With this blog, I want to talk about sex. Everyone says I have a perverted mind. It's always in the gutter as they say because I'm always saying things that are perverted, or pointing out a perverted reference to something someone else says. It's just how I am.
I don't have much experience with sex. Sure, I've had phone sex a few times. I've cybered. It doesn't mean anything though. I've only had sex once in my life, but the truth is I'm just a regular man just like anyone else. I do want it just as bad, if not more, and I do get horny a lot. It's not so much that I'm waiting for the right woman to come along, but it's mostly that the women who want to give it up to me, I don't want THEM, and the ones I DO want, don't see me in that same light. They see me as a friend. That's my biggest issue. My personality makes it hard for me to be in a relationship I think. Women see me and they know the type of friend they have in me, as opposed to actually feeling an attraction for me. That hurts.
I know some of the most beautiful, sexiest women anyone can meet, in my opinion. You won't see them all on CT and Myspace, but some are there. I enjoy talking to all of them, and I can talk to them about anything. I'm attracted to big women. Women with big breasts and nice asses. However, the woman I'm truly in love with, doesn't feel the same way about me. She's actually a petite woman, with decent sized breasts, and I can't even tell her how I feel about her. It's complicated to explain, but if anyone wants to hear about it, feel free to ask.
