July 4th my man finally got out. We spent the rest of the day together after 2pm (when he got outta work) It was fun til we had to deal with 3 drunks ones. DAMN IM SICK OF BABYSITTING DRUNK PEOPLE! But anyways. After 1:20am It was more fun just him an I. WOW THATS ALL I CAN SAY. Lets just say I woke up my lil sister, her friend, my brother downstairs an my drunk mother lol...
He spent the night of course an went to get things done today. Today Im kinda depressed an really dont wanna talk about it. There is only one person that I will talk to about it an thats my boyfriend.
Everyone in my family keeps talking about my father an shit well I dont wanna hear it an i dont wanna talk about it. Its been almost a year. This sunday will be one year that he has been gone. I dont like it at all. Tuesday night I wish i could have took my car an drive it off the road an hit something an die. But there is 2 people that are stopping me from doing that in my life right now (my lil sister an my boyfriend.) I just have to be happy that those 2 people are there for me an im there for them. They are my life now. Some people maybe pissed at me but IM HAPPY, i mean REALLY HAPPY with my life right now an hopefully it dont end for a really long ass time hopefully when im dead! Well I am going to get going here. Have to get back to work. Take care... ~Shorty~