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Woo-hoo I Am Not An Idiot
English GeniusYou scored 92% Beginner, 100% Intermediate, 86% Advanced, and 86% Expert! You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 0% on Beginner You scored higher than 99% on Intermediate You scored higher than 0% on Advanced

Too Addictive....
Dear friends, family, fans, and those I'm a fan of.. When I first signed up with cherry tap, I was warned about how addictive it is. Being new, I thought, "nah... just a website". Boy, was I wrong! After spending a little time here, setting up my so called profile,... I started exploring... blogs... comments... photos... the usual. I found it to be interesting. I found a lot of YOU out there, interesting. Some of us have had some pretty cool convos... others have read some of my fantasies. I have said that i would do this to these people and that to those people, and given the chance, i meant every word of it, i would do it. But during my stay here i fucked up pretty bad. I neglected to mention my Girlfriend. We have been together for just over a year, and it's been a fantastic year... until now. I neglected my girlfriend, spending more time on here than with her. It made her feel uncomfortable. And I never meant for that to happen. I never wanted that to happen. Because

What Art Movement Are You?
You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is. You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of. For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero. You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals. What Art Movement Are You?

I Need Some Advice Please Ladies Or Anyoune Out There
What is meant by the threat of deletion if there is adult,NSFW Pics posted, you cannot be serios, my god I only Just got back on here after having Power problems only to find this............. I am so Distressed,ADMIN OR SOMEONE OUT THERE IN CHARGE PLEASE EXPLAIN

Bi-friendly Play Parties, Unlike Any Other....
Sex Outside The City hosts private members only play parties in the host couple's home in Vallejo, CA. Here is what those who have been to SOTC events have to say: "Fantastic couple and they throw one hell of a party. We've always felt welcome at SOTC and think that they are awesome hosts and fantastic people to know. He is always genuine and she is always sexy and warm." - L&V "Party! Central! The best parties and hosts the lifestyle has to offer. Lots of fun with this cpl, light hearted and a million laughs. Can't wait for the next party. Very classy group and a nice social atmospher too." - S&P "Thank you to S.O.T.C. This was the best party I've ever attended. Everyone was so cool and nice and not to mention sexy as hell. J an J are excellent hosts. Their house was very warm and inviting. Look forward to many more parties there." - S (Baycouples.com review) "Hey J&J I had a great time Sat nite and your group seems like it's a bunch of very friendly folks U'

American Cities That Best Fit You??
American Cities That Best Fit You: 65% Atlanta 65% Washington, DC 60% Austin 50% New York City 45% Chicago Which American Cities Best Fit You? Funny... I'm glad Austin is on the list because I feel best here.... :D

The Gift Of Knowing You
There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you.

Scout-n-skip Chapter 6 News And Computer Polls
Your Favorite Torch For News and Lies DATELINE FRIED DAY: A post office was savagely attacked when postmen refused to deliver a castle shaped box to the Governor's mansion. Reported Damage Skippy -= SM Post =- Mailmen 0 0 Customers 0 224310 Postal Inspectors 0 1 Squirrels 1 Huh ??? Mailed Rotten Cabbage 5 burnt 0 First Class Mail 0 slightly burnt Weapons 0 28223232 Armor 0 2 mail bags Postal Machines & Leps 1 230 SM POLL RESULTS: Skippy fell behind in the polls today when it became known that he is a dead stuffed squirrel. Several lawsuits have been filed, but it is unclear who besides million gold companies are being sued. Skippy is currently still on the ballot and has no plans to drop out. A press release from his campaign manager written on toilet paper says quote "We may be breathing challenged but you won't see us stinking up the place"

What A Week
What a week this is for me, been sick, been sore, been tired, been bored, but this comeing weekend is mine lol, this fri and sat i am going to a pub to listen to regee music, hope i spelled it right, but its a friend of mine tht is am going to go see perform on fri and sat night, then on mon night i go to my 1st concert to see deirks bently, he is coming here to medford oregon and i am thrilled. so what a week i will have.

Concluding Today
to people who may stumble upon this blog and may have questions feel free to email me at newageantihero@aol.com or leave me a message here and ill answer it when i have some free time please keep in mind that some answers may be repeted

Ooooookay...
So I guess I've been a little out of the loop. I knew about the NSFW thing. I figured it would basically work sort of like the "Adult" option. But now I come to find out that the rater and the rated of NSFW pictures will no longer get points? Am I understanding this correctly? This is completely stupid. And I'm sure you all have read several bulletins and blogs on the matter...But dammit. Todays MY day to cause drama and write a ranting blog. I am finding myself more and more and more annoyed with this place. Yes I know this is a free site and everything - And I'm NOT obligated to stay here, BUT I have made way too many friends on this site to just up and leave. Yeah, I know its the net and all, but you grow to actually care about some of the people you socialize with on CherryTap/LostCherry (Whatever it is!), Unless of course you're a cold heartless SOB! /end rant

One-bowl Chocolate Cake With Easy Orange Frosting
Ingredients: * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 1-1/2 cups sugar * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa or HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup water * 3 eggs * 1-1/4 teaspoons baking powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * EASY ORANGE FROSTING(recipe follows) * CHOCOLATE DRIZZLE(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease 13x9x2-inch baking pan. 2. Combine flour, sugar, cocoa, butter, water, eggs, baking powder, baking soda and vanilla in large bowl; beat until smooth. Pour into prepared pan. 3. Bake 25 to 30 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. Frost with EASY ORANGE FROSTING. Drizzle with CHOCOLATE DRIZZLE. 12 to 16 servings. EASY ORANGE FROSTING: Stir together 1 container (16 oz.) vanilla ready-to-spread frosting, 1/2 teaspoon orange extract, 1/8 teaspoon freshly grated orange peel

Peanut-cream Frosted Cocoa Cake
ngredients: * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter or margarine * 1/2 cup shortening * 1 cup water * 1-3/4 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups sugar * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 cup buttermilk * 2 eggs * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * PEANUT BUTTER CREAM(recipe follows) * CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Line two 9-inch round baking pans with wax paper; grease and flour wax paper. 2. Combine first 4 ingredients in saucepan; bring to boil over medium heat, stirring often. Remove from heat. Combine flour, sugar and baking soda in large bowl. Stir in cocoa mixture until blended. Beat in buttermilk, eggs and vanilla until blended. Pour into pans. 3. Bake 22 to 25 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 10 minutes; remove from pans to wire racks. Cool completely. 4. Spread half of PEANUT BUTTER CREAM between layers; spread remaining cream on to

Because Of You
BECAUSE OF YOU........ 1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget ab

Yule
Ultimately, of course, the holiday is rooted deeply in the cycle of the year. It is the winter solstice that is being celebrated, seed time of the year, the longest night and shortest day. It is the birthday of the new Sun King, the Son of God—by whatever name you choose to call him. On this darkest of nights, the Goddess becomes the Great Mother and once again gives birth. And it makes perfect poetic sense that on the longest night of the winter, “the dark night of our souls”, there springs the new spark of hope, the Sacred Fire, the Light of the World, the Coel Coeth. At the winter solstice, the Circle is not yet a Circle; it is a Point. Specifically, it is the point at which spiritual energy manifests itself into the physical world. It is the divine spark, the sacred seed, the single cell, the incarnation, the universe in a mustard seed. In some ways, the Point is more inclusive than the Circle, since the Circle always implies a boundary, and a separation of that which is outsid

Day 2 Plus Cool Christmas Video
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Christmas Is Coming
CHRISTMAS IN AMERICA Husbands with ladders hand lights on their home, As all who have no one feel sad and alone. The churches are full of the faithful that sing, For the birth of our Lord, is a spiritual thing. The sound of Christmas sweetly fills the air, While frantic shoppers hustle from here to there. The windows of storefronts at this time of year, Reflect all their wonders as Christmas draws near. Little ones stand looking with their nose pressed to glass, As model trains on display come speeding past. The path to Santa is lined with girls and boys, With a list in their heart of their favorite toys. The stores shelves are crammed with dolls that crawl or walk, Games, cars, trucks, planes and stuffed toys that sing or talk. The miracle of Christmas comes once a year, When all that we love seems more precious and dear. Christmas is coming and our cards are all maxed. My wife says don't fret, just try to relax. But her car needs breaks, and mine needs ne

Good Friends
there were two bears, one smiled and one frowned. but one hunnypot. and beeping gadgets dont lull me nor does loss so ill stay awake with the beeping of alarmclock purgation. its only fare. (for the next ride) sigh one stone night i remember you both. grinning in talk, 2 young folk songs blaring into the sunset. and i passed thru this room with the energy of speedfreak but to avail at nothing great. to reveal my faces but in letters on the fridge. to show you how i see your eyes in a rainy street. i just want you to be fantastic. with or without a solitare cell.

One Hot Desire
A touch of skin soft and slippery With the hint of hint of sweat We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets As the wind flowed from the window above us Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance To abandon all of our uncertainties You began your work on my lips Probing gently as if drawing sex From a deep well of longing and need Then heated tongues met in the midst Of hot and quickening breath And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts Then intoxicated with those spirits Our clothes found resting place on the floor Piece by piece Until there were no hiding places For the two glistening and wanting bodies Hunger revealed in this hot moment Then skin meshed with skin As the floor became the stage You moved atop of me easily And lowered yourself gently Kissing me as I was filled with you As a gasp broke the kiss Your hands stroked the stray strands Away from my forehead then became entangled Our slow rhythm gave way To urgent and demanding thrusts of pa

About Friends !
Ok, i don't know if ANYONE feel,s like this, but we'll see. I am sooooo sick of people who say they are your friend, then turn out to be just like everyone else. Fake as hell, and out for nothing but their own personal interest's or gain. Where in Sam,s hell are all the FOR REAL people? Why do i have to be able to give you something, or be able to do something for you? Why cant we be friends just because? I'll be the very first to tell ANYONE that i,m not Fabio, i,m not the best looking guy, i,m not built like the Terminator, i,m not rich, i don,t have fancy cars, or lot,s of "bling" but, i AM a very sincere person, i have a heart of gold, if someone will take the time and effort to get to know ME, i am VERY honest and will not lie, i will tell you just like it is, and wont pull punches or mince words just to make you feel better. If you don,t want to hear the truth, then ya BETTER NOT ask me !! Be my friend, through thick or thin, and you can bet you'll get exactly the same thing back

The Soldier
The Soldier The soldier stood and faced God Which must always come to pass He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn'

Triple Layer Cheesecake
Ingredients: * CHOCOLATE CRUMB CRUST(recipe follows) * 3 packages (8 oz. each) cream cheese, softened * 3/4 cup sugar * 3 eggs * 1/3 cup dairy sour cream * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Butterscotch Chips, melted* * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips, melted* * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Premier White Chips, melted* * TRIPLE DRIZZLE(recipe follows, optional) Directions: 1. Prepare CHOCOLATE CRUMB CRUST. Heat oven to 350°F. 2. Beat cream cheese and sugar in large bowl until smooth. Add eggs, sour cream, flour, vanilla and salt; beat until smooth. Stir together 1-1/3 cups batter with melted butterscotch chips in medium bowl; pour into prepared crust. In another medium bowl, stir together 1-1/3 cups batter with melted chocolate chips; pour over butterscotch layer. Stir together remaining batter with melted white chips; stir until smooth. Pour over chocolat

Fakes
I just had to let this out. It's been bothering my insides. Last friday online I was chatting with someone and I looked at the pics and normally I don't look at penis' some if they let me know ahead of time. But anyway, I looked rated and commented on his pics. We got to talking about what he did for a living. Now remember I saw him naked. It turns out that this guy lives down the street from me and since than he has taken off all his pics and removed his name and no longer chats. I saw him in our local food store. He was so embarassed. Now come on why be a coward now. It's not like I'm going to tell your superiors what you do online is your business. I guess the moral of this is don't get caught faking. Oh and I posted it on this bulletin because I didn't think it would work in a blog. He hasn't revoked my friendship. If you're gonna put it out there someone is going to see it. I am posting it here so I get the points and an E for effort.

Roses Are Red
Roses are red Violets are blue Words can't express How I feel about you My hair is brown My blood is red My heart is as fragile As a small baby's head The sun is yellow The grass is green Not once to me Have you ever been mean Some cars are big Some cars are small I'd rather be friends Than nothing at all

The Stuttering Kitty
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... and before he could say "Fuck off," the rottweiler ate him!"

Roar
My tummy hurts. And anthonys being mean to me on 2way -growls- I work to much i need a vacation. Seriously. ♥ ♥ ♥ I have a stalker. But hes hot so he can stalk me haha. Im his stalker too. -stalks anthony- roar. Some people on here are seriously idiots. :) And ignorant. Who wants to do the rest of my wrapping for me? Cause i sure the hell dont. Mhmm. Im thinking i wanta go to maryland :) haha.

The Net
THE NET I MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE LAST ONE TO GIVE THE INTERNET A TRY I'LL BE THE FIRST TO ADMIT, TECHNOLOGY HAD PASSED ME BY MY SON WAS IN THE NAVY IN THE PERSIAN GULF OVERSEAS THIS WAS THE FASTEST WAY TO COMMUNICATE WITH ME I REALIZED SOMETHING HAD TO BE DONE I WAS WORRIED ABOUT THE SAFETY OF MY SON A COUPLE YEARS LATER, I'M STILL CONFUSED AS CAN BE I'M NOT ALWAYS SURE ABOUT A DOWNLOAD OR, AN MP3 SO, TO TRY AND STAY IN THE PRESENT AN NOT APPEAR A FOOL I'VE BEEN TRYING TO MAKE THE COMPUTER, A USEFUL TOOL NOW YEARS AGO, WHEN I WENT TO SCHOOL ALL THE SMART KIDS USED SOMETHING CALLED A SLIDE RULE. I CAN'T COMPLAIN ANY ABOUT USING THE INTERNET THERE'S SO MANY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE THAT, I HAVE MET. MY COMPUTER IS OUTDATED, SO I'VE BEEN TOLD. LOL KIND OF LIKE ME, I'M FEELING OLD! CHRIS

Character One
A male witch raised to an independant tradition. He has just come into his Magik within the last 5 years. He is engaged to character two. He is about five foot six and one hundred and fifty pounds. He is a cat person and owns three of them. He grew up in the south but has recently moved to his fiancee's town.

How Do You Feel?
Thursday, December 7, 2006 How do you feel? It may seem that the way you feel depends on how things are going in your life and in the world in general. Yet the exact opposite is true. The way things are going in your life depends on how you choose to feel. Your feelings are your most sincere expectations. Every part of your life picks up on those expectations. Your thoughts, your actions, your words, and the results that come from them all take their cue from the way you feel. Some people see a challenging situation and feel dismayed. Others will see the same exact situation and know that they can choose to feel energized and inspired. Life does not arbitrarily impose itself on you. Rather, through your feelings, you select which of life's many offerings you wish to accept. How do you choose to feel about things? Whatever it is, that is the way your life will play out. -- Ralph Marston

Spirits Of The Dead....
Thy soul shall find itself alone 'Mid dark thoughts of the grey tomb-stone -- Not one, of all the crowd, to pry Into thine hour of secrecy: Be silent in that solitude Which is not loneliness -- for then The spirits of the dead who stood In life before thee are again In death around thee -- and their will Shall then overshadow thee: be still. For the night -- tho' clear -- shall frown -- And the stars shall look not down, From their high thrones in the Heaven, With light like Hope to mortals given -- But their red orbs, without beam, To thy weariness shall seem As a burning and a fever Which would cling to thee for ever : Now are thoughts thou shalt not banish -- Now are visions ne'er to vanish -- From thy spirit shall they pass No more -- like dew-drop from the grass: The breeze -- the breath of God -- is still -- And the mist upon the hill Shadowy -- shadowy -- yet unbroken, Is a symbol and a token -- How it hangs upon the trees, A mystery of m

Holy... Do I Ever!
~I HAVE A BIG CRUSH~ I want to tell her she's beautiful and such; But I dont wanna say too much, Because, right now, its jus a big crush. I want to pass a kiss on and all that kissy mush; I only hope it wouldn't be asking too much. Floating together in passion clouds and wanderlust; I dont think I'm dreaming too much, Cause this boi's got a BIG crush

Go Me
You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.Tongue Piercing90%Earlobe Piercing90%Dirty Piercings90%Belly Button Piercing80%Labret Piercing70%Cartilage Piercing50%Nose Piercing50%Nipples50%Lip Piercing50%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Ladies This A Must Read!!!
THIS IS FOR YOU LADIES WHO HAVE A MAN AND THIS IS FOR YOU LADIES THAT DONT HAVE A MAN AND WANT ONE ILL EXPLAIN AT THE BOTTOM WHEN YOU FINISH READING THIS...PEACE...LOVE...AND SHROOMS...LOL ASK YOUR MAN..."BABY WHAT DO I DO FOR YOU???" AND IF HE TRUELY LOVES YOU, HE SHOULD SAY... "OH, SWEETHEART LISTEN." "YOU MAKE ME SMILE FROM MY HEART." "YOUR SOUL PASSES THROUGH MINE ALL THE TIME." "SOME TIMES IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,I WAKE UP OUT OF A DREAM WHERE I WAS HOLDING YOU AND THEN WHEN I REALIZE IT WAS ONLY A DREAM,I START TO CRY." "BUT I DONT CRY FOR ME, I CRY FOR YOU BECAUSE, I KNOW THAT THERE'S NO ONE WHO CAN EVER LOVE YOU LIKE I DO." "THATS WHAT YOU DO FOR ME, AND YOU MAKE ME REALIZE THAT THERE IS A GOD UP THERE, AND THAT HE LOVES ME SO MUCH, THAT HE TOOK TIME OUT OF HIS BUSY SCHEDULE TO MAKE YOU FOR ME." "THATS WHAT YOU DO FOR ME." "NOW LET ME DO SOME THING FOR YOU, LET ME BE THAT FAIRY-TALE MAN FOR YOU, SWEETHEART." NOW IF YOUR MAN SAYS ANTHING C

Operation Save An Angel
PUSH ME TO WIN..... YOUR COMMENTS (MORE THAN ONE IS ALLOWED) AND YOUR RATES ARE NEEDED. SEEMS I HAVE A CLOSE RUN HERE WITH ANOTHER CONTESTANT. SO PLEASE STOP BY EVERY SO OFTEN AND BOMB THIS PIC LIKE HELL. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT NO FAVOR IS LEFT BEHIND. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR WHEN ASKED TO. CLICK ME!!

Confusin
my friend invited me here and i am all for a 18 and over pages...means i dont have to worry about kids (hopefully) lol anyways now im confused cause im trying to get into the chat rooms but it seems i cant find anything...i just might be stupid or something but anyways....i guess ill just keep on exploring to see where this is going to lead me..

Texas Pecan Chicken Recipe.
Ingredients: 4 boneless, skinless chicken breasts 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 8 ounces fresh mushrooms, chopped 1/2 small onion, diced or 6 green onions 2 tablespoons butter 4 ounces cream cheese, softened 1 tablespoon French style mustard 1 tablespoon snipped fresh thyme or 1 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 cup butter, melted 1 1/2 cups finely diced Texas pecans 1 cup fine bread crumbs 1/4 cup minced fresh parsley Directions: On hard surface with meat mallet, pound chicken to 1/4 inch thickness. Sprinkle with salt and pepper. Sauté mushrooms and onions in butter. Cool. Mix with cream cheese, mustard and thyme. Divide into 4 equal portions and spread on each piece of chicken. Fold over ends and roll up, pressing edges to seal. Mix pecans, bread crumbs and parsley in a bowl. Dip chicken in butter, then into crumbs, turning to coat. Place on greased baking sheet seam side down. Bake at 350 degrees for 35 minutes or until done. Makes 4 servings. Serv

Santa Claus: An Engineer's Perspective
Santa Claus: An engineer's perspective There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million (according to the Population Reference Bureau). At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household that comes to 108 million homes, presuming that there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him, get back up th

Creative Mind
The following is an excerpt from a book by Ernest Holmes "Creative Mind". It focuses on the power of our thoughts. I hope you enjoy! Man is surrounded by a great universal thought power which returns to him always just as he thinks. So plastic, so receptive is this mind, that it takes the slightest impression and moulds it into conditions. There are two things in man which his thought affects, his body and his environment. At all times he is given absolute control over these two things, and from the effect of his thought upon them he cannot hope to escape. At first, being ignorant of this fact, he binds himself by a misuse of the laws of his being; but as he begins to see that he himself is responsible for all that comes to him on the path of life, he begins to control his thought, which in its turn acts on the universal substance to create for him a new world. The great soul is learning more and more to dare to fling out into Mind a divine idea of hims

1 More Day
PLEASE REPOST !!!!! CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY DEC.10 @ 9 PM CENTRAL TIME. PLEASE BOMB AWAY ! OK U GUESSED IT ..I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST(SEXIEST LADY ON CT) AND I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE !! COMMENT BOMB IS YOU LIKE :) GETS YOU CHERRY POINTS TOO. I APPRECIATE THE VOTING. Y'ALL ARE THE BEST ! IT STARTED DECEMBER 3 AND GOES UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY DECEMBER 10TH. JUST CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO VOTE FOR ME !

