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Not Always Right | Lt. Bsod Reporting For Duty
Tech Support | Nova Scotia, Canada (Back story: the customer was getting a blue screen of death on their computer.) Me: “Hello, thank you for calling tech support. How can I help you today?” Customer: “I was wondering if you could tell me who general failure is and why he is trying to read the C drive on my computer?” Me: “Ummm…excuse me?” Customer: “I said that some guy named General Failure is reading my C drive.” Me: “…How did you come to this conclusion?” Customer: “When I booted up my computer I get a big blue screen that says “General failure reading drive C,” and I demand to know who this person is!” Me: *stifling laughter* “Okay, if you don’t mind I am going to place you on hold for about 10 minutes while I do an investigation as to who this person is…” (I placed customer on hold and told my co-workers. We laughed our asses off for 10 minutes.)

Very Important Blog... Everyone Please Read
This is the complete and utter truth of the past 2 years and all the screw ups that i've done and can remember.The recent break up between me and Denise is in no way her fault. I am the one who screwed up over the past two years.I have on many occations left comments of a wrong or perverted nature on several different females pictures. Although many of them I did not intend to be taken the ways that they were. All of them have hurt Denise.By leaving the comments i have on girls pictures i have shown that i have faults.I am completely and utterly sorry for all the pain that i have caused her in the past two years plus. I have been an asshole and inconsiderate person in my thinking. I did not truly think about what i was doing, i just did it and didn't think about the consequences until they were upon me.The pain i feel from causing Denise her pain is settling in. There is no way i can make the pain go away. The only way i hope to ebb the pain at all is to attempt to make amends to her f

A Lyric Poem I Wrote This Morning (was Inspired By A Show I Watched)
You say I never believe you But Baby you know I'll always love you Darlin' You know I'd never leave you You are mine I would cover your body in kisses And this is true Oh I love you You ask me why I do this for you And I tell you time and time again I do, Oh I love you I'll give you my trust and honesty and you know this is true How I love you I love you

Preview Of "the End Of Death Series" First Book "death's Mercy"
When our...art first came to America people first thought it was a miracle. As the ages passed it soon became thought of as witchcraft the devils magics. During the age of Voodoo is was also considered a form of this. But in this modern age our art is far more complex. Some use our art as a form of income..be it helping the police or giving people a final meeting with those passed on. But these are the false bearers of our gift...it is far more than just simple tricks and bringing people back from the dead. Oh yes Necromancy has many forms this is the story of my gifts...the gifts of one who is truely adept in the ways of death and his dark coils... Jochame Forester sat with his head resting against another random cool bartop. His long thick coat drapped about his shoulders, his form covered in a very pricey very rich looking suit. Not at all suprising for one who gave "legal council" to people...if you could call his cilents people. Half the time he ended up defending something no on

Late Nite **nsfw**maybe?
The night is silent except for the soft chirp of crickets filtering in through the window, moonlight dances with the curtains that float across the bed, and there is a warm breeze drifting up from the mountain valley below. It is as I lay staring out of my open window that I hear the soft pad of your feet against the hardwood floor as you walk down the hall. You hesitate outside my open door before you come in and walk to the bed. Once again you hesitate. Slowly, you lift up the sheet and crawl in next to me, letting the bed settle with the new presence. You lean towards me and I can feel your warm breath on my shoulder a moment before you lay your lips upon it. Your hand moves to lay atop my hip, your thumb softly stroking. I let out a sigh as your lips make their way from my shoulder to the back of my neck, blowing my hair from your path. Your hand slides from my hip to my stomach as you begin to kiss the side of my neck, nuzzling me. I lean into you and I hear you let out a strang

One Wish
One Wish If I were granted any wish, I'll tell you what I'd do,... I'd wish my kids were small again, for just a month or two; To hear their squeals of laughter, to watch them while they play, And when they ask me to join in, I'd NOT say "Not Today". To jug again their chubby frame, to kiss away their tears, and cherish childhood innocence that's washed away the years; Then when it's story time again, I'd stay a little longer; to answer questions, sing the songs, so memories would be stronger, But time is callous, wishes, myths, yet God in all his wisdom, Has given me another chance before I join his kingdom; The face may not be just the same, the name is changed, ' tis true, But yet the smile that radiates, reminds me so of you. God must have known that Grandma would need a chance or two. For many little happy things she hadn't time to do; So God gave Love to Grandmas to equal that before, That, in effect, embraces those little lives she bore.

The Ugly Futh
Hell Yeah!! People I'm back. It's time for your healthy dose of some ugly truth. What better a topic to throw some ugly on then this wondiferous place so many of us spend so much of our time in. Yes Fu-Land I’m talkin about you and these wonderful subjects deemed fu's which more then half of us should just be called hypocritical fools. You may ask why? Ohh why such the beef with Fu-Land? It's simple really..I cant stand any place that reminds me of HighSchool..Where a Bunch of Lonely Skank-a-Dillas and holier then thou wife jackin man whores become hypocritical jackasses and are able to dictate what was once a fun place. You don’t like homosexuals, interracial relationships, bisexuals, that’s fine your entitled to your opinion but go bitch about peoples god given freedoms on some redneck retard blog site with others that share your views don’t come up in a public place and make it hell for others.. I'm a product of an interracial marr

Not Always Right | The Devil Revils In The Details
Library | Boston, MA, USA Customer: “Can I check out books?” Me: “Do you have a library card?” Customer: “Yeah.” Me: *checks out books* “Okay, you’re all set. These are due back January 15.” Customer: “But that was 11 months ago!” Me: “January 15 of 2010, ma’am.” Customer: “What if I return them NEXT January 15?” Me: “Then you would owe $365 in overdue fines, ma’am.” Customer: “But it would still be January 15!”

Not Always Right | The Devil Is In The Retailers
Retail | Ohio, USA Me: “Good morning, ma’am. What can I help you with today?” Customer: “Do you have this product here?” *points to a video game in our ad* Me: “Certainly, ma’am. Just take that aisle down here and turn right. Near the doors are the video games.” Customer: “Oh, alright! Thank you.” (Shortly after, I get a call about TVs so head towards that section. After helping another guest out, the first guest shows up.) Me: “Hello again, ma’am! Want me to show you where that game is you were looking for?” Customer: “How did you do that?” Me: “Do what, ma’am?” Customer: “How did you appear like that? Magic?” Me: “No, ma’am. I just–” Customer: “It’s magic! You kids and your devil ways!” Me: “I promise it’s not magic, ma’am. I just took a shortcut.” Customer: “Through h***! Demon!&

A Sexy Ass Song....
Minus the Bear - White Mystery Left her at home in the cold London night. She had nothing on. (not a stich) Nothing on (not a stich on) And she stays that way (till I get back) With all regrets and (till I get back) Another bottle of Good times Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch In the same position Laying on her back waiting for a kiss A kiss that she gets, long and slow Starts at her toes,and then it goes And goes, and goes, and goes And goes, and goes, and goes And moves slow And when get to her lips I still have skin to expose Her body’s under the covers And there’s nothing wrong with a single inch And then we change positon She’s got me on my back Losing common sense, They are bright lights x4 You can’t hear the music But we’re playing the same tune Each beat every note played perfectly by you They are bright lights --- HOT. The beat is great as well. Hmm. ;)

Please Help Me Out
Do you like it rough or sensual? Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both? How often do you like to have sex? Is sex a top priority for you? Do you have sex face to face with your partner? How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger? How do you feel about one night stands? How many one night stands have you had? What's your favorite position? Where's your favorite place to have sex? Do you prefer to make love or f*uck? Have you ever watched porn while having sex? How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed? Do you get off first or do they?

How Bizarre By Omc
Brother Pele's in the back Sweet Zina's in the front Cruising down the freeway In the hot, hot sun Suddenly red blue lights Flash us from behind Loud voice booming "Please step out onto the line" Pele breathes words of comfort Zina just hides her eyes Policeman taps his shades Is that a Chevy 69? How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Destination unknown As we pull in for some gas Freshly pasted poster Reveals a smile from the pack Elephants and acrobats, Lions snakes monkey Pele speaks righteous Sister Zina says funky How bizarre How bizarre How bizarre Ooh baby, (ooh baby) It's making me crazy, (it's making me crazy) Everytime I look around Look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around Everytime I look around It's in my face Ringmaster step out Says the elephants left town People jump and jive But the clowns have stuck around T.V. news and camera There's choppers in the sky Marines, police, reporters Ask where, for and why Pele yells "we're outta here" Zina says

Fla Is Fucked Up Man
January 5, 2010 Destin Man Arrested on Charges of Possessing Child Pornography TALLAHASSEE, FL – Attorney General Bill McCollum today announced a Destin man has been arrested on charges of promoting the sexual performance of a minor and possession of child pornography. John Forrest surrendered to law enforcement officers late last night after the Attorney General’s CyberCrime Unit requested a judge issue a warrant for his arrest. During a routine undercover investigation online, CyberCrime investigators discovered numerous images of child pornography and traced the images back to Forrest’s computer. A CyberCrime investigator also determined Forrest, 38, was making the images available for distribution. A search warrant was executed on Forrest’s home with assistance from the Okaloosa County Sheriff’s Office, and nine computers were seized. Forensic analysis confirmed that numerous images of child pornography were on the computers, including some images of c

Haiti Pt. 2
http://current.com/items/91925312_where-was-america-before-the-earthquake-when-haitian-kids-were-slaves-eating-mudcakes-to-survive.htm That article really pisses me off. First off, why the fuck is it OUR job to help WHAT SO EVER? How many fucking Americans are down there right now helping, that are simply volunteers, or nurses or doctors? Donating their precious time, not asking for money, and taking care of them? Hmmm? How much help and money and man power are they getting from other countries? This whole issue is really irritating me like no other. If people are gonna bitch about us helping, or say that "we only get involved when its high profile" how about we just fucking let all the poor, pathetic, useless, and worthless countries deal with shit on their own from now on? How about we focus on our OWN country and send our troops to our OWN states within, and let them fucking fend for themselves for a while and wait as they come crying, begging, whining, and bitching for help like

Untitled
I don't know exactly what it is Her smile, her style, or her profile That drives me so crazy And drives me so wild Her beauty leaves me breathless And draws the words from my lips The words I dare not speak to her Drives my mind to throw fits And her names echoes through the walls Driving me near to insanity Resulting in my inner soul Falling further into calamity As I attempt to sleep at night Her whispers taunt me in my ear And all I can do to is wonder out loud When again will my thoughts be done and clear?

Dirt Fights Disease Better Than Soap (repost)
Why it matters: Sheltering kids from nature and showering them with chemical based anti-bacterial soaps has caused decreased resistance to disease and allergy in the industrialized world. Recap: Hippies and Earth Muffins rejoice! You were right and Proctor & Gamble was wrong…muck does help little kids fight disease. A recent study by the University of California, San Diego shows that the presence of the bacteria staphylococci on the skin prevents wounds from becoming inflamed. The findings represent the first molecular basis for the “Hygiene Hypothesis.” The hypothesis asserts that “a lack of early childhood exposure to infectious agents and microorganisms increases an individuals susceptibility to disease by changing how the immune system reacts to such “bacterial invaders.” The notion first surfaced in the 1980s in response to reduced childhood disease resistance in industrialized areas, and conversely, to explain why children in larger fa

Missing You
I miss you a lot. This process, and this relationship has definetely been a challenge since you got this new job. Definetely different from spending a minimum of 15 hours a day on the phone together :) But I love you more than anything in this world. And I miss you and bug you only because I worry. I like listening to some of your favorite bands' songs just to feel a little closer to you. I like watching some of the movies we watched together, just so I can smile at the memory of watching it with you. I like rating your pictures on fubar just in case you hop online, you can see I'm still missing and loving you. But most of all I love going to bed at night because at least in my dreams, I can be with you right now. And there are moments like this morning when I wake up from a beautiful dream with you, and I swear I can feel your the lingering of your lips on mine. Silly right? You always teased me about being so impatient. Ii'm starting to think you or God are doing this to me to tea

Missing Metallica Fan
(Jan. 26) -- A man in Virginia has reportedly found the remains of a blond woman on his farm, leading to speculation that the body could be that of Morgan Dana Harrington, a Virginia Tech student who went missing in October. The farmer, Dave Bass, said he found the body this morning on a remote part of his property, the 700-acre Anchorage Farm in Albemarle County, according to a Charlottesville newspaper. The body is said to be partially skeletized and wearing black clothing. Missing-person fliers for Harrington say she was wearing a black T-shirt with the word "Pantera" on it, a black mini skirt, black tights and black boots when she went missing. Harrington, 20, was last seen Oct. 17 in a parking lot at the University of Virginia, where she had been at a Metallica concert. Police found her purse with her ID and cell phone in the parking lot of the John Paul Jones Arena in Charlottesville. Her family has offered a $100,000 reward for her return or information leading to t

How To Tell When You Need Sex
According to the free, dating, and relationships website askdanandjennifer.com : "It's very easy to overlook your body's sexual needs signs since they are often signs of other problems, too. The best way to pinpoint which symptoms are yours is to see which ones seem to go away for a while after you've had a satisfying sexual experience. It does not always have to include someone else." Some of the most common signs of sexual needs are: General and mounting irritability Overall feeling of frustration without knowing the cause Feeling stressed for no reason Excessive or lack of hunger or sleep Anger and/or other unexplainable negative emotions towards your partner Vivid sexual dreams that may lead to wet dreams for both men and women "Basically lack of sex makes people feel disgruntled, to sum it up. Some people even claim that their skin itches, or their everyday thoughts are unusually pervaded by sexual fantasies. Whatever your particular signs are, knowing them an

Kim Kardashian Likes Golden Showers
Kim Kardashian, the professional skank and friend of Paris Hilton received a golden shower from her ex-boyfriend, R&B singer Ray-J. If you're a religious person, a "golden shower" means you like to get pissed on. The scene is reportedly included in the celebrity sex tape the duo made, which is available online.

Sorrow Is The Silence
Sorrow is the Silence by Michael Blue moon was in the night sky Longing to see the stars in your eyes Thoughts of you raging threw my veins The silence of your soft voice bringing me pain Only to get over your memory was easy to do How great, for you, my affection is, only if you knew

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Redhead
10. “Do your drapes match the carpet?” Thank you for annihilating any naughty thoughts I may have had about showing you my interior decorating. 9. “Carrot-top.” If you are the first, second or third adult ever to say this to a 6-year-old redhead, congratulations — a first-grader finds you clever! Otherwise, you just appear to possess all the mental maturity of a first-grader, and I expect you’ll shortly be peeing your pants in public. 8. “You know what they say about redheads ...” No, what do they say? No,really, what? You’re not going to tell me? I really wanna know, what do they say, tell me what they say about redheads ...Ohhhh, is this one of those reverse psychology things where I’m supposed to giggle aloud about what a bad girl I am? You wanna know what else is reverse psychology? Your thinking this is gonna work. 7. “Are you a natural redhead?” Yes, are you a natural retard? 6. “Firecrotch.&rdq

It's Electric
Montesano, Wash. (AP) -- Authorities believe a Washington man was killed by accidentally urinating on a downed power line after a car crash. Grays Harbor County sheriff's Deputy Dave Pimentel (PIM'-en-tel) said Monday 50-year-old Roy Messenger was not seriously hurt after he collided with a power pole Friday and called a relative to pull his car from a ditch. However, family members found Messenger electrocuted when they arrived. Pimentel says Messenger apparently urinated into a roadside ditch but didn't see the live wire. The urine stream likely served as a conductor, allowing the electricity to reach his body. Pimentel says there will be an autopsy but burn marks indicated the way the electricity traveled through Messenger's body.

Vanished
All my thougths vanish,The momment I see her eyes.My mind so lost in them,Never wanting to say goodbye. With just one look from her,My will would vanish,my resistance gone.My heart cannot run away,From thier sweet song. If I ever had the choice,With her never I will.My eyes would long to see her,Her beauty they would never fill. I hope never again comes a day,Where this beauty is not in my eyes.I thank my God for this gift of her,His beauty that fell from heavens sky's.

What You Think?
You're such a fucking prick and I lied to you all along. You think you're God's gift to women but boy are you so wrong. You thought that I love you when it was another in my bed. You thought I would think of you when it was another in my head. You thought you had my heart with every word that you said But now the mention of your name makes me wish you were dead.

Afraid!!
I want to say I love you but I am scared and I am afraid you wont love me in return. I want to hold you close and wipe away your tears but I am afraid you will only push me away. I want to show you I care for you but afraid you will only laugh at me. I want to give you my heart but afraid you will rip it from my soul. I want to spend my life with you and share some memorys with you. I want to walk with you, hold hands with you, laugh with you, cry with you, but afraid I am just afraid! Caroline Morrison

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every m

Worst Things You Could Shout Out During Sex Is?
Worst things you could shout out during sex is...Hunny have you started yet? Worst thing you could shout out during sex is..someone elses name Worst thing you could shout out during sex is..Hey dummy thats not the right hole. Worst thing you could shout out during sex is...asking if your out of toilet paper as you make a grocery list. Worst thing you could shout out during sex is...wonder what its like making love to a girl/man Worst thing you could shout out during sex is....gawd hun stop I have to pee. I was just in a silly mood when I thought of this laffin

My Wolves
White Wolf, Black Wolf, Black Wolf, White I wish I may, I wish I might choose the right Wolf to feed tonight One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME Black Wolf, White Wolf, White Wolf , Black let it be hands not stumps I draw back White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White one is DARK and one is LIGHT Black Wolf, White Wolf White Wolf, GREY !? feed the right Wolf turn not away White Wolf, Black Wolf Black Wolf, White which to feed he Dark or The Light? One Wolf, Two Wolf Wolves I see both are hungry both are ME

Lighthouse
I stand by the colorful ocean on a grassy green cliff so high my body sturdy and cold against the crisp blowing mist The ocean water splashes up from the hillside rocks the saltiness makes my color fade with age Beautiful birds visit me day in and day out I can see for miles and wide watch the ships and boats sail close and far I shine my light for all to see warn all of any dangers below and across the wavy waters Savior tall with a big bright light

Sittin Here On A Lonely Bed
Sittin here on a lonely bed horney and hot as the color of red Thinkin of you as the hours pass by twitchin and jittery cause I need a ride I need the warmth of hard gentle hands wanting to be filled as it stands Touch me freely with gentle fingers kiss me hard cover me as you linger Lightning strikes throughout my veigns my blood boils hot as I'm about to go insane Sittin here on a lonely bed lights down low and soft sweet sound I'll kiss you all over, your member is aroused put my hands to your face, kiss your sweet neck stroke my fingers down your chest Press my body to yours skin on skin tease me, please me, eat me , drive me crazy Ride me hard make me wet

Friends Only Blogs
My blogs are friends only now but I am tired of morons with no pics of themselves and/or salute coming into my blogs and treating them like the MuMMs. If you do not like it then you do not have to come to my blogs anymore. I don't give a fuck either way. Just trying to cut down on the bullshit because I am seriouslly not in the mood anymore. I am not here for your popularity contest nor do I give a fuck about being in one myself. I took my GED the day I turned 17 because I was sick of dealing with it then and I really do not have time for it here anymore either. Either you like me or you do not.

