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Just Getting Home
Well we made it there and back and for sure a draining day. I have pics and will post as i can i have had a total of 2 hours sleep in 2 days so not sure how long i can prop myself up..lol From what i got from doctors his count is at 300 but they still wanna keep him a few days more not make sure all is still going well

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus - Class Assignment
Here's a prime example of "Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus" offered by an English professor from the University of Colorado for an actual class assignment: The professor told his class one day: "Today we will experiment with a new form called the tandem story. The process is simple. Each person will pair off with the person sitting to his or her immediate right. As homework tonight, one of you will write the first paragraph of a short story. You will e-mail your partner that paragraph and send another copy to me. The partner will read the first paragraph and then add anot her paragraph to the story and send it back, also sending another copy to me. The first person will then add a third paragraph, and so on back-and-forth. Remember to re-read what has been written each time in order to keep the story coherent. There is to be absolutely NO talking outside of the e-mails and anything you wish to say must be written in the e-mail. The story is over when bot

Gossip
In our appetite for gossip, we tend to gobble down everything before us, only to find to late, that it is our ideals we have consumed, and we have not been enlarged by the feasts but only diminished. > > >

All My New Wittle Cherris Hehe
So sorry i have not been able to get back wit every one and rate and comment back been a hectic day :) lol But to all my new friends hugz lottsa licks n kisses and a rate of 10++ to u all

My Opinion On Relationships
i have been on the net talking to men for a long time, i have met some good guys and i have met some bad guys. 9 out of 10 guys tell u a bunch of shit to make you fall for them with NO intention of ever meeting you or taking it to the next level and getting up off the phone. i have fallen for someone on the net, or on the phone and have never met them...well not right away..so i can never bash anyone when it comes to "i fell in love with someone i never met"...but i can also say that if a man does not meet you within 6 months then his ass never will. if he can tell you and promise you over and over again that he is coming, that he has to wait until his money is right or he has some time off to make the trip, he full of shit. if he truly felt the same way that you did then he would make that compromise and come see your ass. he would make a SUGGESTION on how you gonna meet up. he gonna be the bigger one and knowing that you have kids and cant come see you..he gonna step up and be the "m

2006 Christmas Survey
1.Get kissed under the mistletoe or in the snow? Mistletoe...i.e. WARMTH unless of course it's a kiss to melt the snow then maybe hmmmmmmmm 2. Santa or rudolph? Santa! 3. Stocking or presents? Both 4. Egg nog or hot cider? Neither yuck! give me a shot of vodka plz 5. Angel or star? Being an angel is boring!! I am a superSTAR!! oh you mean like on the tree...angel then ;) 6. Decorating the tree, or putting lights on the outside? Doesn't matter as long as someone else does it and I supervise!! 7. Warm cozy fires or sleigh rides? Sleigh Rides as long as I am warm and cozy otherwise I love sitting by a Cozy Fire 8. Family time or friend time? both 9. Expensive presents or presents that come from the heart? From the heart. 10. Snow ball fight or snowman? Snowball fight!!!!! It's on punkass!!! 11. Coal or presents? Presents.....duh 12. Open presents quick or slow? Slow I like to savor the expectation and anticipation..... 13. Diamonds or rubi

Stages Of A Female's Life
The last one is definately me. Someone has been taking my picture again without me knowing it. HA! HA! THE 5 STAGES OF A FEMALE'S LIFE 1. To Grow Up 2. To Fill Out 3. To Slim Down 4. To Hold It In AND 5. To Hell with it

Story Time? I Didnt Write It
Once upon a time there lived a girl. She slept in a lovely little cottage made of gingerbread and candy. She was always asleep. One morning she woke up and the candy had mold on it. Her father blew her a kiss and the house fell down. She realized she was lost.She found herself walking down a crowded street, but the people were made of paper, like paper dolls. She blew everyone a kiss good-bye and watched as they blew away

End World 2
Endless sun and sky, and who am I? These clothes, these eyes I look out of, I have no sense of self, on these sands. Have I walked for days or minutes? There is no salt in the air, dead blue sea, dead blue heaven. Have I died, am I somewhere else? am I someone else? Nothing in pockets, nothing in mind, I am as empty as this place. I look back, and see no tracks.

Holding On To Broken Handles
What if all along I had nothing to say And I sat here And typed out Nothing Then gave it away Or I could come Bug you Maybe drive you Nuts But then I would Hug you And slap at your butt Because even if I was At a loss for words And there may come A time where I do have nothing To say You’d be the one I told it to First For you understand That I need to play It is your smile It changes my day

Just To Much Going On....
idk there has just been so much goign on.. first the job i liek it but my feet hurt so bad and idk how to keep them from hurting..n then i had an ok day at work..but ppl still bitchin to much.. the movie aint working, cant see this cant hear that.blah blah blah.. i just wanna say u knwo wat shut up all we can do is try to fix it if not sorry get ur fucking money back..god n then say if ur gonan buuy fucking popcorn then when the movie is done throw it the fuck away so tis easyer on us to clean it .. dman.. but then other thing son my mind kinda just sad.. friends,family, n others.. then i get paid next friday.. geta new tat if i can if not then grr..umm idk wat else just so much on my mind right now n im sure u all dont want to hear about it but i had to type it out n let it out.. just cryed n it sucks ass.. but ohh well gotta cry sum time when to much stuff is built up over time n not letting it out but ohh well thats just me keep it in n dont let it out n its not good.. but ohh w

One Of Our Mission Statements - From Fakebusters
One of our core mission statements is that NO matter how hard and long we are baited by accusations, drama, attacks or whatever anyone wants to throw our way, the dedicated staff here at fakebusters will not be drawn into any variety of it other than the ones involving fakes and busting them. Some people have resulted to posting default pics that clearly aren't them looking for us to take the bait. We are veterans here. And know the game. And we can sleep nights knowing we are doing the right thing. And those that support us can too! Everyone's entitled to their opinions, and we encourage that. It's what makes CherryTap light years ahead of myspace. THANK YOU ALL AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT! - The Staff At Fakebusters.

I Have A Question?
Hey I have a question.. What would say about someone who keeps saying that they are, 1) A Annaconda (which is just scary) 2)A Kitty 3) A lion I don't know but I think he may be having an idenity crisis..

Blood Rage (poem)
Sick and tired of your lies See the rage within my eyes everyday intensifies Pain inside is all I know Seed of hate is what you sow Feed it well and watch it grow Fuck it all and fuck you too I hate you for all you do These feelings are nothing new You're the source of my dismay Cannot stand another day Wish you'd go the hell away Your push always come to shove Hatred has replaced all love On my hands I want your blood Watch you under blood red sky Want you dead and it's no lie Cross my heart I hope you die I can spit back in your face You'll vanish without a trace Leave behind the human race Layed to rest, I lay you down Hide your body, won't be found Buried 6 feet underground Finally freed from this cage Can now silence my blood rage On this time, I turn the page

Friendship
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

My First Genital Piercing
My first genital piercing. Just a little bit about Me. My name is Dave although My mate's call Me Dulux, long story, and I live in Cornwall. I was 28 yrs old when I had My first Tattoo. A bit of a late starter I know but I've made up for it since. I've now got over 29 quite large Celtic pieces on me and more planned. Also I've 4 C.B.B's in My left ear and barbells in both My nipples. I had My ear's done first when I was 14 yrs old but they grew over in my late teens. I had them redone three years ago after I had my nipples done But for quite a while now I've wanted to have my genitals pierced but have chickened out on many times.Untill the other day that is. So if you are sitting comfortably then I'll begin. Having had a new tattoo done, but that's another story, I'd forgotten to get some more puran( this is the stuff I use to heal my tattoo's)so I had to go back to the studio after a couple of days as I'd ran out. So off I went back to the studio, whilst there I had a quick c

Faith Is Belief With Legs On It!
Romans 10:17 “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.” ================================================== Have you ever wondered why some people seem to have so much faith, others have weak faith, and some have no faith at all? Is God unfair? No, God is no respecter of persons. He has given to every man a measure of faith. And so, what is faith? Let me first say what it is not. Faith is not positive thinking or optimism. It is not a feeling that you can do something. It is not a hunch or looking on the sunny side of the street. Faith is getting a word from God and acting upon it. You see, you can get a word from God and believe that word, that is belief. But, when you act upon it, that is faith. Faith is belief with legs on it. Today is the day that you put your foot of faith upon the promises of God and say, “That promise is mine!” REMEMBER: Faith is belief with legs on it.

Darkness
Sitting alone in the darkness To many memories fade burning all the times away I dreamnt tomorrow will have better things to say and the stars would come out tonight the cracks keep on growing the depths getting deeper take a taste fly away into the darkness i shall lie until another day

Wtf Is Wrong With You People?????
OK I WANT TO KNHOW WHAT THE FUCK THE USE IF OF RATINGS IF YOU ALL EXPECT A 10?????? I JUST GOT MY PROFILE RATED FROM A 10 TO A 1...I AM ASSUMING IT IS BECAUSE I WAS RATING PICTURES AND DIDNT LIKE ONE SO.....OH FUCKING WELL GET OVER YOUR SELF...MY PROFILE ROCKS AND IF YOU CAN NOT TAKE CRITISISM DO NOT BOTHER TO RATE MYNE AT ALL...FOLLISH PERSON THAT YOU ARE!!!!!MUCH CHERRY LOVE AND RESPECT...YOUR FRIEND Tammy

Lost
I lost everything when i lost you. I lost mylife when i lost you. I lost my senses when I find my self in a deep misery. I lost my pride when I lost my potency of loving you. I never stop my self to love you. I apart my self from your loving thought. I lost everything when I lost you. I am lost in my own world. I am looking at you in my blur eyes. I know you will come to me. And I will get everything I wanted. I will not lose anything because you are not lost for me. Your sweet and tender smile gives me the pleasure of this world. It’s a gift from heaven when I will find you in my arm But I just lost my way to get back to you. I lost everything when I lost you.

Epcot And Find The Dot.
Okay. I'm going to be kicking a dead horse, but for those of you who read this, you'll be fine. I promise. If you fall out, you probably need a nap. I am more than slightly tired of being "slapped" in the face with breasts. I'm not speaking physically, mind you. I doubt there's a person alive who knows me well who is brave enough to treat me in such a fashion. There's probably a few people who don't know me well who are stupid enough to attempt to do something like that, but I'd remedy that in a jiff. That aside, it gets on my ever-lovin' nerves when I see some female with breasts the size of Epcot spilling out of her clothing. I think the one that gets on my nerves the most would be the one where the female is pushing her breasts together and up. Ugh. This little rant was inspired a moment ago when some female's blast blasted my poor eyes with her abnormally large breasts-you guessed it-spilling forth out of her clothing while she squished 'em together and up! Mind you,

Spirituality / Sensuality
I'll admit that for many years I wrote off the idea of "tantric sex" as New Age nonsense or an excuse for those who practiced it to have group sex with each other. But in recent years, I began researching Tantra and I learned that I was quite wrong. Tantra, it turns out, helps couples with difficulty reaching orgasm, premature ejaculation, and reconnecting in a deep sexual way. Whether you are struggling with sexual dysfunction or you just have a case of sexual blahs, Tantra can help. Tantric sex helps men and women blend their different sexual energies. According to Tantra, women's sexual energy originates in the heart and, if all goes well, pours down to her genitals. Men's sexual energy originates in the genitals and then (sometimes) moves up to the heart. The best sex happens when both people are stoking their energy in both places. That's where the work comes in-it's part emotional, part physical and part spiritual. Breathing and eye contact lay the groundwork. You and yo

Survey
The Best Myspace Survey * . . About You . . * Eye Color:: green/hazel Hair Color:: red Height:: 5'5 Favorite Color:: pink/lime green Screen Name:: misskateganjamis Favorite Band:: porcelain and the tramps Favorite Movie:: requiem for a dream Favorite Show:: surreal life Your Car:: yellow jeep wrangler Your Hometown:: norfolk/walpole Your Present Town:: norfolk Your Crushes First Name:: Your Grade:: 11 Your Style:: w/e i want * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: YES Kissed someone in the rain?: YES Danced in a public place?: NO Smiled for no reason?: YES Laughed so hard you cried?: YES often Peed your pants after age 8?: NO Written a song?: YES Sang to someone for no reason?: yes Performed on a stage?: YES Talked to someone you don't know?: YES Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: YES Made out in a theatre?: YES Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yup Been in love?: TWICE * . . W

Patricks Rating On My Sexyreport Card
Magic Man Patrick rated me as indesciblable on my sexy report card. Gotta love those ratings. Anyway I don't have anyore time to write as I have to get ready to goto the bar. See ya'll later.

"loving Hearts Miles Apart"
Loving Hearts Miles Apart There are many miles between us, But our hearts see not the distance. Drawing our love even closer, On this my heart it is insistent. When we talk my heart sings, You'll never know the happiness it brings. Just to hear a word from you, Keeps my heart from being blue. I love you truly, yes I do. I forever want to be with you. For now I'll settle for the phone, But know it's in your dreams that I belong Longing for the day we greet, Two loving hearts will then get to meet. Never more to be apart, Knowing it was long distance we got our start.

Don't Get It...
You broke my heart You broke my mind... You hurt me, You turned on me... You say you love me, but then you hurt me, You say you love me, and then you desert me... You never knew me the way you thought you only wanted me for just one thing... You never wanted me for any other... And now you don't want me at all..... You know who you are... you know what I mean. You broke my heart... but what does that mean?? Do you even care? Should I even bother?? Or just give up, Fuck it.. you're wish is my command... You are forgotten...

Random
HELLO everyone nice to see you all ... listen i need some help i am new to this and need some comments and some freinds so please help me outall u can .... and if there anything u wannaask me go ahead i will answer any uestion love skitzyp

Part Three
Now it‘s Saturday and we’re on the way to her boss’ house. Shannon has on the sundress when the light hits it just right one can see through. She hasn’t said anything since getting in the car and I begin to wonder if she is serious. As the house came into view my heart starts racing. The yard is large on about a hundred acres. To the rear of his property is a dense wooded area. From the public road we are on I could see the front, a beautiful two story, white house with a ranch style porch. But most importantly there were no other cars. Maybe this was just a rouse after all, something to turn me on. As we turn on the private road I heard Shannon take a deep breath. My heart sped back up. The road came to the house from the side. Behind the house stood a large elevated deck. The whole back yard is beautifully landscaped Coming to the house I saw a catering van. So a party is definitely taking place. I pull right next to the van not thinking that once the horseshoe dr

Here Is A Long One. . .
Even though her back was turned she knew he was there. She could feel him in the room with her. Her legs began to feel weak and her pussy wet just from the thought of his presence. He was moving closer to her. Her skin tingled, her breathing stopped, her heart raced. She could feel him behind her, feel his breath on her neck. She closed her eyes as his body heat overtook her. His hands lifted the robe from her shoulders and dropped it to the floor at her feet. She closed her eyes when she felt his hands on her shoulders slowly slide down her arms to her hands and catch her fingers in his. He began kissing her neck with slow gentle kisses, then moved on to gentle bites. Her hands gripped his harder and with an almost animalistic growl she turned in his arms and kissed him hard. As her tongue snaked into his mouth her hands found his shirt and ripped it from his body. He grabbed her shoulders again and pushed her back until she was up against the wall. One of his hands holding bo

Boise State Broncos Vs Oklaholma Sooners
What a game? Did anyone watch it? I think this game was one of the best games I have seen other than the Georiga game. Boise state had the heart to stay in the game and keep fighting towards victory,and they succeded. Wow the nerver of the coach to go for 2 pts at the end was a very tough and brave decision. I think he deserves the MVP of the game. All I can say is wow after 2 overtimes it was great.

A Little Humor To Start The New Year Off
A hip young man goes out and buys the best car available: a brand new Ferrari GTO. It is also the most expensive car in the world, and it costs him $500,000. He takes it out for a spin and stops for a red light. An old man on a moped (looking about 75 years old) pulls up next to him. The old man looks over at the sleek, shiny car and asks, "What kind of car ya' got there, sonny?" The young man replies, "A Ferrari GTO. It cost half a million dollars!" "That's a lot of money, "says the old man. "Why does it cost so much?" "Because this car can do up to 320 miles an hour!" states the young dude proudly. The moped driver asks, "Mind if I take a look inside?" "No problem," replies the owner. So the old man pokes his head in the window and looks around. Then sitting back on his moped, the old man says, "That's a pretty nice car, all right ... but I'll stick with my moped!" Just then the light changes so the guy decides to show the old man just what his car ca

I Am 1000 Comments Behind :( We Have Until Sunday...
Guys I have finally entered a contest here on Tap for Sexy legs. I am hoping those that I have helped out and commented bombed will take the time to do the same for me as well as repost my bulletion. They have decided to mark a bunch of the pics NSFW so the best I can do it paste the link to my legs in here. So if you have the time go back slap a few comments on there for me!! I would greatly appercaite any showing of love. I have 1372 friends and if you all can post 2 or 3 comments I shouldnt have any problems. Like I said any and all help would be awesome!! As it stands I am 1,000 comments behind but we have until Sunday to get me back into first place. Anyone that helps me out will be rewarded at my cost so PLSSS come out and help me!! Muah Love to my Cherries!! Copy and Paste this link in your broswer to get to my pic. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=76743&albumid=162791&i=2605203883#

What Type Of Sex Do You Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Ho's Of Love
I was described the other evening in a way, well, that I think was supposed to an insult, but I thought was actually kind. 'Reverend, you are a 'love whore', who is completely unavailable', are the words I was told as we neared the dreaded last call moment. I had just spent an evening with a friend who dropped around midnight, so I took her home, and realized shortly after that I was, in fact, not ready for the fun to be over. I went to another bar, headed out on the porch, and sat with several buddies and new acquaintances until we were told 'you do not have to go home, but you cant stay here'. Before that sad event took place, since I have known several of the other porch creatures for a while now, there were many hugs and kind words being tossed around along with our glass covered nectar. It was just an honestly good time being enjoyed by some damn fine people. Then, the words dropped. Before I could even reply, I heard a 'What the hell does that mean?' So, she explained 'Every time

Unbelievable
I cant believe I'm still computerless. Now windows wont load ; keep gettin an error message. Oh well, all I can do is keep tryin,wish me luck. Ever heard that saying, "if it werent for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all?" hahaha

Which Greek God/goddess Are You?
Which Greek god/goddess are you? HermesYou are Hermes! Hermes was the messenger god.Hermes was known for his helpfulness to mankind, both in his capacity as immortal herald and on his own initiative. When Perseus set out to face the Gorgon Medusa, Hermes aided him in the quest. According to one version of the myth, he loaned the hero his own magic sandals, which conferred upon the wearer the ability to fly. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Southern Womans Guide To Mr. Wrong
Here Are Some Sure Signs That Your Man Is Headed Down The Wrong Tracks! 1. He Calls His Mamma More Than He Calls You 2. He's Asked Your Sister, Cousin, Friend Or Recently Divorced Aunt

A Holloween Party
> > > A couple was invited to a masked costume Halloween party. > > > > > The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party > > > > > alone. > > > > > He,being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and > > > > > said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed, and there was no > > > > > need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his Batman > > > > > costume and away he went. > > > > > > > > > > The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, >awakened > > > > > without pain, and, as it was still early, decided to go to the party. In > > > > > as much as her husband did not know what her costume was, she thought she > > > > > would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she > > > > > was not with him. She put on a Goldilocks costume. So she joined the > party > > > > > and soon spotted her husband cavorting around > > > > > on the dance floor, dancing with ever

Heart With 4wd By 4runner
Drivin' down a dark road Can't see my hand in front of my face I'm just spinnin' my wheels again Stuck in this same old place Oh, the bridge is out up ahead And the river's on the rise I'm too far gone to turn around I need a heart with 4 wheel drive CHORUS I can't get no traction When I look into your eyes When you kiss me tenderly My wheels get paralyzed Somewhere down the highway I'm gonna find that exit sign But I can't get these wheel turnin' I need a heart with 4 wheel drive I need a heart with 4 wheel drive Every time you crank me up You take me down a dead end street You hitch a ride just long enough To watch me overheat Well, I've got tears all over my windshield And rain pouring out of my eyes There's only one way out of here I need a heart with 4 wheel drive

Perfect Partner Survey
Perfect Partner SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comHow tall should they be?5\'5What should they weigh?160What hair color should they have?BlondeWhat kind of personality should they have?FunOlder or younger?youngerSerious or carefree?carefree

Empty Trust
I do not belive in love anymore, I do not believe in hope anymore, I do not believe in you anymore. All I;ve left to believe in, Is death and emptiness. The cowardliness of your actions, Left an and open wound in my heart. I do not belive in love anymore. The shattered shards of my dreams, Swirl down your clogged up drain. I do not belive in hope anymore. You've made me keel over in pain, A hurt wedged deep in my heart. I do not belive in life anymore. Many a time you left me waiting, But all the while you weren't coming. I do not beleive in you anymore. All I've left is death is emptiness.

