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Vow Of Death
Hard knight's tremble at the sight. Fair maiden's swoon. He ride's life full bore. Caring not the destruction in his wake. Motherless children, vow revenge. Widowed wive's curse his name. Families hunt him. He travel's amongst the shadows. Nobody can give the same description of him. He is death pure and simple. He will come for all of us someday.

My Dad
Richard Grant Kaatz Peacefully, with family by his side, on Friday, September 14, 2007, at the St. Boniface Hospital, Richard Kaatz passed away at the age of 61 years. Rick will be lovingly remembered by his beloved wife Loraine, their sons: Johnathan, Doug, and special grandson Marshall, three sisters: Susan, Barb, Kim (Wayne) and their families, mother-in-law Kay, brothers-in-law: Dennis (Norma), Richard (Deb), sister-in-law Marianne (Rick), and their families. A Memorial Service will be held at 2:00 p.m., Thursday, September 20, Glen Lawn Funeral Home, 455 Lagimodiere Blvd. Interment will follow at Glen Lawn Memorial Gardens. In liew of flowers, donations may be made in memory of Rick to the Canadian Diabetes Association (Manitoba Division) or the chairty of one's choice. Special thank you to the Doctor's and wonderful staff of St. Boniface Hospital for all their care and support given to Rick and his family. "Grandpa will always be loved and Remembe

Sunday September 16, 2007
Its sunday...the day of the lord... and may you all be blessed with many more days to laugh. in the name of the father the son and the holy spirit... of as my old boss use to say..."specticles, testicals, watch pocket, gun" -NEWS FLASH 1:21 AM: I'M ALIVE!!!!!!!!! -NEWS FLASH 1:29 AM: We have been told that the server went down. We would like to know which drunk pissed on it. -NEWS FLASH 5:02 PM: The martians have landed! ( we are devo, D E V O ) - NEWS FLASH 5:29 PM: THE POPE SAYS HI:

Dragon&heartsladyb Something
A military basher. comment deleter, and moron. She got in my shoutbox saying "Thanks for helping me lose another Fubar friend. Have a good one." then rated me a 1 and blocked me. I responded in my typical idiom and wrote a private message (which she naturally had not yet blocked) I never was a Fubar friend, you didn't lose one. And you post spiteful things about my military I will insult you. I respect your freedom of speech, but would not ever take it away. Even though I think your opinion is bullshit, you have a right to it. However, you are proving yourself to be quite the fascist...deleting comments and blocking people because they say something contrary to what you think Do you fear other people's opinions? Or are you just filled with hate? If you don't like the country, you are free to leave (another great thing about America). So don't be thinking you are better than anyone else. My cousin served in the military, and they don't have the right to say no sir. they HAVE

Fiji Beat Canada 29-16
Fiji (15) 29 Tries: Leawere, Ratuvou 2, Delasau Cons: Little 3 Pens: Little Canada (6) 16 Tries: Smith Cons: Pritchard Pens: Pritchard 3 Fiji kept in the hunt for a place in the World Cup quarter-finals with a bonus-point win over Canada in Pool B. Tries from Kele Leawere, Kameli Ratuvou and Vilimoni Delasau helped them into a 22-6 lead. Canada hit back, with Ryan Smith's try and James Pritchard's third penalty trimming the gap to six points. But Ratuvou's late try ended Canada's hopes as Fiji stay on course for what is likely to be a winner takes all contest against Wales on 29 September. The game was always going to be a clash of styles, with Canada relying on their forward strength and a more structured approach to combat Fiji's greater pace, power and skill out wide. However, Fiji tried to take Canada on with a deliberate game initially, kicking several penalties for touch, and a penalty apiece from James Pritchard and Nicky Little saw the sides l

New Contest To Bomb
Cherokee Princess Contest Link:Platoons A + C will Bomb this Contest. Stone Butterfly; sister to Boogies Momma needs our help. Contest has already begun! Click on picture below to get started!Platoons B. + D.

Missing You
Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

Surgery
well good morning all, here is wishing you all a bright sunny day today. well to bring everyone up to speed surgery is tommorrow,, yey, never thought that i would hear myself saying that. but im so happy the day is here. the past three months have been pure hell for me, the late nights, the endles hrs of sleep..the pain and agony that i have had to endure.why u may ask? all because of my blader shuting off. and hopefully tommorrows surgery will cure that or at least give me some relief. but in any case wish me luck. and to all my firnds and fans out there. i love you all. and may god watch over you all. havea great day gang, and a great week.

Get To Know Everyone!
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! Send your answers to me only... And I will reply with my answers for you!!! ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you

You Make Me Sick!
Yes you! Fucking liar! How dare you! One whole fucking year, all the GOD DAMN LIES! WOULD SHE LIKE IT IF YOU TOLD HER WHAT YOU'VE BEEN SAYING? IF I COULD PUKE OUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU, THEY WOULD SMELL FROM THE BELLOWS OF HELL, HAVE FACES OF CREMATED SHIT WITH WORMS AND BLOOD AND PIECES OF ROTTEN FLESH.... AND IT'S JUST THE BEGINNING!

To Quit This Life....
You quit this life Without saying goodbye Now for the rest of our lives We'll be wondering why?! Life is a gift That we should hold dear Dying unnaturally Brings more than tears Frustration and Anger Resentment and Pain All over an act Where nobody gains Whatever it was That drove your despair Must erase thoughts Of times once shared The blackness that smothered The love you spurned Could you not confide To one of us turn? Your courage misspent To do the deed Could have changed tomorrow Helped you succeed The sadness hangs heavy From those left behind Trying to figure out What went on in your mind You quit this life Without saying goodbye Now the rest of our lives We'll be wondering WHY? Warning Signs There is no single thing that makes someone suicidal but the following s

The Thought
The thought of your touch sends chills down my spine, The thought of your smell sends my mind into a frenzy, The thought of your voice makes me warm inside, The thought of seeing you brings tears to my eyes, The thought of your taste sends my tastebuds wild, The thought of losing you causes my heart to start to die.

Ok
I was supposed to start my first day of classes today, but my daughter came downstairs crying around 2:30 this morning and was running a fever. She is still running a fever, so i had to stay home with her. Having nobody to babysit really sucks. I can't believe I'm missing my first day of class...I hope this isnt a sign of how the rest of the quarter is going to go... Anyways, I'm using this opportunity to whore myself out a little again...I really want to win this contest and I'm still in the lead by a little over 5000 comments, so please, lets get this over with ASAP....go leave me some comments:D Here is the link to get there... [ fubar.com photo: 1577239778 ] As always, much love to you all:D

Man And Strich
THE OSTRICH A man walks into a restaurant with a full-grown ostrich behind him. The waitress asks them for their orders. The man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke," and turns to the ostrich, "What's yours?" "I'll have the same," says the ostrich. A short time later the waitress returns with the order "That will be $9.40 please," and the man reaches into his pocket and pulls out the exact change for payment. The next day, the man and the ostrich come again and the man says, "A hamburger, fries and a coke. "The ostrich says, "I'll have the same."Again the man reaches into his pocket and pays with exact change. This becomes routine until the two enter again. "The usual?" asks the waitress. "No, this is Friday night, so I will have a steak, baked potato and a salad," says the man. "Same," says the ostrich. Shortly the waitress brings the order and says, "That will be $32.62."Once again the man pulls the exact change out of his pocket and places it o

Alison
Alison by OneLuckyMistress © Alison tapped her foot impatiently as she waited for him to meet her at their agreed place. True enough, the time was just now 4:30p, but she expected punctuality with him as much as she did those who worked under her. After all, in her mind, that's exactly what this was: he was under her, to play by her rules. As a dominant, she expected no less, even in these outstanding circumstances. The "outstanding circumstances" were something that had occurred after numerous meetings with him in a chat room she frequented. The chat room itself was designed for dominants to talk to others like them, discuss submissives, trade tips and even sometimes the subs themselves. As had often occurred, Alison's last sub had broken far too easily for her tastes, been discarded, and Alison had gone to the chat room to find another one. One of the doms had once commented that she treated her subs like toys: to be used, then discarded once they quit being a source of amusem

Folks This Is The Month That We Re-take America
Keep this going around the globe ... read it and forward every time you receive it. We can't give up on this issue. Paul Harvey and Prayer Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin , but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what' s the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talk ing to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America , a country founded on Christian principles. According to our very own phone book, Christian churches outnumber all others

Thursday....lord Grant This Day Be Good!
This morning, thanks to a special friend, my day was made better and I'm trying to keep a more positive attitude about the day. Little steps at a time. I still wake up in the middle of the night thinking he is there and feel the hurt when I relize he is not. Feel the abandonment all over again. So, each day I struggle with my anger toward him with all that I have lost and all that I had helped him and now it is as if "I" don't exist and didn't even mean as much as a friend to him. But I have to realize that HE is not my main concern. God and my kids are. He isn't going to help us survive so I must trust the Lord and know that somehow all will work out and God will help us with our needs and bless us. Lord, may you please have mercy on us today and grant me the ability to take care of all the things I need to get taken care of and help me to obtain a good job so that I may take care of MY family and help me to release my hurt and anger toward Rob. I turn these things over to yo

Geez!! Another Short One!
I'm already running late - what a deal! I will try to catch up on comments and rates when I get home from work. I seem to be very behind, all of a sudden, lol! Yes, the general energy around us is very odd these days. Yesterday "felt" sticky and thick, like a person could get stuck very easily. Most of the time I'm feeling rather detached and out of it! Have a wonderful Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs for everyone! Blessings, so many blessings, for one and all, all over the world! You are all appreciated so very much and loved most dearly! Later! Muahz!

I Am So Sorry!
I am such and idiot. I really am. As you all know that I have a fubar husband. Which we both love each other in real life too. We got into our first big fight last night and both said some things that we shouldn't of. I am not going into details, because that is not important. We both have apologized to each other several times. I truly forgive him, but I don't think he believes that I forgive him. I don't think, from the last words he left me with last night, that he believes me. I want him to know that it is true. I really didn't mean what I said. I just worded things wrong. Which seems to be done a lot by me. I love him so much and would never want to do anything to hurt him. What can I do? Should I try to prove that I love him and forgive him, which I have been trying to do all along, or should I just give him the space and stop all efforts and let him get over it? I am so confused and really don't know what to do because I love him so much. If you are reading this

My 2nd Contest Link
I'm so far behind at this point it's not even funny... any help would be appreciated. this one ends monday @ 9pm est. I'll throw a few other links in this as well... Mandxx needs 20k Pixie We have all been working really hard to get her to the top... Any Help you could give to any of us would be greatly appreciated. J

In The Shower
It's early morning and your sitting at the table drinking coffee and reading the paper when I come in from the bedroom. I come walking over to you, and with out saying a word I take your hands slowly in mine entwining our fingers I kiss the palms of your hands sucking slowly each finger teasing and tasting, I gently pull you to you feet and kiss your collar bone as you rise pressing myself against you as you bend your head to kiss my lips I pull you along with me down the hallway towards the shower as we enter the bathroom I reach for your belt buckle and undo it so I can slide my hands in your waist line, your stomach curves inward with the chill of my cold hands on your warm flesh I slide my hands from your waist slowly up and across your chest feeling your nipples grow taut at the tease of my touch I slide your shirt up over your head taking one of your nipples into my mouth and flickering it with my tongue then pinching it with my teeth suckling it gently with my mouth, I slide my

Men I Have A Question If I May!!! Ladies Welcome
Hey Hey Hey, Firstly I like to thankyou for checking out my blog. Your thoughts and opinions mean a lot. ok So tell me GUYS! does size matter? I know many men are hung up about their cock size, Why is this? Why do we believe we should be hung like a horse? Your comments would be great on this subject. Please premote to everyone. See what the ladies had to say on this subject. http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=121986&pid=533695

One Flaw In Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show

Reminder
GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS YOU ALL KNOW I AM ON A MISSION AND IN SUCH DESPERATE NEED OF EVERYONES HELP. I AM WORKING TO EARN A HAPPY HOUR THAT WE ALL BENEFIT FROM. THAT'S WHAT IT'S ALL ABOUT.. HELPING EACH OTHER AND SPREADING THE FUBAR LOVE. SO PLEASE DO YOUR SHARE IN HELPING ME. CLICK ON THIS PICTURE,RATE/FAN/AND ADD MY DEAR DEAR FRIEND SEXYGIRLBLONDE, SO YOU CAN RATE AND COMMENT MY PICTURE IN NEED. I HAVE 2 WEEKS TO GET 100,000 COMMENTS AND RATES. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THERE AND THOSE WHO WILL JOIN US. HAVE A BLESSED DAY FILLED WITH LOVE

Day Dream ( For Someone Special)
Daydream Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful place a pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. - Cassie McNair -

First Storm
Right now here outside my office the rain is coming down hard n heavy. Honestly we need this rain very badly, been stuck in a draught this year. It might be too late to help the farmers, but rain like this is still a blessing. Its coming from a tropical storm off the coast of panama city, bout 140 miles away. This is the first rain from a tropical storm or hurricane since 2005, the hurricane right after katrina.There is something else too bout a nice steady downpour, the sound it makes on my steel roof here, its very relaxing. Always liked the sound of rain on a steel roof. Its just a goodnite to stay in and not be on the roads, thiere gonna be too damn slippery. N it being a friday the drunks will be out too. Besides its nice right here, listening to the rain, catching up with my friends on here. Hope all yall are having a goodnite n great weekend. If ya feel like it message me.

Bored
Last night went bar hopping with my dad. It can really fuck up your night tho have to babysit a 40 year old. We hit up the corner pub for 25 cent games of pool. then to Billiards He talked everyones ear off at that place. It took me a half hour to get him out the door. Tonight though its on .. I'm out on my own i don't worry about anybody else. fuck 'em I'm out to have fun.

One Of Those "special" Days!
This will be one of those days that gets recorded in baby books, lmao!! I am taking Taylor, age 16, for his first piercing. Yes, Mom has no problem taking her little boy for his first piercing. I believe he is getting his lip pierced - somewhere, lol! I will definitely do an addendum after the fact! If I had the extra money, I'd get my navel pierced. Get me close to this place and I want to get a tattoo or a piercing or something, lmao! Let's see how he handles the pain, shall we?!

Come Help Us Out Please
come help me bomb my sisters contest any and all help is appericated thanks ..come on click the picture u know u wanna lol :P ok back to bombing for me we r like 1000 from first come show her some love leave lots of comments and rate her and thanks to all my wonderful friends and family already helping her out

Hmmm
ok i have alot on my mind right now and been sick going on 2 weeks so if im not real talkive thats a good start of why i have heard from a good friend i havent seen or spoken to in months and we r playin msg tag and it driving me insane and worring me ..praying nuffin is wrong with her baby also im so not sure who my real friends are any more .. i know a few that are like my sisters , boss,billie,jessie, retta,marie,jeff,rob,jack and anthony and last but not least papi i love u guys so much and u guys mean alot to me

Blahzay Down Day......
Woke up VERY sick this morning. Got up, tried to move around and ended up back in bed. Do not know what it was. Hope body is not trying to shut down because of me not eating properly. Common Law daughter called and said she had been really ill lately and apologized for not calling.. Called the insurance company, have an interview tomorrow afternoon. The casino has only a 12midnight to 8am shift for a cashier. Will see what the insurance company says as it is closer and would save on gas. Son is in for a long night. Halo3 is being released at midnight and he has to work that AND open up tomorrow morning at 10am. He is not looking forward to the crowds at midnight. There was no one there when I dropped him off. Last April when boyfriend died, my daughter and her guyfriend came down and we went by the Chick-fil-A(next door to where son is working) and it had people camping outside of it for the grand opening the next day!?!?! Checked my tires and put air in them..y

Internet Coach
Title: Internet Coach Here’s just a sneak peak at what you’ll learn from your internet coach: How to pick your product, service, or niche Register a domain name Getting the best web hosting Setting up squeeze pages Building web blogs Configuring your forums Setting up membership sites Dreamweaver & Frontpage for web design Blogging for Busineses Article writing and more So many people have successfully gone through this program with your internet coach before you, that it's virtually impossible for you to fail, unless you fail to work at it! Tags:internet coaching, internet, internet marketing, online business, internet coach, internet training, internet coaching program, coach, coaching Internet Coaching Internet Coach

I Want You To Know
I Want You to Know That Miles Away Someone Is Sending Smiles Your Way... These Smiles They Are Not Just For Today But For Every Morning When You Awake... They Are Specially Sent From Me to You For All Of Your Kindness And laughter Too... Just Want You To Know Your Smiles Shine Through And To Know Each Day I Will Be Thinking Of You...

Thunder
Sound effects in dreams work much like movie soundtracks. Thunder in dreams may occur in scenes that otherwise preclude any storminess or threatening weather. When this happens, there is often psychological anxiety that things in the dream may not be as pleasant as they seem. This dream may occur if your relationships in the dream would have devastating consequences in waking life.

Who Are You?
Just a quick thought. What are you doing right now? Are you a selfish person who thinks only of themselves? Are you constantly worried about me, me, me, I, I, I? Or do you think of others first and yourself second? These are things you need to be pondering. Because I am telling you that being there for others is the most important thing you can do in your life. Life is not about stuff and how much you can accumulate. It isn't about stature or position. It's about each other, you know, your fellow humans. Starting with your family and friends. If you focus on them, maybe they will focus on you. And then you start a cycle of caring for each other. And in that way, we are all taken care of and don't have to constantly ask ourselves, "but what about me?"

Fuck Buddies..... Lol
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "FUCK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "FUCK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

One Day In Your Life..michael Jackson
One day in your life You'll remember a place Someone touching your face You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll . . . One day in your life You'll remember the love you found here You'll remember me somehow Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day . . . One day in your life When you find that you're always waiting For a love we used to share Just call my name, and I'll be there You'll remember me somehow Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day . . . One day in your life When you find that you're always lonely For a love we used to share Just call my name, and I'll be there.

Now Isn't This Interesting?
Judge Rules Parts Of Patriot Act Unconstitutional (AP) PORTLAND, Ore. A federal judge ruled Wednesday that two provisions of the USA Patriot Act are unconstitutional because they allow search warrants to be issued without a showing of probable cause. U.S. District Judge Ann Aiken ruled that the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act, as amended by the Patriot Act, "now permits the executive branch of government to conduct surveillance and searches of American citizens without satisfying the probable cause requirements of the Fourth Amendment." Portland attorney Brandon Mayfield sought the ruling in a lawsuit against the federal government after he was mistakenly linked by the FBI to the Madrid train bombings in 2004. The federal government apologized and settled part of the lawsuit for $2 million after admitting a fingerprint was misread. But as part of the settlement, Mayfield retained the right to challenge parts of the USA Patriot Act. Mayfield claimed that secret

4 Kinds Of Sex
There are four kinds of sex : HOUSE SEX - When you are newly married and have sex all over the house in every room. BEDROOM SEX - After you have been married for a while, you only have sex in the bedroom. HALL SEX - After you've been married for many, many years you just pass each other in the hall and say "FUCK YOU" COURTROOM SEX - When your wife and her lawyer fuck you in the divorce court in front of many people for every penny you've got.

