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Just Dont Bother
Don't even bother talking to me. Im worthless. i have no point in this world but to screw up everyone elses lives.. im ugly. a bitch. stupid. a cunt. and just fucked up. ask around... dont bother talking to me.. im not worth your time.
i sit here and wait for you return waiting for you is so hard to do i feel ur breath on my skin waiting for u to come soon i lay here and think about everything waiting is hard to do i touch you with gentle embraces waiting no more for you
Missing You
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. I miss you."
Damn Twice In One Night?!
What..... the fuck. uneedatowel?: would you like to watch me get off for you? ->uneedatowel?: Only if when you stand up to get off your cock gonna will be superglued to a chair? if not then fuck off. uneedatowel?: fuck you cunt ->uneedatowel?: Oh Joy!!! You just said my favorite word in the whole wide world you stupid cunt ass bitch ass dumb ass genital wart. Pull your bottom lip over your head and swallow.. Gawd what is up with the shoutbox messages tonite ? Dayum..
Living The Dream
So... where did you go today? I found a little lie behind your eyes. What do you want today? I dream a little bit of what you want to say. How would you say, what you cant say. Why don’t you run from to me, take a living in what you see. Everyday is to far for me. Until that I keep living the dream. So... where are you from today? Take a little look inside your life. So... what do you chose? What up in the end of nothing left to lose. Just let me through. When it comes to trust it never comes to soon. Cause this is for you Only for you. Why don’t you run from to me, take a living in what you see. Everyday is to far for me. Until that I keep living the dream.
Death Come To Me...
New Diet
A NEW DIET. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena, the wonder dog, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had -- an elephant? So since I'm retired, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called A spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly Stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the Boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff The purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule Was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products That captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their Suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, The rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be There overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Vi
Pork Chops
In a zoo in California, a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans' that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaning pi
Some Days....
Some days the beauty of life is overwhelming. The creation, intention, compassion, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way. Some days the strength of life is overwhelming. The perseverance, determination, desire, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way. Some days the love of life is overwhelming. The passion, acceptance, openness, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way.
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Wicca And Witchcraft
Wicca and Witchcraft [ Home ] [ Reiki - An Ancient Art ] [ Book of Light ] [ BOS ] [ Wicca and Witchcraft ] [ Contact me ] [ Crystals and Herbs ] [ The Energy Zone ] [ Archives ] [ Links of Note! ] [ Circle of Stones ] ..> ..> Merry Meet. To make everyone's lives a tad easier, I have place some bookmarks on this page. so, if, you don't have time to look at every thing then please click on one of the links to get you to your information a little faster... Wicca Witchcraft Wicca is a religion, a neo-paganist religion to be exact. This means that it worships the old ways and practices, the elements, rites of passage, the deities and everything to do with nature. The Wicca movement as we know it today, was founded by Mr. Gerald Gardener in the 1950's. It was, and still is, believed that Wiccans made common use of magick and Witchcraft which, in a manner of speaking, is true. The Wicca religion is starting to be revived again, due to the fact that people, in general, are lo
Re: Stop Blocking This Bulletin
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SafetyJoe [Ron Paul 2008] Date: 05 Mar 2008, 08:56 A Little Reading on the CFR + microchipping----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: One LoveDate: Mar 5, 2008 2:58 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Orwellian Bob ( We Must Elect a New Congres!!!)Date: Mar 4, 2008 11:46 PMThank you friends :)----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ♠~Unique~♠ Date: Jan 29, 2008 9:11 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From:
Late And Alone
its the middle of the night and i am alone. the rain has stopped and i took a walk down by the lake. no stars or light from the city, no one to keep me company,no music, just my own thoughts for comfort. i keep coming back to conversations and shared passion remembered through still fading bruises and bright flashes of comprehension. i dont know what to think about this new turn in my life, better to not think at all and go with it i believe. for 31 years i had no idea. i have known love and passion and pain and trials and even perseverance, but to even try to understand what is happening to me now fails me. do you remember what i kept saying? "where the hell did you come from...?" and once you said "u keep saying that" and i still mean it. no one has ever taken me by such complete surprise. no one ever made me love. there was always the choice; with you i have none. i miss you My Heart. dream of me... i love you remember i live for your smile and die for your kiss
The Real Death Star
The earth may be in the firing line when one of the sky's most beautiful objects explodes, a Sydney astronomy expert claims. University of Sydney astronomer Peter Tuthill discovered the elegant rotating pinwheel system, named WR104, eight years ago in the constellation Sagittarius. It includes a highly unstable star known as a Wolf-Rayet, widely regarded by astronomers as ticking bombs - the last stop in a star's life before a cataclysmic supernova explosion. "When it finally explodes as a supernova, it could emit an intense beam of gamma rays coming our way", says Dr Tuthill, whose work is published in the latest edition of the Astrophysical Journal. In the article Dr Tuthill reveals stunning new images of WR 104 taken with the Keck Telescope in Hawaii, showing a glowing plume of hot dust and gas flung out into a whirling spiral as the two stars at the centre of the system orbit one another every eight months. But something odd about the images caught the attention of Dr Tuthill and h
Transmale Nation
Remaking manhood in the genderqueer generation - By Elizabeth Cline A digital call to action spread on last month, and a crowd of tranny boys descended on the East Village gay dive the Boiler Room. It was the very first Manhunt, a party for transmen and their admirers. When several dozen genderqueers crashed the place, a few of the bar's gay patrons threw a tantrum. They tried desperately to sort out who was a dyke and who was a dude by rating the tranny boys—with their flat chests, short hair, and male posturing—according to who still "looked like girls." But eventually, these hecklers were outnumbered by some of New York's au courant gender outlaws, a mix of young masculine-identified dykes, bois, and trans guys clamoring for a space of their own. By the end of the night, the trans folks and the gay guys had made peace, and Riley MacLeod, a 22-year-old, gay-identified tranny boy, even stole a kiss from the bartender. Just a few years ago, the transmale comm
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD IN BLACK DIAMOND DO YOU THINK YOU CAN HANDLE US IF SO STOP IN > COME LET DJ MOTLEYMAN ROCK YOUR WORLD (repost of original by 'DJ*Motleyman* Black Label Society Washington Chapter SDMF Doom Crew World Wide' on '2008-03-05 11:09:15') (repost of original by 'tammy~mooonbaby~firestar mistress~DIRTY BITCH CREW PROSPECT{S3xxyLay}~_~{s3xxyPlayToy}~' on '2008-03-05 11:15:46') (repost of original by '~JaydaDawn~*~DirtyBitch Crew Member~*~Bodyguarded by Savage~' on '2008-03-05 11:59:40') (repost of original by 'NOTI ( Black Diamond'S HEAD BARTENDER)DB BITCH CREW BIKERBRAT, LUMINA MY FUWIFEY'S' on '2008-03-05 12:03:11') (repost of original by 'DJ King Freak On A Leash $ Owner of Black Diamond $ & Dirty Bitch Lovin' Bastard' on '2008-03-05 12:20:24') (repost of original by '~ * JEN * ~ * Your Naughty Lil Bitch * ~' on '2008-03-05 12:28:51')
Tank Almost Empty
The tank is almost empty The car is clean and tuned The car runs smoothly But all is not as it seems The tank is close to empty The gauge has made that clear Each curve and rise are mastered But all is not as it seems The tank is close to empty Gas stations are open but you drive past The car runs smoothly I know I cannot last All is not as it seems The tank is almost empty That fact is crystal clear But the car runs so smoothly Gears shifting, brakes braking Cool from air conditioning But the tank is almost empty as we coast past another station out into the landscape each curve and rise easy driving But all is not as it seems You are driving The car is mine I say Time to tank up You say nothing You ignore my words ignore the gauge But it's time to tank up before we
Nice Job!!!!!!!!!!
Touch the Darkness
Sexual Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at
Love Its Free
a friend of Mine Said to help this Guy out and Now Im asking every one else. He needs a little under 7000 by Midnight tonight. So please help out thankx
Accepting Applications
I am currently accepting applications for fu wifeys.....started out as a joke, now its serious. I see how many people it pisses off...and ya know what? Pissed off people talk.....and people that talk about me keep me popular on fubar.....keeps my page getting hit, keeps people rating me, keeps people adding TALK TALK TALK. Now back to the point at hand. Just a few rules: 1. MUST have salute. 2. MUST marry me AND Buttons ( love ya babe) 3. Must R/A/F and preferably crush us both ( one crush I know) 4. MUST pimp me on ur page, as I will do you the same until I get too many wifeys to fit yall. Heres what you get.... 1. random pimp outs done by Buttons and reposted by my friends and probably stickied too 2. attention from all the people going to my page and buttons page and seeing you. 3. added to fam and top friends ( you will in the order u were married so as not to cause jealousy. 4. Atleast ONE big pimpin gift.... 5. Various other perks as well. Mesage me or Bu
Enchanted Beautys
Enchanted Beautys All females can enter! Lounge members will vote on who's in and who is out if you are voted out you can try again next month but once you are in you are in Rules: 1.)all applacints must have a standerd fubar salute with The words Enchanted Realm on it 2.)if made a enchanted realm beauty you must frequint the lounge 3.)Standerd lounge rules aply ***** I am looking into getting stikams up in the lounge for the beautys **** 4.)if Stikams are put in the lounge, then any beauty showing nudity will have there cam rights revoked and banned from the lounge.
Cool Song
Any of you that are in least part patriotic will enjoy this. It is called I'm a Soldier (Warrior Ethos) The singer is Randy Wight who is one of my neighbor's and he is a lead vocalist for the U.S. Army Field Band.
Re: Rangers 2 Werder Bremen 0
RE: Rangers 2 Werder Bremen 0 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 06 Mar 2008, 22:37 Rangers are just 90 minutes from reaching the last eight of a European competition for the first time in 15 years after a captivating 2-0 win over Werder Bremen at Ibrox.Goals from Daniel Cousin and Steven Davis either side of half-time leave Walter Smith's men in a wonderful position after the first leg of their last-16 tie with the Germans.Semi-finalists in this competition themselves last season, Bremen travelled to Scotland as many people's favourites to progress to the quarter-finals.But their hopes of doing that hang by a thread after one of the greatest continental performances by the Light Blues in recent years.Daniel Cousin's rocket seconds before the interval gave Gers a narrow lead - but only thanks to a monumental blunder by away goalkeeper Tim Wiese.And although he was fault again when Steven Davis rammed in a second after the break, t
Stuck in this slumber The coma proceeds Moving further through Time’s cycle, before Expiration catches hold. Confined to permanent stagnation Experience no longer matters I’m still at the start. The nightmare is Only just beginning… Will all meaning be gone Whenever I awake? Or was there ever Such a demand To begin with? I tried to Convince you as to How you’re better off Not even containing ties to me. You insist it not to be so Even though the Cycle must end here, And carry on no longer. Do you get that? Can you accept it? That no good becomes of My inabilities and flaws Adding up so profusely… Leaving only so much space For my niches to Crawl through the Suffocated cracks, of despair. You need better than this There has to be better Out there than, myself. It just doesn’t add up How you can Love a thing With no purpose.
Giveaway Target
Good Morning Family!!! We are getting so close to Watcher's giveaway being over. You guys have done awesome!! Please continue to bomb as much as you can, we are almost there. Thank You GeeGee Here is the link to the giveaway
Good People
Add her. cortsaboss@ fubar She's cool as hell. That's my girl. Tell her ReL sent you :D REL
Boys Are Gonna Be Matter What!
1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8.) Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it.
Why? I Ask You,,,why?
Why?I ask You Why? Why? I ask,Why? Why did you marry me? Why do you take me with you? Why do you get mad,? Why do you have a adutiude in your voice, when talking to me,? I'm not the one to up to blame, I can't control others,why? Why I ask you,Why? Why do I feel like your blameing me? Why do I fell your embarsed to be with me ? Why do I embarse you? Why do you nuge me when I'm talking, as if to say,"shut up,their not interested?" Why,I ask you why? What do I do wrong? Why can't you be happy with me? I am happy with you,why? Why when I want something and, you don't, why do you raise your voice to me, as some child? Why,I ask you Why? Why, Why,can't we talk, witout you coping a adutiude? Why don't you love me anymore? Why,do you seem as if you don't care? Why,do you act like I'm stupid,why? Why do you give me dirty looks,Why? Why, can't you ses I love you? Why,I ask you Why? ****Pat Crow*3/8/08****
Murphy's Love Laws
Murphy's Love Laws 1. All the good ones are taken. 2. If the person isn't taken, there's a reason. (corr. to 1) 3. The nicer someone is, the farther away (s)he is from you. 4. Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant. 5. The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them. 6. Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position. 7. The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it. 8. Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction. 9. Nice guys(girls) finish last. 10. If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. 11. Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else.
So I've been with Fubar for a while now actually when they were Cherrytap. I've met a lot of people on here some are very fun to talk to however I should mention someone that I have found to be the most interesting fun kickass friend I have had on here or any other site. This girl is intoxicating to me her voice is to die for. Most of you will never hear her I was lucky enough to get to know her and talk to her on the phone. I have known her for almost a year now and it didn't seem that long. She pointed out that it was about a year. There is so much more I could say about this girl and there isn't enough space on here. Well good things dont last forever......She told me she will be moving sometime soon. I will tell you that this was disappointing. I only use that word because I don't want to tell you what it felt like when she said it because I look forward to talking to her all the time. Anyway this girl knows who she is and the rest of you should also. Heather aka 'Girl*Ne
Your Voice..
Its funny, Sir.. how the sound of Your voice haunts my very being.. How I can hear You as easily as i feel my heart beating.. Why is this the way that we are?? Why do I have such a hunger for You?? Why do I feel as if I truely must be near You to survive?? I wish that I could swirl like a mist.. To You all those miles from me.. I'd enter inside Your soul.. Just so You could see.. I'd let You experience all of me.. So deep inside.. And though I fear You, There'd be nothing to hide.. I feel no shame I feel no hesitation I am what You made me Now we just have to deal with it. I risk it because I have to. I have no choice.. Its who i was put on this earth to be. You never thought all those months ago You would truely enslave me.. But You did.. No matter what I do to forget You.. You did. I fear the only way I will ever escape my need of You will be when I finally exist no more..No matter how long that may be.. And if i never saw or heard from You again.. You wil
Sweet Azz Radio
come check them out they are great, and good friends......
There's a 20% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future! What Are the Chances that You've Been Abducted by Aliens?
Lol Hardly!
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?" What's Your Power Color?
She's trying to forget about you -- like it's that simple && She's crying inside silently. Endlessly choking on her tears. && as she lay in bed last night, her heart¢¾ was hammering against her chest. Creating a build up of pressure in that cavity that holds her in this life. It's funny; you don't want to know me like that anymore. You don't want to admit you love me still. I can't let go. Thinking of you as I sit here, processing words in my mind. I'm creating raves on my cheeks && my chest feels hollow. My mouth is dry. && it aches. It actually aches. I'm not meant to feel like this for you. Not anymore. You're bad for me. The very wost. You don't act like you care. Besides, Me minus you equals me much better off. But it hurts. I don't want it to hurt anymore. She found out he didnt want her. He told her that he never loved her. She cried for hours. He said nothing but so many sorries. She had her heartbroken. He never wanted her anyways. She st
Same song, only this time it includes my favorite show. I've had this song in my head for days now.
Im In A Contest And Need Comments To Win
hello there, I'm in this auction and i need all your help please help out . Whoever gets the most comments wins so please come show your love and click the link below and comment comment comment..Thanx to all my PPL x0x0x.
Oh Welll....
oh well... no more sexy(yeah right, lol) pics of me every day... muah babies!!!!!
Episode Three: Homage To Charles Shultz
She Floats..........f.a.
If you think you'll never be caught, Then why would you want to fall. The hope that someone is there, Or the fear of noone at all. We've all walked that line, Leaned over the cliff. Looking for that someone, Someone who isn't a myth. If you look deep into your heart, I'm sure you will find. All your friends will catch you, And the first hands will be mine.
To My Husband
When love finds you--whether it is first love, true love, or one and only love--one thing is certain: You are changed forever. When I found you I found love and it has changed me. Change for the better; For I am loved unconditionally! I now walk with confidence that I am truly loved...loved by you. Your love has made me realize that I can do anything... there are no limitations. Through you I discovered the true meaning of love. I can go through life, no matter what happens, and know that I am loved. When I have a bad day, it's you that makes me feel better. The way you smile at me, the compliments you give, the way you hold me in your arms. The words you speak with wisdom, kindness, and caring. When you touch me, I feel my heart skip a beat and at times... I am breathless. You give me love like I have never known and I thank you for all you do for me. Thank you for who you are and what you have given to me ..LOVE. Know that I love you with all t
Have You Been Good?
Well pets, I have been gone for 4 days and have returned safe and sound. A bit sunburned and wind blown from the weathering elements that I was subjected to, but it was an eventful trip to say the least. I am rested now, and even though still a bit wishing I had a vacation to recover from My vacation, I needed to tend to business as it were. Although I did spend several ours a day wondering weather My 'pets' were behaving themselves as they had been instructed? We will see! I have some wonderfully devious idea's on how to punish, and reward for those that deserve them. But now comes the fun part....! I want each everyone of you who had directions from Me while I was gone to write Me a report and tell Me what inticing activities, thoughts, fantasies that you had while you were on restriction (or not on restriction). Details! Does your pathetic cock get hard while thinking about writing Me? Do you wish to touch it and please yourself? Don't you dare deny me the pleasure of
Re: New Proposals To Fight Global Warming Would End Civilization
RE: New Proposals To Fight Global Warming Would End Civilization ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 10 Mar 2008, 14:52 New Proposals To Fight Global Warming Would End Civilization, Kill Billions The establishment press is affording sober gravitas to a Carnegie Institution report that calls for carbon emissions to be reduced to near zero in order to combat global warming, without mentioning the fact that such a move would return man to the stone age if not end civilization as we know it and kill billions.
Rangers Trophy Room
Rangers Trophy Room Ibrox Trophy Room - Rangers FC Old Firm Epic - Rangers 3 Celtic 3 Old Firm Riot(Glasgow Celtic & Rangers) Walter Shows Le Guen How To Manage The Gers Rangers Fc More Than A Club
Japan's Fastest Wireless Network
Sachio Semmoto is on his fifth entrepreneurial venture, which, in Japan, is five more than the usual. Twenty years ago Semmoto founded KDDI, Japan's number two phone company, and then expanded it into wireless. Mobile phone deregulation hit Japan in 1988; the cost of a wireless call has declined 95% since then. At 65 Semmoto is betting his hard-earned reputation, and $3 billion in investors' money, on building the world's fastest wireless data service, called Emobile. Since its launch a year ago Emobile has gained 200,000 subscribers, who get 7.2 megabits a second, 100 times as much as Verizon (nyse: VZ - news - people )'s fastest wireless service in the U.S., for the same price. The company is signing up 13,000 subscribers each week. But the growth is costing him. The spending to roll out Emobile has caused its publicly traded parent Eaccess to slump from a $41 million profit on $543 million in 2006 to a loss of $10 million on revenue of $545 million last year. Eaccess is the nu
Now We Can Relax Because We Know George W Bush Is Definetly Going To Hell Now!
THE seven deadly sins have grown to at least 14 after the Vatican updated its 1400-year-old list of the worst moral failures to reflect the modern world. The new deadly sins that may lead to eternal damnation are polluting, genetic engineering, being obscenely rich, drug dealing, abortion, pedophilia and causing social injustice, The Times newspaper has reported. Quoting from Vatican newspaper L’Osservatore Romano, The Times reported that certain actions were so unholy that they needed to be deemed as “mortal sins” – not the less serious “venial sins”. The man in charge of examining confessions and indulgences for the Vatican, Monsignor Gianfranco Girotti, told the Vatican newspaper that priests should be aware of the “new” sins. “New sins have appeared on the horizon of humanity as a corollary of the unstoppable process of globalisation,” Monsignor Girotti said. “You offend God not only by stealing, blaspheming or coveting your neighbour’s wife – but also by ruining
Gettin' My Azz Kicked...
This thing called's kickin' my frkn azz
Wanna Own Me?
But You Can.....he he!!! I'm in my first auction...wanna own me come by and bid on me!! Just click my picture above and see what all you can get!!
Don't Ya? Even Just A Lil Bit?
Your 2005 Song Is Don't Cha by the Pussycat Dolls "Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me" What happens in 2005, stays in 2005! What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?
A Little
You Are a Little Anal Retentive Okay, so you're occasionally uptight, but it's not like you fill your day with little OCD rituals. You just like to exercise a little control over your life, and that's usually a good thing. As long as you limit your anal retentive ways to your own behavior, you're not annoying anyone. Deep down, most people are exactly like you. Are You Anal Retentive?
How Sinful!