This One Is For Shanta
as i look deep into your eyes my heart races with love pumping it all around my body wanting you to take me in your arms and hold me tight forever for as i will have this love racing around my body forever for without you i could not bare to be alone without you here with me... with love to you

Grandparents!! Outta The Mouths Of Babes!!!
My young grandson called the other day to wish me Happy Birthday. He asked me how old I was, and I told him, "62." He was quiet for a moment, and then he asked, "Did you start at 1?" ********************************************************************* After putting her grandchildren to bed, a grandmother changed into old slacks and a droopy blouse and proceeded to wash her hair. As she heard the children getting more and more rambunctious, her patience grew thin. At last she threw a towel around her head and stormed into their room, putting them back to bed with stern warnings. As she left the room,she heard the three-year-old say with a trembling voice, "Who was THAT?" ******************************************************************* A grandmother was telling her little granddaughter what her own childhood was like: "We used to skate outside on a pond. I had a swing made from a tire; it hung from a tree in our front yard. We rode our pony. We picked wild raspberr

Coughhorkchokeglagghhhhhhhhhhdie
i'm sick. it hurts. i thought my head was going to crush in. turned out it was congestion lol. i've never really had that where like, it actually causes pain so i didn't know what was going on. This is where I mention that I was infact in gifted class in school, doing work more advanced than others in my grade. I bring this up to prove i'm not stupid, but i don;t think i'm convincing anyone :P. I'm rambly. People should buy me stuff. maybe i'll get better then. lol. btw, it's jenny's birthday on the 10th. i have to go blow my nose and try to pass out before i have to go out and drink lots and then work tomorrow morning. this is gonna suck.

The Burden (a Story Of Everyone Lifes!)
"Why was my burden so heavy?" I slammed the bedroom door and leaned against it. Is there no rest from this life? I wondered. I stumbled to my bed and dropped onto it, pressing my pillow around my ears to shut out the noise of my existence. "Oh God," I cried, "let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake up!" With a deep sob I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed the blackness that came over me. Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its source: the figure of a man standing before a cross. "My child," the person asked, "why did you want to come to Me before I am ready to call you?" "Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that... I can't go on. You see how hard it is for me. Look at this awful burden on my back. I simply can't carry it anymore." "But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens upon Me, because I care for you? My yoke is easy, and My burden is light." "I knew You would say that. But why does mine have to be so he

A Childs Death
Sometimes this job really sucks. Last night I witnessed something for the first time in my short career that I never want to see again. Not long after I got to the hospital for my shift (I am on call this weekend)I was called to the ER, when I got there, the ER doc told me we had an admission and also a pediatric code in progress. I went to the room with the pediatric code. The other ER doc and the pediatrician among many other people were already in there working on the child, so I stayed out of the way and watched. It was a 4 month old baby boy. He had already been intubated and they were doing chest compressions and other PALS procedures. Looking at his color I already knew things were not gonna turn out like we all wanted them to. Preliminary diagnosis is SIDS, Sudden Infant Death Syndrome, that has no good reasoning and happens more than any are really aware of in everyday life. When the ER doc looked up and shook his head to the others and they all stopped, my heart lurch

Dj Malin - January 7th - 9:30pm - 1am Est
I'd intended to help my audience bring in the new year last week with a special show but thanks to the lovely bug which has been going about for the last few weeks I was out of commission... so join me tonight if you will for another episode... and aanother segment of Tie Me Up (my play on words for playing a series of music who are linked in some way, shape or form) Contact me while on air on these messaging services: YAHOO IM: DJMalinborn MSN MSG: Malin@Dream-Designs.net AIM MSG: DJMalinborn Sunday January 7th 9:30pm - 1:00am EST Only on Phantom Voice Radio!

First Kiss
First Kiss by Gibs You leaned over and you kissed me I felt my knees go weak You leaned over and you kissed me I couldn't even speak You leaned over and you kissed me With a passion flowing free You leaned over and you kissed me Sparks flew that we could see You leaned over and you kissed me A touch so soft and tender You leaned over and you kissed me A kiss I would remember You leaned over and you kissed me I'm sure I kissed you back You leaned over and you kissed me With the fire no kiss should lack You leaned over and you kissed me You left me wanting more You leaned over and you kissed me My soul you did explore You leaned over and you kissed me My heart no longer full of pain You leaned over and you kissed me Darling, kiss me once again

Puppy Update...
man what a weekend...so many ups and downs! At this moment it is one of those down moments. The runt puppy died in my hand this morning while I was waiting on Amber to bring its bottle. I knew this was probably coming but it still sucks... the remaining five are all active, healthy and LOUD when they are ready to eat again. LOL, and cute too...

The Apprentice
Yay the new season of The Apprentice is on tonight. I'm currently watching Grease: You're the One that I Want, it's pretty good too. The Apprentice is something that me, my dad, and brother always watch together. We order pizza and stuff so it is fun. Nice to do together. My mom watches too but only sometimes. I'm glad it is on Sunday nights because we close at 6 on Sunday so I will never have to worry about missing it. That's all I got I guess

Dreammaker, Can You Make Me A Good Dream Tonight???
Yes, I have had many good dreams in my lifetime that leave me wanting to jump out of bed and racing for the bathroom to get dressed and ready to go, go, go and forge ahead to the glorious upcoming day. It is the bad dreams that stick in my mind for-ever. Why, exactly, is that?? When each of my relatives died, I dreamt about their death and knew even before I got a phone call or knock on the door -- my grandparents, my great grandmother, my uncle, and my cousin. Two weeks before my last husband died, I had a dream that, as we were sitting in Church and holding hands as we always did, he was drifting apart from me in the pews. Next, as I went looking for him, I went to the Cynthia Woods Pavillion Center and looked for him. Saw him for a bit, then he drifted further away from me. Then, we were in a performance theatre, and he was drifting further away from me. Next, we were in a huge stadium. I saw him way up in the bleachers, but as I walked towards him, he was drifting fu

Summary Of The Year On My Computer
I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forw

5 Questions That Women Ask Their Mates
5 frequently asked questions women ask guys The questions are: 1. What are you thinking about? 2. Do you love me? 3. Do I look fat? 4. Do you think she is prettier than me? 5. What would you do if I died? What makes these questions so difficult is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument if the man answers incorrectly (i.e., tells the truth). Therefore, as a public service, each question is analyzed below, along with possible responses. Question # 1: What are you thinking about? The proper answer to this, of course, is: "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, thoughtful, caring, intelligent woman you are, and how lucky I am to have met you." This response obviously bears no resemblance to the true answer, which most likely is one of the following: A. Football. B. Golf. C. How fat you are. D. How much prettier she is than you. E. How I would spend the insurance money if you died.

This Is Just Funny.....
A little girl asked her Mom, "Mom, may I take the dog for a walk around the block? Mom replies, "No, because she is in heat." "What's that mean?" asked the child. "Go ask your father. I think he's in the garage." The little girl goes to the garage and says, "Dad, may I take Belle for a walk around the block? I asked Mom, but she said Belle was in heat, and to come to you." Dad said, "Bring Belle over here." He took a rag, soaked it with gasoline, and scrubbed the dog's backside with it and said, "Okay, you can go now, but keep Belle on the leash and only go one time around the block." The little girl left, and returned a few minutes later with no dog on the leash. Surprised, Dad asked, "Where's Belle?" ( YOUR GONNA LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!! ) The little girl said, "She ran out of gas about halfway down the block, so another dog is pushing her home."

Basic Skills
Shutdown Definition Shutdown means stopping all psychic activity, totally but temporarily. Closing all psychic perceptions lets you stop to understand what you have experienced. It helps you recover from emotional surprise or shock and return to reality. When psychic experiences frighten you, take a step back and relax. Breathe. Consider whether you really need to shut down, or whether you’d do better to think things over. Shutting down means you will have to completely stop thinking about what happened. Sometimes this may not be helpful. If thinking about the experience bothers you too much, or makes your energy feel bad, go ahead and shut down for a while. If, instead, you can stop using the ability for a few minutes, sit back, and think, do that instead. Shutting down all abilities is an extreme step. It can always be reversed, but it will take some effort to open again. The section on personal changes discusses frightening experiences in detail. Shutting Down Shutdown h

A Difference
I just got off the phone with someone at a nursing home and have an interview set up at 10 a.m. next monday. I know the job will suck because thats where people go to die.. But I do want to work there to make a difference in someones life. I actually want to make that effort to help make their day a little better. I know that the attachment will be awful when they die but hopefully they will go happy. I just hope that I can make that difference even if they just smile once. I hope I get the job.. I want to be good at something

Why Choose Death When You Can Choose Life
Ok, I wrote this once and it deleated so here i go again I just returned from sitting with a very ill woman. She is 59 years old and cannot do anything for herself. It is so hard to sit back and watch someone you care about suffer so much. This woman is my mother in law. I have been married to her son for almost 19 years. We had our ups and downs and falling outs but we became close eventually. And the reason she is so sick is because she smoked 2 packs a day for about 40 years. She started going down hill, I guess, about 10 years ago. The doctors told her that she had millions of tiny pin holes in her lungs from the cigerattes. They told her that if she quit now that her lungs would heal themselves. The doctors told her that it takes 7 years for the lungs to repair themselves and that she was not to far gone that they wouldnt. Well, her reply to that was, "you have to die from something" She is now regreating thoes words today. She never quit smoking. Then about 3 years ago, s

Help...
hey hot cherry lovers can u help me please i got my bellybutton done and now i feel brave enough to get a tattoo i want a nice sexy one on my lower back please can anybody show me some sexy tattoos id be so grateful xx juicywetlipsxxx

Not Again ....
Hey God it’s me again you’ve heard my cry before I’m the one who gave up on you when I thought you shut the door I’m the one who fought you each and everyday and the one who couldn’t even bow my head to pray I’m the one who cried each and every night hoping one day I would finally die I’m the one who would never let you in but every time I thought you failed me I got mad at you again I’m the one who fought you when you told me to obey and the one who said maybe tomorrow not today. But then one day you came and took me by the hand and told me it would be okay and that I needed to understand that never once did you give up on me or shut the door in my face, that when I felt that tug on my heart that was you in your place. That every time I ignored you I broke your heart in two and when I called on you your joy was renewed. But God I’m at that point again where I can’t take it anymore where something I can’t handle is festering in my core. Lord each time I call on you I feel so

Waiting For The Other Shoe To Drop...
I do try to be optimistic honestly I do. But all the sudden I am overcome with fear that something just has to go wrong. Things are going too good. I just found out I got my loan & am registering for school tomorrow... yippie. I am giving my 2 weeks notice tomorrow & then on the 25th I have orientation for my new job. Minimal saturdays (as opposed to the every other weekend I do now) no holidays ( I work every other now) flexible schedule (which I have to beg borrow or steal to get a day off now).This new job opportunity came at just the right time to give me a kick in the ass to get to school and do what I need to do. I also have the potential to have a sort of relationship. Which I am finding all kinds of issues with, but I dont know if there really are issues there or if Im making them up in my own mind. My friend told me last night that the reason I run is because I am afraid to be happy... isnt that ridiculous? shit maybe I am. Maybe the reason why I havent had a relationship f

The Marine
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the strang

Help Before This Affects Your Family...
I'd like your help with a noble cause. please take a few minutes out of your busy day to read this message and watch my video. I produced and directed a short documentary following a missing child case in Omaha, Nebraska. I had no budget, no backing, just the help of some talented friends(tyler chesher, @mic and matt crocco) , a mac, some video cameras and the inspiration of real life heros. The piece is compelling, heartbreaking and eye opening. THE LINK BELOW WILL TAKE YOU TO A SHORT DOCUMENTARY PRESENTATION; A SNAPSHOT OF SIX MONTHS IN THE LIFE OF MARC KLAAS, HIS STAFF, AND THE FAMILY OF A MISSING CHILD SEEKING THEIR HELP. The presentation covers the heartbreaking story of a missing child from the perspective of Marc Klaas and his team, as well as the family of the missing child, Amber Harris. You may have heard of Marc. On Oct 1, 1993, his twelve-year-old daughter Polly was kidnapped and murdered . Devastated, Marc pursued a life of activism with

Random Questions
1. What is your Boyfriend/girlfriends name?missi 2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?i go comando 3. What are you listening to right now spongebob squarepants (hey i have kids) 4. Whats your favorite number? 6 or 13 5. What was the last thing you ate? PB&J 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?Black 7. How is the weather right now?chilly 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?My buddy 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?eyes 11. Do you drink? socially 12. Do you smoke? yes 13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? yes 15. Eye Color?brown 16. Do you wear contacts?no 17. Favorite Holiday? winter solstice 18. Favorite Month? December 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? no 20. What was the last movie you watched? Lords of dogtown 21. Favorite Day of the Year? Dec 21 22. Are you to

My Bros Bak!!!
i wanted to thank yooh guy sooo much for all tha good thoughts prayers n what not my bro has made it bak to camp as of 2day (1/10/07) @ 2356 iraq time welll duh im sooo happy im cry again yeee but ya thank yooh all soo much much luvez yall muahz!!!!!

Friends
God Saw you hungry & created McDonalds, Wendys, and Dairy Queen . He saw you thirsty & created Coke, Juice, Coffee and Water GOD saw you in the dark & created Light. GOD saw you without a Good looking , adorable , FRIEND......... so He created ME Send this on to your good friends who are so lucky to have YOU for a friend also !!!! Walk this day in peace and in the warmth of the SON.

Yes (((( Women Only ))))
The tropical night embraces Sticky sweet and lingering Native insects circle swirling Whirring in the breeze Leaning on the rail His scent weighs heavy Rising from his shoulders Natural and so male His naked chest rises Heaving with each breath Pierced protruding nipples glint Winking with the moonlight His eyes squint serious Peering toward the distance Change is in the air Seeping from the seams In silence our connection deepens Guarding against the world We two standing together This moment must be the test He turns to me My bare feet planted firm He takes my waist And my arm Something’s happening I feel it too It lies behind his eyes Travels to his tongue He crouches to one knee Right there before me My mind’s puzzled The obvious it denies My own breath is stifled I feel a tear in my eye He fingers my skirt Playing with the hem A devious smile flashes And then he digs in His tongue explores Wher

I Dont Do Multiple Blogs
I have learned over the years that there is no way I can blog in multiple places... so... I blog in only one place and anyone that is interested in the things I have to say can find it here http://www.shanifaye.typepad.com please leave me comments on there, I enjoy reading them

Dedicated To My Son Alan
It’s only been two days, since I reluctantly dropped off my son Alan at the recruiters office in Reno Nevada. As I sat in his room, holding his pillow with tears pouring down my eyes, I could not help but think that this young boy will be a man when he returns home to me. Is it selfish to worry, and wish that he had made a different choice in his career? When you give everything you have to a child, you protect them from harms way, and you want so much more for them then what you had as a child, it is very difficult to let them go into the world and suffer hardships that you cannot protect them from. While they grow up it is a mother’s duty to love them, guide them, and protect them from things that may hurt them. So why do we have to let them go out to the military and put them strait into harms way? We send them to a boot camp that breaks down everything that we have instilled into their lives, morals, values, and traditions and they rebuild them the way they need them to be. I kn

I Can Only Be Me
I got a few females hatin on me....and it really doesn't bother me, cause they aint shit...NONE OF THEM GOT SHIT ON ME!!!! Thats real talk. Its not my fault that some nigga's on here are feelin me....they feelin me cause I am a real ass female. I speak tha truth 100% all day eryday....I don't play games...I respect myself, I don't have myself on here but all my shit out there....and 9 outta 10 nigga's is gonna LOVE that about me....Don't hate on my cause Im a real ass female..

Sex Poem
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as '' sex poem'

It Is Not About Me!
I know that it is not about ME..we have already discussed hospice. How much time the caretaker will be here and how often. Avenues of being ABLE or QUALIFIED for hospice. Will have to make phone calls on it. He is not bed ridden yet! He already has a living will and I have medical power of attourney. Planning to do the gruesome but necessary task of pre-paying for his cremation and burial so he does not burden the family with the cost. He is requesting all of this. He is the one that wanted to have constant care for when he is bedridden so I would not have to deal with it. His late wife told him(just when his illnesses emphazema developed--about 10 years ago)it was not in the marriage contract to care for him when he was bedridden and she will not do it. He thought I would think the same until I told him I CHOSE to be here with him. I left everything in VA FOR him! "You did, you did", he said. End of conversation. His appetite has gotten better. Daughter in laws aunt use to wor

To My Friends
If you have left me a message or comment this week and i didnt reply dont get made all of my comments and messages got deleted and I either didnt receive them or didnt get a chance to return your letter. This week has been chaotic almost as chaotic as last week with Kristina(my husbands ex)here. Well take care all catch ya later Erin

The Legend Of The Dreamcatcher
The Legend of the Dreamcatcher "A spider was quietly spinning his web in his own space. It was beside the sleeping space of Nokomis, the grandmother. Each day, Nokomis watched the spider at work, quietly spinning away. One day as she was watching him, her grandson came in. "Nokomis-iya!" he shouted, glancing at the spider. He stomped over to the spider, picked up a shoe and went to hit it. "No-keegwa," the old lady whispered, "don't hurt him." "Nokomis, why do you protect the spider?" asked the little boy. The old lady smiled, but did not answer. When the boy left, the spider went to the old woman and thanked her for saving his life. He said to her, "For many days you have watched me spin and weave my web. You have admired my work. In return for saving my life, I will give you a gift." He smiled his special spider smile and moved away, spinning as he went. Soon the moon glistened on a magical silvery web moving gently in the window. "See how I spin?" he s

Rag Doll
You know how to push my buttons. You know how to make me scream. I want to claw your eyes out. I want revenage. Come on baby, pretend to love me. Shower me in your lies. Tell me what I want to hear. Baby, hold me tight. Use me and abuse. You make me want to die. I'm your rag doll. Tossed on the shelf and forgotten.

Poem By A Friend
My dear buddy Amy wrote this, and I wanted to share it:) Cluttered mindfield You're driving me insane like a speeding car in the wrong lane It's thrilling, yet dangerous This affair could turn hazardous I can't slow down I want you to much You entice me with your touch Keep your hands on the wheel Experience it's vibrations like how i feel This passion is set in to overdrive The thrill of being caught keeps the desire alive Lets not change how we are just enjoy the ride that we have driven thus far.

Flirtation
Wake me from this dark dreaming Bring be a smile for my lips Give me a sign to start scheming how I'd hold you by the hips I see your blue eyes gleaming shining at me across the room I read in them a secret meaning telling me you want me too Around one question we dance I think we need to answer soon Is it time for some sweet romance? shall we dance to a sweeter tune?

Belated New Year's Eve Report
Better late than never, here's what happened New Year's Eve. All names have been changed. We drove half an hour out to the Club. We knew since it was Sunday that there'd be no place open to buy alcohol, so I had picked up some Jim Beam, and the wife bought some White chocolate liqueur. We got there about 8 o'clock, and it was already packed. There are usually around 15 couples there, this time there was probably about 35 couples. Our friends Gerald and Tanya had saved us some seats at the first of the three long tables. Gerald is taller than me, a little graying. Tanya is about a foot shorter, voluptuous, with dark hair, a few years younger. We sat and drank and talked for a while, with the music playing. I saw a couple we'd run into before, Sean and Melody. Sean was a little older than me, longer hair, walked with a slight limp. Melody was about my age, medium build, dark hair, with her breasts spilling out of her outfit. They were sitting at one of the small tables b

High Adventure In The Garage
Today I went mountain climbing. Although I have tackled steeper and loftier inclines in my lifetime, I have never encountered one that elicited such emotions. You see, out of necessity, I climbed the Brown Car. The Brown Car that has been parked-buried-in our garage for the last five years. During that time it has metamorphosed into a giant shelf, a shelf like a ship buried at sea and covered with barnacles. Barnacles that turned this once-cherished spiffy new vehicle into a flat-tired, dead-batteried, broken-windshielded, heaped-up sore spot in our marriage. The reason for my daring climb? To get to the other side. Literally. It was the only way to retrieve the shovel. Good thing George wasn't home. I was blowing fire through my nose by the time I scaled and rapelled the multilayered hazard. The Brown Car symbolizes procrastination. Its reputation has spread throughout the neighborhood and beyond. When neighbors are asked when they plan to do something they don't want to

Deleting Dead Weight From Friends List!
I will be deleting anyone that I do not chat or post or get comments from regularly. I am tired of coming home and getting online and commenting on over 100 pages and never getting anything back on mine.. So.. Off ya go.. Have Fun.. No Hard feelings! See Ya Asta La Vista! Vaya Con Dios! Frank, The Bulldog!