Showing Love To Pobre Diabla , A Very Special Lady!!!
POBRE DIABLA, Your In My Prayers... I wish I could send you some warming rays to make your day a little brighter. I wish I could send some magic to make your heart a little lighter. But I can only send this cheerful note, and my best wishes to you to let you know you're in my thoughts and in my prayers too. Your In My Thoughts... I had no reason to send you a note, no great news to reveal. But I wanted you to know that you're in my thoughts and in my heart as well. And I'm sending you a wish for a wonderful day. I hope lots of sunshine comes your way. POBRE DIABLA YOU ARE SPECIAL... You Are Special... You are special, because you're someone's friend. You've touched someone's life in a unique way like no one else could. You've been there when someone needed you, when someone felt sad and all alone. You've given comfort. You've made someone smile. You've been there to celebrate the good times, and to lend an ear when som

*screams*
Fubar Is Ruining My Necessity For Being Organized. Albums Are Fucked. My Pictures Have Disappeared. It's Making Me Want To Tear Out My Hair. So I'm Going To Smoke A Cigarette And Then Figure Out A Way To Start Over. *Sigh*

New Profile
OK kiddies im back I lost my last profile cause stupid idiots cannot correct pasword problems so Im startin over Profile is thus a work in PROGRESS Rate me rate me rate me and add add add ok For my old friends re addddd me pleaseeee Dennis

The Aliens' Sextoy
The Aliens' Sextoy by Susan Strict © The large green women from somewhere far beyond the Horsehead Nebula clustered round him as their leader ripped his clothes from him. "Your mind is closed to us," they babbled, "So we will use your body." "What for?" he asked in fear. "For our sexual gratification, of course," they replied in glee. In a daze he could only mutter, "How come you speak English?" "How come you understand Bartrovian?" they replied. So that was the end of that. "Do you find us attractive?" asked one, gripping his testicles with one of her three sandpaper-like hands and squeezing painfully. When he was able to speak again, he answered. "I prefer women who aren't green and who have less than five breasts." "What's wrong with five breasts?" asked the leader, exposing all of hers and pulling his head deep between two of them. "Urgh, uff, murdle, flumph," he started to reply, and wondered when he would pass out from lack of air. It took a

My Misfortune
New lyrics! I just finished this. My Misfortune Though you’ve been a good friend Never thought that I could fall You had too many problems So I built myself a wall But the bricks have slowly crumbled Now the gateway’s open wide And before I even noticed I let you come inside… I guess it’s my misfortune That I fell in love with you But my heart’s full of emotion That my mind cannot subdue Powerless to save you From the pain that you go through Yeah, I know it’s my misfortune That I love you like I do. Now you’re soundly sleeping As I lay awake and think If there’s something that I’m missing That could save you from the brink Of desperation where you’re standing Saying no one’s on your side You just ignore the hand I offer As into the depths you slide I should be old enough to know that I can’t save you From the nightmares that enslave you And the demons that plague you But when I turn away, your eyes are all I see I’d give anything to be The o

Five Minute Management Course
FIVE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel. " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lif

Leveling Help Please
i need 21 k to level to rockstar and my sister needs 12k to hit idol and my mom needs 4k to hit minion ♥ Þåñ†hè® Þ®îñ¢è$$ ♥@ fubar ~ ♥ ~lý$$å$ mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar any and all help appericated thank u all

Barbequed Spareribs
INGREDIENTS: * 4 pounds spareribs * 3 tablespoons light soy sauce * 3 tablespoons dark soy sauce * 1/3 cup hoisin sauce * 1 tablespoon ketchup * 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar or balsamic vinegar * 2 teaspoons brown sugar * 2 garlic cloves, finely chopped * 1/4 cup honey dissolved in 1/2 cup boiling water PREPARATION: Place the spareribs in a shallow dish. In a small bowl, combine the light soy sauce, dark soy sauce, hoisin sauce, ketchup, vinegar, brown sugar and chopped garlic. Add the mixture to the spareribs and marinate in the refrigerator, covered, overnight.Turn occasionally to make sure the spareribs are completely coated. Preheat the oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. Fill a shallow roasting pan with 1/2-inch of water and place in the bottom of the oven. Place the pork on a rack above the water. Roast the pork for 50 to 60 minutes, or until the ribs just begin shrinking and the internal temperature reaches 160 degrees Fahrenhei

Thank You So Much.
This poem was written for me by a wonderful friend of mine. She wrote this because she knows all that has been going on in my life and how much thigs have been messed up. I want to say thank you so much Sam, you are such a dear and wonderful friend and I can't thank you enough for this, it has touched me very much. You know that I appreciate this very very much. Shane -It's His Life- Broken and about to fall. This guy is tired of it all. His constant struggle, trying to fit in. Keeping to himself, so quiet and silent. Pushed aside, ignored and stripped of pride. He just wants to live his life, not a lie. Burdens pound on him, people yell at him. Crying and sighing, everyday he feels like he's dying. Living a life of hell, just wishing things would go well. He just wants it all to go away, and live his life his way. His life story, none of their concern. Haunted in his sleep, by his horrible past. When will it go away? he prays and prays. He will pick himsel

Pork Chops And Potatoes In Mustard Sauce
This crockpot recipe churns out pork chops dripping with flavor and spice. Ingredients 6-8 pork chops 2 Tbs. cooking oil 1 10 1/2 oz. cream of mushroom soup 1/4 C. chicken broth 1/4 C. country Dijon-style mustard 1/2 tsp. crushed dried thyme 1 clove garlic, minced 1/4 tsp. pepper 2 medium potatoes, cut into thin slices 1 onion, thinly sliced Directions In a skillet, brown, pork chops on both sides in hot oil. Drain. In stoneware combine mushroom soup, chicken broth, mustard, thyme, garlic and pepper. Add potatoes and onion, stirring to coat. Place browned pork chops on top of potato mixture. Cover cook on Low for 10 hours or on High for 5 hours.

Can't Think Anything Else To Write
All you ever wanted All you ever needed Will come to you Only when you give in Your picture a world so dark and hard But your looking at the wrong one All you need to do is take a look Over here where I'm coming from You build walls made up of hate and fear And you wonder why no one wants to come BLAH I am out of words for the night...

Maybe I Am Heavenbound! Maybe Not! Come And Find Out!
COME SEE THE NEW Maybe I am Heavenbound Lounge!!!CLICK PIC TO COME AND VISIT!!!! (repost of original by '*DJ_LIL_WOLF*co-owner *HELL FIRE AND BRIMSTONE*' on '2007-10-02 08:47:45')

My Pain
To rest.. to be weak.. to wearily close your eyes and dream. To open them to reality and let the stars and night sky fade to brightness. To have a need.. so painstakingly great consume you and your thoughts in the brightness of day. Pain is my friend. You cannot take my friend away from me. It is the comsumption of my thoughts.. the ONE thing that holds me where i kneel.. when i kneel. I do not bring this pain to myself.. although i wish i could.. give it to me.. want it for me.. tortured flesh so greatly in need of torture.. its quite the conundrum.

Poem - Why?
Why She was stunned, not knowing what she did wrong. Why did he leave so quickly, so suddenly? Did she say something not right, to set him off? Or is it something else to make him leave? She sits and listens, when he is down and out. Trys her best to bring him up from the depths Her love for him asks this of her, not because he does.

Poem - Sunlove
Sunlove When you feel the warmth You once told me Shining from the sun That is my love, I sent to you I stand with the rays Beating down upon my face Feeling the caress Of your love on me. I curl up in a Patch of sunlight To take a nap Embraced within your love But the warmth is fading The strength of the sun diminishs And I wonder as I sit Does your love fade too?

Real Sgt
1. Can cuss for ten minutes without ever repeating a word. 2. Have a spine. 3. Can play a cherry Lieutenant like a finely tuned instrument. 4. Can see in the Dark. 5. Have eyes in the back of their heads. 6. Still don't trust the Russians. 7. Still hate the French. 8. Don't know how to be politically correct. 9. Don't give a damn about being politically correct. 10. Think that "politically correct" should fall under S### in the UCMJ. 11. Love deployments because there is less paperwork and more "real work." 12. Can run 5 miles with a hangover. 13. Do not fear women in the military. 14. Would like to date G. I. Jane. 15. Still know how to use a buffer. 16. Can tell you anything you want to know about an M1911A1 although they are no longer in the inventory. 17. Believe that they do have a rendezvous with destiny. 18. Believe that "Nuts" wasn't all that Brigadier General McAuliffe said to the Germans at Bastogne. 19. Don't know how to use a "stress

Deeply In
Deeply In by BlueWolf © My heart you've captured My mind you've seduced In my hands I hold closely Your heart so ever tightly. Your passion, so ever deep Felt within your every kiss Your heart, is my doorway Felt within your sweet lips. Your touch, is so desirable So tender with every stroke Your heart plays me a song So beautiful with every note. Your eyes, are my windows I see the beauty deep within With open arms I will await For you to fall so deeply in...............

Lil One Needs Our Prayers
A dear friend of mine needs your prayers. Her family has just found out that her 1 year old niece KAYLEIGH may have CANCER in the lymph nodes in her neck :( Let us all pray for a good outcome!!!! LITTLE KAYLIEGH HER PARENTS KELLY AND ADAM Please send your blessings and well wishes to her aunt (my friend) ~ ♥ ~ Vî×èñ åkå bººgîè$ Mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar Many thanks for your support (repost of original by '§AÐI§TI© LIGHT~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~Grow Room Entity' on '2007-10-06 02:30:45')

After Hours Happy Hour
After Hours Happy Hour by grlnxtdoor © We agreed to meet around six at the local bar for a few drinks. The four of us had become really close friends in the past four years. Even though our careers had taken us to different companies, we had always managed to stay in touch with emails every so often. We even met for lunch occasionally. But tonight we all just needed to get out and unwind with a few drinks. You and I sat next to each other by coincidence, which made me happy. Little did you know I had a slight thing for you, but we were both married and I'm pretty sure there were no reciprocated feelings on your end. The four of us laughed all night and talked about things we had never talked about before, namely sex. We made a lot of confessions. After a few hours of laughing and carrying on, it was time to head home. Personally I would have rathered stay out all night. Nothing much was happening for me at home and the hubby was out of town. I was hot and bothered by the co

Secrets.....
Is it ever okay to keep a secret that concerns the person/people you love? There are times when we find out things that we know would be harmful to our loved ones, such as their husband/wife is cheating, maybe their child is gay, or maybe someone they love really doesn’t feel the same way about them, but hasn’t told them and has no plans of telling them. Do you tell the person the truth or do you keep quiet because it is not your business to tell? This has to be a tough decision because you care about the person who doesn’t know the secret, but you don’t really want to be the one who breaks their heart with the news. On the other hand if you don’t tell them what kind of brother/sister/mother/friend etc. are you that you would know a secret that concerns them, but won’t tell them? Then again who are you to break up a seemingly happy home with the news that someone’s husband/wife-boyfriend/girlfriend has been cheating? But then again if you know the secret and say for instance i

I'm Dying Inside.
So I've been single for yet another year. But I guess I've always been single. So it's nothing new. Everyone knows I've pretty much always been single, eh ? And I used to kinda like it. Freedom to do what I want. Nothing holding me back, but me. Just be me. But my mom's been out of town for a few days now. And I really have nothing to do except pretty much sit here. So I'd say I've had a lot of time to think. Kickin back and chillin pretty much. Alone. Cooking dinner and eating. Alone. Watchin TV on the bigass couch. Alone. Watchin movies in bed when I lay down to sleep. Alone. Doing everything. Alone. I think it's finally starting to get to me. I don't know why. I think it's just 'everything.' I mean there's a lot of people I like, but I'm too shy to do or say anything. And even if I did, most of them have somebody. Everyone has 'somebody.' I wish I did. Just someone to talk to. And someone to listen to. Someone to hold, that will hold me right back.

How Things Change
As some have know my aunt has been sick. She has a rare form of cancer that she was fighting agressivly and with limited success. Unfortunately that has come to an end. In a short amount of time the tumor has increased in size by a factor of 4 now covering 6 discs in her back. A prognosis that was once 'hopeful to 3 years' has now been reduced to 2-4 months. As many know I lost my father at a very young age (6 years old). My Grandmother on my father's side passed a few years back, so my aunt is my last connection to my dad. She will be at Methodist for a week or so and then they will move her to hospice. The situation became so bad that they implanted a morphine pump today for direct medication upon the site. She was one of the few people who was not afraid to discuss my dad with me and tell me of him.....good, bad and ugly. Now I'm losing that. She was also the one that taught me, while going through my divorce, that our lives a finite, limited, and that we can do is decide how to us

New Meth Warning!!!!!!!!!!!!
There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR. I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola,cherry, grape and orange. It looks just like pop rocks. Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. Pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache! They call it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Special Agent Todd V. Coleman U.S. Department of Homeland Security U.S. Immigration & Customs Enforcement Direct Office Line (956)753-4678 Office Fax Line (956)753-4673 todd.coleman@dhs.gov

Karaoke In Acton California
Current mood: pleased Category: Music hay karaoke fans here is you chance for a one time only Fubar/Cherry Tap Karaoke Party check it out on Friday Oct. 19th... Please repost this... Gold Rush Karaoke October 19, 2007 STILL WANT MORE KARAOKE... Get ready to party at the KARAOKE GOLD RUSH @ Sutters Mill Restaurant... So please drop by for tons of fun and karaoke w/ me "COWBOY" Dan. Karaoke Night @ Sutters Mill Restaurant. Sutters is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. This Karaoke show will be KICKin' KARAOKE hosted by "Cowboy" Dan a REDNECK SING-A-LONG DJ. Come out to the city of Acton California. IF you are Pure Gold Come on in and take part in the fun at the party year with tons of fun loaded with karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose from, and save cash with Sutters Mill Restaurant's low Drink Prices. Address; Sutters Mill Restaurant 31908 N. Crown Valley Road Acton, CA, 93510 (Phone) 661.269.1360 K

Scrabble
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile....... Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE

Show Some Love For My Friends
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK WILDCAT AND BIG FOR THIS GIVEAWAY. THEY BOTH KNOW I'VE ALWAYS WANTED ONE AND THEY ARE GIVING ME THE OPPORTUNITY. SO COME ONE AND COME ALL AND LETS SHOW THEM THE LOVE THEY DESERVE. THEIR LINKS ARE BELOW. ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ LÖÚÑGÈ, Ç.W.Ö.Ғ@ fubar *BÌG* ÇÖ ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar AGAIN THANK YOU GUYS.

Murphy's Lesser-known Dictums:
Murphy's Lesser-Known Dictums: Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. The shin bone is a device for finding furniture in a dark room. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well.

Ladies You Will Love This One!!!
Ok ladies I am sharing a friend of mine....just enjoy looking at his pics while you rate hehe!! He is for sure a HOTTIE.....spank his page really hard cause he LOVES IT!!! Ok guys you too....he is an awesome friend to have :) SHOW HIM THE LOVE AND IF YOU DONT HAVE HIM.....ADD HIS ASS!!! scotty2hottie93535@ fubar

Sing It!
SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall an

Your Eyes (poetry)
Your Eyes Those eyes, those mesmeric, twinkling eyes, Eyes that speak of a thousand things, Yet say nothing I drown in their pragmatic intensity, I could get lost in them forever. They evoke a myriad of memories, And leave an imprint on me. If I am lucky enough, I can experience their warmth. For just like the morning dew, Exotic and enrapturing and beautiful. Every time I look into those eyes, I get lost in numberless thoughts, And leave the world behind me. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

Untouchable (poetry)
Untouchable Untouchable I was, Emotions always stood firm. I never felt more than I wanted to. Untouchable This was a disease, A curse, It slowly crept into my body, Silently seeping into my skin, Surging into my veins, Taking over my organs. Untouchable Until she told me she loved me. Untouchable Until I understood I loved her. Now all I want is her touch, All I want is to be with her, By her side, Or in sweet embrace. Now I love. Now I'm touchable.

Hyphenated Names
I understand that some women like to hyphenate their names when they get married. I even understand the reasons they do it. But what I can not understand is why the women with these names did. Hemp-Ho Traylor-Hooker Looney-Ward Beaver-Wetting Wang-Holder Harolds-Balls You have to admit.....they are hilarious last names. **TAKEN FROM THE BLOG OF MJBLETTE OF THE BLETTE FAMILY**

Get All The Ghost Rider You Want Mmmmmm
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL. Fire My Words

Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Hurt lyrics Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day, I would

The Hunger (slightly Erotic)
A cool breeze blows into the bedroom window, The moon pours over our naked bodies in a silver wave. I watch it's fluid temperate movement ripple slowly over your smooth skin The beauty of your shimmering body makes a silent gesture for me To feel, to taste, and to love it's poised span, First I kiss your forehead down to your toes, Oh how I hunger to know you completely. I want find all of its the phenomenal places That bring you such engaging pleasure. Forever forging bonds that tie your heart to mine. -Hurley (copyright 2007)

The Dust-inci Code
I Need Yucky Dust I know it sounds ridiculous, but I've decided that what I need in my life is a very large supply of very unappealing and totally unappetizing dust. I just need to keep this bad dust around me at all times. I'm tired of my sweet smelling tempting dust, I want to replace it with old, stale, dirty dust. Why might I have made this decision that seems so appropriate for straight laced soul, but quite odd for a freely moving one with no present psychiatric evaluation being administered? (No, I'm not ready to change that yet, by the way.) dun dun dun … Another one bites the dust Another one bites the dust And another one gone, and another one gone Another one bites the dust Hey, I'm gonna get you too Another one bites the dust-uh. I wait for the day that this song does not play in my head at the end of a first date. If I had yucky dust around me, maybe one would not be so inclined to bite it. The boys would not like it so much, it would not tea

Can't Die Mom
Peggy's Poem CAN'T DIE MOM I. I've worked the exercise Write your own eulogy Who's at your funeral One day I got bad news Invasive breast cancer the only thought running through my mind "I can die from this." I got drunk at lunch sobered up at work called my parents - went home Spent the evening with my daughters They were scared - I could tell The three of us, curled up on my bed Watching a romance movie Under the Tuscan Sun After the movie, they went to bed I lay in mine, crying as quietly as I could Crazy - the only thing that I could think of Get your affairs in order Make sure Darren has no claim to your assets Those belong to Jessica and Christina Thinking of Christina Made me cry even harder I'm not finished with her I tossed in bed Do I bother Jessica? Do I cry in front of her? What the hell - I got up and went to her room laid down next to her She wrapped her arms around me My head in her lap Her eyes tired and red "I don't

The Cabin (part 1)
It's a beautiful summer evening, the sky is clear, the moon is full. You can see the stars as they stretch out across the landscape. We have finally decided the time is right to meet. We've talked and written over the months all the while the anticipation building.; I want everything to be just right, want you to be pleased, want this to be a weekend that neither of us will forget, the first of many, hopefully to come. We've made arrangements to meet at a cabin along a small lake. the cabin is right along the water but still secluded, surrounded by tall, full trees. The wall facing the lake is full of window, there's a fireplace on the opposite side of the room. Out front there is a spa, a swing that seats 2 & hangs on the porch. The time is approaching for us to meet, I arrive first, parking up the hill and walking down. I place candles that I brought throught out the cabin. I glance over and there's only a few more minutes until you are supposed to arrive. I am getting bu

The Cabin (part 2)
As we finish the food you had prepared, you stand, positioning yourself behind me. You lean over my shoulder, moving my hair to th eside, kissing my skin softly. "Close your eyes baby" you whisper right before kissing my ear. I do as you ask, closing my eyes, letting out a soft moan as your lips touch my ear. You run your hands very gently, downmy arms, stopping at my wrists then moving back up my arms. I love your touch baby, your hands on my skin send a shiver through me. Still standing behind me, I can hear you moving. Unsure of what to expect, I try to listen and see if I can guess as to what you may be doing but don't have the slightest idea. You get close to me again... I can feel you breath on my neck, against my skin... it's so warm. You move a piece of fabric across my bare arm, still not sure of what you are doing, you see me figit in my chair. Smiling you bring the fabric up my arm, I can feel it against my neck as you tease me. Carefully you wrap the fabric over

Breast Cancer Options
The Environment and Breast Cancer RISK REDUCTION The Precautionary Principle The "precautionary principle," states that "when an activity raises threats of harm to the environment or human health, precautionary measures should be taken even if some cause and effect relationships are not yet fully established scientifically.” Instead of the public having to show that they have been harmed, (a proof that is virtually impossible because of the lack of scientific information,) a proponent has to prove that the activity, process, or chemical exposure is harmless. Consumers have the right to know what they are exposed to on a daily basis. Some of these chemicals are known carcinogens, some are suspected carcinogens and we do not know if the remainder pose a threat to human health. However we feel that the public should have the choice. Some Facts... * The risk for breast cancer has nearly tripled since 1940. Now, one in seven women will be diagnosed with breast cancer i

Another One..
newest addition people "sweettalkinhippie@504 Bourbon Street" Im seriously not even going to bother going into this one... In short - lose the serial killer look dude, go out, get real friends, stop trying to use your fantasy game BS to hit on people, then pretend like youre trying to have an intelligent conversation - you're a saaaad asswipe.. Well I think I should just make a shitlist.. when will you people realise that nobody has to talk to you, ratings n all that dont mean jack shit, and frankly my dears, nobody gives a damn. =D

Group Hug!!!!
I just want to tell all of you who are on my friends list how much I love and appreciate your friendship. Especially those of you on my Family list, because you help me make it through the day. You are all special to me. Sometimes we forget to say that to the important people in our lives, so I thought I'd just get that out there. (I know Persia, I'm being Gay and Lame, but sometimes you just gotta!)