Your Deadly Sins Envy: 100% Greed: 80% Lust: 80% Pride: 80% Wrath: 80% Sloth: 40% Gluttony: 20% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 69% You will die a boring death. While dying, you will be jealous of those who die dramatic deaths. How Sinful Are You?
Right Now
I'm sick again, I cant find my medication and My panic attacks are about ever 15mins. I hate being stressed out and upset Grrr Well Just a short little note before I go I will stay signed in but I wont be here. I'm going to go find my med's I hope otherwise the doctor will have to give me a shot so I can slow down my heart :(
Re: Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report
RE: Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Mar 2008, 19:30 Another Foot And Mouth Whitewash Report: Government "Catalogue Of Errors" Led To Outbreak In a report that smacks of damage limitation, a Cabinet Office commissioned inquiry into the outbreak of foot and mouth disease from a government laboratory in the UK last Summer has concluded that incompetence and poor facilities were to blame for a leak of the virus.
Alone I close my eyes I can picture you in my mind Your lips play against my flesh To my surrender; I respond in kind Commanding kisses greet softened lips Moistened pink meets twin Tiny sounds of pleasure sweet Echo from deep within You press, demanding, into me Silken heat radiates through Fingers whisper over your skin Slowly learning every inch of you No proof against these dreams do I claim As your fingers find my need Back arches in pleasure As for your touch I plead Flames reach higher Raging to fevered heights Bodies quiver against the other Screams into the night Clinging to one another Seeking sanctuary during the thunder Shaking our bodies, souls and minds Faces filled with new found wonder Fire darkened midnight blues flutter Eyes gaze over empty bed Touching over the lonely pillow Remembering once more, its all in my head.
Pitt Bull Dogs
Ok, I'm a dog man so this situation really gets under my skin. Lets discuss pitt bull dogs for a minute. I have had 2 of them, both females, and both were two of the BEST dogs you could have ever owned. They were very loyal, well behaved, easy to maintain, but VERY protective of me and anyone around me at the time. I have seen many times that they now wanna ban the keeping of pitt bull dos cause' a few of them have done things that were plainly aweful. I know that the way a dog reacts is ONLY due to the way its raised, or brought up. These dogs MAY very well have the capabilities of causing great harm, but on the other hand, they also have the capabilities of being the BEST friend / protector you could EVER have. I know of multiple of these dogs that are constantly around little kids, like 2 year olds, and NEVER have a problem with getting snippy, biting, or anything along these lines. Hell, for what these dogs have gone through, and go through on a daily basis from these kids, I'm sur
Men!!!!!!!not Yummy.
I dont like men: *with italian/french accent. *with blond hair. *who dont take care of themselves. *who have more cosmetics than me. *who get drunk after few drinks. *who dont like to go out. *who dont like animals. *who smell. *who are too possesive. *who burp too much. *who think I`m too girly and fragile.
Fu Guy Any Takers?????
im looking for a fuguy to make me smile. some fu guy to call my own
Can You Read This?
I cnudol't blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.
Vedic Om
vedic OM One of the ancient Vedic forms of addressing god is Om as per Hindu wisdom, this Om is not just a word it is a comprehensive mode of unified state soul & supreme. These two later of Om means it that one represents the soul & other the supreme in unified state as a symbol of final beatitude. It also represents the addressing mode for god through the wisdom of words. Pronouncing this word Om leads one to the cosmic force in ones self. In Vedic prayer Om is the first word to pronounce along with the wisdom of words or thoughts during prayer in life. The praying person thinks of god as a giver of life & remover of pains and sorrows & bestower of happiness. Om here on inflicts the vision on its pronouncement in the inner core for a vibrant feeling which unified the life on to self for a broader vision to interact with supreme. This sole vibrant Om brings the life to self & enlightens the inner core for a vision which speaks there in with out words that omni present g
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC!!! An
Robot Chicken - Rapeably Soft
I love this skit :D
My 23rd Birthday Is Comming Soon
So with the many other changes and challenges i am facing this year, i have decided to do something for myself that will change my life... my kids lives... hell everyone within standing distance lives too... so what is it? I have decided that for my 23 birthday i am quitting smoking... through lines... and the help of my family and friends. I believe all the years i have smoked thinking it was something that was helping me stay calm... it was slowly eating away at the time i had to be with my kids as they got older, and i wanna be around for a very long time! I am taking the steps i need to ... now i am asking for help from all of you.... if you see me smoking embarass the living fuck out of me! stop me at any cost..... bring up the fact that i wont be around for my kids... that seems to be my only stop button.... I want a healthy and active life and i cant have either with a cigarette in my hand... so this is my vow to all of you April 6th 2008 is my final d
Gf App
girlfriend APPLICATION Name: Age: Number: Town: Favorite food: Favorite color: Favorite thing on a girl/boy: Favorite hobby: Would you: Kiss me: Hug me: Tell me you loved me: Jump aroudn with me: Make funny faces with me: Laugh with me: Dance with me: Kiss me in the rain: Dance with me in the rain: Cuddle with me: Sing to me: Hold hands with me: Do you: Have a crush on me: Know me: If you do how: Do you think im hott: Rate me 1-10: Choose: Friends or Your gf: Italian or Mexican food: Football or basketball: Vanilla or Chocolate: Brown hair or Red hair: Brown eyes or blue eyes: Light skinned or Tanned skin: Braces or Crooked teeth: Random: What is the most you have done with a girl: What's your favorite place to visit: Do you like to shopp: What's your style [punk, prep, casual or just whatever]: What's your favorite band: If it was valentines day what would you get me:
Dj Foxy @ Sin City
Peoples Profiles And Fake Pics
What the fuck is the deal with people who use pictures of someone else or pics that morph to someone way sexier than they are. Be proud of who you are and what you look like, because if you don't how do you expect us to think anything of you. So you may be a little heavy or have a big nose. Whatever it is don't let it bother you. Noone is perfect...NOONE...that is of course they paid to be that way, and if they did that than they have mental issues and that makes guessed it...Not perfect. Just my opinion.
Trampled Under Foot
When it comes to dating, what do women really want? Cause whatever it is, as a single guy I must really have no clue. I guess being honest and taking a interest in you as a person is not enough. I thought there was more to a relationship then just physical pleasure. So telling you the truth and how I feel is not good enough, then what does a man have to do in being able to tell you how he feels inside? I am sure that woman want a man who can express themselves without stumbling over their own words. I see how some men treat women as objects instead as a equal. As a hopeless romantic would rather treat a woman like she is the only one on God's green earth that is meant for me. I like being a hopeless romantic, doing things that are sweet and unexpected.
Tag Dice Sin City
Wearechange Confronts Larry Silverstein 3/13/08
WeAreCHANGE confronts Larry Silverstein 3/13/08 http://www. youtube. com/watch?v=EtPC0W4HII8
To All Of The Vampire Fans And Children Of The Night Out There
Tribute for all the fright night and vampy fans out there that think like me.
So Far So Good
Well so far they don't think to much is wrong with me. Its just one of those fluke things. I have to go for and ultrasound Monday to make sure that the cancer has not come back, but I don't think that it has, or at least it had better not have come back. But I am feeling much better.
What sin have I sinned to reap this mortal soul to walk this mortal plain? This hell no book foretold, people look with hope to the future and fairytales. They believe in a better tomorrow and a world of happiness, but I know better. I bare my punishment like a flaming A upon my chest. But even a murderer knows his crime before sentence is set. What was my crime to have to carry these chains?
Erotica Iv "my Journal"
Ive had a lot of time on my hands and thought I might share with you a different way to view my writing. I have a lot more emotion behind my writing these past few days so I hope you enjoy what I have to put on paper (sort to speak) As man of you know, I spent time in the US Marine Corps, and while doing this there were times I had to travel away from my family and friends. While aways doing your duty (job) the Marine Corps would kinda hint at your to hold or carry a journal. I began sinking deeper into my thoughts and could remember the kind of things I would actually write down in my journal and it would be experiences I have had at different ports around the world, and my duty stations at home. So what to write about as a journal entry, maybe one of those ports and what transpired there....hmmm lets see. Well there was this one woman I met in Hawaii, as I as it may be.....this is how my entry would be.......... "11JUN02
Erotica V "am I Lesbian!"
After subject for some, but clearly a subject that has been put out there for the world to accept or condemn.. It's about Lesbianism! A friend of mine came to me after reading some of my blogs and asked me to write on this subject, and I told her it would be my pleasure, I also told her I would respect her privacy by not mentioning her name. I hope you all have a chance to read this blog and Im sure each of you will have very distinct opinions on this subject and I would really love the input at the comment section down below. As I proceed in my writings I will be using the help of other like minded individuals all of whom I have much admirations for and respect in their opinions. So I hope you are open-minded, and remember its a reflection of a man and his friends, if you are homo-phobic then dont proceed any further, I'm secure in my manhood and love women, period! Bbut I know there are others who may be Bi, Gay or Lesbian who can appreciate this! Thank you all for your participation
Why Am I Here?
I call it learning. It is social networking and I love meeting people. So, that's what brings me here. Nothing more, nothing less. It is that simple.
You And Me
you and me, together forever. that's what i dreamed. you don't love me, like i love you. i wish you did. you rather chase the other girl instead. i'm sorry you don't think i'm the one. i pray for god to show you wrong. i know that's wrong. so far it hasn't happened so don't worry. i wish i was eith you. i feel you are the one. am i with the right one. i love you but do you love me. please help me see.
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Glasgow Rangers 04/05
Just In Case You're Wondering.....
I'm still sick in the bed. I haven't been this sick....ever and am rarely sick at all. I've been taking antibiotics as well as an expectorant and have also added a decongestant to that because my head is sooooo stopped up that it feels like my brain will exploded each and every time I cough. I've had to take advantage of not having the kids the last few days and just stay in bed. Honestly, because there hasn't been anything else I could do. Hopefully one more day in bed will get me where I need to be on Monday.....we shall soon find out. But, seriously....thank you all for your get well wishes. They mean a lot to me. Keep 'em coming! They are starting to make me feel better. If you read this blog....leave me a little note m k? Love to all my friends! ~donna
This Is Wht Love Should Be
Finding You... There were times my heart bled, My eyes dripping with pools of water Times when I stumbled and fell... But I picked myself up and headed for shore. Just when I wasn't looking for someone, When I thought I'd be all alone, When I believed everything was gone, I found you... You brought back my sense of being, You brought back everything I believed in, You gave me back my zest for life, I was back on track. Thank you for loving me. But most of all, For giving me a chance to love again, And be loved in return... Thank you... For the love that keeps me alive, A heart that reminds me with its every beat, And a love so precious I discovered in you...
enslaved with desires your wicked words only tighten the shackles imprisoned by the rush of devotion your heart seeps into mine and sequesters it's emotions time slowly saunters when I wish it to race casting me into the fire of your embrace the balm of your kiss and the sweet bliss of your warm breath upon my skin the hunger of your touch so anticipated craving like a drug the euphoric release and sedation the rise and the fall of our sighs till the morning pheremones like dew hang in the air sweet like poison seductive yet cruel enticing us to embrace a pyre exhausting our energies now sunk into our desire i crave you and you crave me breathe in this moment let the flames burn higher
Need My Friends Now!
I'm in a give away for a 3 month VIP and I need 25000 in 4 weeks!Bomb the shit out of my pic plz!I will return the love!Thank you!
Why Women Are Crabby
PS: Keep smiling. Because if people do not already think you mad, they soon will. Why Women are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss wa
Celtic Are Shite
Celtic are Shite
Blind To The Fact
i don't know what to think i don't know what to do how is my life turning out like this what should i do i thought i could be happy but just a few words made me feel so blue and now i don't know what i want to do i don't know why those few words hurt me so much but they did maybe its cause i don't have much trust i tend to be the one who gets hurt because i let my guard down and now i think it might happen again how can i be so blind why don't i ever see that guys don't really feel anything for me they don't care for me i am frightened that it will happen again i don't want it to but thats how my life story always seems to end
A Poem I Wrote On 4/2007..but Its Me So Yeah..
Do You Know What You Want?
To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.
Are You In Love???
Could you be falling in love? You have told yourself that it is just a crush. After all, you are just really good friends, right? Though a relationship with him would be nice and he is the right kind of guy... No, you're being silly; he is completely wrong for you - isn't he? Figuring out if it is love is never easy 1.While shopping, you spot a pretty outfit. It isn't your usual jeans and camisole, but you buy the outfit anyway. 2. Your heart pounds a little faster when you get new mail from him - and you haven't even opened the mail yet. True False 3. You can't help but feel good when he's around, and just the thought of seeing him again makes you happy. True False 4.When you doodle on a piece of paper, you find yourself writing his initials. Then you add yours. True False 5.You calculate the number of childbearing years you have left and try to imagine if he would be a good father. True False 6, He forgot a t-shirt at your place, and you keep putt
10 Things That Sidetrack A Good Life
1. Unfinished business: Free yourself from the past by identifying and cleaning up your unfinished business. Call an end to whatever you started - a project, a diet, a feud, a commitment - by dumping it, delegating it, or doing it. 2. Ignoring the Present: Today is a result of all the Today's that came before it. A well lived present will naturally produce a wonderful future. Save a dollar today, and you'll have a dollar tomorrow. Eat 500 calories less today, and you'll lose weight tomorrow. Only what you do TODAY can affect tomorrow. 3. No Priorities: Never trade what you want at the moment for what you want most. If you just react to the next thing that gets your attention, you'll never have enough time for what is important. Don't schedule your time around your priorities. Schedule your priorities around your time. 4. Betraying yourself: Telling lies to yourself is the most hurtful form of disrespect. Write out the ways in which you have been u
Some Insight
Let me tell you...I have never been happier to be single! I see all these women getting hurt and played by stupid ass men and in some cases, I am seeing men too pussy whipped to see them getting played and I just sit back and laugh! You dumbass people really need to wake up and read the rule book of the Game again so you don't endure it. Play the game to the fullest and may the best person fuck and win! HAHA!!! I'mma sit here and just watch with a smoke and a drink and then I'm gonna go shopping! ;)
Own My Sexy Ass
Please don't look at me in the way that you are. I'm not who i once was. I don't think we are meant to understand everything.
Dirty Dishes
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until, one day; he comes across a Harley with a 'For Sale ' sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 Years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "whenever the bike is outside and it's going to rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." "When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fact, the first person who says anything during dinner has to do the dishes." "No problem," he says. And in they go. Joe is shocked. Right smack in
Our Acts
Tuesday, March 18, 2008 hare rama Hare rama___ Lust anger vanity and covetousness are the paths which lead the life to dark on its intimate mode though which in the present mode illumining could bring false light on the subjects of illusion but ultimately all theses factors of life drag the life to down. But the path of devotion and truth on the subject of life really takes the life to its ultimate glory a final beatitude. Devotional path and truth both belongs to the fairness of heart which directly relates to soul on the subject of self realization. Once realization mode is achieved in life then other good factors follows itself with all ease. Truth of life and our acts both are interrelated to each other. They are supposed to match on the same track if one wishes to attain the wisdom with glory. Fairness of acts matters to truth of life. Though a tough mode at its initial state but once maintained the track then it helps itself to carry on in mice ways. May god ble
The Reason
I have gotten myself a job. Yes I said it, A JOB! Sadly I work from 6 am to about 4 pm, and I don't get on the comp in the afternoon/evening... So the only time I will be getting on here is prolly Saturdays. Seeing how Sunday is my computer sabbath. So yeah. Peace, Love, and Monster. Straight from the Church... ~The Ministry of Lost Souls~ aka Kris
I Wonder
Sometimes i sit and wonder about what the point of it all is. You know it all just seems so pointless really. we work hard to get what we want only to then realize that we really didn't want it to begin with. How crazy is that? Human nature is completely insane. Fortunately we have each other to count on. Let us hope that our friends never leave us. 03/18/08
Hilary Votes For War In Iran!?
what happened i thought she wanted to end the war all she can do is laugh about her vote
Obama's Sex And Drug Party
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!
Writer Arthur C Clarke Dies At 90
Writer Arthur C Clarke dies at 90 British science fiction writer Sir Arthur C Clarke has died in Sri Lanka at the age of 90. Born in Somerset, he came to fame in 1968 when a short story The Sentinel was made into the film 2001: A Space Odyssey by director Stanley Kubrick. Once called "the first dweller in the electronic cottage", his vision of future space travel and computing captured the popular imagination. An aide said he died at 0130 local time after a cardio-respiratory attack. Vivid descriptions A farmer's son, Sir Arthur was educated at Huish's Grammar School in Taunton before joining the civil service. A great science fiction writer, a very good scientist, a great prophet and a very dear friend Sir Patrick Moore Obituary of Arthur C Clarke In quotes: tributes to writer During World War II, Clarke volunteered for the Royal Air Force, where he worked in the then highly-secretive development of radar, and foresaw the concept of communication
April 2nd
OMG!!!! In 14 days the love of my life will be here for good. It is amazing and proof that you can find someone who can change your life without even looking. Hannah will be changing her world to be with me and I love her dearly for it. I love you Hannah. You are truly my best friend, my soulmate and the one who will keep me smiling and make my heart flutter every day that i see you. Just 2 more weeks baby and there will be no more phone calls, computers and long distance trips. It will be you and me here every day, every night for the rest of our lives
Even More Metal!! Hells Yeah!!
4 new tracks uploaded to myspace. go check em out. kick ass shit. you'll see. haha. cheers!!
Beech Grove Indiana Fema Camp - April 5 2006
Video shot April 5, 2006 by an Indiana Lone Lantern Member "Eric" of aleged FEMA Camp at Beech Grove Indiana, Amtrak Facility. Very spooky footage.... old train cars, towers, reverse barbed wire, huge furnaces... just watch... Thank you for your bravery in getting this footage! Beech Grove Indiana Fema Camp - April 5 2006
Kinky Or Not?
Are you kinky and love to try new hott, kinky and sexy things in bed with the person U love, or are you more conservative and stick to the more normal, conservative routine?
To The Dumbass Who Blocked Me
I have no clue wtf you are talking about. I saw recent blogs and clicked on a link and saw the blog. I am nobody, I am just trying to have a little fun on here. By the way, I shed a small tear to find out I was blocked....not! Carry on.
Re: Rogers: Fed Has "given Up" On The Dollar
RE: Rogers: Fed Has "Given Up" On The Dollar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 Mar 2008, 17:46 Rogers: Fed Has "Given Up" On The Dollar Expert investor Jim Rogers has slammed the Federal Reserve for destroying the dollar in order to rescue Wall Street, calling it "outrageous" that Ben Bernanke used $230 billion of taxpayers money to bail out Bear Stearns and other banks last week, and urged people to shift their assets completely out of dollars because the Fed had "given up" on the greenback. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/031908_given_up. htm
Fubar Weddings
Starting on March 25, 2008. If I perform a cermony in any other lounge other than the 2 that I have, there will be a surcharge for me to come to that lounge to preform.any questions plz feel free to ask me. Thank You!
Hahah They Thought They Ran Me Off
hahah fuktards.. u didnt run me off that easy... yes all my lovely friends.. i am here and im staying.. love u all and for u fuckers that thought u could get rid of me.. THINK AGAIN!! MSBADDAZZ IS HERE TO STAY!!! AND BADDER THAN EVER!!
A Small Poem Of What My Feelings Were After Being Injured In Iraq In 2004
My Blood By me. The sun is shining, But my eyes see no light. I see black, I see people laughing, But all i hear is the screaming. Whats wrong with me? all is wrong, im confused , whats just happend? All I feel is confusion and coldness?, in the desert? I see my blood gushing from my chest and mouth, why ? , what happend ? it does`nt hurt,no pain , but why , it should ?am i dead?,am i dying? My mind is yelling "dont die yet", Is all I think all day long, when I sleep I dream of death . The blood has covered the floor, I feel light headed The pain rushes through my body like lighting hitting the ground. they come in again ,operation again. I think of everything I have been through, my dead friends , family , me almost killed, Now everything is gone Its silent, the medications working and as i take a long deep breath I think "I guess this is all I have worked death!" Mrrcp 2004
Its About Time !
Just an update to let my friends, fans, and family know what's been going on ! It all started in January, I was hospitalized 2 times with chronic pain in the lower left abdomen . Uncertain of what it was I have been in and out of the hospital several times. The pain got so severe that I went back to the ER March 9th where I was immediately yet again admitted ! I have gone through series of tests only to finally find out the verdict ! They found a tumor on my left ovary . My uterus is shaped differently then most womens , and I had a lot of inflmation causing all the problems ! I also have several gallstones, an infected gallbladder , just more sypmtoms to add to the compications ! Rapping this up in a sum, I had 3 experimental surgeries last week and Tuesday of this week I went through a complete hysterectomy . They did get the tumor and it's being sent in for a biopsy ! ( although, they assure me they are almost positive it is cancer~free ) ! Thank God ! I have
Everything Is Good
Took my son to the neurosugeon today, everything has turned out fantastic. All he will need is physical therapy and maybe some chiropractic visits, absolutely no surgery and he has no limitations, I am so happy! I want to thank all of my friends for their prayers and support, I was really worried for awhile but you all helped and supported me thru your kind words of encouragment.
if any of my friends are in need of fubucks just send me an e-mail along with a salute to me and i will send you 5000 fubucks. 10000 for boobie signs or salutes. hurry up before im fubroke. also i am putting together an album of fubar hotties if i can rip your pic leave permission in a comment.
