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A Tender Little Kiss......(poem)
A tender little kiss on the tip of your nose. A gentle caress in the field where love grows. A fingertip on your cheek, a heart that's humble and meek and affection so warm and so caring. My whispers softly blowing through your hair. My joy of knowing that you always are here. Not a word spoken in haste, not a rose that's laid out to waste but the tender feelings the two of us are sharing.

Soooo Very Embarrassing, But There Might Be A Silver Lining To It All!!
Ring... ring... "Hey, Mom! Are we still meeting to eat??? .... Where at??? .... How soon can you get here??? .... Is it okay if Aaron meets us there too??? ...." The call came in around 5pm. Because of traffic, I didn't catch up with her at Chuy's until close to 5:30. Aaron arrived after I did; just as we were called to be seated. What perfect timing! All things were good....until we were seated at a table on the back porch area. I sat down..... CRUNNNNNNCH!!! The dang plastic chair gave way and I fell on my side to the knee. The chair scraped my skin and ripped open the side of my pants. My son in law helped me up and offered to do something. I asked him if he would mind getting me one of the empty metal chairs from the other side of the outdoors area. Sat down in that and my pants continued to rip and was way to airy to the crowd of folks eating outdoors. I was going to move the chair to the other side of the table, but then I noticed that blood

Reason Were Here
Hello my friend, I'm here for a REASON I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. Wh

Words Of Wisdom To Live By
Words of wisdom to live by. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> 1. A day without sunshine is like night. >>> >>> 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. >>> >>> 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. >>> >>> 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. >>> >>> 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. >>> >>> 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. >>> >>> 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. >>> >>> 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets >>> the cheese in the trap. >>> >>> 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. >>> >>> 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. >>> >>> 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. >>> >>> 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. >>> >>> 13. How many of you believ

Blind Eye (poem)
Truth I attempt to avoid In hope I'm just paranoid Caught you in another lie Ask questions and wonder why Where have you been at today By yourself I hope I pray But I can't turn a blind eye Or begin to sympathize We have done this all before This time I must shut the door You could never be my wife So I leave behind our life Start again with someone new And wish to just forget you * This one is about my ex-girlfriend from a while back, it's been sitting on my pc and finally finished it today.

Sazs' Rules For Surviving The Game Of Love
Rules for Surviving the Game of Love Do not fall in love everytime you fall in bed. ... Learn to detach emotionally. Sex does not equal commitment. Do not revolve your entire life around him/her. ... Addiction is bad for your health! Do not cling, act needy or demand. ... Doormats are for your feet, not your heart. It's OK to say NO! Stop talking so much. NEVER reveal everything. Do not grill them or their friends for information. Master the art of LISTENING. Treat him/her as you would your best friend. Friendship creates long term love and comes before sex. FORGET about fixing your partner. IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. Your choice of partner is a reflection of who you are and who you are not! Enjoy the moment first. Live in the present. ... Don't worry about the ex's or start naming your future children. NEVER read their journal or go through their ! paperwork. ... If you have no trust, you have no relationship. Allow space and freedom between you. DO N

Oh Canada Oh Canada!
Well, in aboot a week I will be in the almost semi country of Canada. Ooooh ahhhhh, how exciting. Yes I know... The best part, however, is I am going to the snooty French part of Canada and the most I can say in french is where is the bathroom... So maybe I will not need to talk to any of the canooks. I'm allowed to call them canooks simply for the fact I am part French Canadian, therefore I win you lose good day sir or madam whichever is applicable. I leave next saturday at 6AM which means I probably wont sleep that friday night so I can sleep the entire bus ride up to the border (about 10 hours) So I will be wide awake when it comes time for me to go walk around the streets of Quebec looking for 1 of 2 things I would have interest in while there... Which would be alchie, and well.. Guess the other thing. Ha... Wow.. Now, doesn't Canada have two hockey teams? I know there is the Toronto Maple Leafs... but isn't there another one? I dunno I need to figure this out... My g

Karma, What A Joke...
Why does Karma have something against me? Why do I continue to treat people like they mean something when it is just gonna come back and bite me in the ass. Why does everyone treat me like I am lying to them? Do I have sucker written on my forehead? Should I take a hint a become a loner... even more than I already am? Am I being tested by some higher power? Why does people say 'nothing', when they obviously mean 'alot, but I am not gonna tell you...'? Grow up... I just want closure, sometimes...bad or good. It is better than being in the dark. I am so confused. Why do I have to beg, but everyone gets what they want. I will miss you......really...I will.

The Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer!

New Pics!
If you haven't already discovered them, I posted a number of new photos. They're all the result of a photo shoot with my friend MikeNinja. (If you're interested in more photos of beautiful women, check out Mike's page. Also check out my friend CinDee's page, because he photographed her a couple weeks ago. The resulting photos are great!) Please, please, if you are not in my family, do not ask to be in my family. The family-only photos are family-only for a reason. And my family slots are basically full up. In other words, begging, pleading, or demanding to be in my family will only piss me off. Thanks to those who've shown me soooo much love over the past couple days so that I could level and post more photos. That includes jerjerjer, panthers84, Ace is Kinky, crazy bitch, mikeninja, blackhrses, Visions of Forever, Just Bill, buck_satan, Lee, boo, Brodie, and especially Kenneth, who seemingly rated everything possible on my page, including my entire stash and all of my ph

All Ladie's Welcome =)
Ok ladies i will be holding a BTW (beautifully Thick Woman)of CT contest . Sexy Pic's are incouraged , but no nudity pls . First place will be a 3 day Blast provided by Yours truly finisher1269. All contestants will recieve at the end of the contest a dozen roses just for entering . all woman are welcome , thick or not . Entering is simple , send a link to the pic of yourself that you would like to eneter , i will come rip it and add it to the contest , contest will start April 1st at 7pm CST and run till April 15th at 7pm CST . So send me a link and gather your friends , comment bombing is encouraged even if u have to do it yourself =) Thank you for your time *MUAH* STILL SPOTS OPEN enter before April 1st at 7pm =)

Dont Understand Men
this is one subject ill never get not gonna vent because omg then i would be a drama queen but i just have to say ill never understand guys and what and how they think...all the while they think women are the issue i think it def starts in the xy gene pool..........and you guys are all the same ive yet to find a unquie one that stood out among the rest!! your allllll the same ok dunzo haha have a fabo day/night whatever it might be for ya toodles

Robin's Clit
Alright, so this clit piercing thing isn't too bad. It's tender now, and itches some due to the healing... but it doesn't hurt per se, it's just that it is tender, feels like i was fucking for 10 hours... seriously, you know that post "forever long sex" clit feeling? thats what it feels like. SO it's not like KILLER bad, just not so cool... BUt it feels pretty cool too... actually it feels awesome... i'm like perma wet because of it!!! This thing is SOOOO much fun!!! But i can't have sex for 6 weeks, NOT LIKE I'M GETTING ANY ANYWAYS!!!!! It's just the point that i was told i CAN'T have sex!!! I mean, i CAN in theory, but no bodily fluid can touch me, ie saliva, semen, etc. But, still, at least 2-4 weeks so it's healed and not as painful... cuz man to touch it and play with it.... OOOWWWWW... So anyways, you all can feel sorry for me... although its not like i have a whole lot of prospect for sex... due to my recent... um, what should i call that? PROBLEMS WITH MEN!!! *lol* such i

Makes U Wonder
Butter >>> >>>Pass the butter ~ ~ ~ This is interesting. >>> >>>Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed >>>the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research >>>wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to >>>do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance >>>with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to >>>people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out >>>with some clever new flavorings. >>> >>>DO YOU KNOW... the difference between margarine and butter? >>> >>>Read on to the end...gets very interesting! >>> >>>Both have the same amount of calories. >>> >>>Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 >>>grams. >>> >>>Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating >>>the same amount of Butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. >>> >>>Eating butter in

Life Is Hectic
So, let's see... In the past week and a half I've: -run to the bus station to send my daughter to visit her dad -drove to our cabin to do some work down there -drove home again -run to the airport to send my other daughter to visit her Momo -run to the airport to pick up the daughter from Momo's -gotten a call saying the other daughter is moving in with her dad now, so not coming home -sent my husband off to a new job -sent my boy off to boot camp And those are just the big ticket items. I have been on very little and so, yeah, I'm WAY behind and don't expect or intend to try to catch back up here, what with all the umpteen other things I have to deal with in life. I now have to pack up my oldest's stuff and ship that out to her, clean up her old room, rip out the carpet and repaint, the put down new flooring in there, replace the bathtub/shower enclosure in the little bathroom, rip out the hall carpet and replace that with vinyl, pack up the rest of the boy's stuff so

Consumed ( Part 1&2)
The room was alight with dim shimmering light. that cascaded across the walls in a subtle gold glow. bathing the room in early morning light. Though outside the stars had appeared in the warm southern sky. The soft blue blankets had been pulled down for the evening awaiting the warmth of a lovely brunette to lay. Her eyes blazed with the color of deep amathyst her lips pouty and full. even with out her make up her beauty was well pronounced. She was not of small frame, but curved enough to draw eyes that could not be turned away. She slowly moved upon the mattress crawling her hips working erotically at the air. Little did she know that he watched. His brown shimmering eyes peered through the partially opened sliding glass door. She was not expecting him, but what he had planned for her was a night like no other. He was not muscular but appeared delicate in frame, but this body was toned and rippled in all the right places. His jaw was square and lightly covered in stubble. Which he s

White Void
Maybe I just didn't feel like it. Feel. What is it. I miss it. I'm dead to feel. I'm bled to null. My life ... it was a beautiful thing. Like standing on a cliff, overlooking the saphire eternity of the sea- the salt breeze tickling the back of my brain. No that's not it. My life is like watching white flurry powder dancing in the playful gusts of wind. Just chilly enough to redden my cheeks. With enough snow to dazzle you rather than blind you with diamond blanketed fuzzy blue earth. Gray mountain tips teasing heaven. No... but getting closer. My life... is the grass on my fingertips. The rolling infinity of the plains, interrupted briefly by treelines, foggy horizons, golden beams of light exploding from the nimbi. Rolling forever... no matter how far I reach, I will never close my hand around it all. My life... was the cool black forever of an autumn night. Stars, familiar friends, angels flying low... glitter and scream silently for my affection. Name me. Pick m

Say Goodbye Time
Hey everyone its time for me to say goodbye to my old friends for a while. I need to get my life back on track here with my sister and my job. I am also interested in a guy alot that I'm hoping things will work out sooner or later with this guy. Some of my friends know him but I'm not mentioning no name to anyone.. Only 2 people knows who I'm talking about.. PLZ DONT SAY NO NAMES TO NO ONE. Oh ya I finally have a cell phone. Thanks to my older sister she got me a phone today through US Cellular. I have to say thanks to her alot. Only 3 of my friends an my family have my new number an thats all thats getting it. Sorry to you know who, I wont give u my cell number cause I was told today from people that u an ur wife where fighting again cause of me. I dont wanna ruin ur life if thats the way its all going to be. NO IM NOT PISSED IF THATS WHAT U ARE THINKING!! I want u to be happy with her. Im trying to get my self into a relationship with out anyone fucking it up for me. I wanna start a

Was Sanjaya Re-inventing The Roman Head-dress?
Good Morning. It’s a Hump Day again. Can one have seven hump days in a row? No idea and not that I have or anything foolish as that. Just seems the week is not getting over the hump. Mandy Had two singles and a walk in last nights game against Saugatuck. The Saugatuck Indians or something of that nature. I believe then had an Indian Logo on their warm up jackets. No idea and actually not even sure that was the school log… But, Manda played well and the team also did well so I was entertained. Ok, without going to much on the Sanjaya Bashing wagon. But, if you did not get a chance to see Sanjaya freak of nature doo, Do tell me what you think. The child has to be on something… I mean…I seen Mohawks before. I am seen weird doo’s before.. But this kids doo last night was way off the mark. I think a razor and a shaver is needed on set 14.. My gosh what kind of weirdo not safe drug is this kid on? And you watch, the RB will stay this week and perhaps be in the top scoring… I am speechle

Why Parents Drink
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad...she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone. We'll be

New Experiences
Soft hands moving over my body, gentle kisses on my lips, neck, shoulders. Sweet fine smell of baby powder wafts across my nose, tickling and making me giggle, squirm playfully under the weight of your soft naked body on mine. I'm feeling heady and nervous, as long as I keep my eyes closed I tell myself, I will stay afloat forever. Nervous excitement wells up inside of me as your hands make themselves familiar with my body. I like that. Soft gentle squeezing of my breast between our bodies, moisture builds between my legs, my clit is nudging me, growing harder with anticipation as your expert hands work their way down, still gently gliding over the full curves of my body, my hands gliding over your strong shoulders, feeling the cut of your shoulder blades and dimples of your spine on my finger tips. Firmness of your muscles turns me on more, but smooth soft skin confuses and delights my senses. Kissing again, this time I open my eyes and look into your soft brown eyes staring back...my

I'm Pissed
I know not all mothers are like my ex, but right now I just gotta ask why some mothers can feel they can screw Fathers over anytime they want? April 14th is my sons birthday. he will be 12. And it is my weekend with him. We live 75 miles apart so its not like it is easy to spend the day with both. he was actually to have a soccer game that day so I was going to set aside time after the game for his Mother to join us on his birthday. But now there is no game. BUT.. my wonderful ex has a sleep over with his friends planned for him on Friday.. and Chucky Cheese on Saturday. Has she asked? Nope. She did try to get me to switch last weekend and this weekend... but I said no because I wanted him for his birthday. Not a word to me about the party. So she has it planned and kids invited. On MY weekend. She knows how David thinks, so she told him he could come Easter weekend and be with me Thursday night through Monday night. Shouldn't she ask ME first? All he sees is that

This Is A Vent Blog
This is a VENT big time!!! Iam to the point to where iam about to snap and BIG time!!!! I have a roomate that needs to GO and SOON!!! she steals from me uses me pays me NOTHING!!! god i wished i had more nerve to say shit but i dont....to make matters worse i cant ask her to move cause she is on the lease!!!! to make matters worse i get home tonight from seein my kids tonight and my kitchen looks like a tornado went thru it!!!! she made french fries and left all the skins and shit in the kitchen sink!!!!! remind ya i DONT have a garbage disposble so guess who cleans out the fuckin sink?? sure the hell wasnt her!!!! and her gf (yea shes gay) is bitchin over a $100 i owe her and wants NOW but the 2 of them have my $250 digital camera and will NOT give back!!!! fuck iam about to fuckin snap BIG FUCKIN TIME!!!!!!!

Flushed Away
my first girlfriend was when i was about four years old. even being that young i had three girlfriends you can say i was a little player five girls had crushes on me and i brushed them off. then i moved from york pa to portsmouth virginia. i love VA the girls the fun and the candy. it was in this state that i lost my virginaty sort of see the story goes i fucked my girlfriend in her brothers bed. she bleed all over his sheets and he caught me crawling out the window. now what happend was i fingerd her to break her cherry and then popped myselfinside just as her brother came in the room i had wiped the blood off my hand on his sheets so thats how he saw the blood. as for the windo no i didnt climb out i jumped out cause he looked pissed. i loved her and i was only 6 then i found her and my best friend fucking in a field out behind my house. then a girl i never thought i would have a chance with told me that she had a crush on me since i moved to VA and never said anything cause my girlf

Some Insight Into Being Me.
Originally posted on my blog January 19, 2007 I'd rather be a friend, then a hero. Do you feel sometimes that your life is like a novel. That you are but a character in a book. At the whim and mercy of the author. Does this happen when you lose faith in God? After all, if not for Him, would we be here? Or just a way of saying we have given up. Lost faith in ourselves, and would rather live in fantasy then face reality? I think a little of both. Reality has to set in at some point in time doesn't it? Lets face it. A novel most always has a happy ending. And life often times holds more disappointments then triumphs. Being the knight in shining armor rescuing a fair damsel is very chivalrous and appealing. Fighting battles, righting wrongs. Once, my character. Once, my belief. Makes me feel a bit like the dodo bird now. Extinct! And just as long gone as knights of yore. I used to want to, no, strived to be that knight. But all it got me was rusted armo

More Evil Work Convo Haha
[11:21 AM] Leah: are you going to tell tracy? [11:21 AM] Leah: i would [11:22 AM] sondrabo: well I had to deal with it so I replied to Tracy, cc'd accounting and Darryl and said this bill belongs to him. [11:22 AM] Leah: good [11:22 AM] Leah: how much was it? [11:22 AM] sondrabo: he never works...just orders shit [11:22 AM] sondrabo: i dunno like $80 for shipping [11:22 AM] Leah: yeah true [11:23 AM] Leah: holy [11:23 AM] sondrabo: guess he doesn't have anything else to spend his money on anyways...except a lifetime supply of Cheezies [11:23 AM] Leah: lol [11:24 AM] sondrabo: we're too evil when you get us together [11:24 AM] Leah: no way

Adding People For Points
A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE SNIPER MAKES ALLOT OF SENCE I AM SICK OF PEOPLE ADDING ME FOR POINTS I AM NOT ON HERE FOR POINTS. I AM SICK OF THESE PEOPLE ON HERE JUST WANTING ME TO LOOK AT STUPID NSFW PICS AND RATING AND COMMENTING THEM JUST FOR STUPID POINTS. IF YOU WANT TO ADD ME THEN ADD ME TO GET TO KNOW ME NOT FOR FUCKEN POINTS I AM SICK OF THAT SHIT...HENCE THE PROFILE I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOUR OFFENDED EITHER..AND YES I AM A BITCH HENSE THE FUCKEN PROFILE...

[tech] Xbox 360 Elite On Sale April 29
Source iTWire { http://www.itwire.com.au/content/view/10876/1092/ } Dubbed the Xbox 360 Elite, this will be a third SKU to run alongside the Core and Premium Xbox 360 configurations already on the market. The Elite will feature 120GB HDD, HDMI port and cable, component and composite cables plus and audio adapter for use with HDMI. One rumour confirmed as not being part of this bundle is the smaller (cooler) 65nm chipset, built in HD-DVD drive or IPTV support. April 29 is the North American launch of the Elite Xbox 360 with a striking matt black design, with matching black controller and optional black battery packs. For US$479.99 US and Canadian customers can pick up the Elite Xbox 360, for the rest of us, in other regions, we will have to wait for a further announcement. Microsoft will also offer the 120 HDD separately for existing Xbox 360 owners (oh Joy!) at a cost of US $179.99 (Yikes!)

