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What Is Wrong With Me?
why is it every time I developed for a guy they tend to screw me? I hate the word love and I don't want to use it. I hate being with a guy who makes you feel like total shit for something he did. I hate having feelings for that one guy. I don't want to have feelings anymore!!! Just take them out of my body and let me be a mindless robot. It would be so much better to do so. That way every time a guy decided to rip my heart out I wouldn't feel a thing. Thanks for reading my painful rant
Have You Ever
Music Video:HAVE YOU EVER (by Brandy)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone Have you ever loved somebody so much It makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever have you ever Have you ever been in love Been in love so bad You'd do anything to make them understand Have you ever had someone steal your heart away You'd give anything up to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Have you ever loved somebody so much It's makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad You can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words But they don't come out right Have you ever, have you ever Have you ever found the one You've dreamed of all your life You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you fi
Your Beauty
I'm looking in your eyes They haven't changed a bit Your steaming lips I'd always kiss them In your bed laying I'm always looking at you Your gentle body In my arms to hold The flowers in the spring Your beauty they can't take The beauty of the stars Light they're giving you The beautiful colors Like you would like to be Like the moon among the stars Beautiful you are to me The forest's very beautiful Full of splendor Her sweet light In your eyes is shinning Danny Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Danny Ursoi
Reaching For My Star
Turning and tossing Struggling and fighting To reach my little star Handcuffs on my hands Their hands stuck in my face I'm trying out to reach Reaching for my star They struck my with their knifes Bruising up my soul and heart Forcing me to give up Caging me a side But I continued climbing Reaching for my star I fought when they all kicked me Cried when they all laughed Jokes on my behalf, I fought to stay a life Still reaching for my star Daddy loves you Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Danut O. Ursoi
Memories Of Time
Sitting in a room, Re-living my whole life I came a cross my future, My future and the past The same they are today Where everything is new and, Old is everything. Locked in side the prison doors A piece of paper and a pen A thousand words to write my life, When in a moment I lived it all, The book of love the words of piece Every day it's the same day, Every night I go to bad Waking up in that same day. Dan Ursoi Copyright ©2007 Dan Ursoi
Blocking Everyone That Has Private Profiles.
Hi Everyone!
Just wanted to stop in and say hello to my true friends here! IF you need to reach me you can add me to my myspace account at either or You are more likely to get me there more quickly than here since i stop here only once or twice a a week! Have a great one all! Hugs and Loves~ HEather Jason and I are doing well, we have our ups and downs but all is good! Work is good and life is good! As I stated above you can reach me more at myspace, less drama there than here. So if any of you have accounts there please feel free to add me at one of the emails above.
Weddings Comming Up
UP COMMING FUBAR WEDDINGS TO BE PREFORMED Damien & wicked lil Angel 5-2-08-wicked intentions john & micky 4-20 7pm eastern wicked intentions
Blowup Doll
Us 'must Suspend' Iraq Withdrawal
US 'must suspend' Iraq withdrawal Petraeus said Iraq was "exceedingly complex and challenging" Petraeus statement The top US military leader in Iraq, Gen David Petraeus, has recommended a suspension of troop withdrawals after July to protect gains in Iraq. Gen Petraeus praised "significant" but "uneven" improvements in security and said troop levels would need a period of evaluation over the summer. He also said the recent Iraqi operation in Basra was "not adequately planned". His comments came in a progress report on Iraq, which he and ambassador Ryan Crocker are giving to Congress. They began by testifying before the Senate Armed Services Committee then moved on to the Senate Foreign Relations Committee. In the earlier hearing, Gen Petraeus said security was better than the situation at the time of his last report to Congress in September and significantly better than before the start of the US troop surge at the beginning of last year. Graph of
Guy's Rules
Please note...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 days. 1. If you won't dress like t
Hugo Chavez And Micky!
Unforgivable - P Diddy Official Video [warning Explicit]
Do You Know Jamiie? Help Her Win A Vip
Please click the link below and help her...She is the one of the best people on Fubar. One rate = 10 comments...leave comments, bomb her...She needs 25,000 by May 2nd...HELP HER OUT! If you're feeling generous, Blast her! Thanks!
The Young Poet
A young poet sits aloft. The summers brezze is warm and soft. Within his head thought do stir. Within his head thoughts do blur. Holding thoughts of things he should not know. Thru his eyes his wisdom dose show. Though in love he is still alone. Just as he was when he dreamed of a mighty thrown. A young poet sit aloft. The summers brezze is warm and soft.
To Every Nice Guy
To every guy that's randomly said "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL and meant it To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle To every guy that reassured her that she is beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath. To every guy who hopes that she is happy even if he is not with her. To every guy th
This Is Just Funny On Sooo Many Levels
Oh Yeah This Is Sooo Real.....not! (the Opening Is But Ouch! Lol)
So you're on your own lookin' down the road that goes only by one way And you don't need the signs to see lonely still runs both ways So who's the fool that would think the ties would be better off undone Did your heart even warn you when you veered from the path that was narrower and straight On the borderline Somewhere between the flight for freedom Feeling like you can't move on The chore will be the time Takes you off of my mind and out of my heart I know And when you cross over there's no turning back Once that burning bridge is gone I may lose but I'm in it for the long run Loving you for good reason could be the wrong one I don't wanna lose control but the heart won't learn To let it well enough for long On the borderline Somewhere between the flight for freedom Feeling like you can't move on The chore will be the time Takes you off of my mind and out of my heart I know And when you cross over there's no turning back Once that burning bridge is gone
What It's All About....
Seriously.....some ppl need to grow -up. They have nothing better to do then to make up drama on Fu..This video pretty much says it all... NUFF Said !!!!
Poem Unfinished
walking the rope its gets thiner as you go keep your eye forward take it extra slow for if your eyes loose focus you will surely fall and if that were to happen you would loose it all
Horoscope Survey...i'm Pisces..surprise!
PiscesIndividuals born under this sign are thought to have a dreamy, romantic, generous, emotional, receptive, affectionate, and honest character, but one which is also prone to exaggeration, fickleness, passiveness, hypersensitivity, and paranoia. Pisceans are said to like solitude to dream in and mystery.What Zodiac Sign Best Fits You?MySpace Quizzes at
4400 To Go Please Stop By
Here is a really good guy and he is offering fubucks for leaving comments on the contest he is in. So please go and help him out he is less then 4400 away from his goal. 50 COMMENTS = 500 FUBUCKS 100 = 1250 FUBUCKS 200 = 2500 FUBUCKS 300 = 3500 FUBUCKS 500 = 10,000 fubucks and a bonus gift. must all be done in one visit not spread out.. if you are done let me know so i can send the fubucks if you will be back send me a message telling me not to pay till done
Re: Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On Wtc Collapse Comments
RE: Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On WTC Collapse Comments ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Apr 2008, 14:52 Ludicrous Hit Piece Attacks Ventura On WTC Collapse Comments An almost unbelievably absurd and weak hit piece against Jesse Ventura's contention that WTC 7 was deliberately imploded on 9/11 compares a 4-story church that was a stone's throw away from the twin towers with a 47-story skyscraper that was nearly 400 feet away. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/041008_hit_piece. htm
These Dreams
Spare a little candle Save some light for me Figures up ahead Moving in the trees White skin in linen Perfume on my wrist And the full moon that hangs over These dreams in the mist Darkness on the edge Shadows where I stand I search for the time On a watch with no hands I want to see you clearly Come closer than this But all I remember Are the dreams in the mist These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it’s cold outside Every moment I’m awake the further I’m away Is it cloak ’n dagger Could it be spring or fall I walk without a cut Through a stained glass wall Weaker in my eyesight The candle in my grip And words that have no form Are falling from my lips These dreams go on when I close my eyes Every second of the night I live another life These dreams that sleep when it’s cold outside Every moment I’m awake the further I’m away There’s something out there I can’t resist I
Why Parents Drink!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad. " With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes, and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion Dad, she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children.
Your Eyes
Your Eyes If everyone could see what I see in your eyes in the one from which their longings’ derived, Looking upon us wouldn’t bring disbelief to rise they would go in a moment from wonder to wise. For if every soul were as open as yours love wouldn’t be a struggle but a simple matter of course.
The Mint Julep
The Mint Julep has been the traditional beverage of Churchill Downs® and the Kentucky Derby® for nearly a century. Early Times Kentucky Whisky has been privileged and honored to be a part of that tradition. The Early Times Mint Julep Ready-to-Serve Cocktail has been "The Official Mint Julep of the Kentucky Derby®" for over 18 years. Each year, almost 120,000 Early Times Mint Juleps are served over the two-day period of the Kentucky Oaks® and Kentucky Derby®. A feat that requires over 10,000 bottles of Early Times Mint Julep Ready-to-Serve Cocktail, 1,000 pounds of freshly harvested mint and 60,000 pounds of ice. The Early Times Mint Julep Ready-to-Serve Cocktail is a staple at the track the rest of the year as well. In fact, the Grade II Early Times Mint Julep Stakes on June 17 at Churchill Downs® is sponsored by Early Times. You can also find the Early Times Mint Julep Ready-to-Serve Cocktail at your local retailer. The commemorative bottles have become collectors’ items for
Thunder Over Louisville
Thunder Over Louisville is not only the official opening ceremonies for the two fun-filled weeks of the Kentucky Derby Festival, it is also the nation's largest annual fireworks show. Rated as one of the top 100 events in North America, the Derby Festival’s Opening Ceremonies is truly a sight to behold. And each year, more than 500,000 eager thrill-seekers do just that. The Thunder Air Show dazzles the crowd with more than 100 planes, aerobatics teams, daring sky diving teams and breathtaking stunts. And the amazing technology of the United States Air Force, Navy, Army and Marines are always crowd favorites. The assortment of military aircraft and demo teams in the sky and in the water make the Louisville waterfront come to life. Other show features include Howitzers from Fort Knox, the latest humvee technology and M-1 Abrams Tanks. Much like America’s favorite pastime, Thunder salutes our country by waving the largest US flag ever flown. It soars above the crowd via heli
Modern Language
*DICTIONARY FOR WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS* 40-ish....................49 Adventurous...............Slept with all your friends Athletic..................No boobs Average looking...........Ugly Beautiful.................Pathological liar Contagious Smile..........Does a lot of pills Emotionally secure........On medication Feminist..................Fat Free spirit...............Junkie Friendship first..........Former slut Fun.......................Annoying Gentle....................Dull New Age...................Body hair in the wrong places Open-minded................Desperate Outgoing..................Loud and Embarrassing Passionate................Sloppy drunk Poet......................Depressive Professional..............Bitch Romantic..................Frigid Voluptuous................Very Fat Large frame................Hugely Fat Wants Soul mate...........Stalker Widow......................Murderer *WOMEN'S ENGLISH* 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No
Part Four
I Want To...
I want to melt into your eyes... so soft and warm inside full of love and kindness a place that's safe to hide. I want to dive into your smile... feel your happiness enfold me feel your lips against mine let your laughter carry me I want to mold against your chest... Just listen to your heartbeat for while feel is reassuring up against my cheek forget the world, turn off the dial. I want to crawl into your arms... you'll protect me from the cold the emptiness will melt away laying locked within their hold. I want to live inside your heart... I can't live any other way I can't breathe when I'm without you please say that I can stay. You are the light that guides me you are the safety that hides me when the world around is just too cold and I can't deal anymore... You are the hand that heals me the eyes that really see me the love that finally healed me the life that finally found me. I just want to be with you...
I'm suffocating with out your touch. I can't breathe when your not here. There's no air that I can find. My heart is over flowing. There is no where for love to go. I'm suffocating here. You are so far away. I need to see your smiling face. I need you every day. I can not breathe when you get mad. When I can not understand. I don't how to fix it. I can not hold your hand. I'm suffocating when you hurt. Feels like I'm dying deep inside. I don't know how to fix it. I can only use these words.
Melt Away
I see a sorrow in her eyes, I hope would never come from me. For her my mind and heart are true, I hope though her clouds she will see. I could lift her doubts, As I melt winter from deep within. To put light back in smile, Where it has grown so thin. If she would take my hand, And give me just one chance. Forever it would be my calling, To make her world once again dance. My goal a smile on her face, Each day as she opens her eyes. As happiness runs again in her heart, And her eyes never again shed a tear.
Please Help Me
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Clown The Fool Drawing the world through bright blue eyes, under the pine-trees under the skies, ends up waiting the day he dies The Clown juggling with dignity, juggling with pride, juggling with destiny, he’s trying to hide So lost, so alone, loves to love, no-one to show Why does he pretend everything is fine? To them he’s the sun he’s the shine, but they can’t see beneath this shell of mine
Sitting Beside You..
I sit here beside you but you don't say a word. I'm sure that most people would find it absurd. All of the unspoken secrets that you've kept through the years. All the ones before me who shared their joy, laughter, and tears. I know your secrets you will share with me when the time is right. For now I will simply enjoy the company you give me tonight. Listening to the soft whispers that you whisper in the breeze. The peace and calm you offer brings me comfort you see. I wait.. listening.. wondering.. what is it you've seen? Stories of all that is, and all that has been. How many others have sat with you by your side? Did they know of the unspoken secrets you keep inside? I know that to hear you I most open my mind. It is there that I know your stories I will find. Those unspoken secrets, just waiting to be told. I sit here listening, in your shadow on this day so cold. I wish you would tell me, but all in good time. For now the secrets told are the ones that a
Is it just an illusion, or is it destiny, Sometimes it's hard to tell. destiny Is it foolishness or faithfulness, True love or naive spell? If it be a spell, Then under it I am cast, Thinking that you'll one day come, And we'll be together at last. Often my thoughts wonder, But always come back to you, And when I get distracted say, Dear heart be constant, be true. And so true to you I am, True to the hope you'll come, True to the thought of our Married souls, our hearts beating as one.
Why Men Do Not Want To Commit ...
This is going to be one of the most honest blogs I have ever written. A lot of this stuff is hard for even me to say to women... No it's not. OK... maybe a little. Buckle up. Have you ever heard a guy say, "Most of my friends are girls?" No? Thats funny, because girls say that about guys all of the time. Keep this in mind. In my opinion, getting into a relationship complicates a man's life more. When a boyfriend and girlfriend fight, it's usually because she feels he is giving something more attention than he is giving her. This is a clear indication that in order to please a have to make sacrifices. These sacrifices include... Time With Friends- Men have a stronger sense of loyalty to their buddies than women do. Most women will kiss their friends off in a second when they land a guy. Guys aren't compelled to do that. So what happens? The guy gets a guilt trip every time he chooses them over her. Money- If any guy is wort
Testing This
music is the heart beat of life...rages like no other... painting pictures in my mind... makes my soul lust egnite.... passion every note caresses my body with it's thundering rythem.... gets my senses drunk... makes the room spinn... i love music.
Can I Hold You As If You Were Mine?
Can I hold you as if you were mine? I wish to keep you forever close, I'll let go at the end of time. There is undescribable joy when I hold you in my arms. If you allow me to embrace you, I'll keep you from harm. We belong to no one, free as a bird in the sky. My feelings for you grow stronger, this I can't deny. Allow me to take you in a lover's embrace, so close that together our hearts will race. Maybe one day I will hold you as if you were mine. Until then, my heart will continue to hold you, 'til the end of time.
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Beautiful Quotes
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. I Corinthians 13:4-8 Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn or consumed. Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace and gratitude. by Denis Waitley When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the door that is closed that we don't see the door that has been opened for us. this quote was stated by my best friend marice in lagos nigeria we where talking about people and spirituality when he made this quotation to me:)
Eminem- Guilty Conscience
Lacy Batty Cakes
3/4 cup white cornmeal 1/2 teaspon baking powder 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 cup buttermilk 1 egg, slightly beaten 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter Combine cornmeal, baking powder, baking soda and salt. Combine buttermilk and egg. Stir in cornmeal mixture until cornmeal absorbs liquid. Preheat griddle to 400 degrees. Lightly butter griddle. Use 1 tablespoon batter for each cake. Bake four at a time. Bake 2 to 3 minutes, until cakes begin to bubble and bottoms are golden. Turn and bake 2 to 3 minutes longer. Serve with Kentucky Derby Hash. Makes 24 cakes.
I'am On Yahoo
hey guys !waz zup?just letting yaw know i have cam and its on yahoo.if u guys wanna really see more off me please rate my pics and show some love 2 my page.ill be here waiting sitting in my favorite stool in the fubar,jejeje! i'am realy hooked on this bar.
Call Me Cinderella Or Don't Call Me At All...
I made sure the dishes were done, the bathroom was clean, the floors were mopped and the kids fed all before venturing off into the unknown world after dark. See, I was allowed to go to the ball as long as I did all my chores and bygolly, wouldn't y'know, to no surprise I got them done, hands smelling of bleach and all! Still the clock struck twelve, and in the midst of my newfound freedom I was quickly reminded that if I were to not come home at once I would most certainly turn into a pumpkin! So back to the dungeon I went swiftly and reluctantly before inevitably locked up again only this time to have the keys thrown away! I can't help if my sarcasm gets the best of me at times. I found out that staying at home taking care of a house and kids twenty four seven is a priviledge and not a choice and when my husband text messages me by gawd I had better answer less the world come crashing down around us! Jesus, can't I go out with friends for one night? One night ,in I don
Facts About The War
Good Read and Think About it! For those of us who spent time in the military or believe in our military, and support the men and women of our military, read on............ There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq . When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: FDR (DEMOCRAT) led us into World War II. Germany never attacked us ; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. an average of 112,500 per year.
Perfumes Women Should Wear!
I am a bottomless pit of thrilling ideas, some bordering on not stupid, while most are just nuts. But here is one that I need to get a patent for – Perfume that Men want YOU (Women) to wear. Girls usually wear very nice perfumes which are flowery and sweet smelling. If you like these perfumes, more power to you. But for girls that are trying to attract guys, pay attention, and you could see more action than Hollywood. You, the woman, must hunt the hunter. Every hunter (woman) must set a trap (flirting) in order to catch (dating) their prey (men) for food (marriage). Now the prey is stupid, and usually springs the trap before it's even set. But if the trap isn't very creative (you're ugly), using bait may help - Enter my perfumes. I propose perfumes based on what men really want to smell: Food. I can just picture it – I'm strolling through the mall, minding my own business, when suddenly the powerful scent of sizzling bacon enters my unprepared nostrils. My m
I Thought Of You Last Night ........
I thought of you last night and I had a great dream. It was a little strange but good, probably too many gothic romances. We were in the desert, at night and we had to get shelter before daylight. You had an urgency to protect me. I did not understand why until we came upon a cave and you said, "I have to make sure you two survive." I did not understand but you said that you could never lose me again. I was very special and precious to you and to be protected at all costs. You looked into my eyes when were in the cave and told me how much you loved me and you were crazy to ever ask me to let you die. You had to be here for eternity for our child and me. That is what shocked me the most and what was also strange it was like we were different but yet the same. You wanted to show me how much you loved me when you knelt down to caress my face and kiss me passionately. My insides were on fire and I wanted you so badly. You must of sensed that too because you laid me down and started to
It Consumes My Every Breathe
Not a day goes by that in life i don't wish things were different. So many days have passed, and my lonliness prevails. I miss life, and I dream of happiness one day. I have friends i treasure dear, and I wish that they were all right here. I have a heart so broken in two, No love, no dreams, and no hope will do. I cry alone at night hopiing for a glimpse of peace as i wake with the morning light. I am at a point i don't know what to do, I look and pray for a answer to help me through. I want loving arms to hold me tight, I want that comfort in knowing there is a end in sight. I feel i have found love along my journey and pain. I have found a love with wisdom, and no shame. My life is planned for me, and this life i know I will not always be here long. I just want who truly cares to know. My love for you will always live on. My heart cries for that touch, My tears beg to be dried because they are shed too much. I write this note to show I care, and I write it will all
My Heart Open
My heart did open and the love came in with each little word that you would pen. Though the words of poets are for all to see your words always seem to speak to me. I know they are not, but one likes to pretend that they can inspire someone whose writings don't end. To give someone a reason to share to know your special and somebody cared. That is what a poets words do they make you think they were written for you. Some words are written and sung while other ones have sometimes stung. Your words are not intended for me but sometimes I'll read them and I'll let them be, the ones that take me far away the ones that make me melt and sway. I wish I could me a group of lines that make up a timeless story in rhymes. To grace a paper and be touched by ink, to form from his hands in less then a blink. Oh how magical that feeling would be if for only a moment his words were for me, but as long as there's passion that he writes them with perhaps for that moment,
My Daughter's Words
I have a Mac computer and when you listen to music you can turn on the visualizer that makes designs in time to the music. One day I was watching it with my 8 year old daughter. I asked her how the designs make her feel. When I watch the designs it reminds me of a boy saving me. I imagine the boy is singing to me, and then we sing together. Its like we are at a beach and the wave is about to hit us. And then we make designs in the water. And then I feel like there are sparkles that come down and make us beautiful. The designs make me imagine. I feel like we dig down to the ground and we have privacy and talk. It reminds me of all my boyfriends in the states and in Germany.
