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How The Hell Did I Get Here???
Over the last few days I have been developing a deep annoyance for this place. Granted I have met a few nice people that I think I would like to keep contact with. Overall....I feel like my IQ has dropped for being here. It was alot of fun at first, the changed from myspace was nice. The comments, points and attention was fun. Now it all seems pointless. Sis has already said she was gonna delete her account. Maybe she has the right idea? Most people would take this blog as a "oh, look who's trying to get attention...boo-f-ing-hoo" thing. I would think that at first as well...I have limited patience for "pity me...someone pay attention to me" behaviors. In honesty though, this has been my "secret place" from many of the myspace friends and I'm just sorting thoughts since I can't really talk about this place on my other blog. Everyone has been very polite here (for the most part) so I suppose I should give credit there. It's nice not having whoring teens wandering about the site altho

Living
I couldn't think of the words to explain my feelings. I was so surprised that I then had the problem of to many feelings and to many words. But the words were to only one person, my sons bio father, and there were more people than myself to think about. I did my best and tried to unite a father and son, and brother to sisters and other relatives. I would have thought that his father would have done it, but I thought wrong. When that didn't happen I took it upon myself to introduce my son to his sister, I could have introduced him to the whole other side he never knew, but I thought his father would be proud to show off his new son, even tho his son is now 34. I threw away a single email that had all that info, I wish I could bring that one back! I have the satisfaction of knowing he talks to his sister sometimes, but still, only by email. I thought there would be happiness and wanting to share info, but I have a feeling no one was told that there was an older brother and only son. And

To Sing My Song
My pretty pistol tells me I’m going to love this song, but I’m feeling suicide, saying everything will be all right, and everything will be better tomorrow. Dear god, would you take me down from this fucking cross, and tear my heart open with your broken wings. My eyes are scarred to shit, my knives were in your back, and I was still desperately biting my finger nails, beyond my flesh, trying to sing my one and only song, saying take me back to the pages in my book that I never existed in, I sing knick, knack, paddy whack, give the bitch a bone, but I’m branded in stone, my bags were filled with sexist grenades, and piercing racist bullets, I packed them away because I am a firm young believer just trying to sing my song, the world was trapped in a prison and you were kicked into the belief of god, and same-sex-sodomization, you’re a fake imitation, thinking the world’s going to change, with your finger on the trigger, you killed my dying dream, killed the seeds in me, and ate the as

My Sex Is Black Magik
I see myself dying in love, deep within my mind, is a tarnished fetish massacre, my cyborg sex is to die for, my person is a new sex symbol, and my smile is a sexy stare, maybe with a little human contact, I might just seem to care, I've been shot down, sex is my new life, my new way of living, electric salvations, I've always been roughed up, life is a crime cause I'm always being broke down, I have the feeling that I am not in control, sex I cannot ignore, it's compelling, everything you say, everything I've said, when you say it's over, I have all I can do but, I was an anti-deicide lover, a once respected drinking glass, my sex is determined to destroy me, it has begun to kill me away, sex is my enemy, it seems so hard to forget this shit, when I wanna fuck, I can't walk away, sex is my enemy, my sex is black magik, addicted to porn, my mind disintegrates, sex in my ear vibrates, to bring together all this pain, I wanted to live, but not in such pain, I've tried to look away, I've

What Do Ya Do
when it seems nothing has changed when it seems you are doing all the work when it seems you are the only one who wants it better and the only one doing something about it when he says he is testing you, but you are not the one that needs to be tested, he is what do you do when you feel he has no respect for you when he says he loves you but there is no feeling in it when he has told you that he tells you what he thinks you want to hear how do you find the truth in that Its a melancholy day Its a blue weekend Yeah, depression has bit my ass I just wanna cry

I Love You?
him: i love you. her: i love you too. him: no but i love you. her: yeah, i love you too. him: listen, I LOVE YOU. her [grinning from ear-to-ear]: i love you too. him: there's that smile i was looking for. If I ever argued with you, it`s because you don`t understand me. If I ever got mad at you, it`s because I don`t understand you. If I ever lied to you, it`s because you lied to me. If I ever kept something from you, it`s because I didn`t want to hurt you. If I were to leave you behind, it`s because you didn`t want to try. If I were to cry over you, it`s because I cared about you too much. If I were to stop calling you, it`s because you`re with another girl. If I ever looked you deeply in your eyes, it`s because you`ve changed. If I just smile after a fight, it`s because you really hurt me. If I ever run out of a room when you walk in, it`s because you didn`t apologize. If I ever just take your hand and lay close by, it`s because I`ve missed you. If I ever gave eve

You Might Be A True American If...
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only it isn't seen as HUMOR, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Y'all know who they are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe a

It's Not Just The Number's
Hey you, yeah your the one, you know who you are right! Look would you go to someone's house and not say anything at all? It is so rude to just go to someones pg, look and just leave. If you dont want to rate or add fine but you could at least say hello, be civil would you now. But the ones that get me are the one's that keep coming back because you have a different pic up, thinking your someone else I guess, who knows. Just look at the pic's and then you'll know. And look here, let me tell you something, and you really know who you are here now, just because you think your cute ( and you may be ), that is besides the point, not everyone is on here to play the hook up game, some of us are really just here to meet new people, you know, as in friends. Now to all of the wonderful people I have met on here, You are some awesome beautiful people and I am so glad I met you. To all of you who are trying to hollar and get your feelings hurt I am sorry, perverts nee

Lie
For my E! Lie He lied to you You lied to me I tell you the truth You don’t believe me His lie is to cause a riff Your lie is to prove his truth My truth tells it all You don’t believe me His lie Makes you yell Makes me cry You don’t believe me He’s your boy I was your girl Now your left With a fucked up world He told you a lie You believed it You are stupid And you should have known it I didn’t lie You know who I am Fuck what he said He ain’t your true friend You believed his lie You called me out I told the truth Now this bitch is out You’re all alone Your bitch is gone What do you have left? You didn’t believe me

Good Old Bob
Bob goes to see his supervisor in the front office. "Boss," he says, "we're doing some heavy house-cleaning at home tomorrow, and my wife needs me to help with the attic and the garage, moving and hauling stuff." "We're short-handed, Bob," the boss replies. "I can't give you the day off." "Thanks boss," says Bob, "I knew I could count on you!" Great idea, eh????? I know some of you will use it!!

I Hate The Stomach Flu
the night before i had a wonderful time celebrating my best buddys birthday....we took him to a good old Irish pub....had some yummy dark beer...and some good fish and chip....later on that night when I got home my stomach started turning and killing me...so pretty much all that night I was vomiting...didn't get much sleep....the next day my stomach was still hurting but thank goodness I was able to keep food down....I was trying to get some bread out of the refrigerator when a beer cans fell from the top of the refrigerator and landed on three of my toes nearly breaking them....so I had to suffer with that pain turning stomach lack of sleep....than my mother calls and says my son...is acting up....so I had to think of ways to punish him....took away his computer for thirty days and he's not going to any parties at any of his buddies houses for quite a while most likely till the end of the school year..... I hope today goes much better.....there's other crap that happened but I won'

Day 1
So here I am working at a hill, snowboarding my ass off everyday and what comes along. A movie, a movie about hot tubbing hotties. I wish. It is about dogs. Still fun stuff, so now i am just ripping around on a snowmobile for the next two weeks helping out. Don't worry all, I will still get my fix on the hill. ciao for now

Nope Sorry
these are pretty harsh words. why is it when someone gets hurt the first word that come out of our mouths is just like the rest of them. well i met someone special here awhile back and things did not go as planned. yes i let him down because i couldnt change for him. so then i lost him. i know inside i am not just like the rest of i am sorry i couldnot do it because i lost a good friend. so then next time i decide to go the next step with someone the walls will be back up and the trust is going to be hard to get but they will come dowm very slowly i know i will find love respect and trust me it my not be here but i will

I Had To Let You Know
I Had to Let You Know You can judge me by what I’m wearing I’ll be your girl The one you can have a pride In holding my hand Walking side by side Knowing I’m yours You can smile knowing that I smile for you I gaze into your eyes I see my life with you You have a plan For OUR WE and US That’s all I ever wanted Happily ever after It’s what I asked for Fairytale it’s not Life it is Happy is in us You and I The look forward To have you in my life Me in yours A smile to my face Knowing I’m yours The giggle is my girly The snicker is my happy The hug shows you who I am One girl Looking for love In you Finding my smile Seeing my heart beat For you OUR US WE Have is my Happy In you

Famous Sex Quotes
"You know, "that look" women get when they want sex? Me neither." --- Steve Martin "Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand." --- Woody Allen "Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night." --- Rodney Dangerfield "There are a number of mechanical devices which increase sexual arousal, particularly in women. Chief among these is the Mercedes-Benz 380SL." --- Lynn Lavner "Sex at age 90 is like trying to shoot pool with a rope." --- Camille Paglia "Sex is one of the nine reasons for reincarnation. The other eight are unimportant." --- George Burns "Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships." --- Sharon Stone "Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps." --- Tiger Woods "My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch." --- Jack Nicholson "Cl

My Fantasy Land
My Fantasy Land Sail away with me to my fantasy land, come go with me,To that place were there's no return; Let go of all your tears and fears,and together we'll light the match,For those bridges to burn; There isn't any pain or bitterness where we're going,I can promise you pure bliss; And as we enter into it's gates,we'll seal our bond in time,With a simple kiss; The roses are in bloom there,and the sun is always shinning oh so bright; The time stands still when you want it to,especially when i'm holding you during the night. Please don't deny my request, to guide you there as you close your eyes with me; Fantasy land with you by my side,is where I long to always be! Copyright ©2009 Erica Renee Chamlee

We Ride The Wind Together
WE RIDE THE WIND TOGETHER by William Thomas Kinsey We ride the wind together Our hearts have taken flight Love shows us both the way To soar into the night. Off into the distance There is only you and I Wrapped in the arms of love We sail across the sky. Enraptured by the music Of a soft romantic tune We fall in love a thousand times Beneath a brilliant moon. This could go on forever What had only been dreamed of You and I together In a rhapsody of love. The moon, the stars, the moment In a love that none could sever Wrapped in the arms of love We ride the wind, forever.

Hold Me Through The Night
It hurts so much to see you And know that you're not here. And know that you don't love me And know you ignore my tears. And it hurts not to hold you And not to have you in my world. And it hurts to know anything That proves I'm not your girl. I wish I didn't know now What you told me then. When you last helped me And said that was the end. I wish I could hold you And wipe away your tears. I wish you were still mine, I'd make your troubles dissapear. I wish you'd say you love me And hold me, oh, so tight And say you'd love me forever And hold me through the night

One Night Stands And Flings
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Changes
The heat rises to my face I stand at the edge, contemplating, Wondering how I got to this place. Revealing my fear only to myself. It seems like yesterday, it was good. Everything was going great. Then, I did something I didn't think I would. I stepped out of the box. I started changing things, The way I wear my hair, I stopped wearing my rings, I started going more places. My true feelings came out. I have opened my mind more, I am happier now, without a doubt. So why the fear? Maybe because I am standing so close, Maybe because I am not in that safe little box, Maybe the combination of both. I guess I will never know for sure. ~~Darla~~

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a woman... Wine her Dine her. Call her. Hold her. Surprise her. Compliment her. Smile at her. Listen to her. Laugh with her. Cry with her. Romance her. Encourage her. Believe in her. Pray with her. Pray for her. Cuddle with her. Shop with her. Give her jewelry. Buy her flowers. Hold her hand. Write love letters to her. Go to the ends of the earth and back again for her. How To Treat a Man: Show up naked. Bring chicken wings. Don't block the TV.

Small Wound
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Iraqi sand. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small pain in my chest." "I lo

Kid With Pet Contest
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Better Than Me Lyrics
I think you can do much better than me after all the lies that i made you believe. then guilt kicks in and i start to see the edge of the bed where your night gown used to be.(whoa...) I told myself i wont miss you but i remember What it feels like beside you Chorous I really miss your hair in my face and the way your inocence tastes and i think you should know this...you deserve much better than me while lookin through your old box of notes. i found those pictures i took that you were lookin for if theres one memmory i dont want to loose that time at the mall with you and me in the dressing room.(whoa...) I told myself i wont miss you but i remember what it feels like beside youChorous I really miss your hair in my face and the way your inocence tastes and i think you should know this ( you deserve much better than me) the pain in waiting is getting colder I wish we never said its over and i cant pretend. I wont think about you when im older because we

I'm With You...
"I'm With You" I'm Standing on a bridge I'm waitin in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now Theres nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but theres no sound Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you im looking for a place searching for a face is anybody here i know cause nothings going right and everythigns a mess and no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't somebody come take me home It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Wont you take me by the hand take me somewhere new I dont know who you are but I... I'm with you

Wind Down
Try and rewrite yourself, find some other definition. Something new. That's the point right? Life is recreation, redefinition and a bright new day. Unless you are kind of exhasted by it all. Like you've worked that tired old trick a million times. Can you run out of masks? Do you reach a point where you don't even care if you have? The machinery that ticks and buzzes and whirls behind my world is getting a tad tired and played out. My inventions are winding down, quiet devices dancing to a stop. Massive atomic furnaces, slowly losing thier fire. Some sort of new element maybe, some sort of spark. Out of nebulous sky. Refire, reawaken.

I Love You!!
The love of my life will be home from the Sand Box " IRAQ " here soon. I can't wait!!! Will know close to the end of this month on when he will be coming for for R&R " leave, for those of you who dont know " in April. I'm so excited. He is all I ever talk about. Which to some of you, is pretty annoying, but I don't care about that. He is my hero, and I talk of him when I want!! Which is every day...hehe.... :) Like I said. He is the love of my life, and he is fighting for our right's and freedom!!! Him and his boy.....

Have You Ever?
Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever , have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life You'd do anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you eve

I Love My Augie Doggie's
DOGAHOLICS ANONYMOUS Good Day. My name is ToyfulSweetartMavMOM and I AM a dogaholic I would like to welcome all of you to this month's meeting of "Dogaholics Anonymous. Some of you are here tonight because a friend or relative brought you here. You may be sitting here thinking that you are OK and that you really don't need any help. It is not easy to admit that you are a dogaholic and it is even harder to bring yourself to a DAA meeting for help. DAA is here to assist you. I have some questions to ask. If you can answer YES to more than three of the following, you have come to the right place. Can you say "Bitch" in public without blushing? Do you drive a station wagon, van or 4x4 when everyone else drives a real car? Do you have more than one car? One for you and one for the dogs? Do you spend your vacations and holidays going to shows, specialties and seminars when everyone else goes on a cruise? If you do go overseas, is it t

On Masterbation
I'm feeling chatty tonight, but nobody is online to talk to, so I'm writing my third blog tongiht. Masterbation is nice, but I normally find that it's too much work. From being around guys all my life, I've gathered that guys can just masterbate and ejaculate whenever they want with no real problem. For me I have to get in the mood. Spend time thinking about romantic and erotic things, before I start to get turned on. After I get turned on I can start touching myself to get harder, but that's all touching myself can do. I know guys can materbate in the shower, and have no problems, but I can't really do that. When I start to get close to ejaculation, my legs no longer work, and I can't stand anymore, and on top of that, my hands stop to function properly, and I can't finish myself off. In the end the only way I can do it is by laying in my bed, on my stomach, and move my waist, while thinking of romantic and erotic thoughts of girls I like. Afterword I feel guilty thin

Stash Picture Display Problems !
Happy Saturday all My friend and i have noticed that the pictures in our stash are no longer displaying, instead there is a link to click then the pic opens up in a new window. Does anyone know if this is to do with a photobucket.com problem or a problem with this site? Is it a temporary hiccup or a permenant thing? Any info would be appreciated, Lin aka celticrose xx

First I Freak Out And Then
I find resolution. I can pay off 130 but i still have to borrow another 30 bones so i can make everythign cool which means i will need an extra 10 to pad my account in case of another hit. In all cases i will stil owe 160$ next month which still sucks ass but for now this one bill can be paid and my power won't get cut off. i will be glad when next month gets here and most fo this crap is cut off and i will just have minimum things to pay so i can have some breathing room. Starting with HBO and Showtime and probably even satelite as i only really need netflix and the net.

A Night At The Tables
I guess poker stories aren't of much interest to anyone but another poker player, which is sad because every day at the tables is a story. Sometimes a fairy tale, sometimes a tragedy, each session is evaluated not only by the amount of winnings or losses, but also by time invested, missed opportunities and errors. **Poker: the art of civilized bushwhacking. The tight player folds after two cards are dealt unless they're strong. The loose player stays in the game until he has no possibility of winning. The tight player's bet makes the others take another look at their cards and he can sometimes bluff his way to a pot based on his reputation at the table. **There are few things that are so unpardonably neglected in our country as poker. It is enough to make one ashamed of the species. In most home games I've played, raising after a check is not permitted, but in a casino, the check raise is a bold move, advancing the pot or bringing the game to an end as the remainin

Hello Midnight (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
Under the covers lost, two souls seeking to devour one another Hello midnight Softly in my thoughts, invading my dreams Hello midnight Wrapped around my heart and touching my soul Hello midnight Safe in my arms, close to me and warm Breathless and spent like little animals, a tangle of limbs with no beginning or end

There's A Battle Inside
There’s a battle inside My mind tells me one thing I should go run and hide My heart tells me another TELL HIM He should know My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind tells me Don’t put all your eggs in one basket There may not be a bottom My heart tells me another You’ll love him forever Just breath My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind tells me one thing Keep a distance just in case My heart tells me another Stay close to him Because he is like no other My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind says one thing My heart says another My lips tell the story Don’t fight the lips That tell the heart That tell the mind It’s all right It’s the right time

"carpe Diem Baby" Metallica
Carpe Diem Baby Hit dirt Shake tree Split sky Part sea Strip smile Lose cool Bleed the day And break the rule Live win Dare fail Eat the dirt And bite the nail Then make me miss you... Then make me miss you... So wash your face away with dirt It don't feel good until it hurts So take this world and shake it Come squeeze and suck the day Come carpe diem, baby Draw Lead Piss wine Sink teeth All mine Stoke fire Break neck Suffer through this Cheat on death Hug the curve Lose the time Tear the map And shoot the sign Then make me miss you... Then make me miss you... So wash your face away with dirt It don't feel good until it hurts So take this world and shake it Come squeeze and suck the day Come carpe diem, baby Yeah, Suck it! [Solo] Live win Dare fail Eat dirt Bite the nail Strip smile Lose cool Bleed the day And break the rule Hug the curve Lose the time Tear the map And shoot the sign Then make me miss y

What Flavor Martini Are You?
You Are A Blueberry Martini You are a eclectic drink - liking to change drinks and venues often. You are usually the first of your friends to find a cool new dive bar or cocktail. You should never: Drink mystery drinks strangers hand you. Unless you want to wind up in foreign country. Your ideal party: Is mobile, hopping from party to party. Your drinking soulmates: Those with an Orange Martini personality. Your drinking rivals: Those with a Chocolate Martini personality.What Flavor Martini Are You?

Error Messages
I think everyone on here gets the sorry you're rating too fast --- it will be ignored; sorry you're commenting too fast--the last one will be ignored; and my least favorite You session has expired. Compared to other problems in life...these are small and not worth stressing over or even wasting the energy to complain about. I mean s*** happens, its technology--nothing is perfect. Honestly its nothing to get irritated about. I'm sure that eventually they will get the bugs worked out. For now, its just a lil pain in the neck. Just overlook it and enjoy the site.

How Sad That We Forget.......
JAMIE BULGER FEB 1993Remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr old boy was taken from Liverpool , United Kingdom , by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mother. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to view his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady

Pondering Life
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptise cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

Depression
You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 17% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 8% Antisocial Personality Disorder 0% Eating Disorders 0% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

Passion's Flame
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

My Heaven
I look deep in your eyes. I see there what I feel inside. We share something between us, Neither one of us can hide. I feel your lips touch mine, I loose all my control, All it took was a look and a kiss, To know you were part of my soul. I see your hands on my skin, I want and need you to do more, The passionate look you give me, Tells me heaven is in store. I feel your need against my thigh, I know you will fulfill every wish,. We were made to fit together, And all it took was a look and a kiss. I look deep in your eyes, And I see heaven there inside, You make me feel so beautiful, What I feel for you I cannot hide.

