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Anticipation
Anticipation She sat gazing, past eyes that could not see, past hands upwardly bent, levitating taunts from a callused mirror of embezzled glass. Her lips spoke no words, for confessions spilled long ago dissipated like the commingling of faint breaths, from unshaped thoughts. The scent of Jasmine wafted through an open window, brushing nostalgia upon the bitter jade of her heart; as seductive vigor pounded its passionate opus, serenading her imprisoned hunger to release its pent up ache. And a lifetime spent in misery gave way to anticipation, As she gently laid hand to breast, while the exquisite quickening of her center wrapped around itself, awakening the woman within. Incarcerated tears fell soft as rain, as eyes beheld her silhouette; and oh how sweet the voice as she whispered to the teary eyed crescent moon; I'll again love, Till the day love dies. Nicole Williams © 2007

Inner Peace
Somewhwere beyond the loneliness, beyond the pain and anguish, beyond the memories of what was, there is hope! Just over the hill, around the corner, past the horizon of fear of failure, there is a reason to go on. Unexplainable, incomprehensible, hard to fathom and more than you can imagine, yet a reality. Like grasping the wind, touching the clouds, soaring like a bird, we only have to dream to experience it. In the darkness or the brightest light, in the shadow of despair, it can be found. All you have to do is search your own heart, To Find Love.....

Being Ready The Skillof Being Happy
I BELIEVE THAT THE VERY PURPOSE OF OUR LIFE IS TO SEEK HAPPINESS. THAT IS CLEAR. WHETHER ONE BELIEVES IN RELIGION OR NOT,WHETHER ONE BELIEVES IN THIS RELIGION OR THAT RELIGION, WE ALL AR SEEKING SOMETHING BETTER IN LIFE. SO, I THINK THE VERY MOTION OF OUR LIVES IS TOWARDS HAPPINESS. IF YOU MAINTAIN A FEELING OF COMPASSION, LOVING KINDNESS THEN SOMETHING AUTOMATICALLY OPENS YOUR INNER DOOR.THROUGH THAT, YOU CAN COMMUNICATE MORE EASILY WITH OTHER PEOPLE.AND THAT FEELING OF WARMTH CREATS A KIND OF OPENNESS. YOU'LL FIND THAT ALL HMAN BEINGS ARE JUST LIKE YOU, SO YOU'LL BE ABLE TO RELATE TO THEM MORE EASILY. THAT GIVES YOU A SPIRIT OF FRIENDSHIP. THEN THERE IS LESS NEED TO HIDE THINGS,AND AS A RESULT,FEELINGSOF FEAR,SELF-DOUBT,AND INSECURITY ARE AUTOMATICALLY DISPELLED. AND FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS THIS IS NOT ALL OF ME I AM STILL A VERY SIMPLE PERSON AND ON OCASION I DO HAVE MY NIGGA MOMENTS

First One I Wrote..go Easy On Me..
broken dolly on the floor broken dolly loved no more broken dolly once cared for and protected now lies on the floor shattered and neglected promises and secrets now scatterd to the wind will she ever find her soulmate again? broken dolly lies in wait for the one who always made it ok broken dolly did you really believe the promises now your nothing but a pile of glass nothing more than a memory of the past your to broken to be wanted little doll let it go you believed you were loved right till the end now your just broken on the floor little doll friend

More
You will never love me more than I love you. You will never miss me more than I miss you. You will never want me more than I want you. If you you think you will you might want. Do a self check on all the things I do for you. SO I can be with you So I can hold you So I can feel you. So I can hear you Think then who loves who more. I miss you more than the galaxies are vast. I love you more than all then water in the world. I want you more than a dying man wants life.

Not That Anyone Reads These, But, Posted As A Bulletin As Well
Why do people seriously care if they're downrated? U still get the points. I seriously think that if someone has the nerve to stop by, downrate you, and then explain why they did it when confronted, that it should just be dropped. Why alienate the person? They were honest, if BabyJ wanted everyone to be rated 10's or 11's don't u think he would have actually just put the 10 or 11? instead of 1 thru 11? Yes a downrate can be insulting, but, come on, honestly, does it change ur everyday life? to know that someone WHO CLEARLY DOES NOT KNOW YOU downrates a photo of urs? I've watched a gazillion bulletins fly by over time on down raters... Sit there n think...does a 5 really hurt you that much? if it does, maybe you should go outside for a walk? Spend time AWAY from the pc? a 10 rate or 11 rate on here is not the end all be all of life.. It doesn't change ur family life, doesn't change you...its a simple rating..thats it... Now I don't care if people delete me because o

Quote For May 6
There are many persons who look on Sunday as a sponge to wipe out the sins of the week. -- Henry Ward Beecher Bonus Quote: If sex doesn't scare the cat, you're not doing it right. -- Anonymous This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Why. Why Do People Do This To Me
when people are down on their luck, the come crying to me for support, and when I help them on their feet, they seem to forget me and take off running while I wonder about them. worrying if they are in the same situation they were in. Im sick of the bullshit

The Value Of Life
While at work last night I had to work a car wreck.this call was not like the others I got last night. The call was dealing with a 19 yeard old guy.He was speeding and took a curve to fast and smashed his car head on into a tree. The guy was DOA when when got there.On a call like this you have got to be able to see a body and not the person. That sometimes can be hard to do.When you have such little regards for life you over look the high points of life.This kid will never see the joys of life,because speed ment more to him then his own life.This greatly saddens me.As a paramedic you never want to see this happen to such a young kid,but it does.I cant even think what his parents are going through. I have never lost a son or daughter. I do know what it feels like to lose a friend.I lost my best friend in 2003 when he was hit on his motorcycle. He was slung 150 feet from his bike and was killed.I was on duty that night and was stationed at the station that would get the call.Right before

Kellogg's® Rice Krispies Treats® Mother's Mug
Kellogg's® Rice Krispies Treats® Mother's Mug Print 3x5 card | Print 4x6 card | Print Full Page E-mail to a friend This recipe has been tested and endorsed by Kellogg’s® Rice Krispies®. Prep Time 30 minutes Total Time 40 minutes Servings 4 Ingredients 3 tablespoons margarine or butter 1 package (10oz. about 40) marshmallows or 4 cups minature marshmallows 6 cups Rice Krispies® Frosting to decorate Directions 1. In a large microwave safe bowl, heat margarine and marshmallows at HIGH 3 minutes, stirring after 2 minutes. Stir until smooth. 2. Add KELLOGG'S® RICE KRISPIES® cereal. Stir until well coated. Allow to slightly cool. 3. With buttered hands, shape cereal mixture into mugs reserving small portions of cereal mixture for handles. Attach handle to mug with frosting. Decorate as desired. Best when served the same day. Yield: 4 cups Microwave cooking times may vary. CONVENTIONAL DIRECTIONS: Melt margarine in large saucepan over low heat. Add marshm

For 300 Points
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For Diomand Earings
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Online Lovers To Meet
I walk slowly towards you, unsure of what is to be. Thoughts racing through my head that I can not understand. Where are we to go from here? I stand before you with no shame or doubts, just the fear that you will turn around and walk away never to look back. We have talked for hours, shared laughter, and tears. With you I have told my dreams, we created a world that neither of us can deny. I reach to you, all seems so right, you look into my eyes, I see the gentle love that I only had fantasies of. You take my hand, its so warm and strong, you smile, I can feel the angels smile from heaven above. This fear that I feel is not one that makes me afraid,only anxious, for I know of nothing of what is meant to be. You pull me in and hold me close, I smell your body and feel you breath on my check. My body starts to shake and tremble. You hold tighter for you are trembling as well. Looking into your face, you brush your lips across mine and whisper, " Now is the time" To rele

Iron
The Iron never lies to you. You can walk outside and listen to all kinds of talk. get told that you're a god or a total bastard. The Iron will always kick you the real deal. The Iron is the great reference point. the all-knowing perspective giver. Always there like a beacon in the pitch black. I have found the Iron to be my greatest friend. It never freaks out on me, never runs, Friends may come and go. But two hundred pounds is always two hundred pounds.

Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder
This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mailbox earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my checkbook off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in t he study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need to push the Coke aside so that I d

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 7,2007
It's easy to lose your focus when so many events are going on in your life, but think of it as more grist for the mill. Whatever doesn't kill you just makes you stronger, right? Just tackle it one step at a time.

Birthday Wishes
I want to thank everyone for the gifts sent and all the birthday wishes it was much appreciated. I had a shitty birhday, actually it was a rough weekend in general (family drama bullshit). It was nice to be able to log onto cherry tap and see all the sweet comments and gifts left for me...so thanks everyone for thinking of me. I love you all!!!!

Twin Intervention
Twin Intervention Awakened by an Angel Two lives bound as one Doors of possibilities unlocked Chains of discontent weakened Your unwavering faith alters my essence... Granting me the key to your heart My palms touching your face Brings tears of magic to our love soaked souls Our breath becomes one; passion prevails Embraces melt matter and time Body and soul intertwine, ensure our existence We lay motionless, gaze fixed Our eyes express the predestined reality of true love jskins

Open Relationships Part Ii
What does one say about this? Is this an avenue that is open to all? One can only hope that the like-minded person would say yes or no. Opininions vary of course. Does one take notice that the subtle change in oneself is an aforementioned attitude to pursue and realize that promiscuity is something to behold or cling to a notion that religion has taken the edge of an otherwise taboo subject and have killed it. I love my wife with all my heart, do i seek the love of another to share in the bounty and can one accept the fact the if one does it, is the other allowed to do it as well? Thoughts are a shifting chasm of waves that lap at your soul.

Kristian Is Coming Home!!!
Finally, after being gone for months Kristian is coming home!!! I am so beyond happy right now. I have missed him so much....besides PJ he is my only friend in Valpo && since PJ moved almost 2 months ago I have bored && sad && alone. He was supposed to be home a month ago && when the day came && went && no sign of him I was upset. Things were up && down with us before he left but hopefully after being gone for months we can have a new start. Things will be interesting when he gets home.....won't be a boring moment I kno that much for sure.

For Mothers...
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars, so that when their kids asked, "Did you see me, Mom?" they could say, "Of course, I

Be Careful......
Be careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved.

This Past Weekend
well mine was excellent ope all of you on ct had a wonderful weekend as well... now that i have your attention lol id like to let u know a lil about a gas protest schedualed to take place on may 15th.... Don't pump gas on May 15th! .....in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all cherrytap members are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 864,811+ members currently on the cherrytap network , and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all cherrytap members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $25,944,330.00 (based on $30 percar) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day. If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldnt) repost this as a bulletin.... thanxs for readin everyone!!!!!!!!!!! btw fan me add me and rate me

Can Someone Answer This 4 Me.
hello. i have been on here since september and i havent had anyone interested in being my CT Hubby. And I know their are people on here that has not been on long and have A CT Wifey or a CT Hubby. Am I gross or something. I just want to know. But anyways I know this is a stupid topic. I just want to know what's wrong with me. Can someone please tell me. I am such a worry wart. LOL.

