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"one day i will say something profound enough to be on your quote box and i will read it and be like when the fuck did i say that"  -  Sadistic Dragon
Kidnapping Or Not?
Poetry I Wrote All Myself.
How can you Not Tell?How can you not tell that when you hold me it feels like the world is floating and the sky is olny there for us and when your gone the things i loved and use to know is not there anymore and i dont know wat i will miss the most the person i use to know or the guy that i loved.the olny thing i dont understand is how you cant tell that when u hold me that a tear runs down my face and i love every minute of it and u cant tell the feels that i have for you when yo seeme and u dont care or act like it and make me feel not loved when the olny thing i want is YOU....i just wish u knew that and would love me back again The day my life changed was the day you had leaveno matter where I go...I only wish it was you I would see.your the only one I really wanna see or needlooking into your eyes give me a sight at true lovegave me hopealways wanted the day to pass.come home to see if I got a message from youmy savior of this lifeMade me feel like nothing was wrong in this world
Bahston
I've just returned from a lovely little trip out east with the fella, where we enjoyed a lot of seafood, too much beer and wine, and more televised sports than anyone ought to be forced to enjoy.  (Though I'll admit I did enjoy it.   A little.  But don't tell the fella, lest he get any ideas about subjecting me to more televised sporting events.) Highlights of the Boston trip: Eco-friendly hotel soap, which has a hole in the middle.  The explanation on the box was something along the lines of "people don't use the middle of the soap," but I think there are other explantions.  (I'm imagining solo male travelers spending a lot of time in the shower soaping their rope.) The 8-year-old son of the couple we stayed with for a couple days.  When we toured Concord, he was at my side the entire time, chatting about cookery, about baseball, about school and girls and whatnot.  His younger brother didn't hesitate to singsongingly identify me as the older boy's "girrrrrlfriend."  On the morning
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Did You Know..............
Did you know... ...that the words "race car" spelled backward still spells "race car"? ...that "eat" is the only word that, if you take the 1st letter and move it to the last, it spells its past tense, "ate"? And have you noticed that if you rearrange the letters in "illegal immigrants," and add just a few more letters, it spells: "Go home you free-loading, benefit-grabbing, resource-sucking, baby-making, diaper dumping, violent, non-English-speaking assholes and take those other hairy-faced, sandal-wearing, bomb-making, camel-riding, goat-loving, raggedy-ass bastards with you." How weird is that??? if your not an illegal immigrant get off my back its how i feel
My Mind Boggles!!!
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Pain
I want to thank a recent experience for teaching me the value of pain and for those that want to claim responsibility for that pain…YOU CAN’T HAVE IT. It is mine and one of the things that this experience has taught me is that these is a side to me that has become en-caged and if you wanted to unlock the darkness inside of me then congratulations for I have come to realise that the one thing that kept Me as Me was my ability to live a life in hope and to dream… I have also come to know that there are several types of death and I have found one of those which is the death of the Spirit and with that death of Spirit comes the realisation that the nicer side of me is no more...so as for helping people in this life right now I am tired of being the nice guy and never achieving even a semblance of the dream that I have been given. So I am going to go through this life just being like every one else as a self centred idiot that thinks of himself before all others
Words To Descibe Anger
pissed aggravated mad aggitated vexed bothered hothead short fused steamin mad ticked off angry upset foul mood fed up tantrum raged
New Job!!!!!
So I am working for Prince, Perelson, & Associates, which is a temp agency and they have me working at TSN Labs, NovaCARE, located around 300 West 6100 South, Murray, UT.  I am doing the data entry in the return department, entering packages that come back into the warehouse (by UPS and/or Post Office) into an excel sheet.  The people are great!  Not to many of them, and in the little room I work there is 3 other people besides myself, on Monday there will only be 2 other people besides myself.  The other girl will be moving out of state due to her husband job sending him else were to work. :)I am so ready to go back and do more work, it was all really easy and only have to be on my feet every now and then when extra hands are needed in the warehouse.  Oh and did I say the people are great!  So friendly and I can take my MP3 player and finely listen to all the books I have been getting in over the year.Well now I have to find something to eat, I forget I should do that at the very less
Bring On The Rain
by Jo Dee Messina Another day has almost come and goneCan't imagine what else could go wrongSometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the doorA single battle lost but not the war'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rainIt's almost like the hard times circle 'roundA couple drops and they all start coming downYeah, I might feel defeated and I might hang my headI might be barely breathing but I'm not dead, no'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain, oohI'm not gonna let it get me downI'm not gonna cryAnd I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain'Cause, tomorrow's another dayAnd I'm thirsty anywaySo bring on the rain
Summer Fu-owned Auction
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Never More Beautiful
I'm looking at reflective glasswaiting for this conflict to passwith eyes full of tearsfeeling as though I've aged yearsI look at myself and say"you've never been more beautiful this way"Never been so beautiful with a broken heartNever been so beautiful with head smarts.You've never been more beautifulso why are you crying dear?Don't you know it's your heart showingyou every situation crystal clear.Your eyes are shining with un-shed tearsthey almost look green, looking from here.Never more beautiful even when your illthe color in your cheeks are there still.You glow and you shineany man should be clamoring to say"I want to make you mine"You've never been so beautifulwhen you speak the truth.You're beauty is more priceless than pearlsand this you know in sooth.You grow more beautiful every dayand age cannot even take that away.You know who you areYou know what you wantAnd even if where you're going is faryou know that it's a start.Never more beautifuleven with a broken heartNever more b
Garry Shider
TRENTON, N.J. (AP) - Garry Shider, the longtime musical director of Parliament-Funkadelic whose funky guitar work, songwriting skills and musical arrangements thrilled fans around the globe and earned him a spot in the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame, has died. He was 56.Shider, who died Wednesday at his home in Upper Marlboro, Md., was known to millions of fans as "Starchild" or "Diaperman," the latter because of the loincloth he often wore onstage.Shider's son, Garrett, said Thursday that his father had been diagnosed with brain and lung cancer in late March. He then briefly went out on tour one last time but had to stop because of his failing health."He was a beautiful man who had a beautiful heart, who loved his fans just as much as they loved him," Garrett Shider said. "I'm sure if he had the choice, he would have passed on a tour bus, because he loved playing music, playing for the fans."A New Jersey native, Shider started his mus ical career as a young boy, performing mostly gospel m
This Is What Happens When Celebrities Die
What do Michael Jackson, Corey Haim and Gary Coleman have in common? While they were alive they all had a negative perception by you, the public. But wait a sec cuz. Now that they have all clocked out you, the public, now have a positive opinion of them. What goes here? Can you folks be anymore fickle? I suppose not. Read ohttp://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/06/16/hollywood-unpopular-stars-death-renewed-fame/ BlastFM your music venue 24/7. You will be digging it when you listen. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm
A Whole Inch?! Golly Gee!
Sometimes you just really have to love stupid people and their IMs:   oothebigmanoo: HUGE COCK INCH LONG me: An inch long? me: LMAOOOOO me: *laughing smilies on Yahoo* oothebigmanoo: OK oothebigmanoo: WANT TO SEE 4 UR SELF me: No I don't wanna see your inch LOL me: *more laughing smilies* me: An Inch! I have toys bigger than you oothebigmanoo: OK me: You said it me: Huge cock inch long me: LMAOOOOOOO me: I wouldn't brag about an inch oothebigmanoo: 9 INCH LONG COCK me: Wow, you suddenly had a growth spurt?!!
Hmmm
People who used to be seen as 'individuals'. Now that what made them 'cool' before is seen as the norm now. And they are doing anything they can to part themselves and to be 'individual' again. Meh...clinging on to what some perceive as...hrmmm 'individualness'? Kinda seems a bit childish and desperate to me.   I dislike 'sheep'...the term so commonly used. But yea 'weak' minded people are kinda annoying and uninteresting for the most part. But I also dislike people who try to be individual. Trying to be an individual is like another one of those sayings: 'F**cking for virginity' or 'Fighting for peace' or something.   Christ sakes people, just go with the flow and whatever you think is fun. People who NEED cool creds in whatever way they can get are just...ugh get over yourself. Yea obviously I'm not perfect but I would never claim to be either (not seriously anyway). Even as self centred as I am, even I know that what I think is not always right, it's my opinion. To me,
It's Hard To Be Humble
It's Hard to be Humble by Mac Davis Oh Lord it's hard to be humblewhen you're perfect in every way.I can't wait to look in the mirrorcause I get better loking each day.To know me is to love meI must be a hell of a man.Oh Lord it's hard to be humblebut I'm doing the best that I can.I used to have a girlfriendbut she just couldn't competewith all of these love starved womenwho keep clamoring at my feet.Well I prob'ly could find me anotherbut I guess they're all in awe of me.Who cares, I never get lonesomecause I treasure my own company.Oh Lord it's hard to be humblewhen you're perfect in every way,I can't wait to look in the mirrorcause I get better looking each dayTo know me is to love meI must be a hell of a man.Oh Lord it's hard to be humblebut I'm doing the best that I can.I guess you could say I'm a loner,a cowboy outlaw tough and proud.I could have lots of friends if I want tobut then I wouldn't stand out from the crowd.Some folks say that I'm egotistical.Hell, I don't even know w
Ugh...really?
wow....my sideboob picture got flagged as offensive....apparently being bent over a car and half your ass showing is way more family friendly....whatever...fuckin' lame....im fighting the urge to delete.
Where I Used To Have A Heart
Where I Used to Have a Heart by Martina McBride Where I used to have a heartFeels like a mile wide ditchI got a hole insideThe doctor just can't stitchGone without a traceYou left a hollow placeThere's not a stone to markWhere I used to have a heartThere were times when I would hold youAnd feel the pounding in my chestNow I'm just as emptyAs a canyon way out westThat's how deep I loved youAnd babe, I love you stillTo the bottom of this place I'll never fillWhere I used to have a heartFeels like a mile wide ditchI got a hole insideThe doctor just can't stitchGone without a traceYou left a hollow placeThere's not a stone to markWhere I used to have a heartI guess I'll learn to live withA different kind of painI'm suffering from a sicknessThat I cannot give a nameSuch a strange sensationI've never felt beforeMissing you has cut me to the coreWhere I used to have a heartFeels like a mile wide ditchI got a hole insideThe doctor just can't stitchGone without a traceYou left a hollow placeTh
That's Me
That's Me by Martina McBride There's a photo in an album he don't notice anymoreThat's me, that's meThere's a stack of cards and letters buried deep inside a drawerThat's me, that's meAnd the shirt that I once slept in hanging loose behind the doorTossed aside so carelesslyThat's me, oh that's meThere's a picture in my wallet and one less faded in my mindThat's him, that's himThere's a name that always haunts me and it slips from time to timeThat's him, that's himThere's a yearning that I feel in my heart and in my soulAn old flame that'll never dimThat's him, I know that's him(That's me)Hangin' on to the end(That's me)Starting all over again(That's love)Oh that's the way it goesThere's a woman in the chapel in the back row by herselfThat's me, that's meAnd a man at the altar says "I do" to someone elseThat's him, that's himAs the wedding party leaves throwing rice and wishing wellA single tear falls silentlyThat's me, oh Lord that's meOh, that's meThat's me
Lies
Lies by Martina McBride Lemons are sweet as honey, usually life is fairPurple's the shade of money, and Jesus doesn't careHummingbirds can't fly backwards, lovers don't say goodbyeSaturn has seven rings, and I have never told a lieI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you to call, I don't miss you at allI'm finally moving forward getting along with my lifeI never dream of you and me, it's strange I don't know whyI'm really not that lonely, you never cross my mindAnd when I hear your name, it doesn't cut me like a knifeI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you to call, I don't miss you at allThis is how I keep my sanity, this is what I need you to believeI don't walk these halls and I don't climb these walls every nightAnd I don't cry, and even though I'm waiting by the phoneI don't want you t
Cheap Whiskey
Cheap Whiskey by Martina McBride He sits all alone in his easy chair,Staring back at his lost yesterday,Long before he encountered the bottle,And the demons that drove her away,In his hand he is holding her photograph,Her image all tearstained and worn,Tonight he's embracing reality,And he curses the day he was born,And the darkness still echos her warning,You can't have two loves in your life,And now the things that will haunt him,'Til the day that he dies,Is the smell of cheap whiskey,And the sound of good-bye,Since the hour that she left he's been somber,And each breath that he draws makes him think,About the light of his life gone forever,When he traded her love for a drink,And the darkness still echos her warning,You can't have two loves in your life,And now the things that will haunt him,'Til the day that he dies,Is the smell of cheap whiskey,And the sound of good-bye,The smell of cheap whiskey,And the sound of good bye
Photo For Me Mum
This should really be a MuMM I guess, but people'd just say it's a hot or not and I have to go to work and I really don't want to argue with the asinine before then.   In a nutshell, I am thinking of giving my mum a birthday present which is a photo of me (yes I know, every level of cheese and ego). Buttttttt, she only has about one photo of me after the age of 5, and I also wanted to show her I wear her knitting (long story, I don't much like knitted stuff...she likes knitting stuff...I have a lot of knitted stuff). Soooo I was gonna get this photo mounted with some kinda cheesy message (I'll put the photo in the comments cuz I suck at blogging with pics).   I know my mother will say it's lovely regardless, which is why I need you brutal bastards to say 'piss off that's stupid/ugly/what the hell are you thinking?'   I don't like doing selfies, and so I'm really not wanting to try and take another, but if it looks like I should, I will. I don't think it's a particularly good one
Interesting Conversation
An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, The ALMIGHTY. He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . . Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ? Student    : Yes, sir. Professor : So you Believe in GOD ? Student    : Absolutely, sir. Professor : Is GOD Good ? Student    : Sure. Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ? Student    : Yes. Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.                    Most of us would attempt to Help Others who are ill.                    But GOD didn't.                    How is this GOD Good then ? Hmm ? ( Student is silent ) Professor : You can't answer, can you ?                    Let's start again, Young Fella.                    Is GOD Good ? Student    : Yes. Professor : Is Satan good ? Student    : No. Professor : Where does Satan come from ? Student    : From . . . GOD . . . Professor : That's right.                    Tell me s
Watch Live New Zealand Vs South Africa Rugby Online Streaming On June 17 2010
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International Rugby Events European Union All kind of International Rugby Events, like June Tours, Pacific cups and all others. IRB Junior World Championship 2010 New Zealand vs South Africa Semi Finals - IRB Junior World Championships Estadio El Coloso del Parque, Rosario, Argentina Match scheduled: Play Date: 17-06-2010 Play Time: from 19:30 until 21:45 GMT/UTC/UK
I Feel Special!!!
My first Pimphand from the mumms for 30 mins. Shame i've been away for 2 hours (63)
You Know Your A Cowgirl When...
Are You Represented?
LilBoops made me a suepr duper birfday picture! Is your state represented??   http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=154473&i=3262974705
Haha
so guess what movie is coming out next summer....     hint in comments
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Real Men
Real men, and other great lovers of The Lazy J, should figure how to drive better. Jesus would have wanted it that way. Oh noes! Instant karma. Just dropped my bagel, cream cheese side down, onto the keyboard.
Love
you say you love me.. yet you never let anyone know that your with me. you say you need me... yet i never i can tell you say you want me forever... yet i dont know if thats true.. you tell me want me as your wife.. yet noone know for you havent said a thing are you ashamed of me are you wanting someone else. are you wanting me gone do you regret ever meeting me do you want me to be forgotten just tell me the truth.. im a nig girl i believe i can handle it im tired of crying everytime i think im tired of not being who i think i can be im tired of feeling like im just here to here im tired of hurting from crying so much im tired of feelin like im nothing to everyone.
Stuff And Writeing
I really don't talk about my self much on things like this, I mostly just write, and hope people enoy it. When you see fear befor you, The fear are those chainsthat hold you down. Cut, Break, Toss off the chains of fear and let go of all your fears. Never look back at what you never had, But look forward to what you will receive when the chains of fear lay broken at your feet.
I Love You
‘I love you’, simple words with more power than anyone can understand Three small words said to bring hope to the hopeless or light to the dark The power of love is said to chase away the most sinister fears and warm the coolest heart If this is real, if this is such a benign power, something so pure and good then why does it hurt Words of such might fall so easily form smiling lips Such beautiful words spring from lying tongues So easily these shattering words come and, eventually go I love you isn’t to far from I hate you and love is akin to lust How is it that we can live with breaking the hearts of others by so easily rescinding this timeless oath, this solemn vow? How easily these words and the strong emotions they evoke are cast aside What is love besides the hardest torment one must endure Can the good that comes of love ever outweigh the bad Has love really turned into nothing more than an enabler of lust, a ghost of a distant past destined to slowly fade beyond
Coincidence & Premonition?
Coincidence? Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters.
Peace
Am I wishing upon a star that will never come true?Am I praying to nothing that hears me?Am I being naive, a foolish dream?A silent cry that doesn't break from the nightfall?The summer breeze soars my energyTrying to wake my peaceCaress my face, I feel a tremble afarThe ease in fact, is hard to reachRise up, daytime starBefore the darkness catches meYou're too blind to seeWhat's beyond sightThe Heavens try to callYou ignore, walk past the lightAll will collide into paradiseOr deeper than the grave, your fate is awaitingI am an invisible shining starAll too much captured to catch onRead between the skinInto the soul that is mineI am prepared to showAnd touch the pieces you are missingTo feel contentmentHeavy heart is too busy soaking inFeel the rhythm of beatRest your eyes, remember the currentThe sensation streams through your bloodCherish the gift of nature, don't hideBreathe in, free your worriesThey cannot exist any longerYour grudges are in the pastThe machine factoriesThe city lig
Check This Shit Out.
Now normally I could give a fuck less about douchers and dumbasses alike but this guy he just pissed me off. Anyway his funame is 819lukes and this mother fucker runs around posing as a member of the military to get this get himself some e-pussy. Enjoy his and I's conversation bwa ha ha ha!!   CCE cReEpE...:It actually made perfect sense you dumb fuck but I forget you have the education of a fourth grader so let me put it a little more simple for ya. A. If a girl clearly states she is taken take the mother fucking hint. B. Just because you are in the military doesn't give you some amazing power over pussy. C. Just because you are in the military doesn't mean you can pull it like some fucking suffrage shit your in fucking cali for fucks sake. 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: So yeah next time you try to harass you some e-pussy how about not being a stupid jackass and show some fucking class 1:51am CCE cReEpE...: You worthless booter cunt 1:53am 819lukes: lol m
Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us
Amazed
You dance over me while I am unaware you sing all around but i never hear the sound   Lord, I', a,azed by you How you lov e me
Tell Me This Isnt True About Them Fuckin Fakers
Fake people Are people that are not real They always try to deceive you And make you think that they are the real deal With fake people You can never see the light Because when you are staring into their eyes It's always dark and never bright Fake people are like mirrors You can see right through them They are always lying to you But you already know it's a scam Fake people are always trying To be something that they are not But when you get a good look at them You realize that they don't look no where near as hot Fake people think That they gain a reputation But in my eyes They are an embarrassment to the entire nation They are always trying to convince you To believe who they say they are But a fake person can't fool me Because I'm way too smart Fake people waste time But they never pay attention to the time that they are wasting Only because their minds are always racing They are always trying to impress you With things that you never notice But you woul
Salvation Is Here
God above all the world in motion God above all my hopes and fears And I don't care what the world throws at me now I'm gonna be alright Hear the sound of the generations Making loud our freedom song All in all that the world would know Your name It's gonna be alright Cause I know my God saved the day And I know His word never fails And I know my God made a way for me Salvation is here Today is the day, you hav e made I will rejoice and be glad in it And i won't worry about tomorrow I'm givin' you my fears and sorrows Where you lead me I will follow I'm trustin' in what you say TODAY IS THE DAY
Poor Choice In Words
The following was the title for a link on CNN: 'Female Viagra' results unexciting. *falls over laughing* And yes it's legit. Check out CNN.com for yourself.