Marius
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you? Marius 92% Armand 83% Lestat 83% Dracula 83% Spike 75% Blade 58% Louis 58% Akasha 50% Angel 42% Deacon Frost 42% Whose your Vampire personality? (images) created with QuizFarm.com

When Hallmark Writers Have A Bad Day
My tire was thumping. I thought it was flat. When I looked at the tire, I noticed your cat. Sorry! Heard your wife left you; How upset you must be. But don't fret about it... She moved in with me. Looking back over the years That we've been together, I can't help but wonder... What was I thinking??!! Congratulations on your wedding day! (Too bad no one likes your spouse.) How could two people as beautiful as you... Have such an ugly baby??? I've always wanted to have someone to hold, someone to love. After having met you, I've changed my mind. I must admit, you brought religion into my life... I never believed in Hell till I met you. As the days go by, I think of how lucky I am... that you're not here to ruin it for me. Congratulations on your promotion! Before you go... Would you like to take this knife out of my back? You'll probably need it again, at your next job. Someday I hope to get married... But not to you. Happy Birthday! You

Wishin My Son Was Here
This here blog is all about my son...Taylor...that boy is my right hand man and hes the coolest actin cat i know...i laugh a lil to myself when i see him being himself when he doesnt know im watching....cause the boy reminds me of myself when i was his age...i just didnt have the temper that hes got...u can believe that came from his mom...im proud of the person my son is and who he is becoming...hes going to be a good man...once he works out whatever anger he has hiding inside....i wonder sometimes if its directed at me for leaving like i did just when we got to know each other during that time i was out of work...before that all we did was live in the same house...i will never stop saying how i believe walking out made me actually become more then just a father...it made me see what it meant to be a daddy...my most favorite pet name in the world...any body can be a father but its your kids that let you know when you are a daddy....and my kids love make me feel as if im the best dad i

Letting Down The Walls Creating Intrigue.
A little bit of intrigue is sometimes established by our own walls. Letting down those walls at times enable others to see just a little bit more of ourselves. I suppose a litle intrigue is good. The question becomes just how much of a wall to keep remaining up to be on guard from potential hurt????

Postcards From Around The World Stash !
Happy Tuesday all I hope your week has got off to a good start. I have added some picturepostcards from around the world to my stash in the dunno section. Stop by and take a look and please show some luv. Thanks heaps Lin xx

I Am In Emmen, The North Part Of Holland
I am in Emmen, in the north part of Holland and getting to know the people and the friends of my aunt and uncle. People are really nice and friendly here, I am still planning on seeing Belgium and Luxemburg next weekend and then I am off to Berlin, Germany. Being part German, I think Berlin is a MUST for me. Then, depending on time and money,because right now the dollar is not really great against the Euro and I am happy to have family help me out but that can only go so far.Well I hope you all are doing well and for those who wrote back or looked at my last post, thank you, it great to see and hear from you all. I wish my friends I know from here that live in Europe who take time to answer or help me. Well you all take care and I hope you have a great day.

Problems Continued
Today woke up and called my sister and laid down whats up on how if she wants to be family then she has to be family and im not somone jus to use well she got all pissy and slamed the phone in my ear at that point i was like ahh fuck it she calls back doing the cryin bit of how i always hurt her and how i wasnt there wah wah wah, and theres been also some new chapters in my life being written from last night but for now they wont be spoken but it will lead me down a road of greater responsibilty then ive had ever befor it scares me but makes me feel honored im going to be needed to the level i will be needed for anyone scratching your heads going wtf is he babbling about i will tell yous when the time is right

Magic Beer
A lady walks into a bar and sees a really cute guy sitting at the counter. She goes over and asks him what he is drinking. "Magic Beer", he says. She thinks he's a little crazy, so she walks around the bar, but after that there is no one else worth talking to,goes back to the man sitting at the bar and says, "That isn't really Magic Beer, is it?" "Yes, I'll show you." He takes a drink of the beer, jumps out the window, flies around the building 3 times and comes back in the window. The lady can't believe it: "I bet you can't do that again." He takes another drink of beer, jumps out the window, flies around the building three times, and comes back in the window. She is so amazed that she says she wants a Magic Beer, so the guy says to the bartender, "Give her one of what I'm having." She gets her drink, takes a gulp of the beer, jumps out the window, plummets 30 stories, breaks every bone in her body, and dies. The bartender looks up at the guy and says, "You know, Superma

Attn: Angel Family Members Plz Read.....
~~ Okay Angel Family Members ~~ I'm Having a family meeting in the family hangout on friday 3/16 at 1:pm central time. It is very important everyone comes! again Family Meeting in the family hangout! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5731 Thanks Maria

If You Could Be A Kid Again...
Good Morning. This idea came to me last night while watching TV and a commercial came on that struck a cord with me. This woman mentioned it while she looked at her kids and said “Oh to be young again” You know plenty of chain letter type things are sent out daily. Most ask anything from 5 to 50 questions of you on how you would answer each question and to copy and paste in a new letter. Basically to get to know your friends a little more then perhaps you already do. I think most are titled that way or in similar ways. Some I have seen are meek and mild and others may be a bit more saucy. Ok, here is my assignment world. This is your chance to get on the first rung of a chain letter. I am calling it a chain letter because this will no doubt be thrust around the world various times and may even resurface weeks, months, years if not sooner. I will do the task of putting it together. Now you may choose not to be part of it or you may choose to be part of it, makes no difference and its

Credits Grrrl?
I was asked this morning by someone on myspace if I was the credits girl at the end of pants off dance off..I know most of you prob arent aware of that show, but its on the fuse channel. Since season 1, they've used me dancing at the end of every episode when the credits are rolling, thus naming me the credits girl, LOL I just can't believe that another person has pointed me out, LOL You can't even see my face, just my frame. that was just too funny

Darkside Contest Opens On 3/16
~~ Darkside Contest ~~ Contest to see who is the best from the darkside of life. If u want to enter send me your pic to my inbox! contest will start 3/16 thur 3/23 1st Darkside person is...... with 0 comments 2 prizes for the first 3 winners! You can comment bomb your own pic! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Wow
you know what is funny all these girls on here they say they want you but whenit comes down to it then they will back out of it and then you are like what the fuck is going on thought everything was good but i gusse nto but there is some one on here who i dont think will be like that i hope not an dif so dont waste my time and talkto me love yalls and ttyl

You Take The Good With The Bad
Well I just want to say that yes I have had a few problems with some childish bullshit on here. And at times it is rather irritating but I have met some wonderfull people here. The support I have recieved is overwhelming at times. Life is a bitch sometimes to be blunt about it. But it's makes easier to carry on when you know that so many people care for you. Or other people who have battled the same battles. So I guess what I'm rambling on about is that I want to say thank you for the kind words of encouragement I have recieved from my friends on here.

Invest In Apple Computer Asap
Apple Computer reported today that it has developed computer chips that can store and play music inside women's breasts. The i-Boob is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them !!

The Secret To Attracting And Keeping
The main PROBLEM here, and the thing that stood in your way, is that men aren't easy to understand. And when you find a good man, he doesn't come with an "instruction manual". Just because your girlfriends told you it wasn't your fault, or that he was just "a jerk", doesn't mean that they understood the problem (or that they understand men at all, for that matter). Most women don't "get" men. Your friends who try to comfort and encourage you have good intentions. They're just trying to make you feel better. But they're also accidentally making the situation WORSE. They're trying to blame the situation on HIM, instead of trying to help YOU understand how to KEEP a great guy around. This situation is MOST dangerous when you meet a really GREAT GUY, but you don't know how to catch him or keep him. Let's face it, great guys are hard to find... and when you do find one, you can't afford to lose him because you made a dumb mistake. You can't aff

Empath
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100%You have the Gift of Discernment81%You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of a Seer50%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision44%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet38%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Is This Really Over
Another dark stormy night I sit here and wonder, where are you tonight Are you there with the one you think you love Or are you dreaming of the one you hold above The love we share has lingered this long Why would you deny such a feeling you hold Is it right to be wrong, to love someone so strong Is it wrong to be right, when you feel love for two tonight The rain keeps falling, the thunder is distant My dreams will be of you and this feeling of closure For I need to know, is this really over

Dutch People
Ok lets see if Cherry Tap will be a good boy unlike freaking Myspace. As for the Dutch, very interesting people and well being in the "outback" of the Netherlands, they dont see many Americans much less soe dude from Texas, or of that fact not many people from the British Commonwealth countries but I have to say their English is great and when I try to learn Dutch or I speak German or Spanish to them being I have met many who speak German and Spanish well, they want soo much to learn English and say "speak English, I need to practice. I like the Dutch, great hearts and they are not so complex like most of us in America. They are very beautiful and very diverse people. Speaking of, they have many other cultures here just like Great Britain, Canada and the USA. Think of it, the Dutch were around the world just like the other European powers. Dutch are good at being great to other guest and do their best to make me feel welcomed but yeah I do meet those who have never seen an American so

Its A Birthday Today!! Mortar_11c Is 33!!
HEY EVERYONE TODAY IS MORTAR_11C'S BIRTHDAY!! HE TURNS 33 TODAY SO IF U HAVE HIM ON YOUR PAGE STOP BY AND WISH HIM A GREAT ONE! IF U DONT I HAVE PROVIDED A LINK FOR YALL TO GO TO HIS PAGE AND THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERYTHING !! LOVE YALL XOXOXO mortar_11c@ CherryTAP

Shadowed Hate
Shadowed Hate Crying tears of pain Burning my soul with acid Escaping reality with blades Bleeding for your touch Lost admist the chaos within Fighting for my sanity Losing all hopes of you Fingers outstretched for your touch Blood stained arms holding back Tears dried on my cheek Closing eyes of hate Shadowed hate dwells here.

The 10 Things In Life You Control
There are just a few aspectrs of life that we can truly control, and it's useful to know just what those areas are. If you don't know, you'll spend a lot of time blaming others for your own failings. Try and exert too much control in areas you shouldn't and the universe will create interesting ways to remind you of your place. So be prepared and learn the 10 things in life that you DO control: 1. What you do: Your actions are yours alone. You choose to make them or not make them and you are responsible for the effects of those actions. 2. What you say: Likewise, the words you speak (or write) are also consciously chosen. Like actions, they have an impact on your life and the lives of those you contact. 3. What you think: Yes, there are some subconscious thoughts that you can't control. But the things that you really think about, your beliefs,your ideals, etc. are concepts you have chosen to accept and believe in. Each day I will post a new blog that finishes up

For Terry Those Special Footprints
THERE'S FOOTPRINTS LEFT UPON MY HEART FROM PEOPLE I HAVE MET.. THE ONE'S WHO'VE TOUCHED ME IN A WAY THAT I WILL NOT FORGET A GENTLE WORD, A KINDNESS SHOWN SOME LAUGHTER WE HAVE SHARED.... SPECIAL PLACES WE HAVE BEEN; THESE FOOTPRINTS TAKE ME THERE. SO WHEN I'M FEELING LOST AND BLUE AS SOMETIME I MIGHT BE... THEN I'LL REACH SOFTLY TOWARD MY HEART, WHERE FOOT PRINTS COMFORT ME.

Not The Longest Survey I Have Filled Out...
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends.... Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. shoe size: 10.5-11.5 Height: 6' What are you wearing right now? Dr. Pepper shirt, Black cargo pants Can you make a dollar in change right now? I have like 10 in coinage Best place to go for a date? some place special and out of the ordinary -------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Cargo and/or kahki Number: 37... Favorite Drink: too many Month: july Juice: CRANBERRY cartoon: Transformers -------------------------------------------------- Have You Ever... Given anyone a bath: yup Bungee Jumped? nadda Gone skinny dipping? negative Loved someone so much it made you cry? yus... Played truth or dare? yuppers Came close to dying? all the

Im Giving Gifts If You Help Out Please
OK I NEED YOUR HELP AND SO DOES THIS MARINE. WE NEED TO GET HIM IN THE LEAD AND KEEP HIM THERE BY THE END OF MARCH. SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW ONE OF YOUR AMERICAN TROOPS SOME SUPPORT. IM GIVING GIFTS TO ALL THAT BUT DOWN AT LEAST 150 COMMENTS. SO PLEASE CLICK THE LINK AND START COMMENT BOMBING AWAY.

First Written Poem In About 4 Years
The things that I do The things that I say Contradict themself In every possible way I know what I feel I feel what I know Why in the hell Is it so damn hard to show Years ago I was fine Felt like a good man But yet I've deviated Somehow from my plan I can't explain how I hurt those I shouldn't Only know that once I had vowed that I wouldn't Yet here I am Confused by life Wondering how the hell I could cause so much strife But now I know Everything I've done wrong Just hope I can save it Before everything I love is gone

Cabaret
What good is sitting alone in your room? Come hear the music play. Life is a Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret. Put down the knitting, The book and the broom. Time for a holiday. Life is Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret. Come taste the wine, Come hear the band. Come blow your horn, Start celebrating; Right this way, Your table's waiting No use permitting soem prophet of doom To wipe every smile away. Come hear the music play. Life is a Cabaret, old chum, Come to the Cabaret! I used to have a girlfriend known as Elsie With whom I shared Four sordid rooms in Chelsea She wasn't what you'd call A blushing flower... As a matter of fact She rented by the hour. The day she died the neighbors came to snicker: "Well, thats what comes from to much pills and liquor." But when I saw her laid out like a Queen She was the happiest...corpse... I'd ever seen. I think of Elsie to this very day. I'd remember how'd she turn to me and say: "

All My Friends
OK ALL JUST TO LET YA KNOW IM TRYIN TO GET TO THE NEXT LEVEL CHERRY AND HIGHER U KVE BEEN RATED BY ME AND ADDED ASA AA FRIEND HELP ME OUT HERE SEND U FRIENDS OVEWR TO RATE OR COMMENT ON MY PICTURES ALSO C OME JOIN ME IN THE NEW (TEMPRTYS HOUSE OF PAIN AND PLEASURE) ROOM WHERE I AM HEAD SECURITY/KILLER OR IN (SYNDICATE STLYE) ROOM WHERE IM HEAD ASSAIN GUYS COME OVER TO THE ROOMS NO BULL SHIT WILL BE TOLERATED BRINH SMOKE POT SWEAR WHATEVER DRAMA AT THE DOOR STAYS OUT THESE 2 ROOMS ARE OWNED AND OPERATED BY MY BEST FRIENDS IN THE WORKD AND THEY ARE A COUPLE SO LETS GET IT ON IN THERE

Hair Of The Dog? Eye Of Newt? Is There A Hangover Cure?
Do you like to tie one on why tying up your packages? For many of us, the holiday season is a time of pure indulgence. Sometimes those indulgences include alcohol. A hangover (do I really need to describe the symptoms?) is caused primarily by dehydration. Alcohol is a diuretic (which explains all of those trips to the bathroom!). The metabolism of alcohol diverts the liver from its job of making sugar that your body needs for energy, and this can lead to low blood sugar levels. This metabolism also results in a toxic byproduct called acetaldehyde which may also contribute to hangover symptoms. Lastly, as the body works to metabolize the alcohol, it uses up your supply of Vitamin B12, and this may also contribute to the way you are feeling. Unfortunately, there has not been a tremendous amount of research on hangover therapy, and since I don't see the potential for a Nobel Prize in this field of study, it's unlikely we ever will. However, knowing what we do about how alcohol

Random Thought
A little girl on Daddy's lap Hidin' her disease with a baseball cap you can turn the channel Most people do But what if you were sittin' in her Daddy's shoes What if she's an angel sent here from Heaven And she's makin' certain that you're doin' your best To take the time to help one another Brother, are you gonna pass that test You can go on with your day to day Tryin' to forget what you saw in her face Knowin' deep down you could have been her savin' grace What if she's an angel....

Under The Wings Of Death
It dawned under the wings of death She laid in his arms Where she didn’t belong For she was another’s Lost on her way back She found the arms of another Forever to be her regret For once what she wanted At that time was a lie Her regrets ran thick Her tears flowed steady Her heart had a pain Like none she had felt before He looked into her eyes Saw her pain Nothing for him to do He took the moment as his She shed herself The one she knew herself to be She got lost in the moment Awoke in a mess Questioned what she should do In her mind she found no resolve Her heart beat with a slowness Her breath was gone She had taken her life and turned it To her death in one night Her life was to be changed Her love to be lost Her questions to be left unanswered Her fight to be within her A life lesson She learned in one moment Forever to be changed Her tears meant nothing Her wails were silent She wasn’t who she was The moment before She walks alone Under th

Ronald Regan
You don't realize how much you miss him, until you read and remember some of the things he said and stood for: "Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant: It's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime none came about because the U.S. was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandment's would have looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress."- Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan "Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no sense of responsibility at the other." - Ronald Reagan

What The Feck Is Going On Here?
So I get an invite to join this site and, as you do, I went and registered. 1. I have no idea how you navigate around the site, it seems to be a random affair. 2. I have no idea how to earn points but seem to be doing it by accident. 3. Adding friends does not seem to require any knowledge of or conversation with your new friend. 4. And as it's an American site there is no way to search for users that I have found other than by US Postal Zip Code. Conclusion, I shall randomly bimble around working out how to drive the site and probably get bored and delete myself.

Getting A Sex Toy
Ok so you’re considering getting a sex toy. Perhaps you want to spice up your relationship or want to have a little fun yourself. It’s ok to be curious about it. Many people use sex toys to enhance their relationship and sex life. Below you will find information on the most popular sex toys, what they do, where they go and why women love them! Let’s get started! Bullets and Eggs: Sadie's latest! The first book that shows you the intimate secrets on how to drive your lover wild with today's remarkably satisfying sex toys. Come discover all the shapes, sizes and sensations that'll excite you both-along with fun, safe ways to enjoy scrape-you-off-the-ceiling orgasms like you've never experienced before. Tastefully illustrated and temptingly readable, Toygasms! No-blush secrets to introduce your lover to hot toy-play. Stimulating ways to make every sex toy better. Over 40 toy-test techniques for mind-blowing orgasms. How to hide your personal sex toys from prying eyes. -Plus s

What's Your Dosha?
Your Dosha is Pitta You have a quick mind, a gift for persuasion, and a sharp sense of humor. You have both the drive and people skills to be a very successful leader. Argumentative and a bit stubborn, you have been known to be a little too set in your ways. But while you may be biased toward your own point of view, you are always honest, fair, and ethical. With friends: You are outgoing and open to anyone who might want to talk to you In love: You are picky but passionate To achieve more balance: Be less judgmental of those around you, and take cool walks in the moonlight.What's Your Dosha?

What Have You Done To Spice Up Your Sex Life In The Last Year?
just answer the questions in comments to this blog please..its yes or no 1 sensual massage 2 bathed together 3 used lingerie 4 new sexual position 5 watched porn 6 used a vibrator 7 talked about or acted out sexual fantasies 8 anal sex 9 sex in public 10 integrated food into sex

You Gave In Today
Rememberence of my father We did not talk much Growing up When I turn thirty-one We had a beer together We talk for the Longest time I did not get to know you better That night you told me You was ready to go home. Today tears fall You left me I haven see you in awhile I did not get to say Bye to you But I, know you are smiling Now your journey on earth is done You left love ones here On earth To be with your love one that Left you so long ago Someday we will all be Together A soldier that would Not stay down A man that was so Sturben Never given in You gave in Today. January 11 2006

My Love For You Has Not Died
TO MY MOM Your in my thought everyday I sit and watch young ones disown You and my dad made me who I am A losing heart Carring soul. That carry me through Not turn my back For I know you taugh what I know My love for you has not died For each battle I faught You gave me the skills And the strength So many time I was wrong In choices I make Want your approver Your smile, Your love is all I every want My love for you has not died No matter how much You hate me. My love for you will never died Because that what you showed me. December 2006

Fire Fighters Contest
ARE YOU A FIRE FIGHTER??? ARE YOU GOOD LOOKING??? ARE YOU INTERESTED IN THIS??? I'M HOSTING THE HOTTEST FIRE FIGHTER ON CT CONTEST AND IT WILL LAST FOR 4 DAYS ONLY. at least 10 CONTESTANTS NEEDED. Serious applicants only....and this I mean Serious applicants,meaning you must have people to vote for you and you'll be responsible for advertising your self or your self. This will be for both the people who like just rates and who like comment bombing as well!! For every rate you get it will equal 3 comments so that the people who do not have comment bombers can have a better chance to win. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ No down rating please. 2~ Self commenting is allowed 3~ comment bombing is allowed 4~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 5~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT. All you need to do is send me the link to your pic in a private message and I will enter it for you!! WildCat~ Founder Of (T.M.A.F)R8-FAN-ADD.@ CherryTAP

So, Spent The Weekend Working Hard.
Sweetie, two of the three teens and I loaded up the cars and headed to our cabin for the weekend. Sweetie had to leave early, but we got the woodstove and doors down there, so next time down we can get started on installing them. Then down to our lakeside lot to clear it so the kiddies can be out there during the 4th of July celebration and away from the drunken adults. We burnt two bonfires on that spot, and began prep on the other bit of land on the other side of the creek/ditch so we can burn it next time. We also shifted/sorted a big stack of reusable wood that, mostly, isn't usable anymore. Bill didn't put it up on a non-biodegradable riser, nor did he cover it and the bottom of the stack turned into mulch already, while the rest was well over 2/3 trash. We got most of that burnt, too, though one stack was so wet we couldn't light it with gasoline! So, I'm a bit sore from all the lifting, shifting, tossing, raking, carting and carrying we did. Feels good to have gotten

The Lambkin And The Little Fish
There were once a little brother and a little sister, who loved each other with all their hearts. Their own mother, however, was dead, and they had a step-mother who was not kind to them, and secretly did everything she could to hurt them. It so happened that the two were playing with other children in a meadow before the house, and there was a pond in the meadow which came up to one side of the house. The children ran about it, and caught each other, and played at counting out. Eneke beneke, let me live, and I to you my bird will give. The little bird, it straw shall seek, the straw I'll give to the cow to eat. The pretty cow shall give me milk, the milk I'll to the baker take. The baker he shall bake a cake, the cake I'll give unto the cat. The cat shall catch some mice for that, the mice I'll hang up in the smoke, and then you'll see the snow. They stood in a circle while they played this, and the one to whom the word snow fell, had to run away and all the others ran after him and c

