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Morning Coffee
That night Dead to the world Before Head to the girl Now Out like a light Round Bout like a fight Both Left battered and bruised Never that That is "I lose" Always win Rounds bout 10 Doubt bout ends Know no Bounds Throw no towels Released the flow The Heat can go To unknown hours No Bosh No Wade No James Still reign supreme As King, No Games Hold names But none hold a candle If texting "OMG" So ample Dim Is the lamps glow Hot Like a camps glow Unlike a man's, no But bout like a camel Am bout animal "That's Wat She Said" X pill witout the pill Thats where shes led Follow the drip Follow the Drip Thats the sheet's bed Pardon Bed Sheets Hit so hard My head leaks Bandaid She's made Relay She's 1st, 2nd, and 3rd I'll come up last My leg's Anchored Thanked her She's freshly brewed Columbian, black, cream, sugar Wat a mess, but due ~IM AWAKE

My Life Changing Experience
Everything in my life changed on the evening of August 16, 1997. Everything was going well after the first week of school my sophomore year. That night, me and my best friend at the time went to the bowling alley about 5 miles from my parent's house because they were playing bridge with some friends that night. It was time to leave the bowling alley and go home, so my friend and I took our stuff out to his car. We put the stuff in his car, and were in the parking lot talking to people, so I sat on the trunk of his car. I don't know exactly what happened after that, but the next thing that I remember was getting into an ambulance going to Charlotte for apparent rehab. I thought nothing of it and that I had broken my leg because I couldn't move it very well. Little did I know the events that had transpired the three and a half weeks before. While I was sitting on the trunk of his car and we were talking to people in the parking lot, somehow he didn't know that I was still sitting on the

Rule's To Follow In A Lounge
Staff Expectations http://fubar.com/blog/335453/1127072 For starters, we do not use a DJ system in Granny's Panties and we don't use cams. If those are the types of jobs you are looking for sorry we wasted your time. The lounge rules, shown as 'Guidelines' inside the lounge, apply to staff as well as visitors and members and are as follows. These are subject to change so be sure to check them in the lounge at the start of each of your shifts.~ Granny's Panties Guidelines - please take a second to read ~~ No profanity please ~~ Lurking is allowed 24/7~ We don't really care if you actually join the lounge as long you enjoy yourself while you are here~ Hassle my staff and you will be banned~ Problems or issues with other lounges don't belong here!~ Please do not post links in here~ Make yourself at home and Stay as long as you like~ Our music plays non stop for your listening pleasure~ Sorry, we do not accept song request~ If you do not get a reply we had to step away ~ All of

Finding The Time
Finding the time to be ones self is hard enough as it is. But finding the time to explain ones self to another is a bit easier. The only thing that makes things of this nature harder is the own personal walls that somene builds up around them to protect themselves in fear that everyone is exactly the same as the previous. Knowing a person is a good way to find yourself and the real challenge of many thing...but not knowing who you are is the worst part of it all...Why not trying to let the one you are with help you discover that with you ....but that all depends on who you are with i suppose..... Whatever the path you decide is the path that can make or break a relationship or friendship...all depends on the person that it is being said to...Well folks sorry about wasting your time with my thoughts but thank you for reading if you did and have a good day

Dipshit
7:13am superbad637: i want to cum all over those tits 7:17am Ninja: dream on loser 7:21am superbad637: loser, yeah, if your not bored with this shit in 3 months adn consider it your life, thats fucking loserish, get a life bitch 7:22am Ninja: it's nowhere near my life. but if you go trolling for pussy on the internet, you are a loser 7:23am superbad637: good one, fuck off 7:23am Ninja: and if you think telling some random stranger in a bar that you want to cum on their tits won't get you smacked, good luck asshole 7:24am superbad637: im sure you dont have to worry about being approached to much, 7:28am Ninja: are you still talking? 7:28am Ninja: why don't you go get chin deep on a dick and piss off 7:29am superbad637: its balls deep dummass, im sure your muff diving ass doesnt know

Hello All!!!!!!
Thought I would do an Up Dated blog on this page since most of my friends are here!!.... Life has been pretty good... Skott and I are doing great... He is now working with TFH for the 2nd year in the row of course doing construction work... although his dream is still to do trucking so will probably get back in once the season falls slow. I am about to finally start college w/ The Art Institute of Pittsburgh for a BA in Photography... which has been my dream now for many years... We have a kitten now.. all Grey and her name is Stormy. I am including a link to my Porfolio on Myspace and hope to see some of you there. Love to all..... Your favorite Smurf!!! http://www.myspace.com/kilbury_kreations

California Cities
Pacific Park, on the Santa Monica Pier, re-creates the amusement parks once dotting the ocean areas along the Pacific Coast . Featured are 11 amusement rides including the 1910-vintage hand-carved merry-go-round appearing in the movie "The Sting." In Sacramento , the California State Railroad Museum is the largest museum of its kind in North America . The city of Los Angeles is ranked the fourth largest economy in the United States compared to other states. Los Angeles lays claim to the world's largest outdoor amphitheater, the Hollywood Bowl. Los Angeles has a Museum of Neon Art and a Sci-fi Monster Museum. California holds two of the top ten most populous cities: Los Angeles and San Diego. Bidwell Park in the small town of Chico is the largest municipal park, 3,600 acres, west of the Mississippi. Fresno, in Central California, proclaims itself the Raisin Capital of the World. Castroville is known as the Artichoke Capital of the World. Fallbrook i

California Animals
In Pacific Grove near Monterey, there is a law on the books establishing a $500 fine for molesting butterflies. More turkeys are raised in California than in any other state in America. The California Condor found in the Santa Lucia Mountains in Central Coastal California is North America's largest land bird with a wing span of 10 feet. An animal called the riparian brush rabbit calls Caswell Memorial State Park (near Manteca ) its home. Endemic only to the state's park system, the critter lives in approximately 255 acres stretching along the area's once-vast hardwood forest. Klamath Basin National Wildlife Refuge in Northern California contains the largest winter population of bald eagles in the continental United States.

California Agriculture
The Central Valley, a flat plain 75 miles (120 km) wide and 430 miles (688 km) long has become the richest farming region in the history of the world. California is the number one dairy state having surpassed Wisconsin in 1993. There are more than 300,000 tons of grapes grown in California annually which in turn produces 17 million gallons of wine each year. The world's largest almond processing plant, doing twelve million pounds per day in high season, is the Blue Diamond in Sacramento. In 1997 enough strawberries were grown in California to circle the earth 15 times. California is the largest producer of goods of all the states and the largest agricultural state in America. Cash receipts from the marketing of California beef reached nearly $1.3 billion in 2002. That made cattle and calves the state's No. 4 crop or commodity in terms of value, behind only milk, grapes and nursery products. California 's 22,000 beef producers care for more than 5 million head of cattle

California Forests & Environment
California holds within it the most diverse environment on the planet. In the midst of summer, Point Reyes is the coolest place in the Continental United States. Death Valley is known as the hottest, driest place in the United States where temperatures consistently reach over 120 F (49 C) during summer months. In 1925 a giant sequoia located in California's Kings Canyon National Park was named the nation's national Christmas tree. The tree is over 300 feet (91 m) in height. Inyo National Forest is home to the bristle cone pine, the oldest living tree species. Some of the gnarled trees which only grow at very high elevations are thought to be over 4,600 years old. “General Sherman,” in Sequoia National Park is a 3,500-year-old sequoia tree. Its trunk is 102 feet (32 m) in circumference. The California redwood is a prehistoric tree. All trees are descended from the redwood. The coastal climate along the Pacific Ocean protected them from the great ice sheets

Setting The Record Somewhat Straight...god Is This Irritating
Just a quick few lines this morning before leaving for Seattle and back today to set the record straight. One of the things that is so irritating here is to be an honest person and have it thrown in my face...so I thought I would sort of get this out this morning and then have an easy referral.....for those I meet along the path of Fu life. One thing I will tell you is that half the time these damn fonts don't work right and I am not gteting a VIP in this place until I can hit a font size and have it actually appear here. So sorry about the small print but blame Fu for it... First....many of you know I am a nurse and participating in a new home care program for Medicaid patients and am taking care of my ex wife who is really like my sister. I believe in helping others and think we make a difference in the world by doing what is needed in our own little corner of the planet. I tell most people I meet about this situation. Jeanne has a contagious disease. A sexual relationship was

California Geography
California's Mount Whitney measures as the highest peak in the lower 48 states. The highest and lowest points in the continental United States are within 100 miles (160 km) of one another. Mount Whitney measures 14,495 feet (4,418 m) and Bad Water in Death Valley is 282 feet (86 m) below sea level. Alpine County, south of Lake Tahoe, is the eighth smallest of California's 58 counties. It has no high schools, ATMs, dentists, banks, or traffic lights. It is also the only county in the state that doesn't generate agricultural production. Totaling nearly three million acres, San Bernardino County is the largest county in the entire United States. San Francisco Bay is considered the world's largest landlocked harbor. California is bigger than eighty-five of the smallest nations in the world. California Caverns claims the distinction of being the most extensive system of caves and passageways in the California Foothills region of the state. The area aroun

More Odd Facts About California
The Country Store in Baker, CA has sold more winning California State Lottery tickets than any outlet in the state. Reputed to be the most corrupt politician in Fresno County history, Vice-leader Joseph Spinney was mayor for only ten minutes. One out of every eight United States residents lives in California. The largest oil can collection in the world, of 10,000 cans, is found in Santa Rosa, CA. Seventeen-Mile Drive through Pebble Beach is the only private toll road west of the Mississippi River. The Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco has enough steel wires in its cables to circle the earth at the equator 3.5 times. The Golden Gate Bridge is so big that workers paint the bridge year round. By the time they are finished with one end it is time to begin repainting the other end. The birth of the Internet was sparked from the campus of UCLA in 1969 when professor Leonard Kleinrock needed a way to communicate between campuses. Cool Californian inventions:

California People & Culture
California is known variously as The Land of Milk and Honey, The El Dorado State, The Golden State, and The Grape State. Prior to the Gold Rush, California had more Native Americans than all the other states combined. Author Jack London , who wrote The Call of the Wild, once ran for mayor of Oakland on the Socialist ticket. The first motion picture theater in the United States opened in Los Angeles on April 2, 1902. Scotsman David Jacks spent considerable time marketing a popular local cheese, which in turn became known as Monterey Jack Cheese. In 1947 a young woman named Norma Jean was crowned Castroville's first Artichoke Queen. She went on to become actress Marilyn Monroe. The first person to personally receive a star on the Walk of Fame in Hollywood was actress Joanne Woodward. She received it in 1960. During his engagement at the Fillmore West in San Francisco , Otis Redding stayed on a houseboat in Sausalito. While there he wrote his last song and greatest h

California History
California History The Gold Rush sparked the biggest mass migration in the history of the world. Between 1848 and 1852, four short years, California's population grew from 14,000 to 223,000. The state motto is Eureka !, a Greek word translated "I have found it!" The motto was adopted in 1849 and originates from the discovery of gold in the Sierra Nevada . The Iron Door Saloon in Groveland claims to be the oldest drinking establishment in the state. It was constructed in 1852. The fastest Pony Express delivery on record, six days from Missouri to Sacramento, delivered the news of Abraham Lincoln's assassination. Knights Ferry Covered Bridge is the longest covered bridge west of the MIssissippi and was built in 1863. In the late 1850s, Kennedy Mine, located in Jackson , served as one of the richest gold mines in the world and the deepest mine in North America. Empire Mine, near Grass Valley, is a gold mine operated for over 100 years and has over 367 miles of tunn

Funny Stuff
Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter This one was caught in the SGV Tribune the other day. It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!! They put in a correction the next day. Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says No crap, really? Ya think? Police Begin Campaign

~i Burned It~
I burned your picture today && it felt good The letters.. the silly little notes you'd written doodles && i love yous I burned them && it felt good I swear, I thought I'd lost those things somewhere along the way But I found them in my things today && I burned them Yeah.. the birthday cards I burned them The drawings && the love notes Yeah.. I burned them The ribbon you sent me on Valentine's day Yeah.. I burned it The picture.. The one picture I ever had The one of you I I burned it.. && it felt good Funny how things turn out.. Even more pecular, are the things that give release. My flames have never let me down, so why would they start now?? I've burned away your memory.. The flames love the way you taste. I've burned away those memories.. with a smile on my face ~Fyre~

~i Found You~
I found you hiding in my things today among the notes && numbers I've written I found you I can't remember now.. when or how you ended up there But I found you Hiding.. Among the notes && numbers I have written Some things, quite important Others, not so much at all && there you were Hiding, in the folder I swear I'd thrown away Many times before now I got rid of you But you just keep coming back.. I found you hiding Among the notes && notes that I've written I found you && there's no turning back ~Fyre~

Poems
Light in the End Am I lovedDoes anyone careThese are my feelingsI'm afraid to shareWhat's this life forDoes anyone knowPlease tell me quickBefore I let goI guess no one heard meI wasn't loud enoughMy silent cry for helpWas taken as a bluffMy feet are getting tiredMy chest begins to acheMy mind is overwhelmedMy legs begin to shakeMy bodies getting weakerAs my spirit begins to tearI find myself holdingPill forms of despairThe decision I have madeI soon to regretAs the poison in my bodyBegins to take effect"You don't have to do this"I hear the voice quite clear"I've been there beforeSo for you I am here"Everything goes darkAs I am about to pass outI remember the voiceAnd what the message was aboutA few hours laterAs I open my eyesMy family and friendsCame as a surpriseMy Family brought loveAs my friends gave me hopeWhat I thought was the endHad turned into hopeAfter so much darknessI can feel the dim lightIt's going to take some timeTo adjust my poor sight

I Blame You
I Blame You As the pieces of me fall to the floor and shatterinto even smaller shards of who I used to be I blame you As you hold my still bleeding heart in the palm of your hand I blame you It is breaking, the pieces shatteringwithout a sound around me I blame you The sound of my cries,deafening in the night I blame you I blame you for saving me I blame you for slowly breaking me again I'm cold and alone, the rainpouring down on me I blame you I am falling apart, dying insidewhen I need you most I blame you I blame you for making me whole again,just to tear me apart, watching me bleed I blame you for this insatiable need No one hears my screams or feels my pain I blame you I am yet again in

Rate/comment
OMG! So my friend. He lost track of helping his friend and forgot he was in a contest. So EVERYONE! Get over to his picture and leave him a rate/comment. He's gotta get to at least 500 in 2 days!!! Hurry up and stop wasting time!! Invite your female friends to do so as well. The more the merrier. Do it for me people!! If you love me you'll do it. OMG I'll Poke you if you dont!!! Love you guys!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=981574&albumid=2135749&i=3236963643&idx=23 XoXo Mimi

Happy Birthday Eddie, You Will Be Missed.
The Heavens above are richer today. They have an Angel in their Kingdom in the sky. He was a prankster with a ♥ of Gold. The Heavens above are richer today. Angels left this earth & flew away. He will be forever loved & remembered for the jokes he played, The ♥ he gave that touched many & the lives he has brightened. The Heavens above are richer today. Died in April of 2010 at the age of 39. R.I.P Eddie Happy Birthday Eddie 08/24/10

I Just Don't Get It
ok i am pretty new to this site i know i am not a ten realisticly a seven maybee eight. just wondering why i see obvious three's or less with ratings over ten or is the 1 - 10 system broken. i guess i just don't get it, why can't we all just be honest

The Struggle For A Better Future
This past year has been beyond difficult. Some days like today I just feel frustrated because there are so many things I want to do and I feel held back. But then I have to remind myself that things are getting better and the struggle is paying off. Also, it takes time to build a better future and it wont happen overnight. Therefore, I welcome every new day, friend and opportunity because everyday brings me closer to a better future.

I Let Him
Happy in being forever alone not giving a second thought to what was the unknown.. what could be, what might have been.. I was happy with that decision in the end.. And I let him... let him in... let him en-wrap me.. let him over take my guards and dismantle my walls... I let him have all of me... and all I entail... I gave to him what was my all, my everything and then I even gave more.. Turning a blind eye, a deaf ear... a tear stained cheek... I let him... have the best of me.. the worst of me.. the whole of me.. the shell of me... I stood next to him, brokenly hoping... continuously praying... hurtfully accepting... I let him get the best of me...... as I got the best of me, shattered.. broken.. every day! I let him...

Random Gift Day!
Tom and I have been doing a Random Gift Day for over a year now. I've been slacking on it and I'm not too sure about him. At any rate, I think it's time for some changes with it. Don't worry, since Tom says "rules suck", they won't be hard and there won't be a lot of them. [See Tom, I do think of you, lol] 1. The only thing NOT random about Random Gift Day is the date. It will always be the 23rd of every month. Why the 23? Well that's the random part of it. 2. You can send gifts to your friends, but you also have to send gifts to RANDOM people. Yep. People you know nothing about. 3. The gifts you send have to mean NOTHING. Don't be sending the guy/girl you like something all cute and loving. Send them a birthday card or something, lol 4. If you get a gift, send one back. Just make sure it's just as random as the one they sent you. 5. Make sure when you send a gift, you let the people know it's for Random Gift Day. That's all I think, lol.

The Difference Of Ugg Boots And Australia Uggs
About Ugg Boots and UGG australia, many of these buyers can not easily distinguish between the two concepts were open. Taobao search on "UGG", may find there are many types of UGG products, and are claimed to be "real Australian origin UGG". Australian origin, or specify the production, is probably the fact, but as a buyer should understand the basic concepts should be: UGG, is not tantamount to: UGG Australia. UGG original meaning is of "snow boots." The original intent was to: All sheepskin boots hair one round. Therefore, Ugg Boots snow products like the basic style is similar. UGG snow boots originated in the 20th century in Australia 20 years, initially called UGLY BOOT (ugly round shoes), is an everyday casual wear boots. UGG (snow boots) a long time: his product by sheep / wool as the upper and insole that (this is the biggest characteristic of UGG) raw materials. Sheep and wool must be original even with the; UGG greatest advantage is that warmth and breathability, the two

Replica Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine Diver Working Chronograph
Everyone desires to own a branded watch, especially those manufactured by world famous brands. A luxury watch with distinctive design and powerful functions in a specific field is highly sought after by many specialists. As a good swimmer, I have been looking for reliable diver watch for a long time. Since I frequently go for swimming, I want a horologe with strong waterproof function. And I clearly know that the world famous brands like Rolex, Omega and Ulysse Nardin are prestigious for producing superb water-resistant watches. However, all those original timepieces are sold at astronomical prices which are far beyond my financial capability. My income is just affordable to the replica watch of several hundred. After a long research online, I finally find one at idolreplicas.com. This replica Ulysse Nardin Maxi Mariner Diver working chronograph attracts me by its elegance, utmost precision, powerful water resistance and great durability. It features white dial accented by double sub

Water Running Red
as you walk into the roomyou see the water running redthis feeling of emptinessfilling you with dreadyou wonder what has happenedto have her lying therebut you will find no answerswithin her empty stareher blood flows within the wateryou can hear it hit the groundyou wonder when she cried her tearswas there anyone aroundsomeone must have known herof the hurt she carried deepbut now it doesnt matterto the grave, her secrets keep lostprincezz

Nothing Compares To You
It's been seven hours and fifteen daysSince u took your love awayI go out every night and sleep all daySince you took your love awaySince you been gone I can do whatever I wantI can see whomever I chooseI can eat my dinner in a fancy restaurantBut nothingI said nothing can take away these blues'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youIt's been so lonely without you hereLike a bird without a songNothing can stop these lonely tears from fallingTell me baby where did I go wrongI could put my arms around every boy I seeBut they'd only remind me of youI went to the doctor and guess what he told meGuess what he told meHe said girl you better have funNo matter what you doBut he's a fool'Cause nothing comparesNothing compares to youAll the flowers that you planted, mamaIn the back yardAll died when you went awayI know that living with you baby was sometimes hardBut I'm willing to give it another tryNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing comparesNothing compares to youNothing compa

[pay It Forward(home)]
I don't want to be here, he said as he beckoned her around the corner with a whisper and a haze, he smiled and swayed against her breeze I want to fade into the everlasting and the infinite, he said I don't want to be here anymore, he said with a brush of a finger upon her lips a subtle breath wrapped around the finger and brought him a sigh of warmth lost in the frigid freezing of night, in the foot of snow around their ankles a million flakes, all individual but essentially the same, like the people they were I want to live forever in the stars, lost in the ether of space, he said to clouded eyes that saw without seeing, without understanding what lay beneath the surface of his Forever, and his Skin and the Breath that hung from his Lips like a low fog she saw without seeing and did not understand as he said, I don't want to be here one more time from the lips of a confessing man boy child grown up lost under the current of the sea, sucking him back out to the oblivion.

Not Just Another Love Song...
I want to SCREAM at the top of my lungs... how much I hate him for what he did and does... until it's just a faint, raspy whisper that I have left... and cry ceaselessly.. until I have nothing in me to feel I want to pummel my fists into a pile of bricks.. until they come up bloody and the clay has crumbled at my feet I want to know all the things that I do not even come close to already knowing.. but I am afraid of the answers.. knowing it will crumble me like the clay... I want to tell you why I hate him for what he did and does... I want to tell you why you shouldn't just hurt a girl like me... I want to tell you.... but I won't! Because I don't want to hurt him... sick huh? Love, .... me

Ft Apache News
A CH-47 Chinook helicopter takes off after dropping soldiers in a village of Zabul province, Afghanistan Forward Operating Base Maizan in southern Afghanistan's Zabul Province feels like the end of the world. It's a good three hours by Humvee from the regional base in Qalat — that's if there are no IEDs along the road. By helicopter it's only 20 minutes, but flights tend to come only once a week. When they do, it feels like Christmas — mail from home is the only thing that keeps the soldiers at Maizan going. Today's haul saw troops whooping over new Sony Playstations, games, Oreos, cigarettes, Cheese Whiz and even a flea collar for Beebe, the camp dog. Sergeant Florian Barrie, from Watertown, New York, walked off with three cases of Mountain Dew sent by his mom and a friend. Expensive? Yes, but it's these little things that make life bearable in Maizan. "They understand what it's like," Barrie says. "I am way over here in Afghanistan; I'm loved." One inf

8-23-2010
I noticed I havent written one of these in awhile...mainly because not much has been happening to talk about, all the youngsters are back in school and the ones old enough to gock at are leaving for college, the only people left are the rich snobby lonely bored house wives of the OC, and the limp dick motherfuckers that married them.....past that, the OC still sucks ass, and there nothing but stuck up bitches that live there.lol

Wishes Into True
At night so deeply,She controls my dreams.During the day so clouded,She controls my thoughts it seems.Her smile says in my eyes,Her words remain in my mind.Her beauty beyound belief,My destiny with her,for all my time.Hopefully I also heave entered, In her thoughts as well.Have I reached the edge of her heart,To me her smile will tell.Truely above my dreams,And my prayers so far above.My life would never be complete,Till that first second of her love.Dreams into wishes,Wishes into true.All happened to me,The first I ever saw of you.