I Deserve A First-class Seat!:-))
A blonde gets on an airplane and sits down in the first class section of the plane. The stewardess rushes over to her and tells her she must move to coach because she doesn't have a first class ticket. The blonde replies, "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job, and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica." The disgusted stewardess gets the head stewardess who asks the blonde to leave. The blonde yet again repeats "I'm blonde, I'm smart, I have a good job and I'm staying in first class until we reach Jamaica." The head stewardesses doesn't even know what to do at this point because they still have to get the rest of the passengers seated to take off; the blode is causing a problem with boarding now, so the stewardess gets the copilot. The copilot goes up to the blonde and whispers in her ear. She immediately gets up and goes to her seat in the coach section. The head stewardess asks the copilot in amazement what he said to get her to move to her correct seat. The copi

Go Gitcha Momma
A redneck family from the hills was visiting the city and they were in a mall for the first time in their lives. The father and son were strolling around while the wife shopped. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny, silver walls that could move apart and then slide back together again. The boy asked, "Paw, what's at?" The father (never having seen an elevator) responded, "Son, I dunno. I ain't never seen anything like that in my entire life, I ain't got no idea'r what it is" While the boy and his father were watching with amazement, a fat old lady in a wheel chair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched the small circular number above the walls light up sequentially. They continued to watch until it reached the last number and then the numbers began to light in the reverse order. Then the wal

The Feast Of Vultures
The Feast of Vultures ~Voltaireine de Cleyre~ Behold, behold, How a man is grown! A cry hurled high 'gainst a scaffold's joist! The Voice o Defiance - the loud, wild Voice! Whirled Through the world, A smoke-wreath curled (Breath 'round hot kisses) around a fire! See! the ground hisses With red-streaming blood-clots of long-frozen ire, Waked by the flyin Wild voice as it passes; Groaning and crying, The surge of the masses Rolls and flashes With thunderous roar - Seams and lashes The livid shore - Seams and lashes and crunches and beats, And drags a ragged wail to its howling retreats! Swift, swift, swift, 'Thwart the boold-rain's fall, Through the fire-shot rigt Of the broken wall, The prophet-crying The storm-song sighing, Flies - and grom under Night's lifted pall, Swarming, menace ten million darts, Uplifting fragments of human shards! Ah, white teeth chatter, And dumb jaws fall, While winged fires scatter Till gloom gulfs all Save the

Fear And Loathing Of The Federal Government
Ok yanks, here it is, The US constitution has no amendment giving the federal government the right to tax your income, IN FACT the supreme court has ruled twice that a private citizens personal wage cannot be taxed by the federal government. So in short, it is ILLEGAL Canadians, guess what, we're getting fucked by the bureaucratic weenie as well After seeing the documentary "America: Freedom to fascism" (which explains in great detail that there is no law requiring an american citizen to file a 1040 or pay a federal income tax on his personal wage) I decided to go digging through our tax code, and guess what.. Remember the British north America act, they drilled us with that shit in grade 9 or 10, well according to sections 91 and 92 of the BNA the government is not allowed to tax our personal wage. In Canada income tax was introduced as a temporary measure during WW1, Incidently right around the time the americans turned over monatary control of their country to the feder

Break Up
Break Up That moment when you held my hand, When you captured me with your eyes. WHen you gave me something so grand, I never knew your love and words were all just lies. THat night when we had that moonlight walk, When you slowly lifted my chin and kissed me. When we had that in-depth talk, I never knew it was just a joke you see. That fantasy that we had once share, When we had a joining heart. When I thought you actually care, I never knew you'll break me apart. That lie that you've retold to many hearts, When you told me, I thought you meant it. WHen I thought we'll never part, I never knew you didn't mean it, not one bit. That red rose that you had given to me, When I look now, it's no longer there. When I thought our love was meant to be, I never knew you'll stop to care. That sweet poem that you had written for me, When I look at it there's only tears. When you wrote "meant to be," I never knew I'll face these fears. That unforgettable d

Little Johnny Strikes Again
Little Johnny was a foul mouthed little kindergardner. The teacher, Mrs. Smith, didn't like talking to him or calling on him because every time he opened his mouth he ended up in the principles office. One week Mrs. Smith was teaching about the five senses. On Wednesday was Taste. She brought in three meat dishes. All the kids had blindfolds and each got a piece of meat of the first plate. Mrs Smith asked "Can anyone tell me what kind of meat that was?" Nobody raised their hand except Johnny. Against her better judgement she said OK Johnny. He said "That was Beef". Then came the second plate. Mrs Smith again asked "Can anyone tell me what kind of meat that was?" Again, nobody raised their hand except Johnny. She asked if anybody else know the answer thinking that one good answer from Johnny was about all she could expect. Still no hands. Against her better judgement she said OK Johnny. He said "That was Chicken". Then came the third and final plate. Mrs Smith passed out the meat and ag

Poem: Reflection
Close your eyes, dear sweet one. Close them and forget this. Forget about me. About your drama ridden reality… Your suicide notes and butterfly kisses… Bullets to the head and kissing the world a fond fare thee well. Your desire…it was strong. I could feel it crawl along my skin. Seep into my veins. Screaming…and you never bothered to listen. You never gave in… You never sought to have the pleasure of living… How can I look at you? How can I not be ashamed? Ashamed for you…with you…because of you. Its all your fault. And you never answered me back. Not a word to utter to me… My reflection was always the quiet one.

My Autobiography.
( + - Your Autobiography - + ) Part 1: The Birth of You 01. Do you know what month you were conceived?: April I guess 02. Were you a planned baby?: no 03. Were you the first?: no 04. Did your mother have an easy or difficult pregnancy?: easy 05. Were you premature or late?: late 06. What hospital were you born in?: TRAH 07. How long was your mother in labor?: no idea 08. Who was present at your birth?: my dad 09. Were your parents married when you were born?: yes 010. What was your birthdate?: January 31st 011. What day were you born?: Monday 012. How much did you weigh?: 7 lbs 4 oz 013. What were the names your parents considered for you?: I have no idea, my mom told me once what my dad wanted and it was bad, so luckily they didn't take that. 014. What name did they finally decide on?: Jennifer Ashlee 015. Were you christened?: yes Part 2: The Family 016. How would you describe your family?: fun 017. Which side of your family are you closest to (your mum or your

Coyote
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sadness And Loss
I just found out tonight that one of my best friends from the Air Force was killed in a car accident in Oregon last week. So please forgive me and understand that I may not be in the best sorts for a while. Rest in Peace Elena... I will miss your friendship!!!!

"yeah I Fucked Her..... So?
IT'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find a $20.00 bill on the ground * make-out with the person you like * find the love you always wanted BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "yeah i fucked her..... so? "FUCK U BITCH.........AND I FUCKIN HOPE U READ THIS" "I admit I sucked his dick " "BEST WAY TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "so what, i licked her pussy" ''Baby I want you back, im sorry '' "the rumors are true...i do" BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs

Omfg
well as some know i suposidly dislocated my knee and relocated it all in one shot. doc said it wld b fine in a couple days no more swelling nothin, well a few hours later my knee doubled in size so i had to go in to emerg cause cld barely walk. they did x-rays and i was told i not only dislocated it but tore the ligimant in my knee....really sux cause for the next couple days he said i am to take it easy lots of drugs and ice...lmao i still need to do my christmas shoppin....so this should b some fun hahaaaaaaaaa

Christmas Upgrades
After all this freakin work.. I'll finally have money for a few pc upgrades. I'll be going dual core 939 operton soon. Finally! lmao Getting a new dvd burner cuz that benq died on me on the other pc. And getting a bluetooth headset for this pc. I'll see how good it is.. lmao The headset was on sale and I had to get it finally! hahah upgrades cost me around $250 I went ahead and got this instead of that jewerly and other crap.. i'd probably not give away. Then again.. I could have got that sweet watch for $250 too! lmao

Cuffs
Well,I still didnt get my handcuffs on me or you.What happened to good old -fashion kink?Why does it seem like everyone in this day and age say they like kink but then up going the vanilla route? Well not me,I want some kink damn it and I want it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Vanilla is getting boring(not that it's not nice once in awhile,dont get me wrong).I mean a person can only take so much vanilla in their life.Take me to the 'candy shop' and let me explore.Even if it's the handcuffs or candle wax,it's a start,right?

Tears Fall
I try so hard to fight back the tears It doesn't work it never has They just fall on their own Like a waterfall Old memories come back up And the tears take over I don't want to cry But i just can't help it There's too much stuff i left held back in my heart I can't open up It hurts too much No one understands They just tell me to suck it up Well i have news for them One day they'll be a wreck like i am now And i won't help them They didn't listen Which made me who i am I hate to cry I always tell myself i won't Then what do i do? I cry

Wait...
So, I lied. I do kinda know what's bothering me. I just don't want to burden everyone with too many complaints like I usually do. I put details in my other blog for your reading pleasure...or not. You decide. Here's the link: http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=26115389

Work And Assorted Piss Me Offs....
So what is it really? When you give folks your work number if they need to get ahold of you at what point does that signify that you really have nothing to do at work than to sit on the phone and jaw with people??? How does that thought process work? I'm very flexible with email, as you can walk away from email and return with little interruption. More over, when you DO tell people that you can email, as that let's you work, email them, and continue to deal with the things that crop up......what do they do??? THEY CALL YOU!!!!! The conversation starts out as "Are you mad??? Do you not want me to call you? Do you not wanna talk??".......no.....I'm....WORKING!! Ye Gods! (Sacara will get that one) It's a fairly easy formula....if you email...and I email back, I can email you. If I call or ask you to call.....I can talk. If I don't...I can't....fairly simple, you would think. Well that's the end of today's rant.

Fundamental Difference Ii
A young woman was about to finish her first year of college. Like so many others her age she considered herself to be a very liberal Democrat and was for distribution of all wealth. She felt deeply ashamed that her father was a rather staunch Republican -- which she expressed quite openly. One day she was challenging her father on his beliefs and his opposition to higher taxes on the rich and more welfare programs. In the middle of her heart felt diatribe based upon the lectures from her professors at school, he stopped her and asked her point blank, "How are you doing in school?" She answered rather haughtily that she had a 4.0 GPA, and let him know that it was tough to maintain. That she had to study all the time, never had time to go out and party like other people she knew. She didn't even have time for a boyfriend and didn't really have many college friends because of spending all her time studying. That she was taking a more difficult curriculum. Her father listen

Wonderland
Wonderland Eyes dancing, prancing, catching sunlight like jewels – so very alive. Life is his candy store, tasting and touching everything, like Alice, when she went to Wonderland, meeting the freaks and the pixies, being everything, everywhere, until Wonderland is no longer the perpetual Christmas, and, like Alice, he’s falling through a seemingly endless black hole somewhere between heaven and hell, life and death, where darkness is the only thing known. Will he hit the bottom, touch the ground, go through the looking glass, or fall forever ‘till he’s so lost he cannot remember his world, his life. Sometimes the dancing eyes, like crystal balls, seem to say everything and mean nothing, seem to reveal the pain, while chronicling the apathy. His laugh floats across the air, soaring above my heart, sometimes deep and hearty, sometimes manic and cackling. And I watch him, his grubby nicotine-stained fingers clutching my heart, his sad twisted mind unreachable, u

The 12 Politically Correct Days Of Christmas ;)
On the 2th day of the Eurocentrically imposed midwinter festival, my Significant Other in a consenting adult, monogamous relationship gave to me: TWELVE males reclaiming their inner warrior through ritual drumming, ELEVEN pipers piping (plus the 8-member pit orchestra made up of members in good standing of the Musicians Equity Union as called for in their union contract even though they will not be asked to play a note), TEN melanin deprived testosterone-poisoned scions of the patriarchal ruling class system leaping, NINE persons engaged in rhythmic self-expression, EIGHT economically disadvantaged female persons stealing milk-products from enslaved Bovine-Americans, SEVEN endangered swans swimming on federally protected wetlands, SIX enslaved Fowl-Americans producing stolen non-human animal products, FIVE golden symbols of culturally sanctioned enforced domestic incarceration, (NOTE: after members of the Animal Liberation Front threatened to throw r

Armed Robber, 7, In Lego Heist
Police in Florida are looking for a little girl, aged about seven, who tried to steal Lego at knife-point. The girl pulled a knife on a cashier at a Wal-Mart store in Largo as she tried to walk out with two boxes of Lego. Police say the girl, aged about seven or eight, hid the toys under her coat and tried to walk out, reports Tampabays10.com. A store employee approached the child, asking her to turn over the Lego blocks. Police say the little girl then opened her jacket and pulled out a 10ins carving knife. The employee talked the girl into putting down the knife and the toys. The girl then rode away on her bicycle.

Santa's Reindeer's Are Female!!!!!
According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the Spring. Therefore, according to every historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, every single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen HAD TO BE A GIRL! We should've known only women, while pregnant, would be able to drag a fat man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost!

Be Back Soon
FIRST OF ALL TO THE HATERS AND ASSHOLES- Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts AND TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND THE SELECT FEW WHO HAVE MADE IT TO MY "FAMILy" - Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts I WILL BE BACK SOON - I JUST NEED TO GET OFFLINE FOR A LITTLE BIT... THAT SAID, THIS IS TO THOSE THAT WILL BE SNOOZING WHEN I COME BACK ONLINE: Get Greetings Graphics Comments codes Myspace Code Generators Layouts

Clash Within
turn your back on me and get what you get so many wasted days I wish we hadnt met now this tears down the walls broken things lay me down follow me down as i rise above clash within spirit up you never told me things that could change your mind left in a world of darkness going blind feelings of hatred will never pass wishing bad things rain upon anyone who crosses my path happiness for you is something i wont allow curses in the night is all you have now

Fill Out And Return To Me Plz!!!
> 1. Your Name: > 2. Age: > 3. Favorite position (s) ?: > 4. Do you think i'm hot?: > 5. Would you have sex with me?: > 6. lights on or off?: > 7. Would you have to be drunk?: > 8. Would you take a shower with me?: > 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: > 10. Would you leave after or stay the night?: > 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?: > 12. Condom or skin?: > 13. Do you give Oral pleasures?: > 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?: > 15. Have sex on the first date?: > 16. Would you kiss me during sex?: > 17. Do you think I would be good in bed?: > 18. Three sum?: > 19. Anal yes/no?: > 20. How many times would you like to cum?: > 21. Would you use me as a booty call?: > 22. Do you like fore play?: > 23. What is fore play to you?: > 24. Can we take pictures of the act?: > 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?:

Win A 'twisted Christmas'
BraveWords.com along with SonyBMG are giving away five copies of TWISTED SISTER's A Twisted Christmas CD. To enter the Twisted Sister CD giveaway - simply send an email to MitchMinute@aol.com (subject Twisted X-mas) with your name and mailing address by noon (EST) Dec. 20th. Winners will be chosen at random. The prize has no cash value and no substitutions are allowed. To view Twisted Sister's latest video, 'Oh Come All Ye Faithful' (both animated and non-animated versions), head to this location. BraveWords.com is currently streaming the song on our BraveTunes player. http://link.brightcove.com/services/player/bcpid315802020

Just A Mom?
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in

Still Up
Once again it's pat 4am and I'm up it's just so hard to go right to bed after work. I didn't get out till 2am I got there at 4pm. I don't mind the overtime is nice my last check had 90 hours on it. The only problem is I feel so tired in the morning but once I'm up for a couple hours I'm up till 3-4 in the morning....

Blahhh
Im on my way to work. Oh the joy. I couldnt sleep last night. I finally fell asleep at like 5 and just kept waking up every 20 mins. Then i had pretty horrible dreams which i dont even want to think about. Now ive got work for a while yay me. I need to call danielle and talk to her before i get all sad again. Its alright we have a plan. ♥ I jammed my finger and it all hurts and stuff. Blah. Im effin cold and i dont know why, i have clothes on, the heats on, it might have something to do with the fever i have. Blah. Have a good day.

Automatic Videos And Music
I usually have music playing or an audiobook going or have soemthing I'm watching while working on the computer. I use a docked laptop. When a video autocatically starts on a web page, it takes over the main monitor full screen. Every time I reset Microsoft media player not to do that, it does it again after the next reboot. Please people, consider leaving a control in your page coding so a person can decide whether to listen/view or not. The hero was just about to find out who the villain was in my audiobook and I get rap blaring at me out of the computer. Sorry, but unless I'm feeling very very very patient, if music or video automatically plays on your page it will be closed immediately. On a rant... Steven

As An Illinois Girl I Love This Lol
Three men were sitting together bragging about the duties they had given their new wives. The first man married a woman from Alabama, and bragged that he told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and housecleaning that needed to be done. He said that it took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house, and the dishes were all washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Florida. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, the dishes, and the cooking. He said that the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the third day, his house was clean, the dishes were done, and he had a huge dinner on the table. The third man married an Illinois girl. He boasted that he told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, the dishes washed, the lawn mowed, the laundry washed, and hot food on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day

Why Couples Don't Have Sex........funny Shit
why couples don't have sex........funny shit Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in

Christmas Cookies
Christmas Cookie Recipe It's never too early for Christmas cookies. Christmas cookie recipe worth sharing.... 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup . just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor..... by the way, that is your excreise for the day, so yuo dont havee to w;lak. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it l

I Feel Like Shit
Well I guess I'm just hateful bitch according to Dallas. We've never gotten into a fight or anything until today. It started last night when I realized that he had gone upstairs to get the kids something to eat and give Tara her medicine and hadn't come back and it had been an hour. So I need to wash the color and stuff out of my hair and shower so I went upstairs with my stuff and he's sitting in the den watching Ultimate Fighting or whatever it is and I say "Do you ever watch anything else anymore. Everytime you turn the TV on you watch this stuff." And I was not being an ass, I was just giving him a hard time like we always do with each other. Well he says, not in a mean way but nontheless hurtful way, "I came up here to leave you alone so I could watch this and not hear you bitch so move along." and he kinda shooed me away. Now granted we give each other hell all the time because thats the way we are with each other, but that really really hurt my feelings. So I just

Take This Freak Test; Are You Or Aren't You?
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITTARIUS 9.PICK A PLACE YOU WOULD HAVE SEX AT OUT OF T

Holiday Rules
Tired of people telling you how to get through the holidays without gaining ten pounds? Bah humbug! Here are tips to really enjoy the next week 1. About those carrot sticks. Avoid them. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum-balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single- malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that is has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnogaholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4.

Rambling Thought For The Day
This blog is not in anyway directed at anyone, nor is it saying that I don't adore my friends online. I thing each and everyone one of them has brought something into my life..good or bad. These are just random thoughts I've been feeling the past few days. Do you think our lives were more or less complicated before the computer craze? For me I only started using the computer about 5 years ago. Now I can't do without it only b/c of my sites and such. But I often wonder if it's enhanced my life any? SO it has enhanced my life a lot as far as that goes as well. But Not only has it become another chore on an already "too big" chore list of my daily things to do, but it's also taken time away from things I used to do. I know I used to spend more time outside before I started playing and working on the computer. I often wonder if I would leave the house more, if I would read more, and a number or other things more. I seriously have come across actually feeling bad if I don't talk to t

Destiny Reading For Jaci~ To Know Me Is To Understand
Sun in Scorpio: For you, Jaci, this lifetime revolves upon the theme of experiencing your emotional depths, and penetrating the surface of life to explore the hidden, dark, secret or taboo. What lurks in the shadows or in the inner depths of the human soul is what concerns you, and it is your task to become aware of and express what you find hidden there. What society at large may fear or repress, you are fascinated with and drawn to experience and understand. This may include both a fear of and absorption with death and the mysterious side of life, delving into the politics of sexuality and power and experiencing strong, "dark" emotions such as passion, jealousy, revenge or a desire for control. At times you may feel like a misfit, that your yearnings, desires, and true inclinations are somehow wrong or bad, or even that you are bad. You could take on a social persona which is dark and hints at something sinister (such as always wearing black, going out only at night...).

