Fubar Blog Posts 3

Educated Guess
We've all heard it before, all of it, only a dozen times. The apology that seeps through your skin like acid, on a rainy day, full of salt. The lies that could be no more transparent if they were ghosts, in a house of catholics, drinking Sex on the Beach. The hands that reached through our chests, night after night, in hopes of ripping out, our pride. The dicks that crushed our hearts, right between their thighs. The mothers, and the fathers, that didn't take time to get to know one another, before they hated each of us. The mouths that stripped us of dignity and taught us instead, to cuss. We've all been there, felt the same, wished it away, a million times. The tears that crept up on us like a madman, who hit the wrong mark. The skin that couldn't resemble misery more closely if it went through a paper shredder, one layer at a time. The mind that raced so quickly through our bodies, day in, and out, in hopes of ridding us, of ourselves. The realizations that crushed our truths, righ

I Want A Little Boy
heheh today at the kids fair i got to talk to a bunch of kids it was awsome. i think if i ever do have kids i want a son first ... although it really doesnt matter. this one little boy he was 4 i asked him his name and he told me and then he asked my name and i said katherine but everyone calls me kat and he was like hi kat how are you today hahaha it was so cute and then he started walking away and his dad was still at the booth so i went and got him and he gave me a big hug lol im such a girl sometimes anyways thats all it was fun the kids for the most part are awsome

Wish Come True
I gaze up at the sky each night and find the brightest star. It's always waiting there for me so close, but yet so far. The star winks in the evening sky and reaches out to me. It magically appears each night for all the world to see. I've wished upon this special star my whole life through, it seems. I've closed my eyes and made my wish of hopes, and plans, and dreams. And then, one day I got my wish for I finally met you. You are a someone special who's made all my dreams come true. So now whenever we're apart I find that same bright star. It makes me feel so close to you no matter where you are. done by christine

Cingular Wireless
Okay, so in truth, I work for this great named company and everyday I get calls from customers that have some kind of problem with their service. I like my job when I can help the customers though. If I can make their phone work or give customers a break on their bill by giving them a much deserved credit, I will do just that. But it gets kind of sad when, customers call in about the newest $5 unlimited texting plan that Cingular just launched a few months ago and that they , the customers, find out that the text plan was just for M2M in the first place...I have to explain this new feature however, everytime to the customers. Now, I for one have not seen this so called commercial yet about this M2M unlimited texting, but I have heard that the commercial did state the truth about the package and that it was moblile to mobile with a recent text package: EX...if u have the 200 text package for 4.99 and u want the M2M feature, with this feature it would be an added $5 to the plan, making i

A Gintle Reminder Of Maintance !
Hi guys I want to take a time out here to remind you if you take the time about every 2 weeks to perform a maintance on your computer then you would find it would work alot faster and longer if you do a maintance check like defraging and c-drive sweep and all and one a year take your cover off of your tower and use a can of air and blow the dust and dirt out you well find that your pc would run alot better are even like a new one so have fun and take care your freind the doc.

Faith
One day as the water of the mighty Mississippi River rose a man and his son were forced to retreat to their rooftop. While there, a neighbour passed by in a row boat and shouted, "Come with me I'll take you to higher ground." The man politely refused saying, "I have faith in the lord, he will save me." Two hours later as the water continued to rise another neighbour passed in a rubber raft, offering to take them to higher ground. Again he refused saying, "I have faith in the lord, he will save me." Four hours passed and as the man and his son clung to the chimney, trying to avoid the rising water a Coast Guard helicopter hovered overhead and threw down a ladder, "Climb up so we can take you to higher ground!" he heard them say. Again he refused saying, "I have faith in the lord, he will save me!" Well no one else came and they met their fate. Standing before God, the man said, "Lord I believed in you, my faith was strong and unwavering and you let us dro

Why Ppl Gotta Rip My Pic?
Geez http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=750196&albumid=0&i=4082478711# If you wanna rip you should ask and my answer is usually gonna be NO. If you are in my family thats one thing but if I DONT KNOW YOU ....you need not steal my pic. Signed A very mad birfday girl

Hopeless...
i yearn for the day that you will mine... Seeing you off in the distance just makes me cringe... ill never be with you no matter how much i try... you will never notice me not even with the sluttiest clothes... why can't you see, that you make me happy? Do i not meet ur requirements.? What is it? Im not as Pretty as all the others.. im not preppy and perky either. Can't you see that i long to be with you.. You make me feel complete...on so many levels. But i am just a waste of time to you.... Never think twice about me or a relationship... Just go on with your everyday life.... and leave me with the sadness.....and the hurt... the feeling of suicide.... just leave....go away.....Gone. here i am laying on the cold floor. with the hurt and sadness you caused me.... now blood is running down my wrists...thinking of why people like you are so inconsiderate.. thinking about my last thoughts before i die... there is one....YOU... but you will never know...now the light

No Tears In Heaven
No Tears In Heaven "No Tears In Heaven" Rose, they say there are no tears in Heaven, But that must be wrong today. Because you took a part of my broken heart, When you went away. I know my tears must have followed you, How else can it be? My Spirit feels broken, 'Cause you are no longer here with me. Lord knows I cried to the Heavens, my tears fell like rain. So, I know my tears must be in Heaven, Things will never be the same. Rose, they say someday I will accept your passing, But, right now that can't be true, Because part of me is in Heaven, My tears ....they followed you.... R.I.P buddy we will miss ya 02/14/88 /04-20-07

Clarity
magic clarity falling down like life itself to sea making waves and crashing fast upon the rocks darkness deep beneath the wash still i keep falling down take the pain inside my brain and make me safe and sound

All Moved.. Well Kind Of
I am back :) Move went well still have boxes all around but the place is gonna rock! Nice to be out on my own again. I love my family but after being on my own for so long you kind of miss your freedom. New job kicks ass. Best decision I ever made (well with a little help from my best friends... you know who you are) There seems to be a lot of new things going on in my life right now. Gotta love spring:) Well I guess that is it Hope all is well for all of you Kisses Jillie

Rough Sex !!!!!
Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal

What About Us?
I knew things were going to change and wouldn’t be the same but not like this especially with such pain! You could have told me yourself instead I found out for myself I knew the day was coming when I had to let go but tell me why am I feeling used and so damn low? It was just us when I had you and you had me why did you use me like this instead of letting me be I should have stopped this from the beginning I blame myself for being so fucking giving I suppose I was hoping for a change chancing everyday until the day you felt the same I realize now I was never part of your plan you used me until she decided she wanted you as her man This shit is so unfair when I was the only one there! I gave you myself and so much more I was faithful it was only you I adored Yet she won when I never knew I wasn’t the only one I hate this aching in my heart I feel like I’m losing myself and falling apart I hate that I cannot hate you for the things you do eve

Market Research
FDA's Market Research In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also called Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "st

He Had It Coming
I KNOW A BOY UNLIKE ANY OTHER, HE IS SWEET, KIND, AND REALLY FINE. I SIT HERE AND SEE HIS FACE NO MATTER WHAT WHAT I LOVE HIS FACE. I WORSHIP THE GROUND HE WALKS ON HE TOLD ME THAT HE LOVED ME AND THAT HE ALWAYS WOULD JUST WHEN I STARTED TO BELIEVE HIM HIS ATTITUDE CHANGED TO WAY TO GOOD I FOUND HIM WITH MY BEST FRIEND DOING MORE THEN FRIENDLY THINGS BUT I KNEW IN MY HEART THAT I STILL LOVED HIM AND I ASKED HIM BACK OUT AGAIN NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES NO MATTER WHAT HE SAYS I'LL ALWAYS LOVE HIM NOW I WISH THAT HE WAS MINE NO MATTER WHAT I DO NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY HE'LL NEVER BE MINE IN TIME HE'LL NEVER BE MY VALENTINE HE'S WAITING FOR THE PERFECT TIME THEN HIS DEED BE DONE THEN I'LL BE GONE WITH SOMEONE NEW AND HE'LL BE LOST IN LOVE HE'LL BE WITH SOMEONE ELSE UNTIL HE GETS HURT AND THEN HE'LL COME RUNNING BACK TO ME AND WANT TO GO BACK OUT AGAIN AND THEN NO MATTER WHAT ILL TAKE HIM IN ILL HUG HIM AND HOLD HIM UNTIL HE DOES IT ALL OVER AGAIN WELL THIS TIME I WON'T TAKE HIM BACK EVEN I

Best Morph Contest! Needs People Plz
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is...... with 1 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Grrrr!!!!
OMFG! I'm so god damned horny. And this is killing me! No sex, no sex, no sex. Got to keep telling myself that. Not that I couldn't get it if I wanted, but I am trying to be good until I find someone I really care about. I was to hedonistic for to long and sex ended up losing all emotional value for me. Trying to put a little heart back into sex, but noooo! Everyone I talk to has to sit there and describe in detail what they want to do to me and then I end up with a wet pussy and no dick to fill it! GOD DAMN IT!!! I JUST WANT TO BE TORN APART RIGHT NOW!!! I want to be fucked so hard right now I can't walk. I don't want to be able to move. I want to be bloody, bruised and aching from being fucked so hard! Jesus fucking christ. Now excuse me while I go wear my vibrator out a little more

Are U A Challenge
Men See You As: An Attainable Challenge You know how to make your man crave more of you But you also know when to show some interest back You're good at keeping your guy guessing And over time, you'll let him know how you really feel Are You a Challenge?

Wicked Intentions Family
To go away from family to make things new; Is certainly the hardest thing to do. To have so many loved ones around you near; To have in a place of your heart that you hold so dear. Even though we are all so far apart; Please remember you're always be in my heart! So until we are able to come together again; Please remember, I will love you all to no end!

Life...about My Health And Guys
Ok well yesterday and today, im stuck at home because of my heart acting up and my blood pressure going really really high and then suddenly dropping. So im kind of out of it. But i was just thinking about things, and I am getting sick of guys. I mean ill get all these complements once in a great while, and i think "oh wow...this guy seems amzingly sweet" and i fall for them, but then i notice the exact same things are said to at least 100 other girls. I mean i know thats just how this site works, even though it shouldnt be, its basically here for flirting (im here for friends) but it just...kind of makes me think, are they saying it to all girls even if they dont think its true? Just saying it to see responses they get and such for their own amusement? I mean i take things to heart i really do, thats just how i am and i know i really shouldnt, mainly online, but it just aggravates me you know? Ive fallen for at least 20 guys on here, deffenetly more then some...well mainly one guy to

Rubbing It...
Fuck I am HORNY!!! I would ask if any of the local ladies would be interested in saving me the trouble of jerking off and come over to fuck me…but that might be too forward…huh? ;P …But I mean…if you want to…Just let me know! heh ;) At the very least…Anyone willing to talk dirty to me? :D Fuck! Damn, I’m horny! And fuck do I need some pussy, real fucking bad!

My Story
My Name is Randy and this is my story.Well i grew up in a above average family with everything you can want as a child,father in the service,nice home,church going,private schools.But you see that was great if you were one his friends who did'nt know what he did to me as i was child..The service does things to poeple is all i can figure out is why he beat me from the age of two to the age thirteen.It took my mother all them years to see the pain i was going through,and finally get the courage to leave him. I tried to finish high school but just could'nt cope with the pressure not having any true friends that would understand, it was like everyone was smoking or drinking.And i could'nt come to terms with going through my life being abused only to destroy what i had left.So i quit school and went to work at first i struggled but then as i started to ask god to give me the faith to learn and to continue on. That was the day when my life turned around,you see the owner of a constru

" Jesus Was A Sucker. "
This content may be offensive, It's deffinantly adult, for it may be hard for those with an immature intellect to even understand it. And it may even be not safe for work, depending on where you work. However, I find the second part more offensive that the first, and it's being posted and forwarded all over the place. This does not contain any pictures, or anything to do with sex, or things most commonly associated with being " adult " or " NSFW ". This thing is being spread around again... Here's some of my views on it. — Wednesday, May 02, 2007 The media and their kindness... It seems to me, that too much religion at school caused what happened, not the lack of it. Or atleast it was a bigger influence than the lack of religion. And it's not illeagle to pray at school. It's only illeagle for the school to mandate it. If I was in a school with mandated prayr, there would almost certainly be violence. Seperation of church and state is there for a good reason. Churches a

5-2-07 Astrology
A strong fixation isn't always undesirable; in the right context, the birth of a new obsession can be a very beautiful thing. You find yourself immersed in a new subject, and its study could change you life.

Be A Friend Or A Good Fan
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Ok
I am about to deleat my account.I am getting tired of the crap that is going on all the time.To my friends i will miss you guys and am not sure for yet if i am going to.But i am not on here as much right now having alot of trouble with things around here.iwill let you know when i am for sure so we can make sure we all stay in touch.Love all of you my rebel family the most.. Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

50 Ways Women Fuck Up Sex !!
50 ways Women Fuck Up Sex !! Funny part is .... Written by a woman 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is

S.a.m.f. Contestants
OKAY! HERE WE GO.. TIME TO SEE WHO IS THE SEXIEST SEXY AZZ MUTHA FUCKA!! THE CONTEST WILL START FRIDAY AT 12:00 NOON CENTRAL TIME... WILL RUN UNTIL FRIDAY 5/18/07 AT MIDNIGHT CENTRAL TIME.. MOST COMMENTS WINS... RATES ARE WORTH 5 COMMENTS EACH! I WOULD LIKE EACH CONTESTANT TO LEAVE ONE NICE COMMENT FOR EACH OF THE OTHER CONTESTANTS... RUDE COMMENTS BY ANY OF YOUR BOMBERS WILL CAUSE YOU TO BE DELETED FROM THE COMPETITION!! HTML COMMENTS ARE ALLOWED... SELF BOMBING ALLOWED... AND YOUR BOMBERS MUST ADD ME TO COMMENT! (SPREADS THE LOVE)! CONTEST FOLDER WILL BE OPENED AT NOON FRIDAY! MAKE YOUR BULLETINS, BLOG POSTS, AND PUT IT ON YOUR HOMEPAGE! SPAM YOUR ASS OFF! PEACE LOVE & CHICKEN GREASE!! GOOD LUCK AND HERES YOUR CONTESTANTS:

New Here!!!
Hey all you Cherry Tappers, Jimmy Sway here, and thanx for all the love I've gotten, and will get on this most kick ass forum. Glad to be part of the community, and to think I stumbled upon it looking for porn!! HAHA Naw, I was actually invited by the room mate. Well, this is it, I am a Tapper now....Love Peace and Sex Grease!!!

The Knob
A woman in her fifties went to a plastic surgeon for a facelift.. He told her about a new procedure called "The Knob," in which a small knob is placed on the top of the head that can then be turned to tighten up the skin whenever a brand new facelift is needed. Naturally the woman wanted "The Knob". Over the years, the woman tightened the knob and the effects were wonderful. She remained young looking and vibrant. But after fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years everything has been working just fine. I've turned the knob many times and have been very pleased with the results. But now, I've developed two annoying problems: First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes that just won't go away." The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts.." She said, "Well then, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee.

I Wish....
I wish I had more money I wish I was in your arms I wish I was less me at times I wish you were here right now I wish I was camping I hope you like me being me I hope you can put up with me I hope you will always stand up for me I hope you will never let me fall I hope you know how special you are I know that this is great I know that I could love you I know that you make me weak I know that being in your arms is the best feeling I know you think about me. I feel to much at times I feel like I rush this I feel as if I am out of my own body at times I feel like you are perfect I feel like I could sleep well next to you. I can't wait for camping I can't wait to see you put up the tent I can't wait to cook you real food over a fire I can't wait to be in your arms watching the fire I can't wait to be offically yours You know me too well You know my insides too well You know how I move You know how I miss being in those arms all day You know I would be

What If
what if i confessed that in fact i do NOT love you? would you say that i was being untrue? would you think that i was only jokin'? your precious heart, would i now have broken? what if "i do NOT love you" is what i disclosed? would you fault yourself for the decisions that thus far you chose? would you regret the invested time? say there's no reason to this rhyme? what if i said i was mistaken? would you wish you could take back every step with me that you've taken? would you just break down and say goodbye? on who's shoulder would you now rely? what if i shared with you "i love you" is NOT what i meant to say? would your face instantly display apparent dismay? would your anger overwhelm? your reality be taken to another realm? what if "what i feel for you is NOT love" is what i daringly declared? would i have just revealed what you most feared? would your soul cease to function? would you be unable to utter any unction? what if i said i t

-------for The Love Of Friends------
LOVE STARTS WITH A SMILE, GROW WITH A KISS, AND ENDS WITH A TEAR DON'T CRY OVER ANYONE WHO WON'T CRY OVER YOU. IF LOVE ISN'T A GAME,WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PLAYERS GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND, HARDER TO LEAVE,AND IMPOSSIBLE TO FORGET. YOU CAN ONLY GOAS FAR AS YOU PUSH ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS THE HARDEST THING TO DO IS WATCH THE ONE YOU LOVE, LOVE SOMEBODY ELSE. DON'T LET THE PAST HOLD YOU BACK, YOU'RE MISSING HE GOOD STUFF LIFE'S SHORT.IF YOU DON'T LOOK AROUND ONCE IN A WHILE YOU MIGHT MISS IT. A BEST FRIEND IS LIKE A FOUR LEAF CLOVER, HARD TO FIND AND LUCKY TO HAVE SOME PEOPLE MAKE THE WORLD SPECIAL JUST BY BEING IN IT BEST FRIENDS ARE LIKE SIBLING GOD FORGOT TO GIVE WHEN IT HURTS TO LOOK BACK, AND YOU'RE SCARED TO LOOK AHEAD,YOU CAN LOOK BESIDE YOU AND YOUR FRIEND WILL BE THERE.. TRUE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS FRIENDS ARE FOREVER GOOD FRIENDS ARE LIKE STARS... YOU DON'T ALWAYS SEE THEM, BUT YOU KNOW THEY ARE ALAYS THERE DON'T FROWN. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS FALLI

Love And Lust
two bodies come close spirits and minds ablaze with passion join as one kiss seems to melt on forever as hands explore their lovers body hours melt away in this time of sensual bliss as climaxes of raging passion wash over them like waves apon the storm called love and lust we share

Lost In Thought
well here i sit a 2 in the mourning in a very melancholy mood i have alot going on this month with mothers day 3 birthdays and my little cousin is graduateing so i started my shopping today by buying all the cards i need i was bored so i decided to sign them all and as i go along it really makes me think about alot of things nothing is ever simple for me the first few cards go ok then i get to my moms mothers day card and i am trying to think of something to say in it me and my mom have always had a kinda rocky relationship we dont get along very well most of the time but i guess it means tha i am getting older i am starting to realize that alot of the things that she has done were for very good reasons until i was 8 my mom was a single mother and she worked alot to support us i was always a little ungreatful for the things that she did we didnt spend alot of time togeather but now i know that she was doing what she had to do and i see alot of parents now that dont do close to what she

Hrm.
I may have to amend my previous statement of seeing a disproportionate amount of "pretty" people. I see a lot of fake pictures. Why? Is posting someone else's picture an indicator of your own self-worth? I've also seen pictures of people who are far older than the picture they used. Your high school pictures probably no longer provide an accurate view of how you look. So, in other words, deception and misdirection are key, just like in a real bar, apparently.