Fake Ppl Imma Keep Dissin Ur Asses I Dont Give A Fuck Sue Me
Okay this is the real on how I feel no faking no acting no sugar-coating the facts and I'm just gonna tell it strate out I hate bein lied to just tell me the truth I think I'd like you better any way if you were just you don't try to act like them don't copy wat they say because in the end YOU'RE the one that has to pay I don't like fake people who do nothing but where mask they just copy whats around them like its some sort of task I dnt like copy cats because there's no need to act like that I need you to be real because thats what it takes and if you have a problem with that then just keep being fake I don't NEED to kno you although I want to in the end I could just treat you like some other dude so quit the act take off the mask do what ever you gotta do but do it fast cause its turnin me off and makin me mad plus its your loss not mine so I'm not gonna be sad you could ignore this and do what you want but TRUST its not me you're going to get t
Fuck Fakes
Fuck fake people Pullin’ fake ass shit With fake ass minds On MY damn time NOT cool!!!! If you can’t be real I’ma let you know the deal If what come out yo mouth aint true I don't want shit to do with you and sumthing else u can burn in mutha fuckin hell u lyin bitches stealing photos that areent ur and shit i may not be good looking but im the realest idont do that shit u stupid fucks and if ur one of them fakes here in fubar then this diss goes out to u bitches How can you stare at me in my face and smile And talk behind my back all the while You may think I'm dumb by the things I do But you can’t be straight up so what does that make you Figure it out!!!! Usually I wouldn't give a damn But the lyin’ and deceit hit me like WAM Hey it’s ok and I'm doin’ well But I hope you ride a slow fiery buss straight to hell Kiss my ass!!!! Oh. For those that think im fake when it comes to my rhymes fuckyou im more real then harmaggedon jus come at me i dare
Indemnity
indemnity\in-DEM-ni-tee\ noun; 1.Protection or security against damage or loss. 2.Compensation for damage or loss sustained. 3.Something paid by way of such compensation. 4.Legal exemption from penalties attaching to unconstitutional or illegal actions, granted to public officers and other persons.
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Hell is other people. - Jean-Paul Sartre
Sometimes...
Sometimes....When you're going through things, you weed out who you can talk to from who you can't. Who will take it seriously and who doesn't seem to want to be bothered with your "real life" problems. Ah hell. Where is Witchie and Mel?
Dreams
the future laid before me like a bright shining star hovering out of reach but never far to reach it to touch it to hold my dreams close to feel all that i was meant to be to know it was ripped from my arms and gave to another slowly is killing all that is left i am disappearing i will be no more my words whispered the wind stealing all the joy within my soul at the touch of your hand love once unfold now wilting abandon when it needed most the response the touch of your soul forever i will know what was losted what could have been the shining star that i almost touched the future before vanished
The Big Spill
Chris:   Hey, we’re having a big problem in the Gulf of Mexico. God:    Yeah, I’ve been watching that. Chris:   Then that Congressional Minority Leader said that the taxpayers should bear the cost of the clean up. God:    John Boehner?  He owns a lot of stock in BP. Chris:   And that Senate Candidate, Sharron Angle said that all this was the result of too much government regulation. God:    Don’t worry about her.  She’s a nut case. Chris:   But what if she wins the election? God:    Not gonna happen. Chris:   And now the oil companies are turning to Kevin Costner for a solution. God:    Hey, it’s good to have a celebrity on your team. Chris:   But Costner was a Business major at Cal State Fullerton.  He doesn’t know shit. God:    I know that. Chris:   So the other oil companies are throwing BP to the wolves.   God:    Kind of funny how the big boys all support each other until one of them becomes a convenient sacrifice. Chris:   So how
Hey
Today I made myself in life anew,By going to that royal road of truth,And searching for the secret of lifeWhose goal in life is pure and trueThough night and days tears of love I've criedTo see why my own kind sometimes   abused and sometimes rejected by humankind;in life's stern way That teaches us who to hate and who to love,And seek once more the guide that lives in you"Much better than the world of sordid pelf,As I found the counsel to be true. I know right now that I shall sayI am a new man in life, an a better man in spirit; Forever  will I remain truthful and loyal, by thoughts and deeds ,In saving others, as well as every one.That deserves to be cleanse and purge,of what you see and hear in God's precious worldIsn't there something pulling at your heart?As a  divine voice that speaks to all beings at large
Thinking Positively
Life never gives us more than we can handle It usually presents us with less The challenge comes in the looking for what we know comes best We search this Earth for what we seek Some never finding an end But what some find is treasure beyond what some consider a Godsend So seek what ye so desire this day and reach beyond what is there before you For life is not in just the taking of today But what you see in the 'morrow and in what you do!
Hey
We long for a quick touch To help the young ones escape from troubled experiences And think once again, Life would be just all a smile, As we go on day by day struggling with the shadow of loneliness and helplessness to see our life is worth so much more than wrong decisions and wrong choices In nature's good view Round about the city of trouble That shines into our mind,heart and soul as an infinite guideline of all that's really painful and sad, Then make burden's great your daily rule without further means to find, As none make your wishes and dreams    A proverb for every day noon.
Desdemona (othello)
Desdemona, (singing) The poor soul sat sighing by a sycamore tree, Sing all a green willow. Her hand on her bosom, her head on her knee, Sing willow, willow, willow. The fresh streams ran by her and murmured her moans, Sing willow, willow, willow; Her salt tears fell from her, and softened her stones-- Lay by these. Sing willow, willow, willow. Prithee hie thee! He'll come anon. Sing all a green willow must be my garland. Let nobody blame him, his scorn I approve. I called my love false love, but what said he then? Sing willow, willow, willow. If I court more women, you'll couch with more men.-- So, get thee gone. Good night. Mine eyes do itch; Doth that bode weeoping? (Othello)
Jackass Off Probation
well, where 2 start... I was an ass when I was a lil' 1.  As I grew up I realized that I was just a Jackass.  I got arested and convicted of a robbery w/ fire arm in 1994. on January 5, 1995 I started my sentance of 10 yrs incarcerated and 10 yrs on paper, w/ 5 yrs to run concurrent w/ the first 10. It's a long story and not important as 2 why, but rest asured that it is, just don't judge. Since this is about being released from probation I felt that it would be nice to know what 4... N-E-ways, I was locked-up until April 2, 2002 and then released time-served. Actually 2.5 yrs more than my actual discharge date, but again neither here nor there.  Upon release I was then 2 serve my 10 suspended and 4 about 6 mos. I did then I left 4 the Carnival and was gone 4 about 6.5 yrs then I turned myself in w/ a lil help from my mom n her wishes. Well a year later I went back to visit my mom and got arrested 4 a warrent again the same 1 that I was supposed 2 be done w/ N-Eway. That's a whole
A Drowning
It's the glare from the reflection Making patterns in your eyes It's the looking back in anger With every second slipping by Undertow has come to take me Guided by the blazing sun Look at everything around us Look at everything we've done. Please anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself There's a tiny little window Swarms of locusts fill the sky Maybe I just disappear, If I can Keep my head above the tide. Please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself I'm drowning here please, anyone I don't think I can, save myself
Lone Rose
A field full of swaying long grass Memories of yesterday and far gone past Love gained love lost Though remaining locked in my heart A grave stands alone Bare and cold Nobody cares Nobody knows The bluest of skies Turning dark through thine eyes One lone rose remained standing Now it has died.
Strangers
Master Says...
Finish the sentence. "When you can snatch the pebble from my hand, it will be time for...
Online Buddies...
The New Me
Look into these eyes of mine and tell me what you don't see.  You don't see the pain anymore, it's gone away not going to show no more.  Look into this smile and tell me what you see.  A new woman, one starting fresh and new.  Look into these arms and tell me what you see.  Three little children, all very much loved and adored.  I am a mother, a sister, a daughter, a woman.  I belong to no man I spread my arms and I'm free.  I listen to my heart as it speaks soft words.  I close my eyes, tilt my face to the sun and embrace this new life that came upon me.  I sigh with relief to know just who I am, I accept my fate no matter what it may be.  I ignore the little fights and regreat alot but from the past I learned from my mistakes.  No longer do I lower my head in shame I hold it high letting the world know nothing is going to keep me down.
The Past
When that Angel with the Blackened Wings set off into his new life, he wanted to look forward. The past however had different plans. Like hooks into his flesh, his past held on. He struggled so hard, the flesh ripping up from the body, the blood so horrid. He knew the pain would be there, he knew the pain. It was such an old friend. Embrace it he said. Keep pulling he said. Never give up moving forward, no matter how much your old friend wants you to stay. Shredding him, the scars will be deep, all the way to is soul. But he'll learn, he always did. He will survive.
5 Dinner Guests
Im sure this has been done before....I dont care....If you had 5 dinner guests (dead or alive) Who would they be and why??   My 5: Martin Luther King Jr.          Hugh Hefner           Salma Hayek            my biological father(whom ive never met)             and my hot english professor from college.....
Is This...
I just saw a video of a police officer punching a girl in the face. Supposedly the girl, and her friend, are being arrested for jaywalking. I'm a little undecided on if he did the right thing or not. I just have a few questions about it.   [video in comments]
Big Ones
THE PROBLEM WITH GUYS WITH BIG ONES THEY DONT KNOW HOW TO PLEASE WOMAN..THEY TRY TO KILL HER..LOL..YA KNOW CANT REALLY KNOCK THE BOTTOM OUT OF IT..DONT GET ME WRONG A LITTLE FAST AND HARD IS GREAT BUT U YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO DO IT. IF THEY ARE BIG AND DO IT TO HARD ITS NOT GOING TO GIVE HER PLEASURE. YOU GOT TO WORK HARD TO GET ME OFF DOING IT. BUT I GET OFF INSTANTly WHEN I GET ATE OUT..AS LONG AS THEY KNOW WHAT THEIR DOING I LOVE ORAL AND LOVE TO GIVE IT.. MY FAVORITE POSITION IS DOGGY AND LEGS OVER THE SHOULDERR..I LIKE IT ON TOP BUT ITS NOT MY FAVORITE. WHEN ITS BIG IT HURTS TO BAD AND I CANT GET MOVING LIKE I WANT TO..I CAN ONLY DO IT FROGGY STYLE ON TOP.
Ha!!
Men annoyingly assume ... That you want an egg white omelet, not a regular yokey delicious one, because you must be on a diet. That you can’t parallel park. That you’re in a bad mood because you must be getting your period. That you don’t like manly alcohols like beer and whiskey. That you know nothing about sports. That you can’t operate a power drill. That you own 10 million pairs of shoes. ....... lmao!!!! That because you’re a single female, you want a relationship and you obviously want it with them. That you’re a fan of Sandra Bullock, Reese Witherspoon, and Julia Roberts’ movies. That you have an opinion on Edward versus Jacob.
First Reactions Quiz
Okay this is called “FIRST REACTIONS QUIZ”. I have reacted to being sent this by actually filling this out. You have to type the 1ST thing that comes to mind whenever you hear these 35 things. You can’t think and go back and change your answers. Here we go: 1. Beer: Bud light 2. Anorexic: something im not 3. Relationships: are awesome 4. Purple: justice 5. Power Rangers: yellow 6. Weed: use to 7. Steroids:not good 8. Cartoons: saturday 9. The President: sucks ass 10. Tupperware: ha ha um no 11. Best vacation: vegas baby 12. Santa Claus: not real 13. Halloween: witches 14. Bon Jovi: hot 15. Grammar: mine sucks 16. Facebook: for family 17. Worst fear: dying painfully 18. Marriage: been there done that it sucks 19. Paris Hilton: Whore 21. Redhead: they r hot 22. Blonde: even hotter 23. Pass the time: reading 24. One night stands: meaningless 25. Donald Trump: bastard 26. Neverland: michael jackson ha ha 27. Pixie Sticks: sugar 28. Vanilla ice cream: blah
Walmart
had some creepy guy following me around...i am ALMOST positive it was the same creepy guy who tried to get my number last time i went there.. seriously... if you are over 50.. with fucked up teeth... i am NOT going to be interested had 4 women ask me where i got my dress from because they loved it... i hate this dress.. it is ugly.. but super comfy and cooler than shorts and a tank because of the fabric
Boxes
I need moving boxes. I've tried CL and haven't gotten any bites. Anyone have any other ideas? I don't feel like paying for them. Thanks!
*pees Pants*
I have read this so many times but it still has the same effect. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cooking contest. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the advent:(Frank Judge #3)Chili # 1 Eddie's Maniac Monster Chili...Judge # 1 --! A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick.Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild.Judge # 3 -- (Frank) What the hell is this stuff?! You could remove dried paint from your driveway. Took me two beers to put out the flames. I hope that's the worst one. These Texans are crazy!Chili # 2 Austin's Afterburner Chili...Judge # 1 -- Smoky, with a hint of pork. Sl
Bored?
So, here is my inner dialogue when I randomly rate pictures. *I wonder if he knows he has a chew stain on his tank top? *Really? Greasy hair, sweaty skin, and a tank top with the boobs coming out of the sides with a caption "Just me". You didn't have a better one to post? *Come on now! An over flowing ashtray, an empty 2 liter bottle of Mt. Dew and a stack of diapers????? I forgot you were even in the picture. *Hey lady! Your sink is FULL of dirty dishes and I'm fairly certain you have mice. *A soldier is automatically cute. Yep....even you. *A dildo is still on your nightstand! *eeeeeek* *Nice comb-over, handsome. *Your vag is almost hanging out!!!
Deceptively!
Spice Up Your Page With Css.
