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[pissing The Bed Part 3]
Well tonight I had the opportunity to get a more complete psychological profile of christian and friend.Geeze... I nailed them pretty good too.I really do have a knack for thisshit they have tells on, their body language when they lie (even just to tell a joke) Course I pitted them against each other to prod the tells better but ... not in a mean waySo what's the number one way to fuck up a set up?Bail.Surprise surpriseFlake didn't show. I got a call about 5 minutes before arrival. Christian told me flake was having car trouble I says "damn... I really should've put money down that she would bail, everything I heard about this girl told me she would"I love being right.We talked about a lot of thingsmostly attraction and attractingthen we got off topic and started talking about my penis...yeah.That was different, but I painted him in a good light.Strongnoblebigger than average (especially on the rumors of the irish)I mean, we were talking about urinals, and how unnerving that would bean

Since When Is It Right
since when is it right to stop ppl from living their life by controlling them and not letting them b happy... since when is it right not to let a person b his or her own person...when is it right for ppl to b abusive mentally and phyisically towards another person... what would u do if u just could never get away.. never b happy... never feel loved the way u deserve.. what if ppl always took advantage of the fact that ur helpful and kind... what if ppl only used u and never treated u like a person... since when is it right to not let a person go.. making a person stay locked up alone all the time?

Lol Signs Of The Apocalypse
Tampons start to bleed… IN THE BOX! Reanimated corpse of Mr. Hooper descends on Sesame Street to exact murderous vengeance on Snuffleupagus Viacom reincorporates as a non-profit North Dakota ravaged by civil war with South Dakota Los Angeles swept away by 1000-foot Cheez Wiz tsunami Gallup Poll reveals Americans totally apathetic about sex JFK Jr. and Princess Di rise from the dead to sire a new race of entitled do-nothings Jerry Falwell comes out of the closet Canada develops its own culture Swarms of flying goats terrorize playgrounds Tall glasses of cool, wholesome milk spontaneously transform into frothing cups of demon vomit Whiteheads become chic Chimpanzees begin to accessorize Switzerland falls into the sea The Anti-Christ appears – accompanied by the Uncle-Christ Flipping someone the bird can KILL THEM New fast food craze: McLocust Burgers Cease fire declared in war between cats and dogs P. Diddy is appointed U

Addicted To Bush
Addicted to Bush By PAUL KRUGMAN For a couple of years, it was the love that dared not speak his name. In 2008, Republican candidates hardly ever mentioned the president still sitting in the White House. After the election, the G.O.P. did its best to shout down all talk about how we got into the mess we’re in, insisting that we needed to look forward, not back. And many in the news media played along, acting as if it was somehow uncouth for Democrats even to mention the Bush era and its legacy. The truth, however, is that the only problem Republicans ever had with George W. Bush was his low approval rating. They always loved his policies and his governing style — and they want them back. In recent weeks, G.O.P. leaders have come out for a complete return to the Bush agenda, including tax breaks for the rich and financial deregulation. They’ve even resurrected the plan to cut future Social Security benefits. But they have a problem: how can they

Lets Get Some Facts St8 ...... Were All Human Right? Lil About Me ...
ok well look .... 1. i had a x i left cause it just wasnt working i been thru hell with him very abusive relationship and he cheated i dont ant anything with anyone and i make that clear to everyone i get close to ... i do things on my own now 2. i do not block peole after i get blinged i always follow thru with salutes sometimes i make them that day sometimes later but i always do .... i have folders with like 60 or more salutes Proving that... (however, ne friend i talked to says he wanted infa and salute i was drunk i honestly dont rember i thought he just wanted salutes , i did not block him however im giving him all y onits tommrow to makeup for ponits lost ,noted i have blinged him and gave him my all my onits tons of times,so obviosly i wouldnt screw him nor anyone over ) ill ask him to commet for himself ....3. only time i block someone who blinged me is cause we got in huge fight over something else but ull notice i deltle all there bling frist i dont belive in keeing

Todays Rant
It seems like the longer im here, the more things tend to get out of control. Some people with their drama, some who dislike you because of someone you talk to and others..well its all a delusion. Is honesty really the best policy? Peoples impressions seem to be all they understand anyways, or what they experienced in the past has an effect on their perspective. As you know I'm a big flirt...or was. It seems to get me in trouble around here. I have said it would be cool to meet some people i have met here on fu, hypothetically. To one person that might just mean "if i ever come to where you live" and to another, "when i get there". so once again my fubar experience has evolved, and you might notice a change in the things i do on here... to those of you who took my being a big flirt as just having some fun... its been grand. and for those of you who have put hope in to our flirting, im sorry if i led you on, or made you think that i had intention on meeting you and starting a lon

Winter Calling
Spring gave us an angelAnd dying autumn took her awayAway from this world and away from usNow we all walk alone in our griefShielding our eyes from GodHiding behind livesIgnoring the pain deep within the chestHow could Autumn be so cruelOr was it truly winter calling

Bathsheeba Spooner
In virtually all Western societies, execution of a pregnant woman would be delayed until after the woman gave birth, which no doubt gave rise to a desperate effort on the part of some condemned women to get pregnant. There were no five-minute pregnancy tests back then, so most condemned women claimed to be with child, as a kind of last-ditch appeal. In fact, one of the most notorious early murder cases in American history involved just such a case. The beautiful 32-year-old Bathsheeba Spooner of Brookfield, Massachusetts, was convicted of conspiring to murder her wealthy elderly husband in 1778 and sentenced to die in one of the first capital cases of the new United States. Midwives -- after much argument -- decided Bathsheeba was not pregnant. An autopsy later revealed a five-month-old fetus.

I Got My Disability Appeal Hearing Date!
I have been phoned by my Social Security Disability Lawyer this afternoon and he told me that my appeal date has been set finally. It is set for Sept. 3, 2010 at 8 am not far from my home in Benton Harbor. The lawyer told me that this judge is fair and rarely turns down the appeal when there is such preponderance of valid evidence for said disability. His words not mine.

Another Sexy Tomboy
High IQ and strong sex drive is a dangerous combination and one man sets off both of her conditions. Then she "Mmmms" herself to sleep erotically with talented fingers that she wishes were his.Whether she is married or not I will not tell you. "I know in your eyes I am just a kid, but seasoned poet, I am all woman as well with NEEDS!" She says as she drifts off in slumber with dreams of the seasoned sailor in her bed of crimson passions. He needs a young slender and sleek, high IQ babe to save him, she needs an acclimated man to help her i.e., a man acclimatized to her generation that understands her so that she can move into his epoch "turn about is all play". Pink flamingo ink is on her toenail feet but the color of darkest purple is on her fingernails stating "though I am a young babe seasoned sailor, I can make love like an x-rated princess. She is a good girl, always helping her mother and dad, she believes in doing right just for the sake of doing right which is cal

I Hate Lance!!!!!!!!
he did this to me on fb so if you read it you must do it to....i didnt know i had 30 things to say about myself Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 30 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 30 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you. To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 30 random things, tag 30 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish... 1. i love books, like all of them, i want to own every book in the world, so i may sniff and read them whenever i please 2. i played blitzen the reindeer in a play in the 1st grade 3. I

The Gift Of Friendship
THE GIFT OF FRIENDSHIPFriendship is one of God’s greatest gifts to us, to which no earthly wealth can compareThe ability to give and receive love between friends is one of the blessings we get to shareWe are told the giving of ourselves for the good of someone else is love put into actionPutting the interests of someone else ahead of ours is what brings real joy and satisfaction.Christian friendship goes far deeper then just the surface and transcends any earthly bondFriendship founded in Jesus will not end in this life but will continue into the life beyondJesus said we are to follow His example and be willing to lay down our lives for our friendsHe said there is no greater love between friends then to give and sacrifice without any ends.A friend is someone who will always seek to encourage you and speak grace into your earThey will never tear you down with words because they know that will fill you with fearKnowing you are accepted and loved by someone is one of the greatest joy

The Lie
Whatever you believe nobody caresWhatever it is you think you knowdon't give a God damReality is bullshitReflection is a conceptBased on your own fucked up ideaDon't call it part of your faithAnother way you justify hateVoices shouting under waterDrown you out, steal your airBlinded by their own illusionThrough a crooked looking glassArmy of theivesBlood on their hands Lightning, fire and brimstoneThey'll say whatever they canConspiracy theories, Arrogant trashThey prowl alone and travel in packs Vocies shouting in the waterDrag you down, steal your airDissolut, DiabolicSnake oil salesmen everywhere

My First Blog!
Hey, im Amanda.. 26yr old lesbian.. bi tendenicies lol... i love to party..dance.. anything outdoors.. im a country girl at heart.. bout to make a huge change and head for city life!.. wish me luck!... i have a HUGE desire and crave.. to know all i can about vampires... their ways blind my thoughts.. its tantalizing!.. i have about 13 tattoo's and 6-7 piercings.. yes yes i lose count.. but im a stoner sooo im aloud!... want to know more.. hit me up! FUBAR LUV!!!

Jenny Block Says Food Is Sexy
One of my favorite sex writers, Jenny Block, is back with sexy food. I never thought food was sexy. But, Jenny says food can be sexy. I usually believe what ever Jenny says. Next time I’m stuffing my face with a burger, I’ll look at before I bit into it to look for its sexy side. Here’s Jenny http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,598124,00.html BlastFM is your mood creating music station. Hit us up for a grand musical experience 24/7 www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

"the Man Of My Dreams" A Poem I Wrote That Is Published Along With "can't Sleep Thinking"
The man of my dreams, Is not as he seems, blinded by his touch, I just love it too much, He wispers in my ear, He sneeks up my underwear , Hes up to every measure, He gives me pain He gives me pleasue, He knows my deepest desires, He uses wipes and wire he never tires, My sex fantasy come true until I come to,

You People!!
Usually people on here can be rude, inconsiderate, obnoxious etc. but today I've laughed a lot and hard. And it's all your fault! I'd like to thank: Rio Witchie Wicked Helly Rev Jasmine (and her non-boobs) No particular order :) thanks for making my day brighter.

Citizens Vs Elistists
The Elitist propaganda that influences the individual to look at someone or something in order to increase the perception of difference and persuade the individual and/or groups against another individual and/or group is social psychological manipulation. If citizens of the world were to look beyond government and religion at the true cause of the human condition and our current socioeconomically situational, would they become more aware and accept that religious, racial, geographic, and economic difference is a form of propaganda to manipulate the masses so the masses CAN"T organize and CHANGE their current individual and social situations? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens are allowing themselves to be manipulated? Is the simple truth the majority of world citizens have been lead to believe that they have to rely on authority such as government, religion, and money/corporations/material luxury? Is the simple truth that the majority of world citize

Rip Leah...my Pretty Eagle
I've been a "parent" of Leah the Bald Eagle at Brookfield Zoo for the past 17 years. I would enjoy visiting her, taking pics and talking to her. Sure, that might seem silly to some, but she responded to it. I truly believe animal can sense when people care. Leah was in captivity because she was injured and wouldn't have survived in the wild on her own. That is the only way you will see a bald eagle in the zoo, if it has been injured and can't survive in the wild. Anyway, every year the zoo has a "Parent's Night" where you stay after the zoo closes and you can visit with your "child". They have special programs, bands, etc. This year's is next Saturday and I was really looking forward to it. Unfortunately, I won't be seeing her. Leah passed away this morning. I simply can't stop crying about this. Below is the official word from the zoo as well as a picture of her. There are several in my folder of her as well RIP Leah. May you now be able to soar free as you were meant. Brookfie

Poem I Wrote
Can't sleep thinking thinking of my only love, Want to taunt tease rap him round my finger. Wish I could tell tell him how I feel when I look into his eyes, Kiss his soft sweet lips and breath on his sweaty back, Fire burning in the pit of my soul desire to feel flesh against flesh, Lusting for one another craving connected rapped in each others arms, Night Sky's brings the mysterious darkness that fades when the sunlight shines in your eyes, Feeling safe warm and embraced by your ever lasting love,

New Chapter
Some books never opened,Some pages never turned.But slowly deep inside her,Her fire again now burns. She has turned her page,And write a new chapter she will.And once again slowly,Her heart will once again feel. She will capture someones heart,In her book of life it will go.And again this beauty will shine,And her fire forever glow.

Nsfw Pics
what makes them NSFW. by age 13-15 everyone should have a good idea of what men and women look like naked. There is not much difference from person to person except for the plastic implant people that are ether insecure with how they look or in the porn industry. and here on fubar, some women will gladly show and some want you to pay. so what does that make you think about? be proud, dont be a whore.

To Find A Coder
Trying to get your lounge looking good, or are you just having trouble getting things to work right. Just let one of our trusted coders know in a private message, and we are sure to help you out!! WE ARE THE FU-CODERS Please be patient with the coders, some of these members may already have a list of lounges that need help, but they will try to get to you in a timely manor. Just sent them a private message, if you think it is taking to long, than feel free to send another, but again be patient and wait a little. Click any one of these below to get help!

Sleep?
She talks to me of sleep,Why when my dreams are right here.If I was to slumber,I would never bring her near. I would give up endless nights,Never to close my eyes.To see her smile forever,To never have to say goodbye. I would give up my night for her,To bring her closer to me.And someday in my arms,Is where I want her to be.

Ensign: The Schedule You Keep
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 29 July 2010 Planners. I see shelves upon shelves of them when we’re in a bookstore (hey, this is MY kid-in-a-candy-store experience) and I know many, many people use them to remember things and … well, plan out what they expect to do over days, weeks, months, and even years. But sometimes it’s so easy to plan out the future that we don’t see what we’re doing or what we can do right now – for me a big bugaboo is putting off playing with the kids when they ask for me, even though I know they won’t always do that. One big schedule keeper (or killer, depending on how you view it) is the big event that predicates the end of our life or at least as we know it. In popular cult

This Was Written For Me Me By My Gf Fleur Du Mal
Fate Our meeting was more than fate. Godness knew you were my soul mate. Your timming is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continue to grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.

Foil Wrapped Chicken Bake
Prep Time: 5 Minutes. Serves 4 What you need: 2 LARGE frozen boneless, skinless chicken breasts, each cut in half. 2 cups instant mashed potato flakes 1 small can of cream of chicken soup 2 cups of EITHER berries or veggies. (Either is good, they both cook the same, but VERY different flavors.) Use frozen or fresh.. NOT canned. i cookie sheet 1long piece of HEAVY DUTY (not the flimsy shit) Aluminum Foil Ok so here's what you do....1: Take a cookie sheet.... pull out a strip of heavy duty aluminum foil about 6" longer than the pan.. lay it on the pan and fold up all the long sides about an inch2: Take two big boneless skinless chicken breasts (still frozen), cut them in half and put all 4 pieces on there3: Open a small can of cream of chicken soup, mix it with about 1/2 can of water, and pour half of that over the chicken....4: Take about 2 cups of mashed potato flakes and pour it over the soup mixture.....5: let that sit for a couple minutes to get somewhat soggy, pour the

******updated Blog About What My Life Is******
"You have no idea" is a phrase I hear a lot from people who think they know what I go through on a daily basis, or think that their problems are worse than mine. I NEVER knock anyone's feelings, and I feel awful and hurt when bad things happen to people I care about, but there are people out there who will argue constantly that what they're going through is worse than what you're going through. No matter how nice I try to be about it, it never seems to work...so I'm just going to rant about it here. In the last 4 years: I have been diagnosed with... -Fibromyalgia which is a disease that causes full body muscle aches almost constantly. It literally translates to "weak muscles"...and the heart is a muscle too so eventually it will weaken as well. It causes a lot of other issues like weight gain and loss, insomnia, a "foggy" feeling called "fibro fog", and a muriad of other issues. Here's some info on it: Fibromyalgia affects predominantly women (over 80% of those affected are

Bregalad's Song
O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië! O rowan fair, upon your hair how white the blossom lay! O rowan mine, I saw you shine upon a summer's day, Your rind so bright, your leaves so light, your voice so cool and soft: Upon your head how golden-red the crown you bore aloft! O rowan dead, upon your head your hair is dry and grey; Your crown is spilled, your voice is stilled for ever and a day. O Orofarnë, Lassemista, Carnimírië!

Vacation
I once was fortunate to live ONE block from the Atlantic Ocean, in Florida. I mean, I didn't have the best living conditions...the building was older and made of concrete blocks, with multimillion dollar houses and condos all around, but it was a COOL living environment. Every day was like vacation. I would love to get up at 5am...put on my sweats and running shoes...and hit the beach. Every morning, after you've lived at the beach for a while, you start to see the regulars...the people that are the runners, the dog walkers, even the yoga instructor. I was fortunate enough to be able to run far enough to be in a national park within a two mile run, so I would stop at the point along the beach, catch my breath, and watch the ocean. There always is something therapeutic about the ocean...no matter what ails you...if you stare long enough at the water and the horizon, eventually you will find some sort of cure. Anyhow, one October morning(the wind was starting to turn cold), I was staring

Yeap This Is So Me
I might not be the most beautiful or the sexiest...Nor do I have the perfect body...I might not be your first choice...But I am a GREAT choice...I don't pretend to be someone else.....Cause I am too GOOD at being ME...I might not be proud of some of the things I've done...But I am proud of who I am today...Take me as I am...or watch me ...as I go!

My Blog My Life
Three things happened recently, one was I was bitten by a small child, two was the local minister burnt me with hot coffee and thirdly I have recognised that I have sexual dreams about people I don’t like. Ok, let’s start with number one, the small feral child. I was in Boots the Chemist and waiting on husband getting his eyes tested and a woman with a happy baby sat beside me. I love kids so I leaned in and chucked its wee fat chin and the baby quickly grabbed my finger and chomped down hard on the tip. It had teeth, God knows how the mother’s nipples must feel, and anyway I screamed a wee bit and the mother laughed. She was happy it wasn’t her getting attacked by her toothy baby. Number two was simply me walking out of the local coffee shop and a minister walking back in to get something he clearly forgot whilst holding a cup of steaming hot coffee, he banged into me and the burning milky liquid burnt my tits. “Fucksake my tits are burning&rd

Bloggy Thingy
Three names I go by: 1. Mela 2. Melanie 3. Vanima Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Casino 2. Waitress 3. Bartender Three Places I have lived 1. Lake Charles, LA 2. Moss Bluff, LA 3. Westlake, LA Three Favorite drinks 1. Coke 2. rum 3. juice Three TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch 1. Weather 2. Trueblood 3. Sons of anarchy Three places I have been 1. Los Angeles 2. Baltimore 3. Grand Cayman People who text me regularly 1. Shannon 2. Addison 3. Randrick Three of my favorite foods 1. Chocolate 2. Pizza 3. Choc... umm.. Beef :D Three friends who I think will respond 1. Have 2. No 3. Idea Three Things I am looking forward to 1. FRIENDSHIP 2. fewer doc. appointments 3. having a life!

A Few New Words
smumm: a stupid or non mumm assgarb: someone so ridiculous or stupid, short for ass whole set of clothing shtyping: shit typing, either selective caps or numbers used as letters, short for shit typing feeple: short for fu people unlited smumm. a confusing smumm facebar: members on fubar and facebook fuans: short for fubar fans furban, combination of fu and urban or metro: suggested by Ariel Uh Fope: short for fubar dope, especially people that talk stupidity in chats fervert> Short for fubar pervert, someone that looks at NSFW pitures, and neither rates, nor comments

[i Steal (3) Things]
Three names I go by:1. Ace 2. Chief 3. XRThree Jobs I have had in my life1. dry dock2. coat check3. social worker/data entryThree Places I have lived1. Independence2. Topeka3. Three Favorite drinks1. Dark tea2. Root beer3. Wisky and its many variantsThree TV Shows that I watch when I get to watch1. Mash2. House3. Good EatsThree places I have been1. Tokyo2. Saint Thomas3. Grand CanyonPeople who text me regularly1. Gabbi2. Chris3. ChristopherThree of my favorite foods1. Spanish Chorizo2. Rice3. EelThree friends who I think will respond1. who2. fucking3. caresThree Things I am looking forward to1. getting my models2. building my models3. customizing my models

Truth
Truth What is it that you say? Trust me babe, I'll lead the way... It's so easy you see To say "trust me" I love thee....... A hint of hesitation Hurt once before Damaged by thy words When love was no more I look into those eyes As blue as the sky Aqua shimmer With clouds that fly Do I trust These words that you say Or do what's in the back of my head And simply walk away "Sorry", You see babe...

Fail. Lots Of It.
So I'm a grouchy bastard. Shoot me. People and their stupid are irritating sometimes. So with that in mind I'd figure to share with you this lil happy video. Something to break this terrible tension I just sense..hope you all enjoy and have a good rest of the week!