Vision Of Love
Vision of Love Someone may ask "What is love?" What does it means? Many of us don't know Many different meanings Most based on opinion and personal belief Most love is fit by design Half the time love is falsified The meaning as a whole state how much one feels True love is formed when soul mates combine Time making that heart grow and fonder Respecting ones wishes toward another Respecting ones dreams Supportive to all what ones personal goals and dreams Some say respect first then love will come 'Everyone have they own vision of love The process starts from within Loving yourself comes first Then again some don't have self -esteem first Somehow, someway, the love has to exist Everyone have their own vision of love True happiness co-existing conquers all one need to be loved

The Hair Dryer
The Hair Dryer A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date,

Where The Hell Is Everyone
we have a friend and family member that is in a contest and needs help so please come and give a hand in here she is a great gal and will return the favour she is awesome please lets go we are 3800 behind please

Dig My Grave
I'm useless to this world You've shoved me out I think I'm gonna hurl What do you want You don't want to care Whatever I say I'm not really there I guess its okay when I'm not around I wish it was fine All I want is for you to smile I wish I didn't have to cry Refuge is more than a mile Are you done screaming yet You're loud enough now How am I ever gonna forget Ive been through hell and back An I came home to this Heartbreak and heart attack I'm never getting saved Cuz my savior left town And forgot to dig my grave Its very cold down below In the place where bad people go So why'd you let me turn from you Why do you do those things you do I tried to obey But that never made it okay Everything was fine til I finally left Are you done screaming yet You're loud enough now How am I ever gonna forget Ive been through hell and back An I came home to this Heartbreak and heart attack I'm never getting saved Cuz my savior left town And forgot to di

The Electric Soft Parade - No Need To Be Downhearted
The Electric Soft Parade has produced a true work of genius with ‘No Need To Be Downhearted.’ They have managed to combine the lyricism of Burt Bacharach, the pop sensibilities of the middle-years Beatles, and the technical savvy of the Alan Parsons Project or ‘Dark Side of the Moon’ era Pink Floyd. I am not overstating this. The songs on this album are laid back pop gems. They are subtle, yet powerful. They evoke a sense of yearning without being whiny. They range from sparse instrumentation consisting of acoustic guitar and piano to what sounds like a Casio keyboard and then up the scale to full orchestration. This a great Sunday afternoon, kicking back in the shade album. Or if you’re a doom and gloom type it can fit that mood too, as all the songs involve some kind of emotional message. Recommended tracks: well, all of them :) Recommended for: fans of the Beatles, Alan Parsons, Pink Floyd, Burt Bacharach, Coldplay, Rufus Wainwright, Leonard Cohen, or anybody who just wa

Faith
We all have some form of Faith that we follow, whatever that form of faith is. It has been instilled in us since the moment we were born. There are many forms of Faith, its all based on what you believe, and what has been instilled. When we are children we have faith that our parents with provide, protect, and care for all of us. Our parents have been our form of God, we rely on them to help us grow and learn. As you go to school you learn from not only your parents, but your teachers, siblings and others in your life you look up to. This form of faith is always taught to us to be the right way. From the website www.dictionary.com the meaning of faith has been described many different ways. Some of these definitions are 1. Confidence or trust in a person or thing: faith in another's ability. 2. Belief that is not based on proof: He had faith that the hypothesis would be substantiated by fact. 3. belief in God or in the doctrines or teachings of religion The first one to me

Funny Letter To Proctor & Gamble
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. - - - - Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favourite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi-pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. &n bsp; Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel h! Hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a fe

Martha Or Maxine??????
Are you a Martha or Maxine? *Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! To keep

Pa Friends
PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS VS. PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS > > FRIENDS: Never ask for food. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Always bring the food. > > FRIENDS: Will say "hello". > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. > > FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad > > FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Cry with you. > > FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just > being together. > > FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. > > FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. > PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. > > FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. >PENNSYLVANIA FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" > > FRIENDS: Are for a while > PENNSYLVANI

Gimme Back My Cherry
I wish you all knew the site I joined almost a year ago. It was soooo different then. People were kind to eachother. We all helped eachother level up. The bulletins were funny and people were here to meet others and have a good time. What I am seeing here is ridiculous. I see bulletins about needing so many points to be a certain rank. Or win a blast contest which are just all out greed to get points. Happy hours...ppl who buy a bunch a week. Buying your way to the top doesn't impress anyone honestly. Drama is crazy. Its out of control between the race to the top, the country bashing and the break ups this could be a new soap on tv. Then we have the fake pics and I bring this up again because maybe its a personal issue for me but I bet others feel that same. I struggle with my self esteem and I cannot compete with any model or porn star but I will not lower myself to be something I am not. You like me for me or not at all! Yes this site is driven by testosterone but really when guys an

My Dream Theme
Merritt, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Empowerment You're dreaming about antagonistic people and situations that are threatening to diminish your personal power. While you sleep, your mind gravitates toward scenarios in which something is making you feel scared or confused. Your dreams tell stories of combating that which brings you emotional pain. This means that in some area of your life, you're searching for ways to regain your sense of security and certainty. There are a wide variety of dreams that fall into the category of Empowerment. You may dream about being chased by someone or something dangerous. Many people dream about falling from a high place, or being just on the edge of falling. Getting lost, perhaps in an unfamiliar place, is also common in Empowerment dreams. Empowerment is your overarching dream theme. Tickle's research has identified seven universal dream themes, including Empowerment. To learn more about your scores on all seven them

The Vibrator!!!
THE VIBRATOR....... AS A MOM PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND! PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, MOM CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLA

Two Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or walking nearby, you will notice the eyes of one horse - - - and that he is blind. His owner chose not to have him put down, and instead has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. When nearby - - be still and listen and you will hear the sound of a bell. Look around for the source of the sound and you will see that it comes from a smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell that lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. If you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. Each evening, when she returns to the shelter of the barn, she stops occasionally to look back, making sure her friend is near enough to hear the bell. Like

Monique Dupree's Comicbook
Monique Dupree's comicbookThey are almost gone, so get your copy today. I comic is only 3.95 and have pictures of yours truly on the back...If you purchase one and happen to see me at a convention, I'll sign it for free!mwah!Monique

Operation Mail Call...no Soldier Will Be Forgotten
~ ATTENTION MILITARY SUPPORTERS ~ Your help is needed! We are forming a support group for deployed soldiers, And are in need of people to sponsor these soldiers. It's very simple, All you have to do is keep in contact with your soldier Via letters, email and/or care packages. To read the story behind this support group, Please read this blog. Our main mission is.... ~ NO SOLDIER WILL BE FORGOTTEN ~ To join, or for more information, Please contact either one of us at the links or emails below. renegadelvr F.A.R. MEMBER*CTAF SQ3 #8 *Thanatos of Delhi Of Lestats Dark Covenant Family *@ CherryTAP golden_falcon333@yahoo.com -OR- cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ CherryTAP crazy_beautiful865@yahoo.com (repost of original by 'cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾ ~~ Mike's CT Wifey ~~' on '2007-05-07 10:03:07') ta

"i Believe In Having Sex"
"I Believe In Having Sex" Body: Body: THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "avera

Wtf?!?!?!?!?
Apparently the children are making their way into CT. My last mumm was made in the heat of anger and it's long expired. BUT, some childish assholes took it upon them selves to write to my husband about it. They seemed to stick to two general themes, kill yourself and I'll take her off your hands. Well here's a news flash... I don't want to be off his hands. Nor would I EVER want to be with someone that doesn't have enough common sense to know that it is the last thing I would find cool or appealing. This is supposed to be an adult sight. If you haven't matured past highschool, stay the fuck away from me. You know, I really love this site and I enjoy the hell out of the mumms, but I am seriously thinking about deleting my account over this and never coming back.

Fused Souls
Creeping in the darkness Within the total blackness Not a sound to be heard But she can smell him She can taste him in the air She knows beyond a shawdow of a doubt he was there. She closes her eyes to the darkness Her mind inscribes the image of him in her eyes Her eyes a glow Her senses razor sharp Her hands stretch to the heavens She can feel his spirit and knows he is near She glides thru the calginous unhurried. Convinced she will encounter her lover. She focuses her attention on a screech in the distance. A rustle is heard. The beat of her heart fastens As she is filled with emptiness. Persistence says she is not alone.. Her heart tells her differnt She stands a moment in sorrow. For fear she has lost his scent. Piercing silences fills the air as the wind blows. As she stands still hands raised to the heavens. A mournful tear slides down her cheek. Engolfed in her own grief. A gust of wind blows past her. Again she has now pick

Falling Into You
And in your eyes I see ribbons of color I see us inside of each other I feel my unconscious merge with yours And I hear a voice say, whats his is hers Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you I was afraid to let you in here Now I have learned love cant be made in fear The walls begin to tumble down And I cant even see the ground Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Catch me, dont let me drop! Love me, dont ever stop! So close your eyes and let me kiss you And while you sleep I will miss you Im falling into you This dream could come true And it feels so good falling into you Falling like a leaf, falling like a star Finding a belief, falling where you are Falling into you Falling into you Falling into you

Kiss The Stars
Come kiss the stars with me, that hang in the dark night Come kiss the stars with me As we take off in flieght. Hold my hand as we shore high about the ground like never before. Come kiss the stars with me Watch them dance around us See that wonderful light Feel them glow upon us As we hold each other tight Come kiss the stars with me I want to feel you close Come kiss the stars with me This love is but a dose let the air kiss our skin Let the moon bath us right come fly with me on this glourous night Come kiss the stars with me Then we will go home Come kiss the stars with me Now my hart will never roam

I Will Sing To Thee
Let the wind carry me Let you cry be heard I will sing thee a song As soft as thee has ever heard I will sing to thee My voice will be true I will sing to thee For i sing to very few. I love the way you listen Tis makes it easy to sing I love the way you watch me My hart is but upon a string, I will sing to thee Bask in the embrass I will sing to thee For I want to put a smile upon you face Choose for me a song choose for me well Choose for me a song I will make your hart start to swell

29 Things To Make You Smile..
Some of these are old, but they might still make you smile! > > > > >1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he >was God and I didn't. > >2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. > >3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. > >4.. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. > >5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. > >6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me > >7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. > >8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. > >9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. > >10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. > >11.. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy,why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. > >12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. > >13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. > >14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. > >1

King Herod's Tomb May Have Been Found
JERUSALEM - An Israeli archaeologist on Tuesday said he has found remnants of the tomb of King Herod, the legendary builder of ancient Jerusalem, on a flattened hilltop in the Judean Desert where the biblical monarch built a palace. Hebrew University archaeologist Ehud Netzer said the tomb was found at Herodium, a site where he has been exploring since the 1970s. Netzer said a team of researchers found pieces of a limestone sarcophagus believed to belong to the ancient king. Although there were no bones in the container, he said the sarcophagus' location and ornate appearance indicated it is Herod's. "It's a sarcophagus we don't just see anywhere," Netzer said at a news conference. "It is something very special." Netzer led the team, although he said he was not on the site when the sarcophagus was found. Stephen Pfann, an expert in the Second Temple period at the University of the Holy Land, called the find a "major discovery by all means," but cautioned further research

Hello...is This The Sheriff's Office....
"Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith.... He's hidin' Marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it inside them logs, but he's hidin' it there." "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece Of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd.... Did the Sheriff come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep!" "Happy Birthday, buddy!" Rednecks know how to Git-R-Dun

A Quick Thinker
This was in the Washington Post... the title of the article was "Best Comeback Line Ever." In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, a 22-year-old white male, resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch at 11:38 p.m. on Friday. Lawrence will be charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around here for miles. At least I thought there wasn't," he stated in a phone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purposes, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged "need." "I guess I was just really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett Cou

To Break A Streak Of Bad Luck
Go for a walk and pick up seven twigs from the ground, one to represent each day of the week. Traditionally the twigs should be ash for Monday, beech for Tuesday, elm for Wednesday, oak for Thursday, horsechestnut for Friday, yew for Saturday, and elder for Sunday. Take them home, snap them into pieces, and burn them in the hearth or bonfire. Say: Ill luck is broken, As these words are spoken

Well People
It is that time again....Have to clean out my "friends" list.......If I don't talk to you often this means you, or if you don't talk to me often or not at all it deff means you.....if I do delete someone that wants to be on send me a request.......I won't make any promises though...

U.s Tour Dates Announced.
To all that are concerned I know a few of my friends will be excited to hear this! I know I am! Source: mansonusa.com Marilyn Manson and Slayer's 25-city co-headline North American tour dates have been announced today. The tour will kick off on July 25 in West Palm Beach, FL, and make its way across America to wrap up in San Antonio, TX on September 1. A full list of dates are below. Manson and Slayer will each play full sets with Bleeding Through and one other support band, yet to be determined, opening all shows. Confirmed tour dates for the Marilyn Manson/Slayer co-headline summer tour are as follows: July. 25 - Sound Advice Amphitheatre, West Palm Beach, FL July. 27 - Ford Amphitheatre, Tampa, FL July. 28 - Hi Fi Buys Amphitheatre, Atlanta, GA July. 30 - Merriweather Post Pavilion, Columbia, MD July. 31 - Tower City Amphitheatre, Cleveland, OH Aug. 02 - Tweeter Center, Philadelphia, PA Aug. 04 - DCU Center, Worcester, MA Aug. 05 - PNC, Holmdel, NJ Aug. 07

Road Trippin'
Road trips were long in my past. Having children makes getting up and going kind of hard. They need to walk, they need to be changed, they need and need and need. So I stoped going on road trips a few years ago. Never really had a friend to go on one with. All my ex's were great big losers who would rather play video games then go explore. So here I am, in less than 12 hours I'll be on the road for 6-8 hours. Driving my Best friend to Pa to meet a guy she likes. To add to the excitement I get to take my kids! Henry should be fine, But the baby Gavin will need one of us in the backseat with him at some point this I know. I'll get home ready for bed and have two highly wired children who need to run off some excess energy. I will most likely have a Andrea Yates evening. Wanting to put my head on the pillow, and having two of the worlds best kids still want mommy time. These are the times I miss having a signifigant other. Someone who would let me sleep for an hour or so, an

Sometimes
>S O M E T I M E S > > > >Sometimes... > >when you cry... > >no one sees your tears. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are in pain... > >no one sees your hurt. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are worried.. > >no one sees your stress. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are happy.. > >no one sees your smile. > > > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >But FART!! just ONE time... > > >And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of >those heart-touching stories! > > >Send this on to your friends and make them laugh. >

Morph Contest Ends Today At 2 Pm Central Time
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is..... with 7355 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 3667 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 396 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 318 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 57 comments! 6th Morph is..... with 5 comments! 7th Morph is...... with 4 comments! 8th Morph is...... with 4 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wif

It
It was a man tonight. Other nights it had been a woman, or even and animal when the mood suited it. But it preferred being a man. The flesh of a woman thrilled and excited it the most. The creature walked into the bar, knowing what “he” was looking for. She was alone tonight. That did not happen often. A walking beauty, she was hunted and hounded by men from every corner of her life. They all wanted to be with her, to wine her and dine her, with the same goal in mind. To get into her pants. It was a tiring life of late. She was beginning to feel that finding one man to settle down with, might be what she really wanted. So, she sat alone at the bar, dreaming of a new life, and content to be engrossed in herself for a change. “He” saw her there. She was stunning. The curves of her body enticing him to move towards her. He could not take his eyes from the shape of her ass and the outline of her bra-less breasts. This was his target tonight. Sometimes he would n

Perverted Smoke
Smoke filled clubs and rich dirty old men....just another day.... Designer suits…patent shoes, Piano man sings the blues, Dancers file one by one, Who to choose …a night of fun. Ill take u tonight my dear, Come and whisper in my ear, Easy sir…no hands tonight, Grab ur cig..and strike a light. Gimme a peak….he says with a grin, Cool as ice…he thinks it’s a win, I step away and flick my hip, Holds the whiskey…takes a sip. Smoke is thick….he puffs away, Suit and tie…he’s here to stay, Lift my leg …and do the tease, Raise a brow…oh hell…yes please. Loosens tie and butts his cig, His eyes are round..red and big, Drop the glass, hands are ready, No sir….u keep 'em steady. Another flick and almost done, Just another night of fun, Money jingles in his pocket, Hand is sliding on his rocket. Music ends…he strolls away, Change my skirt….i’m here to stay, Ready sir?….your number 10, Sit right down and tell me when. But keep those hands where I can see

My Brilliant Friends
I'm only sending this to my brilliant friends. Passing requires only 4 correct answers....a measly 40%. 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get catgut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific is named after What animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a Commercial airplane? All done? Check your answers below! Scroll Down ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get catgut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5) What is a camel's h

Church Squirrels
There were Five country churches in a small Georgia town: The Presbyterian Church , the Baptist Church ,! the Methodist Church and the Catholic Church and the Jewish Synagogue. Each church was overrun with pesky squirrels . One day, the Presbyterian Church called a meeting to decide what to do about the squirrels. After much prayer and consideration they Determined that the squirrels were predestined to be there and they shouldn't interfere with God's divine will. In the Baptist Church the squirrels had taken up habitation in the baptistery. The deacons met and decided to put a cover on the baptistery and drown the squirrels in it. The squirrels escaped somehow and there were twice as many there the next week. The Methodist Church got together and decided that they were not in a position to harm any of God's creation. So, they humanely trapped the Squirrels and set them free a few miles outside of town. Three days later, the squirrels were back. But -- The Catholic Ch

Bubbas Pimp Out!!!
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Passion
A FERVID EMOTION, A PLEASURED PAIN A ROUSING EMOTION, IMPASSIONED FLAME EROGENOUS DESIRE, STIMULATION CAME STEAMY ATTRACTION, CARNAL NEED APHRODISIAC'S HUNGER, SENSUAL RAIN EAGERNESS YEARNING , ENRAPTURED CRAZE !!!

I Can't Stand You
You're an asshole. I'm tired of you trying to break my relationship up because you're jealous. You had you're shot with me and you just handed it over to him, so what do you expect? You are going to be the downfall of us, but I'm going to try my best to make him see how you really are. I'm not the bad guy in this. If you were really a friend, wouldn't you want him to be happy? And yes, he is happy with me. He doesn't need you like you need him. You're going to fuck with me one too many times, and you're going to get burned. I promise. You need to get some ass and stop hatin' on me so damn much. Peace, bitch!

Hello All U Cherry Tap People
HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. HOPE ALL IS WELL AND U R HAVING A GREAT WEEK.. ILL BE GONE OVER THE WEEKEND. GOING TO HAVE SOME FUN. HEHE.....SHHHHHH DONT TELL ANY ONE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOMS AND MOMS TO BE. LUVS U ALL DOUBLE "PATTY" MELT.

I Love Being A Large Woman
Large and plump is the body I see, Powerful, proud and beauty is me, Like the shining full moon I am round I am full, My arms made for cradling, my hands here to soothe, I am comfortable enough to smile or cry, Laughter, merriness, and joy am I, I am brave, but I can be vulnerable too, I am a prize to be held, but will not be a trophy to you, I am not a part of the popular hype, Please do not look upon me and stereotype, I have a loving heart, and a magnificent mind, I am a true original, I am me, I am one of a kind! I am me! . I am ripe Filled with sweet juices My skin soft and edible I come in many colors Sizes Shapes I dangle in the sun Out on this limb Waiting for you to pick me Maybe you think you can not Handle me? Afraid I might make you Satisfied? When you are hungry enough For a real woman With hips Thighs And breasts You'll take me to your lips Bite down deep L

Break Up
well i finally did t i broke up with my girfriend, she was way to possesive and wanted a commitment too fast. you have to be careful now a days.i guess this meens i am single again so ya'll check me out so i can make some more friends. i do have my sights on somebody here on cherrytap and i think they know it, so please show me some luv, fan me, rate me. lots of luv to all my cherries out there and i hope to hear from ya'll.muah xoxoxoxo

*sigh*
I went to court this morning for my brother's bond hearing. And they actually gave him a bond. A $10,000 one but a bond none-the-less. We already have him a bondsman and the paperwork should be processed by 5 and he should be out around 5:30 tonite. He's excited. I just got off the phone with him he was shocked to see me and my parents in court. I hate people who have no faith in their families. I mean yeah he fucked up and he deserves whatever time he has to serve (if any. but more than like at least a year) but I mean he's family. But yeah it's friday. I just got paid. Gotta find something to do tonite. My little bro is out and everything's pretty decent. Tonight calls for alcohol!