Nobody
NOBODY It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing He walked out hisself Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Chamber Of Desire
I see you from afar In the faint mist of night My passions are at the highest Burning...yearning After you. I call your name and you look my way Come here Come into my world Enter into my chamber of desire Explore the fires That burn from within Light a match to your passions Burn out of control Take the pleasure you will feel From head to toe Melting... Melting into the folds Of my body Becoming one

Hurt
Hurt and feeling alone,even though I am surround by family in my time of need. Pleading with GOD,Am I sorry for what happened? In many ways yes This is how me and lot of people I know feel out there when you lose a love one.Also how alot of people feel when they lose a child.Yet with every-one against abortion and telling how wrong it is.That is how alot of women who have abortions feel as well. No one understands or can pretend to understand,how we as woman feel,especially after something like that.Alot of women who are against abortion,SOMETIMES NOT ALL THE TIME BUT SOMETIMES will do it.Trust me when I say I know this. All,I am trying to say is don't hate on them TRY to understand what they did and WHY they did it. That is all Have a good one and take care

My Last Breath
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

I Love You Unconditionally
PFC Bania. Ok yeah i know the name sounds like a crazy soldier's name huh? He's a PFC that is a little off his rocker and an awesome friend. I had the pleasure of talking to him today while he was getting ready to pull some mission out in iraq. Dropped everything and stopped my daily events to talk even though i was heading out the door. Even his family hasn't really had the oppertunity due to time differences. I guess people still dont understand that many soldiers still sleep in their sleeping bags, snuggle their woobie (pancho liner which is this awesome blanket) and miss home. Which i was notified he misses beer, tv and his beloved video games. But anyways yeah i was really happy to hear from him. I miss the ADD video game punk. He's always been a confidant in my book. I've been able to talk to him about anything and it's great. We both dont have many friends so when we get to talking it's like giving a fat kid cake. We are so happy and excited we change subjects atleast 15

No Peace
if the winds would stop howling and trees stop cracking if the rain would stop pommelling me and the lightening would stop illumination whats wrong with me if the thunder would just stop sceaming at me maybe i would find some peace inside a place of quiet and rest but it never seems to stop one storm after another either in reality or the fragments of mind left from before i started this road I wish i could forget those years i spent with him i wish i could undo the damage that he has done i wish i could have stronger back then but that road brought me here and where that is i am not so sure but i am there In a place between heaven and hell with no real peace and echo's stiring when least expected so full of doubts and shattered dreams like a shattered mirror i look at my broken reflection as i pick up the pieces... i should have been healed by now it has been years but every once in awhile his words haunt me and i am left feeling like this agai

Hi Everyone
well everything is good. i am alittle sick today but i will be ok. also i am thanking everyone that comes by to say hi and there is some news as of new years i have 2 family members that have disowned me cause i was to messed up on new years to pick up my kids so my cousin had to drive them to where i was and cause of that she wants nothing to do with me forever. well i say whatever. well going now but i will be back on later

Imp
There's a movement in the mumms, the IMP. The IMP (insane mumm posse) was formed one night as lame mumm after lame mumm paraded across our monitors. Somebody noticed that several of us were responding the same way to them so they suggested we form a band to fight lame mumms. We are unorganized, unserious, and pretty much a joke, even among ourselves. The only ones who take the IMP seriously are those who believe in a god given right not to be insulted.

For My Sisters
A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. Don't forget your Sisters," she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them. "Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... your girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. You'll need other women. Women always do. " What a funny piece of advice!" The young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'm now a married woman, for goodness sake

On "fucking" Vs. "the Virtual Fuck"
Now, I recently received a message here on CT that I still cannot quite wrap my brain around, and I need your help, dear Readers, to do it. Words fail me at this point, but I'm certain I shall warm to my subject as I write. It's inevitable that I will find something to say, as I blast the wanker who caused this blog. It's too stupid to waste bandwidth on, to post in its entirety, but you'll get the idea quickly enough. Here it is, the message that I received, courtesy of CT's "private message" system: "YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy...blah, blah, blah, ad nauseum." All the usual disclaimers about political correctness aside, this is just plain ridiculous

Defeat Hilary By Being A Skank!
Defeat Hillary by Being a Skank By: Earl Bockenfield Defeat Hillary by Being a Skank Indeed, there's nothing Hillary Clinton fears more than being mauled by a brigade of Republican hookers. Of the advertisement (above) to be found on many a Right Wing website, Brad R. writes: "Indeed, there's nothing Hillary Clinton fears more than being mauled by a brigade of Republican hookers." I know I know, it's juvenile, but it's funny. I mean, how the Big Tent of the Right covers the nuts who tried to prolong Terri Schiavo's suffering, those who seek to change gays, the tax-cutting fundamentalists, normal folk who pay little attention and like the color red better than the color blue, the global war fanatics, AND the beer-swilling tailgaters who create these ads, is beyond me. I'm just shocked that any Repub would wear the hammer and sickel without a big Ghostbusters NO symbol around it. I mean, they aren't known for understanding subtlety - as evidenced by the rest of th

Oh Good Grief. The Knights Templar . Will They Ever Just Die???
Hist 295 The Knights Templar and the Doors: Do They Have Anything in Common? I was never a fan of Jim Morrison, really, but when I was in Paris in the eighties, I visited his grave and paid my respects because it was a) what everyone did at the time b) the decent thing to do if you can keep your clothes on while doing it and c) there was a free drink waiting for me at the end of the trip. Nonetheless, his grave is covered in graffiti not the least of which is, “No one gets out of here alive.” This pearl of wisdom should have been the motto of the Knights Templar. For surely it is true, that no one leaves this life without a great deal of living behind. That includes heresy. And here I will now reveal that I myself, although I am Eastern Orthodox by baptism and confession, am a Closet Heretic. Please don’t tell my priest, although I could easily defend myself by making a case against him for being a Neo-Manichean. Like all my Irish ancestors (and all their 2nd, 3rd, 4th

The Mythologies Of The Old World A Recollection Of Atlantis
CHAPTER I. TRADITIONS OF ATLANTIS WE find allusions to the Atlanteans in the most ancient traditions of many different races. The great antediluvian king of the Mussulman was Shedd-Ad-Ben-Ad, or Shed-Ad, the son of Ad, or Atlantis. Among the Arabians the first inhabitants of that country are known as the Adites, from their progenitor, who is called Ad, the grandson of Ham. These Adites were probably the people of Atlantis or Ad-lantis. "They are personified by a monarch to whom everything is ascribed, and to whom is assigned several centuries of life." ("Ancient History of the East," Lenormant and Chevallier, vol. ii., p. 295.), Ad came from the northeast. "He married a thousand wives, had four thousand sons, and lived twelve hundred years. His descendants multiplied considerably. After his death his sons Shadid and Shedad reigned in succession over the Adites. In the time of the latter the people of Ad were a thousand tribes, each composed of several thousands of men. Great co

Staying The Course Or Do You Want Your Kid In A Shooting Gallery!
- "The action I have taken tonight is indispensable for the continuing success of [the] withdrawal program," Richard Nixon said in 1970. - He said this when he announced his decision to invade Cambodia and increase American involvement in a failed war. It was five years before that "withdrawal program" was complete. - How many years will the Iraq failure take? The president looked awful and sounded worse last night. Other than admitting he had been wrong not to send more troops in the first instance — his version of his mistake in this mess — the president had nothing new to say and nothing new to offer. Story continues below... - So what if the country is against him. - So what if the Congress is against him. - So what if Iraqi leaders, whom he claims he is relying upon, don't want the additional troops. - George Bush is going to send them anyway. - How do you stop a president who has lost touch with reality? - The president's plan is likely to lead

Talk To My Body
Talk to my body Oh my god Is me he holds Sliding deep within My secret folds I feel the heat We have set the goal He fills my body My heart My soul Together As our bodies rock We find that place That special spot The moistness Of our love combined The scent is heavenly Our bodies entwined My mind is racing My body taunt Bracing itself Is more i want Now here i am Gasping for breath To end this now I would rather death Hands clenched tight Muscles twitch Here comes the light What an itch As my body spasms With him inside He welcomes himself Along for the ride As he spills his seed With a sudden need I can hear myself That moaning plead As fulfillment and peace Enters body and mind A promise I make Not to leave him behind As I lay with my head Now close to his heart I know that we Wont be far apart For as long as his body Can talk with mine I know that our love Will last for all time

Im So Bored I Cant Sleep
well damn its 430 am monday morning im so bored i cant sleep and cant even think of anything to write about an post here in my blog cause i already did that and its kinda funny concidering when i get so bored i write and write and no i dont know what to write thinkin maybe if i write i get tired..but hell no didnt work.. so nowim sitting here at my desk while everything is soooooooo damn quiet i can hear the frogs and birds and slight breeze blowing by...damn im bored

Didn't Turn Out
fid it it init down in it like m y head is a hoel of jelly. Don't you think this is a little unstable stream of conciousness exercises with as ide of insomnia coupled with a heaping dose of FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! I'M FUCKED! I'm so fucked fuck I'm fucked fuck fuck fucckkked jabberwahcky likes to eat mysoul sjince I taste like nothing and I aonly breathe air i'm not here i'm just keeping you company till the tip of my iceberg metls and i'm burned for nothing on the stake like some god damn animal i eat rage i shit sorrow. like some kind of recycling machine of real think that will get me far in life or do you suppose i'm fucked i'm still fucked just because i know the meaning of life doesn't mean i know what to dowith tht kind of information like having a key but no door or having no door in you mind's eye, like a gaping maw of the all seeing all feeling crap that is the scum of the earth like that I'm a puppet that dances for you sometimes but only when you're bad to me. abuse

Do These Realy Work? Sex Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. How many times would you like to cum? 20. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Do you like fore play? 22. What is fore play to you? 23. Can we take pictures of the act? 24. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "sex APPLiCATiON

The Case Of ... "don't Shoot So Hard"
Edward Ranset, Plaintiff, v. Linford Richardson, Terry Frizell, Ronald O. Loveridge, and Jack Smith, Defendants, in the United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit Edward Ranset broke into a house, tied up the occupants, shot two of the people (one of them point-blank in the neck), and then fled the scene. One of the victims managed to untie himself and call the police. Officers responded quickly and chased Ranset on foot. When he ignored their orders to stop, Ranset was shot by the cops. He pled guilty to numerous felony counts (it turns out he had permanently blinded one of the men he had shot) but wondered why the police had to be so rough. This incredulous criminal sued the chief of police and three others, accusing them of excessive force. The Verdict, Please . . . Perhaps demonstrating the need for higher juror standards, a Riverside jury found in favor of the plaintiff and awarded Ranset $184,000. However, a trial-court judge shot down their dubious decis

~ Angel Family On Ct ~
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Hey
Hey Everyone Whats Up...Im getting ready for work then goin to a friends then goin to work then goin to anothers friend house still 11 then off to a different friends house till who knows or something like that so i wont be on here but i did put new pics up last night you all show so look n comment them all n i will look at them when i come home whenever that is...so anyways how was everyones weekend...my was awesome made some news friends n i actually dance with some dude i might at my friends house other then that i danced with my friends n had a good time..me n my one friend gave that dude some dance lesson which was pretty funny watchin him do them..well leave me some comments im out for the count...talk to all yuns later ROCKSTAR

Creepy Dream
Early this morning i had a dream about an insect that was part centipede and part fish. It was crawling towards me and it freeked me out. The person i was with could not kill it so it was up to me to do the job. I did not however. I awoke with my hearth pounding. This was not a nightmare but still it was very creepy. I went back to sleep after a few minutes.

The Chimp Grins When Discussing Serious Issues
From Huffpost.... I can't fully explain why I continue to watch television appearances by the president -- the press conferences, interviews, speeches, addresses, and impromptu comments. All of it. Some of my friends and family have long since abandoned watching the president for reasons as varied as: "I'm sick of his pointy face," to, "Sorry. I'd rather watch the DVD commentary track for Lucky Number Slevin because it's less ridiculous." But I keep on watching. Perhaps it's because of my job here or maybe it's a touch of masochism in my personality. I'm fairly certain it's because I've always been a student of the American presidency and as such I feel our current president is so bad as to be historically significant in innumerable ways. That said, there's one aspect to President Bush's public speaking style that's forcing me to rethink my interest in watching. For a while this one particular idiosyncrasy was fascinating to observe, however outrageous. Now it just makes me wa

What A Life
I woke up today to a really grey dark miserable day, the laundry isn't gonna dry today ... I hate winter. I did my chores n I text my boyfriend to see how things were goin for him; he's a driver. In the middle of venting at him my phone died so he phoned me on the house phone n cheered me up. Night time seems to turn up too early in winter almost time for me to snuggle up in bed n maybe read my book n be warm n cosy n listen to the rain fallin outside. I love winter

Miss Me???
as you may have noticed, im not on yahoo anymore, well my broke ass let the bill go and it got shut off, so if you are interested go ahead and add my yahoo account to your messenger, and you will catch me on there.... its longleggedvixon@yahoo.com hope to talk to you all soon!

Go Bless Those Who Serve Our Country
EVERY DAY YOU SACRIFICED SOMETHING--SOMETIMES THOSE SACRIFICES WERE SMALL AND SOMETIMES LARGE YOU SACRIFICED FOR EACH OTHER, FOR YOUR FAMILIES AND FOR YOUR NATION. BUT MOST OF ALL, YOU SACRIFICED FOR YOURSELF BECAUSE DEEP WITHIN YOU BURNS THE FIRE THAT DEFINES OUR NATION- THE FIRE OF FREEDOM. AS YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAILY LIFE, AS YOU LOOK ABOUT YOU, AND AS YOU REFLECT ON YOUR SERVICE,REMEMBER THAT THE SACRIFICES YOU MADE, AND ARE STILL MAKING, IS A BIG PARTY OF WHAT WE ARE TODAY------ THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. FOR THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN WHO CURRENTLY SERVE OUR NATION-- WE THANK YOU FOR THOSE WHO HAVE COMPLETED THEIR SERVICE-- WE THANK YOU

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: al the damn timeIs sex a top priority for you?: 2ndDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never haveHow do you feel about one night stands?: i wouldnt knowHow many one night stands have you had?: 0What's your favorite position?: doggy or topWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: dont have a favDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: depends on my moodHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: not long hahaDo you get off first or do they?: themDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: loud as fuckDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- b

My Technologically Challenged Self
So I got this new computer... but my new computer does not have my iTune library on it so when I plug my iPod in it starts syncing my iPod to my iTunes library. So my question is how do I reverse this and get the songs off my iPod and onto my library?

Europe!
Well I just got to see one of the best shows. Well, Europe is ALWAYS good, but this show was just one of the best they have done! On January 16, 2007 in Granada, Spain. AWESOME SHOW!!!!!!!!!! We, meaning my family and myself, are going to the Madrid show tonight, the 17th of January. I am so looking forward to this show! If you would like to learn more about the recent Europe albums and tour information you can check out their web site at: http://www.europetheband.com If the link isn't clickable, just copy and paste it into your browser address bar or type it in. It's easy to remember. KEEP ON ROCKIN' GUYS!

Just To Love You
Just to Love You by David Kowal When we were little, I would share my milk with you before we took our naps; ...just so I could play with you. When we were teens, I listened as you talked about your boyfriends, (and thought of us together); ...just to ease your mind. When we grew older, I helped you move into his house (and wished you were going to mine); ...just to make you comfortable. When you got married, I gave my best friend away (and kept my heart hid); ...just to see you happy. As you lay there, so very sick, I whisper how beautiful you are (because it's still true); ...just to see you smile.

Big Story In Small Town Paper
I drug my feverish ass up out of bed and I decided this is an article that I do not want to lose so I am going to post it here. ;) Consider this my blog entry for today. EPD shuts down NYE 'rave' Four arrested on drug, other charges Leslie Collins Editor Advertisements posted at myspace.com and columbusunderground.com said it was "all about the music," but officers found more than dancing available at a New Year' Eve gathering at one local banquet center. What local law enforcement officials found early New Year's Day led to the discovery of the "club drug" Ecstasy, cocaine and marijuana, and several arrests. At 2 a.m. Jan. 1, officers from the Eaton Police Division, working in cooperation with deputies from the Preble County Sheriff's Office, received reports of a "rave" party at the Eaton Banquet Center (the former Grange Hall), located at 501 Nation Ave. in Eaton. According to EPD Sgt. Chad Depew, upon receiving initial reports, confidential informants were

.week 5
WELL THIS IS WEEK FIVE AND I AM NOW ON SOFT FOODS SO MUCH BETTER THAN LIQUIDS AND PURREDS I HAVE LOST 26 POUNDS SINCE SURGERY AND I DROPPED A SIZE IN CLOTHES I HAVE LOST 58 POUNDS SINCE MARCH SO ITS GOING GOOD ITS BEEN HARD AT TIMES I THINK WHY THE HELL DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF BUT I KNOW I DID IT TO BE HEALTHY BUT FOR THE MOST PART EVERYTHING IS GREAT I CANT WAIT TO LOSE ALOT MORE WEIGHT AND SIZES WELL EVERYONE HAVE A GOOD DAY AND THANKS FOR STOPPING BY DONT BE SHY LEAVE ME MESSAGES ILL RESPOND I AM GLAD I HAVE A REALLY GOOD SUPPORT TEAM OF PPL WHO HAVE HAD THE SURGERY ALREADY THAT I CAN TALK TO WHEN IT STARTS TO GET TO ME GOD BLESS THEM THEY ARE GREAT

What Is Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Passionate Desires
When I hear your whispered words of desire, It melts my heart, and ignites a fire. The touch, of your fingertips upon my skin, Causes, my body to shake and tremble within. Feeling, your lips as they caress mine, Meeting the hunger, they seek to find. In this magicial moment, the passion soars, And the flames of fire are mine and yours. With each breath, that escapes our lips, A kiss of desire, at our fingertips. Two hearts, beat faster at just one touch, As our craving for each other, becomes to much.

Fan Me, Friend Me, Rate Me, Blah, Blah, Blah!
Before anyone gets all hyper about this, I am NOT talking about anyone in particular. So don't just start writing me up about how you can do more at higher levels or how you can post more pics...I don't really care about that. Besides, if I find something about you that's interesting, I'll want to be your friend or fan...and I'll rate you that coveted '10', even if you're profile is begging for it. And sometimes I won't...I'm sort of childish like that. So anyway, all of the begging hasn't made me want to leave the CT. I get irked by it occasionally, but then I just change profiles or I blog. Amazing how the mouse can take you somewhere else! I like the fact that there are levels; I like the fact that you can do more pics or whatever when you level up. What I don't like is when someone talks about 'people not being real' or talks about 'all the fakes on CT' when they're kind of fake with all of their 'rate my pics' or 'fan me before you add me as a friend' crap! Like you

First Days
first day back at MTSU the first weeek is always kinda odd, you cant be sure whos gonna stay in class and who ist you just take things as they go. This is over all my style with all things but, that doesnt make it any less akward

Isn't This A Bitch?
Ok, so I go to Penn Station yeah? Atarah and I fuck around Manhattan all night, till her train back to Jersey dips. Guess what?! The train to H-town only runs 3 days a week. And today ain't one of em. ...FUCK. So. Now what? I make some calls...Take my WV ticket money, and catch 5:01am to Farmingdale. Neat...Melody and Jason saved my ass. Oh fuck. Now how am I getting home? Heh...stay tuned.

Some Input I Provided Baby Jesus - Part 1
I started up with the CT just as it was transitioning from LC. Overall, things aren't too bad. I would like to see the following things done to improve it, though -- 1. When you delete a family member or friend, have an option to choose whether or not you would like to have them entirely deleted or just as a family member or friend -- or completely. This had caused a problem with an inactive family member when I deleted him and it blocked him totally. 2. In having crushes, it is a great thing to have. I would be nice to have more than one...or, at least, consider to be able to have 4 or 5 lusts too. 3. Fix the shout boxes and the alert boxes such that when a lot are coming in at the same time, it doesn't slow things down. I'll be in the middle of composing a blog, bulletin, shout out, or mumm and suddenly can't write a thing because incoming alerts/shouts are slowing the system down. I am not sure how you can tweak that, but if you can that would be great in order to expedi

Life In Fast Lane?
Sometimes life seems to go too fast and get out of hand. That's when you need to put on the brakes and stand there for a moment and think. Just stop and think. In todays life it's hard to stop and take a deep breath and access what's going on and decide what to do. Take charge of what we can change and move on. Some things we can change, others we can't. We need to decide what we can change and change it. What we can't change and let it be and go on. People are the hard one. You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make it drink. Goes for people too. You can give them all kinds of advice, but it comes down to what they want to do..not you. And it is hard for us old dogs to learn new tricks. You get in the habit of doing things a certain way. Old habits are the hardest ones to break. And lots of the times you have to compromise and bend. You find that out big time in a relationship, wether it be friends or marriage. Talk about it, put it all on the table and come to a middle ground.