Vampire Contest
SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR BLOOD For this CONTEST I need your BEST VAMPIRE image or you showing your love for blood. It can be a morph of you turning into a vampire or you dressed in your best vampire gear and fangs or if you DARE, a picture of you looking like you just quenched your thirst. CONTEST STARTS WHEN I GET ENOUGH ENTERIES, AT LEAST 10. 1ST PLACE 7DAY BLAST 2ND PLACE 1DAY BLAST 3RD PLACE BIG PIMPIN GIFT Send links to your pic here: As a comment on my page or at ashmekowolf@cherrytap.com Much Luv to all ~Baby~Aremis of The Winged Death of the LDCF~@ CherryTAP

Ok Someone Here Is Causing Trouble It Needs To Stop Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OK I HAVE SOME GOOD CLOSE FRIENDS WHO ARE ON THIS SITE AND I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH THEM FOR A LONG WHILE. THERE IS A WOMAN ON HERE WHO WILL NOT LEAVE THIS PERSON ALONE ALTHOUGH SHE KNOWS HE IS ENGAGED TO MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEY ARE EXPECTING THERE FIRST CHILD TOGETHER. THE PERSON WHO RESPONSIBLE FOR THIS IS SEXY WHO IS THE ONE CAUSING TROUBLE AND DRAMA WITH MY CLOSE FRIEND AND SHE DOESNT NEED IT NOR DESERVE NOR DOES ANYONE ELSE. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED YOU HAVE BEEN TOLD SEXY TO BACK OFF LEAVE HIM ALONE HE DOES NOT WANT YOU, ALL YOU WERE AT THAT TIME WHEN HE DID VISIT AND WAS SINGLE THEN WAS A BOOTYCALL THAT WAS IT A PIECE OF ASS WHICH YOU WILLINGLY GAVE WHEN YOU SPREAD YOUR LEGS FOR HIM HE MADE IT CLEAR AND HAS MADE IT CLEAR HE IS NOT INTERESTED HE DOES NOT WANT YOU NOR ANYTHING ELSE FROM YOU AT ALL SO TAKE THE HINT BACK OFF. MY CLOSE FRIEND IS THE ONE WHOM HE ASKED TO MARRY, SHE IS THE ONE WITH HIS RING ON HER FINGER AND IS GOING TO VERY SOON SAY "I DO", SHE IS THE ONE CARRY

Life Is All In Your Perception
A very old Chinese Taoist story describes a farmer in a poor country village. He was considered very well-to-do, because he owned a horse which he used to plow and for transportation. one day his horse ran away. All his neighbors exclaimed how terrible this was, but the farmer simply said "Maybe." A few days later the horse returned and brought two wild horses with it. The neighbors all rejoiced at his good fortune, but the farmer just said "Maybe." The next day the farmer's son tried to ride one of the wild horses; the horse threw him and broke his leg. The neighbors all offered their sympathy for his misofrtune, but the farmer again said "Maybe". The next week conscription officers came to the village to take young men to the army. They rejected the farmer's son because of his broken leg. When they neighbors told him how lucky he was, the farmer replied "Maybe" _______________________________ The meaning that any event has depends upon the "frame" in which we perceive it

I Need Help Please
please and tank you. i need to level up, i need more room for pics...comment what you rate. rate honestly what you comment. not just tens for the sake of giving tens. please and ty i dont care about points other wize. i dont use cherry cash becase it wont get meny anytng i can use in real life.

I Am Horny!
Isn't like every guy out there feeling this way. I love stimulation of the mind and the body...moreso body than mind. I just want to be able to set back after having sex and nestle into the warmth of flesh. I seek sustenance but where to go when the one you seek is so far away. for once I'd like to not remeber what it was like with that woman I met who gave me the best oral job I could have ever envisioned. And how did I get stuck with a wife who doesn't lik BJ's, did I miss the answer when i popped the question? I really do miss that?

I Am Me.
do not think that because i am unique, that you can take advantage of me. i know my soul better than anyone, and i know how to take care of me. i am a lot of things i know, but stupid is not one. please don't treat me as if i am. i can be anything you want me to be as long as you don't expect me to change myself. i know what i like, and if you don't understand that then i am sorry. i will not be changing my mind soon. i have survived a lot of things, and they are what define me. if you cannot accept that then please move on, i don't and won't take the time to explain something that you will not listen to. it has taken me a lot of years to come this understanding of my being, i certainly don't expect anyone else to understand me. but at least be open to the possibilities that are me, as i will do for you. because i am worth knowing i promise.

For 1000 Dollar Shopping Spree
goto this pageryellowfast07@ CherryTAP drop 3 comments number them 1contest,2contest,3contest.....1st to do id wins ..plz inclue the word contest in the comment...as soon as you know you one..contact the sponsor..the person whose page..you are commenting..you should not contact me for nothing other then to giveaway something ..or if the ponsor refuses to pay..other wise work it out with the sponsor...no max number of gifts this is a spree

Dear Girls
Just Becasue You Where Rancid T Shirts Dosent Mean My B/f Wants To Fuck You LOL He Dosent Care That You" Use To Have" Or Want A Mohawk .. And Also Dosent Care How HARDCORE You Are. He Dosent Care How Much You Kiss His Smelly Ass With Comments About His Mohawk,, And Shit. Just Because Hes Punk Dosent Mean Hes A Fucking Pig Like Most Punk Guys You All See On MTV And Read In Your Teenbeat Mags. Use Whatever Cool Terms And Sayings And flash your Tits And Ass, He Wont Even Bat An Eye At You. He Can Smell A Fake Whore A Mile Away! So Save Your Self Some Time And Do Everyone One A Big Fav And Fuck Off To The Next Trend To Piss Mommy And Daddy Off LOL

Coffee
You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel th

Lessons For The Ladies, From A Lady
This was written by a woman. 1. Assuming he can just get a raging hard on whenever it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile

Poetry
what's yours is yours, what's mine is yours too? it takes all my strength not to strangle you for six years you sucked the life out of me i forget what it's like to feel happy i wasn't the only one affected did you care they lost their mom? i took care of them you did nothing but sit on your ass all day long my hatred for you runs deep my revenge will be sweet all because you thought it would be fun to fuck with me

Heroin Diaries -nikki Sixx
About Heroin Diaries Set against the frenzied world of heavy metal superstardom, the cofounder of the most legendary rock band of the eighties—Mötley Crüe—offers an unflinching and utterly gripping look at his own descent into drug addiction. Few bands were as influential as Mötley Crüe in making the 1980s the heavy metal decade. Theirs is a cyclonic story of runaway success and its price, blending outrageous record sales and arena headline tours with smashed up cars, jail sentences, models, drugs, breakups, reunions and more breakups. In this candid memoir, Nikki Sixx—Mötley Crüe’s bassist and main songwriter—recounts the band’s heyday. The Heroin Diaries takes readers along on one of the most breathless and harrowing roller coaster rides in the history of pop music. At its heart lies the author’s nightmare come true: a punishing heroin addiction that brought him and the band to the edge of losing much more than just their spot on the charts. Serving up snapshots of rock cultu

The Sound Of Shattering Glass
Thats what I heard earlier. Shattering glass. I was backing up out of my great aunt's driveway. I wasn't even going fast. I was going slow. Her driveway is curvy. I misjudged. Down came the glass! In millions of tiny ass pieces. All over the curb, driveway and in the van itsself. I got out and looked and just bawled. There is a HUGE dent in my dad's hatch for his van and the back window.. well its in tiny ass pieces. I called my mom, called the police.. its covered right now with plastic.. good thing I'm a ghetto girl.. LOL So now I drive this nice van with a plastic back window.. yay me! NOT..

Absolutely Filthy Smutty Stuff
Ha ha ha ha. . . not really well not just now anyhow. I actually have nothing to say i really just want to see how many people look at this what with the exciting name and all. Though perhaps the name's a bit over the top who would actually something to be really dirty when so much effort was put into making it seem so? I dunno I suppose i'll see.

Im Not Homeless Anymore
So I got my 1st apartment today, well 1st one by myself at least. Im so excited. Just another part of growing up I guess. What a great birthday gift to myself. I move in next week and with the moving and birthday and everything I wont be on much the next week or so. So if you have any requests...taking them now. oxoxox Sarita

If I Wrote You A Love Poem
If I wrote you a love poem, would your whole heart give way? Would your mind turn to mush, would you beg me to stay? If I told you I loved you, would this charm you awake? Would you reach out to me, would this cause you to ache? And what would you do if my words were untrue? If you read them and saw that they weren’t meant for you? Would it give rise to anger or sorrow so deep? Would your eyes fill with tears, would your heart start to weep? No sense does it make that you’d question my love For you know, without doubt, that it comes from above All my thoughts and my dreams are about you, my dear And the words that I write make that perfectly clear So, please take from these words that I lay down today Hold them and keep them and tuck them away I write them for you, they’re my soul’s work of art They’re yours for the keeping; they were sent from my heart.

Internet Jack Ass! Warning
Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our myspace friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, and Excite so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to everyone you know! Ladies, this is serious. Gentlemen, PLEASE let your Lady Friends know.... IF W

A Soldier's Love
Mother night holds me in her dark embrace. I look upon this strange new land, I'm trapped in this foreign place. And as I look up into this cold, dark sky, your love comforts me and tears fall from my eyes. (Chorus 1) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd weep with you. And when the end is near, I'll shed my tears. By these stars above, I'd cry for this love. Through the years, through all my fears, you've been there for me. It's your love that has set me free. In this pouring rain, my body's racked with pain. But for you I'll carry on. For you I will be strong. For you I will succeed. Your gentle touch is all I need. (Chorus 2) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd fight for you. And if the end is here, I'll so no fear. By these stars above, I'd die for this love. (Increased tempo) Battles rage before my eyes and everyday I realize, that loving you just can't be wrong, it's with you my lov

Gas Prices Hope This Works
FW: Don't pump gas on May 15th ..in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. Fill up on the 14th or the 16th, just not on May 15th 2007. all myspace members (or anyone at all, spread the word) are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would ta ke $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with "Don't pump gas on May 15th"

"u-z"
"U" Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven. Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating. "V" Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination. Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women. Verbophobia- Fear of words. Verminophobia- Fear of germs. Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing. Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape. Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. "W" Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons. Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft. "X" Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages. Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners. Xerophobia- Fear of dryness. Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests. Xyrophobia-Fear of razors. "Z" Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy. Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods. Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. Zoophobia- Fear of animals.

I'll Go To Church When They Open A Smoking Section
Several things can lead to a film getting an R or NC-17 rating by the MPAA. Most of us all know that extreme levels of sex and violence can, as well as gratuitous language and sexual dialogue. But as of yesterday, there will be a new reason that a movie can get an R or NC-17 rating. Smoking. The MPAA has ruled that unless the smoking serves some sort of historical purpose, the film will be judged based on if characters smoke or not now and rated accordingly. Now, whether you feel smoking is good or bad is completely different from this argument. Do you really want to live in an environment where The Adventures Of Rocky And Bulwinkle gets an R rating attached to it? Because Fearless Leader smokes in the film. What about an R-rated Holes? More than one character smokes in that movie. And what about smoking references in films? The Cat In The Hat referenced twice to chewing tobacco and smoking cigars. There's a movie that is tainting the minds of our children today. I smoke

Waiting
I am waiting for the winds of change To sweep the clouds away Waiting for the rainbow's end To cast its gold your way Countless ways To pass the days May I turn your world around Will you start looking for the answers To the question you have found May you be looking for An open door The entrance to my realm You see... What you own is your own kingdom What you do is your own glory What you love is your own power What you live is your own story In your head is the answer Let it guide you along Let your heart be the anchor May it beat to your own song When our minds meet Through the life we travel along We can walk our road together. With our dreams that are the same At times we will run alone and free Yet pursue our common aim. Let the truth of love be lighted Let the love of truth shine clear. Having sensibility, armed without fear May our hearts and minds unite Fore in spirit I am always near. Angel Feathers T

New Pic's And Video's Of My Girlfriend :-)
I just updated my site (www.thickcaramel.com), with pic's and video's of one of my girlfriends', Lil Nilla. So please check her out on my site. Don't forget about my contest going on from my last blog. The first 100 people to join by 8pm tonight will get a special live web show of me and Lil Nilla messin and sexin with each other tonight at 8pm. So join now!!! Love you all -Thick

Lucky
I ONLY GET LUCKY WHEN I AM AROUND YOU,MY EYES GET ALL PRETTY HAZEL GREEN,AND I AM HAPPY,WE ARE LUCK TOGETHER,I FIND MONEY,PEOPLE GIVE US MONEY,WENT TO THE CASINO TODAY,PLAYED A TEN DOLLAR TICKET WALKED OUT WITH OVER THIRTY FIVE,YOU PLAYED A TEN DOLLAR TICKET WALKED OUT WITH OVER THIRTY.IT IS TO BE LUCKY.

The Child I Knew,and The Man He Came To Be.
He was born into a world that was going to show him so much pain.He had no idea what was to come,but he endured the hardships.He fought every day of his life,only to survive.He was born into a reputation that was made for the family name,by his brothers and father,not to mention his uncle as well.A year of his life he remembers all to well,was the year that there was no food in the house.No money to get food,and no help in sight.A wandering old man,who had also had his share of hard times,came to him.He showed him a way to survive,no dignity was offered here.Only a way to survive,so that the family didn't starve.He showed him where they threw food out,a waste if you ask me,but never the less,they ate.Digging in the dumpsters to find food,is not a way some one should live.He was molested for four years straight,afraid to tell any one,for he didn't want his family to get hurt or worse.He suffered for the distorted fantasy of a sick man,who only chose him because he was seen as easy prey.

