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My Innocent Outlaw
The cancer is pulling and taking you from me Soon you'll close your eyes and seice to be God gave you to me, and now he is taking you back "What did I do wrong" is all I can ask Your losing your breath, and fade more every day Smiling through your tears to ease my pain I smile and laugh, and pretend im okay But inside I hurt as the cancer takes you away There is nothing we can do, no body to help All I can do is watch as God takes you for himself I can tell everyone im fine, that im able to go on Truth be known, when your away ill no longer belong My heart will stop as yours fades away Because you are the reason it beats today The promises youve asked, are so unfair How am I to continue when your not there My Innocent Outlaw, my loves true core Cancer will take you away, my heart to be torn

~believe~
~Believe~ Category: Writing and Poetry I spread my wings you were sposed to let me fly not steal the magick powder from my wings watching me spiral to the ground and die. You stand for the trial from my Mother Gaia her Luna Moth held within her palm the proof of your transgression. You thought because it was night and you hidden in shadows she wouldn't miss me. "I am the night, I am the light. What good is it to you this magick of wings? A magick you scarce know of let alone believe. Why is it you, human feel no worth for life but your own? As you are my children so are the other life forms surrounding you. I give freely to you and endure your thoughtless abuses. When a star falls from the sky do you not know the earth trembles? The sky weeps...for one is lost. Beauty is not in the multitude of the stars or trees or flowers or fairies... but what each one contributes to the whole and THAT is magick." And so within the hand of Gaia from the tea

Why I'm Pissed
well heres the case my best friend since 2nd grade decided to hit a girl and from what i been through it's not something you want to do...yes i've hit a girl befor and regret it to this day i was lucky to not get a restrainment order on me well any ways he thought he was a big man by hitting a girl i have lost alot or respect in him for it but it's not the 1s time that morons pissed me off so he's on his last straw i'm pretty much done with his stupid crap i'm ususally very forgiving but i'm tired of forgiving some one who pisses me off and says sorry only to do it again....i've made the mistake of hitting a girl once but will never do it again i have alot more respect for women now and know better.

Auguries Of Innocence
To see a World in a Grain of Sand And a Heaven in a Wild Flower, Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand And Eternity in an hour. A Robin Red breast in a Cage Puts all Heaven in a Rage. A dove house fill'd with doves & Pigeons Shudders Hell thro' all its regions. A dog starv'd at his Master's Gate Predicts the ruin of the State. A Horse misus'd upon the Road Calls to Heaven for Human blood. Each outcry of the hunted Hare A fibre from the Brain does tear. A Skylark wounded in the wing, A Cherubim does cease to sing. The Game Cock clipp'd and arm'd for fight Does the Rising Sun affright. Every Wolf's & Lion's howl Raises from Hell a Human Soul. The wild deer, wand'ring here & there, Keeps the Human Soul from Care. The Lamb misus'd breeds public strife And yet forgives the Butcher's Knife. The Bat that flits at close of Eve Has left the Brain that won't believe. The Owl that calls upon the Night Speaks the Unbeliever's fright. He who shall hurt the little Wren Shall never be belov'd by Men

Update On Polishwomanrock
For those of you on my friends list that know Polish...(aka Alison) I just wanted to let ya'll know that her mothers health continues to be bad. This past weekend they had her in the hospital again. Alison, as you can imagine, is very stressed out and worried. Keep her in your prayer Di

For Kaleb
All of us are praying for you little one... www.hostdrjack.com Looking back on a time and place Seeing a child's innocent face Knowing that things aren't as they appear For inside she cries silent tears Deep inside she is filled with pain She feels dirty and full of shame Innocence lost at a very young age Locked this child in a pain filled cage There is no freedom or escape From the fact this child was raped While the guilty man is roaming free This child is sentenced to eternity Eternity locked away with all this shame She can't help but feel that she was to blame Even though common sense says it was not her fault She can't seem to help from having these thoughts What ifs' keep running through her mind She keeps going back to those moments in time If there isn't something different she could have done Why didn't she scream or at least try to run Fear kept her frozen to the spot While th

Blog Addiction
You Are 65% Addicted to Blogthings You lead the pack when it comes to posting Blogthings. And your friends (mostly) thank you for it. It's cute that you insist on being called your Japanese name. Just stop bragging about your IQ score! How Addicted To Blogthings Are You?

Bad Day...
so today has been a pretty bad one and i guess i just need to put some words down to try and get my head together... i have a neice who is 35 and is pregnant for the first time..she ended up in the hospital two nights ago..lost her mucous plug and went into labor...she is only 25 weeks so she is just going into her third trimester. anyway the took her by ambulance to a hospital about an hour away where they found she was dialated to 3cm. so they gave her meds to stop the labor and told her she would be there in the hospital for the next 10 weeks with nothing but bed rest...she cant even get up to go to the bathroom. well today her water broke and she has been in labor for several hours now dialated to 6 around 5pm yesterday last i heard. she said the baby weighs 2 pounds and since she is 25 weeks they are doing everything to try to save the baby. but the baby is in distress and last i heard they were searching for a heartbeat. wow talk about not knowing what to do...i hate seeing mich

Chances
Without taking chances... Changes can never occur... Risk it all with me. I cannot make promises of the unknown. I can only insure that I will love you completely. Allow me to show that love can set you free. Acceptance of all of you...who you are..goals and dreams. Ghosts of the past can prevent happiness and love in the future. Stop running....please accept what I have to offer...and roll with your feelings.

Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
The end of the school year finally arrived this past Monday. Seems like the first day of school was just yesterday. The adage "Time flies when you're having fun" certainly is true in this case. Let me recap this year in 2 minutes or less: 35 kids in my homeroom. 70 kids for math 70 kids for science 70 different personalities and personality disorders. I'm still convinced that with the personality disorders came several more students, only to be seen on certain days. Major faux pas within the first two weeks of school: Thinking I could trust a 13 year old to lock the pet cages on a Friday, I realized that I was a dope. On that same Friday at 5pm, I received a phone call that all the animals were loose. Sid and Nancy the Hamsters were running on the window ledges. While Bonnie and Clyde the Guinea Pigs were making a break for it and scampering wildly through out the school hallways. The diet pop and mentos experiment went well. Even tho I would have preferred

Baked Asparagus Toast With Zesty Cheese Sauce
Baked Asparagus Toast with Zesty Cheese Sauce This amazing high-piled open-face sandwich really has it all -- except meat. Credit: Vegetarian Sandwiches: Fresh Fillings for Slices, Pockets, Wraps and Rolls by Paulette Mitchell Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 tablespoons butter * 2 tablespoons flour * 1 cup milk * 1 cup (4 ounces) finely shredded cheddar cheese * 1/2 teaspoon dry mustard * Salt to taste * 1/8 teaspoon cayenne, or to taste * 4 slices whole-wheat bread or 2 whole-wheat English muffins, halved * Mustard for spreading * 12 asparagus spears (16 or 20 if the asparagus is very thin) * 1 tablespoon butter * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 3 cups (15 ounces) sliced cremini mushrooms * 4 (1/2-inch-thick) tomato slices * Dash sweet paprika, preferably Hungarian Directions: To begin: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Lightly coat an 8-by-10-inch baking pan with cooking spray. To make the sauce:

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Love....fear..... Go Hand In Hand
So it's the most scariest thing n the world. it involves 2 things that r just 2 scarred 2 even recognize..... my heart and my trust both as fragile and delicate as the wings of a butterfly. i am in love or at least believe i am.... i keep fighting myself.... my mind is telling me "it's all a joke and none of it was real" on the other hand my heart is telling me "u know better and u could see it in his eyes, feel it in his touch, and hear it in his heart" but i was selfish back then.... oh lets not forget immature and ignorant. i can stand and breathe on my own. he wouldn't have 2 do it 4 me. i do need him 2 save me from my loneliness though.... it's a challenge, believe me. but i'm thankful that he knows how i feel about him. i did at least put fear aside on that one. but if he gave me one more last chance.... i'd show him a world he's only dreamed about and would do everything my heart and soul could not 2 hurt him n*e more than he already has been hurt.

About Me
hello ever one in ct how are you doing im good. just to let people know about me im a 34 yr old divorce. on hear looking to make some new friends and to see whats goig on out there. any way im 34 will be 35 soon and cant wate to meet all the cool people out there. if you are reading this arnt a buddy send me a fried request ever one is wellcome.

What Doesn't Kill You
What did we do wrong? Who was the one who made the mistake? Why couldn't we have stayed okay? I thought what we had was perfect Now I yearn for yesterday If only I could go back in time And stop all the pain you caused They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger But I don't believe in that any longer Because I can't seem to move on with the courage I once had How can something so good turn out so bad? Now my plastic fake world has shattered Leaving only the harsh reality behind I can't get over the fact that you're gone If I could turn back the clock To the time when the sun was still shining But why am I trying to fool myself? I can't rewrite the past, it has already been said and done They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger But I don't believe in that any longer Because I can't seem to move on with the courage I once had How can something so good turn out so bad? I have to find a way to get over this heartache I used to feel so strong, b

My Inner Demons
My world goes black and I float adrift in a void, free of all living expectations and dreams. In fact no dream comes to me in this period of darkness, where I seem to drift carefree. I fear I've died, and neither God nor Satan wanted me, and so here I am in this blackness. But I know if that were true, if it truly were... then I would have no fear at all, I would just be. I see a light, but there is no tunnel... it grows brighter, and I awake in a befuddled state of mind. Looking around I see faces that I have never seen before, and people screaming at me. Their words sound so sureal, and I slowly drift off back into that endless sleep, devoid of all dreams. But there is someone here with me... no, there is more then just one, it seems to be a few of them. They wont show themselves to me though, and I can't figure out why that is that they avoid me. This is my world isn't it? It is my void, my space of reality... and yet they elude me somehow. Show yourselves! Why do you

Part 1
She sifted through her large brown bag struggling to find the keys. Finally they appeared. She unlocked her door and entered the room. As she laid her keys on the table, suddenly she felt hands upon her shoulders pulling her close. She felt the warm breath each kiss gave off on her neck. Tingling sensations moved slowly up her thighs and into her very soul, subduing every part of her body. He slowly turned her around to gaze into her soft green eyes. One by one he unbuttoned her pink blouse till he could get a glimpse of her soft subtle breasts. He removed her bra and with long warm kisses his lips touched every part of them. His tounge sliding down her breasts and kissing her stomache. His tenderness soon became like a wild animal craving food as he lifted he skirt and pulled her panties down almost ripping them. He knew what she craved as she started to moan. Her breath almost taken away by excitement. He lifted her up with his strong arms and carried her to the bed where he tossed h

Lol... Well That Is Not All Bad For A Bitch
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Update On My Dad/carl Peterson
I spoke with my Mom around 1 p.m., and my Dad is slowly showing small signs of improvement...PRAISE GOD!!! The antibiotics they're giving him through IV, seem to be working, so drs. have said that he will probably recieve another bag when this one is finished. Mom said he ate a good breakfast, and also a good lunch, which was great. I believe it's always a good sign when the appitite is good. The Dr. told him, "Mr. Peterson, you're going to have a fight on your hands. We're giving you the best medicine there is, and it's working, but it's up to you." Mom said she didn't really realize if Dad understood what he said...although he nodded, But, my Dad's always been a pretty good fighter, and fought his way through quad-ruple by-pass around 10 yrs. ago, and he's been fighting ever since. Please just continue to keep him in your prayers, as well as my Mom, and the rest of us. Mom is tryin' to keep it strong and together, but I can tell how scared she is. My Dad has been her par

Love Is...
Love is not about money, or the clothes you wear. It's being with that someone special, that with all your heart you care. Love is as natural as can be, as in the ocean and the sky. It's a special bond between two people, that leaves a sparkle in your eye. Love is devotion, trust and friendship, it's making a committment to show you care. Love is being together, even when he's not always there. Love is being honest and faithful, keeping your feeling strong and true. Your love will last for an eternity, if you keep your memories between you. As boundless as the restless sea, as timeless as eternity. As endless as the stars above, to all who find it, this is love.

53 She Was Addicted To Porn
Stole her daddies credit card Made a laundry list of things Burned down the internet connection Tried to find the darkest dreams She spent hrs in the comfort That can only be found in her skin A voyuer of the most honest kind Pictures take her mind's eye in She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see Her computer freezes up like a winter night Blames the ppl who look at her wrong All the slaves to her master voice And that is why i'm writing this song Can you see the way she pulls the light in Standing through the fallout without a scratch Picking out pieces of what the wind brings home Hear she's doing better since she's been on the patch She was addicted to porn Addicted to the way it might be She was addicted to the storm Addicted to the feeling she couldn't see

Best Cleavage On Ct Contest! Now Open
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The Two Old Ladies
Two old ladies were chatting one day. They were talking about this and that and the subject finally got around to sex. The first old lady said she enjoyed sex all the time, and just as much as ever. The second old lady was surprised and asked her what her secret was. The first old lady said when she hears her husband pulling the car into the garage she hurries and takes a shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. When her husband comes into the bedroom he gets turned on and has his way with her. The second old lady decides to try this approach so that night when she heard her husband returning home, she takes a quick shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. Her husband comes into the bedroom takes one look and says, Geez.... Maude, comb your hair and put your teeth in....

I'm Ready
I'm ready for a change. I'm ready for my life to start going in the right direction. I'm ready to be a good mom to my daughter. I'm ready to be in a great relationship with a great man. I'm ready to make my daughter and job a top priority in my life. I'm ready to move on from my divorce. I'm ready to be someone, not just anyone. I'm ready to be a good friend to all the people who have been there for me through my rough times this year. I'm ready to grieve the loss of my son, and be ok with it. I'm ready to start taking care of myself. I'm just ready.

Making Time For An Ldr
I have been in two long distance relationships in the past year. I am involved in neither of them now. There is a reason for this. Many do not understand the time that must be commited to communication. If it is a casual relationship, it is no big deal. But, when You add in the factors of making it a D/s relationship, you must, beyond any and all things, find time to communicate. I have found, most submissives, are ready and able to spend this kind of time with thier Dom's. It is the Dom's that have issues with finding the time, and ability to share with thier submissive. Communication between D/s couples is key in maintaining power exchange, mutual interest in the relationship, and the bonding factor that makes it D/s in the first place. So, how is a submissive to feel close to her/his Dom, if they are not around to communicate with. The Key factor here is MAKING TIME. Most submissives need to feel loved, wanted, safe, and get those lil fuzzies knowing that the Dom that they have

Billie Myers-kiss The Rain Lyrics
Heres the lyrics to Billie Myers song Kiss The Rain. Hello Can you hear me? Am I gettin' through to you? Hello Is it late there? There's a laughter on the line Are you sure you're there alone? Cause I'm Tryin' to explain Somethin's wrong Ya just don't sound the same Why don't you Why don't you Go outside Go outside Kiss the rain Whenever you need me Kiss the rain Whenever I'm gone, too long. If your lips Feel lonely and thirsty Kiss the rain And wait for the dawn. Keep in mind We're under the same sky And the nights As empty for me, as for you If ya feel You can't wait till morinin' Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Kiss the rain Hello Do you miss me? I hear you say you do But not the way I'm missin' you What's new? How's the weather? Is it stormy where you are? Cause you sound so close but it feels like you're so far Oh would it mean anything If you knew What I'm left imagining In my mind In my mind

Best Wife On Ct Contest!
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Best Morph On Ct Contest! Score Updates
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Love
Love does….not plead lost lovers with jaded hearts It is… Not a complex ideology subjected to the meanderings of a poet’s edict Love is not recycled like a common whore available for the next trick Whose seed is spent on the cheap satin sheets of a nearby motel 6 Co-dependency controlling love by random manipulations of paradigm shifts Laws of conditionality imposed by preconceived notions of parental rifts LOVE Cannot be pre-packaged Standardized Enslaved oR Remade To fit the mold of what’s been abused and torn Then redressed in surface distractions Without being reborn Love does….Not Leave you broken and bleeding on the floor, As your self worth stains the linoleum tile And Esteem is escorted out the door Love does not stumble home smelling of sex And alcohol Or blame you for failures that may befall Nor does it scream inaccuracies of your inadequacies for reasons of infidelity Or boast ignorantly “You’ll never get the best of me” Toxic love, A

Attractive Test
answersWould You Kiss Me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Gorgeous [] Hott []Cutie Name three things you would like to do to me... 1. 2. 3. I look like.. [] A Player [] One Nigh Stand [] Next Boyfriend/Girlfriend [] A Friend [] A friend With Benefits If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me [] Cuddle With Me [] Date Me[] Friends With Benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [ ] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] A Possible Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend With Benefits [] Husband/Wife Are you going to repost this so i can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Reply to me then Repost as "Attractive Test" then send it to my inbox with the answer Asap

Dog Vs. Cat
The Dog's Diary: 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! The Cat's Diary: Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape

Sign My Guest Book
hey people I added a guest book so sign my guest book and show some love, fan and rate me if ya want, its all good.... soooo whats taking ya so long sign my guest book already lol .. ok don't make me beg.... ok ok I"m down on my knees ok now look please please sign

An Ode To Someone I Used To Love
*Sorry for the typo errors As I walked along the way I got now one beside me I’m so alone in this bumpy road With no one to be with and no one to hold Then I thought of your smile And I asked myself Why can’t I have you? Maybe because, You love some one else To love you is living a happy life But not loving you is living in great despair To be with you is being grateful But to be without you is being buried deep When I see you I get fascinated With the way you are You got me under me under you spell You make my eyes open wide I love you But you love another When I think of it It’s like stabbing me deep in my heart Oh how I adore you You make me laugh so hard I could almost die How odd it is, don’t you think Still I want you so badly I think of you all the time From the moment I lay my eyes at the rising sun Until I close my eyes I sleep, and dream of you I have the propensity of falling in love with you From the day I met you Your eyes ar

~ugly~
I listen for the voices but hear only the endless buzzing of a thousand flies feasting upon the forgotten decomposing corpse that resides in the rocking chair, in the corner. The poison in my veins comfort my motherless addiction. Shaking in my skin. Fear infested follicles of my hair alive, writhing, seducing itself. Convulsing fingers spilling forth the commanding powers of my illness. Dipping, dripping, tangled, mangled it's all star-spangled. My eyes seeing the birth, after-birth spinal cord serpent bone fragments protrude, intrude my brain. Pretty shell casings cover my feet I'm in so deep the rope has snapped. I'm slipping, slipping there is no gripping my lips are dripping rose petals of love to caress your anxiety. You look to me my smiling skull all you see. Your anger, fear and frustration having burned the flesh from my bones years ago. You share no compassion for me. I am your skeleton hanging in your dirty closet. Wearing the soiled

Half Year Report :)
WOW..... 6 month r almost over lol unbelievable how stupid and shitty this year was so far... i thought it couldnt be worse when 2006 finished but 2007 is really... hm... dont even know a word.... i always try to think about something i did wrong and that life pays me back now.... there is no light in the tunnel at the moment and it seems like i lose so many special people with being a bitch ... but sometimes thats the only way i can stand this whole disaster .... when my son got sick this year..that was the worst moment in my life... i was alone..standing in this room and 1 million people asked me stupid questions...while i saw my son laying on the ground... and doctors tried to help him.. i was never ever so scared... losing my child would be the worst thing in the world.. i dont know what i would do without him.. he makes me smile everyday... he helps me as good as he can with his 4 years.. he is a great little boy and he is so strong.. i hate being the person who has to d

A Place
A Place In my mind there exists a place and you are there with soft embrace Where you are real and so am I Where our feet leave ground and seer the sky where your skin is smooth and feels warm touching mine causing seas of storm Where thoughts entwine 'till they are one and winds swiftly dance upon the sun where words spoken, or simply thought infuse our souls as we've long sought Where reality falls away from site and our conscious thought is lost in flight Where dreams just seem to overtake as we soar above heavens crystal lakes and to this place I do escape to feel your lips upon my face Someday I wish to really see this place where you and I fly free. Nikki L. 5-20-05

Mush
A Dr. Seuss phase,lol MUSH Here is my poem, all filled with Mush Like mashed potatoes and things and such It's squishy and fun, and just plain plush You'll want to play and make it sqush It's so much fun you'll want to gush but people are listening so you better hush and look, over there, it's your highschool crush! So shush! Just sit here quietly and sqush your mush. Nikki L. 5-16-05

Angles In The Sky (poem)
Angles in the sky As the angles gather upon the clouds of life They bring love to the persons whom feel to see the love in there life’s As gentles as can be the light of the angles sneaks into there heart to open up to realize the love As there hearts grow ever more so as the life’s begin a new path for them all Date wrote 21-06-07 By Aj Rich

Different Curcumstances
Under different circumstances We wouldn’t be having this conversation Under different circumstances You wouldn’t have all this aggravation Under different circumstances There wouldn’t be tears flowing Under different circumstances Only that bright smile would be showing Under different circumstances You would be with me instead of him But these aren’t different circumstances And the cycle starts all over again Moments like this make me wish for Different circumstances

Prettiest Plus Size Cherry Tap Lady
hey guys i am in this contest and i would like fo ryou to go and rate and comment on my pic i am really far behind. please do this as a favor to me and i will return it later. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=241913&i=3446585928 this is the link for the photo

Sexxy Dad On Ct Contest! Scores Updates
Sexxy Dad On CT Contest! I Need Dads for this contest! 1st Dad is...... with 2350 comments! 2nd Dad is...... with 548 comments! 3rd Dad is....... with 451 comments! 4th Dad is....... with 277 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Best Detail Tattoo On Ct Contest!
Best Detail Tattoo On CT Contest! I need tattoo pics for this contest plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/23 thur 6/30 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Okay I Admit It...
I am the biggest nerd you have ever seen.I am so amped up about the final installment of the "Harry Potter" series its ridiculous. Almost every morning I check my e-mail just waiting to see if something new has come up or if there have been any new developments. I know I'm 27 and I should not have this type of reaction to what, in most peoples minds, is a children's book. I just can't help it. My mother tried to get me to read the books when they had just come out, andI told her that I was not interested in reading a "childrens book". Then one night me and Melissa where at the house whileshe was pregnant and we were looking for a movie to watch. There seemed to be nothing on. Then we flipped the station to "On Demand" and I saw that the first Harry Potter movie was available. So I gave it a chance. By the end of the movieI was calling my mother to have her bring me all the books that she had, and I have been hooked ever since. So call me what you want. I will just simply tell you that

Fun
Jack schitt is the son of Awe schitt and Oh schitt. Awe schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married Oh schitt, the owner of the kneedeep schitt Inn. Jack schitt married Noe schitt and they produced six children. Holy schitt, their first, passed on shortly after childbirth. Next came twin sons, Deep schitt and Dip schitt; two daughters, Fulla schitt and Giva schitt; and another son, Bull schitt, Deep schitt married Dumb schitt, a high school drop out, Dipp schitt married lotta schitt and they have a son named Chicken schitt. Fulla schitt and giva schitt married the Happens brothers, The Schitt-happens children are Dawg Schitt, Byrd Schitt and Horace Schitt. Bull Schitt just married a spicy little number named Pisa Schitt and they are awaiting the arrival of Baby Schitt, NOW YOU CAN PROUDLY PROCLAIM , "I KNOW THE TRUE STORY OF JACK SCHITT!"

