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It's Wednesday
It is WednesdayA rainy dayI find myselfThinking'only of you'You are missedWhat more canI say, my heartAches every single dayMy nights areNo better.. .. ..Tears flow freelyWishing you were Lying next to me.. .. ..

Today Is...
Today is my birthday. I am 45! (I feel like I'm giving a bar mitzvah speech... "Today I am a man"...) I want to recognize some of you and some things I like - kinda in the same vein as that Witchie woman... - Lasagna! *drool* - Diet Dr Pepper - COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOFFFFFFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! - Bling! *big grin* - Friends - especially friends. I don't have too many friends IRL, but lots OL. They are as important to me as if you were all on my block and I saw you every day! Several shoutouts: - Reeka - We met in a MuMM because I said "collar". That was rather fun! We have gotten very close in the last year and half. You have helped me a lot to become the point hoar I am today! I love chatting with you - in comments and shouts and wherever! You have a golden heart! You are a good friend all around! :X - Not Tellin' McLovely Ladybug - we met in kind of a "shitty" way (Thanks IdAhO! :P ), but i am glad to call you my friend! I am SO texting you after I post this! - Wicked - who h

Put On Notice
If you have my number & the only time I hear from you is when you are inbteween men, bored, having a crisis, sending me a fwd, or I have to start the convo, delete my number. Do not reply to save face. Said face will be verbally ripped off and handed to you without a 2nd thought

Nelly-just A Dream
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.Cuz I can still feel it in the air.See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.My lover, my life. My shawty, my wife.She left me, I'm tied.Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.And

Time
Time stands still as memories of yesterday flood the imagination. I sit and ponder all that has transpired through time interrupted. I loved and lost and still I've gotten no where. Children become only memories that can never be recovered. Pain holds it's self like glue to a fly trap. Within the lost soul I begin to lose control. I've lost a way that only I knew. So many years ago I laughed and played and now I just sit pondering yesterday. I don't know what has went wrong. I don't know how I went astray. I've lost the way just like when Angels wings break and they fall. I don't know where to go or what to do any more. Every word that lingers on the wind has become mysteries in the end. My mind is flooding with tears of emotions. Nothing seems to be able to save me now. I see what is, what was, and what will be and only fear stops me from shattering the glass that is beneath me. There is no breeze to carry me on and help show the way. I guess in the end a lost soul I

Hello Again
Well, fu-folk, here I am again, starting yet another new account on fubar! Evidently someone had been saying some vile things on fubar in my previous name and got me ejected. To those who may have been hurt, I do apologize. However, there were a few inexcusable miscreants with whom I butted heads over the years, and to them I again say a hearty FUCK YOU! However, I will try to play nice. And while I may still give opinions or make jokes that some may find insensitive, well, that's just how I am. If you don't like it, just ignore me and I will do my best to return the same. Let's all TRY to get along, shall we?

Trail Mix And Douchebags.
Apparently I have an affinity for trail mix and douchebags. The trail mix part I get....how can you go wrong when you put peanuts, raisins and m&ms together? honestly! throw some sunflower nuts in there and you have a slice of heaven....oh and w/ cashews?? even better! but the douchebag part....I dunno...I even attract them in Buffalo.....had a guy telling me he'd move to Minnesota for me....and when I reminded him he hadn't even asked for my number he said "Thanks for reminding me!" and instead of taking out his phone he grabbed a handful of breast....*sigh*.....I'll stick to the trail mix.

Maumee Homes
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Time And Happiness ....
What is Happiness??? I have been wondering this lately. What makes someone happy?? Some would say that having money would make them happy, or being famous would make them happy. But if you look towards the so called celebrities..who have money and fame…very few of them seem truly happy. Money is NOT the answer to ‘make you happy’, it may make things easier but its not the be all and end all of happiness. Some people who seem to have nothing are very happy. Some people who seem to have everything are not. Some jet-setters seem happy while some moral crusaders are miserable….lol… Happiness seems very unpredictable, inconsistent, irrational. So what is the secret? What makes a person happy? I think that happiness is an emotion like anger, fear or guilt. That it is a state of mind, where we have to enjoy life and look at each day as a gift where we have things to be thankful for. Of course bad things will happen but we need to look at the day, week or mo

And The Winner Is....
Sooooo yeah, congrats to this slappy one for winning me in my auction! And she even paid too...haha....so show some love to truly one of my faves... L0v3rfAc3@ fubar And oh yeah, there's more coming.....lol....you just know it. Peace.

Be Still My Aching Heart
My father passed away almost two years ago and he was a wonderful writer. He was very gifted. I found this poem he had written last night and I broke down reading it. I actually chose to read it at his funeral. Wandted to share it with whoever cared to read. In your hour of bereavement, when the nights seem ever long When the heartache you are feeling lives only in a song In your secret, private moments, when tears wash at your soul When an end to all your suffering is your solitary goal When even cherished memories are hidden in the dark And a scream lights up the darkness, "Be still my aching heart" When the darkness that engulf you seems never more to end And the hour glass seems filled with mounds of never ending sand When the panes of life seem shattered and you feel cut by every shard And though still unheard, you scream aloud, ""Be still my aching heart" This is the time for silent song when prayers can best be heard When peace can glide from heaven, on

Trapped
Dried up from the inside out, I kinda wanna die What's worse than living empty? No tears left to cry.. Each day is getting longer and harder to get through Waiting for fatigue to close my eyes so I no longer think of you. You came to me like a ray of hope, sunshine in my darkness I saw light through the sadness, I saw the storm clouds clear But you were too far away for me to reach and I was trapped by all my fears. The rain fell too hard, the wind was too strong I couldn't make it to you...and you couldn't wait that long I wish things were different, I wish that ray of light did stay I wish that you could have fought through the storm to meet me half the way. Now all madness has subsided because I've given up the fight But your ray of light isn't present, I'm still lost in the night. Darkness surrounds me, I don't pretend anymore I don't smile to make it seem better like I always did before. I'm done pretending, I'm sick of lying and saying that I'm fine

Self Explained Words
I could be meanI could be angryYou know I could be just like youI could be fakeI could be stupidYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youI could be coldI could be ruthlessYou know I could be just like youI could be weakI could be senselessYou know I could be just like youYou thought you were standing beside meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youYou thought you were there to guide meYou were only in my wayYou're wrong if you think that I'll be just like youOn my own 'cause I can't take livin' with youI'm alone

Secrets
Keep me a secretSo tell me why you've come here to bend and breakI know that you have made the same mistakeJust shut your eyes for meThis world of sound is floating awayI don't know whyYou keep yourself so tightly wound, it's about time you breakIt's not enough, my foolish words will never...I keep my secrets safeI keep them hidden away from youLike your label's Stuck to the bottomI know my secret's safeI know it's hidden away from youLike your label's stuck to the bottomAnd I have always been the sameYou know that i will clean up your mistakesJust tell me you've found a way to stop the reasonEverything you say is a lieYou keep yourself so tightly wound, it's about time you breakIt's not enough, my foolish words will never...I keep my secrets safeI keep them hidden away from youLike your label's Stuck to the bottomI know my secret's safeI know it's hidden away from youLike your label's stuck to the bottom[Screaming:]I never had the faith to pick myself upCome down and take meI never ha

L♥ve
Love.... I hate the word... ( & I hate the word hate sooooooo) The only real love I have right now is for myself & my kids...... I do love lots of you fuckers!!!!! in a friend like way... You ALL know who you are ... ohhh I love boots & coffee too! so on that note have a LOVELY day and as always peace baby

To The Founders Of Fubar!! Thanks
is came across this site through a favorite cousin of mine it looked really complicated and i didnt think i was going to like it but after being on it for 4 hours and going to sleep this site was all i thought about.. im really getting the hang of things here and just may end up leavin facebook and myspace!! lol well not really but this site is really cool thanks to whoever founded this... xoxoxo

Altruize!!!!
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The Power Of Silence
The Power of Silence :: Wordless silence is an invitation to *direct experience*. Unmediated by words. Unfolding in the eternal Now. It's the preferred language of the newborn, and since you were once a newborn, you know it -- even if you forgot. In silence, you can feel your Emotional Guidance more clearly. You can hear your thoughts, and choose them more deliberately. Ten seconds of silence can transform a conversation! Today, as you interact with your children and others, see how long you can go without speaking. Make a game of it... * Talk less but *communicate more* -- non-verbally and intuitively. * Use body language and touch instead of words. * When you have a question, try to "tune in" to the answer instead of asking for it. * If the phone rings while you're "in the zone," ignore it. * Mouth: closed. Heart: open. The object of this game is to have fun discovering how much communication is possible without words -- to *feel* the qualities of Presence an

Just A Thought. Pt 1
Close your eyes and imagine a world filled with so many contradictions that it's damn near impossible to tell left from right, up from down and right from wrong. Picture a culture at war with itself, where the best of what it has to offer struggles to see the light of day, where style almost always trumps substance, where people seek out an existence based on their ability to blend in with an insanity that has come to represent the status quo. Okay, Now imagine a voice in the midst of that wilderness, in tune yet different from everything that surrounds it. Barely indentifiable over the monsterous hum of the daily grind, the voice is a constant that grows louder by the minute. What began as a soft whisper, innocent and only flirting with your audible consciouness, has grown into a definite roar, distinct, and undeniable in it's existince.

One More Poem
"Everytime" By: Carl E. Ingram May everytime Im with you We always miss each other. And we feel its very true That we think of one color. May everytime i see you And the beautifulable color in your eyes. There be so much sparks we can see two So we realize its you and I. May everytime you smile It makes me do the same. I would walk every mile To be with you my dame. May everytime I kiss you dearly We never stop to take a break. And we see soso clearly That our hearts shouldn't ache. May everytime I hold you very warm You get closer and ti

Broken Glass
She walks the streets with barefeet and broken glass, someone stole her shoes. Her past has becomes her present haunting. She is strong even when she feels so weak. Who is this girl she sees in the reflection of a thousand lies? Her heart beats fast, pounds hard of pure love that no one wants. Whats wrong here? What does she do wrong? All she wanted was someone to care for, to love with all her heart and more. She will walk on this broken glass till someone give her new shoes to keep her from feeling the pain she felt everyday. Her heart will be everlasting filled with pure love that someday someone will take and cherish. Till then, she will be strong.

Another Poem
“HEART OVER MIND OR MIND OVER HEART” By: Carl E. Ingram My heart is a single tune That is easily played for two loves. It wants to be with you soon Just like a pair of winter gloves. My mind wants your warmth too Like my wonderful heart. It never knows what to do But feels where to start. My heart is a single star That’s sparkling in the night. It wants to scream very far And leave you in the moonlight. My mind says don’t Let her go away. It wants to say wont Because it wants you to stay. My heart is a single cloud Moving around in the skies. It wants to scream aloud And say its good-byes.

A Poem
“CAN’T HELP” By: Carl E. Ingram I can’t help feeling sad That I might have hurt you. I can’t help being mad At myself for what’s true. I can’t help to cry For not talking to you. I can’t help wanting to die But I don’t want to. I can’t help thinking of you Leaning and sleeping on me. I can’t help waiting too For us two being a three. I can’t help loving you And how the way you are. I can’t help caring too That you are so far. I can’t help being clever By stealing your love. I can’t help wishing us together Until we’re both above.

Patience
Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast.It is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.It is not easily angered,It keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil,But rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trust,Always hopes, always perseveresLove bears all things, believes all things,hopes all things, endures all things.Love never ends.Love never fails.

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Juliets Revenge
A trembling hand writes a letter,The curtain falls veiling her weakness,She looks down at the paper and that is when all of it ends,It all ends.Roses and thorns and she was not born yesterday,Laughter and still air and can he not feel what she does?For his mistakes is he not rue?Her tear fell on the rose he thought it was dew.She wanted to apologize for if any of her mistakes she overlooked,All she wanted was that apology back,She flowed with the river and fell too deep for him,He never replied and just faked smile she could see that much.Encrusted in lashes she hid the pain the only source for it to reveal,The magic is dying and midnight stands for only sixty blinks,The stab in her heart Juliet takes her revenge,Juliet shall take her revenge.The hairs that cascade over her shoulders hide the scars,Revenge is as sweet as the nectar of those red flowers,Toys and a heart they are all just the same to him,She weeps over the loss of her old time friend.Spirals and circles al

Wishing On Stars (h)
If you think you've figured it out, and if you think it's how it should be tell me why children suffer and men want to die... wishing on a dream that seems far off.. hoping it will come today into the starlit night, foolish dreamers turn their gaze, waiting on a shooting star... but.. what if that star is not to come? will their dreams fade to nothing..? If you look at a man with a child in his eyes, the boy cries while the man wants to die... he gives up in the future and then he falls in love with a smile So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay If I make them all believe it, maybe I'll believe it too.. So with a painted grin, I play the part again So everyone will see me the way that I see them.. The performance is convincing and we know every line by heart only when no one is watching can we really fall apart...

My Hurt For You
Hanging on to this never-ending hope for change. Yet everyday turns out to be the same. A constant series of disappointments. My heart saddens with each passing day. My every breath hurts as I feel my body turn to darkness. I long for you and this need is slowly killing me inside. I feel I am becoming nothing. That I am nothing. Why do I let you hurt me so? It’s not anything I can comprehend. These feelings are new to me and I keep letting them in. I have let you into my heart and I want to rip myself apart to get you out, tear myself from limb to limb until there is nothing left but an empty shell. I am so lost and confused and I have come to a standstill. You have been thru hell and back that I can understand. I can feel you getting so close. I feel your warmth shine upon me. Why do you keep pushing me away? Everything screams at me to turn away, yet I continue to move forward and to push and go after what I want. And I want you. I can’t bear the thought of ever turnin

[micheal Vick's Dog]
And no...I'm not letting this one go.So...My cousin was over this weekendand bear in mind, he can be kind of an idiot"ZOMG MY $3000 PURPLE COUCH!!!"He shared with me a gem."I don't see any problem in dog fights and cock fights"I told him to leave. And yeah This is Micheal Vick's dog. And this motherfucker makes more in a week on the bench than I will in a lifetime. I love this country.

I Just Don't Know
Nothing ever seems to change no matter what I do. I feel like that 3 year old back at her gradmother's house being blamed for everything that her brother has done. I try and nothing I seem to do will ever be right. When do I get that break in life where I am allowed to be happy and not be blamed for everything? Is everything around me always going to be my fault regardless of what it is? When I am wrong I will admit it. As a submissive I take my punishments without question. As a wife I didn't do anything right either otherwise maybe I wouldn't be getting a divorce. Cause to him it was my fault that he cheated. My children have nothing to do with me because other people have refused to take the blame for what they have done to keep me from my children's lives. I am getting sick and tired of everything. I am not suppose to be walking and yet everyday I do even though it is painful. I live after cancer even though I was supposed to already be dead. I am here and strong in my ow

Fast Update
fair few of you farkers have been asking me where this whole medical mess stands typing it once is way easier than 10 times I still deal with pain daily the plus side is it stops me from nothing .... In fact standing can cause me horrible pain but throwing my leg over my head or crawling under shelves to haul out boxes of stock does not. If its gonna hurt there is nothing I can do to make it or stop it. I am an odd odd person. My last blood test showed a minor kidney function dive so I am back to letting them suck blood out of me every few days for now ....weeeeeeeeeeeee good times saw the let me look at your VaJayJay doc today .... we are finally going to take action and shove something in no no places to stop me from doing the monthly cycle thingy crap 2 to 3 times a month. Good news for you all and I think the prospect of a less bitchy Helly deserves major blingy blings and stuff. chop chop !! The big thing is finally a Doc has agreed witih me and I will undergo MINOR day s

Idk,,just Blabbing
Protection,my view Reality is..truth Look inside,nothing's there useless fighting the unfair take a risk..my DNA Brought up the good way Lost the point,lost the view lost it all..Believe in you?? Through your eyes, it's never grey pushing me ,,believe your way contradiction,, makes u a liar live my life ,tied on your wire Holding on to cause me pain loose the truth,,You rise again but the part that hurt me most Im the worm,you're the host

A Place
Dark and empty, Vast and open. I stand alone. I made this place, Perfect as it is, Not for me, but for you. A place the world can not see, A place we can hide. I found a place where we can be together without a care, Without the world to make us drown. Here we can be one, Never to be lost, Never to be found. Locked in loves eternal embrace, Never to make a sound.