Melissa And Tammy Etheridge Split
Melissa and Tammy Etheridge have ended their nearly nine-year relationship. "Melissa and Tammy Etheridge are saddened to announce that they are now separated," Melissa's rep tells PEOPLE exclusively. The former couple add in a statement: "We ask for consideration and respect for our family as we go through this difficult period." Melissa, 48, and Tammy (formerly Tammy Lynn Michaels) exchanged vows in Malibu in September 2003. Tammy, 35, gave birth to their children – son Miller and daughter Johnnie Rose – in 2006, after Etheridge was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2004. Etheridge is also mom two children, Bailey, 13, and Beckett, 11, with former partner Julie Cypher.

Bored.
Good evening, Fubar. Allow me first to apologize for the constant mumming. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security of the familiar, the tranquility of repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this April the 17th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into boxes, and men with orange names will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is somethin

Dont Tell Me U Love Me
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do

United America
The Budweiser Story(not a joke)This is TRUE!How Budweiser handled those who laughed at thosewho died on the 11th of September, 2001...Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California.After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughedwhen they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack.The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event!He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible people. His boss asked him,"Do y

Wtf?!
I'm all for supporting the home team. We have big ass Blackhawk Jerseys on the lions in front of the Art Institute. They look rather cute. But dressing up the statue of Michael Jordon in front of the United Center? Um, I'll let you decide.

Gina & I
The Love Story: Gina and I met at one of my shows back in January of this year, 2010. At the time, I was in another relationship and so was she. However we both found each other to be very attractive (I think her gauge is broken but she swears it isn't lol) all the same. As time went by she would make very supportive comments about the band, about me, and we soon discovered that we like just about everything the other likes. I'm talking politics, social issues, our tastes in music and art, you name it... we seemed to be in perfect synch. In all this time our interactions were always platonic and on the up & up... no funny business or flirting behind our respective significant others' backs. In late Feb and then again in late March, my relationship ended, so Gina & I continued to talk as friends would. About a month and a half later, she confided to me that she was extremely unhappy with hers and "spilled the beans" to me that she was very interested in making radical changes... chan

Siegfried & Roy (aka Bling Whoring)
12:25pm Ackbar: i have an idea, but it involves you, a tinychat chatroom, and your ability to get a woman to write my name on her tits=] 12:26pm MFKN VAN H...: lol what do i get out of it? 12:27pm Ackbar: do you wanna hear what i had in mind? Itd be private, of course. 12:28pm MFKN VAN H...: sure 12:29pm Ackbar: or you coudl take the picture, for me. I want to see a vegetable in your anus, or your penis stuck inside a vegetable. 12:33pm MFKN VAN H...: ummm not gay and don't do vegetables 12:33pm Ackbar: i swear, if you put your penis in even an avocado, a melon...or, shit, shove it deep in some peanut butter, ill give you the bling you want. 12:35pm MFKN VAN H...: why do you want to see my penis in food so bad? 12:35pm Ackbar: some people like cars, some pepsi versus coke. My thing is genital insertion in food products. And, i can deliver. 12:36pm MFKN VAN H...: sorry can't do that

Grass
The grass was green, the sky so blue, when I leaned over to kiss you. You smiled and laughed and cooed along, as I sang a song. We danced naked upon the grass, I remarked, you have a nice ass. You blushed all over, from your head to your toes, what came next? Heaven knows. 'twas a dream so clear and delightful, I won't describe more, just to be spiteful.

Dreaming
I can’t fit and even describe into words of all I want to say or even how I'm feeling right now. But I just want you to know I'll be holding you close to me and dreaming of the next time we get to chat. My heart is over whelming with terror of the fear you've been taken away. I pray you'll come back. I am looking forward to the day when you are here. My dreams will be filled with memories of all we have shared and hoping there will be more to come in the future. I'll be waiting eagerly until then my dear. You always say. “I am not that special.” But you are to me my friend and more than just special. I’m holding you so dearly to my soul. With this in mind you’re always will be with me. Always in my mind.. My heart.. My soul. written by: Peggy 06/19/2010

Thinking Strikes Again
When you try your best i mean you try above and beyond where the normal person would say "ya know what fuck this shit its too damn hard" and give up, what do you do when that still doesn't quite cut it? Keep in mind that this goes for all aspects of causes of you thinking; life, relationships, and jobs and the money the produce. You could think that you did the best you could more than the average person would keep your head up and carry on unphased but lets be real with ourselves for a second, how many really do that? Sure will do it sometimes but when it is constantly coming up almost tragically short it becomes increasingly more difficult to do that. The vast majority of people out there would stop and , here is the kicker...wait for it wait for it, think that their best is not good enough. Seriously its not hard to understand why people feel like that, I mean if it happens lots the mentality of I'm not good enough for whatever takes over and, I for one,can not blame

Coding Knowledge Test
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What Slanguage Do You Speak?
You Speak Canadian Slang Canadian Slang: 75% Aussie Slang: 25% New England Slang: 25% Prison Slang: 25% Southern Slang: 25% British Slang: 0% What Slanguage Do You Speak? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Science Is Our Demise!
So, there's this article I came across a while back about how the supercollider in (Switzerland?) was broken and scientists hypothesized that maybe the machine sent forces unknown back in time to sabotage itself (seriously - top physicists of the world said this). Why would a machine do this? Possibly because in our endeavor to uncover ... I'm not sure what... we might do something that would incidentally destroy the universe, so the supercollider from the future sabotaged itself in the past to prevent mankind from undoing the universe! So, scientists, of course, in the face of the theory that they may be working towards the demise of the universe, MUST get the supercollider working again and proceed towards... imminent doom? Read the article here: http://www.nytimes.com/2009/10/13/science/space/13lhc.html Updates suggest the machine is now working and we are not yet destroyed. Now, another story I just happened across. How science is disproving our existence as we know it. This

Meanings Of Words
Does anyone look up and ascertain the meanings of words before they use them, or are people just into using inflammatory language. This a general question. A. People think they know B. Assholes C. People actually find out definitions

Visions (august 16th 2010) 9:24 Pm
You can see everything with your eyes, but you can see lots more with your heart..for with your heart u can see and feel at the same time, but the "visions" are more pure an more loving than life itself i think, today i seen it all...in my sleep and when i am thinking.....my eyes closed but my mind and heart open...to see someone i adore and love nd wish for...yet...i cant touch

Gone
Hey, I am letting you all know that I will most likely be taking a fubreak in September. I might just be on to keep everyone the I fuown. I have no problem if you want to take me off your friends list because of it. But those that don't delete me will be rewarded. Take care. Your Neighborhood Stalker.

Hurt Nin
What have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the endYou could have it allMy empire of dirtI will let you downI will make you hurtI wear this crown of shitUpon my liar's chairFull of broken thoughtsI cannot repairBeneath the stains of timeThe feelings disappearYou are someone elseI am still right hereWhat have I become?My sweetest friendEveryone I knowGoes away in the end

Greetings, Greetings, Fellow Star Gazers!
“Lord, look upon David’s mom with eyes of mercy, may your healing hand rest upon her, may your life giving powers flow into every cell of her body and into the depths of her soul, cleansing, purifying, restoring her to wholeness and strength for service in your Kingdom. Amen.” I just learned logging on this morning that Jack Horkheimer, the executive director of the Miami Space Transit Planetarium and host of “Jack Horkheimer: Star Gazer” that you can see on PBS since 1976, died last Friday. I remember the title as “Star Hustler”, but such is life … anyway, it caught my attention because I remember watching the five-minute installment on late nights in Florida and Jack Horkheimer came across as your stereotypical nerd, walking feet out in almost a waddle, high-pitched voice, and he made astronomy fun to watch! He comes across NOW as a man who rose above himself – this from a comic book, no less: “We are all stereotypes

Band Announcements
We will have a release date for the album soon along with the premiere party and tour info. We're going to do something to kind of promote the band, something we would appreciate everyone's help with. We'd love it if you could show your love and support of the band. If you find yourself with the time, make a salute for us and take a pic of it. We want to show them off in a promotional ad and some shows. Be creative. We love creativity, and we don't discriminate. Also, we are in the process of coming up with a concept for the videos for the singles and keep going to one point and direction. Having a single girl featured in all the videos, kind of telling a story throughout them (think Whitesnake, etc). If interested, let me know and I'll put you in contact with our management. Oh, one last major announcement. The first five fans who ask, will be able to place our player on their page. This will help us tremendously in getting the word out there. Those five will be given tickets and

Give You My All
If I were to give you my all. Would you give me your all to.? If I were to tell you that you mean everything to me. Would you tell me the same.? If I were to say to you that nothing in the world makes me happier then seeing you smile. and to hear you laugh. Would you even care? If I were to hold you close, and never let you go away from me. Would you hold me closer.? If we were to be together forever and ever. Would you promise to never leave. And love me unconditionally.? If I gave you everything. Would you just let me stand beside you? If I told you i love you. Would you tell me "I love you to" The things we say. The things we do. Does this appeal to you? I try to say the things I feel.. If I were to promise you the world. Would you promise me forever? If I were to speak of you in godly tones. Would you speak of me into heavens ear? If I kissed your lips. And never stopped. Would you Let my kiss go and walk away from me.? The way I feel. The kiss I long for. The things I want to touc

Raaage *cough Hack Cough*
So yea, this flu bug has finally caught up with me, and I feel like walking death. Very annoying, and is going to make this weekend a pain in the ass, as I have Guard Duty. Unfortunately, this isn't what is making me want to kill a man... I have the same financial advisor for school as another individual some of you know on here. ;) Well, guess what....he didn't get my documentation turned in to the VA in time it seems, and I did not get my money by today....this is very bad, as I use this money to pay my mortgage for the month....which ends today... To make matters worse, I have an appt. with my student advisor in about an hour, and she shares the same office as him. I'm going to have a tough time, not unleashing on this fucker when I see him. Not many things make me see red these days, but fucking with my money and livelihood is at the top. **Update** So, I talked with the finance guy at school, and found out he actually did not mess up, the VA had to amend my status

Rules I Live By, Rules I Teach My Soldiers, I Have Made It To War And Back, More Times Then I Care Ti Admit Now, And These Rules Never Betrayed Me, Th
1) I am the War Load, the wrathful God of Combat, I will always lead from the front not from the rear. 2) I will treat you all alike-just like shit! 3) You will do nothing i will not do first,and thus you will be created Warriors in My Deadly Image. 4) I shall punish your bodies, because the more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in Battle. 5) Indeed, if you hurt in your efforts and you suffer painful dings, then you are doing it right. 6) You don't have to like it-You just have to do it. 7) When it comes to planning, Keep it Simple,Stupid! 8) Never Assume Anything!! 9) You are not paid for your methods, but for your results,which means you will kill your enemy, by any means necessary, before he kills you. 10) Deep in your Warriors Mind and Soul, always remember MY Ultimate and Final Commandment: THERE ARE NO RULES-YOU WILL WIN AT ALL COST!!!!!!!!!

Lost Soul
A soul is lost without a mate Lost inside someone else's fate That was tangled and torn before I arrived By the deception of her lies I follow this hollowed out soul To only hear voices that have lost control Pushing me further, harder away Desperate for love their hearts turn away As I approach the flame It flickers and wanes A cold wind grows Leaving nothing but pain Will I awake from the nightmare Or slowly go insane I'm fighting your demons But this devil is hard to restrain

Columbus Day In Spain
One thing great about being in Germany was taking trips to awesome places was cheap. I mean, no airfare: Paris, Berlin, London…all of Europe was at our fingertips for practically nothing. Sometimes the Morale and Welfare folks put together tours that made it even easier, and it was a unit tour to Spain that prompts this walk down memory lane. Near Barcelona is the Costa Brava, a section of beaches in Catalan that is epic in beauty and nightlife. Fifty of us descended upon the Hotel Santa Susana, enjoying six days and five nights of sunny skies, warm weather, hot beaches and hotter clubs. I settled into a routine of partying until five in the morning, catching three hours’ sleep, swimming laps in the pool, and catching breakfast. Then it was off to sight see, chase skirts, and shop. There were day trips to Barcelona, where we saw the stadium that was going to be used for the 1940 Olympics (until World War II dashed that dream) being readied for a second shot with the 1992

Feelings
Inside and out I feel as though I am losing. Losing with myself and losing with life. Nothing seems to make any sense in all this turmoil that we call like. I feel as though I am falling through the air without anything to break that fall. My wings broken and I can't return from once I came. Tears start flowing like waterfalls upon the rocky caves. My heart breaking like shattering glass upon the cement floor. I am twisting and turning with no where to go. I am giving things up to better me yet inside I seem to be feeling guilty. I don't want to make mistakes in decisions any more nor hurt anyone. Not knowing what is going on inside of me makes any relationship hard. I left my girlfriend tonight and have decided that being friends is for the best until my emotions are under control and there is no more trust issues or jealousy issues with her. I love her and I would and will do anything for her. Even my ex that I am submissive to was let go. I can't do this with them any

Nelly-just A Dream
I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.Cuz I can still feel it in the air.See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.My lover, my life. My shawty, my wife.She left me, I'm tied.Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?Open my eyes, yeah, it was only just a dream.So I travel back, down that road.Who she come back? No one knows.I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.And

Notes :d ............ty
Dear Ann,You are so freaking cool! I wish I was as pretty as you, because you are FREAKING GORGEOUS! One thing I think you should always remember is that you are so beautiful, and you should never think different. Don't let other people tell you different either, because they are just jealous of you. If anyone ever... told you that, it's because they aren't as cool as you. And if someone tells you that, send em MY way :)Another thing you should know: I FREAKING MISS YOU!!! I hope we are able to go watch that movie on Friday, because if we don't I'm going to be super duper uber depressed :( Also, you gotta let me know what you are doing on Saturday, because maybe we can hang out that night :) Let me know. MISS YOU Bes... hyejin.....

The New Guy
Hi my name is Chad, im new to fubar and im single, looking for a female. im cool with any age over 18 but im not just looking for sex, i want someone i can talk to and has a good personality but anyway, if your interested, i live near mobile Al so hit me up!

Alaways Laugh When U Can
always laugh when u can It is a cheaper than medicine ... pretending to be happy when you’re in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person… Still making that simple smile when every part of you dies...

Your Tears Touch My Heart
Your Tears Touch My Heart Beautiful Daughter,from the day you were born,you have struggledto make it in this world,and your tearshave alwaystouched my heart.I held you to my breast,prayed you'd latch on,watched you struggle to find the lovethat would sustain you....and your tears again touched my heart.We managed to get throughthe eating difficulties,you and I, and it wastime to learn to walkon your own....and you'd crawl and reach upto me....and your tears touched my heart!Elementary school camerolling up on us fast....you were bright and smartand knew so much....but that big yellow buswas taking you away from all you knew....and your tears touched my heart!You were only sixwhen your life was to change forever.I sank within myself asyour father left us....and your tears touched my heartas you begged him to stay.It took us some time,but we found ourselves....I taught you to laugh again,to smile again,to hope again....and your tears touchedmy heart as you graduatedwith honors.Yo

Night Stalker
It was unusually dark outside with clouds hiding the moonQuiet too, eerily quiet, as if nature itself knew something was wrongIf you listened carefully though you could hear his breathingEven though he was practically holding his breath, trying to not make a soundLying there in the tall grass with his night vision gogglesCamera lenses for taking pictures in the darkWhere he was lying was perfectly angled to see inside her roomHis infatuation had just walked in and was slowly undressingShe stripped so elegantly as if she were putting on a show just for himThis was the sixth night he was her private audienceHe is almost confident enough for the next stepFor their first meeting, face to faceOh how he longs for the day he can come out of the darkHe knows she will be so excited to see himYes, That night draws near

Life!!
Life.... no one knows how life is gonna go or even end up...we roll wit wat we have or make wat we can...life is like a roller coaster it goes up but always goes down and has twist an turns...some are sharper than others and some are smooth and steady but we live them up and go wit the flow...we even get wat we want but always loose wat we need...its just wat we do and deal wit in "life"....we hate it at times but love it all the same...life is precious cause we only have one chance to live our dreams...some are to be famous some are to just have a simple easy life but neither of those lifes are easy to live....we have to give up dreams to make better ones or loose them cause life can make drastic measures that we cant live up to....all im really sayin is that we have to grab life wit both hands....grasp it softly cause it can shatter at any moment and you dont want loose the moments that mean the most to you...like watchin ur baby girl/boy take their first steps in life or when ur fa

Taken From Us Too Soon...
Jimi Hendrix, Jim Morrison, Keith Moon, Jon Bonham, Bon Scott, Phil Lynott, Randy Rhoads, Layne Staley, Dimebag Darrell, Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan, Chuck Schuldiner, Chris Oliva, David Wayne, Cliff Burton, Miika Tenkula, Richard Wright, Peter Steele, Paul Gray and Ronnie James Dio....Your music will live on forever...

Java Installation In A Redhat-based System.
So, you need to install Java on a RedHat system? Don't know the easiest way to do it? I, personally, prefer using the alternatives route. Helps ease the Java installation management (no, I don't like Java.) Here are the steps: 1) Download the .bin. I didn't bother with the .rpm.bin. 2) sudo chmod +x .bin 3) sudo mv /opt/ * Keep it clean folks. The next admin will slay you for mangling their tidy system, and I'd support them if you did that. 4) sudo vi /etc/profile.d/java.sh Throw the following in: export JAVA_HOME= export PATH=JAVA_HOME/bin:$PATH (Hit escape here) :q 5) source /etc/profile.d/java.sh 6) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --install /usr/bin/java java [bin/java after the JAVA_HOME value] [usr/sbin/alternatives --config java to see which you should use] 7) sudo /usr/sbin/alternatives --config java * NOTE: If done properly, you should see your new and shiny java binary and install listed. If not, check your steps. 8) Type the number of the java binary you want to use and hi

Next Month
Starting next month I plan to be around more. I plan to blog daily, if they get read or not I care not. I've taken the last couple months away from this to reflect and to regain who I am. Drama from the past as made me a bitter person and I took time away just to put that behind me. These blogs maybe about myself, my life, my health, my diet, could be political. These blogs could be of a spiritual or religious nature and maybe nonsensical or just plain goofy because I can. 2011 is all about me and no drama.