Passion
Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping.. ...waiting... And though unwanted... ...unbidden... it will stir.. ...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead.

Will I Be
I know you want me wrapped in your arms at night To feel my skin next to you at night I know your passion runs so free wanting and waiting to have all of me and in the end when the night is done will you love me will I be your number one?

It Pisses Me Off
He didn't show up!!! I waited up in the tree, with a special gift for him. I was gonna jump out and surprise him, but he never showed. Luckily there was another couple up there sitting in the car. I watched them screw for a little, then I broke the window in with a bat. Turns out I knew them and they knew me, I guess that's why they took of like a bat out of hell. Why doesn't anybody wanna be my friend?

Inhibited
As I sit here watching you work.Thought's running through my mind. Thought's I wish would go away. God how I would love to feel your hands caressing my body. To have your strong arms wrapped around me. I have imagined taking your clothes off of your body. As each article falls. My eyes take a languid tour of your body. So that I might find those spots that turn you on.To tease those places that bring you pleasure. Finally being able to do all those things I have imagined. Wanting to press my lips to your passion heated flesh. To be able to start fulfilling the dream of us. Tasting those places I have only imagined seeing. Needing to run my hands down your well defined chest. Feeling the texture of your skin. Desiring to do thing's I know must be a sin. Wishing that this fantasy could come true. How I would love to turn you on. I can not say. Looking at you and wanting to do all these thing's I have never let myself do. How I have dreamed of lapping the taste of you off your skin. To le

What Turns Me On
Merritt, a Big Brain turns you on A new independent film? CNN? The Economist? Sexy, huh? Chances are, with your smarts, and love of a challenge, something along these lines probably gets you going. Whatever your passion, you're looking for that same love of learning and curiosity about the world from your romantic partner. For you, the hottest thing around can be dressed as a math whiz, a tech geek, or a college professor, just as long as they have the brain power — and, um, stamina — to go the distance with you. Mental connections and sparring matches give you the challenges you need to get turned on. Love poems, pumped-up abs, moonlit walks on the beach — take 'em or leave 'em, you've got your eyes on the IQ prize. After all, the sexiest thing going are smarts.

Another Quiz
You scored as Soft, You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Soft75% Shy56% Sweet50% Hot44% Exciting38% Wet31% Violent19% Awkward13% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Am I Evil?
Are You Evil? good evil Nope, not a drop of evil in you. In fact, you're ridiculously good. Reach around the wings and pat yourself on the back. Instead of tripping old ladies, you help them cross the street. You think about others' feelings constantly, and you use your sexual power for good, not evil. Sheesh — we're guessing that every person you've ever met has taken advantage of you in some way. Naw, just kidding! When you get right down to it, it's people like you who make the world a better place. You're just the sort of person we want taking care of our children. In the figurative high school yearbook of life, all your friends sign, "Stay sweet, have a great summer!" Keep reading for more details on your not-so-evil nature. not sexually evil sexually evil In the bedroom, you don't have an evil bone in your body — well maybe one, but ... aw, never mind. The moral lessons you learned as a child really stuck — we have a sneaking suspicion you're st

~the Brat's Creed~
LOL I love this .... and sometimes it is sooooo Me ~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

To My True Love
I lose myself when I think of you and your eyes I cant pull away even if I wanted to try. Your perfect in every way the thought of you just makes my day. You came to me from the heavens above you flew in on wings my angel of love. When nothing seems to go quite right and I no longer can see the light I look upon the picture of your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place. I cherish every word you've said You move me like the music I play in my head. In this world of false truths I know only one thing true I'd give up everything just to be with you.

Poem
AS I WATCHED YOU WALK AWAY I KEPT ALL MY FEELINGS AT BAY AS THE TEARS WERE ROLLING OFF MY CHEEK I HELD BACK THE WORDS I DARE NOT SPEAK FOR ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES THAT WE HAD THERE WERE JUST SO MANY THAT WERE TOO SAD STILL THOUGH I WONDER IF THERE WAS SOMETHING MORE BUT IF THERE WAS ITS BEHIND A CLOSED DOOR I WISH THAT I COULD HAVE FOUND THE KEY BUT IM JUST GOING TO HAVE TO LET IT BE BECAUSE I FEAR THAT MY HEART COULD TAKE NO MORE CANNOT PICK UP ANYMORE FEELINGS OFF THE FLOOR IN TIME I KNOW IT ALL WILL HEAL ALL THE HARDSHIP THAT I FEEL IN TIME IM SURE YOU'LL SEE EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAD MEANT TO ME AND SOMETIME YOU'LL REALIZE WHAT YOU HAD BEFORE IT ALL WENT SO VERY BAD BUT BY THEN IT WILL BE TO LATE THATS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU HAVE MET YOUR FATE

Everyone Is Going Away...
I dont know how much more death I can take this year!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found out a former highschool friend of mine was killed last night in a car crash... I saw her at about 6pm too last night, yeah she was at the bar across the street from where I work... but still OMG My brother's gf's ex boyfriend and his gf were killed earlier this year in a car accident... A kid from shinglehouse I knew way back when was killed in a car accident last week... My person my cousin knew and I had met once or twice was killed in a car accident, but one of her kids made it out alive... I mean they are all going away... and all but one was alcohol or drug related... I just dont know how much more I can handle before I blow up!!!

Your Questions About The Autism Vaccine Trials Answered By A Lawyer For The Plaintiff
About.com readers have raised important questions about the autism vaccine trials now underway. To find answers, I "e-interviewed" Minneapolis attorney – and former RN -- Sheila Bjorklund (of Lommen, Abdo, Cole, King & Stageberg, P.A.). Bjorklund is one of 10 attorneys from around the country on the Executive Steering Committee for the Petitioners (plaintiffs) in the Court of Federal Claims: Office of Special Masters, a special panel of three federal judges. The three judges will hear arguments pro and con about the controversial hypothesis that mercury in vaccines and/or the live-virus measles-mumps-rubella shot causes autism or autism-like symptoms in American children. Bjorklund, who is representing 23 families, and more than 60 attorneys from around the country are working on behalf of all plaintiff families against the defendants, or “respondents” at the US Department of Health and Human Services, represented by US Justice Department attorneys. Here are the questions I as

Keep Stepping
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Li

Why
Why is it no matter what is said or done to you they always say I didn't mean to hurt you?Why is it that when they hurt you they say it was an accident?Why is it when they say they love you you wonder if they mean it?Why is it that the pain you feel leaves but is never gone.Why is it when they keep hurting us and treating us bad we go back.Why is it when we are with them we are so alone.Why is it when they say they hate you and are leaving you wish it was true.One more thing why is it there is so many whys to ask and none of them will make us feel better if answered?

Thursday Pimpin
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Don't Worry
OK I just wanted to let my friends, family and whoever else know whats going on. Well for one if you don't really see me reposting bulletins, or posting some of my own don't worry. I have been very busy lately with lots of different things going on. Even though CT may show me online doesn't mean I am always right here at my computer. I have been working on my research paper for Forensics class which has been consuming alot of my time. Also I have 2 weeks left before I will be finished completely with school. YEAAAAAA!!!!! Anyways other than that I have been on the phone at least everyday since my son had his motorcycle accident to keep up with what is going on with him...And on that well he is healing well and seems to be handling the pain very well. He keeps begging his dad daily to let him get back on the bike. At least hes not afraid...Thats my little fighter there(not afraid of anything)...My other son that went through a terrible tragedy before they left he is doing better in dea

The Morning
“What has gotten into you this morning” “I don’t know I just love you and want you to know that without a doubt” “I do know that, I do not question your loyalty or love for me in any way” “I know you don’t but I am afraid you are going to replace me like you did all of the others so I want you to know how much you mean to me” “I do know, your devotion tells me every day” Satisfied that I had at least gotten my point across for the moment I stopped talking and pressed my lips against your collar bone. I didn’t move them, they just rested there with my nose pressed against your neck. I could feel the heat rising from you, hear your heart beat slow and steady. I was drinking you in as much as I could before you got out of bed for the morning. I wasn’t ready to let you go yet, I wanted to hold onto this moment, I cherished moments like this one where we were just as one lying in bed and doing nothing. You started to stir so I ran my tongue along your collar bone up to y

If You Don't Like Me
i say this if oyu don't like me then remove me from all your list i am not here to play around i am here to try have fun and enjoy time and maybe meet new friends i know ppl may not like me i don't care if they do or not i say this to everyone you got a prob tell me or just remove me and block me i don't know what i can say have a very great day!!

Spice Girls Reunion!
I am so freaking excited, who wants to go with me?! from breaking news The Spice Girls announced their reunion today and insisted they’re really, really not in it for the money. Victoria Beckham, Geri Halliwell, Emma Bunton, Mel C and Mel B – aka Posh, Ginger, Baby, Sporty and Scary – ended months of speculation by unveiling details of a world tour for which they are reportedly pocketing £10m each. They will play 11 concerts on six continents, kicking off in Los Angeles on December 7. Today was the first time the five had appeared in public together since Halliwell walked out on the band in dramatic fashion nine years ago. “Imagine you got divorced and you’ve got back together with your ex-husband,” was Halliwell’s description of being reunited with her band mates. But Beckham could not resist a dig, quipping: “She just appreciates the fact we’ve let her back in.” All claimed they are now the best of friends. “We’ve forgiven her,” Beckham, 33, said of

-----------i'll Be Right There-------------
SOMETIMES THE WATER GET ROUGH, AND IT SEEM YOU MIGHT LOSEE YOUR WAY. AND WHETHER IN FRONT, BESIDE OR BEHIND YOU I AM WITH YOU EVERYDAY SO WHEN IT SEEMS TOO MUCH TO HANDLE REMEMBER YOU CAN CALL MY NAME I WILL ALWAYS BE RIGHT THERE FOR YOU BECAUSE I KNOW YOU WOULD DO THE SAME. THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD I 'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU!!!!

Eadible Delight.....
as he places the blindfold on me, , me body was quivering not knowing what was going to happen... sudenly his cock was in my mouth fucking it,, i was sucking it so hard... his hands were on my pussy feeling my clit sliding his fingers inside me. then he pulled his cock out and not knowing what was going to happened excted me. then his cocked pierced my pussy full force,, my back arched inthe air as his massive staff fucked my harder and harder and deeper than any time before.... i came with suck force that i squirted all over his cock... then he again put his cock in my mouth so i could taste my cum and unloaded inside my mouth thus i tasted both of us, MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.THE END.

Mega Catchup
60mins show has me wondering what is ur side on this pill? 11:11pm Monday, Jun 18 On 60 minutes The Memory Pill produced by Shari Finkelstein has me wondering what your morals have you saying about the debate in this new pill some people want to put on the market. My side is yes yes yes.I would take it I would so take it if it would end my PTSD. I would so let my kids take it. It is short term it is such a great break in medical tests I just think more tests need to be allowed to happen. This pill needs a chance in this world today. The pill is called PROCLANILOL I may have spelt it wrong but pretty sure it's spelt right. How it is explained is that this tests has showed that it can stop memories from forming into long term traumatic events. Apparently it has been shown in tests in rats that adreniline rushes to our forefronts and is what makes our memories because stronger and more active when a traumatic event happens. When the rats were shot with this med it stopped the adreni

Ive Been Gone
Well my mother has been very sick. They believe she has a bowel obstruction and has been in the hospital since last Thursday. My mother has been battling cancer since December 06 her last chemo was 3 weeks ago. Now they think the blockage could be more cancer so more testing is on the way. The biggest thing right now is that shes Bipolar and it has kicked in full force. Shes very delusional, paranoid and fights the nurses. She has a tube down her nose to try and remove the blockage and she keeps pulling it out. So this is what Ive been doing all weekend. Ill update when I can.

Story I Wrote For The Districts News Brief
Disaster deployment = helping people by James. C. Janicek (JJ) Project Coordinator My first experience with disaster duty took place back in 1992 for Hurricane Andrew support. I spent four months assisting. I thought that volunteering would look good on my record. I was surprised when I found out I really enjoyed helping people and working on disaster duty. I guess that is why I have signed up to support so many disasters. To some, deploying to support 12 disasters might not seem like much, but it is significant to me. The standing joke around the district is that I have a permanently packed bag. My most recent disaster deployment assignment took place in Louisiana, following Hurricane Katrina. I spent 93 days there. I have served in many capacities while deployed—everything from a Quality Assurance Inspector for debris removal to a Quality Assurance Team Leader for demolition. During my latest assignment, I was a Quality Assurance Supervisor handling over 150 QA inspecto

U Aint Gotta Take Ya Panties Off Just...pull Em 2 Da Side...lol
-whats the most freakiest place u sex'd @??? (i hump whereva the wind blows..lol) -is sex really overrated? (maybe cuz u aint gettin any of this 10inches..lol) -whats ya favorite position? (baby if u had some of this u'd luv everyway i stroke u...Mmmmm..) dag all this chat made me horny i brb...

Something To Think About
Beautifully stated.... As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. "Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin."

Love This Poem
Ok so I was watching a chick flick..In Her Shoes and heard this poem and loved it.. I Carry Your Heart With Me by E.E. Cummings I carry your heart with me(I carry it in my heart)I am never without it(anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) I fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)I want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart I carry your heart(I carry it in my heart)

Hello Ladies
You need to give me some time to get my photos posted. I am house/dog sitting at my daughter's this week. I don't have any pics on this puter. But patience is a virtue, or so they say. I'll have some posted this weekend when I get back to my place. In the meantime, think about what I might be.;-)

Just Something
Wow i am shocked on how quick things are getting together over here lol. We had everything unpacked yesterday, so i went to work this morning and didn't have to come home to unpack some things :-) This is one of the best places we've lived in awhile now. I love it. Well i just had to blabber on that haha

The Good & Bad Of Old Age
An elderly couple were on a cruise and it was really stormy. They were standing on the back of the boat watching the moon, when a wave came up and washed the old woman overboard. They searched for days and couldn't find her, so the Captain sent the old man back to shore with the promise that he would notify him as soon as they found something. Three weeks went by, and finally the old man got a fax from the boat. It read: "Sir, sorry to inform you, we found your wife dead at the bottom of the ocean. We hauled her up to the deck and attached to her butt was an oyster, and in it[ w as a pearl worth $50,000...please advise." The old man faxed back: "Send me the pearl, and re-bait the trap."

Hello All
well i just wanted to tell everyone happy 4th and that asll my new friend or friends i have not gotten to you i will rate all your pics and stuff when i get a chance just been real busy here and all and just wanted everyone to know that i did not forget about you. love mike

Golfaholics
HELLO golfing friends. Before anything else, I would like to make a slight correction in last week's article. It was stated, under my name, that I was a golf widow. I felt like pulling someone's hair--someone from the newspaper who was responsible for that error! I am not a golf widow! In fact, I am not even married and have never been married. BUT, I am thankful though, about the "golf widow" error. It gave me a reason to let everyone know that I am still single…and available. (hahaha!) A golf widow? I don't think I will be one, but, I will probably make someone a golf widower someday. Okay, okay, serious talk now. What is a golfaholic? My definition of a golfaholic is a person who is obsessed with golf, one who is a golf addict, one who is crazy about golf, one who plays golf often, and one who dreams and thinks of golf all the time. Last week, in my column, I asked a question--"You are a golf addict if..." I mentioned that I will publish the answers in my next article

The Tragic Night
A wounded bird dies in flight Upon the starless, empty night Where all the roads met their end And no afterlife can begin So let me see your battle scars Proof of a life ridden hard Can you see with closed eyes Can you speak truthful lies Pointless tragedies opened inside Navigation to your own homicide Without purpose without reason God sees your acts of treason Mother told us we reap what we've sown So no excuses you've always known And heres your story for you to tell Life is beauty, life is hell

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
FIRST OF ALL - I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO WISH EVERYONE A VERY HAPPY AND SAFE 4TH OF JULY! MAY YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ENJOY THIS DAY SAFELY!! SECONDLY - FOR FUCKS SAKE - ITS THE FUCKING FOURTH OF JULY. CANT WE ALL FUCKING GET ALONG FOR ONE DAMN DAY?? THIS HIGH SCHOOL DRAMA IS GETTING OUT OF LINE. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT THE HE SAID, SHE SAID CRAP?!?!?! AND LASTLY - THE ORIGINAL REASON I STARTED THIS BULLETIN/BLOG, WAS TO GET SOME HELP FROM MY FRIENDS AND FANS ON THIS GIVEAWAY. COULD YOU ALL PLEASE TAKE A FEW MINUTES TO LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS? *STEPS OFF OF HER SOAPBOX*

A Master Is......
A Master is confident A Master is self assured A Master knows the soul of a sub/slave A Master knows what he wants and does not divert from his goal. A Master is content in himself. A Master has strong character. A Master understands... "A slave should always be measured from the inside, for it is her soul that is enslaved, her body simply follows" A Master seeks the mind before the body, any 'body' can be aroused, but few minds can be owned A Master has control of his life, rather than letting his life control him. A Master is gentle in his strength and strong in his gentleness. A Master does not need to seek acceptance from others, for he has acceptance of self. A Master does not need to announce his mastery, it is shown in all that he does. A Master can control with a simple look across the room. A Master is not afraid of punishment, for he knows it is his responsibility. A Master accepts his slave/sub for who she is, building on her weaknesses, building her s

Scopy Scope Has Done Me Wrong
You feel loving, lovely and -- oh, let's be honest -- ever so slightly fuzzy. It's a great time for expressions of affection; ax the canny mental maneuvers. Enjoy this soft and dreamy influence for what it is. And I ask you all my ct friends, fans & family, just who the fuck {pardon my french} am I supposed to use this 'loving, lovely, slightly fuzzy' feeling on???

