I get a call yesterday. Seems the money for my sister in law to drive to Maine and move me to PA is gone. So guess who isnt moving.
Heres how it affects me:
I have resigned my job. So no income.
My cable is set to be turned off soon, so no internet and no phone.
I had to spend every penny of my savings to pay off my back rent and electric bill.
So now Im stuck in an apartment I dont like, in a state I dont like, and theres pretty much nothin I can do about it. Im states away from my family, whom I havent seen in five years. Ive never felt so stuck in my life.
But it doesnt bother me. Im not even one iota upset. Never cried about it, didnt get pissed off, didnt flip out.
I dont get it. By rights I should be super pissed off. I should have gotten drunk last night, threw up in my shoe, and punched my fist threw a wall.
I feel.....nothing.