My Lyrics
Here's a song I've written some time ago. My Air I hear a voice inside, it's growing into a scream. Can't seem to get it right, I feel stuck inside this dream. If only life were different, then I know I'd be with you. I have too many wishes, wishes that'll never come true. Bridge: With a dear friend like you, it's easy to see How this friendship grew into what cannot be. Chorus: You made me run When I couldn't walk. And you helped me sing When I couldn't talk. You showed me love When I didn't care. And when I couldn't breathe You became my air, you became my air... Tell me, what does it take to win over your heart & soul? Emotions that I can't fake are starting to take control. I feel helpless and lost when you're not around And this scream inside knocks me to the ground. Bridge, Chorus. There's been too many mornings of waking up alone. Has made my place

What Ambulance??
Had a call last night. A multi car accident across the street from the barn so we happened to be outside getting ready to go for coffee so we HEARD the crash. So we take off running, my partner and I and a new memeber who is not signed off to drive yet. All 3 of us start running and when we get to the end of the driveway my partner realizes that hey we might need the actual ambulance...LOL. SO she stopped radioed on the call and then ran back and got the rig as I ran acoss the street looking like a fool I assume and started to do rapid trauma assements on our 3 pts. There were all fine but I have to say that this is the first time I have arrived at a call VIA FOOT!! especially a car accident...LOL. Then I got to watch a State Trooper take off after a car that was detoured around the accicent site and was driving on the wrong side of the raod and almost hit another car. SO the Trooper jumped in his car took off driving backwards doing like 50 mph and then in the middle of the st

Writing And Poetry
I thought you said you loved me, but it was whispers on the wind, And sometimes when it's late at night, I hear those words again, And when the rain is falling, so softly as a mist, I hear a sound that whispers, a sound just like a kiss. When the moon is shining full, and it shows me where to walk, I hear the wind flow through the trees, I remember how we talked, With faces close, and hands held tight, No words were needed then, Between our hearts our love would pass, like whispers on the wind.

Y Do I Do This
Y is it that i do what i do to that girl??? I try and ask myself this all the time. And i think i know why now. Things always changes sometimes for good and then sometimes for bad. And in my case i think it was bad. She had moved farther away from me and i don't know she changed when she moved. And i said well maybe we need a break. Then thats when it really hit how much she changed. What am i to do? Oh god what am i to do!!! I feel so empty inside without her love. I really do. Its a void in my life that haunts me. Am i to be single all my life?? Thats what i always had thought until i met her. My whole life changed. But then it didn't help i lived at home. I had so much shit goin on it was terrible. Now well now i live away from home. I'm clearing my head now. My next biggest quistion should i go and she her this summer? Would it be a mistake? Or would it be the thing to do. And maybe things will work out. What am i to do??? I realize that i'm away from home. I have no one tellin

Looking4a New Place To Live
things are bad already .. i think my roomates doing dryugs again ..lastnight i came home and he was naked on the couch with porn blaringfucking passed out. he told me that this is his place and hell do what ever he wants and that i have no rights soo im fucked once again ... im gonna talk to my friend jeff and casey they want me to try and go in on renting a house and stuff and i work with casey and jeff is just kool. im so tired ..of moving and fighting and everything ... anyways if anyone needs a bed temporarily let me know and also depepnding on what happens in the next few days i may not have access to the net so if you need to get a hold of me youll find a way i guess.. -midgit

Poem Of A Single Man
its easy to judge when you are with someone to give advice to the ones you see down its fine to wonder what to do to make me feel good i've accepted what it is and who I am don't think I haven't tried get off that pedestal if i wanted to get guidance i'd ask a preacher don't struggle with words when you don't need to say I find my path who helped you? nothing can fill that void don't say i just need a screw I might have one loose but who doesn't just cause you've got someone doesn't mean you know all of it we all have our imperfections mine is just my individuality maybe you should talk to another if you think i'm negativity ~Timmy~

Sorry Havent Been On
well as most of u might now i live in Lake City and of course the wild fires are in north lake city which isnt but 6-8 miles away trying to deal with all the smoke and plus having friends stay with us as they where told they had to leave there house due to the fire heading straight towards there house so i want to say sorry i havent been on to leave everyone comments but i promise as soon as this clears up and goes away i will be back hugs to all of u cause all of u are my greatest friends kisses and hopes that all mothers have a wonderful and blessed mothers day talk to u soon PETE

Happy Mothers Day
Happy Mothers Day to all my Fellow mom's! The trials and tribulations we all face every day are a challenge!! But we are there for the laughter and the tears and the hurts and the fears. Show the ladies below lotsa love! All Mothers and all special!!!! John Erskine: Woman in the home has not yet lost her dignity, in spite of Mother's Day, with its offensive implication that our love needs an annual nudging, like our enthusiasm for the battle of Bunker Hill. Oscar Wilde: All women become like their mothers. That is their tragedy. No man does. That's his. Rajneesh: The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. Peter De Vries: A suburban mother's role is to deliver children obstetrically once, and by car forever after. Author Unknown: All mothers are working mothers. Oliver Wendell Holmes: The real religion of the world comes from women much more than from men – from mothers most of all, who carry the key of our souls in th

Angels????
Another storie my mother tells in her own words. When I had my Historectomy(again not spelt right) I was really tierd and the rocker at the end of my bed started rocking and the door opend and closed to my room.I saw no one but I smelt something sweet and calming.I heard on both sides of me 2 woman talking.Hello PattAnn and they both leand me forward I could smell them and feel their touch they has soft hands and they spoke in soft calm voices.I thought they were nurses I was half a wake and Didn't see them enter the room I was falling in and out of sleep and they were talking to me.One on my left was fluffing my pillow and the one on my right was brushing my hair(moms got long hair to the middle of her back at the time)It felt so good I don't remember all that they said to me but they talked to me while they fluffed my pillow and brushed my hair then when they were done.They said sleep now you need the rest.I felt so good and relaxedI fell back to sleep I woke up again when the nurs

Weird Weekend
This weekend feels weird. I'm on the verge of the last class before I graduate with my masters. All of my requirements are done. I just need to show up Tuesday night and everything is set. I haven't figured out what to do with myself yet. El's still here which is keeping my sanity intact. I'm looking forward to the week off right before commencement, then I can speak with some people and go from there. I know that I want to start back for my PhD soon. School will be in Florida, but I only have to go 4 times a year, so that won't be a bad thing. In between, I want to increase my programming ability as well as get back into my book research. There's Nightlife which will be fiction. There's the analysis of Rt. Rev. Spong's theology and modern Christianity, should it survive that long. I see it faltering in the face of mega-churches and prosperity theology. There's also ethics in neo-pagan clergy with El. I still have to work on my doc's website along the way. I have a lot of thing

Nichole
when i go to work in the mornings, i love the calm look on her face as she sleeps. i spend the whole day thinking about her and what it will be like to see her again. when i see her for the first time of the evening, i feel so lite and happy. when she kisses my neck i feel so loved. when she crawls on top of me and buries her face in my neck and her hair covers my face, i feel so warm inside. when she reaches over and pulls me close to her when she is ready to sleep, i feel so content. when she wakes me up at two in the morning, nibbling on my ear, i feel so..............none of your business. when she tells me how much she loves me, nothing in the world could make me happier. when she smiles and looks at me with her LITE blue eyes, she makes my life worth waking up for each and every day. she is the only person i know who looks cute no matter if she is dolled up or waking up in the morning. she makes me feel like i will never experience heart ache ever

Jealousy. Why Do We Have It?
seems like sometimes, no matter whats going on in my life, good or bad, you just get into one of those depressing funks once in a while. i hate them. i have been treated like crap by a lot of girls over the last few years and i was considering giving up when me and my girlfriend got together. she makes me smile no matter what. she always lights up my day. today, i was at work, with way too much time to think. i was never the jealous type. but lately, i seem to burn with it. i dont know if it's the fact that i found the one, or that ive been treated so badly in the past that i just cant seem to keep the thoughts out of my head. it's not that she doesnt deserve my trust. she really does. its just that i'm afraid to give it anymore. i want to really badly. it just seems that i am always afraid and paranoid and have all these awful scenarios running through my head. they are stupid and not real but they are still there. they had me down for most of my day. sometimes, i just

If U Love Me.
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

My Blogs
hi guys i was wondering for all the voyers if you dont comment on my blog, can you at least rate it? i feel like no one is reading but then i view and see tons of viewers so please, comments are prefered but at least rate it so i know someone is at least reading it thanks

Hotrods
seriously, who out there reading this, knows what i mean when i say "if you can't race it or take it to bed it ain't worth keepin'"? i LOVE american muscle. cars make me feel things some men can't..lol. i'm not your typical gal i guess. i'm the kind of chick you'd see in guns and ammo, not just for the pretty picture. i'd be showing you how to use it!! i love the old classic muscle cars with the big blocks that could smoke the pokey and they wouldn't bother catching up. i swear, if i were a car, i'd be a 1976 hemi cuda, bright red with black racing stripes, side pipes, blower on the hood, barrelling down the road, leaving all the guys longing for a ride. Mmm, hotrods all the way baby! whatcha think??

Not Missing A Damn Thing...
TODAY I HAD THE BEST DAY!! IT WAS NOTHING I EXPECTED AT ALL.... BUT EVERYTHING I WISHED FOR. :D I HAD COFFEE ON FOR ME IN THE MORNING. I EVEN GOT TO LOUNGE AROUND FOR A FEW HOURS BEFORE DOING ANYTHING. (EVEN BETTER) MY SISTER TOOK ME FOR LUNCH!! (GOTTA LOVE PINA COLADAS) LOL THEN I CAME HOME TO A CLEAN HOUSE WITH SUPPER BEING COOKED! I LOVE BBQ.. WELL ANYTHING BBQ'D LOL. TO END OFF THIS DAY... I PLAYED POKER AND DID AWESOME..TILL I WENT ALL IN. *NOTE TO SELF* NEVER GO ALL IN!!! DOH! OH WELL.. JUST WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY STORY. HOPE ALL YOU MOTHER'S ENJOYED IT AS MUCH AS I DID!! *HUGS* TO ALL THE MOTHER'S THAT I KNOW! SINCERELY, ~PROUD MOTHER~

Its Time
So ive been thinking of moving to California for the past 4 years and havent had the guts to go through with it. Tonight ive finally decided to go through with it. Ive realized that this isnt the town for me. Im going to visit a friend In San Diego at the end of may and my flight has been booked for some time now. Just worried about my mother. But we already talked about it and its all good. I love the weather there and the kind of people. they are more laid back and like to have fun. chicago just gets too cold in the winter and very humid during the hot summers. And the people here are just mean! and withdrawn. So im out. bye :)

Purely Physical... (written 08-08-06- Adult)
Purely Physical, Thats right, thats what I said. Slam me against the wall, Rip my clothes off, Jerk my head back, And punish my lips. Purely Physical, Thats right, thats exactly what I said. Tear the clothing off me, Pull my hair, Spank my ass, And nip my neck, Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats definitely what I said. Push me down on the bed, Spread my thighs, Lick my breasts, And caress my heat. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats totally what I said. Cover me with your frame, Grip my hands, Suck my nipples, And drive into my core. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats truly what I said. Rotate your hips inside of me, Listen to my hisses, Take my scratches, And catch my gasp of pleasure. Purely Physical, Thats right, Thats indeed what I said. Your legs entangled with mine, Sigh against my cheek, Wet my lips again, And then, get the hell out of my bed.

Lilith (one Of My Stories)
The room was bare rock and rough wood, the floor worn smooth but uneven. Two flickering torches provided the only illumination in the room. An unnatural-looking being, humanoid but revoltingly so, was straightening the coffin that had been lying on top of the table until mere seconds before. The being, a daemon, appeared irritated that he was being delayed. A man was on the floor, having just been dumped from the coffin-like box he had been laying in, the same coffin that the daemon was still tinkering with. The man just laid there and groaned, naked. The daemon, by this time refilling the coffin with a bloody liquid from a barrel next to the table, gave him a kick to the head to get him out of the way. Another daemon came in, his blue skin in sharp contrast to the rust red belt and club he wore. This new daemon grabbed the still groaning man by the hair and dragged him out of the room. The first daemon continued his task of preparing the coffin, while muttering about not being

Monday Finger
YOU KNOW FUCK YOU, I THOUGHT IT WAS ONLY A MONDAY FINGER, MY ADDITUDE GET YOURS IF YOU REALLY WANT TO LINGER, TUESDAY,WEDNESDAY,THURSDAY,FRIDAY,SATURDAY,SUNDAY, MONDAY,SO FUCK YOU AGAIN, CAUSE IT'S NOT ONLY JUST A MONDAY FINGER,...

