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Time Stand Still
I turn my back to the windTo catch my breathBefore I start off again.Driven on without a moment to spendTo pass an evening with a drink and a friendI let my skin get too thinI'd like to pauseNo matter what I pretendLike some pilgrimWho learns to transcendLearns to live as if each step was the end(Time stand still)I'm not looking backBut I want to look around me now(Time stand still)See more of the people and the places that surround me nowFreeze this moment a little bit longerMake each sensation a little bit strongerExperience slips awayExperience slips awayI turn my face to the sunClose my eyesLet my defences downAll those wounds that I can't get unwoundI let my past go too fastNo time to pauseIf I could slow it all downLike some captain, whose ship runs agroundI can wait until the tide comes around(Time stand still)I'm not looking backBut I want to look around me now(Time stand still)See more of the people and the places that surround me nowFreeze this moment a little bit longerMake
So Far
so far aftyer being here for a couple of weeks it kinda sucks. im just doing things that I normally would do back at home station. the olny differences is im in iraq in the desert heat. and almost like clock work leadership is visting us making sure we stay on track. and the there is alot or brass around here. almost daliy I see I e-9 or 0-8 and sometime they like to stop and talk to you. in the back of mind imk thinking "ohh boy please fucking ask my any question or fuck with right now cause im not in the mood" I think the only good thing about being here is the people. the only really interesting thing that ahs happen so far is so kids like to fuck with are fence line alot and steal c-wire. so we respone the cop on the base side of the fence. only thing we can do is yell at the kids and try to make them go away. cause is a non-violent situation and the only we have to stop them is a l-red and machine that cause a very fucking annoying sound that fucks with your hearing. we try that b
Time To
Sorry, time to Bugout. Glory to God N  
What I Like!!
  For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.   MORE ABOUT ME   I believe in romance, still, even though most think it has died. I believe in "blessings in disguise". I know a lot of very beautiful people have very ugly intentions. I truly believe in karma and that God has a plan for all of us. Take chances to see who you are and what you can really do; Get out there and put yourself on the edge, see if you f
Fubar Time
Lately my Time on Fubar,has deminshed,Between sharing my comp,with my pain in the arse 41 yr old GF.An my Pogo Pool addiction that has Consumned me again.An with my daily involvement on Facebook.There isn't much time for the Fu.Godfather will eventually be achieved for the 2nd.Time,an maybe Dicyple.But my Life doesn't evolve around the Fu,unfortunately as it does most of you.Whom Steal Time on a Regular Basis from your Employers.200 pic 11 Rates on free 11's days.10 rates will nolonger work for a morph. a Cherry Bomb of my Largest pic album will also get u a morph or more,3 credit blings or more. Boomerang bling,Cherry Bomb Bling will get to set off 5-8 Morphs.In some Circumstances I might have to ask my former Co Morph Goddess Izmo Wolf,to Create your Morph.She is far superior than I on most her Creations..Plus my Alcohol consumption has gotten in my way a bit as well,an The Massive Hangovers are really taken there Toll of Late as well..My Family of a few which are favorites will cont
i have known a few women in my time some friends, some lovers some distant dreams fragrant fantasies forbidden fruit i have kissed them with my lips with longing imagination caressed with hands or love poetry in reverie yes i do lust for you sweet woman but you lust for me as well disguised with beauty of tender words desire burns when i come to you in your bed or as you walk the shore for i am more genuine than all other
i never do these blog thingys right  but here goes...... as if anyone really cares anyways.....   Been doing laps for about 2 months , was up to 70 a day....  Last Monday, was all crampy,  thinking it was just that symptom that makes us chicas wanna stab people... After 2 days,  thought... oh maybe a kidney infections (same crampy lowerback sucky  feeling)  & went about my days as usual but slightly uncomfortable.... waiting for the Dr to call back to fill script for Bactrim  (sp?)   Needed to see me 1st but couldnt til following week....... Friday.  went to a cool floating Aqua Park & jumped off 30-50' icebergs & down giant slides etc..... (still thought maybe still a kidney infection & was not bothering me so much, as to keep me from doing anything that I set out to that day.)  Saturday....  woke up could not even move....... went to ER..... damn I need that week or 4 on the beach, in Aruba, with that cabana boy catering to my needs, I tell ya! mine is this or that & for reas
An Extremely Stupid Donkey!!!
PhotoSinTh...: go read that fucking moron bills comment about timothy mcveigh here and tell me i am not imagining that he is attempting to justify his actions as being revenge for waco. 11:47am reply PhotoSinTh...: 12:18pm more To PhotoSinTh...: ok, I shut down computer for a bit 12:22pm more To PhotoSinTh...: I've been to the memorial at oklahoma, Bill is a fuckwit 12:22pm reply
Our Contry
Please exsuse the huge fonts but Im visualy impared and as for the slightly misspelled words I have Dyslexia LOL Ok Im not sure why Im writing this but I wanted to get a few things off my chest . NUMBER 1 Im proud to be an american and more then anything I wish our contry wasnt in the shape that its in now you see my mother and I share a house we are both on Social security altho Im aible to work part time it just never seems to be enough and my moms Health isnt all that good in fact its declining fast . We live in CA and like the rest of the contry we have been hit with the resession in a big way due to missmanagement of our funds . Im so sick of seeing our jobs go over seas where americans can bairly eat and the bussness bigwigs just keep getting richer while familys have to dicied weather to pay for Gas or pay for food Its sad and very desturbing in more ways then one . The ones that will pay dearly for it are those not yet even borne becouse in the feuture they will have to live
Been Gone For Like, A Year. Here's An Update.
Well, I quit my job at the daycare and went back to school. Paralegal for now, then when I graduate I'm thinking a Major in Psychology and a minor in Criminology.  A very close family friend of mine passed away not too long ago. We really weren't expecting it. It hit me really hard. His memorial is on Saturday at a bar of all places. A man who drank himself to death having a memorial in a bar. Nice. I'm starting to get out more. Getting over my panic attacks. It's taking a bit, but I'm able to go out and shoot some pool.  I turn 21 in 3 weeks. Excited? Yes. Yes I am. I met a guy who pretty much stole my heart. That's all I have to say about that.  3 years since Ms. Cooper died. Amazing how time flies.  Landon just turned 4, and he's starting school this year. I can't freaking believe it. It makes me feel so old. I met him when I was 16 years old, and now look at him? He's still muh baby. No matter how old he is. His mom is expecting her third. Jesus. It's like she's making up for
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Need Help With Some Things.
I have some questions that i would love some answers to.   !. What does it mean to be cherry bombed? 2. What determins how many points you get for being bombed? 3. How do you pay someone in fubucks? 4. What gets you more points, rating someone with the boomerrang or auto  11's?
The Obama Elite Vs. The American People
This Tuesday voters in Missouri, by a 40-point margin, approved a ballot measure rejecting the individual mandate at the core of President Barack Obama's health care law. Asked what the vote meant to the White House, press secretary Robert Gibbs said: "Nothing." Yesterday in San Francisco, federal judge Vaughn Walker gave the exact same weight to a California ballot measure that affirmed marriage as an institution between one man and one woman. Specifically Judge Walker overturned the California Marriage Protection Act after concluding, as a matter of fact, that the majority of Californians who voted to protect marriage were bigots who had no rational basis to define marriage on their own terms. Here are just some of the "facts" Judge Walker found: Religious beliefs that gay and lesbian relationships are sinful or inferior to heterosexual relationships harm gays and lesbians. The campaign to pass Proposition 8 relied on stereotypes to show that same-sex relationships are inferior t
House Fire I Was Injured At
Thanks Mark for being there when I needed you. (nb. not sparkly Mark) The guy from my stoned blogs!   And Kins .... just when I needed cheering up, you sent a text. I could pinch your lovable cheeks :) You had just knocked one out or so you said. But i'll forgive you! Jai, I told him what you said :( .... he says not to worry you are both GAY!!! :) And thanks to everyone else that has had to listen to me whinge. Thanks!!!
Anatomy Of A Mumm.
How to mumm like an over-sensitive, paranoid n00b: Your mumm must have comment approval on at LEAST. Salute required/no HTML - that's up to you, but would add to the ambiance of your mumm. Mumm Subject Matter. Your mumm subject must be a non-mumm - example: Who do you think will win between sports team A and sports team B. If you mumm about something fantastical, all the better - example: Who do you think would win at D&D - Bill Gates of Microsoft or Steve Jobs of Apple. IMPORTANT - you must already have made up your mind about this. There's no room for you to be undecided about the outcome, this is entering the realms of making an actual mumm, something you must avoid at all costs. Having a strong emotional attachment to your subject matter is a must, like being a huge fan of sports team A and having sports team B be your own teams biggest rival. Or, you could be an employee of either Microsoft or Apple.  Example mumm subject: Who do you think would win at D&D between Bill Gates o
My Bones
I fractured my patela (knee cap) and pulled a tendon in the back of my knee, ACL. So I am on restriction and cannot fight. This means I will become a major bitch for a while. If I can't train then I am all mentally a mess and frustrated. I never broke a bone in my life until a few months ago I broke my toe. I thought that was pretty funny. I am not broke just fractured this time, guess I am getting softer in my old age. I am pretty pissed off because this means I can not test for my red belt until my knee heals. Unless my instructor desides to be nice to me and test me without the sparring since he knows I can already spar.I doubt he will do that for me. Somtimes I think He is harder on me than any other student he has and I still can't figure out why. grrrr Tonight we are having a Demo for the dojo. My kids and I have been training for this for months. Of course I cannot do my demo now because of my knee, but my kids get to kick ass in it. I am so excited. I hope to get some video o
Doctor said i can't go back to work till next week.... yay... blarg
Random Random
1. Im a nail biter 2. I always feel like I have to be "on" 3. I LOVE the cold. I rarely wear a jacket during the winter, and constantly have the air on in my car year round... when I actually HAVE a car that is 4. Im not at all the same person online as I am in person. Im more shy and quiet 5. Ive become more of a shut in the past few months even though Im meeting more people 6. Im extremely charismatic, and hate it at times 7. Im proud to admit Im a hypocrite  8.  I have a fear of sock puppets, and NO, I dont want to explain why 9. I havent had any caffeine in almost 2wks, and havent snapped on anyone... surprisingly 10. I can never think of ten things to fill these lists up with...
Write Me People
when im gone im gonna need real ones   heres the addy Andy Smith 10 E North AvePittsburgh, Pennsylvania 15212     pleasekthanx
I Am Not Evolved From Monkeys....cause I Can't Climb Trees Very Well ( Part 1)
I am going to start a series of blogs this morning that will run for ...well I don't know how long.  Probably until I get finished.  I thought it would be interesting to look at where we are on this planet, our place in the universe and how we might take all those pieces and fit them together in this little puzzle we are doing called life.  Just some nice light reading with your coffee in the morning.  It really is, however, the very essence of what we think about deep within as we struggle with all that occurs in our lives.  The ups and downs, the loss and tragedy, the joy of our families and children and loved ones.  The necessity of gaining material goods and the need for love and happiness.  The disgust many of us feel at those who do not care about others even though they ride in the same cosmic boat and never seem to pick up an oar and give a helping hand.  Instead they want to hurt us rather than help us.   Let me say to start with that I am not writing this to convert you to a
Just over a year ago my life was shattered when I became seperated from my now ex wife after she made it clear that she is no longer inlove and is a homosexual.  Trying to get my life back in order I had met several women over the year but nothing had panned out.  This June (2010) I met a wonderful woman here on Fubar but she lived in Florida.  We had such a connection from our first conversation.  Our likes and dislike, our outlook for life and the many things that we have in common.  But alas again she lived in Florida and I never thought anything would become of our conversations and flirtations. Having PC issues I was unable to use FU for nearly a month and lost contact with her.  On July 14th 2010 my daughter had surgery and I had to stay at the hospital overnight with her so I took my now repaired laptop with me to kill time.  Out of the blue I got a IM in my shoutbox and it was her.  We tallked for hours and she surprised me with saying she was moving to Pennsylvania and maybe
Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Limited Edition Watch
Some of you will no doubt recognize new Corum Golden Bridge Lady Diamond Watch as a derivative of an existing style they have, to others this unique watch will be all new. Years ago Corum was able to develop a mechanical movement that was shaped like a bar (more or less linear as opposed to square or circular). They placed it in a horizontal fashion in watches. It was incredible to look at as they cased in a traditionally sized squarish case with the movement placed in the middle being showcased through the sapphire crystals.  This concept has been adopted here and is now placed horizontally instead of vertically with the new Corum Gold Bridge Lady Diamond watch. The new position of the movement is more flattering to the wrist in the rectangular 41mm x 34mm sized case that comes in either red gold or white gold. Aside from the 180 diamonds on the case and face, and the unique placement of the dial, the real show here is in the mechanical C0113 movement and in watching its ongoing oper
Breitling Bentley Gold Pocket Watch
In honor of Walter Owen "W.O." Bentley, who founded the famed British marque that bears his name in 1919, Breitling Bentley is set to unveil a one-of-a-kind Grande Complication pocket watch from the Breitling for Bentley collection at Baselworld in Switzerland later this year. The movement of the Breitling Bentley Masterpiece watch combines two of the most sophisticated complications in the "horological repertoire": a perpetual calendar (displaying the date, day, month, leap years and moon phases) that takes account of the quadrennial occurrence of February 29th; and a minute repeater striking the hours, quarters and minutes on demand. Based on a late 19th century design from Breitling Bentley 's archives, the timepiece comprises almost 700 parts. The cover of the 18-carat yellow gold case is adorned with an engraving depicting W.O. Bentley at the wheel of one of his early racing models. tags: Chanel J12 DiamondsCCorum Golden bridgeCUlysse Nardin Maxi M
Nothing Will Ever Compare To You :(
It's been seven hours and fifteen daysSince u took your love awayI go out every night and sleep all daySince you took your love awaySince you been gone I can do whatever I wantI can see whomever I chooseI can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurantBut nothingI said nothing can take away these blues'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youIt's been so lonely without you hereLike a bird without a songNothing can stop these lonely tears from fallingTell me baby where did I go wrongI could put my arms around every boy I seeBut they'd only remind me of youI went to the doctor and guess what he told meGuess what he told meHe said girl you better have funNo matter what you doBut he's a fool'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youAll the flowers that you planted, mamaIn the back yardAll died when you went awayI know that living with you baby was sometimes hardBut I'm willing to give it another tryNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing compa
Why Me
 know  that its been a while since i have wrote on here but i am need to get some feelings out, its been a year since me and my ex broke up i think about him all the time i know that he is happy and thats a good thing, i just wish that i could be happy my kids are still in his life and they will always will be. i love his mom and dad and his grandparents and his sister. its just really hard letting go because we were together for 5 years. he wont talk to me or anything he told me that we will alwys be friends but i do not see that happend at all i just wish the best for him. he was my best friend and in my heart he will always will be,
The Real Deal
there is this woman i once knew who had four kids...three beautiful daughters and one handsome sonshe had a boyfriend who she loved more then her kids...sad to day but trueone day something had happened and her kids where taken away from her and went to the foster care systemthe question is...did she care...i think noteverytime she went to go see her kids she would tell them that she was trying...and one day she would bring them back homedays turned into weeks..weeks turned into months...and months turned into yearseventually all her kids became adults and left the systemall her kids did go back to her just to realize that she had not chamged...she was still with the man that hurt them and was still making poor choicesthey all eventualy got kicked out or moved out because they couldn't put up with her bullshitone always kept on going back...but nothing ever changed...she just kept on getting hurt and and leaving orgetting kicked outnow two of her kids are is about to be a
Ani Difranco - Fuel
They were digging a new foudation in ManhattanAnd they discovered a slave cemetary thereMay their souls rest easyNow that lynching is frowned uponAnd we've moved on to the electric chairAnd I wonder who's gonna be president, tweedle dum or tweedle dummer?And who's gonna have the big blockbuster box office this summer?How about we put up a wall between houses and the highwayAnd you can go your way, and I can go my mayExcept all the radios agree with all the tvsAnd all the magazines agree with all the radiosAnd I keep hearing that same damn song everywhere I goMaybe I should put a bucket over my headAnd a marshmallow in each earAnd stumble around forAnother dumb-numb waiting for another hit song to appearPeople used to make recordsAs in a record of an eventThe event of people playing music in a roomNow everything is cross-marketingIts about sunglasses and shoes Or guns and drugsYou chooseWe got it rehashedWe got it half-assedWe're digging up all the gravesAnd we're spitting on the pastA
Tuesday, August 3rd 170 810 1,607 4,038 350 [162 @ 46%] 2,219 [310 @ 14%]
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Where To Choose Your Wedding Dresses?
The biggest day of your life will be the day you start shopping for your wedding dresses and wedding gown. All of your life you have dreamed of what you will look like in your bridal gown and the first bridal dress that you actually put on will thrill you to no end         The day of your wedding people will ask how many wedding dresses you had to try on before you selected your wedding gown. Actually many quinceanera dresses are worn for quinceanera dresses and then again many quinceanera dresses are worn for prom dresses as well. Bridal gowns can have very long trains and some bridal dresses have very short trains. Some bridal gowns are made of tulle fabric and some bridal dresses are made of all lace. No matter what, choose from many wedding gowns to know that your final selection of wedding dresses is the one you really want to make.  Please visit our store for your beautiful wedding gown including your Mothers Dress. You can be assured that your purchase on line of your wedding d
Fu-anal Much, Mike?
So, in a conversation with a new friend, I attempted to say (this site's name) sucks at night. After quite a few failed attempts, I changed it to say this site is dead at night. The reply went through.  Is today prove-to-me-that-the-site-owners-and-admin-are-childish day or something? After that bit with scrapper and now this, I'm really starting to wish there were some way for me to communicate how retarded they've made themselves seem to me.
Something To Think On Seriously...
I long to give you rest for your soul and peace in your heart. i know sometimes it looks like life has no peace to offer~~just one big problem after another. its true that the world is filled with hatred,envy,and every sort of evil,so please dont be looking for peace in people or attempting to position yourself where there are no problems.The kind of peace the world tries to offer is built on false hope and man-made idols that will eventually crumble. The peace i give you will transend any trial or tribulation that comes against you because its supernatural. So position yourself completely in my care,and let go of all those things you cannot control. Then you will find true peace. In the middle of chaos and confusion,I will always be your safe place~~a place of peace. Im asking you my child, to share with others the peace i give freely to you. Love, Your King and Your Perfect Peace...
Childhood Memories...
I remember this one time, I was out fishing with my Grandpa, I had to be about 5 or 6. And he cracks open a can of beer, so I ask him "Hey Grandpa, can I have a sip of your beer?" And he looks at me and says, "I dont know, Vince, can your penis reach your asshole?" OBVIOUSLY creeped out, I say no. He says "Sorry, but your not big enough yet"So a few minutes go by and my gramps lights up a cigar, and I say "Hey Gramps, I know you have to be younger to smoke than to drink, so can I try your cigar?" and again, my gramp says "I dont know, Vince, can your penis reach your asshole?" Again, creeped out I say no! He says, "Sorry, but youre not big enough yet"So a few MORE minutes go by, and I bust out a bag of Oreos and start eating them, and my gramps says "Now Vince, I KNOW youre gonna share those with me, right?" And I look at him and say "I dont know, Gramps, can your penis reach your asshole?" And he says "Of course it can, Im a big boy" So I say "Well, then you can go fuck
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Acting is happy agony.  -  Jean-Paul Sartre
Killing Friends
So, I went through my friends list and deleted an ass-load of people and de-fanned another ass-load. Here's why. You bored me, irritated me, point-whored, or contributed nothing to my life. Some of you I may have deleted because, as far as I know, you've been inactive, but I'd love to re-add you if you're still around. Some of you were deleted by fubar, methinks, because there's a number of names that I didn't see in my friends/fans list. Yes, I also deleted people I know irl. They were either annoying or never on. Why don't I want everyone on my friends list? Because it becomes damned annoying when I'm using it to find someone I WANT to talk to. If you think you were deleted in error, let me know. If you actually think that, then it's probably true. But if you suffer from delusions and think you're important to me when you're not, don't get butthurt when I tell you I'm not adding you back because you're a boring, point-whoring, whiny bitch. For those of you who are still on my l
Standing Upon A Sandbar...
Have you ever been out in Nature, and gazed upon a swift-flowing river? It is a beautiful river, sparkling and frothy, filled with diverse currents and rapids, calm pools, gentle shores. Now and then you see a sandbar protruding from the surface; debris carried by the flow hangs-up on these and stays there. Until, one day, the current from the river erodes the sandbar and the debris on the upstream end is swept away, and disappears. We, our friends and family, acquaintances, lovers and former ones, co-workers, the guy who takes your toll, and more lately the ones that join us via the cyber-community, we all stand upon a great shoal in the flowing river of Life. Every now and then, and in no particular order, one of our group vanishes into that great current; leaving those remaining to shuffle uneasily, and to wonder what the Hell happened. But that sand keeps migrating downstream, and that proverbial dune keeps getting more amd more crowded. And sooner or later, we all stand upon th
Forever Doesn't Exist You Know?
Over and over I look in your eyesYou are all I desireYou have captured meI want to hold you I want to be close to youI never want to let goI wish that this night would never endI need to knowCould I hold you for a lifetimeCould I look into your eyesCould I have this night to share this night togetherCould I hold you close beside meCould I hold you for all timeCould I could I have this kiss foreverCould I could I have this kiss forever, foreverOver and over i've dreamed of this nightNow you're here by my sideYou are next to me I want to hold you and touch you and taste youAnd make you want no one but meI wish that this kiss could never endOh baby pleaseCould I hold you for a lifetimeCould I look into your eyesCould I have this night to share this night togetherCould I hold you close beside meCould I hold you for all timeCould I could I have this kiss foreverCould I could I have this kiss forever, foreverI don't want any night to go byWithout you by my sideI just want all my daysSpen
Rant Of The Day/employment
As some of you know, during the summer i run an asphalt sealcoating business and it pretty much goes from mid may to mid september.  I want to speak to you currently  long-term unemployed people whom have not found a job.      First, there is no job that is "beneath" you. You are not too good or too educated to do any job. I understand why you think you are as well, with all the hand-outs the governement gives with no incentive to get a job.      Second, the value of the american worker I believe has been overhyped due to several factors. 1. union contracts 2. raising of minimum wage 3. politicians who coddle americans just to get a vote   NO politician can give you a job, they can only take it away. As Obama has so demonstrated by the term "jobs saved or created"  WHAT is a saved job? and what did the government do to save that job?  although I am not the biggest Bush supporter in the world, unemployment was, on average, at 4.8%. Obama's 2 year average is at 9.7% unemployment.  Th
One Of These Days I'm Going To Set My Filters So I Don't Get Crap Like This Anymore...
