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Hop On My Train...
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$Ŧ ♠ oƒ Å ♠ D¥in ßŖΞΞd¤ ÅĶÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ β*ŦÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar

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I'm Slippin, I'm Fallin, I Can't Get Up
I try to remain optimistic and it doesn't work. I try to focus on anything that's positive but it just doesn't work. I don't want to go to work, I don't want to even wake up. I'd like to just stay in the dark and forget about everything. For every one thing positive, seven negative things come at me. I need a break and I can't get it. I'm losing my mind and I feel weak. I've always believe that every bad thing you do comes back to you. I'm trying to think what I've done in the past that's catchin up with me. Everyone has a breaking point and I think I'm close to it.

Her Eyes Poem-
She wanted me to write about her eyes, but i had trouble at first, how could explain there luster all in one verse. the type of shimmer that echos the stars themselves, wildly twinkling aside from them the stars can not compare. the moon only reflects its light so comparison isn't fair. then theres the sun, that shines far from here, its light you hardly miss. but when you smile the angelic glow shows the Goddess in you. i started to sit and write her poem, it starts like this: "Stars are bright in the heavens a new. but nothing compares to your eyes sparkling beautiful and true..."

Beowulf
I thought the story, the graphics, and the voice acting were really good. But it was a little on the gory side. I have no doubt that the goriness fit the time and place it was set in. I do recommend it however if you have a queasy stomach I would shy away from it. And it is certainly not a movie to bring children to...so please don't. I'm going to see Alvin and the Chipmunks today so I'll be doing a blog on that one. I'll let you know. Happy movie watching!

Hitting 40
as i approach turning 40 tomorrow, ive found my self reflecting alot on my first 20 years and look forward to starting a new chapter in my life i have no regrets as everything that happens in life is just a building block of who we are, but i do find that i have many treasures, a wonderful wife, a beautiful family and many freinds it takes awhile, but family and freinds are the greatest gifts a person can have, so ive come to cherish them deeply, though i am turning fourty and some say its the peek of a persons life and we are on the other side of the hill now, i believe its the time to savor all that we have and to enjoy life to its fullest the good thing is im halfway through to retirement only 25 more years left,,laughs randy

~~grandpa And Viagra~~
A young man is visiting his Grandfather in the nursing home. How are you grandpa?" he asks. "Feeling fine," says the old man. "What's the food like?" "Terrific! Just wonderful menus." "And the nursing?" "It couldn't be better. These young nurses really take care of you." "What about sleeping? Do you sleep OK?" "No problem at all --- nine hours solid every night. At 10 o'clock they bring me a cup of hot chocolate and a Viagra tablet ... and that's it. I go out like a light." The grandson is puzzled - and a little alarmed by this, so he rushes off to question the Sister in charge. "What are you people doing," he says, "I'm told you're giving an 85-year-old man Viagra on a daily basis. Surely that can't be true?" "Oh, yes," replies the Sister. "Every night at 10 o'clock we give him a cup of chocolate and a Viagra tablet. It works wonderfully well. The hot chocolate makes him sleep, and the Viagra stops him from rolling out of bed."

Now--i'm More Confused Than Ever
OK--a few days ago, as u know -i get a message from fubar admin saying they were deleting a photo cause it was 'obscene' or 'nfsw'--by process of elimination--i realize it was my 'salute' photo--THE ONE THE SAME ADMIN APPROVED ON 7/23/2007--LIKE 4 1/2 MONTHS AGO. if it was so obscene-how did it survive for almost 130 days--and why was it deleted then? and the thing that angered me the most is that they ignored me when i requested which photo was obscene--I SO HATE BEING IGNORED so-i take a new salute photo--admin just approved it--in 4 months -will it too be deemed obscene?

Poached Chicken Breasts
1 x Chicken breasts 1 x Butter 1 x Lemon juice 1 x Salt Use as many chicken breasts as you need for dinner. Remove skin & bone, cut into 2 parts and place in baking dish. Sprinkle with lemon juice and dot with butter. Salt to taste. Cover closely and bake about 15 minutes. Do not overcook; pierce with fork to be sure thickest part is done. Use pan juices as a sauce

The Perfect Angel I Want (part One)
Well I want some one who will stick with me though the good and the bad times.I want a girl who will call or txt me just to say "I LOVE YOU BABY" or "I'm thinking about you baby".I want someone who'll love me no matter what i say or do.I want someone who stick up for me and would expect the same in return.I want someone who'll take care of me when I'm sick.I want someone who'll cuddle with me.Some one who'll be there for me,When I'm down and who'll cheer me up. To Be Continued................

Lunch
So today Dr. Dave asks me… "Have you had your lunch yet?" to which I reply "it just now started… but as to my actual physical lunch no, I have not had lunch yet." I gotta give him props for his answer… "so that means you can have your lunch and eat it too." Hee hee hee, I love it!

A Two Minute Read....
As I was walking down life's highway many years ago I came upon a sign that read Heavens Grocery Store. When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide And when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of angels. They were standing everywhere One handed me a basket and said "My child shop with care." Everything a human needed was in that grocery store And what you could not carry you could come back for more First I got some Pa

Reasons Why Girls Like Guys
Well here are a few reasons that girls like guys: 1. The way they always wear their favorite cologne (which happens to be the one that you bought them for their birthday). 2. The way they run their hands through your hair. 3. The way that they look at you and you want to die right then and there. 4. The way that they casually put their arms around you. 5. The way that they kiss away your tears. 6. ...and the way that they then get mad at how they can't make your problem go away. 7. How they always know just what to say to make you blush. 8. How they sometimes think that they know just what to say to make you feel better, even if you think that it is the worst thing that they could say. 9. The way they hold you close when you are cold. 10. How they look at you when your mad at them and all your angers melts away. 11. How they always smile when you are together. 12. The way that they always let you win any game that you play together. 13.... and the

I'll Always Love You
I'll always love you as much one day As I do the next But sometimes I love you for different reasons. Sometimes I love you Because of your sence of humor. Sometimes I love you Because of your personality. Sometimes I love you Because of your patience. Sometimes I love you Because of the things you say to me. And sometimes I love you so much I just wanna grab hold of you And never let go! This was written for you My Love.

Broken
[Seether] (Verse 1) I wanted you to know That I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain â€¦away I keep your photograph And I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 1) cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away [Seether] (Bridge) You've gone away You don't feel me here....anymore [Amy Lee] (Verse 2) The worst is over now And we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn And no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 2) cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away [Instruments] [Seether & Amy Lee] (Chorus 2) cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't

Shrimp Sauce With Linguine
1/4 c Extra virgin olive oil 2 Bay leaves 2 Tbsp Fresh squeezed lemon juice 1/2 lb Rock shrimp or small prawns -- shelled 1/2 tsp Dried rosemary 1/2 tsp Dried oregano 3/4 lb Fresh linguine 1 tsp Paprika - sweet or hot 1/2 tsp Salt 1/4 tsp Cayenne pepper 2 c fresh spinach leaves -- cut into chiffonade 8 medium garlic cloves -- minced 2 Roma tomatoes -- cut into 1/4″ pieces 1/2 lb Butter Freshly grated Parmesan Cheese for garnish 1. In a food processor bowl equipped with steel blade, puree to a paste the olive oil, lemon juice, rosemary, oregano, paprika, salt,cayenne, and garlic. Stop the motor a couple of times, and scrape down the sides of the work bowl with a spatula to m

Cybersex Chat
Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser an

Meaning Behind The New Status Message
It's about a song I listen to and a story goes thru my head. Picture is u can a woman standing on a cliff. Looking out towards the ocean.. She is lookign for her love. She feels she has lost him and looking at the waves as they crash onto the lands edge...she thinks about over her life with HIM. The love she fetl from him and the life she wanted to have with him..At this poin in the story she is not sure where he is or if he feels love for hher any more...they haven't spoken in a while and she is thinking she has lost the one true love of her life...Looking down at the waves she wonders if she would feel anything if she were to jump into the water as it crashed ot the ocean...Then in the distance you see a man...He sees her on the cliff and sees her look down..He runs to her and grabs her as she moves her feet to jump..He spins her around and tell her that his life wouldn't be worth livign without her and he kisses her and holds her tight... SO what I am saying...I feel I am tha

Loss Of Sensory Ability Or Motor Ability
Images also include Blindness, Deafness. Usually, this is a very symbolic event in a dream. A 34-year-old man reports: I dream of being in a situation where I need to act resourcefully to help a stranger avoid danger. Suddenly, I go blind for no apparent reason! It is very frustrating. Becoming suddenly impaired in this way is different than being injured in a physical accident. The lights just seem to go out without explanation. With a dream like this, it is questionable whether or not the dreamer feels competent to fulfill his duties in waking life. However, this can also refer to his reluctance to accept the challenge of the hero self. Seeing oneself as a hero is kind of daunting, and the fact that it is your dream doesn't mean that you will necessarily and easily assume that role. Suddenly, the awareness of caring for those to whom you have no obligation is quickened. It's a hassle. Many of us can barely fulfill responsibilities to the people around us in ordinary situati

Disease
Curing diseases may be a projection of your benevolence for the world. Many of us want to feel as though we are good people who have something to contribute. Disease and the cure thereof allow us to feel power to influence the outcome of other's lives. Getting a disease could be revealing of a self-defeating lifestyle choice if the disease creates a particular handicap. If the disease is transmitted from a particular person, you may be ambivalent about their influence in your life. If the affliction holds taboo quality, for example, AIDS or other sexually transmitted disease, there may be internal anxiety about the moral quality of your life. Getting a disease can also reflect a fear that is either rational (family history) or irrational (news story as trigger event). Is the disease peculiar in that it is only apparent to certain persons or only comes over you in the presence of certain others? The body often symbolizes the emotional content of relationships. Are you embarrassed

Injury
Becoming incapacitated by injury during a dream is fairly common, especially if you perceive yourself as operating out of a power deficit in waking life. Many times, people feel as though advantages lie outside themselves or with others, and see themselves as handicapped. The cause of the injury (means and inflictor) tells a lot about the significance of the injury as a dream symbol. If the wound is self inflicted or accidental, there may be a sense in which you are tripping yourself up by engaging in self-defeating behaviors. If the wound is inflicted by someone else and is intentional and malicious, others may be preventing you from reaching your potential. Of course the wound, its care, and the consequences from it also mean much. If you continue dreaming after the wound occurs, what are you unable to do that is normally classified as an essential activity? Are you able to repel the attacker and treat the wound successfully?

Christmas Sux....
I AM NOT FINE Current mood: gloomy Christmas Sux.... no, let me rethink that remark. "Christmas" does NOT suck. Lights, trees, decorations, music, bells, little kids giggling.... these are magical. The celebration of God's promise to mankind most definately DOES NOT suck. The momentary increase in general goodwill to man does not suck. The pretense, even for just one day, that all is well in this world does not suck. It is my attitude that sux. My selfish attitude. Yes, grief is the most selfish attitude one can have. All I think about is me.. what I once had...and have no longer. I think of all the Christmas's we shared... wonderful, special times. Then I think that I will enjoy no more with My Best Friend. There is no joy. There is no happiness. There is no magic. There is only sadness and an exquisite pain in my soul. Seeing your happiness exaggerates my misery. Hearing your joy magnifies the silence in my heart. Yet, I am not heartless. You, of all p

Type O Negative: I Don't Wanna Be Me
I don't wanna be me anymore Ever throwing at his home Two glass houses, twenty stones Fourteen yellow, six are blue Could it be worse?.. Quite doubtful. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. Two steps forward, three steps back Without warning, heart attack He fell asleep in the snow Never woke up, died alone I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. [x2] Please don't dress in black When you're at his wake Don't go there to mourn But to celebrate I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore 1-2 1-2-3-4. I don't wanna be me anymore I don't wanna be me anymore

Deer Legs. Alcohol. Streifte Geist.
Getting drunk and beating your friends with a deer leg makes you fucking hardcore. Swear. Disheartenment: I got too drunk and beat my friend with a deer leg. Volume 4: Like an actual limb of a deer? Disheartenment: Yeah. =/ Volume 4: You're fucking hardcore. Disheartenment: lmao. Uhh,thanks? Volume 4: LOL. I can just picture this poor little deer, scampering merrily on it's way, then you leap from the shadows and rip it's leg off and run back to beat the shit outta someone with it. Disheartenment: Well, I beat it with a rock first before I ripped off it's leg. ;] Volume 4: Sweet. And while I'm at it, go fucking listen to Steifte Geist. Hit up their MySpace. They have up four killer tracks.

All Go
i wish people had more respect for our country and troops i was at a rodeo Christmas eve and when we stood up to sing the National Anthem there was a group of people to my left who said what is the point in standing and acknowledging the American Flag and it pissed me off...after we sang the National Anthem and said a prayer...i told them that i had family over in that hell hole called Iraq protecting you right to say stupid f*cking shit like that they looked at me and laughed and said that it was their own stupidity for enlisting...it took every thing in my power not to put them in their place cause it aint right you should RESPECT your country and your troops even if you dont approve of the war or what President Bush is doing cause i sure as shit dont want to hear you bitch about either till you walk a mile in a soldiers boots

Life's Little Mysteries
So, my problems have finally been narrowed down... Grave's Disease What is Graves' disease? Graves' Disease is a type of autoimmune disease that causes over-activity of the thyroid gland, causing hyperthyroidism. This over-activity is also sometimes called "toxic diffuse goiter." The thyroid gland helps set the rate of metabolism, which is the rate at which the body uses energy. When the thyroid is too active, it makes more thyroid hormones than the body needs. High levels of thyroid hormones can cause side effects such as weight loss, rapid heart rate and nervousness. This is an uncommon disease that affects 2 percent of all women at some time in their lives. Graves' Disease also tends to affect women between the ages of 20 and 40, although it occurs in infants, children, and the elderly. What is an autoimmune disease? An autoimmune disease occurs when the body's immune system becomes misdirected and attacks the very organs, cells, or tissues that it is supposed to protect.

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13
13 Gashes in my wrist 13 Ways my life moved 13 Reasons I cried out loud 13 Paths at once will die 13 Feelings I always hide 13 Attempts to do what I did 13 Years of ill regret 13 desires to be better off dead 13 Failures to find an ending 13 Acts of redemption 13 Cries to the Heavens above 13 Hopes again renewed 13 Chances for life onces more 13 Memories to stay alive 13 Paths to to my Fate 13 Scars to remind on my wrist

Thank You
Paul & I would like to thank everyone for the gifts we received & also for coming to the wedding. We had a lovely time. Although my pc did crash at the wrong time. For those of you that don't know Paul & I are a couple in real life also. So please show him love as well as me. His link is below. paul fu-husband of pinklady@ fubar Love Di aka Pink & Paul xxxx

If You
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

If We'd Sex ...
If We Had Sex..... don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow?

Song Lyrics
[Verse One] I didn't tell anyone about what I seen or heard that day, mums the word still I'm scared to plant ideas into your head while your rebellious side is fertile Hurdles are getting knocked down I'm running a losing race Your legs aren't the only ones marked up How many dreams have you chased? If I could have said this to your face maybe you wouldn't have to write like I do, Except I use paper instead of my body now; it's something you might want to try too From haikus to horror stories, it's something in our blood that we share, Something in our blood that appears on the surface of our skin when we bring it there My facial expression said I didn't care Hate and aggression must've made an impression on the little kid who stared, Sitting on stairs when I would bother to bring my skates My feeble attempt at being a strong, big brother doing father figure 8's Ripping my cape on the ground that it dragged on Tripping on fate and hearing the sounds of a sad song Liste

Through The Eyes Of A Child
(Some words and phrases were taken from another song. this can be a song... but its more a poem now... this is written as spoken word) You you stand alone your eyes look up where the sun has shown try not to cry little one ill stand by you i see your eyes hide the pain you smile but inside i see you strain creeping up from behind a killer instinct within the mind your brainwashed to think forced out to the brink kill or be killed blood is all you have to drink theres no turning back we set the gears in motion hate was the cause fear was our devotion now the ones standing are you caught in a crossfire of lies infront of the truth... Try not to cry little one your not alone your not alone try not to cry little one ill stand by you ill stand by you i look in your eyes i see the past in a flash like a dash down to the ground bullets over head wood splinters and people dead the fighting continues in this place you call a home where i cry you stan

Dr. Phil's Test, I'm 44
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past Have pen or pencil and paper ready This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track o

Imagination Is The Only Weapon In The War Against Reality
Imagination is the only weapon in the war against reality. Some days there just isn't enough aspirin. The most recent survey on women showed that 10 percent of the men interviewed liked women with thin legs. Another 15 percent preferred muscular legs. The rest liked something in-between. I didn't believe in reincarnation the last time, either. Gravity: It's not just a good idea, it's the law. A belligerent drunk walks into a bar and hollers,"I can lick any man in the place!" The nearest customer looks him up and down, then says: "Crude, but direct. Tell me, is this your first time in a gay bar?" What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale? A northern fairytale begins "Once upon a time..." A southern fairytale begins 'Y'all ain't gonna believe this shit... Two women talking, I've given up looking for the ideal man. Now I'm looking for a husband. If ignorance is bliss, is stupidity orgasmic? If it works the fi

Midnight Thought's
Touch the Darkness Over my soul, you murmer your passion chant, Until my heart is quenched, My lips keep silent guard of love's promise, I enfold it to my heart's most secret place, Peace flows it's river to it's banks of content, I close my eyes in wistful grace, here in this velvet calm stillness, And I church my hand's to veil my face, His feet indent in deserts sand, As he thrust's jewels to the sky, That become the stars in my heaven, His gift of renewal to me, Through somber streets I walk the night, Defiant of pain and sorrow, Midnight nears, the moon is milky bright, Our souls unite in my spirit's quiet house, Against black silence we consumate our vow, And I look into the eyes ,through which joy came, Upon eternity's bed ,I Whisper my lover's name

What Drink Am I
Straight Liquor You know what you like, and you're a straight shooter who likes to get the heart of the matter. You are Straight Liquor. You like a good drink, and you like it straight-up. You don't mess around. Cheers!! Take the Drink Quiz at QuizRocket.com!Make Your Own Quiz

I Am So Sorry :( Feel Free To Spank Me!
*evil grins* Sorry I have been "sleeping" for like 5 days *laughs* I havent really been on the pc just been logged in , to the 50 people in que waiting for friend adds, I'll get to you I promise, just started a new job been busy with the mini monkeys and waiting VERY patiently to finally say this cursed year is over... however- PATS DID IT!!!! yay for the pats having a perfect season UNDEFEATED BABY! OH YEAH! *shows my O face* lol... Other than that rest assured I miss you guys and promise I'll be around here and there and will get to you all in time.. Meanwhile back at the farm... haha *blows you all sparkly Pixi Kisses* Be good to Each other and in case I don't see you.. Have a Blessed and drunken New Year!

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A Death In The Night (((((first Attempt At A Story Poem)))))
The cold air grows thick with a stench of rotting decaying flesh What have they done? I ask the darkened midnight sky As I step over the disembodied head that lays before me Today was my first day on the job and I was hoping it would go smothly A few speeders and drug busts was what I had expected But that wasnt so, I was to find out how wrong I truly was I had gotten a call from a young girl named Jill And she told me of the scene in which she and her friend Jack had found Such a bloody disturbing mess she had described to me So I came over as quickly as I could, making good time If Id have to guess at how quickly it took for me to show up there Id say it was only a matter of minutes No more then ten Im sure So here I am on this dark and gloomy night The pale glow of a full moon lays its gaze upon me Along with the stares of the nighttime creatures The scene in which I am seeing before me horrifys me ever so All of the blood and gore from the bodies And how mudilated

A Goths Life
being a goth is a great life u get to be whoever u wanna be in this life u get to express urself like no other can. my life as a goth is good i wear black make-up black clothing listen to gothic music. i feel that being gothic is the greatest lifestyle there is. Margaret Pendyke Copyright ©2007 MargaretPendyke

Broken
I will never forget the days we once had The days when you were everything to me My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever But now I realize that was all a big dream The feelings I have for you will never go I wish I could take back that one regretful day The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets That I would once have to live through The sight of you in someone else's arms Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces I sometimes wonder if you still think of me Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back But for now, I'll sit here silently Remembering all the memories we once shared Everyday my love grows much stronger Hoping that one day you will feel the same And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

Space Travel
As shuttle flights and space stations become a part of our modern vocabulary, space travel becomes more accessible. Consequently, dreams of it also are more common. This sort of dream is often simple wish-fulfillment-a desire to see the world from a different perspective. However, it can also be a dream of escape, travel or search. The purpose of the travel is obviously the key to resolving the dream. Another potential scenario for meaning concerns the mode of travel. Are you in a spaceship, or in something more familiar (like your car)? Dreaming of space travel is a very exploratory opportunity. It can also mean that you are lost or are groping for something in a vast vacuum. Did you want to be in outer space in your dream or did you simply find yourself there? Did you feel safe being there?

Can I Get A Rate?
Me And My Fu-Wife Ecuadorian Goddess Are In A Fu Couple Of The Year 2007 Contest .. We Have Till Jan 20th To Get As Many Rates As We Can.. It Is Rates Only ... So No Comment Bombing Needed... So Please Take A Minute And Leave Us A Rate On This Pic...Thanks In Advance Sgt. Raider & Ecuadorian Goddess

Check Out What U Will B Missin Wit This Chicka
Up for offer: Personal salute(SFW) add to family list for a week with access to private folders I will make them tags ids any kind of pic the like leave comment on their page daily pic/link to them on my profile crush & owned by them for a week if the winning bid is a 7 day blast or 3 month VIP then i will rate their pics during happy hour 10s or 11s if a VIP another salute=2 total(1 SFW & 1 NSFW) add to family list for a month crush & owned by them for a month personal phone call(SFW) add to yahoo with cam show(SFW) pimp them out as much as i can ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ minimum bid is 100k fubux no drama...leave it at the door if u bid & dont pay then the next highest bidder will git what i have to offer lets have fun wit this yall ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know

Firefighters Hall
well it was fun while it lasted but seening how no ones care the fire fighters hall will be closing i or merci cant be there all the time and our members just dont care just like any internet site people are all fakes hope all have a good life bye bye

Come On Over To House Of Celestial Dreams And Get $100.00 Fubucks!
Every person that goes into my lounge and subscribes to lounge gets $100.00 in free fubucks hurry before the time is up CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO COME IN!