The Beginning Of The Darkness...
It's dark, so very dark...she knows she must be asleep because she can feel the darkness rather than see it...her eyes are closed in sleep and in dream...she moves deeper into this vast land of solitude...the sensation begins as a distant memory...a thought, a feeling once known long ago...with each step the sense of horror and dread grows...becoming nearly maddening...her blood racing...her pulse pounding in her head...she knows what is coming...she knows what has happened...in a flash of brilliance she is in her grandmother's home again...watching a house full of teenage kids enjoying themselves...games, laughter, music...she walks through the familiar surroundings...unseen by the young people...knowing that just down that hall...just around that corner...the girl she was...only sixteen years old...is facing a nightmare...one from which she cannot escape...he holds her down with the weight of his body...one hand over her her mouth to stifle the cries...the tears are hot upon her face

On Kissing Surveys And Such Silliness
I did it...I ventured a bulletin yesterday, a kissing survey (what are we 7th graders??? lol) I didnt memorize it but it was a silly thing about would you want to kiss me and you had to indicate by number what you would like to DO to me *rolleyes* From slippin me the tongue to um...giving me oral pleasure *blush* lmao! OK I asked for it I know that...lol if you put it out there then be prepared for the answer. I got quite a few responses but with as many friends as I have not as many as I thought might...haha that was my ego talking there just for a minute but Im shutting it up now!! So I guess its safe to say that alot of people on here would like to give me some oral pleasure.... and not that THAT doesnt sound like a nice idea either... *laugh* it has been..oh lets say a WHILE... But its been even longer since someone held my face in his hands and kissed me softly like he meant it...who gave me his tongue tentatively and didnt try to lick my face *laugh* who

Indian Prayer
Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky, Your children are we, and with tired backs We bring you the gifts you love. Then weave for us a garment of brightness; May the Warp be the white light of the morning, May the weft be the red light of the evening, May the fringes be the falling rain, May the border be the standing rainbow. Thus weave for us a garment of brightness, That we may walk fittingly where birds sing, That we may walk fittingly where grass is green, Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky. rebelbreed

Sexy Report Card
F- = YOUR SO ####### UGLY THAT ITS NOT FUNNY F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. I would love to have you in my room with no one home :-). A = DAMN YOUR SEXXXEY!! A+ = Gorgeous ... I want you to be mine : ) A++ = I 'D hit it A+++ = ID DROP MY CLOTHES IN 3 SECONDS 4 U A++++ = I'd be your sex slave

Another Intense Day
They deserve the upmost respect. Doing the job others bitch about. All the Bull Shit that is written about how they treat the enemy. Fuck that. You seen early in the war what them SOB due to our men and women when they have them. But name me someone other then the one or two countries that would give Medical aid to the man your chasing that shot at you and is now shot himself? There is only one that does it so well. Thats right it is OUR Amercian Men and Women, Just as you see here. The Good never remembered, the Bad never forgotten ~ Ben ~

From Sheri
If you want to succeed in your life, remember this phrase-- THE PAST DOES NOT EQUAL THE FUTURE. Because you might have failed a moment ago, yesterday, for the last 6 months, the last 16 years, or last 50 years doesnt mean a thing! All that matters is: WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO RIGHT NOW? YOUR LIFE IS NOW... LOVE LIVIN IT... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

The Cry!!!
We were here first (i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni) Maybe the Cherokee cry But we wanted their land So they had to die How could their rights Have been explained? The bow and arrow - Against the gun ordained? We took their homes - (Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv) They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won They had to die - we had no choice Their punishment for owning - our land first The Indians had been the custodians of the land. (a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi) But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand And buffalo herds - very soon were damned Sustainability was more the Indians way a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv. But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea" We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B. After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga di-g

Trying To Be Expressive.
1. Hi my name is.. Marcus 2. Never in my life have I... been to mexico 3. The one person who can drive me nuts is... Barney 4. High School... Sucked Ass 5. When I'm nervous... I cant stop talking 6. The last time I cried was... ealier today at work 7. If I were to get married right now my best man would be... ???? 8. My hair... stay short 9. When I was 5... I in berlin germany 10. Last Christmas... I was in atlantic city playing blackjack 11. I should be... sleeping 12. when i look down, i see... the floor 13. The craziest recent event was... sorry. I'm boring. 14. If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be... Joey 15. By this time next year... I will be one year older. 16. My current gripe... stupid girls 17. I have a hard time understanding... people 18. There's this girl I know who... Is hotter than the sun dipped in tabascco saurce 19. You know I like you when... I call you back if i miss your call 20. If I

Questions :)
why why why? >Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are >getting weak? > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough? > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but >check when you say the paint is wet? > >Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? > >Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > >Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > >Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a >revolver at him? > >Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > >Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? > >If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? > >Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are >always white? > >Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? > >Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that >something new to eat will have materialized?

To My Ohio Peeps
Wanna see what i do Come check me out Since the paper messed up and didn't include the date for the show.. (Which is Jan 20th) Please help MCW spread the word and repost this message.. Thank You... Mega Championship Wrestling Presents: New Years Retribution @ The South Amherst Community Center 500 West Main Street (Route 113) South Amherst, Ohio Doors open @ 6:00pm Belltime: 6:45pm Tickets are $6 in Advance & $10 day of show... Matches already signed... Champion vs. Champion as United States Champion "Killer" Chris Kole defends against Brass Knuckles Champ Brandon X In a return Grudge Match: Lexi Lane takes on Jessicka Havoc Tag Team Champs Los Scrubs defend against former Champs Klub X-treme Light Heavyweight Champion "Simply Sexy" Shawn Blaze defends his title.. All this and so much more including.. JT Lightning, Chris Cronus, Faith In Nothing, TJ Dynamite, Da Munchies, Jason Bane, Marion Fontaine, Billy Taylor, and many more... For more

Broken
Broken My heart has been stolen leaving me feeling broken words not meant spoken relationships get broken losing those close heartache is now broken my mind becomes swollen dreams n hopes broken desires of life unknown I am Broken

Difference Between White Friends And Korean Friends.!!!!!
Korean friends... Body: white friends & Korean friends diferences between white and korean friends!! WHITE FRIENDS: Never ask for food korean FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. WHITE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. korean FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. WHITE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. korean FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" WHITE FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. korean FRIENDS: Cry with you. WHITE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. korean FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. WHITE FRIENDS: know a few things about you. koreanFRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. WHITE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. korean FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. WHITE FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.

My Kids
Well they aren't children anymore they are all grown up. My oldest and youngest are serving in the military and were even in Iraq at the start and my son has been to Afghanistan also. My other son was seriously injured in a car accident when he was 17 and is not able to join the military. He however has made something of his life and works very hard on what he does. I am very proud of all of them for staying away from drugs and gangs. Now they aren't saints so don't get me wrong there but I am very lucky that they are such great kids because I was a single parent for a long time. I too served in the military but my action was not like these two have, as they can talk about it, but I am so very proud of them and feel sorry for those who try to say something bad about our military members in front of me. Like any true son of the south I will fight for what I believe in and will fight until I am dead. God help the person that mocks the military in front of me. Verbally or physically I w

Me Poetry
that thin edge theres always that thin edge to ride on theres always that thin edge to bide on and when you cross that edge bad things can happen blades can fly and things can happen blood can spill befor you can take a grasp on reality but what is reality when all we have is that thin edge that we ride on © Gage Shewmaker suicide as the blade goes till there was nothing within you lie on the floor in front of frind that you hold close within till the pian grows more as your blood spills out the fears go out and the life that you new is no more © Gage Shewmaker love hurts roses are red voiltes are blue no one loves you as much as i do as we get into fights and nothing goes right all i can think about is that one specil night where every thing wass perfict and every thing was true but now your gone forever and i still love you but now the music stops and i am at the end all i need in this world is that one true friend but as the blood spills and the room goes

Darkness Everlasting
Darkness Everlasting The bloodlust is overwhelming now. The vampire king will take his crown, When all the innocents blood has spilled And the prophecy has been fulfilled. And death so sweet will come and take My soul to yonder Hell and will make Me his bride for years of dark deeds, And now the blood of Lucifer, I will receive. Those dark times call for dark measures. It’s time to endure in endless pleasures. The glories of the blood and carnage, Has left us wanting more than carnage. More and more we need and bleed, And boast all the more of our mighty deeds. And boast with everything until our last breath, Then we will be joined together in death.

Balls Of Steel
THE four helicopter heroes who pulled off one of the most daring wartime rescue missions in Afghanistan have told their incredible tale for the first time. They revealed how they hung precariously from two Apaches, braving hurricane winds from the blades and heavy enemy fire to swoop down and pluck the body of Royal Marine Matthew Ford from a Taliban fort. Strapped Regimental Sgt Major Colin Hearn, 45, who led the daring raid, told the News of the World: "They asked for four volunteers—and every man in the unit wanted to take part. "There was no way we were ever going to leave Matthew or anyone else on that battlefield." The astonishing rescue was launched after news came in to the HQ of ‘Zulu' company 45 Commando that L Cpl Ford (pictured right) had been shot in a battle at Jugroom Fort in southern Helmand nearly four miles away. RSM Hearn, 45, said: "One of the Apache pilots said, ‘If you can give us four men, we could go straight in.' I had no second thoughts."

January 21, 2007: Musk Up
The application of cologne to a man's body, generally by the man himself. From the movie 'Anchorman: The Legend of Ron Burgundy' 2004 Brian Fantana: (about Veronica) I'll give this little cookie an hour before we're doing the no-pants dance. Time to musk up. (opens cologne cabinet)

I Am Your Friend Poetry
You may not have ever seen me But you know that I am here. You can feel me in your heart As you enter each new day. I will always be there for you I am your friend. Someone to share the good times As well as the bad. I make no judgments by what you say I just listen with my heart and Hope to be of help in anyway I can. I will be there for you now and forever And always please remember I am your friend!

Best Friends
center>CONGRADULATIONS!!! AMITY/FIREMAN7 In honor of FRIENDSHIP please accept this vase of yellow roses the flower of friendship. We also can't let go unnoticed the hard fight to the finish that went on between: AMITY/FIRMAN7 and NICE GIRL 4 NOW/RANDY Whatta fight that was, FRIENDS SUPPORTING FRIENDS, it was great. Amity/Fireman7 = thank you for sharing such a wonderful friendship w/all of us. Below is the story that won it for them, I hope it's read-able:

Hmmmmmmmmm !!!!!!!
I am in one of my moods today.I am so flustrated {yea that to}having to look at someone while smileing and saying yes,I know,,,you"re right ,,,when all I want to say is Fawk-off will you you stupid idiot..Sometimes I get tired of trying to be nice,especially when the bitch is screaming to get out. So from this moment on, I am refusing to sugar coat anything ever again.Talking to a friend over this past weekend and her reminding me of how I used to be has got me thinking. Something else dawned on me, I know that I do not want to get married again anytime soon,but I do miss having a man in my life. I’ve always liked the idea of having someone who finds the same things funny that I do, who can laugh along with me at this difficult, wonderful, crazy, perplexing thing I call "life." I love love love a sense of humor in a man. What will always get me is the guy who almost seems to be trying to keep a lid on it and just can't help muttering something that he knows could get him in trouble.

How It Felt - You Think You Know
You apologized for ever doubting me. It`s to fucking late you`re nothing to me. You said you know what it feels like to be me back then, to know how I felt. You haven`t, you aren`t, going through, gone through, the hell you put me through. How could you possibly know? You have to go through the hell I went through to know what I went through, to feel what I felt. Walk on your hands and knees through hell and back on sharder glass and you still won`t know. You will never know until you experience my pain, until my energy passes through you. Which I swear to hell it had better not. I`m so fucking pissed off and mentally torn to bits I can`t even think of anything justifying to put in here. Jesus Fucking Christ! I WANT YOU DEAD! I WANT TO BLOW EVERYTHING OUT OF YOUR FUCKING EMPTY HEAD! JESUS CHRIST WOULD YOU JUST DO THE WORLD AND THESE CHILDREN A FAVOR! I FUCKING HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!!!!! I....FUCKING.....HATE YOU!!!!!!

Shaken Champagne
Listening to music in our heads, We slowly undress, Feel the passion, Let it flow. Enjoy each others heartbeats Two souls joined to be complete. Kissing passionately, Caressing each others every crevasse. My tongue whisking gently along the Nape of your neck. Passion ignites with furry. Sensual sensation over comes you. Filing your every desire, Not knowing what will transpire. Feels like thousand tongues cascading over your body, One going inside you, going deeper, deeper, Growing longer with every thrust. Wanting that continuous orgasm that's enduring Stronger and stronger, Cascading the simplicity of my arousal inside of you Making you hunger for more. Making you moan with shirking ecstasy. Make wild passionate never ending love. Feel like a shaken champagne bottle ready to be pop the cork. The passion engulfs you, Making you so wet. Wanting me to taste every drop of liquid Passion that flows out of you. Caressing your breasts with my hands. Makin

Crimson Memories
my thoughts are poisoned by memories I retreat to my past trying to uncover who I am but most of my life is blocked out I just don't remember something's wrong with me but bits and pieces are missing I don't know what's wrong which makes me attempt to erase my emotions which in an impossible feat I have almost achieved smart minds wonder what happened to me but I don't remember any causes looking back I can see all the lies playing through the pictures I watch as I lost my sanity slowly my life turned black my ignorance lost at too young an age perfection drilled into my mind making me lose any chance of normality I don't know what's wrong with me wanting to escape my life I turn to the memories I have left I always strove to be perfect but my goals disintegrated into what I came to be all I see is a failure a failure of what I wanted to be a failure in all of my dreams there's no changing my past "once you go black you never go back" I can't be fi

Truth?
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious92%Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Those Shorter Men!
I love the article posted below. No, I don't have any complex about my height. 5'6 isn't that short but in our society, most women prefer taller men than themselves. That is alright, as I have been fortunate to know those women in the minority who don't care or believe that they are worth the climb! ********************** Want a husband who’ll stay? – better marry a shorter guy. From the Times, London, May 2001. Taller the man, more likely he’ll stray, study finds. LONDON- Women who want a faithful husband should think small because tall men are more likely to divorce and remarry, research has found. A 50-year study of graduates from the United State’s most prestigious military academy has shown that taller men are more likely to stray as they get older, and to replace their partners with a younger model. Tall men also tend to father more children, largely though starting two or more families with different women. The study, the first details of whi

The Pantry Of Life
"I want something sweet, but there aren't any dessert-y things in the house." Now the entire top shelf in the pantry is LOADED with sweet things but Scarlett, being 13-years-old, wasn't tall enough to see them on her own. I see them every time I open the door, but she was standing there holding the door open, staring inside, just not able to find what she was looking for. You see, her height limited her perspective and although what she wanted was right there, there wasn't any way she was going to see it unless she made a deliberate effort to change her perspective. "Stand on your tippy toes," I told her. The two inches of height she gained by standing on her tiptoes was all she needed, she just had to make that effort. *** How many times do we want something, but because we're operating and acting from a limited perspective, fail to find it? How many times have you told a friend to get out of a bad relationship or stop smoking or whatever else because, from your perspe

Passions & Dreams
Her mind tries to calm her body. Each mile the plane moves taking her closer to her love. She never expected to find this kind of love, the friendship that grew from a few simple words, had grown into a love, and now it was becoming real. She is so excited, so filled with the passion that grew between them, but so afraid. What ifs keep coming into her mind. What if their meeting fails, could she smile again knowing that she would never see the love he typed to her, or the way his spirit seems to wrap his arms around her when she is lost. What if. The gentle glide of the plane as it lands brings her back from her deep thoughts, only a few hours to keep breathing, until she sees the man she has grown to love. They plan to meet for dinner. Hes told her where, and time, her body grows more excited with each passing minute, does he feel the same, is he as nervous of this, there first meeting. Will he smile the sweetest smilt as she moves towards him, will she know without

I Have Officially Lost My Mind
Well I started back to school again. Ugh I wonder if I will ever be happy with my educational goals??? I doubt it. hehe I now have 3 jobs and I am going to apply for another tomorrow. I want that Jeep paid off asap. I hate hate hate bills. I want to say I own that Liberty not Chase and I own that liberty. And now I am a Cherry tap addict thanks to Mrs Fey. Felling pretty good this last week, Mistress Fey maybe I found my cure. ICE BABY!

Don't Just Tell Her, Show Her
1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will think everything you ev

Movies That I Love, But Will Prolly Get Shyte For...
AIGHT, MOST OF YOU KNOW I'M A MOVIE FREAK. MY DOWNFAL IS I LIKE MOST MOVIES, NO MATTER HOW SAPPY. I'M ABOUT TO GIVE YOU SOME EXAMPLES, BUT I WILL ALSO THROW IN THE WHY ABOUT WHY I LOVE THESE MOVIES. FIRST OFF, I JUST WATCHED IT, SO YOU HAVE TO SUFFER. JERRY MCGUIRE. THE MOVIE IS BRILLIANT. I LOVE THE LITTLE KID RAY, WHEN HE SAYS FUCK IT'S ALL KINDS OF GOOD. THE MOVIE MAKES ME THINK THAT IF YOU CARE AND LOVE, NOTHJING BAD CAN HAPPEN TO YOU. SAPPY I KNOW. THE SECOND MOVIE IS LOVE ACTUALLY. THIS MOVIE IS ALL KINDS OF BRITISH HUMOR AT IT'S BEST. EXCELLENT COMEDY, WITH MESSAGES THAT JUST MAKE ME THINK, "DAMN WHY THAT'S HOW IT SHOULD BE." THE THIRD MOVIE IS MAJOR LEAGUE, WATCHED THIS MOVIE A LOT WHEN I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL AS A KID, SAPPY HUMOR, BUT AWESOME FUCKING DIALOGUE BETWEEN THE CAST. DISNEY MOVIE, OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE FILMS, BUT ONLY THE BACK IN THDAY ONES. LIKE ROBIN HOOD AND ALICE IN WONDERLAND. THESE MOVIES ARE BRILLIANT, BUT PEOPLE GET SHIT FOR ADMITTING THEY LIKE THEM. ADMIT YO

Getting Better :0)
Hi Everyone, Well I'm back from the brink. Man was it touch and go there for a bit. I don't feel 100% or even 60% better, but anything is better than what i was feeling. Had to go to ER on Monday due to dehydration from how sick I was over the weekend. So I'm back up and running now. Here it is Wednesday and I have tons to do. I've fallen to 3rd place in my contest, hopefully if ya'll feel like it you'll go vote for me again. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl I know you'll be happy when this damn contest is over so I'll stop begging for you to vote LMAO. Well, on the bright side you get to see some good BJ pics, right!?! :D Hope you had a better weekend than I did. XOXO, Aimeelynn

The Riseing
Thru the burn of my bitter tears I see you despite my fears across a world of heartache and pain Your distant figure always kept me sane I see you thu i tryed to close my eyes anything so you would not hear my crys I see you but pray you will not see me For Iam not worthy to even be I pray you can not see my broken form In my greif the creature that has been born I see you but hide the creature i became If you saw would anything ever be the same? So i try to hide withing shadows of yesterday For amonitity my tomorrrows ill gladely pay any price to hide myself from you To hide what i know is inhearntly true That the creture of night that i have become would consume such a child of the sun You my child of light gave me streagth To portect you id go to any length but from yourself you cannot hide as we meet what we are has died in darks shadow is lost the child of light lights fire consumes the creature of night gone now the child who dwelle

Cloud Eye Rite
This is a version of a rite by an unknown author which involves transferring one's 'essence' to another form, such as a rainbow, an animal, another person, a cloud, even a tree. In this case, you move your perception to a cloud. You will need: An open space Dry ice Passivity Open by whatever means feels appropriate. (You might just cast a circle.) Set the dry ice in the center of the working area. Participants circle deosil around the ice, chanting "Ka-ao-opua-loa" (the sharp-pointed living cloud). In the Hawaiian legends, this was the name of the kupua of the cloud people. Circling and chanting continue for 10-15 minutes, at the end of which all sit down in a circle as close to the ice as possible. All stare into the fog rising from the ice until tunnel vision sets in (the field of vision goes black except for the object focused upon). At the moment that tunnel vision occurs, say: "As below, so above The cloud is in my eye Ka-ao-opua-loa carry my sight"

Why Robin Is Going To Be A Lesbian...
Well, i know I am probably gonna get my ass chewed for this one... but holy fucking shit... i hate men... you say one thing, and BAM, WWIII... i mean, HOLY FUCKING HELL.... I am not mentioning names, nor the discussion.... all i am going to say is, i now remember why i like being single... and why i don't like men, and why i keep breaking up with them, because i CANNOT deal with some of their BULLSHIT... i mean WHAT THE FUCK is going on inside your heads?!?!?! REALLY?!?!?! COME THE FUCK ON!!!! I say ONE THIGN, and it's like i fucking started a war... I don't get it... although, i know i'm over-reacting, because i do that.... often... but still, why i just spent an hour defending myself over something i felt, i don't know... I am so fucking confused right now... this ahs been the shittiest week for me... can anything go right? seriously... I know i suck at relationships... i have never denied that... but holy fucking hell... is this really my fault? Did i say something wrong? I don't g

My Precious Babies
My Precious Babies God sent us a gift from above, Two little babies to hold and love, And with this gift I came to know, Each day, each hour you began to grow. For one life so short and sweet, My first who died in my womb. Still too soon for the other one, So cute, so small. I love you both, You were taken as the other laid. Oh how I wish I could hold you And stop the pain, Maybe just a dream of having two babies, Only a short while ago. Not one, but two to know. So cute, so small. My little girl and little boy, All conceived from love, One alive, so vibrant, so sweet. One taken away, so quick, and so mean. I love you all my lovely babies, If only words could tell you, How I am longing for you. Kailey Ann right now. To hold, to touch, to see, You were gone so soon, How could this be ? As days go by, your brother gets stronger and stronger each day. I feel Kailey Ann in every way. I watch Brandon sweetly sleep the night away, I pray for the day, I can

Brain Surgery
In the hospital the relatives gathered in the waiting room, where their family member lay gravely ill. Finally, the doctor came in looking tired and somber. "I'm afraid I'm the bearer of bad news," he said as he surveyed the worried faces. "The only hope left for your loved one at this time is a brain transplant. It's an experimental procedure, very risky but it is the only hope. Insurance will cover the procedure, but you will have to pay for the brain yourselves.. " The family members sat silent as they absorbed the news. After a great length of time, someone asked, "Well, how much does a brain cost?" The doctor quickly responded, "$5,000 for a male brain, and $200 for a female brain." The moment turned awkward. Men in the room tried not to smile, avoiding eye contact with the women, but some actually smirked. A man unable to control his curiosity, blurted out the question everyone wanted to ask, "Why is the male brain so much more?"