Mix Signals Drama Stress And The Whole Leading People On
it does not matter if you find someone either online or in person they can still be the same shady person i don't believe there is someone out there for everyone that's a old day cliche and it gets old hearing it when in fact there is no one for everyone some people just don't want to hear it but its the true i really hate people who are superficial materialistic stuck up and sad to say there alot of that in the world today but what i hate more is people who lead other people on they don't stop and think when they got hurt before how did it feel to them age is overrated it does not matter how old you are age from 18 and up people still feel the need to lie use and lead other people on saying iam not like most woman but how do you really know that to be true only way is by getting to know them thu in thu most of who i talked with in a week or a month i can tell if they are or not before any female reply to this blog yes iam fully aware most men are the same as will

To Continue On
You go through life and have relationships, husbands, partner and or boyfriend. I used to go into a relationship with an open mind and open heart. I used to take men at face value and believed in what they would tell me. Now you may be thinking I have been in a lot but no. I have been married twice and had one boyfriend. However I do not base my past experience on men in general. There are real, honest, and good hearted men out there. The 3 men I have been seriously involved in would have tainted any woman's eye's to the point where it would be hard to trust another man. I was 18 years old when I married my first husband. He was different, kind, and gentle, romantic but of different orgins. I had two wonderful boys by him. The first few years were great and I was madly in love. I gave him my heart, and enjoyed pleasing him, until he started making me feel like I could never do anything right, and wasn't pretty enough. I lost my identity, my self esteem basicly who I was as a person, a

Alone In The Darkness
sitting alone in the dark she waits for something she doesn't even realize for someone unknown but known to her for something, but what? listening to the musical melodies of past lives portrayed as if on a big screen inside her head so alone, yet her past crowds her from within a flood of emotions engulf her very being the air catches in her throat unable to cry out for help just as well since she knows there is no one not one who could mend her heart her life has been decided her fate sealed as she sits alone in darkness

Hit Squad
You call me up in the midnightTo get them when they're asleepYou want to know that there're shakingAnd hear the sound of their shriekI know somebody told youAfter I'm done I'll be goneI ain't a genie in a lampYou rub me wrong and I'll be stamping more than just the fella doing you wrongI got a little bit of bang bangAnd I can give it to 'emAnd all you gotta do is give me somethingAll that you've got then moreAnd when I'm finished huntin' you know you'll owe me somethin'You knew what you were getting intoI'm number one with a bulletSo get up and dance when I tell you toHit squadAnd when the time has come to pay what you oweYou know I'll be collecting on you body and soulAnd when we find we've taken everything that you ownIt's like a hit squadSo when you wonder what happened to it allRemember when you've got to give us a callWe're like a locust swarm and our time of dormancy has passedGot everything a motherfucker could ever really wantAnd I've got everything that I'd ever needI ain't in

Everything A Guy Says Is Sex
Not long ago, I posted a status claiming that I can make any comment sound sexual. That was not an empty boast, people. Its a proven fact! Why? Because I'm a guy. That's right. Its a genetic gift--the only TRUE gift a man is blessed with if he chooses to use it. Any other gifts are just gained by chance, usually at the expense of any number of shortcomings or failures along the lines of personality, common sense, and/or human decency. Don't worry. A lot of ladies won't notice anything amiss. Lets not pretend you don't know what I'm talking for a moment. Guys like sex. Guys want sex. Since guys are simple, one-track minded animals, we can assume that they are always thinking about sex. Therefore, everything we think or say can be translated into something sexual, no matter how un-sexy or unrelated to sex it actually is. For example, a guy says "I'd like to park my car in her garage." We don't really know if he actually has a car, or knows how to drive one. It doesn't matter. He may

Breaking News
a friend of mine rote this and I agree with it,,let me know what ya think.. BREAKING NEWS The Pity Train has derailed at the intersection of Suck It Up & Move On, and crashed into We All Have Problems, before coming to a complete stop at Get the Hell Over It. Any complaints about how we operate can be forwarded to 1 (800) waa-waaa. This is Dr. Sniffle reporting LIVE from Quitchur Bitchin'. If you like this, re-post it. If you don't..suc k it up buttercup, Life doesn't revolve around YOU! :)

I Cant See The Page Correctly........
Welcome to our Browser Support Blog Because our lounge was coded to work perfectly with Google Chrome, you may not be able to view it properly. Here are a couple helpful tricks you can try to make your viewing experience successful. The most common and easiest to do is download Google Chrome web browser. You can do that by clicking the download link below. Download Google Chrome Link Another trick you can try is reducing the zoom ratio for the browser that you are using. If you are using a desktop pc, to reduce the zoom do the following. Locate the rolling button on your mouse, this should be between the two mouse buttons Hold down the cntrl key on your keyboard(should be close to the shift button) While holding the cntrl key down, roll the mouse button backwards. You should notice that the zoom on your screen will change. Once you see the zoom change to a point where you can see the entire lounge, let go of the cntrl key. If you have already done this and

Scars
Scars I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is [Chorus:] I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand [Chorus] I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But y

The Hills Have Eyes (the Original)
Watched this on AMC today ... of course they took out some of the more graphic parts. But the movie still holds up. This is absolutely one of the best horror movies. If you are just starting to watch horror or if you haven't watched it, please do. It freaks me out every time. It's beautifully shot, the "omg, I can't believe it" moments stand true even after several viewings. And the simplistic ending that isn't grandized, but just is. I love it. True, I think there are more than a few parts that are hard to watch, especially when you know they are coming. But I just can't say enough. This is on my top ten - oh yeah.

Truth
Truth Tell em all I'm on vacation, Say I went to visit friends, That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while, When they ask you where I've been, Tell em I'm out on the west coast where it don't ever rain, And that I'm probably doing fine, (Chorus) Just don't tell em I've gone crazy, That I'm still strung out over you, Tell em anything you want to, Just don't tell em all the truth, Yeah don't tell em all the truth, Tell em all I'm out in Vegas, Blowin' every dollar I ever made, Tell em that I must be into something bad for me cause, I sure lost a lot of weight, Tell em I'm out on the road with some old rock and roll band, Living like a gypsy can, (Chorus) The truth is that I'm asking you to lie, And we both know that it ain't right, But if you ever loved me please, Have some mercy on me, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Tell em anything you want to, Just don't tell em all the truth, Yeah don't tell em all the truth, I still need you, Yeah that's the truth, I still love you, Baby that's

About Me
Want to know more about me?Created by ladyhot and taken 4 times on Bzoink Who are you?: who are YOU, and who wants to know man?! Your Birthday?: sept.9th Where you from?: michigan Occupation?: mommy FAV. Place?: hawaii FAV. Color?: red/pink/black Soap?: ???

Whisper
Whisper.. to me, When I close my eyes..Tell me ..Tell me...Sweet lies...Say it's all true..No matter what you do.. Your affection is true. Wrap your hands on my thighs. Pull me tight..Pull me higher..Never stopping..Never quite..Softly.Slowly..Adrenalin rushing..Body blushing.. Feeling you. Talk me throw., Until the end...Until we begin ..Letting go.. Giving in..Tell me love.Whisper..

Update
Things are at a stand still, fighting to stay out of the hospital each day.. My blood pressure is very low and we get it slightly up one day then back down again :( Hopefully next week will go better.. on a good note my hair is coming back slowly, I hav a few stubs but it looks like the new hair is blonde hmmm... I will be back stronger then ever and take this place by storm.

Need Your Help Fu's With An Achievement
Hello all My FU's, Im so close to reaching an Achievement!! the Achievement is 2500 likes in a day, and im at 2000 something, not sure never had likes that high before and for the most part ive gotten that high helping my friends and families with points and they are awesome. And they suggessted i make a blog to get more help... I would appreciate any support and be very grateful Well, thank you for listening me rant Your FU Friend Reaper

Technology: Breath Analysis For Diagnostics
More on November24.info February 1 2012, exhaled Breath is charged with different substances coming directly from the Blood through the Lungs.Substances that by their Nature and Amount can actually say almost everything about The State of Health of a Patient.The Breath Analysis Technology has been develloped by an Israeli Company: Exalenz Bioscience.The Technology is for now used for Clinical Research, but can be also used to Diagnoticate Patients in Health Centres, Hospitals and Clinics, the system helps identify Digestive and more precisely Liver conditions: Liver which is a major Organ in the Body, Organ that if Failing can have serious Consequences.Most Liver Patients are Chronic, and this non-Invasive Diagnostics Device can avoid Difficult Surgery and often Save them from a Painful and Dangerous Liver Failure. Liver is Metabolism: The Transformation of Food into usable Material for the Body's Cells and The Elimination of Waste. More in the Sources... Sources: "MFA:http://www.mf

If This Is Foreplay........then I Am A Dead Man ( An All Tantric Society )
I remember the movie "Cocoon" with Steve Guttenberg as the unwitting accomplice on the alien's mission to retrieve their people from the bottom of the ocean. Steve gets his first experience with Tantric sex in a swimming pool and when he first feels "Silent Thunder his response was, " OMG !..... If this is foreplay then I am a dead man !" Ahahahahahahahahah ! In the future whether by natural evolution or genetic manipulation (I choose door number two) our species will no doubt acquire strong telepathic abilities in many areas that will be as standard in us as speech or seeing in color. It seems inevitable that given our species preoccupation with sex that Tantric Sex or Erotic Telepathy will no doubt become part of that standard development. Our current predominating structure of society whether through religion or state policy has allowed for the "Family Unit" as defined by a mother and father(woman and man) and undetermined number of offspring though almost certainly i

Bristol Escort Agencies Hotel Incalls
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Make Your Tour A Remarkable Experience In Egypt
The world is beautiful not because it is filled with diamonds and precious stones or some thing expensive buried under earth but just because it has several attraction places having their distinctive features. Well if you are planning for vacations and looking for world’s best overseas destination then look no further than the ‘land of pyramids’ a country in north-Africa fascinates tourists from different parts of the world, all the year round. Every year from across the world people visit in this country in a great numbers just to admire the greatest architecture by man. It is one such country where tourism is the major contributor in economy as it always engaged with several tourism activities. Whatever are you looking on your vacations, be it honeymoon, adventure, or family holiday, it perfectly knows how to make it possible in this country and to visit this country is like a dream comes true. Along with its incomparable attractions and magnificent attraction

Butterfly Wife Will Be Used For My Vows.
With you I get butterflies, because with you is where true love lies. I have been lost without you by my side, but this love I will not let be denied. I feel whole and sane, no more lonliness and pain. Hearing those three words you say, my heart simply flutters away. Its a passion that burns bright more day by day and night by night. My love for you my dear, will forever be yours month after month and year after year. With you I feel one and completed, no longer broken and defeated. Its you I wish to have and to hold, til the days of being grey and old. You say I am the most amazing and wonderful man, but it is I who and honored to hold your hand. Forever mine unto yours, no lies, secrets, or locked doors. You have captured my soul in the palm of your hand, and I would be honored wear your wedding band. I wish to be your husband and you my wife, til my last breath at the end of my life. To sit old and grey watching our grandchildren play, is something I will look forward to with each p

Im Nothing
Crushed like ice Like twenty tons have been thrown on my soul You spoke those words that emitted through your vocal cords like venom A snake you were Looking through my eyes into my core So delicately You devised your plan, to kill everything inside me Skillfully you weaved your web, planted your trap And with your love decoy blindfolded my logic All which was open was my trust Your weapon You deceived, I believed Your arms were so warm, Now the only warmth I feel Is that of my blood Spilling from my soul As my life swings carelessly Like a pendulum Back and forth Higher and higher But going nowhere The 5 senses have gone numb I scream louder and louder But no one hears me They speak they call out to help I cannot hear Look at me look at the nothingness you have brought onto me The well hath run dry As she lay Crippled from loves fangs Until nothing remains But her backbone He hath eternally forsaken her Her life has become Life's lesson to women Better to have Loved Then never at all.

Dating Your Romantic Partner
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Golf & Genies
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Hello everyone its been a long time since i have done this lmao . so any way i have been on here for 7 years a long time i will be staying on here but to those friends who would like to contact me off line i now have texting yim and skype so leave a comment and if i feel you can be trusted or have been agood person to me on here i will give you one of the 3 so to those who commented on the one i deleted but it was very old need to go thorugh and delete others lmao ok thats all hit me up if you want to contact me off line only ppl that comment on this post will be considered to be add off line do not hit my sb

Depessing Thoughts From Bagina's Mind
Well, Let me just vent here for a moment; Last night, I went to my (Now EX BF's) house, thinking everything was all good, little did i know he was going to tell me that we are DONE, for real this time, no more of us.. Makes me sad. ={ ugh, out of all the days he could have told me, He had to say it the night before my nephews funeral? are you fucking kidding me? I've been superbly depressed since Tuesday, Find out devastating news on Wednesday, Being there for MY family, Finding OUT more things that just make me want to pull my fucking hair out of my skull, and then this.. Like hello?? Does one NOT have sympathy for another? Could you NOT wait til everything has blown over to break it to me? Why does it seem like life can have you going really good for a few minutes and then, everything just shatters down in front of you? I hate feeling like this, I hate how everything is surrounding me negatively.

Old Mr. Johnson....
Dorothy and Edna, two "senior" widows, are talking. "That nice George Johnson asked me out for a date. I know you went out with him last week, and I wanted to talk with you about him before I give him my answer," said Dorothy. "Well, I'll tell you. He shows up at my apartment punctually at 7 p.m. dressed like such a gentleman in a fine suit, and he brings me such beautiful flowers! Then he takes me downstairs. And what's there: a limousine, uniformed chauffeur, and all," said Edna. "Then he takes me out for dinner; a marvelous dinner, lobster, champagne, dessert, and after-dinner drinks," she continued. "Then we go see a show. Let me tell you, Dorothy, I enjoyed it so much I could have just died from pleasure! So then we are coming back to my apartment and he turns into an ANIMAL. Completely crazy, he tears off my expensive new dress and has his way with me three times !!!" "Goodness gracious!... so you are telling me I shouldn't go ??" Dorothy asked. "No, no, no... course not," E

Microsoft's Acquisition Of Nokia's Smart Phone Business Is A Win-win
September 5 , according to foreign media reports, Nokia in early July when the decision to acquire Nokia Siemens Networks 50% stake, which in and of itself is a relatively large move , pursuant to which Nokia will be fully control its revenue the main contribution of sectors and profits . Nokia Siemens Networks worth? Last quarter, it appears again profitable, revenue is higher than Nokia devices division , and for the latter's net cash position increased by $ 1.85 billion of capital. When Microsoft announced a $ 7.2 billion purchase price of the Nokia smart phone 4GB ROM moviles smart phone related departments and the right to use patented 10 years later, the two companies will fundamentally change. Given Microsoft's desire to enter the mobile industry , Nokia plans to focus on such as NSN lucrative market to, the transaction coincided with the two companies aim to fit. Stephen Elop (Stephen Elop) will resign as Nokia CEO and director positions in favor of equipment and

Loosing Something That Matters!
When you love someone how can u let a site like this take it under? Why does my past always still haunt me? Being who I am is probably not best, Sometimes i sit and think and none of it makes any sense! I loved him Lord I sitll do but now he is gone and fubar and my jealousy took it all away from me!! Just some thoughts he knows who he is!! Missing him like fubar CRAZY!! Lady's Don't let this site take something so dear from you!! Always remeber it is just a game!! Simply Me Elisha

Ughhhhhh
I watch people out here beg constantly....beg for bling....beg for likes....beg for crushes lol....all I ask for is a little honesty....maybe I even beg for it....no games....a straight answer like what I would readily give if a friend thought something inportant enough to ask....but then again this is only fubar....should I expect any reality out here....lol

Their Are Fun Blings & Not So Funny Roofie Is Not Funny In The Real World
Rohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia. Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur

The Bravest Part Of Me
The bravest part of me ... the bravest part of me has finally been set free .. set free to create what it always wanted .. set free to find a new path .. It's taken such a long time ... but now i'm finally here .. its funnny how .. change for the good , can seem as scary as the staying somewhere bad .. it's funny how old ways become so comfortable its not till your not there anymore .. that you can see a new way ... A new light , A new hope ... When you finally let go of what makes you feel so comfortable .. you grow .. a little .. and can continue to grow if you keep on the same path ... and refuse to lose yourself in the journey ... The more of my artististic side i find .. the happier i am .. i really can't explain it all as i truly see it .. but its like i'm walking a different path now .. One step at a time .. learning to live life in a new and different way .. learning so much along the way ... I feel myself being stretched to my limits over and over again .. b

Tranquility
Though I drove aimlessly, unsure of my destination, I was blindly being lead exactly where I needed to be.The incompleteness of my life, the emptiness inside, the walls I had hidden behind collapsed around meLife can change in an instant, for better or worse: Life can end in a moment, one careless act can change it allThe strength to progress is minimal, the desire to get up is minute sometimes, even the best of us fallI have seen moments where I wanted to lay down and die, give in and succumb to the grim reapers desireThrough blinded eyes I see a light, as bright as the sun, feel the intense heat from an immense ball of fireAm I dead? Have I finally tempted fate one time too many? Am I doomed to spend an eternity in this hell?I close my eyes and imagine what could have been one last time. I feel peace coming over me, all is well.I awake to an image of my truck engulfed in flames, upside down. Someone is trapped insideI try to scream out, but the words won't come. It's my fault, for tu

Bca
I'm wondering....am I the only one that sees a problem with people begging for the Breast Cancer Awareness bling saying they are supporting it? I guess if you want to be a hoar, that's the bling to "collect"...but I'd think that I'd rather have a person go to the actual website and donate, instead of them only getting PART of the money spent to get the bling. Ugh. Here's the link if any of you want to donate to it though :) https://www.nationalbreastcancer.org/breast-cancer-donations

Cách Sử Dụng Và Bảo Quản Pin Laptop
Pin là một trong những linh kiện laptop tạo nên tính cơ động và sự khác biệt của laptop và PC. Chính vì vậy mà việc sử dụng và bảo quản pin laptop sao cho hiệu quả nhất luôn được người dung laptop quan tâm. Sau đây ATLcomputer sẽ chia sẻ với các bạn một vài lưu ý khi sử dụng và bảo quản laptop Lần đầu tiên nên sạc đầy lần đầu tiên pin li-ion không nên kéo dài quá 10h. pin li-ion chỉ cần 3-4h là đã đầy. Nếu ta tiếp tục sạc, lúc đó pin sẽ nóng lên và có thể sẽ giảm tuổi thọ. pin sẽ đạt dung lượng tối đa sau 5-7 lần sạc.Trong khoảng 50 lần sạc đầu tiên pin có thể

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Thiết kế nội thất showroom, thiết kế nội thất văn phòng, Thiet ke noi that showroom 2013,sự ngăn nắp không chỉ cần có cho nơi làm việc, dù ở nơi đâu đây cũng là yếu tố cần thiết cho bất kì không gian sống nào. Nhưng riêng với nơi làm việc, đây là yếu tố được coi như hàng đầu, đơn giản chỉ vì ít ai trong chúng ta có thể suy nghĩ được gì giữa một đống bề bộn những sổ sách, bút viết hay đủ các thứ đồ vật không tên khác. Văn phòng đẹp, linh hoạt sẽ là nguồn cảm hứng làm việc cho nhân viên và lưu lại ấn tượng tốt nhất trong mắt khách hàng.

