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Our First
I knew tonight was the night for us. You and I have been going out for some time, but never have made love before tonight. I have been begging you for weeks to make love to me, but you would always smile and say "good things come to those who wait." Finally, you call me in the middle of the night, awakening me from sweet dreams, telling me to come to your apartment, and please hurry. Not knowing what to expect, I jump out of bed, throw a pair of blue jeans on, grab an old T-shirt of mine, and run out the door and drive to your apartment as quickly as I can. I run up the stairs of your building, not wanting to wait for the elevator, and by the time I make it to the fifteenth floor, I am out of breath and sweaty from my fifteen story run. I make my way to your apartment and unlock your door and step inside, expecting some kind of emergency. I don't expect what I see. The lights in your two-room apartment are out, but your living room is dimly light by several candles around the apartm

In Case You Were Wondering......
For those of you who may have wondered why I havent been on in a while, I was in a motorcycle accident on Sunday afternoon which landed me in the hopspital for a few days. I am now at home nursing broken ribs, 6 ribs with 9 breaks all on the left side. The hospital told me 8 weeks recovery, I am shooting for 2 to get myself back on my feet. Well for now its back to thae pain killers.....

Funny Names
Now since I have been on here, I have seen quite a few profile names scroll across the top. My two favorites so far are "I didn't lose my virginity, I know were I left it" and "I swing like Helen Keller at a pinata party" LOL does any one have any more they crack me up.

Broken Heart
Broken Heart Why are you leaving in this time of need, Why are you leaving me why indeed. What have I done was it something that I said, Or is it that you have found someone else instead. What is the reason why you want to go, Do I deserve to be treated like so. All this time we shared our love and tears, Now you want to leave me after all these years. All the joy we had and all the fun to, It seems like that does not matter to you. You say that you must leave to go on your way, I never saw it coming not on any single day. I do not understand what have I done, Why can we not live together as one. I do not want you to go for us to be apart, Now all I have left is my broken heart. 8/15/06

How Come ??
how come it is that all niceguys finish last? im a nice guy i only had 1 gf in my life and that was when i was 11 i have been single for almost 8 years what it the reason for it am i to nice that i push ppl away because of my niceness or is it that ppl dont want a niceguy nemore??? please tell me

Boo Hiss !!!
Welp .. after 7 years of running like an ol' champ my old Pc finally bit the dust .. so Ill onlyl be on when Ive got access to the internet via friends or family pc's .. So in case Im not able to fully be back till after all the Holidays .. I wish Each and Every one of you a Most Wonderful day .. Be safe .. Stay happy and damnit .. dont ya'll go forgetting about me now lol Have a Great week .. Im gonna miss you all :) *HUGS* Wen :)

My Way - Frank Sinatra
And now, the end is near And so I face the final curtain. My friend, Ill say it clear, Ill state my case, of which Im certain. Ive lived a life thats full. Ive traveled each and evry highway But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Regrets, Ive had a few But then again, too few to mention. I did what I had to do And saw it through without exemption. I planned each charted course Each careful step along the byway, But more, much more than this, I did it my way. Yes, there were times, Im sure you knew When I bit off more than I could chew. But through it all, when there was doubt, I ate it up and spit it out. I faced it all and I stood tall And did it my way. Ive loved, Ive laughed and cried. Ive had my fill my share of losing. And now, as tears subside, I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that And may I say - not in a shy way, No, oh no not me, I did it my way. For what is a man, what has he got? If not himself, then he has na

What Reindeer Are You?
You Are Comet A total daredevil, you're the reindeer with an edge! Why You're Naughty: You almost gave Santa a heart attack when you took him sky diving Why You're Nice: You always make sure the sleigh is going warp speed Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

More Fun!!
You Should Learn French C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs. You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...What Language Should You Learn?

Friends
I have over 2000 friends. I don't hear from many of you. I dont get close to people in general. I learned a long time ago about internet friendships. REAL friends stand by you and that is so very Important. REAL friends try and help eachother out.Recently I had tried to help two of my friends out..but i wasn't able to repair thier friendship. I have always been one to work things out...there is no reason to be bitter in this life...its too short for bitterness. þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ@ CherryTAP PlayfulGod--DJ my love..my best friend..I am so lucky to have you back. I love you! Shell@ CherryTAP Shell--Can you believe this is our 2nd christmas as friends? Boy time flies!! You are the sweetest person and people need to see that more. Shell is wonderful and look beyond her pics. Too many of you guys are just after a piece of ass and dont realize that we are people!I love you!! BFF ~JellyBean~@ CherryTAP Jelly-- You are a sweetheart and a great friend. Don't let others get you down. If someone g

I May Go Crazy
Ok im not one to complain or nothing, but im not gettin the sex that i used to have. Ya'll know that night when every things goin so well for you, and neither one of u can do or say the wrong thing. That night when the clothes come off before u even hit the bedroom door. When you do all the things that u been dreamin of but never acted on. That night when ya'll go longer than u ever have before, and more times too. And when its all over, u just fall asleep with no words, cuz u dont have the energy for it. I miss that, sorry just had to get that off my chest. Well talk to ya'll later.

Sexiest Milf Over 30
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I Wanna Be The Sexiest Milf ..cum Help Me Ou
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New Night
I think ill move along before the night closes in and ill be singin that same ole song about a man and his gin I feel the coldness from your eyes I see fear inside as you pass me by remember when we sat and sang that song about makin love and a love so strong but now the past is gone and the end is here Ill be happy to say goodbye to this year Ive got a new song now and a new guitar im singin by myself under the stars i think ill move along before the night ends ill be singin a new song before the night closes in

Rock Of Refuge
Psalm 94:22 But the LORD is my defense; and my God is the rock of my refuge. When you get ready to really live for God, you are going to face three enemies. You are going to face those who are in despair they are going to be howling calamity. You are going to face those with disdain they are going to laugh at you. And you’re going to face those with discouragement they are going to say that it can’t be done. And you better learn to silence their voices. How do you do that? Get alone in the secret counsel halls of the Almighty and get your eyes on God. If you listen to what those people say, you’re not going to be victorious in what God is calling you to do. I believe David conquered Goliath because he got alone with God. I believe Joseph survived abandonment and imprisonment because he got alone with God. Write on a piece of paper those people in your life who laugh at you, those who tell you to give up, and those who tell you it can’t be done. Now, lift the

Remember When
- remember when - - gettin' high meant swinging at a playground?- - the worst thing you could get from a boy was cooties?- -when mom was your hero- -and dad was the doy you were gonna marry?- -when your worst enemies were your siblings?- -and race issues were about who ran fastest?- -when war was a card games- -& life was simple & care free?- -remember when all you wanted to do.. -was to grow up?- -now the world is upside down..

My Status
Status: Single Here for: Networking, Friends Orientation: Straight Body type: 5' 1" Ethnicity: Latino / Hispanic Zodiac Sign: Leo Smoke / Drink: No / Yes Children: Someday Education: In college Occupation: Full Time Smartass / Student / Band Spokesperson

Vacation
Hey everyone...this is my first blog so please bare with me. Just wanted to say how excited I am. We are leaving for vacation on the Dec. 22nd. We are going to Florida for a week...that is where my baby was born and raised...so that is where his family is. We take a trip there 2 times a year. I hope I get to see the beach again!!!

An Oint In The Flyment
The elegance of self destruction The guilty pleasures of my life The obvious is oblivious to what you see You hear the whispers inside your head No matter who they are, they sound like you Walking in stride with a stranger Giving the appearance you are not so alone Step on a crack Break your mama’s pipe Using bad habits to start anew Following the breadcrumbs you left On your worn out path Remote island Remote control Choose your isolation I finger paint my novel I am faced with your back If you ever return Bring an eighteen pack

Discoviers Part 2 Of Treaspassing
I could hear the blonde moving around in her bedroom, but couldn't see anything. Finally I saw her enter the closet wearing a gray sports bra, and a pair of shorts. She grabbed a T-shirt off a hanger without even a glance in my direction and pushed the closet door closed. I was in pitch black, and my heart was pumping a billion times a second. For an indefinite, but excruciatingly long amount of time, my heart raced and my hard-on throbbed. Finally, when my heart returned to it's normal beat, and my dick to it's normal state, I moved away from my hiding place and surveyed my situation. The closet door wasn't actually all the way closed, as I'd originally thought. It was ajar just enough that I could see a slice of light coming into the closet. I carefully moved to the brightness and peered through. I could see that the bedroom door was now open, and I felt it was a safe assumption that the blonde had left the room. With the bedroom door open though, and not knowing where either of

A Little History
Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in the roof When it rained it became slippery and sometimes the animals would slip and fall off the roof. Hence the saying . It's raining cats and dogs. There was nothing to st

Avian
The disease is spread by the saliva, nasal secretions, and feces of infected animals, which other animals or humans then come in contact with. The only way to stop its spread is to kill the infected birds. There are several strains circulating among birds, but the H5N1 strain is also infecting people who have been in close contact with chickens. Symptoms Symptoms of avian influenza in humans have ranged from typical influenza-like symptoms, such as fever, cough, sore throat, and muscle aches, to eye infections, pneumonia, acute respiratory distress, viral pneumonia, and other severe and life-threatening complications. The symptoms may depend upon the infection. Prevention The United States Department of Agriculture (USDA) requires the quarantine of any birds, fowl (e.g., chickens and ducks), exotic birds, and pets, before they enter the U.S. It is safe to eat chicken as long as it is thoroughly cooked because cooking kills the virus. Travelers to countries in

~~frail Destiny~~
You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so mu

New Contest Prizes
SINCE THERE HAVE BEEN SO MANY COMMENTS AND RATINGS ON THE PICS IN MY CONTEST I HAVE NEW PRIZES. 1ST PLACE $20,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 2ND PLACE $10,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 3RD PLACE $5,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 4TH PLACE $2,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS 5TH PLACE $1,000 IN CHERRY TAP GIFTS GOOD LUCK TO THOSE ENTERED IN THE CONTEST AND TO EVERYBODY THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP AND SUPPORT.

Just A Few Hours Left ..
PLEASE REPOST !!!!! CONTEST ENDS SUNDAY DEC.10 @ 9 PM CENTRAL TIME. PLEASE BOMB AWAY ! OK U GUESSED IT ..I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST(SEXIEST LADY ON CT) AND I NEED COMMENTS AND RATES PLEASE !! COMMENT BOMB IS YOU LIKE :) GETS YOU CHERRY POINTS TOO. I APPRECIATE THE VOTING. Y'ALL ARE THE BEST ! IT STARTED DECEMBER 3 AND GOES UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY DECEMBER 10TH. JUST CLICK ON PHOTO BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO VOTE FOR ME !

Thoughts To Ponder...
The Truth about Men.....all women this is a must to read If a man wants you.... If a man wants you,nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you,nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit)to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live you life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no,you can't "BE FRIENDS".A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend DON'T settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along,then he probably is. Don't stay because you think"IT WILL GET BETTER".You'll be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who's got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women.He didn't marry them when he got them

Help Navigating Around Cherry Tap
Hey Gang, I'm still working things out. Please Be patient with me but check out my recent blog here: http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-6gzEcOoyabN3w39AN_akmMsG I'll be looking for your expert help so please give me some pointers.

Paintballing...
SpeedballAdd to My Profile | More Videos The video is of a speedball match my brother played on a trip we took out to ohio.. Don't ask me the name of the place.. I forget.. Anyway.. he's one of the guys in the back... actually he's the first one to go behind the bunker (the long yellow one in the back)... We all had a blast..and we all did quite well :) Unfortunatly I got no pictures of myself... but damnit.. I was there.. and not just as a photographer either.. lol.. there are pics in an album marked "paintball" (duh) go rate...

In 13 Days...
It will be my Birthday. Yes Cherry loves thats right I am a Christmas Baby! I hate it. But it means I've made it another year. Seen my children grow another year older and seen their personality become developed. This has been a rough year for me. 32 couldnt be much worse right? LMAO I said that at 30 and it's still not better but things are looking up for me this time around. I hope every has a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Yr. I'll be turning another yr older and for some reason seems weird to me this time. Seems weird to be having a bday. Not sure why either. Is it because of that big 40 another year closer?? Who knows. I hope everyone has a great time with their family and loved ones.

Dont Know What To Say
Some say I have a short fuse yes thats very true when it comes to certin things in my life when i feel strongly about something when things dont go the way i wish they would truth is this dear Ive been the one here listening tryin to be there in everyway possible giving the attention that you deserve but the moment something is said there u go you have to go again and im left here, here with my thoughts of HERE WE GO AGAIN Things never seem to change with me i guess i think i found something good and i end up findin something something to get in the way something to fawk things up either i say the wrong thing or i end up doing something stupid well like i said HERE WE GO AGAIN and i sit here alone again and i really dont know dont know what to say......

Stupid Person Blog Entry #1
so...its all of about 36 degrees here and i run out to the convenient store to buy some soda and a muffin. on my way back to my house i pass a dude in a convertible with the top down. the entire hood of his car was covered in frost. why are people so fucking stupid?

Rules For Dominants
1. Be consistent with Your laws. 2. Never stop learning about Yourself and Your slave. 3. Be reliable to Yourself. 4. Pay attention to Yourself. 5. Be a man of patience with Yourself and Your slave. 6. Be conscious of Your slaves inner feelings. 7. Discipline Your slave when required, don't put it off. 8. Do not let Your Mastery slip under the pressures of life. 9. Seek to become a better Master for Yourself. 10. Don't expect Your slave to learn by herself. 11. Experiment with Your slave. 12. Above all Master over Your life, not just Your slave.

Take Me
Take me, Play me as Your instrument. Fingers lightly caressing my neck Fingers pressing down on strings The bow poised Ready to touch me The moans escaping my lips Are the notes of our song. Make me Your music. Take me Maestro, Enslave me to Your desires My body is Yours to mold. Instruct me Teach me how to move, And tune me to Your will. Take me Care for me Caress and keep me pure Hold me close Touch me and caress my soul Entwine my spirit in Yours So that we never part Make me a part of Your essence Impress Your spirit to the core of me Make me Yours. You are my passion This passion, all I see My love all I trust myself to feel I search the world to find what Brought You to me, Master to my body and soul Lover, Mentor, and friend You alone have my heart. Your voice causes my pulse to quicken And my heart to open wide... Makes me long to feel you, Tangible. Your presence Engulfs my love like kindling. Your kiss makes my flesh dance Your hands e

The 3 Roses
the gift i give to you is the gift i give to no other the joy you bring to me is the joy no other has filled me with.... the Love i give to you brightens my day the love you give to me brightens my life.... the single rose i give to you holds the single desire of my life to be yours.... the single rose you receive is a hope that you share my desire.... the second rose i give to you holds the second desire of my heart.... to be your best friend, held by you, comforted by you and to walk beside you.... the second rose you receive is a hope that you will always walk beside me, comfort me and be my best friend.... the third rose i hold out to you is the gift of my complete submission to you, my power turned over to you.... the third rose you accept from me is your acceptance of my gift the gift i give freely without reservation my life held by you and only for you!!

Freedom To Be Me
Stripped of all, naked and bare You`ll take me to..... I know not where. To where I can, with Your permission Reach out and show You true submission I feel Your strength and Your control Biting into my very soul. Terrified! I dare not venture out Desperately I want to shout "Master, please don`t set me free I won`t survive `less You`re with me." I disobey, refuse to go You cannot make me until I know, Until You can make me understand You will be with me to hold my hand. The pain..... no more than I can bare, You are with me, You are there, Willing me to go, willing me on. Suddenly... the pain is gone, Your whip becomes a velvet glove Soft and sensual, filled with love. My mind is clear, but wild and free, You`ve given me "freedom to be me". My body now engulfed in fire Able, at last, to express my deepest desire. I`m begging You, my legs are spread, To take me to the very edge. My pleasure zone is open wide, I need and want You deep inside. I`m with You no

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don’t be fooled by me. Don’t be fooled by the face I wear. For I wear a mask, I wear a thousand masks Masks that I’m afraid to take off, And none of them are me. Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me, Don’t be fooled, for Goddess sake don’t be fooled. I give You the impression that I’m secure, That all is sunny and unruffled with me, Within and without, That confidence is my name and coolness my game, That the water is calm and I’m in command, And that, I need no one. Don’t believe me. Please! My surface may seem smooth, my surface is my mask, My ever – varying and ever – concealing mask. Beneath lies no smugness, no complacence. Beneath dwells the real me In confusion, in fear, in aloneness. I …. hide this well. I don’t want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness And fear being exposed. That’s why I frantically Create a mask to hide behind, A nonchalant, sophisticated façade, To help me pretend, To shield me from the glan

The Master Of My Path
You reached out your hand, closing my eyes i reached to grasp you, You unlocked my heart, and set my mind free to dream. You are the words that echo in my mind, You calm my nerves and chase my fears away. You are my light that pierces the darkness, You show me the way, never letting me fall. Your gentle eyes pierce through my soul, Your Control makes me breathless. Your touch that molded me by your hand, Your work of art takes it's shape. i am your creation.

If You Want A Slave...
If You want to keep a slave, You must show her Your strength as well as Your compassion... if You would be beloved by her, You must show her Your love... if You would be adored by her, You must cherish her... if You would have her devoted to You, You must inspire her gratitude... a slave gives You her heart, as well as her body she gives You her trust, as well as her submission never forget that what You want from her must be earned.... must be mented.... are You worthy of such a slave as You desire? do You treat her with the degree of respect You expect of her? there is such a fine line! love and devotion can turn to anger and resentment if trust is betrayed, if power is abused, if Your freedom becomes careless... discipline is not for submissives alone! control of a slave depends on control of Yourself... never lose sight of Your grave responsibility to one who gives herself over to You! never lapse into callousness or carelessness to one who has dropped her last barri

My Sexual Zodiac
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Pretties Nails And Toe Nails Contest On Cherrytap ~ (repost)
I'm having my first contest ever! ~ Pretties Nails contest on Cherrytap ~ I'm taking only 10 females for the contest. There will be First, Second and Third place winners. gifts to all winners! contest will open on this friday to next friday for ONE WEEK! So people will have a chance to comment and vote on the pics ( you can vote ur own pic ) so send me a link in my message so i can rip ur pic for the contest I will count the comments and ratings for everyone! Good Luck to everyone! ~ Maria ~

Vicious (the After Party)
Bodily remains are dropped at feet This is the beginning of the aftermath party Discard the skulls but keep the teeth Light the fire to cook the meat Everyone fits into some category The bled, the bleeding, and those about to bleed Rotting entrails line the street Scum choke on a stench that I think is sweet Emptiness consumes me So I fill up on pieces of your body You will be my devouree Surging urge depraved priority SEARING FLESH I BURN THE WRETCH PLAY WITH THE MESS OF YOUR SLOPPY DEATH Skewer you from ass to mouth You’re the centerpiece of a cannibal’s cookout Impatiently my vision clouds As you spin on the rotisserie round and round You give me strength when I’m filled with doubt You lift me up when I’m on the ground Your body serves me so beautifully You’ll live forever in your sacrificial glory PEELING FLESH GOES IN MY MOUTH YOU WERE THE BEST NOW WHO THE FUCK IS NEXT?

Things That Make U Go Hmmmm....
~Can you cry under water? ~How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? ~Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. . but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? ~Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? ~Why does a round pizza come in a square box? ~What disease did cured ham actually have? ~How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? ~Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? ~If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? ~Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? ~Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? ~Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you

I Got Bored And Had A Lot Of Time On My Hands
So i went through and moved my pics and went through a lot of updating so feel free to go through and rate or comment on my pics please and you can rip the ones that are not mine

For Family, Five Years Of Suffering, Guilt And Frustration
Manchester – Five years have done nothing to ease the pain, sorrow and guilt felt by David Gallien and Doreen Smithurst-Snow over the death of their daughter who fell out a third-story window. Rachel Frances Gallien was 19 when she tumbled from a narrow window of a West Side apartment building on July 13, 2001, slamming her head on the cement below and dying instantly. It was her mother's birthday, and the night before, Rachel, her mother, brother, Jamie Gallien, and others went out drinking to celebrate at the Uptown Tavern, 1301 Elm St. "I got to give her a hug and a kiss and she said, 'Happy Birthday,'" Smithurst-Snow recalled yesterday. "I don't think anything could ever wipe away that day, especially when it happened on my birthday." Gallien, described by friends as tall, slender and beautiful, was drunk when she fell out the window of her brother's apartment at 441 Rimmon St. Her body was found at 5:30 a.m. by a neighbor. The 2000 graduate of Londonderry High Schoo

So, Um, Yeah.
So I've been reminiscing lately about a PC game I had many years ago entitled "Star Trek: The Next Generation - A Final Unity." (Geek.) But I've been googling my little heart out and nobody seems to have an emulator of it. The most anybody can say is that it was made to run on DOS, the hardware it was made for is now obsolete, but if you want to play it - and it was apparently quite the classic! - then you ought to still have your CD-ROM from back when it was released in 1995. Grrrr. *Slinks into the corner and settles down into a snarling little ball, glaring balefully about* Grrrrrr...

