Fubar Blog Posts 3

New Update On Aimeelynn.net
Hey Everyone, I just put a new update of me with my friends hubby up on my site..wanna come see? Here's a little something to entice you with :D Also, if you feel like it, please remember to vote for me today in the best BJ contest with Brianna Ray....Here is our pic And here is the link to vote for us. http://friends.freakdaddys.com/voteme/vote.pl 4th row down... Thanks so much for all of your support! XOXO, Aimeelynn

To Hire Or Not To Hire?
I received the following message in response to my search for potential employees with degrees in nuclear science: --------------------------- From: hatchit: ord of the G spot Subject: neucler degree i cat get over your page... i have o degree but make fantastic pipe bombs and other mild explosives.. and perade around USA blowing up random object that fit my critieria... would much like a carere in any type of demolision youi my have on hand... also nano technoligy ----------------------------- What do you think - is he North Korean material?

Guinness
This is the only beer I've had that I was forced to drink slowly. It's so much thicker than domestic brews that it was almost like I was drinking a cold, beer flavored hot chocolate. I love it. GUINNESS!!!

Halloween Orgy :d
Halloween Orgy by analplayplease © It was October 29th I had just gotten home from another literature class. On my door was a folded piece of paper. It was an invitation to a Halloween Party in my apartment complex from my friend Cory. Arrival between 10-11 p.m. Costumes a must. Beer on tap, some liquor available. To end when everyone left. I decided to put my things away and go to Cory's for a little more information. His car was parked so I knew he was home. I made sure to lock my door and then I headed down the street to his apartment. I knocked and within ten seconds I heard an "enter" come from within. I smiled and gave Cory a hello hug. He patted the couch and I sat next to him. "So you got the invitation?" He asked. "Yes, a bit late to invite people huh?" And he said, "No way, two days is plenty of time." I smiled and knew deep down he was right. "I suppose I have to wear a costume." A nod was all the reply I got. I asked what he was going as and a little smirk and a "

To All The Men And Women Who Defend Out Country Every Day
I WOULD LIKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FANS FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO SHOW THEIR SUPPORT AND show ME THAT YOU CARE FOR THESE, THEY ARE BROTHERS SISTERS FAMILY FRIENDS OUT THEIR AND THEY NEED YOUR SUPPORT, SO WHAT WHO CARES??? YOU SHOULD CUZ THEY ARE GIVING THEIR LIVES FOR YOU, SO THE LEAST YOU CAN DO FOR THEM IS SHOW THEM YOU CARE

Butterfly Tears
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 Butterfly tears As Beautiful as a butterfly As Delicate as a broken heart. As fragile as a thin crystal As innocent and true as a child I often wonder why it is we fall in love with who we do? Is it destiny that is choosen for us or do we have a say? Is there a lesson we are to learn from a broken heart? by Gegi Cluck

Sexual Thoughts Of My Imagination
sexual thoughts of my imagination ... sensual romantic wine and dim lights, classical music to undress you ... erotic and slow, marveling at every curve, gently gliding my hands upon your skin slide into my arms and touch where you wish feeling so devilish candles flicker, echoes of desire filling the air to taste you, explore you ... I need your body - your lovely body that seduces me how I'd fill you with my ecstacy, grinding inside of you, that look of surprise, your lovely eyes that mouth so inviting ... just sexual thoughts of my imagination

Edge Of A Broken Heart
I don't believe I could of been so blind but love is strange I thought about it for a long long time but the truth remains I don't need another lonely night to dry my tears The answer's plain and it's black and white and I can see the picture very clear I've been living on the edge of a broken heart I don't wanna fall I don't wanna crawl I've been living on the edge of a broken heart don't you wonder why I've gotta say goodbye It isn't like you never had the chance to change your tune did you think that I'm a dime a dance well the dance is through I've been doing things your way for way too long well baby that's over it won't be easy but I've got to be strong and if I wanna cry I don't need your shoulder I've been living on the edge of a broken heart I don't wanna fall I don't wanna crawl I've been living on the edge of a broken heart don't you wonder why I've gotta say goodbye I'll find someone else who's nothing like you two can play the game as we

Inside
listless moments like these encasing such an aquire taste to the mouth that is sweet and sour at the same time can make for such an enlightining path way to ones inner self what you can take you can give away what you have you should make anew creation is of you own doing what you allow your mind to think and feel not suppressing your feelings but letting them flow towards a positive outlet that room that was once dark does have a window or a light shining in close your eyes for a moment and you can feel the heat as it enters the room surrounding your very being let it flow through yourself dont be so scared for what it to come make the future what u want of it your voice does matter for with it you can tear some one down or build them up very quickly can it not be tamed there is truth in that people who speak very little are wise what you think of yourself and others is what u make of life either very little or muc

The Flood
As I sit here and think about the last few days The power of the rushing water The wind beating down on my face And seeing the dismay in the townsfolks eyes I listen to the stillness just for a moment And in this moment you can find peace even in the storm You see over the horizon another round the second wave Will the roads hold up Can I drive through the fierce waters to make it home Thats what this is all about home I dont really have a place to call home yet So I sit here thinking When will it be my time to rise To force myself down the hills and over the banks To have everyone notice that I can overcome That I can be someone great Usually it only happens once in your life Or just a few times in the year But last year I did have that time once When I got out of boot Can home and showed the ones who said I couldnt make it That I would fail I showed them who I can be I chiseled my body I beat it everyday But now the storm has w

R.i.p. Raw
Robert Anton Wilson passed away on 1/11 @ 4:45 am. He was an incredible writer and just an all around great guy. His work had a tremendous impact on me all through my life. I had a very few email exchanges with him in the late 90's and he was a gracious and warm guy who treated my stupid questions as if they were legitamate. The world is a little darker and diminshed place with him gone.

Fyi
For those who have messaged me! I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 3 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply!

Happy Or Peace?
Idle time is the Devils watch He wears it just for me In the worst possible time Hmm... Time is up for me, no room to waste All this crap I put my tounge through to taste Pain, sweat & blood Lust, greed & envy Death, pity & fucked Those are my idols in from yesterday Just in time to see the play Here we go girl, this is the climax The part where I finally relax That oxymoron is beyond you In fact this whole poem is truth So please ignore the confusing wording... La, la, la, la, la, la, So much to say in a single day The sun shining till it fades I'm so happy to be alive For one second I may cry Lets go to the beach & see the sand Run our toes in it & make more plans My memorys of joy are in action Lets create some blissful compassion Thats all I'm asking......... Bradley K. Carmichael

Lose Control
You don't remember my name. I don't really care. Can we play the game your way? Can I really lose control? Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once, With all the pretty flowers in the dust. Mary had a lamb. His eyes black as coals. If we play very quiet, my lamb, Mary never has to know. Just once in my life, I think it'd be nice, Just to lose control, just once. If I cut you down to a thing I can use, I fear there will be nothing good left of you.

Vision Of Dark Ash
I always admired The depth Of you shallowness You go so far To not move Anywhere Like when you Are hurting Covered by a Veil of I don’t care But you let Me Inside you That opened Your truth There is No place else I could learn that Your soul Keeps me amused Down beneath The surface now I love this Classroom

Gemini - Naughtyscope!
GEMINI May 22 - June 21 Ruling Planet: MERCURY The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of ultra-extreme raunchy talk Talking about sex is Gemini's favorite hobby and doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop doorway, serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex. FAVE POSITION As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for air if they need to. BEST SEX TOY Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new ideas GEMINI MALE IN BED He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive. He's a lights on, in front of the mirror kinda guy and

Written By: Salam Lacroix....our Pet Clown
TAZMAN makes me happy! MISS BITCH make me happy! Until eternity! I'll always have REBEL family! LSD'S SHELL makes me happy! HYPNOTIC make me happy! Until eternity! I'll always have REBEL family! AND EVERY OTHER REBEL ON CHERRYTAP!! THIS CLOWN LOVES YOU! MULTIPLE individual pedals fall from 1 stem Who DO NOT run away and not follow any trends, Cause we accend from the same place Make your mind, Rebel minds to crush mainstream shines Whats yours is mine it was mines is yours Let the Rebels of C.T. show you different worlds Any hoes front a Rebel or the Family Tell them to come suck on your dick, we The Rebels of C.T.!!

Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac
Rhiannon rings like a bell through the night And wouldn't you love to love her? Takes to the sky like a bird in flight and who will be her lover? All your life you've never seen a woman taken by the wind. Would you stay if she promised you heaven? Will you even win? She is like a cat in the dark, And then she is the darkness She rules her life like a fine skylark And when the sky is starless All your life you've never seen a woman taken by the wind. Would you stay if she promised you heaven? Will you even win? Will you even win? Rhiannon, Rhiannon, Rhiannon, Rhiannon. She rings like a bell through the night And wouldn't you love to love her? She rules her life like a bird in flight and who will be her lover? All your life you've never seen a woman taken by the wind Would you stay if she promised you heaven? Will you even win? Will you even win? Rhiannon, Rhiannon, Rhiannon, Rhiannon. Taken by, taken by the sky. Taken by, taken by the sky. Tak

New Cherry Feature!!!!! Crush Button!!!!!!
What is a crush? A crush is an anonymous infatuation with another CherryTAP member! You may only have a crush on one member at a time, but you can change or remove it whenever you like. If anyone has a crush on you, it'll tell you how many on your homepage and public profile page, but it won't tell you *who* they are! You'll need to find that out on your own... :-) When you have a crush on another member, they'll receive an alert that someone has a crush on them, but it won't say who....

Hillbilly's Rule!!
Some Dude was ripping on Hillbillies on a mumm. This is my reply to it. ***************************** Dude! I am an old NYC boy, and a Puerto Rican to boot. I live in Nashville Tennessee 6 years now and I think Hillbilly's and country folk are the NORMAL people! If we had a 100% hillbilly border patrol the country would be secure! If we had Hill billy cops everywhere, Bar fights would be the norm and the cops would pull you over for not sharing your booze and beer! If we had a hill billy for president (Bill Clinton does not count) The Budget would be balanced and we would have better values in the world. A hill billy would never pay 700 bucks for a toilet seat! They would get one at Wal Mart for 15 bucks! Fact is the Hillbillies are the NORMAL ones. Everyone else is too busy worrying about being PC and all that other BULL.. So what is the 2 singles don't match.. They have a roof over their heads, the kids are warm and the Paid for it themselves! They make due with wha

Epic Of Gilgamesh Part Iii
"Why ..."(?) His own counsel ... At his instruction ... Who knows his heart... Shamhat pulled off her clothing, and clothed him with one piece while she clothed herself with a second. She took hold of him as the gods do' and brought him to the hut of the shepherds. The shepherds gathered all around about him, they marveled to themselves: "How the youth resembles Gilgamesh-- tall in stature, towering up to the battlements over the wall! Surely he was born in the mountains; his strength is as mighty as the meteorite(!) of Anu!" They placed food in front of him, they placed beer in front of him; Enkidu knew nothing about eating bread for food, and of drinking beer he had not been taught. The harlot spoke to Enkidu, saying: "Eat the food, Enkidu, it is the way one lives. Drink the beer, as is the custom of the land." Enkidu ate the food until he was sated, he drank the beer-seven jugs!-- and became expansive and sang with joy! He was elated and his face glowed. H

Hope?
Hope? Claws that scritch and claws that scratch Claws that rattle lone midnight’s latch Fears that crawl and fears of nights fall Fears that no one’s out there at all Blues that are black and blues from the soul Blues that reach from the minds dark hole Dreams that drift and dreams that lift Dreams that are all you fear you’ve missed Hands that fight and hands held so tight Hands that lift you to the light Trust that’s given and trust that’s broken Trust that comes to those who’ve fallen Love that binds and love that blinds Love that’s freely given to open minds That is the question and that is the answer That the question is asked answers the question

So I Was Wondering
So while I was reading, I got to thinking...yeah i know some of you in the surrounding areas smelled the smoke...anyways, I was wondering if anyone made animated pictures....Not so much the morphs..since I've already got a great morph made by Crazysane. My original thought would be to hold a contest..I'm not ready for the headache of a contest right now...but..I was wondering if anyone could make me an animated picture out of as many of my personal pictures as possible(my default included!). I'm not asking for much..Am I???

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

37 Rudean Crude Pick Up Lines
1. I wish you were a door so I could slam you all day. 2. Nice legs...what time do they open? 3. Do you work for UPS? I thought I saw you checking out my package. 4. You've got 206 bones in your body, want one more? 5. Can I buy you a drink or do you just want the money? 6. I may not be the best looking guy in here, but I'm the only one talking to you. 7. I'm a bird watcher and I'm looking for a Big Breasted Bed Thrasher: have you seen one? 8. I'm fighting the urge to make you the happiest woman on earth tonight. 9. Want to play army? I'll lay down and you can blow the hell outta me. 10. I wish you were a Pony Carousel outside Superdrug, so I could ride you all day long for a quarter. 11. Oh, I'm sorry, I thought that was a Braille name tag. 12. I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked. 13. Is that a ladder in your stockings or the stairway to heaven? 14. You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is o

Of Course You're Too Sexy For Modesty...
I've been slapped in the face with breasts again. One of these days, I will slap those breasts back. Girls, in the event that you would like to conduct yourself as a lady (Don't worry! You can fake it til you make it.), you can start with stuffing your bra with your breasts. After that, you can stuff your shirt with your bra-clad breasts. I really have no desire to see your hands squishing your unfettered breasts and whatnot. However, since most of you cannot find anything else to do, allow me to advise you that you should at least attempt to be symmetrical. Don't have your left breast jacked up so high that it hides the left side of your face while having your right breast hanging out with your belly button.

Hopefully This Goes Well.
School starts tomorrow and I just signed up for a new class called Teaching ESL Grammer and Writing. ESL (for those who don't know) is an acronym for English as a Second Languge Looking at it now I hope I do not have to know spanish, if so this class could be harder then what I am expecting.... so wish me luck and hope my limited spanish vocabulary gets me through it.

The Answer To The Question....
I came up with the answer to the question that has Plagued man kind for centuries. "If a tree falls in the forest and noone is around to hear it, does it make a sound?" my answer is simply this. find me a tree that does not make a sound when it falls. Just because noone is around to hear the sound doesn't mean it doesn't. When Bethoven Played the piano he did not hear a thing, but we all know piano's make a sound. So that was my exciting night at work. I love you all and god bless SDMF

Where Do You Fall?
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Bloody Hate These Please Dont Leave These
TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXY TRAIN IF U RECIEVE THIS IT MEANS UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO 10 PEOPLE....IF U BREAK THIS CHAIN U WILL HAVE BAD SEX FOR THE NEXT 30 YEARS.....GOODLUCK _______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@_______________ _____@@@@@________________ _____@@@@@________________ _______@@@@@_____________ ___________@@@@@______ ______________@@@@@_____ ________________@@@@@_____ _______________@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@@@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@_________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@________________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@______@@@___ ________@@@@______@@___ _________@@@_____@@____ ___________@@@__@@____ ____________@@@@@_____ _____________@@@@_______ _____________@@@@@________ ___________@@___@@@___ ________@@@____ @@@__ ______@@@@@___

Sad Eyed Angel
Sitting on the crest Of a newly formed rainbow Sat the sad eyed angel Looking down at earth below A moments worth of wondering Brings an endless train of thought She hears the distant thundering Of the knowledge she's been taught Slowly all the tears Will drift away with sunshine But the little sad eyed angel Knows there will be another time The winds of pain are blowing But through the rainbows colored glass Comes the real gift of knowing That nothing hear will last Can the meanings really mean So much to all the people When all is far beyond All of there golden steeples When all is given free There's no such thing as price And what was meant to be Lies in the tossing of the dice Yet the sad eyed angel Can't be sure of what she heard Was it relly this or that? Or just a single word? Take me from this rainbow Shy crys in desperation Let me go to earth below Give my soul a destination Slowly fades the rainbow And the sad eyed angel falls

Resturant- Kileen Tx
went to texas for the week end, and there is a wonderfull oriental resturant just off of trimmer called the buffett palace. it rocks, and if the one youre going with doesnt like it, there is plently to choose from. and the service is great too! if youre out at ft. hood, you should go.

Drinking Etiquette!
Being that I am not a heavy drinker, it is hard to know all the proper etiquette!! I am certainly glad that someone has been so kind as to offer some guidance!!! ;) ************************************************** There's more to it then tipping a glass and acting foolish. 1. If you owe someone money, always pay them back in a bar. Preferably during happy hour. 2. Always toast before doing a shot. 3. Whoever buys the shot gets the first chance to offer a toast. 4. Change your toast at least once a month. 5. Buying someone a drink is five times better than a handshake. 6. Buying a strange woman a drink is still cool. Buying all her drinks is dumb. 7. Never borrow more than one cigarette from the same person in one night. 8. When the bartender is slammed, resist the powerful urge to order a slightly-dirty, very-dry, in-and-out, super-chilled half-and-half martini with a lemon twist. Limit orders to beer, straight shots and two-part cocktails. 9. Get t

The Time Comes When You Have To Make Decisions...
Do I or dont I? Will I or wont I? A guy friend of mine who is a photographer wants to use some shots of me for a local ad campaign..just bikini shots. IM not really sure I want to do it. The money is good and its a quick job..no hard work there..lol but I dont know who will see it. Or how my bosses at corporate will feel about it. It isnt like I need to do it...I have a great job and at thirty Id say my modeling career such as it is, is over...so is this just one LAST hurrah for me? lol In my time I have done catalog work and some print work but I havent achieved the status some have...not hot enough or tall enough for VIctoria Secret lol or high fashion. Not perfect enough for Sports illustrated ;)...No playboy centerfold here lol, my father would kill me! lol Hmmmmm what to do? My mother wants me to move back home and go to law school...she is probably right about that. Ive probably gone as high on the corporate ladder as I am going to go here. Idont know what

To Much T.v.???? Lol
I got a call from my son's teacher last night. Yesterday he was having a tough time with a problem in school and was getting very frustrated. He finally slammed his hand down on his desk, looked up at his teacher and said, "I just need some male enhancement!" His teacher said she had to leave the room because she was laughing so hard! Do you think I'm letting him watch too much T.V.??? lol He is 10 years old.

Tarot
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Hypersensitivity
THE BATTERER IS EASILY INSULTED. HE CLAIMS HIS "FEELINGS ARE HURT" WHEN HE'S REALLY ANGRY. HE TAKES THE SLIGHTEST SETBACKS AS PERSONAL ATTACKS. HE WILL RAGE ABOUT THE INJUSTICES THAT HAPPEN TO HIM, THINGS THAT ACTUALLY ARE A PART OF LIFE, SUCH AS BEING ASKED TO WORK OVERTIME, GETTING A TRAFFIC TICKET, OR BEING ASKED TO HELP AROUND THE HOUSE.

The Best Irish Joke 2007
The Best Irish Joke 2006 John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ya now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife" "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary" She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised me self. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

Am I Boring? Tell Me! No, Not Her, Me! Me, Me, Me, Me Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Low Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Low Histrionic: Low Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: Moderate Dependent: Low Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Cancer Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you. What Sign Is Your True Love?

La La La La
Hum..my first blog...welll This last weekend was great! I went to davids bridal with one of my bridesmaids. It was awsome. Then I partied with amanda q. and jonjon. We had fun. but i missed joshie! My fiance works nights. It sucks. But we have evenings together! I love him alot. I couldent ask for a better person to spend the rest of myvlife with. Then this week has kinda sucked..no work cuz of the weather so yah. Ive been stuck in the house...going crazy.lol ( like that could take long) manduh

Happy Birthday Baby!!!!
Today ((Jan. 18th)) is my sweet man John's birthday. We have had some hard times, but I love him so much. Most people may have thought that we would and still lthink we won't last. But to that I say quit being so jealous of what we have. We love eachother and things are going great this time. But John is the most wonderful man I know. And today is his birthday. So please help me in wishing him the Happiest Birthday ever!!!! I LOVE YOU JOHN!!!!! And to that I say... Let's all wish him a happy birthday please by leaving him a comment or visiting his page: John

To Whom It May Concern {those Wanting To Know Whats Going On Inside My Head}
Excuse grammatical errors and such nonesense for im not in the right state of mind at the moment....... Life is like a box of chocolates .....you never know what your gonna get.....at least that is the old saying....but when your mind travels in a thousand different directions and your constantly going through points of dejavu...........well......to those that know me you know that story as well..... I have alot of thanks for making myself come to nevada, and at the same time i have alot of regrets as well.. more so thanks than regrets but the regrets still outweigh heavily on my mind. there are some things right now that are on my mind that are making me so depressed that i dont want to eat or sleep....but thank goodness i have my dad whos been making me eat and my body telling me fuck you your sleeping rather you like it or not....... i feel like a walking contradiction.....people say that im mean, then i am sweet, i am strong but i am weak......i feel lonely but im not, peo

Chicken Cordon Bleu Casserole
INGREDIENTS: * 2 pounds skinless chicken breasts, cut into chunks * Bread Crumbs * 1 egg * 1/2 cup milk * 8 oz Swiss cheese, cubed * 8 oz ham, diced * 1 can (10 3/4 oz) cream of chicken soup * 1 cup milk PREPARATION: Whisk together the egg and 1/2 cup milk. Dip chunks of chicken in egg mixture, then into bread crumbs, coating well. Brown in a little oil until golden. Place chunks in baking dish, add cubes of swiss cheese and small pieces of ham Mix cream of chicken soup with 1 cup of milk; mix well and pour over all. Bake about 30 minutes at 350° or until tender and bubbly.