Finally
well, went back to the doctor again yesterday. I'm so sick with a terrible migrane, god... been throwing up all day and night, not good...... ........but if you like some good new, i think i may finally have some. even though, i still am a little scared. See, they said all my tests came back fine, i even had another ultrasound and the cyst is shrinking... ............. can i really believe this, and the mammomgrams came back negative, so far..... i just don't know how to take it. i am still in a lot of pain, dr said i prolly just have an infection from surgery, gave me the biggest damn pills i've ever seen, at least 3/4" long, lol... no kidding. so hopefully i'll start feeling better, if i can ever shake this freaking migrane, who knows... so, can i believe it, or still be skeptical? ttys, suzy muah, xoxoxo

Contest! Win Fubux!
Wanna make an easy 10 g's? Make a PyRatRadio.com Salute and send it to DJ Retching Red @ retchingred@yahoo.com and She will send you 10,000 fubucks Thats not all! the most creative one will recieve a ticker! (pyratradio staff cannot participate, see DJ Retching Red if you have a problem with that as this is her contest) good luck too all of you Retching Red Co-Owner of PyRat Radio

Timberwolf2257
ykno.. I think some people just intentionally act like pricks to get into my blogs now.. lol.. anyhoo.. the latest addition to the list of bollock brains... (read bottom to top.. damn shoutbox.. ) timberwolf...: lol ->timberwolf...: uh.. wtf timberwolf...: trying to get warm want to help me ->timberwolf...: updating my online store.. timberwolf...: what you doing timberwolf: your sexy timberwolf: hi riiight... as im not in a particularly evil mood today (thank you Jay.. =).. stealing my necessary evilness! ) I'm pretty much just going to leave you with that... what a complete tool. The only way I would help him to get warm, is with the help of petrol and a match.

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid, Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid84% WereWolf75% Faerie67% Angel58% Demon42% Dragon34% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Anger, Your eyes reveal anger, you are likely to blow up over things and over-react. You tend to assume the worst and if it ends up being for the best then well someone else got screwed. I'd advise you to try and find the happier side of things and to remember there is good in this awful world.Anger75% Eyes full of Pain58% Passion50% Diamond Eyes50% Mysterious50% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Am I A Bitch?
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

My Heart
I dont know what it is about me but for some reason or other I have this huge heart and no matter how many times I get burned in the process I am still a very loving and caring person and I would give a total stranger my last dollar if it would help them out.. I am one of tose hopelessly romantic types a cuddlewhore ive been called.. Id rather hold someone in my aarms than sex i mean dont get me wrong love sex im a natural nympho but its just the fact of I like holding somone close to me I dont know if its just because of how I was raised or maybe seperation issues from a young age but I want to please my woman and make sure shes happy no matter what the cost might be.. as long as shes smiling im happy and thats the way I am with not just my woman but an of my close girl-friends and im that way with my guy friends to but not the whole holding thin im a complete homophob... im saying I want the best for them and whatever they need im more than willing to give them... Im always at the en

The New Levels For 2008
Saw this in a bulletin and loved it its so true lol LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?. Have a great day all

What Kind Of Sex Do You Have
What Kind of Sex do YOU Have? SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know: I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his

To Those Who Came To Help Me Last Week...
Thank you to each and every one of you who came to stand by me and help me last week. I appreciate it greatly, and will not forget any of you. Any time you need help, I am here for each of you. It proves to me that it's the members and some of the overworked and unappreciated bouncers, NOT the admins, that make this a truly great site. I am greatful to, and thank you, all.

Simthin To Think About
For the record, I am not racist, but something to think about. LE A whole lot of truth here. Settle down Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton. Get a real job! Robbing their own people! Michael Richards makes his point... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from tv's Seinfeld, does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points. Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' ... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of viol

Goin Mia For A While.
Hey all my beloved friends and the tribal Family. I am goin to be leavin Fubar for a while. Those who have my yahoo you can still get me on there. Those who dont and what to talk you hit me a priv mess and i will hit u up . I will only be jumpin on long enough to check things out and see what is goin on as for that. The tribe yes i no u all r in a contest with me i will still be holdin my part up with that. the contest goes out feb. 3 and i wish you all the best. And i dont no if i will be comin back. Hope all is good with every one. Hug to every one.

I Do Not Know You Well
I do not know you well, but what I know Enchants me, like a song sung far away. I cannot hear the words, but what they say Hangs softly on the hills where I must go. I see you furtively and note your eyes, Dark and dreamy, your spirit half elsewhere; I note the sheen of your dark, lustrous hair And wish I knew your thoughts and shared your cries. This love brings me sweet pain, but I want more, Driven by a dream I can't control. I want the truth of you, untamed and whole.

Why Do I Hurt?
Is it possible to think you know someone only to discover a white lie about them? They had a chance to redeem themselves and they failed to? Why is it we have feelings that often are overlooked, forgotten, toyed with, and ultimately leave us asking, "Why do I hurt?" I am not the one who portrays being someone I am not. I don't lie, I won't tolerate being lied to even if it costs a friendship no matter how valuable that friendship may seem. While I know these are my true feelings I am still asking myself, "Why do I hurt?" Maybe there is just some underlying look or vibe that people receive from me that they just automatically think I am stupid? I don't get it - because it is they who are stupid to think that I am unintelligent. Apparently, they have forgotten all of the things I have told them to be truth, fact, feeling, and any other thing you want to throw in there. I am sitting here at 5:32 am left pondering the mere thought, "Why do I hurt?" Don't thank me for being a fri

3 Year Old Anthony
3 year old Anthony with blonde curly hair 3 year old Anthony with sky color eyes 3 year old Anthony who didn't have the chance to grow up and become the man his mom wanted him to be. A little boy who played so much A little boy who loved to watch wrestling. A little boy who couldn't have the chance to grow up and have a family of his own. A little boy whom is loved by many. None of these will happen for he was taken far to soon. Taken by a serious bacterial infection that Anthony couldn't fight off. But I know he is somewhere up above watching us till the day we join. I know he is up there with out no pain. Letting us know everything is all okay. But I know he is missed by all.

My Soul
My Soul love of the Soul Passion from within look deep into self feel Passions know self touching closed eyes wanting to see love afraid to taste Desires within Naughty Joy is this right feel the way pain excites Pleasure hold tight fear the unseen & unexplored touch You, Trust fear my own Desires fears face to face unlock hearts desire to fulfil Satisfaction

A Jerks Tangent In My Shoutbox
I dont know where this all came from but he certainly seems angry about it. maybe he needs to get laid. who knows!!! relieve the pressure to his brain maybe... masterfulone: then delete ur profile you moron ->JUICYšluxuriaš: WOW, your real nice masterfulone: I was til u told me u had a bf and all that shit 30 min later and for u to not expect guys to hit on you are u for real? ->JUICYšluxuriaš: says it on my profile that im engaged. take the time to read it next time masterfulone: ur showing ur tits basically on profile pic...uh your name is "juicy" so think about what they think about I mean I get tired of u women crying all the time about this and that ->JUICYšluxuriaš: for one, im not showing my tits, 2, my name is juicy for reasons beyond anything you can comprehend...its not sexual at all. masterfulone: they don't have to read it ok....not a rule...some puters lock up going to a homepage ok with graphics ok and who cares if ur engaged doesn't mean

Auction Round 2
NEW MONTH... NEW AUCTION, YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA FU-OWN MY DRUNK ASS, JUST CUZ IM A WHOLE LOTTA FUN! YOU KNOW HOW IT WORKS, I MEAN DO I REALLY NEED TO TELL YOU?? IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: *2 SALUTEs, OF COURSE IT HAS TO BE SFW! *FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! *WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! *YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! *ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! *IF YOU ARE A LOUNGE TYPE OF PERSON, I'LL BRING AT LEAST 20 NEW MEMBERS INTO YOUR LOUNGE IN THE FIRST WEEK!!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. * YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. * REAL CASH OF COURSE BEATS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLIO

Today's Rank
1/11/08 Today is the first time I had a rank.....#531. Surprised the heck out of me....LOL Just wanted to document it in a blog I guess... I know .....Stupid huh? But how many people can say that they have a ranking.....yeah, I know probably quite a few. whatever........ Have a great day and thanks for taking the time to read my blogs. 1/27/08 Ranked #509 today......lol a little better than a couple of weeks ago.

Metal Head Radio Inc.
THIS IS DJ METAL HEAD PLEASE JOIN ME AND SEND ME REQUESTS VIA YAHOO MESSENGER. MY ID THERE IS CDOTZ1 THANKS FOR LISTENING. JOIN FUBAR.COM AND COME TO MY RADIO LOUNGE AT DJ Metal Head is LIVE on the Air Click the picture above to enter the lounge! Come Rock your asses off and Give DJ Metal Head all of your requests he lives to play what you want to hear! It's out of this world Radio!

Rough Sex Facts
Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different Posi

Oreo Ice Cream Roll
Prep Time: 1 hr Total Time: 4 hr Makes: 12 servings, one topped cake slice each 23 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, divided 1/2 cup flour 1 tsp. CALUMET Baking Powder 1/2 tsp. salt 3 eggs 3/4 cup sugar 1/2 cup water 1 square BAKER'S Unsweetened Baking Chocolate, melted 1 tsp. vanilla 1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 1 qt. (4 cups) vanilla ice cream, softened 1 cup hot fudge ice cream topping, warmed 3/4 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 12 large strawberries PREHEAT oven to 375°F. Line 15x10x1-inch baking pan with foil; grease foil. Set aside. Finely crush 13 of the cookies; coarsely chop remaining 10 cookies. Set aside. Mix cookie crumbs, the flour, baking powder and salt in small bowl; set aside. BEAT eggs in large bowl with electric mixer on high speed 5 min. or until very thick and lemon colored. Gradually add sugar, beating on medium speed until well blended. Add flour mixture, water, chocolate and vanilla; beat on low speed just until blended. S

New Game Idea.. Prolly Not Worth It Tho..
fun and games category needs one called "topics" where all the replies to it would be part of the game.. there you could put something like "name game" and make the rule such as starting with the first letter of the last name, write the name of a famous person that begins with the same letter.. or "the next person" and make a rule like the starting person can make up something that they think would be true of the next person who then makes their own prediction.. etc.. just an idea.. oh, and they could be global games or friends only..

Fubar / Blog
F*cked Up Beyond All Recognition. That was our official Marine Corps definition of the acronym. Glad someone turned it into a hoppin' web community! Now... as for 'blog' - wtf? I've heard it means Weblog (minus the "We"). HUH?! I mean, ooookaaay, but... isn't it stupid?

Auction
HERE'S YOUR CHANCE TO OWN ANY OF THESE SEXY BLUE LOUNGE STAFF AND MEMBERS FOR A MONTH!THE AUCTION ENDS AT 11PM CST SUNDAY JAN 20TH Shane aka 'DJ Lost Saint - #2 @ The Original Blue Lounge@ fubar ♥DjSexyBiootch♥BARBI'S HOMIE 4-LIFE -I.B.I.C.-EvilAngelButtBuddie-CrazyA$$Sis2Meg-@ fubar BJ Barbi~Greeter @ The Blue Lounge AKA SIS TO BLAIRMARE~DJ SEXYBIOOTCH'S HOMIE~CALIGUMBO'S PORNSTAR@ fubar Blairmare Fu-Sis to BJ Barbie Fu-lover to Rev Tom worshiper of DG@ fubar Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz iz What it iz@ fubar 'DJ Gem~Bar Manager@The Blue Lounge~FU-GF 2 My Hot Mama ~Crazy A$$ Sis 2 DJ Sexy & A Tru Blu Bitch'@ fubar (repost of original by 'Evil A [Blue Lounge Manager][DJSexyBiootch Butt Buddie]' on '2008-01-13 23:12:49')

Kow
TO MY SISTERS AND BROTHERS OF THE KINGDOM. i AM VERY SORRY FOR LETTING OFF STEAM ON JEFF AND ACCUSING YOU FOR NOT WANTING TO BOMB. WE ARE THE BEST BOMBERS ON FUBAR AND WILL ONLY GET STRONGER. TO DEANNA YOU ARE MY DEAREST FRIEND AND I AM SORRY FOR LETTING OFF STEAM. iT IS TRUE JEFF IS TRYING TO TEAR DOWN THE KINGDOM BUT WE ARE STRONG AND DETERMINED AND HE WILL NEVER SUCCEED. i SHOULD KNOW HIS WAYS BY NOW. AND AGAIN I AM SORRY. LOVE YOU LIKE A SISTER. HUGS DEE

Asian Crock Pot
1. 5 teaspoons soy sauce 2. 1 (16 ounce) package frozen Asian veggies 3. 3 tablespoons peanut butter 4. 1 pound chicken breast strips 5. 2 cups orange juice Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 344 kcal * Carbohydrates: 29 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 10 g * Protein: 31 g * Sugars: 17 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Add all of your ingredients into a mixing bowl. 2. Give them a good stir. 3. Place in your crock-pot on medium heat. 4. Allow to cook for at least 4 hours and up to 8. 5. Serve alone or over rice. Yield: 4 servings

Ground Beef Stroganoff
1. 1 pound ground beef 2. 1/2 cup chopped onion 3. 1 (4.5 ounce) can mushrooms, drained 4. 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder 5. 1/2 teaspoon mustard powder 6. 1/2 cup sour cream 7. 1/2 cup mayonnaise 8. 1/2 cup beef broth 9. 1 (16 ounce) package wide egg noodles Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 1057 kcal * Carbohydrates: 85 g * Dietary Fiber: 4 g * Fat: 63 g * Protein: 37 g * Sugars: 4 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. Break up ground meat into a large skillet, and add onion, mushrooms, garlic powder, and mustard powder. Cook and stir over medium heat until the meat is browned and onion is tender. Drain off excess fat. 2. In a small bowl, combine sour cream, mayonnaise, and beef broth. Stir into beef mixture, and cook over low heat for 10 to 15 minutes. Do not s

Cooter Bid For Some Very Old Butt
I just have to love/hate this old dear, she does make me laugh with her attempts to recapture her youth....... (for the joke, read the bottom) and yes, this is a real bulletin the old git made. SEXYGIRLBLONDES 1st time, and maybe last, to be auctioned off Sample some sweet southern charm, SexyGirlBlonde style Click on my pic, and have fun bidding I’m offerring 1.A VOICE MESSAGE TRANSFERED TO YOU WHERE I SAY YOUR NAME 2.A SONG I SING FROM ONE OF MY CD'S TRANFERED TO YOU. 3. 10 SFW PHONE CALLS AT THE TIMES YOU WANT THEM 4. YOUR NAME ON MIND FOR A MONTH 5.I WILL RATE YOUR PIC'S WITH MY 100 11'S FOR A WEEK 6.PIMP YOU OUT IN MY BLOG 7. 1 NFW SALUTE..... 8. ADD TO YAHOO MESSENGER 9. YOUR PIC RIPPED TO MY DEFAULT WITH A NICE CAPTION ADDED min bid is 100000 fu bucks auction starts JAN. 11TH and end JAN. 18TH (repost of original by '*Phantom*' on '2008-01-11 18:41:20') (repost of original by '*SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN

What Is The Sisterhood? A Note From The Owner
The Sisterhood is a family that I've created for women only. We are not a bombing family nor a Leveling family. I do however post a pinkout (pimpout) on Fridays but they are not a requirement; if you're sitting around bored looking for something to do, they are a great way to show your sisters love; again they are not a requirement. The only requirements I have are listed in the rules. I created The Sisterhood so that the women of Fubar have a place to come to where they can feel safe from the extremely rude and often vulgar sexual advances from the some of the men of Fubar (not all). A place where you can talk about anything to any one of the sisters and not feel judged because the chances are that one of us has been there and even perhaps are going through it now right along with you. I hope this helps. Sister Love, SuperStarrPrincess Owner The Sisterhood Join The Sisterhood!!

Tears
IF I FALL....WILL U CATCH ME? IF I CRY....WILL U CRY WITH ME IF I IM HURT....WILL U HURT WITH ME IF IM N PAIN....WILL U B N PAIN WITH ME IF I TALK....WILL U LISTIN IF I RUN....WILL U RUN AFTER ME IF I SLIP....WILL U PICK ME UP IF I SCREAM....WILL U SCREAM 2 IF I BLEED....WILL U BLEED WITH ME THESE R THANGS THAT I CANT HELP BUT EXPRESS...MY HEART IS BLEEDIN NOW N NOONE THERE TO CATCH THE BLOOD...AS TEARS STREAM DOWN MY FACE AND THE PAIN GETS HARD TO EMBRESS I FEEL LIKE I HAVE LOST IT ALL...N ONE BREATH I FEEL LIKE I HAVE THE WORLD AT MY FEET...WITH THE NEXT I FEEL LIKE I HAVE PLUNGED DOWN N HIT THE FLOOR...I DONT POSSIBLE THANK MY HEART WILL B SAFE...WITH EVERY BEAT IT GETS FAINTER N FAINTER...ITS NOW HARD TO HEAR...MY EARS ONCE FILLED WITH THE BEATING OF MY HEART, NOW IS JUST WIND PASSING BY...MY HEART ONCE HAPPY TO HEAR THAT VOICE, NOW IS SAD MY THE PAIN THAT WAS LEFT....I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, OR WHAT TO SAY...THE ONCE EASY WORDS THAT CAME TO MY MOUTH IS NOW THE HARDEST ON

Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo
1. 6 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - cut into cubes 2. 6 tablespoons butter, divided 3. 4 cloves garlic, minced, divided 4. 1 tablespoon Italian seasoning 5. 1 pound fettuccini pasta 6. 1 onion, diced 7. 1 (8 ounce) package sliced mushrooms 8. 1/3 cup all-purpose flour 9. 1 tablespoon salt 10. 3/4 teaspoon ground white pepper 11. 3 cups milk 12. 1 cup half-and-half 13. 3/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 14. 8 ounces shredded Colby-Monterey Jack cheese 15. 3 roma (plum) tomatoes, diced 16. 1/2 cup sour cream Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 685 kcal * Carbohydrates: 57 g * Dietary Fiber: 3 g * Fat: 31 g * Protein: 44 g * Sugars: 8 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] 2. Cooking Directions 1. In a large skillet over medium heat combine chicken, 2 tablespoons bu

Brooklyn Bound
A man thinks to himself: "If I ever get the chance, I'm burning these fucks alive." Trying to squeeze through the unaccommodating crowd of people lining the subway, He keeps the doors in his sight, Hoping to get there before they slide closed, And take him even further from his destination. Stepping over the blonde's duffle bag, In between the couple arguing over her ex boyfriend, And the man who seems to be either scratching his leg, or trying to solve another compulsion of the lustful kind. Past the old lady who loses her balance out of fear, The bum shaking a cup of change, and a man whose body smells so bad, he could probably be declared legally dead, He reaches the door. Just as they close. On the opposite side, A woman, Slightly older then himself, Slams into the door, Cursing it from keeping her even further from her destination. Meeting eyes. Each feels less angry. More centered. As for the limited time they gaze upon the other. In this hot, festerin

Amish(bully)
WELCOME TO G.O.H.! come on in introduceing! DA AMISH PIMP! live on air! Music Video:AMISH PARADISE (by Weird Al Yankovic)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone just click the pic below and join him !

History About How I Became Biker
I wanted to write a little history about myself and how I got to where I am now helping Children of abuse and neglect. I was born and raised in Alexandria Virginia and I have never regretted it. When I was about 10 years old the movie "The Wild Angels" with Peter Fonda and Nancy Sintra came out. It was a biker movie that me and my friends watched I know about 6 times in a row that summer day in 1969. After that movie we went home and started our own Bicycle club and we were known as the "Disciples of Pure Hell". There was about 15 of us riding around the neighborhood on our 20" bikes thinking we were the coolest guys around. One day as I was riding home and I cut threough the Apartmeents down from my house, there were two guys sittiing on the small brick pilars near the street. I knew who they were I had seen them before on the Harley's. They were members of the"Hell's Angels". As I rode past the one big guy yells at me," hey bro nice bike". I waved my hand as to say thnak you when the

You Have Been Fucked
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know who your true F.