Eminem Part Of Drop The World..
found this to be fitting to many aspects in my life as pathetic as it is.... It hurts but I never show, this pain you'll never know If only you could see just how lonely and how cold And frostbit I've become, my backs against the wall When push come to shove I just stand up and scream 'Fuck them all' Man it feels like these walls are closin' in This roof is cavin' in, but it's time to raise it then Your days are numbered like pagers And my book of rhymes got them crookin' boy This crooked mind of mine got them all shook And scared to look in my eyes I stole that fuckin' clock, I took the time And I came up from behind and pretty much snuck up And butt fucked this game up Better be careful when you bring my name up Fuck this fame, that ain't what I came to claim But the game ain't gonna be the same on the day that I leave it But I swear one way or another I'm a make these fuckin' haters believe it I swear to God, won't spare the rod I'm a man of my word, so your fuckin' heads better

If U Care Or Want To Know, If You Don't Then Just Dont Read It
Well, It's been a rough three weeks. Alot of ppl will find it a surprise, I didn't tell many ppl. Those who have been friends with me for a while know that I have had several miscarriages. They have been very emotionally trying for Ron and myself to get through. But I am stubborn and haven't given up hope. I found out about six weeks ago I was pregnant, because of all the miscarriages I felt yelling to the world " im pregnant" wasn't the right thing to do, even though inside i was thrilled...thrilled and worried...I lost the baby last week, seems almost as soon as i got pregnant i lost the baby, my doctor thought this to be very strange and was very worried, maybe there was a bigger problem...And there was, they did an out patient exploratory surgery, Nothing has been confirmed, but theres a good chance i have ovarian cancer. I undergo more testing tomorrow, hopefully, they give us good news, but if not, me and my soldier will deal with it together. I want to give special thanks to my

To My Love, Just A Reminder
I can't figure out if I want to let you go My heart may be way to involved in this It may be to hard knowing that at any moment You might decide to stay where you are And to be honest that would hurt far more. So I ask myself is it worth the effort And is it worth the potential pain To answer both questions I have no choice My heart has already decided for me I am way past the point of no return. So to the one I love know this If you should decide at any time That this is too much for you Don't string me along for your enjoyment Just please let me go so I can move on. It won't be easy, far from it actually But in time I will be myself again I pray it never comes to that I have faith in our love Because you now and forever have my heart.

Surround By Swat With M-16s Like Americas Most Wanted. No Warnt No Humain Treatment, Police Burtaility
On Saturday Oct 7th at 11:00pm to 1:30ish on stand off with 15 offericers carrying M-16s and police dogs. The Situation begins while I was sleeping I woke uo to police surrounding my aunt and uncle that I help take care of as both are very sick and uncle is not looking to last much longer. Anyway my uncle shot three round from a pilot gun into the side of sheild to scare stupid as cats of the property because we own wolfs. Anyways this drug dealer setting down at the end of our drive thought some how 30 rounds of shout guns went off at her which was not the case. This lady called and stated we had high power guns which we aren't even carrying. Next thing I hear is offers surrounding our house and using blow horn for my uncle and myself to come out with hand up. Get this my uncle was little over 200lbs just about a year ago and now weighs less tahn 135 lbs. He was sick on the toilet and can barely move around because of having a broken back a while back. I had to help in out of the ho

Beneath Me And Offending God
Last week online I had an exchange with a Facebook friend that’s been bothering me. Anyway, this person asked me in what I look back on as a polite way but then I was set off by something else that day do I actually KNOW all the people I “poke”, that home page feature on the far right? Turns out that one page I’d poked was that of this person’s sister (who’s not even supposed to be there anyway due to her age) and it’s apparent that many people still fear how others perceive them and think I should too. I’ve had a few bad experiences with that myself – got thrown once against a car and my glasses broken because of a lie someone told about me, got fired from a job because a routine doctor visit I mentioned became “I’m being tested for AIDS” – and needless to say they’ve made me a less effective Christian and a less decent human being. But am I really willing to embrace the alternative, to cut off

Feelings
Inside and out I feel as though I am losing. Losing with myself and losing with life. Nothing seems to make any sense in all this turmoil that we call like. I feel as though I am falling through the air without anything to break that fall. My wings broken and I can't return from once I came. Tears start flowing like waterfalls upon the rocky caves. My heart breaking like shattering glass upon the cement floor. I am twisting and turning with no where to go. I am giving things up to better me yet inside I seem to be feeling guilty. I don't want to make mistakes in decisions any more nor hurt anyone. Not knowing what is going on inside of me makes any relationship hard. I left my girlfriend tonight and have decided that being friends is for the best until my emotions are under control and there is no more trust issues or jealousy issues with her. I love her and I would and will do anything for her. Even my ex that I am submissive to was let go. I can't do this with them any

Ever
Ever get this strange feeling that something is about to happen? Soemthing good, or something bad and it suddenly changes your mood either positively or negatively? Happens to me some times. I cant explain why I get these feelings, but most of the time they are pretty accurate. so I'm a bit worried, cause right now I got a terrible feeling. I hope it's just gas and will pass with nothing happening.

Surviving
A childhood that one would cringe at Becoming a mother in high school Leaving your child behind to fight for your country Losing your child to death Losing your sibling to a terrorist activity Meeting someone you love... Becoming happy again... Becoming a wife... Becoming a mother to two more beautiful children Becoming an ex-wife Feeling not happy once again Picking up the pieces and starting over Homeless Alone Afraid Put that wall back up around your heart Learning to trust again Slowly Letting Someone Into Your Life Again Hurt again Pain again Never again Cement That Wall Into Place Survive Live Love yourself Love your children Breath Laugh Live Survive Again...

Lost
Lost in a daze and nowhere to go Not knowing which way the wind will blow Confused about some things people say and do Those you consider close trying to hurt you I do not know where the answer may lie In good time i can give it a try Forgotten in the sea of tomorrow I lay my head down in a bed of sorrow Sometimes things happen for no reason at all Who will be there to pick me up when I fall

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Pimpouts
to me being pimped out is worthless now. pimpouts were made to get profile rates.now its a cop out for assholes to click the like button which personaly i dont care a rats ass about.i had rather have 1 profile rate than 10 likes.profile rates rank me not likes.i am one pissed off bitch.when i am pimped out and all the assholes hit the like button without rating my profile i click there dislike button with a asphat take it or leave it.if your one of the ones guilty doing it.

The First Draft To Our Representatives For Vietnam Navy Vets In The Gulf Of Tonkin
My husband wrote this letter to his congressman and senator for the passage of HR2254 and S. 1939 in the next legislative session to be considered ... they need a push to finally make all veterans of Vietnam equal in treatment after 40 years of time. Please send your congressman and senator a similar letter ... google on the web to find the name and address of you representatives in Washington DC. Dear Congressman or Senator I know of one former sailor that was aboard the USS Intrepid over in Vietnam who was awarded Agent Orange Exposure by the VA for having drunk the water, bathing in the water and eating meals prepared in the water because everything in Vietnam, even the Gulf of Tonkin, was exposed to Agent Orange. The water that all sailors drank were processed through the same desalination processors that the Australian Navy had processed their salt water from the Gulf of Tonkin. Apparently the ruling has changed over the years and it apparently has been kept

Even I Can Get Wrapped Up In Lists?? Say It Ain't So.
Can't possibly believe this by I"m actually upset. Maybe I'm in an emo mood, or had too many pain pills to numb away my arthirtis aches today. I find myself actually upset that I was bumped down a notch in a long time friends family list. All the years I've spent telling friends coming to me not to let such things bother them because it's just a list and does not establish how much of a friendship you have with another. It's simply a mean, cruel toy created by Mike and Eric to give them some more self-induced drama for them to laugh at. Yet it does sort of bother me a bit. Bah, it's just bullshit in my mind. It has to be the drungs. I'll probably delete this blog tomorrow when the pills wear off. I'm so fricken emo, think I'll go get my razor cell phone and cut myself. lolz Consider this a drug induced rant that will disappear tomorrow along with the other effects.

What I Learnt Today
Some people can't handle that some people WILL read between the lines, realise what you are saying and NOT give you the answer you were so hoping for. Some people can't tell the difference between an ACTUAL pack mentality and people who happen to have the same opinion (cos OMG shock shock horror horror! that rarely every happens cos everyone HAS to be such an individual like). Some people don't realise just because they have to google words someone else said to them doesn't mean that the person posted them previously had to google it. :) I know it's an amazing world out there where people actually know big words and stuff, but hell I'm a believer that it happens. :O

[not Tired Of This At All...]
Apparentlyand you'll love thisit costs over $1000 to put stitches in someone's head.I'm pretty sure anyone with a half sterile staple gun could've fucking done this hack job...And you've asked "why do we need healthcare reform"GET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING COUNTRY!... well, its not soully the country's fault that my life is shit, but I'm quite hateful right now, and I need to shake my fist at something.I never did get around to sending those pictures to my insurance claim adjuster.And that dead mouse under the piano sure does reek.Good news is my entire body went into rage-stress when I called about the bill.COBRA lapsed, nobody contacted me, and I've got until 10/31/10 to enroll.At least it lapsed 2 days after the accident and not 2 days before.I obviously need insurance.Also, my folks are in a God almighty rush to dump the car I JUST got back.Can I at least go to the grocery store first?Can everything PLEASE STAND STILL FOR A MINUTE!?

Sumone Told Me This Was Me Recently... Smh
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Home Health Aid
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I Have An Amazing New Concept/idea
How about...when we go poo on a person wrongly we apologize TO them and not swan around everyone else pretending to be apologetic to make one's self seem fair and divine. :) If it were me I'd rather just not apologize at all unless if it was to the right person. :) I'd rather be seen as silly/stubborn/wrong than not being able to swallow a bit of good ol' humble pie without personal gain.

Without..
In this modern society.. can we live without? We living a world of waiting and putting off. Most people I know live for instant gratification but can we all have this I think not. I think is more people would learn to live without, and learn that you have to work for what you need.. Nothing in this work is free.

Fake This..
Now I have heard it all.Can you bust a fake saying she'he is a fake? Haha.Stupid Bishes. Ok listen up because you guys story is getting old and making me sleepy.Yawns...Sorry First off READ MY PROFILE.How much clearer is that,now let me address something here without adding there name to it.Yes I know the fuct up rules.like okay... This one cracked me up and wasn't sure if he was coming at me or what. Fake or not, whatever idiot bouncer approved this "salute" should be fired since it lacks one of the three "required" (and I use that term QUITE loosely) elements. Ok salute was not approved even though there are some idiots on here that wag there tail behind the other to get liked.If it had been approved it would have showed in the little section to the right of your homepage under your profile picture that says salute,Don't believe me go look.I use the old and janky style myself to view my homepage and that is what I see. The next one I will address. My only question about

New Fubar Coder Lounge Motd Section Breakdown Explanations
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Devil's Advocate
Guilty, no defense to hide behind. i know there is some women who fighting the powers that be, themselves and emotions, because they rather hide the fact they been under that spell a time or two. hell men go through it to. imagine the ones who just look at a girl and fall in love or a women smile at them and they obsess. so you can imagine what happen when they travel in terrians under paved. they too will lose their footing and do the same exact thing a woman would do for a man, just like the video stated.now i was telling someone yeah not everyone is like that, because they have a choice. some people chose wisely because they not caught up in the whole love aspect. it might have took them a couple of bad ones to recognize the game on site, use it for it is worth and wait until the next time. what about them women that get just as addicted to sex as if it was a grown or man made substance? if you are still thinking it can't happen to you; i hate to say it, but don't judge until

What's In A Name?
So she's changed her name half a dozen times, and she hovers in the top 20. But beneath the surface lies a shady lady that will smile in your face while she stabs you in the back. Sound familiar? She seems to have gotten a little more brazen in her recent shenanigans. She has been in the families of a lot of top members. Receiving their famp rates and points, while, as they thought, they were getting her rates as well. Was that the case? It appears no! One member actually caught her in the act of trying to re-add him to her family when he activated his God Mode. I personally realized she had removed me during her God Mode, while she got the rates from more than half a dozen famps from me over the last week. It seems she did the same to others as well. She then proceeded to “sell” those spots, but did the buyer receive them either? NO! She took their fu-bucks and proceeded to block them! Now, there are famp trades that last for the one famp, there are permanent trades (

A Cowboy
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Snuff
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Your Lullaby
My heart beats only for you, It pounds out a steady tune. When you rest your head on my chest, It sings just for you. As you drift into dreams of you and I, The song it plays quiets your mind. When you whisper in my ear, The pounding of my heart reaches to the sky, Forever beating just for you. Without you there is no song. No lullaby. No beat. No sound. You keep away the silence, You alone control the song. Forever will it play for you, Because thats the depth of my love for you.

What To Do?
So, I am in the midst of a real dilemma and I don't want to MuMM about it. I am trying to keep my mouth shut, but it's getting harder to do. My son's fiancee's little girl just turned 3 and had her party Sunday. She received and overwhelming amount of presents. The only other children there was my 2 grandchildren. Blake is also 3. Khloe is 1. Khloe and Parker are half sisters. I have noticed A LOT lately that her mommy is definitely playing favorites. Parker's party was held at a civic center whereas Blake's and even Khloe's first birthday was held in their home. Parker got twice as much stuff as both Blake and Khloe on their respective birthdays. Parker refused to share any of the new toys with Blake or Khloe. She went so far as to even take Blake's toy gun from him and scream that it was hers. It was the only toy he had there. He looked shocked and then asked "you just want to see it?" After the party she refused to let Blake in the vehicle to go home.