The Old Man Made Young Again
At the time when our Lord still walked this earth, he and St. Peter stopped one evening at a smith's and received free quarters. Then it came to pass that a poor beggar, hard pressed by age and infirmity, came to this house and begged alms of the smith. St. Peter had compassion on him and said, Lord and master, if it please you, cure his torments that he may be able to win his own bread. The Lord said kindly, smith, lend me your forge, and put on some coals for me, and then I will make this ailing old man young again. The smith was quite willing, and St. Peter blew the bellows, and when the coal fire sparkled up large and high our Lord took the little old man, pushed him in the forge in the midst of the red-hot fire, so that he glowed like a rose-bush, and praised God with a loud voice. After that the Lord went to the quenching tub, put the glowing little man into it so that the water closed over him, and after he had carefully cooled him, gave him his blessing, when behold the little

The Griffin
There was once upon a time a king, but where he reigned and what he was called, I do not know. He had no son, but an only daughter who had always been ill, and no doctor had been able to cure her. Then it was foretold to the king that his daughter would find her health by eating an apple. So he ordered it to be proclaimed throughout the whole of his kingdom, that whosoever brought his daughter an apple with which she could find her health, should have her to wife, and be king. This became known to a peasant who had three sons, and he said to the eldest, go out into the garden and take a basketful of those beautiful apples with the red cheeks and carry them to the court, perhaps the king's daughter will be able to find her health with them, and then you will marry her and be king. The lad did so, and set out. When he had gone a short way he met a hoary little man who asked him what he had there in the basket, to which replied Uele for so was he named, frogs, legs. At this the little

St. Joseph In The Forest
There was once on a time a mother who had three daughters, the eldest of whom was rude and wicked, the second much better, although she had her faults, but the youngest was a pious, good child. The mother, however, was so strange, that it was just the eldest daughter whom she most loved, and she could not bear the youngest. On this account, she often sent the poor girl out into the great forest in order to get rid of her, for she thought she would lose herself and never come back again. But the guardian-angel which every good child has, did not forsake her, but always brought her into the right path again. Once, however, the guardian-angel behaved as if he were not there, and the child could not find her way out of the forest again. She walked on constantly until evening came, and then she saw a tiny light burning in the distance, ran up to it at once, and came to a little hut. She knocked, the door opened, and she came to a second door, where she knocked again. An old man, who had a s

The Fox And The Geese
The fox once came to a meadow in which sat a flock of fine fat geese, on which he smiled and said, I come in the nick of time, you are sitting together quite beautifully, so that I can eat you up one after the other. The geese cackled with terror, sprang up, and began to wail and beg piteously for their lives. But the fox would listen to nothing, and said, there is no mercy to be had. You must die. At length one of them took heart and said, if we poor geese are to yield up our lives, show us the only possible favor and allow us one more prayer, that we may not die in our sins, and then we will place ourselves in a row, so that you can always pick yourself out the fattest. Yes, said the fox, that is reasonable, and a pious request. Pray away, I will wait till you are done. Then the first began a good long prayer, for ever saying, ga, ga, and as she would make no end, the second did not wait until her turn came, but began also, ga, ga. The third and fourth followed her, and soon they wer

The Three Army-surgeons
Three army surgeons who thought they knew their art perfectly were traveling about the world, and they came to an inn where they wanted to pass the night. The host asked whence they came, and whither they were going. We are roaming about the world and practising our art. Show me just once what you can do, said the host. Then the first said he would cut off his hand, and put it on again early next morning. The second said he would tear out his heart, and replace it next morning. The third said he would gouge out his eyes and heal them again next morning. If you can do that, said the innkeeper, you have learnt everything. They, however, had a salve, with which they rubbed themselves, which joined parts together, and they constantly carried with them the little bottle in which it was. Then they cut the hand, heart and eyes from their bodies as they had said they would, and laid them all together on a plate, and gave it to the innkeeper. The innkeeper gave it to a servant-girl who was to s

Not So Funny Jokes :(
This is the message that the Pacific Palisades High School ( California ) staff voted unanimously to record on their school telephone answering machine This is the actual answering machine message for the school. This came about because they implemented a policy requiring students and parents to be responsible for their children's absences and missing homework. The school and teachers are being sued by parents who want their children's failing grades changed to passing grades - even though those children were absent 15-30 times during the semester and did not complete enough schoolwork to pass their classes. The outgoing message: "Hello! You have reached the automated answering service of your school. In order to assist you in connecting to the right staff member, please listen to all the options before making a selection: * To lie about why your child is absent - Press 1 * To make excuses for why your child did not do his work- Press 2 * To complain about what we do -

What Did I Learn From You?
I learned people are not as they seem to be I learned people do not pratice what they preach I learned people do not mean what they say I learned people do not take responsibity for their own actions I learned people will turn the blame on you I learned people will use you to build their self up I learned people will use your love and trust until their is no more I learned people will emotionly drained and discard you So you ask what did I learn from loving you; EVERYTHING ! mary

Social Security Benefits (repost)
Mom was a homemaker and Dad worked all his life and paid into SS. Dad has passed away and now Mom can barely make ends meet. Mom doesn't have out of state calling on her phone, because she can't afford it and shops at the thrift shops and dollar stores.? She considers having a pizza delivered once a week "eating out". She grew up during the depression, watched her husband go overseas to fight in WW II a year after their marriage, and then they went on to raise, feed and clothe 5 children, struggling to pay tuition for parochial schools. The Senate voted this week to allow "illegal" aliens access to Social Security benefits. I'm sorry, but how can the Senate justify this slap in the face to born and bred, or naturalized citizens. It is already impossible to live on Social Security alone. If they give benefits to "illegal" aliens who have never contributed, where does that leave us that have paid into Social Security all our working lives? Attached is an opportunity to s

No Good
you think i wanna think about you...you think i wanna have anxiety and love you..you dont like my piercings or my tattoos, i can give a shit about you...u wanna make my life a living hell and stalk me too...all i can do is picture you with this woman and see you doing what we used to do...i wanna clear my mind and BE FREE FROM YOU!!!is there someone better or just you?today is a pretty day but all i have did is think of you, my head hurts cause of you...you have my cats and wont give them back, fuck did u know they mean more to me than you!!!i wanna be free, i wanna go, i wanna be loved by someone new...my life was going down but i will pick it up and become someone new..dont you ever come crawling back to me saying you love me cause im finished, finished with you..yes you have a part in my heart but soon i will 4 get you...

Here We Go!
Ok I have so many wonderful friends, family, and fans that I cant keep the comments on everyones pages up. So heres what Im gonna do everyday im gonna take 10 of yall and write your names down and send u some comments and catch up on your pages of anything new that I might have missed. And then the next day 10 more and so on and so forth. I dont want any of you to think that I have forgotten about ya cause I havent! Just so many of you and Im VERY VERY HAPPY to have each and everyone of you! So keep an eye out for me I maybe stopping by your page soon. Love, hugges and Kisses! Me

Poetry
Once long ago in a forested place A little girl with an angelic face Lay in the grass & looked at the sky And dreamed of a love that would not pass her by. She thought the meadow was magickal earth That all of her dreams would rise & give birth So she talked to the maple & pines all around And buried her heart in this hallowed ground. She left this place when she was 11 To her it was her own private Heaven A place of peace & magickal dreams Where she could fly & touch the moon's beams. She finally grew up as girls always do But has never forgotten that color of blue The sky was clear there with big fluffy clouds Where God had listened to her thoughts out loud. So many years have passed since that time Oh how she loved the smell of the pines But no one had found her heart that she placed In the earth on that hill with her innocent grace. One day when she had about given up A man came along and dug her heart up He'd found the sacred spot on the knoll He

Womens Ass Size Study
There is a new study just released by the American Psychiatric Association about women and how they feel about their asses. The results are pretty interesting: 1. 5% of women surveyed feel their ass is too big. 2. 10% of women surveyed feel their ass is too small. 3. The remaining 85% say they don't care; they love him, he's a good man, and they would have married him anyway.

Key For Voice Recorder
Your Easy Dial Numbers Snapvine can give you Easy Dial numbers for friends you call often. Dialing this number will take you directly to your friend's voice player so there's no need to remember a shortcode. Store these numbers in your mobile phone for quick access on-the-go. Remember, these numbers only work when you dial from your validated phone. You Are a Look At Me Blogger! Cute pics, blog drama, whatever it takes to get traffic. You're notorious ... either loved or hated by all! JUST MY BLOG CAN BE BEST! href="http://cherrytap.com/bulletin_co

.feelings.(poem)
Painful memories of times gone by Filling the heart with their sorrow. The beautiful eyes that are starting to cry In fear of another lonely tomorrow With the miserable pain of walks in the rain And like a runaway train, all its strive is in vain. Tender feelings of a gentle heart Submerged in the embrace of a loving soul. Flowers in the attic, an integrated part Of the peaces of the puzzle that are making whole The two that are one, once the puzzle is done, The two that have gone for a walk in the sun. United again are the hearts in their quest For a life of love in the wonderland Where every day is the most beautiful guest To be able to walk forwards hand in hand, Loving words are told as they finally behold The love as pure as gold in a tale never fully told.

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
THE ONLY FLAG THAT DOESN'T FLY Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The 2002 Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers. You can drive by this flag on V Street south of Ocean Ave. in Lompoc, CA! Aerial photo courtesy of Bill Morson Soldiers' Prayer For our soldiers.... Please don't break it When you receive this, please stop for a moment and Say a prayer for our s

.date.
*does the 'i gotta sitter dance* so yeah. its friday. which normally just means another weekend with monsters runnin around crappin up the house n stuff...which is perfectly fine... i havent gone out in...uhm...shit well i cant remember. so. i have a date. with my mom. we're goin to the movies. so Premonition better not suck too bad...and if it does...dont tell me. dads gonna watch the critters...including demon child...muahahahaha. yeah. i deserve it. *nod* kthnxbi

What The Fuck Is Wrong With You People?
Ok seriously, what the fuck is wrong with some of you? CherryTap Weddings? And getting excited over it like if its a real marriage? o.O honestly...have your social skills degraded that badly that you're taking a net joke seriously? How the fuck can you love someone whom you have never met, never touched, never even been around. Sure you can develop "feelings" for someone based on their personality without seeing them, but you can't love someone truely without being in their presence. I read someones blog the other day who was asking for information about visas and the like because after net marrying someone, she now wants to fly to his country and do it legally. What the fuck is that! There are certain things about people you just don't know without being around them. Fuck, do you know how easy it is to be someone else online then you are in real life? Heck I'm sure half of you do it without even realising it! For all you know the apparent love of your life (whom you've n

Ufos
do people belive in aliens and ufos and stuff. you dont have to belive me if you want to. but when i was 13 i saw a ufo, in fact i might as well say the ufo saw me because i was walking on a small road next to a train track, and i saw something about 100 meters above me all i could see is 3 lights following me, i stopped on the spot i was thinking this thing would keep on moving, but no the 3 lights backed away the second i stopped walking, anyway i started walking again, and the 3 lights went above me moving the same speed as me, i stopped again, and the lights backed away the second i stopped, as this point i was starting to panic so i ran, the lights was moving the same speed as me,, than a train came by and the lights started to move off, ive never seen anything like that since then, it looked abit like this.

For You
my life is changing as i am i met someone its crazy how i walked in daves hideaway to catch him talking about a blood oath or the blood calling to him it bothered me i hadnt been a member of ct that long and had not been in daves before i was just lounge hopping i shout boxed him sent him my yahoo addy it really bothered me i knew he was going to kill himself didnt know him had never felt such a feeling that i was going to lose something special something important to me it drove me nuts i wondered sb him again worried he finally sent me an add on yahoo we started talking i found out you were are just as fucked up as me almost mirror images we are of each other in our pain and trauma your mom raped you at the age of 3 i was neighberhood raped at 6 you have a speech impediment and i a major trust issue you abused yourself i did too we kept talkng getting closer and closer i kept fighting you never let anyone in this close lotta things you dragged out of me i wasnt willing to let go of

The Demons
As I sit here alone I feel the darkness consume me a slow cry starts which turns to a moan will they ever set me free? The demons are taking over me there's no way to fight I scream and holler please let me be I fear again I will never see the light Will they ever stop or just go away slowly I feel myself falling these demons are out and ready to play I look up above, are the angels calling? I hate these demons and try hard to fight they haunt me, they tease me these evil beings will not let me be right my wishes they steal, I will never be free I try to climb out of this hole my mind is confused, which way do I go? I fear I have lost, they have taken my soul I scream and scream and tell them no! I pull myself up and start to fight the battle my body is so weak, shaking and sore they continue to haunt me, they shake and rattle I find my inner strength as I have before I struggle to my feet, I will not let them win I use every ounce of energy to make

Ok Ppl Lets Get Some Shit Str8
OK if you havent figured this out by now, I will point it out to you, yes I know my name is SEXUAL BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN I PLAN TO BONE EVERY MAN I MEET, I AM NOT A HOOCH , HOOKER SLUT OR ANY OF THE ABOVE. I AM NOT PARKAY I DO NOT SPREAD TO JUST ANYONE. I JOKE N PLAY AROUND BUT THATS AS FAR AS IT GOES. I CAN TALK SHIT ALL DAY LONG , DOESNT BOTHER ME. I LOVE ESCH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU THAT HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO RATE ME AND VISIT MY PAGE. THE REASON I M SO ANNOYED RIGHT NOW IS BECAUSE SOMEONE AND THIS PERSON KNOWS WHO THEY ARE CALLED ME A SLUT BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO PHONE BONE WITH THEM, I WAS GOOD B4 THAT, SO LET ME SAY THIS AGAIN IF YOU ARE ONLY LOOKINF TO SEX ME UP BEFORE YOU GET TO REALLY KNOW ME, PACK YOUR SHIT AND MOVE FARTHER DOWN THE ROAD, I HAVE TO MUCH RESPECT FOR MYSELF THAN THAT. I'M A GOOD PERSON , I DO HAVE A WARPED SENCE OF HUMOR ON SOME THINGS BUT THAT DOESNT MAKE ME A WHORE. I DONT MIND THE COMPLIMENTS ITS THE FACT I DONT LIKE BEING CALLED A SLUT JUST BECAUSE YOU COULDN

Settling In
Moving into a new apartment can always be stressful. I’d been packing and unpacking for the last three weeks and was finally done. It was a Friday night and I’d had the day from hell. Being home, in my new apartment, was something I was really looking forward to. On my way home from work, I had stopped and picked up dinner and a bottle of wine. Since I wasn’t quite hungry yet, the dinner found it’s way to the fridge and the wine found it’s way into a glass. I slipped off my shoes and suit jacket and turned on the jazz CD in the stereo. I walked over to the blinds to close them when I noticed the apartment across the way. I hadn’t really had time to notice everything around the apartment yet. I hadn’t noticed that my patio window looked out across the walk to one of the other apartments. The patio window for the other apartment was open and I could see directly into the living room. What stopped me was the sight of a man sitting on the couch and a naked woman walking towards him.

Love
love Man ask to GOD whts love? God said-go to the garden & get the most beautiful flower. Man returned empty handed & told I did found t he most beautiful flower but I kept walking in hope of a better one. And then I realized I ignored the best one. I went back but could not find it there. GOD said-this is love. You dnt value it when you have it but repent when you lost it. So never let you love go! Regards, MOHAMMAD.

Let Me
let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room, let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon, let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see, let me be your wish for tomorow, that you and me are We, let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears, let me chase away your deamons, let me love away your fears, i have seen your true sorrows, i have felt your true fears, i have suffered your anger and still kissed away your tears. my love for you is eternal each day i love you more, i am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more, your eyes find life in me, therefore i live, your heart deems me worthy, therefore i give you feel my sincerity, therefore i am what i seem your mind dreams dreams for me, therefore i dream, your silent will becons me, therefore i am calm, your heart truley loves me, therefore i am.

I Saw This And Thought I'd Share It
I SAW THIS AND THOUGHT i'D SHARE IT today at 08:01 * Modify this blog message * Delete this blog message A pest Imed me today, He emailed me too, He asked if I were single, and asked, how do you do? He asked all kinds of questions, wanted all the details, of my very private life, demanded that I tell, Age, sex and location, he insisted that I share, along with exact sizes, of my bras and underwear, I politely said no, refused all his requests, I told him very sternly, Stop this, don't be a pest, His Im kept on poppin up, he asked if I were wed, by then I was quite annoyed, by all the things he'd said, I asked him which part of NO, he didn't understand, I told him I was 85, and wore 6 wedding bands, but all my husbands now were gone, and I had all their money, you want to know about, their accidents now, honey? I told him I fart when I walk, the hair's gone from my head, I keep my teeth in a jar, at night I wet the bed, Som

My Words Are My Life Just As You Are To Me (poem)
my words are my life as you will be mine one day for my arms to hold you forever more as we will be tougher till the end of man kind come to an end Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

Life Of Pain (poem)
for being with out you is a life of pain as when I am with you my pain is no more for just knowing you will keep my heart alive till we meet you will have it with you for all time Date wrote 26-03-07 By Aj Rich

No More
No More No more suffering No more tears. I have no life nor have I fears. My angel is gone and my soul is dead. Nor have I water, for my body to shed. My body is trapped in an empty space. I have no blood, for my heart has no pace. I'm left without love I'm left without air. I'm left in a body, without a soul to spare. I told you once, I told you twice. Living without you, is like having no life. No more dreams No more lies. Me without you ...my body just dies.

Boooo Being Bored....
DOn't mind me, I drank 4 cups of coffee today, 1 of which was an espresso. I am wired! I have lost 6 lbs. in a week! Go me!!! I can't wait till its all gone and I'm back to normal. I was eating like a damned cow there for a while. But I have kicked the cows ass, and eating properly nowadays... Damn am I bored... 1/2 hour till I go home... tic toc tic toc... Another monday without Heroes... BOOO NBC... Ummm, got a busy week ahead... Stinken weddings! For some reason, my family insists and making me walk with the most irritating person they know. I'm starting to get a complex over it... Umm... My dad is in town. I was way worried about that, but he has been pleasant so far. Sigh... Oh well, I'm bored and rambling... Bye everyone! ~Tasha

Mmmmmm Brains
There is no light at the end of the tunnel But there is a flash at the muzzle of the barrel Gloriously self-terminate before I foul I’m covered in mold and I’m sure I’m sour It’s a ghetto noose knot but it won’t slip It’ll do the trick It may not be standardized but I’ve perfected it More movement in my peripheral vision Not just shifting shadows, they’re taking on figures I can hear them scuttling on top of the screaming whispers The king isn’t coming around as much anymore And in his place lesser gods have free roam I want to call but there is danger in sounding the horn I can’t see straight, my hands shake And pushing steel could be a mistake I may push too hard and fast A slash, to a gash, to multiple open veins Seems like a really easy escalation Release? Feed?... drained Sleeping but not resting in anyway… You know what? Fuck all of that, wipe the slate I am a zombie and I’m coming to eat your fucking brain

Things You Should Know But Probably Don't...
THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW BUT PROBABLY DON'T... 1 . Money isn't made out of paper, it's made out of cotton.. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper 3. The dot over the letter i is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to e

Monday Night Raw
so anyways, most of you already think im insane, so im not too worried about it, but ya'all prob didnt know that im a freak when it comes to WWE -- so anyways, im watching RAW last night, when it happens....i've been waiting for weeks for it and i finally got what i've been waiting for last night!!! HBK, Cena, Batista, and the Undertaker all headed to wrestlemania sunday, all in the ring last night....HBK told Cena that he'd never see it coming, and hell, no one else did either, i know i didnt , i missed it when it first happened, had to wait out the commercial break for the replay, i almost lost my mind during those 2 1/2 mins. LOL -- but then there it was....that sweet chin music we've been waiting for....SMACK!!! Cena never saw it coming!! I FUCKING LOVED IT!!! I'VE WAITED SOOOO LONG FOR HBK TO GET THAT DONE!!! it was incredible.....i almost cant wait till sunday...cause im sure alot of you aren't HBK fans like me, and im sure alot of you are just waiting for Shawn Michaels to go do

My Color Of Flower
You Are a Purple Flower A purple flower tends to represent success, grace, and elegance. At times, you are faithful like a violet. And other times, you represent luxury, like a wisteria. And more than you wish, you find yourself heartbroken like a lilac. What Color Flower Are You?

The Nastiest Shit In The World (literally)
Ok..So I am on my first 15 minute break chopping it up on my sidekick with a few people when it came time for the Carls Jr I ate earlier to make it's exit out of my body. So I mae my way into the rest room and pick the handicap stall (for the leg room). I do the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual and blop my tank ass on the toilet. So there I am, texting friends and squeezing to my hearts content when some dude (no I didn't look!) comes into the restroom and enters the stall next to teh one I am occupying. He also does the "pre-shit wipedown" ritual. Then he sits down and begins his work. I tell you people, I never thought how FUCKING SICK shit sounds coming out of an asshole until I heard this dude shit. It was the nastiest fucking thing I have heard and I almost threw up by the sound of it. And it was not liek i was TRYING to ear how this dude shit, but MY GOD, it was unavoidable not to hear. It was not the sounds of the comical farting and plopping noises. that movies made famous.

