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The Quarter-life Crisis
The Quarter-Life Crisis It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that htere are alot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met. You realize that maybe the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too, and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but they are as confused as you are. You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for a new one. You are realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and you're scared. You miss the comforts of college, of grou

Friends
Alright, I've almost permanently lost 4 friends this week...I must be doing something wrong. If you are on my friends list, it means that I have an interest in talking with you for some reason or another. Some of you make me laugh, a couple make me think, you all entertain me. I like the people on my friends list, and would like to talk to all of you...it just isn't possible. If you are on my family list it means you have impressed me somehow, or grown close to me, and I consider you a true friend...I would do anything for my friends, even the ones online. Never hesitate to ask me for anything, even if I cannot help I shall try. If I have you on my YIM, it means you are VERY close to me, and I wouldn't mind speaking to you all day every day. That isn't possible, and I am an asshole who never messages anyone first, but if you talk to me I will respond 90% of the time. For everyone I speak to: you are important to me. I consider you a friend and care about your feelings.

Guess This Site Promotes Cheating?
I cant believe the lack of proper administration around here. My wife signs on today to go work on her giveaway for a HH that a friend offered her. When she went to leave a comment it wouldnt let her. She also wasnt able to post bulletins or rate profiles you know anything the site is about. She went to support lounge they told her to shut up and stop being selfish for wanting to know why she is blocked great support you VIP's get there lol. She was left with no way to defend herself over whatever? Finally a bouncer gave her a straight answer which explains why support lounge is only allowed to give the same lame answers about everything it's cookies. lol They cant tell you it was something thats not right. The bouncer informed her she was blocked because I helped her bomb on her HH giveaway so she could level even when I hate being here. The bouncer said that because we were both bombing and chatting with others bombing in comments also that the bouncer check bot said we were

Drama,drama,drama!!!!!
do you like to have new friends? my friend is looking for you,stop by her page to show her some love,rate ,fan,add her and show her pix some love to help her level up,she doesn't need much to reach the next level and all the love will be returned:P:P:P.for sure he will appreciate it big time :):):) have a wonderful Hump Day cheers (D)(D)(D) WildCat ~Sugahhh~ CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

The Wolf
Early American Indians and settlers existed together in harmony with the wolf. Respected as a wise and cunning hunter, many of the wolf's ways were adopted by these pioneers. It wasn't until the white man became a "shepherd", later to be known as the rancher; raising livestock for food instead of hunting wild game, that the wolf became a threat to him, and therefore his enemy. The inherent nature of the white man is to control that which he does not understand, otherwise destroy it. As he began to hunt wild game as a sport, this further decreased the wolf's popularity. As a result, he set out to destroy the wolf and nearly succeeded. As civilization rapidly progressed, he continued to distance himself further from the wilderness, while the wolf remained a wild predator. Debra McCann Today, the wolf represents the symbol of our wilderness, a world which man has long since forgotten. We are just now making the attempt to protect and preserve the wolf as an endanger

Who, Where, Why...
Who, Where, Why... Who am I... I'm still trying to figure this out. Things changed, specially when I went through my breakdown. I lost sight of me :s that's scarey. I thought I knew myself pretty well, and now i find questions lingering about myself. Where am I in my life... Somedays I feel fine, others I don't...I loose myself in the kids and work. What happens when they are gone and I'm alone? Why... Why is this so hard for me? I don't understand... maybe someday I will but right now I'm really confused.

The Falls
I didn't know just how far we had come Until I saw the falls There, we were standing You were holding my hand As the mist washed our faces clean Our tears fell Together Safely we had made our mistakes Safely we had eachother And from then on There was no need to look back The beauty of it all Washed our sins clean Together So powerful So cleansing So beautiful You were to me A brand new day A new begining The river will clear the way

New Leveling Anyone Who Help To Level Up
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Subway Station
Being at the terminal of a transportation system (such as the subway) often indicates choices. Places of commotion and confusion often appear in dreams when choices are being confronted in life. Many times, the dream experience is a good place to test various choices with a more open mind than the waking world permits. The initial question to ask about the subway station is: Do you have the means to ride any train, only some of the trains, or none of the trains? Who is with you in the subway? Are they deciding which train to ride or are you leading them through the station?

Ode To A Dying People
Ode to a Dying People Eyes shining bright with unspilt tears, Thinking about all these wasted years. Everything worth living for is gone, Brother, i find it hard to keep fighting on. Falling down towards the abyss, The reaper embraces me with his kiss; It makes me want to refuse to care, To watch this all unfold - too much to bear. If this is the way it ends - If this is the way my race ends . . . If this is the way it ends - i can't bear to witness Disease encroaching on all i hold dear, Somehow i gotta get my soul outta here. Heart of agony, faint burning hope, I'm finding it hard to try to cope . . . Because liars own the world with conquering poise, In a wasteland of meaningless noise; We don't stand a chance with dormant pride, The heroes of our race have already died . . . If this is the way it ends - if this is the way my race ends. . . If this is the way it ends - i can't bear to witness . . . To imagine it has all come down to this, Apathy an

Venus Butterfly
VENUS BUTTERFLY Eternal child, forever wild, She casts a spell of bright enchantment. Here now there, without a care For worldly rules and life’s commandment Secret treasure, past all measure, Hidden deep inside her chamber; Buried long within a song That threatens love’s exceeding danger. [CHORUS]] She’ll be there, but only for a while. Winter’s come and she must run and smile. She’s on the wings that lift her when she’s down. Forever wild, forever free. No cocoon, she seeks the moon – Enticing summer midnight madness Passion calls as daylight falls, Betraying innocence and gladness. [SAME MELODY AS CHORUS] She feels the Venus flytrap closing in. As fascination fades she can begin Now to elude a lethal strong embrace – A prison with a most beguiling face. Escaped from trap, she needs no map To tell her where her heart will send her. Danger past, she’s free at last – When love is cruel she won’t surrender [REPEAT CHORUS] Copyright 2004

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So I finally have really good news about work. :D I start training for my new position on Monday. To those people that I told I was going to bomb on Monday....Sorry girls & guys, but my work schedule changed. I am completely stoked. :D Please help keep my good mood up!! :D

My Status..
Just in case it is wondered about my status.. It is a gospel song I am continually listening to and not referring to anyone in general... Long weekend or a short one I should say.. Just making it day by day...

Penehoff Promotions On Fubar
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Witches Protection Bottle
The following are the ingredients for a Witch's Protection Bottle and it works in two ways. It not only protects you, but it will deflect the harm towards you back to the originator. Get a glass jar such as a Mason jar, or even a baby food jar, anything that has a lid to it. Fill the jar halfway with small sharp objects such as pins, metal scrapings, broken glass, razor blades, etc. Be careful when you are filling the jar! Once the jar is half full with these objects, fill the jar up with a holy water mixture of salt and water. Put the top on the jar and be sure it's secured. This jar should be buried in the ground at least twelve inches deep. As long as the bottle remains in the ground, you will be protected from harm that is sent your way. If you bury the jar somewhere away from home, and you wont know if it will still be there in a year (City Witches don't always have backyards), then be sure to repeat this process each year.

I Am Back Online Whooohooo!!!
Just wanted to let everyone know that I now have a laptop in the truck so I will be off and on every day. Just depends on where I can get a good signal lol. We are in Gary IN. til about 2am EST and then off to Troy, MI. Miss talking to you all and hope everyone is good!! TwinkleBug (Angel)

Boyfriend/girlfriend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_______________ kiss me? let me kiss y

Obligations Of The True Path Walkers
To bring back the natural harmony that humans once enjoyed. To save the planet from present practices of destruction. To find and re-employ real truth. To promote true balance between both genders. To share and be less materialistic. To become rid of prejudice. To learn to be related. To be kind to animals and take no more than we need. To play with one's children and love each equally and fairly. To be brave and courageous, enough so, to take a stand and make a commitment. To understand what Generations Unborn really means. To accept the Great Mystery in order to end foolish argument over religion.

Calling All 2nd Alarm Members
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Smart Cricket Contest
Attention everyone, I would consider it a personal favor if you help out my friend Smart Cricket. She is behind in her contest and could really use your help. All of your help would really be appreciated. Please stop by and drop her some comments. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Above & Beyond The Call Of Dutyabove & Beyond The Call Of Duty
Above & Beyond The Call of Duty by Border Legion © I have just recently retired from the US Army and have recently found the Literotica website and wish to share with you of an erotic instance which occurred to me while I was stationed in Germany. Throughout my military service I had always maintained a physically fit body. I am 6'2" tall and my weight is about 188 pounds. I love jogging and racquetball, which I have continued my daily running program into civilian life. A few years ago the Army started using computers and I was selected to learn computer, which were being incorporated into our particular skill specialities and then train others in my unit. I have found a relentless passion for computers and everything there was to know about them. I have one particular fetish that really turns me on. Seeing a female in a green plaid pleated skirt with matching nylons and a white silky blouse. I have always thought the female body to be an extreme turn on with the softness

After School By Pagrl
After School by pagrl © I was finishing up some work at school when the principal came in.? "What are you doing here still? Don't you have a life or anything?" He asked.? How could I explain to the man I idolized when I was his student that I needed to be as good a teacher as he. Even 11 years later, my school crush on him hadn't diminished. His dark brown eyes exhilarated me. The grey in his hair only highlighted his young face. "I'm sorry Mr. D." How could I tell him that I just wanted to impress him? "I just want to finish grading these papers and set up the lab equipment for Monday." Hands on the tall, black table at which I was sitting, I twisted around in the metal stool. My back cracked loudly. A gentle un-tightening of muscles followed the sharp pain. "You know, too much work makes a girl boring. Go, we're the last two here. I want to lock up and turn on the alarm." Damn, I disappointed him; I wanted to show him that I could handle my first teaching job with

Verified With Snopes
Subject: Verified with SNOPES--this is unnerving IN ORLANDO LAST WEEK, AT A CITGO STATION REGULAR GAS WAS PRICED AT $2.82 PER GALLON, NO CUSTOMERS, HOWEVER ACROSS THE STREET WHERE FUEL WAS SELLING FOR $2.85 PER GALLON AND ALL PUMPS THERE HAD CARS WAITING TO FUEL. Have you noticed how the Citgo signs have disappeared in the past 7-8 months? Very clever move by Chavez.But guess what CITGO IS CHANGING ITS NAME...this is serious Americans...make sure you read. " -------- NEWS FLASH -------

~some Things Are Worth Waiting For...
~Some Things Are Worth Waiting For Here comes that feeling again...it's bitter-sweet and leaves a warm feeling swirling around your being! It changes the colors in my aura to brilliant, vivid colors. Almost an Aurora Borealis of activity with fantastic explosions of color and light...It is a soothing feeling, like being in a warm ocean of clear blue water on a windy, perfect 85°day, somewhere absolutely tropical...ah, the feeling of utterly imaginable bliss! For those few who will be able understand...it's the second star to the right and straight on til morning. I shit you not! Mmmm...the thought of how wonderful this feeling is, embraces me like an old friend. Take me away, Old Friend, to that wonderful place that we used to go(its almost like a dream) Its like the smell of a meadow right after it has rained...fresh, cool and a quiet breeze whispering all around me...the sound of a babbling creek side in the background. I close my eyes and in a spin of color and

An Asshole Pissed Me Off This Weekend
i got on my bike and took my girl friend with me to a bar where the rest of my club was at that night.we sat next to each other all night at the same table that my brothers were at and was haveing a good time.every one in the bar knew she was with me.this guy comes to the table and wanted to dance with my woman and so he did.n/p at first.we were next to the dance floor anyway so i could see it all.it started out ok at first.next thing i know hes asking agen and agen. now for some reason he starts trying to hold her in his armes and i see her nicely push him back away from her.guess this wasent enuff cause next he starts to grab her ass.she pushed him back over and over agen during the night.so finely i had enuff i went to his friend and simply said to him please ask your friend to back off some. well next thing i know this guy and the other one is at my table threatening me gona kick my ass out side.well i walked up to the biggest biker who was with us and quietly told him what had

Crystal Conversations
Crystal Conversations by Barnaby © "Riiiiing. Riiiiing." "Oh, let me see who this is," I heard my wife say as she checked the Caller ID in the living room. "Honey, it's Crys. Must be for you." "Thanks," I called back, "I'll take it here in the kitchen. Hello?" "Hi, there, handsome!" came the peppy voice of my young friend from work, Crystal. "Hey, how are ya?" "Oh, I'm okay..." she replied, "but I'm gonna be a lot better in about twenty minutes. Evan's comin' over!" "Evan? Have I heard about Evan?" "No, I don't think so. He's this guy who just hit on me at lunch yesterday. He is soooooo cute, though, and I am SO fuckin' horny tonight! Mmmm! This'll be our first time getting together." "Well, then why, pray tell, are you on the phone with your old married co-worker, dear heart? Shouldn't you be cleaning your apartment or something?" "Oh, I have been. I made the bed just before I called you. That's all he's really gonna see. Hehehe!" "You little tease. W

Bride's Maid
Bride's Maid by maanmathan_playboy © I knew that the girl was looking at me since morning when I first saw her. I am here at my best friend's wedding which is going to be happening the next day. The place was surrounded by a crowd all the time. She seemed to be the friend of the bride and was struck up with the bride like a glue. I was eager to find a chance to speak with this beautiful girl. The time was almost midnight and everyone was returning back to their homes. The bride and bridegroom returned to their respective rooms when it was 12 O' clock. Till then, we were all chatting and playing all sort of games. The stranger girl was all smiling and glancing at me often. I couldn't take my eyes of her pretty red saree decorated with glass beads and flowers. I tried to stop my imagination when my eyes caught a glimpse of her fair hips through her saree as she was dancing. I retired to the balcony and tried to work out a nice plan to speak with this un named girl the next day at

Sorry To All My Friends
Just want to tell all my friends that I haven't been ignoring them, I haven't been able to send out comments or anything lately cause I recently had a light heart attack due to stress. So please keep sending me comments, i will comment back soon i promise. I miss all of u lots!!

Memo To Sam Walton
I don't know what possessed me. I should know by now. NEVER step foot in a WalMart without, say, pepper spray in your purse. It all started with my nephew's gift card... I needed some cleaning items and he wanted to get a video game. So this morning, we braved Wally World. Mistake One: NEVER go to a WalMart during October and on a free day when the kids are out of school. Costumes and candy were hurled all over the aisles, kids crying because they couldn't find a Jack Sparrow costume. I thought I would lose my mind. First, Dan found the video game he wanted and I went to go get someone to unlock the case for us. One lady pointed me to another, who pointed me to another. She said that someone else had the only set of keys and that as soon as she was done with her customer she'd meet me by the case. The domino effect of sales people. I waited 15 minutes. During the wait, some oily looking guy came over and asked me if I had a computer. I said yes. He said, "You w

The Waiting Game!
The Waiting Game In the crowd of people , I see your face and eyes and drown I blink - you are gone How to find you again? I pray you saw me too I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear As time goes by , I start to feel that you may never appear again That man with the beautiful eyes and a hint of a smile Not blinking I stare into the crowd , hoping to get a glimpse your face I ponder should I start running through the crowd , trying to find you I hesitate - If I move I may lose you forever I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear Will it happen? Will you find me? Did you feel what I felt when I looked into your eyes for that fleeting moment? Do you know what fires you started within me? I sit and wait not wanting to blink in case you may appear 6:30 PM 10/8/2007 Rose Sandoval

A Poem For My Uncle
One day early in October A new day dawns over & over This new day does not end It just begins all over again The Journey is not that far On the road to be a star This is the time to shine No need to feel left behind He will always be in sight Just look up every night Just know he is fine His new place is truly devine He is all dressed up in his attire Now he has his own choir He is busy writing words While the angels learn his chords! May he pick that fiddle To no end or middle Just a new beginning With him still singing Let the music play loud Entertain your crowd Play the encore You have waited for We'll Remember who you are The man who played the guitar To the man who sang his song We'll meet again before long Until then Enjoy center stage my friend Play like it will never end Sing,Sing,Sing away It's all one continuos day

Update On My Mom....................
Well if you read my last blog you know that my mom has been sick for going on 2 wks now, well she went for a chest X-ray yesterday and went to the doctor this morning...the mass is still on her right lung..the antibiotics and decongestants didnt work, the doctor seems to think that it is the beginning stages of lung cancer...she goes for a CT on her chest in the morning....so for now this is all I know. I am going with her in the morning to get the CT....The doctor is about 75%-80% sure that it is the beginning stages of lung cancer...all we can do now is see how far...it has gone and will go...and find out the treatment processes...So just keep her in your prayers...and hope all goes well..Love you guys!:-(

A Well Much Needed Venting Session!!!!!!
well it is me again. with more drama that people trying to put on me. well here is a msg for u and that drama. if you dont want to talk to me that is fine. i dont care but dont expect me to sit here and believe you when u tell me things n then you come up and do the total oppisite. i am sry that if u cant be truthful to me from the stop then get the fuck off my list andf i am goin to do just that. i am not i say again AM NOT HERE TO PLAY FRIGGING MIND GAMES with grown adults that wants to act like frigging children if i wanted that i would turn to my father which has alsetimers and emphazima. so if any of my freinds read this n you think its aimed at u ill tell u the honest truth all u got to do is grab a set of courage n ask me i will tell u if it is cause of u or not dont be chicken n dont there many that this isnt not to n most of them r on my family so if ur on my family list n u read this dont worry not bout u. now im goin to study ill probily be back to vent again but this time i

Ick But Yay
Well yesterday was my oldest sons birthday. We took him to Chucky Cheese. (Every parents nightmare every kids dream lol.) The kids had fun. And my mom and I played ski ball. Got the kids oodles of tickets. So ok I must finish getting ready for school.. Oh wait on the school note. Im not going to have to quit. Ive got things worked out where I wont have to and I will be back on the voucher program this week. Somebody was looking out for me. but i do have to miss alot of school this week.. Yesterday I left at noon to see what I could do about the child care voucher program. Thursday I have to take papers to the office so I have to leave early and friday I have to take treat bags to johns school. So at least things are running smooth again. YAY!!!!

Samhain....
Samhain marks one of the two great doorways of the Celtic year, for the Celts divided the year into two seasons: the light and the dark, at Beltane on May 1st and Samhain on November 1st. Some believe that Samhain was the more important festival, marking the beginning of a whole new cycle, just as the Celtic day began at night. For it was understood that in dark silence comes whisperings of new beginnings, the stirring of the seed below the ground. Whereas Beltane welcomes in the summer with joyous celebrations at dawn, the most magically potent time of this festival is November Eve, the night of October 31st, known today of course, as Halloween. Samhain (Scots Gaelic: Samhuinn) literally means “summer's end.” In Scotland and Ireland, Halloween is known as Oíche Shamhna, while in Wales it is Nos Calan Gaeaf, the eve of the winter's calend, or first. With the rise of Christianity, Samhain was changed to Hallowmas, or All Saints' Day, to commemorate the souls of the blessed dead who

Meeting The Pope
A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who responded, "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty. You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there? We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser. "That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome ?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome 's Tiber River called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks it's gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the worst hotel in the city! The rooms are small, the service is surly and they're overpriced. So, whatcha doing when you get there?" "We're going to go to see the Vatican and we hope to see the Pope."

Drifting
And as I reflected : I saw myself drifting through life; Alone. Floating through time and space Reaching out For a hand a touch a smile. Finding only a void a nothingness Internalizing the grip that lonliness has placed on my heart, my mind, my soul. Kissing my cheek with a tear; Wanting Needing Waiting for what?? For that which I cannot have, to fill the emptiness inside Engulfed in pain and dispair Crying for the soft sunlight to dissipate the darkness and horror which is my heart. Again my mind drifts and my thoughts come back to YOU The smile on your face.. The warmth of your touch.. The love shining through yo

Grrrr
Well my sis and brother in law are fighting again!!! I swear I wish they would stop...why do they have to do it when the kids are here and sleeping...if they are going to argue they need to take it outside!!! or somewhere else. she thinks hes been cheating on her but has no real proof right now just a he said she said thing...but i wouldnt put it past him hes done it before. I told them to please dont start it tonight, im tired of hearing it and im sure the kids are too!!! i dont know what to say and i dont know what to think...just gonna make sure the kids are safe and if he touches her i will not hesitate to call the police yet again...that will be the 2nd time in one week...why cant she just get rid of him!

Taking Husbands Shopping!
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. You might also want to reconsider if you really want to retire with your husband. After Mr. and Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most womenâ€”she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go

Chipotle Cashew Chicken With Brown Rice
1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil 2 tablespoons butter 1 large onion, 1/4 onion finely chopped, 3/4 thinly sliced 2 cups quick cooking brown rice 4 cups chicken stock 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 2 pounds chicken meat: tenders, boneless, skinless breasts or boneless, skinless thighs, cut into 2-inch pieces 2 tablespoons grill seasoning blend (recommended: Montreal Steak Seasoning blend by McCormick) 2 to 3 tablespoons tamari dark soy sauce, eyeball it 4 cloves garlic, chopped 1 red bell pepper, seeded and thinly sliced 10 to 12 water chestnuts, whole 1 cup frozen green peas 3 tablespoons chipotle in adobo (2 peppers and their sauce), available in cans on the international foods aisle or substitute 1 1/2 tablespoons ground chipotle powder 1 tablespoon ground cumin, a palm full 2 to 3 tablespoons honey, 2 healthy drizzles 1/4 to 1/3 cup real maple syrup, eyeball it 2 to 3 tablespoons chopped cilantro or parsley leaves, your preference 1 cup raw cashews In a medium p

Hello
Ok Im bored again...no suprise huh, I cant wait till tomorrow, me and my mom are takin my lil girl to the fair, yayyyy fun, righttttt, Im a chicken, I dont ride nothin, lol...anyways after that Im gonna go see my man, and have my own "rides" LMAO!!!!!! Im tipsy right now so dont pay no attention to me ahahahahahahahahaha!!!!! Anyways, hope everyone is havin a great weekend!!! ~Besos, Lexi

Later....my Peach (poetry)
I saw her on a page A vision of beauty, I was struck by her instantly, By her written thoughts and also by her loveliness. The way she presented herself, I was spellbound by a mere photo, And some text on my screen, Was this love at first sight? Or mere infatuation? Or a fleeting hope? I began to question myself. What I saw was a rare beauty, A precious thing, Like a work of art, Treasured on a gallery wall. A painting seen from a distance. But I knew what I felt wasn't love, I knew. Not from the first sight of her. Desire yes, feelings of passion yes A want, most certainly But the real depths of love, no. That may come later after closer study, After examining the canvas, Looking at every nuance, each brush stroke, At form, colors, composition, perspectives. But even then I do not want to know everything. For if I knew it all, Does that not equate bordem? I want to be surprised at things later. I do however want to see beneath her beautiful fa

Yep, Another Short One!
I'm off to Madison shortly for a bellydancing workshop! Probably won't be home until late. But I'll be online tomorrow, trying to catch up, lol! Have a fantastic Saturday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings for all my friends, all over the world! You are loved and appreciated so very much. Later! Muahz!