Awesome Music
ok if you guys on cherrytap like good music then here's some good songs for you Rebirthing by Skillet, Let Go by Red, Monster by Meg and Dia, Moonlet by Falling Up, Porcilain Heart (I hope I spellt that right but whatever) by Barlowgirl, Helena by My Chemical Romance, Lips of an Angel by Hinder (that's my b/f/f/e's song), Broken by Seether, The One Thing I Have Left by Hawk Nelson, and last but not least Cassie by Flyleaf!!!!!! ROCK ON to all those who love music as much as I do

For A Friend
And through the night, I lay as if dead, and within the walls of my mind, its your image that i find. Burning bright to fight the cold, and keep me safe where you cannot hold. The sun is mine, a gift I give, but all the while its short to live. I have been lacking and so I beg, for forgivness for the words I dreg. I lay at night a waist in sighs, for the future that always lies, just out of crasp or so it seems, at least that is how it is in dreams. For A Friend on CT!

Perfume And Men
So I am in the process of getting sexified for the day, as I so modestly (and jokingly) like to call it LoL, and I am trying to decide which perfume to wear. You may never guess it, but I am a big perfume addict and have a ton of different perfumes. Anyway, as I am trying to choose, I realized that different perfumes remind me of different boys. Apparently during the time I was with them I must of worn that certain perfume all the time. Just thought I'd share

Tommorrow Is A Sad And Special Day...
I dont know the whole behind this little girl being laid to rest tomorrow but please say a short prayer for her and her family... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=503526&albumid=146622&i=1610204950 Shes the TRUE angel here....Not me....And I am more than happy and proud to relinquish that title to her...I can tell she was a special little girl and that will be missed by friends and family alike.... All I ask is that you take a moment out of your busy schedule to remember her tomorrow at some point... Thanks, Alison P.S. I found out more but here is the link to the blog of her uncle...Please go read it and leave a message of prayer or whatever... http://cherrytap.com/blog.php?blogid=34880&pid=133044#

Days Of Power
THE DAYS OF POWER In the past, when people lived with Nature, the turning of the seasons and the monthly cycle of the Moon had a profound impact on religious ceremonies. Because the Moon was seen as a symbol of the Goddess, ceremonies as adoration and magick took place in its light. The coming of Winter, the first stirrings of Spring, the warm Summer and the advent of Fall were also marked with rituals. The Witches, heirs of the pre-Christian folk religions of Europe, still celebrate the Full Moon and observe the changing of the seasons. The Pagan religious calendar contains 13 Full Moon celebrations and eight Sabbats or days of power. Four of these days (or, more properly, nights) are determined by the Solstices and Equinoxes, the astronomical beginnings of the seasons. The other four ritual occasions are based on old folk festivals. The rituals give structure and order to the Pagan year, and also remind us of the endless cycle that will contin

My Mentel Age
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What’s Your Mental Age? MY RESULT:Twentysomething Like a young adult, you’ve got a pretty mature perspective on the world, but you still know how to have fun. Congratulations! That's a fine perspective of the world to have. Just don't get too carried away and start drinking cappucinos and listening to Jack Johnson. Take This Quiz!

Love Comes
Dreams come with a sweet haze, we think to never fade away. How sad it is, When reality chases it aside. But we hold to the thought- this idea of happiness- sure we can earn it's grace. Someday we will find peace in that strange place we call the human heart. Wonderfully enough- Love does come. And when it is gone, it leaves it's trace- a memory to look upon, and smile.

The Picnic
Penny the Peppermint Poodle And Perry the Purple Peacock Walked with a pair of parasols To play in the park down the block They packed a picnic with a peach A pear, a prune and a pickle There was a piece of pie for each And a piece of pumpernickel Their pink pal Pete the Parakeet Prepared pizza and plum strudel For Perry the Purple Peacock And Penny the Peppermint Poodle

Desired Gift
For Christmas I don't want your guilt nor do I want your pity for the only thing I ask for is to hear the Angels sing I want to hear the Angels singing in rejoice that day that a miracle has occured in the most wonderful way For all I want to hear is that my Father will be okay and that will be my greatest gift this coming Christmas day So to church I went tonight and lit a candle for him as my Christmas gift to my Father with a heart oh so true So I will keep hoping and praying as well too that on Christmas day a miracle will come true

I'm Just Reposting...
...is not a valid excuse for reposting stupid bulletins. The way I see it, if you repost a bulletin without comments of your own, you are essentially agreeing with the original poster. If you only repost shit because "their (sic) my friend, and thats what friends do," you're an idiot.

Shattered Princess
Shattered Princess Once upon a time... A little girl was born, so tiny, no hope was given for her to survive, Yet she beat the odds.. Some around her where afraid to love her in fear she would die. Snow white hair, soft like the clouds framed her delicate face. She rode around on her fathers shoulders.. The thrown of the princess, beaming with love, His prayer was answered. Daddy's little girl was a gift from above A fathers love, precious and cherished in her little heart. One day A life was changed forever. by the passing of her Dad, she was only 4 A cruel world opened, awaiting the day she was no longer protected with her fathers love. No one ever noticed, she was not being taken care of and watched with love.. left with the wolfs in a sheep disguise He took her innocence, the trust of a child and told her lies, broke her spirit, Its the day that little girl died.. She was forever changed, scared and alone no one wanted to

Dying To Love You
My love, oh how I long to be in your embrace. To feel your fingers trace over my body. To share intimacy, and become whole then I will show you just how wonderful it makes me feel just to know you. I will give you all I have, and show my passion for you. Letting all of my worries and shyness go. To pour out my love, with an unending flow. Oh how I long to feel your lips against mine. Our souls entwine, becoming one. Our passion burning brighter than the sun. Our hearts beating together in a steady rhythm. It's killing me inside, not being able to be with you, so I guess you can say I'm dying to love you.

Concrete Action
When the colors run dry, all you're left with is black and white. And when days run one into the other so that each is a repeat of nothing in particular, you look for small signs that today isn't yesterday or tomorrow isn't today. When you're reduced to collecting scraps of what you thought you once had and come up with less than you expect, then patting the cats' heads and putting down food and fresh water and scooping out their litter boxes are the most concrete things you can do.

Temps De Noël, Creuset Où Mélange Sacré, Stimulus Profanes, Le Culte Et La Chose Populaire, Nous Faisant Simultanément : Hommes Et Femmes, Des Morceau
Temps de Noël, creuset où mélange sacré, stimulus profanes, le culte et la chose populaire, nous faisant simultanément : hommes et femmes, des morceaux de travaux et également de la foi. ___________________________________________ Un garçon naît dans une mangeoire dans un endroit à distance d'un pays ; quand leurs parents se sauvent de la colère d'un gouverneur, avant que l'imminence de la cristallisation millenarian d'une prédisent. Un garçon étonne aux personnes sages de son temps - prêtres, auteurs et pharisees- en maintenant une discussion houleuse, selon les bases et les principes de la foi, à l'heure de reframing la relation avec la société et la culture de son temps, ayant honte éliminé et, en étant simplement : le fils d'un charpentier et d'une femme au foyer, pas un disciple expert de la structure des élites. Le garçon, déjà développé, abjure de la loi de mosaïque et synthétise les ordres qui ont servi de guide et de lumière à son nation entière, par des siècles

Relationships
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a season, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experi

Former President Ford Dies At 93!
Just when you begin wondering what has happend to folks, then you hear the bad news. He was the only non-elected President the United States has seen when he followed up the scandal of the attempted impeachment process of Richard Nixon. Like James Brown, he also suffered from pneumonia, but it is incredible that he lived such a long time with so many things he had accomplished in his lifetime. See the Austin-American Statesman article, Former President Ford Dies at 93, for futher details about his life. I certainly admired him for the tenacity in being able to pick up the pieces from the shambles caused by President Nixon and the whole Watergate scandle. It is not easy to come in from behind an aftermath to clean up what damage had been done. Peace be with him...

For Children Who Were Broken #2
They'ed beat us up and scream at us And blame us for thier lives. Then they'ed hold us close inside thier arms and Tell us confusing lies and of how they loved us- Even though we were BAD,aND how it was our fault they hit us,Our fault they were mad. When days were just begining we sometimes prayed For this to end and when the pain kept coming,we Learned to just pretend that we were good and So were they and this was just one of those days.....TOMMAROW WE'D BE FRIENDS! We had to believe it to be so, we had nowhere Else to go!!!!!

What Lays Behind The Mask
This is one of my favourite poems I wrote. I was inspired to write it when I was going through a bad time in my life. Please comment and tell me what you think (Please be kind) What Lays Behind The Mask I wear a mask for all to see, But underneath lays the true me. Just like a clown my smile is painted on, But you will never know my happiness is gone Sometimes I run to find a place to cry, But secretly think of ways to die. I cannot share my tales of grief Because some of them are beyond the realm of belief If you only knew what problems I’ve had Then you may understand why I’m so sad Is there any light at the end of the tunnel for me Or is this how my life is destined to proceed? I wear a mask for all to see, But underneath lays the true me.

My Theme Song...
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

Marriage Of Us & Canada? (at Least, In Health Plan Issues??)
LOL... That'll never happen (insofar as a merge), but.... CANADIAN EMBASSY@ CherryTAP has made an analogy of the US and Canada being like husband and wife. Immediately, I thought about their health insurance plans up there that I have talked about with other Canadians, here at work, in Austin, and around. They do have a much better perspective made on health insurance that is more in tune in thinking about the fellow human being as a human being and treated with respect for living. Perhaps, the Candadian government could come to the US and demonstrate how their model works and how it could be set up to work in the US as well???? It would be nice to have a marriage of the minds and souls to work towards a more humanistic and caring society.

Fake People
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

Crazy In Me
im gong crazy here all she ever does is yell at me ..why the fuck did you have me if all you wanna do is yell at me and use me to make you feel better about yourself your the one that invited me back to your house and then acted like i was a problem ..why the fuck did you have me ...your aa fucking asshole ..id rather fucking sleep inmy car or not sleep for days and stay out then be around you thats why i come late or in the morning or late affternoon i stay out and then sleep when your awake just so i dont have to deal with your fucking confrontation

New Years Resolutions
My new years Resolutions .. Eat ..drink and be merry WAIT...WAIT... I change my mind Drink...drink... be merry and eat...uuummm did I mention Drink I hope everyone has a safe and happy new year.. To all the world, as I see it... God I love America , land of the free and brave because of those who have fought and paid a high price for that freedom. God bless you and keep you safe

I Love It When He Does This
~ Ask her what's wrong when she seems upset ~Tell her you'll make it better, even if you don't know how ~Hold her and comfort her ~Ask her how her day was, even if you spent it with her ~Tell her you love her at least 3 times a day ~Kiss her with passion ~Kiss long ~Kiss often ~Kiss unexpectedly ~Hold her hand whenever you can ~Be spontaneous ~Buy her roses onspecial occassions ~Buy her roses when its not a special occassion ~Write her a poem, song, or love letter ~Buy her a card ~Offer a massage ~Play with her fingers ~Play with her hair ~Just play with her ~Caress her arm or hand ~Caress her face ~Caress her back ~Look her in the eyes ~Tell her she's beautiful ~Take her to her favorite resturaunt ~Buy or rent a romantic movie ~Take her to see a romantic movie ~Buy her a teddy bear ~Buy a perfume orbody spray she likes that she's getting low on ~Ask her what she wants to do ~Do it ~Always be close to her ~Don't crowd her ~Ask her opinionon things ~Hon

Dont Mess With Texas
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on thier asses at the bottom. CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The

A Bit Of Poetry
Since I am new here and still learning the ropes so to speak, I shall leave a bit of my poetry for review and reading pleasure / displeasure depending on if it is your cup of tea. If you like, I shall submit more. Some are bright, some reach into the darkest recesses of the mind where few dare to tred, and few ever return. The song serenades in silence, Blocking out the madness of nothingness. Stepping first into the realm of a nightmare Owing to the fact that everything goes unheard Moments of clarity blinded by waves of torture The grasp of one that holds to nothing Sharing the great comfort of ice The warmth of the fire long dead Reaching out to the uncaring hand Held by the darkness Wrapped in oblivion Waiting for release No end in sight Only the pain of desertion Clinging to the hope of release Crying dry tears of dust Where is the place to turn? Upon what deaf ear to whisper? Search the horizon for signs of water The thirst goes unquenched. Spi

Happy New Year!
Happy New Year!!! Though it would seem nothing has changed. This was the worst New Years Eve I've ever had. I dont' really want to talk about it anymore... I've spent an hour crying already... And I really don't want to even waste another second suffering for nothing... Especially over someone who never deserved my love in the first place. To bad with real love you can't simply wash yer hands of someone. I'll miss him every minuet...every second...every breath... even if he really is unworthy... Goodnight.

Rude, Crude, And Tattooed!
I'm already crude, don't like to be rude, and partially tattooed. One of my New Year's Goals ("Resolutions" sets you up to fail!) is to get more tats this year. I also want to get my labret pierced and my nose re-pierced. New Year's rocked! I got happy without getting idiotic so I actually remember my festivities. My sisters and my one sister's hubby were there so it was awesome. Got more pics but I have to put more time on my cell phone in order to download them. I won't put pics up of other people because they'll get mad and they know where I live and I'm little and cute! My sister Nora gave me books! They're books she either already read or didn't want to read but they're mine! I started reading "The Magician's Tale". It's a serial killer story so I'm excited! Which reminds me, what the hell is a "chiaroscuro"? Is that like a chalupa? Or like those Argentinian smorgasbord resteraunts? The exact line is "Along the way, she finds the chiaroscuro of culpability". I'm

Back To The Grind
I have to go back to all of my classes tomorrow-blah. I really do not feel like it. I got quite comfortable sleeping in and going to work. Staying up late playing the Wii was good too. That will probably still go on. Just waiting for graduation in April. Then I can sleep in everyday til I decide to start job hunting LoL. I also forgot to buy a bus pass. I'm definatly not driving down there because it is like 10 dollars to park. I guess I'll either have to get up earlier and go buy one, or just pay to ride for the day. I hate public transportation. If I could afford the 10 bucks a day I would so drive. Oh well

Chicken Casserole Recipe
Chicken casserole is made with a whole chicken, onion, carrots, celery, rice, and almonds, along with other ingredients. INGREDIENTS: * 1 whole stewing chicken, about 5 pounds * 3 1/2 cups water * 1 medium onion, sliced * 1 carrot, cut in 4 slices * 1/2 cup celery with tops * 2 teaspoons salt * 1 bay leaf * 6 cups cooked rice * 6 tablespoons chicken fat or part butter * 6 tablespoons flour * 1 cup half-and-half * 2 cans (4 ounces each) sliced mushrooms * 4 ounces chopped pimiento * 1 cup toasted slivered almonds * 1 cup soft buttered bread crumbs PREPARATION: In a large kettle or Dutch oven, combine chicken, water, onion, carrot, celery, salt, and bay leaf. Cover and simmer for 1 1/2 hours, or until tender. Cool chicken in the stock; remove from stock. Remove skin and take meat from bones; cut into bite-size pieces and place in a medium bowl. Pour about 1/2 cup of stock over the chicken; cover and ref

Wtf Is Wrong With Guys?
What the fuck is wrong with guys on here? Like not to sound stuck up or anything but why do u continue to come on to my stuff and rate me like 7s and 3s and 1s lol just to ruin my 10s?and 11s! I dont mind if your a guy n u rate me but fuck atleast give me a 10 then (Im not attracted to guys ether but you also dont see me goin into guys pics! and rating them shit! So fuckin please stop god! Its so annoying i probably get 4 everyday! Last one was ghost rider the dudes probably still in my profile! LOL seeya n peace to all (girls can rate me w/e they want i dont care but guys have no business really Peace to all!

Toms Myspace Message
Latest Update:Jan 2, 1:00pm PSTHappy New Year! I've got a little gift for you all, made possible by 300 the movie! Some of you may have noticed already--the photo count has been increased to 300! You can now upload up to 300 photos. Enjoy! Next week we'll have albums so you can organize your photos. Enjoy and thanks to Warner Bros and 300 for making this possible!

A Few Observations And Comments From The Mage
First of all...thanks to the friends Ive made here and all the luv Ive received from many really great people (yeah I can gush on occasion) I want to also say Happy New Year and blessed be to all. If I havent talked to you or shown luv lately Ive been a bit busy but you know your in good with me and know who you are. I intend to get around and say Hi. Now I cut to the chase (You havent paid attention if you expect anything less) as I speak my mind and dont pull punches cuz if you dont like it ....too bad! 1) I give everyone a chance....so if you blow it...life and I keep rolling on. 2) If your not for real what do you possibly hope to gain by asking to add me? 3) Mage has an affinity for all religions, background, ethnicities, sexes, interests, points of views...etc...so if you dont like that then bounce...I dont tollerate closed minded f*cks or ignorance. If you want to learn...then just ask. 4) Most people would consider me a bad man...period. I dont apologize for anyth

Words
Words Nothing more then symbols Written like a thread Messengers they try to be Of what's inside my head Do they really tell it all? At times they truly do Sometimes words are lacking You're left without a clue They send a feeling They spell your mind They bring some healing They make us blind Through keys they find a way Onto the virgin white Heralds of a racing mind Obscurity they fight Whenever I say "I love you" They try to tell you more Aching to show you my passion Like they never did before A word or two Can't prove to you What I am feeling inside But always know When it doesn't show My love for you never died Three words From me For you To see I love you! By Jan Willem Hofman Copyright May 2006

I What I Learned
2006 was the first year with out my husband.. God how I miss him. He taught me to love and laugh, he taught me it was ok to get mad.. He taught me how to be strong and god knows he tried to teach me to stand up for my self.. when that didn't work.. my daughter Badgirl took that over.. He taught me to be loyal to my county.. though I went into the service.. and I loved my county.. I was also very young and did not really understand what that meant.. My children ..bless them, have grown into fine young adults.. I am so proud of them My son eb=nter the army training and came out a whole different person.. all grown up.. M daughter known as badgirl has been my rock this last year.. And I want them to know how much I love them.. My county I would give my life for.. as it is the greatest county.. with it right and wrongs.. And God love our troops , firefighters ,police and goverment agents who risk thier life every day for my right and freedom.. I can never thank you eno

How I Feel Right Now
It is late and I am sitting here all alone wondering what I would be doing if I had a man and could not sleep. well I know he would not be sleeping either with me sucking and licking him awake then taking a ride. May all my friends stay blessed always I know me and that lucky man who come into my life will be in the bed and out of the bed.

Strong Feelings
lost in your touch sighing from your kiss touching you so slow how can i go on loves you so since our first meeting had to tell you this before my nerve was lost knows one day i shall see my future of you an i holding each other fully knowing our love shall stand the test of time for you are mine an i am yours forever

The Devil's Waltz - By Amanda Kathryn
Oh devilish you, spinning me around like it's your main purpose in life. We live on this ballroom floor, and every carress from your strong hand is paradise. The overture is our companion, love, and everyone around us glares with envy. Each spin reminds me of a hurricane, and upon my return i'm lost with ecstacy. Your eyes speak to me tonight, and your body moves in forbiddingly closer. I know what you want, but after this dance we shall only be aquaintances once more.

Lmfao The Future ( A Place In The Future)
The Iranian Ambassador to the UN had just finished giving a speech, and walked out into the lobby where he met President Bush. They shook hands, and as they walked the Iranian said, "You know, I have just one question about what I have seen in America ." President Bush said, "Well, anything I can do to help you, I will." The Iranian whispered "My son watches this show 'Star Trek' and in it there is Chekhov who is Russian, Scotty who is Scottish, Uhura who is Black and Sulu who is Chinese, but no Arabs. My son is very upset and doesn't understand why there aren't any Iranians, Syrians, or Iraqis, on Star Trek." President Bush laughed, leaned toward the Iranian ambassador, and whispered back, "It's because it takes place in the future." HAHAHAHAhahahaAHAHaha! :P

My Letter To Dear Abby
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... Phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi? I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her. Anyway, I have never broached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her.