[pissing The Bed Part 6]
I got that... set up thingtomorrow.7christian's placea little nervousmostly because I'm expected to be scintillating and the lead on conversationI always ambut I don't -do- pressure.I'm still willing to bet the blonde won't show.Which is the whole point I'm agreeing to thisthen its half day friday, drive several hours...wig the fuck out in public like I always doI spent most of my time off today administering first aid to my dog and having a conversation (propositioning) someone.I'm blogging and not receiving a tongue bath tied to a bedpostdraw your own conclusionsI did have some time to look at gundam modsthere's this guy... god he does sexy thingsand I'm... not sure how.I see sanding marksI see what appears to be... putty? and molded resin? and plastic platingthis guy is a GOD of body extensions.Let me give you a "shadamn" moment. Before: After Fully articulated custom fingers. An ass load of surface mods. I hang my head in shame.Oh rightso the excitement with C

Just Thinkin...
The State of Arizona is in court as I write this trying to protect itself from the Federal Government. I'm sure the Feds have heard that 20 other states are trying to pass laws similar to the Arizona law so they can try and control the Illegal Aliens in their state and pay for the extra services being utilized. The Democrats and the media doesn't understand this because they can't seem to use the word "Illegal". They are "undocumented" according to the major media outlets and the Dems. No, the way it works is, if you came here illegally, then you are an "Illegal Alien". That's what the Federal Law says, even though the Obama Administration and most Democrats and the media don't seem to pay attention to the Federal Law unless it helps them. That's what I think.

Attention Bikers...
I saw this article and thought I would pass it along in case anyone was interested: Darryl Smyers of DallasObserver.com reports that PANTERA tribute act COWBOYS FROM HELL PASO will perform at the Ride For Dime concert on Saturday, July 31 at Dreamworld Music Complex in Arlington, Texas. Also scheduled to appear are SOULESS INTENT, SWEETTOOTH, 100 PROOF HATRED, WHISKEY DICK, THREAT LEVEL, WHITE COLLAR GHETTO and PUMPJACK.Ever since the December 8, 2004, death of guitarist Darrell Lance Abbott, better known to most as "Dimebag" Darrell or simply "Dime," the fallen metal icon's family, friends and fans have tried to find ways to cope with the loss of the local hero best known for his work with PANTERA.Each year, since Abbott's tragic on-stage murder at Alrosa Villa in Columbus, Ohio, many of these same friends and family have participated in the annual Ride For Dime event. The ride is an actual motorcycle procession in Dime's honor, one that starts at Longhorn Harley Davidson in

Am I Hot Or Am I Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.

Masturbation Questions
We already talked about mutual masturbation, but what if you tied me up so I cant touch you.Your job is to make my cock rock hard with out touching me, can you make me cum without touching me? How? Ever get caught masturbating? ...Me not sure? You? Tried to get caught masturbating? Me yes You?(my friend let me stay in his daughters room a few days(she in her sisters), (she was 19 36d and a round butt always hanging out her shorts) she had no problem flashing me sometimes, shaved pussy ass and braless bouncing boobs)I use to time her getting off from work. and leave the door unlocked hoping she needed a change of clothes I would be totally nude trying to make my cock huge as possible.(usually one of her parents came home first) but it was worth a try. Position yourself with a 50/50 chance of getting caught? Me yes You?still do about once a month, there is a very prude lady next doorone of her widows lines up exactly like mine sometimes when I am watching porn I will open the cur

Songs That Defined Me November Rain Guns'n'roses
When I look into your eyesI can see a love restrainedBut darlin' when I hold youDon't you know I feel the same'Cause nothin' lasts foreverAnd we both know hearts can changeAnd it's hard to hold a candleIn the cold November rainWe've been through this auch a long long timeJust tryin' to kill the painBut lovers always come and lovers always goAn no one's really sure who's lettin' go todayWalking awayIf we could take the time to lay it on the lineI could rest my head. Just knowin' that you weremineAll mineSo if you want to love methen darlin' don't refrainOr I'll just end up walkin'In the cold November rainDo you need some time...on your ownDo you need some time...all aloneEverybody needs some time...on their ownDon't you know you need some time...all aloneI know it's hard to keep an open heartWhen even friends seem out to harm youBut if you could heal a broken heartWouldn't time be out to charm youSometimes I need some time...on my ownSometimes I need some time...all aloneEverybody needs

Songs That Defined Me Truth-seether
If I gave you the truth, would it keep you alive?Though I'm closer to wrongI'm no further from rightAnd now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with meConvinced on the inside, you're so much more than me, yeahNo there's nothing you say that can salvage the lieBut I'm trying to keep my intentions disguisedAnd now I'm deprived of my conscience and something's got to giveDeprived of my conscienceThis all belongs to me, yeahI'm beaten down again, I belong to themBeaten down again, I've failed youI'm weaker now my friend, I belong to themBeaten down again, I've failed youThe deception you show is your own parasiteJust a word of advice you can heed if you likeAnd now I'm convinced on the inside that something's wrong with meConvincd on the inside you're so much more than me, yeahI'm beaten down

News Paper Article From Today On My Son! Wish They 'd Get His Heigth Right!!! Uggghhhh
Lebanon’s Justin Britt opens camp as a starter Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Jul 28, 2010 COLUMBIA — Justin Britt is opening his freshman season on top. On Tuesday morning, the University of Missouri released its pre-camp depth chart. Britt, a 2009 Lebanon High School graduate, was listed as a starter at left guard, ahead of junior Justin Palmgren. Britt, 6-foot-5, 300 pounds, is the only freshman starter listed on the Tigers’ pre-camp depth chart. Britt redshirted last season and retains four years of eligibility. Missouri opens practice on Aug. 5 and will play its first game of the season on Sept. 4 against Illinois in St. Louis.

In The Mood
Walking in quietly you do not hear my footsteps, your attention is focused. Your back is to me, I walk up behind you, grab your hips, hands slowly grasp and I pull you in. I begin nuzzling your neck. You lean back into me, my hands slowly explore, fingers lightly tap and massage. Wearing a summer dress it is flimsy and very sheer. My fingers find your mound, it is hot to the touch. Massaging, kneading, exploring...I begin to pull up your dress wanting to get closer. Our breathing becomes ragged, passion building. Dress up and I find your warmth, your wetness, finding your nodule. I massage gently, back and forth and it hardens with anticipation. My member hardens with eagerness, it presses against your cheeks. Fingers exploring, spreading you, getting slick with your juices. I massage your lips, flipping back and forth, going in and out. You cannot wait any longer and bend over and demand I take you. Not one to disobey you, I pull down my gym shorts and place myself between your cheeks

Chapter Nine: The Future
Whoo! Found the rest of the story I wrote! Random but awesome. So, i'll continue posting them for anyone who wants to read. This is mostly for my own benefit though. Maybe it'll encourage me to actually finish it. Faust couldn't remember the last time he was having so much fun. He, Shelata, and Amelia were swooping along the coastline, cracking jokes and poking fun at each other. He had just commented on Shelata's lame comeback and so he was dodging her playful swipes at him with her tail. Time seemed to fly by, and all too soon they reached a pile of rocks that looked like draogn eggs from the air. Turning inland, the three dragons coasted along towards Faust's nest. "Hey Faust, remember that Green Dragon you tried to seduce a few years ago?" Amelia asked him. "Green Dragon?" Shelata quizzically looked over at Faust, and Amelia laughed as Faust blushed. "Hey, it was dark, and that male had no business being so feminine like that." All three cracked up in laughter. "In all ho

Check Out The Cute Outfit Up For Bid On Ebay....
0-3 month one piece princess outfit up for bid. please help raise the price a little bit we need the $$.... http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&Item=170518004064&Category=57847&_trkparms=algo%3DLVI%26its%3DI%26otn%3D1 Thanks bunches! Kitty

Done And Done
I graduated on Monday. Now I have the rest of this week off to be with John and the Kids! We've gone to the beach and are planning another picnic day there. If anyone has more suggestions of fun things we can do.. spill it!!! Back to the working world for me, on Monday next week!

Brain Says, I'm Done With Her You Know, She Treats Me Like A Ragdoll
The final PNG blog I went into work early to meet PNG, seems she got there ahead of schedule and texted me that she was there. No response from my text last night. Even though people were already inside, she was outside waiting, and she bought me a present. They have a local drink called Loganberry, she bought me a bottle, as we had discussed it before. We did have a nice chat, but I was able to determine that she is infact dating someone. I'm going to put it in the books that she totally likes me, but she's seeing someone, so it will go no further. Yeah, someone who is faithful, what's that like? So thus ends the tale of PNG. Hmmm, I wonder just how old Semi Hot Intern (SHI) is... :D

I Have A Dilemma...
Okay. I'm usually a "live and let live" kinda guy. No, really! I am! This week I got invited to a Facebook group about Fetishist (if you don't know him, don't worry about it. But you might as well stop reading here and move on.) Now, typically I would have ignored the request. I figured it wasn't so big a deal, but I was curious. I know of him here, but, well, I have no interest in his particular fondness in plastic-bags-as-sexy-clothing. So I went to look. I had to giggle. I joined. I didn't realize that he is a Facebook Friend of mine already. He noticed the group, that I had joined it, and suddenly he's in my chatbox there all the time. I resented it at first. I felt like, Dude! You're a joke! Go away! Then I started feeling kinda guilty for laughing at him, and he made me feel more guilty. I wanted to delete my FB account and start it over. But chatting with him some, I realized he just was like a lot of us - lonely and wanting attention. I won't apologize for my giggling at

Lonely Soul
The lonely soul wandersAlone in the walks of lifeNo other soul as his companionThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the daybreakHe does his dutiesIn the walks of lifeThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the life He meets many other soulsWho comes to beUnfit for the lonely soulThe lonely soul wandersAs the days pass byThe lonely soul becameMore lonely, with no othersouls as his companionThe lonely soul wandersAlone in the walks of lifeThe lonely soul decidesNot to die, but to faceLife in all its hardshipsThe lonely soul wanders

Happy Birthday My Sir
To: my Sir, Birthdays are inevitable, as is the passing of time. Nearly four years have passed since W/we began spending time together. At first, it was by chance, when both of U/us were on line and not busy. Even then i felt drawn to You. It wasn't long before i started to squirm and wiggle my way out of other on line *clears throat* conversations when You showed Yourself on line, even if only to get a moment of Your time and attention. Weeks passed, some with little communication, some with a lot. It seemed, though, that W/we started to seek each other out more and more often. Just a couple short months into O/our friendship, i knew something special had begun. The word love had not yet occurred to me though it would have fit. You had become an important person in my life, showing me more respect than i could have shown myself at the time. O/our conversations ebbed an flowed easily, sometimes touching on the erotic, but usually just day to day stuff. You let me vent about m

Fuzzies
I'm an idiot. I washed a few towels with some clothes. I knew I shouldn't, but they are old towels so I thought I'd be safe. WRONG! Now my clothes have little fuzzies all over them. Got any ideas? Only thing I can come up with is to use a lint roller on them when they are dry. I should have known better...

Bullshit Shades On
I figured it all out. When my friends used to say I needed more action in my life, lol HAHA! The truth is, I was more content where I was in that life. No stress and omg I smiled more. My sister said I don't laugh as much I used to. Guess its weird, cause thats me laugh laugh laugh! A lot has happen, that has changed my life and made me see that I have to be smarter, faster, and put on the bullshit shades.

Cant Keep To Myself
Looking for the cure the moment when lonely doesn's find its way into my thoughts the spark of truly feeling free seconds from taking myself to the edge not quite jumping wanting to feel the burning of struggling beneath you fire of rope on my skin the need to say not and yes slips from my lips the aching of wanting more desperation begging for you to touch the deepest parts of me reaching into my treacherous darkness and making me beautiful only for one my heart pounding my body shaking and pleas in whispers and whimpers of anticipation yearning for a split second for the misery to end all I know is desire, servitude and the sweet pain keeping it hidden behind my eyes looking for the cure the moment when I am truly pacified.

Making Skins
Ok, Im messing with skins, and i have the basics figured out. I understand the fonts and font color, background image and the boxes back ground color and what not... I am frusterated cuz i am attempting to put a nissan logo cursor in, and when i enter the url, and preview the skin, i get an arrow instead of nissan... and the image for the top of the page wont show. I know the link works because i put it behind the box where my pic is on my profile... im tryina finger this shit out myself, and i fail lol as you were

Seriously, Stfu You Whine Ass!!
So I'm minding my own business, IMing with that Helly person when I see someone rate my pic. I tooltipped and when I saw the status, I KNEW this was going to be fun: Status:I dont want anyone liking, fanning, rating or sending me friend requests, period!!!!! You know how well I read :) so I rated the only 2 pics that were visable (profile is private.) And this conversation ensued: Gobfather ...: i wish fubar didnt have ways to bypass a private profile 12:54pm Suga Lips: You can't make a salute private 12:54pm Gobfather ...: damn it 12:55pm Gobfather ...: well i do not want rates 12:56pm Suga Lips: It's none of my business, but you rated my pic so I reciprocated. The point to the site is rating and for other people points--if you have a problem with it, why are you even on here? 12:57pm Gobfather ...: force of habit 12:57pm Suga Lips: Well it's a force of habit for others to rate you. You're either gonna have to dea

Dc Comics Killed Wonder Woman
Political correctness has stretched its ugly hand into the DC Comic company. Wonder Woman, a staple of the super heroes genre, was dressed down by who ever is running the company. Instead of looking like a sexy girl next door, they have made her look like a vamp looking for her next john. I have a feeling that the hate America crowd at DC Comics wanted to make sure she didn’t profess her love of country. What ever the reason, DC Comics killed Wonder Woman. Shame on you DC Comics. Read what others say about the change http://www.foxnews.com/entertainment/2010/07/28/olivia-munn-blasts-like-original-wonder-woman-costume/ BlastFM is not politically correct. BlastFM is a venue for all who love music no matter who sings it. 24/7 just for you www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Whataya Want From Me
Hey, slow it down whataya want from me Whataya want from me Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me Whataya want from me There might have been a time When I would give myself away Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn But now, here we are so whataya want from me Whataya want from me Just don't give up I'm workin it out Please don't give in, I won't let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep coming around Hey, whataya want from me Whataya want from me Whataya want from me Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see) that baby you're beautiful And there's nothing wrong with you (nothing wrong with you) It's me, I'm a freak (yeah) but thanks for lovin' me Cause you're doing it perfectly (it perfectly) There might have been a time When I would let you slip away I wouldn't even try But I think you could save my life Just don't give up I'm workin' it out Please don't give in, I won't let you down It messed me up, need a second to breathe Just keep comin aroun

My Friend E-mailed This To Me.. It Makes You Think..
MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life

Blur Review:
Blur Review: by Chris M. Arnone Like Need for Speed engaging in a Glee-style mash-up with Mario Kart…but it could have used more of both. Blur had a great marketing campaign. Cutesy little characters racing around in a faux Mario Kart or Mod Nation Racers style with cutesy little cars firing cutesy little weapons. Then one little ball of adorable pulls over, gets out, and watches real licensed cars racing asphalt streets with destructive weapons. The theme: Mario Kart grows up. View entire article ► Achievements, Blur Review:, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog,

Unlimited 11s & Double Points Day! Pimpout For Rates!
What's up FUBAR Crew!!!! This is Span Rican! To all fubar members. Fubar just went thru another of that crazy XO Communications blackout!! In order for FUBAR to spread the love, they have again made fubar wednesday, Double points, & Unlimited 11s wednesday!! You like double points? You like unlimited 11s? You like to get a pimpout? Then Come Span Rican profile & rate all Span Rican's stashes & rate a 11 on 1000 pics for a one pimpout day for one week! That's right! 1000 pics rated as 11 + all stashes = one pimpout a day for one week!!!!! Come on down to Span Rican's page!

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me
ems1160: talk to me 9:44am GBT: about? 9:45am ems1160: all right you are in a bathroom stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do? 9:45am GBT: Bite it off 9:46am ems1160: ouch!! any warning first 9:46am GBT: Unless that penis belongs to my husband...no warning 9:47am ems1160: how hard a bite we talkin 9:48am

Manic Episodes....are Fucking Annoying
it takes me forever to type, because my tics start happening, and you really cant type well while have a sudden urge to bang on the stupid desk. i cant sit still .... was listening to music to help, but it didnt, a friend sent me this excerpt from a book, and it helps explain to others a little "There is a particular kind of pain, elation, loneliness, and terror involved in this kind of madness. When you're high it's tremendous. The ideas and feelings are fast and frequent like shooting stars, and you follow them until you find better and brighter ones. Shyness goes, the right words and gestures are suddenly there, the power to captivate others a felt certainty. There are interests found in uninteresting people. Sensuality is pervasive and the desire to seduce and be seduced irresistible. Feelings of ease, intensity, power, well-being, financial omnipotence, and euphoria pervade one's marrow. But, somewhere, this changes. The fast ideas are far too fast, and there are far too many; o

What Color Of The Rainbow Are You?
You Are Blue You believe the key to living a good life is simple. Be as honest with yourself and others as possible. You value the truth over everything else. You will remain loyal to those who are honest with you, even if their honesty hurts. Compared to most people, you handle the truth well. You take every event in stride. You are the calm spot in a sea of chaos. You think the solution to most problems is open communication. You wish that people would be more real with each other. What Color of the Rainbow Are You? Blogthings: We're Not Shrinks, But We Play Them On the Internet

The Impossible Figure Test
You Are Deep You are completely self sufficient. You are your own happiness. You are content with your life and the world. It's hard to bum you out. You see how everything is cyclical. You understand that nothing is permanent. Insightful and smart, you know enough to get how the world works yet still realize there is more to learn. The Impossible Figure Test Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Bikes Are Packed
Our bikes are packed. The pets (dogs, cat, parrots, chickens) have clean bedding, full tummies, fresh water, and are all set. I'm geared up and ready to hit the road. Angel, if you read this, we're coming to your town so I'll call you. Tonight will be spent at our ranch where we have a few things to take care of before leaving for 3 weeks. I'm sure there are a few pounds of blackberries needing picking and some nectarines and peaches. Tomorrow will have us riding up to my daughter's house to celebrate my grandbaby's first birthday. All 3 of my girls will be there. I suppose my husband and son-in-law can find something manly to talk about but GOOD LUCK with that! Friday we roll east. We'll be meeting up with a Fubar friend and his wife who ride for a few hours then my husband and I will peel off to our destination. That's where we'll meet up with a group of around 15 bikes for the ride east. I'll blog to you later. *low wave* Lisa Ann *Drama Queen*

Beauty
Beauty in itself is not evil.Beauty does not walk, talk, scheme or plan.Beauty is, however,something that we humans have managed to mold into a razor-sharp weapondripping with deadly poison.Whispers of vicious, poisonous barbs are dared all over the world,every hour of every day.

Dude...that's My Bike!
After a commute from hell last night (humid outside, waiting 30 minutes for bus to show up to have sweaty, smelly Polak sit next to me) I had an unfunny funny. I get off the bus. The stop is in front of a McDonald's. The one half of the parking lot was completely empty with the exception of this big, bright, fire engine red motorcycle. It wasn't a little. Truly hard to miss. It stood about chest high. ONLY thing parked in this half of the lot. Just the bike. NOTHING ELSE! (Yes, there is a point. WAIT FOR IT!) Now enter big white van pulling around. He decides he's going to park and go inside to order. Not surprising. The drive thru at this McDonald's is HORRID! Hey, there's no cars parked on this half of the lot. Let's park here! (Can ya'll see where this is going?) Pulls up, starts to back up into a spot. Beep, beep, beep...CRUNCH! You hear the driver spit out "SHIT!" Enter pudgy Fonzie wanna be looking guy running up. "Dude...that's my bike!" Now obviously the man has a reason t

Ronnie
Is finding it all very hard to understand in my warped mind these days feelings and such that I try to ignore and pretend they are nonexistant. It amazes me how one can have a friend and not think too much about the future until something throws a wrench in it and changes courses of events in your life. My friend Ronnie committed suicide last week and I have just now come to terms that he will no longer be around it took me a damn week to realize this..what kind of friend does that make me? Funny how you think you wont miss someone so badly and then a event in your daily life jars a memory or makes you think of that person in some particuliar way. At this point my mind says hes free of the pain that noone seemed to know of or failed to notice but my heart weeps for him and my soul crys out for a friend who could always put a smile on the face of a friend or stranger alike. So fly my friend be at peace knowing so much love from so many people could not kill the pain that weighed heav

I Did Almost Wet Myself This Is Over The Top Funny!
This is an "actual letter" from an Austin, Texas woman sent to Proctor and Gamble regarding one of their feminine products. She really gets rolling after the first paragraph. This was PC Magazine's 2009 Editors' Choice award-winner for the best letter sent via e-mail. Dear Mr. Thatcher,I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts.But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants.Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now. As I ty

Thieves Blend Kills Toxic Mold (repost)
Thieves Oil comes from research about four thieves during the 15th-century plague who used cloves, rosemary, and other aromatics to protect themselves while robbing plague victims. How to use: Diffuse for short periods of time (1/2 hour or less) in the work or home environment. Apply to the bottom of the feet or dilute with a Massage Oil Base for a stimulating massage under the arms and on the chest at the base of the neck. Common Ingredients: Clove (Syzygium aromaticum), lemon (Citrus limon), cinnamon (Cinnamomum verum), Eucalyptus radiata, and rosemary (Rosmarinus officinalis). Here are two recipes for Thieves Oil. One from Karen another from Debbie. Thieves Oil recipes: Equal amounts of eucalyptus, rosemary, cinnamon, clove and lemon. Mix with base of olive oil. I usually put a tablespoon of each in a 2 oz. bottle and then fill the rest with olive oil. you can make a larger batch in a quart jar following the same proportion m

Fast Update
did ya know once a few people know things like this about you ... and you post a blog to inform them whats going on so you can go to bed and sleep you kind of have to keep posting blogs or you get the hell harrassed outta of you for not keeping peeps informed I think I liked it better when you fuckers hated me lmaooo lots of pain still wacked out appetite still tired a lot still YAY me specialist app friday a week with the uroligist love most of you ... * sticks out tongue *

Everyday Interaction
Hey all you mooshers and monsters out there. Just a quick hello unto you all, and tell you that my so called "shoutbox" as they call it, or the litte thing called chat haha, is open for your interests. So lemmie know who, what, when , where, and anything in the middle you wanna know or talk about, and it can range from anywhere in singing in the rain, to being the only guy or girl out there who still try to get into chuckie cheese games, and mcdonalds play places. Hey who knows what kinda things people are doin out there. Hit me up day or night and I will try to get back to all my minions or mooshers. Later

Dash
I had this in metil it spilled out and stuck to my fingersflicking the cold thick off and pressing my fingers against my eyespressure relieving pressureor is it tension?Condensation.I wrote another love letteroffered in earnest humility to the shredder95% recycled material.No return addressso they can't find me.Twice as effective as pulling the covers over your heador changing the name of your only imaginary friend.Can't hide foreverbut you can run.