Your First Time......
It's your first time. As you lie back..you feel your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance. You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are filled with tear

Kicked Off Plane For Coughing...
HONOLULU - A 16-year-old girl who caught a cold during a school trip to New York was kicked off her flight home because she was coughing. Rachel Collier was removed from the Continental Airlines plane as it was about to leave Newark, N.J., for Honolulu earlier this week. She had fallen asleep after boarding the plane with about three dozen classmates and woke up coughing and gasping for breath as it was about to take off. "Everyone was looking at me," she said. "I couldn't talk because I lost my voice coughing so much. I was panicking." The flight attendants gave her water, and a doctor on the flight said she would be OK to make the 10-hour flight. But the captain returned the aircraft to the gate to drop off the girl and one of her teachers. Rachel said she started crying when the captain told her to leave. She and the teacher finally made it home the next day. Teacher Maile Kawamura, a chaperone for the spring break trip to New York and Washington, D.C., said she was

Help Me Out Please I Will Help You :)
Salute contest is now open. It is based on VOTES. If you want to comment to give support to the person and let them know you are there for them, you may. But, this contest is not based on comment bombing. This is a fair contest and based on votes only. If you want to rate low, you can, since it will still give them a VOTE. Best of luck to all the contestants and keep the aura postive. help me out please everyone show me some loven I LOVE MY MASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Salute Contest@ CherryTAP

Gettysburg And Ursinus Trip/california Update
Music Video:CALIFORNIA DREAMING (REMIX) (by The Mamas And The Papas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone ok so, i'm going away again to gettysburg and ursinus so i wont be back until tuesday-ish. just so you know. the song above is my new obssession...i guess i'm tryin to make up for this piano player/singer butcherin the song in a really bad italian restaurant in california. amusing as it was, it's one of those things that you wanna ignore but you cant stop listening, kinda like a car crash - you wanna look away but you cant. california was awsome! omg there are SOOO many hott guys at redlands and my hostess knew a few, lol. plus there was another overnight on the same floor as us (btw i slept in a co-ed dorm which was FUN!) a few doors down who was a guy, more or less my age and we were just chillin. emily (my hostess) sorta dumped me with her friend who lived across the hall from her, sara. the other overnight also got dumped wit her after dinner so we went tre

Angry Rant
IM SO FUCKING SICK OF RANDOM GUYS! IM NOT UR BABE OR ANY OTHER PET NAME U MIGHT HAVE FOR ME. I DONT CARE ABOUT HOW BIG UR DICK IS OR WHAT U DO WITH IT. IM HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY WHEN IT COMES TO GUYS... AND IF U CANT UNDERSTAND THAT THEN FUCK OFF

Interested In Becomming A Naughty Vixenz Model???
First Name Last Name Desired Stage Name Age Birthday Location Measurements Size Height Weight Hair Color Eye Color Email MySpace? Model Mayhem # One Model Place # Are you OK with Nudity? Do you have the ability to travel? If so how far? What makes you unique? Describe yourself in three sentences? Why do you love being a curvaceous woman? What can you add to Naughty Vixenz? Why do you want to become a Naughty Vixenz Do you have access to a photographer??? How quick are you about sending in sets?? Can u at least send in 2 sets a month? Pictures 4 Pictures 1 Portrait 1 Full Body Shot 2 Full Body Shot Lingerie Shot/Nude VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Usually you must be 18 years of age or older to apply. If you are in Alabama, you must be 19 or older. If you are in Mississippi, Nebraska, Pennsylvania, or Puerto Rico you must be 21 or older. Thank

The Power Of Darkness
The darkness tells a sensuous story Speaking to us in soft whispers A glow radiates from our hearts as we melt into one another The sultry smell of lust is in the air The darkness begins to learn our secrets As we expose ourselves and explore Our reflection dances in the shadows Hands search hungrily Eyes stare wildly The darkness knows the meaning of our passionate embrace Our bodies writhe as we fill the empty room with sounds of pleasure In the aftermath we lay in a sea of blackness The moment we became one is written on the walls of our soul The love between us is bound by the power of darkness

Buy! Sell!
I'm a Libertarian, with all that means. But I understand the fair trade camp, I see their arguments. So the question I wonder is, can some balance be struck between a free market and smaller countries that could be crushed under trade imbalances from that free market?

Please Don't Ask Me Again
time after time alot of u people want me to comment and repost ur bullentins I ask one little simple thing for u to go to my page under family and fine my son josh taylo 19 and welcome him to tag world just like people did for u when u first join.asof oday if the bullentin are not related to my clubhouse I will not repost or comment on them so don't ask

Child Abuse Awareness Month/speal Up
THERE IS TOO MANY CHILDREN OUT THERE WHO NEED OUR HELP!!!!! SPEAK UP AND DON'T BE AFRAID!!!!! CHANGE STARTS WITH ACTIONS!!!!!!! WildCat April Is Child Abuse Awareness Month I THINK EVERY MONTH SHOULD BE A CHILD ABUSE AWARENESS MONTH Child abuse can be physical or sexual in nature, but it also happens in the form of emotional abuse and neglect. What is child abuse? Child abuse consists of any act, or failure to act, that endangers a child's physical or emotional health and development. Someone is abusive if he or she fails to nurture the child, physically injures the child, or relates sexually to the child. What are the types of child abuse? The four major types of child abuse are: * Physical abuse * Sexual abuse * Emotional abuse * Neglect What is physical child abuse? Physical child abuse is an injury resulting from physical aggression. Even if the injury was not intended, the act is considered physical abuse. The inju

Forgiving Ourselves
Forgiving Ourselves 1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. The apostle Peter was one of three disciples who walked with Jesus closer than the other nine. He was the most enthusiastic and the one man who was willing to step into territories where others would not dare. He was the first to step out of the boat and walk on water. He wanted to protect Jesus at times when Jesus rebuked him for having a demon influence him. He cut off the ear of the guard who wanted to arrest Jesus in the garden. As Peter matured, the Holy Spirit harnessed his many extreme emotions. The greatest trial for Peter was when he denied the Lord just before Jesus was crucified. Three times he denied knowing Jesus. Jesus predicted that the cock would crow after the third time just to reinforce the prophecy to Peter. Peter was crushed when he realized he had failed His Lord so badly. The Lord forgave Peter for

Birthday
OCTOBER = THUG Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because they're one of a kind. repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month. idk whatcha think?

Don't Forget
Cherrytap pinup girl you can leave as many comments as you'd like...bombing is also allowed thankx to you guys..the contest is going on all week so feel free to drop back and forth to that link and vote

Spilled Blood - Written September 15, 2005
I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see. I wanna spill my blood, and make everyone giggle with glee. I wanna slit my throat, for the whole world to see, so I know for a fact, That someone might miss me...

James Arthur Ray (teacher From The Secret) - 4 Videos
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Too Much Caffeine
I am back to not sleeping well. I've tried quite a bit of different things to help with it. Unfortunately, not one of them seems to last. My tolerance builds up and leaves me feeling like a there isn't any hope of getting sleep. I use to not mind that feeling. I had gotten quite use to it. Now it's just as annoying as shit because I'm all sorts of tired at work and can't concentrate on anything. Lucky for me, today anyway, I've had a crap load of coffee and now I'm hyper as hell. Oh yea... They FINALLY released the first season of The Henry Rollins Show from IFC on DVD!!!! :) I'm so broke but I bought it anyway. I just couldn't resist. I've been looking for airline tickets to SEA lately. It's making me so antsy to actually be there. I am hoping to talk Aim into going back to Canada for a day or so. It was so wonderful out there the first time. Hot Asian chicks everywhere! On that note... I've gotta go. There are drinks to be had and strippers to be laughed at. :)

Taken
Taken!!!! I'm taken by a very sweet guy named jimmy squires who loves me and whats to take care of me and is there for me to talk to me to comfort when im sad or sick to hold me to love me 4ever we stick together no matter what we are there 4 each other we share the good times and the bad times we promise to love each other 4ever and be together 4ever we are so in love our love is endless it has no end i can't wait tell we get married and have a wonderful family together:) he means everything to me i love him with all my heart and soul THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE LOOKS LIKE US TOGETHER 4EVER our love keeps growing and growing every day never stops for anything at all this is what real true love looks like not fake love but real ever lasting love peace out u all god Bless

What Is A Bodhisattva
Becoming a Bodhisattva is a huge step in helping not only yourself, but also every other sentient being, both seen and unseen. Most people are self-motivated and work primarily to solve their own problems, keeping others a distant second. Should someone do an act of kindness, repayment is generally expected whether in the form of a thank you and/or further praise. Not so with the Bodhisattva. A Bodhisattva is motivated by pure compassion and love. Their goal is to achieve the highest level of being: that of a Buddha. Bodhisattva is a Sanskrit term which translates as: Bodhi [enlightenment] and sattva [being]. And their reason for becoming a Buddha is to help others. The Bodhisattva will undergo any type of suffering to help another sentient being, whether a tiny insect or a huge mammal. In Shakyamuni Buddha’s 'Perfection of Wisdom in 8,000 Lines' it states: “I will become a savior to all those beings, I will release them from all their sufferings.” If this sounds familiar to anyone

I Can't Find My Way
My free had nothing to do with you I walked away Hands free Heart open Not knowing the next turn would bring me heat I let go of who I am Left it to God to decide my next step Deep breath in Blow it out I can find my way Back to who Back to what No map to the end result Real life is to much It’s to easy to call it It’s my choice You won’t know what hit you My heart ain’t big enough for the both of us I can’t hand it out the way you need it It’s not who I am The day is grim I lost my smile Left it behind when my soul crept out It flew with the wind Lost in the sound of nothing I’m duckin the world It’s to much on one plate I keep it to myself Shhhh….don’t tell nobody

I'm So Happy
I finally found the love of my life and I'm so happy. I love you baby. We're engaged and I can't wait to be with her. She is the best thing that has happened to me in so long. I love you so much baby.

My New Lounge
hello all i have created a new lounge called THE DOG HOUSE. i could use some help on the background and some input on the setting up and playing of the music . i am also taing requests for the type of music that yall would like to hear hope u will pop in for a visit and i really hope someone will be nice enough to help with the set up

Cuz I'm Not In Jail
That's the most used phrase for the night. Along with others like: "Whatever your boobs want, they got it!" "If your boobs want a hot fudge sundae, by god I will make the best hot fudge sundae ever in my life!" "I've never been this soberly drunk in my life" So it was like midnight when my best friends call me up and say Hey you wanna go to cottons? For some odd reason I said sure! Sooo, we get there are one girl didnt have an ID, so we dont even get to drink. We leave, and get followed by a cop. Somehow we get lost on backstreets.. SO................................... I decide, hey pull over in front of this house.. I get out and walk to the gate of the house, look over at the cop, who has now rolled down his window and is looking right at me. "I am so not going to jail for this underage girl I don't even know.." I walk over "Can I help you officer?" Keep in mind I am the only one who has not had a DROP of alcohol!!! He said just making sure everything's ok. I t

I Wish...
I wish that people would really read whats on my profile before talking to me...I am not here to hook up with anyone..I am not here to show people naked pics of me...Sorry not happening at all...If you are one to get into my private folders you might be suprised at what is in there...And another thing...DO NOT WATCH ME WHAT I DO....I like talking to people and if i rub yu the wrong way there is a block button use the damn thing and leave me the hell alone...

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity
Trust and youll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if youre busted? In love and war there aint no rules Do you believe in forever? I dont even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget Im sorry, but I am unable You went to lamour saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah Im a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm before you left Practicing freelance gynecology Where theres a womb theres a way With you its for free Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) Done it before Time after time Refused to learn your lesson Gave til

Making A Vow
In times of great stress the power one can hold is greater then anything. Given the need to use it, this is one of those cases where power is cried out for and the cries are answered as such. You dare to come after my brother? You dare to try that? If i were you i'd stay away from him , yes that would be the smartest thing to do if you and your little reches were smart. If ANYONE comes within 100 feet of my brother and i vow to you that the next thing you see will be my blade. Stay away from him i mean it, Dont think i would make it down to my brother and defend him? Think again it wouldnt take me more then 30 minutes if it was an emergincy. Dont go near my brother, Not if you are smart. If you want to be stupid and pathetic then be my guest and try. You'll meet your fate at the end of Kintosi so i wouldnt try it not unless you want to meet your maker faster then you already will then be my guest, Tis not my fate i will be sealing but yours. This I Vow

" Always Have A Dream "
" Always Have A Dream " Forget about the days when it's been cloudy, but don't forget your hours in the sun. Forget about the times you've been defeated, but don't forget the victories you've won. Forget about the mistakes that you cannot change now, but don't forget the lessons that you've learned. Forget about the misfortunes you've encountered, but don't forget the times your luck has turned. Forget about the days when you've been lonely, but don't forget the friendly smiles you've seen . . . Forget about the plans that didn't seem to work out right, but don't forget to always have a dream.

Easter Is A Huge Commercial Lie
That's right, I said Easter is nothing but a big lie perpetuated by the media and retail industries to make money during the slow season. Jesus Christ died over 2000 years ago, and he didn't come back from the dead. Christians just perpetuate that lie to make their guilt-ridden beliefs more substantial. But honestly, you make a man who was a near-genius, the most influential man in the history of the world, immortal just to make your religion so unbelieveable that kids fall for it all the time. Yes, I believe in the teachings of Jesus Christ, but as countless people have told me, he NEVER CLAIMED TO BE THE SON OF GOD! He spoke in a lot of riddles that we, the stupid members of a gullible human race, took wrong and mistraslated over centuries. We wanted someone external to blame for our bullsh*t, so we CREATED a villain figure named Satan (AKA the Devil, which translated to its original definition means "divided") and made god into an invisible man to ask for guidance and save us

Close To Home
A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep.

World Wide Harem
Hi ladies!!! (waves and blows kisses to my fans...) Since all women are part of my World Wide Harem I am soon going to print up membership cards and wanted to let you know that I will need some Chapter Presidents of the Fan Club so that I can reduce some of the fan mail I get... Btw, if I ever do wake up from this dream I am hoping some hot looking blonde is lying next to me asking me to go for a ride on the harley... XO

First Day Of Awakening
It stirred me from sleep quickly...... my eyes fluttered a bit at first.... the light cut right through them like a knife in warm butter. though i felt blank, i was clearly awake here.......chewing on this tid bit of dream.(or was it a memory?)it felt so ...hmmm..familier. I've been here for about three years and nothing has ever come to mind about my past it's white washed into my my mind as a "figment" these days,like it had never occurred.....and now, Now this happens? I couldnt let this get out! if this turned out to be a real memory......im fucked, surely they would hold me responsable to the fullest extent possible, oh fuck me what do i do? Wait now think clearly no one really knows do they? you have plenty of time for planning best to recooperate, after all.... might have just been a dream ....... First Page Next Page

Laying Here
LAYING HERE Layin here thinkin about you While my heart is beating for you wondering if your heart is beatin for me Knowing it does makes me even more in love with you As my eyes close all i can see is you holding me so close tightly Then i whisper ever so softly in you ear i love you baby You hold me even more closer Then i fall sleep safetly knowin ur there in my heart

Letting You Go
I loved you once and always will, but Im freeing myself, my will is here. You've held me hostage within my shell, afraid for so long there was nothing else. The hold you had,Ive finally grown strong, Ive made a choice , to escape from my hell. Im letting you go , learning to love myself, Im letting you go ,learning to live with myself. The memories remain ,they always will but Im letting you go , Ive taken back my pain. Im breaking these chains , that bound so tight , Im setting me free , a new hope for life. You'll stay in my heart , but youve lost your control Im growing within , because Im letting you go.

Chapter 7
"Peter, Peter, these things have a way of working out. Simply find Death and you will know where to send the young woman." Himself wasd in a great mood having won an arguement with Herself about whether any new animals needed to be discovered on earth. He just loved to create and every once in a whle he threw a new species at his humans just to see the delight on their faces when they "discovered" it. Herself didnt appreciate it, as Her job became more complicated with each new creation. After all she was the care taker of the earth and it was up to Herself to keep the life going that Himself decided on a whim to create. Herself's job was infinitly more demanding, and for this reason she kept a tight rein on his creativity. Peter was flabberghasted. Never had he remembered Himself putting this much responsibility on Peters shoulders. He usually came down on his creations of humans like a wrath. A lightening show, a earthquake or two. but of course this was not a humans faul

My Love, My Heart
My love my heart stays with one person that cares and shows no matter what is going on in our life he is there for me ...Each moment that i think of things that have gone on and that he stands at my side i love him more and more each day. I stand at his side with deep pasion and respect for him and no matter what i love him with all that we have for each other Im cloeing now talk to u all later ~* Mandie *~

Seems To Have Hit It Just Right
You Are a Centaur In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person. However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways. You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order. You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily. What Mythological Creature Are You?

Flaws And All
Beyonce Knowles concert tickets, Beyonce Knowles music CD, DVD and Beyonce Knowles music video can be found on our list of related Beyonce Knowles products. I'm a train reck in tha morning I'm a bitch in tha afternoon Every now in then when I'm horny I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes in deed Ever complex in everyway And all the pieces arent even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you [3x] I neglect you when I'm working When I need attention I tend to nag I'm a host of imperfection And you see past all that I'm a peasant by some standards But in your eyes I'm a queen You see potential in all my flaws and that's exactly what I need. [Chorus] I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all and that's why I love you [3x] [Repeat

Why?
Why is it every time you think you found the right one seems hes never around? Why when you go to call him he didnt hear the the phone? Why is it every thing feels one sided like there is no efforts at all? Why do I put myself through this when hes not even willing to chance the fall? Why must I sit here and cry amoungst these walls? Why do i let this happen if he doenst love me at all? Why cant he just stand up and say? i do not want to be with you in that way.. Why not just get laid and move on to the next? Why? because you stole my heart.. Who cares about the rest!!!!!! Just something I thought up just now

Just Another Update
hey everyone just wted to let you guys know how i was doing. i am doing good just trying to take it easy and trying to stay stress free for know. right now i am staying at my brothers and sister in laws until this friday or monday not exactly sure what day i will be home. but when i get home i wont have a computer so everyone is going to have to leave me messages. i will get to a computer as soon as i can and have the extra money. when i get home i will have a job interview. hopefully i will get that job. i also want to let everyone know that if you need me to rate, comment, fan you, or add you i can do that. i am glad i have some wonderful friends on here. if you would also like to stay in contact i am usually on my yahoo messenger also my id for that is mickeygrl2000.

Best Cyber Sex Ever
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball an

For All My Ct Friends
Buried at PhotoCasket.com FOR ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS I'M SENDING THIS OUT TO YOU ALL LITTLE TIME TO SEND EACH ONE TODAY SO I'LL SHOW MY LOVE TO EVERY ONE AT ONE TIME!!! YOU ALL HAVE AN AWSOME NIGHT TO NITE AND ALL BE SAFE AND TRUE!!!!

Happy
In a better mood today maybe it was that hummus I ate. Yummy! College going alright, just highly stressful. They told me in high school that college is the same. They lie, just saying that so you don't get scared. Lol! Actually the social life is a lot better not so pettyness. Just sittin here drinking Rockstar. I need to study but I keep procrastinating. I got a new CD Billy Squier. :)

Yes Another Poem What Can I Say I Like Poems Lol
I write poetry to praise and glorify Christ, Jesus. So my works of art are acts of worship, not people pleasers. Understand one truth... Satan will stop at nothing to deceive us. But we have a God that promised to never leave us... I Stand behind My lord, I don’t try to lead him I don't spit rhymes, People I bleed'em I lived what i write, ask those that know me. It's more then just words, it's my TESTIMONY! So I walk what I talk, and no longer do what I did. I am free, no longer doing that spiritual bid! The bind has been broken, I am no longer bound. i was once lost, but now i am found! Warrior of God, believe me when I tell ya. Ready and willing to kick in the gates of hell, brah! For I have accepted my spiritual authority... Therefore demonic forces know not to bother me. Yet, far from perfection, so yeah I fall to sin. But I have a God that, that continually rescues me from the quick sand i jump in! Thought a righteous man falls 7 times, so shall he rise! And

Broken Lawn Mower
Broken Lawn Mower When our lawn mower broke and wouldn't run, my wife kept hinting to me that I should get it fixed. But, somehow I always had something else to take care of first, the truck, the car, playing golf, the house, always something more important to me. Finally she thought of a clever way to make her point. When I arrived home one day, I found her seated in the tall grass, busily snipping away with a tiny pair of sewing scissors. I watched silently for a short time and then went into the house. I was gone only a minute, and when I came out again I handed her a toothbrush. I said, when you finish cutting the grass, you might as well sweep the driveway. The doctors say I will walk again, but I will always have a limp. Moral to this story: Marriage is a relationship, in which one person is always right, and the other is the husband.