I made a MuMM comment in Helly's mumm about old people rambling about shit.. Some 50 year old skank got all offended and sent me some stupid message and blocked me.. I replied to her mumm comments telling her she's acting like an idiot and she needs to mind her own business.. I blocked her because she blocked me and wanted to keep talking shit.. about 20 minutes later I get a message from some newb that has me blocked before i even read the message.. Enjoy this little nugget of stupidity.. i'm just passing on a message for a GREAT friend of mine..u know who..and they have to say this:they said to tell u ur nothing but a scum sucking piece of cow dung!!! NEVER read any of ur messages of mumm replies..cuz they NEVER go back to mumms they comment on and they blocked u anyway..they said ur psycho retard who talks REAL big behind a computer but is nothing but a lowlife,dick licking faggot with a big mouth,small brain and (GUARANTEED)an even SMALLER dick..says ur
Surgery went pretty good. Pain pills are almost too strong, they make me sleep, pleh! Still semi struggling getting around but I went from crutches to my cane. Stairs and driving especially suck! I am hoping when this all heals I will get around alot better!! I hate being cooped up and afternoon tv sucks balls!! I am staying at a friends doing laundry tonight hence being online...............
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Tangled Up In Me
You wanted to know more,More about me?Then watch the world spin around,To get a clue about what you see.Hey, you wanted to understand,Why I push you around,Why I push you away?Take a closer lookAt what’s right in front of you today.What makes you thinkWhat you see is what you get?You think you know meBut in reality you haven’t realized it yet.Everyday you search for her,The damsel in distress,The perfect girl you’ll one day meet;But what you don’t seem to recognize,Is I’m the girl sweeping you off your feet.You wanted to know more,More about how I dream?Well, I’ll have to admit thenThat’s not as complicated as it seems.All I ever wanted was that sunset escapade,Fireworks and shooting stars,In a secret moonlit rendezvous That’s going to end upBetween me and you.Hey you wanted to find love?Open your eyes then and see-All you need to do to find itIs get tangled up in me. 
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I often wonder what is the final and last thing or event that will finish me? What are TEMPLER? Why am I going to try to escape? From what am I going to escape from? Self preservation is fine for Mik,e but for me, I will try to escape. What ever all that means. My daughter can rule Hell! Glory to God N  
Warrant - Sometimes She Cries
Lisa don't think she's pretty no moreStarin' at the stars through a backstreet doorShe tries and tries, make it all work outNo matter what she doesShe left standin' in the middle of doubtIn a lonely nightAnd in the pourin' rainYou can count on meSometimes she criesAnd she's alone at nightSometimes she weepsWhen she's feelin' cold and weakSometimes the painIt just tears her up insideSometimes she criesOoh, I wonder whyLisa don't have a lover no morePlays with her pillow stares at the bedroom floorUsed to have a million, they've come and goneNo matter what she doesShe can't figure out what she's doin' wrongIn a lonely nightAnd in the pourin' rainYou can count on meSometimes she criesWhen she's alone at nightSometimes she weepsWhen she's feelin' cold and weakSometimes the painOh it tears her up insideSometimes she criesOoh, yeahLivin', lovin', givin' everything you've gotAfter all the heartacheMaybe give it all just one more shot girlIn a lonely nightAnd in the pourin' rainThe only thing
I Know Tis Late But...
Hell it B Friday!!!!!! Cum join me Friday 8/6 at Midnight Fu time, 3 am EST 4 My HH! Gonna sett off my boommer, autos, Famp N bomb!   Pleease B there!
Perfect Stranger's...
Beneath The Gypsy Moon...
Uttered Absurdities...
The Memories Fade...
Truely Blessed...
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I Go Back On My Promise
I know I said that I had posted the last PNG blog, but there have been shocking events, that I feel I must update on.  Ok, they aren't shocking, but I knew I had to get you hooked in the first sentence. I mentioned that PNG was off Thursday and Friday, so Monday was her first day back in the office.  She came in and we were talking just a bit, and she mentioned something of her plans and said her date showed up, so that was good.  Since sarcasm is my oeuvre, I recognized “herein, lies opportunity!”  So I made what I thought at the time was a tactical mistake:   I mentioned that I too had a date this past weekend.  We discussed it a bit, and talked of other business.  Upon further reflection, I came to the conclusion that PNG must have believed that I was a married man on the make, and not the catch of the year bachelor that I am.  I base this assumption on the fact that now that PNG knows I am out on the market, there has been a definite increase in our interactions in th
A Boy...
A Million Stories...
Mountains To Climb...
     I have climbed so many mountains to do nothing but to fall back down. I'm tired of putting feelings into something to watch them fall down the mountain that I have climbed. I know I'm young and have plenty of things to experience but the way that I see is that I'm mature in ways that some girls my age are not. I'm tired of feelin a certain way and know that I'm the only that can change things. I have told myself that God cannot and will not bless me until I start to do right... I must admit that so far I'm on a pretty good start, deleting certain phone numbers and just praying that God lets "us" one day be together...     Climbing mountains by myself is tyring after a while things seem like they would be better if I had somebody by my side encouraging me as I'm encouraging them. No matter we're both in it till the end. I want to be with someone that isn't going to get to the top of the mountain then give up... Heck we still have to go down. There are plenty of other challenges we
What To Do
When you are with someone you love and they say they love you too what are you suppose to do when it gets turned upside down? I love my guy he is great but a few weeks ago he told me he wasn't attracted to me physically and desired to sleep with someone skinnier and at first I didn't know what to do so I agreed with certain rules set down and he swears that I will not loose him to some one else. I have said yes so that I wont loose him because the only alternative I had was to leave him and I execpt the fact that I may not be able to please him in every way. And yes it does hurt but i tough threw him sitting on the computer looking for friends and maybe friends with benefits. I have the right to do the same but do not feel the need to so I just look for someone to talk to about everything thats going on.
What's Going On??????????
25 years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope For a destination I realized quickly when I knew I should That the world was made up of this Brotherhood of man For whatever that means And so I cry somethimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar So I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take deep breath and I get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin' on And I say hey.... And I say hey what's goin' on And I say hey.... I said hey what's goin' on Oooh.... Oooh.... And I try, oh my God do I try I try all the time In this institution And I pray, oh my God do I pray I pray every single day For a revolution And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed Just to get it all out what's in my head And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar So I wake in the morning and I step outside And I take deep breath and I get real high And I scream from the top of my lungs What's goin'on An
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Booty Call Is Better Then A One Night Stand
“Booty Call” I thought that was a movie. Now I find out it’s more then what I thought it was. Psychologist Peter Jonason, according to his study, says booty calls are better then on-night stands. If you don’t know what a booty call is, it is a late night call for sex from someone you know. When I was younger, it was called getting “laid.” You know sexual terminology is getting so complicated that I don’t know how to as for sex from a babe. I guess I’ll just ask the girl if I she will screw me. Check out the study results,2933,598608,00.html   BlastFM is on call for you 24/7. The best part you don’t have to call just click the link baby 
System Crash 8-04-2010
all the systems at work crashed, so everything has to be done manually.  it's been a lot of fun pissing off the residents here.  i have been in argument after argument with them.  I'm being sarcastic of course.  i can't wait for the tech guys to get here so i don't have to deal with these dumb fucks anymore.  more to come in a few
The Smurfs - The Lost Episode
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Couple New Ones
I've got a few new blogs up.  Shame on me for not keeping up to date at least every couple fo days.  Oh well, never time to start like the present! Don't complain about copy/paste you lazy bums. 
News For The 99'sers   and...
The New Me!!
The One You Forgot
A simple word can break my soulRip me in half, no longer whole.I'm shaking at the very thoughtOf being the one you forgot.You're everything in life to meThe reason why I want to breatheI smile just when I think of youAnd all those things you say and do.Yet, if you don't feel the sameNo one can we really blame.It's just the way life sometimes goesYou can't escape all of its blows.But I wish this once to be freeOf the hope we'd never be.That's something I don't want to face.Don't want to feel so out of place.I've planned everything around usNow it may not be enough.Threads are barely holding onAnd your words can break their bond.Or you can make them tighter stillRenew my strength and my will.Keep me believing love is realIf you return the way I feelPlease don't hurt me, but if you doMake it gentle. Help me through.I love you and fear that timeWill cost me my peace of mind.I pray I didn't wait too longTo let you know my love is strong.And without you it's merely wasteOnce so sweet, now bi
Every Now And Then
What if all the love inside meIsn’t enough to make it?What if I choose to believe? But everything around me is Is an illusion?What if everything I want it?Just a creation of my dreams…And every now and thenI try to pretend all this is realAnd every now and thenI find myself crying again And every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if I can’t make a sound?But I want to screamWhat if my soul is burning?But find myself afraid to seeSo afraid to see…What if I had belong somewhere?But I got pushed away….And every now and thenI feel a little bit of lonelinessAnd every now and thenI find myself bleeding againAnd every now and thenI am still in love with youWhat if you became apart of me?And I can’t separate myselfWhat if I know what's worth fighting for?But I don’t know whom to trust…Will I ever know?What if it’s right before my eyes?But to busy waiting for the second chance?And every now and thenI would open my heartAnd every
Time For Some Change
  That is all.
Lesson 4
Discovering The Little Known Secrets Of Creating Cool Web PagesToday’s Lesson – Part 4: Dynamic Links Let us now bring your website to life with dynamic links. The image link, drop-down links and button links. These link with bring out your creativity in your website instead just having the same a href links link most other sites have. Images To type out the source of an image is very tricky for new XHTML coders. You can use .gif, .jpg or .png images, these are extensions of your images. These three extensions are recommended for images on your sites. To know which type of image you are using may be tricky if your computer is set to hide known extensions such as .gif, .jpg or .png. Tip: If your image does not show the extension beside it, you may want to change your computer settings to do so. To fix this in Windows XP, open a folder window on your computer such as My Documents. You will now be able to see the image extension. It is best to rename the image
Lesson 3
Discovering The Little Known Secrets Of Creating Cool Web Pages Today’s Lesson – Part 3 Did you now that links are the most fundamental part of the World Wide Web? What are links? These links tie your website all together. With out links you cannot navigate from one page to another. You would have a one-page website. Not very functional unless that is all you have to offer. Therefore, you need to learn how to link your pages together to make a more dynamic website. The Three Links There are three different kinds of links you can have on your website: Links to anchors on the current page (Internal). These links are used when you have a lot of text on one page. For example: o FAQ o Question and Answers o Books Links to other pages within the current site (Local) or known as your own domain. These links are used to re-direct to some other page on your site. For example: o Home Page, About Page, Contact Page o Link to Email Address o Link to Document or PDF files o
Lesson 2
Discovering The Little Known Secrets Of Creating Cool Web PagesToday’s Lesson – Part 2 of 4: More About Images Did you know there are three ways to put images on a website? These are the three ways to put images on a website: 1. CSS and DIV tags using stylesheets 2. Putting them in tables 3. Putting them on the site alone (free form technique) The differences between them is: The first way, using stylesheets, is a way to put your images on a background layer. The great thing of this method is that you can write text over the images. You put theses images in the div tags and call them up anytime you want. The second way, using tables, is a way you put your images inside table definitions. You can also write on these images but you have to take the image to background layer using td tags, but you cannot call them anytime you want. The third way, using free form technique, you select an image from a file that you display on the website but it will go anywhere
Lesson 1
Discovering The Little Known Secrets Of Creating Cool Web Pages Today’s Lesson – Part 1 of 4: Discovering Image TagsDid you ever wonder how images were displayed on a website? I have the answer for you! By discovering the XHTML style img tag to present your images. The XHTML style img tags encourage creativity on a website. You just have to acquire the knowledge to put your specially chosen images on your website. When you put your images on the website dynamically, your web page changes from an ordinary website to an extraordinary website! However, what type of image is preferable in XHTML? The most commonly used image types are GIFs, PNGs, and JPEGs. All images are in compressed formats which prejudices them to different uses. GIFs can have no more than 256 colors, but they maintain the colors brilliantly of the original image. The lower the number of colors you have in the image, the lower the file size will be. SECRET TIP: GIFS SHOULD BE USED FOR IMAGES WIT
Born Under A Bad Sign
Born under a Bad Sign We are all products of our upbringing and environment - Duh. We are taught which political party to belong to, what our religious beliefs are, that minorities are dangerous, that whitey is the devil and all matter of whatnot by our families. Then we are placed into schools primarily made up of like-minded people and these ideas are fortified. We are not really required to make decisions regarding these matters along the way. If we are fortunate (arguable), we find our ways into colleges where other people teach us that we are in fact not Republicans but Progressives and that God is a great lie invented by weak minded people to lull them thru a life of mediocrity. They convince us that we evolved from primordial goo and that monkeys are our former selves. I often wonder why the current monkeys didn't evolve... but, I digress. It is not unless we are very fortunate that we get the chance to explore our planet. This opportunity enables us to call into question our pr
Lil Innocent Ol Me...
Got the blick from Scrapper.   I wanted to say 'They should beat up that Tom guy from Myspace cos he looks like a paedo'. And I realised I was blicked!   Well I did say comment approval was for assholes but he approved that comment! And not the comment where I replied 'I just peed' on his pissing contest comment.     Whhhhhhhhhy Goood Whhhhhhhhhhy!?
Ban Overturned!!!!!
(CNN) -- A federal judge in California has knocked down the state's voter-approved ban on same-sex marriage, ruling Wednesday that the state's controversial Proposition 8 violates the U.S. Constitution. Chief U.S. District Judge Vaughn Walker found in his ruling that the ban violated the Constitution's equal protection clause under the 14th Amendment. The closely watched case came some two years after Californians voted to pass Proposition 8, which defined marriage as a union between a man and a woman. Neither opponents nor supporters of same-sex marriage said before the ruling that it would likely be the last. Both sides said the decision will be appealed and eventually wind up in the U.S. Supreme Court.
Muslim Belief Please Read
Muslim Belief This is a true story and the author, Rick Mathes, is a well-known leader in prison ministry. The man who walks with God always gets to his destination. If you have a pulse you have a purpose. The Muslim religion is the fastest growing religion per capita in the United States, especially in the minority races!!! Last month I attended my annual training session that's required for maintaining my state prison security clearance. During the training session there was a presentation by three speakers representing the Roman Catholic, Protestant and Muslim faiths, who explained each of their beliefs. I was particularly interested in what the Islamic Imam had to say. The Imam gave a great presentation of the basics of Islam, complete with a video. After the presentations, time was provided for questions and answers. When it was my turn, I directed my question to the Imam and asked: 'Please, correct me if I'm wrong, but I understand that most Imams and clerics of
You Know You're In Texas When...
You know you're in Texas when...   You discover that in July, it takes only 2 fingers to drive your car . . . You no longer associate bridges (or rivers) with water . . . You can say 110 degrees without fainting . . . You eat hot chili to cool your mouth off . . . You can make sun tea instantly . . . You learn that a seat belt makes a pretty good branding iron . . . You notice the best parking place is determined by shade instead of distance . . . Hotter water comes from the cold water tap than the hot one . . . It's noon in July, kids are on summer vacation, and not one person is moving on the streets . . . You actually burn your hand opening the car door . . . Sunscreen is sold year round, kept at the front of the checkout counter . . . A formula less than 30 SPF is a joke and you only wear that to go to the corner store . . . Hot air balloons can't go (at all) . . . No one would dream of putting vinyl upholstery in a car . . . Your biggest bicycle wreck
When U Think Life Sucks
ppl think that their lives suck some ppl have an easy life i know from personal record how hard life can b ive never had a normal child hood was a punching bag for 13 yrs ive been made fun of picked on cause i look diffrernt talk different wasnt born with a silver spoon in my mouth never had things handin to me i worked for every thing i have ppl judge way too quick bout a person get to know b4 u judge
Skeptical? Yes i am,and why shouldn't I be I've been to a few sites. Not enough to be a so called expert but enough to form an opinion on them. And so far I am of the opinion that i am not impressed with them.Between the bots and kids and idiots I had all but given up hope that anything else existed so my bud tells me about fubar. He told me i wont be disappointed,will I? Who knows, but ill give it a shot. So far it seems like a cool site, but so did so many others. i really hope i'm not disappointed this time. "prayin" like hell this doesn't suck lol
Is A Kiss Like Soup
The hotter the better, as long as it doesn't burn?
An Honest Review Of
Originally posted at I have been a member of fubar (Also known by other names as it evolved) for 3 1/2 years. I don’t work for the site, I don’t live in California and I don’t have the instant messenger, telephone numbers, personal email addresses or any other contact information of any of the fubar staff. I did volunteer as a bouncer on the site for a period of time until personal obligations took away the time that I would need to spend as a bouncer so I chose to resign. fubar is a Social Networking website with a twist, that twist being the addition of a points game to “level” on the site. The game takes certain twists along the way and like life itself the game changes. New goals are added and some old goals are removed when they are no longer relevent to the overall game. fubar is an 18+ web site, 18+ is by no means to be taken as an adult website. Just because a person
Talent Scout, Talent Sponsor, Talent Show / Contests Co-host
scout , sponsor since 1997.   attempted show / contest in 2009.       learned to improvise poems, jokes, jokestories, songs, short stories in 2009 - 2010. Long short story is suspense thriller fast & furiously vocalized which takes 35 minutes. Longest jokestory about 30 pages. Longest career assistance research effort 8 years.   late 2009 - 2010 humming bass voice vocals sounding like bass trombone jazz in accompaniment to any tune in any musical genre, done improvisationally.    
About Me N Some Of My Life
here it is .. in a few weeks ill be 2 years since my x r/l wife left me for someone from this site ..that was 10 years of my life 8 of them spent married to her still hurts on how could someone do something like this im a little mody latly im sorry .. but when you have a kid n wake up looking for him n remember he doesnt live with you any more its hard to go back to bed .. so many night i cry .. not cause of not haven her but cause i dont have my son with me all the time any more .. its a very hard and pain ful thing ... wel i needed to vent some .. thank you all who read this .. im sure most ya wont give a rats a$$ but i thought i would share on how i feel .. most the time
Love to see them play hide and seek. One of my nicknames is also Ditzy Doodlebug.
Small Spiders
As long as they don't bite, I don't sqush.
great fish bait.
Praying Mantis
Long slender legs.
Nsfw Pics
So this idiot left me a shout yesterday asking to see my NSFW pics. I left him one back and told him he was an idiot.  :)     bigd: WOW !! SORRY FOR EVEN ASKING !! IDIOT? YEA UR COOL ..EXCUSE THE FUCK OUT OF ME !!! 11:12am Suga Lips: pretty much. assuming someone has NSFW pics and then asking to see them makes you an idiot. You have no reason to get high and mighty with me 11:14am bigd: AND I DONT ASSUME !! IT SAYS YOU HAVE NSFW PICS ! 11:15am Suga Lips: That doesn't mean I'm naked, you moron 11:16am Suga Lips: It can be marked because it has the word 'fuck' in it. Think outside the box bigd: I DIDNT ASSUME YOU WERE NAKED IN THEM !!! I JUST ASKED TO SEE THEM ..... FUCK UR A RUDE ASS PERSON ... 11:18am Suga Lips: Why would you ask to see them if you didn't think I was naked? I wasn't born yesterday, you know. People ask because they assume they're gonna see ass and tits bigd: WOW THINK OUT SIDE THE BOX DUH ...THIER PRIVATE I WAS
If I Where Your Man
ladys what would u want from me if i was your man?
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Millions Of Things Are Running In Her Mind.
millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ...she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his frien
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Back Again
Hello again all who read this! Just wanted to update you on everything. Court went okay still worried about things and hope that my ex and his family will keep up their side of the compromise, we shall see in time. If they don't then we will have to fight so I can get my girls(which I really don't want to do but if it is necessary I will). So tired of having to fight with him and his family because whenever we come to an agreement it always gets fucked up and taken away over something stupid, which crushes me each time because I get my hopes up and they are crushed once again.. which is messed up, and it kills me inside and out especially makes my nerves totally fried and makes me have extrememly bad migranes. It always has to be his way or the highway, he isn't trying to be fair about things like usual but when is life fair? We finally did agree to leave our personal lives out of everything and just focus on whats best for the girls, should make things a lil bit easier(hopefully), gue
Rate Me Please
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Childhood Crushes
Does anyone remember their first childhood crush? weather it was a female or male?  For me in the 70s it was Susanne Sommers then in the 80s  it was Cindy Crawford. And she still looks good today!
so the game was pretty good last night even though it was an hour and a half rain delay...almost got a ball but the guy in front of us snagged it which was kind of a good thing because if he hadnt then his gf woulda taken it right in the chops....   food was good though WAAAAAAAAAAY overpriced but i knew that before i left   the women there were just awesome...i won a free umbrella and bag   now im waiting to hear back from the college here for my finacial aid appointment     whats you all up to?