Wow... Its Been Over A Year...
so i just thought that i would let everyone know that im in love with the worlds most amazing man... hes the best... i love you phillip! he is the only one for me... i love him with everything i am... we have gone through some rough times... but we always seem to come through them... and i know that we are ment to be together... he is my soul mate...

Me!!!
so im in a giveaway.. and im workin towards a 3 day blast. 15000 comments is what i need... can i get some love???? there is no time limit no need to kill off yer comments lol! just stop by and throw some to it when ya can! xoxox xoxo

Something To Think About
Something to think about Regardless of where you stand on the issue of the U.S. involvement in Iraq, here's a sobering statistic. There has been a monthly average of 160,000 troops in the Iraq theater of operations during the last 22 months, and a total of 2,112 deaths. That gives a firearm death rate of 60 per 100,000 soldiers. The firearm death rate in Washington D.C. is 80.6 per 100,000 persons for the same period. That means that you are about 25% more likely to be shot and killed in the U.S. Capital than you are in Iraq. Conclusion: The U.S. should pull out of Washington

10-26-06 13th Entry
October 26, 2006, 03:47:pm I'm in a bit of a "driving myself nuts and not sure what to do anymore" quandry. My emotions have decided to take a roller coaster ride continuously the last few weeks. One day I'm fine, the next I'm crabby, cranky and just plain miserble. I'm going totally insane with not being able to fully quit smoking. In fact I've gone UP instead of lowering more *sighs. Went from a pack lasting almost a week to lasting only 3 maybe 4 days. I've begun sleeping long hours again. Like I used to. Not every day though. But in the last 2 weeks there has been 3 maybe 4 days where I have almost literally slept 24 hours. I know some of the answers to that. Privacy. Alone time. Its the only time I have peace and quiet. Its the only way I can feel as if I have any time to myself. Its driving me bonkers. There are so many people around all the time. I don't even bother closing my door half the time anymore because it will just be opened within an hour or so of me coming

Into The Black
long way into the black With fear-filled eyes Like a child Unknowing, unseeing the future Could it mirror the past? Into the black I fall Flailing, confused and alone Have I lost my soul? I have been here before I have traveled into this night An unending tunnel Into the black Soon change will come The light will beckon me home LBM/Published in Poetry.com 2006

Valentines Letter
Dear Cupid,This year, I've had my ups and downs in the love department. and I hooked up at a huge party then walked in and joined in.I pulled down ’s underwear in front of everyone - to mass applause. showed me their superfluous third nipple then started gesturing at it.So as you can see it's been a hectic year. Can you please make hook up with me this Valentine's day?Sincerely,CUTE SEXY AUSSIETake this Quiz at QuizUniverse.com( or, take the 'clean' version at QuizGalaxy.com )

F@ck!
Perhaps one of the most interesting words in the english language is the word "FUCK". It is one magical word, just by its sound, you can describe pain, please, hate and love. "FUCK", as most words in the english language, takes its name from the German word, "FRIKEN" which means to strike. In language, "FUCK" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive, "JOHN FUCKS MARY", and ntransitive, "MARY WAS FUCKED BY JOHN", and as a noun, "MARY IS A FINE FUCK". It can be used as an adjective, "MARY IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL". As you can see, there are no words with the versatility of the word "FUCK". Besides the sexual meaning, there are also the following uses: Fraud....... ......... . I got FUCKED at the used car lot. Ignorance... ......... . How the FUCK do I know? Trouble..... ......... . I'm really FUCKED now! Aggression.. ......... . FUCK YOU! Difficulty.. ......... . I can't understand this FUCKING mess. Displeasure. ......... . What the FUCK

Claustrophobic
Claustrophobic Gasping for air in this cluttered space Claustrophobia in this chaotic place People rushing all about with self filled egos There’s no doubt they’re being worshiped like kings and queens With tight leathers laying between whipping words and flogging dreams On the outside is were I stand, not in between Finding my place within a group, hearing the clicking, a faint but steady chirp Trying my best to stand next to her as you all keep kicking me to the curb Standing up, throw me every test, looking thru them at my very best With a narrow mind that likes to control, for I am a Dom didn’t you know I answer to Me and to no one else, for my life’s journey is my ultimate test Since I am not a part, I will make my own and give you these words in this stone The scene is what we make it, my side is light and yours is so heavy, one more ego just might break it I know my faults and my ways, I don’t need them to say If you can’t except my best, stand in line

Ode To My Vibrator
Ode to my Vibrator OH Mr Vibrator How I love you so much You’re Double AA batteries Make me wanna fuck You’re not to demanding You never talk back You don’t tell me NO And you’re still great in the sack You don’t sing me love song You don’t snuggle my back But fuckin a doggy You don’t ask “Lick my sweaty nut sac” I don’t have worry about getting knocked up Or getting an STD The only thing I worry about “Will his batteries out last me?” You won’t spunk on my sheets You won’t spunk on my ass My only problem I cum to fast You can do funky tricks You do a special dance You’re so fuckin special You make me cum in my pants I know I get angry When your batteries die But normally I’m so close to orgasm That it’ll just make me cry Oh Mr. Vibrator How I love you so I would buy stock in Energizer Just so you know BTW, for any of you who want a recommendat

How Will You Be Defined In The Sexual Dictionary?
I know at least one person is going to have a field day with this one: Ruby Cairo -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Only A Man Would Do This
> > > ONLY A GUY WOULD DO THIS! > > > > > > Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the > > wife. > > > > A guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket > > > > Taser" for their anniversary submitted this... > > > > > > Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol > > > > & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The > > occasion > > > > was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a > > > > little "something extra" for my wife Toni. What > > I came > > > > across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized > > taser. > > > > The effects of the taser were supposed to be > > short > > > > lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your > > > > assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat > > to > > > > safety.... WAY TOO COOL! > > > > > > Long story short, I bought the device and > > brought it home. > > > > I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn > > thing and pushed > > > > the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I > > learned, however, >

I'm A Lesbian
An old cowboy sat down at the Starbucks and ordered a cup of coffee. As he sat sipping his coffee, a young woman sat down next to him. She turned to the cowboy and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "Well, I've spent my whole life breaking colts, working cows, going to rodeos, fixing fences, pulling calves,bailing hay, doctoring calves, cleaning my barn, fixing flats, working on tractors, and feeding my dogs, so I guess I am a cowboy." She said, "I'm a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning, I think about women. When I shower, I think about women. When I watch TV, I think about women. I even think about women when I eat. It seems that everything makes me think of women." The two sat sipping in silence. A little while later, a man sat down on the other side of the old cowboy and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" He replied, "I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian."

Am I Your One?
In your eyes you see me as perfect but beneath my surface theres flaws. Im cracked and torn and bruised between. I really dont know what you saw. You say that you are here for me, that I need only be myself. Its hard for me to understand when for years I have been on a shelf. See, I never planned on moving on like this. I never planned on letting my heart go. Now Im at the melting point and the heat is starting to show. I have issues within and I dont know where to begin so I take it one day at a time. And you look in my eyes thinking I am okay when inside Im really not fine. I have so many hurts from the years that are gone and a remedy needs to be found for I am but me, just one in a million digging my hole in the ground. Everyday is a challenge for me just to get through all my sorrows. Thats why I sleep with one thing in mind that maybe I wont see tomorrow. My entire life has bee

We Need Each Other...
We need each other... In times of private pain, of fear and stress; We need each other... to share our joys, our times of happiness; We need each other... to hold on and be strong, and encourage when things are going wrong; We need each other... to keep the faith and love, and remind each other of all the things we're dreaming of; We need each other... now and always.

Steamy Short Story
As our day starts I go into the kitchen and make pancakes and sausage. I take a tray place your breakfast on it accompanied with a cup of coffee, orange juice and a rose. As your eyes open to awaken I present you with breakfast in bed. Instead of you grabbing the fork I keep it so that i may spoil you be feeding you myself. As i feed you breakfast I have a sweet melody playing in the background. After you have finished your breakfast I have an awaiting bath for you sweetened with lilac bubbles. You sit in the bathtub. I lovingly take a washclothe and procede to start to bathe you. I take the washclothe and slowly start to wash your back. So lovingly I caress your skin while bathing you. I gently wash your neck and give sweet kisses on your neck. I caress the washclothe down your chest. Sweetly I wash your breasts. Picking up a breast I make sure to wash every part. As I have it lifted I tenderly kiss your nipple and run my tounge around it. I lovingly do the same to your other

Missing You
In my covers I curled up to find warmth that was never found till I thought of you. Suddently I could feel your arms around me and I relaxed and slept and dreamed dreams of you. I woke with the sound of my alarm. Time to get up and warm the house for the kids and back to reality without you here. My world is so lost without you. I need you. I want you here. Come to me my love and let us be complete for now I am only half without you.

Being From --or Living In- The South
(as reposted from a bulletin) > THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN THE SOUTHERN PART OF THE UNITED STATES > OF AMERICA: > 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. > > 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in the south. > > 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in the > south, plus a couple no one's seen before. > > 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. > > 5. "Onced" and "Twiced" are words. > > 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. > > 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. > 8. People actually grow and eat okra. > > 9. "Fixinto" is one word. > > 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then > there is supper. > > 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it > when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! > > 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." > > 13. The word "Jeet"

***please******
Alrighty friends, I wanted to post this blog in order to get a few things straight. I am new to this place so I am not sure as to whether I should write this as bulletin or a blog, so if you think I should change it let me know. OK, here goes: Yes you are right I have posted 'adult' photos of myself on this site... (and I am changing them to private today.) However this does not mean that I want to have sex cyber or otherwise with you. I am not going to give you my yahoo name and I damn sure am not going to give you my phone number and/or address. I am a married woman and am only looking to flirt, at the most. I hope this does not seem too harsh! Hope you all had a great Monday! XXXOOO~ me

To The Military Family
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

Which Action Hero Would You Be?
You scored as William Wallace. The great Scottish warrior William Wallace led his people against their English oppressors in a campaign that won independence for Scotland and immortalized him in the hearts of his countrymen. With his warrior's heart, tactician's mind, and poet's soul, Wallace was a brilliant leader. He just wanted to live a simple life on his farm, but he gave it up to help his country in its time of need. William Wallace79%James Bond, Agent 00775%The Amazing Spider-Man71%Maximus67%Lara Croft67%El Zorro67%Neo, the "One"67%Captain Jack Sparrow63%The Terminator58%Batman, the Dark Knight

Having To Do With Last Post!!
well i went and seen him the 22nd! It was pretty easy if u ask me! i pulled into the parking lot next to where he was and then walked over and went into this little side room and had sex with him!! I was sooo nervous but it worked! I was soooo afraid to go up there but once i got there and did what i had to and left i was fine! Now he wants me to come back up there and do it again soon! Not going to make this a habit though! he will be home in 3-4 months so we will see... Well not much has gone on lately on my side of the world..just job hunting and taking care of my fixing to be 7 year old! well need to go get him in the bed! i will update again tomorrow...maybe!!

Desecrate Through Reverance
Hard news, taken harder, don't look to me Disappointed, we don't agree, I don't need your praise... (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Never asked you to like me, I don't want your praise (we won't play your games) Look down on me, spit in my face, you're nothing to me:not to me Darkened eyes you'll see, there is no hope, no savior in me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) Learned from years gone by, no one will care, what happens to me (don't look this way, don't breathe this way, don't stare this way, anymore) My presence won't be ignored, no not today Don't walk in my direction, turn the other way (don't look my way for help, from the beginning you came to me) Asking questions, predetermined answers, you won't find them here (we don't want your opinion) And I don't want you, I won't let you think, compromise is near. 'Cause it's not near. I'm alone in here No

To My Baby Boy
It's three A.M., they're all asleep, And no one's here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me. His little head is feather light Tucked up against my chin I hold his tiny hand in mine And stroke his baby skin The house about us creaks and groans, The clock hands creek around. He snuggles close to me still And makes his baby sounds. I love those quiet hours so much And cherish every one Store memories up inside my heart For lonely nights to come. All to soon he'll be grown up His need for mama gone. But until then I still have time For kisses and for song. Time for quiet hours like this With him cuddled in my arm, Where I wish he'd always stay, Protected, safe and warm. And yet I know they day will come When this tiny little hand Will be much bigger than my own. He'll grow to be a man. But until then he's mine to love, With no one here to see As we rock slowly back and forth My baby boy and me.

A Redneck Guys Pickup Lines
1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea . I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin, we kin sleep til afternoon. and.... the best for last! 13) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up. '

Last Rights...first Damnations (teaser)
Her teeth sunk deep his flesh tore open blood flooded out of the gaping hole she had formed but gasping in a lust crazed tide he moaned louder, alowwing her to change him into one of her. A child of the night a vampire she leaning up after closly draining him dry she cut a deep cut acrossed her left breast and leaned his mouth to it. he feed greedly on it being filled with her essence , her life. He looked up to her and gasped why she just made a hush sound and said tonight for you kindness of saving me I gave you the gift. He grew startled for a bit what do you mean he demanded to know she looked to him and smiled and responed with a chuckle, me of course and the ability to be king of your world to take what you want and to have it all. He smiled thinking of all this he looked to her , yes I guess thats right now lets go and make my first hunt for iw thirst for mortal blood!!! Ps this is the last snipit of my story but it will be published soon as posible.

Easy Chocolate Cake
Easy Chocolate Cake Yield: 12 servings Ingredients 1+¼ cup (170 g) flour 2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder (dutched/dark) 2 teaspoons baking powder 1 cup (200 g) sugar 1 tablespoon vanilla essence ½ cup (1.2 dl) milk or water ½ cup (1.2 dl) vegetable oil (flavorless) 2 eggs Ingredients for frosting 2/3 cup (1.6 dl) heavy cream or whipping cream 9 oz (260 g) semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C) 2. Grease a 9 inch (23 cm) cake tin. 3. Mix flour, cocoa powder, baking powder, sugar and vanilla essence in a bowl. 4. Add milk/water, vegetable oil and eggs. 5. Mix everything together until smooth, either by hand or by using an electric mixer at slow speed. 6. Transfer to bake tin and bake at 350 degrees until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean, approximately 35 to 45 minutes. 7. After the cake has cooled, slice the cake through the middle to make two layers (easier

Wet T-shirt Contest
im trying to start up a new contest for everyone and there friends. this is one that i have not seen yet so lets give it a try. im looking for 5 to 10 people to enter a wet T-shirt contest.if you like to enter this contest plese send me a pic that u would like to use. when i get enough to start the contest i will let u know. thanks and please lets have fun with this one. P.S please repost

Im Still Lmsao At This One
Guy out on the golf course takes a high speed ball right in the crotch. Writhing in agony, he falls to the ground. As soon as he could manage, he took himself to the doctor. He said "How bad is it doc? .... I'm going on my honeymoon next week and my fiancé is still a virgin - in every way" The doctor told him, "I'll have to put your Willie in a splint to let it heal and keep it straight. It should be okay next week." He took four tongue depressors and formed a neat little 4 sided splint,and taped it all together; .... an impressive work of art. The guy mentions none of this to his girl, marries her, and goes on their honeymoon. That night in the motel room, she rips open her blouse to reveal her beautiful breasts. She said, "You're the first; no one has EVER touched these." He immediately drops his pants and replies, ....."Look at this, it's still in the CRATE!"

Just A Poem I Wrote
The Journey Sleeping underneath a stone cold sun Haunted by memeries of my past So hard to let go, so I try to run Run until my breath can no longer last Haunted by my pain, haunted by my sin How do you find the strength to let go? I try not to let my past win But it's determined to you know My past will not win, I won't let it end this way So I continue to run I try to hold the memories at bay Pausing only to sleep under the stone cold sun But the memories revive They won't let me go My heart is cold, but my soul is determined to survive Across this endless river I row I sleep underneath a stone cold sun But my past is calling I arise once again, continue to run But I lose hope, I'm falling Falling in a dark cold abiss When I am captured by strong arms The arms of the one who would help me, they promise bliss But I've learned well not to be captured by a mans charms He whispers forgivness, he whispers love Tells me my sin was forgiven long ago

Bittersweet
Most of you know by reading my profile alot about me but not many of you see that I am very deep and not just goofy most of the time. Alot of poeple on here say they hate life and that makes me wanna scream cause life is worth living all you have to do is change to that you can be happy while being bored cause you still know its gunna be a good day...Yes I do get down at times myself but I mean when your down must you hate life also...theres something for everyone to think about, to be continued.....................................

Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in this world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem dark and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, and the sad times, and the confused times. If you turn and walk away your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be a-okay.. you are that friend...

It's Still My Day.
Ok. I want to start this off by informing you, the reader of a few things. 1. Today, January 30th 2007 is my 24th Birthday. 2. As such, I may or may not have had a few old friends over. 3. As such, I may or may not have had a few "adult beverages" 4. As such, I may or may not be inebriated. There, now that we have all of that out of the way, here's what I have to say today. An old friend of mine who served with me overseas posted a new blog today. He's a very right-wing kind of fellow who believes with great sincerity that the Democrats are ruining this country. I'm not so close minded as to think that he is totally off, but I never cared much for his political standpoints. The guy is kind of a troglodyte when it comes to that kind of stuff. What do you expect? He re-enlisted! Anyhow, Where was I? Oh yeah! I don't blog mutch here. I'm one of those people who matured into the world of personal networking websites with MySpace. My good friend Nic introduced me to it a fe

What D.r.f Property Maintenance Is
im one of a few women who has paperwork to say im qualified in jobs that men only apply for.i have my cscs card, passed health and safety and dont site training with a major construction company. i was the only female and 27 men i had to work along side it was fun and difficult but i got their respect in the end and even thought it was only a short contract i had ,i gained experience from it and now im in the middle of setting up my own business called D.R.F. PROPERTY MAINTENANCE and i will welcome anbodys comments or enquires about what im upto as i believe i can gain experience from it and build on it. the main thing about the whole business is we can supply either sex to do the home maintenance job you wil feel comfortable with in your home . i am now awaiting a start date so i can finish my exams and hopefully get the paperwork and then i can be a qualified plumber/carpenter

Womans Poem / Mans Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a Bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit. be my very best friend

Left Alone(poem)
a guy loved a girl, they were both so happy, until one faithfull night whenever thing turned to shit, the girl asked the guy what did your lover before look like, the guy showed her a picture, she flipped out said you still love her, the guy replied thats untrue cause the only person I love is you, as he said to the girl she left him without listening, then that night the guy looked in himself and yelled at his heart she was the one i wanted the most and now hes alone feeling the feelings he dreaded and now she wont even speak not even a mum so he wrote not here, leave me alone, hes gunna go now cause she left him alone in forever days of sadness!!!