Daily Devotional 1/18/07
Grandfather Great Spirit All Over The World The Faces Of Living Things Are Alike. With Tenderness, They Have Come Up Out Of The Ground. Look Upon Your Children That They May Face The Winds And Walk The Good Road To The Day Of Quiet. Grandfather Great Spirit Fill Us With The Light. Give Us The Strength To Understand And The Eyes To See. Teach Us To Walk The Soft Earth As Relatives To All That Live. Aho , Amen , e-men . Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth. Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here. Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go. Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you." Aho , Amen , e-men . Words That Speak The American Indian is of the soil, whether it be the region of forests, plains, pueblos, or mesas. He fits into the landscape, for the hand that fashioned the cont

Lover Aren't Always Best Of Friends
Lovers arent always best of friends, Too much sometimes lies between their sheets. In fact they need a friend to share the sweets and sorrows of a love that always ends.Love that last is love thats more then passion. A wedding of true friendship and desire. Some might fear a certain loss of fire, but pleasure is ignited by compassion. Your're the one in whom I most confide, The inner ear I talk to throught the day, The flesh I need when I must have my way, The world where I am home when I'm inside. And even more I find my pleasure too, From seeing the delight you take in me, The comfort, quiet joy and ecstasy That it is my gift to give to you. Written by: Born N Raised

A Witch's Rights In The United States
A Witch's Rights In The United States Witchcraft is recognized in the United States as a legitimate religion. In 1985, Dettmer v Landon (617 F Supp 592) the District Court of Virginia pursuant to rule 52 (a) of the Federal Rules of Civil Procedure ruled that Witchcraft is a legitimate religion and falls within a recognizable religious category In 1986 in the Federal Appeals court fourth circuit. Butzner, J. affirmed the decision (799 F 2d 929) Since in most cases Federal law, even case law supersedes state law in this type of matter, the affirmation by judge Butzner clearly sets Witchcraft as a religion under the protection of constitutional rights. The Church of Wicca (or Witchcraft) is clearly a religion for First Amendment purposes. Members of the Church sincerely adhere to a fairly complex set of doctrines relating to the spiritual aspect of their lives, and in doing so they have ultimate concerns' in much the same way as followers of more accepted religions. Their ceremonies

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Are You Happy Now?
In this hole, that is me The dead are rolling over In this hole, thickening Dirt shovelled over shoulders I feel it in me, so overwhelmed Oh this pressured centre rising My life overturned, unfair the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole, that is me A life that’s growing feeble In this hole, so limiting The sun has set all darkens Buried underneath, hands slip off the wheel Internal pathway to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? (Are you) Happy? (Are you) Happy? Are you feeling happy? In this hole, that is me Left with a heart exhausted What’s my release? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind

Myspace Suit -- All The More Reason For Ct To Keep Kids Of The Tap
Wow see that links or sites got sued!!!!!! is a bulletin that რէნìkєя$72@ CherryTAP originally submitted on our site that posted an article found, which stated the following: MySpace sued in wake of sexual assault 6/20/2006 3:58:59 PM, by Eric Bangeman A Texas 14-year-old and her mother have sued MySpace for US$30 million after she was raped by a man she met on the social networking site. Pete Solis, who faces felony sexual assault charges, courted the girl via her MySpace profile. They proceded to exchange phone calls and e-mails prior to meeting in May. Solis reportedly picked her up at school, took her to dinner and a movie, and then sexually assaulted her at a South Austin, TX apartment complex. MySpace's age verification practices come under attack by the plaintiff's attorneys. The site requires users to be at least 14 years old, asking for name, date of birth, e-mail address, sex, and country of residence. However, it does not attempt to v

Just For Fun......
Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! ====================== roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. ====================== Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply ====================== Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground

Where To Have Winter Sex
Where to have Winter Sex From the pages of AskMen, here are the top 6 places to have Winter sex... It's winter and you want to have sex. But you don't want to head to the bedroom and get your groove on. No. You want to head out in subzero temperatures and enjoy sex, Eskimo style. This winter, turn ordinary sex into something extraordinary by testing out these locations with your woman. 1- Gondola Whether you plan to ski, snowboard or head to the top of a mountain for any reason, use the opportunity to engage in a quickie in the gondola. The ride up the mountain will take on a new meaning. 2- Top of a mountain If you're feeling bold, head to a secluded spot at the top of a mountain and get your groove on. She'll be coming 'round the mountain when she comes. 3- Cross-country skiing/Snowshoeing If you opt to take the scenic route on a winter day, you're bound to find a spot where you can stop and penetrate. Sex in a winter wonderland will definitely leave you

Safe Place...from Celtic Cross ..
Another day inside my world I'm married to you and this road A road that never lets me sleep There's no way to escape these demons I am forced to keep And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now I mean the best with what I say It doesn't always sound that way I never learned to work things out 'Cause in my family all we ever seem to do is shout And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now... And I try to sleep The drugs I take are killing me I think of you to ease my pain But you're so far Now it's time to say goodbye I love you baby Please don't cry And then I'll find you here Through your eyes everything's clear And I'm home inside your arms But I'm alone for now Alone for now...

Hillary Clinton Is A Twat
Normally, I wouldnt bitch about any politician on this site, but, I have a blog, and well. I feel like venting, so tuff. Who the fuck does this person think she is? Everyone keeps talking about Hillary for president, blah blah blah. But, if anyone can give me just ONE example, just ONE, of anytime this bitch actually answered a question w a direct answer. The answer is never!! She will not take a stand on anything!! When she is asked if she is a Mets or Yankees fan, she says both, what the fuck is that? Dont say that because you dont wanna lose 6 voters from Queens or 6 from Manhatten. Take a god dam stand!! Just like every other politician, she goes with the flow of the moment, no principles at all. And by the time she announces she will be running, the race will be over!! Just a little advice Mrs. Clinton, if u cant manage a marriage, what makes you think you can manage the country? Especially when our biggest enemies beliefs include woman should be kept indoors and wear burkas o

Are You Busy? Do You Feel Like Life Is Breezin By?
Well I wish I could help you but if its breezin by then it shouldn't take you long to vote for me. But remember NO COMMENT BOMBS! Only 5 votes anymore and they will delete me from the contest! Thanks yall Mel

Crab-stuffed Mushrooms
Tasty crab stuffed mushrooms with bread crumbs and Parmesan cheese make a great party snack. INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound large mushrooms * 6 tablespoons butter * 3 green onions, minced * 3 to 4 tablespoons minced red bell pepper * 4 ounces crab meat * 1 cup fresh fine bread crumbs * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon Cajun or Creole seasoning blend * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese PREPARATION: Wash and trim the end of stems from mushrooms. Pop remaining stem out. Chop stems and set aside. Melt 2 tablespoons butter; brush over mushrooms. Spray a shallow baking dish (about 8-inch square, or one which will fit mushrooms in one layer) with butter-flavored spray or grease with butter. Melt remaining butter in skillet; add reserved chopped stems, minced green onions and red bell pepper. Cook until vegetables are tender. Combine cooked ingredients with bread crumbs, crab meat, and seasonings. Fill each mushrooms, piling

My Boyfriend
i love justin sooo much and i cant wait till feb. i get to spend time with him im soooo happy its only 1 month and 2 days away and i cant wait hehe well justin i love you always and forever no matter what and this song goes to you.... I SwearBy All-4-OneBestAudioCodes.com

Shrimp And Bow Tie Pasta Salad With Lemon Garlic Dressing
This tasty shrimp and pasta salad makes a great lunch or dinner on a hot summer day. INGREDIENTS: * 8 ounces bow tie pasta (farfalle) * 1 pound shrimp, tail on, cooked * 6 to 8 grape or cherry tomatoes, halved or sliced * 2 cups baby arugula or spinach leaves * 1/2 cup pecan halves * salt and coarsely ground black pepper * . * Lemon Garlic Dressing * 2 cloves garlic, crushed, minced * 1/3 cup extra-virgin olive oil * juice and zest of 1 medium to large lemon * 2 teaspoons fresh chopped parsley or basil PREPARATION: Cook pasta in boiling water, following package directions; drain under cold running water. In 4 salad bowls, arrange arugula or spinach leaves, tomato slices or halves, cooled pasta and shrimp, and pecans. Sprinkle lightly with salt and pepper. In blender or screw-top jar, combine dressing ingredients. Drizzle dressing evenly over each salad, tossing lightly. If desired, combine salad ingredients in one

Cobarde
Camino sin rumbo, cada paso que doy es un recuerdo, Un recuerdo vivido a tu lado. no quiero detenerme, dejar cada momento. Me cuesta admitirlo,saber que ya no estas aqui. Saber que ya no puedo acariciar tu cuerpo;sentir tu aroma. Continuo sin rumbo, sentimiento es lo que quedo, Es lo que me acompana. Tu amor a la distancia, me mantiene a pie. Para no perder la paciencia, miro a mi alrededor, y no miro a nadie. Sera que es entre tu y yo? Creo que si. No necesito a nadie mas que a ti, y se que esto es asi. Ya que en el fondo de mi corazon; Siento tu calor. Amor te extrano. Pero nada, ni nadie, me detendra. Te prometo que llegare el fin, para estar entre tus brazos y ser feliz a tu lado. Pero no lo quisistes, no pudistes esperar a mi. Por el cobarde que eres, llegastes el fin. El fin de mi amor, el amor que ya no existe... No existe por ti, estaras solo para siempre. Sufro, y sufro, pero no sufro por ti. Sufro por mi, por el dano que me hicistes, Nunca confiare, en

Torn
I walked a path of lonliness Needing only a hint of Love Weighted by my sadness Finding my heart hidden in a cove Insanity made from madness Looking to the sky above Realizing No-one is left All that I have is bloody tears My soul needs to rest... Forgetting worldly fears Torn is who I am at Best Hope of a day to hold someone near

To The Bahamas
Only 13 days left until I go cruising off to the Bahamas. I'll board the Carnival cruise ship "The Sensation" in Port Canaveral, Florida and sail to Freeport. From there we sail to Nassau for an overnight stay. I think I am a little more excited about this cruise than my last one. Some of my family is actually going along this time. Have any of you ever been to the Bahamas? If ya have, maybe you can tell me some of the things I need to be sure NOT to miss. I promise I am going to strive not to spend $700+ on alcohol for the week this time. That was just on the ship, not counting what I spent drinking in lovely Mexico. Damn, that makes me sound like I was drunk the for the whole cruise. Oh wait, I was. LOL Anywho, I'm counting the days til I sail away...

Cleaning.
IM IN SEARCH OF ONE OF MY DISCS HERE...I NEED IT...SO I'LL BE BACK EITHER AFTER I FIND IT - OR AFTER I GIVE UP HOPE...LOL...I'LL BE BACK IN A BIT....LEAVE ME SOME LOVING....I FEEL LIKE I'VE BEEN STUCK ON LEVEL 17 FOREVER. SEE YA'LL SOON. BRATTY

X-rated Industry Finds High Definition Is Too Graphic
SAN FRANCISCO: The X-rated industry has gotten too graphic, even for its own tastes. Pornography has long helped drive the adoption of new technology, from the printing press to the videocassette. Now pornographic movie studios are staying ahead of the curve by releasing high-definition DVDs. But they have discovered that the technology is sometimes not so sexy. The high-definition format is accentuating imperfections in the actors — from a little extra cellulite on a leg to wrinkles around the eyes. Hollywood is dealing with similar problems, but they are more pronounced for pornographers, who rely on close-ups and who, because of their quick adoption of the new format, are facing the issue more immediately than mainstream entertainment companies. Producers are taking steps to hide the imperfections. Some shots are lit differently, while some actors simply are not shot at certain angles, or are getting cosmetic surgery, or seeking expert grooming. The biggest problem is

Promising 2 Morrow?
It never ceases to amaze me that everytime someone wants to cover their asses they always say 2 Morrow I will fix it or next week well spend time 2 gether. I admit I do the same but what happens when that person doesn't have a 2 Morrow? *enjoy every minute you're here and everyone you know for as long as you can* I've gotta learn this myself!!!

Unholy Confessions
"I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change. Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting" tested and secure. Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall. "I wish I could be the one, the one who won't care at all But being the one on the stand, I know the way to go, no one's guiding me. When time soaked with blood turns its back, I know it's hard to fall. Confided in me was your heart I know it's hurting you, but it's killing me." Nothing will last in this life, our time is spent constructing, now you're perfecting a world... meant to sin. Constrict your hands around me, squeeze till I cannot breathe, this air tastes dead inside me, contribute to our plague. Break all your promises, tear down this steadfast wall, restraints are useless here, tasting salvation's near. Nothing hurts my world, just

Photo Card Update
Great News, the Photo card has been approved by the founder of the family. A meeting will be held Tuesday January 23 2007 at 4:00pm MTN. I will be posting another blog and a bulletin when these cards will be sent out

My Gift To You
my gift to you, my gift to you, is something from the heart, its always there, no matter what, from the good times, and the bad, the only gift i can give you, is my friendship, never gone, just silent till your ready, i am ready to be a friend, how about you be mine

Never Forget
IN MEMORY OF 9-11 -01 I'LL NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL DAY WHEN OUR WORLD TURNED UPSIDE DOWN THE STUNNING BLOW THAT SHOOK US ALL IT COULD HAPPEN IN ANY TOWN OUR LIVES ARE CHANGED FOREVER CAUTION LEADS THE WAY WE'RE WARY NOW AND CAREFUL NO, WE SHALL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY WE USED TO BE SO IMPORTANT AS WE HURRIED FROMPLACE TO PLACE BUT NOW WE PATIENTLY WANT OUT TURN WITH A SMILE UPON OUR FACE WE'LL NEVER FORGET THOSE WE LOST IN OUR HEART THEY WILL REMAIN THEY SACRIFIED FOR ALL OF US AND THEY DID NOT DIE IN VAIN SO NEVER FORGET THAT AWFUL DAY AND HOW IT CHANGED US ALL COMING TOGETHER WITH CARE AND LOVE ONE NANTION... STANDING PROUD AND TALL

Watch What You Say :)
One day two very loving parents got into a huge fight, the man called the women a "b*tch" and the women called the man a "bastard". Their son walked in and said "What does b*tch and bastard mean?" and the parents replied "ladies and gentlemen". The next day the parents decided to have sex, the women said "feel my titties" and the man said "feel my d*ck". Their son walked in and asked "What does titties and d*ck mean?" and the parents replied "hats and coats". On Thanksgiving the dad was shaving and he cut himself, "Sh*t" he said, the kid came in and asked "What's that mean" and the man said it was the brand shaving cream he was using. Down stairs the mom was preparing the turkey, and she cut herself, "F*ck" she said. Once again the kid asked "What's that mean" the mom said that is what she calls stuffing the turkey. Then the door bell rang. The kid answered the door to his relatives and said "Alright you b*tches and bastards, put your d*cks and t*tties in the cl

Who Is This?
Child: Hello?" Father: "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" Child: "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." Father: After a brief pause, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." Child: "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. Father: "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." Child: "Okay Daddy, just a minute." Child: A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." Father: "And what happened honey?" he asked. Child: "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" Father: "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" Child: "He jumped ou

Some Updates
Alrighty, most of you know how hard it's been for me to find a job around here. Trust me when I say I've been trying and trying, and failing every time. I can't keep struggling this way, so I'm now making my goal to get out of Greeley. I have a very special friend in Seattle who's gonna help me out (basically give me a place to live) so I can pay back everyone I've borrowed money from . And before I go on, I have to say that I am truly sorry it's taking so long to pay back what I've borrowed...not to mention the rent I owe as well. Like I said, things have been really tough. Anyway, as stated above, I'm probably moving fairly soon. Nothing is set in stone yet of course, but I'll most likely be leaving Colorado (at least for a little bit) while I get back on my feet. I'm trying to figure out if I can switch to some online classes so that I won't have to transfer. Of course, it won't be easy, but it's definitely the best option I have at the moment. I'll make sure to keep everyone up-to-

Deadbeat Dads
I'm just gonna start off by saying I feel lame putting personal shit like this in a blog but I absolutely can not sleep until I blow off some steam, so I'll type out what I need to get out and will probably just delete this later. Whatever moving on. I have never had a relationship with my real dad and I have NEVER gone to him to ask for one single thing EVER. I've seen him once since the day my mom took me away and that was when I was like 8 because he demanded a paternity test because he wanted to pretend like I wasn't his so he wouldn't have to pay child support. I went to the hospital, met him and his fat whore of a wife (imagine Mimi from Drew Carey make up and all and you've got her twin) and I just said let's just do this and get over with so I sat there and got blood drawn and I am TERRIFIED of needles especially when I have to get blood taken and at 8 damn years old I just sat there so pissed off I didn't even flinch. The paternity test came back and the results said that ther

Pan's Labrynth
Well, I have one thing to say...Beautiful. It was a spectaclular film. It is advertised as a "fairy tale", but it is so much more. It has something in it for everyone. It's full of action, drama, and mystery. The acting was superb. I was pulled in by the the film's dialog due to it's well done delivery. I didn't feel like I was watching a movie, I felt as though I was having a dream. That's how well done the film was created. I recomend this film to everyone. All tho, I must in good concious, let you all know, if you don't know this already, it is a forgien film. I highly recomend the subtitled version so you don't loose the magic of the wonderful acting. The effects, the story, the acting, the directing, the cinematography...all of it was wonderful. Please, take the time to check this film out...you won't regret it.

Very Worried!!
Well I talked to my aunt last night and my uncle's health isnt doing much better. He went in yesterday for a MRI and today the team of docs at the VA will discuss what they will do. Tomorrow he is supposed to go in for a biopsy of his tail bone. The only good news is the wound vac was taken off and the size of the wound is a bit smaller now. They will put the wound vac on after the biopsy to help shrink it more. So far the blood work is as good as we can expect at this point. The infection hasnt so far as of last night become syptic. So far the plan is after the results of the biopsy he will go into surgery next week sometime. My grandma and a cousin of mine are going today to visit with him. I would love to go see him and be there for my aunt while my uncle is in surgery, but I cant. I start work on the 29th and cant miss any days for at least the first 90 days. So my good news is hapmered by my worry of my favorite uncle's failing health. It is amazing how long he

Gettin Back To Normal Finally!
well we have had electricity for 2 days now,which meens heat!!the ice storm really messed up everything.it looks like a tornado hit here.i have an acre of broken trees and a smashed shed and car i got to clean up now,any volenteers,lol.i did a blog a couple of days ago and one a week ago.they inda went togather.i want to thank everyone for the warm responses i recieved,its good to know my friends really care and there are people out there willing to go that extra distance to make someone feel better.your all wanderful,god bless u all. well,guess i best get the chain saw and get to work,haha.and to think i used to enjoy this junk,lol.

Eulogy...
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him. So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice that was strong and loud. We'll miss him. Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart. We'll miss him. No way to recall What it was that you had said to me, Like I care at all. So loud. You sure could yell. You took a stand on every little thing And so loud. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice so strong and loud and I Swallowed his facade cuz I'm so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground, Someone who seemed to feel the same, Someone prepared to lead the way, with Someone who would die for me. Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Don't you fuckin lie. Don't you step out of line. Don't you fuckin lie. You've claim

Red Alert
Basement Jaxx Red Alert Lyrics Red alert! Red alert! It's a catastrophe Don't worry.....Don't panic Ain't nothin' goin' on but history, yeah But it's alright, don't panic And the music keeps on playin' on and on And the music keeps on playin on and on (repeat) On and on On and on And the music keeps on playing on and on ( repeat ) The way you shake, shake, shake, shake The way you shake, shake, shake, shake Baby Yippie-yay-yay-yay-yo Yippie-yay-yay-yay-yo Yippie-yay-yay-yay-yo Yippie-yay-yay-yay-yo On and on On and on And the music keeps on playin' on and on ( repeat ) And the music keeps on playin on and on....