First Chapter Almost Done.
My first chapter has nearly come to an end. I shall put up my sneak preview for you all very very very soon. I have decided I'd name the first chapter in the honor of the person who helped me out. So it's called Beautiful Nightmare lol. I promise you all very soon it'll be up.

I Knew It...
You Are 100% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic? somethings you just know but still wish it was different...

For Our Troops
Blessings on our troops Serving all over the world Blessings on those we still search for May they know they are not forgotten and still loved Blessings on those families, Who've lost loved ones May the blessings of our Great Mother Be with our troops and their families During this time of Yule May we all take a moment or two Out of our Yule Ritual and in one voice Send our blessings to all that have Sacrificied their lives for all we Hold near and dear to our hearts Our families and Our Freedom O Great Mother, we pray that our Troops be brought home to their Loved ones safe and sound O Great Mother, hear our prayers To bring peace to those that have returned Injured both physically and emotionally O Great Mother bring peace to those who have been Disabled by the weapons and chemicals used On our Troops while fighting this conflict And all other conflicts before Hear our united voices in prayer, Great Mother Send our united astral touchs to

Is It Good To Kiss A Woman You've Just Met?
Is It Good To Kiss A Woman You've Just Met? >If you'd like to learn the "master system" for approaching women and starting conversations, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***THIS WEEK'S QUESTION*** SUBJECT: A BIG BREAKTHROUGH Dear David, I have been reading your book and trying your ideas for a while now with limited success. However the other week I decided to try your cocky and funny attitude in a nightclub setting and get over my fear of approaching beautiful women. Here is what happened... I spoke to 35 girls in a four hour period. Got 2 phone numbers and lots of physical contact like hand holding, hugs etc. My approach was basically like this... A girl bumped into me and say "Sorry" I replied. "C'mon I know what you are doing. You just want to seduce me and take me home. . . But listen, I am not THAT easy. I hate it when girls just want me for my sexy body and incredible loo

One Wish
I'll grant you one wish Three blondes were walking through the desert when they found a magic genie's lamp. After rubbing the lamp to make the genie appear, he said, "I will grant three wishes, one for each of you." The first said, "I wish I were smarter." So, she became a redhead. The second blonde said, "I wish I were smarter than she is." She became a brunette. The third blond ordered, "I wish I were smarter than both of them!" So, she became a man.

Office Colour Changes Mood
Employees have revealed they get depressed when they work in an office that is painted blue. Yellow offices made staff feel happy, energised and more focused on their work. Employees said they felt angrier and more passionate if there was more red than any other colour, while black made them feel "tougher." The research by Konica Minolta also found that grey offices made workers feel "dull." A spokesman from the company said: "This study shows that it is not just Monday mornings, the rush hour or having to work late that can affect the office environment - colour has a huge impact."

Poem
Romantic Poem wishing for love © By Stephen daydreaming of love wishing i had love love one day will come wake up with love on my mind holding my lover's hand long walks through the park kissing my lover without a thought only, if i have a lover to have by my side to hold and squeeze any day or night. i'm crying at night for love love that will last a life time love that makes my heart sing. i'm praying to god everynight to find love express love to show love unconditionally that agape love love is like a dream love put you in a daze love is joy love can put a smile on your face when you have nothing to smile about. one day love will come my way with out a thought.

Poem12
Love Poem What I See © By Stephen As the snow falls onto the ground and changes the scenery from green to white, I think of the way you've changed my life. You've taken a nice spirit and made it elaborate and bright. A brightness that everyone can see from miles away. There is a permanent smile etched on my face, that when I think of you it gets bigger and broader. These eyes which have seen so much, now see happiness and love in everything. A heart that beats a regular thump of life now skips to the rhythm of my new step. Every breath I take is filled with the anticipation of seeing you again. So many thoughts race through my mind. Thoughts of my past, present and future with you. Your touch echoes on my skin, through my body and in my mind. You have turned my life upside down and right side up again. You've taken ho-hum days and made them new again. You've managed to step inside my soul, kiss it and enhance it to the tenth degree. As I look out the window, what do I see? I see t

Lovers Requiem
Tell me of your dreaming while screaming with desire. Press your heat against me, and I shall give you fire. Whisper in the darkness, as I turn down all the lights. Tremble in my embrace and i'll whisper it's alright. Burn for me in majesty, strip slowly for me thy mask. Let's keep tonight just for us, let's just make it last. Thorns against your backside, pulls you closer still. While lips laced with passion, melt your gentle will. Pour yourself upon me, let your rivers rise and flood. Take your nails down me, draw a little blood. Keep me ere beside you, tuck me so safe away. Keep me for thy dreaming eyes, take me where you lay. Worship me to know me, my hommage too I will pay. And drink in the sound of pleasure as in the dark we play. One last thing before dreaming, before your eyes can close. Heaven burns in my eyes, but in me passion flows. Devl

Ok!
So not only are the two of these people, EXTREMELY HOT, but they're two of my best friends. So I'm asking you very nicely to please get off your tushes, and vote for them in the cutest couple contest! Just click the picture - and comment as many times as you can!

A Strangers Love.......
You are the man of my dreams, The only one I desire. But I am a stranger to you, because of my schemes. You gave me your love, your heart & your soul. You wanted a wife, a mate and a lover. I threw it away, I hid under cover. Now because of my lies and my shemes, It will always be the love of a stranger that you recieve. You are the sweetest, dearest of men. You made plans to give me a life full of love. But I forgot to talk to the man above. I broke all the rules, of life and of love. I hurt you and lost all your trust. My tears will forever moist the dust, as I retain a strangers love.

The 16th A Day To Forget
Well it's my birthday and ive had the worst Birthday of my life. Previous birthdays for me have always been a big thing and i would spend time with the family, i would spend time with my friends going out. This year everyone is just to busy...is that a blight on what the world is coming too.... and i came to my saving grace on CT and got mad at the one person i care the most about and now have lost her. I give up Ali

What I Expect From A Man
i want an HONEST man, someone that tells me what he thinks and feels all the time not just when he is drunk or wants something. a man that likes me for me and not for the size of my hoohaas or how nice my kitty looks in pics. who can call me all the time and not when he feels like it. i want the same treatment that you would give to your mother, treat me with respect just like you do her. a little help around the house when i really need it, some compassion when you see that i need some. loyalty becuz without that then there is nothing and why be with someone if you cant be loyal to them? someone that will write me a poem when he thinks of me. who wakes up in the morning and the first person on his mind is me. who loves my kids as if they were his own. who doesnt mind that im not perfect and lives with my flaws. who will tell me its ok to go and hang with my girls and he will watch the kids. who wants to spend the weekends with me and not always the boys. who isnt a partier and who can

Things I Know To Be The Truth:
1. Children are a precious gift from God and should never be taken for granted. What you do with your life really does set an example for your children! Children are also brutally honest! 2. True forgiveness only comes after you have forgiven first yourself. 3. You really do gain knowledge and wisdom as you age. I think humans are like butterflies; first we are born-infancy (cocoon stage)-protected from the outside world. We then become young adults (caterpillar stage)-exploring, discovering and stumbling along the way and as we age and gain more knowledge we let go of our inhibitions, change direction, view life differently, release and grow wings (butterfly stage) and set our soul free! 4. True beauty goes much deeper than what is on the outside. We all eventually lose our youth if we are fortunate to live long enough, our physical appearance fades. It is our character that is eternal. 5. Tough love is tougher on the giver than it is the recipient. 6. Unconditional love means ju

Child Abuse Awareness
She was only five This is what happened When she was alive... Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cries She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made

Excuses Sent To School...
EXCUSES SENT TO SCHOOL... 1. My son is under a doctor's care and should not take PE today. Please execute him. 2. Please exkuce lisa for being absent she was sick and i had her shot. 3. Dear school: please ecsc's john being absent on jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32 and also 33. 4. Please excuse gloria from jim today. She is administrating. 5. Please excuse roland from p.e. for a few days. Yesterday he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. 6. John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. 7. Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. 8. Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. 9. Chris will not be in school cus he has an acre in his side. 10. Please excuse ray friday from school. He has very loose vowels. 11. Pleaseexcuse Lesli from being absent yesterday. Shehad diahre dyrea direathe the shits. 12. Please excuse tommy for being absent y

I Guess It'd Be A Poem Or Something.
I felt like putting something to paper tonight I am really close to putting down my first chapter preview but meh...here's something a bit different from me. Don't Don't fear death fear those you leave behind. Don't be afraid to let go...sometimes we have to. Don't be afraid to smile I'll gladly share your joy. Don't be afraid to talk to me I'll always hear your voice. Don't be afraid when I come to help you shoulder your weight...I'll never ask you to do the same. Don't forget our memeories good or bad so long as we remain friends. Don't forget that when I do pass on you'll no need to cry I will always be with you..

New Hampshire Soldier
New Hampshire soldier serving his second tour of duty in Iraq was killed Saturday by a roadside bomb, his family said. Army Spc. Matthew Stanley, 22, of Wolfeboro was among three soldiers who lost their lives in the explosion while they rode in a Humvee in Baghdad, his stepbrother said. Details of the attack are not yet known to the family, said James Savage Jr. of Wolfeboro. He said his stepbrother usually was assigned to a Bradley fighting vehicle, not a Humvee. Stanley, a member of the Armored Cavalry out of Fort Hood, Texas, would have celebrated his 23rd birthday the day after Christmas, said Savage, who is two decades his senior. Matt was young, so he was always a little brother to me," Savage said. Stanley was born in Massachusetts and grew up in the Ossipee-Wolfeboro area. In 2002, he graduated from Kingswood Regional High School, where his stepfather, Jim Savage Sr., serves as a security guard. His mother, Lynn, is an aide at the middle school. Kingswood Hi

How To Fit In
The other night I went to a party. I didn't know anyone there and I wasn't technically invited, but since it was at my next door neighbour's house, I thought it would be rude not to make an appearance. The party was bustling and some kind of electro music was playing and I moved towards an esky full of punch, thinking that by holding a small plastic cup, I would fit in better. Before I could get there, a man wearing a Metallica T-shirt similar to my own and a cigarette drooping from the corner of his mouth stopped me and asked for a light, breathing hot bourbon all over my face. The Metallica T-shirt is part of a set of supplies I have for when I go to parties. I don't like the band too much, but people seem to like you when you're wearing a Metallica T-shirt. I also carry a lighter, because when someone asks you for a light, it's nice to be able to oblige them. After I lit his cigarette, he said, quite loudly and directly into my ear "Wicked T-shirt man." I panicke

What Body Part Attracts U?
You scored as Abs/Stomach. You are attracted to: the abs/stomach. You are a abs/stomach guy/gurl.Abs/Stomach92%Penis58%Face58%Boobs42%Butt25%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

2006 (merry Christmas And Happy New Year)
Well it is hard to believe that 2006 is coming to an end and fast. I only wish that I could look back on this year and say that i have accomplished something, but alas I can't. I did meet a wonderful man and I have met some wonderful friends here on cherrytap, but as far leaving my mark and doing something that i can be proud of, i haven't. I am not one to make resoltions for the new year as i will never follow them or keep them so i guess the next best thing to do is try my best and wish all of you a very merry christmas and a happy new year

Naked Football - A Different Perspective On The Streaker Here!!
Amazing the perspective here. The inhibitions are reversed. It has to be harder to determine who is on who's team though, wouldn't you think??? Free Video Hosting

Need Y'all Please
YEPP U GUESSED IT,I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST Y'ALL !! THIS ONE IS CALLED "SEXIEST BODY PART" SO WITH THE HELP FROM ALOT OF YOU I ENTERED MY LIPZ. NEED COMMENT BOMBERS BADLY !!! WAY DOWN !! HELP PLEASE CONTEST ENDS DECEMBER 24,2006 @ 1 PM..JUST CLICK ON MY LIPZ BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE U THERE. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE FOR ALL THE VOTING/RATING ..Y'ALL ARE THE BEST XOXOXOXO

Kids
You know i have read alot about things that happen to people but the one thing everyone needsto stop and think about are the kids they don't ask to be brought into this world we as adults bring them in. We need to take some time out and read some of these blogs . like the one about loseing a baby i know how that lady feels but mine had a little more of a happier ending i miscarried my daughters twin goinginto my 2 trimester. but the one that gets me the most is the rape one why in the world would a parent do that to there child . I'm am a rape seriver and it was my step-father and it still get to me at times . I think people like that should not be allowed to live if you have the same feelings as i do please repost this. you might not be where me and some of the other people are or have been and i hope the ones you have not had a childs death or a rape of any kind to you or your kids will not go through what we have suffer . So please don't judge us just because what people say about u

Fairy Tale For The Females...
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and

My Demons
The angels really how cruel they really are. Through their eyes they see only good while my demons lets me see nothing but blood of sins. My past is scary, my present is not really what I wanted and my future is just a hellish wasteland. I will never forgive that people for losing their virtue. I am a monster with my thoughts of suicidal dreams. When the thoughts end I know I won't remember who I am. Will the gods let me die in piece or in agony. Will I die with Honor or like the rest of the sheep and hope to live a long life with out a life. Another oldie!!!

Bringing Light Into The Season Of Darkness
Bringing Light into the season of darkness (by Trish Reynolds - December 15, 2006) Let the candle flame light, the dark and longest night. Archeological indications are that the winter solstice in particular was a spiritually significant time. Neolithic observatories such as Stonehenge in England and Ireland’s Newgrange reveal that man has long known how to accurately calculate the solstices and equinoxes. During the early Roman Empire the winter solstice celebrated the birth of the Persian Sun god, Mithras or Sol Deus Invictus (The Invincible Sun) who was widely worshipped in the Mesopotamian provinces of the Empire. In the European regions, including the city of Rome itself, Saturn, the god of agriculture was honored with the Saturnalia Feast from December 17 through the solstice, which fell on December 24 or 25 of the Julian calendar. The designation of December 25 as a Christian holiday was first recorded in texts dating to 325 AD under Constantine, when Christianity was

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
* 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings Disoriented Are * 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas * 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and.... * 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me * 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire * 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why * 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? * 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle

The Truth
IT TRULY IS A SHAME THAT THERE ARE SO MANY FOLKS IN SUCH NEED OF "FITTING IN" THAT THEY GET PULLED IN TO THE GROUP TORTURE OF ONE WOMAN WHO SO MANY LABEL AS "INSANE", THAT THEY DON'T TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW THE PERSON BEHIND THE LABEL. THE FACT THAT IT REQUIRES A GROUP OF FOLKS TO BATTLE ONE WOMAN SHOULD MAKE PEOPLE STOP AND WONDER WHO IS REALLY MENTALLY DEFICIENT THE WOMAN CAN ENTER THE ROOM AND SAY NOTHING AND BE ATTACKED WITH DEGRADEING COMMENTS, HATEFUL REMARKS AND JOKES REGARDING HER MENTAL CAPACITY UNTIL SHE SPOUTS OFF THE ALL MIGHTY END ALL "N" WORD. THEN FINGERS BEGIN TO POINT AS THOUGH SHE IS OUT OF LINE... ......WTF!! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHEN THE RULES CHANGED, AND PEOPLE GET TO HARRASS SOMEONE AND THEN DECIDE WHAT IS OR IS NOT POLITICALY CORRECT FOR THE PERSON TO RETALIATE WITH. REGARDLESS OF THE WORDS USED, THE HARASSMENT IS EQUAL. WHEN SOMEONE IS CONTINUALLY ATTACKED THEY WILL TURN TO WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY TO TRY TO INFLICT THE SAME PAIN THEY ARE FEELIN

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Quotes!
1.It is ok to be kissed by a fool but, dont ever be fooled by a kiss! 2.If At First You Don't Succeed, Skydiving Isn't For You. 3.If Tylenol, Duct Tape, & a Band Aid can't fix it, you have a serious problem. 4.Save santa a trip.....BE NAuGhTy!! 5.Some mistakes are too fun to only make once. 6.He who laughs last thinks the slowest. 7.Your only bad if you get caught! So that makes me a good girl... right?!? 8.If you don't like my attitude, then don't talk to me! 9.The more ppl I meet....the more I like my dog! 10.You never suspect the stupid...

Feelings I Couldnt Hide
You got my waist and whispered in my ear 'baby let's have pleasure, come with me my dear' it sounded like a hypnotizing words no spell can break it, it was the lord of the lords we went to my bedroom, i pushed you on the bed grinning you look at me, 'what night it would be' i said i went close to you, and kissed you on your lips your hands we're getting out of control but then suddenly settled around my hips i licked your neck, then go back to your lip then while we tonsil hockey each other, my tongue you sipped i walked away from you, expression came to you confused but i looked at you with don't-worry-i-won't try-to-think-of-an-excuse i slowly stripped in front of you, my t-shirt first, then comes the bra, i was thinking this is true this is the time, don't waste it i undressed my pants then goes my panties in your face was a smile with please i walked toward you, and sit on your lap my arms in your neck i strapped you made me twist and my back laying on

My "theme Song" (this Made Me Laugh!)
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!What's Your Theme Song?

Kahlua Mousse
Ingredients: 1 pound dark sweet chocolate, cut in pieces 3 ounces butter, cut in pieces 1/2 cup powdered sugar 3 eggs, separated 1/4 cup Kahlua 1 teaspoon instant coffee powder 2 cups whipping cream Whipped cream (optional) Directions: In top of double boiler, melt chocolate and butter over simmering water. In large bowl, combine sugar, yolks, Kahlua and coffee powder. Blend in chocolate mixture. Whip cream until stiff peaks form; fold into Kahlua-chocolate mixture. Beat egg whites until soft peaks form; fold into mixture. Spoon into serving bowl or dessert glasses. Refrigerate 4 hours or overnight. Garnish, if desired. This recipe for Kahlua Mousse serves/makes 8

Christmas Cheesecake Cookies
Ingredients: 1/3 cup firmly packed dark brown sugar 1/2 cup granulated sugar, divided 1 cup all-purpose flour 1/2 cup chopped walnuts 1/3 cup butter 8 ounces cream cheese, room temperature 1 egg 1 tablespoon lemon juice 3 tablespoons milk, divided 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 1/2 tablespoon green candied cherries, divided 1 1/2 tablespoon red candied cherries, divided 2/3 cup sifted confectioners' sugar Directions: Coat an 8-inch square baking pan with nonstick cooking spray. Mix brown sugar with 1/4 cup granulated sugar, flour and walnuts. Stir in butter, using a fork or pastry blender, until crumbly. Remove and set aside 1 cup of the mixture. Place the remainder in the baking pan and press down evenly. Bake in preheated 350 degrees F oven for 12 to 15 minutes, until just starting to brown. Remove from oven and allow to cool slightly. Meanwhile, using an electric mixer, beat cream cheese and half the sugar. Add egg, lemon juice, 2 tablespoons milk and vanilla.

