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Growing Interest About Organic Vegetables
There are some people that believe that organic vegetables and conventionally-grown food are the same.    This is not the truth. There are indeed some differences that can be noted between food grown with organic agriculture and those utilizing a conventional approach.  A list of the most noted differences are given below Organic vegetables and fruits look less appealing.  Often they are shaped irregularly and appear less attractive.  *Form varies a lot.: For instance you might get an asymmetric apple compared to the ones that have been specifically developed for commercial benefits. *Uniformity problem: Vegetables grown through organic process while lack the "perfect" nature of their conventional counterparts. For instance tomato may be red on one side and yellow on the other. * Heterogeneous sizes: The organic vegetables will come in different sizes some may be large while others might be smaller.  * Smaller size: giant cauliflowers and apples are full of water and doped with chemica
New Poem
Weeks have gone by, But her memorey rings true. How long till I can forget, The way I feel for you.   The sun shines in a cloudless sky, But my world still cold and gray. Like an endless sea of rain, Will it forever be this way.   I know the alternate of love, This place I do not want to be. I long for the day once again, When again your heart beats for me.
Wtf Is This
I don't have a title for it yet so shh   You stole my heart with just one look. Your beauty, I mistook. And now I finally see, the mask you wear must no longer be. Overcome with fear and pain, your tear drops fall like acid rain. They eat away the thing I hide, the only part I keep inside. It hurts for me to see you cry, alone again you want to die. With no more care and no more will, I suffered as you took that pill. And now I walk away to fight, the emptiness I feel at night. You left me here without a choice, the angels choke in mid rejoice. As I tie this noose you wove, I begin to sob and leave the grove. The mirrors all around I see, now paint this picture out for me. The girl I seek with all my soul, is the girl who, once, I used to know. My hand stretched out towards the face appeared, shaking as it slowly nears. A sick feeling washes over me, as the girl me.
Weight Loss
In helping in the weight loss category, the Acai berry helps cleanse the colon, which regulates the digestion of food.  It also helps to boost metabolism, which gives you more energy.  With a healthier diet and increased exercise, then the weight is more apt to fall off the body.  Acai Berries
My Personal Rant
i'm sitting here at 541am and thinking about my life... well heres what I need to get out... I'm sick and tired of being treated the way I have been by friends, family, employers and people who don't even know me.. she heres what I gotta say.. I AM ME... if you don't like the way I am, the way I look, my tattoos, my attitude or what I have to say on any subject then please feel free to go fuck yourself and get the fuck outta my life... I'm still going to be me no matter if you are here in my life or not... I'm going to be making some major changes in my life.. things that need to be done.. thing I want to do and need to do for ME... so if you want to be around me please I am very honored to have you as my friend / family... if you decide to leave.. feel free to have my size 15 EEE steel toed boot in your ass pushing you out of the door...   so this is what I have to say... like me or hate me.. but damn it YOU WILL FUCKING RESPECT ME!!! and you will know my name.. so pissing me off
Misa Campo kicks off her career By the time she was in her late teens, Misa Campo had moved permanently back to Montreal, where she managed to land a job as a bartender at the city’s exclusive Jet and System nightclubs. Misa’s bosses, impressed by her sunny personality and drop-dead gorgeous looks, encouraged her to give the world of modeling a shot, and specifically pointed her towards Montreal’s annual performance
Misa Campo Biography Misa Campo was born on January 28, 1987, in Montreal, Canada. When she was just two years old, Misa moved to California’s Newport Beach to live with her father. Surrounded by her relatives, Misa grew up in a safe and comfortable environment in which she was encouraged to pursue her dreams. Misa Campo remained exclusively within the sunny vistas of Newport Beach until she was 10, at which point she began to shuttle between California and Montreal (where she lived with her mom and two sisters).
Misa Campo Why Is She Famous? Misa Campo got her start as a model at various trade shows and conventions, and quickly moved up the ranks within the modeling world thanks to a series of high-profile appearances in a variety of upscale publications (including Maxim magazine).
When You Should Stop!!!!!!!
put the drink down never. their should always be a back up plan! when to just say no cant . whouldnt know how to act! what is the stoping point you ask? no paints no short an you have no idea where your clothes are is 1 . then there is when walking becomes a problem 2   /
Switching Skins
Hiya fubies.   Just a quick note - a lot of the older skins (and some of the newer ones) aren't displaying correctly anymore. I'm not sure why, but the codes have lost some of the entries that make them do what they do. This might be due to the recent changes in the way fubar has their layouts (with the changes in how profiles look overall - the new buttons, etc.) Sooooo, that means that I'll be removing LOTS of the skins, and recoding them to suit the new layouts as time allows. A lot of them will be permanently deleted (mostly the older ones that are pretty junky looking to me now - or those that didn't have many rips). IF YOU HAD/HAVE A CUSTOM skin that I had made, and you'd like it re-coded please contact me, as those will likely be removed and replaced with time, too, depending on how they were originally done. Alas, many of the people that had customs aren't on Fubar anymore, so if yours was deleted and you want it back, let me know. I'll back up most of the images from the o
My Hearts Being Torn In 2 Directions
I am going to sound like an ass hole. Hell what am i saying i am an ass. How does a married man let himself fall in love with another woman. I feel my heart being pulled in 2 directions. I love both women and i don't want to see either of them get hurt. my heart beats for both of them. i hate myself for how i feel. i never wanted to be a man that would even think of cheating. i haven't yet but that is only because we live in different states. i know what i am supposed to do, but why does it have to hurt so bad to do it. how do i do it with out hurting someone. i feel so alive when i talk with her. a feeling i haven't felt in a long time. i want to make her happy, make her feel safe, feel loved. but how do i destroy a family for my own selfish feelings.   how did i let this happen. why does the choice i know i have to make hurt so much. why do i want to cry with just the thought of it. i deserve to be beaten or even killed for letting my heart feel this way. i just want to die rather th
De da de dada…. Old music that most have forgotten, or never heard… Bright lights, big city, old rock, the kind with an electric organ prominent in it. “ I gotta tell you woman you won’t believe the things I said…” and then moving on to a twang roll of guitar that feeds into the dark feel of the organ perfect counter point to the heart pouring of a view of a place in new Orleans, but this one most have heard at ast once, well those over thirty anyway. An intro to music that soma say will never be the same. Who knows? Perhaps if the reincarnation theory is true, it will come back around. Around and around and around another song by a grouo that are the definition of what a real man is supposed to be… funny how such thoughts are what show up around them, but never seem to be claimed by any… it is like that to be a real man one has to be brilliant but not that I am the smartest thing on two legs attitude. Although attitude is quite
Idiot Strength....
IDIOT strength is yours to command!  You play with weights that only a few Olympians would consider…. And they think about it and come get YOU! It is termed all capitals idiot strength for the reason that, other than you, only an idiot would attempt it. And, the idiot would fail! For this gift you are a KNOWN being. The UNIVERSE recognizes you even when you would rather it did not…. You also possess the gift of obscurity… when they see you in work mode, they KNOW you and do what you say….  But the moment you are done….. You are just an old fat man that has such wonderful stories.  How this GOD walks and talks. What the food on that planet tastes like…. How this being tricked that one…. You are one who can talk incessantly and be entertaining the whole time.. And never say a thing with meaning! But for your gift of gab you love silence too. You can be alone without stress, and literally love it. Work mode is
Laws To Think About
Laws of Life Murphy's First Law for Wives:If you ask your husband to pick up five items at the store andthen you add one more as an afterthought, he will forget two ofthe first five. Kauffman's Paradox of the Corporation:The less important you are to the corporation, the more yourtardiness or absence is noticed. The Salary Axiom:The pay raise is just large enough to increase your taxes andjust small enough to have no effect on your take-home pay. Miller's Law of Insurance:Insurance covers everything except what happens. First Law of Living:As soon as you start doing what you always wanted to be doing,you'll want to be doing something else. Weiner's Law of Libraries:There are no answers, only cross-references. Isaac's Strange Rule of Staleness:Any food that starts out hard will soften when stale. Any foodthat starts out soft will harden when stale. The Grocery Bag Law:The candy bar you planned to eat on the way home from the marketis always hidden at the bottom of the grocery ba
In The Future
For the future relationship I may be in,  I didnt do it. Dont blame me for what she did. I didnt do it. Dont make me out to the bad person that broke your heart. I didnt do it, yet.  Speaking of broken hearts, you have to have one for it to be broken so dont give me this " I'll never love anyone person like I did her" shit. For my future relationship, whoever you may be. Im not your mom, and I wont kiss your ass. Its not my job nor it is my title to make sure you are treated like a baby. To the future relationship..I dont care if weve been together for many years, if you lie to me once..we're done and dont think for a second that there will be another chance. I dont play that game. Oh one more thing to my future relationship, sex will be great, I only hope you can keep up. If you suck, I will look some where else and its not because I dont care about you..its just that..if you arent in the least..a freak, kinky or willing to try different things with me..i will find someone who will...
Since I
Since I am going to reach 25 only once, what should I choose Angel or demon and why?
Woman Of My Dreams Poem.
In this dream I dream this day I dream of lillys jasmin and this dream I dream of passion and rolling in the grasses of the meadow.In this dream I long for a touch hot as the sun upon my this dream I am lost in eyes of a shadow I do not know.the sparkle I cant loook away hypnotized by there gleam.the face in the shadows I can't recogmize.hands reach out and a warm touch over comes me .Im hot and week I cant breath.I can't see who is this shadow who has my very day I'll find day I'll know her.but for now shes just the woman of my dreams.
Fantasy Love Letter...
I dreamt of you last night..... Your hands caressing my skin, your warm breath tickling me as your tongue tracks along my body. The heat of your naked body roughly pulling me closer in a sensuous rhythm. The taste of your lips massaging mine as they combine in undeniable passion, your hands masterfully exploring as I lay willingly under you.... When I awoke I could still feel the heat of your body and the touch of your fingers longingly tracing the empty sheets...
Bob Marley
War lyrics--Bob MarleyWhat life has taught meI would like to share withThose who want to learn...Until the philosophy which hold one raceSuperior and another inferiorIs finally and permanently discredited and abandonedEverywhere is war, me say warThat until there are no longer first classAnd second class citizens of any nationUntil the colour of a man's skinIs of no more significance than the colour of his eyesMe say warThat until the basic human rights are equallyGuaranteed to all, without regard to raceDis a warThat until that dayThe dream of lasting peace, world citizenshipRule of international moralityWill remain in but a fleeting illusionTo be persued, but never attainedNow everywhere is war, warAnd until the ignoble and unhappy regimesthat hold our brothers in Angola, in Mozambique,South Africa sub-human bondageHave been toppled, utterly destroyedWell, everywhere is war, me say warWar in the east, war in the westWar up north, war down southWar, war, rumours of warAnd until that d
Dj Mona-lisa (ultimate Pleasure)
DJ Mona-Lisa poses for the camera causing a frenzy as she sends forth URGENT ecstasy... call 911!
To All Who Read
im 29 lookin to chill and meet new people... im layed back relaxed and take care of me and new to this so bear with me... but get at me... i date black men got 3 mixed children and love to live life to the fullest... let it do what it do... and remember u got 1 life live it to the fullest ...
My Friend Ms Jenna
My friend Ms Jenna is a very nice lady her link is:  I like her, and I think you will too.
You Knw What U Chicks Need To Stop Tearing Eachother Down Its Not Worth We Should Be Supporting Each Other .... Js Its Gotta Stop
Finally Got The Strength Up To Write This
As a lot of you might bf of almost 7 years and I broke up today. A lot of you know him by his name, Mike. We met when I had just turned 18 and he was 21 and we have/had been dating since. We all have our idiosyncrasies, but we work through them. He has issues with getting mad @ video games, like a lot of guys, and I have body image issues, like a lot of women, especially women my age and younger.  It was the perfect relationship when we first met. Around year 3 we were fighting a lot, and I thought we were going to split then, but we stuck it out and stayed together. That made us stronger than ever. A few months ago my boyfriend informed me he was not as attracted to me anymore because I've put on some weight since the chronic pain started. He takes care of himself very well and is in great shape. Because of my injuries and pain problems, I can't walk for more than 5 minutes without pain. Swimming was working for a while and then it started hurting too. I feel like I can
Bomb Jerk
I like to ocassionally bomb. I hit my friends up first, then fans then whoever is left. I find it truly annoying when people can't even thank you for the bomb. A little common coutesy would be nice, but I truly get irked by people that beg for 'em. Usually I don't play them any mind unless they actually rate a few pics. I mean, at least make an effort, but this guy ( takes the cake. Not only does he ask me for a bomb without rating or anything but actually has the balls to ask me to bomb him again after I already did. WTF?! I mean seriously people!  
squelch\SKWELCH\verb; 1.To put down, suppress, or silence, as with a crushing retort or argument. 2.To strike or press with crushing force; crush down. 3.To make a splashing sound. 4.To tread heavily in water, mud, wet shoes, etc., with such a sound.noun:  1.Electronics. A circuit in a receiver, as a radio receiver, that automatically reduces or eliminates noise when the receiver is tuned to a frequency at which virtually no carrier wave occurs.
Brevity is the soul of wit.  -  William Shakespeare
Death For All Immature Stupid People!!!
Nothing pisses me off more than immature people.  Don't get me wrong, drunk pissed off STUPID people piss me off bad...but not as bad as a calm sober immature person.  I met this girl last night at a bar and this is the conversation we had.   ME:  "Hi, my name is Nick, enjoying the music?" HER:  "Yes, aren't you the guy doing the sound thingy?" ME:  "Yes, what's your name if you don't mind me asking?" HER:  "Chassidy, and you?" ME:  "Nick haha." HER:  "Whats so damn funny?" ME:  "I introduced myself when I walked up." HER:  "Well I thought you were just telling me bullshit so you could talk to me." ME:  "I couldn't do that, I may speak my mind a lot but I couldn't be an asshole to a girl as pretty as you!" HER:  "Don't talk down to me!" ME:  "What?" HER:  "Don't talk to me like I'm a piece of ass that you wanna take home by the end of the night." ME:  "First of all, I don't live in Tulsa.  I live in Texas, so I can't take you home.  Second of all I have to maintain a prof
The Interpretation Of Dreams And The Extrapolation Of Realities
(This blog was originally written Saturday, July 3.)   It’s an even longer day without the kids at home, I’ll admit it … yesterday I was off from work while Martha and Mary had to go to work as Sarah and Jeffrey spent their second day and night at Sportsmen’s Recreational Area near Garrison just over an hour south of us.  We were hesitant to call him yesterday on his third birthday for unfounded fear that he or Sarah would cry out they wanted to come home, but Sarah wouldn’t even talk to Martha and I got to hear from both the kids yet they were hurried to go have more fun swimming in the lake or playing on the grounds with their other cousins there … and other kids, I’d expect.  So far I’m the only one who hasn’t been to this place; Martha and I head there for Independence Day festivities tomorrow after church, and I look forward to that just a little more than I do the us time I’ve gotten to spend with my wife this week.
Beavers, Fist Pumping And Pooping Out Babies!
I thought I'd write a blog about nothing in particular. YAY! Just randomness here, so you're not allowed to be disappointed about the intellect.   I have some weird OCD/ADD/ADHD/IBS and other random abbreviations about people rating me 10s today. I know you have 11s. I have over 9000 of them. There is NO way you used them up! And if you didn't notice you had that many: you suck! It tells you how many you have! Pay attention people! Stop being skimpy with your 11s! I am trying to point whore (sort of) and I'm really bad at it. I've become obsessed with Misfit's beaver. It's strange. It annoys me when you have an inside joke as your status and random people comment on it, thinking they know what you're talking about. You have no idea--you're not even close. You will never know. Shut up. And then when I say it's an inside joke, don't laugh like you get it. Because you don't, not ever. Try to be graceful about it and say "Ohhhh okay, my bad." Fuckers. I have some randomness about non-
Epathchina Limited's Main Business
Search ePathChina by Google, You will find us Our main business is Wholesale Smart Cell Phones, Multifunction Mobile Phones, Gps Car DVD Players, MP3 Player, MP4 Players, MP5 Players, Digital Video Cameras, Spy Surveillance Cameras, Electronic Gadgets, Small Laptops, Mini netbook, Games Consoles, Security Equipments, Digital Frames, Car Audio, Computer Parts, Mobile Phones, Car Accessories, Car Monitors and all Consumer Electronics what you want from China Warehouse! ePathChina is a HongKong based company, our business office is in Shenzhen of China. We works for providing small business person, such as ebay sellers, store owners, small wholesalers high quality consumer electronics products at a competitive price. And our cost savings are passed along to our customers as your profit. Abiding by the principle of "Super quality, satisfactory service", we are striving hard to be your good business partner. We are convinced that with joint efforts, the business between us will grow to be
Multi-design Car Monitors Suitable For Different Cars
Keyword: Car dvd player, car monitor, Headrest DVD Player, Flip Down DVD Player, Rearview Monitor, Rearview DVD Player, Sunvisor DVD Player, Car GPS NavigationIn the nowadays, with the development of auto and electronics, car monitors has appeal more and more attention from the consumers. In order to have a more comfortable driving, consumers are willing to buy excellent car monitors.To seize the market, ePathChina provides different design In Dash car DVD players to meet different needs with high quality, and its market effect appears. There are five major car monitors hot purchased by the consumers.1. Headrest DVD Player A Car Headrest DVD player is a DVD player that attaches to the headrest of your seat. In that way, the controls are handy, so that you do not have to keep your eyes on the rode in order to switch functions and otherwise press the buttons to control your DVD experience.2. Roof monitorsFlip down car DVD players are one of the most luxurious accessories available for y
Is There Any Real Reason
Is there any real reason I should justify myself, for anything I do on fubar?
People Are Bored With My Smumms
Fuck them, who the fuck told you to read them!?
Maybe I Am Just Being To "touche'"
  When you look back on your life. Do you view memories through your own eyes or as if you're viewing it from the outside. All my memories in my childhood I feel detached from as if they happened to someone else and I am just a bystander. Sometimes it bothers me I just wonder if anyone else remember's stuff this way or if there is a reason why I do.  I guess various things have been bothering me lately. Some may say I am just being to "touche". I am just quick to get annoyed lately. Just the slightest things set me off.   I kind of feel like I have been dropped by my fathers family again. They talked to me for a little bit then all a sudden stopped out of nowhere. I don't feel like they owe me anything. Nothing like that. I just wanted to get to know them.
Why Don't People Think?
This is very tragic and my heart goes out to the family. But seriously? Temps are at 90 with humidity about the same. Common sense here! A man in his 40s died while jogging along Chicago's lakefront this afternoon, police said.  The man was found unconscious along the water on the 4700 block of Lake Shore Drive at about 1 p.m., said Police News Affairs Officer Daniel O'Brien. At that time, temperatures on the lakefront had peaked to 89 degrees, a spokesman for the National Weather Service said.  The man was taken to Provident Hospital of Cook County where he was pronounced dead, O'Brien said.  Neither police nor the Cook County medical examiner's office have released the man's name or possible cause of death. 
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Hoover official calls balcony collapse 'terrible tragedy' Published: Monday, July 05, 2010, 3:01 PM     Updated: Monday, July 05, 2010, 6:06 PM Roy L. Williams -- The Birmingham News Follow Share this story Story tools Hoover fire officials continue today to investigate the collapse of a balcony at an apartment complex that killed one person and injured six others. Rusty Lowe, Hoover Fire EMS and public information officer, said this afternoon that authorities could wrap up their investigation into the mishap at the Waterford Landing Apartments sometime tomorrow. He called the collapse, which happened shortly before midnight Sunday, a "terrible tragedy." Lowe said an insurance company representing the owner of Waterford Landing Apartments, located in the 3200 block of Chace Lake Fairway near Alabama 150, has begun its own investigation of the deck collapse. Lowe said incident occurred when a third-floor deck at the complex fell onto the two decks b
Minnesota Vikings And The Word Skol
  What does 'SKOL' Mean?     Jared Allen would have so fit in during the Middle Ages. Mullets, you see, are timeless.   I can't tell you how many times I've been asked that as a Vikings fan.  Most people think it's just a common, Scandanavian greeting...and it is.  It can also translate into bowl, as in drink from a bowl.  And although there are varying opinions on how 'skol' came to be a greeting, this is my most favorite one.  Let's see how we can tie these two disparate meanings--(bowl and hello) together. Back in the Middle Ages, rampaging bands of Vikings were roaming Europe and kicking the shit out of people.  From Lindisfarme to France it didn't matter.  For about 500 years, the boogeyman would check his closet before he went to bed to make sure there weren't any Vikings in it. 
You are a Coloradoan if: 1. You switch from "Heat" to "A/C" in one day. 2. You know what the " Peoples Republic of Boulder " means. 3. Your sense of direction is: towards the mountains and away from the mountains. 4. You're a meat-eating vegetarian. 5. The bike on your car is worth more than your car and you have your own special bike lane. 6. You're able to drive 65 miles per hour through 13 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without even flinching. 7. You take your out-of-town guests to Casa Bonita even though you would never go there otherwise. 8. You think your major food groups are granola bars, tofu and Fat Tire beer. 9. You design your kid's Halloween costumes to fit over a snowsuit. 10. You think that sexy lingerie is wool socks and flannel PJs. 11. You know all 4 seasons "almost winter, winter, still winter and spring blizzards 12. You've been tear gassed in a riot to celebrate a CU/CSU Victory. 13. You can never figure out why your out-of-town guests faint fro
Heck Of
I see that we are having one heck of a Independence Day Celebration! Most are good and cheerful but these other ones makes me wonder? I watch the news and am very proud of our troops and I see those that are left behind and it saddens me looking at the above. We as a Nation and the planet gain a footing and loose else where. Troubles me deeply. News people, God Bless them, earn their keeps. Sad part of it, is their reporting on sad and ugly things, with a dose of good. Like a Yin Yang. My sister was saddened by what I decided on. The game of life has a finish line and it is called what? Glory to God N  
Untill It Kills
Drain Tarnished blood form bones Let those poisons Dry up Tonight we'll cleanse our souls Cause judgment day comes One day sooner this year One day you'll be safe We were never pure again Keep them safe from what you'll discover Keep them safe from harm Keep them safe inside your home If it kills you
Big Assed Pics!!
I have just found out that i'm really not a very good point whore. I have been on here for over 3 years and those big assed pics have been the bain of my life. It has been the one thing that has actually stopped me from rating hundreds and hundreds of pics. I used to go look for those ezzz rate pics, as it was just so much easier. I just put it down to laziness that I could not be arsed to move the page up and down to click on the next pic along the top. When people are rating my pics and they are whiizzing out those rates, I just simply put it down to the fact that their fucking computer was faster than mine. No fucking sireee... IT WASN'T!   How was I supposed to FUCKING know you just clicked on the picture you were on and it took you to the fucking next pic?   Yes, I just realised this today when I accidently did it.   NO ONE FUCKING TOLD ME ... YOU CUNTS!!!!