Life As We Know It By Tracy
life as we know it will end someday life as we know it is short life as we know it is hard life as we know it is fast what now you ask life as we know it ends but another life is always beginning as well and so the cycle continues life never really ends its shared between many that is all

Free Tickets To See Alcoholica (metallica Tribute)0n 2-15-07
Free tickets to see Alcoholica (Metallica tribute)0n 2-15-07 at Peabodys in Cleveland. I have some free tickets to see Alcoholica, Level-C, and Gabba Gabba Sabba(Ramones meets Black Sabbath). Email me here or at edbrodie1976@yahoo.com if interested.

Controlled Chaos
If you just walked away what could I really say? Wouldn't matter anyway. Would it change how you feel? I'm the mess you choose the profit you can not close, never let you I suppose because the rooms never here. But everything changes if I could take back the years if you could learn to forgive me then I could learn to feel, Sometimes the things I say bothered some ?? so coming to the games we play to make sure that its real. When it's just me and you. Who knows what we could do. If we can just make it through and take this blood off of me. Stay here together and we could conquer the world if we could say that forever is more than just a word. If you walked away what I could really say? Wouldn't matter anyway. It wouldn't change how you feel.

What My Birthday Says About Me...octobert 17th
Your personal ruling planets are Venus and Saturn. Restraint, self doubt and sometimes cynicism can mar an otherwise great future for you, as Saturn tends to inhibit the bright and open qualities of Venus. You need to express any unresolved issues of love and closeness that stem from parental involvement as this may resurface during your later relationships and social obligations. It is important for you to air out any grievances or grudges. That sort of stuff is unnecessary baggage which will eventually affect your kidneys and bladder (ruled by Venus) Graphic and visual arts and even architectural sciences could be a source of expression and fulfilment for you. Your lucky colours are deep blue and black. Your lucky gems are blue sapphire, lapis lazuli and amethyst. Your lucky days of the week are Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 8, 17, 26, 35, 44, 53, 62, 71. Oy most of that is so true about me...

Someone Is A Click Away From A Free Mammogram...
I Checked this out personally to make sure that it was not an email spam. And it is NOT. So please read and repost. Thank you. Momma Dukes A favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Breast Cancer site is having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of 45,000 hits to enable the donation of at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com AGAIN , PLEASE repost thanks again.

Just Imagine
Imagine me in feathers, mia bella, and I will do the same for you. We'll be two birds, like Papageno and his wife, stumbling 'round, and singing of our joy. Then I will play for you my magic bells– I'll fill the day with music, then dark chocolate, then a dozen roses, and a kiss. But that is only afternoon, mein Mädchen . Daylight will leave us (but you'll hardly notice,) and when it does I'll lead you to our nest– I'll kiss you on your neck, and in your ear, I'll venture on your breast, and on your thighs, and then I'll feel your tension's low release. And in the morning, when you rise from bed, I'll watch you silently get dressed again. I'll bask in you, remembering our night spent in the cavern of undying fire. I'll smile, knowing that I've loved a bird.

Pray For The 4 Soldiers Killed And Their Family
WE LOST 4 AMERICAN SOLDIERS OVER RECENTLY BRUTALLY KILLED LET US REMEMBER THEM IN OUR PRAYERS AND PRAY THAT THEIR FAMILY MAY FIND PEACE AND PRAY THAT THIS DAMN WAR WILL END SOON SO ALL OUR TROOPS CAN COME HOME SAFE BUSH IS TALKING ABOUT SENDING MORE TROOPS OVER I PRAY TO GOD THAT HE DON'T SO WE DON'T LOSE ANY MORE GOOD MEN AND WOMEN THANKS

A Difference
Again my thoughts are bursting. So much for one to comprehend. But I do. I see it all so clearly. My reason for existing is simple- to make a difference. I am but one person, but I am a good person. Far from perfect, but good. My heart reflects that clearly for I wear it openly on my sleeve. I have been hurt. Used. Played. Lied to. Stepped all over. But I am still me. Only stronger because of it. I was once weak, very weak actually but that weakness taught me to become strong. I am here. By myself. And still I reach out and do whatever I can to help. To make that difference. I am real and nothing can ever change that or take that away from me. My life has been an experiene in itself. A very crazy experience it once seemed. I even lost myself for awhile. And then I regained ME back. I will never forget the lessons that have made me the man that I am today. I am defined. I am unique. I am caring. I am real. I am strong. I am ME. A difference starts with me

A New Fam
IM STARTING A NEW FAM... THE CT COMMENT BOMBERS, DEDICATED TO COMMENT BOMBING ITS MEMBERS, IN CONTESTS AND TO LEVEL. YOU WANNA SHOW YOUR WORTHY? SHOW YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES. ARE YOU LOYAL? SHOW US BY STARTING HERE.... CLICK THIS PIC AND COMMENT BOMB ME PLEASE!!! I REALLY WANNA WIN THIS ONE! COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN... I WILL DO WHAT I CAN FOR U. A MORPH, FLASH PIC, WHATEVER IT MAY BE! THANKS IN ADVANCE!

3 Cool Ways To Revive Tired, Puffy Eyes
Eyes look swollen from too much partying, too much computer time, too much sleep - or too little - a bad cold, or simply loose under - eye skin caused by heredity, aging, or both. Whatever the cause of puffed-up peepers, here's how to deflate them fast. Just head for the kitchen and... Slice a cucumber Dermatologists aren't sure what's behind the anti-inflammatory effects of cucumbers but here's a possible explanation: The veggies contain a combo of mild natural acids that reduce water retention. Some beauty pros say cucumbers work best when they're cold, which makes sense: Since cukes are 90 percent water, chilled slices are like delicate mini-ice packs. Reach for the peas. Any bag of frozen food will do, but frozen baby peas have a way of fitting into the nooks and crannies around your eyes. Put a soft cloth around the plastic package to protect your skin from the friged surface, then chill out for 5 to 15 minutes while the cold shrinks the swelling. Make a milk bath Milk

The Amazing Chuck Norris(part2)
Chuck Norris lost his virginity before his dad did. Chuck Norris only masturbates to pictures of Chuck Norris. Filming on location for Walker: Texas Ranger, Chuck Norris brought a stillborn baby lamb back to life by giving it a prolonged beard rub. Shortly after the farm animal sprang back to life and a crowd had gathered, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the animal, breaking its neck, to remind the crew once more that Chuck giveth, and the good Chuck, he taketh away. Chuck Norris is not hung like a horse… horses are hung like Chuck Norris Chuck Norris was the fourth Wiseman. He brought baby Jesus the gift of “beard”. Jesus wore it proudly to his dying day. The other Wisemen, jealous of Jesus’ obvious gift favoritism, used their combined influence to have Chuck omitted from the Bible. Shortly after all three died of roundhouse kick related deaths. To prove it isn’t that big of a deal to beat cancer. Chuck Norris smoked 15 cartons of cigarettes a day for 2 years and aqui

Magnificent Treasure
Magnificent treasure They wait patiently in the back of your mind, gently reminding you from time to time of their presence. Each time they come to the surface, you feel a tinge of longing and wonder and excitement. You consider them for a moment, and then you usually push them back away from your awareness. Something, seemingly more urgent, comes along. Yet they never completely go away. Because there is something in them that tells you about who you are. What are they? They're the best of your unexplored possibilities. You hold on to them, keep them buried away, and cherish them deeply in your own way. Maybe now, though, maybe it is time to begin giving life to them. The next time one of those unexplored possibilities reminds you of itself, do more than just putting it back away. For in the best of those unexplored possibilities, there is magnificent treasure to be found. -- Ralph Marston

Another Confusing Day.
So i have since been to the funeral of my friend, and the day after had our general asembly. It was revealed to us that the estimated number of troops that the government wants to send over is 20 thousand. The house is against it but who will win it is really undecided. The funeral was well... As good as i think it could of been for a funeral, 21 gun salute the last call done folding of the flag... Choice words spoken, On his head stone they wrote, wonderful son, beloved father and loved husband. Along with the normal things they would write, I wonder how many more will end up being put up before this god afwel thing ends. I pray no more of my friends end up dying too. It was hard to give the uligy considering how close of friends we were, I had it all written out only to stumble on my words and fight off tears. What angered me is outside the gates of the cematary were those Damned protesters. How do we let people like that exist? it took everything everyone had to ignor

Marriage Ii
MARRIAGE IS AN ATHENIC WEAVING TOGETHER OF FAMILIES, OF TWO SOULS WITH THEIR INDIVIDUAL FATES AND DESTINIES, OF TIME AND ETERNITY--EVERYDAY LIFE MARRIED TO THE TIMELESS MYSTERIES OF THE SOUL. THOMAS MOORE

Just Want You All To Know
MySpace Comments Graphics I JUST WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU ALOT....PLEASE DO NOT BE OFFENDED IF I DO NOT RETURN COMMENTS....I HAVE ARTHRITIS AND SOMETIMES IT IS HARD FOR ME TO EVEN GET OUT OF MY BED....I AM NOT ASKING NOBODY TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME BUT PLEASE JUST TRY TO UNDERSTAND....I LOVE MY CHERRY TAP FAMILY AND APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU....SO REMEMBER THAT IF NO ONE TOLD YOU TODAY THAT THEY LOVE YOU.....I DO LOVE YOU.....Tammy

:(
I got injured at work and now i'm having lots o pain and back spasms and waves of nausea from said pain and i can;t straighten my back and certain stuff. ph and i got injured where i want to get a tattoo so it may ruin that if it ends up all scarred and stuff. mmmyep!

To All My Friends
Sorry i haven't been on...My computer is now waiting for some parts from my computer from the US...and belive it or not...Hubby's computer is now toasted too with no luck at fixin it anytime soon...*cries* I'll be back as soon as I can Which HOPEFULLY is like in another 2 weeks or so *Sniffle, sob* Love ya all Love me

Dear Sergeant
Dear Sergeant, An Iraqi brought a gun to kill He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Sergeant, I was a good soldier, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got promoted fast But Sergeant, when I went on patrol today, I never said See u later, I'm sorry Sergeant, I had to go, But Sergeant, please don't cry. When the Iraqi shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because the Iraqi Got the gun from his leader. Sergeant, please tell my parents; That I love them very much, And please tell my lady ; my girlfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my twin brother; That he is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my boys; That they always were the best; Sergeant, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Sergeant, tell my mom; I won't show up for leave And never to forget this,

12 Reasons To Smile.
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Wow...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk" Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they c

Feeling Artistic For Once
MY LIFE AS IT MAY BE BY: the psychopathic sandman THE NIGHT HAS FALLEN AND LIFE SEEMS SO FULL OF EMPTYNESS, VOICES CONFLICTING WITH MY SOAL ARE LOSING ALL INNOCENCE.... AS THE DARKNESS ENTERS MY MIND, THE FEAR OF DEATH IS SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY, THE ANGER BEGINS TO TAKE FORM AND RISE, DEMONS UNSEEN RISE TO CONSUME MY SOAL WITH HATE ....MY LIFLESS BODY GROWS COLD AND BEGINS TO TREMBLE, THE LIGHT THAT ONCE SHINED THREW MY EYES HAS GROWN DARK AND HAZY .... THE VOICES KEEP TELLING ME TO LET GO , TO SURRENDER MY SOAL TO THE EVIL THAT IS WITHIN, TO UNLEASH THE FURRY THAT HAS SO DESPERATILY BEEN TRYING TO ESCAPE MY SOAL ...I CAN NOT ESCAPE MY FATE I MUST ACCEPT AND MOVE FORWARD .... FOR NOW BEGINS THE JOURNEY ....THE JOURNEY TO DISCOVERING MYSELF AND REDISCOVERING MY SOAL ... THE PATH I FALL BE IT GOOD OR EVIL ONLY TIME WILL TELL, ONLY LIFE WILL TELL PLEASE LEAVE SOME FEED BACK ON MY WRITINGS .. I KNOW THEY ARE DARK ..MOST TIME I SOON WILL POST OTHERS

Important News Bout Ur Drivers License
This is upsetting, thought I should pass it long. Check your drivers license... Now you can see anyone's Driver's License on the Internet, including your own! I just searched for mine and there it was...picture and all! There is an option to remove it ... I definitely removed mine, I suggest you all do the same..... Here is the site. Just enter your name, City and state to see if yours is on file. After your license comes on the screen, click the box marked "Please Remove". This will remove it from public viewing, but not from law enforcement. http://www.license.shorturl.com/

16 Signs You Love Someone
sixteen. When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. FIFTEEN: You read their Texts and Ims Over and over again. FOURTEEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. THIRTEEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. ELEVEN: When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time. TEN: You smile when you hear their voice. NINE: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. EIGHT: You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them. SEVEN: They're all you think about. SIX: You get high just from their scent. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this

I Guess I'm Not Wanted...
Is it wrong to be scared? I think not. So in the same case.. is it wrong to get scared and act a bit rash? I think not. So... heres what happened... my dad just.. al the sudden bursts in my room to check something.. and he scared me..alot. So as calmly as i could in my slightly shaken state i said 'can't you knock?' And he took offense to it. He then left in a huff.... and told mom. The all knowing, all feared mother from hell. She comes rushing in my room going 'can't you be more respectful?' and starts yelling at me.. and then slams my door shut. I tried to apologize.. really i did. but all i get is.. 'you get on my nerves, i don't want to talk to you.' Is it wrong... to be scared? Should i get scared when someone burst in my room without warning? Yeah, its natural... now if i knew before hand that he'd be coming, i wouldn't have said a thing...but to just get.. you get on my nerves, i don't want to talk to you.... it was a tad overwhelming.. It was horrid to

Best Family Contest Now Open!
~ Okay Family Contest ~ I want to have a family contest on CT and all the familys enter there Logo and then everyone votes and comments on it the family with the highest wins. Also a good way for people who aren't in family to join the familys. Just really to spread the news out! Contest will open today at 2:oo pm and run until 2/8 at 2 pm central time! so i'll be taking family logos send to my inbox and i will add the family! and may the best family win! 1st Family is...... 2nd Family is...... 3rd Family is...... You can Comment Bomb your own pic in my contest! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Derpession
My God im so sorry what did i do to deserve this pain, all i feel inside is sorrow like theres no 2marrow is it all in my brain, how do i refrain from goin insane in this day in age, when i look in the mirror all i see is rage, and in my head all i feel is rain, God please help me with this depression, and agression please teach me a lesson, this situation im hatin, cause i feel im god forsaken, please take me away i think i need to go, i dont know how long i can last my confidence is low, i want to get a gun and pull the trigger and let loose, spray my brains all over these walls wit a twenty two, im sorry if ive ever done any thing wrong truly i am, if i could go back i would change it and not be a man, why did you give me this crap life lord take me away, cause truly i dont think i can last another day.

Will You Be My Valentine
Let's see who wants to be your valentine this year. Repost this with the title, "Will you be my Valentine?" and see how many answers you get back. This is really fun because you'll actually find out who wants to be you Valentine. 1-Hell No! 2-Um Eww! 3-I don't think so. 4-No 5-Maybe 6-Yes 7-Of course 8-Hell Yeah!!

The First Time
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

Love And War
They say All's fair in love and war Love conquers all Seems like war conquers more One's an emotion The other's more like a game Both can bring happiness Both can bring pain Both tear people apart Both bring people together They've always been here And they'll be here forever

You Bringhten My Day!
Your smile lights up the room Your touch heals the wounded Your voice is like heaven You brighten my day! Your hug heals all sorrows Your kiss heals all worries You friendship is priceless You brighten my day! I love you!

Do The Math!
This equation should be taught in all math classes! From a strictly mathematical viewpoint it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+ 18+11 = 98% And K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L- S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematica

Everyone Likes To Have Friends, Comment Me Up,maybe Even Add Me As A Friend!!
SEND 2 UR trUE FRENDS if you get a dozen your loved!! ......@.@.@.@..@.. ....@........@..........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@..............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ ..............@..@ ...................@ .................@ ..................@ ......................@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ send this rose to everyone you care about including me if you care. C how many times you get this, if you get a dozen your loved SMiLES AND TEARS, GiGGLES AND LAUGHS, LATE NiGHT CALLS AND CUTE PHOTOGRAPHS, i`LL BE THERE FOR Y0U `TiL THE DAY 0F MY DEATH, BEST FRiENDS F0REVER `TiL MY VERY LAST BREATH...PASS THiS 0N T0 EACH 0NE 0F Y0UR FRiENDS 0N Y0UR LiST, EVEN THE 0NE WH0 SE

What's Your Political Persuation?
You Are a Liberal for Life You've got a bleeding heart - and you're proud of it. For you, liberal means being compassionate, pro-government, and anti-business. You believe in equality for every person, and you consider yourself universally empathetic. Helping others is not just political for you ... it's very personal too. What's Your Political Persuasion?

Had To Go Away Awhile
i needed to go away for a while to put my priorities in order so much is going on in my life i find so hard to accept my mother is not well i am confused what i want i need and what i so long for is not ever going to happen i feel nothing in my life is right i gained 20 pounds since the summer and i guess makes me feel uncomfortable and unhappy buti'm working on it. so much of my life is pure bullshit lately and feel stuck in mud unable to find my freedom any more i know its not here and or in my dreams unless i do something about it i got to find a way to move in a positive direction i know this is not it being here is ok but its not helping i get up in the morning and would rather be here than deal with my real issues my weight my job situation and my loneliness i live in a stressfull situation my mother has dementia and sometimes i feel so responsible and i also feel i should not be here in her home i feel stunted unable to just move on here i am living at my mothers house im joble

Todays Test....
Soo...today had a Advanced Chem test and i HATE chem...BUT i passed it with an B so not bad, I say that i hate it but....Ya ok i may like it..lol Had a Physc 3 Test also...Ya not that i got an A cause i love that class for the last 2 years...Found out today that i only need 17 credits left...EXCITED...So working on it..Between working fulltime and going to school i am draggin my ass bad!! I need a vacation which i think that its coming up soon... So today after class my friend calls me and tells me that her brother is in town and that he wants to meet me...Nah aint happening...Not looking to hook up with anyone at all, PROMISES that its not a hook up...He just thinks that im "intresting" soo...ya against my better judgement i say ya we can hang out tonight...So as u can see its 1148 and i am home on a friday night...WASNT good...Why in the hell do men think that just because they say you are hot and this and that and that means that its a Free Pass to a piece of Ass??? I

Remember
To Achieve Your Dreams, Remember Your ABCs by Wanda Carter A -void negative sources, people, things and habits. B -elieve in yourself. C -onsider things from every angle. D -on't give up and don't give in. E -njoy life today: yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come. F -amily and Friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. G -ive more than you planned to give. H -ang on to your dreams. I -gnore those who try to discourage you. J -ust do it! K -eep on trying, no matter how hard it seems. It will get better. L -ove yourself first and foremost. M -ake it happen. N -ever lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal. O -pen your eyes and see things as they really are. P -ractice makes perfect. Q -uitters never win and winners never quit. R -ead, study and learn about everything important in your life. S -top procrastinating. T -ake control of your own destiny. U -nderstand yo

Clarifying Photo Rating Limits
Since this has happened to me and I have noticed several people confused!! if you rate too many photos/images and blogs in a given day (24-hour period, I think, not midnight to midnight), you will be told you've reached your photo rating limit for your level. This does not mean that you can't rate more photos (or blogs) until you level up, though that will increase your daily limit. It means that you've reached your limit for the day/24-hour period, and until some point in the day when CT decides you can rate again, you're not doing any rating. (It's happened to me twice now, in fact... it took about 12 hours the first time for me to be able to rate again which makes sense. Could still comment.)