Sergeant In Afghanistan
The Following was taken off of "Blackfive.net", a website ran by Ex-Military in support of their Friends in still in the Military: The following letter is from a Sergeant still on the front lines: http://www.blackfive.net/main/2007/01/sergeant_in_afg.html ______________________________________________________________ Things that I am tired of in this war: I am tired of Democrats saying they are patriotic and then insulting my commander in chief and the way he goes about his job. I am tired of Democrats who tell me they support me, the soldier on the ground, and then tell me the best plan to win this war is with a “phased redeployment” (liberal-speak for retreat) out of the combat zone to someplace like Okinawa. I am tired of the Democrats whining for months on T.V., in the New York Times,and in the House and Senate that we need more troops to win the war in Iraq, and then when my Commander in Chief plans to do just that, they say that is the wrong plan, i

Poem By Native
A gift for my brother. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above My guitar god who Is like gold Memories of you I will cherish and hold. For you I give my strength and love to hold near Although were miles apart, have no fear. Take my strength and love I give to you from my heart You were there for me from the very start. I would trade with you so you will not have pain or sorrow Always remember, there is a better tomorrow. You were always my hero, my big bro. You always protected me, for this I know. . I am sad and hurt for you to leave Don’t go away to soon have faith, believe. . Always remember to cherish each day and night Always with every breath you take, fight My heart is broke to see you this way Everyday for you I will always pray. To my brother who I treasure and love To me you’re a gift from up above By native Dec. 2006 .

Invisible Ghost (i Wrote)
something i wrote after the day i cam back from florida (work still in progress) inside this wicked mind i feel to much, i say to little ,i hide behind the black invisible, like a ghost, i shine on thoughs who reflect back with the hint of despise. i feel to much i say to little i am the invisible being scard is not even near showing fear it could be anywhere but not even close or is it just me? or is it just what i may bleive that this isnt even reality cause of this fucked up world that turned me to hate the society the way i was then is over now iv become the invisible ghost of him created by all of them hatred isnt a sin its just called revenge... getting back at thoughs that made it difficult to handle i can just barley stand the moment knowing i was once the man i am not anymore invisible ghost i am

And Sometimes We Just Are.....
lone·ly –adjective, -li·er, -li·est. 1. affected with, characterized by, or causing a depressing feeling of being alone; lonesome. 2. destitute of sympathetic or friendly companionship, intercourse, support, etc.: a lonely exile. 3. lone; solitary; without company; companionless. 4. remote from places of human habitation; desolate; unfrequented; bleak: a lonely road. 5. standing apart; isolated: a lonely tower. That's what I am. I feel utterly alone. I sit in my house day in and day out alone. Yes I have a roommate but he doesn't cure the loneliness. It normally hits when the sun goes down and my house is quiet. I sit here taking a drag off of my cigarette and I find myself crying at diamond commercials. I find myself longing for that life I had dreamed of. I find myself wishing I could turn back the hands of time and do things differently. Not so much with the direction my life is heading, but I wish I could change the people I've decided to associate

Hate
I figured out that I hate men. I found out when I got home that my boyfriend cheated on me using my own toys. He left everything out in the shower. I feel as if I could just die. Today was the first time in three years that I wanted my mother.

Update
Ok as most of u know the Dirty Lil Secret will start tomorrow morning at 9am est....alot of pics i have not recieved. Plz try and get them to me tonight. I will not accept any late entries and would hate for anyone to miss out....

Dripping Screams
It’s always waiting right there on the tip of my tongue Fistfuls of shit in each hand waiting to be flung A drug that comes out from, not into lungs With a bellow I can blow a hole through you Like a tusk baring boar Crying; you hit the floor Violate you with a few more words Raped, left for dead, and dying for more Pen point mugging Stabbed with a Sanford Uni-Ball fine tipped black pen Scribble a dark line from your gut to your chin Break it in half and let the ink seep in Now your vital organs are painted black I dip my finger in the mess And start writing love stories on the wall Scrawled with blackened gore I’m a horror story pornographer Pimping out depravity like a well turned out whore

Braindead...
Extensive searching through the caverns of my mind I come to the realization that I am no one, I am nothing. Crippling thoughts of negativity corrupt my inner most pleasant hopes. Possabilities of probability negate itself as mental knives stab through what I wish I wasn't...Yet I am. I am braindead.

Cmere You!
If you help her.... she will probably make you a license.... if asked nicely and given time! No guarentee but she does great work. Thats what her contest is for so go comment bomb her and then go to her page and add her and talk to her and she will probably make you one! She deserves to win though she puts alot of work and time into her lisences so they dont look like everyone elses!

Waiting For The Kiss
Waiting For The Kiss Category: Love poems I've never had the chance To kiss your beautiful lips To hold you tight all day To run my fingers through your hair Or talk to you till the sun comes up My mind says this won't be so But my heart knows different Someday I will do these wonderful things And never let you go No matter how long it takes No matter how many tears it makes I will see you Kiss you And hold you Until the end of time by Gary R. Hess

The Way Things Are....
this really won't mean much to just about everyone on here but it's safe here where I won't forget it and the person that is supposed to read it just might come across it one day..... (Verse 1) I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space (Chorus) Hate me today. Hate me tomorrow. Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you. (Verse 2) I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with. The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again. In a sick way I want t

Chatting With The Heretics-a Recent Debate With A Mormon
Now look, first off, let's get a few things straight. I am NOT a religious fanatic. I am also NOT "judgemental". It is not judgemental to speak the truth. And since I believe that moral relativism is, at bottom, dishonest, I can only do and say what it is in my nature to do and say. And in the case of this unfortunate person, I had to inform them that a) they had been misled, and b) they were just simply WRONG. As much as it hurts, and as much as no one likes to hear it, I think we can all agree that it's also wrong to allow someone to go around converting the unsuspecting and naive. With that said, let me describe the scenario to you. It's a Sunday afternoon, and we are all minding our business when the doorbell rang. My daughter, who is 11 going on 45, answered the door, and being well acquainted with my habits, invited the Mormons in for a cup of coffee. (ROFL!) I was out in the garage sharpening one of my cutlasses. But she knows me well, and she also happens to be a v

Image This
Imagine the following: You have just made it through your wedding ceremony and step out onto the church steps. The photographer raises his camera. Following your family tradition, both of you hold white doves which you will release together. You and your new husband stand shoulder to shoulder with a dove in your hands as your friends and relatives eagerly wait. The photographer gives the ready signal and you open your hands toward the sky. Not a dry eye in the house, the camera flashes; the moment is saved for eternity.... ? ? ? Wedding Gown?? $2,500. Photographer? ????? $2,000 Having "the twins" pop out and say CHEESE in front of your family and friends... PRICELESS!!! !!

What Freaky Subway Person Am I?
Which freaky subway person is Clandestine? The little dog that pees on someone's leg, probably as a means of entertaining itself. 'Which freaky subway person are you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

What The World Needs Now
When i heard this song playing on T.V. I knew I had to share the words of this beautiful message... We all need peace and we need to just love one another... This month is the month of love... Love with all your heart and love thoes around you... We are all special in our own ways... Love you... I look around at all the faces and I see All the lonely people looking back at me Rich, poor don't matter we're all the same Everybody's hungry in a different way We're clawin' and climbin' and kickin' and screamin' and fightin' but really What the world needs now is love Love and only love A little help from up above Faith to make a better day Let's come together Lay our differences down Spread it all around That's what the world needs now Sometimes all it takes is just a smile To change somebody's weather Chase the clouds out of their sky Sometimes you gotta give and not receive Sometimes you gotta live what you believe Open your arms cause that's wher

Ugh...
Ages past now and time without meaning Eternity and two thousand years have not mellowed the feeling Life’s greatest mystery carved in stone as strong Blessing bestowed upon the world before so long In all this earthly and celestial meld Cult of one thing from the beginning still held Hate’s as proud, this foul creature Plagued this Saint, the mainest feature Great as such still has come to reap Meant for peace our days to keep Forever the sight of doom, the dream of breath Truth now is – our love is Death Sleeping ground, graves’ reigning beauty Worlds extinguished – life’s ending duty Dread it was and love’s as hate Upon these days of crying fate Killer vicious, missing just Yearning though to return to the dust Jury decided guilty – comes the most cruel None as horridly evil as this last rule Quite the good received an Earth Only evolution lacked a mirth Screaming loud with all our wrath Most precious gift though is the Poetry of Death

Contests
I'd like to do a few contests....hottest midwest, eastcoast, westcoast, and southern ladies...4 contests...would like to have 8 women in each if possible...would be based on comments of course...winners will recieve either a ring,cherry, or earrings...dependent upon what they want...anyone interested??

About Someone
sittin all alone as the rain comes down. thinkin of a place we once had found . a place where you were more then a dream at nite. you were my friend, my lover, my life. we once were close, our laughters fill the air. now a space had grown where something once lived there. memories of the times we once shared, now makes my heart ach. more then i can bare. tell me what has happened to the life we shared. back when we were as one and not runnin scared. my feelings for u hav not change, as i sit here watchin the rain . oh my love for u is still the same . searching my heart for the memories seem like vain. back when the sun seemed to kiss our face, as we walk hand in hand and our hearts raced. i sit here watchin the rain ... waiting for u

2nd Marine To Commit Suicide..will It Ever End?
U.S. soldier commits suicide in Iraq Publication time: 15 January 2007, 17:24 A U.S. marine took his own life by putting a bullet through his head on Sunday morning near the restive city of Fallujah, local police source said. "Early in the morning, a marine took the pistol of an Iraqi policeman in the police station of Amriyah town just south of Fallujah, and put a bullet in his head," the source told Xinhua on condition of anonymity. "The soldier uttered words saying he was sad and miserable," the source said. The U.S. troops kept the policeman who gave the marine the pistol for several hours, but released him later, he added. Three U.S. helicopters landed at the police station and one of them evacuated the marine's body, he said. The U.S. military did not confirm the incident. In a separate incident, three Iraqi soldiers were killed and two others wounded when a roadside bomb detonated near their patrol in Fallujah city, some 50 km west of Baghdad, the so

Poem
Bleed A little whimper of truth here in sings each night as I close my eyes. A single thought of pride. I sink deeper into my blanket of truth and pretend this is just another time. The veins that run with blood will not stop if I were to hit rewind and try to fix myself of the voices I hide. Each day the light sinks in and brings me back to the same old as I rise and sink my feet to the coolness of the floor I tread in a haze doing everything the same till night closes in and bleeds me dry once again. A sad smile on my face close my eyes and sleep hoping that tomorrow I will not bleed anymore the pain will fade and I will be whole for once in this life. Lies as honey scatter in my mind from childhood too now a woman in full bloom. I watch the refection and try to remember the eyes staring back at me. They are so sad and vacant of anything but sadness. Slip away from this misery tha

My Unborn Child
My Unborn Child I never got to see your face Or even give you a name But in my heart, you hold a special place And for that, I would never be the same I’ll never hear you laugh or cry Or hold you in my arms tenderly I’ll never know the color of your eyes But I will still love you endlessly I never got to hold your hand I never got to sing you a lullaby I will never come to understand Why murderers run free and innocent souls die I’ll always have my suspicions Why God took you from me All these unanswered questions That would burn inside of me Forever saddened upon this Earth Crying for you, my unborn child Never blessed by your birth. But I’ll be here, unable to smile You are my shining light in heaven For one of God’s angels to love Until I get my wings to descend She’ll take care of you, for me, in Heaven above You’ll be my Guiding Light to Heaven’s Gate Where I’ll get to see your Angelic Smile And even if I never got to see your face I’

My Heart
With you my heart is calm, and you take my breath away. And every time I speak to you, I hardly know just what to say. You know my heart is yours, you stole it from the start. I never even had a chance, and you clearly left your mark. As I review my heart, I swore it to another. But now I give it to you, and after that no other. Always in my heart, you've changed all that I know. So even though we are apart, I know our love will grow.

Morphs!
WARNING: RANT Why are so many people obsessed with picture-morphs? I'm sorry, but they're painfully cheesy. "Ooh, lookatme, I'm turning into a vampire! Ph3@r m3!!!" The occasional one might not be -as- bad... IF THE TWO PICTURES WERE EVEN REMOTELY SIMILAR. Amateur self-portraits and professional fantasy/horror/animal artwork don't blend well. People with morphs as their main profile image make me think of that one kid in school who tries WAY too hard to be cool, and it ends up backfiring. If your picture isn't interesting enough on its own, use a different one! Why is this phenomenon mainly limited to CherryTap? I have enough friends on MySpace to keep my account there, and I've never seen a single morph on there (yet). Do the right thing; just say no to morphs.

Public Slander..... Etc
So I open a bulletin Don't remember what it was titled, don't really Care to be honest, It was nothing but slander towards someone else. I will not name names because THAT IS HOW DRAMA STARTS. (Thats for all you ppl who like to spread rumours) Anyways, Its goin on about how this person slandered some one else, funny thing is I never saw a bulletin slandering that individual, yet I see one slandering this person. I hope who ever posted the original feels better about them selves that they called out an attention whore. SOOOO, I guess imma see more and more bulletins with slander in them. With that In mind, I wonder, "How can I get slandered in a bulletin so that ALL of CT sees it?" that's when I decided to rant. now I know only a fraction of my friends will read this, and of that fraction of them, only a few will repost. So i ask this, IF YOU ARE READING THIS PLEASE REPOST IT. OK, NEXT SUBJECT. CT MARRIAGE, OH MAN THIS IS GONNA BE GREAT. Who's brilliant IDEA was this? who's ever

93 Del Sol Parts For Sale!
Anyone wanna buy parts from my Del Sol? Pictures are posted of the damage at the bottom. Alot of the car from (but most likely excluding just) the engine/transmission and back to the rear of the car is salvagable. Pop off roof (along with the weatherstrip I had just bought still in the plastic), brand new tires w/ about 300 miles on them, doors, trunk, speakers on the inside, center console, dashboard, seats, all interior purdy much, um... tail lights, windows, window motors, doors, exhaust/spoiler (whichever one is on the underside of the car haha), rear bumper, side panels, um... breaks (which I had put on a month or so ago), battery, some tubes, I think MAYBE the engine could be salvagable (but Im no car expert on making hypothesis)... Anything else shoot me a message. If you want anything specific that I dont have a clue in hell if I have, just tell me and I'll give you directions to my place and you can come over to see if its there or whatever. So yeah... Thats abo

Your Heart..
Your heart is just as lovely as your face. I can't believe you ever could love me. Gifted with a more than human grace, You're meant for some more noble destiny. I watch you from the sidelines in a dream That never can come true. Yet nonetheless, My heart is happier than it might seem: I shiver in the warmth of your caress. I may not be the mirror for your eyes, But fortune has been decent, on the whole. I cannot know your heart or hear your cries, But love for you illuminates my soul. My looks have made me shy, so please take this As it is meant: an unrequited kiss. Written By: Born N Raised

Well?
Mantis hiding in the tall grass praying Dividing blue shadowy arteries Looking for one with the right hue Praying the intravenous won’t poke right through The good veins are deep and hard to get to Close won’t do Shit Impaled through and through Soaking into muscle tissue Spastically contort Slap a smile on and it looks like cavorting Shoot adrenaline straight to the brain Bounce back half swing There’s a needle my skull I don’t think I should touch it Push it in until it disappears I’ll just learn to live with it Actually I think it’s a pretty good fit Be honest… Does it make me look fat?

Eyes Of Man
As I Look In to the eyes Of Man.I Feel Sad Happy Love & Hate. I Sit I Think I Try To See More Of Good But All I See Is Injustice. We Have Too Try To Change. I Am The Last One To Speack Of Peace For I Am One Of The Most Anti Anythig You Will Have Met. So If I See This You Can not Turn A Blind Eye. For The Eyes Of Man Show The Heart Of Man.

Work
Damn... If I had another job or source of income to fall back on I'd walk today. Yesterday was indeed the worst day in a long time. When I first started here Diane and Jan figured I wouldn't last a week. Customer Service (esp when it's over the phone) is really harsh. I've been here two years and stuck it out much to everyone's surprise. I've had more people yell at me, insult me, swear at me and hang up on me than I have at any other job. Yet for all that I take it with sarcastic humor and occasional trips to a concrete wall that I like to hit. It's very rarely that you'll see me upset (at least, visibly) at work. But yesterday seemed like an unending stream of such people. I actually snapped at Nickey after the second hang up while I tried to hide the tears that had sprung up out of frustration. I went home, cleaned a bedroom like a madwoman and then burst into tears. I didnt' drink, even though I truly craved it. I figured it was a bad idea to drink when I was

I Want You On It!
Hey People.. I just put a slideshow on my profile.. and I want all my friends, fans, and family to add their pic to it.. I would really love it !! Lots of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

Warning To Parents!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Confederate Starz Artist Mgt. Date: Feb 8, 2007 10:04 AM People, parents, family members and friends, FOX BROADCASTING and their new show DRIVE may put your kids in their grave before their time. THIS IS YOUR WAKE UP CALL. Do not sit there and think I can't make a difference. It's going to take appoximately somewhere in The neighborhood of 40 to 50 million people speaking out against this show to stop DRIVE, FOX AND THEIR INSANITY FROM DESTROYING YOUR LIVES. FOX WILL BUILD DRIVES NUMBERS THRU ADVERTISING ON AMERICAN IDOL. I read an industry article today, FOX made no apologizes for their position that AMERICAN IDOL is making FOX BROADCASTING THE CASH COW OF NETWORK PROGRAMMING. Fox and their associates,do not care about the dramatic reality that they will unfold before your childrens eyes. DO NOT think it's OKAY, it's JUST ANOTHER REALITY SHOW, In Fox Broadcasting words, this show is sinister. T

Anna Nicole Smith Dies
HOLLYWOOD, Fla. - Anna Nicole Smith, the former Playboy playmate whose bizarre life careened from marrying an octogenarian billionaire to the untimely death of her son, died Thursday after collapsing at a South Florida hotel, one of her lawyers said. Smith, 39, collapsed and was unresponsive while staying at the Seminole Hard Rock Cafe Hotel and Casino, said the attorney, Ron Rale. She was rushed to a hospital. "She checked in Monday at 8 p.m. as a guest. She was due to check out tomorrow," said Danielle Giordaano, a spokeswoman for the hotel. Smith had been a tabloid staple even before she became Playboy's playmate of the year in 1993. Readers were fascinated by her bombshell good looks, her marriage to an elderly billionaire and subsequent court fight over his estate, her weight fluctuations, and last year, the sudden death of her 20-year-old son, Daniel Smith. A former topless dancer, she made her name squeezing into Guess jeans. She resembled the late actress Marilyn

When Love...
When love is an affliction, There's not much one can do. Despite the way you've treated me, I'm still in love with you. I am the wave and you the rock Against which I must break: Again, again the crushing jolt, The pain I can't forsake; Again, again the long retreat To safety, far from shore, And then again, I don't know why, The long trip back for more. Perhaps it is nostalgia for A long uncertain glow, Or just some hope so beautiful I cannot let it go. Perhaps it is the need to try For those who must depend On who we are and what we do, For whom this should not end. What evil makes you hurt me so, What defect of the heart? What sense there is no greater whole Of which you are a part? What lonely choice that only you Be served by what you choose? What hard, hard fear of losing what It is a gift to lose? I dream sometimes my waiting love Has made you turn again. But you care only for yourself, And I must love in vain. Written By: Bo

What Wit Tha Fiznucin Private Pics
i got pics that r not 4 everyone lol only some but i see it all tha time is says 4 friends only and u cant see them im not gonna waste my time doin it if no one can see it whats good wit that

A Irish Quak
Irish quak The trade winds blow anew What was familiar is now new Tripping in from the night before I found peace ,what its me on the floor I did not have to use my might ,angels Guided me to the light. If I suffered I don’t know I’m just sad for the ones below I have raised my head so high Please wipe the tear from your eye’s Feeling bad has no class shout with cheer And raise a glass For I’m in a better place Its all of you who have to live with the human race I have my rye with saint peter Be happy for me nothing could be neater! Scott baker

9 Feb 07 - Friday
9 Feb 07 - Friday 1773 William Henry Harrison Virginia, (Whigs) 9th President (March 4-April 4, 1841) 1846 Wilhelm Maybach German engineer, designer of 1st Mercedes 1914 Ernest Tubb Texas, guitarist/singer (I'm Walking the Floor over You) 1940 Smokey Robinson rocker (& Miracles-Tears of Clown) 1943 Joe Pesci Newark NJ, actor (Half Nelson, Goodfellas) 1944 Alice Walker US, novelist (Color Purple, Meridian) 1945 Mia (Maria) Farrow Los Angeles CA, actress (Rosemary's Baby) 1950 Lloyd Weldon Keasor Pumphrey MD, wrestler (Olympics-silver-1976) 1951 Dennis "Dee Tee" Thomas saxophonist (Kool & the Gang-Celebration) 1963 Madusa Miceli [Debra Ann], Milan Italy, wrestler (WCW) 1963 Travis Tritt Marietta GA, country vocalist (Country Club) 1964 Rachel Bolan rocker (Skid Row) 1554 Battle at London Sir Thomas Wyatt defeated 1567 Henry Stuart earl of Darnley/Consort of Mary Queen of Scots, murdered 1674 English re-conquer New York from Netherlands 1744 Battle at Toulon (French/

Amazing Friends
I have friends on here and they are some very awesome friends no doubt, But I have one very special friend that has made me feel very thankful to have a friend like this. I feel very honored to be considered one of her friends that she is inspired by.... You are an inspiration to alot of people. We surprise ourselves all the time...MUAHHHHHH ~~!!PoeticAngel!!~~@ CherryTAP And this is for her toooo

Alrighty Then
So, I'm very new to Cherry TAP. I've been using mySpace, but I'm getting kinda bored with it. It's actually just a bunch of people I know, sending each other random pics and comments. A lot of fun at first, but I'm over it. So, I thought I'd try this. Maybe make a few new friends, see what's going on in here. I'm a little confused with all of the points, and shouts, and pokes, etc.... but then I haven't spent much time here. I guess I'll learn as I go. I am so tired of cold, gray days. I can't wait for spring to get here, so I can get out of the winter blahs. I need to feel the sun on me, standing at the water's edge, and enjoy just being. That's definitley something I'm looking forward to. Enough rambling tonight. Think I'll go to bed now. Later.