King Manu
king manu Hare rama___ As per the version of ancient books the very first pair on for life known as Manu and satrupa cause for the human profile on the planet, enjoy the kingdom with grace their in. the piety conduct of the pair were excellent; the standard of morality was set by them as sung by the Vedas in varying tunes. Their children’s were too alike them as the gem in the crown. The king Manu rules for a long period and followed the commandments of supreme on every sphere of life. But to a stage he realize on the factual status of life that I have reached at the fourth stage of life an old age but I have not yet lost relish for the pleasure of senses. He felt so distress at heart that his life had been wasted with out devotion though his whole life was more than a great penance in itself. He resigned as a kind and departed for the search of self along with wife who was always so nice to him all the way and shear joy and sorrow all along with her spouse. Join the co
Fuck, Fuck, Booze!
I invented a new drinking game called "Fuck, Fuck, Booze!" It's played much like Duck, Duck, Goose! - but with alcohol and sex and consenting adults. I think it's going to be sweeping the nation. Squat in a circle of boy/girl/boy/girl Someone walks around the circle tapping heads and saying "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck..." and then when they are ready - they yell "BOOZE!" as they tap the head of the person they want to chase them. The person hops up and chases the other person once around the group of people - if the first person sits in the now empty spot before they are caught, the chaser has to take a pull from a bottle of rum and it's their turn to walk around the group. If the first person gets caught before they reach the empty spot, they have to remove an article of clothing and take a pull from the bottle of rum. The person who catches them still has to take their turn walking around the group though... although this rule is up to variation if yo
Ashley Fake Using Porn Star Photos
So It Really May Be Easier To Ask Forgiveness...
...than permission It was long ago discovered in such a way as to be proof positive and irrefutable, that souls residing anywhere but within an adequate shell, simply dissipated. A lot of people had to needlessly die in order to make this discovery: The next step in human evolution was really up to us. I Civilization itself had drained the planet like so many double-a's. We had to cut back drastically in order for the Earth to reach a healthy equilibrium. The casualties were many. World leaders felt the need to interfere in the process, some forcefully, in preservation of the inane and impractical. Like an anchor which needed to be thrown off a sinking ship in order to slow its descent, but there was no one strong enough to heft it over the side. These nations were the first to plunge into chaos as everyone jumped ship in mutiny and self-preservation. (note: this is fiction)
Have you ever had the feeling that you never existed? I sit here alone thinking about things that bother me and right now the thing thats bothering me is the feeling that I don't exist in this house. I look around and all I see is stuff that shows I don't live here. There are prints on the wall by Thomas Kinkaid (don't get me wrong they are beautiful prints, I love them) figureines, floral stuff, candles, etc. But none of it is mine. There is one blank wall by the front door that has nothing on it. I think I'll claim that one and make it mine. I'll put up things that show that I live here too. I'll put up my hack rack, a cowboy print (if I can find one I like) my good luck horse shoe and maybe even a small table where I can put my wallet and things. I'll even find or better yet, make a small display shelf to put some of my John Deere minitures on. I need to feel like I exist... is this wrong of me? Is it being selfish? I hate walking thru the door and being invisible. This is
It Was A Blast.
Last night...I went out with friends and the bf...lmao yes I do have some in Real Life. It was my last night to howl before heading back to work tomorrow. I've mentioned that I've had this headache for 3 days..well today it is gone. I just needed to cut loose I guess. Omg had so much fun...dancing, talking, drinking. I wore my white hat...there was this girl in the restroom and she said do you know your hat glows on the dance floor. I laughed I told her...that's cause it's my hallo. She was laughing her butt off at that one. One other girl says yea but Kris we can still see your damned horns and the forked tail you have tucked away...miss evil. We all got a kick outta that...everytime I was on the dance floor someone would point out that my hat was glowing and my shirt...the white in it would glow as well. Lots of people were glowing lol not just me. We had a blast. I had only 5 drinks...imagine that...and I was feeling really before going any further I decid
Facts Of Life
Facts of Life 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don’t worry about what people think; they don’t do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn’t make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 6. A person who is nice to you but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.) 7. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 8. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 9. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 10. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 11. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 12. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it. 13. No man has ever been shot
A Christmas With David
Note: My mind is overwhelmed with thoughts of him. I can’t shake them and they come so frequent that it’s almost like they are playing a movie in my head. I see everything so clearly, kind of like really being there. Here is one of them. I’m living in a nice sized white house that’s twenty minutes from the city. David and I don’t live together, but are dating. Even though he doesn’t celebrate Christmas, he was willing to come and enjoy Christmas dinner with me and stay the night to help put out the presents for the kids that night. Both of my brothers, their wives and my younger brother’s four kids along with my daughter were there too. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I get up on Christmas Eve ready to start cooking. It’s around 6am and I’m the only one up. Fumbling to the kitchen without trying to wake anyone, “Thank goodness I set the coffee pot.” As I sit in my pajamas sipping my coffee at the table I hear the back door open and close. “Hay mom.” Jean says as she walks in. “Shhh, not t
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5 New Songs On Our Fubar Page
I finally figured out.. well, with a little help from my friends here on Fubar, how to get our music on here. I sent out a MUMM last week telling everyone to go to our main page. Wow! What a mistake. I guess i should have read the rules first. Anyway, they are on here now for you all to enjoy! The 3 latest tracks are 'Heaven Knows' that was played on Denver's Rock station KBPI and 'The Way'. The third one 'Believe in Me' we are waiting for copyright paperwork to come back. So please... add these to your pages and share with your friends. I love you all! Dave
The Cold Slap Of Reality
There it was like a slap in the face you feel through out your entire body. Reality starts to set in. First you don't believe it, you think no, this can't be happening. Then there it is looking you right in the eye. No place to run no place to hide it is just there! Is it fear or panic you feel first. Then its the whys and hows, but it was there all the time you don't see it becase you refuse to look. The truth can be so heartless and unforgiving but once it sets it's cross hairs on you everything you came to believe will go out like a light switch.
Are They Just Words
Just three little words don't seem like enough for someone whose smile still brightens my day, whose touch can make me forget the rest of the world. They don't seem like enough for someone who's always been there to celebrate with me when everything goes my way and to hold my hand when my whole world seems to fall apart. But even though "I Love You" can't express the depth of my feelings for you. I hope you know what's in my heart. Because loving you means more to me than anything in the world and it always will.
F.u.b.a.r Drama
Hello Fubar Peoples, I just want to get some stuff off my chest so I am writing a blog. Let me explain myself to you first and for most. I came online at fubar to get away from my real life problems and to meet new people and have fun with them. I went into a few lounges and meet some interesting people. I am a single guy and I start talking with a wonderful girl. She and I have had our problems within the 3 weeks of talking but we both have came to understand where our problems went wrong at. These two ladies start talking to both of us and start in telling us "we wasn't good enough for each other" both of them was on the phone with my gf and telling her a bunch of lies and then start in saying how I am a player and a user. I never onces played anyone on Fubar. I have told the truth about everything. Well, that cause alot of problems with me and my gf. Now, they are right back at it again. Telling their friends to go to my photos and rate me a 1 and leave nasty comments on my page
Eve As she lay there resting, I watched her. Touching that place on my right side where she was taken mixed together and created from everything sacred, sincere and warm within me she laid there. Her breasts moving ever so gently with each breathe. A breath I could smell as sweet as jasmine and honeysuckle. With her every exhale I seem to inhale everything around and about her. Filling my lungs and every pore with her presence I wanted to bend over, taste her, be close to her. Her smile was as if you are looking at the sun glowing from within. Her form and shape was as desirable to look at to gaze upon as hearing the word of God. And I am her desire. She is much more she is my life. Her body every aspect of it gives. Her breast not only give milk but speaks to my longing to touch her be inside her. The hips spread like a valley fed with rivers of water quenches my thirst. I long to drink even when I am full of her loves. I never fail to want more. Yet no matter how much she
Male Strippers
Last night, my Red Hat friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She called the guy back , licks the $20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. My relief was short-lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me. Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, swiped it down the crack of his
A Special Person
I can’t believe that I let you slip away. You are the only true love that I have ever had But your happiness is the most important thing to me And I want you to be happy and follow your heart and your dreams In everything you do. I say a prayer for you every night In my prayer I ask that God will make you happy If it is not with me then whomever it is with it is your happiness that matters most of all It is hard to believe that two people could fall so deep in love in such a short time as I did with you And yet lose something you love as fast as I lost you Life has a funny way of working out and I know in the end it will be for the best. But if you ever need someone to talk to you know that I would listen and be there to help you in every way I could. I can be your friend and you mine and keep all my other feelings to myself. I proved that to myself just in the last couple weeks. So call upon me if you need a friend and I will be there for you. Until then I love you a
Let Go?
I have a special friend who i thought was my world, i did everything for them that i could...worried about them, cried for them, tried to make them laugh, always remembered holidays, etc...was there when they were at their lowest points. All i ever wanted was a friendship, for them to notice when i needed a hug, or was hurting-the same as i did...fair, right?. They seem to always be too busy...this person has their own life... I'm ready to move on and let them go...they need to go their way and me mine, i guess..but gosh does it suck...
Since you left my life its been hell and hurt, every day is filled with empty days and my night are filled with anger, I got to find a way got to find a reason, got to find a weakness so i could end you witchin season, got to break the spell you hold on me. Can't think how I got myself caught up in this nightmare evil schemes midnight screams, come on somebody listen to my prayer. I'd give all I've got to give just to find my way out got it going but I can't let go I'm trapped on this crazy round about, tryin to break the spell you hold on me. Your Miss Misery thats all that you'll ever be set me free, set me free Please, please, please.
Forgive Them Father
Histories great conflicts Bestow their faith Wisdom prevails Unconscious fate Humans Live committed A spiral descent To a future uncertain Father's chosen ascent Roman eyes pierce The red horn of hate Warm tears stream A chest of cold plate Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Sucumb to you Storm clouds gather Over crimson soil Demons wretch The crowned king royal Forgive them father For the wrong they do Stubborn ignorance Sucumb to you
You Are Elektra "You don't know how I feel. I want revenge." What Superheroine Are You?
All Because Of You
All Because of You A waken by a touch L ightly brushed my skin, with L asting tingles it left B ehind to taunt ones E very need. Just to release C ontained emotions, words softly spoken A ttached by wants and needs U nknown by what lies ahead. S cared to look on furthu, E ntering forbidden doors, for it may O pen up ones heart, to be F arly shared by two, these Y ears of Love and Laughter, will bring O fferings of Happiness, waiting to be U nfolded, a fututre of memories.
Who Wants To Send Me The Contacts?
Your Eyes Should Be Violet Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion What Color Should Your Eyes Be?
Leaving The Cincinnati Tri-state Tomorrow For 4 Days!
I am leaving town for the weekend tomorrow...going up to Wisconsin Dells for the weekend. I will be back on Sunday night, March 30. To all my true friends, y'all are kickass! And to D...I love you baby and I can't wait to fu-marry you next week! *MUAHZZZ* to you! Sexy Comments & Profile GraphicsSince I'm leaving town tomorrow, this is for you...
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You Only Get What You See
True love is NOT found on the outside! You know the old story...."You can't judge a good book by its cover!". Marrying someone because they are "good looking" and that reflects well on you, will not bring you happiness! True love looks at people from the inside, this is where "true beauty" lies, make no mistake about this one! People who "seem" average on the outside become above average when you get to know the real person that lives inside. There are many, many single people who would make fabulous mates, but are overlooked because they won't make the cover of your favorite magazine. Being outwardly focused will always lead to heartache! The message here is that true Love rests deep inside within the heart, NEVER on the outside! We must turn our eyes inward when seeking a lifetime mate! What you don't exactly what you get!!
Even More On Dating And Relationships.
Dating and exes. Current mood: bummed Category: Life Here we are again sports fans. My subject today deals with something that I am personally dealing with at the moment. I know that she will most likely read this, but I've got to say something. Before we even start though, I want to make this crystal clear: I am not positive on anything I say about where her feelings are, it's just what I speculate. My girlfriend, Brandie, and I have been seeing each other since right after Thanksgiving, little more than a month. She had just gotten out of a bad relationship (I think) and in a way, so had I. So we're both rebounding. Now, something you need to know about me, I get a "vibe" from some people that tells me that they are going to be good for me. I felt it with my late wife, and I felt it when I first met Brandie. I get it from guys too, but in a totally non-gay way. So, going on the fact that we are both rebounding, we are both cautious about showing
Animal That I Have Become
"Animal I Have Become" I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't esc
Interesting Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DON'T BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4.Do you think I'm cute? 5.Would you have sex with me?. 6.Lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16.Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me?
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My Level Of Hell
Which Level of Hell Do You Belong In?created with You scored as Circle 3: The Gluttonous Circle 3: The Gluttonous 83%Circle 1: Limbo 75%Circle 4: The Prodigal and the Avaricious 75%Circle 8: The Fruadulent 75%Circle 2: The Lustful 75%Circle 5: The Wrathful and Sullen 58%Circle 9: The Treacherous 50%Circle 6: Heretics 33%Circle 7: The Violent 17%
Re: Top Comedian Believes In 9/11 Conspiracy
RE: Top Comedian Believes In 9/11 Conspiracy ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Mar 2008, 01:15 Top Comedian Believes In 9/11 Conspiracy Top comedian and actress Margaret Cho has joined Willie Nelson and Charlie Sheen in questioning the official 9/11 story, stating that the public were going to become very angry when they realized there was a conspiracy behind the terror attacks. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/032708_top_comedian. htm
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I am holding an auction. I need 15 people to join it!! All I need is a link to the picture you want me to use and 25K fu-bucks to join... you will get that back most likely because the opening bids are 50K fu-bucks. The auction will start as soon as I have the 15 people and it will end 1 week after it starts.
Bra And Panties Contest
Who is the Hottest Brother? YOU DECIDE! Click the picture and rate for who you think is the Hottest Brother! Big Brother... or Little Brother... The LOSER must pose in a bra and panties and put their picture on THE FU! WOOT! Help settle this Battle of the Egos and... Folder will be open until Sunday night at 12pm Eastern! (9pm FU TIME) (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~I Luv my Owner/RL BF Tappinit~Co Founder of The FREAK SHOW w/ FREAK~' on '2008-03-28 07:26:24') (repost of original by '~DJ~Master Riggs~ DREAMERS LOUNGE~ FU-owned by SunAngel I Love to Make People Smile~ aka '~~Suns' on '2008-03-28 07:30:14')
Your Life Path Number is 3 Your purpose in life is to express your unique self. You are a creative and artistic person with an interesting view on life. Witty and outgoing, you enjoy sharing your crazy ideas with anyone who will listen. A total social butterfly, you're the life of any party. In love, you inspire and enchant your partner. You are often an object of fantasy and desire. While you are very talented, you sometimes lack the ambition to put your talents in play. And while your wit carries you a long way, you occasionally use it to mask your true feelings. Your natural abilities can bring you all the success in the world ... if you let them What Is Your Life Path Number?
I Miss You
I Miss You - Blink 182 Hello there, the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like Jack and Sally if we want where you can always find me we'll have Halloween on Christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends we'll wish this never ends (I miss you, miss you) (I miss you, miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always this sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time and as I stared I counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you) Don't waste you
Re: Caught Redhanded In The Act
RE: Caught Redhanded In The Act ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Mary Date: 29 Mar 2008, 01:24 Here's the normal screen you get whenever you click on something that takes you OUTSIDE of myspace :And here's the screen you will get when you click on any ANTI ZIONIST link that takes you outside of MEINSPACE:Such as what occured earlier with my postings about [the website] i am the witness dot com.Best advice? Go there and read ALL of his articles because if theyre going to these lengths to stop you then obviously this person has somthing of GREAT INTEREST to the world regarding the TRUTH about zionists hmm?
A Concert And My Resaults
Well I will start with me first. Got the resaults back and I am ok. Nothing cancerous at all. I am a happy Jester. My concert last night was FUCKING awsome. Thank you so much Maricia for taking me. I had the best time. Breaking Benjamin was great. I love that band. Three Days Grace rocked. I called Beth so she could hear them do pain live. I am just so happy that I got to go. Also sorry to all the people that called me last night and couldn’t hear a word I was saying.
10 Basic Guidelines For A Slave
♥1. A slave must be honest from the moment she begins communicating with a Master. Never lie about relationships, experience level or anything else. ♥2. A slave will seek to understand want she wants and needs and to know the difference between the two. ♥3. A slave needs to realize some fantasies will never be more than just that. And that some of her fetishes may not strike a responsive chord within her Master. ♥4. A slave has a duty to act as an intelligent human being. ♥5. A slave repays a Master's attention with respect, humility and obedience. This is inherent in the nature of the relationship. ♥6. A slave always communicates her feelings as clearly as possible. ♥7. If the slave feels that her needs aren’t being met she will confess that respectfully without seeming to make demands. ♥8. A slave will watch to see if her Domme is tired or not feeling well and focus on her comfort, not on havin
Why Women Take Too Long
Why Women Take so long in public toilets When you need to visit a public loo there is invariably a line of women waiting, you smile politely and take your place in the line, it finally gets to your turn, you check for feet under the cubicle doors. Every cubicle is occupied. But eventually a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the cubicle. You get in to find the door wont lock. It doesn't matter, the wait has been so long and you are about to wet your pants! The dispenser for the modern 'seat covers' is handy, but empty. You would hang your bag on the door hook if there was one, but there isn't so you carefully, but quickly drape it around your neck, yank down your pants and assume 'the position'. In this position your ageing, toneless thigh muscles begin to shake. You would love to sit down, but you certainly hadn't taken time to wipe the seat or lay toilet paper on it, so you hold 'the position'. To take your mind off
Just Another Day In Paradise
The kids screaming, phone ringing Dog barking at the mailman bringing That stack of bills - overdue Good morning baby, how are you? Got a half hour, quick shower Take a drink of milk but the milk's gone sour My funny face makes you laugh Twist the top on and I put it back There goes the washing machine Baby, don't kick it. I promise I'll fix it Long about a million other things Well, it's ok. It's so nice It's just another day in paradise Well, there's no place that I'd rather be Well, it's two hearts And one dream I wouldn't trade it for anything And I ask the Lord every night For just another day in paradise Friday, you're late Guess we'll never make our dinner date At the restaurant you start to cry Baby, we'll just improvise Well, plan B looks like Dominoes' pizza in the candle light Then we'll tippy toe to our room Make a little love that's overdue But somebody had a bad dream Mama and daddy Can me and my teddy Come in to sleep in between? Ye
Hiring Dj's
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You Walked Lightly
You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine.
The Unknowen Poem
Regret flows from the depths of my soul With the strength of a flood I have held these gates shut for too long And though tormenting, they should not be stopped. The thought of your anguish Even as I write to you now Stops my heart cold As well it should What I see in front of me Is a painting of our love Its most thoughtful brushstrokes Mottled by hurried abstraction and inattention A person who had not seen this masterpiece created Might think it to be refuse and pass it by unknowingly Letting be obscured the deep beauty of its many scenes By layers of the tarnish of mistreatment But as the painter I see beyond the dark smears To recall the hours that I attended to the details And wonder how I could let it become so discolored The painting that took me my life to create Has lost its divinity in my careless treatment And even if I were to refine it I fear you would always see it as it is today So today I paint a new masterpiece One inspired by the
Better Than Them (her)
"When it comes down to it, I let them think what they want. If they care enough to bother with what I do, then I'm already better than them." -Marilyn Monroe
No Deal!
So heres the "deal": Saturday was an open casting call for Deal or No Deal... heres what my day consisted of... Woke up at 5am Left the house at 8am Had breakfast in Isleton Got to Folsom Blvd About 10:20 Took us an hour to go about 1 mile We found parking by following a couple from the Auto Mall After walking 1 mile from the care to the end of the line..we were FINALLY in line It was about noon There was over 6000 people The line was about 6 miles long 12 hour wait, minimum! And ONLY 15 SECONDS to sell yourself to the peeps Thats it! 15 seconds! We stood in line for 2 hours Went about 1/4 mile The people were dull and boring in line We smoke a ciggie And bailed! It was a fuckin MADHOUSE!!! So needless to say, for me, my mom and our friend... It was "NO DEAL" LMAO That was my day!
Today is beautiful...not only because every day that you wake up is...but because sometimes it takes standing on top of a mountain to remember how insignificant some things are.
