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Taken From My Livejournal PostI haven't done that many updates so here's one before we move.
And if you had to read that over again that's okay, we are moving on Easter. We will be going the 900 some miles to S.C., my home state. Everything is going good up here, Josh just wants to see the world lol. I'm 13 weeks and 2 days pregnant right now. We've heard the heartbeat. I have picked up my medical records, I have a cyst on my right ovary. The doctor wants me to have another pap, just to keep an eye on it. She's not that worried about so I'm not going to be. Also, the baby's heartbeat rate was 133.
Josh's last day at work was yesterday. He's been home all day, which has been really nice. He will be gone for almost a week next week to help his brother and his family move into their new house. We have some things packed but just not his Josh's van yet. I know Josh is going out during the day Monday, I think, to have drinks with Peter.
I'm sure Peter will try to talk him out of moving as will Kris. I think P
New PrayerSince the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore
Because the word "God" is mentioned....A kid in Arizona wrote
the following NEW School prayer. I liked it.
Now I sit me down in school
Where praying is against the rule
For this great nation under God
Finds mention of Him very odd.
If Scripture now the class recites,
It violates the Bill of Rights.
And anytime my head I bow
Becomes a Federal matter now.
Our hair can be purple, orange or green,
That's no offense; it's a freedom scene.
The law is specific, the law is precise.
Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice.
For praying in a public hall
Might offend someone with no faith at all.
In silence alone we must meditate,
God's name is prohibited by the state.
We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks,
And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks.
They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible.
To quote the Good Book makes me liable.
We ca
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The Trip--endThough it is pitch black she can still see their bodies outlined in shadows cast by the moon. She can see Liz, her back arched and breast bouncing, gripping lover boy's thighs with her own as her hips buck forward and back. Her red hair a fire as it swayed to her movements. Watching all this sends a firery bolt from her head to her toes and she shivers. She knows there is no one around but she can't help herself from looking around before her hand slips under her cami finding her breast and squeezing.
Then in a flash she sees him rise up and turn over so Liz is beneath him and he's kneeling. She catches a glimps of white as Liz smiles. He leans down kissing her neck as he lifts Liz's knees to waist level, making her tight ass and hips lift off the ground.
"Wow, I forgot how great an ass Liz has." She thinks as she continues to watch. Her hand has now found its way to her panty line. She also thinks "She picked a good one this time," watching lover boy's boy tight body move, but he
Leave Me Some Comments!Ok so I'm a big ol' perv. Yes it's true. I soooo get off on those sexy comments that you all leave me. So I'm calling on my cherry troops to cum and comment on some of my pics. I have opened up ALL of my pics for a very short time and I would love to read some new comments in the near future.
Thanks y'all
I Hate PeopleSo today I woke up and I was still feeling sick, but I knew that I could get through my 8 hour day of work so I went.
My friend JC asked me how I was when I arrived and I told him that I wasn't feeling well. His response was that he could tell because this was the first day of me working there that I wasn't smiling.
I then proceeded to wait on the customers when all of a sudden, I notice that my pants from the knees down are wet. I look behind me and there's a spill on the floor yet no one tells me of what. They also don't apologize for spilling it on me. Then nobody bothers to mop it up so when the line of customers are gone, I grab a mop and do it. A simple "I'm sorry" would have been appreciated and I asked a few times about what was spilled but nobody answered me.
Then throughout the rest of the day, fellow workers and customers make me feel like I'm fucking stupid. "Hey Kristina, you can't do that." Well nobody ever fucking told me so how the hell was I supposed t
Need Your Help Everybody!I'm looking to level up and still have a long way to go so I'm asking everybody, friends and fans alike to rate all my pics and stash items please. :)
Its Your LoveSo many times,
i've wanted to give up,
but i kept pushing on,
Thanks to your love,
Theres been times,
I never thought the sun would rise,
but that all changed,
when i looked in your eyes,
its your love,
that gives me wings,
you keep me grounded,
yet you let me chace my dreams,
its your love,
that keeps me strong,
its your love,
i've been waiting for so long,
your my faith,
When i dont believe,
you're my lamplight,
When its too dark to see,
you're my shelter,
from the furry of the storm,
you hold me those cold nights,
and you keep me warm,
its your love,
that gives me wings,
you keep me grounded,
yet you let me chace my dreams,
its your love,
that keeps me strong,
its your love,
i've been waiting for so long,
I could search the world over,
Find nothing that compairs,
You are my every wish come true,
The answer to my prayers,
More than i could ask for,
More than i need,
More than i imagined,
more than i dreamed,
its your love,
Just Becausethe beauty of the day and the promise of wonder to come... may all your days moments be special.
Ron
Truest Fire
In ones life there is room for many friends
For loves that come and go the heart does mend
There are few who leave their mark deeper still
Who make ones heart jump and give one a chill
When fond thoughts grow and become intense
When there is mystery thrill and suspense
At the daily life that draws one in deep
Giving freely and drawing thoughts to keep
Knowing that one can make a soul smile
Yet feeling a longing for one all the while
One who burns hotter than fires to melt stone
One who is one of the best this soul has known
The hottest fire burns truest and best
None can compare so goes the rest
As one inspires a soul to pronounce true
The that is the only one who ever will do
By R. Thomas Dinsmore
What Is A Friend?What is a Friend?
A friend is
Someone who cares about you,
Someone who likes you just the way you are.
A friend is
Someone who does things with you,
Someone who keeps your secrets.
A friend is
Someone who sometimes gets angry with you,
Someone who might hurt your feelings sometimes
even when they don't mean to.
A friend is
Someone who comforts you when you're sad,
Someone who laughs with you when you're happy.
A friend is
Someone who wants to be with you,
Someone who enjoys your company.
A friend is
Someone you'll remember always
Even when they grow up and move away.
A friend is
Someone who is loyal and says good things about you,
Someone who gets mad if someone else is mean to you.
A friend is
A link to someone's humanity like food for the soul to share,
Someone to hold onto when life's follies bring despair.
A friend is
F-frank, R-righteous, I-intrepid, E-earnest, N-noble, D-decent
A friend is a friend”always!
--
My Life In A Nutshellwell i sit here and i try to figure if i made the right decision for my life i doubt my choice all the time but on the other hand the choice i made was the best for me at the time if you read my profile this deals with me being in the military. i joined the navy right after i graduated high school really it was 3 days later lol i guess i rushed to get somewhere fast where i knew i had a secure future but now i look at where i am a wish i would have waited i would have liked to meet someone then settle down first and then make up my mind on my future from there with the person of my dreams but... that didn't happen as planned now iam in the military with my dream job as a combat medic for the marines which is called a hospital corpsman for the navy but now finding someone who wants to deal with all the moving around is hard to do so now i sit here trying to figure what to do next my choices are leave after my 5 years of active duty and find a civilian job in a hospital or stick out the
LifeSo, men drive me absolutely up a wall... They say they're interested.. tell u everything you want to hear.. but then, end up hurting you in the long run... Why do people insist on saying one thing, yet doing another? doesn't everyone know actions speak louder than words... and to the dudes that try to be players... you all are the reason that guys with good intentions get burned.. b/c players have burnt girls like me so much, that I just think every guy is most likely that way. I haven't met one yet to prove me wrong that i really cared about. So here lately, i've just been trying to take things lightly , and have fun.. which is cool.. but I have really been wanting something more here for a while now.. i'm not sayin i'm lookin to get married anytime soon, but to have a good relationship with a guy who has some substance to him would be nice... i dunno i guess im just confused b/c i've been getting mixed signals from guys i am interested in, and i'm a little weary of taking that
Please Read MeOK HERE UT IS I AM IN CUP OF JOES CONTEST AS ARE MANY PEOPLE HERE ON CHERRY TAP BUT I AM ASKING THAT IF YOU ARENT IN THE CONTEST COULD YOU PLEASE HELP BOMB ME EVEN IF IT IS JUST A FEW COMMENTS. EVERYONE WHO HELPS WITH AT LEAST 10 COMMENTS WILL GET A GIFT IF U DO 100 OR MORE U WILL GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS AND REPOST MUAW
Bondage TestMy score on The Bondage Test:
Yeah, I'm learning(You scored 49 Knowledge and 92 Interest!)You are VERY interested in bondage, and have learned a good number of things about it, but you may want to invest some time and energy in finding out a bit more about the topic. Just so that what you know about bondage is brought up to speed with how interesting you find it.
Link: The Bondage Test
(OkCupid Free Online Dating)
Wandering Mind...nobody knew me...
nobody cared...
wind on my shoulder...
nothing prepared...
Days into nights...
stars into dreams...
three days driving...
just as it seems...
clouds on horizon...
birds in the air...
eyes narrowed sightly...
glint in his stare...
roaring mechanicals...
thoughts left behind...
carelessly wandering...
wandering mind....
Vilulf
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Plz Respond To This.......................thank URepost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...
n be honest!!!!
[] I want your number
[] Pretty/Cute
[] Hottie
[] Sexy
[] Gorgeous
[] Amazingly Beautiful
[] I'd take you home in a second
[] I'd make out with you right now
[] I'd Hit it
[] No, I dont like you like that
[] I love you
[] Wanna hook up?
Dear _________,
I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
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I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be ________.
We could __________ under the stars.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
Would you kiss me?
[] Hell Yea
[] Yes
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[] already did
Am I attractive?
[] Heck no
[] hot as Hell
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[] Okay I think ur pretty
[] Sexy
[] Ugly!
Do you think im a virgin?
[] Yes
[] No
[] Don't know
Name one thing you would like to do
A Financial Plan For Us, The Living SlavesOne thing I have mentioned recently (but haven't really explained since a while back) is Social Credit.Social Credit is basically where the government prints its own money and distributes a monthly allowance (called The Dividend) which is enough to buy that month's food, clothing and shelter, but not enough for luxuries like movies, VCR and the like, etc. There would have to be some form of price fixing as well.Now, why would this help? For those who have read my postings about the Idiot Boss, do you think I'd be here if I had to be? Right now, all people who do not have enough money to live off their interest are slaves to corporations. With Social Credit in place, I could leave this job if my boss tries to pull any of his crap and not have to worry about how I would live. Of course, I'd geet another job sooner or later, but I would have to be respected there.Also, I wouldn't worry that my job will go overseas either. If it does, I wouldn't have to go begging to find another job
Shattered LifeShattered Life (April 1997)
Shattered,
like precious pottery that falls to the floor.
Glued,
with cement that does not hold.
Protected,
like a fragile antique that collects the dust of life.
Handled so as not to damage, yet,
By the heart destroyed.
Lastlast1. food: Hershey's almond bar2. drink: tea3. girl guy: Billy4. car: 2001 Suzuki Grand Vitara5. last show: a cartoon on tv6. movie: Triangle7. clothes: bib capris, thin brown long sleeved top8. shower: today9. bath: been awhile...doc said no baths10. picture takne: saturday night at the bowling alley11. run: ha ha ha12. sport: ha ha ha13. call: my g-ma14. text: don't have text messaging15. nap: nap...what's that?MySpace Quizzes from Get this and more quizzes at RubberDuckySpace.com!!
Cherry Points Helphey guys I need some more cherry points so I can add more photos...so come on people help me here
Mother Gooses Gesse Attacked Me!!!so i went to the ren fair on sunday it was great!! except for the part were the goose fucked me up!! well im jst sitting here being really board ih and the tortuga twins were awsome!! as usual!!
Chapter 5 { Moby DickCHAPTER 5
Breakfast
I quickley followed suit, and descending into the bar-room accosted the grinning landlord very pleasantly. I cherished no malice towards him, though he had been skylarking with me not a little in the matter of my bedfellow.
However, a good laugh is a mighty good thing, and rather too scarce a good thing; the more's the pity. So, if any one man, in his own proper person, afford stuff for a good joke to anybody, let him not be backward, but let him cheerfully allow himself to spend and to be spent in that way. And the man that has anything bountifully laughable about him, be sure there is more in that man than you perhaps think for.
The bar-room was now full of the boarders who had been dropping in the night previous, and whom I had not as yet had a good look at. They were nearly all whalemen; chief mates, and second mates, and third mates, and sea carpenters, and sea coopers, and sea blacksmiths, and harpooneers, and ship keepers; a brown and brawny c
It Was An Emo Day...Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's
Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me
Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good
Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh
Back On Myspace !!!!If you like you can Add me on myspace I been off for a while,,,
http://www.myspace.com/AmirsImage
Contestplz help me in contest i would like to win this contest plz with all ur help there r others in this contest who r very childish and say my tat is lame so to prove to the imature people that a contest is for fun just enjoy it and dont be jealous plz come help me rate thanks
click the pic
Hey Everyone Please!!!!!!!!!!For those cherries and peeps that have not already put yourself on my map guestbook please if you get the chance to stop by and show that cherry love
peace,love and hair grease!!!
halflink-rulez
In The "closet?"(Originally Posted on April 26, 2006)Like I have said before, I am looking for a new job. If the contents of this blog got out to recruiters, HR personnel, and the like, it probably wouldn't be a good thing.In addition, Alabama has a law where the employee can quit anytime they want and the employer can fire anytime they want, both with no reason given.Also, our children were removed from our house by the state for stupid mistakes my wife and I made. If the guardians found out about this blog, we wouldn't be able to visit them anymore. (The guardians (who are all relatives) are xtian church-goers.)Therefore, I feel I have to keep my decision to study Satanism on the down low.Does anybody else feel that they have to keep the fact they are in a non-xtian religion secret? And do you have a cutesy name attached to it (like a hidden witch would be said to be "in the broom closet?"Just curious.
BitchesSomeone once referred to me as catty. I don't feel I must explain why I'm not, but I'm gonna' tell you why anyway. I'm not catty, but I am bitchy and there is, oh yes there is a big damn difference. Catty females like drama. I HATE, despise, and loathe drama. Catty individuals love other catty females, because they like to sit on their asses, view their own boring existence and gossip about those they envy on the sly. Bitches, we make the world go 'round. I don't have time for he/she said. I look in the mirror at least 10 times a day reminding myself just how fabulous (sp?) I am! Other bitches I respect, but I must admit, there is only room for one bitch in my life. MOI! Catty females like to present their problems to the world. They expect others to fix them, or butt in and be their saviour. Hello! If I wasn't so petite, I'd be a fucking Amazon, and I'd eat a man for lunch if he tried to be my knight in shining armour. It's one thing to do it because you adore me. I still d
My SoulI’m standing on the edge
Ready to fall at any time
Trying to make it through once more
While the mountain is getting harder to climb
My smile is fading once again
The pain is beginning to show
Coming out from deep within
Searching, wondering, not knowing where to go
My tears are falling
Slowly from my face
Causing me to cut again
Becoming the family disgrace
I try to stand up
And crawl out of the dark
But the blood covers my face
The needle leaves its mark
Once again I find the needle
And make another cut
Easing the pain I hold deep within
While once again, the door to my emotions I shut
People tell me to smile
But I’ve got nothing to smile about
People tell me to stop the crying
Or "I’ll give you something to cry about!"
They say whatever they want
Just to bring me down
But I can’t say anything back,
They hit me if I make a sound
I deal with the pain alone
With my back against the wall
As the wall around my heart
Rapidly be
UpdateHello everyone! This is my first blog and since I have been away from CherryTAP for a little while and here shortly I will be gone again for a couple more weeks, I just wanted to inform everyone that is on my friends list and fan list that if I have not rated or commented on your profile or photos to please send me a message so that I can do that before I disappear again. And also to let everyone know that I have added a guestbook to my profile, please stop in and sign it, if you have a guestbook let me know and I will drop in and leave some love for you. Have a pleasent time everyone. There will be more blogs to fallow within the next couple of days.
StalkersHOW DO I GET A STALKER FROM COMING TOO MY PAGE
Too My FriendsIF I'M DELETED FOR SOME ODD REASON I AIN'T COMEING BACK I'LL MISS YOU ALL I HAVE THIS STALKER THATS BEEN MAKING ME AN MY WIFE LIFE HELL FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS SHES STEALS OUR PICS GO'S TOO OTHER SITE SAYING SHES US AN ITS JUST GETTING OLD
Executioner And Racechicks Sexy Couple Contesti apprietate the ones that help and they are in 2nd, but the contest doesn't end till thursday and i could use a little help getting them to 1st...i know they have alot of friends out there so come on. BRING IT ON. LETS SEE WHAT UR MADE OF OR GOT. SHOW THEM SOME LOVE HERE!!!!!!!!!!
The MoveThe move was horrible. well ray and I woke up around 1100am and milled around the house until it was time to pick up danny, yefim and billy, we went to the mall, billy bought me and ICP shirt, and then we headed home. we packed everything into the UHAUL and I rode with danny, yefim rode with Ray, and I get the keys and when I wa;lked up the first time to my apaprtment my legs did that involuntary shaking and then we commenced to moving. Yefime did most of the heavy lifting , so did danny, we did a sort of chain gang, one person on each level, and we got everything done at 630pm, took danny home, then drove to rays mom's house, met my mom, dad and bro there, then we got the rest of the junk plus the animals, and Ray took Yefim home. My gold fish died, the 2 silver and the black moor so my betta is all alone..:(.. My mom and brother helped me move some stuff around and set up the bed, and then they left, me and Ray went grocery shopping, cam home, Ray made lasagna, yum, and then we pass
Peeing...Ever need to pee but not really feel like getting up to go to the bathroom, so you just hold it? That's kinda where I am right now. I have to pee, but I'm too lazy to get up and go to the bathroom, plus I'm hungry and lunch is heating up in the microwave....so, I guess I'm just gonna hold it.
Hmmmmm....OR....anyone know where I can get one of those NASA diapers?
I Am BackWELL EVERYONE THE DAYS HAS ADDED UP SO SLOWLY THAT I FEEL LIKE ITS A PARTY IS IN ORDER MY LIFE IS FINALLY TRYING TO WORK ITS WAY BACK INTO SHAPE I AM BACK TO TAP BOY HAVE I MISSED EVERYONE SO IT WILL TAKE ME A WHILE TO BACK GET BACK UP WITH EVERYONE BUT I WILL YOUR TIME IS COMIN I WOULD NOT HAVE STILL BEEN HERE IF IT WOULD NOT BE FOR SADIE I HAVE HAD IT PRETTY ROUGH AND THINGS ARE STILL NOT OVER YET AND FAR FROM IT SO FOR TODAY I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS
LOVE CHAIRBEAR
Thinking Of YouWhen I think of you I imagine your tender touch,
When I think of you I can feel your lips touching mine.
When I think of you I can here your smile playing with the win.
I got you under my skin, you’re the air that I brief, and you live in my dreams.
When I look at the star I can see you eyes looking back at me.
When the night’s falls and I lay down in my bed I feel you warm body beside me
Think of you is love you.
**mikey**just a note to say that I am in heaven...a dear friend that I have loved forever has come back into my life.He just got out of the armed forces serving in Iraq and made his way here what a surprise when I opened the door!!! I LOVE YOU mike and always will.You know what you mean to me...with all my heart
These Tears I Cry For You...These Tears Ive Been Crying For You, I Can No Longer See, Or Think, My Eyes Cry For You Daily, My Clothes Are Soaking Wet, My Voice Barley Speaks, My Words Tremble With Fear, Hearing Your Last Goodbye, Never Knowing When Im Gonna Hear Your Voice Or See You Ever Agian, And Still Wondering Why... Why Did You Do This To Me. You Told Me I Was Beautiful, Lieing To Me Day And Night, Wishing You To Come Back And Save My Life, I Feel I Have Nothing To Live For Anymore, I Cant Imagine You Not In My Life. Taking My Last Breath, As I Whisper Goodbye...
Sounds Like A Warzone Or Something...I posted an old post (Church of Satan VS First Church of Satan) as a MUM here. There's a lot of people posting comments, but not so many voting. :-) And everytime somebody does, CT does that bombing sound. Wonder if I get points for it...
Husband Comes HomeA husband comes home to find his wife with her suitcases packed in the living room. "Where the hell do you think you're going?" he says. "I'm going to Las Vegas. You can earn $400 for a blow job there, and I figured that I might as well earn money for what I do to you free."
The husband thinks for a moment, goes upstairs, and comes back down, with his suitcase packed as well. "Where do you think you going?" the wife asks. "I'm coming with you...I want to see how you survive on $800 a year!!!"
Going Out To Buy CigarettesA man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM.
"Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!"
She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!"
He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands.
"Damn liar, you were out bowling again!"