Sick And Tired
I'm in an irritable mood.. the sort of mood where I find myself behaving in ways I would rather not.. right now I really want to smash stuff.. that's how I'm feeling.. I think its.. well I'm a lil overtired and need sleep... basically.. I listen to this Joseph Campbell lecture today, on you tube.. it was very good.. one that I actually hadn't heard before.. which is good because I can practically lip synch most of them.. so to hear a new one.. means the possibility of reading it, as if , for the first time. This particular episode explored psychosis a little bit.. very much from.. I guess we could call it a pre modern perspective in that the current view of psychosis is a little different.. but I'm not sure that the current thing is really all that incompatable with with what Campbell was saying.. Anyway.. in one way or another it talked about my own journey.. Not that I was ever psychotic.. but that I did set out on a kind of journey, in my life.. set sail, if you wil

Fucking Moring
okay well ive learned about a bad morning today. i woke up around 7:30, went to bed sometime after 4:30, of course never get a ton of sleep and now i wont be sleeping the rest of the day. So i had to drive to Eurka or however its spelled which for those who dont know who thats bout 35 minute drive but me being me i can make it there in a shorter time. Fucking my friend was in a crappy mood so i was i was pissed mostly cause he turned off my Bob And Tom which was keeping me in a good mood. To make things worse he was bitching bout me getting lost cause ive honestly never been there before. But i have this great talent of once i driven to a place i can get back with no problem. So we fucking finally get there with no getting lost or anything, its not 9 am yet for the court date so i dropped them off and figured id go put gas in the car and go back. Well i got gas, got back to the court house and guess fucking what..i fucking got lost in the court house. Small court house, small town, fuc

" Go Fuck A Goat" And The Frequent Pier Card.
I told three people yesterday to "go fuck a goat." I did not utter these words in anger, but thru snorts of laughter....(Yes I snort). I ignore most. I do not have the time to answer everyone who asks to see my vagina. Only the very crude get asked to go fuck a goat. "Hey sexy" *yawn* "let me be your god *puke* "Nice ass. I wanna see more." *eyeroll* These scroll by.... I ignore. I do not talk to many people in the shout box. And I usually do not give out my Yahoo. "Hey Goddess...lets fuck" heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeK!!!! I inhale a squeak. I imagine that I sound very pig like. "Go fuck a goat! mutherfuckaaaa." I type back. A smile hitches my mouth. I love the multiple a's. They make me happy. "Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat!?" he types back. I roll my eyes. Oh HE'S offended. At the top of my screen I see a woman's profile with this name "CUM HELP ME FILL UP MY HOLE." I click on it save the link and shout box it to that guy. There. Don't say I nevah gave you nut

The Bad And The New
The Bad and The New By Natalie Limardo My heart hurts til I can’t feel. It’s not my heart I hurt for. It’s yours I wish to spare. I want to hold you close. So nothing bad can hurt you. But it already has. It keeps moving through you day after day. I can not push it, I cant hold it back. Only you can do that. Your beautiful face makes my heart hurt. The bad will never know that kind of hurt. Your voice keeps me thinking of the future. But the bad will keep you in the past. I wish I could wipe your slate clean. The new will keep you safe. The new will brush the dirt off your shoulders, and help you stand up straight. The new is so beautiful and pure, that you wont know the bad face to face. This one thing I want for you, is the one thing you need. This one thing, Is for you to be freed. To be freed. The only thing you need. Is to be free.

Erotica
I use erotica to vent.. let me try this here... It's setting out to be a windy.. winter day... the air smells of fresh rain and soon to be downpour.. i pull on a shiny red winter coat and step into the chilly air, the wind making my nipples instantly hard.. pressing against my black sweater.. no bra.. it is not allowed.. i slip into my truck.. my nose is red, a sign of the pure cold... mostly the inner cold.... i had followed Your instructions to the letter.. all 7 ice cubes are placed inside... melting fast.... my only blessing is the rain may cover the wet spots in my overly tight blue jeans. i knew You could see my every movement, You were always watching me. i never know where You are or when You will emerge, it's like smoke and mirrors, You are quick, swift and sneaky. i take a moment and look around... the streets appear to be empty, no signs of people, or cars, the lights in the other houses are off, or at a low dim, most would be sleeping, the sun has not even risen.

Omg
One of my best internet friends, ASTIGIRL,is coming on the 11th.....I am so excited. We have been talking for almost 2 years via the internet and on the phone. She is such a sweetheart. If ya'll get a chance to by and rate and fan her. You could not ask for a better person for a friend. LOVE YA LOTS KIDDO>>>SEE U SOON

My Plea
My Plea Somewhere deep inside my soul There’s a dark, aching, empty hole. A place in me begging for affection, Needing someone to give me attention. Wishing I had someone to hold my hand Someone I can trust and understand. Tired of being all alone Sick of waiting around by the phone. Will I ever have a man that wants to be with me? Someone who believes that we are meant to be? I feel as if I’m breaking in my heart As if I’ve been torn apart. On the verge of crying every night, Praying for a love that feels so right: “Lord in heaven, hear my plea… Send a man that’s right for me. One who knows how to love a girl the right way And one that know the right things to say. Bring me a man that carries a rose, One who will give me tingles from my head to my toes. I’m feeling lonely Lord please hurry. I’m afraid of being alone but I know I shouldn’t worry.”

Halloween Remake Script Review
Ahoy, squirts! Quint here with my thoughts on Rob Zombie's HALLOWEEN remake script. Let's get the background out of the way first. I liked the first 10 minutes of HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES, but it went downhill after that, turning into a boring exercise in style over substance. However, Zombie won me back with DEVIL'S REJECTS. I can point to some dialog that didn't work, but overall the tone he captured, the characters he gave us and superb casting of horror icons really won me over. To this day, I think REJECTS made good on the promise he was making about CORPSES being a return to hard edged '70s exploitation. I am a gonzo huge fan of John Carpenter's original HALLOWEEN. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say I've seen that movie 50 times from start to finish. I'm very protective of it, but at the same time I recognize how shitty the sequels got. The only film I really hold up on a pedestal is the original, though I love HALLOWEEN II and get a bizarre kick out of the Michael Myers-l

The Payback
Left fordead and laid to ruin You knew just what you were doin A crooked grin hiding a lying tounge But now it's time for blood to run From every hole i'll put in your body A rage unleashed no way you can stop me Chamber loaded barrel raised you should cherish your numbered days Wait i won't shoot you thats not right Just keep on crying while i grab the knife Some salt for the wounds thats more your style giving up inches but set back for miles An empty soul can't hold a heavy heart Til hatred fills up every part Of a fractured mind confused by time Slips away to come back sublime A greater being, a higher worth Out your cage to roam the earth The hand of doom the reapers gaze Trapted inside an endless maze All this you shall learn today For I am the hunter and you are the prey

How I Know I Love You Well
So you asked me how I know I love you well.... There is not an hour in the day I don't think about you, When I go to bed at night I dream about you. When you hurt its like I can feel your pain. But when you smile it's like the whole world I gain. I don't want to be alone; I want you on my path. I sometimes sit and think about things to make you laugh. In my life you bring me love, joy and peace. And when I'm with you its like my pain is seize When you're gone for more than an hour I start to miss you, I get this warm like feeling every time I kiss you. To keep you happy is my like my life time goal. I want to be with you forever even when our ages are old. Words can't began to explain just how much I feel, But it's because these few reasons I know my love is real. Now the question is not if I love you, but I want to know, do you feel the same way too?

Consultants...
It may just be me, but I see a trend in computer consultants not really knowing what they're doing. Someone needs to REALLY know what they're doing before jumping into this field. Being able to make a "hello world" web page just isn't enough. This isn't web design, or system administration. It's a shame seeing so many people who just think they can be a system admin because they setup their home router. People, please be up front with your skill sets and what you know and do not. You WILL end up over your head if you do not, and it WILL be discovered. Thanks.

Southern Belle And Male Contest
I am wayyyyyyy behind and need votes...Please all my Cherry friends, go to my link and comment bomb and rate me. I need you!!!! Please repost in bulletins or blogs to get my name out. Thank you all! Ooops! Here's the link:

Renewed Challenges??
I might have been an ADD or ADHD child that never was properly diagnosed as one, or perhaps, I have developed it as an adult; I simply do not know. What I do know is that I need to feel challenged often. If I am not challenged, I am seeking out other ways to be challenged. For instance, when I was younger I had to go to a Speech and Hearing Center to help with my speech. When I got older, I got involved with the Toastmaster's organization and performed many speeches so that I am much more comfortable speaking before groups of people. After my husband's death about 5 years ago, I found myself needing additional challenges to keep me busy. I completed a degree and started blogging. I do so love blogging as evidenced in my many blogs (many of which are listed in my iWIM website under the "Creative Writing" heading). Last year, I had attempted to get involved with Blogcritics.com wherein I had an article published through them. They are different than your normal blog s

Omg
why is everyone leaving cherry tap. every day i come on more and more people on my friends list are quiting this site, i think there been about 20 people leave over the last 2 weeks, 5 over the last 2 days, more are thinking of leaving, some of the people whos gone i use to like to chat to. whats going on whys everyone going

The Beach
The moon rose full and bright over the quiet beach house. Its light glinted off the wall of windows that faced the surf, breaking frothy and white under the moon. The waves were gentle on this still night and the sea slipped in smoothly over the white sand, running up the beach and around the concrete pillars that supported the house above. The beach was empty for miles in either direction save for this lone house secluded in the back of a slight inlet. A man stood at the top of the bluff overlooking the bungalow. His white t-shirt, stretched tightly over his muscular body, glared brightly in the full moon. He had taken to coming here on moonlit nights to watch the ocean continue its quest to drown the earth. It was a refuge, his secret place. The house was always waiting on him, seeming to glow with warmth when he arrived, never disappointing him, never cajoling him when he had been away too long. She had always been alone, vacant until tonight. He stood atop a small bluff and looke

Some Days Suck
Ok, so sometimes things suck for the Van-Man. And other times...they suck worse. Yesterday was one of the semi-suck days. Work is horrid. One of the busiest days I've ever encountered. Customers everywhere, phone ringing off the hook....agh. Then I have some tournaments to prepare, phone calls to make...the cable's acting up, one of the maintenance crew members has the sprinklers on the 5th fairway on at 11 am...AGH!! It's one thing after another, I had a pile of shit to do that would take 3 days if I wasn't busy....and then the chef cuts her thumb off. Great, throwing bloody frosting on a cake made out of shit. AHGH!!...but then I'm off work, which is cool, because I'm gonna hook up with a slut..right? Welp...that doesn't work out, so I go for a fallback. I MAY be able to score, but it's worth a shot...(the thought process of all men, why not try?) It winds up being a loss...and now I'm semi-drunk and bored by 8 pm...day is a total washout. On the plus side I went to a friend's

I Love You (poem)
You drive me crazy, just saying my name. I think I'm in love, and I know that sounds lame. But I will never leave you; you'll never have to doubt. My love for you is true. You're all I think about! You'll never have to worry, about me breaking your heart. I always wanna be close to you; I never want us to be apart. As long ar I am with you, you won't have to feel any pain. I would do anything for you. Baby, I'd stop the rain! Please understand me, and believe what I say is true.. No matter what happens, I'll always love you!

I Hate Threats....lmao
Okay this is what happenings when u do things the right and fair way: plz read everyone.... ~*one'...: U WASTED ALOT OF MY TIME AND THE DIRTY SOUTH CREWS TIME AND U WILL PAY FOR IT I PROMISE U THAT ~*one'...: I MADE NO OTHER ACCOUNTS!!! AT ALL ~*one'...: JUST BECAUSE THE GUYS U LIKE WERE LOOSEING DONT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO KICK ME OUT . I SEEN YOUR BULLITEN ->~*one'...: the point is u made other accounts to win and if u keep this up i will show ct the bogus accounts with u in them ~*one'...: I DONT WANT A GIFT. THATS NOT THE POINT ~*one'...: AND THE DIRTY SOUTH CREW WILL HAVE SOMTHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS . ->~*one'...: i will by u a gift worth ur points ~*one'...: ALL THE POINTS YOU GOT!!!! I WILLL BE GOING TO CHERRY TAP WITH THIS ~*one'...: THE DSC HAS PUT ME AHEAD $R Whi+e K...: SWEET TO HEAR IT. GOT TRUE SURPORT ~*one'...: your saying im cheating???????????

The Music In Me
Sitting on a bench made of gold My fingers tingle in anticipation The white and black keys beckoning me Taunting me My soul is connected And I am ready The first touch is exhilarating I start off very slow The music owns me now I sway my body back and forth Moving to the rhythm of my own creation And I soar The tempo quickens Passion flows through my fingertips I fondle the keys with precise strokes I’m lost in the moment And seduced by its beauty The piano is my lover tonight Possessed by the music Enthralled by its power Dark and dangerous The words alone are sexy Allegretto, Andante, Grandioso I am simply swept away Then, like coming The music screams through my hands I am on the brink of insanity The music consumes me I let it know what I’m made of And with one last melody I am free

....
Though I wasn't looking for anyone new, One day I got e- mail and in it was you. Charming, sensitive and so debonair, I strongly resisted it go anywhere. But letters and stories captured my heart, Filled me with passion almost from the start. Love on the Internet, how could it be? These things just don't happen to people like me. But doves and butterflies flew into our lives, Carrying messages we could not deny. Each person has meaning and love to express, And we could deny our hearts nothing less. It's a beautiful love that has grown between us, Something beyond any words we discuss. Much deeper than LOL, cyber kisses and such, Far down to our souls, beyond human touch. My love's not confined by what it can see, I feel you, I taste you, I experience your dream. Close my eyes, and I envision what in my heart I can hear, "Love knows no boundaries, no distance, no fear." It's the soul that captures God's love in a way That eternally melts hearts together to

Curt??? Was This You??? Lol
>>Mr. and Mrs. Fenton are retired. Mrs. Fenton insists that he go with >> >>her to Wal-Mart. He gets bored with all the shopping. He prefers to get >> >>in and get out, but Mrs. Fenton loves to browse. Here's a letter sent to >> >>her from the store. >> >> >> >>Dear Mrs. Fenton, >> >>Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a >> >>commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban >> >>both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our >> >>video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Fenton are >> >>listed below. >> >>Thin gs Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in >> >>Wal-Mart: >> >>1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's >> >>carts when they weren't looking. >> >>2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at >> >>5-minute intervals. >> >>3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the >> >>res

Lie Clocks
Lie Clocks in Heaven A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie, the hands on your clock will move." "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating that she never told a lie" "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands have moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire Life." "Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. "Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

Craziest Friend Contest
CRAZIEST FRIEND CONTEST corvette to first place 2nd place rolex 3rd a mans/womans ring Contest will run atleast a week (may run up to 11 days depending on number of participants) Starts Wednesday Comment bombing will be allowed Picture must be of you and only you doing something weird/fun/crazy/happy (aka you must be smiling or picture must make me smile)! Message me the link to your photo so I can rip it This is all in good fun and I hope you all enjoy -Crazy ----------------------- Come help me get my give aways! Crazy - Slacker is going for 7 days Blast + 3 days Blast+ 2 Surprise Gifts = 11500 comments 6000 COMMENTS GETS HER TROPICAL VACATION

Gift Giveaway
We all know how these work so I will just give a quick run down just incase. If theres a pimpin gift you want send me a private message letting me know what gift u would like. I will rip your main pic and put it in my give away album. There will be no time limit. Sorry guys I lack the know how to make this all fancy but I'm sure you all will forgive me! Prizes and amount of comments are as follows MEN'S BRACELET = 800 COMMENTS DIAMOND EARRINGS = 1000 COMMENTS DIAMOND RING/MENS RING = 1800 COMMENTS ROLEX = 2200 COMMENTS SILVER MOTORCYCLE = 4200 COMMENTS TROPICAL VACATION = 6400 COMMENTS CORVETTE = 8500 COMMENTS PORSCHE = 12000 COMMENTS YACHT = 25000 COMMENTS

My Love Life
are you taken or single?taken do you like someone?yephave you been in love?hmmm yep if so how many times?2what is your bf/gf's name?chrisare you happy where are right now?well of course iam what you look for in a gf/bf?what color of eyes?hazel what color of hair?dark brown how old?26how tall?5'8heartshave you ever had your heart broken?yeppers afraid so do you break hearts?well i have does someone have your heart right now?yes is your heart very fragile?not at this point other random ?'swhat is your name?amandanicknames..:bubblesbest friend?chrissy walkerhow old are you?21DOB:12-17-1985left handed or right?rightpet peeve?hmm lots of things favorite color(s):pink do love your life?yes most of the time have you ever done something illegal?lmao yes u know it what is your middle name?dontcha wish u knew last personthat called you?hmmm babys daddy talked to?chris (my man)you cryed to?chris

A True Boyfriend
give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up sneak up behind her grab her by the waist do ANYTHING to make her smile ALWAYS make her laugh tell her shes beautiful not sexy tell her she has amazing eyes buy her things just because when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend say i love you to her face not just over the phone if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay NEVER cheat on her call her just to say hi kiss her on the forehead when you walk with her, walk slowly tickle her even when she says stop tell her you miss her.. even if you just saw her an hour ago DON'T SAY I LOVE U UNLESS U MEAN IT! kiss her for no reason when she complains about how she looks tell her she's perfect just how she is LISTEN to her when she talks tell her your secrets protect her DON'T lie to her,NO MATTER what it's about.

.snippet.
im reading something im finding highly enjoyable...and i'd go into details but i dun have the time... i want to remember this snippet...cuz it just seems...to hit close to home...its not mine...i didnt write it...but i will revisit it at some future time " … I am filled with an excruciating sense of never having gotten anywhere—but when I sit down and try to discover where it is I want to get, I’m at a loss. … " *heads back to nerd-dom*

A Wax Job - Lmao
Dont envy you girls at all.. All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!?!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so

This Place Is Crazy
Ok, I'm new here and this is pretty different from what I'm used to. If you send me something and I don't get with you right away please don't get pissed. I'll get at everyone once I've figured this shit out.

Ode To Single Mothers
Ode to Single Mothers We stand at the bank Infant in tow Stronger than you think Few of you know We walk to the store Stroller in hand We can’t afford more Than a loaf of bread We see all of your stares But we don’t want your pity Consumed by petty cares You’ve no responsibility The life of a single mom You’ve no idea of hardship We each hear our life’s song Helping us finish our long trip Though we walk alone We share the same goal Tending our homes Guiding their souls Our clothes are outdated Our hair a total mess Personal identities faded Strength put to the test Single mothers we are Proud to be just that Our journey is far But we’ll do it.. that’s a fact. (10-5-06)

Moving On
Moving on How will you remember me When I’m long gone Will you always think of me And all our favorite songs Remember my face Keep me in mind Let no one take my place And I’ll be just fine I know the day will come Maybe sooner than we thought When we must all move on To life the life we’ve always sought.

Sexxy Lady Contest Starts The 4th Come Join These Sexy Ladies!
~~ SeXxY LaDy Contest ~~ I need 10 to 15 Ladys for my contest! First Place wins Blast from me! 2nd and 3rd places wins V.I.P. Gifts! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments 4th Lady is...... with 1 comments 5th Lady is...... with 1 comments 6th Lady is...... with 1 comments Contest starts 4/4 thur 4/11 If u want to enter send me pic to my inbox or tell me i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria ~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP

The Interview
So I went for my interview today with Jack Sizemore. I was as on edge, due to somewhat unrelated stress, but answered his questions the best I could and tried not to let my nerves show. I THINK I impressed him, because he started discussing benefits, pay rates, insurance, and such, and told me based on my experience I'd start out at $8/hr, where I'd put on my application that I'd take minimum wage. (The normal hire-in rate is about $6, someone else pointed out to me.) He did also tell me that he doesn't have any openings currently, but that might be just to give him time, because he also turned the interview over to one of the specialists working there for another interview. The second guy went back over some things, including questioning my motives for wanting to work there and experience with other jobs, and also discussed benefits, as well as letting me know some of the differences between County and State Correctional work. He'd overheard Jack's comments and seemed under the imp

Seeing It All
Seeing it all is so very true things that come and things that go. I have a strong mind nad a stond faith that no matter what happens all good things come to those who wait ....I know ill will get mine and i have faith that i will have my rights and my mind spoken freely and for all to see that im one female not to be messed with when it comes to my family and loved ones I want to thank My boyfriend, Chrissy, Misty, Zakk, my cousin chrissy, my mom and the rest famly that stands behind me with everything that is going on The stars are my eyes and the love is the moon that circles our love...With thought and care all comes to faith that two people loveing each other through the thick and the thin and upholding everyone and everything that come in our path. We fight back with all we have we make it shown that we dont give a dammm with love and a bond like no other we know that we love each other.... Thank u Hun for being there for me through out the yrs and beyond i love u more ea

4-3-07 24th Entry
Uhoh, 2 entries in 2 days. Scarey huh? Relax, I'm actually feeling quite normal (even though its taken 6 darvacet and 2 800 mg ibuprophen, but hey, I'm not depressed today cause I can handle the pain, is a good thing it is). I know I'm having more bad days then good now but I'm trying to find ways to help that when I can think properly. I do try to pull myself through this even though it may seem lately that I'm simply a total wimpering idiot. But hey, I am at times. I'm stressed out. I'm hurting like hell most of the time physically. I'm quite frustrated. Shit happens. I'll get over it and eventually be quite embarassed at my low times even though I know deep down it happens. So I bet my regulars are thinking something along the lines of "Ok Katt, whats up your sleeve that your in a good mood after sooo much bad mood times?". Well let me tell ya the answer to that. Its my arms. But then again, I'm wearing sleeveless shirt right now so I'm thinking that maybe t

Hazel's Anatomy
NSFW [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2218908446 ] Hazel's Anatomy I just made a new folder featuring a certain part of my *ahem* anatomy. Be warned the pictures are NSFW. I hope that you enjoy! *spanks and kisses* Hazel [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2218908446 ]

What The Hell
what the hell is wrong with people? I logged on just now and this guy "Paul" who looks like a neanderthal sends me this message ->PAUL: fuck you man, don't message me again you sick fuck. PAUL: is your pussy wet? (the fuck you man part is what I wrote back to him, and of course he immediatly blocked me so I couldn't leave him a rude comment lol) PAUL@ CherryTAP i don't know what woman would really want to respond to that kind of shit.