It,s As Easy As Breathing....
www.hostdrjack.com CLUB RULES AND REGULATIONS IT,S SIMPLE........... PLEASE GIVE THE RESPECT THAT YOU EXPECT. OUR GOAL IS TO HELP OUR MEMBERS. WE WILL REMAIN A STRESS FREE AND DRAMA FREE CLUB. NEVER TAKE ANYONE OR ANYTHING FOR GRANTED IF YOU DON,T KNOW...ASK. SIMPLE IT,S LIKE A GOOD BOOK I READ ONE TIME SAYS DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU... AS WE WILL BE CHANGING ALOT OF THINGS AS WE GO ALONG PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LEAVE ME ANY QUESTIONS OR SUGGESTIONS IN A MESSAGE AND I WANT TO KNOW YOUR IDEAS HEY I AM NEW AT THIS TOO... BE SURE TO WELCOME ALL OUR MEMBERS WITH RATINGS AND COMMENTS, I,M SURE THERE IS SOME THAT YOU DON,T KNOW. WELCOME ALL NEW MEMBERS THE SAME WAY AND BE SURE TO CHECK FOR UPDATES FOR AGENDA AND INFORMATION IN MY BLOGS ON A DAILY BASIS THAT,S IT! MORE INFO FORTHCOMING... HAVE A BLESSED DAY

Another Time
a long time ago.. what a long time ago since illusions were lost shattered by lifes brutal way sometimes when i am drowning in pain and tears bring no relief anger bearing down pushing me deeper into the darkness to the edge of madness to the abyss i am either going to drown in sorrow or soar thru the clouds watching butterflies dance amoung the flowers, neither here or there just being but until that decision is made i shall dance along the edge of what is my life and think of the lil angels and not so lil angels that have blessed my life and bring the tears to an end by accepting me and my flaws, to learning of a new world and the possibility of a brighter future... another dance, another dream, another day, another time with you........

You Will Live Them One More Time
What shall be known of the days we've wasted The friends we've loved and those we've hated What will become of the laughter last Or those once known in lives long past What shall we do with the time we've wasted Or the gentle lips like wine once tasted What of our children alone when we die Or our bodies like fallen leaves that lie What will come of the mornings and the days Who will remember our purpose and ways What of our memories and what of the pain Who will know them as us the same It is you-- that will live them one more time And you will taste those lips of wine You too will know the joys I knew, And sorrows’ longing, for life anew god blessxxx

Jung Typology Test
Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving by Marina Margaret Heiss Profile: ENFP Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 25 Feb 2005 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [The following comes partially from the archetype, but mostly from my own dealings with ENFPs.] General: ENFPs are both "idea"-people and "people"-people, who see everyone and everything as part of an often bizarre cosmic whole. They want to both help (at least, their own definition of "help") and be liked and admired by other people, on bo th an individual and a humanitarian level. They are interested in new ideas on principle, but ultimately discard most of them for one reason or another. Social/Personal Relationships: ENFPs have a great deal of zany charm, which can ingratiate them to the more stodgy types in spite of their unconventionality. They are outgoing, fun, and genuinely like people. As SOs/mates they are warm, affectionate (l ots of PDA), and discon

What You Think?
rate all new members and fan them lets get them off the starting block and get them updated on there cherry rating this is a nice thing to do i do all the time and add them as friends most dont know what to do so give them a chance and rate and fan them today this is a nice kind sight and everyone i have meet is a kind person thanks for listening derek

Mia. Have Been And Shall Be.
So... I've not been on here lately. This is likely well known. The reason? Max... my laptop died. Now I have Tabitha, his desktop replacement, but I'm moving in a few days... and will not be back on until I have internet run to my new place. That might be as much as a few weeks. Just a drop ion the bucket compared to how infrequently I've been on as of late, but I suppose those of you who I call friends at least deserve some explanation. Hope to see you all soon.Ken

Pit Bulls Arent Really Bad Or Stupid Dogs,actually The Total Opposite
i dont understand why people give the pit bull such a bad rap because those people are a bunch of ignorant idiots.first of all they see whats on the news and believe it,mistake #1.second there is no such thing as a pit bull,pit bulls disappeared centuries ago,they are american pit bull terriers,they dont get there name from pit fighting with other dogs like so many of you dumbshits believe,they got there name from being put in a pit to kill rats in early roman times and people would place bets on seeing how many they could kill.third ever since ive owned my "pit bull" ive found loyalty,devotion,and a faithful companion unlike that of any person or other dog in my life.the bond i have with my BEST FRIEND Kaos is unmatched and unbreakable.its not the dog its the way they are raised.he loves everyone...til they try me,then he would tear your ass up without hesitation or losing a wink of sleep.now you want to call that a killer,or a nuisance,i call that a partner.trust another person like

Rooftop Garden Martini
Rooftop Garden Martini An alternative to a mojito, this mint-and-thyme-infused martini is topped with a splash of club soda -- and it's the perfect refresher on a warm summer night! Credit: Zoe Goldfine and Lesley Devrouax Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 15 mint leaves, plus mint sprig for garnish * 2 thyme sprigs * 2 teaspoons sugar * 2 ounces vodka * 1 ounce fresh lemon juice * 1 ounce simple sugar * Ice * 1 to 2 ounces club soda Directions: In a cocktail shaker, muddle the mint leaves with the thyme and sugar. Add the vodka, lemon juice, simple sugar and ice and shake well. Strain into a glass with ice, top with a splash of club soda and garnish with a fresh mint sprig.

Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

T-mobile's Triple Threat, P. 2
T-Mobile's Triple Threat (page 2 of 2) Technology Microsoft's Billion-Dollar Fix eBay Takes on Craigslist Nanotech Disappoints in Europe NEC Pushes Plastics Made from Crops SingTel to Lead Bid for Aussie Network Story Tools post a comment e-mail this story print this story order a reprint digg this save to del.icio.us "[Most] people want to have a home phone that's separate from their cell phone," says Rob Chandhok, chief product officer for SunRocket. He argues that cell-phone numbers are viewed as more personal, and people are less willing to give them out. The @Home offering also may aid T-Mobile in competing with smaller cell carriers such as Leap Wireless (LEAP) and MetroPCS Communications (PCS), which offer unlimited calling for as little as $30 a month. During its six-month trial in Seattle, the company found that @Home users tended to sign up for lower-priced calling plans, which at T-Mobile start at $39.99 a month for 1,000 cell minutes. Yet, says S

Letter From God
I'm So Blessed to have this wisdom given to me. This is God speaking, My Child, today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it, kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold on to it. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down

Just Thoughts
Temptation ... the ultimate counter part to a satisfying relationship.. the lust the burning the feeling of desire.. perhaps the chance of being caught or maybe the sexual satisfaction .. that u can get your own and not tied to one person anymore freaky shit that u could never include your mate with .. things that only rivit deep inside of u like a boiling amount of magma under the ground. Waiting for the exact moment its going to escape and your going to be over come with your animalistic feelings of wanting the cage to be gone and the fresh amount of air as u walk onto free soil... Torture comes with everystep u stumble along on before u reach the fork in the road where u must choose your destiny.. you should be able to make that choice easily correct??? ya most say sure its easiest to go with how u feel.. but what if u are caught into something u cant really see yourself releasing into its own lil dome of happiness and continuing the search for your own wi

Young Mom
People sometimes yell, "You're too young." As I walk down the block with my three week old daughter I would just glance at them and keep on walking They don't know me, so they can keep on talking I don't know why they bother It's not like they are the father The comments used to have an effect on me But now I keep my head up, and walk proudly I know that I give my daughter everything she may need Like love, to Christmas presents, and everything in between Sometimes I struggle, but I do it none the less I know my daughter knows that I am trying my best The moral of this poem is that if you're a young mom like me, Don't let people put you down, because they don't know how hard it can be.

7+7+7+7+7 One Lucky Baby
CHIPPEWA FALLS, Wis. - Jack Allen Falkner is one lucky baby. The son of Dan and Leslie Falkner was born July 7, 2007, considered by many the luckiest day of the century. But Jack's luck didn't stop there. The infant weighed in at 7 pounds, 7 ounces, at St. Joseph's Hospital in Chippewa Falls. The number seven is considered lucky by gamblers, numerologists and the slew of couples who chose Saturday as their wedding date. If the string of sevens in that date makes for auspicious associations, the extra digits in his weight could bode that much better for the infant. "He's doing very well," said his father, a diesel technician at Eau Claire Machine and Volvo. Jack's 3-year-old sister, Allison, also gave her nod of approval. "She thinks he's pretty cute and pretty neat," Dan Falkner said.

Atention To Friends And Family
just took pics of myself by cam and the eglish telly and others please rate thankyou derek god bless you all happy monday its 5.30pm here weather hot and sunny hope you like my pics by webcam derekxxxx

Updates July 9th
Military Support Pages on Cherry Tap U.S. Air Force U.S. Army U.S. Coast Guard U.S. Marine Corps U.S. Navy Support Our Troops HERO SUPPORT I know this update has been a LONG TIME COMING!I'm sorry for that.I got side track with some personnel health issues. Except for about 20 CC-MAIL (which I've been having troubles getting too), I think I have the BLOGS caught up. I found a few deleted accounts. So if I missed any corrections, please let me know. I wanted to get this out earlier too!!But Better late than never, Right?Please Help me Congratulate Kristie & Joe on got Married, June 7th!!! joeWife: Kristie KristieHusband: Joe (Army) Now for the Newest Updates to the Military Thank You Blogs

The Fakeness Within!
The Fakeness Within Let’s be real for a second and not so fake Only a second, this will take. You are a hypocrite and a liar. You screwed up a good thing because of desire. Now you’re standing there looking stupid Can’t say anything- it’s just muted. Chasing after some club chick Who only wants you for your stick? She doesn’t want to be there by your side, Not like I have – and done it in stride. You would rather get something new Than fix what you’ve got. But now you’re all alone with no one to call on the phone. You are so damned blind that you can’t see That the real bitch that has been there for you is ME! I’ve been the one who has been there to listen And yet I am the one that you keep dissin’ Go out and preach to others about How to handle their turmoil But then you go out and cheat on your girl. Tell me- with all of your logic in you Why is it that you can’t be true? Why can’t you give me the things that I want? but can send her $10

This Should Be On Your Bathroom Mirror...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

Whic Icp Am I Humm Whosd A Thunk
Which ICP character are you? Violent JYou're Violent J. Totally Narly!! XD You're a sex-atic, and you really need to get a life. You taught yourself to wrestle, and said you learned at texas.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

!!!! How A Soldier Feels !!!
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now Si

Friends
Hello to all: Over the past few days I have thought about all the object, trials and horror that I have gone through in my life and came to realize something sadden to me. When you are down and out, going through an abusive marriage, or just alone, you truly find out who your friends are. Since my Lovely divorce from the horror that I unforunately married I moved to where I am residing. Since I have been here I have made three good, close friends and other friends don't get me wrong there, one I knew long, long ago and find him again. I have been through alot here. When I first moved here I went through counseling due to the abuse and other things, blah, blah. But what has helped me the most has been my friends, one in specific, Nikki. We've been friends for now three years and she has gone through alot with me. I met Nikki through her husband which I've known for about 4 yrs. now, and we have bonded a friendship that I wished I had in high school. But the majority of my friends, bes

We Think We Have It Rough.......
Washing Clothes Instructions Never thought of a "washer" in this light before..what a blessing! ' Washing Clothes Recipe' -- imagine having a recipe for this ! ! ! Years ago an Alabama grandmother gave the new bride the following recipe: This is an exact copy as written and found in an old scrapbook - with spelling errors and all. WASHING CLOTHES Build fire in backyard to heat kettle of rain water. Set tubs so smoke wont blow in eyes if wind is pert. Shave one hole cake of lie soap in boilin water. Sort things, make 3 piles 1 pile white, 1 pile colored, 1 pile work britches and rags. To make starch, stir flour in cool water to smooth, then thin down with boiling water. Take white things, rub dirty spots on board, scrub hard, and boil, then rub colored don't boil just wrench and starch. Take things out of kettle with broom stick handle, then wrench, and starch. Hang old rags on fence. Spread tea towels on grass. Pore wrench wate

For The Record.
fuck fenway. really. for the following reasons i will not be returning to fenway park in the near future. 1. the fans are incredibly rude - i do not enjoy having my hair pulled. - being hit in the back of the head. - having an 45-50 year old man call me fat & tell me to sit down. when i have done nothing to this man. or his companions. - being yelled at by a woman & the same 45-50 year old man to stop swearing. last i checked it was a ball field & there were no signs telling me that i couldn't swear. - i was yelled at to sit down when my team did something well & yet all of the red sox fans can stand & cheer & obstruct my view during the game & i don't complain. 2. the employees are numb. - being rejected alcohol because i had a non-drivers lisence. forgive me if i'm wrong but , i have a non-drivers, that means i won't be driving. why the FUCK can't i buy booze. - i was stoped by a liquor checker ( some crazy lady with a bright yellow t-shirt & a clip board ) & asked for

Suicide 2
WELL FUC- I DONT FEAL ANY BETTER THE THOUGHTS STILL MAKE MY HEART FEEL LIKE IM FALLING AND MY CHEST GROWS ICE COLD FEELING LIKE I COULD VOMITE ICE CUBES.WHATS WRONG WITH ME ? WHY DOES IT FEEL LIKE MY SOUL IS LOST OR JUST DIEING INSIDE ROTTEN MAKEING ME FEEL LIKE IM ALONE LOST AND SAD. I NEED MY FRIEND CAROLS ADVICE BUT I KNOW I WILL NEVER GET THAT ! I SURE MISS IT MORE THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER MISSED ! I CAUGHT MY SELF TODAY LOOKING AT THINGS THINKING BAD THOUGHTS ABOUT SOMETHING I STOPPED REALY QUICK AS SOON AS I FELT IT MY BODY FELT THE WIERDEST IT HAS EVER FELT LIKE SOME ONE REALY GRABBED MY HEART AND YANKED IT OUT TOOK A BIG BITE OUT OF IT STILL HOOKED TO EVERY VEIN AND I COULD FEEL THE TEETH SINK IN AND RIP A PIECE OUT ! PHHH THAT WAS LONG BUT I NEED TO TYPE IT OUT SO I CAN GET IT OUT !!! WHY ME ? I NEVER WANTED TO DIE BUT IT FEELS LIKE DIFFERENT LATELY DEATH ? OR BE ALONE ? HOW MUCH CAN ONE TAKE WITH OUT JUST SAYING I QUIT ! I KNOW I CANT TAKE MUCH MUCH MORE OF ANYTHING ? I KNOW

Sex On The Couch
YOU HAVE 900 MINUTES TO REPOST THIS IF YOU DONT YOU WILL BE SINGLE FOR 3 YEARS JUST PICK THE MONTH OF YOUR BRITHDAY REMEMBER IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL BE LONELY FOR 3 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! JANUARY-SEX IN THE BATHROOM FEBRUARY-SEX IN THE SHOWER MARCH-SEX ON TOP OF A WASHER APRIL-SEX ON THE FLOOR MAY-SEX ON THE BEACH JUNE-SEX IN THE POOL JULY-SEX ON AN AIRPLANE AUGUST-SEX AT SKOOL SEPTEMBER-SEX ANYWHERE AND EVERYWHERE OCTOBER-SEX ON THE COUCH NOVEMBER-SEX IN THE CLOSET DECEMBER-SEX IN THE CAR

Partying For A Living
Hey you sext Divas out there!! I work for a sexy adult toy company and I would love to have some consultants all over the nation- visit my website for more information... www.passionatesolutions4u.com- this is a life you can enjoy AND get paid for!!! you can contact me at contact@partieswithtraci.com for more info!!! Looking forward to hearing from you soon!!

More Sexy Pics!
Finally got two sets of pics up. Some in our friend's file of both of us (not naughty) and some in our NSFW file. We apologize for those that didn't get marked properly NSFW the first time. They were in the NSFW file, but I forgot to hit the button. My apologies for all of you who didn't want to see those! For those that do, please stop by, rate and DEFINITELY COMMENT! My wife loves reading the comments! Mark and Lina

Perfect Wishes
WORLD PEACE > > Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, and an American Engineer are walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. > > "I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes total" says the Genie. > > The Canadian farmer says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada." > > Pooooof! With a blink of the Genie's eye, th e land in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. > > Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, "I want an impenetrable wall around Afghanistan, Iraq and Iran with all believers of Mohammad inside and all Jews, Americans, and other infidel forever outside our precious state. > > Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. > > The American engineer asks, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall". The Genie explains, "Well, it's

Where Are You?
Click Here To Enter ?DJ POUNCE?DJ Tags™DJ TravDJ Sweetness?DJ Kinky?~*Dj NaRLY BEAST*DJ ShibbyDJ Metal Monster~*DJ LightenladyDJ SHOCKDj DevientDJ GRINCH Great People and Great Music for all Types of People

And Now.... Just Looking At The Screen...
so.. looking off to the side of my profile page.. wondering what to do here now.... Ok.. already got a little bored here.. happens.. not many thing keep my attention for long... anyway... I see the Horoscope... "Frankly, you need to lighten up. Your outside looks calm, capable and collected, but you might be fuming on the inside. Be a little playful with yourself, especially under these circumstances. Your mood will lift." LOL well... looks like it's on the mark so far!! Waiting for the "Lifting Action" to take place. Hopefully it will be an interview for a job I've been wanting... still waiting to hear.. but then, this is State stuff so it's never as fast as you want it to be...

Missing Me??!?!?!?
Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Whispered: Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out; "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you lov

~*~monday~*~
Whatz good? Well started my monday by gettin up at 6:30ish and getting dressed for work and my bro was still sleepin and i woke him up at 6:54..he went and told my gramma that i didnt wake him up and she was bitchin at me because we dont have food...i have 215 put away for food..i waited a week and noone came and took me bacuse i dont have a car...and recently my bro bought a gamecube skin $50, a controller $25 to 30, and a game $25...and then hell bee like i only got like any where from $20-55 for whatever..then hell take the money he gave me and buy weed..while im stuck pyin rent $350, elecrtic-havent paid in a month in a half cuz they over charged me..but i usually pay anywhere from $40-55 and cant forget misc shit like garbage bags,laundry soap,deorant,ect...t is sum mad bullshit..and i tried askin nicely..frankly i dont give a damn..cuz my ex hasnt been bringin in money since we moved in...ecpect chump change that only gets us by one day and shit...im tired of starving because i h

Those Born 1930-1979
Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. < B>We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO

Show Them To Me..
I uploaded a video a week or so ago where ya get to see the actual singer... btw - anyone know if you can mark a video NSFW??? Anyway - someone has taken the time to add some nice video clips to that song and it is at my website... http://www.winthelotto.net/showthemtome.wmv

A Poem
A Mothers Love A mothers love should always matter the most A mothers love should never haunt u like a ghost A mothers love should always be the best A mothers love should never be layed to rest A mothers love should always warm the heart of a child A mothers love should never grow wild A mothers love should always last A mosthers love should never hate your past A mothers love should always forgive and forget A mothers love should never have any regrets but if you have a mother like mine a mothers love almost feels like it should be a crime.

7/18/07 Hi
had a great weekend wife and i went out to a comedy show and dinner saturday and then took our mothers out for their birthday on sunday. Are moms share the same birthday hers turned 80 mine 68 My wife realy has me woried as fuck!but i can't tell her that she has had irgegular hart beat no big deal right? ohh it is she can not have surgery for a pace maker and the meds they give her to help causes shortness of breath thats all she needs since she has no lung power now! and can't turn the oxygen up any higher ohh fucken Yay she aint ill enough to bust my chops bless her hart =) i am on my way for another test on my throat right now need to go get ready have a good day folks and smile damn it life is to short !

Chocolate Bombe
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 4 hr 25 min Makes: 8 servings 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Chocolate Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 1 cup cold milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Chocolate Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling LINE medium glass bowl with plastic wrap. Cut cake evenly into 12 slices; cut each cake slice diagonally in half to make 2 triangles. Line prepared bowl with single layer of cake triangles; set remaining cake triangles aside for later use. Spread 1 cup of the whipped topping over cake layer in bottom of bowl; cover. Refrigerate until ready to use. POUR milk into medium bowl. Add dry pudding mix; beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in 1 cup of the remaining whipped topping; pour over whipped topping layer in bowl. Top with the remaining cake triangles; cover. Refrigerate 4 hours or until set. UNMOLD dessert onto serving platter. Remove plastic wrap. Frost with the remaining whipped toppi

What Hurts The Most
I Do not own High School musical that belongs to Disney, And I don’t own What hurts the most By Rascal Flatts. Troyella all the way………Hopefully High School Musical picks up where it left off and see a kiss between them. I saw the video it gave be an idea, and I love the song so much that I came up with this story. Its my first fic for high school musical so be nice please. So you guys know. No won dies in this fic they all live in this. So here it is………… What hurts the most xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx - I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me - Flash back Gabriella just had gotten home from school and just started to go up the stairs, as her foot touches the first step the phone

Need To Add To My Last Blog
Sorry I forgot to put in my last blog.. This isn't a cry to attention or anything like that.. Also, there is certain people on my list who know that I am talking about them, and there is certain people who know that the blog was NOT meant for them.. You know who you are!! And for those who know that the blog was not pointed directly at them, no worries, you aren't going any where!!