New Private Things
It's been a long time since I've communicated with most of you. I am sorry for that. I'm even more sorry that I had to come back and set albums to myself view only. Circumstances have made me set certain albums to allow my view only. Other than that, I'm well and happy. I'm not on here as often as I used to be and I miss you guys. I hope you are all well and fine. Bob(NINfan) knows how to contact me if you need to get in touch. I'm really sucking as a friend right now. Take care, Love to you. Rebecca

Why Douche Bags Like Me Land Hot Girls
Have you ever seen a couple together and thought, "What is SHE doing with HIM?" It happens all of the time. Women tend to under achieve when it comes to the kind of guy they are capable of landing from a looks stand point. All the while, guys out there who would never come close to being on the cover of GQ, are landing babes. Good looking babes. Babes with big tits. I have been "that guy" a few times in my life. Don't get me wrong, I don't think I am a dog or anything. But the reason I don't go to clubs is because I don't think I have the kind of looks that seduce a woman from across the bar. I need to talk... then my trap is set. This is the cool thing about women. People say that a woman knows in the first 5 minutes if she would fuck a guy or not... BULL SHIT. A guy knows in the first five minutes if he will sleep with a girl or not. More like the first 5 seconds. But a guy can grow on a girl. Don't think so? Have you ever heard a guy say thing following? "I wasn't a

Our Night
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your loves blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Let's get lost in each other Touching, exploring, tasting We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our night Want me, like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment Forever

Unfound Treasures
Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels Can that line be crossed What could we truly be And at what cost Do you see what I see I know there is more there Waiting to be found Can you feel how much I care I feel like I'm being drowned If you knew the amount of desire That I feel for you My burning fire That wants one to become two Forbidden pleasures Who makes the rules Unfound treasures And beautiful jewels

More Than Passion
Silently she awakes and gazes upon him there. She sees him sleeping peacefully and longs to hold him near. She reaches out her trembling hand to gently touch his face. Remembering short hours ago, sharing love's embrace. He stirs just then and spies her tender. loving stare. Then places his hand over hers, stunned at the extent of her care. Their eyes never leave each other as she caresses his soft skin. She smiles at him slightly as she moves closer to him. He takes her in his arms placing a kiss upon her cheek. She turns her head slowly, his lips for her to seek. A subtle moan escapes her as his hand explores anew. Passions kiss intensifies as their rhythmic dance ensues. He proclaims his love for her as he kisses her wanting neck. She moves her hands over him finally to rest upon his chest. Feeling her velvet secret engulf him again and again, And feels her building climax escaping from her then. She arches back, catches his eyes adoring their allure. As they reach

How Open-minded Are You?
I consider myself a very open-minded person. I believe that everyone has a right to do and believe whatever they want, provided they are not injuring or infringing on the rights of others. I have looked at the people I have in my friends and family lists and I have some very different people their. Some might not get along with others here but I like them all for who they are ... all of their differences, eccentricities, kinks and quirks. I might not be "in to" the same things they are, but I respect their rights to express themselves in whatever way they choose. I often wonder about the individuals that call themselves open-minded, yet turn around and bash someone, either physcially or verbally, for being different. How open-minded are you really if you can't accept others that don't fall into your ideal?

New Love
You're the smile upon my face, You're the laughter in my voice, You're the light in my eyes, And you gave me no choice. I didn't mean to love you, I didn't mean to fall so fast, I didn't want to need you so much, And now I want our love to last. We have just begun our journey, We decided to take this drive, We have to be cautious, And we have to keep our love alive. for WMH 9-2007

Rip Steven & Prayers For Shawn
I HAVE POSTED THIS BULLETION MANY TIMES FOR SHAWN & STEVEN.AND TODAY STEVEN LOST HIS BATTLE.AND NOW NES ON SHAWN WITH HIS BATTLE AND EARLIER TODAY A FRIEND HAD ME FIND A SONG WHICH IM ADDING TO THIS.MT HEART GOES OUT TO DAVE AND HIS FAMILY.WE HAVE NEVER MET BUT DAVE IS MY FAMILY AND STEVEN IS TOO.AND THE SAME WITH SHAWN AND HIS FAMILY.AND OTHERS MIGHT BE THINKING MORE OF THEIR LOUNGES AND BEING THE BEST.BUT FOR NEXT FEW DAYS MY THOUGHTS ARE ONLY OF THESE FAMILIES AND PRAYERS AND LOVE GIVEN TO THEM.MY FUBAR FAMILY ARE REAL PEOPLE WHO NEEDS PRAYERS.BECAUSE YOU KNOW WE NEVER KNOW WHEN IT COULD BE US.SO I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW I LOVE YOU AND SHOW THESE FAMILIES LOVE PLZ.KEEP IT GOING IN MEMORY OF STEVEN AND PRAYERS FOR SHAWN PLZ THIS WEEKEND.LISTEN TO THE SONG Steven was taken back into hospital again this morning, they need to run some more tests on him, as his mobility is getting worse and needs support to help with walking. Im a way back up to the hospital again and should be back

Fubar Points Break Down
FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics...might pay to have a folder of ripped pics for viewing only if you ar

Internet Videos Piss Me Off
What the hell is wrong with internet videos nowadays? It used to be so simple. Not now. No, now you need Windows Media Player, Quicktime, Realplayer, DivX, Nero, Winamp, and Macromedia Flash player. Dont even get me started on how many DVD players there are. Is there seriously a point in forcing people to download 10 different players because each site uses a different one? Not really, unless your goal is to aggravate and irritate us to the point of homicide. I want to see all these companies just make a nice little codec addon for Winamp. Thats my preferred choice of viewing illegal MP3 rips and porn clips. Winamp has the best features, is the easiest to use, can be modded like theres no tomorrow, and it really whips the llamas ass. What more could you ask for in a player? I say cut out the bullshit and just jump in with winamp people. My main thing about all this is that Ive never had problems with winamp. Not like all of the other programs. Media player has more tweaks than a psy

You May Live In Canada If....
Forget Rednecks, here is what Jeff Foxworthy has to say about Canuks: If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, you may live in Canada. If someone in a Home Depot store offers you assistance and they don't work there, you may live in Canada. If you've worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you may live in Canada. If you've had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you may live in Canada. If 'Vacation' means going anywhere south of Detroit for the weekend, you may live in Canada. If you measure distance in hours, you may live in Canada. If you know several people who have hit a deer more than once, you may live in Canada If you have switched from 'heat' to 'A/C' in the same day and back again, you may live in Canada If you can drive 90 kms/hr through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard without flinching, you may live in Canada. If you install security lights on your house and garage, but le

Crazy People
"There are a lot more crazy people out there than our mothers told us there were. We don't need to participate in their craziness. We can recognize craziness for what it is .... and, move on!!" ~ from the 2008 Women Who Do Too Much Calenar :)

No-one Dares To Understand
A girl in the night rain staring at the sparkling space tears falling from the pain standing numb and drained feelings of emptiness overwhelms heart pounds at a rapid pace she screams out in vain lost in a sea of darkness she can't explain the need why she has a void so deep all she wants to do is sleep waiting for the world to stop cringing as people talk no-one dares to understand why is it that she cares ripping through her pale skin her heart no longer bleeds within leaving her cold and still people will say what they will

The Gettysburg Address - President Abraham Lincoln
The Gettysburg Addressdelivered by President Abraham Lincolnat the dedication of the Soldiers' National Cemeteryin Gettysburg, PA on November 19, 1863 (This is the version which hangs in the Lincoln Room of the White House, that President Lincoln prepared and signed for Colonel Alexander Bliss, generally referred to as the "Standard Text") "Four score and seven years ago our fathers brought forth on this continent a new nation, conceived in Liberty, and dedicated to the proposition that all men are created equal. Now we are engaged in a great civil war, testing whether that nation, or any nation, so conceived and so dedicated, can long endure. We are met on a great battle-field of that war. We have come to dedicate a portion of that field, as a final resting place for those who here gave their lives that that nation might live. It is altogether fitting and proper that we should do this. But, in a larger sense, we can not dedicate—we can not consecrate—we can not hallow—this

Hanging Tough
Winter. It gets cold in Chicago. It snows in Chicago. I know this isn't new news to you, but when winter first slaps us in the face, a number of otherwise sensible people act as if they had just been shot out of a cannon from Miami. After a long winter, people in Chicago get ready to wear shorts and simonize their cars in March and start lining up for bleacher seats at a ball game. After all, in March and April, you can see three seasons...sometimes all in one day Winter. It gets cold in Chicago. It snows in Chicago. People forget how to drive. They whine. The weather reports become horror movies: "The Storm That Will Devour Chicago". Poor reporters are sent out to overpasses at Addison and the Kennedy to give the weather report as cars crash into each other on the expressway in the background. There are times in Chicago winters when weather deserves the extensive coverage and hyperbole. Artic blasts like this weekend past. -5 with a chill factor of 30 below. M

Thank You! Pass This On Please!
This was sent to me by a friend who wished to remain nameless, So "Tom G" I promise not to tell them it was you Nothing ever needs to be said, to show your heartfelt appreciation Please Pass this On! (repost of original by '♥ DAWN ♥' on '2008-01-23 01:52:32')

Sitting Here Thinking.
This has been a really long week for me. It is just like one day right after another in my own lil world. I have been trying to keep busy cleaning, checking out the net, reading, and believe it or not watching tv ( i am not a big tv person). The reason I have been trying to keep busy and all, is because I want to see if my bf will actually make an effort with me this week. It seems like I am always the one to make the effort with Him. If He needs or wants something I do it for Him. I call Him to talk with Him and see how His day is going. I make the effor to see Him, and I want to see if this is just one sided or if He wants to be here also. I mean it is real easy to say that when He is here with me, that I am all these grand things to Him, but if I am so much then why is it when I do not make the effort He is no where to be around. Last week He had a bad week, I understood and when He wanted to talk about it, I was right there to listen. When He wanted time with me I was all

Fresh Peach Cobbler
A down-home dessert that goes together in a flash! Prep Time:25 min Start to Finish:1 hr 5 min Makes:6 servings 1/2 cup sugar 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon 4 cups sliced fresh peaches (6 medium) 1 teaspoon lemon juice 3 tablespoons shortening 1 cup Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 tablespoon sugar 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup milk Cream, if desired 1. Heat oven to 400º. 2. Mix 1/2 cup sugar, the cornstarch and cinnamon in 2-quart saucepan. Stir in peaches and lemon juice. Cook over medium heat stirring constantly, until mixture thickens and boils. Boil and stir 1 minute. Pour into ungreased 2-quart casserole; keep peach mixture hot in oven. 3. Cut shortening into flour, 1 tablespoon sugar, the baking powder and salt in medium bowl, using pastry blender or crisscrossing 2 knives, until mixture look like fine crumbs. Stir in milk. Drop dough by 6 spoonfuls onto hot peach mixture. 4. Bake 25 to 30 minutes or until

Watch Who Your Talking To
I am writing this blog because of some stupid comments that were said between two people. I don't know all the details and I no longer care. Anyone who ever wishes a soldier to die while in country is wrong. It pisses me the fuck off that people don't think sometimes that that has already or may actually happen to the individual. Everyday we go outside the wire and place ourselves in harms way for the good of our family, friends and country, most of the time it is a very thankless job but that is ok because we know its for a good cause. I have buried many brothers because they gave their life on behalf of people who will never know their names and more than like give a fuck less who they were. So when I hear or read anyone that wishes the death of a soldier it strikes a cord and I will not be fu-friends with anyone who makes said statements. To everyone else, if you read this and agree hit me up if you give less than a fuck thats fine too, but if anyone wants to say some really

When I Think Of You
When I think of you my body gets really hot. Fire flows through my veins straight to that special place. My chest starts to rise and fall rapidly as I think of your hands on my body. I tingle in places that I keep reserved only for you. When I think of you I touch myself.

The Fireman
THE FIREMAN In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible.. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dreams to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her s

You Know You Are A "swinger" If.....
1. You are wearing wristbands in most of your vacation photos. 2. Half of the numbers on your cellphone are listed only by screen names. 3. You are running out of reasons to tell your coworkers why you can't go out with them this weekend. 4. You have over 100,000 frequent flyer miles on Air Jamaica. 5. You know most of your friends' names only as couples (Rich and Joy, Frank and Jen) but you don't know their last names. 6. You go to a convention with three huge suitcases, yet are wearing the same outfit when you return as you did when you left. 7. You had already seen pictures of your friends naked before you ever met them in person. 8. You position the computer screen in your home office in such a way that your children can't possibly sneak up on you. 9. You can't remember the last time you had pubic hair. 10. Before traveling somewhere on business or to visit relatives you look up couples in the area. 11. You worry about explaining to the neighbors why 1

Less Than 3,000 To Go! Please Help Me Level!
so i have very little left to go. it would be great if you could help me level up! i will most definately return the love. make sure you send me a message or leave a comment so i know who trying to help me out. i will love you forever! Thanks, so much! ♥ Miranda xoxox

Hockey
Game Name: Hockey Category: Card Buzz Level: High Directions: The buzz factor varies on this game depending on how ruthless you want to get. To start you need teams of 2 people each. So you basically have an even number of players and you sit across from your partner. The three of clubs leads. The next player then tries to match the number of the previously played card. If there is no match play continues until the cards match. The person who pays the matching card and their partner then make the losing team drink. Each person on the winning team picks a person on the losing team to "knock" for. Each person on the losing team drinks until their corresponding person knocks for them. Then the person after whoever played the last card leads off until all the cards have been played. Eights and jacks are free cards. When an eight or jack is played regardless of whether the next person matches it you are safe and do not have to drink. Also you have to play two games - wh

Marriage..you Say Tomato, And I Say Too.mat-toe
When I mention the word marriage, what is the first word that comes to your mind? Could it be love? Companionship? Fidelity? All of these virtues are ones that any man and woman who decides to embark on the sacred bond of marriage should embrace. Oh I almost forgot honesty lads and lasses. How silly of me. You can't bake a fucked up cake, without all the necessary ingredients now can you? Maybe that's why my wedding cake tasted more like lies and deceit. With just the right amount of bullshit. Mmm Mmm good. Want a piece? I hope this entry makes your fucking toes curl when someone utters the word marriage. I hope it makes you shit and piss yourselves so bad, that you run like hell for that safe little place that we all have come to love. The happy little place called single life. I guess I was under the dillusion that marriage was this beautiful place. White picket fences and birds chirping. Breakfast in bed naked and all the splendors that come with that. It is nothing more than

012608 Love Horosope
While everyone's fighting over the copy machine, you're in the break room, chatting it up with that office cutie. Let this be a reminder -- stay out of the fray. You'll meet the most interesting people that way.

The Mystery Unlocked
The Mystery Unlocked This is serious In the middle of the table is a round food tray with five kinds of Fruits on it. They are: a. Apple b. Banana c. Strawberry d. Peach e. Orange Which fruit will you choose? Please think VERY carefully and don't rush into it. This is great, I was astounded! Your choice reveals a lot about you! Test results: Please SCROLL DOWN If you have chosen: a. Apple: That means you are a person who loves to eat apples b. Banana: That means you are a person who loves to eat bananas c. Strawberry: That means you are a person who loves to eat strawberries d. Peach: That means you are a person who loves to eat peaches e. Orange: That means you are a person who loves to eat oranges I hope you find fulfillment in this new insight about yourself. May it bring you peace and understanding, tranquility and all that other profound stuff. Also I bet that right now you would like to find me and kick my ass. Well, You wo

Wanna Know Me!
hmmmm how does one describe themselves without sounding conceided....im such a damn good person heehee, have the worlds greatest boys and am in love with the most amazing man, i love u baby. I am writing a book called Defining Moments and i live life exactly as my first quote....GOD OFFERS US DEFINING MOMENTS IN LIFE, SHOWS US ROADS WE MAY CHOOSE....WHISH ROADS WE CHOOSE TO TRAVEL DEFINE US AS THE PERSON WE BECOME....i dont believe i cant handle anything life throws at me cause those choices are mine and they make me who i am

Spank Me!
Ok all 3 hrs left until the auction is over what im asking for is some rates tho to get 1st place for fu-bucks im at 17 rates i need to beat 41 think yall can go the link below and just rate my photo??? ty!!! love yall!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1097742&albumid=809864&i=30471431&idx=7

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

Masterbation Mondays Woot Woot On The Dj Bartab Show (repost)
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ BARTAB ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CHF~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFEY 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~!/~DB Crew ~3' on '2008-01-07 15:40:02') (repost of original by 'Renee..The Original Crazy Bitch~Elite DB!! ~Club F.A.R.~Greeter For Black Diamond~And C.W.P !' on '2008-01-07 16:16:25') (repost of original by 'DJ BARTAB BLACK DIAMOND DJ AKA THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED AND RL/BF TO KRAZYCHICK' on '2008-01-28 15:34:16') (repost of origina

Emptiness Burns
Dessicated Shriveled my heart beats listless shoving mournful pasts burying the corpse of love's happiness in the dust and ashes of desolate despair well watered and salted with tears of desperation and lonely anger. burgeoning ire sprouts skeletally from the withered remains bursting blooms of frozen hatred. And cold frostbite scorches leaving me empty. d. r. hyden

Fu Angels Representing!!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

Ugh Viruses Suck Ass
Im gonna be offline for a few days to or possibly less if i get this fixed, I have a major problem with spyware on my computer at the moment and havent been able to fix it so until its fix I dont want to take the change of being online and making it worse......... have a good week everyone :) Ill be back as soon as I can.

Football Cheesy Potato Skin Pizza
Kids love these pizza-topped skins because they end up with two of their favorite dishes: mashed potatoes one day, potato skins the next. Ingredients 6 medium-size russet baking potatoes Salt and pepper to taste 2 1/2 cups favorite pasta sauce, warmed (we used meat-based) Suggested toppings: chopped olives, chopped green peppers, sliced and sautéed mushrooms 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese 2 cups grated mozzarella or other pizza cheese Directions 1. Heat your oven to 400°. Scrub the potatoes, poke them with a paring knife, then bake them for 50 to 60 minutes, until they're tender at the center. Cool the potatoes briefly, then halve them lengthwise and scoop out most of the flesh (use it for mashed potatoes), leaving a thin potato wall. Cool the skins. If you're not preparing the pizza the same day, refrigerate them. 2. To continue preparing the pizza the same day, heat your oven to 400°. Arrange the skins on a well-greased baking

Bullet With A Name
My disposition is in a position for all to see. Regretless for how it feels. I got a bullet with a name on it. Bullet with a name. Because the cause for all, the pause you think you see is really concentration on the steel. I got a bullet with a name on it. Bullet with a name. See everybody watching and passing judgment on every little move and decision I make. How can I be an individual with the weight of the world with 8 other planets to take? and with everything happening gunshots clapping and people all running in every direction with their hands up praying for the drama to end, I got my hand out looking for some money to spend. [Chorus] The price tags on the things I need are getting bigger by the day I got a bullet with a name on it. Bullet with a name. The way I work so hard for things they just take away from me. I got a bullet with a name on it. Bullet with a name. I'm working harder than a hundred black mules down in Mexico. No water, no cloud

My Brushes With Celebrities!
I work at a Postal Annex during the day. Postal Annex is just like a Mailboxes and More store. We have personal mail boxes at the 4 stores I work at and at two of them, we have 2 celebrities that are our customers. The first one is Rowdy Roddy Piper of WWE fame. I was told that he never comes in to get his mail, but that his wife always does. Today, I was working and lo and behold in walked Roddy Piper! I shook his hand, told him I was a fan. He was SO nice! Very sweet man!! Yesterday I was at a different one of our stores and who should walk in? Barbara Eden of I Dream of Jeanie! Yes, it was Jeanie herself! She was very sweet and I shook her hand. I had no idea that these celebrities make their home in Portland, Oregon!! How freakin kewl is that?!! hehe

A Lifetime
Never knew that I could feel like this The feeling to share a lifetime with you is so strong It seems so impossible Never knew I can see the sky is blue The world seems to be such a perfect place For you and me to share our lives together Listen to my heart Can you hear it say Seasons may change Flowers may wither But my heart will never dies I would love you To the end of time ich liebe dich

Ha!!
I sometimes cant understand why some ppl do and say what they do ! Yes that just made no sense, but to me.. it does..LOL I honestly think i am a very attractive girl.. Yes I AM HAPPILY MARRIED !!!! and would absolutely NEVER leave my husband especially for someone over the comp... Thats just STUPID !! Yes i flirt and like to have interesting conversations..but means ABSOLUTELY NOTHING !! ppl can take it the wrong way and think it means more when ummm NEGATIVE !!! SOO anyways.. Moral of this log with no point.. I AM HAPPILY MARRIED WOMAN AND NO I DON'T WANT YOU !! I WOULD BE WAYYYYY TO GOOD FORYOU ANYWAYS!!! he ! i was just annoyed at someone who mademe feel like I was not good enough !! BLAH TO YOU!!!!

Firemans Poem
"You've Done Your Time In Hell" THE FIREFIGHTER STOOD AND FACED HIS GOD, WHICH MUST ALWAYS COME TO PASS. HE HOPED HIS SHOES WERE SHINING, JUST AS BRIGHTLY AS HIS BRASS. "STEP FORWARD NOW, YOU FIREFIGHTER, HOW SHALL I DEAL WITH YOU? HAVE YOU ALWAYS TURNED THE OTHER CHEEK? TO MY CHURCH HAVE YOU BEEN TRUE?" THE FIREFIGHTER SQUARED HIS SHOULDERS AND SAID, "NO, LORD, I GUESS I AIN'T BECAUSE THOSE OF US WHO FIGHT FIRE, CAN'T ALWAYS BE A SAINT. I'VE HAD TO WORK MOST SUNDAYS, AND AT TIMES MY TALK WAS ROUGH, AND SOMETIMES I'VE BEEN VIOLENT, BECAUSE THE STREETS ARE AWFULLY TOUGH. BUT, I NEVER TOOK A PENNY, THAT WASN'T MINE TO KEEP. THOUGH I WORKED A LOT OF OVERTIME WHEN THE BILLS GOT JUST TOO STEEP, AND I NEVER PASSED A CRY FOR HELP, THOUGH AT TIMES I SHOOK WITH FEAR, AND SOMETIMES, GOD FORGIVE ME, I'VE WEPT UNMANLY TEARS. I KNOW I DON'T DESERVE A PLACE AMONG THE PEOPLE HERE THEY NEVER WANTED ME AROUND EXCEPT TO

Bouncers
Is there anything more irritating or less usable than the bouncers who jump in at random? I wonder at times why it happens and the only thing I can figure is that their cheap servers are so overpowered that normal typing skills cause them to crash constantly.

Questions (poem
Questions on the tip of my mind sometimes clear sometime blind why does the hate never stop why does the childs laugh drop these questions ive had for many years always and sometimes bringin me tears why does it never shine but always rain why cant it hurt without the pain questions on the mind and soul questions that some will never know QUESTIONS

Ok, That's It!
I am going to stop being lazy and buckle down on this weight-loss thing. This is the last day I get to have a "free-for-all". Starting tomorrow, I am going to get serious about it. All I want to lose is about 20 pounds. It shouldn't be that hard, I just have to stop eating junk!