Family Add
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Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never claimed to be a saintOoh, my own was banished long agoIt took the death of hope to let you goSo break yourself against my stonesAnd spit your pity in my soulYou never n
Nsfw, Camming, And Insulting Friends Of Mine
I have a friend on here, and several other friends of mine have noted this, that they are continually being hit on by men and women who want them (my friend(s)) to exchange NSFW pictures, or webcam with them naked.  My friend(s) say "No", but that doesn't seem good enough. I have advised them to inform the webmasters and real life managers of this site, of the offenders. Hopefully, they will eradicate these violators. In many states, webcam'ng in the nude is a felony cybercrime, and you can (men and women both) be arrested, should the offended party take it to that level. Extremely embarrasing to be put on the "Sex Offender" list of you local, state, and Federal law enforcement agencies. Plus, most sex offenders are on this site and many more like it. To you, who are on that list already, you can be arrested and your suspended sentence will become active and you will go to prison. You will serve your remaining time, and the time for this conviction.  So, my advice: when a woman, or man
I hope no ever reads this , I fill that I am at my wits end. I can not take anymore.  Life will never get better, it never has! I fill as though I will never escape the binds that hold me in hell.  How long must a soul suffer , how long? Crying over all the pain trying to pretend that life will get better yet it never has! They broke me long ago!  Know I have nothing left no heart, no soul no hope and no love! Wishing that the end was near!
What's In Your Heart
True beauty is in the way she laughsTrue beauty is in her eyesTrue beauty is how she actsTrue beauty is insideTrue beauty is unseenTrue beauty is only feltTrue beauty is not meanTrue beauty is herselfTrue beauty can't be cruelTrue beauty is bareTrue beauty lies within youTrue beauty is always thereTrue Beauty can't be covered with makeupTrue beauty means true loveTrue beauty can't be baked upTrue beauty is the flight of a doveTrue beauty has no flawsFor True beauty is all that matters after all 
What's In Your Heart
True beauty is in the way she laughsTrue beauty is in her eyesTrue beauty is how she actsTrue beauty is insideTrue beauty is unseenTrue beauty is only feltTrue beauty is not meanTrue beauty is herselfTrue beauty can't be cruelTrue beauty is bareTrue beauty lies within youTrue beauty is always thereTrue Beauty can't be covered with makeupTrue beauty means true loveTrue beauty can't be baked upTrue beauty is the flight of a doveTrue beauty has no flawsFor True beauty is all that matters after all 
With Me.....or Aginst Me
This blog has been past due for some time now but I feel now is the perfect opportunity to enlighten ppl in understanding WHO I am,WHAT I believe and stand for and why I no longer will allow myself to not be true to me.                                   WITH ME......Or against me   In the past 3 months I've used this saying more and more frequently and I'm sure I will continue to keep on saying it. The past 3 months have been an eye opening,life learning expirience for sure in many aspects of my life. So here are the things that are important to that if you take the time to read this blog,you can understand me better,understand my actions whether we are friends or no longer friends,this blog will answer many a great things about me,my beliefs and convictions,what i stand for in life and what I will not tolerate. HOPEFULLY by reading this you will be able to answer ANY questions you may have as to why certain things happened,are happening or could POSSIBLY happen in the fu
Damaged Goods
I'm like a car that can't run right - too much hasbeen broken, from the promises that he made me, to the awful words that were spoken You can give me time, all that you have, in this lifetime that we live - but it willnever be enough for I have no more loveto give. As much as I'd like to let you holdme tight within your arms, I'm damaged goods, a smashed photograph, a heart that's frozen to all your charms. I hope someday, you'll accept me as a friend, and maybe then you'll see, that healing cannot come my way, for broken hearts never heal completely. I reach to you Hoping you see I will always love you.. But only Time and Patience  Will help me heal.. Can you be there? Or are you going to run away? And say Screw it, its threw? 
To Those Who Alter, Use, & Claim/tag My Copyrighted Photography As Your Own...
To Those Who Alter, Use, & Claim/Tag MY Copyrighted Pix as Your own... First of all Get an effin Life and Take Your OWN pix to toy with!!! The person(s) in the photos have every right to display them, but not to alter them. I honestly don't mind so much with Certain random photos, but there are certain sets in particular that were set and posed specifically for use in projects I concieved, designed and created. I've seen these photos altered, tagged, and displayed by SOMEBODY else trying to take credit for My work. Read it and weep - Stop altering My Work WITHOUT MY PERMISSION YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND YOU DO NOT HAVE MY PERMISSION and Won't - EVER. I find it to be Very disrespectful to take my work and alter parts of it and then stick YOUR tag on it claiming it to be your own. I'm a Professional Photographer/Digital Imager, And the copyrights to the pix I Took are OWNED by Me - NOT the person(s) In the photos. I put a lot of work into some of the Photography and Graphics I've don
Alone Sitting by my window looking outA couple runs hand in handlaughing as they get wet in the rain.A young man holds open the car door for his belovedAn older couple walks hand in handoblivious to what is going on around them.Laughter all around, love is in the air…I turn around and look into my homeIts empty…… I am aloneAll that is left are the broken promises of yesterdayAll I see are my broken dreams…I sit down to watch Fubar.Alone again…
Live, Love, Laugh
Live, Love, Laugh Live until you die,It's all you can do,In this crazy world,We call Earth.Love until it hurts,It's never easy to let go,But if it really belongs to you,It'll come back.Laugh until you cry,It always makes you smile,When you're wondering,What you were laughing about years later.Plain and simple.
The Reason I Cry
I'm going to turn all your pain aroundI'm going to hold you till you don't need me anymoreI'm going to travel forever and everI'm not going to stop even if I get soreYour My one hope of happinessThe one I can only dream of right nowIf I ever lost you, I'd be afraidBut I'll get over it somehowSo baby, hold me when you are happy.Baby please hold me when your sadHold me, and squeeze me, never let goBecause you are the best That I've ever hadYou are The angel the was meant only for meThe one girl That I want in my lifeYou are the girl of my dreamsThe one who makes my life just rightAnd I would never want you to leave meAnd I never want you to hurtBecause If I see a single tear come from your eyesI promise you, someone will get hurt.You are the butterflies in my stomachYou are the stars I see in the skyYou are many things that I have in my lifeThe only things that really get me byI will never leave you heart brokenIf someone promised you thisI promise you ThatI even loved you from the start
Just Some Stuff I Write
You're there when the darkness comes turning off the ligh tand I'm all alone and then I see your faceyou're there when I'm to tired to go on my legs crumbling under me and then your arms are around me lifting me upyou're there when the tears won't stop hiding somewhere so they can't see don't want to be a burden and then I hear your voice saying "you're not"you're there when I don't know what to do thinking I'm not enough never living up to my own expectations and then you say I amaze youyou're there when I don't feel safe anywhere it all looks to scary don't know where to go next then you take my handyou're there even when I don't ask you to be somehow you just know want you next to me then I turn my head and you're there 
Whats Meant When It Happens
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou touch me,lifting mejust when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!
Well, I figure this is as good a place as any to start de-mystifying what the cloud is. Most of my usage is on Amazon Web Services (AWS), so I'll mostly be focusing on cloud information based on that (no, I don't work there.). However, I'll try to be as general as possible. Cloud computing has a lot of misconception degrading the experience, and has the potential for being a major operational pain to those who don't understand it. The point of this blog, is to actually give people a bit of a jump. This is mainly going to be conceptual, with a couple of potential scenarios, but mostly just concepts. Enjoy.
The Sex Monster
Strictly Sexual
The Auteur
Oh God....
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, Oh breathe, just breathe May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss "Just a day" he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him. Maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle you
Continuation Blog Again
Stars, fishes and sand grains are everywhere but what they have in common are what I see in you... The stars at night though shining brightly with their luminosity your eyes are enough for what I need to stargaze during the night. The fishes though they come in schools or in singles you live off your own beauty without them. Finally, the sand grains wherever they are found I cannot begin to count the times we would spend, memories shared and find each other's love in our hearts. 
Sad Silly Ones In Shout Box
jimson: hey jimson: hun To jimson: ? jimson: hw r u To jimson: ok jimson: fun or not To jimson: not jimson: y To jimson: Not that you're owed an explanation but I'm getting ready to go to bed jimson: may i help u jimson: huny To jimson: One, not your honey. Two, why would I need your help to go to bed? jimson: not goin bed jimson: in bed To jimson: Well, I'm thrilled that your in bed. I am not currently and I am about to get ready to go to bed. jimson: ok jimson: so u come on to bed To jimson: What? jimson: just .. To jimson: Just what? To jimson: Seriously, no clue what you're rambling about jimson: i am taking u in bed To jimson: LMAO Not in this life time or the next jimson: ok jimson: gn To jimson: whatever
Whatever This Is, 2 Am Bullshit
I watched my world burn to the ground to the beating of a broken heart. I watched the flames take down all i loved, or would ever love, and leave nothing but ashes. I looked down and seen the matches in my own hands. what have I done?
You Dont Have To Be A Fubar Whore To Get Ratings & Profile Views " I'm Proof :) "
this is for a certain disbeliever that thinks the only way to get ratings & profile views is by being a bling whore ie on here 24/7 promoting themselves, wasting real money on pimpouts, bling , gifts, Vips etc... and I got  these ratings  just being  on a couple hrs a day , returning ratings , adding  friend requests , fanning those who fan me & the cuties on here, randomly  clicking on those scrolling by and liking them  and thats it . Well my pics  help some :P  see its possible ...mwahz  My Stats  LikesProfile ViewsTooltip ViewsPhoto ViewsProfile Ratings [11's]Photo ratings [11's] Tuesday, August 3rd ** 168 788 1,560 4,012 341 [157 @ 46%] 2,216 [307 @ 14%] Monday, August 2nd 105 267 479 792 116 [43 @ 37%] 390 [20 @ 5%] Sunday, August 1st 22 68 135 339 25 [20 @ 80%] 220 [152 @ 69%] Saturday, July 31st 23 134 270 687 59 [51 @ 86%] 355 [316 @ 89%] Friday, July 30th 51 340 649 3,141 124 [116 @ 94%] 2,048 [1,787 @
My Warped Day 2010
After only making an outline for last years WT I've decided to type up a quick blog mostly for my personal records because I do not think anybody reads these things anymore.  Ended up leaving here early and getting there at about 11:30am which was the earliest I think we've ever made it there.  Instead of having the bands and everyone on the concrete as in years past it was on grass which was better for the heat, but not better for my shoes, stepped in gum somewhere along the way, but that could have happened on concrete too. There was a nice hill to sit on and could see and hear the main stage while taking a break from walking around in the large crowd of people. After finding where all of the different stages were we looked at the big board for when the bands play.  Three of the 10 bands that I wanted to see played at the same time roughly 1:30.  I ended up seeing the last 4 songs of The Cab and the last 4 songs of Pierce The Veil so I'm not quite sure what I missed from them, but
My Moobs
My moobs are not shapely at all, I shall not show them!
Heaven Is A Place We All Wait To See
... is it filled with rainbows and flowers or is it just a meeting place for lost loved ones? to me it is a place yet to be seen but hey i can wait a nother 50 yrs because i have many loved ones here yet i want to spend eternity with.... to all we make life what we can and soon this earth will be filled with rainbows and flowers for me......
Death Threats Over A Fu Engagement
Buzz:  100% sh*t faced! Level: Fu-King (24) Gender: Male, 20 Location: Djibouti Status: FML   9:11pm KryptionPLURR: So what did you do? 9:12pm KryptionPLURR: how'd you con her into being fuengaged to you? 9:13pm Deacon Fu ...: i didnt con anyone. 9:13pm KryptionPLURR: yeah ok 9:13pm KryptionPLURR: nvm......Just tell katie, I really like her, and she fuckin played head games with me 9:13pm KryptionPLURR: and I'm done with fu now 9:14pm KryptionPLURR: fuck it 9:14pm KryptionPLURR: So waht d
[i Don't Think Winamp Understands "random"]
I mean... it never has.but tonight more than usual.Okaytime to play doctoropen your blouse and scream "ooh~"...why does that NEVER work?I can't sleep because I'm a big ball of sexual frustration.Woo!Y'know what's worse than that?Being a big ball of sexual frustrationcovered in bees.What was I talking about?Probably foodrobotsand sexFirst upgnocchiI still can't make this stuff from scratchme- dumplingsproducts with flournever quite works outbut I didfind out that if you boil it til it floats,drain itand toss it into a flat iron skillet with ribeye juice in ityou got yourself an oral orgasmYou'll want to swallow.Not quite a pan sauce, not quite gravy, and for some reason the starchy lil dumplings seem to grab it up pretty good.I like mine with artichoke and almond pesto"why artichoke almond pesto you crazycrazy man"Because I have artichokesI have almondsI have a blenderIt also goes good with black olive tepanad and sundried tomatosthought I'd share that with youbut yeah, its a very rich,
My Blessing ....
as most of you know I have not been feeling to shit terrific hot the last while   this is not a whining blog but just want to share one of the most amazing young ladies I have ever had the fortune of knowing   Amanda   she is my staff ... shes 19 and I took a chance on her 2 years ago when she was being put out of her home because step daddy was more important .... she calls me the Mother she wish she had.   I figured out Mothers day she holds me in a special spot in her heart I am not sure what I did to deserve when she brought me flowers but what she has been doing since I have been unwell blows my mind. Shes the one I called when I needed to run to emergency at random times in the middle of the night. Her and her boyfriend come no questions asked and after hours of waiting with me she would sleep for 2 hours and open my store. She has kept my store going while I was not able to be there locked up the store and come straight to my house to take my grocery list and bring
Missouri And Iowa Today
We had two couples join us yesterday in Kansas City. Three baggers between them. So now there is another lady rider with me! The factory tour was nice but it didn't make me want a new bike. It made me want to get out of the building and RIDE. Harley does have a nice tour of their Kansas City plant. I recommend it. A small group of us chose to ride backroads through farm towns today on our way to our hotel. 300 miles of beautiful green pastures, lawns, and crops. It was an amazing day. The other group chose to ride the interstate and they hit pretty heavy traffic at one point and although they should have gotten to the hotel 90 minutes before us, they were only around 10 minutes ahead of us. Weather reports are calling for some pretty severe storms to blow through tonight. It also looks like we will be riding into heavy rain tomorrow. I bought a rain suit on Day 2 so I'm covered. It was fun to see the horse drawn plow, buggies, Amish women sitting on their porches, preparing something f
My Daughter And Her Journey.....kicking Leukemias Ass
First let me say i am not posting this because i want you to feel sorry for me...or her.  She is in remission and this ordeal will only make her a stroger person in the future.  If she can overcome this......nothing will stop her. I guess i am posting this because FUBAR seems to have alot of drama lately......people have forgotten what is really important in life. So seriously....quit feeling sorry for yourselves that you dont have that bling or this bling.....that that person bought this for someone and not you................   This slideshow design generated with Smilebox
Take This Blog Over
Say whatever you want in the feeple's blog it is a free forum blog, please?
Eastern haze. Crickets playing frog.The air binds and dragslike wet garments against leatherNo cause for consumptionjust gasps betweenecstatic moansand pleading ransomsTracing the beads of your sweat down the gentle slopes and valleys with the tips of my fingersthe tip of my tonguethe tip of my amplewideintellect.Both faculties in question seriously underestimatedunderappreciatedand certainly under used. Better than a pocket full of beta blockersand a bottle overflowing with tremors, terrors and dreamsThe kind that wakemid resolutionvacant arousaldistinctlingeringsensationThe smell of dry hair and conditionerlaundered linenswet kisses in the best placesthe sharp dig of manicured fingersand the pulsating grind-churning and billowingof yet another mundane dawn without you.Possitively bursting with disappointment
The Way You Make Me Feel
Hee-Hee! Ooh! Go On Girl! Aaow! Hey Pretty Baby With The High Heels On You Give Me Fever Like I've Never, Ever Known You're Just A Product Of Loveliness I Like The Groove Of Your Walk, Your Talk, Your Dress I Feel Your Fever From Miles Around I'll Pick You Up In My Car And We'll Paint The Town Just Kiss Me Baby And Tell Me Twice That You're The One For Me The Way You Make Me Feel (The Way You Make Me Feel) You Really Turn Me On (You Really Turn Me On) You Knock Me Off Of My Feet (You Knock Me Off Of My Feet) My Lonely Days Are Gone (My Lonely Days Are Gone) I Like The Feelin' You're Givin' Me Just Hold Me Baby And I'm In Ecstasy Oh I'll Be Workin' From Nine To Five To Buy You Things To Keep You By My Side I Never Felt So In Love Before Just Promise Baby, You'll Love Me Forevermore I Swear I'm Keepin' You Satisfied 'Cause You're The One For Me The Way You Make Me Feel (The Way You Make Me Feel) You Really Turn Me On (You Really Turn Me On) You Knock Me Off Of My Feet Now Baby-Hee! (Y
tarry\ TAR-ee \verb;  1. To remain or stay, as in a place; sojourn.  2. To delay or be tardy in acting, starting, coming, etc.  3. To wait.
Precaution is better than cure.  -  Johann Wolfgang von Goethe
The Dance (poem)
THE DANCE  The redness of the skies are a magnificent sight. The clouds that are forming look like cotton balls. The flickering figure hypnotizes me with its great amazing dance. Drawing me nearer and nearer to the figure. The figure flirts with me. Eventually asking me if I would care to dance with it. I instantly agree. As I begin to dance with the figure, I forget all that’s around me. I declare my love to the figure. The figure says it feels the same. I know that we will be together. And forever will we be in the dangerous dance of love.
*work In Progress
*This is unfinished. Just brainstorming,so if it sounds a little off the wall,that's because it's not complete* Watching you walk awayReciting words I want to sayMy skin is bruised My hands are numbYour time is up I've just begunI've had enough of you bringing me downThere's nothing left of youAs I shove your face into the groundSo go ahead and push awayGo ahead and eat awayAt the scars,the flesh of my old wounds
I Guess Everyone Has A Bucket List
I have no idea what to write. My mind is so screwed up these days. I long for quiet days in the sun alone near an ocean. Free from lifes day to days. I wonder if anything will ever change for me? I sit here day after day and dream about what if? I guess untill I decide what if, I will only think and not do. I am so sad and alone inside myself. I feel trapped. I feel so disconnected at times that its as if my ears shut down and I only feel. I attempt to listen yet I hear nothing. I drive to work, home my grams by auot pilot. I eat dinner and take a shower. Its as if my life is stuck in ground hog motion. Same shit everyday. I need something to happen in my life to make me feel alive again. Its as if some part of me died. I can't seem to figure out why it is I never seem to find what I am loooking for? I feel like I forever seek yet never find it. Maybe just maybe? I am truly lost to the wind? I am off to bed to start another round in this thing I call life. I am tired, alone and sad. I
The Dance Of The Drums (poem)
THE DANCE OF THE DRUMS   We dance in a circle Knowing the rhythm of the drums   Pounding fast of the beat We turn to face each other   Bowing as the song fades The beat slowly dies to the silence   Wandering back into the crowd Waiting   The hum of drums beginning I rush back to the beat   To see you again
Environmental Standards Of Ugg Making
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I must look like Fubar Support tonight, but this convo made me giggle. :)     gentalwind: hi are you there 7:11pm Suga Lips: hi 7:12pm gentalwind: hi what's up g 7:12pm Suga Lips: Nothing 7:13pm gentalwind: where are you from 7:13pm Suga Lips: NY 7:14pm gentalwind: right on , me,florida 7:15pm gentalwind: how do you like it in here 7:15pm Suga Lips: I like it fine 7:17pm gentalwind: i am new ,this stuff is hard ,does furbar have a training book 7:18pm gentalwind: lolololo 7:18pm Suga Lips: No 7:19pm gentalwind: how do i become better in here 7:20pm Suga Lips: Leave your dignity and self respect under your mattress 7:2
Buy A Cheap Wedding Dress On Dressok!
How to buy a wedding dress online at reasonable prices? if you have already decided what you are looking for in a wedding dress, please do not go to the store and wait for the clothes. Online shopping. First, it is necessary to explore different sites. Think about what they wish to use your bridesmaids and of course, your personal style. Some sites such as David Bridals Morilee or very expensive. I would other adventurous types, such as recommended websites outside of marriage, for example clothes perfect. They are professional and with thousands of styles and quality can be checked in real samples. So ask the seller questions before you buy online. It is important to monitor the status and description and measurements. I have my own experience at a site called The site owner is very good and very fast response Quetions. Please, please remember to consider the reactions and comments from previous buyers of sellers. There are certain things that Wareda
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More Fakes And A Funny Famplifier Thought...
Here are a few more fakes on Fubar As of Today. I'm letting everyone know because too many people are getting ripped off. Sometimes people fall for tricks from these fakes. Fall in love, wish to see them, and what not. If you don't care that you don't really know who you are talking to, then please ignore this. I on the other hand would like to know who I am talking to. Please just take this as a warning, Fubar will NOT remove these profiles unless they are Copyrighted, and the owner can send a DCMA. So good luck with that! I will update this post with more each time. All will stay on here until proven wrong. All of the blue linkage-type writing you see below each picture is a LINK to the PROOF! Go ahead and click, there might be some nice surprises in some :) Thanks for looking! And don't forget to add me to keep up with the updates! This all was given to me by: Stryker@ fubar And Now Our Fun Fakes! iNViSiBLE ( Damn Divina!)@ fubar Finally found her thanks to
As I said I don't mess here that much because I never got the hang of it. Glory to God N  
Angel Heart
Watching old school "Angel Heart" with Mickey Rourke and Robert Deniro on AMC.   No chance in hell we'll see Lisa Bonet's cupcakes again tonight.   *Deep sigh*
To My Cousin's Girlfriend. Titled: You Weigh The Same As A Duck
I have to admit that there are times that I wonder what it would be like to be you. I mean, it HAS to be nice, KNOWING you’re the most important person on the planet, that everyone wants to know your every thought, hangs on your every word, looks to you to lead them by example. After all, how else would we know that it’s rude to talk while we’re eating cake? Or that corner pieces are unacceptable?Oh, I have a question. Does it take you twice as long to put on your makeup as it takes us mere mortals? I mean, what with having two faces and all, it would just seem like so much effort, but we appreciate the fact that you try so hard for us - being as we’re so obviously unworthy of your attention.Without your generous sharing of your divine wisdom, we would never have known that - apparently according to customs on Olympus - offering knowledge to others in your presence is considered “mean” (probably because it takes the attention away from you, I’m
If we burn our wingsFlying too close to the sunIf the moment of gloryIs over before it's begunIf the dream is wonThough everything is lostWe will pay the price,But we will not count the costWhen the dust has clearedAnd victory deniedA summit too loftyRiver a little too wideIf we keep our prideThough paradise is lostWe will pay the price,But we will not count the costAnd if the music stopsThere's only the sound of the rainAll the hope and gloryAll the sacrifice in vain[And] if love remainsThough everything is lostWe will pay the price,But we will not count the cost    
The Protocol
If there is a person of the opposite sex on fubar you may be interested in: !. Talk, add as friend 2. Talk about general topics and life 3. Flirt, but keep it simple 4. Anything stronger, ask 5. Post this, dammit!
