I've been with this guy for almost two yrs and he's always been like a shy little puppy but recently we've had new neighbors move in and we friended them, well the guy drinks alot and so has mine i guess to keep up and feel apart of the guy thing, but lately when he drinks there's been this bad attitude and i'm getting fed up already. can we have a good relashionship aand still hang with friends? it's pissin me off that sometimes i want to slap him, he makes himself look like such an ass when he drinks and i feel he's been showin his ass due to the neighbor guy. we've been engaged for almost a yr but tonight i found myself asking why? what is the point? he's still married to someone else and i've been sick of waiting! so tonight after an arguement i've taken the diamond off my ring finger and placed it on a nail on the wall, confused i sit and don't even want to think about it or even look at the ring that once was on my finger. is this wrong? i don't have cold feet but am tired of feeling like a spare tire. so i post this blog just becuz i want so much to talk about my feelings but am to upset to address the one i should be addressing. Clueless...BeeBee
