I have decided that if I don't have a job by the end of May, I'm moving back to central Kansas. I guess you can say that I have given up. I swore that I wouldn't but there isn't much left that I can do about it. Money is tight enough right now as it is and it's only going to get worse. My quest for love has ended also. The funny thing is that every time I stop looking, men start contacting me. It wouldn't be so bad if the men were good guys but they tend to be married, unemployed, severely overweight, psycho, or just want sex. Like I have said before: Love just isn't in the cards for me.
