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Just wanted to let everyone know. I'm taking a break from fubar. I've made some awesome friends on here, made some enemies, had some fun, laughs and all that good stuff. I'm taking the break because there's.... something wrong with me and I can't figure it out. Last night was one of the scariest nights of my life. I honestly didn't think I was going to wake up in the morning. I thankfully did, even though there are some people that probably wish I didn't. I've been overloaded, overwhelmed, and over worked recently. Last night I opened up and said some things to people. Some I should have and needed to, others that were just said out of pure emotion... the emotion of being scared and wanting to hurt people to make it easier on them in case I didn't make it. I know this is/was foolish but it's done and I can't undo the past. I'm sorry for those that I hurt and thankful to those who cared and listened. BTW, I'm known as a drunk on here, I'm doing this with no alcohol in my system. That's another thing I'm going to be working on while I'm trying to get better. Thanks again for everything... those that I call friends. I hope to be able to come back on here one day as a better person. Well, looks like I should end this blog since my body won't stop shaking. Goodbye, hopefully just for not.
DJ Al Coholic
Tom