Cover Your Vin
Subject: VIN's (Stolen Vehicles) Here is INFO worth the price of your car.... WHAT WILL the car thieves ( or a pissed off ex )THINK OF NEXT? The car thieves peer through the windshield of your car or vehicle, write down the VIN # from the label on the dash, go to the local car dealership and request a duplicate key based on the VIN #. I didn't believe this e-mail, so I called Chrysler-Dodge and pretended I had lost my keys. They told me to just bring in the VIN #, and they would cut me one on the spot, and I could order the keyless device if I wanted. The Car Dealer's Parts Department will make a duplicate key from the VIN #, and collect payment from the thief who will return to your car. He doesn't have to break in, do any damage to the vehicle, or draw attention to himse lf. All he has to do is walk up to your car, inse
~*help Wanted*~
Staff Requirements: 1. Drama Free!! This means that no bringing in baggage from another lounge, stalkers, or ex's of any kind. 2. Responsible. If you are given a task to do, then follow thru with it, no excuses!! Also, knowing when things are starting to get outta hand in the lounge, you can take control of the situation and stop things without causing too much drama. 3. Reliable. When required to be in the lounge, then be in the lounge. I do realize that real life comes first, but if you are able to be on Fubar, then you are able to be in the lounge. 4. Outgoing. I love having my friends around me when i'm in the lounge, I hope you take the initiative to do the same. Invites are always welcomed, but subscribing isn't a requirement. I have always allowed new people to make that choice and don't push it on them. 5. Positive Attitude. Virgo's was created to be a fun place to hang out, when people come in that are down on themselves or others, it changes the
Don't Have A Clue
Okay, apparently we let our VIP's run out but of course we got them back again. We can't make up our minds weather or not we want them. Ok well anyway, we are up and kicking again as usual and getting ready for the battle of the families. If you aren't in a family and would like to join one let us know cause we have the BEST DAMN FAMILY ON FUBAR!!!!!! Ok enough braggin, better not brag to much i might jinx us...NOT! well you get the picture. c ya'll soon!!!
Attn: Needing Djs
NEW NEW NEW Lounge in town. Teaser's Lounge!!!!! Teasers Lounge You like to Tease? Well get your Tease on and parttyyyy on with us! We are looking for staff but mainly DJ's or streaming music. Please help if you can! Be apart of an amazing crew and staff @ Teaser's! :) UrDreamGirl - OWNER OF Teasers
Re: Un Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese Mp
RE: UN Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese MP ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 31 Mar 2008, 14:40 UN Could Lead New 9/11 Investigation, Says Japanese MP Japanese member of Parliament Yukihisa Fujita told the Alex Jones Show yesterday that a potential new investigation of the 9/11 cover-up could be led by global parliamentarians he has been in contact with, or even by the United Nations itself. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/march2008/033108_un_investigation. htm
Thanks For The Memories Natch!
What an incredible good-bye for the Nature Boy Ric Flair last night on WWE RAW! I sat watching, and was walking down memory lane after all the years (35) that Ric Flair was "styling and profiling". Legendary matches with Handsom Harley Race, Ricky "The Dragon" Steamboat, the Von Erics, Lex Lugar, and everybody else (which is a who's who of professional wrestling, and then HHH came out to say thanks....brough out the original Four Horsemen, and the trip down memory lane was complete. Love it or hate it, wrestlers are incredible athletes (nobody who is not could take the pounding), and last night one of the best to ever lace on the boots ended an incredible career. Thanks for the memories Nature Boy!
It Hurt When
YOU know why the turth hurts because. YOU lied 2 urself how much a person take knowing that they just being used. HOW much u think before the person being used is going 2 take. DONT mind how im typing this it's with pain the world full of beautiful liers that just in love with given pain. Take ur pills cause it just cover the pain. GROWEN up amdit mistakes and dont put blame on other pplz. take fault for ur own.
I am not having a good day.. Well part of it sucked.. the rest of it was just regular.. I failed my fucking chemistry test and im so damn mad i could just scream. I dont know what happened. Fucking stupid cunt ass bitch punk cunt nugget mole-gram conversions... Which i got right last night when i was studying but today it looked to goddam foreign I was lost......... I R Sad and tired... i think i needs a nap. ugh.
Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. ~Aristotle
***can I***
Can I ever make someone truly happy? My flaws flow through my veins. Throughout this imperfect body. My personality is good but lacks something as always. All I do is disappoint you when I'm only being me and trying to make you happy. I wish I was perfect for you. Make you happy forever. Have you fall in love with ME. The person I am flaws and all.
For You
For you I would take all ur pain so that you would know only happiness For you I would do anything For you I would give my life For you there is nothing I wouldn't do to let you know that I loved you with all my heart and only you. You are my life You are my reason for living I thank God everyday that he gives me with you Because you are beautiful inside and out And without you I am nothing You hold the key to my heart and everything that I am and you will always have it forever until the end of time
My Lagan Love
(The Lagan is the river that runs though Belfast.) This is my favorite Irish love song. Check it out on Youtube as sung by the Corrs. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Where Lagan streams sing lullabies There blows a lily fair. The twilight gleam is in her eye, The night is on her hair. And like a lovesick lenashee She hath my heart in thrall. No life have I, no liberty, For love is Lord of all. And often when the beetle's horn Has lulled the eve to sleep, I'll steal into her sheiling lorn And through the doorway creep. There on the cricket's singing stone, She makes the bogwood fire And sings in sweet, sad undertones, The song of hearts desire.
Raglan Road
This is a poem written by Patrick Kavanaugh. It has been set to music, and the most passionate and soulful rendition I've heard is by Van Morrison playing with the Cheiftans. It's probably my favorite poem. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On Raglan Road on an autumn day, I saw her first and knew That her dark hair would weave a snare That I might one day rue. I saw the danger, yet I walked Along the enchanted way And I said let grief be a falling leaf At the dawning of the day. On Grafton Street in November, We tripped lightly along the ledge Of a deep ravine where can be seen The worth of passions pledged. The queen of hearts still baking tarts And I not making hay, Well I loved too much, and by such and such Is happiness thrown away. I gave her the gifts of the mind. I gave her the secret sign Thats known to all the artists who have Known true gods of sound and time. With word and tint I did not stint. I gave her reams of poems to say
Re: Secret Doj Memo Says Fourth Amendment Has "no Application"
RE: Secret DOJ Memo Says Fourth Amendment Has "No Application" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 Apr 2008, 19:16 Secret DOJ Memo Says Fourth Amendment Has "No Application" After 9/11 The American Civil Liberties Union has uncovered details pertaining to a secret Justice Department memo from October 2001 that reveals the Bush administration effectively suspended the Fourth Amendment where domestic counter terrorism operations are concerned. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/030408Memo. htm
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Ok,maybe Not So Blue.....
I heard this on the way home and had to say I love you. "Must Be Doin' Somethin' Right" A woman is mystery A man just can't understand Sometimes all it takes to please her Is the touch of your hand And other times you gotta take it slow And hold her all night long Heaven knows there's so many ways A man can go wrong [Chorus:] Must be doin' something right I just heard you sigh You leaned into my kiss And closed those deep blue need you eyes Don't know what I did To earn a love like this, but baby, I Must be doin' something right Anywhere you wanna go Baby, show me the way I'm open to suggestions Mmm, whatever you say Tonight's about giving you What you want, whatever it takes Girl, I hope I'm on the right road And judging by the smile on your face [Repeat Chorus] Ah, Baby Mmm... I don't know what I did To earn a love like this, but baby, I Must be doin' something right Must be doin' something right
Why Do People Play Too Much
idk wat it is but people play too much for once im like damn enough is enough well i kno wat im goin to do this and delete my account i hate being around people who play even if they r my friends or not.
Fubar Is Fickle
Tag 3 Thump Room
Bully For Tracy
Dj Kaijaw On Air
DJ KAIJAW COME JOIN DJ KAIJAW LIVE in the all new station to rise so join us all in SKULL CRUSHER RADIO CLICK THE PICTURE BELOW Will Deliver You The Sounds Of Rock and Roll , Heavy Metal and Hard Rock Quenching Your Thirst Pretty Ladies Serving Up Your Favorite Drinks At Skull Crusher Radio Lounge Skull Crusher Radio Look For DJ Leif Anytime you Never Know when he will pop up
One Passion 6-3-05
Walking by you in my mini I catch you in the corner of my eye Looking me up and down Quickly turn the corner and lean against the wall What could he be thinking? Do I walk past again? Or do I continue walking this way? Finally I have decided to walk past you again To see if I was seeing things the first time This time was different When I walked by you this time I felt your strong but gentle hand Grab my arm and pull me close You lean in And whisper in my ear I want to make love to you I look deeply into your green eyes And tell you to come back to my place Opening my front door Grab you and pull you in Drag you into my room All while passionately kissing Your beautiful, sexy lips You open my bedrooms door Pick me up and continue to kiss me While kissing me softly You lay me on my bed Kissing me down my neck I push you on to your back And climb on top of you Begin to kiss your lips and neck Slowly you lift my skirt up And gently spread my
Please help her in her contest. She is trying to win a choice of a 7 day blast or a month VIP. Just take a few minutes to stop by and comment on her contest photo...Thanx your friend Scooter!!! (repost of original by '$ç()øTëR™-(Lori's Hubby){Demon Crew Recruiter}-[Slave to Mz Attitude]{ShadowLeveler}' on '2008-04-04 18:21:28')
My Dear Sir
You are not just my crush but you are my love. i know this has to end; and I want it to for your sake because anything that you want done i would want done. because I know that it would make u happy in the end so I'll go. Just say the word and i will go and never bother you again and at first it will hurt for a very long time because I HAVE NEER MET SOMEONE AT ALL LIKE YOU and I dont think i ever will so instead I should shut it up and continue to feel lucky to even stand next to you and take what you are giving me instead of pondering whats not being given after all i must deserve it, but just kno that it is only for the love of you that i do this for and not for anybody else. And like I might have said earlier I would fight for it but you wouldnt want it that way. For you dont want drama because its ur job to be out of your mind. But I love you for you and i wouldnt want you any other way but believe me, I can really, i can do this, I am strong i have fought many battles and one day
Pleads Of A New Life
Pleads of a New Life by Me With the smile of warmth And softness of a kiss My heart skips a beat And my mind is a mist. The moving of that body And the look from those eyes Makes my knees weak and My mind sighs. For things like this Is what you need And is for what Life Pleads.
One Flaw In Women: Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The
Preposition Jingle
I was trying to sing this this morning but I couldn't remember it all... With on for after at by in against instead of near between through over up according to around about beyond into (chorus) until within without upon from above across along toward before behind below beneath beside down under.
Vanilla Cream
Vanilla cream, Sensuous sexuality bustin out of the porous seams, Leaking, seeking security under the audacious gleam of her personality, With each step, she doesn't accept any of the confused and easily amused hypocrites, That constantly put her assumed ignorance to the test, For the complexity of her multi-dimensional being, isn't easy for the simple seeing to pick apart. Yes, strong woman she is Handles her biz, controls how she lives, and instead of hey you! prefers miss. She is elegance, standing tall like the statue of liberty, For of thee she sings, Don't need no man to seek and understand that her Pre-determined destiny lies within the palm of her hand. Doesn't need to get an education just to be domesticated, to have an iron and baby diaper in each hand. She is miss I am I am the end all and be all of what I will and will not do Not just an actor in this patriarchal society s play. But the producer, writer, and set manager. She ha
Things We Shouldn't Laugh At, But We Do...
When you really think about it, people are just terrible pieces of life. We laugh at everything that is inappropriate and shouldn't be considered funny. I am probably one of the worst. I mean I even love to watch things be destroyed! Admit it though, when you see that hurricane coming toward Florida really slowly, you want it to speed up so you can see those dumbass reporters standing outside to show you it really is windy inside a hurricane. Yeah, I didn't get that til they showed the roof flying away. But here are some of the things that YOU and most of the people you know will laugh at, shame on you. Car Karaoke Every body sings along in their car, don't deny it. It's just some people SING in their car. They are rocking out so hard they forget that they’re also on the road with other people who can clearly see them. These people, unlike in a bar, can't hear the music you are singing along to. They just see some idiot mouthing something very flamboyantly and making every one of
Thanks Yall
THANK YOU!!!! I would like to take a moment to thank EVERYONE who helped my Happy Hour successful. I will name a few names, but NO WAY POSSIBLY can I name everyone who helped me. SO if I left you out it was NOT intentional. Also these names are in NO particular order, just the order that I put them on my page. I'd first like to thank Memory, cause she bought me the HH. ( ok after this they are in no order, this one IS number one). She started as my owner who bought me for a HIGH price and has become a GREAT friend. She has also since became my owner again....Memory, you are fuckin AWESOME and NEVER let ANY douche on here or in RL tell you different. ♥Memory♥Chaotic Realms Wife/Owner OF Chaotic Realms Lounge♥@ fubar Id like to thank the GORGEOUS BlondePrincess8786 for allowing me to use her picture as my default. Heaven knows my ugly ass couldn't have gotten that many page hits. Shes an awesome person that has gone above and beyond to help me. ( sorry
(repost of original by 'DJ_TONY OWNER@WICKED(JUGGALO-FAMILY)' on '2008-04-06 17:13:46')
I think I just came up with a new verb/noun describing a small dick: a PEANIS
If You Wanna Be Happy For The Rest Of Your Life...
When I was a kid my aunt and uncle used to take me skiing. My uncle Bill was a cop stationed in Fort Apache, the Bronx. He was a little rough around the edges. I remember he used to sing this little ditty to my aunt. If you wanna be happy for the rest of your life Never make a pretty woman your wife So from my personal point of view Get an ugly girl to marry you!! I always thought that was, well, kinda mean. :)
Why did I fall for you? Did you give me some distant clue? I try and try to get you out of my head, But the thoughts of you grow stronger Each night I fall asleep... What do you want, What do I hve to do? Just to prove to you, that I would be oh so true? My mind is filled with your memory, to rid you from my heart would give me no glory... You seem to be everything I want in a man So, I'd like to hold you if I can... But if you want me to let you go, All you have to do is let me know. ♥ You.
I'm Your Angel
I am a angel through & through With a heart of gold thats true When you need a friend just call on me I'll wrap my wings around you and set you free Above the earth and through the clouds looking at the stars that are all around One look into my eyes and you will see all love that i have in me.
What A Man Needs
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with there head and women with their heart. For Example: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, b
Re: The 48 Rules Of Power
RE: The 48 Rules of Power ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Chrissay in rEVOLUTION Part II Date: 08 Apr 2008, 09:20 Wow, TATØNKA™ (Ron Paul Republican)is really on a roll lately ...thanks Tatonka, btw I've added TWO of your things to my Obama blog.The 48 Laws of PowerFrom Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia The 48 Laws of Power is a seminal book by Robert Greene and Joost Elffers.. It is a manual which provides rules, or laws, for those who seek to increase their power in life.. The book ascribes to a simple premise: "certain actions always increase one's power, while others decrease it and even ruin us.. "The book uses anecdotes from notable historical figures such as Machiavelli, Talleyrand, Bismarck, Catherine the Great, Mao, Haile Selassie, Lola Montes and various con artists in order to give meaning and examples to the 48 rules.. Published in September 1998, the book has been compared to Sun-Tzu's The Art of War, another manual which provides rul
Another head hangs lowly, Child is slowly taken. And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me, it's not my family. In your head, in your head they are fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are crying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou... Another mother's breakin', Heart is taking over. When the vi'lence causes silence, We must be mistaken. It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen. In your head, in your head they're still fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh
Kfog Kboom
ok so the 15th Annual KFOG KaBoom Saturday, May 10, 2008, 4pm Piers 30/32, San Francisco its $15 prsell and $20 at the door but if you plan on going get them on line you have Los Lobos, Collective Soul and Matt Nathanson, its always a blast and im going to do my best to go this year but i dont know if i can cause on the 9th is the Dixon May Fair and ZZ Top will be playing there and it is also Jacobs Birthday so i dont know when Jessica plans on have his party but if you can go i say go
Rammstein - Engel
This was a rare find. Hope you like it.
In relationships you're only going to get 80% of what you really need, no more no less. Now here comes this women offering 20%. Now 20% looks real good when you're not getting it, but the problem is, you're going to leave 80 thinking you're going to get something better and you end up with 20. (excerpt from: Why Did I Get Married)
I received a phone call this evening from my cousin who tells me she just got engaged. I am truly happy for her but it makes me begin to think. I think about........ when am I going to get married? Am I even suppose to think about it or just blow it off? I meet men who sweep me off my feet and I meet men who are jerks. Its easy to get the jerks out of my life. But the men who sweep me off my feet tend to linger. The men who are charming and everything I am looking for can begin the relationship being perfect but a little down the line they change usually for the worst. The hardest thing is finding the ONE. And when your heart tells you he is the ONE do you tell him or do you just wait for him to figure it out or is this feeling mutual at the same time. I have this amazing man in my life. We have our ups and downs but the best always out weighs the worst. In my heart I have come to realize that he may just be the one for me. I can see myself growing old with him an
The Hunger - What Have You Done To Me?
It is a whopping 50 degrees here at work, the assholes decided to turn off the heat. Can it suck even more than that? Maybe if the lights go off and the roof collapses. But for now, this is shitty enough.
I Know You Can Hear Me....but I'm Not Sure You're Listening
You think I'm always makin' Something out of nothin' you're sayin' everything's okay You've always got an answer Before I ask the question Whatever you say Now we can change the subject Pretend I never brought it up Same old story anyway Later we can work it out Right now you're talked out Yeah, whatever you say Oh I know you can hear me But I'm not sure you're listening I hear what you're sayin' But there's somthing missin' How often are things miscommunicated between the sexes? Often times....what he says isn't what I hear. His inquistive nature asking me what I am posting as a comment on his page is played out in my mind as it his need to keep things quiet? Or merely another misunderstanding?
Year Of The Metal Dog
Its amazing how accurate these things are, this fits me pretty much to a tee. The Dog Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nat
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American Idol Gives Back
So I am watching American Idol Gives Back. I just had to come in here and blog about how they had Teri Hatcher singing! LMAO!!!! Carrie Underwood actually came out and said good job! LMAO!!!!! Then they had Mary Murphy come out screaming… Someone needs to punch out my ear drums!!
Maine Girls Do It Best
Boston girls are pretty New York girls are smart But it takes a Maine girl To win a fella's heart Florida girls are tan Vegas girls are hoes But when you want the best looking girl Maine is where you gotta go Cali girls are wild Colorado girls are fun But Maine girls? Come on, they're number 1 Girls will be girls North, east, south or west But Maine girls Always rate the best To any man who reads this And truly wants to know If you have a Maine girl You should never let her go
5,000 Fubucks For A Good Fubar Name
I need suggestions for a new fubar name. If you can come up with a good one and i use it i will send you 5,000 fubucks and yes im good for it...
Guys Hating On Me
Some guy on RMB sent me an IM says: NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:16:00 AM u look like an easy slut Then the convo went on: itskacibitch im not a slut NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:26:00 AM well for 1 ur body looks like shit and 2...u look like ud b easy as shit itskacibitch because i got a good figure and like to show it off doesnt mean im a whore, skank or anythinglike that you fucking jackass. NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:31:00 AM to tell u u look like a fukin whore...dont get full of urself bitch i wouldn't "check" ur diseased ass out if my fukin life depended on it itskacibitch you dont know your shit to well do you? so if my looks like shit and all, why did you come to my page to check me out? ehh NarguchBLOCK USER View Convo4/10/2008 7:34:00 AM y the fuck would i b not the one whos whorin myself out on the internet... maybe u should figure out whos the one who needs to get a life itskacibitch as said l
Is Faster Access To The Internet Needed? (wsj)
By VISHESH KUMAR April 10, 2008; Page B5 When it comes to Internet access, is there such a thing as too fast? That's a question U.S. Internet providers are grappling with as they place strategic bets on whether or not to upgrade their networks to offer high-priced, superhigh-speed Web connections. A growing number of households served by certain Internet providers -- notably Verizon Communications Inc. and Comcast Corp. -- are being offered Internet services that are 25 times faster than the average broadband speed in the U.S. But those who live in areas served by other Internet providers, including AT&T Inc. and Time Warner Cable Inc., will have to make do with much less for some time. Last week, Comcast launched a superbroadband service in Minnesota offering consumers download speeds of 50 megabits a second for $150 a month, more than double the cost of its standard broadband plan. It plans to offer the new service in 20% of the area it serves by year end and to offer speed
I Want You
I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.