Team Brandon Help For A Family That Lost Their 11 Year Old Son They Had No Insurance.
Young man Brandon Allen 11 years old was hit by a car oct 1st, was med flighted to childrens hospital in birmingham alabama,Were he lost his fight for life,at 10:29 am 10/6/10 God bless this family!! They saved FIVE lives by donating his organs!!! The family had no insurance, there has been two accounts set up to help the family cope with and help pay for this tragic accident. If anyone would like mske a donation to help this family Regions bank The Brandon Allen Fund account number 0145147485 A huge Thank you to everyone for all there support and prayers Also Team Brandon is working hard with, Ryan Lovell to put togrther a music festival in honer of Brandon! Hopefully it will take place november 6th we are still working on all the details. So far we know there will be 5 to 7 bands playing also a bake sale as more details become availeable we will update everyone. We alo............... want to thank everyone for their prayers and support, but the job isn't finiised go to http://www.fa

My Lunch.
Okay, so I marked this NSFW cause I'm going to swear a lot. So I posted a picture of my healthy lunch on my facebook page, because I'm starting a diet (again). Nearly identicial to my last diet. Reason I posted the picture in the first place was because some people think I won't actually stick to it, nor start it. But fuck them, I'm strong willed. Anyway... I posted the picture, it included; A turkey sandwhich with lettuce, bean sprouts, and very low fat mayo on whole wheat bread, celery sticks, and an avacado. A few of my friends gave me shit for it. Saying, "Uhhh, avacados are bad for you, they are full of fat." Well, I've done this before, and have dated body builders in the past that swear by them, blah blah blah, anyway, they are GOOD for you, they have the good kind of fat that your body needs, plus they are enriched with 20+ vitamins that are excellent for you, in all actuality, avacados are one of the healthiest things you can eat. Then I have one girl say, "Any fat in

Two Souls Together
As they walk hand and hand, theirs hearts intwined. Always meant to be on forever and ever. Lost to this world, forgotten and forsaken. They wait for the time when they will be together forever more. Lost in the sorrow of long ago. Broken and battered. Waiting for time to end, yet it drifts by so slow. Take me by the hand fight this dream we are lost in. Teach me that love is still what it was so long ago . Take me home where we both belong , my love my soul. Their hears intwined forever . Never to forgot what we lost so long ago. Then we can be as one. Once more.

My Thoughts On This Site
This is just my thoughts on this site. I am not looking for no comments or argument's. Just my opinion on what I am thinking about this site right now. I am hardly ever home anymore or even on a computer. But I have time off from a very busy and sometimes hectic schedule and decided to see what sites where out there in the Internet world. And somehow I stumbled onto this one. At first I thought it was a cool site and now thinking otherwise. I mean I met some nice people on here and there are people on here I would not even want as a neighbor let alone a friend. Also seeing this site has some odd rules to prove who we are like posting something called a salute. Which to me is pointless for someone who won't be on much and not looking to meet no one in person from here or any site in that matter. I say just get to know a person and see for yourself who they are. If you like that person and want to get to know them more that's fine and if not you just move on. Because 1 person does not wa

They Twisted Me Like A Pretzel
Well I started my first session of Physical Therapy last night. Yikes! Those fuckers twisted me like a pretzel & now my back is hurting worse. *wonders if I should have just got the injection shots* But the therapist says it's gonna take time soooo Imma hop on board with that * see where it takes me..... I get to do some aquatic therapy on Friday in salt water even... it's such a smooth swim..... that I am looking forward to..... The PT guy is kinna hot too & really social & made me laugh..... so this might be fun after all..... Anyway that is all.. (h) some of ya Have a great day & all that! peace baby

My Sweet Fallen Angel
She walks in light , waiting to be saved. No one hears her screams but me. But I am unable to save her. Her screams of sorrow tare out my very soul. I tried to save so long ago but my hands where bound. I never meant harm to come to my love. Watching her fall , like a nightmare that will never stop. Begging her to forgive me for my misdeeds. I allowed her to be judged unfairly , and my loneliness is the price. That I will forever pay. If I could change what was done I would to save my fallen angel. My sweet salvation I wish that I could have saved you from you fall from grace.

Listen To Your Heart
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women . He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separat

Let's Have A Single's Shower!
Has anyone noticed that there's a "Shower" for everything nowadays? Baby showers, House warming parties, bridal showers, wedding showers, engagement parties...the list goes on and on. What about us who aren't getting married, aren't moving, or having kids? I know all these occassions are just ways to get expensive gifts from all of us suckers who feel obligated to show up and buy something on the registry, but really...when do we get a break?! This thought occured to me a few minutes ago while I realized that I am going to Michigan in a few days for a wedding. I've already gone to the "Wedding Shower" and bought a $300 piece of luggage that was on the damn registry and now I have to go and pay for my ticket, hotel, food, rental car, and entertainment?! This is bogus. Alright...I know I don't HAVE to go, but I'm a sucker who feels obligated to. He is a good friend after all. So here's an idea. Why don't we start a "Single's Shower?" A day where all of us "Singles" who don't have child

The Road Less Traveled
How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in another direction? The fear of the road less travele

Living Off The Grid With Solar And Wind Power
When we talk about "living off the grid" in terms of energy supply, many people immediately think this requires giving up modern amenities luxuries, but with advances in modern home wind turbines and home solar power systems, this simply isn't the case. Another stereotype is that only earth loving hippies would ever be able to go completely off the grid, but windpower and home built solar panels can be reality for everyone. Of course it is true the more modern appliances and facilities you have plugged into your power grid will require a larger investment in your windpower or home build solar panel system. There currently has been an increasing demand from residents for more renewable energy technologies that can be used in the home, and this demand continues to grow. As a result more efficient and easy to use components have been developed to make this possible with windpower generators and home build solar panels. Living off the grid is now a reasonable and realistic goal for anyon

The Thoughts Of The Broken Hearted
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Survivor.
I didn't know what to believe any more.Had I been watching too much 24 hour news networks when I started doing pushups and running around the lake in the morning?Had I too much canned food and dry goods in anticipation of the revolution?Was I just tired of the lies and hypocricy when I paid cash for a .308 at a gun show?Was it just for show when I disappeared into the woods and just laid still for 3 days staring down a well calibrated scope sipping over chlorinated water from a backpack?Patient zero...Gaeten DugasJim HauffmanLewis DegalleThe virus is not contained.Three identical index cases in France, Quebec and Las Angeles?Paris is decimated.LA is barricaded.Quebec is a blank spot on the map.All it takes is one carrierone asymptomatic asshole crawling through a hole in a fence.I know its already happened.There are footsteps in the brush.Shambling... dragging... awkward footsteps in the park.The smell of halatosis and dry old meat in the theatre.It starts with a rashan ache in your ba

After My Weekend With My Sons
I Went To Maine For The Weekend To See Both My Sons Cause Of A Call From Them. It Been A Hell Of A Roller Coaster Ride Wthe Them And Thier Mother. I Went Up To See Them And Try To Find Out Whats Going On. Spending Time With Them Was great But On The Ride Back Home All I Did Was Cry Most Of The Way Home. I Feel Like I Failed Them I Feel Like I Failed My Mother And I Feel Like I Failed MySelf Too. I Really Hate This Feeling But Yes Its This Bad To Me. When I got Married It Was For Life UnLike My Parents I Wasnt Going To Get Divorce But After Enough Cheating On Her Part I Filed For It. At That Point I Let My Kids Down. When They Both Were Living With Me It Was Alot Better Cause UnLike Thier Mother I Cared For Them First. So When My Oldest Had To Mover Back With Her A Couple Of Years Ago I Failed Again. Then This Jan My Youngest Had To Move Back With Her Again I Failed Again. My Whole Life Has Been Nothing But Failures After Failures. So All In All I Feel Like A Big Fat Failure. I"M NOT LO

Looking For Cherrytappers!
Well it's been a while and now that I'm back it's a lonely and sad one. Some of the ones That used to be around aren't around anymore, ones I actually talked and enjoyed being around on here are gone. I come back and now it's FUBAR and I don't have the friends/fans that I once had and I have to re-rank since I had deleted my old profile. I still have a low 1million user number so woot! On top of that I have someone I care about on here that it seems they don't care much about me anymore which is a contrast to how they act sometimes. I don't know why they act that way when I really want the best. On top of all of this I want my old rank back and all the old cherrytappers to hit me back up but I don't even know how to get back to it! If anyone knows the best way to get back hit me up :) Also if the one I care about reads it, ha! I re-iterated it. :P

I Think I Love This Band =/
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Who Will It Be !!!
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Aires Device
The smell of hot solder, sweat, and chemicals permeates his underground lab. Now that he is free from the whims of the incompetent Commander he has begun his work in earnest. Thinking of his love so far away, he runs his hand over his beryllium head and sighs, the constant reminder that he is nothing more then a tool, even now he works for another, but he of course is working the angles. soon he says soon as he solders the circuit board to the last of the wires. He calls in his iron grenadiers an have them start loading the pieces of his newest creation into a cargo plane stolen from a local military base. Built with funding from a third party he made sure he had enough to build is own. The Aries will be the end of those who oppose him, and he will use it to bring Cobra to their knees and retrieve his love from the clutches of that insufferable idiot that leads them...

Update On Me
So... i have been working for a small boat company who has three boats that need a USCG inspection before they can go to work. Lots of rust to treat and many things to update or replace/repair. it will be a few months before the first boat is ready... I got my phone bill and there is something wrong with my internet. was barely on the internet for the month of september, as you may have noticed, and am being charged $179 overage fees...wtf? not to mention my phone is malfunctioning to the point where the phone will just dial someones # or send pics...The touch screen will suddenly stall..and later catch up and all the times the screen is touched will suddenly activate, opening my contacts list, applying changes to cantact info, dialing the # or sending emials and multimedia to the contact...fun... I am working, happy and things are going good... my birthday is on the 26th fyi... i have a girlfriend... we get along epically!! kids are having issues in school, one son got suspen

Loneliness
You'd think it would get easier being alone as time passes, especially getting out of a life that was stressful at its best and violent at its worst. But being alone gets harder every day. I lived this way for years before and it drove me to the edge of ending everything. I can only hope this time will be easier.

This Is What It Is
YOU ARE SO AMAZING, TO ME YOU ARE A BREATH OF FRESH AIR, THAT MY SOUL IS CONSUMED BY, WHAT SPELL HAS BEEN CAST UPON ME, THAT I CRAVE FOR THIS WOMAN EVEN AS I DREAM. OH THE AGONY AND ANTICIPATION OF WANTING HER. THINKING OF OUR FIRST TOUCH AND OUR FIRST KISS AS THOUGH IT HAS ALREADY HAPPEN. EACH DAY THAT PASSES DRAWS ME CLOSER AND CLOSER TO HER, AS THOUGH I WERE BEING PULLED BY SOME UNSEEN MAGNETIC FORCE. HOW DO I ESCAPE? I DO NOT WANT TO ESCAPE, WHAT I FEEL FEELS GOOD!!!!

A Poem For My Sweet Lil Angels:)
I still remember the day you both were born I kissed your soft faces and held you gently in my arms As a tear of happiness ran down my face I knew that there was nowhere I wanted to be, than with u in any place &nb

Proud Moment
Im watching a show called QI where they ask seemingly obvious questions but you get points taken away for giving the wrong (obvious answer). The question 'What is the most common metal found in the body' And the answers of 'iron' and 'mercury' was poo-pooed straight away! The answer was calcium...which is what I thought of straight away!! I'm so proud of myself right now. :)

Mi Vida
No me preocupo por ti de esa manera, pero podemos ser amigos, pero nunca mas Te amo que eran como el ultimo tipo que estaba con unica diferencia es que se im blanco hecho lo siento no puedo jugar a estos juegos como tampoco quiero un hombre de verdad para hacerme sentir feliz y me dicen soy bonita y cuando lloro limpiarme las lagrimas en vez de hacerme llorar mas quiero sentirme vivo quiero un hombre de verdad en mi vida siento que esto no puede ser Trate de hacerle el trabajo que hice todo lo que podia hacer tengo un hijo que preocuparse por ahora no puedo jugar a estos juegos yo quiero un hombre real, no un muchacho arrepentido por todo

Help Vi R Us Fight A Disease?
This is Dylan.Dylan is five years old and has a sever case of Hemophilia B. Hemophilia B is a rare blood clotting disorder that doesn't allow for Dylan's body to heal when a blood vessel is broken. Thus a scab is never formed, and blood can poor from the open wound. In sever cases, bleeding can occur for weeks.Dylan has to be very careful about what he does, so he spends most of his time inside with his action figures and video games, because even a small cut could be devastating. October 17th is the Hemophilia walk and Dylan needs to raise $200 dollars before this point. We're almost there, sitting at $71. Care to help?You can donate as much as you wish, and it only takes a couple of seconds.I'll even provide the link! http://my.e2rm.com/personalpage.aspx?registrationID=872747&langPref=en-CA&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4cb3a1b4f6f0e9b9%2C0 It would mean a lot to me, Dylan, and his family. Thank you.

Suicidal Savior
Swirling destiny dooms his mind, He trips over the answers he can't seem to find, mentally instable in his current state, Heroic suicide defines his fate, He'll die for your right to break his heart, Maybe you'll see how you tore him apart, His addictions are marked with your name, defying truth you'll neglect any blame, He held your heart too close to his own, You were the warmth he'll never know, Now He's a soldier ready to fight, Fighting for you took all his might, All the might he had to live, All his power to forgive

Fuck I Unno
Take me Im alive never was a girl with a wicked mind but everything looks better when sun goes down I had everything opportunities for eternity and I could belong to the night your eyes I can see into ur eyes you make me wanna die Ill never be good enough you make me wanna die and everything you love will burn up in the light every time I look inside your eyes make me wanna die taste me drink my soul show me all the things that I shouldntt know And theres a new me on the rise I had everything opportunities for eternity and I could belong to the night your eyes I can see into ur your eyes everything in your eyes you make me wanna die Ill never be good enough you make me wanna die and everything you love will burn up in the light every time I look inside your eyes burning in the light Makes me wanna die I'll die for you my love I'll lie for you my love make me wanna die I'll steal for you my love make me wanna die I'll die for you my love we'll burn up in the light every time i look into

New Game!
I like this new game...it's called '52 Card Pick-up'. :) You hold a deck of cards in your hand and ask someone if they wanna play, they say "sure!" and then you throw the deck of cards at them and say "pick it up".