[the Commander Needs You]
Working on my next paint schemenothing too ambitious, I don't even know if this will be my first MG paint job.Anyway I was playing in GIMP (think free photoshop) And I want to do an homage to my Kampfer from Gundam Crossfire.This is what I have so far. He is missing a LOT.Like... Zeon Crosses, probably one shade darker of grey (I started based on tamiya primer grey) and a buttload of weathering.My usual payload was a Gouf shield, and a rakketen baz. (You could only carry one primary weapon in the game despite the Kampfer having ... 90?)The main differences is just a swap of the blue-green for weathered primer and the yellow cups and trim are red on the assault mod.Ohand I want symmetrical shoulder spikes.... which may result in buying metal spikes or recasting.Suggestions, comments, concerns always welcome.

About Me
TEN ARE YOUS 1. Are you single? – NO 7.16.10 2. Are you happy? –depends on what happy is classified as 3. Are you bored? – yess 5. Are you Italian? –hell ya 6. Are you German? – hell ya 8. Are you cool? –YES who isnt 9. Are you Irish? –i wish 10. Are your parents still married? nope _____________________________________ FACTS: 1. Hair Color – dark brown 2. Hair Style –layers 3. Eye Color – hazel 4. Gender – girl 5. Lefty or Righty – righty. 6. Summer or Winter – summer _____________________________________ TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE: 1. Have you ever been in love? -i am right now 2. Do you believe in love at first sight? - not at first sight 3. Why did your last relationship fail? - because ummm well idk

The Wetness
When a woman's Orgasm or pussy is always wet or overflowing with juice. Hard to believe I have to keep my legs close my pussy flow so much like now, down my legs it goes. Once, I was talking to a colleague and she look nice Damn!, later I felt my pussy cum twice

Insert Clever Story Name Here.
She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top. Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew. "Rock Goddess" he had called her. She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it. Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar? She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry. He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew. Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew. Amazing. Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to

Ppl Onn Fubar!!!
I've been on here for 2 years wiht different accounts and alot of ppl have as well but what i want to know is wtf dont we have a real life.....................oh yeah i noe ya gonna grind me up for this.....thx!!!

Who I Am?
I'm a welder and I live in the country outside Austin, Tx. I am a vet. and I have worked oversea's in Dubai, U.A.E. recently as a welding consultant. I'm a single dad and my son is thirteen yrs. old. I love dancing and singing karoake. I love spending time at my campfire site under a big oak tree Playin rock and country music from my truck stereo. I live on ten ackers of land with a creek in the back. Love watching the deer and other critters play. There's nothing like drinkin a cold beer and kickin back in the country!

Spike Lee Not Happy With Obama
Can anyone tell me where Spike Lee gets the money to make films no one watches? I would venture a guess that the money comes from rich white folks. Spike likes to portray what he considers racism in his films. What is curious is why Spike is criticizing Obama about the oil spill in the gulf. At the same time Spike takes a stab at former BP Oil CEO Tony Hayward. What’s up Spike? You looking for more demons for your films? Give it a rest brother. For the story http://Blogs.FanBox.com/Soyouwanttolookbetternaked BlastFM never rests on its laurels. We are constantly putting new music in our rotation. Hit us up for a wildly good time listening to great music 24/7 and it’s free!!! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Things Of Value
All that is gold does not glitter, Not all those who wander are not lost; The old that is strong does not whither, Deep roots are not reached by the frost. can you name the source of this, if so please consider adding me as a friend.

Bruised But Not Broken
So many people are afraid of a bruised heart/SoulWithout bruises we’re essentially unscathed pieces of potentialSheen and ignorant…frightened and aloneNo faith…No growth…No Love…No life… jskins

Meh
She moves her body like a cycloneAnd she makes me wanna do it all night longGoing hard when they turn the spotlights onBecause she moves her body like a cycloneJust like a cycloneShe moves her body like a cycloneAnd she makes me wanna do it all night longGoing hard when they turn the spotlights onBecause she moves her body like a cycloneA mighty cycloneNow look at that peppa'On the back of that bumpa'She aint even playinWhen she's shakin that ruppa'And oh, you aint know?She gets lower than a muffla'Even with her girlfriendsShow stopping with a hustla'The way she move her bodyShe might see the MaseratiShe wanna put it on meTryna show me her tsunami

Forget, Remember
Do you ever think about me........Do you ever cry yourself to sleep........In the middle of the night when you awake........Are you calling out my name........ Forget HimForget his name forget his faceForget his kiss,His warm embraceForget the love that you once knewRemember he has some one newForget him when they played your songRemember when you cried all night longForget how close you two once wereRemember he has chosen herForget you memorized his walkForget the way he used to talkForget the things he used to sayRemember he has gone awayForget his laugh forget his grinForget the dimples on his chinForget the way he held you tightRemember he's with her tonightForget the time that went so fastForget the love that moved it's pastForget he said he'd leave you neverRemember he's gone forever

Partly A Quote And Stuff Of My Own I Mixed In
A sound soul, dwells within a sound mind and a sound body... as it has always been. Only the reckless will ever completely rid themselves of fear. The fear of disapproval can make one strive to be a good person. Likewise, the fear of being powerless gives one the motivation to seek out the power that lies in knowledge. Fear is the driving force and the creator of order, because of this the amount of fear that exists in the world, far exceeds the amount of actual danger that is present. At all times, there is an access of fear fluid in every human being. Because of this, does God assemble people that are capable and talented, people that are driven to seek the power of knowledge to challenge this fear? If so, by seeking knowledge, are we following the will of the Almighty God? But, if such a God as this does exist, is he not guilty of asking of us, very much and offering very little help in return? We may be left alone to take care of ourselves; and in light of that, should

Recruiting New Mafia Members
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Fml!!
So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on with me, I've been going through alot and haven't been talking to my friends on here much, I apologize now for that. I recently found out "the love of my life" Rob had been cheating on me for the last two years of our relationship w/ the woman I caught him cheating with two years ago. She is his high school sweetheart, and I learned yesterday he moved in with her 100 miles away. I'm in complete shock, Her phone number had been on my phone bill for the last couple of years, I'd ask him about it and he'd say it was one of our friends using the phone, Being that I trusted him I never thought twice, I should have, and I would not have wasted so much of my life on his ass. I knew the reason was something more why we broke up back in may, I finally found out. I'm completely ruined from ever allowing someone that close to me again. I'm not gonna do anymore internet romances, I deleted all my profiles on dating sites. I'm completely

Virgo's Rock!
So, today is my 49th birthday and I decided to read my horrorscope (I know I spelled it wrong..duh) just for a laugh. I don't believe in this stuff at all, but for the most part this crap is very true. I've added my own little commentary where I thought it was needed. Virgo Fu:n Facts: With an acute attention to detail, Virgo is the sign in the Zodiac most dedicated to serving. Their deep sense of the humane leads them to caregiving like no other, and their methodical approach to life ensures that nothing is missed. The Virgo is often gentle and delicate, preferring to step back and analyze before moving ahead. Hmmm...gentleness is not something that comes easy for me. I grew up in a large family so it was a fight everyday just to get something to eat before it was gone. May the timid beware. I didn't learn what gentleness really was about until my first child was born. Friends and Family A Virgo is a helpful friend to have indeed. They are excellent at giving advice,

Mark Your Calendars For Sunday At 8:00
This Coming Sunday-- Set Your DVR for the Fox News channel at 9:00 PM eastern, 8:00 central. Maybe this is why the White House has been discounting FOX. Sounds like this could be history in the making - someone may go down - either Obama or Fox News. It may be that Fox has been holding this information back due to the sensitivity of it and out of courtesy. But, Obama has taken on Fox and it appears they are ready to spill the ugly beans of truth about the background of this individual who has had an extremely radical past. This Sunday, Fox News is going to air a very important documentary about Barack Obama, Sunday night at 9 P M Eastern. The report will go back to Obama's earlier days, showing even then his close ties to radical Marxist professors, friends, spiritual advisers, etc. It will also reveal details about his ties to Rev. Wright for 20+ years, I.e., how he was participating with this man, and not for the reasons he stated. The report has uncovered more of Obama's radical pa

Will Obama Seize 401(k)s?
Agenda nationalizes, confiscates plans, IRAs Hold onto your wallets. Strapped with yet another $1 trillion-plus federal budget deficit, President Obama is taking the first steps to confiscate retirement dollars – an approach to monetizing government debt made infamous by second-tier nations like Argentina. The end result is that instead of ending up with trillions of dollars in private investments that make retirement affordable, prospective retirees end up holding the bag on trillions of dollars of worthless or near-worthless government debt that will be paid off in a devaluated currency worth, at best, pennies on the dollar. Democrats in Congress and Obama administration bureaucrats in Treasury are taking the first steps to set up the investment infrastructure and the legal structure that will end up requiring that some considerable portion of the trillions of dollars aimed for private pension plans including IRAs and 401(k) plans will end up being funneled into financing U.

Android Applications For The Web Designer
The Google’s Android OS has started to become a serious competitor for Apple’s iPhone. Tremendous growth has been seen in the Android market and most of it is due to its web developing apps. It’s especially perfect for the web developer on the move as it can test codes, fix errors or manage remote files while you are far from your PC or Laptop. The Android has developed free handy apps for web developers and designers making it a dream for web designers. HTML Editor The HTMLeditor is a perfect app that lets you code and test HTML JavaScript, and CSS. It also saves your work to your SD card so you can preview it in a stripped-down mobile browser. Though it doesn’t highlight errors as yet or render images while previewing, it is still a handy app for developers. AndFTP This practical JAVA app lets you access the web servers via the Android mobile. With versatile app you can upload, download, view, update (move, rename, delete) files from everywhere without a

About Me
Hello, I thought I would reintroduce myself... My name is Cassie.. I am just now getting back onto this site... after being away for a year or so...don't really remember. Bad stuff happened here on Fubar for me awhile back causing me to put myself in a mental hospital aka a looney bin. I was there for three months. It was really bad for awhile.. and I am finally much better now.. it isn't so scary anymore. Things happened here and offline that made me lose everyone that I loved and I am working my tail off to get my life back in order. And to make friends again. I am a fun loving, sweet.. down to Earth person.. so, if you are interested in being friends.. or if you are a friend from while back.. please stop by and say hello... that would mean a lot to me. I miss people here... Anyways, I am rambling now.. thank you for reading this.. X0x0x0x Cassie.

What I Want And Need.....
ok for so long now people have asked me what I want in a guy so finally i am going to just lay it all out there. I need a man that is sweet, caring, kind. Yet firm, knows exactly what he wants and knows how to get it. Someone thats confident but no to in love with himself. Romance is a must, I can not and will not be with any man that is not romantic. I love surprises so the man I am with must be able to surprise me on a whim. Someone that is patient, because anything worth having is certainly worth waiting for. I am a virgin so I do not want a guy that is always going to talk to me about sex, no I will not talk dirty to you! I want a man that doesnt hit women Ive had enough of that to last me a lifetime. Someone that will completely sweep me off my feet. Someone that is in it for the long haul and does not let the drama of this site overwhelm him. Age honestly doesnt matter and I honestly dont care what anyone thinks when I put that. Age is a mere mental note I have known guys that

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Boyfriend Application: Fill It Out Please :)
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Where I Wander
She nows knows where I can wander,To places many don't ever go.Some of the thoughts in my head,No one should probibly know.It goes to the silly or moronic,As easy as it flys to your heart.It never seems to have an end,Not even sure when it all did start.My beautiful friend,My mind does not always fly straight.But if you ever give it a chance,For you it would never make you wait.

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Critics Approve Our Breitling Bentley Watches
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Inane
I have no real problem with people finding my girlfriend attractive. I don't care who her friends are. I don't care who she talks to. I trust her that much. She tells me about her friends who 'like' her and that's cool. In most cases, I don't care. I have this thing, in a fantastical sense, it would be like precognitive sight, but it's really just based on social interaction and I can read intention very easily. Words are a general sense and however you say them, I know what you mean and what your idea is. I will say, regarding a nameless assclown, it is very non-classy and uncool of you, to come on to her. You may not read this and you might, I don't know, but I will say, uncouth, Friend. Uncouth. I would have thought my first blog post on here, would be some of my writing, I've never had the want to post a blog here really, but still, wasted. Again though, I'm sure most agree you don't fuck with another person's S.O.

Fantasy, Final
When death comes over ones soul, the reapers cold, sharp, nails pierce ones wrist. Unable to resist his pull, they are forced to walk behind him, awaiting there judgment as to which side there soul will be taken to. If your life was peaceful and happy, then his grip will be released and the marks will vanish, allowing you safe passage into Shangri-La. If your life was full of hatred and pain causing, then you will be cast down into the pits of hell to endure a punishment you have never thought existed for your crimes.... But for a select few that escape his grasp and run away, the marks will never leave and they are to suffer a torture worse than Hell could ever provide. Life with no happyness. Sadness everywhere you go. Never to feel love of joy withen the heart ever again. This is a Final Fantasy.

After A Relationship: Three Steps To Recovery, And The Most Commonly Made Mistakes
After a relationship: Three steps to recovery, and the most commonly made mistakesAside: There are absolutely NO time limitations regarding these stages of recovery. The duration of the previous relationship, the level of emotional commitment, and the circumstances surrounding the ending of the relationship all contribute to the length of time required to move through each step. The first stage after a LTR break up is rather obvious, in my opinion. We are hurt, angry, and suddenly feeling incredibly lonely. It is usually this stage when most of us return to the dating scene, hoping to get back some sense of "togetherness" that seems to be constantly on our minds. We look for others to patch up the holes, so to speak...sometimes we even consider re-entering (or attempting to re-enter) our past relationship, simply because we convince ourselves that we miss that person, no matter how difficult the relationship really was. We plague ourselves with questions about what we could have done

Girlfriend Application
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Just When U Think Ur Imune To Them
..all i wanted was a fried , to have unti lthe very end , someone who'd hold my hand smile .. all i wanted was a kind smile all hug which lasted a while al i wated was some respect , but its so hard to find.. i wish i could go back in time .. jump in time machine .. and real be a lady and with gentleman , i barely feel like i belong here this world is so cold sometimes .. nothing can hide from the chill the many frowns the frowns .. which say your not from here .. are you .. so many questions .. it feels like an interrigation.. no im not a tourist , ive lived here quite a while no im in school .. no i dont really want to tell you my life story .. i just want to be me .. if only i could belong my heart feel so full of glee sometimes i think if only i wasn't me too much hate and not enough love it makes me want to jio the love up above .. barely someone willing to lift a hand its too big a job for just me .. why are pll so cruel .. i dont want to b

Tidal Waves And The Rescue
Dear Diary, I am moving to Wyoming in just 12 days! How exciting to be with the one you love and don't want to do this life without. To be held and loved like everyone deserves. I know the last month hasn't been all exciting and not a lot of happy times but the events have led up to me moving on and pushing forward. I will miss my friends in Ohio but my heart is in Wyoming and thats where I will be going. (h) Love and all the cuteness, Mindi

Is Fubar Real?
So the question i want to know from everyone is fubar reality based? So you meet someone on here, and they are long distace, well how far is someone willing to go, to make it a reality? And if you are in a relationship on fubar, what steps do you take to make sure that the other person isnt cheating? Is furab reality based?

It's Official
I HAVE NEVER HAD A BLOG BEFORE, BUT THIS IS AS A GOOD OF PLACE AS ANY TO VENT I GUESS.....WELL ITS OFFICIAL, I HAVE DESTROYED MY MARRIAGE......AND SENT MY HUSBAND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER WOMAN......SO THAT I COULD GET MY DAUGHTER BACK IN MY LIFE AND HAVE HER COME AND LIVE WITH ME......I ALSO DESTROYED MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY STEP DAUGHTER AND HER HUSBAND SO THAT MY BIOLOGICAL DAUGHTER WOULD COME AND LIVE WITH ME AGAIN.......BUT TONIGHT I FIND OUT THAT, SHE DOESNT HAVE ANY INTENTIONS OF COMING TO LIVE WITH ME AT ALL......THAT SHE IS GOING TO STAY WITH HER GRANDPARENTS.......AND THAT SHE WANTS ME TO PACK UP EVERYTHING AND MOVE BACK INTO MY PARENTS BASEMENT AND LIVE LIKE A FUCKING HERMIT AGAIN......STAY COUPED UP IN THE BASEMENT AND NOT DOING ANYTHING OR SEEING ANYONE AND NOT HAVING ANY COMMUNICATION WITH THE OUTSIDE WORLD EXCEPT FOR MY PARENTS AND MY DAUGHTER........HAVING NOTHING.......SO HERE I HAVE GONE AND DONE EXACTLY WHAT SHE HAS ASKED AND I HAVE DESTROYED EVERYTHING.........SO TH

A Fubar Encounter
I met a man on Fubar. He was just some guy that said I was cute and that he wanted to me. Most women on these sites get messages like that. It’s not that most men think they will actually get lucky. It’s more to put a person with the pictures they are looking at. I usually ignore these messages but this one intrigued me. I looked at his pictures, found a very good-looking man in his early 20s with a washboard stomach, and covered in tats. Damn he was cute. I thought that there was no way this guy would be interested in a woman a third of his age older than him. I guess I was wrong. After a very brief conversation, we decided to meet at a local wal-mart. I picked him up and took him to a park I knew about. After talking to him for a moment, I realized that we had nothing in common. Nothing but an interest in having a sexual encounter with a complete stranger. We went for a short walk through the park where we ended up and then went back the car. He pulled my seat back an

Forsed To Rate 10's
It pretty fucked up how this site will not allow you to use the numbers 1 through 8 on people but will allow you to use 9, 10 & 11. how fucking stupid is this?...VERY FUCKING STUPID!!!...why not just erase 1 through 8 & have visible clicks of 9 through 11. why is rating someone low considered down rating?...I rate 9s some to. I never rate 10's because no one on this site is perfect. so from now on i win NOT! rate at all. i refuse to let this site control my rates.

Java On Youtube - Givin Mad Props To Da Man
There is a wonderful and talented guy on here that goes by the name of Vito The Crumb :) He has generously used his time to create two videos of yours truly and they are awesome. I am very appreciative and extremely flattered he could look at my pics and not fall asleep from boredom for that long hahaha so I want to give MAD PROPS to him. And if you like the vids, he has made many more and you can find them on youtube. He is very talented and is for hire if you or anyone else you know are interested in your own vid. He charges mill fubucks or a boomerang, measly price for the time it takes if you ask me!! And if you are reading this, I do hope you go and at least visit his page and give him some MAD LOVE and say hello. Vito The Crumb@ fubar The links to the vids he made me are as follows. I love them both but the first is def my fav :) If you have a youtube account please comment his work :) ROCK ON http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovMK1UV_Rfw http://www.youtube.co

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The Hunt
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Women Are Ignorant
Why do the majority of women have to act like horses asses?...i left a Status & this GIRL come up on me hating on me lol. I know most men are ass kissers & take girls side even when the female is PROVEN wrong. heres what some stupid fucking cunt sucking bitch posted in my shout. 6:04pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: ewwwwwwww well you wont get far in here being an ass lol6:05pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: nice stats downrater lol6:05pmreplyMiLiTaRy B...: and your 1 n now blocked Don't worry, i blocked her sorry ass back lol

Salutes
OK..I will be doing salutes this week! If u r US Military & want a salute from me let me know! I will do one nsfw & one sfw! If u r a friend & just want one I will do u a sfw one unless we talk about something else! Just message me or leave a comment here letting me know u want one! I will also be doing nsfw salutes 4 all of my crushes as well! Thanks, SexyBiChris =)

Tears Of The True
tears of the trueif i told what i felt and it were true. with my only intentionsset on you and i tell you when i need you. and you tell me that your feelins no longer confused your heart. trust me, to love you and show me you are true, believe in me when i say i care bout you and my heartand time stoped the moment you walked through my door cuz you make me happy and you make me smile, then i look into your angel eyesand i wonder how wel this'll work. jus for a moment or last forever. the sweet taste of your lips laced with the touch of your skin. would take me to heaven. and i swear ill gaurd with every breath of my life. u r my hidden treasure. trust me, to love you and show me you are true, believe in me when i say i care bout you and my heartand time stoped the moment you walked through my door cuz you make me happy and you make me smile, then i look into your angel eyestell me its for real and your really true. believe me when i say im the saint to love and protect you.

Reason, Season, And Lifetime
When somebody comes into your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason that you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part, or at an inconvenient time, this person will do or say something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, and their work is done. The prayer you have sent up has been answered and it's time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amoun

Poem
His eyes dull, his heart so full of hate and resentment. His laughter but a memory.Her heart so full oof love, her eyes only for him.He has gone away and she is perpared not to lose him.He is her everything, her one true love.He loves her but cant show whats inside, he cant show what he says hes never felt untill he met her.Her heart crys out to feel his love, but how can she reach what he will not show.He wants to show her how he feels, but finaly it comes to him, to say knowing he loves her isnt enough he will find away to say what inside. He silently thinks to him self today is the day i will open my self, and trust her not to break my heart this time.So he hopes his heart is enough and prays she loves him enough she dosent break. She takes his heart and vowes to keep it safe, to show she loves him through and through.

