmune diseases, the immune system turns against parts of the body it is designed to protect. This leads to inflammation and damage to various body tissues. Lupus can affect many parts of the body, including the joints, skin, kidneys, heart, lungs, blood vessels, and brain. Although people with the disease may have many different symptoms, some of the most common ones include extreme fatigue, painful or swollen joints (arthritis), unexplained fever, skin rashes, and kidney problems. At present, there is no cure for lupus. However, lupus can be effectively treated with drugs, and most people with the disease can lead active, healthy lives. Lupus is characterized by periods of

That’s One Sneaky Penis
Penises can end up in the funniest of places. Like in a Disney cartoon. Or an Ed Hardy condom.In the latest sneaky shadow penis appearance, a penis shadow has snuck past the editors at luxury style magazine, Miami Living, and made its way into an advertisement for an online dating service. The ad is by EstablishedMen.com, the dating site where "beautiful, ambitious women would meet successful, sophisticated men". At first glance the ad looks like any other dating site ad, way too good to be true. Then you notice the penis shadow over the blonde's chest. The ad appeared in the Spring/Summer edition of the magazine and has been out for weeks without anyone noticing until FoxNews pointed the finger. When we created the ad, we never imagined a magazine like Miami Living would approve it, but judging by the amount of sign-ups we received since the magazine has come out, this ‘shadow penis' ad seems to work and might become a staple of our campaign.(source FoxNews) Maybe Establishe

Some People's Children....
I honestly cannot believe the way kids act these days. The children in my neighborhood {which is a fairly nice neighborhood} are SOOO disrespectful. I come home to find them jumping off my sidewalk with their bikes, skateboards, and scooters. Mind you, my sidewalk leads from MY front door to MY driveway. The boy next door actually even told MY son to move his vehicle one day because "he was in his way". Flowers have been knocked over, candy wrappers and such left in the yard. This morning I look out to find 2 girls "hiding" around MY vehicle and running all over my yard. I have never seen anything like this. To actually go into people's yards and up to their front doors? Ummm even my son said he couldn't imagine going on to others' property when he was growing up in such a disrespectful manner. This lady is about fed up. That is all.

~ Harleychick's Sharing~
Wrote this last night ....Well it has been awhile since I have went on a Harleychick's ramble and gave some insight into how my mind thinks, so I have decided I will do that tonight. Be prepared because we all know when I get started typing I can go on and on. ~Laughs~ I view many of your pages here on a daily basis. I read all about others pain, their happiness, their struggles, their trials, their support for each other, well, I pretty much see and read it all. I have to say that most of the time it is pain and heartache that I see from others. It is pain and heartache I can feel in others words. It is pretty sad to see and know that others have felt and feel the hurts and pains I have in my life. When I see that I can't help but hurt for you, wish I could hug you and tell you everything will be alright, offer you the right words you need to hear, give you a smile or a laugh, and extend my heart. I know that no matter how much you wish you could take away someone elses pain, you c

Porn Filter - Learn How To Block Porn Websites With A Porn Filter
All parents always have their child's well-being in mind and wish to provide them the most mentally sound and healthy home environment possible. The internet is without a doubt the greatest invention of modern times, you can find anything on it for better or for worse. As most people are aware the porn industry has thrived on the internet. Click here to read more - Best Porn Filter and How To Block Porn There are some experts who claimed that porn addiction is on the rise in our society. Easy access to porns has brought significant changes to the lives of many people around the world. This can have an impact on relationships when one partner is concerned by the amount of time the other spends looking at porn. It is simply incredible how easy it is to access porn on the web. If one isn't careful online any word you plug into a search could bring up some naughty picture or explicit website. But there are ways you can stop this from happening. There are many tools available that can cont

Im Tired.
i have no blogs posted. nor, any stashes. except for my red moustache. i forget i got the boot/quit and lost all that shit. however, i believe im going to start adding to the stash. music shit that is. and im pretty sure this blog thing is for me. so i dont forget.

Ive Learned
I've learned you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned you can do something in an instant that will give you a heartache for life. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that sometimes I just need to be held. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades a

:((
why do i keep going back to the person who doesnt like me the same. why do i try so hard to find the guy who will be the one for me. why am i searching for something that wont work. why do i keep trying to be with someone who shows no respect for me. most of all how come i end up with guys who use me/betray me. am i that weak to be used or not wanted? what's wrong with me?!

The Look: Towson's Biggest Fashion Mishaps
A recent letter to the editor titled "When did North Face jackets become Towson's official uniform?" got me thinking about some of the groupthink on-campus trends I've noticed this winter. Despite the fact that many of our parents are being laid off left and right, almost every girl on campus can be seen sporting The North Face Women's Denali Jacket, which on The North Face Web site runs at $165. Pretty pricey for Polartec fleece. What confuses me about the Denali's popularity, however, isn't the fact that so many girls are willing to shell out almost 200 bucks to own the new "in" jacket. What confuses me is their choice in brand name. Just read the details on the jacket listed on The North Face Web site: "A favorite among outdoor enthusiasts, the Denali Jacket offers straight-forward comfort and warmth in cold weather excursions." Ladies, we live in central Maryland. I'd hardly call trekking to P-tux in that ice storm we had earlier in the semester a "cold weather excursion." T

Royal Paper
Royal Paper The Princess of the Stationery Store Doesn't love me anymore; The Queen who taught my pen to sing Has taken off on broken wing. All the others I admire Have launched headfirst into the fire. No sympathy please, I beg and prithee, Simply one more round of whisky. I have no stomach for this sadness, So I'll go home and reek of gladness; While my poor neighbors bolt and flee The Minor Mode I'll shirk earnestly, And when that dour mood doth come, I'll drive it off with beat of drum; When thought turns in upon itself, I'll take the bottle from the shelf. "He is jolly," they will say, Others, "Merry!" and some "gay." None will take me seriously, Whilst I warble in the key of C; From my lips will drip anecdote, Bawdy tale, rhyme and joke. By the glass I'll drill where only I see, So none will guess how I loved thee.