Bratz Record
HI EVERYONE I WILL BE MAKING TAGS LATE THIS EVENING THEY ALL WILL BE POSTED NY TOMORROW AFTERNOON. THIS EVENING WE WILL BE WORKING ON SYCHO'S CONTEST WHICH RUNS UNTIL MARCH. A FRIEND OF MINE ASDKED ME TO ENETER A CONTEST FOR A VIP WHICH WILL BE STARTING TOMORROW EVENING JANUARY 2 AT 8:PM. THIS IS FOR THE MOST COMMENTS SO LETS TRY TO COME IN THE TOP THREE. WE HAVE A STRONG FAMILY AND I THINK WE SHOULD HAVE NO PROBLEMS GETTING IT DONE. THANK YOU ALL FOR SHOWING LOVE TO SCHYO YESTERDAY HUGS DEE

Sick...again?
OMG. WTF? Ok, enough internet lingo. But seriously, what the heck...I'm sick AGAIN! This time it's my allergies. This makes three weeks that I've been sick with something. First it was a cold, then a horrible sinus infection, and now my allergies. I guess it's my allergies. My eye is watering, I'm sneezing like crazy, and I have a stopped up/runny nose. I'm eating pretty healthy, drinking plenty of fluids, and trying to get enough sleep. Yet I can't seem to get well. Grrr. This just pisses me off!! I'm tired of being sick. I've got so much to do this semester and I'm losing valuable time. I guess I'll stop at CVS on my way home and get some allergy medicine. It better be my allergies if I spend my hard earned money, lol. So, thanks for reading this. Obviously, you have nothing else better to do either. :P

Momma Cat's Birthday 2/4
I just wanna show some Birthday Love to this Friend of mine. Please stop by and tell her Happy Birthday!! =^^=Momma CaT=^^= Demon Crew@ fubar She even has BIG news, I learned the other day that she's pregnant & is due in September. So Congrats to her and CaTDaddy :) We Love You Hugz BROUGHT TO YOU BY: **SexyTiger** ~ Demon Crew Member ~ Shadow Leveler ~@ fubar

Doctor Who (the 9th Doctor)
Well I got to see the empty child episode of the new Doctor Who Last night with the official 9th Doctor. I really liked it and it held true to the standard form of the older doctor who. I give4 it an A++ and will definantly bee watching for further episodes. here are pictures from the new season (in my stash is a link to the episode guide for this season and one for all the OLD Doctor Who episodes all the way back to the first one )

Tragedies Give Hand To The Wisdom In Life
When you look at my basic Profile and pictures on my fubar site, you only see me the way I am when I'm having a bit of fun. There is of course the deeper things in life that we all share, the things are the truths of a more spiritual human heart. I have read some very sad cases of a deteriorating social society, everything from murders of innocent bystanders to horrible crimes committed by young children. It's a shame that such sick people do the things they do. Whether they are just as much tortured souls, or are really bad people. I've had many good friends pass away, and at the time would often ask why only the good seem to die young. I could never justify that these things were by fate nor choice. I believed at one time that perhaps they were just too good for this world. Many find their own beliefs to cope with such madness, and yet as often as this happened I was blind. So I'll share a secret with you. I never ask why anymore, for why anyone? These things become part of

Cold & Flu Season
Ugh....Im not feeling the best..I got this aweful head cold, watery eyes, nose dripping, sneezing, and now feeling a cough tickling in the back of my throat...and right now we are in the middle of a snow storm, so theres no way Im going out to get anything for it..(like I even got the cash for it..Cold meds are pricey. So has anyone else gotten the cold or flu this yr yet? Any ideas on home remedies?

Circles
long story, but interesting (names of persons and places changed to protect the guilty)... i worked at mcdonald's when i was in high school. one of the people with whom i worked there was a girl named susan. she was not a pleasant person to be around - poor hygene, not terribly bright, not at all attractive, bitter... but i was nice to her. not long before my ten-year class reunion, i received a packet in the mail from our class president about the reunion. it requested a post-high school bio for a book that would be distributed at the reunion. i wrote my bio and sent it in. in it, i talked about my experience with drugs, hitting bottom, being homeless, then being picked up by God. i talked about becoming a minister, which i'm sure was a shock to those who knew me. it's probably somewhat of a shock to my friends who will read this. *shrugs* i'm not an ordained pastor, but i'm licensed by my church to fill in when a pastor is not available. anyway, the reunion came an

Tell Me The Truth, Even When It Hurts...
You meet and spend a weekend with someone new. You think they're pretty special and that all things considered the weekend went reasonably well. You hear from them daily afterwards, you don't see them the next weekend but make plans to spend the following weekend together. You are both looking forward to it as far as you know. The Thursday night before that weekend, you are told by this person that basically they've had a better offer from someone whom they just met, and therefore won't be spending the weekend with you after all. Clearly you have been rudely and summararily dismissed. Kicked to the curb. Like an old DVD you started to watch, then popped-out when a new one arrived. Any reasonable person would realize this is the last you will hear from them. At least they were honest and had enough spine to tell you the truth. Mostly...

Too Cool
TOO COOL. I HAVE BEEN HERE two days and I am up to level 5 ! created my first mumm, and cant wait to be able to make my own lounge! gonna take a while, it is almost like Dungeon and Dragons role playing game in the sense that the higher you go up in levels the more it takes you to increase each level! Man !! there are SO MANY NICE People here that I can only conclude that is the main reason I have run into so many jerks on the internet; you are keeping all the cool people in here!!! LOL I like the lounges and the way people welcome you when you come in. Oh yeah, BTW if I came in your Lounge Last night and said 'hi everybody' twice and sat there for 5-10 minutes waiting for a response, DO YOU THINK I will be back, (if i liked the music) well maybe but it will probably be an accident lol! Bottom line is greeters are Great! It avoids uncomfortable stagnation in the chatroom I have encountered before. hey this is feedback! I wasnt planning on doing a FEEDBACK BLOG! OH WELL i got

Dad's Recovering From Surgery Just Fine
Well, Dad came through his surgery just fine. Mom stayed at the hospital all day and half the night because Dad's doctor was running 2 1/2 hours behind and the volunteer at the front desk in the waiting room had Mom writen down in the wrong section, so the nurse had to come and find her to give her the first report on the surgery. The first report was that he was doing very good but the operation was going a little longer than planned. Mom found out from the doctor later that it went on so long because the tumor was bigger than they thought it would be so they had to take out more tissue to make sure that they hopefully got it all. Dad has a heart condition so they put him in ICU the night of his surgery to monitor that. They had to take out all the tissue in his throat out so they gave him one of those things they put in your throat ( Don't know how to spell it.) They had him hooked up to a ventilator so he could breath without straining himself and they had to get his blood

Wanna Own Mzmic? Lol
And now, Please allow me to introduce to you the Valentines that are up for auction for 5 days only! ******************************** Click Pics to go to Auctions!!! Woohooo!! Mz. Mic Daily Fu-Gift. Daily Shitfacing. Add to my Family for term of Ownership. Pimped in my blog Pimped out in my "About Me Section" Stickied Pimpout in the Bullys Rate all Pics during HH Rate all Stash during HH Special Flashy Tag made for You. SFW MzMic/MikeS Salute for You. Flashy Name Tags 4 You! If the bids go higher, I will discuss throw in my bombing skills for any bombing contest that you want within reason, ya'll know those persons that I will *not* bomb for lol *hugs* ******************************** Kimmy Fu-owned in name Your profile link in my about me on my profile A permanent pimpout in my blog A weekly pimpout + 1 sticky pimpout 1 SFW shoutout & 1 NSFW shoutout Added to family for the month Rate all pics and stash during HH’s (me and my bf

Awakinging During The Night Part. 1
I wake knowing she is in bed next to me. I know not because I see her but because I feel her. It is such a wonderful sensation knowing she is there, feeling her, smelling her, tasting her in the air, hearing her breath but thats not why I woke. I sense something else, no its someone else. I know that they are there. I feel them. Thats when I hear the click. It is a familiar sound. I know I have heard it before. Then I smell him. I know its a male in the room with us. The maleness of his smell, the musk of his cologne and the tenseness that fills the room as he is moving about the room gives away his sex. He is moving around the room. I cannot see him and I am sure he doesn't know I am awake yet. He moves closer to the bed and I can make out that he is wearing a full face mask by the light coming in from the window. Its not a ski mask its a dark distorted mask like you would see on someone during Mardi Gras. It is a twisted depiction of a devil and angel mi

Valentines Day.
I have never in my life gotten something on this day. Not from my ex or significant other.Yeah,my divorce was finalized on this day,but whatever! I want something damn it!! Overrated holiday!!! I am going to buy my self something for a change. Now to figure out what the hell to get?!?!?!

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1: I hate country music. 2: I am leaving for couple of days. 3: Fubar is first site like this i joined. 4: I have grey hair lol. 5: I am bored right now. 6: I like pizza lol. 7: I hate the cold. 8: christmas sucks. 9: I spend a lot of time on computer lol. 10: I told something to someone today that maybe i should not have. Passed on to.... sara satan is back fatal squishy butterfly

Do You Know The Perfect Flower
Do you know the Perfect Flower for your Perfect Valentine? Flower: Traditional Meaning Aster: Talisman of love Begonia: A fanciful nature Carnation, red: Admiration Carnation, white: Pure and ardent love Chrysanthemum, red: I love you Chrysanthemum, white: Truth Daffodil: Regard Daisy: Innocence, gentleness Forget-me-not: True love Globe amaranth: Unfading love Hibiscus: Delicate beauty Jasmine, white: Amiability Jasmine, yellow: Modesty Larkspur: An open heart Pansy: Thoughtful recollection Primrose: Young love Rose, pink: Perfect happiness Rose, white: Charm and innocence Rose, red: Love and desire Rose, white and red: Unity

Hey Everyone
Hey guys, been pounding any tight young pussy. Stalker dream up date - nothing. He just left me hanging. He some how captured me, had me chained naked to the bed and we torturing my clit with one of my stun guns, that he stole while going through my room. "He really took a lot of time while searching my panty drawer!" ***giggle giggle*** I don't know how he captured me. I have seen the struggle or what ever. Right now it ok, but I want to see it all. What do you think? Did he grab me in a parking lot? Catch me at a party and drag me out by my her? Did he trick me into meeting him some where, and beat me until had control? Did he drug me at a party or somewhere? What would you do to? How would you capture my body? I know how my friend Mark did it. Mixture of liquid ecstasy, crystal, and ghb. He is really proud of himself and his friends love him. After all who won't after having my 18 year old body drugged, chained and gagged for a weekend for anything you want. Let m

Teacher Accused Of Duct-taping Boy To Desk
JACKSONVILLE, Fla. -- A middle school teacher accused of using duct tape to bind a student to his desk was suspended for more than a week without pay for the alleged incident. The Duval County School Board voted on Tuesday to suspend Kasey Goodin for 10 days without pay. The school board made its decision after hearing the teacher's version of what happened inside the Kirby-Smith Middle School classroom, WJXT reported. The district said Goodin told investigators the taping incident was a joke. However, board members didn't think it was funny. "It's just not funny for a child to be taped, whether it's in jest or it's a disciplinary measure," said school board chair Betty Burney. In Goodin's written account of what happened in the classroom, the teacher said, "There was a light-hearted mood in the class as I walked to the supply closet and removed a roll of purple duct tape and a roll of masking tape … The class was laughing. I was laughing. The student was laughing."

2nd Story
My wife and I were over to our friend’s house for New Years. It had become a bit of a tradition for us since we got married. The wife was pregnant with twins and almost due, so it had been months for me without sex, unless you call jerking off sex. Well, as the night wore on I got chatting with a friend (Jane) of my mate’s wife (Michelle). At about 10 pm my wife turns to me and says she is tired and is heading to bed, so I kissed on the cheek and said goodnight. I went back to chatting with Jane and as the New Year came we kissed each other on the cheek and said happy New Year. At about 2 am there was just me Jane and Michelle awake. The other guys had passed out or gone to bed. Jane suggested a game of pool so we started playing, when Michelle said, “Let’s make it fun and play strip pool. For every ball you don’t sink you have to loose some clothing. I was a bit taken aback at first with the alcohol and the idea of seeing both them naked or at least partly naked, but I took cont

Valentine’s Day: For Me To Poop On.
I was looking through my old blogs, and I decided to repost a blog that I wrote one year ago from today.. Mostly because I'm so happy to see that I am still the same cynical asshole that I was.. 360 days ago. Ah yes... Valentine's Day is rapidly approaching. That fantastic day in which I wish that someone would visit me the night before and smother me with a rose scented, pink and red, mother fucking goose down pillow... (It has to be goose, because I've always wanted to experience death by feathers...) Because God knows that the commercialism of "love" and various other Hallmark enriched products is going to be doing that the day of, or for that matter, the entire week before. Sappy love songs.. Chocolates.. I hope all that fucking chocolate goes straight to your hips and your ears bleed from the shitty music written by douchebags with no balls. Meanwhile, anyone that listens to "Every Rose Has Its Thorns" should break that cd in half and slit their wrist

Let Down Makes A Turn Around/episode 4
well we are back again with the new update on Kristin Sortier. We saw in last weeks episode of Kristin winning the Special Olimpic Metal. and we have watched this heroic and intelligent retarded gal save thousands of teens from underage drinking. One of her closest friends is her biggest fan and is so proud of her for all her help. She sent a video to tell the world and to spread further news about her friend Kristin. She too wants to help save teens from underage drinking. and heres what she has to say. watch video first then continue the reading Check out this video: AUAD-against underage drinkin seriesAdd to My Profile | More Videos But after that emotional video of Cloie and her speach about Kristin and her fatal accident. She was extremely disappointed with kristin when she found out about Kristin drinking during her Special Olimpic celebration. Yes, A major let down to the world when Kristin was caught by a paparazzi photog

Internet Alert: St. Valentine’s Day E-card Carries Storm Worm Virus
If you unexpectedly receive a Valentine's Day e-card, be careful. It may not be from a secret admirer, but instead might contain the Storm Worm virus. With the holiday approaching, be on the lookout for spam e-mails spreading the Storm Worm malicious software (malware). The e-mail directs the recipient to click on a link to retrieve the electronic greeting card (e-card). Once the user clicks on the link, malware is downloaded to the Internet-connected device and causes it to become infected and part of the Storm Worm botnet. A botnet is a network of compromised machines under the control of a single user. Botnets are typically set up to facilitate criminal activity such as spam e-mail, identity theft, denial of service attacks, and spreading malware to other machines on the Internet. The Storm Worm virus has capitalized on various holidays in the last year by sending millions of e-mails advertising an e-card link within the text of the spam e-mail. Valentine's Day has been iden

I'm Missing You
I'm missing you Memories I can see it sometimes When I close my eyes You are so far away Somewhere that I can't reach But, as long as there is Still a breath in me Memories of you Will never disappear In my heart, There is always you No matter how long I'm going to wait To the very last second of my life You going to be the only one In this life Life is not complete without you I'm missing you

Men
Ya know what I hate more than anything??? When freaking Adam is upset or annoyed, and then like, ignores me and doesn't talk to me, and gets all pissy with me... hello? I mean, I LOVE HIM... HE LOVES ME>... we're supposed to talk to each other and work stuff out together... but... NOOOOO MEN suck balls like that... they're all like "OHHH i LOVE YOU... but i don't want you in my business".... asssholes... so there's my rant for the day

Still Looking!
Still looking for a girlfriend that I can have a relationship with and someone that can share sexual pleasures with me. So if you are bisexual and local I would love to hear from you as I am very much into women as much as I am into men! Theres alot of truth to a woman knows how to please another woman better then a man!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

School Shooting
Apparently there was a shooting at my brother's school today. I just found out about it through my step dad who saw it on the news. The scariest part is that I was picking him up no more than 5 minutes before it happened.... I don't have much info yet but when I find out I'll post more. There is supposed to be word on it on the 5 o clock news here... *An Update: "Police have confirmed that a 9th grade student is dead following a shooting at Palo Verde High School. The shooting happened just as school was let out for the day. According to police, a car carrying a group of teens, heading east on Alta, fired several shots into a group of students, fatally wounding the 9th grader."

I Am A Bad American, Are You?
I am an American I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither have you! So, shut up already. I believe

40 Questions Ive Probably Answered A Gillion Times Before.
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? nope 2. do you like more than one person right now? I dont :) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? No one... but I know who you all thought I would say :D 4. who was your last text from? Jonathan 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? I already have glasses so... those 7. have you ever been in love? Yes 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? I dunno... I usually just put it on shuffle 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? Zathura...Wasn't nearly as good as Jumanji 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? Not currently 12. what is the last thing you touched, other than your computer? Myself... so I could put lotion on my tattoo you pervs 13. how many hours of sleep did you get last night? 4... twas not a good night 14. do you play guitar hero? Not really but I think Im going to on Tuesday lol 15. do you have justin timberlake music on

Another Legal Battle Ensues
So finally after 5 long years I got my child support modification last spring.Now... not even a year later the damnable ex-hubby is comming after me for yet another modification to have it reduced.I got the letter from his state on Saturday while I'm dealing with myself and one of my children having a nasty case of the flu bug.I finally was able to get ahold of my state rep here and they are like wth??? they didn't even know about it.So now here comes the game of Wisconson not giving Florida the info like they are supposed to and who knows how the hell this fight is gonna go. See there is a law in child support that once a modification has been made you are not suppose to be able to get another modification for 3 years...he has another 2 years and 2 months before he can really do this... but... I'm fairly certain that once again the state of Wisconson has found away to bend or break the rules and laws again.This should be interesting!I'm not gonna let him continue to put me and the

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Find Me
I AM TIRED TIRED OF IT ALL I JUST WANT TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM I WANT TO WAKE UP AND EVERYTHING BE HOW IT SHOULD BE I WANT TO LET ALL THIS DEPRESSION GO I WANT TO SET IT ALL FREE IT'S TYING ME DOWN I FEEL LIKE I AM SINKING THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY TO REACH UP I WILL ALWAYS BE TIED TO THE GROUND I WANT TO SCREAM AND YELL OUT LOUD BUT THERE IS NO ONE HERE TO HEAR MY SOUND'S I WANT TO CRY BUT CAN'T SEEM TO DO IT THE TEAR'S WONT COME I'VE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH THIS WITH NOT BEING SEEN SO I AM GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING FOR NOW IT WOULD SEEM WHEN IT'S MY TIME FOR LOVE IT WILL HAVE TO FIND ME

Another Gimptastic Original
Going crazy Perception's hazy Nothing makes sense Nerves are tense Head is spinning Confusion is winning Told the truth What more could I do But it wasn't enough I just want your love Unbearable pain Going insane Efforts in vain Done with this game If you want me You know where I will be Hands are tied Now I cry Heart going numb My senses struck dumb Hope you had fun Congratulations you won Can't think anymore Hearts' on the floor Kick it around It won't make a sound It will take your beating Never retreating For the sake of dedication At the risk of desecration I have become lost In all this chaos

My Cassie Pimpout Bulletin
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Beautiful Death
Death I seek, but will I find Something free me from my mind Insane again; going crazy Thoughts seem clear, but are they hazy Asking for help, but no one's there No one for my feelings to share Missing you more each day For loving you, this price I pay... Hearing your voice in my sleep Visions of you in my dreams Haunting me with no disguise Your expressions, your face, your evil eyes The sound of your laugh driving me mad Searing for something I never had Free my soul; set my mind at ease Save me from this fucking disease I'm pleading now, with nothing left Rescue me Beautiful Death

My Passion For White Women
I've given a lot of thought to my passion for white women, I've dissected it, run from it, hidden it away, let it go, cursed myself and ultimately gave it up - out of a desire to not be seen as a sell-out, race traitor or self-hating uncle tom. Black People are still under siege in this country. You'd have to be near dumb, deaf and blind not to perceive and understand that. My work in Social Justice and Nonviolence is critically important to changing that and I'll never abandon my cause. Even in my profession I work to uplift the children of color whom I'm tasked with educating. And how can you be a Blackman and not acknowledge & respect our beautiful Blackwomen? My Moms raised me by herself on the South Side of Chicago and she holds it down. My Aunts (all 6 of them) helped raised me too. So I will never disrespect Blackwomen or my tribe. I'm not turning my back on Black People or abandoning who I am 'cause I like dating white women. And I like a certain type of white woman (w

Just As It Says For The Blog Title...
I found someone when I wasn't even looking for someone and things are going really good between us. I like talking to him and we have conversations when we can and although we are both busy sometimes we always find time to at least say hi and I like that. There is a lot I like about him. He makes me smile even when I'm having a really bad day and he makes me laugh. You know what really attracted me to him, was when he asked me to dance. Now understand I have never been asked to dance, I always told them I wanted to dance. When he asked me to dance I just got this big smile on my face. And I didnt want to let go. At that moment the thought of me and him sounded great. WHY CANT I HAVE THAT AGAIN? WHAT HAPPEN TO THAT FEELING? A FRIEND SAID I PUT TO MUCH IN TO WHAT WAS THERE. THAT I GAVE MY WHOLE HEART INTO WHAT WAS THERE. HE TOLD ME I WAS USED FOR ONE THING AND IF NOT ITS THE WAY IT SEEMS. HE ALSO SAID THAT IF HE NOR ANY GUY CAN SEE THAT THEY HAVE A GREAT WOMAN IN WHICH I AM, I AM A V

Lost Ark Found?
When last we saw the lost Ark of the Covenant in action, it had been dug up by Indiana Jones in Egypt and ark-napped by Nazis, whom the Ark proceeded to incinerate amidst a tempest of terrifying apparitions. But according to Tudor Parfitt, a real life scholar-adventurer, Raiders of the Lost Ark had it wrong, and the Ark is actually nowhere near Egypt. In fact, Parfitt claims he has traced it (or a replacement container for the original Ark), to a dusty bottom shelf in a museum in Harare, Zimbabwe. As Indiana Jones's creators understood, the Ark is one of the Bible's holiest objects, and also one of its most maddening McGuffins. A wooden box, roughly 4 ft. x 2 ft. x 2.5 ft., perhaps gold-plated and carried on poles inserted into rings, it appears in the Good Book variously as the container for the Ten Commandments (Exodus 25:16: "and thou shalt put into the ark the testimony which I shall give thee"); the very locus of God's earthly presence; and as a divine flamethrower that burns o

It's Been 9 Long Months
I can't believe you would have been 45 today my sweet husband....and its been 9 long months since you left us to take your place with Him. The kids and I are learing to live again finally but you are here with us. We feel your presence. I love you as much today as I did the day we married all those years ago. We miss you and think of you every minute of every day. I hope you have a wonderful first birthday in Heaven.......I love you now and always. We miss you and that laugh....the twinkle in your eyes.....the feel of your arms around me...sometimes its like I can still feel them. In memory of my Husband Robert Marcus Dodd 2/23/1963 - 5/23/2007

How We See Ourselfs
Well I think that i'm finally comming to life this morning after a night when i should have stopped drinking after about the 10th one -lol was a slow start today but after getting up going to the store downing some gatoraide on the advice of my dear friend Ana. got for my daily nourishment a large wendy's frosty I'm feeling much better. As I was out and about I really got to thinking about what my dear friend Deb told me yesterday, and I had heard berfore but it wasn't tell she said it that I really started thinking about it. "How we see ourselfs is not how others see us" it's just percetion. because how I see me - isn't really the way i'm perceved I like to think the is more to me than the boring pics you see in here but maybe there really isn't. *** I drew a box and said that it held all that I hold dear to me. When I showed it to you, you said that it was just a box I said no you have to look closer: it holds all that is real And you said that you just saw

Hit It One Time!!!!
Okay, so I'm bored and I need something to do and this is always fun!!!! I'm inviting you to ask me 3 questions that you really wanna know about me and I'll answer them honestly. Just send me a message in my inbox here and I'll send you back the answers!!!! Have Fun!!!! ;) :)

Some Great People (pt 1)
OK Folks heres a list of some realllllly great people I have come to know here on Fubar. In this list it's about the people who have helped em with my giveaway. ~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~After Hours Greeter~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar This girl is totally awsome. I give her major kudos for all her help and for just being a plain cool chick :> DJ BEETLE JUICE~~OWNER OF BEETLES AFTER MIDNIGHT LOUNGE@ fubar OK this dude it pretty neat too. He's the owner of the lounge "After Midnight" it's a bang'n place...you should stop by some time. skullcrushed **fu owned by "null" and "the lonely heart"@ fubar And this guy here, He's a real sweetheart.