No Title
kitten has show bad toward her rt Owner and is being punish as such she has to write a paper on what it mean to show respeake for one Master .... any other Master she could write this paper for but found it hard to write it for her rt .. how can one write a paper for one Master when she dose not look to Him as her Master but as something total ops from it. her heart wishes something yet she know it will never be as one can't be made of this lifestyle to turely nderstand it. to understand one mind. how can one be something where her heart is not, she can't so why push it on her Other, she has seen that for sometime now and has seek out what her heart seek, her desire, her wish ... one know what she is and cause of this her desire is high ... it unable to be turn off ... she feel herself dieing more day by day as she sit back letting her desire slip between her fingers, her desire not fell ol or rt ... maby she the one mess up in the head, who to say

-------never Walk Alone--------
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH A STROM HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH AND DON'T BE AFAIRD OF THE DARK AT THE END OF A STORM IS A GOLDEN SKY A SWEET SILVER SONG OF A LARK WALK ON THROUGH THE WIND WALK ON THROUGH THE RAIN THO' YOUR DREAMS FREE TOSSED AND BLOWN WALK ON WALK ON WITH HOPE IN YOUR HEART AND YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE YOU'LL NEVER, WALK ALONE.

------------today----------------
BUILD A LITTLE FENCE OF TRUST AROUND TODAY FILL THE SPACE WITH LOVING WORK AND THEREIN STAY LOOK NOT THROUGH THE SHELTERING BARS UPON TOMORROW; GOD WILL HELP THEE BEAR WHAT COMES OF JOY OR SORROW

Cops
The following 15 Police Comments were taken off of actual police car videos around the country. #15. "Relax; the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile." #14. "Take your hands off the car, and I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13. "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12. "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? In case you didn't know, that is the average speed of a 9mm bullet fired from my gun." #11. "So you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?" #10. "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I am the shift supervisor?" #9. "Warning? You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8. "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or a dog?"

Sick To Death
Well I am just sick and tired of all the drama, the bs that goes on and the dumbasses who just tell ya one thing and then of course it changes in a matter of no time. I can't stand for someone to just lie to me about something thinking it will just blow over if they wait long enough. Yea ok whatever. I mean hell I am 33 years old, a mother and here in about 9 weeks will be a college graduate, and moving on to more college. I don't have time for the childish crap, and I don't have time for those that just want to grab on, hang there for awhile then just like that you never hear from them ever again. Yea there are plenty of times that someone may not hear from me for at least a little while but eventually I do get back to ya. All ya have to do is drop me a line say hello I don't mind saying hi back. I have a very busy life and not enough time for alot of other things. I don't go out and party, whats the sense in it. I love making friends but at least those who are gonna stand by me when

Hi All Ty For The People Who Voted And Will Vote Still Need Help Contest Ends Thursday 12 Noon Est
WELL IAM GOING TO TRY MY HAND AT ANOTHER CONTEST HELP ME PLEASE AND THNAKS IN ADVANCE HERE IS THE LINK: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=591160&albumid=346196&i=1125040167

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on,pooped on, chewed on, peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know th

One Of Those Days..
so im sure iv finally found it true love, what a thought somthing so wonderful and pure could never be sold or bought you know its true love when he's never out of your head the last thing youd do is hurt him you remember everything hes ever said your chest feels hot and heavey the air you breath is thick all you want is for him to hold you come here, come fast, come quick the beating of your heart is different twice its normal pace just when you here his voice or simply from looking at his face true love is a rare thing today when you find it you cant let is pass because its a once in a lifetime thing

Enslaved... (written 05-13-07- Adult)
I am shackled to your bed My gown caresses my skin heightening my pleasure Intensely I listen for any sound you may make I know your watching I can feel your eyes on me but my eyes see nothing here in your darkness My entire body tingles with sweet anticipation I feel a heady fire all the way down to the tip of my toes This yearning pools in the center of my very soul My breasts ache they long for your touch teeth lips I fantasize for a moment about how good your hot mouth will feel against my ever so sensitive peaks

War Of Souls At 10 Am Starts Today!
BLUEDEMON ~bbG ct husband ~KING OF DEMON HOUSE@ CherryTAP THIS IS THE ENEMY LEADER OF DEMON HOUSE MAKE SURE TO FRIEND OR AT LEAST FAN HIM /THE SHOWDOWN STARTS IN A HALF HOUR LETS DO THIS YOUR FRIEND AND BROTHER, DREW AKA ARCHANGEL (repost of original by '" archangel "co-owner of the angel family" S*U*P/F-A-R' on '2007-05-14 06:26:11')

We Would Be Better Off If ...
The world would be a far better place if everyone would just fuck each other! We would all be a lot better off if people weren't so damn immature when it comes to sex. Think of how much happier everyone would be with a little casual fucking in their lives. It doesn't happen nearly enough. I'm not talking about going out, getting wasted and grabbing the easiest/ugliest thing you can find at a bar and taking it home with you. I'm talking about friends fucking. What ever happened to the fuck buddy? Does this even really exist? Are there people whose sole interaction is to show up at one another's apartments, rail the crap out of each other, and take off without exchanging any pleasantries? Maybe some have it so lucky, but it's a rarer commodity than it should be. Why is this? Because women can't have sex without getting attached. It's a scientific fact. My view of sex is a little more raw than most; but I really think you have to look at it for what it is: the most primal and

What Are You?
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy94%You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of a Seer75%You have the Gift of Discernment75%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision63%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet31%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

500,000 Dead Dui Victims Couldn't Agree More...
500,000 dead DUI victims couldn't agree more... Current mood: ecstatic I'd suggest giving this reading...especially if you're an advocate of alcohol consumption and a cryptically rebuking hemp-hater. I love this kinda stuff hitting my eyes and ears. It makes me feel good to know small advances are being made to nullify the horrendously *STUPID* social contexts and myths as to how detrimental this natural resource is... ...when alcohol related deaths easily number in the half-millions each year. Enjoy the knowledge. I sure as fuck just did. ~~~~~~~~~~ Study Finds No Cancer-Marijuana Connection By Marc Kaufman Washington Post Staff Writer Friday, May 26, 2006; A03 The largest study of its kind has unexpectedly concluded that smoking marijuana, even regularly and heavily, does not lead to lung cancer. The new findings "were against our expectations," said Donald Tashkin of the University of California at Los Angeles, a pulmonologist who has studied mariju

Lots Of Good News
I have lots of great news!!!Saturday evening, I will be on the phones and cams with Goddess Camille Stryke, and possibly with a subbie! My clips store now has it's first clip!!! This clip stars Me with Mistress Crystal, who subs to Me in a strap-on scene (sorry. guys, she doesn't sub to boys). I have other photosets and video clips coming up so keep checking back. And don't forget to join My CherryTap for a over 200 hot free photos only available to those on My CT "friends list".Mistress Genevievewww.msgenevieve.com

If I Broke Into Your House!
Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is f inally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are R

The Past Week Or So.
I have been hanging out with my friend for the past week or so... She and I have a lot in common. We are both mothers and neither of us get out much. So, we got together and decided we wanted to go out. Well, because she wanted to go out, her mother and her baby's father hate me. The father is jealous of me because she wants to go out with me, but that is not my fault. All he likes to do is sit at home on his ass and not talk. Anywho.. My friend and I went to this place called The Banque. It is a country bar with two-stepping and a lot of nice looking "cowboys" and "southern gentlemen". It's really fun to hang out there. I am planning going there for my 21st birthday, and hopefully doing it on a thursday when the Southern Gentlemen put on a nice little show. :) woo hoo lol..

Cherr Points
oK! I've been at this for just a few months and I'm starting to figure this thing out. I need lots of cherry points so, I'm asking everyone on my friends/fans list to take a moment and make sure that they have friended and fanned me and give me a rating. Thats all 4 now:)

Update
Hey all just givin everyone an update here!!! I dont have my internet at home right now (gotta get the damn bill paid) Taking donations LOL!!! Anyways Iam doing ok job searching is about all fun fun!!! But Hopefully will be back online asap!!! Just this past Monday I met a wonderful man and can NOT wait to get to know him better and yea hes on here tho we didnt meet on here but somerwhere other then here....Hoping we will get together as one and be something I like him and I think he likes me as well hehe....I hope that he likes me as well...When we met it was a good meeting so we will see what happens Also letting everyone know also that my grand daughter was born last Thursday May 10th her name is Elaina Larie and she was born at 3:12pm and weighed 6lbs 3oz I havent seen her yet cause as of Friday of last week shes been in the NICU....Which in term is the Neonatl Intensisve Care Unit....She was eating and wasnt makin much progress but I talked to my daughter and she is starting to

Large Mob
Groups of people stream through the cold dark streets Police attempt to blockade the direction that they run A reason to cause mayhem and chaos all around Will never be determined from what they plan to do No one knows what to do to stop the rushing freaks Death and demons jump for joy for the chaos they'll create A car set on fire and smashed into scrap Buildings being robbed for useless items If you listen to the mastermind of this form of fun You will become a member of the idiotic mob. The end is always the same when they come in for the night Broken spirits and other things that could hurt the human body Playing with fire without holding tightly on the match Burn your fingers and the people who don't understand It is over and running is not a option Hatred is nothing involved with the mob run the streets Destruction and everlasting cursing never is a one time deal Break the noise and they'll break you into two All because they listened to a single voice

.exhaustion.at.its.finest.
im... to tired to type anything of consequence went to the DMV for 900 million hours guess what have to go back tomorrow why? cuz they're retarded assmonsters who keep claiming this insurance company moms has never even HEARD of is claiming she let her insurance lapse. now uhm. moms might be ass when it comes to certain things... but not her car insurance not ever but whatever got the forms to blah blah blah hafta go back crack o dawn n then not again. fuckers Meems got suspended from the bus for the remainder of the year over the most retarded thing ever...im not even grounding her cuz i dun give a rats ass cuz the lady in the office has a great big giant dildo shoved tightly up her ass so anytime anyone does anything they hafta talk to the principal. for instance... some kid played in the water fountain n got his shirt all wet. guess what its the END of the world and it has to be addressed by the principal. listen. ya got the kids running around like idiots

Moving
Hello all... Just a quick note that I won't be around for awhile...I'm moving. I am sooo ready to be in my own place! It's been a long two years and though I still have some medical issues, I am now well enough to get back out on my own.

I Travel And I Travel
I travel thru my mind and I travel thru life and yet it alway seem that I am standing still. No matter how hard I try to move I am standing still. My mind is spinning and spinning. yet I am clam as the dessert wind. Or still as the feather floating form on high. Damage and danger stand hand in hand with me. Who am I. No one or some one. take your pick. For I am every one and no one. My heart is true yet my mind is not. I am cut off form myself at times. Yet I find the stillness I find in myself to be what I need. So where do I stand. Alone our with everyone in thoughts and time. Life goes on and on. Hit me hit me again with evey thing you got. For I am the punching bag for all ones troubles. Yet it seem I can not give my trouble away. I hit and miss or miss and hit. So when I find the knife in my back I take it out and move on. But when I place it in some ones back and try to more on I get the wait a second you are being mean and we need to talk about it. What is there to talk about.

In Love
This feeling overwhelms me A swellin of the heart I never truly thought i would be this happy at the start You take me by the hand You lead me by the heart over a beach of sand through the grasses that we part With you i let go of intuition and sound mind my feelings i cannont help but show to a person who is s kind You kiss my lips so tender embrace me through the night to you i have to surrender myself i hold so tight So strongly you hold my hand whispersoftly in my ear i really feel that you understand everything you hear to lose in you this close i have never been these feelings are so new to have lover that is my friend

If You Bother
Reading my blog today is ur lucky day. I am gonna do a sticky bulletin and pimp out my friends. This time I wanna do noobies and ppl that really shine. Soooooooo if u think u should be on it cuz you are a good FRIEND to me speak now!

Makes U Think
Baby, how ya doin'? Hope that 'cha fine, wanna know what you got in mind tonight, Got me feenin' like Jodeci, girl, I can't leave you alone, Take a shot of this here Patron' and it's gon' be on, V.I.P. done got way too crowded, I'm about to end up callin' it a night, You should holla at 'cha girl, tell her you shakin' the scene, Pull off, beep-beep, shotgun in a GT with me She said, "Ohhh-ohhh, I'm ready to ride, yeah," "'Cause once you get inside, you can't change your mind," "Don't mean to sound impatient, but you gotta promise, baby, ohh..." [Chorus - Usher] Tell me again (Tell me again, my baby), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, I gotta know, baby, aw yeah) Tell me again (Make sho' your right, ohh, before we leave), That we'll be Lovers and Friends (Ohh, oh it's a good look, baby)... [2nd Verse - Ludacris] Look here!!! Sometime I wanna be your lover, Sometime I wanna be your friend, Sometime I wanna hug ya, Hold hands, slow-dance while the record spin

Poem I No Longer Exist
I no longer exist I no longer exist part of me is missing, gone far away I am gone to a dark place were I will now stay No one seems to care the torment I face, No one hears me my life shall erase. I don’t exist no more I am numb and cold I don’t exist anymore even myself I cannot hold. Dieing on the inside no one really cares What shall I do this life is no fair Family is an illusion with no meaning it don’t exist to me There are no friends thats all a dream a fantacy Dieing on the inside my pain I cannot share I became someone I do not want to be I no longer care No one really loves or truly truly cares who you are are what your about No one really wants to take the time there is no doubt Selfish people who just hurt others for material or a single penny Selfish ones who step on others there is way to many No one really cares if you live or die They only want to hurt you step on you make you cry There is no hope for me anymore I have

My Angel
I Have An Angel I have an angel with me, inside of my head, even when she is not near. She came from me, and she resides with me, and in me every moment of my living. From the moment she emerged she owned me, heart and soul. She brings me my greatest joys, and my most unholy sorrow. And we are linked spiritually, and physically. She has the greatest beauty I have ever seen. The poets have written of the likes of her... golden hair, and eyes of the sea, a heart capable of capturing the soul, of anyone or anything that comes near. She grows even as I watch, and when she is grown, she will be a power to behold: strong, beautiful and powerful in spirit, graceful, delicate, charming and funny. She captures your eyes, but wait until you feel the pull of her true self- you can fall, you know! Everyone who knows her has fallen, and she has only just begun... My smiling angel, my smiley, my Kalea

Got An Email From The Wife (lol)
Got An Email From The Wife Men and women have different ways of telling outdoor temperatures. Like this mornin' I was gathering wood up for the fireplace making sure the wife had enough wood to keep the house warm and cozy until I get back home from the job. I come trapsing through the kitchen carrying the last armful of wood covered in snow and icesickles hanging off my nostrils. I put myself in front of the fireplace to thaw out a little and I made the statement of how cold it was outside. Meanwhile, the wife is at the sink doing dishes in steaming hot water ready to break out into a sweat not minding a word I had to say. Least wise she didn't come over to cuddle with me and warm me up any like a wife ought to do. So's I give her a peck on the lips and head back out into the subzero zone off to work. My Reply: Good morning Sweety. Told you it was cold out there. About a half hour later I get an email from the wife. Lo and behold she tells me it's cold outside! G

Basic Spanking Guildlines
Basic Spanking Guidelines 1. Never play if you have been drinking alcohol. It dulls the senses and impairs judgment. 2. Never play with someone you don't feel completely safe with - trust your instincts. "No" is an acceptable answer. If NO is not respected, neither are you. Stop immediately and leave. 3. Agree on safe words before playing. Common words are "yellow, " meaning you're approaching your limit, and "red" means stop. If safewords aren't respected, then you aren't either. Stop immediately and leave. 4. The top is responsible for monitoring the bottom's condition. If there are skin ruptures or bruising, it's time to stop no matter what the bottom thinks or wants. Stop play and tend to the condition immediately. 5. Never strike above the tailbone. Kidneys and the base of the spine are easily injured. 6. Never test a "new toy" on a partner. Test it on a pillow or your hand first until you have command of it. And never be a test subject

Pay The Bill
Walking up to a department store's fabric counter, the pretty girl said, "I would like to buy this material for a new dress. How much does it cost?" "Only one kiss per yard," replied the male clerk with a smirk. "That's fine," said the girl. "I'll take ten yards." With expectation and anticipation written all over his face, the clerk quickly measured out the cloth, wrapped it up, then teasingly held it out. The girl snapped up the package, pointed to the old geezer standing beside her, and smiled, "Grandpa will pay the bill."

I Ran Naked With A Whore B/c I'm Good In Bed.
Pick the (number of the) month you were born: 1 - I ate 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I shot 5 - I killed 6 - I cuddled with 7 - I banged 8 - I am shirtless with 9 - I stabbed 10 - I peed on/with 11 - I slept with 12- I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - a pickle 02 - a dog 03 - a jew 04 - a whore 05 - Santa Claus 06 - a homo 07 - Barney the dinosaur 08 - a prostitute 09 - paris Hilton 10 - a jar of honey 11 - a whore 12 - a porn star 13 - Jack The Ripper 14 - trojan man 15 - a stripper 16 - the cool-aid man 17 - my homeless man 18 - a horse 19 - an orange 20 - a crackhead 21 - your mom 22 - a condom 23 - my crush 24 - a toothbrush 25 - my lover 26 - a glass of milk 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - your dealer 29 - a French fry 30 - A lesbian 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing: White - Because thats how i roll. Black - because im sexy. Pink - because I'm good in bed. Red - because I'm a p

"the End Of Pretending"
"The End of Pretending" As the cigarette turns to ash, my dreams are floating on the moon. Down into the doungions of my heart, I bury all of my hops. Love, what laughter my bleeding heart now makes! This demented madhouse is my fate. If only my mind could escape to insanety. The dark demon of lonliness has gripped my thraot and has brought me to my familiar hell. All thats left for me is this nightmare life, where love is only a figment of the imagination. The end of pretending! My eyes are open! Love, is someone's stupid JOKE!

I'm All Yours, Take Care Of Me..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

Im Barely Winning This Contest!!
im in the Hot Man on CT contest and i am barely winnin by less than 300 votes!! I need help!! The contest ends 5/25! Any little bit helps!! Thanks everybody!! Hope u all have a great day!! Please rate and comment bomb!

Carter Thinks He Was Better Than Bush???
OK, I don't normally pay attention to the rants of politicians, former presidents included. Unfortunately, I grew up with Carter as president, and I don't recall much good coming from his administration. As a matter of fact, I distinctly recall the hostages in Iran being released AFTER he was out of office. I also recall an 'energy crisis' occurring during his SINGLE term. For those of you who are too young to recall, it was not a proud time to be an American back then. Along came Reagan, though. Before anyone goes off about 'voodoo' economics or mega-defense spending, let's recall what happened then. America was tired after the 70's. The military had had its teeth pulled during most of that decade, and many of those that served had to make do with sub-standard equipment and sub-standard training. And still, they pushed on the best they could! With Reagan came and push for the 'modern' army, with all the high tech gadgets and kick-ass machinery (can anyone say M1 Abrams??

Endless Possibilities
Endless Possibilities… If I could answer every question Just the way you want me to Make you understand me My little moods and confusing questions Don’t you think I would? My life confuses even myself at times And yet, you want me to explain Make it Crystal clear for you… Well I got news for you sweetie… Even Crystal isn’t really that clear And life doesn’t work that way You think you have all the answers Even think you can teach me a thing or two Think that you can guide me Show me the way to happiness Well I guess what…. I didn’t ask for your help You don’t even know my life So stop acting like you do Like you know everything Because you don’t… nor do I But see, the difference is I don’t push my views on you I am not broken So stop trying to fix me When you finally realize this By all means, let me know. The possibilities are endless…. Writen 5/21/07

Soldier's Prayer
By: Lewis Millett I have fought when others feared to serve. I have gone where others failed to go. I've lost friends in war and strife, Who valued Duty more than love of life. I have shared the comradeship of pain. I have searched the lands for men that we have lost. I have sons who served this land of liberty, Who would fight to see that other stricken lands are free. I have seen the weak forsake humanity. I have heard the traitors praise our enemy. I've seen challenged men become even bolder, I've seen the Duty, Honor, Sacrifice of the Soldier. Now I understand the meaning of our lives, The loss of comrades not so very long ago. So to you who have answered duties siren call, May God bless you my son, may God bless you all.