Only In America
Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ! Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and! put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.. Only in America......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? ! Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do "pra

You Know You're A Volunteer When..
You know you're a volunteer when.. You've woken up thinking your pager went off and as you look at it..., it does. You lay out your clothes from that day so if there is a call at night you can find them quickly. You carry enough in your car to extinguish a minor blaze. You spend a great deal of time explaining to your friends what it means to be a volunteer- "Yes, I'm ALWAYS on duty. No, I'm not kidding!" You can hear that the siren will go off even before your dog does. The microwave goes off and you're already out of the house thinking it was your pager... when you realize the popcorn is done. Your love ones has learned to duck and take cover when they hear the pager go off for fear of being run down. Your love ones plays the TONES just to get your attention!! You leave your spouse with a full cart of groceries, in the checkout line of the grocery store to go to a structure fire with no money or credit cards. You have ever run out of the diner

Da Da Da Dum, De De La Dee Da
I'm not a big fan of these things, I've got one on another site that I abuse, but I'll try to post thing on here. It's been a quiet day, somewhere in between tolerably warm in the day, to toe curling cold. In need a spot to cuddle up under my blanket with movies and Coca Cola. I had no idea what to name this diary thing, so I threw in the name of someone I care about a lot and what she's doing now. I've been trying all day to figure out where to take my brother out tomorrow, as it will be his last day of vacation. The way it's going, we're just gonna end up in our favourite TGI Friday's, having lunch, drinks and laughing alot. I'll not complain about that! I'm so very tired right now, I'm really ready to pass out, but still got 2 more movies to watch and some episodes of Death Note. As far as first diary entries go, this really stinks lol! I wonder if anyone ever reads these things? Hmmm we'll find out sooner or later. xoxoxox

Feeling Patriotic?????
Try this one on for size! WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq. This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom, Spain , Bulgaria, Australia, and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately,

Friends
Hi every one it has been a little while sents i mad a blog so i thought i would do one.Hope u all are doing good. We do not get to talk much hope we can start talking more. I'm afraid i do not make my blogs like everyone else. I'm afraid i am not very good at writeng things and I try not to complain about to much so i hope u do nto mind if i just tell everyone i love them and gald we are all friends. Good morning to u all had have a great day. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

I Saw This In A Bulletin...
I SAW THIS IN A BULLETIN....THOUGHT I WOULD POST IT HERE IN MY BLOG. IF YOU FILL IT OUT FOR ME, I'LL FILL IT OUT FOR YOU. YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with and since I show about 100 friends on my page, I expect at least 20 of these back. JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of cherrytap? 2. Wha

Disposeable Friends?
Some one made a comment to me the other day they said that isnt it funny that most people on here are disposable friends? i kinda didnt really lookinto what he ment untill recently i wont get into it but yea something to that effect happened to me i had a arguement w someone on here and lo and behold they could give 2 shits less about me when 3 weeks prior she was kissin my ass about how do you run a radio station... Makes me sad really i never wanted to feel like a throw away friend I love meeting new folks and i love talking to everyone ah well i guess its live and learn i will say this i lost a good friend because i was disposable but then again was she really a friend Guess not

A Bit Of An Update
Well lets see, Im still not having any luck in the guy catagory, so I think I might take my older sisters advice...forget about men for a little bit...no she isnt telling me to turn to girls...shes tellin me to take a break and focus on work. Speaking of work I work for Liberty Tax Service. Well I haven't done anyones tax return yet but I've done practice ones, its fun sometimes a little hard but for the most part its fun. Uhm, thats pretty much a little update on me. So there ya go.

Umm
just bitchin a bit here.. Im not very much a people person.. at least to no one that isnt a friend.. but thats why im here right?? make some friends.. whatever may happen right?? but to wake up and find people bitchin in my cherry mail.. then to get stomped around by comments and all for what? for some fukkin cherry points huh? my points are no matter to me... i want to make even a handful of good friends and that makes my clicking time worth it here. is it worth it???

Update!
Thought I would update everyone. My Dad is back home from the hospital, again! The doctors have decreased his blood pressure medicine and discontinued his diuretic (water pill). The atrial fib should resolve on its own. My Mom is OK, so far, lol. I'm going to stay with Dad so she can go to church services tomorrow. Dad's pissed about the "babysitter", but I think he'll deal with it. It's just me, lol! That's it for the update! Hope everyone had a great day. Much love and hugs! Blessings to one and all!

Revealed: Israel Plans Nuclear Strike On Iran
COPY of Article from the London Times Jan 7, 2007 ISRAEL has drawn up secret plans to destroy Iran’s uranium enrichment facilities with tactical nuclear weapons. Two Israeli air force squadrons are training to blow up an Iranian facility using low-yield nuclear “bunker-busters”, according to several Israeli military sources. The attack would be the first with nuclear weapons since 1945, when the United States dropped atomic bombs on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. The Israeli weapons would each have a force equivalent to one-fifteenth of the Hiroshima bomb. Under the plans, conventional laser-guided bombs would open “tunnels” into the targets. “Mini-nukes” would then immediately be fired into a plant at Natanz, exploding deep underground to reduce the risk of radioactive fallout. “As soon as the green light is given, it will be one mission, one strike and the Iranian nuclear project will be demolished,” said one of the sources. The plans, disclosed to The Sunday Times last we

Roomates!!!
Whatz up with couples who you rent a room with trying to pretend that everyting is ok!!! Thats just my "BLOG". And why is that so important to them!!! Why rent a room in the first place if all they are going to is blame your for everything? I guess that is what they want to do. SO BlOG THIS AND RE-PLY!!! SMGIII

Have A Little Faith In Me
Have A Little Faith In Me Lyrics When the road gets dark And you can no longer see Let my love throw a spark And have a little faith in me When the tears you cry Are all you can believe Just give these loving arms a try, baby And have a little faith, faith in me CHORUS: Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith, faith in me And when your secret heart Cannot speak so easily Come here baby From a whisper start To have a little faith in me And when your back's against the wall Just turn around and you will see i will catch your, i will catch your fall Just have a little faith, have faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith in me Have a little faith, faith in me Well, I've been loving you for such a long long time Expecting nothing in return Just for you to have a little faith in me You see time, time is our friend 'Cause for us there is no e

Power Problem 010707 (part Deaux)
2007-01-07 20:35:20 hey everyone, we had a power problem with all the servers, it's coming back up now... stay tuned for more info. -mike ************************************************* Staying tuned -- are you??? I know that I had experienced a bit of a glich in the system and it came back up online. Hopefully, it'll stay up for a few to get more information! ;) Kat ************************************************* 2007-01-07 20:35:20 hey everyone, we had a power problem with all the servers, it's coming back up now... stay tuned for more info. -mike ************************************************* My site went down again. :( Hopefully this will be up for good this time. Or, perhaps, they need to bring in some generators!?! Remaining to be stayed in tune for more information! :) Kat

Stupid Girl
Artist: Garbage Lyrics Song: Stupid Girl Lyrics you pretend you're high pretend you're bored pretend you're anything just to be adored and what you need is what you get don't believe in fear don't believe in faith don't believe in anything that you can't break you stupid girl you stupid girl all you had you wasted all you had you wasted what drives you on can drive you mad a million lies to sell yourself is all you ever had don't believe in love don't believe in hate don't believe in anything that you can't waste you stupid girl you stupid girl can't believe you fake it can't believe you fake it don't believe in fear don't believe in pain don't believe in anyone that you can't tame you stupid girl you stupid girl all you had you wasted all you had you wasted you stupid girl you stupid girl can't believe you fake it can't believe you fake it you stupid girl

Stop Drinking An Driving
id like everyone in north america canada in general too stop drinking in driving my sister was in a car accident saturday night where she could of been killed i am very lucky too have her as a sister an her too be alive she is laying in the hospital with a broken ankle a broken pelvis an a broken rist an a few lost teeth i would hope that gets threw your head that you shouldnt fucking drink and drive if you do your a fucking idiot

Cold Sweat
He awakes with a start, covered in a cold sweat. He can't hear anything suspicious, but something isn't right. He pulls the covers back and slips on some torn track pants, and slips his feet into his loafers. Something tells him not to turn the light on, he fights is blindness and listens to his gut. He feels his way to the bedroom door, which he leaves open as he lives alone. Stopping at the door he listens closely, YES someone or something is in his Apartment. As he stays tight to the wall he works his way down the short hall way. Now Knowing it is someone he moves even more quietly. Getting to the end of the hall, he peeks around the corner. Yes there is someone there rummaging through his CD's and DVD's. He tucks back around the corner to collect his thoughts and formulate a plan. He weighs his options, he could remain quiet leave the burgalar do his business and leave... OR, "FUCK that, there is a man invading MY FUCKING PRIVACY." as the rage builds inside of him. His

Magic!
What magic in Asatru? You bet ya we have magic but unlike Wicca or Paganism not everyone does magic.Magic is left to those who have the talent and skill. There are two kinds that are used they are the Sedir and Rune Magic. By the way folks Sedir is one of those words that your going to see half a dozen ways to spell! A user of magic in ASATRU is often called a Vitki or Vitkia one of there traditional colors is red another being green which is FREYA's color. Either females or males maybe Vitki though you will more often find women as Vitkia. RUNE MAGIC: ODIN taught us the runes and how to use them so its always wise to consult him before casting. The most common form of Rune Magic is to cast fortunes much as one would Tarot cards. There are many good books on the subject. Also Runes are used when casting various spells. SEDIR: FREYA gave us this type of magic so once again it is wise to consult with her before casting spells. Sedir is a way of reshaping the inner or outer

Poetry
Exhausted When am I going to get more than a kick in the head an end up with heart ache? Strained from vacant guarantees from numerous men. Desire to be someone extraordinary more than a resound in the sheets. Going to ramble along by myself and turn deaf ears to all the flatteries spewed from honey lips. We all just crave to uncover a position in this life. Encounter someone to embrace us in the night. Someone to chase- faraway the demons of our yesterdays. Tired of awakening to a barren bed with a note saying ---- thank you for the best night of my life. Want to walk away from all the unlimited misconceptions. Going to stop awaiting that flawless love cause there is no such thing. We all just require a tiny bit of respect. We will do anything to obtain it but listen to the truth.

My Gothic Heart
To all who have decided to bless me with their prescence as of now. There is a site that i am part of, an Active Member. This site is home to Goths/Emos/Punks of all types. It has helped me out alot and i Have many friends that i am down with. This site is called www.mygothicheart.com It is the best site of all( besides this one). so give it a try.

Word
hey all!! wassup? im just chilling at my momma's house. B & i just got back from our interview for an apartment caretaker job. we would have a 500 rent credit towards a huge ass 2 bedroom apartment... it looked really nice..so both of us are really hoping we get it... hm......i wanna level up soon but it will probably take a few days....help me out pleases oh yea i am still working on rating all 1400+ people on my friends list a 10 on their profile so contact me if u wanna be sure i rated u!!

Alyssa Lies -- Stop Child Abuse
=== 'RockStar Firemans Wifey..RIDER' spewed forth the following at '2007-01-09 10:48:20'.. > > REPOST TO STOP CHILD ABUSE..... > > > > >VERY SAD BUT TRUE SONG.LETS STOP THIS FROM HAPPENING TO ONE OF OURS

So It Begins...
lol.... today is the first day of Torri vs. The girls...so far not too bad, but I am looking forward to naptime! After so long helping raise kids you would think I could handle these three better...lol...and yes I mean so long-going on 21 years of raising and caring for children... I think I can handle them, I just wasnt ready for today to start. WAIT- rephrase!! I KNOW I CAN HANDLE THEM!! My step sons were way harder than a group of toddlers!! I can do this and now I am off (haha I mean off to go deal with the girls, smartasses!)

Red Hot/ Livewire
My tribute to Motley Crue! Red Hot - Live Wire Your making my body feel so good Hot and ready, got me in the mood Got my body burning with fire Brinking on the edge of desire Your sex pulsing me, live wire Your the one I admire Red Hot - You got me on fire Are bodies now clashing Inside me your crashing The ultimate passion Your my desire Bringing me higher Burning with fire In you the devil I admire Red Hot - My live wire Your making my body shake Hot and burning ready to take Got my body burning in flames Legs spread, ready with no shame Your sex pumping me, winning the game Grabbing your hair screaming your name Red Hot - you got me on fire Are bodies now clashing Inside me your crashing The ultimate passion Your my desire Bringing me higher Burning with fire In you the devil I admire Red Hot - My live wire Your making my body burn Hot and ready to learn Got my body burning with heat Licking you, tasting so sweet Your body hot, togethe

Ok Ok Ok!! Lmao
ALLRIGHT my sister called me on my bullshit so I have to clarify.. she read my blog and told me that I am full of it. Maybe she is right lol... Im sounding just a little too coldhearted says she. Im not really that bad... and look the b.o.b stuff is just a joke..I swear! (she is going to tell my mother lmao) Truth is that nothing takes the place of basic human contact does it? I like the strength of a man, the warmth and the smell of a man..goodness I like everything about them ;) lmao But to say I havent been so fortunate in meeting a quality one would be a vast understatement. Not that I havent had more than my share of dates, but the dating pool is kinda, um...shallow Looks are not everything, neither is money..its just a bad time for this kind of thing. Since the last break up which ended badly...lol Ive been thinking of moving...maybe going back to school...moving in another direction entirely with my life. It isnt even that I dont want to meet anyone...what

A Spell Is Cast
When I think of you I am far away, My mind wanders, my thoughts...they stray; To wondrous places with special dreams, So believable at times, so true it seems. I imagine the emotions that flit across your face, As with tender fingers...your skin I trace; The uncertainty in your eyes shines so deep, A treasured memory remains for me to keep. The feel of soft, warm skin beneath me, A passionate look now in your eyes, I see; As I stroke you once more, with tender caress, and let my fingers curl on a stray tress. I watch you intently and bend my head, To kiss your delectable lips, a sultry hue of red; With quivering touches and heartfelt desires, Emotions deep and our passions now fired. We share a kiss so full of pleasure, giving to each other, measure for measure; Tongues flicking, dancing and entwined, Such sensual loving is hard to find. With bosoms heaving and hips pressed so near, There's always loving and never a tear; Our bodies close and our hearts beating fa

Getting A Tattoo... But Which One?
I am planning on getting a new tatt. I'm not into the butterfly/heart thing like most girls, but I am having a hard time finding something I like. So how's about helping a girl out and sending me a few ideas.

Tear Away
"Tear Away" I'm tearing away Pieces are falling I can't seem to make them stay You run away Faster and faster you can't seem to get away Break Hope there's a reason For questions unanswered I just don't see everything Yes I'm inside you Tell me how does it feel to feel like this Just like I do I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone Do I really want this Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go Can you believe it Everything happens for reasons I just don't know I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything but me God damn I love me I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone or anything I don't care about anyone else but me I don't care about anyone

Quotes
Lestat to Marius:: "Vampires don't settle old scores, We harbor them.." Akasha to Lestat... "Behold Our Kingdom" Lestat to Akasha... "An Island of corpses" Lestat to Louis::"All I need to do to find you is follow the corpses of rats." Lestat to Louis::"The pain is terrible for you. You feel pain like no other creature, because you are a vampire. Do you want it go on? Then do what is in your nature to do and you will feel like you did with that child in your arms.Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves. Louis to the Thug in the bar::"You lack the courage of your convictions, Sir" Lestat to Louis::"I've drained you to the point of death, If I leave you here you will die or you can be young always as we are now, Are you willing to come?" Lestat to Louis::"Your body is dying, pay no attention, it happens to us all." Lestat to Louis::"Now look with your vampire eyes."

Hold On
Hold on tightly to what is truly important in life. Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares, and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't ignore what you feel and what you believe is right and important; your heart has a way of speaking loude

A Fragile Heart
Thursday, May 11, 2006 A fragile heart Current mood: creative Category: Friends A fragile heart cracked and bruised once was whole is now in pieces. In its youth it was so trusting, once was whole is now in pieces. Trust a precious gift given once was whole is now in pieces. no glue or needle n thread can mend what once was whole is now in pieces. Time may heal the heart that was once was whole and now in pieces. Trust returned will take some time cause once was whole is now in pieces. by Gegi Cluck

On Demand
Glances and assumptions made me overlook destiny. It was the strength of desire that led me to look. Your want made me focus on my everything. Your everything made me realize my desire. Now Love has me and I'm the happiest and luckiest man. Joy has led me to hang on your next word. Want has made me realize I deserve more then what I've thought. I've always been in love with Love and now my love is yours...E.D.M.L.

Difference Between Girls & Woman...
What is the difference between girls/women aged: 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58. 68, and 78? ----------------------------------------------------- At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? Who the hell are you???

Maybe Love Will Change Your Mind
I'm beside myself Cause I don't know and you won't tell Your distant world has somehow pulled me in It's so surreal So out of time with you it feels To give again But you don't need a thing Maybe love will change your mind Maybe this time A look a touch Just because I wanted them To mean so much You might not feel the same The day would end And you'd go back to where you've been A kiss for luck I wish you could have stayed Maybe love will change your mind Maybe this time Maybe love will make it clear Oh, what words would keep you here Maybe love will reach your heart Thought I saw it in the dark Maybe love will change your mind Maybe this time You want me to be there You take me somewhere You show me your lifeline Reveal your other side I would say but the words won't come I just come undone All I want

My Newest Blog
hey guys i know i havent wrote a blog in a while but i feel like i need to do this....i have had sssoo much stress on me im about to break down my dad getting out of rehab for drugs and him going right back on them and telling me i need to die thats alot and plus still thinking about jon and me being sick isnt just helping matter at all goddamnit i feel like a little pee stuck in a bowl of soup all alone sometimes...it fucking sucks and i get up everyday thinking if i dont get up my friends will miss me and i feel all i have left in my life is my friends and my mom...i dont have my brother his gone to state and my dad is on dope again and my mom has cancer and when she leaves this world all i will have is my friends...no one to love or no one to love me ...what am i a bad person are something god...this fucking sucks but anywhoz im gonna get off here ttyl ♥ Cassie E Davis

Piercings I Want Done
not necessarily in any particular order, this is what I want done some time in the near future: belly button ears (cartilage) lip eyebrow(haven't officially decided yet) I also wanna get a second stud for my current piercing for my bday (a ruby 'cause it's my birth stone) :D

Survey, Get To Know Me A Little
-SAD SECTiON- 01. Have you ever really cried your heart out? One time, when my dog died 02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Umm, no 03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? Uh, no 05. Do you cry when you get an injury? No, I just try to walk it off. -HAPPY SECTiON- 01. Are you a happy person? Most of time, unless you mess with my taco 02. What can always make you happy? -- Acting at bloodview 03. Do you wish you were happier? -- always 04. Is being happy overrated? -- making myself happy is what I live for 05. Can music make you happy? -- If I like it, it makes me smash things -LOVE SECTiON- 01. How many times have you had your heart broken? One time to many 02. Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? No.... 03. Anyone besides your friends/family ever said they loved you and ment it? My dog one time...... -RELATiONSHiP SECTiON- 01. Are you in a relationship? -- yes 0

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Update On My Dad
My Dad was readmitted to the CCU (aka Cardiac Care Unit, for you nonmedical people, lol). He is on IV medication to slow his heart rate down. If that doesn't work, they will cardiovert him in the morning. That means they will sedate him and give him a low voltage jolt to the heart to reset the electrical conduction system. Not a big deal, but not a wonderful experience either. This all started because he insisted on going out and pushing snow around this morning! Stubborn man!! Didn't want my Mom doing it, so he did it himself. After much snarfing on my part and tattling to the doctor, he has been told to hire someone to move his snow for the rest of the season! Goddess, give me strength! Anyway, Mom is home. My sister has been notified, and didn't freak, I might add! She will notify the rest of the family members tonight, other than my children - I'll let them know! Time for some tea and meditation. And belly dancing class tonight!!!! That will definitely put me in a better

When We First Met...why I Love You
It was cold. Or, rather, chillier than usual. I kept thinking...am I really going 98 miles to meet someone I've only talked to a few times online. But you made me smile. You made me laugh. And as I thought about my reasons...I watched your smile playing through my mind...I saw your eyes again. I remembered the way we laughed together, like friends who had known each other for years when we'd known each other but maybe two weeks, when we were playing tic-tac-toe and connect the dots and coloring on yahoo. You made me laugh, you made me smile...and it felt right...you gave me a clear memory. So I figured it was the least I could do. Come to meet you. At least we could be friends. At least I could know who I was going to this damned dance with. At least I could figure out why your soul felt so familiar. At least I could find out why I felt like I knew that glow. And driving up there, all I could think was...my GOD is ANYone worth this? The road stretched on and on, I was tired, it w

Forget Him
Forget his name. Forget his face. Forget his kiss His warm embrace. Forget the love that you once knew. Remember he has someone new. Forget him when they played your song. Remember when you cried all night long. Forget how close you once were. Remember he has chosen her. Forget how you memorized his walk. Forget the way he used to talk. Forget the things he used to say. Remember he has gone away. Forget his laugh, forget his grin, Forget the dimples on his chin. Forget the way he held you tight. Remember he's with her tonight. Forget the time that went so fast. Forget the love that moved, it's past. Forget he said he'd leave you never. Remember he's gone forever.

