I've done alot of shit that i hate myself for doing after it's done. Took alot of shit from alot of people. Then someone came in my life and got me to the point where I just didn't care what others thought of me. I did that tonight. First it was to two people that were a pain in my ass,Stacie and Rhy. Then I did it to someone eles tonight,and i fucking hate myself for doing it. She needed a friend tonight and she turned to me and I was anything but a friend tonight. I told her before we got talking that she wouldn't like what i had to say,but she said talk to me,so I did. Now I wish I would have just lied to her and said what she needed to hear. Now she's hurt and it's because og me,and I'm so fucking sorry for saying what I did and I hope that someday you'll forgive me. Because your a dear person and you make my world a little more lighter. So I truely am sorry from the deepest part of my heart and soul.Thats all I can say Is that I truely am sorry and I truely love you.