The History Of The English Language
In the beginning there was an island off the coast of Europe. It had no name, for the natives had no language, only a collection of grunts and gestures that roughly translated to "Hey!", "Gimme!", and "Pardon me, but would you happen to have any woad?" Then the Romans invaded it and called it Britain, because the natives were "blue, nasty, br(u->i)tish and short." This was the start of the importance of u (and its mispronounciation) to the language. After building some roads, killing off some of the nasty little blue people and walling up the rest, the Romans left, taking the language instruction manual with them. The British were bored so they invited the barbarians to come over (under Hengist) and "Horsa" 'round a bit. The Angles, Saxons, and Jutes brought slightly more refined vocal noises. All of the vocal sounds of this primitive language were onomatapoeic, being derived from the sounds of battle. Consonants were derived from the sounds of weapons striking a foe. "Sss" an

Behind The True Blond Moments At Hand!!!
Gothic talking to her sister on phone, Mentions about her dying her hair blonde and her brains going with it, I said "So thats where you get it" and Gothic replies with "No She gets it from me" Cause she's the elder sister... ADMITTING she is the Blonde one! LMAO!!!! I believe she has not only been busted, but she walked into a dead end there!!!

The Exodus
Welp.....my primary journey is wrapping up, Ive got just a few more things to get in order before I depart for home. Those that gave a shit and kinda rode along thru my updates, will know Ive covered a bit of ground in the last 2 months. Sooo much to see. I'll be leaving Ventura later this week to finish up in SanDeigo, and am tweaking things to try and make room to see a few folks on my way out, so keep your ears on if I got your digits. :)

Stupid Encounters #39 (its From Shout Box)
NO smoker ...: Hmm, interesting, youre heavy handed with your Christianity which is good and fine, yet you advocate pot? Mustve missed that "body temple" part, ehh? And yeah, I wish we could rid ourselves of alky as well, but we cant and wont, tried it, failed. FAR more people drink than smoke, its ingrained in our culture. But we dont need to make it cheaper and easier for shitbags to "chill out". Ironic, however, that you bash Odrama because hes likely youre only, best chance to get pot legal nationwide. We dont need cheap and easier access to THE gateway drug. To NO smoker ...: Scene you so blankly hit me up and possed a great argument in my iC51 Nerd Queen account but didn't have the balls to hear what I had to say and blocked me I figured I'd hit you up on here and argue that yes I am a Christian and if you had read Genisus before asking about the pot issue you would have saw that it simply stated using pot as a healing plant... I personally don't smoke pot b

I Can't Hate You Anymore-nick Lachey
An empty room can be so deafening,The silence makes you wanna scream,It drives you crazy.I chased away the shadows of your name,And burned the picture in a frame,But it couldn't save me.And how could we quit something we never even tried,Well you still can't tell me why.We built it up,To watch it fall.Like we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you need.You walked away,You stole my life,Just to find what you're looking for.But no matter how I try,I can't hate you anymore....I can't hate you anymore.You're not the person that you used to be,The one I want who wanted me,And that's a shame but,There's only so many tears that you can cry.Before it drains the light right from your eyes,And I can't go on that way.And so I'm letting go of everything we were,It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.We built it up,To watch it fall.Like we meant nothing at all.I gave and gave the best of me,But couldn't give you what you need.You walked away,You

Fire!
My body is aching, Stretching longingly,Yearning for his touchCaressing my body.Skin soft and warm,Tingling with excitement,Needing his touch,Touching myself.Lost in a fantasy,On fire with desire,Needing his touch,His sensual caress.My body is aching,Stretching longingly,Yearning for his touch.My body is on fire!

Rip Matthew Todd Roberts June 08, 1974-june 06, 2010
Man dies from river accidentFrom Staff ReportsOriginally published: June 07. 2010 3:01AMLast modified: June 06. 2010 11:33PMA 35-year-old Maryville man died Sunday at Blount Memorial Hospital after being rescued from Little River Saturday, officials said.Family members found Matthew Todd Robert, 35, Mistletoe Drive, Maryville, lying face-up in ankle-deep water, a witness from the scene said.Travis Brookshire — who met up at the picnic area with his kids, Robert and his family — said his friend had gone to retrieve a tube that was floating down the river.Public Information Officer for the Blount County Sheriff’s Office Marian O’Briant the incident happened at about 6:30 p.m. Saturday.“Witnesses told deputies that he was attempting to retrieve a rubber tube that his son lost,” she said in a prepared statement. “They said he followed it a short distance from the bank in an attempt to retrieve the float, and he fell into the water.” When witn

Prostitutes Offer Free Sex To Global-warming Delegates In Copenhagen
Global-warming summiteers have been told it's uncool to buy hookers, but prostitutes have turned a trick of their own: heating up the atmosphere in Copenhagen by offering free sex to delegates. Copenhagen Mayor Ritt Bjerregaard and the city council had postcards sent to 160 hotels urging people coming to town for next week's UN Climate Change Conference to "be sustainable - don't buy sex," according to Spiegelonline. "Dear hotel owner, we would like to urge you not to arrange contacts between hotel guests and prostitutes," the cards say. Pols may think enviro delegates should only burn their cash on the kind of hot Danish that goes with coffee, but sending that kind of message got the Sex Workers Interest Group steamed. "This is sheer discrimination. Ritt Bjerregaard is abusing her position as lord mayor in using her power to prevent us carrying out our perfectly legal job. I don't understand how she can be allowed to contact people in this way," the group's spokeswoman, Susanne Mø

Tease Me
walk up behind you, wrap my arms round your body. as they barely touch your already erect nipples. my hands grabbin and messagin your tits. slowly movin down, i slip my fingers past your lips. sliding two inside you. my fangs penitrating your neck. as the blood runs down your body. reachin your hand around you grab my hard cock. feelin me through my jeans as they get tighter with your hand bein there. you reach over my waist band. slide your hand down insinde my jeans. grabbin my hard cock, you begin strokin me. gettin harder as you move up and down on me. slidin your hand over my belt, you loosen it. pullin it out one loop at a time. slowly your teeth find the buttons on my jeans. carefully undoin them on by one. slowly pullin my hand away from your pussy, squeezin your lips as i move to your jeans. undoin them, carefully. slowly lettin them fall to the floor. exposin your perfect pussy, your swollen lips. to be continued, hehe.