The Shaggy Show - Episode 19 Part 2
Moon Glorious:thoughtful Insights 2
Mom Uses Kids For Porn
An unthinkable act -- a mother is accused of crimes against her own children. A man and woman accused of using the woman's kids for making child pornography will remain in jail for now. Carrie Wheaton and Roger Smith are currently being held without bond at the Dane County Jail ... The evidence was in Wisconsin, the alleged crime was committed in Illinois, and authorities were first alerted in Missouri. That's why the case is being prosecuted in Federal Court. Carrie Wheaton and Roger Smith are accused of using Wheaton's twin 6 year old girls to make child pornography. According to an affidavit filed in Federal Court ... It started when a detective in Missouri posed as a 13 year-old girl in an online chat room. A man later identified as Roger Smith sent the detective a link to his webcam, showing him masturbating. An agent with the Wisconsin Department of Criminal Investigation, or DCI, obtained a search warrant for Smith's home in the Town of Hollandale - in
What's Left Of Me, Nick Lachey
Watch my life pass me by in the rearview mirror Pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer I don't wanna waste another day Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes yeah 'cause I want you and I feel you crawling underneath my skin a hunger like a burning to find the place I've never been now I'm broken and I'm fading I'm half the man I thought I would be But you can have What's left of me I've been dying inside Little by little Nowhere to go But goin' out of my mind In endless circles runnin' from myself until You gave me a reason for standing still And I want you and I feel you crawling underneath my skin a hunger like a burning to find the place I've never been now I'm broken and I'm fading I'm half the man I thought I would be But you can have What's left of me Falling faster Barely breathing Give me somethin' to believe in Tell me it's not all in my head Take what's left of this man Make me whole once again 'cause I want you and I f
breath mingles breath in closeness and closing eyes peer into eyes as eye lids fall slowly lips placed on lips pressing then pulling tasting and kissing as desires begin growing tongues that dance in a rhythm that's flowing tasting and savoring excitement awakened and showing pressing and grasping bodies momentum in honing Kissing with passion expressed in light moaning lips feasting on lips engulfed in the joining
Sharing The Night Together
Beautiful...a reminder of times when love was more respected,gentle,real.
Her Deepest Feelings
She wants to die but she doesn't know quite why? she knows its because of all the pain she feels inside. She close to death with every step, and she thinks that theirs no one there to understand her (deepest feelings) and no one there to stop the hurting she feels inside. First she blames herself, Second she cry's, Third she tells god how she feels inside. What is she to do when she's in love with one person and think's she's falling in love head over heels with this person. Where does she stand in the world, All that she ever wanted is for someone to love but never came until awhile ago. So how does she release her pain she feels inside, Should she erase her name from eternity. Now she's gain forever, forgotten, forever, not gonna be missed at all, That's why she was thinking of something like this, because of all the pain that's she's feeling, And of all of the love she had last over the years of her life. And no old friends from before, No old lover's
My Sad Song For Today
It's been the longest winter without you I didn't know where to turn to See somehow I can't forget you After all that we've been through Going Coming Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?) Thinking that (I deserve it) Now I have realised That I really didn't knooOooOw If you didn't notice You mean everything (quickly I'm learning) To love again (all I know is) I'm be oooOook (Chorus) Thought I couldn't live without you It's going to hurt when it heals too Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time) Even though I really love you I'm gonna smile because I deserve too Oooh(It'll all get better in time) (Verse) I could of turned on the TV Without something that would remind me Was it all that easy? To just put us out your feeling [ Better In Time lyrics found on ] If i'm dreamin Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings) But that's the past (i believe it) And I know that, time will heal it If you didn't notice
Amarillo Rose: Part Four
Amarillo Rose: part four "The Dueling Deuce" Brisk wind blow a blizzard snow capped mountains distant shore two riders aproaching chimney smoke inviting warm gray skies gloom boot kicks a broom gun waving '45' bore across the threshold of lady laura screams rang out smothered by chilling wind's howel tight grip scowel restraint taught grin a foul tore fabric cry's slapped red thighs bed post hugs bandito surprise pulled taught curls whipped jerked grasps driving herd thunder to a cool water well bare tied and bound scavengers scrounge lusty feast and warmth of a fire cold shadow whimpers cowar' coin jingle smiles new cheers whipped the night wiggled hands release movements were slight glass tossed scatter laughter that didn't matter pride in what they had found didn't see lady laura come around coins flicker like silver rain four shot deathening ring smoke slithered from a bore stood shaking was lady laura Threshold clicks as he
Poem For Kent
So many things I would like to say. So many feelings grow for you each day. So many thoughts and dreams, I don't know where to start. All I can say is that I love you from the bottom of my heart. You are a dream come true With everything you say and do. From watching you sleep at night To waking up to you starts my day off right. I love your humor, style and charm. Even your voice makes me feel tingly and warm. I hope when you get here, you don't think its lame. Honey, just in case it is- don't forget your video game! If you ever feel like your luck has sank, It could be worse.... you could be sitting in a celebrity tank! From the cold Dakota nights to the hot Florida sun... Rest assured, sweetheart, you will always be my only one!
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My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you want to go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. and if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, but more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and alw
Have you ever been so happy that you felt you were floating on air? Happiness in the way you look at life or the way your smile at someone across the room. The way your eyes light up when you have that special moment when you see that someone special walk through the door. Happiness when that certain someone takes your breathe away when they kiss you and say how much they love you. Happiness when that special someone tells you how much they miss you on the phone. Happiness is getting coffee in bed,I love simple things. Happiness when you deliver your children into the world and thank God that there is nothing wrong with them,100% perfection. Happiness seeing your child take their first steps in life or watch them walk out the door at 18 years old to start a new life without you holding their hand anymore. Love for your children is unconditional and it never fades. Happiness in life is few and far between in this life but when you find it,don't let it go,hang on tight. I want that brass
Will you count me in? V1: I've been awake for a while now you've got me feelin like a child now cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place C: It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose where ever it goes I always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go V2: The rain is fallin on my window pane but we are hidin in a safer place under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm you give me feelins that I adore C: It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go B: What am I gonna say when you make me feel this way I just........mmmmmm C: It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go V3: I've been asleep for a while now You
Inside Of Me
Inside Of Me If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here
"vampires" Poem I Wrote In High School
Vampires I was born with a cold heart that is when all of this hate began to start. I've been killing people since i was born I am a freak on a leash, at least in the mind of korn. My parents are horrified of me I locked them in a room without a key. I take people's souls for my power I bite into their necks and the rest i devour. You will never be safe and sound as long as the deadly vampires are around. I am the predator and they are the prey my favorite time to suck blood is during the day. You can't kill me no matter what you do always remember I'll be the one to kill you. Doctor, nurse, prostitute, lawyer I can kill you all even Diane Sawyer. I was once like them but now I've revived I am now in control just because I died. You tried to kill me with a cross and a sliver bullet that just made me stronger and you really seem to know it. Abest part of death is a bite on the neck of to make a bitch a nervous wreck. I look in the mirror t
Used To
You used to talk to me like I was the only one around. You used to lean on me like The only other choice was falling down. You used to walk with me like We had nowhere we needed to go, Nice and slow, to no place in particular. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least there's you, and at least there's me. Can we get this back? Can we get this back to how it used to be? I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way. I used to listen. You always had just the right thing to say. I used to follow you. Never really cared where we would go, Fast or slow, to anywhere at all. We used to have this figured out; We used to breathe without a doubt. When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see. We used to have this under control. We never thought. We used to know. At least
My Comments On The Pope's Visit To The U.s.
This is a recent article of the Catholic Church, or Vatican, pope visiting the US to console victims of sexual abuse by priests. I was going to post the following comment on the page of the article, but it was too long (as usual). LOL MY POST: If I tell you that you have 13 toes, it's not true. You know its not true. Albeit, if I tell you something that hurts (or angers) and offends you, its because you are secretly agreeing with me and all defensiveness is a sign of denial. Judgment and intolerance of criticism is a form of defensiveness. When you repress people psychologically and spiritually you essentially repress them sexually. All abuse is eventually sexual abuse because we are sexual beings and sex is ultimately the greatest releaser and healer of emotional tension in the body. Healthy orgasms are important, especially for women, who are more emotional creatures than men, to help us regulate and balance our emotiona
Vampire History
The history of the vampire begins In ancient Persia, where a vase was discovered depicting a man struggling with a huge creature which is trying to suck his blood. Then, in Babylonian myth a deity known for drinking the blood of babies, Lilitu or "Lilith", was discovered. She was reputedly the first wife of Adam according to old Hebrew texts removed from the Old Testament, and left her husband due to his sexual ineptitude, becoming the Queen of Demons and Evil spirits. In China during the 6th century BC, traces of the "Living Dead", or revenants as they are known, were also found. More legends continued throughout all the world, including India, Malaysia, Polynesia and the lands of the Aztecs and Eskimos. According to the Aztecs, the offering of a young victims blood to the Gods ensured the fertilization of the earth. But truly, the vampire proper originates from European civillization...ancient Greece to begin with. There were numerous bloodthirsty Goddesses in both Roman ang Gree
The Next Step - Today
Thank you for the comments. I really think most people feel like their hearts are wounded so badly that they are unable to take a chance on someone new. PLEASE READ THIS AND READ IT AGAIN : KNOW WHO YOU ARE I know from personal experience the utter heartbreak of loving someone so deeply then having them walk over me. To shatter all dreams and hopes of life. I am now got my life back together somewhat, the glue is still drying that is holding all the pieces together. All men or women are not the same! again, all men or women are not the same!. I have met some of the nicest warmest hearts on here and in person. That is what has helped me the most. If you are in a relationship that has you wondering who you are, please please find a way to fix that. Either by a counselor or by a pastor, anyone you can. The worse thing possible is to lose yourself, I did, and trust me, it takes more than you will ever know to find yourself again. Been there, done that! I really did not int
Little boy and his dad are at the zoo and see two lions goining at it and the little boy says dad what are they doing . The dad says baking a cake so the next morning the little boy ask dad you and mom baked a cake last night didnt you and the dad says yes howed you know and the boy said cause i licked the icing off the couch
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Today I read a bulletin that charged that there were simple rules to maintaining a relationship with women. This unfortunately is an impossible task, each person is an individual and no set of “rules” will cover them all or even most for that matter. One of the many “rules” said never ever slap a woman... for those of who have dated certain women you know this to be a bold face lie. I’ve dated women that couldn’t get off with out a good hard slap on the ass (and before some Jack ass says that means I’m doing something wrong means that you are too stuck on yourself to realize that those who do are the only ones doing it right, sex is more than your cock you fucking Tard) and to some even fewer a slap in the face is better. I do not condone violence to the fairer gender but some things may just need to be done. The Only “rule” you can apply to %100 of relationships is a need for empathy. If you can tune into what a lover needs you can make the relationship last as long as you want.
My Uncle John
One of my earliest memories was of my Uncle John. He was tall and lanky and dressed in a military uniform. I must have been 3 or 4 years old and I know someone was holding me, because I was up high. A lot of my relatives were in my grandma's living room, and everyone was saying goodbye to my Uncle John. I remember he waved as he walked out the front door. He was going to Vietnam. Well, he did come back. He brought with him two Vietnamese dolls dressed in silk with traditional hats which my grandmother kept up on a window ledge for display. One was dressed in blue, the other in purple. I was fascinated with them and always asked my grandmother if I could play with them. She would let me, then put them back up. I was always at my grandma's, she pretty much raised me. My mother once said to me that giving me to my grandma to take care of took her mind off her son being in Vietnam. Because he had two tours. He was the only son of five siblings. Well, Uncle Joh
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When You Look Me In The Eyes...
Wtf... I Can't Believe This! Lol
Are you breaking the law? When it comes to sexual expression, exploration and pleasure, you may be a criminal and not even know it. Both historically and currently, some of our most intimate moments have been made punishable by law. And — wouldn’t you know it? — the United States takes the cake. While countries around the world are all guilty of trying to control our sex lives, the U.S. has more laws regulating sexual behavior than all the European countries combined. Outdated, unthinkable, erotophobic and downright ridiculous, we should thank our lucky stars that enforcing them is another matter. Sex toys are banned in some states, such as Alabama. Sexual intercourse between unmarried couples is illegal in Georgia. Flirting is banned in San Antonio, Texas. Oral sex is banned in Indiana. Anal intercourse is banned in Cincinnati, Ohio. Sexual positions beyond missionary are illegal in Washington, D.C. Sleeping naked is illegal in Minnesota. Laws protecting minors aside, m
I Wish People Would Take Me More Seriously
Lately, every time I ask a serious question people start laughing and joking about it and I hate it. I feel like no one wants to take me seriously anymore. Why? They don't know how much it hurts me. There's always a time and a place to joke around and when I try to serious and you start joking around it's not the right time. I wish people would show me a little more respect and not act that way when I'm in a very serious state of mind. Just wanted to get that out of my system. Have a nice day. - Julian
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I Can Hardly Wait...
Well, the day is getting closer and closer...and SOON I will be with the love of my life, forever!! Our plans? Be out of Louisiana by the first of May! I have never known anything to be so right in my whole life. I wish I could put into words how much I love Jimm! How much he means to me. He is the most wonderful, amazing, caring, loving, sensitive, thoughtful, romantic, sexy man I have ever known. Sorry guys, don't mean to burst your bubbles or anything. I am very biased in my opinion. Ladies, I'm not going to apologize because he's mine. All I can say is that I hope each and every one of you will find a love similar to ours. Just a few more days, I'll be loading up the u-haul, and me and my dog and two cats will be headed for the Pacific Northwest, to start our new lives. This is a fairy tale come true for me. I have found my Knight in Shining Armor. He is definitely Prince Charming. I wonder if I'll ever get to be Sleeping Beauty!! I love you baby! I'll be there so
I'll Be Wrapped Around Your Finger...
Just want to say something about marriage. I don't really have something planned to write, but just thinking about it. That song "I'll be wrapped around your finger". Just thinking of that. You get this ring on your finger, and you belong to someone. There's pros and cons to that. There's a lot of pros, I know. But the sad thing is, you get cut off from others too. You might want someone in your life, but you can't, because you're married. So you have to keep your distance. I think its a little bit sad.
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Well today looks like a good day to delete some folks I never hear from on here. Seems like i only have a handful of folks that actually take the time to stop by and say hello when they see me on. So please stop by and let me know if u want to stay on my list. If i delete u by accident dont take it personally just drop by and let me know and I will add u again.
Playing The Victim...
I seem to do it so well. Whaa, fucking whaa, should be my middle name! Woe is me, poor poor soul. If you only knew how sick of it I really am. For the longest time I thought that I really had no control over how I feel or what is done to me inadvertently or not. It was never my fault. Y'know, sometimes it really isn't but I have to take some ownership in the fact that I'm the only one that controls me and for fucks sake, I'm done doing nothing about it! I'm sick of crying and I'm tired of feeling as if I have no ability to make my own decisions. So today, I am. I'm going to do what I want to do when I want to do it and without anyones permission but my own. No longer being the victim, the childlike adult who lays like a doormat and takes whatever crap get wiped on me. Maybe it's the small victories I'm making with "project pretty ass :)" Yes, no longer am I walking around like a circa 1970's pimp daddy, and I've actually gone up in weight with lifting for
A Special Friend Of Friend
THIS IS NOT FOR ME BUT ANOTHER REALLY GOOD FRIEND SHE WROTE: Saturday, Kenny Chesney (which isn't one of my favorite singers) is having a concert here in Columbia. He and the local radio station are having a contest for some local small town bands. The band that gets the most votes, will get to open for Kenny Chesney's concert on Saturday, which could be a big deal. Anywho, a very good personal friend of mine and his band is one of the bands that is competing. All I need you to do is go to the radio station's website and click on their band to vote for them. There are a few videos there if you would like to watch them. David has been singing all his life and personally I love his singing. If you do take the time and go and vote for him, please leave me a comment here and let me know. Thanks so much!!! Mary He is contestant #2: David Cooler from Bamberg, SC. Woot! The little tiny small town I grew up in. Please Please show him love!! This is the link to the page. http://www
Speeding Ticket
Speeding ticket CHP vs. USMC Top this for a speeding ticket. Two California Highway Patrol Officers were conducting speeding enforcement on I-15, just north of the Marine Corps Air Station at Miramar?. One of the officers was using a hand-held radar device to check speeding vehicles approaching the crest of a hill. The officers were suddenly surprised when the radar gun began reading 300 miles per hour. The officer attempted to reset the radar gun, but it would not reset and then turned off. Just then a deafening roar over the treetops revealed that the radar had in fact locked on to a USMC F/A-18 Hornet which was engaged in a low flying exercise near the location. Back at the CHP Headquarters the Patrol Captain fired off a complaint to the USMC Base Commander. The reply came back in true USMC style: Thank you for your letter. We can now complete the file on this incident. You may be interested to know that the tactical computer in the Hornet had detected the presence of, and su
You were the sunset That calmed the tides The sparkling stars Within my eyes The moon that hung Above my world One true love For a loveless girl You were everything I never asked you to be And gleamed like an angel Right beside me The end to a life Dreary with hate A lover sent to me By the kindness of fate I thought I was selfless In letting you go For my heart did not deserve The love you bestowed So I asked you to leave And make your own life There’s someone better Who deserves your light And I walked away Not knowing then That I would think of you Over and over again And I realize now What could have been And what will come to be In the end I cannot love My heart is tainted By the picture of love You have painted My guideline to What love should be That nobody but you Could show to me So I’ll spend my life In love with you And never say a word Cause its the right thing to do But when I pass you and glance your way P
Look into my eyes they say a persons eyes are windows to their soul Look into my eyes You can see how deep someone is just by looking into them Look into my eyes You can see how much pain, suffering and hardship someone's been through Look into my eyes If you were to look into my youthful eyes, you would see a guy who's seen too much and grown up too fast What do your eyes say?
Camming Now...
I have started working for a site (THIS ONE) and would like to invite you all to come in and say hello :) It's completely free to sign up (*no credit card required*) and I actually TALK on there lol... I will be on Friday night around 10pm EST.... Under "AthenaH" So go to my profile HERE after you have signed up for the site, and leave me a comment and a rating :) hope to see you all there!
In the arms of angels I ride the last time Victim of my own Now I see all Who cared for me Why didn’t they show If I knew then What I know now In the arms of angels I had it my own way Now it is their way In the arms of angels Then I just prayed Locked in an embrace In arms of my love Now all I can do is Listen to my angels Farewell my love
Well, on April 19th, 2008 I was married to Lana. I am so happy to be her husband and very proud to be her sons step father. My life with my new family is going to be filled with so many exciting adventures, I can hardly wait !