What To Do About The "back To Work Blues"
Summer time, the best months of the year at least for me. It is also vacation time for most people who are lucky enough to be working. It’s always fun to have a week or two off from the daily grind of earning a living. After you’ve spent those days in frivolity and play, all of a sudden it’s back to work. It’s at that time the back to work blues set in for some people. Especially, if you don’t like your work. If you are one of these people has a few suggestions for you. Find out here,2933,595842,00.html BlastFM is working for your entertainment pleasure 24/7. We love what we do and it shows with our listeners. Click the link and party your behind
Cherish What You Got..
Multiple Friend Requests
I don't understand people who send multiple friend requests. If it was denied the first 10 times, what makes you think that's going to change? People who need obsessive attention should be shot. That is all.
Cant Move Up To Lvl 21 :(
ok i have done as support said 1. cleared the browsing history 2. rebooted the computer 3. changed browsers 4. written to fubar support which takes at least 2 days!   the technical support not the support lounge is awful on this site! 5. oh and i rated 50 green new members and it still says zero rated??????? arrgghhhhhhh i just dont get it.....well im done what do you think or suggest?
The Waves Test
You Don't Make Waves More than anyone else, you're happy to go with the flow. Life has enough waves without you making your own. You don't really enjoy drama, though you don't mind watching it pass by... as long as you're not involved. If chaos does come your way, you try to minimize it as much as you can. You never like to feel like your life is out of control. There's no sea too calm for you. The Waves Test Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!
What Kind Of Smile Do You Have?
You Have a Big Smile You can get easily overwhelmed by your emotions. When you're happy, it's hard not to have a huge grin. You are a very enthusiastic and energetic person. Some may even call you bubbly. You're the first person your friends want to call when they have good news. You're always up for some celebrating. You're never jealous when other people are happy. You want everyone to be smiling! What Kind Of Smile Do You Have? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist
Poison Within
Poison Within as the cold seeps to the boneslithers far beneath the skinto the coursing blood within,lamenting silently, so forlorntainting crimson, steals the heatbitter cold, doth from it retreatcoursing innards with deepend scornthe poison as it takes it's tollupon the life, and tortured soulshattered fragments, mangled, tornails the body, mind and allwretched form, shall break and fallbut for us, none shall mourn
My Daughters First Concert.
Devin my 6 yr old went to their first concert ever.Josh Grasin preformed It was up at the Riverwind Casino where a good friend works.  At first it was supposed to be Out side. I thought "Cool, this will work nicely, out door music by a guy they like, they can jump and yell and scream and dance out all that energy!"  Boy did I think wrong. First problem, rain came in and move the concert inside. Kids are still okay to go in but now i have to make sure they don't go in certain areas and there are some rather... freaky people playing in casinos i know i used to work in one. And then I think about loosing Brenden, my son who is 4 in a Casino. I got smart. Brenden was wearing pants. I have a cat leash. I never honestly thought I would see the day where I would have to leash my child. wow... Btw, did i ever play Houdini on you when I was a kid? there one sec, gone the next? Brenden did that to me in a fair once.... (no i didn't buy the leash just for that.) After
Holidays And Traditions
Holidays always seem to make me think about my life in a different perspective.  It makes me think of family, friendships, people. Mostly it makes me think of the traditions I've learned in my lifetime and how my traditions will mold how my children define holidays, or remember them. I've always been fond of Holidays and the traditions that come with it.  They've always left lasting impressions on my mind growing up, and have always been something I can look back fondly on and say "Yes, we had a family tradition and it was the stuff of legends."  Well maybe not legends, but it always did make me smile. And as I grow older, and my family life changes, and grows and expands, my traditions integrate with the people whose lives integrate with my own. We make and start our own traditions for our own family, and sometimes we integrate traditions together and make them our own. I can't wait to see what memories we make.  This family of mine. And someday, maybe two beautiful little boys
Photo Shoot
Forgot ...
Forgot to tell you all that Dana didn't delete his profile.   He sent me a message on FB that Fubar deleted him yet again!   Please feel free to post mens bits in here!
Ok... Heres How It Is
  Im not lookin for Mr. Cassanova Extraordinaire..... that makes me want to vomit in my mouth.   I do not want a boyfriend. I do not want a discreet sexual encounter with ANY of you mutha fuckas, and  I dont love anyone of you.   Your Penis is no better than anyone elses, and u aint got jack above any of the other self centered, "Im HOT" people on here looking for attention.   what i do want.. is to talk to a bunch of cool peeps, meet new people, hang out... waste my time and boredom away, and dig on some good earcandy. On occasion if i feel like looking at cock for enjoyment I will let u know. I do however LOVE boobs.. so feel free to show me yours anytime you like.  Im all about raunchy, dirty, kinky, fun... but it doesnt mean I wanna be your next wife. Prince charmings are in fairy tales only, and I got the next best thing sittin on the recliner wasting up my flatscreen allready....   so yeah... hopefully this clears the waters fuck off jerks! Unless your dick  really is
The riddles and games take a walk through a maze Can anyone solve these puzzles? Please fucking stop these puzzles! Intense the complexity that boggles my mind with the mystery- of those who are blind. How frusterating! How disheartening! Can I obtain the patience to furbish solutions- so the questions stop pounding inside? -Oh how they fuck with my mind. The games and these riddles must die! FIN
Gotta Luv Dem H8rs
H8s Juggalos, i was even midin my own bizness, leaves comment on my main status and then blocks like a pussy   Chakku@ fubar
Well it took me over three years, but I finally got a profile that reached 24 without it being jumped on by admin   *does a dance*
Fake Of The Day, July 5, 2010...
Hello kids and welcome to another fun fake blow please don't forget to follow the blog by clicking the blue link above and as shown in the pic below so you don't miss any of the fun stuff coming down the pipe as well... This user...with no verified salute.. Stacey@ fubar With these pics claiming to be "her" as shown below...and set to friends only (gee wonder .. Are actually taken from this website below... Why do people still do this ? I have no idea. Hope everyone had a great holiday weekend , and oh yeah, don't worry we have a nice big fat lying scamming con on the way this week..I know you all will just love peace.
Romantic Interlude
ok so I dabble in poetry....hoping to get some more of it published...this one seems to be a favorite of all my friends...hope you like it.   ROMANTIC INTERLUDE A touch A quiver A whisper A sigh A moan A hand A breast A thigh A smile A look A kiss A grin Both nervous about Whats about to begin Heat building Passion stirring Windows steaming Bodies purring Tender touches Warm embraces Erotic meeting Seductive gazes Soft skin Sliding in Pressure mounting Heart pounding Hours pass Then at last Relaxing release Cuddles and kissing These are all the things You're missing. -Summer Fry 2006
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Anyone Got A Camera???
Lonely cougar needs a photographer!!! Any suggestions???
New Poem I Wrote Comment It Fellin Lil Emo....
A Poem i wrote now ... i know my thoughtsare lil out there hopefully u get it comment it ... Center of attention and feels un noticedLeader of a pack and still yet lone wolfeveryones Lookin no one sees you eveyone listens to what is said but never hears you held a prisoner of ones self trapped inside Ice so clear yet u cant see thru it it to dark ice so cold frozen so long its warmso popular so loved so alone not alone in the world but a outsider to it looking in on a world that you dont understand the only world that is home doesnt exsit as i smile and step into the warm sun i grab my coat cause its so cold....seasons come and go a beautiful flower dies yet it comes back to life when the frost is gone Seasons change.....
A Self Imposed Exile
 I have been doing some thinking and I jhave come to one major solution , and thst is to go on a self imposed exile  for a while away from everything .  As of late I have needed to get away frome everyone and thing , and I have had either someone or something keep interrrupting those plans . I have thought long and hard on this and I think the time is right for this direct action , I know there are some people who would think this to be foolish but I see no ther choice  
Effects Of A Drug
  This is a poem passed on to me by a relative of the 21 year old female who lost her life while addicted to crystal meth. This is a true happening.  A 21 year old female was addicted to crystal meth, overdosed, and lost her life.   After her death, they were cleaning out her apartment and in her top dresser drawer, found a poem she had written.   Meet Mr. and Mrs. Crystal Meth. I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have
well my b/f has to work doubles at a bar tonight so no fireworks :( i ate 1/2 a bar and drank a drink and that only lasted me a couple hours of feling good for alittle bit... im stuck at my mom's b/f house and they went to bed early and i have no transportation ...   but .... on the brightside i just recieved 100$ and decided to use some of it to go get hammerd with watever life and my friends throw at me tomorrow :) woot woot .... at this very moment i am working on a very difficult braclet that has x patterns weaved into it ... black and green :) will post up pics later if interested ... im a start selling them ... hopefully earning enough money to get more of my essentials like panties ( b/c my dog ate them all ) , some shorts , a belt , food for my ferret ruffus, and anything else i decide i need that day :) Whishing i was high right now ... maybe then i could go to sleep ... but thats not happening :P but that wasn't me complaining not at all i like being up at night ... nobody
Online Flirting
Hey FuFriends! Many of the same things work for online flirting that work for “brick and mortar” flirting and all relationships begin with successful flirting.  Flirting is an art that requires oozing confidence without being OTT.  If you go too far, she will label you “slimy” If you don’t go far enough, she will label you “wimpy”.  So how do you achieve that point half way between slimy and wimpy and do it online without using eye contact or body language?  All you have is a computer an internet connection and membership in an online dating site, right?  1. Have fun!  Be light-hearted, funny and entertaining.  Make her eager to talk to you again.  Flirting is playful.  2. Ooze confidence.  Successful flirts have a positive outlook on life.  You need to transmit the “feel good” factor.  An optimistic attitude attracts females like honey attracts flies.  3. 3.  Compliment her…and do it often and sincerely.  Nothing opens
I Love Mommy
i am myanmar chinese father call me , i will go taiwan. so my mother live myanmar , i came taiwan 23 years old so i miss my mother ..for my mother i also crying ..afraid , my mother nobody speak her because i am mother lovely daughter ^^..i like talking my mother , my mother what do need ..i have also help her my mother also need me i just to known her ..i love my mother very many many but i be shy talk her that because i am not baby i am 30 years old women ..if me talk mommy ..i be shy ..maybe my mother understand me ..maybe i hope so......................
Love Is Blind
u talk me , i am you are heart , my heart .. is u , my lips u , my hand u, my u,  so we are forever near my u talk me donn't worry..this life we donn't together , maybe next life  i believe this love ,because love is blind....we are never never to do good friend maybe we can do never love u promise me , we are forever old friend..i believe  this love donn't leave me love { this is real my feel not make another reply poem , so donn't ask me this poem answer ..thx u }  
3 Lives Gone
Do these young people realize the impact of what they do and cause?! I sat yesterday (saturday morning july 3rd ) listening to the preacher speak about Jaytaun and his passing, thinking how devestating this is to his family and friends and his 2 babies 1 of which will never even have gotten to spend any real time or memories making with him, 19 years old hardly began to live and taken within minutes by 2 other young individuals. Jaytaun was more then just a friend he stayed with us at our house with his brother he was like a son to me aand a brother to my children seeing him in that casket was surreal and watching the video footage they played of his pics growing up from birth to when he died was heartbreaking. Would these 2 boys have shot him if they seen and known him like we did or witnessed him celebrate the birth of his children at the hospital. Now 3 lives r ruined along with the hearbreak of all thier families its ashame life has to be learned through such serious actions some c
I Love You Sayings
Life wouldn’t be the same without you and all the memories you have given me. ~ For You Rob I want you like the roses want the rain. I need you like the poem needs the pain. I would give you anything, my blood, my life, to have you! I love you! ~ I Love You Forever The moment I first saw you, you warmed my heart, the second time you made little flames and now you make my heart burn like hell! ~ I'm On Fire There are Tulips in my garden. There are Tulips in the park. But nothing is more be beautiful then our two lips meeting in the dark! ~ I Can Only Wish People say you only fall in love once, but when I hear your voice I fall in love all over again. ~ Everything On Here Is For You Rob The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass, but you my friend may kiss my lips! ~ Anyday At night I cannot sleep and during the day I dream of you! ~ I Always Dream Of You I saw angels in the sky. I saw snow fall in July. I sa
My Heart Is For Sale
"HEART FOR SALE"...Who wants to buy my heart?Im having it for sale.Although its only second hand,still it functions well.Because once,I sold it whole,but someone returned it broken.Now,I had it all repaired and now im back in business.Who wants to buy my heart?Satisfaction guaranteed.It has free service charge and a lifetime warranty.So if youre asking for the price,well youre in a bargain,it only cost........TRUE LOVE.,.,if youre interested just hit me up in my messenger so we can talk more about it,heres mine or addme and hit me up
My Freedom
Im going to take this moment to say what  I want to ..I mean that is my right..right? Fuck you to all that have hurt me, dont forget karma is a bitch! Bite me to all the ones that thought I would never amount to anything. laugh now! Kiss my ass is to the ones that think they are better than me, get off your high horse already! Drop dead to most of my family, you people make me sick! Hello to the people I will meet soon enough. Goodbye to my loved ones that passed away. RIP Aunt Judy I love you to the one I will fall for one day.. (maybe) I do to the one I will marry, where ever you may be You bastard! to the husband that gets me pregnant..shit hurts, I wont lie. Remember people for who they are, not what they can do for you...Remember people for what they did, to better someones life..not make yours better.
My Party
at  Knight Ryders Pub Fri, August 13 @ 10:00 PM CDT 100 West Saint Paul Street, Spring Valley, Illinois 61362
So Sorry Mommy
Sorry I’m a mistake. don’t know why you don’t admit it and also deny it. You could have had a much better life without me. You wouldn’t have had to suffer so much raising me. I’m sorry mommy that I’m just a failure. I’m sorry I ruined you life. I’m sorry I’m not as good as your family’s kids. Sorry I’m not close to perfect. Sorry that I haven’t even made a dent in perfection. I’M SO SORRY AND I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!!
I Helped An Assgarb Fuicide
I helped an assgarb fuicide, should I feel bad?  I think it should be an achievement!
A Poem For My All Friends
If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck    If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsIf we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we thinkLife is smallTomorrow, if we obtain it will be our luck    If we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsLook, the veil of the evening has covered the beautiful nightCome let us both write our story of loveIf we stay or not, we shall remember these momentsThe morning afer, who know what colours it will bring, crazy girlKeep my desires like a rememberanceIf we stay or not, we shall remember these moments    If we stay tomorrow or notTomorrow we shall remember this momentThe moment, this is the moment of loveCome, come walk with meCome, what should we
So Now What
So now that the 4th of july is ovah...nows what?  there is nothing goin on here, and im not ready to go to bed...entertain me dammitz!   as you were
I don't like looking at my OWN dick, I sure as hell am not going to look at someone else's!
Insanity Intro
Anger flowing through my veins Careless laughter  I'm deranged My head spinning Thoughts insane I'll gouge out your eyes And pick out your brains I'm mentally retarded I changed my legal name They call me Mello Yellow The bitch who went insane!
One Last Mourning
And so this day shall fall, like the others it will crumble and turn to dust leaving behind nothing more then ash and tears. And with each tear that falls to the earth the day’s ash and cinders embrace them, drawing them deep inside joining as one and leaving behind no sign of the tear other then this filthy muck that lays beneath ones feet. Standing still, silently weeping, the wretched grime begins to take you, holding you in place while it imprisons you, dragging down towards the final resting place of your sorrow, towards the dirt and grime and loathing muck. Here, as you peer out at the world you glimpse the radiant sunlight one last time.   You close your eyes……..
Read This Or I Shall Taunt You A Second Time..........
if your reading this, you have entirely to much time on your hands,   do me a favor and go rate my #2 cause hes pretty :) St Jaymzs Razorblade Kiss @ fubar or else and stuff...................  
Im In Need Of A Lounge Creator. $70,000 Fubucks
I am offering $70,000 FuBucks to whomever will create my lounge. It's fairly simple, I just don,t comprehend with CSS too well. I have the pics and all. If interested give me a shout.  I will give you my username ans password. $70,000 FuBucks will be fupaled upon completion. Thanks
Love The Way U Lie ---lyrics
Just gonna stand thereAnd watch me burnBut that's alrightBecause I likeThe way it hurtsJust gonna stand thereAnd hear me cryBut that's alrightBecause I loveThe way you lieI love the way you lieI love the way you lieI can't tell you what it really isI can only tell you what it feels likeAnd right now there's a steel knifeIn my windpipeI can't breatheBut I still fightWhile I can fightAs long as the wrong feels rightIt's like I'm in flightHigh of a loveDrunk from the hateIt's like I'm huffing paintAnd I love it the more that I sufferI sufficateAnd right before im about to drownShe resuscitates meShe fucking hates meAnd I love itWaitWhere you goingI'm leaving youNo you ain'tCome backWe're running right backHere we go againIt's so insaneCause when it's going goodIt's going greatI'm SupermanWith the wind in his bagShe's Lois LaneBut when it's badIt's awfulI feel so ashamedI snapWho's that dudeI don't even know his nameI laid hands on herI'll never stoop so low againI guess I don't know my ow
Happy 4th Of July. You're An Idiot!
I'm sorry but I have a hard time feeling sorry for stupid people like this. Blowing off mortar! DUMBASS!   New York (CNN) -- Like fireworks, it has become an Independence Day weekend tradition unto itself: fireworks-related injury. On Saturday, a man lighting fireworks outside his Long Island home became the latest victim when he completely severed his left arm from his shoulder, Suffolk County police said. Eric Smith, 36, was using a three-foot-long metal tube to shoot mortars near his Islip Terrace home on Saturday evening. One of the explosives shot out and struck him in the left arm, taking it off, said police. Smith's friends wrapped the arm in ice and took him to the emergency room at Southside Hospital, and he was transferred to the intensive care unit of Nassau County Medical Center, where he is listed in critical, but stable condition, according to a hospital spokeswoman. While she wouldn't comment on the status of Smith's arm, spokeswoman Shelley Lotenburg
Feeling The Fire Of The Lion...already!
taunted with personal shots will get the person who yapped it...will get the correct treatment. the little back biters who believe they can out wit me are comedic, and thats being nice. to a small mind weak mind, im just a catalog item missing when looked for. im not in their! haha now i do believe that if that is the case, in my own opinion...there is no understanding, yet making me a circus freak to them. some need the degenerates to fill the gaps of the holes of their "open minds". just as a scientist NEEDS the teachings of Einstein...some underground writers and thinkers NEED to "loser" to finish the book. pulling the truth out of some supporters or fans..unlocks their real opinions of who i am. only wanting me for a different and documented view on life. never wanting to have anything else to do with me especially when i fire back at their eventual profiling of me. yes me...blah blogs so fcuking what?! im becoming sick and tired of the loss of individual ideas
My Life
Let me start off by introducing myself.  My name is Gary Baldwin.  Right now I am living in Genoa West Virginia.  Chances are you've never heard of it.  It's a little one horse town about 30 miles south of Huntington.  How I ended up here is kind of an interesting story.  My wife of 6years and I  split up about 3 months ago.  At that time I was living in Logan Ohio.  I loved it there.  Logan is in the Hocking Hills, places to go fishing are abundant, and I enjoyed going swimming at the lake.  Well, when I and my wife split I had no choice but to go stay with my brother in Marion Ohio.  Marion was not exactly the place I wanted to be, but at least I was with family.  After being there for about a week I found out that if I stayed there my brother was going to get kicked out of his apartment.  I could not be the cause of my brother losing the apartment that he and his fiancé had worked so hard to afford, so as soon as I got a job I got a sleeping room.  It was OK for about a week, until
No Use For Them
My Voice On 4th Of July
Oh Im sure what Im about to say is going to piss alot of people off but dont forget, there isnt a lil person in my head running in circles yelling "give a damn, give a damn". We are so stoked about The 4th of July....but why? I mean I know people have died for this country but that also happens in every day life as well. We tend to forget the truth on this it so called "got the freedom". It was stolen from the people who were here first. Where was the freedom then? Where was the voice that spoke up and said, "ya know what, this is OUR country".  There was no voice, those people who now live on small parts of land were killed. For the soul purpose of mine mine mine!. point is, before you shoot off your fire works, have your family cook out...take a moment to remember the ones that DIED so people could be here..oh and dont forget...if it wasnt for the NATIVE AMERICANS...most of the people on the boats would have died as well...My people taught them how to live.
I live in a world full of Horrors and Paradises a place where life may or may not go on. I'm unique, and I am free spirited. I see your days here in this world as a story. one that we write till we die,but even after death, there is a new story to be told. I see life as a precious hour glass,.. I'm a sinner in some eyes, and a saint in others. I've made mistakes,but do not want a second chance to go back and fix them. They have made me who I am. I have been hurt because of trusting the wrong people, Now I have learned that I have to lean more, before I tell my life's story. We have to make the best of yourself's, and this world even with the harsh words of this generation. Just show your Sinner smile.
Serious Lulz
I cant laugh any harder than i already am at those "MMA Fighters" If you were a real MMA Fighter u wouldnt be putting it out there, thats like a oldschool yahoo hacker in a chat room blabbing his cocksucker that he is a "hacker" We get what your upto, its a popularity thing or a cry of attention. Got news for ya though this : "I am a MMA fighter but thats no excuse iam trained to hurt people who piss me of so dont tread on me or the ones i love" This is a weak Attempt at being an Attention Whore.
What Do You Think About This?
~PSALM 27~ Psalm 27 1The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? 2When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. 3Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. 4One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to enquire in his temple. 5For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. 6And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. 7Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me, and answer me. 8When thou said
What Do You Think?
A smile costs nothing*but gives much.It enriches those who receive*without making poorer those who give.It takes but a moment,but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever.None is so rich or mighty that they can get along without it,and none is so poor but that they can be made rich by it. A smile creates happiness in the home,fosters good will in business,and is the countersign of friendship.It brings rest to the weary,cheer to the discouraged,sunshine to the sad,and it is nature`s antidote for trouble.Yet it cannot be bought,begged,borrowed, or stolen,for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.Some people are too tired to give you a smile.Give them one of yours,as none needs a smile so much as the one who has no more to give.
Taking Things In Stride
My honest feelings as of now vary. On one front I feel completely overwhelmed, captivated, encapsulated by life itself. But life has created a sense of vertigo, I am unsure which side is up, which side is down, because one moment I am on the top of the mountain, then the next I am one with the jagged rocks below. Torn to pieces, ripped apart by the waves that crash up against me. For I am not meant to go this journey alone, but alas this my deepest fear. I want more, for my greatest ambition is to give into someone else's life, to be a part of them, to feel a warm embrace to graze a gentle face... instead i feel the cold, icy frost that grazes my face with tears streaming down my face. But the wounds are far behind me, no tattoo to cover, no ink to erase the memory of what has happened.    I feel the pain tear at me with every lonely moment. Every passing second feeling THE ONE is out there and i am missing out. just wasting my time with being alone. 
What Do You Think?
What Do You Think?