Faux Hawk Kid Makes Me Want To Have My Mohawk Back
I'm at my new job. Lamest fucking hours in the world, but I can dress how I went as long as I have a collar shirt on and long pants. I can also have piercings, tattoos, and hair. Yes, hair amazing huh. I mean nonprofessional hair styles. So, there are two kids I work with that have gay ass I guess emo indie hair cuts. I don't know they're just gay hair cuts. Fauxhawk boy is one of these. I hate fauxhawks. Its seriously the retarded cousin of the mohawk. Maybe thats just a sign of my age, but really that is like the worst thing ever. You do that to your hair when you're in the god damned shower for fuck's sake....when you're 12. How that became a hair do I'll not understand. I am completely incapable of getting fashion past what i like I guess. Or at least as far as the fauxhawk goes. Friggin stupid.

Tenderheart
Wandering through an aimless life, I came across a tender heart Who made a great impression, Right from the very start. I could tell that he once glittered In a better yesterday, But invested in those not worthy, Now the years have quickly slipped away. Shattered dreams and broken promises Restarts that will not end. Searching in a hardened world For another tender-hearted friend. A heart of gold, so full of love. But it's buried deep within Where others could not see it, For it fears to love again. Skeptical now of all around, Less hopeful day by day. Tired of chasing rainbows Falsely put within the way. I know that path which you have traveled, For I've made that journey, too While searching for the tenderheart That I've finally found in you. (Poem links to original/author)

A True Soul Mate
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

Standing Alone
Standing at a crossroad, where do I go from here? Do I go down the same old road and make the same mistakes again or do I take the road less travel, which is filled with uncertainty and many obstacles. Is this the place in time, where life begins? Is this where we look into the mirror of life and see the child grow into a woman? Will this be the point in time, which will decide the destiny of you and your family? Will you stand and lead or sit and be lead? By Christine

Wake Up!
My doorbell rang really early this morning, i had been working a night shift the night before so i was out cold, i wrapped a blanket around my shoulders and answered the door. There were two women at the door, one of them apologised for waking me then tried to get me to accept some jesus pamphlet that had the headline WAKE UP! She said something about how this pamphlet addressed the weakening moral standards in our society today. I was really tired and mumbled something about not wanting her pamphlet and suddenly she caught her breath and the women both simultaneously stepped one step backwards, excused themselves and hurried away. It was then that i found out that the blanket i had wrapped around my shoulders didnt cover my, um, nether regions and although i was wearing underpants my rather splendid morning wood was visible for anyone to see.. I had scared off the brides of Christ with my penis, a pretty nice start to the day i think.

F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

Half Jack
Half underwater I'm half my mother's daughter A fraction's left up to dispute The whole collection Half off the price they're asking In the halfway house of ill repute Half accidental Half pain full instrumental I have a lot to think about You think they're joking? You have to go provoke him... I guess it's high time you found out It's half biology and half corrective surgery gone wrong You'll notice something funny if you hang around here for too Long ago in some black hole before they had these pills to take it back I'm half jill And half jack Two halves are equal A cross between two evils It's not an enviable lot But if you listen You'll learn to hear the difference Between the halfs and the half nots And when i let him in i feel my stitches getting sicker I try to wash him out but like she said:the blood is thicker I see my mother in my face But only when i travel I run as fast as i can run But Jack comes tumbling after.... And when i'm brave

Blah, Blah, Dance Lessons?
I have two tests today, a government and a math test. I didn't study as much as I wanted/needed for the govt test. I decided last night to stop studying to get about three hours of sleep. I figure I have an hour during lunch to study, then a couple hours after work... but the thing that bugs me is that I spent a shit load of time studying for my math test, when I may not even need the damn class! I found out that A&M doesn't have an equivalent class number to it, so the credits won't transfer over. I emailed the dean of the education college to find out if I would be able to substitute it, but if not, it's just a wasted credit, wasted time. sigh. If I did drop it, I'd have a lot more free time. I still haven't started on my research paper for my govt class, and that's due in 4 weeks. fun times for sure. If I do drop calculus, I figure I can do something I've been needing to do for a long time.. take dance lessons. Lesa loooooves to dance, and I don't know how. I need

I Give Up...
You know what's fun? when people get what they want from you, and then can't seem to give you the time of day. I guess it's my own fault for letting them in too soon. I'd done it in the past, and for some reason can't learn that giving in doesn't usually end up as anything good for me. I guess I thought more of the situation and the person. But now, I get ignored... And it's obvious too. As soon as I sign in to messenger, they sign off at the exact same time...that's not apparent or anything....I guess I quit...quit trying to just let things happen, quit letting people into my life...quit doing "things", even though I want to. I'm not saying I didn't want what happened to happen. I thought about it before it happened, and I'm sure I'm okay with it. It's the stuff that's going on afterwards...that I'm not a fan of, but whatever, it's cool, I guess. Someday I'll learn...hopefully.

Time Can Only Tell.........(keep Fingers Crossed)
Today is the day my wonderful husand left the "sand box ". I can't wait to see him. It will only be a few day's, but a few day's can seem a life time. He will be here around 2 weeks. I won't be on here at all, I don't believe, while he is here. We have so much planned to do, which is going to be awesome. Yet. I might not be having this site much longer either, due to the fact of personal issues. Hopefully that wont be an issue. Keep your fingers cross, as I introduce my husband to CT, and explain to him of WHO OWNS THIS SITE. Which, I do not think he know's who owns it. Just because I am not on here, does not mean you cant leave any luvins **comments, ratings and addings**. Again. Hopefully I will still have this site!! Much love to everyone! God bless you all!!

Setting The Record Straight
I do want to begin this and end this on a good note. Though I wish I could, I know that there will be something along the way that gets under my skin and therefore causes me to vent. It seems that in a blessed moment of silence, I've found myself at the crossroads again. I find myself asking the eternal question of where the hell do I go from here? I've encountered The Great Duality War again and I'm not really sure which side will win it. Hell, I guess I should just balance it out, right? Just write the damned thing and see what comes of it. For starters, I'm beginning to despise just about any and every messageboard in existence. I find a multitude of idiots there. Many of them not having the common decency to cease reproduction and kick natural selection up a few gears, they seem to bear much in the way of dual-natured primates. Prime example is the user who uses "He Who Angers You, Controls You" in their signature line while resorting to nothing less constructive in any on

Happy Easter
I would like to wish all my friends and family a Very Happy Easter. If any of you are doing going anywhere or meeting up with family over the Easter weekend, then I hope you all have a great time. As for me, well I'm work the Easter weekend, which really sucks :( Love you all! Willie COOL MySpace Comments

Missing You
*missing you* 4/6/2007 All I ever wanted was to make you happy I’m sorry I’m such a failure and I’m sorry my love wasn’t good enough for you, I never thought Id have to hurt so bad, you were the best thing that ever happened to me and didn’t even know it, The reason I woke up in the morning, the reason I kept on with my day, the reason the sadness never turned into depression, the reason I never turned back to the blade to solve all my problems, The only hope that was ever brought into my life, The only love that ever felt real, the person I wanted to grow old with, the person I wanted to be the father of my children, The gap that fills the hole in my heart. Now I’m back to nothing, a worthless being, no reason to keep going, no reason to continue on , all I wanted was for you to talk to me just to tell me what you were going through, instead you left me laying here crying and missing you.

Nothing Much To Say
She was a model in my life art class, Trying to make ends meet. I was a student barely getting by, Living out on the street. We got together, I guess it was love, But the drugs proved to be too much. I hit the pavement off a diving board, And ended up with a crutch. She called to me as I turned my back, And said, "Take me away from this." I turned around and bowed my head, And blew her one last kiss, Then walked away. There wasn't much to say.

Ain't That Tha Trurh
Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. and then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Spic, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. If we had White History Month, we'd be racists.

Look At This.....?????
Now That i have your attention. Id like to say that I voodoo am engaged to ~*~ SeXxY * MaMa~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of VOODOO~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*. Stay tune for our wedding date. Come chat with us in our lounge just click the picture. Voodoo ~Soon To Be Ct Hubby Of Sexy Mama~@ CherryTAP ~*~ SeXxY * MaMa~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of VOODOO~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Voodoo ~Soon To Be Ct Hubby Of Sexy Mama~' on '2007-04-07 20:45:42')

Keep Your Fork
* A girl friend of mine sent this to me. The 'faucets' almost started again...* Keep The Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'

The Two Of Them - Pt 6
Standing there in complete silence in shock at his comment she didn't say a word, He stood there looking at her unbelieving of what he said yet he knew he had and now he awaited her reply... "You're right..." she said ..."Thats why you can't let me off the hook with things because all i'm going to do is continue running , Because i'm so comfterble with running its all i know what to do" *My problem isnt the fact you Run Steph its who you run to, You run right into his arms every single time we have a fight and i cant compete with the fact he's part of your past i just cant* She sighed after he spoke and looked him in the eyes "But he isnt who i love, it's you i love and you know that he is just part of my past, Part of my childhood and its a completely purely innocent love that he and i share"... *Apposed to a dirty ranchy one we have right ?* He said with anger in his voice... "No thats not what i mean at all i mean it was a childhood thing we had, but i dont see life when

Jades Cell
The footsteps rang out on the stone floor as they approached the heavy door of her dungeon cell. The feel of her binds around her ankles and wrists cut sharply into her tender skin. Each step closer her heart pounded faster and louder, surely her Master could hear her fear. Not once had he spoken nor looked at her as they made their way down to the place she dreaded so greatly. Maybe if she begged or pleaded then he would relent and forgive her, but she knew this time she had pushed his love just too far. Looking up she saw it, the cold, dark cell. He stopped and took out his key. The sound of his keys clashing together broke the silence. Still he did not dare to look into her pleading eyes. She knew that this hurt him almost as much as her self. The door creaked as her Master Darius threw it open. Then he turned to her, his face full of sorrow but they both knew this time she needed to learn a cold harsh lesson. "Inside now" he commanded, and with that the tears welled up in h

First Kiss
'First Kiss' A feeling that is tender A feeling that is new A feeling that is gentle A feeling appreciated by so few A taste that is so sweet A taste that is so wonderful A chocolate that is rare A taste that is evermore delightful A touch that is so peaceful A touch that is so kind So delicate and soft A touch that is scarce to find A thought that is so passionate A thought filled with such desire A dream on a drifting cloud A thought overflowing with a fire A smell that�s electrifying A smell that is so sweet A strawberry with some cream A smell that no-one can beat A memory from the past Something unforgotten A memory with some lightning A memory never rotten.

Full Moon Diares....
Jade was not at all what people thought. There were layers, myriads of layers that had yet to be uncovered. She had moods, numerous moods as changeable and fluid as quicksilver. Her kittenish smile could turn into a snarl in the blink of an eye. Friends and acquaintances joked about werewolves, and vampires, but she knew; knew there was just something about a full moon. Something that got the blood pumping and the senses heightened. She swore that sometimes, she could smell her Darius a mile away. She enjoyed men, enjoyed their differences. The broadness of their shoulders, the roughness of their stubble. There was always something that drew her. Sometimes it was their mind, sometimes a smile or just the way they moved. This time, it was his eyes. A whiskey colored gaze that seemed to see too much. Added to a flexible mind and nimble hands, it was a combination she was weak to resist. As she'd never been one for self-control, Jade had plotted and made a plan to get what she wa

A Night To Remember....
One night we IM'd, and the chemistry between us was immediately obvious. I knew I had connected with someone who was deeply sexual, intelligent and…Masterful! All the qualities I most admire in a man. It wasn't long before we started talking on the phone. I like phone sex and have enjoyed several pleasant encounters this way. Until I started talking to you, that is. You would whisper to me, with your incredibly sexy voice, tease me, build me up, concentrate totally on my pleasure and then order me to cum, not just once or even twice, but over and over again, until I was completely sated, only then would you finally see to your own satisfaction. No one else I'd had phone sex with could match that, and I began to wonder what you would be like in real life! Six months later and here I was pulling up outside your house in a cab. My hands trembled as I knocked on the door. Last minute nerves and doubts set in. Would I be able to serve you as you wished? Please you, as y

I Just Dont Understand Life Anymore.
I have spent so many countless hours do things for others. Yet in the end it seems like it was all in one respect or another for no reason. It goes absolutely un apprecitated. With a cold hearted turning of the knife in the back. I get blamed for being a reason one way or another. How is it? I am getting blamed when there is no way I could have done the wrong? With no remorse more than person has left me in the cold. WQhen I have cared so much for them. I do everything I can humanly do. Yet they project themselve like it didnt mean a single thing. What the fuck did I do so wrong? Why have I walked this earth doing all I can for others and then get shitted on for doing so? All I want is to lead a good simple happy life. I want to get married. Have a decent job. Have some children of my own and just be happy. Is that so Hard to ask? Is that so much to want? Cause I no longer Know. I do know that half my ct family has just recently dissappeared without any goodbyes or reason. Just left. Y

Old Folks
Old Folks are Worth a Fortune Author Unknown Old folks are worth a fortune: with silver in their hair, gold in their teeth, stones in their kidneys, lead in their feet and gas in their stomachs. I have become a lot more social with the passing of the years; some might even call me a frivolous old gal. I’m seeing five gentlemen every day. As soon as I wake, Will Power helps me get out of bed. Then I go to see John. Then Charley Horse comes along, and when he is here he takes a lot of my time and attention. When he leaves, Arthur Ritis shows up and stays the rest of the day. (He doesn’t like to stay in one place very long, so he takes me from joint to joint.) After such a busy day, I’m really tired and glad to go to bed---with Ben Gay. What a life! Ps. the preacher came to call the other day. He said that at my age I should be thinking about the hereafter. I told him I do---all the time. No matter where I am---in the parlor, upstairs, in the kit

Friend
FOR YOU, MY FRIEND Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

Enjoy
Scene 1 “Loving my Pet” By Hollow Master walked into the room and sat in his chair. Acidalia came and laid her head on his thigh. Looking up at him lovingly, and ask “How may this girl serve you, Master?” Master replies, “You can bow before me.” Acidalia eases from her resting spot on her master’s thigh, kneeling before him. “Master is what you want of me?” She asks. “Yes, but I want you to unzip my pants and pull out my cock.” He commands. “Now, bow and hold your closed mouth against my penis.” Master explains to her. Acidalia, kneeling face pressed against her master’s genitals. She feels her face getting warm from her breathing. His cock becomes harder and harder as she pays her penance firmly in his crotch. His now erect penis has pushed against her eye. As a good submissive she only did as her master has instructed her to do. Master entangles his fingers in her hair, pulling her head up he asks her, “Do you think I am a good master?” Acidal

Omg!! Hahahaha
Haaaaaaaa, heeeee, heeeee,!!!!! A man is driving along a highway and sees a rabbit jump out across the middle of the road. He swerves to avoid hitting it, but unfortunately the rabbit jumps right in front of the car. The driver, being a sensitive man and an animal lover, pulls over and jumps out to see what has become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, the rabbit is dead. The driver feels so awful that he begins to cry. A beautiful blonde woman driving down the highway sees a man crying on the side of the road and pulls over. She steps out of the car and asks the man what's wrong. < BR> "I feel terrible,! " he explains, "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The blonde says, "Don't worry." She runs to her car and pulls out a spray can. She walks over to the limp, dead rabbit, bends down, and sprays the contents onto the rabbit. The rabbit jumps up, waves its paw at the two of them and hops off down the road. Ten feet away

We Are Watched...
How the house is built... declassified intellicence documents with research data... The U.S. Intelligence Community This excerpt from Second Edition (soft), pp. 167-197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 167 Chapter 8 SIGNALS INTELLIGENCE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Signals intelligence (SIGINT) is traditionally considered to be one of the most important and sensitive forms of intelligence. The interception of foreign signals can provide data on a nation's diplomatic, scientific, and economic plans or events as well as the characteristics of radars, spacecraft and weapons systems. SIGINT can be broken down into five components: communications intelligence (COMINT) electronics intelligence (ELINT) radar intelligence (RADINT) laser intelligence (LASINT) non-imaging infrared. As its name indicates, COMINT is intelligence obtained

Never Gonna Know
You wanna KNow.. You're never gonna know... It just dont matter, Your ego just needs flattered. You really dont give a damn Pretending to be my friend when really, you dont wanna know your're never ever gonna know It's my secret gonna stay untold nothing seems to matter just laughing, as we chatter this sweet white candy will keep us from getting fatter oh baby, pull out the platter Then you look at me and say you wanna know But I know... you dont wanna know... maybe you do, or maybe you dont

Remember The Canadian Soldiers
yesterday 6 Canadian soldiers lost their lives in a roadside bombing in afghanistan. they died on the eve of the 90th anniversary of the Battle of Vimy Ridge in which 3,598 Canadian soldiers lost their lives in retaking of the ridge which the British and French soldiers could not do during World War 1, which the Canadians end up doing. in taking the ridge Canada became a nation in which we have fought in every world war korea and also vietnam. but today we mourn the loss of the 6 soldiers killed in the roadside bombings. one of which cannot be identified. Royal Canadian Regiment based out of Gagetown, NB ------------------------------------------------- Sgt. Donald Luca Cpl. Aaron Williams Pte. kevin Vincent Kennedy Pte. David Robert Greenslade Princess Louise Fusiliers based out of Halifax ------------------------------------------------ Cpl. Christopher Paul Stannix a reservist please let us keep these soldiers in our thoughts and as well as all soldiers serving over

Chapter 6
Death was having a cry. The first one he had ever remembered having. This woman was fun, witty, outraious, and had no fear of him at all. " So what should i call you, i mean i cant just keep saying Death this and Death that can I?" Those eyes looked up at him waiting for an answer. he knew all the names in the history of the humans existance, but none really mattered one way or another. 'What would you have me call myself." " I think that you look kind of like some of the rock stars around here, rough, scarey, dark and lean. Uhmm, lets call you BOB. Just Bob, that way if I get mad at you I can call you Robert too." Again with the eyes looking up at him. He had never expected or needed someone to look up to him, so this wasd a heady experience. " Bob, I like it." Turning around Death twisted it around on his suedo tongue, savoring the way the name just flew off of him, so short, curt, strong sounding. " by the way Bob, my name is Melissa. Glad to meet ya." She stuck out

Three Little Words
Three little words that shape your life Three little words that define strife I love you I hate you Do you think when you say these three little words Do you feel in heart what those three little words do So powerful are these three little words to you and I Love and hate forever entwined Like a neverending circle throughout time Do I love you or Do I hate you Time can only tell which way my heart will travel Or the path I have to follow

See You Smile
I TURN MY HEAD TO SEE YOU SMILE MY HEART'S BEEN POUNDING ALL THE WHILE I FEEL YOU INSIDE ME WHEREEVER I GO I STILL HAVE YOU KISS ON MY LIPS WHEREEVER I GO YOUR BREATH IN MY EAR I CLOSE MY EYES AND YOU'RE ALWAYS THERE THE SPARKLING OF JEWELS WHEN I LOOK IN YOUR EYES TWINKLE FROEVER LIKE THE STAR IN THE SKIES I FEEL THE MORNING DEW WHEN I TOUCH YOUR SKIN IT DRIVES ME CRAZY TIL I'M WITH YOU AGAIN I'M HOLDING ON FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE I WANT ALL OF YOU I WON'T SETTLE FOR HALF SOMETIMES I'M SILLY AND ACT LIKE A CHILD AND ALL I DID WAS SEE YOU SMILE.

Suicide
IS IT SUCH A SHAME THAT I WANT TO END ALL THIS PAIN. I CAN'T LIVE MY LIFE UNHAPPY SEE WHT YOU'VE DONE TO ME. U CAN'T TAKE IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH THING'S ARE JUST TOO ROUGH I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME, I WAS WRONG NOW I CAN NO LONGER PRETEND TO BE STRONG. SO JUST TO LET YOU KNOW IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO PLEASE DON'T ASK ME WHY ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS "GOODBYE'.