Encounter
Encounter Like fresh salty foam of deep blue ocean She laid worshiping the brave, bright sun Heat engulfing all her body, skin smoothed in gorgeous tan Glowing beautiful and lovely upon her tropical throne. He saw her from miles up high, gazing her shadow so bright Invading her private moments, with nature her time of love he descended through the clouds, savoring her rising lust soaring down upon her, this winged creature from above. Now aware of his rare flight, danger in the horizon, she couldn't withdraw her eyes from such powerful a presence body tensed and loins protected, with fear turning to emotions both minds united in time, space, and in bare essense. Mighty shadow blocks the sun; potent fear, love, confusion Gripping stare now deep inside her, wonder of eyes beyond Pierce her heart with keen desire, doubt, all in fusion Instant hate turning to passion, the great hunger for the unknown. Downard swoop gathers her soul, heart, mind and all her limbs Nestling

Freedom As One
Freedom as One The dragons life and soul Are turning into mine The dragons mind and wisdom Are coming forth as one The dragons strength and virtue Are also there for me For the dragon and myself Are both becoming free

The Dragon's Curse
The Dragon's Curse Enter darkness. Leave the light. Here be nightmare. Here be fright. Here be dragon, flame and flight. Here be spit-fire. Here be grief. So curse the bones of unbelief. Curse the creeping treasure-thief. Curse much worse the dragon-slayer. Curse his purse and curse his payer. Curse these words. Preserve their sayer. Earth and water, fire and air. Prepare to meet a creature rare. Enter, now, if you dare. Enter, now... the dragon's lair!

I Don't Even Know What To Call It.. Help
Sun sets golden in sky sea waves Rolling light refracts in hundreds/thousands of directions Sends shards between us, slicing through time/space I fall back to loving you Thick snow flatstacks piled in streetside mountains Gray, blearydreary lamplit frozen piles under Purple dark sky punctuated by starlights I am wrapped in crystalline tangents Strings of goose pimpled frigidity Emanating from your eyes… Horns blow, street chatter, lights harsh/twinkling Reflected in the orange brown firmament in your eyes Hypnotize me captive, stammering, unable to reason Knowing that from this moment Every second, every hour will somehow grow The infant love I feel for you Snow tufts gathered in the storm drain, feeding Yellow green grass babies, reaching faces raised, and Eyes open, ever upward to the chill warm rays of spring There was life inside of me, growing Unfurling inside me, stretching, reaching, Pushing against the fleshy boundary Keeping him from the light

I Think It's Wednesday!!
Thought I would jot a few lines before I head for work. Such a week it has been already! If you haven't noticed the Mercury Retro energy up until now, you surely will this week!! Such a restless, stirred up quality! I have a feeling we will all be pushed to make many changes this week, painful as that might be, lol. I know I'm getting used to the pain, lmao!! Yeah, no comments, please, lol! I have had 5 new clients so far this week - it's only Wednesday! Changes are coming quickly for my business, as well. Both Dakota and Taylor are doing so much better in school this year. Don't know who or what flipped the switch in Taylor, but he's getting all A's and one B!! WTF! Last year we couldn't pull a D out of him - he failed almost everything, lol. So glad his brain got switched on - have always known he is a very smart guy!! Tim, on the other hand, is spiraling downwards - not to be confused with The Downward Spiral by NIN, lol. Won't go to school; can't keep a handle on him;

Bleh
Ya know how sometimes you'll be completely over something, and not even care, then something happens, and it brings back all these feelings? Well, me and Chastine were goofing around, like chicks do, talking shit about men. I was talking a lot about Lindon and stuff... and then last night i had this crazy ass dream about him... and I remembered how much i missed him... I miss him holding me, I miss him kissing me, I miss him looking at me... I miss the butterflies I got everytime I was with him. I truly loved that guy... and I just wasn't good enough for him. I would have done anything in the world for him. Such is life I suppose. I guess that means in the grand scheme of things, there's someone better out there for me... BUT I tend to have crappy taste in men, soooo thats not gonna help at all huh? Oh well, anyhow, It just sucks... cuz I woke up this morning, just feeling, BLEH... I'm almost positive I'll never find anyone better than him. So far, it hasn't happened... Oh, and

Unholy Womb (another Halloween Story Before I Head To Class. Have A Great Day)
Unholy Womb by Steven E. Wedel The horror began on a day Danny believed to be a perfect prelude to autumn. Autumn was his favorite season; the air was charged with electricity, harvest smells filled the breezes and gave the first winter goose pimples. But most of all the season led to The Day. Halloween. It was because of the coming holiday that Danny was walking along the sidewalk of Ash Street in his little town of Windfall, Illinois. A breeze sent leaves scurrying around his feet with a sound like old bones knocking together. Danny was going to get a pumpkin for his Halloween jack-o-lantern. For as long as he could remember, he had been getting pumpkins from Farmer Sutton. Of all the farmers that grew pumpkins around Windfall, Farmer Sutton was Danny's favorite. They had an agreement through an old friendship between the farmer and Danny's father; Danny got the privilege of going through the entire pumpkin patch before the majority was trucked off to market and the r

Con đường Lớn
Nhiều người đi tạo thành đường! Có những con người thật vĩ đại tự thiết kế con đường mới Đường mới cứ làm Làm tới làm lui Cứ ủi, cứ đào Cứ đào, cứ ủi Đường không thành đường, Lối không thành lối Chân bước lui nhưng cứ vẫy cờ hô hào đi tới… Có những con đường đã có người đi Đường rộng lớn Thênh thang hơn tám bước Đường xa lộ, siêu tốc Xe Nhật, xe Pháp, Anh, Mỹ, Ý, Đức Cả Thái lan, Hàn quốc, Đường rộng Phom phom Đường quá nhiều người đi lâu

Fuck You
been here before?????? hell yeah????? you said you would stop remember???????? fuck this!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck this love!!!!! i cant take what your doing to my insides anymore!!!!!! i find myself screaming inside. never able to say what i mean or to stay mad with you.....dont touch me!!!!!! dont breath my name!!!!!! i cant take this anymore......your killing me on the inside.....slowly loseing myself unable to remember who the fuck i am without you......fuck this love.....fuck you......fuck all the damn lies....or rather fuck all the little shit you forgot to tell me........or just left out to keep me from walking out the door......i just fucked up once you said.......fuck that youve been fucking up the whole damn time!!!!!!!!!!!fuck this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Youngsoldier's Contest Pimpout Softball Junkie
YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! TODAY’S PIMPOUT IS FOR: Softball Junkie COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please comment bomb Softfall Juinkie's picture and help support this young soldier in Iraq! Thank you very much! AngelinOK (D)(B)(D) (D)(B)(D)

Link To Babyjesus Regarding New Mumm Setup...
If you follow this link, you will see BabyJesus talking about the experimental new mumm setup. http://fubar.com/blog/9/570586 I'm torn myself. Making family/friend/fan mumm's really cheap can encourage dialogue among people who already know each other and getting to know each other better (sorta like MySpace - no offense intended). But it can close off otherwise interesting mumm's to the general populace, which would stink for someone who is at a lower eschalon working their way up. Making the "everyone" mumms very expensive can create a sort of elite that can create global mumms. I myself can create 39 global mumms at my current score before I run out of fuBucks. Now this will not only make me think twice before posting a mumm - but three, four or five times before spending 5000 fubucks. This can be good as it takes a LOT of the bs out of the public arena and into a more private scope. So, the reasoning is something I do understand. I happen to like a lot of the inane m

Criss Angel Shares Thoughts On 'phenomenon'
Well-known illusionist and mentalist Criss Angel has great faith in NBC's new reality competition, Phenomenon, saying that aside from being a “very provocative and engaging show,” it allows numerous people who are aspiring to become the next great mentalist the chance to show the world what they can do. "I just thought a show like this would give people a legitimate opportunity,” Angel, who will co-host the show with Uri Geller, told reporters during a conference call. “And to participate in it live is really a selling point for me because I'm going to experience as you and all the home viewers are for the very first time when they're performing it.” Phenomenon, set to debut on Wednesday, October 24, will have ten contestants from around the country competing against one another. Aside from being recognized as the next great mentalist, the winner will also receive a $250,000 cash prize. The show will run on NBC for five weeks, with all of its' hour-long episodes airing liv

Bitches At Work
I really think it should be legal to smack people sometimes (as needed of cours at work. It seems to me that people who are lazy, self motivated for their own needs with an overall nasty attitude in life are the ones that skate by so easily. While the rest of us that try hard to be nice to everyone, work our asses off and are motivated to get ahead get crapped on! Then there are the bitches... the ones that are all talk and no ass play. Who talk the talk but cant walk the walk even if they had a cane. I myself am ready to lay down the pimp cane and tell this bitch where to stick it. I know no one here knows what im pissin and moaning about but ahhhhhhhhh it feels so nice to get it off my chest! Me thinks I need a drink, a hot bath and a good cry!

Nativepimp77 Is A Downrater!
This Newfu is going around rating 2's so beware or go block him before he can downrate you. http://www.fubar.com/user/1255342 Sorry I didn't bother to go to his page to get his link I just blocked him from my alerts. *MUAH* ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

I Have A Son
Just to let a few of you know that I have a baby son born on 1/10/07 - he weighted in at 9lbs 6oz and now 3 weeks later he is 10lbs 15oz - monster baby growing fast! lol He has my nose and eyes so he's set for life! lol When I get settled (due to lack of sleep and just coming back to work) I'll be back to catch up with all you assholes! lol (I do mean it affectionately!) Donut!

Synfulness
its so hard to see the beautiful things in life until i look in to your eyes and i see the most beautiful thing of all your soul and the beauty it holds to touch your skin to feel its softness to pull you closer to feel your kiss i crave you i need your feel the moan in your lust the cry in your moment the skin that you touch the time is near the time is coming take me im yours save me before the evil swallows me whole

I Wanna Know
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Bar or club? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.sugarland or nickelback 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. What is the best concert you have ever gone to? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. What co

Blessings
Although the word is something of an antique in many circles, the idea of a blessing is a powerful one in the human experience. Consequently, giving, seeking, or receiving a blessing are important dream events. Many times, dreams include some kind of conveyance that will fall into this category. The idea of a blessing was central to many ancient cultures. When preparations for death entered its final stages, the dying patriarch or matriarch of a family would convey last wishes or hopes for affirmation onto members of a household. This was a deeply spiritual act that conveyed peace or power onto the next generation. To be overlooked or rejected during the blessing was a sign of disfavor or judgment. These things can come across in your dreams based on the subjects in them and the amount of reverence you have toward them. In more contemporary times, we can look at these blessings or conveyances in terms of complete versus incomplete relationships. Especially with parents, the blessing o

A Medal Of Honor Presented To A Fallen Navy Seal First Medal Of Honor In Afghanistan
I was very disappointed in my local newspaper's coverage of this event. It should have been on the Front page! Instead there was a story about Hillary (blah) visiting Seattle and this story was relagated to a small article a couple pages in. This man is an American Hero in every sense of the word! This story is also just a little of what our troops see on a regular basis. Show them you love them Show them you Care. Show them we Support them 100% WASHINGTON — President Bush publicly honored a fallen Navy SEAL Monday by presenting his grieving parents with the Medal of Honor — and privately honored their sacrifice by wearing a dogtag they'd given him moments before. An emotional White House ceremony awarded posthumously the nation's highest military honor for valor to Lt. Michael Murphy, of Patchogue, N.Y. — the first given for combat in Afghanistan. Before the emotional ceremony, Murphy's parents Dan and Maureen Murphy met with President Bush and gave him a gold dog

Lee Roy Mercer Live Today On Tony Stewart's Sirius Radio Show
WHERE THERE'S SMOKE THERE'S FIRE! Today at 9:00 PM EST, TONY STEWART will have LEE ROY MERCER appearer as a special guest on his Sirius Satellite Radio Show. This will be one Whoop-Ass show you don't want to miss, SMOKE will talk about the making of the prank call Mercer pulled on him, how he was totally caught off guard by the infamous Tennessee Prankster and how the whole thing benefits a very worthy Charity Foundation for seriously ill children. Plus, Lee Roy will shoot the straight and skinny about Rick Mast calling Tony back after the prank call was made and much more. Tune into Tony Stewart's Sirius Satellite Radio Show today and hear the hardest nose driver in NASCAR go head to head with the hardest nose prank call/stand-up comedian in America. The show will air again late tonight and tomorrow morning. "Mercer is a great American." He's a patriot, a former Marine, who is having some fun with these drivers, but in the end, we have an opportunity to give something b

My Little Ones
Hush my little ones don't you cry or shade a single trey because mommy is here for you all. I am here to protect and to keep you all from any harm that comes your way. Now please don't cry any more than have too, let me take your pain away from you all. So now please wipe your treys out of your eyes and think of happy thought of you ae and of all our family that cares for you all. Thank of all of the memories that we all share togather. Just close your eyes and picture me holding you in my arms as tietly as I can. So my preshion little ones do not be affaid of coming to me and telling me anything that is troubling you all. Because I am here for you all when you need me just come to me and ask me anything you want to. Writen By: Melissa Joy Fransiscoe

Pres. Regan And Aliens
Soon after his election as U.S. President, Ronald Reagan demonstrated an apparent "rigid" belief of the nature of an Extraterrestrial (ET) threat, and laced many of his public statements referring to the ET presence and its threat to humanity. According to Dixon Davis, one of the two CIA agents appointed to brief Reagan when he was President-elect: "The problem with Ronald Reagan was that all his ideas were all fixed. He thought that he knew about everything -- he was an old dog." Reagan’s anti-communist rhetoric and massive build-up of military forces was a cover for Reagan’s true desire to militarily confront ET races. His first major public comment on an ET threat occurred at a 1985 US-Soviet Summit meeting with Mikhail Gorbachev at Geneva when he said: "I couldn’t help but - when you stop to think that we’re all God’s children, wherever we live in the world, I couldn’t help but say to him (Gorbachev) just how easy his task and mine might be if suddenly there was a threat to this wo

Fallen
Never did I imagine So quickly you would go And leave me feeling confused And feeling very low What didn't I say What didn't I do Why did I have to fall So inlove with you My heart breaks very easy As by now you should see What's done is done And what's meant to be will be And like i've said to you before In many other ways I love you now and always Maybe youll love me now Maybe youll love me forever Maybe in your heart baby Is where we'll stay together

One Step Towards Heaven
Late at night I lay awake in bed… Thinking about the things that we've said… Wondering if tomorrow will be okay… Dreaming about how life should be… Hoping that you'll be with me… Will tomorrow be a brand new day? I wish sometimes I knew just what to say.... (Chorus) There's a time when we all fall… When we all stand up to our call… A moment when our hearts are just a revvin'… When you came into my life... ...I took one step towards Heaven. Times are getting harder it seems. Trying to smash all of our dreams. If we pull together will they all still come true? Will this world get the best of us? Break us down and break or trust. Let’s stay together and we’ll know just what to do. I wish sometimes I knew just what to say.... (Chorus) There's a time when we all fall. When we all stand up to our call. A moment when our hearts are just a revin'. When you came into my life... ...I took one step towards Heaven. ********************************* Who kn

My Baby Is Up For Sale
Well I finally decided to put up my baby for sale to start a new project. Here is a description of the car and there are pictures on my profile. Up for sale is a 1982 Buick Regal (Grand National Clone) brand new Burnt Orange paint job with Black trim and T-Type interior, racing bucket seats, a roll cage with a full size back seat. The motor is SBC 350 4 bolt main bored to 360, 680 lift cam with 1.6 rockers, Holley 750 Carb, 292 Angle plug heads (202, 160 Valves) with Hooker headers, electric water pump and electric fan, MSD 6AL ignition and Mallory Dist. ARP bolts through out the motor. Motor only has approximately 30 minutes on it since refreshed. Has been driven off trailer and into the garage, the rest is brake in and tuning.The tranny is a turbo 350 with a shift kit and 5500 stall on the (on tranny brake) and a B&M shifter. All braided hoses throughout the vehicle (Gasoline and transmission ). 15 gallon fuel cell with Barry Grant fuel pump. Mosier 9 inch Ford reare

Mumm
This is a shoutbox conversation (read from bottom up) that I had with some weirdo about a comment I had made in a mumm. He apparently got tired of deleting comments so he just deleted the whole mumm. The mumm was the now standard, "Who's going to win the World Series?" To which, I commented, as I always do, "Baseball sucks". Our conversation follows. ****** Him: Ok well Im sorry either way. Me: I'm not angry. I could care less. Him: The whole point was that I was looking for baseball fan's opinions. I'm sorry if I made you angry, but thats the way I felt about it Him: Okay Me: You deleted it? You really are just a little too weird. Him: if you would of said something clever then I would of left it up. Seriously. Me: Actually it had nothing to do with you. There are other mummers that would be expecting to see my comment, as it is standard, and they might miss it or worry about me if I didn't say it. Him: This ignore it. If you're not a fan then it doesnt

New Foundrymusic Writers: More Opinions Than You'll Ever Need
A few weeks ago, we put the word out that we needed some help reviewing some of the massive amounts of product that comes our way. The response was OVERWHELMING to say the least, and we're still picking through a pile of writing samples. Today, we're happy to share with you three of our latest FoundryMusic team members; all of whom have tackled the world of movies, music, and literature like no opinionated ass has ever done before. Let's meet them, shall we?: FoundryMusicCos (hey stupid, get us a photo) - from the bowels of West New York, comes a man who can digest an entire Kevin Smith book in an afternoon. His reviews include: The Heroin Diaries: A Year in the Life of a Shattered Rock Star My Boring-Ass Life: The Uncomfortably Candid Diary of Kevin Smith Hack: How I Stopped Worrying about What To Do With My Life And Started Driving a Yellow Cab FoundryMusicKevin (bonus points for scoring the picture with Will Smith) - Hailing from the music business, but commenting on the

Wtf ???
just letting you all no i can not figure out why 405 people call your's self's my friends my family but when i ask for help i get none i ask for help promting my lounge ( under new from mat ) but no one ever helps me i can not figure out the reason for the lieing to me i do everything for people i would even bend over back wards to help a friend and their are a few people that i have done tht for and i only mean a few people and i m thinking of never doing it again since people want toi lie to me i felt i needed to get this off my chest ~ Lost In The Dark ~

True Story
Dinner at Applebees..then to her place...helped her with a puter problem..then relaxed on the couch for about 30 minutes.. I asked if I could take some more pics of her.... a lovely slow striptease down to her panties... I thought to hell with pics it is time to have some real fun...kissing on the couch and soft licks to those nipples turning to slow sucking as they harden...She then jumps up and says come on let's get where we can really stretch out...I followed her to the bedroom...she sits on the edge of the bed and pulls my underwear off and slowly kisses my soft cock...gentle laps with her tongue and she covers my cock with licks... she slowly opens her mouth as my cock slides inside...nice gentle sucking as my cock slowly gets harder... she swirls her tongue around the head while it is in her mouth and sucks harder as my cock stiffens...a few more full strokes with her mouth, as I laid down on the bed and she took my hard cock and rubbed it between her pussy lips...as she slide s