[mike And Shawn- Fuck Yeah!]
I dunno why but that was my favorite quote from Alpha Protocol.Then I killed a LOT of people, and restarted the game as a veteran >> I got like 80 bonus ability points and some snazzy starting gear. Definitely worth playing through as a rookie first, and the additional commentary is hilarious.My asthma is fucking vindictive. Always at night, always in bed.I vaccummed my mattress and switched things around.Hope that helps. I'd like to avoid seeing a real doctor if at all possible.I'm kind of a walking allergy attack at work though.And I guess yet another set up is in store.This time its the christian's friend.Dinner Thursday... if I don't bail.There is not much build up to this.And it just sounds like some weird crap shoot shot in the dark with little to no work placed.I think the christian just wants her life to be more like a sitcom.When will she learn that people require manipulation and placement in order to get what you want?... holy hell I still haven't paid my bills this month.So

Jeanie And The Giant Peach
My sister Jeanie turned forty-six this past Sunday. I last saw her in Kentucky when Martha, the kids, and I went to visit my mom last month, and I thought of her as I reread Roald Dahl’s “James and the Giant Peach” (ISBN 055315317X). Jeanie must have really loved this book growing up, for she (Crescent City class of ’82, so she’s eight years older than me) checked it out of our high school library and to my knowledge it’s never gotten back there. Perhaps my sister’s own kids now in their mid-twenties have read it or it just lays forgotten in some nook. Sad thing, to forget a book … Jeanie got on great with Sarah and Jeffrey, and as Mom had taken a turn for the worst she was open to listening to the Good News from my aunt Linda, her husband Larry, and even me when I got asked to speak. “Down the main street of the village it rolled, with people leaping frantically out of its path right and left, and at the end of the stree

Without You
Without you there is no light Without you there is no dark Without you there is no happiness Without you there no sadness Without you there is no reason Without you there is no rhyme Without you there's only stillness Without you there is no time. Without you I am so empty Without you there is no us Without you there is no future Without a future what's the fuss Without you my life is empty Without you should I continue Without you my life's a mess WITHOUT YOU....... my love will end ... forever This is from my heart, I am crying as I write this, I cant imagine a life without you in it Me... I love you dearly, I wish you could see...

7/27/2010
one of my other guards keeps pushing and pushing to be made a supervisor and get a raise. he has felt that he doesn't get paid enough to do his job. and he is sick of the guards that run the entrances to the community getting paid more than he does. meaning the gate guards get paid more than him and he's mad and thinks he should be making more. I thought about it and made him work at the front gate. within an hour he was calling me requesting to be pulled of the front asap. he tyhen changed his mind about being promoted and getting a raise. I laughed so hard that I ended up shooting coffee out of my nose and choking. I moved him back to patrol. He then left to patrol and didn't say a word for the rest of the day. I guess he didn't realize that the people here for the most part suck ass, and that only a very very small percentage of them are good people without sticks up there butt. I'm pretty sure that'll be the last i hear about a raise from him. A few hours after a y

I Love You...
Somebody wrote this but I don't know who. I can relate to it in SO many ways!if i ever push you away, i don’t really mean to. when i tell you i don’t want to talk about it i do, i am just looking for the right words. give me a minute, and if i can tell you; i will. i try to be a struggling mix of real and perfect at the same time. at the moment, i am working on the ratio. when i get really quiet sometimes it is because i have too much to say i have thought of too many things to tell you all at once and i don’t know what to say first. i get immaturely jealous of anyone who gets to see you on a daily basis. i miss you real easily. but i also like it that we can be a p a r t and we are both okay. space is good, too. i love the way we love some of the same things. and i love how we love entirely different things. my head is a complicated pile of thoughts, and fears, and cravings, and dreams, and this tangled up nostalgia for the past and, somehow, t

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME If tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you. And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, in heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye. For all my life I'd always thought, I didn't wan't to

Stronger Then The Grave
Stronger Then the Grave Love is stronger then death It is like a seal over ones heart Love is stronger then death it is as unyielding As the grave. No jealousy can turn it away. Love burns like a blazing fire Just like a mighty flame No water can quench it Not even a river can wash it away No floods can drowned it. But I grow weary for my lover to see Every night I flood my bed with tears I drench it so with my longing My eyes waste away because of my grief I grow weak because my lover is not near When will this loneliness end I ask myself For I know love is stronger then the grave.

Confuzzlement
Soooo... say you have a friend of the opposite gender that you met in college. You hung out a lot, but never really went "there" for various reasons. Fast forward to the interwebz age, some 15ish years later, and you find them on facebook. This is someone who's never been overtly emotional or expressive. Yet, after chatting occasionally online for a few months, they start signing their notes with "Love You" or " ♥ " or whatnot. What does it mean?

For All Of You That Dont Read My About Me.
My name is Kendra. I'm bisexual and i really dont care what you think about it. Im agnostic so dont preach to me about god i really dont want to hear it. I have 3 older brothers mark, brandon, and will. They do get on my fubar so watch what you say. Im really sweet when it comes down to it. But dont piss me off.

Heart Aches And Heart Breaks
Love lifes mystery without it we seem so lost .. with it we seem so confused , so which is better .. to really love .. in this world seems to hurt so much .. you give so much of yourself .. and hope they do so in return .. But still love is one of those things... You never expect it sometimes but .. you never know when it will happen or who you will fall in love with .. but real love .. is out of this world it requires its own understanding , even if the heart been broken it can be healed to love again move pastit past and into the future were a deeper love dwells , a love which leaves you in awe of each other , and delights in each others experiences.. such is a love that would be worth the cost .. worth the cost of putting ones heart out there .. so we as humans keep looking and trying to find it , and you never know where you will ... open your hearts to love and be with someone who admires and respects your true self ..

I Think Its Safe To Say.....
....that you have become a lil too immersed in your work, when you.... come home and despite your best efforts, you fall out, you wake up & look at the clock & burst to your feet in panic from how fukin late you are, only to realize at some point between the bed & the car, that it is actually p.m. ......of the same day.

Betty
Betty , is what they called you , you were such a kind women, a teacher and an artist in our own right , i always admired the way that you told me exactly the way things were , you didnt try and sugar coat it . You always told me to believe in education , and to have high standards for myself .. Gren i called you , but you really were Betty , I remember driving with you to place in your little hatchback ad how careful you were even if the youger drivers were quite impatient .. but it never bothered me , i was just happy to have time with you , and you used to drive me everywhere , ad wed go and visit some of your friends too and youd show me off to them , so proud of me you were and when i hadnt really done anything .. but it showed how much you loved me .. Your passing hurt so much , i didn't want to let go , i really wanted you to live forever .. that how precious you werre and still are .. But your heart it couldn't take it anymore , and i knew you'd die soon.. My heart stil

Grandma Hilda
its been so many years now .. way back in 90 something since i last held you hand or looked into your eyes , your sweet crystal blue eyes .. i didn't get the chace to spend much time with , but the time i had with you was precious .. more precious then anything , i was only about thirteen when i last saw you alive .. and ididn't undrstand what was happeing to you .. but i loved you anyway .. you used to tell the same stories over and over , they were funny atfirst and rich and full of character just like movie , but then after you finshed telling thme once you would all over again ... and again , the stories would somehow seem dull .. yet they werent becuase you said them .. but i kow it wasn't your fault .now .. i was only a young child when you left me .. I've always missed you Gandma i always wanted more time you .. but such is life and lifes journey . sometimes knows no amount limit of sorrow but yet it goes on .. I used to draw you , from pictures and try to capture your like

Approaching
Quickly approaching is my appointment with my Cardiologist but the decision about the Stint for my Aorta will not be shared by me here or elsewhere. It will be others, who transgress the law, as they did before, to reveal it. Glory to God N

It All Comes Down To This..and This Is Nothing.
I touched upon the fact that I made a big mistake in my last blog. I still feel the same way. Nothing can change that. What's done is done. I made the mistake of going on Craig'sList and put up a somewhat amusing and to be frank (or Dave) a real honest personal ad. Good lord, the amount of spam was overwhelming. So much so I had to write a filter and block it. Lesson learned? CL is great for selling or trading but for anything worthwhile, it blows (and sucks). Which get's me to my other rant. Cupid.com. Nice concept and somewhat easy to navigate. Which is great for moron's like moi. Anyways, I again put up a add that I thought was totally honest (perhaps to a fault), heartfelt and yes, amusing. Not a lot of spam returned which is a good thing. That being said , the women there , to me are all hipsters. It's wierd, they all reside in Brooklyn, try to be more , well "random and hip" than the next. I guess that's fine as I do like the "alt" type of girl. My dream girl is a Jeanne G

Guess Who Has A Date With Png Tomorrow...
Misleading blog titles for the win! I kind of do have a date with PNG tomorrow, at 7:15, at work. She came in the office and asked me what time I came in, I said about 7:45, she said she needed to come in early. My co-worker asked her “Do you have a key?” she said no. I said, I have a key, and I would come in with her to let her in, because I wanted to know how to get into the building after hours anyway in case of an emergency. Of course, since we were going to be meeting, I got her cell phone number. I texted her so she could get my number. Then later, we had this little back and forth: Me: Ooo, does this mean I can totally text you all the time now? PNG: hahahaha sure :) Me: Yay! I suppose that is worth an early morning. I talked and texted a bit more throughout the day. I was telling her about Blu-ray movies. My goal was to get her to come see one at Casa De Pedro. Don’t know if she’s down for it. Though we may have hit a stumbling block

Hearts
So there comes a time in your life, when you meet someone. Someone damned special. And its something you never expected.Something you never thought you wanted, but now that is has comes, you for fucking sure dont want to be without that person.Lura. I love you. You mean the world to me. In a short amount of time, you have put so many smiles on my face.A lot of people will come and go, buy you my dear, you must stay with me. Or else. I love you,but I'll threaten you. Rawr.So I got a jobby today. Working for Vizio. Tech support. Call center job.I hate being on phones. and it will only be a matter of time till i hate this job as well. But its money, and i need moolah.Just one income isnt enough.I wanna be able to move out and get our own place. I need more room then just this.so if he gets this job as well, and a combined income of 22bucks an hour, it should be a lot easier.

Green Day: Rock Band Review:
Green Day: Rock Band Review: by Chris M. Arnone From punk to Broadway, Rock Band makes a must-have for Green Day fans. In 1994, Los Angeles punk band Green Day released Dookie to immediate success. That album has since gone diamond, selling over 10 million copies. Green Day went on making punk music and experimenting with their style, finding new popularity with 2004's American Idiot and continuing that success into 2009's 21st Century Breakdown and now even a Broadway musical based on that album. View entire article ► Achievements, Cheats, FAQs, Forums, Green Day: Rock Band, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales,

Yeah Im Fine.
It Must be your skin that I'm sinking in It Must be for real 'cause now I can feel And I didn't mind it's not my kind It's not my time to wonder why Everything's gone white And everything's grey Now you're here now you're away I don't want this Remember that I'll never forget where you're at Don't let the days go by Glycerine Glycerine I'm never alone I'm alone all the time Are you at one Or do you lie We live in a wheel Where everyone steals But when we rise it's like strawberry fields I treated you bad You bruise my face Couldn't love you more You got a beautiful taste Don't let the days go by Could have been easier on you I couldn't change though I wanted to Should have been easier by three Our old friend fear and you and me Glycerine Glycerine Don't let the days go by Glycerine Don't let the days go by Glycerine Oh, Glycerine![x4] Bad moon white again Bad moon white again As she falls around me I needed you more When we wanted us less I could not kiss just regress It might

Ohio
You know you're from Ohio if:: You know all the 4 seasons: winter, still winter, almost winter and construction. You live less than 20 miles from some college or university. You know what a "buckeye" really is, and have a recipe for candy ones, and usually look around when someone says that they have buckeyes. Michigan usually brings a scowl. (unless you live in toledo) You know if other Ohioans are from southern or northern Ohio as soon as they open their mouths. You know how to correctly spell Cincinnati. You know what's round on the ends and hi in the middle. "Vacation" means going to Florida, Hilton Head, or Florida. You measure distance in minutes. Your school classes were canceled because of cold. Your school classes were canceled because of heat. You've had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day, and maybe even use the "defrost" and "A/C" in the same day. You end your sentences with an unnecessary preposition. Example: "Where's my coat at?" You know what's knee-high by t

Things You Should Know But Probably Don't
THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW BUT PROBABLY DON'T 1. Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. 3. The dot over the letter 'i' is called a 'tittle.' 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller .. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster 's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small-sized dog.

Sicko's
4 all u gujys that just want 2 get on yahoo or cam 2 cam, just 2 show what u have and want 2 c something from me 2 help u get off, just don't bother, If I don't feel it then I don't want 2 c it. Move on 2 someone that will,

Take To Heart... A Soldier Died Today
He was getting old and paunchy And his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion, Telling stories of the past. Of a war that he once fought in And the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies; They were heroes, every one.. And 'tho sometimes to his neighbours His tales became a joke, All his buddies listened quietly For they knew whereof he spoke. But we'll hear his tales no longer,

Lindsay Lohan, 24, Gets Her Name And Face All Over The News Because She Went To Jail.
Lindsay Lohan, 24, gets her name and face all over the news because she went to jail. Justin Allen, 23, Brett Linley, 29, Matthew Weikert, 29, Justus Bartett, 27, Dave Santos, 21, Chase Stanley, 21, Jesse Reed, 26, Matthew Johnson, 21, Zachary Fisher, 24, Brandon King, 23, and Sheldon Tate, 27, are all Marines that gave their lives for you this week. Honor THEM by re-posting!!!·

Open Letter To Apple
An Open Letter to Apple: On Sunday 7-25-10 I went to go look at IPHONE 4 accessories at... wait for it... wait for it... THE APPLE STORE!!!! This is the Apple store in Short Hills Mall in New Jersey. My wife and I got there and found that there was a line outside. We asked what the line was for and were told it was to get in the store. So we went to grab something to eat and then came back. Low and behold the line was still there. So we got in line and waited, and waited and waited and yes waited some more. After a 20 minute wait with about 20 - 30 of our closest friends we get to the front where the man in blue (I refuse to defile the word genius) was standing. In addition to him there was also a police officer next to him (no riot gear on and he was a very nice guy, but his mere presence still made the mood very sour). I asked the apple employee why were waiting, when I could clearly see inside the store was not even 50% filled) Before he could answer A couple came

Color Blind ~ Counting Crows
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bJks1r14yg Color Blind Lyrics I am color...blind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am taffy stuck, tongue tied Stuttered shook and uptight Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am covered in skin No one gets to come in Pull me out from inside I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding I am colorblind Coffee black and egg white Pull me out from inside I am ready I am ready I am ready I am...fine I am.... fine I am fine

The Age Of Techology
DON'T LAUGH!...This is SERIOUS!, for the over 55 generation: I thought about the 30 year business I ran with 1800 employees, all without a Blackberry that played music, took videos, pictures and communicated with Facebook and Twitter. I signed up under duress for Twitter and Facebook, so my seven kids, their spouses, 13 grandkids and 2 great grand kids could communicate with me in the modern way. I figured I could handle something as simple as Twitter with only 140 characters of space. That was before one of my grandkids hooked me up for Tweeter, Tweetree, Twhirl, Twitterfon, Tweetie and Twittererific Tweetdeck, Twitpix and something that sends every message to my cell phone and every other program within the texting world. My phone was beeping every three minutes with the details of everything except the bowel movements of the entire next generation. I am not ready to live like this. I keep my cell phone in the garage in my golf bag. The kids bought me

Chris Brown - Forever
1, 2, 3, 4. Hey Hey Oh... Hey Hey Oh... It's you and me moving At the speed of light into eternity yer, Tonight is the night to join me in the middle of ecstasy. Feel the melody in the rhythm of the music around you, around you I'm gonna take you there, I'm gonna take you there So don't be scared I'm right here baby We can go anywhere, go anywhere But first it's your chance, Take my hand come with me [Chorus:] It's like I've waited my whole life for this one night It's gonna be me you and the dance floor 'cause we've only got one night Double your pleasure Double your fun and dance Forever (ever, ever) Forever (ever, ever) Forever (ever, ever) Forever girl forever Forever (ever, ever) Forever (ever, ever) Forever (ever, ever) Forever on the dance floor Feels like we're on another level Feels like our loves intertwined, We can be two rebels breaking the rules me and you, you and I All you got to do is watch me Look what I can do with my feet Baby feel the beat inside, I'm driving yo

I Wanna Tell Him...
I think he's hot. && I wanna get to know him. I don't know how to start a conversation with him. && I wish I could say I like him alot, but I don't. Cause I don't even know him. Maybe I can get up my courage one day :]

A Poem For You Babe.....
Unconditional Love I dont know when it Happened Or how is got it's start but my heart fell inlove with you from the very Beginning. I smile when I think of you My heart skips a beat when i speak to you, My love for you grows with each passing day not a moment in time could pass me by. Before you came along, my heart was broken, never thought i would meet someone that could make it whole, then i met you!!! I love you baby and always will no one in this world can ever change how i feel about you!!! You are my world my everything

Amii Stewart - Knock On Wood
I don't want to lose you This good thing That I got 'Cause if I do I will surely, surely lose a lot 'Cause your love is better Than any love I know It's like thunder and lightning The way you love me is frightening You better knock, knock on wood, baby I'm not superstitious about ya But I can't take no chance You got me spinnin', baby You know I'm in a trance 'Cause your love is better Than any love I know It's like thunder, lightning The way you love me is frightenin' You better knock, knock, knock on wood, baby Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood Think I better knock It's no secret about it 'Cause with his lovin' touch He sees to it That I get enough With his touch all over You know it means so much It's like thunder and lightnin' The way you love me is frightenin' You better knock, knock on wood, baby Think I better knock, knock, knock on wood T

Wait For You
It started with a kiss and turned out something else.The blood courses in through my veins I think of no one else.I never believed in much but I believe in this.Im incomplete without you, Id kill to taste your kiss.Im lost and lonely scared and hiding.Blind without you.When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,Ill wait for youWhen the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,Ill wait for youWhen the pain it seems too much and my heart starts beating out of touch I dont need a thing,Ill wait for youIt's all so different now, emotions burn me out.I have a lifeless touch, this distance leaves no doubt.I fear it all too much but part of me believes.As the years pass away you made me recognize,Im lost and lonely, scared and hiding.Blind without you.When the the world comes crashing down and the skies begin to fall,Ill wait for youWhen the days grow old and long and my skins turns into stone,Ill wait for youWhen the pain it seems too much and my heart sta

Bother
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on: I'll never live down my deceit

The Most Sincere F/u
I never once knew what I felt, couldn't tell if what it was, was real or not. Every day I cherished the fact, I held on too. We gave it our all, through the good and the hell. Never once did I ever turn my back on you, only taking a step back from you each time it blew. Anger in its truest form, the form of my darkness is released through my voices, growls, screams..till the knife comes out.Blood is bled, and what is shed is no more then tears of a different thickness. Witness the breaking point in which you point the finger, don't mention how the past will linger on your tongue waiting for a chance to strike. But let me fuel the fire and leave all desires off my sleeve until I expire, its the only thing that will never change. Sick in the head, tongue filled with lead, leaving a hole in your head, click click bang ya dead. Metaphorically of course, but I do want a divorce from ever remembering ya quicker then a race horse can piss with two dicks, like I said I'm sick in the head, have

Taking The Day Off
Hi everyone. Long time no chit chat and really long time since I posted a blog. SO what's been happening lately? Quite a bit here actually. I am now a full time student in college going for and associates degree in IT. My girlfriend is going to school as well for medical office management / medical assistant. Kids all going at it all the time keeps us on the going constantly. Decided to take the day off of work today. Carrie is out lookingat a new vehicle since ours got totaled out. We had a 2005 Impala. But anyhow, I'm not gonna ramble on to dam much. I just wanted to throw something in the box for the first time in a long time. Have a great day everyone!