Tải Avatar 240
Chào các game thủ thân yêu của thế giới Avatar! Đến hẹn lại lên, BQT AVATAR xin vui mừng thông báo sự xuất hiện đầy ấn tượng của phiên bản mới nhất, phiên bản avatar 240, các bạn nhanh tay tai avatar 240 ngay đi nào! Qủa thật phiên bản avatar 230 đã để lại trong lòng người chơi rất nhiều ấn tượng đẹp, xứng đáng là một phiên bản tốt của BQT AVATAR. Minigame Đua Pet là điểm nhấn chính của phiên bản avatar 230, bên cạnh đó còn có event Halloween 2013 cuốn hút tới phút cuối cùng, Cánh Tiểu Tiên được nâng cấp tuyệt đẹp thỏa lòng mong mỏi bao ngày của những tín đồ Avatar. tai avat

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Bán căn hộ cao cấp Imperia An Phú, vị trí ngay góc xa lộ Hà Nội và tỉnh lộ 25B của quận 2, ngay cạnh công viên rộng 7ha của TPHCM. Dự án do công ty Hàn Quốc xây dựng, cư dân trong khu căn hộ Imperia An Phú là tầng lớp trí thức cao và có hơn 30% là người nước ngoài sinh sống tại đây. Tiện ích đang hoạt động trong khu căn hộ gồm: hồ bơi, sân tennis, phòng đa năng, club house, thư viện. Ngoài ra, vào tháng 5/2013 sẽ đưa vào sử dụng: phòng gym, spa, nhà hàng, coffee shop…Hơn nữa, khu vực xung quanh dự án còn tập trung nhiều trường học quốc tế Anh, Úc, Mỹ… và trung tâm thương mại Lottle Mart và Parkson sẽ

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Hầu hết các thuốc giảm cân đều chống chỉ định cho người bị cao huyết áp, vậy phương pháp giảm cân nào cho người bị cao huyết áp ? Nếu áp dụng những phương pháp giảm cân không phù hợp như ăn kiêng quá mức, nhịn ăn, luyện tập quá sức… sẽ gây tụt huyết áp nhiều lần, hệ thống thần kinh bị suy giảm chức năng, cơ thể không tự kịp điều chỉnh để cung cấp đủ dinh dưỡng và oxy cho các cơ quan có chức năng sống còn như não, tim, thận gây tổn thương các cơ quan này. Tìm hiểu về huyết áp Huyết áp là sức đẩy của dòng máu tác độ

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Bạn đã lựa chọn cho mình một trường ĐH nổi tiếng chưa? Hãy đến với Thụy Sĩ nơi có hệ thống giáo dục chất lượng, bạn thắc mắc phải làm sao lựa chọn được trường phù hợp, hãy nhờ chuyên gia tu van du hoc Thuy Si. Tại sao nói Thụy Sĩ có hệ thống giáo dục chất lượng Với tổng 40% số sinh viên quốc tế đang học tại trường, có giáo dục đại học tuân theo tiêu chuẩn Châu Âu, sinh viên dễ dàng học chuyển tiếp tại môi trường đại học trên thế giới: Bằng đại học 3 năm, Thạc sĩ 2 năm, Tiến sĩ 3 năm. Khoảng 70 trường

Switching @ Packers Along With Movers Inside Of Delhi
Buying the most effective packers along with movers with regards to switching purpose is normally an essential course of action. Which for some reason must just after creating a investigation behave as all of us find out several moving over firms inside of Indian native now. Within all the specific downtown centers along with speak about of Indian native you will find loads of packers along with movers making certain to present sell-explanatory switching product or service. Be sure you don't decide on these low-cost makes certain along with far better commit longer to obtain the best a single. It's not at all necessarily specifically regarding subject of profits even so the safeguarded methods from your products that you've got employed several years to school these individuals in live concert. It is occasion purchasing having along with topsy-turvy jobs nonetheless, it is best to accomplish that. Each of our personal specialist group is able to let you know in besides the best purpose

Can You Comment On This Blog?
Something appears to be broken with my blogs. While I do have it set that anyone can comment, when people attempt to leave a comment nothing happens. So if you are reading this, and even if you arent. Leave a comment, even if it is just a string of Qqqqqqqqqq that will work.

Lolita, Revisited
Under age sex: getting worse and worse by the day, it seems. It's bad enough that high school kids do it, but middle school? C'mon! You know, on the news a while ago, there was a bit about two middle school kids that got caught having sex underneath a desk in a science room at the front of the room, during school! How bad is that?! McDonald's is going to have to start putting condoms in happy meals and birth control in vending machines at the rate we're going. And you know the best part about all of this? The parents blame it on television. Now, let's think about this. When was the last time you saw any sexual content on Nickelodeon or the Disney Channel? Never, as far as I know, and if there was, WHERE THE FUCK WAS I? And parents sure the hell can't blame it on video games anymore. I haven't seen one video game that tells kids to have sex. And, if there was such a game, there would have to be an adult to buy it for them, eh? You know what I think it is? Bad parenting. Yep, I said i

Never (wrote This After Erin Died)
Never underestimate someone; they may open your eyes for you Never judge a book by its cover; the most ragged can also be the most beautiful Never say “I love you” unless you mean it; words can forever scar a heart Never treat people like your pawns; they’ll topple your board and take your game Never take the little things for granted; treat everyday as if it was your last Never stop living for yourself and start for someone new; they won’t do it for you Never think you cannot achieve something because you’re told so; always prove them wrong and come out on top Never keep feelings bottled inside; not everything is better left unsaid- some of the best things are spoken Never tell someone never then turn your back; everyone means the world to someone Never assume someone is replaceable; they may be physically, but not emotionally Never assume someone will not be there for you; the most unexpected people in life will be there for you when it all

gradually life can turn it'self around , but u have to be heading in that right direction....sure u might step on, over, and through people but that builds who u are, it defines what u are inside and what the world see's u as....Don't be fake act the the way u wanna,stop trying to impress everyone and impress yourself cause the person u fool is yourself......so far what i have observed of life is, it's like a time glass every pebble of sand that drops is a new story a new memory..sure u forget some and ya u would like to erase some but those others are meaningfull timeless pieces of art sketched within ourselves to remind us of who we are and what we stand for.... some people are confused others believe they don't care and some just choose to rebell but when u lie your head down to sleep u sometimes remember all those great times as if they were right there happeneing in front of u. So remember who u are , remember what u believe and never let another person bring you down

Prison
The halls are endless, filled with souls Trapped by their devilish actions and crimes... Each cell crammed with misery and hate A prisoner serving their Time... Demise is the feeling and mourning is the sound, Of men succumbed to a life of Sin... They sit, ponder and wonder Of what life could of been, and where they were bound... Walls confine years of anger and torture And the bars can put you in a psychological Hell... The concrete floors are cold to the touch Filled with rocky debris from above that fell... Screams and cries pierce the silence of the innocent Yelping for Mercy and justice... Whispers and whines break the calm of the guilty Seeking redemption and a second chance... Yet through all this Suffering, pain, sorrow and insanity There lies peace...peace of mind and spirit... People come to the realization and acceptance of their fate And wallow in the destiny of their pitiful choices.

Labels
Just what is a label but a way to seperate to define every difference pidgeon hole, aggregate We think that we need them to define all our peers draw one to another bring those like us near But with all our "labels" and the peers that they bring comes a dark shadow with hatred's foul sting We think ourselves better that those we are not insult them and spurn them and let our hearts rot For our "labels" breed hate in amounts large and small and bring us to actions our hearts would apall So heed not the labels join hands without fear they still are our brothers our sisters our peers For united we'll prosper and divided we'll fall despite all our "labels" bring peace to us all

I'm Not A Whore
I have to say I am very, very deeply disappointed in most of you. I place one blog on my page of one incident and suddenly you are all calling me a whore. I must say, it's sad. I did NOT accept money for sexual favors. True, the girl in question bought me breakfast, but it wasn't because I stuck it in her. I never have accepted money for sex, so I'm not a whore!!! I'm a slut

Before You Send Me That Friend Request...
Before you send me a friend request there's some things I'd like to say... 1) If you are a member of Fat Sonny's family other than CntryGoth, ~Darkness~ or Shylo...get the fuck away from my page and stay away. This isn't high school and I don't deal well with cliques. 2) If you're just here for points...get the Hell out of here. I'm here to meet new ppl not to participate in a popularity contest. 3) If you are a man or woman seeking validation on how you look...go away. You have come to the wrong place if you want your ego stroked. 4) If you are going to give ratings...give nothing but 10's please. I wouldn't give you anything less than a 10 whether I like your pics or not. It's just rude. So please show me the same courtesy and respect. This is supposed to be a friendly community so don't be an asshole. 5) If you are looking to hook up and screw...leave me alone. I don't do one night stands and I'm very much in love with some one anyway. 6) If you're only making frie

Nightwish Slaying The Dreamer Lyrics
A snowy owl above the haunted waters Poet of ancient gods Cries to tell the neverending story Prophecy of becoming floods An aura of mystery surrounds her The lady in brightest white Soon the incarnate shall be born The Creator of the Night Deep dark is His Majesty's kingdom A portent of tomorrow's world There shall the liquid give Him power The red-eyed unborn lord Fatal embrace of the bloodred waters The cradle of infinite gloom The spell to master this Earth Carven on an infant's tomb "I will die for the love of the mermaid Her seduction beauty and scorn Welcome to the end of your life - Hail the Oceanborn!" "Disgraced is my virginity Death has woven my wedding dress Oh Great Blue breathe the morning dew For you are the cradle of the image of god" "Brave now long rest is sweet With me here in the deep" "I prayed for pleasure wished for love Prayed for your - " "Never pray for me!" "Who the hell are you for me But a mortal dream to see?

Invinsible
I thought we were Invincible, because we Are young and also Becuase I thought nothing Bad could have happen to us At our age. I did not even care About getting hurt, because I thought I was invincible. But now I see that We are not invincible And that we can get Get hurt. I see now that we Have to protect Ourselves in order to Live and survive in Today's world. In order to do that we Have to keep our Guards up. Now remember that we are not Invincible, and that We can get hurt no matter. What age we are.

I Wish We Couldve Had More
I Wish We Couldve Had More Ill never forget our first date; How I had work early but I still let you keep me out late; Our second date, was probably the most fun Id had in a long time; That night you should know you stole my heart, you made it look easy to commit such a crime; We had so much fun on vacation that weekend; No way would I have figured that I would be only a friend; I thought in my heart so deeply, that you really wanted me to be yours; Little did I know that in days you would close all the doors; You went back to your ex boyfriend; And slowly in your heart I began to descend; You took me out for my birthday; You would go behind his back, making me think you would stray; I thought you might leave him; But still deep down I knew my chances were slim; I still wish you would; Cause he cant love you like I could; I pray; That one day; You realize that you should be with me; Its just a shame that right now you dont agree; I wish that we couldve had more;

I'm Still Lost Without You
Im Still Lost Without You Ever since you left me; Ive felt a pain that I cannot escape; I never thought that Id be sitting here, wishing youd listen to my plea; My heart still aches, I can still feel the dagger you stuck in it slowly, slowly scrape; Once you left, so did my self-esteem; Without my love I am constantly in anguish; I thought that we were an undefeatable team; Now all I can do is just sit here and languish; My life is a mess; You were my crutch; I can no longer take this stress; I remember that all my sufferings would disappear with your touch; My heart only hurts, my mind goes insane; I wish I could change what happened back then; How much longer can I sustain? How many more times must I say amen? I always receive no answer; Yet I still pray, for you to come back; This shit makes me feel like Im dying of a cancer; I believe that soon, I just may fucking crack; I cannot find any reasons; As to why I still miss; Its been now two seasons; I simply

Kannibal
Kannibal Deep within a forest Underneath shadows it is concealed A house of horror, a den of death Whose secrets herein will be revealed This morn’ I opened my eyes to sights most strange wearing clothing bloodstained and ripped Frozen afraid to move afraid to scream I am held hostage in fear’s grip How did I arrive here Was I guided by a cruel hand of fate Destined for an existence of suffering and torment From which death is the only means of escape For this is the devil’s playground A place that the gods have forsaken Inside of a demon’s dreams It is there in which I have awakened If only I could remember I would recount my journey Word for word and verse for verse Ah, sadly my memory fails My mind is overtaken by this scene of the perverse Thoughts are clouded by the stench of rotting flesh which thankfully in darkness will remain hidden If only I were not surrounded with bones That provide knowledge of acts forbidden I find I am not alone

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III. The Terror of the Psychosaurus In the early morning hours, inside a small house, Tetragon lied sleeping all tucked in under his covers with a soft fluffy pillow underneath his head, and dreaming of his homeland of Squaretopia and of the friends he left behind. In the next room, Circoid is counting Zoop Zoops (A Zoop Zoop is a small, furry, round animal, native to Circonia that resembles what we on earth call sheep. Although, much smaller and violet in coloring, they’re quite tame, and many Circonians wear them as hats during the rainy season), while trying to fall asleep, his body still adjusting to the 24 hour periods of daylight and darkness on Earth, which were so very different to Circonia’s 86 hour days. “Ninety five Zoop Zoops… Ninety Six Zoop Zoops…” Circoid counted aloud to himself before finally drifting off to catch forty winks. Over the past few weeks, Tetragon and Circoid have learned much of Earth, both past and present, and have spent a considerable amount

Message To Meh Friends
HEY YA'LL JUST WANNA GIVE A SHOUT OUT TO MEH FRIENDS ON HERE, I WUVES EACH AND EVERY ONE OF U, I KNOW YOU PROBALLY THINK IM A BAD FRIEND CAUSE I AINT VISITED YOUR SIGHT IN AWHILE, BUT IN FACT IVE BEEN BUSY AND ON TOP OF THAT IVE BEEN SICK I PROMISE AS A FRIEND IM GONNA TRY AND GET TO EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR SIGHTS TO SHOW YA SOME LOVE JUST BARE WITH ME AS I HAVE OVER A 100 AND SOME FRIENDS NOW, BUT I PROMISE IM GONNA GET TO YA IF IT TAKES ME ALL NIGHT TO DO IT MWAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA LOVE YOU .....................................................

My Dear Lost Friends
About two years ago I lost my best friend at the time and then two other friends all in the same year. And as if thats not bad enough, they all died within two months of each other. My best friend was a joy to be around, he and I were the same age and it was just so sad to see someone that young dieing from cancer. He was a funny, outgoing, and spontanious man. From the moment his doctors told us he only had 6 months to live we were inseperatable. I helped care for him and took him to all his appointments, but when he passed away I felt so lost. Since then I have been lost, then two months later I lost another friend to drugs. She was a very pretty and wonderful person to be around, she left behind her young daughter who was the light of her life. And once again two months after that another friend passed away, we still dont know the truth about how he died. He was moved after his death, to the place where he was finally found. But threw all this grief and mourning I thought well it wi

Life's Cycle
At age four, success is not peeing in your pants. At age twelve, success is having friends. At age sixteen, success is having a driver's license. At age twenty, success is having sex. At age thirty five, success is having money. At age fifty, success is having money. At age sixty, success is having sex. At age seventy, success is having a driver's license. At age seventy five, success is having friends. At age eighty, success is not peeing in your pants.

Why
Explain something to me, because I do not quite understand it. WHAT FUCKING KIND OF GOD IS IT THAT WOULD TAKE A PERSON SO WONDERFUL, SO LOVING, AND KILL THEM DEAD IN THEIR FUCKING TRACKS? What kind of God? Tell me... cause I really want to fucking know. Shock - Check Denial- Check Sadness - Check ANGER - Current. In case you havent quite figured out what this is about... one of my best friends died last night. Perfectly healthy, was fine a few days ago. She feels sorta bad yesterday, goes to the ER and never even makes it there. Massive Heartattack. Now.... what fucking kind of God would do that....

Some Shit I Wrote To A Girl Awhile Back
about damn time ya, can't nobody love me like you do... i realized it can't nobody love me like you do see only met a few months ago but it's about damn time that i let ya know only one thing that i think about more than kissin you girl you know i wanna get deep in you spread your thighs make your toes curl please girl just close your eyes ima take you to a spot you never realized even existed on this planet earth i'm gonna show you everything that you worth all the diamonds and platinum that's been pulled from the dirt now tonight ima get in it till ya pussy hurt cause can't nobody love you like i do make you scream and moan more than i do whisper in your ear and kiss your neck tell you i wanna fuck you, no disrespect but i wanna make you scream my name bring you the joy that my dick can bring get the head board bangin the neighbors screamin tellin us to keep it down but there's only one thing goin down rig

Here One Day Then >>>
You scored as Gunshot. Your death will be by gunshot, probably because you are some important person or whatever. Possibly a sniper, nice, quick, clean shot to the head. Just beautiful.Gunshot87%Disappear80%Eaten73%Bomb60%Posion53%Cut Throat53%Stabbed40%Suffocated40%Disease40%Suicide40%Natural Causes33%Drowning

New Book Project & Recent Survey
I am killing 2 birds with 1 stone here: the first is an outline of my next book project; followed by a survey that was passed to me recently. I am being regularly asked about what book I will be working on next so I thought it warranted a new blog. Book number 6 will be called Backlash. I am not going to embark on a chapter-by-synopsis; I will just give you the basic premise instead: "Backlash." A cautionary tale and revenge-chase-thriller with a difference. Q. How do you change a content, placid man into a vengeful, ruthless murderer? A. Double-cross him, steal from him, destroy his life and put him into the position where he no longer has anything left to lose. That’s what Neil Gilbert did to his associate Rob Hadden. Neil has done it to so many other people in the past he made the mistake of thinking that Rob would be just like all the others. But Neil misjudged and underestimated Rob. He picked on the wrong man. Rob no longer

Wwe Unforgiven
I watched Unforgiven tonight on PPV. And I have to say, I was very pleased with it. It was much better than the last PPV. We decided to get it about 3 minutes before it aired...so to Momma, I'm sorry I didn't invite you over...they were on the net, and the cell was dead. But here's how it went: First match- Jeff Hardy vs, Nitro All in all a good match, with Jeff dominating most of the match. Nitro retained the title because Melina hit Hardy in the head with her boot. (Yes I screamed and yelled at the stupid bitch!) Second Match- Umaga vs. Kane This was just a match to take up time. I didn't pay much attention to this match because it was boring. Both of them threw punches, Umaga missed his Spike, Kane threw him over the ropes, he went after him, and the match ended with a double countout. (Boring, someone defeat him alreaady!) Third match- The Highlanders vs. The Spirit Squad It was a match that held my attention for the first fe wminutes. The highlanders dominated all o

Just Some Shit
Well thanks to my dear sexy friend Shay for pointing out this place. So far I like it. But anyhow, the many places I have memberships at aren't very helpful to me. Granted I'm getting more friends, and friends are great. But sometimes when your single or even in a relationship that no one should be proud of. I have memberships at Myspace.com, Gizmo.net, Tagworld.com, True.com, Tattoosingles.com, and several others. But I find it difficult. I try and find friendship, companionship, faithfullness, Truth. All the possibilities of a glorious relationship. I've been in so many relationships that I have begun to give up. I guess I could be considered too picky. But I feel I am in the right to have the option for my apparent pickiness. I did my mistakes in the past. Drugs, Drinking, Parties, Bar Hopping. I don't do any of it any longer. I may goto a bar or a club for the music or dancing, goto a pool hall to actually shoot pool! I don't need or want to have to drink to have a good time.