Family Splitting Up For Now
Today is noon, the 19th of July, 8 days left to a new era of paradisic feelings begins.(the new Pokémon Diamond is comming to Denmark, to make old Pokémonfans very happy...) The family branch from Jutland went home again to reopen their inn, so now we are me, granny, dad and my psychotic cousin (the 18 year old)left... It feels really good, because now I don't have to share room with dad anymore... Yesterday dad found out I was crying after the lights went out and we talked most of the night. Mostly about my mom, but also that I'm afraid of the dark because of a trauma I had as a child. I wont tell about that now... Today me and dad went out to look at some stuff for his kitchen in his own house on Lolland. He's going to install it today so he will be gone until tonight, wich is kind of bad, because then I have to nurse for my cousin whom I hate because she should have been able to take care of herself now (like going to the bathroom herself, and be able to pee without spillin

Stupid Peoples Opinons ...
you know i respect everyones right to express they're own opinion but when it borders on being just retarded .. someone should say something . I read in a mumm today that someone posed the question about add kids...and their parents .. Let me tell you something , i have 6 kids .. 2 are adhd combined , one is adhd /odd/ocd/cd .. yea say that 10 times fast .. I'd love to send that child plus my 8 yr old daughter to that persons house .. Let them see what an Unmedicated severe adhd kid is like .. The impulsivity , the hyperactivity , the constant jumping from subject to subject .. My kids are medicated not for my benefit , But for thier own .. My son got F's in every subject in school b4 medication , got suspended every couple weeks for all kinds of stuff " and please don't down my parenting because the other kids who are raised solely by me are just fine don't get in trouble dont' get suspended", Now hes an A-B student , the school district has placed him back in the grade hes supposed

Facts
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy) (I'm still not over the pig.) -----------------------------------------------------------

Too Many Decisions!!!!!
I have to many decision to make!!!!! Its either I stay in Mich...with my parents or go back to Mass with my children....The only thing is I dont have anywhere in Mass to live right now....I dont know what to do....I just broke up with my boyfriend and I hate being alone....

Movin Soon
Well folks its time to say that Ill be moving soon.....My new roomate is just like me scarey huh? haha shes great shes bi like iam and means i can run around the house naked lol....ill have my internet back including my webcam.....prolly many "naughty" webcam shows w/me and nick *evil grins* and maybe even my new roomate hehe....anyways friends just wanted to keep ya'll updated and as well ill be closer to my nick Yayyyyyy

Heroes Of Western New York
Pictures of Pride Channel 2 and WGRZ.com honors WNY soldiers who gave the full measure of devotion to their country. If you would like to send messages of condolences, which Ch. 2 will deliver to the families, click on the appropriate link below. [Please type "yes" or "no" in subject line to indicate if you are willing to have it read on the air.] http://www.wgrz.com/news/gallery/local/PicsOfPride/PicsOfPride.aspx Thank You to all Our Heroes and Service members Past & Present!

Dreams & Nightmares
I'm the one in your sweetest of dreams, Also the one in your worse nightmares. Sometimes you cry to me, Other times you run from me. I take you in my arms & hold you, Then I choke the life out of you. I look in your eyes & feel love, You look in mine only to see your death. I feel you reach out for me, Only for me to push you away & turn my back on you. You say you love me softly, Only for me to say, "I wish you were dead." As your dream comes to an end you wake, Only to realize it was me the whole time. I was my dream & you were a reflection... Of the other side of me. For I am my own sweet dream... But also my worse nightmare.

Erotic Message
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she

Yummy Goodness
I had the best drink ever last night! Very tasty and very dangerous!!! Oatmeal Cookie 1/2 Shot Cinnamon Schnapps 1/4 Shot Bailey's Irish Cream Splash Kahlua Splash Frangelico Splash Cream Mix and pour into shot glass.

7-22-07 35th Entry
Well I guess I should bite the bullet and update this journal. Its almost 4 am and I'm pretty tired but figured I better stop delaying. (Update a little while into this, its already a long one, your gonna need time to read this one). I got updated on how things are going with the insurance company last week. I found out that I have to start the 6 month weight loss/watch portion of the process over. Yea, this 6 to 8 month process is now already up to 13 months, now I have another 6 months to add on and then there's no telling how long it will be for waiting on the surgeon. IF I get accepted, that is. Can we say major blow to the nerves and frustration? But I'm holding it together better then I thought I would. The first couple days I was teary and angery. VERY angery. So angery in fact, I fired my doctor. So yea, on top of the newest delay, I have to find another doctor again. Fun fun, joy joy. So here's the story in as brief a nutshell as I can get it. The do

Breach
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com One word OUTSTANDING! Chris Cooper delivers a powerful and very believable performance.Ryan Phillippe did an amazing job as well I think this is the defining movie that will make Hollywood wake up and now start taking him seriously as an actor and not look at him any longer as the young 'Cruel Intentions' kid.This one is a do not miss!!!

Inside Yourself Again
Have you ever found yourself inside yourself wondering again? I't does'nt seem to make much sense When you think about where you been" You travel the circuit and play the role of what you have to be Then turn around,Look back at it all And don't know what you see Its' an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That can drive you insane And you play it until the day you die You make up your mind so long ago Your mind would never change There's a new generation that grew up all around ya Well don't look at me cause I can't tell ya? The storie's too damn old I can't even tell ya the answer to it all? And I don't think there is an answer to know? It's an amusement park,A shot in the dark Your never gonna find the reason why It's some kind of game,That will drive you insane And you play it until the day you die" Jimbo/Copyright/7/23/07

Shopping Carts!
How hard is it to return a fooking shopping cart? Seriously I park my car all the way in another county so that no one will leave a cart that will roll into it. I come out and BAM, a damn cart leaning on my car! And I see the little sneak weaseling away like some grass snake! DAMN YOU no returner! Why do you do that? The cart return was 10 feet away from you! maybe I should just take out my keys and carve your car up like a Thanksgiving Day Turkey! Would you like that? I try to pull into a spot and there is another Weasel leaving their cart in the parking spot! Now how am I supposed to park with a cart there you DUMMY? Maybe you dont care because you drive some 10 year old piece of shit, well I dont so put down the biggie shake and Walk you fat ass another 5 feet and return the damn cart!

Conflict In Cyberspace:how To Resolve Conflict Online
Have you ever noticed how conflict can get blown out of proportion online? What may begin as a small difference of opinion, or misunderstanding, becomes a major issue very quickly. Conflict can be difficult at the best of times, but what is it about online communication that seems to ignite ?flaming? and make conflicts more difficult to resolve? There are a number of reasons to explain why conflict may be heightened online. One is the absence of visual and auditory cues. When we talk to someone in person, we see their facial expressions, their body language, and hear their tone of voice. Someone can say the exact same thing in a number of different ways, and that usually effects how we respond. For example, someone could shout and shake their finger at you, or they could speak gently and with kindness. They could stand up and tower over you, or they could sit down beside you. How you feel, interpret, and respond to someone?s message often depends on how they speak to you, even

Part Three
....i continue to lay there unable to see anything or anyone... i sigh softly wondering what exactly i got myself into..the thoughts quickly pass as i hear footsteps..deffinately heeled boots..coming towards me. i hear soft murmering and suddenly feel hands on me..i notice that these are alot softer than the Dom's before. "she's beautiful Sir"..i hear..yes i thought deffinately a woman..i start to relax a little as i feel Her lips caress my nipples..the ball gag is removed and the Womans lips touch mine..i moan softly and kiss back...never being with a Woman before i become aroused very quickly. She senses this and slowly slides a finger inside me as W/we kiss...i arch a bit and moan louder...She pulls away from the kiss to whisper in my ear.."lil one for the moment you are Mine.." i nod and she continues "I am not a harsh Mistress..and I know you have never been with a woman before, but by your reactions to my touching you..i know you want to be badly dont you?she asked.."speak freel

Peace
If war is not the answer, then what is? The practical instruments of peace negotiation, aid, and development assistance, the psychological instrument of respect for human dignity and equality, and the political instruments of human, juridical, and civil rights provide a more effective, just, and moral answer. History tells us that nonviolent social movements have played a key role in bringing about significant social change. Around the world, nonviolent movements have fostered democracy, struggled for freedom, taken action for justice, protected the earth, and toiled for the survival and dignity of human beings everywhere. In the United States, many specific changes in public policy — women’s suffrage, the eight hour work day, steps to curb racial segregation, environmental safeguards, stopping the Vietnam War, limiting nuclear testing, creating the American Disabilities Act, winning labor contracts for the migrant poor through the United Farm Workers, and many others — were t

Welp.. I'm Gonna Drive Today
Yep Yep I didn't let on in my last blog what my fears were. Driving is one of them. So no I dont drive. My hubbie is taking me to my old school's parking lot so I can start learning again. Its been 4 years since the last time. I dont know why it stopped, wish it didn't. So I advise all to get off the roads and sidewalks ;) just kidding. I'm not ready to go on the road yet. So any encouragment?? lol Scared shitless right now ...bahhhh Hey Hey You You! You all Fu-king Rawk!! haha.. sorry avril lavigne song stuck in my head..

I Just Got Fubar Hitched!!
Ladies And Gentlemen Of Fubar. It is my proud honor to announce the Fubar unoin of Gimptastic and Porcelain. It was a private ceramony. In lieu of gifts, we would be very appreciative of someone who could work thier Fu magic and and create a marriage certificate and fubar card/wedding pic(s). Check out my fubar wifey and send her some love. She is in my family section. Now off to our honeymoon to consumate the marriage. Any suggestions???

Brokenhearted Melody
Funny how things can change. Amazing how you can think that you won't ever get over someone and then you look back in time and realize, you did. I never thought I would meet my 'soulmate'. I also thought if I ever really did, it would last forever. Sometimes you're only half right. This is the story of my worst break up *ever* (or at least so far ;). ----- Another 5 days. That's all I have left. Then everything changes. And I can't decide if its a good thing or a bad thing. I swing from one extreme to another, relieved, devastated, with all sorts of entertaining thoughts in between. I lost it, and took off for a large percentage of the first couple of days. Then I had to go home and face it. And felt the bittersweet mixture of annoyance and agony drive their twin exploding hollow point rounds into my soul. Unasked questions, comments, jibes, pleas, arguments are choking my throat so tightly I can barely breathe. I feel fucking awful. I feel knocked down, kicked in the b

Girl From A Pawnshop
With a pawnshop eyes and a second hand frown She sat silent at the table Her boots were brown, should she leave town To play the role of lover ex-patriot A nod to the waiter, always her flirty behavior, You know she always gets one on the house She pulls out a letter from a bag under her sweater and before she reads she straightens her blouse Theres a passion in being alone a grace in a loveless time Theres no new cross, theres no new sign Only the sun and the changing tide And out of respect, well really must confess I never lost your number I never lost your address And if we remain friends at best Sometime later no, no not yet We'll smile and remember it like this She put back the letter, one tear falls like a feather and disappears on the bar room floor The gratuity included, you know the letter concluded P.s. all my love Theres a passion in being alone a grace in a loveless time Theres no new cross, theres no new sign Onl

The Intruder Part 3
She stiffened slightly, waiting for him to enter her, but instead, the air whistled from her lungs as his mouth engulfed her dripping organ!!! She wished that it wasn't so, but a fury was growing in her pussy that she couldn't control!!! It was maddening, being forced into having sex with an unknown stranger, but having your body respond like he was your husband or lover!!! From down at her pussy came a question, " Eva, dear, if you want me to suck harder, flex your pussy for me, tighten and loosed it to show me your desire!!!" "Damn him," he was mocking her, but all the while knowing how badly she needed the relief only a hard climax could provide for her!!! Besides, he could keep her on the edge for as long as he wanted to, so she might as well give him what he wanted!!! Straining hard, she tightened and untightened the muscles in her cunt, which caused him to groan as he buried his tongue inside of her, driving her closer and closer to the much needed relief that just seemed to elud

This Is Why I Left Myspace..
WTF!?!?! ok.. is there some "FUBARS BIGGEST DUMBASS" contest goin on that i HAVEN'T heard about?? between the "hey baby wanna see my webcam" {almost az sad az "whats your sign" then dumb dix like "islamicjihaadist" who thinx hez "just that damn kewl" but really JUST THAT damn sad.. az well az all the other jerry springer beebop highschool bubble gum BULLSHIT on here.. i wake up to sum premature ejaculating fucktard who STARTS THE 1ST CONVO w/me EVER w/ the following "silent_scream: lick my dick" NOW IF THAT dont getta girl.. {or a guy who knowz} WHAT will.. but when hez told "ummm no n go away" WHAT DOES THIS all time dumbass do?? "silent_scream: hione500@hotmail.com add me" silent_scream@ fubar i gotta tell yal.. im jus too excited to know WHAT to do.. OMG WHAT a turn on.. WHAT a man.. WHAT A MORON!!! we really need ONE SECTION that ALL THE IDIOTS, ASSHOLEZ&FUCKTARDZ of Fubar.. hell of the world HAVE to go & CANT get out.. good thing i waz married yearz ago.. my ex

I Will Miss You Tyler
Last night the wife and i were sitting in the office watching the movie "The Bridge to Taribithia" and chatting when the very sad part of the movie came about. If you have not seen the movie or read the book, i am sorry to spoil it but there is a sad part. Anyway, as i am getting over my emotional low beth hops onto the bulliten board she and i manage and she starts yelling "NO NO NO" and crying. At first i could not comprehend what might have happened and could not really tell who had posted but my initial thought was that something had happened to our friend Chuck or to her friend Ragna (his real name eludes me at this moment). I asked her what happened and noticed the post was from a wonderful friend Carrie. She was reporting that our friend Tyler had died the night before (7/25/07 11:30pm PST). Ty'd had a heart bypass 2 years and 10 months before and he barely survived it.. but he did and he thrived. Yes, he has some setbacks from time to time, and yes, he did get sick sometim

5 Dimensional Compassion Formula
5 Dimensional (5D) Compassion Formula The 5 Dimensional Compassion Formula is a series of questions that are designed to help men calm down before you “train” and “spank” your girlfriends. Whenever you feel anger, hatred, frustration, jealousy, resentment, and so on, it's HIGHLY recommended that you use this technique to help yourself move beyond such fear-based emotions. Believe me, if you choose to talk to a lot of women to find one you like, or you choose to teach people this stuff, you will most likely need a lot of compassion work along the way. A lot of people, even women, can be very rude, unstable, or not really want your help or love. They just want attention, pity and other forms of energy. Some women can be rude when you approach them, especially if you go to clubs, and some times people can just be very annoying. Most people are too hard on themselves, and worse, they try to motivate themselves with anger, guilt and other painful, unhealthy, imbalanced emotions.

Duncan Sheik - Half-life
I'm awake in the afternoon I fell asleep in the living room And it's one of those moments When everything is so clear Before the truth goes back into hiding I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding To work on finding something more than this fear It takes so much out of me to pretend Tell me now, tell me how to make amends Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down? Lately, something here don't feel right This is just a half-life Is there really no escape? No escape from time, of any kind I keep trying to understand This thing and that thing, my fellow man I guess I'll let you know When I figure it out But I don't mind a few mysteries They can stay that way it's fine by me And you are another mystery I am missing It takes so much out of me to pretend Maybe, I need to see the daylight To leave behind this half-life Don't you see I'm breaking down Lately, something here don't feel right

Turmoil
Turmoil lost... confused... solace... discontent... apathetic... at war with myself... part of me misses... part of me craves... part of me desires... part of me yearns...for your love i thought you had forgotten me moved on with your life that i was a thing of the past a phase... a triumph... a trophy... but to myself i felt a failure i thought you didn't care that the love we shared was a farse yet i knew in my heart that was far from the truth when you left i knew you had to that it was not because of me you wanted a better life... you had to get away... so who am i to stop you? but no longer having your warm body wrapped around mine put terrible thoughts in my head i kept blaming myself for your absence did i not keep you happy? satisfy your every need? want? desire? if i'd done something differently you still be here? holding me? kissing me? caressing me? loving me? we'd be married today probably with kids, what you think of tha

L.o.v.e
L.O.V.E IS A LONG LASTING WORD BUT TECHNICALY SPEAKIN IT IS ALSO USED FOR MANY OTHER REASONS LIKE.1-YOU REALLY HAVE FEALINGS FOR THAT ONE PERSON YOU HAVE BEEN INVOLED WITH FOR AN EXTENDED PERIOD OF TIME MENING AS IN REALATIONSHIP LIKE BIENG A COUPLE.2IT COULD EVEN BE USED AS BIENG GOOD OR CLOSE FRIENDS THAT ARE THERE FOR EACH OTHER AND BEEN THERE THROUGH TROUBLE TIMES AND HAVING A SHOULDER TO CRY ON BIENG ABLE TO EXPRESS THERE FELLINGS TO EACH OTHER.3IT CAN ALSO BE USED TO KEEP THAT PERSON THAT YOU ARE INVOLVED WITH IN GOOD SPIRIT LETTING THAT PERSON KNOW THAT YOU CARE EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS LIKE NOBODY ELSE GIVES A YOU KNOW WHAT IM SAYING.4 I THINK LOVE IS GREAT BUT I REALLY BELIVE THAT BIENG IN LOVE IS THA MOST BEAUTIFUL EXPERIENCE ANY HUMAN BIENG ON THIS EARTH WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ONCE IN THIS LIFE TIME.SO IF YOU KNOW L.O.V.E LIKE I KNOW L.O.V.E GIVE L.O.V.E A CHANCE.

Computer Problems
I am having some computer problems but I am working them out the best I can seems a fan has burnt out in the back of my computer, the cooling fan cools down the processor without this fan my computer randomly shuts down so I am going to have it replaced by weds of this week until then if I am on then I just disappear you'll know why....peace.

Another Survey
What's your name? Ruby Why were you named that? Its from a movie Who are your best friends? they know who they are. Do you have any siblings? yes Are you a cuddler? yes Favorite color? purple What does the 7th message in your inbox say? Aged Computer Accounts Who is it from? Bill Who sits behind you in 4th period? Not in school Who sits to the right? Rym Where is your mom right now? In Ohio Do you have any kids? no Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from? unknown number Closest black object? coffee mug Closest silver object? paper clip Have you ever jumped a fence running from a cop? no Do you sing in the shower? yes Do you own any pets? yes How does your hair look right now? straight What concerts have you been to? too many to list If you could kill someone, who would you kill? someone What are your fears? Heights, Spiders, Clowns When was the last time you pulled an all nighter? Last tim

Red Shirt...
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had de livered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing

Please Keep In Your Prayers
I have just been informed that my knees are so damaged that they may not be able to save them not even with the surgery. It has really tore my world apart. because it means I will be crippled. It really bothers me to know that I wont be able to do the things I use to do, play with the kids and all teh things that i enjoy most in life and tha is my kids. It scares me alot. keep me in your prayers. ever need help leveling up just holler I will help out as much as I can just holler even if you arent on my friends list I will still help out. If I am not online it is because I am in sever pain not because I dont want to talk to you. love you all Jennifer I hope it isnt too much to ask of you to keep in your prayers I will be greatful if you could do that for me.

Testing Day Complete Part 2
Good morning again! Hope today finds you all well! I will finally complete this series today (started early enough to finish it today hehe) To continue regarding the seminar of Friday night. We went through many moves, some very basic, others that were a little more advanced, basic cuts, stances. moving with the weapon, how to carry it and how to properly ready the weapon for use. Over all It was a great experience and I look forward to learning more in the next several months as we are starting a sword/Hapkido class on Saturdays so we are better prepared to learn more advanced moves when our GM comes back in 6 months. Testing itself was a grueling five hours. We started at 10 and went until after 2. It was a long hard trip, but It was well worth it to under the tutelage of such a great teacher. We had one of our young men receive his 1st Dan Rank (black belt). My instructor received his 4th Dan as well as being certified as a Master-Instructor in the UMA TKD association. We

Is This Love True
Intense was your touch, Making me want you so much, Is this love true, or just a crush on you, a heart is so hard to tell, like you cast a spell, to true to believe, sorrow and pain you did relieve, a voice so sweet, its truely a treat, you are gentle and kind, always on my mind, like a newly blossumed rose, your inner beauty does show, charm and grace, that makes my heart race, it takes me to a special place, makes me dream and cry, as i wonder why, how can someone like you, be absolutely true, you are the stars in the sky, and yet i will always try, you will be my earth and my heaven, or my sorrow and pain, but i will never be vane, hoping there will never be pain, you are so special and sweet, and a wonderful treat, to hold you close and never let go, for you to know, my love will always show, so take my hand, let me lead you to a land, that the body and soul shall meet, all boundries we shall delete, just us two, nothing else but to be true, al

Star Jones..as If We Didn't Know.
NEW YORK -- Star Jones Reynolds says in a new interview that her dramatic weight-loss was due to gastric-bypass surgery, and that she dodged questions about it for years because she was "scared of what people might think of me." Reynolds, 45, says she was "intentionally evasive" when people asked how she'd dropped 160 pounds in three years. The former "View" co-host opens up about her weight loss and self-esteem issues in a story featured in the September issue of Glamour magazine, on newsstands Aug. 7. "Everything about me was already so public (mostly my own doing — talk about dumb!), so of course everyone wanted to know what I had done," she writes. "I was also terrified someone would have a tragic result after emulating me without making an informed decision with her doctor." "But the complete truth is, I was scared of what people might think of me," she continues. "I was afraid to be vulnerable, and ashamed at not being able to get myself under control without this proced

Greg's Leaving!
Hi Everyone! Just wanted to let everyone on my list know That I'll be away from any routine you (may have) noticed me in. (daily comments & such) I'm unsure if I'll be on the site for the next 16-17 days I'll be in Las Vegas during that time, house sitting. well animals & house (yes being a "Pool Boy") 8-p lol 8-p Happy to announce that my "SunShine" My Angel Cindy will be joining me there for a few day as well :D So - in my upcoming days, if you don't hear from me ... It's a good thing! And if you DO hear from me ... It's good too, just means I missed you all! Anyway - Viva Las Vegas! Greg If anyone on my list is from or going to be around Vegas ... Please let me know, love to meet cha!