My Fav Song Lyrics!!!
The Wretched-NIN just a reflection just a glimpse just a little reminder of all the what abouts and all the might have could have beens another day some other way but not another reason to continue and now you're one of us the wretched the hopes and prays the better days the far aways forget it it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it? it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to, did it? now you know this is what it feels like now you know this is what it feels like the clouds will part and the sky cracks open and god himself will reach his fucking arm through just to push you down just to hold you down stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss

Columbus Day In Spain
One thing great about being in Germany was taking trips to awesome places was cheap. I mean, no airfare: Paris, Berlin, London…all of Europe was at our fingertips for practically nothing. Sometimes the Morale and Welfare folks put together tours that made it even easier, and it was a unit tour to Spain that prompts this walk down memory lane. Near Barcelona is the Costa Brava, a section of beaches in Catalan that is epic in beauty and nightlife. Fifty of us descended upon the Hotel Santa Susana, enjoying six days and five nights of sunny skies, warm weather, hot beaches and hotter clubs. I settled into a routine of partying until five in the morning, catching three hours’ sleep, swimming laps in the pool, and catching breakfast. Then it was off to sight see, chase skirts, and shop. There were day trips to Barcelona, where we saw the stadium that was going to be used for the 1940 Olympics (until World War II dashed that dream) being readied for a second shot with the 1992

Only In Australia
to whom it may concernin 1991 i was set up to murder a man i was told it was the GYPSY JOKERS at the fourways hotel but it was a bunch of guy's who said they where REBELS they said it was the police plan to trick me into thinking i was killing a cop to join the GYPSY JOKERS,the police offerd them hundreds of dollars or millions i turned down the offer to kill that man, who was thrown in front of me on the dance floor in side of the Port Augusta, FOURWAYS HOTEL in the VAULT area, as i was walking back into the saloon bar, i heard "shit there go's all that money just walking out the door"" we will just have to take him else where," an kill him for nothing an forget about the money, the cops offered us", i said " what you mean the police are paying for this" they said "yes, where REBELS not GYPSY JOKERS" we was to swap the gun with your prints for the money the cops offerd usi said ok you can have my finger prints, they said one problem he is still alive, i said thats easy you's kno

What Is Happing In My Life
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Picture Pages, Picture Pages...
So today a very nice lady was victimized by the picture-stealer troll. She made a salute on her cleavage for another member, and then found that salute on another girl's page, edited and passed off as hers. Now, once confronted, the other girl did remove the image, but the problem here is an ongoing one. What really is gained by stealing another members pictures? Is it really worth the drama? Or is that part of the purpose of doing it? Do you honestly think that no one will ever know? The site has the same dynamic of a small town. Everyone is interconnected, and it doesn't take long for the news to spread. Then, you will always walk around with the stigmata that you brought upon yourself. Is the little indiscretion really worth it? BE HONEST. It's not only bad form, but it's also bad karma. People tend to be very protective over their own stuff. It also leaves one to wonder if, in fact, any of your pictures are really you. Although with a little digging, and the resident fake

Can't Help Myself.
Take care to burn the orphanage.But duct tape kitchen knives to their tiny hands first.Nothing says I love you like armed, burning, unloved children.I'm just the manic downsideto an already lowest imaginary denominator.If you take into account, all the mayhem and dramaicsIts really just a cry for helpin a very abstract, informalist kind of way.There don't even have to be words any more.Just a red spatter against the walland the slow, pooling drip from the ceiling.

I R Sad :-(
Okay...So, being the good point-hoar that I've become....and talking to FangBanginCannie, I changed my default picture. The first one I had got flagged. Too much boobage or some such rot. Which is also a crock of shit coz I've seen more cleavage scrolling up top than..well, I can't think of when. :P Then I found another, of Hillary Duff, didn't really care who it was, it was a hotish picture. lol Then FBC said I could use hers...so here it is. So, since I've put this one up yesterday evening, I have gotten more likes, points, rates, likes (no bling dammit lol) than I have in all the 4 years I've been on this site. Sad really coz these people see some hot chick who if they actually looked more doesn't look 52 years old. haahaa I've always been told I look good for my age or young for my age but damn. lol Anywhooooo.....I probably should take this down and put up my real one. I dunno....What say youz?

People
life is an interesting journey,for some reason byond my grasp I just can't make every thing work.I don't understand why people feel the need to compliment you for "talent" they don't even know if you have. is it their need to receive compliments or ego strokes so they give them just to try to get them in return ? in the past week i have been told by a few people (who just met me and don't really know me) how "talented" I am, and how "artistic" I must be when its not possable for them to know if I am or not. On one hand I apreciate the ego stroke but when I have done nothing to be appreciated, it seems odd. I just dont understand some people.

The Garden
I watched her as she walked towrds me with tears in eyes. They had taken her true love from her. They where soul mates meant to be together for ever. But they called him a trader. The war had gone on for so long, Her love was tired of the war . He had been fighting for over a thousand years. The war was still going strong in heaven. It seemed like it would never end. She begged me to help her get her love back fromthe prison that he was held in. I was not able to help her for to do so would mark me unfairly. She had decided to take things in to her own hands she went to the king to beg him to let her love go. But he would not even hear her plees. Instead he made her marry someone she did not love. Her heart was breaking with every secound she was away from him. THen she was mis judged and thrown from grace. Her true love saw her die. It broke him to the very core to not be able to save her from her death. May be one day the lovers will be one once again.

Behind Those Beautiful Eyes
im on the Hunt for the best set of beautiful eyes on FU post a close up pic of your eyes on your profile and send me the link and i will post it in my behind those beautiful eyes folder more info to come .....

Intro
I think I want to start a blog to bring attention to some people who deserve it. I also want to shed some light on some not-so-wholesome people on here as well. We've all been subjected to the entire realm of humanity on here. You have the users. The ones who are only out for what you can give them. They can't have a conversation with you without asking for bling, or something else. It's all one-sided, and no matter what you give, it's never enough. Your wallet will thank you for avoiding people like this. Then, you have the fakes. And no, they don't have to be physically fake to be considered fake. They are the ones who will smile in your face as they stab you in the back. They are much more devious, and much more dangerous. They believe, and for the life of me, I can't understand why, that they should be compensated for having any kind of conversation with you. Be aware of the ones who make big promises about what you will get from them, as it's usually a block right after they

Like, Dislike And Rate By Angel
On Fubar you have the option to LIKE people that you see pictures of. In order to like you simply hover your mouse over their picture on the shoutbox or the scrollers. You will see a green like button, simply click that button you will receive 220 points during happy hour for each LIKE. Also if you have the NEW HOTNESS homepage style, you can LIKE from the users in the center of the homepage. Fubar has introduced a DISLIKE button, this is a button just for fun. You don't get any points and the user is only notified that "someone" dislikes them and gives them a reason (such as point whore, asshat, and just cause) It does not say who DISLIKES them. Then to RATE the user simply click the users photo yo go to the users page and on the left hand side, simply click on one of the cherries. the cherries are listed 1 - 11. simply click the numbered cherry you wish to rate that user. Enjoy your experience at Fubar. >

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Whats The Best Line You've Heard Ladies Or Told Gentleman?
I've heard some doosies in my life...lines men tell...Like Girl I'd drink your bath water (EWW!!!) or You must be from heaven cause i think i'm looking at an angel (ugh) but after posting a line Creole1985 said to me I started getting IM's with "Lines" So Guys Post Your Best Lines...ladies post the best line you ever heard or the worst :)

Sugar For The Sweet
I just got a text from Woo: Did you put sugar packets in my purse? I wanted to say, no, I did the Equal, Philemon did the Sugar. She caught the lightbulb right away, but I like the sugar made it from Saturday night till Detroit :D

Why Do We Hurt The Ones We Love
this quote brought up lots of my memories and past experiences. Many of those questions or insecurities are also the very same ones I had until a couple of months back when I truly understand what I need or wanted.It was only then that I realized giving in all the time and bottling up frustrations are really not they way it’s suppose to be if we expect the relationship to grow, mature and stabilize. Avoidance of negative issues only makes matter worst. As these issues wouldn’t simply just go away by ignoring it, as it would only start building up and silently gnaw away our inner self - especially our self-worth. Losing our sense of self and dignity in a relationship would only lead to a stagnant, stale and unhappy outlook. I kept stalling the matter, thinking if I just continue to give in and try to change or mold myself according to his ‘idea’ everything will eventually fall into it’s place. However, unfortunately that wasn’t the case, and I found

Somethings Are Just So Sad About Fu
Issue 1- How can you complain when people use you for rates? Isn't that the point of Fubar? You pay $100 for god mode or something DO NOT COMPLAIN because all of us use your wasted money to level. Fubar is here to make friends, hang out and kill time, and to LEVEL! Accept it you whiney baby. Just cuz you can afford to waste the money does not mean you control what all of us out there do. Issue 2- Folks if you won babyj's HH contest do you really feel it important to keep your need for attention on here out there for everyone? If you won a free HH congrats to you really but dont keep entering the same salute into the contest. Want to win twice fine be more creative than that. You wonder why many of you are disliked? Try being less of a point/attention whore and more of a friend to the people around you it works out better at the end of the day. Issue 3- STOP CRYING ABOUT THE DISLIKE BUTTON THERE ARE NO POINTS INVOLVED! Many who use the new dislike button do it for fun bec

Lots Of Changes
So you may have noticed there are a number of pictures missing its okay. I am getting ready to put new ones up. I am no longer on dreamnet and was giving them free advertising. Not something I really want to do so I took them all down to start over. Which is a good thing. I dont know what he took down my dreamnet site this has been months ago. I just woke up one morning to an email saying he was taking it down that it wasnt worth his time anymore. Yay thanks dude. So I have started my own site www.tailstwichn.com me and some of my fun friends being naughty. Also, I have a number of videos and picture sets up on niteflirt.

Rough Times
I was wondering the other day why people are the way they are. I recently moved to the states last year, even more recently going through a divorce. Life has been pretty shitty, I find out great news and then my electric is shut off. Then all my food was ruined. It's been a pretty shitty week. Now it's the beginning of a new one, hopefully I will meet a really cute cowgirl, that would be just spectacular, lol. Something about boots and a jean skirt are just really powerful tools in a girls aresnal when it deals with this guy. I also give up one of my dogs since I work way to much to be able to show him as much of the attention as he deserves. It's really kind of sad. When posting an ad for him on Craigslist, it's been deleted 3 times almost immediately after being posted. Why can't people just fuck off? Know what I mean? Well, I'm going to the bar Saturday and gettin pissed! Cheers! Rhyan

Weezer-perfect Situation
What's the deal with my brain? There's the pitch, slow and straight All I have to do is swing In a perfect situation Why am I so obviously insane? I let love down the drain And I'm the hero But I'm the zero Now it's getting unbelievable 'Cause I could not have it better Hungry nights, once again But I just can't get no play From the girls, all around As they search the night for someone to hold onto I just pass through Singing Oh ho, oh ho, oh ho whoa Oh ho, oh ho, oh ho whoa Singing Get your hands off the girl Can't you see that she belongs to me? And I don't appreciate this excess company Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has And so she starts to wander Can you blame her? Singing Oh ho, oh ho, oh ho whoa Singing Oh ho, oh ho, oh ho whoa Tell me there's a logic out there Leading me to better prepare For the day that something really special might come Tell me there's some hope for me I don't wanna be lonely For the rest of my days on the Earth, oh Oh ho, ho ho, oh ho whoa Singi

Stupid Encounters *51
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Trying To Understand Peoples Thinking
I just don't get people at times! I mean when you are out in public and someone approaches you and tries to get to know you and when they find out that your gay they act all weird and creepy all of a sudden! Its like they think you got germs or something and like stay away from me. I just dont get why people act that way around gay people. I just wish everyone would treat everyone the same. Is that asking too much? And I wonder how many of them have gay friends and don't even know that there friend is gay!

Causes!
I would like to suggest we start a causes section (troops, breast cancer, feeding the poor, shelter for the homeless etc..) We donate portions of our fubucks which makes us feel like we are helping our communities etc. Then we have a sponsor pay the diff of what we dontae. I believe Fu could make a big Difference. So holla "hell Yeah" if you think we should help our communities. DJ TRIX

The Smell Of A Pussy .. How Ripe Do U Want It
i have had so many men and gurlz tell me .. dont wash it. dont clean it. we like the smell. but how many guyz or gurlz do? let me know in sorta like a poll they do for those stupid rip-off politicians that promise us the world and dont deliver. Do u like it smelly or perfumed or just plain clean ? .. we all have our choices but i will take wot i get i guess but i really think there is something about it being ripe!! Let me kno. Ginnny

You Will Love Being Bi
My name is Ginger and I am bi .. i enjoy bi sex with both men and women. there is nothing sexy than sharing a cock with a guy or a sweet bald pussy. the thrill of it is being able to lick a cock shaft and suck it with a man .. mouths and tongues touching, maybe even fucking while we do it .. same for a wet cunt ... so many possibilities if u r bi and bi orgy sex is high on the list .. so many cocks and cunts .. so much cum. Ginny

Cock Sucking Instructions
i am a bi f in the usa .. when i was younger, a man told me that only men cud suck cock correctly .. so he volunteered ro show me .. he was bi or gay .. ity didnt matter 2 me .. i was gonna learn. he told me that a hand on the shaft was good .. go back and forth. he told me to really suck .. seriously,. he said if u wanna suck someone off, u literally suck on the cock using that friction against the roof of ur mouth, or your throat muscles if u cud fight back a gag reflux or something. he also said a well placed finger in the ass hole wu work against the spinter thingy .. anyway it has always worked for me. Hand on cock, suction, pressure and friction .. it works 4 me! XXX Ginny

Bi Love And How Bi Men Love Bi Women
How a bi woman shud b treated by a mature bi man. Wrtten to me 10/01/10 by a bi hot dude friend:Morning baby, I just woke up in bed with two friends and had a nice little 3 way morning fuck, nothing better for breakfast than cum! If we were together I'd hold you on my lap while you fucked your little whorecunt. You're such a sexy little whore, i can't imagine all the dick and cunt we'd fuck together,. I love you baby, I want to take you to a grimey pornshop with gloryhole booths...we could lock ourselves in and turn on some nasty bi porn than suck all the cocks coming through those holes together, swapping and swallowing all that jizz...Then we could stand up, bending forward and kissing while total strangers abused our tight, hungry asses....I'd have my hands all over your sweet little titties...I cdont care if they shoot their cum up your ass or pull their dicks out of your ass and let me suck them off....We're getting all that cum and sharing it...mmm fuck baby, you get me so hard..

Journey Home
Just a few powerpoints that I'd like to hit before I start the adventure back home... I am alive and well. If I should disappear now check at the airport in Detroit. Pete smells nice. Jesus still likes shot. Dunkin' Donuts for breakfast. I got a call this morning from my mom telling me that our dog Libby passed away in the middle of the night. I get to fly home to a very somber environment....and I get to tell my 8 year old son that his dog is gone....its almost like a punishment for going away.

The Fubar Singles Lounge For All Singles
hey every single woman on fubar if your looking for a good lounge to come to for a good chat and good music and a awesome time come and check this lounge out this is called the fubars singles lounge for singles only come on in and chweck us out

Delusions
I wake up this mornin hoping for an answer like I always do,but I see my heart on the floor in nothing but crushed dust.My mind goes blank,and my soul empty.I was a fool to see you as something more than you gave yourself credit for,but I was wrong.You give claims of love,yet it was not there.You put that blindfold over my eyes when i thought I was seeing clearly,and you led me away from the truth. My mind and soul cry,Cry for what was taken from them.Mind and soul embrase to stay together,For they, together,try to keep heart from disappearing into the wind forever..........Goodbye.