Letting Go
I’m letting go of what I once held onto My grip is getting weak and it’s long overdue What was the reason for waiting so long When did the obsession get so strong ... I was kind of going crazy but now I’m sane No more mercy, tears, pleasure, or pain No more feelings about loving you that way Because feelings of hate won’t go away I hate you with every thing but my heart It’s still breaking, cracking, falling apart I can’t go back to the way it used to be When I thought you were thinking of me But you could fall and wanted to stay friends And now I cry as that friendship ends See it wouldn’t so bad if you would just say How you feel instead of pushing me away If only I knew if a should hold on longer Because if there is a chance I would be stronger

Do's And Donts Of Throwing The First Pitch
Hello there, national leader, foreign dignitary, celebrity or hometown man who managed to survive while trapped in a drainage pipe! You've been chosen to throw out the first pitch at a Major, Minor or Little League baseball game! Good for you! But there's more that you need to know than just how to gnaw on a sunflower seed and where the best places are to grab your crotch. Baseball fans place a lot of confidence in their first-pitch throwers, and you've got to live up to it, unless you want to get pelted with the small novelty bats that they handed to all 40,000 people at the door. So listen up, Mr./Mrs. President/Ambassador/Oscar winner/shlub. Your reputation depends on it. Step 1: KNOW WHERE YOU ARE A few things that you can rest assured of without much worry: You will be at a baseball game inside a baseball stadium. Dress appropriately. (Water polo gear is not considered appropriate.) The stadium will likely be in a somewhat large metropolitan area, so you'll want to

Hot Tattoo Contest Updates
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Hot Tattoo
~~ Okay Hot Tattoo Contest ~~ Still taking people for the contest! Contest starts 4/12 thur 4/19 1St Person is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Person is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Person is...... with 1 comments! 4th Person is...... with 1 comments! 5th Person is...... with 1 comments! 6th Person is...... with 1 comments! 7th Person is...... with 1 comments! 8th Person is...... with 1 comments! 9th Person is...... with 1 comments! 10th Person is...... with 1 comments! 11th Person is...... with 1 comments! 12th Person is...... with 1 comments! 13th Person is......

Here We Go
Well the Cardinals got off to a rocky start, but the came back and took two from Houston. And they just swepted the ass pirates. So our bats are back and our young pitching is coming around, so everyone buy your jerseys and t shirts before the prices start going up.

Falling In Love
Falling In Love! I'm thinking about you, a little more each day. Holding on a little tighter, to all the words you say. Every day I miss you, more than the day before. Our time together I love; and I'm wanting even more. I used to dream of you, as I lay in bed each night. Now you are my dreams, even through the daylight. I felt a flutter in my heart, whenever I saw you online. Today my heart is glowing; filled with a brilliant shine. I was shy to tell everything, which I was feeling inside. Now I feel so free to share, with nothing I want to hide. I thought you were special, from the moment we met. And each day a little further, into my heart you would get. I could always feel a bond, everytime our hearts shared. When our souls bonded also, I realized how much I cared. I find my heart needing yours; cherishing all that you do. Now, I'm not scared to admit, I am falling in love with you.

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type and we stare at our screens. We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone as we sit in a daze We chat with each other, we share all our woes, Small groups we do form and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody to type out our name, We want recognition and offer the same. We give kisses and hugs and sometimes we flirt, In rooms we chat deeply and reveal why we hurt. We do form some friendships - but why - we dont know, Though some of them flounder some flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets that have never been told? Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind? The answer is simple, it's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those

People Suck!
I have had so few unigue thoughts lately that I have found no real reason to find a voice for them or it,or what ever. We live with six large dogs....funny how people that aren't around dogs much go and wash their hands..then after awhile they say, "fuck it". I love my dogs and cats( we have an uncomfortable amount for most people). Why are people irresponsible with their pets? They neglect their shots and do not give them heartguard against heartworms which kills many dogs and cats each year. My man came in holding a dog the other day and I had to walk away....Later, I learned that he had found the frisky,looks like a fox terrier running up and down a very busy highway...We have tried to track his people but noone seems to care. Meanwhile The General ( I shit you not, that is his name)lives with Shadow( another found dog that was preparing for that trip to doggy heaven...in a pen..hoping someone will want to take them in...so that's 8 dogs....

Life Goes By
"Life goes by" I'm sitting at my desk now, as life just goes on bye, and I cant help but wonder, the what ifs, how, and why, all the things I've done, and all the things I've seen, the only time I'm trully happy, is sadly when I dream, my reality is far more grim, its sad if I must say, I'm not worth a thing to anyone, and it's always been that way, of course some have acted, and said that they love me, but all of them were lying, and thats much worse to me, they tried to tell my head, what my heart could see right through, the only use they had for me, were the things that I can do, if you dont really love me, dont fucking lie to me, turn around, dont waste my time, just fucking leave me be, it seems I supposed to be alone, for all eternity, because nobody seems to want my time, unless they want something from me, I know that I will go to hell, for all the things I did, and I will die alone, with no wife or kids, I cant say I dont deserve it, I ha

=(
My kitten, Spooky, has pneumonia. I hope nothing bad happens to him. I love him so much I don't know what I'd do if something did happen.... He's my baby, well, one of my babies.... I feel I am getting slightly maturnal over a cat... Jesus Christ. In any case... Keep him in your thoughts ( i won't say prayers because praying is over rated and its never once worked for me) Especially since I am always the first to come home and I'd be the first to find him if the pneumonia does kill him.

Another Shift Over, But You Refuse To Go
another shift over, but you refuse to go, want to stay on the job until they are all found, exhaustion takes over, your head is hanging low, you take a nap on a blanket that's on the ground, a nightmare wakes you up, and tears track down your face, wearily, you suit up, slowly rise to your feet, you dreamed it was you caught in that terrible space, that's when you hear the little voice say, "my name's pete," you look down, there's a little boy in a wheelchair, bending down, you rub his head, big tears fill his eyes, "thank you so much for finding my daddy down there, he's now an angel who's looking down from the skies," he says, "do you need a hug, someone to talk to?" a lump forms in your throat, you don't know what to say, you hold the boy close, you softly tell him, "thank you, you don't realize what you did for me today, "i was going to resign, was going to quit, because of what happened, too many lives were lost, we're trained to save li

Let Me Tuck You In Tomorrow Night..
Well everyone, I hurt my ankle something fierce. I''m on crutches an dhave a splint on it. I'm supposed to stay in bed for the next few days and have the crutches for 3 weeks yet. SO come keep me company while I'm laid up. My ankle might not work right now..but everything else does ;0) If you're nice I'll do a fantastic squirting end...and ya'll know I'm one of the best around at that. Hope to see you there! This show is free for all members of me www.aimeelynn.net site. Not only do you get to see me weekly live for one hour with voice as well..but you get hundreds of my pics, over 40 videos, over 300 Privatecamz archives. PLUS..you can see over 100 girls live on cam 24/7 anytime AND pics of all the other dreamgirls in the dreamgirl sampler. NOT bad for 12 bucks. Hope I get to see ya'll in NYC next week! It's going to be a blast! http://www.dreamnet.com/barmeet/ XOXO, Aimeelynn

Somethin I Wrote 4 Someone I Really Miss
4 Roses The black is for the ending to a life you once knew. The yellow is for the all the freindship we shared. The red is for all the love we gave each other, for times past, present and future. The white is for the life you have now anew in heaven. As I grew from a child to adult you shared so much and swaore we would never part. As I grew you taught me to laugh, to love, to live. Your love was never selfish, never rude. You gave me love, friendship and an understanding of life as only you knew. For now we must part for your time has come to walk with jesus, but fear not cause you'll always have the love of my unconditional heart. These four roses are for you pappy with all my love and all my heart, I will always be your tater tot.

140 Million Doller Mansion
This is a look inside the biggest home of all time, its bigger than the Taj Majal and Buckingham Palace. The master bedroom has its own swimming pool. Its cost is just 140 million. 140 million Doller Mansion

When It Rains It Pours....
Well, things are going "ok" in my world I suppose. It seems like everything bad happens in one week.... Last night at work I realized something... and when I realized this thought, I about died..... I was sitting thinking about all this crap going on in my life (and if you don't know about it I'm either going to tell you this weekend when we both are off of work and i have time for the extended version, or i don't like you enough to tell you {which applies to most of you [although, some of you I really do like, but haven't had time to email each and everyone of you, so if you wanna know, email me, i'll probably explain...]}) SO anyways.... i was thinking about all this crap going on in my life... and somehow led back to lindon... now, as most people know, i hop on his myspace from time to time. I check out who is leaving annoying little messages on his page, and blah blah blah.... I was at work last night, checked his myspace... annoying cute comments from other chicks, hopped o

Love
Love is fleeting and unkind at times But then is found again Feelings once buried brought to the top again In a rush of flames that can't be controlled To feel the passion in each touch To fell the passion in each kiss To ache for the passion once held in our hands Three years searching for the passion once lost A passion that never really died Only lost and buried along the way So much to forgive along the way To have found a soul mate only to have them Slip through my fingers My life so full of love and safety, forever My love of three years lost For what I thought was forever But into my life My Cherie returned Like a breath of spring air To lighten my days and nights Her return easing an ache that only she can fill Welcome home my daughter J'tamie Copyright © 2007 Daniel SilverCougar

Its Hard
ITS SO HARD TO LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF THINGS WHEN ALL YOU SEE IS THE DRAK IN THE WORLD I KNOE THATS SHITTY TO SAY BUT I CANT HELP IT I KNOE THING COULD BE A LOT WORST BUT I CANT HELP THINKING THAT IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER I WILL ALWAYS HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALLES SHIT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE (MY SONS DAD) AND HE WILL NEVER JUST GO WAY NO MATTER HOW BAD I WANT HIM TO OH SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS I JUST NEED TO YELL AND BITCH AT SOME ONE AND NEEDED TIME TO PUT DAOWN MY THOUGHTS YOU KNOW

Alyssa Likes To Play
...want to watch her play on cam? Message her on MSN (alyssa_alex@hotmail.com) Yahoo (babyphat_xxx_vegas) or AIM (alyssaalex69) PLEASE only message if you intend on purchasing some playtime Prices start at $50 / 15 minutes and you must have a pay pal account So lets have some fun!

Info!
It has been scientifically proven that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli (E. coli) bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine (or rum, whiskey, beer or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. WATER = Poop WINE = HEALTH Ergo: It is better to drink booze and talk stupid than to drink water and be full of crap. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information; I am doing it as a public service.

Best Convent In Texas
Best Convent in Texas A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway, when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye that Reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION - 10 MILES Thinking it was a figment of his imagination, he drives on and soon he sees another sign SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION - 5 MILES Suddenly, he begins to realize the signs are for real... SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION - NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot, is a stone building with a small sign next to the door reading: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION He climbs the steps, and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long, black habit, who asks, " What may we do for you, my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway, and was interested in doing business." "Very well, my son.... Please follow me. " The man is led through a winding pa

Close
The night terrors that run thru my eyes of me running and searching trying to find my guys i see it again unfold in my head the shrapnal the screams the whole reason they are dead seeing the movement ruffly 300 metes away so natural so innocent on such a warm fall day i never thought that might be the end of me i never thought someone could hold such a key i thought i was invincable just like superman tho i found out differnt when i hit the cold unforgiving land

Awwww Someone Likes Me
I SAW U CHERRY TAP AND ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I THINK U R SODAMN DROP DEAD GORGEOUS PLUS I WANT 2 SAY IF U COULD SIT ACROSS THE PORCH FROM GOD U WOULD THANK HIM 4 LENDING ME 2 U "NO I WOULD THANK HIM AND GAVE HIM ALL MY PRAISE 4 LETTIN ME ENTER N2 UR LIFE AND SHOW U HOW A MAN SUPPOSED 2 TREAT A BABY GODDESS LIKE U WITH NOTHING BUT 2 SPOIL, LUV, AND PAPMER UNTIL HE TAKES U AWAY FROM ME I WILL ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL 4 THE BABY GODDESS THAT HE GAVE ME 4 MY LIFE TIME CUZ IF I CAN SHARE JUST ONE MOMENT WITH U I CAN JUST DIE AND GO 2 HEAVEN A VERY VERY DAMN LUCKY ASS MAN REALLY I THINK U R SODAMN DROP DEAD GORGEOUS.

Contest
I think I want to have a contest. I don't yet know what kind it will be, or how to go about it. If you have suggestions, let me know. Maybe I should have a best contest idea contest first. LOL. Send me your contest ideas written with some type of paint progaram. ( Like ms paint, photoshop, make it a jpeg. ) People can vote on the ideas and the presentation of the ideas. Then I'll use the best idea for the contest. Make sense? * I only have 15 spaces available, so I will ( maybe biusly ) choose the best ideas if there are more than 15 presenned. Also, ( I'm probably stateing the obvious here ) There may be some ideas I plain won't accept. Like " best animal mutulation picture " Ideas like that will not be considered even if they are the only ones presented. I know, how awefull, and censorship=like of me. This is a thing for fun though, and it's not fun for me to even get those kind of suggestions,and especially wouldn't be fun to see a bunch of different pics of that. So keep that

-------------wish Me There------------
THERE'S A PATHWAY THROUGH THE DEN AND ON UP THROUGH THE HAZE LEADS TO PLACES THAT I'VE BEEN AND TAKES ME BACK AWAYS HOW MY LIFE WOULD SPLENDOR HAD I TRAVELED HERE TO FAR COULD I USE THIS TIME TO RENDER BURIED TRUTHS, FORGOTTEN LOVE COULD I HAVE STUDIED HARDER JUST TO KNOW WHAT I KNOW NOW WOULD I HAVE CHEATED JUST A BIT TO KEEP MY FRIENDS ABOUT, SOMEHOW THE ONES THAT FELL BEFORE THEY KNEW HOW SPECIAL THEY WOULD BE THE ONES WHO LEFT, THE PRECIOUS FEW WHO MEANT SO MUCH TO ME AND THOUGH IT SEEMS I'VE MISSED MY GATE TO TRAVEL WITH THE PACK I'LL WRITE MY BOOK AND WATCH AND WAIT AND GLEAN THE DAYS TIL THEY GET BACK

Best Kid Contest Starts Tommorrow Morning At 9 Am !
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! 1st Kid Is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 1 comments 9th Kid is..... with 1 comments 10th Kid is..... with 1 comments 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments 13th Kid is......

It's Me Again
GOOD DAY AGAIN TO ALL, SITTING HERE BORED OUT OF MY MIND . I'VE BEEN LOOKING AT SOME RATHER INTERESTING PAGES, LET ME TELL YOU THERE ARE SOME REALLY AWESOME PPL ON HERE.I HONESTLY DONT THINK I HAVE SEEN ONE THAT I DIDNT LIKE. I KNOW MINE IS A BIT ON THE BLAND SIDE BUT I AM THE QUEEN LAMER WHEN IT COMES TO THIS SHIT. I ENJOY IT THOUGH. I HAVE ALOT OF THOUGHTS GO THROUGH MY HEAD AND ALOT I WOULD LOVE TO DO TO MY PAGE BUT IT WOULD MAKE THE DEVIL HIMSELF BLUSH I DO BELIEVE, OK OK OK YES I AM CORRUPTED IN CASE YOU HAVENT NOTICED BUT I MEAN WELL I DO . HEHEHE. I HAVE ALOT OF TIME TO SIT AND THINK THIS SHIT UP PPL. EVEN WHEN I AM BUSY DOING OTHER THINGS MY MIND IS LIKE A WHEEL IN A HAMPSTERS CAGE, CONSTANTLY SPINNING. NEED I REMIND YOU I AM NOT CRAZY AND I DONT SUFFER FROM INSANITY I RATHER ENJOY THE HELL OUT OF IT. I'M A FREE SPIRITED PERSON NEVER WAS ONE TO TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER, I DONT LET ANYTHING STAND IN MY WAY OF WHAT I WANT TO ACHEIVE, GRANTED IT MAY TAKE ME A BIT TO SUCCEED BUT

I Remember
I Remember, Opening My Eyes, Seeing And Hearing News, Crying, I Remember, My Heart Overflowing With Pain And Mourning, My Prayers Endless, Hurt, I Remember, The Shock, How Many Lives Were Lost, Hundreds Dead, For One Man's Evil, I Remember, Hoping, Praying That Families Have Found Their Own, Pain,

Simple Celtic Handfasting
Should you choose to use this handfasting, remember, handfastings are very personal! You should add, modify, and change it to suit you and your mate best. Bride and Groom repeat the following together: # You cannot possess me for I belong to myself. But while we both wish it, I give you that which is mine to give. # You cannot command me for I am a free person. But I shall serve you in those ways you require and the honeycomb will taste sweeter coming from my hand. # I pledge to you that yours will be the name I cry aloud in the night, and the eyes into which I smile in the morning. # I pledge to you the first bite from my meat and the first drink from my cup. # I pledge to you my living and my dying, each equally in your care. I shall be a shield for your back, and you for mine. I shall not slander you, nor you me. I shall honor you above all others, and when we quarrel, we shall do so in private and tell no strangers our grievances. # This is my wedding vow to you. # This

Attraction Spell
You will need the following: * Small Seashell * Orange Candle * Cinnamon Powder * Dried and Crushed Rose Petals * Small Mixing Bowl Light an orange candle, then take a small seashell and pass it three times through the flame. As you do this, say: "By the power of three, So make it be." ...each time you go through the flame. Take a handful of cinnamon and using a spoon and bowl, mix it with dried and crushed red rose petals. Sprinkle the shell with some of the mixture and imagine yourself attracting many different people. Take the rest of the mixture and toss it into the wind to carry your request to the God and Goddess. Then carry the shell with you in a pocket or purse at all times.

Love Spells And Enchantments
Love Candle Ritual You will need the following: 1 Figure Candle to represent the one you love Love oil 1 package of Love Incense On a Friday, as close to the New Moon as possible..... Anoint the figure candle with the Love Oil and place it on a table. If you have a picture of the one you love, place it on the table next to the candle.... Place your Incense Burner in froont of the Candle and the Picture. Put some of the oil on your temples, or rub some on your forehead ... Light the candle, look at the picture, and project your thoughts...Light the Incense and allow the smoke to come over you... If you want Him/Her to call, place some of the oil on the telephone... Burn the candle all the way, then wrap the remainder of the wax into a cloth and put in a safe place. This can be done as often as you wish, but should only be done up to the New Moon. Love Seal Ritual Inscribe a Love Seal to draw your lover to you on a Friday as the moon waxes, with your lovers name written

A White Rose
A package arrives What can it be I can’t wait to see What you have sent to me I open the box Move the tissue paper aside To see A long stem white rose Laying there before me Reaching in I see the thorns Just as one pricks me A drop falls And lands on a petal A stark contrast Of innocence and power Combining together I bring my finger to my lips I close my eyes as I taste The taste of sweet and saltiness Blending into one I smile Thinking of us And what will soon be

Broken Heart Disease
So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any dif

Dig It.
I'mma move to Texas, where I shall chill with Courty for a bit and drink her beer before we road-trip it to Cali, where I shall reach my destination in Hanford. Mmm, Cali-tastic. From there, I dunno. But I'mma do somethin'.

Candle Colors And Their Meanings
Red - Courage, health, sexual love, strength, vigor Pink - Honor, love, morality Orange - Adaptability, attraction, encouragement, stimulation Yellow(gold) - Attraction, charm, confidence, persuasion, protection White - Purity, sincerity, truth Greenish-Yellow - Anger, cowardice, discord, jealousy, sickness Green - Fertility, finance, healing, luck Brown - Hesitation, neutrality, uncertainty Light Blue - Health, patience, tranquility, understanding Dark Blue - Changeability, depression, impulsiveness Violet - Healing, peace, spirituality Purple - Ambition, business progress, power, tension Silver(gray) - Cancellation, neutrality, stalemate Black - Confusion, discord, evil, loss, banis and to remove negative energy if done right!

A Wolf Can Be A Friend Too
If you scratch my belly do I not shake my leg? And if you scratch my ears do I not lean against you? When you feed me do I not wag my tail? And when you sleep do I not watch over you the entire night through? Dogs are mans best friend this I know. But they are of my kanine brotheren. They have fur and a voice just as I do, Thought our voice maybe be different. So to is those of the human races, Why can I not be there to share what is ment? I hunger for love and affection, I dont need to be thrown away and my kindsman be lost. For there will be a time all will be back together. But what will be the cost?

