I do not expect everyone to understand but I feel like i need to do this. Have you ever felt like you are trying to squeeze a dollar out of a dime just to get by? Well, I was taught that it's part of the daily grind of life. It seems like wherever i go,no matter what I do,that i do not get enough respect. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one to gripe about giving a shit what people think about me, but, I feel after all that I have done for people, giving 6 of my friends shelter rent free, after lending out money I know i'll never get back, after doing favor, after favor, after favor, I would like to think that something good might happen to me for a change. I am constantly put down,I get walked all over and I feel that I should be getting a lil bit more respect than i'm getting. I have never screwed anyone over in my life so why do people feel the need to screw me over? Sometimes I ask myself "SHould I just do what it seems like everyone else is doing and not giving a shit about anyone else but me?" I then remember that I just don't have the heart to think that way. Anyway, I just feel I have no one to truly understand how i'm feeling or at least listen to me vent to them without getting any critzism. But I think that i feel a lil better now i just felt i needed to do this thanks for reading i don't expect any comments on this but if you do you're more than welcome to.
King Nothing