Legal Sin
step closer so I can punch your soul with fists of sleep, swallow your tounge and hang your words out to dry, a hole in your thoughts only catches misery.... again, failure passes out the map to self destruction labeled "tomorow", eating pain leaves a hunger only numb devours effortlessly, torture keeps me company, sanity only a figment barring no price tag, "danny legend"

You
thoughts of you and me linger in the air i know your there i can feel you i hear you calling out to me i try to reach for you but ur not here. you know all i wanna do is be with you i know you feel that way too my heart is bleeding and i feel crushed cuz i can't feel ur sweet loving touch i count the hours till you wake cuz i don't know how much loneliness i can take i am ur wife and you are my life the beat of my heart and the air that i breathe you are my everything my world, my life my body, my soul i am reaching for you will u take my hand to the deepest end?? will yiu stay and drown with me?? you are my gaurdian angel and for that i am so grateful. there's no question i love you forever baby with all that i am i give my self to you for now and forever comments plz

Das Beste
I found a treasure With your name on it. So wonderful and value And with no money of this world to pay. You fall asleep next to me, I could look at you the whole night. Watch how you sleep, Hear your breath Until we wake up the next morning. You have done it again To take me my breath away. When you lie next to me I cant believe it That somebody like me Deserves someone like you. Chorus: You are the best that ever happened to me. It feels so good how you love me. Forget the rest of the world, When you're with me. You are the best that ever happened to me. It feels so good how you love me. I don’t say it often enough Its nice that you are there. You laughing is addictive, A kind of not from this world. Even if your closeness would be poison I would stay by you as long until I die. You leaving would destroy worlds But I don’t want to think about it. To nice it is with you When we give each other love. Give me some power, Take my doubts from

Help!!!!!! We Need You
HEY EVERYONE COME ON AND GIVE A COUPLE OF GREAT PEOPLE A HAND IN THEIR GIVEAWAYS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TIME AND WE WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO THE ONE YOU WANT TO HELP OUT AND GO FOR THE GUSTO SO TO SPEAK.I NEED ABOUT 13000 MORE COMMENTS AND REDNECK ANGEL NEEDS ABOUT 2500 MORE. SO COME ON EVERYONE LETS SHOW WE CAN DO IT. . Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

The Key Rules Of Dating
The problem with the dating game is that there are dating rules to follow and most of them we forget as we grow older. You see, when we are young our fellow friends at school and college reinforce the way things should be done when dealing with potential dates. Yes you should wear that, no you never say that, yes you should do this, but no you never do that. Then we grow up. For a time we are completely aware of the rules of dating and we practice those rules every time we meet someone. But then we meet someone perhaps, fall in love and have a relationship. Little by little the things we learned over our formative years when dealing with the fairer sex are lost and are in fact unlearned. Then one day we are unwillingly thrust back onto the dating scene only to find that we start behaving like 12 year olds. We call our dates too often, we are constantly available, we wear the wrong clothes, laugh at bad jokes like a fool, date the wrong people and generally get it all badly wrong.

Pissed Off
Well Today Me And Jim Went To The Store. Came Back And There Was A Note From His So Called Ex On The Couch. I Got The Pleasure Of Meeting Her Yesterday And Let Me Tell You Not A Pretty Site To See. I Almost Puked. Well She Leaves This Note Telling Him That He Better Not Have Miss Missy In Her Bed. Which Has Been Here For 2 Years Shes An EX Right. Well Im Pissed Right Now Plus She Wants To Have A Discussion With Him. She Uses Him And His Household To Get Money From The State Which I Think Is Totally Wrong. But He Puts Up With It. Am I Wrong For Getting Pissed Off?

Kaydees Coversation On Yahoo With Another Guy Harrassing Her And Threating Her And Me Oct 29 07
12:51:41 AM blazingnights2003: ooo katie 12:51:44 AM blazingnights2003: how i miss ya 12:51:47 AM blazingnights2003: wanna 69? 12:51:56 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: who r u 12:52:03 AM blazingnights2003: its me girl 12:52:05 AM blazingnights2003: kenny 12:52:09 AM blazingnights2003: forget me already 12:52:51 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: im sorry 12:52:52 AM blazingnights2003: ahh the fun times we had in clifton 12:53:08 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: i never hung out with a kenny 12:53:20 AM blazingnights2003: maybe you should 12:53:24 AM blazingnights2003: imma kool kenny 12:53:44 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: how could we have had fun times in clifton if ive never met u 12:53:57 AM blazingnights2003: in my dreams sweetheart 12:54:13 AM blazingnights2003: i had like this amzing internet crush on you for years 12:54:31 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: lol 12:54:38 AM blazingnights2003: what would it take for ya to gimme a chance 12:55:32 AM Catherine Van Putten Vink: i

Life Up To Now
so my life up until now... there's just been too much shit going on lately. i'm basically failing every course i'm takin now and at first i was told "oh, it's just the adjustment period", and it's been like more than 2 months and nothing's changing. tho, i do have to say, i got a 70 on a calc test and a 76 on my seminar (witchcraft in early america) midterm. other than that, the only class i'm doing relatively well in is german. i HATE econ mostly cuz it's at 8 am and i get to trudge across campus and look at all the pretty frost on the ground. other than that, my life is full of work i dont wanna do. dont have time for, random wal-mart runs (like today..but i have to thank brandon cuz he bought me a chord to play my mp3 on and that made my week), random chambersburg runs along wit kidnappin my best friend's fiance in the middle of the night or in the early morning on the weekend. i'm loosing sleep and makin up for it in the form of naps or gettin 13 hours of sleep (haha sat

She Need It So Bad .
THIS MEMBER IS ALMOST A GODFATHER LEVEL AND HER BIRTHDAY IS IN 2 DAYS,I THINK WE CAN HELP HER LOWER HER POINTS AND GET HER CLOSER,DON'T YOU THINK SO ??????????? YOU KNOW DAMN SURE WE CAN .....SO COME ON AND LETS SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND A LITTLE BIRTHDAY GIFT WILL NOT HURT . ÇIÄRRÄ™ ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ(Fan Me & I'll Fan U)@ fubar

45 Things A Girl Wants But Wont Ask For(is This True??)
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for 1. Touch her waist. 2. Kiss her neck. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her your jacket. 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her f

Tell Me If This Aint Messed Up
OK A FRIEND OF MINE AND ME WHERE ON THE MYSPACE CHAT JUST NOW.. AND SHE ASKED ME IF I HAD KIDS.. I SAID NO.. BEING I LOST MY SON TWO YEARS AGO, AFTER MY FUCKING EX HUSBAND BEAT ME.. WHILE I WAS 7TH MONTHS PREGNANT.. AND SOME DUDE BUSTS OUT.. THAT WITH A MOUTH LIKE MINE.. THAT IS THE PEOPLE I WILL ATTRACT.. AND SAID I DESERVED WHAT I GOT.. THAT I NEEDED TO STRAIGHTEN OUT BEFORE I DESERVE A CHILD.. NOW I'M FUCKIN BALLING.. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T LET IT GET TO ME.. BUT I FUCKIN LOST MY SON..THANKS TO A WIFE BEATER.. HOW WOULD THAT MAKE YOU FEEL

Happy Halloween 2007
=Happy Halloween 2007 - Deaths Caused by The Internet= The internet is a cool place - it enables people like you and me to download stuff, and get connected to the whole world. But to some people it has been frightening, and even fatal. Here’s an overview of deaths that the evil internet has caused and references to prove their worth. With many thanks to wikipedia. * 1996: Sharon Lopatka, an internet entrepreneur from Maryland allegedly solicited a man via the Internet to torture and kill her for the purpose of sexual gratification. Her killer, Robert Fredrick Glass, was convicted of voluntary manslaughter for the homicide. * 2001: Armin Meiwes chops off Bernd Jürgen Brandes’s penis, and sautéed the penis in a pan with salt, pepper, and garlic. After stabbing Bernd Jürgen Brandes to death in the throat, he hung the body on a meathook and tore hunks of flesh from it, he even tried to grind the bones to use as flour. Bernd Jürgen Brandes responded to an internet ad pos

New To Fubar
So, this is my first blog.Im not quite sure what Im doing. Just going with the flow right now. Im 21(freshly) and I live in IL. Im new to this state. I am originally from florida. I kinda just want to meet/ talk to cool people. well... i got mail... gotta check it out pieces ~DE~

Just A Poem I Wrote
Listening to the slow pain in my head...wishing at times it were dead...Woundering when you will make the pain go away... And u here to stay here close to my heart.. We love each other thats plain to see but right now a force is working against us trying to keep us apart.. If were strong we will survive, this force is no match for the love we feel inside.. When you said u wasnt coming it hit me hard inside.. Tears welled up deep within me then started out my eyes... Hurt and fear filler my heart scared you were running away... That the love we once felt was fading everyday.. Now sitting here not knowing what to do.. Its like my life dont make sense when i dont see you... Tears running down my face wild and untamed. The fear inside that of loosing you is like a bird in a cage. No where to run and no where to hide this fear is taking over my whole life.. I sit here and i think of you trying to stop my tears. Being unsuccessful with so many fears.. fears of loo

1st Day Out!
Today I finally made it out to the slopes. We are up to 4 ski areas open in Colorado, A-Basin, Loveland, Keystone and Copper Mtn. Keystone and Copper just opened and were really crowded so I headed up to A-Basin. They have two trails open from the midpoint in the mountain but were prepping the top of the mountain to open!. They should be good to go as of Sunday. But it was great to get out there. Nice Sun, no wind with temps in the 30's. Started getting crowded at 11 so it was time to move on. But a good start! Tim Reynolds is at Copper on Sunday. May be worth a drive!

Lucid Dream
By: April Terry Sadness closes in on her, As she embraces another lonely day. Hugging herself tight, Wishing she wasn’t so alone. Curling up, She slowly fades into the darkness. Knowing that, It’s not as lonely there. She watches the world, As it passes her by. Lost in the thoughts, Of her own little world. She closes her eyes, And begins to cry. Tears for what she’s lost, And for what’s yet to be. Drifting off, To a land that’s unknown. Her reality vastly fades, As she begins to live a lucid dream. Traveling throw a dense forest, Climbing and squeezing as need be. Hoping that somewhere, Lies the answers that she needs. Heading deeper, She quickens her pace. Only to hear a stern voice say, Patience there, little one. Startled and puzzled, She looks around. Only to find, That she’s still all alone.

On / Off Guys
"I am FINALLY starting to realize something: unless a guy is really into you, don't go there or stay there, period. "Every woman deserves a man who is whole-heartedly into her. Those guys who open up and shut down have issues that are never going to go away. This 'open up/shut down' B.S. is the way they are and who needs that? It will probably NOT change! "And do I even need to mention the problems of insecurity these men obviously have? "There are great men out there who don't do that. I haven't been with too many men who do that, but the one or two who come to mind had ISSUES, and nothing I did or didn't do was going to make them see the light. "It is a game they play whether they realize they are playing it or not. "If I can have that, why would I want one of those nut jobs with emotional issues? "It ain't worth it! Please, please, please DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME!!!! Never, ever, EVER try to rescue a guy! KNOW what you

Romance And Relationships
1. There is always someone else. no matter how good they are or make you feel, someone somwhere can do just as good or better. doesnt mean they're better for you though. 2. Nobody really wants you like that until someone else has you / Nobody really wants them until you have them 3. It's not about finding the right person, its about finding the person with the perfect imperfections. 4. Love em' or leave them. leave out all the extra drama. if they aint what they should be leave em and move on. / when it's over it's over. dont waist forever complaining, it's too many fish in the sea. 5. It's all just feelings. they come and go sometimes. they fade out and get stronger. not all good feelings last forever, and like Mykelti Williamson said in ATL, recognize the difference between what's real and what you feel. its a big difference. 6. Good girls like bad guys...i think its a youth thing because like that saying goes Girls ignore good guys, [Grown] Women ignore bad ones. 7

What Is The Purpose Of Reciting Mantras?
Mantras are prescribed syllables to protect the mind. What we want to protect our mind from are attachment, anger, ignorance, and so on. When combined with the four opponent powers, mantra recitation is very powerful in purifying negative karmic imprints on our mindstream. While we recite mantras, we should also be thinking and visualizing in a beneficial way so that we are building up constructive habits in the mind. In the Vajrayana practice, mantras are recited in Sanskrit, rather than being translated into other languages. The reason for this is that there is a special beneficial energy or vibration that is induced by the sound of the syllables. While doing recitation, we can concentrate on the sound of the mantra, on its meaning, or on the accompanying visualizations that the master has taught.

Why Couples Don't Have Sex.... Omg Soo Funny
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up a

~wsc News And Bombing For Nov. 4th~
Good Day Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 4th The 50's party was a big hit, and although we had some "fubar glitches" with rates, everybody gained. The big winners of the night were Will who won Overall best 50's folder and LuAngel with best default pic. They won Fubucks and a personalized (by PsychoRainStorm) Tag! This week's theme will be Hippie Daze centering on the late 60's (Sixties)/ Early 70's (Seventies). Details on next Saturday nights challenges... coming to a bulletin/blog near you. ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 3rd ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She needs 50,000 for a Happy Hour and currently has 33,496 doing great on this one, keep rollin' WSC! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Make a stop and comment on these WSC members. All four of these are long runni

Hurry Up And Block Drama Queen
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE LIES BEING SPREAD ABOUT ME ABOUT A CERTAIN PERSON, I'M SICK OF THE DRAMA AND BULLSHIT. I AM TIRED OF THEM TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND DRAMA QUEEN WHEN IT ISN'T TRUE. IF PEOPLE DO NOT LIKE ME FOR WHO I AM, I TRULY DO NOT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE. I KEPT MYSELF QUIET AND PEOPLE KEEP ON PICKING ON ME AND SHIT, I'M SICK OF IT. I ALSO HAVEN'T DONE SHIT TO HER, SO I'M TIRED OF JEALOUS BITCHES, I MIGHT GIVE FUBAR A BREAK, FUCK IT, I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE WHO TO TRUST OR TO BE FRIENDS WITH, I LEFT THIS PERSON A LONG TIME, SHE WON'T LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE. SHE IS CAUSING DRAMA AND TELLING PEOPLE I AM FAKE AND I AM A DRAMA QUEEN, I HATE DRAMA, I DON'T LIKE DRAMA PERIOD..I AM A GOOD PERSON. IF PEOPLE WANT TO BELIEVE IT THEN I COULD CARE LESS...ANY SUGGESTIONS OR ADVICE? SO THIS PERSON IS CAUSIN PROBLEMS AND SAYING LIES ABOUT ME THAT AREN'T TRUE WHEN SHE HARDLY KNOWS ME, SO IF YOU WANT PROBLEMS AND DRAMA, HER IS HERE LINK IF YOU DO NOT WANT ANY DRAMA OR PROBLEMS, I SUGGEST YOU

Saving A Friend
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives. " He looked at me and said,

With These Eyes
With these eyes, I see thee, With these hands, I feel thee, With these looks, I give thee, With these pictures, I save thee. With these lips, I kiss thee, With these fingers, I touch thee, With these words, I speak to thee, With these ears, I hear thee. With these feet, I walk to thee, With these feelings, I show thee, With these conversations, I know thee, With these tears, I miss thee. With these vows, I promise thee, With these holds, I love thee, With these emotions, I long for thee, With these dreams, I tell thee. With these memories, I keep thee.

There's Been A Prolem.
My computer totally died. And I can't get it fixed for free again. I'm going to be offline for a few months. There's a few things that need to be done for me to get a new computer, and it's going to take a while. I'll be back boys and girls. Have no fear. Lovies.

The Gym ...lmao
This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my sixtieth birthday this year, my daughter Gina (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY : Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! Belinda gave me

How To Know *if* You're A New Yorker By Willy -- A Born & Raised Nyer!
How to know *IF* you're a New Yorker By Willy -- A born & raised NYer! 1. New Yorkers ARE NOT FUCKIN' RUDE! AND ANYBODY WHO THINKS SO CAN SHOVE IT -- you know where! (I told you we ain't rude). 2. Born and raised New Yorkers don't have accents; people from the south have a "lazy drawl," people in Cali talk "like Oh Wow that's awesome," Midwesterners talk "corn porn," Bahstuners are always driving a "cah to a bah." etc.. Of course New York's many immigrants all arrive talking "funny." But much of that language, in a few, becomes NY slang. See number 13. 3. Crosswalks WTF are those? You cross the street from wherever YOU are NOT the freaking lines on the road! 4. Depending on your age, and musical tastes, you've been to a "live" music concert at; Averery Fisher Hall, the Metropolitan Opera, Lincoln Center, Radio City Music Hall, the Filmore East, Roselands Ballroom, Madison Square Garden -- screw the Meadowlands it's in Jersey - The Bottom Line, CBGBs, or all the above! 5.

This Beer Is Fuckin' Hittin' The Spot Right Now.
So Tuesday's are kind of fucked at the Herald, we USE to come in at 8pm, but the Cascadia Weekly (Bellingham area paper) doesn't give us the information to make plates til 9, and the press usually dicks around til 8:30 anyways. So we're in at 8:30 now. ON TOP of the setting an hour back, so I was pretty fuckin' hungry around 11:30, or the old time 12:30. We've got a broken gripper in the machine, so there's a huge fucking mess after every run, tonight was the worst yet. Long story short, I FUCKING RULE at what I do. I think that and the stability are why I've there so long, nervous about not kicking maximum ass every day at what I do. The "awkward" stage. Then I ran a huge fuckin' fake college ad for next quarter's registration classes, fuck this beer hits the spot.

Ritual Behavior
When dreaming, you may feel a need to repeat particular actions or behave in an unusual way at times. This is often ritual behavior. In your dream, the behavior is often necessary to avoid or undo some evil act that may occur. This is a reflection of the work of superstition in your life. If you are by nature superstitious, you may be getting a challenge from your subconscious to let go of a particular compulsion. Or, your superstitions may be receiving validation from your unconscious mind. In your dream, is the ritual empowering? As you compare the ritual with your waking behavior, is it comforting or troubling that you participated in it during your dream story?

Tittle Unknown
Your fradgial heart was beating Then it slowly started to stop You realised you were bleeding But then your breathing stoped They called for help But no one came They cried your name But got no answer They saw you laying there All pale and cold Knowing who you were knowing your not that old Then the questions started And they all wondered why They didn't think you were sad None of them had seen you cry But I knew you better And maybe I knew why Why you desided It was your time to die You told me about the beatings The late midnight meetings You told me about the yealling And all the time spent screaming I wish I would have been there To take it all in I wish i would have been there But would have you even let me in Behind that locked door You sat on the floor Thouts of things in you mind I can only imagine that time Things they happen and can't be changed But still I have to wonder In this would full of blunder Will an

Outside My Door
Outside my door I hear her screaming please darling no more... Crack you can hear his belt hitting off my door as he brings it back to hit her somemore... I can hear her Weeping Her Weak little sobbs His voice is booming "You Fuckin Whore" Tears roll down my checks and I wish I couldn't hear as daddy beats mommy outside my door... Soon She'll be the one locked in here crying as daddy beats me outside that door... Everyday it's the same thing I go to school but no one ask about the bruses on my neck and face... I don't think they really care what happenes at my place you think the teachers would care enough to take on the task of helping...but like everyone else they also never ask Our Neighbour are oblivious to what happens inside those walls around them we act so nice and perfect daddy had us traind to be dolls Once again I hear her screaming outside my door but tonight is different he's not going to hirt us anymore I take the knife from under my bed

Forgotten Memory
Forgotten Memory By: April Terry She wonders off alone, Thinking of all the things, That seem to make no since. Of the people she once knew. And the ones she still does. She wonders if they ever, Think of her. Or if she’s just another, Forgotten memory. Slowly she grasps a thought. And waits for it to form. When it does, She speaks it out, So she can hear it for herself. ‘No matter if they remember me, No matter if it’s good or bad, In some way, Our crossing of paths, Has changed us all.’ She ponders this thought. And picks piece by piece. Slowly she realizes, She never was alone. Because a piece of every person, She has every crossed paths with, Lives within her somewhere. Weather there a forgotten memory or not. And in that moment, She understands, How important her life is.