What I Feel
(Thoughts) Heart Racing Tracing Hurt Replacing Hoping Fantasy to Reality Flying Non Dying Always Trying Never Lying Non Trusting Lip Busting (Taking Fantasy to Reality) (Hurt) Body Freezing Mind Teasing Praying Repeat Hurting Bolding Fist Teary Weary Sick Changing Rearranging Heart Decomposing Sick of Loosing Sick of Choosing Sick of Bruising (Sick of Asking for the Truth and it Refusing) (Change) Mindful Non Hurtful Non Feared Non Teared Replacing Pain Chasing Past Erasing Future Facing Prepared Non Scared Non Messing Non Testing Truly Confessing No False Feeling No Cheating Only Hurt Sealing Against Haters Debaters Bitches And Snitches (Sick of Liars and Will No Longer Stand on Eggshell Land)
Outside My Dreams
As we lay together snuggled up tight, I turn my head and whisper " good-night". For the next few hours we are as one, and I can pretend that we aren't done. I close my eyes, and I feel secure. There'll be no nightmares because you are here. You wrap your arms around me and keep me safe and warm, as if you alone are the one who can calm the storm. I close my eyes and I drift to sleep, knowing when morning comes I again will weep. But for now I'm okay, and everything's as it seems, I just wished you loved me outside of my dreams. This was written on April 30th, 2006 when my then fiance James and I were once again on again off again.
Vanilla Ice
damnnn how stupid. Vanilla Ice Busted After Meltdown With Wife Posted Apr 10th 2008 11:37PM by TMZ Staff Former rap star Vanilla Ice, real name Robert Van Winkle, was arrested tonight at his home after an alleged altercation with his wife. Ice was booked by Palm Beach County Sheriff's deputies at 10:43 PM ET on a charge of domestic battery. Sources tell TMZ he got into an argument with his wife, Laura, and he pushed her. Vanilla Ice is still in custody at Palm Beach County Jail. Palm Beach County Sheriff's tell TMZ that in most cases, people arrested for domestic violence are usually held over to see a judge. Looks like Mr. Van Winkle will spend a night in the pokey.
Think About This One
heaven and hell! do they really exist or just a state of mind? we create our own hell and heaven, just depends on how we get through what we are going through! some drink, some take drugs, some bottle it up until they explode on those that love them the most. some just let it all boil up and go to a post office or to there school and take there life along with others. IS it our upbringing, or what we see on out televisions everyday? TO TAKE A SAYING FROM A BLACK MAN BEING BEATING TO A PULP, WHY CANT WE ALL JUST GET ALONG ? JUST A LITTLE SOME THING TO THINK ABOUT !
Millionaires Row
Throughout the history of the Kentucky Derby, the race has had a special appeal to the celebrity set. The rich and famous that mingle among the Derby Day crowd add a unique dimension to the spectacle of the "Run for the Roses." One of the first celebrity sightings dates to 1877 when famed Polish actress Helena Modjeska attended the third running of the Kentucky Derby. In the 1945 book, Down the Stretch, it was noted that Modjeska was impressed by the Derby but even more charmed by the mint julep to which she was introduced by Churchill Downs founder M. Lewis Clark following the race. Over the years, a stream of celebrities from film, music, sports, politics and wealth have been drawn to the Derby. On at least one occasion, a celebrity with a more notorious background was the talk of the Derby. The 15th renewal in 1889 brought bank and train robber Frank James to Louisville. The brother of famed outlaw Jesse James and a leader in their outlaw gang, Frank was on hand to watch Spoka
Between the program, the television monitors, the highly-visible number of a horse's saddlecloth and the track announcer's call, it is pretty easy for the average fan to follow the progress of a particular horse throughout a race. But when horse racing first began in the early 18th century, there were no such things as program numbers, public address systems or closed circuit television. So when King Charles II (he's the one with the long, curly wig) first assembled race meets on the plains of Hempstead, the dukes and the barons had trouble figuring out which horse was which. So, they adopted racing silks - or colors - to distinguish their jockeys for easier viewing. During the time of King Charles II, the silks were simple -- red for one duke, black for another duke, orange for one earl, white for another earl, and so on. The tradition of the silks remains today as jockeys wear the colors of the horse owners, but since there are so many owners, they have become even more col
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Chuckiiboo's Contest
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Standings As Of April 6, 2008
RANK DRIVER POINTS BEHIND STARTS POLES WINS TOP 5 TOP 10 WINNINGS 1 -- Jeff Burton 1065 Leader 7 0 1 3 5 1,324,490 2 -- Kevin Harvick 1006 -59 7 0 0 2 4 1,153,090 3 +2 Kyle Busch 1001 -64 7 1 1 4 4 1,572,740 4 -- Dale Earnhardt Jr. 978 -87 7 1 0 3 5 1,395,140 5 +1 Tony Stewart 957 -108 7 0 0 3 5 1,891,220 6 +4 Jimmie Johnson 921 -144 7 1 0 3 3 1,557,550 7 +1 Denny Hamlin 913 -152 7 0 1 2 4 1,296,660 8 -5 Greg Biffle 901 -164 7 0 0 3 4 1,063,490 9 +5 Carl Edwards 881 -184 7 0 3 3 4 2,044,140 10 +1 Ryan Newman 876 -189 7 0 1 2 3 2,425,590 11 +1 Clint Bowyer 874 -191 7 0 0 1 4 1,009,640 12 -5 Kasey Kahne 874 -191 7 0 0 0 4 1,191,570
How Well Do You Know Me?
Whats your middle name? Marie How big is your bed? lovely big What are you listening to right now? Risingson by Massive Attack What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number? 0615 What was the last thing you ate? tumms for my hangover Last person you hugged? my mom when i woke up this morning How is the weather right now? beautiful! warm with thunderstorms in the area! (i love thunderstorms) Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? nate's mom last night. What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? smile Favorite type of Foods? i like thai bc it is very clean and healthy, anything asian, and can't forget about that good ol slovak/russian stuff my grandma cooks hehe Do you want children? YES YES YES! Do you drink? last time i checked i was hung over right now. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night? yes.. very scary. Hair color? brunette with some nice highlights Eye color? gree
My Last Blog Ever
A Congressman was once asked about his attitude toward whiskey... "If you mean the demon drink that poisons the mind, pollutes the body, desecrates family life, and inflames sinners, then I'm against it. But if you mean the elixir of Christmas cheer, the shield against winter chill, the taxable potion that puts needed funds into public coffers to comfort little crippled children, then I'm for it. This is my position, and I will not compromise!" A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I'm the breadwinner of the family, so let's call me capitalism. Your Mom, she's the administrator of the money, so we'll call her the Government. We're here to take care of your needs, so we'll call you the people. The nanny, we'll consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we'll call him the Future. Now, think about that and see if that makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about wh
Why Women Shouldn't Take Husbands Shopping
This is why women should not take men shopping against their will. After Mr. & Mrs. Fenton retired, Mrs. Fenton insisted her husband accompany her on her trips to Wal-Mart. Unfortunately, Mr. Fenton was like most men--he found shopping boring and preferred to get in & get out. Equally unfortunately, Mrs. Fenton was like most women--she loved to browse. One day Mrs. Fenton received the following letter from her local Wal-Mart. Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may be forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below and are documented by our video surveillance cameras. 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the
I Am Disgusted.
I... my god, i am SO disgusted. I... Oh god. My brother... Abel, the one with down syndrome that she "miscarried".... she CAUSED it. on purpose. she took herbs to kill him.... I SAW that fetus. we have a picture. it was nightmarish. if he had lived... i dunno how she could have lived with herself. She calls me a whore and tells everyone that i probably sleep with phil's friends when we drink... which is a horrid, wrong assumption. She stole from work, and got fired. she tells Cami that she's trying to buy my love, she plans on lying to me before i leave so she can keep me with her and drag me down. she's... evil. black-hearted. And i am NOT going back there. I beg for my family members to stay quiet. I'm not supposed to know, and SHE can't know. I plan on confronting her when phil gets his place and comes out to help me get my stuff. I just have to complain. I... hate her...
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Look Out Arlington Texas The Ladies Of Fubar Are Coming To Party!!!!!!!!! Just Six More Days Till The Fun Begins! Yeeeeeeeehaw!!! Come Join Us !
=== 'Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Team Captain/Sarge's Bad Girl/RisingStar ~ Owned by Dave - Crypt_Kee' spewed forth the following at '2008-04-12 19:21:28'.. It all started out with (Deb) Blueroses ~Blueroses~ you just never know@ fubar and (Barb) Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar talking about needing a girls night out. Ha! It didn't take much to convince us that even tho we're in different states, we ARE going to do this! Calling all girls needing a night out! Saturday, April 19th, 2008 in Arlington, Texas! !!! UPDATE !!! While this is going to be a girls' night out and the girls will congregate together, we are inviting all Fubarians, all guys and gals! THIS WILL BE STAG... WE ARE NOT HOOKING UP .. .NO PERVS ALLOWED, but boys, you ARE invited! Let Tulsa's Angel or Blueroses know and we will be sure you are on the blogs and bulletins!
Broken Silence
kinda old i wrote this piece in december of last year decided to post it up ya know more trolling into the mind of the one they call "mister carpenter".......kinda more thoughts ...kinda the truth I swear i have seen and done some stupid shit in my life. But what i did in the begining of August was't really stupid. It was more out of anger. I had the right idea, I just went to the wrong place at the wrong time. I have been asking myself for the past 5 years now " what the hell is wrong with me?" I still don't know the answer, and I probally will never know the answer to this question. Guess what? I'm over it! I have no choice but to be over it just like that. Why you ask? That question I can answer. For almost 26 years i've been shitted on not by my family. I just took it out on them. I am talking about so called friends who set me up to fall with them, people who took me in and thought they could have thier way with me, and the general public period. How do you jud
Set Back
I think I am having a minor st back from the surgery . The reason I say that is because I am now having the same problems in the left hand as I did before surgery. I have pushed myself way to much and my hand is now telling me about it .
Pheonix This is a reaccuring dream over my entire lifetime. After last night, it has changed in a dramatic way for me. Not sure if anyone else will see the signifigance of the change but me, however, this makes no difference to me. Anyone who feels they can explain it too me please feel free to tell me.. . I have my theories , but would love to hear yours. The dream begins with me walking up very large tan steps of a school that seems to be completley empty and void of people. I hear a noise, a young girl crying softly.. Following the cries, if find her sitting outside of a classroom, in time out... (she is me as a child.. right down to the clothes she is wearing being the ones I wore on my first day of school) . I ask her what is wrong, she will not tell me, she only points down the hallway.. Looking down that way, the window catches my eye (very big panoramic window).. the view is captivating.. we both walk to the window and are intrigued by the dark dense forest.. Red wood tre
Love Creates Love
Love Creates Love Leo Daily Horoscope As you interact with people today, you may find yourself feeling increasingly affectionate and open. This could compel you to seek out loved ones in order to share your emotions and forge deeper relationships. You may also feel a wonderful fullness in your heart as you reach out to others. Consider spending time with a friend or relative that you seldom see. The friendly and loving overtures you make will likely be returned to you, creating a loop of good feelings. Even if your feelings are not reciprocated, you can take pleasure in making others feel loved. Today can be a wonderful time to let others see who you really are. When you make a commitment to love others, your soul readies itself for this deeper connection by filling with joy. As you give of yourself, the love inside of you grows and is never depleted even as you give love to others. Your joyfulness grows as you draw more people into your inner circle. In loving others, you manif
Micro Who? Google Rules Ad Roost
While Microsoft and Yahoo! engage in their odd mating ritual, they are benefiting the very company that is driving them to seek partners. Internet advertisers can't figure out what the two companies will look like in six months, so search leader Google is set to profit from the confusion. "We find this to be a very advantageous situation for Google," Cantor Fitzgerald analyst Derek Brown said Thursday. "The longer this gets dragged out, the better for Google." He added: "The more complicated a deal gets, the more difficult it becomes to satisfy all parties, and the more complicated the integration gets, the more it favors Google." As Yahoo! (nasdaq: YHOO - news - people ) blows hot and cold -- more cold -- about teaming up with Microsoft and casts around for other partners, the outlook is getting increasingly unclear. "This is the first time that we have seen real feasible alternatives that could derail the Microsoft deal," said analyst Jeffrey Lindsay of Sanford C. Bernstein.
Monday April 14th 2008
it sucks today nothin just seems to work ou NOT in my direction at all i get more and more depressede as i sit herre and play agame which am losin at....i hate mondays
2nd Interview Is Complete
Here is the low-down on how things went today. I was processed just as criminals are, photo taken, fingers printed (make that ALL ten of them) and they are gonna run a background and credit check on me. HAHA on the credit check considering I just filed bankruptcy. I have no idea what the hell they are doin it for. Mark seems to think to find out if any judgements for money are against me. HAHA I fixed that one already! Ne ways, they told me it can take anywhere from 1wk to 3mos to complete their check. Sooooo I guess it's hurry up and wait! I'll let you know if it's a yes or no as soon as I find out. Thanks again to all my fine feathered friends who have shown me support thru this long process. I started this process with my application being turned in on March 3rd. Phew patience is virtue as well as a headache lol! ~Heather
The Thorn'
A Cherokee Rose:' In Texas pools where both water and laughter splashed Little Deer and cowboy’s lips kissed; pressing and meshed Their fresh new love still flowers, blossoms and grows, but Fate has a thorn waiting for Cherokee Rose Over the pooled water a thunderous sound was cast as Little Deer saw her cowboy draw his breath of last A bullet in his back came with the second of death’s flash from three men on sorrels in a range war backlash They galloped away leaving her in waters red, holding her cowboy in rippled pool of the dead Rain came in tears as a war song was grief sung as she grasped for life in a body that was already gone Standing over his mound, she heard a Lonesome Dove; her belongings clenched in her arms; the Navajo rug she loved Tears streamed down a cowboy’s widow’s sniffling nose; as a painted pony rode the wind ‘neath a Cherokee rose Saloon doors slung wide open in an ill breeze’s gust as an Indian squaw walked in to kiss full vengeanc
A Pecos Rose: The Cards Get Laid ~
A Piano's up beat music play as the 'Ladies' danced up on stage. Kicking up their heels while the dealer deals and the Cowboys spend their hard earned pay. Lady Lilley was making a casual round trailing her finger across the sea of men. Showing her legs, flirting and strolling. A Pecos Rose, wearing a seductive grin. She spied a Handsome Cowboy that was dealing a gambler with a smile that struck a cord. Lady Lilley made her way to his table Like a cat after a mouse across the floor. "I thought I knew all the Gamblers in these here parts," Lady Lilley said, her cleavage grin displayed. "I thought I knew a beautifull ... Woman," The Gambler said while the cards got laid. "Can I buy in," she said with a grin. "Here Ms. Lilley, I was just fixin' to go." An old man got up and offered his chair. Sitting across from the gambler was Pecos Rose. The cards reshuffled and shot out in a deal four players putting on their faces to play. The cards were dealt out lik
Dim lit bar charged by an illuminating flame He was tall, dark and handsome built frame lit a smoke and took a long drawn drag shuffled in his seat and then leaned back. "What is your name?" he asked then swiveled the bar stool turned to face her dead center. The silouhette come alive in dark oval eyes. "Jackie, Jaquelin Hart," she said moving thighs. "What breeze blew you across my path?" His arm stretched across her back. His eyes fell to the valley of cleavage soaking up the fragrance laid to enrich "What is your name?" Jackie sensually begged. He leaned in close and whispered, "Jack Spade." She gave a thought then moved a tad close taking a chance on the hand dealt, a Solitaire Rose.
Soul Reflection
I draw these sounds on parchment and hope it would reflect, Your sacredness deep within me I cherish with honor and respect. Our two souls have united, entwined in love's single embrace, breathing in happiness and peace, playing in God's sacred space. You are the soil of the earth in which the seed of my soul grow, You are the mirror of my eyes in which your true reflection show. Inside you I have discovered the meaning of who I am, Through you I came to realize if I believe I could, I can. You poured the riches of your wisdom into me, a once empty shell, And made me forget sadness and regret and wave to it farewell. You are the anchor in the days I drift sad and lost away, My own special mold that God made from human clay. I hope these sounds I drew could even simply explain, that you are my rainbow I see through the endless rain. I know I am not a Poet,I could not even pretend, but I hope you know you are the essence who helped my soul to mend.
Come On Ppl
MILFSWEETIE IS HOLDING AN ONGOING AUCTION! I'M STILL TAKING ENTRIES! COME CHECK OUT ALL THE HOTTIES! THEY”RE ALL LISTED BELOW! YOU CAN BID ANYTHING! THE AUCTION IS OVER WHEN THE PERSON BEING BID ON ACCEPTS A BID! I need people to be auctioned off! The fee is ONLY 10,000 fubucks! You have the right to refuse any bids. Just send me an e-mail with your pic link, what you want to offer (you need to offer the owners name in yours for 1 month and have the owner in your family for 1 month, then whatever else you want to add, you can always add more later in a comment on your pic), and of course fupal me the 10,000 fubucks! Click on my link above to contact me! milfsweetie/ FU-ENGAGED TO & RL GF OF Sgt. Raider and Fu-Wife of Lady TNT Bunny@ fubar Tamara “milfsweetie”
A Holy Sin
The night, so deep, so passionate So perfect for lover's such as you and I, Sweet words to fill our hearts so pure So here, on a bed of passion, we lye Your hands so gentle caressing me only makes my desire grow strange Your kisses so sweet, across my skin it makes me wish every second was longer Whatever it is wrong or right Our love brings us together as one, Sharing the same space and matter Believing our time together will never be done It's only you and me under Heaven tonight as our love strips our secrets down to our skin, This magical feeling we share together Is so Holy, but yet such a Sin.
Life And Death
Life and Death walked side by side one day Together they spoke, for each had much to say Each of the other's being, toiling in their labor And to think, Life has Death for a neighbor. Life! Says Death, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we know not when, we all must go, They moved along in marvel and in wonder. Death! says Life, we've been long together All thru the years, in every kind of weather There is a plan, far greater then the plan you know There is a time, we do know when, from long long ago They moved along in marvel and in wonder. They talked and talked both loud and long Filling all the world with their song As their own words struck up a chord I listen to catch every whisper and always thankful to the Lord They are given a great mission, as as the hours make a day So strange it seems, yet they walk unafraid, along
running wild free always in danger from hunters cougars and man caught penned corralled a cowboy standing at the gate holding oats can smell there sweetness hear his gentle words know i can still run but with him only not free and i cannot resist so i keep walking slowly closer noises behind other mustangs being broken harshly broken without the knowledge acceptance the cowboy has or his love months of patience and firm patience owned at last riding the wind with him on my back can see hear the wild ones still can whinny to them the cowboys hand gentle on my withers reassuring comforting loving and we walk on together
The Italian Who Went To Detroit
The Italian who went to detroit LMFAO! Current mood: jedi The Italian who went to Detroit One a daya I'ma go to Detroit to a biga hotel. Ina morning I'ma go down to eta the breakfast. I tella the waitress I wanna two piss's toast. She bring me only one a piss, I tella I wanna two piss's, she say to go to the toilet. I say you no unnerstan, I wanna two piss ona my plate, She say you better not piss on your plate, you sonnama bitch. I don't even know the lady and she calla me sonnema bitch. Later I'ma go to eta at biga restaurant, The waitress brings me spoon and knife but no fock, I tell her I wanna fock, She tell me everybody wanna fock, I tell her you no unnerstan, I wanna fock ona table, She say you better no fock ona table, you sonnama bitch So I'ma go back in my room I'ma hotel and theres no shit ona my bed, I calla the manager an tell him I wanna shit ona my bed. He tell me go to the toilet. I say you no unnerstan, I say again I wanna shit ona
Amarillo Rose And The Hombre
Amarillo Rose and the Hombre Part 6 streaked a raw red sky statue figured clouds fly over mountains with no name across rocky sunbaked plane a yellow flower lie sipping whiskey rye front porch swinging Amarillo Rose singing bandelero guitar picked macho spanish rips sumbreo tilted back for sips dancing dress dips licking whiskey lips lap grinding hips arms wrapped into nape tickles soft mounded breasts jiggle ear whispering promises binding dress unleases rising in the cress's muffled noise breezes passions flame raged cold winds change with a cracking of a whip flesh eating nip An hombre from terilingua bull whip with a stinger Fast hands reach for steel no match for the whip wheeled 'snap' and 'crack' this Hombre lashed till bandelero lay like a sack wanted poster match Then tied to a mule silver dollar slewn at the feet of lady Laura "for your troubles, whore'a!" The sun set lower than low across the mile a candle's glow
Amarillo Rose The Married Man
Amarillo Rose the Married Man part 7 Dust from a wagon rutted road women shouting and waving a bible fleeing the prarie mile the ususl zealous wife squabble Shot gun smile on the front porch nothing more than words and a lighted torch! on the threshold of Lady Laura's red sky slivered beyond canyon walls red curtains amber coyote's cackle call sip of tequilla and bare leg swing tapping on a table jitterey finger's release sings a distant horse's 'whenney' another shiney penny? hand pumped up breasts smoothing out the dress! Like a million minute wait for the knocking at the door boot click spurs jingle Lady Laura ready to mingle two bit handed trick candles luster gone arm of a gentlman eyes like a fawn lamp burned bedroom kisses submissive bare breast wishes suit and tie gently laid Lady Laura ready to play spread her love widely passion driving strut of a feathered peacock half rolled down jerking sock no light this night fr
Re: Netanyahu Says 9/11 Was Good For Israel
RE: Netanyahu Says 9/11 Was Good For Israel ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 16 Apr 2008, 19:13 Netanyahu Says 9/11 Was Good For Israel Former Israeli Prime Minister and current leader of the opposition Benjamin Netanyahu has stated during a speech that the 9/11 attacks were a good thing for Israel. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/160408Netanyahu. htm
Why is it when you meet a guy or girl they always say they are NOT the jealous type or dont like a the person they are with to be jealous....then after a little everything changes and they become jealous about everything and get mad that the person they are with (ok me) dont get jealous....WTF is wrong with that????? I hate stupid mind games but they do it all the time...and try to turn it around....hello???WTH????