The Keirsey Temperament Test
This is an actual psychologically founded personality test. Employers sometimes may use this test to decide what they want their employees to be doing. There are in-depth analyses of personality types, but that costs money. You might still be surprised at how accurate the free basic description is. Check it out here: http://www.keirsey.com/sorter/instruments2.aspx?partid=0 Warning, you might want to set aside about 10 or 20 minutes for this test. My report: Guardians are the cornerstone of society, for they are the temperament given to serving and preserving our most important social institutions. Guardians have natural talent in managing goods and services--from supervision to maintenance and supply -- and they use all their skills to keep things running smoothly in their families, communities, schools, churches, hospitals, and businesses. Guardians can have a lot of fun with their friends, but they are quite serious about their duties and responsibilities. Guardians t

Love Poemsi Dream About You Constantly So Restless Because My Mind Focuses More On You Than On Me Even The Most Dissonant Memories Create The Largest
I dream about you constantlySo restless because my mind focuses more on you than on meEven the most dissonant memoriesCreate the largest smiles and vivid emotions in meI sound foolish to think this is soTo feel this misery when you aren't hereTo this feel pain that has developed in my heartThis longing for youand to have you nearI miss that spot in the bed where you used to beYour eyes staring at me as I sleepI remember the feeling of your tender fingerscaressing me through the nightThe gentleness of your lipsthe color of your skin in the moonlightI am foolish for gripping these sheets too tightlyYearning for you to hold meto see your eyes shine brightlyCome home and unlock my treasure chestTo which only you hold the keyI miss you, mi amorYou always were and still are my everything love Is it wrong to love you if you’re so far away?To wish to hold you and ask if you’re okay?When I call and you’re not there, it hurts,Day after day I picture your beautiful face,and feel

Just Venting A Little
Wow, it sure has been awhile since I have wrote on here. I am sitting here bored and I have a lot on my chest so I am guessing this is a good time to maybe get it all out and maybe some of you all will leave comments to tell me if IM right or wrong for acting the way I have been lately. I promise not to make this too long! Sometime in June of this year I decided to move out of my father's house and move in with the boyfriend that I have been with a little over two years now. I felt bad for his brother and him because they help take care of their mother and uncle. Carlton and Chris' father passed away in November of 2009. Their mom pays $500 of the rent and that is all that she pays. The rest of her money she blows at bingo. It's ridiculous really. I wish I could stay home all day and just go to bingo and spend about $30 a night and go 5 nights a week. I mean you do the math on that. Sometimes she spends even more than that. Oh, and the uncle doesn't pay a friggin dime towar

Here Is The Fucking Deal....
Don't like me? I don't care. Don't want to talk? I don't care. Think I'm a bitch? I am. I don't put up with bullshit. I've experienced it too much in my young life to deal with it on a fucking website. Delete me, de-fan me, do whatever the hell you want to do because it will not phase me in the least bit. If I don't talk to you, it is because I do not want to. Get over it. There is no rule on Fubar that says I must talk to everyone who talks to me. Get real. I am who I am and I will not change for any of you. If you want to be my friend, a real friend - not just a number on your page - then OK, but don't be surprised if I tell you to fuck off if you treat me wrong. For all those that I am just a number, I don't care, but don't try and pretend like it is anything more then that. That is all. Fuckers.

Few Words
Just want to get somethings out in the open. Yes i know that I bitch and complain. I can't help it. just want to everyone know that. I think that we all do it some point in time. I don't care if you read this or not, comment it or not. Its all up to you. But how about some of you be in my place be Gone for 11 months. I know for my friends that are in the Military it is hard. But for the people that ain't. Love me or hate me. can't do them both. I'm doing all what I can do to get things done. So that I can come Back home, and be able to travel back and forth with out having any problems. I am a son of two nations. If y'all don't like that, it ain't my fault. So if you don't like it I'm sorry

Comment To Mumm - Religious Debate▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Religious Debate▬●ΑΘΕΟΣhttp://fubar.com/blog/15189/1127148 There really is no debate with Christians. With the right arguments, they can be shut down with that look of a deer in headlights in less than 5 min. Many popular atheists today, such as Richard Dawkins, have taken their arguments in books and live debates in the wrong direction. Althought these books are great, I own them, but they do little to give Christians an ego check. I could probably debate those same Christians just with the Bible. I can debunk Creation in 2 pages, prove God does not exist in 3 and debunk Christianity and the Bible in 6. The last one is here, http://fubar.com/blog/290783/1124595I will post the first two. The last one shuts Christians down like a huge wrench in their gears with an attached bomb on it. There is also a couple blogs on how America is NOT a Christian Nation and how Jesus is not the reason for Christmas and Easter.The short of it is God was res

Another Day
another day spent in bed another day wondering what happen another day worried another day stressed another day holding back tears another day it hurts to live another day a worthless day another day your not next to me another day im forced to see another day i dont want to see another day of being ignoed another day of all the pain another day to remember another day to live another day to regret another day to dwell on the past another day that just wont stop another day that just wont go away another day you left me to remain another day i spend thinking about what you did to me, you sick bastard

Sound Of Madness
Yeah, I get it, You're an outcast. Always under attack. Always coming in last, Bringing up the past. No one owes you anything. I think you need a shotgun blast, A kick in the ass, So paranoid. . . Watch your back!! Oh my, here we go... Another lose cannon gone bi-polar Slipped down, couldn't get much lower. Quicksand's got no sense of humor. I'm still laughing like hell. You think that by crying to me Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by a social disease. Well, then take your medicine. I created the Sound of Madness. Wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, To explain, That the darkest hour never comes in the night.

Welcome
You may be wondering what this is. You may be wondering why I made it. Have no fear. I've come up with a way to dumb-down even the simplest tasks on Fubar, so you will have no problems spamming people with your bomb link, getting your salute approved, as well as other mundane tasks. Let me be your guide. For any concerns you have about how Fubar works, you best stop is the following:The Fubar help section, which can be found here. The Fubar Bible, for all of your simple questions, such as "What is all this Angel/Demon business?" can be found here.The Fubar support lounge, for instant help, can be found here. If you want to learn out to point-whore, I suggest you enroll in Pedro's Point Whore Academy, also known as PPWA. This can be found here. Granted, you will have to befriend him first to know those secrets. If you want to hear about some of the going-ons on Fubar, try JohnnyDevil. I hear he tells people I'm nice though, so don't trust him too much. His blog can be found here, he

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Sunday Afternoons Get To Me The Most
It's always so quiet on Sunday afternoons around my house. My boys are off at their dad's and I have nothing to do until 5 p.m. Gives me too much time to think. I went out last night by myself. It's the first time I've been out in quite a while, but I had a wonderful time. Met a gentleman looking for a bass player and he was even kind enough to buy me a couple of shots, too. Ok, yeah, I know - he wasn't just interested in my playing ability! And that was actually kind of nice - to have a little attention from a guy. In real life. Unfortunately, it also made me realize just how much I miss human interaction. My last relationship was so f'ed up that it's made me very nervous about even trying to date. It doesn't help that I did make an attempt at dating someone recently and he ended up moving in with a woman that I once considered my best friend. Yeah,.... that sucked pretty bad. So here I am, on this website where the Gods only know what's real and what's fake. I've had s

What Goes On In Computers?
I SO wish I could take credit for this! Internal Debate by Streeter Seidell April 09, 2008 Computer:Monitor, display this document, ok?Monitor: No prob, boss. Computer: OK, now it looks like Mouse is moving around so, Monitor, will you move the pointer icon accordingly?Monitor: Anything you ask, boss.Computer: Great, great. OK, Mouse, where are you going now?Mouse: Over to the icon panel, sir. Computer: Hmm, Let me know if he clicks anything, OK?Mouse: Of course. Keyboard: Sir, he's pressed control and P simultaneously. Monitor: Oh God, here we go. Computer: *sighs* Printer, are you there?Printer: No.Computer: Please, Printer. I know you're there. Printer: NO! I'm not here! Leave me alone!Computer: Jesus. OK look, you really ne...Mouse: Sir, he's clicked on the printer icon. Computer: Printer, now you have to print it twice. Printer: NO! NO! NO! I don't want to! I hate you! I hate printing! I'm turning off! Computer: Printer, you know you can't turn yourself off. Just print th

Time
What if time stopped, Would we stay young. Or if time moved faster, Would we age as rapid as A hummingbird beating its wings. Time for fun and play, And to work with clay. Time to work, Time to rest, Time to be the best. What if time is controlled by man, Will it be sacred, Or will be oblivious, We all have time to decide, So choose carefully in the mean time.

Haikus Light And Dark
Dark times If I face defeat, The night will grow as blood flow My strength will be gone. Fire on a blue lake, Home of evil and sad souls, All emotion lost. Bright times I now see the light, My passion and heart grow strong, An angel I love. Only one angel Of many brings me pure light, We finally meet. Fire and light will join To bring peace to our sad hearts, Our joined hands will heal. When I did meet you, Fall became spring as light shines Across great beauty. I will protect you, no godly force can stop me, I will help heal you.

Eternal Fire
Love, passion, hate Grows abundant and burns fast, Infinite time it will last. Spark into fire, Fire into blaze, Stages for one eternal phase. If I die, The Phoenix will continue to fly. If I live, The Phoenix will continue to grow. The eternal blaze, It gives me purpose, It gives me life.

Confined Spirit
A mellow and melancholy shell, Am I friend or foe, Am I protector or destroyer, Am I good or evil, I don’t know. Full of love and compassion, I am strong. Full of rage and hate, I become stronger. In a cage my spirit waits Feeding and growing, My heart and eyes hold the key that will release, A raging merciful beast, When the time is right. The beastly spirit takes control When a threat appears, Then the bell will toll And I become the bigger threat. Women and children must not be harmed, Or men who harm the precious will need an alarm. My confined spirit awaits in time, Time for release. With passion, love, hate, and rage, All threat will seem lifeless like a dead sage, After my spirit’s wrath turns the page. A spirit in a cage Rests to protect, Feeds on emotion, Grows on rage. With this beast within I will be done in, Others will be short of a protector, I wouldn’t be whole. Without the cage and key I have

Alive
This heart and soul is mine, even if I am dead They still belong to me they make me who I am My heart and soul is strong and They will never change for anyone or anything I have been stabbed In the heart, in the back, and everywhere it hurts My wounds still open, No needle and thread or any band-aid can fix I am still alive I have been beaten and abandoned by those I love, But I have found my way to a life that wants me I am still alive I was dead but my sole never left so I got another chance, To make a difference Nothing keeps me down on the ground When I fall, I get back up I am alive

How To Tell If You Are Cheating
How can you tell if you are cheating? That’s the question posed by Guilia Simolo in AskMen.com. My first thought well if I’m having sex with another woman then that’s cheating. That’s easy to figure out. But, Guilia says there is more to cheating then the physical contact. And it has to do with your computer and other factors. See if you agree with her http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,599862,00.html BlastFM doesn’t cheat on the music streamed to you. You get it all 24/7. Get your foot stomping and your head moving to the beat right here www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Sincerest Sympathies
I have only the sincerest sympathies, to those of you that have lost and not gained, never found happiness without having wept, who's stories aren't told, forgotten and pained. I too know pain, and it's seductive embrace, to fall into a lifeless rut, trying to forget her face, but even though you feel alone in a hatefull life, I'm here for you, so you can drop your knife. I have only the sincerest sympathies, for every time you've loved and been cast aside, sifting through clothes they left and you kept, you who's a stranger, for in no one can you confide. I know nothing of hardship or feeling hate, I've lived a sheltered life, all I do is wait, but I do know the cold comfort of depression, I may not be a priest, but I will hear your confession. I have only the sincerest sympathies, because what else can one feel but pity? I know, because in the buisness of misery, I am adept, the only defense we have is to be sarcastic and witty. I know your pain and

Religious Debate▬●ΑΘΕΟΣ
Blogging Buffoon Activated This all started when I originally commented on a youtube video entitledMy Dad says I’m going to hellLINK This is a debate with a Christian that stemmed from another debate I had with a Christian.I will say that cheecker121 and I came to a mutual understand, and she was very cool about accepting others. Then 777bosstown answered me and … well this is where the debateThis debate has been going on for now..for weeks...I am waxxjf in this exchange.Nothing has been changed EXCEPT sometimes it took two or more comments and I just made each of them into one comment so it would be easier to read rather than seeing waxxjf said 3x in a row.It did towards the end turn into a mixture of religion and politics..*this debate isn't over* the last reply is just a few hours old..so when he answers I will update*... he is a big conservative fox news supporter given the comments I saw him write on other youtube videos..I wasn't going to post this here, since ma

What Will It Take
"What Will It Take"I have lost friends I have lost loversWhat will it take to never hurt anotherMy life has become numbMy Life has become dimWhat will it take to never hurt againThe times have became hardThe times have become ferceWhat will it take to stop these tearsI have hurt my familyI have hurt my motherWhat will it take to mend the othersGrieve has overwhelmed me Grieve has overwhelmed friendsWhat will it take to make them endCrying wont make the hurt go Crying wont make the hurt changeWhat will it take to turn the pageI feel like my life is overI feel like my life should endWhat will it take to make this happenWill it be a razorWill it be a gunWhat will it take to make this turnI dont want this to happenI dont want this to solveWhat will it take to make this dissolveIt hurts so bad insideIt hurts so bad outsideWhat will it take to make me desideWhat ever it is I hope it comes soonI dont know if I will see another moonI dont know how long I can fakeI just want to know what will i

Fire And Brimstone
"Fire and Brimstone"The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels I have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what I feel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melts from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to say I am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

Down And Depressed!!
Why it is guys have to lie about being in a relationship?They claim that they are single when actually they are with someone.I am so confused!!That's why I said most guys are jerks!!I swear i am going to become a complete leisbain.I can't find a guy that is worth a damn.I have my kids,that's all I need.I thought this guy actually was with me and actually loved me,I guess I was wrong.He wants to go "out" with other women but he still wants me.I am so damn confused.I am not supposed to have guys phone numbers in my phone and I am not supposed to talk to guys on the pc,talk on the phone or text.But he has other womens phone numbers in his phone and he talks to other women on the phone,pc,and texts them.WTF!!!!!It just pisses me off.When I mention something about it,he gets pisses and starts with his mouth.He says that I am just jealous.Am I??Am I just over reacting??I don't know.I am so flippin confused!I do still love him but I don't think the feelings are muatual.He calls me his girlfri

When You Are Alone
Its Sunday.I am in my new home.Its been two weeks now.Still haven't settled in yet.Still have my clothes in my car and it is starting to put off fumes.I also need to go to the dump!(lol).When you are alone everything comes to visit you in the mind.Old friends,past events.....past regrets.....the could of would of should of.Now I am dealing with the fact that people who are close to me are trying to get into my mind to see where I am at.So I have fortified my newly made walls to keep them out.They will be torn down one day by the one who knows what tools to use.But for now there is nothing that can get in for I am protecting what is behind them for it is full of beauty and depth.I got to see my boys yesterday for the first time in two weeks and even though we had fun I can see there pain and concern.I am just hoping now that they will one day come to the conclusion that what I did I did for myself and them also.Whenever you hide from your true self you get lost.Now thru the quietness of

Pain
Sometimes things in life just hurt. No matter how much you try to put them into perspective they just do and there are no words to explain why. What's worse is giving your heart to someone that simply can't give theirs back to you. You try to reason in your mind but the heart has a mind of it's own. You can't fault them for the way they feel because they have reasons of their own but there comes a point in time where you have to begin to think selfishly about your own heart. What makes it worse is when that person you finally give your heart to is also your best friend. You don't want to push too hard and lose that love because you also stand the chance of losing that bond of friendship. But when the love is one sided I guess sometimes you have to gamble. You then stand at a crossroads because you know this is all you will ever be but try telling that to someone's heart. You can try and turn a blind eye to what you see but it's always there in the back of your mind...sending you littl

What Color Pen Are You?
You Are a Black Pen You are personally conservative and adverse to taking risks. You prefer to do things the conventional way. Of course you have your own personal flair, but you tend to keep it under wraps. You're very professional. You are very concerned about your own image, and you like to be as polished as possible. You have always been quite mature for your age. You grew up quickly and embraced adulthood early. What Color Pen Are You? Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Do You Live Out Loud?
You Live Quietly You like to keep a low profile. You prefer to blend in with the crowd whenever possible. You aren't ashamed of who you are - you just don't need to be showered with attention and adoration. You love yourself, and that's all that matters. You feel best when you're working behind the scenes. You are wise, reliable, and loyal. People who take the time to know you truly appreciate you. Do You Live Out Loud? Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

Daddy It Hurts !!!!!!
DADDY it HURTS !! My name is Christopher ,I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called ,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,>From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy co

Daddy It Hurts!
DADDY it HURTS !! My name is Christopher ,I am three,My eyes are swollen..I cannot see.I must be stupid,I must be bad,What else could have made,My daddy so mad?I wish I were better,I wish I weren't ugly,Then maybe my mommy,Would still want to hug me.I can't do a wrong,I can't speak at all,Or else I'm locked up,All day long.When I'm awake,I'm all alone,The house is dark,My folks aren't home.When my mommy does come home,I'll try and be nice,So maybe I'll just get,One whipping tonight.I just heard a car,My daddy is back,From Charlie's barI hear him curse,My name is called ,I press myself,Against the wall.I try to hide,>From his evil eyes,I'm so afraid now,I'm starting to cry.He finds me weeping,Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault,He suffers at work.He slaps and hits me,And yells at me more,I finally get free,And run to the door.He's already locked it,And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me,Against the hard wall.I fall to the floor,With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy co

Block Your God!
So, I stumbled on this. It's a very one-sided view of religious propaganda. I'll just post what is written directly from the site and go from there. However, some of you may be interested in the program itself. Link will follow. Directly from the homepage of Godblock: GodBlock is a web filter that blocks religious content. It is targeted at parents and schools who wish to protect their kids from the often violent, sexual, and psychologically harmful material in many holy texts, and from being indoctrinated into any religion before they are of the age to make such decisions. When installed properly, GodBlock will test each page that your child visits before it is loaded, looking for passages from holy texts, names of religious figures, and other signs of religious propaganda. If none are found, then your child is allowed to browse freely. Okay, see. This first sentence starts out perfectly acceptable. But then we go to " the often violent, sexual, and psychologically harmful ma

Lmfao :p
My Chat Online Buddies (50+)Clear HistoryPop Out 2:40am reply misterak20: hello, i have to admit... you have a submissive appearance to me. you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar arround her neck instead of a necklace... am i right with that thoughts about you're personality? 2:42am more To misterak20: umm.. no. i wear the pants in my relationships.. my lovers get on their knees && suck my dick.. not the other way around. the only collars around me are the ones at the other end of the leash wrapped around my knuckles Damn, I wish I had screenshot!! I cannot stop laughing >.< lmfao :)) xoxo ~Fyre~

Get Nekkid!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

"pigs (three Different Ones)"
Big man, pig man, ha ha, charade you areYou well heeled big wheel, ha ha, charade you areAnd when your hand is on your heartYou're nearly a good laughAlmost a jokerWith your head down in the pig binSaying "keep on digging"Pig stain on your fat chinWhat do you hope to find?When you're down in the pig mineYou're nearly a laughYou're nearly a laughBut you're really a cry.Bus stop rat bag, ha ha, charade you areYou fucked up old hag, ha ha, charade you areYou radiate cold shafts of broken glassYou're nearly a good laughAlmost worth a quick grinYou like the feel of steelYou're hot stuff with a hat pinAnd good fun with a hand gunYou're nearly a laughYou're nearly a laughBut you're really a cry.Hey you Whitehouse, ha ha, charade you areYou house proud town mouse, ha ha, charade you areYou're trying to keep our feelings off the streetYou're nearly a real treatAll tight lips and cold feetAnd do you feel abused?.....!.....!.....!.....!You gotta stem the evil tideAnd keep it all on the insideMary

Inside
Let me tasteLet me feelI need to know what you keep insideNo need to speakJust let it beCarry out this wish for me let nothing interfereRise to submissionI'm still beneath in the soilDiscard your clothesLet loose you hairWe're intertwined forever and have always beenSay the wordAnd I'll departUpon your lips dwells nothing but the meaning of my causeAnd so comes the darkVibrant as ever beforeFlowers already witheredIn this endless winter of soulsOutside in the parkThe days move alongAnd nothing ever changesThey have nothing on usAnd we've always knewThat nothing ever changesRise to submissionI'm still beneath in the soilThis is ours aloneFeeding of the warmthLured out from insideDepending on the life bloodSilentlyWhisperingMove in me and set me free

Finding Someone
DON'T YOU WISH YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE THAT LOVES YOU SO MUCH!! THAT THEY CAN'T IMAGINGE THEIR LIFE WITHOUT YOU. ONE WHO IS WILLING TO GIVE UP BEING A PLAYER, AND WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF THEIR LIFE WITH YOU. THINK ABOUT YOU ALL DAY AND CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THEY SEE U OR EVEN TALK TO YOU ON THE PHONE. THE ONE PERSON WHO WILL LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALY NO MATTER WHAT WITH ALL UR GOOD PARTS AND FLAWS. THE ONE PERSON WHO MAKES FEEL U SPECIAL. THE ONE THAT WILL BE THERE NO MATTER WHAT. THE ONE PERSON YOU WANT TO GIVE UR HEART AND SOUL TO BECAUSE THEY LOVE U UNCONDITIONALY. THE ONE YOU WANT TO MARRY AND START A LIFE WITH.