October Is Domestic Awareness
October is Domestic Abuse month. If you haven't been in a relationship with abuse then you really can't understand what October means to the ones that have been through hell. There are so many things that all of us can do to help try to get a handle on this horrible problem. There are no guidelines in an abusive relationship, abusers don't understand how much hurt they are putting the victim through and most really don't care. If you know a woman that is going through the hell that comes with an abusive relationship, make sure they know there are so many programs out there that can help them get out, and that can protect them from the abuser. And please let them know they have your support, that will mean so very much to them, i know it was to me. Every nine seconds there is a woman beaten by their spouse, boyfriend, or partner, and the scary thing is, every 14 seconds a woman is beaten to death, so if you can help anyone this month or give any of your time to help as a volunteer this

Please Join Us For Our Fu Wedding!!!
Please join Kim and Geoff in celebration of their FU Wedding in the Wedding Lounge, Sunday October 14 2007, 10 p.m. EST ~Two heart will join to become one~ ♥EYECANDY♥@ fubar Subh3rbanSmok3r@ fubar

Kim Will Be Late To This Trust Me I Know She Was Late To Our's
Please join Kim and Geoff in celebration of their FU Wedding in the Wedding Lounge, Sunday October 14 2007, 10 p.m. EST ~Two heart will join to become one~ ♥EYECANDY♥@ fubar Subh3rbanSmok3r@ fubar

I Love That Girl
like i said, i went to the river with my friend jackie, little sister, dad, and stepdad (the one i like). i got to sleep next to jackie (who is a female in case you're wondering) all weekend. we ate really well, because both my dad and stepdad are amazing cooks, jackie and i went for a couple walks to enjoy the wildlife, and she picked me some flowers. we decided we would date (but only jokingly because her fiancee is very against it and he's like a brother to me). all in all, my weekend was great. i'm happy.

I Am My Master's Dragon
I Am My Master's Dragon I am my master's dragon And my master treats me well, He calls me when he wants me, And I answer to his bell. He feeds me puffs of pastry To reward me for my deeds, And according to my master, I have all a dragon needs. My master fails to notice, Though I know that he is smart, The incalculable sadness Deep within my dragon heart. But I am not complaining, I've no sorry tale to tell, I am my master's dragon, And my master treats me well.

Precious Angel
glitter-graphics.com 02-02-02 - 09-16-07 Precious Angel _________________ Precious you were suddenly taken away When we wished that you would stay. You will always have a special place in our hearts That you will forever stay and never fade away. You maybe gone but, you will never be forgotten Your spirit will forever live on. You were so Precious now your an Angel We will miss you our Precious Angel. Copyright ©2007 Lynn wrote on: September 16, 2007 glitter-graphics.com

Two Lawyers
Two lawyers are stranded on a desert island for several months. The only thing on the island was a tall coconut tree, which provided them their only food. Each day one of the lawyers would climb to the top to see if he could spot a rescue boat coming. One day, the lawyer yelled down from the tree, "WOW, I just can't believe my eyes, there is a woman out there floating in our direction." The lawyer on the ground was most skeptical and said, "You're hallucinating; you've finally lost your mind." But within a few minutes, up to the beach floated a stunning red head, face up, totally naked, unconscious without even so much as a ring or earrings on her person. The two lawyers went down to the water, dragged her up on the beach and discovered, yes, indeed she was alive, warm and breathing, but sunburned and needing immediate care and nursing. One said to the other (as a typical male would), "You know, we've been on this God forsaken island for months now withou

Chicken Fried Tofu
Ingredients (use vegan versions): 1 block of tofu 3 Tablespoons nutritional yeast 2 oz. Braggs Liquid Aminos pepper to taste salt substitute to taste oil Directions: Turn on oven to 375 degrees. Lightly oil a baking pan with a paper towel. Strain water from tofu and slic into thin rectangles. Place on baking pan. Squirt a bit of Braggs Liquid Aminos on the tofu. Sprinkle with nutritional yeast and spices, and place in the oven for 15 minutes. Turn tofu slices over and sprinkle remaining nutritional yeast, and seasonings on top. Let cook for another 10 minutes until golden brown on both sides. Tastes like fried chicken. Serve with your favorite grain and veggies. Enjoy! Serves: 2 - 4 Preparation time: 25 minutes

Giggles Have To Read
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So prom ise me We'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know

Good Tips For Meeting Someone From The Internet For The First Time. (repost)
1) Meet in a very public place where there is plenty of people. 2) Never get in there vehicle. 3) Never let them in your vehicle. 4) Don't go to their place until after second or third date. 5) Don't invite them to your place until after the second or third date. 6) If you don't follow these tips, you should have a back up plan just in case things get out of hand. This ensures that you and your friend both are safe. There are a lot of people out there on the internet worldwide. You never know if they are a predator looking for a victim. They don't know if you are a predator looking for a victim. Please repost this so that all your loved ones and friends can see it. You could save a life.

I Need Bombers
I need bombers BAD.. My friend Bones is in a contest and he has fallen behind and some of us bombers have ran out of photo comments.. For those of u that know how to power bomb..... I will give all of my 100 elevens (during Happy Hour) and a gift to each person that power bombs and runs out of photo comments or at least 500 comments. If you have any questions on how to power bomb and are willing to help, please contact me.. We only have one day left to do this. Please see other bulletins on how to get to his photo.. Thank You So Much!!!

Leopard Facts
Leopards Facts (black Panthers) Leopards facts •Leopards generally live to about 12 years of age in the wild and up to 20 years in captivity. • All black or melanistic leopards, sometimes commonly called Black Panthers, are born in the same litter as spotted cats and also carry the rosette markings, although these are masked by the darkness of the fur. • Each leopard has its own spot pattern, just as people have different fingerprints. • The average life span for a leopard in the wild ranges from 10-15 years. In captivity they have been known to live to 20 years. • Leopards are capable of carrying prey 2-3 times their own weight up into trees. • There are three different species of cats called "leopard": Leopard (Panthera Pardus), Clouded Leopard (Neofelis Nebuulosa), and the Snow Leopard (Uncia Uncia).

Missing Person!!! Read And Post Plz
MY BF BELOW HAS BEEN M.I.A. SINCE NOON YESTERDAY.. NO ONE HAS HEARD OR SEEN HIM.. NOT ME NOR HIS CO WORKERS OR HIS FRIENDS.. HE WAS LAST SEEN HEADING TOWARD WACO, TX, AT NOON.. PLZ IF YOU HAVE SEEN THIS MAN.. IN A WHITE EXPLORER WITH A SUN ROOF.. PLZ LET ME KNOW ~LAKESHA~~Dj LaKesha~DarkInfusion CoOwner~@ fubar

Drama Drama Drama
I was on myspace reading some blogs from a few people I know from my job. I really found them to be amusing for the most part. But it seams like the drama level at work is at its all time high. I normally try to keep out of it but being one of the managers I have to step in from time to time to try to put it all to an end. I tell ya it never seams to matter, even when you think you have thing worked out or at least under control, you realize a new drama has started. I have gotten to a point that I try to just block it all out conduct business as ususal. RIGHT the key word here is TRY !! Why is it when you try to ignore things they seam to get thrown at you faster and hard than before. I am truley at my whitts end over all of it. 99% of it is so stupid that it really shouldnt even be a drama issue and the 1% that possibly could be something serious gets blown off due to all the other crap. Dont get me wrong I love my job, its the drama crap I could do with out. I kno

You Make My Heart Race
You make my heart race You make it flutter And right now you have My mind in the gutter ;) I don’t know what you did Or how you did it You make me feel happy even though The time we share is just a lil bit We are miles apart And forever it may seem I want to know you better And I want to trust myself But I feel as if I have been lied to So much in the past it is hard to trust So are you playing with me? And stringing me along What I hear you say It often makes me wonder Is this guy for real? To wonder all this Is all truth? Or is it lies? I don’t know I am so confused From hearing what you say Is it true or false? Or half-way between Some lies and some truth Or is your heart coming clean? I am so confused The lil voice in my head Keeps saying go with your heart Then I keep thinking about lies That I have been told Over and over and over Is my heart ready to be bold? I want to make this jump More like a giant leap I want to feel my heart thump Wi

You Make My Heart Melt
You make my heart melt Into a puddle on the floor I am looking for love Please don’t close the door To love or not to love That is the question I ask Why must loving someone Be such a hard task I think because it’s full of emotions That makes it so hard If I fall in love with you Then I am letting down my guard It is up for a reason This you should know My heart has been broken A few times in a row I know things won’t be perfect Because I know they never are But with you I hope I’m not just wishing upon a star I have feelings deep and so true For what I feel and have to say Is that I am falling for you More and more each and every day Sometimes I wonder Am I setting myself up for more pain? Is this for real to him too? Or is it just a game My heart is not a toy Please don’t treat it as such I have thought about you Oh so very much I really hope that when we meet That you will love me And we will go beyond all of this And what happens

Fear Is Only In Our Minds......
Religion: Believe whatever you want to believe but please do not preach to me that I need to find god or else I am going to hell! How do you even know God exists? Because a book was written 3500 years ago? The first writings were by Moses and then the Egyptians who used hieroglyphics written in stone, and then changed several times till we have this multitude of a book called the Bible. I personally do not care what anyone believes, to each is own, what ever makes you happy, but please please do not push your beliefs on me. Do not assume I am a “bad” person because I do not accept god into my life, I accept one person and that’s me and you want to know why? Because I know what I am and I know what I have to offer and I know myself inside and out and I accept myself and that’s all that matters. You want to discuss other religions and ideas with me, that’s great but do not tell me what I should believe because you will not win and I am not easily convinced. Abortion…….. Yes I do not

So, I Have This Stalker ...
I'll venture to his page soon and give you the info. However, he's/she's/it's creepy. Just comes almost daily, cruises my page multiple times. Has no picture, no friends, nothing. Has been doing this since July. I've even asked why they're checking up on me and even went so far to call them a stalker on their page. They haven't really SAID anything to me ... should I report it as it's really starting to freak me out? Kandi!

Would U
MARK ALL THAT APPLY 1.date? [] 2.love? [] 3.kiss? [] 4.lick? [] 5.touch ? [] 6.hate? [] 7.love? [] 8.strip for? [] 9.stare at? [] 10.marry? [] 11.please? [] 12.tease? [] 13.go out with? [] 14.make out? [] 15.suck? [] 16.fight? [] 17.help? [] 18.hug? [] 19.dance with? [] 20.hurt? [] 21.have sex with? []

Holy Point-whores Batman!!!
Forgive this blog. I am writing it after medication. However I just thought a thought I wanted to jot down before I forgot, I'll probably use it later. You can ignore this post if you want. I think the mumms have grown worse than ever. I just saw a mumm that was a fucking point-whoring, attention-grubbing site-wide fucking bulletin passing through the mumms because it was fucking happy hour. If I wanted to see that shit I would sort through my fucking bulletins. But y'know what? Nothing is going to stop these point-whoring attention-grubbing cuntdrips. There is no retribution for the affrontedness of it all. Sure, what are you gonna do...? The whore shall never return to the mumm, so the community bashing that normally makes idiots cry is negated. Worst case scenario it's marked and they lose privileges they care nothing about...they still get their pointless announcement out to the people that are trying to AVOID that crap by congregating in the mumms....PLUS POINTS!!! Oh, wait..

Dream Info
Dream-Related Questions What is the average amount of dreams a person usually has in one night? The average person has about 3 to 5 dreams per night, but some may have up to 7 dreams in one night. The dreams tend to last longer as the night progresses. During a full 8-hour night sleep, two hours of it is spent dreaming. Please tell me is it unusual for an individual to have multiple dreams during the course of one night's sleep? Is this normal? I normally dream two or three dreams in one night. It is not at all unusual for a person to have more than one dream per night. In fact, it is perfectly normal! The trick is remembering all your dreams. Some people have trouble remembering one single dream, let alone multiple dreams. Does a person dream all night? If not, when do they? No, a person does not spend the entire night dreaming. A person spends about two hours in the dream state per night. A person moves through the four stages of the sleep cycle throughout the nig

The Hardest Thing To Do In Life
The normal family triangle, then, provides the daughter with a stage upon which to rehearse her separate identity. When the parents' marriage is relatively free of conflict, the daughter can go from one parent to the other for an emotional safety valve, to let off steam. Having equal, unambivalent access to both parents—and spared their competition for her loyalty—she can then concentrate not so much on dual allegiance as on simply growing up.

Back In Time
Back In Time By: April Terry To go back in time, If only it could be. For once in my life, I just wish it could be. With each passing day, I realize more and more, Things will never be, What they once were. To go back in time, Should be an option. The place I now stand, Is driving me crazy. I know what I should do. But I have no clue, As to how it should be done. The last thing I want, Is to hurt someone I love. To go back in time, Oh what I would give. Maybe my soul, Or this chaotic life. Nothing seems to make sense, No matter what I do. I fill as if I’m running in circles. And the more time that passes, You slip further away. To go back in time, Is it too much to ask? To know your all mine, And to ease my mind. I can’t help but wonder, If there still someone else. And with each passing day, The heartache seems to grow. To go back in time, Would you if you could? I know by doing so, I wouldn’t be who I am. But would that really be so b

Bs At Its Best!
Last night I was talking to a Fubar member on the phone for the first time. Oddly this person first messaged me on IM and then it led to several hours of talking. By the end of the convo this person got very quiet and I asked them what are you doing, they told me conteplating suicide. No more than a min later the phone went dead. I called back a couple of times, and then sent them an IM where I asked if they were ok. The response I got back was "I slit my wrist!" and "Im bleeding badly". After a couple of mins i contacted the California Highway Patrol! With nothing more than a First name, city, and cell phone number they tried to locate her. Well........tonight i followed up with the police and even had more info to offer up to resolve thngs if need be. What did I find out! She's Just Perfectly Fine!! How's that for BS. Thank you http://www.fubar.com/user/998452 Atleast somebody has the decency to give a damn about others!!

Update
I am changing the way people can vote on Last Fu standing. This will let you vote 3 people instead of 1. If you wanna change your vote(s) at the bottom of the poll you can change it. Give me a few min to have it updated.

2500 To Level A Leveler
There are different things i can usally say about each of the levelers that help me. This one i will say is a rater in mass portions.If you like rates I reccomend you add him as a friend. And he returns the love always. yeahmon~aka The Cooter~Renegade Rater~@ fubar

3 Words 03'
SHOULD I COUNT THE WAYS.. OR SPREAD MY ARMS TO SHOW U HOW MUCH ,SEND ROSES AND CHOCOLATE,GO AND WRITE YA NAME ON MY SLEEVE .SCREAM AT THE HIGHEST MOUNTAINS TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE...HA..HA I GOTTA LAUGHBECAUSE BEFORE I LOST YOU I WAS IN THE DARK .I WOULD SAY THEM BUT TO MY BRAIN THOSE 3 WORDS WAS SO UNCOMPREHENDABLE.I DIDNT KNOW THE MEANING AT ALL,UNTIL I STARTED MISSING YOU SO UNCONDITIONAL YA STRAWBERRY KIWI SMELL. MAKES ME WANNA SPIN THE BOTTLE TO SEE IF WE SHOULD KISS OR TELL,TRUTH OR DARE,WHEN YOUR AROUND I DONT GOT A CARE IN THE WORLD. HOW COULD YOU DARE STAY AWAY FROM ME, HOW COULD YOU DARE SAY YOU HATE ME .

California Is Burning Pray For Them
if you have a heart and actually care about your city you will read thisOn October 2007 over a dozen wildfires across Southern California, United States forced the evacuation of over 265,000 residents. Thousands of homes were completely destroyed which is REALLY scary.. this is actually our second huge WILD FIRE in San Diego, California and our last one took place on 10-25-03 which is pretty weird.. almost on the SAME DAY. Arnold Schwarzenegger asked Wyoming and other states to help us out with our fire by bringing more helicopters for water which is hopefully going to help us throughout the weekend. Schools are closed and students are worrying about it.. I mean do you really want to watch your city burn down? Its becoming a dangerous place so why should you worry about not going to school for a while? Its just ridiculous. This makes me cry and it should to you too. Many people were injured by this...this seriously breaks my heart.. if you have been watching the horrifying news earlier

Here We Go...
I have been feeling the strong effects of depression setting in. I fought it at first with anger, then tried to ignore it, but I feel that it is taking over. I find myself uninterested in a lot of things, things that used to make me laugh or even smile. I find myself staring out the window a lot, watching the world go by like I am not part of it. I have been trying to fight this for a long time. I used to be on meds for it, but thought I could control it without them so stopped taking them. I haven't felt this low in a very long time and I can't stand it. I know a lot of my friends think they know what is wrong and what is causing me to feel this way, but they are only partly right. While I appreciate their talks and concerns, it is just another thing I am losing interest in. I know my problems could be a lot worse, but at the same time, they are the worst for me. I will not go into detail of all the problems I have, so I am sorry if I seem a bit vague. I could sit here and

Do You Remember When...
Each year, Canada marks Veterans' Week from November 5 to 11. Veterans' Week is a time to honour and remember all those who served Canada in times of war, military conflict and peace. Throughout the week, commemorative events and activities will be held in communities across Canada. This year, we call upon all Canadians, especially youth, to take an active role in commemoration. Taking part in remembrance events develops a deeper understanding of the sacrifices and achievements of those who have served and continue to serve our country. As Canadians, we have endless opportunities to become involved in remembrance. We can talk to a Veteran, visit a local cenotaph or monument, read a book or attend a Remembrance Day ceremony. When we take an active role in commemoration we become part of a legacy of remembrance and gratitude. We also set an example for future generations so that the torch of remembrance continues to burn brightly. http://www.vac-acc.gc.ca/remembers/sub.cfm?sou

For The Fallen
For the Fallen They went with songs to the battle, they were young, Straight of limb, true of eye, steady and aglow. They were staunch to the end against odds uncounted, They fell with their faces to the foe. They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old; Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun and in the morning We will remember them. They mingle not with their laughing comrades again; They sit no more at familiar tables at home; They have no lot in our labour of the day-time; They sleep beyond Englands foam. Laurence Binyon (1869-1943) A Canadian soldier kneels at grave of fallen comrade in the United Nations Cemetery, Korea, April 1951. (National Archives of Canada PA 128813)

Go Red Sox
After an epoch series with the TribE, the Nation rose for the ashes and overcame a 3-1 deficit to win the final three games and advance to their 11th World Series appearance. How anybody can be an enemy of the Nation is beyond me. With Josh Beckett and Curt Shilling leading the way and Jonathan Papelbon and Hideki Okajima anchoring the bullpen an David "Big Papi" Ortiz and Manny Ramirez in the middle of that potent lineup how can you not give them the edge. Go Red Sox

Xxx-men:man Mutant Cyborg 24/7 Ch. 03 C
xXx-Men:Man Mutant Cyborg 24/7 Ch. 03 by X Writer © “Hey, he’s not for me!” Bobby yelled, annoyed. “He’s Alison Blaire’s boyfriend...” The Brazilian mutant’s voice trailed off as the man continued to walk on, ignoring him. “Fucking puta.” “Let me handle the next one, slugger.” Guido laughed. His large hand reached out and clasped the shoulder of another passing roadie. “Excuse me. Have you seen a blonde poofter looking leather boy with a stupid look on his face?” “Weird. You’re the second person to ask about this guy. Sure, man.” The guy gestured over to the Mutatis’ trailer. “I saw him go around the back of that trailer with some platinum blonde groupie. That was a while ago.” “Thanks, pal.” Guido released the roadie’s shoulder. “Not exactly what I wanted to hear, but you just made my night a whole lot easier. You see two blonde guys, one tall, one scrawny, as well?” “Yeah, man. That’s who was asking about the leather boy.” The roadie laughed. “Thanks a lot.” Guido

Chloe's Kal B
Chloe's Kal by Darlantan© Clark sagged down beside her and held her to him as they caught their breath. Chloe's eyes grew hot and prickly again, and she turned away and started to grab her clothing. Clark stared at her back, wondering what was wrong. He didn't know what else to do, so he slowly grabbed at his clothing and slid his jeans back on. They dressed in silence, and then Chloe moved for the door. Clark grabbed her wrist and swung her around, kissing her. Chloe's hands gripped Clark tightly, and she gave a sobbed laugh as the kiss stopped. "I have to go. I won't tell. Anyone. I just... we're friends, so..." Clark stared at her, dying to tell her not to go, but his lips stayed still. He silently begged her not to go. He'd tell her everything, he'd... Chloe's eyes were tightly squeezed shut as she hoped that Clark would call for her, tell her he loved her, kiss her again. But she knew that if she stayed, she'd be in love with him forever, and that nothing could ev

Fitness Thoughts
My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the hell she is! The only reason I would take up jogging is so I could hear heavy breathing again. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up? I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. I don't jog... it makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

You're Still The One
You're still the one I want to Love forever, You're still the one I want to wake up with every morning and snuggle with every night, the one I want to share my dreams with, build castles in the air with, The one who's shoulder I want to lean on when I need support. You're still the one I want to encourage to make your own dreams come true, The one I want to comfort when you need a source of strenght, The one I want to hold close always. KaTman you're still the one, the only one, I want to Love you forever and alway's.

