Fubar Blog Posts 3

Wat I Feel Inside
I awake every morning from the sounds of screams wondering how this life could be real. what is it that i suppose to do and who is it that will come threw happiness to me is only in a dream it is like fantasy, not real for me i have forgetten down this road, wat its like not to be alone, but time has cured that awefull thought and nothing but pain, is wat it brought my daughters are keeping me strong they think daddy cant do no wrong im glad they dont see this pain i hide for if they know, i would die.

Family Together Again
my son is a month and a day old today and his daddy(matthew pitt bourg)is back in the picture. im so happy that he came back , i love him with all my heart and he loves me too. well thats all i have to say for now ttyl byez

Just Some Random Quotes I Like
- "Be of use....But don't be used" - "I know on some level it's wrong but luckily I'm not deep enough to have that level" - "Friends are made by many acts and lost by only one" - "To be stupid, selfish, and have good health are three requirements for happiness, though if stupidity is lacking, all is lost." - "May you have the hindsight to know where you've been, the foresight to know where you're going, and the insight to know when you're going to far!" - "I'm surrounded by idiots...some village is deprived" - "You can kiss a fool. A fool can kiss you. But don't let a kiss fool you" - "The hardest thing in this world is to live in it" - "Love is the slowest form of suicide" - "I never stopped loving you! I just stopped showing it" - "Pack your bags, we're going on a guilt trip"

If I Was Yours...
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your myspace password? 19.)If I gave you mine w

Melt Into Me
Feel me inside of you as I explore searching for more than ever before. Within the chambers of passion, saving the explosion for just the right moment. Crash into me and feel me feel you. Relax and let me take your mind on a never ending journey. I am that man, the one that is unique in my own special ways. The one for you. See into my eyes what Im feeling as we melt slowly into one instead of two. Melt with me. Melt into me.

My Birthday!
Okay so today is my birthday. What Fun! It doesn't feel any different to be another year older. My foot still hurts and yes I feel like bitching, because I can. LOL! Today sucks ass! I wish atleast one thing would go right.

My Tarot
You scored as The Magician. The Magician is about creative genius and talent. He is the master of communciation either through speech or literary means. Being different and an individual means alot to him.The Magician100%The Hermit85%Judgement80%The Fool70%The Moon65%Justice60%The Devil55%The Hierophant55%The Empress and The Emperor50%The Hanged Man50%The Lovers45%

Come Visit Me!
Hey yall this is my first blog! I have been on here since Dec. But still learning everything. And trying to help my hubby get ready to go to Iraq in May.(cries) But anywho I just posted some new pics come by and check them out! hugzzz

Update On My Pa
well news as it is is that my father is going in for radiation in the next week or two....apparently five days for five weeks.......grrrrrrrr why does bad always happen to the good...says he don't want nobody commin up till things are a lil more settled, which yeah i can understand, not like he don't have fam up that way to help him out but sure wish i cld b there through the tough times to help....guess all i can do is hope for the best for now *pouts*

Soul Mate Or Heart Mate?
Everyone always talks about finding their one soul mate because that is who they're supposed to spend the rest of their life with. But I don't see it that way. A soul mate can be anyone that you have a past life connection with, male or female. Someone special that can be in your life either for a moment, a month or for many years. They can be there for you for many things & then suddenly be gone, their purpose in your current life served. Some you'll have an intimate relationship hoping they'll be the ONE, but they turn out not to be. Hopefully they'll still be in your life though. A heart mate on the other hand is the ONE. The one person that your heart connects to that you know from birth is out there somewhere. Did you ever have a feeling of emotion that you didn't know where it came from? It's your connection to that one. Ever feel moments of tenderness or like someone is thing of you? It's that connection again. You'll know them in a single breath at the first look into their eye

Take A Chance
Tomorrow terrifies me More than you ever know But what will be, will be And Ill never let the terror show. If you hold me through All the scary parts Then Ill hold you too In my heart of hearts. Tomorrow will bring Us together at last. Dont worry about a thing I dont mind taking it fast.

Want To Talk?
I AM A YOUNG FEMALE WANTING TO YAP WITH OTHER FEMS ABOUT PLAYING AND HAVEING A GREAT TIME IM NO BEAUTY BUT I THINK IM SWEET I WOULD LOVE TO SEE SOME FRIEND INVITES IM NEW AT THIS AND HAVENT FIGURED IT OUT YET IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO IS WILLING TO HELP ME

1 More Hour!!!
AIGHT, CONTEST ENDS IN AN HOUR, I'M LIQOURED UP AS FUCK, AND I HAVEN'T RECIEVED HAVE THE HAND JOBS I WAS EXPECTING, SLACKERS. YA'LL HAVE FUN, AND I'LL LET YOU KNOW WHO WON TOMORROW. SORRY FOR ANY DRAMA, TRIED TO KEEP IT FUN. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND TRYING TO FIND MY BUSHMILLS!!!

Broken Promise
Lost again amongst the broken promises, Sat upon bloodied stones, My wrists are bleeding yet again, Black Blood spilling from my bones, Skies overhead are heavy with defeat, I cannot breath the air, There are so many choices, But nobody even cares, Trapped again in the darkness of my own making, I'm scratching at my ears, I'm pulling at my skin, Because it's stained with my tears, But it doesn't matter anymore, My original image has frayed, And my once sunny exterior, Now swamped with the blackest shade, I dry my eyes on my torn sleeve, But my despair still leaks out, They say its better to have and lose, Than to always be without, My crimson addiction mocks me, I want it, yet I don't, I know that it has to end, But I convince myself it won't, Talk is cheap from bitter lips, Words mean much, but prove nothing, All eyes are shut and turned away, But in my emptiness I clutch at something, That thing is my terror, My eternal agonis

Son's Birhday
Well, today is my oldest's third birthday! He started school almost a month ago and he is loving it. We have to go to a meeting today to see if they want him to stay in school due to his slow speech skills and continue to receive speech therapy or if he has learned enough and no longer needs help learning how to talk and i can wait another year to enter him in school like i wanted to.

I Quit My Job...
Job from hell has been ditched. I have no other job lined up. I'm a bit scared. I will be cancelling my VIC status. :( Can't let any little expense get in the way right now. I'm assuming I'll get my full month's worth, but just in case... 100 11s are up for grabs. Damn it, what to do..

Amber :)
I have a beautiful new girlfriend, Amber ♥ She wrote some poems for me today, and they are just wonderful. I love you Amber! When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your wife. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night.

Friendship
You remind me of a flower, Pretty, inside and outside. A reason why people smile everyday, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate, Luscious and sweet. Someone people can turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy, Cute and huggable. Someone people feel comfortable with, Special to all. You remind me of a balloon, Happy and bouncy. Someone people can have fun with, Enjoyed by all. You remind me of a lot of things, But nothing can compare to the real person, A friend I can look up to, Cherished by me.

Just A Small Take On Going To The Dentist
Went and had my 6 month teeth cleaning yesterday (actually its been 3 yrs but who's counting) I always feel like an ass going in for a cleaning because you walk in the door and its like "Hey come on in we are going to brush your teeth for you because your too stupid to do it yourself" btw they said my mouth was great lol

The One I Needed.....
Have you ever started likin someone only to find out they want nothing to do with you? I have and let me tell you sittin here heartbroken sucks, I had a wonderful time with him. He held me and talked to me so sweet and just looking into his eyes made me realize that I didn't need to wait to see heaven all I had to do was look nto his eyes. I saw everything I wanted to see in this mans eyes. Needless to say, I thought he was someone he wasn't and it all turned around to slap me in the face. All I want is for him to hold me and look at me with those amazing eyes again. I know it will never happen and he can't have a relationship. because he can't trust. But I know that if I hold on then It will only get worse on my part. So I am letting go of you, I am sorry it has to be this way, I will miss the eyes that once held me captive, I will miss the touch that made me weak with desire....and I will definatly miss the passion.....To you, you were all I could ever want......the way you touched m

Whiskey Braised Brisket
MAKES 6 SERVINGS 1 BEEF BRISKET (ABOUT 4 LBS) 1 PKG (9OZ) DRIED ONION AND MUSHROOM SOUP MIX, LIKE LIPTON 1/2 CUP WHISKEY, LIKE JAMESON 3 BUNCHES BABY CARROTS, TRIMMENED 3 MEDUIM LEEKS, WASHED, TRIMMENED AND CUT INTO 2" PIECES 1. HEAT OVEN TO 350F. OVER MEDIUM HEAT, HEAT DUTCH OVEN 4 MIN. ADD BEEF; COOK 10 MIN., OR UNTIL BROWN, TURNING ONCE.REMOVE PAN FROM HEAT. 2. SPRINKLE SOUP MIX OVER BOTH SIDES OF BEEF. POUR WHISKEY AND 3/4 CUP WATER OVER BEEF. COVER; PLACE IN OVEN. 3. COOK 3 HRS., TURNING AND ADDING 1/4 CUP WATER MIDWAY. ADD CARROTS AND LEEKS; COOK 20 MIN PREPERRATION TIME 10 MIN TOTAL TIME 3 HRS, 45 MIN PER SERVING: 668 PRO.60G CARB12G FIBER2G CHOL.189MG SAD.629 MGFAT:SAT.15G TRANS6G MONO18G POLY.2G

I Need A Corvette..please Leave Me Comments
HEY MY CHERRY FRIENDS....THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMMENTS SO I CAN GET MY DIAMOND EARRINGS....BUT NOW I FEEL THE URGE OF EARNING A CORVETTE...CAN YOU PLEASE TAKE A COUPLE MINUTES AND LEAVE A COUPLE COMMENTS..OR BOMB THE HELL OUT OF IT. IF YOU DO IT DURING HAPPY HOUR YOU CAN RACK UP ALOT OF POINTS FOR YOURSELF TO. THANKS GUYS CINDY p.s. if you are in a contest and need my help I am more then happy to leave comments. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW TO START COMMENTING

Isn't It Strange
1. Isn't it strange how a 20 dollar bill seems like such a large amount when you donate it to church, but Such a small amount when you go shopping? 2. Isn't it strange how 2 hours seem so long when you're at church, and how short they seem when you're watching a good movie? 3. Isn't it strange that you can't find a word to say when you're praying, but you have no trouble thinking what to talk about with a friend? 4. Isn't it strange how difficult and boring it is to read one chapter of the Bible, but how easy it is to read 100 pages of a popular novel or ZANE GREY book? 5. Isn't it strange how everyone wants front-row-tickets to concerts or games, but they do whatever is possible to sit at the last row in Church? 6. Isn't it strange how we need to know about an event for Church 2-3 weeks before the day so we can include it in our agenda, but we can adjust it for other events at the last minute? 7. Isn't it strange how di

So Is There A Doctor In The House??? ;)
I have been feeling rather sickly lately and the doctor this morning says that I have a virus that will likely go away by next Sunday, but I sure could use a cure - TODAY!!! LOL... Guess I am getting some of my sense of humor back because one of the first songs that popped into my head is -- Artist: Robert Palmer Lyrics Song: Bad Case of Loving You (Doctor, Doctor) Lyrics A hot summer night, fell like a net I've gotta find my baby yet I need you to soothe my head Turn my blue heart to red Chorus Doctor Doctor give me the news I've got a bad case of lovin' you No pills' gonna cure my ill I gotta bad case of lovin' you A pretty face don't make no pretty heart I learned that buddy, from the start You think I'm cute, a little bit shy Momma, I ain't that kind of guy Chorus I know you like it, you like it on top Tell me momma are you gonna stop You had me down 21 to zip Smile of Judas on your lip Shake my fist, knock on wood I've got it bad and I've g

Never Again
There's a torment within your eyes, A scream of last goodbyes. There's a bleeding in your heart, Another peice of worthless art. There's an insect beneath your skin, Decaying as your patience wears thin. And with a passionate kiss, Never Again will you live through this. The devils' lapdog has pissed on you, But you cannot see it through. With a burning fire in your life, A disastrous world of strife. When a corpse lies underneath your bed, Can you really say that she's been fed? And with a passionate kiss, Never Again will you live through this. Tearing at you with its' claws, The beast has many flaws. Exposing the beast underneath, Reveals it's human wreath. A make-up of deadly waste, An abyss of endless bitter taste. And with a passionate kiss, Never Again will you live through this. The time has come for revolution, And life is not the solution. For a bitter haste of deception, An honor of human redemption. Time will give you

~ The Gas Station ~
The old man sat in his gas station on a cold Christmas Eve. He hadn't been anywhere in years since his wife had passed away. It was just another day to him. He didn't hate Christmas, just couldn't find a reason to celebrate. He was sitting there looking at the snow that had been falling for the last hour and wondering what it was all about when the door opened and a homeless man stepped through. Instead of throwing the man out, Old George as he was known by his customers, told the man to come and sit by the heater and warm up. "Thank you, but I don't mean to intrude," said the stranger. "I see you're busy, I'll just go." "Not without something hot in your belly." George said. He turned and opened a wide mouth Thermos and handed it to the stranger. "It ain't much, but it's hot and tasty, "Stew ... made it myself. When you're done, there's coffee and it's fresh." Just at that moment he heard the "ding" of the driveway bell. "Excuse me, be right back," George said. There in the dr

The Bad Touch
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Day 3 Of A Very Long Road Ahead
Okay so here we are its day 3..... Not too many tears at least, should probably be day 4 but it is only day 3 because my ex had to wait a whole other day to tell me there was no chance in hell of us ever being back together. I am not doing too badly like i said, i've had the occational tear moment but for the most part i think i am coping okay... I wish i knew why the fuck mike has wedding bells up, that is so not helping my situation at all. It is actaully making me not want to even log into CT till they are gone because looking at them makes me hurt. I still have not picked up the phone or bothered to text message my ex. I've been attempting to be busy with duties and some sort of attempt at friends but it is not going the way i wish it was. Cleaned out supply just to re-do everything just to keep my mind occupied for a point in time, nearly done and my mind is exactly where it shouldnt be. I prayed to god last night, to show me the road i am suppost to take, and to

Another Freestyle Without Really Thinking
Life is so short and we fail to see the meaning of being free. It means everything to me. Its how I want to be. A choice was given to live or die I choose life and this is why. I dont want to die or make my loved ones cry. I cant give up, I will go on. Im finding that I am that strong. My road and journey has been so long. But I would rather live right instead of wrong. Ive made mistakes and payed the cost. See I have had my freedom lost. Prison guards became my boss. Thats the path that I want off. Me and life go hand in hand. I wont give up even though I can. I know now that Im a better man. I have the strength to finally stand. Its been a road of ups and downs and still i have true friends around. No longer do i feel like the clown who painted his smile into a frown. My frown has turned the other way and today I know I will be okay. I can back up what I say. Today is a day

Tepid Lava
The mess Inside Our heads We Create Always a Day short And a Dollar late The murky Cranial tide We activate It’s easier To fall In hate Our karma We just Masturbate Over wishes We salivate Of who we Pretend we Were Instead of Who we Are

I Can Write...
With this blog, I want to talk about sex. Everyone says I have a perverted mind. It's always in the gutter as they say because I'm always saying things that are perverted, or pointing out a perverted reference to something someone else says. It's just how I am. I don't have much experience with sex. Sure, I've had phone sex a few times. I've cybered. It doesn't mean anything though. I've only had sex once in my life, but the truth is I'm just a regular man just like anyone else. I do want it just as bad, if not more, and I do get horny a lot. It's not so much that I'm waiting for the right woman to come along, but it's mostly that the women who want to give it up to me, I don't want THEM, and the ones I DO want, don't see me in that same light. They see me as a friend. That's my biggest issue. My personality makes it hard for me to be in a relationship I think. Women see me and they know the type of friend they have in me, as opposed to actually feeling an attraction

Leave The Pieces
Lyrics to Leave The Pieces by The Wreckers You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair, you know To keep me hanging 'round You say you don't want to hurt me Don't want to see my tears So why you still standing here Watching me drown? And it's alright, and I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out this heartache Or baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone And it's alright, and I'll be fine Don't worry about this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go

Yes
149 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Frends Cautching Up.
A friend of mine from Second life. That I invited has joned Charry Tap. I am so happy he did. I was not sure if I was going here from him again afer I moved away from ex husband. Sence I left a computer that alowed me to play the game behind. All I had to do was send him an invation and here he is. Omg I missed him so much. Melinda

Family
Well for anyone that care I am now a single Father. Have a 7 year old daughter and a 5 year old son. My exgf married a guy who raped my daughter multipletime over a two year period before she turned 6, SO had to fight the State of Ohio for them when I live in SOuthern California. So finally received custody in Aug. of 2006. I did not believe I was fully prepaired for them and boy was I right. My work (Viejas Casino) did not believe that becoming asingle father of two abused children was cause to take me off of Graveyard shift, so I had to try and depend on freinds for nighttime child care. Well that did not work out to well and I ended up fired for being one minute late three time in the same pay period. So been out of work for a while. Doing the welfare thing and hating ever second of it. But the welfare to wrok program will pay for daycare for my kids while I go back to school. SO I have my kids and things are starting to work out. Life looks a little better each day but for now sti

Pain And Shame As Told By An Expert
Sometimes I feel like I need to explain certain things about myself so people, especially ones that are close ot me, will understand why I do the things I do and act the way I act. I had a very…disturbing childhood. I know we’ve all heard that before, in one way or another, from almost everyone we know. Nobody’s childhood was perfect, unless your name is Beaver Cleaver (even that poor boy had to deal with the knowledge that his mom was the only mom in the world that vacuumed in pearls). Everyone has some dark little secret, some deep down shame that they hide from the world, sometimes even hide from themselves. Sometimes its safer to ignore things, its easier to deal with day to day life, forever walking as far from pain and hurt and shame as possible. It may have been all their fault, it may have been something completely beyond their control. It doesn’t matter, shame is shame, whether you brought it upon yourself or were forced, kicking and screaming into it. We all have somet

Must Read: Hair!
Hair by Maggie Van Ostrand There's no doubt about it, more than elections or the economy or even terrorism, people's interests are rarely piqued higher than when discussing a topic of supreme personal importance. Hair. From the shaved heads of medieval monks to the long-haired hippies of the '60s to the weave in the hair of today's rappers, hair has always been on our minds as much as it's been on our heads. "It's one of the leading ways people can establish their individuality and express their style," says Jerome Shupack, M.D., professor of clinical dermatology at New York University Medical Center. "Hair has had sociological importance throughout the ages." Because of its importance, anything that happens to our hair that we can't control-- falling out or turning gray, for instance --can be the source of much anxiety and fear, notes the FDA. Normal fear can propel a person to do constructive things, like running away from a psychotic Cambodian handyman or single-hand

Stupid Little Girls
So my bf and I posted the same salute picture, and some silly little girl rated him low AND made asinine comments. How sad is that, when you have to be a bitch about someone you don't even know. Fun stuff here :) And I thought the drama was back at Myspace LOL

Vogue
Myspace Layouts :: Funny Videos :: Music Video Codes I really did not think I would dance today, as I have been sick for the past two days. However, myreflection; Angela sent this song and here I go. Thank you, sweety.

Friendship
Friendship is two hearts that share and which are able to say things no OUTSIDER ever could. Friendship is an inner door that only a friend has the key to. Friendship is a gift, continually giving happiness. it is strong and supportive, and few things in all the world will ever compare with the joy that comes from its wonderful bond!!

Life Is Good..lol
Housework was a woman's job, but one evening, Jenny arrived home from work to find the children bathed, one load of laundry in the washer and another in the dryer. Dinner was on the stove, and the table set. She was astonished! It turns out that Ralph had read an article that said wives who worked full-time and had to do their own housework were too tired to have sex. The night went well and the next day, she told her office friends all about it. "We had a great dinner. Ralph even cleaned up. He helped the kids do their homework, folded all the laundry and put it away. I really enjoyed the evening." "But what about afterward?" asked her friends. "Oh, that .....Ralph was too tired.." Life is good.

My Change To Her For I Will Not Change A Thing About Her
for as i walk i shell think of being with my true love as she will be every thing i want her to be but i shall not change her to make her that as she will be all ready that way as she wants me for who i am as i will change for her if she asks me to...