Leave Me The Fuck Alone!!!
Yes even I have dated fucking Pyschos. I wont give too much fucking details because of possible action. Someone named "mike" contacted me on my ex's behalf. He claims that my ex had my baby back in 06 and just NOW tells me. Let me rewind yall back to where it began. I was dating another girl at the time when she calls me to chew me out. she tells me that her FATHER got a email from a FRIEND of my ex's claiming that my ex was pregnant with my baby! I say prove it, she ended up with a MISCARRIAGE. Never showing any evidence of paperwork or anything. Plus alot of things were off but that is to be said later. She claimed to never have access to my addy when I know at lease 3 mutual friends that could have given it to her. A year or so later some more shit happen while I was on deployment. this time harassing me and my fiance. My fiance is a grown woman and can handle herself find, but Long story short I had to get a RESTRAINING ORDER on my ex to have no contact with me what so eve
Wanna Buy Me? Fri U Canbuy Me And My Fellow Kandy Kiss Ladies!!!
Hey everyone this fri 8 est time Cllub Karizma will be Havin a auction to All mebers. You will be able to bid on any of us Kandy Kiss ladies and see us on cam. If u well pop in and ask what u win....
Love , Actually...
I am in love. I have been "in like" and cared for someone deeply.. i have been in love and the feelings werent mutual and i have been in love and was treated like an enemy would treat. Now i know what a true man and lover and friend is... Know that it can happen.. and I can Thank FUBAR>. I have met my future because of my ex.. how freaking ironic!!
Wtg Rooney!
Right on, Andy Rooney ! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think! killing make s you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right 'NO
Hey ,excuse Me..
*losing my way* Hey excuse me Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job I make forty-some dollars a day I used to be the man in my hometown 'til I started to lose my way It all goes back to when I dropped out at school Having fun, I was living the life But now I got a problem with that little white rock See I can put down the pipe And... And it's breaking me down Watching the world spin round While my dreams fall down Is anybody out there? It is breaking me down No more friend around... And my dreams fall down... Is anybody out there? Can anybody out there hear me? 'Cause I can't seem to hear myself Can anybody out there see me? 'Cause I can't seem to see myself... There's gotta be a heaven somewhere Can you save me from this hell? Can anybody out there feel me? 'Cause I can't seem to feel myself Losing my way Keep losing my way... Keep losing my way... Can you help me find my way? Losing my way Keep losing my way Keep losing my way... Can y
Hera420 guilty of TUI (typing while intoxicated) under the influence of the controlled substance "marajuana" if I am bailed out I will do the following... Rate all pics and stash for 2 weeks with 10's Will send a 2 gifts a day for 3 weeks Will keep you shitfaced for 3 weeks Will send u 4 comments a day for 2 weeks
Fuck This Shit
I don't like to play games and I don't like people to play games with me. I like to be honest and upfront with people....AND I DONT HAVE THE ROOM FOR DRAMA AND FAKE PEOPLE SO IF YOU ONE OF THOSE JUST LEAVE...
I know sometimes it seems That I'm not here I've disappeared. My minds not there. But I'll will always be, Right behind... The ditz tripping on your heels.. I've tried so hard, It has all gone wrong, And once again, I'm questioning who I am. I know that one things strong. To it I'll always hold on. Our Love is the bond, Keeping me glued together. When I touch your skin, And my fingers glide, Along the side of your back. I can't deny. The electric shock, Keeping me alive. When your eyes catch mine, I still blush inside. 4/18/08
Saturday's Child
Death666 Tag
Spider Webs
You have me woven in your web of lies n deceit The more I struggle the deeper entwined I become Bit by bit you feed on my insides I die alittle more with each passing day Soon I'll cease to exist Just another faded soul lost in your abyss To be replace by another unknown face Ensnarled by your golden tongue As you whisper softly in her ear Come to me my pretty....
My Fcked Up Life Poem I Wrote In High School
My Fucked Up Life I don't know why i can't stop my fucked up ways I hurt my boyfriend and now i am in a never ending daze. I wish i knew the truth about the way he feels my heart has grown harder then any kind of steels. I wish I knew why I am so thoughtless when it comes to boys people think I just think they are toys. I know guys have feelings to I am not a whore so how do i have to prove it to you? Do I need to wash off all of this gothic makeup well i wear what i want and look how i feel so shut the fuck up! I won't respect you if you don't respect me if you look deeper then the makeup you will finally see. I will never know how you feel when I lie all I know is that when I lie to you I start to cry. I don't care what everyone thinks everyone who hates me are just a bunch of dinks. I love you and I will not lie (to you) if I do I insist i die. I always have had no feelings for my acts but now I hate myself because of all the facts. This p
For You
If I told you love was in my heart, Would it be in yours to. If I gave you my soul, Would you give me yours to. My heart is so close, To never leaving yours alone. It's the only place, The only place it feels at home. It only wants to be one with yours, Promise me never let me fall out of love, And in return for you a promise,In mine, Nothing else will ever be put above. Love
The Outlaw Torn
And now I wait my whole lifetime For you And now I wait my whole lifetime For you I ride the dirt I ride the tide For you I search the outside search inside For you To take back what you left me I know I'll always burn to be The one who seeks so I may find And now I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn So on I wait my whole lifetime For you So on I wait my whole lifetime For you The more I search the more my need For you The more I bless the more I bleed For you You make me smash the clock and feel I'd rather die behind the wheel Time was never on my side So on I wait my whole lifetime I'm Outlaw torn I'm Outlaw torn Yeah I'm Outlaw torn And I'm torn Hear me And if I close my mind in fear Please pry it open See me And if my face becomes sincere Beware Hold me And when I start to come undone Stitch me together See me And when you see me strut Remind me of what left this outlaw torn Hear me And
Alone I Break
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready, heart stops I stand alone Can't be on my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving doesn't seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it I'm running
The Pretender
Keep you in the dark You know they all pretend Keep you in the dark And so it all began Send in your skeletons Sing as their bones go marching in... again The need you buried deep The secrets that you keep are at the ready Are you ready? I'm finished making sense Done pleading ignorance That whole defense Spinning infinity, boy The wheel is spinning me It's never-ending, never-ending Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays? You're the pretender What if I say that I'll never surrender? In time or so i'm told I'm just another soul for sale... oh, well The page is out of print We are not permanent We're temporary, temporary Same old story What if I say I'm not like the others? What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
Sweetwater's Website, Check It Out!!
This is the official website for SWEETWATER'S LOUNGE!Check it out now, view the pages and keep tabs on it in your favorites for new updates and more pages to be added!!
This Fukyou Is For You!!!
Is it really worth putting your heart on the line, to have some FUCKER rip it, Not for Nina ANYMORE...I guess my views on love are so much different from others, OR maybe it's this place?? Sooo for all you HEARTBREAKERZ GO FUK YOUR SELF!!! Your time will come.....
What Do You Call?
.What do you call a dog with no hind legs and steel balls?........ Sparky!!!! :o)
Countess Bathory
in Slovak, El¿bieta Batory in Polish, August 7(?), 1560 – August 21, 1614), was a Hungarian countess from the renowned Báthory family. The family is famous for defending Hungary against the Ottoman Turks. She is known as the most infamous serial killer in Central European history and is remembered as the "Blood Countess" and as Bloody Lady of Csejte, after the castle near Trencsén, in Royal Hungary, where she spent most of her life. After her husband's death, she and four collaborators were accused of torturing and killing hundreds of girls and young women, with one witness attributing to them over 600 victims, though she was only convicted on 80 counts. In 1610, she was imprisoned in Csejte Castle, where she remained bricked in her room until her death four years later. She was never formally tried in court. The Báthory case is the inspiration for the story of the Countess bathing in the blood of virginal girls whom she killed in order to retain her youth. Like Vlad Tepes, who insp
With You
I woke up in a dream today To the cold of the static and put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore A little taste of hypocrisy And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react Even though you're so close to me You're still so distant And I can't bring you back It's true the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you're not with me I'm with you You, now I see, keeping everything inside with you You, Now I see, Even when I close my eyes I hit you and you hit me back We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real I'm trapped in this memory And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react So even though you're close to me You're still so distant And I can't bring you back It's true the way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of
Sunday, March 16, 2008 A Buddhist, a Wiccan and a Christian Walk into a tattoo shop... Current mood: rejected Category: Religion and Philosophy Practice, what a horrible and terrifying word. You can get a bumble bee but not a moon because that is demonic. Why would you want a Buddhist symbol tattooed on your body? Well, because I am Buddhist. OOOOOOOHHHHHH.......Well I didn’t see that coming! So, we were downtown tonight and Bran and Leslie get the brilliant idea that we need tattoos. Well that they need more tattoos and I need one small, very very very small one! So the Wiccan, Buddhist and Christian go on a mission. First of all they make me walk three effin blocks in high heels to tell me I can’t cuss, pee or get a tattoo and I’m the sober the one. Let me just tell you, there’s a Jesus fish on the window and a smile on their face when they tell you how evil you are, demonic even. I just wanted to pee and get a bumble bee but no...... Leslie couldn’t just say i
Yall are so full of yourselves that you take this way too seriously. I mean come on now, you really think I would get that upset over a mumm. Oh plz, obviously you people have not heard of this new thing, it is called SARCASIM!!!. Not to mention I post this shit so you people will come to my page to check me out and find out why I am posting. It is a simple technique!! I think most of you guys need something stronger to drink. Maybe then you guys will be a tad more fun!!! Good grief, and yall tell me I got my panties in a bunch!
Auction 4/21
The list of items she is giving away is awesome, plus she will add more with bids! Also please rate the pic as the most rates gets bling! Thank you!
I am cleaning out my friends list. I delete those that choose to add me or accept and then never talk to me. If I have taken you off and you didn't want to be, then I am truly sorry. So before you send me a nasty email and then block me, I have made everything about myself an open book. I have been honest about who I am and I have not mislead anyone. I am loving and sweet and kind but I am also a pervert who loves exhibitionism, playing on cam and in emails and having a good time. For those of you who now know this, it is very simple. If that is not for you, then that is totally cool with me. I know it is not for everyone. If you are not into it, don't accept or add me. Simple. Have fun all!!
Trying Something New!
I wanna try something different here alot of people offer 10k in fubucks for rating 100 of their pics well I want to offer 50 of my 11's at happy hour to rate 1 of the folders I have with 100 in it. I do have 2 of them so it is possible for you to be the one who gets all my 11's during the days HH. All you have to do is let me know you have done it or are on your way and I will put you on the list to make sure you get what you earn. You can even rate the pics of mine when there is not a happy hour. I have given my 11's away this morning already so tomarrow is up for grabs!!!
Morning Every Body
good morning two all my friends all over this world i/hope many of our lives get better out/there no matter weather your married have kids single /our anything we make our own love happiness so always no you have people who care about you weather your in canada any country usa have a wonderfull week sincerly michael boat man will add if you have a salute@ fubar
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Jack The Ripper Prt 1
**Keep in mind this maybe only a fraction of the case.** This is a brief review of the Jack the Ripper murders that occurred in London more than a hundred years ago. Much of the original evidence gathered at the time has been lost, and many "facts" are actually opinions by the various writers who have written about the case during the past century. Many aspects of the case are therefore contested, and so what follows is a summation of the case in general. There are many books available to the student of crime who wishes to grapple with the many mysteries associated with the case. "Jack the Ripper" is the popular name given to a serial killer who killed a number of prostitutes in the East End of London in 1888. The name originates from a letter written by someone who claimed to be the killer published at the time of the murders. The killings took place within a mile area and involved the districts of Whitechapel, Spitalfields, Aldgate, and the City of London proper. He was also c
So Like Ya...
This made me speechless and totally made my day.. April 21, 2008 @ 10:46 pm I wasn't sure where to put this, either here or on my own page as a blog. But I figured you would see it here first. So with that said, here goes...... I don't know if i could ever make it through a day without you in my life now. In such a short time you and your girls have come to mean so much to me. I cant explain it, so I wont even attempt to. I have images of you running through my head. I see you dancing through my mind, with the words I want to tell you, the words I use to tell people about you. Beautiful, sexy, funny, sweet, intelligent, my one. I see you in my head, and I have conversations with you about nothing and everything all at once, like we usually do. But there is nothing I would rather do, then share every moment I have with you. Telling you all my secrets, my dreams, my fears, and listening to yours. Building our dreams, fighting our fears, being happy with you. I dont think I have e
Jann Arden - I'd Die For You
Ive never seen this kind of love The kind that wont wash away And then leave you in the dark I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Ive never kissed a sweeter mouth Ive never been swept away Its what dreams are made up of Dont you know I could not survive Without you in my life I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah Ive never seen this kind of love The kind that wont slip away Yes Im soaring thru your heart Dont you know I could not survive Without you in my life I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah ya ya Yeah yeah yeah I would die for you I would die for you I would die for you
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I stayed out late last night But nothing I could drink * Could help me drink you off my mind Everywhere I looked, (oooh) I saw your face * And I wonder, and I wonder If there still might be A little space in your heart for me 'Cause I'm so cold, I'm so alone And I miss you, babe So won't you come to my rescue Shake this pain from my soul And take this fool back in your heart baby I'll go crazy if you don't 'Cause I'm a mess here without you Ain't no pill for this pain So please, please come to my rescue baby Make it right away I was a fool to leave Leave behind everything that meant everything to me Every day and night (mmm) my heart pays the price * And I'm out here, stranded out here On this lonely road, I'm so lost won't you lead me home I need you back, need one more chance And I miss you, babe So won't you come to my rescue Shake this pain from my soul And take this fool back in your heart baby I'll go crazy if you don't 'Cause I'm a mess here wit
Why Do We Do It ?
Sometimes things just don`t go like they are suppose too. Then is when we realize we need a change. From what we are doing and what we have done. Why do we do it? Sometimes we have to just to make ourselves happy. Maybe it is to better our lives, and then maybe it doesn`t. We as humans still have to try, just to see if we can do it. So what if we fail at what we want to accomplish. You never know unless you try in the first place. Why do we do it? To prove to ourselves that we can. Reassurance helps heal old pains, and sometimes mends them. Change is sometimes for the better!!!
*fuctard Of The Century*
Help Her!
Refinery Strike Talks Break Down
Refinery strike talks break down The planned strike is closing down the Grangemouth refinery A strike which could close down Scotland's only oil refinery will go ahead after talks between the Unite union and plant bosses broke down. Operators Ineos and the union held two days of talks at conciliation service Acas in a bid to halt the strike by workers at the Grangemouth facility. Scottish Finance Secretary John Swinney told BBC Scotland there should be enough fuel to avoid shortages. Staff are due to walk out of the refinery on Sunday. Mr Swinney said: "What we are confident about is that we have taken preparations to make sure that there are ample supplies of petrol and diesel available well into the month of May. "That's obviously predicated on consumer purchasing patterns remaining as we would normally expect them to be." He added: "We also have the ability to import fuel into the bargain if we need to support the stocks that we have already within
Be Filled
She approaches him softly. Kneeling beside the chair where the master sits, she whispers her quote to him, never daring to look directly into his eyes. There is too much power within him for that and what would she see, but her soul reflected back at her from his depths. " that case..." he tells her as he hears her quote and the rest of his words are lost as he lowers his mouth to hers and kisses her softly upon her lips. She feels the blood rush into her veins with a pounding force as her lips meet his, warm, soft, yet demanding. His tongue seeks hers out, shyly at first, then with an increasing need for contact, as he runs his fingernails up her back, a jagged course along her spine, until one hand rests on the back of her neck, his fingers playing with her hair. She encircles his tongue with hers, increasing the passion between them and she runs a fingertip down his spine and then tucks her fingertips into his waistband, pulling him closer. He breathes in the scen
The one who makes my heart beat. I feel your thoughts racing towards me, wanting to take me to my limits and beyound. Discovering myself in your hands and the way that you see me. It gives me new sight, recognition of something familar that has always been with me. A kindred spirit that intertwinds through me and coarses through my veins. Alive I feel, connected I stay no matter the distance of time or miles. My path standing still here at this time in these cross roads. Waiting for conformation, the direction to you. Your ment for me and I belong to you, once together before, seperated by the physical birth and now brought together again by passion. The passion has found itself again with in us making us whole, now all the pieces are back as one. By RoseHeart
Trust is the foundation for intimate, secure and successful relationships. It must be earned and maintained with consistent actions. But building trust and feeling like your partner is trustworthy is not always easy for those who have had their trust betrayed. Once your trust has been violated, it’s difficult to make it viable in your relationship again. Trust has to be a living, breathing entity in order for a relationship to survive. This applies to romantic relationships, family relationships and friendships. So when your trust is violated, how do you overcome that and restore trust in a relationship? Children learn how to build trust in a relationship with their parents or caretakers early in their development. If parents are consistent in responding to their child’s needs, then that child will learn to trust them and their environment. As a child gets older, trust takes on a different form because children can process why they trust and why they don’t. It’s especially im
What is your name?: Daniel How old are you?: 22 When is your Birthday?: December 10 What is your zodiac sign?: Sagitarrius Where were you born?: Borken Where do you live now?: Western Germany What color eyes do you have?: Blue What color hair do you have?: Blonde How tall are you?: 6'5 How much do you weigh?: 170 What is your race?: Asian, duh What is your worst fear?: being burried alive Do you smoke?: occasionally. but only cigars or weed. Do you drink?: yeah sometimes Do you cuss?: fuck yeah Do you use drugs?: uhhmm.. Have you ever or will you ever steal?: yeah i have . Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: if its important, yes. Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: nope. Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: i had an earring until i was 13 or 14 If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: ... Do you suffer from depression disorder?: i dont think so. If you had a choice about how you wanted t
The Guessing Game...
Out of the 3 choices guess which one I am NOT...Post comments for your choice... 1)BiPolar 2)BiLingual 3)BiSexual Pick the one you think I am NOT... NOTE: Those of you who choose the right answer gets a gift from me ...You only get one try good luck!!
New Haters On The Fu ' Block
Oh boy do I have another group of haters and I am so glad we have the iggy button for these special occasions. Here check these hater's out: This loser thinks I am going to steal his Girlfriend and He has even gone to such lengths to Threaten my life. Wow your even more pathetic then I had thought. I have no intentions of stealing anyone away from anyone and I really think that Fubar should be doing more through background checks on people because I think this loser has escaped from a Mental Instistution and needs to be reinstated immidieatly! I had to sadly get rid of a friend on Fubar because of this incident. Apparently she has fallen with some really bad company and her new man dont like her to have friends. Wow even more pathetic man. Well whatever.. Buu huu! you want a cookie, more like a iggy cookie! Ha ha ha... And to think this this was my close friend of two years and she has fallen on the wrong path
On My Mind
Let's make a date out of the cinema Then stay out till early in the morning I always like it cause we take it slow While everyone around us seems so hurried It feels familiar, cause I've been here before When your words Swept the ground right from under me Remember when you were so insecure Now you can't get your hands up off of me But the time we spent was so short Can't believe it's time to go again You're always on my mind, all the time On my mind, believe it You're always on my mind, all the time On my mind, believe it Can we pick it up where you left off When you said you'll never get over me I'll take for granted every roll off your tongue Cause you're screaming out all your honesty But the time we spent was so short Can't believe it's time to go again You're always on my mind, all the time On my mind, believe it You're always on my mind, all the time 'Cause there's nothing I'd rather think about, believe it, believe it You know it's time,
I have been thinking lately on why i can never find love...the love that i do find, is yet so far away from me. all the guys in my past have treated me like fucking shit. I think that ive only been truley in love twice. and well i want to have that feeling again. so bad. And all this time ive been so patient with it. Watching other people...and the love they have for eachother. its not fair, but all i can really so is sit here and be happy for them. i just dont understand. is it me? whats wrong with me? i just feel empty inside. its not fair. i hurt everyday...i just want someone that would listen to me. and i dont want to have to wait for love to happen. but i guess love is patients. I want someone that is right for me. I know that im young and i have my whole life ahead of me, but i see people that are my age and they are madly in love with someone...Im a good fucking person with great intentions. I just want what i cant have all the time, and thats my problem. Love is such a big dea
Socialist Security
NEW RULE: When their term is over, ALL politicians must stand in line (the unemployment line first) and fight for the scraps and bones that you and your "oh-so-generous" brethren have thrown the rest of us - no more cushy retirement income for you and your wife (who never worked for it in the first place) - the buck stops here-here! Oh, and they must also start PAYING taxes - quit living off of ours!