Without You (poem)
Something inside Flocklike Binds Us Forgive me Take with thee A swallow of my Phrases I will swim In wide a sea I will travel To distant countries I'll catch the wind And I'll fly with it To put on you Gold-cloth of Love My heart without you Is like a wild bird without azure My soul without you Is like a weak deer without woods My eyes without you Are like full mother breast without a child My tear without you Is like dew falling without morning I know where you are, You know where I am - Just kilometers Are between us. Just give a whisper - I will go on. I'm whispering to you A song of mine...

Am I In Love?
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust33%Hell No33%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

My Symbol
You scored as Ankh. The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh88%Biohazard75%Cross69%Skull31%Swastika19%What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

"friends With Benefits"
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery Go on do it

Back Home
I am back home, I know, so soon, but the dollar is not doing well against the Euro and i had to come home early. I did get to see western part of Germany, Luxembourg, Belgium, Britain, Ireland and of course the Netherlands, where I spent most of my time and made alot of friends. i will miss my friends in Emmen, its near the German border in the province of Drenthe. I will return when I can. I was very upset to leave and I was in tears. Well I hope to hear from all my friends and fans soon......... Take care. Pete

My Love For You
When I think of my love for you the wonder of its beauty takes my breath away. I cannot recall the moment in time it began but only the overwhelming feeling of ecstasy it brought to me. For at that moment I knew happiness A happiness I had never known before For just the thought of you gave me joy beyond belief. The thought of being with you and heing held by you is my one desire I knew once we first met, none other would ever do for I knew love I knew love as I have never thought possible in this life time It was a love of passion and desire It was a never-ending need of you for you only you. When I think of my love for you I realize I now know the true meaning of love I will love you as long as this life endures and beyond for you are my dreams my realities you are my heart You are my meaning of true love.

Lol Wtf
M&M Duels Whenever I get a package of plain M&Ms, I make it my duty to continue the strength and robustness of the candy as a species. To this end, I hold M&M duels. Taking two candies between my thumb and forefinger, I apply pressure, squeezing them together until one of them cracks and splinters. That is the "loser," and I eat the inferior one immediately. The winner gets to go another round. I have found that, in general, the brown and red M&Ms are tougher, and the newer blue ones are genetically inferior. I have hypothesized that the blue M&Ms as a race cannot survive long in the intense theatre of competition that is the modern candy and snack-food world. Occasionally I will get a mutation, a candy that is misshapen, or pointier, or flatter than the rest. Almost invariably this proves to be a weakness, but on very rare occasions it gives the candy extra strength. In this way, the species continues to adapt to its environment. When I reach the end of the pack, I am l

Common Insults Thrown At New Submissives
Common Insults Thrown At New Submissives Author: Raven Shadowborne © May 1, 1999 Since I have been online, I have met many different people. Some of whom turned out to be less than honest, most of whom turned out to be very close to (if not exactly) how they appeared on line, in real life. One of the things I have noticed though, is a trend from those who label themselves as dominants, to insult a submissive whenever he/she thinks for themselves. This seems to occur most frequently when a submissive questions a dominant's actions when a relationship is just starting. In many cases it seems that those insults are tossed out to lay guilt or blame of some sort on the submissive. In some instances it appears that the insult is being used to manipulate the submissive into obedience for something they are not comfortable with by guilting them into it. It seems to work very well with those who are new to the lifestyle. I, personally, find this practice abhorrent to say the leas

You Are
You are the brush to the canvas, stroking on hue. You are the early morn awakening, dropping the dew. You are the warm beams of sun, lighting my day. You are right there beside me, nights when I pray. You are the soft falling rain, showering down love. Graceful yet swift, like wings of a dove. You are the calm gentle breeze, Freshness of air. Caressing my face, Fingers through hair. You are the beauty of roses, blossoming red. You are the rock of strength, when the path's hard to tread. You are the twinkle of galaxies, traveling afar. Dancing through heaven , as I wish on a star. You are.........................

John Hopkins On Cancer
Subject: John Hopkins on cancer Date: Tue, 27 Mar 2007 10:14:27 -0500 CANCER UPDATE FROM JOHN HOPKINS HOSPITAL, USA. Useful Information on one of the deadliest diseases of our time: CANCER (PLEASE READ AND FORWARD IT TO PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT) 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime. 3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, Food and lif

Stars And A Memory
I gaze upon the stars and linger on old memories Ones filled with talk and laughter from you and me I plummet deeper and deeper in this far off land And its just you and me walking hand in hand I just knew nothing in this world could seperate us Untill one day there came a faithful Marine Corps bus I suffered the heartache and perils of bootcamp Everytime you wrote I read with my eyes damp Your words of love and encouragment kept me strong With you I could never go wrong I came home after graduation day But for some reason I felt myself pull away At the time I didn't know why or how I look back with reasoning and I see now The first time hurt so much to let you go The second would have killed me I know I look up at these Illustrios stars and wonder whatever became of this love of ours I sit alone and ponder in the dark Will we be again or did I miss my mark It was a mean trick I played on you For my calls were distant and

Lonely
EVER HAD ONE OF THOSE DAYS (or nights) when you are so lonely for some affection that all you want to do is stay in bed all day and hold a teddy bear...and no matter what anyone says or does it doesn't make it better...well in case you can't tell, i am having one of those days...my divorce will be final in 9 days so i guess that and the fact that i have no life outside of work and my kids might have something to do with it...(not for lack of trying) noone is interested and i can't figure it out...i mean i don't think i am that hideous looking and i have been told i have a great personality and sense of humor...and that i am fun to hang out with...can anyone help me...i need answers..WHAT AM I DOING WRONG???

Hopelessly
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more

Best Kid Contest Open Now! Good Luck!
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! 1st Kid Is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 1 comments 9th Kid is..... with 1 comments 10th Kid is..... with 1 comments 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments 13th Kid is......

Hope Everyone Had A Good Weekend!!
Hope everyone had a good weekend!! date: 2007-04-15 09:39:37 Please keep commenting my my pix i prefer comments over ratings!!! Especially on my just me pix!!!! Fan me!!! And if i have any pending friend requests please accept me!!! Mike

Are U My Special Someone?
i lay awake at night wondering how u feel wondering if u miss me i hope u feel the way i do my heart is in ur hands protect it as it was ur own my feelings for u are true i really really do like u u bring a smile to my face and happiness to my heart sometimes i wish we weren't apart closer to u is where i want to be

My Llama Story! Its Funny So Read It
here's my llama farm story, hope you enjoy : picture it.... cicily.... 1957..... oh shit wait, wrong intro anyways it was summertime, back in 1957. my best friend Richard Head, and myself became utterly entranced by the beauty of our furry mamal friend, the llama. we decided to buy ALOT of llama's and open up a "llama farm" (similar to today's petting zoo's with them damn goats and such). things went great for a long time. we were making some good money. but unfortunately, about 2 years down the road our sales started declining. came to find out that llama's are big, ugly, stinky creatures..... plus they spit on ppl. got this one old lady right in the eye one day even still trying to pay off that lawsuit....... we were getting desperate and had to think of something... QUICK so my partner RICHARD HEAD, and myself built ourselves a time machine, and traveled back to 827 a.d. to find the greatest ninja and kung-foo masters of all time. we trained our lla

Personality
Personality Split in two Which to choose Pick me, no me You're a dark side When I'm the light Why the confusion just pick a side I know your troble Then the other is dull How the mind screams out Want to choose such little time So flip a dime 50/50 I got the bad side But isn't that always the way I never seem to have a good day Time goes by but life's the same I still have nothing to claim Hours on end of timeless bends Lift a hand grab a pen Choose your side of split personality!

Jokes
A Tennessee State Trooper pulled a car over on I-65 about 15 miles north of Ardmore , Tennessee. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Nashville to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from Alabama , got out and watched the performance briefly. He then went over to

Feelings...
I AM IN AN AWFUL MESS BUT OH WELL I DESERVE IT I GUESS FOR EVERYTHING THAT I PUT U THROUGH. I AM LOVING YOU, YOU THINK THAT I AM HOLDING HIM. I TELL YOU HE IS JUST A FRIEND ALL I HAVE EVER WANTED WAS YOU. BUT YOU CHOOSE TO TAKE THE LYING WORDS AND THEN YOU REALLY HAVE THE NERVE TO TELL ME THAT I SHOULD MARRY WITH HIM. I TEL YOU I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LAY WITH HIM NIGHT AFTER NIGHT KNOWING THAT I LOVE U, YOU WERE WHERE MY LIFE BEGAN....

Hot And Spicy...
"untitled" Caressing my face, and twirling my hair you reach into my dress, to my underwear you dont take them off, you gently feel the silk and the lace, is this for real? you move your hadn upward, just under my breasts but slowly move back once more to caress your lips gently touch the nape of my neck kissing so softly, i feel a nervous wreck your hands hold my hips, and lightly raise high then back down low, to my inner thighs they gently remove my panties, real slow down to my ankles, then over my toes you take off my dress at an adequate pace over my head and my heart starts to race you kiss me some more from my breasts to my naval turning me on as we move to the table your fingers are large as they enter my body my legs start to shake and im feeling quite naughty you move down below and start kissing me more we decided it best to move down to the floor you moisten your lips like a bloodthirsty beast you start going down on me like it was your last feast

Reflections
I was a shadow on the wall You used to trace me I was a chalk outline to be painted by number solid grey with an aftertaste of black I was the reflection but only after the mirror had shattered I was the blade to cut You said my name backwards because it seemed to fit what was I after all but the one behind I followed in your footsteps until we sank in the sand and when you could not breath I gave you my life

10 Steps Toward Raising A Tolerant Child
10 Steps Toward Raising a Tolerant Child Now is the perfect time to teach our kids that people of all races, colors, and creeds should be respected and appreciated for their differences. By Kelvin Datcher As Eleanor Roosevelt once said, "Universal human rights begin in small places, close to home." And Tolerance.org, a website from the Southern Poverty Law Center, is helping parents across the country create homes in which tolerance and understanding are guiding themes. "The goal of nurturing open-minded, empathetic children is a challenging one," says Jennifer Holladay, director of Tolerance.org. "To cultivate tolerance, parents have to instill in children a sense of empathy, respect and responsibility -- to oneself and to others -- as well as the recognition that every person on earth is a treasure." Holladay offers 10 ways parents can promote tolerance: 1. Talk about tolerance. Tolerance education is an ongoing process; it cannot be captured in a single moment. Be w

Wheels On The Bus
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU'VE HAD NO SLEEP AND UR BORED AT 7AM!! the spinners on the lac go round and round, round and round, round and round, the spiners on the lac go round and round all through the hood that smokers in the back say pass it on back, pass it on back, pass it on back, the smokers in the back say pass it on back all through the hood the switches on the lac go up and down, up and down, up and down, the switches on the lac go up and down all through the hood the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom, boom boom boom, boom boom boom, the bass on the lac gose boom boom boom all through the hood YEA SLEEP WOULD'VE BEEN GOOD ABOUT 2 HOURS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED!! LMAO!!

Milf Contest Update
My hottest milf contest is really getting interesting for me... Considering its my 1st contest 3rd place seems interesting... As of right now I'm in 3rd place which is down by 267 comments from 1st... So anyone who shows me the love I'll return the favor... And just a shout out to Sean, SuperD78 and PickelTickel... thanks so much guys!!! Much love to ya... XOXOXOXOXOXO So show me the love here! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 493028347 ] XOXOXO Sarah

How?
Never say I love you, if it isn't really there.. Never talk about feeling, if you really don't care, Never hold my hand, if your going to break my heart Never say your gonna, if you never plan to start, Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye, If you really mean forever, then please say you'll try Never say forever, because forever makes me cry... *************************************************

Lord Byron, The Incantation Of Manfred
When the moon is on the wave, And the glow-worm in the grass, And the meteor on the grave, And the wisp on the morass; When the falling stars are shooting, And the answer'd owls are hooting, And the silent leaves are still In the shadow of the hill, Shall my soul be upon thine, With a power and with a sign. Though thy slumber may be deep, Yet thy spirit shall not sleep; There are shades which will not vanish, There are thoughts thou canst not banish; By a power to thee unknown, Thou canst never be alone; Thou art wrapt as with a shroud, Thou art gather'd in a cloud; And forever shalt thou dwell In the spirit of this spell. Though thou seest me not pass by, Thou shalt feel me with thine eye As a thing that, though unseen, Must be near thee, and hath been; And when in that secret dread Thou hast turn'd around thy head, Thou shalt marvel I am not As thy shadow on the spot, And the power whi

New Stuff And A New Look
Hi all, For any who have tried to check out my website at www.thedarkmaster.com and have found a fragmented train wreck of a site, please bear with us as we are making changes. Among them is a totally new "industrial" darker look to the entire site. Other changes include the removal of old pages with old and/or dated history on myself and in their place a new focus on just the current direction and happenings of my career. So, all of the old archival material from my early career will be toast, (although you will still be able to see much of it here in my pic folders). Also slated to disappear is the "Dark Crew" page which features people I work with, the "Dark Room" which housed pictures of my torture and restraints collection, and other pages and bits we deem non essential. In place of all of this will be a new and streamlined site that will return me 100% to my dark and demented format that is my unique and twisted brand of extreme entertainment. Keep an eye on

A Boy?
i waswalking down the street alone at night like i used to do when i was younger wow i was ballsy i went into this place an it was crackdonalds it was closed noone was there so i go to the kichen and open the freezer there are chicken nuggets and pies and sauces and stuff a new sauce llike cinnamon and some other shitand i reach for the nggets and a guy walks isn so i leave and i endup at home i guess and tonicia is there and this guy i guess he was my bf this pic i saw of tonicia was so strange she was naked her nipples had been pierced but she didnt have jewelry in she had a pink ribbon running through the holes and this guy with scraggly hair was nextt to her i fucking laughed my ass of and then we weree all getting ready for bed and come to think of it they didnt even do anything i was freaking out we were all gonna sleep inthe same bed and i freaked i started crying and i went outside but naked in my sheet i was gonna go lay in th grass and look at the stars but he came and aske

Not Knowing
I hate not knowing what is to become of my life Not knowing if I will make it in this world alone Not knowing who to trust and who are my true friends I try and not worry about such things I try to keep joy, faith, peace and love in my heart I try to make people around me happy and show them that I truly do care I pray for my own peace and for the pain in my heart to leave I know it will in time, this is my faith that gets me through the day And the love and joy that my soul longs for

Scotland/england/ireland
We are considering going to Scotland/England/Ireland this year. It will be our first trip to Europe. I would like to hear from folks who live in, have gone or want to go to get a broader list of things to see, people to do, events to attend, etc. We are looking at a September 2007 time frame, so obviously this needs to be taken into consideration. No suggestion will be ignored, all will be researched. Thanks in advance!!!

Oops
Apologies for the formatting errors in my last entry. Something happened when I copy/pasted it to cause the slashes to disappear from some spots and show up in others. All typos have been fixed and those responsible have been sacked. Carry on.

Something For The Love Of My Life
The way he looks at me…I love this man. The way he laughs…I love this man. The way he touches my skin…I love this man. The way he holds me every night…I love this man. He makes me laugh 100 times a day. We play like kids do in the month of May. Every night he holds me tight. I fall asleep knowing everything is all right. The way he brushes his teeth…I love this man. The way he sits and holds my hand…I love this man. The way he makes me feel safe…I love this man. The way he calls me in the middle of the day…I love this man. The simplest things in life become clear, When love finds you without fear. Unspoken words are so loud when love is real. The littlest touch can express how you feel. The way he smiles…I love this man. The way he reaches for me…I love this man. The way he protects me…I love this man. This man is mine…I love this man Erik Draven@ CherryTAP

(kinky) Well What Can I Say Lol
You scored as Blind Folds. Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Blind Folds100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Bondage83%Whips67%Biting50%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

How You Are In Bed Lol This Should Be Good
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%A Romantic83%Virgin70%Sex God70%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What A Fugking Asshole.
I don't even believe this, some asshole on the History Channel just now, while doing a voice-over intro for a USMC commercial, actually pronounced the "p" in Marine Corps. Now I know this seems a little anal but, "corps," with a "p," is a dead body. The Marine Corps, is a body of of highly-reliable killers.

'if You Could See"
If you could look into my heart you would see how much you broke it. If you could look inside my eyes you would see the tears forming inside. If you could look inside my sole you would see how much I cant trust you. If you could look inside my voice you could see the pain of talking with you. If you could look inside my mind you could see all the things I have seen that you have done. With all this said. Think of what was once said. Think of what was once read. Cant you see what your doing to me? Look into your heart. Look at me. Cant you see what this is doing to me? My heart is broke. My tears are hot. My trust is gone. the pain will not go away. The thoughts linger in my mind. Think of what was once told. Think of what was once done. Please make it all stop. I cant sleep. I cant eat. Just please make it all stop.... By:Angela Q.

Recipe
Hot Sauce... for dipping, accents whatever.. 1lb of jalpeno peppers 1 bunch of cilantro Boil the peppers for 30 minutes, drain, pull off stems, place in blender. pull off about 30-40 leaves of cilantro, place in blender, tsp of salt, 1/3 cup of water. purify till consistently flowing. Done!!! maybe be used for beef accents, regular chip dip, pork accent, chicken..whatever...great for mexican food. Give it a try. Let me know what ya think. BEWARE HOT!!! BEWARE HOT!! BEWARE HOT!!

Honor The Vets
Veterans are easy to recognize By their special swagger And their shattered eyes By the way they stand so tall When the flag is raised And how they bow their head When the Lord is praised. They may have clabbered voices And brown and mottled skin A missing arm or leg or eye But you can see the youth within. What horrors did they see What hell did they endure To keep my flag and liberty secure? What would our nation be like Without veteranssuch as these? Let us remember each of them When we bow our knees And may we give all reverence due To the brave men and women Who defend the Red, White and Blue.

Social Security Application
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'That's OK, Just Unbutton your shirt.' I opened the shirt revealing the curly silver hair on my chest. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me,' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, “You should have dropped yourpants... you might have gotten disability too!!

Good News, Bad News
Good news: I finally have my own CT Lounge! I named it "Wred's Den". Bad News: I am unable to upload any more pictures right now. Hmm...I'll keep trying... Thank you, my friends, for helping me to reach my goal!

Yup Yup ....ouch!
The klutziest bitch in the seattle area did it again! so I'm walking down the stairs (stepping down the stairs? however you'd put it) lol, and sprain my ankle! yay...this is a first for me, the huge pop kinda tripped me out, but I figure it was just another Whit bein super-klutz and trippin (as in trip and skin your knee-yeah -unfortunately, sorta common place for me, could be the alcohol, could be the klutziness, i dunno) deal, so i keep on doin what i'm doin (mostly chasin my kid around) all day like normal. OUCH. Now the fucker is all sorts o' swollen up (gross) and it hurts. WHINE WHINE WHINE. lol. so there you go, that's my blog.