Like You
Why? Can be asked many times with alternate endings you left and why comes to mind A woman who leaves children is very strong but for a mother to leave her children, thats abandonment maybe you thought it was the best thing to do since you would sit at the kitchen table and do drugs with jess and i watching innocently what if i told you i liarned how to do drugs from watching you do them the guilt would rush in Dont worry im not like you My kids will never have to worry i will be there dont worry im not like you whoring and committing adultery are crimes but dont worry im not like you not everything is hereditary some are choices dont worry im not like you my choices are smart My mother made some bad choices when i was growing up. When she was pregnant with me she would consume drugs on a daily basis. i was born two months early and for the first year o fmy life i was on a heart monitor. When she left us my grandmother took over the responsibility of raising my sister

Dinner Hehe
I crawl under the table, lift your dress over your silky creamy thighs, jus enough to xxpose them beautifully glistenin lips. teasin you, my tongue slides round the out walls of your constant moisten pussy. you out a slight but quiet moan. my rings catching your clit, jus enough for you to feel. body squirmin to get ever closer. tryin not to draw to much attention as to what is goin on in our direction. you slide your ass closer to the edge of your seat. pullin my face closer to your pussy, the smell of your scent intoxicating. my tongue slidin in deeper and deeper. your hands grabbin my long hair, pullin me in tighter between your creamy thighs. my tongue movin in and out between your drippin lips. my teeth nibblin, sometimes soft. most times hard, jus so i can see the pain, pleasure on your face as i peek from under where im at.hearin you wince and moan has got me hard. the more i flirt with your clit, the louder you get.people turn to see what is all the comotion. mostly

Illegal To Be Illegal?
Friday, May 21, 2010 Illegal to be Illegal? ARTICLE INCOMPLETEIts amazing just how many people have deep, heart-felt convictions concerning the SUPPORT OUR LAW ENFORCEMENT AND SAFE NEIGHBORHOODS ACT passed in Arizona recently. Imagine how strong their convictions might be if they actually read the bill. Count our president among those with plenty to say about unconstitutionality and racial profiling; civil rights and sensitivities without ever claiming to have read it himself.The fact that the new anti-illegal immigration law is a virtual mirror image of existing federal law hasn't stopped President Obama, members of congress, various pundits and even Mexican President Felipe Calderón from criticizing Arizona. In his address to Congess yesterday, Calderon said, "I strongly disagree with the recently adopted law in Arizona," which was met by an approxmately fifteen second long standing ovation from mostly Democratic lawmakers while most Republicans present remained seated. Jo

Irony
IRONY "There has never been an administration, I don't believe, in our history more intent upon consolidating and abusing power to further their own agenda,"Hillary Rodham Clinton 2005"I'm sick and tired of people who say that if you debate and disagree with this administration, somehow you're not patriotic. We need to stand up and say we're Americans, and we have the right to debate and disagree with any administration."Hillary Rodham Clinton 2003http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJxmpTMGhU0&feature=player_embedded Posted by Richard E. Aman at 6:27 PM

Her Torment
My life, as torturous as it may be. This life, it is sane to me. Overwhelming, it would be for thee. A life of anger and pain it would be. Followed closely by misery and despair. There is nothing that compares. So jus stay the fuck away, away from me. Haunted by thoughts of homicidal rage. I live in a life of darkness, souless and uncaring. Demons settling in, deeply roaming. Darkest of the dark, forever free. Never helping, always destroying me. Ripping through the heart of me. Always pain, never any glee. Cries of rage and screams of pain echo thru the distance to find a kindred spirit. cant keep them down

Permanent Tarp?
Permanent TARP? The $700 billion TARP (Troubled Asset Relief Program) faced enormous public opposition prior to being signed into law by President Bush on October 3, 2008. Slated to end December 31, 2009, Treasury Secretary Timothy F. Geithner extended the TARP program until October 3, 2010. Although one of the goals of the bailouts was to jump start lending, a January 30, 2010 report to Congress by TARP Special Inspector General Neil Barofsky says that, “Lending continues to decrease, month after month,” and that a separate TARP program announced in March designed specifically to boost loans to small businesses “has still not been implemented by Treasury.” The U.S. Government now owns 61 percent of General Motors as a result of the company exchanging stock for $52 billion in TARP money. $6.7 billion of that total was considered a loan and has been repaid with interest, but that figure is misleading. The Treasury Department is still in posse

Add Alaska And Oklahoma To The List
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 Add Alaska and Oklahoma to the List (Apologies to my readers for the multiple edits and revisions to my posts concerning health care reform. The story is a fluid one, with developments cropping up as quickly as I can report on them.)Alaska's Governor Sean Parnell and state Attorney General Dan Sullivan indicated Tuesday that the 'Last Frontier State' will be next to join Florida and twelve other plaintiff states in a federal lawsuit challenging the constitutionality of recently passed health care reform legislation.Also on Tuesday, leaders of both legislative houses in Oklahoma announced that they too will be filing a lawsuit against the federal government challenging the new law. President Pro Tempore of the State Senate Glenn Coffee along with Speaker of the State House of Representatives Chris Benge are filing their own suit instead of attempting to pass legislation that would force State Attorney General Drew Edmondson to f

Sweet Italian Sausage Simmer
1 package (about 5 sausages) of Sweet Italian Sausage links 1 D'Anjou Pear (should be as firm as an apple) 1 Medium Sized Zucchini 1 Firm Large Plum 1'4 large white onion Black Pepper Minced Garlic 1 loaf crusty French Bread Place the sausage links in a large, deep frying pan and make sure they are not up against each other. Cover them in water, and turn on the burner to about medium heat. While the sausages are starting to cook, cut up the pear, zucchini, and onion into bite sized chunks. (DO NOT DICE THEM.... it will get too mushy) Quarter the plum, remove the pit, and then slice up the quarters into thin slices. The plum will lend a tartness to the meal that is incomparable. Turn your sausages over. Once all the produce is sliced and chopped, add it to the pan. Your water by this time will have almost simmered out, so add more water to once again cover the sausages.Add black pepper and garlic to taste. Keep your heat at medium for about another 6 minutes or so, then turn