There has been of talk lately on the internet (tables vs css). What do you think is better?. My preference is CSS all the way... this really makes your website shine, has better maintence value, it runs 6 times faster, and you great endles div tages to do complex tasks.  Tables: are the thing of pass.. you can see them on the net because they look boxing, they uploaded imahes slower because they are inbeded in to the tabled structure of the web. So what are you sacrificing here? Learning curved. more time spent using the CSS improved techniques, but well worth the time effort for a nice web site.  this was an exceprt from an upoming developed book by me. "Discovering Web Page Basics and the Web Wizard". So let me know what you think.... CSS or Tables.... That is it for now... happy blogging
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Faulty Information
(Verse 1) Whatever i can do for you i can be more than me for you and when i try to reach for you easily went to far Only me what you get is what you see stop trying to pretend that im trying to make truth from fantasy cause it's obvious that you don't understand what it takes to make an idiot like me into a man (Bridge) I really love you I really need you I really really wanna hold you next me I wanna cut you I wanna bleed you im never happy and i know that your to blame i gotta hold you i gotta kiss you it doesn't make it any easier for me i never told you i never miss you but i say it everyday (Chorus) After all it was you thats the only explanation in your broken train of thoughts you had it all so figured out but you wrong all along its just faulty information and you'll never get the chance the opportunity to live your life with (Verse 2) Honesty is lined with all you got everytime i hate myself i try so fucking hard to stop but i dont care at all i dont care a single bit n
A $44,000 Mattress For Sale If you have an extra$44,000 in the bank you can spend that on a new mattress. E.S. Kluft & Co. is introducing the Sublime model mattress for you to purchase. That’s a bargain considering what it will cost in Europe. The price is $69,500 in Europe. You must be wondering why the mattress costs so much. Find out why http://www.foxnews.com/leisure/2010/06/16/bed-maker-introduces-mattress/ BlastFM the best darn internet radio station you will ever hear. That’s the opinion of those of us who listen. You can listen too @ www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm Another Weird Dream (6.16.10) To see blood in your dream, represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. To dream that others are bleeding, signifies an emotional cry for help. ---To see bones in your dream, suggests the discovery of your personal, family, or cultural secrets. It is also symbolic of your underlying strengths that you have not yet recognized. Consider the symbolism of getting to the "bare bones" or the significance of "having a bone to pick with someone." To dream of broken bones, signifies that you have discovered or realized that there is a weakness in your plans or in your thinking. Your dream may call for your immediate attention to a particular situation or relationship.--- To dream that you escape from danger, signifies that you will rise to a place of high position and honor in your business and social circle. To see the dead in your dream, forewarns that you are being influenced by negative people and are hanging around the wrong crowd. You may suffer material loss. Th Just Some Things I Have Learned Assorted With No Ryhme Or Reason... -Posting statuses about arguments with your boyfriend/girlfriend trying to make THEM look bad, makes YOU look bad. Trust me. -Smacking your lips while eating is absolutely unacceptable. Not only is it repulsive, but its annoying. Just stop. -Every problem can be solved without screaming, try it. -If you're having a problem with someone, discuss it with them personally, not behind their back. Especially if that person is your friend. -A guy who puts his hands on you in a violent manner will not stop, this is practically a proven fact. Do some good for yourself and get out. Stop hanging onto people who's idea of hanging onto you is grabbing you too tight around the wrist. And men, if you're putting your hands on ANY women, you deserve a bloody beating. The end. -I don't think it'd kill you boys to get the door for your lady every once in a while. -If you don't treat her right, someone else will...and vise versa! People y is it the all the good people the ones they will give u the clousth off there back . the food off your table y y y do we get played an hurt im sick an fustrayed wit the way shit is going these dats who is wit me on this . can u DIGIT Even Better!! from: pearlofrage United States subject: RE: hi sexy received: 06/16/2010 10:53 am replied: no block this member i assume you havent been fucked good in ages with that atitude === 'Kloverlynn Fuwife to petitebella' wrote the following at '2010-06-16 10:49:49'.. > > I assume you are joking..or are illiterate.Plz read my about me > === 'pearlofrage' wrote the following at '2010-06-16 10:42:33'.. > > > > how r u doing? do you like to camchat? > ~~~ And of course he blocked me Fairest Maiden Selectin For The Week Of 6/14/10 Ava Adore THIS 22 YEAR OLD IS A SINGLE MOM FROM LOUISIANA. SHE HAS A SELF DIAGNOSED ADDICTION TO HOT DOGS. SHE LOVES DEPECHE MODE, MARILYN MONROE, DALLAS GREEN. SHE IS CURRENTLY IN SCHOOL FOR NURSING. SHE PRIDES HERSELF ON BEING A LADY AND EXPECTS TO BE TREATED AS SUCH! SO STOP READING AND GO CHECK HER OUT! TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YA! AVA ADORE@ fubar Do Not Resist Arrest... Do not fuck with police and resist arrest... stupid fucking people... Bang Me Click The Pick CONNIE@ fubar CAN YEA HELP OUT *snorts* Soo last night in a mumm..this guy was talkin trash to me and Zombish...yeah so of course we returned the favor in a literate manner that seemed to confuse him. I log on today to this message ~~ countryboy1002 Walters, OK subject: mumm received: 06/15/2010 10:15 pm replied: no block this member you know what i dont give a shit about some mumm i like youre fiestiness its very attractive and ive never been turned on by an argument before , you dont stand down and that turns me on ,LOL, im not a country fuck like you think ive been to state college for 3 1/2 years and i got a bad ass job , if you want to talk to me then ill tell you what that is , i think youre cool ,weither you do or not , i do thats all i got to say . ~Slightly disturbing...no?> Goodbye I was bored last night and decided to go ahead and post my furniture on craigslist. I figured it would take posting and re-posting a few times to get rid of all of it. But damn! I had two emails within minutes of posting. I've had at least one email on all my piece except one. The bookcases are being sold today. The kitchen table and chairs are going today as well. Two different people are interested in the living room set, so it's first come first serve on who responds back first. One person is interested in the mattress and frame. I really want to sell that thing, it is killing my back. The two bookshelves were by far the hottest seller. I guess it's because I'm not asking much. I didn't even have a picture on the ad, haha. I probably won't be able to sell the chest and bedside tables, but I could use those still. So, goodbye furniture. Goodbye Georgia. New job, new home, HERE I COME!! The Young Woman And Her Older Man She wants a shadow man, a man in shadows to do things to her that she only dreams about. "I just want you 3 times a week for a couple of hours at about noon." And you girls can figure out why. She is slender and sleek with a tanned tomboy physique, her beautiful eyes always and the edge of passions with me. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!! I'm having an orgasmmmmmmmmmmm Extra special vanilla clotted cream ice cream, west country vanilla yogurt and water/honeydew melon mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm Sorry, just had to share! A Little About Me... I am a 31 year old single mother of 2. I live in Hermiston Oregon and am a full time student at Blue Mountain Community College. I like hanging out with my friends, and spending time with my kids, and visiting family. I am currently studying to recieve my AAS in Early Childhood Education. I rarely have time to go out and meet new people, so I spend some time online and like making new friends either way. Im a very outgoing person but at the same time very conservative. Im easy to get along with and enjoy lots of activities. I am up for any friendship and am looking forward to meeting some new people! Then He Blocked Me Someone who at one time meant a whole lot to me recently waltzed back into my life. 18 mos ago he just dropped of the face of the earth. And he approaches me in my SB pretending to be someone else. Figures he will drop the bomb of who he is only after chatting for an hour. In the past he lied to me and made promises to me and my children only to break them. He uses others pics on here everytime he starts a new profile...he lies to others and he uses them. I seriously think he is mentally ill. He lives in this fantasy world and refuses to be who he is. Anyways...this is the conversation we had this morning. Then after all that...he blocks me. Must have struck a cord. GBT owned ...: It's not that...i just don't know what you want me to say or do 7:41am Lollipop: just smile hon 7:42am Lollipop: i did it to make you smile 7:42am GBT owned ...: I did smile sillyhead 7:43am Heavenly Glow Heavenly Glow I will see you tommorow putting away my sorrows and saying Goodbye to this Life, and time Oh, how fast time goes while the sun shines today It seems like yesterday I saw the glow, on my face and saw the season's change Like the year's changed me Wish you were here Heavenly glow I will see you tommorow just as I did yesterday I'll see you glow, on my face, on my skin Heavenly Glow It's good to see you again. My Girlfriends Dead By: The Vandals I once had a girlfriend but then one day she dumped me and everywhere I'd go people would ask me where she was. I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "My girlfriend's dead" I say it's lukemia or sometimes bulimia Or a great big truck ran her over and chopped off her head I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "she's dead!" I guess there's a part of me that likes the sympathy or the looks on their faces when i tell them how she passed away I don't wanna talk about her someone always asks about her so I tell them all "She's dead!" (My girlfriend's dead) my girlfriend's dead you see It's a total lie but it's easier on me than having to admit that she likes someone else (My girlfriend's dead) my girlfriend's dead you know Please change the subject I'm going to go jump off a building and join her in hell I don't wanna talk about her Someone always asks about her So I About Me. I've been bruised and burned and I've learned lessons to, just like I did with you. I've been rapped and I escaped, I've ran away and learned a lesson from that too. My heart is torn and I don't wear my heart on my sleeve and my jeans somehow changed, In between this chaos, I know I'm closer to God, and I can be safe now, In between Dreams. Pwseido How do you say "Pwned" in espanol? Cause #2 in the world, Spain just got it! WOOT!!! These Little Wonders.... juggalofir...: do little dicks make you laugh? :s And good morning to you, too. 2 Of Hearts I'll be updateing this blog eventually. For right now I'm just getting it's spot so I can get a good loook for the place. Help! If I give them the link to the profile, can someone give me the link to remove them as a friend? I know that sounds crazy....but I just don't want them to think I'm going to their page to check up on them. That would just start the needless messages and text messages. Mother Upset Police Transported 8-year-old To Station FORT LAUDERDALE, Fla. (WSVN) -- A mother is upset after police placed her 8-year-old in the back of a squad car after she was accused of writing graffiti on a park's walls. Last week, Courtney Mickel was playing with a group of friends in a Broward County park when police were called. Park officials were upset by what they call graffiti. Police started questioning an 11-year-old and then Courtney, but the questioning didn't end in the park. "They called me and put me in a police car and said that they need to ask me questions, and then that's when they shut the door and locked it," Courtney recalled. "Then, the police was arguing with my mommy." Courtney's mother, Tiffany Mickel, is upset over the matter. "I'm trying to get more information. Why would the police take an 8-year-old girl downtown when her grandmother lives two houses away?" she said. "I felt sad and I was crying. I thought they were going to let me out, but they didn't," said the 8-year-old. 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Edmund Burke "It is not enough in a situation of trust in the commonwealth, that a man means well to his country; it is not enough that in his single person he never did an evil act, but always voted according to his conscience, and even harangued against every design which he apprehended to be prejudicial to the interests of his country. This innoxious and ineffectual character, that seems formed upon a plan of apology and disculpation, falls miserably short of the mark of public duty. That duty demands and requires that what is right should not only be made known, but made prevalent; that what is evil should not only be detected, but defeated. When the public man omits to put himself in a situation of doing his duty with effect it is an omission that frustrates the purposes of his trust almost as much as if he had formally betrayed it. It is surely no very rational account of a man's life, that he has always acted right but has taken special care to act in such a manner that his endeavours could Love Distance Makes your Heart Grow Fonder.. No Matter if your Near or Far Its Real... Tshirts Becoming Hot In India The Cool 'n' Trendy T-shirts becoming hot in India Wearing Tees: It is all about your personality and attitude T-shirts are those simple, comfy cotton casuals, an influence of the West, which blends easily with Indian style of dressing. T-shirt, if the funny name makes you wonder, here is the history. The name apparently is credited to its simple design. Indian Tennis player Sania Mirza wears T-shirt bearing the words like "Well-behaved women rarely make history", "Attitude Unlimited" and many more. Today she is facing a tough time in answering the questions from the media related to skin tight T-shirt she wears. Indeed a hot issue of cool T-shirt! Everyone believes that what you dress or wear says a lot about your personality. It displays your character and behavior. Sometimes T-shirts gives a perfect attitude of a person when displaying some slogans or logos and it also displays the community or religion you belong to or association / group associated with it, hence it Helplessness You claim you want help for your current issues; yet you seem to think that it just comes to you. I'm here to tell you ...keep dreaming, it's not that simple. Suck it up, Man up, and grow a goddamn pair! The illness will forever own you if you keep up your life in such a manner. You don't just wake up one morning and *poof* you're magically cured! It takes time, effort, and yeah...there will still be disrepair. My words of wisdom and advice to you would be this: STOP FUCKING DOING WHAT YOU'RE DOING IF YOU ARE HONESTLY AND IN FACT WANTING IT ALL TO JUST DISAPPEAR ...YOU ALSO HAVE TO BE SINCERE! Words Words can not describe this anger I hold inside. I would like to harm and hurt you, turn the color of your skin black and blue. Ironically I am usually very easy going and mellow. Today you touched a nerve of evil. I will not cause you any harm however, karma will do that for me sooner or later. I resist the urge to just let go and "go off" on you. Just know this for now, I have a deep seeded dislike kind of hate towards you now! Words have described this anger I currently and will now forever hold against you!!! Who knew? My First Blog So I never post blogs, I don't even know what a MUM is...but I feel like I want to get my emotions out.It seems like life has it's ups and down. When things just start to get okay again, everything fall apart. I've moved to many times to count on my toes and fingers. I've watched people around me slowly fade out of my life, I've lost some of the closest people to me.and still here I am, me, not changing. It's like I feel like my life's on pause. Everything around me is moving so fast and I barley moving at all. I yearn for friendship, but I always fuck that up sooner or later. I say and do stupid things I can't take back. I've never had a relationship that lasts longer then a few months. Cuze I fuck those up to! Right now I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up in another life, but we all know thats not possible ....I never thought I'd be the girl sitting on the fucking computer talking to random people i'll probably never meetI never though I'd be who I am todayIf I knew exactly w Classic Tragic Scene She rides her bike down country lanes.The sun shines down upon her pain,Clouds go sailing in the sky, Under the bridge, a train goes by,She thinks 'bout ending it all there and then,But something makes her think again,Of all the summer days gone by,And of these things that make her cry.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,Her powers of reason in desertion,Cast adrift in some great ocean.So with the sun behind her back,She looks down, far along the tracks,Her shadow falling from the sky,And her empty hopes they fill her eyes,Her lips garnished with the salty taste,Of all the tears upon her face,Her heart wishing he was there again,His arms and smile to stop the pain.And she is falling, falling,Tumbling through her days,Her life at an end,Wasting away,All powers of reason in desertion,Adrift and tossed on some great ocean. Poem By Tammy C. Fall Of Fall I mourn you,crushed beneath my footin a hundred fragments,an undignified demise.I did not want to be the oneresponsible for your final minutes,could not help but pauseand wish for a quick fixto return you to your former glory.The best I can dois remember you fondly,waving to melike a wink in the breeze. Poem By Tammy C. Live Vs Death September heart But warming starts If Woman's Life Her love a knife Warm earth is she Beneath the tree With tender starts September hearts Without the summer’s foolishness And green pervades a blessedness Man sometimes finds his half a whole That carves his heart another role And fecund ground lies waiting there Sweet fruit in autumn waits to share And timid touch does not drawback Find kindred eyes when looking back Now autumn calls To earth he falls And lives to die And heals thereby For seed and rain By thorns and pain When flames ablaze Into her gaze Poem By Tammy C. 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No they do Thoughts That I Could Remember From Today Thoughts from today: How much cocaine can the average human snort before their heart explodes? What would my desk job be like if I snorted a lot of coke? I really do wish that they’d invent the computer that one can just connect directly to their brain and it would interpret the brainwaves and patterns into images and words. Yeah, on the one hand it would be super neat, but on the other I’d probably traumatize myself with the images! Why aren’t these schmucks responding on the forums at my school? Bastards. Wasted effort on my part. Rat bastards. Carnivale…all I want to do is leave and go watch it. Change. It is good but dollars are better…unless we are talking gold coins here. I should write that article on change…just to see how well I can bullshit these fiendishly stupid twits and twats. Pride? When is it? Do I dare attend and take my camera? Last year I almost got my ass kicked I think. I hate. Damn Significant Others After a conversation at work today.. where one co-worker is completely against meeting anyone on line and does not believe that people can fall in love who meet online... and the other who says ya... it could happen and she knows someone it happened too... how many people believe you can meet your signficant other or soul mate online? Do you even believe in soul mates? My Mom Hustled Me... My mom asked if I wanted to go down the street and throw a few games of darts, I said sure. We get there, and of course I win the first game. To be honest, I didnt win, I whipped her butt in it. :) She then says we should play cutthroat. We normally play 301/501 (where you have to go backwards from 301 and zero out without going over, to win. Cut throat is an option that if one player happens to tie score with another, they get sent back to 301) So NOW all a sudden, not only does she beat me the next 3 games, but she sent me back to 301 in one of them. AND in the last game, she hit triple 20, five times in a row, then the 1. ending the game in TWO turns... freakin hustler... I Did It!!! I made Mel laugh.......for over an HOUR!!!! carry on [this Blog Is 90% Recycled And Environmentally Responsible] I remember back when my life was simpler.Sitting on a friend's hardwood floor and dicking around with random instruments.Except that's a fallacy.When I was young there was exxon. People were coming back from the sand with rashes and glowing dicks. We were dragging ourselves by broken fingernails out of a horrid recession, andmovies pretty much sucked. ThereI acknowledged those catastrophes both foreign policy and environmental crises For posterity's sake. I'm really just killing time while I download porn. Yeah... I kinda miss the box of chocolates approach to DL's as opposed to stream. Streaming's too much like flipping channels. Pop up a window, get bored, close the window. 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When I was at home I wasn't allowed to speak without being spoken to. I couldn't even use the bathroom without asking first. I was basically silent at home. So when I went to school I would talk a lot, and in doing so I would get into trouble for talking. So a note was always sent home. When that happened Seriously??? from: Cpeder69 United States subject: received: 06/15/2010 01:41 pm replied: no block this member Hey whats up gorge Im Really Starting To Hate Streaming Movies... Im on Fearnet, watching some movie (or I should say WAS watching some movie) when THEY decided to change up their movie line up... Mid-movie... So the film I was watching went off line, and I got "Sorry, the movie you are watching is no longer available" Couldnt they change their line up sometime in the middle of the night... or at least have it set up that if youre watching a movie to finish letting it play out. 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Just why do girls do this? Ideas?? im downloading songs and need some ideas my NO list: nickleback country after 1985 r&b or hip hop guy gaga anything that has been severely overplayed on any top 40 station so i may reject others but post comments Lmfao @ Raist! Taken from this mumm: http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=599650 MZ THAI OWNEDBYctown1OcelOTHunTer said: Met my late husband from here. I am dating someone I met from here now and it's working out GREAT![image] Raist said: Are you going to kill this one for his bling credits too? MZ THAI OWNEDBYctown1OcelOTHunTer said: U ARE SUCH AN ASS! SHOW SOME RESPECT! HE DIED OF A HEART ATTACK!! YOU CAN'T SAY ANYTHING NICE SHUT UR MOUTH!! Raist said: Oh so you killed him for his Happy Hours too then. That sounds like it was actually serious then. You should get more out of the current one though before you off him. At least make him buy you a fupony first.P.S. Respect is earned and not given in this world and when a whore marries some man from a website and then moves on as fast as you have done so after a loss then it was apparently not much of an actual relationship to begin with.Stop being such an e-slut. [image][image] Hahahahahahahahahahahahahah! My fav Murthin Lutherking......i Make Appeal To Love Peace....good In This World.... heal the world 11 months ago There's A Place In Your Heart And I Know That It Is Love and this place could be Much Brighter Than Tomorrow And If You Really Try You'll Find There's No Need To Cry In This Place You'll Feel That There's No Hurt Or Sorrow There Are Ways To Get There If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Little Space Make A Better Place... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better Place For You And For Me If You Want To Know Why There's A Love That Cannot Lie Love Is Strong It Only Cares For Joyful Giving If We Try We Shall See In This Bliss We Cannot Feel Fear Or Dread We Stop Existing And Start Living Then It Feels That Always Love's Enough For Us Growing Make A Better World Make A Better World... Heal The World Make It A Better Place For You And For Me And The Entire Human Race There Are People Dying If You Care Enough For The Living Make A Better P I'll See You Again. When your crestfallen and tears are fallen I'll be around, I won't let you down and when no one's around, I'll lift you up When no one comes and you're drowning in your sorrows, I'll see you tommorow So, hang on today don't be afraid I'll give you words to make it again When your out on a whim Baby, I will see you again You're my bestfriend you're always by myside no matter what comes it will go, and if your heart's in sorrow I'll be back tommorow Is Humor(humour) Is humor (humour) sadly lacking on the part of many fubar users? Life Is A Joke Everyday!!! Life is a joke everyday no happiness & playing It doesn't pay jack sh*t to work a normal work day It makes you feel like a slave everyday You came a long, long way to get fired today alot happens here but, nothing big ever comes Sometimes you feel like a bum everyday that's how you feel nothing captures you Bliss They say Ignorance is Bliss So, I sealed yours with a Kiss I kissed it with my Lips, So, your Fine But, I can Define the fine Lines In between, your's and Mine Yeah, with time I hope you succeed with me I hope your Bliss comes like mine and the kiss I sealed Inside Defines the rest of time. Bf my bf havent called me in over 2 weeks should iget a new bf and left him messages he read then but no reply well wat do u think Irony Of The Day 6/15/2010 In the polarity of humans, a person's left side has been determined to be feminine, while the right side is masculine. So when it comes to single ear piercings in men, why is it that straight men pierce their left ear and gay men pierce their right? I See The Stars Shining Down On You. Sorrow and despair just left you there right, or wrong desperation and separation on hold promises you can't keep now sleepless night's with city light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all, I catch your fall Under the sun You shine Brighter than heaven's skies City light's light the sky I see fire in your eyes and I hear your cry late at night When I think of you tonight You look at freight with sleepless night's City light's Beneath the moon I see the star's shining down on you Beneath it all Each Time I Dream Rose up again now take me in, I breathe out and these feelings come in with you Dear and every word I hear flies in my ear and my fear Is losing you each time and each one I have inside just takes over me each time now I sleep and now I've taken each fear I have I dream with you Dear these sweet dreams disappear Cinderella's Dreamin A little cinderella lost her glass slipper a sweet kiss she won't miss from a guy she won't find she's alright tonight she keeps the beauty inside where her lonely heart can't die this is where her heart is tonight, even after midnight She wonders her castle inside she's asleep now and dreamin of him of that guy she won't find But, she still misses him the sweet kiss, he gave her sent her heart to the sky far beyond the heavens where her lonely heart To That Certain Someone I Haven't Found Yet! Darkness fades and turns to day but, my love will always Stay It'll never be far away It will always be here Just like it is today It'll never be far away Like the moon and stars are far you are my heart and my star that captured me from afar Remember we'll never be far apart cause two hearts are better off as one than none. De-humanizing. I'm perfected your dejected so degrading you're de-humanizing always critizing you're reflecting So, demanding to me we don't have to be the feeling's mutual to me just let it go now this is reality go show your fantasy It's make believe to bad you couldn't see I was more than a dream you shattered my world It's torn apart Even though I still have my heart and it's shattered apart too bad we couldn't be you were to busy spouting off to me too bad you couldn't love me too you're a de-humanizing demanding person to me that's all I see we aren't meant to be "you" Your so mendacious so tasteless you got no style you fake a smile all the while your lies add to a pile very vile and you have no verity your very viable yet, still a child you got no sympathy and you don't sympathize you lack supremacy and you synchronize follow up with all those lies where's the truth inside I've been searchin for a long time, tell me the truth you left behind. Wooop Woooop SRH...HedPe.....wooop wooop...lets drink to that I Dream Of Love. I dream of city lights in the night a star that shines so bright It sends me light a lover's arm's to hold me tight when the feeling's right I dream of love I dream of you forever too to hold on to you and me I dream of love when you kiss me this is what I hold on to Because of you I dream of love It's gonna be a perfect night when you hold me tight like the one's I dream, I dream of you Hotel i meet you at the hotel. we get the key. walk to the room. get inside. all without a word.once inside still we havent spoken and the door shut we inbrace for the first time. coats, shirts pants, shoes..they all go across the room as we are moving to the bed..you push me to the bed and stop. you face hovering above me.you stair at me, looking down over by body and up again.i became a little nervious thinking you did not like what you seen but at that moment you kissed me with gentle passion witch lasted it seems forever.then you stoped and asked if i like that. i replied ,yes baby i need that..and now can i have your hott self in me? i pull your face closer anf kiss your lips and nibblin in the bottom lip. my god how i could eat you alive. you say to me as i kiss you that i cannot have you in me untill i taste you first to see if it is the right flavor. i smile and give you a little puch to the side and you land on the bed. i quickly pounce on you kissing your lips licking your nec Lips And Love. Define my Lips as yours kiss mine, put, our love together make it last forever For all time, Be true to me cause i'll be the same with you, I wanna hold your hand when we jam to our favorite band I wanna live like no one can I wanna love and I wanna feel your Lips on mine, Yes, I want to feel you touch mine as I tremble now, I'm gonna make this last, a Lifetime, For all time I'll be lovin you and you define the rest of my life. Wet we watch you as you dress and become hott and moist all over again.you return to us ad kiss us both but i know you passion runs deep for me.my hand slides along your behind as you turn to leave. you turn your head and smile as you walk out the door.sarah rund her hand up my inner thigh and finds me moist again...she slides her fingers in deep knowing it wont take long to make me cum again..the quickens of her hand drove me within seconds of her touching me.. as i knelt there i shivered and came all over her hand. she smiled and removerd her fingers and licked them clean.looking at the time she she realised she had not much time to waste .. she had somewhere to be..she qiuckly dressed as i lay on the bed watching. before leaving we shared a longing kiss and she said it was an amaizing morning. lets do it again sometime.for sure i said as she slipped out the door.. i lay there thinking of the morning and loving the thought of you having joined...suddenly i awoken, not realising i fell as To Your Liking? your sitting at your desk playing on the pc.i come up behind you sliding my hands down your chest i bite and kiss your neck. you tilt your head so i have better access to you. you taste so good.moving to face you, look into your eyes and smile. Lick my lips because you taste so good. i pull your shirt off bite your nipples, lick then kiss them. my hands finding your pants i find you growing inside.i rub you from outside your pants as i kiss you.the sweet taste of your lips.. ymmmmy my hand slides insidei can feel the heat in you building.getting harder and harder.you make my mouth water.I take that wonderful hot rod out of your pants. Up and down over and over with my hand gliding my finger over the tip revealing moisture. yummmmmy looking at you and smile again i lower my lips to that beautiful inviting moisture. licking the tip then slowly lowering my mouth down over youyou are so hard and so tasty. sucking you harder and faster watching your face and the feel of your body makes me s I Close My Eyes And Think Of You laying on my bed in my housecoat, i close my eyes and think of you.lick my lips and think of where your hands and your mouth would be. slide my hand inside and caress my breast making my nipples get hard.wishing you were there to suck on them i pinch them slightly.heartrate becomming faster at the thought of your mouth on me. those lips, the tongue.i continue to run my hands down over my body feeling heat from body to hand.finding a very moist pussy. slide my hand over it and inserting my fingers between the lips feeling the moisture. removing my fingers i taste, mmm so sweet and a hint of coconut from my shower.playing like this feels so nice.with my fingers sliding inside my pussy lips so moist you can hear my fingers move.my clit burning and wanting to be touch so i touch gently. deep breath. mmm bite my liprunning my fingers over my clit sent s shiver up my back. i am so liking this but nit sure how much i can take.with my legs wide open i move my fingers over it even faster and fa .email Me. Email mea heart that cares, or one that nobody sharesemail mea love that's never here,but once was email me from faraway from a distant skyemail me no more lies but sooo many triesemail meand don't try to hide from the person you are insideemail meI'm a friend to all, even when you fallemail mecause I'll be by yourside and i'll be with you through it allemail me. Finishing My Coffee I Decide To Take A Hot Shower. finishing my coffee i decide to take a hot shower.stripping aff what little clothes i have on along the way. turning on the watermaking sure its not too hot. brush my hair b4 getting in. stepping in finding the water just hot enough and letting the water just flow over me for a few minutes.lathering up the puff with coconut body wash i begin to wash my neck, arms and breast. cressing my breast as i do and enjoying the softness of them and the bubbles. fantastic.continuing to washmy legs, thighs, stomach, butt and my puss. it feels great the feel of of skin on skin and when i glide my fingers over the love spot and feel it getting hard.running fingers over it is so sweet it send shivers over me. biting my lip. Mmmmoving fingers faster and faster shivers become quivers and i stiffen against the shower wall , heat pounding, closing my eyes i see your face and your beautiful smile. i think this is for you baby. throwing my head back holding my breath, biting down on my lip i cum all over m Text ME: with one hand on your arm and one on the back of your neck i would kiss your lips softly, suck on your lower lip as i pull away and continue to kiss your neck. pull your shirt off over your head and kiss your shoulders and continuing to your chest followed bu my hands. undoing your jeans and dropping it to the floor I would continue my way down your chest to be faced with your cock. I would circle the tip with my tong and then run it down the underside of your cock to meet your balls and back again. then open my hot mouth and slowly suck you in, taking all i could over and over again. the more I touch you the hotter i become. I stop sucking and kiss my way back to your mouth and continue kissing you some more as I put your hot hard cock inside me. make love to me please. ME: you lay there on your back and you inside me. I still kissing your lips with hands on your chest. so hot, so firm. ripples in just the right spots. mmm. you glide your hands up my A Vernacular And Phrase Lesson, By "cyn". There are commonly misused, misspelled and ABUSED phrases and words that NEED to be fixed! I am taking the first step to make you smarter today. Misused phrase: "I could care less" (Really? You COULD care less? Then why don't you?) Correction: "I COULDN'T care less" (Simple fix. See?) Misused word: "Irregardless" (You pompous jerk. I hate it when you say this) Correction: Just "REGARDLESS". Leave it alone. Misused phrase: "For all intensive purposes" (Is that like intensive care?) Correction: "For all INTENTS and PURPOSES". (Intents means intentions and purposes means uses) Misused phrase: "Taken for Granite". (Does someone actually mistake you for a slab of granite?) Correction: "Taken for GRANTED". Misused phrase: "A MUTE point". (duh?) Correction: "A MOOT point" Misused phrase: "Escape Goat" (Is that like an escape con? I suddenly want an escape goat in my backyard) Correction: "Scape Goat" Every time I hear someone say "aks" instead of "ask" I want to punch them in the face Losers Suck! Subject: A near flawless 2007 Chevy Duramax 2500 (ours) that was properly parked, I might add. The Offender: My husband saw a Hunk O' Shit pick up truck, with it's driver that looked like he was awaiting the second coming of the Mullet, parked unskillfully beside ours. Perhaps his truck horn mimicked that of the "General Lee". Husband goes in to the store, the Hunk O' Shit is there. Husband comes out of the store a few minutes later.....Hunk O' Shit is gone. But what is NOW there is a 2+ foot long gouge in the side of our truck. The insurance adjuster came out to the house a couple of days later. In a matter of less than a couple of minutes away from our truck, a$250 deductible and $2500 in damage occurs. The estimated time to repair it? 9 days. What is wrong with people these days? Since when is it okay to hit and run? I imagine Mullet Magoo going home bragging to his cousin-slash-wife, about how he "fought the man" today. Then he probably goes to the cooler in the bac I Want You its 6:30am and I want it bad. I know who I want and How. I get dressed in nothing but a pair of track pants and a t-shirt. i go to his apartment and the longer it took to get there the wetter i was getting. knock on the door. you opened the door still half asleep in just your briefs, i pushed my way into your place and shut the door behind me. you looked surprised to see me, but this has been a long time coming. i took your hand and put it down inside my pants to show you how wet you make me and at the same time i kissed your lips. you did not pull away but indulged in the fact that i got so wet just thinking about you. you pulled me closer and kissed me deeply in return. you pick me up wrapping my legs around you and take me to your room, slowly laying me down on the bed and kissing me even more deeply.you pull my t off over my head kissing my breast as you do. then as you are kissing down my body your taking my pants off ever so slowly. you kiss my inner thighs and my legs open wider Hippies! Surprisingly....i Don't Mind 'em! I don't mind them at all. They are entertainment of the free persuasion. Simply lost on the big train of thought with no direction. Always fighting for something, but going about it completely wrong. You see one driving down I-5 in his 1968 Volkswagen Kombi Hippie bus, that is pumping black soot from it's tailpipe, so thick that it could never reach the atmosphere. On the back of the bus are bumper stickers that profess "Save The Earth", "Give green a chance", "The Earth does not belong to us. We belong to the Earth", and my personal favorite "I am only speeding because I have to poop!" I wonder if he knows his vehicle is a rolling turd. -or- You see one on a street corner in a heavily populated city. He is wearing his rastafari bowl hat with his home made honky dreads and his ganja necklace sits ornately around his neck. A hackie sack is within arms reach in case anyone is up for a quick scuffle with him. He strums on his guitar that is made of endangered Mahogany and Beautiful Day It was the beginning of summer and Sandy woke up to a beautiful day so she decided she was doing a little gardening or should I say weeding. You know at the beginning of summer you have to weed your flowerbed or you flowers won’t grow beautiful like they should. She had beautiful roses and tulips which she loved very much. They were of all colors, but she loved the deep purple and red ones in both the most. Several hours have passed and Sandy had finished weeding and now getting ready to cut the grass in hopes to make the garden beautiful again. Just as she was going to start the mower she looked towards the edge of her gardens. There she had seen a man standing, looking at her. Although there was almost 100 feet between them she thought she knew the man. She then decided to go see who the man was. When she got closer to the man she realized who it was. “Charlie” she said. “Is that you?” “Yes” He said. “It is me.” Wi Stop Making Things So Damned Complicated! In order to make the world "healthy" again, we each need to do just THESE things: Live each day with courage. Take pride in your work. Always finish what you start. Do what has to be done. Be tough but fair. When you make a promise, keep it. Ride for the brand. Talk less and say more. Remember that some things aren't for sale. Know where to draw the line The "Cowboy" ethics is a good place to start. Do you agree? Would You Like Me To Undress You after a long days work you come home to find me in your room standing with nothing on.Would you like me to undress you?"YES"slowly taking off your t-shirt and kiss your chest, unbutton your jeans, and push them to the floor for you to step out of.run my hands back up your leg to take off your boxers. you step out of them and once again i run my hand up your leg, but i stand up and my hands follow to your chest.after running over your chest with my hand i kiss your neck then your ear, your cheek and then your mouth.I push you down on the bed and holding your hands i continue kissing my way down. every inch of your chest would not be missed.then i would let your hands go to put mine on your ever growing member to feel the pulse within.i then wet my lips and touch the tip.then i lick the tip and make you moan.slowly lower my lips down onto you and suck nice and slow.sucking a little harder and faster ever time i return to the tip.i then stand on the bed directly over you.i look down at yo A Joke That Makes Sense :) I recently asked my friend's little girl what she wanted to be when she grows up. She said she wanted to be President some day. Both of her parents, liberal Democrats, were standing there, so I asked her, "If you were President what would be the first thing you would do?" She replied, 'I'd give food and houses to all the homeless people.' Her parents beamed. "Wow, what a worthy goal." I told her, "But you don't have to wait until you're President to do that. You can come over to my house and mow the lawn, pull weeds, and rake my yard, and I'll pay you$50. Then I'll take you over to the grocery store where a homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $50 to use toward food and a new house." She thought that over for a few seconds; then she looked me straight in the eye and asked, 'Why doesn't the homeless guy come over and do the work, and you just pay him the$50?' I said, 'Welcome to the Republican Party.' Her parents still aren't speaking to me!
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A Drive In The Country
This is a little story that Adrian[ex multiply member] & I wrote together... Adrian:It was one of those absolutely clear, blue-sky days when the temperature is “just right”, the company is “just right” and the destination was… well… “just right”. We were heading to the shore to enjoy a little quality time together; just an old mentor/teacher and his pretty protégé/model, and I had been anticipating the trip for weeks. We were driving along in my little classic Triumph convertible with the top down and just letting the breeze blow free around us. We were on one of those twisty-turny roads that followed the coast southward, and there was virtually no traffic at all except an occasional farm vehicle. The sea was far below, off to our left and I glanced away from it to look over at you in the passenger seat. You looked so pretty in your white deck shorts and red checkered halter top; your raven hair was flying in the wind and the back draft
Round Two
He just woke up to a sun filled room. Turned his head to find her staring back at him through her sparkling green eyes with a few strands of long golden brown hair passing over them. He took a deep breath and with that came the thought of the erotic fragrance of the love making they shared that previous night. He continued to look at her and she looked back. Just knowing just how much he need her made his heart race and head spin. Her whole body aches with sensual longing. She was sparked with passionate thoughts just seeing him lying their so. She was driven to embrace him in a thousand kisses. To touch him until their entire body vibrates with passion. All this in her mind and more.Her succulent moist lips on his, her breasts pressed against his. Limbs wrapped around each other like links of a chain.He says in a whispering voice next to her ear “You are my ecstasy, my chosen, and my arousal.”They embrace for a moment of kissing. She then starts to run her hands up his thi
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your walking me to the room and still wound up i felt the temtation to touch your ass.. just cant help myself and feeling devilish at the same time. you turn and look at me and smile but continue to the bed.you motin and help me lay on the bed and as you walk away you glide your fingers down across my lips, down my chest, my stomach and leg. you go to the bar fridge and take out some ice and mixed us both a drink. you come back to the bed and i take the drinks, place then on the night stand and get you to lay down next to me.i serve you your drink as you lay there and then sip mine as the moisture of the glass dripps down over my chest. you see it and decide to lick it off then with an evil smile you lay back on the bed.i take both glasses and place them on the night stand and scoop out an ice cube and pop it into my mouth. i lay back down next to you and smile as i take the ice out of my mouth and trace you nipples with it and then down the center of your chest and stomach. i then slo
Swing Kids And A 3 Year Old's Heart
The movie Swing Kids was based in Nazi Germany at a time when Hitler was rapidly rising into power. The young adults who listened to underground, illegal swing music and were against the Nazi movement went through their own rebellion to resist Hitler. So I just got done watching the movie, and my 3 1/2 year old son watched it with me. At the very end, my son looked at me with tears in his eyes, completely heartbroken, and said "Mommy, this hurts my heart. Why did the bad people have to kill everybody? Hitler is a bad man." I looked at my son as he wrapped his arms around me and cried for all those people, and it made me cry too. My son's heart is amazing, and the depth of his understanding is beyond comprehension. As we sat there crying together, it made me wish that Hitler could have somehow known the heart of a child. It's amazing how much kids actually know and understand. Thank GOD my son will never have to know that kind of hatred.
Her Point....