I Wish!
Roulette Your lucky game is roulette. You have an uncanny ability to predict the winner, whether it be the lucky number or color. You are very likely to win a lot of money, very quickly instead of having to spend a few hours at the casino. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

All About Me From A To Z
A Age?: 30 Available?: nope Annoyance?: smart people who act stupid B Birthday?: August 16th 1976 Best Friend?: Sabra and Sam Bar?: don't go C Crush?: even though I'm married--I do have one that I've had since I was 21--still haven't gotten over him Car?: '95 Dodge Ram pickup Cat?: yes, her name is eggplant--long story behind that name D Dad's Name?: Kenneth Dog?: like dogs but don't want one Dead Pet's Name?: too many to name E Easiest person to talk to?: Sam-(easiest person in the world to talk to) Eggs?:eeewwwww Email?: yahoo, roadrunner, and others I don't use often F Favorite Color?: blue, red, purple Food?: Italian, mexican, seafood Favorite Band?: none G Gummy bears or worms?: both Goal for this year?: finish college Gold Digger?: No thank you! H Hair Color?: blonde Height?: 5'3 Happy?: mostly I Ice Cream?: banana split--yummy Instrument?: played trombone in junior high Idol?: none J Job?: child care provider Juice?: white grape Joke?: none

What's With The Deleting Of Friends??
okay. there's something i don't get. why do you people put "if you don't repost, i'll delete you". it's really annoying. it's like reposting is such a big deal. honestly, if something grabs my attention and makes me laugh, then yea. i'll repost it. but i don't have time to just go through all the ones that say "repost, or i'll delete you".

My 4th Grade Teacher Is A Witch
My 4th Grade Teacher Is a Witch Last night I made a discovery A most horrifying one indeed My 4th grade teacher is a witch How could I have been deceived? There have always been clues lying about Like a black cat in the schoolroom Or last Friday the thirteenth When I swear saw her riding a broom I must confess that all the other students Had their suspicions about Miss Melancholy A few had even disappeared mysteriously Perhaps this knowledge was their biggest folly Were they boiled in her cauldron Along with some eye of newt Or turned into bloodsucking bats Perhaps this point is moot But, I now know the truth With my own two eyes, I saw her Dressed in all black with a pointy hat She is a witch, of that I am sure

Women Of The Computer World...
Women of the computer world... INTERNET WOMAN: It's not easy to get access to her and you may get cut off a lot. SERVER WOMAN: She's always busy when you need her. Sends you cryptic messages. WINDOWS WOMAN: Everybody knows she has a lot of problems, but nobody can live without her. AOL WOMAN: Nobody can stand her quirks and rules for more than half an hour. But she will try hard not to let you go away. EXCEL WOMAN: They say she can do lots of things, but you only use her for the 4 basic operations. WORD WOMAN: She always has a surprise problem for you and there isn't anybody who really understands her. D.O.S. WOMAN: There was a time when everybody needed her, but nobody wants her now. She can do a lot of interesting tricks, but nobody cares anymore. BACKUP WOMAN: You think you have everything with her, but actually there is always something missing. SCANDISK WOMAN: Deep inside she is only trying to help by trying to clean you up and change you, But actually n

Good Newz Ya All
ok so i talked to my sister katrina 2day and she sed the next visit she has with the kidz even the baby iz like next week or the following week and me and my mom get to go see da kidz cuz she iz takin us hehehe so when we see da kidz she iz takin pix so i will b sure to show ya all da pix lolz...but from 2dayz visit she took pix of her nd a baby my niecez togetehr and w da boyz etc when she getz da film developed she iz comin over to show uz da pix hopefully get a copy of them all plus see if sumone can scan them for us :) so plz reply back and lemme know if ya all wunna see pix when i get pix ? SabbyCat

***********Calling All LC Ladies!*********** I'm Hosting my first Hottest Female LCer contest, and I want YOU to submit the pic that you love the best of yourself!! Reply to me using this topic in the subject line, and let me know what pic you want me to use. Prizes have yet to be determined, but shall be posted in my bullitins and blog, when the time comes. The starting date will be September 23rd, and all females are invited. NO nudes, or sexual references, will be allowed. Feel free to flaunt your rockin' (clothed) bod however!! Also, I want your face to be visible!!! Repost this many times so that all who want to, can participate. I only have room for 15 contestants, so act fast!! Have a great day!!

Happy Anniversary
Today marks a very special day in my life. 2 years ago today I started talking with someone online and well little did I know that was the mark of a beautiful friendship. Shad words cannot even express how much I appreciate you. You always put a smile on my face and keep me laughing for hours. You also seem to make a negative situation look positive. You are the biggest sweetheart I have ever met. Thank you so much for not turning away from me like so many have done. I definately found a new strength with you. Shad hunni thank you so much for putting me back on the right track and for reminding me how special I am. You are a special man a rare kind. The kind that still has a heart. I could sit here and write forever but I already got enough tears in my eyes...LOL. However I will say this, I truly feel as if the Lord blessed me the day he made you my friend and I pray he keeps us friends forever. Thanks for caring so much it means so much to me. Loves ya always Hun..

Past Subculture
Okay, so phantomshadow is right about me. Fucker! You scored as Hippie. As much as Hippies are currently insulted it was widely this youthculture that opened the eyes of millions. Late 60s bashing is very popular, but above all it is mostly ignored that the hippies were the least pretentious of all youthcultures, even if they fell victim to their own ideals.Hippie63%Rave / Dance56%Hip Hop38%New Romantics / New Wave31%Rockabilly / Teddyboys31%Glam Rock31%Punk19%Mods19%Which Past SubCulture fits you best?created with QuizFarm.com

Part One
The other day a friend and I was talking about Star wars and stat trek fans. (You know the fans that dress up like one of the storm trouper just stand out of the movies. if that is you don’t get pissed, this blog is also for you just keep reading). How these fans know every thing about there favorite person in the movies and will learn to talk like them and even act like and the star wars fans hates the star trek fans and so on and so on. Well that got me thinking if you took one person out of each of the 2 moves and made them fight who would win. So here is what we are going to do. I will give you the 2 fighter and you tell me whom you think would win. (Place your vote) and at the end of each round the winner will be the one who gets the most votes. I’m not going to tell you there powers are or the weapons they use I’m going to leave that up to the people who know more about them. There real fans Round 1 Star wars, Yoda Vs Star trek, Spock

Tim Mcgraw
You said the way my blue eyes shined, Put those Georgia stars to shame that night I said: "That's a lie" Just a boy in a Chevy truck, That had a tendency of gettin' stuck, On backroads at night An' I was right there beside him all summer long An' then the time we woke up to find that summer'd gone But when you think: Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song The one we danced to all night long: The moon like a spotlight on the lake When you think happiness, I hope you think: "That little black dress" Think of my head on your chest, An' my old faded blue jeans When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me September saw a month of tears, An' thankin' God that you weren't here, To see me like that But in a box beneath my bed, Is a letter that you never read, From three summers back It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet, An' lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe: When you think: Tim McGraw, I hope

Surely Here
Thursday, September 21, 2006 Surely here It only takes a moment to be renewed and refreshed. In one small, exquisite moment you can reconnect with the best of life. A touch, a scent, a pleasant and gentle sound can start the ball rolling. Or it could be nothing more than an affirmative thought. In an instant, all your worries can melt away. The awesome positive power of life can fill your awareness to the very core. No matter what happens or fails to happen, there is no sense in being anxious about it. Instead, look around you, take in the real and present beauty of what is. What is now, is more than enough. What is now, can surely transform your life into anything you can imagine. Look for that energy, for that spark, for that special something in this moment, for it is surely here. Make it into something great. -- Ralph Marston

Why Didn't They Tell Us...
PARENT - Job Description If it had been presented this way when I was young, things would be oh so different. Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION:! Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES: The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the bac

Fiona Apple - Sleep To Dream
I tell you how I feel, but you dont care. I say tell me the truth, but you dont dare. You say love is a hell you cannot bare. And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care. I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream. You got your head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem. This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways. So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise. I have never been insulted in all my life. I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride. First you run like a fool just to be at my side. And now you run like a fool, but you just run to hide, and I cant abide. I got my feet on the ground and I dont go to sleep to dream. You got this head in the clouds and youre not at all what you seem. This mind, this body, and this voice cannot be stifled by your deviant ways. So dont forget what I told you, dont come around, I got my own hell to raise. D

Is Love Something True?
What is love? I ask myself, Late in the night. Is it beauty? Is it grace? Will I get it right? What is love? I ask myself, When every ones asleep. Is it charm? Is it wealth? Or something underneath? What is love? I ask myself, Is it something true? Love is what I see, When I look at you.

Va Services To Continue At Walla Walla, Washington
July 7, 2006 WASHINGTON – Veterans in the Walla Walla, Wash., area will be receiving a new, state-of-the-art outpatient facility for primary care, specialty care and mental health care from the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA), the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs, announced today while visiting Walla Walla. "Walla Walla veterans will get a modern outpatient facility that continues the high quality of care they receive from VA,” Nicholson said. “Veterans and their families can rest assured that a new world-class outpatient facility will be established.” Nicholson said the new facility will be located on the Walla Walla campus. As suggested by a local advisory panel, VA plans to use of the rest of the campus for housing and other services for veterans. “I want to thank the local advisory panel and the many leaders for their helpful input, including the Washington congressional delegation, veterans groups, state and local leaders, other stake

How Lucky Are You?
Your Luck Quotient: 61% You have a high luck quotient. More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life. You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that. Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way.How Lucky Are You?

Will You Be A Multimillionaire?
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 64% You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people. You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

Deep Thoughts
"The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows your flaws, your weaknesses, and mistakes and is still able to love you with all that they have." I just saw this on someones profile and though yeah, that's how I feel... I want that! SO I posted it here so I wouldn't forget it! :)

My Life...
Well if possible it feels like my life is at a stand still. All I seem to do is go to class and then party. I try to find other things to do but living in a town like I do and bein single there are not many choice's on what to do unless I wanna just get drunk. To some that sounds like a bullet proof plan but it gets old after a while. So lets just set back and see if my life will pick up and continue haha.

Rain Dancer
Rain dancer The hummingbird flutters on silent wings She talks to the angels, fairies, and things, A distant echo, the wind cries out There is a storm coming about. Rainy day woman deciding to play Raindancer spinning a rainbow display Phoenix shines red, in the morning sun Blossoms swaying, the dance has begun. Wishing I was lucky, just penny dreams pocket of promises from nature it seems. A silent voice invites me to dance Dreams answered, this life of chance. Hosted by Sparkle Tags cc/amawitch 2006

Sex Games - Erotic Story - Domination
Mistress Elizabeth watched Todd walk through the door. Sitting regally in her chair, she slapped her leather paddle against her hand. The impact stung a bit, but seeing Todd flinch at the impact was worth it. "You're late," she said. Todd looked at his watch, caught off guard. "No, I'm not, Mistress -- I'm..." "Did I hear correctly, slave?" Mistress Elizabeth's voice was threatening. "Did you just contradict me?" Flustered, now, Todd replied, "No, Mistress, I was just--" "The forbidden word, slave!" Mistress Elizabeth slapped her palm again. Todd dropped onto the floor, kneeling, head bowed. His arms rose, outstretched, crossed at the wrists as if bound. The position he assumed without thought, without resistance. "I am sorry, Mistress! I have been a bad, bad slave. Please forgive me, Mistress." "Forgive?" The tone of Mistress Elizabeth's voice was just below complete outrage. "Late in arriving, one demerit." Todd winced, knowing this would cost

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Belgian Chocolate Mousse
Serves 8 4 eggs 240g sugar 330g Belgian chocolate (dark or milk, depending on preference) 4 egg whites 400 ml cream 1. Beat 4 eggs with 120 g sugar until it starts turning white over a hot water bath. The result is called ruban 2. Take off the heat and beat until it's cold in a cold water bath. 3. Melt the chocolate and carefully mix with the ruban. 4. Beat the egg whites until they are half stiff and add the other 120 g sugar, beat until it's stiff. 5. Beat the cream until it's stiff. 6. Carefully add the cream and the egg whites to the chocolate mixture. 7. Pour into small bowls and refrigerate for at least 2 hours. Enjoy!

Which Carebear Are You???
Take the quiz: Which CareBear Are You???Grumpy Bear Grumpy Bear frowns a lotthat's his way to show us how silly we look when we frown too much. He also shows that it's okay to be grumpy sometimes. But even when we're grumpy, we're still loved, and we're reminded of that by Grumpy Bear's symbola rain cloud with heart-shaped raindrops. Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

Saturday Night
So this is my friday and what a heck of a day it was!! Tomorrow is my saturday and it's my one day off this week, grrrrrr...silly me for saying :"Sure I'll work" lol Ok I'm going to whine a little bit, if you don't like it leave now...I have a seminar to go to tomorrow also, who the heck goes to a seminar on a sunday??? Me that's who, so I don't even get my one day off all to myself...poor lil me....sigh ok I've finished whining now I think. Thanks for being there. I don't really have anything much to say at the moment. Worked all week, feeling burnt out and tired so there's no deep or interesting thoughts in my head at the moment...it's all just poor me...lol oops, I told you I was through whining didn't I? Hope you all had a good weekend...drop by and say hi sometime!!!

Chicken Potato Salad
Serves 7 2 boneless chicken breast halves, cooked 2 hard-boiled eggs 3 potatoes, cooked 1 1/4 cups pickled cucumbers 2 cloves chopped garlic 1 tsp dried dill weed 1 tbsp minced dry onion 1/2 tsp powdered dry mustard (optional) 1/4 tsp black pepper (to taste) 1/4 tsp salt 2 tbsp olive oil 2/3 cup mayonnaise 1. Chop the chicken, eggs, potatoes and pickled cucumbers into very small pieces. Mix all together. Add the garlic, salt, dill weed, onion, mustard powder, salt, pepper and mayonnaise, then the olive oil. Toss to coat. Refrigerate for 2 to 3 hours before serving. Cracked Hard-Boiled Eggs - When an egg cracks while being boiled, just add a little vinegar to the water - it will help seal the egg.

Older Than Dirt
"Hey Dad," one of my kids asked the other day, "What was your favorite fast food when you were growing up?" "We didn't have fast food when I was growing up," I informed him. "All the food was slow." "C'mon, seriously. Where did you eat?" "It was a place called 'at home,'" I explained. "Grandma cooked every day and when Grandpa got home from work, we sat down together at the dining room table, and if I didn't like what she put on my plate I was allowed to sit there until I did like it." By this time, the kid was laughing so hard I was afraid he was going to suffer serious internal damage, so I didn't tell him the part about how I had to have permission to leave the table. But here are some other things I would have told him about my childhood if I figured his system could have handled it: Some parents NEVER owned their own house, wore Levis , set foot on a golf course, traveled out of the country or had a credit card. In their later years they had something called a revol

Some Facts You Should Know
During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 6 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY... .....and wash your damn hands

Lost Confused Broken
scared right now. afraid i am going to lose what i got. u mean so much to me. I dont want to scare u away. U came into my life so quite. You make me smile. night and day I hope u know i am sry. There is no other way Ic an prove to u How lonly and upset ia m right now. It feels like everything just walked out on me I was already having the wrost time of my life Then this happened can it get any worse. Someday i hop eu can forgive me. Baby please forgive me.

Random Thoughts
Why do so many " outgoing " people have profiles on dating websites such as match, or true and stuff like that. I mean, since how they are so outgoing, why don't they just go out and talk to a bunch of different people and date them and find someone that way? Do you really need to take out a personal ad if you really are that outgoing? Maybey they are just bored and want to see who responds or something. I'm not outgoing. I need to find someone else who isn't outgoing. I don't really like to go out too much. It's fun for me to just sit around and play video games, or go to a park and play basketball, or hackey. I like doing things. I just don't like being around alot of people. And I don't usually enjoy talking to people. That's what I think of when I see the word outgoing. Someone who will go out and go up and talk to people. I don't do that much. I just don't usually feel like talking to people. I don't like the sound of my own voice. Most people don't understand what

A Texas Chili Cook-off
For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili cook-off about the time the rodeo comes to town. It takes up a major portion of the parking lot at the Astrodome. These notes are from an inexperienced chili taster named Joey, who was visiting Texas from the state of Mississippi: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment, and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking directions to the Budweiser truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecards from the event: Chili # 1 Mike's Maniac Mobster Monster Chili: Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth, tomato flavor. Very mild. Judge # 3 (Joey) -- Holy shit

Work!!!
I'm sitting here at work. Not a thing to do. Wishing I was spending time with you. Thinking of you makes me smile. I never have a care in the world when it comes to you. What's a girl to do, when love hits you hard. Embrace or fall. Its all up to you. RB

Daydream(wetdream)
close your eyes lay your head back don't worry bout what i'm gonna do just relax it's your turn feel good and this i promise you you're gonna love what i'm bout to do i'm gonna kiss your lips and caress your skin whisper in your hear a few sweet nothins then nibble your earlobe fore i start to make my way down low move my tongue behind your ear and down your neck kissing and licking making sure you're gonna be wet slide my hands up your sides just thinking bout how you feel inside move my hand back down and grab your thighs by this time i'm already down your chest mmmm pleasing each one of your breasts teasing each nipple then givin you a lil tickle i continue on my mission to give you what you been wishin for slide my tongue down below your belly button getting closer and closer to the sweet jackpot then oh shit it's only a dream and everything stops

Thoughts Of Yearning
Though I should have been in bed hours ago I a still sitting here with sweet thoughts of my honeybaby on my mind. He brings such joy to my life in these days of chaos and turmoil. I don't know what I would ever do without him and his love to look to for guidance. I know that we may have to wait for a while to be together, but I would wait forever for him if that's what it takes. There could never be another after him. No one could ever fill the void that losing him would leave. I am convinced more and more each day that we were brought together by some divine outer existance and that it happened for a reason. The faith that eluded me for so long is starting to return to me once again with each passing day that I have him in my life. I wonder sometimes if he realizes just how much he means to me? Does he really know how strong my feelings are? The thoughts of his first touch and his first kiss I yearn for so strongly that they burn into me like a blazing fire that has gone ou

Eyes
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion100%Mysterious75%Diamond Eyes67%Eyes full of Pain42%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Ramble About Her
I sit here and watch her sleeping wondering if she knows how deep my love runs I can only hope she knows that she is my soul my every reason to breath. i'd die for her, better yet, i'd kill for her! every beat of my heart is to her every breath! everything i do is to make her happy. i dont care how mushy this sounds! i'll scream it through out eternity! i love her!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! i love her!!!!!!!!!!!! there's no one better in this damned world! no one can make me stray i'm stuck on her like crazy glue! i wasn't searching but found in her true love i'd die, i mean really die, if she was gone! i feel my chest is about to explode i feel my soul is no longer mine! I LOVE YOU LISA MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW!!!!!!