Why?
I thought I was a happily married woman but...I was wrong, my husband and I are splitting up and the fuckin asshole can't give me a straight answer to why. One thing I do know is there is not another woman, yes I do know that for a fact! I just wish he could give me a straight answer, I have known this fuckin man since we were in high school, we haven't been together since then but we have kept in contact. We have a very handsome son together, and what I thought was a good life and now he wants to fuck that all up because HE is all fucked up in the head. He has been dealing with a hernia for 2 years and for most of that 2 years he didn't know it was a hernia, when he found out he just changed and not for the better ya know? He pushed me and our son away, never wanted to go do anything and then tells me he feels trapped...WTF? Well, if you have any advice or just want to console me that would be greatly appreciated, and to the people thinking I am gonna look for another man right away..

Angel's Lament - Lyrics
What do I do With all of this anger All of this hatred, All of this pain What will it take To cut out this cancer To get this poison Out of my brain Out of my skin, Out of my mouth Out of my soul Because it's fading fast And the tears cut like acid Down my face If there is a God Let me shed my last 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I could be So what do I do With this frustration This hesitation This want This need What will it take To cure this disease To seal off this wound So it ceases to bleed All of my faith All of my love All of my hope That I don't have to spare And the tears burn like fire From my eyes If there is a God Make me un-aware 'Cause it's not a demon, It's just me inside me I'm not the angel I thought I could be So to hell with this sweetness and humanity I'm not the angel I thought I c

I'm In Another Contest!!!!!!
hey all wow someone thinks my feet are sexy so if you can vote and post comments............great!!!! well the link is down below (go look at his pics and look for the contest...) hrdrfstr@ CherryTAP

My Blog From Yahoo 360
Well here it is...the much anticipated 360 edition of my public persona. It's a bit different than Myspace or Cherrytap, but I'll get used to it I suppose. So what are some of my opinions? Well sometimes they're controversial other times they'll just piss you off. But know what? I don't give a fuck cause they're mine and they're usually right. So if my opinions pisses anyone off. I'm sorry you're offended, but I won't apologize for what I think or believe. Soooo, what do I think? I think the better days of the U.S. have come and gone. I believe in the virgin birth and the resurrection. I believe marijuana should be legalized and that should fund social security. There were wmd's I don't care what you believe. IMF, CIA, and KGB weren't all wrong. Democrats are the biggest fucking hypocrites in the country. We'll butcher babies but we won't believe in the death penalty. God bless the people who bombed them. I don't believe in the death penalty. All life is sacred.

Puzzling
On my alerts I notice that a person named ( someone ) always rates my profile or pics well re reates them and it bugs me because I dont know who this is, and I cant click on his/her name and go to there page like I can other names.... whats the deal! show yourself! lol

(rant) I Had Not Realized This Was An Issue...
...until today. Don't get me wrong, I love meeting people, finding other geeks, sharing interests and jokes and so on. I love reading my friend's blogs to see what is going on in their lives. I love the comments that every posts that always help to easy my day along even if I never have time to get back to you all. But there are some things that I jsut assumed were things that you didn't ask. Particularly the phone number of a person you don't know and have never spoken with. Do I honestly make it seem like I'd give out that information? I mean, I don't think I give that impression but perhaps I'm wrong. Still, even after I've said no DO NOT PUSH IT! I mean, fuck! No means no, asshole. I dont' care if you "think" you can get me hot. And I certainly don't want to call you. Don't get your hopes up buddy...I'm a damn picky girl and you are most definitely not my type. I'm not into pushy assholes. I've had to block someone today beacuse of that. Oh well.

Ganache Frosting
Ganache Frosting 6 ounces bittersweet or semisweet chocolate, finely chopped 1/4 cup whipping cream 3 tablespoons butter, softened 1. Melt the chocolate and whipping cream together in the top of a double boiler over warm water or in a microwave oven on low power for 30-second bursts. Stir often with a rubber spatula to ensure even melting. When the mixture is smooth, remove the top pan of the double boiler and wipe the bottom and sides very dry. Transfer the mixture to another bowl, cover tightly with plastic wrap, and chill until thick, but not stiff, about 1 hour. 2. Using a mixer, beat the butter in a mixing bowl until fluffy, about a minute. With the mixer on low speed add the chocolate and cream mixture in two stages. Blend for no longer than 1 minute or the chocolate may curdle.

A Song
White man came across the sea Brought us pain and misery Killed our tribes killed our creed Took our game for his own need We fought him hard we fought him well Out on the plains we gave him hell But many came too much for Cree Oh will we ever be set free? Riding through dustclouds and barren wastes Galloping hard on the plains Chasing the redskins back to their holes Fighting them at their own game Murder for freedom a stab in the back Women and children and cowards attack Run to the hills run for your lives Run to the hills run for your lives Soldier blue on the barren wastes Hunting and killing their game Raping the women and wasting the men The only good Indians are tame Selling them whisky and taking their gold Enslaving the young and destroying the old Run to the hills run for your lives

To Make Amends.
AIGHT SO APPARENTLY I PISSED PEOPLE OFF WITH MY RATE CHANGE FOR MY CONTEST. TO MAKE AMENDS I'M STILL BUYING THE INNER ONE OF EACH BIG PIMPING GIFTS, BUT I'M NOW MAKING THE CASH 200 BONES INSTEAD OF A HUNDRED. DOUBLE THE BANK. HOPE THAT PUTS SOME ILL WILL ASIDE AND WE CAN ALL JUST HAVE SOME FUN WITH THIS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GUILT FREE.

Miles Apart
And though there are miles between us, I never stop thinking of you, you have brought a change into my life and my heart is forever yours.Thoughts of you warm my heart. You complete me, you are everything my heart desire. love you very much and always.. miss u alot..

Ugh!
I have been craving a cig for the past few days, which might explain my moodiness, and headaches. I have not had one in about 2-3 years. Luckily I'm broke and can't afford to go out to the corner store and buy a pack of smokes. :(

Will My Eyes, Be Closed Or Open?
I feel myself slipping, like I am on the side of a rocky cliff, trying to hang on, with demons grabbing my ankles, trying to drag me down, under their blanket of darkness. I won't let them win, I will not let go, I am holding on with all my might. I need to get away from here, that is my plan. All I can do is hold my head high, ignoring the bitter chatter of others. I will not let them drag me down or get the best of me. I am a different person now, a stronger person. I can thank them for that, if they hadn't put me through hell for years I would not be who I am today.

Miss Ya All
i just wanted to stop by and say hello. i am sorry i haventbeen on, but there has been a new development in the reason i have been so sick. turns out, im pregnate. talk about a surprise huh? my youngest at the moment is ten and now im starting over? damn im scared! but such is life huh? im gunna be in my 50's when this kids graduates high school. i need cake! lol but any way i just wanted to let every one know that theyre in my thoughts. i love and miss you all. take care and i promise i will try to be on more.

Games
we all play games with the ones that we are close to and most of the time there is a point to the hole game try to win and put as much pain into the other persons heart as possable and tear them down to be nothing that they r and push them in the way that u think u would like them to go. and when they become this person that u made them then u no longer care for them anymore and u say its because they r not the same person as u were when we met well i wonder why. as u turn this person that u so called care for into the thing that they r not u take a part of them that u have loved from the start and in turn u become the one on top insted of the bottom. so that says how much u can control urself as to others i allow this person to control me for so long i find myself stairing at the person in the mirror and thinking i dont know u and when they say it dont mean a thing shit has gone down hill from there. seeing myself for this person that i cant think is me or even see me in the picture t

The Meeting
The Meeting I had waited so long to see you that when the moment finally arrived I was wrestling with anxiety. I think I was the first one off the plane, I certainly walked to the baggage area with the most determined step. Possibly the speed of my heart rate contributed to the flight of my feet, but whatever the reason, I knew I could wait no longer. I saw you watchful for me and I had to stop, remind myself to breathe, and just look at you for a minute. I stared at your handsome face and your amazing physic, nothing else existed for me. There were no sounds or movements; everything around you simply ceased to be. There was only you. I held your face in my hands, as I have done so many times in my dreams, kissed your sweet lips and blessed the entity that sent you to me. Of course, my bag was the last to come down the carrousel, but that was in no way as frustrating as the lengthy cab ride to our hotel. My need to be naked with you was tangible. As substantial as the taste of

Irish Toast
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life!, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

Monday, 3/12
Not doing so hot today. First off, I'm so tired. I hate this daylight savings bit...it's really thrown me off. Second, I drank too much last night, and that has always been bad lately-- doctor said it's a possible side effect of my meds if I drink...I hate it when he's right on that stuff. So I forgot to turn the oven off last night after making dinner. And I made some frozen garlic bread stuff, so it had to be turned up really warm. I woke up this morning and my apartment was freakin' hot, and I was all groggy and really, really wanted to go back to sleep. Third, my legs and-- I hate to admidt this-- my ass muscles are really sore. The best part-- I'm not 100% certain why. I think it was from yesterday, when I was up north helping my Dad. We burned a couple of brush piles, and tredging through the 3 and 4 foot snow drifts was tough. Then it was sawing up and removning a bunch of pine trees that were knocked over in the huge storm last week. My Dad's never one to cut a tree trunk into

This Is Sparta!!!
Okay... having said that, last night i went and saw the movie 300. I have to say, while it is not my favorite movie of all time, it likely ranks up there in my top 10. Before you judge me as someone who says so only because of the gore or violence, let me reassure you, it is much more then that. Frank Miller, while sensationalizing this semi-epic event, actually managed to stay fairly true to actual events. Again, over dramatization occured, but it DID start off as a comic book. The director and visual effects crew literally used the comic as their storyboard much as was done with Sin City. A marvelous job and I look forward to seeing it again.

Writing
its funny to say but i miss my self i haven't felt like me for so very lonf i seem yo be lost somewhere between me and who i want to be it seems i've lost myself in all these years i started off with such innocence and rebelion my spirit was free and afraid each new day held something differnt would i even wake up in the morning so many nights i lay awake thinking to my self just breath always my constant dream of peace of mind want to wash these clouds from my head i lay in bed one night heroin still courseing through me and a man he came to me looking at me without discust for the first time since we had met and he said in the most caring way possible for a erson like him why would you do that to you self you know it almost distroyed her and had distroyed his marrage. and then he hugged me in the oddest way and said if he caught me doing it again he'd beat my ass. lol have to laugh because i think if some people could see my life the way

Toxic Love!
TOXIC LOVE! Toxic Love - the dysfunctional, addictive, cultural norm "True Love is not a painful obsession. It is not taking a hostage or being a hostage. It is not all-consuming, isolating, or constricting. Unfortunately the type of love most of us learned about as children is in fact an addiction, a form of toxic love." *** "If we can start seeing relationships not as the goal but as opportunities for growth then we can start having more functional relationships. A relationship that ends is not a failure or a punishment - it is a lesson." *** "As long as we believe that we have to have the other in our life to be happy, we are really just an addict trying to protect our supply - using another person as our drug of choice. That is not True Love - nor is it Loving."

Emotion
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com EMOTIONS BECOME A KNOT OF PAIN THAT ENTANGLE ME TO A SAD STILLNESS, THOUGHTS FORM IMAGES SO VIVID THEY PARALYZE AND I AM UNABLE TO MOVE, TEARS FILL MY EYES AND I LET THEM FALL FOR IT IS MY ONLY RELEASE, MY HEART LAYS HEAVY AS IF LANCED AND EVERY BEAT IS A REMINDER THAT YOU ARE THE WOUND AND THE TOURNIQUET THAT WILL CEASE THE FLOW OF PAIN, IF I DARED RIP IT FROM MY BODY AS AN OFFERING TO YOU WOULD IT BE ENOUGH, DISSOLUTION IS MY STIGMATA AND I WEEP AS REGRET BECOMES MY SOULS BRAND, I WILL LIE IN WAIT FOR THE HEALER TIME TO URGE MY MIND TO FORGET , SO THOUGHTS OF YOU WILL HAVE NO PIERCINGS, AND MY BODY WILL BE FREE OF IT'S CARNAL LONGINGS, UNTIL THE SALVE OF TIME HAS LESSENED THIS TORMENT AND I AM WHOLE, I WILL KEEP THIS PAIN ALIVE FOR IT IS ALL THAT IS LEFT OF YOU, AND I WILL KNIT THIS PAIN INTO A BLANKET OF YOU AND COVER MYSELF AND LANGUISH IN THE SUFFERING AS IF IT IS A SHRINE.

To All The Men....
To all the men who have hurt me, thank you You’ve made me the woman I am today Though your words cut me deep, I have healed with a strength that protects me The tears that have fallen are the bloodshed In the horrific war of love But I rise from the rubble with an unyielding determination To survive the hell that you’ve put me through To all the men who have loved me, thank you You’ve made me the woman I am today Your devotion and affection lift me up I have triumphed in the battles fought against me The kisses pressed on my lips provide a shield Against all of the sorrows in the world Wrapped in the protective embrace of your arms I may yet stumble, but you won’t let me fall

The Impostor Complex
As a wonderful friend of mine reminded me, it's false and perhaps almost insulting? to suppose that one doesn't deserve one's best friends, to suppose that the friend they see in you is someone else, that it isn't you (hence, an "impostor". Applying especially to one's closest and nearest-by friends it's true- for some these terms contradict/do not overlap..., I'm aware... - but this needs thinking about!)

What Kind Of Slut Are You?
Congratulations your a REAL Slut! Your deffinatly not going to lose it becuase you sure are using it! Your Motto: "I'll try anyone or anything once or twice!" Your Sign: "Slippery When Wet!" * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Better stock up on condoms and lube!Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

*~only Love Me~*
*~only love me~* I hope our love will flourish Beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the Reason why sometimes we think We can’t handle this whole relationship. My love for you is so real that I can’t find any words to Describe my feelings for you. My love for you has grown so much And so strong that I can’t imagine A life without you now. My heart will always yearn for your Love and friendship. Only love me, As I only love you. Teresa Abeyta© September 1, 2005

Song Of A True Zionist
Near the rivers of Bavel— there we sat down, we shed tears, when we remembered . Upon the willows in the midst, we hanged up our harps. For there they that led us captive, enquired of us words of song, and they vexed us with mirth: “Sing us one of the songs of .” How shall we sing a song of YHWH upon foreign soil? If I forget you Yerushalam, let my right hand forget its skill, and my tongue cleave to its palate, if I remember you not, if I will not bring to mind Yerushalam during my greatest joy. Remember YHWH, against the children of Edom the day of Yerushalam; who said, “Strip it bare; strip it bare! To its foundation!” Daughter of Bavel, who is destroyed: Happy shall He be that will repay you in retribution,for what you have inflicted upon us. Happy shall He be that takes and dashes your little ones against the rock.

28 Mins To Go Please Help.... Vote Vote Vote Lol
Just click on the pics below, please rate them and comment bomb, thanks!!! TGIF and almost over lol ;) I give out gifts to all who votes and if you comment bomb, I will make a tag or photo cube for you, just email me and let me know which one you want :)

Lestats Dark Covenant Family Part 2
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

"stranger Than Fiction"
Just got back from events of my day and saw this while having dinner (it's just out on DVD). Loved it. May add to my brief review but only just logged in so- loved it will do for just now (and Dustin Hoffman was great)! :)

I Don't Belong Lyrics
Kevin Max - I Don't Belong Lyrics And so we broke, and so you decided It was you, it's always you Even though we were friends I felt uninvited The fraternity of fools And I'm drowning slowly (going down) And I'm fading like ink that's a hundred years old I don't belong, say I'm wrong Told you that you should have known me better I don't belong, this is my song, this is my song You made me a prince you made me a pauper Then you turned and closed the gate Even though I messed up there wasn't an offer, love No mercy, oh no grace And I see right through you (see right through you) You wanna be just like me don't you I don't belong, say I'm wrong, say I'm wrong I don't belong, this is my song Told you that you should have known me better (stupid things I've said and done) Oh don't you walk away (battles that I've lost and won) Shame, shame, shame on me (what I used to think was wrong) I'm for the underdog, I like the one that don't belong I don't

Practice
it's been about three weeks since i've jammed with my drummer, ivan - and FINALLY today - were going to jam for a bit which will be alot of fun!! we'll probably do some more recordings! so yea - hopefully everyone had a goodweekend so far.

Mourning A Loss.....
never thought i'd be the one to say this but i am to inform those who do not know the loss of my sweet spirit. She over dosed on pain medication... So many things i wish i could say to her now so many things i know i cant now. I'm sorry Ash... I promised you i'd protect you and i failed I'm sorry, Please rest now , You are in a far better place then us. You are safe now my sweet Spirit, No one can hurt you now and no one can make you cry. You were always my angel girl. And now you are an angel above to watch over us all. I'll see you again my sweet Spirit. I'll be seeing you soon.

Banana Nut Bread
2 OLD NUTS 1 LARGE BANANA 2 LOVING EYES 2WELL SHAPED LEGS 1 FUR LINED MIXING BOWL. 2 MILK CONTAINERS LOOK INTO 2 LOVING EYES PART 2: 2 WELLSHAPED LEGS GENTLY SQUEEZE 2 MILK CONTAINERS GREASEFUR LINED BOWL ADD1 LARGE BANANA AN COVER WITH2 OLD NUTS WORK GENTLY TELL WELL GREASED. BE SURE TO WASH MIXER DO NOT LICK THE BOWL IF CAKE STARTS TO RISE LEAVE TOWN. TAKE 2 WITH 8 INCHES FOR 5 FIVE MINUTES 9 MONTHS=1 KID DARLIN MOTHER

Whats That Number Again
Don't ever rely on my little brother if theres a robbery happening.. and this is why! OUR CONVERSATION... Me: So if he ever shows up call the police Him: whats the number for the police?? Me: UUUUM 911?! Him: OOOH i thought that was the number for the hospital END OF CONVERSATION! LMAO!!!!!!!

Keeping Secrets
On the note of the next to the last blog posting in the "Inquiring Minds" blog series, entitled "Stamp Tramps" and "Hook ups", I felt that it is time to start a new blog series called, "Inquiring Minds II"! Of course, it was timely, too, in that there were exactly 300 posts in "Inquiring Minds"!!! :D It was a huge relief to get off my chest a nearly 30 year secret. Amazing how much relief that can be. I have personally taken many measures to ensure regaining my own healthy mind through workbooks and workshops; however, never revealing to another soul my personal interest in being there. Journalling is a huge help when seemingly destined to have to regain one's own strength. As such so is blogging. :) My secret was never revealed to this day to even my parents and siblings. To this day, my parents are puzzled by why their daughter, who graduated from on of the top high schools in San Antonio in the top third of a class of nearly 900 students, was a seemingly "failure" in col

A Mothers Love
A MOTHER'S LOVE A Mother's love is something that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may For nothing can destroy it or take that love away . . . It is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking . . . It believes beyond believing when the world around condemns, And it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems . . . It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. ~Helen Steiner Rice~

Beauty
"Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart."-Kalil Gibran "You can take no credit for beauty at 16. But if you are beautiful at 60, it will be your soul's own doing."-Marie Stopes "Love of beauty is taste. The creation of beauty is art."-Ralph Waldo Emeerson "I don't like the standard beauty--there is no beauty without strangeness."-Karl Lagerfeld

Poem Just Read It
"TRICKS OF THE MIND" WONDERS OF TRUTH LOST IN THOUGHTS BARRIED IN THE TWIGH LIGHT MIND APPROACHING THE LIES NOTHING EVER SAID CONFUSTION RISING INSTINCTS GROWING DISTANCE STRETCHING MIND NOT KNOWING THINKING TO MUCH FORGETTING TRUTH BE TOLD FEAR FROM WORRIES AS REAL AS DREAMS FAKER THEN THE PAST THE CIRCLE OF THOUGHTS BEGINNING WITH.. WHAT YOU THOUGHT WAS SOMETHING ENDING THE EMPTYNESS OVER NOTHING

The Sexiesthonkytonkbadonkadonk Contest
HELLO THIS IS TEJANA AND I'M IN THE SEXIEST HONKY TONK BADONKADONK CONTEST... PLEASE SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND COMMENT BOMB ME. ALL OF YOUR HELP WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. HERE IS THE LINK: THANK YOU IN ADVANCE IF YOU DO VOTE FOR ME, LOVE YA ALL!!!!!