Three Guys Go To A Ski LodgeThree guys go to a ski lodge, and there aren't enough rooms, so they have to share a bed. In the middle of the night, the guy on the right wakes up and says, "I had this wild, vivid dream of getting a hand job!" The guy on the left wakes up, and unbelievably, he's had the same dream, too. Then the guy in the middle wakes up and says, "That's funny, I dreamed I was skiing!"
The Dog Ate My....Pluto chewed up the earphones to David's IPOD... and believe it or not its covered under the Accidental Damage warranty.
The store said they will probably send him a brand new IPOD.
I'm Seriously Screwed Up LolDisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:HighAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:Very HighDependent Disorder:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --
PoetryThe darkness creeps upon you
As a slow growing cancer
Unseen
Until too late to recover from
The light slowly fading
Fading away
To a nevermore wasteland
Of regrets and missed chances
It mutes the voice of right
Disguises the tones of wrong
Blurs the line of reality
Alluring and charming
The easier path
No obstacles to endure
Only self indulgence
Why struggle
Why fight
For tears
For shattered dreams
For tattered spirits
It consumes
It is in us all
Age-old war
Good verses evil
Day verses night
A balance
Always teetering to fall
Which side will we land on
Choices
Ours to make
Good or bad
Right or wrong
The darkness entices
Persuasive
Aggressive in its onslaught
Where do we prevail
The darkness remains
How do we contain it
Before it consumes
And overcomes us completely
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Racingwell racing started for the first weekend.there are some pics in my racing photos so go check thm out. it was alright i guess some wrecks. but everyone was alright thank god. well im out
much love
brit
Is It Just Me,..or Has This Happened To You As Well?Good Morning and happy Thursday. Brrrr it’s cold in the Midwest today as was yesterday too. Ok, do we need to get the parents involved or what… Oh on what you ask… Has this ever happened to you? You are driving down any street road; you name it and have to pull around kids walking with their back to you (as you drive your car) spread three or four wide as if they have the right of way? Well in most cases they do, because if you run them down like twice, that means you had to run them over, and then back up and run them over again just for good measure. Now honestly I would not do this, but given a chance to live and drive around the streets of Benton Harbor, Michigan and I will not choose color or creed because they all do it and think it’s funny. But, when we were kids and we were out riding our bikes, walking with friends yeah sure the road was a lot softer and smoother to ride or walk on so we did. Although when a car approached we moved over to the other side or off the road entire
She Is...she is every spare moment.
every free thought.
Animal Abuse/animal ControlI have been working at my job for a lot of years now. I have seen things that would give people nightmares. I live with those images everyday, always in the back of my eyes. I most of the time can block them out. However, When someone comes in to my work and says that I am the Murderer. NOW THAT JUST PISSES ME OFF. They come in and just dump there animals, expect us to deal with there mess. Yet I am the murderer? Oh just bite me!!! I have put a lot of people in hot water for animal abuse, but I am the bad one???? HA. There is a letter written by an animal control officer, that I am going to post on here and when people read this remember that, it is a Animal Control Officer that you call when you have a problem. Not the dog catcher!! Be kind we are professionals. Have kind words for us, we walk where others wont. We deal with the things that people just do not think about, things that people just pretend that do not happen. We do have hearts that Bleed, feel pain, and morn for those th
Sexxy Lady Contest....plzzz Help!I've entered the SEXxY LADY contest to try and win a Cherry Blast. The contest started this morning, and it will run for the next week. I could really use all the HELP I can get. I'm way behind in votes. If you can PLZZZ bomb me with comments, I'd really appreciate it. If you can't bomb me, can you please at least repost the bulletin for me to spread the word? I'll return the favor and help you out any way I can. Please click on the link below, and it will bring you straight to the contest. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
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An Adult Storie About Joan And Jackie!Joan decides to go out with some friends to a bar up town for a couple of drinks and to have a good time, she works all the time and never has a chance to do anything. Sitting with her friends and having a good time she sees this women sitting at the end of the bar all alone not sure if she was with anyone, she told her friends she’d be right back, approaching the women she says hi, my name is Joan and the women replied back I’m Jackie and asked her if she wanted to join them for drinks, so they all have a great time and by the end of the night they had hit it off as friends and exchanged numbers, talking everyday they had become the best of friends and always going and doing things together, one day out shopping for clothes they were in the dressing room and Jackie caught herself checking out Joan while she wasn’t looking, she knew about this side of her but how was she going to tell Joan? So they end up eating lunch at a little café in town, and during lunch Jackie says to Joan I ha
Stupidity Seems To Be Ruling TonightOK, guys, the red X things, grow up, if you wanna leave Tap, the door is that way----->
Oh, and quit reposting the same damn things repeatedly, as in the one that appeared 20 times on my list in 4 hours time saying "repost, I want one more friend" Ummm, morons, only your friends see your bulletins, (unless the scroll all the way down to the bottom to see who started it, but, we don't want to) and if you are that desperate...no wait, that's not desperate, THAT"S LAZY!! See all those little pictures scrolling across the top, click one, say "Hi", and put in a friend request.
Oh, and be yourself! I can not stress this enough to guys and gals.
My Husband, My RT husband and I are both on here, are open about being married and committed to each other, and still have fun. Lying about it, well, it just makes you look like you're pathetically desperate for attention. And too stupid to just talk to your spouse. Bet your partner would have fun on here too, but no, instead you hide it,
Life Or Something Like It??I HAVE A FEW THINGS THAT I NEED TO SAY...OK I GET THE WHOLE YOU HAVE TO WAIT THE OBLIGITORY 3 SECONDS BETWEEN RATINGS OF PICS...I UNDERSTAND THAT WE SHOULD KEEP THIS A PUBLIC SAFE SITE...OR SAFE FOR WORK SITE...WHICH IN MY OPINION SHOULD NOT BE SEEN AT WORK...I KNOW THAT I CAN'T BE HERE WHEN I WORK...ANYHOW...MY POINTS ARE THESE...
THIS IS A FREE SITE AND I HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ALMOST A YEAR NOW...THERE WERE RULES WHEN WE STARTED. I GET THAT...NOW IT SEEMS THAT THERE ARE RULES EVERY COUPLE OF DAYS IF NOT EACH AND EVERYDAY!
BECAUSE THERE ARE CHEATERS HERE AND PPL WHO ARE NOT WILLING TO WORK HARD AT GETTING SOMEWHERE HERE...I, THE NON PAYING CUSTOMER HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES!?
I KNOW THAT THERE ARE NO GUARANTEES IN LIFE...NOTHING IS FAIR IN LIFE EITHER...BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE...PLEASE LEAVE THIS SITE ALONE...WHY MESS WITH A GOOD THING...SO PUNISH THE ONES THAT ARE CHEATING AND LEAVE THE REST OF US ALONE!
THIS IS A LONG RANT FOR ME AND I MIGHT NOT GET EVERYTHING OUT AS I
Twin Peaks Season 2Wow, what a surprise. Walked into Target for DVDr's and saw Twin Peaks Season 2 on the shelf. Not a bad price for 6 discs.
Fans have waited years for them to release it on DVD.
Anyway, this makes me happy!
And They Continue...To blast music early in the morning, and what they blast this time? Cher, do you believe in life after love. I swear the guys upstairs are up to something... they are creeping listening to cher... LOL
Well, yesterday was nice. I like three day weekends. I can't wait for April vacation. Seriously. Its going to be awsome.
Nasty Skanksince cherrytap dont seem to care about harassment by all means go rate her a 1. after all if she can do it and spread lies she deserves it.
Angel EyesShe sees,
What no one else sees.
From her bright green eyes,
She knows,
What no one else knows,
All she does is look inside,
Oh….my…..angel eyes.
She hears,
What no one else hears,
Cause she listens with her heart,
She’s here,
Always right here,
Though we’re worlds apart,
Oh…..my…..angel eyes,
She says,
What I need her to say,
And she doesn’t even know,
She feels,
All that I feel,
And I’ll never let her go,
Oh…..my….angel eyes,
I see heaven,
When I look inside,
Those, angel eyes,
All I dreamed.
Is Starin back at me….
Inside those, Angel eyes,
Weekend StuffHope everyone is having a great weekend and that you have a great holiday with family.
David is here so trying not to be on much, but while he is playing.. and with me avoiding cleaning off the desk I will write a bit.
We went to see Meet the Robinsons today. Wasn't too bad. David loved it. I think I was too tired to enjoy it.
Made chocolate chip waffles this morning.. he isn't spoiled..lol.
My butt is dragging. Thursday night a friend needed to talk so I was up till 2 AM. Last night was also a late night, and the phone rang before 6 AM this morning with someone needing some advice. I've always been one people talk to because I am a good listener.. but if its 6 AM be prepared for answers that don't make sense.
Tommorrow is church and then lunch with the family. :) David will be here until Monday night, so I have lots of time with him. Gave him his Easter basket Thursday night so he could eat the candy ather than leave it here for me to eat.
I really need to ge
Too All My Friends...happy Easter!!!Since there are so many of you to keep up with I thought I would take the simple way out and just wish every one at once a great and Happy Easter....***Hugzzzz and Kissses***
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Saturday 4/7/07 #2Just an update on my online sister that I forgot to post on my other entry. I talked to my online dad today finally, and he said that Lisa is doing ok for now, but is going downhill everyday.
She is now bedbound and has a caregiver coming twice a week to wash her hair and give her a bed bath and paint her nails and do whatever Lisa would like her to do for her since her mom's health isn't good enough to do all of it for Lisa.
She now has a colostomy as well and a catheter in her bladder and some sort of tube in her stomach that goes to a bag that catches the food she eats rather than her vomiting it back up like she was doing before her surgery last month.
My online dad said she has pretty much stopped talking and joking around like she used to unless she is spoken to and pretty much just wants to sleep all the time.
When she had surgery last month they said there wasn't anything they could do to get rid of the cancer as it was all inside her abdomen and blocking her lar
ConflictedLife slips through your fingers like sand through the hourglass,
Tell yourself it don't matter,
these things never last,
Least not like they use to,
So you reach for the bottle that sits on the table,
You Tell yourself it don't matter,
As you peal off the label,
No, not anymore,
(chorus)
It all seems so useless,
No reason to move on,
You fight for all your worth,
To find the memory's too strong, (2nd chorus: the hold is too strong)
You want to give up,
But still you hold on,
You give all you've got,
Wonder'n were you went wrong,
street to Walkin down a dark heartache and main,
To a bar on the corner,
That don't have a name,
Oddly it use to,
She's there smokin a long cigerette,
Just like the moment,
You try so hard to forget,
But it won't go away,
Chorus
Now it's alone in the cold rain,
A little too cliche,
Hallmark needs a card for this kind on thing,
and the tears roll down,
One more night alone in your bed,
As the alcohol sinks you,
And
PoetryWhere does this demon inside come from?,
Why do I find myself depressed God what have i done?,
Can someone out there help? Does any care?,
That im alone in this life and i have nothing left to spare,
I need something to cure the itch or a supernatural rescue,
Will anyone ever care like you,
Or should i say used to because now im forgotten,
Left in this grave lifeless and letting my soul become rotten,
I close my eyelids and feel my eyes roll into the back of my head,
Asking and wondering to myself am i alive or dead?,
Im not quite sure but i know what i wish i was,
The reason is not you, me, or them but just because,
Do you know where i am? Or how i might feel,
No you dont so just let me kill,
Not you or just anyone else but me, myself, and I,
All three of us just wish i would creep into a closed crypt and die,
I held out my hand once before in search of help,
But no one cares or knows exactly how bad the pain felt,
PoetryYour love is like a noose,
Wrapped around my neck and could kill me at anytime,
So let me jump and let this love strangle my mind,
Its like im living a nightmare and love is the worse enemy,
The worse thing i could've ever done is let your love into me,
Its like im at a funeral with a priest and my family and flower baskets,
But im not there oh wait im in the casket,
My body and mind is dead my soul remains alive,
Longing for love but my heart has been cut as if with knives,
So my soul wanders the earth looking for someone to pull the knives out,
I met a girl and she was what i made my whole life about,
I got burned and just added another knife to the collection,
All i want is someone to show me some affection without the recollection of an imperfection,
Giving your heart to someone is rolling the dice,
It could give you everything you've ever wanted or ruin your life,
Love is doing whatevers neccessary,
Even if your shovel
Obsession... Part 2Just when you thought our sexcapade was finished
And you took time to catch your breath
We kissed, hugged, and cuddled, until our strength was replinished
Then engaged in round two of sex...
I lay you down softly, and the kissing continues
As sensations rush to your brain
With passion, I place my ten inches in you
And the sheer pleasure drives you insane...
There's no better feeling than flesh on flesh
Our temperatures rise by the second
In and out, as you moan to me...yes
And you reach your peek...no question...
I remain in your body as my climax is reached
My love muscle explodes like a volcanoe
Then we smile as that feeling we searched for is breeched
When your obsessed, baby how can you say no...
Nemesis of Nazerath
Friendsthey are there for you sickness and love
friends are there no matter what and they except us.
they make us who we are and we are nothing with them. they can be enemies and apart of them family but know this that there your friend for life
the get drunk with you they carry you and they pick you up after falling on your ass and embarrassing yourself but there real and don't judge you for being stupid they love you for being yourself.
for every friend i have they love me for me and i love them unconditionally . friends are sisters and brothers and they feel like family cus they are always around but we love them friends make us feel better bout ourselfs. thanks friends.
When Hopes & Dreams Die!When Hopes & Dreams Die!
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
..>..> ..> ..>..> ..> When Hopes & Dreams Die!
I am at the preverbial crossroads of my life! It sometimes seems the prospects for my own happiness are as dark as the night scenes in the bootleg dvd I recently saw,(or didn't see), of the Zodiac! I can remember that I once had grand dreams. But due to circumstances mostly by my own doing i've flushed them down the toilet long ago. I can't seem to remember today as well as yesterday. Maybe because my yesterdays provided a chance of true hope to realize my ultimate desires,wants,hopes & dreams. These days r about letting go!
It sucks to have to let go all be it neccassary to move on! Even when u know things r beyond salvaging & just no good anymore. Its a scary thing to start over. To reinvent yourself. To find new hopes & dreams. It really sucks when ur alone holding the bag of a life unsalvagable. I am not a good loser. Its hard to los
My WeekendSo this weekend has been awesome. Im at school right now (still drunk from free beer last night). One of my good friends has got some foreign exchange students from France stayin with her this week n i must say they are cool ppl. Its a guy n a gurl n they both crack me up. They take pictures of almost everything lol!
Im sure more fun is to come for the week.
Damn....here i sit once again wondering. i mean i let my babys daddy take her for the week figuring it was only fair for him to get her for a lil while. talked to a friend last night finally after like a week of us barely speaking cuz of everything going on. and missing my soldier like crazy. my mind is racing trying to figure things out but for some reason it cant seem to grasp anything at all. my life has seemed to become work work and more work. barley ever have the time to spend with my baby while shes awake anymore cuz im always either at work or on my way out hte door if im not trying to get my apartment situated. i fear that im not giving her the attention she needs from me yet i dont have any choice but to do things like this if i am going to support her and keep her from going without. and damn i will never let her go without. family has finally started to just back off and let me do my thing my way so i can finally live life my way but that hasnt helped any cuz i am still a sin
HeheSo i like being a romantic sometimes... bite me! lol
"We're Young And Beautiful"
While we're young and beautiful,
Kiss me like you mean it,
Treat me like I'm special,
Cover me with sweetness,
Cause a time will come,
When we're not so young, and beautiful,
While we're young and beautiful,
Living free and easy,
Here without a worry,
Dancing in our bare feet,
Cause when the summer's done,
We might not be so young, and beautiful.
[CHORUS:]
It's a crazy ride,
And baby, you and I,
Are keeping our sweet love alive,
Tonight, while we're young and beautiful.
While we're young and beautiful,
We'll party down on Main street,
Wearing next to nothing,
Feeling every heart beat,
Having fun, while we're still young and beautiful.
[CHORUS:]
It's a crazy ride,
And baby, you and I,
Are keeping our sweet love alive,
Tonight, while we're young and beautiful.
Beautiful,
Beautiful,
Young and beautiful,
Beautiful,
Beautiful,
Young and beautiful.
[CHORUS:]
It's
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Youhow mamy times do i have to tell myself..
is not special
is not important
i'll wait for his call, for his messages for his attention...
i am focus on my work.. but the temptation is too good... don't like the drugs but the drugs like me...
wish... everything clears on my way to whatever my destiny is...
wish u where here..
:(
Who Am I ?God made Adam out of dust
But thought it be best to make me first
So I was made before the man
According to gods plan
Without arms, hands or feet
My ways and acts did God control
But in my body he placed no soul
A living being I became
And Adam gave to me a name
Then from his presence I withdrew
For this man Adam I never knew
All my makers’ law I do obey
And from these laws I never stray
Thousands of me go in fear
But seldom on the earth appear
Later for a purpose God did see
He placed a living soul in me
But that soul of mine God had to claim
And from me he took it back again
And when this soul from me had fled
I was the same as when first made
Without arms, legs, feet or soul
I travel on from pole to pole
My labors are from day to night
And to men I once furnished light
Thousands of people both young and old
Did by my death bright lights behold
No right or wrong can I conceive
The Bible and it's teachings I can’t Believe
The fear of death doesn’t trouble
Ok....Maybe i should be in bed sleeping xanax is a bitch the light headedness the weakness growing consuming my body should i sleep or should i stay up? im here but im not this sucks hahaha ok ima go take a shower this might be bad if i drown lol
In Flames- The Quiet Place(update)This is not a reflection thing yet lol. I just love this song(on my play list if you care to listen) and figured since I got the lyrics I would waste my time and type them. Of course it sounds better when listening to it than reading it.
The Quiet Place
Song, click play to play
Spinning further, deeper | I know you're out to try me | I'm not in this to be a slave | Push the dirt | Make me feel | locate what swallows life | Night bird {you) Build my world
Chorus... and then I close my eyes
Judge me now | Used to be afraid to let it show | Bow down | I'm in a much better place now | Everythings in place | No much brighter from today | A king in my own mind
Drown The monster | Make all bad dreams go away | Whatever it takes to keep your hands free | Open Scars | The quiet place
All the bridges fall to the ground | And you say you sacrificed
Miss YouSexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com
I miss you terribly this day of love,
Miss you with a wound that stabs and aches.
I see the love around me, and it takes
So much strength simply just to move.
Soon, soon, my love, this waiting will be done.
You and I will have what we desire.
On days like this we'll sit beside the fire,
Undoing all the pain of days long gone.
HummmmmmmmNo offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...
Dear Larry BirkheadDon't get all cocky cuz you fathered Anna Nicole's baby.
"I told you so!"
All you did was stick your peen in a willing vag. You didnt invent Sunlight. You didnt find a cure for Herpes. You just have strong swimmers.
Relax.
Now...back to your regularly scheduled nothingness.
Huh? Like You Didn't Know....http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20070405/hl_nm/bottled_water_dc
Water is water.
Any idiot that thinks it's different besides the additives should be counseled or shot in the back of the nearest country outhouse.
Trust me, I've heard the arguement, "but it's from the spring!". But where the hell does the rest of our water come from?
After The Cake, Comes The GuiltSomething few people know about me is that I love to write. I could sit all day and write. Poems, songs, blogs.. I dont care. I am becoming opposed to blogging my complaints about life. I hate to sit here and waste my words on the little things that in the scheme of things, aren't really important. I like having a little mystery and not airing all my drity laundry here ;)
Love has always been very important to me. I had a lot of it growing up. Now as an adult, when I find love I really try to hold onto it as long as I can. So how difficult does that love have to be before I say "enough"? How much grief can I withstand before I throw my hands up? The answer used to be "not much". I think my expectations of a relationship are a bit high and I used to give up rather early on. Then I got weak and started to let things slide. The little things would be swept under the rug until it was impossible to move around it. Then I inevitably implode and kill the relationship ( with good reason of
Geek.mc chris.
They dissipate the pungent odor of a power holder.
Sand kickers comin’ sixty clicks upon the sonar.
They’re gonna fold me over like a trapper keeper folder.
If this was D&D, you’d see me jump into a portal.
I’m a geek, spelled g double e k.
I meet my boys in the basement about every day.
Card table, comic books, and cans of coke.
That we blow out our nose after a Star Wars joke.
We got style.
Tape on our glasses, zits on our faces and hair on our asses.
Shiny shoes, belt buckles and pocket protectors.
Tricked out back packs like my main man Venkman’s.
We got problems, namely the jocks.
The SUV suckers with class rings on their cocks.