Monday Morning Ramblings
Well, this was the big weekend, all to myself, I had a plan, and a backup plan. Apparantly I needed a backup backup plan. Saturday morning I worked, then about halfway thru, My alpha plan called and said that their kids came down with chicken pox. Which meant that I wanted nothing to do with them, because I have never had them, and didnt want to now. I fear the pox. Then my other friend cancelled on me, his gf got out of work, so they were having dinner, since they rarely get a weekend night off together. I totally understood what he was saying. So I then tried to talk my ex out of making my son go see her, but she wouldn't budge. He hasn't been up there in awhile, and she had plans. (Which my son said sucked by the way) I didn't bother mentioning how Sebastian has blown me off the last two times he was supposed to come down. So I then tried to get in touch with my friends who tend to get me in trouble, but nobody returned calls. So on my all alone Saturday, I was all alone

Life
PEOPLE ARE ALL OVER THE NEWS SAYING "WHY" DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN OR WHAT MADE THIS PERSON DO THIS, WELL I AM HERE TO TELL YA,WHY AND WHAT........I AM SPEAKING IN REFERENCE TO THE HORRIBLE MURDERS AT THE VT CAMPUS...........WHY IT HAPPENED IS BECAUSE KIDS ARE ALLOWED TO BUY GUNS OFF THE INTERNET AND ARE ALLOWED TO GO TO A COUNSLER AND BE TOLD OK YOUR BIPOLAR HERES SOME MEDICINE AND THATS THE END OF THAT.WHAT MADE THIS PERSON DO THIS? WELL #1 HE WAS SICK IN THE HEAD AND NO ONE WAS WARNED ABOUT IT, THE OTHER KIDS JUST IGNORED HIS STUPID OUT BURST, AND NONE OF THE KIDS THERE WERE INFORMED THAT HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, THIS KIDS WAS HERE ON A VISA FOR CHRIST SAKE HE WAS NOT EVEN A USA CITIZEN. WHEN IS IT GOING TO STOP THAT WE (AMERICANS)HAVE TO BE AFRAID THAT SOMEONE IS GOING TO INVADE OUR SCHOOLS, COLLEGES AND HOMES AND KILL US CAUSE THEY ARE PISSED OFF AT SOMEONE ELSE, IF OUR GREAT GOVERMENT WOULD STOP LETTING THESE OTHER PEOPLE INTO OUR COUNTRY THAT IS LITERAALY KILLING US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hummmmmmmmmmmmmm
FUCK IT SHORTY IS THE SEXIEST OF THE SEXY GOT A BRO ALL HORNY AND SHIT MAMI IS THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH IS NO LIE DAMN SHE IS SOOOOOOOO FLY.LOOKING LIKE A MILLION DOLLAR BILL SEX APPEAL UNREAL HOW CAN ONE WOMAN BE SO HOTTTTTT DAMN SHE HAS A LOT TO OFFER THAT IS NOT JUST HER SEX APPEAL SHE IS A THINKER,A WINNER IN EVERY WAY LOOKS,CLASS, VERY NICE ASS OPPS MY BAD DID I SAY THAT OUT LOUD SHIT IF I WAS HER MAN PLEASE BELIEVE I WOULD BE PROUD.SHE CAN'T EVEN COOK BUT SHE CAN READ A BOOK ARE EVEN WRITE ONE,LOOK MAMA IS A GODDESS JUST ABOUT 5'2 A DEFINITE HOTTIE PRETTY EYES, BEAUTIFUL SMILE WITH THE ULTIMATE BODY DID I MENTION SHE IS A HOTTIE,WISH I WAS AS LUCKY AS HE IS CAUSE HE HAS WON THE PRIZE HE GET'S TO LAY WITH HER AND STARE INTO THOSE BEAUTIFUL EYES DAMN WHAT A LUCKY GUY.TREAT HER RIGHT BRO CAUSE IF YOU FUCK UP AND TRIP THE NEXT WORDS YOU WILL HEAR WILL BE HUMMMMMMMMM I WONDER WHERE SHE IS.......HUMMMMMMM

Wiccans Settle Military Grave Lawsuit
Updated:2007-04-24 03:44:25 Wiccans Settle Military Grave Lawsuit By SCOTT BAUER AP MADISON, Wis. (April 24) - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on goverment-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers. Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sanctuary in Barneveld, Wis., a plaintiff in the lawsuit. The settlement calls for the pentacle, whose five points represent earth, air, fire, water and spirit, to be placed on grave markers within 14 days for those who have pending requests with the VA. I am glad this has ended in success in time to get markers for Memorial Day," Fox said. The VA sought the settlement in the interest o

Dj Outings...
OK FOR THOSE OF YOU NEAR ME, SOME OF YOU MAY TELL BY MY PROFILE AND PICS THAT I AM IN THE ENTERTAINMENT BUSINESS, SPECIFICALLY THE DJ REALM. AS I WOULD LOVE TO GET TO KNOW ALL MY CHERRY FRIENDS WHO ARE NEARBY AS WELL AS I CAN.. HERE IS MY CURRENT SCHEDUALE OF DJ GIGS. THE BARS I DO WEEKLY THURS: PAL JOEY'S ON MIDLOTHIAN, YOUNGSTOWN, STRUTHERS AREA ALL SHOWS ARE 10 - 2 HOPE TO SEE YA ALL THERE!!!

Maya Angelou
CHRISTIANS - By Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than

What Is Your Kama Sutra Position
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isStrikingShe sits with raised thighs, her feet placed either side of his waist; the man enters her and rains hard blows upon her bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

"dont Pump Gas On The 15th Of May"
SOME GOOD FROM A MYSPACE FRIEND. In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all myspace members are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with "dont pump gas on the 15th of may"

I Wish You Were Here!!!
lips so soft and warm; hands so strong yet soft. heart speaks louder than words; mind swarms of thoughts of the next talk,the next thought, the next orgasm! longing to feel or hear his voice; longing to just know or see he is there. to know each others thoughts; to feel each others feels. to long for something so far away; yet to know that very minute you see him, or hear him,your heart feels like exploding!! your hands shake;your palms begin to sweat, your nerves jump all over!!! to know you long to hear them one last time, feel them one last time!!! see them one last time;to feel empty with out them,but full when they are there!!! i love you baby and miss you so much!!!!

To See The Inner You
The first time that I saw you I felt as if I’d known you Perhaps another time or place You make me want to hold you I see the words you’ve never spoken The thoughts you leave behind Traces of a different place And of another time You have a soft and gentle side The one you hide from others The side that should remain unshown Should they ask? Don’t bother It wouldn’t matter, you’d never tell The things you’ve heard and seen The people that you knew before And the time spent in between I long to crawl inside your head When I touch your outer shell To caress you and to care for you And save you from this hell From this cold and dark uncaring world This evil place where we all must live I want to take you from this place And remind you how to give To give your fears to another soul To let them crawl inside That deepest darkest place in you Where your psyche runs to hide I’d like to touch the deepest inner you When I look into your eyes I see som

Mastectomy Hospital Bill In Congress
A mastectomy is when a woman's breast is removed in order to remove cancerous breast cells/tissue. If you know anyone who has had a mastectomy, you may know that there is a lot of discomfort and pain afterwards. Insurance companies are trying to make mastectomies an outpatient procedure. Let's give women the chance to recover properly in the hospital for 2 days after surgery. It takes 2 seconds to do this and is very important... please take the time and do it really quick! Breast Cancer Hospitalization Bill - Important legislation for all women. Please send this to everyone in your address book. If there was ever a time when our voices and choices should be heard, this is one of those times. If you're receiving this, it's because I think you will take the 30 seconds to go to vote on this issue and send it on to others you know who will do the same. There's a bill called the Breast Cancer Patient Protection Act which will require insurance companies to cover a minimum 4

What Does The Autism Ribbon Stand For?
The Autism Puzzle Ribbon The Autism Puzzle Ribbon - What does it symbolize? The autism ribbon has been said to reflect the mystery and complexity of autism. The different colors and shapes represent the diversity of the people and families living with this disorder. The brightness of the ribbon signals Hope - Hope that through research we will soon identify the causes and a cure for Autism, and Hope that, through increasing awareness of Autism, persons with the disorder will lead fuller, and more complete lives. The Autism Society of America has been awarded, from the U.S. Patent and Trademark Office, a trademark for the Puzzle Ribbon logo as a result of its years of use, work and investment. ASA's goal is to protect the ribbon for responsible use within the autism community. It is ASA's intent to use its best efforts to make the puzzle ribbon logo available royalty-free to ASA Chapters and for all legitimate purposes and uses by autism organizations

April 23, 2007 At 12:25 Am Edt
Maria is now a week old!! Her three great grandmothers, her great aunt, her nana, her grandpa, her step grandmother, her two uncles, Sean, Matt, and of course Bonnie all came to wish Maria a happy 1 week. Maria is doing really good she been moving more and even opening her eyes and looking around. Its going to be a long night for me and Ray because she is going to have her first surgery. she is in good hands so im sure everything well go well. But pleace say a preyer for her we well keep you all posted.

You Gotta Love Neil Sedaka..lol
I'm listening to renee olstead and peter concitti's rendition of this song..it's awesome Don't take your love away from me Don't you leave my heart in misery If you go then I'll be blue 'Cause breaking up his hard to do Remember when you held me tight And you kissed me all through the night Think of all that we've been through Breaking Up Is Hard To Do They say that breaking up is hard to do Now I know, I know that it's true Don't say that this is the end Instead of breaking up I wish that we were making up again We were making up again I beg of you Don't say goodbye Can't we give our love just one more try Come on baby, let's start a new 'Cause breaking up is hard to do

Up Is Down Wrong Is Right
The smell of winter has gone and it has left me with a feeling of dread. It’s not something that I can explain but I still feel it. It is like the space between ticks of a clock. You can’t see them or hear them but you know their there. It is the time between seasons where the uncertainty of what is to come, rests heavily on shoulders too tired to care. Where did this exhaustion come from and why is it on my mind? I have learned so many lessons at this point that some are forgotten. Up is down and wrong is right is the newest lesson of what will soon be forgotten. I watch people travel a path. They go along on a road that has been clearly washed out as it still existed ignoring what lies ahead. I don’t know if I should admire the oblivion that awaits them or pity them. I close my eyes and inhale. As I feel the air leave my chest, It reminds me that though winter is over the bite of it will last though much of the New Year. I grow tired of this place. This place where up has become down

Set On Fire
ok people i dont often do this and dont know if i should be doing this but i think these guys should get all the publicity they deserve i just got an email from myspace from a band who wanted to be added to my freinds list so ithought hey why not then i listened to them and oh boy was i glad i added them they are a bunch of guys from dallas texas who go by the name of "set on fire" they just released their debut album and the two track s you hear are from that album they also are in a competition to be be the support act for fallout boy so pls give them plenty of votes on that ok here goes this is the link to thier myspace page and enjoy http://www.myspace.com/setonfirerock wheelsofsteel

Sex
HI all well this is my first blog here so I hope this is ok. What I an looking for is a lady or couple to have sex with on 6-23-24 I would like the women to be shaven an likes backdoor sex loves to swallow an loves her pussy eaten out. An would like to try DP. Well I hope this is ok Look me up on yahoo 360 rommen

Sighs
Well tomorrow is court....UGH!!! I have gone over the report w/my lawyer today and things are looking well but god seems like when I try and mend my relationship w/my mom seems like things go backwards....Why is it parents have to come up and make shit up lord....So here Iam worried about court tomorrow and at the same time worried my bf who Iam really starting to fall for is goin to just throw me away as well tomorrow...LONG story dont ask just I guess its me being insercure AGAIN!!! Sure we have a LDR but man I hate not being able to trust him and lord knows I want to cause I REALLY want me and him to work out for the best!!! Well hopefully with court tomorrow I'll come home in a good mood and things will be good between me and my bf as well....so stay tuned for tomorrows report haha

Sex Facts
Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal

He Is My World
before u; i was lost in love, no where to go, no where to turn. there u were popping up to say hey not realizing that u would steal my heart away. the late nights on the phone, were simple and sweet and pretty soon u were in my dreams. day in and day out u were on my mind, hoping one day you could be mine. your smile melted my heart away, your eyes took me to another place. your voice made my knees buckled, and your love made the holes in my heart complete again. for once im not afraid to love agian, for once i can be worry free. babydoll you dont know how much you mean to me, thanks to you my life is complete.

Ok I Stold It
I have always loved philosophy and insight. Sometimes there are "AHA" moments, "duh" moments and "ouch" or "oh shit" moments. The following stolen philosophy is a little of each: The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

Youknowwhyhowwhen
There's a smile on my screen. Secretly familiar. It keeps me sane. When I'm buried in text. When I'm overrun by life. I just turn to that sad... distant... content smile. It hurts sometimes. But I'm forgetting when it wasn't in my heart.. I'm forgetting a time- where I could live without her. Some day... I'll get what I deserve. But some day sooner- I'll get more than that. Hopefully every day after. So much more than what I deserve... Smile for me... you know the one. It breaks my heart but in a good way.

Unlocked...........
I went to bed around midnight, and was in that place where you're almost dreaming, yet still vaguely aware of your surroundings, when I heard the little chirp of my home alarm. I thought I'd imagined or half-dreamed it, but I wanted to check the lock on the door, just to be sure. I was dressed in a little black nightie, which was fine for sleep, but the apartment was cold, so I grabbed a long robe to cover myself. As I reached the door, I put out my hand to check the lock. Suddenly there was a hand covering mine, and another around the back of my neck, and I was pushed against the door. "Do not move or make a sound." My heart and mind began racing-where did this man come from? Why was he in my home? What was he going to do to me? I began to hyperventilate and whispered, "Please don't hurt me." "I've been watching you, and you are going to get what you deserve tonight. You left your door unlocked, so I know you want it." I never leave my door unlocked; it had to be when I brought

The Bird Nest
THE BIRD FEEDER I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket, and others birds were boisterous and loud. They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quie

Night Twin
Sit and stare Stare into the darkness of night Darken with clouds No stars No moons Just dark clouds But also Still calmness Sleep covers like a blanket Few go unaffected though For most night is day Their time to work Their time to awaken Our night twins run about Enjoying night as day Beautiful lights as guides A sight to behold Sit and stare Stare into the darkness of night And spot your twin.

What Keeps You Up At Night?
like ... I went out with a lesbian last night and flirted with her...I'm an asshole because im not even interested in women, and I actually considered using her. That I'm horny as hell because I haven't come in weeks, and it's been ages since I've actually been fucked. My lungs are killing me but not enough to stop smoking, I got laid off Monday and trying to get a job is hard as hell, I dunno if I can pass my drug test thats coming up..If I can't find a job, then I'm gonna have to find one in Conway or something...and if it comes to that, I'm going to have to bunk with someone until I can find a place.

Yay!
Okay. So yesterday I was all sad because my best friend at work is leaving... but.. well I am vain I guess. Today after I grilled I was laying outside on my front sidewalk soaking in the sun. This kid keeps riding by on his scooter. I here the scooter stop and I open my eyes. I'm like... "Hi" He's like 'Hi'. Then he rides off again. A half of a minute later he's back and staring at me. I'm 'What?' He's all... 'How old are you?' I'm like '27'. He's like '47?!? what?!' I'm like 'NO. 27!' He says 'Oh... okay.' I'm like if I was 47 I'd have kids my age! My dad is 47! So he's all 'You WISH you were 47!' I was like no... How old are you? He's like '8'. I was like.. I WISH I was 8. Then he's all riding off and... 'Well you look like a teenager to me!' Okay.. I'm vain but it made me smile. ^^

Nwo
Rule #1 No Drama...will not be tolerated and you will be removed... Rule #2 No ethnic slurs, sexual harassment or other type of disrespectful language... Rule #3 No fakes...be who it is you claim to be...if we suspect you are using phony pics or trying to claim you are someone that you are not we may ask you to provide a salute... Rule #4 Joining members subscribe to the lounge and add -nWo- to the end of their nickname... Rule #5 Every member should be on your list... Rule #6 All member disputes are to be brought to Hollywood & The Outsiders for resolution...Their word is final... Rule #7 Respect each other...think about what you say before you say it or how it might make another person feel.... Rule #8 Be visible...get to know your fellow members...hang out in the lounge...be friendly... Rule #9 We all support and have each others back...The nWo protects its own... Rule #10 nWo business is exactly that...nWo Business and not to be spread around...everything

I'm A List Girl
I'm a list girl, I live by my lists, my to do's, my shopping, my how to lists. I used to lay in bed with my lists running through my head as I tried to get some sleep. When I would go on vacation I would spend months creating the perfect packing list, where to go list, when to do what list. I would become obsessed with these lists to the point that I would lose lots of sleep over them. Now I am trying very hard to get rid of my lists for me and my kids. I no longer plan every moment of our lives. I would rather live and have fun than be ruled by a stupid list. I would rather my sons look back and say remember that day that mommy let us eat icecream for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I want the man that I am with to enjoy who I am not get angry over my compulsiveness to be ruled by time, and a list. So I'm going camping with my guy, in 21 days! I refuse to make a list, over and over again that is. I will make the what to pack, what to buy and what will I cook list. But no othe

Condoms
condoms Sainsbury condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hand Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load Abbey National Condoms - because life is complicated enough Coca Cola Condoms - The real thing Ever Ready Condoms - keep going and going Pringles Condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger King Condoms - Home of the Whopper Goodyear Condoms - "for a longer ride, go wide" Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain? Flash Condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flash do all the hard work Halford Condoms - we go the extra mile Royal Mail Condoms - I saw this and thought of you Andrex Condoms - Soft, strong and very very long Renault Condoms - size really does matter! Domestos Condoms - gets right in the rim Heineken Condoms -re

Dumb.ass.survey.
1. What was the last thing you ordered from McDonalds? you couldnt pay me to eat that shit or feed it to anyone else either 2. When was the last time you got totally wasted? uhm...i actually dont know...its been awhile 3. Do you own a canoe? yup 4. What was the last button you pushed? this question is stupid 5. Do you have or want any Piercings? got - tongue, ears done. n im thinkin maybe an eyebrow 6. Do you have or want any Tattoos? got the next 3 planned out 7. Are you in love? *rolls eyes* 8. Have you ever been in love? fuck you 9. What are your plans for college? finished college a long time ago thanx 10. Do you own a pet hedgehog? why would i want one of those fuckin things? 11. What color is the wall closest to you? eggshell 12. Did you enjoy your last kiss? sure 13. Have you ever set foot in a tanning salon? why would i do a stupid thing like that? 14. Would you rather be a genie or a witch? no. 15. Have you ever played strip poker? yu

My Friends
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What Is Love Like
It is like a rainbow beautiful to see impossible to touch The beginning and end Can never really be found always just out of reach When we see its radiance We gasp in awe mesmerized by its beauty yet as it appears silently When you turn around It will be gone No trace left No explaination only an memory of what was. And when we least expect Its exsquisite illusion Will again blazon across the sky If I where to be granted one wish Would be to one day KNeel at the beginning of the rainbow place my hand inside its beams and feel the cascading colours Beating in my heart www.hostdrjack.com

Life Path Reading
Sun in Aquarius: Unconventional and freedom loving, you are an individual in the truest sense. You have strong opinions which you will hold onto adamantly. Because of this, others sometimes get the impression that you are quite stubborn and headstrong. Even so, you are friendly and sociable, and many Aquarians are drawn to group situations. You might be someone who prefers many acquaintances rather than a few close friends. This trait can make you seem somewhat cool and a bit detached. Aquarius is a very independent sign and there is a part of you that wants to be sure that your personal freedom is preserved.

Chosing Sides, Why Does It Come To This?!?!
WHY IS IT THEN WHEN PEOPLE CAN NOT SEE PAST THEIR DIFFERENCES RATHER THAN AGREE TO DISAGREE WE FORCE OTHERS AROUND US TO CHOOSE SIDES..WELL FORCING YOUR OPINIONS ON OTHERS..ISN'T THAT A FORM OF COMMUNISM? ISN'T THAT SAME APPROACH THAT HITLER USED AND GOT TO BE AS POWERFUL AS HE WAS???? WHAT WE SEEM TO HAVE HERE IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE..HOW TRUE THOSE WORDS ARE. BUT LOOK AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED BLOCK ME DELETE ME FROM LISTS AND ASK ME IF I CARE..CUZ I DON'T..I'D RATHER HAVE A HANDFUL OR SO OF TRUE FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME REGARDLESS..THEN HALF OF CT ON MY LIST AND NOT HAVE A SINGLE ONE OF THEM TRULY KNOW ME. AS I'VE SAID BEFORE I AM AT THE POINT WHERE EVERYONE CAN TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME BECAUSE IT SEEMS MANY ALREADY HAVE AND I WILL STILL BE THE STRONG WOMAN I AM TODAY..SLIGHTLY BEATEN PERHAPS BUT NOT DOWN, NO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN GET THAT MUCH ROOM IN MY HEAD TO BEAT ME DOWN!!!!