Daddy It Hurts
My name is Chris! I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He take

My Halloween Weekend
This past weekend was great. My boyfriend spent the weekend with me again and Saturday night we went out to the local bar to the big Halloween dress up bash they were having. I dressed up as a naughty nun with my crow contacts in and came bearing a whip while my boyfriend went as a priest. (We just had to coordinate ya know?) Haha. Unfortunately my digicam has been taking fits and wouldn't work at all for us that night to take pics. First my fuckin' 20GB MP3 player dies almost 2 months ago and now my digicam is not working. They're both 3 years old but I was hoping to get a little more life out of them but guess not. Our one friend at the bar with long hair came as Jesus and as we approached him he was joking around with us and was like "I work alone." LoL. My friend Patty dressed up with a masquerade ball outfit that was really pretty and my other friend Elisha dressed up as Cruella Deville. She also ended up winning first place and $50 cash. Some skanky lookin' chick in a naughty mus

How Little Green Men Do It…
How Little Green Men Do It… If anyone has read the Postulate on GUT’s blog and has stopped rolling on the floor in fits of laughter then I’ll explain how the little green men show up to check us out every now and then. As per Einstein no massive object can attain the speed of light due to the relative mass of the object would increase to the point it would require infinite energy to accelerate the mass of the object. So this would mean that no craft could visit earth because any life that could travel the distances required would have to have a 10,000 year life span. And even at half the speed of light a molecule of hydrogen would punch a hole clean through our little puddle jumper. Also inertia would make the occupants become a sticky mess on the wall starboard wall if you tried to make even a slow turn to port. So lets inject the postulate that the universe is indeed a quantum state where all matter is connected by the indefinable energy that was the quantum point of big

Happy Tuesday (allll Aboarddddd)
Hey Happy TUESDAY I love todays train, a lottttttt I've been mixing my newer friends with a couple nice friends I had for some time now! 'Anda' is awesome please check her out Everyone that knows me well - knows how special 'SUNSHINE' is to me - please go introduce yourselfs, I promise she WILL make you smile :) ~AmMaLiAtO~ is a recent add of mine, She made me smile everyday since with her warm welcomes! Also a more recent add is: 'PerfectionNot2005' Go say hello & meet another awesome friend! The reason for my train -IS- for introductions ... So, I set the 'TRAIN' in motion ... Time for you all to "C A T C H " it !!!! Oh to see this as it was meant to be (on black background) Looks much better 'there' ~than~ 'here' -Click here- Whats a Tuesday Train??

What A Difference A Sad Event In Someone's Life Makes.
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes. GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced ou

Something From My Messed Up Head.
We plan our futures and plot our ways... to have them confront us everyday. Then live to dwell on what happened in the past. The past that was once our future, our present, and possibly our last chance.

Blah
Another day, another end. I like someone, and I think they know it. Not sure. He's a helluva sweet guy, and I wish that I could see him. I need to find a way to make 81 dollars to go up there to see him, but seeing as I have no money, ID and the only way to get an ID is with money, I have no way to do it. And the only way to get a job is if you have an ID. I'm so confused!

I'm Looking For Two Contests Or Give Aways..
I'M ALWAYS IN NEED OF GIVE AWAYS THAT OFFER BLASTS, VIPS, OR HAPPY HOURS, SO PLEASE EVERYONE KEEP THAT IN MIND... IF YOU WANT TO LEVEL AND YOU WANT TO LEVEL FAST.. HAVING A CONTEST OR A GIVE AWAY IS ONE OF THE FASTEST WAY OF DOING THAT... SO IM THE BROKER OR MIDDLE WOMAN SO TO SPEAK HERE... I CAN GET YOU PEOPLE FOR YOUR CONTESTS IF THE PRICE IS RIGHT... CURRENTLY IM SEARCHING FOR TWO 7 DAY BLASTS.. I WILL EXCHANGE 14,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR A 5 DAY CONTEST PERSON WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WINS FOR A 7 DAY BLAST.. IF THIS SOUNDS RIGHT FOR YOU THEN PLEASE HIT ME UP IF NOT PLEASE KEEP YOUR EYES AND EARS OPEN FOR THOSE WHO MIGHT BE.. LIKE I SAID AT THE TOP ALWAYS LOOKING FOR BLASTS, VIPS, AND/OR HAPPY HOURS.. HIT ME A SHOUT FOR EVERYONE KNOWS.. I DONT NOT READ MY MAIL.. SHOUT ME PLEASE IF THIS OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW IS THIS.. THANK YOU ALL.. 14,000 COMMENTS = 7 DAY BLAST OR 30 DAY VIP 5 DAY CONTEST = 7 DAY BLAST OR 30 DAY VIP 30,000 COMMENTS = 30 DAY BL

U Gonna Love Me When Im Gone
PUSSY IS PAPER,POETRY,POWER AND PISTOLS.JEALOSY WILL MAKE YA OWN PEOPLE GO AGAINST YOU INCARCERATED AT MY PEAK THE STREETS WAS THE WHOLE ISSUE .CANT SAY ITS NOTHING CUZ IT IS ,THIS IS HELL FOR ITS CRYSTAL,CLEAR AS DAY DOG IM SMELLIN THE ROSES FOR REAL,IM TIRED OF LIVIN GRAY I GOT A HEAD ON MY SHOULDERS STILL.AFTER THE PAIN ,AFTER THE LIES IM STILL A SOLDIER.AS FOR MY DAME I REALIZED I CANT CONTROL HER HERE.BEHIND THE GATES,BEHINED THE WALLS ,IN THE BOX WHATEVER.LOCK MY BODY BUT MY MIND TRAVELS ON FOREVER.LETS TURN DA PAGE ,EVERY MONTH THINGS ARE LOOKIN BETTER BUT LOOKS ARE TRICKY ANALIZE HOW THIS IS PUT TOGETHER.YOU SUSPOSED TO MISS IT BEHINED YA BACK THE COUNTRY IS SLIPPING LETTERS.ITS SO JUDICIAL BUT ITS BUILT TO KEEP EM RICH FOREVER,THE PLOT IS SIMPLE.MAN THEY KIDS,KIDS IS SHITTIN TREASURES.LOOK AT THE BUSH TWINNS, MAN THEM BROADS IS DOWN FOR WHATEVER .I HATE JUDGIN BUT THE FACTS IS REAL. ITS MUCH MORE TO RUNNIN A COUNTRY THAN PASSIN BILLS INFORCING LAWS THAT TURNED BLACK AND WHITE

Editing The Friend List
I am done editing my friends list for the night, so if you made it through the first cut, and this showed up in your bar tab....congrats!!! You are at least safe until tomorrow! I went from 1240 friends to 369 friends....thats a lot of deleting, and it was rather frustrating too.... Not to say I won't add any more, lord knows I don't have everyone I want on there, but if you are in my family list or a TRUE mummer, then you have nothing to worry about at all! Well, goodnight all....

Nsfw Arena #1
So since them mumms have changed and nsfw pics can't get posted until i can think of something for us to do I'll use my blog. So ill use this one in a mumm format cause im shooting from the hip. Ladies do like to be fucked like this? a.) Or like this? b.)

The Gentle Master
A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak. I'm here for you, now and always no matter how far time and space takes us. Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself, but I give onto you regardless -- for my love is unconditional. Like the olive tree that can both feed you and shade you, I am there seeming

You Thought Me Insane.....
I was told I was Insane Cuz I could hear and see the unexplained So they threw me into a room by my lonesome And threw way the only Key to the door All cuz I hear the voices That resided in my Head And those of all around And saw what they could not see So in this single room I go With its padded walls of white Because they thought I was Insane And would try to hurt, or kill, you When all I've every wanted Is to help you and myself Tell you what I see and Hear That you fail to know of But no you dont believe me When I'm constantly shifting my stance and gaze Cuz I can see them and hear their plans Of coming out to hurt, or kill you Dont think no one can help you When you needed it the most And no ones there to know whats happening For theres only one that could know But you locked me into a padded room And threw away the only key to the door Because you were to afraid to ask and ponder If maybe what I hear and see is going to be So here I sit

Last Post For This!!
ok im gonna repost it. Contest ends in 15 minutes! Ok heres where you return the favors I have done for you. Rate and comment me!!! No bombing its really easy to hook me up. Go to Cannibal's page make sure you add her as friend, if not already, the pics are NSFW so in order to view you must friend. Here's the pic link One Comment One Rate Vote for 0305!! Voting is easy! A comment left is counted as a vote. Also rate them up! (1) Comment per picture, per user, bombing not allowed!

Buddhas Teaching On Belief
"Do not believe in what you have heard; do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations; do not believe anything because it is rumored and spoken of by many; do not believe merely because the written statement of some old sage is produced; do not believe in conjectures; do not believe merely in the authority of your teachers and elders. After observation and analysis, when it agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it." -- Buddha --

Bruschetta With Gorgonzola Cheese And Honey
Ingredients 36 slices (1/2-inch thick) baguette bread, about 1 loaf 1/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil 8 ounces Gorgonzola, sliced 3 tablespoons honey Preheat the oven to 400 degrees F. Method: Arrange the sliced baguette on a baking sheet. Brush with olive oil. Bake until the bread is pale golden and crisp, about 10 minutes. Arrange the cheese on the toasts and bake until the cheese is melted, about 3 minutes. Drizzle the toasts with honey. Place on a serving platter and serve immediately. (trust me, this one is really good.)

White Boy
White Boy Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. You have Miss Black Suwannee County. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you woul

New Blog
Hey.. my friend Turtle turned me on to this nw site... checking it out... and i like what i see... looking to make new friends.. this site seems to be pretty cool i belong to many others... like collarme, alt, myspace etc.. but so far.. this seems liek it will be my fave.... so.. going to explore and see what kind of trouble i can get into

Fallen Marine
On Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:18:30 -0600, LTCOL Charles Revie USA ret > > forwarded > > > > > > > > *BALTIMORE - A federal jury on Wednesday awarded the father of a > > fallen Marine $2.9 million after finding an anti-gay Kansas church and > > three of its leaders liable for invasion of privacy and intent to > > inflict emotional distress for picketing the funeral of a fallen Marine.* > > > > Albert Snyder of York, Pa., sued the Westboro Baptist Church for > > unspecified monetary damages after members staged a demonstration at the > > March 2006 funeral of his son, Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed > > in Iraq. > > > > Church members routinely picket funerals of military personnel killed in > > Iraq and Afghanistan, carrying signs such as "Thank God for dead > > soldiers" and "God hates fags." > > > > A number of states have passed laws regarding funeral protests, and Congress has passed a law prohibiting such protests at federal cemeteries, but the

Good Monday Morning!
The weather is doing its Fall thing here in West Central Wisconsin, lol. We've got a Wind Advisory today, with the temperature between 38 and 40 degrees. Winds will be 20 to 30 miles per hour, with gusts to 45! Where's my coat? The big question is, will the male teenagers in the household listen and actually wear a coat to school?? They love to run around without jackets in the winter time as well, crazy kids! Jennifer, oldest daughter who is at Villa Success in Prairie du Chien for 8 weeks, has informed me she has a 24 hour pass for Thanksgiving! So one of us will provide the transport and she'll actually get to spend a holiday with us this year. Last year was a disaster for her, as far as holidays go! Another busy week is on tap for me at work. And I'm giving a talk on Acupressure for Self Care on Thursday at River Park Wellness Center. That should be fun! I always enjoy educating everyone about Traditional Chinese Medicine. Good stuff, lol!! This crazy cold that started

Divine Communication
Dreams allow awareness from somewhere other than the conscious mind to enter into our range of perspective without the prejudicial judgment of ego blocking the potential of larger reality. More directly, the best time for the divine to reach humanity is when we're not so busy being ourselves. Judeo-Christian, Tao, Islam and Hindu religions all have significant appreciation for the dream as divine reality penetrating the consciousness of humanity. However, ideas about divine figures taking initiative in relationship with humanity vary widely within world religions. What can be said here is that dreams that seem to include revelation from beyond could be treated as divine revelation itself, or as some sort of revelation from your own deepest values. In other words, don't be too concerned with the media through which any powerful message comes, or don't overanalyze the messenger. Let the message be the medium.

Time To Get Away
Im thinking Im probably going to be leaving FUBAR for awhile. Saturday will probably be my last day, at least for awhile. When I first joined here, 2 years ago, it was to make some friends. Well, Ive done that and I have some wonderful friends here now. Even a few that Ive fallen in love with (you know who you are). But it seems lately its all been, "Can I see your pics" on here and thats just not why i came here. Dont get me wrong, I love looking at all my beautiful friends bodies and talking dirty but I also like having people that have been there for me in this hard time with my hubby. To all my close friends and family, you all know my yahoo addy and know how to reach me so Ill always be there and I hope you take the time to still be my friend. If you dont have the time for me when Im gone from here... then I guess we werent friends like I thought. I love you all and this may not be forever. But for now... I need a break. MUAH!!

The Heart Has Spoken But No One Replies
As I sit here tonight I think on you and why you have stolen my heart. How can you love me but tell me you can't love me...why did I fall for you, give my heart to you. You were my best friend but my love as well. You gave me the world but walked right back out of it again. I told myself not to go there with you, to keep you far away from my heart...my head and my soul. Somehow, you walked right in. I hate you for loving you, and love you for being you. I will never have you as I want or need you, how sad am I tonight thinking on you. Am just one sad, sad girl thinking on tomorrow, dreading tomorrow...wishing for my yesterday with you...and hating the present moment for you are not in it. You stole my heart but but your heart doesn't care. ~Amanda

Suicide Letter
She sits on her bed Pen and paper on her chest The gun lay on the pillow next to her head She begins to right her letter of death As her tears they fall To Whoever Cares My name is Leia and I lay here now gun next to my head Wondering….more like knowing how the world would be better off with me dead….. My mother doesn’t love me she never really did My father too was never ever there… I’m so lonely in this big world… I’m so forgotten People that I thought were friends are gone I wonder do they ever remember me? And will they once I’m gone? I’m sick of never knowing who will hirt me next My heart has been shattered, walked, on and smashed But never again will I have to worrie about people knocking on my door just to put me down I never have a reason to smile anymore Only reasons to cry But when I do cry I have no one to comfort me No one to dry my tears and say “Everything will be ok I’m always going to be here” So I leave you now with this tear stained

Ludicrous Laws In The Uk
UK chooses 'most ludicrous laws' Houses of Parliament It is illegal to die in the Houses of Parliament Legislation said to prohibit people dying while in the Houses of Parliament has been voted one of the most ludicrous laws in the UK. Treason laws which reportedly could be used against someone who places a stamp upside down on a letter were also cited by those polled by UKTV Gold. Nearly 4,000 people picked laws on a list compiled by UKTV Gold researchers. It examined laws that have never been repealed even though statutes could have rendered them obsolete. A UKTV Gold spokeswoman said many of the regulations were referenced in the book The Strange Laws of Old England by Nigel Cawthorne. A total of 27% of those questioned by UKTV Gold thought the law against dying in the Houses of Parliament was the most absurd. Mr Cawthorne told the Daily Telegraph newspaper that anyone who dies in Parliament is technically entitled to a state funeral and the law is in place to e

Bed Sheets
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, w

Msmaine's Where In The World Contest...
Ok..so this is how its goin to go. Every other day startin Sunday Nov.11, I am goin to changin my location and if sumone guesses the right location you will win 1000 fu~bucks. If no one guesses the right location the money will roll over to the next day I change my location. As for guessin, you are just goin to have to trust me, most you know that I'm a pretty honest person. I am going to write the locations on a sheet of paper and I will have all the locations picked out. So I guess if sumone dont trust me I could scan the list and show them, but I will cover all the other ones so that person cant tell others. LMFAO IM SO CRAZY..LOL Anywany, it was a crazy idea I came up with and thought it would be fun. So I will be startin the first contest on Sunday. What you can do is send me a private message and in the subject please put "WHERE IN THE WOLD IS MSMAINE". I would like to have all guess's before noon time. That would be 12pmEST on the day of hte contest. I will po

Sunset O'er The Ocean
I was perving on the pics on here, (as we do), and saw a few pics of sunrises or sunsets, and the start of this came to mind... I'm gettin' kinda slow, though, this took me an hour to put together:( Sunrise o'er the ocean, I'm feeling the spring breeze My body makes no motion, As my mind's across the seas It's searching for the woman, That will bring me to my knees Not with painful emotion, 'Cos that, my friend, she'll ease But with her sweet devotion, And the way she likes to please Sunrise o'er the ocean, I feel the Summer heat In my heart I have a notion, At last, I've found her. Sweet! She lives across that ocean, So how are we to meet? In my mind there is commotion, This problem I must beat Sunset o'er the ocean, In autumn's colours I do stand With the strength of our devotion, A solution came to hand I sail across that ocean, I work as a deck-hand I don't want a promotion, 'Cos on the dock she stands Sunset o'er the oc

4000 Yr Old Peruvian Temple Found
Carbon dating tests and excavation of a colorful pre-Incan temple indicate that it was built thousands of years ago by an advanced civilization, a prominent archaeologist said in comments published Sunday by a Peruvian newspaper. Unearthed in Peru's archeologically rich northern coastal desert, the temple has a staircase leading to an altar that was used for worshipping fire and making offerings to deities, Walter Alva, who headed the three-month excavation, told El Comercio. Some of the walls of the 27,000-square-foot site — almost half the size of a football field — were painted, and a white and red mural depicts a deer being hunted with a net. Alva said the temple was apparently constructed by an "advanced civilization" because it was built with mud bricks made from sediment found in local rivers, instead of rocks. "This discovery shows an architectural and iconographic tradition different from what has been known until now," said Alva, who discovered and is the museum director for

Plzz Come Bomb Now,ens In Just A Lil Over 3hours
LAST DAY!!! PLEASE HELP THIS CHICK OUT,3HOURS AND 20MINUTES LEFT TIL CONTEST IS OVER WITH....THANX IN ADVANCE TO ALL WHO HELPS OUT __________ ASH HAS FALLEN BEHIND WITH LESS THAN 6 HOURS LEFT! Today is the last day for Ash's contest..... when we started workin on her she was well under 1st by more then 7000 but now we got her into first cause u guys rock!! It ends at midnite tonite PST so any and all spankers that can drop in on her and give her a good hard spankin! We dont want all our hard work to slip away! spank it so hard that she will really feel it Greg

So Far So Good - Thornley
I feel a little bit left of center...but then again we've all been there before...Every time I see a lost cause coming... it's nothing less, nothing more...Every time I get lost in paradise... I find a way to screw it up somehow...It's not the way it's supposed to be... but it'll do for now... When you're right, you're right...Everything else in my life just might be wrong...You're wrong all the time... So far so good 'cause no one knows I'm faking...I wish I could show you the toll it's taking...Sometimes I live as if there's no tomorrow...So far so good... I better find a way to cross my fingers...half the luck'll get me twice as far...I'm sick and tired of coming up for air...it shouldn't be this hard...Every little bit'll help I wonder...if it's enough or did I cross the line...The kitchen counter is a bad reminder of a better time... When you're right, you're right...Everything else in my life just might be wrong...You're wrong all the time... So far so good 'cause

Sidewalk
Sidewalks define the path in most neighborhoods. In dreams, the sidewalk often feels more like the yellow-brick road in The Wizard of Oz, intended to help you stay on course. The sidewalk is interesting because it often leads to scenes that would not be found in a neighborhood. Instead, the sidewalk leads to mountains, caves, volcanoes, etc. It often leads the dreamer to the next place in order to move the dream story forward. As nonsensical as this sort of appearance of a sidewalk may seem, it is merely a method that your unconscious mind uses to further the dream story (such as the use of a well-known object or person as a bridge between story elements). It is important to recognize that dreaming about a sidewalk as a significant symbol of the dream interpretation is rare. More often, the sidewalk is simply part of a common street scene. Does the sidewalk take you to a place that sidewalks usually don't go? Is the sidewalk or the street that you are walking along a familiar on

Goodbye Betraying Heart
my already cold heart, has now frozen into a permenant block of unbreakable ice. i will never truely fall in love agian. i will spend the rest of my life alone because i cant handle this pain that explodes within my chest, stealing my breathe, feeling like my chest is crushing inward. goodbye days of lust, longing, and love. i will never forget you, but i cannot allow you to intrude upon my spirit any longer.........

Red-neck Pickup Lines
RED-NECK PICKUP LINES 1) Did you fart, cause you blew me away! 2) Are your parents retarded, 'cause you sure are special. 3) My Love for you is like diarrhea .. I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card, 'cause I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in your pants, because I can see myself in them. 6) If you and I were Squirrels, I'd store my nuts in your hole. 7) You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I may not be Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make your bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap mo tel room. 11) Your eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If you're going to regret this in the morning, we can sleep until the afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Your face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of

Science And The Paranormal
We are all aware of science and what it means to the modern world, but how many really know the central reasons behind science, its overall methodology, or how it came about? In this post, I’ll attempt to offer a glimmer of light. But in doing so, I want to highlight something else. Namely, science, today, is arriving at concepts that seem to invalidate the very processes of science itself. The discipline remains uneasy with this – perhaps because it would open up ‘truths’ about the paranormal. EARLY IDEAS The first awareness of science in a modern, western sense came from the ancient Greeks. Imbued with a curiosity about the world separate from the machinations of gods, a methodolgy was finally devised by Aristotle in the 4th century BC. To him, we should understand the world by a process of experience and observation separate to the old accepted ways of belief. Europe was to lose touch with Classical knowledge, with Christianity rising as the only, belief-based, system. Scien

Strength
Stand tall. Stand proud. Dont let anyone knock you down. Slap, bang, pow. Youre down because You couldnt stand your ground. Breath Relax Rise to fight again. Wipe the blood from your face, The sweat from your brow. Now stand tall again. Deep breath. Look around. Back off, fight over. Your strength returned. Stand tall and proud. Dont let anyone knock you down.

A Nother Story
It was a warm sunny day, we had been walking for a few hours in the morning when we came across an old bridge with a large great view of the stream below, You stood at one of the railing post looking out over the water, wearing a light dress that fluttered in the breeze and as I walked up behind you it lifted a little to show your thighs. I stood behind you and put my hand on the inside of your thigh at the knee and lifted it up running up your inner thigh. When I reached the top you parted your legs slightly and stood up on your tiptoes, leaning into the thick railing ledge to look out but I knew it was to allow my hand more room to move. I gently ran my hand over your mound, which was covered by a small piece of material, gently rubbing it back and forward slowly and as I did so I leaned forward to whisper in your ear to tell you that you were getting a little damp and swollen under my touch. I then decided to crawl between your legs and turn around. Luckily it was a front buttoned d

Need Help Leveling?
Want to make new friends and get help leveling at the same time.Due to the recent increase in (BOUNCER ID CHECKS)Spirit Bombers has decided not worth fighting them,so we have become a leveling family.So if your tired of trying to level yourself let us help! SPIRIT LEVELERS SPIRIT LEVELERS HOMEPAGE@ fubar Accepting new members,you must have at least one verified salute! Why wait join today! Redsun Videos | Music Video Codes Hope to see you soon!