Otherwise known as the motherfuckers touchin' the tit.
If I was Wolverine, you’d hear my knuckles go "snikt".
I’m not perfect, the before picture of Peter Parker.
I always trip and drop my tray in front of the girl that always sparkles.
I got brains, fuck B’s and C’s.
I got a grade point average higher than Hendrix on New Ye
OuchMy brain hurts from all the "serious" I was last night. Never again.
72 FansI only need 72 fans to make legend. Can you all check and see if you have fanned me? If you haven't and u do let me know and ill make sure I have fanned you back! Muah!
Spoiled BratsMade in the USA: Spoiled brats
The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data
I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right?
The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the
direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy
with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just
ain'thappy and want a change.
So being the knuckle dragger I am, I starting thinking, ''What we are so
unhappy about?''
Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a
week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer
and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy
folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at
any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year?
Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atl
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More Bad NewsSigh My sister was admitted back into the hospital today. She was too weak to be at home. She wasn't eating because she can't hold down food. Keep those prayers going strong for her please.
love you all
Bren
Life Yeait sucks and i get 2 go 2 the doctors 2morrow probly woot woot
for breakin/sprainin my wrist
isnt life fun
Angels Are Callingi can hear the angels calling
help me, i think i'm falling
i can hear their little voices
telling me to make right choices
they come from all different directions
they always ask so many questions
why won't they let me be
i only want to be free
this is the new day and age
where they can lock people in a cage
this world's a crazy place
it makes me feel like an empty space
help me, i think i'm falling
the angels have stopped calling
Help Me Win My Week Blast Please!!!MY CONTEST FOR MY WEEK BLAST JUST OPENED UP I NEED SOME HELP PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT AND COMMENT BOMB THE HECK OUT OF THIS PIC FOR ME PLEASE I WOULD FOR YOU THANKS FOR ALL THE COMMENTS YOU LEAVE EVERY ONE IS APPRICIATED!!!!!HERE IS THE LINK CLICK THE PIC!!!!!!
Little Old Lady> > Subject: Granny
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > Will you please state your age?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > I am 86 years old.
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened
> > the night of April
> > 1st?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front
> > porch on a warm
> > spring evening,
> > when a young man comes creeping up on the porch
> and
> > sat down beside me.
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > Did you know him?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > No, but he sure was friendly.
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > What happened after he sat down?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > He started to rub my thigh.
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > Did you stop him?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > No, I didn't stop him.
> >
> > Defense Attorney:
> > Why not?
> >
> > Little Old Lady:
> > It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert
> > died some 30 years
> > a
YetI don't know you,
Yet you know me.
I have been torn apart by other guys.
Yet I fear that you are different.
There is a difference in our ages.
Yet it seems as though there is not.
You are a stranger to me,
Yet I am familiar to you.
I like you just by the sound of your voice.
I have fallen for a sound.
I need help to recover.
Yet there's no one there to help me recover.
I wrote this poem 10-17-96 and updated it 6-7-98. I know that my poems arent that good but a friend said that it will help me feel better.
See Guys, I Understand You... From A Friends Blog... (thank You, Love!)The five questions are:
1 - "What are you thinking?"
2 - "Do you love me?"
3 - "Do I look fat?"
4 - "Do you think she is prettier than me?"
5 - "What would you do if I died?"
What makes these questions so bad is that every one is guaranteed to explode into
a major argument and/or divorce if the man does not answer properly. For example:
1) "What are you thinking?"
The proper answer to this question, of course, is, "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear.
I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, caring, thoughtful, intelligent, beautiful
woman you are and what a lucky guy I am to have met you."
Obviously, this statement bears no resemblance whatsoever to what the guy was really
thinking at the time, which was most likely one of five things:
a) Baseball
b) Football
c) How fat you are.
d) How much prettier she is than you.
e) How he would spend the insurance money if you died.
(The best answer to this stupid question came from Al Bund
Why Did You Do This To Me?Here I stand before myself
I see somethings out of place
You tasted all my purity
Now there's nothing left to waste
I never felt like i had felt
Until the day you came undone
I never felt like I was lost
Until the day you killed me again
The feeling gets so in my way
It's getting lost in my delivery
The feeling gets so in my way
I'm getting lost in your periphery
Are you stronger
For cutting me open?
Are you stronger
For leaving me broken?
And you sold me up the river again
And you made me start it over again
And you moved me, and you soothed me, and you fought me
And you left me wondering what the hell
What is wrong with me?
If I Could Give You... I Would"This is my wish for you: Comfort on difficult days, smiles when sadness intrudes, rainbows to follow the clouds, laughter to kiss your lips, sunsets to warm your heart, hugs when spirits sag, beauty for your eyes to see, friendships to brighten your being, faith so that you can believe, confidence for when you doubt, courage to know yourself, patience to accept the truth, Love to complete your life."
Hurt By Christina AguileraSeems like it was yesterday when I saw your faceYou told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I j
Why?I thought I had everything i wanted
I thought I already did everything that I should
I thought I got everything I wished for
Why the heck am I so sad?
I thought I had lived my life to the fullest
I thought I'd met all the people that I should
I thought I'd alreally loved to the deepest
Do I have to cry now like I would?
I thought I'm already done
What the heck am I striving for?
I thought it's time for me to stop and rest
What am I still living for?
Adult StoryHe walks threw the door to find her cooking. sneaking up behind her, he wraps his arms around her, kissing her neck , she beings to smile talking about there day, he turns her around to say I love you and they being to kiss softly, she wraps her arms around his neck , she begins to playfully bite his lip while they kiss one another making out in the kitchen lifting her up and placing her on the counter by her hips, she wraps her legs around him, and beings to unbutton his shirt as he undoes her bra with two fingers, taking off her shirt and bra, she removes his shirt and goes to undo his button and his zipper, his , black kakis falling to his ankles, he undoes her button and pulls down her jeans off while still sitting on the counter, while she is running her hands threw his hair his nibbling on her breast and her nipples, she takes deep breaths and he moves up to her neck where it drives her crazy, pulling her towards him he slides his penis into her softly watching her nose flair
Works For MeYou prefer Rough sex!
You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you.
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My Other HeroesI WANNA THANK ALL THAT HAVE RATED MY PICS. I LOVE U ALL. PLEASE RATE ALL AND COMMENT ON SOME IF U LIKE THEM. I WILL DO THE SAME. TY SOOOOOO MUCH
MRDUCK "QUACK QUACK"
The Kinky PrincipalPrincipal Sternn is sort of an older guy. I'd probably place him in his early 50's. He stands about 5'11" and has super dark brown hair, it almost looks black. He tries to cover his bald spot by slicking it back. He has a little extra baggage, but appropriate for a man his age. Principal Sternn use to be the Head Master for another boarding school in California. I've been told that he can be pretty brutal at times.
In Principal Sternn's office, Mr. Davis very descriptively told him what he had witnessed. Principal Stern told Mr. Davis to leave and then proceeded to tell us that we can't do that on the confines of the campus. He then asked me to go and wait out in the hall while he spoke with Melanie. I could hear him tell her that if she wanted to lact like a slut at this school then should should be treated like one. Then I heard him tell her to pull her panties down and bend over the desk. Next I heard a "whack" followed by a loud moan. This continued for about 10 minut
Yep, I'm A Bit Green...I honor of Earth Day coming up, just wanted to get a few things out there that may interesting to those of you who give a shit about this place we all call home...
* Meat production (especially mass-produced): Can take seven or more pounds of grain to produce one pound of beef and livestock consumes 70% of America's grain. If you alone gave up beef once every seven days, you could save the 840 gallons of water it takes to produce a single serving.
* If everyone in the US reduced the amount of junk mail he/she receives every week, 100 million trees would be spared each year. (www.ftc.gov, click "for consumers", "telemarketing", "unsolicited mail..." will show you how! )
* Install faucet aerators and high-efficiency showerheads and in year's time you'll save bet. 1,000 and 8,000 gallons of water.
* keep track of your thermostat!! Adjust it down 2 degrees in winter and up 2 degrees in summer and you'll keep nearly 880 pounds of carbon dioxide from warming the earth.
* The a
TrembleWake up
Wipe out the sleep
spread open the theighs
take it in deep
penetraion aside
its all heaven in where
smooth as a dolphin
your pussy is bare
honey to some
the way you make me cum
nastier the better
pulling it out..come getter
im sexier than some
more passionate than most
i make you scream 3 times
more than beetlejuice the host
im pretty tired
but never time to quit
I'd rather sex your body
than work, that bullshit
~Timmy~
More Writing...He stood, he breathed, therefore, he existed. At least, that's what his thoughts would tell him. But after three years of feeling invisible, he was convinced that the critics were wrong. Just because your brain worked didn't make you alive. Just because you breathed didn't force you to exist. Just because your heart beat didn't mean you could love.
He had nothing left to say to the world. His thoughts were skewed; his inspiration was as good as dead. Once one of the most powerful creative minds in North America, he was now void of life and incapable of love.
It was all because of her. She crept into his every thought. It was as though she was there, whispering those blessed sweet nothings in his ear once more. But this time, instead of joy, they only brought pain. The memories of better days gradually weighed down on his heart until finally, one day, he could bear it no longer.
Today was that day. He stood, he breathed, he existed. Escape lay at his feet, a mere decision away.
Now That I Think About It, I Knew Why I Really Liked This Song.Sick of trying to find a way inside
Sick and tired of all the after
Sick of trying ot find a way to slide
Even though it always ends in laughter
Its never hard to tell when things are done
She looked into my eyes and a voice said RUN
She says that im a mess but its alright
Whether its 2 weeks, 2 years or just tonight
You can occupy my every sigh,
You can rent a space inside my mind
At least untill the price becomes too? HIGH
I can find a reason that we should quit
I can find a reason to do it
I can find excuses for all my shit
She tells me just to work right through it
Shes pretty and I like her but shes too well
Cuz I need red flags and long nights and she can tell
Its not that its my fault its just my style
Beginning with a look and then a smile
You can occupy my every sigh,
You can rent a space inside my mind
At least untill the price becomes too ? HIGH
She don't need a thing, she don't need saving or a lay
Shes got all the friends around and you can
Breast CancerIn the past several months 2 of my friends have been diagnosed with breast cancer. Lisa had a recurrance of breast cancer, fortunately they got it all.
My other friend may not be so lucky. There is talk that she may loose the breast. They are both under 35.
I would llke to tell all of my friends, it is so important to do those self check exams and to know your family medical history. Yes it is recommended to start the mammograms after 40. Since this has happened, I would recommend it sooner, I have been having them done at the age of 35
Just remeaber, that breast cancer is a disease and it does not pick and choose, it can attack anyone
My Hidden TalentUsing your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com
The Passing ShadowThe shadow passes
The darkness fades
The sun rises
With no delay
Daylight comes
Then daylight goes
And evening comes
With every woe
The light fades
The sun hides
Its weary face
Darkness comes
And covers the place
Till the sun comes back
Into its place
FlirtingCongratulations, according to our experts, you are : 81% FlirtyTake the Flirting Quiz at Quizopolis.com
The Obituary For The Late Mr. Common SenseToday we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:
Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).
His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.
Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they
Leveling Upcan you guys helpe me level up ive been stuck at level 10 for several months now, ive been rating and adding people and still stuck! help would be much appreciated!
Boring DayIT'S BEEN A BORING DAY NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT SITE ON CHERRYTAP AND TALK ON EMAIL I WONDER WHAT I COULD DO BUT AT 10 OCLOCK AT NIGHT I GUESS NOTHING BARS ARE DEAD AND THE DJ'S SUCK SO I'M GOING TO JUST SITE AND CHAT.
CommunicationCOMMUNICATION IS KEY TO ALL RELATIONSHIPS. TALK TO THOSE YOU LOVE AND CARE ABOUT EVERY DAY. MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE THEY MATTER MORE THAN ANYTHING ON THIS PLANET.
NO MATTER HOW BAD THE SITUATION, NO MATTER HOW HURTFUL THE CONVERSATION MAY BE, ALWAYS TALK TO THOSE AROUND YOU.
COMMUNICATION CAN HEAL ALL WOUNDS, WHETHER YOU ARE TALKING TO YOUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, OR PRAYERS. THEIR IS ALWAYS A SOLUTION BY TALKING TO THOSE AROUND YOU TO GET ADVISE, ENCOURAGEMENT, SUPPORT, AND ANSWERS.
ALWAYS TALK. I KNOW I DO.
Grindinghttp://www.mojoflix.com/Video/College-Girl-Dances-and-Grinds-Like-a-Slut.html
Kamp Motor SpeedwayWell I found out tonight that I am officialy on my way to Boswell Indiana the weekend of April 27th! I'm goin to KAMP! This so totally kicks ass!
All Tied Up In LustIt had already been a fairly long and aggravating day when the intercom dinged and the pilot on my flight informed us in his best “I’m sorry, but not really” voice that our flight to El Paso was being diverted to Odessa / Midland Airport because of a problem on the runway in El Paso. The chorus of groans that reverberated through the cabin said it all. Nobody who didn’t absolutely have to go Odessa or Midland wanted to be there. My mood darkened considerably.
I had already been up since one in the morning so that I could get to the airport in Providence for 3:45 AM so that I could be on the 5:45 flight to Chicago to get my connecting flight to El Paso. So the thought of waiting around for another flight did not appeal to me at all. What a silly man I was. If I desired to wait for another flight to El Paso it would mean spending the night in Odessa, there were no seats to be had on any of the puddle jumpers that fly between the two cities today.
I weighed my options and decided th
Big Mans WinnersI WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL HELP THE SEXXII BIG MEN
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THANK YOU ALL LOVE RUBIA
So I Have Been Feeling Rather....spiritual today. And wut not. Im a christian, nothing will change that. And so I thought i would just say it for the record since i dont think anyone knows it on CT. Go ahead and call me a hypocrit or whatever you would like cause im not your typical pushy, condeming, force it down your throat bible beater. I dont preach, mostly because, I believe very much in free will, so therefore I dont have the right to cram my beliefes down your throat. The most i will do is put up songs like these cause these guys are friggen awesome musicians. Unfortunatly they broke up to persue other ministries. But like friggen alt rock you'll love these songs, christian or not. yupyup. Any questions ask away, and feel free to hate me. yup.
Sunday Morning SexI will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling...
Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning."
Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble.
"Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago , realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even...
Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong."
She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along
Hello, It's MeHello, It's Me
by Todd Rungren
Hello, it's me
I've thought about us for a long, long time
Maybe I think too much but something's wrong
There's something here that doesn't last too long
Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine
Seeing you
Or seeing anything as much as I do you
I take for granted that you're always there
I take for granted that you just don't care
Sometimes I can't help seeing all the way through
It's important to me
That you know you are free
'Cause I never want to make you change for me
Think of me
You know that I'd be with you if I could
I'll come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile
And spend the night if you think I should
It's important to me
That you know you are free
'Cause I never want to make you change for me
Think of me
You know that I'd be with you if I could
I'll come around to see you once in a while
Or if I ever need a reason to smile
And spend the night if you think I should
Think of
Woohooso im sick again this sucks - random throwin up isnt fun. and in 3 weeks im dying my hair again. hope life is better for all of u out there
Quit Your BitchingI’m getting really sick and tired of hearing all these ethnic groups bitching and moaning about how tough they’ve had it after coming to America. We are not forcing them to stay here, we sure as hell don’t want them here and we wouldn't loose an ounce of sleep if they were to leave and never return. Instead of them departing the land fought for by whites, they remain here bitching to anyone who will listen to them about how oppressed they are, they for the most part don’t want to learn the American customs and they sure as hell don’t want to learn the English language. Instead of our country making it hard for these people to live here, they tax the hell out of the hard working white men and women in order for our department of motor vehicles to print material in every language so that the immigrants can drive on our city streets further endangering the lives of the people who fought for this country. You hear about the Negro’s bitching to no end about reparations for their unpaid
Help!!!!!I WOULD LIKE TO HOST A CONTEST BUT WAS WONDERING ABOUT WHAT THE TOPIC SHOULD BE. ANY IDEAS??????? I AM OPEN FOR DISCUSSION ON MOST TOPICS THOUGH I DO NOT WANT ANYTHING NSFW. I KNOW THAT I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE AT LEAST 10 IF NOT 15 PEOPLE IN THE CONTEST SO IF YOU HAVE IDEAS AND WOULD LIKE TO JOIN PLEASE LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE. THANKS ALL!
~~~ANNE~~~
I'll Never Break Your Heart By Backstreet Boys(To Kally)
{Spoken:}
Baby, I know you're hurting
Right now you feel like you could never
Love again
Now all I ask is for a chance
To prove that I love you
From the first day
That I saw your smiling face
Honey, I knew that we would
Be together forever
Ooh when I asked you out
You said no but I found out
Darling that you'd been hurt
You felt like you'd never love again
I deserve a try honey just once
Give me a chance and I'll prove this all wrong
You walked in, you were so quick to judge
But honey he' s nothing like me
Chorus
I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Lyrics
Honey, that's no lie
{2x}
As time goes by
You will get to know me
A little more better
Girl that's the way love goes baby, baby
And I (I) know you're afraid (know you're afraid)
To let your feelings show (feelings show)
And I understand
Girl, it's time to let go (girl, it's time to let go because)
I deser
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Herbal RemediesAcne: A infusion (boil water and then pour over herbs. Let herbs steep for 15 minutes) of chamomile, Yarrow or Lavender can be applied to face using a cotton ball. Use Aloe Vera daily to treat acne.
Arthritis: Aloe Vera gel or the sap from the plant rubbed directly on inflamed joints can relieve pain. Other anti-inflammatory herbs are: Chamomile, Feverfew, Aloe Vera, Willow & Primula.
Asthma: A Thyme infusion can help with Asthma.
Blood Pressure: Rosemary can be used as a tea or in the bath. If you have LOW BLOOD PRESSURE, consult your physician or herbalist.
Colds: Chamomile, Lemon Balm, Elderflower, Peppermint, Catmint, Yarrow & Ginger are all good in the treatment of colds. If you have a thyroid problem be careful using Lemon Balm as it speeds up your metabolism.
Cough Relief - Try Thyme. Make it into a tea. It has a natural antibacterial agent and expectorant.
Cramps: Tea made from Cramp Bark can be helpful.
Diarrhea: Meadowsweet, Thyme, Sage, Raspberry or
Deathyou are sweet gentle and kind the life force within me. you made my days filled with happiness,warmth, and laughter. you were the one who woke me each morning with a kiss the one to put me to sleep with your strong arms and gentle touch. the days are long now the nights even longer for you have gone and left me here alone in my cold cold world. no more warmth no more laughter hapiness is just a long forgotten thing.why did you leave me in this world alone?
All The Joy, All The Fun,All the joy, all the fun, all the excitement, took place here. This is what every kid looked forward to: recess. Every kid could not wait to get here. Couldn't wait to get out here and get beaten up by the bullies. Couldn't wait to get out here and get teased and humiliated. Couldn't wait to get out here so they could be chosen last, for all the teams. This is where all the fun of childhood took place. The only thing I remember rivaling that, was one time, during my parents attempted reconciliation, they took me skiing. And as I stood atop the mountain, and looked across at another snow covered hill, I saw my reflection. And then a land slide brought it down. You see, scars are souvenirs you never loose, the past is never far. But what do you do? What do you do, when all your memories are razor blades? When everything you can possibly remember, hurts? What do you do?
Verginia Tech ShootingApril 16, 2007— A tranquil college campus in Virgina became a killing field Monday morning. At least 33 people are dead in the worst mass shooting in modern American history.
Police at Virginia Tech, in Blacksburg, Va., said that the shootings happened at a dormitory and then at a classroom on opposite sides of the university campus.
It is unknown at this time if the guns had standard or extended clips, which can fire as many as 30 shots before the gun has to be reloaded.
No identification was found on the gunman's body, police said. Eyewitnesses described him as an asian male about six feet tall. He apparently shot himself in the head after the killings; part of his face was missing when his body was found.
"Today the university was struck with a tragedy that we consider of monumental proportions," said Virginia Tech's Steger.
Two Shootings
Virginia Tech Police Chief Wendell Flinchum said the first shooting took place just after 7 a.m. at West Ambler Johnston H
If You Wanna Get Drunk With Me This Friday...Back to Monsoons with you! I just found out today that one of my coworkers is gonna cover my shift Friday night so I can go party it up with Caddle again, so I'm all kindsa hyped up.