Which Penis Do You Have?
The Excedrin Penis: It's thhhhiiiiiisssss big. The Snickers Penis: It satisfies you. The Magnavox Penis: Smart. Very Smart. The Life Call Penis: Its fallen and it can't get up. The American Express Penis: Don't leave home without it. The Tootsie Roll Pop Penis: How many licks DOES it take...? The M & M Penis: Melts in your mouth, not in your hand. The Lucky Charms Penis: It's magically delicious. The Energizer Penis: It keeps going and going... The Right Guard Penis: Anything less is uncivilized. The Campbells Soup Penis: Mmm mmm good. The McDonald's Penis: Over 8 billion served. The Ragu Penis: Comes out chunkier than the rest. The All-State Penis: You're in good hands. The 7-Up Penis: The UN-penis. The Barq's Penis: The one with bite. The Beef Penis: It's what's for dinner. The Bud Lite Penis: Great Taste, Less Filling. The Twizzler Penis: It makes mouths happy. The Starburst Penis: T

This Is What I Call Class.
July 31, 2007 Dear Tom, I write to you today with some momentous news. Earlier today, we decided to fundamentally change the direction of our team and trade Kevin Garnett. We acquired Al Jefferson, Gerald Green, Ryan Gomes, Sebastian Telfair, Theo Ratliff and two first-round draft picks from Boston. We're excited about the new players that we have acquired and the potential that the new draft picks represent. As with any great change, I am filled with mixed emotions. Sadness in seeing our franchise player depart but also great excitement in what the future holds. Our team is definitely young, but also extremely talented. Our core group of Randy Foye, Craig Smith, Rashad McCants, 2007 NBA Draft picks Corey Brewer and Chris Richard and the newly acquired players plus two future first-round picks have me energized about our long-term future. Yes, I'll miss Kevin Garnett. For 12 years Kevin has been the face of our franchise. We have all watched him grow and mature from "The

Home
Well I am back from My kinky camping trip. It was wonderful. I got to see some old friends, make some new ones. I also got to take a newbie to subspace for his first time.That was beautiful to see and be a part of. I also gave one of My new boys his first scene. Had a blast co-topping My boy matt, with his partner.. OH My God that was so much fun!!!!.. did some really good bartering. Got some new toys.. new rope included. Hubby got new poky things. I will write more later when I decompress a little... I am so tied and so wired .... I am not sure which end is up....

Nsfw
now how is almost everything NSFW is this site for kids i am really thinking so... i had so much fun here when i started and now its all banning and marking things NSFW its getting sad... and yeah i know some agree... what kind of online bar has the maturity level of some of the kids on myspace... i came here to get away from it and i bought some friends and made some here... now i might get blocked from blogging this ... are they gonna follow me everywhere and now .... grow the hell up ppl... its a adult site... NSFW hmmm not safe for work well the dipshits know that and come on whos fault not ours.... we pay for this site to keep going with happy hour and blast... i myself will never pay for one till this place grows up.... now really can someone tell me if this is a adult site or what cuz i know i dont think and many more dont.... there is more immaturity here then a daycare.... well im done bitching and moaning .... i want the old site back

August 2, 2007
You've got a secret weapon that nobody else can see: your stores of creative energy. You ought to be able to find crazy new ways to solve problems that have bugged you for quite some time, so get to work!

Shit I Wont Rate
Okay, i rate a lot of youe photos but some of them i wont touch. I will not rate unicorn paintings or crap goth art. I will not rate cartoons unless you made them yourselves. I will not rate porn you found on the internet. I will not rate stupid flash slogans or gifs you found on the internet. I will avoid your fubar/cherry tap page if you dont post pictures of yourself. I will not add other men to my friends list unless by accident. If it has nothing to do with you i wont rate it.

The Epitome Of A Woman
The Epitome Of A Woman..........Lately I’ve been having This sinking feeling Buried in the pit of me How can my flesh withstand It’s eating me alive literally Everyday I see God’s brilliance He should have kept her For his own auxiliary She broke the laws of beauty She’s the epitome Her movement is like a symphony Her sweet whispers features me If she wanted it My soul, my flesh, my heart I would give her each of me Spoken word from her Is like hearing a preacher speak A work of art But could she picture me Canvassed inside her imagery

Angel, And I
7/30/2007 2:50:15 PM sean to angel Angel? 7/30/2007 2:50:33 PM sean to angel How do I tell the most beautiful woman in the world I love her? 7/30/2007 2:50:53 PM angel to sean you wisper it into her heart!!

More Generally :)
Since Italian music terms (Adagio quasi un poco andante indeed) befuddling to some English speakers less conversant in the language (or in our own...) fly fast and furious in the typical music score, a look at a Wikipedia article like a> - well- couldn't hurt!

Small Towns Like Mine
SMALL TOWNS LIKE MINE The interstates all passed us by Little towns like mine went dry The neon lights don't shine no more The little shops done closed their doors The drive thru the towns were to slow a pace People were in a hurry, they were on a race. But for me, I'd rather drive the road less traveled by. The scenes they etch in my mind, the places that catch my eye. Somewhere along the way, we've lost our sense of direction The drive along the way, doesn't get our attention. We no longer enjoy the journey, just the journey's end. To go the straight and narrow, we gave up the hills and bend. Wish, I could turn back the hands of time. Long ago the memories in my mind. A time in the past, where attendants filled up our gas. When, we took our drives, and wished the trips would last. I still take the old highways, and dream of my younger days. Before I forget, and the memory vanishes into a haze. chris

Beginning Today
-Penny White- Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what

When, You Load Is Heavy
"WHEN YOU'RE DOWN TO NOTHING AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE" "CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BOW YOUR HEAD AND TAKE IT UP IN PRAYER'' "BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT, YOU'LL FIND COMFORT THERE" "WHEN YOUR BLESSINGS SEEM TO FAR AND FEW" "OPEN YOUR EYES AND TAKE A LOOK THERE'S A LOT WORSE THEN YOU" "COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO" "IF YOUR LOAD SEEMS HEAVY, AND HARD FOR YOU TO TAKE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD , HE'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR ACHE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD AT SUNSET AND DAYBREAK" "WHEN YOUR ROAD IS FULL OF WOE" "AND IT SEEMS YOU'VE SO FAR TO GO" "TELL IT TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS CAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO" "THE DAYS CAN MAKE YOU WEARY" "TELL IT THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU DEARLY" "AND IN THE MORNING LIGHT, YOU'LL SEE THINGS A LOT MORE CLEARLY" chris

A Man Came To The Oracle...
A man came to the Oracle to have his right palm read He held it up, the Oracle looked, and this is what he said: “Oh hem and haw, oh dear, yes yes, it’s all quite clear.” “What is it?” cried the startled man, “Have I good cause for fear?” The Oracle said, “Yes my friend, I’ve sad news to report. Don’t try to fight it sir, but you’re going to get a wart!”

Pick Up Artist Vh1 - Rejection And Approach Anxiety
Pick Up Artist vh1 - Rejection and Approach Anxiety Logically, rejection causes us no harm. But emotionally, rejection can be a punishing experience. To understand this, we must look at the ancient environment for which we were designed. In a tribal group, there will be some small number of available women of breeding age. When a man approaches one, he risks rejection, and if that happens, all the other women will know, which will diminish his value in their eyes — maybe to the point where none of the women will mate with him. This is called preselection — women look for social validation of their choices. A suitor who is preselected will be more attractive, whereas a man who has been rejected will be less so. Another factor regarding approach anxiety is the possibility that she may already be taken, in which case there is a component of real, physical danger to any male who approaches her. For all these reasons and more, men are naturally selected to experience approach an

On My Page
I started putting my friends on my page with my thoughts on them...If you are not there, I just haven't got that far...If you want to be on there, let me know... If you want to check it out, they are underneath my music box.... I may start putting some in my pictures section, it depends on how many I decide to do...

Sunrise Fishing
In the morning I awoke To see a kind of eerie smoke Just above the sheet of glass That god created first not last The sun just rising to bring us light To end the dark and dreary night Lend your ear to hear them feed Upon the bugs not birds or bees Nature's morning noise, you will hear As you sit upon the peer. Get your lures and your pole To catch your brunch That is down below Samantha Small O'Hair

Person I Truely Cherish
Since this is my first blog, don't realy know how its suppose to go. Just saying whats on my broken heart....didn't think there would be a better time then now. This morning I woke then heard the most horrific news I regreted to ever hear, and that is the passing of my grandfather. The man was truely the most remarkable human being alive. Very much loved in the small town community where I'm from (TX) Grateful because I just seen him 2 weeks ago when I went on vacation to visit and now it seems that every word he spoke last to me is playing over and over in my head. State of confusion and misbelief is dwelling in my mind. So, I guess I just wanted to write this down to try and ease the numb feeling in the pit of my stomache, and wanted this to be the first and definitely most important "blog" I have! Without a doubt the man will be missed eternally.

If You Want To Know........8-4-07
WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE ENTER A CONTEST... I HAVE SOME TOTALLY AWESOME FRIENDS.... THEY JUMPED IN AND HELPED ME GET THIS BLAST..... SHOW THEM SOME LOVE... FAN, RATE, ADD EVERYONE !!!! THEY SOOO RAWK!!! THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED AND I AM VERY SORRY IF I FORGOT YA, SEVERAL NAMES WEREN'T IN THE RECENT VIEWERS ANYMORE AND I WAS DOING SOME OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD THIS IS AN AWESOME HOST.. WITHIN 10 MINUTES OF FINISHING THIS... I HAD MY BLAST... THANKS HUN... ~MANY COULD LEARN FROM YOU~ WendyCaroline@ fubar THESE PEOPLE SPENT HOURS HELPING ME ON THIS Wolfspirit@ fubar ReBeL_0321 ~~* TCR*~~@ fubar MR MOSTUNDERATED@ fubar .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar tkbear@ fubar Aleana@ fubar PEOPLE WHO ALSO WENT OUT OF THERE WAY TO HELP ME wishful thinking@ fubar Andrea@ fubar

New Guitars!
Yesterday i got two new guitars, i traded my Gretsch 6120 for a 1963 model Fender Jaguar finished in olympic white and a Fender Telecaster that is kind of buttery yellow in colour. The Fender Jaguar is just amazing, it has that surf sound heard in the music of the Ventures and also works really well with effects pedals, Fender Jazzmasters have also been used by guitar players such as Kevin Shields of My Bloody Valentine and J Mascis of Dinosaur Jr so sonically they can cover a lot of different areas. The Fender Telecaster is a staple of country and western music, this one has Texas Special pickups that sound a little warmer and have slightly higher output than standard Telecaster pickups, the neck on this Telecaster is a bit wider than what im used to, its a bit like wrapping your hand around a baseball bat, also this guitar weighs a lot more than i expected but heavier woods often indicate more sustain and thats not a bad thing at all.

Sleep Last Night?
SLEEP LAST NIGHT?... ↓ ↓ ↓ bed a little lumpy?... ↓ ↓ ↓ Toss and turn any?... ↓ ↓ ↓ Wish the heat was higher?... ↓ ↓ ↓ Maybe the a/c wasn't on?... ↓ ↓ ↓ Had to go to the john?... ↓ ↓ ↓ Need a drink of water?... ? ? ? Yes.. It is like that! Count your blessings, pray for them, and the next time when... the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes, or you have to park a little further from Walmart than you want to be, or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant, or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you, or the shower runs out of hot water, Think of them... Protecting your freedom!

The Screams
The screams over power my mind but the touches over power my body, in the eyes is where you'll see the pain but in the heart is where you'll feel the love. To run and hide is what I crave, yet the love in your embrace is what I live for. Your rage makes me cower in fear but the fear draws me closer, when our lips meet for what feels like the first time, the urge that flows through my body. At that moment I am puddy in your grasp as your hand violently grips my ass and your lips graze across my neck sending elaborate chills through-out my body. In the beat of my heart I surrender myself to you as you caress my upper leg with your fingure tips, slowly inching your way up my stomach and gripping by breast forcefully. Your tongue approaches my nipple eager and swifly. Up to my lips afresh, gently massaging my tongue with yours, you pry open my legs and disclose your firm cock and attempt to enter my wet more than ready, anticipated....Was it fear that brought me to this point of euphoric e

Fuck The Haters
Fuck the haters, bouncers, fascism, censorship, absolutists, oppressors, and communists...and all the other crap that fills our world with humans suffering. Mal contentment often seeks refuge in hate toward others that is fertile ground for the product sold by the persons mentioned above. I am getting too frustrated at this site for one reason only...I LOVE looking at the pictures, Love the people I have met and really enjoy some of the blogs from people that state what’s on their minds and in their hearts. Now,, this being said...I am too frustrated at the owners of this site for taking away one of my most important joys in my life. I suffer from panic attacks and a whole mess of personal shit that keeps me from going out into the public. I really like this site and my homies here. But, I got to go. Peace out

What Happend When I Was Born
In 1965 (the year you were born) Lyndon B. Johnson is president of the US Secretary of Defense Robert McNamara calls for a nationwide network of bomb shelters Former leader of the Black Muslims, Malcolm X, is shot and killed in New York City To protest voting rights discrimination, civil rights demonstrators begin a march for Selma to Montgomery with federal troop protection The first commercial satellite, Early Bird, is launched into space by Nasa to transmit telephone and television signals Voting Rights Act is signed into law Riots by young blacks in the Watts area of Los Angeles begin, causing $200 million in damage Hurricane Betsy claims 75 lives in southern Florida and Louisiana United States President Lyndon Johnson proclaims his "Great Society" during his State of the Union address Dr. Dre, Sarah Jessica Parker, Robert Downey Jr., Shania Twain, Moby, and Ben Stiller are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Green Bay Packers win

I Need Some Pts To Level!!
I need less than 7k pts to level!! And I know I have several new friends who haven't rated my pics yet. Please help me level any way that you can. Send me a message saying you did so and I will return the favor for you. Also please repost this bulletin for me so your friends can help me out too!

Help My Battles!!!!
Ok my dear Metal Heads.... This is probably one thing that I Really would love to get your help on!I was at the press conference of Drowning Pool today and I was touched with what these guys are doing to help the troops . There is over 500'000 friends on my list and we can REALLY make a huge difference . This is only going to take about 10 seconds of your time...PLEASE PLEASE PLEAAAAAASE HELP AND SIGN THE PETITION !CLICK ON THIS LINK AND SIGN THE PETITION PLEASEAfter talking to the band today I found out that they only have about 12'000 people who have signed the petition....!!! I told them that I will do my best to help change that to a way bigger number with your help ....LETS CHANGE THIS NUMBER !CLICK ON THIS LINK AND SIGN THE PETITION PLEASEThis has nothing to do with being for or against the War .... This is only about getting the soldiers the proper health care when they come back home.If you like to read more about this , please visit : www.myspace.com/drowningpoolThank you guys

Stitches
So I went to visit a friend in Tampa Saturday after i got off wrk, i got there Sunday morning. We were having fun kidding around and such, and then i was tired after driving all night and we were getting ready to make dinner for her ex, her 4 kids my 2 kids and myself when CRASH!!! we heard some glass break in the room that the kids were playing in. then it got reallly quiet... turns out my son was running in the house, and put his hands out to stop himself and ended up going THROUGH a glass window, if that wasnt bad enough, he pulled his arms back through, and one of the pieces of glass dug in. so i see it and scream like a little girl, while her ex put a wet clean sock on it. Now let me tell you, this is RIGHT where the writst is actually the wrist not the arm, not the hand, so its right over his main artery, if he had been trying to kill himself he couldnt have done it better. so im holding pressure on hin arm, we run out of the house, no bra, just a slip of a dress, and T

Eh?
Well i just got an email about a mumm i made that was apperently nsfw, which i had a few question's about, like why exactly is there a box to mark your mumm nsfw? and isnt there other nsfw mumms out there? maybe im missing something.

Why The Wedding Ring Is Worn On The 4th Finger...
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Dealing With Moving Away
Well I'm moving to Arkansas in September and well some of my friends are not dealing with it well. I'm having trouble with it to, I know no one there but my mother in law...lol I love my friends to death and would do anything for them. A couple of them are planning on moving there with in a yr or 2. I just wish they would not make me feel so bad and then say oh gf I understand its just fucked up. I know its fucked up, if I didn't have to leave I wouldn't. I'm 30 yrs old and my husband is going to be 49 on the 30th and this is the only way we will ever be able to own a home or 2 or 3...lol It's so cheap there its great. Well I'm done I feel a little better by getting this off my chest. It sucks that the people I'm talking about don't even have Fubar accounts...LMFAO anyways peace out and much love...

Sorry
Among the effects reported by methamphetamine users is an increase in the need and urgency for sex, the ability to have sex for extended periods of time, and an inability to ejaculate or reach orgasm or physical release. In addition to increasing the need for sex and enabling the user to engage in prolonged sexual activity, methamphetamine lowers inhibitions and may cause users to behave recklessly or to become forgetful. Users may even report negative experiences after prolonged use, which contradict reported feelings, thoughts, and attitudes achieved at similar dosages under similar circumstances but at earlier periods of an extended or prolonged cycle. THANK YOU WICKIPEDIA

I've Gotta Vent.....
and I really don't care what anyone thinks at this point. It's time for me to be a biotch so I don't blow up at the people that mean the most to me. First fubar stuff....I have 1,088 friends, 23 family members and 1,146 friends and only 4 people in my contest? Hell, only about that many actually reposted my bulletin and to those that did, I say thank you!!!!!!!!! I don't care if you don't want to be in it, but help me spread the word please? I'm usually one of the first one's there helping people out when they need it. Well screw that! I'm tired of being used. On the subject of being used....or taken for a fool or whatever....my ex is driving me up a freaking wall!!!!! Not my ex-hubby, my ex-boyfriend who cheated on me. He KNOWS I'm in a relationship, and yet he won't stop asking for things. I'm not going into details because I don't think it's necessary. If you're a man, you know and any other woman knows exactly what he wants. But yet!!!!! He is SOOOOOOO in love with the gi

Banker Bet
Square Testicles An elderly woman walked into the Bank of Canada one morning with a purse full of money. She wanted to open a savings account and insisted on talking to the president of the Bank because, she said, she had a lot of money. After many lengthy discussions (after all, the client is always right) an employee took the elderly woman to the president's office. The president of the Bank asked her how much she wanted to deposit. She placed her purse on his desk and replied, "$165,000". The president was curious and asked her how she had been able to save so much money. The elderly woman replied that she made bets. The president was surprised and asked, "What kind of bets?" The elderly woman replied, "Well, I bet you $25,000 that your testicles are square." The president started to laugh and told the woman that it was impossible to win a bet like that. The woman never batted an eye. She just looked at the president and said, "Would you like to take my bet

Note To Self....
Life is all about inventing, reinventing, learning, loving, and letting go. Some things are harder than others but knowing when to do them is the key. Learn something new every day, and know loving isn't always easy, letting go can be the hardest thing you will ever do, invention can be fun and reivention even more. But remember this, Be who YOU want to be. Dont let others define you and do what is necessary to keep yourself true. Just dont intentionally trample on others in the process. Also never burn bridges, you never know if you will need to retrace your steps.

To All Beautiful Bbw'z!!
To all my Beautiful BBW'Z I felt that u all needed ta hear my wordz, Cuz i think that u are tha most Bautiful woman n Tha World, yr Beautiful from head ta Toe, Beautiful nside & out wht u have ta offer a man iz priceless, so if u ever think that yr not pretty enough or u need ta drop a few poundz remember my wordz when i say yr Beautiful just tha way u r, cuz there rreal men out here(Like myself) that LOVEZ a woman wit meat on her bonez. So my Lovely woman dont change change shit be Loved 4 tha woman that u r cuz yr Beautiful, smart, Funny, and a all round package 4 only tha worthyest of men, so stay sexc & Beautiful...BedroomGangsta!!