Story Of The Week.
As u all probably dont know I love writing short stories when I'm bored keep in mind pretty much 98% of my stories have nothing to do with me it's just things i think of writing about so...Enjoy. But if u dont...Ill try better next time then for you :D Critism is much loved just as well as praise right then? Read on literate people read on!!!! Once upon a time a girl. With all her problems she accumalated she started to disappear. Her and her parents never saw eye-to-eye, her boyfriend aways wanted more and better things, her and her school work could never co-operate, her job was so unappreciating for such hard work. One day she couldn't talk to anyone about all of her problems and issues because people were uncaring and only thought about themselves. While people didn't listen, she couldn't be heard. She started to run away from her problems. She ran away from home leaving her family without a word of goodbye, leaving her boyfriend without a good bye kiss, her friends without

The Patriot Guard
The men and women of the Patriot Guard explain their motivation to pay respect to fallen military members and their families during funeral ceremonies. The guard appeared at Capt. Rhett Schiller's funeral on Tuesday, November 28, 2006. Coverage by the Racine, Wis. Journal Times. http://www.patriotguard.org/ Patriot Guard Riders Mission Statement The Patriot Guard Riders is a diverse amalgamation of riders from across the nation. We have one thing in common besides motorcycles. We have an unwavering respect for those who risk their very lives for America’s freedom and security. If you share this respect, please join us. We don’t care what you ride or if you ride, what your political views are, or whether you’re a hawk or a dove. It is not a requirement that you be a veteran. It doesn't matter where you’re from or what your income is; you don’t even have to ride. The only prerequisite is Respect. Our main mission is to attend the funeral services of fallen American heroes

Don't Give Up On Us
I think you're making a huge mistake By giving up on me and you Because I can totally guarantee No one will ever love you like I do It'll be almost impossible to find someone Who will show you as much affection And it'd be a miracle to find someone Who will give you as much attention I know we had a few problems between us But that's normal for couples to do And it'd be so easy for us to fix it If you would just let me love you But instead you're pushing me away And ignoring the whole situation You can't just put love on hold Cause Love doesn't take vacations Every time you look at me I can still see the love in your eyes Why can't you just express it Instead of keeping it inside I can see that it hurts you deep inside That we're no longer together So just stop being so damn stubborn And let me make you happy forever

I Figured It Out... (part Iii Of Iii)
(Originally posted on December 26, 2006)In the first post of this series, I have gone over the fact that the biblical god is evil. In the second post, I have shown that religion is a socially-acceptable form of insanity.In this third and final installment, I will go over what to do about it.THE BAD NEWS: With the inmates running the asylum, nothing can currently be done to heal the mental imbalance in the people so afflicted. There just isn't a way to show people the truth, since there are so many other places that will reinforce the insanity. It's hard to stomp out this wildfire, because parents with the most noble of motives infect their own children. You also have societies built around the insanity, such as any Islamic state.THE GOOD NEWS: While we can't do much right now, the tendency of the majority of people seems to be heading away from religion. Science, tolerance, etc., are showing people that religion is wrong. In order to get butts on pews, priests are having to bac

Please Visit Cherrie's Page
I am so proud of My girl, I would like to ask everyone who visits and enjoys my blogs to visit her page. she has so much to offer in her blogs, I think you would enjoy them also. just copy and paste her URL and stop by... fan, rate, and add if you would like. I am sure she would enjoy the company. :P http://cherrytap.com/cherrie Thanks, SLAYER

Helplessness
Last night, there was a boy @ work who had run away, and come back... well, was forced back... I asked him how old he was. He was 15. I told him a little story... I said "When I was a little bit younger than you I was in DHS and was in a placement here in Enid. I'm not originally from here, and I was mad they placed me here. So, I took off. More than once. And one time I was gone for almost 3 months. Then got arrested and charged w/ 127 felony counts. The one piece of advice I'll offer, if you run, do it during the middle of a semester, and make sure to finish a semester somewhere, so you have grades and transcripts. The last thing you want to do is fuck up your highschool transcripts." He looked at me, smiled, and saide "Yeah, you're right", and began asking me about my body piercings and tattoos, and we sat and discussed all that BS for a bit. I told him to stay somewhere for a bit this time, get settled, it was almost the end of the school year. He said "Yeah.. i will... for awhile.

Fast Update On Me
hello friends and fans, well i have landed the all time job and starting monday i will only be worken one job as then i will be maken more money an hour then having both jobs put together, so what a big relief now i can start resting and relaxing and be on here more often, see yall soon

I Couldn't Help It
I sit here all by myself thinking about the world today. How everything seems to happen at the wrong times. How everything is all work and no play. Where did all the fun go? I can't seem to see. That as I grow older. I'm loosing a part of me. Then I think to myself," Life's not so bad" I mean I got you and you got me. I have no reason to be sad. It's you that I get up each day. With out you I wouldn't be me. Life with out you would be hard for me to say. You are the one that God made me for. The closer you get to me, The faster my heart soar. Your my friend, your like no other. But most of all. You are the one i want in my life . done by christine .

Key To My Heart
There's so much love locked inside of me In your hands, you hold the right key The key holds the pathway to my heart Let the love I have for you, pour on out. Please don't hesitate on opening the door For it's you my love, the key was made for. Lose the key, and then you will see My love will be locked from you for eternity. done by christine .

Is This Muthafucka Serious??
Ok. This is some shit that might end up getting someone killed. If any of you know me and my blogs you know I can never write a short one. I have to give you the full story or else the shit wont sound complete. I will try to take out some of the details so it doesn't be too boring, but my logs are for me to vent so however long it is...it just is that long. My sister is going through some shit with her soon to be ex husband right now and I am mainly pissed because I cannot be there to help her out. She is living in Texas wit her 3 kids basically all by her lonesome. And with that said, this muthafucka is fuckin with her every chance he gets. Everybdy thought this muthafucka to be cool and sft spokes, but as many of you know, a few of them are some silly muthafuckas. And, well...yeah...he is one of them. He is one of them young dudes that can't hold his alcohol. He gets drunk and then becomes violent. This was prven when he got drunk, laid hands on my sister, and tried to forc

Passion
Dark of night two lost souls collide fusing and meshing in a volatile mix sighs of heaven being reached for on the journey to hell inescapable sweat running in rivlets the night is the shield to hide the embrace the quiver of flesh as it reaches release the small death occurs both have died in their lovers embrace The moon behind the clouds, hiding their faces, The passion is dark and over due... joyless leaving waiting for the next small death in their lovers arms. -ME

Nerdy Thoughts
i drank a 5th of fucking vodka yesterday cost me like a fucking 5.69 i don't get the good shit that kettle one fucking belvadere faggoty shit i get the fucking hardcore shit u know and i fucking pass out and i woke up in a pool of my own fucking piss, shit, and filth that ever happen to u? prolly not because ur prolly just sitten there in ur fuckin' mommy's house wit ur fucking little ipod and ur fucking little internet bullshit u know ahh wat r u gunna do today? i dunno prolly just play wit my ipod and watch youtube you fucking loser douchebags i hate every one of u out there except u u fucking nerdy fuck fucking playing halo fucking reading some online fucking shit

My Leaving
I just wanted to let everyine know that I will be leaving my small town living in Texas to find new small town living in Missouri. But I will still be around here no matter what. I hope to make new friends in my new area but will keep all my friends from my old still in my heart area. With great Love to ALL.

My Birthdate
Your Birthdate: December 25 You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Welcome To Holland!
This poem was printed on purple paper and given to me the day my son was born. I laid in the hospital bed, doped up on morphine, while several program cooridantors, Specialized program directors, etc, came into my room. My baby boy was 2 hours away in a NICU all alone waiting for me. I laid in that bed in shock and then read this poem: Welcome to Holland! by Emily Pearl Kingsley I am often asked to describe the experience of raising a child with a disability - to try to help people who have not shared that unique experience to understand it, to imagine how it would feel. It's like this . . . When you're going to have a baby, it's like planning a fabulous vacation trip - to Italy. You buy a bunch of guidebooks and make your wonderful plans. The Coliseum, the Michalangelo David, the gondolas in Venice. You may learn some handy phrases in Italian. It's all very exciting. After months of eager anticipation, the day finally arrives. You pack your bags and off you go. Severa

Talk About Some Freaking Kind Of Idiot...
WE HAVE ALL MET OUR SHARE OF JACKASSES ON HERE AND NON SUPPORTERS OF THE TROOPS..BUT THIS IDIOTOTIC SON OF A BITCH..WELL HE JUST REALLY TAKES THE DAMNED CAKE..I WAS JUST GOING THROUGH MY BULLETINS AND SEEN THIS..LEFT HIM A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE BUT HE WILL PROBABLY START DELETING ALL OF THE PEOPLES COMMENTS ANYTIME NOW,BUT MAYBE NOT EITHER..HE DOESN'T SEEM AS THOUGH HE HAS ENOUGH BRAIN CELLS IN HIS HEAD TO BE THAT SMART..BUT TO SAY THAT HE THOUGHT THAT 9-11 WAS GREAT AND HE WANTED TO SHAKE BIN LADENS HANDS? OH HELL FUCKING NO...I CAN NOT BELIEVE ANYONE WOULD SAY THAT..MANY OF HIS OWN COUNTRY MEN AND WOMEN WERE KILLED THAT DAY ALSO..I THINK IF HE FEELS THAT WAY ABOUT IT THEN HE SHOULD GO OVER THERE AND BE WITH THE PEOPLE HE SO LOOKS UP TO...I PUT WHAT WAS IN THE BULLETIN AND HIS USERS I.D. I TRIED TO GET THE LINK BUT IT WOULDN'T LET ME..NONE OF THE OTHERS HAVE PISSED ME OFF QUITE THIS BAD....GOD BLESS OUR SOLDIERS AND KEEP THEM SAFE..AND ALL I CAN SAY TO THIS SON OF A BITCH IS KARMA IS

Thursday's Ramblings
Almost to the weekend, and one more day of oncall...things seem better already! On call has been pretty slow though, so I can't complain. Like I said before, I like being on call. I'm not thrilled with getting called out at 4am, but that doesn't happen too often, and your paid mostly to drive. Our area is rural, so lots of windshield time to the callouts. I will be all alone this weekend. Shawnna is going to bowl in Peoria for state, and the boy is going to his mom's. She insisted he comes up there this weekend, and he's not too happy about it. I don't blame him. They don't do anything that a teenaged boy would want to do. His brother goes and hangs with his friends, and he feels like a third wheel. I might try to spring him, but she's pretty adamant about it. I'll probably work Saturday morning. Money is money. Then I might see who's playing in the area, and try to round up some people to go out with. I haven't seen a live band in ages. I'm jonesing for it lol. Well,

The Blonde Vasectomy
A blonde couple, both bonified definate blondes, had 9 children. They went to the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed." The doctor gladly started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make the decision--why after nine children, would they choose to do this. The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of them could speak Spanish.

Want To Model For Me?
If you live around central Texas and would like to have some pictures taken, I am always looking for new models to work with. I can't afford to pay, but I'll happily provide copies of the photos for you. See my photography folder here on CT if you want to see some of my work. Sorry, I only shoot women. No men and nobody under 18. It's not a sexual thing, I just have a hard time capturing a man's beauty on film because I have a hard time seeing it in the first place. Contact me here on CT if you are interested. If bringing a chaperon makes you feel more comfortable then PLEASE bring a friend/boy friend/husband/whatever.

Help!!!! I Need Some Advice.
ok...I need some advice and I don't know what to do. I love Galen with all my heart and soul, but it it is getting really frustrating for me. The man pays no attention to me in the bed and would rather watch tv than have sex with me. I know that he has been sick and I can feel for that, but even before then we only have sex every other week and only when i say something. I want to know what gives. I know he loves me. He tells me all the time, but sometimes i wish that he would make me feel more wanted. Please don't say that he is cheating on me. i know for a fact that he isn't and please don't tell me it is because of my looks. I know that I may not be the best looking girl here, but I do have feelings and if that is what you are going to say then you can take your comment elsewhere. Here is the other problem. there is a guy in tampa that keeps begging me to get married to him. I can't because i love Galen, but right now I am feeling like i am just here to be his maid.

The Disappointment
Well, as usual I was disappointed. What can I say. The one thing I have waited for so long for still has not happened. Just when I thought that maybe this would be the week I would find out I was pregnant and no, I didn't. I had the hard task of telling my husband the news which it was not what I wanted to tell him yet I still had to do it. how I even kept from crying at work much less when I told him I'll never know. I found the strength to not cry (which for me is difficult as it is) so this is what I am going to do this weekend. If I am online it's probably just going to be just checking emails and going to play in Pogo to just have some time by myself. I'm ok (I think) but I just hate that I disappointed him as much as myself in this whole thing. Love to all of my friends, fans and family. Lori

Eat More Fruits...but Take Them With Alcohol..
Good morning and Happy day, it’s FRIDAY!!!! The birds are, well sleeping.. Because it’s early and too early for the early bird to snatch the worm from it’s lavish night out on the.. grass. So what’s your plans for this weekend? Mine are traveling to Portland to watch Mandy and the rest of the Lady Comet’s play in the Portland invitation Softball Tournament. It’s a one day even and the weather prognosticators are saying marvelous, just marvelous skies, barely a cloud and sun shiny day ahead. Yeah, I am with you in a bugs ear… So what ever your plans are include with it some fruit.. Oh Yeah fruit is good for you and now researchers say having a cocktail that is fruity doubles the fruit nutrients.. I am not making this up… Here’s the story: A fruity cocktail may not only be fun to drink but may count as health food, U.S. and Thai researchers said on Thursday. Adding ethanol —(now isn’t that the stuff they wanted us to run our cars with??) the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequ

Ass-rod Fails To Win World Series Again
Will someone please take A-Rod aside and teach him the true meaning of clutch? He still doesn't get it. Yesterday the Yankees are in the middle of a rally in the bottom of the ninth inning with two outs against the Indians. Ass-Clown comes up with two men on base, down by one run, and proceeds to hit a three-run walkoff home run to win the game 8-6. What the hell is he doing? David Ortiz would've settled for a double to win by one run. That's clutch. Hitting a jack to the black bleachers in dead centerfield to win by two runs? What a flashy showoff. LOL, just because.

Sub Bill Of Rights
You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have this right, you have the right to demand it. Being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human being. You have the right to respect yourself as well. You have the right to be proud of what you are. Being a submissive is nothing that should ever bring you shame or feelings of reproach. Your submissive nature is a gift and should always be a source of pride and happiness. You have the right to feel safe. Being a submissive should not make you feel afraid, insecure or threatened. Submission is not about living on the edge or flirting with fear. In any situation you should feel safe or there can never be true surrender. You have the right to your emotions and feelings. Your emotions and feelings come from you and they are just as valid as anyone else's. You have a right to them. Those feelings, wh

Call Me Angel Brother,...
CALL ME ANGEL BROTHER,MY BROTHER, FOR I HAVE TOLD YOU BEFORE YOU COULD BE MY ANGEL, AND THIS IS TRUE, IT APPEARS TO ME THAT YOU COULD BE SOMEONE ELSE'S ANGEL TOO,I WAS TOLD SO,AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN KNOW,I THOUGHT OF YOU AS AN ANGEL TOO,... THERE WAS A TIME MY BROTHER,WHERE WE USED TO FIGHT, BUT THEN ONE DAY THERE CAME THAT MOMENT, WE HAD TO STAND TOGETHER OR FALL, AND HELD EACH OTHER UP, AND WATCHED EACH OTHER'S BACK, FOR TIME MAY GO ON, AND THINGS MAY HAPPEN, BUT WE WILL ALWAYS BE BROTHERS,... SO,I JUST CALL YOU ANGEL BROTHER. --FOR ALL MY ANGELS-- SWEET&KINKY 2007

How Many Ways Are There To Refer To Sex???
Laying, shagging, copulating, having marital relations, interpenetration of persons, joining, nuptial union, parking the pinkcadillac, mounting, plugging, penetration, coupling, sexual union, plowing, inserting tab a into slot b, knobbing, knocking boots, jig-jig, dancing the married man's cotillion, rogering, putting the wood to, creating one flesh, balling, doing the nasty, the french wrestling match, rolling in the hay, enacting god's plan, pulling the station wagon into the old garage, playing doctor, filling up the gas tank, docking the thumb drive in the usb, tangential differentiation, coitus coition, communion of persons, getting busy, doing the no-pants dance, laying pipe, making whoopee, the naughty, getting lucky, bow-chika-bow-bow, bumpin' and grindin', giving her the business, going at it, horizontal folk dancing, slamming, sexual congress, the ol' how's-your-father, jiggery pokery, showing her your "o" face, a dig in the whiskers, diddling, boinga boinga, exchanging dna,

A Lil Bout Me
i am a 30 yr. old male living in okc oklahoma. i am divorced with 2 kids. they are my lil angels and i love them . i now have a new wife and she is the most wonderful woman a man could ever ask for. i'm not sure how the hell i got so lucky but i thank god for her each and every day.

I Am Not Open So Dont Expect Me To Be
ok im open a bout a lot of shit like sex and speaking out but there are somethings i am just not gonna let you or anyone else in on shit thats inside me i bottle ... i bottle and lock it all away ...temper yea ive got one and ill fucking kick your ass if you fuck with me or even worse ill just run and never let you back in. i didnt let my mom or dad back in .. why should i let anyone else in hmmm... maybe thats why i have so many problems and yes maybe thats even why im still single ..matthew hahahahh but im semi content so fuck you hahahah alright thats my rag for the time being

What's Your Love Profile
Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try th

Our Love
Our love is like Spring: Its freshness, with the new beginning With the flowers growing And the birds singing Just bursting With life and vitality. Our love is like Summer: It's playfulness, with the fun times With the heat surging And the humidity rising Just breaking Through time and barriers. Our love is like the Fall: Its crispness, with the beauty With the leaves falling And the summer passing Just shaking All the colorful leaves down. Our love is like Winter: Its coldness, with the frosts With the ice and snow And the fires warming Just melting The cold from our souls.

Bored And Frisky
Wow today is nice and sunny was hoping that we could chat and have some hot fun? if you wanna get ahold of me text SuzIsHere to number 35777 cmon I promise you wont be disappointed Im hot, sticky sweet, from my head to my feet yah

Do You
Do you see me hiding in the crowd Do you see how hurt I feel do you hear me crying out your name Do you hear me cry myself to sleep every night do you see me dieing slowly Do you notive I hide my face from you Do you see me hide my tears Do you notice I run off at night and don't return Do you see this single tear I shed for you do you near my heart asking you to be with me do you hear my lips scream your name do you see that our eyes never meet anymore do you notice you never say those sweet things do you see all I want is you

What Ever Did I Do
Why is it you treat me like trash When you are done with me you just throw me out in the rain Have you ever thought how that made me feel What ever did I do to get you mad at me What ever I did will you forgive me Put it in our past Be the best friend The great man I know you as Instead of this horrible man you are to me If I said I loved you as the man you were before Would you trun back to the man I love I guess you will never let me in your life For what ever I did I guess I'll just give up Be the person I am unlike you If you ever want me back think abotu what I'm saying How do you feel now that you hurt me Broke my heart into a million pieces Just remember one thing You will never break my soul or faith in love I believe someone out there loves me

.monday.mornings.
its effin chilly this morning. i hate having to wear a sweater to drop der teufels at school. dropped the neighbor kid at school too. thats my good deed for the day. *nod* i figured he's having issues with the same kids who are givin my kids issues so why not...yannow? *yawn* Charmed is on. if i go sit and watch it...i will fall asleep. i just cant manage to get into normal sleep mode on sunday nites...i stay up way too late n then i pay for it all day monday. *shakes head at self* im still not getting my chickadee alerts. pfffft so i was helpin my *eye roll* friend with her profile. n she stole quotes from a movie i like. wanker. tho i will say...this one particular quote did cause a slight ouchy. i wont tell you what movie its from...mostly cuz im feeling obstinate. ha "You know what's the worst thing about somebody breaking up with you? Is when you remember how little you thought about the people you broke up with and you realize that is how little they're thi

What Is It About Fucking Music ?
techno and industrial and just music in general makes me feel so goood its the greatest high ever performing on stage even if it is just for a couple of minutes you get nervous before sometimes but once your up there it just doesnt faze you at least thats how i feel and then going to shows and raves and stuff is just so freeing everyones happy and the music is usually up beat gotta olove the d and b i fucking love it theres nothing like it fucking dancing and feeling your insides raddle cause its so loud not good for youu but totally woth it its a creepy and great feeling all at once ...pulsing through the veins of candy kids all over the world its great i cant wait for my next rave ... and no its not to go get fucked up on drugs i can get fucked up on the music

Suicidal....
Suicidal thoughts are troubling, especially when accompanied by depression, other mental illnesses, alcohol or drug abuse, or plans for suicide. This situation demands immediate evaluation. These thoughts can indicate serious illness. The critical distinction is between a person’s thoughts regarding death and suicide, and actually wanting to die. When doctors hear that someone wants to die, they refer to these thoughts as suicidal ideation and divide them into 2 categories. Suicidal ideation can be active and involve a current desire and plan to die. Suicidal ideation can be passive, involving a desire to die but without a plan to bring about one's death. If a person has an actual desire to die (in either form of suicidal ideation), he or she must seek immediate medical attention.

My Crush
My Crush I have these feelings, deep inside feelings that I have to hide I don't know if he feels that way too And I don't know what to do When we're together, I feel uptight When he's around I feel so right I dream about what we can do And all the things we can pursue I yearn just to feel his touch And when he leaves, I miss him so much I want to feel his lips against mine And feel our bodies intertwine So for now I'll love him from afar One day I'll express how special you are So until then I will retain this rush And until then I'll contain my crush.

I Know It's Right
I know it's right I know it's ment to be I keep faliing head over heals for you More and more I don't have to worry i know you are falling too I know this is right I know it's ment to be This is suppose to happen I know you are right for me I know I care about you Youa re my dork I am your care bear I don't want to give up I want us to try again I know it's right daon't ask me how i just know I'm right for you You are right for me I just know it's right

Friends And Fans Alike....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Standing Alone Again
Alone I stand on a mountain top. Once in a while I look down. I think to myself what a drop. I've looked all around now. Not sure if I've heard a sound. So my eyes dart all around. I see shades come and go. Every now and then I like to see a show. Siuncing once again something is near. I can tell it is nothing to fear. Not wanting to be alone. What's that? A rock doesn't groan. Now I see it is you my friend. are you in need of something I can lend? If not why are you here? it's the noices that I hear. Where did you go? you there? How can I grow? What do I share?