[surprise!]
...bend over.Been a scooch busy this weekend moving my crazy granny aroundand watching really crap movies on cable.on the upshotuhuuuuhuuuuuuuuuuuhThe other day I was playing Fallout 3.I shot a ghoul (feral radiation infected zombie) and looted his corpse and found a teddy bear on his corpseI thought to myselfwhy would a hissing, snarling, dried out inhuman husk ....I teared up a little.It was bad enough blowing megaton straight to hell for a fist full of dollars and a snifter of brandy.This...was this just survival?I pulled the trigger.I splattered his face and dirty, pointy teeth all over the wallreloadedcrouched downand picked his meager rags of all valuablesonly to discover he only had the one...The bear would've barely covered the cost of the shotgun shell. Commodities and sentiment have no place in the wastes. Carry food, carry water, carry chems, carry armor, carry guns, carry bulletscarry a knife when (not if) you have none of the others.I picked it up and took it home, picked

I Will Let This Angel Fall
as i sit hereand try to dry the tearsi am once again remindedof all the little fearsi feel my strength fadeinga little more each daypraying for the peaceto find me some wayi close my eyesbut no dreams to seenothing but darknessis in front of meyou ask how i ami will tell you just finebecause this pain i carrywill last beyond timei will wear a smilefor all to seewishing just onewould really look at memy soul is dyinggrows colder every dayGod please help memake the hurt go awayi drop to my kneesand surrender it alli will walk in the shadowsi will let this angel fall......... lostprincezz

Girls
GIRLS ARE LIKE APPLES ON TREES. THE BEST ONES ARE AT THE TOP OF THE TREE. THE BOY'S DON'T WANT TO REACH FOR THE GOOD ONES BECAUSE THEY'RE AFRAID OF FALLING AND GETTING HURT. INSTEAD, THEY JUST GET THE ROTTEN APPLES FROM THE GROUND THAT AREN'T AS GOOD, BUT EASY. SO&

Burning Hills And Bold Fortunes
Our daughter Sarah: How much money does it cost to have kids? Our son Jeffrey: Fifty-five bucks! My wife Martha (sotto voce): Yeah, for two minutes! That’s been my status on Facebook since we got back from Medora, our state’s top tourist attraction (www.medora.com), early Thursday morning. I’m not sure what led to this exchange on our four hour and cross-one-time-zone drive there, but it was so funny and striking that Martha asked me if I’d write this down, since I “keep track of all the cute things”. I don’t know about that, but the thought occurred to me before work this morning when Martha, Mary, the kids and I took advantage of ReStore’s third-Saturday-of-every-month bag sale to pick up new clothes for the kids and for them. I didn’t think of asking for any, so I didn’t get any – but since I pray every day that I won’t be the uncaring monster my wife and kids think I am, that’s a fair tradeoff. Or at

Ghost Of Me
I have came a long way since my childhood. I have been beaten and bursed for no reason but I managed to keep myself together somewhat. Right after I turned 16 everything went down hill. Thats when I started cutting and pill popping. These habbits brought somewhat comfort but never did fiix anything. I was taken from my home at the age of 16 also because of a long story. I attempts suicide several times after that. I almost completed my goal but someone found me in enough time to save me. I was just about gone on my own sleeping med. I managed to pull myself together enough to be placed with my father. Around christmas I tried once again to commit suicide because fighting ewas getting bad and I was always alone. My friends knew what I was planning the whole time and didnt say anything. My mother called and she noticed I was talking wrong and picked me up. After I while I left her due to abuse once again. I dont pill pop or cut anymore

Need Song Mash-ups?
Okay, so I found this little jewel and it makes me happy. There's a lot of songs out there. A lot of them can be put together with the right... stuff. This site has mixed songs - a TON of them! Best part it. THEY ARE FREE!!!!! on the first page, just scroll down and find the mash-up you want. Right click to download for most of them. I'll post some video examples of songs in the comments. http://partyben.com/downloads/ The Mayberry single ladies one is one of my faves lol (Y)

Leveling Up
Do you ever notice that on most places, and some games you have to meet requirements?? What ever happened to the simple hard work, and finish your quest, and *FFVII level up theme* ! You've leveled up. Somehow I think that these moronic places that advertise your mind, tell you in small subtleties, that you have to buy, rent, lease, or add more and more unknown people you'll never actually meet or talk to the ret of your existence, just so you can level up in a fake place for fake fame that no one but your self-centered simple minded ego might enjoy for five minutes. Why can't they just let you enjoy something that says it's "free" for actual free!!?? So I myself play along for the ride for the sake of being able to do a bit of that something, but after the first two minutes of not being able to do anything after being lured in for "free" this and that, I say fuck this, and simply leave and go do something more constructive for actual free. Like a simple walk in the park, throwing rock

Over The Attention Seekers...silly Asses
Attention Whore Tactics are as follows...do any of you know these people... camwhores comment whores drama queens prostatots Attention Whores come in all sizes, colors and creeds. In order to obtain their necessary daily dosage of attention, Attention Whores will employ variety of tactics. Common examples include: Turning an internet wide joke into a serious business protest because of minimal mention from media sources, Telling outrageous, usually untruthful stories about things which they claim happened to them. These stories may include incidents in which they were almost raped, most times by a close family member or friend; claiming that they have been (or are being) stalked; claiming that they were shot in the spleen, et cetera. Uploading copious amounts of pictures of themselves at various angles. Claiming to be bisexual. Using a tripcode. Posting poetry which alludes to their "dark and mysterious" past. Tricking guys into the Friend Zone. Making YouTub

T Babii
Her kiss itself could be a dream,Something only possible in my sleep.She could run through my mind,And into my heart so deep.Will she forever be a dream,Or someday come true.To touch her lips just once,Mine will long to do.A beauty like her is a dream,And I would sleep all my days.Just to keep her in my sleep,And hopefully forever she would stay.

Just 'cuz
Since there are no SFW mumms to stalk people into, and the primary source of my bartab feed is negative photo comments, I figured I'd do a blog in hopes that some of my friends would come hang out and be fun. Talk amongst yourselves. :) (not that I don't enjoy some well-placed shaming of disgusting pics, but I REALLY need to have some *positive* stuff to read)

Ratings
OK Where to start with this. Well I first signed up on FUBAR in December 2008 and poked around and left. In June 2010 I decided to give FUBAR another chance. As i leveled and was checking out profiles i was starting to notice a common theme. No one ever rated any one under a 10 unless they had drama going on with the other person. But I was also noticing other thing men and women on FUBAR who had a high average but in reality wouldn't and as you went threw their photo or read their profiles they were selling their nsfw photos for bling or credits or FuBucks, or they would just post them for friends to see or for any one who wanted to look. I started to ponder and think about this and one night i was watching Penn and Teller's show Bull Sh*t. And it just happened to be about self esteem. A little light when on in my head i figured out why this was happening on FUBAR. People on FUBAR had become a costumed to the 10 and 11 rates and the rating system lost what it stood for. I am rat

What Flavor Bubble Tea Are You?
You Are Coffee Bubble Tea You are a delightful contradiction. You're always trying to have the best of both worlds! You defy convention and expectations. You do things your way just because you can. You are energetic and unapologetically enthusiastic. You always have something to be hyper about. You go nonstop until you crash. You're pretty good at wearing yourself out. What Flavor Bubble Tea Are You? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

Puppies & Chaos
PUPPIES & CHAOS My puppy ate my favorite boots My fault for leaving them out I am angry at the loss of my boots My puppy does what puppies do So why am I angry at my puppy? He's all cute & shit What does he have to do with it? I just see my torn up boots Showing me That I didn't put my boots away From those cute little teeth My anger is me

Help This School Please!
I don't like to do this usually, , but Kohls is sponsoring a contest where they are giving money to schools. Top prize, I believe, is $500k. Everyone can vote up to 5 times for up to 4 schools. Please go vote for yours, and for Great Lakes Academy, in Plano, Texas. If they win, it will help learning-different kids in the the area get the technology and . If you have a Facebook account, login and go to #mce_temp_url#. Click Allow access. Then you can look up the schools you want to support for the contest. If you don't have an account on Facebook, and don't want to create one (though it IS free) then please share this blog. I can't really offer anything other than my great thanks. Unless you need a shitfacing! Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx UPDATE: The link for GLA is: http://www.facebook.com/l.php?u=http%3A%2F%2Fkck.contextoptional.com%2Fkck%2Fschool%2F1292201%2Fgreat-lakes-academy&h=faedd

Lounge Rules
1. Respect all members and staff of the lounge. 2. Welcome all new members to the lounge 3. Provide a friendly internment for all 4. ABSOLUTELY NO DRAMA!!!! ( if you have drama take it to the shout box or yahoo) more lounge rules will be posted if I feel the need to do so please invite your friends and have fun

Hairy Lips.
I did something incredibly stupid today. I think I have a hairy upper lip, the beautician says no and that it is hardly noticeable. It is too fine for electrolysis so she won't do anything about it. I guess she's right but it doesn't stop me from wanting to get rid of it. Anyway, I nair it. But today I manage to get some cream on my bottom lip (I mean on the lip itself) and I didn't even notice it until I came to remove the cream and I took my lip with it. It is still stinging.

Fucking Sick And Tired
So went to the dentist this morning to have my lone wisdom tooth pulled. Yeah, that didn't happen. Apparently, my dentist is more comfortable with the oral surgeon removing it in case of any complications. That's fine. I'm not upset about that. I would rather him be honest and say he didn't feel comfortable with doing it. I'm pissed over the fact that yet another decision was made about my mouth and no one felt it important to contact me. Hello. My mouth?! So now I have to talk to the dumb bitch at the surgeon's office, make an appointment for after I get back from vacation and take the day off work since they don't have decent hours. Which means now surgery won't be until March and I get to be in braces longer. I've had it!

Who's Kidding Whom, Mr Obama?
Who's Kidding Whom, Mr Obama? Hal Lindsey Questions most Christians have as to whether President Obama is really a Christian as he claims seem to be resolving themselves. Recently, Mr Obama publicly announced that his destiny is not dependent on a "personal salvation" but rather a "group salvation." It depends on what he does for the greater good of the masses. This is classic Marxist type thinking, not Christian. Marxism teaches that the rights of the group supersede the rights of the individual and that the end justifies the means. It is really a humanistic kind of "bloodless" salvation by human works. On the other hand, the Bible teaches that eternal salvation is entirely personal. We can only be saved by a personal decision of faith to receive the pardon for sins that the LORD Jesus Christ died in our place to purchase for us. The Bible teaches, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, les

Horny Men And Honesty, Never The Twain Shall Meet.
It's one of those days when I have nothing better to do so you're fuckin' stuck with me. I am totally not sure what this fuBar thing is supposed to be here for. It is a community of people more in tune with my world than, say, disney.com or Face-everybody-is-so-silly-book. Some of the folks here are all involved and shit. They have time, I guess, like people on Facebook play those dorky games like the Mafia shit or the totally weird farm thing. Odd. But Fubar also seems like one of those predator kind of places where horny people look for screws and lonely women hope they'll find Mr. Right. What really fucking befuddles and amuses me, in a sad sort of way, is how predatory and totally dumbass men troll women's pages and dump 11's and make assinine comments like "you're beautiful" and "you're hot" and shit like that when it's a total fucking lie. No, really, I am not insulting the women but ragging on the men for being such cads and dickheads. Jeezus, a woman knows a fuzzy, po

Eat More Eggs They're Good For You
I love eating eggs. It is a crying shame that the US government is trying to destroy the egg business here. It’s another typical non-crisis issue perpetrated by those who hate business. One of those haters is the defense of animals (ida). These whacko’s are no different then peta. They might even be connected. These people claim animals are kept in squalor conditions and nothing can be further from the truth. Animal husbandry does what they must to keep their investment alive and in good condition. When they lose an animal that means they lose an asset. No one that I know of wants to lose something of value. http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,599944,00.html BlastFM is in to win! When you listen you win too. Click it www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

How I Feel Today, August 19, 2010.
How I feel today, August 19, 2010. I felt more depressed his morning for I had slept until 11:34am. This is usual for me, since I would normally be up by 9:00am the latest. I found out yesterday, while online that two people who graduated with me had passed away with cancer. This made me sad and mad at the same time. Sad for the loss of two of my classmates and mad because of my ex and my children denying me access to the internet to stay in touch with my world in MA. I am feeling a little better now because my ex mother-in-law brought me a TV dinner for lunch. I am still waiting for the mail to be delivered since it is 1:14pm and still no mail! I am listening to classical music on PBS on the radio, this sooths my soul and is quiet and peaceful enough to think! My ex mother-in-law wants to move back down south, to Ray City, GA but I would rather be in Adel, a few miles east of there. But this is just a thought. My wish to be cremated is still there and I thought about it more this morn

Of Mosques And Blind Men... People Are So Fucking Stupid
I swore off politics and activism and all that shit a couple years ago. I became a fowl mouthed (by pansy people standards), mean-spirited, long haired, athiest, (badly practicing) Buddhist, head banging metal head motherfucker of the year instead. Want to know why? Because I spent too damned much of my life trying to pull people's head out of their ass because I fucking cared for them. But fuck them. Fuck you too, maybe, if you're one of them, because you make me barf. Shit. The country is run by idiots and controlled by rich, greedy corporate pricks and Americans are fucked dumbass sheep without a damn clue. I swear, people, I am so fucking sick of "Ground zero" and terrorists and all the absolutely and totally incredible dumbass shit I keep seeing everywhere, on the news, facebook, myspace, here, goddamn it's a curse! How long is everybody in this country going to have their head up their ass? Damn, shut up already! So a friend had a helpful idea for me to add my friends

Just A Lil Something Something I Go By;)
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater, give her sperm she will make a baby, give her a house she will give you a home, give her groceries she will give you a meal, give her a smile she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit. In other words be good to us fuckers, we go over and out for you;)

The Mosque Flap
A few opinions: 1. The Constitution supports freedom of religion. A real patriot supports the Constitution. 2. Islamic extremists don't like the US and other free countries because they believe we hate Islam. 3. Openly opposing a mosque be it at ground zero or elsewhere will give some nut job Taliban or al Qaida justification to continue a jihad because they now have proof we hate Islam. Excellent propaganda for them. 4. Someone who may have been on the fence about joining a terrorist group may now be persuaded to join because we hate Islam. 5. That someone could be the next Bin Laden. 6. Political leaders here are not thinking about the above. My best friend is going to Afghanistan and God help the pol whose divisive words cause our troops a greater threat. I bet they never served except to steal our tax money. On the other hand: 7. Building it will not only show we accept Islam, it may lead to better understanding of Islam and may cause t

Table Manners (1)
This is a new blog section for me. I'm going to keep my private one for daily shit but this one is going to be for me to express....well, you can read the damn title. Anyways, in my daily interactions, I often eat lunch and/or dinner around a variety of people and/or with a variety of people. One of my pet peeves, although by far not my biggest, is table manners. I'm not talking about sitting proper and having your mom smack your elbows off the table type manners. Something simple as chewing with your damn mouth closed. Is it so freaking hard to do? I'd love to point the finger at men only for this one, but I've seen some women with atrocious table manners. Were these people born in a f*cking barn? It is the most pungent sound in my book. Especially, when I'm trying to enjoy my food. Do people really lack that much self-awareness that they don't hear the smacking and tearing. Maybe, if we breakdown, what you are doing, you can better understand. "In the mouth, food must be wett

Take It Off
There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. When the dark Of the night comes around. That's the time, That the animal comes alive. Looking for Something wild. And now we lookin' like pimps In my gold Trans-Am. Got a water bottle full of whiskey In my handbag. Got my drunk text on I'll regret it in the mornin' But tonight I don't give a I don't give a I don't give a There's a place downtown, Where the freaks all come around. It's a hole in the wall. It's a dirty free for all. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. There's a place I know If you're looking for a show. Where they go hardcore And there's glitter on the floor. And they turn me on. When they Take It Off. When they Take It Off. Everybody Take It Off. Lose your mind. Lose it now. Lose your clothes In the crowd. We're delirious. Tear it down 'Til the sun comes back around. N-now we're getting so smashed.

How Much Are Your Children Worth?
Many of you already know what my opinion is of CPS and the various state-by-state agencies. Here in Oregon, it's known as the Department of Human Resources, and I will be referring to it as such. Just know that this includes DHS, CSD, CPS, and many many more. Also know that I do not think that every single DHS worker is a bad one. Many of them actually do a good job and protect our children. However, in recent years there have been an increasing number of cases that have been mishandled almost to the point of criminal misconduct. I have come to the opinion from my own experiences, those of friends, and of research of done on the subject that while there are those few employee's that do a good job, DHS itself has become almost as much of a danger to our children as the things they are supposed to be protecting our children from. There are a couple things that need to be understood about DHS policy and guidelines, the first of which being that they have the power, without proof of any

Stupid Encounters *45
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The Divine Comedy
haha. im such a book nerd its almost ridiculous. i read 2.25 of the divine comedy. i finished the Inferno and Purgatory; but only read a little of Paradise (too many biblical refrences and metephors i didnt/cant understand. in all; my impression is good. well written, romantic poetry, high language. my fav. is of course the Inferno; but if you know me personally...it makes sense. i even figured out that if i died today...and dante was right....i would be in limbo (circle 1) with Virgil and all the other unbabtised/"virtuous pagans". wicked sweet.

Second Hand Smoke Causes Permanent Damage At The Genetic Level
credit: http://www.time.com/time/health/article/0,8599,2012103,00.html?xid=rss-mostpopularemail As if the growing number of smoking bans in restaurants, airplanes and other public places isn't sending a strong enough message, researchers now have the first biological data confirming the health hazards of secondhand smoke. Scientists led by Dr. Ronald Crystal at Weill Cornell Medical College documented changes in genetic activity among nonsmokers triggered by exposure to secondhand cigarette smoke. Public-health bans on smoking have been fueled by strong population-based data that links exposure to secondhand cigarette smoke and a higher incidence of lung diseases such as emphysema and even lung cancer, but do not establish a biological cause for the correlation. Now, for the first time, researchers can point to one possible cause: the passive recipient's genes are actually being affected. (See a new recipe for longevity that says no to smoking.) Crystal's team devised a stud

Self Conclusion
Fade in, start the scene Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem As we stand at the edge of the world "Excuse me, sir, But I have plans to die tonight Oh, and you are directly in my way And I bet you're gonna say it's not right" My reply: "Excuse me, miss But do you have the slightest clue Of exactly what you just said to me And exactly who you're talking to?" She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me" I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets "You make it sound so easy to be alive But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day When everything inside me has died?" My reply: "Trust me, girl I know your legs are pleading to leap But I offer you this easy choice- Instead of dying, living with me"

Let's Get Nekkid
Join me for my Saturday morning show at 8am est (5AM SLT). Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Tunnel Sci-fi Trilogy
http://tunnel.eftos.de Original content Forbidden science © www.eftos.de © tunnel.eftos.de Tunnel Sci-Fi Trilogy 1) Kingdom of a thousand 2) Halfworld 3) The last crisis First without the central word The adventures of Prince Henley to Westerburg, Patchara Petch-a-boon and Svinenysh the Ruba. From Lyporo on Trivy in the Raah System: Welcome to a mysterious world NO Dementors. NO Q. NO light-people. NO Sauron. NO time-machine. NO Multiverse. Distant star-systems, rather close, in a Perel-world... A futuristic society on edge.

Random (very) Short Story....may Come In More Parts Soon ...
i think you'll find that i have come to take your soul. ''but why?!?!'' i don't like the way you use it. i gave you warning, now you will know how heartless feels. end of. hurts, doesn't it? *evil laugh* i love the way bad blood runs when its spilt.....

Stolen It Away
She has completely stolen my heart but this time, I don't care..shes so much more than just beautiful, shes the world and I'm happy and honored to be the one that sees this. She's everything wrapped up in 1 but the best part is, she's a mother. Time will only tell where this is willing to go but I hope for the best and I'm not expecting the worse.. If anyone could break my heart, it would be her. I already feel this strong connection with her. Maybe its the universe finally answering my many prayers. She and I are 2 of a kind, the differences don't matter. Shes an angel and I swear on my life that I will treat her like no other. She already means that much to me. What can I say, the lion let the guard down and the winged one came in to protect me. I don't know what she sees in me but whatever it is, no one else did. There are no words to express how happy and excited I am. I'm glad she told me the truth on how she felt. I knew but its better to be sure...just in case. She hit me like a

Stay With Me
Now I lay me down to sleep,Tears crest and fall down my cheek.But as hard as i try, I cannot rest,Nor calm the aching in my chest.Broken hearted, I muffle cries,Insistent burning behind my eyes.Fighting hard to remain strong,The night has never seemed so long.My mind is numb; my body too,I'm so scared that I might lose you.Shaking badly-here I lie,Confused and dazed-can't help but cry.Praying I'll soon understand,My blanket clenched in my hand.I groan out loud, "what can I do??"I'd do anything not to lose you.[[ please stay with me. please ]]

Sacrifice For Affection
Crumpled on the bathroom floor,Her body hugs the bowl,Agony in her appearance,Angry that she lost control.Her fingers pinch her stomach,Measuring imperfection,Determined to change herself,Unable to handle her reflection.Believing that she was huge.(Unable to see she's not)Conviced she wasn't good enough,From comments she never forgot.Memories became her torture,Holding her to the commode,Pushing her past the line,Callous to the tears that flowed.Everyday in the bathroom,Willing to pay the price,So desperate to be thin,She became the sacrifice.Slave to the perfect image,She measured her worth by size...Persuaded she was fatAnd disgusting in his eyes.Certain he thought her grossOblivious that she was wrong.She died desiring his love.....Unaware she'd had it all along.