There's Something Wrong With My Ear....
This is so true! They always ask at the doctor's office why you are there, and you have to answer in front of others what's wrong and sometimes it is embarrassing. There's nothing worse than a Doctor's Receptionist who insists you tell her what is wrong with you in a room full of other patients. I know most of us have experienced this, and I love the way this old guy handled it. An 86 year old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk.... The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick", he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied; "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of people. You should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem furthe

Good Enough....
... I'm happy with my physical appearance. 0.o I was looking in the mirror when I fed Engle *His tank's on my dresser, in front of my mirror*, and... Yeah, I plan on working out and getting more exercise to even out my body weight, but... there's nothing wrong with me. And anyone who's close to me knows i almost ALWAYS hate the way I look. I think part of it was tweezing my eyebrows. Simply because it made me feel more... feminine. Less boyish. I've always felt that I was too boyish... didn't get haircuts, didn't tweeze my eyebrows, or wear makeup, or do anything with my hair (mostly because i suck at hair and makeup)... and I think that me dressing more like a woman and doing womanly things helps. Also... I think the fact my personality's blossoming as well is helping .Today was the perfect example. The way my concience rationalized things, the way it made me feel... I know right from wrong. and it felt wrong. And because of that shame... I know what I need to

About Me
Hi my name is Paolo ( Paul )or DJ.Powz.. im from Bristol Uk. Resently Divorced March 06..& I Have 3 Wonderful Kids,2 Girls & A Pain In The Ass Boy.Im A Down To Earth Guy.So now its time for some fun..Im up for a Laugh.I Like Most things in life making friends from across the world it dosent bother me one bit..As you can see from my Music I Like different kinds of music all depends on what mood im in..I have yahoo if you want it all you got to do is ask..Im Hoping To Visit The States Someday, Has Im Saving At The Moment Working My Butt Off On Weekends With Mobile Disco,AT The Moment I am Fully Booked Up To The 2nd Week In September..( It Is Now 26th May 07) Bank Holiday Here In The UK..So I Dont Think I Will Be Around On Weekends..To Drunk Or To Tierd..Or Maybe Just Drunk..Feel Free To Post A Comment..XXXX

Death Stalks Us All
I MET THE MAN I THOUGHT I WANTED TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH. HE WOULD EVEN CALL ME THE FUTURE ME. ?. IT WAS CUTE AND I GOT USED TO IT. BUT HE HAS LIED TO ME AND JUST NOT TOLD ME EVERYTHING, I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART, BUT THERE IS NOTHIN I CAN DO NOW. IT'S OVER. HE WONT TALK TO ME, WRITE ME, OR MESSAGE ME. I TOTALLY GIVE UP. I LOVE HIM JUST LIKE IN THE LETTER I WROTE TO HIM. THAT I AM SURE HE WONT READ. HE CANT ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I LOVE YOU I am nothing. He has been sleepin with his ex-wife

New Job
www.livingbyit.com I don't know if all of you know or not, but tomorrow I start my new position with my company and to tell you the truth I am scared to death! I am this laid back easy going person who hates to get people upset, it is going to be so hard for me to keep on people, to be the bad guy when need be. I am going to be having so many people watching me, trying to trip me up, I am really scared. I need to find the inner bitch in myself, lol.

Change Can Be A Good Thing!
TO EVERYONE THIS IS BAILEY'S WIFE SPEAKING, I DO HOPE EVERYONE UNDERSTANDS THE REASONS I FEEL THAT MICHEAL SHOULD NOT BE CHATTING W/ALL U FINE LADIES,I AM SURE IF U WERE IN MY SHOES U WOULD FEEL THE SAME. AS OF THIS MOMENT ON EVERYONE FAN,RATE,AND FRIEND MIKE,I AM SAYING THIS BECAUSE I AM NOT TRYING TO MAKE HIM FEEL CONSTRICTED,ALL I ASK IS THAT IT IS ALL DONE W/GOOD TASTE. THANK YOU

80's Hair
OK OK NOW LETS BE REAL I WANT TO KNOW WHO HAD BIG HAIR IN THE 80,S AND NO IF YOU WERNT BORN YET KEEP IT TO YOURSELF LOL I FEEL OLD ENOUGH OR FOR THE GUYS WHO HAD THE MULLET LONG IN THE BACK AND SHORT UP FRONT........ PLEASE SHARE AND JUST TO SHOW IM REAL HERE IS MY HIGHSCHOOL PIC.... BIG HAIR ENOUGH SAID MUAHHHS

Magical Moment
Think of this moment as your greatest blessing. For this moment connects you to, and surrounds you with, all your many other blessings. The sights, the sounds, the textures and feelings in this moment provide endless levels of richness for you to explore and experience. The thoughts you have in this moment can carry you to any place, any time and any possibility you dare to imagine. Whatever fulfillment you seek begins in this moment. All the goodness you have known is alive with you right here and now. This moment is ripe with opportunity. It is the magical stage upon which you can act to truly make a difference. The whole of the universe in its unimaginable vastness comes together in this moment. And you are now here to focus that value, through your thoughts and actions, toward beautiful positive purpose. Here is this moment, a great gift that is now being born all around you. You know what to do.

Mushroomhead-simple Survival
The shadow within me The sorrow at my feet Push the colors from the make up Drop your feelings at the door Has anybody here had enough Walking in on so much more Gonna make you give up I wanna see you get up I said your the only one Whats your name Who do you love I wanna hate you kill you Treat you like ive have enough Keep breaking the shame Take away all i wanna say Regretting the day You dont believe in me Ill show you just what you wanna see The end in me Gonna lead the revival No simple Survival For me ------------------------

Hey
Well...I gotta head off for work in a bit, but have just a few mins. I got a voice mail from work yesterday, that I didn't see till today, so called work just to see. The mgr. that left me the message wasn't there, and no one else knew what she wanted, so guess I'll just have to wait and talk to her later. The day mgr. that was there today said that if I wanted to come in, I could, but it is getting ready to storm here, it looks like, and he said they hadn't had one customer yet. So...told me that if I wanted to come in...okay, but that if I didn't, I didn't need to. Well...I'd love to just stay home, but do need to work some, so told him I'd be in, and we could just see how it goes. He may be lettin' me off early, but at least I'll get a little bit of time in. Been having' troubles with the caddy wanting to start...the batt. keeps going dead. So...Lee's got the van this morning, and put the caddy on the charger for me. The batt. was low on water, so we're hoping that was

Devadasi Questions
In some of the stories I am developing there is a group whose members worship pleasure. It has given me a very difficult time to work out the details on this group, yet it is the basis for two of my works in progress. . Could you please answer at least a couple of the questions? Thank you for your time. Concept When you hear the phrase “worshiper of pleasure”, what comes to mind? Notice that I am not equating pleasure worshippers and hedonists. Would you consider any of the following as major or minor pleasures? Cooking Wine Tasting Painting Sculpture Clothing/Cloth making Music Massage Perfume Other (Please indicate which one) Do you think the gods of pleasure and fertility would be related? Activities What kinds of ceremony or actions come to mind when you think about worshipping pleasure? What would pleasure worship be like? Would it be open worship, or something done in hiding? Cult Would you consider the priesthood of pleasure should

May 15, 2007
There are only so many times you can say, 'But I didn't know!' and have it be a legitimate excuse. From now on, make it your duty to find out what's going on so you can take responsible action. Life will get much better. I have made this my duty more recently! It seems to be working out nicely for me :D

Political Correctness
The instant art becomes ‘Politically Correct’, it ceases to be ART. Art is supposed to inspire and provoke thoughts and emotions. Anything less, and you’ve got a Hallmark greeting card from the 1950’s, or worse, a Thomas Kinkade painting or ‘embellished [wtf?] print’. It might be an up-to-the-minute decoration. It might go with your couch and your wallpaper. It might even mollify your bourgeois in-laws. But it ain’t ART. How can we evolve — as individuals, as a culture, and as a species — if we let the sad, little scaredy-monkeys police our thoughts? How can we exchange our ideas and develop our ideals when we let the bleating herds censor our discussions and debates? And I wanna know when the hell did it become wrong to exercise the right of Freedom of Speech?!! “Oh, you shouldn’t say that!” has rapidly degraded to “Oh, you’re not allowed to think that!” WTF? Do these half-wits assume that I am a half-wit like them and therefore not to be trusted with the spoken or w

Myspace Responds To States' Request For Sex Offender Data
MySpace responded Tuesday afternoon to the letter sent by eight states' attorneys general Monday requesting the popular social networking site to turn over data pertaining to registered sex offenders who have profiles on the site. The letter, signed by the attorneys general from Connecticut, Georgia, Idaho, Mississippi, New Hampshire, North Carolina, Ohio and Pennsylvania, requested that MySpace respond by May 29 with a count of how many sex offenders' profiles have been located as well as a plan for how to deal with them. The News Corp.-owned site had provided a less detailed statement Monday. The formal statement, attributed to MySpace chief security officer Hemanshu Nigam, said that the social network has been doing "everything short of breaking the law" to ensure that sex offenders' profiles are discovered and removed. "MySpace has zero tolerance for sexual predators," he wrote, "which is why we devoted a team of engineers to work around the clock with Sentinel Tech, to devel

May15, 2007... Horoscope
Rubbing elbows with the creme de la creme of society casts a rosy glow over your self-esteem, and no wonder -- these people just adore you! Keep hold of your common sense and you won't get knocked off your feet.

Aerosmith "remember (walking In The Sand)" (originally Done By The Shangri-las)
Seems like the other day My baby went away She went away, 'cross the sea It's been two years or so Since I saw my baby go And then this letter came for me It said that we was through She found somebody new Oh, lemme think, lemme think What shall I do Oh, no Oh, no Oh, no no no no no Remember, walking in the sand Remember, walking hand in hand Remember, the night was so exciting Remember, her smile was so inviting Remember, then she touched my cheek Remember, with her fingertips Remember, softly Softly we met with a kiss Whatever happened to The girl that I once knew The girl that said, she'd been true Oh, whatever happened to That night I gave it to you What will I do with it now Oh... Oh, no Oh, no Oh, no no no no Remember, walking in the sand Remember, walking hand in hand Remember, the night was so exciting Remember, her smile was so inviting Remember, a then she touched my cheek Remember, with her fingertips Remember, softly Softly we

A Guys Idea Of Rules.....smirk!!
This is a guys idea of rules ...I must admit it brought a chuckle...most rules are generally heard from the gals side...... Now these are rules from the male side...Please note these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. 1. Sunday sports. It's like a full moon or the changing of the tides ...let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want.Lets be clear on this one subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! JUST say it! 1.Yes and no are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1.Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. Thats what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1.A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem, see a doctor 1.Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact all comments become null and void after 7 days. 1.If you won't dress like Victoria Secret girl

Men Of Sterling
They had faces open to whoever passed. They had legends and myths And chill in the heart. They had gardens where the moon strolled Hand in hand with the water, They had an angel of stone for a brother. They had like everyone The miracle of everyday Dripping from the roofs; And golden eyes Glowing with A wildness of dreams. They were hungry and thirsty like animals, And there was silence Around their steps But every gesture they made, a bird was born free from their fingers And, dazzled vanished into space.