So What Is This Lilypond Stuff Anyway...
I've posted a lot of graphic files (PNGs) created using the program LilyPond. Good practice and somewhat easier to do with time, except as I pose greater challenges for myself, but it does, it is a good idea, to explain briefly just what I'm doing. It's not point and click graphics to place the notes and write in words, as with programs like Encore, Finale, and I think Sibelius too. It's a lot more like computer programming- read the score, figure out what you want LilyPond to do (a quarter-note C in the violin followed by an eighth-note D, then hold a whole-note E-flat while the viola enters under it with a scale going up...) and figure out how to write that in LilyPond's own language. If your solution doesn't work, refer to the manual and try, try again until you find some clever solution that does. (The program and the manual are free from their website lilypond.org.) It's been fun, educational and might lead to some work for me; I'm glad I was introduced to it.

Regarding Recent Mumms
I've seen a few MUMMS on here just today that dealt with racism, eventually if not originally. Rather than post my thought there where it would be ignored for something more inflammatory, I chose to put my thought here. I apologize if it's hard to follow. I'm sick currently and not too sure of my coherency. Anyway, here goes... I have yet to see the grass over a grave change in any way to denote any significant features or accomplishments of the person contained within. Any recognition of those features or accomplishments has always been the perception of the individual minds of the living, however they might be influenced. I feel real pity that crime and hate and just about any other negative thing we can think of is rewarded with notoriety, even as the individual perpetrator is punished or rewarded, dependent on the public perception, ie: if they are famous enough, there'll be no penalty, just more media coverage. It is the individual person that pigeon-holes people by col

~ Sgt Michael Burghardt ~ You Tell Them Brother
Leading the fight is Gunnery Sgt Michael Burghardt, known as "Iron Mike" or just "Gunny". He is on his third tour in Iraq. He had become a legend in the bomb disposal world after winning the Bronze S tar for disabling 64 IEDs and destroying 1,548 pieces of ordnance during his second tour. Then, on September 19, he got blown up. He had arrived at a chaotic scene after a bomb had killed four US soldiers. He chose not to wear the bulky bomb protection suit. "You can't react to any sniper fire and you get tunnel-vision," he explains. So, protected by just a helmet and standard-issue flak jacket, he began what bomb disposal officers term "the longest walk", stepping gingerly into a 5ft deep and 8ft wide crater. The earth shifted slightly and he saw a Senao base station with a wire leading from it. He cut the wire and used his 7in knife t o probe the ground. "I found a piece of red detonating cord between my legs," he says. "That's when I knew I was screwed." Rea

Glowing Up
You don’t even Believe your eyes A vision Hence unknown It emanates From inside Then radiates The soul Impossible To comprehend Each light That you see To Explain It is your Glow That unique Piece about You I am so glad You show It’s amazing To know

Attention Comment Bombers Needed
OK ALL YOU COMMENT BOMBERS THE TIME HAS COME THAT I ASK YOU HELP ONCE AGAIN. PLEASE IF YOU WILL SHOW SOME LUV TO A DEAR FRIEND AND SWEETHEART AT THAT FRIEND OF MINE. DROP AT LEAST 100 COMMENT BOMBS AND A PRIZE WILL BE AWARED. ANYTHING OVER 100 WILL WIN YOU A MUCH BIGGER PRIZE, SO PLEASE START COMMENT BOMBING NOW, WETHER YOU MALE OR FEMALE. AND THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBIN

21 Reasons Why Cucumbers Are Better
A cucumber won't tell you that size doesn't matter. A cucumber won't need to be sucked off. A cucumber won't care what time of the month it is. A cucumber won't lie to you about having a vasectomy. A cucumber won't want to come on your face. A cucumber won't fall asleep too soon. A cucumber won't fall asleep on your chest or drool on the pillow. A cucumber won't make you sleep on the wet spot. You won't find out that a cucumber is: married, on penicillin, or trying to screw your sister. A cucumber won't grab cash from your purse while you're asleep. A cucumber won't come home late, stinking of beer. A cucumber won't run off with a cheerleader or an ex-nun. All cucumbers are fresh and juicy. You can keep as many cucumbers as you want. Your mother won't flip out finding a cucumber in your house. Cucumbers don't jam the freezer with food you don't like. Cucumbers don't stay up until 4 and then demand that you take care of them when they get sick. But on the other hand, cucumbers stay up A

Quit Horsing Around
"Well, I was bored...." One of my fathers friends was going out of town and he had a show horse which he asked my father (who was getting his degree in range animal science) to look after him until he got back late in the week because the horse was going to be in a parade. The horse was a beauty. Long perfectly groomed hair, perfect form, etc. So, my father dutifully feeds the horse and checks on him each day. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, by Thursday my father is officially bored. He's sat in the corral staring at the horse, and suddenly thought, "I wonder what would happen if we put Nair on a horses tail?" Off he hurries to the store to purchase the Nair. He gets back, frantically opens the bottle, and slathers a generous amount to the horses tail. Then he waits... Sure enough, the hair had completely fallen out by the next morning, which was the day of the parade. My father sees the tail and dies laughing, 'It looked like a finger was sticking out of its butt!" He n

This Is Gay
gezz this is gay what is gay well i'll tell you being bored is gay i need something to do before i pull my hair out and yell my lungs out so give me something to do if not i'll kick you and i mean it

My Soul
You Are a Prophet Soul You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

Looking For A Good Online Game To Play?
Hello all, Are you looking for a good Online game. to meet people to play the game with. RuneScape - the massive online adventure game by Jagex Ltd RuneScape is a massive 3d multiplayer adventure, with monsters to kill, quests to complete, levels to gain and treasure to win. You control your own character who will improve and become more powerful the more you play. well if you looking for one. just go to http://www.runescape.com/ CLick on create A Free Account New User. It's 100% free for Unmembers. If you enjoy the game. and want to learn more of the game. you can pay for a membership. that gives you more armour, weapon use And items to wear. Such as Dragon battle axe. dragon mase and lots more. And it only cost $5.00 a Month US only by credit card. to pay by phone. witch goes on your phone Bill 6.99 a month US only. To see other ways to pay for a membership see http://www.runescape.com/lang/en/aff/runescape/members/subscribe.ws for more details. here are some screen shots

Your Battle To The Top Or Mine!? Celebrity Style!
I always see how the world reinvents itself around portraits, portraying a con or perhaps an icon in the battle to the top. Imposing figments, perhaps, but is it of your own image or someone else's.. I see the little changes, the ones that really make a difference but go unnoticed, including your own in so many peoples lives, but have you ever stopped to actually take a look for yourself? is it for you or someone else? or perhaps, this is the deception of one's individual self less compromise to get to the top and not your own, hindered?, you should be, but never broken, think about it, why should someone else work? your doing it all for them, accomplishments? perhaps, but does this make it worth it? you tell me! all the publicity and crazy madness in your life just to express your fatigue's through talents and long journey's, and great ones they are, just to have someone's selfish behavior ruin and criticize it, not jus

To Girls Who Are Serious About A Lasting Relationship
To Girls who are serious about a lasting relationship Looking for my True Love~ im tired of being used and abused by people who misrepresent themselves. Check turn-ons, and turn-offs. Im tired of girls who arn't who they say they r, girls who don't pay attention to me; they'd rather b stoned then spend time with me. Im not into a girl who is a real bitch, and expects me to keep up. I prefer a girl who is kind-of meaty, plus-size turns me on; more body to make love to, and more surface area to massage. A slim girl is ok, but not so skinny i could crush her; to me a skinny girl seems like she's having an eating disorder, not too sexy... Athletic is ok; im not a fighter so id rather have a girl who will fight for me, and not with me. Im attracted to any ethnicity, im really attracted to Black and Asian babes, Native American is really hott. I can take a bit of physical abuse, but i don't want someone who is going to abuse me an any way. I am a guy, but i have the emotions of a woman. So

W00t
Yeah Yeah. Anthony and i have decided to come back to cherry tap for awhile :) So yes we will be on more, posting blogs, bulletins, pictures etc. So whoever doesnt like that "cough cough" can stick that in there juice box and suck it :) ♥ Anywho its blog of the day time with all my prettiness! Who's ready? I am mhmm. Anthonys my weakness. Yes he is, Morning, noon, and night. He's my love, my life ♥ That is not something you ever hear me say with anthony -doo dooo doooo- And ever ♥ Seriously my nose still hurts. And i want it to snow. La La La La La ♥ ♥ So im liking this whole happy hour thing :) Its a neat idea ♥ Okay im done rambling ♥ So if you like my blog rate it please.

Left All Heated Ub :((
Arad, oh Arad. I think, I really love him. His curly black hair, his dark skin and black coal eyes. Even his name, warm like the southern sun, wide and endless like the deserts. Hot tempered and emotional, but also very polite and respectful. And so beautiful... Anyways, I got sidetracked. Last time I said, I wanted to go to this place, "Caribbean Sunrise". And I did! No, not all by myself, Arad came with me. And I'm so glad, he did. We had such a wonderful time. Strange place too, this island. Not much caribbean cliche there, if you're expecting steel bands and fancy bars and stuff you'll be awfully disappointed. But lots of, yes, no other way to put it: sex. Beautiful pictures though on every wall, and shops, oh my god! Lingerie, jewelry - for the most amazing body parts - and sheer ravishing fashion shops! Quite sexy too, but REALLY expensive. Arad was looking at the prices and I could tell, he was thinking and calculating and he was so terribly sweet I wanted to kiss him all

Americcan Valves Hmmm!!!!
It recently became excruciatingly apparent to me -- via my fourth-grade son in a gifted-and-talented magnet school in one of the nation's best public-school systems -- that something is much more seriously wrong with American K-12 education than just our lousy math and science scores and the difficulties of attracting good teachers. Equally troubling is what is pawned off as social-studies curriculum that, if some of it were not so offensive, would be grist for late night comic hosts Jay Leno or David Letterman. This sorry tale began with a classroom assignment centered on a "Human Values Chart" distributed at a suburban Washington, D.C., elementary school. While the very title might set off red flags for conservatives and liberals alike, the content may so offensive it might rally everyone from Tom DeLay Republicans to Bernie Sanders leftists to rise up in rightfully righteous indignation. The chart, which -- charitably interpreted -- was intended to illustrate that cultur

In Three Contests Now, Please Leave As Many Comments On My Photos As You Can!
I'm in three contests, please show your support. Comment bombing is allowed, so post as many comments on my photos as you'd wish. (I'm pretty far behind in comments, so please help me out.) M.I.L.F contest Sexiest pose contest Hottest body piercing contest (for my septum and nostril piercing, couldn't put the 6ga outerlabia and 6 ga hood, had to be worksafe!). comment bombing is allowed in all three, so please leave me as many comments as you would like! Thank you in advance, delilah PS- Please repost to help show your support!

What Tarot Card I'm I
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Creature Of The Night
First off I'd like to say my inspiration came from one of my friends. He didn't know it at the time, but I went through his pictures and got the inspiration. So TY *~�THEUNLOVED®�*~I may be away from my desk!*~DarkMoon Family~*~KOT~*, without your pictures I wouldn't have come up with this!!!!!!!!! Creature of the Night Internal Pain External Bleeding Eternal Shame Constantly Fleeing All she wanted was ever lasting love, But one night push came to shove. She met this guy and he seemed so right, Little did she know he was a creature of the night. Their eyes met, It was love at first sight. They wrapped their arms around each other and disappeared into the night. Internal Pain External Bleeding Eternal Shame Constantly Fleeing Her long, silky blonde hair Soon was stained red. Once he had laid her down on the sofa, It took maybe five minutes before he fed. Spraying her face with warm, crimson blood, The area around them began to flo

New Voice Recorder On My Profile
Hey Sexy People... Just wanted to let people know that I just added a voice recorder on my profile.. Come and Leave me a voice message.. Lots Of Love and Kisses SexySherry ~Pole Princess~

As My Thoughts Wander (erotica)
Sitting here thinking of you looking at a sky so blue Knowing you'll be here soon It's almost but not quiet noon Watching the clock as time slips by Thinking of you I have to sigh Your words have ignited my desire Need your body to extinguish the fire Want your touch to feel the heat You create from my head to feet Need your body pressed to mine A simple thought that's so divine Caress my shoulder, breast, and thigh In your arms I want to lie Give me kisses oh so deep Make my passion soar, heart skip a beat Let me taste your warm skin Hear me moan as you slip in Kiss my neck fulfill my dream Take me higher make me scream Feed my hunger with your lust Fill my body with each thrust I look up and there you are Filling my world like a bright star Now at last we finally meet And you have swept me off my feet ©Dark

Winter Blonde
As a trucker stops for a red light, a blonde catches up. She jumps out of her car, runs up to his truck, & knocks on the door. The trucker lowers the window, & she says "Hi, my name is Heather & you're losing some of your load." The trucker ignores her & proceeds down the street. When the truck stops for another red light, the girl catches up again. She jumps out of her car, runs up & knocks on the door. Again, the trucker lowers the window. As if they've never spoken, the blonde says brightly, "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!" Shaking his head, the trucker ignores her again & continues down the street. At the third red light, the same thing happens again. All out of breath, the blonde gets out of her car, runs up, and knocks on the truck door. The trucker rolls down the window. Again she says "Hi, my name is Heather, & you're losing some of your load!". When the light turns green, the trucker revs up & races to the next light. When

Valentine's Day Blue's!
Have you ever wondered if you will ever have that special person with you on this special day? I know i wish i had someone to share it with! Right now the day of love for me is a day like any other. I'm all alone with nothing to do,Nobody to see,And nobody around to spend quality time with. I feel lost and I don't like feeling this way! I know nobody else does! Everyone knows it's always a better day with someone around to spend time with. I don't know what to do today,At all! If anyone can think of something,please let me know! Alone and Sad! Missy

Cat Contest Winners
~~ Cat Contest is now closed the winners are everyone! ~~ Best Cat on CT contest! 1st Cat is...... Wins Silver Motorcycle and a Beer Keg with 5315 comments 2nd Cat is..... Wins Rolex and Beer Keg with 2117 comments 3rd Cat is...... Wins Diamond Earrings and Beer Keg with 1530 comments 4th Cat is...... Wins Platinum Cherry and Beer Keg with 500 comments 5th Cat is...... Wins Root Beer and beer keg with 219 comments 6th Cat is...... Wins Shot of Jagermeister and Beer Keg with 183 comments most comments wins! VIP & VIC gifts awarded to the winners! thanks maria

Every One I Know!
well its me again.im back out here running down the highway im off to jacksonville fl. and because i have no special person in my life im going to say it to all of you on my list that reads this happy V-day to you all and i love ya! well need to get my happy ass to work get thru atlanta tonight b4 traffic starts up talk soon

Ok Guys Show Me That Love Pleaseeee
ok guys the # of ratings in the Phat Tat Contest im in is really close so come on put me on up there and get another win for me... im not to far away on the comments either to catch up so bomb away... still got 4 or 5 days before it will end here is the link again MUCH LOVE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL HOPE YOU ALL A WONDERFUL VALENTINES DAY!!!

Odd Start To The Day!
Early meetings drive be a little crazy! I have a meeting at the high school with Taylor's teachers at 7:15 a.m. So I need to start kid delivery to school much earlier than usual!! Ah, well. I hope everyone had a lovely Valentine's Day! Thank you to everyone who sent Valentine's greetings; I do appreciate it! Valentine's Day was certainly not acknowledged at my house, lol! Except for the oversized teddy bear one of the guys gave his girlfriend. Teddy bear was the size of a toddler! I hope his girlfriend liked it, lol! I must say it is interesting having teenage guys around. Observing their behavior is a hoot! I've taught Taylor how to touch up his own black nail polish! Had to teach Tim the best way to cover up a hickey, lmao!! Excuse me? If you don't want the hickey viewed by the Goddess and everyone else, make sure it's in a place no one can see! Got alot of off-color comments over that one. Hey, if it's on your neck, deal with it! I think hickeys are totally adolescent!! Wait,

Girls Night Out
Two women who had been friends for years, decided to go for a Girls Night Out, and were decidedly over enthusiastic on the martinis. Incredibly drunk and walking home, they needed to use the bathroom. They were very near a cemetery and one of them suggested they pee behind a headstone. The first woman had nothing to dry herself with so she thought she'd take off her panties, use them, then throw them away. Her friend, however, was wearing rather expensive underwear and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on one of the graves. She dried herself with the ribbon. After finishing, they then made off for home. The next day, the first woman's husband phoned the other husband and said, "This girls' night out thing has got to stop right now. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing." said the other husband, "Mine came home with a card stuck to her butt that said, "FROM ALL OF US AT THE FIRE STATI

Laugh !!!
That’s a good girl let me see those cheekbones Shoot 16 times before I need to reload Drag your tongue up and down the “P” road Pin me down in a savage throat hold Press hard against an organ that won’t fold Press those glossy lips and never let go Turn off the lights and see your pretty face glow You don’t get to play on your chest until after you swallow Roll with the thrust you’re so impressive You know better then to try to caress it A nice brutal grip I need it aggressive Treat it like an adversary and beat it into submission Pucker those pretty lips let me see them glisten That’s it, right there, you’re gonna get a christening I’ll fill you up with something you know you’ve been missing Break me down and give me a fixing

Sigh, Another Excuse To Stay Up A Bit- Robert Simpson
Until tomorrow, this will be available over RealPlayer... http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/afternoonperformance/pip/ja09r/ Robert Simpson's (1921-1997) symphony no. 11, one of two of his symphonies I've yet to hear (and the last of them, premiered after his death). (One of his brass band works is also in the program.)