Lifestyle
A true Master shall take pride in the fact that a woman has chosen to devote her entire being to the satisfaction and fulfillment of his desires. Just as she, in return, can take pride that such a man has chosen her, above all others to provide that fulfillment. For openers, the female should decide that she may actually be a true submissive, and find the courage and commitment to put herself in the hands of a true Master. She must know that at that precise moment her option to make choices will end. He will do what he wants to do, completely apart from her preconceived ideas. I am not necessarily referring to physical discipline, and I am most definitely not referring to the extremes of physical discipline. There are always limits, and the true Master knows what they are. He also knows that those limits are different for every slave. But he also knows that regardless of those individually determined limits, every slave should at least once be forced to go one step beyond what she

Loved By Many, Crushed By Few
I use to have what 17 crushes and now its down to 8. SO to my 8 crushes THANK YOU for keeping your crush on me....I am flattered! And to yall who dumped me...well you suck! So what if your jeans are torn They've been torn since Bros were cool I wanted you for a little while You got it wrong by a million miles Big deal, what a thrill, what a let down Kissing in your car When I should have been out I want the Prodigy really loud I want it all right now [Chorus:] Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it Over and over I feel it Boyfriend you're alone You must be out of your mind Jellyhead, you've really blown it In the slow lane Never change the way that I feel Go home, never know, never be real 'Cause not one thing you said was true I'm gonna find somebody new Make up, break up, always the same Get out, what about you and me say I've been hanging around you too long When summer comes I

May 22, 2007
TINGLING GOING THROUGH MY BODY, THOUGHTS RACING THROUGH MY HEAD. IS IT GOOD OR BAD, I AM NOT SURE!? HOW DO I CONVINCE MY HEAD TO FOLLOW MY HEART IF I AM UNSURE OF HOW IT FEELS IN THE FIRST PLACE? I HAVE SO MUCH CARING IN ME, BUT DO I EVEN CARE ABOUT MYSELF? I THOUGHT I DID, NOW I AM NOT SO SURE! IS MY HEAD GOING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION, AND HOW WILL I KNOW WHEN AND IF IT IS? WHAT ARE MY FEARS ANY MORE? WHAT ARE MY PRIORITIES? AND WHICH ONE COMES FIRST? TIME TO DO SOME SOUL SEARCHING! HOW AM I CARING ABOUT MYSELF AND HOW AM I SHOWING MYSELF THAT I AM CARING FOR ME? INSTEAD OF THINKING OF OTHERS FIRST, I NEED TO THINK OF ME FIRST! I NEED TO BE WORKING! I NEED TO TREAT MYSELF BETTER! I NEED TO BUILD UP MY SELF WORTH! TAKE CARE OF MYSELF BETTER! NOT LET ANY ONE GET AWAY WITH ABUSING ME OR USING ME IN ANY WAYS! MAKE MYSELF BE HEARD BY THE ONES THAT THINK IT IS OK TO HURT ME, WHEN IT'S NOT! I BELIEVE ONE OF MY FEARS IS TO BE ALONE FOREVER! BUT ISN'T THAT WHAT MOST FEAR ANY

Destiny's Secret
WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE? THERE'S A THIN LINE BETWEEN, THINKING ABOUT SOMEONE AND OBSESSING ABOUT SOMEONE.... BUT WHO DEFINES THE DIFFERENCE? WHEN DO YOU KNOW IF IT'S LOVE OR LUST? YES... I KNOW YOUR HEART WILL LET YOU KNOW... BUT ONE DAY IT FEELS LIKE I'M ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND DAYS LIKE TODAY... I BARELY GET THE TIME OF DAY FROM HIM... THERE'S SO MANY OPTIONS... AND SO LITTLE TIME TO MAKE THEM. I GO THROUGH MY DAY THINKING ABOUT MY OPTIONS AND THINKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT... AND IT JUST SEEMS SO FAR AWAY FROM ME.. WHY IS IT THAT SOMEONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR ON TOP OF THE WORLD AND WITHIN SECONDS... MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR JUST A SPEC OF DUST IN THE AIR? WHY IS IT THAT THEY CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE THIS AND NOT KNOW IT? DO THEY NOT SEE HOW MUCH YOU CARE? DO THEY NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AS MUCH AS YOU THINK? DOES YOUR HEART OR YOUR BRAIN TELL YOU THAT YOUR BEING PLAYED? IS IT A PART OF THE HUMAN DESTRUCTION TO PUT YOURSELF THROUGH ALL THIS PAIN AND HEART A

I'm Sorry..
I'm sorry. if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. ♥ If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are... ---Most ------Guys ---------Are

To All My Friends
If You Have Been Wondering Why I haven't Been On Ct Much Lately Its Because I Was In The Hospital For Kidney Stones I'm Doing Better Still Passing Stones And If You Have Never Had Them YES THEY HURT LIKE HELL lmao I don't Wish Them On Anyone So If You Don't See Me For A few Days Thats Why Don't Think I'm Not Coming Back Because I will Be Back ...

No Cocaine For You!!
So Cocaine energy drink has been banned huh? Lame. Haha..we are a nation of babies...It glamorized illegal drug use? Really? Is there seriously anybody fucking stupid enough to not understand this as nothing more than fun marketing? I've also heard that people believed there was actual cocaine in the drink. Haha!! What in theeee fuck?Whatever..its so pathetic that you & I..being people with logic & common sense have to watch things like this get banned. Banned because the lowest common denominator of society needs to be protected due to their lack of intelligence.End of rant.Yahoo News Link

New Favorites, New Bullshit...
So here I go into the two weeks of hell that I've been looking oh-so-forward to. It's the never ending line of bullshit that I just love to work in. We're going into the biggest product launch in the company's history, and with new product comes new crackdown and new threats made to the management staff. Yeah, yeah, we're handling raw product now, which, let's face it, most "quick service operations" (haha, don't I make fast food sound professional?) don't do that. But they have made this meticulous, bullshit plan for making it a bigger pain in the ass for the rest of us. As if we don't have enough crap to put up with day in and day out...but whatever. Some moron in the training session of the new chicken opened up his sluthole to bitch for a raise because of "added responsibility", which made most of us want to punch him in the throat. In any case, they're going in the right direction...a "lighter menu"...because most people look at my place of employment as grease on a pla

How Do Men See You?
How Do Men See You?Men See You As ChoosyMen notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Is Your Life Path Number?
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own. What Is Your Life Path Number?

What's Your Taste In Music?
Your Taste in Music: 80's Rock: Medium Influence 90's Alternative: Medium Influence 90's Pop: Medium Influence 90's Rock: Medium Influence Adult Alternative: Medium Influence How's Your Taste in Music?

Regrets
Boy: I saw her today Girl: I saw him today Boy: It seems like its been forever Girl: I wonder if he still cares Boy: She looks better than before Girl: I couldnt stop staring at him Boy: I asked how things were going Girl: I asked about his new girlfriend Boy: I'd choose her over anygirl I'm with Girl: He's probably really happy right now Boy: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry Girl: He couldnt even look at me Boy: I told her I miss her Girl: He dosn't mean it Boy: I meant it Girl: He didnt mean it Boy: I love her Girl: He loves his new girlfriend Boy: I held her for the last time Girl: He gave me a friendly hug Boy: Then I went home and cryed Girl: Then I went home and cryed Boy: I lost her Girl: I still love him

Always
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this for so long and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Pierced Nose
So yeah I got bored, went through our piercing supply and my old medical supply that wasn't used. Got all sterile and POP! Pierced my right nostril. It is about maaaaaaaaaaybe 1/4cm off of where I wanted but considering I am just going to get a 14gauge nose ring or nose screw in June, no biggie, you can't tell a difference. All I had was a 14g captive bead ring. It looks okay but I still prefer the studs overall. Maybe something purple jeweled. Anyway... here is my nose.... after an hour since I pierced it... all I can say is.. OW.. now it hurts. Yes I think there is a little dried blood on my lip. Crap I never bled that much before when piercing myself. Sorry for the 'gore'. Man I look like crap tonight. Love, TF

I'm Gonna Miss The Grumpy Old Git....
I am doing already.... there's an empty corner in my living room and a hole in my heart. Hemangiosarcoma, I'd heard about it but never really paid much attention. It now has my full attention. And yeah I'm totally getting that 'Silent killer' bit.... Scarbatton Totem Dancer at Ambii BS CL1 15th July 1998 - 23rd May 2007 I can't find the words right now. Just know that I loved you old boy....

Very Beautifully Put
Subject: Fw: Fwd: i wish you enough Subject: I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the rea

Just Me...
After a passionate discussion with someone I love, we came to the conclusion I am a walking contradiction... Given me a real important reason and I'll kill as soon as look at ya, but by nature I'm a chill person. I don't like much attention from outside, but I seem to draw it to myself. I don't like people who judge by the surface & jump to conclusions, but laugh when they do and love scaring the hell outta em. I don't need recognition, but want friends to know I'm the best at what I do. I sometimes struggle with commitment, but only know how to give 1000 percent. I don't like a lot of society, but think a evolved egalitarian one is the only hope. I'm idealistic wanting the wrongs of the world righted, but believe it to be a corrupt place undeserving of hope and will never happen. I have contempt for authority and rules, but really need my own set to live by. I rely on my appearance and demeanor to maintain distance from most, but am VERY close to some.

Best Teasing Pic Contest!!!
So you think ur the best TEASE on CT?!! Prove it!!! Calling all teasers!! Submit ur best TEASING PIC which obviously has to be SFW as its a teasing pic...not a nude ;) Take a look below at some example of teasing pics if your not sure what to submit... It must be SFW!! And of course I havent forgotten our guys... Lemme knoe if any of you guys are interested and I'll hold a seperate one for the males!!! The contest will be based on number of rates and comments combined. 1 rate will be worth 10 points 1 comment will be worth 1 point the PRIZES: 1st place will receive a 7 day blast and a Big Pimping gift. 2nd place will receive a 3 day blast and a Big Pimping gift. 3rd place will receive a 1 day blast and a Big Pim

Attention All Fans And Friends Of Jeff (kingdrago)....this Is Urgent And Very Important!!!!!!
THIS IS AN URGENT BULLETIN FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE FRIENDS WITH OR FANS OF KINGDRAGO. MY NAME IS AMANDA AND I AM HIS SISTER KINGDRAGO (JEFF) WAS ON HIS WAY TO A CONFERENCE IN WINNIPEG YESTERDAY ....WHEN THE VEHICLE HE WAS DRIVING WENT AND ROLLED. I AM NOT GOING TO GET INTO THE DETAILS WITH YOU FOR THEY ARE PRETTY GRAPHIC. HE HAS SUFFERED MASSIVE INTERNAL BLEEDING FROM HIS KIDNEYS AND STOMACH, 4 BROKEN RIBS, A BROKEN LEG AND IS NOW IN CRITICAL CONDITION...NOT TO MENTION HE IS PRETTY BEAT UP WITH MASSIVE BRUISING OVER HIS FACE AND HIS BODY. I KNOW THERE ARE TWO PEOPLE INPARTICULAR THAT NEEDS TO KNOW THIS INFORMATION, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO I WONT NAME NAMES. FRIENDS ARE UNABLE TO SEE HIM UNTIL HIS CONDITIONS IMPROVES AND IT IS JUST IMMEDIATE FAMILY ONLY.....RIGHT NOW HE IS IN WINNIPEG GENERAL HOSPITAL I BELIEVE. THERE HAS BEEN NO CONTACT FROM THE FAMILY AS TO HIS CONDITION, BUT I WILL TRY TO KEEP EVERYONE POSTED.. I HOPE ALL OF YOUR PRAYERS AND WISHES EXTEND TO THIS MAN

Help
why is love so confusing,how do u know that u love a person;maybe when you will come to their every beckoning call,or when they r the only one u think of every day .how do u know really know. can somebody help me?!#

For Those Who We Have Lost
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com Why GRIEF AND SORROW STRUCK THIS NATION IN AN UNEXPLAINABLE WAY LEAVING US SURROUNDED BY TEARS AND SORROW AND ONLY ONE THING LEFT TO SAY WHY WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN WHAT DID WE DO THAT WAS SO WRONG WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TAKE OUR LOVED ONES HOW DO WE REPLACE WHAT IS GONE BUT WE WILL NOT GO QUIETLY WE WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT UNITED WE WILL STAND TOGETHER FOR WHAT IS TRUE FOR WHAT IS RIGHT HERO'S ROSE OUT OF THE ASHES TO SAVE A LIFE WE THOUGHT WAS LOST NEVER THINKING OF WHAT MIGHT HAPPEN NEVER CARING WHAT THE COST THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE GLORY THEY DIDNT DO IT FOR THE FAME THEY ONLY DID WHAT THEY KNEW WAS RIGHT THEY ARE OUR HERO'S THAT HAVE NO NAME UNITED WE CAN BUILD A BETTER TOMORROW LET US FINISH WHAT THEY BEGAN TO START LET US SAY A PRAYER FOR THEM TOGETHER AND KEEP THEM CLOSE IN OUR HEART

Priceless Treasures
This is something that my daughter wrote. It brought a tear to my eye. I am going to type it just like she wrote it. By the way, she is 10yrs old. Dear Priceless Treasures, I'm writing to remember this memory of happiness. My GiGi has died, but her soul hasn't. I know she watches over me no matter what. When people die, they stay inside you. Their precious memories go into your heart. Just because some people pass away doesn't mean you shouldn't go on with your life. Just remember that they are always right there to catch you when you fall. I've listened to God and have obeyed. I never turn around on my path because if I go forward through my path, I shall find the lights of heaven and that's something worth not giving up on. I have heard throughout my family and God say "Don't worry about the past, just think toward the future." Remember that everybody in this wonderful world is your family. But I want everybody to remember this: Just because someone passes away, doesn't mean you

Questions
Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL 1.Would u fuck me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? answer: 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? answer: 4.Would u fuck me hard? answer: 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? answer: 12.Where would u fuck me @? answer: 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u fuck me again and again? answer: 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? answer: 17.Would u have phone sex with me? answer: 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer: 19.Would u fuck me once then le

† I Feel Alone †
right now i am sitting in a room by myself wondering how i got the way i am and all that come to mind is all the stuff i did wrong and how i could have do things different but i can not now for i made my mistakes and i have to live with them many times i have made mistakes and i have not learned or i have forgotten what i did in the first place cause my mind is not right anymore i may never learn form what i have done i know i have hurt a lot of people and i am sorry for that and i know that in all the time i have been on ct i have made a few friends that are always their for me i am not going to say names but they know who they are and i love them all they are very speacail to me and i love them all as my 23rd birthday comes to be i sit here and wonder where i will be and what will happen to me by my 24 if i make it that long i do not know if i will it is in the hands of fate. and when i think of the mess ups i made i can not help but wonder what i should have done at that time in ste

Spreading Love
The flames begin to burn from passion's undying candle as the wind passes it breath moving our bodies away from the battle of the past sorrows we've expressed and guiding us to the very heart of where our souls are joined in a world that we can never part The earth soaks up our love and slowly releases it among others spreading the joy and safety creating a chain for one another.

Memorial Day Is Personal Now
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com As I've done for the past couple of years, but yet not limited to that time period, I've been thinking about our miitary both past and present, as well as reading various blogs from some of our soldiers who have been through a hell that us civilians will never be able to begin to understand. Yet, being a mom of one of our soldiers, holidays that refresh the memories of what I went through while my son was in Iraq, causes me to be alot more aware, compassionate, supportive, and thankful that my son made it home alive and well. When I said goodbye to Joe the day he left for Iraq; although, at that time we really didn't know for sure that he would be going there, but my mom instinct told me he was, I remember staring in his eyes for the longest time. He asked me, "what are you staring at?". I said, "I'm just looking at MY son one last time because when you come home, you'll be a different man". He is. He disappears on holiday

The Hormone Hostage
THE HORMONE HOSTAGE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE DAYS IN THE MONTH WHEN ALL A MAN HAS TO DO IS OPEN HIS MOUTH & HE TAKES HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS! THIS IS A HANDY GUIDE THAT SHOULD BE AS COMMON AS A DRIVER'S LICENSE IN THE WALLET OF EVERY HUSBAND, BOYFRIEND, CO-WORKER, OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: WHAT'S FOR DINNER? CAN I HELP YOU WITH DINNER? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO FOR DINNER? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. ARE YOU WEARING THAT? WOW, YOU SURE LOOK GOOD IN BROWN! WOW! LOOK AT YOU! HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT ARE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT? COULD WE BE OVERREACTING? HERE'S MY PAYCHECK. HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. SHOULD YOU BE EATING THAT? YOU KNOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF APPLES LEFT. CAN I GET YOU A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE WITH THAT? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT DID YOU DO ALL DAY? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T OVER-DO IT TODAY. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU IN THAT ROBE! HERE, HAVE SOME MO

Old Photos
I look at old photos and think thats not me, I'm not the happy girl that i used to be. Now its just a smile i pretend its all ok, there's so much inside that i want to say. I've been hurt so much, let done, i start cry, i wish it wasn't me and i start wonder why. Why am i so stupid why do i keep getting used? why am i not happy? i always get abused. So many things running through my head, i cant stop thinking while lie here in bed. I was so happy and always had a smile, if i ever got angry it would only last a while. I still seem the same people don't know that i lied, they don't know all the pain thats going on inside. The more i look at the photos i start to realize to remember the past not look with my eyes So I look at old photos and think thats always been me, the hurt that i feel nones ever been able to see.

If You Love Me
If your ever going to love me Love me in the here and now For it cannot be bought Nor traded Let it not pulverize But shine deep inside Embers sparkle the scent of peppermint Let us dance in the midst of the twilight The signifiance is only known unto us done by Christine

Wiccan Pentacle Will Finally Mark Fallen Soldiers' Graves.
MADISON, Wisconsin (AP) -- Since Korean War veteran Jerome Birnbaum died in 2005, his grave in a pagan cemetery had been marked with only a pile of stones and U.S. flags. On Memorial Day, Birnbaum's grave and those of other military veterans will be dedicated with government-issued markers etched with a symbol of their religion -- the Wiccan pentacle. Wiccans sued the government last year, arguing that it was unduly stalling a decision on whether to add the pentacle to the list of acceptable symbols for veterans' graves. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans added the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief." (See a timeline of the history of Memorial Day) "I like to see our success literally etched in stone, because it will be," said Birnbaum's wife, Karen DePolito. She said winning the fight is vindication for all Wiccans. Half of her husband's ashes were scattered outside their house in Utah, while the rest were interred

Found This In The Bulletins
You Grew Up In the 80's if: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word SIKE. 2. You can sing the rap to the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air and can do the Carlton 3. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey on Blossom 4. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 5. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 6. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 7. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. 8. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 9. You played the game "MASH"(Mansion, Apartment, Shelter, House) 10. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 11. You know the profound meaning of " WAX ON , WAX OFF" 12. You wanted to be a Goonie. 13. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us...head-to-toe) 14. You can remember what Michael Jackson

The Formula For The Perfect Person
Let's Do Some Math.... Formulas L + I = P L = Love I= Imperfect Person P= Perfect (Or The Preception Of Perfect) If You Take Love Then Add An Imperfect Person The Sum Would Equal Perfection P- L = I If You Take The Perfect Person And Remove The Love They Will Become Imperfect p/Dn =L/Dn D= Distractions (Infidelity,etc) n= Number Of Problems Fractions Perfect Person Divided By Distractions Equal Love DIvided By Distraction So You Only Get A Fraction Of The Love This Formula Holds True With God Too God = Love (The Bibles Says That) So G + I = P God Plus Imperfect Person = Perfection & P- L = I Perfection Without God = Imperfect So P/D =L/D Perfection / Distractions = God / Distractions The Formula For The Perfect Person!!

Things To Never Do
Yes I am a little cranky today...have not had my caffine...as the the old expression goes..."don't make me kill you" ok what to not do: 1) when I first sign on in the morning..don't ever ask if you can lick my ass. If it's early I'm just waking up and that is NOT something I wanna hear first thing in the morning. don't worry you were not the only one to piss me off this morning. 2)I don't care what photo of me you see..you can't see my tits & I guess you can't read either. Read MY Profile Bitch...then GO FUCK YOURSELF I don't have a cam & I wouldn't let your sorry ass see if I did. Sorry guys but get a fucking clue...I'm not the girl you talk to that way.

