*throws his dog's squeaky ball at the wall*
Man... this shit is dull.
And while I was in the process of wasting time, I got an email
"I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship program".
*sigh*
I don't think your skill set is a good fit for our internship program
what the hell does that mean after you send writing samples?
Would they have taken me when I was in school and actually had less polish?
Because that's what I'm hearing.
Why the hell did I go to school if every one is going to shoot me down?
Why am I here at all.
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I just feel like I'm not really good at anything these days. These... last 20 years. I'm sure I'll hear back from SRS in the next couple days, and I'll have a brand new reason to have this sick feeling in my stomach. Maybe its all still just catching up with me that... dread after resolve.
Maybe.
Maybe I'm just no damn good. And I've been working this hard to be me just to be garbage.