So yesterday I ran out of the wellbutrin that I was put on when I was vaguely suicidal a month ago... it worked GREAT, but the mail order place hasn't filled my order yet.  In the meantime, I'm apparently stupid and emo enough to take a lot of things personally - though at least I was able to keep myself offline during the worst of it. Suffice it to say, I've got a lot of shit going on right now that I haven't talked about, because I was trying not to write depressing blogs. I, too, come here to escape from the crap that is my real life - and I lean too much on my friends.  When those I've trusted most decide to throw that away, it makes my real life problems come to the surface again.  But, I digress.   I can't take back what was said, but I can promise to try not to do it again.  I'm about as far from perfect as it gets, though, so no guarantees.  My friends know all of this about me and will support me, and I will try my best not to disappoint them. Thanks to Lilboops for making
More Sb Fun
This is the girl that has been whining for two days about her bleeding belly button. After posting a joking bash on Helly and Rev, this sb convo ensued: EDIT: For people who come into this late, Rev and Helly were doing their usual bit (like all us old(er) mummers) of banter, after, of course, making it plain that the mumms is no place for seeking medical advice. She got mad and called them out on their fuckery because they weren't being serious. That's when I jokingly ripped on them both.   Baby Dimplez: Thanks for that To Baby Dimplez: I wasn't being serious. Sorry, hun, but they make the same point I always wonder when I first read a mumm seeking medical advice. To Hellyion:  Baby Dimplez: I wasn't really asking for medical advice, I was looking for way to clean it cause everytime I do it just starts bleeding again Hellyion: stop fucking changing your name I am blonde ffs To Baby Dimplez: apply alcohol - peroxide is nothing but r
Hello This Is A Blog
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Do boogers smell?
its hot and its muggy plus its raining but hey im heading to the pirates/reds game in an hour or so   nothing like watching a crappy team get blown out by someone way better right?   so where the hell is everyone and why arent you naked?
Cowboys From Hell Paso
Ok freaks! Ck. Thease cats out . They are truly The real deal. The are a Pantera Tribute band hailed from El Paso. Cowboys From Hell Paso. If you dig pantera and Dime Bag as much as the rest of us they will truly will blow your mind and for be written in stone. Just search there name and you will find them. I cant speak highly enough of them. For you that are fortune enough to live in El Paso get out and support them, Copy and paste there link.REmber this: We are making HISTORY\,,/\,,/
Gaga Makes Best Dressed List
Is there a miss print there? Let me read that again. Lady Gaga is one of Vanity Fair’s best dressed list? I wonder if someone slipped Gaga’s name in there as a joke. Gaga choice of clothes is not what I would call sophisticated fashion. Mostly what she wears is what an alien would wear when they got to earth. I must be stuck in the past. But I will tell you what women and men wore in the past was far more appealing then what most stars, including Gaga, wear. For more BlastFM wear what is comfortable for you when you listen. That way you can groove with the sounds 24/7 @
Just Ranting
So over time I have learned that it doesn't matter how pretty you are in the face, or how sweet you are to other people. It all boils down to these few qualities you must possess in order to be considered important enough to be adored back on fubar.(notice I say fubar and not real life) Big boobs..the bigger the does not matter what your face looks like, if you are a bitch, or how big your waist line is..if you have boobs and are willing to show them you are LOVED.. If you spend money on people, I know this will make some people mad but hey, it is MY observation so bite me. I see the ones who hand out a lot of bling or other stuff, no matter how they got it, are the people others ralley around. Shallow comes to mind. Now I don't want to take away from the ones who are generous and love to give and NOT receive and do it because they really like making people smile...I see you and I adore you. I know how to tell the difference here. ;) If you are a trouble maker, you know t
Is Drinking Coffee Really An Advantage For Hepatitis C?
Is Drinking Coffee Really an Advantage for Hepatitis C?December 22, 2009Printer-friendly versionFor people with a chronic health concern, claims of coffee's benefits and dangers have essentially canceled each other out. However, new research on coffee and Hepatitis C tips the scale for those with this Nicole Cutler, L.Ac.Besides water, coffee is the world's most popular beverage. While at least half of Americans drink one cup or more per day, we are still uncertain if drinking coffee is a boon or peril to our health. Since the liver must process everything we eat or drink, those with advanced liver disease from chronic Hepatitis C are especially wary of any type of habitual consumption. However, new research demonstrates that those with chronic Hepatitis C have a lot to gain from a several cup per day coffee habit.The Bitter BeverageWhen a cup of black, relatively strong coffee is consumed, there is no doubt that bitterness dominates its flavor profile. Even though many peop
Love Goes A Long Way
7/18/2010 my sister-in law was sitting in her living room as normal talking with my brother and all of sudden her heart quit beating. My brotherOpened the door, grabbed the phone and started CPR while calling 911. 4min later, the crew showed up and finally got a pulse. They took her to the hospital in the ambulance and started doing test. They took her to ICU and Sunday the 19th her heart quit beating again. they worked on her for a full 5min and finally got a pulse again. Everything started doing fine. She had cancer before and they had taken care of it. They done a Biopsy on a couple of spots while she was in the hospital this time and found that she was positive again. She was doing so well and had recovered beyond the doctors belief from the Cardiac Arrest (twice) and now she has to deal with this. For anyone that prays or has even a little bit of belief, please say a prayer for Carol. She has fought for almost 3 weeks cause she was just released from the hospital on 08/01/2010. Th
Brandon's Secret
For the first nine months since returning from Iraq on his third tour, Brandon spent his life drunk or stoned.  He could hardly even remember a day when he was not like that, as that part of his life seemed so far away.In reality, it had only been a little more than a year since his discharge from the Army.  His blood stained dog tags still hanging around his neck with some extra tags on the chain.  Those extra belonged to a friend, friend, and brother in arms he will not even talk to his Vietnam Veteran father about.  When someone brings it up his eyes well up with tears and he begins drinking or getting stoned more.One morning as he was nearly passed out from an all night binge he heard a familiar voice he swore was in the dreams he was experiencing but they were not.  “Brandon what are you doing to yourself?” the man picked him up off the side of the road and put him into the old Ford pick up truck.  Brandon moaned with each bump the man hit he would look over at the dri
Stop It !!!
I got this   subject: LilBoops just pimped you out!   left the computer to place an order with sales dude     came back to this   lovelyalbe...: hellooo sweety   cancel Chat 10:57am reply DanyMac300: hello there i know you dont know me all i wanted to do was write to you and say hi and give you my compliments on such a lovely sweet sexy gorgeous looking lady that you are and i do hope this message finds you happy healthy and full of smiles and when you actually do receive this message night or day you are having an amazing day all i can say is my compliments to a sweet lady indeed and all i can say is 100% definitely the 5 S,s indeed   cancel Chat 10:58am reply jf1881: hey   cancel Chat
If any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it. A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did,  my hubby ask like several times, and my middle son always had an excuse.  Well ummmm my youngest son whos 19, decided to air his disapointent with his middle brother on face book. Opp's, that didnt go well, and my middle son forgot or tends to forget his younger bro has autisum and takes things to heart. Well Chris (middle) decided to tell him off etc, and it just became a battle ground on facebook.  One morning I got on facebook and seen the comments that went back and forth,  yes my  youngest son was wrong to plaster it on face book yet he was right in a way to be pissed off. Then I seen some really not so called for comments on how he has his own life and he doesnt get paid to help and its on his time etc etc etc. 
I Am Not Evil!
Last Sunday, I went to a Chinese buffet place.  Once I stepped in there, I got a headache and then started to burn up.  So much so that sweat was dripping down my forehead.  The waiter was nice until he noticed my symptoms.  From that point on he avoided us as much as possible.  If they have a ward against evil, then why would I be affected?  Do you consider me evil?
I'm not going to rant about it as there is nothing I can fvcking well do about it at the moment. My computer is fvcked!   So if i'm off and on and you think i'm ignoring you all i'm not.   I will replace it asap.
Link To An Angel
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Some Insights
I have wanted to Blog about me for a while now. But I don't know what to say. I see emo blogs, angry blogs, "Eff You" blogs (and status messages and mumms too) on here, and I feel saddened. All I want is to take their pain and turn it into an object lesson in life and help get over it. I usually can't.  I see people on the Gulf Coast suffering. And Somalia. And Haiti. And dozens of other places in dire need. And i want to gather up all the food and money and people and trucks and building supplies I can and go help. I can't do it.  I see people attacking ideas and actions that i perceive as positive (political and not) and all I have is the desire to show them how they are wrong, and how wrong they are. I can't. These things coupled with the fact that, in the last year, my household's income went to less than half because i lost my job and my mom has been working for free some months, and my sister hasn't sold enough product to get her commission check, and I get so depressed that I
What Is It With Men?
why do some men just lead you on??..then you don't hear anything back from them after awhile? Is it because they are scared to commit?? Or just plain scared of the unknown? If that's the case.. he's NOT my type anyways..and time to move on!!! :)   
Ic51 Blowing It Up Again
she don't stop.   
2 Ppl Given A 2nd Chance That Just Fuckd It Up!!!!
well let me start 1st of by saying i will not be saying any names at all! for a very good reason but i do have lots to say.....I wanna know what the hell gives you the right to do somthing so fucking stupid for the 2nd time BOTH of you!... i mean god gives you a 2nd chance to prove that you are a good person that you can tell whats right from wrong that you can leav the damn drugs alone. he gives you a 2nd chance to bring a child into this world and rase it right and keep it outta harmsway.. and ya know what yall do yall fuck that up so bad.... WHY???? what made them children deserve that??? now there is 3 children in this world wondering why? why they dont and will never know there real parents?HA REAL PARENTS!!! screw that!!!! mabe i should say sprem and egg donor.... what did they do to be treated they way they have been treated!!! .... BOTH of you had the chance... and i remember the day you said she was preg.... you looked me in the eye and said this is my 2nd chance god is trusti
New Rule.
First off I would like to start out by saying that next week I will not be online at all. Because I start a second job. This leads to the new rule I am going to have because... Firstly, at the moment I have been working the late shift at my first job. And I do not appreciate text messages coming to me at say...6 am. Because I am most likely asleep during that time. So, please do not text or call me between the hours of 1 am and 9 am mountain time.  You can do the math and figure out what time zone that would be for you guys.  Next, due to the fact that I will be working two jobs for at least one week, I will not be able to answer my calls or texts until I have a free period on a break or between jobs. So it would behoove you guys to just be patient if I don't answer my calls or texts right away. I am asking this nicely one time. And if any of you decide you cant abide this rule, then I will have to get bitchy about it.  That's all for now. Thanks guys.
Watching The Reds-go-round
Some of you won't care about this, some of you might.  I just happened to find it interesting... well moreso amusing in a LOL way As of late, I have noticed quite a "shift" in families here.  I happen to care.  Not so much because I play the game so much anymore but because it's the s.o.s. and the same people screwing you ie. making you think one thing and doing another. Simply, just open your eyes, look in all the "reds" familes and you will see who the sell outs are... they all have the same "reds" in their familes. WHY? you ask? SO THEY CAN STAY RED because I guess it makes them feel all good inside being red even though SOME claim it makes no difference to them anymore. Let's also talk about a few "lime greens".  How quickly some forget or simply don't even know.  At least 2 of those greens that are keeping that color daily were people that chose the mumm area to hang their fu hats in and most of you should know what that means... if you don't, go in there and get educated.  Th
Some One Tell Me Why?
Can anyone tell me why guys with great bodies. OR even guys that have average or bigger bodies but are still so hot, want girls that can afford and have skinnier physical appearences. Girls who can dress them selves up good in the hights of fashion and also dress them selves down in the hights of fashion. Not us girls who dont wear what everyone else is, who cant afford newer clothing, or fancy, expensive lingerie. What do girls like them, have over girls like me. Us down to earth, not that eye catching type  girl who walks around the store and see's girls that have the blonde and pink or blonde and black hair, and nice bodies, and size 5 jeans, and hip adidias tennies. Girls who's parents can afford high fashion clothes. and think, is that all guys want? What do girls like them have over me? a natural beauty in normal, everyday work environment clothing? Some one please tell me. Why?
Love Him
The day i ment my baby i knew there was something special about him i just couldnt figure out exactly what. The more we talked the more my feelings grew for him.It didnt take long for me to know he was the one i wanted to be with for the rest of my life. When i finally got the chance to show him just how much i really do love him and how much i wanna be with him till the day i die. Tje day i told him that he could move in with me i was prayong he would say yes so i knew i would have my baby for the rest of my life.He said to give him some time to figure out what he ahd to do and i got the message that my baby was gonna move in with me and my heart skipped beats when i found that out. I had to wait for the day of him coming up to be with me and it seemed like it was never gonna happen. When he texted me saying that he was coming up that day i was so excited i didnt know what to do with myself. I waited and waited for him to be here so i could finally kiss him and hug him. Then i went ou
Wouldnt It Be Lovely
wouldnt it be lovely to fall in love with the guy or girl of your dreams
C51 - Fubar Street Team (remix To 50 Cent - P.i.m.p.
Different Kinda Blue
15 years old and not a dime to her name.. she was rough around the edges to hide her pain.. with no money in her picket she didnt know what to do.. so she stood on the corner to try to pay her dues.. sad n cold n all alone.. she had nobody no love no home..5 days later she was gone nobody noticed not even her mom.. she left this world with a different kinda blue.. no love that she had no love was true.. down by the bridge they found a letter with her name.. itr talked about her troubles.. how she couldnt take the pain.. my eyes are full of lonely tears.. i cant do this year after year.. as i bring this letter to a close.. a pray to god that he saves my soul.. she left this world with a different kinda.. blue no love that she had no love was true.. she left this world with a different kind blue..
im fallen down has far as you will let me fall.. when ya gonna catch me if you catch me at all.. the years are flyin by so fast.. i can barely catch my breath.. you said are love was true.. but then you brought me down with you.. in this quicksand called life i am sinking fast getting pulled in.. but you never gave me a second glance.. then i knew it was the end.. we all make mistakes and we cant change what we do.. just wish that i wasnt a mistake done by you.. im fallen down as far as you will let me fall when you gona catch me if you catch me at all..
Testy Entry
in a testy blog
Life's Annoyances....
 Heres another random rant from yours truly, disbelievers..... Ive noticed another annoying trend here....And this just might be me being over critical but it seems that there is a proliferation of people wanting something for nothing....I.E. wanting to see my Naughty Pics and I dont get squat in return.... Ive tried very hard not to troll for things on here but it seems to me that Im only someone's friend on THEIR terms or Im convenient when they want something...Im not here for your amusement any more than you are here for mine...I have thoughts and feeling and again there is more to me than my looks, and body...If you cant understand that concept, you need to move on to some other bubble headed bimbo cause I aint her! Im sick and tired of seeing others reaping the benefits of others generosity and I dont get a thing...Ive been nice to most people here and have zip to show for it...Other than an over abundance of drinks that dont help me in any way, shape or form... People claim
Fubar Members
how can this place be too crowded? i have yet to even meet people that live anywhere near me on here
Im Just Me
Im just me and thats all I can beNo 2nd guessI laugh...I love...I live...I cryand some times I wish I would dieSome days Im funnyothers Im notSome times Im in overdriveand I cant stopYou may not like me...but thats okThis is me...and this is how I'll stay.
Sleepless In Newcastle
I can't sleep, have been awake all night, so have been looking at pics ... no, not the rude ones.   I come across a folder on someones profile named the hubby files, with a name on one of the pics. Now this hubby is also a new member but has a totally different name to this guy in this folder .... but it is actually the same guy.   Now me being nosy (or you could call me sherlock), goes back to the new member profile to see if there are any links, no links whatsoever and he has been invited by this other guy. So I go to this other profile, no links on that profile either to the original profile with the hubby folder in.   Now i've got Mickey Rourke in my bartab .... and I know I didn't add him.   Do you think i've been awake too long?
She's Truly Outrageous
A long time ago, in a land far, far away called the 80s.... I had a Jem doll. Poster girl for dissociative personality disorder Jem was one of those shows created around a line of toys (Hasbro) like GI Joe, The Transformers, and My Little Pony. The basic plot of the show involved Jerrica Benton, the main character, having a "secret" identity as a rockstar. By day, she owned a music company and a foster home for 13 orphaned girls. By different time of day, she was Jem of Jem and the Holograms, a rocker girl whose badassness could hardly be rivaled. The shows the band played were used to fund her good girl activities and she always foiled the attempts of bad girl rival bands like the Misfits out of stealing her thunder. Bad girls, seemingly, never win even in the world of animated bubblegum pop rock... Interlude:
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Le Sigh...
Generic emo rant blog... Okay, I feel better - throw me a beer! Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx
Random Thoughts
Somethings make you laugh other things make you angry. Somethings make happy other things make you sad. While some people you can trust the others you can't. Sometimes life's all fun and games til someone gets hurt. When your going though some hard times someone else is having a even tougher time. When you think God is picking on you think about what has been done and the outcome is always good. I was taught to trust no one but love everybody that I come in contact with. When you in love it takes the distraction of the world and confind them into a piece of pain that you can't feel but when your heart is broken then all that pain is release onto the unexpected world. Sex is not another way to show your love with someone its a way to show your love to someone. My heart always pure but sometimes is tainted by the unpureness of people and there feelings. Sometimes I wonder who out really cares about me and loves me. I know a lot of people say it but do they really mean it. How often do yo
Only Music Lovers Would Understand This
I wish I could be like bob marley and just smoke my troubles away but since we are not the same and ima martian, I know everything is going to be alright so I just take off my shoes and relax my feet and just lean back and tey to do some writing. But I can't come up with anything I got writer's block like crazy. So my sweet tooth is acting up so I decide to take a trip to the candy shop. While I'm crusin down the street in my '64 I see some old head teaching some kids about gangbang 101. So I make it to the candy shop and I realize that my money is in my piggy bank so I paid with my blackcard cause they don't decline that. So on my back to the crib my boy calls me to tell me to be careful cause the block is hot and the boys in blue are out heavy. So as I get closer to home I notice that they're making everybody get down on the ground its crazy out here. So I finally make it home and thought to myself today was a good day.
Be Careful
5 seconds later he was announce dead.....dead with his heart opened was empty inside......they wonder why.....he was heartbroken with no feelings inside........he always show love to everyone he meets.......but those same people......whoever they may be........thought it was ok to use pretend to be real.......but really they thought that he wouldn't do anything to them......til he snap.......when he came to his senses.......he realize that he killed everybody that he loved..........even if their love was fake......he had nothing to live he died.....showing everybody what it was like to be him......Be care who pretend to be friends with or this might happen to you.
Kansas Was Pretty Good To Us Today
Except for horrible road maintenance (too much corn whiskey?) it was a good morning. Then it got HOT. I heard it was 105 with 70% humidity. All I know for sure is that I've never ridden in weather this hot. One of the local motorcycle clubs met us and escorted us to dinner. I was able to eat a baked potato. Nice people. I learned what FFS means! Yes, I JUST learned that at dinner tonight. The scenery in Kansas is pretty. One dead armadillo and around a dozen dead raccoons decorated the highway. Horses, cattle, and corn fields kept things interesting. and.... No one tried to kill me! I don't know how many miles I've put on the bike on the trip but today was just under 450. I'll look at my OD tomorrow but I think it is around 2300. We'll sleep in tomorrow and head out at 8:15. I'm hoping it's a little cooler because we have a guy on the trip who was having a very hard time today. I'm trying to focus on the good and positive aspects of the trip. Oh, I've been working on a song as I
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My sun sets to raise again.  -  Elizabeth Barrett Browning
One Of My Favorite Videos!
I'll post the video in the comments.
Wtf Is With This Place?
I know I tend to be emotional, but I swear I took my meds on time today.  But it seems like, with only a few exceptions, the people I let in just don't give a rat's ass about me.  I'm going to log off when I finish writing this, or I'll be tempted to delete 3/4 of my list, and I don't wanna deal with shawn saying "i told you not to" in the morning. I know there have been lots of fuglitches with deleting my friends.  And I don't know if that's what's happened the last couple days, or if I've done something to just make people not wanna put up with me.  Whatever.  I almost don't even care anymore.  But for gawd's sake, if you're gonna delete me because I did something or i'm annoying or whatnot, have the balls to tell me what I did. That is all.
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The loyalty and friendship on here is underwhelming. Seriously. Fuck off.   People pissed because of who you're friends with--newsflash: this isn't the 3rd grade. Grow the fuck up. Act like a fucking adult. If you really have a problem with someone I'm friends with and it irks you: delete me. Then please let me know you deleted me so I can ignore you in the future.   If I deleted you and you're all sad about it: get over it. I don't give a shit. Just because we talk once every 2 weeks and banter in the MuMMs, doesn't mean we're BFFs and you need to be on my list. We can still talk without being on each other's list.   I'm sure there is other stuff, but this is what I'm noticing lately.
I'm Not Even Supposed To Be Here Today!