Fkd-up One Liners
Again, I can not take credit for this one. It was written by a friend. Love Can Kill The Soul, and like I said, "Shes better than me". Stuff written in boredome...no idea what to call them Jesse came home in a good mood one day until he saw lying on the floor, his brother dead; his body covered in blood, and his right arm missing. The two little children were playing with needles until the first child lost grip of the needle, and it flew into the second one's eye. Ten year old Timmy loved to play games, expecially the one that had to do with his sister being hanged. Thomas and Joel played in a haunted house, hoping to see the spirit of Charles Manson. After he jumped off the building and was falling to the ground, he felt death's wings cover him. The sixth grade always made fun of Benji, so he entered the classroom with a bomb in his hand. Travis was a kid who didn't see people as people, but b/c of mental problems, he could only see them as demons. Mrs. Ma

What Is Going On?
I mean hell in the last few days I have removed so many off of my family list do to them not talking with me,, now I'm maken new friends which is kewl however if you wanna talk then do so don't just ask to be put on there to have X amount of peoples on your damn list,, we all came here fer a reason am I right? Well hell none of these people or should say most don't even say one word to you,, I'm a very sweet person but if your gonna fuck me over then hey stick it where the damn sun don't shine... Am not one to go off much but I'm up to my ears in this bullshit.... Remember I still love you all!!!

The Only True Lovers Are Chefs
it's practically amazing.. (a shower of immense proportions.. more awe inspiring.. more death defying... more dangerous than hanging from some very thin rope at the top of the very big tent... more difficult than putting the lions and tigers in the same cage... more better than anything at all) ... that mothers cook meals each day for ungrateful children and spouses. if we were fair about it we would enclose kitchens in glass... so that the passers by would stop and wonder at the beauty of the four plates stacked against the four glasses tucking the forks and knives with that wonderful gentle touch of a napkin just kissing the edge. if we were really fair we would hold contests for the ordinary housewife who is not an ordinary anything but a working mother though we recognize immediately that there is no concept of a working father though we all are told men have families too so that we might reward the best housewife with some sort of Silver Plate and the best housemother with a

Life!! Special Thanks To ~cuddlebug~
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the j

Coming Soon!!!!
i had some new pics taken last night and as soon as i get off work, i'll post them. not as many nekkid ones this time lol, my man wanted me to be sexsay in my lingerie. so i hope ya'll like em... *hugz & kizzes* to all my cherries

Another Poem
Starlights gentle shining, down on lonliness, everyone can feel it, if they'll just confess. No matter how the crowd moves, or the single stand. starlight, moonlight, lonliness, travel hand in hand. Used to think the lonely, poor saps that they were, ought to all be locked up, nere let themout of stir. They brought their feelings with them, and showered them a far, and even loving couples could see 'the lonely star'. For years I ws so happy, or so I thought was true. This was so long before I met the lovliness of you. I had a lovely lady, or so was in my head, but I found out her thoughts of me had long ago gone dead. So now I'm part of lonely, the moon light and that star, have brought me here to Folkston, and from all I'm afar. I work the days in prison, at night in prison too, these walls, and darkened windows, allow no outside view. I peek into a glowing, lite up CRT, and pray dear lord, do ask someone to sit and talk with me. I know this sounds so morbid, depression soa

Friends???let's Just See!!!
Lets see who really pays attention to me I only have friends on here that I know in person or that I find interesting in one way or another. Otherwise, you are somebody that I highly admire, would like to meet in person someday, or have great respect for your talents. Something about you makes you so unique that when I read your profile and looked at you I thought, "cool"! Either way I am not a picture collector. If you received this in your bulletin, I truly do find you interesting. If you have decided to read this, You are a true Cherrytap Friend... It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like it's a popularity contest in high school. This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are! This is a test to see Who's paying attention, Cherrytap friends... Repost this if you are a friend... Don't reply...just repost

Just Feels Right..
Yesterday it seemed like the world was over. Today I see sunshine and patches of clover. I wanted so much for the pain to cease. Now I have found happiness, even if it's just a piece. The promises made in the night time hours; They belong to no one else, they are ours. You look into my eyes and tell me what you feel. I look back and know that your feelings are real. You have to be gone, for just a little while. I'll wait forever, if it's just to see you smile. Your happiness brings peace to my soul. We think as one, and have the same goal. To be together when the timing is right. When love conquers all, it is worth the fight.

Won't Be Around This Weekend...
Just wanted to let everyone know I won't be on this weekend. So if you leave me something and I don't respond, I'm not ignoring you! Going out of town for State Fire School. I'm stoked, be my first opportunity to get in my gear and do some work! LOVE IT! See you all Monday! :)

Our New Home
BREAK OUT THOSE STRAIGHT JACKETS...THE MADHOUSE IS OPEN FOR BUSINESS... DUE TO CT GLITCH SAYS THERES NO ONE IN THE HOUSE...BUT WE ARE THERE AND WAITING FOR U TO CHECK IN... click on the pic below...for a free ride... COME AND HAVE FUN, BRING YOUR FRIENDS AND BOUNCE OFF OF THE WALLS. HAVE A GOOD TIME AND DON'T FORGET LEAVE YOUR MEDICATIONS AT THE FRONT DESK. SEE YA THERE THE MADHOUSE STRAIGHT JACKETS

Ensign: Ananias The Bad
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 May 2007 There are three men who go by the name of Ananias in the New Testament book of Acts. There's no evidence the three ever met or would have in the normal course of events. But each of them, just like each of us, had the call of God on their lives; in fact, the name Ananias is derived from the Hebrew proper name Hananiah which means "God is gracious". How often we forget (or seem to) that the names we're given actually mean something, often something to live up to! Regrettably, not everyone who's called by God responds in a way that honors Him -- in fact, of the three men we'll be reviewing over these weeks, only one gave his best, the Ananias in Damascus who attended the blinded Saul. We'll see that the Ananias we study this

Smell
"Smell is a potent wizard that transports us across thousands of miles and all the years we have lived." ** Helen Keller Many of us are so wrapped up in our thinking and activity that we have lost touch with our senses . Sensing brings us fully into the moment . Only when we are aware and conscious can we receive the gifts of experience our senses continually bring us. "Rediscover Your Sense Of Smell" "When you start using senses you’ve neglected, your reward is to see the world with completely fresh eyes."

What's Your True Birth Month?
Your True Birth Month Is June Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision Prone to getting colds Polite and soft-spoken Able to show character Seldom show emotions Knows how to make friends Easily influenced by kindness Takes time to recover when hurt Choosy and always wants the best Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends What's Your True Birth Month?

Spider Rock
Spider Rock stands with awesome dignity and beauty over 800 feet high in Arizona's colorful Canyon de Chelly National Park (pronounced da Shay). Geologists of the National Park Service say that "the formation began 230 million years ago. Windblown sand swirled and compressed with time created the spectacular red sandstone monolith. Long ago, the Dine (Navajo) Indian tribe named it Spider Rock. Stratified, multicolored cliff walls surround the canyon. For many, many centuries the Dine (Navajo) built caves and lived in these cliffs. Most of the caves were located high above the canyon floor, protecting them from enemies and flash floods. Spider Woman possessed supernatural power at the time of creation, when Dine (Navajo) emerged from the third world into this fourth world. At that time, monsters roamed the land and killed many people. Since Spider Woman loved the people, she gave power for Monster- Slayer and Child-Born-of-Water to search for the Sun-God who was their father. Wh

Mmmmm....
Strawberries and wine Need to make you mine Catepillars and butterfies Need to open your eyes Cookies and tarts Need to open your heart Flowers and trees Need to make you see Muffins and scones Beyond flesh and bone Feather and fin To the spirit within Hawk and dove Now feel my love Love and lust In me you can trust Time and tide Security I will provide Touch and taste Come now, make haste! Legend and lore Come open the door Meadows and moors Come make me yours!

Can You Feel Me
anticipating your touch your warm breath on my neck so sensitive, caring and kind i am those things but tonight i want i want to be greedy please forgive me i need you to take me in any way you know how i need you to taste my sweetness hold me while you press your lips against mine touch me, caress me, feel me i need desparately to hear your heavy breathing and low moans in my ears and to feel your warm breath, flowing against my body nipples hard, kitten moist, dripping i need your throbbing hardness deep in my throat give in to your own desire as if you have lost your senses let yourself go a whisper, a growl, a purr making me moan my legs wrapped around you, pulling you into me as deep as you will go i need you to talk dirty to me tell me where you are going to displace the evidence of your satisfaction. kiss me, take me, feel me, fuck me oh baby mmmmm i need you to fuck me harder i need to sit astride your body, capturing you with your essence and gr

Naughty Or Nice?
my body always aches with the anticipation of which is you. i want to sense your movements in the air. how my body trembles with thoughts of you. my breath begins to grow quicker, deeper. where would you touch me first? heart beating faster. will you kiss my lips, slid your hand along my body. make me shiver, make me ache with your pleasure. slide your hand up my inner thigh. making me wet with the thought, nipples growing hard, the thought of your mouth, tongue and teeth pulling on them. please dont be gentle, thats not what i want. dont be afraid to pull my hair, order me around, tell me what to do. spank me, throw me down, it makes my flesh grow hotter and hotter. where are you when i need you, where are you when i want you so bad. leaving me thinking about you, wanting you. but you arent here, only in my dreams not in the flesh. i am a lady but i use this word in my head. yes i want you hard and fast and now. i want you in the bed on the floor. fuck me now. rip off my clothes, p

My New Job
this is so awesome i applyed for two jobs in person, got a call back to interview for both of them, went to my first interview and got the job. they said that i had to take my tabc test so that i can sell alcohol took the test once and passed it go me. i had only been looking for work for less than a week and i start training on monday. i am so proud of myself go. it will kind of suck cause my birthday is on tuesday (22 years old). thats okay didn't go out on my 21st birthday either got pregnant. its all good i'll just go out after i get my first pay check. keepin it short but sweet as always mamatink

Sat Is Here Again
Well Now i am happy its now sat night and almost time to head to Rockin Robins club to dance and have fun with my sis Angel ( mistressangel) on here lol so i / we will be post nwe pics tomorrow some time ... Have a great sat night I know we will !!

Im In A Contest
to all my friends, fans, fans of mine, and family. i start in at contest tomorrow a 3pm est. i wont be online unti late tomorrow night i would like for you all to come and commnet bomb me and rate me. i dont ask much from any of you but this is my first and only comtest i am going to be in but the pic i have submitted into the contest is the one that is my defult pic which is of me my sister. i would greatly appreciate it especially from the ones that i usually help in contests. i know i have helped a few people out in them so please be kind and help me.

Letter For Her
I know that I should try to find somebody new. But all I find myself always thinking of you... You don’t even know it. And why should you care? You’re happy just pretending that I’m not even there. Forever means nothing if I don’t spend it with you. But there’s just nothing more I think I can do. I try to tell you I love you but you just don’t stop to listen. Then I guess you’ll never know that I’m the one you’re missing. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes... Forget your friends. Forget the world. Forget the pain and lies. Forget about what people say and what other people might see. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me... Because nothing really matters except for the people you love. And it kills me inside not knowing what your thinking when your all I’m thinking of. Maybe I am wrong and you really just don’t care. But why sometimes do you act so nice to me if no feelings are actually there. All I want is for you to tell me exactly ho

You Must Be An Angel
Magic on the inside magic on the out you must be an angel of that I'm in no doubt a loving, caring smile a warm, calming touch you must be an angel that i can never clutch perfect swaying hair deep swirling eyes you must be an angel unable of disguise wisdom in your voice joy within your heart you must be an angel a subject of great art some dream of angels i dream of you you must be an angel making my dreams true you must be an angel sent here from above you must be an angel sent to teach me love

I'mmmmm Baaaaaaaack!
Ok so it took longer then I expected to get back on the internet. That's ok. Anyways, we made it to Pa on May 11. I'll be heading out for Maine soon. I have a wedding to attend. But anyways.. just wanted to let you all know I'm Back!

Drama Rama
You know I get sick & tired of he said she said shit, and you know who is cheating. Big fucking deal Who gives a rats ass. This place is an escape from reality for most, & thats okay with me , it use to bother me & who cares if there cheating I mean for real does it bother you that bad ( GET A LIFE ) Some times I wonder about most of your ages out there tatter telling lol

Stairs - My Natural Enemy?
Well if you know me then what i am going to say next won't surprise you too much! I sprained my ankle again!! That's right I have now sprained one of my ankles 4 times since November. I root of all my pain are two things my lack of grace and my stairs to the 3rd floor - they are slick and lean forward so I fall down them often! So far I have had 2 sprained ankles and a broken toe from falling down the stairs! I think I need to move!! Ugh!