Lyrics
HELLYEAH LYRICS "Alcohaulin' Ass" A little bit of sunshine A little bit of booze A little bit of me And a little bit of you A little bit country A little bit of blues A slice of heaven And a little piece of you...come on Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Alcohaul...in' ass A little bit thirsty A little bit used A little bit of whiskey And a little pinch of chew A little bit tired And a bad attitude A little bit of drinkin And another piece of you Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Alcohaulin' Alcohaulin' You drove me to it So there was nothing i could do You pushed me down Split me right in two Now i found the long hard road Carried the weight of you Boy oh boy god damn Only one thing left to do Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaul...in' ass [ www.azlyrics.com ]

The Truth Between Guys And Girls
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug or a kiss she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can m

Why A Papi
That is a good question. I guess a better one would be what a papi is to me. A Papi is a man among men. This is the guy other men should aspire to be. He is compassionate, patient, tolerant. He is brutally honest, trustworthy, intelligent and makes me feel safe. He can be gentle with me. Take my face in his hand and kiss me so tenderly that I go weak. He will hold me at night, cuddle with me on the couch and wipe away the tears when I cry - Doubtful he would be the one to cause them. not impossible, just highly unlikely He can be incredibly romantic and passionate to a complete freak in the bedroom. HE will own me in the bedroom. He will have me so turned on and teased I won't know which way is up. All I can think about is I want this man anyway, anyhow, anytime, anyplace, anywhere. There is nothing in reason I would not do for or to him. That to me is a papi and if I call you a papi you better believe I think the world of you and would never take you for granted, purposely hurt

Where My Smokers At???
WHATS UP FUBARLAND?I'M JUST BORED IN ROCKFORD TRYIN TO FIND OUT WHO ALL SMOKIN SOME GOOD GREEN OUT THERE...IF THIS IS YOU LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW. P.S.VIZZY WHERE YOU AT???YOU HAVEN'T SMOKED WITH ME IN A MINUTE.YOUNG GUNZ YALL NEVER LET ME HIT THE WEED...I ALWAYS SEE YOU SMOKIN IN YOUR STATUS BOX BUT YALL NEVER PASS IT TO ME! P.P.S.PHYRE ALSO GOT HIGH WITHOUT ME A COUPLE DAYS AGO!!! SO WHERE'S ALL THE SMOKERS AT???

Do You Know-enrique Iglesias
Do You Know Do you know [x3] [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya If birds flying south is a sign of changes At least you can predict this every year. Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly I can't get it to speak Maybe finding all the things it took to save us I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me Look in your eyes to see something about me I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give. [Chorus] Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away. (Do you know [x3]) Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed. Do you know [x4] Do ya How can I love you [x4] If you just don't talk to me, babe. I flow through my act The question is she needed And

How Can I Fall In Love W/ Only Words - Nicholas Gordon
How can I fall in love with only words? Words and pictures, grainy and compressed? A jaypeg love is truly for the birds. You'd have to wonder whether I'm repressed. But love it is, through all the bits and bytes, For someone who's like no one else I've met: Tender, charming, bright, queen of my nights, All I've ever dreamed of, on the Net. And though she's living in a distant place, I love her as I've loved no one before. Will I ever get to touch her face, Hold her in my arms and, perhaps, more? Ay, me! No matter what, I'm still in love. Through modems must our e-mailed passions move!

Rants
Another sleepless night. Even after having ran Steven to the Amtrak station at 2 in the morning. I still cant settle down to sleep. Lately, when i do sleep its filled with weird dreams. Sigh. Choices made. Choices that need to be made. Id rather just be an ostrich and bury my head in the sand tho i know that is NOT an option. Sometimes i wonder who really cares ... if i were to disappear...who would notice? well sides rhondee...obviously she would.. tho not sure if she would cry or celebrate lol. Relationships of all types require precise and delicate handling. wish i had the skills to make them work. but im guessin thats not gonna happen anytime soon lol Dont even get me started on men...ok so i was already started lol i so cannot read them..have no clue what they think... sighs...i wonder exactly how one goes about gaining skills for this area... i mean... seriously ...im damned if i do...or damned if i dont... either way i look at it im damned lol. so i wonder how

New Bad Virus
BAD Virus --CNN announced -- Snopes confirms as real. Here is a link to the snopes page: http://www.snopes.com/computer/virus/postcard.asp PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR CONTACT LIST!! A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered yesterday afternoon by McAfee . This virus simply destroys Sector Zero from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are stored. This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automaticall y to all contacts on your list with the title: 'You've received a Post Card from a Family member'. As soon as the supposed virtual card is opened the computer freezes so that the user has to reboot. When the ctrl alt delkeys or the reset button are pressed, the virus destroys Sector Zero, thus permanently destroying the hard disk. Yesterday in just a few hours this virus caused panic in New York , according to news broadcast by CNN.

Thanksgiving In Indy!!
Lordy.Oh my. Ok this is so bizarro i can't imagine it. Anyways fuck, my sis moved to Indiana over the summer. So like due to so many wierd circumstances,there is no thanksgiving at mom and dads...too much to get into. And we won't go to his moms because of some revelations about his brother in law...pervy fucker,another long personal story. So like my sister and i have been so close for like ever. We raised our brother and sisters so mom and dad could bust there ass to pay for catholic school....I have 5 brothers and sisters. We were POOR. But dammit we went to catholic school because thats what Irish Catholics do....so we had eachother to entertain in a one bedroom apartment. And the outdoors were our getaway...our vacation. Regardless, just laying a little foundation there. So My Husband,Children, And i are going to Indiana for Thanksgiving. This is so intense. We always have thanksgiving...alllll of us TOGETHER. We love eachother and fight. We are there when needed for eachother. W

Games
I tried to invite someone to play pool with me and found out that my job put a blocker on the computer for anygames. I can't even get on yahoo games to play. So unfortunetly I am unable to play any of the fun games.

Things You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving... And Get Away With It!
1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. How long do I beat it before it's ready?

Money For Christmas
OK I did this as a mumm, but I know that some people don't do mumms, so I thought I would post it here too. How much do you spend on your child for Christmas? My husband is saying that buying a Nintendo DS for $129 is too much to spend. He spent $50 on his younger sister, But for my son he says there is a $100 limit and just wants to get him clothes. Dylan is only 11, he doesn't want clothes, he wants games and stuff. His mom and stepdad have money to spend on their daughter why can he afford to spend $50 on her but say $100 for my son is too much!! He says that he will get toys when he goes to his dad's house and from my parents. I think it is pretty bad when my mom is planning on spending more on Christmas for my son then his stepfather is. I think it has something to do with his sister is his sister and my son is not any blood relation to him. I don't think he is looking at the situation fairly. PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON WHAT YOU THINK!!

Horoscope For The Day Wow!
You need to deal with the situation at home before it gets any less stable. You've certainly got what it takes to handle it all, but the weirdness could get to be a bit much if you try to do it all yourself.

I Have Blue Eyes
Black eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka SPARTANS)) when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ______

Looool, If Ya Want A Giggle Ya Gotta Read This 1 Hehehe
Phone menu Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-ter

Wednesday Opie And Anthony Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Boobs On Paltalk, First Dumb Off With Rich Vos And Bob Kelly, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Ne
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Whip 'em Out Wednesday, especially to the Ladies of Paltalk, who are keeping us all drooling with the early morning breasticles! (log in and check out the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room to see them now!) It's the first annual Opie and Anthony DUMB OFF! Our pals Rich Vos and Robert Kelly (From Dane Cook's Tourgasm) are in studio (and li'l Jimmy Norton is out of town) to match their wits against the half-witted Francine (former O&A Show intern). If you want to get WOWed, you might need to get your hands on a WOW STICKER. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so

Giveaway
First of all let me start by wishing everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving and if somewhere between the turkey and the football you could be so nice and drop a few comments on my giveaway it would be much appreciated...for those who have already helped out please accept my thanks Heres the link: you know what to,do what you do best

Lyrics To "daylight" By Aesop Rock
(yes y'all and ya don't stop keep on to the break of dawn) Yo...put one up to shackle me, not clean logic procreation I did not invent the wheel I was the crooked spoke adjacent While the triple sixers lassos keep angels roped in the basement I walk the block with a halo and a stick poking your patience Ya'll catch a 30 second flash visual Dirty cooperative net platoon bloom head trip split ridiculous Fathom the splicing of first generation Fuck up or trickle down anti hero smack (Cracking!) I paste the game to zero hour completion green (Splash!) Duke of early retirement pick a dream American nightmare hogging the screen I'll hold the door open so you can stumble in if you'd stop following me around the jungle gym Now it's an honor and I spell it with the 'H' I stole from heritage Merit crutch stolen wretched refuse of my teeming resonance I promise temperance towards breed with a leaning conscience Here the creed acts since responsive but my sports su

Love
In my eyes I see a love That is so beautiful And so true Sometimes I wonder If it is really true Or if it is something I want it to be People might think That I am crazy For the way I think Or the way that I feel But one thing Is for sure And that one thing Is the way I feel about you The way you Make me smile The way you Make me all warm inside Just by a couple Simple words that Mean everything to me In my heart Just by you saying I miss you or a couple more I love you You are so special To me in my heart You are my soul And the love of my life If you asked me what Life means to me and i would say You are my life You are the one I love so much It hurts when You hurt I Love you always and forever

Friends
I doubt anyone will read this, considering it doesn't say "nsfw", but, hey, I'll give it a shot. I am trying to decide whether to stay on Fubar or not. You see, I have tried to be available to all my friends when they need me, and with the exception of a couple of people on here, I can't get anyone's help or interest at all. I have listened every time someone needed to vent or had a problem they needed help with, but it seems that when I have a problem or something I need to talk about, there is nobody interested enough to be there for me. That being said, I feel a little better, but like I said, this probably won't get viewed. I suppose I will have to decide what the answer is to this problem, just like I do everytime, because everyone is busy. For those of you who do read this, thank you for your time. Missy

Deleting Fubar For Real
Ok Guys 3 Days im not longer goin to stay here and will not change my mind this time im done with it all someone always finds a reason for drama or me doin something wrong and all i do is have fun so 3 days im gone

Santa Needs Help!
Santa is really loaded down this year with his shopping and having to pay extra money for gas. (Yes Santa drives to buy those expensive toys kiddos) So just give Santa a comment on this blog only if you are truly naughty. Remember he sees everything lol. Merry Christmas, Santa Claus P.S. See really loaded with shopping that he forgot to say that he needed help with his lists lol.

Linda Files Divorce Against The Hulk
Hulk and Wife Headed for Divorce Court Posted Nov 23rd 2007 7:13PM by TMZ Staff Filed under: Celebrity Justice Hulk and Linda HoganTMZ has obtained a document from the Pinellas County Court website which states that Hulk Hogan's wife has filed for divorce. According to the document, Linda Marie Bollea (Linda's married name) filed for divorce on Tuesday, November 20 against Terry Gene Bollea (the Hulk's legal name). The document we have does not state the reason for the divorce. The news first appeared on WTVT, the FOX affiliate in Tampa Bay, Fla. By now you know that last August, their son Nick Hogan crashed his Supra, and his passenger/good friend remains in a vegetative state. Prosecutors have filed reckless driving charges against Nick.

Won't Be Here Much
I have some very good freinds on here. I won't be around much I don't think my mom is very sick and in the hospital. I'm very scared right now. I'll try to keep touch but can't promise. Please pray for her she is a great woman and I love her

Be Thankful - Change Your Life
Creator of The Secret Two words which will change your life! There are two words that, when spoken, have the most unfathomable power to completely change your life. Two words which, when they pass your lips, will be the cause of bringing absolute joy and happiness to you. Two words that will create miracles in your life. Two words that will wipe out negativity. Two words that will bring you abundance in all things. Two words which, when uttered and sincerely felt, will summon all the forces and vibrations in the Universe to move all things for you. The only thing standing between you, happiness, and the life of your dreams, are two words... THANK YOU Gratitude is one of the easiest and most powerful ways to transform your life. If you become truly grateful, you will magnetize absolute joy to you everywhere you go, and in everything you do. In fact, without gratitude, nothing can ever change. Your life will change to the degree that you use gratitude and begin to fee

Crashing Down
Im falling apart my worlds crashing down im dying slowly without a sound you stole my heart, you stole my soul all thats left is a gaping hole you sold me out you shattered my world this is the damage from a 15 yr old girl i call to say sorry the truth comes out you now have apology letters in route you have nothing to do with letters being faxed or the fact that our asses are gonna get waxed its been two weeks and still no trouble are we off the hook or are we gettin double we gotta talk face to face when i get back but i really dont know if im ready for that at least give me time to think and rest a couple of days so i can perform best so i can handle whatever is said even if its something i know ill dread we'll probably argue, we'll probably shout but its gravy baby, we need to let it all out no matter what happens at the end im thankful for all the time we've spent your the girl for which i fell together we're heaven but you put me through hell as my poem st

Councils.....need More
WELL I HAVE FOUND ALL THE CO-OWNERS OF THE LOUNGE....NOW ALL I NEED IS 1 OR 2 PPL THAT CODE BULLETINS.....CAN B A MALE OR FEMALE STILL LOOKIN FOR COUNCIL MEMEBERS....MUST BE FEMALES... THEY WILL BE FINDIN GUYS ON THERE THAT LOOK HOTT AND NOMINATE THEM TO BE A NEW MEMEBER.... SO..... LADIES...HAVE SOME TIME ON UR HANDS??? LIKE LOOKIN AT GUYS??? IM ME AND WE CAN SET U UP BEIN A NEW COUNCIL MEMEBER SO LET THE IMS BEGIN THANKS ASHLEY XOXOXOXOXOX

Sex Quiz
Start at 50 and add or subtract points as stated for each statement that applies to you... * Above75 means you kinda suck in bed. * Above 50 means you are not so good in bed..and not so fun * Below 50 means you are fun in bed * Below 25 means you are damn great in bed! Ready? Here we go... -Add 10 if you are a virgin. -Subtract 5 if You have had sex before. -Subtract 5 more if you have had sex with more then 5 people. -Add 5 If you have never had oral sex. -Subtract 5 if you have had or performed oral sex. -Subtract 2 if you have had sex in a public place. -Subtract 3 if you have done 69. -Add 5 If you have never had an orgasm. -Add 5 If you cant name 3 types/brands of condoms. -Subtract 2 if you have masturbated. -Subtract 3 if you have fingered/ given a handjob to someone else. -Subtract 5 if you have used someone for sex [one night stand]. -Add 5 if You have never seen someone of the opposite sex naked. -Add 3 if you haven't been ki

Hello
Hello everyone. I am new to Fubar and wanted to take a minute to introduce myself. My name is Sabrina and I am 30. I am married to Scott. We live in Mobile Alabama. I love it here. He is from here originally. He moved to Dothan in 1997 and that is where we met and married. We moved back to Mobile on 1/1/06. I am very close to my family so it was a little difficult at first but I adjusted. I love meeting new people. That being said, I have been told I have an attitude and can be a bitch at times. I just feel that I am honest and have found that most people can't handle that. I tend to be a flirt but I love my husband and I am not here for some sexual tyrst. I just want to meet new people and make some friends. So if the mood strikes you, send me some love. If you have a question you are curious about, just ask and I will answer with honesty. I also have a myspace page so you can send love there as well: http://www.myspace.com/samnmobile

I Know Whos Getting My Christmas Money!!!!
Sears for Christmas shopping I know I needed this reminder since Sears isn't always my first choice. Amazing when you think of how long the war has lasted and they haven't withdrawn from their commitment. Could we each buy at least one thing at Sears this year? How does Sears treat its employees who are called up for military duty? By law, they are required to hold their jobs open and available, but nothing more. Usually, people take a big pay cut and lose benefits as a result of being called up. Sears is voluntarily paying the difference in salaries and maintaining all benefits, including medical insurance and bonus programs, for all called up reservist employees for up to two years. I submit that Sears is an exemplary corporate citizen and should be recognized for its contribution. I suggest we all shop at Sears, and be sure to find a manager to tell them why we are there so the company gets the positive reinforcement it well deserves. Decided to check this befor

Invited To Paly Games
Several people have invited me to play some of the games that are available here on Fubar. I am very Honored that you have invited me to play but i am not into playing computer games of any kind and haven't been for a very long time. I lost my best friend almost 8 years ago and he and I used to play all kinds of games on the systems that he had, since he passed away i have lost all interest in playing games. To the Ladies that have invited me to play i thank you for the invite but as stated i am not much into playing games at this point in time.

It Is All Gone
I have fallen so bad this time. A time that is not worth forgiving. My heart has failed me and there is no mending. Words cant even begin to show my deepest sorrow. Now there is only hope but for me all is lost. I cant bare to look you in the face for the things i fear the most ,will come true. I have lost the things i love the most. The things that can never be replaced. I have taken things away from you. The things that are dear to you. I feel more for you of course then myself. I have seen i need to change who i am. I carry evil and wrong doing to all i see. There is something wrong with me and i am working on fixing it and it will never take away what i have done to you. These words are final and thats it, i have no more. Nothing to give

Gate
Think of the gate in larger terms as an opening in a boundary or secured area where one is not normally allowed access. Is the gate locked or unlocked? Do you have to open it or is it opened for you? Depending on your answers, these questions may reveal some level of tension concerning an opportunity that may exist for you.What is inside the gate: a building, a sacred or taboo place, or a place of tranquillity and safety? You may see yourself going to such a place alone or with a helper for some kind of ritual experience. If you go through the gate with somebody, it may herald that a relationship in your life is moving on to a different level (for good or bad). Are you at a loss for opportunities, or do you feel prevented from making progress towards a particular goal? The gate may reflect potential progress, or the hope thereof, depending upon where it leads in your dream.

Good Good...
I just had to use a painkiller pill and found out I'm one of a very restricted percentage who does not either fall asleep or get dizzy from it,so cool!!! I'm loving that.. what else it was a pretty interesting day to say the least,the nurses could tell I was so scared and they almost treated me like a baby,lol lol lol the anesthesiologist was holding my hand,the surgeon was keeping on telling me not to worry,my personal nurse was smiling at me all the time and I looked at her like " whatta???" :O lol my boob is not complaining too much but is a bit mad ...and for all the rest I'll be full time on fubar as soon as my energies will allow me. I'm on and off in the mean time but I love you all guys.

New
COME SEE THE HOTTEST LIVE D.J.'S ON FUBAR! COME SEE THE HOTTEST DJ'S ON FUBAR IN THE HOTTEST LOUNGE No TuNeZ?? Click The Pic.. Welcome to my Twiztid Reality!! The hottest Lounge for Lo's & Lette's on FuBar....Fk with one...U Fk with all.....thats FAMILY. WE ARE HIRING FOR BARTENDERS, PROMOTERS , AND GREETERS SO COME APPLY WITH IN LOOK FOR OWNER AND WICKED D.J. I am in love with my soul mate '*DJ*GothLette*{Owner of Goth's Twiztid Reality}Fu-Wifey 2 Lacuna Coiler{JuGgAlO MaFiA}' *DJ*GothLette*{Owner of Goth's Twiztid Reality}{JuGgAlO MaFiA}@ fubar HEAD WICKED D.J. ŦĤĀ♦ŁêŦŦê·Ḟû·ṖĀ ŜŦǿř 'TwiZLe

One From The Vault....the Road To Hell
Ok since my last set of blogs was so wildly popular I have been asked by some to recount another tale. This one is from quite a while ago and I just never got around to putting it too paper.....I think I will call it the "Road to Hell" Your central cast on this one....Myself and Barry.... Anyone else notice a pattern there? Ok so it starts mildly enough on a Wednesday. I know that is not a normal night to start getting shitty, but when you live like us everynight is a night to try and die. We get a call late Tuesday to work a show that Wednesday night, so we scramble to get off and head to the show. We get there work the show and have not had a drop of the Hooche all day.(See we do not have to drink.)This is going great so far doing good. Well the show ends and we decide to eat...Do we go to get fast food? Hell no we go to a wrestling staple Hooters.(If you have read one of my previous blogs you know how I feel about this) Well several beers later we get on the road and head ho

A Woman Should Have....
>A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A set of screwdrivers,a cordless drill, anda black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... One friend whoAlways makes herLaugh...And oneWho lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A good piece of furniturenot previously owned byAnyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE Eight matching plates,Wine glasses with stems,And a recipe for a meal that willMake her guests feel honored. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP...