What I Am And Am Not
I am....... #1 a Lover of Jesus Christ! #2 a Mother #3 a Wife #4 a Daughter #5 a Friend A "BEAUTIFUL" PERSON, In and (some say) Out! That is definitely an opinion. But the things that I am not is........ Gorgeous- so please, please, don't say that to me. Gorgeous in my opinion is someone that thinks that they are so "attractive" to look at that no one can touch them, in most cases,not even themselves (I just take it as a very conceited term) NOT ME AT ALL Hott- Oh pa-leez, save it for someone who really gives ah shit. The last thing I wanna be is Hot. Why don't ya just come in the shout box and say I'm trying to get in your pants and I'd like to eff the shit out of you, so so NOT a turn on, and I fa sho don't ever want to be anyone's definition of a "HOTTIE" ca-peeeesh! lmfao I'll take the compliment beautiful or bitch, BUT you will respect me , I got jokes this mornin, Love all of you, It's "BEAUTIFUL" if ya callin me anything......... Peace outtttttttt xoxoxoxo. Pyrogu

The Road Not Taken
THE ROAD NOT TAKEN by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim, Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.

Invitation To View Pic And Video
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Silver Fears
Shadowed fan blades spin in moonlight Silent and eerie in the dead of night The wind whispers of long lost dreams And ghosts wait to be discovered just out of sight Close your eyes and pretend to sleep Pretend to ignore them as shadows creep Wait for the dawn and the relief it brings From silence cold and darkness deep The moonlight falls heavy and silver on your face Following its nightly path as your eyes keep pace There’s so much beyond this deathly night Think of it and make your still heart race The morning comes with its golden tears Sweeping away all of the nights silver fears Feel the warmth of light on your trembling skin As the moonlights song fades from your ears

The Pastor And His Son
The Pastor and his Son A good reminder of God's Love. Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out Gospel Tracts. This particular Sunday afternoon, as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain. The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, 'OK, dad, I'm ready.' His Pastor dad asked, 'Ready for what?' 'Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out.' Dad responds, 'Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain.' The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, 'But Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though it's raining?' Dad answers, 'Son, I am not going out in this weather.' Despondently, the boy asks, 'Dad, can I go? Please?' His father hesitated for a moment then said, 'Son, you can go. Here are the tracts,

I Support Them
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Brandy Date: Feb 18, 2008 8:48 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: LoserkidDate: Feb 18, 2008 3:36 AMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He d

The End
WATCHING THE SETTING SUN, RELAXING AND HAVING FUN. DEALING WITH THE FUTURE IS A BIG SURPRISE, I NEVER THOUGHT EMOTIONS COULD RUN THIS HIGH. WHAT A TRIP THIS HAS BEEN, I DON'T EVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN. NO PARTING SHOTS,NO MORE TEARS TO CRY, NO FAREWELLS JUST GOODBYE.

Bj To Paint Your Windows!
Well as the story goes, I was tired of not getting my house finished painted, windows only remained. So my goofy ass friend, who I'll call Lucy, (they call us Lucy and Ethyl because she gets me in so much trouble), comes up with this brilliant idea. Tell him for every window he paints you will give him a blowjob. I'm thinking.. derrrrrr yeah sure why not....So I tell him my idea and he's all for it!!! He comes to me at 1:30 a.m. with 2 brushes in his hands and says he has painted two windows!! hahahaha.... but the very next day... he started painting windows!!!! By the time this was done, I owed him 11 BJ's. I kept telling Lucy to get her ass over and help me, but noooooo. LOL we had some great laughs out of it! The lil bar we frequent got wind of this brilliant idea and posted my name on the light up board telling everyone that I liked to give BJ's. All the men were clapping asking where Kelly was. The abuse doesn't stop there...ohh noooo.... one night I was at the bar mind

It Happened Here Too...
Its so sad. You never think its going to happen to you, until it does. We've all heard about the school shootings. We all remember where we were when they all happened. We all stop and think that it won't happen to us, not in our town. Well, it didn't happen here exactly like that in my town. Today in my town, a 26 year old idiot decided to play God against an assisted living home. Then ran from the cops, just to shoot himself! I am so heartbroken that in such a small town as this, that some idiot has to go and do something so horrid as this. And to go to where he did! My mind can not even wrap around it!! Please, for my friends that actually read these, keep those families that were affected in your prayers. And remember, it can happen anywhere. I drive by that home every single day to and from work. Now when I drive by, my thoughts are completely different than innocence. As Always!!

Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Clairvoyant Disease lyrics Dust begins to fall, to the ground The air is cold and thin Thoughts are haunting me as I look around This will never end and I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from Outside shell is strong - confident But slowly eats away Like a man plauged with disease, I try to fight Through my pores it seems to seep... I'll bleed forever Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on wrong This spot in hell's where I belong I've come so far - it's been so long Don't know why it started or where it came from And you sit there and do nothing You're content with doing nothing There's nowhere to run and hide When your living to die Stuch alone inside your head, Better off dead The phone would ring in the empty house, No one's around. Don't acknowledge right, ust dwell on w

Being A Social Bully- Them? Or Me?
(I'm sorry in advance for the rant at the end of this) For some reason my son loves riding in a car pool to school. I had been taking him everyday up until the start of the second semester. The bitch of it is, the car pool never seems to come at a specific time. Sometimes its 8:38 and it has swung up as late as 9:10. The problem is, it's fucking cold outside. The other day, 9:10 rolled around and no car. (School starts at 9:00) So I took him to school and I am waiting in line to sign him in. A 50 some odd year old administrator walks up to me and asks me to remove my hat or wear it properly. I wear my lids backwards. Ooooh. Wrong day, wrong fucking guy. "And the proper way I should wear my hat is....?" "Well-" "No. I suggest you find another fish to fry lady. You are barking up the wrong tree right now. Don't ever push your personal views on appearance on me again or I will report you to the school board for wearing that ugly shirt." Who the fuck did this bitch

No Title...
Life has a way of doing things to each of us to make us better people. It will test you relentlessly to see how you react, how you handle the situation and deal with all rewards and consequences. I live with those each day in my life. I try to live and learn, and sometimes, its hard to deal with. I have a lot of respect for those of you who can pass all tests that life has to offer. On many, I have failed and there will be more. I am dealing with a big test right now. Cross your fingers I pass this one. ;) I tend to react without thinking, and speak out before thinking. I have always done that. That will never change about me. There are so many things about me that I cannot change, and there are things about me that I have changed in the past years. Some of which changed after signing up on this site. A few people may have noticed some of changes. Most were for the good, some have been just to tighten up my heart to keep it from being hurt. (funny how things like that

Tag Your It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random things, facts, goals, or habits about yourself. At the end, choose a few people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (you're it) and to read your blog for instructions. You can't tag a person who has tagged you. Since you can't re-tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see the answers! 1) I don’t let people in, Sorry but you can know all the facts about me you wish. Nothing I won’t share, except my heart. I shared that once & I never got it back. It’s my curse, I know how to care, like, help, listen, talk, hug, and many ways to make you laugh. But as meatloaf wrote “I want you, I need you, but there aint no way I’ll ever love you… Don’t feel bad 2 out 3 aint bad!” The only thing I honestly say I love is my son, but that’s a gift I can’t explain. 2) I will help you, more than I will help myself @ times. I am known by the real people

That Waskily Wabbit! Hh At 12pm Pst Saturday!
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Death Of A Freind.
If some of you know me as half as well as I hope you do, you will know that my cat, Deja was the subject of my ill attempts at trying to get you ppl laughing. Deja was not just some obese fuzzy ball of flatulance,( and trust me, she DID fart.....ALOT!)but Deja was also one of my closest friends I've ever had. Deja brought cheer to my somewhat bleak existance phase I went through some years back. Deja was always there when I was down. Sometimes, I swear, that if she had opposable thumbs, she'd have fed MY ass. lol. I know alot of ppl have pets or have had pets, I'm sad she's gone, but I know she's in a much better place. She brought me so much happiness and I'm going to miss her freindship....but I know I'll see her again. Those of you who have Animal freinds, you guys know what I'm talkin' about. P.S. If you guys wanna see what Deja looked like, She's in my Family Folder...

Hi All
Hey everyone I am new here-- I LOVE to write poetry so if you are a fan of poetry check in often I will be posting new ones almost daily!! I write all types everything from Erotica to Sad personal poetry. Please feel free to comment to me-- or just say hi at all times!! Hugz MadCurves

The Charge Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother who was of old called Artemis, Astarte, Demeter, Melusine, Aphrodite, Cerridwen, Diana, Arianhod, Brigid, Hecate, Isis and by many other names.... I am the beauty of the green earth and the white moon, and the mysteries of the waters. From me all things proceed and unto Me they must return. Let My worship be in the heart that rejoices, for all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals. Let these be beauty and strength, power and compassion, mirth and revernce within you. And you who seek to know Me, know that your seeking and yearning will avail you not, unless you know the Mystrey; if that which you seek, you find not within yourselfs, you will never find it without. For behold, I HAVE BEEN WITH YOU FROM THE BEGINNING, AND I AM THAT WHICH IS ATTAINED AT THE END OF DESIRE.

Cure
So the baby... should be arriving anytime this month. Going in for another ultrasound,cause the Doc said she seems to be getting a bit big.And they wanna make sure she has enough fluid still.If shes getting bigger then 8lbs,they'll induce me. Which is exciting.but makes me even more nervous. But i know shes gonna be a big baby. I can feel it with the extra 45 pounds. Alrighty. Well goodnight.

Fairytales.....
Can fairy tales come true? When I was a little girl I always imagined I was Snow White or Sleeping Beauty. I loved the idea that someone handsome, a real gentleman, basically someone perfect, would come and give me something amazing... A kiss. And everything would be ok. He would take care of me, be there for me every single day and every single night. I would be his queen, and we would forever be in love. But of course, like every dream, I had to wake up too. I realized that not everything we imagine can be magically turned into life. I realized that there are school buses, not golden chariots. Dirty mean boys who tease you. And as you get older, there are guys who'll promise to call, but never do. Guys who say they'll do anything for you but can't even come over to help you fix your... Well, something... You realize that life isn't perfect. And you should consider yourself lucky if your life didn't suck for two weeks. Little girls grow up too, right? But then even if we know t

Road Trip/cruise
Just to let my friends and family know.... ....I'm leaving tonight...... Later tonight 10 of us are piling into a passenger van and starting the 30 plus Hr road trip to Miami, FL. Jumping on the Cruise Ship Sun, for 7 days. Then, the following Sun, enjoying the wonderful Road Trip yet again. I hope all goes well, It's a big family venture, and we all know how those end up!!! (lol) It will be Me, My wife and Two of her sisters, their husbands, Two nephews (2 & 14yrs), one niece (7yrs.), and of course my beautiful daughter (10yrs)(the only one that I'm NOT worried about having fun with)(lol) Well either way, wish me luck, and show me some love in my absence..... J.

Morning, Sunshines!
How is everyone doing today? Happy Friday all. Hopefully the warm weather will be getting here soon. Don't forget, this weekend is the start of Daylight's Savings Time, so set your clocks ahead this weekend. I'll be working Saturday, so those of you who have my Yahoo ID, please feel free to hit me up. I know I am going to be BORED! We do Disaster testing once a year, so I'll be at our disaster center waiting around to see if any desktop support is needed. Its a long day because there is usually not much to do, but at least they keep us well fed. :p Give me a shout if ya want to chat, I'll be here all day. :D

Go With The Flow.
Instead of striving to get where you wish to go, simply allow yourself to be there. All that is, is available to you in the moment you're in. As long as you're trying to understand something, you will fall short. Let go of the desperate need to understand, and you'll find that the understanding is part of you already. When you think you lack something, that blocks it from your awareness, your experience and your life. Instead of filling your thoughts with what is missing, focus on what is possible. Relax into the limitless abundance of now. There is always enough, and it is all here for you to allow. Life's overwhelming richness is mirrored in every little detail. The only thing separating you from that richness is the wall you imagine to be around yourself. Allow the goodness, the possibilities, the value and joy to fill your life in this moment that is now.

Mumm Withdrawl
I hate to say it, because I've enjoyed them the time I've been on here, but I think that I'm being forced to quit Mumming. Not because of the Mumm police...I realize that certain comment belongs in certain places. I realize the importance of NSFW, which amuses me, because you techinically shouldn't be on here during work, you should be working. It's not even the new people, who's first efforts are marginal at best for the most part. No, it's the 20 or thirty people a Mumm who repeatedly post why it isn't a mumm. Or that it's a poll question. Or that it's been done a million times before. Did you ever stop to think, so has your sad, sad act? Are you that friggin miserable, that you spend all your time nitpicking Mumms. I know I've sent messages giving a new person a tip on how to word something so it cuts down on the asshole attacks. Sure that seems pompous, but in the long run, its better for all of us. Personally, I don't care if they're polls. I don't care if they

A Gun Isnt Always The Answer
ok butterfly34 here on fubar has a ex hubby whos a nut , her idea is grab the kids and get a gun and shoot him when he comes for her, i tried to tell her its nto that simple and she said she liked the pretty green one , i told her that you would liek a pretty one and that guns are not something that you pick out because there pretty, i told her that i know a hell of a lot about guns i mean i have been a cop for 4 years i am a counter sniper and an air force secuarity forces air police investigator, i have been to iraq 4 times i carry a gun nearly everyday and she says she donsent need my help , she addmitted to me she not only dosent know how to shoot but has no clue abotu guns yet by the end of our convo , i was an asshole and a jerk and i was blocked because i kinda joked about the fact she admits to haveing no clue about guns but she wil get one and kill him lol so who may i ask is the idiot?, all i asked her to do is let me help her so innocent ppl other then her target didnt get k

Bucs Top Rated Nfl Coll Ege Prospects For 2008 Nfl Draft- Quarterbacks(plus Pr Ojecti Ons & Team Placem E N T Predictions)
Hello friends , family, and fans- here are my top prospects according to my view on the 2008 NFL Draft. Here are my top 10 Qbs...... 1. Matt Ryan(QB) - Boston College. PROJECTION - 1ST ROUND. TEAM - ATLANTA FALCONS! Pos-A very excellent QB. This kid has tremendous skills. Strong Arm , solid Accuracy ,and leadership. Negs- Can tend to be very erratic with his accuracy resulting in ints. but will improve over time. 2. Brian Brohm(QB) - Louisville. PROJECTION - 1st-2nd round. Team- Miami Dolphins Pos- Very Well rounded QB. Has been regarded as like a brett Favre - is a leader- has great mechanics. Negs- Durability is def an issue. Doesnt have a real strong arm ,but will prosper into a B Arm pass strength. 3. Joe Flaaco(QB) - Delaware. PROJECTION - 2nd round. Team - Chicago Bears Pos- Has a rocket arm- has the strongest arm in the draft. Is very tall. has a lil mobility. Negs- Accuracy could be better, but will improve. 4. Chad Henne(QB)

Pro-life?
Well keep it to your-fucking-self!!!! No one wants to see your pictures of dead babies, hear your self-righteous rhetoric or even to pretend any longer that we are paying attention to you. If you don't like the idea of abortion then do not have one; it is that fucking simple. Until you are a scared young teenage girl, a poor drug addicted prostitute, a rape or incest victim you can not even begin to fathom what is going through the head of a woman who decides to have the procedure done and to impose your personal beliefs on her is wrong. If you feel so strongly about abortion that you would post bulletins on myspace with pictures of dead babies then maybe you should go adopt an unwanted child from a group home. Be that better moral person you infer by posting said images and pushing your views around, and adopt that child instead of having your own. OTHERWISE SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT IT!! Also here's something to think about, if you smoke around

Dj Ironman Aka Wiked
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ IRONMAN ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES

Five Lessons To Make You Think About The Way We Treat People.
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the si

Idle Chat
Idle Chat Nice analogy you have there He was a breeze to raise Except for a few years in the teens When he was possessed Life happens And never stops I just can’t stop listening to DFA 1979 We are glad you are better You practically have to breaststroke thru it I am so sorry man Life happens Are you new? I have a tribe to protect I am never alone They managed to work it out Good night and good day 3/9/08

Autobiography
Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, my autobiography. -Prologue- 1. Who took your profile picture? Icon, designed by myself, and Rev 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? sweat pants, T-shirt designed by me (Anarchy Racing Team), and purple chamois shirt 3. What is your current problem? have a cold 4. What makes you most happy? My love 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? none _________________________________________________________ Chapter 1 ABOUT YOU NiCKNAME? Big Bear 1. College: Rockhurst 2. Eye color? Hazel 3. Hair color? dark brown 4. Height?: 5'9" ________________________________________________________ Chapter 2 FAMILY 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? nope. 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? yeah. 3. Are your parents chill? sorta 4. Do you have any siblings? 1 brothers 1 sister ________________________________________________________ Chapter 3 FAVORITE 1. Ice Cream? Rocky

Are You Not Concerned?
People on fubar, can I just point out that pedophiles are murderers and must be killed, much like those who take lives of innocent people? Just yesterday at lunch, one of my peers made the comment that pedophiles should all just be killed because there is not any way to cure them. It just amazes me that there are people who do not hold these opinions. I have no sympathy for men or women who are sexually attracted to kids. Most of us manage to keep our sexual desires within reasonable limits and don't force ourselves upon unwilling parties, especially someone as defenseless as a child. I can not help thinking that anyone that callous does not really deserve to live. To brutally trample over the wishes of another person, especially a defenseless child, takes a certain kind of person. I am sure you feel the same that such person should cease to live. In the end it just comes down to the degree of punishment that we think is appropriate, and I think killing them is appropriate...

Men Are Studs... Women Are Sluts
Have you ever been pissed about the fact that your brother or sister got away with shit your parents would bust your chops for? It pissed you off didn't it? Why should they get to do stuff you weren't allowed to do? The reason, is that your parents were assholes and applied a double standard. Well guess what, life is an asshole too, and if you are a lady, you are on the short end of a HUGE double standard. How come those jerk offs at bars can sleep with as many girls as they want and get nothing but pats on their backs from their buddies and even more girls to bang in the long run? How come if a girl does the same thing, she is hated by other girls and never taken seriously by guys? It sucks doesn't it? Well boo hoo for you because guess what ladies...its mostly your fucking fault There are real reasons for this double standard, and here they are. -Sex is a bigger deal to women than it is to men: The first time a woman has sex with a guy she feels like it is the start of so

Run The Show ~ Kat Deluna
(shaka dee) ha ha shaka dee man GMB, first lady, Kat you dun' know Red One, let's go (kat) got you half flippin like fire come with me let me take you higher i'm the object of all your desire and your attention is all i require don't stop now cause you on a roll make me go anywhere that you go i'm that dream in your head when you're sleepin' i'm that secret inside that you're keepin' woah-woah (hook) you want this don't front qué qué qué pasa speak up cuál es la cosa ven aquí let's get closer and closer (chorus) i say no-oh-oh if you wanna take it slow-oh-oh catch up well now let's go-oh-oh together we run the show-oh-oh i say no-oh-oh if you wanna take it slow-oh-oh don't stop well now let's go-oh-oh together we run the show-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh bite your lips cause you know that you feel it when i shake it you know you're addicted i see you're lovin this dominicana you like the way that I dance the bachata don't stop now, cause i'm on a roll

Yo - Yo
You want me, you don't want me. You pay attention to me, you hang up on me. I am what you want, but I'm not enough. You say the right things, then you shut me out. You hold my heart, yet you rip it to shreds I love you, but it's not enough I beg for you, but it's no enough I cry over you, and you turn your back. I am not a Yo - Yo I am broken hearted I just want to love, and have it be recriprocated.