Girlfriend Application. Lol.
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Birthday: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.WOULD U LOVE ME? 17.Do you think I'm cute? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you dance with me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: 5.Body: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me ki

We Broke Up
I love michael so much and it hurts to think Im not gonna be with him anymore.There was just some stuff that happened that we tried working out and well it never got worked out.I hope he finds someone to make him happy and Im just sorry I couldnt.I dont want to ever date again or get married in fact I wish I would just die.Im so tired of living and being hurt by men I love.

Truth Or Lying?
if you meet or talk with someone.. How can you say to someone or say to someone that You are not interesting in a relationship or dating. What excuse will you use? Can you tell the truth to someone if you are not interesting in relationship or dating with reason? OR Will you say " I am not looking for relationship or dating because of "blah whatever it is" and it is not you and nothing about you?" dare to comment it?

The Highest Power
Love can be a precious thing snuggle cuddle sort of fling lovers dream of fields in spring never tied to any string may be bonds that cannot fade or the life two lovers made time spent laughing in the shade this is love it's finest blade love may be unbreakable but love is untamable love can be the deepest sore strongest longest knife that bores passing old wounds from before through the heart and evermore may be reasons for the fight or the cold tears shed tonight months alone no hope in sight this is love it's faintest light love may be untamable but love is unbreakable love can be the healing rain nourish flourish life again Cleansing spirits of disdain Giving song to life's refrain May be feelings of relief Or the passing of long grief Happiness a new belief Love is life's true motif Love may be unbreakable Love may be untamable But love is believable

Me And Ct
I think im done with CT for a while. WAS cool, and met some kick ass people, you know who you are. But the male macho level and Neanderthal way of thinking of "you not cool like me! me hate you! me better that you!" shit gets old. I have yet to met a guy on here that can talk to another guy, without working the “look at me ladies, im COOL, I’m hot, Im the dominating male!, hes not” Syndrome kicking in. Is it not possible for them to ‘work their angle” on here vying for attention, without feeling they need to take other competition out of the way, are they that self conscious? IS so many males egos so fragile all it takes is one slightly irritating remake to cause them to go into panic mode, and try to save what little face they feel they have? A girl can say something about my dick size, and 50 guys go rampant about “STFU! We don’t care about his attention whoring ass!” but let a female (since they are no threat to them) talk about tits, they are all for it. Some guys see

Add A Pic Of The Soldier In Your Life!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: May 21, 2007 4:10 AM Add a Pic of the Soldier in Your Life! Please visit this! You can add a picture of the soldiers in your life! Click Here For the Wall

Can You Prove It?
You Say U Love Me,But Can You Prove It? No U Cant Prove It. Love It Not Sumthing To Play With. A Heart Is Not a Play Toy. Feelings Are Not Sumthing To PLay With. You Keep Saying You Love Me, But Around Your Friends U Act As If I'm Nothing To You At All. How Can You Love Me? My Life Is To Messed Up To Let You Love Me Or Anyone Else For That Matter. I Cut, Do Drugs, Take To Many Pain Pills,And Drink To Cover What U Done To Me. You Say U Love Me But You Cant Prove It. Now Im Gone But There U Are Saying You Didnt Love Me Cuz I Was Big. You Say U Felt Sorry For Me. I Gave You Everything N U Jst Laughed N Threw It Away. How I Wish U Could See The Pain N Hurt.... By: Baby Sis 5-21-07

Bloody Horrorscopes!
Ok this is a quote from yesturdays.. "you're filled with a serene and startling clarity." Contrast that with todays! "Wishing won't make it so, but getting some clarity around your intentions and motivations might help level the playing field so you get a fair chance. The stars give you a little extra something to help you along too.".. Firstly I had no clarity yesturday (And yes Los Angeles Fog is Smog i forgot).. So yesturday's serene clarity that never existed has been replaced with a need to get some.. What happened to yesturday's!!!!!!!! To be fair, intentions and motivations at 9:45am don't extend beyond having no intention to get off my arse for at least another half an hour, and my only intention is to replenish my soft drink supply that ran out an hour ago.. The only level playing field i need is not to get run over by a slightly miffed double decker bus on the way to the shop! And as for the stars giving me extra help.. HELLO! I don't see those

*sigh* If Only...
The stars say it's about time you drop any lingering doubts that you're not good enough or that you haven't somehow earned this current bout of enjoyment. It's time to revel in all the love and luck coming your way. If only I could get past the sinking feeling that fate is going to bite me in the ass somehow, this would be a decent horoscope.

Angel Series
Every so often I'll have something happen in my life that will inspire poetry to really flow. The last 6 poems that I have posted here, starting with "fighting" are all connected to each other, that's why I call it a series. I consider these 6 poems to be some of my best work. There's alot of emotion behind these poems, there's alot of heart behind these poems. In fact I don't think I've ever exposed my heart as much as I have in these 6. I cried when I wrote all of them. Enjoy the series, as it continues, the next poem in the series will either come later today or thursday, comments are always welcome.

Searching For?
Ok I am bored with c.w. as the main name on my profile any suggestion as to what i might put next, I have a few in mind But I am open for suggestions...See If you can shock me I might like it...right now it is C.W. MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY The wolfpack will stay the same...

This Is What Happens When Your Bored Out Of Your Mind At Work..
100 New Questions You've Probably Never Been Asked. 1. First thing you wash in the shower? My hair 2. What color is your favorite hoodie? Black 3. Do you like coffee? Latte's count? 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? Bored 7. Do you say aim or a-i-m? aim 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having. Ummm...one about my grandpa who passed 9. Could you eat your favorite food everyday for a month and not get tired of it? No 10. What did you do last night? Stayed up WAY to late 11. Do you get on myspace everyday? no..I need to make a new one 12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? grossness 15. Would you dance with me to the taco song? With who, & what's the taco song? 16. Have you ever counted to 1,000? No 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? Lick it 18. Do you use smileys? Yes :) 20. Have you ever met a celebrity? no *tear* 21. Do you like cottage cheese? Yes 22. What’s the last song you had st

When The Lights Went Out
Tonight I aspire to love you my way To love you with utmost passion Through your eyes I feel warmth penetrating into my spirit I see my youth dancing on your lips And smell the attar of your skin emanating the air... I feel a biting thirst for the wine of your beauty, Fire raging intensely in my soul Whilst the fruits of my garden are ripe, Waiting to be eaten The dream that we share Is fraught with colors of delight. So darling, let me drink the wine of love Take me to the bosom of desire Where you will plant me A tree in its soil My love, the strings of my soul play The melody of desire on the harp of eternity

Rapture Of Love
Aroma of her perfume Mixed with an erotic scent Excites the animal within me Close to her, I am content Kissing and caressing Emotions flying high Besides the sight and aroma I love to hear her sigh Our bodies perspire As we share sensations Feelings I cannot describe Are beyond my expectations Rapture and desire Take over my senses In a trance, floating free Disarming all my defenses Our souls intertwine Transported are we To a world of erotic love Just my lady and me Not wanting to return To reality Let's just stay here Always and for all eternity

Short Story
magnify Simone was sitting at the bar after a long day at work. She couldn’t believe she got a promotion after all these years. But suddenly, in mid thought she spotted him across the room. He took her breath away. Tall, dark and handsome. He looked like he belonged in a GQ magazine. Thinking she decided to do something bold, why not…today was her lucky day. Quickly drinking her drink, she proceeded to walk towards him. Making her way to him she smiles as he notices her coming. Nathan couldn’t believe his luck. A beautiful woman smiling at him. Man, it’s a good thing he came to this bar after all. She had legs like a model...and her lips...man. Daringly she whispers into his ear...."Follow me"...like a puppy on a leash he does. Turning the corner she stops and spins around. Smiles coyly and kisses him. With full passion he returns her kiss. One hand pulling her long dark brown hair back and the other grabbing her tight ass and drawin

I Do
At last the day has finally come when I can say my dreams have come true. After many nights of getting down on my knees, my prayers have brought me you. My search is finally over, and the journey of loving you I will now pursue. I can't think of any better way to say I love you, except to say...I Do. Though we walk to the alter separately, we leave together as one. To build a happy future around the miracle that He has done. I'm thankful for everything that you have given me, and together we'll make a brand new start. Staying together as long as we live, only in death we do part. As I stand here before you, and I say to you here and now. As God is my witness, I Do promise to keep every word of each vow. I wish this moment could last for ever, It's almost hard to believe It's true. And with this kiss, I'm in heavenly bliss, and I'm proud to say I Do... I can't wait to say I do to you Shelly baby I love you!

Info All About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Hailey Birthday: 4-12-79 Birthplace: Florida Current Location: Hawaii Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Red Height: 5'4 and 1/4 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right handed Your Heritage: Italian The Shoes You Wore Today: Black Heels Your Weakness: Seeing a man cry Your Fears: Dying alone Your Perfect Pizza: Peperoni and mushrooms Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I would like to get my Masters started. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL Thoughts First Waking Up: Damn just 10 more minutes Your Best Physical Feature: Smile Your Bedtime: Late Your Most Missed Memory: Being a carefree child Pepsi or Coke: Diet Pepsi and Diet Cherry Coke MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King Single or Group Dates: Either or Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea and plain Chocolate or Vanilla: Swirl Cappuccino or Coffee: Tab Ene

My Pain Is Your Gain
My Pain Is Your Gain Eyes swollen and wet with tears Silent darkness, enveloping fear A blanket of warmth, riddled with holes Sinking organs puncture your Soul Plummeting faith, imminently impaled Precious passion juice trickles a trail Follow the tracks that lead to hell Suffocating agony forbids you to yell Stinging words raise welts that burn Remind you of that for which you yearn Vapid pools of melted dreams Evaporate your every means Perpetuate your true love and desire Rekindle the spark that leads to fire Burning brightest when you’re near to me Spellbinding evil forbids you to see So much pain from something so pure Torture so severe it's hard to endure I will absorb your anguish, I’ll take all you can give The more I can shoulder, the less you relive I’ll be your Superman, made up of iron flesh Comfort and protect you, help heal your distress Come on now, is that all you’ve got? Left hook to the heart, is that your best shot? It’

Precious Child
My Precious Child The greatest gift we will ever know is a child, born to love and grow. Conception is a miracle in itself; the start of new life and good health. Such a treasure your precious child is, who will thrive on every hug and kiss. Hold them close and sing them songs; they will only be a child for so long. They may not always smell pure and sweet, a dirty diaper or a dampened sheet. But with a loving cuddle and a beautiful smile, the joys of parenthood are all worth while. "Thank you Lord for our precious child."

True Best Friends
True Best Friends: by Crystal Holtz Like a needle in a haystack, true friends are hard to find. That's why I'm so thankful that I can call you mine. Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears. You've kept my many secrets, Throughout the past four years. You've been there through my afflictions, You've witnessed my defeats. I'll remember all the good times, And pray the bad ones don't repeat. With you my heart is honest, but there's one thing I never told you. Thank you for everything you've done There's no one else like you. No one that could ever be a true "best" friend like you!

Love Is....
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Denver!!
Woo Hoo!!! Made it to Denver Sunday night. Long ass trip but the house is still standing and other than the mouse colony in the garage it seems to be good. Truck didn't start and had a flat tire but nothing major. Been busy running around, setting up appointements and all... fun fun fun I'm in such culture shock it's not even funny! Man... ttfn!

Swearing
SWEARING Some people complain I swear too much: that my liberal sprinkling of swear-based superlatives detracts from my point—which is sometimes quite good, I hear. You may be right, I do have days when I swear more than an Irish drunk, but fuck it, it's idiomatic. And, a reaction to the self-deluding elite like Jeffery Archer and other mass-market mega-authors who refuse to write a single curse word. Thing is, Jeffery, how do you write dialogue for a rough character—or in fact any real-world person—without swearing? Criminals swear. That's why they became criminals. One day they thought, 'should I get a job? Ahhhh, fuck it.'