Never Came Back
You said you would change but you never did you stayed the same throughout the years you never came back to wipe away my tears you never said "i love you" so that i could hear To show you respect is out of my league But i can't hate you one day i will love you but now i can't because You always said you would come back you never did so why did you say that? Mom, you're a stranger to my mind and heart you said you changed but i know you lied Mom, you could have saved me but that part of me has died I'm not a little girl i know my own feelings, but you never came back to wipe away my tears you never said "i love you" so that i could hear One day you'll look back and ask if i love you my reply will be that i can't and that you never came back Mom, you're not special to me anymore because i dont remember who you are you weren't ever there to hold me in your arms When you're raised by someone other than your parents you grow up with a void inseid of you. You always wo

Unconstitutional?
0 comments Sunday, April 18, 2010 Unconstitutional? "The natural progress of things is for liberty to yield and government to gain ground."Thomas JeffersonFlorida Attorney General Bill McCollum announced on April ninth that five more states are joining the thirteen states suing the federal government alleging that the Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act, (H.R. 3590) is unconstitutional. In addition Virginia filed a separate lawsuit in the United States District Court for the Eastern District of Virginia. This brings the current total of litigant states to nineteen. Although they are not named as plaintiffs, Indiana, North Dakota, Mississippi, Nevada and Arizona have joined the fight, sparking partisan battles to erupt in several states between governors and attorneys general. In some cases Republican governors are insisting that their state's Democratic attorneys general file, in others the exact opposite is occurring; Democratic governors are seeking to pr

Initial Post
Hello Friends, If you have found your way here I think I can safely assume that you are concerned about out-of-control spending, out-of-touch legislators and the shameless dissemination of misinformation concerning the Tea Party.I plan to post as often as possible and would like to invite everyone to comment. Dissenting opinions are welcome. Feel free to correct me if you can cite sources. Civilized discourse is the goal of this blog.I had planned to at least attempt to assemble my complaints with the current administation chronologically, but there are two rather heinous affronts to common decency that I would like to address now.First; The unconscionable use of the so-called race card by the mainstream media. Has anyone on the left (not the ruling aristocracy, but rank and file party members) considered how utterly ridiculous it is to accuse a person (or group) of racism because they disagree with the democratically elected president? (I disagree with the majority of th

Pain Killers.
I'm counting the flecks in the cement.The odd bits of sandrock that look like asteroidsor displaced cancer.That cold metal taste in the back of my headas your foot grinds into my hairmy nose is numb.My fingers tingle.Everything's getting fuzzywhat little I can see.Red mites, an ant reporting back to base.The stucco of blood and skin on the sidewalk. Last time it was the tiny desert.One, two, six worlds away.Last time it was hot. The kind you cut your hair for.Wild swings, dead flowers on the wall, meat against bone. Staggering into mediocrity.Unremarkable in every category.Except that tear down both shoulders.That burn as you lift off, cut loose, and the cold haze comes over. Don't stop.Til it pools instead of splatters.Til the tingle becomes empty.Til the screaming stops.Til both arms fall off.

Is Windows 7 Killing Your Hard Disks?
Windows 7 I might simply be unlucky, or it could be that window-7-ultimate is a hard-disk killer. In the past two months, three different laptops running windows-xp-professional-service-pack-3-key-usb have totally died on me, while one had a minor collapse and refused to boot for an hour. First of all, I should make it clear that these machines don’t have an easy life. My laptop travels with me wherever I go,Office 2010 and they have a fair bit of punishment on a daily basis: slung into a laptop bag and down a hill on a bike; into London on the train; and then a 25-minute walk bumping up and down before I get into the office. And then all the way back at the end of the working day. Nevertheless, for the past six years two ThinkPads have survived without incident for three years apiece. Until I installed Windows 7-usb RC on the latest one, and the hard disk died. It’s currently sitting in my desk-side drawer whilst I consider what to do with it. MicrosoftThe Dennis IT de

Ffdp Tour Listings
Five Finger Death Punch Tour Listing Jun 12 2010 2:30P Download UK, UK Find Tickets Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Maryland Heights, Missouri , US Jul 21 2010 8:00P Riverbend Music Center/ Mayhem Festival Cincinnati, Ohio , US Jul 23 2010 8:00P Susquehanna Bank Center/ Mayhem Festival Camden, New Jersey, US Jul 24 2010 8:00P The Comcast Theatre/ Mayhem Festival Hartford, Connecticu, US Ju

New Fake Dude & Some Points To Ponder....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

New Fake Dude & Some Points To Ponder....
(no song tonight) Hello and welcome to this special Monday evening post. Rare they are theses days but hey when time permits I can always squeeze in another good one. *Snickers* So with that in mind I bring you yet another fake, a dude this time, as shown here below… Giovanni@ fubar Yeaaa hot dude, I know all the chicks wanna jump that. Maybe he will even find a blingin sugar mama. But oh so sad the story goes…as yet another non-saluted profile is once again busted as a sham…the pics claiming to be Mr. Giovanni as shown below… Are actually stolen from here as well as other various websites as actually, this isn’t even he same dude in all of the pics… People are amazing what they do, aren’t they?…and speaking of, that brings me to the talking point issue of the day… I do not do personal drama. I do a lot of things on here. I know a lot of things about a lot of people. There are quite a few that I could literall

Fathom
fathom\FATH-uhm\verb; 1.To penetrate to the truth of; comprehend; understand. 2.To measure the depth of water by means of a sounding line; sound.noun: 1.A unit of length equal to six feet (1.8 meters): used chiefly in nautical measurements.