Come on out, show them some love and have a shot with me!
xo♥
Kristin
My PastMy Past
Thoughts provoking
life detaining
pain remaining
fear the night
quickly take flight
hide my sight
one world unknown
one mission blown
one soldier alone
thoughts provoking
pain still remaining
one country detaining
John V. Kiger
Copyright ©2007 John V. Kiger
My SonJust to let you know my son did go and talk to someone they put him on antidepressants and he talked out some of what was bothing him,I talked to him earlier and although hes not well he did sound more himself and that makes me a very happy camper. We both know it will take awhile for him to get everything straightened out and back on track but at least hes heading in the right direction and thats what matters.Thanks Dave and bad grizz
20 Questions With Trace Adkins1. Do any of your daughters have an interest in music? With five daughters, one would think that at least one of them would be blessed with a beautiful voice.
The ones that I've heard sing -- they can sing. They have pitch, but none of them have shown any interest in pursuing it beyond just singing in the car. So, so far so good. ... I've been in this business long enough. It's hard for a guy, but I think it's harder for a female, so I wouldn't wish it on anybody.
2. With all the focus on the women in your videos, and being the father of five daughters, do you feel that society puts too much pressure on women to be perfect?
Well, yeah. Society puts pressure on us all to be as perfect as we can be and to always strive to a goal that is unrealistic -- in all aspects of our life. You know, how successful we are, how we look. ... I don't think we should worry about it too much.
3. How does your wife, Rhonda, handle your videos with all the beautiful women all over you? And what
Seeking The Cause!!Seeking The Cause
by Miguel Pinero
He was Dead
He never Lived
Died, Died
He died seekin’ a Cause
Seekin’ the Cause
Because
He said
He never saw the cause
But he heard
The cause
Heard the cryin’ of hungry ghetto children
Heard the warnin’ from Malcolm
Heard the tractors pave new routes to new prisons
Died seekin’ the Cause, Seekin’ a Cause
He was dead on arrival
He never really Lived
Uptown…downtown…crosstown
Body was round all over town
Seekin’ the Cause
Thinkin’ the Cause was 75 dollars & gator shoes
Thinkin’ the Cause was sellin’ the white lady to black Children
Thinkin’ the cause is to be found in gypsy rose or j.b. Or dealin’ wacky weed
And singin’ du-wops in the park after some chi- chiba
He died seekin’ the Cause
Died seekin’ a Cause
And the Cause was dyin’ seekin’ him
And the Cause was dyin’ seekin’ him
And the Cause was dyin’ seekin’ him
He wanted a color t.v.
Wanted a silk on silk suit
He wanted the Cause to c
Erotic KissEROTIC KISS
Author: Unknown
Antagonizing pleasure
Placed upon my lips
Where dreams come true
In just one kiss!
Sharing an afternoon of ecstasy
Closing the door on reality
Not even the thickest iceberg
Could melt the lust I feel inside!
I shed my fears faster than my clothes
The anticipation begins to unfold
My heart begins to pound faster
As you come closer
Just one look from your eyes
And I become hypnotized
A river of sins, to which I concede
Just one kiss, caused the undoing of me!
Your lips gently pressed against mine
A silent submission of tongues intertwined
My mouth tenderly pressed against yours
My voice trembles as you start to explore
Electric shocks as your tongue touches mine
An erotic dance of passing time
My heart's racing as fast as yours
My body's craving for something more!
Starving and Craving
For an evening
Of erotic bliss
Where dreams come true
In Just One Kiss.
Medical DistinctionWe've all heard about people having guts or balls.
But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below...
GUTS - Is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask:
"Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?"
BALLS - Is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next."
I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.
My Kinda Questions.1. Has a midget ever made you hot?
Honestly....Only from laughing so hard at Winnie's reaction to one. Lord.
2. Have you ever shaved your pubes into a specific shape?
No. I dont have that many pubes to shave.
3. Are hippos assholes?
They totally are!
4. do you remember the Contra code to get 30 lives? If so, what is it?
I do not know what the Contra code is. What the fuck is that? Some video game thang??? No.
5. Can you perform oral while singing?
I am quite sure that I can perform oral while doing many things, but the question is this....can i perform oral while singing and then not laugh so hard at my own damn self that I fart. THIS my friends is the real question.
6. Do you have AIDS? If so, who gave them to you?
I do not have AIDS. *knockknockknock* But if I did. I would totally rat out the oerson who gave it to me.
7. Have you ever written your name in the snow with pee?
I have sure tried. Best I could get was a penis shape, which made me happy.
8
Friendships FlowerFriendships Flower
Life is like a garden
And friendship like a flower,
That blooms and grows in beauty
With the sunshine and the shower.
And lovely are the blossoms
That are tended with great care,
By those who work unselfishly
To make the place more fair.
And, like the garden blossoms,
Friendship's flower grows more sweet
When watched and tended carefully
By those we know and meet.
And, if the seed of friendship
Is planted deep and true
And watched with understanding,
Friendship's flower will bloom for you.
Tommorow (wednesday)I'm out of town tomorrow - so if you see my name on here after 7:30am - it's not me - it'd be my hubby peeking in. :P
Got Any Time To Kill?Trying to get this account up on bucks so it can buy things for winners, please bomb the shit out of it..
D.A.G.@ CherryTAP
Poetic JusticeIronically enough today I have heard from several friends that I have lost contact with in the last year. Each of them asks the usual things but also they have allowed me a little piece of knowledge that makes me feel wonderful. My ex fience who I loved very much. We had a bike shop together and well it turned out very badly. He moved down south with his ex wife and girlfriend. Well he fell on his face and moved back and I can't wait till he hears that I am still working at a bike shop. Part of me still wants to say I love him but the other 99% just wants him gone that is why I gave him my bike. But as a woman I wish I could be mean but I would just rather let him look at me knowing I am still working at a bike shop and he isn't and let him dwell on that.
Wanted Dead And AliveSo here I was walking out of class today after a very relaxing massage and lo and behold my car is gone. I call all the tow companys, city impound and finally the cops... yup some fuck up stole my beat to shit caravan... SO much for my massage!! I'm just fucking livid.. who the fuck are these assholes that think somebody driving a beat up 15 yr old van can afford to lose it. It aint like its worth insuring against theft (deductible is twice the value of the fucking thing. Yep Im angry... fuckin fucker fuck fuck asshole summbitch cock suckers anyway. Cops tell me theres a good chance they'll recover it within 72 hours... we'll see.. but if they do it most likely will be burnt and or have been used in a robbery. or it may just be even more beat to hell.. chances of catching the fucking fucker cock suckers is about 10,000 to 1
Its amazing how ones brain function goes downhill when they are angry isnt it? I should be far more creaticve with my expletives for the dirty cock sucker as
Missing My SonToughest part of my life isn't work, or money. It isn't finding someone to love, though that's pretty hard too. It is the days away from my son. It is an emptiness that can't be filled with anything else. Some things take away parts of it. If I talk to a friend on the phone, and they have kids, I will just sit quietly and listen to them.. whether its laughter... tears.. fighting. I could listen to it all day. I would do anything to have that every day.
So days like this.. the emptiness hits hard. I know I didn't have a choice in staying. As much as I hated to leave, I could not have been a good father if I stayed. Just wish I had more of a chance to be a father.
Helpful Hints You'll Want To UseClean your glass shower
To clean the glass in your shower easily, apply lemon juice to the glass
with a sponge. Then, take newspaper and wipe the lemon juice off the glass.
It will be clean and sparkle with no scrubbing!
Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the stove,
set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust
crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really
works.
Easy Deviled Eggs
Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all
broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing
thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw
bag away when done easy clean up.
Expanding Frosting
When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with
your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost
more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar/calories
You Are My SunshineI wanted to share this with everyone. Hope it helps you all realize just how precious things in life really are and what it takes to keep them in your lives.
You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine"
(Be prepared to get watery eyes!)
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that
another baby was on the way, she did what she
could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a
new sibling. They found out that the new baby was
going be a girl, and day after day, night after night,
Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was
building a bond of love with his little sister before he even
met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen,
an active member of the Panther Creek United
Methodist Church in Morristown, Tennessee. !
In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was
every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious
complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in
hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, aft
Homemade Bath Salt ReceipeBath Salt
½ gal. Epsom Salt
1 cup baking soda
Few drops of food coloring
Vanilla, almond or peppermint extract or your favorite perfume..
Place salts, baking soda, coloring, and scent into a bowl and mix well than place in a pretty jar with Ribbon
USE ½ Cup per bath
ALSO can be use as water softners. It is much less expensive if you are making several jars of bath salt
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½ cup Salt,
½ cup sugar or cornmeal
½ cup vegetable oil
Mix all together and rub into skin. The graininess exfoliates the dead skin cells and the oil will soften the skin
BananasAfter Reading THIS, you'll NEVER look at a banana in the same way again!
Bananas Containing three natural sugars - sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber, a banana gives an instant, sustained and substantial boost of energy. Research has proven that just two bananas provide enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. No wonder the banana is the
number one fruit with the world's leading athletes. But energy isn't the only way a banana can help us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a substantial number of illnesses and conditions, making it a must to add to our daily diet.
Depression:
According to a recent survey undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering from depression, many felt much better after eating a banana. This is because bananas contain tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve your mood and generally make you feel happier.
PMS:
Forget the pills -- eat a banana. The
Music For Veterans.......before You GoI hope this opens up & works for everyone. It is worth it.
The elderly parking lot attendant wasn't in a good mood.
Neither was Sam Bierstock. It was around 1 a.m., and Bierstock, a Delray Beach, Fla., eye doctor, business consultant, corporate speaker and musician, was bone tired after appearing at an event.
He pulled up in his car, and the parking attendant began to speak. "I took two bullets for this country and look what I'm doing," he said bitterly.
At first, Bierstock didn't know what to say to the World War II veteran. But he rolled down his window and told the man, "Really, from the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you."
Then the old soldier began to cry.
"That really got to me," Bierstock says.
Cut to today.
Bierstock, 58, and John Melnick, 54, of Pompano Beach - a member of Bierstock's band, Dr. Sam and the Managed Care Band - have written a song inspired by that old soldier in the airport parking lot. The mournful "Before You
I Found Them ! ! !A lone vehicle driving down the road, a male and female inside.
She looks at him while he drives, thinking lost and x-rated thoughts.
With every smile and smirk he throws her way, she longs to just grab him and have her way….
But no, that wouldn’t be rite. Arriving at her home he walks her up and says …..
“ ya know, all this time and I’ve never seen the inside” with that she offers him a quiet tour.
Everyone inside is asleep, she walks him through the spacious downstairs. Nest up the steps to her own little house, a short tour indeed, looking out the front window he mentions the view.
With that she gets an idea, opens the window and says come on follow me, but no shoes… shhhh!
While she climbs out the window he notices she is wearing a short black skirt, with thigh highs, and only thongs underneath, as his pants become increasingly tighter he climbs out after her with the vision of her bent over in his mind……
She walks out onto a massive roof they walk around to the patios roof
Wind Therapyi've found that if i ride far my mind clears and i stop thinking. makes my life easier. last weekend i rode to philly to party with and meet some friends. while in the cold wind and rain it seemed like a long run back the 300 miles really didn;t cut it. as it's still cold i have a couple of weeks before work picks up. figure a long blast will get me ready. as long as i still have the time next week i;m going to run to texas for a while then swing into fl and see my friends i spent the winter with before i run back up the coast back home. should run about 4-5k miles in 7-10 days.
The Book Of Geneisis According To St. MiguelitoThe Book of Genesis According To St. Miguelito
by Miguel Pinero
Before the beginning
God created God
In the beginning
God created the ghettos & slums
and God saw this was good.
So God said,
"Let there be more ghettos & slums"
and there were more ghettos & slums.
But God saw this was plain
so
to decorate it
God created leadbase paint and then
God commanded the rivers of garbage & filth
to flow gracefully through the ghettos.
On the third day
because on the second day God was out of town
On the third day
God's nose was running
& his jones was coming down and God
in his all knowing wisdom
knew he was sick
he needed a fix
so God
created the backyards of the ghettos
& the alleys of the slums
in heroin & cocaine
and
with his divine wisdom & grace
God created hepatitis
who begat lockjaw
who begat malaria
who begat degradation
who begat
GENOCIDE
and God knew this was good
in fact God knew things couldn't git better
but he decided to try anyway
On the fo
Life's PathSometimes the path we take in life brings us to places where we have to make decisions. Sometimes those decisions take us away from those we love..sometimes the path brings us back. I'm sitting at one of those crossroads... feel like I have been there for weeks now. Life's decisions are never easy.
If my path takes me away from someone I love, I hope they know I will always be with them in thoughts and dreams and they will never be alone.
Lyrics from a song that have been with me a long long time... from a musical I was in in High School.
When you walk through a storm
Keep your chin up high
And don't be afraid of the dark.
At he end of the storm
Is a golden sky
And the sweet silver song of a lark.
Walk on through the wind,
Walk on through the rain,
Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.Walk on, walk on
With hope in your heart
And you'll never walk alone,
You'll never walk alone.
Cherry FieldsWillows sway and dance and play,
and fears and tears regress,
friends show love with comforting hugs,
and you leave me with no regrets,
A love once shared with my soulmate at that,
is now gone due to his lack of hearing my heart,
I guess now with no words from him,
I should begin my brand new start,
I dont know why he caresses my mind,
It seems just all so surreal!
I need to go and free my soul,,,,
Amongst the sweet pastures, of the cherry fields,,, *winks
People PleaserI have learned that I am a people pleaser...man of man...I have got to learn to get my worth from the Lord and not from people.
When I am down I will go to God for encouragement. He is the ultimate anyway...
If there are those of you out there who are like me and need to have that acceptance and need to hear that we are loved and shown that those around us are happy with us..
Please take this heed, dont be like me....get your worth from God, NOT from people....
He can give u much more in ways that we did not believe possible....
No longer am I a people pleaser!!!
It Never Changes.....Remember my blog about stupidity?
In 1999, as the nation was still coming to grips with the tragedy at Columbine High School, then-House Majority Leader Tom DeLay (R-Texas) took to the floor to identify what he saw as the real culprit: science classes. “Our school systems teach the children that they are nothing but glorified apes who are evolutionized [sic] out of some primordial soup,” DeLay said. Young people learn modern biology, DeLay said, which in turn makes them feel insignificant, which in turn leads to violence.
Pretty stupid. Surely no else would be that dumb, right?
Guess again.
These are the words of Ken Ham, a leading creationist activist, who leads an outfit called Answers in Genesis:
“We live in an era when public high schools and colleges have all but banned God from science classes. In these classrooms, students are taught that the whole universe, including plants and animals — and humans — arose by natural processes. Naturalism (in essence, atheis
Just BoredWell I thought I would post a blog cause I am so bored its driving me crazy lmao , Well My birthday is Sunday and trying to find something to do I have no clue , so if any one has any suggestions please send me a comment or mail and give me some ideals.
LifeThings are finally starting to look up, Im dating someone who worships the very ground i walk upon,doing everything he can to prove hes different from the other men ive dated and so far things are looking good,maybe this one might actually work out for me, On another note ,still no grandbaby yet, she went to the dr today and they say baby is 23 inches long and weighs 7-3 and is doing good..As far as my damn mode of transportation goes its in the shop being worked on as i write this, i wont get it back soon enough to please me, i so hate depending on other people to take me places...ANYWAYS wish me luck with my new romance and all the other things that have been going wrong for me in the past few weeks...
"murder Grounds"theres No Place Like Home!My meat hooks rip into your flesh and the blood starts to flow..draped acrossed your neck like a crimson curtain on a broadway show...I make you sing and dance for me as I torture you with all my sins..and listen too your howls and whimpers..as the metal peirces skin...
Your pain is so unbarible it starts to turn me on..when you scream I smile with glee.then I begin to moan,I break your bones and orgasm..Until your life is gone..I am the wolf you are the sheep..and now your corpse is cold..
Wanna Be Left Alone.....I dunno... I am in a shitty mood.. tired of people's fucking bullshit... I have a boyfriend that likes to yell at me in public and EMBARRASs me... I feel like SHIT!
he yelled at me at the shrinks office/// and then at the store... I didnt even do anything or say anything... he said something about soap// I was buying soap... he was bitching about soap...
It was just fucking soap!!!!!!!!!SOAP!!!!!!!!!! I dunno.... the shrink said I am having one of my "hyper-manic episodes.." why dont ya just say I am fucking CRAZY and leave it at that????
SHIT! I never thought that my life was going to happen this damn way....
I just wanna be loved for me...
I feel fat and ugly and unappreciated...
they get high and are still smoking now..
I CANNNNNNOOOOOTTTTTT GEEETTTT HHIIGGHHH
I have to get a damn job first..
i am going crazy... HELP
To All My Friends Again 4-18-07God so loved the world that he graced it with your presence. You all so loved Cherry Tap that you joined, and in doing so caught my attention thereby bringing sunshine into my life. I luv you all!
Life 2ok in regards to the first one on april 18th 2001 i gave birth to a beautiful baby girl but had to give her up for adoption to a lady named pam and at 10:50 pm tonight she will be six so i hope that helps u figure out what i am saying
peace
My Big NewsWell, today I went to the doctor & found out that I am pregnant. I couldnt believe when she came in there & told me I freaked out badly. All I could think about was what my mom was going to say. I didnt think that this was even possible for me. Well, Im 5 weeks & 1 day pregnant but u can consider it 6 weeks. I have my first appointment next week & my first ultrasound 3 days after my birthday. I still havent told anyone yet especially my mom I dont even know how to break it too her. Any suggestions? I post more when I know it!
PainFeeling nothing but Pain,
Standing in the cold rain,
Its been weeks since hearing from you,
Then tonight you come thru,
Three weeks crying day till night,
Hoping that all things would be made right,
I moved on and left you behind,
Now thoughts return in my mind
Could you not have just left me be,
I forgot all the misery!
Written by Matt Strouse
If this day could not get any worse. A girl that i spent three weeks crying over has decided to come back thru tonight flooding my mind with memories. Is not three weeks enough pain and agony, now I have to go thru more? Yes we had alot of good times, matter of fact, we were engaged, the three of us to be married. Things moved too fast too soon though and she stopped talking and climbed in a shell the very same night she was given the ring. Now she comes back thru?
Top Hotties On My Friends ListI'm still accepting girls into the top rated cherries folder on my page so if you want to be added as one of the "top guns" choose a picture, allow me to rip it and your in!
either post on my page or private message me.
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Thinking...Good Morning and how is Thursday in your neck of the world? Mine it looks to be a sunny day, mid to upper 50’s and well that’s what the weathermen say anyway…so that means…well anyone’s guess I guess.
I think, you know.. thinking…everyone does it… I think they do.. no I know they do. But, where do you think the most? Please if your going to say the nest… that is a given…But I, (No Butts to this one) I think my best thinking is while driving…I also do a lot while hunting. But, since I do not hunt as often as I used to I will have to say the majority of my thoughts are while driving, and while the theater of the mind is playing (the radio) Although some of the time the theater of the mind only has upsetting news.. I would rather not have all the hate and discontent news early or late in the day because it sometimes paves the way for the rest of your day on early and late is not good either as it’s the last thoughts before closing your eyes to sleep… see thinking… we all do it. Some more
A Beautiful Heart**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You
Blood And Winethoughts of the end
black and red
a carnival of spirits
a dance with the dead
my religion drips
blood and wine
an uncontrolled urge
a bad spot in your mind
i sit and wait
for time to pass
a time a memory that will always last
black and red
red and black
turn the clock forward
or turn the clock back
Recent BulletinsThe bulletins that have hit saying that people are making fun of the VT massacre, Columbine, and 9-11 are sick individuals.
I read an article from Newsweek this morning on one of the victims accounts, what it is like to be on my cell phone and having a 9-1-1 operator telling me she cant understand what im saying. I could not imagine sitting in a classroom, watching my instrusctor get shot, then having to lay still to make this psychopath think im dead as he shoots a girl that is next to me in the back and shoots me three times as he is walking and unloading his weapons.
For the Columbine shooting, do you know what i t is like to have your husband overseas, when you hear on the news that there has been a shooting at a Colorado High School, and you have kids going to high school in CO, the fear that runs through your body as well as the guilt when you find out that it was not the school that your child goes to?
As far as 9-11, what you do when put into a situation that you k
Mother Naturemother nature by kandy
Deep in the woods of Tennessee in the midst of its rolling mountains and tall pines lays a small, crystal clear lake. Up a winding pathway north of there is a cozy cabin. It is away from the bustling noises of the city that, along with the sounds of the forest, made it a perfect hideaway for John and Deana. Here they could relax, commune with Mother Nature, and get in touch with their inner spirit.