Rant.
*Start of Rant* Went and got my new shoe fitted today .... fucking lovely it is, here have a look ..... After I had that thing fitted and having to put up with all the people staring on the bus ... I can just imagine all the old biddies whispering to each other ....' poor soul, bless her she has a club foot'. Club foot my arse, you'll have a club head in the minute if you don't stop whispering about me. Paranoia setting in??? ... Fuck yes, it would happen to you if you had to lug that damn thing around with you. And Jesus H Christ it makes you feet sweat. Then I went to the dentist to have the rest of my root canal filling done, the anaesthetic is now wearing off and it bloody well hurts. Then, about 30 mins ago (as if my day wasn't fucked up enough) I received a call from the hospital ... Caller: Hello Miss Fraser, i'm calling about your appointment for a CT scan, how does the 30th August sound? Me: *stunned* .. did you say the 30th August? Caller: Yes! M

Rough Month
So being in the military takes its toll on someone but yea thats expected. But this month has just been pretty damn rough, on the 3rd my father past away and that was pretty hard on me, that was and unexpected thing, so i had to leave right away from colorado and fly out to ohio, i got there ok my aunt helped me get the things settledand dealt with, so that was the beginning of the month for me. then me and my wife seperated so now im back in colorado just bymyself, then i was back for only a weekend then had to fly out here to westpoint, ny were i will be at till mid august, have a weekend off there then go out the field for about 2weeks, man just no breaks, im jus hoping things start to slow down a bit, just some time to get away and relax

Wow...even For Me This Is Terrible...started As A Facebook War :)
one day you hear me spin this shit ain't got nothin on nobody can't even spit this shit lemme write it out for ya baby someone else can say it baby cause frankly baby i ain't got shit can do it again baby tell me what you you want me to say baby got a way with words on paper baby can't articulate ma voice to relieve the brashness baby don't need it on ma own can alwayz get it for ma baby love the way i know you will alwayz lay it down for me baby write it out as if you will never remember baby spit it on the paper like you will forget it baby how could you forget me baby never gonna happen baby my words so smooth got ya screamin out ma name baby remember what i say baby can alwayz use it again baby know that you're my muse and my inspiration baby these words mean nothin baby lest they're written for ma baby so hold it up throw it down baby keep on shoutin baby love the way you mix it around baby keep on flauntin baby give me a reason to keep on writin baby

Fire Safety Few Thoughts
Before I pass on a few fire safety tips let me start by saying that I am the Fire Prevention Officer at a 60mil doller facillity. I only mention this so that you can get an even bigger kick from the inferrences you will surely create. 1. Check your fire exstinguishers regularly..if a member of your household uses one and does not inform you..this could have tragic results when it is needed. 2. Ensure you have enough garden hose to reach any space in your house that may possibly need extinguishing. 3. Keep all drop ceiling tiles in good repair and in place..these are crucial fire safety items when there is a void between floors that contain highly flamable items such as insulation..plastic/flexy piping..ect. 4. Check/clean your dryer venting duct on a regular basis..ensure that there are no obstructions or excessive lint build-up..this is crucial in households where 40-50 loads of laundry are done a week. (No exageration) 5. Always use hard metal pipe for venting whenever possible

For We Are Soldiers
u stay up for 16 hours . we stay up for days on end . u take a warm showerto helpu wake up. we go weeks without running water u complain of a headache and call in sick. we get shot at, as others r hitand we keep moving forward u talk about ur buddies that arent with u . we nowe may never see any of ours again. u complain about how hotit is . we wear ourheavy gear, not daring to take off our helmetto wipe our forehead. u get mad at the waiterfor getting ur order wrong. we dont eat today. ur mad that ur class lasted an extra 5 minutes. we're told we will be held over an extra 6 months. u roll ur eyes when ur baby cries . we get a letterw/ a picture,and wonder if we'll ever meet our new borns. u pay the price for ur living arraingements. we volunteer to live in tents. we r not complaining. all we ask for is some respect and for u to extent ur hand. give us ur love. because we have volunteer to die for ur freedom. for we r soldiers for the rest of our lives, and we will protect

Friendship Poem 2
I value you all, For granted I take none. I would never want to lose you, Not any not one. You all mean so much, For you I really do care. And I hope I bring smile to you, All of you everywhere. I try to see all, But sometimes I don't have the time. You are all very special, To this heart of mine. I hope I am a good friend, You all put a smile on my face. And each and everyone of you, In my heart has thier place.

Today
Today will be a busy day.. what am I saying? Everyday is busy anymore. I am sorry I have not been on much. I will be leaving here around 1030 or so.. running to pay water bill, going to Dr for follow up, Going to get my vehicle a estimate on it..Yes..I got hit again. I don't know what it is about me..If I got a sign on my car saying hit me..or what. Also.. after that..got to do the fair booth...from 2 to 4. Then maybe later I can come home to relax some..before heading to work tomorrow..then watching the rough trucks tomorrow night. (Damn I will be tired). Anyways..this just to let ya all know what I will be doing next day and today.

Fury
It's ok for a man to be angry It's ok for a man to be rude It's not ok for a woman to be angry It's not ok for a woman to be rude That paradox lives with me still In my female body, While I am a hunter myself And even threatens the most ridiculous thing on the planet My ability to access Fubar Where I have friends that are beyond that garbage Because I made sure of that

Dark Night Of Sin By J. G.
I sit on a high back chair the smoke of a fresh lit cigarette drifting in the room I think back and reflect upon the events that brought me much joy this past night. Looking towards the doorway to the chamber where it took place. Where she sleeps a fitful sleep, a smile upon her lips. She called and said she wanted to play out some thing we have been talking about. I smile think she is such a good girl to me. such a good lil slut always pleasing me. Now I am going to give us much enjoyment. I settle back after the phone clicks as I hang it up. Then I walk to my chamber and pull out a small, wheeled tray laying upon it, an assortment of tools and toys. Various clamps and weights, a few long slender dildos, a cat of nine tails, shackles, and bindings silks. I lift a long leather package wrapped in oil skin. As I unwrap the skin and the sterling silver pommel and walnut handle is exposed. Carefully I slide the sharp blade from its place in the worn leather sheath, wiping the bl

Razor
Purple turns to blue when all the red is gone.Nights are only dark when all the lights arent on.It may sound strange but its so true, my cup is only half full, without you.So go your own way and do what you do, but half of me is supposed to be there with half of you.

Meant For Me
You are the only one I see,You are the one that heaven meant for me,For surely you were sent down from above,For me and me only to cherish and to love,I love you ever so muchAnd long to be able to reach out and touchYour dear and precious faceAnd feel the warmth of your embrace.

Hunter And Huntress By J. G.
Glowing eyes appear from the shadows... My eyes roam over her petite form... She is dancing seductively, teasing all she meets. Her low-cut blouse revealing a bit of her feminine curves, her dance slow and seductive. She trails her fingers over intimate parts of her body as well as the bodies of those she dances with. She moves off the dance floor and heads to the bar. The man she has so aroused buys her yet another drink. She's a predator of sorts only tonight she may become prey. I watch her from the recesses of shadows At the bar she laughs and continues to tease the young man...but when she finishes her drink, she just turns her attention to another right beside her. Looking the fool, the first man leaves. I follow his movements as he heads out the bar, but he is not what I seek tonight. The woman...my prey... moves on to the next victim, dancing, teasing. She is good at what she does; making old men aroused then using them to gain what she wishes, whatever it may be

Erotic Story #2 By J. B.
open the door to the darken room, feeling for the switch with my right hand. i flick on the switch, hearing movement off to the side of the room. i turn around closing the door behind me. hearing the chains rattling as i walk to the bed seeing you pulling your self to your knees, your nake body causing my cock to start to stiffen, you squinting to adjust your eyes to the lights. your hands handcuffed to your restraints, running the lenght or your torso, from your neck to waist. u let out a muffled cry behind the ball gag in your mouth. you look up at me begging me to remove the gag. i ran my hand down the side of your face, teasing the strap of the gag, grinning i work my hand down the front of your throat, feeling you gulp. i work lower to your chest pulling on the chain of the nipple clamps that you been wearing all night. pulling them forward, your nipples straining against the pull. your eyes widen in excitement, as i pull even harder. i lean down kissing

Erotic Story #1 From Jb
our lips touch as our tongues entwine. i feel you hand roaming across my clothed chest, moving down you grab my shirt removing it and dropping it to the floor. i can feel your hot breath along my neck as you bite my neck. you work your way down to my chest. flicking your tongue quickly over my nipples. a moan escapes my lips. you hand have found my pants as you start to undo them. i grab your wrists telling you not yet. i slowly remove your shirt. kissing and biting your neck. i unhook your bra revealing your breasts. i lay you on to the bed, kissing your lips as my hands caress your chest, my fingers pinching and pulling at your nipples. i start moving down your neck your nail clawing at my back. i encircle your nipples with my tongue as listen to your breath. i quickly suck one down, dragging my teeth along your skin as a pull off it, tugging on your hard nipples with my teeth. i kiss down your belly as my hands remove your skirt reveal your lacy pantie

Friendship Poem
To all who would doubt me,I know myself to be true.I have always tried to put the real me,Right in front of you. Screens and miles may separate us,But a friendship is still there.You can always count on me,Anytime or anywhere. Bring me your tears and worries,And speak to me of your fears.I will stay true and be your friend,For you I am always here.

Tina Turner - I Don't Want To Fight No More
I Don't Wanna Fight lyricsTHERE'S A PALE MOON IN THE SKYTHE KIND YOU MAKE YOUR WISHES ONLIKE THE LIGHT IN YOUR EYESTHE ONE I BUILD MY DREAMS UPONIT'S NOT HERE ANY LONGERSOMETHING HAPPENED SOMEWHERE AND WE BOTH KNOW WHYBUT ME I'M GETTING STRONGERWE MUST STOP PRETENDINGI CAN'T LIVE THIS LIEI DON'T CARE WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETOO MUCH TALKING BABELET'S SLEEP ON IT TONIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETHIS IS TIME FOR LETTING GOI HEAR A WHISPER IN THE AIRTHAT SIMPLY DOESN'T BOTHER MEBOY, CAN'T YOU SEE THAT I DON'T CAREOR ARE YOU LOOKING RIGHT THROUGH MEIT SEEMS TO ME THAT LATELY (SEEMS TO ME THAT LATELY)YOU LOOK AT ME THE WRONG WAY AND I START TO CRYCOULD IT BE THAT MAYBE (COULD IT BE THAT MAYBE)THIS CRAZY SITUATION IS THE REASON WHYI DON'T CARE WHO'S WRONG OR RIGHTI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETOO MUCH TALKING BABEDON'T CARE NOW WHO'S TO BLAMEI DON'T REALLY WANNA FIGHT NO MORETHIS IS TIME FOR LETTING GOHANGING ON TO THE PASTIT ONLY STANDS IN OUR WAYW

Positive Or Negative
For a bit, during an early morning my cable company decided to shut me off and I have been using my dad's slooooww p.c that everyone goes on and decides not to log off and that it needs RAM also.. It runs like Dial up... but it is not supposed to be acting like that. Something about it also doesn't like to rate anything on here So if I come across your page and just give you a drink in return,,Sorry not my fault. To the people that know me.. I usually rate back...--------Because I can't get back on my p.c. soon enough I had to fix my car first since that was #1 priority on my list,, I was just happy it wasn't as bad as I thought.. Since a friend of mine helped me.. That save me $600 or more-----I guess, working for a company and working 15 years out of my 17, I have to really watch what I saidA coworker and I got into a heated argument, he couldn't leve things well enough alone,, so I said"Leave me be or I am going to ram this NOS energy drink bottle up your butt." Hmmm, I was to

To My Dad. Rip
It's been a month since you left. And i know Fubar is now invite only, but i hope angels can get in without one cus i want you to read this. Overwhelmed would be an understatement, i never seen it comin 1000 beats per second was how fast my heart was goin couldn't handle it, broke down, no smiles, all frowns tears so heavy i could hear em when they hit the ground punched the ground a few times and hurt my knuckles danger to myself i guess got weak and my knees buckled looked up to the sky wondering if you were already watching you knew i always avoided emotions, but this one i was not dodging feels like im playin a game of hopscotch over some landmines each one i hit is an emotional blow that hurts my heart & mind tell everyone i'm fine, and when i say it don't feel that i'm lyin feel numb but i'm cryin, what kinda feelings am i hidin? feels like my sanity is separating from my mind state gotta be strong for the fam don't want em to see me break but a the same time don't wanna bo

In The Dead Of Night
In the dead of night, There is never any rest from the fight. The hurt inside screams; The tear streams. Demons wage war with all their might. Never ceasing in their attack, Through the multitudes they slice and hack. Always chanting for a sacrifice; Heavy is the asking price. Then all goes black. Written by Danielle K.

Want??? A Very Racy Story I Wrote A Very Long Time Ago!
Want? She watched him pull up in front of her apartment, amazed that her feelings were so strong after all this time. They had met once after talking for a couple months, he was a real good online friend. The first time they met, both of them were so nervous that they didnt touch once. She wanted to run over and hug him, but her body didnt move as she watched him walked up to her and put his hands on her cheeks. The words from her stories ran through his mind as he leaned over and slid his tongue over her lips and kissed her. Shyly she looked up at him and whispered, "Better than the dream." Laughing he thought about her dream she had told him about, months ago, after they met. Looking up at him, she ran her tongue over her lips and asked if he was ready for their weekend, as he smiled, she took his hand and walked him in to the apartment. She smiled at him as she unbuttoned his shirt and teased him with her fingertips barely touching his skin, "It would be nice to feel my tongue

Transylvanian Recollection (revised By A Very Special Friend)
I feel nothing, numbed by an unknown energy, now i sit here about to make a wish your blood on a dish, drowning itself amongst the bitterness. Embrace the life to my lips a breath grazes my lips gently, my mind dances with transylvanian memories of times depleted by the night. I see yet my eyes are closed, I see for i am no longer blind. Into the darkness i walk, I see, this place isn't so dark after all...

Endless Ages Of Time
Through the endless ages of time Love was lost Through out the cosmos the wrong has tried to be righted Since that time true love was intertwined my soul aches We have met before but he does not see me It is the darkness a round his soul that blinds him For he cannot see I sit and wait my heart aches For him to see; see the truth ever twining Romance is for those who lust Romance is an illusion True love is ever binding For there is trust Trust that only true love brings Threw the sands of time I sit and wait Waiting for the one who fills me with light The one who warms my soul Makes me feel like a bird soaring high above in the sky While I wait; I am all alone waiting The loneliness is all consuming It eats my soul as if I would die Will I die from this loneliness? This I do not know Through the ages of time i do not know

I Have......have You?
Have you ever sat on a doorstep late at nightwondering why nothing in you life is going right?......I HaveHave you ever went out to sit in the pouring rainletting your tears wash away your inner pain?......I HaveHave you ever experienced death, a loss so greatthat you felt nothing inside but anger and hate?......I HaveHave you ever laid a razor blade against your skinpretending to release to demons that reside within?......I HaveHave you ever drink to erase a problem in your headthinking to yourself you would be better off dead?......I HaveHave you ever lied, to those who cared about youbecause you were so lost you didn't know what to do?......I HaveHave you ever forgot what really matteredjust because one of your dreams shattered?......I HaveHave you ever stayed up all night, doing dopethinking it was the only way that you could cope?......I haveHave you ever just given up, not wanting to go onbecause all that you once loved was already gone?......I HaveHave you ever prayed to God, no

Song I Wrote Today Titled: "it's So Easy For You"
Woke up this morningFilled with questions and regretsAll around me chaotic messNothing but desolation and destruction around meIt's so easy for you to just walk awayIt's so easy for you to leave angryIt's so easy for you to just walk awayWith nothing left to sayIt's so easyCan't stop wondering what i didTo make you hate me like thisI once made you happyBut now you cant stant looking at meWhy, Oh Why cant we go backTo before this disasterous train wreckIt's so easy for you to just walk awayIt's so easy for you to say you hate meIt's so easy for you to just walk awayWith nothing left to sayIt's so easyNow im left with the memoriesSo haunting and unhappyWhy did you have to goWhy the hell didnt you tell meIts so easy for you to just walk awayIt's so easy for you to leave angryIts so easy for you to just walk awayWith nothing left to sayIt's so easy

Unconditional Love Despite The Imperfections
Tears can not stream down my faceMy mother, now in a better placeHer suffering, and her pain, are goneBut with me her memory will live onMy loss is great, my heart is brokenI remember every word that was spokenI hear it, like it was yesterdayI almost don't know what I should sayShe now watches over me from aboveSending me her unconditional loveEven despite my imperfectionsShe offered me her protectionFrom all the unjust things in lifeShe endured the pain and strifeDoing the best that she could doAlways telling me to think it thoughWhen I was quick to let my anger goMother, I will miss you soMy voice is cracking, with unshed tearsShe was there though my toughest yearsLoving me unconditionally, until the endNot just my mother, but my best FriendShe meant the entire world to meBecause she's the one who helped me seeThat love is unconditional, despite the imperfectionsAs I look at my mirrored reflectionI realize that she made me what I am todayMother, I love you, is all that I can say.

On My Way Home
On my way home! The weekend went pretty good, got to spend quality time with my 2 baby girls which made me super happy... it was soo good to see them and be able to kiss them and hug them and snuggle with them. It was really hard to leave but I know that I will see them again soon. Court went pretty good and things are how they were meant to be for the time being, which makes me feel somewhat better, still worried that things won't go as planned but will have to wait to see what the future holds. Can't wait to see my bebe, I have missed him so very much.. going crazy without him. Would have loved for him to be there with me but he couldn't at least I will see him tomorrow. Wish it was tonight but staying the night in a hotel, close to home but so far away at the same time. Need the rest though, didn't get much over the past few days so it is much needed and appreciated. I love you so very much my bebe and am sooooooooo excited to see you and kiss you again! I have missed your yummy

A Tribute To Military Wives
A military wife is mostly a girl. But there are times, such as when her husband is away and she is mowing the lawn or fixing a youngster's bike, that she begins to suspect she is also a boy.She usually comes in three sizes: petite, plump and pregnant. During the early years of her marriage it is often hard to determine which size is her normal one.She has babies all over the world and measures time in terms of places as other women do in years. "It was in England that the children had the chicken pox..... In Texas, hubby was promoted..."At least one of her babies was born or a transfer was accomplished while she was alone. This causes her to suspect a secret pact between her husband and the military providing for a man to be overseas or on temporary duty at times such as these.A military wife is international. She may be a Kansas farm girl, a French mademoiselle, a Japanese doll, or a German fraulein. When discussing service problems, they all speak the same language.She can be a great

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If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes? "Honey, I am leaving tomorrow to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I am going, but I want you to know that I love you - always!"If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know what it's like to say that final good-bye. You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television. You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again. If you're not in love with a sold

..... Is Golden
If you see this profile, and realize who I am, that's fine. They never deleted it, and with the new invite only rule I thought I'd keep it as a backup. I won't be looking at it much. There is plenty of bling to polish though. Friend requests may or may not be accepted. Without a salute, not much point to it.