No Longer Need To Flee
Hid amid the insipid and decrepit corners of cities where those who some would normally pity lies earth born stars. Somewhere in institutions brought there by life or death solutions trees are asphyxiated by unnatural pollution. Down where confusion has often plummeted into destitution I hear the rumblings of revolution. Colossal billboards of wealthy idealistic whores symbolize the closed doors to many of our brother and sisters. Just outside where calloused hands and blistered feet bleed to eat and famine separate the dead from the weak there is a hopeful leak. A tiny voice has made the choice to speak, despite an outlook many would call bleak. In a classroom where the popular kids throw shadows of gloom trying to mark an early tomb for the odd ones who think roses rise above the cess pole of stink. Some how that chubby nigger has a soul a little bigger than the barrel pointing at him from indoctrination's trigger. I breathe, perceive, weave without the need to deceiv

Hot Spots
You know the back of my neck is nice spot for a light kiss or lesser lick. I just noticed I never had any contact there. Usually my lips to kiss, a light rake of the fingers down my face, and some soft kisses or strokes down the small of my back... How aabout you? Realest

I Cried
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house. When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste. When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the do

Hurt
i never thought that i would feel the way i do about some one, i thought i loved him and i thought he was a friend and it turns out i was wrong, i allowed him to break my heart and i promised myself i would never let anyone do that to me, i feel like such an idiot! theres nothing really left for me here and im going outta my mind! why cant we all just get along and live life happily ever after! i want to live in a fairy tail where everything is okay!!!

Pink Angel
You're... My friend, My companion, Through good times and bad, My friend, My buddy, Through happy and sad, Beside me you stand, Beside me you walk, You're there to listen, You're there to talk, With happiness, With smiles, With pain and tears, I know you'll be there, throughout the years!

3 Holy Men And A Bear
Three Holy Men and a Bear: A Priest, a Pentecostal Preacher and a Rabbi all served as chaplains to the students of Northern Michigan University in Marquette. They would get together two or three times a week for coffee and to talk shop. One day, someone made the comment that preaching to people isn't really all that hard. A real challenge would be to preach to a bear. One thing led to another and they decided to do an experiment. They would all go out into the woods, find a bear, preach to it, and attempt to convert it. Seven days later, they're all together to discuss their experience. Father Flannery, who has his arm in a sling, is on crutches, and has various bandages on his body and limbs, goes first. "Well," he says, "I went into the woods to find me a bear. And when I found him I began to read to him from the Catechism. Well, that bear wanted nothing to do with me and began to slap me around. So I quickly grabbed my holy water, sprinkled him and, Holy Mary Mothe

I Just Want All The Bs To Stop
I WANT MAGICALLY DELICIOUS TO STOP SENDING ME FREAKING EMAILS ABOUT HER AND TALENTED TONGUES SHOUT BOX CONVERSATIONS.AND TO STAY OUT OF MY PROFILE. I HAVE NO DESIRE TO READ WHAT THE HELL U TWO HAVE TO SAY AND TO READ A MAN BEG. HAS GOT TO BE THE SADDEST THING AROUND AND BEGGING TO SOMEONE THAT LOOKS LIKE HER SHE MUST NOT BEABLE TO GET ANYONE OFFLINE. THAT SHE HAS TO GO TO THE INTERNET TO MEET GUYS.. WELL TAKE ONE LOOK AT HER AND UD KNOW WHY. SHE IS JUST AS SORRY AND PATHETIC AS NOT SO TALENTED TONGUE.. AN SPEAKING OF NOT SO TALENTED TONGUE... HE IS JOBLESS. HE LIVES WITH HIS MOMMY AND DADDY STILL. AND HE THINKS CT IS HIS LIFE AND THAT OF COURSE AND MAGICALLY DELICIOUS.. I MEAN SOMEHOW HE LOST HIS OLD PROFILE ON HERE AND HE HAD TO MAKE ANOTHER ONE. AND LINDA IF U ARE READING THIS. HE IS ACCUSING U OF DOING IT. EVEN THOUGH MELISSA HAS HIS PASSWORD NOW AND MAGICALLY DELICIOUS AND LAURA BOTH HAVE HAD HIS PASSWORD AS WELL... ANYWAYS.. HE IS SO WORRIED ABOUT GETTING ALL HIS FRIENDS

Get Away From My Deer!
It was Saturday morning and Jake, an avid hunter, woke up ready to go bag the first deer of the season. He walks down to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee, and to his surprise he finds his wife, Alice, sitting there, fully dressed in camouflage. Jake asks her, “What are you up to?” Alice smiles, “I'm going hunting with you!” Jake, though he has many reservations, reluctantly decides to take her along. They arrive at the hunting site. Jake sets his wife safely up in the tree stand and tells her: “If you see a deer, take careful aim on it and I'll come running back as soon as I hear the shot.” Jake walks away with a smile on his face knowing that Alice couldn't bag an elephant -- much less a deer. But not 10 minutes pass when he is startled as he hears an array of gunshots. Quickly, Jake starts running back. As Jake gets closer to her stand, he hears Alice screaming, “Get away from my deer!” Confused, Jake races faster towards his screaming wife. And again he hears her yell, “Get awa

Stuff About Me.. Fill Out And Send In Msg If Ya Want
Name : Dean Dob:6-6-78 This or that: flip flops or shoes: Boots dresses or pants: jeans bath or shower: shower/bath (sit in tub w shower goin right handed or left: right deep kisses or quick pecks: deep burger king or MDs: if i had to choose, BK Pizza Hut or Papa Johns: papa johns Metal or Rap: metal Punk or Country: punk Night or Day: night Summer or Winter: winter underwear or thongs: boxers, w the open crotch thingy Favorites: Color: dark green Band: type o negative/danzig/cradle of filth tied for 1st Animals: wolf Number: 13 Cologne/perfume: Drakkar Nail polish: Black (for concerts, halloween) Store: Hot topic Resturants: italian, chinese Season: early spring/ late winter Past time: music, movies Movie: Strangeland Intimate stuff: Group dates or single dates: single Ideal date: Dinner, movie maybe, walk by the lake or beach Fav sexual activity (s) foreplay, giving oral Public affection or private: both Fav positi

Camping But Where?!?!
Ok april 5th me and ms goody are taking our kids camping, but im not sure of where to go to have fun with my kids. we have been almost every where in the fifty (me and ms goody).. But our last trip to las vegas in jan.. we decided to take the kids we stoped in colorado to sleep,,you should have seen their faces when they woke up staring out the window of our cabin and seeing the rockies for the first time !!! they was estatic lmao.. so im thinking colorado this time staying for ahwhile but i know there is alot more places for good campin in the mountains,, any ideas // i have alot of friends surely someone has input lol,,

Hello
hello all.. i was just wondering about a posting i had seen on the board earlier about a guy that was a child molester on myspace.. and i was just wondering if what has been said is correct not that anyone is making stories or anything like that i was just wondering how someone atcually knew this man was a child molester.. has someone on myspace spoken to him to find out?? im just curious.. can someone let me know what its all about thanx.

Wtf?!?!
how can a person live with themselves when they break into other peoples accounts and say/start shit that isn't true!?! on top of that how can a person try to be nice to someone then turn around and "rip" a photo and say some bad shit about that person?!?! i mean come on GROW THE FUCK UP!!!! we are suppose to be adults here and all i see are people acting like little children and/or starting HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA!! LOL i mean if u r really going to act like grow up or get the fuck out of here cuz ur not needed or wanted!!!!

Why I Feel I Have Low Self-esteem
When you get married you think it will be forever. Your own wishes and dreams cloud your vision and so when the clouds move away you see the choice you have made and realize it was wrong. YOu stay becasue that is the way you have been taught. My first husbandtold me I was to fat. I was about the same size I am now as I was then. I believed him and so I didn't care how I looked. We were married two years before he started hitting me. The last night I was home with him he threw a knife at me to use on him. I threw the knife accross the room and ran out the door. My parents lived next door so I had only a few feet to go. I stayed at my parents and went ot the police the next day to file charges and they said they woudl get back wiht me. No one did and I stayed at mom's. Whiel I was gone on a job interview he moved everything out of the house. He filed for divorce, forcing me ot get a lawyer. He got visitng rights to our son but when he came I had a very uneasy feelign so

Salutary Thoughts
Oy, what an overused pun. Even if it's been pointed out already, it's worth another person pointing out again... The salute photo (and I haven't posted my attempt yet either... I know) isn't about "see? I'm real!" whatever that means (erm... you were maybe... don't know.) It's about being or not being the person people thought they were adding if they came from another site, about being the person in the other photos (if relevant- since there -is- no question of that in Orly's case...), that your account hasn't been hacked since you set it up, or given by you without your friends knowing to someone else, and the security of your friends-only blogs, photos and other items likewise (and any privileges your account has, not just ability to read/see/etc., go with your account to whoever has the password, obviously- including administrative; think of a hacked bouncer account, say.) (This last part is more of a tangent and hacking is a separate issue, on consideration- never

A Lil Something Something
a child lost a lifetime of pain those times of sorrow using the blade that time is behind me yet the scars still show i sometimes feel theres no place thats home i need to be held told its all okay i know its not im still so ashamed of the person i am and who i will be my past haunts me like that record that plays over and over i cant take back those mistakes im a little girl no more my innocence is gone

Lake Of Fire, Desire
Damn the hearts that appeal our souls The unfortunate timing of need For no words can fix or seal the holes Of our hunger that wants and needs to feed But the flame in between can't be denied If not thru our muted plea With one desire of two combined I yearn for you silently In my dreams I feel your heated embrace Recalling each move you made And we've danced to love's rhythm with grace Feeling the passion that just won't fade I thrive for each stolen kiss we share For the bold, daredevil's whip An intensified ardor of a secret affair With the flame our bodies equip You savor my taste and I drown in lust's lake A place you have created for me And i post these words of love for you Tara For all of the world to see....

Never Be The Same
Never be the same Now that your gone i'm all alone in a world full of people that i've never known I hope someday your kids remind me of you so I can share all our stories some sad but all true we wish you were here with us we miss you, we're feelin' bad thinkin' 'bout all the good times that we could have had now I'm sittin' here feelin' sorry for things I can't change there's only emptiness where you once were life will never be the same.

Find Your Birthday Below And See What Animal You Are..
FIND YOUR BIRTHDAY BELOW AND SEE WHAT ANIMAL YOU ARE.. Then Scroll down to read about Yourself. Jan 01-09 ~Dog Jan 10-24 ~ Mouse Jan 25-31 ~ Lion Feb 01-05 ~ Cat Feb 06-14 ~ Dove Feb 15-21 ~ Turtle Feb 22-28 ~ Panther Mar 01-12 ~ Monkey Mar 13-15 ~ Lion Mar 16-23 ~ Mouse Mar 24-31 ~ Cat April 01-03 ~ Dog April 04-14 ~ Panther April 15-26 ~ Mouse April 27-30 ~ Turtle May 01-13 ~ Monkey May 14-21 ~ Dove May 22-31 ~ Lion June 01-03 ~ Mouse June 04-14 ~ Turtle June 15-20 ~ Dog June 21-24 ~ Monkey June 25-30 ~ Cat July 01-09 ~ Mouse July 10-15 ~ Dog July 16-26 ~ Dove July 27-31 ~ Cat Aug 01-15 ~ Monkey Aug 16-25 ~ Mouse Aug 26-31 ~ Turtle Sept 01-14 ~ Dove Sept 15-27 ~ Cat Sept 28-30 ~ Dog Oct 01-15 ~ Monkey Oct 16-27~ Turtle Oct 28-31 ~ Panther Nov 01-16 ~ Lion Nov 17-30 ~Cat Dec 01-16 ~ Dog Dec 17-25 ~ Monkey Dec 26-31~ Dove If you are a Dog : A very loyal and sweet person.Your loyalty

Stubborn To Meet A Certain Someone Here
I know I'm a male and I'm stubborn like one. There's someone on here I've been wanting to just talk to lol....Cant say who she is. I think I've made it clear to her. Don't know why I want to meet her so bad. Her picture and her profile just caught my attention. What can I say?

Thoughts Of A Submissive
To be at His mercy, His command, His control... Others do not understand how she can let go, follow a command on His whim or face the consequences if she does not. The narrow minded, cannot, will not ever understand. To relinquish control does not mean you relinquish power. To her giving up that control IS empowering. They cannot understand how she feels when a command is given, and she is expected to obey flawlessly. Or how she feels when she is punished if she does not. To hold a trust to one holding her in His care. It does not mean she is degraded my any means. Nor does it mean she is His puppet, a mindless drone without a choice. At any given moment the girl always holds a choice, a power of her own. this is not a hobby, a phase that will soon end. This is who she is deeply rooted within herself, her being. It's a way of living she cherish's, loves. To her this is not a sexual thing, though to many it is or can be. Most who know her see her as strong, independant, in control, t

Sfdasfasd
Okay first person to tell me they want the laptop. They can have it for 375. Im sick of dealing with idiots on ebay! Im sick of paying to list things, and THEN HAVE SCAMMERS. So if your interested message me ill even pay for shipping.

Crazy
How crazy can life get for one person? I offer my Jerry Springer Life for review . My brother has/was cheating on his wife and I suspected but never said anything because I never had proof. I am the older sibling and it was drilled into my head to be responsible for him - yeah right. Anyway I sat back and watched a friend who did have proof tell my sister in law only after he had spoken with my brother about and basically got the "keep your mouth shut" talk. This was about two weeks ago. I've told my brother my feelings on the matter and how I really didn't want to be around him right now otherwise I would hurt him for being such an idiot. Today I get this phone call from him - guess what - my sister in law is pregnant and he can't understand why I am not jumping up and down for joy. I love my family I do but right now they are making me crazy. I know I need to deal with it and move on but they aren't giving me enough time between shocks to adjust. Oh added in on this is my e

It Sucks Getting Old!!!!!
An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a sperm count as part of his physical exam. The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this - first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her right hand, then with her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even called up Mable, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she even tried s! queen' it between her knees, but still nothing. The doctor was shocked! "You asked your neighbor?" The old ma

The Dream
She has to be dreaming of me, Watch as she squirms, twist and turns in between the sheets. Observe as the sweat inches over her perfect curves. In her mind she has to be calling to me. As she slowly removes her clothes soaked in her delicate joy, The electricity can be felt traveling throughout me, As I begin to feel the heat, My heart increases to a rhythmic beat, The intensity in my veins, the rush of blood throughout me. Let me join thee, in this steaming voyage of erotic pleasure. From the moon light my shadow lays upon the walls Now watch as I come alive to indulge thee in sexual exstacy

My Oath
My Gentle Master Here is my oath to You. I shall always be faithful, never to stray. I shall aways be trustworthy and honest. I shall always be patient. I shall always be able to communicate my feelings with you. I shall always learn from my mistakes with you. I shall always need you to continue to grow on all levels. I shall always continue to feel safe. I shall always continue to need your approval. I shall always need your love and protection. I shall always need you to stand by my side. I shall always continue to love, honor and obey you. I shall always be proud to be in your ownership. This is my creed to You Sir.

Lonely Hearts
So strange to be alone, I don’t know how to do this. I’ve been alone before, But that wasn’t really life. When do I stop hurting? Can’t seem to forget his face. The love of my life… now sees me as a monster. Is all heartbreak alike? I can feel my strength going. But is it from the starvation... ...or the longing to have him? Things change when life comes along, I can’t open my heart up now. But perhaps it’s better like that for I can’t stand to lose love again.

Me
I realy dont no what to say im not realy a person that tells her problems or opens up that much i keep things to my self its every one else that wonts to tell me there problems i guess, i do have a lot to say but people dont like it. So i tell it like it is..thats all i have to say for now have a good day !!!

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Ratings And Such
I didnt think it would ever happen me, but it did... today. The pic I was using for my primary was downrated... not once, but thrice. Now, I really did not expect it at all. I always rate 10s. If I dont like something I dont rate it. Friends: I enjoy making friends and I dont mind having people on my friends list that ignore me as long as everyone understand that there are only so many hours in a day that anyone can spend rating all the fabulous stuff that everyone posts before they begin to seriously go insane, starve to death, or begin to rot in their own excrement. (sorry for the run-on sentence, but at least it didnt double back on itself with quadraloops of nonsense, lol... yes I do know someone who writes that way) You dont have to rate my stuff to be my friend or even talk to me if you dont have anything to say. Fanning: I wont fan anyone just because they fan me. I fan people who have stuff in their stashes and pics that I like, and who update with new stuff on a

Tired Of It....
you know what...i am tired of people taking these blogs the wrong way...i was screwed over, i learned alot over the past year, these are just my thoughts...i am not putting anyone down, there are so many things I can say about a certain person, but i won't do that, i could be nasty, but i am not that way...this is just my way of getting some of these thoughts out....i don't care what other people think about them. I know what i have been through, i know all the lies and hurt that someone put me through, deal with it. I don't care if you like it, this is my life, my pain, my hurt....the someone i am talking about knows who they are. I am sure you are reading this now, none of this is to hurt you, or anything like that, it is just a cleansing of what you did to me, and a hope and prayer that you do not do this to the woman you are with now....She deserves better, she deserves a man who will be honest, loving, trustworthy, and faithful. i am not out to get you, i am not out to ruin you.

Roommate Search For A Binghamton Friend
A female friend who lives in a house in Binghamton is seeking a male roommate (to share expenses of course, and to help with repairs.) Will send information or queries along to her.

Do Not Read This.... Ok So I'm Kidding, Read This.
I have a lot of you out there that just live for comment bombing, well as of this sec. none of it is happening to my pic, wassup with that, come on my friends, boost my ego a little bit here plzzzzz. I know that I ain't the sexiest guy out there, lets overlood that and showme some love by COMMENTING THE HECK OUT OF MY PIC... You will be amply rewarded by my devotion as a friend, like you don't already have that now, right. But really it would be awesome to finally say I won something.

My New Stalker Lol
Thanks for coming to my page everyday "Sweet Suzy" Would you like to be my friend (HA HA) I love being admired lmao j/k ;) He/she must need some make up tips lol But wait.......Im not wearing any make up in my pics lol :P SweetySuzy™{read my profile before sending request}@ CherryTAP

Damn Dog Food
If you by chance feed your dog Purina's Alpo Prime Cut in gravy, please go to www.purina.com so that you can check the dates on the can. It has now also been recalled. This is what I feed Snapple. Last week I had to take her to the vet because she was throwing up and just laying around alot, which is totally NOT like her. He diagnosed her with a virus since her food was not on the recall list. She is some better now, although she is still laying around more than normal. Now I just wonder if it was the fucking food. I think they should have to pull every fucking can off the shelves until they figure out the whole damned mess.

Discount Martyr
I peel the flesh straight off of my bones. The bitter taste of slavery penetrates. Religion. Crush me with your words and deities. I've given up on deifying myself. I've given up on most everything by this point. Memorize these words, you'll be using them to eulogize me. Sky bled without meaning. Even ghosts are filled with life on this day, so that they might die once more. He called the few people he loved the most. And walked into the middle of the highway.

Babble On Pt. 1
So I'd like to start with saying thanks for coming to read this, and give a warning. Tonight, I write like I speak. I have a myriad of ideas I want to convey, in a form of catharsis, as well as mental self organization, but I will no doubt trail off several times and never get to the heart of what I wanted to say. Sorry. That's just how it always ends up, and if you think it's disappointing to you... imagine how it makes me feel. And we're off. I just watched American Splendor. I want to be a filmmaker, and I call myself one now, despite still not having completed a feature length project. I call myself that to describe my nature and intent. Perhaps it's a little self congratulatory, but it's who I am, and I've learned that any sense of self denial is dangerous. Look at all those ultra conservative public figures throughout history that ended up exposed in some scandal that showed them giving in to all the things they fight so hard against. Do you really think it's all a coincidence

Random Thoughts....
maybe but im not sure, possibly yet i might, it could be good right? hmm.... i dont know....its nice but im scared alone in my world drawn in by fear pain and the sad reality of broken dreams....does it seem too far to reach....is it just a temporary thing? are these even questions that can be answered? who really knows what it'd be like, not me not you not us combined....what could be so wrong with trying? broken hearts crushed souls constant crying....maybe not maybe so....does it matter could it matter would it matter? why does this irritate me so....to not know to never want to go with the flow....confussed on instant revising the situation no conclussion ending in pure frustration....quiting being the first thought but continuing could mean something i deeply want....do i know what i want? to know your wants without experiencing the reward....is it even worth working for? wanting....having....trashing....rejecting? and what for? consequences someones gotta pay for it....for what?