Anybody want to pitch in to help pay for an electric fence?A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!!  It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV.Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Arizona is addressing the issue of illegal immigration.Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely.Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house.Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave.But I say, "No! I like it here". It's better than my house. I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-workingand honest (except for when I broke into your house).According to the protesters:You are Required to let me stay in yo
The New Military Draft
While the standard draft that many older readers may remember that ended in 1973.  Now, there is a Selective Service System which requires that all men between 18 and 25 register for in case the draft needs to be resumed.  Oddly enough, I am a 26 year man that has served my country, was not allowed to re-enlist, and therefore got out in February 2010 in order to start my civilian life.  On April 29, orders were then drawn up for me saying that I had to report in South Carolina in June for Mobilization.  Due to that, I had to quit my job and my career path, pack up a house, and do everything required to leave without the assistance of a base, nor the services provided from living on a base to help with these matters. My friends, I say to you that there is a draft.  I unfortunately have to quote John Kerry in saying that there is a “back door” draft.  Those that have served willing during the war effort are being called back to deploy again.  The orders state that deplo
Next Ink
Well the first session went well, and im happy with the results. Its a major improvement from what was done before. The girl has some skills, so I will return in another week or two to continue on the sleeve. she charges $100 per session, which is not too shabby! any ways, I have to figure out what to do with the empty spot there on my arm. My first thought was part of a mardi gras mask or the happy theater mask, BUT with that big Orb having a face, it may just be too busy...anyways this isnt really a blumm or anything, I just am thinking out loud, so to speak.. So if anyone has some suggestions let me know. Since most of you that may be reading this have some clue as to my personality you may come up with something i didnt think of already... I may also have some musical notes thrown in to fill in the space, or my sons names in an anagram or something like that as you were Blog For Wichiewhateverthefucksheistoday she hates me but loves me and stuff love on her like she hates me The Art Of Being Fu Emo "I WANT THE RAZOR BLADE BLING!" Would you really like to do something that makes me want to shove corn cobs up your pee hole? BE FU EMO! It's really simple, all you have to do is constantly put up whiny tiny violin statuses. ALL the time I mean...do it often and do it well! Here are some examples on some subjects you can use: Lack of photo views/rates in a day. Lack of profile rates in a day. Lack of bling being showered at you. Lack of having a girlfriend. Lack of help leveling. Lack of remembrance by all 3,000 friends of your birthday and/or Fu anniversary date. Lack of hot chicks responding to your stalker-esque shouts. Other ideas... Tell us over and over again that you are leaving Fu because you are not feeling the love. LMFAO!! Then why aren't you gone yet? Or actually go through with the deletion of your account, then come back a week later pretty fucking BUMMED that all of the time and money you spent on your previous account has basically been thrown in the garbage My Baby Girl ... Before you were conceived, I wanted you Before you were born, I loved you Before you were here an hour, I would die for you This is the miracle of love. -Maureen Hawkins Dream Girl As you lay in your bed pictures from fu in your head you close your eyes so tight longing for the night because that's when I come to you... dream girl it starts with a deep kiss baby, relax... feel the bliss from your dream girl... I undress you so slow kissing, licking, sucking everywhere I go, got your heart racing, anticipating the love we'll be making... your dream girl... looking deep in your eyes I churn my brown thighs clinging to my ass as my hips do a dance up and down as I go squeezing you tight inside, and you know I'm your dream girl... you lose breath as you moan, cause you know you're not alone you can't help but let go Green Jelly - The Bear Song Green Jelly The Bear Song The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many a-miles I've traveled, a thousand miles or so, HEY! I never saw a head of cabbage with hair upon it before! WHAT'S THIS CABBAGE?! The bear went over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see, SO! He went back over the mountain to see what he could see. HEY! The other side of the mountain was all that he could see! HEY, IS THAT A BEAR OVER THERE?!! ''Hey, Boo Boo, let's scare the ranger.'' ''Gee, Yogi...''You darn fool, you darn fool, can't you plainly see? HEY! It's nothing but a cabbage head his grandma said to me. HO! Many Green Jello - Three Little Pigs (Spoken)Why don't you, sit right back,and I, I may tell you, a tale.A tale of three, little pigs,and a BIG, BAD, WOLFFF.Well the first little piggy, well he was kinda hick.He spent most of his days, just a dreamin of the city.And then one day, he bought a guitar.He moved to Hollywood, to become a star.But, living on the farm, he knew nothing of the city.Built his house out of straw, what a pity.And then one day, jammin on some chords,along came the wolf, knocking on his door.(Chorus)Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Little Pig, Little Pig, let me in.NOT BY THE HAIR OF MY CHINNY, CHIN, CHIN!!Well I'm huffin, I'm puffin, I'll blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin, puffin, blow your house in.Huffin and a puffin and I'll blow your house in!!!Well the second little piggy, well he was kinda stoked.He spent most of his time just a gone just smokin.Huffin and a puffin down on Venice Beach.Getting paid money for rel Losing My Mind Running to every corner Trying to find my escape But I end up chasing an empty space My only friend is misery I get psyched back up when I see your face Then I remember it's only temporary Why does happiness have to be a short story? How much longer til I pass this phase? Tying to beat the sorrow everyday When I know, in the the end it's there to win I can no longer see my life's worth Caught in the wrath of others Making this pain feel comfortable, like it's right at home (Chorus) Losing my mind Letting those words sink in Becoming so gullible and ashamed Taking every word to heart It's hard to not care Trying to convince myself as much as I can But I can't help to think, if they are right I'm screaming inside, wondering if anyone could see it through my eyes I've been on my own far too long Dying to feel, to be held once again Feeling sorry for myself, cause no one else shows sympathy Just goes to show it's better off to be alone, gotta watch my own bac Warning THIS IS WHAT I HAVE RECEIVED FROM FUBAR SUPPORT STUFF; WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR COMMENTS: Greetings,This is a one time warning from Fubar support staff.The profile comments you are posting are NOT appropriate for this site, and are considered to be NSFW. Please change your comments to something that is pleasant and more suitable for a social standard. This is a TOS violation.Thank you for adhering to FUBAR.COM policy and taking care of this matter immediately.You can read more about NSFW in the Bible link:Fubar Terms of ServiceIf you want to report any inappropriate content, you can find how to do it in the next link:Report NSFW contentIf you feel that you do not understand the contents of this notice, please feel free to come and visit with me.Dolly The Truth About Love.... I loved you for capturing my heart... I loved you for giving me the kind of love I never had.. I loved you for listening to me all those hard to get through times.. I loved you for being the beautiful picture in my life.. I loved you for keeping me warm all those nights... I loved you for making me laugh and my heart smile... I loved you for being the love I couldnt live without... I loved you for being the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.. I loved you for having the only heart I wanted to call my own... I loved you for being my everything... FUCK YOU... For capturing my heart...just so you can break it! For giving the kind of love I never had... just so you could take it ! For listening to me all those hard to get through times...just to then turn and walk away! For being the beautiful picture in my life...just to leave an empty frame on the shelf! For keeping me warm all those nights...just to later leave me out in the cold! For making me laugh and m For Those Women Who Don't Quite Get It.... I'm Reposting This. Maybe You'll Get It This Time Around... You might agree with it, but when it actually happens 99% of girls dont realize it 'til it is too late and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who will take notice.From a guys point of view:We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 12 at night we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 12 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we mean it. So don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the doo Live On Ivory Coast Vs Portugal Fifa 2010 World Cup Streaming On 15 Jun, 2010 World Cup 2010 South Africa Ivory Coast /Côte d’Ivoire vs Portugal Group G (Group Stage) :: Fifa World Cup South Africa 2010 :: Nelson Mandela Bay/Port Elizabeth, South Africa Match Schedule: Ivory Coast vs Portugal Date: 15 Jun 2010 Play Time:14:00 until 16:00 GMT/UTC/UK 10:00 until 12:00 EST 16:00 until 18:00 CET WATCH LIVE STREAMING TV ‘ Proud Of My Country Im going into the navy. my family is proud. and i am proud of those who served before me. they paved the bloodyed path for all of us to live in a free country. now its my turn to add my bricks to that path and hope its leading us in the right derection. 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Hey All I am effin bored. Almost forgot about Fubar lol. So how are all of ya? Anything good at all? My blogs are boring I know. There isn't much to discuss. My nephew's birthday is in about a week or so. Can't wait to see him, my sister and my niece again. Good news... We got a new air conditioner. It doesn't feel like a oven as much here anymore lol. Jimmy Dean RICHMOND, Va. (AP) - Jimmy Dean, a country music legend for his smash hit about a workingman hero, "Big Bad John," and an entrepreneur known for his sausage brand, died on Sunday. He was 81. His wife, Donna Meade Dean, said her husband died at their Henrico County, Va., home. She told The Associated Press that he had some health problems but was still functioning well, so his death came as a shock. She said he was eating in front of the television. She left the room for a time and came back and he was unresponsive. She said he was pronounced dead at 7:54 p.m. "He was amazing," she said. "He had a lot of talents." Born in 1928, Dean was raised in poverty in Plainview, Texas, and dropped out of high school after the ninth grade. He went on to a successful entertainment career in the 1950s and '60s that included the nationally televised "The Jimmy Dean Show." In 1969, Dean went into the sausage business, starting the Jimmy Dean Meat Co. in his hometown. He sold the company to Sara Lee Cor My 1st Contest i reaally need to win itll help out lots just follow link an rate its easy PLEASE PASS THIS AN ME ALONG!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3922357&i=920676860&albumid=2086205" target=_blank>http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/75/32/3922357/tn_920676860.jpg" border=0> http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3922357&i=920676860&albumid=2086205" target=_blank>http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/75/32/3922357/tn_920676860.jpg" border=0> Why? Why they feel the need to be honest about their feelings now is beyond me. My ex-best friend doesn't speak to me anymore partially due to her never trusting the relationship between myself and one the Honest asses, and her suspicions were right, at least about how he felt about me. Then the other expects me to go for him after what his mother put me through when I was 17 because of a crush I had on him at 14-15. Yeah right... I love them so much as friends, they are two of my best friends, but I just can't go there with either of them and take the chance of losing one or both... A Great End To My Night.. is laughing my ass off at old Dean Martin routines.. :) You ..........again I should be over this your name and what you did shouldn't bother me any more but it does and lower I sink back into myself analyzing and reliving everything over and over again I should be past this sinking feeling that twist the knots in my stomach, It's not you any more that bring the tears its knowing all she wants is you and the fact she will never have that Its not your fault you were to far gone to be saved when you went away, tattered memories pictures and newspaper clippings thats all thats left All thats left of someone the world forgot and left to die alone these things can't be replaced, there will always be a hole in her where you should of been that no one will ever fill Twilight Zoned Out The Twilight Saga: Eclipse Trailer Park Movies Lonely Rocks There must be some lonely rocks on fubar, distressed by the loss of the losers that were found under them! Are People Too Sensitive? Are people on fubar too sensitive, in saying they want to delete, let them delete, boo freeking hoo! Apology, To A Mumm Poster! I am sorry if I had said something wrong, before you posted your reason for joining fubar! Message I Received Message I received in my SB: Pimp in Di...: Thats why your 51 on a virtual bar website. Go fuck yourself stupid. Real nice fellow, ass garb won't even open up his SB to answer! Douchebag Of The Day 9:28pm cac5 17: very nice pics hun 9:30pm To cac5 17: ty 9:30pm cac5 17: welcome :) 9:40pm cac5 17: any chance you'd want in my private pics for a min. lol 9:43pm To cac5 17: Read my profile. Maybe that'll give you the answer you want 9:44pm cac5 17: nah 9:44pm To cac5 17: oh, you didn't have to. You figured it out all by yourself 9:44pm cac5 17: lol no i just honestly dont give a shit 9:45pm To cac5 17: Then don't ask :D kthnx bye 9:45pm cac5 17: i wouldnt sign off fubar tonight, your mobster might stay dead for a while :) night *he blocked me after this* ZOMG I'm so terrified I'm shakin in my fu-boots. I stay dead in fumafia as it were...DOUCHE Mind Your Own F'ing Business! oh my god, people.. what the hell is wrong with you? I am not pregnant! If I have to defend myself one more time, the next person is going to get it!! (okay, I am done) Sunshyne At One Time i love licky-licky she loves to suck i love big titties she said i had enough i love my milk and she loves chocolate tongues between our crotches. Alright a flashback not a throwbacki credit with churchbringing me backwhen i was at my worstof times..we had when i knew i was badwe were makin makin makinno fakin loveunconditionally hadthen she came back in my lifestill no wifeno significant othersho nuffshe said in kindlook finelike an above-the-board sisterand when i was downpushinpushin my blueshe backed me upn we made love when it was thrumy lady yer alright!nicecontriteand neveroff pointi'd had to take some timemake up my mindfind the right wordsfor this jointconnectedlike hipbonesto legbonesto the anklebonesin the middleits yoursthe jointthat we gotta make pointto do it more than all foursmaybe hundred timesi'm swimminin curvesn brownon brownlike coca-colawe bubbleand satisfymy memoryof big brown aerolas... Quintessential quintessential\kwin-te-SEN-shel\adjective; 1.Being the most typical manifestation of a quality or a thing. 408 He hadn't a single redeeming vice. - Oscar Wilde The Most Important Thing... As the days go by, one by one things seem to get so much better. Thats the most important thing. The love in your life, day by day grows stronger more powerful and passionate. I feel so blessed to have that love in my life, running through my blood, as it grows stronger day by day. Thats the most important thing.... Sometimes ...i Am Sure It Has Been Heard A Thousand Times, But Who Is Really Listening?? Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road Summary Of Life (cute) Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats.. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair.3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food.6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair.7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts.10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree.2) Wrinkles don't hurt.3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground.. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.6) Middle age is when you choose your cereal for Army Girlfriend I have learned ALOT of new things over the past year, but the most important one, was what it is like to be the loved one of a soilder. The days that go by without a phone call, not knowing if he and his unit are ok. He has taught me so much and I love him so much. I can not wait until he is home with me forever. I used to have respect for our troops, but now thanks to the love of my life, I have an even bigger respect for our troops. Army Girlfriend Author: Michelle Stevens There's an American GirlDoing the best that she canTaking her Rank Along side her manShe wears no dog tag Don't carry a military IDShe gets no recognition upon the T.VShe carries A badge that no other possessits the badge of courage for the man she loves bestThere is no pay rate for the job that she does,She stands beside her Soldier the one that she loves.She don't get to see him a full 365 daysBut maybe half of that is spent with him awaySomewhere in a 3rd world CountryFighting for our Rights,While someo Mi Vida Vale Madre I feel like I am not capable of being truly happy. I dont remember when was the last time I was feeling happy and the feeling lasted more than a day. Every time something good happens or when I finally feel motivated enough to stand on my own, something happens and I get shot down. Good thing come to those who wait??? I dont know how long I have to wait, but considering we live on avarage of 80 years now, I am still young and a lot to go?? Do I have to take another heart ache?? I waited so long and did so much for someone I loved to death, only to learn the person didnt want me for who I am, and now Im left with nothing. I am always nervous, because I dont know what's gonna happen in my life. I dont know if Im in the right path. I dont know what to do next. I need help but I dont know who to trust. I want to be able to enjony my life that I get to live only once, but instead unhappiness and nervousness is always on my mind like a cancer. I feel sorry for what I've done or didnt do A Girl Can Be Just As Messed Up As You. I've always lived through the men in my life. My boyfriends have always been men I could use. My friends have always been men that could satisfy an itch. No matter who they were or what they were good at, they always had a purpose. I've used men like most men use women. They are comodities to be traded. You find a good one and replace him with a better one. One good mouth....two good hands...one large...well, you get the point. Everyone has a talent. Everyone has an outstanding skill. And, i want to try them all. Now, this doesn't mean that I have always taken advantage of them. Some of them were worth it. Some of them wanted to take care of me and didn't expect anything in return. Some of them were nice and truly respected me. Those were the ones I couldn't hurt. I couldn't use them. I couldn't make them feel the way that all the others made me feel....but the others...they treated me like shit....and I usually returned the favor. You call me for a booty call...yeah, I'll put out My Prefect Man!!!! AFTER ALOT OF THINKING AND PERSONAL EXPERIENCE IT SEEMS TO HAVE BECOME MY DESTINY....LMAO Looking for a man who lies, cheats and steals...a lot! I'd like to meet someone who is dishonest, lazy, mean, uneducated, unethical and rude. A previous arrest record is not necessary, but would be nice. You should know how to act like a king, preferably a drama king. And not be afraid to talk openly about your feelings, even in a crowded movie theater. You should also be a good communicator, understanding that yelling, screaming and swearing are effective in most conversations. I'd like someone who is open-minded enough to believe that unicorns and leprechauns are real, but also believes that things like hard work, deodorant and exercise are just myths. I like a man who enjoys spending time at the beach, or on long hikes in the woods, as a way to hide from police until "things settle down". You should enjoy a nice evening out shoplifting, or just staying home to cuddle with a nice porn video. A I Loled I was cruising some of the people scrolling and decided to check out this guys bling first thing I saw was this 1 Wedding Rings GEM ... 2 Wedding Rings GEM ... 3 Wedding Rings GEM ... 4 Wedding Rings GEM ... 5 Wedding Rings GEM ... seriously ??? they fu married 5 times ??? I think its time Fifth Grade Assignment A fifth grade teacher in a Christian school asked her class to look at TV commercials and see if they could use them in 20 ways to communicate ideas about God. Here are some of the results: scroll down. God is like. BAYER ASPIRIN He works miracles. God is like. A FORD He's got a better idea.. God is like.&nb The Love I Lost I feel so alone I'm not myself Ever since you left me I've lost my good health I'm poppin' pills And riskin' my life Drinkin' a lot more & Cuttin' my arm with a knife I never thought I'd deserve your love But when I had it It was more than enough I want you back Back in my arms Laughin' & Smilin' Happy & Calm I've lost all hope I've lost all faith But baby for you Forever I will wait. I Feel So Betrayed #1 Lone Gunslinger GM JBR from juke box riders is a person not to be trusted ever i trusted him as a friend and a outstanding dj that was until he complained live on air on how i made him do a all nighter trying to find songs i wanted to listen to as song requests even thoughthey are are australian artists/australian bands lone gunslinger is a untrustworthy person i made him something a very cool pic and all he can do is whinge live on jbr radio and complain like a little boy who didn't get what he wanted from daddy for christmas and so i removed this cryer from my friends list and blocked this son of a bitch too he has made my time in jbr a fucking nightmare when i have friends in that lounge and he's acting like a goddamn 2 year old in the playground i am sorry sasy but that's how i feel about your so called mr nice guy for a gm and dj from Bruce The Burial The picture I always said would hurt when she left is now a forgotten memory at the bottom of a box. Everything that was us, she placed in there. Without so much of a second look she tossed those memories into the hole with me. She picked up her shovel and started filling in the dirt, done with me, done with her past. Never breaking a sweat she finished, leaving me there to look after her as she started to leave. Within a few steps he was already at her side, and arm in arm they went. My children staying, not wanting to leave. She called them though, and through obedience they left, but were the only ones looking back. A Return? Coming back to Fubar after a year is a real shock... I was here for the LostChary, and then the CherryTap and finally Fubar and each change was a sorta seemless transferral from one to another...more stuff, more people...some changes were great and others a pain in the ass. When I finally deleted my original Nomad site I'd become too jaded and so aloof with the people that were my friends that it was pointless to stay anymore... mostly the problem was me, and the funk I allowed myself to dive into that eventually pulled me away from my friends. Hopefully, I can give this another shot and meet some new friends, as well as connect with those that I bailed on before, because they were(are) some good people... So...Here I am again, (Luckily, I had a few back up accounts with the older 6 digit member ID...lol I'm one of 4 million now, but I was among the 1st 100k...lol) I can tell you that it was a shock when I logged in for the first time to the New Fubar... it was like leaving a town Why Add Someone Then Block Them WTF, Why add someone then blockthem? if you don't want to talk or whatever have the respect to tell them so. That is wtf is wrong with this country, noone has respect for anyone except themselves today and those that do care and respect others get shit on!!!! A Poem From A Man Never Married Tear From A Roseon one block in the world there was a rose bush that started to grow. it grew slow, reaching up to the sky. then as months passed it started to have lil red blossoms. they sprouted bloomed, as the days went by. people walked by watching them grow. some were picked and most had stayed. yet there was one that was blooming like the rest. then, one day, all the flowers were pick. although this single rose just started to bloom. as it grew it looked around. wondering why it was the only one. as the people from before walk on by. it came un noticed. then one day it grew to its full size and was the biggest out of them all. yet people continued to walk on by as if it were not even there. then one night as it was sleeping it began to feel this cutting at its stem. it began to wake to look around. all it saw was nothing but darkness. then there was a light in the distance. it tried to stay awake, yet it was still very sleepy, as it began to pass back out it saw a d Difference Between Men And Women Difference Between Men and Women 1. A man will pay$2 for a $1 item he wants. A woman will pay$1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want. 2. A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. 3. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. 4. To be happy with a man you must understand him a lot & love him a little. To be happy with a woman you must love her a lot & not try to understand her at all. 5. Married men live longer than single men - but married men are a lot more willing to die. 6. Any married man should forget his mistakes - there's no use in two people remembering the same thing. 7. Men wake up as good-looking as they went to bed. Women somehow deteriorate during the night. 8. A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't. A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change & she does. 9. A woman has the last Get My Points For 12 Hours! I will give you my points for 12 hours (which also gives you 8 Ability Points) for one of the following: A) Auto 11s (which we will share) and 10 million fuBucks --OR-- B) Auto 11s (which we will share) and a Boomerang --OR-- C) 5 million fuBucks and 2 Boomerangs In the past, I have helped others to earn anywhere between 1.5 million and 8 million points (the higher amounts had Auto 11s and/or bombs), because I work my a$s off to make it successful for you (chasing bombs, rating, etc.). Send me a private message to schedule a day!
See what flashing your bazookas can do??? BREASTS CAN BE HAZARDOUS TO YOUR HEALTHFlashing your husband can be dangerous to your health -- and everyone else’s.... One woman from Maine found out the hard way. As she dropped her husband off for work, she gave him a kiss, and then, just for luck, she also gave him a quick flash of her breasts.A passing cabdriver took a look, and then another, and was so intent on looking at the woman's breasts that he lost control of his cab, crashing into a nearby medical building and knocking off a piece of the building -- right onto the woman. Meanwhile, inside the building, a dental technician was cleaning a patients teeth when the cab crashed, and was so startled she jammed the dental pick into a patients mouth -- and he in turn, bit down on her hand so hard that he severed two of her fingers."I'm not sure why I did it," the Maine wife said after the incident, "I was really close to the car, so I didn't think anyone would see it."
Attitude
it is your attitude at the beginning of a task that determines succes or failure so lemme say this to all them peeps out there if u have a negative attitude your always gonna be a failure in life that sounds harsh but its the truth hurts but if u have a positive attitude u can accomplished so many things in ur life and get stuff u never imagined of having... so ppl take my advised always have a positive attitude no matter wats goin on in your life if u do u will succeed.