Girlfriend Application!!!!
GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION!!!! BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight:

Know The Latest Recommendations To Protect Your Heart
hen I came across these recommendations in the journal Circulation, I decided to provide them to my readers almost verbatim because they represent such a concise, yet sweeping, description of heart-healthy lifestyle measures, as well as the proper choices of foods and their preparation. My own recommendations on how to implement them are in italics. See how many of these lifestyle and nutritional recommendations you already follow and how you can creatively incorporate others into your daily life. Lifestyle recommendations: * Know the calorie content of the foods and beverages you consume. Calories per serving are always listed on food labels. Always note the size of 1 serving. * Track your weight, physical activity, and calorie intake. Remember: to maintain weight, calories taken in must equal calories burned. * Prepare and eat smaller portions. Use smaller plates and avoid eating directly out of carryout containers. Chew your food. To fill up before a meal, dr

Stupid People
Ok here as of late I ain't sure why but , Stupid people are really starting to make me wonder why some of these moms didn't swallow . Now I was at burger king ,,, "and oh yes I am going to start saying where this stuff happens to save you my friends from this insanity " ,,, I had went and had my car washed I pull into the drive thru at burger king and I swear to God the girl said , " You must have just washed your car ? " . Now bless her heart but I had to do it , I told her nope , just drove thru one hell of a rain storm over at the mall . Yall this poor girl leaned out the drive thru window and looked over at the mall ! Shit you not ! Ok now if thats not enough later this same day an asshole pulls right out in front of me , So yeah you know I cussed him out he gets out of his truck starts cussing me , Never mind the fact that he pulled out in front of me , People like this should be put in a porta potty the door chained shut and it set on fire . And whats up with this shi

Funny
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am A Lazy @#$!%&%#
A couple weeks ago, while working on the latest episode of The Tuesday Afternoon Show, Scott (my co-host) and I decided to cut back from doing the show on a weekly basis to doing it monthly. This was a great relief to me because it was becoming a full time job (in addition to co-hosting and co-writing, I also edit the show, compose the music and maintain the site) and my stress level was going far beyond healthy. I also figured that it would give me a chance to get back to work on my music (I only have 3-4 more parts to record for my latest tune). However, in the last 2 weeks, not only have I not recorded anything, but I also haven't worked out at all or even meditated. I have become a complete and total slacker ... well almost. I have been working on (and putting a lot of money into) the instrument that I'm designing (more on that in my other blog). I think I may have just needed a break from any discipline whatsoever. Oh well, maybe I'll get back on track between the February and Mar

Ha Ha Ha
First and formost let me say how over used LOL is. That is why I mix it up a bit with a ha ha or a hee hee maybe even a laugh and snort. But what gets on my nerves the most is the fake LOL. "Tara, how do you know if it is a fake LOL? They are after all, on a computer and you can't see them" Oh young one you have so much to learn. Now sit down and let me explain the fake LOL. First, why would you laugh out loud after saying hi to someone or I'm doing good. If you do laugh out loud at this you are insane and I dont want to be around you. I will flee from you...quickly. Second, I know I'm not that funny. Everything that comes out of my mouth should not cause an out pour of laughter. I wish it did, but, I know better. Third, they have a web cam. If you are going to let me watch you type and chat with me don't type LOL or ROTFLMAO when you dont even crack a smirk or grin. If I see this I will call you out on this. A side note to this:: do you need to inform me you are LOL if I c

Your Smile For Today,enjoy
The priest replied, "That was a wonderful thing you did, my son! And you have no need to confess that." "It's worse than that, Father" said the old man, "she started to repay me with sexual favours" The priest said, "By doing that, you were both in great danger. However, two people under those tense circumstances can be very tempted to act that way. But if you are truly sorry for your actions, you are indeed forgiven." "Thank you, Father. That is a great load off my mind. However, I do have one more question." "And what is that?" asked the priest. "Should I tell her the war is over?" *** A man went to a strip club. When he got inside he noticed a seat conspicuously unoccupied in the front row. Seizing the opportunity, he took the seat. As soon as the first dancer walked out, the guy directly behind him yelled, "YEAH BABY! THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR!" The man in the front row turned around and gave him a dirty look. A few minutes

Most Loved Cherry Tapper/bliss
My gal Maniacal Bliss is in The Most Loved Cherry Tapper contest. Would you be so kind as to help bomb the hell outta her pic? Click on the link below amd show her some Good Cherry Lovins! You know how to bomb, I have seen yahs do it. He he he Thanks... You all Rock! Get your own Flash MP3 Player

Questions (quiz) I Want You To Answer, Please...
Please answer the following quiz questions... 1) What is your favorite color? 2) What is your favorite outfit or type of clothes to wear? 3) What is your fav food? 4) oddest place you ever had sex? 5) who was it with? 6) how long did it last? how come? 7) did you get cought? what happend if you did? 8) when was it (date)? what time of day was it? 9) how old were you? how old was the other perosn? 10) how old were you? how old was the other perosn? 11) what more do you want to tell about it? 12) would you do it again, why or why not? 13) why did you do it in that place? 14) where would you like to have sex that you have never had sex be for? with who? why? how come? what for? 15) What kind of person are you? 16) favoret food(s)? 17) oddest place you ev had sex? 18) would you have sex with the same sex as you are...why or why not? 19) what do you do in your free time? 20) what is your middle name? 21) turn offs and turn ons? 22) what kind of car do you hav

They Walk Among Us!
I handed the coupon to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said, "Buy one-get one free". "They are already buy-one-get-one-free", she said, "so I guess they're both free." She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us and many work retail. =================== One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They Walk among us! ==================== While looking at a house, my brother asked the real estate agent which direction was north because, he explained, he didn't want the sun waking him up every morning. She asked, "Does the sun rise in the north?" When my brother explained that the sun rises in the east, and has for sometime, she shook her head and said, "Oh, I don't keep up with that stuff." They Walk Among Us!! ==================== I used to work in tec

6 Feb 07 - Tuesday
6 Feb 07 - Tuesday 1895 George Herman (Babe) Ruth Baltimore MD, baseball great (Yankees) 1911 Ronald Reagan Illinois, actor (Bedtime for Bonzo)/40th President (R) (1981-89) 1931 Rip Torn Texas, actor (Coma, Summer Rental, Cat on a Hot Tin Roof) 1939 Mike Farrell St Paul MN, actor (BJ Honeycutt-MASH, Battered) 1945 Bob Marley Jamaican reggae vocalist (Bob Marley & Wailers-Roots Rock Reggae) 1950 Natalie Cole singer (Unforgettable, Pink Cadillac, Miss You Like Crazy) 1962 Axl Rose [William Bailey] Lafayette IN, rocker (Guns & Roses) 1778 France recognizes US, signs treaty of aid in Paris; 1st US treaty 1832 US ship destroys Sumatran village in retaliation for piracy 1862 General Ulysses S Grant capturs Fort Henry, and ten days later Fort Donelson; Grant earns the nickname "Unconditional Surrender" Grant 1891 1st great train robbery by Dalton Gang (Southern Pacific #17) 1921 "The Kid", starring Charlie Chaplin & Jackie Coogan, released 1935 Board game "Monopoly"

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

Flight Delays Like Crazy
have to fly thruw chicago today, and they are delaying/canceling like crazy... i will keep you posted... but my flight to there out of el paso to there has already been pushed back an hour..

Ugh!
Just to let all know - I will not be around much. At least not until later tonight. I went to work this morning, even though I felt like crap. BAD IDEA! I feel 100 times worse than when I went in to work. So after I warm up with some chicken noodle soup, I'm heading my butt to bed for a while. With my luck it will be for the night. But we shall see.

7 Feb 07 - Wednesday
7 Feb 07 - Wednesday 1804 John Deere pioneer manufacturer of agricultural implements 1812 Charles Dickens England, novelist (Oliver Twist, Tale of 2 Cities) 1834 Dmitri I Mendelejev Russian chemist (devised Periodic Table) 1837 Sir James Augustus Henry Murray Scotland, created Oxford Dictionary 1867 Laura Ingalls Wilder Wisconsin, children's book author (Little House on Prairie) 1883 Eubie Blake ragtime composer/pianist (I'm Just Wild About Harry) 1908 Clarence Linden "Buster" Crabbe actor (Tarzan the Fearless, Flash Gordon) 1948 Jimmy Greenspoon Los Angeles CA, rock organist (3 Dog Night) 1962 David Bryan rock keyboardist (Bon Jovi) 1962 Garth Brooks Tulsa OK, country singer 1966 Chris Rock comedian 1812 8.2 earthquake shakes New Madrid MO; this is the last of Midwest quakes 1812 Lord Byron makes his maiden speech in House of Lords 1836 "Sketches by Boz" (essays) published by Charles Dickens 1839 Henry Clay declares in Senate "I had rather be right than presiden

Resolution
my life has been nothing but an empty nest/so much i have left behind to become like the rest/i'm standing tall to face my fears now/told myself i have to go on but still wonderin how/for so long i have lived without a plan/just finding solace and comfort where i can/well all that changes as of today/ finally decided on a resolution to find my way/ my plan is to become the best i can be/wishin for the best to come out of me/breathin can be the hardest thing at times in sadness/it often will drive anyone into madness/but thank god for my friends and their strong words/cause i realize that pens are truly mightier than swords/so from now on i will strive to leave my past behind/become what lays inside of me to be one of a kind/which i know that i am and will be forever/so my resolution is an attitude of whatever/ no more smoking and a lot less drinking/got my mind in a constant state of thinking/summing up ways to live my life greater/passin by all the looks from the muthafuckin haters

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Set Perfectionist, prone to anger or irrationality. Aspects of Duality. Colors: male: turquoise, female: blackCompatible Signs: Geb, The Nile Dates: May 28 - Jun 18, Sep 28 - Oct 2 Role: God of chaos, evil, the desert, war, violence, conflict, and sandstormsAppearance: Form of a man, with the head of an unidentified donkey-like animal. He was sometimes seen as a pig or a hippo.Sacred animal: the mythical "Set animal" What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Bite Through The Skin, Dont Give The Secret
I have been single for two years now and I cant seem to find a new gf...LOL i have alot of friends that r girls more than guy friends anyways how is it shortly after my ex fiancee break up with me within a day or two she found a new guy to be with and shortly after that they get married?? anyways I guess Im lookin for help lol so if any of u women have any tips tell me cause im all ears!!!! well talk to you everyone laterz!! take care peeps!!

Rant Time! Episode 4: You Are Not Hot!!!
OK I know I just submitted an episode of RANT TIME! but I REALLY FELT THE NEED TO WRITE THIS! So here are 2 explanations as to why. Explanation 1: Why my mood is depressed...I'm so depressed because of these people who Invite you to be their friends on Myspace (girls mainly) who invite you to be their friends because they think they are super hot super models...WHAT THE FUCK EVER. Explanation 2: I woke up this morning, and checked my Myspace and well HOLY SHIT I had 5 friend requests....2 OF THESE FRIEND REQUESTS HAD THE SAME EXACT PICTURE....all of them were "hot girls" who think they are popular. LETS GET ON WITH IT! RANT TIME! Episode 4: YOU ARE NOT HOT!!! OK WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?! YOU CAN'T BECOME POPULAR ON THE INTERNET. THESE PEOPLE DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE. Unless, you take the time to chat with someone online and really get to know them, you can't say they are a friend. Friends have advice and are unbiased about things that are important to you and ar

Rant Time! Episode 7: What Is Professionalism?
Aah, professionalism, the vagueist term in any industry. Can anyone truely describe what it is, or will the concept remain abstract and undefinable? I don't know but I feel like writing about it because I find it rather offensive to turn people away from jobs, just because the don't look like the stereotypical "professional person." Lets begin. RANT TIME! Episode 7: What is professionalism? Such a distracting and annoying concept. Professionalism is a joke. People use it as an excuse not to hire people. People use it as an excuse to say "you aren't skilled enough." Professionalism is a term people use and mold at their will. It changes from person to person. To be quite honest, I think the whole concept is bullshit. For instance, take 2 men, both age 25 and both have a PhD ins Biological Engineering and the same exact amount of experience in the field. Just say for instance they won the same awards and what not. The ONLY difference is one dresses in a suit and is cle

*head Asplodey!*
so i'm discovering that this Cherry-thing is pretty darn cool! it's been allowing me to be much more...i dunno...outgoing and meeting people-y. you see,in person i'm rather shy. and it's difficult for me to feel comfortable in social situations. i suck at life, lol. today, i feel like death. so i've really done nothing today but the absolute necessities like eating, hygiene (damn, i love to wash my hair), and playing with the puppy. ya gotta play with the puppy, or she gets bite-y, lol. well, not really. might be taking some new pictures tomorrow if i feel up to it. chronic illness sucks so bad...i'm only 21 but i feel like i'm 80... but yeah, new pictures! i'm gonna try to have a fried be my photog, but will take my own if he's not available. yet another series of bathroom mirror photos^.^ ja ne, minna! *edited because i'm aparently dyslexic*

Cold And Bikes Don't Mix Lol
Yeah yeah, i know its only a short journey but it was -6 C this morning and the bike decided not to start at work. I started to push it and then a freindly persen offered to push. Well we gave it a few tries and then she fired up LOL. All I can think was that the oil was a bit too thick to allow the engine to fire, and the pushing and trying to get it start gave it enough to fire up. Thing is my bro has my battery charger at the moment, so I have to hope that the bike fires up tonight. Oh yeah i had a revelation. I have just realised why some bikers wear chaps, so it stops the front of the legs getting cold. They are easier to walk around in than over trousers, or i presume so. I always thought it was a fashion statement, but this morning it hit me LOL.

Disclaimers
ok it is plain to see that i am lightskinned! i hear see this all the time. it really pisses me off i know it may sound very weird but omg i want to scream! the one thing i cant stand is when people who aint lightskinned and no where near being lightskinned claim that they are lightskinned. that is a disracse 2 my race[lightskinned] yes i say that being lightskinned is a race. but omg they be like omg you so black and then they like 1 shade lighter than them omg that makes you so ugly and then i stand next you you there is a big difference biotch. to make a long story short i dont like you if you claim a race that your not COMPRENDAE

Update On The Pretty Eyes Contest :d
Hey everyone! I have had enough people join but I would love to have more... I am going to start that contest at 10 am mountain time on friday feb 9th... and I am going to end it the following friday feb 16th at 10 am mountain time.... There is still enough time to join if you would like :D... the rules are this... You can comment bomb yourself... I will do prizes for first and second in rates and I will do prizes first and second in comments... the prizes will be determined at the end of the contest... Please be respectful of the others in the contest... and have fun :D... sounds simple enough right? xoxoxoxo ~SillyElliebobellie~

Total Power Exchange
The primary two flavours of relationships within the BDSM community are known as EPE and TPE respectively (Erotic Power Exchange & Total Power Exchange). Occasionally EPE will be called RPE or Romantic Power Exchange. Of the two, the Erotic flavour has by far the largest in number of adherents, and incorporates a host of possibilities as ways to make BDSM elements a part of a relationship. Where TPE has only the "on" and "off" mechanisms (either you are in the relationship as a full time Master or slave, or out of it entirely), EPE relationships are much more dynamic in both their establishment, and their evolution over time. They can also be far more complex, or simple, depending on the wishes of the parties. EPE relationships are generally negotiated carefully. For example, there may be multiple, simultaneous power exchanges taking place, and prior to the giving or receiving of the collar each of those roles are clearly defined and agreed upon. In a TPE relationship, by contras

Pre Vd Creme
It does not matter If you have it Or if you are Involved In a life long Search If you find it You’ll grab it But be sure To coddle Do not grasp it By it’s throat I have heard It’s all you need And life’s Greatest joy Just keep faith In you And let your Heart keep beating As loud As you pray For love Is the only thing That works To keep The demons Away

Omfg Pothetic
contest started normal then was told (suposidly)by bulletin can comment bomb self well never seen it now fallin far behind PLEEEEEEEEEEASE HELP. click pic and comment bomb pleae comments determin winner

Whatisyour.................................................
Favorite adult web sites you look at? I am just curious I enjoy looking at porn and various web pages, not only to get ideas but for other reasons as well. Please tell me and give links of your favorite ones kisses

News Flashes For Everyone!!!
Got a news flash for everyone that I might not be online tomorrow and trying to get a new program on my comptuer which I am getting a Window Vista on it exchange from Window XP so good luck to me and will see ya all when I come back online love ya all the CherryTap ladies muahhhhzzzz OXOXOXOX ;-)

There You'll Be
"There You'll Be" [Pearl Harbor] By Faith Hill When I think back On these times And the dreams We left behind I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get To have you in my life When I look back On these days I'll look and see your face You were right there for me [Chorus:] In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky In my heart There will always be a place For you for all my life I'll keep a part Of you with me And everywhere I am There you'll be And everywhere I am There you'll be Well you showed me How it feels To feel the sky Within my reach And I always Will remember all The strength you Gave to me Your love made me Make it through Oh, I owe so much to you You were right there for me [Repeat chorus] 'Cause I always saw in you My light, my strength And I want to thank you Now for all the ways You were right there for me You were right there for me For always [Chorus:] In my dreams I'll always see you soar Above the sky

My Wife
I'm horny as can be But there is nobody to please me. All I can do is play to please me. The drinks don't help me, All I need is my sexy wife who can please me. She is just right for me very wild and Mysteries. With her full lips just right for kissing and her full Large breasts those 40 Fs Wows and her sexy body That rocks my world and god I want her, My wife is that one for me. She can give me the energy I need once again. She that can help me remember The feeling she gets with me as the Pleasures of being bound together as one. I think I forgot that feeling Been too long without her. She haves what it takes to please me. She and I do not see how it can please me so much. If I never get her then my hand is were it will be, It is not for me, they don't have what I need. I wish I had her here with me right now. She could protect me, Love me, and cuddle with me. Argue with me, most of all is my best friend. So I can give her all of me. So she can be wit

I Just Want To Thank....
I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL OF YOU WHO ARE BUYING THE HAPPY HOURS, LEAVING ME COMMENTS AND SHOWING ME LOVE...I REALY LOOK FORWARD TO CHATTING WITH YOU ALL EVERY DAY....IT GIVES ME RELEIF FROM MY STRESS AND IT ALSO HELPS ME FORGET MY HEALTH ISSUES...SO REMEMBER I LOVE YOU ALL...AND FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT SAY TY FOR YOUR HELP AND KINDNESS I AM THANKING YOU FOR THEM.....LOVE YOU & CHERRY KISSES....Tammy

Baby
another prose from along time ago: A baby is born A mother cries A baby giggles A mother smiles A baby coos A mother laughs A baby crawls A mother chases A baby talks A mother buzzes A baby walks A mother wanders A baby grows old A mother tends A baby dies A mother cries

Stash Update !
Hi all I hope your weekend rocks. I have been updating the picture and joke sections of my stash. I would be grateful if you could swing by and leave some love for me. If you have already done so, thank you very much (((hugs))) Hugs 'n' stuff Lin xx

My Lounge-
Hello everyone, I have opened a new lounge room. Take the time, to come check it out. Become a member. I have alot of friends on my list, be nice if you would come by to chat sometime lol I look forward to getting to know each and every one of you. So get ur butt in my lounge lol Busiest in the late AM hours, must have something to do with the title of the lounge lmao Wanna get some regulars in there, so its busy during the day & night. Link below. Thanks for taking the time to read this, hope to see you in there one day soon! Take care all my cherry friends! xoxoxox Jen http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5305 Thanks 2 my good friend Micki, 4 making this awesome tag 4 my room!!

Turn Back Time
If I could go and turn back time, I wouldnt be who I am. Im strong because the hands dont reverse. My past made me a man. Ive made a lot of mistakes and choices but still I dont regret. Ive survived so much in my very own life and still I dont break a sweat. The story of time is so cunfusing like cells and atoms and all the fusing. Some may even find it amusing. The story of time can leave so much bruising. So Im glad and Im sad for the past that Ive faced. Its made me much stronger today. And bit by bit I chip at the past until it finally breaks away.

Double Face
I used to hate doing this nor I want to do this. Sadly in this world most always you has to have double face. No matter what your real feelings to the particular person put your best face on them. You never know (God forbid) you need them one day or worst they can make your life miserable such as they become your superior or know someone that can screw you on later day. Sucks huh yeah who said life is fair anyway!!! Best I can do is put up neutral face and try to get a better friend than the person so instead I can screw them hehehehe...

Speak Easy - A Poem
Speak easy, speak. Speak ee-zee, speak. Keep the atmosphere cool and issues on the “down low.” When they ask, “What’s up,” don’t mention depression or nothing folks don’t want to know. Speak easy, speak low. Speak crazy/hype/happy like good fortune made a permanent residence at your door, though hours before you pawned your favorite possesion to keep the lights on! Speak like those days are long gone you’ve forgotten how to spell broke, let alone unemployed. Speak crazy/hype/happy, like you’ve never known nothing but joy. Stock up on plastic smiles and rubber opinions, ready to follow the hype to the Jones’ backyard and with the proper set and props, disregard personal misfortune as you drown everyone in an endless ocean of personal accomplishments. Speak crazy/hype/happy, like good times never end. Speak deep inner peace, the kind that would make prophets jealous and leave apostles ill-equipped to compare to you. With eyes unblinking, stare despera

Beauty
Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colours could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

Confessions
A poem I wrote back around Jan 23rd or so.... Confessions. The kind that drip down your skin Leaving small glistening lines Lines that trace the cracks Tracing them and disappearing into the darkness Filling them and freezing Freezing in the winter of our discontent Making new lines in the fragile exterior An exterior of porceline crack and crashing Into nothing The shell of trust a shattered mess The final result of These lies.