Vote For Me For Pennsylvania Governor
Robert R. Preston Brookville, Jefferson Co., PA I will not align myself with any party, I do not even like being called independent. I am just a citizen of Pennsylvania. * I can give a vague answer as well as the rest of them. * Absolute pro-gun, unlicensed OC & CC, license optional, removal of vehicle issue, strike the "firearm" transfer thing along with the PSP recording of such. * The Constitutions mean what the words in them say. * For the decriminalization of marijuana, then regulated and taxed like alcohol. * Pro-choice on abortion up to the end of the 1st trimester. Only pro after that for medical reasons of the mother. * NO PARTIAL BIRTH ABORTIONS! (I'm sorry, that shit is sick how they do that) * I dont care if you are gay or straight, what religion you are, your nation of origin so long as you are here legally, gender, race, creed - laws apply equally, and all rights, priviledges, and immunities shall be equal amongst the People. * Tax relief/credits for companies

Altruized Of The Day *plz Rate My Pics And Then Thiers* Updated Almost Everyday Look*** ....
Altruized oF THE DAY "giving them my points"(Link to profiles i altruzed as well as current ) *PLZ RATE ME AND THEN THEM* help me help people LvL RATE ME AND PICS THEN RATE THEM ...... HELP ME HELP THEM Currently Altruizing .. SyN@ fubar pAST aLTRUIZING LAST of a DYING BREED@ fubar lOreLEi XO dOLL@ fubar br /> I No One@ fubar Cali4nialovin01@ fubar Mike@ fubar NC BABii@ fubar loverfacexFuCTxDR coOwner@ fubar Sio Villain FuEngaged to Bob Villain@ fubar charmer xFuCTx Owner of DR@ fubar 2x giving her ponits cause its double ponit day and shes so close to oracle ... x WRECKLESS x@ fubar Zombie Girl GFR FuEngaged To SweetMisery

Another Battle In Our Dirty Little War
You forgive me for liking you too much,And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.You forgive me for missing you when your not around,And I'll forgive you for treating me so cold.You forgive me for loving the sound of your voice,And I'll forgive you for never listening to mine.You forgive me for playing your games,And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.You forgive me for making you a "priority" in MY life,And I'll forgive you for being merely an "option" on your life.You forgive me for raising you up so high'And I'll forgive you for putting me down so low.You forgive me for wanting to spend time with you,And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.You forgive me for being so pathetic,And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.You forgive me for not being able to let you go,And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,And I'll forgive you for laughing at me.

How Many Songs?
You may think, hmmm songs are about 5 mins long, so if I run for 9 songs that's 45 mins. I found out it's more like 10 songs, even if one of them is Eulogy by Tool. I really figured a Tool song would cut me down to 8. Nope... oh and by the way. Ow!

Makes Me Sick
It really pisses me off when people check me out and dont even bother to rate,comment, add when they see my age and i'm not the sexiest chick on fubar. The inside is what counts i mean come on people this is an adult site!!!

A Note......
I am going to be gone a few days,not sure how long yet.I am not one to allow people in my private life & I dont plan on starting now.I go on Wednesday so that gives me one more day,Procedure will be done on Thursday. The only thing that will be said is that I have some health issues and I am taking the first step hopefully back to recovery.I say I will be gone a few days because I am not sure if I am able to have my laptop there or not or how long they will keep me afterwards,a day a week I just dont know anything about this. There are only maybe 3 maybe 4 people on here that know what is going on and I prefer to keep that way. So dont forget to love on me.MY RANKING is bad enough since I havent really been here,just been online without much to do with this page.Sorry about that..I know I havent been talking that much lately,but so much has been going on with all this and I am trying to get my ducks in a row Keep it real and God Bless you all.... P.S I get to see my lilman in the

You Never Know Sometimes!
Well I have been offline a bit lately and have passed several states with in that time from indiana, wisconsin, michigan, alabama, and right now kentucky. I am sorry to those who feel I havent given enough time to you here. Before I had this job I didnt have any thing better to do than sit here and have a blast on fubar! But theres something called Real Life and well I cannot live for free! Nor do I wanna stay stuck any where feeling like I cannot get out of there! Whether its home, or Maries or where ever...... I have commented a few status's and left a couple shouts to the 2 people I talked to the most on here. I guess I just dont know I dont feel wrong or bad for doing what i hve to do thats life you know. I will be in kentucky for a month so I wont be here alot I will be out enjoying myself I hope thats ok! I do luv my Fu's and I hope the feeling is mutual! Dont be mad at me!

Toad Kill In Australia
If you like hunting you will like what Australia is offering you. You can help local officials kill toads. The Northern Territory has about 92 million cane toads and they eat food other animals eat. So get yourself a club and hightail it down under and whack a few toads to help out the other animals. The locals will love you for it. ttp://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/06/04/australia-recruiting-tourists-toad-killers/ BlastFM will be right with you when you are clubbing. Get yourself a Blackberry and hook up @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

#2 Confession To That One Guy.. Maybe He Knows How He Is..
seems so stupid and somewhat ill mannered thinking of you ritually unwillingly would you blame me if i made the mistake of confessing what would you say if i expressed the, the thoughts that never fail to race through my head it hurts me thinking of you it physically hurts me thinking of you seems so worn and somewhat tired dedicating time of day to lost cause what words would i say if you cared enough to hear my voice and what kind of people would we be if we were together? it tears me apart wanting you it tears me mentally apart wanting you can you not comprehend? id welcome you with open mind. ive been climbing skyscrapers and altering lifestyles ive been charging dreams to maxed out futures i can only fantasize for so long c'mon baby lets dance lets invent a new form of romance lets give each other a chance to break down the barriers of past it makes me smile it makes me unknowingly smile its getting harder to ignore the obvious feelings they climb up and down all along the ha

Black & White
Some say the world is black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right. Some say the world is a hazey grey, And where you stand, who can say? So who are you who would judge me? Decideing my fate, telling who I should be! And if I rebel, what will you do? Take the sword of justice, and run me through? And when I die, will you be there? Would you damn me to the devils lair? "It's for the best" is what you'll say, as you shake your head and walk away. Well even if In hell I burn, to your ways I'll NEVER turn! So if the world IS black and white, Where one is wrong, and one is right... I am my own, I choose my way! And for my life... I will pay!

Tales Of The Stupid
srqmwm4u: daddy wants you me: *laughs* srqmwm4u: daddy is so hot for you baby me: Yeah right srqmwm4u: i think about you when i am fucking mommy me: I gotta know. Are there actually women stupid enough to fall for this? As of yet, no reply. LOL

New Skin - Chicago Blackhawks 6/7
I've added a new public skin for the Hawk fans. Preview is below. This skin is sized at 1366 :) As always, you can rip any of my skins marked PUBLIC, but I ask that you do not take those that are customs. To view this or any other skin, view my profile and scroll to the bottom. Select BROWSE USER'S SKINS, and preview the ones you'd like to try. If you like it, select the option to rip, and then activate it from your own skins section. More to come as time allows...if you have an idea for a public skin, just send me a message. I hope you enjoy them. Take care, fubies!