Tales Of Macarthur Park And Beyond
  My latest trip in LA had me take the underground subway or Metro as they call it- to downtown. I love the trains and buses as you already know!   So I headed down to Union Station, the sun was burning hard, remember this place is hot as Mexico (which technically it is all but for a border line!) anyway my misplaced geography aside, I was covered in factor 60 which is basically a Burka.   Union station is awesome and old. I have been there years ago when husband, Ashley and I once took a train trip to San Diego. The great hall of the station is beautiful and very reminiscent of the ‘olden days’ as I like to call things when am not sure of their age nor can be bothered googling for your information.   Anyway it really does look stunning and of a day when train travel was afforded the name ‘elegance’ and not hundreds of people squeezed into carriages.   I walked from the station and onto the Mexican bit where the oldest street and museums sit. It&rsquo
What is the problem with some people thinking that they are so much better than anyone else on this planet? I mean really, We are all born of flesh and bone and connected to everyone else on this earth because we are all human. All one species created by GOD himself. No one person is better than any other.Some people raise their children to act superior to others to make themselves feel better. Like making other people that have less than you are not worth anything because they are poor or just different. Even these same kids make fun of rich people because they have money and flaunt it. This is a bad and vicious cycle that needs to stop. We are all one. Equal in every way. Yes the same even though we may be different colored skin, hair, eye color, body size, the clothes we choose to wear or don't and yes even if the amount in our pocket book is different in amount. Even if in that pocketbook the money is a euro, a peso, a yen or even a dollar bill. It is all spendable. It buys things
Knowing Or Not Knowing Should It Matter So Much?
Okay, how do you know that you have made a difference anywhere no matter what? Don't get me wrong I have done lots of things for people and they have no idea that I have been the one to do it. Have never went out of my way to receive any type of acknowledgement. I am not that type of person. I am happy to just be able to help, when I am able to. Except how long do you put other people ahead of yourself? When do you realize that you are also important enough to have stuff done for you? See this is when I start asking myself am I important enough for all that? Why should any one person care enough for me to want to? What makes me special?I help people to a fault. I will put myself out on the furthest cliff hanging by my toe nail, when any minute I could plummet to my death, just so I can help someone else accomplish what they need or want to do. Coming out of all of it with a smile on my face because I love helping people. Except I think that I may have lost pieces of myself after awhile
Rocked, Shocked And Blocked Lol!
People take this Fantasyland shit to serious. Insecurity and jealosy shouldn't happen on here. It's all for fun. LOL! I have no idea about this Fu-owned shit either. I am owned by what I considered my best friend on here. She explained things better...we had fun chatting. Then shegoes PMS and blocks me??? WTF?  That and her friends did too.   That's Ok, her latin-blooded passions made her overdo it. As long as she treated mewith some form of passion, I'm happy.  It is a shame though, latin-blooded women have shorter refractory periods and can hit higher levels of orgasm easier...over and over! LOL!   So if you are owned, does that mean you are to stop requesting friends and talking to others? And yes, I am a tease; but all the women on here are too and they know it.   I have had a few women tell me they want to be the one and only. If they want that, they better make it real, not a fantasy. Besides, I wonder how many other men they tell the same thing? Sounds like hypocrasy to me. I'
Make Em Good!
so about 10 years ago i was on a neighborhood street near my buddies house with close to a dozen other kids/teens out and about, setting off firecrackers, etc. the kids down the street came home from the indian reservation with a goddam FOOTLOCKER full of explosives (which was cool) but all 4 of them were completely trashed out of their minds (which is foreshadowing).   they pile out of the car, and drop the crate on the pavement next to it. one of them grabs a 4ft string of firecrackers and, visibly swaying, tries to light it. he misses the long fuse, catches one of the first short ones, the first couple firecrackers go off in his hand, so he jumps and drops the whole string.   ....right into the crate of other stuff   i look over at the first few pops, and see all 4 of these guys scatter. theres a couple bigger bangs, a few rockets shoot out, and i'm just starting to realize something is amiss when theres a fucking thunderous boom. turns out they had almost 2k worth of quarter
Celebrity Divorce And What They Cost
Divorce is never an easy thing to do. Most people who get divorced do so in a few weeks without much property to split. Only child support is the real issue with them. What about the mega stars? What happens when they divorce? Usually it is messy and lots of doe is at stake. For instance, Paul McCartney’s much publicized divorce. And this guy didn’t have a prenuptial agreement. Can I hear a “stupid.” There is a list of the 10 top celebrity divorces and what was gained and lost. Tiger Woods is number 1 on the list. Check it out    BlastFM helps keep you entertained by playing the best music in the world. Tune in 24/7 @        
Davees Havoc
What is love?
And There It Is
i could listen for days and weeks and years to someone about their annoyances. yet i realize its not too long before my discontent is hopefully forgotten. im easily forgotten after my smile has turned to a scowl. i must be the savior not the equal! hahah. that is why im not made for human consumption. but its too bad i cant keep a persona of slappy the happy clown. that is why it doesnt take long to lose interest in me. if im not happy about how things are...and  i express that...i am put on the no fly list. i have been a go to guy for listening and "understanding" others' lives...but when it comes to my ordeals, its just ugly and unwanted. so be it. once again the novelty...not important enough to be a chance at someone else's reality.
Kids These Days
Was so close but pummelling some little punk in to the gravel today, I mean || this close. Was out playing football, these guys join in sometimes even though we hate them. They're these 15, 16 year old gangsta wannabes with their jeans around their kneecaps, the lingo and such like.    Anyways, to the point, the little shit came in and nearly fly-kicked me in the head when he shouldn't have been in the goal area to start with (as per the rules we play). Needless to say I swore at the little knob and he tried his little tough guy routine with all his friends around. I was struggling to stop myself grabbing his throat and just squeezing.   I hate kids.
As I read the runes glow, Enchanting arcaic tomes, For the wolf to hear, He is my bretheren, Calling my companion, My guide and friend,  Stirring hope within, Sad and alone,  He howls for me, Crying out for all to hear, Strength and power, We both do share, Delving deep into Druid lore He is my eyes,  Alerting me to danger, Shifting within me, The wolf is released, For He and I are one, Glowing runes turn blue The transformation complete, I have an ally in him, I'll never again hurt, And be far away from harm, My eyes glow, For the time has come, To be the strongest I have ever been....                                                            
A Moment For Thought
Is it truely what it is For what it is or which it is not for that it is But it is not yet I say it is and when it is not it is
Hurt: A Moment In Life
Memories drudge up, From songs of the past, Life of the old, Which still hurts today, Hoping thoughts leave, I do not remember, For times were different, Then and now entertwined, Will I ever forget those days, Or suffer with each song played, One really hits the heart, Take it away from me, This pain is deep, And reality it did not sem, Cause I can not move forward, Each time it's played, Show me now, And have it leave this place, For I do not wish to suffer, Over old memories.                                                                                                      KC 07-26-2003
Reposted What Ever Happpened To Independence Day
What ever happened to INDEPENDENCE DAY (repost) It's summer time, just before Memorial Day and just before Independence Day. Funny how it is that Memorial Day has turned into propaganda week. Independence Day has become the fourth of July. The meaning has been ripped from it. Ask any average Joe on the street what we are celebrating on July 4th. I'm sure you will get a myriad of answers. It is Independence Day. It is the date that the document beginning our great nation was signed by our forefathers. Remeber when you control the language you control the minds. But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security..... .... This is the essence of the Declaration we celebrate every summer. When in a long train of abuses and usurpations…. What fits in to this category, the shre
Become A Premier Internet Model Performer With Imc Media And Start Earning Big
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The Rose: Symbol Of All
The romantic scent of roses, Brings one thing to mind, To share the evening,  With the woman I care for...   Petals of beauty, Unfold in my hands, Perfect in every way, As I gaze in her eyes...   Soft to the touch, Smooth and Silky, Caressing them gently, As I hold her hands...   The rose's stem, Wrapped in my hands, Making a wish, As I hold her tonight...   However it ended, I can not say, But the rose I have, Brings me back to that day.                                                                                                   KC 11-28-2002  
Haven't been feeling too hot the past few days! Sick as fuk!! Blaaaahhhhh!!! :( Also had a new pic up and got in trouble for it which is bs!! Missing my baby! He is the best man I have ever had in my life besides my dad, whom I don't get along with very much because we like to butt heads but I will always love him for all he has done for me. The only other person I can say I loved is the father of my 2 beautiful baby girls but that's a whole other subject. The man in my life is the love of my life! He is so wonderful to me and even though we don't always get along(which is expected in a relationship) I love him with all of my heart and soul. My heart swells each time he calls me beautiful or sexy, when he looks at me like he wants me and when he kisses me. He takes care of me when I'm not feeling good and comforts me when I am sad(especially after I have talked or seen my babies on the computer). He is very supportive of me and understands how it is to be hurt.  Many a time I have
Bounty Hunter Hall Of Fame 4
{DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED turf mom and collected a bounty of $2,910,726,000, with $523,930,680 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED wCm and collected a bounty of $2,502,412,000, with $450,434,160 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Pain-Sama and collected a bounty of $3,000,000,000, with $540,000,000 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED Don Vito Corleone and collected a bounty of $3,811,187,000, with $686,013,660 going to turf tax! {DVA} Sidewinder just KILLED {RS} Soul Stripper and collected a bounty of $2,412,242,000, with $434,203,560 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED star-child and collected a bounty of $2,591,597,000, with $466,487,460 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED {RLM} Helter Sk... and collected a bounty of $2,395,490,000, with $431,188,200 going to turf tax! Naked Gunman just KILLED Sparky and collected a bounty of $3,368,390,000, with $606,310,200 going to turf tax!
Wanna Be My Girlfriend...... Apply Here Now!!!!!!!!!!
1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fave Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends and if we are, do you want to be more?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk crap about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19. Would you have sex with me?20. Do you think I'm hot/attractive?21. If you could change anything about me, would you?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. what do you rate me outta 1-10??25. phone number( ) -
The Duet
 The DuetA soft touch lightlyCaressing my neck like a whisperEach thought a scentEach scent a vivid memoryMemory of us as twoTogether in perfect unity as oneEmbrace both passive yet violentHow can both taste so right?Taste your sweat falling on my browMy tongue searches for the saltThe salt of two bodies in violent stormTo awaken the sense of abandonmentThe sense of urgency presses forwardMy body on yours You run the ice across my nipplesI push your lips awayYet I feel the inclusiveness of your soulThe beauty and breadth of that soulA mind numbing assault on the darkest recesses of my inner turmoil’sU feel my wetness rolling down your legAs I yearn to keep every drop of you in my beingMy red lipstick smears gashes across your chestAnd leaves trails of my forever worship across your bodyYou are forever painted with my love, scarred yet satisfied...
What Treasure Causing Pain Brings
It's confusing to me, watching as I do, the things people do to bring them personal worth. Those that seem to want to cause pain in others to give themselves a sense of power or control is the undermining of society today. Antagonists that only bring others down to feel a socially higher status has been going on for decades, even centuries...but does that make it right, or does this actually point to a Neanderthalic mentality of "might makes right"? The barbaric way people tend to treat each other behind our backs is appalling and a disturbing sign that the human reace seems doomed to destroy itself. When did allowing the abitlity to feel and show honest emotions become a liability and not a strength? When did backstabbing become the norm? The glorification of such antics on TV's so called "reality shows" has done more to erode our sense of morality than pornography ever thought of doing (at least porn admits what it is). S0, the ability to make someone else feel this a stren
Greetings From Buffalo
Some of you may not have noticed my slight change on my profile, so in case you didn't, let me tell you.  I am now a resident of Buffalo, NY. I wont go into the back story of what brought me here, but basically, I live here now :) Been up for about a week and I am still learning my way around.  Luckily I have a lot of military experience of moving to a place I have never been to before and figuring it out. Part of the move is a new job, so while I am figuring the place out, and figuring out a way to keep my screen hidden, there is no Fubar during the work day. So if you have been wondering where I am, I hope this blog has summed it up for you in multiple ways. 
Happy Independence Day! Glory to God N  
Starting Over ...(again)
So here it is 12 yrs later and I find myself right back in the whole dating scene. Only now the stakes are a little higher. Before we dated in our "area", thanks to the internet our "area" has gotten considerably wider. Most ppl I have come across only want a "cybering" relationship. Myself I like live not memorex. I can't get the warmth or sensation from a keyboard that I can get from a live man. I can't go for a walk or the movies with my monitor (well I could but would be concidered crazy). Oh and lets not forget the guys who think they are doing a 42 yr old a favor by letting them talk to them. Or think that we are so desperate that we will jump into bed with you, seriously think dude if you were so hot then you would have women your own age jumping in there already. I have had some very nice spring and summer romances don't get me wrong. I see a lot of very hot younger men, but that doesn't get you in good with me, you have to be able to talk and think as well as being good in bed
Join Me For A 4th Of July Serene Sunday On Nekkid Radio!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show show at 8am est.  Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! you know you could connect from our website?  Go to and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!
C51 - Like Me (remix To Sublime - Don't Push) =====================BLOOPER=====================
Real Life Versus A Game
I finally figured out when a person makes a game a real life priority...rather than real life...they are a lost cause....There is no hope to make sense of why they do it.  And by the time you notice it, it appears that they are too far gone, like an addiction ridden person looking for their fix...So give it up, do not blame yourself...realize it is them, not you, with the issues at hand.   Be strong...for it won't be long before you will find yourself willing to be second to a fantasy  in their life and heart.  Don't you deserve better?
Communication . . .
I want to talk to you for a bit about communication, in regards to a relationship. I’m going to start off here by bragging, just a bit.  This isn’t something I do often - talk about the relationship my gf and I have - because, normally, it isn’t anyone’s business.  But, I’m going t o right now to prove a small point.  Just bear with me. My gf and I have, for lack of a better word, an almost perfect relationship.  It’s due to the fact that we talk, we communicate.  About everything.  There are no secrets between us, really.  Now, I’m not talking about typical “secrets” like Christmas or birthday presents, or a surprise “Taking you out for dinner” type of thing.  Now, we probably both have little secrets about our pasts that we haven’t talked about (everybody has tiny little secrets).  But, if we haven’t talked about them, or if they haven’t been mentioned, it’s because they will not, a
So, About Sex … (nsfw … Not Safe For Anyone, Really. Heh.)
(WARNING: This post will be filled with lots of cursing, a lot of very vulgar sexual terms, and graphic talk about sex.  If subjects of this nature offend you, or make you uncomfortable, please, for yourself and others, don’t read it.  Don’t reblog it if you have Followers that would be exceptionally offended by it. However, if you or any of your Followers DO enjoy this sort of subject, please, by all means, keep reading and reblog.) — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — — Why do most of us seem to be so … embarrassed about it?  We don’t talk freely
Heres My Opinion On Fubar Anymore
Ok now i know some of you may disagree with me on this one but everyone is entitled to their own opinions.I just feel that things has changed so much on here no one is as interested in Fubar as they once was.Me personally i don't see the need for the changes but as everything now nothing stays the same.Everyone always looks for a reason to change to make things better in their opinions but in others opinions it may be worse than what it was.Part of that is because we get so adapt to they way things are that we don't like the change because its different.Anyways a lot of people has left Fu and more drop off everyday.I use to spend a lot of time on here now my time on here is very scarce.I have made a lot of friends on here and lost a lot also.To those who do still stand by and wait for me to get on just to say hi i envy you.I truly love and miss a lot of yall.Its just something i wanted to get off of my chest.Thanks for reading yall really are awesome and has made my time on Fubar very
New Elements, And
When you add an video from youtube to your stash, there is a lot of unexplainable HTML code. This code should work in browsers with two different plug-in components models
Why There Is An Angel On Top Of The Christmas Tree.
When Santa Clause first started giving gifts to all the good boys and girls, there weren't as many people in the world as there is now. It was easy to sneak quietly into cottages and castles to place the gifts at the foot of the childrens beds. But as we all know, time marches on, and soon the world became more populated. It grew more difficult to give all the gifts on one night. Santa decided to have a meeting with everyone at the North Pole to discuss his options. "I need to get in and out more quickly and put  the gifts in one location. I don't have time to search each house to find the childrens rooms," he explained. Many ideas circulated during the meeting, and someone mentioned putting up a tree and decorating it. That way, he could enter the house, find the decorated tree quickly, place the gifts and move on to the next home. "That is a very good idea! Lets do it," Santa exclaimed. One of the elves asked what kind of tree should be used, and Santa came up with the idea of a cont
[may Cause Sleeplessness=will Cause Sleeplessness]
I really hate when things change, but this new format does look like it'd be easier to archive. Maybe I should get off my ass with that.I've got something like... 80% completion on Metal Gear Peacewalker. In case you were wondering where I was.It's... 8 hours work. 8 hours Peacewalker.If you didn't hear me say it before, I will gainBest Metal Gearever.God I hope there's more.Possibly on my PS3.... the more I play this game though, the less excited I am about Metal Gear Rising.I wanna keep raising my army, and making kickass guns >>I mean... surebeing a cyborg ninja is AWESOME.... so is being a guerilla-mercenary legend.Hopefully this was a launchpoint and not a CONCLUSION to Big Boss' storyline.There's definitely room forremakesin-betweeners (ten year gap between MGS3 and MGPW)and... they made Master Miller a real character.But what's STILL missingin a hugegantor way[Spoiler alert]the gap between Zero and Big Boss.Big Boss and Foxhound.MSF/Outerheaven/Solid Snake/Revolver Ocelot/The Pa
Its Really Stupid
So I polished Bounty's tiny ass and his pecker tonite :P I have to keep my hooker boots on for Deacon (kinky! but I like it). I polished doggy style for Witchie (cuz she's smokin' hawt) I am trying to get Skully to post pics of his firm ass.....   I think I have sex on the brain......... Is that a bad thing??   And ya'all don't even wanna know what I have in mind for the better half!
New Hires
The new girl at work has a thing for me, I think... Ive been known to be wrong about these things before. Maybe she's just really, really flirty. Today, she had to squeeze behind me, and the counter, and there isnt much room, so she literally squeezed between us. Well, being such a tight fit, naturally she brushed against my backside, no biggie. But then she turned around looked at me and said "wow" And at first, I thought she thought I had grabbed at her or something, and before I got the chance to say anything she leans in and tells me Ive got a firm ass (like I needed her to inform me of that fact :P) Well for the rest of the night, she's poking at my buttcheek, making comments, etc etc etc... I dont really mind it, its not that big a deal to me. I got her the job there, she's someone I knew "socially" for a bit before and told me she was looking for a different job. Im on my way out from there, and figured they would be looking for a replacement. Tomorrow I have to work ALL day
The Bikers Prayer
     Oh Great Maker, in the sky,    grant me safety as I ride by.,    Protect me now as I ride today,    ride with me on a straight & smooth Highway.     Thank you for   This Harley I ride,   There's nothing else like it,   though many have tried.     Protect my family   and these colors I wear,   may their journey be a long and   straight one 'cause I know you care.     Watch over us ,   as we ride today,   give us nerves of steel,   and quick reaction  to   get out of harms way.     Finally Lord   put an Angel on our shoulder,   and follow your path we will try,   this we promise you   'til we become   " Ghost Riders In The Sky."            AMEN  
Not Always Right | Till Password Reset Do Us Part
Call Center | Glasgow, UK Me: “Okay, all I need now is the security password you gave us when you opened your account.” Customer: “No idea.” Me: *seeing the password is a girl’s name* “Most people choose something or someone familiar…” Customer: “Lisa? Scott? Elizabeth? Rusty? Oh! Is it my mother’s maiden name?” Me: “No, so I’m just going to check if you’ve left yourself a hint but it takes a second.” Customer: “Well there’s just no point in you checking it has to be one of those names. I never ever use anything else. If I did, I don’t know it. I must have set this years ago. How am I supposed to remember that?” Me: “Are you sure you don’t one more try? Your hint is ‘wife’.” Customer: “Emma! Don’t tell her I forgot that!”
One Upmanship
You won't need to guess true or false.  These are true, as if I could make any of them up! I hope my misfortune brings you joy! 1) I once brushed my teeth with Vagisil. 2) A 1,200 steer on a rope halter decided he didn't want to be walked around by me.  I was able to hold on, but the rope cut a lasting scar into three of my fingers.  Almost went to the bone on my pinky finger. 3) I accidentally mooned a cop from the back of a HS sports bus one night. He turned on the lights, called the school, and i was kicked off the team. 4) I sharted at a music festival once, had to throw my underwear out & return to the dance floor commando. 5) I was arrested once.  I knew I was probobly too inebriated to drive, asked a parked cop for a breathalizer test.  It turns out there was a warrant out for my arrest due to an unpaid parking ticket from a prior address. Spent the night in the local jail. 6) Set my legs on fire... long hurt like hell. 7) Got horrible food poisoning once on
Not Always Right | Vocabulary, Meet Veracity
(I work at a daycare center and am teaching a room full of two year-old children to memorize their parents’ or guardians’ names and home phone numbers.) Me: “So, what’s your daddy’s name?” Little girl: “Robert!” Me: “And what’s your mommy’s name?” Little girl: “Dammitjulia!” (Needless to say, “Robert” had a little talking-to when he came to pick up his daughter.)
About Time A Politician Said It
Prime Minister John Howard of Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia Law, were told to get out of Australia on wednsday, as the government tageted radicals in a bid to head off potential terrorist attacks. Seperately, Howard angered some Austalian Muslims on wednsday by supporting the Australian spy agency from monitoring mosques. IMMIGRANTS NOT AUSTRALIANS MUST ADAPT, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. Take it or leave it im tired of this nation worrying about offending some individual or thei culture. Since the terrorist attack's in Bali we have seen a surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. This cultrue has been developed over two centuries of struggles trials and victories by millions of men and woman who have sought freedom. We speak mainly English not Spanish Lebanese Arabic Chinease Japenease Russian or any other language, therefore if you wish to be a member of our society, LEARN THE LANGUAGE. Most Australians believe in God. This is not some Christian
Yes, I'm up but the phone is unplugged as it often is at night. Your Cell phone that I have is usually off. No, I'm not avoiding you but has to do with your love of the beach and the boardwalk. I think you should spend more time at your place rather than with me. Also you said your staying until all is done but my decision is your done regarding my health. I put the faucet in alone. My smoking should tell you of my decision regarding the Aorta. No further Surgery is needed. Glory to God N
Hip Joint
My house has a Dutch hip joint roof.  That means there are no interior load bearing walls.     Two years ago I tore out the wall between the living room and the kitchen.     Last year I took out the 8' ceilings, and reinforced the roof with 2 x 10s leaving me with a vaulted ceiling.   My daughter rejected the idea of making one GREAT room by taking out her bedroom walls until I offered to buy her a motorcycle.     Last week I bought her a 1985 Honda Spree and this week she left to visit her grandparents in Hawai'i.     Guess how I'm spending her vacation.  = ]   Check out her new bike.