Tell Me!
Hey...Just wondering if you still feel the same way about me....Answer these honestly. :) Then I'll answer them for you. Everybody wonders " what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me! what would you do IF... I died: I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I was drunk at a party: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was murdered: I was sleepy: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: Temper: Friends: ::WOULD YOU:: Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Love me? Date me? Hold my hair back if I was throwing up? Loan me some money? Talk on the phone for hours? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel bett

Dad
I wanted top leavre yall a update on how dad is doing, cause lots of yall have asked. He's still in lots of pain but thar expected. He has to rest but them lortabs get him wired n chatty. But usually not fer long. Moms doing ok, just worried bout dad. I'm good just tired, only sleepimng bout 4 hrs a nite. have to make sure dad takes his meds on time or he wakes up in extereme pain. But he is doing better some and ty all fer yer prayers.

Life's Path
She sits paralized from all her fears Fallen dreams, broken hopes, her shattered heart wondering who to turn to where to go from here Her past hopes and dreams are long forgotten She doesn't know where to go The path she has been on she has outgrown She stands at the crossroads, knowing going left will take her no where now going straight just leads right back to here Going right is totally unknown and wanting the path less taken... she wonders .. in her quiet stillness... which one is it? Looking behind her knowing that one can't be tread on anymore. Knowing her loses, guessing her gains ... standing ... nervioulsy ... anticipating ... which life path does she continue on ... because just standing her is too stifling! LIMBO can't be this long! Looking closely ... at her surroundings, she see the bench ... sitting down ... knowing what she has to do. She sit quietly ... thinking .. tossing out those thoughts ... It's not limbo ... it's simple time to clean house. Time to

Guilty Until Proven Innocent.
Am I mistaken? Didn't we start this country with the intention of stoping persecution and injustice. If thats so, then how do we justify the way the media crucify's someone simply for being accused of something. We can't have it both ways, either we admit the justice system doesn't work the way it is and change it. Or we have faith in the system and not make public a persons name who hasn't actually been found guilty of any crime. How many times a day to you hear the words "so and so has been charged with this or that crime"? Now compare that to how many times you here the words, "so and so was charged but was found innocent of all wrongdoing"? And besides, even if you heard those words, the seed of doubt has already been planted. For the record I'm not talking about celebrities. We all know we get to hear every little stupid detail of celebrites lives, but thats another post. I'm talking about your John Smiths and Mary Jones's. Nowdays, simply being accused o

Come See The Ghost Rider
Fire My Words COME SEE DJ GHOST AND SIT BACK AND RELAX OR JUST DANCE IN UR SEAT. WE HAVE MUSIC FOR ALL IN: HERE IS THE LINK IF YOU CAN MAKE IT WE WILL BE HAVING CONTESTS AND FUN THRU OUT THE NIGHT. SO LISTEN TO THE GHOST RIDER AND COME FEEL HIS WRATH WITH HIS MUSIC. COPY AND PASTE FOR A GOOD TIME http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=54397 Fire My Words

Lmao
I deleted someone associated with sonny 'cause of her status and sent her why I had, this is part of the reply, and sorry to go back to the drama but this cracked me up. PS. Sonny said he's sending your addy out to all the biker lounges on fubar! Have a nice day! :) WTF?

Giveaway Ending Early
I'M ENDING IT EARLY BECAUSE SOMETHING COME UP THAT I NEED TO HANDLE AND SO WHAT I'M GUNNA DO AT THE CLOSE OF GIVEAWAY I'M GOING TO TAKE TOP 3 AND GIVE THEM PRIZES,BECAUSE IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE ANYONE WILL BE NEAR WHAT WAS REQUIRED EVEN IF IT WAS TO GO TIL ENDING TIME BUT THATS OK I AIN'T MAD.AND U GUYS BUSTED BUTT ON IT AND I THANK U FOR IT. SO WHEN IT CLOSES YOU TOP 3 WILL BE NOTIFIED VIA FU-MAIL WITH UR GIFTS. ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FU-MAIL ME . I'M GOING TO END IT @ 9 PM EST. SO THAT GIVES U 5 HOURS TO TRY AND GET INTO TOP 3 :). GOOD LUCK !!

Its Offical Now
What a day March 14th was!!! Hubby and I planned to marry yesterday....Well after jumping thru a few hoops (more then a few that is) we was finally married...Pat has made me sooo happy and Iam proud to be his new wife....The day started off with whiney and bitchy kids (LOL) but as it got near 12:30 we headed over to the hotel the other family was staying at so that they could follow us....All was well till we got off the exit in Michigan to early instead of goin the way we was suppose to...so hubby went the wrong way...So he gets off the expressway and takes a familiar way back to the highway....So we are goin and goin and he comes to a stoplight and he thinks its a blinking yellow light NOT....We and family behind us run a red light hubby almost hits 2 kids walking across the street...UGH hubby having a heart attack b4 we even get married!!!....So as we are getting down the road and to Ohio finally so we can do this the perfect song for us comes on the radio...Highway To Hell by AC/DC

R.i.p Horny Little Cat..
So.....that cat i was bitching about ya know the horny lil puss... well she's dead.. Kitty's dead......thats what i said... That little horny m'fr crawled up in the engine of my van yesterday....... And then without knowing i started the van and well.... Kitty's dead.....thats what i said.

G.o.o.d...
i will continue to write and support these people who do unselfish acts everyday just to keep us alive, safe and free. my mom gave me some papers that my pop had from world war 2,, he was awarded three bronze stars, for courage , bravery ,,, he was a scout and had done osme amazing things. i am going to actually post the letter that he received with one of his stars on here. reading alot of my pops world war 2 things omg people have no idea how brave and what courage these men and women have. sometimes i just sit and shake my hand cause i just dont get how people of america can not support people who help keep america free. my heart goes out to all of the families,, who have to wonder everyday if their loved one will come home,,the hardest thing for me is when a new baby is born and their father or mother is not there for the birth. omg! what heart ache,, there is a picture on here that i actually cry when i see it.. it is of a mom and newborn baby , and the caption is that the husban

I Don't Know Why
I Just Don't Know Why I stand here alone surrounded in darkness, confused and disoriented unsure of which way to turn.I don't know why.Left deserted, hollow, and brokenunsure of why my eyes have filled with tears.I don't know why.I do know it means something.I just don't know what.I see a little book here at my feet.It is familiar but foreign just the same.I just don't know why.These words I have heard before.I read the pages and I see me.I just don't know why.As I read, a movie appears before my eyes,I have the leading role.I just don't know why.I cannot help but to be mesmerized unable to turn away.I just don't know why.These are my words.I can hear myself saying themand it's I that I see struggling for air.I just don't know why.One simply little breath I see myself prayfor there in the grip of the beast I lay.I just don't know why.That's him the beast.He's what has consumed my sleepless nightsand tormented my days.I just don't know why.He is real, he does exist,and there I am.Tha

The Automatic Sink Dispensers
DOES THIS BOTHER YOU??? WHEN YOU GO TO WASH YOUR HANDS IN WALMART, TARGET AND THE LIKE AND THE AUTOMATIC SINK DISPENSER DOESN'T WORK? HALF THE TIME EITHER IT DOESN'T WORK OR IT PUTS OUT TOO MUCH WATER. HELPING the environment is great....BUT half of the time it doesn't work... i want to SHOOT the person who invented THIS!!! A) IT BOTHERS YOU B) NO, I COULD CARE LESSF!! THANKS MAIDEN!

Dreams
And in her dreams she is happy She is with that guy the one who makes her world perfect. When things go wrong he holds her and sings her a song. Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where that guy does not exist and she is alone in this world. And in her dreams she smiles She has the best of friends who are there until the end. When she is no longer strong they are always there to help her along Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where those friends do not exist and she is alone in this world. And she wants to stay forever in her dreams But in the end she returns... Returns to the dark depressions of reality once again. By:Me

Make Your Dreams Come True!
Sometimes People say If you want it hard enough You'll get it Would it really Be that simple? Just..live up to your dreams? I wonder.. But what if There is a small, tiny change That it is Than wouldn't that be worth All the trouble? All the pain You have? If you would know That eventually You would get what you wanted Would you still go? Would you still want to leave? Let go Of your fears Don't try to.. There is no try Just do..or don't So do it And live up To all your dreams Make them come true Don't think you can't 'Cause you can! And remember It will be okay For you For me For everyone It will And I promise you You all have the strength in you To make all your dreams Come true!

Dishonesty
No man has a good enough memory to make a successful liar. ~Abraham Lincoln A half truth is a whole lie. Those who think it is permissible to tell white lies soon grow color-blind. With lies you may get ahead in the world - but you can never go back. Honesty is the rarest wealth anyone can possess, and yet all the honesty in the world ain't lawful tender for a loaf of bread. The hardest tumble a man can make is to fall over his own bluff. A lie has speed, but truth has endurance. When you stretch the truth, watch out for the snapback. A lie may take care of the present, but it has no future. Truth fears no questions. Honesty is the first chapter of the book of wisdom. Pretty much all the honest truth telling in the world is done by children. The truth brings with it a great measure of absolution, always. Men occasionally stumble over the truth, but most of them pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing had happened. Respect for the trut

The Sky Is Up?
Tonight I spent the better part of the night repairing http://www.timeswiki.com which was dismantled recently. For those of you in Fubarland who think this is a fun game to play, taking down people's external homepages, I assure you it is not a fun game and is taken relatively seriously by myself and others. We will have more than a full recovery in days, and your ip addresses (the tampering persons) have been reported to the appropriate abuse reporting agencies. Smile though, its all good... We are up and functioning, and its only a matter of time before we are at 110%. Noisecontrol

Save My Day....
So tonight my ex came onto fubar.She's had a account here for awhile and we talk once in a while. What happened..happened...life goes on... We're civil to one another, or I think we are. Anyways, as of late she's been telling me of her meeting so and so (and what happened or didn't) and her upcoming trip to see her ex bf. Wonderful. I used tact and diplomacy..hell, that's not true..I gave monosyllbalic answers. Such as...oh?,that's nice, great...and wonderful. I've always been the one NOT to rub things in people's faces. What you do is your business not mine. I never kiss and tell nor do I really want to hear about it. I've always been reserved and quiet....what I do and whom I do it with is my thing...not for public consumption. Sufficed to say,I'm in abit of a funk now. I mean, good g0d, things aren't excatly going my way now ...and I need to hear this? Ever get tired of being tired? I am. Really tired. Everyday is the same for me. Nothing changes. Other t

"these Days"
March 19, 2008 @ 5:16 am "These Days" ~For Ashley a/k/a DollFace~ There's not one day that comes along Where my body doesn't long For the soft feeling of your sweet kiss. The passion of your touch that I so miss. Not one day has passed me by That it doesn't take all I have not to cry. Where I miss you less then the day before Cuz w/every day I miss & love you more. Not one single night has come to be Where I don't miss you laying next to me. Where I look at where you once laid And wonder how I'll make it thru the next day. It seems w/every sound I hear It only makes me want you HERE. Every place I look & every where I go I see some part of you that helps me know... No matter how near or far apart we are The memories of us are never very far And you'll alwayz be a part of me... Of something that's truly meant to be. I love & miss my Dollface In so many painful but happy ways. Just thought you should know Some of the thingz I'm feeling these days. I love n

Out Of Reach..........
Out there....far away.... Wishing you were closer..... Wishing you were here with me.... A touch or even a look....... To see you smile.... To hold your hand..... To have you close..... But none of this may never be...... As you are so far away from me...... Out of reach......Out Of Reach......OUT OF REACH.. This is owned by me, please do not copy or use with out permission

Had A Blast!
So my best friend and I went out tonight to a club downtown that neither of us had ever been to. I'd heard it was pretty crunk, but we had just never gone. I'm kicking myself in the butt for not going before now. It was SLAMMING. The music was great, the people were cool, and the atmosphere was fun. The DJ was absolutely fantastic. He played great hip hop beats then at the end he played all my fave dance, trance, and house songs from back in the day. He freakin' played Sandstorm by Darude. I was fucking stoked over that. Then he played Pride (A Deeper Love) and I about flipped. My best friend hates dancing to that kind of music, but oh well. I fucking love it! I get so tired of dancing to hip hop and rap songs. I like to move faster and really shake it. There was some white dudes really getting into my songs, which was cool. Oh, when we got there within the first 5 minutes I saw at least 6 or 7 good looking guys. The other club we used to go there was maybe one good looking guy the who

Ivan Dixon
CHARLOTTE, N.C. (AP) - Actor Ivan Dixon, who brought the problems and promise of contemporary blacks to life in the film "Nothing But a Man" and portrayed the levelheaded POW Kinchloe in TV's "Hogan's Heroes," has died. He was 76. Dixon died Sunday at Presbyterian Hospital in Charlotte after a hemorrhage, said his daughter, Doris Nomathande Dixon of Charlotte. He had suffered complications from kidney failure, she said. Dixon, who also directed scores of television shows, began his acting career in the late 1950s. He appeared on Broadway in William Saroyan's 1957 "The Cave Dwellers" and in playwright Lorraine Hansberry's groundbreaking 1959 drama of black life, "A Raisin in the Sun." In the latter, he played a Nigerian student visiting the United States, a role he repeated in the film version. While not a hit, the 1964 "Nothing But a Man," in which Dixon co-starred with Abbey Lincoln, also drew praise as a rare, early effort to bring the lives of black Americans to the big

To A Great Owner
GO AND F/R/A THIS WONDERFUL PERSON DJ YUM YUM SHES WORTH THE TRIP A HEART OF GOLD AND A WONDERFUL ATTITUDE SO IF YOUR READING THIS STOP AND GO F/R/A DJ YUM YUM SHE DESERVES CLICK THE LINK TO GO TO THIS WONDERFUL WOMANS PAGE AND WHILE YOUR AT IT GO AND F/R/A HER AWESOME HUSBAND KIDD ROCK http://www.fubar.com/user/1562053 dj yum yum http://www.fubar.com/user/1431645 kidd rock IT

Things Left Unknown.
Promise me something beautiful, and I'll mince it between my fingers. Promise me your heart, and I'll take all I can in one night. You know what you've done? You know what you are? I'll tell you when the moment is right. I'll tell you after my time is up. My love is best heard on a whisper. Best expressed by gently bit lower lips. With electrified fences, and armor piercing tongues. I have a confession to make. I need to be loved. As unconditionally as I give. Can you do that for me? As your fingers evaporate in my entwined desperate hold. I'll give you anything you want. Money, jewels, gold, flesh, soul. I just might be that pathetic. Or maybe I'm waiting for you to reciprocate. She's not real. She never was. And there's no whistling dervish to teach you that lesson. Only skinned knees and spilled milk. Of broken hearts and that heavy sinking feeling. Like the weight of a thousand seas. Like the depth of her eyes when she says.

Clean Blood
A MountainWings Moment Wings Over The Mountains of Life CLEAN BLOOD The day is over, you are driving home. You tune in your radio. You hear a little blurb about a little village in India where some villagers have died suddenly, strangely, of a flu that has never been seen before. It's not influenza, but three or four fellows are dead, and it's kind of interesting. They're sending some doctors over there to investigate it. You don't think much about it, but on Sunday, coming home from church, you hear another radio spot. Only they say it's not three villagers, it's 30,000 villagers in the back hills of this particular area of India, and it's on TV that night. CNN runs a little blurb; people are heading there from the disease center in Atlanta because this disease strain has never been seen before. By Monday morning when you get up, it's the lead story. For it's not just India; it's Pakistan, Afghanistan, Iran, and before you know it, you're hearin

Devour
To try to submit, your very being, your mind, heart and soul to someone is a gift beyond any other. To give that, which we have been taught to hold on to, does not come easy. To find that person, the right fit, the right combination, of devotion, trust, control, dominance, and yet the loving heart, and someone who understands what it is you are giving, the cost of it all. The need, the ache, the pain of not giving. The pain of finding that person, and not yet not be able to truly submit, be it due to distance, family, work,the inability of the other person to take what you offer, or other obstacles is so great, the ache and pain so intense, it is all consuming. At some point, should the dream, the desire, the need be abandoned? give up what I truly want, what I am inside? Knowing that i will never have what i seek, it is killing me inside. It is devouring me from the inside out.

For All My Divas!!!!!!!
DIVAS MEETING...SUNDAY MARCH 30th @ 5:30pm EST, 4:30pmCST,3:30pmMST & 2:30pmPST We will be having a Diva Meeting Sunday March 30th to talk about a bunch of stuff htat is goin on. The meetin will be held in the DIVAS DEN LOUNGE.....here is the link..... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52916 ALSO...Dylon is having a contest to win 250K in Fu-bucks. All you have to do is submit your idea for a new Diva badge. He will chose the winner on March 29th..He will tell us who won in the meeting on Sunday. So submit your new badges to Dylon before Saturday March 29th. See you all in the lounge...MSMaine

O'rly?
What Goatse Means You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life. You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone. Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into

Yay It's 3/26/08
So it is... I'm here...with multiple tabs (not those kind kids) open in I.E. The never ending search for full time employment is a job all unto it's self. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it anymore (anything...). One day I shall find out the answer. Anyways, I'm listening to a lot of my old synthpop. Especially Joy Electric. G0d, I forgot how much I love listening to Ronnie and those analog synths. I'm usually in a crappy mood but I have to admit his music puts a smile on my face and makes my feet a tappin. Haven't heard J.E.? Goto my Stickcam player and listen. I recommend : 1. Melody Book. 2. Monosynth 3. sweet sweet charity It's funny (or not).I never subcribed to the idea of music having much of a impact in one's life. I don't really put too much stock in music. Yes, I love listening to it and want to make some but for me, it's usually backround noise. Not the end all and be all. But sometimes I find a song that, just floors me. J.E. does that

Bad Karma
Well within a month I have or am having another week I would like to forget. I have been very negative about things. Actually closer to very angry. And I am tired of it, so I hate to say it, feel it, do it, or even act it. I am gonna learn to keep my mouth closed. And just give up, because it seems like no matter what sort of intention I have everything always works out wrong. I am the Best Friend, the Best Friend Forever, the Best Friend with Benefit's. And I hate this feeling because it just makes me feel like I am complaining an bitching. I have to admit my wrongs or things will never get better. But, when you practically cuss out your daughter. The one person who loves you unconditionally. You know your having a bad week. I will probably go to bed tonight have a good cry. And try to wake up tomorrow with a better attitude and out look. All I feel like is they won. Taking my Ex back to court why she doesn't show up. You know to get Custody of my daughter. Its not wo

[things I Probably Haven't Announced]
1. Harvey Danger is slowly becoming my favorite and most relevant to my life band. 2. I feel the The Downward Spiral is the ultimate breakup album. From Mr. Self Destruct to Hurt (but particularly eraser and reptile). 3. I over use parenthesise (no really) and I don't fucking care. 4. Everyone EVERYONE Betrays me, except my closest family members. Trust me, if I give you the chance, you will too. Not sure if its because my fatal flaw is "I'm too nice" or if I only associate with bastards. Is it my fault or yours? I dunno, but I'm starting to come to terms with that fact. 5. I've probably been sexually assaulted on more occasions than you have. ... probably. 6. I believe we all have the ability to overcome ourselves. And the greatest dissapointment in my life is when I can't help those who won't help themselves. I feel like a failure. In the purest sense when that happens. But you know what they say You'll die what you live by. I guess in a way that means I ha

Some More Bitching
OK SINCE I AM SO GOOD AT BITCHING AND MOANING I'M GONNA DO WHAT I DO BEST OK THAT'S NOT ENTIRELY TRUE WHAT I DO BEST IS BITCH AND MOAN TILL I GET MY WAY LOL IN THIS CASE I'M JUST GONNA BITCH AND MOAN BUT I DOUBT I'M GONNA ACCOMPLISH MUCH ELSE HERE....ANYWAY I HAVE THESE NEW SURVEYS THAT OFFER 10,000 POINTS WHICH WOULD BE GREAT IF THESE NITWITS LET ME FINISH THEM BUT EVERYTIME I TRY AND TAKE THE SURVEY IT TELLS ME THEY ARE LOOKING FOR PEOPLE IN DIFFERENT AGE GROUPS OR PEOPLE WITH DIFFERENT OCCUPATIONS BLAH BLAH BLAH THEY SAY IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL IT HAPPENS OFTEN THEN THEY SAY TRY TAKING THE SURVEY AGAIN AND OF COURSE IT HAPPENS TO ME AGAIN SO I'M THRU WITH THESE FRIGGIN SURVEYS AND I WANNA KNOW IF ANYONE ELSE HAD THIS HAPPEN TO THEM I THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING A MUM ABOUT THIS BUT DECIDED I MUCH RATHER VENT IN A BLOG LOL ANYWAY ONLY 3 MORE DAYS TILL BASEBALL!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YANKEES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is He Gonna Be Ok.....
YESTERDAY, MY TWO BOY'S AND MYSELF WENT TO DINNER WITH MY DAD. LIKE ANY OTHER DAY IT WAS OK TILL.....WE PULLED UP AT MY PLACE AND THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED... HE GRABBED HIS HEAD AND SAID....NO..NO..NO..NO.. NOT AGAIN..... I SAID... DAD WHAT'S WRONG... WHAT DO YOU MEAN NOT AGAIN.... HE COULDN'T RESPOND.. LIKE SOMETHING HAD KEPT HIM FROM TALKING.... DAD... WHAT'S WRONG.. TALK TO ME DAD... MY BOY'S WERE FREAKIN OUT AND STARTED SAYING.. BUMBA WHAT'S WRONG.. DADDY WHAT'S WRONG WITH BUMBA... HE FINALLY SAID HE IT HAD HAPPENED BEFORE... I SAID DAD PLEASE TALK TO ME.. HE SAID HE FELT LIKE A ELECTRIC CHARGE AND PRESSURE IN HIS HEAD.. LIKE HIS HEAD WAS GONNA EXPLODE.. IN ALMOST 31 YEARS I HAVE NEVER SEE MY DAD CRY...HE CRIED LIKE SOMETHING WAS GONNA HAPPEN TO HIM AND HE KNEW IT... HE WAS IN SOOO MUCH PAIN FOR BOUT 20 MINS AND I STAYED WITH HIM IN THE CAR AND TOLD HIM TO GET IN THE PASSANGER SEAT SO I COULD DRIVE HIM TO THE HOSPITAL... HE WOULDN'T DO IT... I'M GONNA BE FINE HE SAID... D