Help!!!
hey im new lostcherry obviously.. I do like what i see and was wondering if someone would help to understand this site and how to chat with and get to know some of you kewl people. Ne help would be appreciated and hopefully get to know some of you. Ne thing you wanna know or see can be updated as well!! thank you in advance for your time and help!

Fears
FEAR'S Fears of being alone ....no one around to show love fears never being able to love again fears never being happy or finding peace Fears no one will ever understand.. I set and fear each and every day that no one will come around looking out the window to see if someone is out there ....just to find the emptyness within myself because my heart fears the pain that another could cause me.. I had a husband but he was always concerned about the other women he could bring into his life and thats all he has ever been concernd about all my pain that dewell deep with in he gets his pleasure off my pain the more pain he can cause the happier he is....hurting the one that thought he loved ....love isn't suppose to hurt or destroy a person but his love is bitter and nothing sweet.... sherry

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

4 More Days!!!!!!!!!!
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited. In 4 more days, I get to go see my Idol, Mariah Carey in concert. And then afterwards I will be heading over to Pure where she will be in person for her after party!!! I am already feeling nauseated because I am totally excited!!! I have only idolized her for around 20 years!!!!!!! LOL!!! I am the biggest Mariah Carey fan around! LOL!!! I even bought a tshirt that says on the front...Hopelessly Devoted To Mariah Carey!!!!! I collect just everything on her!!!!!! I have even over drawn my checking account at one point buying MC things!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!! Is that sick or what ???? LOL!!! COMMENT ON THIS POST!!!!!!!!!!!

Anal Fisting
ANAL FISTING (Fyre) DESCRIPTION: He straddled her face and sank his cock inside her mouth, at least as far as it would go. She’d never been able to swallow him all the way, and they didn’t force it because when it hit the back of her mouth; there were bones that she couldn’t quite reposition to take him down her throat. She contented herself with filling her face with him and sucking all the flavor from her cunt off his body. BODY: Anal Fisting, It was one of those cold, lazy days where there was nothing to do. Neither got up and dressed; there was nowhere to go. No place they had to be. No one they had to account to. In other words, the perfect day for those who refuse to get bored. They sat at the computer to surf the net. They’d been experimenting in the bedroom lately, and she was trying to figure out the best way to clean her asshole so it would stay fairly sanitary while he pounded away at her from behind. He typed in Anal Cleanliness and they started crui

Ghost Cake With Flaming Eyes
1 (18.5 oz.) pkg. yellow cake mix with pudding 1 c. water 3 eggs 1/3 c. salad oil 1 (7.2 oz.) pkg. fluffy white frosting mix 1 c. water 2 sugar cubes Licorice string 1 tsp. lemon extract Heat oven to 350 degrees. Generously grease baking pan with shortening, using pastry brush. Sprinkle a little flour into the pan and shake gently from side to side until flour coats the bottom and sides. Empty out remaining flour. Prepare the cake mix as directed on package. (When you break the eggs, crack each in the middle and pour out the egg. Then save the 2 best shell halves. Wash these halves and turn upside down to dry.) After mixing, pour the batter into the greased and floured pan. Bake in 350 degree oven for 35 to 40 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in the center comes out clean. Cool the cake 10 minutes on rack, then remove from the pan to tray. After the cake is cool, measure across one short edge of the cake and mark the center with a wooden pick. Measure 4 inches

If I Leave Here Tomorrow Will You Still Remember Me
this is it the time of the the night where i rant about the state of the world as seen though the eyes of a guy so crazy he sees the world as it is so like i was saying before i was so rudely interupted by the other me if you open the box somthing will hapen im not sure what but be assured somthing will happen my tea has no taste did you steal the flavor from my tea well did you??? because if you did you will pay i will destroy the city lookin for you i will if i leave here tomorrow will you still remember me???

Lost In Each Other
Every morn as I lay down My heart sings to yours I love you Cherie As the slumber falls My dreams are of you Walking in our garden through the morning dew Smiling and laughing As if coming alive again Watching the love in your eyes Grow deeper and deeper Letting you see the love I hold within for you, reflected in my eyes Watching you dance As the dawn arrives Your eyes wide with wonder Watching the dawn with new eyes Smiling, as you run into my arms Feeling your excitement , your fear Feeling your love , your heart race As I embrace you Smelling the dew and flowers of the night That softly kiss your skin Letting our hearts and souls Lead our passion to the boiling point Our passion overflowing Losing ourselves in each other Our passion , our desire , climaxing in unison Our hearts racing as one Lost in each other ~Forever~ Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

Untitled
The touchs are soft and gentle Sweet and Kind,searching for something Someone that understands them Their mood, their need to belong Someone to simply say "I understand" And to know that they speak the truth The ability to see deep into the soul And know what lies there and knows How to bring it out into words or actions How to show someone not to hide from the world But to embrace it and live in it, Not to live in the Shadows We may be different by nature, but never fear it Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

I Didnt Know I Was That Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90%A Sicko50%Average50%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Life
Well here goes I figure it is about time I started blogging.......lets see everything seems to be going pretty good for me in my life...we just finished remodeling the kitchen and gonna work on the living room next....the kids are doing great Autumn is making all A's this year even in conduct (shocker I know) and well of course John is doing great in school but of course it is soccer season so you know where I am almost all weekend long....Anthony is doing good working all the time.....so I guess I should say there ain't much to complain about right now....but give me time cuz for those of you who know me know I find something soon enough....bye for now

Hell A Yes Biting!!!!
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Bondage75%Whips50%Blind Folds50%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Someday- Crossfade
someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you i'm never changing, i can feel this way for days and days look you straight in the face and fake my smile. take this hurt away, bring back yesterday, i could say sorry, in a thousand ways, you won't let this be, without killing me, i can't put this bottle down, as i watch this day fade into night my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. with all our eyes there's no wondering why thins aren't working anymore now i'm feeling fine, flying higher, got the chance to start again. my blessings, my faults, i've learned all the lessons, but cannot be taught, any abuses, that i've wraught, no more excuses, i want it resolved. someday i'll talk about it, one day i'll mention it to you. someday i'll be over this, and strong like you. and st

Chicken Nachos
"Super-simple but totally killer nachos! These are to die for with some guacamole, sour cream and salsa. If it's too spicy for you, just leave out the cayenne." Original recipe yield: 6 servings. Prep Time: 20 Minutes Cook Time: 20 Minutes Ready In: 40 Minutes Servings: 6 (change) INGREDIENTS: * 2 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves - chopped * 2 tablespoons vegetable oil * 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper, or to taste * 1 (12 ounce) package corn tortilla chips, or as needed * 1 (8 ounce) package shredded Mexican-style cheese blend * 1 (7 ounce) can diced green chilies, drained DIRECTIONS: 1. In a medium bowl, stir together the chicken, vegetable oil, and cayenne pepper. Let stand for 15 minutes, or longer if desired. 2. Heat a skillet over medium-high heat. Add the chicken mixture, and fry until chicken is no longer pink. Remove from heat, and set aside. 3. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C). S

The Trouble With Love Is......
Love can be a many splendid thing Has another joy you bring A dozen roses Diamond rings Dreams for sale And fairy tales It’ll make you hear a symphony And you’ll just want the world to see But like a drunk that makes you blind It’ll fool you every time The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t refuse the call See you’ve got no say at all Now I was just a once a fool it’s true I played the game by all the rules But now my world’s a deeper blue I’m sadder but I’m wiser too I swore I’d never love again I swore my heart would never mend Said love wasn’t worth the pain But then I hear it call my name The trouble with love is It can tear you up inside Make your heart believe a lie Gets stronger then your pride The trouble with love is It doesn’t care how fast you fall And you can’t r

Rewriting And Improving Stuff. The Other One Seemed Really Kinda Dumb.
If you really think you could be that special....GF APP — Friday, 29 September 2006 Yah, I allready know who I want right now. But I saw it on myspace, and thought that it needed some work. So I changed it, and added to it. So it's up mostly as showing off my ideas and writing. SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! GiRLS TiTLE iT "BOYFRiEND APPLiCATiON" BOYS TiTLE iT "GiRLFRiEND APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Fave fashion style ? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Are you looking for a faithful relationship? 8. Would you enjoy it? 9. What do you want out of a relationship? 10. Would you ever get the nerve to ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. What's your sense of humor like? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. _____ Is the key to happiness.

Hehe
lmmfao im buzzed right now and bored so whos ready to talk to mii and hear wha dumb stuff i have tosya? any takers? i thoguht not blaqh i guess i'll suit here and make fun of all the funnii lookin ppl then huh? wait im one of them =/ now the munchkin will got cry lmmfao NOT! any1 in the ATL area who wants to come help mii move this week come on down lmmfao wow i mus be bored........................oh qwell

Brave Soldier
Brave Soldier I fight for you everyday... but are you brave enough to wear my tag? You stand and protest at my funeral...... Yet are you brave enough to wear my armor? You say my death is my punishment from God..... But are you brave enough to carry my bag? You abuse and misuse the freedom I so bravely fight for.... But again are you brave enough to hold my weapon?? As my family cries and misses me while I am off battling your enemies.... Are you brave enough to look them in the eye? When you walk in your everyday life without a care.....Are you brave enough to walk in my boots? When you are driving down the roads to your rallies.... Are you brave enough to drive my truck? As you hold your kids and kiss them goodnight and teach them to hate me....Are you brave enough to lay your head on my pillow? As you drift to dream in your peaceful silence...... Are you brave enough to sleep in my hell? Everyday I look down at my tag and slip into my armor I pull on my

Dreams Revisited/reading Out Of The Psych Textbook
I've been remembering all my dreams since the hurricane. I'm pretty sure it's because I've been waking up in the middle of the night consistently. But my dreams have been incredibly vivid. For the first time since I was a kid, I've had this new reoccurring dream three or four times in the last month. I'm sitting on a boat in a winding river. The river is not very wide and the banks are covered in vegetation. It could easily be the Kennebeck in Maine, but I'm not positive about that. It's a beautiful day and I'm lazily floating along when a ghostly figure appears in the boat with me. At this point I recall a memory of a girl having died in some unfathomable way (having a memory within a dream has always been fascinating to me.) The figure turns into the girl and I at once feel a strong sense of guilt for having not aided her in averting her death. Her face becomes distorted as the guilt increases. Her mouth widens and sharp teeth protrude from her gums. Her face becomes elongated and pa

With A Fixed Stare In My Eyes
Twist and turn to find and hide Answers to the truth and lies Tales told and storys old Truths and riddles to be solved Here to learn and not to earn One of many, fell I dont know any Watching the sky, still dreaming to fly Clearing my mind just to find

No Yahoo Booo
i dont have messenger out here so if you want to chat go to msn im lilredhead70 or email me at lilredhead30@yahoo.com or asl always on here hope you all are healthy happy and of course cherry sexy!!!! muaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh Red

Awesome Massage
Awesome Massage You come home from a ride on your bike and start working in the yard. Then I come home from the store. You ask me if I would please get you a cold beer. So, I go into the house, get you a beer, me a glass of ice tea, come back outside and sit down on the porch as I hand you your beer. I sit there and watch you mow the yard and clean the mower up. Then get up and go back into the house to get you another beer. I walk back outside and ask if you are ready for another beer, as you sit down on the porch. I sit down beside you and set my glass of tea down next me. Then I lean over and start to kiss you on the lips, moving my way down to you neck. You say "Babe, I’m all hot and sweaty, you don’t want to be kissing me when I’m like this." I look into your eyes and smile at you, as I get up off the porch I turn and look at you and say "meet you in the bathroom in 3 mins." You ask me "why?" I say "for all the hard work you did in the yard." I close the house door an

Sooo True
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue100%Yellow82%Pink82%Red39%Green36%White36%Black21%Purple21%Orange14%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Dream Deferred- Langston Hughes
What happens to a dream deferred? Does it dry up like a raisin in the sun? Or fester like a sore-- and then run? Does it stink like rotten meat? Or crust and sugar over-- like a syrupy sweet? Maybe it just sags like a heavy load. Or does it explode?

Moroccan Chicken - Serves 4
3tbsp veg oil 3 medium onions, finely chopped 4 chicken portions 1kg tomatoes 1/4tsp ground ginger 2tsp ground cinnamon Salt and pepper 2tbsp clear honey 2tbsp sesame seeds, toasted Serve with cooked couscous 1. Heat oil in large pan. Add onions and chicken and fry until lightly browned. 2. Add tomatoes, ginger and cinnamon, season with salt and pepper. Cover and cook gently, turning the chicken occasionally. Cook until chicken is tender. 3. Remove the chicken and reduce sauce to a thick sizzling cream. Stir as it begins to caramelize and be careful that it doesn’t stick or burn 4. Add the honey, return the chicken to the sauce and heat through. 5. Serve sprinkled with sesame seeds and couscous. MySpace Comments Graphics

Five Tips To Improve Your Sex Life Right Now!
Does your sex life lack luster and imagination? Need a way to give it a kick start? Try one of the five ideas below guaranteed to inspire passionate play tonight! Communicate You'd be surprised to learn how many couples don't talk about what they want, or don't want, in bed. This is one area that can always be improved. Talk about your fantasies together, play a game of truth or dare or take turns telling each other what you'd like to do to the other person. Read Together Inspiration comes in many forms, and many times it is from a great book. Get yours going by starting a library of sensual books. Make sure your collection has a variety of topics such as how-to topics, prose and idea books. Make A To Do Jar Separately write twenty things you'd like to try. Cut them out and fold them up. Put the forty ideas in a jar. Each week, individually take out a slip of paper. Don't show each other your slips of paper. Before the week is up, secretly plan to do the idea on the paper w

Love Life?
i talkd to maggie the other night and it was inlightning i guess she told me she still loves me but i don't know how im supposed to take all of this i love her to death and she knows that i feel so safe when im with her and can actualy feel comfterable around her no matter what its just some times i feel like shes placating(sp?) me and i dont like that feeling at all i never thought i would find the woman i want to spend my life with and know im afraid i have and will never get her back things are just hard right now and it sucks shes sooo far away and she comes home next year for 13m but then she leaves again so if we get back together its going to b worse when she leaves ive never had her for more than a week to my self so 13m is forever o well no sense dwelling on it right now ttyl

A Thousand Tears
I can see it in your eyes i found you waitin up again see the magic as it disappears see it all come crashin in holdin on to what we have ill bet you know what im gonna say ive lived a life of ups and downs I wish they would all just go away I can see you lookin back at me and the thoughts run through your head I can feel you really need me as you head off to bed ive seen a thousand tears from your eyes can you feel it when the magic dies ive seen a thousand tears fallin down like rain a thousand tears to ease the pain now i know what its gonna take so many sleepless nights when youre not awake ill sit and stare out the door ill lay awake and beg for more because a thousand tears will ease my mind as the world keeps being so unkind and a thousand tears running down my face will ease the pain but not erase

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Very Brady Christmas For you, it's all about sharing times with family. Even if you all get a bit cheesy at times. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Cannoli
Cannoli Siciliana ~ Cannoli are basically crisp, sweet crunchy tubes which are filled with a cream or ricotta cheese filling, often flavored with cocoa, nuts, chocolate, or candied fruits.This is a very traditional recipe for cannoli which are a very popular sweet in Sicily. You will need 3 to 4 metal cannoli tubes to makes these cannoli which are readily available at most kitchen stores. Do not fill the cannoli too far in advance, or they may become soggy. Shells: 2 Cups All-Purpose Flour 2 Tablespoons Unsalted Butter Or Shortening 1 Teaspoon Sugar Dash of Salt 3/4 Cup Marsala Wine 1 Egg White Vegetable Oil For Frying Filling: 3 Cups Full Fat Ricotta Cheese 1/2 Cup Powdered Sugar 1/2 Cup Mini Chocolate Chips, or Coarsely Grated Chocolate 1/2 Teaspoon Vanilla Extract 6 Tablespoons Mixed Candies Peel Optional- 6 Glaced Cherries, Finely Chopped To make the shells, mix together the flour, butter or shortening, sugar, and salt. Begin to

Risotto With Caramelized Onions And Roasted Chicken
In this recipe, onions caramelized with balsalmic vinegar are combined with creamy risotto and moist roasted chicken to create an unforgettable dish. : Serves 4 The chicken is optional and can easily be eliminated, particularly if you wanted to use this dish as a first course before an entrée of meat or fish. In that case, I would offer a little grated cheese such as parmesan or pecorino to top the risotto when serving. You may choose to roast your own chicken, or purchase a rotisserie chicken from your local market. 1/4-Cup Olive Oil 1 Medium Onion, Coarsely Chopped 1/4 Cup Aceto Balsamico di Modena (Balsamic Vinegar) 1/4 Cup Dry White Wine 1 1/2 Cups Arborio Rice 7-8 Cups Chicken Broth 2 Cups Roasted Chicken Cut Into Bite Sized Pieces (Optional) 2 Tablespoons Butter Salt & Pepper 2 Tablespoons Fresh Chopped Thyme or Parsley Heat all of the oil except 2 tbs. in a medium sized saucepan, and begin browning the onions over medium heat, stirring

Sad Indeed..
I can't fathom what it takes for someone to harm a child nor do I wish to find the reason why. Too often these days, that's all the news carries. The worst is the one this past week in Pa. The amish bother no one and as a dear friend in my old home state on LC can attest to, are completely harmless. Why would some simple minded ass decide to take his anger out on a godfearing community, let alone innocent children... It's not the faught of the guns nor the people who are the victims.. it's the mindset of these degenerits who find the need to blame everyone for their misfortunes and mistakes, those who should instead blame themselves..but don't have the balls (this includes the chic who sliced another womans throat open to kidnap her newborn baby) to do so..