A Death Announcement...
An Obituary printed in the London Times - Interesting and sadly, rather true. Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense , who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: - Knowing when to come in out of the rain; - Why the early bird gets the worm;

A Poem For Someone Special
That day you broke my heart My heart tore and I just fell apart I didn't really know what to do or even what to say But, when I looked back I regret watching you walk away I should of done something I don't know, anything, instead of just standing there with tears running down my cheeks &nb

Just Feeling Like Venting Thats All
When does getting over something u have had your entire life but lost overnight start to happen? It never seems to get better and sure as fuck doesn't get any easier. Im sick of this fucking place i am for the simple reason i had to sacrifice all that i have achieved in my life for the simple fact that someone got into something for the wrong fucking reason..i know same fucking story we all been there done that...so what makes u different...is it that u have moved on ? If u did move on do u still wish u hadnt? Yea wtfe .......When wall fails they all fail ..........been too fucking long for me and i still cant get passed it......although i don't and won't show it......wtf for right..my probs are my probs......but dont think for a second that just cuz i look like im doing well ...that i want ur fucking problems too.....i deal with my own shit one way or another ........for those out there who dont have the fucking balls or heart to speak whats on their mind...well keep on motherfuck

Ball And Chains
So I just came home from the pool hall and a visit to Denny's afterwards with some friends. Mind you, it is 3:54am and quite the norm...until tonight. Tonight was different because one of the guys, who we play pool with, actually came to the after Denny's ritual which is unheard of. I never knew why really...until now. He, like most normal people of this world, has a job that requires him to wake up early; but that never keeps him from a good card game where he can possibly make a few hundred off of us. Usually he will end the night around 2 or 3am and then go home to his wife and kids and go about his daily life. Tonight he decided to hang out for a bit longer and we were more than happy to have him come along. So, as the normal routine goes on, cards are dealt and food is nom'd on. Here we are having a good time with some laughs, stories, smoke breaks and of course...the gambling. All of a sudden his wife calls, which was to be expected, and he tells her he is leaving in a few. Whic

The Rain Maker...
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The Fire
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All I Need
Quiet meal, just the two of usis something we still like to share.It’s always easier to be ourselves When no one else is there. Slow dance, is still our favourite dance.you and I together, me holding you near. While you listen as I softly whisper words of love in your ear. Gentle passion, that’s how we want itwhen you share your love with me. Still romantic and always tender. That’s how we like it to be.Night falls and you share my pillowfeels good holding you close, like I do Dawn breaks and then you kiss meand I know, all I need is you.

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Reflection
There comes a time in your life when all that is in the past comes back with a vengeance and all of your realities come back to haunt you. all the things you have done all the things you havent done and all the things you want to do all come to you in a reflection of your life. You come to realize all those who mattered and those who never did what is important and what never was and you dream of what you want. Realization comes when you know that everything you did was what you wanted to do to live with no regrets is the goal. You come to realize you cant go back to fix past mistakes you must move forward learning, growing and living.

Lost Love
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Roller Coaster Weekend
This weekend has been a roller coaster. Started Saturday off by going and getting new tires for my car. Went in to Discount Tires and told the guy that I need to replace the 2 front tires with 2 new ones. After he was done I didn't think about checking, drove off to meet the family for dinner, and when I get there, Dad and brother-in-law asked me why my new tires were on the back. They were annoyed, so Mom called the store and ask to speak to a manger, told him that I was just in asking for two new tires on the front end of my car and they put them on the back. The manger didn't seem to be too sorry about the whole thing at all. I couldn't take my car back in to get them fix, because the store closed at 5pm and it was already 4/4:30pm, and the place wasn't going to be open on Sunday, because they all need to shit their asses on a church bench acting like they are holier then now. Oh yeah I am pissed and won't ever be going back to Discount Tires at all! Dad took the new tire

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Lost Love
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If you want some cheaper ways of buying books, you should check out www.thriftbooks.com. They have free shipping on all orders and most of the books I've gotten from them have been about $3.95. I belong to like seven book clubs, and am a member at barnes and noble so I buy like on average maybe 30 to 40 books a month s...ometimes. We book lovers need to stick together, especially since too many people are doing the books online thing. We need to let authors know that there are still people who like the traditional books instead of them just putting them online and not on paper.

Theatre
I have never been to any place that shows porn on a theatre screen. I thought places like this went out of style before my time...but one of my friends knew where one was. I took a day off work and he took me to this place that I would otherwise never have found. It was a warehouse of sorts...One area was filled with magazines, one was full of videos...there was a place where you could pay to watch a video on a small screen by yourself and there was room that was set up with chairs for several people to sit and a large screen TV. My friend and I went in and sat down in the front of the room. He spread my legs and started playin with my clit. Several guys started sitting closer to us. They were trying to get a better view of what was between my legs. Some got pretty bold. They stood directly in front us. They would pull their dicks out and start jacking off right in front of me. Next thing I know he is offering me up for blow jobs. This was amazing..I was completely anonymous. No one k

Pink Ribbon
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared. Then one day, I would be stumped, while taking a shower I felt a lump. " Dear God" why did this happen to me?, I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman?, Will I still be the same?, or will I be some kind of freak, living in shame? Would it have been differant, if I had checked before?, instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant, but I'm still the same, and it's something of which, I no-longer have to live in shame.

Her Pain
I can feel her pain,Well across a sea.Can she feel my sorrow,That comes from me.My heart crumbles in pieces,When hers is not well.Will she share her pain with me,I wait for her for me to tell.My beautiful,my heart,.my angel,Your broken wings bring to me.And I will help you heal,Because your smile is all I want to see.

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Laughter
Lately, I've not been me, I've been someone everyone wants me to be. Today I picked up my Oracle cards (like Tarot) cards I've never used these to do a reading for myself but having seen the status messages of others I picked them up. I did a three card spread and the outcome of the reading was something I found not only relevant to me but to many of my friends as well. Th card I pulled was Launghter "Laughter" Find humor in life and laugh easily. Every cloud has a silver lining and a humorous side. Laughter allows us to see life from a different perspective. Three years ago my life was a living hell! I never laughed and rarely smiled, I had no reason. Bad relationships, poor health and a myriad of other things that caused my life to be less than a happy one. One day I met Bob. He brought the laughter back into my life. He loves to have fun and showed me that despite my poor health and the other things that bring me down. Everyday when I pray I than

[unplayably Bad]
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Rules Of The South
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Single Mom Poem
I am a single motherit's a lonely job it's true,through all the tears and tantrumstheres no one there but you. You clean up all their cuts and scrapesput kisses on them too,you listen to their problemsand try to guide them through. Sometimes you wish someone was therethrough the good times and the bad,someone that you could turn towhen your lonely or just sad. But then there are the good timesthe laughter and the joy,theres kisses and theres cuddlesthat make you feel so high. But as anyone will tell youthe best part of the dayis when their tucked up safe and soundand you can do just what you may.

Ape Attack
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo.She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps..He was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt.As they walked through the ape exhibit,They passed in front of a large, silverblack gorilla.Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy.He jumped on the bars, and holding on with one hand and two feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand.He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink dress.The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny.He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin.She did... and the gorilla was about to tear the bars down."Now..... show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him," he said. This drove the gorilla absolutely crazy

An Angel Left Her Wings
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings.She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings.She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs.She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have.Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure.Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure.She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right.She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night.Every person that has known her sees this light within her soulI know that in this whole great world, she has a special role.She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knowsThis light in her shines brighter as my angel grows.When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart.She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part.She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain.She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain.I know that God must love me, He showed me with His GraceI knew just how completely when I saw

Untitled
Today we say goodbye, to someone we all love, and as we mourn our loss, He watches from above. He painted buildings , for most of his life, he did it to support, himself, his children and his wife. He loved those who knew him, though he rarely said it, it was clear, it was in his eye's, and his actions, the words you didn't have to hear. Take a look around you, and see what he has done, he touched the lives of all who knew him, and now his journey has just begun. Look at the sunset, when you go to bed tonight, and in the morning, watch the sunrise, Sonny Ayers painted that for you, with a twinkle in his eye's.

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False Hopes And Belief In The Impossible
I'll never understand how people can believe in things that just can't be real, even when all evidence proves them wrong. They continue to cling to the belief in ghosts, gods, aliens, or government having any positive value to society.At the same time I'm supposed to believe that there's some way I can ever find someone and be happy, even when all the evidence says the opposite. I'm expected to cling to some hope that if I just change the right things in my life and hold on long enough things will change. I've tried all my life, even thought there was hope for awhile, but nothing ever really changes. I've done everything I can.I'm tired of being alone, but I can't take having hope and losing it again. I don't see anything that can change things at this point. All I can do try and forget what it felt like to have hope, because it was never real.

..for You..
You try to be the best friend you can be, to be there for the people that need you but sometimes the stress they are under keep them from accepting the help you offer and they turn away from you. Sometimes you need to take a step back and breathe. Sometimes you need to just think about how things are making YOU feel and tell the person hurting you to get bent. You are a human being, not a toy, not a possession, not something to be tossed around like a ball on a whim. You are a human being who is beautiful on the inside and out, one who does more for your friends than anyone else I know. You are an amazing, inspiring human being who is being torn apart because of something beyond your control. You have to live your life, make choices to benefit you, be selfish occasionally, so the light that is your heart doesn't burn out. Others can try to turn this into something it's not, try to discredit what I'm saying because of their own hurt feelings but I don't care. I have seen the good and

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The Unaffected Became Distraught..the Sun Hasn't Risen Since.
You walk as If you were great like me(he said) You would be strong if you had heart. I would be a good suit to teach you son. I am the master and the beast..(he said) I wish you heard your own sound.(I thought.) I don't think you'd speak very often.. You would teach me of greed and bigotry.. Which is a beast I've already mastered.(I thought) And then declined.. Imagining my escape. Only to be stopped. By another slave. You talk like you are better than us.(she said) You must not have had a good beating boy. I should get my husband to show you a man I bet he would knock your head clean off..(she said) I wish you could see yourself..(I thought..) I have been bathed in blood and violence. You could do better than a war machine. You will want new toy when it's broken.(I thought) So I apologized. Looking for an exit. I heard a voice. Calling me out. You act so unaffected by them.(he said) You must not have a care in the world. I bet you never had

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Buffalo Recap
A rundown of this weekends events: I had to be surgically removed from my plane seat(curse you birthing hips!) Someone was 20 mins late picking me up at the airport. Ate and drank at Jack Astor's. Drank some more. Drank again. Got vapor rubbed... Cockblocked. Tim Horton's....delicious breakfast sammie.... Niagara Falls....AMAZING! Jim's Steakout....can't go wrong with a yummy steak sub! Nap. Grover's....Who knew cheeseburger soup could change my life? Philemon! Dave and Buster's....Test of my wing-woman powers. Brennans.....Ivana never showed....but we found Jesus. Chicks dig me. Regressed into an annoying teenager and was sent to my room 11am wake up w/ a hangover....french toast and bacon by Pedro.

Owned By Jesus
Last night I was at a bar and there was this tall guy with long dark hair and a beard, so of course my mind instantly went to "Jesus!" I was out smoking later and he came out and asked about someone who was fighting or something and he wanted to break it up, so I told him "Well, you are the prince of peace" and he replied "yeah, that's me, Jesus" Here I thought I was being clever and I was totally owned by Jesus. Though later I saw him at the bar and a guy was saying to a bunch of chicks: "Who wants to do shots with Jesus?"

Sme
Yay, you gave me a title. It is a cool title, makes me giggle a bit because everytime I say it, I think I should talk like a pirate. SME (subject matter expert.) I feel like Captain James Hook's right hand man. But if you give me a title that means people are always going to interupt me while I am working, you should give me a raise or figure out something so that my numbers aren't affected because I don't get the work I should done because I'm helping everyone else do their work. :( I'm done now, needed to get that off my chest so I could maybe work while I'm not being bothered instead of sitting here being irratated.

This Costume Matches My Personality :/
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Conversation I Had With A Friend Of Mine.
Me: Hi Friend: Hey whats up? Me: not much just waiting for so-n-so to come over Friend: What you two going to do Me: Just relax at the pool Friend: Lucky you; I am going to a funeral oops I mean wedding shortly Friend: ok reason why I called and I am currious along with a few of your other friends Me: Ok what is on your mind? Friend: Why wont you date any of us? Friend: You know we all have crushes on you and we don't hide the fact we think your hot. Me: yea I know but I just don't like to cross that best friend line Me: Trust me I thought about it lots of times with a few friend who I wouldnt mind dating. Friend: really who? Me: Oh yea like I am going to say. Friend: I didn't think you would but it was worth a try Friend: Anyway have to get ready. Will talk to you tonight or tomorrow Me: Have fun! Friend: Yea right! me: Bye Her: Bye:

Just Stuff
Sometimes everything gets to me at once... I get scared, nervous and feel alone.. I know deep down Im not alone at all.. I have people that love me.. But I feel like Im all alone..and that no one will ever understand me.... Sometimes I just wanna throw in the towel and say fuck it to everything.. I know I cant do that tho.. I will soon have someone that will depend on me for everything in life.. That scares me the most... how will I be able to take care of this little person? What if I do something wrong.. what if something happens and I dont know how to handle it?? I have the support of someone special tho.. plus from my family... and all my friends.. I have promised them and myself that Im gonna do my best... sometimes my best doesnt feel good enough tho...

10-10-10
0/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Introduction Welcome random search engine visitor. Many philosophies believe that you somehow ended up on this page for a reason. It is not known if it is the result of predestination, random chance, fate, a higher power, or something else. This article provides a synopsis of the possible implications of the 10/10/10 date singularity, and of the number ten; followed by a quick metaphysics experiment. Reference List: 101010, Mathematics, Binary, Chaos Theory, Fractals, Psychology. Reference List: Metaphysics, Paranormal, Fate, Destiny, Random Chance, a Higher Power. Reference List: Prediction, Predictions. 10/10/10; Sunday, October 10, 2010: Mathematics 101010 (base two (binary)) equals 42 (base ten). Oddly enough, this is evenly divisible by the number of days in a week (7 (lucky)); and equally oddly, is also evenly divisible by the number 6 (which is generally designated as being unlucky). Both a Ying and Yang sit

My Day Off Story!
i love day off....as in OFF from work...it's time for me to think...over...&over again..reflect...re charge& be energized...oF COURSE....FUBAR time AND FACEBOOK (ignored all Farmville invitations,coz I don't have farmville...they said it's addicting so I'd rather not to start it...don't want to be addicted to many things hahah)...BUT i love when i saw that i have new fans on fubar hehe! love it to accept new friends aww..well anyway~~~~ I went to mC DONALDS ths Afternoon ,ordered my favorite CHESS BURGER SET,found out that I have no wallet!no money in my pocket!I just simply smilled to the owner&said:Sorry I forgot my purse...Can I just pay it tomorrow?EAT NOW PAY TOMORROW!!!hahaha...went home w/ a big smile w/ my chess burger hmm yummy! haahaha...common hurry lets visit again heheh!

'military"
It is military tradition that true friends can go long periods of time without speaking and never question their friendship. These friends pickup just like they spoke yesterday, regardless of how long it has been or how far apart they live. REPOST this if you are lucky enough to have friends like this in your life.

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mineand letters we exchange,I wouldn't know you on the street,and doesn't that seem strange?You hold a place within my life,unusual and unique;We share ideals and special dreams,and still, we do not speak.I picture what I think you are,perhaps you picture me.An intriguing game for both of usfor someone we can't see.So for this friendship we possess,we owe this mail a debt,Perhaps the charm lies in the factthat we have never met.