They loved going to the cozy bungalow no matter what season it was. However, one of their favorite times was early spring. Often there was still snow covering the ground. Mother Nature’s white blanket gave the area a sense of tranquility.
It was the last Friday of March. The two of them were sitting at the kitchen enjoying breakfast wondering what to do for the weekend. That particular week had been hectic and they wanted to do something to relax.
While still thinking Deana gathered up the dishes and placed them in the sink. She was busy washing them when
Hmmm...I wish I wasn't alone...or, maybe, at least not feel like I was alone.
MaybeTHERE ARE WORDS WAITING FOR A CHANCE
HOPING THAT YOU’D UNDERSTAND THE THINGS I WANNA SAY
BUT MY LOVE WENT STRONGER THAN BEFORE
I WANT TO SEE YOU MORE AND MORE
BUT YOU CLOSE THE DOOR
WHY DON’T YOU TRY TO OPEN UP YOUR HEART
I WONT TAKE SO MUCH OF YOUR TIME
MAYBE IT’S WRONG TO SAY PLEASE LOVE ME TOO
CUZ I KNOW YOU’LL NEVER DO
SOMEBODY ELSE IS WAITING THERE INSIDE FOR YOU
MAYBE IT’S WRONG TO LOVE YOU MORE EACH
‘CUZ I KNOW IT’S HERE TO STAY
BUT MY LOVE IS STRONG
I DON’T KNOW IF THIS IS WRONG
BUT I KNOW TO WHOM YOU SHOULD BELONG
COME BACK TO ME
TIME HAS GONE AWAY TO EASE MY MIND
BUT IT NEVER, EVER LEAD MY HEART
THOUGH YOU’VE BEEN AWAY FOR SO LONG
STILL I FEEL FOR YOU
HOW CAN I, MAKE MYSELF BELIEVE YOU’VE COME ONE
TO LOVE ME AGAIN
I REMEMBER HOW WE USED TO BE
ALL YOU DID YOU SAID WAS THINK OF ME
WHEN ONE NIGHT YOU SAID IT’S OVER,
YOU WERE LEAVING ME
HOW I CRIED, TRYIN TO TELL MYSELF IT WASN’T REAL
THAT I WAS JUST DREAMING
PLEASE COME BACK TO ME I’VE BEEN ALONE
I
Sinch-something MoreThe worst is yet to come, so vulnerable and dumb say the words and I'll dissolve
Tell me how long should this last I've been forgetting how to act and
These memories will burn like gasoline
And I believe there's something more cause this isn't what I've been looking for
If I blink my eyes I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time
Well try to remember what I sought, I never gave it that much thought
Does it really matter at all, cause there really is no time for opening up my eyes
Cause you know that I have seen it all before
And I believe there's something more cause this isn't what I've been looking for
If I blink my eyes I'm afraid I might miss some of it
This makes no sense a mirage of an oasis but it kills my time
Well I wish I could always feel this good, I wish that I could always feel this way,
Wish I could always feel this good, wish that I could always know what's out there
Cause I believe there's something m
Great NightSo I have not been doing really well, been feelin down and just blah! anyways yesterday was a great day and I had a even better night at work! I could not help but smile all night long I had a 50 something year old man flirt with me and he asked me if I needed a sugar daddy *wanted to say yes lol* I have tonight off and I have not had a friday off in a while...so going to go get my check when John comes home from work, cash it then go pay my cell phone bill and maybe out to dinner with the family! anyways I had a great night last night thats all I wanted to say hmmmmmmmmm why on earth am I writing anyways hope ya'll have a kick ass day and I'll write more later on!
WeekendHEY EVERY ONE, JUST DROPPING A FEW LINES TO WISH ALL YOU CHERRIES OUT THE A GREAT WEEKEND, HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A BLAST IN WHATEVER IT IS YOU WILL BE DOING !!!!
Green FolliesGreenville Follies is a time when people of Greenville and Hunt County in Texas come together in one of the largest fund raising events to raise money for non-profit organizations needing a helping hand. There are a lot of singers, dancers, muscians and local actors contributing to the show.
Also a large number of volunteers, preparing ads, collecting donations, building props and scenery, directing and providing sound and light support. It is major undertaking and hours and hours of prep time. However, the ending results have benefit the city, senior citizens, humane shelter, salvation army, and many other organizations with thousands dollars of support.
Most of us have jobs and families and we do this in our spare time. We are tired to the point of near exhaustion by the time it is over, but the good it does keeps us going. Besides we have a blast doing it. If you have never been involved in your community with a fund raiser you to might find it quite rewarding.
I have
Female Brain!Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female
You are both sensitive and savvy
Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed
But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeveWhat Gender Is Your Brain?
Me Me Me..he HeI only need @ 500 points to level up, who wants to help me out? pretty please ;)
MyspaceI got a new myspace page,so friends and family come add yourself!!!!!
http://www.myspace.com/saucybbw
This WeekendShould be a beautiful one so out to plant flowers! And maybe have a cocktail or two........
So Help Me.............The memorize engulfed my being last night
As I laid awake listening to the sound of the rain
Pounding on the roof
Like the pain in my gut
Tossing and turning I couldnt get to sleep
I pray for peace but the war still goes on in my head
Bring all the past with me now
So over wellming it consumes my whole self
Crawling out of my skin
I just wanted to be content
FacelessOn my way out the door
I turned and smiled
knowing this was the last time
I would see your face
This was the closest ive ever been
I really though it had changed
The best for both of us
Samething different face
you wore your mask
as you stripped mine
leaving me raw and you still covered
knowing very well this was going to happen
I still let you in,told to much to soon
but you asked,when will I learn
Same lesson different face......
Homework :~(If there's anyone out there that's a master Java programmer that can help me understand and optimize Gladman's implementation of AES (Rijndael) I'd really love some help! :-P
*chirp chirp*
*chirp chirp*
Yeah....that's what I thought. :-(
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New WebsiteTo all my friends and fans,
We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com
Please head over and take a look.
On the media page there are some new vids to watch and also a podcast interview show of me on Metalization radio you can listen to.
In the nav bar you will find a link to a fan page called "The New Flesh".
I sure would appreciate it if any or all of you would leave a comment on either the site or my dangerous line of work and the way I do it.
Thank you in advance, Steve Santini
www.thedarkmaster.com
StatisticsDomestic Violence: - Everyone's Issue
Female murder victims are substantially more likely than male murder victims to have been killed by an intimate.
In recent years - From US Department of Justice-Office of Justice Programs http://www.ojp.usdoj.gov/bjs/homicide/intimates.htm 2004
* About one third of female murder victims were killed by an intimate.
* About 3% of male murder victims were killed by an intimate.
* Of all female murder victims, the proportion killed by an intimate declined slightly until 1995 when the proportion began increasing, although it has stabilized recently.
* Of male murder victims, the proportion killed by an intimate has dropped.<
By the mid 1990's, at least fifteen hundred women each year were murder victimes from domestic violence.
Fifteen hundred Silent Witnesses from all fifty states participated in the first Washington, DC 1994 "March to End the Silence". Each state's Silent Witnesses represented the number of women murde
Sex SurveyThe Ultimate SEX Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH
Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite
How often do you like to have sex?: 4X A DAY
Is sex a top priority for you?: NO
Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes
How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only a few times
How do you feel about one night stands?: they suck
How many one night stands have you had?: 4
What's your favorite position?: any
Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE
Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: BOTH
Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YES
How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEPENDS ON THE PARTNER
Do you get off first or do they?: they
Do you like kissing during sex?: yes
,
Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: No I yell
Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loud
Does size ma
Yahoo Messengerdon't be afraid to look me up on messenger. Add as a friend if you so desire
"naughtynudeguy2007"
What Would You Do?I have a question for everyone who reads this blog, What would you do if you found out that your significant other did elicit drugs that you dont aprove of (since every person has A diffrent perseption of elicit drugs) and when they got drunk and you were away for some reason would cheat on you?
I am intrested in how other people would handle the situation, I am curently trying to help a friend who is in a longterm relation ship work thoough this exact problem.
Never Trust Your Heartnever trust your heart with girls guys look out for the girls that like to go around and tell alot of guys she wants them too i kno this and this is to help other guys out there that loves with everything he has. that will love someone for who they r love them for the way they make u feel but like someone i kno she is on here but yea no names but watch out for who u trust
Morphing Contest Losing Badlyi am being killed very swiftly please help. comment bombing helppful
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Addicted To Internet When... HahahaYou Know You're Addicted to Internet When...
You kiss you girlfriend's home page.
Your bookmarks list takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom.
Your eyeglasses have a web site burned into them.
You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to Google.
You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines.
You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop.
You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap.... and your kid in the overhead compartment.
Your dreams are in HTML.
You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor.
You turn your computer off and get this awful epmty feeling, like you just pulled the plug of your loved one.
You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.
You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au"
Your heart races faster and beats irredgularly each time you see a new WWW site address printed o
Please HelpHello. I am participating in WalkAmerica because I believe in the March of Dimes mission to save babies. Please support my fundraising efforts by sponsoring me in WalkAmerica today.
Contributing to my walk online is fast, easy and secure. You can donate directly from my personal webpage with a credit/debit card or PayPal. If you prefer, I can also accept cash or check. Just click the appropriate box on my webpage.
The money we raise helps save premature and sick babies. Premature birth is the #1 cause of newborn death and the biggest threat to babies' health today, and through WalkAmerica, the March of Dimes is funding important research to find out why premature birth happens and what can be done to prevent it.
I've joined with millions of compassionate people across the country who support WalkAmerica each year. Won't you please help me in this worthy cause? Visit my webpage and sponsor me in the walk that saves babies!
With your support, there's hope.
You can donate
My Baby Gurlwell my baby gurl is defintiely getting big. she has four teeth already and is getting two more. she has upgraded from crawling to walking. she is pretty much walking on her own now...well with her toys in front of her. she is also eating graduates food. i cant believe she is almost ten months old. i love that lil girl oh so much. so just thought i would update you all on how she is progressing.
Almost Doesn't Count!!!!!WE MADE IT TO 3RD PLACE IN THE PIN UP GIRL CONTEST BUT WEEK #9 IS GONNA BE BETTER. I'VE POSTED THE LINK ON MY PAGE. STOP BY ANS SHOW SOME CHERRY LOVE!!!! PLEASE????????
Here Is Something For All My FriendsNow I didnt do this myself I copyed it off of a song that I heard. But this is foe all my friends.This fits you all who do care.............. When your down and troubled and you need some loveing care,and nthing,nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me and soon I be there yes I will. To brighten up even your darkest night, you call out my mane and you know where I am I'll come running, running to see you again. Winter,Spring, Summer or fall all you've got to do is call,and I'll be there, you've got a friend. If the sky above you should turn dark and full of clouds,and that old north wind should begin to blow,keep your head together.Cll my mane out load now ,soon I'll be knocking on your door you've got a friend, oh yes you;ve got a friend. Cathleena xoxoxoxoxoxoxxo
I Am Fun Are You?CAN YOU TAKE A JOKE AS WELL AS JOKE WITH OTHERS IM A JOKER BY NATURAL CAUSES BORN CLOWN AND READY TO PLAY BUT HAVE SOME SERIOUS SIDES LIKE THE SIDE SHOW AT THE CIRCUS SIDE SHOW AS COMEDIAN ON STAGE THATS ALL MY SIDES YOU GOT ONE.
Horoscope - Cherry Tap For April 23THIS WAS MY POSTED HOROSCOPE ON CHERRY TAP FOR APRIL 23, 2007. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT TYPE OF PERSON I AM. NO MATTER HOW HARD THE TASK, OR THE PROBLEM IN FRONT OF ME, I PUSH PAST WITH MY INNER STRENGTH.
HOROSCOPE:
Strength and confidence are two of your greatest assets, especially when it comes to tackling challenges that fall in your path. You're more than prepared for the task -- let your humor and patience do the rest.
22 Apr 2007well, the sox swept the yanks in a 3 games series for the first time in 17 years! they also had 4 home runs in a ROW in sunday's game, manny ramirez, j.d. drew, mike lowell then jason veritek! then lowell hit another homer with 2 on base for the win, awesome game and weekend. they start a 2 game series against the blue jays tomorrow. standby for the next update tuesday night.
Ughzack and I were outside all day yesterday, it was like 80 degrees and we both got sunburn on our faces and arms but then I ended up having heat exhaustion, i was really dizzy, I had a headache, I was nausous and I was extemely tired but the good thing about this is when I was working in my garden I found a ring sticking out of the mud and I also found alot of old things way down in the mud, Im going to keep digging around to see if I can find anything else since this house is really old it was built like 1925 so hopefully I can find other things.
20 Things To Do To Stay Sane20 things to do to stay sane
1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down.
2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice.
3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that.
4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In."
5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso.
6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds"
7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy."
8. Don t use any punctuation
9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk.
10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face.
11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go."
12. Sing Along At The Opera
13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme
14. Put Mosquito Netting Around Your Work Area And Play tropical
DarlaDARLADDangerousAAppealingRRiskyLLovingAAngryGet Your Own Name Acronym
Just Songs I Wroteanother falling tear
There a moon that shines over you my dear
I look up and wish to god that you were here
So I could take you in my arms
And partake of your charms
Oops there goes another falling tear
Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love
And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove
That carries on it wings sweet peace
For only you give me release
Oops there goes another falling tear
Time will tell if one day I will hold you near
And only then will I know peace forever here
To taste your honey sweet lips
And see that loving halo slip
Oops there goes another falling tear
I need to tell you all about this little fear
And how these moments drag on just like a year
To look deep inside those eyes
And feel just like I won first prize
Oops there goes another falling tear
Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you
And We can build the perfect life just for two
Holding you in my arms so near
And hearing what I longed to hear
Oops there goe
Today's Quote!The things you say are'nt really how u mean it !
It's Not What You Say It's How You Say It.
Please ReadGod has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this!
Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help...
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I love you Melanie!
(repost of original by 'Tracy ( love my beautiful, amazing, loving, wife more than anything in this world! I love you Melani' on '2007-04-23 14:50:05')
Pop That Cherry Soni've been myspacing it up for a while now, and a cheap whore of a friend turned me on to cherrytap. this is my first blog, so here goes...
i'm 23, i live temporarily in westerly, ri with my mom and little brother. until last month, i was living in plainville, ct and working in middletown as a customer service manager for a toner distribution company. on march 9, i broke my goddamn ankle and was promptly thrown out of my house and my job taken from me. sweet, right? not so much. i needed surgery on my ankle, and i've been recooping at mom's since. you can say i have shitty luck - it won't hurt my feelings. i would have to agree. i'm looking for a job and home somewhere in the southeastern ct area, so holler if ya know something i don't. i need all the help i can get.
my best friend is a bitch named schmemily. she takes it deep. anally. with sand. i have a great network of friends here in sect that i've managed to hold onto by a thread and now i'm desperately trying to find pe
A ThoughtA person can take away the love from a relationship and make it less than it was. A friend can take the trust and closeness away from a friendship and make it less than it was. But no one can make us less of a person, only we can do that to ourselves, by giving them the ability or the control over us. Believe in yourself, be happy with yourself, and no one can take away who you are.
All My FriendsMake sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
(Most importantly the last sentence)
There once was a little boy who had a bad
temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails
and told him that every time he lost his
temper, he must hammer a nail into the back
of the fence. The first day the boy had
driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next
few weeks, as he learned to control his
anger, the number of nails hammered daily
gradually dwindled down. He discovered
it was easier to hold his temper than to
drive those nails into the fence.
Finally the day came when the boy didn't
lose his temper at all. He told his father
about it and the father suggested that the
boy now pull out one nail for each day that
he was able to hold his temper.
The days passed and the young boy was finally
able to tell his father that all the nails
were gone. The father
Brown ChristmasFertile sun whips through
lifeless plants marked
by winter, summer skies
brushed with numbing winds.
Window shades block the sun,
lines demarcating white walls.
Mother Nature sleeps, her lips
pressed firmly together.
Mountains rise to block the city
in a time warp of pine
and ornaments. Blinking
lights distract a driver,
colorful trees set aflame,
cheap gifts betrayed
in snowless streets. Dried
leaves scrape against
the cheeks of autumn.
As ruby red dies to brown,
I watch the rewind of spring
to winter, to this: frozen
rain pounding from smirking
skies. Every breath hatches
fog, and the city falls into place.
Will autumn's cold ever rise into
a newly born world?
Through The RainEyes locked, hands held tight.
The drops gently fall,
The rain brings them closer.
She breaks their embrace and looks to the sky
as raindrops fall to her face.
His arms circle her waist,
and she closes her eyes.
Her head falls back,
the wind caresses her face.
The problems held inside of her disappear for that one moment,
and as they walk hand in hand
through the pouring spring rain.
She whispers "I love you."
As her words echo over the grassy field,
and the never ending grey sky,
Peace fills her, body and soul,
and she hears his answer,
Clear and distinctive as the gentle tapping of the rain.
"I love you too."
Been Missing YouAll the good times we had
Even the ones that are sad
I've been missin you
Tokin it up with you down in cali
And the fun times we had at the pep rally
I've been missin you
Thinking about you brings tears to my eyes
And when I think about astoria's penis in the sky
I've been missin you
I want to hang with you everyday
But you're too faraway
I've been missin you
FriendshipFriendship between man and woman is impossible. Period!
Is there is such thing as friendship between a man and a woman? Needless to say, friendships differ. A friendly relationship between men breeds respect, friendship between women can be admired yet friendship between a man and a woman is often viewed with suspicion, mistrust and even enmity. Let us try to look into some of the reasons behind this attitude toward the phenomenon.
First, the concept of "friendship" is interpreted in a completely different way by men and women. The female kind of friendship largely implies a relationship based on trust. It is an open secret that women are inclined to pouring their hearts out to each other, they enjoy giving advice and debate a variety of subjects at length, whereas friendship between men is based on deeds. Men hate being filed under the weak or indecisive. Men would rather do something then talk about it. Did you often see a man speaking to his friend for hours? Or do you know an
Woke Upi had texas on my mind. i look as everyday goes by trying to count the days that i will be home again.
What I'm LearningI was reading through my blog comments today and caught up with one comment from Sunday's, the one about teaching fourth graders in Sunday School and how I won't be teaching class again next year. I said I would have probably decided that anyway, but I was hurt that I talked to my wife Martha about it and specifically said I'd ask her parents if they would have problems watching Sarah and our other child due in July during Sunday School hour. Martha's usually busy with choir practice herself. Well, she told them I wasn't going to teach before I had the chance -- I suppose I should say took the chance -- to talk to them myself. In case you haven't noticed, I REALLY don't like people going over my head, but after a few days I find it's not worth it to blather at her.
A few other things I've said and thought over the last few days regarding Martha do make me make Martha look like the bad girl in our relationship, don't they? Her sister (and my sister-in-law) Mary is living in the
Life Is A PrisonLife is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.
Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.
Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.
Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.
Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.
Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.
Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.
Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.
So how do you grow,
What Can I Dowhat can i do to live a happy life,what can i do to make you say i do,what can i do to make you see that you are the only one for me that you make my heart skip a beat.What can i do to make you realize that i am madly in love with you that there is no one else that i would rather be then to be in your arms and to be your wife,
what can i do to be the best wife you ever have and the one that you want and need,what can i do to make sure that i never lose you out of my life if there is anything that i can do for you to make you happy plase let me know what i need to do and i will do what ever i can do,what can i do but give you what i have i am sorry that all i have to give is my heart and soul.I am sorry that i am not a rich female i would give you the world if i could i hope you know that i love you to death i just wanted u to know how i feel.
Not Fair..how did i love you? when did i start? was it there all along? i think back to when i first seen you. and i loved you then.
i believe in love at first sight. when i held my son in my arms i knew that it exhisted. that there was a god and there was a heaven. from that moment on there was a future. something i never had or looked forward to before. then i met you.
i love you and i think, "Did god make you for me? did he say when he created you, "you will be for jessica. you will make her happy when she is sad. you will hold her hand when she is lonely and lay with her at night. you will have babies with her and love her more than you love anything in this world. she will be yours and you will belong to her forever."
did he? did he create you for me? because he knew i was lonely and that you would complete me? that you would raise my chin and look in my eyes and wipe my tears away. that with you i belonged? i love you. so completely. so simple. so why is it SO hard. why is it all
Have You Everhave you ever been
heavy in love?
that love/hate?
the way you kill yourself
through the love of another?
have you ever decided
that this life is enough?
that when lived fully
you can die satisfied?
or would you prefer
another day to
procrastinate?
have you ever been
condemned for being free?
have you ever felt as if
you can handle no more?
have you ever been
on your knees
refusing to beg?
have you ever been
told to stop?
have you ever told
to conform?
change?
normalize?
perform?
have you ever written
something amazing?
have you ever been
told your creations
aren't worthy?
that they aren't perfect
enough for this world?
since when has our
world been perfect?
have you ever been
told that you are
contrary to nature?
have you ever questioned
what nature naturally is?
what essentially 'is'?
have you ever been asked
why you care so much?
have you ever responded
'because its my life'?
have you ever just said
fuck off?