I Need Evreyone To Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SOMETHING THATAS BEEN ON MY MIND I know that there are lots of problems in this world of ours. I know there have been many tears shed. They may have been out of fear, out of anger, out of desperation. The sad part is so many of the tears could have been avoided. There are so many unnecessary deaths everyday. There are children who lose there innocence day in and day out because they know no better. They have never been showed what it means to love, what it means to not only give respect but want that respect is. I want to now take a moment to address those who victimize and abuse those around them and complete strangers but most of all those who take the innocents from children. What the hell are u thinking?????? Do u think just because u can intimidate someone that it makes you big and bad?? It dose not, it makes u look like the scum you are. I don’t care what it is u do. you sit there a get a kick out of someone else pain. I believe you’re a heartless basterd you have not ri

Musings
As I sit here late at night without the ability to get to sleep, my tired mind tends to continue rolling through everything that has transpired throughout the day and even farther back. I have tended to notice a trend of sorts when it comes to me and women. That trend is that I tend to let myself become complacent and not keep my guard up even though perhaps I should no better all things considerred. For example, one of my close friends, who is a girl, has been having several issues revolving around her and her family. I have tried and tried repeatedly to get her to understand certain situations to no avail. And even though she says that I am one of her best friends, I can only hope. The question now is why do I allow things like this to happen? Am I just weak willed and have an abnormal need to feel/be wanted or is it just because I choose it to be so? These and other things constantly run through my mind especially at the end of the day when ther is nothing left to do but thi

Puzzling Friday
Puzzling because I really cant believe its already here? The beginning of the weeks a blur for me ... (going three days on 3 hours sleep will do that) But - Hey ... "It's FRIDAY" So forgetting most of the week could be a good thing! It's bugging me though is I can figure out if I sent everyone gifts that made a number pick or not ... So p l e a s e - - - if you picked a box & didn't get your gift just let me know! I'll make it right. I tried to look at the "sent gifts" to figure it out - LOL - I'd sent sooooo many that day it made me cross eyed trying to figure it out. You know I would mind if you remind me - I - did that with the intention to give away gifts ... not tick people off to that picked a box only not to get their gift! Next Tuesday (speaking of gifts) I'm Using my hugh and thoughtful gift that Claire "VIXEN260" got for me ... My ~H a p p y - H o u r~ Wo0t!!! So, to spread the love shown to me - I'm going

Me
the is my first blog and probably my last. i just thought i would vent some stuff, in the hopes that i would feel better. first of all i am getting very tired of men wanting me to dominate them. get some balls. second, i am tired of fighting for everything that i have. i work really hard and i take really good care of my kids, i still have to prove myself every freakin day. why i ask? for people who do not give a shit if i live or die. my stress level is thur the roof i feel like i can not breathe. every time i get ahead something happens to push me back. and the crap starts all over again. just once i wish i could lay back and watch someone else do the worring and the stressing. when can i enjoy my life? all work and no play makes for a very dull life. i know just i am living it. i am not the smartest or prettiest woman in the world but damn it i am me and i want to enjoy it. i have so much to give and no one to accept it. i am at my ropes end and i do not have a net to catch me. i do

Joe Durhams Poems That Me
rainy days cold night these days i need you let me hold you tight in my arms let me hold you close keep you warm tell you your my good luck charm look me in my eyes tell me im the one for you tell me im your every wish come true let me lay you down very gently then make love to you essentially let me caress your body from head to toe not missing a spot lets play around like connect the dots lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a roller coaster ride let me take you body on a never ending ride it always seems to just begin i love you girl hope we never end its nights like these i need you the most drink some wine propose a toast kiss your lips drop our clothes an at the end its like it just begin my kind of music my favorite song i want to be with you all day and all night long a spring breeze a summer sun now that I know you you are my one a winter sparkle an autumn tree added all up it equals you and me my best friend my only lover from here on out I'll keep

Pti (pardon The Interruption) Saturday
Hello my friend of the fu How do you do? Just wanted to wish everyone A very Happy Saturday! < interruption for shameless self promotion > Not asking anyone to do anything ANYTHING Different ... Just asking you to: Do what you ALWAYS do ... Just do it a little bit more -or- Just save a little bit for (around) 6pst/9 eastern! *wink* < /interruption > Okay - that's over with! Anyone DONE with there holiday shopping? Me? I'm a last minute kidda guy ... Even married - the wife would worry ... -wondering- But I always got jewererly so I'd stroll into the shop about 10 minutes before they're closing for Christmas - Look in a few cases -and- Be walking out before they would of closed the door ... I dont repeat D O N T miss the bill- but it always WAS neat to see there reaction! eh - baaah humbuggggggggg So here's today's comment - I hope it finds you carefree & without any interuptions that disturb y

Writing It Out...
Clinicians at the Mind/Body Medical Institute have found that the following journal exercise helps relieve ongoing sources of stress. A single attempt is not enough, though. When you first sit down to write about a problem, you may feel more anxious. The wound, once exposed, may initially hurt more than it did while hidden. But continuing to write about the same problem over the course of several days often enables you to work through difficult emotions and reach resolution or acceptance. Here’s some advice before you begin: * Deeply troubling events and situations, such as domestic violence, rape, or direct exposure to acts of terrorism or war, are best explored with an experienced therapist. For other situations, you can proceed on your own and seek professional help only if you feel you need assistance. * If you’re physically healthy, choose the most stressful event or problem you currently face. It’s usually one that you frequently dwell upon. Or, if you think you

Only In America!!
1. Only in America ......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. > > > 2. Only in America ......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. > > > 3. Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. > > > 4. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. > > 5. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. > > > 6. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > > 7. Only in America ......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. > > > 8. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of e

Please Keep This Circulating!
All you are asked to do is keep this circulating. Even if it's to one more person.In memory of anyone you know that has battled cancer and lost or survived.A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle. Please keep this candle going! It hits home for me..Thank you

The Soldier And Santa
IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO

Retrofest 13-my First Show In Over 2 Months
i took the stage last night for the first time since 9/24--when a drunk man shouted 'hey, you cleared the bar' which put me into a long-term period of depression and self doubt. the retrofests were great--i played 1 through 7 or so---that was in 7/2006--then it seemed that i wasn't good and/or professional enough--so i was never asked to play.--then it seems again there was room for me--yeah!--and its all for charity which is the best part. so the guidelines for this one was it must be songs released in the 1960's. i get real ambitious--i choose the Who's first rock opera--1966's a quick one while he's away'--it's like 7 different mini-songs running like 10 minutes long--filled with frequent time and style changes---and i pulled it off--just me--playing bass and programming a beat machine. i'm so glad my daughter Heidi was there--and the support from the club for me was wonderful-.

I Don't Know If Anyone Will Really Read This....
I don't know if anyone will read this... or will even care to read this. At the current moment, I can't sleep, my stomach is all queasy, and I don't know what's going on anymore. Life... is... I don't know how to describe it. Life is down right crappy. I wish I knew where to begin, but I don't even know if anyone reading this will even care, or will they post something "upbeat", or "uplifting". That isn't what i need. I know what I need, but I know that I'll never be able to have that again. I know that I fucked up somewhere. I know that there is no turning back, 3 years removed from everything. If I could turn the hands of time backwards, and change it all, would I be the same person? No, I wouldn't, but then, I don't even know if I'd be happy even then.

Tiny Taco Tarts
Mini phyllo shells, ready-made and smartly ornamental, are the secret here. Simply fill them with this delectable sour-cream-and-taco-seasoning-mix dip, and garnish. Tip: Double the dip and serve the extra with crudités. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 30 individual frozen mini phyllo shells, thawed 3/4 cup mayonnaise 6 tablespoons sour cream 1/4 cup buttermilk 1/2 (1 1/4 -ounce) packet taco seasoning mix (3 tablespoons) 1 tablespoon fresh lime juice Toppings: grated carrot, shredded lettuce, minced cilantro, minced green bell pepper 1. Heat the oven to 375º. Place the phyllo shells on an ungreased baking sheet. Bake the shells until they turn light golden, about 10 minutes. Remove them from the oven and let them cool. 2. Meanwhile, in a small bowl, mix the mayonnaise, sour cream, buttermilk, seasoning mix, and lime juice. Spoon the mixture into the phyllo shells. 3. Top with the garnish of your choice. Arrange the tarts on a serving platter and keep them chilled until ready

Fresh Corn Muffins
Whole kernels cut fresh from the cob add an unexpected texture and freshness to these moist muffins. They're wonderful served warm with butter. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 6 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 cup fresh corn kernels (from about 2 ears) 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup cornmeal 1 cup flour 3 tablespoons sugar 1 tablespoon baking powder 1 cup buttermilk 1 egg, lightly beaten 1. Heat the oven to 375°. Place paper liners in a 12-cup muffin pan. 2. Heat 1 teaspoon of the oil in a medium skillet. Add the corn and 1/4 teaspoon of the salt and cook over medium-high heat until barely tender, about 2 to 3 minutes. Then spread the corn onto a plate to cool slightly. 3. In a medium bowl, whisk together the cornmeal, flour, sugar, baking powder, and remaining 1/4 teaspoon of salt. 4. Add the buttermilk, egg, and remaining oil to the dry ingredients and stir until blended. Then stir in the corn mixture. 5. Divide the batter among the muffin cups. Bake the muffins for about 16

Monday (used To Be Morning)
Good afternoon -H a p p y ~ M o n d a y- I just wanna say hi & clear up any questions on my bizarre Monday comment: No - I didn't think it was Tuesday The 'Jennie' that you WERE dreaming about: made you rich made you happily in LOVE and granted you a MONDAY free Start of the week ... that's when (like many dreams do) The dream -- got weird ... an alien shows up out no where -D a n c i n g- one at that ... That's when you are hit with the Cold facts of: Penguins don't crow & it was just a dream ... Worse part - It REALLY is Monday! eh, I thought it was funny? Here it is: You've been visited by a Jennie Not only is it: BUT you have . . . LotZ of IT too! You also have ... Petal tossing Love . . . -AND- -PLUS- there's a little guy dancing So hope your Is better than your DREAMS!

Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

What Matters
I knew my endless summer was over as I watched her walk away across that dusty gravel parking lot... It had been a long 5 years since that fateful day on 9-11. The T.V. newsmen said Americia is under attach and we don't know where the President is. I don't know where he was either, exactly but I have a damn good idea since I was with his airplane pulling security. She was safe at home with the kids in what east coasters laughingly call "flyover Country" while we were ditributing more ammo and putting on our ballastic flack vests. You see we thought it was all a drill designed to test our response, then we heard the real news on some little old ladies car radio. Not long after things went back to semi normal but every single true American knew in their heart that our innocence was long gone. My life had changed radically. Long gone were the days of working for a fortune 500 comapany, replaced by working security for the U.S. Army in some backwater airport disarming women of their

We Will Never Forget!!
With my back turned, you betrayed me on a quiet peaceful day. I was watching as the morning sun cast colors across the bay. Moments before your destruction, my heart was quite at peace. Then suddenly, without warning, your attack was upon me. All the feathers that have fallen can never be replaced. But of the ones that still remain, have strength to honor their space. For now, I wait. I watch. I heal. With pride you could not contain. For the one thing that is certain, with courage….I WILL soar again!

I Owe My Mother...
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM . "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me abou

Kelsey Died From The Bulettin
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

Funny Gym Nicknames
The old Gateway Gym... i had a blast there during the early College days, i met a few older gals out of there... it was a good time... but you begin to get friendly with people and not know there name, just know they workout beside you everyday at the same time and are there for a spotter or so..... i had some funny ass nicknames for people that i observed there a lot, these are funny.. let me know what you think........ Mr Flirt.. this guy would come in, and not workout, just hang out up by the main desk and talk to certain women for a few hours J.R. Walker.... this guy did a set and then would proceed to walk around for 20 minutes at a time... Slow Ass.... this guy would take forever on a machine, he would do a set, but not walk around.. he would sit there for 15 minutes then do another set... here's a good couple.... the name even worked out with the one word in common correlation...........Rainbow Brite and Reading Rainbow Rainbow Brite... she always came in

Mini Pumpkin Tarts
Try the signature autumn flavor of pumpkin in a fun new way with these bite-size tarts. They're easy to make, even easier to eat, and make a great treat for any fall party. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 3 packages (15 tarts each) prebaked frozen mini pastry shells (we used Athens Mini Fillo Shells) 1 (15-ounce) can pumpkin 2 cups (plus extra for garnish) frozen whipped topping, thawed 1 teaspoon (plus extra for garnish) pumpkin pie spice 1 (3.4-ounce) package cheesecake-flavor instant pudding and pie filling Mint leaves (for garnish) 1. Remove the shells from the freezer and let them thaw at room temperature for 15 minutes. 2. Meanwhile, combine the pumpkin, whipped topping, and pumpkin pie spice in a medium bowl, whisking until smooth. Add the pudding mix and whisk until smooth and thick. 3. Spoon about 1 tablespoon of the filling into each of the shells (you can also pipe the filling with a pastry bag or a plastic sandwich bag with one corner snipped off), then top the tart

Chrokee Of Old
Who were the Cherokees? Quick History: About 4,000 years ago, the Cherokee people left the southwest region of what would become the United States, in search of a home. They settled for a while around the Great Lakes region, but they were not welcomed. The Iroquois were not happy to see them. The Iroquois forcibly pushed the Cherokee from their land. The Cherokee moved on. They wandered finally into North Carolina, where they discovered a land full of forests, mountains, rivers, streams, and fertile valleys. Wildlife was plentiful. They settled down happily. Life continued for thousands of years. As their population grew, and as they conquered other tribes in the area, the Cherokee Nation grew. At one time, it covered 8 states including all or portions of the present day states of Georgia, Tennessee, North Carolina, South Carolina, Kentucky, Alabama, Virginia and West Virginia. It was not until the 1600's that the Cherokee met the first white man in their region. Wh

Update On My Health 12/05/2007
hello guys how are you all ? i'm alive hahaha well where do i start it hasn't been a good week here i had to go to the cancer dr this week i don't have cancer that the good thing but there is a problem i have I.T.P ( immune thrombocytopenic purpura )which is a blood disease it won't let my blood clot right so i have to watch out i don't get cut because i will bleed to death i have to watch out for brain bleeds i call the dr because of black and blues and a rash and they did some blood work and found this it was the platelet was off big time but the other counts was really good so they put me on some meds i have to go back on the 12th to get more blood work to check to see if it working but it was kinda my fault i stop taking one of my meds for the thyroids but not one dr told me this would happen but like dad said we all learn from our mistakes but this is not one i wish i did have to go threw this could take 6 months or the rest of my life so like i always do is take one day at a time

This Is Me!!
We all walk thru this world alone at times and it sucks! But what does it really mean to have a partner by your side if they are not really there? With true love we should be willing to do anything in the world for that person, we should want to spend time with them, and really be a part of each other, not by anymeans to the point of smothering someone tho we all need our space! What the hell is "your just to nice" what is that? Does that mean guys would rather have a B***H for a girlfriend? I dont get that one! lol I dont ask for much just someone who can deal with all my insanities, someone who will love me for me and accept my girls as a part of me! Now I know 4 women in the house lol WOW yes Ill give you a weeks vacation away every month! LMAO No but seriously just some thoughts of mine what do guys want in a woman? Whats really important? The superficial? How much you party? Whether we have kids or not? People need to be real, now Im a beautifull woman but I have my imperfection

Bored
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Looking For Staff!!!
As you probally know the fire & ice lounge is back again, but this time its run by me. I am lookin for all staff right now. My main concern right now is GREETERS I really need greeters to keep our members comin in and wanting to stay. Also lookin for dancers, bartenders, enforcers, and promoters. I still have alot I need to get done in the lounge and once everything is all settled then we will be lookin for Dj's. If you are interested in any of these postions please send me a message or shout at me and let me know, I really need these postions filled ASAP!!!!! If you have not yet been to the lounge please come by and stay awhile and see if you are comfortable there before you decide, I need dedicated people who arent just gonna take off and not say they are leavin, that is wrong to the other staff and honestly very immature. If you can't be mature and responsible dont bother wastin my time or yours please. Once again if you are interested please send me a message or shout at me so we c

Hating Myself For All I Have Done Wrong
So heres the thing i know that i am a horrible rotten cheating bitch. I love Chris Very much and never intended to hurt him. What am i supposed to I love them both. Ken for the year that we have had together and the kids we have. Chris on the other hand makes me feel beautiful wich hasnt happened in a long ass time. i know that i would have stability with Ken but the lack of trust on his end hinders sooooo much. Not to mention the fact that i know for a fact he would never give up his longing for all that is lusty for me. Chris faithfull devoted charishin chris what else can i say. I am sooooo confused and dont know wich way to lead. I know if i left Chris yet again it would be the end no more chances for redemption and i dont want to make a rash disicion. I dont think ken realy is in love with me anymore, i know that he cares very deeply for me and our children but somtimes i feel like all i was was a breeder for him an enqubator. I also know that Chris is very young and somday

Thanks Fubar
I used to go into this online radio chatroom thing with some old friends that DJed in there and they left the site and hooked up with some people on Cherrytap at the time. They invited me to check it out so I signed up for this site. At first I was like what in the world is this crap but the more and more I used it the more and more i started enjoying it. Met some great people on here. Then one day I was on here and the best thing in my life happened. I saw a blast from the very beautiful girl. So I hit it with a rate, fan and add. She sent me a shout wanting to see if I was a wrestler or a musican. (at the time name was just Gunner) Since then that beautiful lady has became my real life girlfriend and I love her with all my heart. She is caring, loving, sweet, kindhearted, everything a man needs in a woman. She is my world. So thanks to fubar I am a happy guy and found the greatest woman on earth. Love you Mizz P. And love to all my friends on here. Thanks for reading. Have a great da

Broken Heart Chant
To Ease a Broken Heart You will need the following ingredients (be sure to charge them all before you begin): strawberry tea (one bag) Small wand or stick from a willow tree sea salt 2 pink candles a mirror one pink drawstring bag one quartz crystal a copper penny a bowl made of china or crystal that is special to you 1 teaspoon dried jasmine 1 teaspoon orris-root powder 1 tsp. strawberry leaves 1 teaspoon yarrow 10 plus drops apple-blossom oil or peach oil 10 plus drops strawberry oil On a Friday morning or evening (the day sacred to Venus) take a bath in sea salt in the light of a pink candle. As you dry off and dress, sip the strawberry tea. Use a dab of strawberry oil as perfume or cologne. Apply makeup or groom yourself to look your best. Cast a circle with the willow wand around a table the the other ingredients. Light the second pink

Pool Party Cake
When FamilyFun reader Gail Fournier's son, Scott, turned seven, she was hot on throwing a poolside bash. The coolest part of the party was the cake, modeled after the above-ground pool in their backyard in New Hampshire. Make this cake and we guarantee your guests won't hesitate to plunge right in. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1/2 gallon quality ice cream (any flavor) 1 1/3 8.5-oz. pkgs. fudge sticks (chocolate or peanut butter) 2 cups heavy cream 1/4 cup sugar 1/2 tsp. vanilla extract Blue food coloring Gummy rings Gobstoppers Paper umbrellas Plastic figures Licorice Decorators' frosting Step 1 1. Begin by making the ice-cream base of the pool cake. Let the ice cream soften at room temperature for 15 to 20 minutes, then ask your kids to help you spoon it into an 8-inch round springform pan, souffle dish, or plastic container. Pack the ice cream into the mold and smooth out the top. Cover with plastic wrap and freeze for at least 4 hours or overnight. Step 2 2. A

Cum Rawk Out With Harley In Magnum
(repost of original by 'DJ~~HarleyMoon~~Magnum Radio~Gates FU Wifey has Great DSL's' on '2007-12-09 12:50:58') (repost of original by 'FROM THE GATES OF HELL ENFORCER FOR MAGNUM RADIO >>>> DJ HARLEYS FU HUBBY' on '2007-12-09 13:13:24')

My First Day !!
My first day here at FUBAR!! Hope to meet a lot of fun, interesting people. And hopefully the Man of my DREAMS!! Yes , I am single ... so if you are single and interested ...please let me know ... HUGS Carolina PS : the videos on my profile are of me dancing .

Do They Ever Go Away?
ok so this guy pops into my sb asking to see my cam, i say no, he wants a reason. i dont owe him a reason hell its my cam. the nerve of this guy to say i said he could see me on cam at one time is FUCKING insane the man is old enuff to be my dad! here's the convo before i blocked him (hate to do this to a former military guy but i wont deal with that shit in the first place from anyone regardless of what they do) oh future refrence to the rest of u DOT POP UP IN MY SB ASKING ABOUT A CAM I DONT GET ON MY CAM FOR JUST ANYONE AND DEF DONT DO ANYTHING ON CAM FOR ANYONE... not even my bf see cam play so get over it ppl

Who Wants To Come To Hollywood And Make History?
Calling all actresses, models and really sweet looking ladies, if you wanna be famous or infamous, why not be involved in a film project that will make history for the next ten thousand years as we enter the golden age of Life on Earth! Check me out girls, I'm a single older gentle man, very generous, probably the most generous banker you will ever meet in your entire life, if you get to meet me. Here's the challenge, you and all your girlfriends come hunting for me (I love the thrill of being chased, so does my 7 year old who lives with his mommy in Eugene!) As you chase "The Penny King" all over Los Angeles County, (he has been chaste for more than 3 years since being in Los Angeles chasing after the people who stole his $70 million worth of now worthless stock) he dodges you at every turn because he has 360 degree peripheral vision and has the ability to travel outside his body at will. If you catch him, he gives you a dollar for each of your pennies. The girl with the m

Blowin This Popsicle Stand....
Finally..after bein stuck in bfe wyoming for almost a month i get to escape... Plan to wander around green river wyoming for a bit before turning the HD south and headin home... I might actually get a few days off so i will be off the radar for awhile unless they reroute me to another well in process on the way home.. Laters all....DW

List Of Contestants
I will start this contest today Wednesday December 12th at 6 pm central time . It will end on December 22 at 6 pm . Here is a list of each contestant . Click on their photos when the contest starts to vote for them. Good luck to everyone .

Bauernfruhstuck (farmers Breakfast)
Yield: 4 servings 4 ea Potatoes; Medium 1/2 ts Salt 4 ea Bacon; Strips, Cubed 1 c Ham; Cooked, Small Cubes 3 ea Eggs; Large 2 ea Tomatoes; Medium, Peeled 3 tb Milk 1 tb Chives; Chopped Boil unpeeled potatoes 30 minutes. Rinse under cold water, peel and set aside to cool. Slice potatoes. In a large frypan cook bacon until transperent. Add the potato slices; cook until lightly borwned. Meanwhile blend eggs with milk and salt. Stir in the cubed ham. Cut the tomatoes into thin wedges; add to the egg mixture. Pour the egg mixture over the potatoes in the frypan. Cook until the eggs are set. Sprinkle with chopped chives and serve at once.

Create A Custom Desktop Slideshow
Changing your Desktop picture is easy: Just click the Apple menu and choose System Preferences. Select Desktop & Screen Saver and click the Desktop tab. Then select Choose Folder and navigate to the folder containing the picture you desire. You can also create a custom desktop slideshow by putting the images you’d like to use inside a new folder, navigating to it as described above, and selecting one of the images. Before you close the Desktop & Screen Saver window, select the Change Picture checkbox. Using the pull-down menu, specify how quickly you’d like the images to change and whether you’d like the images to cycle in random order. To keep things tidy, you may want to store your new custom picture folder in the same location as your default Mac OS X desktops. They reside in your root-level Library folder, in the folder called Desktop Pictures.

Fubar Admin Deleted One Of My Pix As 'nsfw'--but==
WELL GUYS--i don't have any NSFW pix here--didn't for 4 + months---so i ask: 'which one of my pix do you deem NSFW?'--and guess what --24 hours after asking that question--it remains IGNORED---and I HATE BEING IGNORED. especially after being accused of something. i had no 'nekid' pix there--cept the one that says i'm nekkid--which is from the neck up and still remains--maybe it wasn't nekkidness--but offensiveness cause i looked ugly--but damn it why doesn't someone tell me

My Ass Thinks I'm Funny...
->Mr. Horny: freetranslation.com... ->Mr. Horny: ¿Sabe usted que su hermana tiene los cangrejos? Mr. Horny: In english please ->Mr. Horny: ¿Por qué me ridiculiza usted y me contesta en inglés? Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish ->Mr. Horny: Quiero un furburger grande Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish...sorry ->Mr. Horny: ¿Tiene usted herpes? ->Zera: ¿Tiene usted herpes?