Wow Thank You
Apparently there was a party on my page last night and everyone came. Last I checked I was 13k from lvling. I aint been able to figure out who started it yet and why. I know I keep a lot of very cool people on my friends lists. I even try to take the time to talk to and get to know most of them. Testerday was me little girls birthday party, and my mom was out here so I was barely on here. Not at all after noon and in the evening. I woke up this mowning and came in here and found this. Over the next few day I will try to make my rounds and return the love. Thank you everyone. Lars

I Am.....
Everything is schiesse. Life for me is a endless string of crappy events broken up by occasional sleeping. I'm tired...physically and emotionally. I can't take it anymore...really. I've sat down and took stock of my life and g0d, I've accomplished nothing. I have no one. I am nothing. I joke a lot about things...I guess that's my way of masking my pain. A wall of sorts. Ever see yourself in a situation, or a setting? I don't . I wish I had that cheery bright eyed out look on things...but I don't. I've tried to put myself in a good mental state..but it's all for naught. Little things set me off...push me into that funk. Ever walk around and see people happy? In love? Holding hands? Smiling..I envy those people so. I really do. Then I look at myself... and realize..it's always been this way. I guess I shouldn't beat myself up over it and accept it is for what it is. I suppose when one accepts one's fate it's liberating. I'm still waiting for that liberati

Disciple Her Please
"The Dark Queen"NEED ALL YOUR HELP CHECK OUT THIS LADY, SHE IS CLOSE TO BE DISCIPLE. BUT SHE NEED ALL THE HELP SHE CAN GET TO MAKE IT SOON THERE . SHE HELPED EVERY ONE, AND NOW SHE NEED ALL YOUR HELP. CAN YOU PLEASE GO AND SHOW HER SOME MAD MAD LOVE???? RATE HER PIX, STASH AND BLOGS TO LEVEL HER FAST, CAUSE SHE IS WORTH IT... AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURN.... COME ON GO, WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???? SPANK HER PAGE VERY HARD CAUSE SHE IS GONNA ENJOY IT VERY MUCH!! LOVE TO ALL ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® The Dark Queen385,386 Points to go! THIS PROMOTION WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar

I Have Tried To Talk To People!!!
Some here think they know me, but no one can know me from chat on the computer!!! I am a nice friendly person that most people would like if they got to know me!!! That is to much to ask, I guess. Starting to wonder why I spend all my free time here cause I can get shot down in real life just as easy, and wouldnt' have to add pics to do it.

Today Is National Child Abuse Day
today is national childabuse day so pleasego to the folder that is 4 child abuse and copy 1 of the tags and use it as ur primary pic today please also the back ground i had 4 our id's has been made private on kimi so i had to make all new id's so they r in the new id folder these i made so they cannot be made private these r my own pics so i can always make them wooo hooo just wish it was that easy to just stop all the abuse in the world then all the babys dieing would stop it just reminds me of my paige every time i see another baby abused and die it does hurt so much to know i have my 4 yr old grandson my god what only know what goes through his little mind on how he was treated along with his sister he lost after losing his mom to abuse too abuse in any form no matter how it is done is uncalled for it just all needs to stop but it never will i guess its gods way of just a little part of ridding the world of over crowdingfunny how things work but guess my paige was sent for a reas

Happy Birthday Diamondz!!!!
Hapy Birthday !Please show her... "Diva DIAMONDZ" some serious birthday luv!!!! ~¢¾~Diamondz are a girls best friend~¢¾~Stiletto girls~¢¾~dylon's diva's~@ fubar Please go and show DIVA Diamondz sum mad birthday love. Happy birthday Diamondz LOVE your GODFAHTER Dylon and his Misegal MsMaine and all you fellow DIVAS!!!!!!

Rogerlee :) Hes An Awsome Singer!
I have had alot of people ask me to sing certain songs, why I have no idea lol, but below you will find those requests filled. These were done on a website called singsnap, They have thousands of karaoke songs there. Feel free to leave comments if you want, good or bad, haterz don't bother me lol. If there is a song you would like to hear me do, just ask, if I can, I will. If Tomorrow Never Comes by RogerLee To Make You Feel My Love by RogerLee Honky Tonk Moon by RogerLee Help Me Hold On by RogerLee Drift Off To Dream by RogerLee Friends In Low Places by RogerLee The Thunder Rolls by RogerLee

Cleaning Up Friends List
Deleting Friends There were just too many who I have never even spoken too. Too many who did nothing more than add and that was the end of it. So far I have dropped my list from around 1400 to around 600 I plan to delete more. :) If I have kept you,you must have done something enough for me to even remember who you are,or we support each other somehow.We have either rated each others stash, pics or commented each other. I don'tmean to be difficult, it's just that in the midst of all the so called friends, I lost those who actually helped me along the way. To be fair I posted a bully saying that I would be deleting and as predicted, no one really paid attention to it but a couple of people. Kisses to those who are still on the list.

3 New Divas!!!!
We have 3 new DIVAS that have joined us. Please show them sum DIVA love!!! Mystic Wolf Woman{RisingStars}|Rate Spankers|~CLUB F.A.R.~Dylon's Diva Mafia(Fu-Angel)@ fubar ~¢¾~MommaTasha~¢¾~DYLONS DIVA MAFIA@ fubar Sweetpeabayba~Owned by Unbreakable~1st Wifes Club~Raising Stars~Fu-Angel~Fu Bratz~World Cruiser@ fubar Hope you all have a great SUNDAY!!! Peace&Love MsMaine!!

What Do You Get
What do you get...when you have two people...who speak the same...even misspell the same words.... Juuuuuuuuuuuust to fuck witcha? MMMHMMM. The same person who is really not who they say they are. Confused yet? I am no longer.

Breastfeeding In Public... Offensive Or Natural?
When I was pregnant with my daughter, I quickly came to realize that people are almost as opinionated about breast feeding as they are politics, abortion, and the homosexual debate. I was dumb founded by things I heard coming from both sides. Everything from, "Breastfeeding is barbaric and/or perverse" to "You can’t possibly truly love your child if you choose to bottle feed". Here is something that took place in Denver last year and made nation wide headlines. There was a woman at Elitch Gardens (for those of you who don’t live in Denver it was a Six Flags amusement park called Elitch Gardens) who was nursing her 5 month old son by the wave pool. A security guard approached her and asked her to please cover up or go to a more secluded area because they had received a complaint. She advised the guard that she was aware of Colorado law (she was there vacationing from some where else) and that she wasn’t in violation of anything. She asked the guard to leave

Dj Ghost Rider Dj-ing Tonight For Naughty Girls Lounge
HEY EVERYONE: Fire My Words TILL JUST CLICK ON LINK OR COPY AND PASTE TO UR BROWSER AND JOIN IN ON THE FUN AND NAUGHTINESS: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54397

It's Free And Only Takes A Second!!!
The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on 'donating a mammogram' for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corpor ate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com/

Dream Girlz (newest) Team Hotpinkfizzle & Cwgrlupxox
Girls are a dime a dozen, The ☆Dream Girlz☆ are Priceless!© Don't forget to show these fab ladies sum ♥ Rate, Fan, Add, & Comment them all!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Cedella Booker Mother Of Bob Marley
KINGSTON, Jamaica (AP) - Cedella Booker, the mother of Jamaican music legend Bob Marley, has died, a family spokesman said Wednesday. She was 81. Booker died in her sleep Tuesday night at her home in Miami, apparently from natural causes, spokesman Jerome Hamilton said. Booker, a Jamaica native, was 18 when she married Norval Marley, a British man 32 years her senior. Their son brought Jamaican reggae music to international prominence, becoming its international image. Bob Marley died in Miami of a brain tumor in 1981 at age 36. "Mrs. Booker was the matriarch of a movement so powerful that the mystical qualities of the Marley musical legacy remain strong and potent," Jamaica Information Minister Olivia Grange said. After Norval Marley died in 1955, Booker married an American man and settled in Delaware. She wrote two biographies of her famous son and recorded two albums, "Awake Zion!" and "Smilin' Island of Song." "She was a star in her own right," Jamaica Prime Minister

Poetry
WHY Why did you do it For all we have been through For all we had going For all we wanted to see through I thought we were friends In it till the end I still don’t understand it Why you became so underhanded Maybe this isn’t the end Maybe one day we can again be "friends" I am distraught Just over the thought of why I guess for now this is Goodbye

So....
So.... some of you have seen that I am not in the best of spirits lately.. For those that have been there for me and have listened to me cry and hugged me, even if it was here, thank you.. I want to assure those of you that care about me that I will be ok.. I get like this a few times a year, and when I am pushed away from people I care about deeply. I haven't hurt like this in a very long time. I probably have a very long road ahead of me but I know that I have friends that understand if I am not my normal bitchy go lucky self, and I am so thankful that I have friends like you all... Just know I will get better and I will bounce back a little stronger and much wiser than I was before ...

In The Dark
YOU CAME IN THE DARK SO SLOWLY ON YOUR FEET WHEN I WAS SITTING IN THE PARK AT THE GRASS WITH A BIG HEARTBEAT YOU CAME FROM BEHIND I DIDN'T HEAR YOU BUT YOU WERE SO KIND THE WAY YOU ALWAYS DO YOU COVERED MY EYES WITH YOUR LOVELY HANDS THERE WERE NO WHYS I LAY MY HANDS AROUND YOUR PANTS I PULLED YOU OVER YOU FELL IN MY LAP IT WAS THE SAME AS IN DOVER WHEN YOU TOOK THAT WAY A NAP SITTING THERE WITH YOU THE SUN IN MY LIVE THAT'S WHAT I ALWAYS WANT TO DO WITH YOU I WANT TO TAKE THAT DIVE written by Mr Smiley

My Accident From The 19th
I guess in my drugged haze I think I might have actually forgot to tell how it all happened, so, here it goes from March 19th So rather than explain what happeened to everyone individually, thought i would let you all know at the same time, and the longer i am sitting/standing iy hurts s lot more, with my brokn ribs long conversations are out of the question being it it hust so badly. . So here is he short version, Went out with friends wed night for few drinks on west side, on way home changing tunes and looked up oyslledand the light was red< and there was a dump druck in frony of me. I vever had a chance to hit the brakes and was doing around 40mph. The dump truck won in case you were wondering :) My GMC Jimmy is totalledd though. I smelled gas, and climbed out and passed ut on the median from a concusion. rst of the right is a blur, but ended up with broken eye socket, both naasal cavaties broke, broken nose, punctureatrial broken jaw bone, multiple broken ribs, i can p

Call Me Crazy
The way you speak brings the taste of vodka back to my breath. And darling, I'm sorry to say it But you've got no room to move When you've said yourself it's just a game. I'm moving my players closer to yours, but you keep moving. I'm chasing the horizon and I've already reached madness. I'm not all that sure you're not him coming back to prove a point. I'm falling down that flight of stairs all over again. And I can feel the sharpness in my ribs. Stop spinning those words, I need to take a breath.

Gemini
Bright, witty, adaptable and quick to react. Very little troubles a Gemini or stops the relentless talking for long! Geminis can argue their way into or out of any situation. Having an active curiosity, Gemini is excellant at gathering all kinds of information and gossip. They excel at regurgitating this information in a constant stream, but not necessarily in a logical or understandable order! Geminis are capable of tackling almost anything, so long as they do not become bored. The difficulty lies in what subject to concentrate on today, Gemini is always engaged in two subjects or jobs at once. seems about right for me have fun

Bomb My Naked Ass!!!
width="100%"> PLEASE COME BOMB TO HELP THE NAKED DJ WIN!!!! (click the picture below) :D Come to Red Dragon and listen to some awesome tunes while You Bomb!! Just click the lounge logo above :D hope to see ya there! THANKS Y'ALL :D HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!!

Hot Couples, Men, Women Auction For All To Be Winner No Looser Here!
IT A SEXY CLEAN AUCTION FOR WOMEN IN THE BEST ATTIRE T-SHIRT AND ?????ES ON! CLEAN NO NSFW PHOTO! *MEN THERE A AUCTION FOR YOU IN YOUR SEXY BOXER OR SHORTS IF YOU PEFER. NOW ALSO ANOTHER AUCTION FOR THE SEXY COUPLES ON FUBAR IN THE SWEET SLEEPWEAR OR T-SHIRT AND BOXERS ON.............. COUPLE ARE NEEDED* SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE TO HAVE LOTS OF FUN AND NO LOOSER HERE ALL ARE WINNERS............................! Look what's happening now !!! An new auction is open and will OPEN ON THE April 14TH. AND LAST LATE ENTRY IS ON FRIDAY THE 18TH AT NOON This auction is HUGE. No Apprentices here. The rules of the auction are simple, listed below, and must be followed at all times, no exceptions: The rules: (1) Entrants will provide a list of what the bid winner will receive. (2) No drama whatsoever will be tolerated. Those involved will be removed from auction immediately and blocked. (3) No cheating in will be tolerated. Again those involved will be removed fro

Angel In The Night
Who are you my ANGEL OF THE NIGHT? Who is this vision of beauty before me? Are you here for me to reach out and touch? Or are you only a beautiful dream in the night? Who are you my beautiful ANGEL IN THE NIGHT? You are to me so very much the complete woman Are you only the goddess of my dreams? Just my vision of perfection created from my desires? Do you shine only as a reflection of my fantasies? Only a vision as seen thru the mirror of my mind? Are you as the ripple upon the tranquil blue waters? Shall you fade back into the darkness from which you came? Who are you, my fantasies realized in the flesh? Just an illusion that shall disappear to the touch? Are you an angel cast down to me? To share a fragment of heaven here on earth? Who are you, my lustful desires fulfilled? My playful banter expressed and returned? An angel cast down into mortal bondage, Thrust into my visions of ecstasy? You come to me like a midnight breeze So new, so refreshing upon

Why Is This?
Okay, I understand I made the choice of not being with the father of my kids! Shit #1 I left when he wasn't home & left a dear John letter. I am fine with that we are not together! I love him for giving me my son, but I am not in love with him #2 I threw his sorry ass down the stairs after he tried to kick me in my belly when I was 3 weeks pregnant! I dare him to darken my doorstep! I will throw him down a bigger set of stairs. #3 he is around, but I don't want to spend the rest of my life with him & his drama! What kills me is that my kids aren't babies anymore & they ask questions! They want to see their father in the bright white light, but they don't realize that it's me! I am the 1 who fixes the boo boo's, the 1 who is up when they are sick, I am the 1 who is here 24/7/365. But, I am just the mean mom who grounds them for being bad, or yells at them for fighting, or whatever I do I am the "BAD GUY"! DADDY #1: Things are starting to change, my son is 10 & sees thing for him

I Heard The Music (my Sweet Man * My Darlin)
April 15, 2008 @ 10:57 pm I hear the music - so much more than many think a depth greater than unending skies as close as a rainbow passes through falling stars speaking to hearts and souls in gentle symmetry drawing and being led to the where's of dreams and the dream's shared lives. I heard the music and its echo still sounds so softly inside all my days and all my ends so quietly cry from the beauty I touched so briefly. I don't dream of flying for I fly every day with each taken breath I reach and touch all the stars and all the dreams that ever are and learn more than I knew each moment before. I make the music that tomorrows will hear and the echoes will sound along the paths being made and through it all I became who I am... the me that looks back from both sides of the soft glass that is time.

Making Them Sweet
I like making guys sweat. I LOVE MAKING GUYS SQUIRM. In case you haven't noticed. Knowing that guys are looking at my body, thinking about my tinny tight young bald pussy, and ass. Them picturing getting a their hands on my little tits. When I walk past a guy and he gets a boner thinking about his dick being ball deep down my little throat. Now here is my question: How many of those guys are fantasying about raping me? Are they thinking about gangbanging me while I'm fucked up in the drugs they lipped in my drink? Maybe the are fantasying about my hands cuffed behind my back, grabbing 2 handfuls of my hair and gagging me with their cock. Maybe the are dreaming about my little body chained spread and nake to 4 trees as they take a belt to my little bald pussy? What do you think? What would you be fantasying about? Luv u Tara Remember I like making guys squirm. lol.

Pay Attention!!
read this..........'nuff said I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me an

The Great Seal
For conspiracy theorists in particular (and also for those who like to see doggies and horsies in puffy cloud formations), it's a wonderful symbol on which to fixate: the Great Seal of the United States being part of some huge secret 'sign' that Freemasonry rules everything - and proven by the United States' one dollar bill. Curiously, it's a theory which is sometimes reinforced by naive Masons repeating an oft-heard (but totally erroneous) claim that Masons did, in fact, design the seal. Reality, however, is quite different. Only one person involved in the initial (not the ultimately approved) design was thought to be a Mason; the man who did the design (Hopkinson) - yet there is no proof whatsoever of his Masonic membership! The designing of a seal of the U.S. was first commissioned by the Continental Congress immediately after the signing of the Declaration of Independence on July 4, 1776. A committee consisting of Benjamin Franklin (a Mason), John Adams (not a Mason), an

Club Far Team
I AM A PROUD MEMBER OF CLUB F.A.R. AND RECENTLY BECAUSE OF OUR LARGE MEMBERSHIP WE HAVE MADE TEAMS FOR PURPOSES OF COMMUNICATION AND INSTRUCTIONS. I AM A MEMBER OF THE FOLLOWING CLUB F.A.R. TEAM. ~ Club FAR ~ ~Team Tulsa and Pure Sweetness~ Here are our Team's co-captains and Greeter. We need more spots filled, so hop on board! Think we also need a name, so any suggestions team? Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~ Owned by Dave - Crypt_Kee@ fubar *~Pure Sweetness~* Club F.A.R Team Captain~@ fubar TrainWreck*Club FAR Greeter*Sarge's Bad Girl@ fubar ~Tiger~Goddess~Lady~ ~Club F.a.r.~@ fubar :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !

Atlanta Blues Guitarist Sean Costello Found Dead
I am stillin shock so i will add my thoughts later..please read and keep those who loved and cared for Sean in your thoughts. Atlanta blues guitarist Sean Costello found dead By RICHARD L. ELDREDGE The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 04/16/2008 News of Atlanta blues artist Sean Costello's death shocked fans and friends of his Wednesday, many of whom had been preparing to help the musician celebrate his 29th birthday Wednesday night. Costello's unexpected passing Tuesday on the eve of his birthday party was just the sort of ironic bluesy twist the prolific songwriter routinely worked into the songs on his critically acclaimed albums. Paul Natkin (ENLARGE) Sean Costello died one day before his 29th birthday, and Northside Tavern planned a tribute to the singer Wednesday night. The musician's body was discovered Tuesday at the Cheshire Motor Inn where he was staying as a guest. When the singer didn't respond, a call to 911 was placed. A

Blood
Hello old friends the same shell still fetters this soul though the flavor of the filling may be different I have tasted love and betrayal joy and pain I have cried and sang i hit the bottom and bounced like hell landed on my feet and promptly on my face i fell well fuck it i must say i've tasted dirt before and i shall Im sure another day but fuck it in a bucket here i am again bloody battered but still smileing that shit eating grin

Wacky Weekend!!!!!!
SBRadio Wacky Weekend Wacky Weekend - tonight through Sunday Evening change your default Picture all weekend To The Chosen Theme, and Sunday a determination will be made who wins the posted prize that weekend must be in Snake Bite Radio Lounge to have default graded to be eligible and be listening to SBRadio to win. We will call the name live on the air Sunday Eve 9 Pm CST You must yahoo snake_bite_radio when you hear your name called within 5 min. Judges will be secret until winnet is posted, SBRadio DJ's and owners Not Eligble to Win but may dress up. P/S if you remove your default before End of Event you have forfeited your entry. Default MUST not be changed until winner is announced THIS WEEKENDS THEME: CLOWNS ( Silly or Funniest ) PRIZE:( SBRadio MUG ) Since this is a FUBAR event SBRadio Reserves the right to exclude certain FUBAR members that are on the blocked list. Click below to Visit Snake Bite Radio's Lounge Music Prov

This Is The Day
This Is The Day The Lord Has Made Based on Psalm 118 Suggested Melody: Scott Wesley Brown Lyrics: Thomas Fischer Verse 1: This is the day the Lord has made Let us rejoice and be glad. Lord come to us and give us your grace Show to us Your welcoming face Oh, the Lord is our God, He has given us Light. And now as it shines He’s our Joy and Delight. Refrain: This is the day the Lord has made And I will rejoice I will rejoice I will rejoice in it. Verse 2: Blessed is he who comes in Your name Let heav’n and earth bring praise. Ev’n from your house we bless you, O Lord. “Glory to You!” we raise. Oh, the Lord is our God, He has given us Light. And now as it shines He’s our Joy and Delight. Refrain: This is the day the Lord has made And I will rejoice I will rejoice I will rejoice in it. Bridge: This is the day, This is the day, This is the day, This is the day. Verse 3: The LORD is God, our Lord indeed, He is faithful in His Word.