Revolver Magazine Hails Band As
HELLYEAH has announced an April 2007 release date for their self- titled debut on Epic Records. The highly anticipated release features MUDVAYNE lead singer Chad Gray and guitarist Greg Tribbett, former PANTERA drummer Vinnie Paul and NOTHINGFACE guitarist Tom Maxwell and bassist Jerry Montano. The quintet includes three of hard rock’s most revered and valuable players, with careers highlighted by an astonishing run of chart- topping gold and platinum albums, major industry awards, critical acclaim, Grammy nominations and music of monolithic power. The March 2006 issue of REVOLVER magazine features a cover story that hails the band as “the ultimate metal super group.” “Tom, Jerry and I have been talking about working together ever since we staggered through the streets of New Orleans five years ago,” says Mudvayne/HELLYEAH vocalist Chad "Helvis" Gray. "I mentioned it to Greg and he immediately wanted in, and when Vinnie came on board the whole thing just took on a life of its own

An Elderly Woman Bought A Parrot
An elderly woman bought a parrot. The woman asked if it would behave if she took it to church with her on Sunday. The owner said it shouldn't be a problem. That she should put him on her shoulder and he would stay there. The next week she put him on her shoulder and went to church. Just as everyone quieted down and the sermon began, the parrot looked around, squawked and said "It's damn cold in here". Everyone turned around to look at her. She ran out of the church in total embarrassment. The next day she returned to the pet store and explained the embarrassing situation. The owner offered the following solution: "If the parrot does that again, grab him by the legs and swing him around 5 times and return him to your shoulder." So the next Sunday she took the parrot and as soon as the sermon started the parrot squawked "It's damn cold in here". Without any hesitation the woman grabbed his legs and swung him around 5 times and placed him back on her shoulder.

Knowledge
You have a sexual IQ of 127 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Pain Of Love And Loss! 04/04/07
I have died what was inside I cannot feel when will it heal I can hide it for Now when will it show I dont know how I will hide what I know I wish to go away not to see another day In the dark I will remain Hiding from this pain will sustain My thoughts of susicide that is what I now must hide I cant bare to think of you And what will happen when I do I know I shouldnt have loved you but for some reason I know I do My love reaches the end of the earth cause to me thats what your worth! SO I will tell you one last time I wanted you to be mine Obviously I wasnt good enough for you So you did what you had to do Im sorry I couldnt please you and even with every thing I tried to do You werent happy with me SO now I will leave and let you be! I love you and I always will I dont care about what Happened in the past but even so I know that you are the one for me . who knows maybe you didnt see me the same way I saw you b

Another Wendesday
Music Video:IT ENDS TONIGHT (by The All-American Rejects)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone so my wednesday back was busy. i was late cuz it was dark and raining when i woke up so i rolled over and went back to sleep even tho the cd i have as my alarm was playing. i had to get caught up in every class (since i missed yesterday) and that was interesting. i also am beginning to HATE the musical cuz we only have blocked 10 scenes (MAYBE) and the show begins in a little over a month. i dont know how we're gonna do it, normally we would've been giving up our weekends already for extra rehersals but so far nothing. i was talkin to the lead actress oday and we both agreed that the crunch this month is gonna SUCK! so i've been feelin ignored and shit by my friends online cept robert (hannah's ex and my prom date yay!) cuz he goes to college in pennslyvania and we're cool now. but basically i'm gettin sick and tired of being told that someone has a crush on me or loves me

4-4-07 25th Entry
Ok, don't fall over in heart failure reggie peeps. Your not seeing things. 3 days in a row! The last 2 not icky. Pretty nifty huh lol. So today I figured I would be a tad bit smart to do a bit of explaining as to what the gastric bypass actually is. I won't go into too much detail because I actually did a little bit of research to find a couple good sites that show and explain more about the surgery then I can tell. So here are some sites. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/gastric_bypass.htm?pgn=6 This is the surgery I am more then likely going to have. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/band.htm?pgn=6 This the the lapband surgery. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/home_visited.htm This is the site address, good information. http://www.clevelandclinic.org/health/health-info/docs/2500/2534.asp?index=9671 Another site with information on surgery. In general, basically what is done with the gastric bypass is..... your cut in the bell

Beef Tenderloins And Greens Dijon
Beef Tenderloins and Greens Dijon It's a winning combo: hot slices of beef tenderloin atop a tasty and nutritious mix of greens (choose your favorites). The beef wilts some of the greens, and its juices combine with the Dijon dressing for a truly memorable meal. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup olive oil, plus 1 tablespoon * 1/4 cup Dijon mustard * 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar * 1 clove garlic, crushed * 1 teaspoon sugar * 1/2 teaspoon pepper, divided * 1 pound beef tenderloin tips, trimmed of fat and cut into 1-by-1/2-inch pieces * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 10-ounce package mixed salad greens * Croutons Directions: To make the dressing, in a medium bowl whisk together 1/2 cup of the olive oil, the mustard, vinegar, garlic, sugar and 1/4 teaspoon of the pepper until creamy. Set aside. In a large nonstick skillet, heat the remaining 1 tablespoon of olive oil over medium-high heat until hot. Add the beef, half at a time, and s

A Little Girl's Dream...
That was the question at today’s Women’s Fellowship Luncheon at a Church that I have been attending for the past 2-3 years. Well, to not misquote them, the entire question was: “Share with the others what you ‘dreamed of being’or doing when you were a little girl.” LOL… I had so many dreams as a child; after all, a child with a vivid imagination such as myself had many creative possibilities. One that I shared with them though was: “My mother had been a Journalism and English major and has a passion to write. My father, a doctor, had a side interest of building computers and many electronic things. Since I was third grade, I remembered writing many creative stories and poems; many of them have been lost along the way. It has been a shame; however, during the last 3-4 years I have picked up the passion of writing blogs.” The Associate Pastor sat next to me and said that I might have to explain blogging a little further. I asked, “Has anyone blogged?” Everyone arou

I Strangled Your Sister Because Thats How I Roll!!!
> This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the > subject > line and forward to your friends....and also, send it back to > the > person > that sent it to you. > Pick the month you were born: > January--I got high off > February--I dry humped > March--I bannock slapped > April--I dry humped > May--I choked on > June--I strangled > July--I partied with > August--I cracked out with > September--I sold my ass for > October--I chewed > November--I blew > December--I masterbated > Pick the day (number) you were born on: > 1-------a big fat penis > 2-------a pink sparkly dildo > 3-------some food stamps > 4-------a grocery bag > 5-------a gay guy > 6-------a gangstah > 7-------my drug dealer > 8-------my dog > 9-------my best friends' man/woman > 10-------my neighbor > 11-------a big fat joint > 12-------a banana > 13-------a toenail > 14-------a stuffed animal > 15-------a goat > 16-------a pickle > 17-------your mom > 18-------a spoon >

Bad American....i Think Not..!
> >I Am Your Worst Nightmare. >I am a BAD American. >I am George Carlin. > > >I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level >governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! > >I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! > > >I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart >American. > > >I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does >not entitle you to anything. > >I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. > > >I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where >they want to. > > >My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry >Springer. > >I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. > > >I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing >about it. > > >I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or

Why Is Being Truthful So Hard For Some?
I know! I know! You are sick of hearing me bitch and moan about people and their fake ass main pics. Last one! I promise! Couldnt this all be alleviated with a couple of small additions to the onMouseover event that pops up the profile tooltip: AGE and GENDER It would prevent someone from clicking on... ohhhh I dunno.... a pic of female and landing in a males profile! For Instance... THIS FUCKING ASSHAT! Is a guy. A Lying Sack of Shit in my opinion. I just prayyyyyyyyyyyyy

Living On The Edge...
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, But rather... to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ~ "WOW! What A Ride!"

Ricky Waller
1yr ago today I lost my best friend to an enemy sniper on a rooftop in Khandari Iraq. He was a father of 3 who never was able to see his third child tyler born only 2 weeks earlier during our deployment. His presence in my squad was the driving force that kept us moving through the hard times that iraq presents us with. He has been greatly missed. Rest in Peace Rick Milhouse

My Week With Hubby
Well the week started good, the weather was nice, and we really had some good days to get alot accomplished, then after a few days it turned cold, and couldn't finish what we wanted to. Hubby worked on my car and got the back shocks, transmission boot, and the front disc brakes done. The only things he has to work on now is my water pump, radiator, and head. He also got his new truck!!! We had that towed to our house and he got the part it needed, which was the control arm that hooks to the I-Beam and the tire. That took one whole day to get done, taking the old one off was the hardest cause it was bent really bad, but putting the new one on was easy! We had a good week together, got a lot of the things done that needed to be done, still have so much more. He had to call in on Friday to see when he was leaving and where he was going, unfortunately he had to leave Easter Sunday at 5 am :( ! Last night we had a date, something we haven't done in awhile, hehe. It was fun, we ate a good di

Things Unsaid
Things Unsaid I am writing you this poem because There are so many things that I haven’t said I just don’t know how to tell you But the words keep floating through my head. My whole life is a mess right now All I can think about is you I don’t sleep, I don’t eat anymore And I discovered feelings that are so new. I want to hear your voice Every minute of the day I just don’t have the guts to call you Afraid of what you might say. Maybe you don’t feel the same Or maybe you do I am just scared to tell my feelings Even if it is to you. I wish I knew how to tell you I really want to say: I love you with all of my heart Forever and a day.

Journey On 3
At 18 with a new 1981 Pontiac Trans Am Nascar edition, What an awesome car!!! I met new friends.Life was lived a little faster. I had realities I was running from. I dated my best friends sister. She turned out to be different.My first girlfriend. In the 1980's, she was in the closet. Me? I met her at 15. I didn't know there were any other closets other than the one in my bedroom! At the same time my friend, my high school best friend ,secretly gets aliking for my mom. He gets her pregnant and that is when I find out about it.All at once!!! 18! The drama that was too great for my young mind to handle. I lost it! I whited out. I remember enough that I found myself standing on his porch with a double barrel staring him in the face while he begged me not to shoot him. His mother came out and joined in on the pleas. I lowered the gun and turned and walked away on a friendship forever for the first time in my life. I found Charlie. The next phase of my troubled path. Through him, I learned

A Night,....she Says....
I turn on some music and slowly begin to sway my hips to the music. I run my hands all over my body. I caress my way up my legs, over my hips and slowly glide them over my stomach still moving with the music. My hands creep up further over my breasts and give them a gentle squeeze. I pinch my nipples making them hard and visible through my shirt. I caress my throat and slowly begin to work my way back down my breasts, my stomach, my hips, my thighs and my legs. I turn around and stand with my legs spread and my hips swiveling. My head is turned to face you. I slowly begin to raise my white halter-top. Teasingly I raise it a little and lower it a little until it is right below my breasts. I then take it and pull it over my head and toss it to the side. I'm standing there with my bare chest because I 'm not wearing a bra. I dance with the music my hands covering my breasts. Every so often you can glimpse a peek at my nipples. I remove one of my hands and then the other and hold t

Relationships
all about relationships *Repost* After having a long relationship talk with a girlfriend, who is having problems with hers I came up with the following advise! Of coarse these may or may not apply to you, but at some point in time you have gone through at least 1 of these, if not more! Everyone has had a bad relationship…so don't be trying to lie! 1.) Talk…if you can't communicate why are you together! 2.) Accusing your sweetie of cheating…if you are someone who does this, take a good look at yourself because it usually means YOU are guilty of something…and this is a way to get out from under the guilt, by pointing a finger at someone else. Unless he is coming home with lipstick on his shirt, or she is smelling like cologne you don't wear, give it up and tell me what is really going on! 3.) Are you snooping? What is it you are looking for? My mother who I have come to accept knows everything (although I don't like this fact), and is usually right (don't like that either)

Living In Kc
I have decided that if I don't have a job by the end of May, I'm moving back to central Kansas. I guess you can say that I have given up. I swore that I wouldn't but there isn't much left that I can do about it. Money is tight enough right now as it is and it's only going to get worse. My quest for love has ended also. The funny thing is that every time I stop looking, men start contacting me. It wouldn't be so bad if the men were good guys but they tend to be married, unemployed, severely overweight, psycho, or just want sex. Like I have said before: Love just isn't in the cards for me.

O Great Spirit, Hear Us
O Great Spirit, whose voice we hear in the winds and whose breath gives life to all the world, hear us. We are small and weak. We come to you to find strength and wisdom. Let us walk in beauty and make our eyes ever behold the sunset. Make our hands respect the things you have made and our ears sharp to hear your voice. Make us wise so that we may understand the things you have taught our relatives. Let us learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. We seek strength, not to be greater than our brothers and sisters, but to fight our greatest enemy-ourselves. Make us always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset our spirit may come to you without shame.

For You Master...for My Real Life Collaring Yesterday
Today, Tomorrow, and Forever... I give myself to thee, In body, mind, and spirit... In you I am set free. My gift to you is given... With trust and love inside, And I know that you will teach me, And always be my guide. As we grow together day by day, And walk the path of life... Together we will make it through The good times and the strife. I will proudly wear your collar And know that I am blessed, To have you as my Master; To be chosen from the rest. On our special day together... Kneeling before you as I will do, My wrists crossed in acceptance, My submission given to you. My head is down, eyes lowered, I hear you call my name... I look up at you--our eyes meet, In you I know no shame. You hold the collar before me And place it on my neck, I feel the coldness of the steel And then I hear the click. As you gather the leather for my wrists, And I feel the ties that bind... I know that now I belong to you And will proudly walk behind. Y

Here I Am...much Better!!
Ok so just to update all... my daughter and I are doing great. We are finally back in our own place. I have a really good job. I build lights for military and commercial planes and and no not just lights for reading. Look up LSI.com or luminescents.com and that is what we build. Other then that we are just living for us. So hope everyone is doing as well as we are ttyl, Brandi

The Big Blue Pond
Okay... so... in two days time I will be approaching Chicago Airport... once there... i have a couple hour layover and then i get to head on a very long flight overseas to Scotland.... to say I am excited really is an understatement of epic proportions... however, with that, i am scared whitless!!! have i mentioned how much i hate to fly? even having done it more recently, i still hate it though my flight to Texas was a smooth one, i still hated it.. and this brings me over a huge ocean... an ocean, i might remind you, that has the wreckage of BOTH the Titanic and the Lusitania!! AND.... i mean.. come on.... aren't there high powered boats that can get me there safely?? /sigh /tones down panic /packs Tylenol PM

Lets Say I Break Into Your House
This is purdy funny to me... A lady wrote the best letter in the editorials in ages. It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demostrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, which might make it harder to sneak into the country and, once hear, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Lets say I break into your house. Lets say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds, and washed the dishes and did the landry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you dont like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: -You are required to let me stay in your house -You are required to ad

Poem 15
Why Do I Cry Why do I cry when I made the mistakes, Why do I cry if it's your heart that breaks? The hurt I caused, it runs so deep, It's hurting my heart and I can't even sleep. Forgiveness, I ask you ~ please it's a must, Love me again & gain back the trust. Can't you see that I'm sorry? The hurt of losing you Forever I can't bare. Wont you forgive me and let all this be? I'm so very sorry, it comes from my heart, Come back to me and we'll make a new start. I cry because I love you & I ripped your world apart I leave you with a kiss, a smile, & a tear, And know if you need me, I'll always be here.

Poem 20
When a Man Loves a Woman The heart is so real so pure & rich its one of the best things on earth! So many people want it, But never get the chance. I once had it but only to take it for granted now its gone. life is full of ups and downs and I’m definitely at one of the those down points in my life once again. Wanting What I so foolishy let go. The heart is like a shining star shooting so aimlessly high above the sky ! I’ve always wanted a man Who Would Stand Tall love me for me, Stick by my side through Good & Bad & Cherish the love I had to give. To my Suprise I Didnt realize that God answered my prayers & Sent him into my life until it was to late! Loving me, Kissing me, Healing me ,Holding me, & Touching me so passionately taking care of my every need, letting me know that there were no worries as long as he was around spreading his arms around me so tight to protect me. I never imagined Our Love coming to an end. When you laugh you end up crying When you cry You end up Laughi

Sad Day For Me Tomorrow
Monday my friend/coworker died at work of a heartattack.He was only 46 yrs old.He was complaining of chest pains monday morning and he went to get a drink at the pop machine and fell to the ground.By time the medics he was blue,they gave him this stuff and stuck it right in his heart but didnt respond he died right there.So now tomorrow he gets laid to rest and im so gonna miss him.I have visions of him laying there all blue.Anyway im drinkin all wkend i need to be numb. R.I.P Don u will be sadly missed

Earth
You scored as Earth. You have a mother personality. Much like the earth, you care for everyone whether you know them or not. A lot of people abuse your good nature, but you don't mind, as long as their happy. You're in touch with reality, and very reliable. You're not too stressed taking everything a bit at a time, many people find comfort in this behavior. Parties are most likely not your thing, you probably prefer hanging out in small groups with a couple of your friends.Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Earth100%Water75%Fire63%Light63%Air56%Darkness38%Ice19%What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

My Angel
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!You are an Angel of Beauty75%Angel of Light75%You are an innocent Angel63%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!50%You are an Angel of Pain31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

A Quick Note
Just a quick note as I pass through my day, I want to give you more than any other man has. When you open your eyes, I want you to always have a sense of peace surrounding you. As you go through your day, I want you to look forward to our time together in the evening. The laughter, cooking together, walks in the moonlight, A feeling of love you may never have had. We have many up hill battles to hurdle, But together we can make things happen. You have slowly come to me in a subtle way, To my amazement you really do want the best for me. I love you my darling more with each passing day, I know I shouldn’t tell you this as we are so far away. by INXS421 04/02/07

When I Think Of You
When I think of you I sit here and smile, You have done so much for me though you may not know. The way you came into my life, In a chat room, no one would believe it. A few cute little remarks, some funny private messages, They made my sit here in my loneliness and smile. As the days and weeks went by we talked more and more, Then we started talking on the phone, loneliness no longer. A weekend spent together, then another came along, You have no idea what you have done for me, do you? An opportunity has come along, there just might be a chance, For me to live in a place where only time and not miles keep us apart. Yes, I want this job to come through, how could I not, It would mean I would be closer to the one who has a place in my heart. Now when I think of you, and the possibility of being so much nearer, Maybe we can spend a little more time with each other. I will always think of you in ways that make me smile, You have driven the loneliness from

Banana, Strawberry And Cream Cheese Stuffed French Toast
Banana, Strawberry and Cream Cheese Stuffed French Toast Here's the ultimate weekend morning treat -- sweet, fruity stuffed French toast. The recipe makes enough for a hungry mob, so be sure to bring your appetite, or simply cut the amounts in half. Servings: 9 Ingredients: * 1 quart fresh strawberries * 3 ripe bananas * 2 tablespoons strawberry jam * 1 large cake soft cream cheese * 2 loaves wide French bread * 1 dozen eggs * 3 cups milk (at least 2 percent fat) * 2 teaspoons vanilla * 1 bag frozen strawberries * 1/2 cup sugar * Confectioners' sugar * 1 pint blueberries Directions: Chop the strawberries and bananas and cream them together with the strawberry jam and cream cheese. Cut the bread into 1 1/2-inch-thick slices. Cut a pocket into the bread but do not cut through the crust on the bottom. Stuff with the filling. Mix the eggs, milk and vanilla in a bowl that is not too deep, so that the bread does

Drunk
WHY YOU NEVER QUESTION A DRUNK I was shopping at the local supermarket where I selected: A half-gallon of 2% milk, A carton of eggs, A quart of orange juice, A head of romaine lettuce, A 2 lb. can of coffee, and A 1 lb. package of bacon. As I was unloading my items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind me watched as I placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up the purchases, the drunk calmly stated, "You must be single." I was a bit startled by this proclamation, but I was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since I was indeed single. I looked at the six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about my selections that could have tipped off the drunk to my marital status. Curiosity getting the better of me, I said: "Well, you know what, you're absolutely right. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cause you're ugly."