Choices We Have
It's Friday and I just wanted to wish each and everyone of you a wonderful day and weekend. I normally do not get the time to visit everyone to smile at you and say hi. So I wanted to take this time to say hey I'm smilin at ya and I think you're great. Have a wonderful day!

Too Sexy Tempted2try!
Great Job Posse! A huge thanks for all our friends. AND CONGRATS TO TEMPTED2TRY. We did an excellent job! ***NOW LET'S GET STARTED ON CRAZY COWBOY. REMEMBER RATES=10 SO GET THOSE AND BOMB BOMB BOMB!!!*** rates=10 Crazy Cowboy 15,000 give away at 4681 **STOP BY THESE TWO PICS AND RATE THEM PLEASE** **THESE ARE ALL GIVE AWAYS. WE NEED TO GET THESE OVER WITH BEFORE WE STARTING ENTERING MORE CONTESTS** rates=10 Crazy Cowboy 15,000 give away at 4681 Mizz Shady 50,000 give away at 17418 ~*~Tali~*~OF SHADY'S S*U*P 55,000 GIVE AWAY AT 704 Mizz Shady 90,000 give away at 55133 IT'S IMPORTANT THAT YOU LET ME KNOW OF ANY CHANGES. I WILL BE POSTING THIS OVER AND OVER. (repost of original by '*MsRetta* *#3of*S*U*P* *MsRacks07*' on '2007-08-10 09:13:13') (repost of original by 'MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*' on '2007-08-10 10:44:25')

Free Sneakers And Gym Shoes
I am a rep from (A1 Footwear) promoting consumer product testing in north america, asia and europe. I was wondering if you would be interested in doing consumer product testing for gym shoes? I only process the applications so I dont know alot. There are 5 brands....... nike, reebock, addidas, sketchers, and puma. They send you new shoes and you wear them for 3 or 4 months and return them for another new pair. The catch is you have to fill out a report sheet each day with stuff like, where did you wear them, what do you like about them, what you dont like about them, ect.... You dont buy anything. If your interested let me know and I can e-mail u the application. Be sure to leave ur e-mail address thankyou and have a great day you can also email me @ 74lee@telus.net

Poetry/babble
ugh! THe AlARM! How i hate it so shattering what little silence i'm owed. slide out of the sheets and into some pants if only i can make it a small distance press the button, ahhh the sound of brew it won't be long, bu it won't come too soon i like my coffee, much like i lyke my women hott i don't care if your sweet sour, green or hazzle nut just do your job and wake me up

Epilogue From A Lady
Words of Pleasure My orgasm occurred about an hour ago, I write this with all the detail fresh in my mind, (though I do tidy it later) I want you to know every salacious detail. The act of writing my masturbation for your knowledge, and the arousal it gives me has demanded an epilogue. Seconds ago I orgasm again after being aroused so, as I knew I would. Below I detail the event for you my erotic confidante, my reader. Content in afterglow I warmly bid you farewell until the next sharing of my intimacy. I walked into my bedroom looking at the patchwork satin bedspread illuminated through the net curtains by warm, diffuse sunlight. I love to masturbate on this quilt. Its' six-inch squares of satin, silk, some even polyester I think, feel wonderful on my skin as I writhe on my back. Or rubbing my nipples hard on it while on my front, hand delving down between my legs reaching for so much pleasure. But my cherished reader, I am ahead of myself. It is 4:06pm precisely. I have j

The "rules" For Attracting Beautiful Women
The "Rules" For Attracting Beautiful Women >NOTE: If you're really interested in learning how to meet and attract women, then you should take a few minutes and look at THIS right now: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZVHTZZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***QUESTION*** Hi David, Thanks-Your book and CD series have helped to change my life over the last year. I'm Jewish and really wanted to date Jewish women. They were scarce near me in the US. You say to go live where the kind of women you want to date are, so I recently came to Israel. The Israeli women are incredibly sexy and exotic. I contacted some women before I got there via e- mail and slept with 2 of them on first dates, and made out with another seriously on the 2nd date...and more now...In fact, I have more #'s than I can keep track of between the net and now from meeting women from performing music in small clubs. COCKY and FUNNY works folks!!! I used a lot of your "lines" and technique

Me
just wanted to let you guys know, im not on here looking for a quick hook up. i dont give out my yahoo id, and if i do play a game with you, please have the respect to play the game and not just sit there. when i do send out an invite its to all my friends, so the first one to click on it gets to play with me.

520
okay. im going to go lay down. i'm getting a headache. And im starting to get crabby. GRRR! If you want me to rate something when i come back - leave me a link in my shoutbox. i have tons of stash rates left and a bunch of 10's. my 11's are gone for the day. be back later.

Hurting And Hoping One Year Later
This is the week I've been dreading the most. My mother passed away one year ago Wednesday at age 65 (one day before the birthday of one of her sisters, no less). It was one of those things were I knew her time on earth was relatively limited, but it still surprised and hurt me when she departed this world. My mother's death was the bottomless pit of my summer from hell last year. Some of you know the drill: I lost an otherwise strong, healthy relationship so abruptly and with no provocation; my cat nearly bought the catnip farm in the sky due to a sudden illness; and I ran into a severe emotional rut at work. I mentally asked the rhetorical question, "could things get any worse?" Yes. Yes they surely could. I posed the wrong query. I have never cried as much as I did the morning my mom died. You know how much I loved and adored her, more than any other human being. A single mom to be sure, she raised me well thanks to her faith, persistence, patience, unconditional love and

Love And Miss You All
I am still alive havent been on much got alot on my mind. Have to change my life around again and this time because of the situation it hasnt been easy. I am struggling no sleep not eating and crying all the time so if I am not on just leave some love. I will be back as soon as my mind is clear of everything. really tough time for me right now. I love u all and miss u all hopefully I will still have friends when I get back on. Take care everyone.

Better Than Sex Cake !!
Yellow cake with pineapple, vanilla pudding, and whip cream. Delicious!" INGREDIENTS: 1 (18.25 ounce) package yellow cake mix 1 (20 ounce) can crushed pineapple with juice 3/4 cup white sugar 2 (3.5 ounce) packages instant vanilla pudding mix 3 cups milk 1 cup heavy whipping cream 1/4 cup confectioners' sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 3/4 cup flaked coconut, toasted 1/2 cup chopped pecans DIRECTIONS: 1. Prepare and bake cake mix according to box directions for a 9 x 13 inch cake pan. 2. While the cake is baking, combine pineapple with juice and 3/4 cup sugar in a medium saucepan. Cook over medium heat for 20 minutes until thick and syrupy, stirring occasionally. Pierce top of hot cake with fork at 1 inch intervals. Pour pineapple mixture over cake. Cool completely. 3. Beat pudding mix with milk until smooth. Spread pudding over cooled cake. 4. Whip cream until slightly thickened. Add confectioner's sugar and vanilla, and whip until soft peaks form. Spread ove

Killer Consequences
Killer Consequences By Barry Shlachter Now that horses can no longer be slaughtered for human consumption in the U.S., the horse industry is feeling the effects: experts point to a drop in the market, welfare groups are finding homes for more unwanted horses, but thousands more are heading for slaughter plants across the border. Blowback from the U.S. horse slaughter industry's partial demise, says Ray Field, is flowing up the drive of his modest adoption operation, the Wild Horse Foundation, located just off a rural road in Central Texas. While established to relocate feral horses born on federal lands, the foundation has been getting calls from sheriff's departments and individuals about abandoned and abused animals, says Field, its executive director and a burly man who describes himself as being caught in an increasingly frustrating tangle. Field figures that 30,000 of the 100,000 horses that otherwise would have been trucked off by kill buyers would likely stay with

It Friggin Hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok most of you know I went to get my biopsy done today. Let me just say this: IT F*CKING HURTS LIKE F*CKING ALL H*LL!!!!!!! I couldn't leave the drs rite away b/c it hurt that bad, it shouldn't of hurt this bad. I had it done be4 and it was NOTHING like it was this time. I am for one to handle pain but my f*ckin gawd that was horrible! SOOOOOoooo now its a waiting game. I have to wait til Tuesday next week to see what the results were. In the meantime the dr is talking about freezing my uterus. WHAT FUN!*insert sarcasim here* **TEARS** I can't wait til this is all over with!!!!! Peace n luv!

The Boat Ride
The sun shone brightly on the water as she makes her way down the long pier...Having no clue other than the pictures she'd seen and committed to memory, and the knowledge that he'd be here, getting ready to leave...she tries to look nonchalantly at the face of each man she sees getting ready to cast off alone, not daring to make direct eye contact...the brightly colored boats bob gently on the water, the sound of the waves splashing against the sides...she began to understand what the allure of the water meant to him, why he needed it so often in his head.... Down near the end of the docks, she sees a familiar figure, silhouetted against the morning sky, pulling bags off the walkway, and onto the seat...she tries not to quicken her step as she comes closer and recognizes him, despite the urge to run and leap into his arms...she adjusts her sunglasses and lowers the brim of her hat, hiding her face...as she approaches him, she gives a quiet "Ahem" to alert him to the fact that he

Diets And Exercise
Diets and Exercise Why at New Years do we all make the resolution to loose 40 lbs or some other crazy amount of weight knowing full well we don’t know how to do it or to keep that weight off? The odds are if you are big boned then you’ll never be as thin as you’d like to, but don’t give up! All this shit about diet and exercise is just a pain in the ass and it really frustrates people who don’t know much about diet or exercise. First, you want to determine what your goals are. Example I want to loose 30 lbs, but how do I do that? You need to say ok, big picture is 30 lbs; smaller picture is I need to eat well, sleep well, do my exercise and change some of my usual bad habits. Second, what foods do you love, but know are bad for you? My comfort food is potato chips. I eat them when I am stressed or bored. If you sit down and eat a whole large bag of chips then you deserve your large ass. Here is a tip. Buy smaller bags, try to eat that over two sittings, like as an afternoon s

A Look At What You Have To Look Foward To If You Smoke
I am not sure if everyone had read my blogs about this matter but I just wanted to show you what my mother in law looks like, Now you have to remember she is only 60 years old. She has been sick for about 20 years. She refused to quit smoking saying that you have to die from something, I wonder every day if she knew that dying from this included the suffering she has went through the past year? Here she is and this was just taken last weekend. Its so sad because she was so full of life at one time. She actually looks good here too.

Some Cute Jokes
The Difference Between Men and Women Let's say a guy named Fred is attracted to a woman named Martha. He asks her out to a movie; she accepts; they have a pretty good time. A few nights later he asks her out to dinner, and again they enjoy themselves. They continue to see each other regularly, and after a while neither one of them is seeing anybody else. And then, one evening when they're driving home, a thought occurs to Martha, and, without really thinking, she says it aloud: "Do you realize that, as of tonight, we've been seeing each other for exactly six months?" And then, there is silence in the car. To Martha, it seems like a very loud silence. She thinks to herself: I wonder if it bothers him that I said that. Maybe he's been feeling confined by our relationship; maybe he thinks I'm trying to push him into some kind of obligation that he doesn't want, or isn't sure of. And Fred is thinking: Gosh. Six months. And Martha is thinking: But, hey, I'm not so sure I w

Chemicals, Public Perception And Gray Hairs
More and more often, we are surrounded by news about how our environment is being affected by pollution, chemicals, etc. For many years I wondered what the effects were when we lovely women would either buy hair dye and apply it at home or go to the salon and have it done there. There are SO MANY chemicals in hair dye. Hair dye absorbs into the skin of your scalp. I see children use permanent hair dye and that is SO WRONG! How do these chemicals affect our water when it gets washed down the drain? How much is it filtered out after it goes through the processing plant? Have there been studies made about its toxicity? I usually have my hair cropped short and since I started wearing braces about a year ago I've been growing it out. I used to colour it whenever an inch or so would grow out, but I've been leaving it to grow for a longer period of time for a few reasons. One, it's a lot messier to apply at home and my hubby gets very nervous about the stuff staining anything. Seco

Fixin' The Fence!
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.; one from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, from Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well", he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700" The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whispers back, "$1000 for me, $1000 for you, and we hire the guy from Tennesse

2007 Darwin Awards
Yes - They are finally out again, and I find them difficult to believe but apparently they can all be verified! In case you don't know the Darwin Awards are an annual honour given to the person who did the gene pool the biggest service by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. Last year's winner was the fellow who was killed by a Coke machine which toppled over on top of him as he was attempting to tip a free soda out of it. And the nominees this year, in reverse order, are: .......... 7. A young Canadian man, searching for a way of getting drunk cheaply because he had no money with which to buy alcohol, mixed gasoline with milk. Not surprisingly, this concoction made him ill, and he vomited into the fireplace in his house. The resulting explosion and fire burned his house down, killing both him and his sister. 6. A 34-year-old white male found dead in the basement of his home of suffocation, according to police. He was approximately 6'

Last Days Of Vacation
Written last week when I was on vacation and didn't have internet. Friday, August 10 The rest of this week passed in a wonderful fog of reading, swimming, sunning, boating, and family fun. Part two of the annual rummy tournament was last night. Despite all of the name-calling and trash-talking on the part of other players, I was the one who came out on top. So hah! (I don't trash-talk. Or name-call. I am a very sweet winner. I promise.) My brother Marc came up for the last couple days, so tonight we had a game of Outburst instead: girls vs. guys. The girls came out on top the first game, but the second half-game, the men triumphed, as we completely stalled on a few categories (Southern food? Famous doctors? Famous 90's basketball players -- talk about my worst possible sport!). I know people think I'm odd for this, but despite a few personality conflicts, I really do have an absolute blast with my family. Tomorrow's our last day of vacation. Holly and Karl have to

Hated
well it seems women dislike me i can never keep a girl intrested in me it sucks but i live with it i just wish people could accpet me for the super sarcastic jerk iam iam unique im cimplex iam myself people dont seem to like it and it sucks alot i really just needed to vent

Once Again...
Once again I feel the pain The loneliness that burns I bring it on myself I know I thought by now, I'd learned One minute I am over-whelmed The next I am ignored Embrace it well is what I do It's all I seem to know acb - 8/14/07

My Test Folder
is really just that...it nothin special i just feel bad when i upload pics and u guys rate and comment them yet the pic didnt load up correctly and i have to delete it no one is missin out on ANYTHING promise night night peeps **HUGS**

Lyrics For Yummy (its Totally Me Lol)
I'm feeling Yummy head to toe (you see me) Ain't got no patience so let's go (you see me) Look, I'm diet drama Wanna spend the night? Don't bring pajamas Man there's so much heat beneath these clothes (you see me) Walk in, the place They know, my face Encore, sophomore Only one solo, I swore Big mouth, applause Oh please, one more Wanna hear it before I say naw Let me check my itinerary Ummm, alright Presto, skintight Escaped & I risked my life For what? So I can watch them bite Only one Gwen you can find like this, I mean blow your mind like this Your key won't shine like this, if it's yours then you know it won't wind like this (Wind it up) [CHORUS] I'm feeling Yummy head to toe (you see me) Ain't got no patience so let's go (you see me) Look, I'm diet drama Wanna spend the night? Don't bring pajamas Man there's so much heat beneath these clothes (you see me) I know you've been waiting but I've been off making babies & like a chef making donuts & pastri

Fubar Is Getting Old
I've been having a lot of trouble lately from slow response to bouncers to people who call nsfw on ridiculous things. I came on this site because I thought it was an adult site. Fubar doesn't seem to understand what adult is. An adult site doesn't require absolutes of purity and honor. So why then is any clown who wants to scream that something is offensive allowed to have things removed and the violator punished? Shouldn't there be a protest and a hearing? For another thing, what is the person who was offended doing in here to start with? Certainly they aren't here to extend their own morals or those on this site. I'm not sure what Fubar wants but they are moving farther and farther away from what I want. If any of you feel as I do, I'm suggesting that you change your Fubar nickname to something that lets them know that they aren't pleasing you any longer. If there are enough of us, maybe they'll finally get a clue.

What The Fuckface...
I am tired of people talking shit about me. If people don't have nothing nice to say about me then keep it to your fucking self or get some fucking balls and say it to my fucking face. If you want to see a mean side of me then keep it coming. I hate bringing out that side of me but if its gonna stop people from talking shit then its gonna end up happening. I keep shit to myself I don't talk shit about you, I would expect the same from you, but hey I understand you have the mental capacity of a 7 year old. So hey here is some advice... Get a fucking life and grow the fuck up. Ok I am done venting for now.

Do You Really Wanna Hurt Me... Ok Then, Hit Away
rev up my motor turn the key and the gasoline burns watch the tires spinning faster and faster, around the hairpin turns rev up the engines take it one lap at a time free spinning bearings, total collapse brakes that can stop on a dime rev up the horses ponies chasing the checkered flag one more lap to go exploding right front tire, now isn't that a drag.... DOES IT REALLY MATTER WHY I WAS FIRED FROM MAKING TWINKIES???

Shit Never Changes...
So I got stood up...ME...OF ALL people. ME. I wanted to go out. My best friend said I could go to the bar with her. She was gonna turn around and come get me. The car "runs hot". Her boyfriend takes them to the bar, and turns all the way back around to come get me. NEVER FUCKING MIND I tell him. It's not worth the drive. On top of that...I don't know where my girlfriend is...Haven't heard from her since she left work...Stood up TWICE in one day. Damn, don't you wish you had my life? :'(

Funny Accident
So today i was driving down the street and my little brothers friend was trying to race me on his bike. I was about half way down the block when he passed me and as he did his chain fell off. The kid was hauling ass and his right foot slipped off the pedal, so he swerved to the right. He was lucky enough to have a old blazer their to stop him. he ran right into the fender and front tire, i almost crashed laughing.You might think that sounds mean, but you weren't there. he didn't even get hurt. It was so funny though. Instant classic.

Why Do You Still Ride?
ok yall a little background it was a saturday like any other except i was only working a half day ,i got off at noon walk out to the old putt sittin out front of the shop pulled off my shirt and stuffed it into the saddlebag.i swung a leg over her and fired her up the smooth stroke and throb of the motor started to clear my head ,i looked out acreoss the 8th street traffic as i gunned her across the road and into traffic 25 minutes later i was pulling up outside the house.my daughter came up asking daddy what he was doing i gave her a hug and went into the house, the brother in law (bob) was playing on one of the extra pc's in the livingroom and the sister in law(kathy) was down the hall in their room. i walked thru the kitchen and down the short hall into my master bedroom where my wife was on her pc,gave her a little kiss and asked her if she was gonna go with me today .of course she said no she wasnt up to it but i could still go so i grabbed my favorite harley t shirt with no s

The Unwritten Rules?
There is an unwritten rule regarding visible tattoos while on duty as a security officer. Granted I understand that companies want security officers to appear respectable and professional. But..... If a security company forces security officers to cover up tattoos that are neither slanderous nor obscene, is the company breaking state and federal laws pertaining to discrimination? Is the company breaking their own policies on ethics, equal opportunities, and diversity policy? In addition is it ethical to force security officers to wear long sleeves during the summer in a factory setting? I'm open to opinions either for or against these polices, let me know how you feel on this.

Hello Out Their
IM ON THIS SITE TO MEET PEOPLE. BUT FROM TIME TO TIME I DO RUN ACROSS THINGS I POST TO THE BULLETIN OR ITS A REPOST. YOU ALL CAN SEND ME PAGE COMMENTS AND CRY CAUSE YA CANT GET IN MY SHOUT BOX. MY SHOUT BOX IS FOR FAMILY ONLY. THAT MEANS MY TRUE FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR. BUT I GUESS WHAT IM REALLY SAYING IS WHEN I POST A BULLETIN OR REPOST ONE WHERE THE HELL IS EVERY ONE AT???? SO IM GONNA CLEAN HOUSE. IF YOU READ MY PROFILE IM NOT HERE FOR POINTS. SO IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THAN GET THE HELL OFF MY PAGE PLEASE.