The Warning!
THE WARNING There is a story of my lonely days. You’ve seen the damage caused from my heart bleeding ways. The games you’ve played were nearly the same. So many people in this world are cold. There’s too many tears to melt your soul. So this sounds familiar you break down and cry. So the water is shallow but the banks are too high. There’s crime in the streets and war across lands. No food on the table no time to be sad. You’re helping your self but wanting a friend. You’re making ends meat but the living is bad. The future for your children which you find so bright, Is living this hell unless you put it right. Written By: me joe

Cat Scratch Fever
Ok everyone, this is no joke. Has anyone ever known of someone or anyone ever had cat scratch fever? And if so, how long til they saw symptoms and what were the symptoms. Personally I think this weekend has been a bad weekend of coincidences, but now people have me freaked lol. Here's the deal. Friday night my cat (he's 17 years old) got freaked/or pissed (not sure which one) and he pushed off the bed at 3 am. When he did..he happened to be sleeping in front of my face, and so he pushed off with his back claws and scratched the hell out of my eye. I haven't been scratched from him in years b/c he doesn't have front claws. So my eye has been hurting like a SOB. Anyhow, my eye bled then swelled up (is still swollen). Sat. I was ok pretty much, but by the end of the day I had just started feeling like ass. By last night I had chills and I ache and my nose is running and ugh..I just want to go crawl in bed for 2 weeks. Today I got up and I feel about the same and then 2 hours ago I got

Texas State Police
GOOD In Richardson, Texas State Trooper was using radar. He had a perfect spot to watch for speeders, but wasn't getting any. Then he discovered the problem. A 12 year old boy was standing up the road with a hand painted sign which read "RADAR TRAP AHEAD!" The officer later found a young accomplice down the road with a sign reading, "TIPS" and a bucket full of money. (And we used to just sell lemonade!) BETTER A motorist was mailed a picture of his car speeding through an automated radar post in Plano, Texas. A $40 speeding ticket was included. Being cute, he sent the police department a picture of $40. The police responded with another mailed photo of handcuffs. BEST A young woman was pulled over in Austin, Texas for speeding. As the TX State Trooper walked to her car window, flipping open his ticket book, she said, "I bet you are going to sell me a ticket to the Texas State Police Ball." He replied, "Texas State Troopers don't have balls." There was a moment o

A Mother's Love
A Mother's Love A guide in my life A shoulder for me to cry on The best support a daughter can have You didn't have to be my mom Yet you chose to take me in And you have shown me what love is like I thank God everyday That you are my mom For He gave you the gift of a mother's love You give me love even when I don't deserve it You are always there for me The best mom a daughter could ever ask for My best friend my mom Both in one God truly did give you the gift of a mother's love

5-7-07 Astrology
Yes, the numbers add up -- but something doesn't feel quite right. Don't doubt your instincts. Go over the plans again. When you find the bug in the system, your supervisors will thank you -- and possibly promote you.

Why I Been Gone So Long...
I lost my internet for a while, like 3 months. After that me and my family were going through some shit. We got kicked out of our place and had no where to live so we moved in with my cousin. That place was hell. Everyone screaming and yelling. I wasn't allowed to do shit. After living there for a couple months, my cousins husband threw us out and told us we had until only 5 to get out. So we called up my moms friend, Sandy. Right now we're still here. And on another note my sister is pregnant by the guy she met off the net. Shes gonna get even fatter! But I love her anyways. I hope she knows imma kidnap that kid when she has it. She's due in October...AGAIN! Ok thats enough for now, I might right more later. ;)

Life
Life is like riding a rollercoater-it had up's and down's,twists, and turns. It's full of laughter,and tears. always remember the good in life the bad will eat at you til the end. keep your family first and you closest friends

Come By The Stream
Come By The Stream Come by the stream next to the hill Where clear the waters flow To rest a while if you will And set your heart aglow Come watch the eagle on the wing As she circles in the sky Her eyes they capture everything As the clouds, they roll on by Come see each falling raindrop Caress the flowers one by one Each petal praying it will not stop Till their drinking is all done Come marvel at the rainbow new With its colors shining bright Red and yellow, tinged with blue Will fill you with delight Come gaze upon the willow tree That stands so proud and true Swaying gently in the breeze And dancing just for you Come listen to the wind that blows Such a sweet and merry song And the linnets, they will harmonize As they chirp and sing along So come and dream your life away To forget your cares and woe In a special place next to the hill Where clear the waters flow

Separation
When we share intimate relationships with people, often we unconsciously take on some of our partner's traits and visa versa. In a close relationship this can deepen the connection and allow two people to function and relate more easily as one. However this condition is not desirable because it ultimately weakens both parties involved. Pieces of your soul become artificially incorporated into other people and visa versa. So if the relationship breaks by any circumstance, both parties may feel as though they're missing parts of themselves, and also are haunted with some of pieces of the other's behaviors, thinking and emotional patterns, etc. Now, your soul is linked to you no matter where it has been stretched to. There are always threads leading back to the source which can never (or only with deliberate effort) be wholly severed. So by breathing with those threads, it is possible to retract the lost parts of yourself, and release the parts which are not yours to keep. Do t

Have You Ever Felt This Way
known or known of poeple so selfish they would rather see someone miserable instead of happy to suit there own needs and then to have somethin so dear and special ripped from you and the ones you love the most is that even right i really want to know because i am so sick of others trying to take other poeples happiness away from others

A Fairytale (poem)
A Fairytale by Millette Addison Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

Midnight Rendez Vous
Laced with whispers your breath runs in spiraling circles from lobe, to neck, down spine; to nestle gently as an aphrodisiac on the lower back, where your hand could rest in warm comfort and your thumb could trace circles on silk-like skin. Locked in effortless stare souls could be explored within the depths of eyes. A sigh flows from your lips with a depth and tenderness that evokes shivers, begging for release during the deep-night hours where insomniac thoughts taunt the distant sleep. The sounding of 3am relentlessly brings back reality and the figment created by longing turns to dust scattered by a wisp of wind that teases the curtains, lifting the remnants in graceful ascend into a starlit sky. Until the next time our voices will join to waltz over distance during a midnight telephone-wired rendez vous.

God I Need To Shower
I don't know if its just me, but whenever I go into walmart I feel like I need to shower, shave and get a hair cut immediately upon leaving. Its just every time I see a greasy mullet and a dirtier hat riding over a vacant stare and toothless grin I feel dirty. I feel this need to separate myself from the people I see there. I don't think I'm better than anyone really. Its just I find shopping so irritating and the people in walmart are so obnoxious some times. So yeah think I should cut my hair into a mohawk again? Hurray non sequitur.

The World Of Darkness Personality Test
Your Score: Ghoul Yeah, that sounds just about right. Link: The World of Darkness Personality Test written by BlaiseBoy on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Cervical Cancer???
so i get a call the other day on bruce's cell phone... it was my obgyn and apparently they have been trying to get ahold of me for over 3 weeks now...i guess i had an irregular pap and they want to run some more extensive tests they think i could possibly have cervical cancer... i wouldnt b as bothered by this accept for the fact that both my sister and grandmother on my mom's side have had it and had to have a hysterectomy...i am terrified...i want to have another child!!

I Wish
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

True Love .... Leave A Response Please Why Or Why Not
True Love is that which is shared between 2 People and No One else. It is a reality and when completely in love where there is no others involved, then that is priceless!!!

Moans And Quickened Breath
MMMM........I just love to hear a man cum, love to listen to his quickened breathing, and moans right before the big explosion - I end up soaking my panties. Maybe you should check out my site and see if you want to play with me........... http://www.qualityphoneservices.com/samantha/ An extra five minutes if you mention this blog!

I Love You!!!!
"When I think of You,I think of Great and Wonderful LOVE It's like You were sent to me from God far above................ The deep shades of Brown and light in Your eyes It makes me scared because it attracts so many womans........ My LOVE for You is as deep as an Ocean Floor You will always be there waiting for me at the other side of the door................. I'll never to think of hurting You I'ts much more LOVE just flirting with You.......... So that You can put trust in me And that You&Me will always be................ You make me happy when im sad You are truly the BIG LOVER i have ever had.............. You are too good to be true I can't take my eyes off of You............ I miss You so much I can't wait for You touch................ You are too good to be true That's why I LOVE YOU.............."

May 11,2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 11,2007 If it's so easy, how come you're having such a hard time making it happen? Hey, be a little kinder to yourself. It could be there's a steeper learning curve than you expected. Just give yourself a little breathing room.

Heres To All The Wonderful Mothers On Here Even The One I Love The Dearest And She Know Who She Is
You were my mother and my friend, Which was unusual. Somehow our characters still blend: Your wisdom and my will. I turned, and you were there for me; I spoke, you understood. I felt cared for, but also free; You loved, and I was good. I'm fortunate that I was born To someone just like you; I love you still. Though you are gone, You live in what I do.

Bombfest
RAWR FAMILY...Please post in your blogs, bulletins, and homepages. Click Pic 4 Contest Link... _____________________________________________________ FRIENDS...I would really appreciate your help & support...You must have a verified salute & add the host! Link listed below. Jokers_Wild - Diary Of A Mad Trucker ‡± You Dont Have To Like Me But You Will Respect Me‡@ CherryTAP _____________________________________________________ Please rip & wear the tag below by clicking on the pic If you have any questions or won't be able to help, plz contact Myself or Lucy Thank you, .:Lµ¢¥:. Ðĵ Çã§ђs CT Wifey {Co Founder of RAWR} Tha Verdicts Bitch HollieHottie~InsaneAsylumRejects~[RAWR #1]No Fan = No Add

You Know Who You Are !!!
Once agian my life turns upside down > Its Crazy how shit works in life . The one i have always wanted has walked back into my life and bang everything flips upside down on me agian . The love of my life seems to still love me , shes so close to touch and still so far away . I just hope she realizes that she will always be my one true love !!!!!!

Random Thought - Adult-
I just resolved today, in this very second that men are the worst invention to sex. I mean really... I just spent like 10 hours trying to hint to this guy that all i wanted was to use him and really.. even sp-elled out he didnt get it , then when push came to shove I had to give him fucking gas money to give me a goddamn ride home.. hello.. Is there any real men in the world? I dont get it !@!@! lol Seriously if anything turns me gay it will me a man himself. Thinking of that .. anyone have any hot gf's I can borrow? ;) haha Im just kidding.. slightly, Im so sick of guys who talk alot of shit but NEVER have the anything to back it up. It's ridiculous, Im about to go drink the rest of my beer have fun all by myself with Janine Laudemaulder and morn the loss of my pack of smokes I shared with that cute little shmuck with the harley I tryed all night to get laid by. haha okay drunken confession 101 over. Do not hold this confession against me because by all means I just

Heres To All The Mothers On Ct
God made a wonderful mother, A mother who never grows old; He made her smile of the sunshine, And He moulded her heart of pure gold; In her eyes He placed bright shining stars, In her cheeks fair roses you see; God made a wonderful mother, And He gave that dear mother to me

I Warned You Kim! You Had 5 Years! Times Up!!!!
(To give you a quick briefing as to who I'm writing about, kim is my ex wife. I have full custody of Jazmin. Our daughter. The rest will be self explained) Enjoy... _________________________________________________ Hey! kim, I warned you. I told you to start being a "mom" sucks that you can't even take care of your self. We can do this one of two ways. 1. force you to "defend" yourself in court, and still lose, and make an even bigger a$$ of your self. 2. just give up your parental rights, now! Those are your two choices. Whats it going to be? You seem to want everything that makes YOU happy. You want sexual satisfaction from ANYONE that will give it to you. You have to have the need of feeling wanted or loved. You want whats best for YOU! You can't even get a place of your own and pay your OWN bills. You think its funny to go to the bar and walk right into walls and then drive drunk, to who knows where, shall we call, your "temporary" home? kim, This I promise you

Show Me The Love
OK SWEETNESS I KNOW THAT I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND THEY WILL NOT LET ME DOWN...SOME PEOPLE SAID THAT SHE WILL NOT WIN THE CONTEST CAUSE SHE IS MY FRIEND. HOW TRUE IS THAT???????? I'M SURE WITH YOUR HELP AND THE LOVE SHE WILL SO PLEASE I NEED EACH ONE OF YOU TO HELP OUT WITH A VOTE AND 20 COMMENTS ONLY PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND YOU ALL KNOW THAT I DO RETURN THE LOVE HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL WildCat

For Those Of You Who Missed Me On Tv That Night.
No worries. The episode is now ready for viewing on NBC.com. http://www.nbc.com/Video/rewind/full_episodes/medium.shtml?show=medium07 Go there and it is part 3 towards the end, fast forward it to 2:20 when their in the resteraunt. I am right behind Neve Campbell.

Eye Color
-BLUE eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. kind pretty or handsome very good kissers.They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. -Green eyes-

Drug Problem
had a drug problem when I was young. I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was drug to the homes of family, friends, and neighbors to help out some poor soul who had no one to mow the yard, repair the clothesline, or chop some firewood; and, if my mother had ever known that I took a single dime

How Far Would You Go?
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........With me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke u

A Letter From My Ex.
AIGHT SO THIS IS A RECENT EMAIL I GOT FROM EX-GIRLFRIEND AIMEE. AIMEE TOOK OFF ON ME, HAD AN ABORTION, AND JUST CAUSED SHIT LOADS OF DRAMA. HAVEN'T TALKED TO HER SINCE OCTOBER SO SHE SENDS ME THIS. ENJOY IT AS I HAVE. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LAUGHING. hey, i've been thinking about you lately, mostly about the things worked out. I've tried to call you but you don't answer. I guess everything that happened is running through my head and being high finally doesn't make the pain of an abortion go away. I guess its just now hitting me. I wanted to say sorry for dragging you through that. I really do see that you always wanted the best for me and you really did love me...you did a lot for me and taught me a lot and i will always cherish that. I don't know how you felt about the abortion...im slowly forgiving myself for it....i wasn't ready for a baby much less one that was most probably diabetic and the phsical toll it was causing on me. Just know that there isn't a d

Im Back
i am back on cherry tap. I was leaving but decided to stay because i would miss talking to all my friends. Some things are different now. I will not put up some of my nsfw pics. Dont ask to see them either because i deleted them all off my computer.

Thank You All Up Dated
First of all I like to thank BooBoo & Angela for sending out the bulletins for my birthday yesterday. I also like to thank everyone that stopped by with comments and gifts... Your are all great... Now for the Best Morph Contest I don't know how to thank everyone that helped pull this one off... I can't put any names here there would be to many and I would miss someone... I do know this I have a great bunch of friends here in Cherrytap. You all know who you are.. You all also have a great bunch of friends and fans... Please thank all your friends and fans that helped out... Once again thank you all so much. Fireman 7

What My Birth Month Says Bout Me
October Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn'tpretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Whisper
Drink How does it taste? No? Then maybe you should take them off. You think so? I think so. Just slide. One leg at a time. hahp- slowly. we have all the time in the world now. yeah, they're cute... leave those on. Okay, now... I'm going to need you to bend forward. Ever so slightly. mhm- just like that. think of something pleasant... something far... far.. away. It'll only hurt for a second. just be- sure to- breathe There... was that so bad? I didn't think so. now... I'm going to bite down... You don't have permission to scream. You don't have permission to talk. Just breathe. And be. Thinking is believing. maybe... it can come true. If you just... close your eyes... Wish it. Feel it. That slight twinge up your thigh... that rush pulsing from your heart. You know the one... commonly accompanied by that shuddering gasp. Right before you bite your lip... right before the lids of your eyes dip lower... Right

Avoiding Rejection When "getting Physical"
Avoiding Rejection When "Getting Physical" >>>If you're new to my dating advice and concepts, then you might want to take a minute and browse through all of my different educational programs for learning how to meet women. You can see them all in one place right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=V7RZZZ&lid=1&ll=1 MOST MEN ARE DEATHLY AFRAID... Most men don't know the FIRST THING about how to take things to a "physical" level with a woman. Here's why: Let's say you've been out on a date with a woman, and you're now back at your place, having an enjoyable conversation. You look over at her. She looks back at you. You want to kiss her. She KNOWS that you want to kiss her. You know that she is the one with all the power. If you try to kiss her, and she pulls away, she might reject you forever. If you DON'T try to kiss her, maybe it will happen later, or maybe she'll even kiss yo

Pathetic......
I'm finding out how bad people really can be towards others just because someone new comes around. Or they get involved with someone that other person doesn't like. In the last couple of months l have lost 4 friends due to the simple fact their signifisent others did not like me or had penis envy or something i dont know. I guess it goes to show you how pathetic people can be. You shouldnt need to drop friends because of the simple fact that who ever you are with doesnt get along with them. Perhaps if there was a valid reason like assuming they were dangerous or would attempt something sexual with that other person i could see it but not when you are mearly long time good friends. And others wonder why i find it so hard to get close to people, All it ends up as is more drama and more bullshit that isnt needed and or wanted. Though i suppose i should get use to it. Because it will never end, not as long as people cant be honest with one another anyways.....

To All My Old Friends
Thanks for the great welcome back ....I had a bit of a dilemma to sort out which meant me leaving ct for a while but its done and dusted so i can start again :) ill get round to catching up on pics and stash as and when i can....see ya soon guys n girls xxx

Im Leavin
hello everyone. i just want everyone 1 2 know that i have enjoyed being friends with yall. but i think im going to leave cherry tap. i have my reasons. i just want everyone 2 know that i still want to remain friends with yall, but it is something i have to do. some people probably wont miss me but i know i will miss everyone. and no nobody ticked me off. but it is because of someone. the reason i am thinking about leaving. but anyways that is all i wanted to say. please comment if u would like i will probably leave off here tomorrow. so please tell me yalls thoughts i would like to hear them. yall have a great night. i hope to talk to yall tomorrow.

Last Words
Last time I saw you mom was When you hugged me and said goodbye. The last words I heard were I Love You, All I could think of was all the Good times we went through. I wanted to hug you and tell you that I Love You, I just stood there and cried. No words would come out. There in my mind I kept hearing You saying I Love You, I Love You Then I knew it was to late. When I got on the road to go back home, I wanted to run back to you, But I couldn't I wanted to tell you the truth that I Love You, I Love You. But it was to late and those were the last words.

Something New
I feel the day rise, White hot sun burning my eyes, They don't hear the world is crying, Weeping for another day they come, Don't see the horror of a fake, They only see the blood they drip, (drip 2x) They see no line between us in the light, They only see the darkness you failed in, Destroy all we created in image and creation, I lay in my grave with a rose (dead on my chest), The light covers my eyes and i am blinded by fire, Tonight we rise no longer the victums of the image, In flaming vengance and uncontroled (furry), We walked away from the grave We (Arose Dead!)