The Girl Who Was Never Good Enough For You
She's all tortured up insideAll because of what you didThe intense hurt you inflictedNone of your love she'll now needShe still daydreams of your pastNo matter how much it was scarredThe ugly truth strikes her once moreYet again breaking her fragile heartMonotone fills her melancholy daysSpine-tingling thoughts run through herA sad memory suddenly strikesThe almost lifeless broken girlBlue flashbacks, then tearsThis painful procedure repeatsNever a day without a swollen eyeOr dreadful incessant heartbeatsThe air of dejectedness she carriesAn eternity of heartrending reminiscenceThe essence of wretchednessAnd the element of despondenceShe knows the dread of remembranceShe's silently living with the markAnd when her thoughts overflowShe faces her fears alone in the darkHer life revolves around a lachrymose tuneOne that is eternal; that is endlessHer smile leaks a sign of miseryNothing but pensive sadnessHer reflection no one can understand Intense feelings but no one to pour out toBeneat

Ugg Classic Tall Fancy Boots Stay Strong
Bailey Button Fancy UGG Boots Analysts are predicting even more upside for Deckers’ stock. The reason? While other brands have been heavily discounted this holiday season,Black UGG 5825, Bailey Button Fancy UGG Boots , which can cost upward of $200 a pair,5815 UGG Boots In Red, are selling at full-price in most major department and specialty stores. More full-price sales mean fatter profits for the all-important fourth quarter.” It’s all very exciting but I think investors need to be very careful. Ugg boots account for nearly 90% of Deckers’ revenue, far outshining their Simple and Teva brands. A bet on Deckers is a bet on the Classic Cardy UGG Boots continued success of a pretty bizarre fashion trend — at 50 times earnings and more than 5 times sales. It’s easy to be bullish when everything is going well, but traders will be dumping this one like they dumped Crocs (NASDAQ: CROX) at the first sign of slowing growth. And at some point, Cheap Blac

Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine Chronometer Imperial St. Petersburg Enamel Limited Edition Watch
In accordance with the long standing tradition of moniker elongation for high value, high exclusivity watches, the newest limited edition Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine does not disappoint. Nothing less than eleven words make up this new replica watch aimed strictly at the wealthy Russian crowd. The Ulysse Nardin Imperial St. Petersburg Maxi Marine Chronometer Enamel Limited Edition watch takes advantage of the watch lust in Russia’s uber-rich newly minted quasi-aristocratic class. Without discussing today’s Russia, it goes without saying that there is a growing class of watch loving rich Russians. If you want to know where the wealth of the world is, look no further than watch company marketing efforts. They are keen on finding new and old money to peddle their goods to. And what wonderful peddlers they can be, with fine wares and artistic creations. Taking advantage of high purchasing power, watch companies make beautiful and amazing Ulysse Nardin Maxi Marine watches

A Couple Funny But Extremely Short Jokes :)
READ ALL 7 JOKES. JUST KEEP SCROLLING.1) 2 fleas on a pussy. One's a burgular & the other one's a junkie. How can you tell them apart? The burgular is hiding in the bush & the junkie is sniffing the crack. 2) The most common sexual position in married couples today is Doggy Style. Husband sits & begs for pussy & the wife rolls over & plays dead. 3) The Sex Professor asks: "Do you know what your asshole is doing while your having an orgasm?" Woman replies, "Probably deer hunting w/his friends" 4) Quote of the day: Drinking non-alcoholic beer is like going down on your cousin. Sure it tastes the same but it ain't fucking right! 5) Why do midgets laugh when they run? Cuz the grass tickles their nuts! 6) 98% of black men say they like sex in the shower.. the other 2% haven't been 2 prison yet. 7) A man comes home & shouts "Honey pack your bags I hit the Lottery!!" She says "OMG what should I pack?" He says "Everything... GET THE FUCK OUT BITCH!" Send to a good friend..

Back When
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning.... Uphill... Barefoot... BOTH ways. yadda, yadda, yadda And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on my kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of forty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! 1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! 2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter - with a pen! Then you had to walk all

How To Destroy Angels
A Drowning It's the glare from the reflectionMaking patterns in your eyesIt's the looking back in angerWith every second slipping byUndertow has come to take meGuided by the blazing sunLook at everything around usLook at everything we've done.Please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfThere's a tiny little windowSwarms of locusts fill the skyMaybe I just disappear, If I canKeep my head above the tide.Please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myselfI'm drowning here please, anyoneI don't think I can, save myself The Space In Between All our blood lying on the floorSense the crowd expecting something moreOpened up, proudly on displayWhat we tried so hard to hide awayBl

Azure Skies
here i rest under azure skies contemplating self rightousness,and wondering how it ever became any of your business.to hold me upto the light and set the goals you would yourself,because you and me have to diffrent ideas of great wealth.when you walked away and i chose to stand indestructible,with a dedicated determination that was uncomprimisable.for i could of faded away into dust a long time ago,but chose to stay among men and maintain a perfectable egoalas you set the perfect example for what not to be in life,so thus in the opposite polarity i will set my strife.you made all of the decisions that predeterimed my story,through this moment i will turn it into my allegory.for even though your actions were not of concrete,they still make me feel physically and morally weak.because of the atrocities you have portrayed to our family,has left me wandering open fields wounded and wearily.so alas i must make everything right and put you in your place,i know this is hard father but it will

With In The Heart
With in the heart of a young boy was once love,It dwindled there for a man who couldn’t see it,When that man left the little boy cursed heaven above,Eventually he cried so much there was only a candle lit.With in the heart of the young man was once hate,It remained there for the one thing he never had,And that man never came back for his first mate,With a swift punch he was making everyone around sad.With in the heart of this man is now a love for life,Everything here is set in place to encourage your journey,All the things that go wrong, grin and bear it through your strife,For acceptance of what you cannot change will release you of your burdens. (this is for my old man)

A Spring Dream
as brazen cold winds blow across my face i feel my disheveled reality begin to slip,i cannot begin to explain how or why my head feels like a helium balloon.but avast my kind soul ponders why this cycle comes around like an ellipse,at first all resides well within my tender heart and then all sinks below a black lagoon.darkness masks itself over my eyes and i fail to see beyond the frozen tides of york,then from those winds pain in all places begins to ensue, ravaging my perception.to the point when i shan't be able to comprehend the the simplest word rhetorical,to what it would be like to bask in the warmth of spring and all of thy flowers conception.laying in it's ebullient rays that hide all of my worries in bitter salt water spray,paradise doesn't even begin to describe my love of the season gentle of birth.alas even if this were my only truth i would hold it near and dear until the end of days,for it is the time when love and vegetation blooms into it's cradle on this earth.but av

Nsfw Ass Shot
OK SO IM BROWSING THROUGH PICS YA KNOW RATING AND JUST KINDA MESSING AROUND AND ALL OF A SUDDEN I COME ACROSS SOME NUDE PICS AND WHAMO I SEE PICS OF THIS PERSONS WIDE OPEN ASS................ IM A GUY I LIKE NUDE PICS OF WOMEN JUST LIKE THE NEXT GUY BUT WHY IN THE HELL WOULD ANYONE PUT PICS OF THERE WIDE OPEN SPREAD ASS ITS NOT SEXY OR HOT ITS JUST NOT RIGHT MAYBE ITS ME BUT COME ON IT WAS A LITTLE TO MUCH............IM I ALONE ON THIS? JUST SOME ADVISE TITTS ARE AWESOME AND A LITTLE KITTY SHOT BUT LEAVE THE NASTY OVER WEIGHT ASSHOLE SHOTS TO YOURSELF PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I CAAN NEVER UNDUE WHATS BEEN DONE :)

My Regret
I am not real and I am sorry for misleading everyone. I will be deleting my account and will not be back. It really was an honor meeting all of you and I enjoyed it emensely. I hope one day you all can find it in your hearts to forgive me. I wish you all the best and hope you all find nothing but happiness and joy in your lives. Goodbye everyone.

Death Of The United States Of America
ALL EUROPEAN LIFE DIED IN AUSCHWITZ The following is a copy of an article written by Spanish writer Sebastian Vilar Rodrigez and published in a Spanish newspaper on Jan. 15 2008. It doesn't take much imagination to extrapolate the message to the rest of Europe - and possibly to the rest of the world. REMEMBER AS YOU READ -- IT WAS IN A SPANISH PAPER Date: Tue. 15 January 2008 14:30 ALL EUROPEAN LIFE DIED IN AUSCHWITZ By Sebastian Vilar Rodrigez I walked down the street in Barcelona , and suddenly discovered a terrible truth - Europe died in Auschwitz ... We killed six million Jews and replaced them with 20 million Muslims. In Auschwitz we burned a culture, thought, creativity, talent. We destroyed the chosen people, truly chosen, because they produced great and wonderful people who changed the world. The contribution of this people is felt in all areas of life: science, art, international trade, and above all, as the consc

Lucifer *this Is My Newest One)
I’m the poison running through your veins,Making adrenaline pump to relieve your pain.The malevolent side of this dark equation ,I'm your wrath manifested to make your actions hasten.I'm the one who holds your quivering hand still,As you point that colt 45 , I strengthen your will. A serpent’s tongue only whispering in your ear , The deeds are done and there is nothing to fearShrouded in mystery you’ll rue the day you counted on me,your aspirations and dreams down to the bottomless pitted sea.i gave an elaborate ruse to make you believe i could hold my end,so prepare to feel yourself go aflame as your soul descends.i go by many names but the rest are unimportant as of now,cling tight to your hope and faith but my cackle will be the only sound .cherish your moments before the authorities show to take you away,i will be in layer nine as they send you down for your eternal stay in my domain.

Only A Mirror (a Really Effed Up Dream I Had)
i follow the footprints that were laid before thine eyes,as i walk unto where there are eternal blazing skies.rivers of blood caress the calloused feet of all in suffering,and all hear the condemned laughter that covers there blubbering.screams of anguish fill my eardrums as i follow the path,puss filled sores envelope my body feeling satans wrath.as i trudge along into the world of nightmares revealed,i know that my wounds from here will never heal.then when everything goes dark the heat dissipates, i fall to my knees and avast begin to concentrate .but my efforts prove futile as racing thoughts develop,no voices are heard as torment begins to embellish.as all seems lost i see the face of Satan himself,ebullient is he, garnished in his great wealth.basking in the light of all his self ordained glory,this is truly like an Edgar Allan Poe allegory.then as i pull my head upward to take a last peer,i realize that if truth be told it was only a mirror.

Symphony Of Destruction
behold my vast hand written symphony of destruction,angels wings fall off as i am building onto deaths construction.watch as i destroy my little liberties and mar my soul,then as i walk away from the sun my body pays the grand toll.as i drink the water of life and feel it corrode the inner lining,I feel the contract of death that I am here signing.Then I see the flash of life before my eyes and I see,I see the happiness written that was truly meant for me.I guess I should of thought of that before I pursued darkness,Chose strength over my hearts love and the angels hark.Chose knives guns and war over the peace of land,Then I began to write my own death in the beaches sand.One would of thought that I would of figured before now,That evading death would soon have me up in the clouds.Should of worked more harmony than all of my acrimony,But avast yet be still even if do go down in total agony.I would have changed this world somehow with my symphony,Maybe even effected this world of peop

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(revision of an earlier post) Time of renewal. Seeing the world for what it really is can be such a burden but a beautiful blessing at the same time. Is it a curse or a virtue? Maybe both. No more tears to shed. No more time wasted. Just me, myself and I. What bliss. Closeness lies not in flesh but in the mind. In the end that is all that matters. Blindness turns to clarity. Sweet revelation. Don't let the hand you hold be the one that holds you down. I would rather be dead then be what I'm not. Take words for what they are. Words. The eyes say all that needs to be said. Logic fights what the heart wants. What is logic anyway? Live to feel. Never deny what wakes you up at night turning your stomach. It eats at you like cancer. Easy to mask. Impossible to get rid of. All the denial in the world won't protect you. No false hopes here. Just knowledge. Knowledge of human nature. The way I am. The way we all are. People=Shit. Aint that the truth? We are all fucked in one way. I know my

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Your ribbons of need surround me wrap themselves around me Bind you to me You see through me but you stay Let me claim you Forever you are mine Our lives entwine You are not alone I am JEALOUS and POSSESIVE and I will NEVER EVER let you go 5/6/10 JGH

Lizz Tayler Press Release
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The Wind & The Sea
The wind whispers in my ear like a seductress who says what you want to hear. The over thrilling sound is soothing cuz the overbearing pain is what its removing. It brushes against my goose bumped skin in a way that should be a sin. The sea speaks to me telling me what I need to see. The semi-obvious sign I usually miss open up my eyes and fill my life with bliss. My once empty life is now complete, the end is the only thing left to meet.

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She dropped down to her knees,hands fisted in the grass.Sobbing out in heartache,silently screaming "why god why?!?"Off in the distance,comes a whispered reply,"My child its a trial,trust in me your safe and sound"She sits back and wonders,where everyone has gone.She ask her self aloud,"why am I all alone?"Again off in the distance,comes to her a whispered reply."My child you are never alone,I will forever be at your side."She closes her eyes,and words a silent plea."Why now lord,why him and not me?"The voice still gental,comes whispering through."Because my child,your payment isnt due."She lays her head to rest,drifting off to sleep.Hearing the last of the voice,whispered in the breeze."Rest for now my child,remember your never alone.I am always with you,through the love in your home."

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I'm thinking I won't be going to uni this year. Atleast next year I will be doing the subjects that I actually want to, English lit and maybe re-take History although my teacher says that's still debatable because she wasn't happy with the way the exam was marked. And I should watch the news more often, apparently this year is the first time ever where the amount of applicants for uni was waaaaaaaay over than places available...bollocks. I always assumed in UK as long as you got the money you can pretty much go to uni...er I guess not. When I got my results yesterday I did pretty well at holding myself together I think, I didn't give too much away...wway too many press around anyway. I even managed to smile and hug my friends who did well. I also got a reality check...yeaaaaaa I should stop expecting things to come easily to me lulz. I blame school, there it was so easy to pass and be clever but now I know I kinda have to put a bit more effort in and not just expect to be naturally

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My scattered dreams have made me a bitter man cuz the broken glass has cut away at my soul. The what could've been reflections haunt me in my sleep and taunt me in my mind. My broken heart has made me a hateful man cuz the scattered pieces made my love fade away. The ever glowing warmth that easily flowed through me just became a frozen block of ice. My defeated pride has made me an angry man cuz the wicked shame has brought upon a shadow. The once lively person has just become dead to be born again.

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Recently, I was called that. Now if you've known me at all, you know that's far from true. I am against the mosque being built close to 9/11 NOT because of race, but because so many New Yorkers are AGAINST it. When was the last time I complained about a mosque being built?!? Did I protest the recent Islamic center in Kent?!? No. The person who called me this has never gotten to know me. It kind of reminds me of a pic I saw the other day: "When you're losing an arguement, yell 'RACIST'." But, I need to calm down and know that those closest to me know me for who I really am...

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With crimson shades of yellow, I will feel no more pain. Through it's vivid colors, I can learn to live again. It's ever glowing warmth heats my dying soul. It's life giving rays makes this lonely poet feel whole. With turquoise shades of blue, I always carry a smile. Through it's crashing waves, It makes living worth while. It's soothing scent, mellow feelings it always seems to create. It's ever cool nature makes this lonely poet not hate.

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The trees are full of life as is everything around. The leaves change color to soon fall to the ground. The ground is covered with what use to be. The change within the trees is all you can see. Time has gone by and what use to be is gone. The coming of a new is far from done. Life has been restored to what has once died. Behind the dark clouds the sun hopes to never hide. The rain is coming down as if the world is bawling. The sun has regretfully gone away and again the leaves are falling.

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Are you the idiot that is bothering my niece, if you would have stayed away from her and minded your own fucking business, she wouldn't have ha a so called big mouth bitch! You dont know what a big mouth is for starters, and why in the fuck is it any of your fucking business if I am protecting her or not, to be honest she can take care of herself quite well to the likes of some bimbo like yourself.LMFAO! You looked in the mirror lately?Why dont you suck that fucking gut in and maybe you might have someone look twice at you, 2nd Alarm Hottie, you look more like a third alarm PIECE OF SHIT! Stay the fuck off of her page you fucking nosey bitch!

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There was a lonely poet who had nothing but his words and who didnt have the freedom to fly amongst the birds. Since his wings were broken he was forced to live on ground. He had to walk amongst the humans when he wanted to fly around. Then one day came a girl who could nurse him back to health. She filled his life with love, that's the world's greatest wealth. Then suddenly the time had come when he was finally healled. He can now soar through blue skies and get lost in a foggy field. Just before he took off he looked back at the girl. He thought how could I leave her, she's become my entire world. The girl stepped up to the poet and said, "Go ahead and be. Just make a promise that you'll always come back to me."

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If you have a job in Obama’s economy you are one of the lucky few. If you are Mel Gibson you can spend as much as you like on yourself. Have you seen what he spends on himself a year? If you haven’t let me clue you in. Mr. Passion told a judge overseeing the custody battle with his ex that he “blows” $600,000 a month on his living expenses. I don’t have a problem with Mel spending his money. What I do have a problem with, is that he is using it as a ploy not to have to cough up more the $6000 a month in child support. If he didn’t want to pay more then what he thinks the sex was worth with his ex then he should never have brought her into his life. Us old guys never learn do we. If we want a young babe to play with then we are going to pay one way or another. Here’s the story http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/08/20/mel-gibson-spends-million-year-living-expenses-report-says/ BlastFM gives you as much music as you want. And you can lis

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Today the sun rose,But it I did not see.Something more beautiful,In my eyes came to me.A smile that glows,More than the sun can shine.Now a friend to me,I hope for the rest of time.Brooke send me your smile,For today and now on.And I promise mine forever,Now our friendship has begun.

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When I'm With You
The earth, moon, and stars.All the heavens above.For when I think of you,they cannot hold all my love.The expanding universe,is the best example I know,to best describe,how much I love you so.There is no limit on love.This you should always know,for now and all eternity,my love for you will grow. I Love You Michelle.

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So I started talking with a woman in my area on Plenty of fish, and when i was trying to level, I added my join fubar link to my POF profile. So this woman joined fubar and I receive a message from her and she says "I checked out FUBAR and its says you are engaged???? hmmmmm" I explained quickly its just part of the site and its not a real engagement, but i thought about it.. How do you explain fuengagement and marriage to someone who doesnt know a thing about fubar? I know most of you think its just stupid, but thats not the question.. lol I see the look on peoples faces if/when i explain something about the site to people whos frame of reference is Facebook or Myspace, and it just doesnt seem to click, especially "what ia a MuMM" lol Sometimes i feel like this is the ultimate site. and if im ever in any type of predicament in any state in the U.S. I have people who im friends with close by because of fubar. and that is not something you come across on any other site ive been on

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We have a new person starting on Monday (Could be PNG Dos, don't know havent seen her yet, but that'll be another blog) So I have a new setup for the new person. Including two brand new monitors. PNG is out today, so should I: A) Give PNG the brand new monitors as a surprise B) Give them to the new and unseen new girl? C) Give them to BFG (I haven't blogged about her, at least not yet) then take one of hers and give them to MTG (again, you havent met her yet) and give UNG the cast offs. Giving me the opportunity to "upgrade" her later. Mind you I have already done one monitor upgrade for PNG so she doesnt have bad ones, but these are even better. Nice guy me would have given them to her in a heartbeat, but I gotta tap my inner douche...

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I'm not the one that got away I'm the one you could never catch I'm not the girl of your dreams I'm the one that would make you wanna scream I'm not just some random girl I'm the one living atop the world Where the sun is so bright it makes you forget the past and say good riddance to the night I've become all that you think you need In the silence of your sleep Cherished upon for your meaningless dreams I'm not the one you wish me to be I am simply the one that will forever be me You can try to change me Or readjust my fate I'll come out swinging every time With this smile upon my face Knowing I am tough enough to keep running this race

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Open Mind
Life is so deep the same time is so cruel. When I man say hi a woman just pass by. But yet they still look behind. Wondering was that the man, for there life do to hurt and sorrow as a man planted in there heart still living in the dark. build bolder and bricks wall to keep them apart. as a man wonder how can she be mine will that little butter fly will ever fly. Has time pass by she is grasping for air, But that man is so near! whispering in her ear there is no fear. He reaches his hands to the darkness, and pulls her to the light, put his pole in her hand and said you shall be my wife. Bow down said you my queen and I'm your king we shall be together for life.

*waves*
i think its time to bid a fond farewell, dunno something about turning 40 has made me come to the conclusion that its time for me and fubar to go our separate ways, and so i say to those few i have talked to its been great and ifin ya have the urge feel free to find me here....vespillo23@yahoo.com. otherwise good luck to all and be well............Tim ####THIS PAGE WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN 24 HOURS####

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cause somewhere deep down, im always going to be the dirty skinny punk girl, living on her own at 16 , with a green mohawk, no money, but a fuck load of attitude/i loved this song, and fat mike (lead singer of NOFX), sang it to me, one of my best memories! Lori Meyers used to live upstairs Our parents had been friends for years Almost every afternoon we'd play forbidden games At nine years old there's no such thing (as shame) It wasn't recognition of her face, what brought me back was a familiar mark As it flashed across the screen I bought some magazines, some video tape scenes Incriminating acts, I felt that I could save her "Who the hell are you to tell me how to live? You think I sell my body; I merely sell my time. I ain't no Cinderella, I ain't waiting for no prince, To save me in fact until just now I was doing just fine. And on and on.." "I know what degradation feels like I felt it on the floor at the factory Where I worked long before, I took control now I answer

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The "Emotional Leap".Have you ever found yourself in a situation where, after initial contact (most likely because you were attracted to a profile pic, and a response because the other party was attracted by yours), a few conversations with someone, either you or the other party begin to develop "feelings"? Pfft...who are we kidding? We've ALL had this happen at some point. Anyways, to continue... What do these new emotions do for you, exactly? Do they help you to better understand the other person? Do they inspire you to look deeper and see exactly whether or not this person is, indeed, a match? OF COURSE NOT. Early emotions, my friends, are the fly in the ointment...the top of a downward spiral. This is due to the fact that A)You thoroughly ENJOY that warm, fuzzy feeling of "connection" and want it to last as long as possible and B)have now begun fantasizing about this person, placing him/her in your life, allowing your mind to fill in all the information you haven't yet uncovered. H

Cry Me A River
Blood, love, death, pain.. && sorrow The tragedy of your life.. Poor baby, cry me a river I'll lend you my bridge, 'cause I'm over it I wiped your fake ass tears I did I chased away the sorrows I picked up the pieces As you dropped them all around you You made an awful of mess of things It's funny how you do these things It's funny how you lie.. You need a gun, baby??

God Help Me
As I sit here, I laugh quietly to myself as everyone else sleeps in peaceful slumber. I can't sleep because so many things stumble thru my minds slate. I have things that have to do with school all the way to them being in band, soccer, football or some other sport. Sometime I wonder if being a mom is all that I can give. I feel like a complete and total failure and I wish that I had a way to erase time. I am only getting heavier and looking worse as time goes by, a lot has to do with how I feel about myself but I can not seem to find my motivation in life. Does anyone have a TRUE motivation?? If so I would like to hear about it because the pen is close to paper/ razor close to wrist....