Office Politics
Working in a school is a treacherous job, especially when you're not a teacher or senior staff. Not too bad for me as I'm not there much longer, but I'm getting to see how it all "works".   For one, I never knew how much authority the head teacher had, she basically just implements stuff with no discussion and no consideration to the people affected. Is very much hated by the people not up her ass.   Second, the people. Even when they know they are being wronged, they'll say one thing in one situation, but then turn around and do something completely different when faced by other people. Which pisses everyone else off, because it's difficult to stand up for yourselves as a group when certain people are too chicken.   Makes for a rather stressful environment, people quitting left right and centre. Glad I wont be staying.
How Ya Like Me Now?
you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...Im done with love, respect or even kindness... u think u can hurt me more get a fuckin clue cuz everyone i meet now will pay for you...u  complain that im a bitch and heartless but look at the shit u put me through... bitch you made me this way so get use to it !!!all you guys say girls are heartless and psyco but look at your past and remember you are the reason we have all become bigger players than any of you punk asses  could imagine...you call your self a soldier, controler and in the end all u is is a wanna be player and a fake ass ballar...I feel free in knowing i cant be hurt now and that all u motherfuckers cant touch this!!!instead of wining , dining and reclining all you gave us was crying, lying and declining.we tried our best to show you love, compassion and caring but in the end you tell us we're buggin, stalkin and get to walkin.you call your self a soldier, contr
Democrat Rep. Bob Etheridge Should Resign Now!
North Carolina Democrat Rep. Bob Etheridge is in hot water as well as he should be. He let his disgust with the America people show itself a few days ago. Etheridge ruffed up a citizen who just asked the representative a question Etheridge didn’t like. And if the incident was not put on YouTube he would not have issued an apology. This guy Etheridge is nothing but a thug and condescending miscreant. There should be an outrage from other law makers because of his behavior. He should resign immediately. If he doesn’t resign on his own then he should be forced to resign. Read on http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2010/06/14/nc-congressman-physical-confrontation-students/ BlastFM is a feel good radio station for you. Listen 24/7 to music that will get you into your groove www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm
Oh My Effin Gawdddd Look At This Sh!t I Get I Got Called The C Word From A Dude Haha
HONEYonROCK29: ...man you are sick and remember you never looks good with silly faces!! so enjoy your life you fuckin cunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To HONEYonROCK29: cunt ? cunt cause i told u u have no right to tell me what faces i can and cant make? that i cant goof off? u telling me what to wear how to dress what pics to take and u dont even know me? tell me that i need to dress decent you know what fuk off man (my reply) hahaha another winner yay haha look at his pic comment on a effn salute .... HONEYonROCK2910 mins -- 5 of 5you are not even fickin able to be rated!!!! damn scum minded girl!!!!!inner..you are very bad girl!!! so enjoy the block world and yeah yeah i know you even dont care about so this is all you!!!!!!!!!!!! reply dont get me wrong i let him have it i told him to fuk off that u cant demand shit from people and speak to women the way u do blah blah blah so yer im a bitch for that but im not gonna take shit from n
Difference Between Loving And Caring
There are those who care for youThen there are those who love you Those who care protectThose who love fight Those who care cherishThose who love worship Those who care are mendThose who love heal To care is to loveTo love is to care If she cares for youShe loves you She will always love youShe will always care for you
Broken Heart
Broken heart never love again,Broken heart all because of men,Broken heart never to be replaced,Broken heart the problems I have faced,Broken heart what's the future gonna be like?Broken heart that was the final strike,Broken heart who is to blame?Broken heart you put out the flame.
Forget The Times
Forget the times he walked byForget the times he made u cryForget the times he spoke your nameRemember now your not the same.Forget the times he held your handForget the sweet things if u canForget the times & Don't pretendRemember now he's just ur friend
"coffee Spill"
Serious, but hilarious.
New To The Fu!
SHE'S NEW TO THE FU! YOU'RE GANNA LOVE HER! GIVE HER LOTS OF LOVINS! TELL HER THE NAUGHTY KNIGHT SENT YA!         lisle@ fubar
You Knoooooooooooooo Wth With Men Making Pic Request
YOU KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WTH WITH MEN MAKING PIC REQUEST LOOK : FirST DUDE SAYS I HAVE TO POST PICURES NO MAKING SILLY FACES AND ACTTING NoRMAL OR WHATEVER (i have over 24 in defult alone of normal faces )- even tho i do have goofy ones too ... next dude says he wants me to post decent pics of myself with no clevage and makes a sad face cause my "boobies" show in some pics ....(even tho its only cleavage) wth duddddeeeee alota chicks post way more and i get shit ? lol wow just wow .... man u kno its like i cant win i post just face pics i get told to post body pics i post body pics in tshirt and jeans i get told to take pic sexier pics haha you know these fu-ckers have some balls to be making demands js..... what makes them think they have right to tell people how to pose dress faces to make how hairhould be done etc .... i mean damn if ur that demanding and controling and u hardly know me and ur like that alreadly is not a good sign .... and u knooooo  there are more reques
What Is Sexy?
BODY { MARGIN: 8px } .LW-yrriRe { FONT: x-small arial } What is sexy? It's not even called sexy any more, it's call hot or super hot-- whatever. What I think is sexy most of my friends don't for example: I like a girl-- young woman with runner's legs, you know, those shapely frog legs, tanned lean and never mean. And so what if she has broad shoulders with 36A cups  between them and a very narrow waist, I think that is sexy to my taste. Although, I dd have a girlfriend with 34DDs and she would slap me on the face with them teasingly in a fit of passion and she would laugh, or if she was extremely excited, or if I did her perfectly-- in such away that she thought about me for days "I just can't get you out of my head," she would say and then make me very happy i.e., she did other things with those 34DDs that I cannot be printed here, I will say that she is a very talented lady. Our relationship lasted just over a year before her husband found out. Hey, she wore no rings wh
Yeah Id Like To Know Too.
So where are all the "Save the Gulf" concerts? Where are the T.V. Benefits with celebrities and musicians giving heart felt speeches on the poor fisherman, wildlife, beaches, loss of income and sabotaged gulf economy? I find it rather strange how these people (including our own government) are so quick to help Haiti and other countries...but sit on their asses for this one. Just the facts. *Post this if you agree!!!*
Im The Koolest
in search of a 9inchrobot ladies then hit me up at nerk13atyahoo.com
The Palm Of Her Hand
"The Palm of Her Hand"The ring for thee, is forged by mein fires of ancient timbrequenched by the blood that flows from my heartspilt for thee and thy honourThe wind that blowsacross the moorswhispers thy sweet name in my earcausing said heart, to skip in its beatas thy beautiful visage overcomes meI see thy face in every flowerthat falls beneath my gazebut their fragrance and so so petals compare not to the angel that owns methat one lovely creatureThat holds my heartin the palm of her oh so lovelyhand
Alone... Written By Me
Alone... By Me Here I lye, feelin alone once againstairing at the same 4 wallssearching for answers that never seem to comewondering were I went wrongthis fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in tired of spending my nights all alonelooking for love in all the wrong placesnever able to be with the ones that I love Time to move in another directionharder then anything I've done in the pastlooking to the future not sure what I seewondering what Is the reason for thisI try to be what I am happy to bebut no one seems to see this in mewhat is it they are expecting from mealways the friend that will listen to youbut never anything more to all the friends I have I'm Tired of always being alonefeeling inadequite to all that I knowfeelings inside that bring me downfeeling inside like I am starting to drownlots of friends I do know I havetelling me i am not alonebut a human touch is what I want to knowyerning for the love that aludes metired of actually being alone. Always condemed
Tender skin. An open palm or leather flogger. The anticipation before the hand or instrument meets flesh. The thrill as the sound reaches your ears at precisely the same moment the sensation reaches every inch of your body. And you only get another if you ask very, very nicely. Oh, the joys of spanking. It may have been a dreaded punishment as a kid. But as part of consensual adult play, it can be delicious fun. Much of the thrill comes from the expectation and build-up. When will it happen? How will it feel? Will it happen again? And no matter how many times you may indulge, those same questions always seem to arrive since each spanking encounter is different. People enjoy spanking, because in a safe environment, it can be exhilarating to command and to relinquish all power. The spanker is in control of how many spanks and how hard (within the agreed upon scenario, of course.) The “spankee” is left to wait and wonder. Many people find themselves aroused before the paddle
Its Over Devon U Dumass Fuck U Got Nothing So Y Keep Goin
u starded this shit devon u made the post now i made the war your rhymes are just a big snore, i almost fell asleep cuz your rhymes aren't deep by the time i finished them i found they were meek you need more time to develope your rhymes cuz most of your rap was the same old lines, be original like me u dumass fuck..its my turn.. I know U really dont want to fight Cause I come at ur house at nite and end ur f*ckin' life See I have a gun and u have a knife While u screamin' Please dont do it Badguy! See I'm already the best I'm better than the rest I don't need a mic check Cause I already passed the test Now u might have a vest But I'm aiming for ur neck I think u better protect If u hoping for the best See this is for my dogs But not Top Dog That bitch is stuck in the fog He can't see right from wrong Infusion is stuck in confusion And its very amusing To see him get props to rap music And he doesn't listen to it Now ain't that a disgrace To this mothafu
Not My Thing, Or So I Thought - Chapter 4
Not My Thing, or so I Thought – Chapter 4   I couldn’t really leave him there without supervision.  I wasn’t worried that he might die because I didn’t give a shit.  Well, I did care if he died before I found Madeline but otherwise he meant nothing to me.  My biggest fear was that one of his friends might find him and set him free so I had to do something quickly.   I went shopping for the essentials and got back to the house in less than two hours.  Nothing had changed.        I spent the next five hours installing the items I’d picked up.  I put new dead-bolts on the exterior doors, security lights on each of the approaches to the house and most importantly web based video cameras that allowed me to monitor the front and side entrances.  I also put a peephole camera through the master closet floor so that I could watch Dirk.  For the most part he was quiet except when I made too much noise and he tried to attract attention to himself by shouting.
The Pimpout Day Has Come
It looks like I will have all my points for Oracle by the end of the day which leaves the matter of the 4 referrals. If you have already done your referrals or don't care about them feel free to send a couple my way. If they mention you then you get 1 million fubucks and they get 500K and you get to be among my 1st pimpouts.   Edit: the link would help  http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=523873
Upon Uplifted Wings
While dreams are createdSlowly without rushShape each one tenderly Careful not to crushAs dreams are the threadsWe weave with careWhilst persuing the paths With hearts to shareMagically dreams interlaceWith the gift of wingsWoven with love and light Where a heart singsWith uplifted wings to soarLove spreads around Dreams whispered nightlyIs the sweetest sound
My Life And It Is
I think am not a bad daughter, I try hard to make sure I get to see my dad and talk to him most days. He has been widowed for over a year now and he is a bit lost. Last week I popped into town, I had called dad but he wasn’t in, he goes out most days. Just as I walked down Buchanan street, I spotted him on a street bench and he was talking to a wee old woman.   They were nodding and chatting, they looked like strangers talking but still they were at ease with each other. As I approached him, my heart thudded as I thought “My God, he is so lonely he is talking to a strange wee lady, it’s my fault he has no one to speak to, I never visited him enough”   “Hi dad” I said and he got up laughing and said “this is my beautiful daughter, what a surprise, I didn’t know you were in the country” My dad is used me not always being in Scotland, despite me telling him constantly my movements, he still gets surprised even when I land o
For You
Miles and miles and miles apart. Although so far you've touched my heart. Your laugh, your voice, your adoring smile, Seem to shorten every mile. I wake every mornig and rest at night, My thoughts and dreams filled with you sight. My feelings for you grow stronger each day, I hope yours too will flow my way. Although I've heard you say it clear, I'm no too sure, I have this fear. Although our lips have never met, I love to kiss the words you set. But one day soon our lips will meet, Our worlds apart will now complete. We'll share our jokes and shed our tears, I've given you my heart it is yours to see, Some things in life were meant to be; Others, we must wait and see. Sometimes life's funny that way; The best things often get away. At times, fate lends a hand; Like uniting two people from different lands. So beautiful yet unreal it seems; Maybe it's only just a dream. But dreams sometimes do come true; You see, I go to know YOU.
Birthday Mornings
This morning was great. I was woken up by two little boys. I was told last night to leave my bedroom door unlocked and to not set my alarm. I did that.   What woke me up? Two kiddos screaming "Happy Birthday, Mom!!!!". They had a cake and a card. It was absolutely wonderful.
When Words Are Unsaid
TRYING TO EMBRACE THE MOMENTS THAT ARE NOW MERELY WISPERS IN THE WINDIF I COULD DO IT AGAIN I WOULD HAVE MADE EACH SECOND LASTI WOULD HAVE DONE THINGS DIFFERENTLYMOMENTS UNSPOKEN (TALES)THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID-THINGS AREN'T OK BUT YOU'D RATHER THEM JUST GO ON-AFRAID OF CONFRONTAION-MAKING A BIGGER DEAL OUT OF WHAT IS AND TURNING IT INTO UNNECESSARY DRAMA-YOU LIE TO YOURSELF-TRY AND MAKE YOURSELF THINK ITS NOTHINGWORDS FORGOTTEN IN THE BREEZE OF YOUR BRETH FLOWING FORWARD ONTO YOUR NEXT VENTUREESCAPE INTO THE NEW FORGETTING THE WORDS YOU SETSO I ASK MYSELF WHY COULDN'T WE HAVE PRESSED REWIND MAKING THAT SOMETHING LAST FOREVERI CAN FORGET YOU-EVEN HATE YOU-IF I IGNORE YOU-SHIELD MY HEART FROM THE HURT YOUR KISS LAID UPON MEBUT WHEN YOUR SMILE CATCHES MY EYE IT MELTS AWAY EVERY OUNCE OF FEELING IN MY BODY THE ONLY THING PRESENT IS ECSTASY FLOWING THROUGH MY VEINS PUMPING AND RUNNING TILL IT HITS MY HEART SHOOTS THIS UNEXPLAINABLE ENERGY THROUGH MY BODY AND OUR SMILES MEET ONE ANOTHE
What A Douche Bag!
Joe Jackson's cruel attack -- that his wife, Katherine, is responsible for Michael's death, is but the latest in a rich history of reckless, untrue comments ... so says Katherine's lawyer and the lawyer for Michael Jackson's estate. Katherine is not commenting on what amounts to her husband's declaration of war -- that she refused to "keep [Michael] cheered up" because she didn't want to invade his privacy, and he'd be alive today if she had. Katherine's lawyer, Adam Streisand, tells TMZ, "The world knows that Mrs. Jackson has always been a loving mother and grandmother, and that she and Michael had a very special relationship." Streisand then drives it home: "The world also knows who Joe Jackson is and he seems bent on never letting us forget." Howard Weitzman, lawyer for the Michael Jackson estate, tells TMZ, "The inference by Joe Jackson that Mrs. Jackson was in any way responsible for Michael's death is preposterous. Katherine Jackson was a supportive and loving mother throug
Some Mornings
Every morning Some more than others I just want to see you Walking into the room Every morning Some more than others I want your smile To start my day Every morning Some more than others I want your voice To be the first thing I hear Every morning Some more than others I want every morning To be our morning
The Price
I wish for just a moment You’d  know just what I feelI know it would not change your heartBut you’d know my love is realI live each day with thoughts of youThey will not let me restThey take my very breath awayPut a lump within my breastAnd if this heartache you could feelIf only for a dayYou might at least give me a thoughtFor the price I have to pay
Things I'll Never Understand
Price stickers on mirrors. Driving on parkways and parking on driveways. Why Minute Rice takes 5 minutes to cook. There are 10 hot dogs in a pack and only 8 buns in a pack. Teenagers. And........ MEN. That Is All.
Our Journey
Events observed in the world around us mirror the development of beliefs within us. We should view ourselves as one with the earth, rather than seperate from it because the imbalances imposed upon the earth are mirrored as conditions within our bodies. Life becomes much more than a group of daily experiences occurring on a random basis. The events of our world are living barometers showing us our progress on a journey that began long ago!
I Am Alone I Love You Michael
Im sitting here alonerealising your gonei know i cant change thingsi know i was wrong they all say i dont need youthey all say im better offthey dont understand i love youyet i never said it enough i regret what i didbut i cant take it backwish i could hold youi want you back i know you deserve betteri know im messed upbut cant go on without youi miss you so much baby im sorryi know i said it beforei mean it more than everknowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i hadtill i lost youmy heart bleeds insidei cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive melove me once againtell me everythings alrighttell me its not the end yet i know the end is nowi know youll never love me againim sorry babythat i was the one to let you down
Dream
Your smile speak sweetnessYour eyes twinkle like starsYour hand touch me like magicMy heart treambleI think of you at nightWhen my weary mind atrestIn my dream i kiss youWith all my heart caresWhen my eyes open at dawnYyou were just a dream in my rest…..
Untitled 2 (june 14, 2010) (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 18)
There Is A Place I Reside... Called Hell On Earth... Where Pain Is On Every Street Corner... Around Every Turn... It's A Place Where My Body Is The Same... But My Heart Always Burns... You Would Think It's A Curse... But It's Actually A Blessing You See... Without This Strife I Would Be Half Of What I Am Today... I Am Stronger Now Thanks To This Life... The Journey Through This Hell Has Led Me Down A Rocky Road... Sometimes It Was Dark Sometimes I Was Alone... The Path To Heaven Leads Through Hell... That's Why I Keep Walking Because I Know It Is There... Somewhere Out There Is The Life I Deserve... I Only Know This Because My Heart Is Pure... I've Been Through Alot In My 27 Years But It's Something That I Can Endure... Most People Can't Bear What I Have In The Short Amount Of Time That I Have... That's Why I Say This With Truthful Pride... That Even Though I Get Broken At Times... I Will Repair The Damage... I Will Not Be Broken Forever... I Will Be Whole... A B
Devon U Bitch U Reponded About Time
devon u cock suckin bitch nice free style u sent me in a private message but it was whack jus like u and ur mutha fuckin momma.. im a pimp slappa. but ur a shitty rappa. so y spit so many rhymes like u can just attack em? I h8 pissin u off, cuz ur lyrics just suk. U see me on the street yellin "O SHIT! Duck!" Cuz i come by like a lightning bolt, a 10 wat shot. While ur gigglin cuz ur sisters lickin ur twat. But its better to comprehend wut im sayin. The more i realize wut ive been potrayin, i see myself playin. But now im just serious... Cursin more then a black man in the hood whos dilerious. I kno ur feelin this.. Bitch, u cannot complain. So why talk over my voice? This shitz been framed. Its not a one time see'er or punk'ed out wannabe'er This is all i gotta say for i wait for shitty respond so i can send ur faggit ass back to ur mommas ass,so now heres the jump off finger flicker.*Middle Finger is raised in ur Face.*
I'm Up For Auction
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You Ever?
you ever want something so much it hurts when you think about it, but the same thing you want, you think you dont deserve and tell yourself you dont want it and terrifies you?   the past 48 hrs have been really hard for me i've been put in situations that make me happy and very uncomfortable and sad at the same time andrealized something potentially bad...   i want to get married...i want to have kids... i want to have a real family with a husband who loves me and i love him and be pregnant with that love and have a baby and a complete "family"   but the thought of that terrifies me that it cant happen or wont last or i will lose my love and child and have my heart and life ripped from me again and that i dont even deserve that kind of love because of the things ive done in my past and i'm freaking out because i want it soooo bad but think i will never have it even if for no other reason then my fears messing it up and chance that there is no one able to stick with me thru my fe
The Racist Whore - A Poem About Someone Stepping Away From A Racist Upbringing.