Soft Vegetable Tacos
1 tablespoons olive oil 1 medium onion, chopped 2 red bell peppers, coarsely chopped 2 large garlic cloves, chopped 1 jalapeno chili, seeded, chopped 2 tablespoons chili powder 1 tablespoon ground cumin 1 teaspoon dried oregano 3/4 cup tawny Port 1 15- to 16-ounce can pinto beans, rinsed, drained 1 15- to 16-ounce can golden or white hominy, rinsed, drained 2 cups chopped fresh spinach 12 warm corn tortillas Heat olive oil in heavy large saucepan over medium-high heat. Add onion, red bell pepper, garlic and chili. Saute until vegetables soften, about 10 minutes. Add chili powder, cumin and oregano and saute 2 minutes. Add Port and simmer until liquid reduces by half, about 10 minutes. Mix in beans and hominy and heat through. (Can be prepared 1 day ahead. Cover and refrigerate. Rewarm mixture over medium heat before continuing.) Add spinach and stir until wilted, about 2 minutes. Spoon 1/3 cup vegetable mixture onto each tortilla. R

Hello Cherry People
Im a nice cherry and i hope that all you other cherries are nice to me and be good little cherries! I would like to get to know all of you im not bais, so talk to me people and you might just be suprised! Actually i dont really like cherries as much as i like strawberries! lol

What The Hell?!
Hmmmm... so that maybe some poor soul doesn't have to go through what I am.. Next time your tooth hurts.. Don't use painkillers til the pain killers no longer work... After that usually equals a root canal. I learned this now.. LOL. Vicodin rocks but pain does not. Learn it, live it, do it right.

Too Funny
Ok, so my fave cousin is dating a mexican guy. I haven't met him yet. The funny thing is....she doesn't speak spanish and he speaks very little english. They go out last night and he kisses her. She says it's an OK kiss. Then he starts kissing her neck and saying something in Spanish. Of course she has no idea what it was, but she melted like butter. I asked her if she had a clue what it could have been. SHe says for all she knows he could have told her he was a killer that enjoyed kissing chubby blondes before slaughtering his next victim, but the way he said it was so damned sexy. LMAO!!!! She wants me to meet him on Saturday. Hell, I can hardly speak english, so you all can imagine how this is gonna go....with my quiet...shy...self. HAH!!!

Sweet Sacrifice
It's true, we're all a little insane but its so clear now that I'm unchained fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice One day I'm gonna forget your name and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain fear is only in our minds taking over all the time fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. [I dream in darkness I sleep to die e rase the silence erase my life our burning ashes blacken the day a world of nothingness blow me away] do you wonder why you hate? are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? you poor sweet innocent thing dry your eyes and testify you know you live to break me- don't deny sweet sacrifice

Something I Wrote On Another Site.
The thought for the day is - I'm young at heart, but old in the mind - I have issues getting along with my peers for somereason. It's a whole lot easier for me to talk to younger people, and older people. But a whole lot harder to talk to my peers. I think it might be due to that I compare myself with them. Almost like I'm always in competittion with them. Where are they at in their life, and where am I in mine? And how come they seem to be at a better or worse place? And I tend to think that same thing might be going through their head. ( Which it's probably not, but I get that weird feeling for somereason. ) It's strange and hard to explain. But throughout most my life, my good friends have always been either older or younger than me. It's hard for me to relate to people my same age often. Wich doesn't make a whole lot of sense when I think about it. It seems like I should have the most in common with my peers, and be able to relate to them rather easily. But I just don't.... Li

Look-see
Tried Hot or Not,Myspace,Bang-me,Hotmail,and now Im on Lost cherry.....This is probably the best one so far but Im still searching......Either way its kinda cool to be meeting new peeps and all....so rock on dudes and dudettes......right now Im watching a movie with herb heaven in it soooooooo.......this blog is over

The Candy Store
The Candy Store After work we like to stop by Miss Ellie’s candy shop and pick up some treats for after dinner. This afternoon was a little different though. Miss Ellie invited us into the back of the shop and told us how she made her famous treats. The aroma of chocolate filled the room, and you were getting a little wound, they say chocolate is an aphrodisiac and it seems to be working. I walk up to copper pot and take a little spoonful of a mint chocolate masterpiece she had going, Miss Ellie smiled you know my chocolate has a lot of uses, and handed me a jar of this exotic blend. What do I owe you ma’am? Just let me know if it works and I told her thank you as we walked out of the back room and you ask me how does it taste, I don’t know you tell me and I opened the jar and you dipped your finger in and took a sample. We didn’t even get out of the shop and you were ready for some love, you take the jar and lead me to a corner booth near the soda fountain and begin to place lit

What Is Your Hottest Bedroom Accessory?
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

About The Pet Contest
YOU CAN COMMENT ON THE PICS AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE YOU CAN BUY STICKY BULLETINS YOU CAN BUY BLASTS YOU CAN HAVE PEOPLE PIMP U OUT ALL I ASK IS THAT THERE BE NO CRUEL VOTING THESE ARE ALL GOOD PICS AND CUTE PETS PLAY NICE AND FAIR THATS IT THANX :-) ENDS WEDS AT 5 PM

Help..
I know that... this is a pretty bad sitch to be in but.. i dn't know wat to do. Im ganna go step by step here... In July i got dumped.. by the guy i loved dearly. and just a few days ago, he asked me out again.. the words i've been longing to hear rang in my ears..and never stopped echoing. Now... the day before he asked me back out.. i had fallen in love with someone else... the exact day before.... Now... i love both of them dearly... I said yes to the ex, but then the other asked me out... I never said yes becasue that would be cheating. welllll... i wound up cheating anyway... becasue the other kissed me and i coldn't resist. Now here is where i need your help... tomorrow im meeting with my boyfriend.. but i found out that the other guy would be there too... I am so damn scared.. i don't know what i am to do... can someone help me?

Im That Bored..
This isnt my first blog EVER... just my first on here.. ive done a few here and there b4, no big deal.. its just that i get distracted alot and writing something like this usually takes me a few hours.. si i dont even bother anymore.. I dont know too many ppl on here, just a few randoms, so o might as well start off tellin a bit of crap about me. Anyway my names Nikki, I live in the best place in the world (to me) New Zealand.. I was born and bred in the rural.. country, sticks, bush lol whatever and even tho ive lived all over the North Island.. Ill always love the country and it'll always be a part of me and who I am and blah blah... So yeah, grew up living on a dairy farm.. we have pedigree stud cows, Jerseys.. They kick Holstein ass.. lol.. The farm is awesome.. and growing up on one is a great experience id never ever wanna trade for anything. So yeah, grew up here, went to high school, did lots of other random stuff and we'd be here all week if i told you wat ive done in t

Treat How Ya Wana Be Treated ...
what ever happened to the phrase treat how ya wana be treated !! im so fed up with people letting others down ... why is it everyone is so selfish maybe some dont even realise there doing it but such a simple act can make people lives so so diffrent we should all take the time to think of other people before jumping in ..... if you wouldnt like it to be done on to you i would take the thought that they wont either ....

The Initiate
He was a boy when it took place without body hair or stubbled face, all tucked in bed, he'd said his grace an watched the sky through curtains of lace when the moon whispered his name. The voice had struck him in the core- without word or doubt, he crossed the floor and silently crept out the door to answer to the call Under the dark cloak of the night led by the Full Moon shining bright he went into the woods-- led by silvery light-- where raccoons crept and owls took flight far from house and road. And on the edge of a clearing round a circle was marked upon the ground in stones-- in which a woman was found beckoning to him. She was withered, wrinkled, old; her silver hair around her flowed without a stitch of clothes or robe naked-- yet unabashedly bold-- a key hung round her neck. Her sagging skin was pale and white, her ice-blue eyes held a light that danced with vibrancy in the night and emanated power. Instinctively, like deja-vous, he knew exactly wh

Goddess
As the day fades to night, I dance beneath the full moons light. As the stars begin their song, I close my eyes and sing along. From above the Goddess speaks, “Listen children, if understanding is what you seek.” “As the Maiden, I watched you through the eyes of a child. So full of hope…so free and wild. I watched as you ran freely with bare feet. And danced with the wind, blowing free. I watched as you grew, a little stronger each day. I watched as you chased all your fears away. I saw your first love, and felt your first blush. I listened to you cry through the nights gentle hush. I was there with you always, in your heart, in your soul. I will be with you always, in your heart, in your soul.” “As the Mother, I bore all your labor distress. I felt, on the face of new life, your gentle caress. I heard her first cry, and eased your fear. I saw her first smile, and dried your tear. As you watched her first steps, I was there in your smile. I was there as you witnes

Native American Ten Commandments
1) The Earth is our Mother, care for her. 2) Honor all your relations. 3) Open your heart and soul to the Great Spirit. 4) All life is sacred; treat all beings with respect. 5) Take from the Earth what is needed and nothing more. 6) Do what needs to be done for the good of all. 7) Give constant thanks to the Great Spirit for each new day. 8) Speak the truth; but only of the good in others. 9) Follow the rhythms of nature; rise and retire with the sun. 10) Enjoy life's journey, but leave no tracks.

Ready
it is time i cant want if we are meant ill leave it to fate she is here and is calling for me so i must go and see what it shall be will it eclypse what we had of that im not sure but the waiting is pain and its pain i can no longer endore so i'm packing and escaping and starting anew because she needs me now and it's what i must do she'll feel my touch and my soft embrace she'll feel my lips caressing each place she'll hear the words that were once meant for you i'll do things to her that i used to only do for you we'll build the life that you threw away and build the family we dreamnt of some day so farewell my love for you my heart once beat steady but its all over now and im finally ready

Oooohh..bored Sunday Quizzes
Iloooooooove the 10 question quizzes that tell me my personality, bumper sticker, porn name, soul mate, theme song, seduction type, sex IQ...etc etc etc. Well, here are today's soulful insights from blogland... Am I envyous? Your Envy Quotient: 11% Envious? You? No way! You're happy with what you've got going on, and what someone else has doesn't change that. When people succeed, you are happy for them. You know you'll get yours eventually! How Much Envy Do You Have? Am I prideful? Your Pride Quotient: 31% You're a little prideful, but nothing out of the norm. Like everyone, you enjoy attention. But you're also good at sharing the spotlight! How Much Pride Do You Have? Intuition You Are 88% Intuitive Your intuition is so spot on it's scary! You can learn a lot about people and situations, simply by listening to your gut. And you've even wondered if you can predict the future at times. Just be sure not to always listen to your intuition... someday it

Keep Up The Pace
im completely exhausted tonight. i was supposed to go visit nikki cuz she flew in from seattle but i had to work. we don't have enough employees. it was so busy and i worked with out stopping intell 530. i didnt have too many issues with the register, but at the end when we did shift change i had a hell of a time. i was so tired and passing out from not eating and not sitting down. alot of numbers didnt match up and such, but the person who was there helping me said she'd try and figure out what was wrong. *sigh* don't know i can keep doing this, but atleast the week isn't so busy. i just got so disorganized and thrown off guard and overwelmed. i went for a walk tonight to try and clear my mind. started crying a little bit, not sure if it was from stress or thinking of ravyn or both. doreen is going to try and find someone with a windows cd i can use to reinstall it on the computer in my room so it works properly, my computer always says it has no memory and wont let me defrag. so

Baked Seafood Au Gratin
This was my Mom's favorite seafood recipe, she is now 88, I am 60 and this is my all time favorite seafood recipe also. I have had guests, who, when invited to dinner, specifically request this to be served." Original recipe yield: 8 servings PREP TIME 20 Min COOK TIME 1 Hr READY IN 1 Hr 20 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 onion, chopped * 1 green bell pepper, chopped * 1 cup butter, divided * 1 cup all-purpose flour, divided * 1 pound fresh crabmeat * 4 cups water * 1 pound fresh shrimp, peeled and deveined * 1/2 pound small scallops * 1/2 pound flounder fillets * 3 cups milk * 1 cup shredded sharp Cheddar cheese * 1 tablespoon distilled white vinegar * 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 pinch ground black pepper * 1 dash hot pepper sauce * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese DIRECTIONS 1. In a heavy skillet, saute the onion and the pepper in 1/2 cup of butter. Cook until

Master Bates Dilema
Sorry about my premature eradication This has never happened to me before Perhaps next time I won't exacerbate Maybe I could try to hold it in more Sometimes I just get so overly ignited In sequential encounters of this kind I will try harder to pace myself Not let the moment rule my mind So please forgive my hasty explosion And let me try this thing once more I'll try to keep my mind on task And on the subject we explore

Another Poem And Thought
Well, another poem has come out of my heart but this one is not for the hurt that I feel for me, it is for my best friend. Today I had to once again see the look in his eyes of despair, anger, and a distance that made me cringe on the inside because I couldn't do anything about it. Standing idly by, just waiting for my call to be made saying "I need you" is all I can do and is what I do willingly and I will do for as long as I love him! Which will be forever! Enjoy! Another day goes by- consistently inconsistent The broken silence raises its voice What did I do wrong? Please come back…at least take me with you Never understanding the misunderstandings, I helplessly spectate, making sense out of nonsense Surely things will get better Dawn comes again; this isn’t forever Light turns to dusk and dusk into darkness I find myself lost, never to be found again As I wander in the silent absence of light, I find everything worth living for And live nothing worth being found

Title Says It All...
I just wanna rant.. well not really rant, more like expose all the idiots who think they're hustlers that make moves, make paper, and have connections. Who the fuck are you kidding...the person I'm talkin about knows who they are, and they will read this blog so it's obvious I dont give a shit! You claim to make all sorts of moves, you think you're connected and you're not.. your so called connections are my friends, and the only reason, I repeat the only reason they talk to you is because of me. You think you have swollen pockets ?!?!?! wake the fuck up bitch!! the real hustlers make $$$, move weight, not dime bags like you.... their pockets are swollen with money, not lint and change like you.. so try to take this into ur thick empty skull.. u ain't shit, never will be shit... and truth is u are a never was! Fuck you fuck ur group of fuckin lackies u call a crew... u know where i am and what im about.. so if u gotz something to say bring... oh and by the way.. did u like not being le

Wtf Chuck
OK so my exboyfriend, Robert, keeps sending me add requests on yahoo messenger. I don't understand why. I sent him a message, saying why are you adding me... and he just said he downloaded messenger on his new computer. So I said bye and deleted him. Last night he added me again so I added him (accidentally) and this morning I deleted him. Why does Yahoo do this? Is it a glitch of some sort? I highly doubt he has me on his list anymore, since we broke up almost a year ago... he was a jerk, he took me to the Marine Ball and he had to go back to the hotel room for something... then he never came back. I called him and stuff... and went back to the room at 2 am (after hanging out with his friends and their dates) and found him passed out, with an empty bottle of Absolut vodka on the floor. So yeah after that I broke up with him... Jerk. So if anyone has any insight on this... lemme know :) Oh and I put a chunk of pear into my aquarium and my fish love it!

Nostalgia Of A Thanksgiving Lost
This weekend seemed to be a reminder that only one week remains before Thanksgiving. I plan on detailing the story of the pilgrims to my students this week. I'm interested to see if they know anything about the voyage to plymouth rock. At this point the story of Thanksgiving seems like a fairy tale. I guess it always has been. When you think about the possible reality of the situation and the eventual reprocussions of the event it's hard not to desentimentalize the holiday. The Native Americans were victimized and exploited while the puritans set the stage for the paradox of sin and virtue that envelops the modern day state of our country. I don't want to deconstruct the poweful tradition that has developed over time: time spent with the family eating our turkey dinner, watching professional football, giving thanks. However the nuclear family has become a thing of the past and holidays, including Thanksgiving become a more ambiguous celebration. These thoughts come to me with the passi

!!!!pet Picture Preview!!!attn: New Announcements!!!7th Day Of !!!hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!!
These are the first entries into my contest. I will have a different preview tomorrow. Get Your Own! | View Slideshow Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry 7th day of !!!Hazels Cutest Pet Contest!!! !!!!Pet Picture Preview!!!ATTN: New Announcements!!! Seventh Day It is the seventh day of the contest and I had just filled all the slots for the contest a few days ago. Luckly I have just leveled up and that has opened up Fifteen new slots for the contest. However I now have over thirty entries and quite a few slots promised out. Speaking of which a few of you have pending enteries few a few days ago and I am waiting for a response back from you. Please respond back by the deadline. So Why Can't I View the Pets? Some people are wondering why they can not veiw all the cute little anmals in the contest yet. Well sorry these photo albums a closed until the voting offically starts, (less than one week away) in order to ensure that every contestant has a fair and equal chanc

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I cannot stand for the toilet paper to be on the roller backwards. If someone puts it on that way I have to switch it back! 2. I cannot stand to have my food run together on my plate. If it does I won't eat it. 3. I can't stand to drink after other people or for people to drink from my glass. 4. I'll take a good blood and guts horror flick over a comedy anyday........even though I like comedies too.......and I prefer to watch pornos alone........yeah sounds nuts, but........ 5. I hate clothes. I would rather run around the house naked anyday of the week......pretty damn scary thought, eh!?!? 6. When I am trying to remember something o

How So
how do i love thee how can i put it in words how can i say to you what i want to when my throat ties up when you are near how can i show you how much you mean to me what do i do why does my day begin when i see you wake does this sound so foolish or does anyone care a small kiss or a brief hug shows more than words for never can i ever end my love for you

Playlist For The Week Of 10/3/06 - 10/10/06.
Anthrax - Sound Of White Noise Aura Noir - Black Thrash Attack Cannibal Corpse - Eaten Back To Life Carnage - Dark Recollections Cryptic Overcast - Cryptic Overcast Dark Angel - Darkness Descends Exodus - Impact Is Imminent Grave - Into The Grave Gwar - Scumdogs Of The Universe Hypocrisy - Penetralia Judas Priest - Angel of Retribution Kreator - Extreme Aggression Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Overkill - The Years Of Decay Pestilence - Malleus Maleficarum Sathanas - Thy Dark Heavens Slayer - Show No Mercy Testament - The Legacy Vader - The Art Of War W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus

When It Rains It Poors < 3
When it rains, it poor's, and my heart breaks each time. Staring at the frigid rain drops, cold, and dreary, in a darkened sky. Lights flicker, clouds move, they drift away, like my soul. The window opens, my heart breathes, and the air becomes misty. Bloodshot eyes, shaken hands, skin soft, yet pale. Heartless, mindless, unlawful human sense. Disappear. The breeze is mystified, and magical. The mist is limited, yet strong. When it rains, it poor's. I hear my heart beat, its fading into the distance, as I watch the rain drops. Tears dread down my face, they're bloody My heart breaks each time, each time the sky turns mystical, and dark. Its forbidden, its love, its fear, its rain, its an end. I close my eyes and picture it, I close my eyes and still cry. I fear it, I hear it, I see it, I feel it, its dead to me. Rain, what a sensation, love what a death. When it rains it poor's, as does my heart, when it cries

Crave
All my dreams locked up My body aches My heart desires My mind wants I need it now Like I've ever needed anything before I crave it now My body arches with anticipation But I don't get it Makes me want it all the more Teases me, Tempts me Toutures me until I give in I crave it now I want to feel I want to touch I want it now I need it so much I crave it now His hair shines His eyes sudictive His body so bold So inticing,So desireable I crave it now I need it now He'll give it to me He wants me to ask He teases me with a touch With a kiss that's so delisious I don't think he knows what he's doing The way he holds me I think he does... I crave it now I push him down I want to make him need me I want to make him want me more than he already does I crave it now Keeping him down And playing with him I want to make him moan and scream I want to make him want it more than me I crave it now I want to have him I want to play with him

Tag!!!!!!!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I still like the Power Rangers! 2. I have over 1000 books 3. I actually liked Mariah Carey's movie, Glitter 4. I spend way too much time on LC! lol 5. I watch Drawn Together 6. I still read The Babysitters Club. Now here's the people I'm tagging! MizzNewBooty, Extremelyshycutie, Native Pride, Dizzylizzybeth 2006, Marvin, and Cindy. Start tagging!!

