to all my friends and family this month coming up on the 9 of june will be my 23 birthday i will be holding a party in my lounge all that want to come are welcome to as for myself i may not show so have fun for me i do not think i will make it to then i feel so useless that i may not make it thru the weekend i am not sure of anything anymore so please have fun for me and remember me with a smile please?