Sometimes In Life
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.

God Help The Outcasts Version
A video featuring images from www.sorryagain.com It is not the breed but the way they are trained and raised that makes them a killer. So if blame anyone, then blameTHE IDIOTS THAT TRAIN AND MISTREAT THESE DOGS TO TURN THEM INTO KILLERS.

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember , 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that my mechanic might try

More Spelling
I know, I know, I am an anal spelling nazi, but it does mildly annoy me that the designers of this place can't even take the time to spell things correctly. The sheer joy I should feel from being notified that some nice person has a crush on me is slightly tempered by the fact that I am told that they have a crush on me 'rite' now. End of rant. Please feel free to bitch slap me and tell me to get over it. -30-

What Could Have Been
I've been at here at this very same crossroads before At least once in my lifetimes gone by, maybe more The choices the same, past decisions unclear The difference this time, is the voices I hear Guidance is present, my soul is afire Pure energy lighting the path I desire I've seen into my future, by reliving the old I now know the secret, the truth has been told Question my loyalty, make life a game I've learned how to play now, within you lies the blame Eternity, you see, is in my reach once again I'll not lay waiting for "what could have been" The chase has ended, resolution is near I'll stand with or without you, absent of fear Whatever the outcome, ever will remain In my heart and my soul, a place bearing your name Dependent on you I've become, but no longer My love for you weakened my heart, now Im stronger Your love for another has set my soul free I now know what must come, and my strength lies in me

Tech Support Lmao
The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honours the servant and has forgotten the gift. ~ Albert Einstein Dear Tech Support Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6 no longer run , crashing the system whenever selected. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'t work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, A Troubled User. (KEEP READING) ______________________________________ > REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common p

A Poem For A Lost Friend.
Depression claims, and takes away. Destroys one life with no concern Hold tight to something If even a friend But never please never let yourself give in. It is but a whisper in a dark loving mind But hope stills remains Rising like a vine So let what may Come steal your breath away but fight back for life because some like I will miss the brightness that shines in your eyes. But the battles you can take. just live and fight from day to Day.

Friends With Benefits
umm...ok... Body: It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery. Here's how it works: Statistcally speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your friends list that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your friends list that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post this as It doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight!

Becoming A Pet For A Slut
Fiction, Blowjob, Humiliation, Domination/submission, Toys, Bondage and restriction I was once a good boy who dreamed of nothing but good grades and honor roll. I wanted to be captain of the football team, come home every night and work on algebra with a nice blond girl with small tits and maybe, just maybe, if I was lucky, I’d get to hold her hand. One day we’d get married and live in a condo with three test tube babies and a dog with his vocal chord ripped out so he didn’t disturb the neighbors. All I wanted was to be safe, clean normal. Well that is until I met Emily. Emily sat in front of me in chemistry. She was always more focused on what was in her sketchpad than what the teacher was saying and ended up failing most important test and quizzes. This is how we first met. After a extremely rigorous semester, Emily was shit out of luck as far as grades were concerned and if she wanted to get into college, needed a tutor. And everyone knew that I was the person to go to if you ne

Witches Spirituality
Witches Spirituality A Circle of people stand in the midst of a beautiful green field, tightly and joyously hand-in-hand. A small bonfire burns gently in the center of their Circle, sending its warmth and light all about. The Circle of people dance round the flame, singing and chanting their special songs, and paying honor to the Earth in this religious rite. Their Earth-based religion has taught them over the ages to respect and worship their world, and to love Her as something sacred. Who are these Earth-worshipers? An ancient Druid grove, or a Native American tribe? A band of Aborigines in the South Pacific, or perhaps a Coven of modern-day urban Pagans? Over time many have practiced Earth-based religions, where our planet is revered as a Deity. The followers of today's Earth religions still hold a special reverence for Mother Earth, but often do not have that same personal contact with Her that their ancestors felt. We no longer listen to the wind to find our food; we don't spe

Welcome
Welcome to my blog. If you read my profile then you know that I am a poet. Stop by every now and again as I will be posting some of my hotness on here for the general cherry audience. I hope you enjoy; and that we can all have a little fun while on line. But for now... PEACE!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Curious
WELL TO START OFF WITH I RESPECT EVERYONES RIGHT TO BE AS THE WISH. HOWEVER I AM PERPLEXED AND AMUSED BY ALOT OF PEOPLE AND WHAT THEY SAY ON THEIR PAGES. WELL FIRST, A LOT WOMEN SAY YOU BETTER READ MY PROFILE FIRST~ IF YOU WANNA BE MY FRIEND. THEN THEY SAY I AM ONLY HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS~ NO SEX OF ANY KIND, NO RELATIONSHIPS JUST FRIENDS. LOL THEN THEYY POST NAKED PICS, OR PICS THAT SHOW SO MUCH CLEAVAGE, THAT ONE COULD GET LOST IN THERE! LOL THEN THEY POST A BULLETIN SAYING MEN ARE PIGS WHEN SOME GUY HITS ON THEM. WELL DUH!!!! WHYY DO WOMEN THINK THAT MEN CAN GO AGAINST THEIR NATURE!! YOUR WORDS SAY ONE THING AND YOUR PICS SAY SOMETHING ELSE!! SO MY WARNING TO THE WOMEN WHO REALLY DON'T WANNA BE HIT ON~~ DON'T POST THESE PICS ~~THAT BASICALLY SAY "HIT ON ME" AND HAVE USER NAMES THAT ARE SUGGESTIVE ABOUT WHAT THEY WANNA DO!! SO DON'T BE SHOCKED IF SOMEONE HITS ON YOU! MEN ARE PIGS THAT IS NO SHOCKER BUT SOME OF US TRY TO RESPECT YOUR WISHES BUT BE CAREFUL ABOUT YOUR MIXED

My Friend I Finally Finished The 9 Part Story Enjoy The Ending
Fourteen agonizingly long days after my encounter with their mother, Lauren and Kellie rang my doorbell. I threw open the door excitedly, and ushered the girls into the living room. Lauren was wearing black sandals, a tight black miniskirt, and a loose fitting beige crop top, which exposed her flat belly. Kellie was wearing a snug denim miniskirt, a billowy red blouse, and red sandals. They both looked spectacular as usual. Before I could say anything though, they pushed me onto the couch and told me to stay put. Lauren pulled a CD out of her purse and put it in the CD player next to the television. Soon the sounds of Billy Idol's "Cradle of Love" was pumping out of the speakers. Both girls tantalizingly walked towards me with passion in their radiant eyes, Lauren unzipping her skirt, and Kellie unbuttoning her blouse. Both girls' hips gyrated in unison, as if they had choreographed their moves. Lauren's skirt flew across the room, exposing her black thong panties, and Kellie's top

Weekend Plans Or Lack Thereof Lol...
AARRGGHH!! No blind dates for me this weekend...lmao Not even a plan to go out at all...Im sick of going to clubs and its the same stuff all the time. Half drunk idiots who think you should be impressed because of how much money they make or what they drive.. WHO CARES I dont..I make enough money and I have a great ride. It will take more than that to impress me. There are alot of qualities that I value in a friend...a potential BF would have to be a great friend above all. If you can be a friend you can be a lover...Im not one to sleep with someone just to have sex. Call me old fashioned if you want. ITs fine...Im cool with it. So what will I do? On Sat I have three classes at the spa (we are changing the name to the studio lol) and then Im going to SIT home and do my nails, have a glass of red wine and put my feet up... *grin* IM getting all excited about it just thinking about it. Hey maybe Ill rent a movie!! woohoo!! lmao well if YOU work 6 days a week what would yo

This Made Me Snort Coffee Out My Nose :p
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED CANADIAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of "RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION." 6. It's not his "CRACK" you see hanging out of his pan

What Kind Of Firearm Am I?
You scored as Assault Rifle. You are soldier. Or you want to be a soldier. Or you just love military-type firearms. You need assault rifle. M16 or AK-47 will do good.Sniper Rifle94%Assault Rifle94%Shotgun75%Revolver69%Machinegun56%SMG56%Pistol38%What Firearm Fits You Best?created with QuizFarm.com

Update On Me
WELL I CALLED THE DOCTORS OFFICE YESTERDAY AND THEY TOLD ME IT WILL BE BETWEEN 3 TO 5 DAYS BEFORE THEY GET THE RESULTS BACK. BECAUSE HE DID NOT PUT A RUSH ON IT. GRRRRRR. BUT HE WANTED ME TO GO TO HOSPITAL SAME DAY. UGHHHHHH. THIS IS CRAZY. I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I CANT SLEEP MUCH CUZ IT HURTS. I GO BACK TO WORK TONITE. OH JOY. MY BACK AND SIDE ARE KILLING ME RIGHT NOW. I AM GOING TO TRY TO TAKE SOME TYLENOL TO SEE IF IT HELPS ANY. TY FOR YOUR PATIENCE AND TY FOR THE COMMENTS AND PRAYERS. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. BIG HUGS AND MUCH LOVE.

Chicken And Mushrooms
INGREDIENTS: * 4 boneless chicken breasts * 1 tablespoon butter or margarine * 8 ounces sliced mushrooms * 1 can cream of mushroom soup * 1 clove of garlic, minced * 1/4 teaspoon leaf thyme, crumbled * 1/8 teaspoon dried rosemary, crumbled * 1/3 cup half-and-half * salt and pepper to taste * hot cooked noodles PREPARATION: Directions for chicken with mushrooms In a large covered skillet, brown chicken in butter or margarine; remove to a plate and keep warm. Add mushrooms to skillet; sauté until golden. Stir in soup, garlic, thyme, and rosemary.Return chicken to skillet. Cover and cook over low heat 30 to 40 minutes, stirring now and then. Blend in half-and-half; heat slowly. Taste and adjust chicken and mushrooms seasoning, adding salt and pepper, if needed. Serve chicken and mushrooms with hot cooked noodles. Chicken and mushrooms serves 4.

Seasons
A salmon sun peeks Over a misty horizon Promise of a new love dawns Fresh is the air Flowers thrive in their splendor The relationship grows Strong the reeds along the river Carrying each others dreams Fresh like spring Wishing it will never end Impossible it seems Color bleeds from the leaves What used to endear me to you Grates on my nerves No longer do birds break into song Smiles fading Hopes graying Soon charcoal flakes fall Harsh winds chill my flesh My splintered heart Bleeds crimson Upon untouched snow No longer is your warm hand In mine along my path Brambles clog the exit Stumbling along Without you I lost my way Emerging from the forest Frost gathers on the grass Shivering and alone A dead moon appears upon The shattered skyline Mirroring my hopes once new What is missing is you

Daily Devotional For 1/20/07
January 20 - Daily Feast Volume II The wounded frequently want to hurt others. Meanness is not always involved but an unconscious bitterness that wants to control. The worst wounds are not always physical. Some who have suffered psychological wounds are bent on full payment whether or not it is due. The pity of it is, the wounded is the only one that cannot escape. Pain and unforgiveness are replayed day after day - as though sadness is an honorable reason never to heal. Whole lifetimes are given to demanding respect and veneration - for no other reason than life has dealt them a wound, a wound that would heal if there were a little love. ~ A man ought to desire that which is genuine instead of that which is artificial. ~ OKUTE - TETON SIOUX, 1911 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 20 "The most important thing now is to reveal the inner temple of the soul with right thinking and rig

Dear Dad
Upon entering his daughter's room, Mr. Lacy found a note on the bed and proceeded to read it. It stated the following: Dear Dad, I am sorry to have run away, but there is something I must tell you, and I couldn't bare to do it in person. I've decided to run away with Billy (my boyfriend I've been hiding from you and Mom), and we're going to get married. He promises to support me with the food stamps and goverment money he's been stashing away, but assures me there are always other ways to get money in a pinch. He also plans to help me with my alcohol problem, which I've done a pretty good job of hiding over the past year. We plan on raising our still unborn child in the best little beach shack we can find in Mexico - I'm sure it won't be much, but I know we'll be happy together so that's all that matters. I plan on getting there with the fake passport Billy was so kind to make for me. We just hope that he won't get put back into Rehab again for his drug abuse problems.

Oh Shit...
Fatal Consequences of Excessive Masturbation Frequent masturbation and ejaculation stimulate acetylcholine/parasympathetic nervous functions excessively, resulting in the over production of sex hormones and neurotransmitters such as acetylcholine, dopamine and serotonin. Abundant and unusually amount of these hormones and neurotransmitters can cause the brain and adrenal glands to perform excessive dopamine-norepinephrine-epinephrine conversion and turn the brain and body functions to be extremely sympathetic. In other words, there is a big change of body chemistry when one excessively pratices masturbation. Note: Masturbation is a healthy sexual behavior. Like other behaviors, when over practiced or addicted it can lead to both psychological and physiological imbalances.

Chickinshit
Ok, so there's these people who go around commenting on other people's pages, and then block people from leaving them comments. What's up with that? It seems like if you comment on other people's pages, then you should let other people comment on yours. Made a negative sort of comment on my page. you really need to re-evaluate your age zone dude......uncomfortalbe ?........lol.....you are lucky that I am indeed too OLD to tell you the truth about your art...dont quit your day job bro....... Hey, whatever though. It's just his honest honest opinion. Not really a big deal, even though I kinda get the sense he was being malicious for some reason. Ya never know. The fucked up part is I went to leave a comment on his page, and I wasn't able to, or leave him a message. Ok. Thanks for your input. There isn't any age restrictions on commenting on my art. I don't really have day job anyway right now, so it would be hard to quit. I just get paid to go to school.

If Only You Knew
Still struggling with internal issues internal conflicts not sure if they're just a PHASE.... silent screams... hidden pains source unknown losing control insanity slowly creeping in short days long sleepless nights Constant turmoil everlasting confusion ripping and tearing of the soul heart shattering into tiny microscopic pieces no longer breathing yet still living memories that haunt the soul anger that make me lose control hate, a familar emotion given such devotion taking over my mind, thoughts and maybe soon actions wishing to be free but never able to escape the feeling......

Best Parent/child Default Pictures 012207
This is quite possibly one of the best I have seen because: (1) You can actually see what is posted even in the thumbnail image; (2) Colors are vibrant; and, (3) Fun and loving, nurturing attitude is implied here. Horse3105@ CherryTAP Ran across another one this morning. It doesn't have the same clarity of the first one because some of the size is diminished within the frame, but everything else mentioned above is also true of this default picture. amanda@ CherryTAP

At War?
Wow. Talk about crazy intense dreams... I just woke up. I will write what I remember as it comes to me. First I will put the part with the animals as that that part does not seem quite so connected to the rest. I was outside. I talked a squirrel into coming over by me like I used to do in real life but this one I picked up and pet and took inside the house which he didn't like all too much. I was attempting to take pictures of him. Finally I had to let him go through my window and sitting right outside my window inside a huge hole in my tree was a huge owl staring at me. Solid brown with huge golden eyes and not much of a beak. I was like oh... that is where the hooting must have came from. The other detailed part sort of leads to the immense dream that I had. I went somewhere.. with these boys/men.. I believe to their house. There was a large metal tray of cold meat.. like duck I believe because it was dark meat but sweeter somehow. The girl that was with us didn't like it bu

Make Life Better
Alright for you all who do read these i have had a idea given to me along time ago and i try to live by it,and here is how it goes: Every day you meet peope interact with people so you personaly have a chance to impact some ones life.Some thing as simple as a "hi " means alot and makes people happy inside. but it seems more and more people dont have the time or just dont care. Well self reflect see were you stand at night if you impact some poitive or if you upset some one and is that how you want to be. In the morning ask your selfe what can i do to improve myselfe and people around me, set goals to complete your improvment. Hey maybe you will make life a little better. Just a little thought i would share every one stay sweet to one another. Jason

Stun Gun
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 10th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Rhonda. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time, I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave. Okay, so I was home alone with this new toy, thinking to myself that it couldn't be all that bad with only two AAA

Something To Think About
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. The tone goes off at 2 in the morning he is on his way to a wreck with entrapment. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. Hes been awake for three days working at four different stations running calls all day and night and doesn't get to shower. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets burned or trapped inside, or while cutting someone out of a car something flys off the car and injures him, or car explodes, he gets called to a medical call where someone was shot..is that person still around!!! __________________________ You meet up with your friends at the camp and get drunk! He responds to the unconsious people and the grass fire you started. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He kisses the maltese cross around his neck and says a prayer before he goes

What Does Ur Name Say???? Repost
Adriana A: one of the best damn bf/gf anyone one could ask for. B: Is wild and crazy. C: Licks People. D: is a damn good kisser E: has one of the best personalities ever F: People adore you. G: Never let people tell you what to do. H: Has a very good personality and looks good I: Is always there for their friends. J: Lives life for fun. K: a big tease L: LOVED BY EVERYONE M: Makes dating fun N:Dead Sexy O: Best Kisser P: never ready Q: A hypocrite. R:Sexy as hell S: Easy to fall in love with T: crazy/hyper U: Really likes to chill. V: Not judgemental. W: Very broad minded. X: Never let people tell you what to do. Y:likes to flirt. Z:always ready. Repost: Does ur name fit u? (repost of original by 'cherry' on '2007-01-22 07:40:40') (repost of original by 'Onyx Dragon of Xxxtasy ~ KING OF THE DRAGONS ~' on '2007-01-22 07:56:11') (repost of original by 'KIM' on '2007-01-22 08:55:04') (repost of original by 'verticalmind' on '2007-01-22 08:58:00')

Whoot Half Snowday!
"...as the tragedy escapes us, pullin thru the star-like razorsbut the blood from your hand is a memory..." ~Falling From Dying Hands "Stars Would Fall"~ today we had a 2 hour delay (whoot!). i got up around 7:30 and walked downstairs to ask if we had anything. mom told me that i had a two hour delay, maria didnt (that's what she gets for switchin to public school!) so go back to bed. i slept until like 9:08 when my mom called me to get going. thing is, middle school and high school start at different times but end at the same time. middle schoolers start at 8, high school starts at 8:50 so naturally a 2 hour delay would mean i had to be at school by 10:50. mom said i was wrong and i got to school and sat in the hallway for 50 minutes. but then again, i got to talk wit stefan so it was cool lol. we had 30 minutes classes and lunch after 2nd period. lunch was followed by 4 classes (no break). normally we have a break between periods 2 and 3 and then lunch after 4th. o we

Just How Many Of Me Are Out There..?
Go to this website called How Many Of Me. http://ww2.howmanyofme.com/ Put in your first and last name and see how many people in the USA have your Name as well. I'll Start. After me just put your name and results below. Like I did. MAKE SURE YOU ONLY WRITE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME EXACT NAME! 1. There are 73 people in the U.S. named Jody Jordan. 2. There are 354 people in the US named Darlene Gonzalez 3. There are 18 people in the US named Connie Roche--- 4. There is only 1 person in the us named Roxie Lumpkin 5. There are 155 people in the U. s. named Susan Craft 6. There are 433 people in the U.S.A. named John Metcalf 7. There are 17 people in the U.S.S named Robert Feil 8. There are 22 people in the USA named Calvin Conrad 9. There are 11 people in the USA named Dee Dawson 10. There are 10 people in the USA named Tara Lyle. 11. There are 275 people in the USA named Lisa Buchanan. 12. There is only 1 person in the USA names Jane Hanvey 13.