Do You Have Problems Losing Weight?
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They Grow Em Big In Texas
A Texan went to Chicago and thought he would buy a new "city" outfit. He went into Marshall Fields, and when asked by a sweet young woman if she could help him, he answered, "Yes, ma'am. Ya' see, I'm from Texas and I want to buy a complete city outfit." Her eyes lit up as she asked, "Where would you like to start?" "Well, ma'am, how about a suit?" "Yes, sir. What size?" "Size 53 tall, ma'am." "Wow, that's really big." "Yes, ma'am, they really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" she asked. He replied, "How about some shoes?" "What size?" "Size 15 double E." "Wow, that's really big! "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" "Well, I reckon I'll need a shirt." "Yes, sir. What size?" "Nineteen and a half neck, sleeves 38," he replied. "Wow, that's really big!" "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas.

Wrong Way
What makes you touch? What makes you feel? What makes you stop and smell the roses in an open field? What makes you unclean? Yeah,Yeah What makes you laugh? What makes you cry? What makes our youth run From the thought that we might die? What makes you bleed? Somebody told me the wrong way What if I died? What did I give? I hope it was an answer so you might live I hope I helped you live I hope I helped you Live Somebody told me the wrong way

In Our Dreams
I'm three thousand miles from home tonight But I can still hear your voice. I think you know I'd never leave your side If only I had the choice. This job is my personal ball and chain; Against it love seems to lose. In spite of it all, there's still one more Thing we can decide to use. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dreams, Tonight I am your lover. In our dreams, I can see your smile, In our dreams, We'll stay here for a while. In our dreams, We can share the laughter In our dreams, It's happily ever after. In our dreams, To you I give my heart. In our dreams, We'll never be apart. I know how hard it is to be my girl, When my job seems to come first. This army career's like an awful dream, I can't wait for you to burst. But through all the hardships and all he tears I'll always stand by your side. But if there's a time that you miss me too much, Fall into your dreams and hide. In our dreams, We lie next to each other. In our dr

Clinton Library Releases Ufo Files
By Josh Gerstien Under fire for its sluggish processing of files from President Clinton's White House, the National Archives released files and photographs yesterday responding to 14 Freedom of Information Act requests from members of the public. The records appear unlikely to contain any political bombshells, though there could be fodder for the tabloids. Many of the requests sought information about the Clinton White House's records on unidentified flying objects or UFOs. The files detail the predilection of one of Mr. Clinton's chiefs of staff, John Podesta, for the extraterrestrial-laden television series, "the X-Files." A listing of the newly-released files is available on the Web at http://www.clintonlibrary.gov/textual-foia.html#0313. In a recent court filing, the Clinton Library's acting director, Emily Robison, said it had 287 pending requests for information from the Clinton Library's archives. The responsive records could total 10.5 million pages, she said. So f

All Settled In
Friday, November 2- i woke up and looked around the empty room which once held everything i owned, i got up and got the rest of my things that were there packed into a bag. i waited for my godmother to get there with her truck to help load up the big objects left. when that was all loaded up we headed down the road, my mom's soon to be ex husband didnt even say a word to me, which was fine because i didnt like him much anyways. we got to the new place and i took my last bag to my room and looked at all the boxes, i really had no idea where to put anything. so i unpacked what i wanted to keep in my room and took the rest out to the shed. i put the boxes that were left in my closet, i still havnt put everything away. that night i went to sleep easily but woke up to sirens, i remembered that i live every bit of 5 minutes from the hospital. so i had to get use to it. Saturday, November 3- i woke up to two kittens laying beside me, i got up and went into the kitchen and made some coffee,

Where Are All The Members?
I posted a blog this morning, and our tema member was only about 500 behind. I just logged in to find out he is now over a thousand behind? I wonder where everyone is at? Bombing is tedious, I understand, but if you want to be a part of the team please help out your team member! That was the first rule! We need all of you to go and help him get in the lead again! If we work as a team we can do this! One day it will be your turn..:) HOTT Rocks!

Desperado
A few minutes ago this song came on and so I began to sing. Consider that I can't carry a tune in a bucket but I still love the song, And as I was singing one verse stuck in my head and brought tears streaming from my eyes. "Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy She'll beat you if she's able. You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet. Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table. But you only want the ones That you can't get." Amazing isn't it. This song is so old but it seems that to this day it still relates to me and everyone else in this sad sad world.

I Wonder Post Follow Up
I was right, those who I had hoped would step up did not. I shouldn't have placed faith on it. i had a few call from wekk wishers and breakfast out with the family but for the most part am celebrating it alone. However, one of you did offer to treat me like a Princess tonight and because of my blahness I asked for a raincheck. Kisses, you are a sweetheart, you know who you are.. Guess it's me and FUBAR tonight..

Veteran's Day
VETERANS DAY Veterans Day is an American holiday for honoring war veterans. It is celebrated on the same day as Armistice Day or Remembrance Day in other parts of the world, falling on November 11, the anniversary of the signing of the Armistice that ended World War I. It is both a federal holiday and a state holiday in all states. All major hostilities of World War I were formally ended at the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918 with the German signing of the Armistice. Armistice Day was first commemorated in the United States by President Woodrow Wilson in 1919, and 30 states made it a legal holiday. Congress passed a resolution in 1926 inviting all Americans to observe the day and made it a legal holiday nationwide in 1938. The holiday has been observed annually on November 11 since that date - first as Armistice Day, later as Veterans Day. When holidays in the United States, with the exception of New Year's Day, Christmas Day, Thanksgiving Day and Independence

Grr
Your mood is a bit out of sync with those of the people around you, but you shouldn't let that affect you too deeply. It's a temporary situation and if you just slow down for a while, things should pick up soon. does mean that it's ok that i'm pissy? i really wish i could get that stereo wired in my truck and get it over with. i'm so sick of driving it around like this.

My Pent Up Frustrations...
*This blog is not directed toward anyone specific.* I have so many pent up frustrations! I think that it's time to let it all out before someone that does not deserve it catches it... I am so sick of bullshit. I don't like to be treated like I'm less than what I truly am. I am a person and I have real and honest feelings. When someone hurts my feelings about things that they say, yes, it truly does hurt me, but yet I do not let on that it does. I do not want to let anyone know that they are getting to me. But right now, this isn't about anyone, this is about in general... So if you are reading this and feel like it might be directed toward you, it's not. Not everything is about you. This is about me and my anger, hate, and frustrations. I have a burden that I carry and I believe that it is time to get it out. I've tried going to counseling. It only pisses me off. I know where it comes from. I bottle up everything. Well, this time the bottle got shaken and it's time to blow!

The O'malley Twins
A man stumbles up to the only other patron in a bar and asks if he could buy him a drink. Why of course, comes the reply. The first man then asks: Where are you from? I'm from Ireland, replies the second man. The first man responds: You don't say, I'm from Ireland too! Let's have another round to Ireland. Of Course, replies the second man. Curious, the first man then asks:"Where in Ireland are you from? Dublin, comes the reply. I can't believe it, says the first man."I'm from Dublin too! Let's have another drink to Dublin. Of course, replies the second man. Curiosity again strikes and the first man asks: What school did you go to? Saint Mary's, replies the second man. I graduated in 62. This is unbelievable! the first man says. I went to Saint Mary's and I graduated in '62, too! About that time in comes one of the regulars and sits down at the bar. What's been going on? he asks the bartender. Nothing much, replies the bartender. The O'

In The Class..
IN MY CLASS!!! HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD. WELL.. YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE. MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 30-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GREY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL . "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED , "IN 1975. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!", I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. TH

Chapter 7
I laid there on the bed trying to calm my ragged breath and wildly beating heart. "Was that a dream or was it something else?" Slowly I climbed out of bed and looked around trying to remember where I was. Finally, after a few moments, I got dressed in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt so that I could go and find something to eat for dinner. I walked out of the room and down the hall toward the elevator. As I neared the elevator, I heard a female's voice saying "yes Master it will be done." Upon hearing her words, I felt a shock course through my body, ever nerve seemed to jump to life just by hearing those words. I looked around for the owner of the voice but did not see anybody at first then I noticed a young woman speaking to somebody in the doorway of one of the rooms. Her head was lowered as she spoke to whom ever it was. I guessed that it was her Master, and then he must have moved aside because she entered the room. I secretly longed to know what was going on inside the room

Boob Contest
hey hey hey all there is a contest about boobs. we all love boobs dont we. ok here is the deal. first add this person http://fubar.com/cannibal once you are her friend you can vote on the best boobs. rules are in the photo album. my vote goes to 1040R NOW GO AND VOTE

To My Dad Goodbye At Last Now At Rest
Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love is within my heart Though life is no longer present Our souls will never part. This is given to you in honor Of all that we did share I just wanted you to know, How much I really did care.

Holiday Cards
When sending out your holiday greeting cards this season, please add this address to your list: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue NW Washington, DC 20307-5001 This nice gesture will go a long way to a wounded soldier away from family/friends. Please pass this on if you feel it's a good thing to do!

Stupid Stuff
Something to think about!!! 1. When choking on an ice cube, simply pour boiling water down your throat. Presto! The blockage will instantly remove itself. 2. Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold the vegetable while you chop. 3. Avoid arguments with the woman of the house about lifting the toilet seat up by using the sink. 4. To treat high blood pressure: Simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. ** Remember to use a timer** 5. A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and falling back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a hand full of laxitives, then you'll be afraid to cough. 7. You only need two tools in life: WD~40 and Duct tape *If it doesn't move and it should, use the WD~40. *If it moves and it shouldn't use the Duct tape. 8. When confused remember, everyone seems normal until you

This Is Not About You...
I think I am the worst most infrequent blogger in the world lol.... ok maybe not but just thought I would over exaggerate a little.... I’ve been thinking a lot lately, and the "L" word comes up a lot... I want to be loved to feel loved, and by some one who KNOWS me... A lot of people want me but what do they want, do they want everything? or do they just want in my pants, and use that word to try to get there? The "L" word is used so frequently anymore that it loses all meaning sometimes, and when you really mean it, it isn’t as valuable. I am bad about using it a lot, but just because I tell you I love you doesn’t mean that I am IN LOVE with you... It means I cherish you and our friendship, I was taught to tell those you care about that you care about them, and more times than not it can get misconstrued, which isn’t good. Its funny, I’m married, so I should feel loved right? Ha! I don’t.... The one person that should make me feel loved makes me feel like an object and an ob

Just The Same Old Shit..
Gahd. Nothing ever changes. People come in and out of your life for a reason, and the people who don't make it to your future don't make it there for a reason. But shit, sometimes that just sucks ass. There will always be people who hate you for the way you look, the way you dress, and the way you are. It's life. There are people who will always love you, no matter what happens. For some reason, everyday seems to pass a little faster, then one day, you wake up and realize you've wasted so much of your life planning and organizing. I'm sick of worrying about things I can't control. There is a plan for everybody. Everything happens for a reason. So fuck it. I'm just going to take it day by day. Right now, I'm trying to find my Dad so he can see me graduate. Yeah. Wish me luck on that one.. Other than that, and the normal stress I always have to deal with, life is pretty good. From here, it can only get better. It's been almost as bad as it could get... so th

Come On Just How Many Ways Can You Fix A Turkey?
Good Morning and one week before the day of the Turkey. You know I was sent one of those quizie quizzes…you know the ones that test your knowledge on this or that’s. Well I have so much knowledge just awaiting to be tapped I just had to take it. Well this was no ordinary quiz…it wasn’t about how much does a hen weight…what’s a Henway? Isn’t that an author that lived in Key West Florida? Yeah Ernest Henway… I mean Hemingway oh well I thought I knew that one at least… No it was not about Chickens and their weight it was about TURKEY’S Yes Turkeys… how much do you know about turkey’s… well not you you, it was sent to me by a very sweet lady who afterward we argued over an answer we both apparently missed… oh the quiz was a 20 question little ditty and afterwards you did not get any prize, I was not deemed better for talking it and I was not going to win a free meal at Applebee’s…you know I always want to put a “Y” in Applebee’s oh well no matter…where was I? Oh, the quiz and what it was a

2 Things
TAG YOU'RE IT If you opened it, you have to do it. Then, send it back to the person who sent it to you and the rest of your friends! Two names you go by 1. Kate 2. Mom Two things you're wearing 1 Jeans 2. Short sleeve POTC Shirt Two of your favorite things to do: 1. Read 2. Scrapbook Two things you want very badly at the moment: 1. a vacation with out kids 2. new apt or house Two favorite pets you have had/have 1. Thumper 2. Ilona Maeve Two people who will fill this out 1. Misty 2. Jamie Two things you ate today: 1. Maple and brown sugar oatmeal 2. English muffin w/ butter and peanut butter Two people you last talked to: 1. Sondra 2. Grace Two things you're doing tomorrow: 1. IEP Meeting 2. Laundry (hopefully) Two longest car rides: 1. Washington to Minnesota (over 25 hrs) 2. North Carolina to Minnesota and back Two favorite holidays: 1. 4th of July 2. Christmas Two favorite beverages: 1. Kiwi strawberry Propel 2. Dr Pep

Fucking Aagggh
Dude, seriously... ok... normally i go to my grandpa's to do laundry. Right? Cuz, well, my new apartment doesn't have washer and dryer hook ups.. soo instead of running all the way to my grandpa's i went and did laundry right up the street at teh laundry mat. Well, as we all know, civilized white people don't normally hang out at laundry mats... I was seriously the only white girl, among approx. 30 black men and 5 mexicans. Some fucking mexican dude was hitting on me... well, i'm a white chick alone there... i could have talked a lot of shit... and gotten my ass kicked... oorrr just avoid him. SOOO i tried doing the latter... he wouldn't leave me alone, was asking about my tattoos, i think... hard to understand people who WONT LEARN OUR FUCKING LANGUAGE..... dude, i swear this mother fucker grabbed my boob. I shit you not he grabbed my boob. I freaked... i didn't wanna, um, DIE.... (ok maybe thats over dramatic.... but i didn't want to get my ass kicked and shit) SOOOOO from now on I'm

Slut Or Saint? Dedication To The Ser Women
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I could be, with my words, my art , my depth of emotion. But, I choose to savor the one that get to recieve all that i have to offer. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. My ability to touch , taste, seduce, love, and feel pure rapture, and carnal primal sexual pleasure , always giving one hundred precent of my body mind and soul, a possession and an act of devotion and worship for the loves in my life . I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I have given my entire body and soul to a man before and I get more pleasure in my submission to all that he wants and sdesires then any orgasm you think you can create in me . I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; sexualy, and menataly. you who are so offended and shocked at seeign such power ina woman , call me a witch , call em

25 Signs You Have Grown Up
25 Signs You've Grown Up 1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song on an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of hook up and break up. 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those damn kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonalds leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You no longer take naps from noon to 6 PM. 17. Di

Friday Cofunments
Hello and Happy Friday my fu-friends ... I hope this finds you *fan-FU-lous* hehe coined that term today :) So, any plans for this weekends you wanna share? Me? It's what we in this part of the country ... The Game weekend! Ohio State/Michagain F O O T B A L L ! I make it no secret, I'm pretty sober these days. But -damnnnnnnnnn- I wanna drink tomorrow! we'll see ... I always chicken out, afriad in will wake up that SLEEPING MONSTER inside me. Time will tell :) On to todayz comment: I made the coFUNments whilst with a 102 temp a couple months ago. Wasnt hard being about two years sober to come up with them either ... (I lived those rules ... EVERYDAY) *including days I didnt work* *nods* Nice tie-in to why I chicken out from drinking 8-p So I hope this finds you with your weekend dreams & hopes planned, realized ... As for me: (he dig's into he old 'Catch' phrase) I'm off: Like a hubcap that hit the curb

Old Mail System Up And Running Today
this is to let everyone know who has not noticed the mail change over is today 11-17-07 a lot want like it who is new but it will help the system overload a lot.it will stop sending pictures etc by mail.as far as me i like it better what do you think.

New Vista Error Messages
New Error Messages for Windows Vista The following are new Error Messages planned for Windows Vista: 1) Smash forehead on keyboard to continue. 2) Enter any 11-digit prime number to continue. 3) Press any key to continue or any other key to quit. 4) Press any key... no, no, no, NOT THAT ONE! 5) Press Ctrl-Alt-Del now for IQ test. 6) Close your eyes and press escape three times. 7) Bad command or file name! Go stand in the corner. This will end your Windows session. Do you want to play another game? 9) Windows message: "You have just made a type mismatch! Shall I format your brain?" 10) This is a message from God: "Rebooting the universe, please log off." 11) Keyboard not attached. Press F1 to continue. 12) BREAKFAST.SYS halted... Cereal port not responding. 13) COFFEE.SYS missing... Insert cup and press any key. 14) CONGRESS.SYS corrupted... Re-boot Washington D.C? (Y/N) 15) File not found. Should I fake it? (Y/N) 16) Bad or missing mouse driver. S

Read And Be Inspired
These are the pics of the crucifixion of Christ that a man sculptured out of metal near Amarillo, TX. The cross is a giant made of metal also. The man did this out of the kindness of his heart. Someone donated the land to him. The ACLU can't touch it! Who is Jesus? HE IS JESUS WHO IS HE? IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURN ED WATER TO WINE. IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION; IN PHYSICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN; IN ECONOMICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD; IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS, IN HISTORY, HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END; IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE; IN RELIGIO

Sweet Home-washington!?!
im freakin so stoked about going home to washington...right now im in missouri and its all good here but i miss home...i cant wait ...walking to mcdonalds in the snow at 11 at night ...yelling at the downstairs neighbors while they fight....its gonna be the best x-mas ever!!!! heck yes!

My Wish
"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in ev

Basic Rules
welcome everyone to the wolf pack family and thank you for joining us.I just want some simple rules for this ok and we will adjust them as we go so bear with me on this please. the first and formost rule is NO DRAMA, this means in the family and in the lounge. it will not be tolerated, and treat each person in the family with respect, and work together as a pack please. that is all i ask of the members for right now thank you for joining and have fun.