I Almost Just Want It All To End.. If It Were All So Easy.
If you ever felt like you were in the dark? Like u just wanted to suffocate and not breath anymore and the only light in your life was your child and the only meaning in it was them? Maybe Im not the only one. I feel like the walls are caveing in on me. I want to give up. I just don't even know why i bother anymore? Everything in my life must be a lie because the more truth i try to find I feel like im falling. They say when Angels cry that is why it rains well it's been raining all my life. I really would like to know when it is going to stop raining. I have not seen a ounce of light in a long time. I want to all but end it all, but i have no other choice my son is the reason and l light in my life I keep trying to make my life better for. Everytime i turn around i feel like im dragged into one more scenario of drama or another bout of bullshit. I need to let it all go and be the maker of my own life and control my own life. Im 26 and i feel like a failure. I

Hooked: Illegal Drugs And How They Got That Way
How did the psychedelic drugs LSD and Ecstasy journey from a scientific discovery to a popular recreation to banned drugs? Mental health professionals once believed that LSD could treat schizophrenia or alcoholism. Meanwhile, Ecstasy, the "penicillin for the soul", was used in marriage counseling. Now, continuing the cycle of the hallucinogen, some of the latest derivatives in this category of drugs, the "rave" drugs such as GHB and Ketamine, are about to be banned. http://www.history.com/shows.do?episodeId=221522&action=detail

Senior Class Pranks...
Good morning and how’s every little thing in your world today? Mine is fine, sore, tired (not like trucks and cars) and beat (not like I just lost a golf match or something) but, all is good and this week has almost passed me by. You ever feel so tired and sore that to move your fingers is a major event? I feel like a rodeo clown after a bull got the best of him. Oh well a few more days and all will be over, oh and yes I will snap some pictures or have Jax do it. The year is coming to a close for Mandy on high School and like all seniors they did a senior prank on the water tower. A police report is out but no one is coming forward. The kids all know who did it and the authorities do also but they have to make it seem like they’re still searching for the culprits to deter any future events of this magnitude. Most classes do similar tricks, pranks of this nature but when it involves kids climbing up on the towns water tower which is so high in the air they do not want it to end in a fun

Too Funny!!!!
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his Bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, Propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to "Dad." With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, Tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that mar

A Wake Up Call
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at Virginia Tech? Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel, Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl, Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah, Kentucky 12/1/97 Stam P, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro, Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro, Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville, Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield, Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond, Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton, Colorado 4/20/99 Taber, Alberta, Canada 5/28/99 Conyers, Georgia 5/20/99

Motherf*ckin Idiots!!!
http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/83547/353951 FIRST OF ALL, TO UNDERSTAND MY FRUSTRATION IN ALL THIS YOU HAVE TO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS BLOGS ON THIS MATTER. IF YOU HAVENT THERES THE LINK. NOW I LOG ON AND THIS MOTHERFUCKER HAS COME TO MY PAGE IN ONE OF HIS KIDDY PROFILES AND BLOCKED ME FROM CONTACTING HIM THRU HER, SO I GO TO HIS PAGE, WHICH TO MY SURPRISE IS STILL UP AND RUNNING. APPARENTLY NO ONE GIVES A FUCK IF YOU POST KIDS ON THIS SITE, BUT THEY CARE IF A GROWN ASS WOMAN SHOWS SOME ADULT TITS AND ASS. IM HIGHLY FUCKIN PISSED THAT THIS ASSHOLE IS STILL ALLOWED TO ROAM AROUND CHERRYTAP AND DO WHAT HE WANTS, WHEN HE WANTS, AS HE WANTS..... SO WHATS A PERSON TO DO? I THINK ITS TIME I CALLED DATELINE AND LETS SEE WHAT IT TAKES TO CATCH A PREDATOR.... WHAT YALL THINK? AND FEEL FREE TO LET CHERRY LICKER HIMSELF KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT WHAT HES DOING TO THESE KIDS..... ON AN ADULT SITE, ID RATHER LOOK AT NAKED ADULTS THAN I WOULD HALF DRESSED CHILDREN POSING SEDUCTIVELY ASKIN

Memorial Day
MEMORIAL MEMORIAL DAY MEMORIAL DAY 2007 Memorial Day began as a memorial for Civil War veterans. It has become both, a National Decoration Day of family graves, and the holiday that opens the summer season. It is celebrated with backyard barbecues, outdoor picnics, and parades. Waterloo, New York was recognized by President Lyndon Johnson and both houses of Congress, as the birthplace of Memorial Day because the town decorated the graves of Civil War veterans as early as May 5, 1866. The claim is contested by Boalsburg, Pennsylvania, which claims to have begun the practice of decorating soldier's graves two years earlier than Waterloo. Another source claims that two years after the Civil War, it was southern women in Columbus, Mississippi who decorated the braves of both Confederate and Union men. Nevertheless, sources agree that it was General John A. Logan of the Grand Army of the Republic who designated May 30, 1868, " as a day for strewing with flowers or

Something Wrong With Me!
***I found this poem... this is who I am... this is what I have become... will this ever end? Medication doesn't help the pain that I feel deep down inside!!*** Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

I Promise
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our love is my life

One
Laughing At the Word Two Only That Illumined One Who keeps Seducing the formless into form Had the charm to win my Heart. Only a Perfect One Who is always Laughing at the word Two Can make you know Of Love. ~Hafiz~

Family List
So I just cleaned out my family list... If I had you on my list and now I don't. Look at your family list and see if I am there. If I am then you can come bitch to me about it. But If I'm not there, then you can stop the bitching. If you want to be family with me, then its got to be mutual. that is all, have a nice day!

Alone
they say being alone in life hurts. i am beginning to think that trying to make something work with someone hurts worse then going to bed everynight alone. spending life alone isnt so bad, i mean i have made it so far without going completely insane right? least when i am alone i dont know what i am missing out on. the kisses, the hugs, the holding hands, that wanting feeling, the feeling of actually being needed. i think sometimes i was just put here on this earth for people to play with. afterall sure i have had relationships in the past, but seems i was just a pawn, a passing moment, a you will do for now till someone else comes along better. hmm someone better. yeah i guess i am nothing since someone better always seem to come along. i will admit i am not the best looking, definatly not skinny, i am shy, why would any man in their right mind want me or need me? my views on sex are quite different then others it seems. to me i like to take things slow, to not give it up rig

I Dont Get It..seriously
ok this is my Memorial Day Weekend rant.... People tell me Im cute, Im hot, Im datable, they wanna meet me and get to know me. Some even are like oh yeah we will hook up and shit. This would be the 4th year in a row I have been stood up. No calls that plans are changed, no calls they arent gonna show, nothing. Do I deserve this? I mean really. I am known to bend over backwards for people when they need me. When they got a bad day they come to me and ask for my help. And then I get screwed in the end. Do I really deserve this?

Really Sad!!!!!
ITS REALLY SAD WHEN U HAVE OVER 700 FRIENDS AND ALMOPST 600 FANS AND YOU POST THINGS ABOUT A LOUNGE AND WHATNOT PEOPLE IGNORE THAT SHIT BUT A MILLION PEOPLE POST THE *FUCK OR PASS* OR *I WANT UR NUMBER SHIT* ITS LIKE WTF! OK SO U DONT WANNA COME CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE FINE UR LOSS HEHE BUT THE LEAST U COULD DO IT RE-FKIN-POST... OK CLIMBS OFF SOAP-BOX NOW... HAVE A NICE NITE ALL ICY

Another Rant
my luck and patience are getting real thin. Granted I live at home and take care of my mom, she is germ-a-phobic (she was an RN for 44 yrs), and insects (those who may land in her hair), shes also parnoid about things she buys in store (cartons of milk, things you put in the freezer) she washes these items before putting them away. Im sick of people saying "Im interested in you" and changing plans on me or lying to me. This is killing me and with the other BS I get by people who judge me on my looks and the other drama. How do I basically "let it go" I need to destress...help me... Note: I am *NOT* depressed or anything else, so dont suggest psychatric counseling. Addendum: Since I moved back when my father died, 99% of the savings I had, went to maintain the house and everything else (which I do; plumbing, electric, mowing the lawn)

Gods Will
GOD'S WILL Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures, and a couple by habit. This year, nearly 100,000 women will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how mothers of handicapped children are chosen? Somehow I visualize God hovering over the Earth selecting his instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes, he instructs his angels to make notes in the giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son". "Forrest, Marjorie, daughter". "Rutledge,Carrie, twins". Finally he passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child". The angel is curious, "Why this one, God"? "She's so happy"? "Exactly", says God. "Could I give a handicapped child a mother who does not know laughter"? "That would be cruel". "But has she patience"? asks the angel. "I don't want her to have too much patience, or she will drown in a sea of self-pity and despair". "Once the shock and r

A.s.a.p
Ever wonder about the abbreviation of ASAP? Generally we think in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. If we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we may begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way. There's work to do, deadlines to meet. You've got no time to spare. But as you hurry and scurry... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP In the midst of family chaos, "quality time" is rare. Do your best; let God do the rest... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP It may seem like your worries are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP God knows how stressful life can be and wants to ease our cares. He'll respond to all your needs... (Always Say A Prayer) ASAP Today I'm saying a little prayer that God will send a smile to you and send you special blessings through everything you have to do.

My Own Prison
A court is in session A verdict is in No appeal on the docket today Just my own sin The walls are cold and pale The cage made of steel Screams fill the room Alone I drop and kneel Silence now the sound My breath the only motion around Demons cluttering around My face showing no emotion Shackled by my sentence Expecting no return Here there is no penance My skin begins to burn Chorus (And i said ohh) So I held my head up high Hiding hate that burns inside Which only fuels their selfish pride (And i said ohh) We're all held captive Out from the sun A sun that shines on only some We the meek are all in one I hear a thunder in the distance See a vision of a cross I feel the pain that was given On that sad day of loss A lion roars in the darkness Only he holds the key A light to free me from my burden And grant me life eternally Should have been dead On a Sunday morning Banging my head No time for mourning Ain't got no time Should

Are You The One?
Are You the One? How do people stay together blissfully? Is there a protocol that I can follow to achieve such? In the real world where lies and deception are rampant, is it possible to stay faithful to just one person? The geniuses do not have the answer I suppose. They say two people end up together because of fate. So it means even if I don’t lift a finger the cosmic thing will arrange everything for me and tadah!!!...my perfect someone is standing right in front of my face. How about prayers? I asked God for someone and somehow this person came into my life expectedly..Well, yes, expectedly because I asked for him, right? Until this very moment I think he’s the one-God sent. But, does it stop there?? Nah! Life goes on. Each day, new trials. Each and everyday I still ask God- Is he the one? Not because he’s God sent makes him perfect. Imperfections manifest every single day. All his shortcomings are recorded in my mind. For how long will he be in love w

Hinder/papa Roach Concert
on may 8th me, my boyfriend eric, my friend kristen, and her boyfriend david went to green bay, wi to see hinder and papa roach. they were awesome. the opening band was called operator. i even got to meet papa roach. it was a great night, except for the whole mosh pit incident.

What Tree Did You Fall From? ( I Am An Ash)
What Tree Did you fall from? >> >>WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM? >>Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and >>somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one that >>sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from, but don't >>forget to change the subject line to your tree. Find your tree below and >>see what you are like... >> >>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree >>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree >>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree >>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree >>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree >>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree >>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree >>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree >>Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree >>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree >>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree >>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree >>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree >>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree >>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree >>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree >>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree >>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig

Please Accept These Words.
Looking back, I do regret so many things Memories I've made People I've pushed away Those that I've made feel so afraid... But I'm not nor have I been anything but the same little girl you met that day, tugging your hand. Thinking back, I know now that I can intimidate, hurt and break so many many things; Those I've hurt, with open hearts... Please accept these words. Still I'm not nor will I now accept all the blame; The little girl you meet today, can't take that. Sorry... sorry... I've never been good at this; Sorry... sorry... But at least I'm saying it. Sorry. To those I've pushed away.... Sorry. To those I never forgave.... Sorry. For being so afraid.... To those I intimidate... And those I'll meet someday...

Remembering The Fallen
I would like to remember the following soldiers: Army Capt. Phillip T. Esposito He was my company commander in Iraq. Prior to the deployement we served in same batallion. I knew him for over four years. Army 1st Lt. Louis E. Allen He was our new company executive officer. I only met him once while back in the states. He had only been in Iraq for four days. Army Spc. David M. Fisher He was in my first platoon. He had such a zeal for life.