How Does One Go About Getting Married, Lol
Well this is my first try at this so hopefully it won't be too boring and will flow decently. Ok, here is the main idea of this thing. How does a guy like me go about finding the woman of my dreams? I am not stupid or slow so don't think that I am asking exaclty step by step how to plan a wedding, lol. What I am looking for is some advice on the best way to find that special someone who I feel in my heart is out there. I have been married once before so I know what it takes to go thru with it. Here is the thing. I have been burned a few times and although I try my best not to get anxious or look for something that is not there, I also don't want to spend the next ten years lonely and without someone to share my life with. I have tried the dating sites, tried the bar scene, and tried finding the one at church. But since I have moved to Midland the past six months have been almost nothing but work and very little time to go out and meet anyone new. I don't think that I am too pic

Scotland
this morning i checked rates for my trip to Scotland... i found a fantastic deal and the final financial step has been taken. The cottage is paid for, the flight is paid for... and with that said... on Friday, April 13th, i am Scotland bound for seven days!!!!!!!!!!!

I,ll Be Back
HEY ALL TY TY ,FOR ALL COMMENTS I,M HAVING TROUBLE WITH COMPUTER,GOING IN FOR UP GRADES, SO WON,T BE ON FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS,WILL GET TO ERVERY ONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY,PLEASE BE PATIANT WITH ME I,M STILL TRYING TO FIGER THIS BLOG OUT TY,TILL I RETURN, HUGS,SMILES ,PEACE.

Are You A Real Friend?
If you really value my friendship I want a favor. I am proud of my talent as a writer. I want everyone to read my blog labeled poetry and ask your friends to add me and read it as well. I want everyone who reads my blog to comment and rate it. I do want honest Ratings and Comments and no B.S. I would really appreciate the favor. I really want to go somewhere with my writing and the only way to get noticed is by word of mouth. But, I want honest opinions and ratings so I know exactly how good I am. Please and Thank you.

Trying Poetry
I've written a few poems and posted them in my blogs on Myspace and on my main page here so I wouldn't lose them. I'm not all that great with customizing my own page, so it looks all jumbled up. Anyone want to help me with it, please do. Valentine's Day is tomorrow. I'm not a bitter person. I have a lot of friends who show me love their way. Might not be the same as a real relationship, but for now it'll do. I even asked a friend of mine if she could be my Valentine. Haha. That was only because she told me she was boycotting Valentine's Day. It was the first time I actually asked anyone in my life really, and I kinda knew she'd say yes, because we're just close like that. :) Her name is Christine. When I write poetry, it's rare I take the time to write it on paper, but I find out that it's usually the best to do it that way. My thoughts flow more freely, and writer's block doesn't effect me. But, I thought I'd try it again. I'll keep you posted. I'll post my next

My Friend,keep Faith
FORWARD A person does not survive by bread alone. Life requires other things, and Faith and Love are amongst them. For many, perhaps for all, they are the only important things we have that keep us going each morning as we awake and each night as the sunsets. “Keep the Faith,” brings inspiration to people’s lives and a direction to follow. This poetry will show you that there is a reason to follow the words of God. Love yourself as God loves you. Life is meaningless unless you can love, be happy and bring your happiness to others. As you read these poetry, you will see a completely new meaning of life. In addition, Faith will once again be apart of your life.

For Everyones Fyi
This is point blank whats going on. Im not going to be "working" in any lounge. I wont be in or promote many lounges. Mostly when my sister DJ Queenie or my CT Fiance DJ JMFX aka Jay Grim aka Jared is djing in that lounge at that time. I came to this choice on my own. Sorry to anyone who is upset by this but because I wont chose I had to make some kind of choice. Many hugs n kisses to everyone and I pray I don't lose friends over this. ♥Mel

Sorry
Sorry I haven't really been around a lot of your pages recently. But, I'm going through my own personal little hell. I really don't want to talk about it. Even though I know I should. I'm not going to. *sighs* MySpace Comments Graphics Oh well - I'm off to bed. Or at least my bedroom. Gonna read for an hour and then hit the hay. I've got a long day ahead of me. MySpace Comments Graphics

Hella Ratings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey I know that everyone isn't able, but for those few that are able to rate my page an 11. I want to say thanks for showing luv. Once I get my weight up, I'll certainly return the favor. Once again thx. MrKnoGood is on Tap Holla attcha Boi!

Rip Pvt. Matthew Zeimer
I knew it would happen eventually...I knew the day would come...but I never expected it to be so soon. On February 2, 2007 Pvt. Matthew Zeimer was killed. He died fighting beside the soldier he was sent to Iraq to relieve. The soldier had less than 14 days left in Iraq before he was going home. Matthew had been on his new FOB less than 2 hours before he was killed. I sent Matthew's brigade over to Iraq. I was there for every flight except one. The chances that I came into contact of some sort with him are great. Whether I handed him a care package, a Coke, a doughnut or a phone card the chance of meeting was there. Also since they line up in alphabetical order before going in would more than likely put him at the end of the line. I always talk to the guys at the end. I went back and checked my pictures but I don't have any of him. Yet I'm haunted by the name...I can see in my mind that name Zeimer on the tag of his uniform. I just can't shake it..on a day when love is being celebra

Family Fuckin Entertainment
The not so wonderful Wizard of Oz Current mood: giddy Ok i hate to have to ruin every girls thought of the Wizard of Oz but fuck it I gotta tell it the way a guy would be thinking it, and im just the right guy to tell it.So to put it simple why would three guys with one girl be looking for a brain, heart and courage when I know they would be trying to get that pussy.I mean come on ladies you know a guy dont need brains to fuck are dicks do the thinking by then and a heart you definately know we dont have to love you to fuck you and lastly courage haaa i mean come on its only pussy dont be scuuuuuured.Let it be known that next time you come across munchkin land ask to see the wizard the wonderful wizard of cock.

Birthday....
So my Birthday was on Valentines Day and i LOVE that day....So...decided to have an all day party...BUT DAMN mother nature kicked in and we had the winter blizzard of 07 So we had to go a diff route...So pulled out the snowmobiles and decided to do that for awhile...COLD as hell but was sooo much fun...Des was on the back of mine and it was soo cold and she kept asking me "Are we having fun yet angel?" lol I told her yes we are...Snowmobiled for over 2 hours all around the open fields here...LOVE living in the country...Then we hit the bars and well...I can say that dancing took off alot of frustration...Then we hit the strip clubs where my sis used to work and since we all know the dancers there and they all knew it was my bday i got to get up on stage and dance...lol ya i did a 5 min strip show ..The tequila was flowing pretty good, I dont remember much of the club but i am reminded pretty much alot from my cousins and friends....Ended up going to an after hour club also and playi

Most Seductive Photo Contest
Hey Ladies, I entered one of my pics in the most seductive photo contest and i hope that all of you will give me nice ratings and comments. Click on my pic below and it will take you to the contest where my pic is so you can rate it, much thanks and love in advance:

Thoughts
Of all the countries of all the world We have the privledge and honor of living in one that is free. Yet many do not know that the freedom they enjoy is signed and sealed in blood. And those who do, seem not to care. I stand here today ready to make sure that our future generations know that freedom has been far from free. I see politions say this and that, to win that final ballot to win the game they play. As a soldier we have no ballot but a bullet , we load it into our guns and hope that it is never turned against us. Unlike the ballot that may turn against those who cast them they get a 2nd chance, Quite often the bullet that we load into the gun that is turned against us, We do not get that 2nd chance. In all this i remember what a general once said at the activation speech at camp Clair born in Louisiana , During the activation speech the first commander Major General William Lee said and i quote "The 101st Air Born Division activated in camp cair born

Attention !!!!
**ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN.. *** I GOT ONE MONTH OPEN,I NEED SUMONE FOR MAY **** LEMME KNOW Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ AND FELLAZ I'M HOLDING A CONTEST STARTING FEB.16 OPENING AT 1 PM EST(FRIDAY) AND IT WILL END ON FEB 28 12 MIDNIGHT EST(WENESDAY). I WANT 12 LADIEZ OR FELLAZ ONE FOR EACH MONTH. **RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS** .. NO HATING ON OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST .. U MAY BOMB YOURSELF..COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED .. HAVE FUN !! .. IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO RATES AND COMMENTS SO MAKE SURE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE ALSO .. YOU WILL HAVE TO PIMP YOUR SELF..BULLETINS,BLOGS,BLASTS,STICKY ETC.. ..MONTHS WILL BE AVAILABLE AS SOON AS THIS POSTS SO IF YOU DON'T LET ME KNOW RIGHT AWAY THE MONTH U WANT MIGHT BE TAKEN ** I WILL BE TRACKIN CHERRY BUCKS EARN

Smile Over Us Dad
Smile Over Us dad Is it too much to ask to talk to my father? Is it too much to ask for his kind advice? For he knows what to do When things go astray, And ask him for help Well his there right away But alas I regret That this small request Is surely too much to ask For his gone far away Might see him one day Love you dad

Leaving
THIS IS THE HARDEST THING I THINK I'VE EVER HAD TO DO, EVERY PLAN I'VE MADE IN LIFE HAS INCLUDED YOU. I WISH SOMEHOW THINGS WHERE DIFFERENT AND WE COULD WORK THIS OUT, BUT LATELY THERE'S JUST AN EMPTINESS, WE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WE ARGUE ABOUT. SO MANY THINGS HAVE CHANGED IN A VERY SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, IT'S JUST TO MUCH TO HANDLE, IT'S MESSING UP MY MIND. I STILL LOVE YOU TO DEATH AND WILL TILL THE DAY I DIE, HONESTLY I WISH WE DID'NT HAVE TO SAY GOOD-BYE. BUT I HOPE YOU FIND HAPPINESS IN WHATEVER YOU CHOOSE TO DO AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW MY HEART WILL ALWAYS BELONG TO YOU. I JUST CAN'T GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT, I CAN'T KEEP YOU SATISFIED YOU WANT MORE THAN YOU HAVE FOUND IN ME, AND THAT FORCES US TO LIE. WE JUST TRIED TO HARD AND GAVE UP TO FAST, NIETHER ONE OF US HAVE TRIED TO MAKE THIS LAST. BUT IT WAS GOOD WHILE I HAD YOU AND I'LL NEVER FORGET THE DAYS IT WAS SO EASY TO SHOW YOU CARED YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND YOU ALWAYS WILL, ONE THING FOR S

What The Hell Was That?
Oh boy, I have to leave here in half an hour and as I'm sitting here, window open, and watching tv... I hear what sounds like a gun shot. That scares me. Hard to tell where it came from but that's not the point... the point is... that fucking scares me. And I live in the really good area of my city...not that that makes any difference.

Fuck Off!!!
ONE GOOD RANT FOR GOOD TIMES SAKE Current mood: BEYOND PISSED I am sick and fucking tired of people! I try to be friends with them..help them out when needed and they just fuck me in the end for no god damn reason!! I am sick of putting my trust in people as well. All I get now a days is mistrust from certian people that come and go in my life....and everyone around me acts like I just shouldnt have a care in the damn world. Well DAMNIT!!! I do care. It is my feelings that get shattered when I lose friends. It is my feelings that get distroyed when people sit and talk shit behind my back and start lies and rumors about me. I am just passed sick of it. I am tired of having people come into my life...just to toy with me. I am passed done here people. when will you people realize that I am not a fucking doormat? I am not just some fucking pawn in your fucking little High School games any longer. From now on you will see the true me. I am done taking shit from everyone!!

Eagla Poem
To pray you open your whole self To sky, to earth, to sun, to moon To one whole voice that is you And know there is more That you can't see, can't hear Can't know except in moments Steadly growing, and in languages That aren't always sound but other Circles of motion. Like eagle that Sunday morning Over Salt River. Circled in blue sky In wind, swept our hearts clean With sacred wings. We see you, see ourselves and know That we must take the utmost care And kindness in all things. Breathe in, knowing we are made of All this, and breathe, knowing We are truly blessed because we Were born, and die soon within a True circle of motion, Like eagle rounding out the morning Inside us. We pray that it will be done In beauty. In beauty.

Memories
Memory begins to qualify the imagination, to give it another formation, one that is peculiar to the self. I remember isolated, yet fragmented and confused, images - and images, shifting, enlarging, is the word, rather than moments or events - which are mine alone and which are especially vivid to me. They involve me wholly and immediately, even though they are the disintegrated impressions of a young child. They call for a certain attitude of belief on my part now; that is, they must mean something, but their best reality does not consist in meaning. They are not stories in that sense, but they are storylike, mythic, never evolved but evolving ever. There are such things in the world: it is their nature to be believed; it is not necessarily in them to be understood. Of all that must have happened to and about me in those my earliest days, why should these odd particulars alone be fixed in my mind? If I were to remember other things, I should be someone else.

Yepp
Which Type of Boyfriend/Girlfriend Is Right For You? The Artistic and Confident Type!You need a partner who quietly draws the real you out. Your partner must understand that you are very self-satisfied; therefore you might not always be the best communicator. You need someone that loves to have fun, but also has the capability of concentrating on a great classic film. A creative and confident prospective is what you need. Stay far far away from the needy ones!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Cingular: The New Big Brother?
I've had my eye on the MotoRAZR V3r for awhile. With four bands, a deep crimson color, 1.2 Megapixel camera, built-in mp3 player, removable micro memory and a host of esoteric gadgets, gizmos, doodads, whoozumwhatzits, and whooptiedoos that I have yet to understand, I only understood one thing...promotions! I make my own ringtones and graphics. Most of what currently sits on my phone are fragments of songs by Reism, Nightwish, Falco, Carfax Abbey, KMFDM, etc. The sound quality kicks ass on the new phone. Now, here are the downsides. In order for the camera to reach its full potential and get higher definition out of it...you gotta have the Micro SD memory card. Remember that SIM card you kept swapping in and out of phones? Forget it...no more...gotta transfer the whole lot to this new 3G card or all of your features aren't going to work. Now once you get through all those pains in the ass...you're solid gold...this thing is a veritable media machine. After talking extensively wit

Remember To Always
Remember always to tell your mom your dad your daughter your son you love them Tonight the lil girl i was supose to adoped and have a pic of in my profile...her grandpa brought her to me for the weekend to see and she found a pic of my poppie and asked about him......she didnt want to let the pic go ( she's 2 ) saying she wnted to hold it ( and smart as a whip ) she said she wanted to hold it it made her feel good. So remember ALWAYS say i love you............you just dont know when you can hold them again. Blessings lil jade

Funny Story
ok there's a funny story about yesterday (my last official day of a 2 week internship at an Exxon station). so jennifer and i were workin the cash register and the phones. i answered the phone while she was doing something (i cant remember wat) but it was this guy with a REALLY thick spanish accent. he asked for aldo (which i figured out after askin him to repeat himself a few times) who is a mechanic at the station. aldo knew exactly who i was talkin about when i went and told him to pick up the phone. then the recycling guy came by, askin if we needed to recycle anything. i walked him out to peter all the way across the lot and as i was walkin back, this guy who didnt quite LOOK hispanic, stopped me and started talkin to me. we chatted for awhile in our version of spanglish. he thought i was pedro's daughter cuz aldo had said i was, he told me he was peruvian (i think) like aldo, that he worked at a liquor store down the road. after awhile, aldo came out and helped george

Banned From Walmart
Dear Mrs. Shelley Emerson, Our store is considering banning your family from ever shopping with us again unless your husband stops his antics while you are shopping. Below is a list of offenses over the past few months, all verified by our surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies' restroom. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, "Code 3 in housewares".....and watched what happened. 5. August 4: Went to the service desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. September 14: Moved a "CAUTION - WET FLOOR" sign to a carpeted area. 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other shoppers he'd invite them in if they'd bring pillows from the bedding department. 8.

If I Could..........
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty on the days you're feeling blue... If I could build a mountain you could call your very own a place to find serenity, a place to be alone... If I could take your troubles, I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding - are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know best - A friend that's always there.

Military Angels!!!!
Military Angels God made special angels Their purpose to be the sole mates of those in the military. They will be understanding. Their wills shall be strong to handle the hardships as they come along. They were given a talent to make anywhere home. Far away from their families and sometimes alone. To move on short notice to a strange new place And able to make a new life at a new post or base. They must be loving, caring, trustworthy and wise. And to any occasion, they are ready to rise. They handle long times of being alone writing letters, making packages and sitting by the phone. They have pride in their country and the uniform. For this is the reason, for which they were born. They will keep the car running and mow the grass until the troops are home at last. God made special angels, They are to be the brave men and women of our military God wanted the best for his service in life So he created the military husband and wife.

Applying Within And With Wit
This is an actual job application a 17-year-old boy submitted at a McDonald's fast-food establishment in New Jersey... NAME: Gregory Bultunstein SEX: Not yet. Still waiting for the right person. DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. SALARY: Less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m., Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS?: Yes, but they're better suited to a more intimate environment MAY WE CONTACT YOUR

Sex
This one is awesome! A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you.'' To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexi

Lyrics To Linger By The Cranberries
If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade. I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude, It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything. I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you. So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand? Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you? But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger? Oh, I thought the world of you. I thought nothing could go wrong, But I was wrong. I was wrong. If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie, Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used, But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you. But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do

Do You Follow Your Head Or Your Heart? (this One Surprised Me!!)
You Follow Your Head You're rational, collected, and logical. Generally, it takes you quite a while to fall in love. In fact, you've even been accused of being very picky. While you're cool, you're not ice cold. You just know what you want, and don't mind waiting to get it. Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

Far Away By Nickelback
Far Away lyrics This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Be

Dancing With Giggles
Dancing with giggles and pirouetting with mime, searching the dungeons for words that will rhyme, folds me and fills me one bubble at a time, as I amble and ramble with senses sublime. Pealing with laughter and writing as I weep creating poetry, searching through word’s heap, holds me and frees me, with a fire kindled deep, as I mumble and fumble, key’s lock in my keep.

Blogs, Work, And The Meaning Of Life
So, I start a new job tomorrow, back into the world of the working stiff. Well, at least I'll be able to pay rent :). Probably won't be on here during the day much until I get established. Might pop on during the early morning. Was wondering whether there have been any "regional cherrytap get togethers." Don't know whether there are enough people in the D.C. area that might be interested. Maybe dinner, pool, Dave and Buster's who knows. If you're interested in a D.C. get together let me know. Still exploring the "stuff" here. Surprised more people aren't using blogs. Though I do wish there was a way I could read all of my friends blogs without clicking through each of them individually.

Facts About My Cancer
Q. What is stomach cancer? A. There are two main types of stomach cancer: called the intestinal and diffuse types. Intestinal stomach cancer is more common amongst older patients and patients from 'high-risk' groups (eg the Japanese and Koreans). Diffuse stomach cancer is found more frequently in women and people with blood group A. This variety of stomach cancer is more difficult to treat. Q. How common is stomach cancer? A. Stomach cancer is more common than most people realise. Each year there are 59,300 cases in the USA, 2,800 in Canada, 2,000 in Australia and 9,100 in the UK. However, it used to be much more common in the west. Fifty years ago it was the most common type of cancer. Now it is number five or six in most western countries. Currently, the incidence is much higher in places like Korea, Japan, Russia and some South American countries. Worldwide, there are nearly 800,000 cases each year. Q. Who is most likely to get stomach cancer? A. L

Killer Blue Eyez Contest
OK...THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST... PLEASE VOTE FOR ME AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND COMMENT BOMB ME....tell your friends too...i got a late start...so i need lots of help... THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!! THANK YOU!!!

When I Am Getting Ink Done
My arousal begins, as I picture the new creation, a memory crafted into an art, mmm how I love when the needle touches my skin The artist using my body as a canvas, the sensual shivers causing my nipples to become erect, each time the ink is placed on my skin more desire and passion is created, makes me feel like a goddess As the design is just about completed, my body has become so hot, each time the needle feels like its teasing my flesh, I can feel my wetness starting to build, another tat again has my senses awakened, The finish is now here, the creation is beautiful, and my body feeling as though its been teased with desire, now I must go and fulfill that fire

Getting Tired Of So Much Hate From Ignorant People Had To Write My Feelings Down
Words that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside. The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide. Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed. But this only leads to a person feeling depressed. Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows. When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows. The body - The mind controls and manipulates. As the poison enters the veins and circulates. When the poison reaches the heart it's too late. Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate. The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find. We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.

Anger Issues...
I have anger issues.. i'll be the first to admit it...but that dosen't have to drive someone away... I've been through so much shit this past week, its incredible... and you act like it's my fault? My mother is just as bad as your father...school posses not learning, but torture...every fucking day i get harrassed in some way... You saw my worst the other monday... it doesn't get worse than that. I don't go around punching shit for fun. I don't go around cussing at the top of my lungs. I am manic depressive, meaning my moods fluctuate rapidly..it's something i have no control over.. If i had any control over it, it'd be the medication i can't afford... i have no control Get that through your little black head before you go and fucking accuse me of something i have no control over. Get a fucking life Aaron... i can't believe i ever liked you..