Pumpkin Pie
6 OZ GRAHAM CRACKER CRUST 1 CAN 15 OZ PUMPKIN 1 CAN 14 OZ SWEETENED CONDENSED MILK 2 EGGS 1 TSP GROUND CINNAMON 1/2 TSP GROUND NUTMEG 1/2 TSP GROUND GINGER 1/2 TSP SALT PREHEAT OVEN 425 MIX ALL INGREDIENTS POUR INTO CRUST BAKE 15 MINUTES REDUCE OVEN TEMP TO 350 BAKE 35-40 MINUTES LONGER THEN COOL IF U WANT 2 PIES DOUBLE THE RECIPE

Cranberry Jello
2 CANS JELLIED CRANBERRY 2 LARGE CANS CRUSHED PINEAPPLE 2 LARGE BOXES BLACK CHERRY JELLO OR CRANBERRY JELLO 1 BAG SHELLED WALNUTS FOLLOW THE DIRECTIONS ON THE JELLO WHEN YOU PUT BOILING WATER ADD THE JELLIED CRANBERRY TO MELT IN A LARGE BOWL DRAIN THE PINEAPPLE GET ALL THE JUICE OUT ADD THE COLD WATER TO THE JELLO THEN PUT IN THE PINEAPPLE SPREAD IT AROUND WITH YOUR HANDS PUT WALNUTS ON TOP THEY WILL RISE TO THE TOP PUT IN FRIDGE THE NIGHT BEFORE

Not Giving Up
I'm trying... not giving up.... I'm in 2 contests at the moment. If you'd like to help i'd appreciate it... Most comments wins...ends Nov 30th 95,000 gets a 30 day blast With all the changes for bombing this is really hard... help please.... Photo Image Hosting

Magickal Seductions And Onyx Force!
COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click on the pic below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through Magikal Seductions!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~?~ EMERALD ~O.F. Fam ~?~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-20 17:38:23') (repost of original by 'ROTATE 360*DEGREES ONYX FORCE SECURITY AND PSYCHO' on '2007-11-20 17:41:17') (repost of original by 'Poeticheart*Co-owner of Magikal Seductions*FuWifey to WickedWitch' on '2007-11-20 18:30:03')

Spaghetti‏
For several years, a man was having an affair >with an Italian woman. One night, she confided >in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to >ruin his reputation or his marriage, He paid her >a large sum of money if she would go to Italy > >to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy > >to raise the child, he would also provide child >support until the child turned 18. > >She agreed, but asked how he would know >when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, >he told her to simply mail him a post card, and >write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then >arrange for the child support payments to begin. > >One day, about 9 months later, he came home >to his confused wife."Honey!,"she said, "you >received a very strange post card today." >"Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," > >he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her >husband read the card, turned white and fainted. > >On the card

Happy Thanksgiving To All
May your home be filled with laughter & love on this Thanksgiving. From my home to yours, have a wonderful holiday. To my friends in other parts of the world & other countries; although you may not celebrate this holiday I still want to take the time to give thanks for you & send blessings your way. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy

Showing Silver And Blue Love
From Romo to Owens, We've Come A Long Way What a great feeling it is to be a Cowboys fan! Can you believe we are 9-1! We have many reasons to be happy, and very few to complain about. But I have a huge complaint I want to share with all of you. Where is the love? Where is the respect? The Dallas Cowboys have won 9 of their last 10 games. They have more than proven what they can do, and done it with class. But everytime you turn on ESPN or check out news around the internet, they are being bashed. Excuses are being thrown out there, when in reality the Cowboys are definitely the team to beat in the NFC. Tony Romo has been a blessing. He has come in every game and played his heart out. I won't say he hasn't made mistakes, but I dare you to try and give me a time when he didn't get back up and make up for it. He plays with everything he has until the last second of every game. As for certain commentators who say, "Sure, who couldn't succeed with the weapons he has on the field...".

Baby Boomers
2 more Weeks!! OMG.. I am very nervous about having a newborn baby back in the House..its been along time since Ive had lil ones around. It should be very interesting..my son finds it humorous when a baby cries. I mean he doesnt mean to be mean..its part of his disabilty. I hope I can remember that when the baby wakes up in the middle of the night crying..and my son laughing his ass off..lol I was told he probably does it to make you or that person who is crying feel better. He is non verbal, and we think he uses his emotions. My daughter gets her last Ultrasound Dec 4th. Of course I am excited! Well Anyways, I hope you all have a great Thanksgiving!!!

A Reason
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usua

The Race
I am a symbol of your past Of what a friend can be For from the days expanding west You have relied on me. I helped you plow your fields of grain And carried you upon my back And as the wars for you all came I helped you repel attack. Across the vast and open lands I did always stand up strong When the herds of cattle strayed Or failed to move along. Then if you had some leisure time I helped put on a show Participating in the games You called a rodeo. Even in these modern times I still keep up your paces For I control the Sport Of Kings By running in your races.

Ugh
SOOOO my family had thanksgiving dinner without me... i didnt even get invited... SHITTY. i had to work this morning and instead of waiting for me they left. didnt even tell me they were going... lousy as shit... but yeah. KISSES

Lonely
im sick of being lonely, i need someone to hold me but dont nobody know me, true only to my homies fake when im at school,cause im usually a tool and i act like a fool, in hopes i might be cool {just wanna be me, dont wanna be free just wanna cry, or go home and die tryin to find myself and straighten up my life just want a girlfriend dont matter if its right}chorus you dont know the real me its all just depression do some shit to chill myself get high and mad skate sessions i do these things to pass the time another things writin ghetto rhymes adding more and more each another line i do this shit all to help clear up my mind chorus im in a little battle, an inner battle with myself im losing this battle, slowly draining my health i do a buncha stupid shit for other peoples pleasure ive been doin this stupid shit damn near forever i take it upon myself to make others lifes better especially the pretty girls when theyre under the weather chorus i walk around wonder

Show Ur Love 4 Our Troops
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: LeJeune Date: Nov 22, 2007 6:03 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: steveDate: Nov 22, 2007 2:19 AMFrom: nikki booDate: Nov 19, 2007 2:14 PM-----------------From: ღWeezie da bossღDate: Nov 19, 2007 12:30 PMYou stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take

Top Ten Signs You've Eaten 2 Much
10. Hundreds of volunteers have started to stack sandbags around you. 9. Doctor tells you your weight would be perfect for a man 17 feet tall. 8. You are responsible for a slight but measurable shift in the earth's axis. 7. Right this minute you're laughing up pie on the carpet. 6. You decide to take a little nap and wake up in mid-July. 5. World's fattest man sends you a telegram, warning you to "back off!" 4. CBS tells you to lose weight or else. 3. Getting off your couch requires help from the fire department. 2. Every escalator you step on immediately grinds to a halt. 1. You're sweatin' gravy.

Game Over
You fucked me once, shame on you You fucked me twice, shame on me the strikes you get is limited to two this isnt baseball you dont get three you fucked up when you fucked me no extra chance no third times a charm your not lucky enough to get that far once chance to speak,one chance for the truth if you dont tell me now dont bother no use when it comes down to it, too much shit bout to be game over im about to quit cant take it any more its all goin to my head place my mind elsewhere, happy times instead the times where we laughed, smiled and kissed the times now remembered and always missed confused as fuck this shits messin with my brain wether its all true or not its got me goin insane nowhere to hide ive got no escape noone else here has any way to relate mo matter what happens ill love you still and missin you you know i will but since you arent down to ride youll no longer be on my side once youve realized what youve done youll see the cycle has just begun

Game Over
You son, love for possession.Calling a GROWN MAN out his name b/c YOU don't possess the ability to gain your woman's attention, trust, and heart . All you are really doing is giving her lack of faith in you substance. You raise voice and hands struggling to keep what can be taken from you with much less effort. Don't be mad at the MAN she sees in me, i'm just her fantasy. Be mad at the lack of man she see's in you, you're her giving up.... Game Over

Missing Her
I love her with everything and i always will i swear on my life i wont be killed ill do everything i can to come back to her hopefully it will be fast, just a big blur i cant imagine her without me by her side the night i left i really cried missing her already and i wasnt even gone without her here its hard to be strong i got my tight hug and my last solid kiss but those arent the only things im gonna miss those sparkling blue eyes and that stunning smile all are arguing and her crazy little style all the cuddling and staying the night watching her sleep after we fight laying with her til she falls asleep i wish forever she was mine to keep the night i left i squeezed her tight we didnt argue, we didnt fight wanted to hold her forever and never let her go i will always love her more then she knows every little thing reminds me of her a song, a memory, or even pictures remember the days where everything was easy before we both knew that i was leaving ive left an

Bi
bi well im officaly amittin im bi and i amit i like it from both sides hehe a lil shy on this topic but i am officaly bi and ty kari for helpin me to come out i love her very much i have been this way for a wile well im bi hehe

Tiny Angel
I am a tiny angel; I'm smaller than your thumb, I live in people's pockets; that's where I have my fun, I don't suppose you've seen me; I too tiny to detect, Though I'm with you all the time, I doubt we've ever met. Before I was an angel; I was a fairy in a flower, GOD, himself, handpicked me and gave me Angel power. Now GOD has many Angels that he trains in angel pools, We become his eyes, ears & hands; we become his special tools. And because GOD is so busy; with way too much to do, He said that my assignment is to keep close watch on you. When he tucked me in your pocket; he blessed you with Angel Care, Then told me to never leave you and I vowed always to be there.

Demons In December
Inner Demons brought to you by Death Starr Ok folks, Some kick ass Metal news~ Inner Demons has booked our Studio time 12/28/07 thru 12/30/07 not including final Mixing time So stay tunes for all New Inner Demons Studio Mp3s Rockers Jeffery Korn, Zakk Hillyard, Chuck Hillyard and James Leopard Terrorizing jax, florida since 2006 Guitarist endoursed by HALO GUITARS .. Friday 12/7/07 at 11:45pm with Manna Zen @ Freebird Cafe 200 N First St Jacksonville Beach, FL 32210 (904) 246-2473 Friday 12/14/07 at 11:45pm with Heroes and Madmen @ Jack Rabbits 1528 Hendricks Ave jacksonville, Florida 32099 Death Starr Records !!!

And Now We See The Light
I break I'm shattered I dance in broken mirrors the light it plays it's trick darts at me draws me nearer I fear what I might find tripping on a stray shard I cut the line and drift away The point still unmarred

The Fever
This is a song about a cocaine induced fever.. ie taking too much, it talks about the confusion and paranoia enjoy I'm tired of my life but my heads alright I got the fever off a man I know I can feel it comin' in the air tonight And I know, I know, I know Swear I heard a song on the radio My heart is laughing back at me I can see it comin' but I just don't know If it's gon' , it's gon, it's gonna let me be As I saw, on the breeze I can see the sons of those who came before me And it's got me on my knees What you say, anyway Will not last, it'll pass, it'll flash right there before me And it's got me on my knees Cos I got the fever Yeah I got the fever Cos I got the fever I'm tired of my life but my heads alright I got the fever off a man I know I can feel it comin' in the air tonight And I know, I know, I know Swear I heard a song on the radio My heart is laughing back at me I can see it comin' but I just don't know If it's gon' , it's gon, it's

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So, I am all excited about going home for the holiday... I get to my parent's house Weds night (after driving 3 hours in the wind and snow) only to see that mom is a little out of it... I didn't think anything of it, it was late and I know she was tired. Well, I get up Thursday morning and mom is in the kitchen having a cigarette. She looks really really out of it. She goes back to bed and dad gets up and he and I talk. He tells me that mom has been doing so good the last few weeks (and I can tell from her voice on the phone that she is better). WELL... she sleeps most of the day.. is very very unstable on her feet and is just plain out of it (no biggie... I made dinner for everyone). BUT come to find out... mom had an Rx filled Tues. Fiorinal (which is for tension headaches...she has been on them for years) for 30 of them. Well, by Thurs. evening there were 25 of them gone. Well... my mom is 5'2" and maybe 105 lbs soaking wet... so needless to say... 25 pain pills in 2 days is enough

Season Of Misery
Finally this dreadful season has come to an end,and my beloved Hurricanes are not going to a bowl for the 1st time in 10 yrs,and I for one am glad after the way they played this season..To lose to Oklahoma,Virginia Tech,and possibly Boston College is one thing,but to lose to North Carolina,North Carolina State,Virginia and barely beat Duke for the 2nd consecutive season is unacceptable by this schools standards...Only game they actually played and showed true Miami pride is when they beat Florida State,which I enjoyed tremendously..but to lose the final home game at the Orange Bowl,to Virginia 48-0,is a complete embarrassment,they say Randy Shannon is a defensive specialist,well where the hell was the D in that game? and against VT,same thing no D,and definately no D against Chokelahoma,but I didn't expect them to beat the Sooners,but I did expect a game of it...Well they finished 5-7,worse than Cokers last season,so we'll see next year how much of a coach Shannon is,and if this season

What Women Look For In A Man
What Women Look For In A Man >NOTE: If you would like to see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to approach, meet, and date the kinds of women you've always wanted, then take a minute and look at this: http://www.DatingTechniques.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ABZZZ3&lid=1 I thought it would be interesting to give you a different point of view this time. And I thought it might be helpful to take you "behind the scenes", and show you what it's like for a woman when she's "looking" for a man. OK, to start with, I have something important to tell you: WOMEN ARE CRAZY. I know, profound. You can write me later and tell me how this new revelation has changed your life. But please calm down, collect yourself, and let me explain. Why do I say that women are "crazy"? Well, BECAUSE THEY ARE, first of all. lol... No, it's because women do something that SEEMS crazy (especially if you're a man). Women

Follow-up Moscow Metal Minute Interview With Gwar... More Videos
YARR!!! AHOY!!! This be the follow up to the funny ass interview with Oderus Urungus that I posted about in my previous blog. This is an unrelated, short interview segment that had me cracking up as well. ALL HAIL ODERUS AND GWAR! Oh, and I think I'll add a couple of GWAR music videos this time instead of just one. Here's their cover of Alice Cooper's "School's Out", which appeared on their amazing 2006 album "Beyond Hell" - This second music video below is of the song "Have You Seen Me?" from their 1991 album "America Must Be Destroyed" and it's about... well, you remember how pictures of neighborhood kids would end up on milk cartons with the phrase "Have You Seen Me?" above 'em? Yeah, that's what this song/video is about.. lol -

The Things
i know i can never unknow i hate the fact that my sister crawls up her boyfriends ass! its wrong its wrong how she wont do anything with out him how he always has to be there glued to her damn hip... and i am the asshole for wanting someone? fuck..... i have always been alone for a long time because i was ugly and flat out i WAS! now im coming into everything and i dont know what to do i never had a fboyfriend .. okay Cliff but lets face it he lived far and still dumped my ass..... and seth the closest thing i have had.... doesnt really want me any way hurts me with his words talks about the girls he has been with and how hot that girl is and this one.... all i wanna to do is cry. i feel this snse of emptyness and staying here in cali isnt working... it really isnt i mean come on now! no one calls me i cant get a job... and as soon as things go wrong who do i go back to? this life is killing me... it makes me crazy to why after all this shit i still see him as something... is it becaus

Love Sucks
Nobody knows, not even him. I love him, everything about him. I love his smile, His georgeous eyes, The way he holds me when I cry. I love the way he plays around, Even when he licks my face. I love him, Nobody knows how much. Not even him. So FK WIT ME BOI

"love Can Hurt You"
I came across this today... Love Can Hurt You by Frank P Whyte Monday, January 08, 2007 Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s

Empathy
Empathy Empathy is one's ability to recognize, perceive and directly feel the emotion of another person. As the states of mind, beliefs, and desires of others are intertwined with their emotions, one with empathy for another may often be able to more effectively divine another's modes of thought and mood. Empathy is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or experiencing the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself, a sort of emotional resonance.In fiction, especially science fiction or fantasy works, it may also refer to (or be associated with) a supernatural ability to read others' emotions through psychic means. An example of this are the Betazoids of Star Trek. Most psychics have empathic abilities, either developed through time and experience, or inherent from childhood. While the ability to imagine oneself as another person is a sophisticated imaginative process that only fully develops with time, as later on in life, or with

I Hate Fake People
I cannot stand fake people EVEN IF THEY ARE FAMILY BY BIRTH...I Am tired of People trying to act like they Are Friends or Family then turn around and lie, Steal,And Talk shit..You Know People like you have no Friends And You Wonder Why HELLO Your Fake thats why..I am Done With Fake People I Don't Need you At All..I Was Happy without you and I will Be Again..I Need only Myself To Be Happy.. The Friends I have Are One in A Million And Cannot Be Taken... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE DAVID AND SUE.....

I'm Going To Kill Myself
..well...not really, but for the love of God! I have seen too many bulletins like this... "The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you!" I reposted one of these before, with my public answers to make a point, but seeing as these things just go round in circles I thought I'd blog my response so that my answers are officially set in stone for any moron that might consider asking me such stupid questions in the future! Grrr! 1. YOUR NAME: If you don't even know that, how dare you ask me question six? 2. AGE: Well I've finished going through puberty so I'm guessing I'm too old for you (and I'm not asian so we might as well stop the quiz here). 3. DICK/BOOB SIZE: I may be bisexual but I'm not a hermaphrodite. 4. FAVOURITE POSITION(S): That's not your business. 5. DO YOU THINK I'M HOT?: Who are you? 6. WOULD YOU HAVE SEX WITH ME?: I hate what the internet does to grown adults. I mean, in what

A Fubar Christmas Tale
Graphics Provided By sugamyspace.com A Christmas Tale They all fell off the cliff and rolled down the hill of snow and the residents of Fubarland were laughing as they reached the bottom. Then Babyj, said to the residents, "Come on. Let's have some fun" The residents all yelled "Yes!" and went with him. When Babyj and the Fubar residents stopped rolling at the bottom of the hill, they saw a wonderous sight before them. Before them was a teeny tiny house all decorated for Christmas. Lights were twinkling, puffs of smoke were billowing out of the chimney, and there was an imaginary winter scene of ice skaters dancing in a circle. Babyj said, " I wonder who lives here? Maybe they will have some hot chocolate for us. Let's go see." Babyj and the Fubar residents went to the front gate and rang the bell. As soon as the door opened to the wonderful Christmas house the smell of fresh baked gingerbread cookies filled the air. In the doorway stood a jolly

As Ive Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is

Poem
This lonely heart lies shattered beneath the empty clouds of a broken sky. Raindrops splash upon my face bleeding into shallow pools of breathless tears. Time stands still, the world no longer turns, and I am fading becoming a translucent image of something long forgotten. Just a shroud of ethereal mist dissipating into nothingness, alone and forsaken. This lonely heart lies dying beneath an endless flood of weeping lies. I am nothing I am lost and alone. Save me...

You Are My Dream Come True
YOU ARE MY DREAM COME TRUE Always in my heart you make me feel more loved than I've ever felt and happier than I've ever dreamed. The love and understanding you have is something I have searched for my entire life. Always in my happiest and saddest moments, you are my best friend and confidante. I come to you for everything, and you listen to me without judgment. Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. Always and forever you will be my dream come true, the one I have waited for all these years. From now until the end of time, I will love only you. We will be together always.

In Pieces
I am a forgone conclusion a mystery of sadness a whisper of forgotten wisdom wrapped around a shell of broken waves shattered by the jagged shoreline of yesterday. I am an empty halo a frozen shadow of listless emotions a wayward vessel lost and sinking beneath a cold and endless ocean drowning in a lonely abyss of eternal misery. I am an unasked question an answer of something discarded a confused soul of battered devotions chained inside a prison of uncertainties shoved aside and left to die in a nightmare of my own fears. I am nothing but a vision a ghost of forgotten memories a burning dream of misguided hope stolen from the beats of my dying heart and ripped from the truth of what I used to be. I am me I am shattered I am broken. In pieces…

Do You See Me?
Do you see me? Do you see the real me? Do you see the pain hiding in my eyes always just below the surface collecting in a pool of crystal blue tears? Do you see the broken heart hidden behind the quiet masquerade of a misshapen and sunken smile? Do you see the forgotten promise of a love that should have been forever etched in the dusky wallows of my soul? Do you see me? Do you see the real me? Because I can't… …not anymore.

Tell Me The Truth!!!
I want you to tell me what you really think of me and how much I mean to you!!! I will do the same in return!!! The Holidays are here and I feel that everyone is gonna want to feel loved or atleast cared for or liked in some way!! So get to typing and Ill send ya some love back!!!