True Love
You were the sunset That calmed the tides The sparkling stars Within my eyes The moon that hung Above my world One true love For a loveless girl You were everything I never asked you to be And gleamed like an angel Right beside me The end to a life Dreary with hate A lover sent to me By the kindness of fate I thought I was selfless In letting you go For my heart did not deserve The love you bestowed So I asked you to leave And make your own life There’s someone better Who deserves your light And I walked away Not knowing then That I would think of you Over and over again And I realize now What could have been And what will come to be In the end I cannot love My heart is tainted By the picture of love You have painted My guideline to What love should be That nobody but you Could show to me So I’ll spend my life In love with you And never say a word Cause its the right thing to do But when I pass you and glance your way P
Forgive me for what cannot be forgiven. Open up the door I once slammed closed. Restore the love that I once squandered, driven Grimly by some grinch I've since deposed. I cannot plead for what I cannot fathom, Valuing least the value I most crave. Each heart must sometimes haunt the steep-walled chasm, Made mad by wrath and selfish songs that rave Empty on the edges of the grave
My Cup Runneth Over...
Since around the seventh grade I've been sportin' a descent "B" cup. Nice when your twenty but akward when your in jr.high. I realize it's just a part of life and something my girls will have the fortunate opportunity to go through, although, I don't even want to fathom that inevetable moment right now! What I never really realized is that these things can grow after puberty! Of course, having kids can do that, I understand but they go back, I can attest to that fact, it's happened to me, twice! I have been working my ass off for the last three weeks now, granted, not a whole lot of time but still they stay the same, no looking back, completely skipping "C" and firmly planting themselves at a heavy D! (snicker...I said "heavy d") The akwardness starts all over again for me. takes two, count 'em two bras to contain these things whilst running the treadmill, towhich I did three miles, thank you very much, today in less than 40 minutes, yay for me, but not f
I'm through with standin' in line To clubs I'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth And I'm never gonna win This life hasn't turned out Quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house On an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough For ten plus me (Yeah, so tell what you need) I'll need a.. a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet --(Been there done that)-- I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [CHORUS] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we ju
Does He Know.
I feel so tired. so worn. Time and again I tell him, " I love you." and i mean it from the botom of my heart. But does he really know just how much I love him? Does he really care? I do what ever i can to make him happy. I give him everything. Yet time and again he tosses me aside with out a second thought. He is too busy to call me, to take 2 minutes out of his oh so busy day to call and let me hear his voice. I soooooo wish that he loved me just as much as i love him. I don't know what to do or how to make him see me as someone that he can give his all for. I begin to feel like i'm just here to pass his time. I know that he loves me. Deep down inside I know this. It just hurts so much that he doesn't think about my feelings.
A small ranch house In our quiet little town; A talk with our friends Whenever they come around; Kids -- lots of kids -- Running in and out; Let's teach these kids What life's all about; Two, or three dogs, And, a few cats; They like to eat mice, And chew on some rats; With you at my side, Or, with me in bed; There's nothing we can't do I'm positive in my head; And, with these things, They're all heaven sent, My life will be complete, And, I will be content. It will be soon, baby. All of my love, Michael
Scooters Bar...
let me see here...ok it has been forever sence i have been on fubar...i was recently part of the scooterbar...i was a main bartender..well not anymore cuz i got BANNED!!!! hmm would love to know y i got banned...but hell i dont care...i have other lounges that i hang out in and i remember when this stupid shit happen with my other friends as in *grim..aka wakko...and a few others...well everyone it has finally happen to me and i dont give two shits really...slade if u read this im sry that u have shitty ass staff members and they dont know how i am and they bann ur staff for no reason..i WILL NOT COME BACK TO UR LOUNGE U CAN DELETE ME OFF OF FUBAR...IF U CHOOSE TOO IM SRY IT HAS CAME TO THIS.... i am a bitch and i dont care who likes me on here and who dont...feel free to comment those of u that did get banned over stupid shit in the scooterbar....all i really have to say is FUCK THE SCOOTER BAR IT ISNT NOTHIN BUT DRAMA ANYWAYS....
Such Is Life!
Ok so here it is. How do you tell someone that you fu-like that the thought of his uncut cock makes you want to puke? How does someone that sits in their room jacking off all day I mean literally all day think that they actually have a chance with someone that has a career, kids, home and everything in life? Someone that is a virgin and never leaves their room. Are you mental? You need to wake up and realize that there is more to life then your computer! How are you ever going to live outside of your parent's house? Can you change the oil on your car? NO Can you fix something if its broke? NO You are not father material, you are not husband material, you arent even a good lover. You need to wake up and go get a life or you are going to be a very unhappy man! (when you reach manhood) I am sorry for pretending that I loved you or even liked you but the thought of your uncut cock makes me want to puke. I cant stand lookin at it, which you should of known cause you never seen
Rascal Flatts ~ Bless The Broken Road
I'm sitting here, listening to my tunes, missin my baby somethin fierce, and this song came on. Tears started flowing down my face and I realized how much this song is so true. I'm thankful for every day that goes by that I have him in my life, and I can't wait for the day that we become one, as a family. I LOVE YOU POPPA BEAR!! This one's for you!! "Bless The Broken Road" I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you [Chorus:] Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like Northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile an
New Plans
Okay....was dealt a MAJOR glitch last night....the place where I was going to stay at now is not I am going to be in Sebring with my folks. This is a temporary setback...but I am still planning on getting there. I am currently at 95% packed and ready to go.
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Tell The Truth.
(¯`v´¯) .`·.¸.·´ ¸.·´¸.·´¨) ¸.·*¨) (¸.·´ (¸.·´ .·´ ¸¸.·¨ `*~*~* Don't tell me you need me, if you know it's not true. Don't tell me you want me, if you have better things to do. I don't care if it's mean, I don't care why. Just as long as you promise not to lie. Lies build up, you know that's true. And to cover them up, more lies from you. So, don't lie, just open up. Tell me the truth and I won't give up. I won't tell you to leave and to never call. I'll be there with you through it all. All I want and all I need is no lie, the truth indeed. I promise it'll be worth it, a promise I will keep. So, please don't'll just make us weak. The trust will fall, it'll build a wall and I'll never know the real you. I can't say it enough, but I'm scared not to, so just promise me tell the truth.
A Little About Me
I Am Upset
ok here it is i am upset today because my mom grab me and got in my face because i was spanking matthew because he was back talking to her. but i am not suppose to get mad when she spanks him. i know she is still upset with me because i got a tattoo but dang it i am 31 years old and it is my body. right now i am so mad it makes me feel really bad. and at this minute i have no friends i can talk to. oh well i will get over it i always do.
Welcome The Rain
Welcome the Rain On the wings of an angel your sending out hope To call to the gods to help you to cope You'll ask to accept the feelings your shown With prayers you would hope your feelings are known Will they know your devotion and how much you care Will they know all you'll give and what you will share What would you give to just hear their voice What would you do if given the choice Is it worth all the risk is it worth all the pain Can you give up your sunshine can you welcome the rain
Bleeding My feelings draining from my body Like blood streaming out of an open wound My ability to love My ability to laugh My ability to feel pain I care not what happens anymore Fighting, stabbing, shooting, slit my throat Clawing my way out of a shallow grave Nothing matters
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Dont Worry....
about a thing ! Three Little Birds-Bob Marley Dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry about a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right! Rise up this mornin, Smiled with the risin sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin, (this is my message to you-ou-ou:) Singin: dont worry bout a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry (dont worry) bout a thing, cause every little thing gonna be all right! Rise up this mornin, Smiled with the risin sun, Three little birds Pitch by my doorstep Singin sweet songs Of melodies pure and true, Sayin, this is my message to you-ou-ou: Singin: dont worry about a thing, worry about a thing, oh! Every little thing gonna be all right. dont worry! Singin: dont worry about a thing - I wont worry! cause every little thing gonna be all right. Singin: dont worry about a thing, ca
Just A Poem (meeting Your Soul Mate)
One day you will look into someones eyes, and you will instantly know, that their is something special there, because you can see their soul within. You then feel your heart start to race fast, and then you wonder why. When it finally hits you and you realize it, you just looked into your soul mates eyes. You then feel like someone poured a warm bucket of water, over your head and your body starts to tingle all over. As you try to compose yourself you notice, that they are going through the same thing. You really start to talk to each other, and your words just don't come out right, because deep down your scared. After talking to each other you feel you like, you have known each other all your lives. Then you find yourself getting lost in the realization, that you can't be without this person, from this point on in your life. You will loose time sharing your thoughts and dreams, that are growing inside you every minute your together. Pretty soon you find yourself
Makin Me High...
Ill always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I cant help but touch myself Thats why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlight, with you there beside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise Youre makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby Cant get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When Im around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise, ooh boy Youre makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby I want to feel your heart and so
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi
The Eagle Has Landed!
Making the last few trips to the new house today! Hope to hear from yall, I should be in and out of fubar periodically today. I miss all my gr8 friends here and u know who u are! I will see yall on the flipside and hey if I haven't heard from u in awhile drop some love here and i will give u a shout later!
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Are Nanobots On Their Way?
US researchers have built a proto-prototype nano assembler The first real steps towards building a microscopic device that can construct nano machines have been taken by US researchers. Writing in the peer-reviewed publication, International Journal of Nanomanufacturing from Inderscience Publishers, researchers describe an early prototype for a nanoassembler. In his 1986 book, The Engines of Creation, K Eric Drexler set down the long-term aim of nanotechnology - to create an assembler, a microscopic device, a robot, that could construct yet smaller devices from individual atoms and molecules. For the last two decades, those researchers who recognized the potential have taken diminutive steps towards such a nanoassembler. Those taking the top-down approach have seen the manipulative power of the atomic force microscope (AFM), a machine that can observe and handle single atoms, as one solution. Those taking the bottom-up approach are using chemistry to build molecular machinery.
This Is A Beautiful Story!
This is a beautiful story! A seminary professor was vacationing with his wife in Gatlinburg , TN. One morning, they were eating breakfast at a little restaurant, hoping to enjoy a quiet, family meal. While they were waiting for their food, they noticed a distinguished looking, white-haired man moving from table to table, visiting with the guests. The professor leaned over and whispered to his wife, 'I hope he doesn't come over here.' But sure enough, the man did come over to their table. 'Where are you folks from?' he asked in a friendly voice. ' Oklahoma ,' they answered. 'Great to have you here in Tennessee ,' the stranger said. 'What do you do for a living?' 'I teach at a seminary,' he replied. 'Oh, so you teach preachers how to preach, do you? Well, I've got a really great story for you.' And with that, the gentle man pulled up a chair and sat down at the table with the couple. The professor groaned a nd thought t o himself, 'Great . Just
'tis Better To Have Loved Part8
Late one night, as I took out the trash into the ally behind the shop, I was jumped by two men and beaten with nightsticks. I know it was some cops on his payroll, but I couldn't prove it. It was too dark to make out any faces clearly and they didn't wear any badges or uniforms. As I lay recovering in the hospital, my flower shop and home burned to the ground. The insurance company refused to pay off since the official report listed the cause as arson. I tried to get good jobs after that, but I was turned down everywhere I went. I guess it wasn't enough to murder my love and soul mate, have me beaten to a pulp and to burn down my business and home. He wanted to see me broken, a shell of a man. I may die homeless and penniless, but I get the last laugh. I'm not broken and never will be and he can't stand that. I only hope that my son has the courage to never let that bastard take away his true love as I let him take away my true love, Linda Ann. I know that she will be there waiti
Those Days Of Barefoot Freedom
Those Days of Barefoot Freedom Those days of barefoot freedom That I knew so long ago, Seem now like long lost Heaven… Oh, where did those days go? That I knew so long ago, A passion unbridled and free… Oh, where did those days go? Now lost to memory… A passion unbridled and free, A spark of undeniable truth. Now lost to memory, Those defining moments of youth. A spark of undeniable truth Now revealed at last to me; Those defining moments of youth Was when I last was free. Now revealed at last to me, That time now long gone by, Was when I last was free To stretch my wings and fly. That time now long gone by… Oh, if but I could return To stretch my wings and fly… I hope, I hope and yearn. Oh, if but I could return; Those days of yesteryear. I hope, I hope and yearn For that I shall cherish dear. Those days of yesteryear Seem now like long lost Heaven. For that I shall cherish dear Those days of barefoot freedom.
Untold Thousands
Untold Thousands Untold thousands lost their lives today In a cold, calculated, sinister display Of power and arrogance. Behold, the sins of Man! Or is this all part of a divine plan That’s somehow gone horribly astray? A war still threatens from an ignorant day; Three calcified faiths who at any moment may Toss the world into the fire from the pan. ____________________Untold thousands Are the numbers who were swept away When Atlas shrugged as he knelt to pray. His burden torn asunder by acts inhuman, He cried, “Oh father, please tell me how can One be so full of faith as to slay ____________________Untold thousands?”
What Makes Me Who I Am?
my eldest is 18 and she graduates high school this year. my youngest is 8 and he's only in the 2nd grade, (the artist)autistic they said... a 10 year old son with an almost unbearable case of seperation anxiety and abandonment issues now that his father has just disappeared into the system once again. and the 12 yr old who is in the nations 98th percentile...(she's my mad scientist). do they make me who i am? or, do i make them who they are?
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This Is Funny
Explosive arguments could lead to going your own way when someone or something tries to confine you. Your own sense of independence and freedom is being challenged. It could be a good time to look at why this issue is bothering you, you may encounter it again in the future. This was my horoscope today. While reading i was laughing my ass off. cause it was so true. This is my life.
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Dark Prince & Dark Princess Club F.a.r. Team
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Stay The Course...stay The Course..we Want More Ky!!! Stay The Course
Poll: Bush most unpopular in modern history Poll: Bush most unpopular in modern history Posted: 12:58 PM ET New poll numbers show bad news for president Bush. WASHINGTON (CNN) — A new poll suggests that George W. Bush is the most unpopular president in modern American history. A CNN/Opinion Research Corporation survey released Thursday indicates that 71 percent of the American public disapprove of how Bush his handling his job as president. "No president has ever had a higher disapproval rating in any CNN or Gallup poll; in fact, this is the first time that any president's disapproval rating has cracked the 70 percent mark," said CNN Polling Director Keating Holland. "Bush's approval rating, which stands at 28 percent in our new poll, remains better than the all-time lows set by Harry Truman and Richard Nixon (22 percent and 24 percent, respectively) but even those two pre
Lovelife Secrets
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You've been deeply wounded in the past, and you're still recovering from that hurt. You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Break-ups can be painful for you, but you never show it. You hold your head high. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed
His Eyes Are Wide From Sipping Endlessly His Endless Coffee Cup
I've been doing so much soul searching. I really am much too internal. I need a few days yet to spew out a conclusion, as the answer is fresh in my head and there's still the excitement about it without the practicality. I know somewhere inside everything is shifting It's fascinating to me how every little piece leads into a much larger picture and as they come you just take them for what they are, but as they pass you realize how monumental they are to something much more grandiose Ugh. I need to find somebody who I can talk to about my psychological theories that will find them interesting rather than annoying. Someone I can call and talk to.. no matter what hour it is. That doesn't talk to me and pretend interested and when we hang up, I never hear from again. elaboration is best in small doses. I wish I could spend all day tomorrow napping.
Peaches Set It Off
Obama Girl Disses Hillary
I am me I am Kevin, Kez, nomorevodka I am dom I am goth I am finally sober I am in love I am scared of being in love I am not used to this feeling I fucking love it I am secure finally I am poetic and artistic I read and write poetry and stories I play the guitar and write songs I do not give a fuck about fake doms I love my sub I know she loves me I have gone through hell for her and another I believe there is a god but I refuse religion I think I sleep I dream I want to see the world I work in a thankless field that destroys most I almost let it happen to me I fought because I am a stubborn asshole I am here I breathe still I love her still I feel her love I am not a little man I do not drive a large truck I do not drive a large bike I do not drive a fast car I am real and confident in myself I do not need anything to make me feel bigger I am an asshole, an asshole that is in love 1 day, i will die, I will live and love till then Life is too fu
Are You Normal?
ARE YOU NORMAL?? Here's something that you may enjoy: Have you ever wondered if your mind is normal or different?? Well, do this little mind exercise and find out at the end!! Free will or synaptic wiring? You be the judge. Check out the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. There's no trick or surprise. Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can. Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you've done each of them...really. Now, scroll down (but not too fast,you might miss something)........ What is: 1+5 2+4 3+3 4+2 5+1 Now repeat saying the number 6 to yourself as fast as you can for 15 seconds.
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Some Mother's Chosen By God - Erma Bombeck
Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of handicapped children are chosen? Somehow, I visualize God hovering over earth selecting His instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As He observes, He instructs His angels to make notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew. "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecelia. "Rudledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint...give her Gerard, He's used to profanity." Finally, He passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one, God? She's so happy." "Exactly," smiles God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who does not know laughter? That would be cruel." "But has she patience?" asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience or s
Hmm.. on this beautiful spring day i find myself thinkin bout friends and what they mean to me. I have lots of them But a few i hold close to my heart. (you know who u are) hee hee. I love people and learning about them hearing their experiences, good and bad. Even if it is to confide what kinda chips u like. No conversation is unimportant. My downfall in friendships ia that i fall to easily. I see all people as having something good to bring to the table. why else would you want to be friends with someone?? So I get hurt sometimes. Without a trace?? What's with these people?? Show undying frienship and up one day deside never to talk to you again. Even the person who pissed me off to the end gets an explaination. Cuz lets face it we are imperfect humans. A true friend would be making mistakes with u or or stands by u without judgement. Hmm.. thoughts on paper. I guess thats what a blog is a diary of sorts you choose to share with people. Last but not least A friend to m
Never Ending...
Never Ending We Circle around eachother like the pendants we wear,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We step back and hope it goes away,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We make love desparately fighting,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We hold on to eahother with all our might,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We speak a thousand languages with our eyes,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We meet soul to soul & equal to equal,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we arealready there. hearts bind, souls intertwined until the bitter end,Now knowing where we are going, realizing we are .............already there.
With Waning Light
With Waning Light by LateNiteFantasy© With waning light on the westward hills we waited for the moon to rise over the ocean, and I grabbed your hand as you shivered from the cold. The rocky bluffs protrude over the village; as it’s lights turn on to bring the psuedo-day, so I do also with your warming touch. To think that now we wait here, under the guiding lights of an unused beacon, waiting for the spring to come, and bring back the warmth.
Sea Of Seductions
sea of seductions by LateNiteFantasy© sand and shells charm the navigator as seascape glistens splashing waves sparkle in meandering crooks of spoil islands eyes pause on water trails as darkness looms across gentle breakers tall fronds echo guttural squawks from sulky heron vexed by intrusive forager trolling with last radiant rays of evening luster lure of one last cast beckons absorbed angler soothing sounds of shifting tides is the beating of a woman's heart to a fisherman sensations of crusty spray against his skin alluring as a sirens caress but as the days glory dims to crimson a seasoned salt begins drifting his attention homeward where the beauty of his companion awaits with the power that haunts his nightly pleasures drowning in viscuous pools of amber honey the touch of the briny sea evanesces into love’s liquid embrace
A girl asked her love if he though she was pretty, He said...No She asked him if he would want to be w/ her forever, He said.. No She then asked him if she were to leave he would cry, and once again he replied NO. She heard a enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face...The boy grab her arm N said...You not pretty your beautiful..I dont want to be with you forever..I "NEED" to be with you forever..I wouldnt cry if to walked away... I would DIE
End Of The Day
End of the Day [Chorus] When I try to comprehend all the thoughts my world has today I tear me from myself and give it away So sad at a constant, My heart rips a seam The thought of happiness you redeem I cannot express myself any other way Until I come home to you at the End of the day My heart exposed now, my vison corroding slowly I do all that I know, this is my way, my only Falling, you catch me Running from all that I feared in my life They left me lying here, leaving me to die You stitch me back together I couldnt ask this of another Or even you Sewing back together the very fabric that holds me to [Chorus] All my emotion, all my integrity I give them all to you, a gift from me I cannot escape you now All my pain, All of my sorrow All that you've done I cannot let you go now You help me walk when they've crippled me You complete me when they've stricken me You are my sanity When I try to comprehend all the thoughts my world has today I forge
Our Journey
Life is a very complicated Hoping we have some control Always wondering what is next But never knowing whats in store We try to do our very best With good intensions in our mind Hoping the next decision will turn out right And our life will be better off We push forward during bad times Looking for that one thing That will turn our lives around And bring us back to our reality But no matter what we do We realize that we do not control Any part of our life here It has already been decided Two things are at work Fate and destiny We make choses every day But we will always end up on their path
The One!