Hunder Lips Of An Angel
Artist: Hinder lyricsSong: Lips of An Angel lyrics Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those wordsa it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard t

Song That Someone Dedicated To Me
Bed Of Roses lyricsSongwriters: Bongiovi, Jon;Sitting here wasted and wounded at this old pianoTrying hard to capture the moment this morning I don't know'Cause a bottle of vodka is still lodged in my headAnd some blond gave me nightmares, think that she's still in my bedAs I dream about moviesThey won't make of me when I'm deadWith an ironclad fist I wake up and french kiss the morningWhile some marching band keeps it's own beat in my headWhile we're talkingAbout all of the things that I long to believeAbout love, the truth, what you mean to me and the truth isBaby you're all that I needI wanna lay you down in a bed of rosesFor tonight I'll sleep on a bed of nailsI wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost isAnd lay you down on a bed of rosesWell I'm so far away the step that I take's on my way homeA king's ransom in dimes I'd give each nightTo see through this pay phoneStill I run out of time or it's hard to get throughTill the bird on the wire flies me back toYou I'll

Not Sure
y must the littlest things hurt when u dont care what the other one does n jokin around n shit....cant they see it hurts when they do that.......just somethings i dont want to know.......and y cant ppl just take it when u say that ur happy how u r with sumone..........i just want to bleed it all away.....

Ranting And Bitching
HOW MANY PPL DO YOU REALLY KNOW AND IF THEY THINK THEY ARE ALL THAT AND SOME WELL NEW FLASH THEY ARE NOT...OMFG GET A CLUE LOOK THE OTHER WAY BACK OUT OF FUCK OFF EITHER WAY GOING TO GET HURT.STALKING PPL NOT COOL IN MY BOOK I AM TELLING YOU THIS THE NEXT GODDAMN TIME SOME BODY ASK ME A DUMB ASS QUESTION I AM GOING TO RIP THEM A NEW ASSHOLE.I AM SO GODDAMN SICK OF THE BULLSHIT..SO TO ALL YOU HATERS AND STALKER FUCK OFF YOU CAN NOT HAVE THIS PERSON AND YOU JUST MAKE ME MORE STRONGER....

The Love I Found It You!
"The Love I Found in You"..When people ask me "What keeps me going?"I just simply say "It's because of you."You are my source of strength and powerThat keeps me holding on to my life's order....I never feel alone because you are thereThough you are far away, but in spirit you are hereI just close my eyes and think of about youAnd all of the sudden I am with youThe love you gave me is unconditionalPure love that comes from your pure heartPriceless, selfless and honestThat's the kind of love I found in you

Mephistopholes.
I'm a metaphor for a ballad of sour notes.The all seeing lidless eye in a sandstorm.A spark in a match factory.Muscle pain on bone. Irony on tragedy.Life but an organ grinder on a slow ride to nowhere.Any amount of time or belief placed in me returned.Nonredeemable tickets and crackerjack gags.Crumbling softly on the ride home.Just a dark penny machine outside the matinee.Dry gears stuck on years of wear and neglect.Maybe if you hope real hard, the handle will turnAnd I won't break.Maybe if you eat all your vegetables.Maybe if you promise some vague- imaginary offering of yourself...Failure dawning on this machine.Like the fading light behind the curtain's fall.All things in serenity, after simple surrender.Sardonics, sense, all the barbs and anguish of my spirit. Your peace comes at too high a price.

Fun Facts About Halloween
Provided by the National Confectioners Association http://www.candyusa.com/index.cfm Historical Happenings The celebration of Halloween started in the United States as an autumn harvest festival. In pioneer days, some Americans celebrated Halloween with com-popping parties, taffy pulls and hayrides. In the late nineteenth century, with the large influx of Irish immigrants into the U.S., Halloween became associated with ghosts, goblins and witches. Jack-o-lanterns are an Irish tradition. In Ireland, oversized rutabagas, turnips and potatoes were hollowed-out, carved into faces and illuminated with candles to be used as lanterns during Halloween celebrations. The word "witch" comes from the Old Saxon word "wica", meaning "wise one." The earliest witches were respected dealers in charms and medicinal herbs and tellers of fortunes. The pumpkin originated in Mexico about 9,000 years ago. It is one of America's oldest known vegetables. Pumpkins generally weigh fr

Breast Cancer Awareness
My Pink Ribbon ( in memory of Joella Goodwin) I never thought, it would happen to me after-all I was always so Healthy. No family history just out of the blue, neither me nor my family had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, it couldn't happen to me, so I never cared.

Single 46, 5.9" X 171 Lbs,funny,careful,clean, Optimistic, Brn. Hair, Brn. Eyes.
Single 46, 5.9" x 171 lbs,Funny,careful,clean, optimistic, Brn. Hair, Brn. EyeS.I have been around over 27+ countries. successful, caring person. I love music, swimming, gerontology, Movies, Self Improvement, Karaoke, 3d CG, Cooking, Outdoors. I like slow motion, simple life, I care for the world and everything in it, i invent green technologies.I don't drive or smoke, drink (rarely some wine) I don’t like a cell phone but i have a few, email and face book is my way.I want Funny, optimistic, talkative woman who is fun to be with.I've been a member for eight years, isn't anyone finds this fish remotely attractive? am I missing something here, message me, do it, do it now!!!lolcheersAl

Its Me
Well, first and formost I am a proud father of to little ggirls who are 8 and 10. Both are my life and will now and allways comefirst. I am going through a divorce, but its going good cause were getting along...fineally. I love cooking, most music, and spending time with my daughters when they visit me from massachusetts. Im hardly ever shy with people, and im out going and crazy, in a fun way. Anything else feel free to ask.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before youmy willoffered up in quiet acquiescenceawaiting your approvalor reproachthe fine line between pleasure and painbecomes ever sweeter with your controlwith every touch, kiss, wordsmoldering embers are kindledtormenting desires awakenedI quivercaptured by heat and hungerbend me to your willMy Lordshow me what you most desiremy purpose but to servethrough your dominion I find myselfYou, the Master of manymy only

Nerds!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ what do u think when you here about nerds ? [IMG]http://i93.photobucket.com/albums/l59/livid120/made/nerdy.gif[/IMG] [IMG]http://i254.photobucket.com/albums/hh117/popstarz49/doodles/NIsForNerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i890.photobucket.com/albums/ac102/dvd1k/geek_nerd.png[/IMG] [IMG]http://i335.photobucket.com/albums/m479/operator23/Einstein_Quote.jpg[/IMG]

Age
When the cams started on Fubar i was happy, because i love looking at cams and pictures. Lately however it seems that because i am 67 years old , i am not supposed to look at cams, I am too OLD i am led to believe, I have never disrespected anyone here on Fubar. Please give me the same respect I afford to you. Just because i look at your cam does not make me a pervert any more then the 21 year old looking at you. If you see me checking you out don't be suprised that I am a Grandpa.. Hence the name Gramps.....Just close your cam to me, if that bothers you, not a big deal.LOL Just remember that if you are broadcasting, anyone who opens your broadcast can see you. NO age limit on the cams, you just have to control that your self and be aware that there are people older then 21 on here.LOL Thanks for letting me vent. Have a good day.

The Joke
a man is upset with his sex life from his wife so he looks for a therapist while searching he finds a guy who is TheRapist the guy goes into the office and starts talking the TheRapist asks what his problem is the guy goes its my wife doc she hasn't laid me in a year TheRapist says ok sir and where do you live and work what hours do you work and when is she home the gentleman thinks this is odd but tells TheRapist anyway TheRapist says ok sir see you back next week next week comes and the guy goes back with a big smile on his face and tells TheRapist how happy he is and he doesn't know why she started putting out againTheRapist responds with it's my job sir the guy says how did you do it. TheRapist says well i went and raped her two days after you last saw me and told her she needed to start fucking you or i would be back

My About Me
I use to be a daydreaming girl...always in love, always optimist and a pure believer in dreams...then some mother fucker woke me up and showed me that life is shit...people is shit and all the world is covered with shit! U know what?...I don't care! I'm still a believer, I still dream and I still think this world is fucking nice!! I am a sweet & generous senuses romantic Latin who love to smile. Independent open-minded outgoing social butterfly with a great sense of humor, fun loving person. I usually get along with most people. I try not to be rude as much as possible... but if you piss me off I can be a MAJOR BITCH. I try to have a positive out look on life at all times. So I guess you can say I’m an optimistic person. I believe in GOD and I believe that everything happens for a reason and everyone has a purpose in life. Forgive but never forget and never take a single second of life for granted its to short too waste. My friends are amazing I love them .. And

10/10/10
This is crazy...tomorrow is 10/10/10...there are 5 fridays, saturdays and sundays in the month of October.....this wont happen again for another 833 years.... im gonna go play the lottery tomorrow.....who knows what might happen.....

About Me
I'm a simple man, with simple old fashioned values, I was taught that way, I was taught to treat people the way you would like to be treated yourself. I don't cheat, swear, steal.or lie. I have had the opportunity to meet some of the most down to earth people you could imagine, and I have had the pleasure of running off those that think there shit don't stink! I don't ask much from anyone I feel everyone has the right to speak what's on there mind, even if It may hurt their feelings, but it is far more human than to speak behind their back. I believe that when a person says something it be the gospel truth or why say anything at all. I give people the benefit of the doubt unless they prove themselves unworthy then I start using logic and ask questions, and if I don't get answers that make since, then they tend to be hiding behind a mask and they really aren't your friend. I am not by all means materialistic you not going to beable to take it with you when you leave this world then why

Get Over It: Some Black Men Like White Women
The inferiority complex. Colorism. He wants a trophy wife. Issues with his momma. Acting ‘”white.” Ego builder. False sense of self-worth. Rejection of his heritage. Acceptance from white society. “Doormat mentality” of women. Every time a brother walks hand-in-hand with a white woman we have some type of psychological diagnosis for him. At least one sister puts her nose up in disgust and another cuts her eyes. On the surface, the anger comes from him looking like a sell-out or choosing her as a trophy piece. “If these were slavery times, she wouldn’t dare been seen with him,” I’ve heard friends say. Jill Scott received attention from her commentary about black men with white women in her Essence piece a few months ago. “We reflect on this awful past and recall that if a black man even looked at a white woman, he would have been lynched, beaten, jailed or shot to death,” she said. “In the midst of this, black wom

Eyes
Eyes If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes Then I could see who broke your heart Whose the one you mourn and shed a Trail of tears in lif¦ If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could kiss away the sorrow that's keeping You awake at night? Sheltering you out of the twilight of my Dreams, forbidding your Mind and spirit to merge and Dream with mine¦. If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I could be there with you through the blissful times Thunderstorms and kiss your blues away, You're all I think and dream of, every minute of The day every step I take, I can't perform at work Loneliness seems to be my only friend but there's one good thought, You're always on my mind as I Imagine myself in your arms and in These eyes¦ If only I could see, The world that lies behind your eyes I drink your tears and heal your heart with every kiss Your heart would surrender, your fingers will Long to trace my lips, hands will yearn to Cares

Webcam Socials By Cambee
Hello from workerBee: Soon will implement a Q&A chat feature that includes posting and replying by text-audio-video (webcam). In this newsletter, am recommending several websites with webcam chat in the loop. These sites are moderated and/or anonymous protocol so you are free to express yourself on camera in chat or full 'swing'. fubar: Real people. Real fun. With over 3 Million fubar members, the party goes on 24-7! Join NOW (it's free!) WEBCAM spoiler: From the top page you can launch your webcam with audio and start a broadcast. Other fubar.com members can log into your steam and text chat with you. OR choose to enter the webcam roulette with your membership or anonymously. This will keep things interesting. See my profile wetoku creates a screen to screen streaming broadcast of a live interview with narrator and personal subject. See my interview here with group member. Application is a Q&a

Good Girl Vs Bad Girl
Why is it that the "Good" girl the one with alot to offer doing her own thing, but makes sure to make time for her man, treats him with respect, loves him but gives him that room cause she needs it herself, doing her, but she doesn't get the man she wants but the "bad" girl the one who treats the man like ish, doesn't care what he thinks or feels, doesn't do for him, etc get him....and mind you the man is a real Man...alot to offer....intelligent, funny, God Fearing, Handsome, Knows the Meaning of WORK etc etc. Just Curious...Thoughts?

Self And Innocence
He touched me with his hands so pure and soft, his breath smoothed me has he breathed softly on my skin. The world around didn The outer world seemed nothing like the inner one, there seemed to be a lot more erupting inside than out, the outside crust was tearing apart revealing a smooth underlay underneath. The power of a man over shadowing a pure innocent woman making her feel the need to act upon temptation was fast approaching, to have a sense of nothing and feel nothing was so unreal that the mind went in to shock. Tall and lean overshadowing the light that shone up above, his eyes bright blue and sparkling like night stars that made the inner vision of love and lust come alive, to see a perfect vision standing before you and feeling powerless to fight was only known to me. Hot blood circled my body sending shock waves like static electricity surging through my body as the fight continued against my own urges and thoughts, my strength feeling as though it was being passed on

Avenging Jenny
CHAPTER 1: "Jenny? Jenny!" Rachael Park says trying to get her best friend's attention. Jenny looks around her long black hair glinting in the light. "Oh hey Rachael, sorry I had my music turned up." Rachael rolls her eyes and says "You and your music!" Jenny says "what about me and my music? Do you know that guy over there? He keeps staring at me." Rachael looks over and says "Who him? No." Jenny says "Hmm. I don't know why though I'm not that pretty." Rachael raises an eyebrow at Jenny and says "Girl please, you are the prettiest one out of our entire group. I just wish you would realize that. The dark hair, dark eyes, milky skin, who wouldn't think you're pretty?" Jenny sighs and says "Let's see: the millions of bruises I have, the millions of scars I have and the couple dozen pimples I have. Not to mention my low self esteem, my insecurities, and my lack of confidence. Shall I go on?" Rachael says "Jenny forget about Brandon. He was only looking for someone to bring down with him,

3 Randoms
You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game. 1) I'm basically a nice guy, but I DO have a MEAN streak... 2) I like pretty women, but minds turn me on more than beauty. 3) I have the attention span of a squirrel on coff-

Some Things
Three things about me that you might not know. 1.People with crusty feet gross me out,but blood and guts don't phase me. 2.I hate to see anyone I care about in pain or upset.It truly breaks my heart. 3.I am really meaner than some of you think :) You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game. hugs! (h)

Learned In The Darkness - Part 1
I've learned some things at the darkest points of my life. I'd like to share them, and hopefully, it makes some other people realize, everything truly does happen for a reason. I grew up around death. As long as I can remember, every so often, a family member or someone close would pass. I never had the chance to know my father's parents, and my mom's passed when I was very young. Even though I was 3 when he passed, I vividly remember my paw paw. How he looked, how he smelled, down to his big green orthodic pillow and his huge blue puppy-dog eyes. I remember him tapping on the bed when we would come over on Sundays, wanting us all to pile in the bed and cuddle with him. He loved us and wanted us close, but he was old, and bed-ridden. I smile to this day thinking about him. My maw maw was disabled, and in a wheel-chair. She passed when I was 6, about a month after she had cataract surgery. She held out through the pain and suffering to see us once in her life. The memory I have o

Never Fade
To make her eyes smile forever,A goal close to my heart.Whether I hold your smile close to me,Or if we're an ocean apart.Your happiness is now my world,For your heart,there for every beat.To hold you in my arms for eternity,Nothing else could ever be as sweet.So my beautiful,never again a tear,Your smile will shine beautiful forever.And deep in your heart you will know,My love will never fade beautiful,never.

3 Randoms
I took this idea from Ninja; feel free to post your own. 1)I want to see as many penises as I can. Even the small ones, then I can laugh. :) 2) I have to look at the clock before I fall asleep. It's usually so I can count how many precious hours I can sleep before that horrible alarm wakes me. 3) I have never been truly happy with myself.