Why God Made Mom's
WHY GOD MADE MOMS (Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: ) Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuf

A Time For Change
There comes a time in every one life when you must start making changes. Rather there big or small it doesn’t really matter up to a point. A small change can be just as affective in your life as a large one can be. Believe me I have been thru a lot of them, big and small. Changes are not an easy thing to do. It may seem like some are but they really not. One of the hardest changes that people go thru is getting older. Because the older you get the more thing change, that is just part of life. As you get older you look at thing different then you did when you was younger. Change can also be bad or good; it just depends on the situation. But regardless of the change it seems to always work out. Or at less you hope it does any way. Most of the changes in one life will never be notice by your self. Only when one points it out do we really see it, and then there are the usual changes that you and everyone else sees. Usually they’re the ones that you would conceder to be major changes. This

Meanig Of F.r.i.e.n.d. S.
F.R.I.E.N.D. S.H.I.P Meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D. S.H.I.P "F" is for Fun......... ...That friends share when they are together. "R" is for Reliability. ...A true friend is someone that you can always rely on. "I" is for Interest.... ...Someone who is genuinely interested in you, your fears, joys, and life. "E" is for Energy...... ...They pick you up when you are down, and give you the energy to go on and believe in yourself. "N" is for Nothing..... ...Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time it is, night or day. "D" is for Distance.... ...Although the miles may separate you, a true friend is never far away. "S" is for Secrets..... ...Your feelings and personal/private

Friends?
Please bear with me while I vent a little..... Most of the people on my friends list are people whom requested to be MY friend. Some people on my friends list I did request to be my friend. I try to treat my friends like someone that I care about. I drop by to say hello frequently, or rate their photos. I try to rate complete folders, that way I know that one is done unless you add more photos to it. In that case, I do return to check that I am still current with rating your pics. I also rate your stash, and buy you gifts. Now, I will admit....that I don't buy gifts for the return gift. However, I rate your photos because I do like what you have posted ~ AND ~ I am also hoping for the return ratings for my photos. I do search the web high and low for photos that are not common. I try to post photos that are not flying all over the net and everyone has seen them. I like pics that are a little different and interesting. I would never rate anything less than a 10. I even rate

Pass This On It's Important To All
Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site,www.letssaythanks.com, you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them...

Easy Hobo Dinner
Ingredients * 4 medium potatoes, washed * 1 lb baby carrots * 1 small onion * 4 hamburger patties * Olive oil * Butter or margarine * Seasoning salt. * Pepper * 8Tbsp. water or beef broth Directions 1. Cut four large pieces of foil, large enough to wrap and seal each individual dinner. 2. Place hamburger patty in center of foil and sprinkle with seasoning salt and pepper. 3. Peel potatoes if desired, place one potato, cut into 8 pieces, ¼ of baby carrots, ¼ of onion on top of each patty. 4. Spritz with olive oil. Dot veggies with margarine or butter as desired. 5. Sprinkle with seasoning salt and pepper to desired taste. 6. As each meal is being wrapped, add one Tbsp of water or beef broth. Seal. 7. Bake on medium-hot grill or in camp fire for up to 1 hour. (Check after 30 minutes for desired tenderness.) 8. Remove from heat and allow to stand for 5 minutes before serving. 9. Can be eaten right ou

Elizabeth Barrett Browning
By Elizabeth Barrett Browning How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday's Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints!---I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!---and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.

A Proven Fact
Of the sister Services, the Air Force has the most intelligent enlisted members! This is no theory; it's actually been proven: Take the Army. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Army private wakes up to the bellowing of his First Sergeant. He grabs his BDUs out of his foot locker, dresses, runs to the chow-hall for breakfast on the fly, then jumps in his tank. Pretty soon, the platoon commander arrives, gives him a big salute, and says, "Give 'em Hell, soldier!" Now take the Navy. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Sailor is eating breakfast in the mess. He hustles the 20 feet to his battle station, stuffing extra pastries in his pocket as he goes. There he sits, in the middle of a steel target, with nowhere to run, when the Captain comes on the loudspeaker and says, "Give 'em Hell, Sailors! I salute you!" Now take the Marines. When the s--- hits the fan, the young Marine is kicked out of bed by his First Sergeant and puts on the muddy set of BDUs he was wearing on the

9/11 Payback
This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His boss as

For You Baby
YOUR SONG ~ Lyrics by Bernie Taupin It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've eve

Living With Terry
I AM NOW LIVING WITH TERRY AND ITS A CONFUSING THING I OFTEN WONDER WHY THIS SWEET GENTEL MAN LOVES ME OR EVEN WHY HE HAS CHOOSEN TO WALK THIS PATH OF LIFE WITH ME ITS A ROLLER COASTER RIDE AND ITS MORE THRILLING THAN ANY RIDE I HAVE EVER ROAD EACH DAY BRINGS NEW DELIGHTS AND STRENGTHS OUR LOVE THAT WE SHARE SUCH A POWERFUL LOVE FOR TWO PPL TO HAVE EACH NIGHT HAS BROUGHT MORE PASSION THAN I COULD HAVE IMAGINED I LOVE HIM SO AND THANK GOD DAILY THAT HE HAS BROUGHT HIM INTO MY LIFE I LOVE YOU TERRY

Only In America!!!
1. Only in America ......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. > > > 2. Only in America ......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. > > > 3. Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. > > > 4. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. > > 5. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. > > > 6. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > > 7. Only in America ......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. > > > 8. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. > >

Cremated Husband
Martha recently lost her husband. She had him cremated and brought his ashes home. Picking up the urn that he was in, she poured him out on the patio table. Then, while tracing her fingers in the ashes, she started talking to him...."Bob, you know that dishwasher you promised me? I bought it with the insurance money. She paused for a minute tracing her fingers in the ashes then said, "Bob, remember that car you promised me? Well, I also bought it with the insurance money!" Again, she paused for a few minutes and while tracing her fingers in the ashes she said, "Bob, that diamond ring you promised me? Bought it too, with the insurance money!" Finally, still tracing her fingers in the ashes, She said, "Bob, remember that blow job I promised you?" "Here it comes."

If You Are Reading This!
I just wanted to say that I know I have done some things that brought issues into question. I am sorry for my actions and sorry for acting the way I have done..Carrie and I have had some issues but nothing takes away from what I feel about her and I am sorry if I give off the wrong impression. I do love her and can't help but feel this way. I wished we could live in pure happinss for the rest of our lives but I know it won't be that easy. In the meantime, just support us and understand if I say I love her and want no drama. She is the only lady I love. Please let me love her. Carrie, you are all I want and need.. I Love You!!!

Bullsh/t
this place is bull its ok for other people to do what they want here bull sh8t thats not cool this place has went down hill you can delete my account i dont care fubar is hurting my friends on here thats not cool cause of the lounges oh may god fubar its lounges people an't doing anything wrong in it we chat and have a good time you wanna take that from us if so then you need to take the nude pictures down to knowone shoudlnt be aloud to put any up alot of people is gonna leave this place cause you wanna be a$$ holes so delete my account but i will make sure none of my friends get on here

If You Believe
If you believe Within your heart You'll know that no one can change The path that you must go Believe what you feel And know you're right because The time will come around When you'll say it's yours Believe there's a reason to be Believe you can make time stand still And know from the moment you try If you believe I know you will Believe in yourself right from the start You'll have brains You'll have a heart You'll have courage To last your whole life through If you believe in yourself If you believe in yourself If you believe in yourself As I believe in you If you believe Within your heart You'll know that no one can change The path that you must go Believe what you feel And know you're right because The time will come around When you'll say it's yours Believe that you can go home Believe you can float on air Then click your heels three times If you believe Then you'll be there That's why I want you to Believe in yourself Right from the star

Pray For Allyssa
For those who arent aware already my daughter was severly burnt in a house fire that accured early friday morning (11-23-07) http://dailymail.com/News/200711300073 http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=1786894416 http://www.myspace.com/we_love_allyssa here are a few links

Chapter One
Chapter One: “The Believer” Gwjuan Robinson Miss Robinson more than likely doesn’t think of me as often as I do her. Talk about finding light in your darkest hour. Walking into my newest job, I knew no one, thought my manger was exceptionally attractive and hated kids. Not the ideal job for a teenage girl working at an elementary school in a ritzy suburb of Indianapolis. But when I walked through the double doors of the arts and crafts room, a heavyset black woman glanced up with a grin that will always be etched in my heart. I shrugged it off at first, checked in with my tall, dark and handsome new supervisor, and proceeded to stand in the middle of a room crowded with tables, chairs and screaming children. Counselors were being hounded by elementary aged school children that needed help with their pipe-cleaner projects. Looking back at those doors, I’m glad I didn’t make the b-line for the door at that moment, because next thing I knew, a woman approached me with a giant smile. S

Happy Holidays
Ok I made pics for those on my family list...if your not on the list and want one ...plz...plz... leave a comment on this blog....and you must have a pic of yourself...there's only 2 exceptions and thats it. Heres the pics made so far:

Teletubbies Cupcakes
urn ordinary cupcakes into adorable Teletubbies with just candy, pipecleaners, and some creative frosting. Have fun, but remember to keep candy out of toddlers' reach to prevent choking. Party Idea: Toddle in Teletubbyland for your child's next birthday. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cooled cupcakes -- at least one for each guest Purple, yellow, green and red frosting Purple, yellow, green and red pipe cleaners Assorted candy (mini M&Ms, red rope licorice, purple, yellow, green and red gumdrops) 1. Cover a table with a cloth and set out bowls of each frosting color, assorted candies, plates and utensils. 2. To create a Teletubby, spread desired color of frosting on cupcake. 3. For the face, flatten a gumdrop the same color as the frosting and place in the center of the cupcake. For the ears, cut a flattened gumdrop in half and place on the sides of the face. 4. Use frosting to glue on two mini M&M eyes and a red rope licorice smile. 5. Twist the appropriate color ante

Jezebel
If I took this cigarette and put it out on you... Would you love me? Her throat is soft Her lips are red Her thighs are white Her heart is dead Jezebel Red rope Burns around her wrists Her blood is cold..like a serpents kiss Do you love your whore? I like to hear you beg She crouched down in the corner with her head between her legs Jezebel Broken glass and dirty needles Soul erosion truth Electric god Our superman found dead in a telephone booth Shards of teeth Ice pick abortions Orgasmic death so warm Lets die screamin' Black goat semen I can't hear you whisper "conform" Hearts will stop and brain cells pop Apocalyptic high She screams bloody murder as they chop off her fingers So this is how it feels to die But it's ok Yeah everything's ok She was screaming about conspiracy Talkim' about taking sides I was masturbating, just contimplating The cold love of suicide Hearts will stop and brain cells pop Apocalyptic high She was s

I Will Love Again
For many years my heart was filled with clouds and gray skies, no rainbows, no sunshine! When my heart cried for what it had never known,and others just made it cry even worse! It was like my heart and soul was doomed adn drwoning to the gloomy saddness of love! Then all of a sudden you came along,and my heart fluttered for the first time in years! You chased away the clouds and gray skies;and filled it with blue skies and butterflies! To me you brought back the rainbows and the beautiful warm sunshine! Then all of a sudden not more tears my heart did shed! For happiness and laughter filled the space! So you see no matter what you mean the world to me;for u taught me to see what love is out there bright and not cloudy! Just waiting ont he one to chase away the doom and bring in the Love! So in the end I HAVE WON I WILL LEARN TO LOVE AGAIN!!! Thank you to the special someone by: Diane Miller

My Pre-op
For those of you that don't know..... I was in the hospital back in August for stomach pains (which they never figured out) but in the process they discovered that I have a 2 golf ball sitting side by side sized tumor sitting on my Adrenal Gland which is being removed this coming Thursday the 13th. Had my surgery pre-op appt. yesterday afternoon. gave blood (yay, i get to wear a pink wrist band for the next 6 days that has a number on it that they will match up to my blood/lab results the day of the surgery, incase I need to have a transfusion) & had a chest xray done. Got my list of do's and don'ts. Ugh.. I can't smoke a cig at all the morning of my surgery. I have to be at the hospital Thursday morning @ 7am. Boy am I going to be one cranky biotch that morning. And there's a chance they may cut off atleast one of my nails (to be able to get the monitor thingie on my fingertip to record my blood oxygen levels and heart rate.) And I will be staying atleast overnight. I hav

My Dream, My Fantasy
Can I go away with you for just a moment in time? When the clock stand still and all I can feel is your heart close to mine. My anger subsides when our worlds collide, and pain is no longer an issue. Only for when I see you disappear into the night, if only you knew how much I miss you. Your sorrow is hidden and your eyes look so tired, can I take you to a place where only you can be admired? Your hands are so gentle and your voice so calming and wise. I wish that for just a moment we both had no ties. So take me away to our secret place where we can be alone, before I wake from this dream only to find that you are gone.

Smoked Turkey Quesadillas
What You Need * 1 (12.4 ounce) package Archer Farms™ multi-grain tortillas * 6 tablespoons Archer Farms™ salsa con queso dip * 1 1/2 cups shredded Mexican cheese * 1 (16 ounce) package smoked honey turkey breast * Nonstick cooking spray What You Do * Place 1 tablespoon of bean dip on three tortillas. Layer the three remaining tortillas with turkey and cheese. Place the tortilla with bean dip on top of the turkey and cheese, bean side down. * Spray cooking spray on a 12 inch skillet and heat over medium heat until hot. * Place 1 quesadilla in skillet; lightly spray top of quesadilla with additional cooking spray. Cook 4 minutes, turning once. Repeat with remaining quesadillas.

Rawkin Out In Magnum
(repost of original by 'DJ~~HarleyMoon~~Magnum Radio~Gates FU Wifey has Great DSL's' on '2007-12-09 12:50:58') (repost of original by 'x-tornado founder of club dx and member of the dark bomber squad' on '2007-12-09 13:14:17') (repost of original by 'kingvampire666~Magnum Radio ~|GROUPIE OF DJ VAMP|Sunshine of MEGS|~Founder of the DARK BOMBER SQUAD~' on '2007-12-09 13:31:13')

Photo Rates, Etc.
It does to check the Support blog and others occasionally; this was interesting... http://fubar.com/blog/2111/632295 Photos will now be re-rateable about once a week (not just a one-time event) to encourage people to re-visit their friends' galleries more often. What's going on now with people being able to see everyone's commenting and mumm behavior with rather more... transparency than previously, couldn't tell you if that's intentional or a coding bug, though...

My Own Life
I know dear friend, that you mean the best, But now is the time to give it a rest, Your judgment sometimes can cut like a knife, I know who I am and this is My Own Life. It is up to me to decide what to do, My choices are for me and not up to you, I know that you think that you do know best, But I will choose on life, love and all the rest. I know sometimes you think I could do better, But truly friend your opinion doesn't matter, And yes, I know mistakes I am likely to make, But those are the chances I am willing to take. So if you are really and truly my friend, You will stand with me through thick and thin, Through all my choices keep your opinion to yourself, For this is My Own Life and I will live it myself. DQA

Omg I Can't Believe I'm Going To Do This
OMG I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M GOING TO DO THIS…LOL BUT THE FIRST PERSON THAT CAN HELP ME LEVEL UP, WILL GET A PERSONAL(NSFW) GIFT FROM ME. BLASTS, HAPPY HOURS, COMMENTS, RATES, ANYTHING WILL BE APPRECIATED!!!

Dark Angel
This reoccurring dream is driving Precious insane. As it is, every night when she goes to bed she can feel someone watching her. It’s like he is protecting her. It doesn’t scare her, only makes her feel secure and she sleeps. For years, sleep was something that eluded her. She was up for days at a time and when she slept it was only for a few hours and then the routine started again. But since she has started dreaming of him, feeling him with her at night, she slept soundly. With the exception of the dreams. Today is her day off and she decided that she is spending it at the park. Just walking around and thinking. It has been awhile since there has been a guy in her life and there has never been a time that she had someone to make her heartbeat speed up, make her lose her breath at the mere touch of him, at seeing his smile. In her dreams she looks deep into his eyes and feels the passion in him. During the light of day, she still sees that passion haunting her, calling out to her.

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; No answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.

Waiting For The Band To Arrive
I believe there were seven, Possibly eight…it is fairly hazy Through the looking glass Pearl City, Hawaii...circa 1978 Saturday night at Little Orphan Annie’s “The Three Dollar High Open Bar”…I know, It’s too late to change it now, Told you it was hazy If you were there that night Raise your hands…I see, Well I know who was there We were there to see the band A Black Sabbath cover band How cool is that? Waiting in line outside “Let’s smoke a couple of joints” said Mr. Dye We still didn’t know We could do that inside Three dollar cover buys admittance Watered down well drinks As fast as you could For two hours And then you wait for the band… Hey, you smell that? Look over there…and there…wow, really? Cool! “Hey guys, I just met a dude” says one of The seven or eight, wait…one of them is me Could have been me “He’s selling microdot…wanna try it?” Well, we were thinking, good place to get ripped of

Site Is Fun Yet Pathetic Too
I'm not complaining, I do have some fun on this site, and there are a hand full of folks that actually want to socialize and make some friends on here, rather than just being consumed with getting points and fans... but it's still a bit pathetic to me how MOST people on here are simply obsessed with nothing other than accumulating points, having 10,000 fans or friends on their list, winning contest, etc... and they have no interest what so ever in truly making any friends or socializing, or getting to know anyone. Do all of you people that are crazed with all this points stuff really find that more fulfilling and fun than making real connections and actually chatting with people and getting to know them? I can't even count the number of times that I'll get a shout message or e-mail from people in which they will ask me to join a lounge, vote for them in a contest, rate them, or a whole slew of things that somehow gives them points or some kind of recognition... and that's OK, bu

For You
You dream about your daughter Disturbed in your sleep Your body starts to tremble Painfully you weep Your soul lost forever Roaming endlessly Memories kept in your heart for all eternity You fell asleep when I got here; now I'm looking down on you Pain scarred in your mind life's deepest tattoo's Cover up your tortured self with all the ink you want just know I see right through that " Superman " front Daddy, be careful in life In eveything you do And know that in my eyes... No one's as perfect as you !

Ta Da!
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Think Of Heroes, Living And Dead,
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Jus

Oh Momma Someone Bid On Me
OK SO HERE'S THE DEAL. IT'S CHRISTMAS, AND YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN SOME OF THE FINEST CHRISTMAS PRESENTS THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FUBUCKS. I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT VIRTUAL GIFTS... THAT'S RIGHT, PEOPLE YOU CAN OWN YOUR VERY OWN FUBARIAN!!! YOU CAN HAVE THE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO SAY YOU OWN A PERSON FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET? SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! THIS IS GONNA BE THE BIGGEST BLOWOUT ON FUBAR THIS HOLIDAY SEASON! MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FUBUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED. THESE SEXY MEN AND WOMEN HAVE A LOT TO OFFER, AND THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN THEM! SO GET YOUR WITS ABOUT YOU, GRAB A BUCKET FOR THE DROOL THAT'S ABOUT TO PLOP OUT OF YOUR MOUTH, AND CHECK THESE LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OUT! CLICK ON THE PIC FOR THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BID ON, AND PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENTS OF THAT PIC. IT RUNS UNTIL NEXT SATURDAY, AND THE BIDS WILL CLOSE AT 5 PM FUBAR TIME LET THE GAME

Twas The Night Before Christmas,
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Need Fu Support
Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. > > My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. > > Unfortunately :( we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A new fad for this site. Sounds like a really kewl idea. You can start with our story. If interrested please holla bac

~ Gordon Lightfoot - Carefree Highway ~
Pickin up the pieces of my sweet shattered dream I wonder how the old folks are tonight Her name was ann and Ill be damned if I recall her face She left me not knowin what to do Carefree highway, let me slip away on you Carefree highway, you seen better days The mornin after blues from my head down to my shoes Carefree highway, let me slip away Slip away on you Turnin back the pages to the times I love best I wonder if shell ever do the same Now the thing that I call livin is just bein satisfied With knowin I got no one left to blame Carefree highway, got ta see you my old flame Carefree highway, you seen better days The mornin after blues from my head down to my shoes Carefree highway, let me slip away Slip away on you Searchin through the fragments of my dream-shattered sleep I wonder if the years have closed her mind I guess it must be wanderlust or tryin to get free From the good old faithful feelin we once knew Carefree highway, let me slip away on yo

Just A Thought
I was thinking it's amazing how we can laugh at other peoples misfortunes. Britney Spears going crazy and lopping off all her hair. People who wreck their cars. Laughing at the people who get cheated on. etc etc. We all have our little things that we know is wrong to joke about but, we do it. But, when that same stuff happens to us it's not so funny is it?... Not so funny when we are the ones getting robbed, getting broken ribs, getting diagnosed with diseases, getting the pain. hmm I dunno like I said just a thought.