Warning For Men
Here is a statement that is written on a glass from a bar called" The Bulldog" in New Orleans.. it reads as follows: Police are warning all men who frequent The Bulldog to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any women Many females use a date rape drug called "Draft Beer" The drug is found in liquid foram and is available anywhere, but is much more effective from the Bulldag. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman only needs to get a guy to consume a few units of beer, and then simply ask him to go home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, Men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted to. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a feeling that something ba

A Happy Ending May Please The Crowd ...
Eight years ago … Romans 14: 6-10 June 7 Brenda travels to Kilgore, TX 10206.07 For whether we live, we live unto the Lord, and whether we die, we die unto the Lord: whether we live therefore, or die, we are the Lord’s. 8 Lord, Martha always seems two steps ahead of me in regard to this wedding and this life. If I’m to be the head of the house You command, I need to start leading in my life. How?

Questions For Me
Is there anyone who you think you deserve an apology from?Yes, and to him, I say "Fuck you Chris."Do you remember who you sat by during the birth video in school?I live in Idaho, they're so damn conservative up here, they still refuse to give kids condoms at a high school.Have you ever played the guitar?I tried to, but, it's not my forte. When was the last time you bled? What happened?Umm, probably when I hit Michelle's boyfriend, because he beat her up, I split my knuckle. When are you planning on moving out of your parents' house?As soon as I find a job that allows me to.Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?Of course.Have you ever been called beautiful?Quite a few times, and tetu for it if you do call me it. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?Yes, it bothers me if they do it in excess. I was raised by a very abusive alcoholic, and I will not put up with it from a man I'm dating. Did anything "cute" happen in the last week?We

Bad 24 Hours
So last night my kids were running around my room playing tag. They ran past the night stand and took out my Blackberry. Now it won't charge and the screen is cracked. This morning I go to start my laptop and get the Blue Screen of Death. Turns out the motherboard fried during last night's thunder storms when the power surged. All of my pictures and music on that computer are gone. Back up people!! A few minutes ago my ex-brother in law stops by with his kids and yellow lab. The dog slams in to the entertainment center and knocks down the 56" flat screen....SMASH!!!!! Screen is shattered. He's going to buy me a new one but it will be a few weeks since he's broke right now. Verizon still hasn't figured out why the home phone isn't working. The people I bought this place from still had a rotary phone system so they might have to dig up the yard and install new cables. If one more thing goes wrong I'm taking hostages!!!

Life
Why is it when you do so much its never right? liveing a life of being yelled at..idk i feal stuck,lost,depressed, and anger... Dont know how much longer i'm gonna be able to keep sain int he house i live in.. allways being yelled at, alway being put down, alway being told what i should or shouldnt do.. i fucken sick anf tierd of my roomated shit.. there the fucken lazy ones.. never cleaning up.. never makeing appointments.. its like a game with them... see how many things we can find with peoples falt... I just want to be happy and with loved ones.. all i wanted in life was to find someone to shear good times with.. to injoy life.. not live in it fealling like shit.. ( I Have found someone i LOVE with all my heart) I just want to leave this place and run away.. Its allways been bad here.. but shits hitting the fan know my roomates Prg.. lol i get kicked out every other day.. i just wanted to tell someone whats on my mind.. cause i dont have anyone right now avalible to vent

"art" In Chicago
Okay, we have some REALLY UGLY pieces of artwork around the downtown area, but I think this will take the cake. Thank GOD it's not permanent. This is truly something nightmares are made of. (CNN) -- Tourists are used to staring at unusual attractions, but visitors in Chicago, Illinois, will soon have one staring right back at them in a big way. EYE, a three-story tall "incredibly lifelike" sculpture of an eyeball, will go on display in July in the city's Pritzker Park as part of a celebration of public art in the Loop, Chicago's business district. The three-dimensional installation, complete with a blue iris, was created by contemporary artist Tony Tasset. "More than anything, I would like people to think it's cool," Tasset said. "My first job is always to make the space more interesting and I wanted to make something with a big impact." Tasset chose an eye because it is a powerful symbol that has been used throughout history -- by the Egyptians, for example. He designed a similar

Fubar: The Leave It To Beaver Of The Web
This is an open letter, or blog, to all on Fubar. Pleas pass it along. I am not trying to level or score points. I have sent it to Scrapper. According to the bouncer last night, he’s the one to get it. If I disappear from Fu, you will know why. Others will have copies to post at their risk if they want. This way, deleting my account will not end the debate.Fubar: Leave It To Beaver of The WebFubar and I reached a crossroads yesterday. One I saw coming sooner or later, one some of my friends here have already ended up at. Fubar , the self-acclaimed “Bar of the Web”, where you need to be sh*tfaced, or pimped to help you succeed, an adult site, with mysterious ways of keeping children off, with a term every Fubarian learns, NSFW, and bouncers to enforce the rules. This is the image Fubar has always projected, even back in the Cherrytap days. That image brings us to the crossroads. Many of you, have seen,enjoyed and even ripped my skins in great numbers. Be

My Tarot Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are ensla

Think About Ink
In 1989 I got my first tattoo, it didn't come out all that well, when I went back to the shop I found out the guy that did had been fired and the owner of the shop redid my tattoo. Then in 1995 I had a little added to it to make it better I am thinking now of getting more added to it, or maybe even getting something put over top of it. If I added to it, I would just continue the cloud & lightning motif on my upper arm. If I got something put over top of it, I was thinking of the Crow logo. For those not familar: Or some variation of that. Here is a very poor conception of the overlay Your thoughts? Opinions?

Audrianna An Thoma
Hello everyone. I beenwith Thomas off and on for 8 years and now we arefinaly together and soon ro e engaged. I love him o deah and he a great guy to be with. He in the Army and coming to see me in a xouple weeks

Fml
Everybody that has ever tried, or even pretended to care about me gives up on me. I feel like i really actually loved him. I feel like he was so fake and didnt even put in as much effort as me. And what does all of this come down to? Selfishness. I wasnt exactly what he wanted.. Fuck hed rather be alone then with me wtf does that tell you. I dealt with things i didnt like that came with him.. cuz i saw how amazing he actually was despite that shit. Fuck it.. maybe its just that im not that amazing. The only reason i wont ever change is cause i dont know how. Im not capable. Or maybe im too selfish. I guess it makes sense that he couldnt love me, i just really wish he could. There is nobody else.. realisticly. And i have to stop doing certain things i like to be able to have somebody i like? Fuck that man.. he gave up on me completely. Now its my turn. Self destruction mode reset.