Read Me....
this is a duel purpose blog, one to thank the very few people i call my friends, for all the love an support you show me on a daily basis, so in all reality, that narrows it down to maybe, three people. nuff said Yes, im aware that im a bitch at time, yes im a mess, yes im an annoying twit. but really, if you dont like it, why are you around? why are you in my life at all? lets not talk bullshit, why are you wasting your time and mine? If you really know me, im compassionate to a fucking fault. really, its my downfall, because i give and give to people until there is nothing left for myself. i cant stand to see my friends in pain, and i will do anything to put a smile on their face, even if it means making a complete jackass out of myself. But yet, when i need someone to talk to, to bitch to, it seems like everyone scatters like cockroaches. I continue to let people into my life, because i see the good in them, and do my best to overlook, any problems they may have. roK. step u

The Law
No, I wasn't expecting any phone call from a bogus US Census worker and it is against The Federal Laws to present yourself as one. I do not have a pet but sometimes Sophie is here. Dare you to show up! Photo's will be taken of you and your vehicle with the DMV plates along with yout ID's. Glory to God N

America, Love It Or Leave It.
Ronald Reagan knew how to win a reluctant bride. He told Americans how beautiful they were, how generous and strong and brave, and even if everyone knew that some of this was blarney, it was still lovely to be loved and to try to live up to the image. So it is a little sad and strange to listen to conservative leaders--who still honor Reagan as the greatest modern President--as they file for divorce from the people he cherished so deeply. So many years, so little to show for the struggle. Conservative godfather Paul Weyrich, who coined the term moral majority, doesn't think there is one anymore. Abortion is still legal; the NEA is still funded; the Great Adulterer is still in office; the Republican establishment still thinks social issues are too thorny to embrace; and too many evangelical leaders have been seduced by their power at the expense of their principles. Weyrich says the time has come for conservative Christians to admit that the culture war is lost and to try

The Three Brains Of Pete Pt. I
While everyone says your brain runs your actions and your thoughts, I don't believe this to be the case. I think that I have three succinctly different "control centers" that are responsible for running the day to day "Pete." The first control center would naturally be my brain. It handles all the important things, go to work, earn money so you can have food and a place to live. My brain is Mr. Responsibility. Sure when I was younger, my brain had such gems like “Take apart the TV, you can put it back together before your parents get home” without the benefit of “You may want to unplug it first” or “Wanna see what happens when you hold a lit firecracker in your hand?” But now, I’m older and more worldly, my brain doesn’t lead me down those paths anymore (much.) When I say that I am usually right, that is all on the brain, it can remember tons of crap that you wonder how did it even know that, and it adds new stuff at an alarming ra

Army Of One
You aren’t issued with the uniform, boots and weapon,But you are one lady no one should step on.It usually goes “With this ring, I thee wed,”But add in “Even if it means me in an empty bed.”“and the weeks in the field with many late nights,”“which will at some point lead to fights.”Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong,Even when the days seem so long.When you feel like you’re at your wits end,You “Suck it up” and start to mend.You learn the Army language,All those acronyms, “How can I manage.”PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on,All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn.But those letters are part of your life,The life of a proud military wife.You move too much and decorate too little,Because you always seem to leave in the middle.Don’t get too settled and make lots of friendsBecause home is wherever the Army sends.And then one day the orders come down,Your husband soon w

*please Read* Overwhelmed With Shoutbox
Dear Fubar Friends, I'm writing this quick note to let you ALL know that I appreciate your fu-friendship greatly. I am amazed and dazzled by the fucking crazy amount of friends and fans I have on here. It's really rad, and I'm psyched!! Sadly, I am finding it IMPOSSIBLE to keep in touch with all you via my shoutbox. The conversations in that thing alone are confusing, and sorting through the absolute bullshit messages to find the meaningful ones is a hard job. So. I've closed it down to family only. This doesn't mean you can't send me private messages! I'll check them and get back to you asap... Again. I wanna stress that I'm not trying to be a BITCH. It's just truly impossible to keep up with all of the shouts, and by leaving it open I'm only letting you all down. And I don't wanna do that

Is This Who I Am?
I think and worry and think and fret, what will the fringe bring? Will Ashley and I finally get a show together in time for the opening? We have a basic idea of what we are doing and I have done kids shows before, it will be fine, but should we do more and worry more? My own show isn’t ready BUT it never is, I always leave it to the opening night to decide what the show will be about and it works for me. I could have a well honed rehearsed and well aired previewed show that is match fit ready for the fringe…but that’s not who I am. Will the flat we have hired be nice? They usually always are nice and for three grand a month it should be awesome…people in Edinburgh can let their house out for one month and that pays for their mortgage for the whole year! The prices in general go up in Edinburgh and we comics alone bring so many people to the fringe and now the Edinburgh council are charging us money to put up each poster on their streets. We cannot put

The Sound Of...
The Sound of ...The Fields Are Alive..With the Sound of BUGS.Insecta Exoctica moronicos, Birds Erotica fowlista, Mice Veronica meleeces.Breezes Beating Weeds,Bending, seed-laden drooping, weeping.Bugs bwzweeder zweeder eeder..pflrrrthhrr pflrrrthhrr fplph...Gzzzdeeerweee gzzdeeerdeee pflop.Crunch crunch nibble nibble ungah ungah munch..Hurry hurry scurry gerbil-like furry field mice..Evil Mice...Evil Mice...I am 60 going on 17Joe Ray Me Fossel Lahtee Da...Who Wants to Know?? Slim Shadey...

Tournament Of Legends Review:
Achievements, Cheats, FAQs, News, Nintendo Review Blog, PSP Review Blog, Review, Review Blog, Sales, Screenshots, Tournament Of Legends, User Reviews, Xbox Review Blog Tournament Of Legends Review: by Alex St-Amour At least the box art is kind of cool. When Tournament Of Legends was first announced (at the time it was known as Gladiator A.D.) there was a general level of excitement for the game; it was violent (see: very violent), it was set in an era that not many games had dared to explore, and the developers (High Voltage

You Know Youre A Military Wife When..
YOU KNOW YOU’RE A MILITARY WIFE WHEN……. …you catch your hubby eating an MRE as a midnight snack! …you have 6-10 MRE’s in your pantry …You cry over an email that says nothing more than ‘hey-I love you and I miss you!’ …your favorite ‘man’ to see everyday is the MAILMAN! …every time you see your husband it feel’s like it’s the first time all over again …you call his voice mail 100 times a day while he’s deployed, just to hear his voice …you sleep with the phone in the bed …you have your own set of tools and actually know how to fix things …your toddler refers to the computer and cell phone as ‘daddy’ …you see someone, talk to them or email, you pick up right where you left off …you have the phone company forward all your calls from your house to your cell, and vice versa …you don’t feel completely moved in un

I Was The Bigger Man And She Thought I Was A Pussy.
I went on a date with this chick last week. we ended up at a local dive bar that is used in the true blood series on hbo. it's a pretty relaxed and chill place and the drinks are fairly priced. at one point in the evening some douce bumped into me and then demanded i apologize. now, those that now me when this type of thing happens sit back and watch as i engage in a bar fight through witch i laugh my ass off and get the crazy eyes going. but tonite i decided to be the bigger person and i apologized and bought him and his friends a round of beer and let it go. when i dropped off the young woman, she said thank you i had fun and walked away. a few days later she sent me a text telling me to loose her number and that she needs a real man that is able to defend her and himself in times like the other night. all i could do was laugh, and ask what do women really want in a man?

Ugh
Welp i had my surgery 3 weeks ago. go for my follow up tomorrow. in a few weeks i have my scope to see if i have tumors in my bladder.. hopeing not. would kinda suck. someone asked me a question a few days ago that kinda terrified me... they asked if i was going to beable to have kids.. i stopped dead in my tracks... i don't know what my chances are now... and that scares me.. i REALLY want kids.. blarg

7/26/2010
finding it very hard to get online and update my page and tell you all about the funny and stupid crap I keep running into with all the oc punks and bitch i have to babysit. anyways, its getting hotter and the days are way longer than i like them to be. but hey, another day another 10 cents..lol. I'm hoping to have something really funny very soon to put up here...til then, be safe and don't take any shit.

Cinderella
Cinderella wanted to go to the ball one night, but she didn't have any tampons to use and she was on the rags. Her Fairy Godmother came to the rescue and turned a pumpkin next to Cinderella's house into a tampon. The Godmother says, "Now use the tampon, but be sure to get back home before midnight or it will turn back into a pumpkin, and that wouldn't be good." Cinderella agrees and leaves the house. Midnight comes along...no Cinderella, 1am, 2am and 3am, still no Cinderella! Finally, 5am rolls by and Cinderella waltzes through the door and the fairy godmother jumps up. "Where the hell have you been?!?" To which Cinderella replies, "I met this amazing guy, and well, before I knew it, we got into a serious bang session. His name was Peter Peter....."

Stupid Mistakes And The Ramifications Of.......
Ever make a grave mistake and beat yourself up over it? I have and every day since I wonder why I did what I did. I suppose the old adage is true, you can't cry over spilled milk. Move up and move on? Cowboy up? Whatever...meaningless phrases , motovational poster tripe.I had someone who I thought was my soulmate. We (or rather I) approached or broached a subject not in the most delicate of ways. And now she's gone. And I'm here...lonely, utterly miserable. My bed,my mess, my life. So my life consists of work, going to the gym for a bit, riding my bicycle (no tassles on the handlebars ...yet) , playing with the kitties and going to sleep. Rinse and repeat.I put a ad on craigslist (can you say super duper desperate?) and I got responses...like 33 of them. All spam. C'est la vie. So I then went to cupid.com. Eshhhh. Every woman there seems to be a hipster wannabe or maybe they are hipsters, who knows? ;) All trying to out do the next with random pithy sayings, smug attitudes and th

Saying Goodbye
wanted to make things right but now you are out of sight. like the stars you are so far . the good times we shared, are just memories now. i loved you with all my heart, but now we are so far apart. i wanted to wipe away your tears, chase away your fears. but now i stair out into the emptiness of the night sky, dont want to say goodbye. but i have had to walk away, there's still so much left to say. cant take the pain, feel like i am going insane. cant stop the rain. i heard you calling, didnt you see me falling. wish i could to a place, where love and friendship, dont cost a thing. the closer i get , the farther away you become.

Today Is Very Stressful
Okay so the ex got married this past weekend, I texted him to say congrats to him and his new wife. The ex is the father of my two children, all the ex has to say is thanks. He never once asked about the boys. When I told him I had put in paperwork to get child support from him he got all pissed and said he was going to court to make me and the boys move back up to MA. So there's that stress from him, I try not to let it bother me but now I'm thinking what I should tell the children when they ask about their father. I didn't take him out of their lives, I still have him in pics in their baby albums. They should be able to know their father but he doesn't want anything to do with them. And I washed clothes all weekend long and put them away, I still have some to do but I figured since my back was hurting from moving heavy stuff around that I should try to relax some. Yeah that didn't happen b/c the boys pulled all my clean clothes out of the drawers and put them everywhere.

Anna Featured Testimonial From Anne C I Am Very Honored To Be Given The Opportunity To Sing Don's Praises. He Is, Quite Simply, An Amazing Man!
Featured Testimonial from Anne CI am very honored to be given the opportunity to sing Don's praises. He is, quite simply, an AMAZING man!My life was enhanced when I met Don. Time spent in his company has never been anything but wonderful!! He is one of the most stimulating people I have ever had the pleasure of adding to my life.Conversations are endless and always enjoyable. He has led quite a life and is happy to share it. In turn, Don is an incredible listener. He absorbs everything you tell him and is not a judgmental person.Talent? He's got it!!! If you enjoy music, HE IS THE MAN!!! Don is a born entertainer!!! I could sit and listen to him play and sing for days!!! There is nothing like it! My daughter has me play tracks he's recorded over and over for her, LOL!I could go on and on (and on some more) about this man! Don has truly touched my life and the lives of my friends and family who have had the pleasure of meeting him and spending ANY amount of time in his presence!!

Just A Rant
I FUCKING HATE RACCOONS LOL.MY AVIARY HAS BEEN PLUCKED OF ALL MY CHICKENS AND BABY TURKEY IN WHICH I BELIEVE ITS A RACCOON OR SOMETHING.I CANT CATCH IT BUT YESTERDAY I BURRIED A PET AND THE WEEK BEFORE AND WOKE TO ANOTHER DEAD CRITTER PLUS MY ROYAL PALM TURKEY HAS 2 CHUNCK TAKEN OUT OF HIS ASS.MY AVIARY IS HUGE AND ROOF IS EVEN SEALED OFF SO I DONT KNOW HOW THE BITCH IS GETTING IN.ANY IDEAS ON HOW TO KEEP THE KILLERS AWAY OR CATCH IT PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

Weirdos: Not Just For Fubar Anymore!
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Living Nightmare
Danger glints wickedly in eyes of steel I shudder in terror as before him I kneel Twin lakes frozen like winters black ice Bottomless pits of malice and spite I await the inevitable wrath of his hate Trapped like a guinea pig awaiting her fate Silence roars loudly, vibrating with pain Deafening Echoes of fear pierce my brain I can almost taste the damp loose soil That will bury my body after the spoil Anger is checked by the force of his stance Madness spins me in a parody of dance Leaning towards me with a smileless grin His greed for my life writhes free from within His breath holds the stench of a tombs old remains As his bloodless fingers strangle my screams of pain I beg for deaths swift painless release For blindness , For sweet blessed peace To be nothing but a soulfree and flying Then I awakeand find him there

Jenny Block "public Sex...terribly Exciting"
If you are old enough to remember drive in theatres, you know they were make out dens for high school people. Without going into detail that would qualify as public sex. Jenny Block, who has become my one of my favorite sex authors, let’s us know that public sex is a turn on. Jenny goes on to say what makes it exciting. I’m not an exhibitionist but there are many that are. And you know who you are. Check out what Jenny says about public sex http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,597724,00.html BlastFM feels just fine being in the public eye. Give us a listen 24/7 for a public display of great music www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

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♥ Say That You'll Stay Forever And A Day♥
R.I.P. PRETTY GIRLI smell your perfume time to time and know you're with me. So many times I know it's you saving me and I miss my soul mate. Your beautiful face and our favorite songs loop through my mind this week. ♥ SAY THAT YOU'LL STAY FOREVER AND A DAY♥ All The Times I'd Tease You For Making Us Stop And Pick Black Eyed Susans...I'd Give Anything To Do It All Over Again

The Rage
AS I SIT HERE LISTING TO TUNES TRYING TO CLEAN MY MIND ONCE AGAIN . THE TEARS WANT TO FALL BUT I AM NOT GOING TO LET THEM FALL I AM A VERY STRONG PERSON NOT GOING TO LET ME RAGE CONTROL ME BUT IT I LET IS LOSE THEN PPL WELL GET HURT SEEING THEM BLEED AND DRAINED WOW MY RAGE IS VERY STRONG...

Poem
Its only once you tell yourself, I’ll only bleed for a whileBut the truth is my dear you can’t keep hiding behind your smileThe cuts are getting deeper and you know I know it tooYou cannot hide the scars now and I don’t know what to doYou place the knife against your skin hoping it won’t hurtYou dig it in deeper and watch the scar that’s being burntThe blood keeps oozing out as you hold a tissue to the cutYou know you did the wrong thing, but you can’t feel it in your gutThis is where I find you, wedged against the doorI can’t help but cry myself cause I’ve been here beforeYour big blue eyes are crying cause you can not take the pain We have to find a way to help, the pathway back to sane Please stop crying now it’s over Just rest your head upon my shoulderWatch those deadly dreams float awayLet your body move in a rhythmic swayThe blood will soon stop oozing and the pain will slowly fadeThe wound will heal over, now that arrangemen

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So... I had to go out for a bit, came back, logged on... only to discover that I had a Happy Hour?! WTF?! I didn't buy said Happy Hour, so a big THANK YOU to whoever did. I did leave a comment on Mike's profile saying he should buy me something nice... maybe it was him. Who knows...

Silent Alarm
...the door behind him. He leaned against it, feeling the heat from the day beating upon it's exterior, as the cool wave of air from inside sent a chill over his body. An empty feeling came over him, and he wondered if this would be the first step that led to the end. This was not a new thought, however. He often worried that the walk down that path had started, for days at a time he would think that this would be the last time, but then he would see her again and things would be better than ever before. He walked into his bedroom and carefully positioned himself, for he did not feel he had the heart to take off his shoes. The soft fabric felt cool against his body, he could feel it drawing the heat of the day away from him. How easy it would be to slip into sleep, to pass the time in oblivion. Sleep would not drive the feeling away, though, it would just hide it for a few hours. Letting himself sink further into the soft cushion of the pillows, his feet hanging off the edge of the be

What Are Your Colors?
Your Colors Are Neutral Your colors are subdued - like grays, tans, black, and white. You are a classy and elegant person. You don't need or want too much flash. You have an eye for quality, and you are a big believer in "less is more." You are a solid, unwavering person. You are very comfortable with who you are. What Are Your Colors? Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

How To Become Involved In Deviant Angel Levelers Group.
Welcome to Deviant Angel Levelers Homepage! First of all, we'd like to extend a warm welcome to everyone, we are here to help others level as well as helping ourselves in the process.. We can not do this alone... You must help as well! Details: This is how the group works.. We find people that need leveling, we will go to the utmost of lengths to make you level, we don't expect anything in return other than a simple recognition and a simple thank you. We aren't out for a popularity contest, we just see members on here that have been here as long as most of us that haven't excelled anywhere.We are a group of family and friends. We work together, not against each other.. A Few Things That We'd Like To See Are As Follows: 1) If all at possible.. (Depending on your level) try to have at least 250 photos ( That consitutes a bomb folder) 2) ATTEMPT to have a VIP ( Which allows room for more photo uploads) 3) If you need help, ASK! Don't hesitate! That's what we are here for.

Darth Vader
SETAUKET, N.Y. – A man donning a Darth Vader mask at a New York bank has entered the dark side. Police say the man entered a Chase bank branch on Long Island on Thursday, displayed a gun and demanded money. A surveillance camera caught the “Star Wars” character wearing a blue cape and camouflage pants. The bandit escaped from the Setauket bank with an undetermined amount of cash. The robbery comes about a week after another bank robber, dubbed the “bouquet bandit,” held up a Manhattan bank. Authorities say Edward Pemberton used a flower bouquet to conceal a note demanding cash during a $440 bank heist July 15. They say he used a potted plant as a similar prop in a holdup at another bank earlier this month. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have You Ever Had...
Some time ago , I had one of the worst 1st dates that I could ever remember. I worked with this lady , and we always talked at work ,so I ask her to go out to dinner with me one night...Well that night arrived ,and I drove over to her house to pick her up ,walked up to the front door ,and escorted her back to my car ,opend and closed the car door for her . We got to my favorite Italian restuarant ,and once again I opend and closed the car door for her ,then the door to the restuarant ,and were seated at my favorite table .The waitor come over and presented us with a wine menu as well as the dinner menu .I already knew what I was having on both ...my date looked over the menu and was having problems deciding on what to hav...so she ask me to just order what I was having. At this point the waitor returned to our table with the dozen longstem roses in which I had gotten earlier and had dropped them off there before going and getting her .While he was giving the roses to her I orderd dinn

Dreams Do Come True
when a man reaches for the stars and get as far as the moon and finds there is nothing for him on the moon still has a blanket of stars to land on in the end my thoughts: when i wrote this i was only 16 years old i wanted to do so much in my life. people. if you reach hard you will take your dreams by storm. the only problem is your will power. even i have that problem. when i first went into the military i was told i wasn't going to make it. which brings me to my next qoute people who tell you "you won't make it" , "you won't ever amount to nothing" , or "you can't do that and you'll never be able to" those select few should be the feul of your fire. now when people told me that i wasn't going to make it in the military i was upset yet i did not let that extinguish my eternal flame i told my self that i was going to add them as fuel to my fire. for my friends: my friends don't let other people influence you negativily. and if your worried what people think or feel abo

Intoduction
often times we may have times in our live where we cannot keep up with anything or anyone... so i devised a blog that can be checked out everyday that will have a qoute on it that might help you take the time to realize that if you rush through life without even taking a glimpse around you what will people think or say or maybe even feel about you. for me i try not to live life to the extreme seriousness that people sometimes do in fact i realize the more i take life a little less seriously thats when i can truly enjoy life. these are the reasons for my qoutes these sayings are my own hand writin qoutes these qoutes i live by ever second of the day and in closing i hope that you to may learn from my qoutes not to takes life so serious

Things I've Learned This Week Second Edition....
1. The most unexpected things can be some of the best opportunities, even if fear holds you back for awhile you know eventually you will give it at least a shot. 2. I am not superwoman...no matter how many times I try to prove otherwise, no matter how much I try to take care of everyone and everything and keep everything just so, I can't. 3. Just because I say I'm ok, I'm not. In fact if I say I'm ok, It probably means I'm in so much pain inside my mind I can't form other words to explain how I feel. 4. I can not please everyone. 5. I can not alwayz make myself happy, sometimes I have to accept others putting a smile on my face. 6. The world won't crumble if I take 5 minutes for myself (thanks for reminding me of that Feed and yes I do feel MUCH BETTER!) 7. Sleep is not the enemy, sleep is my friend.... 8. No matter how much I work, the work will never be done and the gratification of putting 200% of yourself into your job is never worth the guilt of not seeing your child. 9. I

Forever A Smile
To make her smile,A gift it would be.To forever make her smile,Would be a gift for me.To add to such beauty,A smile compared to none.From this day forward,My new goal has begun.To touch her heart,And warm her smile each day.This woill be my path if she chooses,It will be my choosen way.Even if never deep in her heart,Her smile shall never fade.I promise you this on your day.Forever this oath I have made.