My First Ct Contest Entry.....i Need Your Votes!
I got myself in my first contest here on CT. Please go to here to check out the salute photo I did for this girl. Make sure you rate and comment on it, too. That's actually how I get my points. Fun fun!! Thanks.

Party Like A Rockstar
Why do the idiots of this country think they have to tell us every little thing any cleb does or that we even care. As you might have already hear Lidsay Lohan has become the umtenth cleb to get shit faceted and totally wasted and jumped behind the wheel. WOW, there is big news, people with lots of money and time to blow it doing stupid things. This is why we are getting dumber and dumber, wondering why Lohan got drunk and drove, Spears shaved her head, and Paris is staying at the state's "Hilton'. I really don't think that these people need this kind of tabloid bullshit. All we are doing by pretending we give a shit is just fueling the Hollywood flame. Just let anyone of the rest of us broke people get millions and tons of sexy people dropped in our laps and see if we don't go ape shit too. Some people say there should be stricter punishment for em, others say they are rich and famous and they can get out of it. I stand and say who the fuck cares, if anyone hasn't noticed

Subject: 3 Family Spots Left!
subject: 3 family spots left! date: 2007-05-29 21:04:26 3 family spots left! date: 2007-05-29 21:02:14 any ladies want a spot so u can have access to my just me folder!(hot pix)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!And u have to add me to urz!!

Receiver
Another big empty on the receiver. Just a dull throb after a click. I heard somewhere that there was a reason I was doing all this. I heard somewhere that I had to. But now... Now I'm not so sure. Now I'm not so sure. There's no hand to hold this time. No calm soothing whisper in my ear. And strangest of all...for perhaps the first time- I actually need it. Why was I doing this to myself again? Wasn't there a reason? It all gets so foggy here. Misty with hopeless harried busywork. To put food on the table. To put coins in the machine. To deliver a pair of cramped feet next to mine when I crawl under the covers. Good morning- -Good night. I love you- -I missed you. And it all marches, waltzes, thunders, on. Sound of a click. Followed by an always desperate if not breathless goodbye. Goodbye goodbye always goodbye never I'm home. Why? There should always be two per day. Then this... all this... would make sense again. Pu

Friendship
I maybe out of your sight, But I would never be out of your life. I maybe out of your reach, But I would never be out of your heart. I may leave but you would never be forgotten. I may leave this place and people whom I trust But the memories of being in this place Would always be with me! I may start a new life in a new place But then, I would always keep your memories.

Coconut Chicken
2/3 c. Bisquick 2/3 c. flaked coconut 1/2 tsp. paprika 1/2 tsp. salt 1/2 c. sweetened condensed milk 2 tbsp. Dijon style mustard 4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves 1/4 c. butter, melted Heat oven to 375 degrees. Mix Bisquick, coconut, paprika, and salt; set aside. Mix milk and mustard. Dip chicken in milk mixture; coat with coconut mixture. Place in ungreased rectangular pan and drizzle with butter. Bake 35-40 minutes. Serves 4.

Having Fun
Having Fun ~Tony Martinez My angel Thank you This fight This journey That we travel together Is a long and hard one With so much on the line Tension and emotions run high Thank you for taking a break with me Thank you for jumping with me into the pile of leaves For rolling around and laughing with me Sharing little things and whispering sweet nothings You say "shhhhh" but still smile The sparkle in your eyes tells me all I need to know Tomorrow is a new day The battle will rage on I love you My angel

Summer Flu
Well this is a first for me to get a flu in 80 degree weather. 2 nights ago I started getting hot...then chills. Then came pains in my back. I have never gotten a flu before at this time of the year. I am finally coming out of it. The back pain is gone...I have a slight fever still but I believe the worse is over.

My Son Is Here!!
One of my two best friends is here! The other is my daughter. He slept most of the day as he was up for 2 days! Woke up when his gf called! lol!! My tooth still hurts only when I eat something! Good to have him here!

Leo Love
then i put my hand under your top and go directly to your back scratching it all over while i undo your bra and feel it getting looser as i try to bring my hands around, and fell those two beautiful pink mounds that are so hard and so warm that they make me want to kiss them. i slowly start to help you remove your top and your over your arms, and seeing the bra falls to the flor and i see those incredibly gorgeous and so inviting breast, and i start to kiss them on every little part sucking on them with my whole mouth while i move them all around with my hands as i fel l your body pressing with so much wanting against my body and i get goose bumps all over my mouth goes from one to the other one reaching for your nipples and giving them all my attention as i lick them and suck on them with so much passion that i can feel your body wanting more and more as we both move and rubb our bodies agains each other like a dance of love baby as you do that i open my mouth as w

Another Survey
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% A Sicko60% Average30% A WUSS !!10% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Today
today started off with me waking up late, get to work. Have all kinds of FUCKING SHIT! work to do! it's 103 degree's in that damn place. get through that then get off work and go to pick up my daughter, only to drive the forty-five minutes there, And she can't go with me, she has a thing at school with the ex and her mom. No call to tell me not to bother driving that far. So then i get home to get on here and find out im gay! damn what a fooked up day! im gonna play poker and go to bed! i fart on this blog! :P

Hope He Knows Its For Him
I see him online and can not talk to him. I wait for his call but know it may not come. I am writing this in hopes that he reads it to let him know I am thinking of him. Hope to talk to you again soon.

Life
LIfe' it is full of pain and SELFish acts of hate! At one point in time, everybody will discover that all we need to survive is our sanity and the love from ourSELFS! We need to love ourSELFS and not hold on to those hurtfull things we did to others and forgive,we all feel that we are lost and worth nothing and pretty much useless at one point in our life and thats when we need to stay strong and pull it together for the sake of our loved ones , but most of all, for our-SELF! Just remember those days looking in the mirror telling your SELF how good you feel and look wether you were under some kind of drug or not!!!! Or when you were so happy to be with somebody you felt like a little kid again. Our happiness all falls on our future so we need find away to be happy with life it SELF, wether its with or with out drugs!!! But do remember this!! there is lots of mental and depressing things that follow right behind the use of drugs that kill most of us!! So search DEEP with-

Jasondsm
What a dick head he was read up of course ... Jasondsm: ok bitch what ever if my mom or sis was talkind to like that im sure they wouldnt come crying to me all i said was your a sexy ass and with those type pics i could have said a lot worse ->Jasondsm: so its ok if someone spoke to your mom that way or your sister? and if thats a comp i suggest you leave now I am not amused or interested Jasondsm: and if you were a true ladie you wouldnt be having those pics of yourself Jasondsm: i was complementing you hun sorry ->Jasondsm: sorry i prefer people I chat with to have manners . I am a Lady sorry if you think otherwise Eugene - ...: Thank You!!! Jasondsm: no but wish you did ->Jasondsm: excuse me but do I know you> Jasondsm: hello sexy ass

I Just Want To Let It Go..
I don't mind to cry, and let my tears fall down, without hesitation, that your there, seeing me like this, that im hurting to much, i wont mind to speak up, the words that i say, the feeling that i felt, maybe this time you listen, i don't mind if i cant hide, the pain in my eyes, the beg in my voice, just want to let it free, i don't want to pretend, that you did not hurt me much, i don't care anymore, i just want to let it free, all the emotion that i kept, for the time im with you, i don't care anymore, i don't mind if your going, i just want to let it go, i just want to let it go...

New Feature In Photo Galleries: The Recent Images
Just noticed this now... if an image has been uploaded to someone's image gallery in the last week or today, a yellow(?) tag on the main page of that folder (main folder or subfolder) says as much. Neat :)

Who's Interested........he He He
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION!!!! Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person. (To be taken very seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTS TO BE YOUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just

† Notice †
in 7 days time i will be 23 years old and i am hateing the fact that i know nobody will bother to even say hi to me or happy birthday and i know nobody will show up at my lounge for the party but i will still post the click on my bday the link will be posted everyone is invited but nobody will show idc anymore it will be another sad day for me thank you for reading this

Ix "when Left In Doubt" Prologue To An Epilogue
Pushed so I fell. Fell into something cold and dark. I fell forever. The real issue was that I hit the bottom. Shattered into a million pieces. Scattered and broken all over the coast of my empty. I know the water is cool. I know the water will soothe me if I only succumb. But I'd rather lay here on the smooth dark shore. Silently contemplating the summer of my dystopia. I think to myself... how pleasant it would be To fold my fingers around yours to dissapear into those hazel eyes, to fall into those split strawberry lips. If I could only... I think you'd find it pleasant here. I know I would. If not for the company, at least for the peace. The silent, subtle serenity of hope barely in reach. Hope. It keeps this place from swallowing me. The fireflies are back miss. Something new that I'm sure you somehow sent. Something to light the twilight of my doubt, something to dance with me in the empty. Very quietly lighting on my fingertips...

I'm In A New Contest, Bomb Me!
COME COMMENT BOMB ME IN A FACE CONTEST! I NEED UR HELP AGAIN! CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE U TO THE PIC TO BE COMMENTED AND RATED! JUST COMMENT AWAY ON THE SAME PIC! THANKS SO MUCH!

The History Of Handfasting
The History of Handfasting Handfasting at one time was the only way that couples could be engaged and/or get married because the church let the civil government of the period take care of these matters. In the British Isles, Handfasting was the old pagan ritual of marriage and it remained legal in Scotland all the way up to 1939, even after Lord Harwicke’s Act of 1753 declaring that marriages in England were legal only if performed by a clergyman. After Lord Harwicke’s Act, the Scottish border town, Gretna Green became a mecca for eloping couples from England who fled there to perform their own Handfastings. In those times, the couple themselves performed the Handfasting before witnesses. It was also used in Scotland for the engagement period of a year and a day before a wedding was proved. The very word handfasting got it's origin in the wedding custom of tying the bride and groom's hands (actually, wrists) together. In some versions, this is only done for as long as the ceremon

The Trail Of Tears
The Trail of Tears - In 1838 and 1839, as part of Andrew Jackson's Indian removal policy, the Cherokee nation was forced to give up its lands east of the Mississippi River and to migrate to an area in present-day Oklahoma. The Cherokee people called this journey the "Trail of Tears," because of its devastating effects. The migrants faced hunger, disease, and exhaustion on the forced march. Over 4,000 out of 15,000 of the Cherokees died. In 1838 and 1839, as part of Andrew Jackson's Indian removal policy, the Cherokee nation was forced to give up its lands east of the Mississippi River and to migrate to an area in present-day Oklahoma. The Cherokee people called this journey the "Trail of Tears," because of its devastating effects. The migrants faced hunger, disease, and exhaustion on the forced march. Over 4,000 out of 15,000 of the Cherokees died.

Blues Traveller- But Anyway
Okay last Blues traveller song Im gunna post- But Anyway is totally my song because well.. It's pretty much my outlook on life. But Anyway lol. I lied and told her I loved her, She didn't care, but anyway I told her we'd still be friends, And she didn't care, but anyway I tried last week for to call her, She wasn't home, but anyway I think I'll spend my life alone, I really don't care right now, but anyway It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions The kind of thing that you must understand I tell you one thing; you tell me another We walk away, maybe then shake hands I'm quitting cigarette smoking It's bad for me, but anyway I don't think the TV was joking When it told me this, but anyway The newsman said not to sit on strange toilet seats It's my life he's trying to save, but anyway I found out that I've got eye cancer Too many television waves, but anyway It's a state of affairs and a state of emotions The kind of thing that you must understan

So I Broke My Computer!!
I decided to uninstall the newest version of Internet Explorer 7. Because I didn't like Internet Explorer and all the stuff I heard about it containing some bugs, I decided to uninstall it. So I went through Start -> Control Panel -> Add or Remove Programs and searched for Internet Explorer 7. I clicked on the one that only said "Internet Explorer 7" and it took me to this uninstalling phase. It then warned me that most programs would "freak out" if I have done so by uninstalling Internet Explorer 7. So I decided to ignore it and take the risk, a risk that I was going to pay very soon. It took a few minutes of deleting the files and stuff, then I had to reboot, upon logging on to my account this error message pops up stating: "This application has failed to start because iertutil.dll was not found. Re-installing the application may fix this problem." Then there are ABSOLUTELY NO icons present on my desktop nor any start button or task bars or anything. The only thing I can

Poem #4 " Santa: Black And Blue"
up on the roof, I heard such a clatter. sprang from my bed to see what was the matter. into the livingroom, yes... I did creep. crept up on the intruder without a peep. got a hand on his head, white hair and all. proceeded to smash his head into the wall. into the tree we went with a bound. put his finger to his nose, we were out on the ground. it wasn't for kindness, it wasn't for cheer. the gleam in his eye meant his posse was near. elves to the left and reindeer to the right. fat boy in front, was one hell of a fight. had to go for saint nick, if I was to win. knocked him to the ground, and i kicked him again. with a stomp to the ribs, he let out with a groan. elves jumped me from behind, cause he wasn't alone. drop kicking reindeer, throwing elves to and fro. sensing defeat, they decided to go. raised his hand and touched his nose once more. caught him clean with a left, so I know it was sore. rose up to the sleigh without making a sound.

The Green Door
Winding road Up the hill Grand old building Quiet corner Out of sight Thru the gates Follow the trail Dark room waits Green door I’ll stick a note (Lab) Private place 1.00 o’clock Driven by relentless lust I make my way Nothing exists Just sweet temptation With my stranger Immorality calling……… What will unfold Within these walls? I cant avoid Conversation Devious idea Playfully toyed But now I’m here And so are you Sinful deeds Within these walls We will unleash Music soft Yellow glow Desire too strong Surrender calls Silent whispers Feel your breath Hands a slither Wedding ring Past my hips Seductive grip My handsome pleasure Your secret doll Lost your fire? Sir…allow me Devil takes his front row seat I hear my conscience Hands all over Too late now Wicked gates Closing in Devil smiles Beyond control Embers hot Forbidden waters Naked bodies U and me Wettest lips Across my back In your embrace Skin on fire Erot

Living Will Information
While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent upon some machine, and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass.

My 9 Minute Survey.
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor: fill it out and post it for all your friends. Do this because the person who sent it to you didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Starting Time: 1:06 am Sisters:5 Brothers: 4 Eye Color: HAZEL? Shoe size: 11 Height: 5'10 What brands are you wearing right now? NONE. Where do you live?:GREEN VILE. Favorite Number: 18. MAKES THEM LEGAL. Favorite Drink: BOOZE!!!! Favorite Month: OCTOBER. Favorite Breakfast: THE ONES SOMEONE ELSE MAKES. ***********Have You Ever***************** Love/Liked someone so much it made you cry? NAH. Broken a bone: 29 TO BE EXACT. Been in a police car:MORE THEN MOST. Been on a plane: A FEW. Came close to dying:FEW TIMES. Been in a hot tub: YEAH. Fallen asleep in school: MORE THEN ONCE. Broken someone's heart: DOUBT IT. Cried when someone died: NOPE. Fell off your chair: MAYBE TWICE. Saved e-mails: YEAH Ever been

Had A Bad Day.
Had a bad day... Wrecked my car. Here are the answers: -No, I did not get hurt...(I will probably be sore for a few days though). -No I am not happy about it at all. -No, there were no other cars involved(though another did cause it). -No I am not going to explain it here and I probably won't explain it unless you ask. -I have no idea what I am going to do yet. Trying to figure that out day by day. -Yes, when I have them I will post pictures. For now that is all I am saying, that is all you need to know. RIP Enzy... silver 2005 Hyundai Elantra

§ Come Show Some Love §
Hello just a reminder in 3 days i will be having a party at my lounge the dragon song inn and at the sam time the party will be going on in my fiance's lounge 2 her lounge's name is wonderland everybody is welcome to come and have fun their will be live music providide by excalibur radio all are wel come to come and just have fun and kick back ( important note if i do not want you their you will be asked to leave by my door men if you fail to respond to that then you will be banned from the lounges's ) Thank You, Al ~Lost In The Dark~

The Soul
A long long time ago, there was birth in the Universe, and the Source was reveling in creation. The Source was creating not only planets and asteroids and suns and galaxies, He/She was also creating new parts of Him/Herself! These little sparks of God were called Souls, and each one was made directly of the Source, making each little Soul The Source. One day, the Source came up to a group of Souls playing and enjoying themselves and said "Namaste my Dearest Family of Light. I Love you all. I have a question to ask of you." The Souls listened intently as their Creator spoke. "There is a planet in a distant galaxy, the planet is called Gaia, and it is the most divine of my creations in that it is in the Free Will Universe. The planet itself is a Library of Life. It is lush and beautiful and so vibrant. The planet itself is so alive and full of Love. I would like to conduct a grand experiment there, and I need your help!" God spoke excitedly and the Souls began to vibrate with excit

Am I All That? Really?
I was discussing the subject of how I am regularly accused of "trying to steal someone's woman" on cherrytap because (huge shock) I like to flirt a little with EVERYONE that is female!! ALL females! Since I have been on cherry I've been accused and attacked at least 3 times from jealous hubbies and one was an ex-hubby! I'm here like everyone else killin time and lookin to make good friends, IF I REALLY WANTED someone I do not think I'd have to work that hard, not braggin, just how it is. I unfairly kinda unloaded my frustrations over this on a very good friend of mine and that is why I decided to get this out and I am deeply sorry for the lash out to my friend. Lets be real here, if you are that insecure in your relationship that you cant trust your spouse to engage in chat and some innocent flirtation then why the fuck did you bring her here!? I mean it isn't like the idea of this site isn't clear enough. Personally, I see nothing wrong with a little mild flirting, sometimes the sp

No One Cares Ne More!!!!
it feels like no one cares anymore no one wants to be my friend and just hang out and chill with me!! it feels as if i can just disapear and no one would even notice that im missing and no one would care im gone!! and sooner or later ur going to turn around and say hey weres amy?? and it will be to late i will be dead some were and no one will find me!! and by the time some one dose find me i will be rotting away in dirt and fith some were!!! i hope some one will come and save me from this feeling of deppresion and lonlyness!!!

8-26-06
360 Photo I was just looking at the pic of me on this 360 page.. It was taken with a rather crappy camera.. But it was the old days before I got the fright wig perm that looked so horrid I end up using a hair iron to straighten out.. I've got about half the perm hair cut off by now.. I really want to just cut it all out but I've tried the short haircut look before.. I did not like it. I also realize that this pic and another I have, I'm just smirking.. I get on my webcam sometimes and I just sit with an indifferent look on my face, people think I'm pissed or sad, but it just the way my face was built.

8-28-06
69 Dude! I actually shouldn't be celebrating this, I just thought it was funny. I play this online game called Evolution. In the game you are the ruler of a continent, you name your character and your continent. I am Evil Monkey of the Closet. Anyways, my ranking has been good this round, I generally stay in the 30's (this is out of 1,500 other players).. But all day today, I have been #69.

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ....Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ..Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like .....Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders .... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like .Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara .... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn .. They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like . Snowstorms .. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ......Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13.

6-7-7 Astrology
Polish up that resume. Even if you're not ready to make a move yet, it's always a good idea to review your accomplishments. You'll be amazed at how much you've done -- and you'll be ready for the next big opportunity.

Spank Her Hard
MY FRIEND IS BEING BAD AND SHE NEED SOME REAL SPANKING,,,I KNOW THAT MOST OF YOU CAN SPANK HER WITH VOTE AND 10 COMMENTS.... PLEASE SPANK HER HARD PEOPLE SHE WILL LOVE IT ,,,,,,,,I NEED ALL THE HELP THAT YOU CAN GIVE......... HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL WildCat XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Cute - O - Meter
Cute -O- MeTeR Cute-O-Meter *everyboday do it* Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your inbox!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= Almost Okay 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking Which one do you think I am???

Friday Fun....
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have To go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee!! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply Press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over?