So Yeah...
I'm just going to spill some stuff from my 360 blogs into here right now...if it doesnt make much sense, dont worry about it. You probably dont need to know. This is from various days, but most of it describes life as I know it right now. Frusteration and love. Yep. Fall Leadership Conf was yesterday. It was a lot of fun! We went to teh City and I met some new people and stuffs. The workshop me and Jennifer went to was led by a gay guy though. Not cool! Andrea and I are doing the sticky-sweet kill-her-with-kindness thing...I'm about to snap and go crazy on her. I cant stand her anymore! And mommy dearest...yes. My mother. I went home and I was ticked off because I had to hold in all the nasty things I wanted to say all day. Instead of going to the living room, I went and dumped my stuff in my room and tried to raid the empty fridge. When I went to the living room, they (sis and mom) were playing tetris. I was about to turn around when mom asked how my day was. I told her that she be

Pluto
This is the most common glyph for Pluto. It is associated with spiritual changes, development, and political power. A person under the strong influence of this planet will experience many different upheavals in their life, such as rebirths (transformations and regenerations of both the spirit and the mind). It exerts much force in bringing about changes and plays a key role in identifying spiritual lessons during a lifetime. Plutos energies are intense and when unleashed it can actually change your entire life, for good or evil, so much so that the person seems caught up in a whirlwind until the phase passes and leaves a complete set of new ideas, ideals, or morals instilled in the very core of their being. It also has a purifying energy that allows one to rise to higher levels of awareness. Before this rise can come about one must consciously seek to eliminate anything that would hinder them. Sometimes Plutos energies are perceived as destructive but they are, rather, a reflection

Tired Of Games, Lies, And Cheaters?
1. ARE YOU TIRED OF ALL THE GAMES PEOPLE PLAY? ALL THE LIES, AND DISTRUST? DOES LOVE SUPPOSE TO HURT? ARE YOU JUST LOOKING FOR A ONE NIGHT STAND OR ARE YOU LOOKING FOR SOMEONE AND SOMETHING SPECIAL, THAT WILL LOVE YOU AND ACCEPT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND NOT MAKE YOU SOMEONE THAT YOU ARE NOT...I AM LOOKING FOR LOVE BUT I THINK I HAVE BEEN LOOKING IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES... SO WHAT ABOUT YOU? HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON OKAY BYE FOR NOW....

Something Funny
I have a question. Do u remember that time when u said u had 2 have sum??? u know the time when I finally gave it 2 u, u squeezed & squeezed it as hard as u could. & moved it all a round. trying 2 get some to come out with aggresive yet gentle thrust of my wrist & rite when I got ready 2 give up, the white creamy stuff poured out & got all over ur hands. then u tried 2 rub it on me, Do u remember that??? Well I was just wondering could u BUY ME SOME MORE LOTION SINCE U USED IT ALL??? ................LOL...Send this to all the people who are on your top friends list

Nothing Left
Pictured across the room standing where u are Memories of everything, paint a perfect scar. Tear drops falling tenderly lying to my heart, Almost as if it’s telling me we’re better off apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. I hold onto a single memory from not so long ago Of you, me and happiness, of underlying hope. I can only hold on so tight, when you’re flying free In your eyes I see your pain, you’re not coming back for me. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. So I’m going to hang onto my memories, painted in my heart Close my eyes, draw a tear, and accept that we’re apart. In the event that you’re leaving me I can only hold my breath, Following closely in your footsteps Until there’s nothing left. Copyright Christina @Toxic-Pink.Net 2004

"no I'm Gonna Be A China Cabinet!"
"No I'm gonna be a china cabinet!" Current mood: curious Category: Writing and Poetry Disclaimer: This, like most things I write, never happened, other than in the psychosis of my demented little mind. Someone, a long time ago, asked me an odd question. Now I believe odd questions require odd answers. He asked me if I was a boat. Funny that I knew the answer immediatley. I almost instinctively returned with, "No I'm a tree" Of course many boats are made out of trees, so I very well could have been a boat. Until that point I never knew I was a tree, although I had my suspicions. At that moment my whole life made sense. The need to stick my feet in the dirt, and throw my arms in the air. Since that day I've tried to figure out what kinda tree I am. The realization that one is a tree does afterall spawn alot of questions. I've come to believe I am a pine tree. I can be quite prickly at times and I like tinsel. Pine does not make good boats, so I'll end up a chi

New Photo Shoot
Ezra and I will be taking new photos tonight for our upcumming website. Unfortunately most of these like our other recent shoots will be reserved for the paysite. We will be posting a few samples for you to enjoy. If you have any ideal of thing that you would like to see for this or later photo shoots, let us know. We would love to hear from you.

The Loneliness
The Loneliness I sit here all alone While the one I love runs and does as he pleases, and acts as if there are no cares in the world to him. Will his two daughters sit and cry for their dad who could care less. As the loneliness builds up inside and theres nothing I can say or do that would make him want to change even the death of our son. He thinks as if the world owes him. But the ones who suffer are me and the kids and the unborn baby. And I wonder if I will ever have the courage to get out before it gets any worse. What will help over come the loneliness? Will the child I carry help that lonliness? still remain.

The Possesion
I dreamt that I was laying in my bed with my boyfriend to the right hand side of me (the same way we were sleeping that night). He was asleep but I was awake. The bedroom was ours but different. There were more windows and they had these curtains that were made from a see-through material, instead of the mini-blinds that are actually there. I was laying there watching the ceiling fan when I started to feel like something was trying to take over my body. I don't know if it was just a spirit or if it was an actual demon. I couldn't move or speak. Unbelievable fear, terror, and panic was running through my body. I could feel the thing pressing down on me and trying to take away my breath. I tried to say something but nothing would come out of my mouth. Somewhere from deep inside me I was able to make a noise. I kept trying harder and harder to get my boyfriend's attention, but it was still next to impossible to make any sort of sound. I was wanting him to hel

Seeking Compatable Soulmate
Am I trying to fill a Void in my Life with a new Gal to love. Am I going about it the wrong way? Do I have Admirer's here that would be interested in getting to know me?Are there gals here that would Love me?Is their a possibility that my Future GF is here at Lost Cherry ? I must get ready for a meeting now but upon my return if I have internet I will do this same blog at all my socializeing sites.I do have a couple of nice ladies in there 50's that I like alot at NF's but I'd rather have someone in their 30's.I've had enough of menopausel redwings,joking thought that was funny.Guess u had to be there for that.

Ask Me Out Game
ask out game Body: The Ask out game. Repost this to see who wants to ask u out. Even if you are single or not. GUY OR GIRL...Most of us go both ways.. :) Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I want to go out with you... I'm serious" and it has to be true. Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised 2 see who replies 2 you!! POST THiS SAYING "ask out game"Ask out game

To All My Friends................
LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE THE DAWN WITH OUT THE SUN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDS IS LIKE THE SKY WITHOUT THE MOON WHEN THE EVENING HAS BEGAN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A R OSE WITHOUT RAIN LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP... JUST WOULDN'T BE THE SAME. LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP IS LIKE A SHIP WITHOUT A SEA LIFE WITHOUT FRIENDSHIP JUST COULD NOT BE WITHOUT A FRIEND LIKE YOU FOR ME. I CANNOT IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP

Treasure The Effort
Friday, October 13, 2006 Treasure the effort Effort can be painful or it can be joyful. Which would you prefer? You can resent the tasks that you must do, and fight against them with all that you have. But what would that really accomplish, except to make you miserable? Or, you can be thankful for the opportunity to make a difference. You can put your best into whatever effort may be asked of you, and thereby enjoy a kind of satisfaction that cannot be obtained in any other way. You can choose to find real fulfillment in meeting the challenges. You can choose to experience true joy in making a worthwhile effort. The task is what it is. Your attitude is what you decide it is going to be. Treasure the effort and you'll move effectively through it. Treasure the effort, and you'll joyfully create solid, lasting value. -- Ralph Marston

:(
"What's Real" You think u know me because I played along Being sum1 I'm not but sum1 u love I end up by myself I don't care there's nothing left I gone to far I hurt too many I search for myself But never could I don't exist I was only what they wanted They never knew what was in my heart I made it to be what was already in their minds Nothing was ever real just what they though was a perfect life then I took away killing their hopes and dreams For some but others They could care less They just forgot and moved on All these lies and broken hearts life is so random One min your in love the next you hate everything My mind plays tricks Confusing my heart I don't know what's right or not There's so much shit going thru my mind Making choices from my heart Is impossible for me I don't know if love is the greatest or the worse thing In life All I do know is I fucked up I cant take any of it back so now I'll leave this place With no more pain no more love

I Am Waiting
Your lingering spirit haunts me. So close to the mind, so far from the tactile touch. A stronger person would live, forever feasting on the mind. But i need more. I am selfish. It is said females are frustrating. I think it is girls. Women are more direct. They can say what they want. I was never much of a girl. I want you. Not this idea of you, A memory of a touch., the whisper of an accent. Oh god, when I close my eyes, I can still remember your accent. I cry when I rememeber it. For years I could barely remember the sound. Now when I close my eyes it's all there. And the wounds bleed fresh. I do not mourn your death, I weep for the loss of the world. I remember kissing you till I was dizzy. We spoke of life, of dreams. We never thought for a minute, that it was all borrowed time. I was a fool, but I am stronger knowing, I love you, You loved me. But I still want you here. I feel you sometimes, when I sit by the water, in winter. I know your ther

Ive Been Tagged Now They Have Too :p
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1: I Drink to much coffee 2: I hate wearing clothes of an evening when chillin 3: Ive gotta have my daily Mcdonalds treat lol sex is like McDonalds im lovin it isnt that what the say ;) 4: I hate FAKE people,MEMEME people and liars on the net. 5: I hate microwave meals cause ya know when ya put the right time in and ya take it out its still gonna be cold in middle and ya still taste to make sure lol 6: Im allways checking things twice like the oven plugs ect when im going out or just finished cooking tomake sure everythings ok my worst thing ido I tag Kel Kalin Sweetthing Miz Anna Narco

Someone Please Help Me!!
so tonight is the first time since I found out that John died on 6 september that i have cried. i have so much running through my head right now that im lost. I always run to john with any type of problem. he would drop everything to help me. no matter how important the shit was that he was doing, he always had time for me. i remember the superbowl in 2004 when he was at ft riley. he called me up drunk off his ass from his office and we talked for hours. i blew off the superbowl for him. lol. i remember our LONG ass phone talks when he first got to germany. i remember looking forward to his emails every day. and now nthig! i keep hoping to see his ID pop up on yahoo, but i know its never going to happen. DAMNIT JOHN! you told me you would never make me cry and here i am! IM FUCKING CRYING! what are you going to do about it?! Brother Fox, please come take care of me!!! RIP BabyDoll. you will always be missed, but no way in hell can i ever forget you! 01 September 1

Aztec...
Tell me when, at any time in the history of the one world, has any one life ever been saved. Mexica Proverb ------------------------- Hopefully people will understand the jist of the quote... Mexica were the preeminent tribe in 1400-1500 Mexico during the conquest...later misnamed by history as the Aztec, and even though they had a brutal way to worship their gods I think they also had a higher understanding of the human condition than any modern society I've ever studied.

I Win!!!
I'M LAZY, BUT I WIN!! TAG UR IT! THIS IS A SEXYY TRAIN IF U RECEIVE THIS IT MEANS UR FREAKIN SEXY.... IF U GET THIS BACK UR EVEN SEXIERR...SEND THIS TO YOUR FRIENDS _______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@_______________ _____@@@@@________________ _____@@@@@________________ _______@@@@@_____________ ___________@@@@@______ ______________@@@@@_____ ________________@@@@@_____ _______________@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@@@@@@@______ ______@@@@@@@@@________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@_________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@________________ ______@@@@_________________ ______@@@@@@@@@@_____ ______@@@@@______@@@___ ________@@@@______@@___ _________@@@_____@@____ ___________@@@__@@____ ____________@@@@@_____ _____________@@@@_______ _____________@@@@@________ ___________@@___@@@___ ________@@@____ @@@__ ______@@@@@___@@@@@__ ______@@@@@______@@@___ ________@@@@______@@___ _________@@@_____@@____ ___________@@@__@@

*they Took Da Words Right Outta My Mouth! (a Dedication To J.p.)*
++LINKIN PARK: HIT THE FLOOR++ There are just too many, Times that people, Have tried to look inside of me, Wondering what I think of you, When I protect you out of courtesy, To many times that I've, Held on when I needed to push away, Afraid to say what was on my mind, Afraid to say what I need to say, Too many, Things that you've said about me, When I'm not around, You think having the upperhand, Means you gotta keep putting me down, But I've had too many, Stand-offs with you, Its about as much as I can stand, So I'm waiting until the upperhand, Is mine, [Chorus:] One minute you're on top!!! The next you're not, Watch it drop, Making your heart stop!!! Just before you hit the floor, One minute you're on top!!! The next you're not, Missed your shot, Making you're heart stop!!! You think you've won, And then its all gone!! So many, People like me, Put so much trust in all your lies, So concerned on what you think, To just say what we feel inside, So many, People like

Tribute 2
TRIBUTE...PART 2(you know her...you love her)TO THE MEN...NOT THE MALES...I have FINALLY come with this one...a very long overdue addition to my first tribute. So many times I have heard my male co-horts say that "I wish I could understand a woman". Well let's destroy that MYTH...stop saying something because you think that’s what women want to hear. They want us as men to say “because I love you I do understand you". We have been playing roles that have women saying “we are running out of good men". Ladies allow me to speak for myself (for that is the only one I can speak for) and say I have failed you. Yes that’s it...failed you. I know I failed when i hear that you are in pain and I didn’t come to your rescue...not as your dick...not come to you as a booty call...but step to you as a MAN. Not as a male but as a man. I know there are many men who are guilty of that same childish act, but it is not my place to condemn anyone other than myself. When I remember when I was stupid eno

Mountains
Lucinda Jones workin' at the IHOP: Ten years worth of bacon, eggs an' tears She's waited on every creed an' color, While waitin' on this day to get here Graveyard shifts, two big tips, Makin' every quarter count, Was worth it all to see her son, In that cap an' gown There are times in life when you gotta crawl, Lose your grip, trip an' fall When you can't lean on no-one else: That's when you find yourself I've been around an' I've noticed that, Walkin's easier when the road is flat Them danged ol' heels'll get you every time Yeah, the good Lord gave us mountains, So we could learn how to climb Bobby, Bobby Dunn came back from the war, Lost his leg but they couldn't take his will Hell bent to run in that local marathon, He trained through the endless pain an' pills It hurt so bad that sometimes, He just had to cry, He didn't stop until he crossed, That finish line There are times in life when you gotta crawl, Lose your grip, trip

So Called Friends
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bullentin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post

Leveling Someone Is Much Easier Than You Would Think... Take A Look (repost)
Anyone else know if these statistics are right? --------------------------------------------- orginal message Okay heres the deal, Im starting the push to my next level. I need a little over 9600 pts. I have done some research and have found the following 1. Photo Comment is 5 pts. 2. Photo Ratings is 5 pts. 3. User Comment is 7 pts 4. If you become my fan is 10 Pts. I have 948 friends... and 78 photos, I will be adding more shortly. I know not every one of you has rated all of my photos. I not asking everyone to rate and comment every one of my pics that takes a long time and a lot of effort to do. Keep in mind that a rating and comment is worth 10 points together. 960 of those will put me over the top. so if each person on my friends list rated and commented on one photo, that would be enough... 450 people rate / comment 2 etc... each comment / rate you do brings down the number required. Also take into consideration 7 pts for a user comment. One photo rate

If You See Her Say Hello.........
If you see her, say hello She might be in Tangiers She left here last early spring Is livin' there i hear Say for me that i'm all right Though things get kind of slow She might think that i've forgotten her Don't tell her it isn't so. We had a fallin' out Like lovers often will An' to think of how she left that night It still brings me a chill An' though our separation It pierced me to the heart She still lives inside of me We've never been apart. If you get close to her Kiss her once for me I always have respected her For doin' what she did an' gettin' free Oh whatever makes her happy I won't stand in the way Though the bitter taste still lingers on From the night i tried to make her stay. I see a lot of people As i make the rounds An' i hear her name here an' there As i go from town to town An' i've never gotten used to it I've just learn to turn it off Either i'm too sensitive Or else i'm gettin soft. Sundown, yellow moon I replay the past I

I Look Forever...
My life is a leisure everyone wants. No job, no responsibilities, almost a perfect life. But my life is somewhat missing in this world. I look in the mirror, at my eyes, to see if i have a soul left within me. The eyes in which my body is part of seem to glare back at me without a single blink. I get closer, wondering if there is something more within me I don't know. I look forever in those eyes to find a person i don't know, even though I know it is me. Music blasts in the background to calm the storm of thorns in my heart. The pain of not knowing myself and being alone cries out in this seemingly mirrored world I look into. I find myself asking questions to whether or not if I'll ever find myself and what I shall become. But alas, life seems to fit this discription for me, making me ever more of someone who will keep looking forever for himself. --Xonus

Cutest Kittie Contest Comew On And Vote For Waffle
hey i entered my kittie in the cutiest kittie contest come on and vote for him just click on the link thxs And if you need any thing dont be afraid to ask voting, commenting, rateing whatever just ask and thxs again

Indian Motorcycles..
N.C. To Be Home For Revived Indian Motorcycle Company Indian Motorcycle Company, once a fierce competitor with Harley Davidson, is coming back into business, and its new home will be in North Carolina. Indian Motorcycle and Chris-Craft Corporation, a boat manufacturing firm that dates to 1874, said Thursday they will build new manufacturing facilities in Kings Mountain, N.C. “Our primary goal is to return Indian Motorcycle Company to its rightful position as a premium motorcycle brand, selling beautifully designed, high quality products and delivering world-class service,” said David Wright, Indian Motorcycle Company’s president. Manufacturing dates back to 1902. The company plans to introduce the “Indian Chief” motorcycle in the second half of 2007.

So, I'm Here....
Now what?! I suppose I should start off by introducing myself. My name is Raven. I'm 18 years old, happily married to Aaron. I'm a housewife, also 6 months preggo with our first child, a baby girl we're naming Aubrey. I'm totally excited! I found out about LC on myspace. If anyone would like to add me on there, the URL is http://www.myspace.com/ohsostarless that's it for now i guess lol!

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see