My Valentines Day
Today was awesome for me. I woke up with a bad attitude thinking I wasnt gonna be able to see my boo and then I was able to cus my roomate helped me with that. (Thanks bro). I learned some things today about this day we call Valentines day. For me, its the first one in quite a few years that Ive actually been able to share with someone else. Usually its just another day but this year, things have begun to change for me. It wasnt about getting gifts to me or giving, well in a way it was cus I had to get my boo something:) but the fact that I was able to just be with her and cuddle and watch a movie and kiss her and hold her was the best. Thats what I have always wanted to share and I finally have. Today was about me showing my love through my eyes and my touch as it was shown to me. Im no longer in the pit that I use to be in and for once, I feel great. I truly mean that. Some of you have known me for awhile and this probably sounds like a complete stranger but trust me, its real. Im in

Garbage
(you make me sick to my stomach) (as you rummage through your garbage) (and plumet into darkness) (begging for light to be shown) (learn to bludgeon all your troubles) Take away my pain? That’s blasphemy Best you can do is dance with me Across burning insanity and travesty Watch me dope up on self loathing Lick at blood that seeps through my clothing I don’t want advice I want to blood fuck until morning When you dig through yourself as much as I do There really isn’t anything left for you to show me The villain in a psychiatrist’s bedtime story You’ll never find someone more levelheaded about their own psychological deformity Lay my whole mess on a table and revel in its glory Insufferable asshole that can’t stop saying he’s sorry Not much left that I can’t use to make me horny When I find something that bothers me I dive in and go swimming Pile some more on top of me I’m only chin deep You know I won’t be happy until I’m drowning Rock pitching participan

A Lil Bit Of Info On Jc
Commitment Type: INMATE Conviction Date: 10/06/2006 County of Conviction: GASTON Service Status: ACTIVE Sentence Status: ACTIVE Projected Release Date: 09/13/2007 Sentence Begin Date: 11/07/2006 Actual Release Date: Punishment Type: ACTIVE SS Sentence Type 1: DEPT OF CORR DIV OF PRISONS Minimum Term: 10 MONTHS Maximum Term: 1 YEAR He got arrested April 24th 2006 and did 6 months for violating probation plus that above for something else im not going into details right now but yeah itz some shit i fucking miss my juggalo..

~~miltary People Contest On Ct ~~ Couple More People Needed
~~Miltary people Contest on Ct ~~ I need Miltary people for my contest! Contest will start 2/19 thur 2/26 Vip Gifts and VIC Gifts For the winners ! 1st Military person is...... with 1 comments 2nd Military Person is...... with 1 comments So send me your pics to my inbox and i will enter u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest ! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

I'm Sorry!
I'm sorry I disappointed you. I'm sorry that I took your smile and made it into a frown. I'm sorry I killed your 'cited you had for me. I'm sorry that you may walk away. I'm sorry that for a moment I may have come off like any other bitch, when that isn't me. I'm sorry that my cooties, are mine and I am selfish and don't want to share them with you. I'm sorry that I'm a bitch, and just wanted to be your bitch. I'm sorry that I took what you were looking forward to in the long run of an "us" and killed your want. I'm sorry that you got me all hot and horny and I got sick. I'm sorry that you are a punk ass. I'm sorry that it will take me coughing and snotting on you one day for you to appreciate my being sick today. I'm sorry that one day, you will look into my eyes and see my truths and like me for them. I'm sorry that I dig you. I'm sorry you taught me to chase. I'm sorry that I played *tag* with you. I'm sorry that all I want to do is kiss

Always Lookin For Hotties From Hooters!
Ever wander what it's like to voted on or even passed up because of Looks. Well, these pics below (from Cherrytappers) are a whole new breed of Hotties. C for yourself. Hope you enjoy. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/335649 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/87270 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/446623 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/674992 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/519986 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/658859 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/622295 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/395801 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/323954 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/515327 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/542124 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/314931 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/563863 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/60269

Keep Your Fork
(as many times as I have heard this story, I have always enjoyed reading this again and again and again! It is just oh so heartwarming.) There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Once everything was discussed and the pastor was preparing to leave, the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued, "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you,

Herman James
Fifty-one years ago, Herman James, a North Carolina mountain man, was drafted by the Army. On his first day in basic training, the Army issued him a comb. That afternoon the Army barber sheared off all his hair. On his second day, the Army issued Herman a toothbrush. That afternoon the Army dentist yanked seven of his teeth. On the third day, the Army issued him a jock strap. The Army has been looking for Herman for 51 years.

Lonelyness
Ever feel alone and deperesed even when serounded by friends and family and even wounder if they truely care. I get this way at times that no one gives a damn and yet i'm serounded by friends, i feel alone and lonely and seems like no one seems to care at all and at times i feel like just ending it all. or just giving up and saying screw it i don't care cuz no one else seems to give a damn. I also at times really care for someone and yet i get upset for no reason when they don't return my affections in the way i feel they should and i know that is wrong and yet i can't help myself cuz,to me those feelings are real and are easly smashed.I then feel rejected makeing my feelings of being alone and that on one cares even deeper. Makeing me at times wanting it to all end and or never have been born at all. spidey

For Dawn!!
I've done alot of shit that i hate myself for doing after it's done. Took alot of shit from alot of people. Then someone came in my life and got me to the point where I just didn't care what others thought of me. I did that tonight. First it was to two people that were a pain in my ass,Stacie and Rhy. Then I did it to someone eles tonight,and i fucking hate myself for doing it. She needed a friend tonight and she turned to me and I was anything but a friend tonight. I told her before we got talking that she wouldn't like what i had to say,but she said talk to me,so I did. Now I wish I would have just lied to her and said what she needed to hear. Now she's hurt and it's because og me,and I'm so fucking sorry for saying what I did and I hope that someday you'll forgive me. Because your a dear person and you make my world a little more lighter. So I truely am sorry from the deepest part of my heart and soul.Thats all I can say Is that I truely am sorry and I truely love you.

Who Dreams With Me?
Her name was "June" ... ... and she was younger than I ... and we were Friends ... loving, caring "Friends". Friends, NOT romantic lovers (when in public and in front of the eyes of the world) But we dare not be alone ... away from prying eyes. And we dare not sleep ... because with sleep came the dreams ... ... and so the poem betrays our public image ... and tells the truth. Was it true? Or was it ALL a dream? ... An earlier poem may answer that last question. If, after reading this one ... anyone wants to read the earlier one ... JUST LET ME KNOW... chances are I can find it somewhere (still smoldering from the subject material) This was my question to June: "Who Dreams With Me"? ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ WHO DREAMS WITH ME? Who seems like you? Who is betrayed by worldly day, that blanks me from her love some way? I search for love in loveless eyes, full lovely lips their love denies, we share no love by day. Yet in the night she steals my dreams

Me & You
I came to unwind This house of beauty divine Though none will be mine Friendships I do find Leaving my hopes behind Losing dreams in time On my back I do lie Looking to the sky Never wondering why Giving up before I try Not because I'm high I'm just to shy Look in my eyes of blue See the pains I once knew Life unwanted; True Seeking love from few I ask of you To me; You'll be who A lover of sorts Or another cohort Sex I do not sport Love is my castle fort My temper is not short Even when my heart is hurt So keep in mind What I look to find Not just beauty divine Yet someone to call mine As I lay here and unwind Tell me you'll be mine in time...

Race To 1 Million Contest! & Best Mom Contest
Please take the time to vote for me. Especially during Happy Hour, you will rack up points quick that way. Thanks so much!!! I am actually in 2 contests. I need all your help! Thank you so much!! To those bombing me U guys are awesome!! I do appreciate it so much!! Luv ya guys! xoxoxox Jen Race to 1 million contest. Best Mom contest

Indian Teachings
Appropriate Methods When Teaching About Native American Peoples: Understand the term "Native American" includes all peoples indigenous to the Western Hemisphere. Present Native American Peoples as appropriate role models to children. Native American students should not be singled out and asked to describe their families' traditions or their peoples' culture(s). Avoid the assumption there are no Native American students in your class. Use books and materials which are written and illustrated by Native American people as primary source materials: speeches, songs, poems, and writings, which show the linguistic skill of a people who have come from an oral tradition. When teaching ABC's, avoid "I is for Indian" and "E is for Eskimo." Avoid rhymes or songs that use Native Americans as counting devices, i.e. "One little, two little, three little..." Research the traditions and histories, oral and written, of Native Americans before attempting to teach these.

Im Worried About My Cuzen Amber..
About 2 weeks ago she was rushed into the Hospital for haveing blood clot's in her leg. We thought thing's where geting better for her. Last night spent the night, the doc. made her waer this white panty hose. That was supposed help her from getting blood clot's. Last night was so scary because she took it off, And right leg was swallen and there was huge knot right above her ancle. This morning we where looking at it not even there. So she might be going back to the hospital, so pls pray for amber. Im so worried right now can't even think str8t this morning. Thanxx Crystal

The Happy Bunny Quiz
You scored as Kiss My Ass. You are the kiss my ass bunny. People can say all they want about you and you wouldn't give a damn.Kiss My Ass100%I Hate You so Bad83%Cute but Psycho83%You Suck and Thats Sad75%Sloppy and Weird50%Love Sucks33%You Smell Like Butt25%It's All About Me17%What's Your Happy Bunny?created with QuizFarm.com

Sex On The Beach? Thats My Drink
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Sexy Smile Contest
~~ Okay Sexy Smile On CT Contest ~~ Send me ur sexy smiles to my inbox and i will add u to contest. okay 2 gifts for first 3 places and 1 gift for all other place! 1st Sexy Smile is...... with 516 comments 2nd Sexy Smile Is...... with 416 comments 3rd Sexy Smile is...... with 123 comments 4th Sexy Smile is...... with 31 comments 5th Sexy Smile is...... with 23 comments 6th Sexy Smile is...... with 12 comments 7th Sexy Smile is...... with 12 comments 8th Sexy Smile is...... with 7 comments Contest starts the 2/16 thur 2/23 so hurry and enter and again I love you Guys! thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! Maria ~!~......Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Lyrics To Cant Be Saved By Senses Fail
Follow your bliss, it reads on my chest. I know I got it tattooed for a reason. Why can't I just hold it true? 'Cause I'm still crashing all the funerals Of these people that I never knew. Yeah! I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything. I shut the door and turn all the lights out. And listen to all the songs that the night shouts. They go something just like this... So go fill up a glass with tonic rocks and gin and drink yourself to happiness. I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I made up everything. We can all hang ourselves from gold chandeliers. And drink goodbye to all, all the pain and fears. Loose lips have sunk this ship, to a shallow grave. Washed up upon the rocks. I won't be saved. I won't be saved. I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything. (I

Pushed Over The Edge
Have you ever been trying to do the best that you can, and someone constantly pushes you. Over and over they press your buttons and expect you to take that poor treatment. They assume that you are nice so they run over you? Today at my job I have never been so offended by the poor treatment or constant abuse I received today. I started to just walk out and quit. Then again why shouldn't I? I am too good a worker to be dealing with this place. I guess that's just another thing I can say that I thought I had everything all understood and figured out, but I guess not. Maybe i'm too optimistic. I try to accept people for everything and think the best of them and you just can't be like that. It sucks but it's true. Well now that i've vented i'm going to bed XOXO Ash

I Have No Never-again
I have no never-again, I have no always. In the sand victory abandoned its footprints. I am a poor man willing to love. I don't know who you are. I love you. I don't give away thorns and I don't sell them. Maybe someone will know that I didn't weave crowns to draw blood; that I fought against mockery; that I did fill the high tide of my soul with the truth. I repaid vileness with doves. I have no never, because I was different- was, am, will be. And in the name of my ever-changing love I proclaim purity. Death is only the stone of oblivion. I love you, on your lips I kiss happiness itself.

Homecoming
Hey everyone! I had to post a blog on this. Someone very special to me is over in Iraq right now and I would love to have him get a homecoming like this. (I guess he will just have to settle for a Jillie welcome home instead....) My dad served in Vietnam and on his way home he had a layover in Hawaii. It was his first time stepping on US soil in 2 years and when he walked off the plane a young woman came over and spit in his face calling him a baby killer. There was no warm welcome for him no one cared that he was there. Its something I don't think he ever got over. It is nice to see people making a real effort now so that doesn't happen to another soldier just doing their job. Guess thats all I wanted to say. Kisses Jillie

Finally Found It!
Ah ha!!!!!! Finally!!! I have found what I do and where I go to get started up with trail racing! I was looking in the right place all along, I just over looked where I needed to go. Now I'm trying to find out the locations of all races in my District because I dont have a truck yet so that's going to be a problem. I need to either buy a truck or trailer & hitch for my car by the end of this year. And yeah, my car can pull a trailer, I'm not crazy :)

Jokes!!
BAD BOY A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his grandma, "Where's Mom and dad?" and she replied, "they're up in bed." The little boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to play. Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma "where's Mom and Dad?" and she replied "they're still up in bed." Again the little boy started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went out to play. Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked his grandma "where's Mom and dad?" and his grandmother replied "they're still up in bed." The little boy started to laugh and his grandmother asked, "what gives? Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you start to laugh! what is going on here?" The little boy replied, "well last night daddy came into my bedroom and asked me for the Vaseline and I gave him super glue." _________________________________________________ WASHING MACHINE DOOR A newlywed couple returned to their apartment after be

Realizations...(nsfw)
There comes a time in your life when you can no longer fool yourself about things, especially about whether or not that special someone in your life still holds you dear. I am doubly cursed in this way, because not only do I have to compete with World of Warcraft I also have to compete with his slew of bearly legal bitches that he would rather talk to on AIM than spend time with me. I also get to deal with the fact that he's telling everyone who will listen that he is so good at doing certain things... like going down on and fingering chicks. Also that he's "dom". All of these things are things that he no longer concerns himself with as far as I am concerned. He hasn't even attempted to top me in months if not a year. He's gone down on me twice since new years for fucksake! And when ever I try to get him to play with me all I get is "I'm not horny, you need to stop treating me like a piece of meat"... I haven't had an orgasm during sex in about a week now... I'm getting twitchy. Slowly

Our Love
Our Love You came to my life so fast You already got my complete trust my eyes before were in mist And my heart was like knock by a boxer's fist Even my friends were surprised Tell all their opinions and criticized The day that i finally realized That my angel came in disguised. I never thought that there's someone That I wanted to be my only one A person I never expected to meet Who is so thoughful and sweet His love is so sincere and true Which is can be found to those few When were together never feel blue Brings good feeling seems like a beautiful view I miss you everyday I want see you each day Truly in-love people feels this way Going crazy without you today You're the only one who makes me feel like this, Wanting to embrace you with bliss; Seen a shooting star and make a wish To have you with me and feel your warm kiss. I'll fight for my love for you I hope you'll do the same way too; Lets show the world with determination By loving each

Balloon Fetish Video
Okay this is stange but people in the past have liked it. If anyone out there is interested in purchasing a video of me in bathing suits and lingerie with balloons let me know. NO NUDITY is invovled. I am bouncing on them, blowing them up, popping them, blowing them up until they pop ect. This is a pre order if I get enough pre orders I will sell them. Just need to let me know if you are interested or pass my info along. M

Idk What To Give Ya
Funny how life Matriculates The truth can Be altered From day to day You are sure of this Which changes to that It can leave you Uncertain Wondering where real Is at The clues will unfold Leaving answers To clear Then you are left To ponder Do I move forward Or stay here What do I Hang on to And what remains In the rear? I showed this one to Alana. She liked, so I asked her for a title. She had a few ideas, but I took her last words cuz they fit it best. Thank you my friend;)

Somewhere In The Night
Somewhere In The Night Somewhere in the night a child cries, A woman weeps and someone dies. Somewhere in the night, humanity hides. Somewhere in the night , a soul screams, As people fade and die, lost in dreams. Somewhere in the night, reality lives. Somewhere in the night loneliness dwells, As people die, no sounding bells. Somewhere in the night, she dies alone. Somewhere in the night ... Where is the light?

Men Vs Women
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto

Wow. . .
Sometimes you have to sit and wonder why things happen. . . death, sickness, depression. . . My grandfather died in 2002 from lukemia. I miss him so much. And since he died, my Gramma has become a little dependent on me I suppose to keep her strong. I mean, there's 11 grandchildren, and she singles me out. I love her like nothing else in this world. My life has revolved around her for almost forever. Since my Grampa's death there's been alot of illness in my family. My Gramma lost 6 toes and she's had cellulitis three times. We've also lost one of her sisters, one of her nephews, and one of her brothers. May they all rest in peace. But this man was her rock. He didn't treat her good at all, but he loved her and she loved him. She is a survivor of Domestic Violence and he was an alcoholic. I would come spend the night with them, and play poker with him and his buddies and sip the foam off of their beers. Life was great when I was little. I have so many memories with my grandparents. I'm

Visions Within My Heart...
I want to say at the very start these words you read are coming from my heart. But, just how do I express all that I wish to say so many conversations have filled up the days. At one point where am I to begin the Lord has blessed me with such a dear friend. You've helped me more than you'll ever know how could I possible repay back,to you, I will forever owe. Whether you know it or not, you've got a certain spark and I must say...you've really touched my heart. Writing this became so very emotional for me tears began to fill my eyes so that I could not see. Hoping this friendship can outlast many years sad to say, but, I'm sure they'll be many more tears. I now want to say thank you for being the person you are cause without you in my life, I could of never traveled this far. Not knowing what tomorrow may bring, I can now say this one thing the feelings that now have been expressed, I could leave this world having no regrets. Luvs&Hugs, Me

Virginia Beaver's Guide To Sex And Calories
It's been known for years that sex is good exercise, but until recently nobody had made a scientific study of the caloric expenditure of different sexual activities. Now, for the first time in the Western World, here are the true caloric benefits of sex. REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With consent....................... 12 Calories Without consent.................... 187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands........................ 8 Calories With one hand.......................... 12 Calories With your teeth........................ 85 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection....................... 6 Calories Without an erection.................... 315 Calories PRELIMINARIES: Trying to find the clitoris............ 8 Calories Trying to find the G-Spot.............. 92 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary............................. 12 Calories 69 lying down.......................... 78 Calories 69 standing up......................... 112 Calories

Man Of My Dreams
Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as you take my soul

Psychic
You Are 20% Psychic You are barely psychic. Sure, you sometimes predict things... But is it a matter of luck? Or something more? Pay closer attention to your first intuitions You may be more psychic than you know! Are You Psychic?

Are You Going To Hit The Snooze Alarm Again?
WHEN WWIII REALLY STARTED!!!!!!!! A must read historical account of Terrorism against the U.S Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting> This is not very long, but very informative. You have to read the catalogue of events in this brief piece. Then, ask yourself how anyone can take the position that all we have to do is bring our troops home from Iraq, sit back, reset the snooze alarm, go back to sleep, and no one will ever bother us again. In case you missed it, World War III began in November 1979... that alarm has been ringing for years. Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting> US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed) and maybe it was, but

Bdsm Politics - The Dark Side Of The Community - By Usha
Please note - for the sake of clarity capitalization relies on Standard English Rules but all statements apply to Dominants, S/switches and submissives. When I first found the organized BDSM Community, the world of clubs and events and semi-public play parties it was like coming home. Finally I had found a group of people with whom I could talk and laugh freely. For the first time in my life I didn’t have to hide the fact that I liked a Man who made all the decisions nor that I liked to be literally tied up on Sunday night. Rather than shun me, these people bantered back - then added a few more wonderfully deviant things to try and how to do it safely. What I did not see was the darker side of the organized community - the backstabbing, politics and gossip mongering. Words like honesty, openness, respect, acceptance, discretion, trust, consistency and integrity are supposed to govern us. Certainly such words are continually used. But the very sad fact is a distressing numbe

Poetry Is Good For The Soul
Roses are red violets are korny, when I think of you Ohh baby I get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, don't be sassy, Use your tongue and make it nasty!

I Must Be A Moron..
Ok so am I out of my mind? I must be a glutton for punishment or something for putting myself through what I do. Yes this is one of those bash on relationships type blogs.. Cause I hate going places and seeing people walking around all happy-like with someone they love. Mostly I hate it cause I have no one to love like that..and honestly..I don't think I ever will again. I'm pretty certain my not-so-subtle hints towards someone aren't doing a damn thing..highly doubtful I'll get him back. After 7 years or so of friendship one would think you could get that through your head..uh..relationships from "long-term" friends don't work..regardless of how bad one of them wants it to. And I know..I know..shame on me for trying for a long distance relationship. Maybe I have attachment issues..actually I think I do..considering after 3 days of sleeping in the same bed with someone you've "known" for that long I fell in love with him..and I'm still falling. And all of it means nothing. And it makes

The 4 Reasons Why Women Reject Men
The 4 Reasons Why Women Reject Men >Most men have never learned to develop their "inner self confidence"... and become the kind of guy that is literally BULLET-PROOF. If you would like to learn some of the best tricks, techniques, and concepts for building a rock- solid self-image and massive self-confidence, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/DeepInnerGame/ Most men HATE the idea of "rejection". I'm not talking about "don't like the idea" or "wish it didn't happen"... I'm talking HATE here. The idea of walking up to a woman and having her REJECT you causes most men to instantly feel sick in the pit of their stomachs and literally feel a horrible combination of nervousness and confusion. A guy can psych himself up for an hour to go talk to a woman, but when the moment comes to actually DO IT, EVERYTHING changes. The heart rate shoots up, breathing quickens, eyes dart back and forth, thou