Disneyland
A six year old goes to the hospital with his grandma to visit his grandpa. When they get to the hospital, he runs ahead of his grandma and bursts into his grandpa's room. 'Grandpa, Grandpa,' he says excitedly, 'as soon as Grandma comes into the room, make a noise like a frog!' 'What?' said his grandpa. 'Make a noise like a frog because grandma said that as soon as you croak, we're going to Disneyland

Gimme A Handy Lol...
Actually had folks ask me what a handy is lol. If you dont{ psst its a handjob!} , please dont worry. I'm just a perv . But i'm home my visit was good and i'll glad to be home. I missed all yall. Message me folks!

A Bad Day
OK so I am having a bad day...I have only felt like sleeping all day and doing nothing else. Yea so who cares I know. Yea we all have those days when you just don't care to do anything at all. Your day is just not what you expected or its just you want it to hurry up and get over with. Well thats been mine all day. I havent even answered my cellphone today which is very unlike me. I could care less who it is unless its my 2 boys. So whenever this little rut of utter misery and sadness is over I will back to normal and back to me again. I so need a vacation. I really do. I think being stuck here near my drama zoned out family 24/7 is getting to me. Yea I dont live with them but they all live here on the same street. Can't wait to get outta here....Thank god I am moving soon....

Fan/rate/add/crush Me/loveme
- Mr Capone -¤MΞÑÅGΞ•Å•TЯØÎS•ΞÑFØЯÇΞR¤-Mob Boss-Italian-God Father@ fubar CUM CHECK OUT DIZ SEXAY AZZ MUTHAFUKKA RIGHT HEA~~HE'S HAWT~SEXY~FUNNY~AND~RETURNZ ALL LUV !! RATE*FAN*ADD*CRUSH*LUV U KNOW U WANNA CLICK DA PICZ~HE'Z HELLA SEXY AIN'T HE~ JUST CAN'T GET ENUFF OF HIS AZZ

On The Other End Of The Phone
what, why? i dont understand why do you care? fuck that i'm not doing that what the fuck if i was going to i wouldn't be here fuck you that's such bullshit whatever i am just going to leave why should i stay to get called names this isn't how i thought it was going to be -click-

Bbw's Have Feelings Too...
I dont think i should be put down because of my size .. Im a good person and if u cant look past me bein a big girl I dont need you as a friend ..Another thing it kills me the men who wanna talk but cant add me to their list not just on here but anywhere ,because they are afraid of what their friends will say to them ..So im not goin to be ashamed of my size because u think i should......

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 19, 20 & 21
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Since my internet access was practically nonexistent over the weekend, here are the last few day's pieces. Day 19 Prompt: "write a poem about a moment (or moments) you can't remember yourself that are about yourself." Too soon Just one of those times when all goes amiss. From what I've been told, it happened like this. I'd just spent a month confined to my home and from cabin fever depressed I had grown. On my first night out I decided to drink, unfortunately I just didn't think of the antibiotics that I had been on about a week before, if even that long. It started just fine, the first pint or two, I'd started to forget what I had been through. Then all of a sudden, around pint number four, I'd turned much more pale than I'd been before. I said 'I don't feel well", though that was quite clear and obviously it wasn't just the beer. I sat for a while thinking that it might pass. Returning, of course, to draining my gla

Im A Show Gurl For Those Who Interested..me Add Me Place..
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Never Again
Never again will you be alone. You have gone through this life as a victim, and that has now changed. I have fallen truly in love with you and my love for you will never die. Your heart is a fragile thing and with all my being I will protect it. I will fight death itself to save you. I will be your teacher and show you what it means to live again. You are never going to feel alone ever again. I am the one person that undertands your deepest feelings. I embrace them even when they scare me. I will walk with you hand in hand, heart to heart to fight through the demons within you. I am here to stop the bleeding in your heart, to end the once never ending pain. You have healed me and I will heal you my love. To release the pain you feel inside, you need a man that will take that pain for you and let you release it into me. As the man that has fall so deeply in love with you, I have that ability and desire to do that for you. Release it into me and I will let it go for you. I will not hold

Keys
Keys stand for power and access. To lose one's keys in a dream is to be out of control or lack the means of access. It may symbolize that you feel unable to acquire what is needed to complete a task or obtain access to persons or knowledge. To find your own keys is to assert your own power in a given situation. You have the ability to be captain of your destiny, so to speak. What is most interesting is to find a key that previously had no meaning for you. This is especially important when the key has no direct use, but feels as if it might be important. In a dream like this, you are probably searching for options to identify new potential within yourself or in relationship to others. Who was with you when you found the key and with whom did you share the discovery in your dream? There will be numerous clues in the answers to these two questions.

Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'. The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'. They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?'. Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?'. 'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said. 'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'.

To All My Friends,fans And Family
imikimi - Customize Your World JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THE REASON THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND ALL THAT MUCH... THE REASON IS THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL DUE TO SOME MEDS THAT AFFECTED ME AND MESSED UP MY STOMACH,LIVER AND MY PANCREAS...AM DOING OK NOW,BUT STILL HAVE MY MOMENTS... SOMETHING TO ALWAYS REMEMBER,WE ARE ONLY GIVEN TODAY AND NEVER PROMISED TOMORROW... SO BE SURE TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM BECAUSE TOMORROW MAY NEVER COME... NEVER HOLD GRUDGES BECAUSE SOMEDAY IT MAY BE TOO LATE TO SAY I'M SORRY,I MAKE SURE TO LOVE EVERYONE AND FORGIVE EVERYONE FOR ALL THAT THEY DO TO ME.... I JUST WANT TO TAKE THE TIME NOW TO THANK ALL OF YOU THAT SHOWED ME YOU ARE MY TRUE FRIENDBY ALWAYS LEAVING ME LOVE ON MY PAGE AND FOR ALL THE GIFTS TOO!!! MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU MUAH!!! LOVE YOU ALL, TEJANA POR VIDA

New Guidelines For Employees
1. DRESS CODE: It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing $350 Prada sneakers & carrying a $600 Gucci bag we assume you are doing well financially and therefore you do not need a raise. 2. SICK DAYS: We will no longer accept a doctor statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. 3. SURGERY: Operations are now banned. As long as you are an employee here, you need all your organs. You should not consider removing anything. We hired you intact. To have something removed constitutes a breach of employment. 4. PERSONAL DAYS: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturdays and Sundays. 5. VACATION DAYS: All employees will take their vacation at the same time every year. The vacation days are as follows: January 1, July 4, and December 25. 6. BEREAVEMENT LEAVE: This is no excuse for missing work

Help Needed...
I've entered into my first ever contest and I need YOUR help in order to win START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! I need to be the FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on my picture in tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar album to win a happy hour on her!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th May 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! So please for the luv of me...giggles...help me out thanks bunches

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar.Despite your forward and extroverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets.Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Read Please!!!!!
As of today 4/27/08 I am making some changes. I am tired of the bullshit and getting treated like I don't matter. Read the rules: 1. If I am not on your Top Friends and Family Lists don't expect to be on mine. I have noticed that I am not on a few Top Lists and I have known these people for a long time which is kinda fucked up. Oh well such is life. 2. I will no longer leave profile comments on your page if I never receive them back. If I can take the time then so can you. 3. Don't expect me to rate your pics or stash when you can't even rate mine. IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE RULES THEN REMOVE ME FROM YOUR LIST. I DON'T NEED FAKE FRIENDS.

4th Place @ George Washington 10 Mile
Well I guess I will settle for 4th place, I ran my ass off today, 10 miles in 1hr and 5 minutes, I'm planning on running it in under 1hr next time when i race at this years Army 10 miler, hopefully I can represent the USMC again, I will post pictures from the race soon!.. 1. 5:31:37 USA (1:06:20) ============== 1 1:00:58 Steven Anderson M 2 1:02:49 Ken Riggsbee M 3 1:06:17 Thomas Nigro M 4 1:07:59 Brendan Mullen M 5 1:13:34 Jennifer Cannan F 2. 5:39:20 USAF(1:07:52) ============== 1 1:02:33 Daniel Roblero M 2 1:04:38 Chad Ackison M 3 1:07:53 Phillip Korman M 4 1:09:11 Michael Holmes M 5 1:15:05 Valarie Bochenek F 3. 5:40:26 USN (1:08:06) ============== 1 1:01:24 William Bray M 2 1:07:35 David Barrett M 3 1:07:47 Jerome May M 4 1:07:55 Joseph Judkins M 5 1:15:45 Daena Tingstrom F 4. 5:53:28 USM

Ravenbloodhunter And Zarath666
COME WITNESS THE MARRIAGE OF TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE TAKING PLACE ON MONDAY, APRIL 28, 2008 AT 10 PM CENTRAL/11 PM EASTERN TIME....IN FORBIDDEN LOUNGE. THE HAPPY COUPLE IS Ravenbloodhunter AND ZARATHS666 CLICK PIC TO ENTER FORBIDDEN, AND GATHER TOGETHER FOR THESE TWO WONDERFUL PEOPLE!!! This momentous occasion is hosted by Rev Slim, Pastor and DJ Hypnotiq, Maid of Honor Please come join us!!!!

Heart And Soul
heart and soul Whose to know if your soul will fade out, the one you sold to fool the world, you lost your self esteem along the way, Good god, you coming up with escuses, good god, your dragging it out, good god, its the changing of the season, Just fake it, if you dont have direction, fake it if you dont belong here, Fake it, if you feel like a infection, Your such a hypocrite, Whos to know that lies wont hide your faults, no sense in lying anymore, you gave up your dreams along the way, time to go, time to give up, your heart and soul.. peace bedrock

Kid's Story: Fairy Dinner
"Come down and play" said pussy cat Bill Licking his lips in glee "I cannot come down" said Buttercup Bright For you will surely eat me. "I would never do that" said pussy cat Bill crossing his tail as he spoke "I am not even hungry" he said "For I have just awoke" "Well just for a little while" said Buttercup Bright to the cat Then I will have to be going very shortly after that. Down she flew, and quick he pounced his mouth was opened wide Quick she jumped, and fast she dashed under his belly to hide. Pussy cat Bill flipped and flopped as Buttercup Bright held on to his fur "It was only a game" he cried But Buttercup Bright believed him no more Quick as a flash she was up in the sky Flying as fast as she could go and pussy cat Bill, with a tear in his eye watched his fairy dinner go "She would have been fine as my dinner with potatoes or even with peas How rude of her not to stay and agree to be my tea." Steel

Lost Love
Lost Love by LateNiteFantasy© The fire roars in the fireplace like a tamed lion. Throwing shadows on the walls, the floor, and everything else. The fire being the only light source gave great warmth to the lovers on the floor. They lay on top of a warm thick blanket with clouds on it against the blue sky. The fire began a concert on the lovers, throwing shadows on them and watching the shadows dance. The primal animalistic grunts and sounds coming from the lovers gave the place a jungle feeling. The man on top thrusting himself forward and backwards with the rhythm of his lover on the bottom, both thrusting as the other pulled out. He held her hands on the top of her head with one hand and while his other hand moved up and down her body. She stood their speechless, waiting to scream. But she bit her lip as she felt him inside of her, she couldn't believe how good he was. The way he moved with her as if he knew her mind and what she thought. They had been friends until this st

Tears Of An Angel
~ All alone at night Her reality then sets in Dwelling in her mind Of how alone she really is ~ The tears flow from her eyes Running out of control As the silence of the night Seems to consume her soul ~ And he stands next to her With so much love in his heart Feeling her pain In the silence of the dark ~ He speaks unheard words of love to her Words she cannot hear He holds her in his arms And she doesnt even know he's there ~ He whispers to her aloud I love you so my dear I've been with you for eternity And I so share your despair ~ I am your angel Who wished for you to be mine And the Good Lord told me It will all happen in time ~ I've watched you grow as a child Into the woman you are now I've always been by your side Like I am right now ~ I've watched you fall in love And I watched your heart break My tears fell from heaven Could you not feel my pain? ~ I patiently wait For the time you come to me

Shut Up, Nigger
SHUT UP, NIGGER I learned a lesson long ago, one which has stayed with me ever since. I was ten years old and in the fifth grade. At that time, I was living in a little town in northern Arizona which delights in calling itself the “Gateway to the Grand Canyon”. I remember it was in the coming spring of 1978. I was taking the bus home from school, a convenience I was determined to take advantage of for as long as I could, which unfortunately would end that year. Come sixth grade and I’d be a pedestrian. Yes, I truly did walk home from school exactly two miles up hill each day through the snow. The argument wasn’t mine. It was my friends. He was in the grade below me and he was my friend because he was my next-door neighbor for my first year in that town. What memory I have of the other kid is vague, pretty much unimportant, as was the argument itself. It was on something so trivial, so incredibly stupid, that it’s profundity was assured. It was pretty much a va

Sleepless In Wayneattle.
The time is 4:13 am ...and my mind is racing..... I'm sitting here listening to Deee Lite - what is love - holographic goatee mix - Awesome bass line.....memories of the Red Zone club in NYC are flooding back. The dance floor would normally be packed...but when this song would come on... the floor would explode. Another song that would get the crowd moving was Plez's - I can't stop - acid rain forest mix. I live in the past. It's all i know. I associate everything now to then. It's when I was outgoing, somewhat social, and dare I say, hip? On a Deee Lite tip, they ran a club called "More or S'more" that was down the block from the Sound Factory. I ended up getting a job working there...and sufficed to say I had a blast....good $ off the books, all the drinks I could handle (which wasn't much and getting to hang out with Deee lite!). And even though they were well known at the time, they were down to earth and pretty cool to hang out with. And now? And now...noth

Cats And Dogs..
Funny... Must read.. *_Cats and Dogs_* _The Dog_ 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! _The Cat_ Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my d

Watch It!!!
I got up early this morning, per usual, then laid back down and I had a dream about Mac N Cheese and brenDUH!!! I know its Lessie Thursday and all, but it wasn't a bad girl dream *giggling* have a great day! P.S where are my snapvine calls?

To All My Hatas Or Would-be's
my blogs are public they are open to read comments are open to all i'm open to criticism do not criticize my friends they are not open to criticism you will get a fight look all you want but dont ever think that we can ever be friends never cruel and nasty still is echoing on the pages of ashley's shout box after that i can never be never ever be friends of someone who has said such things to anybody and to such as sweet criticize me not my friends any attack on my friends is a attack on me i will fight back revenge is best served cold you will wish you never started

I Am In A Contest For A Hh
I need my friends help I am in a contest for a Happy Hour. i need any and all comments you can leave me. it opens at 8pm cst sunday thanks pam here is the link to the picture to comment on, just click the picture

Goin' Hollywood
I'm in a movie. I don't know which one, I don't know when it comes out. All I know is they were filming over by Bryant Park and when they said Action, I was walking by the camera. So if you see a movie and think "That looks like Pete" it just may be.

Obligatory Auction Blog
Wanna Own Me? Oops, I did it again. I joined Drew's latest auction! RULES: 1) NO DRAMA 2) THE PEOPLE BEING AUCTIONED HAVE THE RIGHT TO TURN DOWN ANY BID! 3) BIDS MUST BE HIGHER THEN THE LAST ONE. YOU CAN BID WITH FU-BUCKS,BLASTS,TICKERS,BLING PACKS,AND HAPPY HOURS!! CASH BIDS ARE HIGHER THEN FU-BUCKS!!! WHAT THE OWNER WILL RECEIVE FOR 1 MONTH: 1) ALL PICS RATED 2) ALL STASH RATED 3) BLOG DONE ABOUT THEM 4) A SFW SALUTE PIC UNLESS THEY WANT TO DO A NSFW 5) DAILY PROFILE COMMENT 6) THEIR NAME PUT IN YOUR NAME AUCTION WILL START MAY 6TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME AND END MAY 16TH @ 2PM EASTERN TIME!!

Resolution
Resolution Scene: An argument between two sides of a coin; Polar opposites, we each with conviction vent, each sure in our right the beliefs that we believe. How shall we advance? How shall we find consensus, find a common ground without resorting to might to settle the score? I suppose that the answer lies somewhere between. If only we could transcend, reach past pathetic invective and name calling, we might find it together. A wise man once said that if you are to make peace, you first must realize your adversary is not a villain in his own eyes. Perhaps there's a way, a middle path untaken to achieve ma'at. There are many shades of gray in between the far extremes.

Lol
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: Do you think I'm cute/ pretty? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PE

Us
I felt your presence so close today I knew you were not far way Soon we would meet and share time together You were gone for so long it seemed forever You have opened a window to feelings so fine Bringing back memories of when you were mine The past is now gone but we are here now So lets make more memories if time will allow I feel an excitement that I can't contain Since I met you Ive not been the same I get so emotional when I think of you I get so emotional what can I do?

3rd Grade Quiz
What Starts with F and ends with K? A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks

Round 15!!
2,500 to first to comment band and song title! My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive chorus goes here Take my hand I give it to you Now you owe me All I am You said you would never leave me I believe you I believe chorus goes here

The Folly Of Man
here in the mist of this ending age some blame GOD for all there tragedies some do not understand that they have opened a door here you will see how the holy trinity becomes you must have a understanding then come knowledge and finally wisdom this this is the holy trinity don't blame GOD above for the tragedies of this world i am the one i am the dark angel my name is not written in the book of life my name is written on a scroll and hidden behind the lake of fire. i go by many names you all only know a few i am born of fire i walk this realm ressurected i am life in my palm faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen this is true to many of light and dark i see the beginning and the end of a thing where is your hope? can you walk as i do? no you can't your not as dark or in the light as you would think you are. read and see the image before you what is my true names?

Succubus
The sin inside your head, eventual demise; I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind; I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise, Just let me put your whole existence in a bind. Succumb yourself to the immortal creatures There is no need to try and fight; The darkness will erase my features, You'll never see what came to you at night; The carnal feast will leave your body limpid, The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veins I'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquid And take you to a place where darkness reigns My passion is like phoenix rising, I'll seize the night, and lead the way; But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizon Alas! I'm due to slowly fade away...

Down Rater Alert
http://www.fubar.com/user/1743752 started off sorta nice. had my requirements for friends. rated a bunch of my pics. once i denied him access to my family he proceeded to go back and rerate my pics a 1.... Just an fyi if any of you know him. hank44646

Have You Heard These Lines Before Lol
Hey baby...mind if I take my pants off? --- --- I love you, you know. --- --- Hey, kitten. How about spending some of your nine lives with me? 0 0 If I let you suck on my tongue, would you be grateful? 5 2 Have you ever played "Spank the brunette"? Want to try? --- 0 Are those lumberjack pants your wearing? They are giving me a wood. --- 0 Do you like whales? Well I have a hump-back at my place. --- 0 You are so fine, I wish I could plant you and grow a hole filed of you! --- 0 You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you. --- 0 Is your last name Gillette? Because you are the best a man can get. --- 0 I have a six inch tongue and I can breath through my ears. --- 0 Hey baby, as long as I have a face, you'll have a place to sit. --- 0 Hi. Can I domesticate you? --- 0 Hey baby there's a party in my pants and you are invited! --- 0 Can I walk th

How About Nuclear Power?
A stranger was seated next to a little girl on the airplane when the stranger turned to her and said, 'Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger.' The little girl, who had just opened her book, closed it slowly and said to the stranger, 'What would you like to talk about?' 'Oh, I don't know,' said the stranger. 'How about nuclear power?' and he smiles. 'OK, ' she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?' The stranger, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinks about it and says, 'Hmmm, I have no idea.' To which the little girl replies, 'Do you really feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?'

A New Thing That Could Make Babie Feel Like Pavlovs Rats
I just caught a glimpse of a new invention by someone who thought this would be less traumatizing to infants and those who need to have their temperature taken…ah…well……shoot the song backfield in motion comes to mind… From Nickelodeon merchandising has come a Sponge bob Square pants Musical Rectal Thermometer (which plays the Sponge bob theme that (the designer apparently imagines) makes the temperature-taking process less unpleasant). [CartoonBrew.com, 2-19-08] Ok, either this is the undone research where as to why some men turn gay…or this is an outright attack of the very fabric of childhood and their plight to have cheaper toys…so of the Kitchen type…Let me tell you from my point of view…music or not someone is not going to be a happy camper… Good Morning! Oh and sticking Sponge Bob and his musical attributes up where the sun don’t shine is like saying good morning sarcastically. Who in their right mind invents these things? Wow…nothing like getting a bug eyed response from a

????? Guess Not
everytime something happens i think, "it's ok i have friends." but when its time that i would think a friend would call NO ONE is ever there. i stepped out on a limb thinking i would have someone to catch me if i fall but when i fell NO ONE was there. i tried to be around for people hoping only for the favor returned but when i needed people to be around NO ONE was there. so maybe i'm selfish or evil or mean, but i don't care i decided that i won't be there for them i just needed someone so bad, but NO ONE was there.

My Dawn
"Beanie...I just want to know..." She starts the conversation off. And instantly I smile. My body floods with happy feelings and I wait to hear her go on. "..Do you really go to hell for masturbating because...really? I'm going to hell." I laugh into the phone so hard I feel my body shake. "No! Who the fuck told you that?!" "No one..." she sounds serious with a side of giggle. "...but I you know there's crazy stuff in the bible." I laugh. "Do you want me to go on about the bible?" "Beanie...have you read the bible?" "I have read a whole hell of a lot of it." I laugh "...im just saying...im home aloooone, don't wanna watch Tv...what the hell else am I supposeda do...really?" "Well I have absolutely no idea." "I know Beanie...cuz If im going to hell for masturbation you are too...and really would that be so bad?" Sometimes when I meet people. I get an instant feeling of a certain color.I cannot explain why or what the hell the color is for. But most