Lord Of The Dance
Lord of the Dance She danced on the water and the wind was her horn The Lady laughed, and everything was born And when she lit the sun, the light gave him birth The Lord of the Dance first appeared on the earth. Chorus: Dance, dance, wherever you may be "I am the Lord of the Dance," said he. "I’ll live in you if you’ll live in me And I’ll lead you all in the Dance," said he. I dance in the circle when the flames leap up high I dance in the fire and I never, ever die I dance in the waves of the bright summer sea For I am the Lord of the wave’s mystery. [Chorus] I sleep in the kernel and I dance in the rain I dance in the wind and through the waving grain And if you cut me down I care nothing for the pain In the spring, I’m the Lord of the Dance once again. [Chorus] The Lord and the Lady cast a sound `cross the plain The birds took the notes, and gave them back again `Til the sound of her music was a song in the sky And to that song there is on

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Final Salvation
In the swirling mist, my path is lost, no turning back, it's the cost... To the darkness, forever I am bound, for me, final salvation is found... My darkest secret, black veil of death, in it's cold embrace, I take no breath... Final sacrifice, split blood, out, from veins just flood... Everlasting hunger, my final cross, in the misery of past, it is no loss... Last drops of life, poured from the dead, sacrifice for this night, made for the undead... by SorrowMan

The Bush Romantic
As I stick my sweaty arm up the vagina of a cow ... ... I think of your moist, warm lips ... and wish you were here now. The warm and friendly feeling of a cow turd on the ground ... ... Reminds me of your gentle warmth I feel all year 'round. The stinking, filthy carcass of a rotting feral pig ... ... Bloated in the sunlight ... like my love for you, grows big. The twitching, wobbly spleen of a freshly slaughtered sheep ... ... Reminds me of your lovely breasts - oh, it nearly makes me weep. The fresh ejected vomit of a cattle dog that's crook ... ... Makes me ponder on the tasty pots of stew that you can cook. As my lovely snow white stallion drops a rancid, roaring fart, I'm reminded of the music that is played within your heart. The rattling, untuned motor of my rusty Valiant ute, Jog my memory of your lovely voice, conversational and cute. The thudding of a turd in the outhouse dunny tin ... Makes me think of your soft footsteps, to the bedroom, coming

Game Of Love
Is love a game? I looked at you with tears in my eyes I should have known, its no surprise I knew it was coming sooner or later Unfortunately my love grew greater With so much love I had to share To turn and find out you did not care I dried and cried that day and nite Foolishly I went and picked a fight You've turned me down once again Somehow i couldn't just be a friend Do you really have a heart? What was it that kept us so far apart? I've fought back many, many tears Not to speak of all my fears My life has been shaken And my heart has been taken The way i acted was a shame I guess its me you fully blame Here are my few last words to you I say them only because they are true My life will never be the same Tell me now is love a game? There is one more thing I have to say Before we go our serparate ways The dreams I dream will remain And I shall never forget your name.

New Fears
Now the news shows horrid images and gang violence in the suburbs in order to scare the yuppies into the city. Now is the time to spin topics and to arrest the attention of the well to do sheep into the bigger, better barn. a new city for the old sheep moneyblonde marriage. hooray for big brother! hooray? i say Why? why the new white flight? why the old ways floe into the neu? why the incredible ignorance brainwash? why is this world bigger than one ? tens of millions of one lacking one. like fluid into the oil all one love but separate ears peaking. just get along while the mayoral kingpins give support. why only once? ok its done. ears popped and its time now for a new morning.

The Word. (zero)
Word drops every tone hears its echo A meeting place for all ye faithful to the newest, hottest manger on the block in the newest, hottest neighborhood new jesus drinks here, come bear thy fruit of your youth another night! Bring ye silver and gold! afterwards we will eat and talk about how alive the new faith is. tomorrow we will feel used and tired, with emptier pockets than soul. but isnt saturday the best? the word is "pointless." document that and move forward. no one is famous and famous is a cage for entrapment and no fun. the burger you just ate was famous. he was on tv last night. the king in the mask offered you his flesh. famous eh? the word is "pointless." the new faith argues its position, and its point is less than ONE. the word is:

Okay....
So now that I've gotten my rant out of the way... Looks like today will be a short day at work. Or we all hope so. I have things I still need to do before leaving for OH tomorrow. And I could use the extra time. *yawns* Man, I'm tired. I think I'd like to go home now. :)

Sorry, Rip
thank you for reposting and keepin the candle lit for Aeliyah her funeral is friday 12/22 please do this for me let me know who reposted this comment and i will come give you a candle as a ty for keeping it lit...... my prayers go out to her family... show them sum luv booshine**Kiss Ur Kids Cause You never know when you can loose them!!** @ CherryTAP Falcon69**Missing Aeliyah**

Come On
Ok now this is bullshit i have over 1000 friends and only 240 fans and also only like 20 of you commented my page and pictures and like 80% of you i have atleast rated your pics the least yopu can do is rate mine. So please help me out here people rate and comment my page and pictures. And fan me also please. Much Love To All Of You ~Heather~

The Jewel
You're my man, my mighty king, And I'm the jewel in your crown, You're the sun so hot and bright, I'm your light-rays shining down, You're the sky so vast and blue, And I'm the white clouds in your chest, I'm a river clean and pure, Who in your ocean finds her rest, You're the mountain huge and high, I'm the valley green and wide, You're the body firm and strong, And I'm a rib bone on your side, You're an eagle flying high, I'm your feathers light and brown, You're my man, my king of kings, And I'm the jewel in your crown.

No More
You cheated, You lied, Because of Love I let it slide. You did it once, You did it twice, You still expect me to be nice? How could I have been so blind? When all you did was play with my mind. Now shut your mouth and let me speak! Listen to what I have to say, ’cuz I’m no longer weak. I’m not trying to fill you with fear, Just trying to make it clear, That the love I felt for you, Ends right here.

A Christmas Plea
A tiny child in mothers arm, came in peace to do no harm. Here to save all mans kind, lead him down the path devine. Precious child of Mary's blood, welcome to this neighborhood. The ghettos are so dark here, and down the alley's a scream. Another soul lies broken, picking up their shattered dreams. Come on with us Jesus, there is so much here to see. The rivers now are murky, and the fish all had to leave. Theres a gun shot down in harlem, another child lies dead. A mother lies pased out in the snow, can you fix her head? Can you see them crying Jesus? WIll they find a home? Or am I looking at man now, when he finds he is alone. I see you crying Jesus, but you wont lift a hand. There down in the gutter, there lies a dying man. Won't you reach out to him, give him something to believe? Can you help the hungry, offer them reprieve? It's almost Christmas Jesus, I know you've much to do. But makind has become so cruel, and all but forgotten they knew. The season is abou

Just Some Funnies
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips... The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... ******************** ******************************* If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all the condoms 2 make a tire... What would u call it? A fuckin goodyear! ***************************** ******************************** Sex is like playing spades... If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand... ****************************** **************************************** Big Bad Wolf told lil red ridin hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits... No, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! ****************************** **************************** A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool... The cat fell in and the rooster laughed... The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! ******************************* ******************************* Girls ha

The Best Christmas Present For The Troops - Is A Bush/cheney Impeachment
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Christmas In Heaven
Through out the years You've always cared Brought family together And never compared Took people in With open arms Cared for them As if they were yours You were always smiling Didn't matter what happened You always warmed the room With your happy smile On this given Christmas day Tears start to roll As we say good-bye To the one we loved But, your love for all Will never be forgotten You will always be with us In our souls and in our hearts May you rise up To the heavens above Give your love And watch down on all

Tis The Season
NEW YORK - There’s nobody nice on this Christmas list: snowman stabbers, Grinch snatchers, wreath-robbing weasels. ’Tis the season for strange crimes by even stranger people, with police blotters expanding faster than a 6-year-old’s wish list of gifts. David Allen Rodgers, 42, was arrested Dec. 3 for driving while intoxicated — at the wheel of a float during the annual Christmas parade in Anderson, S.C. According to witnesses, Rodgers sped down Main Street in the Steppin’ Out Dance Studio float with 19 people aboard, ran a red light and led police on a 3-mile chase. Police said that when Rodgers finally stopped, they found an open container of alcohol in his truck. “I made a very bad judgment on my part,” Rodgers said at a court hearing. In Chicago, 32 plastic baby Jesus dolls were stolen from nativity scenes set up in people’s front yards. The kidnappers then lined up all the dolls along the fence outside a Chicago woman’s home; she rounded them up and turned them over to her parish p

Men And The Private Pics...
i am so damn tired of men comin to me and asking me to open up the pics...to PLEASE let them rate them and look at them. do they have any decency to come to a female and ask them to see their puss or tits? can they not go to one females page and not be able to see something hidden and not ask to see them? and then there are the guys that have no pic up in their profile, no private pics to "exchange" but yet they still wanna see some goodies....soon im gonna change my name to " NO YOU CAN NOT SEE MY GOODIES" and see how many guys come to me and say something about it! or nice name do u mean it? or why cant i see them? i think im gonna start being like the guys....go to some guys page, see they have blocked pics and ask them straight out if i can see them! and its more white guys than it is black ones...the black guys tell me im good looking or that i have a nice body...and then ask me questions before they throw the whole "let me see your private pics"....grow up boys...if you seen one

Jan And James Part One
I was so proud in my first job, working at a local drug store as a waitress in the soda fountain. I was 16 and earning my own money. I already had my eye on that peach sweater in the window at Marshall’s. I still was ’’ Janet from another planet” as the kids at school called me; the job didn’t change that, or my being the overweight geek with glasses that lived with her grandparents. It did help me ignore the fact that I didn’t get a lot of attention from the guys. Serving sodas and sandwiches and planning my back to school wardrobe filled up the dating nights, so all in all I was happy. James delivered prescriptions, and usually took the company jeep home, and since we lived in the same part of town he would give me a ride if we got off work at the same time. We became friends very quickly. Talking with him was easy and interesting. He made me feel good about myself. We talked about sex almost from the start. I told him about my earlier experiences with a couple of boys from school

I Hate
I hate the way you look at me, I hate the way you stare. I hate the way you see right through me, I hate the way you glare. I hate the way you’re someone you’re not, I hate the way you seem to have forgot. I hate the way you look down on me, I hate the way you judge. I hate the way you won’t let me be, I hate the way you h old a grudge. I hate the way your feelings you flee, I hate the way you ignore me. I hate the way I care for you still.

Ok Its Christmas
merry christmas or happy holidays,take what works for you,i still love ya,as i do most everyone.take a drink ,smoke ,toke,and look up into the stars and wish for a better tommrow ,when we all celebrate together,the joys of life, CHIP

Birthday Tomorrow
I just joined tonight so this would be my first blog. I love typing so its an absolute pleasure to type on here. Well today i had a wonderful christmas even tho i knew what my presents were two days ealier. I got a plasma tv, a flat screen pc, a webcam and a microphone italian bag. And tomorrow is m 22nd birthday. Pretty excited but not at the same time as my paents forgot my birthday last yr so i dont know what to expect this time lol

Carnation Milk
Carnation Milk A little old lady from Wisconsin had worked in and around her family dairy farms since she was old enough to walk, with hours of hard work and little compensation. When canned Carnation Milk became available in grocery stores in the 1940's, she read an advertisement offering $5,000 for the best slogan. The company wanted a rhyme beginning with "Carnation Milk is best of all...." She though to herself, I know all about milk and dairy farms ... I can do this! & lt; BR>She sent in her entry, and about a week later, a black limo drove up in front of her house .. a man got out and said, "Carnation LOVED your entry so much, we are here to award you $2,000, even though we will not be able to use it..." Here is her entry:

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com I

A Young Man Goes To The Pharmacy
A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come in packs of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants. "Well", he said, "I've been seeing this girl for a while and she's really hot. I want the condoms because I think tonight's THE night. We're having dinner with her parents, and then we're going out. Once she's had me, she'll want me all the time, so you'd better give me the 12 pack". The young man makes his purchase and leaves. Later that evening, he sits down to dinner with his girlfriend and her parents. He asks if he might give the blessing, and they agree. He begins the prayer, but continues praying for several minutes. The girl leans over and says, "You never told me that you were such a religious person". He leans over to her and says, "You never told me that your father is a pharmacist".

Sweetness
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Oh my sweet love without you My life is not worth a dime I need your sweet love All your sweet love More then you know my love For we are one my love Together forever So stay strong my love Stay strong for me my love Time after time my love I told you of my love My endless love my love Just for you and only you my love So think of us my love Oh my love my sweet love We are like candy to a child Like two love birds in a honey tree My love my sweet love Oh my love my darling I hunger for your touch For ever for ever more my sweet love

Merry Fucking X-mas
Hey all.. I just got here and created a profile and all of that good stuff. I'm bored, sitting here alone on xmas, which is all my doing. I'm just feeling rather "blah" right now about life the universe and everything. Part of me wants to contribute it to the breakup I had a while ago, but somehow I think it's more than that. Can't quite put my finger on it yet. I know that I did the right thing. However, like eating right and exersize, sometimes doing the right thing is the last thing you actually want to do. So now I'm trying to debate if I want to have another black butte porter, open up one of the 3 bottles of arrogant bastard I got for X-mas, or rip open the bottle of double bastard I bought myself earlier. Dammit, why do I have to go back to work tomorrow?

The Twelve Days After Christmas
The first day after Christmas My true love and I had a fight And so I chopped the pear tree down And burnt it, just for spite Then with a single cartridge I shot that blasted partridge My true love, my true love, my true love gave to me. The second day after Christmas I pulled on the old rubber gloves And very gently wrung the necks Of both the turtle doves My true love, my true love, my true love gave to me. On the third day after Christmas My mother caught the croup I had to use the three French hens To make some chicken soup The four calling birds were a big mistake For their language was obscene The five golden rings were completely fake and turned my fingers green. The sixth day after Christmas The six laying geese wouldn't lay So I sent the whole darn gaggle to the A.S.P.C.A. My true love, my true love, my true love gave to me. On the seventh day, what a mess I found The seven swans-a-swimming all had drowned. The eighth day after Chris

Useless Info
45 of the most random things you probably never needed to know about someonewhats your name spelt backwards?:YTIMA What did you do last night?:Cleaned Christmas mess up... The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?:PSP Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?:LOL nope Last time you swam in a pool?:Been along time for a pool but i live on the side of a river and we swam in that all summer What are you wearing?:Jean Shorts and a teeshirt How many cars have you owned?:4 Type of music you dislike most?:Rap Are you registered to vote?:Hell yes Do you have cable?:yup What kind of computer do you use?:Gateway laptop Ever made a prank phone call?:hehehe You like anyone right now?:yes Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?:Um..sure after I took valuim Furthest place you ever traveled?:All around the US and have been to Canada and Mexico What's your favorite comic strip?:Don't really have one Do u know all the words to the national anthem?:Yes Shower, morning or night?:Shower morning...

Male Pill
THURSDAY, April 27 (HealthDay News) -- Although a male hormonal contraceptive is still years away, a new study shows that its effect may be reversible within a few months of discontinuing treatment. Currently, contraception for men is limited to condoms, vasectomy and withdrawal. For many couples these methods are not acceptable, since they are either not reliable or in the case of vasectomy, not easily reversible. An easily reversible method "is an important requirement for any contraceptive," said study lead author Dr. Peter Y. Liu, of the Department of Andrology at Concord Hospital and ANZAC Research Institute of the University of Sydney, in Australia. Therefore, his team's findings represent "an important step in the development and widespread adoption of these methods," he said. The report appears in the April 29 issue of The Lancet. As the researchers explained, androgen or androgen-progestin treatment combinations in men inhibit sperm production in ways that are simi

Evolution 7
Originally Posted: August 02, 2006 The Stupid Fairy Strikes Again!!! Current mood: pleased It appears the stupid fairy has joined us again... She wants to spread rumors and try to make me look like some monster... First let's get straight to business about this... Because before what she said used to make me laugh... Because she is pathetic to begin with... but to accuse me of something of this measure is more than I will tollerate with anyone... NOW I AM PISSED!!! But I have enough control to issue this one last warning... One more and it all comes out... Before now I have not said anything about you that (A) You can't recover from and (B) that I know I can back up... One more time you accuse me of some shit like that and I will go off on everything about you...

Thinking
**Warning** The following COULD cause you to think. If you don't feel like thinking, don't read any farther... However this is not aimed at anyone in particular. I just had some time to think tonight. I have been thinking of things We say. There are smart things, there are dumb things, there are things that are right and there are things that are wrong. Sometimes the right thing is also the dumb thing. How about the wrong thing being the “smart” thing at the time? Think about the dumbest things you have ever said … When you REALLY look back, they were probably said in the heat of emotion. “I hate you.” “I need another drink.” “I quit.” … “I love you.” If you had one question that would work in almost EVERY situation even where there isn’t a right or wrong answer would you use it? STOP now if you don’t want to see it. Here it is: “Based on my past experience, current situation and my future dreams and goals, is (fill in the blank) a WISE thing to do. “ It works 99.9% of the

Quiz Time----tarot Card
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test

Becoming A Better Person
Becoming A Better Person At some point in our lives, many of us find ourselves overcome with the desire to become better people. While we are all uniquely capable of navigating this world, we may nonetheless feel driven to grow, expand, and change. This innate need for personal expansion can lead us down many paths as we develop within the context of our individual lives. Yet the initial steps that can put us on the road to evolution are not always clear. We understand that we want to be better but have no clear definition of "better." To ease this often frustrating uncertainty, we can take small steps, keeping our own concept of growth in mind rather than allowing others to direct the course of our journey. And we should accept that change won't happen overnight—we may not recognize the transformations taking place within us at first. Becoming a better person in your own eyes is a whole-life project, and thus you should focus your step-by-step efforts on multiple areas of your

Dare U 2 Move
One look, a single glance got me shook, feelings of want, need and desire crazy as it seems the touch of her skins like fire, kisses like poison drawing me closer, cant look away from my beautiful disaster shes got me tongue tied and twisted got her arms around my neck as her bright eyes glisten three little words slip past soft lips as fingers lead trails down to her hips into my wild imagination my mind takes a trip gentle cresses, deep breaths hearts pounding lost my grip just as it seems Im cant take anymore crash Im looking up from the floor tangled in the sheet with a cold sweat, a dream is all ill know but a dream I will hold forever and never let go

The Mark
Smoke snakes across the sky; meanders into her mind like the night's lullaby. And the incent burns itself away leaving the memory of it behind The aroma lays its hands on everything here. Dark eyes penetrate the black searching the secrets for love. Obsidian mist fills the air with the sound of her heart beating The blood is pushed within the veins as her lips find the chasm of life again The roaring silence settles upon the room and steals the gasps of beautiful agony into itself. "Shhh," the whisper finds its victim, "The sting is only the first, my dear." Warmth runs from under her and finds hiding in her flesh, white beneath the morning moon. Hands reach across the sheets for the bottle on the nightstand... captured Nepenthe. She helps it to his lips, "Run from this memory but the mark will find you." The bloodied satin cradles him as she leans in, like before, with that dreaded kiss of shared desires. The stillness is a whirlwind of turmoil , too t

Stupi Shit
i think about many thing that are stupid and funny some of which aref the sky is the limit, then what is space, over the limit? Are children who act in rated 'R' movies allowed to see them? Can you make a candle out of your earwax? When French people swear do they say pardon my English? Aren't the 'good things that come to those who wait' just the leftovers from the people that got there first? If the swat team breaks down your door do they have to replace it later? Can a fire truck park in the fire lane? Can it be cloudy and foggy at the same time? "Cute as a button" Is that supposed to be a compliment? Since when are buttons cute? Can you breathe out of your nose and mouth at the same time? Are marbles made of marble? Why does the last piece of ice always stick to the bottom of the cup? If you pay for a vacation and your plane crashes on the way there, do you get you money back? (Granted you lived) Why did Yankee Doodle name the feather in his hat Macaroni? Who was the

What Is Intimacy?
What is Intimacy? Today, the word intimacy has taken on sexual connotations. But it is much more than that. It includes all the different dimensions of our lives -- yes, the physical, but also the social, emotional, mental and spiritual aspects as well. Intimacy really means total life sharing. And haven't we all had the desire at one time or another for closeness, for oneness, for sharing our life with someone totally? Marshall Hodge wrote a book called "Your Fear of Love." In it he says, "We long for moments of expressions of love, closeness and tenderness, but frequently, at the critical point, we often draw back. We are afraid of closeness. We are afraid of love." Later in the same book Hodge states, "The closer you come to somebody, the greater potential there is for pain." It is the fear of pain that often drives us away from finding true intimacy. I was giving a series of lectures at a university in southern Ill

Letter To My Husband/wife
Dear Wife, I am writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Ex-Husband, Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true t

Emotions Arnt For Sex
Emotions arnt for sex, so why do you cry. It hurts she exclaims with a pent up voice, crying and wishing she had made a different choice. He thrusts in deeper, moaning in bliss, she knows shes into a deeply fucked up tryst. Closing her eyes, she cant bare the thought, she got herself in deep, unfortunaly she got caught. Now shes lying under a body, to much, to naughty. What to do, she cant cum now, her body is to torn, to shorn to hold out. He cums, she feels, unfortunaly he appeals, if only he were ugly, and mean, But he's perfect, lovely, keen. She lay's there thinking, what a lovely fuck, he lays there thinking, i left my phone in my truck. As soon as he leaves, pumpkin pie left as sweet remeberance for the sex, she smiles and feels warm, cant walk, its a storm. Emotion sweeps in she creeps towards the bed, if only if only she could be dead. After sex feel is lovely and all, but the lost body, has no appeal. Missing him already, smelling him with her musk, she shides away from her r

~~ Sexy Man Of Ct Contest Over In 2 Hrs ~~
Updates For Sexy Man Of CT Contest! Only 2 hours left to it's over! 1st Place.... With 5396 comments 2Nd Place.... With 2922 comments 3rd Place.... With 2199 comments 4th Place.... With 1363 comments There u go these are the people who have the winning comments so far... I got 1st, 2nd, and 3rd place winners and these guys are in the lead thanks maria

Loves Bloody Kisses
Lonesome Little Vampire, You are losing your touch, I can see it in your eyes, You desire it too much. You Lie Right To me, With no use for words, I can see it in those lips that quiver You are fighting the urge. You are imagining my skin Breaking Beneath your teeth Tasting that sweet nectar That lies just beneath. The pain I can't feel, Only pleased to see, My baby is finally, Feeding upon me. His touch is so Gentle, But, his bite is so rough, That one little taste, And now he can't get enough. He tried to play innocent, Says he does not need it. But, his bite told the story, This Vampire, has been defeated. He finally gave in, Got the taste he has missed, And I have gotten my first, Loves Bloody kiss.