Passing This Story Along...tks Shooter!As a general rule, there are few things that I feel strongly enough about to post thoughts for other people to read, but this is one of them, so The Shooter cranks one out.
If you have read my profile you know that I am an animal lover and activist whenever neccessary or possible. One day last week my wife comes home with the story of Snowy and relates it to me. Seem that one of the oil-field workers that does some business with their company has a dog to "get rid of".
We currently have three rescue dogs in our home and have lost two of our old dogs this year. One of our remaining three is 15 years old, deaf and blind. The poing being that when we take in a dog, we take it in for life regardless of what comes with them such as heartworms, worms, cancer, mange, broken bones and a host of other ailments common to the species. We fix them, make them well and they live with us the rest of their lives. Stay with me here, I'm making a point.
This person bought Snowy when she was a c
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Help Out Our New Family MemebrShe needs help in her contest! She is loosing badly and needs to catch up! She is a hottie too so blow her up, the fan and rate her too as well as add! thanx
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What We DoOk if anybody is wondering, this is about what Bare Feet Society does. The following will remain true unless I decide to change something.
1) We have fun little things each month like Feet of the Month. Also we have free for all photo day coming up in May. This is where you do any photo that pertains to feet as long as you have fun with it.
2) If we get new members we usually help them out to level up, make new friends, etc..
3) Finally I am thinking of making a ranking system when we become bigger. Example of this would be: Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's Top Model~ or Sweet Rabbit ~Bare Feet Society's #1 Promoter~
Again if you are thinking of joining please contact me.
From AfarYOU SEEM LIKE SUCH A SWEET THING
FULL OF GRACE ALERT AND BRIGHT
THEN I TRANSFORM YOUR INNOCENCE
into DEBAUCHERY EVERY NIGHT
FROM AFAR YOU SEEM TO BE
THE ANSWER TO MY EVERY DREAM
a pledge to love,to have and hold
a warm companion in a world so cold
Bad Weathermichael you correct a single spelling in this im going to hurt you that said.I hate bad weather.This morning my alarm didnt go off so I had to take my son to school in the car.When I got back to the house it started downpouring.I had a umbrella in my car so i took it out and opened it up.When I did the damn thing broke.I got so mad I threw it on the grounded.I ended up getting soaking wet going into my house.
~~new Laws For Californian's~~Subject: Heads up about new driving laws for 2007
Good information about new California driving laws. This was sent to me as a reminder that starting January 2007 we have new driving regulations, and I felt it was worth sharing. Please be aware of the costs involved!
1. Carpool lane - 1st time $1068.50 starting 1/1/07 (The $271 posted on the highway is old). Don't do it again because 2nd time is going to be double. 3rd time triple, and 4th time license suspended.
2. Incorrect lane change $380. Don't cross the lane on solid lines or intersections
3. Block intersection - $485
4. Driving on the shoulder - $450
5. Cell phone use in the construction zone. - Double fine As of 07/01/07 cell phone use must be “hands free” while driving.
6. Passengers over 18 not in their seatbelts - both passengers and drivers get tickets
7. Speeders can only drive 3 miles above the limit.
8. DUI = JAIL (Stays on your driving record for 10 years!)
9. As of 07/01/07 cell pho
Richard K. Morgan - Takeshi Kovacs SeriesHi. It's me again.
Richard K. Morgan has provided his readers with something that has been missing since the original release of Blade Runner and Split Second: A sympathetic Sci-fi private dick. Morgan blends stylish film noir dialogue and attitudes into futuristic scenes that make you ache for humanity to make a technological leap. A real one, not just a faster processor for existing tech.
His first book, Altered Carbon, introduces Takeshi Kovacs ( our antihero). Kovacs is an ex-Envoy. These envoy guys make James Bond look like Woody Allen (or Harrelson for that matter). The envoy training enables him to react to situations faster (and usually more violently) than normal humans. Altered Carbon is a fairly straightforward film-noir murder mystery with lots of lovely new technology for the geek that inhabits any sci-fi reader.
Broken Angels is his second effort and returns us to the world of Takeshi Kovacs about 30 years later (subjective time). This time involved in a plane
Interesting Stabbing Westward DiscoveryThis is going to be kind of weird, but it definitely show how my mind works.
I was listening to the 1998 Stabbing Westward album 'Darkest Days' this afternoon. The song 'Waking Up Beside You' sounded very familiar to me. and not just because I listen to that album fairly frequently. I checked out the lyrics and there it was...check this out:
I've been so alone for so long
forgotten by the world,
forgotten to myself
your effervescent eyes have awakened me
and brushed the dust away...
but I knew you would never stay
so I memorized the color of your eyes
as I lost myself inside you.
I memorized the way our legs entwined
as I drifted off beside you.
I miss. God I miss waking up beside you...
At night I cling to you I'm so afraid
afraid the day will come
and I'll wake up and find you gone
but you promise that you'd not abandon me
and kissed my fears away.....
but I woke up to that day...
but I memorized the way our eyes would
I Do, I Hate MoneyFirstly, I think I am being sucked into this place. I don't know why; no one's yet invited me home with them... perhaps it's the novelty of it, perhaps it's that hope that I really might meet some really cool people around me. Either way, I've popped in here enough times already, and here I am again.
I been home for over an hour. I should be finishing up on my homework. I got three days left with the crap, but all I gotta do is proof and add my cites. Probably an hour's time, max.
Instead, I'm dicking around on this thing, trying to hunt down a loan. Which is going nowhere. I shouldn't expect it to; I spent twelve years fucking my credit. Can't even get a decent enough loan through any payday advance place, which is just like grabbing my ankles I know, but I want the money now. I want this taken care of now. I'm stuck in a job I cannot stand because of its convienance. I really only use my money for anything I need. Sure, I waste it (don't ask me about ebay...), but not extravagant
Normally Surveys Suck1.You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? myself
2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence. Which one will it be? Hinder
3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? Tina
4. What is your favorite cheese? Cheddar
5. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your immediate disposal. What kind of sandwich would you have and what would be on it? Peanut Butter and Bananna and honey
6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie-celebrity of your choice. We are talking no-strings-attached sex and it can only happen once (they will never call you back). Who is it?
hmmm what if you want them to call you back?..hmmm Natalie Portman
7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Same rules as above. Who is it? Shakira
8. Now that you've slept with two different people in a row, you se
And There I Sat...And there I sat with a cigarette in my mouth, in the darkness the amber glow my only light. Inhaling and exhaling. The phone is turned off, it hasn’t rang in days. The only sound it makes is the soft tone from a girl that says she loves him. She can fake it for now. Can she fake it forever? A deep drag takes in the chemicals that one day will kill him. As of now he counts the number of butts on the floor in front of him. 49 less minutes of his life, not enough.
He closes his eyes and imagines himself in a bright white room, wearing pure silk whit cloths, only the finest. A strong glare is reflected into his eye from a small razor blade that magically has appeared in this otherwise sterile room. He picks it up and tests its sharpness on his finger. The numbing tingle he feels on his thumb assures him that this instrument is that of the sharpest caliber. In one cool calm motion he drags the razor across his flesh, there is nothing more beautiful now that the crimson spray of O+ blo
Every Had 1 Of Those DaysEVER HAVE 1 OF THOSE DAYS WHERE THINGS SEEM TO GO ALWAYS WRONG NO MATTER,WHERE U FEEL LIKE GIVING UP,EVERY TRY TO HELP SOMEBODY AND NO MATTER WHAT THEY JUST CANT BE HAPPY,EVERY TRY TO CHANGE FOR SOMEBODY SAY LIKE CUT THE HAIR ,WEAR A SUIT STUFF THAT,THEY STILL NOT HAPPY,OR TRY LOSING WEIGHT THEY NOT HAPPY CAUSE YOU CANT LOSE IT FASTER,JUST 1 OF THOSE DAYS THINGS SEEM TO GO WRONG
Someone Send Me This Poem Very Sad :{If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today, While thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too;
But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind; All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while,
Don't Be OffendedHey everyone! I'll be cleaning out my friends list in the next day or two....to those of you that I talk to regularly....don't worry. If I haven't ever talked to you and you just asked to be a friend for points or to see my private pics, you're probably gonna get deleted. If you have a problem with that....let me know and I will keep you.
J
Out Of Hiding???Yeah, I know...haven't been on in a long time.
Honestly, I had to take time away from here. I felt like my mind was rotting between "hot or not" MUMMs, men rudely insisting on hooking up after I politely said "no thank-you", and run of the mill internet drama. I'm all for "all in good fun" on the net, but there are limits and even fun must have it's intellectual stimulation for me.
So where I have been? Living (lol). Lots has been going on with family and what not. For the most part things are good. I hopped on to see how people are doing. I honestly thought I was going to delete this account....then I just kinda forgot about it until I got an e-mail notification about a comment or something like that (haven't been on for months and I'm still getting friend requests...)Maybe it's time to give this place another go round? We'll see.
Hope everyone is well and I get a chance to catch up with some of you soon.
NascarAM A TRUE NASCAR FAN I ENJOY WATCHING THE RACES EVERY WEEKEND TRULEY EVEN MORE WHEN ONE OF THE TWO DRIVES I LIKE THE MOST WIN KIVIN HARVIC AND DALE EARNHART JR, DONT GET ME WRONG JOHNNSONS A GOOD DRIVER BUT I JUST PERFER THESE DRIVERS MY HUSBAND WORKS FOR NASCAR AND I FIND THE ASPECTS OF IT TO BE FUN AND TRILLING AT TIMES HE PART OF THE NEW TRACK THERE BUILDING HERE IN BAKERSFIELD ALSO HE TRAVELS ON A TOURING TREAM SO I HEAR STORIES FROM HIM ITS NEAT..
What Kind Of Kisser Are You?You're a Freaky Kisser
When you kiss, you want to experience something new
A new technique, a new partner, a new piercing...
And your own personal kissing style is very unpredictable
There's no saying where your tongue or hands will go
What Kind of Kisser Are You?
Heavenly AngelHeavenly Angel
One second with you is a minute in heavon
One minute without you is a hour in hell
Just being with you Ifeel well within
You are my heavonly angel
When we hold hands my soul burns with desire
First time we kissed all I heard was a bell
Just to be near you fills my heart with love
You are my heavonly angel
I sit alone and wonder why
Wonder in confusion if I fell
When you are close I can't help but laugh
You are my heavonly angel
You are the best thing that's happened to me
You may ask how can I tell
When you are near I just know
You are my heavonly angel
When I was with her I thought I knew love
But berfore I meet you my love was stale
When I see you it just hits me
You are my heavonly angel
Brad A. Christopher
Copyright ©2007 Brad A. Christopher
A Little Bit Of InfoI am 38 years old and have problems with my health. I recently found out that I have no cartiledge around either of my knee caps and that they no longer stay in place. I had surgery that was supposed to correct this problem but it only made it worse. Now everytime I move it is all bone on bone and my knee caps sometimes go into a posistion where they lock up and I can't move them.
I also have problems with my left shoulder. I have had 2 surgeries on that to fix problems but now they tell me that is just has to be replaced but they won't do it yet because I am too young. I guess that the replacement only lasts 10 years and they can only do it twice so I have to wait till I get older.
So that is the story of my health problems. I hope to someday be able to have something done so that I can reduce the pain that I am in.
Thank you for listening and letting me vent,
Shane
+who Am I........what Do I Want?yeah I dunno anymore
I am a CNA... Nursing student... Graphic arts student... just me..
but it isnt good enough for anyone...
what the fuck? I dont care what anyone fucking thinks about me anymore... eat my ass... kiss my ass... fuck you... oh well..
maybe missfortune is my forte
Pretty PlzHEY CAN ALL MY FRIENDS PLZ DO ME A HUGE FAVOR COME HANG OUT WITH ME IN CLUB FANTASIA ITS HPPIN RIGHT NOW AND I WOULD LOVE THE CHANCE TO GET KNOW SOME OF U BETTER MUAHHHHHH
Bitulf; An Utlagr TaleOkay, this is a blatent tease, a work in progress. But, I am a bastard that way.
Bitulf: An Utlagr Tale
by
Mitch Otinn
Chapter 1
Under a Dark Cloud
The late autumn storm clouds sucked the last of the starlight from the night of the new moon. Nottulf and Steggi could barely make each other out in the musky blackness, though only feet away from each other. It was not a night either would have chosen for such a hunt, but the dawn would bring the time of the dead, when Wodanaz mounted his eight-legged steed and scoured the land in a Wild Hunt, gathering the souls of the years dead. They had to make sure the varg was dead before the dawn, otherwise it would bode ill for the Chatte tribes along the river.
Normally, the ulfr, the wolves of the land, were no threat to the people. Indeed, often they were used to aid in the hunt. But, then there were the varg: man eaters, having lost all fear or kinship with man. These were a force to be fear
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YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON MYYEARBOOK! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY
SNAP!! YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI
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FiguresAnguish among men
Plotting their rituals
Looking into the clouds
Toy figures forming
It's what your mind wants to see
Floating above you
Wishing you could float too
Seeking the vengence
Upon the breaking clouds
You reign down
Hold high your head
They once said
Look into the beauty
Seek the smell of radiance
Your bride once wore
I PromiseI promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
Spontantious Combustionhahaha here it goes.my names stele,my bio sucks lol.im a private person so i decided to make my blog.btw i cant spell have the time ill spell later maybe.yeah im in a chair i fought a car and lost.its not that bad cause im at ass level which can rule sometimes. and when i get hugs bOObs in my face.my first week on here i got banned cause i gave people 7's like i fuckin knew it was wrong oh well.sorry lmao.my favorite word is fuck and probaly my most used term is thats gay hahahah. thanks to the 3 that let me violate there pages ,patti,willie and chort i think i forgot his fuckin name.lets see my favorite online status thus far is "caught ya look and you dont like me bite me,yet i can never find that dudes send tab lol.i ama who i am i dont make up shit .i have a compulisive personality i have played my games since i found cherrytap guess its time it race again.thanks to all those who i met.can that shout box be any fuckin smaller .my favorite profile song i think it is "short dick man"
The Nine Satanic Statements Revisited(From http://www.necronomi.com/magic/satanism/CoS9.html)
The Nine Statements Of The Church Of Satan Revisited:
by Tani Jantsang
Here are 9 simple statements I'm sure you've read. But did you read them? And yes, they are as simple, if not simpler than the colorful way I tried to define something that one must be able to feel in order to grasp. I used science (along with Marsh) to prove this thing we feel is very real. This thing we feel is not emotional at all. It's as real and tactile a feeling as: "Feel this texture," or "Feel this good feeling in the stomach after that great Delmonico Steak." This not only started a war of qubbling rubbish by people who can't feel this thing and don't understand any of the science behind it, but even after some scientific experts explained it and told the fools that it was on the ball, correct, they still simply "chose" to not believe it! Yet this is not a thing o
ItchyI'm not getting dragged into a debate about whether or not it itches. I'm just asking that you not scratch it in front of me.
Alone In My Mind....Another lonely night arrives
Walking alone in my mind
Dark, deserted, cold, and still
Not another soul to find
So much lost in my world
Times like this are the worst
Pain and fear crashing in
Thinking sometimes a curse
Always searching for answers
That only you can supply
Yet alone, I'm so lost
Not ready to say good-bye
Rummaging through my thoughts
Only echo's off the walls
No voices do I hear
Hoping my name you'll call
Can't keep going on like this
Things are taking a toll on me
Days are getting long and hard
It's you I'm needing to see
Written By: Cynthia
The Seven Deadly SinsA fallen mans tendency, has now become to sin,
Unleashing utter misery, from the soul deep within.
Creating a harmful threat, of eternal damnation,
Once unleashed on the world there will be no salvation,
For when a sin is committed, life will fall from grace,
These seven deadly sins, bring terror with a trace.
Lust causes an obsession, on sexual thoughts and desire,
To grasp upon ones love, of whom which they admire.
A Foolish man does not realize, that love differs from lust,
By the time it's realized, woman will look with disgust.
Unfulfilled lusts, does lead one into an addiction,
Rape being an outcome, for ones final conviction.
Gluttony is overindulgence, which one will consume,
Enough food and drink for there stomach to balloon,
Causing ones healthy body, to physically break down,
This destructive behavior, could destroy an entire town.
Alcoholism, soon begins to rise, with excessive drinking,
This substance abuses is moralized without one blinking.
Gree
MadnessI retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once again
Hiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.
My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.
My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.
I pull them around me closely, like a security blanket
the chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.
I long for the things that once made me safe
Things that once numbed my senses into false reverie.
Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottle
And feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.
Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented security
and not feel or care about anything awhile.
But too many times I awoke on the floor
wondering where I was; where everyone had gone.
Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,
The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.
The anger and pain clouds my mind again;
Medication lasts only so long, helping only a little
Before the rage returns, battling my sanity,
Ripping my mind
'earth Tremors' Reported In KentLast Updated: Saturday, 28 April 2007, 07:59 GMT 08:59 UK
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'Earth tremors' reported in Kent
The BBC has received a number of calls regarding "earth tremors" in the Deal and Folkestone areas of Kent.
There are reports that the electricity supply is out and also that telephones are not working.
Sharon Hayles, from Stanford near the Eurotunnel terminal at Folkestone, said her house slid from side to side for about 10 to 15 seconds.
Another Folkestone man told BBC Five Live Breakfast that his whole house "shook quite violently".
Wwe Recap, Backlash Card, Match Of The WeekWelcome once again to Bethea’s Byte. This is Ernest Bethea and this week, NOTHING’S BUGGING ME…at least for now. So this week, I’m going to give props to this week’s Match of the Week. You will not be too surprised as which match gets this honor from me. As always, you will get a full match recap and this week I will rundown the Backlash card with my predictions (in-brief). So let’s get down to it, shall we?
RECAP
Shane McMahon, Chairman Mr. McMahon and Umaga def. Robbie Brookside in a 3-on-1 No DQ Handicap Match. With Mr. McMahon getting the pinfall, if he successful does this on Sunday, Mr. McMahon will be crowned the new World Heavyweight Champion.
Trevor Murdoch def. World Tag Team Champion Matt Hardy. OK. Cade and Murdoch defeated the Hardys in singles competition. It maybe a different issue come Sunday when the World Tag Team Championship is on the line at Backlash.
Women’s Champion Melina def. Maria in a non-title match. Melina defends her Women’s Championship a
SuccubusSuccubus
Crimson lips full of dark
desire,
Angels burning on a bloody pyre
Faerie wings bathed in the pale moonlight
damned souls screaming with fright.
Ebony hair blowing in the breeze
Otherkind dancing under a knoll of trees
Her entrancing eyes, her translucent white skin
She will teach you the meaning of original sin.
Slowly she walks towards you with a hypnotic sway
Your desire you cannot keep at bay.
Sex radiates from this creature of the damned
She has you in a trance, you are hers to command.
Scarlett blood drips from her lips,
you look into her eyes and into the abyss you slip.
Passion ignited she sinks to her knees
Slowly she begins her erotic tease.
She slowly removes her tunic of lace
breasts bared she takes your member in her mouth to embrace.
Sensual pleasures begin to crest
she takes you to a place where east meets west..
She teases thy member making it swell
you wonder if this is heaven or if it is hell
She caresses the veins of your
"living Dead Girl" (rob Zombie)(Who is this irrestibles creature who has an insaciable love for the dead?)
Living Dead Girl!