Did You Ever Notice
That whatever picture you have as your Profile pic gets downrated? And most of the time I don't think it is registering on our Bar Tab. Makes you go hmmmmmmmmmmmm. Smooches and slaps The Goddess

Am I More Masculine Or Feminine?
Merritt, you're 60% Feminine That means you're 40% masculine. When we compare your results with other men it shows that you are somewhat more feminine than average. What does it mean for a man to be feminine? Femininity in Western culture involves approaching life in a happy, optimistic way as well as showing warmth and compassion to others. But femininity is more than just being cheerful and caring. The chart above shows your overall percentages of masculine versus feminine qualities. Whether you have a greater proportion of one or the other, or whether you have roughly equal masculine and feminine qualities, this balance of qualities says something about the type of gender identity that you possess. In this report you'll learn more about your own gender identity, and what qualities were used to determine how masculine and feminine you are. You'll learn how you scored on each of the 12 dimensions that comprise your masculinity and femininity scores, an

Your One True Love
Comin’ for u, tonite you're mine, Grab your coat, u look so fine, Its cold outside, I’ll hold u tight, Come in close, it’s gonna be alright, We’ll hit the bar and play some pool, Skull a beer and act real cool, Shoot some darts and watch a band, Come with me baby, take my hand, Wanna fly with you, into the night, I love u so, u shine so bright, Be my lover, my best friend, We’ll ride it out, until the end, Board my magic carpet ride, In the darkness we will hide, Let’s be young…wild and free, Your one true love, I wanna be, Lay on the banks of the misty river, Trace your belly and watch you quiver, Kiss your lips and hold u tight, Tender skin, I playfully bite, Your smile is wide, I love the way, Your eyes light up, with each new day. I’ve wanted someone just like u, Pretty face, intelligence too, Hours roll, as we chat away, Wanna play with u, under the hay. Be mine babe, you’re good for me, Your one true love, I wanna be. Stay up real late and run all nigh

Insight Into Me
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: 5 - the Observer(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose BZ - your Enneagram type is FIVE (aka "The Thinker"). "I need to understand the world" Observers have a need for knowledge and are introverted, curious, analytical, and insightful. How to Get Along with Me Be independent, not clingy. Speak in a straightforward and brief manner. I need time alone to process my feelings and thoughts. Remember that If I seem aloof, distant, or arrogant, it may be that I am feeling uncomfortable. Make me feel welcome, but not too intensely, or I might doubt your sincerity. If I become irritated when I have to repeat things, it may be because it was such an effort to get my thoughts out in the first place. don't come on like a bulldozer. Help me to avoid my pet peeves: big parties, other people's loud music, overdone emotions, and intrusions on my privacy. What I Like About Being a Five standi

Being Negative Can Be Fun Once In A While
* Dudes who don't flush their toilets in public restrooms. Nobody's interested in seeing how huge your butt nuggets or dingleberries are. - This also applies to people who spit enormous, disgusting piles of snot in drinking fountains. * Waking up with bed hair from hell and a mouth full of germs that make your breath smell like dead fish and give your gums an "extra skin". * People who don't give way to the elderly on public transportation. Can't you see they're about to die standing there? Give them your seat, for crying out loud! * Using Shakespearian English in IM conversations. I rather keep it short and sweet, just like I would in a normal verbal conversation. :P * Being late. I'm the kind of person who'd rather never, ever, be late for anything. Homework, appointments, you name it. * Walking in dog poo. A few days ago, I slipped on a piece of dog poop as I was running to catch the bus. Thank god I didn't fall IN IT. - Missed the bus, though. :( * Playi

Free Speech X-press Vol X No 19 May 18 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 19, May 18, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Free Speech X-press is researched and edited by Scott Ross. Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. This X-press in brought to you by our exclusive sponsors Bellenjoy & ARS. Please support our sponsors by selecting the logos above. Adult Retailer Delivers Supreme Court Petition WASHINGTON, D.C. - Adult retailer Sherri Williams ascended the steps of the United States Supreme Court building at 1 p.m. this past Monday to deliver to the court clerk a copy of her petition for certiorari, asking the high court to rule on whether the Alabama law prohibiting the sale of vibrators for the purpose of sexual stimulation is constitutional. "My attorney, Roger Wilcox, was up all night finishing the petition," Williams told AVN.com shortly before filing her petition, "a

Flawed To Perfection.
And the red water continues to shine. It hurts some days. Some everydays. My mind is full today. Even after all that loud catharsis. That loud unpleasant discourse of silence. Was it as good for you as it was for me? No. Drip. Plop. Groan. Sigh. At the mad edge of tears. It's all so... It's all so hard right now. Tongue is blank. Mind is tied. I just want to hurt. I want to hurt something... Someone? I want this dull throb of emptiness to... Why does it have to be so hard? Why does it have to be so uncertain? Why do I have to be so u s e l e s s All I can do... Is whisper my love for you. Hope it catches on the wind. Brand my lust for you. Hope it catches on wings of sin. Make it count. Make it work. Make it real. I guess... because... that's what love is all about. Not romance. Not perfection. Work. Worth.

More Divination, Please.
From right to left. Strength Eight of Pentacles The lovers Knight of Swords (flipped) *packs up his cards again* Very interesting. hmm? What does it MEAN? ...Well I can't just give away ALL the answers now can I? Incidentally- I assure you it is incidental- I have never had butter tea. But I am looking forward to trying it. And also- my favorite flower is chrysanthemum. Perhaps I'll grow some. *hums and stares off into space*

School Report
School report calls pupil 'wally' A secondary school has apologised after a confidential report book which called pupils names like "ding bat" and "wally" was found lying in a street. The booklet, produced by The Howard School for boys, in Rainham, Kent, carried a specific message on its front page - "Do not leave lying around". It was discovered on a pavement by a shopper in Rainham who then revealed its contents to BBC Radio Kent. The school said it regretted the incident and was reviewing procedures. Described as an "Alert Booklet" for the 2006-07 academic year, the item listed the "Additional Educational Needs" of 85 pupils in Years 7 to 11. It included the full names of children, plus notes on educational progression, any learning difficulties, socialising between pupils and parental issues. The woman who found the booklet, who would only give her name as Bernice, told BBC Radio Kent: "I picked it up because it looked interesting and I thought it might be something of importan

Kissing Tips And Techniques : French Kissing
a good place to put your hands: gyuz - put your hand on her neck/cheek when kissing her. SHE WILL LOVE THIS. when making out becomes heavier push your hand back and forth in her hair and neck and cheeks. a Teasing Kiss: if you really want to get your guy in the mood for some romance try this...it works for me and my guy isn't much of a kisser lol. start out sitting down if possible. sit on his lap facing him. look at him like there is no one else in the world. lean closer slowly but when you get close enough for your lips to just barely touch, stop. start saying sweet things like " i love you " this will make your lips brush ever so softly against his. after he breaks down and kisses you, rub your tounge on his slowly. when he starts to react take your tounge from his mouth. keep doing this until he reverses it and puts his tounge in your mouth. this is pretty much guarrenteed (sp?) to get a deep passionate kiss from even the least passionate guys. at the movies... major tu

"uber" Birthday ??
I WANNA HIT LEVEL UBER CHERRY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY ON MAY 30TH ! RIGHT NOW I NEED 92,172 ! SO IF U CAN HELP JUST A LIL I WOULD A APPRECIATE IT SO KINDLY ! I HAVE GREAT FAM,FRIENDS,AND FANZ I THINK I CAN DO IT. U THINK ? ¢¾BossLadywitdaSeXxXyEyez¢¾MY BIRTHDAY IS SOON !! WOOT WOOT@ CherryTAP **** ALSO IF I FORGOT TO HIT UR PAGE BACK PLEASE LET ME KNOW **** XOXOXO.. BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN HELPING ALREADY !!

So About That Rice.........
I heard in a news report the other day while I was waiting on the weather, stating that our government has approved an experiment on 300 elderly in a nursing home located somewhere in Florida. This experiment is pointed towards our growing problem of Alzheimers' patients leaving the approved areas. They will be inserting a microtransmitter, about the size of a grain of rice, in the connective tissue under the skin. I don't know about the rest of you, but i see trouble on the way. From here, they will put them in all of us eventually, and by that time, the technology will be efficient enough to access all of our information by scanner or some such. I'm not going to much further in my opinions on here too much yet.........i'm just getting started.......... Also, if i say anything that might offend someone, or some form of clarity on something is needed? feel free to ask. I will give you a decent answer. I only ask that you keep the conversation civil. Discuss things, don'

Storm Calling
I watch grey clouds Against a greyer sky As I travel in my metal coffin To places I’ve been before Dreaming of what I wish for Freedom, A woman’s touch, A chance to make a difference, In someone’s life Or Just an End to all this

The Hardest Part Is Yet To Come.....
Wow, I can't believe the time has come to say goodbye. As many of u kno, my brother Rob is heading over to Iraq to protect our country cuz Bush is a fucking Idiot. My brother and I have had our fair share of ups and downs, but he's my brother. I love him to death. This week, especially Friday, will be so frikking hard for me and my family. I've been do torn up inside since he first said that he would be going to Iraq. But now the time has come for him to leave. As of tomorrow morning, he won't be home anymore. He goes to the Dundalk Armory and then from there will go to Elkton, MD to the Armory there. On Friday at the Elkton Armory, the families of the Soldiers can go there to have their "Last Goodbyes" before they ship out. I dunno what I to do with out my Big Brother. He's always been to protect me, so I guess it's time for him to protect me even more. It's just so hard. I know a lot of people have had family ship out, so I am gonna find out how they feel. I don't want to, but I

Helping Others
Last year my husband and I started a group called Churchill United to help our teenagers get a fair start in life and to try to keep our play areas open. I know that most of you cherries live in America but over here in the UK we don,t have quite as much space as you and in our area we now have none at all. 5 years ago we had 29 play areas now we have 5 and they are closing 3 of those. We have started an ADD Your Flag page to our site www.churchillunited.co.uk so if yo want to add your flag please do it encourages us all. Love to you all from rainy England!

Ozzy " Black Rain"
Well it's been about 6 years since we last heard from The Great Prince of Darkness. I gotta say this one is pretty fuckin good just got it 2 hours ago. There are no liner notes though,witch I think sucks,but I did get my code for two Ozzfest tickets. Rock on!!! If anyone else has this disc let me know what you think of it.

Remembering
I made this one so anybody that would like to can use it as their primary or on there site. You may rip it by clicking on the thumbnail I will be using it as my primary starting tomorrow as i will be leaving for the weekend on Thurs... I hope you all have a save and fun Memorial Day and please remember all the men and women that have and are still fighting to keep us FREE. Thank you all Fireman 7

Popularity Realization
so i was just thinking about why it is i am not as "popular" as it seems other people are on this and other sites... and this is what i have come to realize about myself i will put them in a numbered list 1.i dont have pictures sharing my cock with the world, so that means that i will never get the gay vote... well maybe if i insiuated maybe that would help. 2.i dont have a set of tits, yes i know its hard to believe but i do think it has hamped my popularity because of it. now i am reduced to looking at womens tits... which leads me to #3 3.i dont desperatly stroke the ego of any woman that is attempting to look sexy by teasing me with possible shots of their junk... i know i am guilty of it but i dont make it common habit 4.i dont have a picture of me on a motorcycle or badass car.(but i do of me with rockstars, but that just proves how insignificant i am by being next to them) 5.i dont throw the props for ICP, see so here i lose the Juggalo vote, dammit thats it

A Man's Thoughts On Fellatio Aka Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from ****ing and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You **** about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a****bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Make hay

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals. I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone. Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted. And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies. Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers. Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I nev

Angel Family Members Plz Read!
Okay i want to start a chapter to the angel family as a bomb squad but i really need a good name if anyone knows one just leave it in my messages and i'll see which one is the best for the squad! Thanks Maria

Deliver Us From Evil..
I think americans are nuts, well some of them are anyway. Like now they are going to ban the portrayal of people smoking cigarettes in movies, i guess that that will mean that the entire back catalog of film noir movies from the fifties will be cut down to beginning and end sequences with nothing in between. Can you even visualise Humphrey Bogarde without a cigarette between his lips? I cant. Maybe using the wonders of Photoshop they can erase the cigarettes from those old movies, hell, they might even replace them with something else, like carrots for instance.. Do you know what movies are suffering the worst edits and cuts at the moment? If you guessed horror movies then no, you are wrong. Old westerns are being cut to shreds, its like, here come the indians, bang bang, its over.. You see in old westerns the horses would get tripped up to look like they had been shot and now due to rules about not portraying cruelty to animals these scenes have been removed.. In a few years sc

§notice §
to all my friends and family this month coming up on the 9 of june will be my 23 birthday i will be holding a party in my lounge all that want to come are welcome to as for myself i may not show so have fun for me i do not think i will make it to then i feel so useless that i may not make it thru the weekend i am not sure of anything anymore so please have fun for me and remember me with a smile please?

Sexual Obituary
What is your Sexual Obituary? With and animalist roar, steffie died while in the sack with their lover, Paris Hilton.steffie will be terribly missed by Fergie. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Pass This Along...
---ORANGE COUNTY (CA) NEWSPAPER This is a very good letter to the editor. This woman made some good points. For some reason, people have difficulty structuring their arguments when arguing against supporting the currently proposed immigration revisions. This lady made the argument pretty simple. ---NOT printed in the Orange County Paper Newspapers simply won't publish letters to the editor which they either deem politically incorrect (read below) or which does not agree with the philosophy they're pushing on the public. This woman wrote a great letter to the editor that should have been published; but, with your help it will get published via cyberspace! ---New Immigrants From: "David LaBonte" My wife, Rosemary, wrote a wonderful letter to the editor of the Orange County Register which, of course, was not printed. So, I decided to "print" it myself by sending it out on the Internet. Pass it along if you feel so inclined. Dave LaBonte (signed) Written in respons

Bob Dylan- Forever Young- *tear*
This song- means the world to me. When my mom passed away I listened to this song over and over and over. It was one of the only things that got me through it. My mom died very young a few years ago and we hadn't seen or spoken to each other in about 5 years. It's a very long very sad story, but I have moved on from the bad memories and remember her when I was young, she was young , and she will forever be young in my heart and mind. About a month after I found out my mom had passed away it was my birthday, My qua h- Johnny Juxo, keyboardist for my old band, my soul mate and my kindred spirit surprised me by playing this song for me. He had no idea what it meant to me and all I could do was cry for about an hour after that. This song, is literally my heart. I will always be , forever young, I wish the same on you. I wish this song on everyone. May this song be a blessing to you all. May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do fo

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I feel dizzy, heartsick, empty as a desert sky Helped myself to freedom but the price was unpayable Everyday is another step away from everything I've ever known Driving at night with the headlights off, eyes closed Shoulders free from worry turns my stomach inside out Stumbling through my days mumbling incoherently Did we have that conversation or was it only in my head I opened the window to let the ghosts free You still have your stain on my daily grind Helpless as yesterdays child open arms and bloody Skinned knees roadrash hands come down off that cross This glass house wasn't made for shelter from these storms Inspiration in the direst moments ever known to man Random acts of kindness make no sense to me Pulling teeth like weeds in our garden state

My Girl
Something New: Once upon a time, I said I would never take another submissive. Things had gone... not badly but unexpectedly and I just wasn't comfortable with what I saw in myself. I don't think you can be a Dom and truely be everything a sub needs, if you don't trust yourself. So... I said that part of my life was closed. Then someone came along that managed to change that, and re-open a door. Made me think about teaching again... about taking a submissive, and really trying to give her everything she deserves. D/s relationships, to me, are far far more than "getting kinky"... if I don't feel the connection to teach and to grow with a submissive, then it's not going to work. I know that. This happened more slowly than I expected... I found myself in a very deep relationship, and she came to me and offered her submission, with complete trust and a certain innocence. And somehow I found that I wanted to be her Dominant, and with her I felt completely comfortable. It's one of t

I Know, I Promised, Lol!
I promised I would do a blog this weekend and I better do it, lol! It's been a very quiet weekend, more or less. I've been online more than I've been off! For those who are still unaware, Lady Victoria and Eugene, two of my dear friends, are getting married on June 4th. I am so very pleased and overjoyed for them - they are good people, lol! May the Goddess bless you both and may you have much joy on your Journey, especially as you now Journey together! Nothing like having a companion on the way, lol! I love you both very much!! Enough of my gushing! Guess I'll mark this as NSFW, just to be safe, lmao! My life has been rather strange for awhile now, as some of your know. I've asked alot of "whys" and was not getting any answers, lol. I've tried to be patient, not my strong suit! Well, I got an answer as to why, at this stage of my life, the Goddess has blessed me with an overabundance of sexual energy! It is a mixed blessing, to be sure, and can be a royal pain in the ass, lm

Follow Ur Heart
i was watching the miss universe, in one of the question they asked was "if you had to choose between living your life following your heart or your mind, what would you pick and why" id say, if i had to pick between the two, id follow my heart cause when you follow your heart it would never lead you the wrong way. when you follow your heart your doing what you really want and thats how it should be, you should live your life happy with the choices you makes, and when you follow your heart i think you cant go wrong with that. with me, i followed my heart and i try to do what i feel is right and so far so good, im doing the things ive wanted and im happy with that.

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Charleyrocknroll Quoted In Local Newspaper
Future of internet radio hangs on new regulations By LIUAN CHEN, The Enterprise 05/29/2007 Updated 05/28/2007 10:05:39 PM CDT BEAUMONT - Sheila Cain runs a one-man show at Beaumont Live!, an internet radio station promoting music by little-known local artists. She relays an eclectic mix of delta blues, jazz, modern Texas rock and "red dirt country" to listeners in 14 countries, but the rhythms could stop July 15 if new Copyright Review Board regulations go through. The rulings would increase Internet radio sound recording royalties up to 1,200 percent and carry a $500 minimum channel royalty fee retroactive to January 2006. What does this mean for an independent broadcaster like Cain? The royalties would add up back to October 2006 when she started the station, meaning a $4,000 fee "for something I never made a penny on." For Cain, a musician herself, finding and promoting local artists is a "labor of love," not work for profit. Most artists on her station aren

Help Diane In Her Contest
HI ALL, ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS, DIANE, IS IN A BEST CLEAVAGE CONTEST WHICH STARTED TODAY AND ENDS JUNE 20TH @ 9PM CENTRAL. I WOULD BE VERY GREATFUL IF YOU COULD SPARE SOME TIME AND GIVE DIANE SOME HELP. DIANE IS A WONDERFUL FRIEND, FULL OF FUN AND LAUGHTER, AND SHE CAN BE A LITTLE FLIRTY AS WELL SOMETIMES, ARENT WE ALL ON HERE? LOL CLICK ON DIANE'S PIC BELOW IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP HER OUT. THANKS IN ADVANCE TO THOSE WHO WILL HELP OUT THANKS WILLIE & DIANE

Shoutbox
If you fuckers that get on my shoutbox and ask do you want to see a big cock? Or want to show me your dirty pictures or cam or chat somewhere else your going to ruin it for the people I actually do talk to. No I don't want to see a big cock, I have had my fill for the day thank you! I am married you know. And if I did want to see your junk I would look so don't offer..... Thank you drive through....

Im Tryin
Holding your ground is worth it, no matter how difficult it seems. Not only will your self-confidence grow, but you'll gain someone else's respect too. Remind yourself of what's at stake and your grip will get stronger.

Easy Super Bowl Chili
15.5 ounce cans: 1 can pork and beans 1 can kidney beans 1 can pinto beans 1 can black beans 1 can crushed tomatoes 1 can chopped tomatoes 1 medium green pepper diced 1 medium onion, diced 4 ounces tomato paste 1 pkg chili seasoning (any brand) 1 pound beef stew meat Drain and rinse: kidney, pinto, and black beans In Crock-Pot add: tomato products and chili seasoning then stir together. (You may optionally pre-brown the meat before adding to Crock-Pot.) Add all remaining ingredients (beans, onion, pepper & meat) Simmer on low 6-8 hours or on high 3-4 hours, stir at times double recipe in large Crock-Pot requires no change in cook time serve with shredded cheese and a dollop of sour cream. Makes a great Navajo taco: just buy frozen scone dough, thaw, stretch and fry. Top with chili, lettuce, tomatoes, onions, cheese and sour cream.

