i never thought that i would feel the way i do about some one, i thought i loved him and i thought he was a friend and it turns out i was wrong, i allowed him to break my heart and i promised myself i would never let anyone do that to me, i feel like such an idiot! theres nothing really left for me here and im going outta my mind! why cant we all just get along and live life happily ever after! i want to live in a fairy tail where everything is okay!!!