Hey everyone its time for me to say goodbye to my old friends for a while. I need to get my life back on track here with my sister and my job. I am also interested in a guy alot that I'm hoping things will work out sooner or later with this guy. Some of my friends know him but I'm not mentioning no name to anyone.. Only 2 people knows who I'm talking about.. PLZ DONT SAY NO NAMES TO NO ONE. Oh ya I finally have a cell phone. Thanks to my older sister she got me a phone today through US Cellular. I have to say thanks to her alot. Only 3 of my friends an my family have my new number an thats all thats getting it. Sorry to you know who, I wont give u my cell number cause I was told today from people that u an ur wife where fighting again cause of me. I dont wanna ruin ur life if thats the way its all going to be. NO IM NOT PISSED IF THATS WHAT U ARE THINKING!! I want u to be happy with her. Im trying to get my self into a relationship with out anyone fucking it up for me. I wanna start a life with a wounderful guy that treats me good everytime I talk to him or see him. NO ITS NOT JEFF, BUBBA, JON OR TINNY either. Its someone else. But any ways... I'm moving on monday no one knows excally where but its only Temp. cause ya Im not going to sit there an deal with my mother of course. GRRR... but I have to pay a couple of bills first an save up money so by the end of the summer ill be hopefully getting a place of my own with my sister. But anyways.... HMMM things are going great with work. I really have not gotten any sleep in the last 4 days, I'd say 6 hours of sleep in the last 4 days hmm sad I know. Well I gotta keep my self busy here so I dont pass out. I gotta get my grandma at 630 am.. Oh u wanna know how i have interent?? well i was messing with my sisters computer and got it through someone else for now. We dont have a house phone or cable but its alllll good cause I can get what I need to get done around here before I move. Well Time to go... Love you all alot.
P.S. To a certain someone, I want you to take care of ur self an keep ur women. She is good to you, you talk the world about her everytime we used to talk to eachother, u better marry her soon damn it. lol... I dont want you back, you dont want me back an she needs to relize we are only friends we are not IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER. Please keep in touch by e-mails I can check my e-mails at work but not messenger yet... I gotta figure that out with my phone lol... I will think of you expeacally the good times we had together. Its something I dont wanna do but if I want to be with this guy I wanna take along break here. Please understand. Im sure u will here from people we both talk to all the time how im doing. Dont be afraid to ask them how im doing or if they heard from me. Cause I know they will tell u. YES erica im talking about u women lol... Ok this is enough GRR.. having bad thoughts going through my head about the bad dreams i have been having lately an shit that is scaring me at work... I'll tell ya all later.... Love you guys (My close friends here in wisconsin that knows me an I know them)