Rage in the cage
And piss upon the stage
There's only one sure way
To bring the giant down
Defunct the strings
Of cemetary things
With one flat foot
On the devil's wing
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Raping the geek
And hustling the freak
Like a hunchback juice
On a sentimental noose
Operation filth
They love to love the wealth
Of an SS Whore
Making scary sounds
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Psyclone Jack
Hallucinating Hack
Thinks Donna Reed
Eats dollar bills
Goldfoot machine
Creates another fiend
So Beautiful,
They make you kill
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Crawl on me
Sink into me
Die for me
Living Dead Girl
Blood on her skin
Dripping with Sin
Do it
Chapter 2Welcome back. I am here to continue talking about what me and my friend, Restr1ctive talk about on Xbox Uno. Last time I talked about two lil boys kissing. This time I'm going a lil further than that. Everytime I seem to get on this game with my good friend, he always brings up this one time he was playing in the afternoon. He said that he was bored so he decided to play a game of Uno on Xbox. As he was joining a game, he noticed that two others had cams on them. It's nice to have cams nowadays. It's cool to see who you are playing the games with and talking with. Almost feels like you are there with him playing these games. But this day was horrendous for my friend. And I feel he has been scarred for life. Now as I had said previously I don't care what your sexual orientation is, that is your preference. But for my friend, ths day had significantly scarred his brain.
As he looks up at the tv screen to play his game with what he thought were two guys playing Uno, he actually noticed
Ill Be In Manayunk Tonight.....bud Light PromotionIf anyone is around, Ill be in Manayunk tonight at The Bayou located on 4245 Main Street in Philadelphia, PA. There's a Bud Light promotion going on so just stop by and have a cold one and say hi!
Jade
Love WarLoves War
All across this land,
People don’t understand,
The violent war around,
And the home it’s found,
Right next to you and me,
Making us unhappy.
Violence took someone’s son,
With a knife or gun.
It’s really not fair,
It shouldn’t be here.
Time may ease the pain,
And take away the rain,
But some family’s never,
Forget violence is forever.
Angry words build,
Until someone is killed.
Then time is too late,
Someone stands at heaven’s gate.
So I pray for peace and love,
To descend from up above.
Take away the hatred,
Replace it with the sacred.
Take the time and pray with me,
That someday we might see,
The war was won by love,
God sent down from up above.
The Safety Of One's King Overrules Every Other ConsiderationI had planned to use this title for Thursday's blog entry, but sometimes the subject changes on me. I'm all for that . . . since this is my blog I'm writing in, as far as I know I'm not bound by convention to play it "safe" as long as I'm not seeking to pick a fight. Sometimes what I write in here really touches a chord, sometimes my mouth seems to outrun my brain, but I'd say that if four out of five get read and convey my point (whatever it is) well, then I'm doing all right! I hope this is a beautiful day for you too; it's 80 outside where I am right now with a slight wind. And the grass is actually greener than it has been! Around Minot where near-drought conditions often prevail, THAT is a godsend!
The "one king" in today's title doesn't refer to Jesus (as my King, being a Christian) but rather the king piece in the game of chess. Unlike the queen, the king is extremely limited in how he can be moved to only one space in any direction. But it is the king on whom the e
When Shit Hits The Fan It Hits Hard In My LifeWhats with my luck lately? People i care about either not giving two shits about me and not caring what I think, or just not wanting to be with me anymore. But also why do people think it's ok just not to talk to someone when something is wrong? I hate that. I want to know if something is going down. I want to know what the hell is up. Life is just a myriad of problems. From the hard times at cop school and needing major moral support, lack of hours at work (12 a week), having 350 bucks taken when i dropped it, to people just flat out ignoring me, to other problems I would rather not share. People really dont realize that i truly hurt too. They dont realize that i always have felt when hurt and recently there's been enough hurt to leave a thick coat of scar tissue around my heart. I pretend not to feel anything but way deep down inside im insecure, scared, unconfident in myself, and dissapointed with my life. People need to be clear in how they feel about me. I care about certian peopl
"wrapped In Plastic" (marilyn Manson)guilt is a snake we beat with a rake
to grow in our kitchen in the pies we bake
feed it to us to squirm in our bellies
twisting our guts make our spines to jelly
stay, don't want to go now
drove the children from their chores
handcrafted housewives into whores
fear of the beast is calling it near
creating what we're hating, it's only fear that is here
stay, don't want to go now
come into our home, won't you stay?
i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in plastic
come into our home, won't you stay?
i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in plastic
i'm only as deep as the self that i dig
i'm only as sick as the stick in the pig
"thin and so white, thin and so white"
daddy tells the daughter
while mommy's sleeping at night
to wash away sin you must take off your skin
the righteous father wears the yellowist grin
"don't wanna go now"
stay, don't wanna go now, stay, don't wanna go now
come into our home, won't you stay?
i know the steak is cold but its wrapped in
FriendshipsI have all these thoughts that I want to express, yet I have the fear that I will hurt that is not my reason for writing, it is to say my story, one with laughter and tears, one that will release these demons that I carry with me through each and every way. I want to be free of the shame and the guilt that I hold, like a blanket, shelding me through a cold dark night. I as all others have made mistakes in all that i have done. I will admit my imperfections as quickly as I state my prides, I have not judged you or any other for the choices or path that they take. I will scream when I am angry, and cry when I am sad, I will say to you I do not agree with you , Yet I will not turn my back away from you, for to me that would be as bad as giving up on myself. I will laugh when I am happy, and giggle like a child, for I am all that I am and no more. Do I have a gift? Yes I do, as well as you. Ours are different in so many ways, but they are our gifts to share withs others every which way.
"the Beautiful People" ( Marilyn Manson)And I don't want you and I don't need you
Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat you
It's not your fault that you're always wrong
The weak ones are there to justify the strong
The beautiful people, the beautiful people
It's all relative to the size of your steeple
You can't see the forest for the trees
You can't smell your own shit on your knees
There's no time to discriminate,
Hate every motherfucker
That's in your way
[Chorus:]
Hey you, what do you see?
Something beautiful, something free?
Hey you, are you trying to be mean?
If you live with apes man, it's hard to be clean
The worms will live in every host
It's hard to pick which one they eat most
The horrible people, the horrible people
It's as anatomic as the size of your steeple
Capitalism has made it this way,
Old-fashioned fascism will take it away
[Chorus]
There's no time to discriminate,
Hate every motherfucker
That's in your way
The beautiful people
The beautiful people (aahh) [x4]
Chapter 16 On What I Learned On Xbox UnoI make enough noise for the four of us. Yes I said that. And it's probably true. You see there were four of us playing, and the other three were guys. Now we got on this subject because Restr1ctive had mentioned that he had some complaints from some girls about how he is quiet while having sex. Most guys are, but don't fret girls, they love it just the same. I on the other hand, I make a lot of noise if it feels good. Hell yeah and I'm not afraid to say it either. I'm a very vocal person. Singing in the shower or in bed. So if you ever hear someone shouting "OMG, yeah right there!", then it's me....No matter where you are. I have a big mouth and I'm not afraid to show it off. So get ready big guys...Make sure you bring your ear plugs....
Until next time, Ciao!
Invisable & Unknown.........As the days go on and turn to night
You feel the pit become deeper
When no one needs you and no one wants you
You feel so empty inside
Every sentence sarcastic, words cutting like a knife
Leaving a scar so deep, not even 1000 years could heal it
Breed for what the wanted, never really having any other purpose
Feeling the sting of the slanderous lies, the haunting insults
No one ever cared, no one ever loved
All lies, used since the beginning
Invisible to the world
No one sees the tears, no one feels the pain
Screams of sorrow go unnoticed in the still of the night
Physical pain is nothing anymore
Emotions run numb from years of torture.
Feelings run deep, yet go unwanted.
In a world of cruelty and despair,
No one seems to care
When you look into my eyes you don’t see the hate, or pain
Nor the tears and the shame
You see nothing, for there is nothing left for you to see
My soul is empty and forgotten
My heart is frozen and black
My mind cold and twisted
Nothing
FrustrationSo many questions still burning,
from a feeling that still remains,
So hard to find a balance,
When only time has changed,
Still so much living,
behind this heart's sunken eyes,
A feeling that lies hidden,
behind the weakest of lies,
Thoughts ever haunting,
This tired mind,
The more I try to let them die,
The more that come alive,
I take a deep breath,
To try and rid the thoughts,
I close my eyes and exhale,
But in your web I'm caught,
I struggle with the irony,
and laugh in displace,
As i fight the tears of fustration,
With a smile on my face,
Am I Realy A Dog?Am i a cheater if i talk to a lot of ladies? I anm a single man trying to figure out what i want out of life. I am diovorced,have friendship's with sebveral woman,none in which i am involved with. so why am i labeled a cheater when i am looking for good friends and good adult conversation? please help me,?God bless all you cherry tappers.
So, In Light Of That Last PostWhy is it that guys (and girls) take so much time making you like them, making you feel special, and even telling you they love you...so then when you finally do, they tuck their tail between their legs and run like little kids...
Why is it that they even waste their time? Is there some big thrill in breaking someone's heart? Why lie, why hurt someone that genuinely has feelings for you...feelings that YOU made sure they have?
Can Help MeIm living on a edge out of control and the world jus wont let me slow down can u help me tell me wat u want from me tell me y u dissed me babi help me wit out u my whole world is fallin apart .. give me another chance lets not end I guess I neva took time to c boy u got me goin crazy !
My First DanceBeginning my first year in a new high-school
I was nervous, and didn't know what to expect
But then I met the local home town beauty
And found myself in a new state of mind
She was very nice and pretty too
She had a way with the boys
That most would like to have
She was the angel that I asked to the first school dance
I was nervous, and didn't know what to expect
But I took her hand and lead her to the dance floor
Holding her close not wanting to let go
She told me this was the first time she's ever danced
I smiled with comfort and said don't worry Hun
This is the first time I've danced as well
We'll do it together, step-by-step
Making mistakes and laughing through it all
We'll make our first dance one to remember
So take my hand and hold me close
Listen to the music and try not to fall
Holding each-other close even giving a kiss
We'll make this night into a fairytale
A night in which we'll tell all
She was the one I asked to the first dance
I was nervous,
More To Life Than CtI know sometimes it seems like there is nothing else in the world besides CT, but you know there really is. WHile I still leave it open and check from time to time, I have not really paid too much attention. I really only look for some close friends to say hi. It's been forever since I went out adding people, or just rating pics, or checking out new members. There was a reason I "lived" on CT for awhile, but that reason isn't a reason anymore.
CT means different things to different people. I think I let it become too real to me. A lot of people here will say and do a lot of things to get your attention. And that is all they want, attention. The things they say aren't real, they don't feel things they say. It doesn't matter that you really believe them, or believe in your own feelings.
Last weekend, most of my friends that I talk to were not on, and I sat and asked myself what the hell I was doing sitting here staring at the screen. Then I tried to figure out what to do
Driving Lesson No9My brain is fried....and thats just from the heat!! gawd it's warm out there.
Had a super lesson today! Went like a dream, went out there far more positive and got stuck in.
Did a lot of work around the little roads at Orford & Longford and joining the big dual carriageway. I have no problem getting upto speed so was a doddle... I've got my distance gaps sorted in my head and no longer have that hesitancy. If I find myself having to think about it I wait, simple!
Cocked up the lane changes at both the big roundabouts, so asked if I could do them again... Second time... Perfect! Well i knew where I was going second time LOL first time I wasn't sure!
Driving instructor found I have quicker reactions than him, when some little prat stepped out at a pedestrian crossing, lights were on green and I had seem him, my foot was already hovering over the brake before he stepped out. When he did step out, It was already buried into the carpet as my instructor went to hit it! LOL
Quote For April 30Leaders of countries called me and asked for sex. You look at any picture of a politician with some girls around him and at least three of them will be mine.... If I really came out and talked, I could have stopped NAFTA.
-- Heidi Fleiss
Bonus Quote:
We were attracted to each other at the party, that was obvious! You're on your own for the night, that's also obvious... we're two adults.
-- Alex Forrest Fatal Attraction
This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
In Need Of CommentsI NEED 500 COMMENTS A WEEK TO STAY IN THE CONTEST AND 5000 TO WIN A PRIZE. ANYMORE IT SEEMS THAT I AM ASKING FOR AND UNANSWERED PRAYER. SO WILL ANYONE OUT HERE HELP ME OUT. I WILL HELP YOU IF YOU HELP ME ... THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DOES HELP.
If I Dont Hear From Uhello everyone if i take the time to leave u a comment out of respect i would think u would do the same for me if not then i will start deleting people who are just here for points i am here to make friends and to have fun and laughs so come on show some love
Between Earthly Masters And Their Heavenly KingThey concentrated their efforts upon the gigantic problem of internal reform. But it was too late to do much good. Two centuries of revolution and foreign war had repeatedly killed the best men among the younger generations. It had ruined the class of the free farmers. It had introduced slave labor, against which no freeman could hope to compete. It had turned the cities into beehives inhabited by pauperized and unhealthy mobs of runaway peasants. It had created a large bureaucracy -- petty officials who were underpaid and who were forced to take graft in order to buy bread and clothing for their families. Worst of all, it had accustomed people to violence, to bloodshed, to a barbarous pleasure in the pain and suffering of others.
Although this passage from Hendrik Willem van Loon's 1927 classic The Story of Mankind referred to the rising Roman Empire, it doesn't take much imagination to apply this description to almost any country today. From our early twenty-first century "enlight
Warped & Twistedharsh words & violent blows
hidden secerts nobody knows
eyes are open, hands are fisted
deep inside i'm warped & twisted
so many tricks & so many lies
too many whens & too many whys
nobody's special, nobody's gifted
i'm just me, warped & twisted
sleeping awake & choking on a dream
listening loudly to a silent scream
call my mind the number's unlisted
lost in someone so warped & twisted
on my knees, alive but dead
look at the invisible blood i've bled
i'm not gone, my mind has drifted
don't expect much, i'm warped & twisted
burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
today's just yesterday's tomorrow
the sun died out, the ashes shifted
i'm still here warped & twisted
Wetwet with you
showering
with you
nothing
between us
but bubbles
vanishing
as silently
as we touch
in wetness
together
Taurus- The One That Waits!!!SCORPIO - Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not
repost.
AQUARIUS - The Cutie
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always Wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 Years of bad luck if you do not repost.
PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.
LEO - The Coolest one
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a k
Math Italian StyleAn Italian workman wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passes a little math test
"Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9."
"Without numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees.
"What's this?" the boss asks.
"Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree makea nine," says the Italian.
"Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99."
The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree . "Ere you go."
The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?"
"Each of da trees isa dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Datsa a 99."
The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again, but
For A Friends Wedding A PoemYOU SAVE ME
FOR SO LONG IVE BEEN ON MY OWN
TRYING TO FIND MY HEART A NEW HOME
ID ALMOST GIVING UP
WITHERING IN SORROW AND DROWNING IN TEAR
THEN YOU SAVE ME,AND MY WOUNDED PRIDE
SAVED ME FROM DYING INSIDE
FREED ME FROM THOSE SAD MEMORIES
YOUR LOVE HAD REACHED OUT AND SAVE OLD ME
YOU HAVE BEEN A GODSEND TO ME
HE SENT YOU HEAR TO SET MY HEART FREE
NO MORE LONELY DAYS, OR SLEEPLESS NIGHTS
A FRIEND TO TAKE WHATS WRONG AND MAKE IT
RIGHT,THEN YOU SAVED ME ,MY WOUNDED PRIDE
FREE ME FROM SAD MEMORIES,YOUR LOVE REACH
TO ME AND SAVE ME FROM DYING INSIDE
HoroscopeThis is my horoscope for today...
Hmmmmm
Planted More Rosesbut i think i might hurt randys dog he chewed up my little bitty lilac. one i was waiting for it to get bigger before i planted. we had it on the outside table so the dogs wouldnt mess with it. guess his dog aint as stupid as he pretends. at least i got one little bitty one to plant sometime in the near future. and we got my black rose and my other purple rose planted. now if i could teach aiden to aim the hose on the rose and not on him. lmao
so the man i have been trying to avoid has decided that losing me is too much for him to bear. and asked for this week to prove his love for me. i figured i had to stay this week anyway so what the hell. but i must admit he is doing a pretty good job of it. until today. havent heard from him since this morning. wondering if he decided to forget it or if he wasnt feeling too well since he did have surgery on his mouth last friday. think i will give him the benfit of doubt. for at least one day anyway.
so other than being hot and rather ti
Full Fledged Rant GrrrrrrrrI know everyone has the right to make whatever screen name they chose but when it is disrespecful to full figured women I have a tad bit of a problem with it. If you have a problem with a womans size, FINE!! you shouldn't be allowed to show your ignorance in your name, well in my opinion you shouldn't be able to. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr discrimination shouldn't be allowed in any shape or form The person actually has the screen name that says I Dont Dig Fat Chicks! come on now show some class and respect. My stree level is shot. My sister is back in the hospital after having yet another surgery I dont need to come here to find a BBW basher sigh
ok off my soap box now
In The Middle Of The Night...Since I was laying awake.. wide awake.. in bed at 3:00-5:00 I can tell you not much goes on in the world at that time.
If And When.I add new peoples to my list,, please do not add me to your family ((I will not)) do the same in re-turn do to the fact of one person fucking it up fer the rest of you,, it is just so wrong to add someone an then remove after seeing the NSFW photo's...
Just wanna get things clear here!!!
~ Thanks fer your time ~
Um, Ow!I just scraped the shit out of my arm here at work.
Im pissed.
Why? Cause I'm a dummy that scraped her arm.
*pouts*
It hurts.
Its already bruising. It'll look real pretty in the morning.
The Many Sides Of Methe crowd all around me,
yet i feel so alone.
these people love and accept me,
but i am very different i know.
an enigma to some
a freak of nature to others.
no one really knows me,
sometimes i don't know myself.
alone in my head
alone in my heart
alone in a room full of friends.
i laugh with them, and i cry
all the while, inside i sigh.
when the conversations are done and
the room is empty, i let go, be myself.
the many sides of me.
yet people see only one.
Thanks Alot FriendsI posted a bulletin about a dying child and no one can even take the time to read it.But you put something up there about sex and everyone does.Thank you i wont post another its a waste of my time and a waste of bulletin space that could be used for something more important then a dieing child.Have a good night !!!!!
Keep PositiveOn any given day, there are many more positive things that happen to you than there are negative things. Yet often it can seem very much to be the other way around.
Ironically, that's because the good and positive things are so common, so much a part of life, that you often fail to even notice them. In contrast, the negative, troubling things get your attention precisely because they are relatively unusual.
Unfortunately, by giving so much awareness and attention to the negative things, you also give them strength and support. Obviously that's not really what you want.
Instead of letting the small number of difficulties grab all your attention, work to become more aware of the overwhelmingly large number of good things. Challenge yourself to compile a list in your mind, as the day goes on, of at least 20 good, positive, valuable things that come your way.
Most people, when asked to make a list of their troubles, would quickly be able to name dozens of things. Yet when you
Health Problems, Sickness, Disease Is This You?Are you plagued by health problems? Constantly getting sick? Wondering why you are getting sick all the time? Maybe why you have a particular health problem?
Have you ever taken any antibiotics? If so, you have part of your answer to your problems right there! Believe it or not, everytime you take an antibiotic you have caused yourself to grow Candida on the inside of your body. Once Candida manifests itself in you-it multiplies. This is the reason for alot of males as well as females having that "belly" that no matter what they do they can not get rid of. If you have ever taken an antibiotic you have a candida yeast overgrowth. Candida can result in many of todays diseases, sicknesses and infections. Most people when removing the candida find that there sickness and disease reverses itself.
Also another thing to think about if you are a parent. Govt offficials are already aware of this in there personal lives but are you? Do you have children? Have they been vaccinated as a baby and
Ok Contest Is ClosedTHE LETTER WAS H....THE ANSWER TO THE 1ST ROLEY CONTEST WAS 4...SO I LOOKED ON MY PHONE AT THE NUMBER 4 ...IT WAS G.H.I SO I PICKED THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE.....THE ANSWER WAS H...NO ONE GUESSED....ANYONE DISPUTE THIS?
THIS GUY WON THE LAST ROLEY WHEN HE GUESSED 4.....NO ONE WON THIS ONE
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Candle Colors And The MeaningThe benefit of making your own candles is that you know the wax is pure and what types of wax
you put into the candle. My favorite candles for ritual are beeswax, with a heavy coat of dyed
vegetable wax to give them color. A warm candle rolled in rubbed sage makes a wonderful scent
when burned, and essential oils are better than “scented candle oils” for fragrance. With
beeswax the natural smell is so wonderful that oils are unnecessary.