Three & Out
Three facts about me you can't see on a computer: 1. I say the first thing that comes to my mind. It's A.D.D. It gets me in trouble sometimes, but I'd rather have everything said than hold anything in. 2. I love to spend time with my nieces and nephews because I can't have kids. And because they truly are more entertaining than most adults. 3. I sleep in the middle of my bed. Repost with your own, if you like. Random game.

So...
Ok so Yesterday 10-8-2010 I went and got my 1st sono! wut sucked about it tho is im not far along so they couldnt use the regular sono thing they had to use the vag one and that was kinda uncomfy lol but my baby is fine! thats the good thing! Altho I am very effin scared over the whole sitiuation cuz like always im doin this on my own my fam is not very supportive ok wait my mom and dad isnt or my sis angie is uber excited my cousin is excited cuz her kid is due in march and mine is due in may! my lil bro is already thinking of girl names he said he dont want it to be a boy LOL I will be happy with wutever I get as long as the baby is healthy well ok I would like to have a boy lol I have had 2 girls already I wanna boy! but like I said I will be happy either way! Of course I have came up with baby names and I have them all writtin down but they are downstairs in my room but I will post the baby names and u all can message me and tell me wut ones or cute names and wut not juss for the h

If Logging In Through Fb How To Unlink And Beable To Log In Using The Fubar Home Page
This is how to make it so that you can log in using the fubar homepage instead of facebook. Step 1: Go to My then Settings. Step 2: Click the privacy and sharing tab then click remove next to facebook link. Step 3: Click the Logout button in fubar. Step 4: On the Fubar login page click forgot password since because you signed up through facebook you didnt have a password to login with. Step 5: Enter your email address that is tied into facebook when you created your fubar account with the facebook link and enter the bouncer code. Step 6: Go to your email and click the link to reset your password. Step 7: Enter your new password and click submit.

Check It Out Oct 15th On I-tunes
Hey just wanted to let everyone know my New CD "Walking Through The Darkside" Drops on I-Tunes and other online stores Oct.15th.it features some very cool Guitar Tracks which has a mixture of Rock and some Latin flavored tracks. Hear samples at my websites www.myspace.com/rmazurek or www.robmazurekmusic.com/music . The CD will be available at All 5 I-Tunes stores- USA,Canada,Mexico,Japan,U.K.also at : AmazonMP3,Amazon On Demand,E-Music,Rhapsody,Napster,All Nokia stores,Shockhound,Thumbplay. Hope you check it out !! . Sorry if it takes me a few days to return comments or drinks, I dont have a whole lot of time to spend on this thing these days..so only pop on here every few days briefly for about 20-30 mins or so. I appreciate the Love,friendship and love all my sexy friends on here ! ..Thanks so much for the friendship ladies ! xoxo

Epiphany . A Song By Staind.
Its a good song. I too feel as if its raining in my head. Ever dam day. she has to fight with me. making me feel like shit the things i do for a woman. Love, Kids nothing i do make her happy. nothing i do makes me. happy. this suck. but it was get better. i think. lol

This Is How I See It
Have you ever read a book that was so bad, you screamed and threw it at a hotel wall so hard that the manager calls your room to complain about the rumpus? I read Harlan Coben’s ‘Play Dead’ and to be fair he does say in the intro that it was his first book and it isn’t that good, I should have fucking listened- it suspended belief so much you almost feel like voting David Cameron back in with a majority and go hunting for unicorns in Bexleyheath. I hate when I invest time in a book and you just spend the whole time picking fault with the story line and basic facts. Who are you to critique a book? I hear you say – well I wrote a book, albeit my autobiography and even I didn’t suspend belief that much and I’m a bit mental! Anyway I was in a hotel in Leeds over the weekend, doing comedy and throwing books at walls. I recall when going to hotels was sexy, I remember getting out seductive nightwear for me and husband to have a dirty weeke

Can't You See It In My Eyes
You don't know how I'm feeling.I have yet to vocalizeDesire deep inside me.Can you see it in my eyes?I tremble when I'm near youHeat travels up my thighsand I want you with an urgencyThat I just can't describe.Dare I reach out to touch you?Do you think you'd realizeHow much I want and need you?Can you see it in my eyes?I long to say, "I love you,"But am scared of your reply.Terrified like a childI've become paralyzed.The camouflaged emotionsLead to pain and silent cries.And yet I just can't tell you.Don't you see it in my eyes?Confessing through this poemMy dilemma summarized.The feeling's quite cathartic,But will lead to my demise.

Never Forgive A Traitor..........
She is well known in Vietnam Vet circles and utterly despised. She was heavily involved in raising money in USA and worldwide which was then funneled to the Viet Cong.. She is a nasty piece of work who is now attempting to come in from the cold (all is forgiven?) She should have been tried for treason !! LEST WE FORGET Judging by the scores of recipients I've deleted from the fwd message I received, this e-mail certainly strikes hard at the American Patriots and would have a certain impact on Vietnam Vets from other countries. I personally see it as further evidence that our promise of "Lest We Forget" is being forgotten by younger generations. I think it worth forwarding … SHE REALLY WAS A TRAITOR!! And now OBAMAwants to honor her ......!!!! In Memory of my brother -in- law LT. C.Thomsen Wieland who spent 100 days at the Hanoi HiltonIF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN

My Poems
Sometimes Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.Sometimes we need someone to call our own,Especially when we’re alone.Sometimes people just can’t understand,Why things get out of hand.Sometimes life just isn’t fair,Especially when people just don’t care.And sometimes it's hard to say,Why things have to be this way.Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by,Especially when dreams continue to die.Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain.Even to just relieve the pain.And when we’ve had a really bad day,Sometimes we just need to get away.We never know what’s wrong with out pain.Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same. And sometimes when people get hurt,

Collaborative Writer's Wanted
Anyone interested from fubar.com, in collaborative writing? There is a new website called Thumbscribes.com (the link leads to my recent post.) Here is the site's description: About Thumbscribes Inspired by Chain Novels and the 1900's parlour game Exquisite Corpse, ThumbScribes is a platform for creating collaborative content. Anyone can participate. Scribes are created and passed between ThumbScribes authors who add a new chapter or section to the work until it's completed. You can create private scribes and invite a handful of friends or open your scribe up to the world and see what happens. You don't need to install anything to use ThumbScribes. Participate by using our web platform or submit contributions from IM and even Twitter. Sign Up Now and get started.

Thom Bierdz Offers Support To Gay Youth
Posted Tuesday, October 05, 2010 11:44:59 PM by Dan J Kroll The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz is just one of the celebrities lending his support to gay teens that might be facing bullying. The out actor filmed a video and is offering teens the chance to express their feelings through artwork. With a series of high-profile suicides by gay teens making national news, The Young and the Restless' Thom Bierdz (Phillip Chancellor III) is lending his support to let gay teens know that they're not alone -- and that despite the pains of being bullied, life gets better. In Y&R's fictional story, Bierdz's alter ego faked his own death in 1989 because he was unable to come to terms with his homosexuality. In real life, though, Bierdz is an openly gay performer. Sadly, Thom has personally experienced the effects of suicide within his own family, and he shared those experiences in his memoir, Forgiving Troy. "I'm well familiar with the kind of prejudice and anxiety and loneliness that comes fr

College Exam..
i remember my college exam at pusan university korea .. In every college exam, it is never a question of who, what, when, why, how… but it is a question of "whats ths? ..did they teach ths? wtf is ths? ouch ..

Sorry
im sorry if i am not grateful for all the things that uve done.for not telling you that how perfect u are to me..sorry for wat ive done that caused as apart...even letting u know that ur my one and only one..i know its too late now for knowing you all of days..

Daydreamin Ouch!
‎"I can honestly say you've been on my mind... Since I woke up today, up today I remember when we kissed, I still feel it on my lips The time that you danced with me With no music playing ... I remember those simple things I remember 'til I cry ..." hahahahahahiiiizzzz...cnt wait" damn day dreamin again ...?

One Night
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Soon I will shake this congestion and cough long enough to do a song clip. I promise. Meanwhile, the only recording I can do at the moment is instrument tracks, cuz my voice sucks right now. So somebody slap some healing magic on me cuz I'm trying to set some deadlines here, please. my love spreads world=wide on this crazy web, J Patrick Morgan

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Poems From Ancient Days
The following poems were written between 1979 (yes, I'm that damned old, lol) and about 1994. All are copyrighted by Shawn Priest (me). If you're gonna use them and credit me, I thank you. If you steal them, I believe in the wheel of Fate. I won't get you, but someone will. Karma is a bitch. No Heroes There are no heroes, just trapeze artists Soaring above the Abyss; The luckiest ones make their catch; The famous are the ones who missed. Loveprayer (1991) I cannot tell you how much I love you, For words are too frail to do such emotions justice. Know that you are my cherished one, The reason for every smile, The heart of my new-found joy. You do not know how long to run my hands Through your fiery tresses And feel the electric thrill of your caress. I adore you with all I have, My magic rose of the mist. NOTE: I wrote that one for a buddy to give to his girlfriend he was crazy about. He begged me to give him something to impress her with, and I said I

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Updates On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

Eyes
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A Load Off
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God Was Busy,so A Marine Was Chosen
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Joke Of The Day
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The Comeback Tour Part 1
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I curse the following day….November 18, 2007. Does it hold any significance for any of you? The answer for most of you, is probably not. For me it’s when I made the mistake of listening to someone and joining this horrifically mind numbing stupefying site. For someone who’s not a joiner, a follower, a “sheeple” for all intents and purposes, I bought into this hook, line and sinker. Whatever. Other than posting a few pictures and blogs, g0d willing my activities here , will be limited. Sure, I might pop into a lounge or two, stay for a bit, exchanged pleasantries but the reality is, I’d rather not. I guess when one's social life is all dependent a ip adress you take what you can get. But like someone who’s an addict and can’t give it up cold turkey , I too can’t seem to pry myself away from the gravitational pull it has. Trust me on this, if I had a semblance of a social life, someone to talk too, someone next to me,

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Blackened hearts reek with the smell of angry defeat. I can almost hear your agony riding on the wind, and I can almost taste your deception on my lips. I sort of feel bad for you, until I remember all the things you did to break me down. And then I simply shake my head in muted anger of my own. Then i remember to breathe and let that anger slowly, carefully draw itself out of me. I still haven't forgotten, and though I say i've forgiven, i'm really not sure if I actually mean it. You are all the things in this world that are wrong. And one of the people who create victims in the wake of a hurricane. You are like a hurricane. Tearing down the things in your path, without so much as a second glance. I wonder. I wonder if you even have a soul. I wonder if you are sucking the lives and love out of those around you. I grieve in the knowledge that you even have lives to be responsible for. I shouldn't hate you, but I do. It's a horrible word, but one so fitting. There has onl

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English is a dying language. At least that's how I view it. Sure, everyone speaks it. Well...for the most part. But now everything is shortened into 3+ letter "words." Oh, don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about. You all are guilty. I am too. We all are. The Lol's, Rofl's, Atm's, Brb's, etc etc etc. I've been "Speaking" this "language" for the past 14 years and it saddens me that this is what we have been reduced to. What REALLY gets to me though is when these people who use "Ur" "Kno" "U r" and all that shit try to correct ME when I accidentally use your instead of you're. Are you fucking kidding me? I've done that probably twice in my life and you're going to correct MY grammar when you can't even type out a few extra letters? Wow. Just Wow. My grammar is far superior than most of you assholes out there, and you dare to challenge my intellect by correcting me when you can't even properly put a sentence together? Blasphemous. Look. I don't care if you don't type in pro

Not Toys.
It was a regular occurrence. Dad would bring out his guns to clean, and the smell of Hoppes solvent would burn my nose, and sting my eyes -- a smell and feel that do this day brings me incredible emotional comfort with a slight nausea. With a John Wayne movie in the VCR, and me watching with a wide-eyed curiosity only a child can muster, we’d carry on our weekly tradition. He promised to take me shooting for the first time as a small girl when I was just five years old. I had enjoyed watching John Wayne movies and learned out to aim. It was a large gun, and very heavy for such a tiny child. I needed both hands just to hold it up, even with his help. Watching “The Cowboys” he’d sit behind me and help me aim at the TV . I’d desperately try to use the little strength I had to pull back the hammer, but I don’t think I was able to for several years. One the gun was “loaded”, I would carefully line up the open sights of his .44 caliber revolv

Mac Comps With Itunes
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Top 3 Sleep Stealers
Sleep is something you used to do – before kids and snoring hubby – but it doesn’t have to be that way. Find out what’s robbing you of shut-eye and how to get it back. Is the occasional sleepless night turning into a regular rut of tossing and turning? If so, you need to put restful slumber at the top of your to-do list. After all, chronic sleep deprivation is a serious health risk. 1. You’re eating late, heavy meals.A hearty steak dinner, complete with a thick piece of chocolate cake is a great way to end a day. But hold off on the foodfest. Eat dinner at least 2-3 hours before bedtime, so your body is done with most of its digesting. 2. Your mind is churning with worries.Your husband was laid off and you’re fretting over whether you’ll be able make the mortgage this month. You’re not alone. It’s important not to stress over not sleeping too. If you can’t stop thinking about work, a relationship gone sour or tomor

Stockholm
Eller nærmere bestemt leiligheten Bjørneboe bodde i under den andre verdenskrigen er viktig. Han var der antagelig som flyktning pga sine homoseksuelle opplevelser i oppveksten, og var livredd nazistene av den grunnen. Med rette, hvis vi ser insuasjonene om Wagners, Nietzsches, Rees og Brenners homoseksualitet som en vesentlig del av nazismen. Hitler som den homoseksuelle Overgriperen som skriker ut sine maktønsker. Med Beat-Les som en ynkelig forflatning utover mot slutten av 1900-tallet. Bjørneboe lagde boka Haiene i 1975 med et beskrevet idealsamfunn for hans medflyktninger i den lille leiligheten i Stockholm. Omtrent slik boka Island av Huxley fungerer. Jeg har fått besøk av noen homoseksuelle mennesker, i det minste i en grad deres berømmelse står og faller med dette. Bjørneboe, Dostojevskij, Nietzsche. Det er ikke lett å lese Nietzsche som et overmenneske etter den forståelsen. Men heldigvis er det heller ikke mulig å finne noen storhet ved Wagner. Vi har undersøkt muslimenes

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[i Can See Time]
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Just A Number
I am blessed to live to see another year. I never take everyday for granted, and every birthday that I live to see, I look back to last year to see where I was and what I was doing, and what I was going through. One thing I have found out is life constantly changes and whatever you are going through - good or bad, doesnt last forever. I am not saying good things come to an end but good things do change into something different. Sometimes bad things, but most of the time into something advanced. There are times things play out like a television series, a season finale if you will. Good, bad, the majority of life's situations come to a 'finale'. Whether the situation is financial, personal, spiritual, relationships, or professional. The point is, I am glad life changes and we need to look back at things not only bad or painful, but good things that happened to us as well. The only thing we can do is learn from our life as we are blessed to live from year to year and although we

Beautiful Dream
Could it be after so long,I now have my dream.My world no longer lifelike,Reality has altered it seems.She has swept me into her eyes,And I cannot look away.To tell me that shes mine,My heart longs for her to say.To speak of her heart with mine,Forever locked in a dance.I know now my dreams are coming true,Because my dream has given me this chance.One to fill her heart,Intertwine worlds we both know.To learn her dreams and reality,This is where I will go.To bring my dream to life,To become all her hearts desires.I promise you my beautiful dream,In my heart forever it will hold your fire.