This Site???
Fu whores are catching on quick but they are getting cheaper.. I miss the old days been breasts were free to look at..
Mordechai Vanunu
Mordechai Vanunu An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part I ENG/ITA We Are Wide Awake (WAWA) interviews Mordechai Vanunu in 2005 settings advanced search Loading... CloseSearch settings Display query suggestions as I type Filter videos that may not be suitable for minors Note: some videos not suitable for minors may still appear in search results. An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part II ENG/ITA Israel's Nuclear Whistleblower (1-4) Mordechai Vanunu An illegal interview with Mordechai Vanunu - Part II ENG/ITA Uncensored Video Interview with Mordechai Vanunu Nuclear Threat is from Israel NOT Iran.
My Longing For You
Take my heart Steal my soul When i am but weak my love With feelings i cannot control My eyes are only for you And all that i hold dear In my life you linger Banishing my mortal fears Why must i be so lonely? Locked in my prison of blood When all my crimes were of loving you I drowned my sorrows, I submerged my sins all for the one i once called my own. From where i watch you You seem so faraway Just out of reach from my grasping hand in my grave i lay The nightime holds my sweet surrender The lightime blinds my eyes And though to you i seem so dead I am very much alive I cry, i weep for your passion once more Silently in my crypt For i can never see you again Or utter your name on my lips.
My Silent Love Call To You.
You are sitting right beside me but you might as well be a million miles away How could I ever dare to dream to catch your eye I can hear my voice speaking but they arent the words my heart wants to say And all that comes out is a sigh each time I try You are the example of what is right in the world we know Subtlety, beauty, envious intelligence and seductive grace You are the goal we want to acheive so bad but see how far it is to go You are that special breed that nothing could ever replace I stare at you in silent regret that I cannot say to you all I could I sit and wonder how it is that you cannot see If I could see a sign to take a chance, you know I would And live each day to show you what your heart could meant to me Brown eyes alive with a thousand promises and love only they can hide Lips curled into the smile that takes my breath away Laughter that could make anyone feel better no matter how hard they tried And a touch that leave me without words to pro
She Came To Me In My Dream
At the end of my bed, she stands, Darker then the shadows Moonlight pulling her innocent face From the darkness behind What secrets hide behind her face? Carved perfection like a mask For all eternity in a minute passing Our eyes locked in a stare Deep within my chest My heart beats in rhythm Like a thousand drums While all the while Her eyes stare cold Sparkling like set diamonds She has me totally under her control A hunger for lust burns within Meanwhile her white silken gown Flutters in the cool night breeze From whence my entranced eyes Break from hers; to admire her body Her breasts, partially visible Behind the translucent silk of her gown Her smooth, soft skin the look of satin White as fresh fallen snow My mind, a torrent, a sea of emotions Shallow fear yet I'm strangely calm She walks toward me Her beauty becoming More apparent upon each step But who is this mysterious stranger Who graces my presence thus? Her hand runs down my face I try to sp
Life In General
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain
For Those Who Know Everything
***************************************************************************** The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. *************************************************************************** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...~ ********************************************************************** ****** Donkeys kill more people annually Than plane crashes or shark attacks. ************************************************************************ You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. ************************************************************************** Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. **************************************************************************** The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. ************************************************
Lady Luck
I have danced with the devil countless times- My feet swollen and blue. Dining with Death I've had my fill- Gluttony at its worst. Many nights I've spent with demons drinking color into an ash-hued past, but still I go on. For through it all my bed was shared with Lady Luck, and is to this day, but if my fair Lady were lost to me I'd surely have hell to pay.
This Girl Rocks
Dirty Limericks
There was a young lady from China, Who had an enormous vagina, And when she was dead, They painted it red, And used it for docking a liner. A kinky young girl from Coleshill, Tried a dynamite stick for a thrill, They found her vagina, in North Carolina, and bits of her tits in Brazil. An exotic young lady named Suki, Once danced in a troupe of kabuki, When asked for a fuck, he said, “Solly, no luck… See here: looky looky, no nuki “ A certain sweet girl from Key West Was uncommonly large in the chest. Any man’s close attention To her outside dimension Brought his own measurement to its best. There was a young lady named Claire Who possessed a magnificent pair; Or that’s what I thought ‘Til I saw one get caught On a thorn, and begin to lose air. They all had a friend, name of Lee, Whose pecker hung down to his knee, If he hadn’t a’ tied it, The girls they’d all ride it, And he never could use it to pee. There once was a man from St. Paul who’s p
Huge Thank You From Judi :)
ThankYouEveryone So very very very much for all the help leveling to godmother I cant even try to list everyone so i am hoping this is ok .. THANK YOU I do have to thank 2 ppl who helped me get most of the help i had and thats ♫LilBamaGirl♫~Shadow Leveler~@ fubar And ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar You all rocked my page like its never been before If you all ever need help you know where to find me if i am not helping my families I will be there in a flash Much love and hugs to you all ~Judi~SIXX SLAVE~MAD HATTER~*S*U*P*~@ fubar
Xmas Gifts In 2007 Lol
You Can Not Be
Someones "R/L" gf, w/e if you HAVENT met and really if youre NOT LOCAL to each other either. Long distance is a MIRAGE, an ILLUSION. STOP fooling yourself. Dumbasses.
Why Me
why is it that every time i think i find mr right something happens and i am left with nothing. i am hurting again i want some one so bad right now but i dont think i will ever have anyone. i am so tired of my life and not having anyone in it. i see all these people that have someone or more then one some one and i dont have anyone. it hurts a lot to know that more then likely i will never have anyone to call mine. oh well i will always be the other woman and i guess that i should get use to it. because look at me i am so fat and ugly why would any guy in his right mind want me. well expect for a toy to play with every once in a while when there is no one else he can play with. do i really look that easy that guys know they can play with me and not care if they hurt me? just because i am fat do guys think i dont have feelings? i just wish at times that god would take me out of this world already i am tired of getting hurt and falling for a guy just so he can turn around and rip
Viewing Info For Chris
Christopher S. Higginbotham, 28, of Racine, Ohio went home to be with the Lord Saturday, April 26, 2008. He was a 1998 graduate of Grandview Heights High School in Columbus, Ohio. He is survived by: his mother, Diana Rae Higginbotham; his father, Stanley Leroy Higginbotham; his brothers and sister, Michael Wayne Higginbotham, Jeremy Bosley and Jaden Leann Higginbotham; his grandparents, Max and Shirley Boring and Roxie Beatrice Stone; his sons, Trent, Tucker and Brady; and many cousins, aunts, uncles, nephew, nieces and many, many friends. He was preceded in death by two brothers, James and Stanley Jr. and a grandfather, Harlan Stanley Higginbotham. Funeral services will be held on Wednesday, April 30, 2008 at Anderson-McDaniel Funeral Home in Pomeroy, Ohio at 12:00pm with Pastor Timothy Oldfield officiating. Burial will follow at Rutland Cemetery. Visiting hours will be 2 hours prior to the funeral service. In lieu
Soul Mates
humans were originally born with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with 2 faces, fearing their power, zeus split them into two halves, condemning them to spending their lives searching for the other half to complete them.
Is It Really?
Am I really a part of a life that consists of love, care, and gentleness? Am I really a part of a social respect that has me understood by most? Do I really have every last ounce of you to hold forever? Please tell me that I am the one that makes your heart stop. Please tell me that I am the one that makes your mind race with anticipation. Tell me honestly my love for I can no longer be left in the great wide unknown. I want to know every part of your mind, your soul, and your being. I want to be stuck in oblivion with you, revolving around you. An orbit of loves true meaning... Is it true? Is it really true? Am I yours for the rest of my life?
Hot Love Scene From "deception"
Hot Girls Get Physical With The Benefits!! Uncensored
The White Tie Affair Short Film Uncensored
"jessica Simpson" By Andy Dick Uncensored
OK, so I am 47 years old. My mind should be set in stone, I should be the most conservative person in the world. I notice on this site that I am probably one of the oldest people on here. Yet I constantly go to these mumms and blogs and see people half my age posting the most close-minded statements I have ever seen in my life. Certainly everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I hold nothing against anyone it just seems like, especially when it comes to sex, that most people on here are so puritan in their values that it is kind of funny. I don't advocate lying or cheating but I do understand that everyone has their own fetish or thing that they enjoy. Why people feel the need to put that down is beyond me. Agree? sure, put down others for their lifestyle? Now that is another thing all together. I thought this place would be one where people could talk with each other freely, without fear of being belittled because of their lifestyle or views. I also understand that it is only th
Top 6 Pet Peaves On Fubar
6. woman who think that a hello in a shout box is an invitation to pick out china patterns, its a hello, answer the mother fucker and get over yourself, if your not into him or her be polite but freakin honest geeez 5. instant porn stars, some of you and you know who you are really should be modest, and someday it may coem back to haunt you 4. men who are stalkers, guys get therapy your really wrecking things for the rest of us, jerk off and get over it, Oh and by the way sometimes a girl just wants to get laid and forget you. 3. lack of shout box manners, tell him or her that your leaving, its kinda like being in mid sentance and hangin up the phone on someone, its just rude. 2. down raters if you cant give them a ten dont give em anything at all 1. fakes keep your face pics the same all the way through dont hide behind someone else be yourself, someone thinks your beautiful even if its just you mom. TOP 6? yeah cause I know you dumb fucks will probably come up wit
I've been in this giveaway for quite some time now, feel free to bomb this pic!
I Hope That You Aren't Mad At Me Deleting The Folder.
God, I feel like crap. Getting no sleep last night and now my shoulders and neck are aching. I am sorry for those of you that enjoyed my folder. I felt the need to delete it. It was just time. This site just seems to be kind of boring now. A lot of the people I used to talk to on here never get on anymore for what ever reason and I have kind of moved on as well. I miss these people but do know that I can talk to them on msn as well. Also I would love for you to sign up on facebook to be able to converse there. Just know that I have real life friends on there and you might need to watch what you write to me on there. About the only thing I do is write on here. I miss Kim & Steve, I miss Melissa, Padma, I miss Henry, I miss and a bunch of others. It just isn't the same. Maybe I should just take a break? I don't plan on deleting my account, just the folder for now. So ciao for now. Getting off to get some more work done. kisses and love to you all.
Soo Freaking Sweet!!!
A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, he said....NO. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said NO. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he said NO. She heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... You're not pretty, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. and I would'nt cry if you walked away, I'D DIE!!
A Revelation Dream
A Revelation Dream A cold, careless moment caught in a cataclysmic dream, The world itself was burning and I couldn’t do a thing. The Heaven’s were torn asunder, a most terrifying scene, Like a madman’s prophetic vision or a Revelation dream. I tried in vain to discern its mystifying theme And wondered in awe-struck terror; what would this portent bring? The world itself was burning and I pray’d ‘twas just a dream, As I wept aloud to realize I’d imagined such a thing.
I Don't Think That You Know What You've Been Missing. Just Forget Me, It's That Simple
"JUST THINK OF THIS & ME AS JUST A FEW OF THE MANY THINGS TO LIE AROUND, TO CLUTTER UP YOUR SHELVES" You asked me for all of my fucking trust back? Well how about you partake in actions that DESERVE it? I don't fucking hand this shit out, you know how hard it was for me to forgive you for EVERYTHING. For the lying and the shallowness. And now this? You're such a narcissistic shallow asshole. You're only in this to hurt me and now I know the truth so I'm ending everything before it ever has a chance to start. FUCK YOU. k.
Friday May2 2008 [fed Up]
well today is pay day qnd waiting on the friend who said he would help out but i havent heard from him. its pissin me off, he wants me to do things with him but yet when im trustworthy of him to be there for him, he doesnt listen to my advice, he has a cell phone which you "top off" (payment type) and he does it only by $10 payments evidently now he paid for a new phone with blue tooth, and no way to keep it up...would be easier to pay $20 a month and have it going always instead of the 10 a month. oh well i have a heart attack walkin up the hill will be ok least will be with my my folks
Guys Don't Rank
I noticed their are two guys ranked in today's top 100 people. TWO. Come on ladies, support the men who support you!!!
The Battle Of Forever - An Original Poem
"What then is this?", he thought As the storm cleared from his mind A world so green, so fresh, so fair And old pain left behind. The blood ran when last he lay, And darkness took his mind Then light shone bright when living failed And passed the world unkind "WHO BROUGHT ME HERE?" He screamed at them Those he could not yet see "WHO ENDED LIFE AND SEVERED LOVE? SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME." "TIS YOUR REWARD", there came a voice Ancient as dust and sea "FOR LIVING TRUE AND FIGHTING WELL WE HAVE BESTOWED ON THEE." "ILL TAKE IT NOT", the warrior screamed "AND ILL HAVE NOT YOUR PEACE" And ran he there to hilltop high and then his blade released "YOU PROMISED ME NOTHING AND THAT IS WHAT YOU GAVE YOU SENT AN ANGEL TO MY SIDE AND BADE ME TO MY GRAVE" "THERE IS NO LOVE THAT PASSES THAT WHICH YOU HAD GIFTED ME THEN TOOK HER AND YOU STOLE MY LIFE BEFORE YOU LET HER SEE" "I RUN AT YOU THOUGH I KNOW WITHIN THAT VICTORY BE YOURS" With flashing blade and
A Beating Heart
Shhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can't see, For there is no light only sand by which to guide me. Shhh, there it is again, like the beating heart of a snare, It sounds so familiar yet has it's own style and flare, I hear it so clearly like an old favorite song, I am yearning for it, this sounds I seen to long. Shhh, can't you hear it the sound is oh so clear, I seen to be drown to it, it's calling to me I fear, Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be, I feel as though I'm floating to it, it's setting me free, It's unlike anything I have ever heard before, I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for? This sound is you're heart calling out to mine, Like two souls lost in the intricate sounds of time, Through distance may separate us, it's only miles you see, For nothing can ever really keep us apart those who are meant to be. Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going, longing to once again be with that person that's is all knowing. The one who know
Nathaniel Hawthorne
Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable fortune, when some mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her as the warm reality.
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I Was A Fool For You
I don't know when my laughter turned to tears, When my joys became my fears, when one touch and you'd be gone, and I'd be standing all alone. I laughed till I cried, I knew, but still I tried, To make a place in your life. You walked away without a word, you neither saw nor heard The love I tried to prove The way my life, around you moved. I don't know how long I cried and wished that I had died. And how my body ached for you, And how you ignored my love so true. So, I'm standing all alone again, Wiping the tears that always begin, Every day and every night and every silent moment of my life , Whenever I think of the many ways I was a fool for you. written by brittney ramsey
Bleeding Tears
Heart is broken, chest in so much pain, feeling like taking my last breath. Will you breathe your life into mine? I want to be comfortably numb. Confusion set in my mind not knowing where to take my thoughts. Bury them in a pillow full of tears I shed of blood or show you the pain in my face? I can't keep crying these tears for you to keep coming and going over my heart, wish you'de stay in one place which is the core of me. I found happiness in you but I can't see past anything but what's in front of me.
I went to the doctor this last Thursday , and I was diagnosed with a mysterious odor. They have not ruled out there could be something wrong with my bloodstream , they are in the process of checking that out now .
Mike Ness? Oh Yes.
Wednesday July 9th At Showbox at the Market - 1426 1st Avenue MIKE NESS AND HIS BAND with special guests THE HORTON BROTHERS (feat. Miss Lauren Marie) $30.00 ADV / DOS - Doors at 7pm - All Ages Tickets on sale Saturday May 3rd at 10am. So going. Mike Ness makes me wet lol
My Life
I make mistakes . I say things I don't mean way too much these days. You can't take back whats done. No matter how hard you try . I am trying to take these days one at a time . Its hard . Ive cried more in the last week then I have in years . I miss my son . I miss his face . But I know What Im doing is whats right . I know what I can't do . and I can accept who I am . Im sorry if thats not who every one else wants me to be . Im sorry if i don't live by the book . If when I look at me in the mirror , Im the only one thats happy with who I am . But I've lived . Im hurt , and I've died inside . I can't live my life crying over things I can't change . Wishing I could take back things I can't control . But I dont care what they say anymore. I don't care how hard you try to trun me into you. My life has too many blessings to spend day after day crying over whats been stolen from me. Ill get it back when Gods ready to give it to me . Its his will not my way . I can accept that .
Have U
Have you ever like someone so much then you thought it was the wrong thing to do?
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I'm just a "sharing" fool today, like I really need to write this down for all to read...but I found it to be rather hillarious that I could manage to take a drink of diet coke and unknowingly have to burp at the same time resulting in something I like to call, taking a left turn at Alberquerque! I didn't even have time to react, it just happened instantly, I picked up my can a soda, opened my mouth to take a drink and just like that, right out my nose!!! This is the kind of thing I believe most people wouldn't admit to doing...but I have no shame! I can burp with the best of 'em, just next time I'll try and be more prepared because carbonation out the left nostril fucking burns!
Weeds Season Four Teaser!!!
OMG, I can't wait for Season 4 Replay of Season 3 starts tonight on Showtime (9pm - EST) BEST SHOW EVER!!! lol
Home Sick...
It's been exactly thirteen months today since I've been "home", seemingly the longest stretch of time I've gone without seeing my family and today it's kinda got me down...I'm missing the familiar personalities of the people that know me siblings and everything that goes with that... The scenery of Washington State. The beautiful stretches of mountains and trees, lots of trees! The water of the rivers, lakes and creeks that are so abundant in the area..the slow pace and innocent ignorance of life on the Colville Reservation. It's where I grew up mostly..and almost all of my family is still there, living on or near and working in the Reservation agency. Most of all I miss the acres of bedrock and pine trees that filled the "back yard" of my grandparent's house. I spent hours alone as a kid playing in the field of cheetgrass and in and amongst the birch trees that grew along the creek running through their property. I miss fishing at Owhi Lake and hearing the me
Talk About Your Dumb Fucker!;_ylt=AokjAdBeYPL4JQ4OKJK30YwuQE4F COPIAGUE, N.Y. - A Long Island man who flipped his finger at a police cruiser and then popped a wheelie on his motorcycle is recovering from injuries after crashing. Suffolk County Police said Frank Patti, 26, of West Islip, rode by the police car at a service station in Copiague at 7:30 p.m. Sunday. Police say Patti made an obscene gesture to two officers in the car, popped a wheelie and then sped away. Police gave chase. When the motorcycle turned into a parking lot it crashed into a police car that had joined the chase. Police said Patti was treated for minor injuries at Southside Hospital. He's charged with fleeing police, resisting arrest and several traffic violations. He was being held for arraignment Monday. Police did not know if he had an attorney. === Moral of the story: Dont be a fucking jackass!
Dreamy Chocolate Cake Balls
Dreamy Chocolate Cake Balls by Amanda Formaro click here for a larger view If you are looking for a decadent and delicious recipe that will look great and your kids can help make, then this is it. Rich and swet, these cake balls are a perfect gift plain or dressed up with drizzle. What You Need 1 box cake mix 1 container frosting 1- 24 oz package of almond bark or confectioner's coating wax paper colored candy melts, butterscotch or peanut butter chips (optional for drizzle) What you do Bake cake according to package directions in any size cake pan. Remove cake from oven and immediately dump into a large bowl. Use a fork to break up the cake into crumbs. Add the entire container of frosting to the bowl and combine it with the cake. Stir until completely combined. Line a cookie sheet with wax paper. Roll cake mixture into balls and place on cookie sheet. Place cookie sheet into refrigerator for 2 hours to allow ball
Will You Give This To My Daddy?
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer.&nb sp; I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camos. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began
If you had 1 wish to get the ULTIMATE Mother's Day gift {or give}, what would it be? Mommies...I know the ULTIMATE would be peace and quiet LOL, think of that special something you would really want.
New Yok State Of Mind
Going The Way I Want It Too
well so far i finaly got my new apartment its been a month now since i have it for the most part everything is going great iam trying to get into school and finaly found someone willing to teach me how to drive the reason why i never drive before its becuse i dont no how to all becuse i have a very bad temper and it got me in all kinds of problem but i dont have to worry abount that so thats one thing down on my what to do list the next is looking for work not really sure on what i want to do probly go into beta testing i can make anywhere from 50 to 80 a hour doing it in my own home so iam thinking of doing that it be another good thing so i can watch out for my cat stretch he likes to nock over the trach can you think i never feed him the way he eats lol anyways my roomate is somewhat helpful more now since we moved and as for my grandmother she lives with my dad and his gf so its just me mostly here and iam fucking bored out of my head you no i thought liveing by my self
Myspace Doesn't everyone have one? haha IF so add me!