Wake Me...
Wake me when the night fallsAnd quiets the cares of day.Wake me when the night fallsAnd instead of leaving stay.Wake me while the sun sleepsAnd all the world is still.Wake me while the sun sleepsTo a silence only whispers fill.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd share this time with me.Wake me when the sky is darkAnd we'll just sit and be.Wake me while the moon and starsGive us their gentler light.Wake me while the moon and starsBless us again with night.Sing me to sleepWhen the dawn comes near.Sing me to sleepWhere the sun does appear.Cradle me in your armsAs others open their eyes.Cradle me in your armsAnd sing me lullabies.Lay my head on the pillowAnd meet me in my dreams.Lay my head on the pillowWhere not all is torn at the seams.Sleep with me through the day;Ignore its insistent calls.Sleep with me through the day,But wake me when the night falls. Haha .... Love Blows

My List So Far
Batman the Movie (Adam West)Batman Batman Returns Batman Forever Batman & Robin Batman Animated Volume #1Batman: Mask of the PhantasmBatman: SubZeroThe Batman and Superman MovieBatman: Mystery of the BatwomanBatman Beyond MovieBatman Beyond: Return of The JokerSuperman the movieSuperman IISuperman IIISuperman IVSuperman ReturnsBatman BeginsThe Dark KnightTransformers (2007)Transformers: Revenge of the FallenSpider-Man Spider-Man 2Spider-Man 3DareDevil ElektraSupergirlFantastic FourFantastic Four: Rise of Silver SurferX-Men Collection: X-Men/X2Ghost RiderIron ManThe Incredible HulkThe Return of the Incredible Hulk/Trial of the Incredible HulkThe Death of the Incredible HulkStar Wars I: Phantom MenaceStar Wars II: Attack of the ClonesStar Wars III: Revenge of the SithStar Wars IV: A new hopeStar Wars V: The Empire strikes backStar Wars VI: Return of the JediThe Story of Star WarsStar Wars: Trilogy bonus materialStar Trek: Motion PictureStar Trek: Wrath of KhanStar Trek: Search for SpockS

One Of Those Days
Today has been one of those days.A day of reflection frustration and bitterness.Its been a week and a half since I left.A life for everybody else while no one noticed the real me.Faking happy all the time almost costed me my spirit and soul. Now I am all alone.Thinking, pondering and wondering if I have enough to make one more push in this life to obtain a fulfillment of life I have always desired.I guess being alone is how we recharge.Maybe I will stay that way for a while for I feel so weak inside myself now.I feel like giving up but I can't.I am not going to give the powers that be the satisfaction.For I am not a coward.I have always hated it here,every since I was able to comprehend things.I have always felt I am better than this place and look at it as my prison.Maybe thats why I struggle with myself so much here.For now Fubar has become my matrix.I find peace here......for now.Although no one talks to me.even though I try to talk to them.It seems that everybody is hung up on how

Warning For All Woman Plz Read
Police Warning to Online Members State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of DreamWeaverGrey contacts you, do not reply. DO not talk to this person; do not answer any of whispers or requests for private in Pogo. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the deaths of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name has also been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case

Fubar Street Team Link Help
No room in your folders for bounty pictures? Here are some alternatives! http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126852 Street Team Prospects - Add the silver wings to your "About me" http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1126594 This is a clever idea. Ways to promote. http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125968 http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1125967 Seven Easy wasy to Promote fubar http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124713 Fubar Street Team Bounty http://fubar.com/blog/334873/1124639 We now have an Official Fubar Street Team Support Lounge http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126741 Your Own Fubar Poster! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126652 Fubar on Facebook & Twitter! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126629 TEMPLATES AVAILABLE FOR PRODUCING YOUR OWN FLYERS!! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1126518 Quarters, Pennies, and Super Glue! http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125290 How do I participate? How do I Promote? http://fubar.com/blog/334837/1125244 If you are looking For Someone else to help

The Badger
The badger grunting on his woodland trackWith shaggy hide and sharp nose scrowed with blackRoots in the bushes and the woods, and makesA great high burrow in the ferns and brakes.With nose on ground he runs an awkward pace,And anything will beat him in the race.The shepherd's dog will run him to his denFollowed and hooted by the dogs and men.The woodman when the hunting comes aboutGoes round at night to stop the foxes outAnd hurrying through the bushes to the chinBreaks the old holes, and tumbles headlong in. When midnight comes a host of dogs and menGo out and track the badger to his den,And put a sack within the hole, and lieTill the old grunting badger passes bye.He comes and hears—they let the strongest loose.The old fox hears the noise and drops the goose.The poacher shoots and hurries from the cry,And the old hare half wounded buzzes bye.They get a forked stick to bear him downAnd clap the dogs and take him to the town,And bait him all the day with many dogs,And laugh and

No Room In Your Folders For Bounty Pictures? Here Are Some Alternatives!
We know not all street team prospects have a VIP. So, non-VIP people might not all have room in their picture folders to upload bounty. You can upload to your Stash here on Fu. Once you load something, it gives you the image URL. Perfect! If you would like to use another photo hosting site. There are many to choose from. Here are a few. Just upload your pictures to them to get the image URL. You can then post that URL in the Bounty Blog! If you need any help or have any questions, please stop by the Street Team Support Lounge: http://fubar.com/lounge/74291

I Am
I am—yet what I am none cares or knows;…My friends forsake me like a memory lost:—I am the self-consumer of my woes;—…They rise and vanish in oblivion's host,Like shadows in love's frenzied stifled throesAnd yet I am, and live—like vapours tost Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,—…Into the living sea of waking dreams,Where there is neither sense of life or joys,…But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;And e'en the dearest, that I love the best, Are strange—nay, rather stranger than the rest. I long for scenes, where man hath never trod,…A place where woman never smil'd or wept;There to abide with my creator, God;…And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept,Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;The grass below—above the vaulted sky. ………………………………………………—John Clare

Midol For Fubar
I don't do this. But I have seen some friends (and some not-friends) getting awfully emo, pissy, touchy, whiny... Call it what you will. And I wonder if there's something in the water? Is it STILL Friday the 13th? Why is it I have escaped much of the disappointment and hurt many on here have been feeling? Or maybe I just don't get butthurt easily - iron underpants? I finally decided that maybe their all hormonal, so I want to suggest a special bling item - Fudol. If you're not getting enough attention, if Fubar deletes your friends, if someone's wrong in the mumms, if someone beat up your fuMafia character and took your tank money - we can give you a Midol bling and it would make it all better And unlike most other bling, THIS one would cost only 1 or 2 credits, but give 5 credits of points to the recipient! And polishing it would be similar - give 2 credits worth of points to the owner, and 5 credits of points to the polisher, so they can share their HAPPY - well, period! Either

Muslim Suicide Bombers On Strike
Muslim suicide bombers in Britain are set to begin a three-day strike on Monday in a dispute over the number of virgins they are entitled to in the afterlife. Emergency talks with Al Qaeda have so far failed to produce an agreement. The unrest began last Tuesday when Al Qaeda announced that the number of virgins a suicide bomber would receive after his death would be cut by 25% this July from 72 to 54. A company spokesman said increases in recent years in the number of suicide bombings has resulted in a shortage of virgins in the afterlife. The suicide bombers' union, the British Organization of Occupational Martyrs (B.O.O.M.) responded with a statement saying the move was unacceptable to its members and called for strike vote. General Secretary Abdullah Amir told the press "Our members are literally working themselves to death in the cause of Jihad. We don't ask for much in return but to be treated like this is a real kick in the teeth". Speaking from his shed in Tipton in the West Mi

One More Day
everyday of my life i'm forced to add another name to the list of people who piss me off, well hell i am not gonna start naming off names it would take too long lol but oh well, you don't have to be Krazy to work here we will train you....ummmm if your not krazy now then you will be if you were in my shoes lol well wait scratch that you don't want to be in my shoes lol i've worn them all day...

Bloggity!
So, here's a new blog that has nothing to do with crucifying Christians, burning Mecca, hating on the haters, loving on the greenies, blocking your friends, kicking puppies, or smothering kittens! Except for the afore-mentioned examples of crucifying Christians, burning Mecca, hating on the haters, loving on the greenies, blocking your friends, kicking puppies, or smothering kittens. Now for the blog: So, here I am trying to think of something to write. Seriously, as you are reading this, at this very moment, I am typing this blog. "But," you say, "How can you be typing it at the same time I'm reading it?" Well, I'll tell you... You see, long ago, there was a princess who lived in a castle with a dragon. She lived far up in the tower and every evening, the dragon would fly up to the top of the tower and hump an open window. When he was finished, the princess would be soaked in marshmallow juices. But one day, some marshmallow juice found its way through the princess's stoma

The Street Team Is Rollin' With Biz Cards! What?
Beckee420 and Tech are masterminds of promoting fubar. Their quality is top shelf. This is why they are top brass here on the Official Family Fubar Street Team. We do not want to spam people or be a nuisance. We want to spread the fubar gospel and represent. This place is bad ass. It is only going to get better if our street team and users get other cool people to come over and check it out. To the fools who say fubar is all about leveling.....they may want to see there is an offline movement that is pushing our online movement. The more cool people we add, the more cool people they add and the annoying people fall into the cracks! Where else can you do whaat we do? Join the fubar Steet Team Movement! Talk to Beckee420 or Tech or stop into the new fubat Street Team Lounge and see how you can get involved.

Ddnv Dj Battle On Aug 27th
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Ddnv Live Auction - This Friday!!!
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Cheech Marin Shows His Ignorance
I keep saying that entertainers should stay out of politics. The reason is when they start talking they show their ignorance. It happened again with Cheech Marin of Cheech and Chong fame. Cheech is of Mexican descent as I am. So he feels obligated to make ignorant statements about Arizona’s immigration law. He didn’t stop there. He said Obama needs to address the lousy economy. Cheech my man, Obama has addressed the American economy. He is destroying it on purpose. Obama hates America. I know it’s hard to admit the truth but the evidence is overwhelming. May be all that pot you smoked killed so many of your brains cells that you can‘t think straight. For more http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/08/18/cheech-marin-slams-arizona-immigration-law-calls-legalization-pot/ BlastFM only plays great music for your listening pleasure. Hit us up for a great time 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Obamacare's Impact On Families
Nothing is more important to Larry Patterson than his family. His four kids, who range from a 2-year-old to a college graduate, shape his outlook on life. They’re one of the primary reasons he’s concerned about the devastating consequences of Obamacare. Patterson has good reason to be worried. The Patient Protection and Affordable Care Act diminishes family choice of coverage, limits parental involvement and strikes a blow for family values in health care. Even with many of the new provisions years from implementation, Patterson is already bracing for the harsh realities of life under Obamacare. The North Dallas businessman operates a franchise called the Glass Doctor, which repairs auto glass, windshields, windows and shower doors. He’s fortunate to offer health insurance to his employees and enjoys good coverage for his family. But with uncertainties about rising health care costs and the outsize impact on small businesses, the future is bleak. “I don

Cyber Knife What Their Usin On Different Cancers Totally Amazin
Lung and Pulmonary Tumors . What is lung cancer? Lung cancer is the most common cancer in the world and the leading cause of cancer death in the United States in both men and women. There were over 200,000 cases diagnosed in 2007 and the number of cases diagnosed each year continues to increase. Less than 15% of patients diagnosed live 5 years. Increases in lung cancer risk are associated with exposure to cancer causing agents. The primary risk factor is smoking, but exposure to asbestos, radon, certain chemicals, chromium, nickel, and arsenic also increase risk. What are the symptoms associated with lung cancer Involvement of large airways can result in cough, wheezing, shortness of breath, coughing up blood, pneumonia or other infection. Tumors growing into bones or chest wall, or spread to other areas can cause pain. Unexplained weight loss may also be a symptom. How is lung cancer diagnosed? A detailed history taking and physical examination by a ph

3,000+ Portfolio Views
Today I looked and was stoked to see that I have received over 3,000 page views on my DeviantArt portfolio. I know it may seem small potatoes to some of those nationally known photog celebs out there but I feel pretty good about it. While my images have gotten over 8,000 views and I've received over 400 favorites, it's really the page views that excited me because that means I've interested someone in my work enough to slide on over and check me out. To me it means.... well... bottom line is I feel like I'm moving in the right direction... and that's an AWESOME discovery. Do I do what I do for the praise? Maybe somewhat. Everyone wants to be accepted in one form or another. The driving force for me is the passion involved. I love taking intimate, meaningful pictures but most of all... I like people to feel as beautiful as they look. It's the biggest rush for me when we reach the part of the shoot where the transition of awkward positioning makes way for internal recognition of

Rant
so this is what is on my mind. apparently if you don't talk to every guy that hits on you on this site....they get really pissed off. apparently..if your a "top" guy you must follow by the rules and speak to them when spoken to. well I say FUCK THE RULES.... I have a life....i go to school full time..I work.I'm a mom and sorry if i cant fit in your boring conversation in between all of that. Guys....... seriously...do you know how many guys hit on me on a daily basis A SHIT LOAD. WHAT IS WITH THESE MEN THAT DID NOT GET ENOUGH ATTENTION WHEN THEY WERE BABIES?? no to mention I have a boyfriend.....do you guys need me to say that in spanish? french? how about german? ohhh and I know turkish too!!! do you think that when i come on fubar...I wanna start talking to about 30 different guys? have you ever talked to 30 girls at one time? I'm thinking not!! well let me fill you in..its a pain i the ass...and NEWSFLASH if i wanted to talk to you..I would.If I had something inter

Marriage(all Must Read)
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten year

Falling Soul,...
Losing himself in the moment, spinning a falling, plunging into the depths of darkness and despair. Speeding and winding his way through the void, eternally lost as his soul slowly shrivels and dies. But death is not the end, he enters into fiery torment as he is teased with visions of what might have been, sights of family, and friends, a wife and children that never was, he burns from the inside out. All the people he hurt take turns cutting his flesh, shouting insults, throwing rocks. Mocking his selfishness, his lack of a heart. Now he cares, yet it is to late, he is stuck in an endless torture of his own design falling, spinning and starting all over again...

Starting Tomorrow
Well, tomorrow is a big day for me. My "baby" will be starting kindergarten. That means both of my kiddos will be in "big boy school". I'll have no kids home on my days off and my evenings will be filled with homework. At any rate, I'll be on more often during the week now because of that, lol. I'll still be spending time on Facebook too. I guess I'm just a social networking freak. =/ Oh well........hope everyone has a great day. I must make a phone call and get ready for work in about 10 minutes.

Greetings
Welcome to Fubar! You are gonna really love it hereIf you have any questions, feel free to send me a message and I'll help you out.Also, be sure to upload some pics so you can level quickly and make friends.One way to make friends and meet new people on this site is to visit the fubar loungesDrop by the THE HOT ROD LOUNGE for some great music and very friendly people. I am always there and willing to help all I can. We have live DJ's and really nice and friendly people. And while your there, make a request if there is something you want to hear. We take all requests.Why not come check us out, it only take a second, and since you're there if you have any questions about Fubar, we will be glad to help. Just copy and paste the link in your browser to join the funhttp://www.fubar.com/lounge/72587Have an awesome day and hope to see you soon

Actions Speak Louder Than Words
I've learned that sometimes in life What's not said is loudly heard And the bottom line you will find Is that actions speak louder than words The "I love you" that people say Or I'll be there for you Are merely words that your ears have heard But sometimes far from true So always remember in troubling times When your heart feels so disturbed It's not what people say to you It's the action that speaks louder than words

Fuck Love
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Nasty Girls
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Sean's World - A Great Place To Hang Out
Everyone's invited to come and join my forum. It's a free forum. All you do is register to join and then you receive an e-mail to activate your account. Sounds simple enough right? It is. In fact, you may have seen one my hot friends on here - Sadie. She's my best friend. She's a member there. And she'll be the first to tell you what a great place Sean's World is. In fact, she's not just a member but she's one of the moderators. The forum has several boards. Boards include: The Hangout (for general chat) Music, Movies & TV (self-explanatory) Pic Requests (for requesting non-nude pics for members to post that you'd like to see. Sych as people wearing red.) Photo Booth (for showing off your non-nude pics) Relationship Talk (self-explanatory) Sports Report (self-explanatory) And many, many more. There's also adult boards for those of us 18 and older. And there's an arcade with over 500 games that updates daily. So come and join everyone. Here's

Would It Matter
If I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody careIf my time was up I'd wanna knowYou were happy I was thereIf I wasn't here tomorrow would anyone lose sleepIf I wasn't hard and hollowThen maybe you would miss meI know I'm a mess and I wanna be someoneSomeone that I'd like betterI can never forget, so dont remind me of it foreverWhat if I just pulled myself togetherWould it matter at allWhat if I just tried not to rememberWould it matter at allAll the chances that have passed me byWould it matter if I gave it one more tryWould it matter at allIf I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody careStill stuck inside this sorrowI got nothin and going nowhereI know I'm a mess and I wanna be someoneSomeone that I'd like betterCan you help me forget, dont wanna feel like this forever What if I just pulled myself together Would it matter at all What if I just tried not to remember Would it matter at all All the chances that have passed me by Would it matter if I gave it one more try Would it matter at allIf

When You Were A Kid Or You Were An Itch In Your Daddy's Pants.
Many of you were born during, or after, the "Cold War". None of you know that the "Cold War", was just as hot as Iraq and Afghanistan. Except we weren't fighting terrorists, who are cowards and shitpiles anyway, due to some jihad. No, we were fighting worldwide annihilation against ORGANIZED, WHOLE FUCKING ARMIES. While you were a baby, or your mom and dad were humping it to create you, myself and others were all over the damn place eliminating threats so you could sleep at night, and not have to wear 5 million sunblock from multiple 350 kiloton nuclear warheads launched by some Soviet (yes, Soviet- not CIS) missile sub or land based silo, or rail based system. You didn't have to practice "duck and cover" (ask your grandparents about Dwight Eisenhower's solution- dig a hole) to protect you in school. So, despite the fall of the Soviet Union, their missiles are still out there, but now free to purchase. Doesn't matter if they are. Because those warheads were, and still are, targeted at

Cwc 2010 - Challenge 1 - The Fairytale That Saved The Country
Challenge #1 Assignment Genre: Historical Fiction Location: A pond Object: A suitcase 1,000 word limit “That is the stupidest piece of intelligence I’ve ever heard,” said Col. Donovan.“That doesn’t mean it’s not true,” Grombach replied.Donovan handed a pile of manila folders back to Grombach and said “Get rid of that shit. I don’t have room in my budget for fairytales.”Jean Grombach left Col. Donovan’s office at the CIA knowing the Pond was going to be shut down soon. He grumbled to himself in French and wondered what he had to do to convince the suits in charge that the clandestine intelligence gathering his group performed was going invaluable for the future of the United States of America.Since 1942 the Pond had been secretly gathering intelligence, working as civilians, infiltrating anti-American organizations, following leads and theories and rumors. The President and some top level Dep

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Chanel J12 Diamonds Ruby Tourbillon
To the replica Chanel Haute Couture Chanel jewelry started in the watch design and sharpen this year, once again demonstrated tabulation process and top-level jewelry with the higher realm. 30 total into 100 million of limited variety of jewelry table in the exhibition, the most eye-catching form shall include the world’s only an “ Chanel J12 Diamonds Tourbillon Rubies” and the limited edition 12 is limited to Las Vegas for display and sale of “J12 Las Vegas Edition “(No.2), are sold in a few days ago. The table on earth who love Taiwan, Chanel emergency number from Abroad No. 5 Las Vegas version of the J12 to Taiwan to display.“Chanel J12 Diamonds Las Vegas version of” design inspiration to As for the gaming Roulette (Roulette) – Roulette on the number of red, black and two color interval also the location of the green grid. The diameter of 41mm J12 Chronograph Limited jewelry watch is set with a total of 18 Trapezoidal cut rubies, tota

Confused.....
They go to work come home and dont say anything to you and they head straight for the game.They finally go to sleep and then they wake up the next day and do it all over again.They only pay attention to you when they want to.They think that being in the same room with you all day is spending time together,even when their back is turned to you the whole time. They only do things when they want and they refuse to do anything u want unless u beg and plead with them untill you feel you have irratated them so you walk away, then they feel like they have to so they get ready,but by that time you dont want to because you feel as though you have upset them.When u ask them to watch a movie with you or lay with you, they say things like IN A MINUTE....but that minute never comes, or YEA..but they stay in the computer chair and only watch the movie from the side. You tell them your feelings and yet they just blow them away like they never even mattered in the first place. You cry

Do I
BABY WHAT ARE WE BECOMING IT FEELS JUST LIKE WE'RE ALWAYS RUNNING ROLLING THROUGH THE MOTIONS EVERYDAY I CAN LEAN IN TO HOLD YOU, OR ACT LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU SEEMS LIKE YOU COULD CARE LESS EITHER WAY WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GUY I USED TO TO KNOW I JUST WANT US BACK TO THE WAY WE WAS BEFORE DO I TURN YOU ON AT ALL WHEN I KISS YOU, BABY DOES THE SIGHT ME WANTING YOU DRIVE YOU CRAZY DO I HAVE YOUR LOVE AM I STILL ENOUGH TELL ME DON'T I, OR TELL ME DO I, BABY GIVE ME EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED WOULD YOU RATHER JUST TURN AWAY AND LEAVE ME LONELY DO I JUST NEED TO GIVE UP AND GET ON WITH MY LIFE BABY, DO I ? REMEMBER WHEN WE DIDN'T HAVE NOTHING BUT A PERFECT, SIMPLE KIND OF LOVING BABY, THOSE SURE WERE THE DAYS THERE WAS A TIME OUR LOVE RAN WILD AND FREE NOW I AM SECOND GUESSING EVERYTHING I SEE DO I TURN YOU ON AT ALL WHEN I KISS YOU, BABY DOES THE SIGHT OF ME WANTING YOU DRIVE YOU CRAZY DO I HAVE YOUR LOVE, AM I STILL ENOUGH TELL ME DON'T I, OR TELL ME DO I, BABY

My First Poem I Every Wrote
I gave you my heart. I told you not to break it, your doing it slowly. I gave you my body, told you to love it, you did. I gave you my all, you took it. I asked for yours, you gave me little, I wanted more you gave me a a little more but you wouldn't give me all. I asked for a room in your heart but you but me in the hallway. You asked for a place in my heart I gave you an entire room. I asked for you to make love, you wanted to just fuck. I wanted passion, you didnt no matter what I did it wouldn't change. You said trust me, I did with all my heart and now I've been hurt by the person who said trust them. Now when someone says trust me I know better. And now I bid you good bye because there is nothing left in me to give to you.