Losing Battle
You point you finger, And accuse me lying. I stand my ground, Telling you I don't. In the back of my mind, A question is formed. Is my accuser, The one with the guilt. Only seeing my side, I can't understand. If only I could, Step into your mind. Knowing only what i'm told, My heart shatters. As I soon realise, My fear has come true. No longer an us, I try not to cry. Who would of thought, It could of ended like this. Something so pure, And perfect to touch. How does good become bad, And evil take over. Still standing tall, I have a new hope. For I know the blame, Doesn't fall upon me.

Sad Day
well today im going to a funural to bury my grandmother so please make me smile today and leave me something good to come back to its been really tough week and thanks to everyone on here for trying to make me smile thanks again everyone

Be Honest With Yourself.
BE HONEST WITH YOURSELF. AND YOU WILL SEE THE WONDER THAT IS ALL AROUND YOU. DROP ANY PRETENSE OF CYNICISM. AND ALLOW YOUR SPIRIT TO MARVEL AT THE EXQUISITE, GRACEFUL BEAUTY IN EVEN THE SMALLEST OF THINGS. MUCH OF WHAT YOU LONG FOR IS ALREADY WELL WITHIN YOUR REACH. LET GO OF THE DOUBTS, FEARS, AND ASSUMPTIONS THAT KEEP YOU LOCKED OUT OF LIFE'S BEST POSSIBILITIES. LOOK AT THE WORLD WITH EYES FULL OF WONDER, GRATITUDE, HOPE AND PURPOSE. WHAT YOU TRULY DESIRE IS EXACTLY THE SAME AS WHAT YOU ARE DESTINED TO ACCEPT AND CREATE. BECOME COMFORTABLE AND FAMILIAR WITH THE GOODNESS THAT IS DEEP WITHIN YOU. IT RESONATES PERFECTLY WITH THE INTRACTABLE GOODNESS THAT HOLDS THE WORLD TOGETHER. THOUGH THERE MAY BE CONSTANT TURMOIL ON THE SURFACE OF LIFE, ALL IS WELL DEEP WITHIN. CONNECT WITH THE GOODNESS THAT IS INSIDE YOU, AND YOU'LL DISCOVER THE POSITIVE POSSIBILITIES ALL AROUND...RIDE SAFE N HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS...KISSES...HARLEY

Too Much Mad Max
They have been playing Beyond Thunderdome relentlessly the last couple months on TV and it is getting ingrained into my psyche. We have this woman from Australia who works at my company as an Administrative Assistance. Every time I hear her say the word "tomorrow" I can't help but think of the kids that Mad Max rescues talking about "tomorrow morrow land".

Help Decide
Got it narrowed down to a few different names fpr a lounge thanks to a few good friends (thanks guys).... Anyhow I'm gonna list them and you all help me decide which one to use ... 1.BBW Heaven 2.BBW Paradise 3.BBWs of Fubar 4.Wildcat's BBW Den 5.Club Phat

Hummers From Heaven
Every Hummer Owner Spontaneously Combusts In what atheists are calling "proof of God's existence," every owner of a Hummer spontaneously combusted yesterday. This tragedy is the latest in a string of several hundred related incidents in which Pontiac Aztek owners were mysteriously decapitated and owners of Honda Elements were fatally poisoned by an excess of fecal matter that eventually backed up into their bloodstreams. Decreed God, "They got what was coming to them." Although God had originally planned to merely set aside the ninth circle of Hell for the owners of these abhorrent vehicles, He recently came to the conclusion that a more Old Testament-like approach was necessary. Not to mention the ninth circle is already at capacity, what with all the condom users and seed-spillers. "What happened to the days when I used to smite people at the drop of a yarmulke?" asked God rhetorically. "I missed the old me. And the owners of Hummers were guilty of all kinds of sins:

A Quote From A Movie...i Feel It. I Really Do...
I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can't take this anymore. I can't stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can't, I can't look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can't talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are. And I know this will probably queer our friendship - no pun intended - but I had to say it, because I've never felt this way before, and I don't care. I like who I am because of it. And if bringing this to light means we can't hang out anymore, then that h

Baked Lemon Haddock
2 pounds haddock fillets 1 cup seasoned dry bread crumbs 1/4 cup butter or margarine -- melted 2 tablespoons dried parsley flakes 2 teaspoons grated lemon peel 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder Cut fish into serving-size pieces. Place in a greased 11x7x2″ baking dish. Combine remaining ingredients. Sprinkle over fish. Bake at 350 F. for 25 minutes or until fish flakes easily with a fork. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Serving Ideas : Can serve with Orange and Onion Salad & Harvard Beets

Dear Santa
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service (repost of original by 'Dominate07~1,000 yards? No Problem~RL/BF to Abby~' on '2007-12-20 12:10:02')

Update 12/21/2007
HELLO ALL I JUST GOT BACK FROM THE DR'S AND WE HAVE ALL GOOD NEWS THIS WEEK THE PLATELETS CAME UP 35 THOUSANDS THIS WEEK SO THEY STARTED A 9 THOUSANDS SO WE ARE HEADING UP AND THE CT SCAN CAME BACK GREAT NO CANCER AND I HAVE GAIN 5 POUNDS THIS WEEK AND THE DR WAS VERY HAPPY AND I HAVE TO GO BACK IN A WEEK AGAIN SO THERE WILL BE A UPDATE ON THE DEC 28TH AGAIN THANK YOU ALL FOR THE SUPPORT AND HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAYS

~*~ Broken Wings ~*~
I can’t fly anymore, I was never meant to, I can never soar, With my broken wings, The words I sigh, Are lost in the wind, I cannot reach the sky, With my broken angel wings, The thoughts are turning, Deep inside my soul, Tears in my eyes are burning, Because of my broken wings, Was this meant to happen now? I have cast my ideals aside, I don’t why I am or how, Alone with broken angel wings, To heaven I cannot fly, I am held down by despair, Why do I even try? I have but broken wings, I walk my steps alone, I have nothing, Nothing to call my own, Except my broken angel wings, I have a hole inside of me, It consumes my mind, I cannot fight myself free, Hampered by broken wings, There is no one who will care, Or protect me, From others when they stare, At the angel with broken wings, I live without a spark, Walking in solitude, Treading lightly in the dark, Dragging my broken wings, I can’t fly, I can’t see, I can’t die, I have but broken wings.

Sharing Peanuts
A tour bus driver is driving with a bus load of seniors down a highway when he is tapped on his shoulder by a little old lady. She offers him a handful of peanuts, which he gratefully munches up. After about 15 minutes, she taps him on his shoulder again and she hands him another handful of peanuts. She repeats this gesture about five more times. When she is about to hand him another batch again he asks the little old lady, 'Why don't you eat the peanuts yourself?'. 'We can't chew them because we've no teeth', she replied. The puzzled driver asks, 'Why do you buy them then?' The old lady replied, 'We just love the chocolate around them.'

Anima / Animus
These are terms that Jung created to describe the opposite-gender self that lives within each of us. The anima is the feminine component dwelling inside a male's unconscious mind. The animus is the masculine component dwelling inside a female's unconscious mind. In dreams, this opposite-gender self can be a helper or an antagonist. These dream figures can appear as translations of persons we meet with whom we have a tremendous sense of romantic love or platonic camaraderie. One of Jung's interpreters held that the anima/animus character was only understandable to those who have known true love. However, our opposite-gender selves may reveal to us negativity in ourselves or negativity we perceive in dealings with the opposite sex. It is important to note that sometimes, when you dream about a person of the opposite sex, they may be representing your own inner self. Carefully consider all persons of the opposite sex in your dreams as a possible appearance of your own anima / animu

Number
I WANT UR NUMBER Body: ___ Number:__________ Best time to call:________ text messaging (yes or no) _______ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=] Repost as: "i want ur #

My Angel Left Me....
Yesterday when I got up my daughter was on the computer. I looked over her shooulder and seen what site she was on....Myspace. and I say my bf's message..R.I.P. My heart fell. I move my daughter out of the way to look at the message that had come thru that she didn't let me see. I had a message from my best-friend's mom. What I read there tore my heart out. TO never talk ot her again! TO never see an IM from her! I cried so hard that day and then I dried my tears and got on with my day. I buried a puppy that day and thought no more about death. Today I learned that my momma dog was dying. This evenin she lost the battle and died. Now all this brought all the dying has taking it toll on me. I am not taking her death well. My best friend not my dog. I love my best-friend! She was always there for me. Whenever I needed her she was there! Right now I need her so bad and I can't call her. My heart is tearing out and I am not sure what to do. I have cried on and o

Without You
Let me go, Don't say that it's all right. Just take me home, So I can think of you tonight. In my dreams, At least I know you're mine. But when I wake, I have to leave the "us" behind Without you, I don't know who I would be. But when I'm with you, I can feel my heart breaking. And it seems so right, To be here with you tonight. Without you, could I be all right? Too many times have I left with a broken heart, An empty soul. You'll never know that you've ripped me apart, My lips so cold, Without your touch, and without your love, I might as well give up. Can I stay strong? And was I wrong? It's all in my head, What you give is what you get, Well I guess you didn't notice. My mistakes came too easy Cause you still don't love me, You never loved....

Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along. for her, gw07

Hiring Bartenders For Headbangers Pit
Okay I'm Hiring Bartenders In The HeadBangers Pit If you wanna be a bartender hit me up Leave me a message or talk to me in my shoutbox If ya wanna be one let me know i'll set ya up a schdule time date ect. come join the fun here at Headbangers Pit SourApple

Sleep Study
Last night I had to do one of those sleep studies...lol..what a joke..I had it done in Sugarland and did not fall asleep until around 11pm....Unfortunately I woke up at 1:35am and was unable to go back to sleep..I tossed and turned the entire test..I was too congested to do anything but cough...and that made for a miserable night...It rained fairly hard and I heard the thunder,,,then I heard a train...and a second train,,,lol..and then I could hear the techs talking and watching tv...I give up..I am so exhausted the only thing I am going to do tonight is sleep...

Gone
I once said I Love You And once you said the same We shared a feeling I thought was there Yet you let me fall I fell back through time Reliving the pain, every second a stab in my heart The tears pour forth from my red eyes And I couldn't see it coming This push into nothingness This torch to my love The world ripped apart beneath me As you made me fall backwards I once thought you loved me But you've made it clear you didn't I'm not sure why this happened This great decieval of my heart and mind It's all gone, nothing remains You've taken it all from me,yet gave nothing in replace Nothing waits for me There is no place for me to go It's all gone Because of you

Disease Spreading By Illegal Aliens
Remember this when you go out for FOOD If you travel into the Third World such as Mexico, Central and South America, you will notice that while visiting a bathroom there is a box for used toilet paper in the corner and no soap or paper towels at the lavatory. The sewage systems can not handle toilet paper so it is a habit to throw it in the box provided which is open to flies and cockroaches. Additionally, for most Third World people, washing hands is non existent. Today, in California, Florida, Georgia and spreading to other states across the nation, recent arrivals are so accustomed to throwing their used toilet paper into boxes, they throw it into trash cans. Whether they work at the counter or chopping tomatoes, they often do not wash their hands. Thousands carry head lice, leprosy, tuberculosis and hepatitis A, B, and C. Currently in 2007, an estimated 1,000,000 illegal aliens cross America's southern borders annually while avoiding a health screening. They ar

Funeral Processions In The South
During a funeral procession every vehicle , private or commercial , even 18 wheelers pull over to the side of the road out of respect. The police officers that block the intersections stand with their hand over their heart. Southern hospitality should be extended even to those who can not say "thank you."

I Kno U All Love Me..i Love U...plz Help...
I'm in an awesome fu-bucks give away and I need as many rates/comments as I can get...would really appreciate all the help I can get...as u all know-I am a good leveler/bomber and will return the love. .ty in advance..HUGGZZ

Pretty F-cked Up...
I stole this from Matt's blog. Yes, I admit it...but he steals my underwear. I'm not quite sure of the publish date on this, Matt had it for back in October I believe, but the timing of this makes no difference to the validity of the article. By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of whi

Asian Style Chicken Salad
2 teaspoons grated fresh ginger 2 teaspoons finely chopped garlic 1 tablespoon mirin (Japanese sweet rice wine) or sweet sherry 1 tablespoon reduced sodium soy sauce 1 tablespoon toasted sesame oil 1 skinless, boneless chicken breast half 1/2 red or yellow bell pepper, cut into thin strips 1 1/2 - 2 cups Boston lettuce and watercress, or other mixed greens torn into pieces 1 teaspoon vegetable oilMakes 1 Serving Prep Time 10 Minutes plus Marinating Time Cook Time 10 Minutes 1. Place ginger and garlic in a 1 quart reclosable plastic bag. Measure the mirin, soy sauce and sesame oil into the bag. Massage the bag lightly to mix the ingredients. 2. Using a meat pounder or a small heavy saucepan, flatten the chicken filet to an even thickness. Put the chicken inside the bag and seal it, forcing out the air. Turn the bag several times to coat the filet. Marinate at least a 1/2 hour or in the refrigerator for up to 8 hours. 3. Ten minutes before eating, scatter the salad gre

Did You Make Any?
I don't know what is NSFW and what isn't, lol. So what the hell. This is my first ever blog, so depends on how bad it is, it may be my first and only. Does anyone make Resolutions anymore? I do every year, and some I keep and some I don't, but try hard. SOme are just personal goals that I like to accomplish. I know, and a few of you are kind enough to point out, that I have alot personality flaws. In the hopes of being a better person, here is my list of resolutions: Be less sarcastic Think less about what other people may think Be nicer to people, and less of a bitch Be more tolerant of others Think more before I speak Personal Goal of mine is to take at least 3 classes this year and maybe start working towards a career or at least a better job. Now me and Chris also have a stupid playful little goal. We are going to try and have sex in 6 different states, and in 6 different houses, lol. Our house, hotels, motels don't count, lol. We started off the NEw Year

Poetry Of A Drunkened Soldier
today was hard i think ill end it with a wiskey lullaby i have grown to become attached to the weekening nerve of alcohol everyday i promise myself to quit but then i just say tommorow it been along week this work isnt hard broke at the end of the week and stuck with no car dam those DUI's lol its gotten me real far but for some reasons i am stuck with this burdon one of my four very good friends we always have a ball john, tahnee, paul and ALCOHOL

Poems
SILENCE Your silence says it all ... No responses, not even a wow ... Without saying or doing a thing ... You've shown me everything! I have no choice but to turn and walk away ... with absolutely no regrets ... but not without any tears or memories. BROKEN DREAMS It's time to stop wishin on this fantasy This dream that will never be Am I giving this up? Yes it is time to toss it away It's the reality that I know it will never come my way. As hard as I try I still sit here and cry This dream, this fantasy felt so real to me It is very hard to admit that it's only just a dream It's not reality or even truly a part of me.

Poem 1
I love you with all my heart. Nothing is more important to me than making you smile and spending the rest of my life with you. There are no words that can explain my love for you. I always had a problem of telling how I feel and end up losing what I love the most. So as I stand before you today to let you know how I truly feel. My love, will you wake up with me each morning. Will you be the mother of my kids? Will you love me no matter how stupid I am? Will you always be there for me when needed the most? Will you spend the rest of your life and love with me? This is how I feel I know it is too fast but at least you see what I want in the future besides growing old while you stay young. So I want to know will you be my girlfriend and my future wife, through thick and thin, ups and downs, good times and the bad. I love you with all my heart it doesn’t matter how far away you are I am still willing to walk the distance to hold you forever.

Bonus
tomorrow friday the fourth during a HH you can get bonus hearts for me or anyone in the contest,just rate 100 photos in Heartistic Souls love box and you get 25 free hearts,for 100 10s. for 100 11s you get 50, you can either give these to someone or keep for yourself

Hannah
I came to fubar just looking for decent conversation and to make a few friends... I was invited on here by sweet stephy... thank you very much darling.... I am so glad i am on here..... I hadnt been that happy with things and hadnt really had reason to smile alot other than my daughter. On sept 20th..... i was rated by this girl Hannah.... we rated each other and ended up with a simple chat. We exchanged yahoo names and we started to chat a few times here and there. Pretty son we both started looking for each other more and more every night. We would have deep converstions about any topic at al and talk for hours on end. It didnt matter the topic.. we would talk and banter as much as we could. She got me to smile and laugh and I got her to open up and show her true self. Right after thanksgiving.... we got into even deeper conversations and out came some feelings we had for each other... Amazingly we had both been holding back and Hannah finally broke the ice. Each

Kissing 101- I Like The Sucking Kiss And The Spiderman Kiss
Types of Kisses Given below is a variety of kiss that you may find interesting. You could feel free to try them out with your partner. Angel Kiss A comforting kiss. Kiss your partner very gently, delicately on their lips or eyelids. Cheek Kiss A friendly kiss. With you hands on your partners shoulders, brush your lips across their cheeks. Be gentle. A kiss preferred on the first date. Chew Kiss While kissing tell your partner to place their tongue in your mouth. Very VERY GENTLY chew on their back of the tongue. Do not suck. This creates a sensation that can be very exciting. Copy Cat Kiss Just imitate the way your partner kisses. Copy every act of their kiss. Cordial Kissing (Hot/Cold Kiss, Trickle Kiss) Sip a very small amount of your favourite drink, either hot or cold and when you just begin to kiss, pour the drink into your partner's mouth. It will leave behind a sensational feeling. Some love this type of kiss and some cringe with the thought of it.

Old Fashioned Mashed Potatoes
20 large Idaho potatoes, peeled and diced 4 cups (2 pounds or 8 sticks) unsalted butter 1 quart heavy cream Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1 cup chives, chopped In a large saucepan boil the potatoes until fork tender, drain all the liquid and return to saucepan. Smash together with a potato masher removing all the lumps. Add the butter and heavy cream, a little at a time, until you reach the required consistency. Add salt and pepper, to taste, and serve garnished with chopped chives. Note: Just before finishing you could add any other flavorings desired!

Click On The Pic Below To Own Me
Do you want me?? lol click on the pic to own me, bid high please lol I will rate their pics{weekly} and stash during hh's while owned by them, will pimp them in a blog permanently, add them to my profile during the owned period, make a bulletin about them weekly, pimp them in my Mumms... lol... I like to Mumm, will do personal sfw salutes....... if they like legs/feet would do a legs/foot salute, even write a story a story for them {could even add them to family during the month they own me.... but I do not have family only pics either} if bid were to get higher I could add more I think bidding is over on the 12th.

I Believe.....
Some things I believe in - . . I believe - . . that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe -. . . that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe -. . . that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I believe -. . . that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I believe -. . . that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I believe -. . . that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down, will be the ones to help you get back up. I believe -. . . that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I believe -. . . that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. I believe -. . . that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. So

Quite Angry...very Disappointed
I have been thinking about this for several days now, and I finally just had to blog it. And if I lose a couple of friends, or at least people I had called close and dear friends for a year, then I guess I'll just have to deal with that later. A few days ago, my points and fubucks were rest, no explanation, no answers to messages. After a lot of inquiring of other members, it seems there was a new policy instituted, but not posted until yesterday, regarding one account per IP. Well this causes me a huge problem since I have an anonymous network behind a cable modem which is firewalled...a normal procedure if you want a secure network, free from spamming and back door entries. My 24 year old son has (well had, I told him to abandon it) on his pc. Since the only IP seen is the cable modem, NOT my pc or my other pc's, I unknowingly violated this new, unplublished policy. Personally I could give three shits about the points, so long as I have my 'true' friends, the ones that know me and k

I Sold Myself For You
I wanted you, you didn’t I wanted love, you didn’t I sold myself For you Enduring the pain of penetration Shiver at the touch of their greedy hands Gagging on their poisonous fluids Crying silently, waiting in a barren room I sold myself For you Willing or not, I take it Happy or not, I shake it Sick or not, I suck it Forget this lie, just fuck it I sold myself For you This habit, I can’t break it This lie, I cannot take it This life, I want to forsake it I sold myself For you Was it really worth it, All these awful nights? What did I receive, But deceit, cheats, and lies? I sold myself’ For you My old life, I want to revive, A time of happiness My childish fun and innocence, Retaken from those dark, long nights I sold myself For you Is that really true? Did I sell myself for you? Surely, I did not All the repercussions are mine I sold myself For pain The pain you brought upon me, With your heartless rejection After all the years Or jubilant

Hott -new -exciting
ARE YOU LOOKING FOR SOMETHING NEW AND EXCITING? THEN MAYBE YOU SHOULD CHECK OUT THE NEWEST, HOTTEST LOUNGES AROUND. CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER CLUB TWISTED CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER RAISE THE DEAD CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER THE BLOCK CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER SPIRITS DEN CLICK THE LINK TO ENTER CLUB EROTIC

Your Precious Knight
Your Precious Knight ____________________ My Princess, my Lady, I am Your precious Knight, You are the Love of my life, and you make all feel right. In return for your love, your Knight remains true, For the happiness you bring me, I'll return ten-fold to you. My quest and my mission is to bring your life joy, No motive but love, would I ever need to employ. For you, and your heart, are my most valued treasure, Your words and your actions bring me the most pleasure. As Your devoted Knight, your honor I will defend, When times seem hard and unbearable, on me you can depend. When your friends or family ridicule, I'll be there to praise. Strangers may try to discredit you, but I'll support your ways. No matter what the obstacle, no matter who the foe, I'll always be there by your side, this you'll always know. I am Your Knight, My Lady, and Devoted to you I'll be, For my heart belongs to you, my Love, only you can hold the key. No trials can de

Have You Ever?
Have you ever wanted something so bad that you could taste it? Wanted something to just work out because you knew in your heart that you were good for that something.? It happens all the time... and It was no different for her. she had become very wanting of her Master that whenever there was an invitation for a meeting or to serve him she got so excited that she would literally loose her breath. She even had dreams of being on her knees in a cage at the foot of his bed awaiting his command and waiting there so patiently. She laid there in her cage listening to her master breath so softly hoping that one day she could be there next to him feeling his breath on her neck his body next to hers... She noticed that he was stirring and his feet touched the floor and he walked over to her cage. He said to her.. good morning my slut... how are you this morning? She promptly answered... I am fine Master and how about yourself? He opened the cage, took her by the hand and walked her over to his

Ughh !!
Well i figured iw ould start a blog on ME** Who better right !! Well life these past few months have sucked. I have really BAD asthma and i get to the point where i ned 911 and cant breathe. I had a really bad attack 2 yrs ago that landed me in a COMA for 4 days.. ( Wicked sucked ) I apparently died for 3 min and i dont remember anything, besides starting to lose my vision and loss of hearing. Well i made it thru all that, and for the last month my asthma has been bothering me. Last night actually i was almost rushed to the ER. I had the EMTs at my house basically until I felt fine. I decided to stay home from work today soo I am relaxing and feeling a lil better.. : )

Government Agencies
150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton for protection. That was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, the federal government has produced a large number of multi-letter agencies such as: FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc. Now we have the " Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service". Can't you see them now, these 'highly trained' men and women in their black outfits with jackets saying across their backs: F. A. T. A. S. S. The FATASS's are of course supervised by a special section of the Home Land Security Section known as: Airport Security Service Home Office Logistics Enhancement Section or the A.S.S.H.O.L.E.S. I feel safer already.

