we all play games with the ones that we are close to and most of the time there is a point to the hole game try to win and put as much pain into the other persons heart as possable and tear them down to be nothing that they r and push them in the way that u think u would like them to go. and when they become this person that u made them then u no longer care for them anymore and u say its because they r not the same person as u were when we met well i wonder why. as u turn this person that u so called care for into the thing that they r not u take a part of them that u have loved from the start and in turn u become the one on top insted of the bottom. so that says how much u can control urself as to others i allow this person to control me for so long i find myself stairing at the person in the mirror and thinking i dont know u and when they say it dont mean a thing shit has gone down hill from there. seeing myself for this person that i cant think is me or even see me in the picture then i come to realize this isnt me and ive lost the part of myself that made me who i am and that my life has been nothing about me but them and for what to keep something that dosent want to be kept or to be with what im used to well the reason would be very hard to find unless i find myself and to do that i have to take demented steps to the past and catch myself as i was in another time as i would know where to look finding myself cause i was the only one there in my mind and for the better part of it by myself is it true that everything that was once good has to comne to an end if this is so then where is the end i think i found it by looking through myself and so then comes the tricky part what to do and when to start.