S10,000,000 Million Fubucks See How It Can Be Yours.
Ha ha you guys hey now. NO NO NO It can't be me Silly men. I'm hosting the thing.. I need you to send me 20 woman that wanna do a rates only contest and then go up against the men in the second round. Send me 20 men who wanna be in it too.. Come on now times a ticking. Lets get a move on it boyzzzzzzz!!!!!! Wahooooooo Its for 10 million Fu.

What You Should Know About News Headlines
Thanks to technology it is now quite easy to find News headlines. With the help of the several internet sites that exist you may get a good comprehension of what is happening worldwide regardless of the area that you stay. Previously the only way for you to get coverage of what's taking place on earth might have been by utilizing newspaper. With the help of news website and other tools such as Twitter we can find a good coverage of what exactly is going on worldwide. Given the nature of the internet we are able to publish comments and work together with other people something that would have been hard using a classic newspaper. And this is true for whatever topic you may be considering. For example you can be a person that is more or less interested to read about the newest movie release while some other person might be more serious to read about the newest fashion news. This is interesting for people which are monitoring a present-day event or even for the news junkie. Often

Have You Ever
Have you ever wanted another person so much that it hurts to be away from them? Not knowing when will be the next time you'll hold or even see them again? Of course talking to them doesn't help, it only makes things worse. So what do you do? You try and find someone who can take their place. Someone who makes you feel like that person. Now every person you find reminds you of that person. Looks, personality, voice, whatever it is, you try and find something about the new person that was what attracted you to the one you're missing. Of course, and quite ironically, that makes you miss that person more. It makes you mad and you fight with the new person because they cant be the one you miss, or you take out the pain of missing the person on this new person. So thats bad right? Could it be worse? Yes. So you don't go looking for a "replacement" because you feel that they are gone because they really rejected you. Not because of complications at work or with family that p

An Excerpt
The following is an excerpt from a book I read awhile back, but just got around to sharing this with anyone interested. In all reality, its an excerpt of an excerpt. Please enjoy. J ---------------------------------------------------------- PART 1: Don't say I have the face of an angel, 'Cause it's such an easy thing to do. I would never want the face of angel, Not after seein' what an angel goes through. PART 2: Don't say I've got the voice of an angel, Don't tell me that you think I'm true. Don't say that I've got the voice of an angel, 'Cause an angel would never lie to you. PART 3: Don't say I've got the wings of an angel, Don't tell me that you want to fly, Don't tell me 'bout the wings of an angel, When you've never even seen a blue sky.

Dreams
I guess I should live up to my name... Ive been a Dark Prince..... even an anarchist.... a lover, a fighter, a savior.... a dream, a fantasy, a memory.... All Ive really written here is words. Angry words. Hurt words. Insights and opinions. "To live is to dream. To dream is to live. But as I lie here awake, all I see is darkness and truth." Something I wrote years ago. I it found while sorting through memories of a life gone and wasted.... As I sit here looking into the flame of a withering candle, I see inside myself... images flickering in the orange and blue flame.... my body light as air and losing touch with this reality.... Where did I go wrong? A light that shines strong, can only shine for so long. I forget this fact. Nothing last forever... But at what point do we accept that a goodbye must be said? What happens when we overlook an end? or even when the life we want has come and gone... Our memories keep us dreaming. Reminders of things that made us

Why?
You know, when you feel like all hope is gone and your ready to retire, why do they have to come and kick you further down?You spend every waking moment loving them, no matter how far away they are... no matter how difficult it can be for your lives to be part of the others...Then they are gone... and you spend everyday trying to forget how their eyes sparkle, or the softness of their touch... the passion in their kisses... wishing to turn back the earth and time...But you survive. Its in our nature. To keep moving forward.Then as things go wrong and your self doubt is hanging above you, they come back just to cut the line and drop it all on you...And for what? No reason. No explanation. Just an emotional slap that leaves your eyes burning, chest tight, blood boiling...She choose to walk away, so why do I hate myself? Why do I find myself crying?Why is she crying? She moved on and found a new life... Mine stopped and crumbled...How sad... She has the world, but misses me... And yet, we

My Memoris
OPEN UP THE TOP DRAWER OF MY DRESSER, MOVE A PIECE OF PAPER TO SIDE. I SEE THE KEY CHAIN SHE GIVE ME WITH THE WORDS I LOVE. JUST LAYING THERE IN SIDE. I CLOSE MY EYES AND THINK OF HER AND ALL THE THINGS WE SHARED NOT HAVING TO DOUBT MY HEART WANDERING IF SHE CARED. I OPEN MY EYES AND ON THE NIGHTSTAND SITS A WINE BOTTLE CORK OF A BOTTLE OF WINE WE SHARED ON A COOL SATURDAY NIGHT. I CLOSE MY EYES AND REMEMBER THE TASTE OF THE WINE ON HER LIPS. AND OF THE SWEET LOVE WE MADE THAT NIGHT. EVERYTHING AROUND ME REMINDS ME OF HER. HOW NERVOUS I WAS THE NIGHT WE MET ON APRIL 17, HOW JUST THE TOUCH OF HER SKIN EASED MY WORRIES WITH JUST A KISS ON THE CHEEK. WHEN I AM DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD ON ANY GIVEN DAY I CAN LOOK AND FROM MY MIRROR HANGS A NECKLACE THAT SHE GAVE. I CLOSE MY AND THINK TO MYSELF THAT I WAS A LUCKY MAN I JUST HOPE TONIGHT SHE IS AS HAPPY AS ME. BECAUSE MY MEMORIES OF HER I CAN TRULY SAY I AM. B.W.C.