Brian And Jerry
I know this couple who get it in the ass. They drink each others cum just to let time pass. It's kinda crazy and its not a lie; But the two people in this couple are both guys. They met through their family history. One of the guys names is Uncle Jerry. The other one is Bryan. He tries to deny it and says everybody is lying. They ride around in this yellow truck. When the other one says "I'm horny" they pull it over and fuck. Their motto is incest is the best. I just can't let this issue rest. Brian said it hurt and he doesn't know what to do. I told him to leave his uncle and find someone new. He said he has to keep it in the family. So he moved on to a cousin named Tammy. But Tammy is a lie I know this by demand. Because we all really know that he uses his hand. By ...me Stacie Arnold p.s. this was wrote about a friend of mine..none of this is true but I did it as a parody on him. He used to hang out with his uncle jerry all the time in a yellow truck and w

Congrats To The Newlyweds
Well Its Official My Baby Sister Amanda Is Gettin Married Tomorrow at 4Pm Moutain Standard Time In Vancouver British Columbia Go By And Wish Her The Best adorablemarie~Underground Bartender~@ fubar

Cookie Recipe
Here's a great Christmas Cookie recipe that I thought you might want to try this year: 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequilla Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the ****. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of sal

Waiting By Staind
Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say, to keep me right here waiting And If you chose to walk away, I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say, to keep you right here waiting I hope your not intending To be so condescending it's as much as I can take You're so independent; you just refuse to bend So I keep bending till I break But you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say, to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away, I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say, to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment; I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me

Sin Derella Tells Everyone How To Be Red If You Want To Be A Top Member
It is very easy to get rates, which on this site make you RED! Now you see all the top members writing they rated your page could you please come back and rate mine...blah, blah, blah. Well that is fine and dandy. However, those nasty little bouncer checks get in your way. Here is what you need to do, go to who's online and then hit new members. That will take you to all the new members that are online. Click next, next, etc. To you get to the very last page of all the green members. Then you work your way back, you can rate over 1000 profiles a day. Most leave a comment, but damn that takes way to damn long with the bouncer checks, so make up a cute little saying (Welcome to fubar and that you rated their profile etc..something cute and something that will make them want to rate your profile back)then send that to them in a drink! Fubar kegs is the cheapest because during happy hours it cost only 50 fubucks. You pretty much will make that back too when you get rated back and some w

Family! Mmmm Funny You Say
Please help these two sexxy ladies out in their contest they have a buncha comments to go so drop by and leave a few every chance you get.Hell they were even trying to pay folks to comment so give um a hand! CLICK THE PIC TO ENTER http://fubar.com/user/1007162 Evonne & TisMom05 need 140,000 comments to win a 1-Year VIP, a Happy Hour, a 30-Day Blast AND a Ticker Pack!WHAT WE NEED IS 1250 A DAY IN COMMENTS TO GET AHEAD to get to our 140,000 comments:) SO PLEASE SHOW SUM LOVE Music Provided By Jokers Wild & Snake Bite Radio CLICK THE BANNER TO ENTER

People Really Need To Chill With That 'block' Button.
Seriously. I was shoutboxing a friend today. Normal right? She's one of the more popular members, you know? She can't have 2 minutes to herself because of her overflown message/shoutbox. I constantly tease her about it, cuz that is how I am. And on overage we talk every one or two days because in between those other days she usually doesn't get my message because it gets lost with all of her other messages. So today I shoutboxed her. Me: Heya! *waits five minutes* Me: So I assume your busy lol Person: Yea I am, but I have a few mins, whats up? Me: Haha. Nothing. But I noticed we have a 3 day pattern going. Fishy aint it? Person: that sounded mean to me. maybe you should find someone else to talk to And after that I couldn't shoutbox her anymore because she blocked me. And of course, because of blocking I have no way to contact her to tell her I was only teasing. So its safe to say I lost her for good. Which is a shame, because she was a pre

Life Is Bitter And Full Of Pain.
I don't know how I don't know why? Memories of long years gone by, We sit and dwell upon the past, My goodness don't those years go fast. So many dreams we don't fulfill, Instead life can be a bitter pill, Just when we think that our life's alright, We are knocked down whilst in-full flight. We never know what is our fate, Till alas it is too late, We promise to try and not shed those tears, But life has lots of dreadful fears. Through all the experiences we have been dealt, Pain and sorrow have been felt, But everyday is a brand new dream, Boosting up our self esteem.

Is It Love Or Lust?
Is it me or does anyone else find themselves having weird feelings for people who you think you know, but have never actually met in person. I dont know what kind of feeling it is. I hesitate to say its love, because I dont know that you can love someone based on their representation of themselves on line. There are a few exceptions, as I have one myself. I dont want to say its infatuation or lust, cause again, it's not just someones representation of themselves, and until you meet in person and spend time with that person you dont know for sure if that is the real them or not. However, having said that, I know that I get a certain feeling of excitement, or joy when I see certain friends or people on line. It's more than just "Yea your here"....its like "OMG I havent talked to you in forever and I miss you so much"..... I just want to know what the feeling is and how to deal with it cause sometimes I have to admit that it drives me crazy. That is all I have....probably no

Im Up For Auction So Come Get Me!!!!
HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ANY OF THESE SEXY BLUE LOUNGE STAFF AND MEMBERS FOR A MONTH!THE AUCTION ENDS AT 11PM CST SUNDAY JAN 20TH Shane aka 'DJ Lost Saint - #2 @ The Original Blue Lounge@ fubar ♥DjSexyBiootch♥BARBI'S HOMIE 4-LIFE -I.B.I.C.-EvilAngelButtBuddie-CrazyA$$Sis2Meg-@ fubar BJ Barbi~Greeter @ The Blue Lounge AKA SIS TO BLAIRMARE~DJ SEXYBIOOTCH'S HOMIE~CALIGUMBO'S PORNSTAR@ fubar Blairmare Fu-Sis to BJ Barbie Fu-lover to Rev Tom worshiper of DG@ fubar Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz iz What it iz@ fubar DJ Gem~Bar Manager@The Blue Lounge~FU-GF 2 My Hot Mama ~Crazy A$$ Sis 2 DJ Sexy & A Tru Blu Bitch'@ fubar Caligumbo@ fubar *Mamasita**FU-GF to DJ MAD& FU-GF 2The Sexy DJ Gem@ fubar ♥Angel ♥ Bad Girl♥~Head Bartender @Club Adrenaline~FU-GF to King of Boriquas~@ fubar

"twin Souls"
I get a pleasant, warm surprise when I look into your eyes. When your lips touch mine, Softly and smoothly, like rich wine, It’s a heavenly sign That you’re simply mine- A true beauty that’s so rare, You open my soul’s eyes to stare At how loving you are - A Heavenly Body sent from afar; My dearest friend - my love, my soul-mate, My Heart’s Desire from Loving Fate. ======================================== [Copyright © 2008, written by Jamie Shawn Tan. All Rights Reserved.] Photo located at: http://members.cruzio.com/~zerocity/v1n3/soul.gif

An Officers Life
An Officers Life...... You wonder why he pulled you over and gave you a ticket for speeding" He just worked an accident where people died because they were going too fast _________________________ You wonder why that cop was so mean ? He just got done working a case where a drunk driver killed a child ____________________________________________ You work for 8 hours He works for up to 18 hours _________________________ You drink hot coffee to stay awake. The cold rain in the middle of the night keeps him awake. __________________________ You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. He goes into work still hurt and sore from the guy he had to fight the night before __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He spills his as he runs code to a traffic crash with kids trapped inside __________________________ You make sure your cell phone is in your pocket before you leave the house. He makes sure his guns are

Katie
ok this lady is just the bomb.. I met her here on fubar.. we share many things in common and she has some of the coolest carnival pics I've seen in a long time... Go show her some mad love ☺♥Katie♥Please sign my guestbook♥☺@ fubar

Item Of The Month
Since next month is valentines day. Im doing a sale. ANY pony tail holder with the colors Pink, Red and White in them are half off. That does not include the ones with other colors mixed with them. My regular price is $1. So, ANY pony tail holders that have ONLY the colors Pink, Red, and White, in them are half off .50cents.

Kindness Is A Curse
Seems like kindness gets you no where in this world...I feel like, being nice and kind to people, is not a good thing its a curse. Seems like most my days are filled with hurt and tears than smiles. Someone always putting me down...telling me what I should be...or how im suppose to be. This is a cruel CRUEL world. Sometimes I wish I wasnt even classfied as a part of the human race. My world...hmmm my world......my world feels like im in hell and theres no way to heaven.......

Auction!!
I am officially in Mr Pibbs Auction. This auction will run from January 18th starting at 8 P.M. Eastern till January 29th at 8 P.M. The rules are simple..You may bid anything you like, Fubucks, Blasts, Ticker Messages, VIP's, Happy Hours..etc. Actual money items overshadow Fubucks. What the winner gets.... 1.) The person you win will put Owned by "Your name here" next to theirs in their profile name for an entire month. 2.) Atleast 1 daily comment 3.) All pics and stash rated during Happy Hour 4.) A daily gift of their choosing. 5.) A personal salute photo to you (What kind is up to the person who is won) 6.) Anything after that is up to the person who is owned. Please keep in mind this is for fun ONLY! Please, no rude comments! *check me out* thx guys and girls :) *click my pic*

Demons Of The Night
Demons of the night Come out and play with me I will make it worth your while, Just you wait and see I know what you want, I know why you hide Living your lives in fear, Hiding from what you really are You try to live your lives Just the way they use to be As if nothing has changed, Except the time of day Living in a fantasy While trying to escape Your,oh so hated, reality You hate who you are, Hate what you've become Walking this earth For centuries yet to come No easy way to die, A stake threw the heart I'd like to see someone Get close enough to try Demons of the night, Come out and play with me I will make it worth your while, Just you wait and see I am no ordinary mortal I live to hate my reality, I wish to join your fantasy A creature of the night, Way deep down inside If you look you will see That is really me

My Man In The Mist's Kiss
My loves kiss... I truly miss His passion and his grace His sparkling eyes and gentle heart The smile upon his face And when he holds me in his arms, The feeling that i get The rush of love i felt that day... The love that i feel yet Though the years have disappeared I know that it's ok Because i hold you in my heart Each and every day "Forever and for always" My love for you will last Until this game is over And from this life we pass My mouth hungers for you My body cries your name This thirst for you will drive me insane To feel your breath on my neck, your hands in my hair Your body on mine, Our own space in frozen time (this is a song)

If You Find Me ......
If you are one of the very few that sees me behind what I show the world then please tread lightly Kindness, truth and giving will touch me and I will answer with compassion, honesty and feeling The sharing can be amazing The passion white hot But ... If you found me by accident then let the temptation to manipulate pass … Walk away without a trace of your discovery For fragile and vulnerable is what lies within ~ unprotected my heart hides nothing and I can be broken easily So If you find me Please ...Tread lightly

Bad Nightmare
i keep having this dream, although last night it was in a loop because i kept waking up from it, or thought i did but i was still dreaming, and it was happening over and over. all the buildings were crumbling and falling down, and then my building started to sway. i knew i was dreaming and kept shaking my head to get out of it but i kept going into it

For My Oopsy
FUBAR'S #1 DIVA Oopsy Daisy RIGHT HERE JUST CLICK THIS PIC BELOW Have you added her yet? No! Then what the hell are you waiting for? You all this is Oopsy Daisy one of Fubars best. This woman is flying off the board in new friends and profile rates.. She really didn't need my pimpin here but I couldn't help myself today. I felt like I needed to show this woman how very specail she is to so many people on here not only that but just for a little bit see if I can toss some extra love her way... I love sharing with you all the coolest people I find so we all can benifit from having them on our friend list. I work every hard on thes bullies and background.. This just doesn't take a few minutes.. In many cases it takes me a few hours before I come up with what I hope will be a very nice stylin bully for you all to enjoy.. Lets not let my hard work and time go in v

Pt 2 Of The Soul Train Added Connection! Please Add All From The Train # 1 , To Be Added To # 2 Soul Train. Total Passengers 97
Custom Flash Graphics FLASHCOMMENT.com TOOT TOOT HERE IS THE ADDITION TO THE SOUL TRAIN! NEW MUSIC AND NEW PASSENGERS ABOARD! ENJOY THE RIDE! AKA MRS. T THE CONDUCTOR OF THE BEST TRAIN WITH SOUL! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar BIG POPPA IS YOUR TICKET MASTER, CHECKING ALL BAGS AND CONDUCTING ALL BODY SEARCHES.................! BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD GeT In WhErE YoU FiT In

For Juju
On Saturday January 19, My dear friend Janweb lost his 4 and a half year old grandson to cancer. Janweb has been on this site since 2006 and befriended and became part of many of our's extended family. I am asking anyone who reads this post to do TWO things. One click on little Juju's picture it will take you to my profile (my pictures will be private and no rates for me please) There will be 2 pictures in my profile, one of Juju himself and one of yellow balloons Flying High as yellow is Julian's favorite color, I am asking that on Thursday January 24, you rip one of these pictures to your profile and set it as your primary photo for the day. As this is the day L'il King Juju will FLY HIGH. The second thing I ask that you do is REPOST this so that as many people on Fubar can pay their respects to Juju and help him FLY HIGH WITH LOVE. Thank you to all of you who can find in your heart to do this CLICK on one of the pictures to come to my profile Click on my pictures to view this

Urgent Email Warning:
URGENT !!) TWO SUBJECT LINES TO BEWARE OF: BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY. READ AND HEED. &nb sp; I just verified this with Snopes and it is REAL.ALSO WENT TO TRUTH OR FICTION AND IT'S on their site also. PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of"Osama Bin Laden Captured" or "Osama Hanged"don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not openany message with an attached file called

First Contest!!!!
We are having our first contest for the Fubar Love Cruise!!!! The Cruise is up and running but we need more passengers!!!! The Cruise member to get the most passengers on board will win 20,000 fu-bucks, second place is 10,000 and third place is 5,000 fu-bucks...This contest starts 9PM Friday Fubar Time and ends 3PM Monday Fubar Time!!!! RULES OF THE CONTEST!!! Make sure that you ask the new passenger to mention your name in the fumail to the Captain after they finish fanning, rating, and adding all members of the cruise. This contest is for the original 48 members of the cruise....all new passengers will not be able to paricipate in this contest...We will definitely have more contests soon, but this one is for the first on deck!!! I will also have a blog about this contest so that if you miss the bulletin, its in my blog!!! Have fun, and its Smooth Sailing from here!!!! MUAHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZ!!!!! Your Captain!!!!

The New Monogy
The New Monogamy Until death do us part—except every other Friday. Add a Comment> 1 Comment | Add Yours> Comments | Add Yours> * By Em & Lo * Published Nov 12, 2005 Claire is a pretty, 31-year-old Park Sloper who studies furniture design. Her husband, Alex, is a 32-year-old Web-design consultant with a fondness for floral shirts. He’s the center of attention at a party; she’s the one off to the side, seemingly aloof but really just shy. That’s why she was shocked when, more than a year into their relationship, she was the one who found herself attracted to someone else. “I was totally confused, because I’d assumed that once I found ‘the one,’ I would be done with all that,” says Claire. “Going through all this was hard for us as a couple.” But when her husband subsequently got a crush of his own, she was more prepared. “Now that it was his turn, I was in a position to understand,” explains Claire. “So I told him, if he wanted to kiss her, that was okay—but

Playing Catch Up
well for about the last 10 days the school server has been down. They were in the process of installing a new server, but the old one crashed before they could make the transfer. It could have been worse. They might not have had the new servers almost installed. Anyway. The last few days we were doing everything by e-mail. So I was able to catch up. (or so I thought). Well the regular class webpage is now up. But now the teachers are going nuts trying to get their stuff back on, and make adjustments for the lost time. Well of the assignments already up was the assignments that were being done by e-mail. They have to be resubmitted, no biggy right?? Well there were changes so I have to redo them. Well make corrections anyway. Plus download all the corrections to the class schedule, and get the new stuff done. So I might be logged in, but I won't be doing much here. Please bear with me. When I get a little time I will try to get on here, don't feel that I am ignoring

The 10 Men Of Fubar ..
Men are clueless..... The 10 different kind of men on fubar some good some bad...not meant to offend anyone.. just meant to make ya LOL. 1. Every single time I talk to someone for a while, and I actually do give them my Yahoo name, as soon as i come online they wanna go on cam w/ me. I never accept cam ivitations and the few I did they were playing with themselves on camera... I got a question for you guys...: Everytime you see a pretty girl walking down the street do you go up to her pull down your pants and start jerking off in front of her? I'm hoping the answer is no, If it's innappropriate on the street it's still fucking inappropriate on the internet. If I don't ask to see your cock *which i wont* that means I don't FUCKING want to. 2. It takes alot of time to get to know someone, Sometimes you attracted to certain people right off the bat and even though it's internet, You just groove wit eachother and you know it would be something good. Sometimes, you have to get

Best Friends (poem)
true friends are hard to find these days when everyone seems to be lost in a haze.But once in awhile one will shine thru ment for that one person that person is you.But can you trust them you sometimes ask are they hideing behinde a mask?But if your able to move thru the pains and the strife then you know you have a best friend for life.One to trust for times to come who will never belittle you or think your dumb.One who is always there for you at the drop of a hat you couldnt ask for a better friend then that.But to keep a best friend you have to be one to and truelly then youll know someone loves you to.So thru these times when you need them the most keep your enimies near but keep your friends close

Fake Friends!!!!!!!!
I won't mention any names. I have been in many familys/bombers....why is it that no matter where you go-poof...and what happens?? DRAMA!! I am a Drama Free person....i don't like conflict and if ends up I'm in a conflict-I will speak my peace....and push the ban button. And this cpl have many spies to and I'm not very happy and I just wish they would leave me alone....Am I wrong to feel this way? I just like to be with fun ppl/no drama.....Thank u for listeneng to my rant/raving

Sisters Of Mercy - Cry Little Sister
The last fire will rise Behind those eyes Black house will rock Blind boys dont lie Immortal fear That voice so clear Through broken walls That scream I hear Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) Blue mascarade Strangers look up When will they learn this lonliness? Temptation heat Beats like a drum Deep in your veins I will not lie little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) My shangrila I cant forget Why you were mine I'll need you now Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (thou shall not fall) Unchain me sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not kill) Cryyyyy little sister (thou shall not fall) Come come to your brother (tho

Rainy Days
So uh yeah I live in Az right now and yesterday it rained all day. tonight we are expecting more, luckily not as much as yesterday but we are experiencing flooding and possible Dam breaks......Dang weather anyways! True and granted we need it....in a drought and all but not all at once. I actually love rain...I grew up on the Oregon coast. Well that's all for my rant today....

I Don't Know To Wish Her Luck, Or Bad Luck.. She's The Epitamy Of Bbw
Queen Latifah Signs On to Endorse Jenny Craig By Allison Adato and Tim Nudd Originally posted Wednesday December 19, 2007 09:15 AM EST Queen Latifah Kirstie Alley and Valerie Bertinelli have another pal joining them in the Jenny Craig universe: Queen Latifah. The Oscar-nominated singer and actress, 37, has signed up to be the latest celebrity spokesperson for the weight-loss chain, PEOPLE confirms exclusively. "We officially confirm that Queen Latifah will join the Jenny Craig program in January," Scott Parker, Jenny Craig's vice president of marketing, tells PEOPLE. "We are thrilled to have Queen Latifah support our mission of improving health by taking her first step toward achieving a more healthful lifestyle." Parker adds: "Queen Latifah joins forces with Jenny Craig to communicate the importance of how small lifestyle changes, in the areas of diet and exercise, can have positive effects on overall health." The Hairspray star, who has consistently celebrate

Ok First 1000 Will Get It!!!!!
Ok it's getting nowhere. i do have about 28.000 friends on my list. am in a give away for a super pack and in need of 140.000 comments. tho there's a timelimit to this give away and the way it's running now i'm afraid i won't make it. also next month renovationwork will be done in and about my house so i can't be on for at least 3 weeks. i'm asking my friends to please help me out for we all get by with a lil help from our friends. for the first 1000 people to leave 100 comments i will be rewarding 10.000 fu-bucks. (from the 28.000 of friends i don't think it will be hard for just a minor group to help me out) also leaving 100 comments is done in a short time period unless you're on slow connection(that will take one hour exactly) also when you get a message as "error your session has expired"it means you are working on more then just 1 page in that case just click backspace and refresh the page so you'll get a bouncercheck. bouncerchecks can be a pain in the butt but

Leveling??
So just wanted to know which of my bad boys here are close to leveling let me know send me a note so that I can post a bully for you and help out Send me a note do not shout me and let me know how much u need to level and I will get started

Wide Reciver Texas Pork Ribs
First the ribs are coated with a very sweet cayenne and garlic mixture and marinated in the fridge for eight hours. Then they 're cooked in the oven until tender and tossed onto a hot grill where they're basted with a yummy BBQ sauce for another ten minutes. Prep Time: 30m Cook Time: 5h Ready in: 13h 30m Yield: 12 servings Ingredients 6 pounds pork spareribs 1 1/2 cups white sugar 1/4 cup salt 2 1/2 tablespoons ground black pepper 3 tablespoons sweet paprika 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper, or to taste 2 tablespoons garlic powder 5 tablespoons pan drippings 1/2 cup chopped onion 4 cups ketchup 3 cups hot water 4 tablespoons brown sugar cayenne pepper to taste salt and pepper to taste 1 cup wood chips, soaked Directions 1. Clean the ribs, and trim away any excess fat. In a medium bowl, stir together the sugar, 1/4 cup salt, ground black pepper, paprika, 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper, and garlic powder. Coat ribs liberally with spice mix. Place the ribs in two 10x15 in

Oklahoma Bound
IT IS OFFICIAL I AM LEAVING UTAH TODAY AND WON'T BE ONLINE FOR A FEW DAYS . I AM MOVING TO OKLAHOMA. I GOT A DREAM JOB OF A LIFETIME. (WELL AT LEAST FOR ME). IT WILL BE BARN WITH OVER 25 HORSES AND 30 COWS AND THEY HAVE A HOUSE ON PROPERTY FREE OF RENT PLUS UTILITIES, LETTING ME BOARD MY HORSES AND THEN PAY STARTING AT 700 A MONTH. FOR SPENDING. FARM FEATURES THIS IS A TOP NOTCH REIGNING RANCH. 150 X 300 OUTDOOR SLIDING TRACK, 2 INDOOR ARENAS, INDOOR ROUND PEN, ELECTRIC HORSE WALKER, 40 STALLS, BREEDING LAB, 18 STAR MARE HOTEL, AND SEVERAL LARGE TURN OUTS. I AM NOT NO FAKE COWBOY OR I WOULDNT BE DOING THIS!!!