Although variances in shape occur, the “normal use” candle is a standard pillar or taper, in white
or the cardinal colors for the compass points, and varying colors of altar candles for various
holidays, weekdays, Magick types and purposes. The following color chart, which details candle
colors and their meanings, is also good for Altar cloths and robes:
Black: Samhain, Yule, Astral Magicks, “space” Magicks, Night Magicks, Ceremonial Magicks,
Saturday, Earth, Grounding, Protection, Wisdom, Dispelling, Totality, especially physical totality
Dodging The Homework AgainReally, I am working on it. I've finished one assignment so far and am about to dig into another, but it's 1.30am and my interest is waning... figure I will dig up the research and have the paper ready to write in the morning. This bad habit of wanting to write something up better than the rest of the class, even in light of knowing that these classes are not going to me a damn of good. Ah well, that's what I get.
Sam distracted me for an hour & a half, talking about his newest venture into the online dating sites. I feel bad for him because I know this is not the way he needs to hook up. He's talking about these russian-bride websites like he has no other choice. I can't comment on his position - I'm not in his shoes - but I think he is so desperate for someone and sees that he isn't gonna find it running to Cleveland to hit the boot-bars. At least he learned his lesson on the whole sending over money line, though I don't know how much he lost. I am not going to ask; I know right
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NIKKI WON THE LAST ONE
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Sex With Someone Ya Luv~According to Wikipedia, the word masturbation is believed by many to derive from the Greek word mezea (µe?ea, "penises") and the Latin turbare ("to disturb").
To disturb your penis. How perfectly apt.
I'd like to think that everyone on the planet masturbates. It might make me feel better over the fact that I do. Yet I once had an ex who claimed that there was no purpose to masturbation if he was with me. That if sex was an alternative, then why bother rubbing one out?
He also had a habit of making me feel absolutely miserable over the fact that I still enjoyed masturbating. Sex with him was so restrictive that many times I preferred to get myself off without him. He told me that I shouldn't have "needed" to since I had him around to have sex with.
He also didn't see the point of blowjobs. So what the fuck would that asshole know anyhow?
However, as I've started writing more for an audience, people that I normally would have never met are coming forward and saying things
A Big Thanks To....In my recent contest, which I won 2nd & a 1 day blast for; these people were awesome in helping me & I want to publicly thank them. If you have the time & want; please stop by & show them some cherry luv. They are all just awesome & I hope they know how much I value them as a friend!
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Till The End Of TimePut your sweet lips just a little closer to mine
Now that we are together sipping wine
Tell me dear just one more time
That your truly mine
We were made to be together
All the time
That rugged mountain together
We did climb
Just touching and clinging together
On a clinging vine
Put your sweet lips just a little closer to mine
We will love together you and i
Together for the rest of time
We will age together just like a wine
Holding each other till the end of time
The Day I Met Michael Clarke DuncanMy mother was a bank branch manager here in Indianapolis until last year when she retired.
Michael's mother had an account at her branch and I was there visiting her one day when this big limo pulled up and out stepped Michael and his mother.
They came in and came to mom's office and she introduced me to his mother. I already knew who he was. Anyway we shook hands and man he has big hands lol...He is a big man period.
We were sitting there talking and his mother asked him if he needed any money because I guess he hadn't made any movies lately..That was funny lol.
I stayed about 10 minutes and chatted with him while his mom did her banking business. He gave me his autograph which was awesome.
After I left they took pictures of him with all the bank employees and he took one with my mom and him...( I guess I should have hung around a little longer lol)
He gave my mother is personal phone number in case his mother ever needed anything.
I will try to get that photo th
The Way It Isok i've found my true one and only but the thing is that we are miles apart but in our hearts we are closer than anything.but it seems the more days go by it kinda seems that we back off from one another.we both been through so much in our past lives that it seems like we both get the thought that it will happen again.but i don't want to scare her both of our hearts will not be able to recover from this cuz of all the abuse we both been through.i love this woman with more heart than i have with my ex(sorry to say that but i felt like i couldn't give her my whole)but we all grow to love and that is what i want.i do not want to pick up the pieces of my heart ever again. if i have to pick those pieces up again forget it i'll leave it for someone else maybe they can use it more than i can.
Expectations...posted Myspace 5feb07It's as if your flying...then you come crashing to the ground. What expectations did you have in the first place? All? None? Something? Nothing? You think hard on it...contemplating what you thought you had wanted in the beginning. Then..it was more than you ever thought it would be and your expectations Change.
I was told once..."I don't expect anything, that way I won't be disappointed". I tried that...*smiles* I have succeeded in it as well. For what should I expect of others that would full fill exactly what I want. Nothing. So..in not expecting anything at all I will never be let down, I will be pleasently surprised.
But what if someone says something...they essentially give their word. OK..so I am a bit nieve. But how do I know, if you just meet someone, they are lieing. I don't. Do you?? And so goes the saga..of life, friends, and love. I suppose I do have some trust issues. But, why should I? Just let it roll off my back. Yes...that is the answer...and move on. Right? But I
Help Me Wini need comment bombing on a pic so i can win a blast compition. PLEASE HELP.
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If I KnewIf I Knew
If I knew how to write a song
I'd write one everyday
It would say that I'm in love with you
And why I feel this way
It would have to say you're pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you're a looker
From your head down to your toes
You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You're smart charming lovely
And everything to me
You're my comfort when I'm lonely
You're my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I've known
I must rate you the best.
You're the orchard in the jungle,
you're the better half of me
You're all of this and so much more,
you mean the world to me
Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.
This One Is Fun.:)1.)Q. Can you cook?
1.)A. Filipino Food only.
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A. To become a lawyer and work in Unicef or to become a Nun
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A. Drawing/Painting just like Jeff do
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A. Orange juice....
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A. Broccoli and Egg plant ( hmmmm..yummy)
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A. Shadow Children Series ( I love to read..will you give me book??)
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
7.)A. Gemini
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A. me??? I don¡¦t have but jeff have many tattoos..hell show you if you like..hehe
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A. Eating Fries.. it make me look like a Sumo Wrestler..hehehe
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
10.)A. I don¡¦t have a car.. I am sorry. Maybe I will just walk with you and the we can talk ƒº..
11.)Q. What is your favorite sport?
11.)A. If I am
Update On My Crazy HealthSOOO.. the other day I started getting sick out of nowhere... After a full day of phone calls, I finally got into the doctor for them to tell me that I have a kidney infection, which didn't make sense. I have been on a STRONG antibiotic for about a month so how I managed to get a kidney infection at the same time is beyond me. Anyways, so I called my kidney doctor to make sure they were aware of the infection and asked about my CT scan that I had done a few weeks ago. Apparently, I don't have an infected cyst or a kidney stone, which they had expected. No, it can't be that... IT HAS TO BE STONES IN MY GALLBLADDER!! THAT"S RIGHT... ADD ANOTHER PROBLEM TO MY ALL READY TOO LONG LIST OF HEALTH ISSUES!!! So... Now, I have a kidney infection and Gallstones and taking an antibiotic for no reason. FUN! YAY! Welcome to my life!
The Problems Of "he" And "she"..The problems with "HE" as thought by "SHE"
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from VILLAGE.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS .
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)
If u don't MAKE LOVE with him., he says u DON'T LOVE him;
If u DO!! He says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u DON'T, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl;
If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.
If
Marine Sticks Up For GodBAD ASS MARINE A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a AD ASS MARINE A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The oth
At What Price This War???On September 11, 2001, this country fell into turmoil. Hostiles from across the globe choose to bring their religious war to our shores. The cost on that day was the killing of innocents. In that moment, our country chose to fight back. We opted to stand up and remind the world that we are not pawns in a holy war we didn't create. Our cause was righteous and our cause was just.
That was 6 years ago. Sadam Hussein is dead. Ben Laden is hiding out some where in Afganistan. However, the progress in Iraq has slowed to a stand-still. Militants continue to rain terror in the street of Bagdad, and the price of Oil bounces up and down like a yo-yo. The real price of this situation is comes in the form flag drapped boxes carrying the children of this country.
The American public has had enough. We have seen the ravages of war and the lives lost. Viet Nam left a bad taste in our mouths and that war has taught us the lesson of not bringing politics to the battlefield. We must
Listen Up,, Please.I have taken down my guest book once again am not gonna put another back up unless I find one in which will work fer this page as my other one did,, anyways if anyone has some wheres I'm able to use lemme know?
Thanks 4 Your Time!
We Always Fall Again (9/14/1997)All is gone,
But how I feel,
This pumping life,
Of all thats real,
Inside love,
Lies a sea of pain,
Some swim in its beauty,
Others drown in vein,
In hearts of passion,
There is a crystal tear,
That falls but once a lifetime,
For a million years,
Inside minds are rainbows,
That believe the rain will stay away,
But inside the hearts live a lesson,
Showing the scars of yesterday,
Here the Devil wears a halo,
Angels are full of sin,
We blind ourselves to see what we want,
Then shocked when we fall again,
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If there are 6 apples and you take away 4..YOU NOW HAVE 4 APLLES AND 2 REMAIN ON THE TABLE
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More Of My RamblingsI would like to take the time to welcome all of my newly made friends and fans, thanks for taking the time to visit my page. I know I blog about this often but I like to let ppl know that I appreciate the rates and comments.
Hoping all is doing well, I'm feeling somewhat better than I have been. I have dry socket where I had a tooth exstracted , silly me just had to smoke so I have no one to blame but me. I should know better, this isnt the first time I have had it. Trust me taking my smokes from me would be hazerdous to ones well being lol.
I made home made lassagna for dinner tonight, I took total of 3 bites and couldnt eat any more. It was good but thats all I could hold.
I cant hold alot of food for my tummy is about the size of an egg on the inside where I had bariatric surgery back in 03. I've had great success with it. I am proud of my accomplishments. I know alot of people think it's the easy way out but let me tell you something, it's not, it's a life changing expe
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Unequal Injustice Under LawAs some of you may know I have been run through our lovely justice system. I have been talking with some actually good people within the county where I live and have told them about the recent events which got me where I am today. They even agree with the circumstances behind all that has went on that the county where I was arrested and charged is just after money and another conviction for their ratings. I was told if I would have been arrested here I would have gotten the proper help that I needed at the time. At least some people will look at a situation and determine that what the best results would be for the matter at hand. I would still have my license and car and the help I needed all together. Instead I have more problems to deal with, no car, no license and a felony conviction. I really hope the cocksuckers from the county where I was arrested reads this. I know they are keeping tabs into my private life and I don't really care. I feel as if I should be a spokesperson for the
No Limitations!!!this earth is so limiting, don't you think?
you have to follow rules and convention. if u happen to break one, u get tagged anything from hardheaded to bitch. pigeon holing. that's another form of judgement. freedom has a price. most of the time, it is feeling guilty. as if their opinions don't already weigh you down.
guilt. such a short word that could make you feel as if the world is on your shoulders. it's bigger than responsibility. bigger than duty. justified or not, once it creeps on u, it's there. good thing it doesn't bother me.
ok, maybe sometimes it does. sometimes.
but if something makes you happy, it should be guilt free. what prompts guilt anyhow? mind conditioning? pre-programmed, pre-drilled rules and dictates. it's not even a question of us knowing any better. who should judge which is better or worse? is it not ourselves, supposedly?
does the heart rejoice at something inherently bad? i think not.
A Rant On Pop-top Cans...Yes, this is silliness, but here goes...
You know those pop-top cans that a lot of food manufacturers now use? They SUCK. Sometimes they work, sometimes the tab just pops off. Guess which happened to me tonight? The latter, of course. And since the cans are supposed to be usable even if the pop tab breaks, I needed my can opener. One problem. Can openers ALSO suck at opening these types of cans. So I go to open this can...no go at first. Took me TEN MINUTES to get the can opened. And then it only happened AFTER I splattered tomato sauce all over my kitchen...and my pants, and even on my hands. GRRR....from now on, guess I'll just use the can opener all the time....
Silent FarewellLet it go.
The beating rain
Drums into my head.
Let it go and
Set yourself free.
This love,
Once pure and true
Is no longer good for you.
Give it wings and bid him
Farewell from your soul.
Kiss him tenderly,
Send him on his way.
For now he needs to go.
You cannot keep him
Within your fantasy.
Let him go,
The gentle rain
Writes upon my heart.
Let him go and
Set yourself free.
SubdropD/s is all encompassing in the sense that its not just about scenes, and highs, and fun, and pain, and control, and all the exciting things we do. Its about real people, and their needs, and wants. The intense activities that are part of a D/s or BDSM relationship do sometimes have their downsides as well. This article will deal with one of those downsides. Sub Drop.
After all the emotional highs of the elevation of a submissive into subspace, the return to normality can have a profound effect on both Dominant and submissive. Each in their own way has reached a level rarely achieved in daily life, and which, very often, neither is prepared for.
Sub drop; the coming down, the return to normality, can happen quickly, or slowly. It can be a nice experience, or a bad one. And the effects, good or bad, can last almost no time at all, or they can go on for hours, even days.
As a Dominant, the care of my submissive is paramount, and I am a great believer that I should never lose contro
Sub SpaceSub Space
SUBSPACE - This term generally is used to describe a moderate to deep trancelike condition experienced by persons in the submissive position in a D/s relationship during interaction with the person in the Dominant position in the relationship.
TOP SPACE - I will start by regarding top space or normal space. This is operational ground zero. The submissive in top space often appears quite aggressive, assertive and dominant. They will be hustling their children off to school, dominating their Dominant mate by organizing him/her off to work, cleaning and straightening the house, sending themselves off to work or to take care of business. They are the Commander of the ship, the General of the Army. Hustle, hustle, hustle. This is a submissives TOP SPACE.
MARGINALLY DOWN SPACE - This space occurs when the Dominant in the relationship directs attention at the submissive. This may be a glance, a light touch, a small sound or any combination of these triggers. This marginal a
WrittingsThe day doesn’t seem as bright without you by my side.
The world seems lonely, the days slowly drift by.
I walk the streets sulking, head down eyes filled with tears
No happiness to be found here, but then I think of you.
The look in your eyes and realize there is hope for my life.
Through all despair and demise you give my life meaning.
With you my heart may soar through the sky.
If I could only spend the rest of my life lost in your eyes.
New HouseWell Dink and I bought a new house! We moved in thursday and spent the night. I've been unpacking and realized I have toooooo much shit and not enough house LMAO! Who whould have thought that there was more closet space in an apartment?!?!? I see a yard sale in my future!
Please !tell me please , who the fuck do you want me to be? was it something that i couldnt be ? never knew this would be so political!
and please, i`m still wearing this miserable skin
and its starting to tear from within
but its obvious that doesnt bother you , so please
dont keep telling me it okay
i dont but all of the shit that you say
and quite honestly i am fucking sick of it, so please
if i cut of this nose from my face
then I wouldnt feel so out of place
but it still wouldnt be quite enough for you, so please !
Things Aren't What They SeemIm in a place in my life right now where I am at a crossroad in alot of different aspects of my being. Relationship wise ecspecially. How hard it is to hold onto something that is covered in oil and just keeps slipping away. What does it mean to love someone so much that you would rather see them hurt then let them go??? I just don't know. The whole concept of love is shakey to me anyways. And just when I thought i knew what it was about, it went and changed on me again. Its like a small child. Can never sit still and changes everytime you turn your back. AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH
My Kinky Survey..how Kinky Are UKinky SurveyTake This Survey at NaughtyQ.comWhat is the kinkiest thing you have done?let my boyfriend pee on meWhat is the kinkiest thing you have been asked to do?RoleplayingWhat is your kinkiest fantasy?Room full of hotwomen fighting over whos going to fuck me firstHave you ever had sex in a public place?yesHave you ever had a threesome?yesHave you ever been with a member of the same sex?yes
I Know Your Out There SomewhereI Know You're Out There, Somewhere ...
I know you're out there, somewhere...
Somewhere.
I know that somewhere your heart beats
with every beat of mine.
Somewhere, I know you take a breath
for every breath of mine.
Perhaps, sometimes, your tears fall
for every tear of mine,
and, just perhaps, your eyes shine
with a shine not unlike mine.
Last night I gazed upon the stars,
as I often do,
and wondered if the same starlight
was shining down on you.
I wondered if your heart needs mine
as much as mine needs you.
I wondered if you dream of me,
just like I dream of you.
I know not how I'll find you,
but one thing I know is true,
In this life or in another,
somehow I'll come to you.
With love forever...
My unknown dream
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Not As Good As I Once Was SortaI aint as good as I once was
I got a few years on me now
but there was a time, back in my prime
when I could really lay it down
and if you need some love tonight
then I might have just enough
I ain't as good as I once was
but I was good once ,as i ever was
A Long Night's Journey Into DayWell, thought I'd catch up some on what's been happening. I haven't been on CT like I used to, because of a lot of things going on in my life right now.
The most recent had to do with my step-dad. As most may know. I've been staying with my parents to help take care of them with thier age and health. Mom's going blind and has severe heart problems and my step-dad has prostate cancer and bi-polar with some signs of the beginnings of dementia.
Well, about 2 weeks ago, I was on call and working all hours of the night. While I was taking a nap, my step-dad wanted some hot potato chips that they sell up at a store about a mile from the house. So, he said he was going to get on his scooter and go get some. Mom told him not to go and wake me up to drive him up there, but he insisted, he wanted to ride his scooter.
Now this was about 7:30 in the evening. He's usually ok riding his scooter, but with the heavy traffic at that time and going on toward dark, he sometimes gets confused
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Tears Of SorrowTears fall down my cheeks freely
I wipe them away quickly
Trying to conceal my weaker side
I long for someone to hold me
To comfort me through my tears and fears
I reach out, but no one is ever there
I am left alone with my sorrow
My cheeks are stained with tears
My eyes are red and puffy
I want someone to hold me
To comfort me through my tears and fears
I reach out, but no one is ever there
I am left alone with my sorrow
Huddled up, I sit and cry
Wishing there was someone
Anyone to be there to hold me
To comfort me through my tears and fears
I reach out, but no one is there
Why must I be consumed by sorrow?
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Everyone Should Read This!A friend of mine posted this and I thought it was awesome.
Take a man and put him alone,
Put him twelve thousand miles from home.
Empty his heart of all but blood,
Make him live in sand, in mud.
This is the life I have to live,
This the soul to God I give.
You have your parties and drink your beer,
While young men are dying over here.
Plant your signs on the White House lawn;
"Lets get out of Iraq".
Use your signs and have your fun,
Then refuse to use a gun.
There's nothing else for you to do,
Then I'm supposed to die for you?
There is one thing that you should know;
And that's where I think you should go!
I'm already here and it's too late.
I've traded all my love for all this hate.
I'll hate you till the day I die.
You made me hear my buddy cry.
I saw his leg and his blood shed,
Then I heard them say, "This one's dead".
It was a large price for him to pay,
To let you live another day.
He had the guts to fight and die,
To keep the freedom you live by.
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It's Complicatedare you in? you might be if you are toting the new social status. in the emerging politically correct world, even this goes through a make over. no longer are you merely dating, seeing each other or even in a domestic relationship. it is now lumped in 2 words (or 3 if u include apostrophes). IT'S COMPLICATED.
this is not to complicate the minds of the public. fact be known, it is to reflect the state of mind of the speaker (the one in the relationship). to say it's complicated is to say 3 things...
1. we've accepted that we don't have a normal relationship and we don't know if we want a normal relationship.
2. i do soooo want this to be "the one" "forever" type but i'm not sure if the other person feels the same way for as long as it would take.
3. i don't feel like explaining so bug off!
in reality, the parameters of loving need not be complicated at all. even unrequited love is simple. you are in love, loving. for it to be reciprocated does not even matter, especially
Sad Day In The IslandsA HUI HOU MY FRIEND YOU WILL BE MISSED...
I Will Remember You....
DON HO FAREWELL TO A LEGEND~~~~
Beauty And MadnessMAY 14, 2006
i saw you and claimed you as mine. no pretensions no questions. plain and simple. you think it was your looks? haha, aren't you just a little vain? it was something more. it's like i knew you from long ago. i recognized your spirit, kismet. it's not at all difficult to explain. should i feel the need to. but why should i make it easy on you?
it wasn't difficult liking you even more. you're a little savvy, a little intelligent, pleasant to look at and u loved my spirit too and not at all threatened by it. although you had another woman by your side then, being the free thinker that i am, that wasn't important. even if i looked like a hag, you would soon see the goddess trapped inside my body. i dont even have to resort to coyness and enticement. everyone knows i do not have a coy bone in my body. that's just not me.
you liked me back. admit it. or not. doesn't really matter, your opinion don't count. why? because i have no intention of owning you, of absorbing
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