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What are you waiting for?
I see you every chance I get , and admire you from afar ,
Yes when I see you , you are the brightest of stars .
Your very existence is just a wonder to me,
if only the world can see what I see.
Hey beautiful , I have always wanted to say ,
but my tongue always gets in the way .
Your eyes are haunting me with every sight ,
and every time I see you smile it gives of such happy light .
Hair as red and glowing as fire ,
you are my every desire .
Eyes as deep as the clear blue sea,
just want you to see clear to me.
I just want to see you everyday,
and find a way for you to stay.
As my friend up until the very end ,
because all my love I will send .
Hey beautiful, you are an angel ,
and at this point I wont make sense.
Sorry , I do ramble , and
sometimes I do seem dense.
I just want to say , your beautiful and everything in my eyes !
Whenever I see you everyday I have sunny skies !
My hugs and kisses are what I give to you !
Everything I wanna do is for the blessings of you !
Cant i feel sorry for myself, you and i both know i am a loser. Never really done anything that mattered, need to talk to my friend, maybe get a little closer. Loser ,loser , yeah that`s me, don't know what I really want to be. Sometimes easy things are hard to see, especially when it comes to me. Why do i have to be so slack, lying face down , not on my back. Sitting here in my favorite chair, with nothing to do but stare. Watching the outside, it is starting to rain, going threw to many things in my brain. Like pain, suffering, anguish, loneliness; i hate when i get like this. Every once in a while I get this way, always on a dark and dreary day. Don`t know how to get out of my hole, that really is my greatest goal. Feeling like the loser that I am, don't do the things that I know I can. Motivation is what I really need, get a job, or go do a good deed. Shaking like a leaf,because I am so cold, I never really have been so bold. As to tell people what i am really thinking, well maybe when i have been drinking. Why am I telling all this anyway, as if you care to even say, What it is that you actually want, wish you could but you don't. Call me a loser, that`s what I am!!
Sitting here and I wonder why, doesn't matter how hard I try. No need for me to tell a lie, I am usually an un-happy guy. I need you here to brighten my day. I need you to tell me to stay. I need you to make me smile. I need you to hold for a while. Thinking of you, I feel a lot better; no matter what kind of weather. She tells me that I look good, would be with her if only I could! I need to see your pretty smile. I need to see the sparkle in your eyes. I need to hear your beautiful laugh. I need to feel the softness of your touch. What I really need is to be with you, so I can show you why my eyes are blue. You like me just the way that I am, all I want to do is be your only man. OH, did I tell you that I NEED YOU!!!
All anyone really wants is to be loved .
To be someones EVERYTHING.
The first and last thought of the day.
To see that somebodys smile, and know everything is okay.
Having arms envelope them and all worries fall.
Once in life they may cross your path.
So hold on tight and dont let go.
It may be a ride you havent taken.
Trust me my friend its worth it .
Just to know something you have never had.
Scared,and confused you may feel at first.
NEVER FEAR!
Together you can make all your dreams come true!
Love can be addictive sometimes,
and so can people!
Her words keep me coming back for more,
and her thoughts keep me grounded!
Her eyes see right through me,
and her lips keep me at bay.
Her hair falls across my chest,
and reminds me of a special place.
I cant help but be addicted to her love,
because it comes to me everyday.
Even when I am not around,
she remains on my mind!
I dream of her touch, her breath on my skin!
Her whispers in my ears, and the taste of her kisses upon my face!
Sometimes she is away and I still think of her.
Two occasions is when she is in my thoughts,
day and night!
If she only knew how much I loved her,
there would never be a doubt in her mind!
How I want to make her all mine !!
The room is full but I am still alone,
deep down inside there is nothing but pain.
On the surface I am fine and immobile,
inside I am broken, weathered ,and torn apart.
Why do I go through the things I do?
Does it really matter in the end ?
Nobody really cares but me anyway.
Ever fill if you weren`t around , you still wouldn`t be missed.
Or am I just to hard on myself?
Are we as human beings ever really satisfied ?
With ourselves or where we are in life ?
The headache returns and my body ashes once again .
Sometimes I wish the thoughts would never even exist.
Just stop all movement and actions , even time.
Start over , maybe but with what I already know.
Or at times just not even be here at all,
as if I never existed in the first place.
Bones popping , joints aching and lacking true sleep.
Do I want a solution or just continue to wallow in my misery?
The sleep I can get when I am died .
Maybe I dont want anyone or myself to actually "fix me" !
Just being her friend is an honor ,
and she brightens each and every day.
I ramble, babble and sometimes make no sense,
she just listens and has kind words to say.
We got to know each other really quick,
and we have shared things we both have been through.
Sometimes I just have to question why ?,
God has graced me with a friend so true .
I tell her how her smile lightens up a room,
she says thanks trying not to be coy.
We both share a love for animals and nature,
cant help but to think of her as a tomboy .
Tries the best she can to be there for me,
in these trying times and when I am in need.
I stay up late sometimes just so we can talk,
for a sweetheart to me she is indeed .
We talk as if we have known each other forever,
a friend to her is what I try to be.
Finding it a little hard to write it all down,
just how much she really means to me.
I am truly grateful to have her in my life ,
giving out compliments and sharing out time.
So this one my dear is only for you,
in my eyes you are a "ray of sunshine "!!!!