Make A Difference
Entry for December 10, 2005 MAKE A DIFFERENCE THE EVIL THAT MEN DO, SHALL GO ON AND ON UNCHANGED FOR ALL TIME. UNLESS WE MAKE A CHANGE, A STAND, A DIFFERENCE. BELIVE IN ONES SELF , SHOW KINDNESS , FORGIVENESS AND LOVE. THEN IF ALL ELSE FAILS, DEFFEND YOUR-SELF AND THOSE YOU CARE FOR AND LOVE. STRIKE OUT IN VENGANCE AND RETALIATION AS A LAST RESORT. SHOW NO MERCY FOR THE EVIL, FOR THE EVIL HAVE SHOWN NON UNTO THEE. S.BLACK COPY RIGHTED 12/10/2005

American Biker
I RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE MACHINE. I RIDE FOR THE LOVE OF THE ROAD AND THIS GREAT COUNTRY. I RIDE FOR FAMILY, KIDS AND FRIENDS. I RIDE FOR OUR VETERANS, THAT ARE HERE AND FOR THOSE WHO ARE NOT. I RIDE FOR THE THE FREEDOM IT GIVES MY SOUL, THE CARESS OF THE WIND AS SHE TOUCHES MY FACE. I AM AN AMERICAN BIKER. SCOOTER BLACK COPY RIGHT 12/22/05

Patrick's 10-speed Bicycle.
For his birthday, little Patrick asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Patrick heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" Little Patrick told him, "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling Mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike"

Pushing It All Aside In The World !!!!!
Pushing everything to the side of the world dont matter because i still hate everything that has happen and i push it all back in my mind but i will wonder about it once in a while... I try to just think of the best things possiable till something is done or said...Do i hate you for it no its made me stronger and i could never hate something or someone that i love to much ..... You do things that makes me wonder and make me so lost and confussed about...Why does it happen why do people do things that makes ones mind sit there and do 360's over and over again ....But i live in a life were i deal with it every day every night 365 days a year because thats out human life....there isnt a damm thing we can do about it .... Well there is we can pipe up and tell what we want to tell and make it be known that we are here and we have been heard.... Some peole say that i dont talk enough and other say i voice what im thinking way to much .....It all falls back to my mind wondering were it ha

My Guud Thought For Today!
Thought For The Day "Good looks catch the eye but a GOOD personality catches the heart. You're blessed with both!" / / / Don't be flattered, this message was sent to ME! I just wanted YOU to read it. Tag....... You are it, Pass it on.

Double Trouble
THE VIET NAM WAR STILL RINGING IN MY EARS LIKE THE SHIRT ON MY BACK GOING WHERE I GO NEVER STOPPING TO REST ALWAYS TAPPING ME ON THE HEAD LETTING ME KNOW ITS THERE REMINDING ME THAT IT WON'T LET GO THAT IT IS A PART OF ME AND IT GOES WHERE I GO WALKING IN COMPLETE HARMONY AS IF WE WERE ONE ITS LIKE BEING SIAMONESE TWIMS WERE STUCK WITH EACH OTHER WE DON'T LIKE IT BEING TOGETHER BUT NOBODY CHANGE IT ITS LIKE A BAD MARRIAGE WE HATE EACH OTHER BUT HAVE TO LIVE WITH EACH OTHER ITS A DAMN SHAME THAT YOU CAN'T DIVORCE THE WAR FOR IF YOU COULD I'D SHITCAN THAT BITCH IN A SECOND

Chicken Soup For The Workplace! :)
LOL... Although probably a title of a book, it is so fitting today. It seems that the flu is hitting a lot of folks here in Austin and half of our morning crew has called in sick today. Bad for them (with all ailing symptoms); Good for me (since it is my job to hold the fort down when people call in sick). I think, though, that I probably should be making some of my magical chicken soup that is the cure all and wards off all evil illnesses (lol.. as if there are any good illnesses!). Maybe I should patent my recipe so that instead of flu innoculations, one merely needs to eat my soup!! :D LOL... I wish it were that simple, don't you??? However, there might be something to it since I am not getting sick amist all of this chaos and havoc!!! :D

Inspired To Post This Cause Of Another Blog.
WELL JUST READ THIS BLOG. AND IT MADE ME THINK OF A SONG BY THE VANDALS THAT I LIKE A LOT. AWESOME IF YOU EVER GET A CHANCE TO LISTEN TO IT. http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/58577/238948 SORRY MOM AND DAD.-THE VANDALS. Well, you came into this world naked, screaming and covered in blood who was there to wipe you off and give you your first hug? And it took a couple years to figure out how to not shit in your pants but someone was there to clean you up and powder off your rash It's been them from the start, the ones you tortured and broke their hearts the two that you hate- the two that you blame- the very same ones that gave you your name Remember the time you were five and you lied about who broke your lamp? Who were the ones that sat you down and gave you a second chance? It's been them from the start, the ones you tortured and broke their hearts the two that you hate- the two that you blame- the very same ones that gave you your name [Chorus:] Go home to Mom a

I Need Ya'll Surport.thanks
i want to thank every one for there surport and for rating my profile;i'm cool t and ;i'm from new orleans louisiana.i now live in houston texas;i;ve been living in houston texas for 2 years ;i play the keyboards;i have a cd that i'm trying to sell and the reason is that i'm trying to raise money to buy more eqitment for the little katrina survivors and lil rome;if and of my fans or friends on cherry tap would like to surport the little katrina survivoirs or if you would like to make a donation;you can call cool t at;713 668 9891 or you can email the little katrina survivors at;the little katrina survivors .com @hot mail .com on my space;you could by the cd for 5.00;thank every body on cherry tap for there surport.i'm also looking fom a female drummer and a female guitar player and a female producer;thank you and may god bless you.cool t;the keyboard player.

What Happened
I love history.. and sometimes I have just got to know what happen on a certain day On February 25: 1793 1st cabinet meeting (At George Washington's home) 1857 1st perforated US postage stamps delivered to the government 1859 First use of "insanity plea" to prove innocence 1862 Paper currency (greenbacks) introduced in US by President Abraham Lincoln 1868 House of Representatives vote 126 to 47, to impeach President Andrew Johnson 1919 Oregon is 1st state to tax gasoline (1¢ per gallon) 1961 Explorer (10) fails to reach Earth orbit 1962 US performs nuclear test at Nevada Test Site 1979 Highest price ever paid for a pig, $42,500, Stamford TX 1991 US, barracks in Dhahran Saudi Arabia, hit by SCUD missile, kills 28 1996 Cuba downs 2 US planes

Dead Man's Wife
I once loved you With all my heart It wasnt til death That we did part. And then you left With a goodbye So now youre gone And now Ill cry. I couldnt cry With you so near I could not hate I loved you, dear. I miss the love We once had I wish for joy As now Im sad. I wish we could Take back our life even now as youre dead Im still your wife.

Update On The Wisconsin Snow Situation!
We have 2 feet of snow on the ground and more is falling. I believe the weather wizards are saying another 6 inches or so tonight! And it is still blowing pretty good. To repeat, lol, they had better not cancel school tomorrow! I'm not sure I could handle that after a weekend indoors with this crew! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings all over the map!

Signs Of Menopause
You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. Your husband jokes that instead of buying a wood stove, he is using you to heat the family room this winter - Rather than just saying you are not amused, you shoot him. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. The Phenobarbital dose that wiped out the Heaven's Gate Cult gives you four hours of decent rest. You change your underwear after every sneeze. You're on so much estrogen that you take your Brownie troop on a field trip to Chippendale's. Leave the Brownie's at home!!!!!

Settings (mail...)
I'm not positive, but if anyone's noticed an unusual -lack- of comments, private messages, etc. they may want to check their settings under profile etc. and see if they've been reset accidentally?

Cater 2 Who????
I have been wanting to talk about this for a while now, but I’ve been putting the shit off for whatever reason. But since I don’t have shit else to talk about, and folx is starting to threaten my ass again if I don’t update, I’ll tackle the shit now…. I remember when the song “Superwoman” by Karyn White came out. Women all across the erf were singing that shit in unison! With tears welling up in their eyes!! Finally a song that basically says, “Look nigga, get off yo’ ass and start actin right or ya gonna fuck around and lose me!” This was, and arguably still is, the anthem for women who do everything for her man, but he don’t do a damn thing for her besides “occasional hugs” …. …in addition to a well-placed, quickly spent nut every now and then…. I’m sure. When the song came out, it seemed like everywhere I went, heffas were saying “I ain’t your superwoman!” And on the surface, there seems to be nothing wrong with that, right? Music and the messages conta

From Sheri
WHEN SILENCE IS BEYOND WORDS....... THERE MAY BE MOMENTS IN A FRIENDSHIP, AS IN LOVE, WHEN SILENCE IS BEYOND WORDS. THE FAULTS OF OUR FRIEND MAY BE CLEAR TO US, BUT IT IS WELL TO SEEM TO SHUT OUR EYES TO THEM. FRIENDSHIP IS USUALLY TREATED BY THE MAJORITY OF PEOPLE AS A TOUGH AND EVERLASTING THING WHICH WILL SURVIVE ALL MANNER OF BAD TREATMENT. BUT THIS IS AN EXCEEDINGLY GREAT AND FOOLISH ERROR; IT MAY DIE IN AN HOUR OF A SINGLE UNWISE WORD; ITS CONDITIONS OF EXISTENCE ARE THAT IT SHOULD BE DEALT WITHDELICATELY AND TENDERLY, BEING AS IT IS A SENSIBLE PLANT AND NOT A ROADSIDE THISTLE. WE MUST NOT EXPECT OUR FRIEND TO BE ABOVE HUMANITY! YOUR LIFE IS NOW... LOVE LIVIN IT...SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

Cutiest Kid Contest Now Open!
~~ Cuties Kid Contest ~~ Cutiest Kid Contest I need kids for my contest. Most comments wins! Winners will win 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC gifts 1st Kid is..... with 0 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 0 comments is...... 3rd Kid is...... with 0 comments 4th Kid is...... with 0 comments 5th Kid is...... with 0 comments Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 Want to enter plz send me ur link to ur pic in my inbox. thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Cutiest Kid Contest Updates
~~ Cuties Kid Contest ~~ Cutiest Kid Contest I need kids for my contest. Most comments wins! Comment Bombing allowed. You can comment bomb yourself! Winners will win 2 gifts 1 VIP and 1 VIC gifts 1st Kid is..... with 0 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 0 comments is...... 3rd Kid is...... with 0 comments 4th Kid is...... with 0 comments 5th Kid is...... with 0 comments 6th Kid is...... with 0 comments Contest will start on 2/28 thur 3/7 Want to enter plz send me ur link to ur pic in my inbox. thanks Maria click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~.....~*~ Angel Family *~~ (Founder)@ CherryTAP

Impulse Buy
Sophie wanted the red stiletto heels so bad she could taste the wild cherry candy they reminded her of. She pressed her nose against the shop window as she admired the long, sleek heels and the witchy point of the toes. She sighed. There wasn't a chance in hell she could afford shoes like that. . . unless. But she wasn't that wicked, was she? On the other hand, Henry, the shopkeeper, was divinely handsome. Moments later, Sophie sat on one of the shop's supple leather chairs, trying on a pair of the red candy delights. "So what do you think?" Henry asked. "I think they were made for me." She rose from her seat and paraded across the store, deliberately tightening her ass with each step. She swung the shop door closed and locked it, flipping the sign to closed. "What are you doing?" "Bartering with you.," She closed the blinds to give them privacy. Henry cleared his throat. "I don't think-" She turned to face him. "I'm going to fuck you. Then you're going to give

Shit I Miss Repost Cause Of Lack Of Love.
MAYBE IT'S JUST THE WEATHER, BUT I REALIZE I MISS THIS SHIT. BY THAT I MEAN I MISS BACK WHEN FRIENDS AND I JUST USED TO GO OUT AND DO SHIT. I MEAN I REMEMBER WHEN PEOPLE DIDN'T HAVE AGENDAS. DIDN'T WORRY ABOUT GETTING IN TROUBLE, OR WHO SAID WHAT TO WHO. I REMEMBER WHEN ME AND A GROUP OF FRIENDS USED TO DRIVE AROUND FOR HOURS, WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL FROM SOMEONE SAYING THEY GOT A SPOT TO GO TO AND SHIT TO DRINK OR DO. STANDING IN A DARK FIELD OR A BACKYARD, SIPPING ON WHATEVER SHIT THE 21 OR OLDER FUCKER IN THE GROUP COULD GET BOOZE, USUALLY MILLER HIGH, BOONES FARM, OR IF LUCKY A KEG OF MILLER. EVERYONE SCREAMING, PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT THE MOST PETTY OF SHIT, BUT AT THE TIME SEEMED LIKE A REAL ISSUE. AFTER THAT, YOU WENT SOMEWHERE ELSE, AVOIDING ROADBLOCKS, PULLING OVER TO BUY MORE BOOZE, OR PICK SOMEONE ELSE UP. WINDING UP GETTING RIDES FROM WHO THE FUCK KNOWS, BUT LOVING IT ALL THE SAME. NOW THOUGH IT SEEMS EVERYTHING HAS TO BE PREPLANNED, AND IT'S PISSING ME OFF. I WANT IT

So...
So i got into a car accident on the 12th.. I was stopped on the freeway and this chick got hit by an invisible car and ran into the back of my car. (First she said a car hit her n knocked her 3 feet and into my car.. then she said her foot just slipped off the break *rolls eyes*). So anyways. I tried to go back to work on monday the 19th.. but i was in a TON of pain and ended u going home a few hours early. So i stayed home the 20th n went to the doctors. The doctor sent me for xrays (still waiting for the results) and is sending me to physical therapy. She said i could return to work anytime but i cant lift anything over 10lbs. My boss however, wont let me return to work until i am 100% better.. which could be anywhere from 3 weeks to 3 or 4 months. Oh! i almost forgot to tell you.. haha.. the night of the accident i went to the ER where they said i strained all the muscles in my back n neck. I already have scoliosis... so this accident just made my back pain like 10 times worse than

Thoughtless Parades 02/26/07
You looked at her Only glancing at me I worry for you But you didnt see You say you love me But then you sigh You thought of her And couldnt decide She made you smile She made you cry You stayed for a while And pushed me aside You come to me hoping to be free Im telling you now I cant show you how I love you so But I think you must know I will always care And those feelings we share Dont give me your crap Dont feed me your lies I wont fall for a trap Its you Ill despise Show me how much you love me tell me how much you care say you'll always be with me Promise me youll always be there Give me the key to your heart Let me know you have got the time Prove its true from the start And Ill give you mine I promise I wont let you donw But in turn you can mess around Cause I know this much is true I want to spend my life with you So let me know all you say is true Prove it to me in everything you do Let me know we will be together And w

Dessert....
After a delightful dinner, my lover and I walk towards his car, his arm around my waist, cradling me to his side. Ever the gentleman, he opens the door for me and favors me with a soft kiss. He climbs in and reaches to start the engine, but I have other plans for him. He gives me a startled look as I grab his hand to stop him. I reach over and unbuckle his pants, telling him that there’s no way I’m letting you off for teasing like that. With a very wicked look indeed, I free his raging hard-on. Ever so slowly I lick up and down his throbbing shaft. I look up at him and remind him that he has to keep a straight face. He moans, knowing that he’s in big trouble as I tease him mercilessly. Swirling my tongue just around the ridge…one hand gently cups him, feeling the tightness and knowing how badly he needs to cum. Continuing the sweet torture, I trace his veins with my tongue, lightly grazing him with my teeth. Wrapping my lips around his thickness, I slowly work my way down, i

Don’t Believe Everything You Read
This has been driving me crazy, don’t believe everything you see on the news. Remember that the media is a business; as much as they blab about the public’s “right to know” they exist to make money. The big man is clear so OPSEC is no longer an issue. Yesterday there was an explosion at the front gate. It killed a lot of people and wounded a bunch more. This is not the first time it happened here, and I doubt it will be the last. However since an important person was here, and I am sure he travels with a press corps, it hit the news very fast. Within 20 minutes it was on one of the 24 hours news stations. Because such an important person was here, they threw in his name to attract more viewers. Even though he was as safe as you can be in this country, they had to throw in his name and say that he was safe. I can’t tell you the levels of security this guy had, mainly because I only know of some of them. So with the severe levels of security, the response time of the people here,

More Movies
And I just got word yesterday that there is a new TMNT movie opening on 3/23. I've already started gathering a group to go see it. Turtle Power!!! Beyond that... I'm better now. I only have a bit of a fever and at least enough energy to be at work. I could probably use another day of rest but I almost went nuts yesterday without the energy to do anything but lay on the couch. Oy. So back to work for me. Ah well.

Nsfw
Now usually I'm pretty damned conservative about my NSFW pictures. You see a lot worse in blasts and the cherry spot. So I am going to do an experiment. I'll let you know how successful I am. (Eika and Faithfulcynic, sorry you have to see me in my underwear)

Friends
Yeah so we all have these so called friends that say they are your true friends but when it comes down to you finding someone that you truely love they want to turn their back on you and say to hell with you with friends like that I dont know what to think. Maybe I only have a few that were actually truely friends they seem to be there for me no matter what and for the others well maybe they thought they were friends but they couldnt handle the fact that I have a real life outside of the net.Maybe im being to crucial or even a bit mean but its the way I feel.

Life
Life Sucks We're all trapped. Each of us is stuck being who we are. Sometimes we fight to change ourselves, but ultimately this has little effect. We can change what we do, but we cannot change who we are. If you're a happy person, you don't feel trapped. If you're surrounded by people who you love and who love you, if you can do what you want to do in life, if you are at peace with who you are, why would you ever feel trapped? You wouldn't want to change yourself, you wouldn't need to try. If you're a happy person, hey, you got lucky! Go back to the previous page, you'll find nothing of interest here. I am not a happy person. Maybe you're not either. Maybe you're too fat, or too thin, too old, or too young. Maybe you're ugly and nobody wants to sleep with you. Maybe everyone wants to sleep with you, but nobody loves you and it's all meaningless. Maybe your body is fucked up and you're in pain all the time. Maybe your mind is fucked up and you're in pain all

Have You Ever Had An Orgasm That Made You Piss Yourself??
SOOO, my friend messaged me this, right? Totally crazy. Laughed my ass off... Did you know, only 30% of women have had a real orgasm? I read it in cosmo... totally insane... and of that 30% only like 20% can have multiple orgasms... although women lie to men about it :) don't we *lol* what i find funny is how a guy can go "Oh i would know it if she were faking" OOHHH BULLSHIT!!!! Man, i have learned to fake those suckers... esp. if a guy sucks in bed, but i don't wanna be mean... i have learned to control the muscle movements 'down there'... oh yeah... i'm slick *lol* anyways, i just thought i would add all of that... her comment got me to thinkin... so i thought i would say something

~ Don't Close Your Blinds ~
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by

~ You Make A Difference ~
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in high school by telling them the difference they each made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First she told each of them how they made a difference to her and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes A Difference". Afterwards the teacher decided to do a class project to see what kind of impact recognition would have on the community. She gave each of the students three more ribbons and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom and report back to the class in about a week. One of the boys in the class went to a junior executive in a Nearby company and honored him for helping him with his career planning. He gave him a blue ribbon and put it on his shirt. Then he gave him the two extra ribbons and said, "We're doing a c

In A Writing Mood... And I Need To Bitch...
So... I do not believe philosophy can live with a world full of technology. Why do I feel this way? Cuz I'm a pessimist. (SP?) LOL. Here it goes, got the keyboard on the lap, ready to rant like a lunitic. We have stupified ourselves to the point of no return... Look at all of us, how can any of us have a real thought when all we can do is sit on cherrytap waiting for someone to put up another pornographic picture of themselves so we can rate it. The whole lot of us... We have dumbed ourselves down, watching television, thinking we are watching news, but we arent watching shit! Last night, while watching american idol, I saw a commercial of what was to come on the news, Fucken shit man!!!!!! WTF??? Why would our local news put American Idol on as thier top story??? You dumb son of a bitches. (not you, the media) That is NOT news... Did you know that there was a study done about television watching, and it has been proved that when a person is watching tv, thier brain completly s

Men Are Always Two Steps Ahead Of Women!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very ne

Job Opportunity
Hey all, I am excited about looking into accounting courses online. I have always wanted to become an accountant. I remember growing up we had good friends that were my mom's but they were like our Aunts and Uncles. One in particular is a CPA. The friend that helped us with our taxes, and for whatever reason when he talks about taxes or anything to do with accounting i totally understand him!lol So I am looking into taking online courses for accounting, i was gonna be taking courses on Medical Transcription, but my passion is accounting. I have always loved numbers and am a natural at 10 key, hehe. So I am hoping that in the next year i can finish about that same time that my hubby does, he is taking courses online for Diesel Mechanic. We will most likely be going to the same school online, hehe. Also i talked to my mom the other day and she has told me that she is gonna help me with the schooling, originally i was gonna wait til hubby was done, and start next year, but she thinks it