A Tear Drop On My Pillow
For a tear drop on my pillow As it makes me pain to see you to lose your tears of love to me For I long to be there to catch your tear drop with my heart For I would gather them up as you love means every thing to me For I feel selfish not being there to hold you in my arms For I have to work for we need the money for all our sweet days to come And as they will do come to us when we are basking in the sunny beach On our dream island for our children will love us for working all the time As they will be doing the same for the love for there love For we will share the riches we have made when we was young For you’re the only one I want in my arms as we lay going to sleep at night

Where Am I At In Life?
Have you ever asked yourself that question? I have asked this of myself so many times and it always makes me laugh. I have decided that I am where I should be according to my fatalistic mindset. You? It's been a rough year but I am still standing. I have much to reflect on and more to give thanks for, including my closest friends who have taught me much about myself. I have thought about the growth that has gone on this year and albeit painful, I have learned so much about myself. I think one has to realize through their "failures" that some good can come. I think for me risking leaving something that wasn't quite right but was safe was the hardest thing I've done in my lifetime. There are days when I still question if I did the right thing, does anyone ever really know what the right thing is? I just know at the end of the day, I want more for myself and want to feel that I want to give more of myself to someone. I want a genuine happiness and love surrounding me.

For Kristi And Fireman 185
FOLLOW YOUR HEART FOLLOW YOUR HEART TO FIND HAPPINESS YOUR HEART KNOW WHAT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LEAD YOU TRUE SO FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND YOU WILL BE BLESSED. MY HEART IS AS BIG AS ALL OUT DOORS AND IT WILL FOREVER BE YOUR NOW AND ALWAYS FOR EVER MORE. TAKE IT FOR IT IS IS GIVEN FREELY TO YOU. THINK NOT THAT MY LOVE YOU DO NOT DESERVE FOR I GIVE IT ALL TO YOU WITH NONE KEPT IN RESERVE MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BE THINE AS I HOPE YOUR WILL BE MINE I LOVE YOU WITH A LOVE THAT IS PURE OF THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS BE SURE FOR NEVER WOULD IT BREAK YOUR HEART FOR IT HAS BEEN THINE FROM THE START I SEEK YOUR HEART IN RETURN AND MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL ALWAYS BURM WITH DESIRE TO MAKE YOU MORE FOR NOW AND ALWAYS THROUGH TIME

If My Life Were A Movie....here Is The Soundtrack
My Life: Opening Credits: Poison - Shut Up and Make Love Waking Up: Good Charlotte - My Old Man First day at school: Marilyn Manson - Get Your Gunn (THAT'S JUST FUCKING AWESOME..lmao) Falling in love: Green Day - Are We The Waiting Fight Song: Ill Nino - Disposed Breaking up: Coal Chamber - Sway (again that is just bloody awesome!!) Life: System Of A Down - Chop Suey Mental Breakdown: Switchblade Symphony - Clown Driving: Marilyn Manson - Cryptoid Flashback: Linkin Park - Crawling Wedding: Evanescence - Missing (would be a good wedding song) Birth of a child: Stained - Run Away (is someone telling me something there...lol) Final Battle: Billy Joel - We Didn't Start The Fire Death Scene: Live - White, Discussion Funeral Song: Live - I Alone (Wow the fates are telling me something *cries*)

Day 1
The beginning of a different philosphy. I got a new book the other day, one that has been anticipated for quite a while. Its called the Eat Clean Diet by Tosca Reno. She is a world class fitness competitor and personal trainer. She cleaned up her eating program after she turned 40 and realized she was a mess. She lost quite a bit of bodyfat, toned down and now looks great. Its not going to be easy, even though I have been watching my eating program even more recently, I do still have my little slips. This is going to be tightened down even more. Im going to post frequent thoughts and updates as to if this program works for me. Its not a diet, despite the title. Its a complete change in theory and lifestyle. The nice part is, with my skills in the kitchen I know I can make even the blandest food taste good. If I am going to compete at the end of the year, it necessary to start making some changes now. The leaner you get as you approach crunch time, the less dramatic changes you h

If Anyone Is Interested...
Hello everyone. If anyone is interested. My sales site is up and going. http://LD.net/?camvida -- DV Industries/Communications is the link you can go to. I sell everything from cell phones (multiple carriers), satellite tv (both Dish Network and DirectTV), VoIP Internet Phone Service (Like Packet8, wich I use and am loving) and iConnethere, Long Distance services, Bundled Local and Long Distance, Calling cards, 800 #s, web hosting and domains and high speed internet service (speeds ranging from DSL to OC3 and up). For both home and business. So much more to list, but I will save that for when you go to the site. There is no obligation to go to the site, free to look around. So if anything, at least go check it out, maybe you might see something a friend or family member might be interested in. Anyways, I'm outa here for a bit. Oh if you have any questions, send me a message @ camvida on yahoo messanger, till I can get the contact form/system up, with how you would like me to contac

Gotta Love To Flirt
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! What Kind of Flirt Are You?

A Click Away
A CLICK AWAY A boring day, A lonely night, Not much to do, Just thoughts to fight. With one small CLICK, My Mac is on, The lightblue screen, Again it won. Click, click, Awwww, what a sound, My favourite site I am CherryTap bound. Surf through pages And there it was, The sweetest face, Eyes that embrace. A quick shout sent out, Wait for reply, Your answered fast, I was so shy. It was a thrill, To chat with you. We laughed so hard, Temptation grew. In just one night, You took my heart, I knew it then, It was THE START.

Update On Whats Going On With My Music
OK MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT IM AN UNSIGNED MUSIC ARTIST...AND THAT RECENTLY I DECIDED TO BE DONE WITH MUSIC AFTER MY TOUR AROUND D.C THATS COMING UP ...WELL THE TOUR HAVNT BEEN CALLED A GO YET...BUT I STATED THAT AFTER THE TOUR IM GOING TO BE DONE WITH MUSIC BECOUSE MY FRIENDS ARE LOOKING AT ME DIFF NOW BECOUSE ALL EYES ARE LIKE ON ME...UMM...AND PLUS I CANT KEEP A GIRLFRIEND BECOUSE OF ALL THE FANS..."" TENDS TO GET JELOUS "" ...SOO THATS ANOTHER REASON...BUT TO GET THINGS CLEAR I MAY NOT BE DONE WITH MUSIC AND JUST GO SOLO....RIGHT NOW IM LOOKING FOR A MALE OR FEMALE SINGER IN PHILADELPHIA PA. SO IF I FIND ONE I MAY JUST GO SOLO FOR A BIT...AND ALSO I AM NOT LEAVING CHERRYTAP.COM SORY IF MY LAST BLOG CONFUSED YOU SOME BUT I AM NOT LEAVING CHERRYTAP.COM .... CHECK OUT MY MUSIC AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/YBEDOORDIE AND ALSO MUSIC IS NOW HOSTED ON IMEEM.COM ...JUST GOT TO IMEEM.COM AND SEARCH FOR Y.B.E OR HOODFELLAS ...NOW YOU CAN ADD THE MUSIC TO YOUR PLAYLIST...WELL THANK YOU FOR ALL THE L

Writing
So, I thought that I'd say, on top of my forty hrs+ work week, I'm taking twelve units this semester... that's two english courses, one of which is for my women's studies minor, and two anthropolgy courses. It's a bit overwhelming, but I've been writing like mad. It's hard to believe that the stress of school would force myself to write... like, there's this seriousness on one hand, so creativity blooms in the other to balance it. I'm taking the advice of a few authors... doing lots of freewrites, timed writings, journaling, doodling. :) It's good, oh and I haven't had a drink in a few days... I'm going to fix that tomorrow night, don't worry. This was a bit dull, but I've had a lot of coffee and I think the caffeine is coming out with each word, shaky and uneventful. hit me up, we can talk when i'm wasted and back in my element.

B1
zfrog4...search for me and you will find... "You must be the change you wish to see in the world." -- Mohandas Gandhi RAMBO AMADEUS - Plastik fantastik .. .........................................apoem....... driver .................. allah's uber dire straights it has creepy sideways figure eights the zombie steers the ticking bomb no radio, yet knobs all twirling his superlicious eyes on fire as a brickhouse hits innocent floating bodies now become the tiger ......................................................fin “Imagination is more important than knowledge. For knowledge is limited to all we now know and understand, while imagination embraces the entire world, and all there ever will be to know and understand.” Albert Einstein the anatomy of war(mars-vs- man) the art (twenty years ago) and below is the photo i pulled offa someones blogs .... today ... august 06 ...... eek

Back Onlline
For those of you on my list on Cherrytap plz read it is really important that you do so.. For the last of couple of days I have or had no mouse to get on the computer at all.. I was highly pissed off and everything else.. A little after one am in the morning I came in here to the computer and get on it.. Next thing I know the mouse was not working at all.. I threw a damn fit about it.. It was my cousin autumn who brook it and it got me pissed off.. So I am so sorry that I did not get to you all at all.. You have to understand about my problems in the house of what is going on.. Yes I did missed an very important in event so I had to missed that and I was highly fucking pissed off of what happen.. It will not happen again.. If it does I will bitch non stop to get my damn way.. So Forgive me not answering you all.. It has been default if that is how you spell.. So I hope you all have a really good day.. Virgo24

Wishes
I wish I didnt have to wake up alone....I wish I had a sincere smile to see everyday....I wish I had a hand to hold and a shoulder to cry on..... I wish that people seen me for me.....I wish that I wasnt so different.....I wish that my heart didnt have to break easy.....I wish I didnt have to hear lets just be friends...... I wish I had the confidence to share my feelings again without being rejected.......I wish that i could fill the hole in your heart....I wish to be loved......I wish for you! ..........Danielle.........

What All Men Need To Know
****RULES FOR GUYS**** 1. NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A properly passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2. BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3. NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4. SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. (This may vary from girl to girl). 5. BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman's nipples,

10-28-06 14th Entry
October 28, 2006, 01:03:pm Well the last couple entries have been a bit of a downer huh. These things happen. I just have to find a way to make sure I don't stay down. I can't let the frustration get to me. Thats what most of the down feeling is. Total, complete, utter FRUSTRATION! No one made me get fat but me. But who's trying to help me get unfat? Sometimes it feels like no-one. Other times it feels like everyone. Oddly enough, it never feels like an in-between situation. Don't it figure? Such is me lol. I do have quite a few people on my side. That encourage me and make me feel better. Sue and her family. My Aunt. The doctors. My online friends (you all know who you are). No matter how low I get, they keep right on trucking along with me. Kicking me in the ass when I need it. Letting me cry on their shoulders when that is needed. Making me think and feel when all I want to do is curl up in a ball, fall into a deep sleep and never wake up. Patting me on the back and sayi

One Of My Favorite Britny Fox Songs
There's this girl I used to know, the way I feel heaven knows. I look up high and dream at night, memories I can't let go. Don't you know how it feels? Did you know your dreams are real? Don't you know you have the time? This dream feels good inside. Dream on, oh, dream on, don't you know your gonna find that star, dream on. Dream on, oh, dream on. Wish upon a star and dream on. Hand in hand we'll rock this land, gone through blues with her heart. Sometimes we need to make our dreams, things may glow bright as the stars. Bridge, chorus, lead, hook out.

What You Think You Know
I HAVE LEARNED A LONG TIME AGO THAT YOU NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING AND NEVER LISTEN TO RUMMORS OR GOSSIP. IF YOU HEAR SOMETHING OR THINK YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE,ASK THEM. DON'T JUMP TO CONCLUSIONS, THIS IS HOW SO MANY RELATIONSHIPS AND FRIENDSHIPS ARE RUINED AND FALL APART. BE SURE YOU KNOW THAT WHAT YOU " THINK" OR HAVE HEARD IS TRUE, THEN YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOUR FEELING, BUT IF YOU JUMP THE GUN AND IT IS FALSE THEN YOU COULD RUIN A GREAT RELATIONSHIP OR FRIENDSHIP OVER SOMETHING THAT NEVER WAS. SO BECAREFUL MY FRIENDS ALWAYS ASK AND TALK ABOUT IT FIRST. RUMORS AND GOSSIP AND HEAR SAY CAN REALLY HURT YOU. BUT ABOVE ALL ELSE " TRUST" IN YOUR FRIENDS AND LOVERS BECAUSE IF YOU LOSE THE TRUST THERE IS NO TURNING BACK AND YOU MAY LOSE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO YOU.

New Contest(best Tattoo)
I want to start up a new contest. I need 3 more people to enter a best tattoo contest. i will start the contest when i have 10 people.please send me a message if you like to enter. when i have enough i will go over the rules.please repost if you have any friends that like to enter. thank bill

Seuss Me
On a plane in the air on the bed in a chair fuck me here fuck me there hell you can fuck me anywhere In the nude in a skirt no panties on or just a shirt In my mouth in my ass in my pussy just make it last I have plenty of usable holes pick your favorite and let er go Lets get a whip some ky too a pair of handcuffs yes this will do Whip me here smack me there fuck me bitch EVERYWHERE!

Mikey
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Damáistithe (damaged)
I see people behaving badly everywhere I look. When a person can stand in an exit and when asked to move it is they who are outraged. When you are able to trample someone over a sale on a sweater, some shoes or some mundane item and feel justified. When the word “friend” give someone the right to abuse the very sanctity of trust and respect. It is not how one dies that is how they are remembered but how they lived. The children of Eden stride the earth as giants. Never understanding that it will be them that life one day dwarfs. All of this behavior stems from the belief that they are entitled. They are broken and some damaged beyond repair. In the end the damaged children of Eden will have much to answer for and being damaged will not be an excuse

Showertime!
TIME FOR A : commentshack.com I WILL BE BACK IN A LITTLE WHILE. DONT HAVE TOO MUCH FUN WITHOUT ME. OH BY THE WAY - IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY, PLEASE STOP BY THE PICTURE BELOW AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS! ITS FOR ME TO WIN A 3 DAY CHERRY BLAST! I NEED 15,000 VOTES TO GET IT THOUGH - ANY AND ALL HELP IS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!!

Busy Week Coming Up!
I thought I'd use the blog to let anyone thats wondering why I am not on much this week what I am up to. I took this week off work ( coldest one yet this winter) to help my daughter remodel her kitchen. Well I should say gut her kitchen, since its an 1890 house with real 2x4's! Its down to the studs, floor joists and rafters. When its done it will have a level floor, new wiring, plumbing, new cabinets, oh and most of all new heat duct outlets. Gravity heat systems aren't all that great!

Lyrics
These lyrics are stuck in my head today...they remind me of someone..... hellogoodbye - Bonnie Taylor Shakedown 2k1 Visit you at Baskin Robins all the time, To let you know that I am yours and you are mine. So we can take long walks through Central Park, And hold each others hands to fight the dark. So you know that you're never on your own. So you know that you're never on your own. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. And every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me. I remember all the times you let me walk you to class, You would kiss my cheek, I'd never have to ask. You're goin' away in late September. But here's the things from summer I will always remember. So you know that you're never on your own. So you know that you're never on your own. My Bonnie lies over the ocean. My Bonnie lies over the sea. And every night at 2 A.M., I wonder why can't she lie close to me. I hope you listen

These Tears Are For The Army
These tears i shed i never expected them to fall still. so close i can almost touch it. yet it's so far from my grasp. taken away by a flick of a pen. he didn't know what he was doing. took the army away from me. poured my heart and soul. all i wanted was to be a soldier. to defend the freedom. to be a guardian of the united states of america. i was willing to give my life. so those stateside could live safely. 9 hard,mentally and physically exausting weeks I devoted of my life to become a soldier. I gave everything i had. before i could jump head first into the next step of my life. the army was taken away from me. i vow to return if it's the last thing i do. but instead of being a follower... i will be a leader. I would trade my life for my soldiers. I want to lead the best. I know im a good leader. the day i left for home i watched 249 soldier cry. "Katz was leaving." I was the only one willing to stay up with the one who missed home, crying-w

Confession.. Joke
The Real Confession A priest was in the confessional booth with a fairly long line of people waiting for their confession. The priest had to go to the bathroom something awful and couldn't hold it for another minute. Not wanting to upset all of the people in line, he frantically looked out the back door for another priest to help him out but there wasn't a priest to be found. Suddently the janitor pushed his broom past the back of the booth and the priest grabbed him and said, "You just gotta help me out. I have to go to the bathroom and the line is so long. "It's very simple", said the Priest. "There on the wall is a chart ... column A lists the sins and column B lists the penance. Just find the sin on the chart and tell them what their penance is." The janitor agreed that it sounded pretty simple and wanted to help the holy Father so he agreed to fill in for the priest in the booth while the priest hurried away to the bathroom. The very next person in line entered the bo

Opening Deaths Eye
Opening Death's Eyes was founded in November of 2005, with the insane giutar riffs of Paul Green and Seth VonHartmann, backed by the undertowing basssist Ryan McCOll, supporting the fist clenching, blood curdling MASSIVE vocals of Jason Lockett, and the ever pushing hell hammers Warren Brewer. Together they united into a force bringing massive crowds of people with the only intention of headbanging, moshing and releasing pure, metal energy of chaos to the massess. Opening Death's Eyes has become one of the BIGGEST bands to come across the Orlando area. The insane sound of Opening Death's Eyes has been bringing metal back to the scene with the intention of domination. Metal has become faint because no one wants to put forth the energy to do so...untill now. Opening Death's Eyes is not only bringing metal back but also inspiring other muscians to become metalists themselves once again. That makes me proud. Fans are saying we are bringing new sound and energy to them. WE BRINGI

Farmer Girl Marines..
Dear Ma and Pa, I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m. But I am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot, and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water.Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc.,but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you until noon when you get fed again... It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much We go on "route marches," which the platoon sergeant says are lon

I Want To Be The Guy
I want to be the guy who will tell you every single morning, Goodmorning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I want to be the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I want to be the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on. I want to be the guy who WON’T pressure you to do things you DON’T want to. I want to be the guy who kisses you on the forehead, the eyelid, and anywhere it hurts. I want to be the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I want to be the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. I want to be the guy who's excited because I am looking forward to seeing you again. I want to be the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I want to be the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. I want to be the guy who melts everytime you stare at him beneath loose strands of hair. I want to be the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and cuddling.

Three Women In A Sauna
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID......... WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!!

Too Far
LOST IN A CAR SHE DROVE THINKING OF A LOST LOVE,A GUY WHO HAD COME CLOSE BUT YET SO FAR''',....WITH HIM SHE WAS REAL,SHE WAS HONEST,SHE WAS FREE,NOW WHERE IS SHE''',...SHES LOST ON A ROAD NOWHERE GOING NOWHERE...O HOW SHE WONDERED''TURN BACK?'',...BUT SHE COULDNT,,SHE WAS GONE,,,,

So Hard.....
Life can be so hard at times. But then something jumps out at you to remind you that you are here for a reason. For me, its my daughter and my boyfriend. Both mean the world to me, and if it wasnt for them I probably wouldnt be here! Ive had a pretty shitty life in the past and I was always one who thought about death, leaving this unkind world, leaving all of the people behind that have hurt me. But then, I gave birth to my daughter and a light was shown in front of me. And just when I thought things couldnt get any better, my boyfriend comes into my life. He makes me the happiest girl alive. If only I knew how to explain to him how I truly feel. Sometimes I even feel as if Im not good enough for him. Or that Im not pretty enough. I guess the lack of any self esteem has something to do with that. I dont know.... All I know is that I thank God every day for my blessings! Life is something you must learn to cherish...and I have learned to cherish mine.