I should be at home, posting another great thought provoking blog, I am at the office waiting a call back from a vendor. See I left work at my regular time, went home, hit the gym, and when I got back, there were scores of calls from my boss seeing if I could come in.   That's another thing that riles me here, it seems a company motto "If someone doesn't answer the first time, then they are twice as likely if you hang up immediately and call them back, or three times as likely if you do it a third time!"  Anyhow, I said I could come in in like 30 mins, he said give me 5-10 mins to let you know.  I hopped in the shower, because after gym me is no one you want to be around.  I swear it was a quick shower, two more calls anyway, and I headed on in.  What should have been a simple thing is now a bit more complicated, and I have to wait for a vendor to show up.  My entire food intake today has been two snack size candy bars and 4 coke zeroes.   Well at least I got to play big bad moneyba
Dear Coworker.
You lack any semblance of work ethic.You possess zero respect for policy.How you still have a job with us is be-fucking-yond me.I'm sick and tired of your "long stories".You're lucky our territory is understaffed...and that I don't have hiring and firing power...and that it would be highly inappropriate to bitchslap you the next time I see you.Your personal life may suck, but it's not my problem.I've run out of sympathy for you.Quit making me clean up your messes. You suck, kthxbai.THE END!  
Illegal Immigration
Recently large demonstrations have taken place Across the country protesting the fact that Arizona Is addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that The US might protect its own Borders, might make it harder To sneak into this country and, Once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand The thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover Me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all The beds and washed the Dishes and did the laundry And swept the floors. I've Done all the things you don't Like to do. I'm hard-working And honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are required to feed me
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This Is Why Your My Ex!!
My heart yearns for the day, you will see what you gave up. How you tore me into pieces, stole my heart and wouldn't let go, Days I wonder what I really meant to you Was I just a game, or did I really mean something to you? Why would you tell me you love me, only to walk away? The days were long thinking of WHY this was happening, The nights I cried for you for you to come back to me. And you did only to leave me again a week later. Was I not enough,was I not small enough,or smart enough or maybe not pretty enough? Guess I'm never gonna be enough for you or for anyone?!
Don't Take Friends For Granted
I have been thinking about the most painful stuff that some people have to live with and come to realize the "mentally and emotionally" unstable people are where they are for a reason they trust friends to always help them out when times get rough but sometimes we take that for granted it's something stupid that we all do.. well what happens when those friends turn there back on you and everything falls apart this a stupid fuckin blog . I know im not the nicest or coolest person to talk to or be around especially on my bad days and the more and more i i think about it the more and more i realize that i treat people like shit because i'm unhappy or depressed well maybe it's time for me to step up and try to make a change for the better and maybe by doing this i wont hurt the ones i care about and that care about me the most. We often take things in our lives for granted and maybe we should give our head a shake well all in all i guess this is just me giving my head a shake 
When Leveling And Your Stressed Out Listen To Music
so i had my eye's on hopeing to level to godmother & i had all the help from my family & friends now it was all up to me to get the points in order to level as i was superclose to leveling i gotten stress out because it seem like every page i went to rate & get points i already rated . then i was like what the fuck i'm going to do now i was getting a headache i took a break i went to my ipod i was like fuck this i wanna go to go old school i took out my music all of cds and i think i have ocd or something because i have then all organize from the 50's all the way up to now 2000's so i went into the 80s cd file i saw my favorite song head over heels by tears for fear's so i put the cd in and i was jamming like crazy it brought back alot of memories and it took my mind off of i gotten to level to i'm danceing in my room acting a fool . i gotten happy & when i went back to fubar i finally level i really think that just chilling out and not takeing leveling so seriously and takeing a break
Child Abuse!
If you see a member that obviously appears to be under-age for this site, either report them or ignore them. Leaving abusive comments on the photos of someone you believe to be a child? What kinda fucked-up bully are you? You people are fucked in the head. :D
Wake Up
three days grace, wake up ill put the video in the comments so it shows up for everyone.     I’m not sober all the timeYou bring me down at least you tryUntil we see this eye to eyeI don’t want you I must be running out of luckCause you’re just not drunk enough to fuckAnd now I’ve had it up to hereI don’t, I don’t want you It took so long to seeYou walked away from meWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI’m not the man I was beforeWhere the hell are youWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI won’t hurt you anymoreWhere the hell are youWhen I need you I’m not angry all the timeYou push me down at least you tryUntil we see this eye to eyeI don’t want you It took so long to seeYou walked away from meWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI’m not the man I was beforeWhere the hell are youWhen I need youWake up I’m pounding on the doorI won’t hurt you anymoreWhere t
Why Do They Call Me Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress???
So you want to know how I got that name!!?? ok here is the story I was living in a house with an ex bf and 4 other guys, my friend Liz stayed there from time to time, she needed to take a shower and there was no lock on the bathroom door, we didnt trust the guys to not open the door while either one of us showered so when she took a shower I sat in the bathroom against the door so that the guys couldn't come in, and I was yelling YES YES YES MMMMMM , joking around and my friend said "you put it in the wrong hole!!" She has always call me Kooter so after this had happened she said Kooter, you are such a dirty little bath mistress!! Hence where I got my nickname and it has stuck ever since. Kooter The Dirty Little Bath Mistress!!!
  What your getting ready to read I wrote a while back and f that on trying to type that over and over again I copy and pasted it like any smart man would do!!!>>>!!!     I am definitely a person who takes personal gratification in placing others needs before my own and people/relationships are very important to me.  I believe that true love means caring about the needs of others and wanting what's best for them.  Don't get me wrong though, like my G-ma has been telling for yrs...(which whom is the heart and soul of me) "While you may be speaking from the heart... do it with your future in mind".  Helping people can sometimes hurt you :(  I wish people came with instruction manuals saying "This is how I really am after 6 months... and if you were smart you wouldn't even try to get into my pants much less want a future with me" lol   I like to be funny and make people laugh but when it comes time to be serious... yeah, they call that "life"!  I believe in learning
America The Beautiful...
                    ………..       Wal-Mart vs. The Morons 1. Americans spend $36,000,000 at Wal-Mart Every hour of every day.             2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target +Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people, is the world's largest private employer, and most speak English. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the world. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food t
Da List
1. Through Struggle- As I Lay Dying 2. Unholy Confessions- Avenged Sevenfold 3. Indestrucible- Disturbed 4. White Knuckles- Five Finger Death Punch 5. I Will Be Heard- Hatebreed 6. Raise Hell- (Hed) PE 7. Set to Fail- Lamb of God 8. Eat You Alive- Limp Bizkit 9. Determined- Mudvayne 10. Sun Dosen't Rise- Mushroomhead 11. Miracle- Nonpoint 12. New Noise- Refused   13. Her Comes The Pain- Slayer 14. Before I Forget- Slipknot 15. Step Up- Drowning Pool 16 Indiffernt to Suffering- Chimaria
Quit Hanging Out With Your Grandparents On Facebook Or The Kids On Myspace!
I was talking to my friend the other day about all the grandma and grandpa's and family members on facebook. You can't fart or the first girl you ever boned will probably give you a "LIKE" and everyone in her feed and yours will know that your farts stink and that you are talking to your ex! I know fubar ain't perfect, but we are pretty darn close. The one thing we do allow is for people to be themselves and have fun in a safe environment. We allow you to control your privacy and express yourself however you want. Yes we do have some freaks here, but I think that is cool. We also have many closet freaks. That is cool too. Fubar doesn't care who you are or what yanks your chain. All we ask is that you have fun, be respectful and do your thing. We don't like spammers. We like real people. Yes, we probably won't attract your grandparents, and I am OK with that. If we do then your grandparents must be cool. Fubar will never be a place that monopolizes on killing your privacy. Here is a n
Jonas And Jordin Chair President Reagan's 100th Birthday
Ronald Reagan is my favorite president. He is the one who did more for my country then any other president of my life time. President Reagan has been out of office since 1989 but people who were alive and some who were not alive when he was president still have an attachment to him. When Ronald Reagan ran for president in 1980 is when I changed from a democrat to republican. President Reagan’s 100th birthday is coming up on February 6, 2011. To commemorate his birthday Nick Jonas and Jordin Sparks are chairing a group of young people that will help celebrate President Reagan’s birthday. You go Nick and Jordin! For more of the story        BlastFM and other small broadcasters are here because of President Reagan’s policies. He deregulated the media. Thank you President Reagan. Listen 24/7 @             
Photo Shoot
Once again I'm trying to pick a picture to use on facebook. Help me decide please. Just leave your vote in the comments. :)   #1     #2     #3     #4     #5     #6     #7   Ok, have fun and let me know what you think. I have the hardest time deciding between pictures to use on there.
Schrodinger's Cat, Revealed?
Yes, another science blog. This new article tells of an experiment where a tiny strip of metal, under controlled conditions and viewable to the naked eye, but unobserved by the naked eye, was put under both a static state and an excited state - at the same time! What does this mean? Let's talk about Schrodinger's cat. Schrodinger postulated that if you put a cat in a box with a poison capsule that would release at a random time and closed the box, then you can claim that until you open the box, the cat can be thought of as both dead and alive. Until the box is opened again, you cannot know the state of the cat. This is called superposition - basically, an unobservable state where an object can be two things at the same time. What science did. If their math is correct, this tiny strip of metal, unobserved, was put into a state of oscillation and non-oscillation at the same time. How do they know? Because of resultant data. If an object is in state A, then we will definitely get resul
More Bookings Please, I'm Booked In Orlando Florida This Weekend Then Austin, Texas
Private PartyEmbassy SuitesAugust 7, 2010International Drive Resort Orlando Florida(near Disney World)To book DJ Marco Andre in this area while he is there text or call 413-250-2111. Will accept bookings between August 6 and 9th, possibly more.  Available in the Austin Texas area for the remainder of August.Read more:
Impressions Of A New Fu...two Weeks
I have now been on Fubar a little over two weeks and I thought it might be helpful to my newer friends here to give a brief, and those of you who know me understand brief is not in my vocabulary, analysis and impression of my experience on this site.  I have not been sober since the first day I arrived so am not sure any of this will be meaningful as I am in a constant state of shit-facedness but I will do my best, especially in light of the fact that just this morning I received 46 martinis and am still able to sit here and write this ridiculous blog, walk upright and talk on the phone, all at the same time.  Don't tell me this place isn't magic!! If you are a man, and I am one the last time I checked, the first thing you notice on Fu are the vast numbers of incredible and beautiful women here. If you don't notice them then you are in need of a serious eye exam cause they sit in little boxes on your page, little boxes that float past you on the top of your page, little boxes that do
Because Of Love
A brother and sister had made their usual hurried, obligatory pre- Christmas visit to the little farm where dwelt their elderly parents with their small herd of horses. The farm was where they had grown up and had been named Lone Pine Farm because of the huge  pine, which topped the hill behind the farm. Through the years the  tree had become a talisman to the old man and his wife, and a  landmark in the countryside. The young siblings had fond memories of their childhood here, but the city hustle and bustle added more  excitement to their lives, and called them away to a different life.   The old folks no longer showed their horses,
Work Needed
If Your A Juggalo Please Copy And Paste This To Your Page! The Whole World Of Juggalos Needs To See This Message From Violent Jay.
IF YOUR A JUGGALO PLEASE COPY AND PASTE THIS TO YOUR PAGE! THE WHOLE WORLD OF JUGGALOS NEEDS TO SEE THIS MESSAGE FROM VIOLENT JAY.  "this shit is soo true we need to love this family more. -JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your
A New Era In Underwear - Camelflage
More brilliant innovation in a world gone mad.  
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I swear people get dumber and dumber on here. This guy wrote me right before I was leaving to shower and I thought he asked if I liked to CAM haha.       ronalreenie: heyy sexxyy 8:24am ronalreenie: u like cum ?? 8:26am Suga Lips: no 8:26am ronalreenie: ever had an experience with cum before though ? 8:32am ronalreenie: yes or no ? 8:54am Suga Lips: Have I ever experienced cum? Are you fucking serious? I'm 29 years old, married and have 2 children: what do you think?!        Dude is also a n00b with no pic and his age says 20. Weirdos. **EDIT** He decided to write back ronalreenie: so u dont like it but u just deal with it ??? 9:34am Suga Lips: I thought you asked me to cam. I do like it. Why do you care? 9:34am ronalreenie: yea u got a cam ?? 9:35am
Gotta Love Kids
Gotta love kids!   Your Chuckle For Today "      The Candy With The Little Hole    This should make you smile.   You have to love little kids.  The childr
Face Book
so yeah due to the overbearing pressure to join this site that im constantly being hounded to join im am now on facebook are you happy now
so since im tired of pretty much screwing shit up in my life i have found a place in pittsburgh that has a 1 yr program..the short story is i cant leave the place for the first 30 days or work for the first 6 months BUT they will pay for my schooling no matter what i want to do and they find a place for you to live after you graduate the program so i am going to be doing that starting in a few days   i figure this is my last chance to make something of myself and actually be happy with myself and what i do so if i disappear for a while again thats why
Contest... Make Me A Skin And Win A Boomerang & My Points
This is a spur of the moment idea - so this blog sucks... deal with it!   I need a new skin for my page. I cant do them... So here is my lil contest.....   Make me a skin... I will get a SS of it on my page and upload it into a contest album... The one with the most votes wins... pretty simple.   A few hints...   make it have something to do with me DUH! You should know a lil about me by now. If not, scan my pix and read my page. There is tons of info on me.   I HATE flashy/blinky shit. Not trying to cause a seizure.   Dont shout me or PM me asking me tons of questions. This will just annoy me. NOT GOOD.   Favorite colors... green, purple, blue, pink.. but most of all it has to look good without being overwhelming.   Im not so into myself that I want pix of me as my skin.   Winner will receive a boomerang, my points for 12 hours and your skin on my page.   Winner is determined by the skin with the most rates.  If there happens to be a tie in rates, then
Family And Famplifiers
Let me start by saying I will not be running famps any time soon so if I am in your family only as a trade you can remove me and I won't be hurt at all.  I'll explain reasons why. Family to me has always been people I care about, people who have helped me, and people I want to help. With only 50 spaces I have had to juggle and move between top friends and family so I can find people easily. When I ran my 1st 2 famps I found people benefiting from me that had pulled me from their family during their famps. This last run a girl complained to my hubby that I was in her family but she wasn't in mine even though she had never run a famp. I realize I am in more families then I have space to return.I found myself having to pull people to make room.  While I have greatly appreciated the people who have included me and have made new friends, it has taken away from what I care most about. I have gotten caught up in the rank game which really doesn't mean anything in the long run. What I like
I'm Sorry
ok Ladies and gentlemen......... After being blocked just for trying to get points to level with while playing the silly liked game I have decided to take a break from the fu side and just play mafia I do not care any more if I level or not so the people in my family will be rated and a few friends that have stuck by my side for all these years will be re rated and have drinks sent to them.  If the bs in mafia keeps getting worse I will stay away from it as well. I come here for relaxation no drama no lies no bs So for all you block happy block heads hope you all eat dirt. All the sefish people same thing. Happy point searching for all the others and happy hunting to all the fu mafia plyers. Anna
Why Did I Do What I Did
The Garden
You took me to your garden, and said that you wanted to talk!  You told me you loved me and that I would be yours forever more! You showed me things like I have never seen before! My Love as you walked down those steps with you wings open wide, I thought of all we talked about. If forever is not forever then what is it.  You took me to another time a place long ago forgotten! When I asked you your name you sid Love, so Love ! Where did I go wrong! I sat up on the bench waiting for you to come! Watching your everymove! It seems like a lifetime ago! But know I sit here all alone! In the garden , so  alone I fill with out your love!
Melody Of The Day :)
Things have been going well lately been getting alot of time in with my family which I love with my whole heart, yet I am still so bored and lonely I love them all but they have no idea what I am going thru nor do I want them to know. Still I want to be close to them an alone at the same time I feel so insane I hate that i feel this way I just wanna stop thinkin for while but no matter what I do my mind is always runnin takin me places I don't wanna go . I just don't know what to do or say or how to feel better alone. I just wish things were so much easier but they never get easier or clearer grrr.
A Short Story Of Two Classmates
I stumbled onto this:   Tandem Story This assignment was actually turned in by two of my English students:Rebecca ... and Gary ... English 44A, SMUCreative Writing Professor Miller In-class Assignment for Wednesday:One of you will then write the first paragraph of a short story. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add another paragraph to the story. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back and forth. Remember to reread what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. The story is over when both agree a conclusion has been reached. At first, Laurie couldn't decide which kind of tea she wanted. The chamomile, which used to be her favorite for lazy evenings at home, now reminded her too much of Carl, who once said, in happier times, that he liked chamomile. But she felt she must now, at all costs, keep her mind off Carl. His possessiveness was suffocating, and if she thought about him too much her asthma started acting up
More Science - Space Balls
So, over the past few decades, these metal balls have been mined out of South Africa. They are either solid metal or a metal sphere filled with a spongey interior. What's so amazing about these balls, called Klerksdorp Spheres? Well the most amazing thing is that one of these spheres was taken to NASA where they conducted some tests concerning how well-balanced it is. At the time, NASA's equipment could not accurately measure the balance of this sphere. In fact, it was so well-balanced that the scientists claim that for one of these balls to exist in either nature or created by man, it would have to have been formed in zero gravity. Now the kicker. The layer of earth that they were excavated from predates intelligent life on Earth. Read the article:
What Disney Princess Are You?
You Are Snow White Your family can be downright evil at times, but you don't let them get to you. You refuse to turn cold hearted, even if life has dealt you a bad hand. You are sweet to everyone, especially the less fortunate. You make friends easily, and you tend to befriend people from all walks of life. What Disney Princess Are You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
The Blogs
Why are the blogs dated two days ahead, am I in a time warp?
Am I really THAT weird?
My Pain Is Deep-i'm Sorry I Hurt You!
This goes out to a special woman who recieved a broken heart from me,I'M SO SORRY!   A young boy foolishly in lust with no knowledge of love/torn between the streets and whats good/birthed in the world of sin with no support from family or friend/forced to survive in a life of  emptyness/maddness,saddness/struggling to acheive what was foolisly attractive/ his actions birthed a mind filled with hatred,/life flows by like scenes from the matrix/ making everything he encountered sacred/ corruptions what made him/ it's sad when I look at myself in the mirror/knowing what Heartache I gave her/ Lord save her/ best I ever had/ so long to those nights of comfort/ summer winds blow the voice in my head is yours/ but you'll never know/for that I'm sorry/spill my heartache in poetry/ live long those beautiful memories of when you comforted me/ the only great things in life I had was what you gave me/ Please forgive me/Lord save me too/ For now I know what she went through/gave me life I never
The Book Test
You Are Brilliant You are a true ideas person. No concept is too far out for you. You have are drawn to the darker elements of life. You like a bit of grit. Art excites you. You try to bring it into your everyday life as much as possible. You're going through a phase where nothing seems particularly interesting to you. The Bookstore Test Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
Seven Easy Ways To Promote Fubar
Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubarBy iC51NerdGoddessxFSTxFuMzYouTubexFUCT@ fubar Hello Fu's and Crew I have listed a few ways to promote you home of as you know I make videos on youtube to help promote the site and I also send out my mp3s to stations on and off which is one way to promote This site... Want some other ways? Read on: 1. Facebook - Of course but not your grandparents... your life long friends! has a Facebook page and if you have not yet joined this group plz do noe!  Group:!/group.php?gid=99622505954&ref=ts Page: 2. Twitter - Follow Us for all the latest News: Also Follow Scrapper: 3. All and Any Social Networking Site will do... where do your friends hang out? Why not bring them all together into one place? 4. Tagging fubar in awesome places and shooting a photo
Words Sent To Me In Sb
Tell me the darkness will lift from our eyes. That the numbness will soon be a memory. Taunt me with the radiance of you smile and laughter. Sever the clouds to show me your silver lining. Strike me with the bolts of your lust and passion. Show me the pain of being mortal and sinnful of caring...
Pick On Me
Footboy is just beyond redemption, pick on me for once!
It's true, as it seems Now I see clearly.. && hope is nothing.. But a wasted sacrifice Kill me harder, love So that I may forget you Because I can't do this on my own Take me way back, when before you I stood there so alone Suffocate my heart, please I don't want want one more beat In my sleep.. Give me nightmares && steal away my dreams Push me, shove me Break me down Leave me back there in the cold Kill me softer.. Slower, love.. I can't do this alone  
They say, once a TEMPLER, always a TEMPLER. Whatever a TEMPLER is? Wake up TEMPLER Glory to God N  
Colorado Tried To Kill Me!
Today was such a beautiful day. Only two drivers tried to kill me with their SUV's. My poor husband saw both drivers almost run me down, one in Vail and one in Denver. I was very, very thankful for enough time on two wheels that I don't over react and I don't get confused or panic. I just rode both assaults out, shook it off, and thanked God for angels. I swear that's the only way I got out of a deadly crash with a maniac going around 90 mph who didn't give a care about anyone else on the road. My husband spent a good portion of the day talking himself out of chasing fools down. His blood pressure is probably still up. Aside from the few morons (I wasn't the only one run out of my lane), it was a great day. No blood, lots of sweat, and no tears. A good dozen sore butts though! We have a LONG day tomorrow. I'll do my best to stay out of the way of bad drivers. Peace, love, and loaded Colts! Lisa Ann *Drama Queen*
Fu-owned Auction 13 " Hawaii Style "
Science Is Our Demise!
So, there's this article I came across a while back about how the supercollider in (Switzerland?) was broken and scientists hypothesized that maybe the machine sent forces unknown back in time to sabotage itself (seriously - top physicists of the world said this).  Why would a machine do this? Possibly because in our endeavor to uncover ... I'm not sure what... we might do something that would incidentally destroy the universe, so the supercollider from the future sabotaged itself in the past to prevent mankind from undoing the universe! So, scientists, of course, in the face of the theory that they may be working towards the demise of the universe, MUST get the supercollider working again and proceed towards... imminent doom? Read the article here: Updates suggest the machine is now working and we are not yet destroyed.   Now, another story I just happened across. How science is disproving our existence as we know it. This
Is Thi All I Am?