Many people going to shop, to Mall and see some particular store to shop some dress or shoes, but when need to go to a second Level in the Mall take one Elevetor and some one have the experience to experiment Claustrophobia many people think when go on to elevetor, the door dont open when arrive to a destiny floor or level, or the light going off.
the simple act of writing to ease my troubled mind   seems to much for you to manage  with all your busy time.   If you do not want me,  thats all you got to say.   but if you do, i'm hear for you   to make and break my day.   If you want me, you can use me   but don't abuse me or you'll lose me.   Just let me know if i should go   to find what i deserve.   And should you ever find someone who wants you like i do,   i wish her lots of luck and patience~   to wait around for you.
You walk into a store, and smell the newly sprayed perfume, you walk deeper into the store tryn your hardest to not look at anything to get to where you have to go...yet something ketches your eye, and before you know it your buyn up the whole store. You drive home happy then when your credit card bill comes you wonder why you bought it in the first place why you had to have that little black dress and everything to match, when its sitting in your closet along with everything else, and you cant take it back because the 30 days is over!!   how many of you can actually walk into a store and not buy something??
Aimless And
My Blog is aimless and senseless, like life. Talk I hear is that we are angry and of a Revolution. Be very careful of such talk. The Law Enforcement and the Military will join except the die hards. You'll be exactly where some will want you. High Tech that you've yet to see will be in force. Man of Sin will have what He wants. We'll be powerless against Him. Doubt and darkness often sorrounds me but I cannot let things go as they are. Glory to God N  
True Or False
Apparently, some people take great pleasure in my...unfortunate incidents. So here's a guessing game.   True or False:   1. I've put foundation on my toothbrush instead of toothpaste. 2. I've locked myself out on my own balcony. 3. I once made (or tried to make) a self-saucing chocolate pudding in a springform pan (you know, the one with the gap between the base and the sides, where the liquid can ooze out). 4. I've sprayed hairspray on my armpits instead of deodorant. 5. I know the smell of singed eyebrow. 6. I said "I bet you haven't got the balls to hit me" to the angry guy in high school. 7. I'm possibly the only person that can truly verify that you shouldn't walk between a guy and the imaginary friend he's arguing with. 8. A blackboard once fell on my head. 9. When I was 3 I decided I could swim. My mother had to save me. She turned around to get a towel and I went back into the lake. 10. My father used to use an old vacuum cleaner to blow on the coals
Monday afternoon John and I may be leaving for Morgantown. It won't take but a few hours to get there, but we are kind of at a loss of things to do.   Anyone with ideas?
The Glass Heart
in the days of yesterday her heart was shattered like a fragile piece of crystal broke into a million pieces...   as the days grow longer the nights get shorter the heart gets swept away in the winds that blow…   a girls heart is fragile so may days of pain she looks for resistance in days that seem to never end   stumbling and falling only to pick herself up again to see the beauty of the current day not looking much to the future    wondering all the while if there is one that can mend meld all the pieces back together is it possible…   treading lightly she moves forward into waters unknown hoping that the one that found her is the mender of the shattered pieces   guarded ever so guarded as the water gets deeper the trust becomes so easy knowing that the water is always there   the water recovers as she moves deeper filling the space where she stood leaving no holes it was like she was never there   is this a sign from above t
Smoking With Krystle :p
I walked through the park and i noticed this chickwho was sitting alone with a joint and a bicmy name is Krystle ..if you wanna get high~i got killer herb that you just gotta try!"i sat and we smoked and we joked and we toked and as we got high, the hours flew by and i said "damn this is strong, shit i hope i don't die"and we laughed in the parktill the sky was too dark. "i'm glad that i met you, but i do gotta bounce,we'll meet up tomarrow-shit i gotta whole ounce!"i'm Amanda ..just so you know..""dude, you told me that 3 minutes ago"and so thats how Krystle and i had first metin the park, smoking weed and i'll never forget. RIP kryslte...i miss you!
U And Eye.
run with me now, my dearest friendthe direction were headingleads right to the endbut at least we're together and will always beyour love is worth risking my calamityfrom the moment we metit was destined my friendthat the moments we share would devoid us of careand now that we're hereone last kiss for you dearand then we shall partthe warmth of your kiss took my life from the start
Come to this place inside Evil things i try to hide Never knowing whats to come I sit around, twiddle my thumbs Waiting for the day i snap  The day when i can never look back So when you come and talk your shit You better turn around and run You stupid bitch...   I clench my fists Jump to my feet I'll punch you in your fucking teeth Piss me off I'll break your jaw Make you cry, scream, and crawl And when you get up  I'll break your neck Shove you under my fucking deck And when they ask "Where did she go?" I'll turn around, Smile. And say "How the fuck should I know?"
Fuck Your Title
At first it was a ploy so he acted rather coy and filled her full of joy and then went and broke his little toy
Love's Plight.
he said, "you know this isn't right, you sit up crying through the night and all you do is fighti'll be the one that holds you tightyou're my sunshine i'm your knightplease don't ever leave my sight"but as darkness brought the light making everything seem bright his love had turn to smite and she felt hurt's sharp teeh bite.
you knew you always had me...i guess i should have really knownthe way you'd leave me just to go playwhen you knew i felt alonesometimes you really want me as i start to back awayleft to sit inside your closetfor another rainy day
Today we went shopping for pants since I didn't fit into my old ones. I used to be a size 4/6 and now I'm a size 10 petite. :o   Isn't that nasty?! I can't believe how fat I got! I only gained 9 lbs in a year, and I can't stand to look at myself. So all of you guys saying I have a perfect body, uh no I don't! I have a belly and fat legs. It's so hard to excersise when you're disabled.   I feel so sad and depressed! The Wii Fit said I'm still Normal and in my goal weight, but wth does it know?
An Invite To Lindsay Lohan From Me
Lindsay Lohan the talented actress who had the world by the tail is now wandering through a morass of legal and image problems. Lindsay, who was living the dream most others just think about, is spinning out of control. Lindsay babes, what is up with you? This has been going on for a few years now. I want to offer my services to you babes. I know I can help you while I’m helping myself to you. Then you can go back to making movies and kissing girls. BlastFM is known for its originality. Not just a radio station. BlastFM is a musical experience second to none. Click it babes
Morons I Speak With At Work.
My job is collections for a well-known bank for home mort.   Well I called this one guy that yelled at me cause he got 3 calls that day from us, like I can control that, we are on an automatic dailer system so we just take the call not dail them.   Well he is yelling at me because he cant pay his bills, then I start to end the call by saying Sorry, that we call you 3 times today. And he goes thats ok, u sound cute tho. and Click hangs up. I just started cracking up- he yellin at me this entire call but he got the balls to end it like that? what a moron. hahahahaha
Vicky Bound For Vacation Part 2
Vicky continues to discover her desires on SFO vacation Part 2"Oh God....This thing is driving me nuts." Vicky was squirming in her seat at the restaurant with her new remote controlled vibrator snug in her pussy. Looking at me with a slight pout she asked, "Turn it up just a little higher, please. I want to see if I can cum right here." She was way into this. I was holding the remote control in my hand under the table, playing with the buttons and dials. Every time I tweaked the control her head would jerk back and forth in a body spasm. Her long, dark blond hair hiding her exotic face. This was one of the toys she'd picked out at the sex shop today. She had already decided she liked it. "I thought we were going to have dinner before we played anymore?" I was really hungry. Vicky had barely touched her food due to the vibrator's distraction. "I've got to have my dessert, don't I?" She looked me in the eyes then shifted her gaze to my hand under the table. In reply, I s
Happy Birthday
I think everyone should go wish this girl that has no salute and calls herself Fantasy Girl, a Happy Birthday.  Classic!   Taylor@ fubar  
Happy 4th of July!On this Independence Day weekend I have been doing some reflections about it and what it means to me. INDEPENDENCE. A state of perfect irresponsibility to any superior; the United States are free and independent of all earthly power. 2. Independence may be divided into political and natural independence. By the former is to be understood that we have contracted no tie except those which flow from the three great natural rights of safety, liberty and property. The latter consists in the power of being able to enjoy a permanent well-being, whatever may be the disposition of those from whom we call ourselves independent. In that sense a nation may be independent with regard to most people, but not independent of the whole world. Vide on of Independence.Source: Bouvier's Law Dictionary, Revised 6th Ed (1856) Hmmm but is this reality.  When this nation was fought for and formed by our founding fathers...yes.  Today "We the People" are dependent on oil, living in shelters
The Cool Guy
hello out there in fubar land hit me up i like to chat and do all sorts of things look forward to chatting  
Passion in the sand .. here i am in lying on the sand looking out into   blue ocean ,the sand  is so hot it burns my feet. i'm my favorite bikini its teal like the ocean , im daydreaming on the sand . my long legs crossed .i watch everyone around me and i can sense them  there, beautiful people in thier tiny bikini'  mens naked chest's ., i can't help but be distracted  the soft round bodies are designed  to be so passionate ,the women don't even notice me looking to distatracted by the handsome men, the tall muscular types with bodies like Gods , chiselled into perfection , i wet my lips watching them enjoying all  ,    . the other men are watching the women too with lust and watching the Gods with envy, these  men , don't feel like  the gods, the women don't pay any attension to them , they sort of ignore them unless thier right there infront of them .the Women watch the Gods.. they flirt with the gods, they smile , and delibrately attract thier attension ,yet mainly the other wome
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Thank You One
She is the first to wake up every morning,With a smile as bright as sunshine,With a loving heart and friendly soul;She is the last to go to bed,With a promise of a wonderful day ahead;She is my true friend, The only true one;She consoles me when I am hurt,Helps me through hard times,Celebrates my victories however small they may be;She loves me in a big way,Too big to say in words,I owe her a lot;There is no mother that is better than my mother----a great mother
With Independence Day looming I now understand a little bit more of what was ment by her. Just like that movie my past is reaching out to me. I will remember all from Broad and Cherry to Reed where I became cognizant of my sorrounding. I have all those that was involved in this escapade with my former wife and after, A to Z, to thank. Thank you and what a Notorius Bunch that you all are. Glory to God N  
A Bit Creepy
Granted, I'm paying my orthodontist enough so it's kinda nice that for holidays, his office sends a greeting to me and my family. Just weirds me out that it always has people with big, white teeth in 'em! LOL
Let's Get Nekkid This July 3!
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~tell Me~
Why am I lonelyYou’re sitting right hereWhy am I talkingIt’s like I’m talking to airWhat am I seekingThat just isn’t thereWhy am I angryand feeling so badAnd why am I missingWhat weNever really hadWhy don’t you love meThe way I love youWhy don’t you feel thingsAs deep as I doWe’ve got a fundamental differenceIn matters of emotionBut I need to feel you need meLike a river needs an oceanBaby why don’t you love meWho am I kiddingIt wasn’t meant to beBut you wanted a believerAnd I needed to believeFor every wall you built around youI learned a brand new way to climbAnd if I could’ve been your angelI would’ve found a way to flyI don’t understand youWhat’s it take to make you cryAnd if not leaving this don’t break youThen baby what’s it matter why
Ive just been thinking alot lately.. and i been learning what ppl r like... life is so hard to live at times.. and alot of times u just wanna b loved but others u just wish u can b accepted as one of the others... and not always b a persons second choice.. the one they never would have chose if they had a decision... wish i can b someones number one and b loved the way i need ...instead of me always loving everyone else... i care and i care for everyone... and its like most ppl dont even see it... wish they really saw the good person i am... the good i have done and will do in the future.. wish they can see how lonely i get all alone.. how much i wish things can b different .. how i wish life didnt always revolve round money....mayb things would b different if ppl can see past the shell at whats inside... mayb if ppl cared a little more... we wouldnt have the types of problems we have today... mayb sometimes ppl should take a step back and think bout how others feel instead of just the
Without Good Or Evil What Will Be?
Without Good, Evil has no reason to be. Without Evil, Good will have no reason for being eather. So in the End of Good or Evil as promissed, what will Forever be like for the Winner's of the battle? What will the reason of being then?
A Loving Relationship
A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be herself-- to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love herself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart."
Marilyn Monroe
I'm pretty, but I'm not beautiful. I sin, but I'm not the devil. I'm good, but I'm not an angel.
Women Want What?
I’ve often heard women give a list of characteristics that they want in a man: a sense of humor, ambition, intelligence, being a gentleman, kindness, etc.  However, when these women come across men of this caliber, they often aren’t interested, explaining they just don’t “feel it.”  Who knows what “it” is and why they aren’t feeling?  This used to be utterly confusing to me, nonetheless.  Worse yet, if a man approached them and said “Good news!  I am all the things you’re looking for; I am funny, ambitious, intelligent and kind,” the women seemed even less interested than before.     In dating circles, I’ve learned this and adapted accordingly.  Yet sometimes, in some realms, I’ll expect this woman I just met to be different; I will expect this new found golden gem to say what she means and mean what she says and I’ll revert back to the whole “I have the characteristics that you’re looking
Totally Cool Site, Do You Have Swagger? Come Join Me!
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Wonderful.....laugh Away At My Annie Lennox, But I Have Had This Fabulous Song Stuck In My Head For Days
      wanna have you 'Cause you're all I've got Don't wanna lose you 'Cause it means a lot All the joy this world can bring Doesn't give me anything When you're not here ... Idiot me Stupid fool How could you be So uncool? To fall in love with someone who Doesn't really care for you It's so obscure... But I feel... Wonderful Yes I feel... Don't you know I feel... Wonderful God it makes me feel so blue Everytime I think about you All of the heat of my desire Smokin' like some crazy fire Come on here Look at me Where I stand Can't you see my heart burnin' In my hands? Do you want me? Do you not? Does it feel cold baby? Does it feel hot? I wanna hold you And be so held back Don't wanna need you But it's where I'm at Thinkin' 'bout you every day How come I was made that way? It's so surreal... But I feel... wonderful Yes I feel ... Don't you know I feel...wonderful God it makes me feel so blue Everytime I think about you All of the heat of my desire Smokin' like some crazy fire Come on
Very Detailed Sex Fantasy.
We’re in your room, standing up and making out. Im shirtless and wearing my red tripps while you are wearing a promiscuous tank top and sexy tight jeans. I have one hand cupped around your ass while the other is rubbing your breast. Your hands are rubbing up and down my chest. as my member begins to get more erect. I slide my hand up your shirt and start caressing your bare breast as I still hold your ass and begin licking and nibbling on your neck. I let go of your ass and pull off your shirt exposing both your tits. I then grab your ass, pick you up, carry you over to your bed and lay you down. I then licking from your neck to the other side and from there down your chest till I reach your cleavage. Once I arrive there I begin to do a figure 8 pattern between both breasts making sure to go around the nipples and not touch them. At the same time I undo my pants but don’t unzip them and repeat the same thing on your pants After I unzip both our pants I rub my fingers gent
H i i jsut wanted to thank everyone for welcoming me , for the last week its been alot of fun i hope to meet many more friends please stop by anytime and say hi because one thing we can never have enough of is friends take care huggsss Roxie  
Free Concert
      The BIG O! Throws a huge free concert every summer. I have to share two things I saw tonight. While standing in the Porta potty line with my daughter, three drunk women walk up to the line next to us. 2 40's sisters and their niece. The niece doesn't look old enough to be in public drunk, but she was. Niece thinks she can walk to the front and be cute to the male.  He tells her to go back to the end of the line. Long story short... They make friends with the young guy and lady in front of them. By the time they get up to the front the young guy lets the ladies go first. While aunt #2 is going, aunt #1 Is officially introducing Daniel and Niece. I have a pic. titled "Nothing like having your aunt hook you up... at the porta potty.". When I get back to our site, this guy asks a friend of mine if he could have some pizza. Dion ( my friend) look inside and sees: 3 pieces and a couple bread sticks. The guy pulled a $20 out of his pocket and said "I'll give you $20 for that." Dion
Emerils Jambalaya
So tonight I wanted Jambalaya after the room mate, Amanda, Suggested it.. I am the chef of the house cuz women cant least in this house.. So instead of buying the premade packet of stuffs by Tony Sacherie, I decided to do the thing big...from scratch...all fresh ingredients. So i go to Emeril Lagasse recipes and write down whats needed and slap it together.. it is simple to make, although some kitchen multi tasking is needed.. and is freakin delicious,,,   this is the recipe I followed:     Ingredients 12 medium shrimp, peeled, deveined and chopped 4 ounces chicken, diced 1 tablespoon Creole seasoning, recipe follows 2 tablespoons olive oil 1/4 cup chopped onion 1/4 cup chopped green bell pepper 1/4 cup chopped celery 2 tablespoons chopped garlic 1/2 cup chopped tomatoes 3 bay leaves 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce 1 teaspoon hot sauce 3/4 cup rice 3 cups chicken stock 5 ounces Andouille sausage, sliced Salt and pepper Directions In a bowl combin
So Bad - Eminem feel that baby?Yeah, I feel it too.Damn.You know..i'm so glad we could spend this time togetherSee, not as crazy as you thought I was am i?Heh.. I'm the American dream! I'm the definition of white trash balling,I'm right back on 'em, with the(*scratches*) I can't call itSame shit, different toilet, oh you got a nice ass darlin'!Can't wait to get you into my Benz, take you for a spinWhat you mean we aint fuckin', you take me for a friend?Let me tell you the whole story of Shady's originYou'll be sorry if you slam my Mercedes door again!Now, it all started with my fatherI must have got my pimping genes from him, the way he left my mamaI'm a rolling stone just like him, word to Johnny Trauma (??)Keep my entourage with me, baby i'll make a promiseThere aint nobody as bomb as, me i'm as calm asThe breeze, i'm the bees knees, his legs and his arms i'm aS-superstar, girl, i'm ready for you mama!Why you think the only thing I got on is my pyjamas? [Chorus x2]So badSo good tha
Winning The Summer Salute Contest
I won the Summer Salute Contest...n all the sleepless nights sb'n everyone i could, n through all this' the best part of it was i made a bunch of awesome friends, n the 1's that badmouth'd me, u could of had a good friend, Ty Dalejr999 and most of all to My Stalk'r PHO3NIXKEEPER, whom I met through my sb asking him to rate my pic ...and thank god i did cause i never would of made it without him....I Fu-king wuv U  and the wifey for letting u be me when i was not me...Shhhhhhh our secret.......Oh and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 2 you both ...U R always welcomed into my Hugz u both from Naughtyiiz4u...ALL MY OLD N NEW FRIENDS U R ALL 11's w/ BOOMERANG LUV now that would really put in level 28  with points lmao ............HAPPY N SAFE 4TH OF JULY................U ALL RAWK.........Now can i get some SLEEP.........Been Days since i had a good night sleep and my ass is flatter from fubarian 10 days straight since i got off my ass stalking all the sb's i could.........NIGHTY N
Why Are People So Scared Of Homosexuality?
Okay, religions such as Christianity for example are supposed to be "All Loving" and accepting, yet if you are homosexual suddenly you are also shunned by the majority of Christians or other faiths.  (I feel other topics are also shunned but that is for another post.) How can you think you are so 'special' in the eyes of your Master Being that you are better than someone who chooses a different lifestyle than you? I myself am not homosexual, but I do have many WONDERFUL homosexual or bi-sexual friends (and some family members) who should not be treated any differently than I am for loving someone of the opposite sex.  All they want is the same thing as I and you do... FREEDOM.  Freedom to choose who they love, how they love, how they live and such and also to be accepted by society. It's not like if you are homosexual or bi-sexual you turn into some mutant that sucks peoples brains out for crying out loud!  And what are they doing to harm you in any way?  ABSOLUTELY NOTHING! They a
evanescence\ev-uh-NES-ens\noun; 1.A gradual dissappearance. 2.The state of becoming imperceptible.
Turn your wounds into wisdom.  -  Oprah Winfrey
Heheheh Pot? No, Never!!
Twas the night before a party, when all through the town, no pigs were stirring, no cops were around. We drank Seagram's, and smoked Panama Reds, while visions of the munchies danced through our heads. But all of a sudden, came a knock at the door. We all yelled, "Pigs!" and hit the floor. But what to our red-glazed eyes should appear? A fucking pound of Colombian, with two kegs of beer! The man at the door flashed us a smile, so we said, "Come on in, man, you should party a while." But we heard him exclaim, as he flew through the sky, "Marijuana to all, and to all a great high!
Ragged Old Flag. By Jhonny Cash
I walked through a county courthouse squareOn a park bench, an old man was sittin' there.I said, "Your old court house is kinda run down, He said, "Naw, it'll do for our little town". I said, "Your old flag pole is leaned a little bit, And that's a ragged old flag you got hangin' on it".He said, "Have a seat", and I sat down, "Is this the first time you've been to our little town"I said, "I think it is"He said "I don't like to brag, but we're kinda proud ofThat Ragged Old Flag"You see, we got a little hole in that flag there,When Washington took it across the Delaware.and It got powder burned the night Francis Scott Key sat watching it, writing "Say Can You See"It got a rip in New Orleans, with Packingham & Jacksontugging at its seams.and It almost fell at the Alamo beside the Texas flag,But she waved on though.She got cut with a sword at Chancellorsville,And she got cut again at Shiloh Hill.There was Robert E. Lee and Beauregard and Bragg,And the south wind blew hard onThat Ragged Old
I know the Dark Man who is the Grand Master who knows The Man of Sin. You wont see it coming. Me? Dumb. How could of I not seen this? Oh, on the bike, knock politely will ya. Glory to God N  
Free Concert In Los Angels
The Stabbing Pain Of Seeing Someone You Love(ed)
today i was shopping. it was then that i saw her and she saw me. as i pretended not to have seen her, she continued walking, a worried look on her face. concerned she might return, i finished my shopping quickly and left. why is it that each time i find warmth and light, it's not for me? am i truly a creature of darkness? perhaps. or maybe one who is too squeamish for life and what it demands? i couldn't say, other than i have poor luck there. so, again, what once gave me hope now makes me sad. bitterness grows over me despite my attempts to weed it and i get dragged down, drowned in emotion. and again, i become the enemy of that which i loved /emo-rant
Songs said something about time? I don't get that much time to come to this site. I have things I have to read here very soon. Seems there are an awful lot of people that are paranoid and yet refuse to admit it whereas they are very quick to throw it around. They should examine their ownsleves and also know the definition of paranoia. Gary, you start. You were the first to say it, after you knew about a surgery that never took place after a Cardiac Cath. This Aorta of mine is not behaving like it once did. After the last Cardiac Cath where I was asleep for two hours I could no longer feel it pulsing against my inner abdominal wall. Now when I probe with my finger it is much weaker and lower. No to any Stint. Glory to God N  
Panda's Prayer!
We live in the tree's, Under the cool summer breeze, Chewing on Bamboo shoot's, as happy as can be, Black & white fur, Soft as soft can be, Can I be your pet for a little while, Live in peace for eternity? Those Lumberjack's have no place here, why I why can they not see, The crystal tear's shedding within our Family, Our sibling's have nowhere to swing, No laughter to be heard, Amongst the leafy suburbs, Those fucking Buzzsaw's deafining me, No tree's stand, No fruit grow's in these grove's, Were wasting away, Man could not care for our welfare, Fur is replaced by tick's & decay, Left just as another sorry sack off bone's, While your making paper , For money & your work, The last remaining bear's fight for there home, We are no longer seen where we used to be, Happy & free, Our only chance off survival, To be taken in cage's fed unaturally , No life this is, For the bear's that used to care, Crawl's back into my shabby bed off hay, Looking for the day ahead, We can
For The Bee's!
