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Ya know, when you have experienced what i have in the short 21 years I have walked this earth, some thing don't rattle you as much as it use to. I may sound like an old guys talking about his life but i feel as though i need to tell you something(you as in people who care for me) ya know i have seen alot of things and done alot of things that i never thought i would have and there are mistakes i've made in life and well i know im gonna make alot more lol but ya know I have been told by some that when i turned 18 that i basiclly matured over night because i moved out 5 days after i turned 18 and 2 weeks after that i got my first job and i still work that job to this day. I'm not as much of wild child as i used to be,but you might be sitting there thinking,"Your only 21 your suppose to be a wild child" lol well ya know every1 is different lol ya know. But one day i saw my mother on here and i thought very little of this site but 1 night i decided wth ill give it a shot and boom here i am almost 3 years later. I have met some awesome people on here and the truth is is that i have spent alot of time on here because there was at 1 point where the friends i had on here were the only people in my life because i knew i could come on here and not be judged right off i was given a chance and i thank you all for that
I do not expect everyone to understand but I feel like i need to do this. Have you ever felt like you are trying to squeeze a dollar out of a dime just to get by? Well, I was taught that it's part of the daily grind of life. It seems like wherever i go,no matter what I do,that i do not get enough respect. Now don't get me wrong, I am not one to gripe about giving a shit what people think about me, but, I feel after all that I have done for people, giving 6 of my friends shelter rent free, after lending out money I know i'll never get back, after doing favor, after favor, after favor, I would like to think that something good might happen to me for a change. I am constantly put down,I get walked all over and I feel that I should be getting a lil bit more respect than i'm getting. I have never screwed anyone over in my life so why do people feel the need to screw me over? Sometimes I ask myself "SHould I just do what it seems like everyone else is doing and not giving a shit about anyone else but me?" I then remember that I just don't have the heart to think that way. Anyway, I just feel I have no one to truly understand how i'm feeling or at least listen to me vent to them without getting any critzism. But I think that i feel a lil better now i just felt i needed to do this thanks for reading i don't expect any comments on this but if you do you're more than welcome to.
King Nothing