Jokes Little Kids Tell
So my little cousin tell me a joke. this man is sitting on the porch, see a snail, picks it up and throws it over the house into the back yard. Two years later the man see the snail, picks it up and the snail ask the man: What the hell did you do that for? Now I had to laugh because my cousin was only 3 years old. I thought I will share this with all my friends. Have a blessed day dee

Reality, The 4th 'r'
Reading,Riting,Rithmatic & Reality It is strange how we can go to school for years and learn a lot of facts about everything you can think of, but never learn much along the way about ourselves. We can take up nursing, teaching, counseling, and giving ourselves to the needs of others, while never having our own needs met. Why does it seem as if it is easier to solve the problems of the world than to solve our own problems? We simply don't know ourselves very well. When we look into a mirror and attempt to understand ourselves, our conclusions about what we see are usually very different from what a friend sees. When we finally take the time and make ourselves a priority, we make a startling discovery. There exists within us at all times the guidance of a Higher Power that is the builder of all successes and our comforter during times of trial.

Old Man
Old Man Old man broken and blue Walks the streets with nothing to do Asks for nothing, gets abuse Why do people look confused? Old man sadness in his eyes Watches all the passers by Nobody gives him the time of day He gave his blood so they could live this way Old man battered and blue Looks dejected lonely for you Lives in the past where memories are good Looks in the bins for some rotten food Old man Lift up your smile Don't feel dejected all of the while Someone will show you this world is alright Someone will offer you a bed for the night Old man brush away the tears You're still strong after all the years Old man don't you cry Everyone someday will die Copyright FluffyBuns 2000©

Belly Of The Beast
Fallen into the sea Into the belly of the beast Just to become it's feast. Only if my hands kept grip Only if i didn't trip Only if the rail didn't rip. Only if my skin wasn't strip. I wouldn't lay to rest In the belly of the beast.

Endless Hell
Within this torturous cell. My pain and sorrow has me held. In this endless hell. No room to breath No place to flee No soul to see In this endless hell. All hope abandon My soul is captive No angel hand No sweet lament No friendly cheer. In this endless hell.

Darken Soul
The dark waters The dark air The foul smell That surrounds this dark place Once full of light Once full of joy Now filled up with this darkness A dark soul longing A dark soul fainting A dark soul searching For a moment of peace For a moment of hope For a moment of truth For a life time with you.

Birmingham, Alabama.
So, Im leaving. My cousin offered me a place to stay, and a car, and oh yeah, help. Even if your like " ew. alabama" like One particular person i know.. *hums deliverance*, Im fucking going. Im getting out. Escape. New life. or even, just a place to die. more on this later.

Rough Sex - Facts!
This is just too amusing! I had to post it here, lol! Yep, played it safe and posted it as NSFW!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care...................

Blast Contest
WOULD YOU LIKE TO WIN a blast? Contest starts at 2 pm Cherry Tap Time (PST) April 20th (That's 5pm EST) & ends April 27th. 1st place - 1 month blast 2nd place - 1 week blast 3rd place - 3 day blast The winners will be determined by the number of comments, unless there's a tie, then the number of rates will come into Effect. Please private message me the link to the photo you would like me to rip (or I'll rip your default.) Please do not leave comments in the bulletins. Please Repost Thanks ♥ Jade ♥ @ CherryTAP (repost of original by '♥ Jade ♥ - Enter my Blast Contest - See Blog for Details' on '2007-04-15 01:03:27') (repost of original by 'Achilles' on '2007-04-15 01:04:59')

The Prom Date Situation
ok so...prom date = robert...or it was robert. the jackass ditched me for someone else. here's the story: robert dated this girl hannah who started at my skool in 10th grade. they were datin then and when they had relationship probs, i was the "best friend" so i got dragged into it. it sucked. me and robert HATED each other. he said i wasnt a true friend and i said he was a jackass, but we tried to get along for her sake. they broke up at the beginning of 11th grade. it was bad, hannah cried a lot, i got to pick up the pieces. she moved on and he had a new gf. this year, robert and i have become friends. he would rant about hannah and i would rant about evan being a bitch to me (evan is this guy hannah tried to set me up wit 3 years ago, he asked me out, i said yes, it was online, and it was short-lived). robert did most of the ranting and no matter how much i dont like hannah, i would listen and give advice on how he could win her back. one day he asked me to my pr

"sup Ma" Please Reply!!!!!
"Sup ma" - Is this disrespectful to you? Please males dont EVER use that term when adressing a female... ma(mä, mô) n. Informal Mother. [Short for mama.] ma - informal terms for a mother http://www.thefreedictionary.com/MA So you are calling the female by the name you would call your own mom... which to me being as I do not have kids and I am not anyways mom, it is a disrespectful term... WHAT DOES EVERYONE ELSE THINK?

Nietzsche
The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. --Friedrich Nietzsche can't get enough of that man!!

Popping My Own Cherry!
Hi everyone! This is my first blog and well all first blogs are always so lame "yada yada I'm new here..blahblah". Not this time. We'll skip all of that. I'm trying to get myself a blast. Maybe someone should buy me one! If I could I would bat my eyelashes! Haha. But on the serious note, I'm looking to meet new cool people. Also some help on what the hell I'm doing sometimes. This place can be a little confusing but I'm so I'll get the hang of it soon. Well I'm being lame and have no idea what to put here so hit me up! I love photo comments and try to update as often as possible. xoxo, Classy Cunt

The Inventor
The inventor of the Harley-Davidson motorcycle, Arthur Davidson, died and went to heaven. At the gates, St. Peter told Arthur, "Since you've been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world, your reward is that you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven." Arthur thought about it for a minute and then said, "I want to hang out with God." St. Peter took Arthur to the Throne Room, and introduced him to God. God recognized Arthur and commented, "Okay, so you were the one who invented the Harley-Davidson motorcycle?" Arthur said, "Yeah, that's me...." God commented: "Well, what's the big deal in inventing something that's pretty unstable, makes noise and pollution and can't run without a road?" Arthur was apparently embarrassed, but finally spoke, "Excuse me, but aren't you the inventor of woman?" God said, " Ah, yes." "Well ," said Arthur, "professional to professional, you have some major design flaws in your invention: 1. There's too

Hellyeah On Hard Files This Week!
Thursdays 7 pm ETRebroadcast Saturdays 3 pm ET Hard Files is a weekly one hour aural glimpse into the music and lives of some of your favorite metal bands.This week Hard Attack's Jose Mangin is proud to have Vinnie Paul, Tom Maxwell and Jerry Montano from HELLYEAH on to discuss the Texas sized party going on in their self-titled debut, out in stores now! Hear music from HELLYEAH, Pantera, Nothingface, Deadlights, Mudvayne, and more in this exclusive metal ass kicking!Coming up on Hard Files: Lamb Of God, Trivium, Mike Patton (Faith No More/Tomahawk/Peeping Tom/Fantomas), The Haunted & Dark Tranquility, Poison The Well, Down, Megadeth, Devildriver, Type O Negative, Cannibal Corpse and more!

How To Forgive
How To Forgive (WOW) >> >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, >> was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life >> this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought >> about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. >> >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >> cheated him. >> >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned >> to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very >> soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. >> >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could >> not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the >> base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would >> always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: >> >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. >> You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily >> obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, >> Lord,

The Penis Requested A Raise In Salary For The Following Reasons
* I do physical labour * I work at great depths * I am alway's using my head first * I do not get RDO's,weekends off or public holiday's * I work in a damp environment * I don't get paid overtime or shift penalties * I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation * I work in high temperatures * My work exposes me to contagious diseases Responce from Human Resources After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work 8 hours straight * You fall asleep on the job after brief work periods * You do not always follow the orders of the management team * You do not stay in your assigned position, and often visit other areas * You do not take initiative-you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working * You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift * You don't always observe OH&S measures, su

A Little Old Lady
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple minutes of your time, I would like to....... "F*ck off!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money" and she tried to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse shit all over her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse shit from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. "Well," she said, "I hope you've got a f*cking good appetite, because he electricity was cut off this morning."

3rd Shift
hi all, YEAH IM STILL ALIVE BUT GETTING USED TO 3RD SHIFT IS SO HARD I HAVE NO TIME FOR ANYTHING. WHEN I DO ILL GET ON AND CHAT WITH YOU ALL. WELL I NEED TO GO GOT A LOT TO DO AND NO TIME TO DO IT IN. MISSY PLEASE DONT BE MAD AT ME OK

In 3rd... But Barely
Okay... i can't post any more for today... but I am in 3rd place with 278... but only ahead of 4th place by about 12... and below 2nd by about 198... So thanks to those who help! Kisses XOXOXO Sarah

Let Me Just Say.....
That the Hinder, Poppa Roach, Operator concert kicked ass! I was so tired this morning though when I had to get up for work hahahaha...I am to old for this shit! Poppa Roach put on one hell of a show...the boy is like a fire cracker...Operator, which I have never heard of was damn good also, he had a very smooth voice for a rocker, and HOT as hell.....Hinder was excellent...The lead singer is lots of fun to watch and he knows how to work the crowd, which is always good...I think though out of all of them I liked Poppa Roach the best, watching him was like watching a cheeta on speed LOL I will deff go back and see him if he comes back to town...Now off to the Electric Cowboy this Friday woot! lol Anyone wanna join??

To Be Unread.
Can one die in a dream? I think that I once died in yours. My chest hurts. As if a thousand gallons of water press down on me from inside. I've been drownding since I met you. Caught in your tide. Tied up so tightly to you that I could not even try to break free. Would I want to? How then would I reflect the sun. If not for these tears I would dry out. Parched and empty Just another used skin drifting down the highway I'd turn to dust Perhaps I already have. It's lonely here without you Somehow I lost my way I went too deep and was blinded blacked out by the ferocity of a million voices screaming my heart forgetting to beat pausing at a backtrack too much noise I couldn't hear yours and I couldn't find mine and I've lost it still. I've been forgotten. A garden without the love to grow. Buried I'm not even sure if there was a key. I'm locked up inside. My prison is dark without your light. The light overpowering without you

Blah
well today is just a great day ...sitting here with my 5 yr old daughter alyssa...she has been home from school....and she hates being...she loves school and is really upset cause she cant go to her 5 little monkies play (and she was gonna be the 5th monkey the pink monkey ) she was excited about and could not wait to do it..but yesterday she didnt have a good day the school nurse called me and they brought her home..cause she has one of her breathing attacks...at school and they gave her..her breathing treatments and then brought her home... i hate when she has her breathing attacks..seems like with each one she has they worse...i really wish she didnt have them at all..cause sometimes its real scarey..especailly at night when she is sleeping and has one and sometimes when she is sleeping and has one she stops breathing sometimes...and thats really scarey as hell.......wish there was something i could do to make it go away and her not have that problem anymore...cause most of the time

Telling It Like It Is.
Rush Limbaugh Discounts Game Violence Angle in VA Tech Rampage April 18th, 2007 Conservative pundit Rush Limbaugh downplayed the video game violence angle while discussing the Virginia Tech tragedy with his radio audience yesterday. The discussion began when a caller to Limbaugh’s program said: I’ll bet my last dollar in my pocket, that this shooter will be found to have been a compulsive video gamer, and when people are living that kind of lifestyle - and college students do this a lot. Limbaugh, however, nixed that idea at some length in his response and subsequent comments: Not every video gamer goes out and murders 33 people on the college campus though. There’s more to this than that… it may desensitize people, but it doesn’t turn everybody into mass murderers… People have a tough time accepting a relatively simple explanation for something of this scale. But how many people are playing video games out there? How many millions of people play video games, and ho

Oh Great Spirit
Great Spirit, I pray to you. Lift my spirit. Raise me to the heights, High enough that I may Look down on the great mountain. Let me look down into the Reflections of the sacred lake. Let my spirit be gathered by the four winds. Let the four winds teach to me. May the white in me learn compassion. May the red in me learn truth. May the yellow in me learn wisdom. May the black in me learn humility. Let the east wind teach me New light and new beginnings. Let the south wind teach me Sensitivity and the ways of the heart. Let the west wind teach me To listen to the thunder and go within. Let the north wind teach me Freedom from emotion and releasment. Give me the strength and courage to Follow the sacred wheel honestly. I am he whose thoughts walk on the wind. Hear my prayer. Aho

Drury Scores Twice For Sabres
UNIONDALE, N.Y. (AP) - Chris Drury has a knack for scoring big goals. "For whatever reason, pucks seem to find people like Chris," Buffalo coach Lindy Ruff said after Drury scored twice to help the top-seeded Sabres beat the New York Islanders 4-2 on Wednesday night for a 3-1 lead in the first-round series. Thomas Vanek and Jason Pominville also scored, and Ryan Miller made 24 saves in his second straight victory on Long Island. The win moved the NHL regular-season champions into position to end the series Friday night in Buffalo. "We feel pretty good, but know there's still a long way to go," said Drury, the former Little League baseball star who has two game-winning goals in the series and 14 in 102 career playoff games. Jason Blake and Mike Sillinger scored for the Islanders, and Rick DiPietro stopped 27 shots in his third start since returning from a concussion. "We have to come out and play a great game Friday night." DiPietro said. "They're a great team and they're

Gun Control..
When madmen go on killing sprees in America, they use guns. Inevitably, in the aftermath, the arguments about gun control begin. But a poll conducted in the days after the Virginia Tech massacre found that the majority of Americans don't fully align themselves with either the pro- or anti-gun arguments. The MSN-Zogby poll found that 59 percent of Americans do not believe stricter gun control policies would have prevented Cho Seung-Hui from killing 32 people and then himself in the worst mass murder in America's history. The poll found that only 36 percent of those polled believe stronger gun control could have prevented the shootings. However, arming more Americans with guns is not the answer either, most people say. Slightly more than half of those polled—54 percent—say that more guns would not stop killing sprees. Thirty-eight percent believe a better-armed populace could help prevent such mayhem. (The interactive survey of 1,336 adults nationwide was conducted April 17-18, 200

Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and Complain because The water temperature isn't just how you like it, Think about how Things used to be. Here are some facts about The1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took Their yearly Bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they Were starting to smell, so brides carried a Bouquet of flowers to Hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of Carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot Water. The man of the House had the privilege of the nice clean water, Then all the Other sons and men, then the women and finally The children. Last of All the babies. By then the water was so dirty You could actually Lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw The baby out with The Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, With no wood Underneath. It was the only place for a

Its Seizure Time Again
just to let everyone know i had a seizure at work yesterday. i think it was between 4 and 5 jim my boyfriend had just come in to see me and get some stuff....and i walked him out through tle, he had stopped to talk to jerry and i guess that is when it happened....i guess the good thing even though i see it as a bad thing is i dont remember anything until i woke up on the couch at home even tough i guess i got up to walk to the truck and was kinda coherent at the store....and the fact that jim had to pop my shoulder in once again.....thanks to jerry for lookin out for me to. jim said that u put something under my head and stayed with me for a bit......so im at home recovering probably wont be back to work til tuesday since mom is worried so ill probably still be resting tomorrow and go to the doctor,,,,so this paycheck wil be smaller than usual that sucks but it happens right......so yeah just wanted to let everyone know....love u guys julie

This Is Bullshit
i dont complain at all i help people out i rate their pics their stashes help them lvl bomb in contests an everythin an when i wanna try to throw my first contest wont no one read my bulletins except my wife shes the only ones to EVER read my bulletins it seems like....an it would be nice for some people to actually start readin an repostin an tryin to help me besides my wife boo boo girlblink182 an lovin the cherries them r the only people on my friends list or family list that help me an im tired of it

I Just Had The Urge To Go To Rocky
mmmm i just had some of the preshow music pop into my head hahahahah dadadada da mmm fucking trixie you little butt always turing people on with your damn show and to think i almost was a part of that damn kink fest if you guys had stayed on fucking forth street and gay land then id fucking be there every sateday getting my jollys and whatnot fucking dressing up like some sideshow hooker in a tralala trans ..ohhh damn i miss that everyone filing out after the preshow to sit on the sidewalk and smoke and chat and fucking hell be naughty if you want ..i wish i had the chance to be bad there lol the only thing i ever did was fucking make out with nikki i miss you you little juggernaught skank come visit me hahahaha ..ahhh but rocky is dead now ..its just not the same in that little hall at the queen mary all sad and sorrowful ... maybe one day we can have a good lingerie night on fourth street again next to the gay center have passerbyes honk and scream at the people dressed for bedroo

Angel Or Devil?
ANGEL OR DEVIL? I'M YOUR ANGEL, BUT I CAN BE DESIRED, TURN YOUR WORLD INSIDE OUT, MARK YOU WITH MY FYRE I CAN PULL YOU BACK WITH A WORD OR PHRASE I KNOW YOU, YOUR PLEASURES TAKE YOU INSIDE THIS CRAZE. I'M YOUR DEVIL, TEMPT YOU WITH MY LUST, TILL YOUR FILLED WITH ONLY ME, MY VOICE IN YOUR HEART A MUST TAKE YOU PUT THEN DOWN, MAKE YOU SMILE THEN RAGE, SOOTH YOUR SAVAGE SOUL, THEN TURN ANOTHER PAGE I SAY "I WILL" THEN I DON'T I KNOW I CAN BE A TEASE, BUT THERE IS ONLY YOU FOR ME, ONLY "YOU" WILL I, CAN I PLEASE I RUN, THEN I RETURN DON'T THINK I DON'T TRY, I'M HARD THEN SOFT, MY SILENT MOURNFUL CRY BOUGHT AND SOLD, INTO THIS WILD WORLD, YOU CAN COUNT ON ME, ANGEL OR DEVIL, BABY, IM YOUR GIRL!!!!!

What Is Catholism Coming To?
Pope Benedict abolishes limbo The 800-year-old concept of limbo, in which unbaptised babies who die are said to be stuck between Heaven and Hell, has been abolished by the Pope. Benedict XVI said there were 'serious grounds' to believe that children who died without being baptised could go to heaven after all. His decision followed a three-year study by a theological commission. The problem has been the Catholic belief that baptism is the only way to remove the stain of original sin that they think all children are born with. In the fifth century, St Augustine said babies who died without being baptised went to Hell. In the 13th century, theologians came up with the concept of limbo as a place where dead babies were denied the vision of God but did not suffer. The latest report said: 'There is greater theological awareness today that God is merciful and wants all human beings to be saved. 'Grace has priority over sin and the exclusion of innocent babies from Heaven doe

Confused...
You ever get that feeling of loneliness? Wonder where life is gonna lead you? Wonder if there is such a thing as total happiness? Wonder if your gonna be alone for the rest of your life? Confused by your own emotions? thoughts? emptiness? These are just a few things that seem to be going through my head lately. I really only think about these things a lot when i'm upset. Most people would call it depression (which it most likely is) but right now its a lot of just loneliness.. I miss my daughter so much, when she's home with me i have something to look forward to every day. But because of whats going on in my personal life (which is all my ex's fault) she is safe and happy 500 miles away from me at my mom's house. I miss her soooo much, sucks coming home to an empty quiet house. Have you ever thought you loved someone so much that you did everything to please that person. Sacrificed doing what that person wanted, said what you knew would make them happy but never really being

Looking For Fun
Hello Cherry Tap World I am looking for people who like to meet new friends and have a good time getting to know eachother and have a great time. I am hoping to find some fun females here who enjoy many of the same interests as myself. I can be a shy quiet type or a loud funny type at times. I am always looking for a woman who isnt afraid to try new things and enjoy herself in my company. Is that so hard to find?

W00t For Cute Emt!
Sunday was suppose to be a fun filled day, spent with my son before he had to go back to his Dads.. but the One upstairs had different plans for me.. We were walking to the bus, left foot stepped off the curb .. I was just about to tell Michael to watch out for the mud, when SLIP went my left foot and down I went.. snap went knee.. yup.. dislocated the knee.. OUUUUUCH! At first I thought I had broke it, but after a few seconds I felt the knee and realized I had probally just dislocated it. Luckily some passerby's stopped and called 911.. one even gave me some towels for my muddy hands and newspaper to try n sit on since I had landed in the mud. Neways.. EMT and firetruck came.. cute EMT and firemen.. mmmmhmm lol I really should have shaved my legs before I left that morning.. they cut my pants and there is my hairy legs.. ah well, I wasnt really thinking about that.. well I was a little, but mainly I was concerned for Michael cause he was upset and worried about me. Thankfully putting

Promise Yourself........
Promise yourself that you'll always remember what a special person you are. Promise yourself that you'll hold on to your hopes and reach out for your stars. Promise yourself that you'll live with happiness over the years and over the miles. Promise yourself that you'll "remember when..." and you'll always "look forward to..." Promise yourself that you'll do the things you have always wanted to do. Promise yourself that you'll cherish your dreams as treasures you have kept. Promise yourself that you'll enjoy life day by day and step by step. Promise yourself a life of love and joy and all your dreams come true.