You are the essence of my life You are the reason I am alive You are my heart and soul You are why I continue to survive You bring me happiness You bring the meaning of eternity You bring completeness to my life You bring everlasting love to me You have been my dream You have been what I have waited to fall for You have been my guiding light You have been the woman I adore You will be my heart beat You will be my partner in life You will be my complition You will be my wife
High Tech Pussy
So, I took a nap to de-stress from today's whirlwind of drama and when I woke up, I realized that my two cats had practically torn apart my lap top! They had a lot of the keys torn off and laying everywhere and had closed out Fubar and opened Yahoo Mail... Hmmmmmmm... wondering who they were trying to e-mail? Anyway, if u got any offensive messages or pictures within the last 2 hours from me... It was the cat, I swear!
What Did You Expect
You came into my life As quickly as you left. You grabbed a cutting knife And sliced right through my breast. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? My heart now cut in two It feels beyond repair. Injury done by you God, life just isn't fair. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect? So here we are, just friends, But I long to be more. Desire with no end Throbbing from my core. You didn't mean to hurt But what did you expect?
I caught a glimpse of you the other day, I couldn't help but stare. You and her, together Holding each other, kissing each other, caring for each other. You stood there with her in your arms And my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you take my heart. And look at what I've done to myself, I let myself fall and I feel like I'll never stop. Standing there I felt like a fool, But to walk away would've meant The termination of myself. I watched as your silhouette was cast across me. And in an instant my knees buckled And I fell to pieces. I lay in a heap, unnoticed. And as I lay there motionless, dying inside and out Someone passing by kicks me to the side. There I stayed alone and abandoned. At a time like this I could really use my heart, But you still stand with my heart in your hands. I never meant to love you. I never intended to let you keep my heart And look what I've done to myself. But, then again I don't know h
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Spl Rules Out Another Extension
SPL rules out another extension Lex Gold said the SPL season would not be extended The Scottish Premier League says the season will not be extended again to ease Rangers' fixture congestion. Rangers failed to have Saturday's league game against Dundee United postponed as they sought more time to prepare for next week's Uefa Cup final. SPL chairman Lex Gold said there was no "viable alternative" to the fixture list the league issued on 22 April. Rangers chairman Sir David Murray described the decision as laughable and said the club's fans would be angry. Scottish FA chief executive Gordon Smith said the Scottish Cup final would go ahead as planned on 24 May. Rangers manager Walter Smith was critical of the SPL for not offering them any help to prepare for their first European final in 36 years. Opponents Zenit St Petersburg will not have to play another game before next Wednesday's final in Manchester. The Ibrox club face playing seven games in 17 d
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A Pray Before Sleeping
A Pray Before Sleeping Now I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman who'll love me deep With sparkling eyes and silky hair who knows my faults and doesn't care who will watch my movies and put on a smile who will take my word with out a trial the kind of girl who's wild but sweet who's heart and mind can never be beat who knows what she wants and how to ask no games, no lies, or truth covering masks who loves to have fun and isn't a tease and a single red rose puts her mind at ease who can look into my eyes and know that it's true when I hold her tight and say I love you who can touch my face and know how I feel who doesn't take bull and gives it to me real Who can stand up tall on her own two feet but can still dance with me in the middle of the street Who will cry on my shoulder when she is pain But I can wash it all away with a kiss in the rain who lets me watch sports and loves to watch too who just wants me not expecting I do A girl
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At The Car Wash...
There's a part of my mind that just starts singing the lyrics when I read my title and I quietly chuckle to myself for even knowing that song, let alone, admit to having seen the movie too... I'm sure if you are younger and or more narrow minded than me, my previous sentence won't even register on your WTF meter! "In a class by themself" yep...that be me!...yeah, I know, I know, that's just something you say to ugly people but it's true! Oh well, at least I ammuse myself! It is something I do on a regular basis...ammuse that is... Ammusement is part of my day today, which consisted of getting my p.o.s car into the carwash so I could get the ugly calcium, acid rain dropplets washed off before they contaminated my paint! There I was, next in line behind the soccer mom who obviously raided her kids piggy bank to finance her purchase for today! "Holy Crap! Is this lady paying with pennies?" I irritatingly thought to myself... and while mommy dearest jockeyed her co
The Know-it-all
It was the first day of school and a new student named Chandrasekhar Subramanian entered the fourth grade. The teacher said, 'Let's begin by reviewing some American History. Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death'? She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrasekhar, who had his hand up: 'Patrick Henry, 1775' he said. 'Very good!' Who said 'Government of the People, by the People, for the People, shall not perish from the Earth?' Again, no response except from Chandrasekhar. 'Abraham Lincoln, 1863' said Chandrasekhar. The teacher snapped at the class, 'Class, you should be ashamed. Chandrasekhar, who is new to our country, knows more about its history than you do.' She heard a loud wh isper: 'F** k the Indians,' 'Who said that?' she demanded. Chandrasekhar put his hand up. 'Gene
Hide And Seek....
Play the game Dance to their lies Kill your dreams with mistakes Shout the truth and sing sing follow the leader don't get lost ever Catch his eye, make a memory cry alone at night and laugh at it later smile alone or with them They know you. Obey and live with the consequences jump off the bridge count to three and throw your life away Tear it up and lock it in a box burn it Dream a dream make a wish They'll find you. You can't hide Find More Myspace Layouts and Myspace Codes | Pimped by myspace codes myspace layouts Myspace Layouts Myspace Video Codes Myspace Layouts Flash Toys Myspace Graphics Add Our Myspace MySpace Codes
I still feel a rush through my body every time I see you everything is different now, you may not believe it, but I never forgot you, never will the balance you looked for, you found it in me Today I am still looking for the balance in my life I never forgot, I still ask myself … Who knows how this life would have been with you There has only been one in my heart I remember the look in your eyes, it is engraved in my heart Live, relive it once again Relive the first time One more time You are still you When you talk, you still run your fingers through your hair Your fingers slide smoothly, soft, and gentle There is so much I wish I could tell you Never will Who knows how life would have been for you Knowing what we know now But it is all in the past, I remember when you were still here I always will Only you in my heart and that look in your eyes To live, relive our first time To relive it one more time Only one more time I remember every moment, and
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Sex Test
SEX TEST post this and see how many people message you back with the answers this will be fun repost it [X] your answer [[ Put a X in the box ]] How old do I look? [ ] 11 [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 19 [ ] 20 [ ] 21 How good do i look from 1-10 (1-ugly / 10-HoTT) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 [ ] 100 sexii as hell Would you? [ ] Do me [ ] Date me Would you rather be on top or bottom? [ ] Top [ ] Bottom Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Do you like my body? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] Beautiful [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute Would you? [[ With me ]] [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Fuck [ ] Go out Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes [ ] No If yes give it to me then...(In Message) Are you going to repost this so I ca
To Michael Corleone who said "keep your friends close but your enemies closer", you had your own army pisan, when you got enemies on both ends, you had your own protection, as for me, I got nothing. I get it from both ends. I wish I can make these people who give me problems on this stupid net, and in real life to sleep with the fishes. It is always me who is getting the raw end of the deal. I dont get it, the scumbags get away with murder, and no matter how hard I try to get ahead, I dont. Everything I do is not right. I bust my butt and for what? No matter how hard I try I get nothing. I am so sick of getting the raw end of the fucking deal.
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Louie Soprano
i have just found out that people on fubar are laughing at me. in my book when people pick on me, its cause i have total control of them. this is what i want, to be hated... cause i have nothing in my life thats really mine, i need this attention to feel alive. but some of the things people say about louie potter have made me too mad. so i need to be tough again, hence my new ego.. louie soprano. heres that ego at its finest. The bronx b...: Fat pig pussy unreal, I am absolutely superior to you in every way. Mentally and physically. You didn't think I was gonna find out where you live. Holy fuckin scum bag area.. LOOL.. You gotta be a nigger to live where you live or a spick same fuckin thing scum bag.. I kill scum bags like you and I am ready to do the time.. slit your throat from fuckin ear to ear.. Then call my dads mob friends.. OH I DIDNT KNOW LOUS DAD WAS JACK SARONES FIRST COUSIN.. HAHAHAHA OMGGGG JIMMY YOU LOST so is this any better than my gay spellcasting ego, or at thi
To Many Liers
why would you put a folder on here and say my eyes only if you dont want them to be seen dont put them on and why do you say add rate and fan to see pics and you people keep them lock that is a lie so that meens your not worth being a friend if you do that and why is it you people show nsfw pics and have a folder that is nsfw lock to people that will only buy you a blast we already seen it so whats the point you all know who you are and im so pissed off that you people want want want but dont give i have met alot of cool people and they know who the are so be fair and rate and comment open the folders and they have free sights to look at naked pics all day and free cam sights im just letting off steam and im aloud to
Mother's Day
So Today's is Mother's Day. A Hallmark Holiday to celebrate all the good our mother's have done and do for us. I always found it so silly that we just celebrate our Mother's on one day, because we should celebrate them everyday. You are not just the best mom one day out of the year. It is a ful time duty and never ends even when you kids are al grown up and living their own life. Mother is only one my Grandma always tells me. I guess I never appreciated my mother as much as I do right now. I moved from Jersey back home to California about a month ago today and I left my 8 year old son with my mother. I did this so i would not have to pull him out of school early and so I couls get settled here in California. If it was not for my mom I would not have been able to do this. I appeciate that she is taking caremof my little pumpkin as I get situated out here. I call him my little pumpkin because he was born on Halloween. I love my mom and oculd never even repay her for all that
Hello, My Treacherous Friends
Sitting for lunch in a square in this town (this town that I'm new to), new fellow from my new town sat me down and explained it to me: how when I spin from him I spin from myself, the center can double the speed of the crust. Thank you, my treacherous friends. I'm cringing for myself when I cringe for you. Hello, my treacherous friends, and thank you for joining me here tonight. I brought you all here to discuss, as I must, how grateful I am for your insights. With regard to my newborn arachnid kids, there's something we must discuss: perhaps we should sit them down and explain how not to be saved. Perhaps you could help me to demonstrate how your center can keep up its sickening spin. Thank you, my treacherous friends. Perhaps for my children your surface will smile. Hello, my treacherous friends, and thank you for joining me here tonight. I brought you all here to discuss, as I must, the fate of my children, the spiders. Hello,
OK OK OK!! So i had a moment of irrational thinking and my friend Sweet Kandy convinced me to join a pic comment contest she is hosting! Hey...i could win a VIP so what the hell! LOL! It runs until May 24th at 9pm. I'm asking in the friendliest of ways for my friends to go to the link below and help me out! All help will be returned with some Fu love from me! Thanks All!!
Two Equals One
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes on Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips, my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one perfect person intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just a deep, loving kiss!
Racism Warning For Zenit Support
Racism warning for Zenit support Fans travelling to Manchester have been issued the warning Zenit St Petersburg fans have been warned they could face prison if found guilty of racist abuse towards Rangers' black players in the Uefa Cup final. The Russians have been charged by Uefa after complaints from Marseille players that they were racially abused. The club travel to Manchester to take on Rangers in the final on Wednesday. UK Sports Minister Gerry Sutcliffe said a zero-tolerance approach would mean any abuse would be met with the full force of the law. Under the Football (Offences) Act 1991, racist chanting is a criminal offence, with a maximum penalty of six months imprisonment. 'Simple message' Mr Sutcliffe said: "I know Zenit St Petersburg fans have been accused of racially abusing black players at the Marseille game and obviously there are fears in some quarters that the same could happen on Wednesday. "I've raised this issue with Vernon Coa
Well I have lived in erie, pa for like all my life and well I have been to every state on the east coast and I'm about to move to alabama in june and i'm really excited but nervous at the same time because i'm moving in with my friend wellshe isn't really a friend more like girlfriend but i hope i made the right choice by moving in...i will miss it here in pa but not so much cuz there is nothing here for me anymore...anyways this is really nothing i just felt like babbling
Rangers 3 - Dundee Utd 1 (10/05/2008)
Rangers 3 - Dundee Utd 1 (10/05/2008)
Rangers 3 - Dundee Utd 1 (10/05/2008)
Rangers 3 - Dundee Utd 1 (10/05/2008)
Not Ready Yet
Theres a world outside And I know cause Ive heard talk In my sweetest dream I would go out for a walk But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how Theres some happiness And my stone face cracks again Maybe sometime sooner or later But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how So if I leave my room Dont you tell me to lighten up Maybe sometime sooner or later But I dont think Im ready yet Im not feeling up to it now Just not that steady yet And I dont need you telling me how - Eels
My 21st!
I know, it's been awhile since I've been online. Been sick, got a new job that has been scheduling me crazy hours, and any free time I've had I've been trying to sleep and what not. But, I'm back now and hopefully will be able to godfather here soon. My 21st is in 6 days and I'm excited. PLEASE HELP ME GODFATHER FOR MY B-DAY!
Obama Supporter Meets Hillary
Just Need 1 Rate :-)
Gals (guys too if you would) a friend needs help in a Sexiest Man Contest; just need a rate no comments. If ya rate & let me know; I'll give ya a jello shot for helping. Thanks to all that help. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy
Black Sheep
I really hate being a black sheep in my family. Just when I settle down and accept the fact that someone has tampered with my gene pool and probably jerked off into it or maybe poured some Coolaid or somethin, my phone conversation with my grandma a moment ago had to bring all those complexes right back (she is not malicious, just old). She just HAD to ask what I'm planning to do with my life, which was phrased in a similar fashion: "So are you going to get a job eventually? I mean, a normal one". I guess what I am doing right now cannot even be qualified as a job, let alone a normal job regular humans would do. After telling her that working as a night auditor is my life term commitment which I enjoy doing, she announced that she would like to see me become a normal grown up individual, much like my parents. So now in this tapestry of disenchantment and disappointment I can clearly see some strands of guilt trip in there. I can't blame her ofcourse, I love her and I am aware that s
Anniversary Weekend By The Observer. A Good Friend Of Mine
Anniversary Weekend Ch. 01 by The Observer© From the driver’s seat of the Jag, Lawrie watched as his wife, Jackie, locked their front door and turned to walk briskly across the gravel to the car. ‘She’s as lovely as the day we met’ he thought to himself. Jackie let herself into the car, threw her jacket on to the back seat, and put on her seatbelt. “Four whole days alone together! No kids, no phones, no tv, no meals to cook, no school run. God bless your mother, Lawrie. We must bring her back a bottle of champagne or something.” Lawrie chuckled. “She loves having the kids. Takes her mind off Dad. Stops her from being lonely. You’re right though. We’ll take her back a prezzie.” He turned to look at his wife. “Happy anniversary darling. You know, I’m still crazy about you, don’t you? Let’s make this an anniversary to remember!” “ I love you too, honey. So, so much. Yeah, let’s really go for it. Come on! Get the show on the road. Lawrie turned the key, and the big V12 b
Markin Nsfw
For the asses that think this is a kiddie room and go marking peoples pics nsfw that have been on there and aproved by the bouncers need to go hide under a rock where ya crawled our from under!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have a subscription email to get my horoscope everyday in my inbox. Today I got one that said because neptune is doing something or other in the moon or whatever it can lead to feelings of "confusion"...really? Hmm...can I use this as an excuse for my vast amount of confusion this week because, I'm honestly confused about alot of stuff in my life right now and gee, how's all in the stars! The American Herritage Dictionary describes the psychological definition as: Impaired orientation with respect to time, place, or person; a disturbed mental state. Wow...I don't believe I'm "disturbed" in a mental state! It's not as if I'm walking around in circles, not knowing what is up or down.. I just have more of a feeling of impatience. Its a character fault of mine. I want what I want when I want it right now! I try to see it as my spontaneous spirit comming to play but in reality it's just that I have no patience. Is it wrong to want something you can'
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All Your Lies
Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention please He who lusts through life for excess of this world dies a lonely man, careless of his soul throwing caution to the wind with foolish ignorance you're full of pride (full of pride) full of pride and in arrogance you can't accept the nearing end of this short lived life Smile and give a toast, brag and boast fool the world with all of your lies the parasite's host never even knows pull the wool over our eyes Walk the line and pay the price a pound of flesh for paradise wear the wounds of your demise Fail to mention your intentions, fail to mention why the actions of your life contradict your words the path in which you walk is a vice of no remorse washing conscience from the skin, claiming innocence ignore the signs Smile and give a toast, brag and boast fool the world with all of your lies the parasite's host never even knows pull the wool over our eyes Walk the line and pay the price a pound of flesh fo
There is no feeling quite like the one you get when holding a brand new baby. So sweet, so pure, no greater innocence. Its soothing. My friend had her first baby, a little boy, yesterday afternoon here at the hospital I work for, so I went to see them today on my lunch break. Everyone is healthy and doing well. I just wanted to write about something happy and positive instead of bitching about something.
It hurts to breath. I want to lay in bed, under the covers and cry all day. I know I am not the only one who's been heartbroken. I've been through worse, I know I'll get through this. I just didn't realize how much I really loved him. I hadn't felt love like that since my husband and he died 9 years ago. I felt like I had been given a 2nd chance. But no, he had to be an abusive asshole. I know I did the right thing breaking up with him. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. Maybe I'm just hormonal, and crying for no reason- but my heart hurts. It's broken into a million little pieces. Is there enough super glue on earth to put them back together?
For Those That're New And Wanna Know...
A Liveing Hell
My life is spining out of control and i cant stop it i lose my father then my family, my house,truck,dog dont get to see my son as much as i want and now i have heart disease. My mind is going 2,000 mph and i cant seem to stop it i cant think right and now i am told that i have to stop all the stuff i did for fun. I cant play sports, lift weights cant party cant run around wit my son to much now when he is here. What did i do to deserve this. I try to help people as much as i can, give people the shirt off my back if thay need it,and this is what i get for it. I give and give and never get, it seem that the god have cursed me. All i want in this life is to be loved and to love to give my heart to some one, but no one want's it not even my own body. This is my life a liveing hell
Good News.
Actually, this happened a couple days ago, but I was too tired and absent minded to care at the moment. I was also concentrating on things I deemed more important. My doctor called me the other day with some good news. My results came back and it turned out most of it is just scar tissue from most of my previous procedures, but there is some cancer forming. Its much better then what he though, which is great. I go in sometime in the next week or so to have it cut out again. Not bad.
Words Can Hurt
Words can hurt and i of all people should know, i've been hurt by word many times, but do ithink about that when i open my mouth to say or type something to someone who means a lot to me. No i dont i just do it and i know it hurt them and i cant go back and change it. And it sux's cause i never ment it i've just been under a lot of stress and i am takeing in a lot of stuff to deal with right now. But still that is no excuse for the things i say and type. I know i hurt a girl who means a lot to me and i hurt my son by yelling at him. All i can say is i am sorry.
58 Thingssssss.
1. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? I love it. I think it's the sweetest thing ever, and yes way cute. 2. A big poofy dress or a short party dress? Short party dress! I'm not a fan of poof. 3. What would you do if you received a long love letter? Be shocked. I didn't know guys still did stuff like that! And I would be touched. =) 4. Group dates or single dates? Singleeee. 5. Do you hate it when guys act different around their friends? Nah, it happens. 6. Are diamonds a girl’s best friend? No. I don't like them. Blood Diamonds are no bueno!! 7. Is your hair up or down today? Downnnnn. 8. Do you straighten your hair? Mmmhmmm. But I let it do it's natural curly thing most of the time. 9. Favorite mascara? Don't have one. 10. Do you get your nails done? I use to. It's too much money basically thrown out the window. 11. Small or la
Redneck Tank Top
redneck tank top No words will suffice.... just see the picture. It might take you a minute-- I think now I can say--'I've seen it all'. Redneck tank top...seen recently at a tractor pull. Look Closely!!
