Happiness is a place i am seldom at,even though it is hard for me to show that. I tend to always put up a wall, like when i get that certain call, from a friend . I haven't heard from in a while, bored to death, maybe I should walk a mile. You seem to think you know me, but you do really yeah and sometimes i do act a little silly. Know why because i like the smiles it brings, sleep on a bed that doesn`t have any springs. Not a lot of things in the world you can smile about, thats why i am always having so much doubt. Sometimes i wonder why i am here, maybe i should just go get me some beer. But what would that really solve, probably nothing, nothing at all. Yeah go ahead and tell me i think too much, don't really even know how to touch. The people around me who really care, even though i do know they are always there. Through all the good times and the bad, thats what really makes me sad. The wall that I built needs to come down, should I burn it down to the ground. Don't always let my feelings show, but thats okay most of my friends already know. The way that i am, and the things that i do, aren't always revolved around you. The bricks in my wall are beginning to break, these are my own words , nothing else to actually take. For granted except myself and my friends, this is what helps to make my heart mend, thats why this one has come to an end!!