Single, Dating, And Honesty
After talking to and meeting all sorts of different people and personalities over the past year; I've come to the conclusion that people are cowards. Now, before you go all defensive on me, I just felt that its the best term to describe most people's inability to communicate who they are, what they want, and what they are all about. I'm sure women have dated "That guy" and guys have dated "That girl" that may have jaded you for a while, if you aren't still; welcome to the club. So here is a write up I used on a site, that pretty much describes what I think. I am looking for Friends: OK, there are so many ways this can be taken, but I'll try my best to explain how I feel about "friends". First off, friends are fun to hang out with; I'm definately looking to meet some people who share the same interests that I do, but also different interests that I might end up liking and want to do more once I try them. Friends are people that I trust with anything; sure, friends can be mo

Deep Silent Complete
In your creation heaven did decree That in your arms sweet death should dwell Deep Silent Complete Black velvet sea The sirens are calling for me Saved my soul thinking "This song's a lie" Sand on the shore is so dry Deep Silent Complete Black velvet sea Brave day sinking in endless night The age will say "This poet lies" Heaven never touched earthly face The age will say "This night was ours" Blessed with the Deep The Silent the Complete

Please Remember To Tell Them You Love Them
I RECENTLY HAD SEVERAL LOSSES OF 3 GOOD CHAT FIENDS 1 CAR ACCIDENT FROM DRINKING N DRIVING AND 2 FROM ILLNESSES...PLEASE IF YOU HAVE INTERNET FRIENDS YOU ARE CLOSE TO LET THEM KNOW HOW YOU FEEL NOW BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE BECAUSE I SHOULD HAVE COMES REAL FAST AND LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO NOT TELL THEM.....ALL MY LOVE TO YOU ALL MY INTENET FRIENDS....CHERRY LOVE....Tammy Myspace Layout Codes Most Resources Layout Comment Graphics New Layout Codes Best Graphics

Things That Are Difficult To Say When Drunk
borrowed this from a friend..too funny :) THINGS THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK 1. Innovative 2. Preliminary 3. Proliferation 4. Cinnamon 5. Chimney THINGS THAT ARE VERY DIFFICULT TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Specificity 2. Anti-consti tutionalistically 3. Passive-aggressive disorder 4. Transubstantiate THINGS THAT ARE DOWNRIGHT IMPOSSIBLE TO SAY WHEN DRUNK: 1. Thanks, but I don't want to have sex. 2. Nope, no more booze for me. 3. Sorry, but you're not really my type. 4. Taco Bell? No, thanks, I'm not hungry. 5. Good evening, officer. Isn't it lovely out tonight? 6. Oh, I couldn't. No one wants to hear me sing karaoke. 7. I'm not interested in fighting you. 8. Thank you, but I won't make any attempt to dance, I have no coordination. I'd hate to look like a fool. 9. Where is the nearest toilet? I refuse to vomit in the street. 10. I must be going home now as I have work in the morning.

Dear Mj....
Dear MJ.... You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Would You Change
If you knew that you would die today Saw the face of god and love Would you change? Would you change? If you knew that love can break your heart When you're down so low that you cannot fall Would you change? Would you change? How bad, how good, does it need to get? How many losses? how much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget, Makes you change Makes you change If you knew that you would be alone Knowing right, being wrong, Would you change? Would you change? If you knew that you would find a truth That would bring a pain that can't be soothed Would you change? Would you change? How bad, how good, does it need to get? How many losses? how much regret? What chain reaction would cause an effect? Makes you turn around Makes you try to explain Makes you forgive and forget, Makes you change Makes you change Are you so up right You can't be bent If it comes

Slow
wow my is running slower then christmas lol i know why it is i'm d/ling music to burn a cd for blake... know my itunes isn't coming up gezzz there it is... get drunk and don't hmmm get sick on anyone lol don't ask

[circletimes] Pentacle Quest Continues To Make News
The Veteran Pentacle Quest continues to be in the media this Yuletide season: * The top story on the front page of this week's WITCHES VOICE is on the Pentacle Quest and the Dedication of Sgt. Stewart's Plaque with Pentacle: The Battle is Won in Nevada, The Quest for VA Approval of the Pentacle Intensifies, by Paula Johnson http://www.witchvox.com * On Thursday, December 23, the South Bend Tribune of Indiana became the latest media source to carry the Yuletide AP story on the Quest. It includes the main article, its sidebar, and a photo of Selena Fox at Wiccan Korean War Veteran Jerome Birnbaum's gravesite at Circle Cemetery at Circle Sanctuary Nature Preserve near Barneveld, Wisconsin: "Wiccans Push for Greater Tolerance" http://www.southbendtribune.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=3D/20061228/Lives05/612280448/-1/LIVES/CAT=3DLives05 * Joe Soucheray, a conservative radio talk show host, in response to the Yuletide AP Quest article, came out in suppo

New Orleans...
Last year I went to New Orleans post Hurrican Katrina with the Oregon National Guard. When I got there it smelled horrible, the place was obliterated! I'll never forget going there. It was the single most important thing I've done in my life...helping fellow Americans. Now that the city is up and running I would love to be there counting down the New Year! Joe Kerr

Words Of Wisdom 4 The New Years
This is the road to enlightenment, revised... 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact just fuck off and leave me alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tyre. 3. The darkest hour is just before dawn. So if you' re going to steal your neighbour' s milk, that' s the time to do it. 4. Sex is like air. It' s not important unless you aren't getting any. 5. Don' t be irreplaceable. If you can' t be replaced, you can' t be promoted. 6. No one is listening until you fart. 7. Always remember you' re unique. Just like everyone else. 8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 9. If you think nobody cares whether you' re alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments. 10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you' re a mile aw

Hate
Well isn't it funny how the world works... I never thought i would see the day that i'd be filled with so much hate... but ya know it was only a matter of time... I learned when your at your lowest point and you start to come back the only thing you feel is hate.. Right now thats whats keeping me going... To my friends and family thank you for being there i do love you... to the ppl who hurt me the most and i know you know who you are fuck off get a real life and grow up..yea i made some stupid mistakes but the hatred i feel for you only makes me stronger.. So now you see the real me ... You were so full of hate i tried and tried but ya know .. You did it .. You brought me down with you so enjoy this.. I'm the coldhearted Bitch you wanted to see...

What Girls Like
Tell her why she's perfect for you. Pick her up & pretend like you're going to throw her in the pool. She'll kick & scream , but secretly she'll love it. Protect her. Hold her hand when you talk to her. Look at her like she's the only girl you ever want to be with. When she least expects it, pull her in & kiss her, hard. Tell her she looks beautiful. Tickle her, even if she says stop. Let her fall asleep in your arms. Call her. Kiss her forehead. Give her piggy back rides. Be slow, don't push anything. Make her feel needed & loved. Kiss her in the rain. & when you fall in love with her... tell her.

When Your Car Is Too Fast
Your car is to fast when.... 1. The emissions test guy starts laughing as soon as you pull onto the rollers. 2. You can't drive your car in the rain. 3. Your 'significant other' is afraid to drive your car. 4. You are afraid to drive your car. 5. You spend more on tires than on food. 6. You spend more on car insurance than on house payments. 7. You look in a state police car and see a picture of your car taped to the dash. 8. You throw your underwear in the garbage rather than the hamper. 9. You have to go to the track to buy gas. 10. Your mechanic names the new wing of his shop after you. 11. Jacques Villeneuve and Michael Schumacher wave you by. 12. You can make the Kessel Run in less than 12 parsecs. 13. You're tempted to wear your fire suit just to drive to the office. 14. Red signal lights shift to green as you're approaching then shift back to red as you're receding. 15. You arrive somewhere before you left. 16. You get pulled over for doing 155 in a 35 but the

Happy New Year, Everyone!
I'm sending New Year's wishes out to all my friends, family, and fans! Have a wonderful evening, but stay safe, please! Me? I'm spending New Year's Eve on CherryTAP! My oldest daughter is here, visiting her guys. I've developed a cold, bah! humbug! That's OK, I don't feel too bad. My rum and Coke should ease the discomfort a bit, lol! I've been musing over the events in 2006 that have impacted my life in strange ways. I've developed a network of fellow energyworkers and we support each other beautifully! I have a best friend who understands where my head is at when no one else has a clue, lol! We can discuss things that would drive other people absolutely crazy and make coherent decisions in the process. Don't know what I'd do without her and I hope she feels the same about me! I wanted to learn more about my past lives, and, lo and behold, I've learned more than I ever expected and sometimes more than I bargained for, lol! I've found and been found by so many past life compa

I Think This Says It All
My Wish for You in 2007 May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires and may happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............ May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! HAPPY NEW YEARS TO ALL MY FRIENDS..FANS!! evil

New Year......
why does everyone make sucha big deal out of the new year? I dont get it. I guess it is special if u have someone with u who knows i dont really care. well new year and everything i might as well put everything out i am preg i have been for like going on 3 months. i dont like to talk about not something i am proud of. The father of the baby wil n ot be in the babys life personally i dont even know what i am going to do i dont know how it is going to be i am still so young. i have so much ahead of me. NOW if i was to explain how it happen u would understand not the whole sex part but toher things u would understand but i am not going to get into because personally i dont think it is anyones business i told one person how it happen. BEcuase ia m Ashamed but nothing i can do about it. I dont weant sympsthy because i dont like it. Anyway... i am very bored and itred and i should be in bed because i need the rest but of course i am not lol. Well i hope everyones night is go

Happy New Year!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND EVERYBODY ELSE I WANT TO WISH YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR! I KNOW IT IS ALREADY 2007 THERE BUT HERE IN CALI WE STILL HAVE A LITTLE LESS THAN 2 HOURS. I AM AT WORK RIGHT NOW AND I GET OFF IN 25 MINUTES...SO IN 35 MINUTES I EXPECT TO HAVE SOME TYPE OF ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGE IN MY HAND OR BOTH HANDS!! LMAO. BUT PLEASE ON THE REAL...EVERYBODY STAY SAFE. HAVE SOMEONE WHO IS ABSOLOUTELY FREE OF ALCOHOL DRIVE YOU HOME. WE ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH FATALITIES FROM DRINKING AND DRIVING THROUGHOUT THE YEAR THAT WE DO NOT NEED ANYMORE! KISS THE ONES YOU LOVE AND MAKE SURE YOU GET YOU SOME TYPE OF RESOLUTION TO BETTER YOURSELF IN THE NEW YEAR. I DON'T CARE IF IT IS THAT YOU PROMISE NEVER TO PICK YOUR NOSE AGAIN OR WHETHER YOU PROMISE NEVER TO RIP OFF A TOE NAIL AND USE IT AS A TOOTHPICK. JUST GET SOME TYPE OF NEW YEARS RESOLUTION! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL AND I WILL TALK TO YOU IN 2007! "AND THANKS TO EPMD I AM O-U-T-T-A-H-E-R-E!"

2007
the start of a new year a new way of life. eating healthy being healthy spending more time doin family nites quittin smoking.. and findin a good person to spend some time with is all on my list of to do this year. anyone else got some good resolutions i should add to my list lol hope its a great one !!!

Part Four
"Dave and I attended the national convention last year in Texas. During the week there's always a special night, usually kinky, it's a big pissing contest between host. Each year the nights get more extravagant. Anyway we took Jill and Kim to dinner with us. We were all seated at tables in a large ballroom. Several local college girls were led in and stripped then led out. Soon after the severs came in pushing large severing trays with these girls laying on them covered with food." Jill sensing my uneasiness interrupts, "the next day Kim and I went shopping and compared notes. To our surprise we both had the best sex of our lives after the dinner. So we decide to work the guys up again. At dinner that night we suggested having our own dinner. All of us brainstormed on whom we'd invite. The next morning as soon as the guys left Jill called. To our surprise out of the dozen women we thought of the guys both fantasized about Shannon. A month after returning home Jill tol

For Muh Son
MY SON IS IN A CONTEST"CUTEST KID" PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SUM LUV. COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED(HINT HINT) LOL.. WE APPRECIATE IT !! AND THANK YOU IN ADVANCE.JUST CLICK ON HIS PIC. CONTEST STARTED JAN.1,2007 AND WILL RUN UNTIL JANUARY 8,2007 @ MIDNIGHT. XOXOOXOXOXOXO Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

Ted Nugent On Deer Hunting
Rock star Ted Nugent was being interviewed by a French journalist. The journalist asked, "What do you think the last thought is in the head of a deer before you shoot it? Is it, `Are you my friend?' or is it `Are you the one who killed my brother?'" Nugent replied, "They aren't capable of that kind of thinking. All they care about is, 'What am I going to eat next, who am I going to screw next, and can I run fast enough to get away. They are very much like the French."

Fakes
Although I am a new memeber to Cherry Tap, I have noticed a lot of people complaining about Fakes and Imitators. I can tell you right now, I am not a fake nor an imitator, I don't have a salute up yet, but I am working on it. The cam I have is a piece of crap...doesn't even fit my face with a piece of paper in it.... Any way, fakes and imitations are going to happen...this is the internet after all. People have access to all sorts of pictures and what not. The only reason someone would want to fake or imitate you is because they are just jealous or envious of you, nothing more... Well...thats it for me. leave your comments or whatever, lates! P.S. I am in no way supporting fakes or imitations, just stating a fact.

New Deal
Well, this is a whole new thing for me... i have friends on this cherry tap thing, so i thought i would give it a shot... I am so used to myspace, this place is different. But seems cool~ I can at least upload pics of my boobs though!!! I am so proud of the new rings, if u can't tell!!! *lol* well, thats my thought for now

The Psychology Of Creating Attraction
Hey Crystal, Before I ever learned how to attract women, I used to watch how those guys we call "Players"... would walk into a room, leave with the woman of their choice... and make it look so damn EASY. I used to think to myself that it would be SO fantastic if I could do that. I figured that these guys must be "good looking" or charming... or have SOMETHING... ...something I didn't have. Later, after I learned the SKILL of meeting women, I realized that the most important thing I had been missing was knowing HOW to ATTRACT women. Here's the BOTTOM LINE: ANYONE can learn to meet women. But if you don't UNDERSTAND how to create ATTRACTION, then you will beat your head against the wall YOUR ENTIRE LIFE and still not have any success. The BEST way for YOU to learn how to create MASSIVE attraction is to read my downloadable eBook called "Attraction Isn't A Choice". http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Attractio

Searchin For Love...
A good friend of mine commented on something I wr once wrote about my own relationship. She said that I shouldn't go looking for love or a relationship..I should just let it happen. Well I see her point somewhat..but I am confused. If you don't go out seeking what you want how will it ever come to you? Thats what scares me. I want to be in a long term relationship so bad that I jump in head first and never really get to know the person. Well as I am saying here I am scared if I don't go out looking for love that it might pass me by. There is a old country song in there somewhere...lol. Give you a dollar if you can name it. Anyway this friend of mine and I had been in a relationship before and it was just like that. We both jumped in head first and didn't get to know one another completely. It seemed like we knew each other so well cause we wrote each other at least 2 emails a day. And then we would chat online and then came the time when we actually would talk on the phone. Well we fir

With Love Friends
"I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." "I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights." "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life." "I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as "making a life." "I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance." "I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back." "I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision." "I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one." "I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.

Bulletins
Anyone else tired of the "If you don't repost this you aren't my friend or you will be removed" type bulletins? I am sure I have been guilty of reposting one like this in the past but I am in the habit of removing a friend when i see them come up. Ok Rant over

My Love For You
MY LOVE FOR YOU I would sell my soul without hesitation Give up all that I own without reservation Walk to the ends of the earth for you Is what I would be prepared to do I would be prepared to lay down and die If it meant you would never have to cry If I could take all your pain away Leaving you only with happy days I would do it for you without a doubt Because to me that is what true love is all about

No N Sense
Roses are red, violets are blue Give me something else to do The grass is green, the sky is blue. I want to fly, all the way to you. I say this words that make no sense, But hopefully, you'll say a phrase. My work is done, And i hope you'll come. So-that-i-can-love-you. Through-all-time. The rose is red, the violet blue, My heart is hurting, cause of you. I'm going, you are not here. You don't love, so i will leave. The time has come, to end this verse, So make your life, a happy place. Don't forget me, i will love you, Don't regret me, when i had you...

Yeah Not So Sure How I Feel About This...
Which character from the movie 'Merlin' are you? You are NIMUE - Merlin's true love, love of his life! You and Merlin meet in the woods as you and your party are lost. Merlin shows you the way and warns you to stay on the path - which of course you don't. You get into quick sand and call out for help. Merlin saves you! The love of you and Merlin stays with you all your life, although you get not much time to enjoy one another.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sadness
Well here it goes, my whole life i been around all those i care about. Even some i dont! Well dont you get tired of being around the ones u love and them being taken from ya. I know this is the way the cookie crumbles. or the way lifes cycle works. I just dont know why , I mean i am sure if we all knew why it wouldnt be fair or whatever. I lived with an abusive dad , he hit me, and hurt me, it wasnt a good life to live, hell he even took a gun to me and told me i wasnt suppose to be here, he wanted a boy. well anyways this point i am tryin to make will soon come i think, I still have him in my life, hes my dad and all, but why the ones we are so close to, Like I loved my grandparents to death, and lost them. I just wish i knew why people werent punished enough for what they do to others, and why the good ones suffer. i guess thats it, all in all i am just alittle down, cuz my cusin lost her grandma today :( , so just tryin to focus on things.

Pleasure Appliation
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot/sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act?

New Rules For 2007
George Carlin's New Rules for 2007 > >New Rule: > Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you >don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like >them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is >doing these days . . mowing my lawn. > >New Rule: > >Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a >seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a >bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect >it to contain? Trout? > >New Rule: > >Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde >teachers are >permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky >bastards. > >New Rule: > >If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a >dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a >grown man, they're pictures of men. > >N

The Storm
I can smell the storm about you. Over your flesh that tingles with it's hidden electric. I can feel like a distant rumble the thunder, beneath your breath, welling beneath your breasts as your chest rises and falls. I can see the flash behind your eyes and revel in the majesty of your sensual winds. My hair wet with your rain as my head lifts and lips part. Catching of your sweet essence as I might as my hair clings to my face and chest. Like the storm heads you smile, keeping your playful distance, knowing how I long for the gift of your flood, eager to find a slaking for the unending thirst. My heart pounds furiously as your sensual nature brews above me, lower, lower, allow me to drink from thy clouds. Ahhhhh the dreams for a new year, the dreams that ere storm and wait for thee. xoxox Go Rate him...Add him...he's my favorite Poet! Show him lots of love ladies!! LupoDiavolo@ CherryTAP

No Title
When the pain from the silence is stinging your ears----and out come creaping, all of your fears---when does the pain ever go away---will I find someone to heal my heart some day---you can fight away all of the tears---seclude yourself from life, and wait until the dust clears--There is nowhere left to run and hide--you start pushing all of the pain deep inside--Noone can hear your heart as it dies--too tired of the abuse deceit and lies--I want someone to hold my soul instead of my hand--I want some one to listen and understand------------------ (still working on this one)

"the Cable Guy"
"The Cable Guy" Finally, the last stop on the route for today. He had been installing cable TV for people all day, and was glad the shift was about over. One more stop, that was all. And it should be easy; just a simple hook up in a bedroom. He knocked on the door, and a stunning brunette answered it. But he could tell this was going to be different. She was obviously not in a good mood, and did not at all seem interested in seeing him. But god, she was amazing! He introduced himself, telling her he was here to put a cable in her bedroom. She shrugged, and showed him to the room, pointing to the dresser that her husband wanted the TV on. He could not help but ask, why, with such a beautiful wife, her husband wanted a TV in the bedroom. She could only scowl, and call her husband a few choice names. She left the room, and he continued with his work. He ran the cable, hooked it up and tested it. All the while, all he could think about was how gorgeous she was. Now it was time to r

This N That
So the new year has started out on a weird note. I fucked my knee up 2 more times (same bad knee). So I wonder how much more damage is done than what's already been. It looks as if it may be broken internally, but I'll find out probably Thursday. I just can't believe all this stuff that's going on in my life now, and so fast. Monday at 6 pm, Adam and I have our first parenting class, Wednesday I meet back with my psychtrist, Thursday the hospital about my knee, and Friday another meeting with my psychtrist and some other people to see what kinds of antidepressants and help I should be getting treated for on my depression and my other mental bull shit. I mean at least I admit that I hve these issues, and I'm sure not the fuck proud of who I am when it comes to those issues, so that's why I'm going to the parenting class and seeking mental help for my depression and anger. A lot of people have the same issues, and just don't see that it's wrong, or they do, they're just too proud

Bf/gf Application
WOULD YOU... [_] go out with me? [_] go out with my best friend? [_] go out with my dog? [_] let me frisk you? [_] film a movie with me? [_] knit a rug with me? [_] take a shower for me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] let me fling u into the road? [_] not stalk my home for a night? [_] Would you let me sleep in my own bed? [_] would u only sing with the car windows rolled up? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] let me give your piggy bank a ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my other psycho bf left me at a roadside diner because he was to drunk to remember me? [_] Lock me in your closet and only show me to your close friends? [_] lick my car? [_] dance around a bonfire naked? [_] let me make you go into debt? [_] do the housework while I supervise? [_] not tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you to death? [_] stick up a bank for me if i was broke? [_] play strip and paint my bedroom walls with me? [_] say yes if i asked you to go away? [_] get

Join The Exxonmobil Boycott
Hi! I just sent an email to ExxonMobil to let them know that I will not buy ExxonMobil gasoline unless -- and until -- ExxonMobil abandons its lobbying efforts to open the Arctic National Wildlife Refuge up to harmful drilling and takes meaningful action to curb global warming, to invest in renewable energy, and to pay for the damages done by the Exxon Valdez oil spill in Alaska. Go to http://action.defenders.org/boycott It's time to hold ExxonMobil responsible for putting corporate profits over protection of wildlife and wildlife habitat. Please join me in boycotting ExxonMobil!