Mirror
Darkness locks it inside of me, severed from my life you see. If only someone had the key, maybe they could set me free. Live my life fif only she, could feel the fire inside of me maybe we could someday be, part of my reality. Sometime I just want to disappear, exiting only in a mirror, looking out at the world. from behind a safe reflection of all that will never be. Spending my eternity, for a love that may never be. Just to have you here with me, would bring to life my fantasy. A life that would bring to me happiness never ending...

Throw Up Your Official Fubar Street Team Sign! Werd!
FST Sign Contest!!! Ok so I'm doing a little Contest Folder thing yeah thats right! What What... I want you to show me your Sign! For Every Sign I recieve I'll send you Fubucks.... How much you ask? Well let me tell ya... 15K for erry sign But I want them Unique! Which means you got to go out on the street and salute me a Sign! Want a bling? Throw me up a sign with a group of people holding a www.fubar.com Flyer and Yup I'll bling You! So I'll break it down for you: Every Unique Sign I get I'll give you 15K in Fubucks For Every Unique Group Sign I get with your group holding www.fubar.com Flyers I'll Bling You! WINGS REPRESENT!!!

About Me
I am a man who is athletic and coffee-skinned, with a pudgy face. I have shoulder-length, wavy, dark brown hair and grey eyes. I am an auctioneer who IS good-natured by nature, and creative. I also have a website, http://www.chevroletimpalareplacementparts.com/

6,473.5 Miles Logged.
My vacation is over. We pulled into the garage a few hours ago. The trip home from my daughter's was windy and by noon, HOT, but not bad. I guess since it was some of the most familiar traveling we've done in the past 3 weeks I felt a little more at home. We rode south on I-5 to Santa Nella then headed west to San Juan Bautista, where we headed south again. We had to stop at a Harley dealer to leave some literature and pick up some fliers but other than that, gas stops only..with one stop to eat and get some coffee. I'll go to de-caf tomorrow but today I needed a kick. My bike is dirty. My body is tired. Our dogs are so glad we're home. I had 2 new chicks with the broody hen. Two of the eggs she was sitting on were liquid (putrid), one was missing, and one is solid but very quiet. I'm not sure if the chick is still alive or not. I'll know by tomorrow. Portions of my trip will be written up and submitted to motorcycle publications. I wonder if I'll be in a magazine near you?

Ha Ha
> > ONLY A MAN> WOULD ATTEMPT THIS > > > > Just> try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! > > Pocket Tazer Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A> guy who purchased his> lovely wife a pocket Tazer for their anniversary> submitted this: > > Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol &> Pawn Shop that sparked my> interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was> looking for a little> something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a> 100,000-volt,> pocket/purse- sized tazer. The effects of the> tazer were supposed to be> short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your> assailant, allowing her> adequate time to retreat to safety.... > > WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and> brought it home. I> loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the> button. Nothing! I> was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the> button and pressed> it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get> the blue arc of electricity>

The Old Horse And The Raven
The Old Horse and the Raven This thirty-year-old horse has remained king around here, almost forever it seems... The Old Horse and the Raven It was about a country night ago when a wild wind chased its terrible tail across our valley. Without respect for the sleeping kingdom, it suddenly and unexpectedly had raged through the willows and corrals, tore across our yard, and swept over the backs of the horses, cows, and sheep. It clawed at the snow-cat tarp and the rickety, old rooftops plastering snow on the westward side of everything in its path. The next morning, the old horse that I watch each day, stood shuddering beside the log barn. He knew, as he's known for years, that this was the best place to be during a storm. And he knew, too, that this was the time when the morning rubbed shoulders with the night; when her first ray of sunshine would ricochet off the barn, warming his frail body and burning away the shadows of dawn. Used to be, this ol

Think On This.....
Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this countrylately -- illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, alligatorsattacking people in Florida. ...... not me -- I concentrate on solutions for theproblems -- it's a win-win situation. * Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border. * Send the dirt to New Orleans to raise the level of the levees. * Put the Florida alligators in the moat along the Mexican border. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today? Think about this: 1. Cows 2. The Constitution 3. The Ten Commandments COWSIs it just me, or does anyone else find it amazing that during the madcow epidemic our government could track a single cow, born in Canadaalmost three years ago, right to the stall where she slept in thestate of Washington? And, they tracked her calves to their stalls. Butthey are unable to locate 11 million illegal aliens wandering

Missn Sum1
h heaven had a phone so that I could hear your voice again...I thought of you today,but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, & days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.All I have are memories & a picture in a frame...... Post this if you have someone in heaven that you miss......

A Call To Action .. A Voice One Voice
Why cant we , spare the bullets .. why cant we let the innocent stay innocent.. some many wars go on around us .. yet we seem so densensitised .. to al the violence anthoer young one lost his life ty .. his family grieves and so should we .. he could of bee anyoe and he was someones son , maybe someones brother ,someones friend .. He was someone .. why do we fight in wars to protect the country but yet side the country choose to kill each other .. these things i will always wonder i will never understand .. i was rasied to bleieve were all equal in this land of man.. the blood fills our streets .. yet we dont even budge to scared to make a move .. too scared to speak .. but we must speak for those who cant speak anymore whos right to live was taken away .. We must join together and care for each other .. and take our heads out of the sand .. the blood continues to fill the streets will the bodies of the young . who lost thier lives to murder , to suicide , to dru

R.i.p. Decent Music.
So here I am again, venting random frustrations on the world after a night of no sleep. It's something to do, it's something to roll to, so why the fuck not?Before we begin, I'd like to make it clear that, as read from the title of this blog, this IS a dead horse. I AM going to beat it a bit. But only because I'm male, I want to beat my chest and proclaim to the heavens, and I simply want to let it be known.What am I venting about, you may ask. One word:MUSIC^ See the image above?Tell me what that image instills in your mind. In your soul. Hell, in your ass. Regardless of where it's instilling, it's doing SOMETHING.This is the album cover of Rage Against The Machine's The Battle For Los Angeles.Now... let's try this from another angle.This is Panic! at the Disco's I Write Sins Not Tragedies.What emotion does this evoke from your bowels? Granted, it's a pretty little piece of art. It DOES NOT say anything about what you're about to listen to, though. It doesn't make me FEEL anything.

Her Sad Song
Sitting in her room, All day long. She is sitting there singing, Her own sad song. A song about misery, A song about hope. A song about a problem, and how to cope. She wants someone to love her, She wants someone to care. But when she turns around, Nobody is ever there. She wants a family, and some friends that she can call her own. She wants all these things, So she doesn't have to be alone. She's hoping someone will love her, She's hoping someone will care. She hears something and turns around, And notices that nobody's there.

The Way I Feel Today August 17, 2010.
The way I feel today August 17, 2010. The way I feel today, is I’m being punished and I am nothing but a piece of dirt on my family’s shoes for they ignore me. My fault I guess because I created another profile on Fubar (my ex has gotten my son to think Fubar is porn and the source of the Trojan virus that infected her laptop. If that was true then all the computers using their internet access, wouldn’t they? I am loosing weight from the lack of food and drinking a lot of water in these wicked hot days, The reason for the lack of food is because my Food Stamps have not yet arrived and I am out of food. I was rationing my food to one meal a day to make to it until my Food Stamps arrived, but I miss calculated. That is okay since I have been drinking lots of coffee to curve my appetite, so I won’t go to bed feeling hungry like I did when I was a young boy. I will not bother with that family that talked me into buying this mobile home since they do not really treat

Pitfalls Of Dating
Pitfalls of Dating:"Parroting" - How many people here have had endless conversations with others, where the most common response is "Oh I agree" or "Oh I like that too", only to find out that it clearly wasn't the case?"Guarding" - Have you ever noticed that the things we most commonly guard about are the things most important to us? Isn't it better to put those things out there and see how the other person reacts? Isn't that what determines compatibility?"Omissions" - How many of you have entered a relationship, only to find out about a secret that, if you had known before, you would have made a different choice? Why do we set ourselves up for failure that way? It's one thing to want to put our best foot forward...but we need to be honest about who we are, where we've come from, and what we want out of life."Exaggerations" - Have you ever picked up on something that the other person clearly liked, and sometimes even without thinking, embellished on it, or brought it out more than usua

True Friends
1) When you are sad, I will jump on the person who made you sad like a spider monkey jaked up on Mountain Dew ! 2) wHEN YOU ARE BLUE, i WILL TRY TO DISLODGE WHATEVER IS CHOKING YOU. 3) WHEN YOU SMILE, I WILL KNOW YOU ARE PLOTTING SOMETHING THAT I MUST BE INVOLVED IN. 4) WHEN YOU'RE SCARED, WE WILL HIGH TAIL IT OUT OF HERE. 5) WHEN YOU ARE WORRIED, I WILL TELL YOU HORRIBLE STORIES ABOUT HOW MUCH WORSE IT COULD BE UNTILL YOU QUIT WHINNG, YA BIG BABY! 6) WHEN YOU ARE CONFUSED, I WILL USE LITTLE WORDS. 7) WHEN YOU ARE SICK, STAY AWAY FROM ME UNTILL YOU ARE WELL AGAIN. I DON'T WANT WHATEVER YOU HAVE. 8) WHEN YOU FALL, I'LL PICK YOU UP AND DUST YOU OFF----- AFTER I LAUGH MY ASS OFF! 9) THIS IS MY OATH. I PLEDGE IT TO THE END. WHY? YOU MAY ASK : BECAUSE YOU ARE MY FRIEND! FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE PEEING YOUR PANTS, EVERYONE CAN SEE IT, BUT ONLY YOU CAN FEEL THE TRUE WARMTH.

Blocking When Blicked
Block: Go to the person's page that you want to block, and look on the left hand navigation links for BLOCK. Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block.UnBlock: Go to MY then to PROFILE , Change homestyle to POWER , Go back to your Homepage and on the right you will see "Who Viewed me " " who i viewed" And " Blocked" Click on the block tab, then " See all " and Unblock user

Rant Of The Day
Am I the only one who wishes they'd bring back special characters in names so the groupies stop putting "x" as every other letter? An example, for those who don't know what I'm talking about: xMs mInAjxFuCTxTpCxED

Fbi, Fcc, Ftc, And Kazaa
So, my mom calls. There's an extra 20 dollars tacked on her phone bill in my name. I think, well I didn't sign up for anything. Oh, it's Kazaa - the file and music sharing site. Well, I didn't sign up with them. Or did I? I looked up a song that I tried to find a direct download link for in Karen's interest the same month I supposedly signed up for Kazaa. I retrace my steps to the site. Totally different website than what I remember. Not to mention, I don't remember filling out any forms using my MOM's address nor would I have signed up for anything that charges me to download music. After all, I can get music for free. So I call them and they tell me that I provided my name, address, and email to sign up for their site. And that I verified it through email. I certainly did not! They won't refund the charge but they will cancel the account and tell me I can fax so and so and file a police report and have an investigation and blah blah blah and maybe I'll get refunded. Dial phone comp

"name That Dick" (fiction)
My name is Scott, and I recently had a vivid memory of mine from about five years ago.I played college basketball at a Division III (small, non-scholarship) school. After basketball season my senior year, the assistant coach - Coach K - was leaving coaching to work in his father-in-law’s insurance business. After he was all ready to move, he approached me and the three other seniors on the team with a bizarre proposition.Coach K had what I consider to be a strange obsession. He wanted to see another guy fuck his wife.Coach K’s wife, Jill, was childless. She was about 35, dressed like a slut, and probably was one. But she had a cute face, a huge rack for someone her size (about 5’4”, 115 lbs.), and a really, really nice ass. Her legs were too skinny for my taste, and I didn’t like her hair or makeup, but she was definitely someone I would love to try out in a one-night stand.I don’t know the details of how Coach K and his wife came up with The Plan &n

Lounge Etiquette By Jessa Pxr
LOUNGE ETIQUETTE FROM JESSA PXR http://fubar.com/user/518905 http://fubar.com/blog/120298/643578 Lounge etiquette just like anywhere in the world you need etiquette to be able to survive, you also need them in lounges so you don't accidentally do something that might get you silenced banned or ejected from a lounge.. #1 READ the lounge rules before you type, all lounges are different. #2 dont push your RELIGIOUS views on others,not everyone is the same religion and in the end we will all find out who is right, so keep it that way, #3 ABSOLUTLY DO NOT come into a lounge asking if your dj's can come dj for you, its disrespectful and should be done in a sb.. (for those who dont know a sb is a shoutbox) #4 LOUNGES are ment to be fun, not ment to drag your personal REAL life drama into , keep that in RL not online.. We all wanna talk and get to know you but we dont need to have the first impression that your a attention seeker, #5 If you don't like the music bein

To Anyone That Thinks All I Can Do Is Freestyle And Rap-i Do Have A Softer Side, You Know :)
Every breath I breathe / I know you're by my side / You taught me to put on a smile and hide / All the insecurites inside my my mind / Every time I seek I find / A new reason to be alive / When I look into your eyes / I hope you realize / That I'm not telling lies / Every word is true that I am telling you / Please don't fly away / My darling dragon fly / Please leave another day I need you to stay / I don't need another memory / EMBEDDED IN MY HEAD / I have enough of those to last both our lifetimes / So when you spread your wings / Just promise me that you won't leave me behind / You take me to greater heights / Beyond the stars-outta sight-to a different place / Outside of outerspace / I'd swim through the Milky Way just to see your face again / I'd crawl through the depths of Hell just to hold your hand / .......just a thought. Sittin here high as fuck, bored and hit writer's block on my actual music at the moment, took a break to get my mind off it-write something diffrent hopef

Good Places To Kiss Her
AskMen.com, you would think, is a men’s magazine written by and for men. But that’s not the case in this article about where to kiss women to make them more happy. Sarah Stefanson gives us guys a few suggestions, and I admit good suggestions, about where to kiss your latest squeeze. I think we all know the lips are important and of course the unmentionable place. But there are other places Stef says are a good place to put your slobbery lips on here dude. Click her for more http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,599686,00.html BlastFM is a great place to here Kiss once in awhile. Do yourself a favor and click the link for a rockin’ good time www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Dr Laura And Leviticus
Laura Schlesinger is a US radio personality, who dispenses advice to people who call in to her radio show. She recently said that, as an observant Orthodox Jew, homosexuality is an abomination, according to Leviticus 18:22, and cannot be condoned under any circumstances. The following response is an open letter to Dr. Laura which was posted on the Internet. Dear Dr. Laura: Thank you for doing so much to educate people regarding God's Law. I have learned a great deal from your show, and try to share that knowledge with as many people as I can. When someone tries to defend the homosexual lifestyle, for example, I simply remind them that Leviticus 18:22 clearly states it to be an abomination... End of debate. I do need some advice from you, however, regarding some other elements of God's Laws and how to follow them. 1. Leviticus 25:44 states that I may possess slaves, both male and female, provided they are purchased from neighboring nations. A friend of mine claim

You Know Youre Old Skool Fu.....
If you can remember only being able to rate a profile ONCE in a lifetime Making it to the rank of Godfather was a big deal If you remember leveling groups If you competed in contests with the prize being a Big Pimpin Gift If you use to win spotlight every couple weeks with a bid of 32,000 fubucks. If you remember Sporks You remember big nasty dimple ass pics being OK to run as default If you said to yourself... "Yeah RIGHT!" when 1 credit blings came out If you ever comment bombed If you can remember JD being a chick ;) If you couldnt use a credit card on here if you wanted to. If you remember only being able to rate a pic once in a lifetime VIP? WTF is that? If you actually spent most of your time on here rating pix You paid attention to Bulletins If shouts were shitty... Oh no, that hasnt changed. Sorry If you use to trade stash rates If you can remember WTF a stash is When Happy Hours were a big deal & you promoted it for at least a week before you had it If you

Important Educational Info
I don't often blog, but I came across some information sent to me by my school (University of Phoenix), and those of you also attending this institution should have also received it. Our government wants to limit financial aid and offer it almost solely to those who attend traditional classrooms/colleges. Our president has openly admitted that high education is on of the greatest economic crises we face today. So how would limiting financial aid even further help this crisis? UoP alone has helped countless individuals attain their higher education goals. While some simply don't WANT to use the tradition colleges, some of us just can't because we have jobs and/or children that demand our physical presence. There are numerous other on-line colleges already instituted and no doubt more will come. If someone asks you to sign a petition opposing the government's newest bad idea, please please please do so. Everyone has the right to further their education in whatever ways they ca

Me
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?Yes my aunt and my uncle2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? a few days ago3. Do you like your handwriting?yeah4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Honey Roasted Turkey5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? nope6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?Maybe.7.DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?yes8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS ?Yes9. WOULD YOU BUNGEEJUMP?No thank you10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?cocoa pebbles11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Depends on the shoe. Currently I have to.12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?In some ways13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? i like a few diffrent kinds... 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?Their Eyes. You can tell a lot about a person by the look in their eyes15. RED OR PINK?Red16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?my chest17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? my baby brother and sister18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? lol no as im posting it in a blog19. WH

The Year 1908
THE YEAR 1908 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1908. over One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some statistics for the Year 1908 : ************ ********* ********* ****** The average life expectancy was 47 years. Only 14 percent of the homes had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. There were only 8,000 cars and only 144 miles Of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower! The average wage in 1908 was 22 cents per hour. The average worker made between $200 and $400 per year . A competent accountant could expect to earn $2000 per year, A dentist $2,5

Tastes Just Like Grits
So I was having a conversation with Deacon about grits. Yep, grits. I've lived in the south for 3 years and have never tried them. Here is a little tidbit: Deacon Fu ...: you put cane sugar and milk in grits, or fried eggs on top... 8:22am Suga Lips: hmm..you make it for me 8:23am Deacon Fu ...: if you cant make it yourself, you stay out of the kitchen lmao 8:23am Suga Lips: I'm sure I can, I just don't want to 8:24am Suga Lips: Just seems weird putting eggs on top 8:24am Deacon Fu ...: shit, people who dont know what a toothbrush is for can make it ffs 8:24am Suga Lips: I would never put eggs on oatmeal 8:26am Deacon Fu ...: that would be nasty lol grits dont taste like oatmeal 8:27am Suga Lips: What does it taste like? 8:27am Deacon Fu ...: idk, they taste like grits lol its corn meal something type of thing 8:28am Suga Lips: lmao 8:29am Deacon Fu ...: they just taste like g

Hex Rgb Color Code Chart
Name Hex RGB Mahogany CD4A4A 205,74,74 Fuzzy Wuzzy Brown CC6666 204,102,102 Chestnut BC5D58 188,93,88 Red Orange FF5349 255,83,73 Sunset Orange FD5E53 253,94,83 Bittersweet FD7C6E 253,124,110 Melon FDBCB4 253,188,180 Outrageous Orange FF6E4A 255,110,74 Vivid Tangerine FFA089 255,160,137 Burnt Sienna EA7E5D 234,126,93 Brown B4674D 180,103,77 Sepia A5694F 165,105,79 Orange FF7538 255,117,56 Burnt Orange FF7F49 255,127,73 Copper DD9475 221,148,117 Mango Tango FF8243 255,130,67 Atomic Tangerine FFA474 255,164,116 Beaver 9F8170 159,129,112 Antique Brass CD9575 205,149,117 Desert Sand EFCDB8 239,205,184 Raw Sienna D68A59 214,138,89 Tumbleweed DEAA88 222,170,136 Tan FAA76C 250,167,108 Peach FFCFAB 255,207,171 Macaroni and Cheese FFBD88 255,189,136 Apricot FDD9B5 253,217,181 Neon Carrot FFA343

Bittersweet Symphony
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life Try to make ends meet You're a slave to money then you die I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet yeah, No change, I can change I can change, I can change But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold But I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold No, no, no, no, no Well I never pray But tonight I'm on my knees yeah I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now No change, I can change I can change, I can change But I'm here in my mold I am here in my mold And I'm a million different people from one day to the next I can't change my mold No, no, no, no, no I can't change I can't change 'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life Try to make ends meet Try to find some money t

Kid Rock - Only God Knows Why
I've been sittin hereTryin to find myselfI get behind myselfI need to rewind myselfLookin for the paybackListen for the playbackThey say that every man bleeds just like meAnd I feel like number oneYet I'm last in lineI watch my youngest sonAnd it helps to pass the timeI take too many pills it helps to ease the painI made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the sameEverybody knows my nameThey say it way out loudA lot of folks fuck with meIt's hard to hang out in crowdsI guess that's the price you payTo be some big shot like I amOut strecthed hands and one night standsStill I can't find loveAnd when your walls come tumbling downI will always be aroundYeahAs it...heyAnd when your walls come tumbling downI will always be aroundPeople don't know about the things I say and doThey don't understand about the shit that I've been throughIt's been so long since I've been homeI've been gone, I've been gone for way too longMaybe I forgot all things I missOh somehow I know there's more to lif

Not Meant To Be
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you wanted from me And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe That's theres no way out for you and me And it seems to be the story of our lives Nobody wins when everyone's losing

Fu Etiquette=like Duct Tape The Light And Dark Sides
This blog will be edited frequently. I want lots of input. Any comments you leave about rules you know will be added to the blog. Light Side Everyone is rated "11" if you have them. A "10" if you don't. In your head you can say 2 or 7 but your fingers must always go to 10 or 11. Try to rate back everyone who rated you. We are here to help each other out. :) Dark Side Start rating people what they really are and you most likely will be blocked a lot. If you view it. rate it *if you wander onto someones page by accident. Go ahead and at least rate their profile. You don't have to ask for friendship.* INPUT FROM FERLISHIOUS: Viewing (even if on accident) without rating makes you look fishy! If you're still a level 8 or so, people may assume you haven't figured out how to rate, but anything 15 or higher just makes it look like you're snooping which no one likes. View me without rating me? Don't be shocked when you're blocked. If you shout it, rate it ESPECIALLY if you're ask