Is this what I have to become All my nature and being to be undone Is the cover that entire people can see? Is there a place in this world for people like me? Am I to walk alone? To find no companion no desired attraction no love to be A heart slattern broken, a soul gone dead To walk this world in the world of dread To see the couples link as one To see the passion from the window open wide To see passion I will not know for my self In addition, to bring joy, pleasure, you decide. I guess this is the life for me To watch the world and let it be And know that it is safe to say No one to stand by my side
Backwards Longshoreman
Club master bludgeon mestring me up nakedlyexpose my useless soulmy father can't comparejab my rib shut my mouthostracized, leave me there
It's All About The Pig
      If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months & 6 days you would have produced       enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.       (Hardly seems worth it.)       If you farted consistently for 6 years & 9 months, enough gas is produced       to create the energy of an atomic bomb.       (Now that's more like it!)       The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to       squirt blood 30 feet.       (OH MY!)       A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.       (In my next life, I want to be a pig.)        A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to       death. (Creepy.)       (I'm still not over the pig.)       Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour       (Don't try this at home, maybe at work)       The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its       body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.       (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!)       The flea can jump 350 times its bo
What A Two-faced Bitch
Some of you may have been part of a mass delete yesterday, by a certain someone....naturally it was made out to be a joke, but that's not the case. This person has some issues with a select few people around here, including me.  They think they can still have control over anyone that knows them.  Personally, I'm fed up with the high and mighty shit, and being shunned constantly.  If you had any sense in you, you'd make sure this person apologizes to you for their selfish ways.      I'm sure many of you have something to say about this, so I implore you to share your mind with me.
I Haven't Written A Poem In Months!
I guess that means my life is becoming boring and predictable. I need a nice energetic gal to help inspire me and break up the monotony. So if you're interested let me know and we'll just see if you can replenish me.
How Do You Fu?
Everyone knows that using IE to FU is pretty ineffiecient. Firefox, Safari and others are much better. However, I have found that Google Chrome is the best browser in which to FU. It works for the PC, MAC and Linux. You can download it here: DOWNLOAD GOOGLE CHROME Happy FU-ing!
So I got back from my niece's birthday party this afternoon (SHE LOVED HER CAKE!) and the guy was at the house cutting the grass. Just my luck my car was here and a flying rock shattered my window. Then I go to do my LLC paperwork online and my debit card is MIA (100 bucks says my sister stole it).   So now, I have to figure out how to get my window fixed and I have to go to the bank first thing in the AM and get a new card, and I have to get my LLC papers done tomorrow! GRRRRRRRRRRR
Plz Read
Okay, Normally I do not write blogs to complain or anything BUT......  Some ppl on here seem to think that I should spend every waking moment I have on Fubar and complain that I spend to much time with my son. Let me tell you a little secret you azzwhipes, MY SON COMES FIRST! Yeah fubar is fun and all to talk to people and what not BUT, I do not and will NOT let it run my life. I will not let you run my life either. I am a damn proud mommy and will always put my PRIORITIES first. If you do not like that then you can just Kiss My Azz!
The Diagnosis Of My Sickness Revealed
and other news too. please check it out love ya's  
Know Me For Who I Am
ask yourself do you know what it feels like to hypothetically  live  in a clear box but you can hear people around you but can not be heard for everyone to ignore you pass by you and just not even be looked at you see  piece of trash laying on the side of the road do you bother to stop for a second to pick it up see what it is no you just keep on walking not even thinking about what it is even tho that inside that trash wrapped up is pure gold in a matter of speaking a very good person on the inside if you stop and looked you would know that but no as a matter of a fact most of my life now i have been that trash just stuck on the side of that road waiting wondering if ill ever be picked up and looked at in the right way most people say don't judge a book by its cover , its the inside that counts, but have we truly ever seen a person that looks at people in that way? no i know for a fact i do i have always looked on the inside i have always trusted what my feelings have told be its my g
When It Crosses The Line...
When it crosses the line from being upset and feeling a certain way about things to harassment, slander, liable, and defamation of character, then enough is enough. We can appreciate the feelings that people have and why they may feel that way, but what people don’t seem to understand is that you may not attack, smear, or launch campaigns against people in order to make yourself feel better, especially if what your doing is for yourself and not for those whom you proclaim to be advocating for. Those of you who know us know that just over two years ago, we inherited a few new members to our family. We were asked to take in 3 children; first and foremost so that the situation that was playing itself out did not result in the children going into the system. It is well documented that we were asked to take these children in. Once again due to the situation that was playing itself out, once the children arrived and events transpired, it was apparent that these children would be her
Fake Ass Bitch Finding Tool I've been using this for about  year. Search any image and you can see other locations of that image on the net. It's free without  spyware or any crap like that. It's very useful to weed people out and verify info. Happy hunting!
I have been forgotten, as though he never knew me! He said that he loved me and would never leave. But he did ! We use to walk in the garden but know I mean nothing to him! I would have given him everything if he would have just loved me! Why have you forgotten me when my enemies are close at hand! The bind me and drag me through the darkness! I scream for you yet you do not hear! I gave you so much! But you through me away! I fell from grace so long ago ! You said you forgave me for , what I do not know!  For I was guiltless! You Allowed  your forces to through me from heaven, I gave so much! Why do you not remember me my love? I bare your mark no one else will have me! You have marked me to be alone forever! So when dose my time in hell end! When will you save me Love! From all the pain you have given! At last my love it is time to go!
My Broken Heart.
 Well I'm single again, just broke up with my boy friend today, and just one week before my 40th birthday too. It sucks to have a broken heart.
Autism - Just Watch, You'll Be Amazed.
Posting video as first comment.
If a person is going to make a Blast, HH, or spotlight, ask your friends which is your best pic!  Gosh!
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A Prayer
A womans sex prayer...... Now i lay him down to fuck, I pray he tears this pussy up, but if his dick is small and weak, god I pray this man can eat!!! hee hee
Kathy Noneya
Kathy Noneya   Interesting conundrum Describing perfection Personified In you   Apple white skin Blemish free Yet fresh As from the tree   Eyes inquisitive Clarity spoken Coffee alert Soulful understanding   Lips full Jellybean sweet Broadened smile Knowingly   Hands Alabaster, Finely Chiseled Piano Elegant. Softly beckoning.   Pretty not beautiful Athletic not an Olympian Famous but not a celebrity, Smart but not a rocket scientist   Walls erected Feelings protected Silent screams Love me, take me   Heart strength Nurture complete Happy but not euphoric Loves abound   Most important My Friend A lover of life   Who captures My mind    David  
I Am....
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger than reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I cannot transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesnt impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.
Ashes To Ashes-faith No More
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As you were
Just..... Yeah...
So why is it that whenever a friend finds a gf or bf they start to ignore their friends?? I know they dun do it intentionally.. but don´t they realize it kinda hurts? Someone I have known for over 3 years, that I have shared every thought with.. that has come to me for advice regarding issues and relationships.. has now stopped talking to me.. Im happy this person has found someone to share life with.. but at the same time it hurts that Im no longer important... I realize U have Ur own life.. and thats ok.. thats not what Im "bitching" about... its about the fact that Im not even worth a hello anymore... It just hurts to know that I was awsome to be around.. but as soon as U find someone else.. I kinda suck.... *sighs* Guess staying away from people IS the best way to go after all....
Queen W/ Bowie - Under Pressure
Pressure pushing down on me Pressing down on you no man ask for Under pressure That burns a building down Splits a family in two Puts people on streets Bah bah bah bah bah bah Bah bah bah bah bah bah That's o-kay! It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out! Pray tomorrow takes me higher Pressure on people People on streets Do do do bah bah bah bah O-kay Chippin' around Kick my brains round the floor These are the days It never rains but it pours People on streets People on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out! Pray tomorrow takes me higher higher higher Pressure on people People on streets Turned away from it all Like a blind man Sat on a fence but it don't work Keep coming up with love But it's so slashed and torn Why why why? Love love love love Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking Can't we give ourselves one more chance? Why can't we give love that
Queen - Somebody To Love
Can Anybody find me somebody to love? Each morning I get up, I die a little Can't barely stand on my feet (Take a look at yourself) I take a look in the mirror (In the mirror) and cry (And cry) Lord what you're doing to me? (Yeah, yeah) I have spent all my years in believing you (Ooh, believing you) But I just can't get no relief, lord Somebody, (Somebody), oh somebody (Somebody) Can anybody find me somebody to love? I work (He works hard) every day of my life I work 'till I ache my bones At the end (At the end of the day) I take home (Goes home) my hard earned pay all on my own (Goes home on his own) I get down (Down) on my knees (Knees) and I start to pray (Praise the lord) 'Till the tears run down from my eyes, lord (Ooh, lord) Somebody (Somebody), ooh somebody (Please) Can anybody find me somebody to love? (He works hard) Everyday (Everyday) And I try and I try and I try But everybody wants to put me down They say I'm goin' crazy They say I got a lot of water in my brain I got
Woman Dies From Butt Injections
Who hasn’t thought about cosmetic surgery? Most of us have parts of our anatomy that we would like to improve. That last I heard was boob jobs were still the favorite improvement surgery. The part of the body that is becoming more popular for enhancement is the butt. Board butts don’t get it man. Babes want a big round butt. Nothing wrong with that. I love a big round butt on a babe. But babes, don’t go to the extreme. Some babe in Los Angeles died from getting butt injections from an unlicensed practitioner. that’s ruff. Here are the details,2933,598224,00.html BlastFM streams great music to keep you off your butt. Check us out 24/7 @
Queen - Fat Bottomed Girls
Are you gonna take me home tonight Ah down beside that red firelight Are you gonna let it all hang out Fat bottomed girls You make the rockin' world go round Hey I was just a skinny lad Never knew no good from bad But I knew love before I left my nursery, huh Left alone with big fat fanny She was such a naughty nanny Heap big woman you made a bad boy out of me Hey hey! I've been singing with my band Across the wire across the land I seen every blue eyed floozy on the way, hey But their beauty and their style Went kind of smooth after a while Take me to them dirty ladies every time C'mon Oh wont you take me home tonight? Oh down beside that red firelight Oh and you give it all you got Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Fat bottomed girls you make the rockin' world go round Hey listen here I've got mortgages and homes I got stiffness in my bones Ain't no beauty queens in this locality (I tell you) Oh but I still get my pleasure Still got my greatest treasure Hey
Abba - Sos (so When You Need Me......)
Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind Whatever happened to our love? I wish I understood It used to be so nice, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. When you're gone How can I even try to go on? When you're gone Though I try how can I carry on? You seem so far away though you are standing near You made me feel alive, but something died I fear I really tried to make it out I wish I understood What happened to our love, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. When you're gone How can I even try to go on? When you're gone Though I try how can I carry on? So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S. O. S. And the love you gave me, nothing else can save me S. O. S. When you're gone How can I even try to go on? When
Friend Help
In light of my recent discoveries of what guys are adding me for, I'm thinking my judgment is poor.  An idea popped into my head - what if I screen capped friend requests and posted them, and let you (my friends) help me decide whether to accept or ignore?  Could be fun - 'specially when i get requests from some of the real oddballs.  Whadya think?
[pissing The Bed Redux 12]
Bobby Flay and an Asian flamer are on the TV behind me.... I'd change it if I was more motivated mostly because Ialong with everyonehate Bobby Flay.It is the weekend, and there is demonstrative programming on food network.But it doesn't count when an east coast douche is blathering on about grill marks on fruit.I was hoping to get lucky and see an NCIS marathon on USA....Looks like I'll be finding something else to do while assembling my second MG Gouf.The color match on my hands are a LOT better on this run, and it came with an action base (but I need a claw to secure) NowI could get dressed, go get some coffee, pick up more primer (mine went rotten due to a bad seal and some garage flooding) and ... maybe start priming my 1/100 Gouf.I mean... ... well... why not? I've got one version 1 partial assembledand a version 2 in the box.Priming wouldn't hurt.*wonders what all would need to be pulled apart*I think if I could get away with covering a lot of the sockets with maski
Fubar Street Team Bounty
I am moving the Fubar Street Team Bounty Vault to this blog. Please post your bounty as a comment and provide a little information on the who, what, where and how. Here are a few of the ones that people have turned in. Please post in your gallery in a folder called Fubar Street Team. You can then copy the image link and paste into a comment. This will allow us to see results more quickly. Also, it gives other users the option to click to your page.      
Serene Sunday...let's Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est.  Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! you know you could connect from our website?  Go to and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!
Ways To Promote Fubar!
Hello Fu's and Crew I have listed a few ways to promote you home of as you know I make videos on youtube to help promote the site and I also send out my mp3s to stations on and off which is one way to promote This site... Want some other ways? Read on: 1. Facebook - Of course but not your grandparents... your life long friends! has a Facebook page and if you have not yet joined this group plz do noe!  Group:!/group.php?gid=99622505954&ref=ts Page: 2. Twitter - Follow Us for all the latest News: Also Follow Scrapper: 3. All and Any Social Networking Site will do... where do your friends hang out? Why not bring them all together into one place? 4. Tagging fubar in awesome places and shooting a photo 5. Reposts of everything we post on every network 6. Photos with the fubar logo with people no on fubar 7. Anywhere you go in town... s
About The Team
We have been blowing up lately and a lot of it is due to the help of many of you. I believe in the fubar community. Scrapper is looking for dedicated fubar usrs who want to join the street team. The street team's soul purpose is to spread th fubar Gospel. If we all work together to repost all the crazy stuff we do and promote fubar, the site will grow. Get yoru friends here!There are opportunities both online and offline for the fubar Street Team to promote our crazy world. The other role of the street team is to teach other users how to promote as a unified team. many of you on multiple networks. If we all spread the fubar gospel daily, babyjesus might actually rise up into the heavens. This is the break down of how it works. I have set up two tiers of the Fubar Street Team. Official Fubar Street Team members are added to the family and can post the golden wings on their profile or anywhere else. They can also post it in their name or wherever they want. To become an Officia
There's A New Crew On Fubar!
Yes Its True Theres A New Crew On Fubar Thats Right Fubar Street Team Or Looking For Very Dedicated Members The fubar street team is a my hand picked crew of cool users who love helping out and promoting the site. The goal of the Fubar Street Team is to work together online and offline to bring our friends and other cool people to the site. We all know there are many things to do on fubar. It is not all about rating and being red. Personally, being on the Fubar Street Team is an honor and a privledge. What is expected! I expect anyone on the street team to handle their business and make us look good. The better you do, the more you will be rewarded. We do not want spammers or jackasses talking shit on other sites or in public. We want cool people hanging out and spreading the fu gospel. If we see you acting the fool, we will remove you. How does it work? We promote all kinds of stuff. We need help from you to just get the word out. Many of you are on multiple networks and hav
Inquiring Minds Want To Know.
Or do they? Is it better to blog everyday about things that may be meaningless to the random reader, or to blog intermittently and still risk posting something that may or may not be entertaining to anyone that happens along? I follow a few blogs that are updated on the daily with cute anecdotes and stories of life happenings, but I'm not entirely certain I could keep anyone interested for an extended period of time. I could blog everyday if I wanted to, and I probably would if I thought YOU would read them. Would you? WOULD YOU?! Fucking liar! You don't even read them now. Your mom threw away your best porno mag, BUSTED. [Except for you, Witchie, or whatever your name is today.]   Fin!   ps. I really hate the shoutbox. I don't hate your messages - I often think they're rather cute - I just hate using that media to reply to them. Fin again!
Nightmares of a darker time, when thoughts of death crossed my mind! All hope is gone ! Love forgot me along the way!Searching for away to escape this Love has bound me to! Wanting something I never had before! Crying and begging for something new. Waiting for it all to end! Why has though forsaken me Love! You chased me away and became angery when I left! You never really knew me you never gave it a chance! You broke me Love is that not enough! When is my time in hell going to be up!
Too Awake To Sleep, Yet To Tired To Do Anything But Sit Here. So Here's A Random Blog.
Outside the massive front windows I hear a chorus of crickets providing me with a symphony of chirps.  I hear the fans whirring overhead, and I feel its cool, delicate brush of air against my skin.  The darkness outside is so thick, and then a car rushes by on a deserted road, perhaps heading for home from a long shift of work.  Perhaps they couldn't sleep either.  I had a mostly uneventful day.  While juggling with my 7 month old I played a few games of Starcraft 2.  I failed miserabley, but at least I had an enjoyable time.  And now, it's Sunday.  Creeping in slowly, only to rush passed us to greet Monday morning.  I wish I could cling to Sundays, and skip Mondays all together.  And now, I'm sitting here reading this paper I am writing contemplating the media and it's responsibility in our society.  Media obligations to be an informant in government actions.  Media obligations to provide to the viewer unbiased, truthfuly information about many things.  But my, how the media has fail
If Your Status Says
"Its complicated" YOURE a douchebag idiot.   FUCK "complicated".  The only reason its complicated is because YOU MAKE it that way or you stick around hoping shit will get better.  Shit SHOULDNT BE complicated.  HEALTHY, lasting, QUALITY relationships ARENT "complicated".  "Complicated" just means "almost over", so quit fuckin dragging it out and END the bullshit.  Hes NOT the last guy youre going to be with ANYway, so why freakin bother?  Dumb bitches.
There Is Someone
There is someone on fubar, that thinks the world revolves around him. He has to talk about his women problems and show his fucking hobbit feet, guessed who it is yet?
My Late Night Rant
Whiny Political Bullshit
Little Bit Peevish
Ok a whole lot.   In no particular order, I might just hate you right now, if:   You're a constant complainer/whinger/bitcher/moaner...y'know...there's expressing occasional frustration at something, and then there is constant and almost unceasing complaining and pissing and moaning. If you don't like something, change it, or change your attitude towards it. When that something is a website - log the fuck off the internet and do something else. Or if you can't bring yourself to do that, find another fucking website! If you can't bring yourself to do that even, then all you're whinging about is your own inability to change any damn thing in your sad life. Shut the FUCK up already, it's BORING.   You're one of the 'tsk tsk''ve perfected the art of humming and hawing in disapproval at shit, but you haven't yet managed the requisite pair to do anything about it. You're the type that would watch a person getting ready to jump off a cliff and you'd say 'someone really oug
Hellokittey201023@ Fubar
hi,im janet ,just trying figture fubaer out
Today Was A Beautiful Day
We rode out of Ely, NV at 7AM to stormy skies and warm temperatures. A few drops hit but in the first hundred miles or so it was pretty dry and in the 70's. We got hit real hard by rain for a few miles and I'd say that was the most nervous I've been on the whole trip. I guess with speeds of 75 and pounding rain I'd come to my 'wall.' I slowed to 70 and my husband and the sweeper stayed with me for the few miles I needed to go a little slower than the rest of the group. As soon as the rain stopped I cracked the throttle and joined the others. I love running at 75 to 80 and was very happy to be on the open road again. I wish we could have stopped more to just take in the sights of Utah and Idaho. We stopped a couple of times but when you need to be somewhere 450 miles down the road, you GO. It's interesting being the only lady rider in the group. One of the other women assumes I'd rather go slow the whole time. I assured her I love high speeds on DRY roads and don't have a problem wit
Well this is what happen for the last 4 months my ex was blaming me for us breaking up. Then I have not heard from here in two weeks when today I hear that her boyfriend , the one she cheated on me with stole her money and her bike. She calls me and ask me to help her out. What should I do? Should I help or not? Please comment and let me know. Thank you for your time.
The Price Was Right!
You've heard people talk about how much things cost back in the "good old days" --- heck you might remeber them yourself (Uncle John does). Talk about nostalgia -- we found these prices in The Money Book, by Peter Skolnick   In 1926: 1 lb. of steak: $.37 1 dozen eggs: $.45 Grand piano: $625 1926 Chevrolet: $510 Frigidaire Refrigerator: $395 RCA Radio: $150 Ticket from NY to Philadelphia on the Pennsylvania Railroad: $3.00   In 1936 FDR's presidential salary: $75,000 a year Average starting salary for a college graduate: $20-25 a week First class stamp: $.03 Quart of milk: $.12 Full dinner at New York's Roxy Grill: $.75 Six - pack of Coca-Cola (bottles): $.25 13-day cruise from New York to Bermud
Common knowledge is frequently wrong.  Here are a few examples of things that people believe...but that just aren't true.   Myth:: The captain of a ship at sea can perform weddings. Fact:: U.S. Navy regulations -- and those of the navies of many other nations -- actually prohibit ships' commanders from joining couples in marriage.   Myth:: Your hair and nails continue to grow after you die. Fact:: They don't. Your tissue recedes from your hair and nails, making them appear longer.   Myth:: Bananas spoil faster when you put them in a refrigerator. Fact:: This belief comes from an old ad jingle. The purpose of the jingle was to tell people to keep bananas out of the refrigerator...but only until they had ripened. Once ripened, bananas will last longer in the refrigerator.   Myth:: You should never wake a sleepwalker. Fact:: There's no reason not to wake a sleepwalker. This superstition comes from the old belief that a sleepwalker's spirit leaves the body and might not make it
its been a very very quiet and boring day...not that i mind.  I'd rather be alone today.  I had to do the hardest thing I've ever done before yesturday.  I have done a lot of crazy things that pretty much everyone I know would categorize as near death experiences.  I have been to a lot of places and joined in some wierd customes that kill most people.  I have done all of this without so much as flinching, blinking, or breaking a sweat.   However, yesturday I put my dog to sleep.  she was going to be twelve this year.  It probly wouldn't have bothered me much accept I raised her from the runt of the litter to the healthy black lab she became.  she was very athletic and prefered the company of people rather than other dogs.  she acted like more of a person than a canine.  last week i found out that she had a tumor  near her stomach and cancer growing around her heart. the vet told me that her time was almost up.  When i woke up to take her out to pee yesturday she was unable to walk and
Why Ask Why?