Everything about her amazes me. I cannot get enough. I was floored just now when I realized...I know a LOT about her. I know what she is thinking from thousands of miles away, I know her mood before she says a word. I was just telling her about the things I like about her when she sleeps, and it just makes me realize once again that I know a lot about her. I still don't know everything, it will take a lifetime to figure out that...but I know LOTS. The slight smile when she is thinking mischievous thoughts, the blank face when her mind is wandering. The way she sighs in her sleep when I kiss her, the way her face softens as I brush the hair from her face. I've known her for over a year, we are closer than I'd ever imagined two people to be, but what is really the fact that we have only been in each others company for three weeks. That is not a lot of time, but already I can read her body language like braille. Its just amazing how much I know about this woman, when I kno
Point Whore
I'm sittin in my basement, I've never had a life I have 11 babies With my fatass welfare wife I troll for nudie pics; My cock is all the rage With unsuspected chicks That stumble on my page The only thing I do Is eat and masturbate So please check out my page And Add, Fan, Rate
Kid R(c)ock- I Am A Nutsack
I Am a Nutsack I am a nutsack...I am free When your boxers are forsaken I'm gonna hang off you I look up to you I'm gonna get you I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim I swing low like a chimp From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think With my tiny head a size of a shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie I got one big ole dick and one small eye I'm in your pants if you know what I mean And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean Cause I'm the nutsack you understand The illegitimate son of man The S-A-C to the D-I-K Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T And I'm danglin Said I'm danglin
Omg, I'm In Heaven....
Hey everybody...I left Louisiana on Saturday, May 3rd for my new adventure and life in Washington with Jimm...After driving over 2300 miles, with a dog and two cats in the car...I FINALLY ARRIVED! So first of all, all of you haters and disbelievers, YES, you can find true love on the internet...Now, to everybody else...LIFE IS SO AWESOME! Jimm is everything that I hoped for and MORE! We are sooooo happy and in love...His family is awesome and I just love them too! Could life be any sweeter? I don't see how...Be sure to drop by our pics and see the first moments of our life together...Even our dogs are in love with each other...So stop by, leave a both of us fubar love, since that's where we met...
The dark calls out to me. Echoing voices ever so distant. Filled with the pain of the world. I cry out to a powerful silence. In the darkness, I hide. Locking away ever so tight. A pain no one should ever see. Distance calling out to me. To come, let the light in. No time for the weary, the maimed. For that is who I am. Do not save me from this darkness. I hide.. I belong.. envelop me..
Who Feels My Pain?
Who feels my pain? Only one, the one they say feels nothing The one they say uses "mind control". Who feels my sorrow? He does, the one they call cruel, the one they fear and do not understand I tell you this, He knows me more than society, More than family, friends Without having met or spoken to me. I know he understands, He has undergone real anguish, He truly feels my pain.
The Concrete Garden
She has been climbing The concrete stairs of heaven For twelve years now, this December. Traveling the mortal pathways Between grace and humanity, her days Are not numbered nor counted, Just lived. She can look out over God’s steel garden And see her siblings Pass to and fro between The petrified flowers, Smiling and frowning As chance may take them. Liberty’s azure eyes are caught on occasion, Standing proud just in the distance, With her arm raised in victory. She thumbs through papers And files, smiling at a friend’s Scribbled note or a memory Oft picked over for just such moments. A smile and a happy memory Take her the final steps to Heaven As the Angel of Death, Riding rampant on black winds, A crashing bolt of pain and suffering, Rocks Heaven’s Stairway In an explosion of steel and skin. Heaven’s stairway crashes Heavily earthward In a dusty conflagration, Shaking the souls of God’s concrete garden. Liberty’s teary eyes look on, With he
I need help leveling up whoever can send out 5 bulletins each day for 3 days then rate and comment everything on my profile will get to own me for a month or I own them however you wana do it if you are interested let me know send me a message......
Casting Models For An Art Photography Project
I'm doing a photography project on the female anatomy, and I'm currently casting models for it. The project is a series of macro (close-up) images of the female body. I would be doing close ups of body parts that are especially feminine. Now, that doesn't necessarily mean THOSE body parts. I would be shooting things like earlobes, hips, ankles, collar bones, etc. But THOSE parts of the female body are important, and I'd would need to shoot them as well. This is an art project. If you'd like check my references, you can find them on my site or you can contact me directly, and I'll get you in touch with models that I've worked with before. Thanks, Dave Martindale
Moving To Afganistan
Well I will be transfering to Afganistan in a few days. I recently recieved a promotion but to take it I had to transfer. It is a good thing, I get to support more of our sailors, soldiers, marines and airmen this way. This will take me into year two. I figured that I may as well chronoicle my experiences and impressions of the area. I will be out of touch for a few days. I cannot say when I will be leaving due to OPSEC concerns but I will let all of you Fubarians know when I arrive. Take care if I dont have a chance to say it.
Pass It On
THE BIKER I Saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you Didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection outside the Store as I Walked in. I saw you; pull your child closer when we passed each other On the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local Mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the Restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money For the Hurricane relief. I saw you , roll up your window and shake Your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when You flicked your cigarette Butt out the car window. I saw you, frown At me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took Time off from work to run toys to the Homeless. I saw you, stare at My long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and Gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to T
I Want You.....
Okay... i wanna level dammit... ******BEGGING********** lmao... and wtf??? No happy hour til this afternoon?
Make a new friend everyday and you will never be lonely.
It's The Day Before Pentecost
And today was our final men’s breakfast at Bethany Lutheran for the season; we’ll be starting up again the Saturday after Labor Day. It was a full spread of pancakes, fish nuggets, scrambled eggs, bacon, sweet rolls, juice, and coffee that our group shared with one of our “offshoots”, the men’s group from First Presbyterian Church here in Minot. First Pres’ pastor also makes some pretty mean grits … I had to clean the snow off our car windows before I could go this morning, and that was after a wonderful night at home in anticipation of Mother’s Day tomorrow. We picked up the sapphire ring we bought at Kay Jewelers today that needed to be sized for her middle finger. She’s also got a musical card coming from Sarah, Jeffrey, and me – it’ll play the “Star Wars” theme when she opens it. We’ll see what else goes on tomorrow. Last night when I came home from work Jeffrey was right at the door to meet me. Martha was getting ready to change him and he rolled over and sped on all f
The Kiss
Looking into your eyes, taking your hands in mine, leaning forward, lips touching, gentle yet demanding. Soft then more. Oh so much more! We kiss and we fall into each other's arms, holding you, touching you, stroking you. Our lips part, our tongues meet. Our kiss talks volumes of poems yet to be written. Our kiss lives in our hearts and minds. Our kiss, just us. We kiss the eternal kiss and we are, for a moment, one You I and I You We kiss WE KISS And I am consumed I melt You melt I dissolve You dissolve We are consumed. We melt We MERGE. Just a single simple kiss but oh so very much more... Our kiss, The kiss, The one I hold only for you
Ive Come To Realize..
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are big 2. I've come to realize that when I talk.. its useless..i think 2 hard in2 things n then sound stupid 3. I've come to realize that when I love someone... im 2 scared 2 say it 4. I've come to realize that I need... laid! lol 5. I've come to realize that I have lost... a lot of good memories.. 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... people lie..duh 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im retarded justin 8. I've come to realize that money... is useless.. i work 4 it 4 nothing.. 9. I've come to realize that people.. are tardos...2 faced...liars...not trustworthy 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be.... angry...i may not act like it but its always there 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on... someone i will never get a chance with 12. I've come to realize that I can... work m
Dead Tired.
Dead Tired Dead to the idea Dead to the feeling Love is dead to me not love of my family Nor the hobbies I have Dead to love another Dead to hope of having that one To tired or trying tired of failing tired of losing maybe the one Lost to never have again Am I that bad Are my flaw's so unbearable Some one reveal to me Not that it matters To dead tired Dead to the idea Tired of trying Dead Tired.
Stormy Passion
Stormy Passions by LateNiteFantasy© Thunder rumbles in the distance Lightening crashes brightening the room Reflecting, revealing and shadowing Creamy voluptuousness, fiery strands of silk Wild winds rattle the windowpanes Tumultuous breezes race inside To wantonly caress fragrant flesh Swallowing your breath as you exhale Tasting sweet heat upon your lips Fingertips exploring, finding hidden treasures Striving to control the storm building within Arousing passions slowly, gently Lips traveling, thirsting for your nectar Pacing my seduction with the storm growing without Rain’s bouquet infiltrates the room, As tongue discovers your moistness Drinking deeply from the red rose Between gleaming satin limbs Allowing your essence to quench my craving Holding tight as storms explode Without and within……
'thousands Dead' In Chinese Quake
'Thousands dead' in Chinese quake Rescue workers have been trying to reach students of Juyuan Middle School Between 3,000 and 5,000 people have been killed by an earthquake measuring 7.8 in one county of Sichuan province in south-western China, reports say. There are also thought to be almost 900 students buried beneath the rubble of a middle school. President Hu Jintao has urged "all-out" efforts to rescue victims of the quake. More details to follow.
I Like To Have Died Laughing! Omg
A Flat Stomach A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him.. The son sees his mom and asks, 'What were you and Dad doing?' The mother replies, 'Well, you know your dad has a big tummy and sometime s I have to get on top of it and help flatten it..' 'Your wasting your time,' said the boy. 'Why is that?' the mom asked puzzled. 'Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up.'
Well, those who come by my page on a regular basis, those who I chat with, and have a good friendship know what I am about say. I have not been around much lately. For the time being, i won't be online much in the future. There's just been a lot going on with work and on my personal side of life. The side that not many see or really know about. Nothing against ya'll, it's just there is some stuff I need to deal with. For those with me on Yahoo, I am always on, just never "online". When I am ready to talk, I have a couple I'm going to go to, until then, just bear with me. You can still try to hit me up, I should reply, but if the message is a couple days old, usually not. I am fine, I am still alive, got 5 months before I hit stateside, and still got a few months after before I redeploy over to the mid-east again. And no, this is not a rehash of the issues from a couple weeks ago, it's a whole different animal, and one with several ugly heads that keep changing and
(Whispering) Let me be your hero Would you dance, if I asked you to dance Would you run and never look back Would you cry if you saw me crying Would you save my soul tonight? Would you Tremble if I touched your lips >Would you laugh, of please tell me this Now would you die, for the one you love Hold me in your arms tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away Would you swear that you'll always be mine Would you lie, would you run away Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? I don’t care, you’re here tonight I just want to hold you I just want to hold you Am I in to deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don’t care you here tonight I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away I can be your Hero baby I can kiss away the pain I will stand by you forever You can take my breath away You can take my breath away I can be yo
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Is It Time To Leave Ny?
I am writing this with the intention that someone...anyone will read it and give their advice / opinion. For the past few months I have been wrestling with myself in terms of where I want to be in my life. It seems that as much as I try to tell myself otherwise, I feel like perhaps its time for me to move out of here and take a fresh start on things. A little back story that has lead me to this: Alot of the friends I used to know have pretty much moved on with their lives. Some are married with kids, others just lead very busy lives or are in relationships and have disappeared off the face of the earth. It has been coming down to where I spend weekends home alone sometimes because no one is available to go out or live to far to hang out(people I know in CA, MA, WI, Canada). I used to have 2 close friends of mine that I would open up to about everything in my life. One of them stopped talking to me over an argument a few years ago, the other I realize is too busy with his ow
Just So Flippin'. . .
I am so frustrated; professionally, personally, sexually. I guess I just needed to whine a second. Thanks.
The Human Spirit: Top 60 Plus One Reasons I Love Israel
[Unlike Barbara Sofer, the Jerusalem Post writer of this article, I may not relate to a lot of the cultural references, but I can relate to her pride in God's blessings. Check it out yourself. L'chaim! -- David] Why do I love Israel? Let me count the whys. Here, in no particular order, is an updated list, with new additions and highlights of recent years. 1. Jerusalem is so quiet on Shabbat that you can hear birds singing even on the main streets. 2. We change our calendars on Rosh Hashana, not January 1, because that's the real new year 3. Just hours after leading his Chelsea team to its first Champions League final, Petah Tikva-born coach Avram Grant joined the March of the Living in Auschwitz, and told all of Europe that his pride at Israel's emergence from the horrors of the Holocaust surpassed any football achievement. 4. We serve kosher food in the trendiest malls. 5. Streets bear the names of prophets and medieval poets. Our communications satellite is cal
In Spanish
when read this used tranlator me aburri de todo, de todos, con excepciones claro esta!!!!!!, bueno me voy de viaje, quizas vuelva quizas no, pero si deseas que siga siendo tu amigo......... Enviame tu email y direccion postal y te enviare alguna postal o noticias mias, me voy de viaje, hoy (today) a las 11 pm de la noche vuelvo la otra semana, y de ahi parto de nuevo, esta vez creo que sera de manera definitiva..... bueno, esperando que el mundo sea diferente y aun mejor para todos se depide.... albert silverman.- no es mi despedida oficial, pero vendra una mas!
Why Lawyers Suck
not only are they leeches to society they're stupid. last year i was in a motorcycle accident. a 72 year old man decides to stop at a stop sign, look both ways, and proceed to move across the road while i was right there with no stop sign giving me the right of way. so i lay the bike down, get knocked out for about 15 minutes, wake up with emt's looking over me, and i break my shoulder blade, and crack a rib. after all is said and done my lawyer tells me that my insurance company may claim subrogation rights for monies they paid but really shouldn't have (the accident wasn't my fault). now HIP want me to pay out $5800 from the monies i got as a settlement...and it wasn't that much. the fucker told me this may happen. then when they contact him he ignores them. i have no intention of paying them a red cent. it wasn't my fault. ASSHOLES....ALL OF THEM.
In Your Absence
When you aren't here, it is like part of me is missing. I can't get anything done because all I think about is YOUR lips I should be kissing. It has only been 3 1/2 days since you have been gone, but the days seem like years just dragging by How did I survive before W/we were WE and it was just "I"?
Where You Gonna Go?
dare you to move/switchfoot Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here I dare you to move I dare
Woman Loses Her Dress
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sunshine and laughter and what comes after i wonder whats in store less scared im walking through your door shadows behind and sunlight ahead nightmares fading from my head its hard walking on a new highway the scary is familiar was my way letting go of things one by one trying to stand in loves light and sun i try to run and hide away your love surrounds me fear kept at bay i lean into you your loving embrace forgetting pain shame and disgrace your arms are tighter holding me well welcome to life baby no more hell silent tears i will still shed a funny feeling finding out im not dead
Where I Stood
Song lyrics | Where I Stood lyrics I don't know what i've done Or if i like what i've begun But something told me to run And honey you know me it's all or none There were sounds in my head Little voices whispering That i should go and this should end Oh and i found my self listening Cause i don't know who i am, who i am without you All i know is that i should And i don't know if i could stand another hand upon you All i know is that i should Cause she will love you more then i could She who dares to stand where i stood See i thought love was black and white That it was wrong or it was right But you aren't leaving without a fight And i think i am just as torn inside Cause i don't know who i am, who i am without you All i know is that i should And i don't know if i could stand another hand upon you All i know is that i should Cause she will love you more then i could She who dares to stand where i stood And I wont be far from where you are if ever you
Grasping At Straws And Why I Won’t Just Say Lucky
JEFFREY TOOK HIS FIRST STEP! The first official one, and both Martha and I were home to see it! Jeffrey took his first step after standing when Martha held him up by one hand while she was sitting down and then let go. I was in the same room changing Sarah, so that’s why I got to see him too! It was a tiny step, but Jeffrey’s off to a great start. Who knows what he’s doing while I’m at work today and he’s home with Martha, Mary, Sarah, and three of his cousins – Martha’s sister Margaret’s kids Patrick, Breanna, and Josceline. He’s also learned to start crawling DOWN stairs as well as up them, which he does pretty fast already. Late Thursday he got to the top of the stairs from Mary’s basement apartment, turned around once, and then started to inch himself down. He was even awake at one thirty this morning and I fed him before bringing him back up at two. I wasn’t really that tired; I like to think I’m sleeping better and that I’m gaining muscle; I complained to Martha Thur
She's A No Show!
Yesturday, I get a text that says; "hey! I'm at the airport...almost home, yay, can't wait to see ya!!!" then another; "let me know when yr hubby goes to work cuz I wanna come over!" then another; "I'm so excited to tell you about my trip...make sure and get some wine!" Wow, if I didn't know better, this almost sounds like an official date! My friend is actually making plans to spend time with me, in my lonely state, as of late, and I'm excited cuz I havn't seen her in over a week now. I have to admit, she's not "too" annoying...she's kinda funny actually and so here I go...buying the wine! So, now I feel like a fool...She's a "no show"...hmm..guess the "excitement" wore off. No biggie, just more wine for me is what I see! It's's just...I fucking hate people who do that shit! I don't care if she wasn't gonna come...It's the "principle" of saying you're going to do something then not! I guess it's just not important to so many people as it is to me.
Why is it that once somethin shitty happens at work, then everythin just kinda goes to hell? At 3am I had to checkin a shemale with a case of NASSTY attitude that tried to mess with a room rate, then complained that I was checkin her in too slow (I had to reinstate her fuckin reservation because her fat 400lb ass came in after I closed everythin out), and stormed out, sayin that she will never come to our hotel again. I said "no skin off my back", and that REALLY pissed her off for some reason. Oh, well. Then in the morning once I was just about to leave, we get a call from one of the rooms screaming to call 911. Apparently, someone was having a cancer related heart attack. So half hour later I am standing in the lobby, comforting his wife and trying to act as unevil as I can. Which turned into an hour long conversation about his bladder cancer :( Oh, well, at least no one died in there yet, thats comforting.
I Am Sorry My Friends.
I am sorry that I haven't been answering my SB or messages. I normally never do that. I have just been going through more crap than any one person should. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. The last thing I want is to hurt feelings. I hope that when I get through my crap you all will still be there to talk to. If you aren't then I COMPLETELY understand. Be well and just know that you all are the bright points of my day. Thank you for being so kind to me. With love, ~Skye~ AKA The rockinest chick in the world!
I Lie Awake
When I lie awake at night I stare away at pure black. The darkness of the night soothes me. The constant noise of voices in my head never leaves. The voices are saying things that ought to be heard. Things that haunt me. Things that have hurt. The pain never goes. The deep never fills. I am hurt. For now I rest. I lie in my final minutes for which the pain has left me. The deep not filled for it is bad and has gone to far to save. The red over flows. I lay soaked. It does not stop. I thought of love but that thought had disappeared just like the world around. The dark comes back but does not leave. I am gone for now I awake to a new place. Here's my truth.
Well, I barely survived a month without internet.See the previous blog why. Ive basically been vegging outdoors and attemtping to tan.damn me and my paleness. Ill be back eventually. Hope youre all doing well.
Re: Iran Busts Cia-backed Terror Group
RE: Iran Busts CIA-Backed Terror Group ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 19 May 2008, 11:48 Iran Busts CIA-Backed Terror Group The Iranian Intelligence Ministry busted a CIA-backed terror group that was planning to bomb scientific, educational, and religious centers, and carry out assassinations, according to a report in the Tehran Times. The arrests come weeks after Ret. Gen. Thomas McInerney urged the U.S. to carry out terror bombings in Iran. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051908_iran_busts. htm
I got what I see my old friends...I feel soo loved and sooo happy....LIfe finally makes sense again...I just wanted to let everyone know IM HAPPY
Trust used to be something you could count on before. Now, before anything is said or done, you must know the score. People use you, only if you allow it to be that way. Now that you are an adult, you have learned what to say. You set yourself up, and kenw there would be a fall. It would have been easier, if you had had a little more gall. Now you are older, and with it became strong. Using what you have learned, could never be wrong. Don't take things for granted, its not how life is. And as soon as you learn, you will see you can't miss.
Poof Your Gone
I stand in front of you, Slowly I remove my stocking. Hold it in the air Allowing it to gently sway Slowly I remove the other, Hmm, now what is he thinking? I wrap my arms around me And oh so slowly remove The thin piece of lace that covers My sweet tantalizing breasts. Winking all along pretending You can have your way I slowly walk to the beside, Your desire you can not hide . The touch of my hand On your smooth chest. The taste of my lips As they cover yours. I take your hands in mine Raise them over your head. Taking one I cuff to the bed Push you ever so gently As you lie on your back. Then the other to the bed My legs begin to straddle I lean over to gentle nibble On your ear and whisper The touch of my hand On your smooth chest. The taste of my lips As they cover yours. The sweet juices that flow From my cavity of love The heat of my desire . These you s
I'm Bored
I'm bored so I'm uploading a couple pix. some old favs. + whatever else ......

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