Cancer
Cervical Cancer Fear,Does it have a name?Does it have a face?Can you tell it to go away?Will it disappear when you close your eyes?Fear,Is coming to me in a white coatComes to poke and prodComes with constant painComes to test, only more testsDespair,Words spoken within a fogUnheard within fears dreamGripped with fear all is unseenTears stream with a heatDespair,Hope fades with more tearsFear is ever presentQuestions go unansweredWorry begets allTears,Will it ever answer me?The white coat mocks mePain wracks the bodyThe checks turn red yet againTears,Pain won't go away with a pillTests still hold no answersFear & despair cycle all over againDenial,It can't be true

Journey
Why do you speak when things are better left unsaid why do you laugh when the joke's long since dead why do you persist in this perilous plight why drag it out for another night why do you insist on giving me half of you why do you demand that i am never blue give me strength or rip it away forgive me baby but i'm out of words to say you never thought the day would come when my adoration of you was through you never thought the night would come when i could really see past you not saying there's someone else to step up and take your place but I am saying there's options to put a smile on my own face you've stripped me of this through out the many years stolen it all away and reveled in my tears life is but a journey that we all must make so take some simple advice from me and stop being such a fake i hate the way you lie to me and expect me not to see you got with the wrong girl so many years ago i'm not your type simply stating facts from this point fort

Seether - Broken
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The Worlds Gone Mad!!!!!!
ALRIGHT I HAVE SOMETHINGS I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN HOLDING ON TO THEM FOR WAY TO LONG NOW AND HOPEFULLY SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ON MY SITUTATION....AND I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I OFFEND ANYONE BY MENTIONING GOD THROUGHT THIS BLOG CAUSE I DONT MENAT TO...FRIST OF ALL FOR STARTERS I ALWAYS BELIEVED THAT YOU SHOULDNT CHANGE THE WAY YOU LOOKS THAT CANT BE REVERSED BECAUSE GOD CREATED YOU THE WAY HE WANTED YOU TO LOOK AND BE...RIGHT? AND IF IAM WRONG PLEASE FORGIVE ME...THE SECOND THING IS I ALWAYS THOUGHT AND BELIEVED THAT OUR PARENTS WHERE PUT ON THIS EARTH TO GIVE US THE TOOLS WE NNED TO BE PRODUCTIVE ADULTS AND TO HAVE THE TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD WERE SUPPOSE TO HAVE AND I KNOW THAT ONCE WE REACH A CERTAIN AGE THAT OUR PARENTS ARE NO LONGER LEGALLY OR SPIRTUALLY RESPONISABLE FOR US...BUT WHAT I DONT UNDERSTAND IS HOW A PARENTS CAN JUDGE OR EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSE THERE CHILDEREN WHEN THEY AINT EVEN LIVEIN RIGHT THEMSELVES.....AND SO

Yahoo Im Chat Robots! Zomgz!
So I was talking to a friend on FB this past evening when I got some random friend requests on yahoo messenger... The following is the chat log/fun that ensued. BUZZ!!! samuelscamymi: hey jimmitz_p: hi samuelscamymi: i'm Katie, 23/f/California currently in school. Would you like to chat ? Where are you from? jimmitz_p: thats funny why does it say Jody in your profile? samuelscamymi: ok nice! do you have any pictures? I added new pics here but I can also turn on my webcam jimmitz_p: and your profile says you're in washington D.C. samuelscamymi: Do you have a cam? I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam? it's ok if u don't have one jimmitz_p: This is a bot huh? you're not real. NOBODIES REAL BUT THEY"RE WILLING TO LET YOU KNOW. samuelscamymi: I have a blue dinosaur that eats pancakes... is that real enough for ya?? jimmitz_p: Why did you tell me you're katie, but your profile says Jodi and your name is samuel. samuelscamymi: Ok here but

Limp Bizkit - Fucked Up Song
Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check, one, two Listen up, listen up! Here we go It's a fucked up world A fucked up place Everybody's judged by their fucked up face Fucked up dreams Fucked up life A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife Fucked up moms And fucked up dads It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge Fucked up job With fucked up pay And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain Fucked up press And fucked up lies Well, Lethal's in the back With the fact of the fires Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck" Fuck's just a word And it's all fucked up Like a fucked up punk With a fucked up mouth A nine inch nail I'll get knocked the fuck out Fucked up aids From fucked up sex Fake ass titties On a fucked up chest We're all fucked up So whatcha wanna do? We fucked up me And fucked up you You wanna fuck me like an a

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Corum Golden Bridge Watch In Titanium At Baselworld 2009
Corum will be debuting a titanium version of their Corum Golden Bridge timepiece at this years Baselworld. Until now the Golden Bridge watch has only been produced in 18 karat gold and platinum editions, some with the addition of diamonds. Corum’s Golden Bridge watch is a unique creation that was first created in the 1980′s and was the first non-skeleton wristwatch to put the movement on the dial of the watch. The new titanium version nicely emphasizes the true beauty of the hand-engraved pink gold movement bridge. The titanium edition of the new Corum Golden Bridge is limited to only 188 pieces. The tonneau shaped case measures 34 mm by 51 mm and has several brushed surfaces, which is in contrast to the previous versions with their luxurious high polished finishes. The case houses a manually wound movement, the caliber CO113, and sports a variable inertia balance wheel which is adjusted with screws and hand-engraved plates. The movement contains 19 jewels that beat at 28,

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i am a simple man a father of 4 soon to be 5 a loving husband a person then y is it that when a man is let to be his own person dose every one that he loves lets go and never says i love you or f off or just a wave well i say it this way you make your own life if they choose to let go hen that's ther life not yours it took me 27 years to let go of my mom and brother yea i love them but its time that i start my life and now i have and i love it

Godsmack - Voodoo
I'm not the one who's so far awayWhen I feel the snake bite enter my veinsNever did I wanna be here againAnd I don't remember why I cameCandles raise my desireWhy I'm so far awayNo more meaning to my lifeNo more reason to stayFreezing feeling, Breathe in, breathe inI'm coming back againI'm not the one who's so far awayWhen I feel the snake bite enter my veinsNever did I wanna be here againAnd I don't remember why I cameHazing clouds rain on my headEmpty thoughts fill my earsFind my shade by the moon lightWhy my thoughts aren't so clearDemons dreamingBreathe in, breathe inI'm coming back againI'm not the one who's so far awayWhen I feel the snake bite enter my veinsNever did I wanna be here againAnd I don't remember why I cameI'm not the one who's so far awayWhen I feel the snake bite enter my veinsNever did I wanna be here againAnd I don't remember why I cameI'm not the one who's so far awayWhen I feel the snake bite enter my veinsNever did I wanna be here againAnd I don't remember why

Beeing The Best Dad I Can
i sit here in my computer room playing on face book fubr my space but the grate ting bout beeing a dad is that i get to spend every day with kids and my wife im here till my days are done so i say drink up play hard and sleep soft till death comes you never know when it will be here for you and t the man up in the stars thank you for the days you give me

Hurt Nin
What have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the endYou could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtI wear this crown of shitUpon my liar's chairFull of broken thoughtsI cannot repairBeneath the stains of timeThe feelings disappearYou are someone elseI am still right hereWhat have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the end

Fantasy Football
I would like to take this time and say to all the avid sports fans that it is almost time! Time for that Fantasy Football we have been waiting for over the past sevenish months. I encourage everyone to start creating your teams. Don't be a lazybug and wait until it's too late! And make sure you show up for your respective draft. Happy Fantasy playing!

Subway Jerkin'
You never know what you're going to encounter on public transportation. Tonight I had a real treat. Walk onto the train to some guy bouncing his dick at me. For my further enjoyment, he sat across from me jerkin' his shit. Wow. I know you're all jealous. Try to hold yourselves back. My response to such attention? I glanced over at him with an arched eyebrow then down to his little friend then back up to his face. I told him his technique needed work because I wasn't impressed.

Poem Quotes Created By Starlight Sciontc
This is for anyone who's anybody has been hurt through a difficult relationship with anyone out there. "I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be." "Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around."

Your Own Fubar Poster
I bet you've been sitting around wondering when oh when will the gods bestow upon you the privilege of your own fubar poster. Well friends, today is the day. If you can print and tape pieces of paper together then you are in good shape. Depending on how your printer is setup you MAY need to use scissors. All the usual disclaimers about being dumb and using scissors apply. Download the printable PDF file >HERE

This Absolute C*nt Of A Week
So for those of you who whine and complain that I'm never here...this is what the last week or so of my life has been like: Monday the 9th was my birthday. I was spoiled by many I care about on here and who care about me too, but there are a few people out there (you know who you are) who I've taken care of on your birthdays and I didn't even hear happy birthday. I'm not expecting a ton of stuff (even though I've given away blings, blasts, and on one occasion a happy hour on YOUR birthdays), but at least ACKNOWLEDGEMENT of my birthday would make me realize you're not just a douche who's using me. Tuesday the 10th I get a frantic call from my friend Dorinda who's 16 saying she's pregnant by a meth using not-doing-shit-with-his-life 19 year old tool who thinks that it's funny when people blow weed smoke in their babies' faces. I ended up caught in the middle of their drama and her mom thinking I knew about it all along. Come to find out that was the first day they even had sex. So W

We Are Back In California
Our summer vacation on the motorcycles is almost over. We rode into California this morning and are at my daughter's house until tomorrow morning. The ride today was uneventful. T-storms were predicted so we left our hotel early to avoid them. It was windy but mostly clear and warm. By noon I'd taken off my jacket. The roads in CA are by far the worst of all 16 states we have ridden in. With such high fuel taxes, I constantly wonder what we are paying for. Certainly not good, quality road maintenance. My butt is tired of bumpy roads! I've logged close to 6,000 miles in the 21 days we have been on the road. My longest day of riding was 520 miles. The least was just over 200 (in the Black Hills when we were cruising around one day). My bike was parked for two days total and I either rode with my husband (Canada trip) or took a shuttle (Milwaukee). My bike is a mess. I think I will be washing it as soon as I get a little settled in at home and have checked on all of the animals. There sho

August 17th 2010
today was a bad emotional day so i went for a walk... in the last week i found out i definately have to have back surgery, my doctor wants me to get down to 160 before the surgery but will settle for 200... i've been waiting for a lost wages check since april... they told me april 9th i should get it in 5-7 weeks and i found out friday that it is now up to the insurance adjuster when to give me the check and if i havent recieved it by the end of my case which could be 3-5 yrs from now that my lawyer will address it then so i have lost my apartment that i was to move into on the 1st of sept.... my cell phone has been acting up giving me scramble screen and have to restart it to see whats on my phone adn then over the weekend it stopped letting me send forward text messages or pic or video texts so i took it in today and they told me that even though i pay for insurance every month they are claiming it was damaged by me doing something to it not covered under insurance so i have to pay 5

I Broke Into Your House.
Subject: Fw: I Broke into your house (a simple reminder)_____ Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point:Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protestingthe fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegalimmigration.Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, mightmake it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stayindefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house.Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, 'No! I like it here. It's better than my house. I've made all thebeds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I'vedone all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest(except for when I broke into your house).According to the proteste

Okay This Is Against My Better Judgement This Is Something I Wrote Not To Long Ago That I Wasn't Gonna Put Up But It Should Be Here With The Rest.
They embrace, with a fire that could burn the world, touching feeling, caressing exploring each other for the first time. They have known each other only in spirit, never dared dreaming of this occasion where their bodies are entwined as much as their hearts have been since they first spoke. Now their bodies are doing the talking, biting, scratching, tasting, grinding they make sweet love and lose themselves in each others arms. As the hours move past they are still locked in the lovers embrace not wanting the moment to end, never wanting to have to leave the other for even a second, in fear that something will happen to take them away from each other. Never wanting to let go of the love they have searched for all of their life, and will never find again...

Shattered Glass
when you look atmy picturedo yousee the paincan you seemy markscan you seea soultrying tofind helpfrom anotheror maybea little girllooking for loveHow aboutsomeone sodamagedthey cantseem to findtrue happinessI know this worldit is my ownmy eyes never shinethey are always coldshowing nothingbut the hatredfor the beatingsand the marksI was givenso youngwishingI couldunderstandwhy my familychose my bloodto shedwhy they choseto turna little girlso full of lightinto a hatefuldimmed lightI will neverunderstand

Change
My life has change so much over the past week.I never thought my life would take this direction.When your young you feel the world is at your feet.There is nothing you can't do.You have a since of direction but you really don't know what the hell you are doing so environment and your belief system sets the pace.So you set out in life doing what everybody see as the norm.Get a good job,get married,get the house,have a few kids.The american dream,right?Well,so I thought anyway.I heard someone say a few weeks ago the way a relationship starts is the way it ends.How true I am finding these words now.I walked out of a almost twenty-four year marriage last week.Tonite the words finally came to a fever pitch as the blames and I'm sorry's come into play as while in my mind and heart I gave it everything I had and then some.Change is a force that most people misunderstand.You can either flow with it to a desired effect or be still to the point to where it runs you over.I have also found that co

Tare
tare\ TAIR \noun; 1. The weight of the wrapping or container that holds an object. 2. The weight of a container or wrapper that is deducted from the gross weight to obtain net weight. 3. The weight of a vehicle without cargo, passengers, etc. 4. Any of various climbing plants, generally with edible seeds.

The Beast Inside
I feel the beast inside, he is ripping at me, at my soul. He tells me I am worthless and he can change that. He can make me powerful, respected. If I let him take over he will make them fear me, and he will make me all I ever dreamed of. So I accept his offer and sink into the darkness as he comes out. I stay what seems like an eternity, I catch glimpses of what's happening, I see blood, I see fire. I am scared, what is he doing? This isn't what I wanted was it? He pushes me back down "Nows not the time!" I try to fight, he just laughs and closes me in. So I sit in the dark again, hearing the screams, smelling blood and smoke. Finally it stops, and he says, "Now child come see what you have brought to your world." I slowly come to focus, there is a ruined landscape, there are bodies, and some still living but they all shrink away when I approach. what has happened? "I have given you power and respect." Not like this I say. I wanted to have power and respect but not fear. My friends

Cut Deep
Without her he is lost nothing is important anymore. He can find no purpose, he is not himself. When the razor cuts he feels no pain, he just thinks of her, and lets the blood run down his fingertips. His world has revolved around the thought of her, the words she writes, the messages she leaves. But then it stops he hears nothing for days, then weeks he has become nothing more than a shell going from day to day on a sort of auto pilot. Never looking up at the people around him, never talking unless spoken too. His friends forget him, he no longer leaves his home except work. One day he thinks he sees her while working, but when he gets closer he realizes that it is not her, it never will be. She has moved on and has started a new life, with someone who was worthy. Someone who has caught her eye, and heart. Now he sits at his desk, cutting himself waiting for the message that may never come. Waiting for the love he lost, the love he has thrown away. Feeling nothing but hatred for h

Bound
She is bound to him, by love, by lust. Only her chains are stronger then her feelings. But to him she is a toy. He will cut her, and she will scream. He will burn her, and she will moan. She will still love him, she is his. He only sees it as entertainment. She will bow before him do as he tells her, he will defile her. She don't care, this is what she is here for. To be used, to be abused. What happens when she is broken? When he tires of her and wants something new? She will be lost and alone. She will long for him, for his pain, for his pleasure. She cuts herself, but it isn't the same. She trys to find a new master but she is too scarred, too broken. She needs him needs to feel his hands around her throat, to feel his manhood ripping her. She wait's for him outside, and when she sees him she begs "Take me back I will be your slave again!". He does not even look at her. She no longer catches his eye. She will make him see her, She picks up a rock and hits him. He finally looks

Drained
The wind howls, the rain buffets the windows. As the candles flicker shadows dance before me. I sit on the edge of the bed holding a razor, blood running down my hand and fingers to the carpet... I don't care... I let it run free, as I watch my life drain away I think about the things that was done to me in my past, the ridicule I have faced, the hurt I have felt. The razor slips to the floor as I lose feeling in my hands. All I wanted was to be loved, all I got was pushed away. My vision swims. I have never been good enough. My mind clouds, and now I am gone. As the light fades and the shadows grow into into a deep comforting blackness I finally find peace. I see a skeletal hand reach out, I take it and leave my body, and it's pain behind and move on to a new place. Where I can forget, where I can be forgotten...

Drunken Moment
Midnight is the passion that makes the savage from under our deepest mist of souls strive to make perfect love. Is there such a thing as that? Upon the morning light does the one still clinging on to your heart reminds you of the moments of breathe and shaking from the dawn? Prancing away with the dreams of a future but mildly forgot the name. Tis the soul still alive if the meaning has passed away, or if the meaning was ever around in the first place? The smells of death cooking and fresh java, at least the mildly forgotten name wants to make sure you are fed. Off to wet your body as the pounding head reminds you of the vodka. You wonder if the soul is still around, in a slight prayer of no..To your surprise they are and wanting to "talk". As you hurry to cloth your semi naked flesh, changing the subject at hand, luckily you are saved by the bel. As your friend calls wondering what you were thinking? Trying to be polite and many excuses running through your mind, you ask the mildl

Weeeee
Hard to believe Summer is just about over, its been fun, full of good times and bad, people come into your life just as quickly as they go. I've worked with a bunch of amazing people this Summer and its like a roller coaster full of waiting and seeing around each turn before the nose-dive onward onto the next obstackle and challenge. The good news . . . . No Hurricanes!! BP sucks, always and forever!!

My Favorite Quote
I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough. * I have always loved this quote and for me its very true and this was sweet success*

You Ask Me
YOU ASKED ME You asked me if I loved youcame yes was my replybut with my tender heart I worryabout the tears in your eyesYou asked me if I still wanted youstill desired your loving touchmy reply was yes dearyou'll never know how muchYou asked me if I missed youwhen you're not at homeand without hesitation I repliedmy loneliness won't leave me aloneYou asked me if I could go onif we should ever partmy reply was to youit would surely break my heartYou asked me what I would doif my love you betrayedI told you in a whisperI'd just turn and walk awayYou asked me if I would believeif other's told me liesI told you I'd find the truthhiding in your eyesYou asked me if I'd tell youthat I'd fallen out of lovewith you with a nervous smile I repliedthat's something I'd never do.

Lonesome Call
Lonesome Call I cry out, my screams of agony piercing the still of the night They echo in my head, memories now nightmares as I lay scared and alone in a sea of despair Fear grips my soul making my blood run cold I mourn the loss of a love I'll always remember I bleed knowing I'll never rise above the ashes this time as I reluctantly take my place among the dying embers

Where Do I Go From Here
What do you do when you dont even know whats right or wrong, whats real and whats not. Its so hard to watch the one you love, love someone else. It hurts so much to be played with and to have your heart ripped out like it was nothing. I feel like such a bad person I want him to hurt as much as I do and thats just so wrong. I dont now how to pick up the pieces and keep moving. Everything seems to take great effort. What am I supposed to do? How do you just forget someone that was such a big part of your life? I wish I had that magic wand and could make everything better and nothing hurt. I feel so numb. I want to put all my feelings and my heart in a box and lock it away and never open it again. I dont want this pain. I know I should be thankful that I had love in my life some people never experience that but right now I dont feel very thankful. I just wish I knew how to stop hurting

I Thought Of You Today
stairing out into the empty sky, all i do is cry. looking across the bay, there was so much to say. I loved you with all my heart, but now it seems we're so far apart. like the stars, you are so far. i just wanted you to know, how much you meant to me, and how hard i tried to be, but i see myself stairing out into the empty sky, all i can do is sigh. you meant the world to me, but i guess i couldnt be. i cant keep holding on. I thought of you today, as the tears begin to fall. dont think you heard me call. so i build this wall, and hope someday, you will find away, to say I love you my friend, please come out. I thought of you today. wished you were here.

If I Could I Would
If i could move the mountain, drain the raging sea. walk a million miles, just to see you smile. i would if i could. i would wipe away the tears, chase away your fears. i would if i could. but i can see, it will never be, the way i hoped it would. I dont want to say goodbye, i only wanted to be your friend, didnt want it to end. through the tears, and all the years, i thought i was something special, thought i was your hero, but i feel like a zero. I dont want to say goodbye. If only i could be.

I Dont Want To Say Goodbye
I dont want to say goodbye but i will walk away, with a sigh. i am glad we had the chance to say i love you my friend. never thought it would end. all i did was try, but now all i do is cry. wished you could see, the person i wanted to be. I dont want to say goodbye, i walk away with a sigh.

Half A Life
Shadows, over my life, darkness around my heart, cutting the pain away, is only just a start. living with regret and what might have been, has left me a hollow shell empty from within. I need you to bring your light, to chase away the night, and end this torment of my soul, before I lose control. I need your fiery passion to to turn the demons that now reside, and eat me, and rip me apart on the inside. Living half a life, I travel my path searching for the sight, of you waiting for me, with your a half life of your own. together to be one, the world could come undone, but I would be happy to know that together we are one...

Consider Me Gone
Most of you know I enjoy a broad range of music - from AC/DC to Brahms to Zager & Evans to ZZ Top. I was in a mood to listen to some country while taking my mom to get her car (the alignment needed adjusting) and I heard this... Consider Me GonePerformed by Reba McEntire Every time I turn the conversationTo something deeper than the weatherI can feel you all but shuttin' down And when I need an explanationFor the silence you just tell meYou don't wanna talk about it now.What you're not saying is coming in loud and clearWe're at a crossroads here.Chorus:If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to loseIf I'm not that arrow to the heart of youIf you don't get drunk on my kissIf you think you can do better than thisThen I guess we're doneLet's not drag this onConsider me goneWith you I've always been wide openLike a window or

More Embarrassment
Since I'm on this kick, I thought I'd throw out some common embarrassments: Walking into walls - sober. Going through the house at night in the dark only to discover someone closed a door. Waving back at someone who wasn't actually waving at you. Saying hello to someone just as you realize they aren't who you thought they were. When someone next to you starts talking and you didn't hear them so you ask, "What?" or, even worse, partake in the conversation only to discover they are on their blue-tooth ear-piece. When your shoelaces are untied and you trip on them in Wal-mart. When the employees catch you playing in the toy section (at age 30). "Can I help you?" You play it off with, "Nah, I'm just lookin'." Wet farts. Coming back from the bathroom into the dark theater and mistakenly sitting down next to a stranger. Especially if you start eating their popcorn or drinking their soda. Forgetting where you parked. Then finding your car and your keys don't work because it's the