My Living Will
My Living Will Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

How Many Friends Do You Have??
Someone turned to me and asked "How many friends have you?" Why 10 or 20 friends I believe And began to named a few... A blessed one you are To have so many friends But think of what you're saying... A friend is just not someone To whom you say "Hello" A friend is a tender shoulder On which to softly cry A well to pour your troubles down And raise your spirits high A friend is a hand to pull you up From darkness and despair... When all your other "so called" friends Have helped to put you there A true friend is an ally Who can't be moved or bought A voice to keep your name alive When others have forgot But most of all a friend has a true heart For from the hearts of friends There comes the greatest love of all! So think about all this For every word is true And once again answer please... How many friends have you? After much thought I answered I really only have just one "It's You!" A Friend Is

Last Night
last night was fun. i dunno wat happened to us (my roommate kelsey, her best friend ben, and me). kelsey doesnt talk to me much and i try not to bug her so we coexist (yay!!) but here's more of less wat happened last night. ben was hungry and he wanted some of the doughnuts that kelsey bought last week except they are hard. (b=ben, k=kelsey, a=ace aka me) b: awwww they're hard! k: put it in the microwave b: then it'll loose moisture! [grabs water and gets the doughnut wet and pops it in the microwave and eats it] k: we need paper towels too a: and tissues k: oh yea a: we used up the tissues in the first 2 months and never got anymore even tho i keep meaning to get some k: we need to add those to the list! a: oh! and bowls! we're out of bowls and i almost bought ramen the other day but didnt cuz of that [k and b point to some the k brought but are plastic]...but i dont know if those are mircrowaveable, i'm afraid they're gonna melt... b: they should say if they're not

Chasing Another Person
Chasing another person you know in a dream may be a sign of needing to protect that person from themselves. Many times people embark on paths that seem illogical or even self-destructive. The impulse is to chase them down and try to redirect them. Another common chasing dream revolves around heroic behavior. You are chasing someone to right a wrong committed against you or another. You may not directly know whom you are chasing, but you know their relationship to someone else you love and value-be it their boss, a criminal who has victimized them, or some other antagonist. If you can't remember why you are chasing someone, try to concentrate on the emotion that the chase aroused.

Candles
Candles often reveal a sense of mystery, romance, or supernatural guidance regarding the setting in which they appear. The candle can also be a symbol of providence or security as it may illuminate circumstances. If the candle has an unusually large flame, the fire may be the central image. Do the candles have a ceremonial feel to them? If so, other aspects of the dream may be requiring reverence. Is someone else holding a candle or candles? Often a symbolic gesture by a dream character-such as holding a candle-will indicate that they are there to lead you.

Here Are The Angels! Fan/add/rate Em All To Become One!
REPOST!! REPOST!! REPOST!! REPOST!! ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE??? HIT ME, "HEART OF FIRE" UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A GODFATHER OR BE A CERTAIN LEVEL TO BE AN ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN, ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR ID IS OPTIONAL!!! OWNER "Heart of Fire" CO-OWNER ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ MANAGER/PROMOTER ?Thyckie Thyck? GREETER The CoCo Diva AND HERE THEY ARE...THE ANGELS! CaSpEr ~*Deliciously Evil*~ ***

To Hot To Keep To Myself! New Space Shuttle On Fubar! Jump On To Go To The Stars!
href= IT WAS JUST TO HOT TO KEEP A SECRET! NEW SPACE SHUTTLE ON FUBAR! GOING TO THE MOON, MARS ETC. BROUGHT TO YOUR BY PURPLESKY! SIMPLE RULES TO FOLLOW: 1. RATE/FAN AND ADD AS FRIENDS TO ALL THAT REQUEST! IF ALREADY A FRIEND THEN JUST POST A COMMENT IN SECTION. 2. MUST HAVE SALUTE PLEASE! 3. MUST BE ABLE TO NOT GET SICK ON THE RIDE TO THE MOON. 4. PARTY, DRINKS, GAL AND GUYS WILL BE PARTY LIKE A ROCK STAR ALL NIGHT LONG. NO SLEEPING ON HERE. 5. MUST PURCHASE DRINKS FOR ALL ON BOARD! purplesky proud member of "THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY"@ fubar IS YOUR CAPTAIN OF THIS SHUTTLE! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD GeT In WhErE YoU FiT In@ fubar

Mondy Was...a Monday...
Well, we have all made it to another Tuesday! YEA!! Thank you so much to all of you who have added, rated and become fans of me!!!!! My puppy is sick and it is kinda freaking me out. Poor lil' girl. It's almost time to take these kiddos to school, but I just wanted to tell everyone "Good Morning"! Much Love, Kel aka kissgrrl =)~

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SHOW SOME LOVE SHE ONLY HAS 8,663 HER NEXT LEVEL SweetAngel~With Horns~Sweetwaters Greeter/Promoter@ fubar PLEASE REPOST THIS HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY $DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}@ fubar

Continious Thoughts
Sometimes you end up in a situation where your mind just wont stop racing, it wont stop thinking, it wont stop contemplating. It keeps us up at nights and we just cant slow it down. We cant lock onto one thought long enough to concentrate. This can be bad cause of Insomnia, however there is one time it is the greatest thing in the world. It is the time your mind contemplated the future. The time your dreams overwhelm you during the day. This is the time when Continuious thoughts are the greatest. These thoughts i speak of are the ones of a lover, or the desire to be with someone who is far away. Soldiers get this feeling, and they know how it can protect them. For me there is a time my mind races each night, just as i fall asleep. And even tho i am in no danger, it does help me. It shows me dreams can come true, and it allows me to dream more. And that special someone is always on my mind. Boy what a great feeling.

Whimsical
I can see the orange sky in front of me I can see things you'll never see People say its all a f--ing dream But I can say words you couldn't speak Is it me? Can you believe You'll never live the world I live Is it me? It is only me I can only live a world to...live Break away from you shattered beliefs Detaching from my body desperate in grief I have changed the world in front of me One against all; I'm starving this world [bridge] Is it me? Do you want me? You think you can have me Say you love me You want me! I'm saving my money 'cause I don't pay to... [chorus] I'm not afraid to live I'm not afraid to die I can only give What I see inside You can only take What I give of me You can only win When I'm not afraid to lose... Subjected to your mother of nature Limited to the color of your eyes Drained by the one you call your lover She don't care if you live or die [repeat bridge and chorus] Oh yeah, oh yeah Oh yeah, oh yeah You can only

Only In America,ever Wonder ....
Only in America do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. Only in America do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'ab

Girls And Guys
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

More Surveys
1.Does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes? YUCK, SO YES. 2. How about drinking? THAT DOESNT BOTHER ME. 3. Do you want someone you can't have? NAH. 4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? YEAH. 5. Whats your favorite sport? UFC, AND FOOTBALL, (TITO ORTIZ, SAN DIEGO CHARGERS!!!!) 6. Its saturday night, you're home alone, what do you do? CHILLIN ONLINE, WATCHING TV. 7. What are you listening to right now? MUSIC. 8. Can you do splits? HELL NAH. 9. Do you like roller coasters? YES. 10. Whens the perfect time to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? LOL WTF? 11. What did you do tonight? WENT TO THE GYM WITH CHARLEE. 12. Do you have any tattoos or piercings? NO AND YES. 13. What are you doing this weekend? GO SEE MY PARENTS, TRY TO GO TO THE GYM. 14. Whats your favorite restaurant? OLIVE GARDEN 15. Do you usually fall for the right or wrong girl/boy? I PICKED A GOOD GUY ;) 16. Have you ever hugged someone? D

Beatfreakz - Somebody's Watching Me (dj Muzik-al's Watchin' Me Watchin' You Mix
Beatfreakz - Somebody's Watching Me (DJ Muzik-AL's Watchin' Me Watchin' You Mix To lisen/download FREE http://www.esnips.com/doc/97a62313-5bce-433a-b498-bbce24c4251c/Beatfreakz---Somebodys-Watching-Me-(DJ-Muzik-ALs-Watchin-Me-Watchin-You-Mix)

Multiple Aka M.s
You may be wondering why i made this blog but many people dont know i have multiple AKA M.S and the people who do know i have it ask me what it is and how did find out you had it and so many Q about so i hope this helps and if not im open for Q . Multiple sclerosis or MS is a disease that affects the brain and spinal cord resulting in loss of muscle control, vision, balance, and sensation (such as numbness). With MS, the nerves of the brain and spinal cord are damaged by one's own immune system. Thus, the condition is called an autoimmune disease. Autoimmune diseases are those whereby the body's immune system, which normally targets and destroys substances foreign to the body such as bacteria, mistakenly attacks normal tissues. In MS, the immune system attacks the brain and spinal cord, the two components of the central nervous system. Other autoimmune diseases include lupus and rheumatoid arthritis. The central nervous system is made up of nerves that act as the body's mess

Healing The Wounds
Where am I? How did I get here? Who am I? What is it that I fear? Why am I alone again, in this world of hurt and pain? I thought that I had found the one, who would shelter me from the rain. I thought she was so perfect, I though she loved me true. The story is so twisted now, and this is why I'm blue. She told me that I was her one true love, no one could replace. Now I hear a different tale, and it leaves a bitter taste. I could not live up to, the one she left behind. In the end she left me, in hopes of him to find. I did my best to please her, to bring her peace and joy. She left me low and empty, cast aside like a broken toy. I feel alone and used up, like a bulb thats lost its glow. No more reason to shine on, no more reason say go. It never mattered how I loved her, never mattered how much I cared. I could never fill another's shoes, I don't know why I dared. For her I changed the man I was, a man I loved to be. I gave her everything I had, thou

If Only You Knew
IF ONLY YOU KNEW WHAT IT DOES TO ME WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES~ THEY MAKE ME FORGET TO BE STRONG, AND MY SELF CONTROL I ALMOST LOSE..... IF ONLY YOU KNEW WHAT YOUR SEXY SMILE DOES TO ME INSIDE~ IT MELTS MY HEART & SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME, IT MAKES ME WANT TO RUN AND HIDE..... IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW YOUR KISSES MAKE ME WANT TO FORGET THE WHOLE WORLD & WHAT I KNOW IS WRONG~ THEY MAKE ME NOT CARE, AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS "TO YOU" BELONG..... IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW YOUR TOUCH SETS MY SOUL ON FIRE~ YOU MAKE ME QUIVER INSIDE & FILL MY BODY WITH SOOOO DAMN MUCH DESIRE..... IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW IMPOSSIBLE IT IS FOR ME TO GET YOU OFF OF MY MIND~ IT DOESNT MATTER HOW MUCH I TELL MYSELF THAT THIS JUST COULDNT WORK-AND THAT YOU REALLY DIDNT MEAN THE THINGS YOU SAID, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO YOU, I GUESS I'M JUST BLIND..... IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW GOOD THIS COULD REALLY BE BETWEEN US, AND HOW I REALLY FEEL ABOUT YOU~ IF ONLY YOU KNEW~~ I WONDER~~WHAT WOULD YOU DO?.....

Avril Lavigne - I Can Do Better
Getting there.... Uh, yeah you can do it I didn't give a damn what you say to me I don't really care what you think of me Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe There's nothing you could say that would hurt me I'm better off without you anyway I thought it would be hard but I'm OK I don't need you if you're gonna be that way Because with me, it's all or nothing I'm sick of this shit, don't deny You're a waste of time I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why [Chorus] I hate you now So go away from me You're gone, so long I can do better, I can do better Hey, hey you I found myself again That's why you're gone I can do better, I can do better You're so full of shit I can't stand the way you act I just can't comprehend I don't think that you can handle it I'm way over, over it I will drink as much lemoncello as I can And I'll do again and again I don't really care what you have to say Cause you know, you know you're nothing (I'm

Woot We Are Open And Rawking Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME RAWK THA HOUSE WITH DJ SEXY_SHELL LIVE ON AIR IN HOTTIES HEADQUARTERS. PLAYING WHAT YOU WANNA HEAR COME JOIN US. 4 CAMS AND TONS OF HOTTIES! click above to enter lounge

My Birthday Wish List!
Next week is my birthday. Here is a list of the gifts I will require. A Chuck Norris birthday cake. A pair of Chuck Norris Action Jeans. A shell that isn't so empty. No snow or shitty roads on my drive to Ohio. (Yes...9 hours of my birthday will be spent in my vehicular transport.) A new tattoo. (That one is already in the works...pick something else from my list.) A lifetime supply of Wild Turkey. (Yeah, I need to get my lush on for awhile I think.) One day to sleep in. A raise. A dozen Jelly Donuts. Tang. (I ran out!) Lottery Tickets. A female Chihuahua puppy named Beasley. This is all I require! Thanks in advance!

The Crys In Which Was Never Heard
This is not really a poem but a short story and yes it is very disturbing so if you get offended easily please dont read and yes this story is written based of real life so fuck you if you dont like it but i think these tears deserve to be heard. "What are you a fucking faggot or something?" The boys shouted. As each one took turns beating the life out of him. "Hey" she shouted "whats going on?" As she begans to walk over towarthe group of boys. The closer she got the more she could see. One of the boys walks to her. "Its nothing leave now before you get hurt." "Fuck you" she shouted as she knowck the one boy to his knees. The rest of the boy ran not only because of the fear of her but who her older brother was and who his friends were. "Are you alright" she asked. As she tried helping him up. He shoved her away. "You shouldnt have done that" he screamed. Bleeding and broken. "You've only made things worse." "I'm sorry i thought i was helping you"

Everything Changes
Gripping the arms of her throne tightly in a white knuckeled grip....her eyes closed tightly and tears of blood slowly running down her face Her teeth clenched and her lips held in a thin tight line.... he walked over to her, and sat next to her wrapping his arms around her shoulders hugging her tightly. She slowly increased the grip on her throne untill the metal bent, wood cracked, and stone crumbled in her grasp... a heat radiated from her body and unseen things seemed to writh around under the flesh of her back.... He held her tightly and wished she would hug him back, confused as to what was happening to her, she clenched her fists tightly, shattering the remaining arms of her throne....Her dress growing tight around her body something pushing out from her back... Then she suddenly screamed a sound of pure emotion as her dress ripped away Black bat-like wings sprouted from beneath the flesh of her back, bearly missing him and extending in a full twenty-four foot wingspan! Th

Our Own Phucker And Purple Roses Getting Fu Married In Bada Bing - Feb 10, 9pm Est .. Please Join Us!!
Meet The Phuckers The Happy Couple Come Celebrate with Us. Click on any pic to join us in Bada Bing lounge as we unite our love (9:00 pm est). DJ Bounty will be hosting the Reception, immediately following the ceremony.

Turning 40/420/and Route 440.
Yea. So last night I turned 40. I had the traditional Birthday Dinner with the Folks (the parents not the gang). It was good….even got a wee bit tipsy on vino. I came home and did the Fu thing for a bit….whatever that entails. Looked at assorted nonsense on line, btw, for me Synths – PORN! ;) A friend I shall call Rui, heck that is his name messaged me and asked me what am I going to do for my birthday? I told him probably nothing, just some hot n heavy Nintendo DS action. Nothing gets me worked up than a good game of Tetris. A couple of ideas were bandied about and we decided to goto my nemesis of nightclubs..Qxt’s. Of course Eric wanted to go as well but I had to pick him up (that’s code for Eric wants to get utterly and completely mind f*cked) and I was again relegated to the designated driver status. So the Honda is gassed up and I’m on my way to Herr Eric’s lair. Apparently nothing has changed in his apartment since the last time I was there (which has be

Mmmmmmm
Hello everyone, Sorry I didn't write sooner. Being cuffed to a bed can cause a problem. Ok dream stalker might be fun but tons of kandi and tweak, and more dick past the dream stalker up so bad, The friend I told you about had tons of surprise for me including spiked drinks, handcuffs, and tons of abuse for my little body. No, I didn't get a stun gun to my clit but i did get tons of beatings and pain. I'm so sore and I really don't know the details.

Tag Your It!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts 1. I love Arnold Schwarzenegger movies. 2. I like to mix cheap beer with Coca Cola. 3. I like the color blue and green. 4. I know a guy that knows a guy. 5. Earth girls are Easy. lol 6. People who do not wipe good enough are always scratching thier butts. 7. Remember remember the fifth on november. 8. Obama is Bushes 7th cousin twice removed? 9. I love chocolate. 10. I'm allergic to cats. OK now my buddies its ur turn next... Tag ur it...

Omg I Have A Great Idea!!! Tysm Dawn Xoxox
Well OK I will have one as soon as you mail it to me So while I am waiting I would like to take this opportunity to introduce you to a few AWESOME people ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar WILDCAT, what a beautiful lady, funny, sincere and genuine Puppet Master... the Mr.E man@ fubar PuppetMaster, one of the very first people to welcome me here to Fubar, we have been friends ever since, he is a little shy and quiet, so girls get aggressive and talk to this dear dear man ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar Echo Angel.. the name says it all. Yep she came down from heaven to bless us all with her kindness and warm heart Poet@ fubar Poet, ahhhh yes a true gentleman in every way, a hidden treasure just waiting to be discovered Heartistic Soul@ fubar Heartistic, WOW what a woman! Kind, generous and beautiful too! RogerLee ஐ Founder of The Pride ஐ@ fubar RogerLee... OH MY what a charmer this one is. Look at

My Heart Is Broken
Today has been one of those days..I have felt so alone and out of touch. I havent felt like this in a very long time and i dont know why. I have met some great people who have put me back into a place of happiness and joy. And then today someone who i have been very close to said that no one really cared about me and that i would never find anyone to ever want to take the time out of their lives to give me a chance. For the first time in a long time I cried. It hurts because I dont want to believe this person, but then in a way I have to because of the way people have just stopped talking to me lately. These last few months have been a drain on me physically and emotionally with the divorce and the custody stuff. I havent been this drained since i had to bury my mom and dad. For all my friends who happen to read this. If i have done anything to any of you I am sorry. Please give this now lost and wandering soul a second chance at redemption. I know my son will always be by m

Moving
ARGH! I have to move by friday of this week, and i STILL don't have a place. It's driving me insane! My parents won't let me move in with them, all of the friends that I would move in with live with their parents, and I don't have enough money to get my own place. This is getting seriously ridiculous. I don't know what the fuck to do. I'm starting to think that I'll never find a place.....and if that happens......I don't even want to think about it. All I wish is that some miracle would happen and I'd magically have a place to live.

Music Video Auditions
AUDITIONS FOR MUSIC VIDEO SATURDAY, FEBRUARY 23, 2008 AT THE HISTORICAL CARDOME CENTER 9:00 AM TO 4:00 PM PRODUCED BY EDDIE AUSTIN PRODUCTIONS, IN COOPERATION WITH MORGAN MUSIC INC., NASHVILLE,TN NO PREPARED AUDTIONS ARE NECESSARY NEEDED!!!! MAIN ROLL: WOMEN 20 TO 30 YRS OF AGE EXTRAS: ALL AGES TOTAL OF 400 PEOPLE NEEDED TO BE FILMED IN GEORGETOWN,KY SUMMER OF 2008 FOR FURTHER INFORMATION E-MAIL: EDDYAUSTIONPRODUCTIONS@YAHOO.COM OR CONTACT ME FOR MORE INFO.KYWOLFLOVER38@YAHOO.COM THANKS DONNIE

Tearing Down To Rebuild
Rethinking Complaining We all know someone who has elevated the process of complaining to a high art. Sometimes funny, sometimes exhausting, these people have the ability to find a problem just about anywhere. In its more evolved form, complaining is simply the ability to see what’s not working, in one’s own life or in the external world, and it can be quite useful if followed to its natural conclusion—finding a solution and applying it. However, many of us don’t get that far, and we find that complaining has become an end in itself. In small doses, this is not a big problem, but if complaining has become a huge part of our identities, it may be time to take a good look at how we are spending our energy. Complaining is a person’s way of acknowledging that they are not happy with the way things are. In a metaphorical way, when we complain or criticize, we are tearing down an undesirable structure in order to make room for something new. But if all we do is tear down, never botheri

Ive Been Tagged....again...grrrr ;p
I have been tagged again so I need to come up with 10 more thingz none of youz knowz bout me.... This is really cramping my mystique... 1. I wear my heart on my sleeve. 2. Brutally honest 3. Never smoked crack or shot heroin....everything else I have basically tried 4. I have a twin sister, her name is Brooklyn...yes yes Dallas and Brooklyn awwww (rolls eyes) My younger sisters name is Mercedes 5. Played a year of Junior A hockey up in the Peg (Winnepeg) 6. I hate pretentious broads 7. Really hating the pretentious phoneys on this site who are on my friends list. They come to my profile but do not rate or say anything. They just want me to see their status "New pics rate plz" And they will do it for 3 straight days until they figure out Im not gonna look anymore 8. I trust nobody but a very very select few in my life 9. My fav color was always purple but now its a combo of powder blue and yellow like the San Diego Chargers Jerseys...I'm designing a hockey

Last Chance!
HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE PEOPLE! Auction will close 2-15-08 3 PM Central Time.. All Bids will start at 50K. On top of all this, I will add you to my family, send you random gifts, and post your link on my page. ACCEPTABLE BIDS ARE FU-BUCKS,VIPS,BLASTS,HH,AND MORPHS MIN.BID IS 50K... CASH PRIZES OVER RIDE FU-BUCKS TO HELP CLEAR. COMBINATION OF FU-BUCKS AND CASH PRIZES ACCEPTABLE. Be sure to check out the others up for auction. Good Luck to all!