My Lounge
Come one, come all! You no longer have to hide amonst the shadows! Whether you're a vampire, or just pigmentally challenged.....Come rock out in a lounge that matters!! We can't wait to see what you taste like. We've been waiting for you!!
My poetry hardly ever rhymes- It's really just fragments of thought I have at any given moment. Today I must be horny LOL His ripped flesh glistening with sweat as he swings that hammer or chops the wood holy hell the scent permeating from him gets my juices flowing tingles run up my spine It takes everything I have not to jump on him that very moment
WELL WELL WELL, yeah i was stupid... not any more... love can cause people to do a lot of things... good things and bad things... but to hurt someone you love... it just doesn't make sense. if you want to be with someone else, leave who you are with first then go be with the other person, why cheat? it's stupid! well, i'm through being stupid and being second to a coke whore in myrtle beach. bye bye craig, hope she is worth it!
Why? (by:ecilam)
He runs. For all he's worth he runs. Thorns and briars tear at him. He runs. Barefeet bruised and bloody. He runs. Past hopes and dreams, through what could've been torwards what he desparately hopes might be. Some obstacles remove themselves, others are taken down with bleeding knuckles and scraped fingers brick by brick. Lungs burn as air is forced down. Can't stop now. To halt will be to falter. To falter will be to fail. He runs. So close now. The air is cooler, whipping through sweat soaked hair. An arms length away now. So close now. He slows... vexed. "I'm here... " the boy pants... "Why?" "For you... for me... " He raises his weary arms wide, reluctant and exposed. "This is what makes me me. My scars... Made before you, made by you... They are what make me me. They drive me steadily onward. They remind of my defeats, and of my future victories. They've shown me the error of my ways, and made the clean skin all the more beautiful. They are yours, as is
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What Is A Firefighter?
WHAT IS A FIREFIGHTER? The job of a firefighter is one of the most personally rewarding careers an individual can have. There was a line in a movie recently that said, "There are no more heroes left in America." After, September 11, 2001, most Americans found out who the true heroes are – the firefighters. This is a profession of helping. How many jobs can you name where you can go to work and be of service to people continuously? Whether it is rescuing people from a burning building, caring for their medical needs, extinguishing fires in a home or in a large mercantile building, this profession is all about helping others. Ninety-eight percent of firefighters look forward each and every day to going to work. Can you say that about your current profession? When you become a firefighter, you become part of a family. The firefighters you work side by side with become as close to you as your own family members. There are not many jobs as rewarding as a firefighter – the c
Take A Look
So as you look at the firefighter with his rake, hose or axe, His beet red face or ice covered mustache, You should know why he goes through that smoky front door, And is forced to crawl like a baby down on the floor. He does it to save both lives and property, All that is precious to you and to me. So take a good look at this modern warrior who serves his call proud and true, And know that he would die just to save me and you
Who Brought The Slaves To America?
Who Brought the Slaves to America?
Hello Everyone
Hello everyone, miss ya. How are you? I hope everyone is doing okay. Miss you all, and thanks to all of you who are keepin' in contact with me. I will get back to you all soon.
Just In Case You Want To Know....
I left this morning (Sunday) for Houston as my mother was hospitalized after having a mini-stroke. While she is doing better, she is still in the hospital and will undergo more testing tomorrow to see if they can find out the severity of the damage from the stroke. I brought Ethan with me and my girls are still at home with their dad as this is their last week of school Please keep my mother, my family and Ethan and I in your prayers. I would appreciate it. Love to all, Donna
No More Fubar At Work
Well, we've been blocked from myspace and about everything else of any entertainment value for over a year and this past Friday fubar was added to the list of blocked websites at work so I won't be around during the day anymore. I know, I know. I'm supposed to be working anyway. But we have been extremely slow and nobody sits near me anymore and I have no one to talk to all day so I'm definitely going to miss being on here on and off during the day. Shoot me an e-mail so I won't go stir crazy if you want! Otherwise, see in the evenings and weekends!
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The Act
it's more than the act it's the lifestyle that follows knowing you broke down in the worst way at the most inopportune time it's a parasite slowly eating you out it's the sledgehammer memory pounding your skull every time you close your eyes it's a thought never said a heart always broken it's the smudge on your clothes the wrinkles that seperate you from all the other straight-starched people it's a disability to which others sympathize yet no one it seems can empathize with it's a stunt in your growth it's the glass wall you subconsciously build between you and those who said they would be there and weren't that one time it's the slur in your speech that everyone senses but can't quite detect it's resistance to love it's blame it's that time of excruciating pain between feeling sick and actually throwing up it's those days when you want to just hide forever it's a constant cold it's covering your head with shame it's living as a stati
Child Within
The Child Within, Where has she been? Living with memories of darkness and sin! Cannot embrace that child within. The shame it has no end! Don’t show your face, Stay inside and pray. The corner is yours dark and gray! Silence your heart Don’t you cry What good would it do? Don’t even try! Can’t let her out! People will see, The scared little girl inside of me! She wants to be loved! She needs to feel safe! Embrace her today along with her sorrow, She wants to come out And play tomorrow!
The Dreams Dont End When I Awaken
i bend and bow low like the branches of a willow tree,humbled in your presence andyou beckon me rise,there is no fear of what will happen nor a hint of anythingevil hiding in your eyes i lay in a sea of sensation as hands and tongues roam across my flesh and the priestesslights the candles soon the ceremony begins the final act of a disturbing performance,an expression of pain,rage,chaos and heartache shaped as a man strugglingthrough life with a smile all is futility save thescent of a fresh cut rose and a nice walk in thedarkshade of the forest,where we can commune and enjoy each others silence,our eyes speak volumes beyond mere words that flatter and persuade
Smart Words.
From my little sister when I asked her why she never talked to her: "She is never on. Face reality and honestly get over her. Nothings ever going to happen. Period." You know, everybody who cares about me (or pretends to) said the same damn thing. It took her to make me believe it. My drawings are put away in deep storage or burned onto a CD. Pictures of her are deleted. Her letters are being mailed back. And now my old Fubar account is deleted. Time to reach for something that will reach back. -Rafael
Flying Rc Penis
Euphoria A peice of it cracks Everytime you walk out the door It pulls me under Inside It pours Out into the world with new skin You pull me farther I can see again I said it outloud "..thats her" For someone like you I've waited so long This is deeper Over and over, again and again Every time I see your face It's like I can breathe again But when you aren't here I'm only slightly down I remember your voice Such euphoria, A beautiful, distinctive sound Like a the wind Blowing through the trees That feeling I get when I see you again Drops me to my knees Do I really have to tell you who this is for? Lol
Comfy Pj's... :d
The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many. What Kind of PJ's Girl Are You?
"Know that Love is a Process, Not a Destination - Love yourself - say what you feel - ask for what you need - reveal what makes you feel loved - go easy on yourself - celebrate the exceptional - praise the ordinary - do the extraordinary ordinary thing - be a person of your word - criticize only in private - do the unexpected - behave yourself in public - shower each other with kisses - speak the love words - say please and thank you - give more gifts - ask if you can help - listen for the meaning beneath the words - walk a mile in your sweethearts shoes - put your love on a billboard - commiserate with one and other - negotiate the mundane - acknowledge the hardships your circumstances create - keep in touch - take intimate time - rekindle the romance - watch your tongue - depart and reunite with loving gestures - fight the good fight - remember the early days of your love - be willing to make generous gesture - accentuate the positive - tie up your emotional loose ends - apologize, a
What would it be like to taste such exquiste wonders to touch.. to explore the purest of moments where innocence lays deep like snow upon a grassy hill Wrap myself in the silky caress of the winds as they swirl about me Igniting the fire that burns within my soul a yearning to break free from earthly chains soar above all that is heavy and clouded Rapture ripples through me.. along my skin Emotions bursting, becoming transparent...flowing simmering heat to warm from the cold Dare to come with me? To put aside all rational judgement finally allowing your heart to lead Dance with me in the shining moonlight stars gazing down with their soft feathery glow Hold me close to you your scent musky yet inviting Lips waiting wanting so very much The winds wrap around us creating a cacoon Break free from all heavy burdens passsions simmer and stir Dare with me this is not another fantasy
Vernon God Little
I'm reading it at the moment. It's a pretty good book. Anyone else read it? (Don't tell me what happens in teh end)
10 Lessons Not Learned In School
10 Life Lessons Not Taught in School but should be..... Lesson 1: life is not fair --get used to it. Lesson 2: The world won't care about your self esteem. It will expect you to accomplish something before you feel good about yourself. Lesson 3: You will not make $50.000 a year right out of high school. You wont be a vice president with a car phone until you earn both. Lesson 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait until you get a boss. Lesson 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping they called it opportunity. Lesson 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents fault so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them. Lesson 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rain forest from the parasites of your parents generation,
Re: Ventura Slams Media Witch Hunt For Questioning 9/11
RE: Ventura Slams Media Witch Hunt For Questioning 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 21 May 2008, 17:22 Ventura Slams Media Witch Hunt For Questioning 9/11 Former Governor Jesse Ventura slammed the media witch hunt that he was subjected to in the wake of questioning the official 9/11 story and admitted that he was shocked by the reaction to his comments about the demolition of WTC 7 and the twin towers, but the ex-wrestling and movie star reiterated and expanded upon his views on 9/11 during an appearance on The Alex Jones Show. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/052108_witch_hunt. htm
Idiot Of The Day~ Chevyweld
You know the drill... ->chevyweld: I do find it somewhat offensive. chevyweld: u mad? chevyweld: yes,lol ->chevyweld: Assumption is a bitch, eh? chevyweld: thats way i asked ->chevyweld: I looked at a few, yeah, but that doesn't mean I'd wanna fuck you. chevyweld: u already saw my pics ->chevyweld: How can you honestly feel comfortable asking strangers on a social network questions like that? chevyweld: like in sex? ->chevyweld: Play? Like sports? chevyweld: oh ,do u play at all? ->chevyweld: Ummm... no chevyweld: are u bi? ->chevyweld: Not really, but it's something to do...lmao chevyweld: sounds like fun ->chevyweld: I'm alright. Job hunting. chevyweld: how are u today? ->chevyweld: Hi chevyweld: hi there
Arwens Song
Soundtrack - Lord Rings - Arwens Song (with full lyric) - PiepMiau
Aluminum Foil.......who Knew?
I've been using aluminum foil for more years than I care to remember. Great stuff, but sometimes it can be a pain? Like when you are in the middle of doing something and you try to pull some foil out, and the roll comes out of the box. Well, I would like to share this with you. Yesterday I went to throw out an empty Reynolds foil box and for some reason I turned it and looked at the end of the box. And written on the end it said, "Press here to lock end." Right there on the end of the box is a tab to lock the roll in place. How long has this little locking tab been there? I then looked at a generic brand of aluminum foil and it had one, too. I then looked at a box of Saran wrap and it had one, too! I can't count the number of times the Saran warp roll has jumped out when I was trying to cover something up. I'm sharing this with my friends that did not know this. I hope I'm not the only person that didn't know.
331 Pounds Now !!!
last time i want to the dr i was 344 went to the dr today i am down to 331 yahoooooooo i am so happy this year alone i lost 54pounds still a long way to go i want to be at or under 300pounds befor july 4 o when i get under 300 i am going to have me a fucking party i cant wait to be under 300 again yahoooooooooooo 331 :):):).!!!...
This Was Written For Me By Fred
I wish i could wake up every morning And see your smiling face Holding you in my arms Seeing all your grace I wish i could fall asleep in your arms Every night of every day Feeling all your warmth Feeling so very safe Nothing could make me happier Than kissing your tender lips Hugging your muscular body Feeling your gentle finger tips A day without you is hell With sadness and much pain But i know that without you completly I would never be the same I can help but think... How alone i used to be How unhappy i felt How i had sorrow for myself But then you came, to save me from my pain You have brightened my face, my heart, my soul You have made me feel special, my heart feels whole I never want to leave you I always want you to stay Because every part of me Loves you in each and every way! Since you’re gone There is an empty space Since you’re gone The world is not the same I go back to the places we’ve been It feels like you’re still there
What Heroes Gave
Each donned their uniform to be Defenders of our liberty Their mission sure, their spirits bright Guard freedom's home, be brave to fight One final day each faced their call Each gave their best enduring all We'll never know what they went through But know they loved this country true Deep down inside we should all feel What heroes gave, their cost so real We must stay thankful, grateful of The gift of freedom through their love Their loved ones bore the gravest pain What we can't know, some now sustain To God I pray their pain will cease And each will find long-lasting peace Remember this from year to year What heroes gave " shan't disappear We'll never let their special day Their time for honor slip away These brave fought for a nation free If not for them, where would we be? KEEP ALL OUR UNKNOWN HEROS IN MIND AS WELL AND ALL THE ONES WE'VE LOST TO WAR OR TERRORISM ACTS AND IN THE LINE OF DUTY...GOD BLESS YOU ALL. THE COWGIRL IN PINK
My Nsfw Pics
the first person to buy me a vip will be in my family for life and get to see my nsfw pic
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I was Almost happy once I was Almost in love I Almost had my fantasy I Almost felt safe You Almost were in love with me You Almost were sincere You Almost held my heart tenderly You Almost kept me safe You promised me forever And you ALMOST meant it I COMPLETELY believed you......
Your Pleasure Is My Intention
my every other thought is of the sweetness of your scent in my nostrils as we lay side by side,cheek to cheek staring longingly into each others eyes,full of emotions that run so deep pushing back that one hair that wont stay in place caressing your neck as i kiss your face feeling your hot breath against my chest as you arch your back felling the smooth flesh on your legs as they wrap around my back beads of sweat drip onto your skin where do i end and you begin
Popularity And Power Tripping
The internet is full of drama. This mostly occurs when someone gains what he/she thinks is power and decides to exercise that power on whim and not according to some adult logic. This is what I call the "Look at me, I'm important" complex. If you don't play his/her way, he/she takes his/her ball and goes home. Or throws you out of a chatroom. This is very sad when someone spends so much time reigning over his/her imaginary kingdom that he/she is under the impression that he/she has actual power. Now let's mix in a popularity contest. Let's introduce a person who sucks up to just the right person/people. He is artsy and clever. Everyone loves our little suck-up. Enter an adult who refuses to be bullied by the king of a tiny space on a hard drive somewhere, likely in another country, just because the popular ass-kisser got his feelings hurt. To put this in real terms... Rain had to have the last word. She wanted to show that she was the queen. Good riddance? Is that e
Yeah I Don't Get It
& I'm guessing I probably never will. What does it matter anyway?? Yep I know you're as clueless as I am in reading this but I'm just burned out I guess. That being said I've cancelled my VIP & with school about to be out I don't look to be on much. Yeah I know you've said that before Lizzy but you're as addicted as the rest of us are. That's true & you'll probably see me on here & there through out the day. For those that have it you are always welcome to txt me & hit me on yahoo or msn. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy
.. Thirsty?
yep life is hard when it's hot as hell outside and you have no ice for yer piss warm can of coke..
Lyrics To "more"
More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms long to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine I know I never lived before And my heart is very sure No one else could love you more. More than the greatest love the world has known This is the love that I give to you alone More than the simple words I try to say I only live to love you more each day. More than you'll ever know My arms got to hold you so My life will be in your keeping Waking, sleeping, laughing, weeping. Longer than always is a long, long, long time But far beyond forever, you'll be mine
The Price Of Being Selective
I have come to realize the price of being selective is rude spiteful comments & actions from rude & spiteful people. I am not some hot sexy girl, I know this... But I'm not some ugly swamp monkey either. And heaven forbid you turn someone down for sex b/c then you are automatically called a slut, a whore, and in some cases a cunt.... Obviously I'm not a whore, b/c I didn't sleep with you? (which is normally my reply) What cracks me up is if you turn them down they usually pop off with.... well I didn't wanna fuck you anyway.... Well then why were you trying to get me to sleep with you? (I never get a reply for this question...LOL) Seriously though isn't not sleeping with someone the complete opposite of being a slut or a whore.... Or am I mistaken in some way? I am sure that women do this type of thing also... So I'm not trying to be some kind of Bone Crushing Man Basher... I have just met the worst of the worst lately.... Just my luck I suppose...
Look Bewbies!
ha ha... made you look. yesterday, while i was minding my own business, i received an email from the 'fu-gods'. One of my pics had been flagged as nsfw. hmmmm i thouhgt, hmmmm, really?? so i pulled up said image of a random chick with a raunchy saying on her shirt right across her incredibly healthy endowment. hmmmm, i thought, this is nsfw? really? did some fu-god or bouncer deem it so? are they freakin blind?? at least the chick in my pic is clothed, which is more than i can say for the "ticker of fugly" (as one of my friends called it) that scrolls across the top of my screen. Happy Hour yesterday was sponsored by a girl in her underwear at some point. flagged? doubt it. blasts are posted by random clothing-less folks sitting in their underwear attempting to look sexy, shirtless men who in all honesty need to put it back on, and women flaunting ample amounts of cleavage by using one arm to push up the fat roll while taking a pic with the other. am i offended by these visions? pe
you were finally taking your vacation. I was so excited, especially after talking to you so long. I have looked aour pictures so much I would recognize your body in a large Even though you said nothing would happen I was still excited. You invited me to join you one night for dinner, and this was the night. I showed up my usual hour early too anxious to see you thinking what I was going to say. Should I hug you, should I keep everything casual even though it is so sexual on line. But this is real life. oh, I am nervous. I see you walking towards the restaurant, it is definately you, your curves look perfect. You see me and a smile touches your lips. Your husband is with you, but I knew he would be. I know he is there all the time when we are chatting on line, and I know he enjoys you getting the attention (I also know he reaps the rewards from it - lol). He approaches first and says hi with a firm hand shake making sure I know he is Alpha in the group. And th
From One 'angry Woman'
From one 'Angry Woman' I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. 'Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was 'desecrated' when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in
If only you really knew what that meant. I'm not sure i even know what it means.
Help A Zombie Out!
So i have the oppurtunity of possibly being in a nationwide horro magazine, some videos, and awesome photoshoots. Problem is... what with me not working right now, i'm broke. Some how i have to figure a way to cover my gas, wardrobe, make-up, and hotel costs. So i set up a donation fund for thoe of you feeling generous. So help a zombie's dreams come ture!! THanx!
Takes A Hot Load Video
I am waiting for you to CUM let me suck your hard cock. Here you are! I'll take you all in. Playing with the head with my tongue ring. Right before you are about to CUM I get on you reverse cowgirl and ride you hard until you cum in my wet pussy. Check out all videos at -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame
Suddenly Single
oy vey, lillith finds herself unexpectedly solo. for a nympho, not having a sure thing is kind of tough. it's nice to finally be able to speak my mind, though. i've decided not to censor myself for anyone again. security and regular sex aren't worth keeping my mouth shut all the time. i'm not going to jump back into a serious relationship,but any inqueries about, um, friends with benefits, are very welcome.
Little Boy And A Little Girl
In a large town, full of houses and people, there is not room for everybody to have even a little garden, therefore they are obliged to be satisfied with a few flowers in flower-pots. In one of these large towns lived two poor children who had a garden something larger and better than a few flower-pots. They were not brother and sister, but they loved each other almost as much as if they had been. Their parents lived opposite to each other in two garrets, where the roofs of neighboring houses projected out towards each other and the water-pipe ran between them. In each house was a little window, so that any one could step across the gutter from one window to the other. The parents of these children had each a large wooden box in which they cultivated kitchen herbs for their own use, and a little rose-bush in each box, which grew splendidly. Now after a while the parents decided to place these two boxes across the water-pipe, so that they reached from one window to the o
The Hacker And The Ants
Monday, June 15th, a week after Jerzy Rugby walked out of jail to resume his new and improved robot- and ant-free life, Kay Coolidge was sitting in the departure lounge at San Francisco International, waiting to board the 7:30 Swissair flight to Geneva. She was about halfway through the International Herald Tribune when her briefcase began to beep. Retrieving her portable phone, she raised the antenna and answered, as always, “Who the hell is it?”. “It's Roger. How's it going?” “Jesus, Roger, what's the rush?”, Kay hissed, “You're crazy to use the phone.” “Not this phone—Riscky's made a few special enhancements to the cryp chip. It's as safe as whisperin' in the cistern. You got all the paperwork cleaned up?” “Yeah,” Kay replied quietly, “after we got the certified death certificate from the Swiss coroner, we filed the will with the court yesterday. They say it's just a matter of a week or so before the estate transfers to the offshore trust.” “Dead at last!” said Roger,
My Day....