"My pale white hands,Griped the uniform,Putting it on was like a brand,All my life I was forced to conform,In what I thought was freedom land,My mind, My heart and emotions so torn,All I wanted was my feet in the sand,To feel as though I had been reborn,They look upon me, eyes seeming red,Expecting me to kneel and mourn,This man who had created their plan,I knew I could not be in this anymore,I walked away, I was banned,I was proud to be away from this racist whore."
My Body - A Poem I Wrote About My Struggles With An Eating Disorder,
"My body is the queen of deception,A size 4 is never an exception,Feeling full would be my digression,My body aches to end this obsession.""Look perfect, Be perfect, My body would tell me,I could never be what I wanted to see,I understood and accepted, death could be my only key,With a stained heart and broken body, I fall to my knees.""Self destruction appeared in many forms,Losing a pound was like being reborn,Yet day after day, I wanted to lose more,Losing a pound, Losing my life, I've become so torn.""My body was eating itself alive,My body was vapid, it needed a sign,My body was stubborn, deeper down it would dive,My pain was there, visible and live."
Something I Wrote A While Back...
It's a cloudy and foggy night tonight, most people would hate it, but I don't. I know it's not picture perfect like Van Gogh's "Starry Night", but it makes me think deeply about human nature. The most believed story about "Starry Night", is that Van Gogh had recently found God, and the painting was a metaphor for a God always watching over us and protecting us. I think on some sub level of human nature, the above metaphor is the main reason people will choose a bright night over clouds, whether they believe in God(s), Goddess(es), or nothing at all. I prefer the cloudy night, because I like to test my faith and see if I'm strong enough to walk a dark path and come out stronger and better.
Feel Good
HeD   Ain't no more sunshine, just rain and cold sufferingGeneration born to die with their eyes wide openThe clock strikes The wrong rightsThe mob rules The second Armageddon, igniting the lit fuseNo turning back& every soldier is on pointReady to die, the confrontation coming, ready of notIt's on again, It's time to say your prayers againIt's not the end, just the beginning of the endIs it hard?Yea, I can hold it down like thatIs it real?Yea, You know I break it down like thatIs it rough?Don't even try to front like thatI'm on fire baby, a big dog will hunt like that Another day, another buster wanna battle meAnother mamma crying, now her baby is a casualtyI'm ready nigga, slice like a machete nigga, got fetty nigga, never spend it on Betty niggaI hit and run, never stressing to look backWhen I look back, I think about the love I never hadThen I wake up, I get fucked up and I get evenApproach you from the frontWhile in your back a knife I'm leavingThe sky is falling, I don't careI
I Love You
I Love You I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far to long I keep dreaming you'll be with me. and you'll never let go
Hh
How on earth does someone with no friends get a happy hour?
Boondox-death Of A Hater
DIIIIIEGiving my soul to hell,And tell Heaven I did my best.One love to familyTo JuggalosAnd fuck tha restI'm tired of all these snakes and demons leaches on the vein,I've bled enough and now these bitches bout to feel tha pain.You know you name the haters been and with a point of view,Pussy mother fuckers talkin shit but never had a clue.Come with your attitude cocksucka fuck yo life.I tie you to a chair and make you watch me fuck your wife.I'm just trying to catch you slippin like a bar of soap,I catch you while you sleepin fastAnd then I slit your throat.I watch you bleed and gargle choking for your last breath,Then close the wound apply some pressure to delay ya death.See what it means your whole existance don't mean shit to me,It ain't nothing but time to kill to make you history.And all you had to do was to keep your fucking trap closed.But now you got your hands folded,Clutched onto a single rose.[Backup singers:]I'll take your lifeBut here tonightYou want to try, DIE![Chorus: B
To Dance Or Not To Dance
So wally world pays me jack shit. Keeps cutting my hours and the like.... I'm honestly thinking of changing my availability to 12-7 and going back to the strip club in the evenings. They've changed shit around too. The girls have an hourly pay. No house fee. And you claim your tips (up to $50). I'm really thinking of going back for a few nights a week to help with this shortness of moo-lah. Any thoughts on the matter?I mean I've been looking for other day jobs but its really not working out the way I want it to and with this I'll still be getting the same amount of sleep. Gettin Inked Yes, can you believe it? I am gonna get some ink tomorrpw and i didnt have to mumm about it...ZOMGS!!!! anyway, i met the girl whos gonna do it, and saw her work on some friends. shes going to finish and fix my half sleeve work. I got it started when i lived in Vegas 5 years ago and just never got around to getting it done because I was unconfident in the work done by the shop where i lived in CutOff... so in my ink and piercings folder, i have some pics of whats there already...and I will take some pics after she does me tomorrow. I am however undecided on if i should let her artistic flow do the fills between the actual shapes or give her instruction. shell be drawing on me and ill decide then i guess if i let her just do what she does. she is however one big bull, and full of ink she did herself...she is talented :D I am excited as you were! Sunday Is Over And Past Time To Sleep is feeling down and really discontented.. I'm going to lay down. Message me or text if you want to talk.. Dark Lotus "bitch I'm Sexy" Bitch, Do you wan't me? Do you wan't me? Cause I'm famous I'm famous Is that right? That's right Sexay! What! Get tea bagged! On your face! Bitch! Haha HAHAHA [Jamie Madrox:]Bitch I'm the sexiest killa you know Come equiped with an axe and some love handles Vampire out of the water, straight to land Can a killa that you know fuck you better than I can? If you say that they could bitch, you's a lie You must of never had a juggalo between your thighs Didn't like the fat kid that was cutting your lawn Now your giving head shots for your favorite song [Shaggy 2 Dope:]So bitch you think I'm se-xy And you want my wi-lly Then you best expect me To slap you in your fu-cking mouth Oh that's right bitch you like killas in disguise Sure I'll fuck, but don't expect to loose a lot I'll make sweet love to the neden of a juggalette A fake bitch out for props gets her neck wet [Chorus:]Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se-xy Tell me am I se-xy Baby am I se Why Is It Why is it that if I put up a default photo of some pretty woman with cleavage showing, it is reported right away, but if a woman has her own photo with cleavage showing, it may take weeks to be reported? 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This is why I do it.. What about you... Leisure Nothing says I love you like a crazy sweaty and naked man in your bed. I speak from years of experience. Self highfiving the strange man behind the mirror.Put on the jeans you were wearing when you were booked, the faded ring the absent contraceptive had cut into the inside pocket.Pat your legs. Rub your eyes.Find your keys. Taking off north. No particular reason.Chocolate. Hazel. Caramel.Pass.Pass the old yards, empty burned out lofts and grain elevators.Over the earth-blood, and the wet smell of green trees and hazey asphalt. Some bilingual honey selling shaved ice.Stolen bikes. Sold dreams.Sore wallets. Mirror syndrome of more interestingmore humanpeople. Silver bullets fell me.watching black specks on the grain fly off unmotivated to track themunwilling to turn back on my stomach. Dissolving into the floorwith thirty times the gravity Time sacrificed to flacid stifling days.Killing me turn by turn.Not interested in fasterjust my terms. Vernacular vernacular\ver-NAK-yuh-ler\noun; 1.The plain variety of language in everyday use. 2.The language or vocabulary peculiar to a class or profession. 3.The native speech or language of a place. 4.Any medium or mode of expression that reflects popular taste or indigenous styles.adjective: 1.(of language) Native or indigenous. 2.Using the native language of a place. 3.Using plain, everyday language. 407 You're beautiful, like a May fly. - Ernest Hemingway Check Me Out! Come check me out!!.. I'm in a FU-AUCTION for the first time!! Come bid on me and show your girl some LOVE!! :) http://www.f ubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=2089107&i=1267407273&idx=70 Heres's the link!! Happy bidding and THANKS!! An Auction! Say What?..yup...check This Out... Wow really? Yup that's right kids, it's my first ever solo auction!! Sooo yeah, and i ya'll don't mind feel free to click the pic below and give it a rate for meh please (message me and I'll send you some fubucks) and check out the stuff up for sale (including a photobucket, yes screenshot city at it's finest...mmhmm!) and well, you know the rest.... Soo ya'll know the drill...thanks & Bdsm: A Return To The Basics Definition: [Domination] is the desire to exert control over a consenting partner for the purpose of mutual gratification. Now what does this truely mean for most....well its unfortunate but most out there take this to mean a power play....and that its not for mutual gratification only for there own...they do not take into account the other personthat is there...thinking only of themselves. Now I'm not going to say that everyone does this...there are those that are true unto the lifestyle in which W/we live, and everyday is a learning experience. No one knows all there is to this life. But I digress in what I'm speaking of....I know most of Y/you already know this but its always good to revisit and refresh upon the basics otherwise sometimes W/we lose sight of things and lose the way. Now there are many different forms and ways of Domination...its different to each C/couple and how they wish to portray the lifestyle in T/there relationship. It can be as simple [feh] so today my options appeared above my head not unlike a blinking binary menu from a 1980's RPGand the options were"go back to bed""troll for bitches" so I got up, fapped to redtube on my TV (because internet connection through PS3 for free porn on a full size television so much more bomb than my office chair and this flatscreen) put down a layer of black on my modeland the fucking menu popped up again So I made lunch, hit ignore and watched some house but the fucker just kept getting in the way of my screen so I finally selected "troll for bitches" That bought me a couple hours. Watched the Royals win, playtested my deck. then I spent a couple hours trolling for bitches I failed to remember something until later. NOTHING IS FUCKING OPEN IN THE SUMMER ON SUNDAY IN THIS SHITKICKER TOWN AFTER NOON!!! Cafe`s shut down after lunch, ONE bar out by the airport (no thanks don't wanna reenact deliverance) bunch of redneck dudes watching cars drive in circles, not going to the mall to Flatulence Is flatulence so terrible, everyone gets it! I Know What It's Like To Feel Alone. And, That's Why I Stay Alone, Because I Never Want To Feel Alone Again. So just feel like i need to write. i have my journal upstairs but i kind of want feedback or something. at the same time i hope that no one reads this. its been a little over a month since me and my ex have broken up. i think of him often but less and less everyday. i have been with one other guy since then and i felt absolutely guilty. i went out a date with another guy after that and it was positively amazing and i hope to see him again. he is a great guy but i can not bring my self to trust him as much as i want to and as much as i believe he is being honest. i feel so guilty. i want to let him in and he thinks i have but i truly have not. i want to feel wanted. and i want to feel love. and i dont think it is ever going to happen. i dont want to force anything but i dont want to be alone. and maybe i am feeling like this tonight cause i am sort of manic. but i know i do not want the lonliness to take over again. Surrystock For those that missed it in the other blog, my former band had a reunion to headline at festival out in the country yesterday. The 15 acres or so were littered with tents and campsites of the partygoers, as it is encouraged to stay as opposed to leaving after a whole day of sun, drinking, and exhaustion. It is an opportunity for me to see a lot of ole familiar faces that I generally dont get a chance to get together with throughout the year. This one was no disappointment in that homecoming effect. Mid day, things were parlayed by the usual afternoon shower, which blew over and things recommenced. 2 more bands played , then we were up, with the crowd primed in full form Throughout the day, I had talked with strangers in the crowd, to find out it had really been played up about this last band being a literal walk-on, one member flying in from Maine, another from Cali, another from NorthCarolina, and the other from a neighboring county, and were just gonna take the stage with no rehe Up 4 Grabs In Fu Owned Auction 12 N please dont 4 get 2 FAR the host TwauneValentino serhttp://b.pcc4.fubar.com/54/59/429545/tn_216895992.jpg">@ fubar Lounge Requests I don't go to the lounges. Currently have no interest in them but maybe in time that'll change. Had a fan who kept flooding me with...hey check out this lounge. After about the tenth request, I sent them a message to say I appreciated the offer but I'm not into the lounges. They apologized for bothering me with them. Okay, no biggie, right? Well it is when I ge 4 more requests after that. Hello! We just went over this! Look like I'm down a fan. Rent- Seasons Of Love Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes, Five hundred twenty-five thousand Moments so dear. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure, measure a year? In Daylights, in sunsets, in midnights In cups of coffee In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife. In five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure A year in the life? How about love? How about love? How about love? Measure in love Seasons of love. Seasons of love. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes! Five hundred twenty-five thousand Journeys to plan. Five hundred twenty-five thousand Six hundred minutes How do you measure the life Of a woman or a man? In truths that she learned, Or in times that he cried, In bridges he burned, Or the way that she died. It's time now to sing out, Tho' the story never ends Let's celebrate Remember a year in the life of friends Remember the love! Remember the love! Remember the love Measure in love Seas Hijack Hijack this blog please, talk about whatever, try not too much politics though, that is boring as can be! 21st Century Single's Bar...well This Is More Of A Fantasy Site. Not going to get fancy, I really don't come here very often. Haven't made a salute or whatever it is, so I can't talk to some people. I come on when sent an alert. Pantyshotz sent me a drink and I tried to return the favor. Don't know if it went or not. The alert said there was a comment also, but I have no idea what it was. I wonder if she will see this? Hopefully she will This is all fun and good, but it is a fantasy type thing. You will never meet the others you talk to, and I have no idea what I can tell them;since there is that section about being "defrocked" depending on what you say. 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Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!! She's One Good I meet her at the Sunshine Theater, she was alone -- and so was II ordered up some buttered popcorn, that's when she caught my eyeShe left a trail of corn back to her seat, I followed it like a champion We both sat down I said 'hey, how you doing,' she put her hand on my beltI pulled out my rocket, she climbed on board, she spit my cum Back in her cupOoh-ooh, she's one good fuckI called her up on her cell phone; she was walking up BroadwayHey babe, how you doing? Is all I could think to sayI said lets meet on the third floor of Barnes & NobleWe'll both have cookies and creamInstead she led me by the hand into the poetry section For afternoon whoopeeShe lifted her skirt; I slid my cock insideShe wiped up the puddle with a bookOoh-ooh, she's one good fuckNow we live together, got a one bedroom on 59thThe sex just gets better and better, every day & nightYou'd think that over time we'd get tired of each otherThe fact is we fuck at great lengthsLike just the other day, while we were shoppi This Is Like Wow OMG wow Watch the 2010 MTV Movie Awards at MTV.com! Abandoment Issues My 2 year old daughter is dealing with Abandoment issues, her mother is bi-polar & also has boarderline personality disorder. she disapears, ends up hospitalized, & pops up still not stable & it is impacting m daughter in ways I had hoped to avoid. I'm at a loss as to what to do, any ideas are welcomed! Random Sunday Evening Meanderings I think the fact that a gift looks kinda like an art project from the 'special' kindergarten makes it more endearing, right? RIGHT? Fuckit. Why do some women put make up on like they're drag queens? I don't wanna work tomorrow...wankersssssssssssss...I better get some good dutyfree, 'sall I'm saying. I don't like people feeling obligated...I hate feeling obligated myself. STOP FEELING OBLIGATED. People do not seem to understand that I might just do stuff for my own amusement...they seem to think I have Machiavellian tendencies...I don't have the attention span for that kinda shit...I CAN'T EVEN OPERATE A FUCKING SELLOTAPE DISPENSER!! I still haven't done the stupid pome. Do you know how many times I lost the sellotape today? Neither do I. My balcony's starting to look like a lil wading pool...if the ducks land I'm leaving. Fubar is very quiet this time of the night...*watches tumbleweeds go by* My "lucky bamboo" seems to be dying - is that a port Sad So I have been sad the last couple days and been crying off and on all day today. Well, it is after midnight so technically it was yesterday. It seems like when I need a friend the most, or someone in particular, that is when I have no one. Trust is a major issue of mine and it doesn't seem to be getting better. I say and do stupid things sometimes and it doesn't end up hurting anyone but myself. I just need to let a little off my shoulders since I feel so bottled up I could explode. I always mess up, it is like I don't want to get hurt and so when it gets to a certain point I do say something to make the person turn the other way. It hurts but it is safe right? I guess if they really cared they wouldn't walk right? Ah well. Random I Guess... 12:33am So i've been talking to this one guy for a while right. We're so into each other. I thought I made it clear to some people that I am not interested in meeting or hanging out or whatever. So, I got this random text out of nowhere right? From some dude I hadn't spoken to years ago. He wanted to catch up and say hey, and just wanted to know what I was up to. When I told him I was seeing someone, he somehow flipped b/c he thought he could just appear out of nowhere and sweep me off my feet. I stopped talking to him b/c he was a bit too possessive. I mean a little bit is fine as long as it's in all fun and games, but c'mon now, too much is too much. He still hasn't done much to better himself. I am a young woman who knows what she likes and what she wants. :D anywho, he tries to spit out stupid one liners hoping they'd make me laugh, which only got me irritated. I finally told him to leave me alone, why text out of nowhere and expect for me to wanna hang out after like se This Is For U Devon U Shit Talker YO I READ UR FREESTYLE AND IT WAS WHACK I COULDNT WAIT FOR IT TO END I GOT NO GIRLFRIEND BUT U GOT A BOYFRIEND WAT U GONNA DO TRYIN TO BATTLE WITH ME I'LL RIP U IN FRONT OF UR CREW LIKE IT DIDNT HAPPEND TO ME THE DIFFERENCE IS IM REAL AND UR A PHONY MY STYLE IS FAT LIKE SARAGOSSA,TONY YO WAT U GONNA DO U CANT HURT ME A TREAT FROM BOTH SIDES OF THE PLATE LIKE EDDIE MURRY BUT DONT WORRY I'LL GET STRAIGHT UP IN UR FACE ITS STEVEN ABOUT TO BLOW THE ROOF OFF THE PLACE ITS NO MERCY SO DONT WORRY IM DIRTY I'LL BLEED YOU TILL UR BERGENDY YO U CANT HURT ME I PHYSICALLY MURDER G'S YO ITS OBBSERED ME U CANT SEE THIS WITH TELESCOPIC LENSES IM CRAZY LIKE 20INCH RIMS ON THEM BENZES U DONT THINK I CAN RAP U CALLIN ME BLACK WATS UP WITH THAT YO I'LL TREAT U STRAIGHT UP HOW TO ACT YO THIS IS STEVEN COMITTEE UR FROM NEW YORK BUT I STRAIGHT UP RUN THE CITY DOWN AND GREEDY ITS TIME TO GET DIRTY WAVE UR HANDS FOR ME STEVEN I DONT CARE IF UR 4 OR 30 THATS RIGHT BITCH CUZ IM LIKE A SICK METAPHOR IM GO A Few Thoughts Should a noodle ever be so lonely? Why have I experienced such pain" Why do the lonely whispers of the dark continue to haunt me? Is the night yet to come, why has the darkness fallen upon me so quickly, many many have come for their own pleasures, leaving victime in their wake, shall the murdering cry's seek solace in her busom??? What Can Happen At A Scavenger Hunt Memorial Weekend So what did you do for memorial day weekend? I had a picture scavenger hunt to do all weekend...Awee yes...a list of pictures taken with your team of 2 to 5 people. well, i was fortunate my best friend was the only one that i could convinced to do this hunt. It did take a little coaxing. But, i was up on peach street when she called. she said she was heading down to the pennisula...There thats it. i told her i got the list you interested we can get alot of them done at the pennisula. Yep she fell for it. So, we were gonna meet at the lighthouse. Well, half hr later i get a call, im not quite there yet. but. she's lost down there somewhere. So gave her directions and caught up with her about 15 minutes later. We had shots of something colorful and a group of strangers..cool got those at the same time on beach1. We needed someone in uniform, so we got separated cause there was a fire somewhere on the pennisula. So, she was gonna get one of the firemans pic but got caught in traffic Salutes I'm sitting here trying to get a web cam so that i can make my friends