Okay so here we are its day 3.....
Not too many tears at least, should probably be day 4 but it is only day 3 because my ex had to wait a whole other day to tell me there was no chance in hell of us ever being back together.
I am not doing too badly like i said, i've had the occational tear moment but for the most part i think i am coping okay... I wish i knew why the fuck mike has wedding bells up, that is so not helping my situation at all.
It is actaully making me not want to even log into CT till they are gone because looking at them makes me hurt.
I still have not picked up the phone or bothered to text message my ex. I've been attempting to be busy with duties and some sort of attempt at friends but it is not going the way i wish it was.
Cleaned out supply just to re-do everything just to keep my mind occupied for a point in time, nearly done and my mind is exactly where it shouldnt be.
I prayed to god last night, to show me the road i am suppost to take, and to give me some sign as to what i am suppost to do. So far no path shown and no signs to help have arrived.
Havnt heard from my friend kristie lately either startin to worry bout her too she was seein someone from online and she hasnt been back... Hope she has just been busy and nothing has happened to her.
Anyways i guess thats it for now, not much else to say. Hope that Day 4 is alittle better then Day 3 has been.