Attn: Angel Family
Angel Family .... Click on pic and rip these 2 tags for the family! Were for us by 2 very nice ladys! this one made by tabby~ team leader~UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD...... And this one was made by....... BAD KITTY 4 U" #22 OF SHADY'S S*U*P!!!!!....... Rip them and put it into ur pics or on your page! Next couple of days we are going to be comming back to life again! Thanks Maria

Purgatory
I walk through this dark place in insane thought, in distant fantasies, in between the shadow of Dreams and nightmares, where the skies are perpetually crimson and the clouds azure.. Where the hills are electric blue and the water jade green Where the echoes of the long passed are carried by the winds of evermore beyond those who dwell,reside in timeless manner and with feelings ignorant of longing needs I lay my heart there at its gates, and walk forward with a gaping empty cavity in my chest, free of its consuming heaviness I've had to carry.. And my eyes brighter than all the stars lighting the night hazed only with the stain of once having been human.. and not having to carry with me the wretched scent of love in this place where you can't go.. but somewhere lying on air, through wicked thoughts of sleeping Demons and Cursed spirits, unquiet ghosts and apparitions, there I am akin to it all, like a brother left behind accidentally, and suddenly being found, bei

4.24.07
I should have known by the silence of the clock The glass broke Your image was not something that could be contained. Why is blood so warm? Why are words so hushed? Who is it that stands here? Stitched together. I think I've lost my way. I'd followed you. It was not difficult to trace the faint outline of your thoughts in the breeze. The scent of you, wild and harsh. I'd stopped watching awhile ago. Burnt my eyes out on the sun. For awhile I'd thought you'd seen me. Or remembered the dream The one in which the flowers had died. I remembered that song. Our voiced entwined in hues of red and gold. The passion of finding something almost lost but then I lost again I lost it in the stones against my feet the whimper upon my lips the pain within my heart. I broke. It's so silent here without that tick. So empty without the beat of a heart. I feel hollow I reach but cannot keep a grip My breath is lazy My breath is quick I am but

A Warning...medical Warning That Is
I must begin this by stating that I am not a doctor, nor am I a scientist, but I need to get this information out as soon as possible. There is a sensation, sweeping the nation, and it is affecting yours and my children. Here are the symptoms... 1) Does not always pay attention when needed 2) Likes to "put on a show" around strangers 3) Hyperactivity 4) Will become emotional when does not get way 5) Would rather play than do homework 6) Will speak before thinking, usually when in groups of strangers 7) When leaving the house clean, may come back dirty, not knowing how it happened (blackouts apparantly) 8) Memory Loss...when something is broken, has no idea how it happened 9) Taste loss...will not eat what is cooked, until it is cooked at a friends or grandma's house 10) Insomnia...can stay up til 2am, but does not want to get up for school This syndrome is called Normalacy Syndrome. It affects most children, but is cured by going to a doct

Pimpin
Hi Everyone... help my friend advance two levels... She's our very own Ninja Star and desperately wants to become Cherry Ninja... help her out and I'll return the favor!! Thanks!! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/426385

Post Mortem Pills
Post Mortem Pills You're a violation, an infection A virus inspired self-lover You're whitetrash, past due A deadland of horrid waste And you're a death sentence A bone crusher on post mortem pills You're violent with what you say A self-spitting image of breast decay You're tainted and inspired You had to be sold cheaply And you're a death sentence A pill popper on post mortem pills

Phil's Life
hi everyone i am writing this for everyone who is a loving caring and understanding person or people i am not a fake iam real and have been hurt enough in life to understand what it means to seek out and find friends and to finally try to love again i am know one special i am just me not cocky and conceited just charming funny spontaneous friendly honest compassionate and i know there is someone out there who will love me and treat me decently unlike i have been treated in the past someone who will love me for me and not judge me by looks performance or what i have or don't have i for sure have been there done that and now need a friend lover snuggle partner and someone who i can love unconditionally grow old with walk under the moonlit sky with and just share a life with woman ask all the time where is my prince charming well dammit where is my princess i have been in messy relationships from materialistic to controling to selfliss and shelfish so now it is time to find a fun loving k

Sometimes I Want To Give Up
Sometimes I want to just give up on this whole thing with Teddy. But then last night Rose called me. She knew something wasn't right. As in I hadn't eaten anything and was trying to go to bed without it. She called to check in on me and I told her that I hadn't ate yet and was trying to go to bed and she told me to go eat so I did. Now mind you that wasn't because of Teddy. I just simply wasn't in the mood to eat you know. Yes it's been 1 week and two days and I miss the boy like crazy. But Rose said he's slammed with classes. Like seven a day. He's simply wearing himself down. I love Teddy with all my heart but...I'm worried about his well being too. Rose also said he has a few surprises up his sleeve and she won't tell me which is a good thing. Cause I tested her last night. :) I failed. She passed. *laughs* Anyways I'm going to go. I have to go to work very soon.

Losing A Valuable Object Or Person
The things we value most often serve as an extension of our self-awareness. A favorite hat, car, or relationship reflects a part of how we feel about ourselves. Therefore, the loss of such an object in a dream is significant. It is equally significant whether you actually own the object in waking or not. If the thing lost is an inanimate object, what does it symbolize for you? Examples would be jewelry, favored clothes, or pictures and family heirlooms. In losses of this kind, the indication may be that you are nervous about losing an expensive or important new object in your life. If a person is lost, the first question to ask is, Who? It may be that you have questions about your commitment to another or their commitment to you. However, it is not to unusual to be looking for a stranger. Why are you searching for this person? Do you find this person? Where?

Honesty
Ok if you do something and don't own up to it...better start because you are only going to piss ppl off more my lying or dancing around the issue. My son did it too me today and the longer he sat there and lied to me the more and more upset I got. Now I don't expect anyone else to tell me what he did..I expect him to do it. He finally did tell me the truth. and when he did I was no longer mad..I was upset at what he did but I was not mad...he owned up to what he did and accepted his punishment which was next to nothing..now I wish everyone else would just own up to shit they did instead of lying about it or skirting it until they think it is convenient for them. WTF! Get it done and over with..you get more respect for it

I'm Not Okay By Dj~belladonna~vamperv Goddess Vdc~last Chance Dj~skitzer69's Wife And Chew Toy~
I'm Not Okay I'm upset You ask if I'm OK I say I'm fine But I'm not OK Not by a long shot Everyday my life is a nightmare Everyday I cry On the inside if not outside I can't stay this way I need to be OK But I never am I'm never OK I'm not OK Not by a long shot The only way I'm ever OK Is talking to you

My Knight (poem)
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

Just Wondering....
so i have alot on my mind...its been a very long day...hell its been a long year already and i have so many thoughts and emotions at the moment that i just really don't know what to do to handle them...so i am writing a blog. the last couple of years have been a struggle for me. dealing with life and all that happens sometimes just gets to be too much. dont get me wrong...i am grateful for all God has given me in my life...and i am not talking material things. I know that this is a blog and people will read what i put down...but i dont care. at this moment i just need to write and get some stuff out of my head..so if you read this maybe you will relate, maybe not. I am not putting this here for comments or bashing...i am putting this here because i have to put it somewhere...please dont come back at me with..."your punctuation sucks or you aren't putting capital letters or you are using slang...i am not in english or language class..and i am intelligent and know how to write...but thi

Application To Date My Daughter
if i had a daughter this is what i would give to her first date bedrock Application to date my Daughter Name___________________ Home Address___________ City____________ State or Province____________________ Postal code or zip code______________ Date of birth____________ Iq________________________ Height__________Weight___________ Social insurance number__________ Drivers licence_________________ Boy scouts RanK and Badge__________ _________________________________________________ Do you have one female and male parent?__If not explain why Number of years they have been married:____If less then a year Explain________________ Do You have a van?______ a truck with oversize tires?_____ A waterbed?________________ A pickup with a mattress in the back?____ A condom?__________________ A pornographic collection?_______ DO you have a nose ring,ear ring, or any othe body piecing?___________ A Tattoo?____________ HELPFULL HINT (if you said YES to any of

Short Jokes
A three-year-old boy was examining his testicles while taking a bath. "Mom", he asked, "are these my brains?" "Not yet," she replied ------------------------------------------------- I dialed a number and got the following recording: "I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes." ------------------------------------------------- My wife and I had words, But I didn't get to use mine. ------------------------------------------------- Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ------------------------------------------------- Blessed are those who can give without remembering And take without forgetting. ------------------------------------------------- The irony of life is that, by the time You're old enough to know

Live Photo Session May 1st Free For All - Details In Here!
Many of you tuned in to watch the last live photo shoot with Angel Eyes last tuesday and now we are going to do another shoot on this coming tuesday with her and Sunshyne!!! You can see pics of both of these ladies by going to photo section here on the tap and and checking the folders labeled Sunshyne and the other is Angel Eyes.Watch what happens when you had lots of bubbles and these 2 ladies to huge garden tub!You may not want to miss it! To watch the show simply add sunshynevideolive to yahoo messenger and on tuesday check out the live cam!You will get a chance to also hear these ladies live on Sweet Azz Crunk Radio.Please hit me up if you have any questions!

When?
My heart is in complete silence. Was it real...the pin pricks on my fingers. The sweet taste of her sweat. The salty aroma of her anticipation. Silk raked across her skin. Nails teased across her heavenly body. And it keeps floating to the surface... It insists on popping. Who dares interrupt my revelry today? What new hell? What new travesty... Who dares tread on this holy place. Where I contemplate the profane and the divine... My sacred... Your sin... as I paint my vows on her skin. Stiff. Like death. Like living. Chained down... gagged... and pierced. Violated... Invaded... Sullied...ruined... as I lay here... waiting for you to release me. Release me from real. Erase my emptiness. Today... Was it on the tip of my tongue... or the tip of my thoughts?

Can This Really Be Happening?
Ok, so right now, things are going right along as planned. except the minor mishap with my stepdad's car, things are good. Its odd. lol For many reasons. Things like this never work out for me, and they are. I am actually moving, I am actually escaping this place, I am actually truely starting over. And I couldnt be more excited and scared shitless than I ever have been in my whole life. The one and only thing that is worrying me the most, is my grandparents. They are my life, especially my granma. She is my best friend, and shes dying. They both are. And I feel horrible for leaving before whatever happens next, but I realized that I cant put my life on hold for anyone anymore. Thats all I've ever done. I was going to stay here because my mom wanted me to stay so she can still get the child support, and make sure I'm safe and sound. Which is exactly what every mother wants, right? I understand that part, I mean, the safe and sound and not getting into trouble, but you shouldnt use your

Top 20 Things To Turn A Man Off During/before Sex
Top 20 things to turn a man off during/before sex 20. can i move in 19. laughs (woman) 18. Smelly vag (douche PLS) 17.I'am on my period (woman says "You can just go get a towel") 16. I just got over an STD 15.My birthday was yesterday i turned 13 14. Changes tv station 13. woman asks if your finished yet 12. Is this your first time 11. My dads home 10. Falls asleep 9. yelling out his dad's name 8. puts pillow over your head and beats the shyt outta you 7.Are you in yet 6. Finding out shes your cousin 5. dry cum stains on her ass 4. Finding out the woman has a penis 3. Realizing the penis is bigger than his 2. your mom can do better 1. Finding a used condom inside her

Hangmans Rope
As I sit here and wonder; day after day Where it's all going to; how to find the way What does it all mean; where does it all lead Will I achieve what I want; will I get what I need? Trying to do what's right; but whos to say it's wrong? The madness of it all; lyrics of the unknown song My intellect not lacking depth; learning I try and cope Am I who I should be?; ever wary of the hangman's rope.

A Fade Away
My heart aches cause of the love slowly fades away. My thoughts plonder away at my mind like a jax hitting the ground. My spirit stares out my eyes making noise as it cries. That which you gave to me m'lady has left my soul laying there in the darkness undead. I have lost that which I truly desire in heart and soul. Now that you gone you will always be with me in my heart.

Daily Horoscope May 1
Aries CT horoscope: "Someone's been all talk, but when it comes to action -- fuhgetaboutit. Wait just one minute; could this person be you? Never fear. The stars say you're all about following through on your promises right now." Haha, I guess I better not tell John I'm gonna kill him right now unless I plan to get all CSI serial killer police-evasion smart.

Wow, What A Day!
Blessed Beltane, dear friends! To make things a little more interesting, there is an energy wave cresting, getting ready to break, so to speak! Ride the wave, lol! Use the energy, if you know how and are able to use it! Let's not forget the full moon tomorrow morning! No wonder I feel unsettled and stirred up, lol! I've already attended two meetings this morning! Taking a break before I head to work, lol! At least I don't have clients until much later. Unfortunately, I will be much later getting home tonight - probably 8 p.m. or so! Everyone have a wonderful day, lol! Ride the energy wave! If it is too unsettling, ground and shield - you should be doing that anyway, my friends that are new to energywork! Much love and warm hugs for all! Blessings go out to all my friends/family/fans, all over the world! What a blessings you are to me! Later! Muah!

This Is For My Stalker That Keeps Calling My Home!
I hear your call I'm so sick of you,when you call me I can't think of anything,but, how to get rid of u I doubt it will ever end your stuck to me,like glue sticks to a shoe,I feel abused talking to you. I dont want you to know i exist, your always here, even when im pissed you hang around when you arent missed. I leave you alone, but, you still call me on t he phone what the hell is wrong with you? I'm not sure where this Began now i'm telling you,me and u never existed this whole thing is twisted and all i want is this to end...

Eat A Burger, Save A Species.
There's a group of folk on this planet who think people should live on wheat grass, pea pods and corn husks instead of eating dead cow meat. Their reasoning goes like this: Killing cows to eat them is immoral and inhumane. It's also not good for the planet. It takes to many of Earth's resources to raise cows for food, as opposed to the amount of time, energy and space it would take to grow edible plants. And it is cruel and unusual punishment to turn a living, breathing animal into teriyaki kabob. Cow meat also is too high in fat, and so is not good for the human body. Oh yeah, cows also burp and pass gas, and these odorous emissions destroy the ozone. I read all this kind of stuff and watch it on television, and it really makes me dig deep into my brain, right down to the medulla oblongata, and consider the philosophical ramifications of the issues. But I resurface from this Zen brain scuba dive like a metaphysical Lloyd Bridges with the same question on my lips: "We're talkin

Ripples Of Memory
She sits by the river Throwing stones in the water as the water ripples Memories come and go She remembers heartache and love Good times and bad times She weeps and laughs As she sits by the river She watches children playing And thinks of how she cannot have children She weeps once again As the ripples cease She leaves this place She'll return another day Maybe

Poem: One By One Together
What will be in your eyes, when we stand face to face. Will it be a understanding love, that you have held on for so long. Standing in front of you, we will both feel it freely. When the tears begin to roll down, our face's as we hold each other. Looking into a mirror as, I caress and comb my hair. I see emittng light that, glows within my presence. The twinkle I see "darling" is, a sign of compassion and love. If any problems do come we'll concur them one by one together. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:11/99'

Our Lives
Many will try to tear us apart and many will fail, many say i will hurt him i have made that mistake and it will never happen again!!!!! he is my life the air that i breath my soul. I love him more today then ever,more then he realizes more then i ever showed in the past and that too has changed cause i will live everyday just to show him how much i love him and how much he does mean to me! He is my true life partner, my best friend,and the love of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!! Nothing and no one will ever come between us again!

Part 8
On December 12, 2005 I transferred from USS Monterey. About 50 people came out to see me off. That evening, we had a hail and farewell for 5 of us who were leaving soon. Besides myself, we said goodbye to Gene, Dave, Mark, Eric and said hello to Patrick who was going to check aboard in the next few weeks. Tuesday I headed out for points west. I didn't have a particular agenda, mostly going to states I have never been to before. It was a beeline west to West Virginia, Kentucky, Indiana, Illinois, and St Louis, Missouri then southwest about 50 miles for my first rest stop. The next morning, I barely went into Kansas, then back on I-44 toward Tulsa then Oklahoma City, Amarillo TX, Albequerque NM then north on US -550 to the very small town of Cuba NM to spend the night at an elevation of 6900 feet above sea level. It was 5°F when I got there. The next morning, I drove north then west, crossing the continental divide, then stopped at 4 Corners to catch Colorado and Utah. I

Ron Artest Goes To Jail/my Scenario On What It Would Be Like
Let's take a moment and wonder what it would be like if Ron had to go to jail for 20 days. How would he get along? Time for male bonding or head busting? "Hey new guy, who are you," asks a rather beefy and heavily tattooed non-basketball fan. "I'm Ron Artest, I'm a bad mother" "Shut your mouth," interrupts the cell block C sissy, in falsetto. As Artest checks out his surroundings, his new home for 20 days, beefy, tattooed guy asks, "So Ron, what makes you a bad mofo? What's you're rep? What have you done? How have you earned respect?" Ron replies, "I am here for smacking my wife around. Bitch backed talked me so I boxed her out and threw some bows." "We don't like wife-beaters in here, Fish," says beefy guy. "Well I also had this rumble in Detroit once," replied Artest nervously. The cell grew quiet as the scum of Sacramento waited anxiously for more information. "I was laying on the scorer's table," Ron continued, "and some guy threw a beer at me." "Yeah tho

7 Pleasing Characteristics Of A Submissive
7 Pleasing Characteristics Of A Submissive These are some characteristics *I* like to see in a submissive, 1. Honesty. This is very important to me. Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust D/s is nothing. On a safety note, be truthful in your desires, experience, fears and limits. I have seen many submissives tell "little" lies thinking it will make them more desirable. It usually ends up getting them hurt. If you have questions about what your Dom/me desires or expects, be honest and speak up. There is nothing wrong with asking questions respectfully, and is much preferable to looking ignorant. Remember, all Dom/mes are different. Don't assume because one wants you to wear stockings that another will enjoy them. Ask what he expects you to wear, how he expects you to act, what he prefers to be called, etc. 2. Submissiveness. While I enjoy the occasional SAM, I prefer my subs to submit. I want them to surrender their will to me. I like them to be polite,

Lonely Arms
Here I sit waiting and yearning for you time has made my hunger for you grow like the flames of passion that burns in my heart. Day by day I run the images embraced in deep passions our hands taking and roaming over eachothers body and imagine the sensation of us exploding in deep lust as we look in eachothers eyes we deeply kiss and say how much we love eachother...but for now all I can do is dream and hope for the day its real.