Uninteresting Stuff
I guess I'm getting borring..... — Thursday, January 04, 2007-originally written on tagworld. So people, how's it going? It says I had 5 whole visits to my site yesterday. It's a good thing my life doesn't revolve around how many visits I get here. It's hard to have things to write about right now anyway. I'm not supposed to write about my gf, cuz she is concerned about what strangers that don't affect her life at all might think about her. So whatever, I just said she can't write about me at all then either. Good or bad. I rather don't like misreprsentations, even if it appears to be a "good" one. anyway, I did all sorts of stuff today. I paid my truck insurance, got them to fill out a paper I needed to turn into the hospital today. I went and put money in the bank, christmas money and stuff. When I was at the insurance place, a lady came in to pay her's with cash, and they didn't accept cash as payments anymore. I paid for hers with my credit card, and

Reflections In The Mirror
She sits me in front of the mirror, and does my hair; we do this every day. She runs a comb through my hair, she talks to me; this is what she has to say: You're cold, like stone. Not warm and loving. You're not strong, you're weak. You bring nothing but shame to this family. You're not pretty, you're ugly; You're never happy, you're always sad, Why would God give a child like you to me? Sit still! Don't wiggle in your seat! Sit up straight, look at me when I speak; Do you understand me? As the tears fall down my cheek, I lift my head to look at my Mother when she speaks, I'm only what you've made me, Mother. Look into the mirror and see. My eyes meet the mirror and find no difference between the two reflections I see. Then I look more closely, the reflection whose eyes are alive is me.

Never
"How can you be so stupid?" "I will never be smart" "Why are you so sloppy?" "I will never be neat." "I have never loved you." "I will never be loved." "I never wanted you." "I will never be wanted." "Why do you make me hit you?" "How do I make you stop?" "I never wanted a child like this." "I will never be like you" "I wish you were never born." "I wish I was never born."

New Update
Hey Everyone :) I updated both of my sites today...If you are feeling a little freaky and have nothing to do maybe you'll pop over and let me know what you think ;) Happy Friday and I hope you all have a great weekend! XOXO, Aimeelynn http://www.aimeelynn.net http://www.southern-charms4.com/aimeelynn

Thinking Out Loud...
Far too often we look to others for needs that we should be filling ourselves. Searching within we can usually find all that we need to survive and be happy. Why then do we look for so much from others? Perhaps it is that we feel too insecure with ourselves to truly believe what our convictions, thoughts and dreams provide for us. Many successful people will tell you if you can dream it, believe it, and work toward it… you can attain it. I believe that is true as well. We all hold an inner force that drives us to our aspirations… that forces us to go beyond where we may normally not go. It is in those times that we are truly able to move forward with our lives and reach our objectives. Quite often those forces are driven by emotions, when we are at our lowest or even our highest levels, however, balance is the key to satisfaction and accomplishments. Searching outside ourselves for strength, hope, happiness, peace, harmony, discovery, exploration,

Mom's Dictionary
AMNESIA: Condition that enables a woman who has gone through labor to make love again. DUMBWAITER: One who asks if the kids would care to order dessert. FAMILY PLANNING: The art of spacing your children the proper distance apart to keep you on the edge of financial disaster. FEEDBACK: The inevitable result when your baby doesn't appreciate the strained carrots. FULL NAME: What you call your child when you're mad at him. GRANDPARENTS: The people who think your children are wonderful even though they're sure you're not raising them right. HEARSAY: What toddlers do when anyone mutters a dirty word. IMPREGNABLE: A woman whose memory of labor is still vivid. INDEPENDENT: How we want our children to be as long as they do everything wesay. OW: The first word spoken by children with older siblings. PUDDLE: a small body of water that draws other small bodies wearing dry shoes into it. SHOW OFF: a child who is more talented than yours. STERILIZE: what you do t

Drinking Style
ARIES Impulsive Aries people like to party and sometimes don't know when to call it a night. Their competitive streak makes them prone to closing-time shot contests. They're sloppy, fun drunks, and they get mighty flirty after a couple tipples. Getting Aries people drunk is a good way to get what you want out of them, should other methods fail. Aries can become bellicose when blotto, but they will assume that whatever happened should be forgiven (if not forgotten) by sunrise. They can be counted on to do the same for you -- so long as you haven't gone and done anything really horrible to them last night,.... you sneak y Gemi ni. TAURUS Drinking style Taurus prefers to drink at a leisurely pace, aiming for a mellow glow rather than a full-on zonk. Since a truly intoxicated Taurus is a one-person stampede, the kind of bull-in-a-china-shop inebriate who spills red wine on white carpets and tells fart jokes to employers, the preference for wining and dining (or B

Generation Gap
One evening a grandson was talking to his grandfather about current events. The grandson asked his grandfather what he thought about the shootings at schools, the computer age, and just things in general. The granddad replied, "Well, let me think a minute, I was born, before television, penicillin, polio shots, frozen foods, Xerox, contact lenses, Frisbees and the pill. There was no radar, credit cards, laser beams or ball-point pens. Man had not invented pantyhose, air conditioners, dishwashers, clothes dryers, and the clothes were hung out to dry in the fresh air and man hadn't yet walked on the moon. Your grandmother and I got married first-and then lived together. Every family had a father and a mother. Until I was 25, I called every man older than I, 'Sir' and after I turned 25, I still called policemen and every man with a title, 'Sir.' We were before gay-rights, computer-dating, dual careers, daycare centers, and group therapy. Our lives were governed by the Ten Commandments, go

Hot Linking, Ask First
There was a story on Digg that concerned hot linking and what the person done to stop people on myspace using his bandwith and image. Now usually its polite to ask if its ok to hot link to someones image or anything else they have online, because they may be paying for thier own hosting and once the traffic goes up, then they get charged. Well this happened to him, at first it was small and didn't dent the bandwith he was paying for, so he let it go. But then the hits jumped and he was starting to look at a big bill for the bandwith used. So he changed the image that everyone was hot linking to, and waited to see what happened. Lets just say it was a very nasty pic LOL. Now would i have done the same thing when a simple block line would have stopped them? Yes because its so funny to see what people would say when they realise that the image has changed. Yes its nasty to do, but it teaches people a lesson that its polite to ask first.

Please Pray For Rober Sims,united States Army...going On A Mission Tomarrow In Iraq.
This is not a Joke contest or anything of the sort. Those of you that know me better than most know I have a Brother over in Iraq. He's my half brother but still has the same blood as me. Tomorrow he is slated to go on a mission. so I'm not asking I'm BEGGING any and all of you that are willing to throw a prayer,blessing or anything of the sort to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Say one for him. His name Is Robert Sims he is in the United States Army. If you would say one for him and his Unit (b co 1-37 armored) I will forever be in your debt. Thank You and God Bless you and your families (repost of original by 'Pandemonium~Club Illusia' on '2007-01-07 10:00:29')

My Friends???
MY Friends??? date:JANUARY 7,2007 No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

Apparently I'm Irish... Lol!!
British: [ ] You drink a lot of tea [x] You vote conservative or labour because lib dems will never get in [x] You know what a brolly is [ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life [ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor [x] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell" [x] Fish and Chips are yummy [ ] you can eat a Full English Breakfast [ ] you dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs [x] its football...not soccer Total = 5 Australian [ ] you wear flip flops all year [ ] you call flipflops thongs not flip flops [ ] you love a backyard barbie [x] you know a barbie is not a doll [ ] you love the beach [x] sometimes you swear without realizing [ ] you're a sports fanatic [ ] you are tanned [ ] you're a bit of a bogan [x]you have an australian something (thongs, shirt, phone sock, etc.) Total = 3 Italian [ ] The Sopranos is a great show. [ ] your last name ends in a vowel. [ ] your grandmother makes her own sauces. [ ] you know how a real meatba

How To Catch Your Man(lmao)
A husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question.... WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Wou ld you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would she use my golf clubs?"

13 Principles
As Adopted By The Council Of American Witches Witch meet, April 11-14, 1974, Minneapolis, Minnesota In 1974 the Council of American Witches was formed with 73 Witches of varying traditions. They attempted to form a statement of common principles and definitions shared by Witches in order to dispel misinformation. These principles have been incorporated into one or more editions of the U.S. Army handbook for chaplains. Here follows the introduction that accompanied the principles, this explains them better than we can, and the 13 principles themselves. Although most Witches embrace the Wiccan Rede, many embrace some or all of these as well. The Council of American Witches finds it necessary to define modern Witchcraft in terms of the American experience and needs. We are not bound by traditions from other times and other cultures and owe no allegiance to any person or power greater than the Divinity manifest through our own being. As American Witches, we welcome and respec

Go Marines
Two Arabs boarded a flight out of London. One took a window seat and the other Sat next to him in the middle seat. Just before takeoff, a Marine sat down in the aisle seat. After takeoff, the Marine kicked his shoes off, Wiggled his toes and was settling in when the Arab in the window seat said, "I need to get up and get a coke." "Don't get up," said the Marine,>"I'm in the aisle seat, I'll get it for you." As soon as he left, one of the Arabs Picked up the Marines shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned with the coke, the other Arab said, "That looks good, I'd really like one, too." Again, the Marine obligingly went to fetch it. While he was gone the other Arab picked up the Marines other shoe and spat in it. When the Marine returned, they all sat back and enjoyed the flight. As the plane was landing, The Marine slipped his feet into his shoes And knew immediately what had happened. "Why does it have to be this way?" he asked. "How long mu

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Happiness Cake
2 heaping cups of patience 1 handful of love 2 handfuls of generosity 1 handful of understanding a dash of laughter a generous sprinkle of kindness plenty of faith Method: 1. combine patience love and generosity with kindness 2. Add dash of laughter sprinkle generosity with kindness 3.Add plenty of faith. Mix well. 4. Spread over a period of a lifetime 5. Serve to everyone you meet. Sit back , relax and enjoy a slice or two every day of the year .Good for all gatherings!

Take My Hand
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin. Mwuaaaaaaaaaahh, Yours Truly SB1974

Poem/ Confusion
WHERE DO YOU GO WHERE DO YOU GO, WHEN YOUR CONFUSED, WHEN YOU DO SOMETHING VERY WRONG, WHEN SOMEONE YOU ARE SEEING SAYS TO YOU HE MAY BE IN LOVE WITH YOU, EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE STILL NOT SURE YOUR READY FOR IT, IS IT GOOD TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS, TO THINK OUT LOUD, TO SHARE YOUR HOPES,DREAMS,YOUR PLANS YOUR DESIRES, DOES IT CLEANSE YOUR SOUL, DOES IT EXPOSE YOUR WEAKNESS DOES IT SHOW THAT IM NORMAL OR CRAZY, WHERE AM I TO GO, TO TELL MY TALES OF WOE, TO SAY THINGS ARE GOING MY WAY, TO A STRANGERS EYES, MY GOD WHAT WOULD THEY THINK, SHOULD I CHANGE MY MIND AND KEEP IT TO MYSELF NO I DID THAT, WHAT DID I DO, OH YES I REMEMBER NO I WILL GO ON, BUT WHO AM I AM I REALLY WHO I PROJECT TO BE AM I A FAKE OR LIAR, AM I JUST TRYING A NEW SKIN OR STANDING NAKED FOR THE WORLD TO SEE MAYBE I AM JUST ME TRYING TO LIFT THE FOG THAT HAS LEFT ME SO CONFUSED FOR SO LONG TO FIND IF I'M DOING RIGHT OR WRONG

Tommorrow Is A New Day
She stands by the ocean - hands by her sides, watching the coming and going of tides; watching the gulls as they hover above, watching a man hold the hand of his love. Watching the yachts as they head to the shore, she longs to not be alone any more. She takes off her socks and she takes off her shoes; she takes a deep breath and she stares at the moon. Then, from the corner of her eye, he catches her sight; she picks up her things and walks into the night. Yes, it's him that she sees with his hands by his side, watching the coming and going of tides. In so many dreams she'd seen that very face, in all of her dreams, standing in that very place. She walks over to him, and they stand hand in hand; For that moment alone in the soft, cold, white sand, He says, "I knew you'd be here." She says, "I knew you'd come." Then they stand there in silence and wait for the sun. Now neither are alone and no more being afraid, For tonight by the ocean true love may be made. Some

Quick Work Story
I guess most of you know that I work in a pet store. It was a good day for funny there today. lol I have a few parrots at the store that are tame with me and will sit on my shoulder all day long while I work. This woman comes in and see's one with me and loses her head over it. Totally falls in love with it and has to have it. So we go through the whole thing of me telling her about the bird and how to take care of it and train it, etc. She's all ready to go but asks me if it's a male or female. We dont ever know the sex of the birds when they come in. They can be tested to determine it, but that's up to the buyer. So this woman says she wont buy it unless we find out the sex. She actually didnt even care if it was male or female, she just wanted to know for when she talked to it. (freaky bird lady!!!) Well I solved the problem. I told her that she should take it home and teach it how to talk. Once it learned to talk, she could ask it if it was a male or female. Incredibly, she

Real Friends
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with his or her foot!) > >>> > >>>A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. > >>> > >>>A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. > >>> > >>>A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. > >>> > >>>A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. > >>> > >>>A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. > >>> > >>>A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. > >>> > >>>A simple friend thinks the friendshi

Best Calorie Burners I Have Ever Seen...gotta Read
BEST CALORIE BURNERS I EVER SEEN! GOTTA READ IT...... Body: Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holdi

Deftones-change In The House Of Flies
I watched you change Into a fly, I looked away, You were on fire. I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. I took you home, Set you on the glass, I pulled off your wings, Then I laughed. I watched a change, In you, It's like you never, Had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. It's like you never, Had wings. Aaaahhh-ah-aaaahhh (x6) I look at the cross, Then I look away, Give you the gun, Blow me away. I watched a change in you, It's like you never had wings, Now you feel so alive, I've watched you change. Now you feel alive, You feel alive, You feel alive, I've watched you change. It's like you never, Had wings. Aaaahhh-ah-aaaahhh (x6) You've changed, You've changed, You've changed, Into a fly.

I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America
I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up ... and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, my head is a little higher, my colors a little bit truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshiped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected -- and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam. Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saigon, Vietnam know me, I was there. I led my troops, I was d

We Are The Weft
thru cobwebs i see my window is covered with old nests and webs left over morsels of arachnid dinners dirt from the outside roadside and a day covered by cloud the dim grey light attracts this vision skyward small birds sing amongst branches encrusted with petro chemical emissions oblivious of our unleaded footprint we cover the earth with no where's sacred anymore untouched by motorcades high overhead our world has fast become 1 big parking lot for our mad misadventure of travel and communication we're drowning in the depths of every1 elses sorrow no more todays tomorrow today is something very expensive and tomorrow is already on sale noodle e string (c)

See?
My idea of bling is stainless steel Chains on my hip, rings in my lip And enough sharp edges to be considered armed to the teeth An anarchist’s wet dream reborn real In a war with everything, so I don’t have to fight shit Function in my view of reality as I see fit Don’t really have the patience to so much as recognize your rules “Let’s all happily die for the will of a fistful of fools” You drool at the prospect of being a finely conditioned tool When I say fuck you I’m not trying to be rude I’m just trying to put an exclamation point, A big red line and dot on your disappointment You can stab it all you want but you’ll never own it You can fertilize the land but you’ll never grow it But I can teach you if you think you’re brave Just let me introduce some steel to your face Maybe with a big enough scar you’ll stop racing Shit like you always has to lose and die before you realize that you’re rotting yourself trying to win Let me open your eyes to the joys of trying

Strong
I stand strong everyday as a representation of my own race. I'm in school for a reason and this to get my education. I come from a well educated fam and we are all about our business. So next time you see me take time to get to know me. Like the old sayin goes "There's more to a book than it's cover" and believe that. ^_^

Black To Gray
eyes of the night watch over me the arms of the dark hold tranquility forwarning to the start of the day when things turn from black into gray a burning feeling that cant be shaken a part of life that has been taken an empty spot in the mind fill dreams with things so unkind forever in the land of the dead pages turn from black to red and our life is written in our blood rain falls and begins to flood each drop a memory that we share coming back to haunt the ones who care each one disappears when it hits the ground our feelings fade without a sound and leave us empty deep inside soon it becomes so hard to hide

Survey About Moi
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: ALICIA Birthday: MARCH 26, 1985 Birthplace: B-MORE (FRANKLIN SQUARE HOSPITAL) Current Location: ESSEX Eye Color: BROWN Hair Color: DARK BROWN Height: 5FT 5" Right Handed or Left Handed: RIGHTY Your Heritage: OMG...ITALIAN...RUSSIAN...GERMAN...POLISH...FRENCH...DUTCH...IRISH The Shoes You Wore Today: NIKES Your Weakness: SAYING NO..AND CHOCOLATE Your Fears: THE DARK Your Perfect Pizza: PINEAPPLE AND HAM...PAN PIZZA FROM PIZZA HUT Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: GET MORE ORGANIZED AND QUIT SMOKING Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL....OF COURSE Thoughts First Waking Up: OMG...HERE GOES ANOTHER DAY THAT I HAVE TO DO THIS SHIT AGAIN Your Best Physical Feature: MY ASS...WANNA SEE...J/K Your Bedtime: WHENEVER MY HEAD HITS THE PILLOW Your Most Missed Memory: MY AUNT TINA AND COUSIN NATHAN....RIP:APRIL 20,2005 Pepsi or Coke: CHERRY PEPSI MacDonalds or Burger King: NIETHER...TACO BE

Shitty Day
i work as an archaeologist and for the last few i have been working at the site of an iron age fort.Today i hit an unknown and underground blocked soil pipe. Needless to say i was in the shit, it had all backed up and came out with great force as my pick axe smashed through the clay pipe. I was covered from head to toe and went home to sulk lol

Cold Hands
Cold Hands Body: Cold Hands Two young lovers go up to the mountains for a romantic weekend vacation. When they get there, the guy goes out to chop some wood. When he gets back, he says, "Honey, my hands are freezing!" She says, "Well put them here between my legs and that will warm them up." After lunch he goes back out to chop some more wood and comes back and says again, "Man! My hands are really freezing!" She says again, "Well put them here between my legs and that will warm them up." He does, and again that warms him up. After dinner, he goes out one more time to chop wood for the night. When he returns, he again says, "Honey, my hands are really freezing!" She looks at him and says, "For crying out loud,... don't your *ears* ever get cold?!?!?