Toxic Love
His love took me over I cannot forget I want to erase him I want to hate him But my heart won't let me I have to know Does you kiss taste like his? Will your touch feel the same? He's my drug and It's just so hard to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same Love is suicide With him that almost became true I'll never get over him Because he was my first love All will be compared to him I need to know If your kiss tastes like his And if your touch will feel the same But he can't ever know How hard he is to quit I need someone to dull the pain His lips were toxic poision Sealed with a kiss He took my heart away And since then I've never been the same I've tried to move on But all I find are boys like him Give me something to live for Even for just a moment Cuz I can't seem to stop myself This sweet morphine will take me away So I can fo

What Happened To Me?
Hey fellow Cherries...I know it has been a long long time. Just gotta let ya know, shit has been crazy!!!! Well, first off, I left Austin,TX in mid April with my friend Tanya from Jersey. Everything seemed to go as planned until we got into Virginia. Let me first say that I loved semi trucks...they were fuckin' awesome...until one slammed into the back of us at 80mph!!!!! We couldn't go over 50 without the trailer that was carrying my whole life, fishtailing....so that was what we were going when that bastard decided to slam into us. He spun us around...we didn't even know what hit us at first...we finally came to a stop after the dude finally decided to brake but not before hitting us again on Tanya's side (she was driving) Thankfully we were fine...we got out to see that all my worldly possessions got scattered all over the highway....the guys at the towing place informed me later that my stuff was scattered the length of two football fields!!!!! Everything was destroyed....includ

Am I Hot Now Or What....i Like It.....
Well on May 31/07 I decided to dye my hair cause i got bored with my own hair color so i hope that everyone enjoys my pics and theres some happy pics and there are some goth and i hope that u enjoy them as much as i do.....thanks to everyone on cherrytap and god bless and good night until next time..

Day 1
Day 1: I've seen webverts for 10,000 cheery pounds for taking a survey. Upon clicking said survey I found it was not available in 'my area'. This puts me at a distinct disadvantage I feel and would therefore like to claim Cheery pound income support.

Poem
GOD’S LIVING ROOM HANGING ON THE WALL IN GOD’S LIVING ROOM A PICASSO OF A MAN EVEN THE ANGELS DON’T LOOK AT ME ANYORE IT WASN’T EASY GETTING HERE MY NAIL IS THE COLOR OF YOUR HAIR STUCK INTO THE PLASTER IN HEAVEN JUST AN OBSERVER NOT A PLAYER, OR A PRAYER THE ANGELS DON’T EVEN DUST ME OFF ANYMORE I COULD SPEAK ONCE WHICH EVENT STOLE MY VOICE OR WAS IT SEVERAL I CAN’T REMEMBER FRAMED, SOMEWHERE IN THAT LIGHT AN IMAGE OF A THING THAT COULD HAVE MIGHT HAVE, SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ANGELS WILL NEVER THINK OF ME AGAIN I DANGLE FROM A TACK AND DON’T DARE LOOK BACK THER IS NOTHING THERE BUT A WALL AFTER ALL AND A NAIL F.M.

Philosophy
The bonzai. The ultimate Dominaton. Through constant attention, bending a mighty tree to your will. Cutting when needed, nurturing. Creating a thing of beauty, over decades of training. Forcing Mother Nature to obey your desires. Tenderly over coming your subjects natural desires to grow this way or that, uncontrolled, to behave as you wish it to. Proof of a commitment to Dominate another living thing. And it doesn't talk back.

The Online Disinhibition Effect
You Don't Know Me (dissociative anonymity) You Can't See Me (invisibility) See You Later (asynchronicity) It's All in My Head (solipsistic introjection) It's Just a Game (dissociative imagination) We're Equals (minimizing authority)) Personality Variables True Self? Self Constellations Across Media Altering Self Boundary It's well known that people say and do things in cyberspace that they wouldn't ordinarily say or do in the face-to-face world. They loosen up, feel more uninhibited, express themselves more openly. Researchers call this the "disinhibition effect." It's a double-edged sword. Sometimes people share very personal things about themselves. They reveal secret emotions, fears, wishes. Or they show unusual acts of kindness and generosity. We may call this benign disinhibition. http://www.rider.edu/~suler/psycyber/disinhibit.html

Hmmm Updates........
Lately things have been going like hell but its all good I guess. On monday if I dont have a home for my german shepard I'm outta my place YAY I LIVE IN MY CAR THEN. Eh lets see what else. I took 3 pg test an they all come out to be positvie so who knows i might be pg ONCE again but not with screwed up jakes kid. It would be my recent ex bf kid. YAY.... NOT. Ya jakes been a PRICK lately an really dont give 2 shits no more cause he on ignore on everything, the dude really needs to get a real life shit maybe a job would help him out hey. YAY jake im talking about u. I may have been pg with his babies but i think it was well worth it that i didnt have them. Eh drinking is soo going to be fun tonight. Ya if Im pg oh well lifes a bitch an we all die. Ya one of my girls are jelous cause of me cause her boobs size went from a c to a b an mine went from a c to d. Well time to get going here ITS BEER TIME yaaaaaaaaaaaay... oh shit thats right according to JAKE im an alchy. Sweet, sorry dear but

How Can I Serve U?
LOL, Should I say what can I get for you! Thats what I do all the time, being a waitress. What would you prefer I say. Doesnt matter what they cook I serve LOL. Never a dull moment, just another day in the food business.

Scorpios
SCORPIO Drinking style Don't ever tell Scorpios they've had enough, for they'll smirk at you and quietly but intentionally keep tippling till they're hog-whimpering drunk, out of 100-proof spite. Scorpios like to drink, and screw you if you have a problem with that. Most of them seethe sauce as something to savor in itself, and not asa personality-altering tool -- though if depressed, self-loathing Scorps seek total obliteration. But generally, they're fascinating drinking pals, brilliant conversationalists and dizzying flirts. They also remember everything -- especially what you did when you were blitzed. Only drink with a Scorpio who likes you.

Blind Melon- Change In Acoustic
I have to specify acoustic version because honestly - Its got the punch in the gut feeling this song needs. This song is my fucking qua h... When I'm shitty fucked up hating the world hating my life hating everyone and hating myself I know its time to make a change in some way or another- this song I crank as loud as my speakers can go and fucking yell this song at the top of my cracking fucking voice. Right Now- I'm totally feeling Blind Melon.. but the next song by them I'm going to post is the exact opposite of this song. I actually had to upload this unplugged version because I couldn't find it on the net, so hey at least you know it meant enough for me to actually sit here and wait for the fucking thing to upload to share it lol! And yes I did actually add the acoustic version lyrics in with this since they aren't listed anywhere on the net either lol. I don't feel the suns comin' out today (Lord)its staying in, its gonna find another way. As I sit

Another Thought...
It's time to clear the air, or an undercurrent of tension could become a very distinct sense of unease. Examine any ulterior motives. If you're brave and face the situation honestly, you'll see an immediate improvement. This was my horoscope for the day! How in the HELL does it do it? I don't believe this stuff, but damn!

You Know You're From Kansas When...
1. You no longer associate bridges or rivers with water. 2. You have never met any celebrities. (Bob Dole isn't a celebrity; he's your neighbor.) 3. You know the meaning of Rock Chalk Jayhawk. 4. Your closest neighbor is more than a mile away and you can still see him from your front porch. 5. You can properly pronounce Salina, Basehor, Cimarron, Schoenchen, Kechi, Olathe and Osawatomie. 6. Going on vacation means going to Hutch to the fair or to Abilene to Ike's museum. 7. A traffic jam involves two cars staring each other down at a four-way stop, each determined to be the most polite and let the other go first. 8. A Mercedes Benz is not a status symbol. A Ford F10 4x4 is. (Except in Johnson County) 9. You discover that in July it takes only 2 fingers to drive your car. 10. The terms Sooners and Huskers cause hairs on the back of your neck to stand up straight and your blood pressure to rise. 11. You have owned at least one belt buckle bigger than your fi

Illegal Immigration
Lengthy read, but awesome! Want to know why I am soooooooooo opposed to illegals--read this. Those of us that work can't retire until Medicare kicks in because we need health care. Got the basics in life such as a house/car/food, you can get sued by the same city/state/fed government that advertises to be our "uncle" (ie: Uncle Sam). STOP REWARDING ILLEGALS FOR BREAKING THE LAW. Send them "home" w/o U.S. money. Let them come to the US legally (then I would welcome them). The U.S. had a campaign a few years ago telling Americans to limit their families to 2 kids because we don't have enough room/food/water but let illegals have a dozen kids w/o paying and they get rewarded. The American way is skewed. Careful who you vote for. Joanne Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas , Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died the

Maybe I Am Paranoid
I just posted two Mumms concerning Nonviolence as an option. I noted people who I thought would add to the discussion in the Mumms and active. But they ignored both of my Mumms. Am I being shunned because I don't buy into all the sociological norms of the left or the right? I have seen some very strange inactivity as of late.

I Want A Man Like This...*sigh*
The other day, I was talking with a guy I know from my work at a convenience store when a nice thick cutie walked in. Well, of course my head turned. He made a comment about her not being bad for a fat chick, and when I commented that she was just my speed, he called me a chubby chaser. Well, I was offended! To me, the term "Chubby Chaser" sounds derogatory. I am a BBW & thick girl admirer. There is a difference. An admirer actually prefers the look and feel of a bigger woman to a thin one. A chubby chaser is a guy who is either lazy or has a low self esteem himself and views "fat chicks" as easy targets. A chubby chaser believes that a fat girl will be less likely to turn him down since he thinks she gets less attention from guys. A chubby chaser will fuck a fat girl, have the time of his life, then deny it or make a joke of it if he's busted with a big girl, saying he was drunk or pussy is pussy or something like that. He views big women like mopeds, fun to ride until a friend catche

Were Still Here
I JUST WANTED YOU ALL TO KNOW,THAT WE ARE STILL ALIVE AND KICKIN,I WOULD LIKE FOR US ALL TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH EACH OTHER,SO LETS MAKE OUR FAMILY STRONGER,LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS,OR IDEAS..WE ALSO HAVE THE NEW LOUNGE,GO CHECK IT OUT,THANKS GOES OUT TO SOULZ..SHE ROCKS..I LOVE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU..AND I HAVENT FORGOT ANY OF YOU..I HAVE TO SHARE MY COMPUTER WITH MY SON,SO SOMETIMES HE IS ON,PLAYING RUNSCAPE..BUT I WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THE THE FAMILY IS STILL A FAMILY..LOVE TO YOU ALL..BRENDA

Degrating!
as she sit's with the vibrater deep in her ass surching for an adunce to degrat her with thir ooo's and awl's the aploss she'll get will only be that of some random purvert's ball's slaping her clit while he rfuckes her cunt with the vibrater still in her ass! You nasty hor, You dirty slut! the nick names she has come to know and love! only because the attention is real and raw but its all she know's, so love her body intencely just till you bust where ever you feel like on her then go she won't mind!

No One
Everyone talks behind my back People lie to my face No one tells me the truth No one ever believes in me No one gives me the faith I need No one ever trust meNo one tells me right from wrong Everyone ignores what I say When I cry for help it goes all wrong Everyone has a special someone but me No one ever cares People just push me around No one ever holds me and tells me everything is going to be alright People just judge me by my protective shell No one ever tells me I'm the one to change it all No one ever tells me they love me for me People just don't take the time to get to know me No one tries to know the real me

Vampires In A Bar
It's Halloween and everyone's out trick-or-treating. A bartender is working the late-night shift at the bar. He looks outside and sees everyone in crazy costumes. He sighs and picks up a glass and starts cleaning it. At around midnight, a guy in a vampire costume walks in and sits at the bar. He says to the bartender "Hi. I'm a vampire and I'd like a cup of human blood please." The bartender looks at him skeptically. "No you're not. You're just wearing a costume." "No, no, really," he insists. "I'm a vampire and I'd like a cup of human blood please." "Alright," the bartender says. He goes in the back and comes out with a cup of blood. He gives it to the vampire who drinks it right away. "Thanks," he says, and leaves. An hour later another vampire comes in and sits at the bar. He says "Hi, I'm a vampire and I'd like a cup of human blood please." "Okay," the bartender says and goes in the back again. He comes out with another cup of blood. He gives it to the vampire

From Buster
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST IN CHERRY LAND! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U GET 5 BACK THEN U ARE FREAKIN SEXI -AND IF YOU GET MORE THAN THAT EVERYBODY THINKS YOU'RE FUCKIN FINE Send this to all ur sexii friends. Including person who sent it to u ....?SeXy?..?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy.?.....?SeXy? ......?SeXy? ...........?SeXy? ?SeXy?......?SeXy? .?SeXy?.......?SeXy? ...?SeXy?...?SeXy? .........?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy? ?SeXy??SeXy??

"i Wonder Why"
I sometimes wonder why peolpe are the way they are, I try to be nice and I try to make friends, But all I ever get is rejection every time. Whether it be love or friendship that I seek, It never seems to happen--not for me at least. I sit and I wonder, If I'll ever truly be happy, Or will I walk around in this state I'm in, For the rest of my days? I wonder what is wrong with me, that no one wants to be with me. Whether it's love or just friendship, I can't ever find. My heart is so caring--and definitely pure. So what is so wrong with me, that it can"t ever work? It hurts me so deeply--but theres no one there to care, But if my roles were reversed I'd still be there. Why must people be so cruel and unkind? maybe cuz theyve been hurt, but I have been too. Is it really to much to ask, for a true love or true friend, that I may call mine? BL 03/19/94

Emo Kid
Why do you cut little emo kid is it for attention? Why is the door shut little emo kid does it relieve the tension. Tell me little emo kid why do you hate yourself. Tell me little emo kid is there really something wrong with your mental health. Don't cry little emo kid theres nothing to cry about. Don't die little emo kid there is nothing left to doubt. Emo kids are fine maybe a little to stressed. Why do emo kids cut on a line are they really that depressed? Don't scream little emo kid because all the bloods been shed. Don't dream little emo kid because you know you'll end up dead. When do emo kids realize cutting is wrong could someone be to late? So I will sing the Emo kid song to reveal their destined fate.

Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Score Updated
Best Sexxy Eyes On Ct Contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Set Of Eyes Are....... with 1607 comments! 2nd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 964 comments! 3rd Set Of Eyes Are...... with 48 comments! 4th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 70 comments! 5th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 47 comments! 6th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 7 comments! 7th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 6 comments! 8th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 2 comments! 9th Set Of Eyes Are...... with 2 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks

Life Is What You.....
Found this one the net and had to share it.... LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT The power to succeed or fail is yours alone. You alone have the responsibility to shape your life. Nothing and no one can deny you greatness once you understand this. There's no one to stop you but yourself. No one can cheat you out of ultimate success but you. More powerful then all the success slogans ever written is the realization that everyone has but one boss. That boss is you. (now if more people in the world would realize this and do something about it instead of complaining all the time, then life would be grand)

Serving The Beast
My fingers shaking as I press the number four on my phone, the speed dial taking over with it’s familiar beeps. One ring…two…. “Are you there?” His voice comes from hundreds of miles away. “In the parking lot.” I say. “Turn it on.” The Beast in my ear gives the command in a tone as cold as steel, but at the edge of his words I can hear his excitement. I reach into my pocket, where the control is hidden and feel the tiny red phallus come to life, fresh batteries making even the first setting an intense thrill. A small whimper escapes me a result of both the sudden buzzing in my pants, and the realization of what it is I am about to do. His responding gasp eggs me on. It is nothing to me to be in my car with it on, still not too big a deal being semi public, but I am about to be fed to the wolves. Take a deep breath. Step out of the car. Excitement taking over me, mixed with urgency and embarrassment, I walk toward the entrance. The motorized doors making their hiss and s

If My World Came Crashing Down Around Me, Why Dont I Care?
I get a call yesterday. Seems the money for my sister in law to drive to Maine and move me to PA is gone. So guess who isnt moving. Heres how it affects me: I have resigned my job. So no income. My cable is set to be turned off soon, so no internet and no phone. I had to spend every penny of my savings to pay off my back rent and electric bill. So now Im stuck in an apartment I dont like, in a state I dont like, and theres pretty much nothin I can do about it. Im states away from my family, whom I havent seen in five years. Ive never felt so stuck in my life. But it doesnt bother me. Im not even one iota upset. Never cried about it, didnt get pissed off, didnt flip out. I dont get it. By rights I should be super pissed off. I should have gotten drunk last night, threw up in my shoe, and punched my fist threw a wall. I feel.....nothing.

Des
So I'm doing this to let you all know i i'm more on DES then anything you have a better chance to chat it up with me there. When you join let me know so i can find you and add you and do some posting with you all.

Life
Iam so sick of these men who make these babies then cant be bothered to take care of them. cause last time i checked it took two people to make a baby. I mean maybe they should take there kid for a whole wk and have there kid 24 7 and see how they like it. i mean it must be nice to take ur kid only 3 hrs a month and call urself a parent. well the other parent has the kid 24/7 then on top of that when i was working i had my kid and worked but u know the other parent only has to wrk and party and have fun while the mommy does all the wrk. i think these dead beat dads need a reality check and a crash course for parenting and how to use protection properly. cause if u are not gonna take caare of ur kid then stop having sex and making babys. thats what i say. I dont see how its fair that only one person deems all the responsibiliities i love my my kids i wouldnt trade them for anything i have owned up to my part of the responsibility but the man of course he gets away with his responsib

That Girl Is Weird
To whom it may concern, My name is Vanessa Rachelle im 20 yrs old and have serious plan for becomming a Piercer and a Tattoo artist one day. I also would love to continue my Modeling with the Gypsy Queens which is a really cool group of woman who are for "tat's NOT tit's" if any of you lovely ladies would like to know more about it just let me know we could always use more sisters. ciao bella

Ed Zachary Disease
> A woman was very distraught over the fact that she had not had a date or > any sex for over 5 years. She was afraid she might have something wrong > with her, so she decided to seek the medical expertise of the well known > Chinese sex therapist, Dr. Chang. > > Upon entering the examination room, Dr. Chang said, "OK, take off all your > crose." > > The woman did as she was told. > > "Now, get down and craw reery, reery fass to odderside of room." > > Again, the woman did as she was instructed. Dr. Chang then said, "OK, now > craw reery, reery fass back to me." > > As she did, Dr. Chang shook his head slowly. > > "Your probrem vewy bad. You haf Ed Zachary Disease. Worse case I ever see. > Dat why you not haf sex or dates." > > The woman asked anxiously, "Oh my God, Dr. Chang, what is Ed Zachary > Disease?" > > Dr. Chang sighed deeply and replied, "Ed Zachary Disease is when your face > look Ed Zachary like your ass."