Walk's Alone Again
She walk's in the dark and lonely shadow, she walk's empty nothing to look forward to but to be alone forever without her soulmate near by. She walk's alone again ever where and see's his face her Wicked Evil One. She has walked and waited so long for him to come , now that he is here she lost him again alone again she walk's with a sword throught her heart bleeding forever. She give's up. He was the only one that keeped her together he had faith in her and believed in her when she did not believe in her self she walk's alone again ever thing was riped from her even her Wicked Evil One She well alway's Love Him No Matter what!! By Devilina Demoness Princess Of Darkness

What People Sleep In Tells About Their Personality....
I just got my fuzzy/soft/loose plaid pajamas out of the drawer..and as I was putting them on tonight, realized I would probably never have worn anything like these when I was still in a serious relationship. I guess I grew up without any serious hangups about body image...or I just like my body to stay cool at night. I don't know...anyhow...I remember one Christmas trying to figure out what to get my girlfriend at the time...and she wanted a pajama set. Now, being a typical guy in a typical relationship...I automatically assumed she wanted lingerie. Of coure, there are drawbacks to getting to what I want at two am when it includes garter belts and hose and all that jazz...so I realized that maybe I should play it safe...and get one sexy outfit...and one baby doll like Heather wears on the show with Hugh Heffner....a pink number. The baby doll won out..and to be honest with you, fellas(and ladies) it was a LOT easier to get to things when I wanted them when the time came. Of course, it

Always There
24 July 2010 Ever since that day, you are always on my mnd. A place where I keep you, watching you, taking care of you. Being there when you need me most. Making them special days memorable to you. Always There My Darling, you are never forgotten. Whenever I close my eyes, it is your beautiful face I see. Your loving hand in mine. The smell of your breath. Wrapped delicately in your blanket. Always There. Your loving fingers, around two beautiful roses with care. Into them gorgeous eyes I loved to stare. All I saw was Darkness, nothing there. Into te Dark Abyss I do stare. Always There. My life without you, it is painfully incomplete. The tenderness of your touoch, I miss it so much. Not a day goes by that you are not on my mind. You were my life. Always There. My baby, I miss you so,I hope this you surely know. Can you hear me? Are my words loud enough? Are they getting through? Luna Sylene, you have my heart. To you this I bestow, no other woman shall have it no, no, no. Alw

Gtfo
OK ENOUGH IS ENOUGH ...YOU TWO INVADE MY FUCKIN TERRITORY, TALK SHIT ON ME, AND IM THE ASSHOLE??? REALLY??? WHY DONT YOU SIT AROUND AND LISTEN TO WHITNEY HOUSTON TUNES ALL DAY AND FUCK OFF.I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU WERENT STAFF I WOULDVE BANNED YOUR ASSES A LONG TIME AGO!!! YOU ARE TWO OF THE MOST MALICIOUS PEOPLE IN THE FU WORLD EVER!!!!

[pissing The Bed. Part 7]
Man I spent a lot of money this week.Mostly on shit I neededSome on shit I wanted.Alpha Protocolanother western RPG by Obsidian ispretty god damn fun.Its in the same bent and style of KOTOR and Mass Effect, but you're a ninjarg secret agent kthx.Just sucks that I'm pretty sure (because any time you check trophies on a game you can get a good feel for how many missions there are) that I'm 75% of the way through the game in one weekend.*sigh*That's the model now.$60 for one play through in a weekend.I'd go into greater detail but anyone that didn't get it from "this game is like KOTOR "and is still reading would understand the appeal, and any one else wouldn't read the six page explanation I've probably already written in another blog.So blow me.Got another shipment of cerano ham.I'm a happy camper on that front.It was all go go go this weekend though.Moving my granny... all that other general family bullshit that entails.And people arguing over curtains.CURTAINS!!!Thankfully my new uncl

Its Offical, Louisiana Here I Come!
Providing everything goes as planned - I will be taking a road trip to louisiana!! (obviously) I can't wait - I've always wanted to see it and the voodoo muesum in new orleans is calling my name. So - I'll see all the sexy cajun girls in a 7-8 months (Man it seems like a long time to wait doesn't it?)

Oh Hay! Long Time No See And Shit...updates?
I don't really use this site anymore because it kind of blows. I'm not really on the internet at all, really. Sometimes the facebook but not really. You CAN however be SUPER awesome and be my friend over at http://www.myboyfund.com/MonsterKing In the real life, though, I've been writing a lot more. I moved in with quite an incredible lady. Annnnnd I'm training to become a professional wrestler. No shit. I'm so excited to be an asshole to the crowd and make money doing it.

Dirty Little Shredder ....
A story like mine has been told before. No shiny, frilly things, Just blood, waste and gore. Used me up, threw me away. In my toxic little life, This is the routine that stays. My skin burns where you touched me. Your fingers leaving a trail of filth behind. Dying to peel it off, screaming on the inside. To forget I'll drink from the Wine. Red, smooth and numbing. Tainted by the sight of you, into the grief I am succumbing. Dirty in the water. It can't stream hot enough to make it stop. Dirty on the inside. My world came crumbling down, when you got on top.

7 Picturesque Healing Spices You Should Have (repost)
Our bodies are complex, sensitive systems that are effected to a greater or lesser extent by a whole hose of external forces—air quality, the clothing we wear, where we live, the diets we eat. It all has an impact on our health. Even things as small and seemingly inconsequential herbs and spices can really benefit us physically, and we’re not just talking about our taste buds, either. Read on to find out how your eating habits may help to heal you. 1. Garlic Whether you like Asian, Italian, or Latin American cuisine, your love of garlic likely has something to do with it. And perhaps your wise pallet likes it for its beneficial effects on your cholesterol, among other things. It is high in phytochemicals, which have been known to lower blood pressure, and may also help to reduce the risk of stroke. Eating a lot of garlic can lower rates of some cancers as well (ovarian, colorectal, etc) and colon polyps, too. 2. Turmeric Long held as a cure for pa

Stopped Cold
its hot the sound of the AC is tink tink tink crinkle like winter snow under my boot in july im not cold im not cold cold cold if the heat wont stop i will cold stop if you could here it would you think the same hear wondering this makes me smile but not that smile its bitter cold stop i tell myself, but i wont because i cant stop cold so i sit and listen to the tink tink crinkle tink and wonder what you are thinking cold stop and because i cant you will do it for me stop cold tink me you nothing and everything is gone and where that makes any difference i cant see stop cold stopped cold

Jxprz
Refugee Long Way Home Abby Road, Lil Red Corvette Blinded By The Light, Run Run Away, Sister Christian Forever In Blue Jeans. Smells Like Teen Spirit Upon A Roof In An Octopus' Garden. Fire and Rain Hot Blooded Wild Thing, Year of the Cat Romeo's Tune.

Ted Despised!
http://fubar.com/user/373525 Ted Despised is such an ASSHOLE! I'm going to delete/block him for 10 mins about 10 times tonight! I'm a whore and fucked up but, its all HIS fault!!! ahhhhh I'm going to go cut my legs up, take pics, post them, and link my friends so that they can see how fucking psychotic I really am! By the way.. I really need some money!! Please send!!! I'll send nudes!

The Lesson Of Sativex (repost)
By approving liquid marijuana, the Canadian government has just certified that virtually everything our own government has been telling us about marijuana is wrong. April 19, 2005 | On April 19, the Canadian government delivered what should be the final blow to the U.S. government's irrational prohibition against the medical use of marijuana. It approved prescription sale of a natural marijuana extract -- for all practical purposes, liquid marijuana -- to treat pain and other symptoms caused by multiple sclerosis. Sativex, produced by GW Pharmaceuticals in Britain, brings the medical marijuana debate full circle. Though the technology has advanced in 70 years, this product is a direct descendent of the marijuana extracts and tinctures that were a standard part of the medical armamentarium until the late 1930s -- universally recognized as being safe and effective for certain conditions. These products were taken away from patients and doctors as a result of the pro

Dreams
I don't know where it'll end up.But i send you my love and trust that it will reach you. Even my heart, even this town, changes its shape.But i have one wish that won'tend. That we won't give upon what we swore to each other that day. As we dreamed different dreams but looked at the same sky!!

Make A New Path
"Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned/ nor hell a fury like a woman scorned" These words are true and the majority of Fubarians better remember it. There are some nice men but some who are just rude as ever. Try to take note, I hope someone agrees with me, piss us off and you will be defeated by the wrath of a woman. The real toughness arises when we are pushed to far. Actually it really is plain and simple. You want to show us your muscle and strength then say sorry. Accept that you would not be here if it wasn't for the kindness of a woman in the first place. You wish to be worshiped give us something worth worship. Beating is wrong and showes how weak you are. To not be able to settle problems without yelling and hitting is sad.

Current List Of Sexiest Dood Cams On Fubar!!
Here is this week's list of Sexiest Dood Cams on Fubar: - Boge - Top Sexiest Dood Cam!! Boge - Club Fantasia Bang - Club Fantasia Papi - Club Fantasia Loca - Trivium Lounge Eyez - Club Fantasia Legend - PDP Lounge BAD - Club Fantasia Bobby - Club Fantasia Yusa - Club Fantasia Skittzo - Club Paradise Ranc - Trivium Lounge Lions - Trivium Lounge Motor -T

Sun Tanning Myths
Being an old beach bum myself, I can sympathize with you that like to sun tan. Over the past few years there has been contradicting information about the effects of the sun on the skin. Most notably skin cancer. I will admit that has not deterred me from tanning. I just love the sun, sea and surf. If you have some concerns here are a few of the myths surrounding sun tanning http://www.foxnews.com/slideshow/health/2010/05/27/suntan-myths/#slide=1 BlastFM is skin friendly. No need to worry about over exposure to BlastFM. Tune us in for a hot time no matter where you are www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Wicked Wanda, She Needs To Finish 3rd Grade Spelling Geez. Some Women Think Its All About Bling W A N D A
replyWICKED Wanda: your a pig lol and your nothing but a user and it shows lol love the status Cunt cancelChat12:17pmreplyWICKED Wanda: a dogs better than a pig lol cancelChat12:18pmmoreTo WICKED Wanda: reply cancelChat12:18pmreplyWICKED Wanda: lol cancelChat12:18pmreplyWICKED Wanda: blonde cancelChat12:19pmmoreTo WICKED Wanda: excellent, now stop acting as a 4 year old would when trying to get back a toy, Mario is a man, a person, and yuo do not seem to understand him or me a bit, good luck in life, you will need it cancelChat12:20pmreplyWICKED Wanda: mario is a man and hes confussed at the moment hun but I asure you he will relize a user as your self and I do know him you talk shit only and I dont want to know your kind ...I spit on lyour kind hun cancelChat12:21pmreplyWICKED Wanda: a four year ol lol good one did ya think of that yoru self ,I dont want the old junkie 12:22pmreplyWICKED Wanda: get over yourself12:24pmmoreTo WICKED Wanda: YOU CALLED HIM NAMES!!! YOU ARE A ICKY PERSON,

Latest Housemixx
http://www.sendspace.com/file/89bvuv TRACKLIST ======== Sander Van Doorn vs Swed House Mafia - Reach Out vs. Leave The World Behind (Axwell Bootleg) Afrojack And Bobby Burns - Ghettoblaster (Original Mix).mp31 Avicii vs Tv Rock, Axwell Ft. Live Element - Bromance in the Air (Tristan Garner Bootleg) David Vendetta vs. Tara McDonald ft. Alim - I'm Your Goddess (Muzzaik Remix) Dj Gollum Vs Basslovers United - Narcotic (Dave Ramone Remix) Chemical Brothers - Hey Boy Hey Girl (Axwell Bootleg) Ibiza Knights - Good To Be Alive (Filthy Louca Mix) Young Rebels & Francesco Diaz - Ibiza 2010 (Christian Weber Remix) Nicky Romero - It's Me Bitches (Original Mix) Kaskade & Tiesto feat. Haley - Only You (Extended Remix) Baby D - Let Me Be Your Fantasy (Deadmau5 Remix) Mark Picchiotti - Let the Music Guide You (Mark Picchiotti Remix) MC Flipside & Neon Stereo - This Noiz (Kid Massive Remix) Funkagenda Feat. Mc Flipside - Nobody Listens To Techno (Original Mix) Polkad

Keep Me Alive
At the doors of Babylon, you are my Zion Pacing tiger, a keepers cage Invisible light, shoots, from your eyes, a sign I can see from my high rise Another castle crumbles, another monkey falls, just open up your joy and let the sailors climb the walls I thought I saw you laughing ten feet in the air It doesnt matter if they touch you where because you can give me An Invisible Light An Invisible Light I want An Invisible Light An Invisible Light An Invisible Light To Keep Me Alive Let me call the tension, I can feel it with the fingers in my mind... A opiate utopia gets hotter by the hour I found you a flower in a field From my invention, among the tired, among the poor, among the broken The hollow masses It's your time You answer to a new name that changes all the time I'll call you anything you want, if I can say it's mine The stool is never-ending, our footprints have been erased But here you are, I kiss your feelings, see your mouth or is it really An Invisible Light An Invisible

Promotional Template
I've been working on a site for a little while now...a fubar promotional type site.I remember working on a template awhile back and thought i could probably use it as a starting point.Enough on the blah blah blah and let say what i want to say...If anyone is interested, maybe you have a domain of your own and a hosting account or if not a hosting account there's tons of free ones out there, i put this template together and maybe you'd use it as a starting point for promoting fubar out on the F*cked up World Wide Web.This is just indended for people who have thought about creating a site for that purpose.If interested, download the 1 page file. Here's what it looks like:

Fubar Is Now Invitation Only!
****FROM THE BLOG OF BABYJESUS*** We've created a waiting list for random people off the street and we'll notify them when there's room to join. For now, the only way to join is to be invited by someone already on the site. werd. -mike

I Miss You! For My Dad's!
Father how I miss youevery waking dayI curse the one who made youdie and go away.I miss your warm handsand I miss the talks we hadI miss the times when words were of no needand hope my love you'll always see.I wish I'd had some time to sayhow I loved you sobut I never got the chancebecause it was your time to go.I want the memories backnew and happy stillyet I know I never willif you knew how much I caredI might not feel so sad and scared.My Father how I miss you soMy Father I need you!I hope you knew about my lovebecause its strength is always trueToday, Jesus, as You are listeningin your home above;Would you go and find my dadand give him all my love. Just Really missing my Dad an My Step Dad Been three year

My Daughter Is Engaged!
I really don't share too many personal things Fubar; but the following is such a special part of my life, that I couldn't wait to let people know. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Some good news happened today. Becky got engaged to Tim, her boyfriend of at least a year and a half. They went to New Jersey State Aquarium and after they left, he proposed to Becky at the waterfront. It was a surprise to her. Tim caught Ed and me by surprise also this morning when he told us of his plans and asked us our opinion. Of course, we gave our blessing. He has been with Becky through her toughest times (her surgery) and never left her side. He showed us how much he cared for her then and that was a year ago in May and how much he cares for her now. Tim said he was not sure whether he would ask her today or on her birthday, but in the end, he proposed around noon today. Welcome Tim to the family.

Let's Get Nekkid!!!
Join me for my Serene Sunday show at 8am est. Get connected & happy listening and stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/ Did you know you could connect from our website? Go to www.nekkidradio.net and listen to us any time you'd like!!!!

Even When
Even When Even when you say you need me My desire for you is the key Even when the stars shine on me so bright your image is the one I see at night even when your so far a way your in my every thought night and day even when I wish not to grow old I know you will always be the one to warm me when I'm cold even when I say I love you remember I will always be true As always, Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy

The Reckless Use Of The Word "rape"
I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status. I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing. However, others and I find it appalling because of what these words stand for. It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke. There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words. Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta

Getting The House Ready
Today was busy! I started my day with a community service project with my Rotary club. We did some weed clearing, tree trimming, and brush removal at the entrance to our town where there's a statue and a really nice sign. Now you can see it when you drive by! Right after that I zipped north a bit and recorded some voice over for a series of radio spots. I guess I've accidentally become the voice of a local restaurant / event center. I felt a little guilty for going off and leaving my husband to work on all the stuff around the yard so I came home ready to jump in and help. It's amazing what needs to be done before leaving for 3 weeks. We're getting the yard prepared. That has meant replacing a bad set of stairs and building retaining walls (so that who ever is taking care of our chickens can safely get up to the coop). We live on a sand dune with a sloping backyard so it's a mess if we dont' shore it up. When we got the house it was a mess of rat infested ivy. Now it's just a mess.

Well It's Goodish Stuff
I have a date tomorrow. He wanted me to decide on stuff to do so I gave him option: blues bar, wildlife fundraiser in the historic Corey district, Weird Al Yankovic, or dinner and a movie. he didn't choose Weird Al so he's not getting any on the first date. I also think he might be married because calling me seems to be an issue. That's why i called theis blog goodish. My cousin's friend jeremy called me though. my cousin said he was over weight. i don't remember him because I was impaired. he sounds fat on the phone. like he might have a mouthful of chicken or something. But I like dating fat guys. Dating fat guys means unlimited, guilt free carbs on dates. fuck yea to not having to pretend I like plain salad. I haven't updated anything else because i don't want to talk about it. But I like you. isn't that enough?

Motorcycle Riders And Family's Of Them
Dear Friends,I have just read and signed the online petition: "Kill a Biker, Go To Jail"hosted on the web by PetitionOnline.com, the free online petitionservice, at: http://www.PetitionOnline.com/sabiker/I personally agree with what this petition says, and I think you mightagree, too. If you can spare a moment, please take a look, and considersigning yourself.Best wishes,stacy R.I.P. Tj I LOVE AND MISS YOU KILLED JUNE 11,2010

Cam Rules
PLEASE READ AND SIGN- THIS DOES NOT GUARANTEE YOU WILL BE ALLOWED TO CAM.Snake Eyes Radio Cam InfoPREREQUISITES TO BE MET BEFORE OBTAINING CAM LOG IN AND PASSWORDS 1. You must have a salute. 2. You must be at a minimum, level 10 (Friend of Fubar.) 3. You must be a recognized, regular member of Snake Eyes Radio. (Bare minimum of AT LEAST being a member for two weeks.) 4. At this time, if you are staff in another lounge (not including SER sister lounges,) you will not be given cam info. *The cam manager has the right to make exceptions* *After you meet the prerequisites please contact the Cam Manager JC @ #mce_temp_url# The following people are the ONLY people allowed to distribute cam information, so if you have someone asking about getting on cam, refer them to one of these people, if they're available in the lounge or YIM them to come help: JC, UndiscoverdSoul, Anna, LuckyFKNBitch, Vixen SEWC, and Eyedol. CAM RULES

Every Moment Comes To An End
Today the world is brokenBleeding hearts bled all but dryA silent figure sits down next to meAnd we watch fire touch the skyRoots break to dust and crumbleThey try to find solace beneath our skinWe block out the screams of machineryWhilst the roots burrow inThe Sun, eclipsed by apathyBurns the heaven from your smileAs metal replaces anatomyThe final truths break our denialRealisation by TelevisionThe silent figure takes the stageThe final light within the darknessJoins in the final fadeCalmness fills the forestsThe oceans take a breathThere's a sigh from all there ever wasAs my last heartbeat fills my chestToday the world is brokenSo I'll kiss you, my silent friendAnd we'll watch the clocks come to a stopAs every moment comes to an end

Clearing The Mind.
Hi all, Yes it is that time again and probably a repeat once again. Did you guys see I have like been neon green for 3 days.I ranked a 5 then 4 and now 8 as the most liked on fubar.I was so cheesing knowing that.Thank you. Anyway some drama hit my door and didn't and they didn't have the courtesy to even knock,now that is just rude. If you guys saw it with the status messages then you know something was going on.I was called a (cunt) and so on.Sorry for the language but it is what it is.It showed who had class.Right? I on the other hand have never been talked about in this way or ever called that,so in a way it hurt my feelings,in the long run it had nothing to do with me.It was over her wanting someone to buy her a bomb and this person would not do it,simply because she had played him with some other guys on here and he found out,she tried to squirm her way back in and when she saw it wasn't going to work she started in on me knowing he cared for me now and not her.Now how stupi

Letters From Hell
She reads his letters while alone at night, under starlit skies, Folds the paper when she's done, hangs her head and cries. She kisses every new letter, holds them close to her heart, Can't forget the day he went away, the day they had to part. Prays to god to keep him safe, to have the strength to survive, Remembers his promise before he left, to come back home alive. Until the day he comes back home, she'll wait beneath the stars, Afraid the war may kill her love, the letters become her scars. While she sleeps and dreams of him, her soldier has to fight, The summer stars shape his face, protect her through the night. When she awakes in an empty bed, she stretches way out wide, Touching that old feeling of emptiness, he isn't by her side. She eats her dinners alone, wishing he could be there. For now she talks about her days, to an empty chair. Sitting in the romantic candlelight, of a table set for two, She reads the letters that he sent, to help her make it through

Grandpa Gets An Audit
The IRS decides to audit Grandpa, and summons him to the IRS office.The IRS auditor was not surprised when Grandpa showed up with his attorney. The auditor said, 'Well, sir, you have an extravagant lifestyle and no full-time employment, Which you explain by saying that you win money gambling. I'm not sure the IRS finds that believable.' I'm a great gambler, and I can prove it,' says Grandpa. 'How about a demonstration?' The auditor thinks for a moment and said, 'Okay. Go ahead.' Grandpa says, 'I'll bet you a thousand dollars that I can bite my own eye.' The auditor thinks a moment and says, 'It's a bet.' Grandpa removes his glass eye and bites it. Grandpa says, 'Now, I'll bet you two thousand dollars that I can bite my other eye.' The auditor can tell Grandpa isn't blind, so he takes the bet. Grandpa removes his dentures and bites his good eye. The stunned auditor now realizes he has wagered and lost three grand, with Grandpa's attorney as a witness. He starts to get nervous. 'Wan

Special Delivery
OMG, I was in a really weird mood a lil earlier. I recall a chat I had a while back with my boyfriend. And something we discussed tickled me so much. I had to write to him today about it. Here's the message I sent him: I remember you asking me "Why do women orgasm?" and you said "Men orgasm to deliver sperm"that's the funniest thoughtmen delivering sperm*snickers* so like, do women call up a place and order sperm ? Like pizza or Chinese take out ? and a big strapping dude shows up at her address wearing nothing but native beads, loincloth, tattoo'd, pierced, with a full mast erection ?Can I order the sushi boat with that ? With extra pickled ginger. Don't forget to add the chopsticks. Can't eat Asian with a fork, that's fucked up.I'd like to order the super sperm with GPS egg locator technologygimme some of the dual head ones, XY chromosome.....I'm going for twin boys hehehehehe

If You Love Someone
If you love someone set them free, don't try to keep them close.For if you truly love someone, you have to let them go.They are not your puppets, not bound to you by strings.They are their own person, with different tunes to which they sing.And if you hold them tighter, they'll remind you of the sea.So beautiful to look at, but wild, untamed, forever free.For we can not bend their wills like the wind can to the grass.They trust us with their hearts, making promises with their laughs.If you love someone, set them free, don't try to keep them close.For if you truly love someone, you have to let them go.Someday they'll return to you, and thank you for what you've done.Forever will they love you, if you don't force them to run.