Anger Hurt Disappointment!
I am failing as a mother! My son angers me at every turn, I cannot seem to get him to do his work and when he does it is sloppy and illegible. I lost it tonight, I am ready to fucking break! 3hrs he sits at the dining room table working on his math homework, or supposedly does. I go to check it and he has done 1 fucking page! 1 fucking page! He is incredibly fucking smart..there is no excuse, except my short comings as a mother! As he sobs in the shower, come tomorrow he will turn in his homework incomplete...he is in FUcKING GATE CLASS! I don't know what to do, I have removed all his pleasures (DS, Legos and comic books) I have nothing left to take..I cannot give him back a privilege or reward him for not doing what he is suppose to. I find out last night that the night before at back to school night, he put a kid in a choke hold and didn't bring home the principals note..so I was pissed last night and made him clean his room..instead of homework. Tonight, he was to finish h

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Lets See
I feel like writing but I'm not sure what to say. I feel like rambling on about mindless bullshit but not in fear that no one will read. I feel like standing on top of the highest mountain to see what I've been missing and if I jumped, who would miss me. I feel like screaming Fuck You All but who would hear me, my voice would go horse because there's a long list of people who need my wrath. I feel like running for my life but not for a good cause, only to get away, far away from it all. I feel like shutting up now because this sounds like a pitiful cry but its not, its the truth, the freak that lives inside. I feel like ending it all but who would stop me, why would you want to if you knew my history. We all cant be perfect but some of us damn sure try. I cant be your mother figure, that job is already set aside. Aside for the 2 people in the world that are the ONLY reason why I haven't end this all. The only people I can truly call my own. The only people who look like me, the only pe

This Bitch Crazy
Angle: Muslim law taking hold in parts of US LAS VEGAS – U.S. Senate candidate Sharron Angle told a crowd of supporters that the country needs to address a "militant terrorist situation" that has allowed Islamic religious law to take hold in some American cities. Her comments came at a rally of tea party supporters in the Nevada resort town of Mesquite last week after the candidate was asked about Muslims angling to take over the country, and marked the latest of several controversial remarks by the Nevada Republican. In a recording of the rally provided to The Associated Press by the Mesquite Local News, a man is heard asking Angle : "I keep hearing about Muslims wanting to take over the United States ... on a TV program just last night, I saw that they are taking over a city in Michigan and the residents of the city, they want them out. They want them out. So, I want to hear your thoughts about that." Angle responds that "we're talking about a militant terrorist situatio

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The Real Non-partisan Truth...part 1
Ok, I have stayed out of the political fray here long enough and those of you who know my background can understand my frustration. For those of you who might actually read this and are not aware of my past history, primarily because you have an aversion to reading profiles, I served in political office here for many years in various capacities. I was non partisan and usually had the support of both political parties in some form. I got alot done and was finally voted out of office due to ...well apathy. Eight thousand registered voters in my district and 500 showed up...lost by 26 votes. Then heard about it for months from people who wondered why I got beat. When I asked them if they had voted they had some excuse about seeing the flowers growing across the street. To be fair most people do not think about voting in a primary in September in a city election. The bad news is that because of that defeat people are now stuck in traffic jams on a few of the main thoroughfares in Miss

5 Secrets To Staying In Lov
Just about everyone wants to know how they can make their relationship better. They want to know how they can deepen the commitment and love between each partner. Unfortunately relationships are not something you can provide a "to do" sheet for and all will be solved, but with these five key secrets you can certainly improve your chances for getting all you desire out of your relationship. Do things unexpectedly.One key secret to a successful relationship is compromise. Meeting halfway on things shows your partner that you really do care about their viewpoint and you are willing to work on making each other happy. Every so often make it a point to do something that you normally would not agree to or feel like doing. When you keep your partner constantly surprised by your actions, you regenerate that "new love" feeling time and time again. So, when your partner asks if you want to try that new restaurant…say yes! If they ask if you want to try a new hobby…say yes! Show y

Why Is It...?
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Eye Rolling
Yesterday whilst sitting down on the couch for a few minutes, a little boy all of 5 comes up to me and jumps all over me as usual so then after having a pile of little bodys all over me i shooed them off and it was just me and him, so i turn to him and say "hey can you do this?" to which i then placed my fingertips on the bottom of my eyes and pulled the skin down whilst rolling my eyes back and only showing the white parts, i successfully managed to gross him out because he says to me "eewwww shell..... do that again?"

My Love 10/7/10
The day that I met my Vampiress aka Rie Rie was the day that I began living. Till that day i was doing the same old thing in the same old day. I would go online every now and then and be bored as usual. Then one day out of the blue, I meet the love of my life. Now I know all of you say that you have heard it before, but trust me when I say that I have never felt this way about another woman in my 45 years of existence. We started talking as friends only, there were complications and I was there to listen. Soon out friendship blossomed into more and more. We found ourselves talking for hours without even knowing it. Since that day, we have spent every day on the computer talking or on the phone, without exception. we have spent up to 14 hours just shooting the shit on skype. I have talked to her family; I have gotten so close to all of them. EVERY DAY she has a new surprise for me. And when I say this I do not mean in materialistic crap, because think about it, it is something that we r

Heart Of Gold
I sit here and try to figure out why people think its so easy to treat my like garbage. Then I think to myself? Maybe its because I allow them to. Maybe its because I trust when I shouldn't. I allow people to hurt me. Maybe I need to be like a other women. A cold hard bitch to be respected. I rather have a heart of gold then allow myself to hate or mistrust. I will continue to let people hurt me because I beleive in love kidness and forgiveness. I beleive in allowing someone to be genuine. I have yet to find a man who can do that. They all treat me like a door mat. They wipe thier shoes on me and move on. But, it ok. At the end of the day a lot of times in tears I know in my heart that I am a good person worthy of being loved and cherished. I say today I am worth it. I say today........Maybe you are not!

Records For Sale
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Widows Walk
WHEN THE LOOKS FADE AND THE ONLY THING THAT REMAINS FOR YOU TO ADOOR ARE THE USE TO BE'S, THEN LOOK AROUND YOURSELF AND SEE WHO IS STILL THERE WANTING TO BE BY YOUR SIDE THROUGH ALL THAT IS YET TO COME. SOME BRIDGES WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE CROSSED OR BURNED NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU FIND IT IT A FUN THRILLING THING TO DO. WHEN YOUR TIME COMES AND IT WILL COME AS SURE AS THE DAY IS LONG AND THE NIGHT IS SHORT, YOU'LL PAY FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE SET FORTH IN YOUR LIFE AND CAST OUT UPON OTHERS THAT JUST WANTED OR NEEDED YOU TO LOOK AT THEM WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR CONTEMPTMENT GLARING FROM YOU. NEVER FRET THOUGH MY DEAR FRIEND FOR I'LL BE STANDING THERE WATCHING YOU BURN ON YOUR OWN BRIDGE AS YOU HAVE BURNNED ME ON MINE....WORDS ARE LIKE WEAPONS AND THEY CAN KILL..... YOUR TIME WILL COME....

Taking A Stand,is It Wrong?
I have done my research since I have had blogs,stash and status removed when others are free to say as they wish. So I will not mention any names in theis entry.I have had so many responses over this person trying to cyber bully me.I need to say this. NO-ONE has the right to talk you down to anyone and just because this is the Internet does not mean it is not real.Cyberbullying does not just apply to children. Never Respond to Cyberbullying Directly, The most important thing to remember about dealing with cyberbullying is to never, ever respond to the bully. I know it's difficult to do. I made the mistake of this. Remember that bullies are often lacking something crucial in their lives and they seek pain in others, so do not fill this void for them by giving them a reaction. Your re

Lets Remember
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This Is Just Cruel
News is one thing but seriously, this is just vile. I'm sorry. ROME, Italy (AP) -- An Italian mother whose 15-year-old daughter has been missing for weeks was told during a live TV show that her child was allegedly killed by the girl's uncle. Concetta Serrano was participating in a show that focuses on missing people when the anchor told her late Wednesday her brother-in-law had confessed to have allegedly murdered Sarah Scazzi. The Italian news agencies broke the story of the alleged confession while the show was being broadcast live from inside the uncle's house in the southern Italian town of Avetrana, where Scazzi disappeared on Aug. 26.

Party
When you realize mistakes youv made have made life a little more difficult to bare then neccassary. So the only thing to do is instead of prolonging your mistakes which makes it worse just suck it up and take responsibilty for your actions because of your own stupidity. Realization of this has helped me become a better person and more thoughtful in my choices

Marok-usako
Det er grunn til å påstå at Egypt ble skapt av en ren nødvendighet. Det vil si at møysommelige mytologiske oppbygninger over store deler av verden ble spist opp eller innkapslet i en symbiose mellom araberne og Afrika. Nut er nettopp det. Og derfor er det som er innenfor heller ikke mulig å forstå umiddelbart, eller plassere tilbake til utgangspunktet. Men enda værre er det at problematikken, Egpt sett som et tredje møte med Afrika (bortsett fra arabere og afrikaneres møte med seg selv) ikke bearbeidet afrikanske utviklingstendenser eller hjalp de antagelig fullstendig sinnsyke araberne (de flådde mennesker svært tidlig). Marok-Usako? Tja. Hvorfor ikke. Med et neste forslag Marokina

Dont Even Know
This goes out to someone that wasOnce the most important person in my lifeI didnt realize it at the timeI cant forgive myself for the way I treated you soI dont really expect you to eitherit's just... I don't even knowjust listenyour the one that I want the one that I needthe one that I gotta have just to succeedwhen I first saw you I knew it was realim sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasnt me let me show you the wayi looked for the sun but it's raining todayi remember when I first looked into your eyesit was like there was a God like there was a heaveni wore a disguise cause I didnt want to get hurtbut I didnt know I made everything worseyou told me we were in lovebut you didnt care when push came to sho

Mammuten Og Den Indiske Elefantguden
At India har en elefantgud er betegnende. Likeså at de lar Luxors Ku gå fritt omkring. Grunnen til den indiske gudeverdenen er at friheten fra Egypt skapte den. Og grunnen til at Elefanten og Giraffen ikke finnes innenfor Egyptisk tankegang er naturlig. Ankh-symbolet klarer ikke å favne størrelsen eller høyden. Det betyr igjen at symbolet er innført. Mammuten som antikvarisk symbol er derfor naturlig for en forståelse av verden. Like naturlig som at Saudi Arabias tegn på dem selv ikke er Allah. Et ekstremt langt skjegg og en latterlig høy hatt er den eneste mulige måten å forklare araberen før Egypt. Dvs 4000 f.kr. Et giftemål, evig, med hele kontigentet, og dermed Mamma i en forståelse, fører til Skidzofreni og en vill redsel for halshugning. Det dreier seg derfor ikke om et Smil som Brian Jones påstår på Child Of The Moon (crecent shaped smile) men en godtagelse av at en dobbelt pyramide (Davidstjernen) er tingen, og at Jahve som motstridende betydning egentlig er det samm

Things ....
that annoy the holy hell out of me ..... Men who watch me haul heavy cases of cheese out of the back of my car and say " wow tough girl" and dont even bother to so much as open the fucking door for me but continue to stand there and watch as I heave it onto my shoulder so I can free a hand to get in. people who will rant about beggers and drama queens any chance they get and then have statuses calling out their so called rivals or asking for the lastest 20 credit bling ass kissers aka crowd pleasers customers who want to put 1.09 on their debit card people who follow me around loling at my picture comments then suddenly feel the need to hit my shout box and tell me I should not be so mean ....seriously fuck off ...thanks people who determine I am mad at them either because they assume anything I say is directed at them or I have not talked to them or did not LOL at something they commented on women with a 40 lb ass stuffed in a 10 lb pant men who

Stuff
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Sum Of Ma Good Stuff Ye Ye
This is where Ive got to draw the linebecause I refuse to let you think you can play with my mindalways seems that you think that I'm blindcause theres always certain times when your hard to findyour on the go Im on the go were on the goI cant catch you no more I cant see you no moreand it no longer cant be ignoredcause at once upon a time it was you I adoredyou disappeared and left me here and the absence of you is hurting my souldidnt know there was an end of the roadit was so easy for you just to let it all goand I refuseI refuse to have one more sleepless nightI refuse to let a tear fall from my eyeI refuse to continue to tryI felt like I would die if I could break down and cryI refuse to let you walk back through that doorI refuse to let you hurt me anymoreI refuse to continue to ignorethe fact that I fell to the floor the day you walked out my doorno way i can't take it babyI refuseno way I can't take it babyand I refuseno way but I refuseto take it anymore

Luxhor
Vi kan anta at Luxhor er en del av en egyptisk mytologi. Men på hvilken måte fører det meg til Nordpolen av alle steder? Horus-navnet fører mot Russland. Isis som Gudinnen har Is i navnet sitt. Spørsmålet er hvorfor egypterne ga Luxhor til den sorte herskerinnen Mut. Og hvorfor Luxor strandet opp som Ux i Usa. Fordi de ga bort noe som de sorte ikke kunne motta. De ble gale. Skidzofrene. De fikk sin selvstendighet innenfor egyptisk mytologi med den vanskeligste skikkelsen Horus, og ble dermed ført direkte til Russland. Noe som førte til at de eneste som hadde mulighet til å gripe galskapen, jødene - ettersom de hadde tilholdssted både i Israel og i Egypt - tok på seg oppgaven å angripe faraoen, T-a-a, og lage en dobbelt virkelighet sammen med sine gamle stammefrender - og glemme og fornekte Egypt for godt. Slik vi også har forsøkt på i 2000 år. Luxhor tyder kort og godt på at egypterne ga de sorte en Falitt og et dødsbo, bevisst.

Så Dette Er Altså Nordpolen
Hei. Jeg fant ut at noe av det siste jeg skrev på Fubar var en briefing om at jeg hadde avslørt Klark Kent 2 ganger og dermed kan kalle meg et Overmenneske. Dette er ikke helt riktig. Jeg har avslørt Klark 3 ganger. Han er nemlig også en bra sanger og Don't Care er en av punkens høydepunkter. Dessuten er han med på voldtekten av Paul Cook i Great Rock'n Roll Swindle. Klark er ingen hyggelig fyr.

The Ugly Side Of Family
I think it's no surprise to anyone that families fuction in a uniquely dysfunctional way, and that there are ugly secrets behind every seemingly functional family. Mine is no different. In the recent past (last year or so), my sister has continued a downward spiral into drug abuse and psychotic behavior. When it really started to get the worst, she decided that she would go and get pregnant because she needed someone who loved her. She got pregnant while on drugs (enough to kill an elephant at that) and miscarried several times. She finally got pregnant the last time, and it stuck. Instead of deciding to quit taking the drugs, or get some kind of help, she continued on, business as usual, getting high. She landed herself in jail (again) while she was 3 months pregnant. She then admitted to the drugs use of cocaine, oxycontin, xanax, and aderall, daily, mind you. She had it in her head that everyone wanted her to have an abortion and that she wouldn't be able to hold the pregnancy a

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