Black & yellow fly swiftly through the blue, Wing's of Crystalline opaque Glass, Sun shining Through, Dive gracefully into flower's to drink the sacred dew, Spreading across the land pollen Mother Nature Kindly Sew. Come disturb our hive's & you soon will see, An army off proud Soldier bee's, Buzzing & flitting in there thousand's over the Hill, Tails raised forth , lance's carrying vengeance poison tipped, On that which try to destroy the hatred . within the hand that touche's our honey, Many will fall during the war, Broken & hurt, Carried gracefully back unto there hexagon slumber, Fighting for there gracious Queen, Her every will fullfilled, New spirit's are bred from there soul to carry the honour!
No Godspoke Men
"On this road there are no godspoke men. They are gone and I am left and they have taken with them the world. Query: how does the never to be differ from what never was?" - Cormac McCarthy, The Road My personal spirituality is akin to Teilhard de Chardin's Omega Point theory and Frank Tipler's expansion upon it. My personal ethics are somewhat akin to those laid out by Aristotle and human teleology. God is Truth, God is Knowledge and God is the Absolute Good. God is atemporal, aspatial and trascendent, yet personal. That is: God does not belong to time or space, has always been and will always be, and yet is a real consiousness - it is not simply a construct of the human intellect. I'd probably be best-served to follow the practices of Buddhism, though there is nothing in the teachings of Christianity that truly, I believe, conflict with my own understanding. Admittedly though, I am lazy in practice and be most-well-served to practice religion, any religion, more and threorize about i
Breakeven By The Script
Newest song that's rolling around in my head:   I'm still alive but I'm barely breathingJust prayin' to a god that I don't believe inCos I got time while she got freedomCos when a heart breaks no it don't break evenHer best days will be some of my worstShe finally met a man that's gonna put her firstWhile I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleepingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... noWhat am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okI'm falling to pieces, yeah,I'm falling to piecesThey say bad things happen for a reasonBut no wise words gonna stop the bleedingCos she's moved on while I'm still grievingAnd when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... noWhat am I gonna to do when the be
This Space Intentionally Left Blank.
I'm not really working today. I hit 39 hours yesterday, so, since OT is quickly becoming a big DON'T DO IT OR WE'LL UNLEASH THE WRATH AND FURY [insert scary monster-y growl noise here] kind of thing, my boss has graciously told me to stay home and only complete timesheets for this portion of the pay period. However, all of the emailing back and forth this morning between her and I took about an hour, so it looks like someone is going to need to throw the corporate monsters an extra bone this week.   I am a fan of today. Not having to do many semi-managerial duties (heh, I said duties) has nearly made it possible for me to meet an impromptu goal: no clothes for 24 hours. Living alone does have its benefits, except for moments like these where I want to be nekkid AND have ice cream that is not in my possession. But, I am going to have to hold out until 6:30 tonight. I already had my cake and ate it too once today. This is probably for the best - all of the timesheets should have rolled
Everytime We Touch.
And We Get Accused Of Profiling.....
no offense to the decent black folk around but its retards like this that give them a bad name  
Fuck Ikea
So, I survived a trip to IKEA this evening, despite the fact that they had a SALE on. We've done some decorationg so, being a woman, my wife felt the urge to purchase new lightshades and accessories, etc. I fucking hate IKEA.   IF YOU'RE GOING TO IKEA... ...and you have a baby - leave the fucking thing at home or in your car. Not everyone appreciates the incesent mewling and crying that is coming from your brat. ...and you're old and infirm - stay in your fucking house. You've lived a long life, you deserve a break. Employ someone else to go for you. Someone who can walk faster than a snail, someone who doesn't meander all over the fucking place with no regards to who is behind them. Someone who can read the labels without having to hold the shit 2 inches from their face. And for fuck sake, make sure that someone has their teeth in. ...and you have young children - put them on a fucking leash. It's a fucking shop, not a big fucking play park. Oh, and if your 'free to roam' offspri
I Love You To Death
  There was a time, long ago, when your smile filled my world with sunshine and joy.  You still inspire deep emotions in me, but they’ve changed in small ways.  I guess you could say that although I’ve always loved you, my feelings have expanded so much that now, I love you to death. The sound of your laughter crawls up my spine, making me wish I could remove your vocal chords with rusty pliers. The sight of your face on the pillow beside mine when I wake each morning makes me want to stuff the fluffy down up your nostrils until you’re gasping and begging for just one more breath of untainted air. The touch of your hand, when you reach out to me, makes me want to scrub my skin with Ajax until my bones are visible without the help of x-rays. The thought of growing old with you, the way you always promised we would, makes me pray that I will be stricken with Alzheimer’s at age 40. Your tears inspire, not sympathy as they once did, but disgust at your weaknes
It Is Just Too Hot
The night is stiflingly hot.  The window is wide open and the light, ocean breeze is barely less than warm and not enough to relieve the heat.  We lay next to each other on top of the covers, too hot to touch.  Eyes closed you try to relax in the heat and you wait for the next faint breeze to offer some relief.   You feel him shift his position next to you.  After a moment you open your eyes to see him propped up on an elbow looking at your body beside him.  You smile as you watch his gaze glide over you; over the curves of you body all softened by the mockingly cool blue light of the moon streaming through the window. You close you eyes again intent on sleep when you feel him move closer.  You think "Not tonight... it is just too hot."  Waiting for the inevitable touch you are surprised when you feel his cool breath blowing on your neck.  You relax and enjoy the cool sensation as the air dances across your hot, sticky skin.  He draws a new breath and the cool air washes down your b
Ensign: On This Journey
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 1 July 2010 At church Sunday, Pastor Gerald made an interesting distinction between taking a trip and taking a journey in regard to being a follower of Jesus. It’s easy for many of us, I expect, to hear Him call “follow Me” and not immediately be able to drop everything that we think is important to us (or really IS important to us). But were Peter, Matthew, and the rest – YES, even Judas – necessarily any busier than you or I are now, or do the tools we use and the people and priorities in our lives just have different names? In most dictionaries, “trip” and “journey” in the sense of travel from point a to point b are synonymous, but when we enter the gospel it takes on a new dimension. Since my family and I just got back from a “trip&
Leveling Help Needed?
Club Paradise is always trying to find a way to thank its members for their continued support & thank the staff for doing such an awesome job so we would like to try the following out:   Any member that is close to leveling can leave a comment here and we will be sending out a weekly promo from the lounge to all the members to see if we can help each other out.  Close to leveling will mean if you are under 100k or if you just need an ability used on you, fans, or whatever level requirement it is.  But as far as points please make sure it is 100k or under.     This is something we are testing out so we will be monitoring who is participating and asking those that are asking for help who has been to their page.  We will have a separate blog in which we will ask that you leave a comment when you help so that you can get the proper credit for helping.  If you are just joining the lounge to get leveling help, please don't bother because this help will come only if you help others.   
Mel Gibson Comes Unglued
What is Mel Gibson smoking, drinking or eating that has him allegedly using nasty words to his once hot lover Oksana Grigorieva? Does Mel think he’s still making the movie “Passion Of Christ”? I can understand the Romans calling Jesus Christ those names but Mel calling his lover, who incidentally had his baby, is in bad taste. RadarOnline says nice guy Mel even used the “N” word describing who would be screwing her. Man, if this is all true, this guy either has dementia or he’s not the nice guy he portrayed himself to be. I think Mel better have some quiet time, like for a couple of years or more. Want more   BlastFM is your choice for the music you like to hear. Hook up with the best internet radio station on the net, BlastFM 24/7!!! 
Past Reflection.
People enter our lives, for whatever reason.  They fill it with laughter, pain, tears, drama.  Whatever their purpose is in your life, they enter it and serve it.  Some stay for years and fade away, and some enter briefly into your life, vanishing just as quickly as they had come.  There are people whom you create a raporte with and instantly take to, and there are people whom you wouldn't trust as far as you can throw them.  They come and they go, and sometimes they stay.  But no matter who they are, they leave little imprints along your path.  The people who grace our lives can sometimes teach us lifelong lessons and help shape how we feel about relationships. We love, and hate, or we simply don't care at all. And sometimes, people help us realize who we are as an individual. And because of him.  I discovered something. I discovered myself on this long, trialing journey. So for whatever reason he came into my life, he came for a reason. Perhaps even as our lives drift onwar
Sensual Fire
Upon the passion of crimson red quickly igniting my flaming desire glowing brightly in orange with red fanning this growing Sensual Fire. Casting both our loving shadows all through this romantic night we have lost all our inhibitions up until the early mornings light. Soft kisses warm our eager flesh caressed with full silken lips passions fire is burning trails from my head down to toe tips. The glory of this sensual blaze as our hearts begin to burn entwined together making love as our two souls have always yearned. Sweet moments shared with lover sighs fulfilling our deepest and needed desire two lovers blooming now into one fanning this growing Sensual Fire…
A Lil Bout Me
Hey all! Wanted to introduce myself, new to FuBar... have heard about it and finally decided to check it out. I'm Gabby aka Boo Boo Bear..Living in the Fla and loving it!! Have 2 beautiful girls who are not with me at the moment, wish that they were but kinda tough when they are in a different state.Don't want to get too much into that though, will bring tears to my eyes. Have a wonderful man in my life who takes care of me and spoils me every chance he gets, which is a first. For once in my life I am super happy and have been waiting on this for a long time. My past is riddled with bad choices and really bad boyfriends who treated me like shit! But, I will write more later... keep checkin out my blogs! Always love to write! :p
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My Week
this sucks last saturday 2 tire were stolen from my truck, wed didnt get promotion thur, had day off was putting tires on truck jack failed truck came down on hand broke 4 fingers wanna cheer me up cause im not very happy.
I'm Yours
Well-a you done done me And you bet I felt itI tried to be chill but you're so hot that I meltedI fell right through the cracks now I'm trying to get backBefore the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestestAnd nothing's going to stop me but divine interventionI reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn someBut I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm yours Mmmmhmmm-Mmmmhhmmm, Mmmmmhmmm(Heeeeey, heeeey, Heeey, heey)Well open up your mind and see like meOpen up your plans and damn you're freeI look into your heart and you'll find love, love, love, loveListen to the music of the moment, people dance and singWe're just one big familyAnd it's our God-forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved, lovedSo I won't hesitate no more, no moreIt cannot wait, I'm sureThere's no need to complicate, our time is shortThis is our fate, I'm yours(Scatting)Do you want to come on?Scooch on over closer dear,and I will nibble your earWo-ooo-o-oh who-oo-o-o-oh, ah, ha, mmmmmI've been
55 Stupid Useless Facts For The Day
The war of 1812 is the only war in American history which congress debated the merits of. There are 2.5 million new gonorrhoea cases a year among Americans If you could magnify an apple to the size of the earth, the atoms in the original apple would each be about the size of an apple. Every second, 10 billion neutrinos pass through every square centimetre of your body. A rope woven from the hair of one person's head is strong enough to lift 10 cars. In its 120 day life span, each of your red blood cells makes 75,000 round-trips to the lungs According to relativity theory, a transatlantic concorde flight leaves you two millionths of a second younger than your earthbound pals (submitted by 'Green Arm') "Kemo Sabe" means "soggy shrub" in Navajo. For two years, during the 1970s, Mattel marketed a doll called "Growing Up Skipper." Her breasts grew when her arm was turned. A Saudi Arabian woman can get a divorc
Nsfw Funny Jokes.
A 75 yr old woman goes to the Gyneocologist, and Tells her doctor she may have crabs. The doctor checks her and says, "You dont have crabs, you have fruit flies. Your cherry is rotten!!" ------------------------------- Dick Stillhard was sunbathing in the nude and ends up burning his penis. His doctor tells him to relieve the pain by soaking it in a saucer of milk. Later his wife comes home and finds him with his dick in a saucer of milk. Good heavens, she remarks, I always wondered how you re-loaded those things! ------------------------------- A husband comes home and tells his wife he’s going to get a tattoo of a $100 bill on his penis.  His wife asks him why he would do such an idiotic thing.“Well,” he says, “I like to play with my money.   I like to see my money grow. And, if you feel the need to blow $100, you won’t have to go to the mall.” ------------------------------- A drunk stumbles out of a bar with a key in his hand.  A cop sees h
The Declaration Of Independence
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove
Ode To Babyj
Dear BabyJ You are a pretty decent guy if you ask me, not the selfish asshole others say you are. Thank you for providing us all with some way to escape reality,  a place where even ugly people are "beautiful", fat  people are considered "BBW's", and a place where  horny old men can spends obscene amounts of real money to buy "the love of their life" bling. You're the man!! (y)
Funny Guy
My 15 year old son is cleaning off the top of my dresser in an attempt to kiss up to me so I will give him my Razor phone to use since his is messed up. He found some Campho-Phenique and yells "Hey mama, you still need this camp a hoe stuff?" He makes me laugh like no one else can
What It Is
The smile you see is all for show. The words you hear no longer have meaning. I am here because there is nothing else left to do. I sit back and sigh and know its all over. Time to rebuild. Time to move on. There are no tears. Mistakes and life's lessons is what we carry on for memories. Times remembered remain in the shadows. Its harder to Live than it is to die.  There will be no next time around. There are no more answers I can give. It has simply become the walking nightmare I knew it would be. Finally walking away and learning to survive.  Becoming the person wanted can not be done. The things Ive done and become are the way I shall be forever. Feeling have no more meaning. Emptiness is inside.  Don't cry over me. Don't hurt for me. Its not needed. I need no more comfort. I will have my fears. My heart can never be broken when I no longer carry one. This is what it is. This is the end 
Gotta Get Outta Here
So I am currently looking for someone far from PA who can take in a roommate for a while and help support them until I can find a job and get on my feet in your area. I need to leave this dull life behind and get a fresh start but I need help doing so. If you know anyone who can be of assistance in this, please drop me a line and let me know. Much appreciated. thanks.
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Deep Within
Sand And Stone
This has been around FUBAR for some time.  It appears to have been written by "Anonymous". Today, I chose to put it into "fancy type".   Sand and Stone   Two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey, they had an argument; and one friend slapped the other one in the face.   The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. They kept on walking, until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath.   The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him. After he recovered from the near drowning,he wrote on a stone: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE."   The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, “After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?”   The friend replied, “WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF
My fufiance wrote this for me :D   What is this feeling I feelthis feeling of eternal blissthe feeling of not even sitting by youbut tasting your sweet , warm kiss.This feeling that you will never leave mealthough many have said the samethis feeling that you truly mean itthis feeling this is not just a game.What is this feeling I lovethese chills I get throughout the nightthis feeling that you are touching my bodyyet you are no where in sight.What is this feeling I adoreit seems you have came to take me awayWhat is this feeling I havethe one that you turn my night to day.The answers to these questionsboth you and I knowfor where ever there is youyou know that i will goFor if there is a mountainthat you ever wish me to climbi would do it with both eyes closeand find you even blind.I will run in your armsmy love we will be together soonI will stay up all night with youwe shall stare at the moon.Until that night comesjust do one special thing for meevery night before you
Read And Pass Along!
"WASHINGTON – Concerns are rising that the economic rebound is stalling, but a strong jobs report on Friday would go a long way towards assuaging those fears.Conversely, a report showing private employers failed to create many jobs in June will amplify worries that the recovery is weakening and won't be strong enough to put many of the 15 million unemployed back to work anytime soon."The economy is losing some momentum," said Ryan Sweet, senior economist at Moody's "We need to see private hiring really accelerate."Analysts forecast that employers cut a net total of 110,000 jobs in June, which would be the nation's first loss of jobs in six months. But that figure includes the expected end of about 240,000 temporary census jobs.Economists will focus more on private employers, who are forecast to have added 112,000 positions. That would be the sixth-straight month of gains and an improvement from a weak showing of 41,000 in May.But the unemployment rate is forecast to
Boops' Fault
See how nice I can be? hankypoo: tons of people keep buying me drinks 12:20am Passion s ...: yes...did you read what I explained up there ^^ 12:20am hankypoo: yea 12:21am hankypoo: how do i chat with people 12:21am Passion s ...: I dunno how much you know about this site - but it's a 'game'...part of the game is to 'level' - you click on things to earn points - rating/fanning/adding 12:21am hankypoo: am i hot enough 12:21am Passion s ...: you chat like you are now...but depending on who you chat with, you have to buy 'em stuff first 12:21am Passion s ...: oh ffs, in this place you can be 400lb with a feedbag on 12:22am hankypoo: is that good? 12:23am hankypoo: did you rate me good 12:23am Passion s ...: depends on the perspective...yes, on fubar, you only rate 10, 11 or's the rules 12:23am
Dress To Impress
Whats Good Fellas Its Ya Boi C.J Im writing my first blog to help some fellas out. some of you dont need this help and you know who u are. 1st: STOP!!! wearing jeans to the club UNLESS and this is the only reason jeans are allowed if they are worth more than $300. Go buy yourself some slacks preferably BLACK. 2nd: I cant stress this enough DO NOT WEAR A BELT WITH HOLES ALL AROUND it thats just nasty and tacky. Trust me you will not bag a shorty with a $2 belt. 3rd: Button Downs, Polo Shirts and Designer T-shirts Are Acceptable. If your going to wear a T-shirt get your self a nice short chain Diamond Laced. If you Wear Button downs or polos get them your size it looks better. 4th: DO NOT  wear slacks and a button down with TIMBERLAND BOOTS OR SNEAKERS buy some SHOES. And if you wear designer jeans still wear shoes its a good look TRUST ME!! 5th: Get yourself a diamond earing and a nice watch. Last & not least dont be so desperate. Dont go around buying drinks that will get
Things 2 Cool Chics Should Never Say, But They Did!
I am owning my share in this I will be character known as 42 the other will be known as A! please keep in mind this was a conversation had over a few days in writing inside a random notebook. Someday I may PDF it and share cuz there is artwork too LOL. I am trying to translate it all directly from the notebook paper...I may have typos my hand really hurts (I am a dumbass sometimes)..ok on with the ridiculous filth 42: Pooptard Spaztastic Fuckalicious Monkey Face! A: KILL YOU! 42: Puss nugget retardo spackle turd A: if you close your eyes I'm going to punch you spuare in the face! with my dead arm! 42: (random drawing of jagged teeth and snake tongue) this is a symbolic cartoonish picture of your stankho chicken dragon breath ways! A: Oh Yeah?! Well you're dumb! so there you hairy sasquatch loving monkey poop eating sheep licker! 42: Shit Fuck Cock Suck Fuck Shit Jesus Christ Super Star ...LICK IT! A: What the fuck super fuck  fuck fuck? Hell mother fuckin cock lickin fuckin fuc
Things 2 Cool Chics Should Never Say But Did! The Intro
Oh wow so I am totally winging this introduction there will be typos...I have trained myself to type with my eyes closed but not with one less finger lol...I can adapt, I promise, I do this well. Anyhow, WTF oh yes for those of you allowed to venture into the words that were actually written down on paper expressed between myself and my strictly platonic flaming heterosexual beautiful wife, who has btw touched me while I was tied up...hey someday she will tell everyone she is as twisted as the rest of us! ROFLMAO I have already almost wet myself twice because I was laughing so hard...once because I smacked my messed up finger on the door casing... OMG stop knocking on wood after saying I never and then what something dumb happens....oh shit rambling again anyone that has talked to me more that 3 times know what that is about...I do talk way too much oh well its yeah these words that will posted following my amazingly (oo sorry I have to swear right now) fuckered intro (lil nsf
Secret Admirer
·You have a new match 1 min ago ·You have a new match 1 min ago ·You have a new match 3 mins ago ·You have a new match 3 mins ago ·You have a new match 4 mins ago ·You have a new match 5 mins ago ·You have a new match 6 mins ago ·You have a new match 7 mins ago ·You have a new match 7 mins ago ·You have a new match 8 mins ago ·You have a new match 8 mins ago ·You have a new match 10 mins ago Its getting predictable
"fyi, It'll All Work Out In The End."
Third Eye, Jambi, Stinkfist, Vicarious, Intolerance, Schism, Forty-Six & 2, Lateralus, and Aenima as the finale. Everyone who called in to the local radio stations afterwards said that it was the best concert theyve ever been to, and with all the NIN and Pantera t-shirts I saw out there, thats some pretty high praise. The high point for me, though, was during Lateralus, they brought out the two guys in the opening group, Dalek, to do a little jamming. They had a bottle of something, most likely rum, and they were drinking it. Maynard told the guy he could take it with him as he was walking off-stage, but he must not have heard him. So Maynard, without missing a beat, hopped down, grabbed the bottle, and took a huge swig from it before finishing the song. Epic. Love you, Tool. Now go write your next album!
The Night...
Come, O seekers ofthe Night as the day is chased away by the darkness and the moon takes her place upon her nocturnal throne Seize this night as it shall ne'er be again as it is written in ancient stone upon dusty walls hear me call your name as I scream in whipers to thee come, come with and seize the Night
How To Stop It!
Well I've given it much thought on how to stop it from putting out. Being in the oilfield I have a saying, K.I.S.S. Keep It Simple Simon. So with this in mind, put a ring on it!
Updated Editor
I know a lot of people don't like the editor. Actually, it would really help if you let me know what it is you don't like! At any rate, yesterday, I updated the editor code, fixed the spellchecker and rearranged the controls a bit, just to try to make it more pleasant for you - that's right! you! - to use. Do you still hate it, don't hesitate to tell me why. Thanks, and good night.
Hate Is All You Need
People are such a great inspiration, for hate.'re a whore whore ho ho whore.And your picctures are fugly. You wouldnt even go for much ona street corner.So stop trying to get some on here. youre not BBW.More like BUW.big ugly woman.On a side note. I hate when people call other people fat. like its a news flash to them"whaT? im fat? i thought i was wearing a size 4 all these years!! thanks for the update!"  If you're tooo active on Fu, im gonna delete you. Leaving people lame "i showed you love today arent i amazing?" statuses right and left? GONE. Uploading thousands of pictures of you on your crappy cell phone using the same pose? Double GONE.the people on the right all have crappy blogs. like i really want to bother my busy day with listening to them on howFU should have fucking twilight bling. I boycott that idea right now. SHut that fucking idea down.Burn it.I see a JohhnyDevil blog. Now those are better then the rest on the right side list.I feel like bitch slapping so
Mannish Boy
Muddy Waters-Mannish Boy Whoa yeah, oh yeahEverythin' gonna be alright this mornin'Oh yeahNow when I was a young boy, at the age of 5My mother said I was gonna be the greatest man aliveBut now I'm a man, I passed 21I want you to believe me honey I had lots of funI'm a manSpell M-A child -NThat represents manNo B-O child -YThat mean mannish boyI'm a manI'm a full grown manI'm a manI'm a natural born lovers manI'm a man childI'm a rollin' stoneI'm a man childI'm a hoochie coochie manSittin' on the outside, just me and my mateYou know I'm made to move you honeyCome up 2 hours lateWas that a man?I spell M-A- child -NThat represents manNo B-O- child -YThat mean mannish boyA manI'm a full grown manI'm a manI'm a natural born lovers manI'm a manI'm a rollin' stoneI'm a man childI'm a hoochie coochie manI'm a natural born lovers manI'm a rollin' stoneI'm a natural born loverI'm a hoochie coochie manWell, wellOh yeah, heyI'm a natural born lovers manWellI'm a natural born lover
Go Mad
Not that its interesting at all that I was happy and now happier.....but my new Gomad dock arrived today. And of course like a kid I couldnt wait and check it out tomorrow. I virtually ripped it out the package tonight and hooked it up. Now my new uber techified phone can dock with the car stereo,  and I can listen to all the music collection on there as well free satelite radio. Plus because its reading whatever is coming out of the phone, its auto-fades when a call comes in, and I can take it or hit send to VM, and also listen to messages, etc thru the car. I haz a technological woody.