Hot Wax, The Intense Sensation
Hot Wax, the Intense Sensation By Mistress Renee & gunga din Introduction Hot wax is one of the more intense and erotic things that we, as BDSM players, get involved in. However, hot wax can be considered edge play and something that requires training and experience. Hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Hot wax applied properly and at the right time in a scene is immensely erotic. In the following paragraphs, we will attempt to address not only the ways to apply hot wax to a submissive, but also what tools to use and special safety issues to be considered while doing hot wax play. General Safety Rules As we said in the introduction, hot wax applied improperly is dangerous! Using the wrong melting point wax and/or not checking temperature of the molten wax can result in up to third degree burns, requiring immediate attention by a physician. Obviously, most of us are not interested in a ride naked in an ambulance after having suffered serious burns and having to live th

Mummification
Mummification by Gil Kessler Basic mummification is fun, easy and inexpensive. It places the bottom in a situation of powerlessness and sensory deprivation which allows him to float off, forget his problems, and offer his complete trust to the Top. The Top derives enjoyment and satisfaction from his sense of total control, from the pleasure he is giving the bottom, and from activity he may initiate after the mummification is complete. Here we will outline two simple ways to do a body mummification. The head can easily be wrapped in a variety of ways as well, but this will add considerably to the time because several precautions must be taken including making big holes (small holes might tend to close up) for the nostrils and mouth. These techniques will be left for a future article. Preliminaries The most common method of mummifying is with Saran Wrap. You'll need about 75 feet of this (avoid thinner brands that keep tearing as you work) and a few yards of duct tape (s

Sts-117 Atlantis Launch Blog #2
STS-117 Atlantis launch Blog #2 2:00 PM EST 2:00 p.m. - The countdown is at T-3 hours and holding. During the halfway mark of the T-3 hour hold, the Eastern Range Holdfire Test begins. This test checks the ability of Range Safety to stop the launch in the event it would be unsafe. 1:54 p.m. - Current weather conditions are "red," but forecasters expect current clouds to move well inland by launch time. Atlantis commander Rick Sturckow flew in the Marine Corps and attended the vaunted Top Gun school. He also served as a test pilot before entering NASA's astronaut corps. 1:45 p.m. - In the dining room of the Astronaut Crew Quarters, the STS-117 crew is seated around the dining table for their preflight meal. Watch Live: http://www.nasa.gov/multimedia/nasatv

Every Please Give Me Support
I'm gettin close to makin it to Level 18. Will all my friends please come and rate my stuff. If and when you do please send me a private message and i will make sure to return the love to each and everyone of you. I would like to thank you for Love and your Time in advanced.

A Feeling Inside.
I want to see you more I think. Than I can write with pen or ink. But when I shall I cannot tell. But from my heart I wish you well. I wish you well from the bottom of my heart. Although we both are so far apart. If you die there, and I die here. Before unto GOD we shall appear.

Her Smile
Her beauty shines,even though its not there. Does she even notice,does she even care. When she is without it,it saddens me to no end. How can I help her,where do I begin. To put something back,I would never take away. When will it return,I long for that day. Someday soon all things will be in place. And then her smile will return to that beautiful face. Ty Miki, Very Sweet

The True Meaning Of Love!!!
Love is patient, Love is kind, It does not envy, it does not boast, It is not proud, It is not rude, It is not self-seeking, It is not easily angered, It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. L o v e N e v e r F a i l s.

Loaded Lexus
A woman walked into a Lexus dealership to browse, and spotted the most beautiful, perfect "loaded" Lexus. She walked over to inspect it more closely. As she bent forward to feel the fine leather upholstery, an unexpected little burst of flatulence escaped her. Very embarrassed, she anxiously looked around to see if anyone had noticed. There, standing right behind her, was a salesman. With a pleasant smile he greeted her, "Good day, Madame. How may we help you today?" Trying to maintain an air of sophistication and acting as though nothing had happened, she smiled back and asked, "Sir, what is the price of this lovely vehicle?" Still smiling pleasantly, he replied, "Madame, I'm very sorry to say that if you farted just touching it, you're gonna shit when you hear the price."

What Starts With F And Ends With K?
A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her > > students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" > > > > Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the > > 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd > > grade too!" > > > > Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. > > > > While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the > > principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he > > would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his > > questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. > > > > Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he > > agreed to take the test. > > > > Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" > > > > Harry: "9." > > > > Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" > > > > Harry: "36." > > > > And so it went with eve

Joke
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts! The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... What were you thinking? Hellooooooo, her husband speaks English! Now get back

Rants And Ravings Of A Lunatic
The past few weeks…few months have been rather interesting for me…maybe not to most who are reading this…but to me it is. It’s been a time of reflection…self-analysis…soul searching if you will. I’ve spent that time viewing myself from a different perspective…one from a more “Inside Out” point of view I guess you’d say. And through doing that, I came to a realization…the realization that I have become a fake…a fraud…a falsehood. I have become one of the things that I have always despised…loathed…hated with a deep-seated and burning passion…I have become one of “them”. I have become yet another mindless drone…a lost sheep being lead astray by a shepherd that is today’s diseased…sanctimonious…vainglorious society. And that sickens me; because that means that I have become the one thing I vowed to never become. But despite all of my efforts of old, somehow I foolishly slid into the mindset and mold that society has in place. I became yet another cookie cutter person walking around

Ever Wanted To Talk To A Porn Star Live? Tonight You Can!!! 10pm Eastern!
Tonight at 10pm eastern, we are having Adult Film Star Nikki Delish in the studio talking sex shows, escorting, stripping and taking your personal calls. This is your chance to meet Nikki and see what a really cool and down to earth woman she is. Plus!!! Meet our NEW MALE CO-HOST REAPER!!! All I can say is there is NO ONE on earth like this guy! Go to www.ksframeofmind.com and check him out under our Bio’s link! He is going to bring something to the show that we have needed for a looong time! Freakshow member extraordinaire, he is oh just go check out his bio!!! So, tonight at 10pm eastern call us at 646-652-4737 and join in the mayhem and you can also join us on the HOST PAGE in our NEW LIVE INTERACTIVE CHAT!!!

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Ct Men Are Evil
meeting one male and thats all it took. he said hids sweet whispers of nothing than turned to the dogs. thats not fair. ladies beware of maleairhead. he will make u feel irresistable until he gets what he wnats. signed angrycitizen aka latinagoth

Why Me?
i go thru my life suffering never asking for anything the one time i ask for something i get laughed at and told no i was not asking for the whole world just help in a matter few know about but i did not get it oh well

I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don’t miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

Ugh, Fuck You!
You piss me the fuck off. I dont even know why i waste my fucking time. I mean, you like everybody but me. What is so horrible about me that you cant like? I just dont even know. What the fuck ever. But as much as i say this, ill probably still talk to you and pretend that you actually care just to make myself feel better. I guess my heart is just a game to you. I dont know why im surprised, everyone treats it like this.

Sarah And Daddy's Second Day Off Together!
As I write today's scintillating prose (yeah, right!) Sarah is taking her afternoon nap -- I did learn from Friday's fiasco that it doesn't pay to keep her from it -- after I took her out to lunch from her 15-month checkup. Since her brother or sister who's due in three weeks is coming via Caesarean section, Sarah's pediatrician wanted to know whether she'd be the one on call when he or she was born. I guessed so . . . depends what time of day Martha actually goes in for delivery. I had to update our family medical history . . . something I wasn't keen on as most of the physical ailments I remember are on MY side of the family. I couldn't ask Martha to help because she's at her daycare job and will be taking a Red Cross Child and Infant CPR class after work . . . won't be home until late tonight. I really envy her ability to clean up around the house, and I KNOW when she gets bit by the cleaning bug to get out of her way! Yesterday's task after church and lunch was our bedr

Well...
Well its getting soon to my big move a few people have worked their way back into my life as friends yet it brings possible new headaches to the mix of it all the teachings to be kind linger in my mind but the insanity and thirst for my anger remains somthing im working on geting by but anyone that knows me knows i feed on my anger and grow from it so like always time to hide it so i can go on being me

Sexy In Shades Contest
OK IT'S BEEN A HOT MINUTE SINCE I HAVE BEEN IN A CONTEST AND WELL I JUST WANNA ENTER ONE ..LOL STARTS 6/11/07 11 PM EST ENDS 6/16/07 11 PM EST ANY LUV U LEAVE IS APPRECIATED !! THANKS IN ADVANCE XOXOX

Just Trying To Clear My Mind
I kinda wish i was a sociopath. I think I'd be happier and more " succsessfull" . It seems my distresses are rising, and my social support group has diminished. Things kinda sucked when I was in the army, but I had lots of friends. I don't actually talk or hangout with many people now. Some of the people I talked to before, sources of stress relief or whatever have quit talking to me. My once close friends are scattered about the country/world. I just don't seem to be expanding my resources as quickly as they are diminishing. Hopefully it doesn't sound bad to talk about people as resources. They are much more to me than that, wich causes all the more distress in losing them, or being distanced from them. It's just in that specific context I was talking about, they were resources. So yah, basicly a frustrating month. Just been upset, stressed out, and mad at the world. It makes it real.y fucking hard to concentrate. Then that causes more stress from not being able to

Happy Brithday To Me And Friends Who Has Brithdays Same Day Or Close To It This Week,
THURSDAY IS MY BRITHDAY IA M GOING TO BE 48 YEARS OLD ,I LOVE BRITHDAYS AND CHRISTMAS , TWO OF MY FAVOR HOLIDAYS OF COURSE BRITHDAY ISNT A HOLIDAY BUT TO THE ONE WHO HAVE ING THE BRITHDAY ..........I AM GOING OUT TO EAT LUNCH WITH MY ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS CAROL WITH MY MOM AND WE WILL DROP MOM OFF HERE AND THEN GO TO CAROLS FOR THE DAY TO GO SWIMMING , I WANT TO SEE HOW MANY TRUE CT FRIENDS AND FAMILY N FANS II HAVE ON HERE , BY FRIDAY MORNING OR THURSDAY NIGHT , WHEN I COME HOME , WHO EVER HAS MY CELL CAN CALL ME THURSDAY ON IT , LOVE YA ALL CINDY,,,,,, WISH MY HUBBY AND I HAD OUR OWN PLACE TO GETHER I LOV EMY MOM BUT IT IS HARD VERY HARD LIV EING WITH HER AND MY DAUGHTER DOESNT FIGHT WITH ME LIKE SHE USE TOO, BUT SHE DOES SOME TIMES, MY MOMSAYS THINGS TO ME HURTS ME AND I JUST CANT WALK WAY FROM THEM SO I START MAKEING HER FEELING BAD TOO , I KNOW I AM AN ADULT AND I SHOULD WALK WAY SH EIS 86 YEARS OLD WANTS ME TO BABYSIT HER ALLEVENING WATCH ING TV WITH HER , I WANT TO

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Best Beach Pic On Ct Contest!
Best Beach Pic On CT Contest! Am looking for pics taking on the beach! 1st Pic is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Pic is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Pic is...... with 1 comments! Adults or kids any pic that shows you enjoying Yourself at the beach! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Chicken Tacos 2
6 servings Start to Finish: 30 minutes View Nutrition Facts Ingredients * Nonstick cooking spray * 1/2 cup chopped onion (1 medium) * 1 clove garlic, minced * 2 cups chopped cooked chicken * 1 8-ounce can tomato sauce * 1 4-ounce can diced green chile peppers, drained * 12 taco shells * 2 cups shredded lettuce * 1 medium tomato, seeded and chopped * 1/2 cup finely shredded reduced-fat cheddar cheese and/or Monterey Jack cheese (2 ounces) Directions 1. Lightly coat a large nonstick skillet with cooking spray. Heat over medium heat. Add the onion and garlic; cook until onion is tender. 2. Stir in the chicken, tomato sauce, and chile peppers. Heat through. 3. Divide chicken mixture among taco shells. Top with lettuce, tomato, and cheese. Makes 6 servings.

Wal-mart
Wal-Mart is the largest non-oil company in the world. If oil prices were lower it'd certianly be the largest in terms of revenue. It employs 1.6 million people. ExxonMobile, the world's largest company, employs only 90,000. Wal-Mart is the largest retailer in the U.S., but also in Mexico and Canada as well. It does as much sales in three months as Target does ALL YEAR. It is as large as Home Depot, Kroger, Target, Costco, Sears and K-Mart COMBINED. Half of all Americans live within five miles of a Wal-Mart. Ninety percent live within fifteen miles. Wal-Mart isn't just huge; it's monolithic. It isn't the size so much that disturbs me, though Fishman (in The Wal-mart Effect) makes a good case that we as American need to have an understanding of how such an enormous business effects the market forces simply from being so large. My problem is that Wal-Mart has taken capitalism and turned it upside-down. Fishman makes the point that Wal-Mart really does live its mantra - "Alwa

50 Odd Things About Me
50 odd things about Jersey 1. Who's your #1? Death 2. What is your favorite possession? hmm.. have to say my chenile v. secret robe.. couldn't sleep with out it. 3. Do you own a gun? Several 4. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say? Hmm.. I have more than a few choice words coming to mind.. But I would have to say.. Fuck off. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Nope 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Lips and Ass 7. What's your favorite Christmas song? Baby its cold outside 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Iced coffee and lots of it 9. Can you do push ups? YES 10. Is your bathroom clean? YES 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? my diamond journey necklace i dont' take it off 12. Do you take painkillers? when needed.. 13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex? I bat my pretty green yes.. and show some cleavage.. lol 14. Do you have A.D.D.? [Attention De

Surgery Delayed For Up To 8 Weeks, Yay!
So I saw my surgeon and he wants me to try physical therapy and pain management(narcotics & steroid injections) for at least 8 weeks before doing surgery again. Yay! Yet if Percocets don't cover pain and I can barely move, I am going to get a second opinion or go to the Emergency Room in hopes of them doing it like last time. I would like to heal without surgery but I went a year with that promise last time and it was depressing agony. I am afraid of it being the case again. I also don't want to end up in the ER every few days for stronger narcotics and be labeled an addict again. *sighs* Please Lord let this therapy and management work this time around! Or just let me have surgery done and get it over with. Love you all. ~Sandra

Hummm......virgo Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For June 13,2007 Make sure the issues that are on the table are the ones really worth compromising over before you make any concessions. While cooperation is the key to a successful venture, you shouldn't feel resentful later.

My Newest Gallery
My newest gallery titled "School Girl-Part 1" was recently added to my site. It is all about balloon fun in my new school girl outfit. Someone had requested that one of us post a gallery of pics where we are blowing up, playing with and popping ballons. It was definately a good idea and fun to do too. The first part of this gallery contains 71 pictures. My next gallery will be part two of the "School Girl" gallery. It will contain approximately 40 pictures. I will continue off where part 1 left off. I will continue to play with the balloons at first topless. Then, I start to get hot so I need to take the skirt off. Wonder what is underneath, do you? (You will have to wait to find out) Then, it continues with some more playful balloon fun where I try popping them with my heels (They were being naughty). That was fun and alittle bit tricky too! And then stay tuned for the final part....part 3. Cum and check it out! Hope you like it, Gina Marie

Driven
So many questions on my mind I think of the people I love Anyone that told me they wish to see me again The lost soul who travels the world To figure out who he once was. Scared little puppy held by a stranger Put into the arms that brought sudden things To the life of the one who doesn't understand That he was chosen from all others. My feelings develop over me Transfigure my objective and shatter my dreams I love someone special out there But it confuses me why that is I cannot believe my feelings Too hard to accept how I am. New surroundings engulf my future Truth and the battle over honesty Never ends in the bowels of my body I'm scared to accept the pain I inflicted Survival seems dim and small I can taste my death coming soon. I'll keep on moving Through the night Not a moment of rest For my bloodshot eyes.

The Farewell Note That Can't Be Sent...
Ahhh...I have such a hard time not being able to say goodbye to people... I guess, what I have to say is this...I'm glad our last conversation...was a good one. I'm glad we met & damn glad we laughed...glad we know how to kick ass at Video Crack together...glad you introduced me to The Boondock Saints... I know many are angry with you right now. I'm not angry. I don't hate you. I don't...even dislike you in the slightest. We all do what we do because it is right for ourselves at the time. We all fuck up. I look out for myself...and, believe me, I fuck up. As alone as you may feel, you're not alone. I wish the best for you always... “May the wind always be on your back and the sun upon your face and may the winds of destiny carry you aloft to dance with the stars...”

I'm Doing A Best Pet On Ct!
I'm doing a Best Pet On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Pet is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 5/26 thur 6/1 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Hello, Let Me Introduce Myself
Hey there,My name is Pat (short for Patrick) I am new here, so let me tell you a little about my self. I am a out going, funny, easy to get along with 27 year old living in NH. I am a DJ for a awesome Internet radio station called Rock Me Country. We play great music, 24/7. I do shows on Sunday and Tuesday nights starting at 8pm. But I am on Vacation from the station due to Comp problems, I will be back soon. I love working at the station it's fun. I love pop and 80's music, 80's are my favorite, but I have been really into Country the last year, My favorite artists are Don Henley, Fleetwood Mac, Bruce Hornsby. Recently I'm into Sugarland, Taylor Swift and Deirks Bentley. I am single, but I am intrested in someone, well sorta more than one person lol. ut I am looking for my true love, she will come someday. So if ya wanna get to know me leave me a mesage here. Talk soon, Pat.

!!!!!angry Sex!!!!!!
!!!!! Angry Sex !!!!!You're MadI'm Mad I'm HurtOh my god you smell so goodYour touch makes me cringe and tingle at the same timeYou grab mePush me up against the wallKiss MeForce your tongue inside my mouthTouch me wherever n however you wantYour hands feel hard against my skinI want to hit youI want to hate you But I melt against youInside I'm raging Inside I'm burning upImages flash through my mindHer with YOUYOU with HerYou Love Me?You Love Me!Tongue inside Warm, WetUp against the wallPulling my hairChoking me from behindOh My GodYou feel so goodYou hurt me so badYou betrayed meYou mislead meYou said you were sorryOh My God Pulling My Hair Leading me down the hall wayI followYou push me on your bedSuch agression Such forceIs this how you fucked her?Is it?You stopKiss me gentlytenderlychoke metell me you lovetell me I belong to youyou belong to meI'm on all foursOh My GodI can feel youSo deep It feels like you're in my stomachTears running down my faceYou wipe them awayHarderStronger

Grandparents
I do not know the exact date, but it was in March I am thinking. My grandparents were out eating at their favorite restaurant and on their way home. As they were on their way home, they got into an accident with a Semi-Truck. It seems the Police report stated that they ran a stop sign and clipped the back of a semi-truck. My grandfather was ejected out of the windshield of the car and broke his neck when he hit the pavement and died instantly. My grandmother had somehow tried to get out of the car and got her foot hooked onto something and was dragged along the road. She was in serious condition, but she survived. She was in the hospital for about 3 months, they had to amputate her leg from her knee-cap down. She got out of the hospital and was in a wheelchair and one morning, about a week later, I was getting up for work and my grandmother called. She said she was having trouble breathing and needed to be tooken to the hospital. I told her I would do it and just go into work

Its Another Lesson To Learn
Coming to the realisations As I thought this through Its becoming plain to see It was too good to be true Here I was with memories Of times too good to last I had thought of this often As I look back in the past Looking back at promises I began to think were real Because what used to be Had such magical appeal As I never stopped hoping Those times would return Being too good to be true Its another lesson to learn

My Mistake, My Life, My Destiny.... :'-(
As I look over my whole life, I realize there was only one person that was always there for me if I ever had something that brought a tear to my eye. To love me unlike nobody ever has. As I wake to my newly created Hell, I realize that angel is not here and cannot see my soul that I am being honest. When the one you really needed and your heart wanted, is no longer there. At that moment you realize just what it's like to actually feel like your world has been pulled from your life and you are soulless and meaningless. They're no longer there to hold you tight and tell you it's alright, to wipe that tear away from your crying eyes, to love you when no one cares and be there when you are scared. I made a big mistake that I can't seem to fix. My nightmare I've always feared is finally here. Hoping and wishing something will make the day brighter, but at sunrise, no bright sun, just complete darkness. Nothing to look forward to, no one to smile and share laughter with. No one to talk about

Kinky Sex
I go up you go down we make love all around i go in you go out you give me that sexy pout i pound fast you moan loud as we float on a steamy sex cloud you suck me here i cum i spurt out you say yum I lick you you yell out your sexy little orgasmic shout Wow you'r good where have you been i give you a fucking 10!