Fried Oysters
Fresh oysters are best, but you can use store bought ones if need be. Rinse an d dry well. Roll in bread crumbs, then beaten egg. Then in bread crumbs again . Fry oysters in butter until brown and well done. Season with salt, pepper a nd paprika to taste.

Kids Know Best
> Subject: Kids Know Best !!!!!! > > You've got to love this little girl. What a fine woman/wife she'll make! > > A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of life?" > > A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life is four little animals." > > The teacher asked, "Really and what four little animals would that be sugar? > > The little girl said, "A mink on my back, a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in the bed and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay for all of it." > > The teacher fainted.

Online Slave
a few years ago someone came into my life online and was very curious and intriqued about what i was into. casual talk at first led to more and more over time. after a year or longer, she accepted my collar. she was married, hubby wasnt into it but let her explore. she grew more and more with me. she led a vanilla life there and slave life with me, she visited a few times and really did well. life started getting in the way. and with a few pushes from me, she had to be released. it is difficult due to the fact that i took so much time with her and she grew to be a part of us. there will be no one else like her. she will be missed. but yea bro i am getting past it. she does still love me deeply and i will always own that dark side of her heart and cherish it always. who knows what the future brings, nothing is for certain. ever

Aftershock Bar & Grill
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?! FORMERLY KNOWN AS DAVE'S HIDEAWAY RADIO IS NOW... OPEN AND WE ARE STREAMING SOME AWESOME TUNES!!! WE HAVE NEW DJ'S AND SOME OF THE SAME OLD DJ'S THAT YOU CAME TO KNOW AND LOVE SO MUCH!!! COME ON IN AND JOIN US FOR SOME AWESOME CHAT, EVEN BETTER TUNES AND A WHOLE LOTTA SHAKIN GOIN ON!!! IS NOW HIRING .... TO APPLY...JUST COME IN THE LOUNGE AND ASK FOR DAVE OR TAMMY THE FOLLOWING POSITIONS ARE OPEN *DJ'S* *BARTENDERS* *SERVERS* AND *SECURITY OFFICERS* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (CO-MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~(Lead DJ) ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ GREEN MOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

An Inspiration To Some, Words Of Truth To Others
So im sitting here thinking.....i know you all can smell the smoke but oh well. I have a lot of friends that are going through rough times right now, alot of friends that hurting and are having to make decisions that are in no way shape or form easy to make. I have no great words of wisdom for you, what i do have is this...Do what is best for you and your own. If you have to leave the area in pursuit of a better life than do it. Leaving friends is hard losing your family is heart breaking. Above all else when you find yourself digging yourself into a hole do yourself a favor and put the shovel down. Have faith in yourself and the God that you believe in and thats it. For the powers that be do not give us any task that we cannot accomplish on our own. Do not rely on anyone else, they will let you down. I have learned in this 30 years i have been on this earth, (there are days i wake up and it feels like 60), that only you can do for you, people may or may not cut you a bre

Which Should It Be Christmas,hoildays,or Seasons Greeting ??
I AM TRIED OF THE POWELS TO BE, WHO WANT ME TO BE PC. I WISH WE COULD ALL SAYS WHA WE FELL AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR. IT IS CHRISTMAS AND EVERYONE ENJOYS GETTING GIFTS, EVEN THE POWELS TO BE. WHY SHOULD STORES NOT BE ABLE TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS, HAPPY HANUKKAH,HAPPY KWANZAA, ETC. MOST STORES HOW HAVE HAPPY HOLIDAYS DISPLAYS, ALONG WITH HANUKKAH AND KWANZAA DISPLAYS. I BELIEVE WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO SAY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE EVEN IF THEY CELIB OTHER HOLIDAYS.SOME COULD SAY HAPPY HANUKKAH, HAPPY KWANZAA TO BE AND THAT WOULD BE FINE, BECAUSE WE WOULD BE SHOWING OTHERS HOW HAPPY WE OUR AT THIS TIME OF THE YEAR... WHAT DO U THINK??

Always In My Heart Ron..rip
I crave for thee so badly Thy absence hast made life dreary I long to feel thy arms enfold me Thou whose soft words caress me gently Oh why hast thou left me lonely? When all I ever needed was to have thee My life, my love why did you go away? I miss thee so much; it aches I need thee, oh please come back!

So Pissed Off
I have this a**hole that I work with who thinks he is all high and mighty being an a**hole. Now all (well most) of you know that I am not racist but this MFer is pissing me off so bad... he keeps telling me that I don't like him because his black. EXCUSE ME???????? Since when do I not like someone just because they are black? DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM YOU IGNORANT SON OF A BICH? Take a look at my friends... all different races and nationalities... and then this SOB gets loud says this: hey cleaner girl.. i expect the next time you clean to pick all this sh*t up up under here you hear me... referring to under his desk... I am not your fucking personal maid you ass wipe... I have just had it.. my legs are shaking and I need a cigarette so bad right now.. lol.. I swear this dude is gonna piss me off to the point where I am seriously gonna have his ass kicked.. or I will file a suit against him... I am so tired of dealing with his stupidity on a daily basis!

The Meaning Of Love
Someone who makes you feel good about living, who brings out the you who is joyful and giving- This is the Meaning of Love. Something that gives you a chance to be strong, or trust in another to help you along- This is the Meaning of Love. Somewhere that you fel like you've been forever- a place where you're growing and learning together- This is the Meaning of Love. With You, I've found the someone who accepts me as I am, yet helps me to become a better, more fulfilled person... With you, I've found the something that allows me to be strong, yet gives me comfort and support wenever i need it... With you, I've found the somewhere that makes me feel sheltered and secure, yet free to grow and develop on my own... With you, I've found what it seems I had been looking for forever- the beautiful, and very real, meaning of love!

Getting Ready For Them Holidays Coming...
Ive been busy getting ready for all these Holidays coming up ... How about you ? Anybody have any big plans ? If you do ...make sure to invite me ...LOL Ive been stocking up for New Years Eve ... think that I am almost ready Whos coming with me? I may actually need me a driver ... hee hee

Cool Stuff...
Mike's sexual nickname: "Hot Rod" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Mike -- [adjective]:Extremely dominant 'How will you be defined in the Sexual Dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Theres a suprise!! lol You will go to jail for... Performing a strip tease on the street 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com Also!! Not a suprise..lol...hahaha.. You have an Aggressive Bedroom Personality! You like to get what you want in the bedroom and aren't afraid to go for it. You like to be the one calling the shots, and your partners love it when you take the lead. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com FUCKIN RIGHT!!

Bitches Who Think They Are Innocent
you know, I am really tired of sneaky bitches and all that shit!!!! I have quite a few good friends.. and i am friendly to most people.... and I guess just a little naive sometimes !!!! You see... my best friend... DJ SHOTGUN.... he and I are really close... and this chick.... pretty much pretended to be my friend.. and then started filling my head with crap... making me doubt my best friend and our friendship... she almost... didn't, but almost succeeded in tearing us apart.... so now i choose to have nothing to do with her.... but some how i think she is up to it again... trying to be buddy buddy again with my best friend.... only.. we both know what she was trying to do... for what ever reason... but she helped us get closer to tell you the truth!!! I just hate the fact that this person feels the need to act like this and try to destroy friendships.. for what.. her own amusement?? Fun?? why do girls feel so threatened by me being his best friend that they have to act like stupid bit

My Christmas Wish To You All
My Christmas wish for you, my friend Is not a simple one For I wish you hope and joy and peace Days filled with warmth and sun I wish you love and friendship too Throughout the coming year Lots of laughter and happiness To fill your world with cheer May you count your blessings, one by one And when totaled by the lot May you find all you've been given To be more than what you sought May your journeys be short, your burdens light May your spirit never grow old May all your clouds have silver linings And your rainbows pots of gold I wish this all and so much more May all your dreams come true May you have a Merry Christmas friend And a happy New Year, too .. We wish you a merry Christmas :)

Weekend Opie And Anthony Links: Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New O&a Podcast, See Jim Norton On New Years Eve, New Videos Online
Happy Holidays and Merry-almost-Christmas, kids! Hopefully, you've managed to get all of your holiday shopping done, or maybe you're sitting your ass waiting till the last minute. Regardless, we're still keeping you informed and up to date, even on the weekend. As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Show, you can download to your heart's content from AUDIBLE: Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/21/2007 (Chris Rock, Patrice Oneal, Dru Boogie spinning) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/20/2007 (Money Honey Contest, Judah Friedlander, Tippy Tom and Papa Rock) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/19/2007 (Ricky Gervais) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/18/2007 (Mike DeStefano, Dr Doody) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/17/2007 (john C. Riley) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Check Out 'Sensitivity Training!) See JIM NORTON LIVE on New Years Eve - Tickets On Sale: Spend New Year's Eve with the one and only Jim Norton f

Cashew Chicken
4 servings 1 lb Chicken ; breasts -- cubed 1 ts Salt 1 ts Cornstarch 3 Green peppers -- cut into : 1″ : Sauce 2 TB Soy sauce 1 TB Soybean paste 1 TB Sugar 2 TB Rice wine vinegar 1/2 ts Salt Mix the above ingredients well and set aside. Cook chicken in a little oil and minced garlic. When the chicken is no longer pink, add the bamboo shoots and the green pepper to the wok (or fry pan if you don't have a wok). Cook for a minute or two. Sprinkle a little of the rice wine vinegar over the chicken/veggie mixture and cook another minute. Add nuts and cook another minute. Pour sauce over the contents of wok and cook until heated through. Serve over hot cooked rice with a nice side dish liked my Szechuan Green Beans

Tidal Wave
Dreams of impending disaster generally indicate that the dreamer is feeling out of control. In the case of the tidal wave, this out-of-control feeling is often combined with the need to make a fresh start. A 16-year-old boy reports dreaming: I am running, trying to get away from a tidal wave before it crashes over me. Finally, I realize it is hopeless. I turn around and let the full impact of the wave crash over me. Remarkably I stand up in spite of the wave's power. When I turn back to the direction I was running, everything -- my house, my parents, my car -- it's all gone. This youth presented numerous complaints at the outset of counseling, all of which revolved around home life and the absence of his father. Upon further inquiry, the youth admitted that he was a drug abuser with sexual identity problems. He desperately wanted a second chance, feeling as though he had undermined his own life. Often to dream of a catastrophic event is to wish for a catharsis in real life.

.buy.me.
playpen auction December 28th ~ 8:00 Pm est ~rules~ SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY... ALOT OF TIME AND EFFORT WENT INTO THIS. PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!!!! 1. NO DRAMA, VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED 2. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 3. REAL CASH OVER RIDES VIRTUAL CASH AND PRIZES...(WE HAVE A BREAK DOWN OF WHAT WE FEEL IS FAIR) CASH VALUE IN FU BUCKS STICKY = 125,000 1 TICKER = 125,000 4 Tickers = 500,000 1 DAY BLAST = 200,000 3 DAY BLAST = 300,000 7 DAY BLAST = 750,000 30 DAY BLAST = 1,250,000 1 Month Vip = 300,000 3 Month Vip = 900,000 6 Months Vip = 1,800,000 1 Year Vip = 3,6000,000 HAPPY HOUR = 2,500,000 4. THE BIDDER MUST GIVE 1/2 OF ANY FU BUCKS TO THE AUCTIONEER WHO AUCTIONED THEM OFF AND THE OTHER HALF TO THE PERSON YOU WON BEFORE RECEIVING YOUR PRIZE. 5. THE PERSON WHO YOU WIN HAS 1 WEEK TO FULL FILL OBLIGATION TO BE DECIDED ON BY BOTH PARTIES. (THIS IS BECAUSE SOMETIME YOU CANT TALK AT THAT TIME OR NEED TO GET CAMERA FOR PICS AND ALSO YO

Trevon Williams
Trevon Williams 1998 - 2007 Trevon Williams, 9, exited into eternal existence Monday, Dec. 17, 2007, surrounded by his family. Celebration of life: 11 a.m. Friday in the hallowed halls of New Breed Christian Center, 4500 S. Riverside Drive, the Rev. Darrell Blair most gracious host. Interment: Cedar Hill Memorial Park. Visitation: Trevon will receive visitors noon to 4 p.m. Thursday while he serenely slumbers beneath his favorite Spider-Man linens as he lies in repose upon his polished walnut twin bed in the Sam-Johnson Hall of the D&D Johnson Funeral Home and 7 to 8 p.m. at the church. Survivors: Those left awaiting the sound of the trumpet are his loving parents, Tonnette and Otto Hargis; his sister, Tyrionna Williams; brother, TaVazia Williams; the faculty, students and staff of E. Ray Elementary School; and a host of many other relatives and friends. Published in the Star-Telegram on 12/20/2007. TREVON OR TREY AS I CALLED HIM HAD FOUGHT WITH CANCER FOR A YEAR.... THOUGH TH

Christmas In The Dust God Bless Our Troops
Wings Over The Mountains of Life To see the video from LTC White click here: http://www.mountainwings.com/pics/ltcwhite.wmv Christmas in The Dust ====================== I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh, And looked across the table where the bills were piled too high. The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix, My stocks were down another point, the Dolphins lost by six. And so with only minutes till my son got home from school I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool. The burdens that I carried were about all that I could take, And so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break. I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust, No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust. And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh, Eight Hummers ran a column right behind an M1A. A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens. Their eyes were hard

Razorblade
**** My ex wrote this as a song for me from a poem I wrote for him....Not really my cup of tea but I found it and figured I would share it....Enjoy....**** I'm falling down and it's getting cold. You left me with no place to go. I'm reaching out with bloody hands, Spinning room trying to understand. You always said I was a liar Being with you is like playing with fire Don't let this moment pass Cuz each breath I grasp I swear! You're my RAZOR BLADE But I can't put you down. You're the cut I made. I should know by now That this will never work. I must enjoy the hurt But for what its worth You're my Razor blade. I try to get some sleep But the wounds are too deep Do you see this hole in my chest? I gave you the knife. You did the rest. I never want to lose you again. You cut your name into my skin. I'll never be the same again. I swear! You said you'd always love me You said you'd always be there. Yo

Christmas
Well i had been working out 4 about a month then christmas came i went from 280 to 267 when i got weighed at the military place. Hope i didn't screw my diet up to much had to show my mother that she could still cook I put some food away if you know what i mean. Gotta work hard to get rid of what i migt have put on for the holidays.

Please Help Level My Fu Man :)
Firemanm88 Head Enforcer @darkness Falls Lounge FU/BF to *huggable*lovable*kissable*jen*@ fubar 6,445 to bad fu, ive rated his pics over and over, ive done all I can, ty to those who help :) xoxoxox

Deeper View Of Me
Mouth threatens to speak on my arm, Knife wielding gentle pressure to get words out, My blood drips into the metal sink, Funny I worry about a mess at a time like this.. I am tired of bleeding for you. I won't kill myself to make you cry Today, I have reached my bottom This is my time to ask for help My eyes burn in sulphuric dry heaves Withdrawals; I quit my hatred for you I take my heart from your fist; my Life becomes my own, but can I stand If the path goes uphill, can I walk alone If skies grow dark, if night falls early If winds grow strong, pull my hair Will I be able to continue without a piece of you My body begs to be held, a night a life, some physical sensation, held like a crumb to a starving woman's mouth Somewhere there is air I need to breathe, Love I have to live; life I have to find If stepping on me has made you taller I hope that someday you're big enough to see what you did to me I hope someone gives you more of a damn than you

Creepy Stuff
The Burger King The Snuggle bear Barney the Dinosaur Bratz dolls Clowns & clown dolls Boston Terriers John Carradine Waitstaff at restaurants that are extremely excited to service you Models who are way too skinny Carrot Top Tony Sinclair (Tangueray)

New Twist On Old Joke
There will be no Nativity Scene in the United State Congress, This year ! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in the United States capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason, they simply have not been able to find three wise men and a virgin in the Nation's capitol. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

Bare Essentuals... Or Bare Wallet?
Last weekend I was watching one of those infomercials for Bare Minerals make-up. It really looked good and easy to use. I am not one to spend a whole lot of time primping in the morning, so I decided to check it out. I went on-line to see how much it was ... over $50.00 for a "starter kit". Thats freaking crazy! No way in hell I'd spend $50 on make-up. I just went to Avon's web site. They have a similar product for one tenth of what Bare Essentuals charges. Guess who's going to get my business?

The Cure - Burn
"don't look don't look" the shadows breathe Whispering me away from you "don't wake at night to watch her sleep You know that you will always lose This trembling Adored Tousled bird mad girl... " But every night i burn But every night i call your name Every night i burn Every night i fall again "oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you "don't talk of worlds that never were The end is all that's ever true There's nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do... " Still every night i burn Every night i scream your name Every night i burn Every night the dream's the same Every night i burn Waiting for my only friend Every night i burn Waiting for the world to end "just paint your face" the shadows smile Slipping me away from you "oh it doesn't matter how you hide Find you if we're wanting to So slide back down and close your eyes Sleep a while You must be tired... " But every night i burn Every night i call your name Every n

Should I Stay Or Should I Go?
I am in another danm relationship and I don't know what I am doing...Here it is a Friday night and I know he is on the Fubar site... don't ask me what he is doing because I don't fucking know. We are at home alone and instead of talking to me he goes on that site. We are alone at home ...no kids no distractions and we have an opportunity to have an enjoyable evening . What am I doing should I even be in this relationship??? I am drinking some wine and I think I should of stopped a glass ago, but what the fuck...he just sits there without saying a danm word to me. Should I even be in this relationship? You tell me??? I am getting to old for the games that he seems to want to play...Can anyone tell me why he is on this site instead of being with me???

When You Mess Up Admit It...
I have learned in life that when you mess up and deny it it only will make things worse when the situation arises that you are forced to admit your mistake. Just come forth from the moment the messup or mistack happens and admit it. Tell the person that you know that you are wrong you say that you are wrong and that all you can do is apologize and be sure to try not to repeat your mistack again. I have personally made that mistack one to many times in my life and lost one to many ppeople out of my life bacuase of it. I have vowed to myself never to do this again, and so far I have kept to my word to myself. How well do you think you are doing on this issue, and how well will you do if you change to doing what is right on this issue?

Just A Memory
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Just a memory sometimes, On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about, The rain is falling as she listens to a distant voice, somehow sadly,singing a song, a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes, Illuminated back wall of rose red lights, so strange,so old and piercing, And the rhythm dragged out, a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo, Enter the faceless man in black, Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes, Of a room like a cold black box, She does not sleep this night, Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night, No valium, the night passes in black organza song

Friend
The word is at my lips when I think of you Funny since I've never met you in person But you've been there for me, not the usual give and take But actually giving a damn Leaving me in awe of what a great person you are You have no idea.. How many times a word from you had me smiling through eyes full of tears And how many times the smallest gesture from you Turned my days right side up. The saddest part is that you You look at yourself and you don't see it You don't see what I see in you What anyone else sees That you're truly amazing And that's why I'm proud to call you friend.

Lost To Her
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles. Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill. Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair? Or i

... Come Know Me As God.
That's what I used to do at work. I play God. Oh, shit... did I just offend some people? Whatever. Suck it up. There was a certain point during my old job that customers treated me like I'm a God of some sort. Here's a scenario: Customer: "My cable's not working. All it says is 'One Moment Please, This Channel Should Be Available Shortly'. Is something going on in my area, sir?" God: "Have you checked the connections on the back of your cable box and television? Customer: "Um... no." God: "Could you do that for me, please?" Customer: "Okay. One sec." ***1 minute, 27 seconds later*** Customer: "Alright, I'm back. It's still not working." God: "Okay, there's a serial number on either the back or the bottom of the box. It start's with the letters 'X-X'. I just need the last 3 digits please." Customer: "Okay. One sec." ***1 minute, 14 seconds later*** Customer: "Where on the box?" God: "Either on the back or on the bot

Something To Try In 08
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