Poem
input your infinite knowledge and i intake it as it is inserted acting as my needle, my intravenous you expound, my veins expand you compound, my veins contract i feed off the intensity of your ingenious my addiction to our love has consumed my existence i. myself, ceased resistence i am in fact extinct involuntarily i have surrendered inebriated and intoxicated jaded becomes my jurisdiction, my ability to think i digest every word you speak with fervor, and i filter it every morsel a delicacy salivating at its sight, you talk, i chew i feed off of your speech never wasting a single letter and then it transcends into my writes, becoming the venom my pen is able to spew this love has affected me dissected me rejected me infected me respected me? this love has ensured me cured me blurred me reserved me deserved me? this love has suffocated me amputated me debilitated me obliterated me hated me? see i am uncertain of wheth

Lifes Drama
Well life is about as drama filled as it can get with so muh shit going on i've honestly lost count on how many sleepless nights i've gotten.. Between an ex here and there and wearing my heart on my sleave i am seemed doom to get crushed one way or another. You would think it was easier for a country boy but it i guess isnt. Not to mention i get to worry about family at home, My brother being my biggest worry at the moment and his situation. For those of you still new to it all he knocked up his ex who for the most part is a okay kid, Not that i dont have my moments i wanna kick her in the ass... But then again i have those feelings towards my brother on a daily basis. Then my folks... god knows their health is getting worse as the years go by, Sending what money i can home to help too so life stays as stable there as it can be. The rest of my family sadly isnt any help they rather gossip behind everyones back point fingers and then denie it later on. It really pisse

Whatever I Guess
i really dont have anything to say that is important but im bored so lets see i have been sitting home every day of the week taking care of my babies while my husband works and i like it dont get me wrong but you can only talk to a baby for so long before you go nuts and last weekend was a great weekend other then i was messed up drunk it was funny i couldnt walk to bed i was on my hands and knees crawling i havent laughed so much in so long damn that pass out game and the 99 blackberries and the 7 buds and the malibu rum and all the pucker im just glad that i wasnt the only oone that was messed up RIGHT ALICE LOL... it was so so much fun and i vcant wait untill we can do it agian, thats all for now i need to go change diapers and get to cleaning a never ever ending job

Balance And Tension
We live in a world of opposites that we often experience as conflict. But fortunately everything eventually balances with its opposite - absolutely everything! The nature of duality implies an underlying unity. So whenever one side of duality is isolated, expressed or identified, the opposite is always a potential and immediately sought. One side of any duality cannot exist by itself, except through repression of its opposite. Or said another way, one side does not exist by itself and cannot be isolated except in a hypothetical sense. What holds a duality together to create a unity is tension. Tension is the bond of opposites. It is because of tension that growth takes place and evolution is possible. There are always forces operating against each other, and it is this which makes life interesting, exciting, challenging, frustrating and fulfilling. All healthy and growing relationships embody this tension. Two people who are very similar might have a pleasant relationship but they

More
More! I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running my palms across your breast, As you tremble and bite your lip. Feeling your hands upon my chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting your neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering my kiss. Over pert nipples, across your navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon your face from below- As you tilt back your head. Feeling your fountains begin to flow- As you ease back on the bed. Your 'innocent little devil' look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of your creation. The way you pull me up by the hair- To the heat of your mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing my love into you. On the waves of your emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. P

Save Paris?
I swear to Pooh...if I see even one "Save Paris" bulletin on this site, I am going to kick someone really hard in the shins. The whole thing just irritates me to no end. I mean, here you have this spoiled rich girl, crying on national tv, saying that she doesn't deserve to made an example of. She "gives young people around the world hope," as she told the group of papparazzi that was gathered outside of her house yesterday. Certainly, we shouldn't send Saint Paris to jail. After all, she has contributed sooo much to our great society. She has taught us how to pose, with elegance, as we watched her at whatever 'step and repeat' that she was doing. She has taught us to revere our four-legged friends by demonstrating that they should not be treated as dogs, but as dress-up dolls. Oh, her fashion sense has told us, time and time again, that it is ok to look like a whore when you go out, because, well, she does it and that makes it acceptable. And, yes, she has taught us about sex. F

Thought For The Day!
As I get ready to leave for work I sit here looking through my friends list. It is long and some what impersonable but my wish is this! If you are reading this you came to it out of some form of friendship. For that, I thank you for holding some value to the things I have to say. Today as you go out into the world I challenge you to make one significant positive impact on someones day! Trust me we all need at least one person to touch our lives on a daily basis! I hope you have an awesome day and I hope the world smiles on you! muuuwah

This Blog Ain't 'bout Sh!t.. Just Like Yours!!
Okay... don't be so damn sensitive... I don't mean you personally. BUT... there are a BUNCH of people who apparently don't have sh!t else to do besides peck at their keyboard. Why write if you don't really have anything to say? Nobody gives a damn if somebody rated your favorite pic a "7". That's why they have cherries 1 through 10 and not just 10. Nobody cares if you scratched your butt today. Nobody wants to choose.. which is better between peanut butter or jelly on your MUMMs. Your brain won't break if you give it a little exercise now and again. Or do I have this whole blog thing figured wrong? Tell me something.

Round Two
Well, those of you who told me to not give Billy another chance...I should have listened to you. What a fucking idiot I am. I accepted his lame excuse for not showing up last weekend and agreed to meet him again tonight because he was cute and sweet. Once again, I was stood up. What a sucker I am- twice in one week when I had never been stood up before! This time, I learned my lesson. I don't care how cute or sweet you are, I'm not meeting anyone until they prove to me that they are sincere.

Confused And Don't Know Where To Start
I don't know waht to do just confused and wish things were different and i was some where different tired of milford and wish i was rich so i could move and be happy. My exfeince is a stupid bitch..sorry for my language but she's complete idiot and all she does is try to make me jeliouse lmfao it's not working tho all it's doing is showing how imature she is her b/f or should i say friend/some 1 she likes is such a damn girlie person..he likes boy bands lol. Any ways i'm trying to get my life back together dealing with what ever ppl decide to throw at me tired of stupidness.

Attempted Robbery
So i walk to work this morning ( late as usual for my relief) and i see our cook digging in the trash cans down the street... Wtf? "Topher, what are you doing?" "I'm looking for a note..." "Wtf happened?" "Someone tried to rob the bar" pause.... "QUA? What do you mean someone tried to rob the bar?" "Ill tell you when i get down there... " Well now i felt bad that i was late.... all that was running through my mind was is everyone ok and who the fuck would be dumb enough to even attempt to rob us? I walked in and my boss was behind the bar. Counted on and attempted to find out what happened.. "stupid fucking crackhead (that was 86'd for filling his crack pipe and about to light it WHILE SiTTING AT THE BAR) came in with a note... " first of all... the bartender that was on.... we call her "Momma" ... Even if i were a crackhead i would never try to rob any one/place while she was working... im a tough bitch.. but Momma is ... well she's momma..

A Lesson In Pain
Lightly touching the dark mahaugany door her hazelblue eyes gazed almost as if they could see right through it. She let a deep yet soft breath escape her angelic pink lips before knocking on the door. In a clarity she heard his deep powerful voice with a silken undertone. "Enter.." Slowly she opened the door and stepped through, she felt his gaze on her. After pausing only a moment she made her way to the center of the room and sunk to yeilding knees. Her fiery red hair cascaded down over her shoulders as she held her firm supple back straight. Petite hands rested lightly on her thighs. She left her gaze forward as her head was held high. The room was dark with a hint of red light glowing. In front of her was an antique four poster bed. The rest of the room was elegantly yet simply decorated with an antique dresser and an armuoire placed perfectly around the room. A few oriental posters and ornaments adorned the walls. "You've returned to me..." the statement was made

Idiots In My Shoutbox #4 - Internet Threats!
After a drama-laden mumm got posted today, and I left a typical asshole comment, my shoutbox got fun! The mumm in question is this one: CRAZY PERSON USERS BEWARE I wouldn't advise reading the whole thing. It gave me a headache. It's likely to do the same to you. Anyway, my comment in the mumm was this: "Quick. Someone shove a cock in this cunt's mouth and shut her the fuck up. I'd volunteer, but I don't want her incessantly running jaw to bite mine off." It should also be noted that I also made a comment, for the sole purpose of getting a rise out of people, in an earlier mumm today about liking the sound of a baby's pelvis cracking as I sodomized it. Quite disgusting. Great bait for assholes. Anyway... My shoutbox started lighting up. This is the same conversation, between three different users. The only way that I figured out all three were related was by visiting the profiles of the other two, and realizing that they're all in each other's family. Th

Lyrics To Puscifer
Lyrics to Puscifer. A side project from Maynard James Keenan (singer of Tool and A Perfect Circle) Revelation 22:20 by Puscifer album: Don't be aroused, by my confession Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption I know Christ is comin', so am I And you would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She'll suck you dry But still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again She'll make you weep And moan and cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Shall I go blind? (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay in your arms just until I can die a little bit longer Saviours and saints, devils and demons alike She'll eat you alive Jesus is risen, it's no surprise Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building, at the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see her again then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul, to be back in your bosom Gladly now please s

Learned Another Thing Today
FYI...If you are going to be painting make sure you lock your cat up LMAO....I am painting a merrow in the kitchen of Japanieese designs and kitty decieds to JUMP in the green paint...So now i have a green kitty and a green me.. Do you ever feel like you just want to strangel them LOL just kidding you all know I love my pets

Happy Mothers Day
To all my friends out there Who are Mothers and to thoses that are not Heres to you ladies who have put their children ahead in this life. Its you that help us all So heres to you and all you do Take care Michael

The Submissives Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal "doormat". I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start out on the correct p

Apple Breakthrough
Apple Breakthrough > > > > > > Apple Computer announced today that it has developed a computer chip that can > > store and play high fidelity music in women's breast implants. The iTit will > > cost $499 or $599, depending on speaker size. > > > > This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women have always > > complained about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them

Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Both depending on the moment Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?:opposite definitely!! How often do you like to have sex?: As often as humanly possible till I'm dead!!! Is sex a top priority for you?: Pretty much. Gotta keep up with the wife! Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: Yeppers! How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: I don't think I have...hmm... How do you feel about one night stands?: I've done it..eh...no big deal How many one night stands have you had?: A few What's your favorite position?: Her laying on her side with one leg up on my shoulder and one between my legs. If you can't get a visual I'll have to show you...lol Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Someplace comfortable Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Both Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: Alot!!

Anyone Interested
single woman looking for a single male,who is open and honest and loyal to his mate and who is interested in getting into a relationship please contact me...this is for a friend she is 50 years old and she is verry sweet,down to earth and open minded,attractive,and has two older sons.i will post a picture in my folder

New Giveaway Contest
holding myself a gift giveaway chose the gifts u want an comment bomb urself an get friends to help till u read the amount needed......... 500 = braclet 750 = earrins 1000 = ring 3500 = motorcycle 5000 = vette pls send me ur pic with what prize u wanna go for ina private message.......tyvm an hope to see yall soon

Process Of Thought
Thoughts, moving akin to a swift stream, cascading along the rough rocky bed upon the mountain. Never careing if the darkness has evolved, or the light is aglow. Cold, Warm, Boiling , or Bubbly. It matters not ..... for it is moving, ever moving, never stopping long enough to take form. This is my blog. Formless, Shapeless, Shallow or Deep. Droplets splashing out and back in. Sometimes, drying just outside the flow. Stagnant? I say nay, for it is ever moving, newly developing in the process of thought

Just Another Day
Woke early today and its my day off...typical lol. So far this week has been hectic at work. Then again can any of us say that we don't have a hectic day at work lol. For those that know my job it was hot and we were running the whole day. Was so glad to see this day off come just to rest up for one day. Can't wait for the last weekend of the month to get here. We get 5 days off then. Kinda reward for a contest we won in the company. Our bigwigs have to come run our store. Woohoo!! This will be the nearest thing i have had to a vacation since the 90s lol. Yanno what i am gonna do? Not a damn thing ROFL. Watched the race this past weekend. Well Dale Jr did not win but he got another top ten finish and i think that was a good finish for him with everything he has going on. Leaving DEI at the end of the year. Thinking he may go to Childress like Sr raced at but thats just a thought yanno. Who knows since alot of money is gonna be thrown at him. Either way he will still have my support.

Wait
I just learned an important lesson. Now, I usually like to workout first thing in the morning. That way I get it over with and don't have to think about it for the rest of the day. I've also found that if I wait til later in the day, I'm less inclined to do it because I'm busy with other things. So, I just woke up (about 10 minutes ago), immediately began my workout and then learned the aforementioned important lesson ... always wait for morning wood to subside before doing push ups. Yes, I know it may sound fun, but not when you get so distracted that your arms almost give way. That is all.

Another Bad Night
So its another bad night followed by a bad gut feeling... however that could also be from the lack of sleep in my body. I miss my ex for all that it matters but there is no going back after everything that has happeened.... Suppost to be for the best but how i see it as for the best i have no idea. to top it all off i got one of those bad feelings thats going on , i am kinda hoping its a false alarm and nothing is going to happen... or it could be the fact im completly over stressed. Not sure which one it is. Hopefully just stress and nothing bad because i dont think i could take another stressful weekend. I swear i think i would end up in a mental ward if this is another bad weekend..... god help me... because no one else seems to be able to.

Bbw
Hi to all my friends and people who read this. As some of you may know i love bbw women think they are sexy as fuck no offence to all you slim size 10 women but bbw is where i'm at. What i'm looking to do is start a group for sexy bbw's and those who love them if this is you or sounds like something you may be interestd in then please feel free to drop me a line thanx

Zen Wisdom‎
Some Zen Wisdom...some of which are pretty good! 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6 Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. T

Hmm Some People
Hmm some people will never think...Will they? Hmm seems that all sorts are just plain pathetic... · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated your photo a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... left you a new photo comment! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... rated you a '1'! 11 hr ago · Sammefantabulou... just checked you out! This is one of the comments that she left I saw that you love honesty! How wonderful on a sight like this. A very poor quality photo. Perhaps a bit of sunlight might make you look less trailor trash... I deleted the photo comments because well they were not nice a

~ Wet T-shirt Contest ~
~ Wet T-Shirt Contest ~ I need woman with pics of wet t-shirts for my contest! Come on girls we can have fun with this! Send me a link to ur pic to my messages or tell me i will rip it! Comment bombing and self bombing allowed! Comments + Rates = Total Contest will start 5/21 thur 5/26 2 gifts per winner! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Score Updates!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 2369 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 2046 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 270 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 87 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 32 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 25 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Sexxy Lady Contest Score Updates
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/20 thur 5/26 ! 1st Lady is...... with 14 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 5 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Hot Man On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1090 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 191 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 815 comments! 4th Man is...... with 52 comments! 5th Man is...... with 16 comments! 6th Man is...... with 2 comments! 7th Man is...... with 7 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Marriage
Marriage (Part I ) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! < B> The husband yells, "When you die, I'm

5-21-07 29th Entry
I got an extremly nifty phonecall today.....I no longer have to wait until July 3 for my sleep apnea test results! I go this wednesday!!!!! 2 days! OMG I'm so relieved right now I could cry lol. Its been so hard waiting and waiting and now just POP, almost 2 months time is knocked off the wait time. It means resceduling my doctor appointment with Doc Quackers, which means I'll get scolded again, which means I'm just gonna tell him to go shove his head up his ass and find another doctor. Well ok, maybe for this month and June, I'll bite my tongue and pretend patience. The last thing I want to do right now is miss this month and next month appointments when its the last thing I have to do (unless my old doctor has sent my old records, which if thats the case then I have no worries. This is just a precaution to make sure I have the 6 month doc thing in.) I'm so excited and relieved and feel silly for how low I've been (I always feel silly when I've pulled through a low

Lingering Morning
The night would fade with morning and still the dream has lingered like the small trails of silver thread left behind by the spider in her web I have not clouded up the last memory by lingering through its night. The cry of the morning insists I've come to day. Long fine rays of sunlight pour through sheer curtains to let the warmth wake me. Restless not for morning, nor holding close the night, I've bangueted on dreams I'm forced to lift the sheets.

Should I Give This To His Dad In The Coffin? Morbid I Know..advice Please
Curtis, I know that before you died, that we didn’t get along the best, but I write you now because you are gone, and these are just a few of the things that I must get off my chest to you so that I can raise our son in peace. I will not say that this was a happy day for me, it was an extremely painful day losing you, not only for our child, but losing the man with whom I had my first child by. I still loved you because of Brandon, you and I had a bond that never would have been broken due to the fact he IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE our child. The pain you have caused him by taking your life, not only affects him, but me as well. You were not losing Brandon by him coming to live with me, and if I knew how you felt, I wouldn’t have taken him from you, I know he was your whole world in one little man, who is in fact, a perfect carbon copy of yourself. I know what he meant to you, and I know what he means to you still. This letter even though I know you will never read it, maybe

Four
Shifting. So silent here in this tomb. The abrasive touch of memory Like a cat's tongue rubbing raw of the thin mebrane like instances that one creates 'Was I ever real at all?' (If we want to take that up) (My dear, were you?) Go away. The both of you. Let me drownd again. Just one more time. (It's not real) Shhhhh Caught up Your darkness eluded Your strength brought me down I needed it Like a moth needs the flame ..... backtrack .... Even in this mindset My pride is my end my ending 'Another beginning?' I hate the beginnings (So find the end) I'm afraid. I'm so sick of being afraid. (Give this up. You only torture yourself.) Shhhhhh I need to go on

State Of The Nation
What the hell is going on with this country? At what point did we, the people, allow our democracy to become a dictatorship, where the ruling cabal wields unlimited power and any disenters are spied on, imprisoned, and brutalized? We are immmersed in an unwinnable war, the path to which was paved with lies and corruption...our supreme leader routinely lies to us and violates not only our own Constitution, our Bill of Rights, and innumerable longstanding treaties, but the very rights that every human being has been guaranteed since the Magna Carta Liberatum in 1215...his ilk have perpetuated and escalated a war on the poor and working class people in this country to the point where two incomes per household are required just to remain above the poverty line...every segment of our government is so corrupt that nothing good can come of it in its current form...that same government is rife with incompetent, unqualified morons who have allowed untold death, destruction and suffering becau

Wednesday May 23,2007
OK MY BOMBER'S...STARTING TO GET THIS SQUAD SQUARED AWAY SLOWLY AND TIME TO BLOG FOR YOU ALL WHAT GOING ON AND WHAT I EXPECT OF YOU ALL FOR TODAY.WE CURRENTLY HAVE 4 CONTEST'S IN OUR RADAR AND TIME TO DROP OUR BOMBS AND START ROCKING THE FOUNDATION OF CHERRYTAP LIKE ONLY A BOMBING FAMILY CAN. THIS IS CHELLE45365 A PROUD MEMBER OF OUR FRIENDS FAMILY,THE CONFEDERATE BOMBER'S...HER CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW "TEA TIME"LOL...WE BELIEVE NOON E.S.T.DJWHITEANGEL2229 AND FROGGYGIRL ARE ASSIGNED THERE,BUT WATCH FOR SPECIAL BLOGS AND/OR BULLETIN POSTINGS FROM ME IN CASE I NEED YOU THERE. NATIVE HUNNY IS A GREAT FRIEND AND ANY BOMBER NOT SPECIFICALLY NAMED IN THIS BLOG IS TO BE HERE BOMBING.IT ENDS MAY 31'ST. OUR VERY OWN SECRETARY TWEETYJINXIN IS IN A CONTEST,NOT SURE OFFHAND WHEN IT ENDS LOL.LOVEABLE SISSY AND NICOLE,SHE IS YOUR TARGET AND KEEP ME INFORMED OF HER STANDINGS AND WHETHER YOU NEED MORE HELP. FINALLY ONE OF OUR NEWEST BOMBER'S WIKKAD 1 IS AFTER A FREE VIC.HER

Wow..
So my friend totally told me about this site... and said its much better then that lame ol' myspace everyone is obsessed over, although I can't speak so much myself because I know that I was there for a while... can you blame me? This internet gets more faster, but more boring haha. So, I'm glad I found this place although it is really... fast. I got overwhelmed with all this cherry bombs and photo ratings. Its crazy, but I love it.

Think I Am Better Now - Hope So
*This is a blog that I have decided to post on both Cherry Tap and Myspace, just for the simple fact that more people may understand what I am thinking about the past few days and see why I have not quite been myself* How do you lose something that you never had? You can’t can you? You can lose the hope and the dream of it, but you can’t lose the actual thing. So, why I am letting myself be upset over something that I never had? Because I was stupid and let myself hope that I may have found something to make me happy for once - then in an instant that was gone. I know I once wrote that hope is too hard to let die quick, but there comes a point in life when it is time to just say that is enough and I just can’t hope anymore . . . I just can’t put myself through that any more. I knew this before I did, that is why I am perceived as such a cold and unfeeling person - but those who know me know that is not true. I’m not cold and unfeeling, emotionless perhaps but not unfeeling.