Tips On How To Stop Smoking
Cigarette smoking, and even smoking cigars or a pipe, is one of the greatest risk factors for a heart attack as well as for stroke, lung cancer, and emphysema. Here are some tips to help you stop smoking: * Set a quit date. Smoking cessation is most successful when it's done "cold turkey," not by slowly reducing the number of cigarettes smoked daily. * Throw them out. Throw away all cigarettes and matches at home, in your car, and at work. Put away, or throw away, ashtrays and lighters. * Share your goal. Tell your family and friends you're quitting and ask for their support. * Avoid triggers. Avoid alcohol, coffee, and other triggers for smoking. * Set a no-smoking policy. Do not allow anyone to smoke in your home or car, and avoid other people when they are smoking. * Get tools. Take advantage of available stop-smoking aids, including nicotine replacements, drug therapy, and counseling. Less than one in 10 smokers is able to quit without s

My Mind Is Dangerous
I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND GUESS WHAT I SEE A BABY BLUED EYED SPIRT WHO SEEKS YOUR EVERYTHING MY MIND IS CHAOTIC, UNLESS I CHOOSE TO BE FREE SOMETIMES I JUST CANT HELP MYSELF, SOMETIMES I JUST CANT HELP MYSELF MY MIND IS DANGEROUS, THATS WHO I'LL ALWAYS BE MY MIND IS DANGEROUS, THATS WHO I'LL ALWAYS BE HIDOUS DEVASTATION, LIFELESS SERENITY MY ABSTRACT EMOTIONS, SMOEHOW, GET THE BEST OF ME LOAD TAKE AWAY MY SORROW, LORD TAKE AWAY MY PAIN ERASING LIFE TOMORROW, AINT THE MOTIVE TO THE GAME MY MIND IS DANGEROUS, THATS WHO I'LL ALWAYS BE MY MIND IS DANGEROUS, THATS WHO I'LL ALWAYS BE ERASING LIFE TOMORROW, AINT THE MOTIVE TO THE GAME ERASING LIFE TOMORROW, AINT THE MOTIVE TO THE GAME (LIFE OF AGONY - MY MIND IS DANGEROUS)(1996 SOUL SEARCHING SUN ALBUM)

A Random Thought
**Before you begin this note that this was just a random thought as I sat here at the computer one night** The thought was that of these two men being here with me. There aren't many things that I fantasize about anymore, most of it has been done ya know. This wasn't quite a fantasy either really . . . I guess because it's possible that it could happen. I shouldn't go into details . . . I really shouldn't. How bad does it make me sound that I am sitting on my couch at 3:30 in the morning thinking about having sex with two men? Ok, well if it didn't before it does now huh? Fuck it like I really care that much . . . Guy number 1 is sitting on the loveseat looking across the room at me and guy number 2 on the couch. Guy number 1 is much better at turning me on, with the chills and all so I walk over to him and sit next to him for a minute. He leans over and bites my neck in just the right places causing me to shake and moan right away. After this guy works me up I go back over to g

3/2/07
March SUCKS. Other than St. Patrick's Day this whole month blows. Not only do I not have ONE day scheduled off of school but it's just an icky time of year. I hate the weather...one day it's cold another day you want to go out and play frisbee...I dunno. Who else is fucking tired of hearing about Anna Nichold Smith? My god. Let the poor girl rest in peace. That whole situation is just screwed up. All this crazyness over some gold digger. You know that none of those people give a damn about where she gets burried or the baby. It's all to get her money. Her family is pathetic. Just take a damn paternity test and leave the woman's body along hot damn. I'm so sick of hearing about this bullshit. There's more covered of her than what's going on with our damn country. People who actually contrubted things to the world don't get weeks over coverage when they die. But they also didn't have huge tits I guess. Lame. Living in an apartment sucks. Especially when you're on the ground floor

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
sitting here thinking about her all night. wondering what she thinks of me. if im good enough for her or not. if i can give her what she wants, a friend , wondering if i can treat her good. cant sleep at night cause i think of her all night

My Dearest Grandmoher
My dearest grandmother passed away a week ago and i traveld by grey hound bus to my home state. I have to say i will not travel grey hound again. the trip down i feel asleep and some man grabbed me. there was an unescourted federal prisoner on the bus with us. and on the trip back a man triedto jump off the bus while we were going 70miles per hour. i have to say i never ever want to be inside of a grey hound bus again. but i went through all of this to see my great grandmother one last time and say good bye. growing up my grandmother would give me that nasty castor oil or codliver oil if i was bad. but as the years passed my grandmother was there for me in ways no one else in my family could be. Feb 28th marked 4 years since i lost a lil girl at 2 months old. my grand mother was the only one in my family to have ever. there has only been one other time an infant has died in my family feb 6 that was 64 years go. my great grand mother had been here for me the last four years to help me

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This Is Sad But Oh So True !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head.......... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentalit y of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment o

Today
I covered a basketball game today for the newspaper I contribute to. I get 15 bucks for each photo. I was on the floor behind the line near the 3 point arch and I was looking down at my pics and deleting the bad ones, when a losse ball took a stupid soft bounce and bounced right on my flash unit. It split the hot-shoe mount and now the flash won't work. I bought this camera a few months ago for $6,000.00 and now I have to send it out for repair. I am guessing it will be a $500 dollar fix for a lousy $15 job. Somedays it just doesn't pay to go to work ........ If ya care you can show me some luv and make a bad day a little better Kevin

Dreams
when you dream just put it in to light cause sometimes dreams do come true and baby know you what i meam although miles apart its only those that are going to make our dream a reality we know that the waiting is very painful just keep the love and a candle flikering and dream of me cause babe that is what i do miles and a state apert wont keep us apart. love is a very strong thing when we love one another as we do

Im Selling My Playstation 2 With 2 Cordless Remotes And 4 Games Mortal Combat Spyhunter Ssx Tricky And Tekken ..... 150.00 Or Best Offer
im selling my playstation 2 with 2 cordless remotes and 4 games mortal combat spyhunter ssx tricky and tekken ..... 150.00 or best offer great condotion hardly ever played ...send me a message if intrested im gonna buy some stuff for my babys nusery with the money :) shes gonna be excited

Ooops
One day, Harry came upon a big, long ladder that stretched into the clouds. He'd walked this way every day and this ladder was never there before. Curious and brave, he began to climb. Eventually, he climbed into the layer of clouds, and saw this rather large, homely woman lying here on a cloud. She spoke, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry figured success had to be better than this, so he continued climbing. He came upon another level of clouds, and found a thinner, cuter woman than before. She also spoke, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry saw that his luck was changing and so continued his climb. On another level of clouds, he found a rather attractive woman with not so bad of a figure. She stated, "Take me now or climb the ladder to success!" Harry really liked his advantage now! He climbed quickly and deftly, and sure enough, on the next level, he found a gorgeous, lithe, well-endowed woman lying seductively on the cloud. "Take me now

Wedding Breakdown
well, after sitting down and realizing there would be 50+ people at my wedding when i wanted a small function, today i flipped shit and broke down a bit. so i took my marriage plans into my own two hands and grabbed the phone. i dis-invited everyone, but under 15 family and very, very close friends and pissed off some people, but I DONT CARE. i have dealt with too much shit in the past month and a half due to this pregnancy to worry about what everybody else thinks. i have spent my whole entire life trying to be kind to my friends and forfeit my own wishes, well newsflash!!! this is my damn wedding and i will have it whatever way i want and however will make ME comfortable and happy! for once in my life i am going to be selfish as hell. i will have a soft goth wedding with no one to stand up with me and billy, i will be me and billy and the preacher and everyoneelse can sit back and watch buit stay the hell out of it - i want a quiet wedding with immediate family and to hell with what

True Friends
There are many people that we meet in our lives but only a few will make a lastin impression on our minds and hearts!! It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as TRUE FRIENDS!!!! If you enjoyed this blog come by and friend me...we can never have to many friends in one life time...Thanks for stopping by.. Ms.Rogers

Sad :(
everyone keep my boyfriend and his fam in your thoughts and prayers they lost his grandmother last night but she passed peacefully. i do believe she was in her late 80's if i'm not mistaken. but i'm due in six weeks and he wanted a picture of the baby and his grandmother together and sadly she passed before that could happen. thanks, sexymom07 aka charlotte

First Blog!
First blog here, i want to find a new place to write sth,actually i don't want it to be read,or at least don't want to be read by the person who knows me very well, cause once i knew that,i wouldn't or couldn't write my real feeling,my real thinking...that's why i haven't written anything in my MSN space. But this doesn't mean you're not welcomed once you come into my blog---Welcome Stanger and thx for reading it!

A Guys Point Of View Read Ladys
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T "FEEL BAD" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and

The Earth And Us
IN MY OPINION WE SHOULD MAKE IT ALMOST LIKE STAR TREK LAY DOWN ALL WEAPONS AND MAKE IT SO NO ONE GOES HUNGERY AND THE EARTH IS PEACEFUL AND IN GOOD SHAPE LIKE NO GLOBAL WARMING AND THE WHOLE POPULATION IS AT PEACE WITH ONE ANOTHER. ALSO WE SHOULD JUST ALL GET ALONG, IF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT AREN'T FIGHTING WOULD STAND UP AND IN SOME WAY GET IN THE WAY OF THOSE THAT ARE FIGHTING THEN THEY WOULD HAVE TO STOP BECAUSE THEY WOULD BE DEFEATING THE PERPOSE OF THE FIGHTING IF ALL THE REST OF US SAID NO MORE FIGHTING. OF COURSE THATS JUST MY OPINION. {GOD BLESS YOU ALL}

My Apartment!
Hey everybody guess what?!! I most likely got my apartment. I the lady called me this morning and said that she needs mine and my room mate's paycheck stubs. She said that her boss normally doesn't ask for paycheck stubs unless she is going to approve us!!! She said if her boss gives her the ok we can move in as soon as this weekend!! I can't wait.... Me and Jesse are so excited we just can't wait to get moved in together.

My Private Part Died Today
My Private Part Died Today An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas. But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Perfspot.com Photographer!
Hey everyone!! I work for a company called Perfspot.com and we are doing this really cool thing where you can take pictures at all kind of events and submit them, and you get paid for the pix! Its pretty cool, if you are looking for extra cash or something. Besides, I know you guys are all party animals and see some crazy stuff that should be caught on camera!! So if you want to be a part of Perfspot let me know. It wont interfere with Cherry Tap or anything. Let me know, we are looking for ppl all over the world to help us!! The position consists of attending events and getting the “perf” picture of what's going on. The only requirement is to be able to take a clear picture which can be taken with camera phone or digital camera. You are not required to be a professional photographer. Once your picture is approved then you get paid. Payment is between $0.40-$.70 (USD) per picture. The earning potential is unlimited not to mention over 15 million people will have the ability

Stupid Questions
Stupid Questions 1. Why does your gynecologist leave the room when you undress? 2. If a person owns a piece of land, do they own it all the way down to the center of the earth? 3. Why cant woman put their mascara on with their mouth closed? 4. Why is it called alcoholics anonymous when the first thing you do is stand up and say "hi, my names Bob. Im an alcoholic"? 5. If you mated a Bulldog with a Shitsu would you get a Bullshit? 6. Why are they called stairs inside but steps outside? 7. Why is there a light in the fridge but not in the freezer? 8. Why does mineral water that has trickled through mountains for centuries have a use by date? 9. Why do toasters always have a setting on them which burns your toast to a horrible crisp no one would eat? 10. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say "I think ill squeeze these dangly things here and drink what comes out"? 11. What do people in China call their good plates? 12. If the pr

Home Alone
Today is my second day of work. Not too much action right now. It's not easy being a phone sex girl. Especially one that's only played with herself. I was hit on by my pastor once. He made me nervous at first, so I turned him down. I went home and thought about him while I was in the shower though. I think that was the turning point for me. Even though I've never had sex yet and was taught by my families beliefs it's wrong, I have to disagree. I like sex; I like watching it, hearing it, and touching myself. I just wish someone would call me and get off with me. Being at it all alone is not as fun anymore.

Read Its Hilarious
Subject: A True Man / Woman Golf Story >>> >>> >>> >>> I don't write 'em, all II do is forward them (and get in trouble along >>> the way) >>> >>> >>> A Woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods. >>> >>> She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap. >>> >>> The frog said to her, "If you release me from this trap, I will grant >>> you three wishes." >>> >>> The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, "Thank you, but I failed to >>> mention that there was a condition to your wishes. >>> >>> Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!" >>> >>> The woman said, "That's okay." >>> >>> For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the >>> world. >>> >>> The frog warned her, "You do realize that this wish will also make your >>> husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women will >>> flock to". >>> >>> The woman replied, "That's okay, because I will be the most bea

Womean Of My Life
meeting the girl of my dreams. dreaming about it every night wondering if it would come true. waking up to come to find out that i do have one. that is dearest to my heart and soul. thats going to be there for me through thick and thin no matter how bad it gets. and i will be there for her through thick and thin no matter bad it gets . i will be there for her at all times. with arms wide open to comfort her when it does get bad. then hopefully it all will get better which i know it will no matter what.

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
ok guys thank arkham if ya get a chance she rules and has made me think about leaving and i've decided not to let the cherrytap fuckers to win by me leaving. This group is called RED and they are pretty new i dunno they remind me of Breaking benjamin and I love them so maybe these guys will satisfy your pallettes today... This is BREATHE INTO ME And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me And this is where I lose myself when I keep running away from you And this is who I am when, when I don't know myself anymore And this is what I choose when it's all left up to me Breathe your life into me I can feel you I'm falling, falling faster Breathe your life into me I still need you I'm falling, falling Breathe into me Breathe into me And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge And this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground And this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain And this is how I disappear when I thro

Acceptance.....
few realize this word. ACCEPTANCE, means to be unconditional taken for who they are or what they stand for. Too many judgements pass without so much as a thought required to think of what it may be truly like to be "in someone else's shoes". We make "assumptions" based on looks, appearance, and attitudes, but these are merely NOT enough "grounds" to decide if a person is truly worthy of our respect. If we dont learn acceptance at a point to where a person may be in their lives, then how can we make assumpmtions, or "judgements" on whether we can befriend them or not? HAVE we walked in someone elses shoes? people do wrong, they make mistakes, but where is forgiveness in a persons heart? Where is love and unconditional "help"....to a point....mind you, towards a person who may be lost, lost to the point of no return, lost to the point of just no longer caring anymore. We get angry at people simply because they gave us a "stare"across the room, or simply because they seem "stupid" in our

Morning Glory
The dawn breaks. I turn and through bleary eyes spy you beneath the covers next to me. I reach out and begin to stroke your long, luxurious mane with one hand while pulling you close with the other. You don't seem to object so I start to nuzzel the side of your neck while running one finger with a feather touch down the lenght of your spine, over your firm buttocks and back up again. Softly, I kiss your neck, your chin, your delicate ears pausing to give your lobes a playful bite. I press my lips to yours, softly at first - quick gentle pecks. You reciprocate, parting your lips ever so slightly allowing the tips of our tongues to gently dance against one another. Our embrace becomes more passionate, deeper and our tongues explore the depths of each other's open mouths as my hands begin to explore your long, soft form. My lips begin to venture down the length of your naked supple body - your neck, your collar bone and finally the supple valley between your ample breasts whe

Omfg I Am Such A Retard
ok all dunno if ya got it in ya to help me out contest started on monday and well dumb ass me forgot all about it cause lots going on this week and ain't been on and well FORGOT I WAS IN IT....please show the love comment bombing is aloud rate and comment PLEASSSSSE

First Stage
The first stage in the pattern of friendship is acquaintance: we are new to each other, make each other laugh, in surpise, and demand nothing beyond politeness.... then comes intimacy: now we laugh before two words of the joke are out of the other's mouth, because we know what he will say.

Friends
Well thank God for freinds. If it was not for friends my children and I would be on the street. Lost my job back in Oct of 2006. Been looking but hard to find work as a single dad when you do not have the money for daycare. On welfare (and HATING it) which gives me 740 a month and my rent is 875. I am sure you can do the math. Tha there is the lelctric bill. And the cox bill 9cannot have a 7 year old and a 5 year old with out cartoons). and than the cell phone bill wich is used to still deal with the Hamilton County job and family services and lawyers and foster mother out in Ohio where my ex lost custody of my kids to the state. But thing are looking up friends help support my kids and I. Also having help to go back to school later this year for medical training. People from my mothers church are offering to help. Seem for some reason people are impressed that I steped up to take my kids. My welfare to work referaal has come through late in Feb. So now I can go back to school with les

A Reminder To Those Ive Loved And Lost
You was the one, With the key to my heart. you was the drive that kept me going, you was the one that help'ed me start. When times got tough, You was there by my side. helping me through it all, The endless aching ride. Your Voice was like an angel, That lifted the darkest night. Your love was like the wings, That gave the eagles flight. I dont know the words, To tell you how i feel. I'll let me heart be the guide, To show my love is still real.

Wondering
i have alwasy wondered why i the saying is "harder you work more you make" when it is not true. Seems the hard er you work the less you make while the ass that sits down and does nothign makes more than you do? Everyoen who works knows that hard work goes unnoticed so why strive to be thebest? EWhen all you get is the stress of work and lack of money. We all should just go back to the days where everyone pulledther own weight, would make everyone less stressed which would cut down o nthe drug drink and crime. One day all the ppl who actully do the work will sit down at the same time and nothing will get done and we will see how far thigns go!!!!

Original Hollywood Squares - Unscripted
If you remember the Original Hollywood Squares and its comics, this may bring a tear to your eyes. These great questions and answers are from the days when "Hollywood Squares" game show responses were spontaneous,not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was the host asking the questions, of course. Q. Do female frogs croak? A. Paul Lynde: "If you hold their little head under water long enough." Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high should you be? A. Charley Weaver: "Three days of steady drinking should do it." Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. A. George Gobel: "Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes." Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a man or a woman? A. Don Knotts: "That's what's been keeping me awake." Q. According to Cosmopolitain, if you meet a stranger at a party and you think that he is attractive, is it okay to come out and ask him if he's married? A. Rose Marie: "No;

Still At It ..
Yep Im still In the Sexiest Cherry Contest Need all the comments / bombers & raters I can get .. Im in first place at this Time and Need Help staying there Wont you come help me out by sparing a few if only a rate? Click on the Pic below the Contest runs thru Next Saturday so Yes another week... its gonna be a long one ... My First in 6 contest Ive ever been ahead and been winning but That doesnt mean nothing as you all know that can change at anytime .. for those of you who Dont know what comment bombing means it is When you continuously Comment someones picture but you can only rate once but comment many times so any or many is much appreciated Please come help out a Sexy Cherry! click on pic

Always Pay Attention
First-year students at Texas A&M's Vet School were receiving their first anatomy class, with a real dead cow. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In vet medicine it is necessary to have two important qualities as a doctor: The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the animal body. For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the dead cow, withdrew it and stuck it in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his students . The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes. But eventually took turns sticking a finger in the anal opening of the dead cow and sucking on it. When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them and told them "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

.human.pinball.etc.
theres bird shit on my car. theres not even a tree by my car. what was it a drive by shitting? i should borrow Aprils bb gun and pull a Pacino. if you know what i mean great...if not...you suck. or something completely more eloquent. im wearing shorts. in March. this makes me not happy and simply shows me this summers heat will be yet again completely stifling and perhaps unbearable. i need a good dose of random. Meems has informed me she hates old people riding bicycles because if they fall down you cant help but laugh. "sure its mean but amusing and they look funny" - direct quote from the mind of a 9 year old. most definitely my child. cheetos are the bane of my existence. if i see them i must eat them. on the upside i dont wind up harpoonable. good sauce. there really should be something more intellectually stimulating in here...or at least mildly interesting...however i just returned from the market...on a saturday...where girl scouts were selling their satani

What My Major Should Be (it Pegged Me For What I'm Already Studying!!)
You scored as Education. You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.Education75%English/Journalism/Comm63%Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health44%Visual&PerformingArts38%HR/BusinessManageme

Are You A True Friend???
HERE IS SOMETHING TO SEE WHO ARE TRUE N WHO ARE JUST WANTING POINTS 1. ARE YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST? 2.DO WE TALK ON CHERRY TAP? 3.DO WE TALK OUTSIDE OF CHERRYTAP? 4.WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR LAST DOLLAR IF U KNEW IT WOULD HELP ME? 5.IF I WAS SAD WOULD YOU CHEER ME UP? 6.DO YOU VISIT MY PROFILE JUST TO SEE WHATS NEW? 7.DO YOU LOVE MY PERSONALITY? 8.WOULD YOU EVER MEET ME IN PERSON IF YOU HAD THE CHANNCE? 9.WOULD YOU WANT ME AS A FRIEND OR A FRIEND WITH BENIFITS? 10. ARE YOU GOING TO REPOST THIS TO SEE WHO YOUR TRUE FRIENDS ARE? OBJECT IS MESSAGE WITH THE ANSWERS TOO SEE WHO PAYS ATTENTION

I Moved, Finally!
Well, I am finally in my new apartment with the kids. The place is really homey and by far the cheapest one I could find. I mean, where else can you find a place that costs $495/month, two bed one bath with a fireplace? Oh and not to mention the walkin closet I get and the very spacey closet for the kids. It is great. I also invested in a new laptop too and I get high speed internet with Cox Communications. I get a great deal package with cable and phone. All of this is going to be so much fun and I can not wait to enjoy it with my kids.. And then my son will be attending a diff school. I was hoping that he will be attending the same elementary school I went to but this time, it is not going to be that way. Since we moved out of the area I had to find another school. Luckily, I found one. The school is called Joslyn Elementary and it is just minutes away. I took jake to the kindergarten round up on this past friday. We got to meet the principal, the teachers, and we got to take a

Skunky Smell !
A young couple were driving home one night. As they came around a curve, they ran over a mother skunk. The woman saw a baby skunk crying on the side of the road and demanded her boyfriend to stop. Taking the baby home, it started shivering. The woman said.... It's cold. What should I do ? The man replied, "Put it down between your legs and warm it up." The lady then asked, "What about the smell?" The man replied, "I guess just hold its little nose!"