I Tried
I tried forgetting you,Only to remember you more,Times I forget what im doing,Only to think about your smile,And how it brightens my day,I tried forgetting you but,Only finding myself loving you more.
Hunky Dory
hunky dory\HUHNG-kee-DOHR-ee\adjective; 1.About as well as one could wish or expect; satisfactory; fine; OK.
Land really is the best art.  -  Andy Warhol
So Cold
Crowded streets are cleared awayOne by OneHollow heroes separateAs they runYou're so coldKeep your hand in mineWise men wonder while strong men die[Chorus:]Show me how it ends it's alrightShow me how defenseless you really aresatisfied and empty insideWell, that's alright, let's give this another tryIf you find your family, don't you cryIn this land of make-believe, dead and dryYou're so cold, but you feel aliveLay your hand on me one last time
No Words Spoken
  No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesConsumed ecstasy No words spokenLove touch talkingStroking over skinOur fingers walkingNo words spoken Although soft sighsSoftly your breath Felt between thighsNo words spokenAs the fingers slideA tongue followingThe wetness insideNo words spoken A tongue drips lustMoans of pleasureMeets each thrustNo words spoken Body spoke desireA hardness throbsSending me higherNo words spokenPleasures increaseEuphoria erupting Love juices releaseNo words spokenSoaring sensually Tasting of tonguesDevoured Delight
Hai :) Show Me Your........
a bit of an update.... since i am only the shadow of the blog whore i used to be. :D   i left rocky   im in waukegan, il, which is just north of chicago.   still stressed, but me and the kids are alot happier, though im sure they miss their fathers bunches and bunches   and i am very much looking forward to saturday. now, show me your boobs    sarah
Big Dream
This is a song from a movie I saw several years ago.  I always loved the song, but I've never heard a recording of it aside from on the movie.  The name of the movie is "The Thing Called Love," and the song is performed by Samantha Mathis. I have a dream of my ownAnd it's mine and mine aloneIt's been my friend since I was just a girlIt has a life; it has a heartIt has a soul, and it's a partOf everything this woman gives the world. And it's a big dream - big enough to shareLike a rainbow hanging in the airAnd I thank God for making it come trueMakes me think maybe God's a woman, too;Makes me think maybe God's a woman, too. There's a full moon tonightAnd I'm bathing in its lightNaked as the day that I was bornThere is no shame beneath this skyI have kissed the past goodbyeAnd mended up my broken heart, so torn. With a sweet sound only I can makeAnd it gets stronger with every breath I takeAnd it's all a part of making me feel newMakes me think maybe God's a woman, too;Makes me think
  System of a Down--Toxicity Conversion software version seven.0Looking at life through the eyes of a tired hubEating seeds as a pastime activityThe toxicity of our city, of our cityNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere, between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderMore wood for the fires, loud neighborsFlashlight reveries caught in the headlights of a truckEating seeds as a pastime activityThe toxicity of our city, of our cityNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderNow, what do you own the world?How do you own disorder, disorder?Now somewhere between the sacred silenceSacred silence and sleepSomewhere between the sacred silence and sleepDisorder, disorder, disorderWhen I became the sunI shone life into th
I Want Some Vampire (twlight /eclipse) Blings
I want some vampire (twlight /eclipse) BLings yp sorry its true ... i want vampy stuff maybe wear wolf stuff too
Ffdp Tour Listings
Jul 10 2010 8:00P Hyundai Pavilion at Glen Helen/ Mayhem Festival San Bernardino, California, US Jul 11 2010 8:00P Shorline Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Mountain View, California, US Jul 13 2010 8:00P White River Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Southeast Auburn, Washington, US Jul 14 2010 8:00P Idaho Center Amphitheatre Boise, Idaho , US Jul 16 2010 8:00P Cricket Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Phoenix, Arizona , US Jul 17 2010 8:00P Journal Pavilion/ Mayhem Festival Albuquerque, New Mexico, US Jul 18 2010 8:00P Coors Amphitheatre/ Mayhem Festival Englewood, Colorado , US Jul 20 2010 8:00P Verizon Wireless Amphitheater/ Mayhem Festival Maryland Heights, Missouri , US Jul 21 2010 8:00P Riverbend Music Center/ Mayhem Festival Cincinnati, Ohio , US Jul 23 2010 8:00P Susquehanna Bank Center/ Mayhem Festival Camden, New Jersey, US Jul 24 2010 8:00P The Comcast Theatre/ Mayhem Festival Hartford, Connecticu, US Jul 25 2010 8:00P Parc Jean Drapeau/ Heavy MTL Montreal, Quebec , CA Jul 27 2010 8:00P
The Miracle
"A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect.. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing.. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! 'And what do you want?' the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice.. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages,' he said without waiting for a reply to his question.'Well, I want to talk
Pimpouts On Sale
25k off my normal 550k price ( today only) thats 525k in fubucks
Fubar Tutorial 101. Follow A Blog And Turn Off The Buy A Round Feature...
Ok kids, here's some more Fubar basics 101. Sometimes in the hoopla of points, bling whoring and spying, the little things get lost, yanno, like how to function. Sooo with that being said, let me introduce you to two of the newest and favorite Fubar features that you may or may not have realized existed. The "Follow this Blog" link and the ability to shut off that "Buy A Round" feature. Now the "Follow this Blog" link holds special signifigance for me of course, and I would so appreciate if you all would happily click the link above as shown the screenshot below, don't want to miss anything now, right? !! There is alot coming down the pipe, so to speak...there really is.. And I know this is Reck's personal favorite, as in your settings you now have the ability to shut off that "Buy A Round" feature that gives you at least 25 fresh drinks in your inbox bright and early in the shown below.. Nothing flashy today, other than the 4th of July weekend an
Oh Trix Commercials...
Oh Trix commercials...   I never understood them. I mean, the rabbit has money to buy all of these disguises and time to set up all of these somewhat elaborate schemes to steal Trix from the local kids.. Why doesn’t he just use one of his disguises to go to the store and buy some cereal, where the worker wouldn’t give his disguise a second glance.   ..   What if he didn’t care about actually having the cereal, what if he had a sick fetish that he could only get excited if he stole from children? I mean, Trix costs like 3 bucks a box and what did he spend on those disguises?   And actually, why the hell didn’t the kids just give him some?   I refuse to believe that if I were eating a bowl of Trix and a rabbit walked in on his back legs only and just flat out asked for my cereal, I’d wouldn’t just hand it over and call in sick to work.   Who turns down talking animals when their only request is breakfast cereal?!   Maybe he s
how can it be that its taken over 70 days to do allmost nothing?all the while the beaches,wildlife,and people suffer!I dont know why they say only now that a relief dilling or twoo will fix it?if so then instead of waisting all this time trying to cap it they should have drilled those wells in the first place!  whats your take on this?
It Is What It Is
Carpe Diem, tomorrow is never certain you must seize the moment, don't let it go once it is gone you might not have that change again   Things can always be worse, no matter how bad they may seem right now there is some one that wishes they were you you are still here, you can change it all   Not all evil is evil, not all good is good too much water will kill you a glass of red wine is good for your heart   Reality check it seems rough and abropt if you fully understand it, you will see the beauty in it   Ignorance is bliss if you don't have a sense of self the truth will always come out, sooner or later
I am a gentle soul...a fragile creature...ready to find the truth...I am the light that shines like hope...there are many that would love to turn me off...put me out...destroy me...but I am becon will always shine with a brightness that will blind the darkness...always and will shine brighter and brighter forever guideing my lost love home to my shores...and his safe haven...No darkness shall ever overtake me-my dreams are and pure...not to be touched by filth...or voice....soft but with an inter will stronger than any...I am protected.. OH HOW I WOULD LOVE TO FIND YOU...and bring you home...
Art Review Via "color In Motion:the Sarcasm Of Jerms (the No Art Period) July 1st By
I was browsing the web and came across this really fantastic artist who blew my mind with his level of depth and emotion. The technique really gave insight into the fact that this cut and paste artist has been pushing boundaries not only within himself but art as a whole. It took me awhile to process everything with this piece, but after I did I left a new person. Take a look to see what I am referring to. This is the type of piece that puts a warm spot in all Hello Kitty fans and fans of progressive art in general. This art is beyond what you would call sacred, it basically shits on anything I have ever seen in my life. When art reaches this level I know that humanity has reached the finish line. Sorry for the sarcasm, but in all seriousness, add this artist if you still use MySpace, his creations are just as needed in this contemporary art world as Dali or Klarwein. “[...] you’re just a butter knife, i’m a machete [...]“
Vicky Bound For Vacation Part 1
Vicky's first day and night on her SFO vacation prove interesting Part 1 of 4 As I was rubbing my fingers over Vicky's nipples I was thinking about my upcoming business trip and thought she might like to go. “How would you like to go to San Francisco for a long weekend?” My new job had me traveling one or two nights a week and I was scheduled be in SFO the last few days October. Halloween fell on the last Saturday of the month. “MMM..." She was purring like a cat. "Sure. I'd love to go. I haven’t been there in a couple of years.” Vicky and I were lying nude on my couch. She was stretching and flexing her silky body as my roaming hands moved across her flesh. She trapped one of my hands between her thighs and was using the edge to masturbate. I had just had her tied over the back of the couch and the fucking and ass slapping had brought her to a screaming, gut retching orgasm. She seemed to be fired up and ready for more. “You know I
Do You Know Me??
So I just had 2 of the most awesome nights!  Tuesday night Papa Roach played on the Cooltv stage and it was the shit!  My first time getting to see them live and it was so worth the hassles of gettin up there and fighting off the lil skinny bitches.... lmfao!  They put on such an awesome show!  Was truely amazing!!!! Then last night was Puddle of Mudd and Im here to tell you.... I was in awe of the energy they put off!  front row and loved every single minute of it!  (I tried to post some pics here but they dont wanna load so fuck it!  They are on my facebook!)  When they broke into Control I about lost my mind! I sang the whole time and was so kewl to see Wes's 13 year old on stage rockin out!  the Kid can play i tell ya!  Its been a truely memorable couple of days! sorry I wasnt around but hell.... can ya blame me?!?!  lol
For More Action Shave It!
Want to make your summer sex life more exciting? Then take the advice of Jenny Block. Sex writer Jenny is encouraging both men and women to get rid of the hair down below. She says it looks better and can stimulate us sexually. I do agree with her that less or no hair on our favorite sexual organ can be stimulating to your partner. If you do shave there, who’s going to do it? Leave it to Jenny to suggest a remedy. For more,2933,595732,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM steams music unencumbered by unsightly images. Hit us up for a 24/7 music marathon
The Little Things
Medical Update
they are freezing my cervix on tuesday... still showing bad paps...   on august third.. they are doing a cystoscopy to check for tumors in my bladder...   i hate doctors.
Wrote For Me By My Love Fleur Du Mal
My arms ache to hold you near but my mind remembers all the miles between. My lips feel that you aren't here to kiss but my heart can't reach that far. How can you be so far away and yet so close? How can I need you so much and yet have to realize you are out of my grasp? How can love be so possible if love-making is not? Why us? Why now? Why like this? Why the pain? When will it stop? We both want. We both need, and yet neither of us gets or gives because we can't. "If only..." "I wish..." we say, but the miles remain long and as cold as the lonely nights. for you my love
The Milky Way..a Pondering Thought...
There's a candy bar named Milky Way....part of the universe is also called The Milky Way..sooooo, does this mean that every time we a Milky Way, does part of the universe sigh in gratitude or because it just wasn't satisfying??.....just some random thought that popped into my head and i had to let it out...Ciao :)
While You Were Away.
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Muddy Waters
Honey Bee--Muddy Waters Sail on, sail on my little honey bee, sail onSail on, sail on my little honey bee, sail onI don't mind you sailingBut please don't sail so longSail on, sail on my little honey bee, sail onSail on, sail on my little honey bee, sail onYou gonna keep on sailingTake me to your happy homeI hear a lot of buzzing, sound like my little honey beeI hear a lot of buzzing, sound like my little honey beeShe been all around the world making honeyBut now she's coming back home to meI hear a lot of buzzing, sound like my little honey beeI hear a lot of buzzing, oh sound like my little honey beeShe been all around the world making honeyBut now she's coming back home to me
Who Do You Think Lebron James Signs With?
so what team do you think Lebron James will sign with?
Love And Lonelyness
most people look for love at some point in there lives,most never find true love so they settle for something less,and most of those people are sad alot and some,s relationships are full of i dont like drama and fake ass people or until i find that dream girl i guess ill be a lonely old fool.
Judas Priest
Judas Priest--Diamonds and Rust I'll be damned, here comes your ghost againBut that's not unusualIt's just that the moon is fullAnd you decided to callAnd here I sit, hand on the telephoneHearing the voice I'd knownA couple of light years agoHeaded straight for a fallBut we both know what memories can bringThey bring diamonds and rustYes we both know what memories can bringThey bring diamonds and rustNow I see you standing with brown leaves all around and snow in your hairNow we're smiling out the window of the crummy hotel over washington squareOur breath comes in white clouds, mingles and hangs in the airSpeaking strictly for me we both could've died then and thereNow you're telling me you're not nostalgicThen give me another word for itYou were so good with wordsAnd at keeping things vagueCause I need some of that vagueness nowIt's all come back too clearly, yes, I love you dearlyAnd if you're offering me diamonds and rust, I've already paidBut we both know what memories can bringT
Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend. Albert Camus   It is sad to how many people expect you to be a certain way, to follow or to lead but to be flexable is not option to many.  To those who are leaders or follows want just that, someone to follow or to lead but not everyone is so black and white.  There is no real stratagy behind why I may follow one day and lead the next, maybe I'm following in a situation in which I feel I can learn more by following and sometimes I am much better to be the leader in situations.  But most of all I get bored easily and sometimes following is funner than leading and true friendship will hold up to this madness.  True friendship is rare to find these days, so many people into life for themselves an d what they can get from others.  To many people assume too much without asking whats up? leading to misinformation.  Assumming is the worst thing ever and more and more pe
If Only
A mere momentcan touch onefor a lifetimeIf only you believe....Pictures, so I may lookinto your angelic eyes.My thoughts consumedIf only I could get lost within....Sensing.....a true heartOne that is kindInsight,so you may knowIf only part of my soul....Not easily definedSurrounded by so manyYet still aloneIf only someone understood....Insomnia, sorrowand to dream........Of you holding meif only for a while....Perhaps a broken heartmay get a moment to restSafe in strong armsIf only................ 
A Proclamation
No explanation necessary
If I Tell You
If I tell you to sleep with open eyesWill you still dream of me dyingHold my hands and kiss my headWill you still hear me cryingLook at the dividing line in airSeparating my skin from your skinDrowning my soul in your aromaRepeatedly imagining our sweet sinIf I ask you to be on your knees foreverWill you pray till we meet on the other sideKeep your hands and knees foldedWrap in my memories within your mindI have chased horizon, kissed sunYet craving for a touch from youWith angels all around, I walk aloneWondering if your sky is still blue 
Reeka Does It Again
Hey, this will shock some of you who've been around for a while.I had teh emo (*gasp* not reeka!) and deleted a bunch of people in a depressed haze.  I don't even remember everyone I did it to.   If I deleted you and you still wanna be friends, please send a request.  Or heck, if you're stalking someone into here and want to, whatever. *beats myself up*
Judging Others
I have always believed there is a difference between judging someones actions as opposed to actually judging the person.   If you ask my opinion on something you have done, you are by default asking me to make a judgement. Either I will agree with you or I won't. Just because I may not agree with you, don't hide behind the "Don't Judge Me" defense.    If you didn't want my opinion (which again is based on my own personal judgement of the topic at hand), then don't ask.   Just because I don't agree with you, that doesn't mean I think you are inherently a bad person. It isn't a reflection of my opinion of your character.   Futhermore, just because someone doesn't "take your side" in a situation, don't accuse them of judging you. If they are a true friend and respect you as such, they will be honest with you, even if it means hurting your feelings or making you mad.   There are those who hide behind "Well I don't want to judge" for no other reason than to avoid having to get inv
Men And Women
QUOTABLE QUOTES Women still remember the first kiss after men have forgotten the last. -Remy de Gourmant (French writer) A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks. A woman loses hers after four kisses. -H.L. Mencken When women hold off from marrying men, we call it independence. When men hold off from marrying women, we call it fear of commitment. -Warren Farrell (Psychologist) Only two things are necessary to keep one's wife happy. One is to let her think she is having her own way, and the other is to let her have it. -B. Johnson Why get married and make one man miserable when I can stay single and make thousands miserable? -Carrie Snow I'm not offended by all the dumb blonde jokes because I know I'm not dumb... and I also know that I'm not blonde. -Dolly Parton You see a lot of smart guys with dumb women, but you hardly ever see a
To Follow Suit Like A Good Little Bitch...
Randomness... U people make me laugh out loud too often... I too got a boner from Witchie's blog... Wicked's attempt to make me a point whore failed miserably... wonders how I got up to 59 friends again on my list... I am quite sure most Canadian women are nuts... Work is busier than hell... I cringe when I hear the phone ring in the office because way too often it is for me... I have 2 trials next week in different cities in NM... i fly about 80 roundtrips a year and love it... FUCK...I just got a bad phone call... flying that much gets me about 8 free plane tickets a year to use for the family... going to Key Biscayne in august since Destiny Beach has oil... it took me 25 minutes to type this cause of work interfering...   love most (or some) of u...
First blog.    So is it wise that while dealing with anger issues to keep a detailed journal in an attempt to use a later reference?  Someone told me that if you keep a journal and write shit out, you will be better able to cope instead of rage.   Any thoughts?  
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.
Desiderata--max Ehrmann Courtesy: Ms. Desa
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perenn
Bird Poo
Blame the bird.   Going to see The Last Air Bender tonite.  I loved the cartoon.   My chippers broke and I still have brush on the ground from yesterday.   Is anyone else here related to Geronimo?  Show of hands?   Because I'm way more clear about what I dont want to do than what I'd actually like to do, I end up eddied out a lot.   Rode my bike downhill to the mall yesterday.  Rode back up the same day.  Totally worth the Jamba Juice.   Also yesterday, I came to the conclusion that I need a cape because I'm super retarded.   That about does it.  Wait... No...   THAT about does it.    
The River
The Big Day
Well here it is, the BIG moving day! Is it normal to feel sad and scared about it? After living with upto 10 women for the past year you would think that I am ready to be on my own. In reality, I know that I am but at the same time I am scared to death. I wont have to deal with any more curfews or anymore do this that way or this way because I will be my own boss again. Its been 3 years since I have been in my own place, yanno, with coming back from germany staying with my mom and then here in transitional housing. Granted I am moving into a subsidized place, but at least I know i will be able to afford it. I wont be online quite as much because in the beginning there is no way I can afford it, although on weekends I can take the laptop to a friends and kick it online. I keep asking myself why is my stomache so nervous this morning...I guess the inevitable would be that a HUGE change lays in front of me. It is time for me to map out my life and everything I do, once again, I am in co
It's The Seagull's Fault...
Name Crisis called for today to be Scatterbrained Thursday, and that we should spew randomness in a blog entry. What the hell... A lil stream-of-consciousness expression may shake loose some deeply rooted underlying bullhockey floating around in my brain... Or maybe not... I commented that I didn't need a BLOG to demonstrate that I was scatterbrained, but here goes all kinds of nothing... First, Name Crisis is an ass for not posting the link to Peeps.  I love peanut butter, but for some odd reason, I have had no desire for it. I have wanted 7-Eleven Smokey Bites. And Chee-tos. I hate Top Models - gotta change the channel... BRB... CSI:Miami - MUCH better! I never expect many people to peek at these entries. Why is that? Maybe I could just blog and not mumm. MuMM or mumm - which IS it? Does anyone GAFF? Anyone know anyone hiring the unemployed? I have read/heard several articles saying businesses are not, because we MUST be unemployed for a REASON. Never mind that the reason is b
Do You Chance ?
Do you chance the agony of rejection or scornin hopes of the ecstasy from acceptance born?Will you risk the heartbreak of love gone bad,to find a love so true, like few have ever had?You are caught within their mesmerizing glance,do you bet it all on love and take the chance?Will the fear of making such a huge mistakepersuade you to keep loneliness and it's ache?There is less pain in being alone it is true,but is that the thing that really want to do?The ache of loneliness is constantly there,the sadness that leads the heart to despair;at least in trying to love there is the chanceyou will have a forever of love and romance.In the end the choice is up to none but you,the time is here, so what do you decide to do?
Moroccan Rugs
Moroccan rugs
Rrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaawrrrrrrrrrrrr .............
did i scare you?     and has anyone seen my pants?
Follow Me...
Just click the blue link - up there- now you'll never miss one :)
Slapped And Hot
 roxy baby ... It got real quiet around here *grins* You were Pimp Handed: Rating! 06/30/2010 10:25 pm  roxy baby ... It got real quiet around here *grins* You were Pimp Handed: Photo Comments! 06/30/2010 10:23 pm  Hellyion shut your hoar mouth ... You were Pimp Handed: Profile Comments!
If, A Work In Progress
I f I had arms to hold you, and a shoulder for you to cry on, Would you cry? If my heart would melt every time I mentioned your name, Would you smile? If I had the time to kiss you once and again, Would you sigh? If I sang a tune for the world to hear, Would you tremble and shake? If I said I was hungry, Would you cook and bake? If I said I was thirsty, Would you mix me a drink? If I said I was bored, would you give me something with which to think If I said you were sexy as hell broke loose, Could I give you a goose? If the world tumbled down, and you thought I might drown. Would you turn me loose? If the world was on fire,and ny soul was aflame. Would you sacrifice me for fortune and fame? If I made a gaff Would you laugh?  
a part of me has been taken, but will always be, yet through it's change , I've become stronger, I'm life's experience, and through it, wisdom I've gained.....Nothing lasts forever, and memories fade. Yesterday is dead and gone.... Trust and Faith in self
Why Still?