Fart In Bed
IF THIS STORY DOESN'T MAKE YOU CRY FOR LAUGHING SO HARD, I don’t know what else would THIS IS A STORY ABOUT A COUPLE WHO HAD BEEN HAPPILY MARRIED FOR YEARS. THE ONLY FRICTION IN THEIR MARRIAGE WAS THE HUSBAND'S HABIT OF FARTING LOUDLY EVERY MORNING WHEN HE AWOKE. THE NOISE WOULD WAKE HIS WIFE AND THE SMELL WOULD MAKE HER EYES WATER AND MAKE HER GASP FOR AIR. EVERY MORNING SHE WOULD PLEAD WITH HIM TO STOP RIPPING THEM OFF BECAUSE IT WAS MAKING HER SICK. HE TOLD HER HE COULDN'T STOP IT AND THAT IT WAS PERFECTLY NATURAL. SHE TOLD HIM TO SEE A DOCTOR, SHE WAS CONCERNED THAT ONE DAY HE WOULD BLOW HIS GUTS OUT. THE YEARS WENT BY AND HE CONTINUED TO RIP THEM OUT. THEN ONE THANKSGIVING MORNING AS SHE WAS PREPARING THE TURKEY FOR DINNER AND HE WAS UPSTAIRS SOUND ASLEEP, SHE LOOKED AT THE INNARDS AND NECK, GIZZARD, LIVER AND ALL THE SPARE PARTS AND A MALICIOUS THOUGHT CAME TO HER. SHE TOOK THE BOWL AND WENT UPSTAIRS WHERE HER HUSBAND WAS SOUND ASLEEP AND, GENTLY PULLING TH

Faster-than-light Takes: The Results Of Hooky
Due to my creative escapades from work lately, I've somewhat caught up in my movie-watching th, be it at the cineplex or checking out videos at the library. So for all 2 or 3 of you who might care, here are my recommendations: * Mega-egos of the Hollywood: At Wit's End ... er ... Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End -- If you've seen the first two movies, or if you even have a vague recollection of the first two flicks and what they were about, then you've basically seen Pirates 3. Ah, yes, my friends Connie and Chip will beg to differ and perhaps disown me as a friend. But really, if there has ever been a blockbuster Hollywood trilogy based on something as relatively trivial as a theme park ride and yet so relatively unforgettable, it's Pirates of the Caribbean. Fun, perhaps. Unintelligable, most definitely. Sure, it was a riot watching Johnny Deep "fear and loathe" his way through the incredulous trilogy. Sure, it was funny seeing Keith Richards show up as his non-sensical dad

Tomorrow Is Supposed To Be A Happy Day
Here I sit, at my mother's house in my old bedroom, the first place that I ever made love, the first place I ever layed with the boy that would later be my husband, and tomorrow, June 10th, is my birthday, his birthday, our anniversary, and will make 9yrs to the day since I gave myself to him... But tomorrow will not be a happy day, instead of holding me, kissing me, and loving me like he always does, my Jimmy is locked away in a tiny jail cell, waiting to see if/when he will get to hold me again. Tomorrow, instead of holding him and telling him happy birthday/anniversary, I get to put my hand on a piece of glass and talk through a phone.... GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW IS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

Sts-117 Atlantis Flight Day 2
STS-117 Atlantis Flight Day 2 06.09.07 10:08 AM EST It has been a long standing NASA tradition to play a crew wakeup call song.... Todays Song: "Big Boys Toys" by Aaron Tippin, Played for Commander Frederick Sturckow. Atlantis is currently 7,000 miles behind Station gaining @ 840 miles per orbit (90 minutes). During its first full day in orbit, the STS-117 crew will inspect Space Shuttle Atlantis’ heat shield and prepare for Sunday’s arrival at the International Space Station. Crew members will use Atlantis’ robotic arm and an orbiter boom extension to check out the spacecraft’s underside, nose cap and leading edges of the wings and will also take a closer look at the OMS Pod blanket damage. The inspections are conducted to see if any damage occurred to the heat shield during the climb to orbit that began when Atlantis lifted off at 7:38 p.m. EDT from Kennedy Space Center, Fla. In preparation for Sunday’s activities, the crew will extend the shuttle’s dockin

To My Wife
I love the way you visit each night and fill my dreams with desire I love the way you touch my hand and fill my soul with fire I love the way you draw me near for a warm and loving embrace I love the way when I close my eyes I see your smiling face I love the way your lips meet mine for a passionate kiss I love the way just thinking about you fills my heart with bliss I love the way you never forget to kiss me hello or goodbye I love the way God's blessed me with such a wonderful wife .

My Heart To Rest
When you leave, lay my heart to rest I love only you, all else would be but a guest I had your life, but only for a short while In just a few short months the spirits will take your smile Leaving me with memories to hold for life They must have another plan for you on the other side I promised you id go on living, I promised to succeed He is waiting to care for and love only me "Im leaving you in good hands", is what you say But my love will follow you to heavens gate Ill try to move on, Ill promise to give my best But when you leave, they also lay my heart to rest

His True Self???
I've been with this guy for almost two yrs and he's always been like a shy little puppy but recently we've had new neighbors move in and we friended them, well the guy drinks alot and so has mine i guess to keep up and feel apart of the guy thing, but lately when he drinks there's been this bad attitude and i'm getting fed up already. can we have a good relashionship aand still hang with friends? it's pissin me off that sometimes i want to slap him, he makes himself look like such an ass when he drinks and i feel he's been showin his ass due to the neighbor guy. we've been engaged for almost a yr but tonight i found myself asking why? what is the point? he's still married to someone else and i've been sick of waiting! so tonight after an arguement i've taken the diamond off my ring finger and placed it on a nail on the wall, confused i sit and don't even want to think about it or even look at the ring that once was on my finger. is this wrong? i don't have cold feet but am tired of fee

One Of The Best Emails I've Ever Gotten!
I got this email and well.. I had to share it. I wanna add something to it though. If you don't support our men and women in the military, then YOU go fight in over 100 degree weather and send somebody's kid home! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11th, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9 /11. I'll ca

Fool...
Fool... You've smiled those perfect smiles, Darling, you've got it all; everyone is waiting, on the edge of their seats, Darling, they're waiting for you to fall. Oh, no one can tell what's behind the make up, Nor can they see that you are torn, Where all you truly want in life is to be loved; because your heart, oh well, it's worn. And laced in perfection, you are, Darling, you're stereotypical queen; you've been labeled and judged all your life, This is just another secret left unseen. They've put you up so high, So very high, upon a pedestal so tall; you're slowly dying inside as your mind collapses, Darling, we've been waiting for you to fall. Oh, and no one, no one, is going to catch you, Darling, this is life where you no longer rule; you've become a nobody, Darling, somehow you've become everybody's fool.

Finally
It's always been my dream to climb Everest, or at least go there. I used to go on about it all the time, recently though I'd given up. Well, I think I might be going next year, I'm only going to base camp but it's still gonna take 19 days in all counting trekking time and various stops to acclimatise on the ascent! During the climb we'll summit Kala Pattar which is 5,545m high! This is something I'd given up on and now there's a good chance that I'll be going!! :D I'm doing it as part of a charity event and have to raise a lot of money in the process, £3500 ($7000). Even if I do this, I plan to go back sometime and attempt to go a bit higher, cost is the only thing holding me back, that and the fact that it'll probably kill me! I can't believe this, actaully going to Nepal!!! :D

Mumms And Nodheads...
For the downraters and smartasses, what you DID NOT KNOW, is that what ever your opinion was, I rated everybody who voted 10's for their trouble. So for the nodheads who insulted me and my heritage, I gave ya 1's and blocked you. You did not have to be personal...

Friendship Test
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A

Racial Subjetcs
Ok y'all im just doing this to blow off a little steam.the past few weeks i've been very busy with my new life,so i have not yet posted anything on this subject but here it goes...as most can tell by my id name im a byrd i.e a "skinbyrd" and yes that means im a racist.i don't like anyone that isn't white and im in the fight to get all non whites out of America.I don't understand why it is that so many whites aren't involved in this fight,i mean hell more then half the white population doesn't even conceder them selfs white anymore...i.e wiggers and such.how in the world can u live your life this way to where your putting your own bloodline at risk of 0 population by the yr 2035,thats right studies have shown that at the rate that the white race is being erased out of America that the white race will be no more by the yr 2035...i have recently found that as a white women i will not stand for this any longer i have stood by far too long and let my country get raped by these people that a

What Gets Longer When Pulled
>>What gets longer when pulled, >>Fits between the boobs, >>Inserts neatly in a hole, >>And works best when jerked? >>(Scroll down to find the answer......) >> A SEAT BELT you pervert!! >> BUCKLE up and pass it on!!!!!

Really Now!
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Sincerely To All Of My Friends....
Dear Friends, I want to apologize to each and every one of you that have expressed care or concern for me during these past few months. I know I haven't been around. I haven't returned phone calls. I haven't returned emails. I have ignored most of all you. Please don't take this the wrong way. I appreciate you and need each and every one of you! I'm just going through the most difficult time in my life right now. I am facing more challenges right now than I have in my entire life. I truly appreciate all the comments, the cards, the letters, the phone calls and the out pouring of love that you have given me. It's just a difficult time in my life and it's one of those things you just have to go through. It's a process. I have tried to be my normal self a few times but I just can't. Too much going on in my head. I can't pretend as if life is just grand right now but I also don't want to dwell on it. You learn in time that as you mature life has it's processes an

This Is What I'm Thinking...
So....I've noticed at least once a day I get a group of chicks at a time checking me out. They always rate only 1 picture and typically it's my profile picture. Now, this is what i'm thinking. Are they checking out my page for ME (because ironically they never send ME a friend request)...or are they scoping my guys? I'd almost bet a million dollars it's the latter. I mean, give me some credit....I ain't dumb!!! LMAO! Seriously, I know CT is about friends and that's fine...befriend whoever and as many friends as you want...but don't use me to get your guys!!! Geeze chickadees, get your own!!! LMAO...and that's all I have to say about that. *giggles* Whew!!!....damn that felt good! And yes, I am a little territorial.....roflmao.

June 14 2007
Whoa -- did you really say that? You did, and what's more, you meant it. After your initial shock at your own boldness fades, you find that you're pleased with yourself. Now that you've found your voice, use it regularly. heres another that makes me laugh.I have had my voice forever..hahah

My Heart Is Black
My heart is cold, broken and black I have only one that i can blame This name i shall not give unto you For the things you did to me I've been hurt before but never like this My heart is cold My heart is broken My heart is black I scream out profanties at you You act as you hear not a word Evil and mean you have become I refuse to speak you name The one who has damned me My heart is cold My heart is broken My heart is black I longer can look you in the eyes So i shall not step into a mirrors view I am the only one to blame ME.....Myself.....and....."I" I made my heart Black

Why I've Left Here.
I'm probably barking up the wrong tree, but here's a few reasons why I'm never here any more. No particular order to it, jsut the order I think of them. I don't expect you to leave for these reasons, just know what's been going on with me. 1- I don't want to fan and friend you just because you did it to me. I've even written that on my page. Take the time to read it, don't just leave a comment expecting it from me because you did it. 2- DJs in particular- I don't want to listen to your radio program, either. I don't like what you play; if I did, I'd already be listening. I turned off anonymous shouts because of you... thanks. 3- I'm not here to comment bomb your latest contest. This isn't junior high, I'm not voting for you for class president because you're the most popular kid in school. I didn't like that 15 years ago, and I like it even less now. If you're pretty, intelligent, etc., I'll let you know. If the only way you can realize it is by me pasting 200 commen

Today Is A Special Day Dads...
Fathers are wonderful people Fathers are wonderful people, too little understood, And we do not sing their praises as often as we should, For Father struggles daily to live up to his image As protector and provider and hero of the scrimmage, And perhaps that is the reason we sometimes get the notion That fathers are not subject to the thing we call emotion. But if you look inside Dad's heart, where no one else can see, You'll find he's sentimental

56-the Crush
Sparks fly from inside Can't quite remember Was it in her eye Or just a long winter Losing sleep daily Elephants on my chest Vision lost clearly Here comes THE CRUSH Singing like a fool Dancing in the street It kicks like a mule Knocks you off ur feet Sky is a little more blue Rain is heaven blessed Nothing more to do Here comes THE CRUSH Thoughts collide Memories skip Like the rising tide The blush of her lips Painted shades of green In tiny hands a heart will bust What remains unseen Here comes THE CRUSH

Rough Times
had a real rough weekend this past weekend and it all finished today with me doing sutten i shouldnt have so unless u r certain people (and u know who u r) then give me a few days to myself to relax and recover from things. if u r one of the few people i will still talk to then u know how to get ahold of me

Best Husband On Ct Contest!
Best Husband On CT Contest! It can be a real husband or CT husband Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/20 thur 6/27 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Cold ~ Rain Song
Artist: Cold Song: Rain Song Album: Year Of The Spider When it rains I dont mind Let me stand here all night Did she take her whole life Let me know she's alright (chorus) And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying I'll stay strong, I'll be fine Carry on with my life I still stare at the sky Pray for rain, all the time Why'd you run? Did you hide Why'd you leave, no good bye When the clouds, take the sky Does a soul, give you life? And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains All the angels cry for you I'll never be the same I'll never be the same be the same be the same be the same And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it rains Are the angels crying And every time it rains I feel her holding me And everytime it r

Why Do People Have To Break Hearts?
I just got off the phone with a very close friend and ever since I hung up the phone Ive been pondering one question! Why do people have to break hearts? I mean espically the one that are labeled the "good ones" that a lot of people oversee.. The ones that wouldnt hurt a soul! Those are the ones that get shitted on the most in life.. A human being doesnt realize these kind of situations until there faced one on one. When it happens its a real eye opener to everyone.. Shows you that not everyone is the same theres many different kind of people almost like a chamelon with all its colors.. People wear many faces some are hidden and others are exposed! The only thing I can really say is if your a man and your reading this wondering why you havent found the "Right WOMEN" and are sick of going through Trial and Error with your other selections.. Please let me know and I will lead you to the right one.. Im not saying her name right now because I dont want to make her vulnerable anymore I trie

30 Foot Blaze Kills 9 Fire Fighters
S.C. Warehouse Fire Kills 9 Firefighters By BRUCE SMITH, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago Two firefighters mourn the loss of nine Charleston area ... CHARLESTON, S.C. - Fire swept through a furniture warehouse, collapsing its roof and killing nine firefighters inside _ the nation's deadliest single disaster for firefighters since the Sept. 11 terror attacks. "Nine brave, heroic, courageous firefighters of the city of Charleston have perished fighting fire in a most courageous and fearless manner, carrying out their duties," Charleston Mayor Joseph P. Riley said at a morning news conference. "To all of their loved ones, our heart goes out to them." Two employees in the building were rescued from the blaze, which broke out at about 7 p.m. Monday in the Sofa Super Store and warehouse, Riley said. One was rescued quickly, and firefighters punched a hole through a wall of the warehouse to reach the other, he said. Firefighters, police officers and other rescue workers

Better Left Unsaid
Something’s are better left unsaid Engraved on the heart, erased from the head Something’s people aren't brave enough to hear Even when the answer seems so clear So I write these words no one wants to face I can't let these thoughts that are so real go to waste With this pen I let flow The secrets of my soul This paper is my canvass Giving me freedom that is nothing short of miraculous Painting with words the pictures in my head Releasing the storms of my heart, created by things better left unsaid

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Heartbroken
K SO THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE WORST DAYS EVER!! I GOIN TO MY GIRLS HOUSE TO SEE MY PUPPY!! NOTICED THAT MY DOG IS SICK AND HAS PARVO, HES SOOOOO SKINNY SO I WAS TRYIN TO FEED HIM WHEN I GOT A PHONE CALL FROM MY MOM TELLIN ME THAT I NEED TO COME HOME, MY COUSIN THAT IS 8 AND A HALF MONTHS PREGNANT LOST HER BABY MONDAY MORNIN, SHE FELT THE BABY TIGHTIN UP N A BALL AND WOULDNT MOVE. SHE CALLED THE DOC AND THEY TOLD HER TO COME IN AND GET A SONAGRAM SO THEY COULD MAKE SURE THE BABY WAS FINE, AND THATS WHEN THEY TOLD HER SHE LOST THE BABY!! HIS INTESTINES DIDNT FORM ALL THE WAY AND EVEN IF SHE WOULD HAVE WENT FULL TERM TYLER STILL WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY REALLY SICK AND WOULDNT HAVE MADE IT ANYWAYS!! SO THEY MADE HER WAIT UNTIL TUESDAY MORNIN TO HAVE THE BABY!! THEY BROKE HER WATER MAKIN HER GIVE READY TO GIVE BIRTH WHEN THEY NOTICED THAT SHE WAS BLEEDIN MORE THAN NORMAL, BLOOD WAS EVERWHERE JUST POURIN DOWN HER LEGS AS SHE STOOD UP FOR JUST A FEW SECS!! FOR A FEW MOMENTS WE THOUGHT WE WAS

Dirty Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Bunny
Once upon a time, in a nice little forest, there lived an orphaned bunny and an orphaned snake. By a surprising coincidence, both were blind from birth. One day, the bunny was hopping through the forest, and the snake was slithering through the forest, when the bunny tripped over the snake and fell down. This, of course, knocked the snake about quite a bit. "Oh, my," said the bunny, "I'm terribly sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I've been blind since birth, so I can't see where I'm going. In fact, since I'm also an orphan, I don't even know what I am." It's quite OK" replied the snake. "Actually, my story is as yours. I too have been blind since birth, and also never knew my mother. Tell you what, maybe I could slither all over you and work out what you are, so at least you'll have that going for you." "Oh, that would be wonderful" replied the bunny. So the snake slithered all over the bunny, and said, "Well, you're covered with soft fur, you have really lo

Dedicated To The Fire Fighter's That Lost Their Lives!
I DEDICATE THIS TO THOSE THAT HAVE FALLEN YESTERDAY IN THE LINE OF DUTY! 9 BRAVE MEN DIED TODAY IN A BUILDING FIRE IN CHARELSTON, SOUTH CAROLINA, USA! THE ROOF CAVED IN ON THEM KILLING THEM AS THEY WE DOING A LAST SWEEP OF THE BUILDING TO MAKE SURE NOONE WAS INSIDE! PLEASE REMEMBER THESE MEN AND THEIR FAMILIES! CommentCloset Names of firefighters killed in Charleston, S.C. The ranks, names, ages and years of service of the nine men killed fighting a fire in Charleston, S.C.: - Capt. William "Billy" Hutchinson, 48, 30 years of service - Capt. Mike Benke, 49, 29 years - Capt. Louis Mulkey, 34, 11 1/2 years - Engineer Mark Kelsey, 40, 12 1/2 years - Engineer Bradford "Brad" Baity, 37, 9 years - Assistant Engineer Michael French, 27, 18 months - Firefighter James "Earl" Drayton, 56, 32 years - Firefighter Brandon Thompson, 27, 4 years - Firefighter Melvin Champaign, 46, 2 years CommentCloset FOR YOUR COURAGE, DEDICATION, SELFLESSNES

Men Quotes;-)
Why did God create men? Because vibrators can't mow the lawn. Madonna All men are not homeless, but some men are home less than others. Henry Youngman To attract men, I wear a perfume called 'New Car Interior'. Rita Rudner This guy says, 'I'm perfect for you, because I'm a cross between a macho and a sensitive man.' I said, 'Oh, a gay trucker?' Judy Tenuta Women speak because they wish to speak, whereas a man speaks only when driven to speech by something outside himself -- like, for instance, he can't find any clean socks. Jean Kerr Women now have choices. They can be married, not married, have a job, not have a job, be married with children, unmarried with children. Men have the same choice we've always had: work or prison. Tim Allen I love men, even though they're lying, cheating scumbags. Gwyneth Paltrow

Psa - Ladies, Your Vibrator Could Be Poisoning You!!
Most vibrators, dildos and “love dolls,” for instance — especially the soft, pliable “jelly” type — use some form of plastic. In an effort to make the materials softer and more lifelike, PVC plastics suppliers incorporate one or more members of a family of compounds called phthalates (FAY-lates). To hear some environmentalists tell it, using a vibrator that includes phthalates is akin to bathing in DDT. Alarmed, some sex toy retailers, most prominently San Francisco-based Good Vibrations, are banning toys that include phthalates. But to hear the chemical industry tell it, phthalates are about as benign as mountain spring water. So what is a sex toy consumer to do? Phthalates are used in perfumes, hair sprays, plastic raincoats, carpet backing, paints, medical devices and many other items. They are responsible for that “new car smell,” which goes to show you how much plastic is used in cars. Now they are showing up in people. As the fact of new car smell indicates, phthalates “off

Everywhere
Everything I do,Everywhere I go,there he is, He is in my Heart,The song in my car, the look in my eyes,the smile on my face, he is the thought on my mind,He is the dream at night,...The wish I make,He is never far, And he is everywhere.