Sometimes the answer is irrelevant -- it's the question that counts. Why do we say something is out of wack? What is a wack?   If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled?   Why are a wise man and a wise guy opposites?   Why does the word "lisp" have an 's' in it?   Why do women wear evening gowns to nightclubs? Shouldn't they be wearing nightgowns?   If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?   How does it work out that people always die in alphabetical order?   Why do "overlook" and "over-see" mean opposite things?   "I am" is reportedly the shortest sentance in the English language. Could it be that "I do" is the longest sentence?   If people from Poland are called "Poles" why aren't people from Holland called "Holes"?   If you ate pasta and antipasta, would you still be hungry?   How is it possible to "run out of space"?   If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?   Why is it that if someone tells you that there are 1 billion stars
Honest To Goodness Newspaper Headlines.
British left waffles on Falklan Islands Shot off womens leg helps Nicklaus to 66 Plane too close to ground, crash probe told Juvenile court to try shooting defendant Stolen painting found by tree Bomb hit by library After detour to California shuttle returns to Earth Boy declared dead, revives as family protests Dead coyote found in Bronx launches search for its mate Childbirth is big step to parenthood 42% of all murdered women are killed by the same man National hunting group targeting women Fire officials grilled over kerosene heaters Police can't stop gambling Ability to swim may save children from drowning Low wages said key to poverty Youth hit by car riding bicycle Hostage- taker kills self; police shoot eachother Testical cargo seized Check with doctors before getting sick Police kill youth in effort to stop his suicide attempt Intern gets taste of Government Convicted S&L chief donated to university Study: Dead patients usually not saved Parking lot flo
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Debunking Christianity In 6 Pages
Christians claim God created humanity to worship him with free will but humans became something God did not intend (an arrogant statement implying humans outsmarted God). By disobeying they rendered God's perfect creation to be imperfect. God planned creation, and planned salvation. Let's look at the Scriptural evidence. You can read the story of Adam and Eve and the fall from grace in Genesis chapter 3. God told Adam and Eve to not eat the fruit from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, lest they die, giving them "free choice", instead of exercising his will over them.... (You do not have free will if you are commanded to do something and expected to obey. This is circumstantial will.) The serpent told Eve that God knew they would not die but "...God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, & you will be like God, knowing good & evil." After eating the fruit of knowledge of good & evil, God himself proclaimed to his pantheon of male & female gods (whose image huma
Inportance To Remmember You Fuckers
Men build things, then we die. It's in our fucking DNA! THAT'S WHAT WE DO!           And when it all falls down?       We build it right back up again.        But this time bigger. BETTER!               Look! Look what we can do. Look how fuckin' beautiful we are. You think the men that built all this had it easy?            Hard men! Doing hard shit!                   I am so sick of all of this self help, twelve step, leftover hippie generation bullshit!                  Now they don't want you to do anything, right?                     Just sit there. Don't drink. Don't smoke. Don't drive fast           Kiss my ass!                  Fuck it! Do it all I say! Do you think Duke Wayne spent all of his time talking about his feelings with a fuckin' therapist?            There's no fucking way he did!                John Wayne died with five pounds of undigested red meat in his ass. Now that's a man! Real men hide their feelings. Why? Because it's none of your fuckin' business! Men do no
Holy Crap
Robert insists on pimping me out, because he likes to watch me squirm. So every once in a while I get some freak that wants to show me his peen or wants to know if I have bewbie pics. But this was tonight's award winner.   Friend Request:   hello... i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles. you have a sort of submissive appearance to me. and i would like to know if your submissive behaviour is as good as your outer appearance. have you ever thought about serving as submissive, to submit... to follow? you like the idea to be in contact with a strict dominant german, to be guided and lead at times and to show your true nature as submissive female? i am 27... single and as you can see in my profile, i live in germany. i would say that i am a very intriguing person. i like art, music a good wine. i am addicted to the bdsm lifestyle since 9 years. it started a long time ago and that passion never went away. during that time i have had several slavegirls and submissives
I admit I am not a whiz at computers. I understand a little more then the basics, but not an expert by any means. So I go to those who are supposed to know better then I.  A computer expert.   After telling them all I did to try to maintain my system ie Full computer scans with anti virus, more then 2 times a week.  Weekly Defrag on the computer, all I get is: Well the lag or slowness you are experiencing maybe because you ISP is slow or because the game/web page/site is slow.  Call your ISP and have them do a speed test.   hmmm should I be happy it's not my comp, and just yell at the cable company that thier cable modem is too slow for my computer?   and how much time am I going to have to devote to this?  Believe me, calling a tech at the cable company is sketchy at best. you may get a good one, then you may get one who wants you off the phone.   I believe I am a bit frustrated.   *sigh*
Ann, has access to my PC's because I have nothing to hide and she found it amazing that I had Porn and Ladies of The Night in my Favorites. She said anyone coming across this will have the Perception of you being something your not. Perception are easily created. She was floored by me the other day. She never expected it nor others. Unfortunately, not many thihngs are clear as it may seem. Perception of me is based on the actions of others and not me. Who has the most to gain? How many gained and whe really lost it all, meaning wife, animal (friends), house, dignity, and respect? Anyone paying attention to this, beside The Roman Catholic Church, The Oder, TEMPLER, and friends? Glory to God N  
Listia Is A New Kind Of Auction Site Where You Bid On Other People's Stuff Using Credits Instead Of Real Money.
Deep Dark
well since i didn't know how to express myself i thought i would do it here lol Woot Woot Exotic Dreams DJ manager and one of the Kraziest Dj's around. We all know that i'm Krazy just by being me, facial expressions the bowtie thing and well also the pink shirt i wore, but then what is there to the Krazy guy they call Ken. The man behind the mic and cam, what makes him tick like a clock...soo many different ways i guess you can explain it is to look at me as me, for who i am not what i am. being me is something different then what others want to see. I don't know. what more of me is there. I work at Dunkin Donuts serving people that need a boost in thier daily rootine. Hell so do I, I need that extra boost. something else is wrong though. its not making me whole as a person. I just can't explain it. maybe a little soul searching with in myself, maybe seeing someone else's side of me in thier perspective. I'll figure it out one way or another
7/31/10 Dilbert
Would Like Some Input
Without trying to repeat myself too much. I'm an "adoptive" parent at a local zoo. The annual fee goes towards the care, medical, etc. of the animal. In 1991, I adopted a bald eagle named Leah. She was blind in her left eye which is why she was at the zoo. There was no way she could have fended for herself in the wild where she would have roughly lived 25-30 years. Unfortunately, due to a respiratory infection which was complicated by her age of 37, they felt it was better to put her out of her suffering. Even as I type this I'm getting the sniffles. I understand it's a part of life, but it sucks. Since I am an animal lover and I really appreciate the way the animals are cared for at this zoo, I'm looking to adopt another pet. I've narrowed my choices down to three. I just wanted some input here to see what ya'll thought. If you go to the following link: you'll see a series of drop down boxes. Keep the fir
Inner Peace
Dr. Oz proclaimed, 'The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished.'   So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Captain Morgan, a bottle of Jager, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the weed, some Doritos, and a box of chocolates.   You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now!
My Wish List
I don't have a credit card otherwise I would buy these things myself: They aren't in order I just want them Happy Hour Boomerang Auto 11 Cherry Bomb FuPony
A million times we've needed you A million times we've cried If love alone could've saved you You never would have died In life we loved you dearly In death we love you still In our hearts you hold a place No one else will ever fill It broke our hearts to lose you But you didn't go alone Part of us went with you The day God took you home       Geraldine Guest September 24, 1913 - September 27, 2006
Rookie Athlete's
Just curious what is everyone's opinion on rookie athletes signing huge contracts before playing a single play in there sport that they where drafted in? Me personally think there should be a salary cap for rookies and there 2ND contact should be worth millions. Like today for example  rookie QB Sam Bradford of the St. Louis Rams singed a contract worth $50 million today. Yes I know he was the #1 overall pick but still he has not yet played a down in the NFL.  What if he steps on the practice field and gets injured and is gone for the year or worse never be able to play again and yet the team that drafted them still owes them money. So just what is everyone's opinion on this issue?
Stanley Fubar Tool
Okay I don't know how I missed this before but its beyond cool. Check this out...   I broke out the Fubar, a new kind of hammer with an appetite for destruction, because the chicken-wire-like backing on my friend’s plaster walls was dulling my reciprocating saw blades like they were made of wax. Stanley designed the tool because today’s contractors use hammers mostly to break stuff—they drive nails with pneumatic guns. The Fubar’s square head and tapered edge tore huge holes in the walls, and the toothed jaws wrenched studs so forcefully I swear I heard the wood cry out in pain. Link to article here Stanley Product Page here
Poet Ty For The Poem
"The GiftStanding silentThe earliest – 1670The latest stillFresh not yet Disturbed byThe settling of timeFamily plots carefullyTended crowdingThe solitary stoneInscribed – “Unknown”Circa 1900Early eveningLand breeze bendsEach grass blade,Sentinels thousandsGuarding singularTombsSpring blossoms pushingThrough the sameSoil shared byLouisa M. Shorter1857-1950, RebirthAs tree buds prepareTo explode intoA cacophony Of colors – Red, yellow, theWhite DogwoodSoon to bark A tree stays inPlace, plantedOn the occasion Of her passingNow her favorite Companion whoEach spring brings The gift of renewalA butterfly alightsOn my diet coke, itPauses and speaks Well of hope – lifeSpring dances withHundred forgottenHeadstones? Not Really… a CardinalComes to visit andThe brown of winter’sRemorse gives wayTo the enveloping greenOf a new seasonpoet
Green With Envy
Ok.. so I leveled, and sent out so many referrals im purple.. cool. I dont know if we have head a guy in a green name for being topped like or not, but....   All you angel on my friends list, if you would pimp me out as much as you can, because my new fugoal is to have a green name. at least for a day so i can screen shot it.    and i can pay for some if you see someone selling pimps, link me, or them.   almost forgot:   As you were
Dream Night, Or Was It Just A Full Moon...
Strange dream last night, to real not to be true in the metaphor universe. There was an elderly lady-- in her 90s dressed in black silk. The silk was worth thousands. She was a small person but the impression within the dream was that she was once tall and full of ego and pride. She needed help and had gotten to that place in her ending life to ask for it. "I cannot walk, " she said as she looked up into my eyes. "You have the bluest eyes that I have ever seen, " she went on to say. I just smiled and picked her up and to my surprise she had no more weight than that of an infant's. Then I realized or was made aware that that was her spiritual condition. She had been raised in the church (a rich earthly church) all of her life, went to church every Sunday but was no more than an infant spiritually. So I walked on carrying the old lady that was no more than an infant. As I walked I shared with her spiritual things and some of it was enlightened to her soul because she grew a
Oliver Stone Bashes Jews
I thought as a diverse country, when Obama became president race relations would be great. I guess that notion is a myth. It seems race is a major problem in Hollywood. And Hollywood is suppose to be so tolerant too. Not so with one of Hollywood’s richest directors Oliver Stone. Old Stoned told reports that jews control Hollywood. They do Stoned? Funny you should say that because your dad was Jewish and a stockbroker in NYC. I suppose it’s fine that he said that cause he is part Jew. It interests me though when rich folks attack their own. There must be something going on with ol' Stoned. Your guess is as good as mine as to what it is. If you want more here it i BlastFM loves all people who enjoy great music. Hit us up for a good time musically
My life is so boring it puts me to sleep. Anything wrong with a boring life? No different that any one elses. Ordinary, life is so calm and yet there is sometihng not quite right in all of our ordinary life. We try not look at it or simply ignore it and yet it is there. Not quite sure what it is but it is unsettling. Look in the mirror at yourself, and do you even look deep in the eye's? Who do you see? I've yet to look at myself in the mirror. I can get very close to it and yet avoid looking at myslef in the mirror. Glory to God N  
Come Check Out True Heart Hatched Icp Ppl Come See Where The Action Is Bring A Friend
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Was In The Paper
Essence Of Bliss
Beyond the surface of a lost dream lies a heroWith mocha eyes that carry a tale twice ignoredFragile, yet scripted with tints of devout strengthAn aroma drizzled with innocence but held a secretWearing her hopes as a cloak to disguise...maybe hideJust to keep that smile plastered on full lipsLured by a kiss into a lap of that even possible?[let me sing a song full of fantasy,Will you listen? Or at least pretend?Who am I to say how you receive meThat last step into love looks higher nowAnd the hand to guide me throughIs tainted with fear.]She would always hear life is a journeyLooking at it through naive eyesShe saw life as good, pure, full of loveNow the bitter taste of turbulence stingsUnable to free a soul from years of painNot the type of pain erased by new loveNo, the kind that's made a homeIn the crevice of a heart scared to openTake the time to look into those mocha eyes once againYou might see dreams, maybe a hint of hopeBut do you see the suffering? The darknes
In an attempt to eraseaching recollectionsfailed, for you still...lingerThat arousing aromaonce tousled my lockswith it's devilish hooks.Now remains as a stenchdug deep within my skinspewing rancid memories.Teasing of has been'sand forget me not's,all you do is...lingerThose enticing eyesonce girdled a fairytalewith no ending in scene.Now stitched in tormentcarved by a lover's allure.Reminiscence of yesterday...yet you linger.Perhaps your presenceshadows my every movefor I wish to cling to faitha moment longer, in hopesit does not betray my trust.I catch sight of those eyesin the distanceas they lockwith mine.And your haunting scentinvades my essencefor I am not ready,to releaseLinger...and we'll intertwinein my dreams.
Blinding Amber
Amber ring,encompassed my pupil,hopelessly blinded;hypnotized to gazeat the scorching sun.My subconscious mind,detached me from the physical world,where my insatiable quest for loveknows no boundaries;crossing borders, sea of poison.In search of a distant memory,where our dreams once stood.Reclaiming the passionthrough small gulps of air.Overturning pale yellow grass,with daisies and wild roses.Multi-colored rainbowmay once again appearover this luscious meadow.Drought will be filledwith pristine green ocean,where luminous coral reefwill bloom from underneath.Empty spaces painted with vivid life;stroking euphoria in each darken spot,where beauty is definedyet visible only to the blind.Waves of ecstasy,keep me awake in this hallucination.Altering my mind to sleep(not now, not never)But when the sun sets,my soul transcends me back to reality,where my eyes are wrapped in fire;screaming to be extinguished....Knowing that it's worth the pain,just to think of you.    Just for you!
Love And Hate!
Love and hate , most experince them every day! Some know hate better for it keeps them company! With out love the heart begins to shrink. Does Love always have to run! Does it not know the pain it causes!oes he not care! Love runs so far away! Never to be found ! Just out of reach he hides from me! Never giving me what I really need to be loved!
The New Firefox 4.0 Beta Is Sexy!
By Ryan "Scrapper" Riccitelli The new Firefox4 Stepped it up. The layout is nice and it feels faster. I provided links to the most important info. I will be testing and giving more feedback. The feature overview is impressive. Please feel free to leave comments. Meet the New Firefox Download Firefox4.0 bet Make sure to check us out or
Engagement Rings
Engagement rings are the best for the couple so present highly glittering diamond engagement rings to impress and excite your soon-to-be-bride.
Just Another
Be still my weeping heart Cry tears no more You loved him Emotionally, unconditionally, completely In your heart he will be To love is to set free You will not leave him completely A bond even stronger than before Will come walking in your door The bond of friendship, a love even more You will carry your love You will be strong for him You will always be there You will be his rock His shoulder to cry on Right now you must be strong Even though inside you are dying You must understand You must be yourself And above all remember this Keep your love and his friendship Close to your heart And in your life he will forever be
“how Do I Delete My Facebook Account” Search Volume Drops. Facebook Privacy Fiasco Over?
I found this article and modified it a little. Read this blog carefully and lets get the cool people over to    Is it time to officially declare the Facebook privacy fiasco over? While a record number of users were previously searching for “How Do I Delete My Facebook Account” as “Quit Facebook Day” approached, it appears as the number of users searching for this phrase has dropped back to pre-privacy fiasco levels. Facebook has officially failed to back down on their “Instant Personalization” program and it appears that users definitely don’t really care all that much. ****Scrapper Says use your facebook page and invite all your friends over here. Tell grandpa and grandma they can come too, but they better no lip off about NSFW. When you finish getting all your friends here from all your favorite sites, set the accounts on fire and let the fuckers burn******* I even did the research to find you the link
One Of My Fav Quotes
Love is the closest thing we have to magic. 
My Garden- Just Something I Wrote
My Garden I have a garden high on a hill So full of life; so full of beauty… Upon that hill so majestically Rests a single red rose for me To care for and to nurture What started out as a tiny seed,   Has now become The only thing I will ever need The seed was planted two years ago From then I have walked many times To that seed on the hill I have talked to, laughed with, and cried over This tiny seed planted so firmly in the ground And over the years I have watched it grow To the blooming beautiful bud that it is today It looked to me for comfort from the stormy days And for warmth from the cold winter nights I was there when his buds began to wilt With a gentle touch I guided him toward the sun In his own way he thanked me everyday For the tenderness and care I had shown His beauty glowed across my garden An angelic glow surrounded him Like an angel sent from above One day I noticed another seed growing Next to my beautiful rose I noticed a new glow
Time To Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est.  Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid!  Did you know you could connect from our website?  Go to and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!
Dead Hearts
why is it that I can't ever love those close to mee? I am absolutely in love, and will never be anywhere close enough to act upon it. wow. I am sooo lame for even lettin myself feel that way. It's on. Im sooooo never chattin with awesome peeps again.. lol so you better be a loser if you gonna come around chattin... lol
I Love The Snow
I love the snow. I love how all life seems to be buried while letting their ghost-like images show from beneath their cold blanket. I love it when everything is under a layer of soft, white powder that kills the plants below it. I love watching the snow fall lazily, slowly, forever freezing the animals that never wake up from their comfortable sleep. Watching it drift down in the night sky is simply magical. It's wonderful to see all life just seem to stop to make an undisturbed coat of small ice crystals for the world. But even better--and this is my favorite part--is anything that does still move shows me everything about them. They leave behind very distinct tracks, showing me if they walk on four legs or two, if they're with anybody or all alone, how big or heavy they are, what sort of stride they move in, how long ago they passed, etc., etc.... I like to follow sometimes, because the only animals that can walk around in this weather are warm-blooded. There's something
Wow This Is Serouiosly Out Of Line Read And Comment
OK SOOOO HERES THE STORY .... DUDE LIL CRAZY .... HAD TO CUT HIM OFF WHEN HE STARTED ACTING UP .... (i even made him salutes like i said i would... i should robally take em down)     from:proprodUnited Statessubject: hunreceived: 07/29/2010 01:08 amreplied: no block this memberhey besides what happen on fu, lets stay in touch with each other, your damm kool girl,what do ya say about that. my email is k**********, and my# is 1-602-***-****. i will fly to ya some times and you to me, or ill pay you to me better (IM SORRY BUT HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD U DUDE NOT THAT KINDA SITE ! FOR ALL U FUTARDS OUT THERE DO NOT COME AT ME OR ANY WOMAN ON THIS SITE LIKE THIS I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT U SEND IT WILL BE DELTLED !) from: proprod United States subject: cold harted bitch received: 07/31/2010 01:10 am replied: no block this member so how many men have you turned on, just to get stupid fu-bling. you know if you where not such a cunt, went out and found a man, inst
I Don't Sleep Anymore.
Earlier this week, on Sunday night, I had a dream in which I knew I was asleep. I was stood outside of my house in torrential rain at night and thought I needed to get inside in order to wake up. I approached the front door and placed my knuckles onto the door-window ready to knock. I knew that my next action would bring me one step closer to consciousness. The moment I knocked on the door, the thudding sound of the knock was so loud, so frightening and so real that it woke me from my sleep. BOOM. BOOM. BOOM.I jumped up immediately and listened out for a further knock at the door. I was roasting hot, sweating profusely and my heart was beating so hard, I don’t think I would have been able to tell the difference between a knock at the door and my thudding heart beat. After I came to my senses and realised that the possibility of the door knocking at the exact moment of dreaming it is incredibly low, I fell back to sleep.   Monday, the very following night, I had the same dream.
People Are Strange....
Pretty much all I use a blog for is to complain lol ...this is no different :P   I just wanna know how I managed to piss off someone for not telling them I rated them because they are good looking when there was not a single pic of their face or anything??? hahaha ...people are strange!
A Poem I Wrote About A Complicated Relationship
 One day I will move on,Someday all your empty words will be gone.Memories of you will hold no significance,I just wish that it could be now,why must I endure such longing,Such hope that you will find your way back in,You were such a small part of my lifeand yet one of the greatest.The pain from your absence should be long gone,Your kiss still lingers on my lips,The warmth from your embrace I always miss,your smile set me on fire and made me feel at ease...
Well, let's see here, maybe I should make a pact, or a promise, anthing that really kills the time.  I guess I can list off my goals and endeavours for random people I may or may not know... like it matters though right, after all these are personal, spiritual, and meaningful goals; made for all of us or some of us... Here goes nothing... 1- World peace, no not the stupid bull shit that means we all hug and get along, but anything but demonizing muslims, and communists.  More of a peace that comes from the wise and simple phrase "Live and let live".  How is this achievable, instilling these values into our children.  "Who cares what the Jones are doing, as long as he isn't fucking the goat on my property I'm cool with it."  Nothing too bizare or stupid, nothing like unachievable expectations, but simply agreeing to disagree and leaving the person alone.  Differences exist and should exist there is nothing wrong with no liking some as long as you don't infringe on it's existence and d
Sometimes I Just Cant Believe How Dedicated Our Users Are.
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What's Been Going On With Dzr
Well let me start by saying I'm sorry to all my friends and fans. This has been an exhausting year. When I first started DZRadio,  I was working for myself and had pretty liberal hours. With the economy going to hell in an handbag I was forced to take a job for someone else, and my hours are extraordinarily high. Then you combine that with the fact that I am back out in the field working in the heat everyday. I have found that I have been exhausted pretty much everyday. I've also been working injured ( broken toe, shoulder problems, etc). Life in general has made it difficult to DJ on a regular basis. I had hope DZR would continue to operate without my constant presence, but that doesn't seem to be the case. DZR will still be around, but please be patient and I will eventually get it and myself back to where it should be....   Danger
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We aim above the mark to hit the mark.  -  Ralph Waldo Emerson
Alright.... So Now What??