Teeth Suck (bitch Fest...sorry)
I've pretty much had my fill of dentists, orthodontists, oral surgeons, etc. I go this morning for my 6 month check up. I have one molar on the side of my mouth from hell that we've been holding off doing any work on until I have this surgery. Why? Because it's going to need a crown. One of thise fucked up DNA things I was oh so fortunate to inherit. Well, it looks like we're not going to be able to hold off any further. (Fucking tooth!) No, it's decided to decay a bit further under the filling that's there. Yeah, I'm looking at getting another crown, which I knew eventually I was going to need but REALLY can't afford to get right now since, oh gee go figure, insurance companies pay SHIT on them. And the icing on the cake? Depending how far the decay goes, I might need to have a root canal. One thing I said I would never have done again because it FUCKING HURTS and I still have problems with the other one even though I shouldn't feel anything because the tooth is "dead". I told them to

Some Things That I Regret
There's some things that I regret, Some words I wish had gone unsaid Some starts, that had some bitter endings Been some bad times I've been through Damage I cannot undo. Some things that I wish I could do all all over again But it doesn't really matter, Life gets that much harder, It makes you that much stronger. And every tear that had to fall from my eyes, Everyday I wondered how I'd get through the night. Every change life has thrown me, I'm thankful for every break in my heart. I'm grateful, for every scar. Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned. There's mistakes that I have made Some chances I just threw away, Some roads I nev

The Meeting Of Souls
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later. The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured and total.The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he would do

Random Bits Of Saturday Happenings And Stuffz...
Ahh yes another fun week of happenings. Please don't forget to click the "follow' link on top puh-leeez and thank you.... There's just soooo much right??? Anyways, between site crashes and all of the fun stuff, just a couple of randoms to throw your way this happy weekend Sat.. Remember the last blog about the Jack Carson disaster? Well, it turns out that once again my friends, the truth came out in the end. It usually does. So despite the horrific amount of backpedaling, sidestepping and credibility killing things for the involved that happend with this over the past week, at the end of the day, the girl was a fake (probably the real girl from the cell phone pic anyways) and has since deleted. The real girl's profile was found on myspace, some German chick as shown below..I won't even get into the drama and the lies and all that, just the facts and results please. I sure did learn alot about some of the people involved though with this mess, that's for sure...anyways, here's the ch

I Walk Alone
In the darkness, I call my home, In the darkness I shall walk alone, In the darkness I can always find The piece of mind and the pleasure of the kind In the darkness though there seems to be A loneliness and a companion needs to be To find one that sees the night as I do here To find the right and to find pleasure still To walk the night to walk alone Is never a place to be and never should be done To feel the wind upon my face, to feel the rain as it cleans me To miss the feel the touch the passion still To miss a kiss or deeper passion that is will To find a one that sees in me To find one that will complete me Dought one will find what is it I seek Therefore, I walk alone in the darkness I walk alone endlessly

On Mail
I spend little time online these days, but because I still like to keep up a robust communication with friends (and by “robust communication” I mean “random smattering of postcards from various locales”), I buy a lot of stamps. And I send a fair amount of mail. This week, I intended to send a half-case of nice wine to a newly married couple, mostly because I can’t think of anything else to give people who just voluntarily resigned themselves to a lifetime of boredom and misery. Unfortunately, though, new US postal service regulations prohibit the mailing of alcohol and tobacco products. Little wonder no one has any use for the mail anymore. What the postal service really needs is porn. When the whole dot-com bubble popped, the only online businesses staying afloat were porn and gaming. And though I know of no way to put games on stamps, I am certain that you can put porn on stamps. All the kids would collect stamps again! And the dads! Sadly, the

Does Open-carry Warrant Alarm?
This link is to an article I found regarding Kurk Kirby of Vancouver, Washington. Kirby was at a strip-mall and had the police called on him for "". This is for Case Number 91647 out of Clark County. Kirby has scheduled appearances on 9/28/10 and 10/01/10. In Washington State we have an entire section of the RCW dedicated to weapons. RCW 9.41.050 is entirely regarding the carrying of firearms, and the only type of firearm it discusses is those which are concealed. In this case there is nothing that was done wrong that violates any section of this code as his weapon was out in the open. The portion of code in question here is RCW 9.41.270 regarding "Weapons apparently capable of producing bodily harm - Unlawful carrying or handling - Penalty - Exceptions" and states that "(1) It shall be unlawful for any person to carry, exhibit, display, or draw any firearm, dagger, sword, knife or other cutting or stabbing instrument, club, or any other weapon apparently capable of producing bodily

Survey Says What Men Eat
AskMen.com released a survey on the dieting habits of us guys. As the article points out, the Atkins diet is no where to be found in our thoughts. You know Atkins. That’s the guy who said don’t eat carbs. I must be an iconoclast because I’ve never stopped eating carbs. Check out what us guys said about are diet http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,597502,00.html BlastFM is a steady diet of the best that music has to offer. Enjoy the music www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My First Sex Story On Fubar
I pick you up on A Friday for a weekend of fun. I tell you not to bring a bag of clothes with you so we can go shopping together you get in my car wearing a short sun dress with no panties on as soon as you get you spread your legs and put your right leg on the dash and your left leg on my sit and begin to play with your pussy as we drive off. we go straight to victory secret and pull into the parking lot as soon as i park the car you lean over and pull my cock out of my pants. you then take it and start to rub your lips around the head and up and down the shaft. as you start to lick it and stick it deep down your throat I am rubbing your clit and spreading your pussy lips wide open as you begin to suck my cock deep,hard and fast i am, finger fucking you in both holes as you cum hard all over my fingers i cum deep down. After you swallow every last drop as you get back into your seat to get ready to get out of the car i suck your cum off of my fingers. We get out of the car and begin t

Where Have You Gone Amy Rattinger???
Years ago in college I took a class in the Radio-TV department at the University of Montana that was taught by the chair of that department and a man who had been in tv and radio broadcasting for most of his life. Basically, he taught about coming trends in communications and the way people would interact with each other in a new world of mass communications. I took this class in 1981 before any of us owned a computer in our home, in fact, before most of us even had an inkling of what computers were about much less having seen one. One thing he talked about is the way we would meet members of the opposite sex online. What stuck with me was his comment about the creation of illusion that would take the place of seeing someone in real life who actually moves and talks and looks in your eyes. I remember many of us in the class looking around at each other and shaking our heads in disbelief as he talked about meeting our potential life mates without having to leave our home. This concept

Build Your Own Magnetic Generator For Green Power
The future of electricity generation is green. People don't wish to get their power from companies who pollute the environment using big coal fired power stations and most countries either don't have the capability or desire to use nuclear power. One of the most exciting new alternative energy products to come out in recent years is the magnetic power generator. These devices use an array of powerful magnets to turn a flywheel that drives a generator - in just the same way that a wind turbine uses the wind to generate power. The major difference with a magnetic generator is that its considerably cheaper to build and does not need special planning permission as it can, quite literally, run anywhere. Because it doesn't need to use wind or sunlight to generate its electrical power, a magnetic generator can easily be used indoors and because they are relatively small, you can use them in almost any kind of property from barns to small apartments. Whats most exciting about these devices i

Home
Tried to post this in a status but it was too big: I'M HOME...GOT INTO A CAR ACCIDENT...NOT A MAJOR ONE. I'M SORE. BAD TRAFFIC AND MY BRAKES FAILED. LOOKING INTO NEGLIGENCE ON MEINEKE'S FAULT B/C I JUST HAD A BRAKE CHECK AND FLUID TOP-OFF. WON'T BE SPENDING $ ON HERE FOR A WHILE, SO ALL CREDS I HAVE WILL BE SAVED FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE. WOULD LIKE BLINGS I DON'T ALREADY HAVE.

Dallas Cowboys Prayer
Our Father who art in Dallas. Football Be Thy Name. Thy 6th ring come, Thy will be done, on the road and in Cowboys Stadium. Give us this day our daily arrest, and forgive those who false start against us. Lead us not into overtime but deliver us to home field advantage. For Thine is The Kingdom, The Power, and a Cowboys Fan Forever. Amen

Ensign: Pass The Test
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 July 2010 “Beloved, believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God: because many false prophets are gone into the world.” John’s first letter is a restatement of the key points in living a Christian life. While we have to be receptive to whatever call God has for our lives, even when we don’t agree with Him, we are not condemned for asking why this specific call. The verse quoted above, 1 John 4:1, tells us three things. Not every call on our time (in the life of the church, ”not every spirit”) has equal validity, not every test of God’s Word (“try the spirits”) is a sign of our unfaithfulness, and not every person (“many false persons&rd

Broken Dreams
I love you more than life itself But I’m afraid to love. My heart is like the fragile wings Of a tiny little dove. I'm scared to get too close. I feel that I can't win. You'll love me for a little while Then you'll set me free again. I've lived so long on hopes and dreams I don't know what to do. I don't think I can trust my heart, For it belongs to you. I know you'll only hurt me Yet, I still keep running back. Between the paths of our hearts There's a worn and beaten track. You've got my heart held on a string. It’s breaking right in two. Enough belongs to me -to hurt- The rest belongs to you. I know that somewhere in your heart There is a place for me. I just don't know how to find it And there's no way to make you see. I can only hope that someday You'll wake up and you'll find, That while my heart belongs to yours, Yours, too, belongs to mine.

Moonlit Whispers
Moonlit Whispers For Brian Under the radiant moon I gaze, Lost in love's haze. Silently I listen to a symphony carried on the night air; Gentle whispers of love and care. A subtle voice begins to sing And I know that you are calling me home. With heart soaring, A feeling of love rushes over me; Longing to be by your side all the more. Alas, I can do nothing but wait and listen. Listen to the symphony of Moonlit Whispers. Written by Danielle K.

Man Of Mystery
Man Of Mystery By Hailey Leonard Man of the hour that everyone loves a man who's thoughts fly as free as white doves? What is it you really dream of a promising life of success? a beautiful woman's neck to touch, kiss and caress? Why is it that you always seem to care what unimportant people think? are you afraid of not being excepted are you afraid to sink? Everyone smiles in awe whenever your around but somtimes for me its simply hard to choke down. As I sit here in the corner pretending not to notice you here the one frowning face in this place full of cheer. I'll remember the days when it was just you and me no cares in the world obviously something only I can see. You have forgotten who you really are the time before with me before you became a ""star"" I'll forever remember the last real moment we had when you looked me in the eyes and said strong hearts forgive the mad But I'll just sit here frown on my face and cl

(how To)adding_music™
(How To) Adding Music™Everyone listens to a different Genre of music (whether it be Rap, Metal, Rock or any of the other Genre's out there). There are a few ways to listen to music online and I will try my best to give you a few Music Players and How To Add Them To Your Fu-Profile. For those that don't know what an Online Music Player is it pretty much sums it up in its name being that it is a way for members to let other members listen to the typical music that particular member may or may not like.Below I have added an embed player from AddictedToRadio.com with a rewrite of the code below so the player is ready for an easy embed.Copy the code below I will explain further down how to add it to your profile page

Lyrics To My New Song, "a Million Miles Away".
A Million Miles AwayVerse 1Today, was a day, just like any dayExcept I saw somethin' comin' at me from the skyI turned around, then tried to run awayBut it just kept chasin' me downTill I...ChorusI can't breathe, I can't remember how!I can't scream, my voice is fading out!I can't see, my eyes have been blinded!(We should have seen this coming from miles away!)I can't hear, my ears are bleeding now!I can't think, my brain I am without!I cant feel, my heart stopped beating!(Now I will die by myself, a million miles away!)Verse 2Abducted, I was taken by surprise.I didn't believe it, even with my own eyes.Nothing, could have prepared us forThis unimaginable fucking horror!Now I...ChorusI can't breathe, I can't remember how!I can't scream, my voice is fading out!I can't see, my eyes have been blinded!(We should have seen this coming from miles away!)I can't hear, my ears are bleeding now!I can't think, my brain I am without!I cant feel, my heart stopped beating!(Now I will die by myself, a

More Random
I found this in my randomness of stuff and thought...this should be shared so that is what I am doing.. So live your life that the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their view, and Demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, Beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and Its purpose in the service of your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or a sign of salute when meeting or passing a friend, Even a stranger, when in a lonely place. Show respect to all people and Bow to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the food and For the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, The fault lies only in yourself. Abuse no one and nothing, For abuse turns the wise ones to fools and robs the spirit of its vision. When it comes your time to die, be not like those whose hearts Are filled with fear of

Preparing For Our Roadtrip
It's late on Friday night and I'm tired but excited. In a few days my husband and I will pack our Harleys and pull out of the garage for a cross country trip. I'm hoping to keep updating my blog on the trip but I'm not going to stress out about it. My main goal would be to have a record of the trip for myself. So if you're a rider and you're interested in following the blog *if it actually works out* please enjoy!

Cake Sale - Some Surprise
Your lips come as some surprise, That they would want to come and meet mine, They never taste like the last time, Your lips come as some surprise! I was always a special child, Circuit boards for my insides. All I dreamed of was flying high, So your lips came as some surprise. Your lips come as some surprise, That they would want to come and meet mine, They never taste like the last time, Your lips come as some surprise! I was never one of the boys Throwing shapes and power ploys. In your arms warmth I did find, In your seat I did decline. Your lips come as some surprise, That they would want to come and meet mine, They never taste like the last time, Your lips come as some surprise! Now that we've sat for a while You've shown me yours and I've shown you mine Even after all this time Your lips come as some surprise. Your lips come as some surprise, That they would want to come and meet mine, They never taste like the last time, Your lips come as some surprise! Your lips come as s

Book Blurb
I'm writing a book.I need feedback.Honesty and any helpful remarks will be greatly appreciated.Below is a blurb from my book. Prologue The Dreamer Awakens I guess if it werent' for the recurring dream I have I would never have survived what came next.Alerted to wakefulness,I could hear a chittering sound,like teeth...LOTS of teeth and the slithering of something wet across the floor.My head was pounding.Something was wrong here,VERY wrong.I dove out of bed just in time to see the giant sluglike creature leap onto where I had just vacated.A Hellworm.....All teeth and VERY hungry.Rows of needle-like fangs lining its gullet.I dove naked for the window as it slid off my bed,its body making a loud,wet plopping sound.It lunged at me as I threw myself through the glass.I quickly got up and ran along the fire escape,not daring to look back.A loud keening sound came from it.I dropped to the ground and hit it running.Where I didn't know.Glancing back I could see it's h

Things I Need To Know About You Right Effing Now.
chuck klosterman says i need to know these things about you before i can figure out if i love you or not. and since i think he and i share half a brain, i've decided to ask you. and i expect you to answer every single one of these...and i need to know why. i'm in a demanding mood today, can you tell? 1. let us assume you met a rudimentary magician. let us assume he can do five simple tricks--he can pull a rabbit out of his hat, he can make a coin disappear, he can turn the ace of spades into the Joker card, and two others in a similar vein. These are his only tricks and he can't learn any more; he can only do these five. HOWEVER, it turns out he's doing these five tricks with real magic (real? yes. real.). it's not an illusion; he can actually conjure the bunny out of the ether and he can move the coin through space. he's legitimately magical, but extremely limited in scope and influence. would this person be more impressive than albert einstein?? 2. let us assume a fully grow

I Wish...
Not on fubar do I wish, but this is where I wish to blog. I wish one day, I'll meet an awesome guy. A little good lookin; may I add? A hopeless romantic- church goer, who loves me and unconditionally and has an undying attraction toward me. One day do I wish to lose all my eight, and be super hot, but still be me. One day, I wish to have a family that loves me so. One day, I just wish to be loved. Love me

Juxtaprose 2 (re-edit 3)
JuxTaPRoSe 2 (re-edit 2)Nothing Else Matters When Doves CryMidnight Blue I'm Burning,I'm Burning For YouHot Stuff, Fire, Hearts On Fire.Baby, When I'm With You,On Top Of The WorldJump Purple Rain Novacaine, Cocaine.Love Hurts, Pain, Love Stinks,Crazy Love, Real Love, Love Me StillLet Your Love Flow, Lovers Live LongerJoy To The WorldFree Falling Like A Rolling Stone, Glycerine,Hello, Sweet Child O' Mine,Here I Go Again CryingHas Anybody Seen My Baby?

The Pattern
The year was 1997, as a child I had always been a bit of an odd fit. I never was the center of attention, I never was popular. By this point in my life I was used to being the one that did everything alone. A lot of my isolation is, and still is, self imposed. I've always been an egghead and a brainaic and I've always been socially inept. The problems these can cause a child go without saying, and I was admittely desperate to be noticed for something other than a punching bag. I won't name her name here, or anyone elses. I was young, and dumb, I was only 14, its to be expected, but the point of this story is, I was "going out" with a preacher's daughter...I placed way to meaning into this relationship, being as it was my first, but she moved away.. and I still feel like a piece of my soul moved with her. the year is 2001 and I'm a noob on this fantastic creation called the internet. I meet up with a girl who was mutually depressed about her life and together we conspired chan

I Gave...
I gave I gave the best of me to you. I sat silently as you stole it away. Without a fight left inside, I imagined being your prey. Hunted for what YOU wanted. Discarded when you were through. How did that meat taste???? So tender and easy to chew? This meat gets tougher everyday. Another day it grows colder. She thanks you, Able to carry this weight on her shoulders. Never to abandon her passion, Though now, guarding it more. Such a shame with all she can give. She shall NEVER be YOUR whore!

Club Karizma Cam Rules
CLICK ON TO ENTER Club Karizma NEW CAM RULES EFFECTIVE IMMEDIATELY !!! (CAMS ARE OPEN TO STAFF AT ANYTIME WITH OUT ASKING IF THERE OPEN..CAM 5 AND 6 ARE GUEST CAMS FOR OUR MEMEBERS...MEMEBER MUST GET IN CONTACT WITH OWNERS OR OTHER LOUNGE STAFF FOR CAM INFO..FOR GUEST CAMS MEMBERS MUST BE MEMBER FOR A WEEK OR MORE..AND MUST POST A SALUTE..) 1)On slow nights cams can be used by selected Staff or a Member that has been with us for a min. of 2 weeks at least. On busy nights staff is allowed 1hr max up on cam, Non Staff is allowed 30mins.....Subject to change as needed. Check in with Owner/Manger *if online* for cam Info. 2)Absolutly NO flashing and NUDITY!! before 12pm Est...Flashing is acceptable after 12pm Est. IF you break our No flashing rule You will lose your cam privliage.. (flash includes: ass, tits, clevage for 10 secs long) IS ALLOWED..AT OUR TIME DISEIRED 3)IF you want to go up on cam ask a Manager so they can make sure t

Door Nails....
These two shots are for Derrick For rifle not the handgun For coffee and cigarettes Give it back You know suicide isn't painless When you leave everyone in pain The two shots will never go down the same This beating's for Jimmy For ultimate devotion For your mind of my own Bring out your dead Sedated, flagellated You were the one most Loved and hated Thanks for all that carpet And your songs This Patrón's for Jason This lager's for Andy And these doses are for Bomer And this fix is for Bradley This ritalin's for Lumpy And this speedball's for Friday This nitrous hit is for Lynn And best friend DobbsThis bowl is for my mom For drinking more than I did For posting bail for me In New York And in Hollywood that first time And that joint we smoked was the worst time Cause doing drugs with parents is just wrong This Patrón's for Jason This lager's for Andy And these doses are for Bomer And this fix is for Bradley This song is for winning losers It's for unlucky substance abusers The ones who

Perhaps....
Perhaps it never crossed your mind... That I may need some of your time... Without me having to ask or implore... Seeming so needy can be such a bore... I do my best to not ask too much... Especially if I can not feel your touch... Too many things I can not say... Nor will I, much to my dismay... So when I grow distant and cold... Never let it be said you were not told... Sometimes I can not express my needs... And once again it is my heart that bleeds....