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Chocolate sweet hot Melding in a liquid mound Sweetness licked up down Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

Fake Profiles
I FUCKING hate fake profiles! I hate the assfaces that put them up too. So tired of wasting my time clicking on someone and they have either no age or the year instead of an age - and the ones that don't have a real gender. Why don't they do anything to stop this garbage? And then the kids - how hard would it be to not allow someone to register if their age was less than 18? This just pisses me off.

Fake A Smile
This is a poem i wrote March 12, 2007 called Fake A Smile... its depressive so dont read it if you dont like that stuff!!! Slowly the blood drips Down her arms onto the ground Her tears flow like rain No one hears a sound She is cold hearted Had all she can take Fed up with this life Just about to break She cries at night For someone to care Even asked for help But all they do is stare She hides it so well Everyone thinks shes fine She smiles to her friends They believe her lie Day by day she does this act Pleasing everyone but herself She goes into her room And gets the razor from the shelf She writes a long letter Then takes a picture Cuts herself too deep Wished someone would have saved her

Shut Out.
My love is an explicite monologue between two lovers battered and bruised smoke trailing the air and mouths sewn shut. I taste of blood and ash salt and sweat and when I dance... I fly. Do you see me? Can you still see? If you can see me then why? I think that I am nothing. You threw me out. Cherish the beginning for storys unwritten they are tragedys in the make. So empty. I cradle the filth of remembered lullabys bite the tongue so that you may not escape But all that I am. All that I am to you. Is a bruised image. A reacurring dream. A sad little dolly whom has outshown her use A black and white rerun with a broken remote untroubled by your thoughts cause you shut your eyes cause you shut your mind you shut your door to me.

And Another Week Begins!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! I've got an early start for work this morning and a late ending - it's Monday, belly dancing class tonight, yay!! I'll be off and running shortly. The Dragon Tattoo Contest finishes up today! It's been fun, but I don't think I'll do it again for awhile, lol! Just not cut out for the comment bombing brigade!! I have enough stress in my life, I don't need more!! Thank you to one and all who helped me with rates and comments. I appreciate that so very much! You are the very best of friends, Muah!! Need to rally the guys and motivate them toward school, always an uphill battle! Have a wonderful day and a fantastic week, everyone! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings all over the map! Later, much later, lol!

How Do We Love
How can we love In the shadow of hate Or learn to trust before it's too late; To reach beyond What we can grasp, To love deeply And not live in the past. To know we can trust In the face of the storm Not turning to dust As we 've been forwarned; How do we love And some how make it last When the world is against us And our youth has since passed; How do we live in a world full of strife We must seek out the love that exists in life.

My Messages To My Husband...
***************************** I'm posting these here... because each time we have fought he always deletes what I send him... so, I figure I'll post them here and at least they're on here then. He can't take off what I say from my heart from my profile at least... It may be on his profile for a bit (he may leave it alone) he only gets online at school.. ************************************* For those that want to know who Marcus is here's his cherrytap link: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/607651 ******************************************** 3/12/2007 At least I kept pictures of you on my profile... even though we may be seperating... we are still legally married and you are still a huge part of my life... you always will be. You are the father of my kids... and I am not trying to win you back... not on my list of things to do... But I am not trying to write you out of my life all together like you're doing to me. I'll post this in my blog too... since more than likely yo

What The Heck Is This?
Another place to talk about myself! LOL I guess I am getting pretty damn vain in my old age. I guess 40 almost 41 is old? Started to feel that way. I get to take a vacation by myself in April. Guess that is what happens too when you get old. Your hubby sends you off by yourself. Anyone want to come along for the hell of it?

Maybe Dinner Instead....
My eyes are closed and I'm taking in the sounds around me, tinkling of glassware, soft background music and the gentle hum of quiet conversation, occasionally punctuated by the sound of laughter... dreamily I slowly open my eyes, the room is glowing with soft light, starched white table linens and candle light reflecting off stem ware and silver...feels like the opening scene in a movie, I don't know maybe it is. Surreal to be sure in any case...I feel a light touch on my shoulder and a caresses on the back of neck, a familiar voice whispers in my ear-"come with me my dear"...the warmth of your breath gives me tingles up and down my spine...as I step up from the table your hand slips with tender ease to the small of my back and guides me to the elevator doors... my head is spinning this is not real... Every fiber in me says no, I must leave this place, run, go home...but I can't, I can't make myself go...I don't want to leave... My body aches from so much anticipation and excitement t

Things You'd Love To Say (but Don't Dare)
- Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again... - I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. - You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. - I have plenty of talent and vision, I just don't give a darn. - Visualizing? I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. - I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you being competent. - Thank you. We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. - The fact that no one understands you doesn't mean you're an artist. - Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental.

Me
this site is so much fun i can be my self and shti and i met this hot ass chick on here na dshe is moving to me and she is goignto be with me YES score for the home team well i am allso glad to say i am gone in 3 months to basic training and miss evryone on my friends list

Don't Be Ashamed
Don't be ashamed Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth co

Crush?
This crush thing is driving me crazy! *shakes fist at cherry tap* I had two...now it says I have one... I know who one is... Its driving me crazy wondering who the other one was...and also wondering why they stopped...did I do something? Or was it that I didn't crush anyone... I don't want to because I'd really not want to be found out...even if it is hard to already...I just can't risk that...and the being shot down part...yeah...I can't handle that shit...so...yeah I'm a wuss... This crush thing drives me crazy alright...

What Do I Know?
i hope that whatever you choose to do makes you happy i hope that wherever you choose to be you reign supreme i know that in your heart you want to be hopeful and know that in your heart that you are strong. but what do i know? what do i know? i hope that tomorrow brings new dreams with the new sunrise i hope that everytime you breathe you think of peace i know that everywhere you go there will be chances for who and what only you will know. and what do i know? what do i know?

Perv
him: have any fun lately? me: lately? nah, not really me: you? him: yesterday, but not today me: haha him: are you lookin for fun? me: wait... what kind of fun are you talking about? him: sexual fun of course him: jk him: just fun in general him: but i am looking for sexual fun me: LOL... at least you're honest... no I'm not looking for sexual fun him: you are damn cute. you could have anyone you want him: are you single? me: psh.... yeah right... yes I am single him: did you want to see a nsfw pic of me" him: ?* me: maybe later him: kk him: how long has it been since you had sex last? me: few eeks me weeks* him: who did you have it with? me: why? him: just wondrering me: a friend him: is that why you arent looking for it, because you can get it any time you want? me: no, I can't get it anytime I want it and I'm not looking cuz I'm just not haha him: lol him: thats fine him: have any friends? me: haha

Pet Contest Pets Need Comments!
~~ Pet Contest ~~ 1st Pet is...... with 119 comments 2nd Pet is...... with 35 comments 3rd Pet is...... with 0 comments 4th Pet is...... with 0 comments you can comment bomb your own pic! thanks Maria

***godmother Bbg's Fan Train -- All Aboard!!!!!*** (part 1)
Below is the Fan Train that Godmother BBG started..It now has over 200 riders on it. Fan and Rate away and they will return the favor. Who wouldn't want to get all those extra friends and points? I've met some really cool people doing this and YOU could too. Enjoy....And thanks again Godmother BBG!!! *************************************************** THIS IS THE FAN-RATE BULLETIN THAT I HAVE STARTED... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO THE BULLETIN... PLEASE CATCH A REPOST AND ADD YOURSELF OR PM AND I WILL ADD YOU =) THANKS SO MUCH **please pm bbg when you add yourself to make sure you stay on the original posts*** This is Godmother bbG's Fan Train... Here is how it works... Rate and Fan all riders please! When a rider fans and rates you, please do the same for them! rate and fan each person... that means you should receive as many rates and fans as you give muahz and slurpz and much mad love!!!! * bbG *. MarQ. (¯`•.© ĢļĂ ©.•´¯). Ben Dover.

I Forgot My Birth Control
i forgot to take my birth control today , why take it when your so far anyways . whats the point .. no hand is there for the touching no skin to caress no morning loving.. soft or rough no lust in the bunch .. no fingernails against my back .. or lips against my lips , just cold lonely sheets ...and emptyness i miss you);

How Do You Like Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

My World
I PRAY ALL THE TIME HOPING THAT YOU AND YOU ARE OK,HOPING THAT NOTHING NOT ANY TYPE OF HARM EVER COMES YOUR WAY WHY? I GUESS BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND NEEDING IN RETURN THAT YOU LOVE ME NOT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU BUT BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME.LET'S TALK ABOUT ME,I AM WHO I SAY I AM NOTHING MORE,NOTHING LESS NO NEED TO LIE ABOUT REALITY BECAUSE IT IS WHAT IT IS.MY DAYS ALWAYS BEGIN WITH PRAYER AND MY NIGHTS END THE SAME WAY,CONSTANTLY NOT TRUSTING MAN AND NEVER BELIEVEING WHAT THEY SAY YOU KNOW THE PLAY,ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU TODAY HOPE THINGS WENT YOUR WAY.OH YEA THAT'S RIGHT MY BAD WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ME LET'S SEE HUMMMMMM WHEN I GROW UP WHO DO I WANNA BE,IN LOVE WITH THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS ONE DAY THAT DREAM WILL BECOME REALITY, MAYBE WELL JUST MAYBE ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO WAIT AND SEE.NEVER BEEN INTO MYSELF ALWAYS WANTING TO PLEASE,SOMETIMES GETTING IN RETURN THE LOVE THAT I NEED BUT IT'S RARE VERY RARE BECAUSE PEOPLE DON'T WANNA BELIEVE, PLEASE DON'T GRIEVE FOR ME CAUSE I WILL

Forgo Paradise
I fled the now aphotic paradise blustery guilty winds and trothless skies abysmal forgone amorous affairs scattered amongst dim patches of despair The ploy wasn't her beauty, but her lure a distraction from acumen, no more for the journey alone I paid little yet the wealth I gained proved monumental

Chicken Adobo
INGREDIENTS 1 1/2 cups water 1 cup distilled white vinegar 4 tablespoons soy sauce 1 teaspoon whole peppercorns 4 cloves garlic, crushed 2 tablespoons salt 1 (2 to 3 pound) whole chicken, cut into pieces 2 tablespoons vegetable oil In a large pot, combine the water, vinegar, soy sauce, peppercorns, garlic and salt. Mix together, add chicken pieces and simmer over low heat (uncovered) until chicken is cooked through and tender (25 to 35 minutes). Remove chicken from pot and brown in oil in a large skillet over medium high heat. Return chicken, with oil/juices, back to pot with reserved sauce. Cover and simmer over medium heat until desired amount of sauce is yielded.

We Have Reached The Weekend!
It's Friday and I am so very glad it is! It has seemed like a very long week to me, for some reason. I'm going to try very hard not to turn this blog into an ex-bashing blog! Truly, I understand where he is coming from, but I do not agree with him. Taylor, his only child and my fourth, will be turning 16 on April 16th. He wants his lip pierced, badly!! He actually wanted a double lip piercing, but I got him to hold to just one - let's see if he can handle the pain, lol! I have no problem with this at all - the piercing! My soon to be ex has issues. One of the main things I have problems coming to grips with is his need to make fun and denigrate anyone who does not believe as he does. Basiclly, if you don't see things his way, you're an idiot!!! Now this man is 13 years younger than I am, food for another blog, I'm sure, lol!!! I have pictures of him with long hair!! He has issues with Taylor's long hair - it's only to his shoulders, for Pete's sake! Of course, he really had issue

My Frist Day In Treatment
i went into treatment at 5 am and there was this little girl no more then 6 or 7 yrs old and it just made me cry she looked at me and asked if this was my frist time i said no cause it wasn't i've delt with this befor many years ago and she said me either i've had cancre sinces i was 3 and mommy says the doctors are hopefull this will be my last round of kemo that brought tears to my eyes and i thought if this little girl next to mea isthis bravethen i can be too so as our treatment went on i held her hand and told her this would be her last day here and i'd miss her even thought i just met the girl her name was kayden and i need all of you to help me pray that this was her lastday on kemo she's a sweet little girl who has her whole life to live she has a older sister who's 12 and a baby brother who's 6 months old who she needs to see grow up please help me pray think of kayden as your little sister

March 16, 2007: Bracketology
The Art and Science of figuring out and filling out [NCAA] basketball tournament bracket during [March Madness]. Hmm... Well, don't put any teams from Pac 10 to pass 2nd round on your bracket this year. I'm serious

Now The Pain Comes
ok everyone i'm in alot of pain now this morning i was just fine and now the pains so bad i wanna cry my whole body feels like it's being crushed by a 500lb man with 100 lb sack of potatoes god i need some help something for the pain to go away and to think i'm still going into work tonight maybe i shoulda just took the day off oh well to late now HELP!!!!!

Searching My Soul
The Drive to build life is very strong Lost is the feeling cause something’s wrong Search for the meaning it’s so hard to find Am I the only seeing soul in a world gone blind ? Living to consume in this express lane Wonder why my body feels so much pain Push for the perks and things that pass away Am I the only soul seeing in a world gone astray ? Seeking to fill the void of an empty life No laughter of children, no love of wife Only the things that cold hard cash can buy Am I the only soul seeing this world pass by ? Time that just flies with nothing to show The young grow old before they know That living is more than things and money Am I the only soul left in this world to see ? By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Dennis, My Stalker
Get this shit... apparently due to "the talk" we had the other night, he decided i guess we were going to um "work things out"... yeah, same conversation i explained to him that i HATE him, and why... make sense to you? Me either... SOOOO anyways, he sits and bitches for like, ever today.... some people can't get shit through their heads... It's amazing how he sure wants to treat me like shit, but hell if he thinks i'm going to be with someone else, boy he's all ABOUT putting on the water works and crying his little eyes out... It's fucking bullshit... THEN the motherfucker, since he can't read my myspace blogs, makes a CT page::: dennisc214@ CherryTAP he does this JUST so he can stalk me, and read my blogs... Stalker? UUUMMM< yeah~ cuz now his little girlfriends at work (who convienantly added themselves to my myspace) can't read my blogs either.... so someone has to do it... so, the mother fucker actually makes a page... not to just have one... he didn't fill in any of the info

Happy St Patricks Day Everyone
hey everyone!!! just wanted to wish you an awesome st patricks day!! i hope you all have some fun this weekend and get your party on.. just plz be safe and have fun.. Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Hello
hello.. i was just wondering.. if maybe someone that knows how to make those neat tags would be able to make me a st patricks day one.. its no worries if i dont get one either.. i would make one myself but im not sure on how to make them.. i have seen alot of nice things and i enjoy seeing them..

Well......here I Am I Think.....
So anyway, here i find myself on CherryTap.com this morning, so i made my profile and here I am. So what am I doing on this Saturday evening?? Absolutely nothing!! Hell, its after 6pm and i'm still in my pajamas. lol well, that happens often actually. anyways, sitting here doing nothing, smokin a cigarette and thinking about getting a shower and getting ready to go out to a party, not sure yet. it may just be a sit at home w/ Bud Light night, only time will tell i guess. so enough w/ my endless chatter, i'm sure you're all tired of it already. LOL, new and already rantin and ravin about nothing, yikes! lol...see ya'all later ;)

.cats.n.candy.
so. just got back from the Humane Society. Meems got her kitty. thank god its not a kitten...i dun like kittens...they bite n scratch n stuff...which is what cats are sposed to do i spose...but im not an effin scratching post...so no please. there were two...that just...yeah even i liked them. both were torti...both were female...one was a Manx...the other...wasnt...one was spayed which meant we could bring her home today...the other while we could have the joy of paying for her...we'd have to wait a few days so she could be spayed first. well Meems is impatient...so we took a look at the Manx...adorable. affectionate. full o hair. so we bought her. she's currently residing in my bathroom...to get used to the environment bits at a time. she hopped outta the carrier n went right to the litter box...highly impressive. we named her Poe. as in Edgar Allan or the musician take your pick i decided to have a beer with lunch...cuz its saturday...and i have them...so wh

3-17-07 21st Entry
Well I have my first visit this thursday with the sleep apnea portion of the surgery process. Its been a LONGGGGG couple months. If all goes right, and it doesn't take long to get the actual sleep test done (I am only seeing the doctor thursday), I can call the surgeon office with hopefully good news (aka no sleep apnea). As far as I can tell the only steps I have left til the actual surgery are: Sleep apnea doctor visit, sleep apnea test, inform surgeon of results, if all is good there and insurance has approved surgery (still waiting on that result too, my fam doc office should have sent my records over by now so the surgeon office and push surgery through), I then go on a 2 week special diet to shrink liver then last, but certainly not least, surgery. Maybe I'll hit it lucky and get it done in April. Spend the wet part of spring recovering from surgery so I can enjoy the dry part of spring outside while I'm still off work in recovery. That would be nice. Although I'm a

Tribute To My Dad
my dad was not only my dad but my best friend..i know his death was planned by him. since he decided to commit a selflish act.hetook himself away from his fsmily before he should have. my dad was a marine for 21 years. he retired as a gunny sgt..was a 1st lt.. but he didnt like being behind a desk. he was a helicopter flyer and mechanic..he was in the vietnam war.. he had 5 kids and a loving wife. he never brought his work home with him so today i am paying a tribute to him. even though he took his own life. he will always be my dad...and i will miss him more and more thank u for reading this. at the moment i am falling apart

Rag Doll
ok yall this is me NOT being safe. at the moment that i felt this (and still do for that matter) i didn't feel safe. Rag doll As I lay here Spread eagle With my most intimate secrets Vulnerable and bare Your sweat runs down my body You moan and grunt as your fever mounts You go into your façade of pleasure Trying to tell me that I’ve done my part As I lay there With your tension Wasted upon my stomach I realized That I felt nothing I felt no passion I felt no pain I felt no love I felt no worth You get dressed As I roll over and let the thoughts cloud my mind Is this all I have become All I have to my name Your pretty piece of flesh Your little bad habit Your miracle cure Your dirty little secret Your pleasure cruise Am I just a rag doll you bought at a novelty store Am I just here for you to release your stress upon And when you have your fill of me Will you throw me away like yesterdays trash And I wonder I do this to myself …

Maxine Living Will
GOTTA LOVE THIS ONE! MAXINE'S LIVING WILL I, MAXINE , being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes and call it a day.

Spring Cleaning On Cherry Tap
Ok so basically I have too many friends. I don't even know who most of them are. So I'm going through and deleting people... You will be deleted if... 1. You seem to be a real perv or just creep me out 2. If you are within 10 years of age as my Dad 3. If your profile seems to not be very active anymore 4. If you have like a billion friends and chances are you won't notice im gone

A Mother Heart
Looking in on you, Before I close in, For the night, watching you sleep so peacefully, trying to think of what you are dreaming. My heart is filling with joy, that we made it through another day. Tomorrow, you will be older and smarter. A mother's heart is scared, when she has a child that is not like normal children. However, your mother's heart is proud, because you have not given up. You keep fighting. Your first day of head start, your curls made you look so cute, but your heart was braver than your mommy. Mommy’s heart was worried, would you do well, and make friends. Today some friends came by, and brought you many things. To see your face light up, Smiling, from ear to ear. My heart was about to bust, because mommy's heart was filled with so much joy, Happiness, never in my life time could I give you this much, but the one thing I can give to, from Mother Heart Is my love. Love is something that comes right from a mother's heart. Dec