My Memories
OPEN UP THE TOP DRAWER OF MY DRESSER, MOVE A PIECE OF PAPER TO SIDE. I SEE THE KEY CHAIN SHE GIVE ME WITH THE WORDS I LOVE. JUST LAYING THERE IN SIDE. I CLOSE MY EYES AND THINK OF HER AND ALL THE THINGS WE SHARED NOT HAVING TO DOUBT MY HEART WANDERING IF SHE CARED. I OPEN MY EYES AND ON THE NIGHTSTAND SITS A WINE BOTTLE CORK OF A BOTTLE OF WINE WE SHARED ON A COOL SATURDAY NIGHT. I CLOSE MY EYES AND REMEMBER THE TASTE OF THE WINE ON HER LIPS. AND OF THE SWEET LOVE WE MADE THAT NIGHT. EVERYTHING AROUND ME REMINDS ME OF HER. HOW NERVOUS I WAS THE NIGHT WE MET ON APRIL 17, HOW JUST THE TOUCH OF HER SKIN EASED MY WORRIES WITH JUST A KISS ON THE CHEEK. WHEN I AM DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD ON ANY GIVEN DAY I CAN LOOK AND FROM MY MIRROR HANGS A NECKLACE THAT SHE GAVE. I CLOSE MY AND THINK TO MYSELF THAT I WAS A LUCKY MAN I JUST HOPE TONIGHT SHE IS AS HAPPY AS ME. BECAUSE MY MEMORIES OF HER I CAN TRULY SAY I AM. B.W.C.

My Sexual Position Based On My Zodiac Sign
Sexual position based on zodiac signCasey's Zodiac sign is VirgoVirgos have two sides to their personality. The Virgin and the Vixen. They may want you to THINK they are all sweet and virginal, but they are definitely NOT! However, Virgos are looking for a long term partner, not a one night stand or an affair! They ten...d to seduce with finesse, charm and subtlety so you may not even realize you're being lured by a Virgo!! Once Virgo has been in a relationship for awhile, they get engrossed in housework and things like that, which can cause a serious dip in libido.FAVE POSITION Almost anything, as long as it involves eye contact!BEST SEX TOY It's more of a game. Write down five wild sex acts and put them in a bowl. Get Virgo to pick one out at random, and then do what you\'re told!! Virgo LOVES spontaneous sexuality!VIRGO MALE IN BED You can be quite boring at times because you have set views on how a woman should be. You don\'t mean to criticize or offend, but your perfectionist ways

"trying To Forget Someone You Really Like.
6-6-2010"I always knew I would look back on my sadness and laugh; but I never knew I would look back at my laughter and cry.""Trying to forget someone you really like. is like trying to remember someone you never met.""Once upon a time I was falling , but now I'm only falling apart.""I thought I Was starting to love her, but she had to break my heart for me to know what shereally meant to me.."Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can think of is why you're gone.""I should have been more careful. I was blinded by your halo, so I never noticed the horns.""I wish you could look at me and see the person you once liked instead of the person you have grown to hate.""I may regret the way we ended, but I will never regret what we had.""Everyone always says there are more fish in the sea... but sometimes you just really want bass.""From an angel's wings, to a falling star, God made everything, but an unbreakable heart."This is what we call eternal love%u2026"Maybe one day I'll be able to tear

What A Dad!
MEXICO CITY, Mexico (AP) -- Prosecutors in the capital charged Sunday that a man who reported his two children kidnapped last week really gave them to a woman to settle a debt of 25,000 pesos, or about $1,925. The kidnapping report from Javier Covarrubias, 20, set off riots and street blockades in the poor Tepito neighborhood in central Mexico City as dozens of residents demanded that authorities provide more security. The city prosecutor's office said in a statement that Covarrubias admitted he lied about his children's disappearance to keep his wife from finding out about his debt. However, when the suspect was displayed to journalists Sunday as prosecutors announced his arrest, he denied the prosecutor's account, according to the websites of the Mexico City newspapers Reforma and El Universal. Prosecutors said police were still looking for the two children. The office did not give the age of the youngsters, but media reports have said they are 1 and 2.

To Clear My Head
Oh I feel a rant coming on....... Oil pouring out of a well at sea, not a fucking thing done till it reaches land, empty promises, "we will stop this" just like "we end this war" with our soilders still dying, live by faith? live by example? I think not, we live for YOUR causes by YOUR rules. Yeah we have freedom, FREEDOM to do your bidding like zombies, "We are the best country in the world" where our citizens fight for jobs so we can have shelter and water and maybe a fucking peice of food, as you sit on your ass pushing your agendas never listening to the street but only to those who have a silver spoon, our people dying, and suffering, cant see a doctor but if we jumped the border we might be able to afford to be sick, get hit, break a hip, or really give a shit, about all these stupid lies, because to you we are a commodity you make your money from other countries because you wont let us run our factories but save the banks save the cars because they are yours not ours, and most p

Freedom
FREEDOM And if I asked you for one more kiss... Would you be willing to give it? Just one more caress of my body... Would it be something you would permit? Pleasure given freely... Your skin against mine. Passion unabandoned... With the confinement of love declined. SEX just for sex... Passion uncontrolled... Could you be prepared? For that intensity to unfold? Emotions set aside. Except for fire and complete lust. Though if I give my sex to you... Loyalty is a must! Pleasure is the goal. It is what truly matters... For without that pleasure, That "love" you share will shatter! It is completely one... Pain and pleasure both. Even normal people accept that... Not knowing, though, giving an oath. Some are smarter than others. Giving in to the physical side... Enjoying that part of sex, Is something I'll no longer hide. Be open to express yourself, No matter what that may be... Feel that pressure leave you. Happy in being free!!!

Internet Spam... It's Silicon And Herbicides...
I love the internet, it's got so many things on it. Things that make you laugh (Mostly on Youtube... although the TV Tropes website absorbs far too much of my time on the net), things that make you cry (Again, mostly on Youtube... the shit people do to themselves and then make public that I wouldn't confess to a Catholic Priest) and things that make you go... Wait... WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?? I'm still trying to figure out if it's the beard or the glasses... maybe the chest hair and tinkering with cars... I don't know... what I do know is that you'd think, as a guy, my e-mail spam would be of a specific type... and it totally is, just not what you'd think. It never ceases to amaze me just how often I get spam in my e-mail that has to do with bigger tits. "ENLARGE YOUR BREASTS" and the like. I don't have breasts, and I keep myself active enough that across my chest I do not have mounds of fat big enough to be classified as breasts, boobs, tits, gazongas, torpedoes, tatas, or whateve