Hoping For Hope
You show me Pieces of you That even you Never see You carry yourself In a certain way Your style and class Flow with ease Elegantly mortal Like a goddess That can tease Show me your beauty When there is No one else around Let me be The witness To what legends Are often bound It takes no effort Nothing special You must do Expose me to Everything Let me know This is true

Good News Everyone...
I have jumped into the foray of "owning" a lounge here....I co-own it with Wonder Woman.... http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5351 Please feel free to come by and say hi....It is for women primarily.... Men can come in and chat and what have you but I would prefer that you didnt add yourselves as members.... I have rules posted and its still a work in progress so bear with me and WW....We are trying to whip her into shape... Thanks... Alison

Please?
NEED SOME HELP! 10,000 COMMENTS IS ALL I NEED! THE MORE COMMENTS YOU LEAVE NOW - THE LESS I'LL HAVE TO NAG YOU LATER??? LOL JUST KIDDIN...BUT COULD YA AT LEAST PUT A FEW COMMENTS DOWN FOR ME? I'D HATE TO HAVE TO DO THIS ALL ON MY OWN! :(

Hey Friends
Another day has passed and just wanted to say hey to all of my friends on here... and man do i need to get drunk haha its been awhile and i am looking forward to the next time it happens anyone wanna join me?...talk to you later

My Love
FOR NOW UNTIL ETERNITY I WILL LOVE YOU.. I PROMISE TO ALWAYS RESPECT AND CHERISH YOU. AT TIMES I CRY SENSELESS TEARS, PLEASE KNOW BABY.. THEY ARE FROM SO MANY WASTED YEARS.. WISHING I COULD HAVE FOUND YOU SOONER THAN LATER.. HOLDING YOU EVER SO NEAR TO MY HEART.. THANK GOD FOR YOU MY DEAR, YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING WHEN THERE SEEMS TO BE NOTHING CLEAR.... I LOVE YOU xoxox

You Ever Wonder?
Some people really believe in Karma, a sort of cosmic balancing act. I do - I don't know why, maybe I just want to believe that you get out of life what you put into it. Or maybe I want to believe that the assholes that make life miserable are gonna get theirs someday. I'm having a week that makes me believe that I am really on the wrong side of karma. 1) I am sick..I've been sick, it's one of those "cough your lungs out until you either feel like you are going to pass out or throw up. I need to go to the Dr. but things keep getting in the way. 2) The heater died. I rent, thank GOD. The heating guy came yesterday at 3pm (I had been without heat for almost 24 hours at that point.) It was the first day of snow here and only 32 outside. By the time he got here it was 50 degrees in the house (thus the parka in my picture.) He messed with it a bit - apparently the motor is not functioning properly. He was able to get it started by manually spinning it. He told me he didn

2nd Of Feb 2007
Finaly its Friday, its soon 17:00 or 5pm. So its time to start getting the music ready for tonight club music, Theme for tonight 80's Synth. We have out 10th anniversary. and 3 livebands too. 3 Dancefloors with diffrent music and 4 Bars, so its a bit to gear up. Hope that everything will work out fine. And still its just a small club. hope that we get around 800 people tonight. I will miss you all. Cheers and have a good night. /Ray

Rules For True Friendship.
1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8 When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy butt. 9. This is my oath.... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Friendship is like peeing your pants, everyone can see it, But only you can feel the true warmth.

The Executioner. Poem
HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. HEADLESS CORPSE, LEATHEL THREAT. GUILLOTINE, RAZOR SHARP, ELECTRIC CHAIR, STOPS THE HEART. RELIGIOUS RIGHTS, IN THE NIGHT. IN THE NAME OF GOD, YOU KILL IN BATTLE, AS THOSE WHO SLAUGHTER CATTLE. HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. NO REMORSE, NO DISPARE, AS THE BLACK SMOKE, FILLS THE AIR. YOU ARE THE REAPER, WHO SHALL REAP, AS MOTHER AND CHILD CRY AND WEEP IN THEIR SLEEP. HOOD OF BLACK, MASK OF DEATH. SHALL YOUR SOUL EVER FIND REST. THE EXCUTIONER. COPYRIGHTED 1985, REVISED/EDITED 2007 SCOOTER BLACK akaS.F.P.

Finally
So after a 3 year waiting list I got the letter today that my home state wants me to be a motorcycle safety instructor! Craziness because I dont need to work (Already financially secure) and I would do this job for free. They also want to pay me a nice salary, crazy crazy. I always wanted to be an instructor or teacher and there is almost nothing about bikes or riding I dont know. Bikes are my 1st love, I was on my 1st bike when I was 4. I am extremely happy and I cant wait to teach people how to operate a bike safely. I really want to make the difference and hopefully save someones life! Keep the Rubberside Down.

Rh's Ladies Best Back Tattoo Winners
TheRH ( Ladies Back Tattoo Contest- Now Open/ Sexy Pierced Ladies Contest- Need Entries@ CherryTAP Thank You to all who participated. RH's Ladies Best Back Tattoo 1st place- 10,000 mrsusdrill@ CherryTAP mrsusdrill 2nd place- 5,000 lucy K.O.T (AMC)@ CherryTAPcherrytap.com" target="_blank">@ CherryTAP lucy K.O.T (AMC) 3rd place- 1,000 Browneyes@ CherryTAP ♥ ♥ Browneyes ® K.O.T ♥ RH

Aqua Teens Rule, Bostonians Suck!
This story makes me laugh every time I read it. Grow the fuck up Boston!! BOSTON -- More than 10 blinking electronic devices planted at bridges and other spots in Boston threw a scare into the city Wednesday in what turned out to be a publicity campaign for a late-night cable cartoon. Most if not all of the devices depict a character giving the finger. Highways, bridges and a section of the Charles River were shut down and bomb squads were sent in before authorities declared the devices were harmless. "It's a hoax -- and it's not funny," said Gov. Deval Patrick, who said he'll speak to the state's attorney general "about what recourse we may have." Turner Broadcasting, a division of Time Warner Inc. and parent of Cartoon Network, said the devices were part of a promotion for the TV show "Aqua Teen Hunger Force," a surreal series about a talking milkshake, a box of fries and a meatball. "The packages in question are magnetic lights that pose no danger," Turner said in

You'll Like This One
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Nothing Else Matters ~ Metallica
METALLICA Lyrics NOTHING ELSE MATTERS So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I don't just say Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what

Men...
This is my first blog here. The reason I'm writing it is because I read a blog someone I just met from Cherry Tap wrote, and it gave me something to think about. She wrote something about there are no more of a certain man...a man who would travel all kinds of distances to sweep a woman off of her feet. Someone romantic. Someone who isn't afraid to show emotion. I fell in love with a woman from Illinois. She only lives about 1000 miles away from me. Everyday I feel bad that I wasn't able to go there just once and be with her forever. Even now that we've been broken up for about a year and a half I think about the "what ifs". We are at least still friends, and we still talk when we can, but I'm still here in New York City, and she's still in Illinois, although she has her own house, a great job, and things are looking up for her. I'm still in the same situation I've been in forever. Does it make me less of a man? I begin to feel it may. It's my own destiny, and I

Do I Dare, Nsfw
Do I Dare here i sit once againe all i feele is a growing paine burning stronger deepe within wanting so badly to let out what's within do i dare begin to share this burning desire stop trying to contain this raging fire the thirste inside grows so stronge for i've waited for so longe afraid to share afraid to dare so uncertain of where this leads once i unleash my wicked deeds thirsting for bloode, wanting to feede wanting to quench this never ending neede needing so bad to give in to the thirste wanting to feele the artery burste feele the blood trickling downe as my thirste is quenched i loose my frowne how do i begin to regain controle once the thirste has taken it's holde will i ever be the same againe will the thirste be replaced with a different paine do i dare begin to share then loose it all because of my neede unable to control my urge to feede do i dare refuse to share then loose it all because of my greede greedily controlin

Light In The Darkness
Life's darkness covers me. The twists and turns have come making the night seem never ending. I see you there in the shadows, your love shines through the darkness like a distant star making the shadows fade. Your embrace takes me out and shows me the way. The darkness slowly disappears as i feel you next to me. Your love consumes me and now as dawn approaches i know i am whole. We are lifted out of the darkness together as loves light feels the inner most parts of our souls.

And So, To Live. A Poem.
----- And So, To Live ----- Oh darkling Chyld fear not the Night, - the Earth Thy Mother calls Thee, To Leave the Rest that Thou hast craved, -Walk places that appall Thee, For mortal Kine have passed this way, - Their fevered Hearts bright-burning, and though You do not Lust as they, -You have Your Own quiet Yearning, For You, like they, of Passion Born, -and yet must Seek fulfillment, A Soul Immortal Ever Is, - That Liveth in Enstillment, - For mortal Kine know not Thy world, Not seek, nor Comprehending, - That You : The Night's Immortal Chyld, Embody Love Unending. ^Uyraell^ 2/04/2007, Feb, 4th.

My Grandma Part 6
Update on my grandma.. As you all know who I am and what I am going through right now but listen very closely ok.. The Hospices said that she will die any time and any day.. If this happens I don't know what I will do.. I will have a break down or I don't know.. Why does this has to happen to me now in my life of the year of 2007 that is bullshit.. It is not fair at all.. Damn it.. There is alot of things I have to talk to my grandma about and everyone is here and I can't do it.. It is really hard but I could never get the chance to tell her how sorry I was from yelling at her treating her bad an all kinds of shit.. Now I don't know what Happen.. If I don't talk to her I will regert it.. Bullshit this shit has to happen.. She is only 66 years old.. And she is really young.. It is really silly of me and stupid of me.. Give you all updates on my grandma as soon as I found out more ok.. Virgo24

Making That Journey
Making that journey to Oklahoma to say my final goodbyes to Grandma. It isn't going to be easy. Thank you so much to all of you who have left your kind thoughts and words. It has meant VERY much to me! I will not be back in Texas until Wednesday evening so I will try to see ya'll then! Until then leave me comments and messages if you wish! Hugs, Stefani

On A Night Breeze
I wish I could say that I wrote this poem because it truly is beautiful but I can't.I hope you like it! On a Night Breeze Softly whispered words of love Float gently on a night breeze 'Cross the many distant miles Over meadows, streams and trees. Floating 'cross the open land 'Neath night skies crystal clear Searching for your listening heart For you alone to hear. Soft and warm goodnight kisses Blown gently into the night Float languidly through starlit skies Until at last they light. They swirl about your slumbering head They caress your sleeping face Sent to you in sweet dreams Gentle kisses 'cross time and space. Night skies filled with words of love And kisses that fall like the dew Are sent across many distant miles Every twilight from my lips to you. by Allison Chambers Coxsey 2002

Something From The Past.... Memories Suck Sometimes.
I'm done with it I'm done with you All you did was bring my world and spirits up, Just to watch them come crashing down. I'm not sure if it was all for a laugh, or revenge or what, All I know is it hurts like hell. I'm cutting you out of my life, I'm not being stupid anymore. I won't be so quick to fall again, Or fall so hard... I'm just done.

A Heart Belongs
I belong to you She whispered While in my arms I am yours As much as the air I breath I am your as much As my loving thoughts Of you, That reside In my eternal memories I am yours As much as the blood Circulating in my veins I am yours As much as the soul That dwells, within my heart These loving words She continued whispering As she nestle deeper Into my love craving arms We savored Each other's love nectars Within the sweetness, of our lips I've witnessed, true love Beating through hearts Tribulating uncontrollably In the night's silence Where only a heart beat Conquers, both minds.

Drabble
I'm tired of feeling like shit. I'm tired of people making me feel like shit. I need a lot of attention and I can't help it. I was never the center of anyone's world and I'd kinda like to be. I dunno, I guess I expect entirely too much out of the people I bring into my life. I want to try and find a second job. I reallllllyyy wanna be a bartender. I think that would be bad ass and I'm pissed off that my cousin hooked my sister up and not me. Working in an adult store would be pretty sweet, too. I need to not be broke so I can finish the tattoo on my back and get the one I want on my lower stomach. It'll be bad ass. I've been thinking about getting sobhriste tattooed down my ribcage since I don't really want it around my tit like I was originally planning. It's an appropriate word to describe me. The only thinkg is I think it's gunna hurt like hell there so I'm probably gunna cry like a little bitch when I get it down. I think that will probably be the next one I get, I want

Bill Clinton
It doesn't matter what party you belong to -- this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him ... his wife works, and he don't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America's shelves this week with "Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nations' most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I sol

First
hey all this is such a great place to be and to all that have rated anything on my page or what ever it is call ed thank you oh so much you all are great to me oh and the comments are great too and here soon i will put up more pictures because as many of you know i want to be a photographer and i am in the begining stages right now so i have much to learn if any of you are photographers throw me a line and give me some tips any would be great well i thnk that is all for now love, angel

Kenny Rogers - If I Could Only Change Your Mind
Ive found a great deal of satisfaction thinking that you think of me, Ive found each day brings a new sunshine, There is no tomorrow for us to borrow, Why cant you find what you are needing, in me? If I could only change your mind. I found no effort at all in showing what Im feeling for you, I find it hard each day just knowing theres no tomorrow for us to borrow. Why wont you find what you are needing, in me? If I could only change your mind. Kenny Rogers.

Oral Positions
(haha i'm on a roll today) ok what's ur favorite oral positions? for a BJ, i LOVE a girl on her knees. either with me standing or sittind in a chair. my next fav is her on top of me in a 69 blowing my mind. when i'm eating a girl out, i like being next to her in a T formation. this is also nice cuz then she can jerk me off while i do it. i also am more than willing to get on my knees with her laying or sitting with her feet up to open up that pussy area. i do like being on top of 69 for licking her tho (head's not as good up there tho). so what's ur fav's?

How I Feel About Something That Happened.....
Feelings.. How I feel about something that happened..... What I am feeling right now. I am feeling happiness because you are still here. See last February a guy broke into my mom's house, He beat and robbed my mom, and left her for dead. He hit her repeatedly in the head with a frying pan and broke the handle off of the frying pan he was using to hit my mom. He hit her repeatedly in the front and back of the head and left a hole in the back of her head and a big gash in the front of her head. She was out cold for over 14 hours the attack started at around 10pm on Feb. 7th 2006 and she awoke a little bit at 3:13pm on Feb. 8th 2006 when the phone rang. She was with it enough to tell her co-worker to call 9-1-1. My mom's co-worker called 9-1-1 for her and the police came and where shocked to see that she was still alive with all of the blood that she had lost. I call the co-worker my mom's guardian angel, because if it wasn't for her calling to see why my mo

Finally
I've heard about this place for a while, but of course I was a bit hesitant. So far the people I've spoken with and have made friends with are already such a delight and I've been here for less than 24 hours. I think I'm really going to like it here. -Miss B

Grupo La Cumbre Horn Section Demo
this is my new band...we are gonna hopefully record a new demo next month. There is 16 players total...Yikes.... Oh the band web page is here: GRUPO LA CUMBRE WEB PAGE all photos and everything thing else is done by me. I sure hope you like it..!!!!!!!!!!!! and we are not that good but hey..with some friggin practice and hard work maybe we can be a good band...rite..??? PEACE Victor J7

As Of Recently...
My defense walls were built so high for a long time that I never really let anyone in. I walked away and never gave some amazing people a chance to really get in. It wasn't doubt that scared me, it was allowing someone that close to me. When you love someone you give them your heart, you give them a piece of you, a piece that they are capable of breaking but you love them enough to expect them to not. You give them that part of you in hopes they cherish it forever. Not being able to trust can be a killer, following an illusion will lead you no where. All the excuses, lies covering my true feelings, and the whole gambit pushed aside. I am starting to now see clearly. I owe this to a truly amazing friend, perhaps one of the best friends I will have in this lifetime. He knows me well enough to burrow under my skin and push all my buttons. He has gotten me motivated to make a change. No, he does not want me to change who I am, he wants me to better myself. Some people would call his

Test
Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

The Drifter (part 1)
The Drifter's Final Piece by westerntiger © (This story includes some violent and very graphic situations - if this kind of stuff disturbs you - this is your warning.) * He leaned against the gray BMW watching the front of the school. Soon classes would be letting out, and the final part of his plan would fall into place. At about 2:50 PM the bells rang at West Phoenix High, and kids began to pour out the doors at the front of the school. The drifter punched the name of Diane on his cell, and the number began to ring. "Hello?" "Hey, Di. It's Hank." "Wow. Where are you?" "Outside your school. You wanna party today?" "Like right now?" "Sure. I got some weed and coke, and I wanted to hang out with you before I left town." There was a pause on the other end, and a little whispering in the background. "Can I bring a friend?" "Male or female?" "Female, stupid. It's my friend, Rachel. You'll like her, she's fun." "Sure, more the merrier. See you out fro

11 Feb 07 - Sunday
11 Feb 07 - Sunday 1898 Leo Szilard Hungary, physicist/A-bomb worker/peace activist 1917 Sidney Sheldon 1921 Eva Gabor 1935 Gene Vincent Norfolk VA, rock guitarist/vocalist (Be-Bop-A-Lula) 1936 Burt Reynolds 1940 Bobby "Boris" Pickett rocker (Monster Mash) 1942 Otis Clay US gospel/R&B-singer (That's how it is) 1949 Charlie Hargrett rock guitarist (Blackfoot) 1962 Sheryl Crow Kennett MO, singer/songwriter 1650 René Descartes philosopher "I think therefore I am", stops thinking 1916 Emma Goldman arrested for lecturing on birth control 1922 US intervention army leaves Honduras 1938 Steve Casey beats Lou Thesz in Boston, to become wrestling champion 1943 General Eisenhower selected to command the allied armies in Europe 1945 Yalta agreement signed by FDR, Churchill & Stalin 1953 President Eisenhower refuses clemency appeal for Rosenberg couple 1964 Beatles 1st live appearance in US; Washington DC Coliseum 1969 Dorey Funk Jr beats Gene Kiniski in Tampa, to become NWA c

My Own Poem
WHY WORRY Why worry, there is only 2 things in life you have to worry about. Weather you are happy or weather you are sad. If you are happy you have nothin to worry about. If you are sad then there is only 2 things you've gotta worry about Weather you are ill or weather you are well. If you are well there is nothing to worry about. If you are ill there is only 2 things you've got to worry about. Weather you are gonna live or weather you are gonna die. If you are gonna live there is nothing to worry about. If you are gonna die there is only two things you gotta worry about. Weather you are gonna go to heaven or weather you are gonna go to hell. If you are gonna go to heaven there is nothing to worry about. If you are gonna go to hell then your gonna meet up with all your old pals anyway so why worry.

Life Song Pub???
In the Netherlands we call it smartlappencafé, the most easy translation is: "life song pub"?! It's a pub where you can sing dutch sentimentel soft songs as loud as you can, drink beer and dance the most crazy way you have ever seen. Tomorrow evening, I'm going out with the psychiatrically patients from my department to such a "life song pub"... My colleagues planned me in to drive the bus and accompany our patients to this event. OMG I'm supposed to go karaoke... HELP!!! For example, to give you an idea:

Young Married Couple
As a young married couple, a husband and a wife lived in a cheap housing complex near the military base where he was working. Their chief complaint was that the walls were paper-thin and that they had no privacy. This was painfully obvious when one morning the husband was upstairs and the wife was downstairs on the telephone. She was interrupted by the doorbell and went to greet her neighbor. "Give this to your husband," he said, thrusting a roll of toilet paper into her hands. "He's been yelling for it for 15 minutes!"