Love Is A
Love is a fairytail, it only exsists for those who can have it. Love is a dream that is elusive, makes one think when they sit. Love is a game to some who only want to play. Love is a place only for some for a time to stay. Love is a fantascy which fades from sight. Love is a failing dream that wavers in the night. Love is said to rein in abundance, only for a time. Love is a prelude, it makes people feel better in a rhyme. Love seems to make one think they are stronger then they are. But once your heart is broken by this thing called Love its a burnt star.

Pain In My Side
Ouch! Why won't this pain go away. I'm falling apart and I'm only 24. Is this some kind of punishment. I can't eat, I can't sleep. Nothing makes the pain go away. Stupid doctor vampires that take my blood and never give me answers. At first it was just diarrhea and vomit. Good old stomach flu that never went away. At the same time, check blood sugar. Want to make sure its not diabetes. Twelve hour fast...nada...nope I don't have diabetes!!! Yeah for me but still there's pain. Ok..draw blood for another test. Nope no ciliac sprue. Yeah I can eat what I want. Now the pain is worse. Go back to the doctor. They don't know whats wrong with me. When do they ever know! It's just a guessing game. Have to get an ultra sound...yet another 12 hour fast. No results yet. Where are they? Hey..doc says you have to go on a clear liquid diet. Just water, juice, jello, tea, and popsicles! Five days of hell!! Eat for one day and oh my g** the pain! Again doc says..go back on the die

A Little Flab
A Little Flab >> >> One morning while making breakfast, a man >> walked up to his wife, >> pinched her on the butt and said, "If you >> firmed up, we could get rid of your control top pantyhose". >> While this was on the edge of intolerable, >> she kept silent. >> The next morning, the man woke his wife >> with a pinch on each of her breasts and said, "You know, if you firmed >> these up, we could get rid of your >> bra." >> This was beyond a silent response, so she >> rolled over and grabbed him by his "dangler." With a death grip in place, >> she said "You know, if you >> firmed this up, we could get rid of the gardener, the postman, the pool > ;> man, and your brother."

Emotions
How do people live with all these emotions I can't stand them All they do is hurt you Or someone close to you I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel cold in the heart I feel every emotion but happiness I don't want all these emotions They're taking over my life All I wanna do is cry I wann tell someone how I feel I can't since they will think I'm insain The worse feeling is not having someone to talk to They wont understand All I want to do is crawl up in a ball Cry all day long Can someone just help me Help me with all these emotions Can they make me happy I haven't felt that for some time I don't want it I don't like it Make it leave I feel so cold in the heart I feel every emotions but happiness I don't want all these emotions They are taking over my life

Support Of Our Military
Thank you all for welcoming aboard in such a happy spirit! As a newcomber, I only have two statements: 1. Buy SIRIUS and support Freedom Of Speech 2. Support our troops. As a prior 8 year veteran of the US Army, I know from personal experience how much these guys value the support of their fellow Americans. We owe them at least that much. Please help me support them.

Drama
Yesterday something happened to me, I felt jumped on when the person claimed I was fake! I'm not fake I'm probably more open then any other person I dont hold back with my feelings or what I feel, I know it is hard to understand my way of doing things and my submessive ways. Everyone here on CT for a reason, what ever youre reason is I dont know, but I can tell everyone that I'm here to get entertainment, to kill time, to be sassy if I want to and find people with the same strokes I have. I dont promise anyone marriage or even to meet up, where is the point in making people hurt in the end if you know you wont be able to keep a promise. Sure there are a few of you that I feel are potentially more then others, but the chance we ever meet is very small, and my crush is a crush someone I do like for his kindness, sweetness and he deserve every crush there is

Best-ever Chocolate Cake
Stand: 30 minutes Prep: 50 minutes Bake: 35 minutes Cool: 15 minutes 3/4 cup butter 3 eggs 2 cups all-purpose flour 3/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder 1 tsp baking soda 3/4 tsp baking powder 1/2 tsp salt 2 cups sugar 2 tsp vanilla 1 1/2 cups milk Chocolate-Sour Cream Frosting (recipe follows) 1. Allow the butter and eggs to stand at room temperature for 30 minutes. Meanwhile, lightly grease the bottoms of two 8x8x2-inch square or 9x1 1/2-inch round cake pans. Line bottoms of pans with waxed paper. Grease and lightly flour the waxed paper and sides of pans. Or, grease one 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Set the pan(s) aside. 2. In a medium bowl, stir together the flour, cocoa powder, baking soda, baking powder and salt; set aside. 3. In a large mixing bowl, beat butter with an electric mixer on medium to high speed for 30 seconds. Gradually add sugar, about 1/4 cup at a time, beating on medium speed for 3 to 4 minutes, or until t

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Pain And Your Children
A MOTHER SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO WISH SHE NEVER GAVE BIRTH 2 A CHILD OR IN MY CASE A GROWN SON HE HAS PROVED AGAIN THAT HE CARES ABOUT NO ONE BUT HIMSELF ... MY WISH 4 HIM IS THAT SOMEDAY HE WILL FEEL THE PAIN IN THE SAME WAY HE IS INFLICTING IT ON ME...I HOPE HE WILL SEE WHAT IT IS LIKE TO LOSE THE MOST CHERISHED THINGS IN YOUR LIFE ...HIS KIDS...BECAUSE FROM NOW ON HE IS DEAD 2 ME...

Texas Wife
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Colorado and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house clea ning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and dinner cooked. The second man had married a woman from Nebraska . He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from ! Texas . He told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down an

Common Mistakes In New Relationships
The first year of a romantic relationship carries a lot of power. By the end of that year, the tenor of your relationship is established, as is your quality as a partner. She'll pretty much know if you're lazy, a pushover or uncaring in the long run. That's why in the first year, it's important to watch your behavior around her. Don't set her expectations too high, and don't try to fit her mold of the perfect boyfriend. This applies to the entire year, be it in the first, third or 10th month. Here are the 10 biggest mistakes men make in that most critical year. 10. You shower her with gifts Many men equate spending money on a woman with making her like him more. Buying her many, often expensive, presents or getting her something for every occasion, no matter how trivial, is a deadly mistake. It suggests a man has little to offer other than what's in his checking account. Worse still, the woman may begin to expect gifts from him all the time. Close your wallet and give her somethi

Dont Look Here
dont look here for your happiness,its all inside yourself,you wont find it by tearing down my self asteem ,but by building you own.dont call someone a liar ,unless its the truth.dont laugh at my feelings,because your afraid to show your own

Life Goes On..
♥уσυ gσттα тαкє тнє gσσ∂ ωιтн тнє вα∂, ѕмιℓє ωιтн тнє ѕα∂, ℓσνє ωнαт уσυ gσт,яємємвєя ωнαт уσυ нα∂, ℓєαяи тσ fσяgινє, вυт иєνєя fσяgєт, ℓєαяи fяσм уσυя мιѕтαкєѕ, вυт иєνєя яєgяєт, ρєσρℓє ¢нαиgє α

Sex Sex And More Sex
SEX....WHAT WOULD WE DO WITHOUT IT....I FOR ONE WOULD GO CRAZY...THE DIFERENT POSTIONS...THE DIFFERENT TOUCHES....THE DIFFERENT KISSES....DAMN IT IS GETTING HOT IN HERE....LOL.....SEX DOES MAKE THE WORLD GO AROUND...AND TO A FEW OTHER PLACES....THE SLIDESHOW AND MUSIC WAS PUT TOGETHER BY A FRIEND OF MINE~~TEXAS GIRL~~....SO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND CHECK OUT HER OTHER SHOWS....KISSES AND LICKS TO ALL

Hump Day Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? Very much taken 2) Are you happy with where you are? I like who I am and the people I choose to surround myself with. 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? I have, but with others it takes time. 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yep 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? NEVER 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? I wouldn't be in a relationship with someone who would be unfaithful to me. 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? Yes 8) Do you want children? nope, I have 2. 9) How many? ZERO 10) Would you consider adoption? I don't want any more of my own, why would I want yours?? 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? They should just say so. 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? I don't play any games.. Except naked Twister. 13) Do you want someone you can't have?

The Sensual Crest
Just wrote this for a friend for the heck of it. Thought it was okay. So I decided to save it. 'Tween her legs the treasure lies. Her passion, her desire she shalln't deny. Damp from want, betrayed in her eyes. Breathless she awaits him. He lowers himself on her flower bare. His lips meet her's, her soul to care. Tongue testing her tender flesh. Her pearl, her bud is his quest. Moaning at his care and caress, she pushes up to take his best. Open, open, more she needs, take her passion is her whispered plea. Between his lips her swelling bud goes. Sucked softly, and very slow. Tongue caressing the sensual crest. She is his, he will do his best.

"the Daily Wanker Review" - Issue 1
That\'s it! ... The dumb-asses have driven Me to it! I have decided to make a daily to semi-daily blog post series called "The Daily Wanker Review". This series will be an on going series of those turdlets that win the "Wanker of the Day" Award. Below is the actual transcript (with typos corrected). For discretionary reasons I have decided to change the "Wanker-du-Jour\'s" screen name to be simply "him". By no means was he the only one who competed for this title today. He is just the one who really seems to believe more than the rest that he\'s so smarter that he\'s going to pull his shit (as well as pulling his pathetic little dink ...Yes, "dink" not "dick", a "dink" is kind of like a "dick" only it is so miniscule that it is hard to see with the naked eye. You should be most thankful that it is too small to see, because under a micro-scope one would be able to be quite disturbed and somewhat damaged by just how grotesque and pathetic such a p

Surrender To New Experiences
The rustle of crumpling leaves broke the silence of the woods. It was a cold day in New Hampshire, and crisp air filled Victoria’s lungs with each breath she took. The sun was low in the sky, its weak autumn rays straining vainly to warm her face through the bare-branched trees whose summer foliage lay strewn at her feet. It was a beautiful day for a walk, but Victoria's mind paid scant attention to the trail beneath her feet or the wonders of nature surrounding her. Her thoughts were focused on the path she had chosen to reach this point, a path that would soon bring her to a place where she would relinquish her very right to choose. "What am I doing here?" she asked herself as she fought the urge to turn and run in the direction from which she had come. It hadn’t been long since Victoria had thought her life was perfect. After graduating from college, she had worked her way up the corporate ladder and had met the man of her dreams whom she was sure she would marry. Paul was ri

Cats Vs People
Having lived with my family, a roommate, a husband and a cat I much prefer the company of my cat. A cat will never judge you. A cat will love you even when you don't feel particularly loveable. A cat won't try to change you, they like you just as you are. You don't have to worry about hurting your cat's feelings, they don't care what you think of them. A cat doesn't hold a grudge. They have a short memory and they get over things quickly. A cat will never yell at you. The most you can expect is a loud "MEOW"

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there m

The Handwriting On The Wall
A weary mother returned from the store, Lugging groceries through the kitchen door. Awaiting her arrival was her 8 year old son, Anxious to relate what his younger brother had done. "While I was out playing and Dad was on a call, T.J. took his crayons and wrote on the wall! It's on the new paper you just hung in the den. I told him you'd be mad at having to do it again." She let out a moan and furrowed her brow, "Where is your little brother right now?" She emptied her arms and with a purposeful stride, She marched to his closet where he had gone to hide. She called his full name as she entered his room. He trembled with fear-he knew that meant doom! For the next ten minutes, she ranted and raved About the expensive wallpaper and how she had saved. Lamenting all the work it would take to repair, She condemned his actions and total lack of care. The more she scolded, the madder she got, Then stomped from his room, totally distraught! She headed for the den to confirm

Deeply Depressed
this will be short cause im depressed for reasons which i will now express i give and give and for what to be called a stupid fuck i give my love to have it spit back in my face an unwanted freak without grace a dark soldier forced to walk alone a full hearted lover with no home a father of two wonderful kids a dreamer that rarely wins a fool for love in no way good enough cant let myself cry so down its stuffed i'll smoke a blunt and drink a beer and try to pretend i'm not here in a world were good deeds are punishedMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

How I Feel!
Miles and miles of perfect sin- I swear, I said , I fit right in I fit right in your perfect skin Give me a reason to be beautiful So sick in this body So sick in this soul I'll give you this body, just sell me your soul Oh, and everything I am will be bought and sold Oh, and everything I am will turn hard and cold And they say, in the end- you'll get bitter- just like them And they steal your heart away When the fire goes out, you better learn to fake It's better to rise, than to fade away Hey, you were right. Named a star for your eyes. Did you freeze? Did you weep? Turn to gold? Baby- sleep. honey of mine I was there all the time. And I weep at your feet. SO I SAY FUCK IT ALL!! AND I NEED A BREAK

I Finally Did It...yay Me
As some of you know I have an older brother with whom i do not get along..well after 20 years of constant bickering and fighting it finally became physical, and it was started by him and im proud to say i BEAT HIS FUCKIN ASS!!!!! thats right karma just got into a physical altercation not more than 30 minutes ago, blood is pumping body is shaking and damn i feel good about myself because i dont have a mark on me, but OMG is mike gonna b fuckin pissed when he finds out, i hate to be my brother once word gets around to the rest of my family...hes soo dead...lmao

Bubba
Bubba called his attorney and asked, "Is it true theys suin them cigarette companies fer causin People to git cancer ?" "Yes, Bubba, sure is true," responded the lawyer. "And now someone is suin them fast food restaurants Fer makin them fat an cloggin their arteries with all them burgers an fries, is that true, Mista Lawyer?" "Sure is, Bubba." "And that lady sued McDonalds for millions when she was gave that hot coffee that she ordered?" "Yep." "And that football player sued that university when he Gradiated and still couldn't read?" "That's right," said the lawyer." "But why are you asking?" "Well, I was thinkin . ... What I want to know is, kin I sue Budweiser fer all them ugly women I slept with?"

The Spirit Of Love
Feel the spirit of love, It is floating everywhere, Carried far by the wind, None other can compare. Sooner or later it finds you, Love tearing at your heart, For one reason or another, You'll feel it at the very start. It makes your heart sing, Where ever you may go, Guiding your every step, Setting your day aglow. The spirit of abundant love, Makes the world go round, Unfortunately at times it fails. Beware when it lets you down. The spirit of true love, Is so very reliably strong, If you believe in it's powers, It will always rebound.

Just Have To Love All The Curves That It Gives!!
FIRST DAY YOU ENTER, OTHERS OOOWW AND AAAHHH OVER YOU. THEN BY THE 6TH YR YOU ARE WORKING OUT HOW TO DEAL WITH OTHER KIDS, HATING ON YOU AND LEARNING OTHER THINGS! BY THE NEXT SAY 12 YRS OF YOUR LIFE YOU WORK AT ADDING, SUBTRACTING, MULTIPLY, DIVISION, LITERATURE, WORLD HISTORY, GEOGRAPHY, AND ALL THAT LOVELY SHIT. THEN YOU ARE LED OUT TO THE WORLD TO WORK ON BETTERING YOURSELF, AND GET JOBS. YOU EITHER CONSIST OF LAYING AROUND AND DO NOTHING, DEPEND ON OTHERS OR YOU GET OFF OF YOUR ASS AND GET A MEANS TO SUPPORT YOURSELF, AND GIVE YOURSELF THE RESPECT THAT YOU SHOULD HAVE FOR YOURSELF IN THE FIRST PLACE! THEN YOU WORK IN THE WORLD OF JOBS FROM AGE 19-62. GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS IN BETWEEN THE YEARS OF 19-35 OR MORE SOMETIMES. THEN GET READY TO HAVE GRANDKIDS AND THEN GET READY TO DIE! THERE ISN'T MUCH TO LIFE AS YOU SEE, SO LIVE IT TO NO END AS IF YOU ONLY HAVE ONE CHANCE! BECAUSE BASICALLY LIKE I WAS WANTING TO SAY EALIER YOU ONLY HAVE 1 LIFE TO LIVE!!!!

Shadow Caress ~seduction/erotica
soft caresses in the darkness in the shadow dreams where are you my darling when the seraphim keen? memories of your feather touch.. dark seduction i loved ever so much as the egyptian music played the smell of jasmine in the air as bodies twine and meld heat of passion on a desert night.. as the shadows dance upon the temple wall candle flickers ghosts dancing upon milk white skin.. the dance of the ages , dark seduction once again begins dark eyes pools with endless debth. how Il got lost in them come to me in the shadowland.. where the is no form of command let us just be a boy and a girl in the timeless sea let us love with out reason or thought.. cross all boundries in the real and surreal.. come meet me in shadowspace.. let us share eroticas grace or , perhaps find some new form of disgrace tye me up perhaps with bonds of silken rope the play of the knife cross albaster flesh honey dripping from my l

Crush'em (megadeth)
Enter the arena and hit the lights Step up now you're in for a ride this is war, ain't no fun and games we get it up, you go down in flames Party time, going down you better not mess us around the stakes are rich, take a hit or stay the price is high, someone's gonna pay Heads I win, tails you lose out of my way I'm coming through roll the dice don't think twice and we crush, crush 'em Looking for trouble, now you've found it you're a drum and we're gonna pound it Last one standing wins the fight hear us scream and shout all night down on the floor and eat the grit this is gonna hurt a little bit Heads I win, tails you lose out of my way I'm coming through roll the dice don't think twice and we crush, crush 'em Now we lay you down to rest you'll never be more than second best step inside you're in for a ride and we crush, crush 'em Don't need reason, don't want names just a John Doe to put to shame step aside let me explain the name of the gam

One Nights Dream
There are no horses in my dreams tonight Rats, bats, and other scary things are not in my nightmares A time of war is now troubling my sleep I raise up each morning willing myself to remember what dreams or nightmares I have had Yet, I can not remember them fully in truth I see a feather falling in the darkness The light from it shines like a star Voiding out the suns rays Yet when I stop dreaming in my sleeping wakefullness I see a pure white feather long and slender As I take it to hand, it becomes like stardust glittering to nothingness Now I am fully awake, to say, "Thank you for this one true dream of peace of mind heart and soul" In Jesus name I pray, Amen Now I rest my head upon the pillow to sleep a new night As I drift off to sleep, I wonder a new Will I find the feather in the darkness again Mabye it will be the rats, bats and other scary nightmares Or will the horses be in my dreams at last. Amen God,

For People Who Post Stop The Drama Bullys..you Are Bullies Who Create The Drama.....trying To Destroy People ..worry About Your Own Poinst Fuckers
I THINK CHERRYTAP IS PISSED OFF AT YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THE TOP 1000 IN LIL OVER A MONTH.. SOME HOW PEOPLE FEEL I DONT DESERVE IT..EEN THOUGH I SPEND ALOT OF HOURS A DAY HERE........I SHOW EVERYONE LOVE OR HEY WOULDNT SHOW ME NONE.. I WORK HARD TO GET TO MY LEVEL I HAVE BOUGHT 2 HAPPY HOURS..I ANSWE EVERY MESSAGE AND SHOUT...THE POINT OF THIS..SINCE U HELPED ME YOU SHARE THE BLKAME.....SO WHEN YOU SEE BULLETINS TTALKING ABOUT CHEATERS.....THEY ARE ABOUT YOU...YOU CHEAT TO GET ME WHERE I AM...YOU SHOWED ME TO MUCH LOVE TO FAST...WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT LIARS..BE OFFENDED,....THEY THINK I LIED TO YOU OR USED TRICKERRY....IF THEY ARE RIGHT..YOU ARE STUPID......SO BE OFFENDED....AND EVERYTHING THOSE BULLETINS SAY IN RELATION TO THIS SHOULD OFFENF YOU...CAUSE SOME ONE HAS T O GET CHEATED LIED TO TRICKED DECIEVED CONNED. AND I CANCELED THE EMAIL DRIVE SO THEY WOULDNT SAY YOU WERE THE PEOPLE WHO GOT TOOKEN...BUT I WILL SAY THIS TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A CHEAT.. FUCK YOU...WHY THE FUCK Y

Three Little Words
Three little words I want from you Is this something you can do Keeping me close within your heart Saying my dear we’ll never part Then our love to be assured No more loneliness to be endured I’ll say a prayer that this is true I’ll keep on dreaming of loving you

Pagan Holidays
Samhain, pronounced sow-en and called Halloween today, is the ending of the Celtic year. The Celtic new year actually begins at sunset on October 31. This ritual is known as Ancestor Night or Feast of the Dead. Because the veil between the worlds is thinnest on this night, it was and is considered an excellent time for divinations. Feasts are made in remembrance of dead ancestors and as an affirmation of continuing life. A time for settling problems, throwing out old ideas and influences. This is either celebrated October 31, or the first Full Moon in Scorpio. Winter Solstice or Yule, occurs about December 21. This is the time of death and rebirth of the Sun God. The days are shortest, the Sun at its lowest point. The Full Moon after Yule is considered the most powerful of the whole year. This ritual is a light festival, with as many candles as possible on or near the altar in welcome of the Sun Child. Imbolc, February 1st or the first Full Moon in Aquarius, is a time of cleansin