There's a smile on my screen.
Secretly familiar.
It keeps me sane.
When I'm buried in text.
When I'm overrun by life.
I just turn to that sad...
distant...
content
smile.
It hurts sometimes.
But I'm forgetting when
it wasn't in my heart..
I'm forgetting a time-
where I could live without her.
Some day... I'll get what I deserve.
But some day sooner-
I'll get more than that.
Hopefully every day after.
So much more than what I deserve...
Smile for me...
you know the one.
It breaks my heart
but in a good way.