salutes, when it occurs to me - I haven't gotten any salutes from them . Now I'm gonna be down in the dumps for awhile Today, I... ...feel better. Needless to say, dude, with a medical degree, at urgent care this past week was very wrong about what was wrong with me. And, I was right. Me, with no medical degree. Muahaha. Alright, sinister laughs aside, today sucked until about 3:00 p.m. when my ailment finally started to un-ail itself. (No, Ick, not that raging case of gonorrhea. Maybe next time.) Chocolate milk and peanut butter M&M's cap off a darling evening filled with no pain, Shakespeare in Love, a couple new friends (hi MJ!), and being wrapped in an oh so comfortable blanket burrito. Yeah, you want in, but this is -my- burrito. Today ended well. Tomorrow will be even better. Oui, oui. Peasants rejoice! And that is all. /finblogofsillinessandjoy Slipknot-vermilion, Pt 2 Slipknot vermilion,pt,2 lyrics:She seemed dressed in all of meStretched across my shame,All the torment and the painLeaked through and covered me.I'd do anything to have her to myself,Just to have her for myself.Now I don't know what to do,I don't know what to doWhen she makes me sad.She is everything to me,The unrequited dream,The song that no one sings,The unattainable.She's a myth that I have to believe in,All I need to make it real is one more reason.I don't know what to do,I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.But I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.I won't let this build up inside of me.A catch in my throat, choke,Torn into pieces, I won't. No.I don't want to be this butI won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4She isn't real.I can't make her real.She isn't real.I can't make her real. World Cup Diary: Day 2 SB response to my status: "Quick! Who am I? *fumbles ball into goal*" Friend from the north: green had a brain fart..fuckin americans arent goin anywhere (translated from Canadian) To Friend from the north: They'll advance. To Friend from the north: what day does Canada play? To Friend from the north: *chucklesnort* *Crickets* True Story Of Mine But Tupac His Music Had Things To Do With It Growing up in the streets, at the age of 7 wasn't a child's life to be, without a father,my mother she could barely make it, at the end of the day I went to sleep with empty stomach, thinking to myself another hopeless day and hoping for a better tomorrow. One evening my best friend gave me this tape, I can still remember for the reason I lost my grandfather that day, the person who took me under his wings, the one who only care for steven , was suddenly gone, left alone to fend for myself, all the burden put on me, to bury my grandfather, thinking what am I going to do, where am I suppose to go, what is there left of me,wen i was 15 i was having suicidal thoughts, my best friend came to me, the day It changed my life and never looked back, she told me listen to this song, that's the first time I herd Pac, the song "Words of a Wisdom". I closed my eyes and listen to his lyrics, I didn't care for the beat but the words caught my heart, I find tears running down my cheek, because I wasn' Keep U Head Up NSPIRATION IS WHAT TUPAC GAVE ME BEING YOUNG, STRONG MINDED ANd leaving life i starded freestyling cuz pac gave me inspiration. LOST IN THE STREETS IN MY CAR PLAYING IS A NEW 2PAC RELEASE REMINDING ME THAT SOMEWHERE THERE IS PEACE. SOMETIMES I CRY WONDERING WHY SOME MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAD & HAVE TO DIE. LISTENING TO PAC I KNEW IT WAS ME AGAINST THE WORLD & DONT TRUST JUST ANY GIRL. PEOPLE GLORIFY BEING SHOT NO LIE TO TELL LIL HOMIE THEM BULLETS ARE HOT, AND THEM PEOPLE GOT A SPOT FOR YA CALLED 3HIDES & A COT. RIDING IN MY CAR STRESSING WATCHING 2PAC RESURRECTION KNOWING MY LIFE IS A BLESSING. PHONE RINGING AND THE RING IS BETTER DAYS & ON THAT NOTE I PUT DOWN THE HAZE. PAC SAID ITS HARD TRYING TO BE AN ANGEL WHEN YOUR SURROUNDED BY DEVILS THANKING THE LORD I MADE IT TO ANOTHER LEVEL. PRAYING & HOPING FOR A HAPPY HOME INSPIRATION FROM PAC LET ME KNOW ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE AND IT WANT BE LONG. THEY DIDNT KILL 2PAC THEY BIRTH BELIEVERS, THERE WILL BE NO OTHER LIKE 2PAC. so i go by wat tupa My Future Life Future is a common topic among people. Even silent one has his or her idea about future. I have been asked the same question by my parents over and over again, ”What is your future? How do you plan for the future?” I do have thought about that. When young, I have considered things to be a little bit simple and have so many great plans. I determined to build a big house after finishing my school education and want to have a lot of friends to play with. I also felt like making officer my future career. As I am growing up, however, it becomes a fact of life that I have to be faced with. Do not expect the future to be that glorious. Not until the beginning of the college life did I notice the real concept of “My Future”. Since now I am an ordinary medical student in an ordinary college and no more kid, everything is different. I become aware of many things that should be taken into consideration and that we should take more and more responsibilities. Doctor is Love Something happened today that got me really thinking. I hate it sometimes when that happens. So, the question is... what is love? Is everyone lovable?My dad always said if I couldn't love myself then no man would love me either. How many think this is true? How does a person learn to love themself who doesn't know how TO love themself. Maybe someone could love someone who doesn't love themself and that person would learn they are lovable and would eventually love themself? Isn't it supposed to be about accepting someone for who they are inside and out.. with all their faults and insecurities? Oh well. I could go on but that is enough for now. And Where Is Mine!!?? I STILL do not have a fu-pony, or been given a 1000 bling credit pack, or been given a years VIP, or 30 day blast! OK, I feel better now. But really! LMFAO This Goes Out To Anyone Who Has Had A Long Distance Relationship.... I wrote this poem because I miss my girlfriend, we have no contact thanks to her parents and I miss her dearly. I'd like to dedicate this to her, as well as anyone who is/was in a long distance relationship and you have no contact with your loved one. A Love So Strong It's a love so strong, to make a grown man cry I miss you so much, to bring tears to my eyes I think about you night and day. hoping to hear from you somehow, someday. I miss you, oh god, I really do. all I ever seem to think about, is you. no matter what I do, you're on my mind. I cant seem to shake it, no matter how hard I try. I cry and cry, I can seem to stop. since you've moved, my heart wants to flop. you're my only, yes it is true. my heart is yours, it belongs to you. I hear a tune, it reminds me of you. I look at my phone, it reminds me of you. now you're gone and I want to say, please call me, and make this pain go away. Slipknot, Snuff "Snuff"Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence, and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know.My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there.Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hateI don't deserve to have you...My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn't face a life without your lightBut all of that was ripped apart... when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear.You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.I never claimed to be a Saint...My own was banished long ago / It took the Death of Hope to let you goSo Break Yourself Against My StonesAnd Spi Life Sucks.... Life goes up and down good and bad...you got to take what comes your way but it would be nice if something good would come once in a while .....it seems just bad things have happenned here lately but everything happens for a reason just aint qiute figured it out yet.... but i guess in some way i had it commin but i aint never done nothin that bad... My First Time The sky was dark the moon was high all alone just her and I Her hair so soft her eyes so blue I knew just what she wanted to do Her skin so soft her legs so fine I ran my fingers down her spine I didn't know how but I tried my best to place my hand on her breast I remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart And when she did I felt no shame as all at once the white stuff came At last it was finished it's all over now, my first time...milking a cow. Copyright; Michelle Wise Omg!! Work Out Supplement From Hell!!!1 I took this work out suppliment that is supposed to help you lift more and lift longer. Oh boy, it did that. I feel like I'm tripping and did an 8 ball. I've already thrown up 5 times. This sucks balls! On a positive note, I did pump mad iron(Y) A Naughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind! Timbuktu The finals of the National Poetry Contest last year came down to two finalists. One was a Duke University Law School graduate from an uppercrust family -- well-bred, well-connected, and all that goes with it. The other finalist was a redneck from Southeast Alabama. The rules of the contest required each finalist to compose a four-line poem in one minute or less, and the poem had to contain the word Timbuktu". The Duke graduate went first. About thirty seconds after the clock started he jumped up and recited the following poem: Slowly across the desert sand Trekked the dusty caravan. Men on camels, two by two Destination -Timbuktu. The audience went wild!!! How, they wondered, could the redneck top that?! The clock started again and the redneck sat in silent thought. Finally, in the last few seconds, he jumped up and yelled: Tim and me, a-huntin' we Time To Step Away well for those of you that know me well you know i was a member of CTL and you know i put my heart and soul in to all i do. well today it was taken from me because i spoke up for myself. if you want to know more come to me in privite im not going to air it out in the open i dont want to upset anyone. so at this point after 3 years ( sux they did it to me on my fu anniv) i think its time to take a long walk. maybe it will lead me back here maybe not . for those of you that have my yim hit me up anytime. for those that dont hit my s/b ill check it from time to time and add you when i can . take care all and god bless its been alot of fun but my heart is no longer in it the game beat me Pussy-ass Wimpy Men And The Bitches That Created Them I was having a discussion with a friend recently and the subject of what has happened to men these days came up. She expressed how hard it is to find a "real" man, one that is a man and not just self-imposing prick. She is right, where are the "men" of this world? I am all for women having the right to hold down jobs they are capale of doing just as well and all that. But, ladies, don't fuckin whine when you can't find that knight in shining armour that is going to sweep you off and make your life suger sweet happy! If you act like the bitch he just got away from you think he is going to rush to get to know you? Society has made it "wrong" to be a man in this day and I say fuck that! you do not have to be "kinky" or anything of the like to be a man. Stay true to what you want and stick to it. Being a man is not all about being rough n tough but more about being the foundation. Someone your partner can lean on and feel stronger with. So many times I hear women go on about how no man Abby Wants To Try It Again Abby Sunderland, the 16 year-old girl who wants to sail around the world, was plucked from the ocean when her boat became damaged. I love what she said when people asked her if she was scared. She said, "When stuff is going on out there you can't really get too scared about it -- I mean it doesn't really do any good." What a courageous young woman. She is more mature then most of the people I know. Should she be allowed to try it again? You bet your life on it. But there will be those will say she’s a kid and should not be allowed to do it because of the risk. That’s bunk. Life is a risk. You go for it girl!http://www.foxnews.com/us/2010/06/12/rescued-teen-sailor-wants-second-attempt-solo-record/BlastFM streams music 24/7 for your listening pleasure. BlastFM is more then a radio station. It’s a musical experience. Try it, you will like it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm Want My Points For 12 Hours Read This Blog To See How I now can Altruize my points (for 12 hours) to anyone I choose to do so, SB me or PM me your offer. I will need either an auto, bomb or boomerang in order to help you maximize the points you will get. I unlike others who I have had help me by Altruizing me will work to help maximize your points, so we'll decide on a date that I know I'll be around my computer to promote that I'm giving my points away....as well as I will chase boomerangs, polish bling and use my 11's while I'm giving you my points. If you want a reference I can give you the 1st person I gave my points to she will tell you I worked very hard at making her the most points that I could she needed like 5 or 6 mil I think to level (it was a double pt Friday) but I was able to get her leveled. So if you are close to leveling SB me or PM me your offer and when you'd like to have it done and I will see what I can do to accomodate you There are very few people on here that I can say have helped me in leveling but I like t Fashion To Rememeber! is still getting a kick out of crocodile cowboy boots and blue striped suits! LOL... oh, and gumdrops! :P Damn That Peacey Guy... But I'll Have To Remember This One! Giving A Pizza His Mind Pizza Place | St. Petersburg, FL, USA Me: “Thank you for calling [Pizza Place]. Would you like to try our 2 for$20 special today?” Customer: “I hate my wife!” Me: “Uh…” Customer: “She’s such a b****! I never did anything to deserve this. She’s so demanding and I can’t deal with it!” *continues ranting for a few minutes* Me: “Sir, did you want to order a pizza?” Customer: “No, I just needed someone to vent on.” Me: “Oh. Well, I hope I helped.” Customer: “It feels good to get that out! Have a good night.” Me: “You too, sir!” Customer: *click*
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( I’ve tried posting this 6 different times, maybe the 7th will be a charm…) Well, it’s about that time again, time for more fun fun! This one will be a little scatterbrained so please bear with me…… Is this really The Girl of Gold? http://fubar.com/user/2827427 Pics can be found @ http://www.thegoldengirl.net/gallery.php So….yeah this place is funny. It really is. Everyone takes something different from this place. Whether it be to get off, hook up, make real life friends or something more, have fun, have laughs or kill some time between whatever it is you do. There’s the lifers, the point whores
Whoring Extravaganza!
I will have my first ever Happy Hour this Tues @ 7PM fu-time.  This will be my first in over 3 years on CT/Fu...Please don't miss it!
I Hate America!!!
Right now i'm kinda pissed. CSI, Criminal Minds, The Mentalist, Bones and Castle ... oh that man makes my vagina sing. All off air at present. Any suggestions???
Tough Shit Amigo
Tough shit, Amigo   A beautiful fairy appeared one day to a destitute Mexican refugee outside an Arizona immigration office."Good man," the fairy said, "I've been sent here by President Obama and told to grant you three wishes, since you just arrived in the United States with your wife and eight children."
Horny Grasshopper
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Rough
I am having a really rough day... I can not pretend anymore that I am fine today when I am breaking down and falling apart. At this EXACT moment I am writing this, my son's graduation from high school is going on. I didn't get a ticket because we are estranged to some sense. I texted him daily asking if I could come, hell I even blocked my number and tried calling him and got nothing. I was hoping with me going to his baseball games that it would have opened the opportunity to start a relationship again but obviously not. This feels like its ripping my heart out because this is a VERY important day of his life and I am not involved. I dont know what to do or say, all I feel like doing right now is crying, but I am trying not to. Trying to keep myself busy but that doesnt seem to be helping either... My heart hurts..... :(
Just A Poem
"Souls"Mine, is yoursand Yours, is mineto share together until the end of timeSouls alikeare we twoand forever love, is all I'll doTo hold you closeto my heart of flametogether we willplay this gameKnown as lifeand all it hasstanding side by sideno moments will I let passMy heart for youmy soul is yoursthe golden keythat opens all doors
The Haze Of Displacement
After 67 days on work travel, Im back in what seems to be my residence. The house seems, strange, stale. Echoes of the toss-about of hurriedly getting ready to leave 2 months ago, frozen in time. Much reorganizing to do. After driving from Ventura to Palm Springs to San Diego earlier in the week, I had one afternoon/evening left  in SD to go walk about. Tired of course, but still feeling the obligation to fill every moment with, something. So on a whim, I rode down Tijuana.  That was, ....an experience. The place has its own, aroma. An ever changing climate of wafts shifting between between musty old city concrete, with clouds of street fajitas drifting by, followed directly by the sewery pungence of the aqueduct. The vendors are very persistent, and hungry for a dollar. The streets are lined with miles of trinket shops, and bartering abounds with every step down the sidewalks. Mexican Monty Halls, all up in your face, lets make a deal. If they say something is 35 dollars, just st
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My Wish (Rascal Flatts) Lyric Video from cedarcreek.tv production on Vimeo. I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, More then anything, more then anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it, To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more then you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get,
Masters
This was written for me by my first real Master. I loved him with all my heart, but left him when things got difficult, because I was still quite untrained and weak. I miss him sometimes.   The Master The Master is a strong man, a dominant man.   He is sure of himself, confident in his place in society. He cherishes females, revels by their presence.  He is giving, caring, Loving and understanding. When the Master takes on a new fledgling, he worships her, discovers her, slowly possesses her. He gently pushes her, always ready to show her that she is strong, that her limits are not what she believes them to be, that she can be taken farther. In this, the Master reveals to the fledgling her own confidence, her own levels of self esteem. As the Master learns his new fledgling, an understanding takes place. He senses her desires, her needs, her passions. With this new knowledge, the Master takes care of the fledgling, always giving what the fledgling needs but not necessarily what she p
I Hide To Cry
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway
Alone
A star hits and fades As love soon does in my heart Another then another I toss them aside They go back to their computers and video games I find that I'm always second to a machine They buzz and whiz and swirl They don't give the love that I do or can I am still alone with that urge to kill the machine Let it stop and have time for them to know me And me know them I am still here All alone No one to love No one to love me the way that I love in return Spend a lifetime to compete with a machine Spend a lifetime with ones who don't love me I think that I'd rather just be alone
Why?
One word expresses the torment, the anger, confusion, and pain. "Why? " I scream to the uncaring night. My emotions making me go insane. "Why?" Again, I yell. The silence deafening, defeating, unknowing, uncaring. I curl up in a ball alone and afraid, no one seeing, hearing, and much less caring. The salty tears drip unchecked, following paths long remembered and known. I try to deflect the blows of hurtful words that mar the soul but not the bone. Blows not aimed intentionally yet hurt just the same. I do not know when I have not felt the familiar pain. What a relief it would be to be free! To be excepted and liked just for being me. Many may know of my troubles yet not so much as I, And I know not the way to stop the tears that I perpetually cry.
Letting Go
How do you walk away from someone you love And take the road of friend; Can you reroute the course you have taken And start over once again? I don't really want to let you go But inside me I know I must; The times we've loved . . . the times you've left My heart says stay . . . but it's my mind I must trust. We have shared so much together Laughter . . . fun times . . . tears; Yet sometimes we can't turn back time We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal. I know one day you will be happy And your soulmate you will find; I know we each have one out there Even if for now . . . only in our minds. May life be gentle with you May God's best come your way; And on some quiet tomorrow You will realize things were better this way.
Confessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue...Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.
Empty
The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptiness A desperate want For their caress To fill the void Left by invisibility Butterflies flutter When you meet their gaze Knees weaken, just for a second As they brush past Then light-headedness When you smell their scent Then later In the quiet of the night The empty void of want Loins aching for them Then hollow emptiness The constant companion The loneliness Of unrequited love
" Who Am I "
I am a free spirit Have not fit any slot Ordained by society Since I was a tot An artistic person A different drum Apart from the others My own line of plumb An independent thinker With an open mind Choosing my own paths My own ways to unwind I am a free spirit I am what I am If you do not like it I do not give a damn I offer no apology Take it or leave it

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