Just Testing
HEY INDEPENDENT FAMILY PLEASE WELCOME SWEET D BACK . SHE WILL BE THE HEAD RECRUITER NOW. TNK IS STILL A RECRUITER BUT HAS MOVED UP TO HEAD DESIGNER FOR OUR FAMILY. SWEET D Sweet D Please read my about me before adding me@ fubar

Part Of Another Story Im Working On
have you dance with the devil in the pale moonlight well sit down with this demon and smoke some northern lights as i tell you a story of a godly job passed down through out the years from one holder to the next it started with just one man but as the threats got help so did he. for each evil a new soul taker was born for every fallen soldier a nother was passed the flame and the maddness of the ones before. and for every story there is a story teller that was there to witness the awesome feats achieved by these warriors for the soul. you see after the battle of light and dark god knew that the war wasnt over and the devil would attack his children when they were at their weakest. in their dreams mankind can be killed by anything or possessed by the devils minions. so God made a man to walk through the dreams of those sleeping. and those who call out to him in time of need. and as the population grew and spread out through out the world the lord increased the number of soul takers. an

'' I Have Thought Many Many Times "
I'M A DEEP THINKER , AND ALWAYS THINK ABOUT MY GRANDFATHER . WHOM WAS THOMAS HORTON , HE WAS FULL BLOOD CHEROKEE , WISH MANY TIMES I COULD OF TALKED WITH HIM , BUT , THATWAS BEFORE MY TIME , I CRIED DURING 500 NATIONS , AND THAT IS A PART OF ME TOO . JUST WISH WITH ALL MY HEART WE ALL COULD HAVE THE LOVE FOR EACH AND EVERYONE OF US . HUGS CHERIE TO ALL .

Ur Prinsess Has Arived!!!
WANTED PEOPLE TO KNOW ME SO GUESS WHAT U WANNA KNOW MY SECRET?? GET CLOSE LOOK LISTEN HAHA!! I GOT U U THOUGHT I WAS GONNA TELL U !!LOL GET AT ME LOOKING FOR FRIENDS WANT TO BE MY FRIEND HOLLA AT ME!!

Live And Love It.
They say its better to have love and lost than to have never loved at all But do they even acknowledge the pain of the fall Scared hearts and broken knees is what it leaves While your mind is rattled from the lies and deceive You then walk alone with your shadow as your friend Fighting the thought of wanting your life to end You mend the wounds but you still keep bleeding Sex becomes your happy pill but it is love you are so needing A thrust or a fuck can only last for a day And when it is over back into loneliness you stay No tender sweet kiss nor gentle touch Or that special someone who loves you so much Just you in your cage which you call home Wondering why you are so alone So long story short no side is better Whether alone or together Walk or run you're still gonna fall So just live life and love it all.

Nikki Sixx Trivia
When he was a teenager he beat up some bullies with a lunchbox full of rocks. [citation needed] In the book The Dirt, Mötley Crüe manager Tom Zutaut remembers freak occurrences at Sixx's apartment during the writing of Shout at the Devil. Sixx, searching for inspiration, came across Satanic literature. His defacto girl friend of the time Lita Ford said to Zutaut "Cabinet doors kept opening and shutting, there are weird noises, and things keep flying around the apartment for no reason". Zutaut later continues "When I returned two nights later, there were forks and knives sticking out of the walls and ceiling, and Nikki and Lita looked much paler and sicker than usual. Zutaut later confesses that during his disturbing visit, a fork flew straight into the ceiling. Often has "Fuck", "Fucker", "Fuck off" and "Fuck You" written on some of his on-stage clothing. Has the word 'SIXX' and the number '1958' tattooed on his knuckles. An incident on the same tour as above involved Ozzy snor

Never Let The Bozos Get You Down
Every now and then I have to remind myself, that life is too short to let the bozos, pretenders, fakers, and general riff-raff bring you down. Sometimes I feel like I am Al Bundy and that I never get a break. Then I am reminded that I am just fine. I know who I am, and that's fine. I am a loyal friend to the end, you can try and teat me like a doormat, and that's ok. I will smile, and think of some happiness, a snickerdoodle cookiee, a 40 yr old cognac, and I wil be just fine. Life is too short, and I like to have fun.

I Am Not Searching
I am not searching for anyone, I am not looking to just have fun, I have a daughter and 2 sons, they keep me on the run, so i dont have time to look, although i am a really good cook, hope you find the one you want, im trying to be up front, i may have a heart of gold, that no one has been able to hold, please don't bother trying, because it seems they always end up lieing, im not ready for anyone, no booty calls will be done, friends are my type of fun, drama seems to be done, what everyone tries with me, i get a kick when they see, that stuff doesnt bother me, i make a better friend, that would be with you to the end, too many need more then i can give, go out have some fun and live, you will find the one you search, not at bars but in a church, you are all wonderful friends, i will be a friend to the end, please dont ask me for what i cant give you, because my heart is true, i will save it for someone who wins it, not by words or gestures, but by their

What Is Real?
The question on my mind recently has been: What is real? I get so caught up in things sometimes, and the way that I feel, I don't pay attention to the tell tale signs that others around me might not be on the same page. There are times that I get very focused on things in my life, kind of dig my heels in and forget to look around at what else is going on. I guess some might say that I get a bit obsessive. I do it in relationships, work, home, everything, but usually only one thing at a time. I need to learn to multi-task with my energy!!! LOL Lately I have been focusing alot on my medical issues, haven't had a lot of time to focus elsewhere, so it has given me the opportunity to see some things that I hadn't previously seen. Like who those people in my life are that really care about me. They are the ones that ask me how I am, and send me good wishes, and tell me to keep my head up, that things will all work out. Then there are the people that just don't seem to ha

A Family Sized Pimp Out!!
Hey everybody!! Just wanted to share some awesome folks with you!! These people made my family list for a reason!! They have all done that something extra to support me at one time or another. Great people! Show 'em some love! And tell em Gimptastic sent ya!! ♥ BeAuTiFuL DiSaStEr ♥@ fubar BlueEyedBadGrl~ CLUB FAR@ fubar F******HOT Marina *♥Fu-Wifey to Nancy♥* Club F.A.R member@ fubar angel of mercy 3~fubar wife of fender bass player@ fubar DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Wife Bitches~@ fubar ♥BooBoo...KDM'Z AnGeL Founder of Shadow Levelers@ fubar New Co-Owner@ fubar BaDaZzByTcH@ fubar ~*BABYPHAT *~@ fubar Donna@ fubar TrixieLaroux

Remember When???
Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC...... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no...second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck...duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the spr

Help Me Please
Please help me. I am in 3rd place by 7000. I will give VIP gifts and 11's to those who do at least 100 comments. Thanks Here is my link to get your VIP gifts and 11's after you do at least 100 comments. Lemme know and I will give you them after I check it out. Thanks so much. Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder* Memb@ fubar

Thoughts From The Bikini Blast...
Some thoughts from the swimsuit shoot I did last week: 1. The weather was cruddy. High 60s (if that warm), overcast and drizzly at times. But shoot we did! 2. What happened to the 45+ models who signed up? At most, we had 12 models at any given time and 20+ photographers... At times the photographers were bumping into each other to get pictures! LOL 3. What's with the tattoos thing? I know they're popular, but geeze! Most of the models there had more than a couple of discreet ones. I think only two or three had none that I could see! 4. I worked mostly with one model and I got some very nice topless shots of her on the beach. Hopefully when she gets the CD with the images, she'll like them too! 5. I met some great photographers and became "friends" with one. That's always a plus!! 6. Lastly, I will definitely go again next year!

Questions 4 God
Thursday, December 28, 2006 QUESTIONS - Posted at 2:32 AM "Questions 4 God" I got sum questions 4 God. so now im searchin 4 tha answers. why did u allow my lil daughter 2 get cancer. even though u healed her. it's still buggin me out. was it becuase i was goin 2 fast. and u had 2 slow me down. or was it cause my life goin in tha wrowg direction. u had 2 shake my life up and then tested. 2 get me on tha right path and so u can bless it. i was startin 2 4-get, that im "CHO$EN". thier ain't no turnin back,it'z already been spoken. i must of been provoken. 4 a min my life was frozen. when i got tha newz she had cancer. my heart was broken. was it because u new it was only 4 a moment. so u could brake me down,and then shape me like u wonted. what ever tha case may be. u got my full attention. now i think it'z time and im ready 2 listen. i can stand tha heat. so im stayin in tha kitchen. things is gonna change. they can't stay in tha same condition

Not Really Sure Why?
How can you be so happy and with one word somebody can make you cry....It hurts...I know...I also know that I have done it to somebody that I care about very very much...and i am really sorry...I hope he will forgive me......why are people so stubborn..not understanding anything that you are talking about and they take things for granted.....people take LOVE for granted...and at time love seems so over rated but in the same time loving somebody..having the butterflies in your stomach...the wait until you see that person again, to feel them against your body when you get that hug or that slow kiss...Amazing feeling....but what about TRUST....How do you trust somebody?...how do you learn to trust somebody?....does it have to be something that the other person is doing?...or you just learn to trust because you know thats the right thing to do?.....or the other one...FAITH...haw many people have lost faith...dont know...I know that without Love life is pointless and even though is hard to

Help Me Level Up Please
To all my family ,friends and fans please help me level up finally got salute picture on here and now I am out of comments and rates and my friend needs my help in bombing contest.Please help me level up.Ty all xoxo annie

To My Wonderful Daughter
For this blog I dedicate it to my beautiful daughter. She is my miracle baby, when I thought I couldnt have any, she came along to change that. It has been a hard road with her, but I love her more each day. No matter what she does or says, I will love her beyond my dying day. She has shown me the purest of love, love that at one time I didnt think I deserve. She has shown remarkable resilance through everything that is thrown her way. She is very strong, I guess something I gave her. Both my children have shaped who I am, but my princess has shown me the power of love, and never giving up. Baby this is to u, I promise u I will make everything right. I love u my princess for ever more. Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Bulletins!!!
Welcome to another RANT by me urs truly, J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø... ok where do i start? hrmm..... ok.. like this is how its gonna be ill play too i dont GAF.... k.. I am so Effin sick n tired of reposting everyone's bulletins and no one reposting mine (cept those in my lounge) Will even repost one.. Yeah sure I know alot of my friends dont do lounges.. but have you ever thought that maybe one of your FRIENDS might care? so here goes nothing,. I'm soo not even making a bulletin,(for others) im not reposting any of yours.,till i see pplz repostin mine.. Ok thanks for reading my rant... Love, always... J£§§Å »§t¡t¢µ« Øwñê® Øf HÿÐåWàý ®ãÐ¡ø †Po0f†

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this was the mumm... IN WHICH FILM DID YOU LIKE HIM MOST....WHICH CHARACTERDID YOU LIKE ?? HAN SOLO IN STAR WARS OR INDIANA JONES IN INDIANA JONES??? I KNOW ITS HARD..... retarded right? so i said...i liked him when i saw him in your mom then he checked me out so i said did you like my page his reply: NOT REALLY.....YO PHAT IN THE HAT.... DID YOU LIKE ME WHEN I FUCKED YOUR MOM?? DAMM THATS WHORES A SLUT and he also blocked me so i couldn't reply...pussy him: YO PHAT I THE HAT ...YOU KNOW YOU'RE PRETTY TOUGH ON THE INTERNET MrsBellor: Oh yes, Phat is very tough.. And great in bed. ~*~The Bitch~*~: Hey FUN! A stupid n00b posting a stupid mumm and running his stupid mouth. This is NOT a mumm dumbass. And Phat is cooler than you will EVER be. Your theme song must be Brad Paisley's Online. Quit yelling. Have you ever read a book in all CAPS? him: wow mrs bellor....you scared me now....i wont go to sleep now.... ~*~The Bitch~*~: You can't even spel

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Aries For August 26,2007 You've reached the end (or maybe the climax) of this chapter of your life, and need to think about what lies ahead. Your ambition won't let you rest for very long, so get busy and see what happens!

Blind To Words
... I cannot see The love you offer. --Emily Dickinson How can we make love visible; how can we give it eyes? We can make love a present, wrap it carefully as if it were a beautiful thing. We can make love a favor nobody foresaw; we can fill a cup, prepare a meal, run an errand with our love. We can make love out of real words - in a letter, a note, a simple unrhymed poem. And we can make our love visible with our eyes by making our eyes meet those of the people we love. When we turn a feeling like love into an act, we share it with those around us, and they are encouraged to return the favor, and in this way, the world's storehouse of love increases. How can I show the love I feel today?

On Hiatus
Thanks for everyone for all the words of love and friendship!! I have put plenty of thought into what im going to do with my Fubar acct.... I have decided i am just going to take a break. I will leave my profile here and when my life slows down...when i get all my home renovations done and when work isnt so crazy i will be back. With all i have to do over the next few months Fubar just felt like another part time job, and i guess im overwhelmed. Im not sure when i will be back...but my guess is when the snow starts to fly you will see me again. Love you all!! See you soon!! x0x0x0

Introducing Me And Checcking It Out Here
Ok, So I think I got a little part of this down now. I know how to blog, for sure. My space thought me that but because that was the first time I joined anything like that. Now it is an addiction that I try and not let this machine replace the real world & the real ppl in it. I home school my 9 yr old grandson & would love to chat about homeschooling, so message me I am married to the guy of my dreams & am NOT interested in finding or talking sentimentally with any other guy so don't go their! I am taken! I have 2 kids, all grown now.... :( I have 2 grandsons and I feel blessed! :) I am anxious to see what else life has to offe me. Stop by and say hi? Kat

Practicum
Just wanted to post a quick blog to let the people that care know that I probably won't be around as much as I have been. Actually, I know that I won't be around as much as I have been. I start my third-year practicum tomorrow, so it's an additional 20 hours of work on top of my job and other school and family obligations. Sooo... I'll be around some, but probably not a lot. If you have my messenger and if you see me on, feel free to hit me up there. If you WANT my messenger and don't have it, let me know and if I want you to have it I'll get it to you.

What I Wish For My Children.....
The other day I was asked this question: "What do I wish for my kids?" I couldnt think of an answer at that moment but, after a bit of time to ponder it, I decided that what I would really want for my kids is: 1. That they have love in their life til the very end: Be it from me, their siblings, their own children, a mate, or friends. that is something I've always wanted for myself also, having seen people who have had no one who care or to care for them. I cannot think of a sadder fate than to be "virtually alone". I give thanks every night for my family and friends. By the way, thank you again lord. 2. That they never know extreme poverty: This can cover many things, as never being homeless or going hungry. But just because you have money doesnt mean you will always have a home, or something to eat, as we have all seen by the unforgiven absence of malice of hurricane katrina. What I mean to say is that they keep themselves in the state of mind to care for themselves

Another Chapter Of My Life Has Been Closed.
2006 was a year of recovery, transitioning, and of life-altering decisions. I had a very trying year and now that that year is over and a new year has begun and has run its course 8 months through, so has a new chapter in my life. I closed, yet another, chapter of my life a few months ago when I moved back down the hill. The move to the high desert from civilization in Sept. 2006 was a new chapter for me, a new life, a new lesson, a new world and to move on to bigger better things. Although my move was sudden and not everyone agreed with it, I made it anyways. I dont regret NOT ONE MINUTE or DAY that I spent there in the high desert; I just wished I would've made better choices with what I had to work with. I learned a new lesson to add to my tally of mistakes and lessons learned. Its time for the next chapter in my life to close and a proceed to live the next one. Things happen for a reason, I feel that my stay in the high desert has come to an end and I took from it all tha

My Childs First Day Of School
well my child started back to headstart this morning. she was so excited that she didnt sleep well last night, but that is normal though. she is going to be tired when she gets home from school this afternoon. she will end up going to bed early tonight. i just hope she will have a good day today. i made sure that i was off all day today so i could take her and pick her up from school. that way i can find out what she did and if she made new friends of whatever. ok well that is it for now ill keep everyone that reads my blogs posted on how things went and if she made new freinds.

This Needs Attention
everytime i get invited too play a game i eitherr get told game loading and then forgotten about and the other person is told they are waiting for me too join. HELP HOW DO I GET THIS TOO WORK PEOPLE

Showing Thanks To Amazeing Ppl On Here
THESE THREE AMAZEING PPL ARE THE BEST YO FO'REAL THEY ARE WHAT YOU CALL REAL TRUE FRIENDS THAT WILL SHOW THEIR LOVE AND SUPPORT TO THEIR OWN FRIEND NOW IF THIS TYPE OF PPL WANT ON YOUR LIST YOU BEST TO ADD THEM THEY ARE GREAT Weber Member of Gothic Rebels Family@ fubar tainted*kiss founder of NBSD@ fubar nikkilfc ~U.A.O BOMB SQUAD MEMBER ~CLUB F.A.R MEMBER~ELITLE HOTTIE MEMBER...OFS.@ fubar FROM REPOSTING THE BULLETIN SHOW HER SOME LOVE FAN ADD AND RATE HER IF YOU DONT HAVE HER ON UR LIST ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ ۞@ fubar FOR THE PPL THAT FANNED ME I REALLY APPRECIATED ALOT AN HOPE TO GET TO KNOW U ALL YALL ROCK!!! chris brown - make...

The Dream Of An Incomplete Heart
Did you even think of me while I missed you Your words said long ago echo through my ears The vision of you picture haunts me Your beautiful eyes, warm and loving Looking at me through the miles My heart melts while I look at you My body tingles at the thought of you Feelings dead for too many years Come to life when I hear your name I dream of you Desire you Look forward to loving you But time will tell I will never give up My heart tells me It has been but half a heart Needing you to be complete I am yours I have been yours through a thousand lifetimes I will be yours for a million lifetimes to come

Cnn Announced: Please Read And Repost! Thanks.
CNN ANNOUNCED: PLEASE READ AND REPOST! THANKS. A new virus has just been discovered that has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive ever. This virus was discovered yesterday afternoon by McAfee. This virus simply destroys Sector Zero from the hard disk, where vital information for its functioning are stored. This virus acts in the following manner: It sends itself automatically to all contacts on your list with the title: "You've received a Post Card from a Family member". As soon as the supposed virtual card is opened the computer freezes so that the user has to reboot. When the ctrl+alt+ del keys or the reset button are pressed, the virus destroys Sector Zero, thus permanently destroying the hard disk. Yesterday in just a few hours this virus caused panic in New York, according to news broadcast by CNN. Don't open any mails with subject: "A Post Card from ....." As soon as you get the mail, delete it !! Even if you know the sender !!! Please pass

"family"
isn't it kind of strange that many people put their naughty picture albums on here as "family only". if anything, those are the pics that I don't want my actual family seeing. haha. I mean, I understand perfectly how that setting makes sense, as there are some things that most of your friends don't want to see (or you don't want most of them seeing). I just think the name "Family" for that group is a bit disturbing. heh.

"let's Re-take America"
Folks this is the Month that we RE-TAKE AMERICA ********* Get Ready ********* Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin, but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what' s the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on Christian pr

Today's Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Taurus For August 31,2007 Your sense of centeredness is strong, but you need to push it a little farther if you want to withstand the storm that's coming from school or work. You know where you need to be, so head in that direction. HAHA Guess what? It's true I'm a teacher...

Whats Your Sign?
here is one to make you smile... Once you know what your sign is leave one telling me ... ~WHATS YOUR SIGN~ I am a Scorpio ..... :SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sex

Devon
Devon is a excellent example on what can happen when one is at the wrong place, at the wrong time. A up and coming basketball player for a small college in Flint,Michigan had his dreams snatched from him in a fraction of a second. Devon was at a cookout on Flint's north side and if any of you have heard of Flint I bet you a dollar to a doughnut the tales were more bad than good. It is one of the most violent and dangerous places to live in the U.S. A cookout that was supposed to be a good time with family and friends, changed Devon Bailey's life forever when a gunman entered the premises and shot Devon in the back not once lads and lasses, but twice. One bullet zipped through him and went in and out, but the second shattered his T4 vertebrae and lodged in his chest. Leaving Devon paralyzed from the waist down. Another day in the jungle we Michganders call Flint. I guess it's time to stop fucking around and get to this point of this entry. Devon needs your help. He does

Xander Xix
this guy is just an idiot...his mumm was called crotch shot and it read: Are we allowed to post crotch shots? If yes, who wants to see? LOL i replied: you look like the third guy from the left on the evolution chart him: This coming from a guy with the name Phat in the Hat. me: look at you you look like fucking anthony keidis with down syndrome him: Said the one that looks like a struggling rapper. me: yeah you really got me, is your goth name prince of cockness? him: Is that what you want your stage name to be? By all means, take it. I don't need it. me: no thanks i've already got phat in the hat which owns your queer bait name him: Well Phat in the Hat suits you nicely, well, basically, since you're fat and wearing a hat. How did you come up with such a creative name? me: your mom screamed it one day and it was like an epiphany him: Your mom jokes. So mature. How old are you, 16? 17? Possible 18 tops? me: old enough to be yo' daddy boy him: Yo

What Is Wrong With Me????
As some of you know, I have been a little down for a few days...not my normal upbeat bitchy self. Let me explain what is wrong with me so everyone will understand...My dad passed away 3 yrs ago this Thursday coming up. I have not yet found closure with him being gone and the closer it gets to the day the harder it is for me to handle. We had a very rocky relationship and didn't really see each other much, until he got sick. I took him to a specialist on August 6, 2004 that diagnosed him with non-small cell carcinoma, stage 4 lung cancer. For the next 3 weeks I took care of him. I made all his dr. appts., took him to his radiation and chemo session, feed him, everything. Then when we went in to the dr. for his last round of chemo, he said I can't do this...I hurt so bad, I can't breath. They did x-rays and found out that he had pneumonia. We admitted him to the hospital which is where I stayed until Sept. 6, 2004. Exactly one month to the day that I started taking care of him he was go

Trust
trust is a funny thing just like love you have to earn it and yet it can be lost or questioned just as quick every family can be questioned and thats that group of people no matter what should be there for you think thats why we trust friends and others more sometimes and yet that can still be questioned, all you can do is hope that the trust you give to people is the right thing to do and that they give you the same amount back cause trust,loyalty and honestity are one in the same and without that what is there ? that would only leave you trusting yourself so in all you and the people you give it to have to always prove that it to you before it is lost

For Everyone In Deadly Waves Radio, The Vampire Lair
the darkness by bedrock aka future the darkness of all mankind, will be reborn in the souls, of all the chosen ones, they shall walk amongst the undead, to bring the plague of death to all mankind, the death will sweep across, all of gods creatures, the day will come, when the orange moon rises, from the depth of your soul, for all enternity, be warned, the night is near, when the moon turns red, the blood of all souls will cover the moon, on the 40th night hell will be reborn, it will be unleashed, never forgive, never forget, you have been warned.....