The pictures are clear, it amazes me after 11 years how fast I was replaced. How happy she looks, how happy the kids are, all the things I did are what he's doing now. My flowers wither and die, his get pictures and praised by her friends. The same places I took her, the same things I did for the kids, forgotten about. My former friends stand in my driveway with her new man, bullshitting like I was never there. Sitting on my couches, making my children smile. And all her fiends praise her, praise him, and forget what I did, and how hard I tried, just to be used and thrown away. Now Im the pariah, the stain, the nothing. And she floats untouchable by anything. Her resilience amazing. Never judged. Never once held accountable. All these things that make me crazy, sad, angry, all these reasons to easily hate her, and I cant. Resent, yes, hate, no. Why do I still love her?
Finals Week 28th-2nd
So quite literally its finals week and I am hoping i manage to pass all my classes. However tonights final was five god damn pages long... talk about majorly irritating. Besides that people at my school are dumb. we got our new schedules and my was all fuckered up.
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A Secret Blog Post
in a secret blog
An Extended About Me
I was born Donald Eugene Horwitz, third of five children.  My father's name Marvin Wilbert, mother's name Frances Eileen, nee Smith.  I was born April 29, 1959, on the cusp of the 60s as it were.  My father was in the United States Air Force.  and we lived many places, California, England, Arizona, and back to California.  In 1967, in the height of the Six Day War I and my siblings were informed we had come from Jewish antecedents.  I took it to heart, and started learning on my own.  When I was about thirteen, I gave up believing in any of the Jesus business.  When I was sixteen my father passed away, and my older brother came down to California, to take care of me and my younger brother, my youngest brother lived with my mother, since my mother and father were divorced for a few years before my father died.  When I was seventeen I joined the US Army, however I was not cut out for it, and was only in 5 weeks.  When I was eighteen I converted to Reform Judaism, after a while I saw that
A Test Entry
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Slow Night
Im going to fire off my shut your whore mouth rang      if you happen to have any of those wonderful profiles offering nasty nudes for bling and other such like fun stuff    link me up    as long as its not Misfit .....or witchie..... or wicked .... well you get the idea    my inner child is delighted  to have this time to play 
About Regret
Quote to live by(cannot for the life of me remeber where the quote is from or who to attribute it to possibly the Buddha?):     ·                    No matter what happens throughout life, always, regret nothing, for all eternity.  Without any single exemption that Life inevitably will throw at you, whether it is love, hate, guilt or any other nefarious plan used to keep us from Enlightenment.  Once we are successful and truly have no regrets,  the illusion that we are all pawns, becomes clear to us.  Because we now know it is just an illusion. We are then capable of anything, we now are capable of anything as long as we continue to live without regret.
The Wonderful World Of Lounges !!!!!!
This will probably get me banned but ooooooooooh well. to the s/n 's you see in here sorry stating nothing but the truth. Kerry your a great lady and I have much respect for ya but as for your underling staff I giggle........TW in zeros words your a nice girl but yer just gonna tell him what he wants to hear to zero my god your emo shit is annoying and your smart enough to make you look like an idiot save the world and just stfu or go talk to gilette about sponsoring your little outbreaks or better yet go have another beer or 40 and please do what the doc says and takes some fucking medication cause really you need it.........spec uber kewl until you decided to let being in the lounge take over your life you bitched about me and now youve become me lmfa0..... mind your own dept until you decide to leave is the motto as I see it and its sad sad sad tz is awesome as hell and always will be then there is the upper management who act like little bitches when the boss
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Common sense is not so common.  -  Voltaire
Grrrrrrr !!!!!!!
*Forgive my spelling I do the best I can.... I'm old*     You get a call late one night after you get off work, it's a family member asking you to do them a favor. So you say okay what did you need? They ask you to make something for them to help out with a birthday party. Now you have to go in work early by 3 hours (which you have to cut back off because you are close to your max hours for the week). You go in early have it ready 10 minutes early even though they continuously text you about it to make sure it's done. You tell them it's done for them on time like asked. They proceed to text you saying "I'm coming" and they don't show until 3 1/2 hours later. A couple days later after you text and get no response, they text you and begin nitpicking and making things up you did wrong with it. Then accuse you of being in a bad mood. "I just asked a favor I don't know why you're mad".    This is unfortuneatly still going on. She's texting me saying I'm overreacting when she's sent me l
Come Enjoy The Madness
   Welcome to all that have taken the time to see what my mind and life are up to today... I have NEVER done a blog in my life but I thought now was a good time as any.  For those that know me they understand the way I might express myself might be a "little" extreme sometimes but it's only because I'm passionate about what I do...    My life has taken a turn for the better this year... I was finally able to get my wife the car she deserves (Thank you to the idiot teenager that totaled her hooptie)... I have a great paying job to keep us afloat; and no matter how much I piss and moan about the boys I really do care for them and only want them to be able to take care of themselves instead of depending on anyone to do it for them.   For those who saw my update on the front page I got approval for a Home Loan today.. I'm finally going to own a house that I don't have to pay or answer anyone to at all!!!!   I am very fortunate to have my health and a loving Wife who will support me in e
New Friend
Want My Points For 12 Hours???
Can't take Lasix if I don't have them. Written for 20mgs bid and changed to 20mgs ii bid. Docotr did not give me a prescription. Divine Providence often does ones ineptitude away. I feel so much better! The other stuff, ace inhibitor, I stopped shortly after it was cut in half. What a difference! All I have to do is finish it. Fnish what? Exactly, finish what? I'm now curious. Leave a sleeping dog lay comes to mind,but thank you for waking me up. No to any Stint. Glory to God N  
Say Wut?
I love how most of the profiles on this site have veritable "FUCK OFF" signs plastered all over them.  lol   I WOULD put one up, but it's just not as funny to me if I meet just normal people.  I like to mess with the crazies, it makes me feel better about myself.  Is that the kind of commentary I want about me?  *shrug*
[...touch The Tulips With Two Lips And Whisper Your Secrets...a Poem And A Plea]
reach out a hand to help others instead of helping myself their happiness and well being is far more meaningful than mine reach out to help those in need of an ear to take my mind off the pain and emptiness inside not as a distraction but a true sincerity i care too much and i play my role it's not an act, it's just a face to keep them stable and going, talking, venting it out letting it out onto the shoulder of someone who can bear it it's okay, it's alright - i can handle it, i'll listen and do my best to help and ask for nothing in return, because it's not your concern here to be used, to be useful, and it's okay it's alright, i don't mind   touch the tulips with two lips and whisper your secrets i'll guard them with my life behind my wall the wall that keeps me propped up for you to lean on  
Delusion And Paranoia
Are delusion and paranoia fun and/or fun to exploit?  A. Yes B. No C.  You are one mean and weird motherfucker!!!
Ya Ya
I want to be a fu-hoar.... lmao! I havent leveled since September and I think its time I get on the ball and do it... so if you see me stalking your pics and shit thats what I am doing... and I like rates and stuff too :D    
Who Is This Ugly F"cker
Who is this ugly f"cker in my default, oh it is I
Ok What Is It That You Want?
You know that you cannot ask me anything.  Because I am not here to give anything.  So on and on I go.  Ranting.  Just punching keys here.  I wanted to think of a future with you but now I think that I will just sell you out and tell them all that your the biggest liar that ever roamed the Earth.  It only makes sense cause you mouth moves when you know it should not.  If you think you big and bad then you think wrong...You aren't the biggest thing that has been out here.  I know that KOOKS will be KOOKS but ya know that you take the cake.  Cause you started GQ and you will end up GQ.  So when it all comes down and your little sissy butt moves too fast for your own self then don't turn back cause it will be all the same.  Ranting.    If you think that was mean then take a look in the mirror and tell me what you see in your face.  It isn't hate cause you don't hate yourself.  What it is called is indignation.  So be proud!   Anywho just ranting so don't take it too seriously. DWD
Are Horndogs And Lesbians Basically...
Are horndogs and lesbians basically illiterate?  I put a pretty lady's pic up, and they cant read the gender, or the status?
So are they going to pass the Unemployment Laws that will never affect them? Independence Day's on the way too. Easy, isn't it? Glory to God N  
"here's That Rainy Day" Lyrics By Jimmy Burke 1953, Music By Jimmy Van Heusen
Maybe I should have saved those left over dreams Funny but here's that rainy day Here's that rainy day. they told me about, And I laughed at the thought that it might turn out this way. Where is that worn out wish that I threw aside, After it brought my lover near. Funny, how love becomes a cold rainy day, Funny, that rainy day is here.   Funny, how love becomes a cold, rainy day. Funny, that rainy day is here.    
A Song I Wrote In October 2007 About My Ex
All this anger That's deep inside It's coming out Flowin' like high tide It's time for a fight Gotta let out the rage Locked up too long Trapped in a cage Got the irish temper It's taking control Step up old man I'll rip out your soul You've come between A man and his wife Fuck you old man I'll end your life This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear you apart I'll cut off your balls And rip out your heart When she kisses you Do you taste my cum I'm calling you out Now come get some Just a fat old man Who think's he's tough Well bring it fucker I've had enough You don't even know What i'm capable of No one can save you Not even god above I'll beat you down slow So you feel my pain Fuckin' curb stomp you And splatter your brain This irish punk Is pickin' a fight I'll find you old man Sometime tonight And when I do I'll tear out
I tried so hard but lost the fight With spirits of evil who torture at night I'm worthless and stupid I'm lead to believe As the razor they give me drips blood down my sleeve I try to overcome them but they never go home So they chant and torture as I turn to stone And when the sun rises they sink with the moon But my coldness remains because they will return soon I pass through the day not feeling a feeling I hide in the walls I hide in the ceiling But they can still find me by the scent of my tears Stealing love and happiness, stealing hours and years
Don't Argue With Women
Never Argue with a WomanOne morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottageafter several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boatout. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, andbegins to read her book.The peace and solitude are magnificent.Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongsidethe woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are youdoing?'"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, isn't that obvious?)"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her."I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.""Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.""If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says thewoman."But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden."That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any mom
Made For Me
> > She walks the midnight hour> > across the barren place> > > > Wind tossing her raven hair> > an evil smile across her face> > > > Her lips a ruby red> > her skin so cold to the touch> > > > I have never needed> > or wanted so much> > > > I must have her> > no matter what the cost> > > > I know without a doubt> > my very soul is lost     james wrote this one...please show him some fu love
I Am Dana 7
Perhaps I am Dana7?
Ashbury Park Beach May Go Topless
Asbury Park, NJ beach is considering letting females go topless. Unlike the secluded topless beaches in New Jersey, Asbury Park is right out in the open. When you are walking the boardwalk with your kids, you can stop and gaze at the topless babes. While you are gawking what do you do with the under 18 year olds? Do you get arrested for subjecting the younger ones to nudity? Let’s think about that later. See you at Asbury Park beach when the ordinance passes. BlastFM goes where you go. All you have to do is stream the music to your smartphone or blackberry @
Happy Canada Day!
  I am not American, Though I live in North America Which is part of the Americas Which should make me an American   Geographically Canadians, Are certainly Americans As are Venizuellians, But not Hawaiians   They're out in the middle of the Ocean Just like the U.S. Virgin Islands, Who really shoudn't say they are Americans, Or even Virgins   How could two whole continents, Lose their name to one constituent Where were we when the U.S. went, And took the word American away?   But to be fair to them, Their other name options, Like U.S.A.ers or United Statesians, Were pretty bad   Still I want to be as American, As the French are European, Or those in Antarctica are Antarctican Even if they're just penguins   That leaves us Canadians as Northern North American, But Alaska's Norther curse them We're surrounded by Americans Americans, Americans!   I just called those U.S.A.ers Americans A name meant for two continents not just them For if I said I was
Which Should I Get Upset Over More?
Which should I get upset over more?  That my wife left me for another woman?  Or that my band sucks?
The answer by Cardio Reh ab is no ,due to my poor health. I told someone I feel worst off than I did the day before the surgery. Five weeks ago tomorrow. No to Stint for my Aorta. Glory to God N  
Thanks to Swift, I was able to get myself a 'rang'. What I'm wondering is.....     When you buy bling for someone else, you BOTH get points equal to the amount of credits it cost to buy the bling. Does that mean I get 30k points? It did say we both received 15k in point......     Maybe if I'm lucky, Mike will read this and answer, lol.
I am really Jasmine, a thin nineteen year old pretty British Chinese girl.  Delusions, much?
Biker Rap:......omg....what Have We Started....lmaoo!! is MY contribution to the *biker rap*....This is NOT for the faint at if you're easily offended....DO NOT read this....LMAOO!! (now....let's see YOUR best biker rap....OrNot....LOL)...  Big old biker rollin down the road....swervin & swayin' to miss a around the corner and what did he see....some big ass chick wearin' boots to her knees....tried to flag the biker for a ride on back....dude kept rollin..he never looked ride passed and it blew on by....bitch shot the finger with the devil in her eye....she kept on walkin on down the road....and on her mind..PIE ALA MODE! Biker dude took a different way home....afraid that gorilla chick was still on the roam....and what do ya know the next day he sees....the hitch hikin chick down on her knees....THEN he knew..without a wasn't his bike..but his money and clout....he hooked up later with all his boys....and mentioned that chick and her kinky toys....most broads hitch hike
Always - Saliva
I hear a voice say- 'Don't be so blind.'It's telling me all these things that you would probably hide.Am I your one and only desire?Am I the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?Always (7X)I just can't live without you.I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you.I just can't take anymore of this life of solitudeI guess that I'm out the door and that I'm done with you.(I pick myself off the floor and now I'm done with you)I feel like you don't Want me aroundGuess I'll pack all my thingsI guess I'll see you around.It's all been bottled up until now.And as I walk out your door All I can hear is the sound of…Always (7X)I wrap my head around your heart.Why would you tear my world apart.I see the blood all over your handsDoes it make you feel more like a man?Was it all just part of your plan?The pistol shaking in my hands And all I hear is the sound I love you, I hate you, I can't get around you.I breathe
Forever - Papa Roach
In the brightest hour of my darkest dayI realized what is wrong with meCan't get over you. can't get through to youIt's been a helter-skelter romance from the startTake these memories that are Haunting meOf a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissorsHe'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her...Because days come and go but my feelings for you are foreverBecause days come and go but my feelings for you are foreverSitting by a fire on a lonely nightHanging over from another good timeWith another girl... little dirty girlYou should listen to this story of a lifeYou're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreamsAll these drugs all these womenI'm never forgiven... this broken heart of mineBecause days come and go but my feelings for you are forever,Because days come and go but my feelings for you are foreverOne last kiss,before I goDry your tears,it is time to let you goOne last kiss (one last kiss)Before I go (before I go)Dry your tears
I Have A Date Tomorrow...
With my mom... SHUP! She saw some polish buffet on one of those TV shows that highlight restaurant in the Chicago land area and wanted to go. She didnt get the address, or the name (way to go, mom) but she remembered the neighborhood its in, so I used my brain, for once, and googled it. Well, two different places popped up based on the same description of what I put in the search bar. They are a mile apart. So, once I get as far north as I need to be, should I go east to one place, or go west and go to the other? If it helps, one place is called the old warsaw inn, and the other is called the jolly inn any suggestions?
Independence Day And The Not-so-cosmic Background Noise
It occurred to me this morning (one of those mid-morning, half awake things when Jeffrey doesn’t toss and turn in bed with us; he’s come down quite a few nights since we got home from vacation and at three thirty today I led him back upstairs to his room) that I haven’t heard anyone actually SAY or seen something reflecting the fourth of July as anything other than the fourth of July.  My non-American audience may not relate to this as Independence Day for the United States, but I’ve only seen it on calendars.  (Putting “Fourth of July” in the box for the fourth day of July would be redundant, don’t you think?)  But it’s sounding like “Independence Day” is almost being phased out of public discourse – what people say to each other – in favor of the literal day, “the Fourth of July” or just “the Fourth” as though we all know what it means.   As far as I know, atheists, agnostics, and other
Day 375
Well its been 375 days since I left home, my family and friends to come to Kuwait.  My job here is pretty simple... I am an Emergency Medical Technician that runs the 911 emergency response for the military bases here.  Very low call volumn for sure.  I take care of teh sick, the injuried and the ones that just need a shoulder to lean on for a brief minute.  Although I can leave at any time, it still feels like an obligation of sorta.  I have missed my kids pass school, yet the military that is here does not have a choice and they miss the same thing.  I missed Christmas and 2 out of 4 of my kids' birthdays... yet the military missed the same thing.  Being over here has made me realize that I take alot of things for granted.. including my marriage.  I am slotted to go home on leave in August and I will be getting a divorce.  I guess I had this coming.  In October after I finish the contract here, I plan to move to Ohio and start my life all over.  This is going to be a real challang
I Die.
I break inside, I live, I die Fading fast I pray, I try The cold ground feels the tears I cry Heaven hears my whispered sigh Catch me I fall Hear me I call On this ground I lay with my last goodbye
The Burns Are Fading
  My nose looks like someone took a blow torch to it and the back of my neck is looks basically like a burn that occurred when a chip pan was thrown at me. I won't ever sit near a burning ball of fire called the sun ever again. The good news is I love LA and have met loads of awesome people, even the couple who had a big screaming domestic fight on our street (how dare they- we are posh) - but anyway this man and woman had a bust up.   How, I don't really know as she owned a car and he was on a silver scooter, not an electric one, the kind you push with your feet and should give up doing when you hit puberty. She was a feisty big black lady and he was a skinny dreadlocked black man, they screamed at each other.   At first I thought she had hit him accidentally with the car but that's wasn't what happened- anyway they were on our street, him on his scooter and her in the car. I had to stand on a brick fireplace and put my ear to window and shoosh the kids to hear them, I wasn't re
Sunday's Are For?....
Hey guys what do you like to do on Sunday's??..........
Guys Suck
I meet this guy he was really nice and cool. I liked him alot. We would talk on the phone for hours and I liked that. He was so sweet to me and made me feel loved. Then he got a girlfriend and broke my heart. I don't even think I have one any more. It hurts so much to know that I will never have him now. If I knew it was goin to hurt this bad I would have never have told him I love him.
Fan Art & Fan Letters
Hey everyone!   Sorry I have been M.I.A lately, I have had a lot going on in the last few weeks. But I finally got a chance to sign on myspace and actually read all the messages and reply to you guys. Again, sorry for the delay. Those of you that I didn't reply to I am going to do so in this blog. Reason being is because you all asked the same question. The address to send fan art and fan letters to. Which caught me off guard a little bit. But I was totally stoked about it! The address is on my website just click on the fan page link. I will also post the link below, as well as on my myspace profile at some point. I can't do so now, since the computer I'm using is really slow. But the address is posted below. No, it is NOT my home address. All letter's will be replied to & be sent with a signed photo.  All fan art will get a thank you letter, as well as a signed photo. Because I really appricate you guys taking the time to write to me or to make me fan art. Nicolette Vinc
I use my blogs to write about real stuff mostly..and when I write a mumm it is usually goofy questions. So here is the latest in my silly little story I call my life. :) I have been going down to my Dad's on the weekends to help take care of him. He is really sick. This gives my Mom and brother some rest time because they take care of him during the week. I live 3 hours away from him and it bugs me that I can't be there at any given time if he needs me. To keep my mind off of the everyday stressors I train ALOT. I love every minute of it. The only thing I mess up on is I forget to eat. So I am having to put up signs next to things in my house to remind me to eat. Sounds silly but I don't know how else to discipline myself on that yet. Don't get me wrong I lOVE food, I just get so busy I forget to replenish.   I am hoping to go to Vegas in September for a submissions grappling tournament , but we will see how my budget is around that time. I have a kick-boxing  belt test tonight.
This Girl Needs The Fubar Family Help!
With so much being spent on blings on Fubar, I ask for the people with the means to make a small donation. I know the Fu fam can help this girl get to St Jude!
I am actually Jasmine, a nineteen year old British Chinese lady!  Suuuuuuure, delusions, much?
My Happy Hour
I just bought the next Happy Hour. I'll be using my bomb with it. I don't want you to get mad if I don't bomb you. I don't mean to offend anyone, but I'm going for points with this. So more than likely I'll be bombing people with Autos only. I love ALL of my friends, even if I don't bomb you.
Often it is very easy for me to gather trash and to make  sense out of it. What am I going to do? Nothing. Glory to God N  
Hump Day!
I thought that, since all the cool kids are doing it (14 new entries within the last hour) it was my turn to post a blog entry. Here it is. Actually, I DO have a small issue that is bugging me. I have been rating as I always do - friends 11s and nonfriends 10's - when one whom I had rated a 10 decided to leave the following profile comment on my page:"you got unlimited 11"s today use them instead of a 10"  So for the rest of the day everyone gets 11s! Everyone should thank the bimbo posting that! And since that bimbo won't let me post her a small apology for my oversight by not allowing comments from nonfriends, I'll leave hers as is. After all, she was "nice" enough to tell me, essentially, to rerate her, and "kind" enough to block my comments, so silence, I think, would be best. At least to her. I'll bitch to all you instead - all 4 or 5 of you reading this. /rant Rock on! Shawn
Blog About Wicked
Wicked denies being crazy... We all know this is bullshit... Please leave comment showing your love for the crazy pregnant canadian...     That is all...
Text just recieved: Him: Sure would make masturbating more fun if you sent me a picture of you in your bra to look at .... Me: I don't have a bra on. Him: That would also work. Me: Bored are we? Him: Not now!! Me: What do you mean ... not now? Him: Well, you with no bra ... I've found something to do. Me: I thought you already had? Him: No, I was considering it. And now I am :) Me: Well I won't interrupt you then X Him: Interrupt me! Interrupt me! I'm kidding, I shouldn't be so rude xx Me: I don't see why not, you usually are x Him: I'm a terrible person, you're too kind to indulge me xx Me: So you are then??
Fyi..passport Fees Are About To Increase Again..