Loved Ones
It's amazing how quickly things can turn in a relationship. One wrong word, or a group of words spoken out of anger and the whole relationship can crumble. It is exactly what happened to me today, with a friendship. And I call it that because, despite what was said, I always thought this person was going to be there for me through thick and thin. I discovered otherwise, and my heart is shattered. Writing as a hobby, I have become proficient with using words to express my feelings. Yet, as I write this, my prose is not coming to me as it usually does with ease. It's a struggle, because I am hurt and shocked by this persons actions. As upsetting as it is, I should have seen it coming. I have yet to find a person that can deal with my fiery, opinionated and outspoken personality. Well, let's just say I do find them, I speak my mind and they leave. So, here's to you and you know who you are. Thank you for the great and close times we had. It is said that a flame tha

Excuse Me!!
Excuse me! Could you take me down from the pedestal now please?! I thought the view would be great, but I'm suffocating from the altitude and all I see is life bustling around me while I try not to fall o f f

Thoughts On The Monster
I know that wanting to have a life from ED should come from within but lately I had been feeling just to give up. Then a month ago I met my boyfriend Steve at the club. Our first date we went to a restaurant and of course I didn't want to let the ED show. I ate something I knew would be fattening. But it ended up being so good. Then the next day I had the urge to cook so I made another fattening meal. I ate a good dinner that night. It seemed like we would always end up going out for meals. Normally he would ask me if I was hungry and I would be like "I ate a bagel for breakfast" and he would be like that doesn't count and we would end up at a restaurant. It seemed like whenever we would go out I would order a large meal to hide the ED from the world. I think he could tell I had an eating problem when I would be looking at the menu and be like "that is so fattening" and he would reply "you can eat anything you want and not worry about it. In fact you can order the brownie sundae and I

Is It Father's Day For Me Even Though We Lost All 4 Children In The First Trimester?
This is a day that should make me happy, and it would if even one of our kids had made it; but it just wasn't in the cards I guess. We lost a set of twins, another boy, and a girl. The last time I damn near lost my wife too. So do I qualify as a Dad, or as just a failure for not being able to carry on my family name? Sometimes I wonder! That isn't going to stop me from wishing all the Father's on here happy father's day though! I know that there may be times when you all wonder what possessed you to have children, but take it from someone whose heart is ripped out every big family holiday like Thanksgiving and Christmas, you're blessed with a more precious gift than any jewels, gold, etc on earth!

Rant Of The Day
okay its been over a month since this so called drama with a certain person came about but yet half my friends STILL wont talk to me... i get its hard to trust people hell i dont trust many people as it is... but I AM NOT LIKE THAT.. i have a salute.. ill make u another one if u want more proof, ive met people from ct ask them theyll tell ya... im sick of being punished by people who claimed to be my "friends" because of some other freakin person. its really kinda sad.. i get it... it messed with alotta peoples heads but dont blame me cause it happened.. i had nothing to do with it.. it pisses me off someone would do that but theres nothing i can do about it... dont treat me like an outsider because someone lied to u, its life it happens i get lied to alot but i dont doubt none of u!!! it just actually kinda hurts my feelings and if ur not talking to me or avoiding me this means u!! i know alot of ppl have left ct or dont get on much at all... for example, bad example & tracy.. but i

And One Person Helped
So Its Fathers Day I leveled up today but this morning I had 1700 left and posted for some help, you know you have seen them before, only 2800 left to level!! come help , come help me, come help her! go show him some love ...ok I'm not going to bitch all night, about this just going to say Only one of my friends helped me not even on my family list,but they will be on there and some of you are coming off how sad. what did I do to you? ok, hey send me your links to help you out in your next contest or please let me help you level up, Ill give you 11s rate your stash, and then Ill just expect that you forget me when I ask for help, thank you very much, and happy fathers day to me.

Omg It Was An Alligator No Kidding
What a day!! I was cleaning the yard today, just tryin to get things done, and when I went into the garage, I seen an alligator, At first I thought it was hubby tryin to play a trick on me cause it didnt move, and my mother has a fake one, so I didnt even think about it until I moved the lawn mower and it moved, OMG I freaked out yelling OMG theres an alligator in the garage. No one would come an help me I sent the kids to get my hubby, and that bastard wouldnt even come to help either, So I grabbed my cell phone and called 911. Poor 911 operator I am yelling while hyperventalting theres an alligator in my garage, I swear I had to say it 4 times before she understood what I said. Finially my brother in law came to see what I was yelling about, he believe i was flippin out over a kids toy, He kept saying Trace I dont see any thing , I yelled move stuff, all of a sudden he yells omg there is an alligator in here, By this time my hubby and neighbor come from the other side of the house

Update On Kaleb. June 17, 2007
Sunday, June 17, 2007 Kaleb Today Kaleb had a good day today. He has been kind of sleepy but is still reacting to our voices. We got to the hospital a little bit later today because we went and had a Father's Day Lunch with my whole family. I am exhausted now!!!!! They lowered his feeds today to see way he continues to throw up. He also has a little bit of a rash on his forehead now. He is maintaining his body tempeture too!! I gave Josh a card with Kaleb's handprint in it for Father's Day. Josh loved it. Kaleb also got him World's Best Daddy T shirts too. Josh is wearing one right now. I love how Josh is so faithful and how much he believes that Kaleb will be alright. He doesn't even have to say it, I see it in his eyes. It makes me fall in love with him all over again. Kaleb is strong just like he is and he couldn't have a Better Daddy. I want to say thank you for all of the cards, letters and gifts for Kaleb from everyone!!! Almost all of his walls are cov

Best Cleavage On Ct Contest! Score Updates
Best Cleavage On CT Contest! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Lady is...... with 116 comments! 2nd Lady is....... with 22 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ Soon To Be CT Wife Of Tigger~*~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Twisted
He is so twisted I think he missed it He never really knew what he had Seemed to enjoy making her sad Said "I love you", but made her cry Knew just what to say, he didn't even have to try Showed his love by inflicting pain Thanks to him, she will never be the same See, he didn't kill her, just made her stronger And despite it all she will love him forever He sure as hell doesn't deserve it But I guess there is even love for the twisted

When Heaven's Not Far Away
Artist: Cold Song: When Heaven's Not Far Away Album: A Different Kind Of Pain if you slip away in dark ness do you fall and if god created love, did he make it for everyone is there solitude and hope can you still dream if the devil makes you cry do you change? in my own shame when heavens not far away do the lil things in life stay with you soul does an angel hold a sign with directions for everyone is there someone there to have and hold for me if the stars refuse to shine do you change?

Who Is To Say, What Is Right?
The better half of my afternoon was spent trading posts with my Power Exchange group from here in Dallas. I must say, they are some of the most effeciantly, well thought, classy, intelligent people I have ever had the priveledge to know. A question was brought to me from a member of the group. He is a Dominant, fairly new to the community part of this lifestyle that I love so very much. He seemed to find my insight and knowlegde exceptional and refreshing.. I was flattered.. and at the same time I thought," how lucky am I?" But what He said to me made me ponder a bit before I could give Him an honest opinion on my thoughts, and if you know me.. I rarely ponder when being asked questions about the lifestyle.. I pride myself on being well-trained and well-versed, and count myself very blessed by those that have taught me. The comment He made was this...."I just got it into my head, that if I took that degree of control from someone, and that level of resonsibility to them, I couldn't

My Brothers Wife
My brother and his wife are CT members and have not been on in like 6 months or so due to the fact that he went back to driving over the road again and his wife went with, and some of my friends were friends of theirs too.Heres the link to my brothers page 348354@ CherryTAP unfortunatly I have recieved a very upsetting phone call from him that his wife has passed. Apparently she had a heart attack this morning. She turned his life around for him and totally changed him for the better. My brother and I have always had the kind of relationship to where we only talked when we caught up with one another lol...They were there for me back in October when Ray wasnt doing soo good, and I feel bad that I cant be there for him now. He is there dealing with this all alone and theres nothing that I can do about it.. Hes all the way in Virginia and Im in South Carolina with a sick husband myself. My son is taking it hard cause he did get really close to her adn we all know how children are with

Smile Ladies, This Is For Us!
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST * She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. * Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. * Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. * Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. * And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your crotch, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While a

Todd Jones
Dear Todd Jones: Hello Mr. Detroit Tigers closer. I just wanted to let you know that I am going to send you my medical bills for giving me a heart attack pretty much everytime you come into close. The Washington Nationals almost had you last night. Are you kidding me?!? I go into a panic every time I see you are coming into the game, knowing that you will give runs up and cost the Tigers a game they deserve to win. So please please please... stop sucking. -Me.

Chance
An OLD poem Mixed emotions running through my veins, why does this world bring me so many pains? Lossing you has touched me in every way, I hope you know I'm missing you everyday. It always pained me to see you cry, I never wanted to believe that someday you would die. We always talked about someday you would be free, from all that the world choose not to see.

Love !
Back when I thought i knew what happiness was The love i share for you cannot be broken, it is deeper than the ocean itself, It means the world to me to see you smile, your love has no style, my love for you grows like a child, my heart and passion for you burn wild

Long Random List
From BiancaVagina 1. Last dvd purchase? Pretty sure it was Season 3 of "The Family Guy" 2. What cd are you listening to? Peepshow by Siouxsie and the Banshees 3. Ever in a car accident? Only very minor fender benders 4. Explain why you last threw up? jeez, it was like, 5 years ago from food poisoning 5. Favorite cartoon. The Boondocks 6. Favorite super hero. Green Arrow 7. What is your favorite ice cream? Dulce de Leche 8. Favorite college football team? when I was a kid, USC. dont care now. 9. Have you ever been caught stealing? nope 10. Favorite scent? Jasmine 11. Who can you tell absolutely everything to? Used to be R. Now, maybe C. 12. Last television program you watched? Big Love 13. Favorite thing on the grill? Peppers and Sausage 15. Do you live where you grew up? Nope, about 120 miles south. 16. Something you can't live without? friends and love. 17. Do you wear flip flops constantly? I DESPISE flip flops!!

Stained Glass Angel..
I wait behind darkened glass for your eyes to seek mine.. Breath after breath I call out to you silently. Nothing can take this moment and make it any harder All things collide in a moment and the world relives chaos again. I found you in the shadows and brought you into my light Handing you forever was easy it just took all of myself You walked away so fast it was like I ran backwards Into the rain I found the true meaning of alone. I can never feel this again. I will never be able to love. Losing who I used to be and creating a shell of someone, something Confusion drowns my effort to seek solace Twilight falls on the façade I used to think real Nothingness swallows the minutes into days We become what we loath and then we fade away Spilling from our dreams into the mists of morning Another day another teardrop.. salty and clean..

Bitter Rain
Bitter rain Stains Like acid Rancid You've corrupted Disrrupted My life Tonight It ends Pretend You're perfect Constrict My heart Shattered Your words Absurd You're disturbed Deny The reality Truth You dilute Perceptions With deception Finished You're diminished Gone Moving on Clouds Roll away Skies Open wide Dry My eyes Head Held high Goodbye

Funeral Procession
A woman was leaving a convenience store with her morning coffee when she noticed a most unusual funeral procession approaching the nearby cemetery. A long black hearse was followed by a second long black hearse about 50 feet behind the first one. Behind the second hearse was a solitary woman walking a pit bull on a leash. Behind her a short distance back, were about 200 women walking single file. The woman couldn't stand her curiosity. She respectfully approached the woman walking the dog and said, "I am so sorry for your loss, I know now is a bad time to disturb you, but I've never seen a funeral like this. Whose funeral is it?" "My husband's." "What happened to him?" The woman replied, "My dog attacked and killed him." She inquired further, "Well, who is in the second hearse?" The woman answered, "My mother-in-law. She was trying to help my husband when the dog turned on her." A poignant and thoughtful moment of silence passed between the two women. "Can I

Pepper Steak Stir Fry
1 1/2 inch thick beef steak, any kind (16-24 oz) 2-3 bell peppers, any color 2 large yellow onions, thinly sliced 1/2 hot pepper (depending upon heat desired) 2-3 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil 1 tablespoon butter 4-5 cloves garlic 1/2 lb mushrooms, thinly sliced 1 tablespoon Wondra (or other flour) 3 tablespoons red wine 1 bouillon cube or teaspoon of beef flavored soup base (optional) salt or soy sauce (if desired) pinch of red pepper flakes, to taste Slice uncooked steak into thin slices across the grain. Tip: Place steak in freezer until partially frozen but the tip of a sharp knife can still pierce it 3/8" deep. This makes it easier to slice. Prepare vegetables: Core and slice peppers, peel onions and thinly slice, peel garlic. Clean mushrooms and slice. In a skillet, melt butter in oil. Add onions and saute over medium high heat until edges take on light brown color. Add whole garlic cloves and sliced peppers. When garlic cloves have a slightly roasted

Ode To A Child
Ode to a child Teach me to love as a child, so I may not hate as an adult Teach me to trust as a child, so I may not be insecure as an adult Teach me to be honest as a child, so I may not learn to steal as a child Teach me to have faith as a child, so I may not doubt as an adult Teach me to walk with courage as a child, so I may not run with fear as an adult Teach me to have pride as a child, so I may stand up for what’s right as an adult Teach me to success as a child, so I may never know failure as an adult Finally, teach me to love myself as a child, so I amy learn to love others as an adult Children are the foundation of existence. They live through adults, What they see and what they hear aall become their core values, its what we as adults teach our children. After all, we were children once too. If we are successful as adults, its because we learned of success from adults as children. Our children are in peril, their future in distress and we as adults created i

Forgiveness You Shall Never See ...
Shaken by fear, to run and hide Lost in a longlasting nightmare of hurt and pain Tears spilling only blurring the shine of was once was a smile Longing for just one peaceful thought to cross my mind of self hate Cringing at the touch of any human that I thought I could once trust Broken into many pieces of once was me, only to find that I no longer exist You took what little strength I had left to go on, when you crossed friendship Now the sight of pure darkness is all I have left to see It is myself that I blamed, only to now see it is You to blame Your actions left me helpless, as a child was who saved me from your hand You have lost all trust and respect and shall carry that with you always You will never be forgotten or forgiven for what scars you left in my heart, mind, body, and soul....... ~Always Someone's Angel~ ~But Never My Own~

Heroes Webcomic
Some of you may have seen the work I've been doing for the online strips which accompany the Heroes TV show. If you click either of the pictures below, you can read my latest (& possibly last) episode. Hope you enjoy it. Staz.

Keeper Of My Soul
I look at her And an angel I see Who could never be touched By someone like me And yet here I stand With her in my arms I don't understand how she Could fall for my charms She kisses me lightly on the neck And runs her fingers through my hair Her tender caress Is almost more than I can bear I love the way she looks Into my eyes when she talks I love how she makes me follow Where ever she walks I never thought That I'd find this girl I am her oyster She is my pearl She doesn't realize Just how much I need her If she were to leave me Life would have nothing to offer Whenever she looks my way I know that she loves me I don't know why though How lucky can one guy be She is so good to me I don't deserve this Yet with me she wants to be She shows me with a kiss When she says those three words It makes my heart flutter Then she takes my hand And I melt like butter I don't know how she does it She makes me feel whole She's the owner of my

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies
AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES > 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. > Simply pour a cup of > boiling water down your throat and presto, the > blockage will be almost > instantly removed. > > 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing > vegetables by getting > someone else to hold them while you chop away. > > 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the > toilet seat by simply > using the sink. > > 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut > yourself and bleed for > a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your > veins. Remember to use > a timer. > > 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, > will prevent you > from rolling over and going back to sleep after you > hit the snooze > button. > > 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of > laxatives, then you > will be afraid to cough. > > 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a > hammer and you will > forget about the to

Can U Fill This Prophecy!
Make Her Squirm, Then Make Her Squirt: Female Ejaculation When it comes to turning a woman on, there's wet, and then there's wet. You can learn how to unleash a tidal wave of orgasmic juices in your bed. Read on to find out more about the phenomenon of female ejaculation. How It Works Females ejaculate? Yes, they do. We're talking about a gusher of fluid spurting out of her pussy as she comes. Actually, to be more accurate, the fluid comes squirting out of her urethra. Don't let this gross you out, though; it's not pee! Female cum is a clear, odorless liquid produced by a small organ called the "female prostate," or urethral sponge, which is located between the urethra and vagina. The fluid it produces just happens to come out of the pee hole, but...so does guys' semen, right? While some women may experience ejaculation naturally in the course of intercourse or other sex play, most require some concentrated stimulation of the G-spot. Massaging the G-spot causes the urethral s

My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Cover Is On Sale Now!
My Model Of The Year 2007 Lingerie Magazine is on sale now at your local newsstands. I am so excited I can’t stop smiling. If I haven’t said it enough, thank you to all my fans that voted for me. You guys have no idea how much this means to me. I am the luckiest girl in the world to have such wonderful fans. Love you all. Muah xoxo, Breann

2 Stories About Racisim
> >TWO TRUE STORIES ABOUT RACISM > > > >1) I'm sure many of you watched the recent taping of the Oprah Winfrey > > > >Show where her guest was Tommy Hilfiger. On the show, she asked him if > >the statements about race he was accused of saying were true. > >Statements like"..."If I'd known African-Americans, Hispanics, Jewish > >and Asians would buy my clothes, I WOULD NOT have made them so nice. I wish > >these people would *NOT* buy my clothes, as they are made for upper class > >white people." > > > >His answer to Oprah was a simple "YES". > >Where after she immediately asked him to leave her show. > > > >My suggestion? Don't buy your next shirt or perfume from Tommy Hilfiger. > >Let's give him what he > > asked for. Let's not buy his clothes, let's put > >Him in a financial state where he himself will not be able to afford the > >ridiculous prices he puts on his clothes. BOYCOTT. > >PLEASE SEND THIS MESSAGE TO ANYONE YOU KNOW. Then send it to the whole > >comm

Why Do People Care About Downraters?
i don't get it. people upload pics to be rated, then go ape shit when their pics are downrated. it doesn't make sense. i mean, isn't that the whole point? for someone's pics to be rated? plus, not everyone rates a ten and for the ppl who do it on purpose, instead of bitching and whining, all they have to do is just hit the block link. it's not that hard.

Amber Alert- Missing Child
Hi Everybody: I received this from a friend tonight.. I immediately checked it out on the "National Center for Missing and Exploited Children" - www.missingkids.com to verify that she was still missing. As of June 22, 2007 she was still missing and I note that she is listed as a "non-family abduction" ... probably the worst nightmare any parent could have. (I also removed all the email addresses from previous forwards and used Bcc when I forwarded this item). Here's the link to their page full of information on this poor girl: http://www.missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PubCaseSearchServlet?act=viewChildDetail&caseNum=1044761&orgPrefix=NCMC&seqNum=1&caseLang=en_US&searchLang=en_US Please pass this on, but first please click on the link above to make certain she is still missing when you get this email. Please spread this picture far and wide.... You just never know. Child: Reachelle Smith Age: 3 Height : 40' Weight: 40 lbs. Hair : Light brown straight

Ensign: Running In Place
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 June 2007 "But thou, O Daniel, shut up the words, and seal the book, even to the time of the end: many shall run to and fro, and knowledge shall be increased." The last part of Daniel 12:4 in The Message, a late 90s/early 21st century vernacular of the Bible, gets translated as, "There is going to be a lot of running around." And isn't that what we do a lot of -- running from one place of emplyment to the next, micromanaging our lives and families to the point where technology, the improvements in our lives that are supposed to make our lives easier, actually don't. We get to be perfectionists, and not in the sense of "Be ye therefore perfect, even as your Father which is in heaven is perfect" in the Sermon on the Mount (Mat

At Least 20 Ways I Love You!
2007-06-18 10:56:53 English - I love you. Polish - Ja Kocham Ciebie French - Je T'aime Hindu - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte Hae Czech - Miluji Te Slovakian - Lu'Bim Ta Italian - Ti Amo Ukrainian - Ya Tebe Kahayu German - Ish Libe Dish Chinese - Wo Ai Ni Greek - S'agapo Hawaian - Aloha Wau Ia Oi Lithuianian - Tav Myliu Korean - Sa Rang Hae Yo Japanese - Ai Shi Te Ru Romanian - Te Ubsec Bosnian - Volim Te Albanian - Te Dua Filipino - Mahal Kita Spanish - Te Amo

Peaceful Harvest
Lord, when I try to make peace with other's in my world, I often think of the blessing's of not having arguments, problems, and unresolved issues. I can'y say I really look at the big picture, when just having the immediate blessing seems so good. But You promise me that as I make peace with, family, and co-workers, I will reap something else--goodness. I'm thankful that Your blessings are not small ones. As I obey You for the little things, You often give me an extra, even better blessing. Thank You for Your generosity. With this second harvest I want to do good for others, as well as myself.

