fid it it init down in it like m y head is a hoel of jelly.
Don't you think this is a little unstable stream of conciousness exercises with as ide of insomnia coupled with a heaping dose of FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! I'M FUCKED! I'm so fucked fuck I'm fucked fuck fuck fucckkked
jabberwahcky likes to eat mysoul sjince I taste like nothing and I aonly breathe air i'm not here i'm just keeping you company till the tip of my iceberg metls and i'm burned for nothing on the stake like some god damn animal i eat rage i shit sorrow. like some kind of recycling machine of real think that will get me far in life or do you suppose i'm fucked i'm still fucked just because i know the meaning of life doesn't mean i know what to dowith tht kind of information like having a key but no door or having no door in you mind's eye, like a gaping maw of the all seeing all feeling crap that is the scum of the earth
like that I'm a puppet that dances for you sometimes but only when you're bad to me. abuse me some more i haven't been flung against a wall in a while like so much strash like so many of your friends abandoned on the curb like any whore like any stray i am the all smelling all hearing and that means i am nothing.
iamnothing why does that sound so god damn familia why was she so god damn familiar and i really wonder if she was a dead lay some days because in the end is that all i really care about of course not i'm the complex one remember or am i mistaken n that assumption and i think im running out of things to torture myself over here's hoping at least think I cought that one? probably not think i lost that one probably okay thats enough i think my eyes are starting to bleed and taht s a sign of supreme entertainment anything thats worth doing is bad for you
sex
sex
drugs
death
bombs
napalm
fuckable flickers of flickin frack and farts for no good reason but to burn my cornea with a cigg like that movie i never watched about that yakuza that liked to fuck girls while he tortured them. so not making that up i wish i was, that movee it made me want to throw up it was so weird. why do i do these things to myself and what is up with morph pictures theys so god damn hip yknow
think thers a god that watches ove r mewhen i piss on the seat from drinking too much and having nothing better to do him or me. which was it that droveme out of a mind did you turn on me or was it the sink with all the hair in it the ancienat nothing that makes me want to drop adid every time onne iditi opens is mouth and im forced to hear the blathering nonsense of the allshit the allshit that is humanity and that i want no part of why should i want it if all we make is money war and dust.
the all seeing the all knowingtheallforgotten