Why Is It
why is it that... the one person who said would call you... who you really wish would call... never does... the one person you just hope to hear from... seems to disappear... why is it that... i feel like something is wrong with me... because someone tells me they are busy... when i try to share something with them... why do i get the feeling my goldfish are looking at me like I'm pathetic? why is it that... i worry too much over calling a guy i like who i've called before... just because he said he'd call me... and hasn't... why is it that... i'm more afraid of what might happen... than what really will happen... why is it that.... i can be so terribly exhausted... and cannot sleep a wink... why is it that... the one person who i wish who would call... and who has been calling recently... stopped... why is it that... i am just too damn shy to send a text message again because... they never wrote back to the last one i sent. w

Sweet As Wine
I admired her from across the room Cradling the fine wineglass Slender, elegant hands Well manicured fingers Caressing the length of its stem Climbing and exploring Fingertips so soft Filling each hollow of the designI caught my breath As she raised the fine crystal To full, sensual mouth Lips already sweet as wine Liquid running cool against warm breathI melted and became the sweet nectar Washing myself over her tongue Letting her savour my flavour Filling her with the heady sense of myself I could feel her taste me Long languid trips upon her tongueWhen she lowered the goblet Her eyes met mine She stood and walked toward me Held the goblet out to me And asked me if I would like to taste I stood and looked at her longinglyReached out with both hands Slid them behind her neck And pulled her toward me My lips and tongue devouring hers Experiencing the rich blend of wine Making me feel drunk with lustIt was then I took the wine glass from her hand Sat down, refi

What Must You Think
What must you think? I’ve shouted and screamed I’ve blamed and let of steam I’ve tried everything I know I’ve even tried letting go I ask what must you think You must think I lied You must think I deceived In what I have said you must think I m crazy I m sorry for not letting me speak You must think I mean to upset you But its not what you think Things are not as bleak as you think I’ve said sorry and I’ve asked why But now so much time as gone by I don’t want to change the past I cant To try to heal wounds is all I want and build bridges that you can cross To let things end this way is so sad To forget a friend I once had I wish I could wish you happy birthday And wish I could give you a present A present with no cost A smile I wish I could give A smile I hope you have I wish you all the best I always have I m sorry for what you think I am As you read this I hope you think of me And I hope that brings you smile As I will always be a small fish in a big pond

Bitching Free Zone
Hello my cherries just wanted to say my page is a bitchin free zone so if ta wanna bitch to me about someone else forget it!! dont want the drama. I just cant stand females or males doing it gets a bit catty lol anyway thats my rant for today. & hello to Bee Tazzy Stephilicious mystic TigerAngels r real Travelin Bob Sydistic too many to mention but this is for you Layout Codes Myspace Resources Top Comment Graphics Luv Jovichick

~ Grandma And Grandkid Contest ~
~ Grandma and Grand kid contest ~ I'm starting and grandma and grandkid contest if u want to enter please send me a link to my inbox and i'll put u in Contest will start 1/15 thur 1/22 Will count comments and rates as final scores thank you maria

How To Clean The House
HOW TO CLEAN THE HOUSE 1. Open a new file in your PC . 2. Name it "Housework." 3. Send it to the RECYCLE BIN . 4. Empty the RECYCLE BIN . 5. Your PC will ask you, "Are you sure you want To delete Housework permanently?" 6. Calmly answer , "Yes," and press mouse button firm ly...... 7. Feel better? Works for me!

**sweetest Smile** Contest, Please Vote For Me.
I would like to ask all my friends to click the Icon below and please vote for ME! **SWEETEST SMILE** Contest. ’—¤÷(`[¤ ÐÊV‡£‡§H_TÊÁ§Ê¤]´)÷¤—' Thank You All From —¤÷(`[¤ ÐÊV‡£‡§H_TÊÁ§Ê¤]´)÷¤—' **SWEETEST SMILE** Contest WILL RUN FROM TODAY TILL TUESDAY AT 5 PM PACIFIC TIME RULES: *NOOOOOOOO COMMENTING YOURSELF!!!! *NO HARRASSING OF OTHER CONTESTANTS! *NO DRAMA WHAT SO EVER…THE FIRST SIGN AND YOURE GONE. I DON’T CARE WHAT THE REASON IS. *MY CONTEST, MY RULES…CANT HANDLE THEM, YOU SHOULDN’T HAVE JOINED. WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY COMMENTS AND TIMES RATED…RATING LOW ONLY GIVES POINTS TO OTHERS. PRIZES: THE TOP 5 WILL GET VIC GIFTS…NOT SURE WHAT, WHATEVER MY MOOD FEELS LIKE I GUESS. AND THE TOP 10 OVERALL WILL GET GIFTS OF SOME SORT.

Better Than Me
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I wouldn't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remembered What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never really had our closure Th

What I Want
I know that no guy is perfect, but I do believe in a guy being perfect for me. This is what I want/prefer: ~Athletic ~Incredible sense of humor ~Have style ~Taller than me ~Military background ~Adventurous ~Must challenge me ~Honest ~Opinionated ~Intelligent ~Hard working ~Loves to have fun ~Can keep up with me ~Must love my daughter as much as he loves me ~Respectful ~Good listener ~Goal oriented ~Open minded ~Classy ~Good looking ~Little to no criminal record (leaning towards the no side of that) ~Determined ~God fearing ~Faithful (cheaters/womanizers suck) ~Have integrity ~Sincere ~Compassionate ~Understanding I don't think that's too much to ask.

Thanks Glasslady37 For Inviting Me!
Well, I've only been on this site for a couple of hours and still looking around. Everyone has been so sweet and wonderful. Please give me a little time and I'll get it all figured out! Thanks and please feel free to comment, etc.

Never Had A Dream Come Ture
Never had a dream come ture Eeveryboby's got something They had to leve behind One regrt from yesterday That just seem to grow in time There:s no ues looking back or wondering How it could be now or migth have been All this i know but still i can't find ways To let you go I never had a dream come true Till the day i fond you Even thougt I pertent that I've move on You'll always be my baby i nere fond the words to say And I know matter Where life takes me to A part of me will alway be....with you Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sence of time And tomorrow can never be Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind Up with love is side with love I never had a dream come true Tell the day I found you Even though I preted that I've move on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say you're the one I think about each day And no know matter Where life takes me to A part of me will always be.....with you You'll always be the dream That fil

Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the ones I love Body: "LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smi

And I Am Still Her Child
And I Am Still Her Child A day dream came With me today And sent me to This poem to say This poem to say Became a rhyme A rhyme that sent Me back in time And I began to sing along With all the elements Came this song And I am still her child A child forevermore Many things I kept inside And I have brought this lore A story to become a song O Child, this child I had kept in so long As the Eagle Clipped his wings As the Stag The Hunter Brings As the Pine And green shall hold The colors merge A Sculpters hand shall remold And tis not all yet dip thy hand A screen of what may be untold Across the Land What Gold? A Fools Gold that he has found? Again I say from past Tis a reflected noun And I shall knock On every door To find truth and to explore And I am still her child A distant seeking Sun And I am still her child Protected and as One For in the Moon Reflected She The Earth And Sky The Fire And Sea And I am still her child And shall e

Join In
I (BOSS LADY WIT DA SEXXXY EYEZ) WANNA MARRY BEN DOVER !! HELP ME OUT PLEASE..IT'S APPRECIATED OK YEPP I'M IN ANOTHER CONTEST AND I NEED BOMBERS !!! NAME OF CONTEST IS "WHO WANTS TO MARRY BEN DOVER" IT'S GUNNA BE A FUN ONE. IT STARTS JAN.10(WED.) AND WILL GO UNTIL JAN.31(WED) SO PLEASE ANY FREE TIME YOU WANNA SPEND BOMBING WOULD BE GREATLY APPRECIATED. JUST CLICK ON MY PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO ME. THANKS AGAIN IN ADVANCE NUTTIN BUT LUV FOR YA. XOXOX

The Power Of Sexual Politics
"Sexual politics" means a lot of things in Washington, even how men and women relate to each other, defining notions about femininity and masculinity. For better or for worse, as in the marriage vows. In Washington "sexual politics" is usually more about power than sex. The Republicans are the Daddy Party, the Democrats the Mommy Party. But the stereotypes are changing right before our eyes, and smart pols will take due notice now because public expectations and psychological perceptions will shape their future. Nancy Pelosi, pretty in pearls and looking warm and maternal surrounded by her grandchildren, wants to be perceived as one tough mother with a gavel. Henry Kissinger said "power is an aphrodisiac," and that's certainly true for men, but so far it hasn't quite applied to women. We expect women in power to be defeminized, if not neutered. Think Maggie Thatcher, Indira Gandhi (and if you're old enough, Golda Mier). Geraldine Ferraro shared her recipes for blueberry muffins and

New Year
> After serious and cautious consideration.....your contract of >friendship has been renewed for the New Year 2007 ! > > > It was a very easy decision to make, in your case. > > > My Wish for You in 2007 > > May peace break into your house and may thieves steal your debts. > > May your pockets become a magnet for $100 bills. > > May love stick to your heart like peanut butter sticks to bread and >may laughter find your lips! > > May your clothes smell of success, may happiness caress your being >and may your tears be that of joy. > > May the problems you had forget where you live. > > May your health be the pinnacle of a well oiled machine. > > In simple words ............ > > > May 2007 be the best year of your life!!! Have a Happy New Year

Weird Shit
Am I tripping? Actually, don't answer that one. Anyway, what sort of subliminal messages are they including on this site? Last night, last time I checked, crushes didn't exist. Not a hint. Not a whisper. Next thing i know, there they are. And I'm pissed that I haven't got one! Is that odd? Yes! It seems to be on a par with when you delibrately leave your mobile somewhere, while you go off and do something else, in the vain hope that when you get back SOMEONE will have sent you a message or you'll have a missed call (just me that does that? Ooookkaaaayyy. Feelin like a total loser now. And I've admitted it in public. Great). Cherry Tap is more addictive than smack and wronger than giving you granny a sensual massage. Not that I've tried smack, so I'm only guessing. I'm still faintly disappointed that "crush" doesn't mean "destroy". There are some fuckers out there that'd look like goddam pancakes by now... P.S. If you haven't picked up on the subliminal message in THIS blog, I wan

Finding A Good Wife -- Or A Philosopher?
"My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife (insert spouse) you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher." - Socrates LOL... That may have been true of Socrates, but do you really think that it applies to everyone who doesn't find a good wife (or spouse)???? What do you think???

True Colors Coming Soon! Check Out My Space For Exclusives
Monday, January 08, 2007 TRUE COLORS Tracks On My Space Category: Music True Colors Tracks On My Space Current mood: anxious Category: Music .. TRUE COLORS TRACKS ON MY SPACE WWW.MYSPACE..COM/AMBMUSICOLOGY I COULD FEEL IT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/TRUECOLORSLP CHAPTER ONE I COULD FEEL IT RESPECT 4 ME DA COMING I'M THE FUTURE OF THE GREATEST AND I'M NOT AFFRAID TO SAY ALL YOU WANNABES ARE FRONTING CAUSE YOU SPEAK IN HESSITATION.

Epic Of Gilgamesh Part Viii
"My friend, why are the Great Gods in conference? (In my dream) Anu, Enlil, and Shamash held a council, and Anu spoke to Enlil: 'Because they killed the Bull of Heaven and have also slain Humbaba, the one of them who pulled up the Cedar of the Mountain must die!' Enlil said:'Let Enkidu die, but Gilgamesh must not die!' Bur the Sun God of Heavenl replied to valiant Enlil: 'Was it not at my command that they killed the Bull of Heaven and Humbaba! Should now innocent Enkidu die!' Then Enlil became angry at Shamash, saying: 'it is you who are responsible because you traveled daily with them as their friend!"' Enkidu was lying (sick) in front of Gilgamesh. His tears flowing like canals, he (Gilgamesh) said: "O brother, dear brother, why are they absolving me instead of my brother)" Then Enkidu said:) "So now must 1 become a ghost, to sit with the ghosts of the dead, to see my dear brother nevermore!" In the Cedar Forest where the Great (Gods dwell, I did not kill the

A Note To Cierra's Pr Peeps....
I’m ready to make CIARA my new ‘It’ girl...... but you folks need to send me a pic of her genitals first........ I won’t publish the pictures to my audience and at least we can move forward....... I understand that she is supposed to have an extra large labia.......and I’m cool with that....... Hell, if the lips of her happy no no spot are large enough to put lipstick on I may even be convinced to think that it is sexy......but I am strongly opposed to making love to CIARA if she has a penis....... Even a small one. Let’s say she has a penis and beef curtains… I’m still opposed to having sex with her....... although I don’t think that she should be stripped of her right to marry BOW WOW or MISSY ELLIOT or whomever is into that type of thing...... that is all.... Im jus sayin.....

Kaviar's Guide For Picking Up Valentine's Day Poon...
I used to be able to bag up shorties with my eyebrow compliments.......Chicks eat that shit up like corned beef hash....... I would give them kudos if I thought that they had threaded as opposed to waxing........ I just loved to watch them blush and get shy....... Girls like it when you pay attention to the details......because they spend a grip on the detailing.......Too bad too many cornballs peeped my game........ Now all kinds of bum azz nikkas is giving ladies compliments on their eyebrow game.....(for shame) That is why I am Kav to the MF'n Boogie......and they aren’t!!! (lame azz humps) I stay way ahead of these lame azz fools with my pickup lines.....The new shit I am on this summer is accessories.....particularly earrings........ like those drop jawnts all the little eclectic poonahnee is wearing......... They look middle eastern influenced on some arabic shit. It had been a trend the last few years for white girls to be stompin’ through with the fat booties......

Me
well here is a lil about me my name is kala but every one calls me cupp....i very energetic and i love playin sports i play basketball, volleyball and i rub track for niles mckinley....well i'm not sure what else to put so if u have any more questions then just ask

Women....do Betta Please....
"Okay, I wanted to give my opinion about this "Bi" sexual thing. If you look up the word bisexual in the dictionary it reads: 1) Of two sexes. 2) Having both male & female sexual organs in one individual. 3) Sexually attracted by members of both sexes. I just thought some people needed this definition to help with some of their confusion. So for all the girls on Cherry Tap that claims to be "Bi" but say "I Hate Boys" or "No guys so don't even ask". Please observe this definition.... P.S.A. its okay to be gay! If you're a girl that only likes other girls you're not "Bi" you're gay. So if this applies to you then you should go back and change your orientation to "Lesbian". Like I said, "If this applies to you" then take the necessary actions as you see fit. For all the real bisexual girls, more power to ya. The moral of this blog is "Keep It Real". If you can't be real with yourself don't be fake with everybody else. That's just

Juicy
She carefully slid the knife into his outer covering,making sure not to touch the precious contents underneath. As she cut the last area, she carefully took him between her hands and slowly peeled his outer layer away. She licked her lips in anticipation as he was slowly revealed to her. Her ardent gaze was fixed on the juice that ran from his firm flesh. She ever so slowly spread him apart and gently took him into her mouth. She ran her tongue up,down and around his firm flesh, making sure to keep as much of his juices within her. When every last drop was accounted for, she swallowed him whole, all the while thinking... " God, I love oranges". lol Hope you liked my first blog.

On How To Become A Wildly Successful Lover: Or At Least Be Seen As Definite Dating Material.
Right. As if I were an expert. Nonetheless, I have made a few observations and for whatever it's worth, I share them here for the edification of those who find themselves reading it. Because, if you HAD a date, you wouldn't be reading MY drivel. And if I had a date, I wouldn't be sitting here handing out advice that I obviously don't follow. Therefore, in the finest Arm Chair Philosophy tradition I shall attempt to summarise what I believe to be the heart of the matter. Not that I think it will help. Its certainly never done me any good either. Firstly, I should qualify all this by saying that I spend most of my time with oddly dressed people. Because I can't stand the modern world, I live in a bubble of my own creation. Fortunately for me, there are other people who share the vision. Which makes me wonder if there really is something to that theory about separate individuals sharing the same dream, alternate Universe and all that. But I digress. One of the thing

Sesame Chicken Recipe
Chicken breasts are cooked with sesame seeds, butter, Parmesan cheese, and spices then served with optional orange sauce. INGREDIENTS: * 3/4 cup bread crumbs * 1/3 cup sesame seeds * 2 tablespoons Parmesan cheese * 1/4 teaspoon ginger * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon pepper * 6 chicken breast halves * 1/3 cup melted butter PREPARATION: In a shallow dish or pie plate, put bread crumbs, sesame seeds, Parmesan cheese, ginger, salt, and pepper. Dip chicken pieces in melted butter, then coat thoroughly with the bread crumb mixture. Place chicken breasts on a baking sheet and bake at 375° for 45 minutes, or until chicken is tender. Serve with orange sauce, if desired. Makes 6 servings. Orange Sauce * 1 tablespoon butter * 2 tablespoons flour * 1 cup chicken broth * 1/2 cup orange juice * 2 teaspoons finely grated orange peel * 2 tablespoons sugar * 2 tablespoons vinegar * 1 tablespoon lemon juice

Worst Person
Sunday, November 05, 2006 Current mood: amused At the Bronze: Convicted Rep Bob Ney of Ohio, who resigned on Friday. It's about time. He was convicted of influence peddling with Jack Abramoff. Why is he on this list? Because it took him almost a month to resign. He was convicted in the beginning of October. That means the Tax payers of Ohio have been paying this convict for the past month. At the Silver: the Republican National Committee, who over the last week has aired grossly negative ads with racism, and quotes saying vote for democrat, vote for terrorists. We don't need the terrorists to make us afraid. We have the Republican Party. At the Gold: Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld, on Monday all four military publications are publishing asking for the firing of Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld. They are saying that the military has lost confidence in him. HA HA! Donald Rumsfeld, Today's Worst Person in the World!

Worst Person
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 Current mood: annoyed At the bronze: Whoever dropped the ball on updating the ID system that reflects my proper military status. They still show me as active duty, so when I tried to get a base ID for a job last Thursday I could not. I have been out of the Marines for 5 years. It does not take that long to update the system! So now they are costing me money. Thanks for taking care of the veterans. At the silver: The United States Postal Service - Whoever thought it was a good idea to play catch with my desktop computer and had butterfingers. Thanks guys, now I have a big dent in a $170 case and both hard-drives, CD burner, and DVD burner are busted. All total, about $700 in damage. At the gold: Chad Conrad Castagana - This is the man responsible for delivering the letter of white powder to Keith Olbermann and others a few months ago. (See my blog dated Sept. 29) He recently got caught by the F.B.I. making some more deliveries. Well

Eminem Lyrics
"Cleanin Out My Closet" Where's my snare, I have no snare in my headphones, there ya' go, yeah, yo', yo'... Have you ever been hated or discriminated against, I have, i've been protested and demonstrated against, picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times, sick is the mind of the motherfuckin' kid that's behind, all this commotion, emotions run deep as ocean's explodin', tempers flaring from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin', not takin' nothin' from no one, give 'em hell long as i'm breathin', keep kickin' ass in the mornin', an' takin' names in the evening, leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar in they mouth, see they can trigger me but they'll never figure me out, look at me now, I bet ya' probably sick of me now, ain't you mama, i'ma make you look so ridiculous now... [CHORUS] I'm sorry mama, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to make you cry, but tonight i'm cleanin' out my closet, {one more time}, I said i'm sorry mama, I never meant

Damn Right
The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Aye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based

The Dreamers Heart
The Dreamers Heart Forever alone in this darkness I dwell Forever lost in this darkness no one can tell In this place my heart finds home It is always there alone My mind attacks me while its there Telling me I will forever dwell in despair I find some light in the friends I have But what ever they do my heart is still sad Lost in this darkness of mine Till the end of time?

Being Brand New At This
wow there is so much to learn here ,i understand blogging but im just not sure where to change things how to add music where to get music back grounds i found out are called skins but where do the graphics go and how do you meet people? hmmm ill go check out the loudges and when i hear a camara click is that photos updted? wow lots going on here oh and what is my shout box?

Where Is Your Passion?
Matthew 11:27 “All things are delivered unto Me of My Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whomsoever the Son will reveal Him.” When God condescends Himself to make Himself known to us, the Bible calls that “revelation.” The Infinite reveals Himself to the finite. Now, what is the agent in this revelation? The Holy Spirit. Only the Holy Spirit knows the mind of God and searches the deep things of God. You and I cannot know God apart from the Holy Spirit revealing Him to us. Isaiah 55:9 says, “For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and My thoughts than your thoughts.” Even in the human realm, the only way you and I know anything about each other is when we reveal ourselves to one another. And the only way that man will ever know God is for God to reveal Himself. Praise God that He has chosen to do that! How well do you know God? How

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember . 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written impressive new book.It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope onlyexpects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8.. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a la

Three Roses
Three Roses A sexually active lady tells her plastic surgeon that she wants herVaginal lips reduced in size because they were loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept a secret and theSurgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery, the lady found 3Roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. Outraged, she immediately calls in the doctor. "I thought I asked youNot to tell anyone about my operation!" The surgeon told her he had carried out her wish for confidentialityAnd that the first rose was from him: "I felt sad because you wentthrough thisAll by yourself." "The second rose is from my nurse. She assisted me in the surgery and empathized because she had had the same procedure done some time ago.""And what about the third rose?" she asked. "That's from a man upstairs in the burn unit. He wanted to thank youFor his new ears."