"pray For The Dead, And Fight Like Hell For The Living!"
I think of Mary Harris "Mother" Jones as the "Zelig" of epic struggles in the late 19th and early 20th century. She really was...Everywhere. Knew everyone. Comforted the afflicted, and afflicted the comfortable. Branded "America's Most Dangerous Woman", Mother Jones didn't begin her career as a firebrand until she was 50 years old, and died at 100, remaining a thorn in the side of complacent union bureaucrats and an implacable foe of the dominion of capitalism. The Autobiography of Mother Jones may be the best primer on the labor wars of her time. If you didn't learn this truly heroic part of American History in school, it's time to get caught up. Here's an excerpt that shows her indomitable spirit, and serves as a reminder that the ruling class will never give an inch to the workers unless compelled to do so. CHAPTER XIV CHILD LABOR I have always advised men to read. All my life I have told them to study the works of those great authors who have been interested in maki

A Hot Thought Sent To Me
im here baby thinking of you wanting you so bad,,pulling you to me by ur hair holding you tapping finger on ur mouth ..hussh.. now kiss me,...kissing you very nice long kiss feeling ur tongue n ur nipples just popped out ur wet i feel u..kissing you love you baby

Locked Door--poem
Nothing matters anymore I've turned away and locked the door I've turned the key and closed my eyes Let spill the tears and stop the lies I want no more to do with this place I want to leave without a trace To pack my bags and disappear To have no regret to have no fear To abandon all my life long dreams To stop the nighttime nightmare screams To leave behind the pain and despair To move on with existence without a care If only this could all be true To go away and start anew But I must live with these tears and lies So I'll lock the door and close my eyes

A Poem About Work (written In 5 Minutes)
Hi ho, hi ho, it's off to work I go! To earn my pay; survive the day Hi ho, hi ho hi ho, Hi ho, hi ho, I hope I don't drive slow 'cuz if i'm late, I'll meet my fate Oh no, oh no oh no Hi ho, uh oh I think I stubbed my toe My leg's asleep, oh woe is me Uh oh, this blows, fo sho Hi ho, hi ho It's to the phone, I go To call and say I won't be in Todayyyy, this poem is very gayyyy. Suck it, I had 5 minutes to write it. Much love, and later! - Mike-e

More Shoutbox Shtuff
this guy posted a MuMM about whether the yankees would make the playoffs so being a die-hard red sox fan i left this as a comment: not too bad right, then he deleted it and i asked why in another comment then this happened... upstatesco...: much upstatesco...: yea i figured that muck ->upstatesco...: i'm a red sox fan upstatesco...: lol your crazy ->upstatesco...: dude you're such a homophobe, how can you even be a yankees fan then? that whole team is gay upstatesco...: that was sick ->upstatesco...: thats irrefutible proof of what goes on in the yankees locker room upstatesco...: come on that was just wrong

My Daily Ritual
I have a morning ritual that I need to share. I call it 'the terminator'. First I crouch down in the shower in the classic 'naked terminator traveling through time' pose. With my eyes closed I crouch there for a minute, visualizing either Arnold or the guy from the second movie (not the chick in the third one because that one sucked) and I start to hum the terminator theme. Then I slowly rise to a standing position and open my eyes. It helps me to proceed through my day as an emotionless, cyborg badass. The only problem is if the shower curtain sticks to my terminator leg. It ruins the fantasy.

The Beginning.
I've been needing a new project while my garden rests for the summer. One that has my mind going was my SKS and its need for a better stock. The folding stock wasnt doing it for me. It is too unbalanced, plus pushes the 922(R) compliance issues. ATI has a sweet synthetic stock called the Monty Carlo that just came in the mail..or actually UPS. I'm going to switch out with. Another problem has been my detachable magazines. Pretty much any version you buy aftermarket are total crap. No matter what the site or salesman says. I have every size from 5 rounds to 40rnd. The "Hollywood" 40rnd bannana clip dropped right the fuck out of my receiver the first day I took it to the range. Which is very embarassing ;-) A few months later I ordered a 2 slightly used. Chi-Com, 20rnd fixed mags. 1 for me and 1 for my bro. Has the cool Star on the side...yes. lol Tonight I'm bringing them all together to see how they all fit together and visualize the next steps to finalize Vera's makeover. K

Have U Been In Iraq Too Long?
You know you've been in Iraq too long when... # When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" # When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus # Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive # You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better # You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet # You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress # The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) # You take the time to add your lines to this list # You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just f

Greedy
damn...give me & jamie a little bit of credit on a new credit card & we go crazy!!!! we can't seem to stop spending money!!!!!! yesterday i ordered stuff from Troma & he got a bunch of skateboard stuff on Ebay! we have a problem!! well--i think we deserve it!!! we're just rewarding ourselves cos we are celebrating the fact that we are still ahead of our bills! (plus we decided to pay off the credit cards with our tax money next year!!!!) we're not in debt or anything--we have good credit--we're just being kinda silly about it....we need to stop! cos when we do get the house we will need to buy a few new things. new kitchen stuff & bathroom towels & things like that. i'm not too worried about it cos i know i'll be working again by that time. today i bought a bunch of make up (cos jamie really wanted me to get this SLUTTY blue eyeshadow the other day!!)& jamie got a gorilla mask! WE LOVE HALLOWEEN!!!! we can't get enough Halloween stuff...we are very excited about Halloween USA o

Im Sorry..family Friend & Fans
I know i have been lacking @ leaving comments and messages n showin the love u all deserve but Ive been stressing so bdly over my surgery Monday Ive made myself sick basically. I havent been online a whole lot and I want to say Im sorry for not showing y'all how much i appreciate each of you.... I have surgery Monday morning @ 10:30 am if all goes well it will be a day surgery and I can come home and I PROMISE as soon as Im feeling more like myself Ill be back showering as much love as I can! Thank all of ya for being here n showin me love I do really appreciate it!! MUCH MUCH MUCH LOVE!!! Mel { Texas Bitch }

God Lives Under The Bed
I envy Kevin. My brother Kevin thinks God lives under his bed. At least that's what I heard him say one night. He was praying out loud in his dark bedroom, and I stopped to listen, "Are you there, God?" he said. "Where are you? Oh, I see. Under the bed..." I giggled softly and tiptoed off to my own room. Kevin's unique perspectives are often a source of amusement. But that night something else lingered long after the humor. I realized for the first time the very different world Kevin lives in. He was born 30 years ago, mentally disabled as a result of difficulties during labor. Apart from his size (he's 6-foot-2), there are few ways in which he is an adult. He reason s and communicates with the capabilities of a 7-year-old, and he always will. He will probably always believe that God lives under his bed, that Santa Claus is the one who fills the space under our tree every Christmas and that airplanes stay up in the sky because angels carry them. I remember wondering if Kev

What's With Al The Videos All The Sudden??!
Don't ASk me why but the last week or so ive been getting nothing but links to certain videos from people that they want me to watch. is thsome sort of new feature? dont get me wrong, its not that its pissing me off or anything but im just wondering why the sudden outburst in people sending me videos to watch. however i will tell everyone this - i do not have time to watch them 99 percent of the time. i am quite a busy person, amd i dont mind if u all send them to me, but odds r i either wot see them at all, wont see them for a long time, or will only see a couple out of the bunch. this must be something new i havent heard about.....oh well, more power to ya! i have to say that i did view a coupple when the first ones were sent, that absolutly had me rolling! IMAO....anyways, whatever u desides, contue to send them in, maybe ill be able to catch a few. i just ask one thing. and thats that no one totally just bombards my mail with theswe things (whic h its beginning to get that way). i

A Member On Here Thinks He Can Get Away With This, Please Help Me!!!
sugardaddy is his name, and being a dirty fucking pervert is his nasty game. LADIES.. please check this link and make sure your not on here. This ASSHOLE thinks he can publish pictures on a website without OUR permission, we can take him to court. These are pictures of our TITS, your body being exposed with out permission, he just took it upon himself. I don't care to have that shared with the www... here is the link: http://www.angelfire.com/fl5/jacksgiftshoppe8/ and his name is sugardaddy... and you wonder why our folders are marked private, to keep asshats out like HIM!!! please help me, tell him he needs to emove this site!!!

9-7-07 38th Entry
Well I met my new doctor yesterday (9-6) and she is so friendly and she spent a good bit of time listening to me explain what all is going on and what I need her to do! I was very impressed. Professional too but not to the point of intimdating. More along the lines of "I know my job, you know you, lets work together" type thing is how I feel. Granted, she may prove me wrong (*says sarcastically..like that would be a first lol) but hey, she listened! And listened. And listened lmao. I felt rather bad for her lol. By the end of the visit, she did have a slightly overwhelmed look about her lmao. I appologized cause I did feel bad springing so much on her at first visit. But there was nothing else I could do. So here"s the run down as best I can in shortness (yea yea yea, I know, ME and writing short doesn"t go together lol, I can"t help it lol). Anywhoo. Work situation..... Work approached me a couple weeks ago and suggested I see about going on short term disability. In a nut s

If I Could
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Im In A Tag Contest At 8pm Est Tonight
I am in a best tag contest tomorrow at 8pm I am doing just for fun and to see which of my friends are willing to help out or just vote or leave a comment. I know most of them don't like contest or what not and thats fine. I know who most of my friends are on here and this doesn't mean them i'm not trying to be mean or rude either. But after this I will be cleaning out my friends list again. Nothing against any of them just I was here to make friends not to just have people on my list to see how many I can get. Thanks everyone that helps me out here are the rules and gifts. Thanks again Bitchy Babygirl. Gifts: If I have atleast 25 active friends tags being voted on: 1st place: 7,500 comments/votes: Corvette 2nd place: (atleast 5,000 comment/votes) Tropical Vacation 3rd place: (atleast 3,500 comment/votes) Silver Motercycle Rules: 1. Please Fan, Rate & Add Me 2. Rate & comment your Favorite Friends Tag & others if you wish. 3. Bombing is permitted..

Hello To You All :)
Hi there to all who have been winking at me and sending messages. I am trying to get my head around this site and how it works. Think I might be having 'pooter' problems?! I will catch up with people and say a proper hello when I know what I am doing......if ever! GULP! Siany.X

Dear Granpa
Well it's been almost 2 months since my grandfather passed onto the next life. I have been refusing to deal with it, for my own personal reasons I guess something about today has said it's time. He lived a good life, he was 92 years old and well passed ready to go and join grandma. I guess no one else was ready for it. And yes most of them were for selfish reasons.But it was not for any of us to chose his time to depart this life. That being said.. Dear Granpa, I know I haven't been the best person I could have been while I was growing up, but I have grown up alot since I left almost five years ago. I don't do meth, or cocaine or any of that shit anymore. I take better care of my boys now then I honestly think I ever have. I know you stood by my side when the rest of the family had given up, and I thank you for that you have no idea how much that meant to me. I know you never liked the religous path I have chosen but it's my path and I never asked for anyone else to believe the w

Mine
COME CHECK OUT THE SHORT BUS SHOW DRIVING BY DJ WOLFE ON AIR LIVE NOW IN ThE ToRtUrE ChAmBeR JUST CLICK THE PIC AN UR THERE ThE ToRTuRe ChAmBeR WHERE ALL FREAKS, STONER AND NERD OF ALL KINDS ARE WELCOME JOINED BY OUR KICKS ASS STAFF AND FANS

Joanie.....your One And Only
Do you love me? Or do you not? you told me once, but i forgot. So tell me now, and tell me true, so I can say that I love you. Of all the girls I've ever met, you're the one, I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I go to heaven and wait for you. From the moment I saw you i knew this was true So damn beautiful my eyes fixated on you. I wanted to hug you, hold you so tight, I wanted to tell you this feels so right. Now i have a voice, my feelings out loud, A smile on my face so happy and proud. A man with a dream and a dream come true, A man who has found the one, the one is you! When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you, When I first met you i was afraid to kiss you, When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you, and now that i love you i am afraid to lose you. Love is like a river, or maybe a deep blue sea. Love flows on forever, always and endlessly. Love is something special, something you can't touch or see. Love is amazing, this thing I feel

My Best Friend Died To Save My Right To Say This
Many of you are going to hate me for what I'm about to say.If that ends up being the case.. then I'm sorry.Just remember that my father and my grandfathers and many of my friends have not only fought but many have died so that I may continue to have the right to say what I want. I watched in horror on the tv screen the day the towers burned.I saw every horrid gruesome detail.I was shocked.I was concerned for all that we're involved.Even worried about my own friends that lived nearby.However...when the stories of why it all happened started to come out in the media(which by the way you can't buy everything you read and see) there was only one thing I could honestly say. WE HAD IT COMMING! I'm not saying that innocent people should have killed.. but it happens and is called collateral damage.(Don't believe me .. find you nearest militaryperson and ask them)However.. I still stand firm that we had it comming. THIS COUNTRY JUST DOESN'T KNOW WHEN TO STOP POKING IT'S GOD DAMN NOSE

Pisses Me Off
K SO HAVE TO GET THIS OUT N THE OPEN IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN PPL SEND THOSE DAMN THANGS SAYIN SO N SO WANTS U TO SEE THIS BLOG OR SEE THIS MEMBER...GUESS WHAT IF I WANTED TO SEE IT OR THEM I WOULD HAVE LOOKED...ITS STUPID TO SEND IT TO PPL THAT R ON UR LIST WE ALREADY KNOW ABOUT U....SO PLEASE DONT SEND ME THEM IM NOW BLOCKIN PPL CUZ OF IT ITS DUMB YES I KNOW BUT HONESTLY THINK ABOUT IT WHEN U WRITE A BLOG SOMEONE USUALLY LOOKS...IF THEY DONT THEY ARNT INTERESTED IN WHAT U PUT :p

9/11
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: *** SStar *** Date: Sep 11, 2007 12:05 AM We remember..September 11th, 2001."The world saw evil that day.."An image collapsed.The 2,948 confirmed victims of September 11th 2001 included innocent victims from 84 countriesThe youngest victim was 2 years old Christie Hanson - The oldest victim was 85 year old Robert Grant Norton3,251 children lost a Parent on that dayFreedom through Terror.we remember, we will always remember.AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 11,from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, crashed into the north tower of the World Trade Center with 92 people on board. AMERICAN AIRLINES FLIGHT 77,from Washington to Los Angeles, crashed into the Pentagon with 64 people aboard.UNITED AIRLINES FLIGHT 175, from Boston, Massachusetts, to Los Angeles, California, was the second hijacked plane to strike the World Trade Center, plowing into the south tower. Two pilots, seven flight attendants and 56 passengers we

Friends
Wanted all to know, some I know get upset cause they don't get to talk to me as much as they like, 1st off, I do have a job, and that job right now requires me to work 12 hrs a day, 10:30 am to 10:30 pm, i get home at 11:15 pm, shower, til 11:30, i may stay up 30 to 45 mins, then get up at 6:30 am to get my kids ready for school, being i am a single father, get home from taking them to school to get ready and lerave for work at 9:15, so with that my weekdays have been taken up, weekends, are mostly for my kids since they don't see me much during the week, and yes i do have a life, went on a date saturday night, so the kids got sunday, so the people on my friends list that had no clue about why i am not on much at the moment that are thinking i just aint a good friend, i am sorry, but real life, is what it is, so quit getting upset and sending me messages like i hate you, or don't answer calls, lordy, Have a great night all Don

To All The Blazing Bomberz
Ok I know I have not been on for the last couple of days so here is what is going on I am still sick and I am almost getting better.. When I do get full better i am going to rate pictures, and do some commenting bommbing on everyones contest if there is a contest still going on.. I am sorry for not giving you all the updates on me I was on line, just checking my email and picking up tags and I made a new yahoo group so I am working on that... When I get fullie better I am going to work my ass off on here to make it up for you all.. So for give me ok.. I hope no one was worried about me while I was gone for the last week or so.. Well I have to go ok.. Bye bye.. Virgo24

Two Face People .
well seems to me that there are people in this world that act as your friends but truly are NOT!!!!! I mean if you have a problem with someone why not tell them to there face? Why the hell will you act as a friend and then talk shit? I Don't understand it at all. I guess i am the only person in the world that if i feel something is wrong or i get asked my opinion that i actually tell them the truth . I mean if the truth fucking hurts don't ask right? And please don't tell me about all the Drama you have and expect me to sit there and be quite about it . I mean i would not be much of a friend if i did not offer my advice. It is up to you and you alone to take it or leave it. And if you don't like it cool . I mean really it's no skin off my back.I was just trying to help with the wisdom of my years. But hey thats what friends are for right to talk to each other and not betray one another. See i am Kinda pissed the fuck off becouse i have a friend who i thuoght was my frie

Sipping Vodka
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spooky. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. 9) When

When I Saw You
When your eyes me mine I knew in time that someday you would be mine Now that day has come and we've begun something that started just for fun. I hold a special place for you in my heart And I can't imagine the day we will grow apart. done by christine .

Daddies :(
A dad/father means the world to a daddies girl. i spoke once before of my dads sickness and that he had throat cancer, went for testing radiation and everything else was sickly skinny after all said and done. he went in again to do standard check up to b sure all was well and was informed its BACK.....he had an MRI on monday going for a CT SCAN today then biopsy on Friday, doctors say surgery comes not long after that....send positive thoughts and prayers my dads way pleaseeeee i don't ask much more as there is nothin else anyone can do. MY DADDY b4 he got sick

Can't Understand!!!
I know that people are insensitive but If you are using Fubar to get support why would Fubar block me from making mumms just because I asked a qustion about giving support to my sick cousin. WOW! Im very hurt that they are more supportive of questions like "Should I cheat on my wife".

Please Read About My Sister Getting Married And The Search For My Step Sisters!
NOT ME! MY SISTER KIM AKA FIREFLY N HELL IS GETTING REMARRIED! I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED AGAIN. I DONE MADE THAT MISTAKE TWICE AND THERE WILL NEVER BE A THIRD ONE. ANY WAY I TOLD MY SISTER I WOULD HELP HER LOOK FOR OUR STEP SISTERS. THANK YOU FOR ANY HELP YOU CAN GIVE ME OKAY. LOVE YA ALL, FREAKY PAGAN! I am looking for a girls name Kelly Ann Mitchell and Kimmie Ann Mitchell sister born to Michael Mitchel and Linda Vitallie in New Jersey on Nov. 21 1977 and Nov. 19 0r 20 1978. They have a brother name Tony and sister Angela. If you happen to know these people will you please contact me. This is very important for me to find them for my dad. He has been looking for them sent they where 5 and now we are tring once again by use of the internet. So if you know them or if you are them please contact me. On my space my yahoo is firefly_n_hell@yahoo.com or lizardlady28@hotmail.com. Can any please help me keep this reposted. I am getting married in a week and I would love to ha

Sug Is Home
Sandi had her surgery today and did well. The doctor took all of tissue that was damaged by the staph infection and all scar tissue. She is in a lot of pain but has taken pain medicine and is getting some sleep. She wanted me to thanks all of you that sent emails, prayed, gave gifts ect. and told me to tell you she loves all of her fu friends. I am sure she will be back on the computer as soon as she can.

I Miss You
I Miss You silhouettes dance within my heart casting omnipresent shadows of you and yet there remains an echo an eerie silence of loneliness deafened by dreaded emptiness in a place you once tread those boyhood memories remain absence the fondness you shared the gentleness of your touch supported by words of compassion always teaching, reaching no longer can I feel you though I see you daily from visions of the past my soul aches to know how long does death last....