Poem: The Promise We Made Together
As the sun begins to rise, a pleasant breeze blows. We standed far apart but we, need to hold each other close. That is how it is for now but, we are holding on to our love. To what is still real in our heart's, and that's the promise we made together. We can erase what happen in, our mind's with God's help. By beleiving in him and his faith, we still have for each other. now that we've searched our heart's, and our mind's we can't find nothing. That can stop us darlin' because our love, has touched "us" all the way to our inner soul's. Sign: Raymond Starns

Mark To Drive 24 Dupont Car????
If #24-Jeff Gordon is forced to miss a race to attend the birth of his daughter, series veteran Mark Martin will man the #24 DuPont Chevy, multiple sources within the Hendrick Motorsports organization told ESPN.com Wednesday. Martin on Wednesday afternoon will be fitted for a racing seat in preparation for the substitute role, sources said, and plans to begin stand-by duty for Gordon at Infineon Raceway next month. Hendrick Motorsports officials chose not to comment, saying rather that Gordon would address the matter Thursday at Lowe's Motor Speedway, site of this weekend's Coca-Cola 600. Sources said Gordon personally sought out Martin to stand in for him, and after clearing the idea with Ginn Racing officials, Martin gladly accepted. Gordon's wife, Ingrid Vandebosch, is due the week of the June 24 Toyota/Save Mart 350 at Sonoma. Martin will fly to Sonoma, during a weekend when he is slated to be idle from racing. If Gordon doesn't require his services, Martin will remain on hand to c

Cheers From Pa Usa
It's Happy Hour at the Ol' Cherry Tap... Nothing says Motorman like a few cold ones and a few lovely hotties..lol This is me.... Many people know I have a fondness for beer,fun and lovely ladies. I love to meet people and enjoy this life to it's fullest. My home, work and Shop Steward duties keep me busy as well as those darn creditors. What's left is the fun...Just ask me:-) Come see my yahoo page...always keeping busy...but I'll be sure to stop in to chill with my cherries on the tap once in a while. Keep it Happy!!! :)) http://360.yahoo.com/profile-cILcNt08dLIJ2bIuMbz0UWUAsj8-?cq=1 Let the madness begin best friends... Cheers!!! Motorman xx

Unforgetable
If I can say with so much passion dicard the facade and all this reserve if I can speak with so much freedom unleash the restraint and would you see this; this absense of chains unfettered and unbidden just live it? Let it revel in awe; I've got it tethered by unbroken threads that wind in and through this element of culture. That's what it is, unforgettable.

Shannon A. Hodges In Loving Memory
In loving memory We love you Shannon A. Hodges April, 7 1973-----April, 14 2007 Shannon we little knew that morning, That God was going to call your name, and as you ascend the starry sky above, You know you are truly blessed for, In life we loved and cherished you dearly, In death we do the same. It broke our hearts to lose you, and though our hearts we’re still mending, You did not go alone, For part of us went with you the day God called you home, You left us peaceful memories, Your love is still our guide, and though we cannot see you, You are always at our side and in our hearts. Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same. You were a friend, a brother, a husband and a father Like no other, and as God calls us one by one, our family chain will link again once more. By: Victoria Lee Takenaka

Dominance And The Illusion Of Control
If you have read a lot of my blogs about relationships, you will know that I have a dominant personality. Most of what I tell you is about the typical male/dominant - female/submissive type relationship. When I wrote "Relationships, Love and Women", I state that most of it was generalized and I mention that some couples reverse those roles where the woman is the dominant partner and the man submissive and it works for them. When I said it was generalized and some things may seem one-sided when things weren't meant to be, that means that you have to be flexible when you think about things. It doesn't mean that what I say is all or nothing thing. Although there are many constants and laws about life, there are many ways to live life and somethings are flexible. There is no "one certain way" to live life, except to live by love. I understand that some women don't want to be dominated and at times women can lead, be aggressive and take control too. I love it when a woman shows her

Congrats, You Look Like Everyone Else, But I Still Hate You, So Sad =(
"Haha, haha, hahaha!" (repeat as necissary) http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=76423368&mytoken=9fc48cel-8857-4316-945b-f86681be0b20 http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=159408631 Wow, now I know no one can see their profiles, but be thankful. Look at that bitch with the glasses. Worship me or I probably won't like you. "Haha, haha!" What the fuck makes this bitch better than anyone else? Nothing. In fact, her attitude towards life makes me sick. She really isn't special. In fact, I can't even remember her name at the moment. *GIGGLE* People like this need to be taken out and beaten savagely. Show them how fucking special they are. And Kiki, I really hope this bitch gets raped. That way when the guy gets caught he can be like, "Haha! I Raped your queen you scene posers!" Like really, who gives a flying fucking if some stuck up bitch puts stripes in her hair? Who gives a flying fuck if she's

Music Player
Seince the one that Bladewalker has on her site causes my firefox explorer to crash when pasting the embeding code,I found another one that works.If there are songs that aren't playing right or songs that make it sound so crackly that your PC speakers might explode,tell me what song and I'll update them asap.Until then have fun guys "And the blood of Caine will whip us out of existance"

My Heart Believes In You
My Heart Believes In You I kept my head up high, and then you came my way. I have been hurt so many times. My heart filled with so much pain. but now that pain has gone away. For I have found a place I want to be. This place I see is with thee. For in your arms I have felt and seen, a wonderful feeling that I cannot believe. A safe haven in your arms just for me. Now I give my heart to thee. For my heart believes in you

The Weekend
Well, I am staying at my best friend, Billie's for the weekend. Me and the kids are having a great time. We made a lot of food and we are going to have lots of leftovers. My friend travis, Neptune from my friend's list, decided to come along too...I did not know if he was going to be able to make it because I thought he had to work...it was good that he came though. Anyhow, I had forgot to let my ex know that me and the kids were going to be out of town so since I did have his home phone#, I decided to call him a little after 6pm. Usually, Sammy likes to talk on the phone but I guess this time she was not up for it. And as usual, Jake does not like to talk on the phone. I wonder how I can fix this a bit...like I said, maybe the web cam thing will work out still. Anyhow, I get on here and look at my ex's mumms; heck after voting and commenting on their picture for the contest for "kids contest", and seeing their comments and votes, I thought okay well maybe things are'nt so

There Are Somedays...
When you just want to go outside.. And stand, in one of those.. You know manners which shows that today would not be a good day to ask for that "spare cigarette".. And then slowly take in the world around you.. And then.. In an abrubt and forceful manner... Yell... "FUCK OFF WORLD!!!".. Then return home feeling, that little bit better. Well today is one of those days.. But rather than wake the neighbours thought i would say it here.. And hell.. I already feel that little bit better.. Though the world is still officially a cunt.. At least for the next 10hours 15minutes till tomorrow arrives..!

2 Family Spots Left!
2 family spots left! date: 2007-05-30 14:49:23 Who wants them ladies u will be able to see my nsfw pix(just me folder) and be able to rank and comment...But if i add u, add me to urz if i'm not on it already....Family members please continue to rate and comment my pix, friends please comment and rank my regular folders i always return the favor!!

Write A Book
Something has been on my mind for sometime now. When I was living in Iowa and married to a person that will remain name less. I wrote a book which got tossed in the trash if you can beleave that. I will not get in to the reason why lets just always make a copy of your work and hide it. Anyway I wrote a book about a truck driver that went around and killed people and put them in other truck driver loads. Well I have been thinking about re writing that story but I am not sure how to go about giving it to a place that can help me make it a book let alone when do I send it. I would like to write a few chapters and send them off to see if it is any good before I write the whole thing. So if you can help pls let me know. Since I am on this blog. Why is it that I have this feeling that I have to own a business. Am I just insaine or is it my blood. My dad but his company in to the ground. Well sorry for buggin everyone. thanks for reading this boring blog. Thanks Jim

What Mythical Creature Are You?
You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92% Mermaid75% Faerie59% Dragon50% Demon25% WereWolf17% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hillary Clintons Modern Progressive Vision:
Hillary Clintons Modern progressive vision: Shared Prosperity Today in New Hampshire, Hillary Clinton outlined her vision for economic growth with fairness. She outlined her views on how America could restore a strong middle class in the face of globalization and the Bush Administration’s concerns for the special interests. Rising Inequality Undermines the Middle Class: The fruits of our modern global economy are showing up in the corporate bottom line, not in workers’ paychecks. CEOs have seen their pay go from 24 times the typical worker’s in 1965 to 262 times the typical worker’s in 2005. Last year, the share of national income going to corporate profits was the highest since 1929 – while the share going to the salaries of American workers was the lowest. Globalization and economic policy dynamics are generating rising income inequality. In 2005, all income gains went to the top 10% of households, while the bottom 90% saw their income decline – despite the fact that work

Jumpstarted Heart
its been cut so manny times i nolonger feel the pain saveing me should be a crime this is not a game kill my jumstarted heart its whithering away my death has just begun to start im deing on this lonley day its beeding and torn dripping with bloody barbedwire stabed fifty times with the same rose thorn within there is no fire my damn jumpstarted heart is withering away my death is here to start yet i know again ill walk away

Sos-abba
used to sing this song to myself alot during high school. The prefect place to learn of the trails of love and rejection. Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find I try to reach for you but you have closed your mind What ever happened to our love? I wish I understood It used to feel so nice, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S.O.S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S.O.S. When you're gone, how can I even try to go on? When you're gone, well I try, how can I carry on? You seem so far away but you are standing nearer You make me feel alive but something died I fear I really tried to make it out I wish I understood What happened to our love, it used to be so good So when you're near me, darling can't you hear me S.O.S. The love you gave me, nothing else can save me S.O.S. When you're gone, how can I even try to go on? When you're gone, ooh I try, how can I carry on? So when you're near me, darling can't

Tribute Tattoo Contest!
Tribute Tattoo Contest! I need Tribute Tattoos for this contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

My Non-paying Job
Anyone interested???Here Take a look at the work, Backgrounds for all images can be made any color. SweetZ ¢Ó Juggalo Mafia ¢Ó ¢¾ Thugday1's CT Wife ¢¾@ CherryTAP Here is some of my work. If you would like me to make something for you please feel free to let me know. I will need to know everything you would like the image to say. For Backgrounds and other images to be added in to photo I will need to know your interests and will have you IM me on yahoo. I also can make morphs if anyone is interested in one. They are kinda outta style now, but I can still make them, all I need is the 2 photos that is wanted in the morph. Feel Free to message me and let me know what you want and please leave your yahoo messenger ID so I can IM you for information for your Image.

This Looks Quite Amusing (to The Ladies)
999 Ways 2 Say No 2 A "No-Good Man" takes an uncensored look into the ways of the no-good man and exposes him for who he truly is: a dog disguised as a human. While promoting women to think with the head and not with the heart in matters of love, this book unveils what every woman may or may not want to know but needs to know about the canine, who may not currently be in her life, but may someday bring his paws to her doorstep. 999 Ways reveals the internal pollution that allows a woman to tolerate his ways, encouraging her to confront and transform this into strength. It reemphasizes the fact that the very structure of a woman is composed of strength. It is just a matter of finding its location then continuing on with application. From Love 2 Be Defined to the Colorful Commentary and Excerpts of Encouragement, the usage of poetic expression will provoke thought and laughter to uplift the spirit. A.A.D. is the phrase that pays: Acknowledge, Act, Depart. So enter at your risk because on

Dokken-alone Again Lyrics
Verse 1: I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Chorus: ------- Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Chorus: ------- Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. Now the tears, they fall like rain, I'm alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again, without you...

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest!
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 302 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 41 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 19 comments! 4th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 5th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! 6th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Hate Thirds!!
I have been on thirds and split thirds for a few weeks now and it is getting really annoying.... I hate it now I have trouble go out and just getting anything else. I would like to go on split days or second shift for awhile. So I wouldn't be so tired all the time. My boss tells me the reason I'm on thirds all the time is because I don't complain alot about it. I think I might want to start complaining so I can get off it. She also admitted to me that I'm the only manager who truly rotates. That sucks cause that means I'm the one who works every shift.

Stolen From Ur Garden :p
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Welcome To The First Amendment
As you can tell, I'm all for using our basic freedoms and putting them into reality rather watching them from a sheet of paper. It makes us who we are as Americans and as human beings. This species was not meant to be caged, but to be explorers. But with this Goddess given right of ours, knowledge must accompany it. Please keep that in mind as you comment on any of my posts. Who I am: A Southern California native Married, with a beautiful daughter Egyptian Pagan, and proud of it Computer geek, but not your average one. Professional musician Industrial DJ Freelance writer Freelance graphic and web designer But I make my money selling electronics. Some say I'm: Smart Outgoing Talkative when he wants to be but most importantly VERY OPINIONATED Where I stand with issues: A registered member of the Green Party, with centrist beliefs. I believe that the Constitution is there for a reason, and that it is the fundamentals of what our nation is about I believe we sho

Tattoo
been a while since i've had time to visit here been wat too busy at work will update you all later , right now i'm about to jump in the shower and get ready to go out cause at 12 midday i'm getting another session done on my upper thigh quadruple dog zoomorph tattoo will post pics when i get back. see u soon

You Might Be From Parma Oh If????
you might be from parma if?!?!!? Current mood: tired Category: Life You Know Your From Parma When..... you know you're from parma when... Half your friends work at Marc's and the other half don't work. You don't know where the ghetto is but you know it exists since half the kids from your school live there. Everybody tries to pimp out their automatic Cavaliers like they're hot.. Every other lawn is decorated wilth chrome balls or windmills. When Wal-Mart is connected to the mall .You move to the country and have a pond bigger than your whole lot .You get lost walking 3 blocks over to your friend's house because the guy who designed the side streets let his 4 year old son draw the plans for them .All you see are shopping plazas .There are more masses held in Ukranian than there are in English . Pierogies are often used as currency. There is a pizza shop within walking distance. Jimmy Sentz is your hero. Anything you need, you know you can get from Parmatown .You think th

Dr. Ro's New-soul Turkey Meatloaf
Dr. Ro's New-Soul Turkey Meatloaf Looking for a healthier, more distinctive meatloaf? You've found it! Using turkey and tofu helps keep things on the lighter side, while peppers, onions and Worcestershire sauce, plus a tomato topping, offer plenty of savory flavors. Credit: Dr. Ro's Ten Secrets to Livin' Healthy by Rovenia Brock Servings: 6 Ingredients: * Olive oil cooking spray * 2 egg whites * 1/2 pound ground turkey * 1/2 pound firm tofu * 1/2 cup oatmeal * 1 cup chopped onion * 1/2 cup chopped green and red bell pepper, combined * 1/2 cup tomato juice * 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper * 1/2 cup tomato sauce Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly spray a 9 1/2-by-5 1/2-by-3 1/2-inch nonstick loaf pan or glass baking dish with olive oil cooking spray. Beat the egg whites in a small bowl. Blend with all the remaining ingredie

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the f*** is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the f*** would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the f***ing floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new

For My Wife I Love You Babe
I Am Forever Yours... My heart will always bear your name no matter where I go, and years will pass me by yet still my love will always grow.. Along with every breath I make I wish for your embrace, or just to gently place my hands on your angelic face.. Right from the very day we met I knew inside you'll be, the girl who will complete my life and love no one but me.. Your gentle touch, your sweet caress your most endearing eyes, are all the fills my soul with bliss that goes beyond the skies.. More than the time I shall exist my songs for you will play, until the stars all cease to burn my love for you will stay.. And little drops of rain that kiss the earth may fall no more, but until then I'll treasure you and lovingly adore.. Great as the kings of legends told My words will never break, and soon before your eyes unfold a vow that I will make.. Dreams don't come true, or so I thought but then you proved me wr

Reunited After 9 Years
ELIZABETH McVEIGH AND PAUL WAINWRIGHT'S STORY Well where do I start with this one, I will start with day 1: Monday 6th September 1993 we first met at Ellis Guildford School, first day in big school, you know how it is, first day all excite etc. well we got put into our tutor groups, and I was put in with a lad called Paul WainWright, Cant remember our first tutor teacher's name, But anyway, we got on, we were in every class together. Could not get away from Paul, lol, (not really babes) We were very Good friends, then one day we eventually went out with each other. Everything was fine and dandy, all lovie dovie, we even got a bit of shit from other people. then our relationship came to an end, I think it might have been cause of the shit we got. Can’t exactly remember, I think if we did not splitt up, we could have been happily together now, maybe married and a few kids. But it dint turn out like that. But anyway, we dint speak for about a year maybe less. Year 10 came

The Never Ending List
Things to get done before I move in 35 days: Graduate Get my license Pack Finish up the financial aid shit since my parents are fucktards Get rid of all the "extra baggage" in my life (( haha, yep that means you MR, you are now considered my extra baggage. thanks for listening to me cry that night, and not giving a fuck. if you cant give a fuck, why should I? )) Pay all my outstanding bills here with what little money I have left Find a way to buy a car down south Switch over my med records Take pictures of only the most important things to me up here. Leave behind the family (( which i do believe is going to be a huge relieve on me since theyr being twats right now and wont fuckin help with a damn thing)) Try and not to be so cynical. Prepare myself for the utter aloneness of down there. (( since I havent met anyone down there & the one person I thought I could count on... well haha, apparently hes just like the guys up here. )) See some of the m

New Club In Riverside
There is a new club opening up tomarrow night Tues. it is called Klub Foundation. It is a goth,Industrial, EBM, etc. club. it is located in the University Village, building 1201 @ the Ville Itallian Resturant next to the movie theatre. Admission is FREE!!!!! Hope to see you all there!

Vista And Ie7
If you are running Vista and IE7, the ActiveX image Uploader does not work. It will crash your browser. So do not install it. If you did, I can tell you how to disable it. Tools button. Internet Options Programs tab Manage add-ons click on image uploader control and then click disable. Then you will be set. Hope that works for you.

Stolen Moment
*sorry for the typo error Let me lay down on your bed it's a cold night I want your arms around me do you feel the heat? do you feel that something in between me is flowing? So let's take this chance let's take this stolen moment Again and again rock our rythym in the low light I wanna feel you your smooth soft skin now run your fingers to the right places oh baby it feels so good now the heat is rising and my heart is pounding so move a li'l bit fast but please make it last ~diwata~

Another Poem From Andy
I met this very lovely girl, that loved nature , animals , even small ones like squirrels, Let me tell u something new, she has stolen my heart and erased my blue, so believe in fate, cuz it relieves alot of heartache, and heart's weight so i love u and miss u , don't hesitate Love Druid

The Heart
The Heart "Tomorrow morning," the surgeon began, "I'll open up your heart..." "You'll find Jesus there," the boy interrupted. the surgeon looked up, annoyed "I'll cut your heart open," he continued, to see how much damage has been done..." "but when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there," said the boy. The surgeon looked to the parents, who Sat quietly. "When I see how much damage has been done, I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next." "But you'll find Jesus in my heart. The Bible says He lives there. The hymns all say He lives there. You'll find Him in my heart." The surgeon had had enough. "I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart. I'll find damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels. And I'll find out if I can make you well." "You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there." The surgeon left. The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery, "...dam

Two Wolves
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a Battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, Greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false Pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, Kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Valentines Day
Very special man or woman All I need you to do is care for me Love is one special thing Every one needs in their life Now or never is here The key to my heart Is the one who loves and cares for me Neighbors, friends, and loved ones are true Everyday I hear you Say to me you love and care for me Days have come and gone and now it is time Anyway here is what I say Yesterday is gone and today is here Happy Valentines Day Jessica Lynn Cooper

Come Party Wit Us
WHATS UP PPL COME THREW THE NO LIMIT LOUNGE ... and chill for a while the music is hot DJ's are spinning good music aswell ask them to spin my song called " LOVE ME NOW" bye mysterious aight hope to see you there soon

C.s. Lewis
To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket--safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. --C.S. Lewis

For All Who've Fallen On The Field Of Battle
Hell just isn't the same without you [for those not going home] We'd hit the doors with our nonchalant speed... Night after night our routine was simple; the only "fix" we'd need. Yet the days grew longer; it seemed longer than the drought. The heat intensifies...Soon our luck would run out. Day after day we hit the same rat's maze of buildings. It's like the song says, Hell really is for children. I remember following close as you kick the door. Then a blast. As I woke up much later, I realize that run was our last. They sent you home with honor and can you believe ..A Parade! I laugh as I hear; For much like you I can see through the charade. Let the public believe they can win the war, as they bury their son. For this is the staging ground for China. A new cold war has begun! I am just a soldier. For me? Politics? Sorry I can't do. For my friends going home with flags...Hell just ain't the same without you.

How A 7 Yr Old Descrips Sex
!!!!!this is hilarious please read it all!!!!! LIttle Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to hav

Hard Weekend
Hey It's been a hard weekend been filled with thoughts I shall not mention but were beyond the usual SI. I need some strength to be happy again. I am trying to kick myself out of this but it is hard. Stick by my side and I will get through.