Late Night Reading!!!!
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting an

I Will Be Taking A Break From Ct
IM GOING THRU SOME ISSUES RIGHT NOW SO I HAVE DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK FOR CT FOR A WHILE, I WILL BE ON EVERYDAY TO USE UP MY 11'S AND READ MAIL BUT THATS IT...... I NEED TO CLEAR MY HEAD....... LOVE ALL OF YOU DONNA

I Am Really Suprized At Some Down Raters Here
I know there is nothing that can be done about how people down rate others here its happened to me its happened to you their ignorant people and they are everywhere, but what are these people thinking that go to a picture of a deceased child and rate it a one..or say the most Vile things, and please don't give me that bullshit "hey if you don't want it rated take it off" cause that's an excuse for them to be a fucking asshole as, far as I'm am concerned.FYI for some of you slower people on CT, People put pictures on here so other friends can see them and most don't give a fuck if you don't like them, or not,the respect or in this case DIS respect comes from how you rate them, but for some people you think its ok to be an asshole and they simply hold the rating system here on CT like a huge " LOOK AT ME I'M A FUCKING MORON SIGN",but I could take it one step further(I'm sure you would like to know how I feel) what they are really doing is hiding the fact that they are low life "do noth

Lube
Lube is really a sex essential. Make sure you have plenty of it! Lubrication heightens pleasure and reduces friction that can irritate sensitive tissues. You should never use an oil-based lubricant (or petroleum) with your toys since it is both hard to remove and damaging to many vibrator surfaces, not to mention they can harbor bacteria causing nasty infections! Also oil and petroleum can break down latex, thus damaging condoms and making them lose their reason for being there in the first place! When women are aroused, we produce our own natural lubrication. Yes, nature wants us to have sex! Some women are naturally very "juicy" and have no problem producing plenty of lubrication. However, there are times in your life when you just won't produce enough lube for the fun you had in mind. You are NOT less of a woman if you have a bottle of lube handy! Some examples: ..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> Right after their periods, lots of women are fairly dry for a few days. If

Just Tell Me
Just Tell Me © Melissa Billingsley I don't how long I can go on living this lie, Pretending I don't love you when I look into your eyes. You told me not to fall for you, you wouldn't be there to catch me, But my heart just wouldn't listen and now this feeling scares me. I'm running around in circles, not knowing what road to take Scared to take the roads unknown the decision is so hard to make. I wish you felt the same for me that I so strongly have for you. I pray at night that God will hear and make this one wish come true. You confuse me with your actions, sometimes I feel like you more than care. Other times your cold and bitter like when ever she is there. I'm tired of hiding how I feel so please be honest with me, If you love me then just tell me, if you don't then let me be.

Your Hearts Jurny
I want you to sit down in a quiet spot. Close your eyes. And clear you mind On foucse on the beating of you heart. Let the thoughs that come to mind float away. Let the people from your prest and past though though you mind and feel the emossion each one give off. Let your bad feel with the lovers you have had. You may even see images of people you have nver met As each image and comes focus on how fast or slow you heart beats. Never listen to you head. Always listen to you heart. Even though at times, you may find a rugh reoad. Your heart will lead you to ware you belong. And whome you are saposto be with. Wether it be with friends. Ore wether it be with lovers. Your heart will never lead you astreay. Purple_Angel

Laughter And Smiles Part 5
Always laugh when you can. It is cheap medicine. ~Lord Byron Laughter is not a bad beginning for a friendship, and it’s the best ending for one. ~Oscar Wilde One of the best things you can have up your sleeve is a funny bone. ~Anonymous The sound of laughter is like the vaulted dome of a temple of happiness. ~Milan Kundera Carry laughter with you wherever you go. ~Hugh Sidey The best blush to use is laughter: It puts roses in your cheeks and in your soul. ~Linda Knight Wrinkles should merely indicate where smiles have been. ~Mark Twain It was not a laugh but merely a loud smile. ~Anonymous Happiness is a direction, not a place. ~Sydney J. Harris

My Shout Box
Isnt Working Right And I'm Not Getting everything you Say to Me Pls Mail Me I Dont Even Look At the shout Out Box Because I'm Not getting everything you send... UGHHHHHHHHH so Please Dont think I'm Blowing you Off Its Just I Cant Read It Soooo Either Mail Me Or Sorry I Wont Answer It :(

Cuties Kid On Ct Contest!
Cuties Kid On CT Contest! I need pics of kids for this plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/26 thur 7/03 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

My Tarot Reading
Merritt, you selected the following three cards, in this order, that represent your past, present and future: Your present Your past Your future The Major Arcana History of the Tarot For More Reading While we often think we are aware of all that is happening in our lives, sometimes the card we choose regarding the Present provides deeper insight than we are able to tap into on our own. Carefully consider the Tarot's following assessment of your present, and see what the cards are trying to teach you about situations occurring in your life right now. The Fool Approximately 90% people who pick The Fool in the second position say that it accurately matches what's happening at the present time. The Fool represents the primary influence on the current state of your life. Right now, in your present, you have the opportunity to make a fresh start in some area of your life. It's up to you to choose how you would li

No More Drama? What A Joke!
It is so nice to see the sub human alive and well here. Homophobic neandertal thinking. I gave some couch heap a 9 on his photo and he comes to my page and calls me a jerk off and then apparently blocked me so he doesn't have to deal with his fears of having someone give him a compliment (by the way I did it just to get the points for having the guts to put his face on his page)I would love to see what a psychiatric eval would show for his MMPA. Probably a texbook predator with delusions of granduer. Well beyond all that I feel for him and his kind will be missed when His God calls for his soul and finds it is lacking. No More Drama what a name! He thrives on creating drama those in the know call him a Psyvamp. Go Away little girl! Your thoughts and fears Make me sick!

The Bipolar In Me
As some of you know I do suffer from a mental illness, but most are unaware. I now feel an urge to try an explain it's effects on me and give some insight on what it is like in my mind. In September 2003, I walked off my job, got in my car and drove. I didn't know where I was driving to or why. All I knew is that I had to get away. For approximately 2 to 3 hours I was missing. My friends, family and employer didn't know where I was. For that matter I didn't even know. I was stuck in y own world behind the wheel of a car driving to an unknown destination. Eventually I realized my cell phone was ringing in the passenger seat. It was my fiance (now my wife). She talked me home and once I arrived I went to the bedroom, curled up in a ball and laid there staring into nothingness. My now wife, immediately went to the phone book and found an emergency psych clinic to take me to then asked me to go and get checked out. For quite awhile everyone knew something just wasn't right with my b

You Found Me
Is this a dream? If it is Please don't wake me from this high I've become comfortably numb Until you opened up my eyes To what it's like When everything's right I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me So, here we are That's pretty far When you think of where we've been No going back I'm fading out All that has faded me within You're by my side Now everything's fine I can't believe You found me When no one else was lookin' How did you know just where I would be? Yeah, you broke through All of my confusion The ups and the downs And you still didn't leave I guess that you saw what nobody could see You found me You found me And I was hiding 'Til you came along And showed me where I belong You found me You found me When no

Trying To Help Friends Out
Well i a guess i am going to have to enter this contest and bomb myself. I really thought some of my so called friends would come out ans show some support for my wife. I know yall can so please get your pic submitted so i can bomb yall and not my self!!!!!!!!!! Contact me or Christy for the details!!!!!!!!!!!! Wife to Kewlrunning@ CherryTAP

Life And Death
Many that know me, know about what I've been through in life...for those of you that don't, go and read the Serious blog before continuing here. I am 31, and by all things medical, I was dead to the world January 7th, 2004. This disease that has me, non-curable and non-contagous, literally did me in that night, even though I was still standing and moving quite well...well enough that I told the doctor that there was NO way that I was going to be "admitted into any fucking hospital". Well, they got me in, and I never remembered being drove 90 miles away to the closest hospital to be saved. I was lucky. According to two different hospitals, I never should have lived past the previous night. If I had left, I would have been dead before an hour had passed. I don't know why I lived, honestly. But since then, I've seen many come and go, most of them so much younger than I. They were taken young... One was with her boyfriend...she was on the back of his motorcycle and they wer

The 911 Call
Emily Sue passed away and Bubba called 911. The 911 operator told Bubba that she would send someone out right away. "Where do you live?" asked the operator. Bubba replied, "At the end of Eucalyptus Drive." The operator asked, "Can you spell that for me?" There was a long pause and finally Bubba said, "How 'bout if I drag her over to Oak Street, and you pick her up there?" Submitted by Sparky R. Avant Jr.

I'm @ It Again !! Lol
THANKS DOLL FOR THE KICKIN ID !! U ROCK ! SO I'M GUNNA PIMP YA A LIL BIT : ) SHOW HIM SUM LUV Y'ALL !! ☻Mr. Nice Guy☻ of Shady's S*U*P & Team SHOCKER{I.A.R. #35}@ CherryTAP '☻Mr. Nice Guy☻ of Shady's S*U*P & Team SHOCKER{ (On TAP) I.A.R. #35}

Just More Of My Thoughts!!
I don't usually say too much when I forward info but this is it. Read this and remember when we vote next time. We need to secure our way of life and just remember to do what is right. Enforcing our present laws that tell outsiders how to come to our country LEGALLY and MAKE our government realize it must be done. I pay taxes, my deductibles for all of my insurances are steep so we can afford the premiums, I know what happens to me if I don't have car insurance and I will pay a fine and court time and if I do have an accident they will take what I own if I drive without ins. As long as the playing field for all is level what more could anyone ask for? That is all most of us want and ask for, why do we keep voting people into our government. Without making them do the right thing instead of doing what gets them votes. I can go on and on I know most of you can too so maybe it is time to enforce our laws with EVERYONE and stop looking the other way. ILLEGAL is just that ILLEGAL. Try livi

Choices
Alright, as of late I have been literally Bombarded with some really Tough decisions. I have finally made those decisions, and I love all my cherry friends, but only a handful have any idea what I am talking about. I have to literally tell myself daily that life is very short and volatile. I hope that I can look back on my life when I am old and grey (well MORE Grey) and know that I can rest quietly in peace, with the comfort of having made choices that although sometimes Hurt other people were pointedly in the direction of my own happiness. the next several months will be tough for me as I have made some decisions that will actually take place hopefully within that time frame. I am happy about them, but will be tough on me none the less. I am acutely aware that no one on this earth can "make" someone else happy, although I firmly believe that having the right someone there certainly does go a long ways in the right direction. I will be returning home, after an extensive l

My Animal Magnetism
Merritt, you're an Alligator in the wild world of love. See you later, Alligator. We won't be catching much of you around the singles swamp. You tend to lurk below the surface at some of the most happening and trendy scenes around town. Being the savvy prowler that you are, you give yourself adequate time to observe and calculate before you make your devastating moves. Once you've located your target, your slow, suave approach is enough to hypnotize just about anyone. Sure, you might look tough on the outside, but you know how to woo a potential mate with soft strokes and tender words. To you, romance is a subtle dance and you're willing to take your time with it. You ever so skillfully develop your next cunning move that's always so impossible to resist. You've got the ritual of romance down to a science, don't you?

People Are Werid
You think with age people tend to grow up and tell each other things that need to be said it sucks because some cant and I make a point to say how I feel does hurt though people cant do the same by coming to you first what can I say the world sucks And fake people do suck so for the real 1's left out their love ya and hope you dont turn your back on me I had to deal with it enough in the last month already

Calling Out To All My Friends And Family
LISTEN UP PLEASE . THERE IS A VERY LOVELY WOMAN WHO NEEDS ALL OUR HELP HERE IN HER CONTEST .. THEY HELP OUT WHEN WE NEED AND NOW IS TIME TO TURN AROUND AND HELP HER OUT .. LETS COME SHOW HER SOME LUV , NOT ASKING MUCH JUST A LITTLE TO PUSH HER UP AND SHOW HER SHES APPRECIATED TO .. JUST CLICK THE LINK AND IT WILL OPEN TO YOU .. LOVES YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT .. THE DEVILISH ONE

6-27-27 Astrology
It's a time of discovery for you. All of your concerns and questions will dissipate when you realize that your intuition was right on the money all along. Pat yourself on the back, but use both arms -- you'll need them.

Lonely Nights....
Its been almost 3 weeks since that car came to my house, I still cant believe he he is gone! I still sit up at night hoping for the 10 minute phone call, checking my mail everyday waiting for the leters, still wanting to hear any news of him from famiily. All those people keep telling me that time will heal my heart. Bullshit! I would give anything just to have him back in my arms again! People tell me that I need to cry for him, I cant, I it is to hard to think he will never come home, or that we wont be getting married in October. He will always be my sou;mate!

Maybe!!!
Maybe...God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe...you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do a

What My Mother Taught Me (and What My Kids Think I Taught Them Too)
Things My Mother Taught Me My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE "If you're going kill each other, do it outside - I just finished cleaning!" My mother taught me RELIGION "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" My mother taught me LOGIC "Because I said so, that's why." My mother taught me FORESIGHT "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." My mother taught me IRONY "Keep laughing and I'll give you something to cry about." My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS "Shut your mouth and eat your supper!" My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM "Will you look at the dirt on the back of your neck!" My mother taught me about STAMINA "You'll sit there 'til all that spinach is finished." My mother

Be Sure You Lock Your Doors And Windows At Home!
Be sure you lock your doors and windows at home! A man was found dead in his home over the weekend. Detectives at the scene found the man face down in his bathtub. The tub had been filled with milk, sugar, and cornflakes. A banana was sticking out of his butt. Police suspect a cereal killer.

I Do Not Believe In Coincidences....
A week to the day before pro wrestling wife Nancy Benoit was found murdered in her suburban Atlanta home, the body of former pro wrestler and manager Sherri Martel was discovered in her mother's Alabama home, the cause of death unknown. Martel, a pro wrestler in the WWE Hall of Fame who went by the ring name "Sensational Sherri," and who later managed the likes of "The Million Dollar Man" Ted DiBiase, Ric Flair and "Macho Man" Randy Savage, was found dead by her husband Robert Schrull at her mother's home in McCalla, Ala., on June 15, according to the Tuscaloosa News newspaper. Click here to read how Nancy Benoit's death was posted to the Internet hours before police found her body. Linking Martel to the deaths of Nancy and husband Chris Benoit and their son Daniel is former pro wrestler Kevin Sullivan, a man once married to Nancy Benoit and who also was Martel's friend and booker. Following World Wrestling Entertainment's announcement of Martel's death, wrestling Web s

Her House
Okay so enough of 'funny' feelings. Let's go with facts. I've had to wear a contraption strapped to my back to prevent whos-its and whats-its from attacking...just so I felt safe. :P Yeah so I'm a weird one. But not that weird. The song 'Ghost-Buuusters!!" alwys runs through my head when I wear it. hehe Okay so its a vacuum cleaner but on to a better point! YOu want cold hard facts, Here goes: Walk up to Mrs. Harlack's house, which looks inviting on the outside, but you're told to wipe your feet at her doorstep and say hello as you walk in. Not before unlocking it with that handy skeleton key. hehe. PLUG YOUR EARS COZ YOU DONT WANT TO HEAR THAT BABY CRY>> CLOSE YOUR EYES in case you see her rocker rocking. --- meow~ Its a funny house!

The New Project!
Well heres how it starts out. One 1969 Chevy 1/2 ton pick up. I made the deal finally on it. I did some work and a $100.00 dollars and had it towed home. After it has sat for a little over 2 years...it needed some work. It was full of garbage and junk in the back of it. A tree had fell on the top of the right side of the cab. Huge dent in the top. I had to pound that back into place some. I got it running and found out the gas line had a hole in it. I replaced the line. Then found out the Gas line wasnt tight around the gas filter. Tightened that up...gas lines fixed. The next thing is the gear shifter broke. Someone had converted it from 3 speed on the tree to the floor. I had the shifter welded at a friends shop...good as new. It needed a tune up...so that was taken care of. I cleaned out the back of the truck. I found maybe 300 beer bottles...250 beer cans...lot of misc garbage. It looked like a DUI waiting to happen...with more evidence to hang anyone drunk or not. I cleaned out th

Visualize The Seeds Of Your Reality And Add Water.
ƒÞ Cultivate your garden. Let it take root in you until your thousand eyes open like violets to morning light. --Nancy Paddock In our imaginations we can mix images and ideas from all over the world-imagine the thousand eyes of a peacock growing among the purple violets, or babies that grow on trees! In our imaginations we can also nurture feelings of love, affection, self-esteem. All of us-not just writers-can learn to see the images in our own minds. We can do this by breathing slowly, relaxing, and looking at the movie in our minds. We may see a field of wildflowers, or find ourselves wading across a stream in the mountains. We might see happiness as wildflowers and grass coming up through the sidewalk, breaking the concrete into chunks and sand, growing so slowly yet with such great power. It may help us appreciate our growth today to look at it this way. Can I visualize my happiness right now? What does it look like?

I'm Up For Adoption
Here's the rules of cherrytap Adoption. If you are a guy, you must pick a girl. If you are a girl, you must pick a guy. Put in the Subject: I'm Up For Adoption. And then see who wants you. The first person to send you a message saying, "I own you", owns you and can make you do anything they want. Its that simple. P.S.-Repost because it's funny and surprising to see who gets you first

Plz Read
Ok This user keep coming to my page and rating my profile up and down this I do not care.. The weird thing is the block feature does not work at this profile cause when I click on the user it say I already blocked him ?? I can not visit, send msg, shout or mail him HE can visit my profile anytime it suits him to even rip pics and even send gifts WTF ?? Cherrybomb just told me he was using the ripped pic as profile pic PLEASE if you see him do that can someone take a screenshot over that and send to me? So I can report to Scrapper TY IT is NOT me going around downrating peepz but I think my real friends do know that LOL Ty =(^_^)=ENGLA

Life.....hmmmmmm
Love may come and love may go.....but true love will stay. I have found my true love. Thru the diversities we have faced, we came back together. We have had to face many trials and tribulations to come to this point. But our love will conquer all and survive. We will marry in the fall finally. It has taken many years and many failed relationships to finally find him, the man that completes me and makes me whole. My Michael! I love him will all my heart and soul. Friendships, I have found, do not typically last. I have but one true friend in my life. She has been there for over 20 years for me. She knows who she is and hopefully knows all she means to me. I love you Deb! The others that pass thru my life teach me lessons that I won't forget. Most of the lessons are the same...to NOT ever trust women in my life! All women in my life have lied to me, hurt me and stabbed me in the back. On more than one occassion affected my relationships. I have found that women ar

First Time Cherry Popped Blog
Ok here is my first blog and I don't know what anyone would like to hear from me. I could probably ramble on all day and all night with just plain crap, but it would bore the shit out of you. So if anyone reads this, ask me 2 questions about absolutely anything and I will give you the most honest and truthful answers that I can give. Or ask my opinion on a specific subject and I will answer that. Come on write to me!!