Okay, I haven't blogged in awhile on here, but there has been plenty to blog about just been busy or tired. First off, I have a newest member of my family, he was born June 28th, 2010.  His name is Tommy Dale.  Things are going pretty well.  My hand is still messed up from July 2nd of 09.  I'm still going to doctors and whatnot to see what can if anything can be done for it...   They are thinking about surgery but they want to know what to do surgery on before they do anything.  Then again they also said that it would be a 20% of the surgery working and 80% they fuck it up even more.   I am exausted and thats due to lack of sleep from my little man... he has his days and nights mixed up and I have to be up all night and then I get about 3hrs of sleep before I have to get up to take care of my daughters...  I'm running on empty lol.  I guess that is it for now to tired to finsh lol.  I'll keep ya'll updated.
Having A Blast
It's day three of our long ride. We met up with a Fubar friend today and rode with him for a couple of miles of Nevada desert. Why God? It was actually a really nice day with plenty of prostate stops...OK, I admit it, it was ME that needed frequent stops, not the guys! A group of riders have met up with my husband and I and we were sad to hear that one gal went down. She and her husband are at a hospital and the word is that she is going to be fine eventually. Road rash, a few broken bones, and some bruises. No word on her bike. So now I am the only lady rider on the trip! We have pu 900+ miles on in 3 days. Will add 400+ miles tomorrow. I will blog more as I can. Lisa ann
I'm A Tobacco Addicted Satanist With A Cat!
So I am dipping my toes in a couple online dating sites (shut up, I am not a loser.)  I clearly annotated my profile that I am an agnostic smoker with a cat.  Matter of fact I think that's the title of it "I'm a tobacco addicted satanist with a cat!" So please pray tell, why would women who say that religion is very important to them, or they hate smokers, or they hate cats choose to message me and ask if I would like to chat. Let me tell you now because I know what you are thinking, but there are in fact no pictures of my penis on this site, so dissmis that from your mind.  I do try to be polite and mention that many of the qualities they seek I do not posses but this does not seem to deter them.  I do not be rude and say, "what's the point?"  because I am too classy for that.  Though I am thinking I may mention that I have to have a cigarette then take my cat to my weekly worship of the dark lord.
To Start With
 First let me explain what this blog is for alright ; There's a few people out there who claim they know me but in reality  only a handful of people truly do know me ; in fact they are my blood family or very close friends . Whom I have known for countless of years  because I'm a very private person  and it's hard for me to let just anyone get to really know me . I'm pretty sure alot of you understand what i mean by that........... I'll write more when i get a chance to 
Can U See Me?
Hello, can u see me? im right here, look at me plz no i mean really look at me   can u see me hurtin? can u see me smilin?   look me in the eyes, they say eyes is the way to someones soul look into my soul what do u see?   im tryin to smile when all i wanna do is cry, can u see that? ur supose to know when my smile is fake or true   god i cant breath, i really cant breath dont know wuts goin on my mind is gone   i need u to see me look at me plz into my soul   why cant u see me?  am i that good actor? it dosent matter if i am u should see me look at me plz
C51 - Fubar T's (dire Straits - Money For Noting Remix)
Fubar Anthem?
We'll end up numb from playing video gamesand we'll get sick of having sex.And we'll get fat from eating candyas we drink ourselves to death.We'll stay up latemaking mix tapes,photoshoping pictures of ourselveswhile we masturbate to these pixelated videosof strangers fucking themselves.We are very busy people,We are very busy people.There's crusty socksand stacks of pizza boxesmaking trails straight to the bed.And when we're done sleepingwe'll stay busy dreaming of the thingswe do not have yet.Well there's a long, long list of choresand shit to do before we play,oh let's just piss away the day.Crank call the cops down at the station,just for friendly conversation,requesting songs they never play;Let's hear the one that goes like:We are very busy people,We are very busy people;But we've always got time for new friends.So come on over and knock on our door,it's open whatcha waitin' for?We may be sprawled out on the floor,but we still make lovely company.Pull up a chair, I'll pour some te
The first I ever saw of her,  Her eyes drew me so far in . On that day my world changed,  My new life would begin.  Things have taken different turns,  But easch day she grows more in my soul.  Her touch has gone so far,  Beyond any have ever yet to go.  When I see her, her eyes hold me more,  But its become more than I can believe.  Now when I look at those eyes,  Further into her I see. Her eyes go deep,her heart goes deeper,]  Deep in mine,I hope I am there. She has won all of mine,  She rules my thoughts all that I care.
Look Better Naked
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Everyday Heroes
                                                  Everyday Heroes         No life lost       All Lives Saved,      The oath of a Fire Fighter      on the lines today.        When the bell rings,      on their engine they ride,      always aware of their fellow     brothers and sisters     that have died.       Into the flames of Hell,     they'll bravely go,    whether they come back or not    they do not know.      Be it a burning building    or a forest of flames    they'd prefer a simple " Thank You"    to glory and fame.      Battling roaring flame,    and scorching heat,    they are the bravest    men and women   you'll ever meet.
This woman takes on the world Picks me up when I'm down and keeps it together somehow This woman melts with my touch And doesn't want to feel what I've felt.   This woman wants a safe place to live The strength of my hands To know I know that this woman needs somewhere to cry Solely by my side.   And I know that this woman needs to be reassured  That my heart is her home and my love is what can will her to stay I need this woman to see me in every light And hear that she'll love me always.
Saving You
I wish that I could save you from the mental thoughts you are having. I wish that I could save you from the terrors you are having with the world and how things are suppose to be. I wish that I had a chance to hold you and help you any way that I can. Distance is away for the truth on how you feel. But theres nothing I can do. Theres nothing I can say that will make everything for the moment just go away. I wish that I was able to walk with you, sharing moments from the past until now. I wish that I was able to smile for you, just making sure you did that, if not only once. I wish that I could watch the sunset, the morning sun rise, the sounds of the earth waking up..just you and me. I wish that I could be a better friend. I wish that I could give you better advice, but what I say is only from what Ive learn. We all have different lessions. Teaching you is what you already know. I wish that I could start your life over but then you'd have to start over with the he
Machete Dream
Another song of mine.. I thought this one was especially good, so i decided to post it and see what you guys thought.   Put on this Earth just to fuck me Burn in Hell and Rot for eternity Everything you say is to spite me Behind my eyes I see you die painfully I feel no emotion when I see this in motion I'm thinking 'bout slipping you some Jesus-juice potion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonight You've made it wrong, bitch, i'll make it right In my machete dream tonight Don't ask no questions, Don't tell me lies I don't want to hear your sobs and cries It's a bumpy ride, you'd better hold on tight In my machete dream tonight Never know what you've done to me The horror I endured subsequesntly Your actions will never surprise me The pain that you've inflicted mentally Don't get the notion of simple facial erosion I'm gonna give you a full-on nuclear explosion Chorus: Don't try to run, it'll be all right In my machete dream tonigh
Real Love Is Forever
real love never dies!!!!
Fair Game Lmao!!!!!
So My Ex-fu boyfriend did a no no!!!! He hit up my RL best friend on here for some naughties!! Many of you know who she is.....   12:08pm To singledad337: OMG like she wasnt gonna tell me that you asked to see her little whore!! you really arent the brightest crayon in the box are you? 12:17pmreplysingledad337: and i care why 12:17pmmoreTo singledad337: Ha! busted!! you like my new status? 12:18pmreplysingledad337: havent seen it 12:19pmmoreTo singledad337: I promise you will like 12:21pmreplysingledad337: lol u really think i care 12:22pmmoreTo singledad337: no I just wanted to share the uncontrolled laughter me and her are having 12:23pmreplysingledad337: if ud like me to be childiah i can gladly post stuff about u also 
Love Is A Two Way Street
real love is forever♥♥♥
Problems Eating.
Not sure anymore. Lately, I haven't been hungry. Since I know I should eat, I try to, but when I do, my stomach upsets me :( I don't like it. I don't know why either. I hope it's not like stomach cancer or anything. :/ I mean, yay if I'm losing weight, but lol
Wow. I Can Hear The Mashups In The Distance.
Oh I just love this.  YOUTUBE LINK
Why do I bother.What is there to gain. I like having friends and being around people.Ever feel like its not enough.NO matter how hard you try, your best isn`t enough.I am tired and old.I want the people around me happy.Yeah I like my life,sometimes its not enough. Laughing makes me happy, and yes i do cry. When I get down, I pick myself back up.Why because thats all I know to do.Tell me just this one thing! Am I the only one thats does get ENOUGH.
Outside Looking In
I don`t know why I bottle it up inside, I really don`t have a place I can hide. Writing all this down to let it out, even though I have no idea.... what it is all about? Angry at myself for letting people push me around, Yeah I wish I were six feet in the ground. That way I would just be rid of myself, then you can put me on my own shelf. You think you know me, but do you really? The way that sometimes I can be silly. That is just me on the surface... You cant see all the anger and pain inside, that is all the bad stuff that I hide. You want to know me, then walk in my shoes, then you will know why I always have the blues. That is why sometimes I cant sleep, then there are times when my mind gets so deep. Why do i feel like a doormat? Sometimes you make me feel like that. Sorry that I never told you so, is it time for me to just go? Get as far away from you as I can, maybe I will find the real man. The one that has been bottled up inside, and the one that no longer wants to hide. Go Away...
Jealousy Fake friends and back stabbers   this has been a public service announcement brought to by the letters F and U. as you were
Good Afternoon
1. First thing you wash in the shower? Hair 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Blue 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? most likely 4.Do you plan outfits? when possible 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? sad. 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red? coke can 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? aim 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? oh..Patrick came and bowrrowed my shovel and hasn't givin it back yet 9. Did you meet anybody new today? nope. don't plan to either. 10. What are you craving right now? Chicke
Here At Balad
well i've been here for a week and a half and it's hot the base is huge! I working for the 319 expedtionary security forces squadron. Im doing base side stuff not outside the wire mission. I would like to do a few mission' outside the wire to do something important but operation new dawn is coming into effect soon. I miss all of you and Im still ltrying to level up help me out I need referalls.
Going In For The Kill
The Basics Full Name B.A.L. You like it? Depends on the day Birthdate 01.30.88 Height/Weight 5'4'' 190 Eye Color grey Hair Color blond Can you... Drive? yes Drive a manual? learning Touch your nose with your tongue? negitive scotty Cook? yep Dance? I try Sing? something Sew? yes. Speak another language? yeah partially Have you ever... Eaten sushi? eck no! O.o Been in love? yes Skipped school? lol yep Made prank calls? no. that's lame. Done illegal drugs? who hasn't? Stolen something ? nope, that's lame too. Flashed someone? my boyfriend, does that count. Been drunk? negitive. Eaten squid? no. Been to New York City? yes. Been to London? I wish. Favorite Drink Fie
Drive It Like You Stole It.
Basics What's your favorite color? Pink What's your favorite animal? Cats Who's your role model? Mr. Spock Family How many siblings do you have? 1 How many people live in your house? 1 How many animals do you have 4 dogs Where do you live(trailor, mansion, regular house )? farm house Freinds Who is your most valuable freind? Moni & Mike & Mekka Which freind do you look up to the most? Moni How many best freinds do/did you have? 3 How many freinds have moved out of your city? 0 Would you rather have... coke or sprite? coke lunch or dinner? dinner a sister or brother? brother >.> Mcdonalds or Burger King? BK boyfreind or freind? boyfriend hug or kiss? hug pinch or poke? poke                                                          
Stupid Encounters *44
10:40am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: your a nut 10:40am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: lol 10:40am more To DJ SWEETSOUTH: Ty 10:41am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: that was great 10:41am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: hope you dont mind but i snet you a fumarrieg request and a friends request 10:44am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: hope youll say yes to the fumarrige lol 10:46am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: please my queen say yes 10:48am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: WILL you MRRIE me ON fubar lol 10:49am more To DJ SWEETSOUTH: you dont even know me or what im about or anything 10:51am reply DJ SWEETSOUTH: i like takeing chances it worth it 10:52am reply
How To Delete Cookies?
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There Is Trouble In The Forrest, There Is Trouble With The Trees
Where is your cell phone - counter  Your hair - longer Your father - cry Your favorite thing - Spock Your dream last night - nothing Your favorite drink - gatorade Your dream/goal - love The room you are in - basement Your fear - loss Where do you want to be in 6 years - married Muffins - blueberry One of your wish list items - travel Where you grew up - PA The last thing you did - typed What are you wearing - nighty Your TV - working Your pets - resting Your computer - lappy Your life - lame Your mood - weird Missing someone - babies Your car - nothing. Favorite store - Igle Your summer - annoying Your favorite color - Pink When is the last time you laughed - remembering Last time you cried - awhile Three people who email me - mom, that's, all Three of my favorite foods - chicken, hoagies, steak Three places I would rather be right now - England, Ireland, Dubois Three people I think will respond - no one no one no one
Yeah, baby. That's how good sleep was. I went to bed last night with the slight onset of a migraine, but successfully deployed my anti-make-Amanda-feel-like-crap minions and slaughtered the bitch while she was still in her wake, while I was in the prime of my sleep. This makes sense. In any case, I feel much better today. It's that time of the month again. No, not THAT time, but I certainly wouldn't mind making some corporate losers bleed for 4-6 days. From the head. Our corporate office is in Boston, nestled three hours ahead of us in an alternate reality known at Eastern Standard Time. I received an email this morning from customer service that was sent out with the sole purpose to remind us, the stepchildren in Arizona, that the shipping department stops sending supply orders at 4:30pm EST. Basically, it continued to detail that if we could just go ahead and get our supply order requests in by 2:30pm our time, that would be great. I emailed back, albeit politely and biting my to
Something I Can Never Have
i still recall the taste of my tears. echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore come on tell me. make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. make this all go away. you make this all go away. i just want something. i just want something i can never have you always were the one to show me how. back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now this thing is slowly taking me apart. grey would be the color if i had a heart i just want something i can never have in this place it seems like such a shame. though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same everywhere i look you're all i see. just the fading fucking reminder of who i used to be come on tell me. make this all go away. you make this all go away. i'm down to just one thing and i'm starting to scare myself. make this all go away. you make
Brought To You By The Letter 3.
Three names I go by:1. Amanda2. Mandiesel3. Mandabear Three Jobs I have had in my life1. Cashier2. Wench3. Pee police Three Places I have lived1. Le Sueur, MN2. NB, Canada3. Here Three Favorite drinks1. Water2. Green tea3. She likes a vodka drink. Three TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch1. Family Guy2. Income Property3. True Blood Three places I have been1. Le Sueur, MN2. NB, Canada3. Here People who text me regularly1. Julian2. Chuck3. Cody Three of my favorite foods1. Pizza2. Salads3. Super cheesy loaded scrambled eggs, when I make them. Three friends who I think will respond1. you2. suck3. balls! Three Things I am looking forward to1. Stress relief2. Hugs3. Zombie infestation
Point Hoaring Amnesia...
apparently I was forced into point hoardom yesterday by a select few bishes... they will pay for that should I ever remember what happened... apparently I ranked for this hoardom... and i had a nightmare last night about that fuckin cherry bomb... those fuckin 11s are still blinky by my name...make it stop... i have 38 new friend requests that I am debating on whether to ignore them or deny them all...   now to hand out good stuffs... thank you cupcake (aka dollface) for altruizing me thank you cupcake, haiku and twisted for helping me level to godfather... thank you to the same 3 for the gifts... thanks to everyone for giving me shit all day... thanks for the screenshots...i am sure i will never load them on my page... thanks Wicked for all the stuff u gave me...even if u had an ulterior motive in doing it...           (I will not spill everything she did)   I earned over 10 million points yesterday... i am ranked for the first and last time ever... i received a shit
Someone just reminded me that I should have qualified as a nurse today.   *sighs*   Oh well, life sucks at times!!!   Onwards to the new year!
Are You French Fries Or Onion Rings?
You Are Onion Rings You are funky and full of flavor. You definitely have a strong personality. You are willing to take risks and fall flat on your face. You rarely do fail though. You have a knack for what works. Everyone but you is surprised by your results. You are always yourself, even though you're a bit quirky and offbeat. You wouldn't know how to be anyone else. Are You French Fries or Onion Rings? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
What's True About You?
You Are Ambitious You have your eye on the prize, and knowing you, it's probably a different prize every week. You have a laser focus when it comes to achieving your goals, and you stay on task. More than being a hard worker, you are a smart worker. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You don't just climb up the ladder - you skip steps. You break every rule that you can. What's True About You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
So what they keep talking about you and hating on you. What do you think a "hater's" job is...  to hate. If you have someone hating on you right now you better think of how to get 5 more people hating by Christmas. You need haters to make you stronger... without haters most people wouldn't try to become better. Just tell them "bitch you just hate me because you can't be me..." - Katt Williams
Arlington National Cemetery
so I just saw on the news that 4,900 to a possible 6,000 graves at Arlington National Cemetery may be un-marked, mislabeled or indicated incorrectly on the maps for the site.  As a former servicemen  this is both shocking and appalling.  Honestly im stunned by this and dont understand how the remains of  my fallen brothers and sisters, comrades in arms could be treated with such disrespect and flat out disregard as I see as being no more then trash to be throw where someone feels.Even if you dont support the war or the military this should still upset you.  These could be your brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers and you grand parents, cousins etc.  If you feel like I do about this please voice, your out rage. 
Arlington National Cemetery
so I just saw on the news that 4,900 to a possible 6,000 graves at Arlington National Cemetery may be un-marked, mislabeled or indicated incorrectly on the maps for the site.  As a former servicemen  this is both shocking and appalling.  Honestly im stunned by this and dont understand how the remains of  my fallen brothers and sisters, comrades in arms could be treated with such disrespect and flat out disregard as I see as being no more then trash to be throw where someone feels.Even if you dont support the war or the military this should still upset you.  These could be your brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers and you grand parents, cousins etc.  If you feel like I do about this please voice, your out rage. 
Black Label Society Bylaws And Code Of Honor For All You Fan Out There
Black Label Society Bylaws And Code of Honor God, Family, Beer Suicide Is Not An Option Complaints Dept. Closed Live Life Stronger Than Death Thou Shalt Not Spilleth The Beer Refuse To Loose/Born To Booze Respect Is To Be Shown To All Society Dwellers Worldwide Colours Must Be Worn To all Black Label Society Shows And Events FEAR NO BEER BLEED BLACK LABEL SOCIETYSDMF FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!BLEED BLACK LABEL!!!!!!!!!!!
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Alzheimer's Test
  Alzheimer's Test How fast can you guess these words? 1. F_ _K 2. PU_S_ 3. S_X   4. P_N_S   5. BOO_S 6. _ _NDOM                           Answers: 1. FORK 2. PULSE 3. SIX 4. PANTS 5. BOOKS 6. RANDOM       You got all 6 wrong....didn' t you?
My Family Hates Me
so get this my great grandma died and her funeral was YESTERDAY and no1 in my fucking family told me, i had to find out for myself on facebook FACEBOOK are you fucking kidding me, a social network designed for social activities and boom  i had to be the stalker. FUCK MY FAMILY they must really love me right??????  
Don't F*ck With Cleveland Sports Fans, Idiot...
Lebron James' favorite baseball team, the NY Yankees played the Cleveland Indians in Cleveland the other day. Well, some douche thought it'd be cool to wear his new Miami Heat Lebron jersey to the game... (further proof "common sense" is no longer COMMON) Obviously, Cleveland sports fans said something as he walked to his seat. Things escalated, and eventually he had to be escorted out of the stadium for his own safety, as the crowd chanted "asshole, asshole" and the classic "nah nah nah nah, hey hey hey, GOODBYE"... He was given the chance to change his shirt and re-enter the game with a better seat, but the dumbass is playing the "victim" card... *rolls eyes* Lebron, we await the first HEAT vs CAVS game...     *the video will be posted in COMMENTS as well for those having FuFLASH issues*
I saw this and its so true.....   Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, ov
Apocalypse Angel
Yesterday I felt the pain of losing sightHurt so bad, I just can't stand to fightBut she washes away the feelings in my headAnd leaves me feeling so desperately wanting moreI just cant see the end of the light inside this roomIt's driving me insane Without her here I just don't seem to feel alright CuzShe's my Apocalypse AngelCrying for my soul tonightAnd she dont knowWhat she means to meMy own Apocalypse AngelThe dont shine anymore because shes sadAnd I'm the only one to make her smileBright enough to drive awy those fears I feelBroken down I feel so weak without her here with meNever want to be myself again without the softness of her touchCuz she means everything to meCuzShe's my Apocalpse AngelCrying for my mind tonightAnd she don't knowWhat she means to meMy own Apocalypse AngelWhen the World is gone and the sky is black as nightShe stands by my side and I feel her through the fightShe cries for me to come back homeTo her arms, she just can't see what's become of meTorn and broken
I Need Help
Hey, ya'll  this is Judith Gable. The reason I am sending you this message I NEED YOUR HELP. I just opened my own office. I am trying to just get my name out. What I would like to do is meet with you and show you what I do. Maybe you might be able to refer someone who might need my services. I only need about 30 minutes of your time. If you can HELP ME out that would be great. Please email me at  her, so I can set up a time to meet with you. If I don’t hear from you I will E-mail you in a couple of days to see if we can get together. Let me take a moment to Thank You now for your HELP. I look forward to talking to you soon.
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Foolish Games Are All That People Know On Least That Is My Experience :(
You took your coat off and stood in the rain, You're always crazy like that. And I watched from my window, Always felt I was outside looking in on you. You're always the mysterious one with Dark eyes and careless hair, You were fashionably sensitive But too cool to care. You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather. Well in case you failed to notice, In case you failed to see, This is my heart bleeding before you, This is me down on my knees, and... These foolish games are tearing me apart, And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart. You're breaking my heart. You're always brilliant in the morning, Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee. Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you. You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar. Well, excuse me, guess I've mistaken you for somebody else, Somebody who gave a damn, Somebody more like myself. These foolish games are tearing me apart, And your tho

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