Well the day went well...showed up back at work at 5:45am....Coworkers were very welcoming. Asked me where I had been I told them...very sick. MRSA. Oblivious as to where I picked that up from..yea but apparently it had worked itself into my system between March and April. Read up on's our newest Staph killer. I'd had it so long in my system that when it finally broke and the blistered welts, that later look like bruises, came out...the doctor said if I'd tried to fight it without medical attention I probably would've made it as far as this Saturday to my death because I had lost the will to eat, drink, sleep and just weak. He said I should only give symptoms such as these 2 wks to fight and then get to the doctor. He also stated where they were located that it had to have been passed on to me through something or someone who has no idea they are a carrier. But I've pretty much been work and home in between those two months I guess you could say. Keeping this in min
On The Wings Of Freedom
In the darkest lonely place shivering in the cold A young girl hid in silence, too beautiful to behold ~ Her eyes were masked in terror while she could only see The hopelessness she only knew and the longing to be free. She does not see her beauty she only sees the pain And lives within the memory where her darkest times remain ~ Tears fall softly to the floor as the fear from deep within Envelop her in the silence of the whispers of the wind. The slightest touch or friendly hug rekindles her greatest fears As she recoils inside herself where she sheds her silent tears ~ She hides within her loneliness the only way she knows While outside she smiles to mask the fear she never wants to show. The deepest scars of her life inflicted with such pain Of the betrayal that prevents her from being whole again ~ The trust that once was broken can it ever be repaired? To free her from the darkest hours of her silent despair.
Saturday-- Gone To The Park
we are all heading out to the park for my son's 13th birthday. we should be gone the better part of the day. i will be back on later tonite. sorry to all that i have not followed thru with contact promises (you know who you are, and are probably still pissed at me anyhow).
I Hate
I hate going around my friends I hate seeing their kids I hate going to their weddings I hate that im the only single person in my group of friends.... I hate that im thinking about going back to him just so im not alone anymore.... I hate that no one see me as more then a one night stand I hate that I hate my friends
The Dollar's Down And The Kids Are Up
My oldest nephew Patrick has officially joined the American labor force; he’ll start at McDonald’s at four p.m. today. Finding a job in this area is not that difficult if you’re willing to get up and go. With college students leaving town to go home, it seems nearly every fast food establishment, mall store, and gas station has help wanted signs out. It also helps if you know somebody where you’re working – Patrick’s mom Margaret is the day shift manager there, but they won’t be working the same shift, amen! This will be really good for him and it’s experience! “Born in ancient Greece, he has worked to preserve knowledge and wisdom for thousands of years against all forms of perfidy, from book-bashing boogeymen to moaning undead legions who ignore the quiet please sign.” If you don’t laugh and then think on reading some of “Rex Libris: I, Librarian” (ISBN 9781593620622), a black-and-white comic depicting what librarians REALLY do, you need help. Behind those thick glasses and
Why Women Hate Men Lol..
I recently came accross a huge huge disrespectful little boy on fubar. He continuiosly plays cybor head games with any women he meets on fubar that takes a little interest in him.. This little boy seems to have drama every were on fubar. He turns around and says poor me and causes the drama him self. He also trys to lie his way out of things he does to the women he plays lil cybor head games with...He blamed me for doing things to his account also told all his fu friends i did stuff to cause drama with me..He had them all come in my profile and leave me little cybor threats. I have no idea why the little boy has to play little cybor games with any women he meets on fubar. This only causes drama for him he must like to live in chaos even in his real life..I have also came accross some of his so called friends i guess the old saying is true "birds of a feather flock together." If his friends yimed me and came to my profile to leave little cybor threats they also must like Chaos in t
10 Things I Hate About You
I just wanted to put this poem down from one of my favorite movies..... I hate the way talk to me I hate how you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you not around And the fact that you didnt call But most i hate the fact that i dont hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. And i had to adapt it for someone..... I hate the way you talk over me I hate when you cut your hair I hate the way you hate my car I hate it when you stare I hate your love for blue jeans And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I the way your always right I hate it when you lie I hate it when you make me laugh Even wors
The Flaw In Women
The One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't, " the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you
Sick Of The Bs
You know it's funny how 1 person can cause so much shit. I have tried staying neutral with everyone, I've tried being nice. BUT, I will not stand for liars to continue to cause problems & stick their noses in where they don't belong. SBR Family is a tight family, we have overcome all this other crap that has been thrown our way & we will get through this too. I am not picking sides, but I have realized who I can & can't trust. I'm sorry if some of you feel like I went behind your backs about one thing or another, I haven't said shit about anyone except one person. I've expressed my feelings and everyone else that knows me knows that if I don't like something I am gonna call it out. I am so sick of hearing oh no they blocked me among other things. I block people when I feel the need to when things are not looking right. Yes I blocked you , you want to be friends with me you know what you have to do to change that. People really need to grow up & quit acting like they are in kinderga
sparkly has asked me to put this e-mail address up for you to contact him on if you want to. i know he would love to hear from you. love&hugs Arkham♥
Naruto- King Of Insects
Mad Tv, Olive Garden Commercial
Mad Tv, Desperate Housewives
Mad Tv, American Idol
Raver Manifesto
I am a raver and this is my manifesto Current mood: happy Category: Life Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is Technology. Our religion of choice is Music. Our currency of choice is Knowledge. Our politics of choice is None. Our society of choice is Utopian, though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electric
Mad Tv, Memoirs Of A Geisha
Total Control
Total Control There you kneel now before your man, Head bowed, riding crop held up in your hand, Feeling its weight lift as I take it there, Submitting completely to the life that we share. Of clothing now, you have been given none, Eager anticipation fill you about the night to come, The cold air in the dungeon now makes your shiver, But is it really the cold or excitement that now makes you quiver. With the crop held tight I slowly circle you, Keeping your head bowed as you know you should do, You shudder as you feel the crop caress down you back, Then give out a cry when on your ass it now smacks. Circling back until in front of you I stand, Hearing the crop crack as I strike my own hand, With the tip under your chin, I raise your face up to me, But my piercing cold blue eyes are all that you see. As you feel the crop slowly caress down your cheek, You start to tremble as your knees go weak, The trill of the leather against your skin, The desire is
Sometimes It's Hard
I think the hardest thing that we face is being a parent and making the right decisions for our children...And remembering that we are the adults... I consider myself to be a good parent for the most part...I haven't always been though...Years of selfish behavior and dragging my kids along for the ride....But..after my youngest was born...something inside of me changed...I guess I finally got my priorities straight and made them my main focus in life... There are times when I just feel like a total failure though...I'm sure there are other parents out there that have felt the same a time or two...I think it's when we start to second guess our decisions where they are concerned that leaves that doubt...The "What Ifs", if you please...How could I have handled a certain situation?...Could I have made a better decision?....Am I being to tolerant?...Am I being over-protective?...Am I letting my child become who they are on their own without too much interference?...Should I go beat th
How To Spot A Dangerous Man
excerpts from HOW TO SPOT A DANGEROUS MAN: The other type of emotionally unavailable man is unavailable due to his relationship (or relationships) with another woman (or women). These guys are never really committed to a woman. They don’t see any relationship as necessarily permanent, including marriage - even if they give lip service to being “deeply committed” to the woman they are with at the moment. In truth, however, they don’t truly value their intimate relationships or take them seriously, because they are merely “playing,” even though engagement or marriage hardly seems like something to “play” at. They don’t take their relationships seriously because on some level - even if subconciously - they know they can find someone else who will get involved with them if their current affair ends. What else would cause someone to repeatedly play his future like a crapshoot without really fearing the outcome? …It is probably because women keep attempting to get close to him
Yes, I've Done It Own Me?
I'm up for bids in Passionman71's Leveler/Bomber auction. Auction ends June 15th at 12:00 p.m. est. There is a prize of a blingpack for most rates. Check out what I have to offer and please rate while you're there. just click the pic below. :-) While there, please F/A/R Passionman71. He's a great person and an awesome friend to have. Thank you so much. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Thanks for taking the time to look....*hugs* ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪@ fubar
Now We Are Free
Now we are free - Lisa Gerrard & Hans Zimmer
A Im To My Ex Wife This Morning
an IM to my "Ex-wife" michael porter (6/4/2008 5:15:31 AM): thank you for leting me speak to my daughter on my birht day oh wait you didn't that would mean you acutally was a decent human being an dgod knows i did such awfull things to you like give up 2 career's paid of your debt's not mine which i will be seeking compensation for love you stayed faithfull to you never cheated and give you all you wanted those are such bad things so you keep our child from a daddy that loves her and would give his life for her to bring in a man that threw is child out in the cold from her warm bed so he could have a clear way to be with you and let's not forget abot the unfeeling and lack of caring you have shown for three little girls that called you mommy that loved you as thier momy and love thier sister no if that bothered you that would mean your human michael porter (6/4/2008 5:27:49 AM): no you are a uncareing selfish child that must do everything her mommy says like leave your loving
Guidomedic My Owner!
This person Below Wanted Me So Much To Be His Fu~Slave! & He Got Me! LADIES! IF YOU HAVEN'T MET THIS SWEET MAN...YOU SHOULD! Guidomedic Treats Me with The Ut Most Respect... Can Ya ask for anything Better From Another Human? He's Handsome He's My Owner! And If Your In Need Of Life Saving He Does That Too! I am very Glad Your My Friend GuidoMedic! So Stop By his page Add/Rate/Fan his ass! Hit him with all the Fu-Love you can! Because I can guarantee or Your Fu $ Back...That He returns all love and respect back! Click Here Ya Know What To Do! Guidomedic ~Love is Friendship Caught on Fire by the Flames of Passion~@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY GUIDOMEDIC'S FU~SLAVE! Frozen Mystical Dreamzzzz, The Original aka Cat Woman@ fubar
Splintered Soul
crawling on bloodied knees picking up the pieces of my sanity once again strained muscles and eyesight add to the struggle of repairing what has been rent preparing my mind like spring soil,turning it over to loosen the dead ends never breaking only bending into a coil the best defense poised to lash out with a fury long deserved by the wicked man destroying all the works he hath wrought with his own hand its too late to wake up when the burglars already left the scene youre already being programmed by the machine no rejection you enjoy your pleasure to much the sweetest looking fruit ,but rotten to the touch
I Am Hyde, This Fits Me, In My Eyes At Least, Perfectly
I cannot speak Thoughts are empty or I'm biting on my tongue How can this be? Such a disgrace the way things have become There's someone else inside Clawing through me Begging just to stay alive You're like an alibi I need you to cover up these lies It's time to pull my strings again And let the show begin I play a man who's acting sane In this theater of pain It's like a double life I lead Which monster will I feed? Who's gonna show his face tonight Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde? I cannot speak Staying silent with my eyes fixed on the floor My words are weak how you hear them But I'm really saying more I'm someone else sometimes You can't see me behind someone else's eyes I've built my wall so high That it would kill you to fall to the other side lyrics to the song "Mr. Hyde" preformed by a kick ass band, tempting tragedy. can be found on myspace at or
Lonely Love
Lonely Love by Me How love lingers while being alone In love with one that you can never touch Seeing them smiling and laughing Knowing that they're happy is barely enough Standing there not to be seen nor heard While still you're wishing you could be that one Where sun rises and their smile comes back Knowing they will see again the beauty of your eyes Still you're there watching, waiting to be that one The one to be there when they need your help, for that is love
Bls Gathering Vindictus
BLS gathering Video
I love Johnathan Cainer!! He's such a great astrologist. Todays made me smile, I thought I'd share it. Think of all the bad choices you have made. Think of all the people you have ever upset or offended. But don't think too long about all this kind of stuff. You are not perfect, nor on this planet of pretenders, is anyone else. We all have faults and foibles. The truly bad amongst us are those who refuse to acknowledge as much, or who try to justify their own shortcomings. The good are those who are willing to learn and improve. You are among the good and you deserve all that is about to be so good for you. :)
its funny. you'd think with over 200 channels i'd be able to find something to watch.
Bleed Out
Bleed Out You cut me so deep I couldn't breathe, I lost all air Trying to suffocate me Even if you didn't mean it It screams you don't even care How long till you walk away And realize you miss me? Now it's my turn You will bleed internally I hope it hurts When your heart's ripped open I won't be there to care It's you who will be moping For how long will you deny How long will you try To deny youre in misery I don't care, I have some to turn to Someone to call my own Your word means nothing You'll cry to someone else, you always do Torn, I still carry on my journey, my route My heart filled with hate I hope this destroys you This hate will never bleed out
Your Tax Dollars Hard At Work.....not
Dear mark, We fought long and hard to strengthen and pass the Climate Security Act in the Senate, and you played a huge part. On Friday, there were not enough votes to overcome the filibuster, but our tireless efforts were hardly in vain. We succeeded in putting a majority of the Senate on record in support of cap-and-trade legislation, and we have set the stage for significant action next year. This is a missed opportunity for 2008 and one that will come back to haunt the minority of Senators who sided with Big Oil and Dirty Coal by refusing to break the filibuster, refusing to help families struggling with ever-increasing gas prices. Rest assured, we will let their constituents know where their loyalties lie. That includes Sen. McConnell, Sen. Inhofe, and their allies who consistently ignore our harmful addiction to foreign oil and the escalating global warming crisis. mark, it's all about next year, and we need to ramp up our efforts right now. I'm making it a top pri
Don’t ask me when I will be back, don’t ask me again; maybe I will call you some time. Even though I care about you I won’t promise you anything, I cannot promise you anything. We don’t see each other much, but those are the rules. There is not enough time, but I cannot promise you anything. Once I did, and I held it close with all my strength but it ended. Maybe some day I will do it again but I don’t know if it will be to you. There is a void inside of me and no one can fill it. Don’t ask me for what I can’t give. Maybe I will fall in love someday, but it won’t be now. I cannot tell you if one day it will all change. I cannot promise, right now I am alone; I face the world that way. I just can’t tell you, I can’t. My thoughts never left you from the day I saw you. The void is yours.
Week Three
Hey folks; I know I didn’t get back to you last week, but it was a bunch of the same old same old, and besides, I needed some serious sleep. We had some adventures – I’m going East on I-90 in the early AM and I see this shadow shaped like a deer appear for just an instant in my left peripheral. And then I heard a thump thump and saw it bounce off the trailer, I thought, back by the trailer duals. The spring brakes didn’t activate, so I knew he didn’t get an air hose. I suppose it was wishful thinking, but the way he/she bounced off it looked to me like it ran off, so I didn't stop to investigate. When we fueled I told Dan about it, went and checked the dual area, and saw no damage. Well when Dan took over he found that the deer had hit us, only farther up than I had thought. The mid mounted indicator light mount was ripped almost out, breaking two bolt sized rivets, and just dangling – still functioning though, so we were safe with DOT. I am sure, from the hair, etc.,
Meet Spirit Of Gaia Levelers
center> MEET THE SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS This is a new group of Levelers and a wonderful group of people! All Members of Management are people who spend a lot of time helping others on Fubar level when needed. There are also some great members of this group who are always helping others. Stop by and meet these people and you will find they are some of the nicest people on fubar! F/R/A add them and if you are interested join Spirit of Gaia Levelers they are always looking forward to meeting new people and helping out where they can. SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS...PLEASE READ RULES BLOG BEFORE REQUESTING TO JOIN@ fubar Management Lady Spirit Wolf/Ravyn Wolff/Owner- Way of The Wolf ~Co-Founder Spirit of Gaia Levelers@ fubar {GYPSY HEART} * {STAFF 4 SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELLERS}@ fubar )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Staff of the 'SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS'@ fubar Dark God of Bondaged Souls *owned by Browneyes*@ fubar ButterflyMajic {fu slave to boomgardens & Dar
Not Fair. Not Fair. Not Fair.
One of my aunts and one of my uncles has cancer. I went to see my aunt today. One of the hardest things I've ever had to do was look at her and hear how hard things are for her. I was so strong the whole visit, but only because I was FIGHTING to keep those tears away. They were definitely about to break surface. I had prepared myself for her lack of hair...but it still suprised me. Cuz it just didn't look like her at all. And when I had called her before hand to see if she was up for company, she hadn't even recognized my voice. Today was really hard. And it's so hard hearing what she's going through and knowing I can't help. I try to be optimistic but it's never been a strong point of mine...frankly, I suck at it. I just wish I could fix everything for her and for my uncle that also has cancer. Unfortunately I'm not magic. *sigH*
I miss Luvy already. I guess its because i know she wont be coming hone after school. or until Wednesday. Sibi keeps doing her best to make me laugh.
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These Are Not..
Tonights the night well make history, honey, you and i And Ill take any risk to tie back the hands of time And stay with you here tonight I know you feel these are the worst of times I do believe its true When people lock their doors and hide inside Rumor has it its the end of paradise But I know, if the world just passed us by Baby I know, you wouldnt have to cry The best of times are when Im alone with you Some rain some shine, well make this a world for two Our memories of yesterday will last a lifetime Well take the best, forget the rest And someday well find these are the best of times These are the best of times The headlines read these are the worst of times I do believe its true I feel so helpless like a boat against the tide I wish the summer winds could bring back paradise But I know, if the world turned upside down Baby, I know youd always be around The best of times are when Im alone with you Some rain some shine, well make this a world for two Ou
It's A Myztery
=== 'Vitamin de~get your daily dose *DSC* I.B.I.C.' wrote the following at '2008-06-10 06:25:46'.. This wonderful lady has less than 364,000 to be Fubar's next GODMOTHER... She is always doing for others...makes the best skins show her love and help her level. She has plenty of pictures to rate and some stash as well... I know my friends will help this wonderful lady because I have the best friends in the world... Love you all!!!!! ☆--Lori--☆ aka 'MyZtErY--☆ ÐirtySouthCrew ☆--I.ß.I.C.
Wanna Own Someone...
Testing The Truth
IRREVERENCE IS ONE WAY THAT THE DEVINE TRICKSTER, WHO LIVES INSIDE ALL OF US, CAN TEST THE TRUTHS OF ANY PHILOSOPHY, RELIGION, OR BODY OF KNOWLEDGE. The philosophy, religion, or way of life that contains no humor cannot survive. The lack of laughter or ability to have good, clean fun is a red flag warning that something is amiss. We can test the truths that we wish to embrace by being irreverent. When the time is appropriate, cut loose! If the crazy antics of playfulness are not acceptable to the serious-minded people who espouse the truth of their particular philosophy, pay attention, then run like hell! Although Most Native traditions don't have a concept for hell, the lack of laughter and irreverence would be close enough. written by Jamie Sams
A fire burns deep within starts in my soul burning me up inside I tremble with each thought Like an addiction you cannot tame Somedays so intense I feel like a tornado inside I crave things more and more nothing satiates me NOTHING Is this a curse or is there a soul to put out my fire, a soul that needs to be satiated the same someone whom can fill my needs and wants before I ask for it. Someone worthy of my gift, or curse can you fucking handle it? Would you dare try? these are just my thoughts today felt like writing a bit
Honoring Thy Self
Of all the judgments that we pass in life, none is as important as the one we pass on ourselves, for the judgment touches the very center of our existence. No significant aspect of our thinking, motivation, feelings, or behavior is unaffected by our self-evaluation... The first act of honoring the self is the assertion of consciousness: the choice to think, to be aware, to send the searchlight of consciousness outward toward the world inward toward our own being. To default on this effort is to default on the self at the most basic level. To honor the self is to be willing to think independently, to live by our own mind, and to have the courage of our own perceptions and judgments. To honor the self is to be willing to know not only what we think but also what we feel, what we want, need, desire, suffer over, are frightened or angered by-and to accept our right to experience such feelings. The oppisite of this attitude is denial, disowning, repression-self-repudiation.