The Bar?? Married?? Dont Think So!!
A couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although Very much in love, couldn't wait to go out on the town and party with his old buddies. So, he said to his new wife, "Honey, I'll be right back." Where are you going, Coochy Coo?" asked the wife. "I'm going to the bar, Pretty Face. I'm going to have a beer." The wife said, "You want a beer, my love?" She opened the door to the refrigerator and showed him 25 different kinds of beer, brands from 12 different countries. The husband didn't know what to do, and the only thing that he could think of saying was, "Yes, Lollipop... but at the bar... you know... they have frozen glasses... " He didn't get to finish the sentence, because the wife interrupted Him by saying, "You want a frozen glass, Puppy Face?" She took a huge beer mug out of the freezer, so frozen that she was getting chills just holding it. The husband, looking a bit pale, said, "Yes, Tootsie Roll, but at The bar they have those hors d'o

What Color Should My Blog Be?
Your Blog Should Be Purple You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

Holy Shit!!!!
NEWS RELEASE AlchemyAgency www.alchemyhouse.com Lara Hammond LOS ANGELES, CA--Join John Welton this Friday, January 19th, at 10:00pm EST on BlogTalkRadio, with host Karen Morris as they discuss John's upcoming album, shows, new management developments and of course, play some of his music. John will be taking your call on this eventful show, all you have to do is click on the link above, and call 646-652-4737 to be on the air live. Host Karen Morris is launching her debut show with John as her guest on Friday, and this should prove to be a great experience. "We will bridge the radio and the Internet in this new format, and give listeners a dynamic opportunity to experience John Welton for the first time live on the web...I want John to relax and have a great time," said Morris. BlogTalkRadio is a new platform that extends the blog, allowing any individual to host a live radio "blogshow" online. The service is free to all users, whether you host a blog

Top 10 Detox Foods
As 2007 swings into gear, there's no better time to give your body a healthy, fresh start than now! Plus if you're thinking about lowering your weight - and your RealAge "eating clean" is a great first step. Add these 10 foods to your grocery cart and you'll get three terrific benefits: 1. Lots of super-healthy liquids to flush out the body while pouring in nutrients. 2. Fiber to keep your GI tract fit. 3. Foods that energize cleansing enzymes in the liver, your body's built-in detox center. The top 10: 1. Green leafy vegetables. Eat them raw, throw them into a broth, add them to juices. Their chlorophyll helps swab out environmental toxins (heavy metals, pesticides) and is an all-round liver protector. 2. Lemons. You need to keep the fluids flowing to wash out the body and fresh lemonade is ideal. Its vitamin C - considered the detox vitamin - helps convert toxins into a water - soluble form that?s easily flushed away. 3. Watercress. Put a handful into salads, soups

Last Day Of Freedom
Today is my last day of break from school. I start classes tomorrow and I'm not really looking foward to it. I don't have any Tuesday or Thursday classes, but I'll be in school from 9 AM to 8PM almost solid on Mondays and Wednesdays with only a few breaks here and there. And I'll have class from 9AM to 1PM on Fridays.

Dont Belong
The sun has gone down Left me alone In the dark In the cold And wind blows again It comes from far away So far away Is the peace of my soul Here it comes again This racking feeling I dont belong here Mother earth beautiful world Can not give me anything I have heard so many lies And I have seen those empty smiles Knowing that somewhere else I could see the smile that means something My mother earth beautiful world Is drawn into faceness Sorrow of the unknown Follows me everywhere In my heart I know I dont belong here

Bbw...
let me preface this by saying...i like a woman with a lil meat on her bones...more cushion for the pushing i say...and if you got a gut theres a great possibility theres some great pussy under it...so im not shitting on the chunky chicks... but what the hell do you need a title to make yaself feel better about yaself...if you honestly and truely are proud to be ya size then be that... im proud to be short...you dont see me calling myself SBM...cuz though i do feel like ima sexy ass black man...with a wonderful penis, bulging biceps and a personality that would rival some tv stars...i see no need to bring that to the light like i NEED you to acknowldege that...;-) i digress i think bringing attention to you're "faults" and using it as some form of false bravdo and a sense of confidence is retarded... either you like yaself or you dont... and yes i equate short with fat...cuz damnit you wouldnt believe how many times ive been dissed cuz of my height...sue me look

Favorite Quotes
To the world you might be only one person, but to one peron you might be the world If you love somebody, put their name in a circle instead of a heart because a heart can be broken but a circle cannot Live, Love, Learn, Fail, Fall, Get back up, Make Mistakes, Party hard, Have best friends, dance, Fight, Cry, Hope, Succeed, Its your life so live it!!! You only have ONE so don't waste it Live Long, Laugh Lots, Love Life Behind Every Bitch, Theres a "man" who made her that way. Giving up is NOT the easy way out. The point is; we can't help who we fall in love with. A champion is someone who gets up even when they can't. Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. Love does not consist of gazing at each other, but in looking together in the same direction. waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drout...useless and disappointing i know there is a reason why people want love so much...becuz its the closest thing we have to magic

A Redneck Poem (lmao For All Of My Cowgirls/boys Of Ct To Enjoy!)
Thanks for the memory: Of things I can’t forget, our kids with cigarettes, Sleeping on mattress that are wet, and having no regrets. How red is my neck.! Oh, thanks for the memory: How I looked at you with pride, all rumors aside, No one was buzzin’ that you were my cousin, How happy we were. Oh, thanks for the memory: Eloping with daddy’s pick up, hitting a garbage truck, And here we were stuck, covered with muck. Wasn’t that our luck! And thanks for the memory: Of road kill on the table, shoeing flies when able. Loving that Jack Daniels lable, feeling so unstable. How happy we were. And thanks for the memory: Of the trip to the county fair, pitching cow chips with a flair. Eating hot chili on a dare, puking on your hair. Weren’t we a pair! Oh, thanks for the memory: Of travels to the zoo, of monkeys oogling you. Of birds that swoop, and the smell of animal poop. We’re part of that group. Yes, thanks for the memory: I’ll remember th

Liz Hurley Ain't Got Nuthin On This Liz
Well, I was supposed to be on a date, tonight, but, I guess she had to work late.. But, thats quite alright as I've been thinkin about Elizabeth all afternoon She is MiLuvULngTme on here, and I brought her on over because she is dear to me She's what a dream girl is made of;o)

Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
To be able to defeat your enemy you must know your enemy first. Here is some information about my enemy. Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified (ED-NOS) The most common element surrounding ALL Eating Disorders is the inherent presence of a low self esteem Having an "Eating Disorder not Otherwise Specified" can mean a number of things... It can mean the individual suffers from Anorexia but still gets their period; It can mean they may still be an "average healthy weight" but be suffering Anorexia; It can mean the sufferer equally participates in some Anorexic as well as Bulimic behaviors (sometimes referred to as being Bulimirexic). Just as it is important to remember that doctors can make mistakes, it is also important to keep in mind that it has only been until very recently (in the last 10 years) that awareness on the subject Eating Disorders has really begun to surface. People are frequently confused (including doctors) about the real differences between Anorexia and

Morphs 2
With reference to my previous blog entry (the imaginitively titled 'Morphs') I have just seen what is possibly the best (or worst) morph EVER. A guys face that changes into a vibrator. Genius. Why didn't they make a Transformer like that when I was a kid?

Hi To All My Friends
Hi Everyone, I am so sorry i have not been on as of latley i have not had internet connection for the whole week :.( ... but i am back now and i just wanted to say hi to everyone and give you all a big (((((HUG))))) ....

Frequently Asked Questions
FAQ 1. Do you consider your self a Pirate? Yes 2. Why a Pirate? Because ninjas are pussies. 3. Do you say shiver me timbers? Do you speak Japanese? 4. Is there any point to what you've written so far and will there be a point to what follows? NO 5. Are you in good Mental Health? Define good 6. Are platapusses the best animal on earth? Yes 7. Do you own one? Platapusses are not owned, they simple allow you to feed em. 8. At any point in time should I care what this blog says. NOave 9. Will this blog make sense? I didn't read it I simply wrote it Shit...ok.....None what so ever 10. What is something you want to accomplish in the next 10 years? The Eifel Tower 11. Care to elaborate on that last one? You don't know 12. Ok lets pretend you are a normal, sane, logical person. Now what is the the one thing you want to do in life? I want to drink beer underwater through a snorkel at verious depths doing verious things, drinking verious beers and wishing I knew if I was

What's Your Personality Cluster?
Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Sensing You are: Responsible, ethical, and trustworthy Loyal, with a sense of roots in your community Someone who treasures and remembers the past Adverse to surprises and the unknown What's Your Personality Cluster?

The Plain "taxing" Truth!
> At first I thought this was funny... > > > >then I realized the awful truth of it. > >Be sure to read all the way to the end! > > > >Tax his land, > >Tax his bed, > >Tax the table > >At which he's fed. > >Tax his tractor, > >Tax his mule, > >Teach him taxes > >Are the rule. > > > >Tax his cow, > >Tax his goat, > >Tax his pants, > >Tax his coat. > > > >Tax his ties, > >Tax his shirt, > >Tax his work, > >Tax his dirt. > > > >Tax his tobacco, > >Tax his drink, > >Tax him if he > >Tries to think. > > > >Tax his cigars, > >Tax his beers, > >If he cries, then > >Tax his tears. > > > >Tax his car, > >Ta x his gas, > >Find other ways > >To tax his ass > > > >Tax all he has > >Then let him know > >That you won't be done > >Till he has no dough. > > > >When he screams and hollers, > >Then tax him some more, > >Tax him till > >He's good and s ore. > > > >Then tax his coffin, > >Tax his grave, > >Tax the sod in > >Which he's laid. > > > >

Deep Dark Secrets 1/16/07
Depression seeping deep Into a heart black as coal Bitten by dispair Infected with hate Revenge spews from my eyes Only to rest Upon you unconcious mind Spouting the poison Embedded so far in Only hate can reach it Spite emenating From a smile Red as the flames of Hell Sorrow overtaking the body of a souless being A rage so embued Drilled straight through Shallow anger devout Down to the very core Pitch black envy overtaking Something that never was Pity for those who care Hidden by blind hatred Rapidly coursing blood Flowing black as can be Unlike those around me Bitten by Some feeling One that never was Sheer anger over powering The will of the blackest heart Fury eveloping this body Of dark intentions Secrets as distant As the blood red moon Dark and devious Menacing smiles Silent sould of black hatred Living forever, Undying being!

Slow Days...
So....slight dilemna. It's an hour till close. This day has been so incredibly slow it's not funny. The boss and his wife aren't here. My supervisor has offered to let anyone who wants to leave early the chance to go. So.....on one hand I could beat the commute home, relax for awhile and do some laundry, maybe yet lose an hour of pay. Or I could sit here doing nothing except browsing Craigslist and livejournal and make that last little bit of money today. Course, I tend to get here about 20 minutes early in the morning and could always just clock in right away and do nothing. *laughs* I think I'll give it a few more minutes and then go ahead and skip out and relax at home. Maybe with a glass of malibu or B&B.

Pet Peeve #1489
Hairy old men with naked primary pics on my page!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!! This, my friends, may be the mother of all pet peeves. Dude....don't be that guy. NOBODY wants to see that!!! NOBODY!!! I'm a fairly fucked up individual, mentally speaking....but I am happy to say that the thought of posting my package on Cherry for everyone to see has never entered my mind. MUCH LESS as a primary picture!!! What kind of a jacked up ambush is THAT?!?!? At least give me a choice!!! I feel like I was just shot up in a drive by!!!

Character
The character of the Indian's emotion left little room in his heart for antagonism toward his fellow creatures .... For the Lakota (one of the three branches of the Sioux Nation), mountains, lakes, rivers, springs, valleys, and the woods were all in finished beauty. Winds, rain, snow, sunshine, day, night, and change of seasons were endlessly fascinating. Birds, insects, and animals filled the world with knowledge that defied the comprehension of man. The Lakota was a true naturalist - a lover of Nature. He loved the earth and all things of the earth, and the attachment grew with age. The old people came literally to love the soil and they sat or reclined on the ground with a feeling of being close to a mothering power. It was good for the skin to touch the earth, and the old people liked to remove their moccasins and walk with bare feet on the sacred earth. Their tipis were built upon the earth and their alters were made of earth. The birds that flew in the air came to rest u

You Might Be A Redneck If....
You have more fingers than you do teeth You cut your grass and find a car You consider Denny's a Fancy Resturant Your best Suit contains more than 5 colors Your age is higher than your I.Q. Your favorite pickup line is "Does this look infected to you?" You ask your wife wheather the spot on your neck is a boil or a mole and she replies "Its a gummy bear." You have a family reunion and everyone in town shows up. You say "Watch this" everytime before you goto the hospital. Your wife and ex-wife are sisters. Your handkerchief doubles as your shirt sleeve .Your baby's favorite teething ring is the garden hose in the front yard. Your coat-of-arms features kudzu .Your sophisticated show-biz cousin is a rodeo clown. You think people that send out graduation announcements are show-offs. Your best ashtray is a turtle shell. 252. Your pocketknife has ever been referred to as Exhibit A. You think cur is a breed of dog. People hear your car

...i Admit...
Sometimes, I do like to cuddle. There I said it. And yes, sometimes I like to be called babey and sweetie and all that other naming junk... BUUUUT, only when I'm going out with the guy, not friends. Annoying as hell, so stop it dead in your throat if you do.

Music At Work
I just had to run and flip to the next song on my cd here at work. I forgot that I put "Fuckin' A" on the cd....and it didnt' occur to me until I'd heard that line about 4 times. *laughs* Glad the boss isn't here. Now it's "Puttin' on the Ritz". I have an eclectic mix of music on my days.

Shoes....
Ok now seriously...if i am a shoe whore is there really anything wrong with that? SO what if i have 75 or so pair of shoes...i do wear them...obviously there are seasonal shoes in the mix.... Anyway...i am a girl....and i buy them myself...if i can afford them whats the big deal? Ok i am done venting...my sister yelled at me...:((

Transitioning Through Life’s Phases
Midlife Crisis In our youth-oriented culture, the process of aging is not honored as it once was. There have been societies that looked to those who were older for leadership, understanding that their life experiences must have brought some wisdom with them. Our society tends to put more value on looking youthful, so when the time comes that we don’t look, move, or feel the way we once did, this causes a sudden jolt to our perception of ourselves. We can look at this shift as a crisis and fight against change, or we can take the opportunity to transition smoothly to a new phase of life. We spend our youth learning who we are and what we are capable of accomplishing. As we set and reach our goals, it is easy to identify ourselves by our roles. At some point we may feel very comfortable in the idea that we have a complete understanding of ourselves. This is, inevitably, when things change and we get to see ourselves from a new perspective. Those who have reached their goals may won

Making It Happen
Go for It There are times in our lives when all the signs seem to be pointing us in a particular direction. Our thoughts and dreams are echoed in the songs and stories we hear and the media we see. Maybe the message we are getting from the universe doesn’t even make sense in the “real” world, but somewhere inside, these urges feel right. Maybe you feel you are being told to move to a new city although your life where you are is just fine. Or maybe you feel the desire to pursue a new direction in your career when it never really interested you before. When we spend time getting in touch with our higher selves, our intuition sends us directives to lead us to become our best and most fulfilled selves. And when we are open and listening, the next step is to take action and go for it. Once we make the decision to pursue our inner urgings, the universe sets into motion the means for all sorts of details to fall into place. A sense of peace will come over us, because we know that any qu

Just A Little Lonley Today
I am just feeling a little down in the dumps today, so if I seem distant, please bare with me. I love all my friends. You are special to me. Right now I am trying to take my mind off lifes weary events. lol. Which is sometimes pretty hard to do. Thanks for your patience and understanding. Much love to yah all! Linda

Five Surgeons
Five surgeons are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon says, "No, I really think librarians are the best, everything inside them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers. Those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over at the end, and when the job takes longer than you said it would." But the fifth surgeon shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There's no guts, no heart, no brains and no spine, and the head and the rear end are interchangeable."

Hello Everyone
Hey My name is Charissa. I live in WV. I am a new Momma. My son is 1 month old today. It is so great to finally be a mommy. I tried for so long and was told that i could not have kids. I proved them all wrong. He is growing so fast. He is truely and gift from God. My Lil Miracle Baby. He weighed 7lb 11oz at birth. He now weighs 9lb 13oz. They grow so fast. I just wish his Daddy was in his life. But it is his decision. Not mine. He will reegret on of these days. But anyways That is about all I have to say about that right now. Later guys. And Momma loves you Issac George Bentley

Men
Today has been one interesting day.... between my therapy appt, chatting with scott, bitching to him about the lady or guy whatever smoking while getting gas... and i think he/she/it heard me... been one crazy day. I called the guy just to sit and bitch... what a trooper.... to sit and listen to me bitching... he is such a sweet guy!!! except when he freaks out on me about silly things!!! But it's ok... thats life!! **kisses sweetie** Anyways, nothing new today... lots of homework this weeked... cant wait...

Im Saying This
I dont care if this gets kicked off or if i get deleted or if i offend someone cuz this is something that should be said. FUCK YOU! Yes you heard me. Fuck you to all those anti American assholes! And Fuck You to the Assholes who live here and praise what happened on 9-11. FUCK YOU! Your the type of people that should have died in the disaster. No, instead you left here to live and spread your hateful message to our youth and to the politics and you threaten all those around you so they have no choice but to follow you. Hey If you hate this country so much, GET THE FUCK OUT!! I mean we must be doing something right. We have to build a fence around the border to control mexicans coming in. The cubans want in so bad they swim here. But yet you people who have all you want and still want more have to stand up like the pricks you are and complain about the dumbest of things. Well just know. when you die ill be there to shit on your graves! Note: I dont mean any disrespect to mexican

Wiccan Lullaby
Heaven's gift to me just the way you are, A new aged child from a distant star. It feels so good just to be So close to your love. You are heaven's gift to me. You are so sweet and pure just the way you are. Mama's precious jewel. Daddy's rising star. There's so much in life for you to see. And so much to be. You are Heaven's gift to me. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la la, la la la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la la la Heaven's gift to me just the way you are, A new aged child always in my heart. There's so much in life for you to be, And so much to see. You are heaven's gift to me. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la, la la la la la la la. La la la la la la, la la la la la, La la la la la la la, la la la la la la, There's so much in life for you to see, And so much to be. You are heaven's

The Ring Bearer
A little boy was in a relative's wedding. As he was coming down the aisle he would take two steps, stop, and turn to the crowd (alternating between bride's side and groom's side). While facing the crowd, he would put his hands up like claws and roar. So it went, step, step, ROAR, step, step, ROAR all the way down the aisle. As you can imagine, the crowd was near tears from laughing so hard by the time he reached the pulpit. The little boy, however, was getting more and more distressed from all the laughing, and was also near tears by the time he reached the pulpit. When asked what he was doing, the child sniffed and said, "I was being the Ring Bear."

Men And Blow Jobs....
Funny thing happened to me the last couple of days. I got contacted by someone that was rather local to my area...about an hour away I'd say. Well he's married and was looking for someone that could relieve his tension. Hmmmm now I wonder what in the world that meant! LOL Anyways, I didn't go along with his "need" so now I'm considered a bitch in his book. Ya know what though? I'd rather be a bitch than to do something because some married man put a guilt trip on me that his wife was having "female problems" Men can be such assholes!! Not all mind you...but the majority can be! He actually had the nerve to call me a man hater!!! Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ...now that line is truly hilarious!!