Freedom Isn't Free
What would you do If you were asked to give up your dreams for freedom What would you do If asked to make the ultimate sacrifice Would you think about all them people Who gave up everything they had. Would you think about all them War Vets And would you start to feel bad Freedom isn't free It costs folks like you and me And if we don't all chip in We'll never pay that bill Freedom isn't free No, there's a hefty fuckin' fee. And if you don't throw in your buck 'o five Who will? What would you do If someone told you to fight for freedom. Would you answer the call Or run away like a little pussy 'Cause the only reason that you're here. Is 'cause folks died for you in the past So maybe now it's your turn To die kicking some ass Freedom isn't free It costs folks like you and me And if we don't all chip in We'll never pay that bill Freedom isn't free Now there's a hefty fuck'in fee And if you don't throw in your buck 'o five Who will? You don't th

Tomato Salsa
Original recipe yield: 12 pints PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 2 Hrs 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 5 pounds Roma tomatoes * 3 green bell peppers, diced * 8 stalks celery, chopped * 8 jalapeno peppers, seeded and minced * 2 tablespoons white sugar * 4 cloves garlic, minced * 4 (4 ounce) cans diced green chiles * 3 tablespoons salt * 2 tablespoons dried oregano * 1 tablespoon ground black pepper * 3 onions, chopped * 3 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro DIRECTIONS 1. In a six-quart pot of boiling water, blanch tomatoes, drain and cool under cold water. Peel and coarsely chop. Return chopped tomatoes to pot, bring to boil and reduce heat. Skim juice from top of tomatoes and reserve, if you'd like, for another use. Do not overcook and allow tomatoes to remain chunky. 2. In two quarts of boiling salted water, add chopped bell peppers, celery, jalapenos, garlic, green chilies and cook until all ingredient

Mexican Potato Pancakes
Original recipe yield: 24 pancakes PREP TIME 25 Min COOK TIME 15 Min READY IN 40 Min INGREDIENTS * 2 cups diced tomatoes * 1/2 small onion, chopped * 1 small jalapeno pepper, seeded and chopped * 1 cup water * 1/4 cup canola oil * * 5 potato, peeled and grated * salt and pepper to taste * 1 dash hot pepper sauce, or to taste * 1 small onion, minced * 2 eggs * 2 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced * 3 tablespoons all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup canola oil DIRECTIONS 1. Place tomatoes, onion, jalapeno, and water into the bowl of a blender; blend until smooth. Heat 1/4 cup canola oil in a saucepan over medium heat. Carefully stir in tomato puree, and cook for 15 minutes until thickened. 2. While the sauce is cooking, season the shredded potato to taste with salt, pepper, and hot pepper sauce. Mix in onion, eggs, and jalapeno; sprinkle with flour and mix until thoroughly combined. Heat canola oil

How Much...from The Desk
How Much In January and February, I normally go into quiet time, in which I give myself time to think on things I have learned throughout the past year. Sometimes this becomes a time of simplicity in which I resort back to the basic and simple ways. Don't we all long for things to become more simple, in our rush around world these days in which it seems we have no trouble filling every part of our day with something or another. We often exclaim, that we just do not have enough time in the day to do all we want to do, because our lives are so filled with events, and distractions, not to mention the day to day duties we all have to get through each and every day. So if we don't ink out the time to just lay back and bring ourselves back to basic and simple, we continue rushing forward. Rushing forward we miss a lot, we are going here and there and doing this and that with hardly a moment to spare. This is one of the reasons I have now put into practice taking my life back to the sim

Kool
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... The eSPIN Personality Test MY RESULT:Class Clown You're not really wild, or a rebel, per se, but you do like to stand out from the crowd, and you love being the center of attention. That, plus your great sense of humor, makes you a quality addition to anyone's buddy list. Oh, and did we mention? You're pretty kind-hearted. Of course, it doesn't hurt to take things seriously sometimes. Like, for instance, your feelings. Be true to yourself and don't be afraid to make yourself vulnerable. It's scary sometimes, but it'll make you a stronger person. Take This Quiz!

Direction
direction i had no direction till i lost my rudder while i could still steer my ship was without destination aimless in my journey thinking in my arrogance that i knew what i was doing knew where i was going then i lost my rudder i had no say on my destination and then i lost my mast and had no power for motion then i lost my will and didnt care anymore where i might go staring blankly at an empty sea going as the current carried me watching other ships pass by as aimlessly as i and then i began to listen to a voice i had lost long ago god began to speak to me to show me where i had been that what i had done and what i had acquired were for my own glory to sate my own greed that i had no destination when i traveled without him that when i believed in only me that i was bound instead of free he led me from my vessel/ego to walk upon the water of lifes tossing sea he reminded me to dream but stay true to the beliefs that

"my Dragonfly"
My Dragonfly in the night, I see Her overhead but She is not in the form I expected A simple glowing light, a simple form. This is Her... my guardian Dragonfly Perched above my bed to watch over me Guiding me in my sleep and dreams. Lending me Her power and Her strength. This is Her...my mother Dragonfly. A gentle song in the middle of the night a humming so innocent,so sweet a dancing light so tiny...twinking in the dark. this is Her...my daughter Dragonfly.

You've Got A Friend
So, after thought and thoughts on a motorcycle journey I pondered about going it alone for a long time...but really going it alone is a bit on the danerous side and well, self discovery in and of itsself is a dangerous journey.... So the question would be who would I, who could I take with me...who would make a journey like that just for the sake of my self-discovery.... Seems like I should've already found myself by now right? But coming to this place in my life where I don't know what I believe in or who I am believeing in it for (whatever IT is) has brought out all the ghosts and demons to play in my mind.... What is it that I want most? Independance - (yep) I want the ability to support myself and my children without depending on anyone else.... I want the ability to pursue my own interests (whatever they are) without any kinds of permission slips...be it financial (asking to borrow money to pursue them)...logistical...(locating sitters while I pursue them)...or em

If We Don't Talk
Ok peep if I don't talk to you regulary then I'm deleting you....I'm not in a popularity contest and not here jus for numbers...I'm here to make friends...so I'm going thro my friends now....and del all the peep I don't talk to atleast on a wkly. Thanks

Cherrytap Shop. Here Is What They Need....
You know what I think would be cute? Us girls need to be able to buy gifts for each other. Something that lets the other party know that we really appreciate them. A PAIR OF DESIGNER SHOES!!!! Like a little pair of Blahnik looking shoes or something. Yes? I think so.

Things That Make Me Go Wtf!
This is true y'all. This morning I stopped at the gas station to put some gas in the minivan. Yea yea I drive a minivan, but its a sexy minivan. LOL Anyhow a Hummer pulls up to the pump next to mine and it has a bumper sticker that says "Save gas, ride a horse". Ok on aint that just fn' ironic. Hey putting a $100 in that precious Hummer is gonna just do the trick because they ride horses on the weekend. OK OK so they got the money to do that. Here is my other beef if you are not in the military or live in the mountians where roads dont exist why the F---K do ppl have them who live in the city. It just gripes my ass. Well happy campers that is my Lou-Rant for the day. Enjoy!!

For Eternaty
for eternaty take my time hurry up i do my best but its never enough im so fed up with so many things im feening for the smile that your presents brings you'll go out with your friends ill do the same but i wont pretend that i dont want you here near next to me today and tomarrow for eternaty its so perfect never had this befor we meet in the middle and your not a whore your somthing more then ive ever had you pretend not to notice that im pretty bad bad at this you tell me forever you seal it with a kiss you'll go out with your friends ill do the same but i wont pretend that i dont want you here near next to me today and tomarrow for eternaty you'll go out with your friends ill do the same but i wont pretend that i dont want you here near next to me today and tomarrow for eternaty.... today and tomarrow for eternaty

I'm Engaged
i have found my girl, and were soon to be married in a few months. i can't believe it, and it's like a dream i thought that i would never ger married but boy i was wrong. even though she's coming from a far place.. you know i was trying to find a girl that was closer like here in virginia beach but oh well.. right now my girl will be home tomorrow night on feburary 18 2007 this sunday...i feel so lucky right now and people think i'm happy now..just wait cause when my girl get's here tomorrow i'll be more happier then ever. you could piss me off so much and i wouldn't even care cause i would be so happy. want to know? cause i'm with the most beatiful girl, and she's the girl i'm going to be happy and married.

To My Friends And Soon To Be Friends
I'ts my first blog and I don't know what to say, I'm drunk but i still don't know what to say, I can walk around everyday pretending like I don't know what to say when i really do, I can tell you not to go out with this or that person cause their not right for you and i would be right, Or not to do this or that and once cause it's not good for you again I would be right, I could tell you not to say this or that cause it might get you in trouble,or even not to smoke this or that cause you will not remeber what you did the next morning, I can tell you not to drink this or that cause if you do then they will take advantage of you, or i can just sit back and just pretendthat, I Just Don't Know What To Say!

These Are My Tears, This Is My Broken Heart
I want to sleep but it eludes me so. Close my eyes and wait for tomorrow to come. I feel no joy in this day. All I can feel is pain, the tears sting my eyes as my cheeks grow wetter by the second. I still don't understand why it had to happen, why he was taken from me. It aches in ways I cannot describe. Sometimes I fear I will never be happy again. Perhaps this is karma for a crime I committed in a past life, punishment for an act I do not know of. I once knew joy and there was a time when my smiles where more than a mask, they were my daily routine. Now all I want to do is cry. Scream at a fate that is indifferent to me. Do I sabotage myself or do you do it for me? Nothing seems real anymore, outside of this gaping hole my heart has become. My emotions are cardboard cutouts, mocking me with their falseness. I remember a time when I felt as if nothing could go wrong, magic surrounded me and love was most precious. Now I feel discarded, like a tissue thrown into the garbage. Worthless

Birches~robert Frost~
BIRCHES............... Current mood: happy Category: Writing and Poetry Birches ~Poem lyrics of Birches by Robert Frost~ When I see birches bend to left and right Across the lines of straighter darker trees, I like to think some boy's been swinging them. But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay. Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning After a rain. They click upon themselves As the breeze rises, and turn many-colored As the stir cracks and crazes their enamel. Soon the sun's warmth makes them shed crystal shells Shattering and avalanching on the snow-crust Such heaps of broken glass to sweep away You'd think the inner dome of heaven had fallen. They are dragged to the withered bracken by the load, And they seem not to break; though once they are bowed So low for long, they never right themselves: You may see their trunks arching in the woods Years afterwards, trailing their leaves

~memories Of You~
Memories of you... Current mood: hmmm... Category: Writing and Poetry As i sit here alone thoughts of my past consume me. Memories of you, and our love flood my mind. In my mind i can still remember so many details.... How warm your cheek felt against mine, even the tickling sensation of your wiskers on my neck as you held me close. The way you tucked my hair behind my ear, right before you pressed your lips to mine for a sweet kiss. As i sit here, i close my eyes and i swear i can even remember your smell...so warm and inviting.. I remember the feel of your strong but tender hand on my neck and the other tracing up and down my stomach, your warm wet mouth on mine, eyes full of desire looking into mine, as you made such gentle love to me. The way you held me close, my cheek and warm breath on your chest, until i would fall asleep in your arms. All of these memories of you make me wonder how i get through each day without your love around me. I mi

A Funeral, A Parade And A Missed Birthday
Monday was a day that was filled with emotions. My son is in 5th grade and he marched in the anuual Georgia Day Parade. It celebrates the day that James Oglethorpe landed on the river bluff here in Savannah and Georgia was founded. About 5,000 children participated in the parade. He was so excited to be one of them. His dad and I waited on his school to pass and we joined them in their march to City Hall. When he saw us his whole face lit up. He was so happy we were there...and we were very proud of him. His school won first place in the banner contest. However, back at the school, in the church there, a ceremony of a much different kind was taking place. A funeral was being held there..the funeral for the mommy I wrote about who was killed in a car wreck. As my son was glad to see me, her son was grieving. As my son was marching in a parade, her son was saying goodbye. As my son was laughing, her son was silent. As my son planned for tomorrow, her son wished it was yesterday. As m

Vk Is Goin To Cali
I leave for my trip to Long Beach California in 1 week :D I am so excited. I will be gone for 4 days but please still feel free to leave me comments and stuff like that. I hope I will have a friends laptop with me If I do I will check in a few times while I am there. I will be staying Aboard the RMS Queen Mary For those of you who do not know. The Queen Mary Is One Of The Most Haunted Ships In The "WORLD". I am also a Paranormal Investigator which is my reason for going I am going on a Investigation "Ghost Hunt". I will post any pictures I get from there in my albums. For Those Of You Who Are Into Spirits and Ghost :) I will also be posting a a 4 days trip blog on my myspace page. I will Fix up a Link To That Page on my CT Pro For Easy Access :) Have A Wonderful Day ~Venomous Kiss~

Aquarius What Are You
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO The Virgin Dominant in relationships and Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Very Caring, Smart, Intellectual and Attractive. Loud and Loyal. Very Easy to talk too. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. The Ultimate in sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict fu

A Friday Nite On Yahoo..
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From,mom To Dad
Love letters tied in a yellow bow Saved on a shelf so long ago. Written through love and passions flame Only Mom knew what the pages contained. Sugar coated words with paper and pen Mom said their love would never end. Love Letters Mom and Dad wrote for each other In Mom's eyes there could never be another. Dad was at war ....they missed each other so His letters meant more than he could ever know. I can still see Mom as she devoured every line Tears in her eyes from time to time. Love Letters hiding the heartache within Teardrops had fallen where words had been. Time has passed and love still blooms Laughter now fills our desolate rooms. Mom and Dad ..still holding hands They beat the odds..their love still stands!!!

First Blog
New to this thing and checking it out. Thanks to Karen for inviting me. I know my profile has been viewed once and i'm sure it will be viewed again by someone who I thought I cared for, but I wish to this day I had never met. This person is a user and always will be. I am glad that I won't be living next door to him anymore. I hope one day he can seriously learn to keep things in his pants. And to think with the smart mind that he has and not the brain down below. I hope that someday there is a girl out there that can outsmart him just as he has done to others. And I know there will be. I feel sorry for those who were really hurt by all of the lies he gave them as well as me. That is no way to live the life you have been blessed with.Ps. I am doing well thank you.

Won The Lotto
A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out."

Faces
It hurts to look into the eyes of sinners, I cannot turn to face my friends, For they are lost within their perpetual sin, Trapped in a world of idols and fashion trends, The clock ticks away at my time, I soon will have to depart alone, I cannot bear to look at what we have become, To be into what I have grown, An eternity watches frowning through the eyes of priests, Down at the snake-like beings that inhabit the earth, I close my eyes, unable to even glance, At what the world holds tight to its chest, drowning in mirth, It terrifies me to gaze at the faces of the people, I have not even met them, or know their name, But I cannot even bear to myself, To them, to admit and hang myself in shame, Eyes of temptation glare and coax from magazine covers, Pleading, singing, to make you spend money and more, I cannot even look at my friends, listening to their cries, Watching them bend and buckle under the law, I tremble in the wake of the world, Hat

How Do I Stash Pictures?
I have some lovely pictures that I would like to stash....only I don't know how to! Cut and paste/ copy doesn't work....how do I make my pics into html or whatever? Any help gratefully received. Thanks in advance.

More Damaging Than War Across The Seas.....
Wake up USA! I'm observing blogging across the net and I look for any sense of victory, alas, it is all smoke and mirrors. As American's . . . as ppl on this planetâ€¦ as thinking and feeling beingsâ€¦ WTF!?!?! We are preoccupied. We lay on our laurels. We have self indulgences beyond any generation before usâ€¦ we are lost in lifeâ€¦ we try to find meaning in much that is just meaningless. We overlook what should be praised. We sit on our hands as we look for our remote controls. We scream out without even hearing what we say ourselves! This is a bizarre version of the vision our fore fathers (and mothers) had for us. We are looking for an open door when there is not even a door, doorway, or an obstacle in our way. Wake up and put some socks and shoes on..... and look past the mountainsâ€¦ see life!

Life
Age does not protect you from love but love to some extent protects you from age. Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all. Choose the one who loves you, and not whom you love. Don’t forget to love yourself. Everyone admits that love is wonderful and necessary, yet no one agrees on just what it is. For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of our tasks; the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation. Gravitation can not be held responsible for people falling in love. He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes. If you judge people, you have no time to love them. Just three words, “I Love You” , but they mean world to everybody. Kindness is love in disguise. Love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction. Mature love says: “I need you because I love you.” Immature love says: “I l

Ministers.... Sounds Like A Couple I Know Lol.
Three ministers - a Presbyterian, a Methodist, and a Baptist, and their wives, were all on a cruise together. A tidal wave came up and swamped the ship, and they all drowned. The next thing you know, they're standing before St. Peter. As fate would have it, the first in line was the Presbyterian and his wife. St. Peter shook his head sadly and said, "I can't let you in.You were moral and upright, but you loved money too much. You loved it so much, you even married a woman named Penny." St. Peter waved sadly, and poof, down the chute to the "Other Place" they went. Then came the Baptist and his wife. "Sorry, can't let you in either," said St. Peter. "You abstained from liquor and dancing and cards, but you loved food and sweets too much. You loved sweets so much, you even married a woman named Candy." Sadly, St. Peter waved again, and poof, down the chute went the two Baptists. The Methodist minister turned to his wife and whispered "It ain't looking good, Fanny."

Happy Birthday
well ray ray today is ur birthday and ur 11 now. it doesnt seem possible. it seems like only yesterday dad was holding u in his arms and kissing ur soft cheek. i remember when u used to crawl over to dad and strattle me when i was laying on the floor and pounce down on me. that was always so funny. i remember ur first word i remember ur first step. that is something i will never forget. ray ray dad is so proud of u you are such a good kid u very well mannered. and ur friendly to everyone. i am proud of u for doing so good in school. i know u have been moved around alot with ur mom. butu seem to have not let it bother u. raymond u are my inspiration my heart my smile my laugh and most importantly of all u are my son and for that i thank god every day. i miss u every day that goes by. and there isnt a second in any day that i dont think of u. i hope u enjoy ur new bike and ur playstation games u got for ur birthday. cause u sure deserve them and so much more. i remember the time when ur

Princess Ash
A little poem i did by reqwest for my dear sweet friend Ash i hope you like it she had it framed....... To my princess ash! My heart beats for you! I seek your loving embrace! I seek your loving smile! I yearn to hear your sweet voice! To feel your eyes upon me! And to feel your soft skin against my fingertips. My soul cries for you princess and yet I can not find you! I seek you touch with every fibre of my being! I see you now my sweet, standing upon the cliff! I fear for a heart beat until you turn and loo upon me with your sweet eyes full of pain and love. My heat has stoped! I long for your arms yet you are still so far from me! I step forwards to your beckoning outstretched arms I keep coming forwards. It is dark yet the moon lights up your soft face unlike a goddess! Your radiance is so pure I just want to cry, Yet I can not for I long for your embrace, your sweet scent that floats to me on the evening breeze. I am before you no

Poker
And thats whats been taking up most of my online time at the moment. Mostly playing in play money and freeroll tournaments but also some real money ones. Things are improving, 19th of 5000 and 58th of 10000 are the belt holdem results I've had and then last night 194th of 6500+ for Omaha. Hope all my CT friends are well.

Random Thought
from behind i have been grabbed by a set of claws marking the end of hands driving me to the ground from where i stand digging into my neck-tendons and muscle-strands on my knees, it's a good place to be i just need to have you infront of me but you stay right there behind me one hand tip-toes to my chest and pulls me close the other hand holds me by the jaw and thrusts my head beneath your breasts a massage of talons digging into flesh my blood rushes i swell as you release the excess bending over my shoulder you put your mouth to my distress as you feed your face is dressed in the mess i fall lower on my knees wrap my arms around you and make you sink with me until we are chest to chest painting you with my flowing caress play with THAT mess my beautiful monstress

Gemini Horoscope
Gemini (May 21 - Jun 20) Chatting and flirting are high on your agenda this weekend, Gemini. The Moon's entry into your communicative and playful sign is likely to provide you with plenty of social distractions. Focusing attention on one person or activity, therefore, might prove to be a challenge.

The Last Waltz
After tonight I will not be on much for a while. I am moving and it will take me a while to get situated with a new place and new net access. Everyone will be missed and look forward to seeing friends old and new upon my return. If you do not have my yahoo or email address or phone number send me a PM and I will get you the info.

My Sis And I's Dictionary
these are words my sister n i fucked up in IM Jappy- happy Doig- dog Schoolat- school at yuo- you wim(my bad)- win nit(my bad again)- nite kindof- kind of dpn't- dont annoyingf- annoying thta- that donw- done ny- my yuo're- you're ewven- even spanich- spanish mo's- mom's whta- what thet're- they're hve- have heer- her more to come im sure

Shawn Hornbeck, Kidnap Victim
Shawn Hornbeck, the kidnapped 15-year-old, appeared with Ms. Winfrey just six days after police freed him from that despicable predator Michael Devlin, who entered a "not guilty" plea today to kidnapping charges. Shawn went missing four years ago. Ms. Winfrey was gentle with him: (BEGIN VIDEOTAPE) OPRAH WINFREY: What would you do all day? Could you tell us that? Do you feel comfortable? SHAWN HORNBECK, KIDNAP VICTIM: I would mostly sleep. It is the only way I could ever pass the time. WINFREY: Sleeping. HORNBECK: It was just basically what I did. Sleeped (sic) or watched TV or played video games. WINFREY: Can you tell me how you got through these past four years? HORNBECK: Hope and praying. WINFREY: Hope and praying. You said you would pray and cross yourself every night. (END VIDEOTAPE) Oprah told her audience there were ground rules for the interview and she could not ask Shawn on camera why he didn't try to escape from Devlin. Off camera, apparently

Lost
Lost… Once strong for words, now speechless Not knowing where to go, what to do What to say, what to feel My mind numb, my heart throbs. A new horizon stares at me Its sun's bright morning rays Shine down upon me Showing me a place I've seen once before. In a distance I see a beach With its pristine blue waters Bordered with clear white sand Lusciously inviting me to step in… Walking on the white sand beach Step by single step to the shore I go With feet touched gently by waves A cool breeze blowing, I hesitate... Shall I? Will I? Could I? A girl lost in a world… What are you trying to make me feel? I wish I knew…