Update On My Daughter, It's Not Over Yet!
Angelic Tiff And Devilish Ash
I Don't Know
...if I showed you guys this or not. That would be Jeff after a very traumatizing experience at one of the stores he runs. First time I saw it, I damn near laughed till I shit myself. For the 2 people that read this, sleep well and nighty night.
A Friend Should Be?
A Friend should be radical, They should love you when you're unlovable, Hug you when you're unhuggable, And bear you when you're unbearable. A Friend should be fanatical; They should cheer when the whole world boos, Dance when you get good news, And cry when you cry too. But most of all, A friend should be mathematical, They should multiply the joy, Divide the sorrow, Subtract the past, And add to tomorrow, Calculate the need deep in your heart, And always be bigger than the sum of all their parts.
today i had to se my counselor. These are the days that really suck. I go in there wiht my mom to discuss anything and everything about the case and life in general. It really hard to sit in there and hear and feel the pain that i have caused. My mom in tears because of everything goin on. My mom is so sad because of the situation and doesnt want my to do anything drastic. I just need to froget, but we never forget. Its not in us as humans to forget things that have drastic effects on our lifes. i just want to crawl into a hole and be left alone. But thats silly.. I guess i just wish i knew wat was goin to happen to me. So myself and my family can have some peace.
Hit And Run...
Yesturday I ventured out in hopes to find the cutest dress for my little girl to wear on her Kindergarten Graduation day, which was today, by the way, and we found no dress...she would rather wear "flip flops and capris" she said... So after my purchase of the pink flip flops and matching white with pink flowered pants I exited the store, girls in tow, heading straight for the car. It was around 4:30 p.m. Traffic was getting worse and I just wanted to go home. As I walked around to the driver's side in order to open the door for my daughter and get in myself I noticed a huge dent on the side of the car that wasn't there when we went into the store. My first reaction was to yell "what the hell happened?!" I was just shocked to see that someone had hit my car and disappered in the matter of a few minutes that we had been shopping! Then a guy came over and said he saw some kids driving around in circles in the parking lot screwing around and then he saw my car move. They
Fantasy Lover
Lay your hands upon me And watch me come to life Flames of passion, searing need A restless, seeking soul Hands to touch you; tongue to taste Deep dark eyes to draw you in It lies within me A need I cannot sate It grows, leaves me yearning For a thought, a word, perhaps More; your voice, your scent, Your strength, your heat A light touch, a hot breath Arms encircling, legs entwining Racing hearts and laughter Thoughtful words, passionate kisses A flame to grow, engulf and Explode… into the Heavens I ache to know you To touch, to taste, to feel Your hot skin upon mine An intense desire, seeping Into my dreams at night Stealing my thoughts by day Fantasy lover, come, set me free.
Some Nerve!!!
You've got a lot of nerve to look me in the eye, When you've done what you've did And made me cry. You wanted the upper hand, By hitting me in the only spot I couldn't defend; The hope of love, For I still believe it'll fly high like a dove. And you still think I don't know it, Well if knowledge is power you're losin' it; But here's the question What am I going to do about you? Hear me, hear me now-- While my piece of mind screams out loud; How could you? When I was so good to you? You really did fool me And led me astray, But now I'm going to make you pay. Attention bitch this is your test, You've caused me a lot of distress; But now I'm coming back, Like a linebacker about to make his sack; But some day-- you are going to pay; It may or may not be me, But I want to be there and see; See that you get what you deserve, For it'll be like a perfect dessert, After a horrible meal, And that's my question to you, Should I forgive and forget you or let you be
Please Take A Minute To Meet Keith!
I want to introduce you to a very special person. This is Keith. He has leased me for a month. Yes, I am definitely one lucky lady! It will be such a hardship showing this sweet man a lot of love. He is such a wonderful friend and a great man to know. He is one of the most generous people I have ever met. If you don’t already have him r/f/a please take a few minutes and head to his page. I promise you will not meet a finer man. Rate, fan, add, and bling him. Show him some Fu-Love. You won’t regret it he always shows it back. Be sure to tell him that AngelGurl sent you. KEITH- FOUNDER/OWNER CLUB UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER@ fubar Made with love by: AngelGurl@ fubar Sharp Dressed ManBy ZZ Top
A Children's Guide To Foreign Policy
Q: Daddy, why did we have to attack Iraq? A: Because they had weapons of mass destruction honey. Q: But the inspectors didn't find any weapons of mass destruction. A: That's because the Iraqis were hiding them. Q: And that's why we invaded Iraq? A: Yep. Invasions always work better than inspections. Q: But after we invaded them, we STILL didn't find any weapons of mass destruction, did we? A: That's because the weapons are so well hidden. Don't worry, we'll find something, probably right before the 2008 election. Q: Why did Iraq want all those weapons of mass destruction? A: To use them in a war, silly. Q: I'm confused. If they had all those weapons that they planned to use in a war, then why didn't they use any of those weapons when we went to war with them? A: Well, obviously they didn't want anyone to know they had those weapons, so they chose to die by the thousands rather than defend themselves. Q: That doesn't make sense Daddy. Why woul
I used to believe that no matter what I was going through I could always count on my friends to be there just to listen and be understanding. Until recently when it was brought to my attention about my self that made me think...What is self worth????? I know I have always been a good friend to ALL my friends, I have been there for my friends when they needed someone to talk to.......So why did it bother me so much?!?!?!? Well it bothered me because I felt like I shouldn't be judged by who my friends are........I try not to judge people by the way they live or who they are friends with, but I admit I do once in awhile, but we all have our flaws!!!!! At first it hurt me really bad, then the more I thought about it it pissed me off.........I felt like I was the worst person in the world.....You see I only say things to people when I have to, but that day I felt like I had to defend myself!!!!! I have been feeling down about that whole situation, I just didn't know
Come Check Us Out And Join The Newest, Hottest Crew On Fubar
Come over to Sinful's Play Pen & join! Come meet the staff and have a sinful time! Also meet the Sinful Crew too! Click on the pictures to come in! See you there!If your interested in Joining send Sexxi LaLa or Cuban Hotti3 a private message Heres some of the Members of the New Sinfuls Spankers Crew Owner Sexxii lala §ë××îí£á£äówÑê®@ß0®gà7âFãmí£ýà~øwÑëРߥ 7®ô££ÿ@ fubar Co Owner ~Cuban Hotti3~ Cuban Hotti3~Shadow Levelers*Co Founder of Sinfuls Spankers Crew*Fu owned byPassionman71 and sbmo8@ fubar MEMBER'S Dream ♕Dj Dream Co-Owner @ Club Toxic FuEngaged 2 $!® L!©k ¤L؆ MOTSBC Fu Owned ByKing Domino♕@ fubar Bran ☆~BranMuffin~☆*Locked in DragonsDungon*CoHe@d M@$ter Tard of the $hort Bu$ Crew*Greeter@Cl@ fubar Jean DJ MAMITA AKA JEAN
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For My Friend
I miss the look of surrender in your eyes The way your soft brown hair would fall I miss the power of your kiss when we made love But baby most of all I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss the colors that you brought into my life Your golden smile, those blue-green eyes I miss your gentle voice in lonely times like now Saying it'll be alright I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one who knew just what to say To make me laugh again And let the light back in I miss my friend I miss those times I miss those nights I even miss the silly fights The making up The morning talks And those late afternoon walks I miss my friend The one my heart and soul confided in The one I felt the safest with The one wh
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Decisions Small decisions are vitally important. Because they're the ones that keep you on track. The big, momentous decisions set the direction for your life. And the small, everyday decisions are what enable you to maintain that direction. Small decisions are easy to make. Unfortunately, they are just as easy to ignore. Pay attention and take active, intentional control of the small decisions. You'll quickly experience great power in their cumulative influence. The big decisions are expressions of your commitments. The small, moment-by-moment decisions give life and substance to those commitments. Give careful thought and consideration to the big decisions. Then use the hundreds of small decisions you make each day to bring those big decisions to life. -- Ralph Marston
Help Her Get A 1-yr. Vip
Bratt's in a giveaway for a one-year VIP, and she needs 55,000 comments to get it! What do y'all say? I know we can get it done for this total sweetheart if we put our minds to it (and a lil effort into it).So click the picture below, and start bombing it with comments!
So Proud
a true gamer plays a game for almost 24hrs straight and beats it. Luvy is such a gamer.
Too Much...
There's so much stuff going through my head, it's unreal and keeps me up at night. Things such as "Will my love be returned one day?", "how much time do I really got to spend with the ones I love" Or how about... "Destiny, is it real... or just another mind trick?" Trust me, this isn't even the tip of the iceberg. There's a ton of shit that gets left unsaid. But this BS that's going on with Fubar... I've deleted my account so many freaking times, it's pathetic... Seriously... Do some people just not have a life of their own, they gotta be messing up someone else's? Does it make you feel better to trash someone else? Do you feel superior to others? And have to make sure everyone around you knows it??!?! God people are freaking pathetic... Keep your damn stalker accounts coming, I'll just keep blocking your sorry ass. I'm done playing your freaking games. Sick of being used for attention. I'm not here for YOU! I'm just sick of it all.... Come REAL or keep STEPPING! It would seem that
Positive Goals
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Positive goals What you passionately and purposefully seek to have, you will have. What you passionately and purposefully seek to avoid, you will also have. When you intensely focus your energy upon anything, that thing grows more real and influential in your life. That holds true whether it is something you strongly desire or something you strongly detest. If you put your effort into fighting against something, you end up giving more strength and consequence to whatever you're fighting against. Instead, find a desirable alternative and put your energy into working toward that alternative. What you hold most firmly and consistently in your mind, you create and become. So keep your thoughts focused on moving toward the desirable, enjoyable and fulfilling things. The most effective way to move away from what you don't want is to actively move toward what you do want. Rather than defining your life by what you oppose, challenge yourself to develo
Love Bullshit
I'm taking the unwanted advice from some asshole on fubar who decided that his own annoyance was better suited directed at me- so I'm blogging instead of asking the world a question.. no Mumms for me lol.. I am so tired of people thinking that putting others down makes them so much better than everyone else. Take my ex fiance for example- my words were the lying, manipulative scumbag who married some bitch just to get back at me and who claims he still wants me. He actually had the nerve to call me a child- he who has a wife and a girlfriend.. Yes- I am a child.. I'm a kid.. I'm the immature one.. WHO-HOO. Now that THAT has been established- he fucking asked me to leave my family- to alienate my family and walk away to be with him.. Fucking dick!
I need to have *u* wake up in da mornin next to me..... And I yern 4 *u*..... I just need *u* as much as *u* need me.... But my heart gradually bleeds when *u* **r** not there.... And when *u* put ya fingers through my hair.... Just stare into my eyes and tell me da truth..... Y do *u* need to play these games.....and leave me open..... I thought my love was ya token......... And I love *u* so just understand dat *u* **r** my man.....but that's da past....and I cant **b**:b stuck on things dat didn't last.....but ya lovin was so **good**.....but ill be gone..... And *u* try to find...da shorty dat encased ya love......but hey just leave me alone and I understand.......
this apology written to dear loved one in the fleet. i know his days are filled with boredom and i can go anywhere i might want to go. he is at the mercy of the present mission which he can not tell me about. less he has to kill me. i know i have been awful lately i had done much the same my dad was gone for months even though i missed him dearly i did not write as often as i should i had found some tapes in my closet my dad's voice was on these tapes as he was on the enterprise. tells how long ago from the time that he was on the enterprise the tapes had a small buzz which changed in intensity at reg intervals (asked about the buzz it seems it was the radar) many times on the tapes there was blank space sometimes hear clicks as the recorder was turned off and on as this blank space so is the email not sent why this blank space the space is a lack this lack of things to say i know what to say back careful not to say the things to make him more h
me singing in Russian (again). I hate singing in English since my accent comes out so strong, and it sounds ghey.
Tag You're It!
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? blah 3. Your hair? multi 4. Your mother? cool 5. Your father? passed 6. Your favorite thing? son's 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Diet Dr Pepper 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? Alternative 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy 14. Where were you last night? numb 15. What you're not? hungry 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? pipe 18. Where you grew up? Alaska 19. The last thing you did? smile 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? cartoons 22.
Honesty Lol
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Comment Contest Help Please!!!
Here we have a shadow leveler (who has helped TONS of people reach their own goals) and he is asking for help from his friends to reach his so lets say EVERYBODY pitch in and help the dude out! If anyone deserves a hand I think its Archangel! You will find the link to the pic below leave as many comments as you possibly can!!! The most comments win!!! Thx in advance yal are AWESOME!!! [ photo: 2165964288 ]
Lie To Me
A candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you want to be Don't act like an angel You've fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say good bye Well good bye Was it worth it in the end? You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cause who I am Is where you want to be Don't act like an angel You've fallen again You're no superhero I've found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say good bye Well good bye Was it worth it in th
Best Feeling In The World
You know what the best feeling in the world is? When your son calls and says... Can I come tonight or tommorrow? Its not his weekend with me...... he just wants to come. Now I have to go buy food lol... and since he is staying all week, change a few plans... but it is all worth it. Brought tears of happiness..
Opening Day At Chez Breanna!
Five years ago … To paraphrase Nietzsche, God is dead and we have killed him through indifference. Though I don’t see us in danger now of forgetting what God does, we are in danger of forgetting who God is. On the first day of summer, I know I need a renewal of Your power and grace in my life, Lord. And no less for my friends and family – those who travel and those who stay put, because they’re who You use where they are. Amen. [There’s a movie ticket stub to the left of this for $4.75, an afternoon matinee price.] I was pleasantly surprised by this film Martha, Mary, and I saw today. I went in expecting an 81-minute music fest that had the depth of an Elvis Presley movie. But From Justin to Kelly actually gave a positive spin to Spring Break, and I found the characters in the movie believable and not vulgar. I may never write movie reviews professionally, but I am appreciative of those that tell a story – even if the characters may not be memorable and the movie itself
I Found The Love Of My Life
So about 3 weeks ago i meet the love of my life right here on Fubar he is simple amazing...He means everything to me and to think we live 5 mins from each other and it took a website to bring us together..This man has changed my life in many ways and his kids (our sons) r so wonderful as well... My kids simple love him day in and day out can we go to Franks.. And the hardest thing is leavein him when were together and when im not with him i miss him and feel so lonely he is always there when i need someone to talk to and never once turn his back on me for no reason and if i need a push hes always there... And i couldnt see my life with out this man in it for once in my life i and very very HAPPY and wouldnt change it for the world so I LOVE U FRANK u mean alot to me...
Humorous Website Names.....
All of these are companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear - and be misread... Who Represents is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange Advice and views at / Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at There's the Italian Power Generator company, And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales, If you're looking for IP computer software, theres always The First Cumming Methodist Church Web site is And the designers at Speed of Art await you at their wacky Web site,
Proof Of The Most High Pt.4
Nikki Is At 31k Lets Help Her Out
I Saw His Soul
When I was 8 years old my grandmother went into critical care at the hospital. The cancer was eating her away and you could see her systems dying as the days went on. I was at the hospital with her every day along with my mother for 2 years straight when she hit a roadblock. One night I was staying at the hospital by myself with her, I was 10 years old. I woke up to 8 different machine alarms screaming and 12 nurses running into the room, trying to help her and escorting me out. I looked at her before exiting the door and all I saw was her spine arching and blood pouring from her mouth. That night was the last night I saw my actual grandma. I was put into a room with a bed and had to lay there until my mother came in at 5am. She arrived, asked if I was fine and went to talk to the doctors. I was left for another 4 hours. When the nurses walked in and realized I was still in there they took me down to the waiting room my mom, dad, and all my aunts, uncles, and cousins were in. My gra
This Is How Easy It Is
Development Funding Guide The following is a selected listing of Canadian development funds offering monies for script development: Astral Media The Harold Greenberg Fund What it funds: Feature length projects (over 75 minutes) Who can apply: writers and/or producers with two long-form credits What it offers: Script Development Program and Family Film Program - The Fund will consider up to $2,500.00 of allowable administrative costs, in addition to the full amount of the option for the story option phase. Up to $18,000 may be advanced for the first draft phase, up to $12,000 for the second draft phase, up to $10,000 for the final draft phase and up to $25,000 for more advanced polish and packaging phase for costs related to script polishing, packaging and preliminary cast interest. Deadlines: Quarterly – see Web site for updated deadlines More info: Astral Media The Harold Greenberg Fund Tel: 416-956-5431 Email: Web site: www.astralmedi
Tell Me
Two steps forward then one step back. Like dancing.
Tag You're It
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Floor 2. Your significant other? Absent 3. Your hair? Hair? 4. Your mother? Someplace 5. Your father? Passed 6. Your favorite thing? Oxygen 7. Your dream last night? Sex 8. Your favorite drink? Beer 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? Varies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Asleep 15. What you're not? Scared 16. Muffins? Shaved 17. One of your wish list items? Wealth 18. Where you grew up? Earth 19. The last thing you did? Farted 20. What are you wearing? Shorts 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? continues 25. Your mood? horny 2
What is a bigot? I get accused of being a bigot in chat. Is this because I have strong beliefs and share them? If so .. then it's untrue. I listen to everyone - then tell them to fuck off and leave me alone! Labels - Why is it people say "Don't label me!" and then later I see them saying "I'm a sub/slave/Master/Dom" or "I'm looking for a sub/slave/Master/Dom". Surely labels help to define who we are and what we are and therefore helps in finding a kindred spirit. They might not be quite sure of what they want but must have some sort of draw to bring them to the BDSM arena in the first place. I think labels are good!!!! They help us define who we are. i am a sub :-p Lots of subs with bad 1st experiences – main causes : this is when dreams are in fluffy- cuffy land and then they've met a proper bdsmer – go to a club – think it's all fet wear – dom canes or crops – maybe they've made out in chat that they can take a caning – (famous sub saying : I have some experience) note : silk
Today's Quote A superior person brings out the best in others. -Chinese Proverb
Dont you hate it when you rate someones page and they dont rate you back or even say Thank you for the rates!! what do people think that they are better then some people around here or what?? i think its rude when they dont even except your friend request when you rate there Happy Hour!! People Can be so rude!!!!!!!
Metal Mouth
at the moment i have one tongue ring in my mouth and monday i'll be going in to get a second one right next to it. i'm still debating whether i should get a third one, so it'll kinda be like a triangle or if that's too much metal in my mouth. idk, but it feels really weird to have a metal ball rubbing up against the top and bottom of your mouth. jussayin
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Imagine It
Thursday, June 26, 2008 Imagine it Imagine that you're full of energy and enthusiasm, excited and positive about the day ahead. Imagine that you're highly effective, able to achieve whatever you set out to do with confidence and ease. In your mind's eye, see yourself working with discipline and focus, quickly and easily making the decisions that move your world forward. Visualize yourself as always knowing what to say and do in every situation. Imagine yourself being the person you've always wanted to be. Imagine living the life you've always dreamed of living. See it all in rich and colorful detail. Allow yourself to dream, and know, with absolute certainty, that you can have it, you can do it and you can be it. Make your image of yourself and your life a positive one, and you'll program yourself for real, sustained success. Imagine yourself at your very best, and hold that image firmly in your mind, day after day, moment by moment. What you're able to imagine, y
This Is True....
So this morning while I'm talking to my friend, he sends me this email...... "if someone is interested in someone. they will say the word so. example: i came home from work yesterday and didnt see you, soooo? its a subconcious effect to try to get one to feel the same way we do...." I finally understood it after reading it a few times (LOL yeah I'm a little slow sometimes) and it is true. I know I've done it. Has anyone else?
Ruby is um. insane. she was over a couple of days ago and my mom was on the porch talking to both of us and was randomly talking about crackers. like the food. so Ruby looks at her and says "Dont call me a Cracker!" Mami looked sad not realizing it was a joke. hahahaha! score one for Ruby!