Slippin In The Middle
I close my eyesand try to rest, but it's hard to pass the time With memories evading me and torturing my mind My mask lies on the bedside table, my paint brush in water clear Awaiting a new day boldly to hide away all that I fear No longer is my face marred by the scars of all i've ever known, Yet my heart is still blackened from the ashes of bridges lost and gone My mind is jambled with memories a man should perish recieving And my smile is merely a cover whos laughter is but decieving My eyes are crinkled with joy yet reflect the dead felt so deep At dawn weighing me under, at night erasing my sleep Around my kneck are chains of hemp that make you ooh and squeek Do you know they feel so tight i can barely breathe? I hide these things almost as if it's second to my nature Praying you can't see this and it won't effect my stature But if you see me peeking and know that I am still alive Help me find my way back out so I can survive

I Said
Like I said I don't come here often. Not that it's not interesting, just the time. I truly don't understand this site but time will tell. Time is not on my side. The clock is running out. I don't care if it's 10 years. It is running out very fast. TEMPLER? Glory to God N

Beautiful Black Manblack Man - A Poem For You The Truth Of The Matter Is There Is Nothing More Beautiful Than A Black Man Whether Five-two Or Six-seve
Black Man - A Poem for You The truth of the matter is There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Whether five-two or six-seven, Yellow fabulous or chocolate heaven There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Long and lean With deep brown eyes Wavy hair or dreds With strong thick thighs There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Bald head with goatee Cornrows or a fade A little thick, a little thin Oh the choices to be made There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Scholarly or not Wall Street or hip hop I'll sing your praises To the mountain top Head of the home Provider and love Obedient son and loving brother There's nothing more beautiful Than a black man A mighty provider you've proven to be Sacrificing your life to keep me free Working for crumbs When the table is bare Praising the Lord Leading the family in prayer There is nothing more beautiful Than a black man Holding my hand When fear emerges Remaining faithful, suppressing your urges Provin

For Your Entertainment
For Your Entertainment lyricsSongwriters: So hot out of the boxCan we pick up the paceTurn it up, heat it upI need to be entertainedPush the limit, are you with it?Baby don't be afraidImma hurt you real good babyLet's go it's my show, baby, do what I sayDon't trip off the glitz that I'm gonna displayI told you, Imma hold ya down until you're amazedGive it to ya til you're screamin' my nameNo escaping when I startOnce I'm in I own your heartThere's no way to ring the alarmSo hold on until it's overOh!Do you know what you got intoCan you handle what I'm 'bout to do'Cause it's about to get rough for youI'm here for your entertainmentOh!I bet you thought that I was soft and sweetYou thought an angel swept you off your feetBut I'm about to turn up the heatI'm here for your entertainment'Sall rightYou'll be fineBaby I'm in controlTake the painTake the pleasureI'm the master of bothClose your eyes, not your mindLet me into your soulI'm gonna work it 'til your totally blownNo escaping when I s

In Your Room
In Your Room lyrics In your room where time stands stillOr moves at your will.Will you let the morning come soon,Or will you leave me lying here?In your favorite darkness,Your favorite half-light,Your favorite consciousness,Your favorite slave.In your room where souls disappear -Only you exist here.Will you lead me to your armchair,Or leave me lying here?Your favorite innocence,Your favorite prize,Your favorite smile,Your favorite slave.I'm hanging on your words,Living on your breath,Feeling with your skin.Will I always be here?In your room your burning eyesCause flames to arise.Will you let the fire die down soon,Or will I always be here?Your favorite passion,Your favorite game,Your favorite mirror,Your favorite slave.I'm hanging on your words,Living on your breath,Feeling with your skin.Will I always be here?

I Check Out Png's Rotors...
PNG still has the ball in her court. I decided not to use my awesome computer powers to read her mail to find out if she is dating someone else in the office, because I am the honorable sort. Still no real movement on her part. I did spend quite a bit of time with her today, she had a computer problem which I helped out with. Then later, me and a co-worker were talking about contact lenses and she came in to talk about hers. Not that I have a definite guess on her age, but when I saw her prescription I told her I was going to start calling her "Left Eye" and she said "Oh, TLC reference" so I am thinking that puts her later in her 20's. We talked for a bit and she went back to work. I thought I heard her talking about someone taking her to a wine tasting thing this weekend, but I didn't hear her call it a date. So I call that a push. Then later I was walking around looking for someone and she asked me if I knew anything about cars. I did not respond that I know how to make o

James Morrison - The Last Goodbye
I don't believe you And I never will, Oh I can't live by your side with the lies you've tried to instil, I can't take anymore, I don't have to give you a reason For leaving this time Cos this is my last goodbye It's like I hardly know you but maybe I never did. It's like every emotion you showed me you kept well hid, and every true word that you ever spoke was really decieving. Now I'm leaving this time cos this is my last goodbye I've gotta turn and walk away, I don't have anything left to say

Its Full Of Stars
In reply to a friend That poem is beautiful- you know I don't believe in the god of religion, but I know God, I can talk directly to him and I can't believe it- but I sense everyone- including him- Im not religious in saying this, but God never give us anything we can not handle. We may not succeed, but we can deal with it. everything negative about life, comes from the evil of man, or the fact our bodies and the world is not perfect. but if not for the pain in my life I wouldnt be who I am today- pain hardship suffering has made me strong and wise- I understand your poem, and feel what you are going thru, so many horrible things have happened to you- but everything has a purpose and our purpose is to accomplish all we can to be wiser and stronger- not to excell, to excell at trying- Ive been bloggin things I write like this cause I need to read my own words at times, because I forget, and start to blame others for my burden. We walk alone in

Random Poems And Ish That I Write.
Three passions govern my life:The longings for love, the search for knowledge,And unbearable pity for the suffering of others. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness.I thought I knew what love was, but now I see the prefiguring vision of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.With equal passion I have sought knowledge.I have wished to understand the hearts of people.I have wished to know why the stars shine.Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens,But always pity brought me back to earth;Cries of pain reverberated in my heartOf children in famine, of victims torturedAnd of old people left helpless.I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot,And I too suffer.This is my life; I find it worth living.

Confusing Fubar Colors
To many colors fubar makes. Now I need to figure out what dark green, orange, and purple means. I know what light green, blue, pink, white, and red are now. Grr! Please please please help if you can. Thank you!!

"porn For Women"
What would you think if you saw a book with the title “Porn for Women? I know what guy would think? I’m getting some from my date. No so fast dude. The book cover sports a picture of a man vacuuming the living room. What’s up with that you say? According to the author it’s the new foreplay to get a woman in bed. A man house cleaning really turns on a woman man. Dawn your crotch less pants and start cleaning. For more clean fun read on http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,597407,00.html BlastFM is great clean stereo listening of the best music ever. Click the link for an experience you will want more and more www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Let's Chuckle A Little ~~ Little Ralphy
LITTLE RALPHY ON MATH'S A teacher asks her class, 'If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?' She calls on little Ralphy. He replies, 'None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot.' The teacher replies, 'The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking..' Then little RALPHY says, 'I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a benc

Strong
I always believed you when you said I was weak, Afraid to hold on – afraid to let go; Terrified of failing – running from success; Standing in confusion despite everything I know. But I figured out that everything you said Was just a part of chaining me to your side; The words that you screamed at the top of your lungs Were carefully chosen to wipe away my pride. And now that my eyes can see your truth, Now that my tears have washed away the lies, I’ve come to the conclusion that all of the weakness Was part of the man I have come to despise. And now I’m strong – Stronger than I ever thought I’d be; And I’ll move on ‘Cause giving up is not a part of me; And I’ll find joy In everything I’m leaving far behind; You cannot win ‘Cause I’m the captain of my own mind.

Pictures Of Women
I have been viewing profiles of women (In my age catagory 38-47), whom I would assume are "fully cooked" adults and mature. Then .. there they are in all their glory... BREASTS... and the other one is close ups of their mouths....I can only imagine what kind of conversations that these women have had with men to make them to post such an image, I say this becasue on several occations the lady (term used loosley) added either the breast or mouth close up after the fact.... I sat back and wondered, she looks like a nice and decent woman who appaers to be intelligent and respectable (Now no flames here from the exobitionists, I just mean that if you are a woman in yor 40's with children you are an example whether you like it or not)....so why on earth is she resorting to having herself on display like this.... ? .. Photos are optional and are by choice... so perhaps I should amend my statement to be,,,, not only are photos optional but photos of body parts are are also...... If

Army Sgt. Steven Checo
Died December 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of New York, N.Y.; assigned to the 504th Infantry Regiment, 82nd Airborne Division, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed Dec. 20, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Pvt. 2 James Henry Ebbers
Died October 14, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Bridgeview, Ill.; assigned to the 551st Military Police Company, Fort Campbell, Ky.; died Oct. 14, 2002, in Djibuoti, Africa.

Marine Corps Lance Cpl. Antonio J. Sledd
Died October 08, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Hillsborough, Fla.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 1st Marines, 11th Marine Expeditionary Unit; killed in a terrorist attack on Oct. 8, 2002, in Kuwait.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Mark Jackson
Died October 02, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 40, of Glennie, Mich.; assigned to the 1st Special Forces Group, Fort Lewis, Wash.; killed in a terrorist bombing on Oct. 2, 2002, in the Philippines.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Christopher J. Speer
Died August 07, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Albuquerque N.M.; assigned to U.S. Army Special Operations Command, Fort Bragg, N.C., died in Germany on Aug. 7, 2002, of wounds sustained in action on July 27 in Afghanistan.

Air Force Staff Sgt. Anissa A. Shero
Died June 12, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Grafton, W.V.; assigned to the 16th Special Operations Wing, Hurlburt Field, Fla.; killed in an MC-130H Combat Talon crash on June 12, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Peter P. Tycz Ii
Died June 12, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 32, of Tonawanda, N.Y.; assigned to the 3rd Special Forces Group, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed in a MC-130H Combat Talon crash on June 12, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Air Force Tech. Sgt. Sean M. Corlew
Died June 12, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Thousand Oaks, Calif.; assigned to the 16th Special Operations Wing, Hurlburt Field, Fla.; killed in a MC-130H Combat Talon crash on June 12, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. Gene Arden Vance Jr.
Died May 19, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 38, of Morgantown, W.Va.; assigned to the 19th Special Forces Unit, West Virginia National Guard, Morgantown, W.V.; killed on May 19, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Staff Sgt. Brian T. Craig
Died April 15, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of Houston; assigned to the 710th Explosive Ordnance Detachment, San Diego, Calif.; killed in an accidental explosion of ordnance on April 15, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Daniel A. Romero
Died April 15, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 30, of Lafayette, Colo.; assigned to the 19th Special Forces Group, Pueblo, Colo.; killed in an accidental explosion of ordnance on April 15, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Staff Sgt. Justin J. Galewski
Died April 15, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Olathe, Kan.; assigned to the 710th Explosive Ordnance Detachment, San Diego, Calif.; killed in an accidental explosion of ordnance on April 15, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. Jamie O. Maugans
Died April 15, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 27, of Derby, Kan.; assigned to the 710th Explosive Ordnance Detachment, San Diego, Calif.; killed in an accidental explosion of ordnance on April 15, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Navy Chief Hospital Corpsman (seal) Matthew J. Bourgeois
Died March 27, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 35, of Tallahassee, Fla.; assigned to Little Creek Naval Amphibious Base, Va.; killed by a land mine during small-unit training on March 27, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. Bradley S. Crose
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of Orange Park, Fla.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Air Force Tech. Sgt. John A. Chapman
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 36, of Waco Texas; assigned to the 24th Special Tactics Squadron, Pope Air Force Base, N.C.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Air Force Senior Airman Jason D. Cunningham
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 26, of Camarillo, Calif.; assigned to the 38th Rescue Squadron, Moody Air Force Base, Ga; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Spc. Marc A. Anderson
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 30, of Brandon, Fla.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Pfc. Matthew A. Commons
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Boulder City, N.V.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Navy Aviation Boatswain’s Mate 1st Class Neil C. Roberts
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 32, of Woodland, Calif.; assigned to SEAL Team 2, Norfolk, Va.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. Philip J. Svitak
Died March 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Joplin, Mo.; assigned to the 2nd Battalion, 160th Special Operations Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed during a rescue mission during Operation Anaconda on March 4, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Navy Lt. Cmdr. Christopher M. Blaschum
Died March 02, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 33, of Port St. Joe, Fla.; assigned to Fighter Squadron 143, Naval Air Station Oceana, Va.; killed when he ejected from an F-14 on a training exercise on March 2, 2002, over the Mediterranean Sea.

Army Chief Warrant Officer 2 Stanley L. Harriman
Died March 02, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 34, of Wade, N.C.; assigned to the 3rd Special Forces Group, Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed on March 2, 2002, in Afghanistan.

Army Capt. Bartt D. Owens
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Middletown, Ohio; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Staff Sgt. Bruce A. Rushforth Jr.
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 35, of Middleboro, Mass.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Maj. Curtis D. Feistner
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 34, of White Bear Lake, Minn.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Staff Sgt. James P. Dorrity
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Goldsboro N.C.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Chief Warrant Officer 2 Jody L. Egnor
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 32, of Middletown, Ohio; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

The World Isn’t Against You Its Just Fed Up With Your Dramatic Bullshit
How dare you play the victim here? This isn’t high school sweetie and you aren’t a teenager. There are consequences for our actions. Trust is earned and when betrayal comes in you lose any right to claim victim. I’m sure it does hurt but its suppose to… use this and grow. Stop jumping from one man to the next carrying the same problems from one to another. One day you will see and understand what the rest of us do. I want to let the venom inside me spew into you but I’m better than that and you don’t deserve the energy of my words let alone hate It’s going to be a rude awakening when you realize you can’t take care of yourself and something big actually happens. It’s true I was never a fan of you, simply you are the reason I don’t have many female friends. You prey on kindness and use it as a weakness. I may be a bitch but I’m up front I will stab you in the front. I feel like a moronic bitch forever questioni

Army Sgt. Jeremy D. Foshee
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 25, of Pisgah, Ala.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Air Force Staff Sgt. Juan M. Ridout
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 36, of Maple Tree, Wash.; assigned to the 320th Special Tactics Squadron, based at Kadena Air Base, Japan, killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Staff Sgt. Kerry W. Frith
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Jamesville, Nev.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Army Spc. Thomas F. Allison
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 22, of Tacoma Wash.; assigned to E Co, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, based at Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in an MH-47E crash during a training exercise, on Feb. 22, 2002 in the Philippines.

Air Force Master Sgt. William L. Mcdaniel Ii
Died February 22, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Greeneville, Ohio; assigned to the 320th Special Tactics Squadron, stationed at Kadena Air Base, Japan; killed in an MH-47E crash on Feb. 22, 2002, during a training exercise in the Philippines.

Army Spc. Jason A. Disney
Died February 13, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Fallon, Nev.; assigned to the 7th Transportation Battalion, bsed at Fort Bragg, N.C.; killed in a heavy equipment accident, on Feb. 13, 2002 at Bagram Air Base, Afghanistan.

Marine Corps Sgt. Dwight J. Morgan
Died January 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 24, of Mendocino Calif.; assigned to Heavy Helicopter Squadron 361, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a CH-53E crash on Jan. 20, 2002 in Afghanistan.

Marine Corps Staff Sgt. Walter F. Cohee Iii
Died January 20, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 26, of Wicomico, Md.; assigned to Heavy Helicopter Squadron 361, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a CH-53E crash on Jan. 20, 2002 in Afghanistan.

Marine Corps Lance Cpl. Bryan P. Bertrand
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 23, of Coos Bay, Ore.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Marine Corps Capt. Daniel G. Mccollum
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Irmo, S.C.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Marine Corps Sgt. Jeannette L. Winters
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 25, of Gary, Ind.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Marine Corps Capt. Matthew W. Bancroft
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 29, of Redding, Calif.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Marine Corps Sgt. Nathan P. Hays
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Wilbur, Wash.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Marine Corps Gunnery Sgt. Stephen L. Bryson
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 36, of Montgomery, Ala.; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

R.i.p. Brother Down
many months ago my brother was staying with me until he was able to get on his own two feet. he doesnt have a computer so i let him use mine while he was living in my house. he created a fubar account under the screen name 'Down' some people may remember him, we have a similar sense of humor (we are blood after all). just the other day i noticed he was no longer on my friends list, he doesnt have internet or a computer yet. when i asked him about it he claimed to have no idea of what i was talking about. it appears to me that since he made his account using my computer and ISP fubar admin 'assumed' that he was in fact me, even though i'm not balding however he is... (Y) way to go fubar

Marine Corps Staff Sgt. Scott N. Germosen
Died January 09, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of New York City; assigned to Marine Aerial Transport Refueler Squadron 352, based at Marine Corps Air Station Miramar Calif.; killed in a refueling tanker crash, on Jan. 9, 2002 in Pakistan.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Nathan R. Chapman
Died January 04, 2002 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of San Antonio, Texas; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 1st Special Forces Group, Fort Lewis, Wash.; killed in action while fighting against Taliban and al Qaida forces, on Jan. 4, 2002 in Khost, Afghanistan.

Army Staff Sgt. Brian C. Prosser
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Frazier Park Calif.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action during a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan.

Army Sgt. 1st Class Daniel H. Petithory
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 32, of Cheshire, Mass.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in action in a friendly fire bombing, on Dec. 5, 2001 in Afghanistan.

Army Master Sgt. Jefferson D. Davis
Died December 05, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 39, of Watauga, Tenn.; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 5th Special Forces Group, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a friendly fire bombing on Dec. 5, 2001, in Afghanistan.

Navy Electrician’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Michael J. Jakes Jr.
Died December 04, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Brooklyn N.Y.; stationed on the carrier Kitty Hawk, based at Yokosuka Naval Fleet Activities, Japan, died of fatal head injuries after falling off a bunk, on Dec. 4, 2001 in the Arabian Sea.

Army Pvt. 2 Giovanny Maria
Died November 29, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 19, of Queens, New York City; assigned to the 10th Mountain Division, Fort Drum, N.Y., killed Nov. 29, 2001, by a non-combat weapons discharge in Uzbekistan.

Navy Electronics Technician 3rd Class Benjamin Johnson
Died November 18, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 21, of Rochester, N.Y.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf.

Navy Engineman 1st Class Vincent Parker
Died November 18, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 38, of Preston, Mich.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf.

Fubar Is Getting Too Crowded.. It's Now Invite Only.
We've created a waiting list for random people off the street and we'll notify them when there's room to join. For now, the only way to join is to be invited by someone already on the site. werd. -mike

Navy Machinist’s Mate Fireman Apprentice Bryant L. Davis
Died November 07, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Chicago, stationed on the carrier Kitty Hawk, home-ported at Yokosuka Naval Fleet Activities, Japan, died when he fell overboard, on Nov. 7, 2001 in the Arabian Sea.

Army Spc. John J. Edmunds
Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan.

Army Pfc. Kristofor T. Stonesifer
Died October 19, 2001 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 28, of Missoula, Mont.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action when his UH-60 Black Hawk helicopter crashed during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001, in Pakistan.

Top Rejected State Of The Union Opening Lines
Top rejected state of the union opening lines"Immediately after my speech, you are all cordially invited to come uphere and kiss my pasty white ass.""Members of Congress, I feel you're a pain.""Look at it, people! Take a good look! You got a tool like this, you useit -- know what I'm sayin'?""Are you impeachin' me? Are you impeachin' me? You gotta be impeachin' mecuz I'm the only President standin' here.""Okay, I shagged her. I shagged her rotten, baby!""I'm not under oath, am I?""This meeting of The Duplicitous Serial Adulterers Group will now come toorder. Ha, ha! Just kidding, people.""I swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. Butfirst, a few words from my husband...""Whoa! I've been sleepwalking the last three years! I hope I didn't doanything embarrassing!""First, I'd like to introduce my new Attorney General, Alec Baldwin.""Any of y'all got that Gwyneth Paltrow gal's phone number?""(Psssst! Al! Fourth row, third from the left -- you can see right up he