Romeo And Juliet
April 1999) Two students were in love and engaged. Unfortunately all of the parents involved disapproved of the marriage. The parents had threatened dire measures if the students eloped. Caught in an impossible position of choosing between their love and their families, the students decided they would leave the world together. "Juliet" told her friend, a pharmacist, that she was having trouble sleeping before exams, and asked her for potent sleeping pills. The pharmacist secured for her a small bottle of pills, plastered with warnings, "Danger! Use strictly as directed! Do not operate a moving vehicle!" The two lovers locked themselves in a friend's dormitory room and tossed the key out the window. They shared a bottle of wine, made love, and then took the sleeping pills and kissed each other goodbye. Half an hour later, they began to feel curious rumblings in their intestines. Soon they realized that Juliet's friend had given them laxatives, not sleeping potion! There they

Kks Member Update 012107
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Grandma's Boyfriend (from Bulletin)
From: Irish Eyes Smiling... A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to Heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture I n focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her Boyfriend."

Whatcha Think Men?
Since Valentines Day is pretty much centered around women (and I think the biggest crock of shit ever) You bust your ass trying to get the perfect thing going..the right flowers, some candy..a gift..whatever you are doing for that special someone and all for what exactly? A little sex she should have been giving you anyway? Its Bogus!! So..heres my idea..we as grateful women to the men that try so hard to make that one day a year special (yall shoulda been nice all year long) we implement a holiday just for the men.. March 13th.. Steak and Blowjob day!! Yeahhhhhh!!!!!!! Whatcha think?

Thibodaux And Boudreaux
THIBODAUX & BOUDREAUX JOKES For Adults only Thibodueax came back from a 28 day hitch offshore. He had made him a big check. So Thibodeaux decided to go to Gulotta's in New Iberia and buy himself a brand new pair of patent leather boots. After buying the boots, Thibodeaux decided to go dancing at La Poussierre in Breaux Bridge to break in his new boots. At the dance Thibodeax asked Marie if she want to waltz. She said, "Mais yea, Thibodeaux." In the middle of dancing, Thibodeaux asked Marie, "You got some blue panties on?" Marie replied, "Yea, how you know dat?" Thibodeaux said, "Because I could see the reflection in my brand new patent leather boots." Thibodeaux then asked Claudette if she wanted to dance. She agreed. In the middle of dancing Thibodeaux asked, "You got some red panties on?" Claudette said, "Yea, how you know dat?" Thibodeaux said, "Because I could see the relection in my brand new pair of patent leather boots." Thibodeaux then asked Clotile if she wanted to dance.

Harmony Of The Moment
The tone you reveal in your voice instantly creates visions of ecstasy The promise of total release of mind, body and soul Giving of each other Becoming One The electricity felt sharing a lingering kiss Tasting the flavor of your lips searching for the essence of one Releasing the fire to build The ignited passion bringing ecstasy Making love drawing you to me Harmony of the moment having its own life to share The quickening of our blood becoming one in a sweet moment The explosion almost unbearable and just as exquisite This phase that entwines An engulfing hunger ~MOVEMENTS~ like a raging river An escalating heat forming ever-changing new wonders To the final release Consummate rapture ~Together~ ~Nobody Knows it But Me~

Have You Heard? Bryant Mcgill Has A Big Surprise In Store For All Of The Ct Folks...
and he promises it to be good!!! Bryant McGill@ CherryTAP posted a blog posting on his CT site, entitled, ”A BIG surprise for you all on CT” wherein he states the following: A BIG surprise for all of you on CT. {Please Read & REPOST} Hello everyone, I wanted to throw a teaser out there for all of you Cherry Tap members that love to write prose, poetry and songs. Within the next week or two I will be doing an international press release about a gift I will be giving all of my friends here, and on MySpace. It is something I have put a cumulative effort of over 10 years of work into. I will not tell you what it is now (just to keep you guessing [evil grin]), but you will like it. I want to let you know now, so when the day comes you can prepare to help me get the word out in a big way. It has been mentioned on the front page of the Wall Street Journal and in PC Magazine. If you figure it out, please keep it a surprise. I will post this bulletin every now and then, unti

A Long Deep Sigh
I look out my window into a winter wasteland lookin for answers When the answers rely in me but im just too blind to see My situation isn't a tight one but a very dificult one to put to rest With time and effort i will make them happen but will it be for the worst or the best A million and one thoughts fill my head on what i should do and what i shouldn't do Without a clue i continue to let it eat at me and eat at me til there's nothin The more i think about it the worst i feel, the less i think about it the worst i feel With this stress i feel without feelin and i deal to forget about it at the moment Still lookin into the wasteland i think and i think and then i figure it out Now i can collect and rebuild myself the way i intended to do

Not A Queen But Still A Wonderful Young Lady
Good Morning. Well that was a certainly fast moving weekend. Started out by picking the oldest up at the South Bend Airport Friday late afternoon and from there I rushed her back home to change and then we left for the High School basketball game in which Coloma pretty much was not a factor. They got a whipped like a thoroughbred by a thoroughbred. Lakeshore was rated #5 in class B so no contest. Manda was doing interviews and then dinner with the judges where all the girls get to mingle with the judges and ask questions and just sort of unwind. The funny thing is the dinner that was chosen for the girls was Chicken Wings….ok what kind of sick ass does that? Anyway I am thinking it was to see who was more proper in there eating of the often related to as a snack food and not a main course unless the judges wanted to find out who would order a beer with theirs…Anyway the evening went well for all the girls. The girls that were in the contest had to call it an early evening and we who we

2 Ways To Look At Things
A man and his wife are dining at a table in a plush restaurant, and the husband keeps staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sits alone at a nearby table. The wife asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," sighs the husband, "She's my ex-girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up seven years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" says the wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?" :D

This Is Who I Have Sex With....
A man walks into his bedroom with a sheep under his arm and says: "Darling, this is the pig I have sex with when you have a headache." His girlfriend replies: "I think you'll find that's a sheep, you idiot." The man says: " I think you'll find I wasn't talking to you."

Nothing Interesting
well its now letting me on cherry which is nifty. i worked the midnight last night. was a somewhat frustrating night, but i survived and i've had a lot worse. i hung out with felicity a girl i work with before work. we went and got food and then got in a snow fight and sat around the house chatting and such for a while. i think i may get involved in some drama now due to her bf and such, but i s'pose that's ok. might make things more interesting. she's been having issues with her bf, in other words he is a heartless bastard (ignores her often at school, doesn't try to hang out with her ever, ect.) she said he was somewhat jealous she's been hanging out with other guys, but it's like he ignores her text messeges doesn't call her back and such, and he makes plans with people other then her all the time. seems retarded to me. im supposed to go to his house on tuesday for some meeting type thingy to learn about something to make money. i dont want to go now that he's probably jealous d

His Name Is Love
The object of my affection, Love is his name. For the very definition, Makes up his frame. His succulent lips, Mysterious eyes, Chocolate complex, And prodigious size. Like I’m beauty itself, Is how he speaks. And causes the red flush, At the tops of my cheeks. The sound of his voice, Brightens my face. And my feelings for him, Will never erase. He possesses my heart, I hold his the same, He’s the essence of who I am, And love is his name.

Aunt Mary
Maryjane's the green stuff that makes it all okay It's something I look forward to smoking everyday My auntie and I, we have this really close bond We chill every late afternoon by the neighborhood pond My friends and I all gather alike To enjoy that blunt we get ready to light Spark that thing up from morning to night You know that with aunt Mary, everyone's hella tight. We pass it around and around until she's shortly done And then that's when all the fun's just begun Roll her right on up once again And bring all that THC in My eyes turn red when it fills my head And I'm so tired that I wanna just lay dead in my bed. My tummy keeps rumbling and I'm craving this stuff Focusing on anything other than food is so damn tough. But the high is the best and that's what I'm all about When pot's on my brain, I never pout. No money left but it's all good As long and Maryjane's up in my 'hood

Try To Think
try to think try not to sink sink into this sea of emotions that has your head rolling remember what you thought you forgot I won't go down by myself but I'll go down with all i got take a deep breath in hold it forever and then you will find trust in all you treasure

Just Letting Yall Know Whats Up
Well its been a few days sence I last posted so was gonna let yall know whats up. Well let see im still single (kinda hard to find a girlfriend when you dont have a way to go anywhere). I went to the doctor last monday and yes my elbow is for sure broke I have to be in my splint atleast another week, and to top it all off I went into where I was (yes i said "was")only to be told they had replaced me so lets see. Im now broke, single, living with my parnets, have a broke elbow, and to top it all off "UNEMPLOYED" GOD I AM IN HELL. well this year can only get better. Yall pray for me.

Strange Things People Put On Their Job Applications
Strange Things People Put on Their Job Applications These are from actual resumes: "Personal: I'm married with 9 children. I don't require prescription drugs. "I am extremely loyal to my present firm, so please don't let them know of my immediate availability." "Qualifications: I am a man filled with passion and integrity, and I can act on short notice. I'm a class act and do not come cheap." "I intentionally omitted my salary history. I've made money and lost money. I've been rich and I've been poor. I prefer being rich." "Note: Please don't misconstrue my 14 jobs as 'job-hopping'. I have never quit a job." "Number of dependents: 40." "Marital Status: Often. Children: Various." RESUME BLOOPERS "Here are my qualifications for you to overlook." REASONS FOR LEAVING THE LAST JOB: "Responsibility makes me nervous." "They insisted that all employees get to work by 8:45 every morning. Couldn't work under those conditions." REASONS FOR LEAVING MY LAST

Opposite Sex Survey
Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls)--Your Favorite--Hair Color::any.. I like em bald & beautiful, dark & mysterious, blonde & horny Eye Color::blue preferably (Their)Music Genre Preference::jam band Height(estimate)::5'9 or taller Age::35 or older Personality Type::any --This or That--Older or Younger::older Romantic or Horndog::horndog mostly but romantic at times.. Smart or Stupid::smart Fat or Skinny::either Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular::either Punk or Preppy::punk The Big Picture or the Little Things::both Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present::niether I dont need candy & flowers die... give me a bit of you! Mixtape or Burned CD::burned Love or Lust::lust to start Emotional or Just Not::just not Sincere or Jokester::bit of both Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::hott & sweet come on now Sexy or Just Cute::either sometimes just cute is damn sexy Arse or Abs::ass Hair or Hands::hands... hands.. hands Dimples or Eyes::eyes Biceps or Calves/Thighs::calves thighs Teeth or

Can You Read This?
This is one of the many tricks to speed reading. They teach you to look at the frsit & lsat letetr of a word and your brain will fill in the rest. Pretty cool. If you can read this, you have a strange mind too. Read it out loud! Can you raed tihs? Olny 72 plepoe can. I cdnuol't blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a prboelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? Yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Idiot Alerts
The Idiot Report........ Number One Idiot of 2006 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter into the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2006 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river, they noticed a Coast Guard helicopter coming towards them. It

Why Oh Why Does God..part 2..
Well, As I promised here is Part 2 in this ongoing joke the douche bag I mentioned in my last blog about... She has seen fit to post FAKED emails from me on her page in her pics section trying to make me look bad....What she doesnt realize is that 1) I couldnt care less and 2) Most everyone knows shes a joke... People are leaving her CTK group because of the drama and the fact thats shes an asshole...What does that tell you?? and what does it say about her as a person??? I know too have a screenshot grabber and am more than prepared to play her game...People like her are scum and need to be given a dose of reality.... So I give you Exhibit B....Unlike her, MY shit aint faked...Its all facts baby.... Please note the 2 nasty things she calls me....and this is the norm for her....When people dont agree with her or give her "enough" attention, shes a cruel callous BITCH....She needs serious psychotherapy and needs to be put on Nardil... Enjoy the pic...and please feel fre

Horror Hottie
Please vote for me ...voting runs until the end of the this month and you can vote every 24 hours..show your support.. you will have to register first..but they don't ask for your first born..(leave that for me! LOL) and you only need to do it once Vote for Monique dupree

Tashas Birthday!!!!
Well, I am freaking excited. Today is Natasha's 4th birthday... Our plans got all messed up cuz of this crazy ass weather, so we are having her birtdhay this saturday here in town, rather than in the city. She is freaking excited as hell!! And, really, so am I. This is going to be her first real birthday party with friends, cakes, and all that stuff... SOOO obviously, I am hella excited!!! Other than that, i have a shitload of english home work to start on, and just wrote a 5 page paper... talk about stressful bullshit!!! I have like 6 papers due in english in the next week, and due to the fact that i am an over-achiever, i will have to do it all... ahead of time.. just to stress myself out more... But man, I am LOVING class!!! Anyways, I will post my papers so everyone can se how damned smart I'm not!!! **lol**

Useless Facts
Useless Facts 1. Most American car horns honk in the key of F. 2. The name Wendy was made up for the book "Peter Pan." 3. Barbie's full name is Barbara Millicent Roberts. 4. Every time you lick a stamp, you consume 1/10 of a calorie. 5. The average person falls asleep in seven minutes. 6. Studies show that if a cat falls off the seventh floor of a building it has about thirty percent less chance of surviving than a cat that falls off the twentieth floor. It supposedly takes about eight floors for the cat to realize what is occurring, relax and correct itself. 7. Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks otherwise it will digest itself. 8. The citrus soda 7-UP was created in 1929; '7' was selected after the original 7-ounce containers and 'UP' for the direction of the bubbles. 9. 101 Dalmatians, Peter Pan, Lady and the Tramp, and Mulan are the only Disney cartoons where both parents are present and don't die throughout the movie. . 1

Funny
A man walks into a pharmacy and wanders up and down the aisles. The sales girl notices him and asks him if she can help him. He answers that he is looking for a box of tampons for his wife. She directs him down the correct aisle. A few minutes later, he deposits a huge bag of cotton balls and a ball of string on the counter. She says, confused, "Sir, I thought you were looking for some tampons for your wife?" He answers, " You see, it's like this... yesterday, I sent my wife to the store to get me a carton of cigarettes, and she came back with a tin of tobacco and some rolling papers; because it's soooooooo much cheaper. So, I figure if I have to roll my own... so does she."

Anytime ~ Brian Mcknight
I can't remember why we fell apart From something that was so meant to be, yeah Forever was the promise in our hearts Now, more and more I wonder where you are [Chorus] Do I ever cross your mind, anytime Do you ever wake up reaching out for me Do I ever cross your mind anytime I miss you Still have your picture in a frame Hear your footsteps down the hall I swear I hear your voice, driving me insane How I wish that you would call To say [Chorus] I miss you I miss you (No more) loneliness and heartache (No more) crying myself to sleep (Don't want no more) wondering about tomorrow Won't you come back to me Come back to me, oh [Chorus] [Chorus] I miss you I miss you I miss you

What Lind Of Sex Do You Prefer?
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Touchy
I posted something about this really stupid movie called Epic Moive that I cant wait to see...someone emailed me to ask me if I saw someone's blog that was prob promted by my comment on the myspace bulletin..I didnt go to read it because I don't think I should. I just hope it wasnt true because I just think the movie clips are funny..all of it..To laugh at someone picking at a movie doesnt mean anything but the fact that its funny..I like when people go back and make fun of movies..its funny to me..and it doesnt matter if its a movie or book that I really like..because I dont take it that serious that it would offend me...I dont even know if this is what happened and I'm not even going to find out because its not really a big deal to me..bu tI have to write about it so now I feel better and once again back to the,....I cant wait to see this movie, LOL

Ladies, Lift The Seat!
Ladies, Lift the Seat! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Date: 2006-01-20, 11:00AM PST Hoping that I will not be evicted from the female gender by writing this, I must reveal the shame that the Western woman carries with herself daily as she roams the frontier that is the public restroom. For, while prim and proper in her own private toilet, insisting that the toilet paper dispenses over the roll rather than under and castigating any poor male family member for leaving the seat in the upright position, the same said woman will indeed piss all over any public toilet seat and leave the mess for the next unfortunate visitor. Men may now be shocked to learn that a woman would urinate all over a public toilet seat but it happens ALL THE TIME. Even when the same seat can be easily lifted out of the way, creating a larger target for the unseated urinator. Even now, in the days when old-growth trees are hewn and pulped to create filmy

I Ammmm Back ! ! !
for over a month i was off line and wondering when i was going to get back and alot of times i was cring amd mising al my guy friends i thought well thjat was it for the web but i am so glad that i am back with all of you i missed you all so very much and there was not one day i didn't think about al of you i missed you all so much but i had to stay strong for me and the day when i came back did any of you all miss me ????? i hope so its so nice to be missed BRENDA let me know what you think ok thank you

My Father's Big Sister
Old poem. Someone reminded me of her today:) A mistake at Birth Now orphaned Again Without blood To rely on I am glad I have My friends A new beginning Starts once this Page ends Another chapter To explore A fresh life Ascends Faith and my Beliefs Allow no Anger in My Grief I allow a single Tear Followed by a Sigh Of Relief I now get to be The same old me Only different Dedicated to my late Aunt Sylvia Adler, who passed on January 7, 2004. I will miss you my friend. I STILL do!!

Tax Time
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions." He gets her name, address, social security number, etc. and then asks, "what is your occupation?" "I'm a whore," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken back and says, "No, No, No, that won't work. Let's try to rephrase that" The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that still won't work. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a prostitute?" "Well, I raised a thousand little peckers last year." "Chicken Farmer it is."

Anger
So once again I tried to give the wrong person a chance to enter my life, and once again it was all my fault for seeing them for something I was wrong about, so I really think I am gonna give up this time, I just give the wrong people the chance to let me show them how "compassionate" I can be, well guess what.... I'm done and I know the wrong people are gonna read this and try to calm me down... it won't work this time, I am just sick of putting myself thru this shit just to be walked all over and once again I a, also probably saying a bunch of stuff before I actually think it all the way through and leaving a bunch of holes open and not saying everything that I really need to say but I am a little to upset to really think things through but that's just what I get for everything I try to do for rasons I just can't seem to stop....

The Trucker And The Blonde;-)
This blond was driving on the highway and there was a trucker in front of her. She had to get into the lane that the trucker was in and she cut him off. The trucker decided she had been on the highway to long and told her to pull off to the side. The blond did this and waited until the trucker got out of his truck. He got out of his truck carrying his pocket knife. He told her to get out of her car and she did this. He ran back to his truck and grabbed a piece of chalk. Then he drew a circle and told her to stay in it. He got into her car and cut up her leather seats. When he turned around and looked at the blond she was laughing. He was furious, so he turned took his knife and cut out the seat belts and all the wires. Then he turned around and again the blond was laughing. Now the trucker was more furious than ever. He took his knife and slashed all her tires. When he turned around the blond was laying on the ground laughing very hard. Finally he just said. "Why do you keep laughing w

Shhhhhhhhhhhh...top Secret
OK HERE I GO AGAIN ..LOL YEPP IN ANOTHER CONTEST SO I NEED BOMBERS PLEASE.IT'S GREATLY APPRECIATED AND I THANK Y'ALL IN ADVANCE FOR HELPING. CONTEST STARTED @ 11 AM CENTRAL TIME JAN.24 AND IT WILL END IN ONE WEEK. SO JAN. 31ST IT ENDS @ 11 PM CENTRAL ! JUST CLICK MY PIC BELOW..XOXOX COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED !!! DON'T FORGET TO RATE IT A 10 0R 11 !!! THANK YOU XOXOXO

You Got To Love Drunk People
You've Gotta Love Drunk People A man and his wife are awakened at 3 o'clock in the morning by a Loud pounding on the door. The man gets up and goes to the door where a Drunken stranger, standing in the pouring rain, is asking for a Push. "Not a chance," says the husband, "it is 3 o'clock In the morning!" He slams the door and returns to bed. "Who was that?" asked his wife. "Just some drunk guy asking for a push," he Answers. "Did you help him?" she asks. "No, I did not, it is 3 o'clock in the morning and It is pouring out there!" "Well, you have a short memory," says his wife. "Can't you remember about three months ago when we broke down, and Those two guys helped us?" "I think you should help him, and you should be Ashamed of yourself!" The man does as he is told, gets dressed, and goes Out into the pounding rain. He calls out into the dark, "Hello, are you still There?" "Yes" comes back the answer. "Do you still need a push?",

Ronda, Your Ideal Sexual Partner Is A Type 1.
Type 1 partners enjoy giving pleasure as much as they enjoy receiving it. Chances are, your Type I will not only know the most direct path to orgasm for themselves, they will also likely be able to figure out, or learn from you, what they need to do to fulfill you. But orgasm isn't the only thing on their minds. They also pay attention to the details along the way, which can lead to a much more pleasurable sexual encounter. They enjoy the ambiance of sex and truly want to connect with you.

Funny Irish Jokes!!
Paddy was driving down the street in a sweat because he had an important meeting and couldn't find a parking place. Looking up to heaven he said, "Lord take pity on me. If you find me a parking place I will go to Mass every Sunday for the rest of me life and give up me Irish Whiskey!" Miraculously, a parking place appeared. Paddy looked up again and said, "Never mind, I found one." ababab Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do, Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to go to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when