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Robin tagged me and I love her too much not to do this so 1.I hate cleaning but I'm really good at it 2.I had a teddy bear for 20 years that I named Battlecat from the He-man cartoon 3.I have a huge fascination with Asian culture, mainly with Japan 4.
I Believe In Dreams.
Lying in the gloom Of my lonely room Thinking of how to reach you Dreaming of having you. I believe in dreams And I believe in miracles I believe the toy balloons Can reach the moon. I dont have the courage and the will To say the words But I can't feel of what's inside me is for real Oh and i know someday I'll have the chance to prove and say Three simple words would come your way I know I have the chance someday Coz I believe in dreams. And I believe in miracles I believe the toy balloons Can reach the moon. I dont have the courage and the will To say the words But I can't feel of what's inside me is for real Oh and i know someday I'll have the chance to prove and say Three simple words would come your way I know I have the chance someday The chance for me to say... That I love you... Oh I love you... Yes I love you... Oh I love you... I believe in dreams I believe my dreams would all come true (I believe it will all come true) Ooh i be
Deleting Account
hey all i am deleting my account if u wanna stay in touchith me please let me know. my account will be gone with in 2 weeks
How I Feel
Help Needed
Any and all help appreciated! My man is just 13,958 Points from levelling! As we all know, it's harder for guys to level. Please just drop a rate on his page and some pics! Let me know if you do (drop me a msg) and I'll deff return some 11s your way! Thanks in advance! HERE IS HIS PROFILE LINK Baka@ fubar Brought to you by: ~*~...Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar PLS REPOST!!!
Look at Me Look at me in your moments of despair; life is not easy life is not fair. Look at me in your moments of loneliness; I can bring you peace and I can bring you happiness. Look at me in your moments of sorrow; I am your today and I want to be your tomorrow. Look at me in your moments of joy; life is also worth to be enjoyed.
The Answer
my soul burns with my there no way to extinguish it?am i being attacked?or is it just all in my mind?the answer i do not know.BUT I WILL NOT GIVE UP I WILL KEEP FIGHTING TO FIND THE ANSWER THE ANSWER TO MY SOUL!!!!!!!
Late Night Rambling
Can't believe its been 10 days since I blogged. I remember when I did it at least once a day, sometimes 3 or 4. I guess like everything else the newness wears off. David has been here a lot and that took up a lot of time. But that is a good thing. I'm proud of him. he wants to lose weight, and he has been staying away from soda. His Mom would not let him come back this week. That would have been 3 weeks in a row. And he has boyscout camp next week so it will be 2 weeks now. I might see if she will let me come take him out to eat one night. Work has been busy. I'm really just taking a short break before getting back to it. I have a site that the client wants to go live at 8 am.. and they were still sending me things tonight. It is a client one of the Marketing Agencies brought us. I'm going to have to have a talk with them. When they provided the layout it was under 20 pages. At this point its around 100 now and someone will have to pay for the extra pages. Got ano
Pimped Out Warrior, Ty Queen Nassy
Dark Greetings...Once again i have been owned, Show my new owner mad love Warrior Owner of and excl. taken by ~EchoAngel~ *Fu-bomber*@ fubar This Pimp out Brought to you by... Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 OWNED BY WARRIOR@ fubar (repost of original by 'Mistress QUEEN Nassy V4mpir3 FU OWNED BY WARRIOR' on '2008-06-26 12:17:19')
Have u ever meet someone u have fallen for and they have fallen for u.Than out of the blue they stop talking to you>Plz help me here does that mean they have moved on> I hope i get replys on this i need to know!!!!!
Punishment For Divorce?
Okay, so I was just reading a friend's old MuMM about divorce. I am going through one myself. Anyway so I was reading the MuMMers comments and one said that there should be an actual punishment for getting divorced..... so I'm sitting here thinking what kind of punishment people should get for getting a divorce.... seems like (depending on the reason for the divorce) the people have gone through enough. They not only have to start all over again trying to find someone to make them happy but for those people who become "housewives" and get to stay home to take care of the children and by doing so become "dependant" on their spouse for financial support, they are stuck out in the cold having to figure out in a hurry what they are going to do for an income and a new career! I personally don't see any reason for an added punishment for getting a divorce.
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Tomorrow I'll Think About God
Wish To Steal
as the night closes in on me i close my eyes and its you i see your touch is what i feel i dream about the kiss i wish to steal i see your arms around me i feel the weakness in my knees i imagine your warmth and the beating of your heart against my chest i can smell your scent of masculinity and mint your hands exploring my body and the passion that we share as the day awakes me i open my eyes and its him i see his touch is what i feel and i know i will never get that kiss i dreamt i got to steal.
An Explanation
Oh My Aching Ballz
Our First 4th....'s been a Long night(the 3rd) Kids came in from North Dakota late last night so when they got here we chilled, Momma got to catch up with Jessica and I got to know her and James, I am glad to say other then metting Jason, Lynns' oldest son, I have met 3/4 of my step kids and They are all WONDERFUL kids a lil crazy, but who ain't these days. We got up this morning shot the shit some more, Me and James got some fix-a-flat to fix my truck tire and Momma and Jessica went Grocery shopping, when they got back, The Ladies made a SLAMMIN Breakfast(while doing the Momma/Daughter getttin Ready deal), we all chilled, shot the shit till James and Jess left, Then Me and Momma took a nap :)~ The joys of being old...HAHA When we got up we went to see some fireworks, Not knowing we ended up on a Hill of I30 near Fort Worth and ended up seeing about 12 fireworks displays...IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME, I'm 40 and This has to have been the best 4th Of July I have Ever had!!
Today's Quote A pleasure is not full grown until it is remembered. -C.S. Lewis
Give It A Go
Astrology Of Scorpio : Trouble Areas
(Stolen idea from MEL) Astrology of Scorpio: Trouble Areas You are intense, and you know it. You have a deep well of passion and will, but if you don't get your way, you could explode like a volcano. A Scorpio rage is a rage that can blast everything in its path, including itself (when cornered, a scorpion will sting itself to death). This is why control is so important to you: it's for your own good, and everyone else's as well. So you restrain yourself. You hold back your true emotions deep, deep in the well. Oh sure, you make the appropriate social response when needed, but it's either fabricated or just a hint of the real you, a drop or two from the well. People are attracted to you for that deep passion—it's often a challenge for them to get to know you so well they find the key that unlocks the floodgates. Scorpios are also thought to be preoccupied with death. It is certainly a sign with a dark nature, but in real life no Scorpios have ever been found to be more depressed
If I Was In Your Bed
if you woke up one mornin and saw me in your bed wat would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) jus tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) have sex with me .... details please! 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) kiss on me Repost with the title IF I WAS IN YOUR BED!!!!!
Answer Me This
why is it that when i ask for an answer from guys, i usually get more words then i need, but not an answer. recently i asked someone what i ever did to them to dislike me, and i never got an answer just a bunch of cover up bullshit. now he blocked me,,which is fine by me. i honestly dont get it.. if i ask a question,why dont people just give a straight answer instead of just a bunch of crap? all i ever hear is how guys hate drama and lies and head games.... so what does it take to just get a straight answer? some one enlighten me please....
My Lyrics
let me see nothing, your voices lost in side me, you see me in everything, now rush, anything I will be, i cannot remember falling, eternal strife, cast away sorrow, i yearn for this calling, my strength is for you to borrow, lift up...your eyes i see lift up...your eyes i see fall not...your heart i will be fall not...your heart i will be let me see everything, i am lost in your voice, you think you have nothing, take your time, this is your choice, you remember i have falling, inner peace, you will find tomorrow, you can see what is my calling, i have forgotten my sorrow, lift up...your eyes i see lift up...your eyes i see fall not...your heart i will be fall not...your heart i will be let us see anything, we are lost in his voice, we see him in everything, salvation and love is our choice, we will not be subject to fall, we are lifted for all to see, we await on his call, GOD loved is what we will be, lift up...your ey
Calling Part 14
As the nights went on and on and the days seem to linger longer and longer as the two unborn little ones were growing inside of me and making it harder and harder to much of anything anymore I still couldn't help but let my mind drift back to what my Husband had told me about my oldest Son and how he could now walk in the light without it burning him or hurting him and this very thought sent shivers up and down my spine as nothing before ever had done to me. I often got so lost in my thoughts of this that I had to touched by a friend or a maid that had come into the room to check on me for I was not leaving the room much anymore since I had started to really show in my carrying of the two lives that we had made together for fear that somebody or something would see this and see it a fit time to attack on my Husband and this is not what I wanted for him even though I knew it was gonna happen before to long to him, but as long as I stayed out of site he had that much longer to get his se
Slut Waffle House
I have seen ALL types of auctions on fubar. But I MUST say , this is THE first of its kind. I, THE Slut, am auctioning off a Waffle House Uniform, worn BY me. This will help me get closer to spotlight. I will accept all bids. As bid increases, I will add "perks" to the auction such as, 11's, salutes IN THE UNIFORM, etc etc. So PLEASE bid high and bid OFTEN. Click the bid link below to go straight to the pic and bid. And PLEASE, if you look at the pic, at least rate it THE Slut™-Brandis RL Hubby Memorys&Sweets4ever, owned by HypnoticStarr@ fubar
Don't Want Any.....
K , I don't want any haters or bible thumpers tellin me I'm wrong or bad because I smoke . Besides the fact that I like it , it's very helpful for me medicaly .
Could Today Get Any Worse?
so... i had a photoshoot this morning at a lovely swamp in Manchac [spelling?]. i went to place my glasses on the bench. well... they fell off and went through a crack in the boards and into the swamp they went. i went on and finished the shoot while someone went to look for my glasses. they never found them =[. so im stuck without glasses until i return to Virginia, i knew i should have brought my contacts with me. luckily i can sorta still see, so i guess ill be fine. the pictures from the shoot should be up in a day or so =] and be sure to look for the ones from my next two upcoming shoots. thanks for reading, hopefully my day will get better. x-x-x Riot Girl a.k.a. Miss Addiction
Lyrics That Are True To The Moment
lyrics that are true to the moment LINKIN PARK - PART OF ME Part of me wont go away Everyday reminded how much I hate it Weighted against the consequences Cant live without it so its senseless Wanna cut it out of my soul And just live with a gaping hole Take control of my life And wash out all the burnt taste I made the problems in the first place Hang my head low cause its part of me Ya hardly see right next to the heart of me Heard of me the routine scar New cuts cover where the old ones are And now Im sick of this I cant stand the sandpaper thoughts that grade away on my sanity I rather not even be then the man thats staring in the mirror through me Pre chorus Cut myself free willingly Sstop just whats killing me [4x] I feel it everyday I feel I made my way I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside Swallowing me It cant be frightening if youve never felt it Once its been dealt with you feel like youve been touched by something angelic And th
Inspired By The Storm Last Night....
The Silver moon, shines full and bright, So uncommon for such a stormy night. Light pours into the wolf’s den, Letting him see, that he is alone, again. No mate to snuggle when the Thunder claps, No pups in the litter, trying to nap. Off in the distance, lighting flares, Reflected in his eyes is a lonely glare. At the mouth of his den he sits, As lightning hits a tree, it splits. Against the moon, is the silhouette of an owl, As our wolf sits, and begins to howl. It’s a cry of pain, a song of sorrow, As once again, he faces a lonely tomorrow. R. Roberts – 07/09/2008
Rebbie Is Up For Auction
Rebbie is in yet another auction! And here are her offers: 1. Owned by ______ in my tagline for 1 month 2. Pimp out on my page for 1 month 3. Weekly pimp out blog permanently 4. 2 "Special Pic's" Made just for YOU by ME 5. Added to Yahoo Or Msn permanently 6. 100 pics rated 11's during HH A Week 7. All blogs/stash rated 8. Daily profile comment for a month 9. Added To Top Friends & Family For A Month 10. 1 Big Pimpin Gift A Week For A Month 11. Keep You Fu-Shitfaced For Whole Month 12. 1 Personal Phone Call From Me @ My Discretion **If HH Or Equivalent Price Bid Is Offered...I Will Add More Offers & If High Enough, All Offers Will Be Doubled!!** All Fubuck & Cash Gift Bids Are Allowed! So Make Sure To Come Check How The Bidding Is Going!! Click The Pic Below To Get To The Bidding Area! Show Your Favorite Rebel Bitch Some Lovin!! Please comment ONLY when bidding. Thanks! Thanks In Advance To Everyone Who Bids! Let Me Know When You Have Shown Lo
I Love This Man
My Midget
Starbucks Employees
So, I got such odd looks from starbucks employees. I woke up, threw on jeans, kept the wifebeater I was wearing last night on, threw on my pink ribcage jacket, didnt do annnyyything with my hair [I put it in a ponytail before I went to bed], threw on shoes and big sunglasses and went to starbucks. I ordered a triple shot vente mocha They told me that the mocha already has 2 shots I said I know They stared at me the wholeee way out. I dont get why... Maybe I looked like a hooker or something?
Sleep To Dream Her
I know I'll miss her later Wish I could bend my love to hate her Wish I could be her creator To twist her arms now She stares up at the stars when The stars fell from her hair then I bent down to collect them And then she was gone Oh, I sleep just to dream her I beg the night just to see her That my only love should be her Just to lie in her arms Oh, I came there to find out Find out she'd made up her mind, oh My arms are all tied up To me she was blind This space between us Where wingless dreams fall earless Will you not bear me witness With your back to me now It seemed so unnerving Still somehow deserving That she could hold my heart so tightly And still not see me here, oh Oh, I sleep just to dream her Beg the night just to see her That my only love should be her Just to lie in her arms I know I'll miss her later Wish I could bend my love to hate her Wish I could be her creator To be the light in her eyes
COOTER'S BARowned by: Rev./DJ Cooter™ Want up to $50,000 in fubucks? Then be in Cooter's Bar, Saturday, July 12, 2008 at 8pm-1am EST/5pm-10pm Fu-Time for Music Trivia where you can win $1,000, $5,000, $10,000 or $15,000 in fubucks a total altogether given away of $50,000! She may give out more like last time! So come on down to Cooter's Bar by clicking below and join in on the fun! *AND* of course, she will be taking requests for songs and dishing out the hits because she will be djing for your pleasure! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OMGILOVECOOTER'SBAR! Don't forget that I need to kno by Saturday, July 12, 2008, 9pm EST/6pm Fu-Time if you want to take part in the 30 Day Fu-Marriage Auction where if you join it, you will be bidded on then the winning bidder will get you as a fu-spouse for 30 days! This officially starts Sunday, July 13, 2008 12:01AM EST/9:01PM Fu-Time and ends Saturday, July 19, 2008 11:59PM EST/8:59PM Fu-Time! So let me
So Jeff and I were on the phone earlier, and he was tease me for the way I say haughty. No big deal, I can't say it right and I know it lmao. So I started teasing him for the way he says on. It sounds like oyn or some shit. Anyways, hilarious. Then simultaneously we yell, "THERE'S NO H IN PHONE.", which dates back to the very first conversation we ever had oh the phone where I was teasing him for the way he talked. Funniest thing ever. Good memories : D
You know a place is no good when someone from an already seedy bar says they won't go there. Surprise! I had no idea that I was classy until I entered the place. The place was filled with welfare recipients that most likely had several children waiting at home, AKA White trash. The cream of the crop female was wearing a loose shirt with 80s jeans and what might have looked like legwarmers. Her face looked like it might have been dragged through a strip of unfinished pavement, then ripped off, and sewn back onto her head backwards by a blind madman with seizures. If that wasn't frightening enough, there was also a creature that resembled a man, but really wasn't. It came from a species of Bulldykes, and looked pretty intimidating at 300 lbs of pure fat and tits. "She" was walking around the place trashed, screaming obscenities, tryin to flirt with females, and scratching herself repeatedly. There is one thing that scares me more than anythin about bulldykes: they are not men. If
Want to Sell your 11s to help out a terrific Fu hit me up with an offer in a private message!!! Easyrider Or if you want to help me out of the kindness of your Heart please go check me out, Easyrider Please Repost
First Time Sex
> >> > >> > >>First Time Sex > >> > >>A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday ?night to meet, and have > >>dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl > >>announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out > and > >>make love for the first time. ?The boy is ecstatic, but he has never > had > >>sex ?before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. > He > >>tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps > the boy > >>for about an hour. ? He tells the boy everything there is to know about > > >>?condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many > > >>condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The > boy > >>insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it > > >>being his first time and all. > >>That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets > his > >>girlfriend at the door. 'Oh, I'm so ?exci
Mmm Not Shure What To Do
not shure what to to do when shes drunk she cares but the next day she is like we need to chill im just sick of of getting games played she blows me off for different things thats really stupid not sure of what i should really do if yall can help plzz let me kno
Place It In Your Heart...
Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.
In My 1st Auction!
Ok all a very good friend is in an Auction! Let’s show her what we can offer her. Here is what she is offering: #1 Friend Rate up to 300 pics 10s (if vip given 11’s) During HH Rate up to 300 stash during HH Daily Drinks Daily Comments Daily gift of my choice SFW Salute Link to your page on my page Rate Add Fan if not done already Will up as bids increase…. All you have to do is click the picture below and start bidding. ~~~~~~~~~~
The Fallen
The Fallen With proud thanksgiving, a mother for her children, England mourns for her dead across the sea. Flesh of her flesh they were, spirit of her spirit, Fallen in the cause of the free. Solemn the drums thrill: Death august and royal Sings sorrow up into irrimortal spheres. There is music in the midst of desolation And a glory that shines upon our tears. They went with songs to the battle, they were young, Straight of limb, true of eye, steady and aglow. They were staunch to the end against odds uncounted, They fell with their faces to the foe. They shalI grow not old, as we that are left grow old: Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun, and in the morning We will remember them. They mingle not with their laughing comrades again; They sit no more at familiar tables of home; They have no lot in our labour of the day-time; They sleep beyond England's foam. But where our desires are and our hopes profound, Fel
The Poppy
The Poppy During a lull in the second battle of Ypres in 1916, Colonel John McCrae, a well known Professor of Medicine at the Canadian University, wrote on a page torn from his notebook, these lines:- In Flanders' Fields the poppies blow, Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing fly Scarcely heard amid the guns below. We are the dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders' Fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe; To you from flailing hands we throw the torch Be yours to hold high: If ye break faith with us who die, We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders' Fields. In May 1918, Col. McCrae was brought as a stretcher case to one of the big hospitals on the coast of France. On the third evening he was wheeled to the balcony of his room to look over the sea towards Dover. The verses were obviously in his mind, for he said to the
I've blogged before about my anxiety prob and shyness, but it seems like it is getting worse. Working at a hotel I see all kinds of people, and working alone, I am usually the earpiece for them. I can't stand feeling like I am gonna have a heart attack every time I see someone coming up to the front desk. I am not a very talkative person due to being self conscious about my English, so I think twice as hard before I say ANYTHING. And when I DO come up with shit to say, its usually almost stuttering because I try so hard saying it. I dont wanna take any meds for this ofcourse, but I have no idea how to make this better.
The Ex
Just checked my myspace, and holy shit! I got a message from my Ex from 6 yrs ago. He was Russian too, and I and my mom helped him out alot when he was just fresh off the boat and had tons of troubles. I've been with him for 2 1/2 yrs, and we had pretty big plans before we had to break it off for various reasons. Two people with mental issues should never be together,lol. He said he is expecting a kid in Sept and wants to get together sometime for coffee. I know he is not tryin to get in my pants, but shit would be awkward...
The Top Of My Head?
The top of my head? There is not much left up there, but thus you require. Therefor this I offer you. Pity this is all that is. 3-17-03 (when asked for something off the 'top of my head'
I Weep Tonight For
I weep tonight for children will die tomorrow unless we speak out. Our President is insane and has led us into war. 3-17-03
Today My Head Aches
Today my head aches, clouding my perspectives with a dull, throbbing pain. The only true cure I know involves succumbing to sleep. 3-30-03
Do You Ever Tire
Do you ever tire, when you wake up in the morn, of seeing yourself staring back through the mirror as if you weren't even there? 4-8-03

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