I just wanted to remind everyone to be sure and apply for a passport if you currently don’t have one; renew an expired passport; add new pages to a filled book or make any other changes before July 13th when all related passport services increase significantly.  You may download applicable forms at : State Department To Hike Passport, Visa Fees JUNE 29, 2010 -- The U.S. State Department on July 13 will raise the price for visas, passports and other consular services—some by more than $300—to reflect what the department determined is the true cost to provide such services. For an adult passport, the State Department will begin charging $110—$35 more than the current price—plus a $25 execution fee, which is not retained by the department. Meanwhile, the cost for some visas will jump by even greater amount. For example, an employment-based immigrant visa will cost $720 under the new pricing scheme, co
Questioning Dreams
Why do i dream of being a slut Of being used by others But not having my own needs satisfied Why does the thought of Being unworthy Fill me with such pride Longing to feel pain Given for another's pleasure Received with grace Why do i dream of being tied down Not able to move a limb Being control at the mercy of another Why does this appeal? Freeing my mind Fulfilling my wants Taking away my fears There for another to take Accepting with grace Why do i dream of humiliation Of being unworthy of love Yet knowing I am loved and wanted Degradation Head bowed eyes cast down Lowest of the low Not worthy of you But only in my mind Humbled in grace Why do i dream of punishment For the slightest misdemeanour Wanting to take pain disciplined by your hand Fearing the pain But longing for it Fearing your wrath But looking for it Fear and pleasure entwine Submitting with grace
I have spend decades watching people and trying to get a good grip on how humans think. yet it keeps raising one question over and over. Here are a series of questions that pertain to that one question in a round about way. Why do people that say every living thing should be protected swat misquitoes? Why do people that say we should save energy and not pollute make fun of those who hang clothes on a line rather than use a dryer.  Why do they say loud pipes save lives, but they do not want you to have a loud car? Why do those opposed to testing drugs on animals buy drugs for their ill family members? Why do people who oppose eating animals wear leather or eat gelitan? Why do people say they want to be treated like everybody else unless you do then they don't like it? How can a person that says they hate all bigots not consider themselves one? Why do those opposed to violence call the police?  It goes on and on and I do hope that you will free to add your own questions to the list. Whi
School And Classmates.
I went to school last night less then thrilled.  6 p.m. - 10 p.m. classes make for a less than exciting evening, especially when the instructor seems to know nothing about the topic at hand or the class.  I was sitting in class and looking over the team assignment; a rough draft of the team paper.  Realization that the third teammate in our group had done a minimum of 340 words out of a possible 700 words due for our paper made me want to take my laptop and smash it over his head.  I thought it, the visual was nice, but I refrained.  Until I read his part of the paper.  Incredibley enough it was the worst possible thing I could have ever read and had NOTHING to do with what the entire paper was about.  What!?  Are you kidding me?  300 words of nothing but ranting and raving!?  Where's the research?  Where's the references?  Citations!?  And mostly where the hell is the APA format!?  You do NOT write a college level paper like you speak!  Hi classmate, you've been in about as many class
Lets Play
You wanted to play, so lets play. Mercy and forgiveness belongs to your God and not mine. It's all in your head. US Postal Inspectors was dumb enough to come looking for me so lets play. In Clayton, because we are so Casual we're buck assed naked. No, I never forgot. Code Violation to my home was all under the eyes of Municipal Electrical Code Enforcement. Title to this property to this date is not free. Encroachment does not allow it. So my lein holder has a worthless Title and another to seek the motrgage payment upon my demise. Apparently the law dose not apply to some. Blasting their noise nightly while other residents sit and wait for the law enforcement. What's all this mean? You can do what ever, but make sure you don't pester the innocent. As for the Lot's and Blocks, I figulured someone was lying through their teeth. Real owner of this Block and the Lot next to me may want to look me up someday, but no 50k. Still no to Stint. Glory to God N  
The Video Bp & Big Oil Don't Want You To See [video]
My First Blog
Well this is my first blog. Here is what is going on with me and my family. My sons father has came into the picture, and his girlfriend. The kids are spending some time with them. I have meet this great man, and I fell in love with him. He makes me feel like everything is going to be ok. Since I have been hurt so much in my past it makes me afriad that he is going to hurt me to. So one of my questions for whoever reads this is what do I do? I want it work out with him. He has asked me to marry him and I said yes. So if you could please help me out and give me some advice? How do i get rid of that fear of being hurt?
World Cup Quarterfinal Picks
First lets review how I did with my Round of 16 picks.  Correct picks--Uruguay, Argentina, Netherlands, and Brazil.  Wrong picks --USA (Ghana won), England (Germany won), Japan (Paraguay won), and Portugal (Spain won). 50%.  Umm not all that great.  Ok now to pick the Quarterfinal winners.  Hopefully this will all work out. Uruguay/Ghana --- Uruguay has scored 6 goals and given up only 1 goal.  Ghana has scored 4 goals and given up 3 goals.  Ghana has great team speed, which has proven to cause problems with their opponents, and will do the same here.  Uruguay thus far have shown they repel opponents goal attempts.  I'm seeing one goal scored and Uruguay wins. Netherlands/Brazil --- Netherlands, thus far, no draws or losses, 7 goals and 2 goals allowed.  Brazil, no losses and 1 lackluster draw, 8 goals scored and 2 goals allowed.  This is a toss-up.  Both can score and defend.  I am going to pick Brazil for this one reason.  Creativity.  I feel Brazil has the talent to score a
Uncle Kracker - In A Ltttle While
Artist: Uncle KrackerSong: In A Little WhileHeres to the good life, or so they sayAll those parties and gamesthat all those people playthey tell me this is the place to beall these beautiful people and nothing to seeSometimes i feel likeSomething is gone hereSomething is wrong hereI dont belong hereSometimes i feel like a stranger in townand ive lost what i foundit'll all turn aroundIn a little While i'll be thinkin' about youIn a little while ill still be here without youyou never gave me a reason to doubt youin a little while ill be thinking about you [baby]i'll be thinkin about you [baby]On the other side of a coin theres a facetheres a memory somewhere that i cant eraseand theres a place that ill find someday but sometimes i feel like its slipping awaySometimes i feel likeSomething is gone hereSomething is wrong hereI dont belong hereSomethings are lostSome, left behindSomethings better left for someone else to findMaybe in time i can finally seeI just wonder, wonder if you think a
Black Dawn: The Next Pandemic
SOOOOOOO, I got to missouri, had a place, and a gym ready to go...but, my ex bussiness partner decided he no longer wanted to be in missouri.   so much to dissapproval, we ended up coming back to cali.  I think the part that pissed me off the most was the fact that he preached non-stop about how he didn't think I was up to moving and starting up the buissiness, and how if I didn't show some type of good faith he was going to go without me.  So, what did I do?  I got all the money and funding together, took out loans, all of which are in my name because he didn't see the need to put his name on them too.  He kept saying we are gonna do this or die trying....I was on board from the get go.   A lot of people that know I'm back asked me why I put so much faith into it.  It was simple at the time...he was my best friend and teacher, I truly believed that he wasn't going to burn me in the end.  now I'm up to my neck in debt and he doesn't feel responsable at all, If I were to add up what he
Giving In
You're the causeThe reasonThe only way outThe meaningThe bleedingThe lustful doubtYou're the blissThe heartacheThe gut wrenching denialThe equal to the cocaine kissI want you I need youScreaming in my veinsDenying And TryingNo way outPlease baby PleaseJust one more hitMy drugMy addictionNo running awayMy mindMy soulPlease baby stayI've changed my mindNow run awayTime to goFinallyAt lastI can't leave you I can't quitYou're all I knowTake comfort in crueltyRevel in thisAccept it as rightFightingAnd lyingThrow me away Give it all up Please don't stayI know betterThen what we arePulling me backAs I make my throughKnowing you betterThen you know youBlinders so tightI just can't do thisI just can't fight
So, Im sitting at home, drinking alone, which is something I always told myself I would never do, but, whatever, all my friends are either too far away, or I dont feel like drinking with them, and I think I need a few tonight.   Well, Im drinking these Smirnoff Blueberry & lemonades and to be honest... they are REALLY good, at least the first four were, now theyre starting to taste like sweat socks smell (looks to make sure its not my feet)   Has anyone had anything that tasted really good at first, and by the end youre just fucking sick of it? (kinda like pancakes)
Stupid Encounter #42 (read Regular)
bushy12: hey htere ho 10:16pm more To bushy12: Haha ho... typical Australian to call a girl a ho 10:16pm reply bushy12: yeah babe whats up anyway 10:19pm more To bushy12: nada up with me whats up with you other then your respect 10:20pm reply bushy12: who the fuck are u 10:20pm reply bushy12: who the fuck do u think u are waltzing on to my sb and having a go 10:20pm reply bushy12: um ight be hot but u can go get fucked slut 10:20pm more To bushy12: I was in the lounge you just got banned from surreal fantasies 10:21pm reply cac5 17: welcome 10:21pm reply bushy12: yeh well butt out bitch
Your Own Fashion Brand Wholesale - Start A T-shirt Line For One Thousand Us Dollars
Have you ever bought a t-shirt that you found great and thought that the company which made it could also have come up with other designs that you can instantly visualize but that were never made? If so, you have the right mindset to start your t-shirt line. A successful t-shirt line requires creativity, especially when it come to designing the label's logos, prints and embroideries. If you find the creative part of running your own t-shirt line exciting but lack the million dollar budget to get started then ask yourself: How can I get started in the fashion business for a thousand dollars? After all, what do you really need in order to get started? Not a million dollars, no, just a couple of clients, that's all you need. What does a potential client, a shop owner, an online retailer, need from you to validate his order? Each of your potential client needs to see what's in it for him. He needs you to come up with trendy fashion designs. That's a sine qua non conditi
How Many Psychoannassgarbs?
How many psychoannassgarbs are on fubar.  A.  Alot B. A little C. What is a pychoannassgarb?
Blue Monday - New Order
How does it feel to treat me like you do? When you've your hands upon me And told me who you are I thought I was mistaken I thought I heard your words Tell me, how do I feel Tell me now, How do I feel Those who came before me Lived through their vocations From the past until completion They'll turn away no more And I still find it so hard To say what I need to say But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me Just how I should feel today I see a ship in the harbor I can and shall obey But if it wasn't for your misfortune I'd be a heavenly person today And I thought I was mistaken And I thought I heard you speak Tell me how do I feel Tell me now, how should I feel Now I stand here waiting... I thought I told you to leave me While I walked down to the beach Tell me how does it feel When your heart grows cold
Am I Really Joe Biden
Does anyone really think I am Joe Biden?
Nsfw Folder
Ok, so I'm thinking of making a NSFW folder, only opened for certain people for blings and such.... but I'm just not sure... I actually got the hubbys approval, so now its more down to what I decide.... As you all know, I have never done NSFW pics before... so this is a huge decision for me.... could really use some of my friends thoughts on it.... leave me some comments on your take... pros and cons... Thanks my Luvs!!
yaw\YAW\verb; 1.To move unsteadily; weave. 2.To deviate temporarily from a straight course, as a ship. 3.(Of a vehicle) to have a motion about the vertical axis.
Exuberance is beauty.  -  William Blake
David Ruffin
Common Man-David Ruffin   I have dreamed a dream, there a common manAh, hoping to rise to the topI have sworn by my blood as your man, my loveThat one day, I promiseOne day your hurting would stopBut I'll never never never never changeI never change one single grain of sandOh, thanks to you babyFor just loving a common manI want to thank you this evening Oh, I thought, I thought that I failed you soBut that's when you turn around and look me in my eyesAnd you let me knowYou said and you said it softlyI didn't have to worry about being a common manYou said, "David, you don't have to worry about rising to the top"You said, you said, you said I didn't have to swear by my bloodBut ah baby, that one day your heartaches would stopThen you put your arms around me and you saidYou never never never never caredIf I never change one single grain of sandYou said, "I love you, babyI love you for just being a common man"For my gratitude just keep on growingYeah, for recognizing me, I thank you ba
Mhop By Killer Wolf Fu Engaged To Mistress & Enforcer @ Mhop Come On In The Place Where The Music Is Jumping Welcome To The Only House Where Pain Doen
come on in the place where the music is jumpingwelcome to the only house where pain doent hurtthe dj's are awesome the greaters are sexythe enforcers are strick but fairand the mother of of all owners the mistresswe have a rockin dj's in rebel and his greatly loveddelicious and the bear who thinks alot Poohthat leaves rayne the metal god. Lets not forget the MIstress herself whiping out the tunestheres our always good sub to greet every poor soul to enter the houseEmily and sweetangel are two newst member to the crewMistress guides this rag time crew with a firm handand a big heart. she owns this big ole enforcer name wolf who takes the rules to heart no wonder Mistress house of pain works with the personalitys we have running the place.So if you want a rockin pain of a good timecome  join Mistress's House Of Pain!!!!
New To Fubar.
ok so im finally figuring out how everything on here works, since i am new to fubar i may need a lil bit of help along the way. so if u have any tips for me feel free to hit me up and let me know! love to all my fubuddies!!
To tollivgw: thanks for the points! 7:22pm more To tollivgw: nice pink shirt I'm amazed you didn't have the collar poped. 7:22pm reply tollivgw: thank you. 7:23pm more To tollivgw: no problem  so who sent you 7:23pm more To tollivgw: I'm guessing it was some girl with nudes that your desperate to get with. 7:30pm more To tollivgw: not a big talker are you? 7:30pm reply DragonGodd...: i'm sure you think i was have fun dick 7:32pm reply tollivgw: i usually get paid to talk. anything you need ? 7:32pm more To tollivgw: yeah who sent you? 7:32pm more To tollivgw: I mean it's pretty clea
I love casual day's don't you? Might as well show up buck ass naked! Don't get too cozy though, Code Violations? Clear Title cannot be given with an encroachment. Cheryl is buddies with Dianne. So someone was boasting when in fact it is not a church in Philadelphia that owns that lot but a person. No one will buy for how much? Try 5k? Glory to God N  
Html5 Css3 Test
I will test a few new features that came out as quasi webstandards lately, how does it work out and so.I will use some more established features as and Elements of HTML5; Text and image zoom in CSS3, and some more. If you read those test pages, let me know how it works in your browser. I probably add some screenshots of how the effect will look like in mine. I will not add fallback mechanisms, if an embedded video does not work, it is intentional.
Red, White,and Fu Contest
Want to earn prizes?  Prizes like VIP, Bomb, Autos, Boomerang, and more?  Wanna do it without having to get naked?  Yeah believe it or not a guy on fubar is gonna hold a contest where you can win prizes and keep your pants on!!!!  You're welcome. The more entries the more prizes there will be.  I may add a Happy Hour to the mix.  Prizes will be spread amonst winners.  The rules to qualify. 1. A non edited pic of you. 2.  The colors red, white, and blue must appear in the pic somewhere.  This could be on you or a prop.  It doesn't have to be patriotic.  (you can't edit these colors into the picture) 3.  This must be submitted by 1 am fu time aka Pacific time Thursday/Friday.  The contest will begin soon after with the prizes announced at that time.  The folder with the pics will open up. To win: A combo of most photos and comments will win/rank.  Tie breaker if needed will be highest average rate. Now to enter either message me, shoutbox me, or respond here.  We'l
New & Improved List Of User's Blog
A new and improved page which lists all the blogs by a particular author is coming. You can get to this page from the Blogs section on a user's profile page. Have a lovely night!
Artist: Rush Album: 1981-87 Retrospective Ii Title: Limelight Words by neil peart, music by geddy lee and alex lifesonLiving on a lighted stageApproaches the unrealFor those who think and feelIn touch with some realityBeyond the gilded cageCast in this unlikely role,Ill-equipped to actWith insufficient tactOne must put up barriersTo keep oneself intactLiving in the limelightThe universal dreamFor those who wish to seemThose who wish to beMust put aside the alienationGet on with the fascinationThe real relationThe underlying themeLiving in a fisheye lensCaught in the camera eyeI have no heart to lieI can't pretend a strangerIs a long-awaited friendAll the world's indeed a stageAnd we are merely playersPerformers and portrayersEach another's audienceOutside the gilded cage
Dragongoddess Of Fuct Gets Owned.
To DragonGodd...: lol you poor poor pawns. 6:26pmmore To DragonGodd...: nice photo shop jobs on yourself btw 6:27pmmore To DragonGodd...: there's a ten for you you seem like you could use an esteem booster 6:30pmreply DragonGodd...: wtf those are all me and the pic that is up lil kid is made for me pic by a man who does silk thank you 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: they are all you your right... 6:31pmreply DragonGodd...: your a fucking kid okay so don't fuck with me i seen your lil pic's don't fuck with me okay 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: you just photo shopped the shit of them to make yourself look flawless 6:31pmreply DragonGodd...: yes all them are me hun and none of them are photo shoped 6:31pmmore To DragonGodd...: it's okay I understand you have no life outside of the web you need to try to be perfect somewhere. 6:32pmmore To DragonGodd...: *Pats her back.* It's why I give you a ten help you feel better. 6:33pmmore To DragonGodd...: you should try putting dow
The Gun Is Civilization By Maj. L. Caudill Usmc (ret)
The Gun is Civilization by Maj. L. Caudill USMC (Ret) Human beings only have two ways to deal with one another: reason and force. If you want me to do something for you, you have a choice of either convincing me via argument, or force me to do your bidding under threat of force. Every human interaction falls into one of those two categories, without exception. Reason or force, that's it. In a truly moral and civilized society, people exclusively interact through persuasion. Force has no place as a valid method of social interaction, and the only thing that removes force from the menu is the personal firearm, as paradoxical as it may sound to some. When I carry a gun, you cannot deal with me by force. You have to use reason and try to persuade me, because I have a way to negate your threat or employment of force. The gun is the only personal weapon that puts a 100-pound woman on equal footing with a 220-pound mugger, a 75-year old retiree on equal footing with a 19-year
Alabama Thunderpussy
check this out on the new blog i was asked to join Doomgrinder So, hi...I'm Jenniy and I just joined the team here. I figured I'd share my latest obsession for my first post. First, let me just say that I'm from Georgia, so the Southern "moonshine" rock that provides the basis of ATP speaks to my roots...I grew up on the Allman Brothers, Skynard, the Marshall Tucker Band, and the like. In fact, just ask for pictures of my vinyl collection...that's all the evidence you'll need about my Dixie roots. The realm of "stoner rock" is a very terrifying affair. With the glut of bands that have surfaced in the past four years or so, only a few actually elevate their music to the point of being worth hearing. However, the process of weeding out the chaff is often tedious. Luckily, there are bands such as the charmingly named Alabama Thunderpussy who offer something that is worth searching out. (John Chedsey, Satan Stole My Teddybear, 2002) Chedsey reviewed the band following their
durham gave me the idea for an experiment...i put up a girls pic as my default and didnt change anything still says male 30 etc etc and reeka pimped me out   all i cn say is guys are fucking dumb because they never noticed my info and i got 14 friend requests in less than 3 minutes   i think im gonna leave it like that and ask for bling in my status and see what happens
A Request
If you have blocked me, please stay out of my fucking smumms!  Thank you, dumb ass holes!
Do you enjoy fucking with people's heads?  I do!
Right Now -
             >              -somebody is thinking of you.>               -somebody is caring about you. >              -somebody misses you >              -somebody wants to talk to you.. >              -somebody wants to be with you.>               -somebody hopes you aren't in trouble. >              -somebody is thankful for the support you have provided. >              -somebody wants to hold your hand.>              -somebody hopes everything turns out all right. >              -somebody wants you to be happy. >              -somebody wants you to find him/her. >               -somebody is celebrating your successes.>               -somebody wants to give you a gift. >              -somebody thinks that you ARE a gift. >              -somebody loves you. >               -somebody admires your strength.>               -somebody is thinking of you and smiling. >              -somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.  
Holy hell... So I'm on the service road of the 75 freeway here in N. Texas a few weeks ago, and my wife and I see this ridiculously painted car.  At first I thought it was some sort of promotional thing, but wondered why they would use such an old car? Then last weekend we saw it in the Kroger parking lot... maybe the guy who owns it works there or something.So naturally being the curious guy I am, I had to go look it up and wow... it's a total fad I had never heard about before.  Supposedly they're called Donks because they're tricked out old cars, most often Chevy Impalas... and the Donk part comes from the Impala logo looking like a donkey.  My dad drove a 68 Impala, that logo looked nothing like a donkey at all. It's a sleek leaping Impala in an oval. But anyway, that's the story. Take an old heap, paint it up with some candy theme, like Skittles or M&Ms and put outrageously huge wheels on it. The Donk. Now maybe I'm being a tad hypocritical here, because as my friends and neigh
I Live In Farmington Mo And Need A Job
construction or warehouse job needed
To Sir With Love
Those schoolgirl days, of telling tales and biting nails are gone, But in my mind, I know they will still live on and on, But how do you thank someone, who has taken you from crayons to perfume? It isn't easy, but I'll try, If you wanted the sky I would write across the sky in letters, That would soar a thousand feet high, To Sir, with Love The time has come, For closing books and long last looks must end, And as I leave, I know that I am leaving my best friend, A friend who taught me right from wrong, And weak from strong, That's a lot to learn, What, what can I give you in return? If you wanted the moon I would try to make a start, But I, would rather you let me give my heart, To Sir, with Love
True Lies: By Me
Should I have blocked someone that blocked me and yet still jumped in my mumms? 
Looking For Real Honest White Guy
Hello my name is rasheda im a very attractive black female 33 in very down to earth,very outgoing,and have a great since of humor.i have 2 beautiful not looking for no baby daddy or just trying to find my soulmate looking for a real honest white guy yes i prefer only white guys between 31-43.what i look for in a guy is a great since of humor,very down to earth and very outgoing and loves to laugh and enjoy life.i dont want a guy who acts stuck up and who is up tight if thats u dont contact me.
A Test Entry
In The Test Blog
Who Am I?
I think that anyone that should know me should know this.  Hi I am Bi--Polar lol:).  I was diagnosed in 2003'.  I spent a long hard journey to get to where I am at now in my progression.  I think that I am working through this pretty well.  I stuble along the way and have to learn more and more everyday.  Looking forward to living a long life.  But you know what I gotta be real and make sure that I keep up on the way!  I think that the world is a ever changing place and to live in it you must know the ground rules.  If you don't the world just might swallow you whole. Love to live my life you better think twice. To all those who care, Dave Galich  
Mr West
Lyrics to Heard 'Em Say :(feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5) And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.From the Chi, like Tim its the Hard-a-way,So this is in the name of love, like Robert saysBefore you ask me to get a job today, can i atleast get a raise on a minimum wage?And I know the gouverment administered AIDS,So I guess we just pray like the minister say,Allah o Akbar and throw em some hot cars,Things we see on the screen are not ours,But these niggas from the hood so these dreams not far,Where im from, the dope boys is the rock stars,But they can't cop cars without seein' cop cars,I guess they want us all behind bars.I know it.[Chorus (Adam Levine)]Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(ooooooooo)And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)But we'll find a way(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way)[Kanye]They say people in your life are seasons,A
yes I know...i was just as shocked as you are to hear that I was blocked...see below...         xTiiNA: get a life 2:53pm odie aka a...: i have one...tormenting people on FU... 2:53pm xTiiNA: sad 2:53pm xTiiNA: especially if u think thats tormenting someone 2:53pm odie aka a...: no, it is quite fun...dont get so butt hurt. 2:54pm xTiiNA: im not..not even a little 2:54pm xTiiNA: u made a stupid comment so i returned the favor...thee end 2:55pm odie aka a...: u would not be in my box if u were not 2:56pm odie aka a...: this is not a comment...this is butthurting...if u want to comment, u can respond in your blast or in my status or whereever the else it says to leave a comment 2:57pm xTiiNA: amazingly fu is not my life unlike you so no i do whatever i want wherever i want 2:57pm xTiiNA: now stop talking.   All I said on her blast was that I did not like her...what is bad about that...

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