My Reasoning
ok so you know there are so many people that know im joining the army. most support me and try to understand me but others do nothing but bitch and tell me im fucking up. well first of all if any of you bitching are parents and have a significant other helping you shut the fuck up and leave me alone cuz you will never understand what im going through. if your a single parent well you might understand a lil more but please dont put me down for what im doing. my daughter is almost a year old and every day i look at her and think "damn if only i had tried harder, done things differently you would have a better life". i can barely support her the way i feel i should be and it kills me every day. and yes i know joining the army is dangerous but what in life isnt??? with me joining the army i can go to school, get the nursing degree i want, support my lil one, and if i stay in the twenty years i can put her through college, an oppurtinity i never had. so yeah i know what im doin and i

I Need You
I need you my love Without you I can not live I need you my love Without you my heart is incomplete I need you my love Without you my love is meaningless I need you my love Without you my eyes will not closed for sleep I need you my love Without you my words are speechless I need you my love Without you I am lost in this world I need you my love Without you I will lose my eternity I need you my love Without you I am weak I need you my love Without you I am nothing I need you my love and never let me experience without you my love.

Read, And Understand Me
I hate the one's who pro-claim to be... Category: Writing and Poetry It is very simple if you read my blog's then you can see a man that is not only hurt in life by the one that wanted to say the word's " I love you" but the one's that say I will be on your side forever and ever. I am a simple man just like any other's in this world that has one need, and that is to be loved to the highest of the mountain that goes into the space where there is no air to breathe. All I want is to be understood and, for woman it is hard for them to understand us men but the best thing a woman can do is " TRY" and then you will get soemwhere. But over all to those that can see where I am coming from I thank you very much and my love will still grow to those that don't like what I say. Written By Slim Shady The Poet

Yoooo Mom(lol)
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL.. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about

Yes
Better Graphics Top Codes Dark Images HOT Comments Click to Get Some People say, If you look like that, why are you so nasty, and perverted in your writing? I write in the horror genre. I enjoy seeing people squirm in there seats while being scared to death. I thrive off of human fear. It's like a drug, addictive and fun to do. I write to please you, the public. To entice your desires of fear and make the hair stand on the back of your neck. In do time, when i am comfy with you all, i will post a short story series, don't mind my typos though, for every human has errors.

Screwing Your Best Friend
A man walks into a bar and orders a triple scotch. The barman gives it to him and he gulps in down in one swoop. "Hey buddy, you must be having it rough. Whats up with you?" says the bartender. "Thats terrible pal, the next drink is on the house." So the bartender gives him another tripple scotch and again he gulps it down. "If you don't mind me asking, what did you say to your wife?" "I told her I've had enough and I want a divorce!" "Good for you! You said the right thing. So what did you say to your best friend?" "Well, I walked up to him, looked him straight in the eyes and "Well, I got home early from work last night and found my wife and my best friend in bed with each other!" said......BAD

Wicca - The Degree System
The ancient Mystery religions were not only Initiatory, they also had levels of Initiation. Sometimes these were distinguished as the Lesser Mysteries and the Greater Mysteries, as with the Eleusinian Mysteries. Sometimes these levels of Initiation were designated as different Degrees as in the Mysteries of Isis, which had Three Degrees or Grades, and the Mithraic Mysteries, which had seven (some scholars claim six, others claim eight) Grades or Degrees. In 1931, in her book The God Of The Witches, archeologist Dr. Margaret Murray wrote about three different admission ceremonies in organized Witchcraft: the first publicly before the assembly as a member; the second privately as a Priest or Priestess; and the third, also privately, as an officer of a Coven. In 1731, in an old French book about Witchcraft, its author Boissier wrote that there were three "marks" bestowed on witches at three different times. In 1584, in his book The Discoverie Of Witchcraft, Reginald Scott also descr

A Touch
I want to run my hands all over you I want to feel your body all over again I want to be your lover I want your endless love inside of me I want you and only you to experience the pleasure I can give I want to run my tounge along your chest and feel you get so breathless I want your heart beating inside of me I want your love flowing through my veins I want to feel something only you can give me pleasure the pleasure that only you can love me that certain way I want you...

Nfl Off-season
I will cut Roger Gooddell some slack for a few months while police investigate further and gather information. Once that there is any shred of credibility given to the police informant who can place Vick at dog fights all the way back to 2000, then Gooddell needs to grow a set of nuts and sit Vick down for a year just like he did "Pacman" Jones and Chris Henry. This off-season Marquise Hill, Darrent Williams and Damien Nash all met untimely deaths all for different reasons. Yet "Tank" Johnson, Chris Henry, "Pacman" Jones, Michael Vick and a few other Cincinnati Bengals still have their health and NFL lives to salvage. Roger Gooddell has an even more daunting task in salvaging the reputation/image of the NFL. If he doesn't bring the same punishment to 'high profile' offenders then you can just go ahead and change the NFL to the TFL (Thug Football League). Now onto Ricky Williams, he wants back in the NFL, why. Well turns out Ricky figured that unless he plays football he ca

Friends
well just figured I would write alittle. Well just on here to meet some friends and get to know them . I like yahoo to chat and sometimes so if your interested in getting to know me just send me a message and I will add you to my friends or family list hope to here from people who like to have fun and flirt just to have a good time

Smile
I don't want to loose you now, That I've found, You're the reason why I smile, Sometimes why I cry Happy tears, Of joy, not fear When you're not around, My smile fades to a frown, With you comes the sunshine I'm smiling all the time, Just happy that you're here, With those dimples that you wear. Damn. I see you and my heart starts to pound Around your finger, you've got me wrapped, wound. Your loving is prime, And I mean ALL the time. So let's get this clear, I see you, and that smile appears. You've met your match, now how does that sound? You've got me going in circles, around and around. I just smile, All the while feeling high, So keep me, hold me near Then I bet you my smile will reappear.

Can U...
fan me, rate me, add me, leave pic and page comments, sign my guestbook, anything. i will repay the favor! thanks so much! Dont forget to join me and the rest of the awesome crew in the cherries gone wild lounge! we have the best time ever in there! love ya'll

Turning Cold
I'm like a shattered piece of crystal.-bouncing a pistol against my temple....contemplating when I will set myself free- bound with endless memories my tears like a river that follow me...I begin to believe that I do nothing but chase my dreams Broken heart and scarred up wrists - I am aware I cant handle much more of this put somehow I still carry a beautiful melody this world has not yet turned me

Memorable Massage
The massage, I lead you into the massage room that I have set up for today’s massage. I got back to the house before you so I was able to prepare the room. You walk in to find the mat is laid out and already heated. Candles are lit around the room and the Classical music is playing softly on the stereo. A glass of wine is sitting on the side for you and we chat about the day and what type of oil you would like for this afternoons massage. You state Sandalwood and I take a bottle out and place it in a bucket of hot water to warm the oil and really complete the experience. You soon finish the wine after telling me about the troubles at work and how good the massage is going to feel. I turn the lights down low and we get undressed. You lay down on the mat face down with your face resting in a warm buckwheat pillow. I hear a soft sigh release from you lips as your head sinks into the pillow and you lay your arms at your sides. I take the oil out of the hot water and dry the bottle. I p

The Day The World Stood Still
A beautiful day and a handsome guy No drops of rain not a cloud in the sky Flowers were blooming colors so fair The wind was blowing gently through my hair You said three words I was longing to hear Three little words I treasure so dear And it was at that moment there was nothing else I could hear It was at that moment the world stood still. c/o Sarah O.

Best Friend
Best Friends I never had a best friend like you When I had a problem you'd know what to do 1,2,3 they would disappear Around you I'd wash away my fears Now were so apart but apart of you is still in my heart It's going on two years me having a best friend like you Many more shall appear you have friends I have friends But no matter what we are still best friends at the end I always told you I had your back Don't let anyone tell you any different because we both know that it's a fact I am so happy I have someone as sweet as you All these others need to get a clue I just tell there's no one who can replace you.

Just For Me
Shall I cast your love with open hand and let it catch the breeze? Shall I turn my back upon your name and fall upon my knees? The wind shall lift your love ahigh and take it where it blows, then land it soft upon a cloud to transform to a rose. To free you from your earthly bond is to free you from your gloom. Then I'll have the chance to view you transformed into a bloom. by Kim. Yet another beautiful poem written for me.

7 People,7 Messages, No Names
You, You were the first person i truely considered my friend. And i was 17 years old at the time. You taught me so much about life, love, and everything in between. I could always come to you with anything and you were always there for me. You made me look at the things I was doing and made me want to change what i was doing. You are the first and only person that has ever done that. You always knew what to say when i was down, and at that time I was down alot. I realize now that i wasnt the greatest friend. I could have been there for you more than i was. I could have done so much more. When our friendship was falling I wish I would have put more effort in making it last. Because in all honesty I saw it happening and i just said fuck it im done. I regret that everyday. When i hear the song How To Save a Life from The Fray I think of you. And then that line "I lost a friend somewhere in the bitterness" I think of us. But whats more is that line "I've become part of your past, I'

Chicken Jambalaya
5 1/2 lb chicken pieces (drumsticks, thighs, and breast halves with skin and bones) 4 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 1/2 lb andouille, cut crosswise into 1/4-inch-thick slices 3 medium onions, chopped 2 celery ribs, chopped 1 green bell pepper, chopped 4 large garlic cloves, finely chopped 2 cups chicken stock or broth 1 1/2 cups water 1 (14- to 16-oz) can whole tomatoes in juice, drained and chopped 1/4 teaspoon cayenne (optional) 2 1/2 cups long-grain white rice, rinsed and drained well 1 cup thinly sliced green onions Pat chicken dry and season with salt. Heat 2 tablespoons oil in a 10- to 12-inch heavy skillet over moderately high heat until hot but not smoking, then brown chicken in batches, without crowding, turning once, 6 to 8 minutes total (add remaining 2 tablespoons oil as needed between batches). Transfer to a bowl as browned. Reduce heat to moderate and brown sausage in 4 batches in fat remaining in skillet, turning, 3 to 4 minutes. Transfer to a paper-towel

Hear Me
Im Calling You..... Can You Hear Me Calling You.... I Need You Here... Felt So Empty Inside I Need You Here Beside Me My Half..Baby You... I Can Hear Your Voice Whisper To Me Again.... I Want Nothing Else Right Now Just To Hear Your Voice Again Broken Dream...... Inside I Cried..Hurts..... Only You Can Heal This Pain In This Heart Of Mine Hear Me.... Im Calling You...My Love

The End Of This Tv Season
Ok as most have figured out I'm absolutely addicted to tv. (and please excuse and mispelling I'm extremely tired at the moment and should be in bed as I have to be up for work in 4 and a half hours. So I will pay for this bitch fest. But I have a few things I MUST get off my chest. I guess I'll attemt to go show by show but again excuse my if I ramble from show to show I will eventually get back to the topic at hand. First off I guess I'll start with Grey's Anatomy which I'll admit I didn't start as a fan from the beginning. I started watching after the end of season 2 over the summer to catch the reruns of the Denny/Izzie storyline because I had become a HUGE fan of Jeffrey Dean Morgan after falling in love with his protrayol of the patriach on the WB now the CW series Supernatural John Winchester. I just adore this man in so many ways and the way he could pull off two such different characters at the exact same time is just absolutely FANTASTIC. I of course went into GA knowing t

Poem
Look into your mirror Tell me what you see Is that you? Or is that me? I am your day I am your night I am your darkness And your only light Stay awake Don't dare sleep For into your dreams I will creep I'll scream thoughts of evil Into your head Until it becomes full Of images of death and dread Your hands will become my hands Your feet will become my feet Your body I will overcome And your soul I will defeat Now look into the mirror Tell me what you see Is that you? Or is that me?

I Was Reminded
as we lay there quite I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively your laugh, and the way it tempted me your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me as we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons I love you your smile, and the way it brings such life into me your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts as we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you your smile, and the way it confuses me your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me youe eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

The Value Of A Drink
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I sayto myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading."

May 31st, Horoscope
Even though a relationship isn't easy, that doesn't mean it can't be fun. Laugh a little at the obstacles you two are facing. A sense of humor, when used appropriately, is the best tool for getting back on track.

King
I LOVE HIM,HE IS MY KING, I WOULD GIVE HIM THE WORLD IF I COULD, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF HE KNOWS HE IS THE KING OF MY HEART,HE TREATS ME WITH RESPECT, AND SO MUCH LIKE A QUEEN, OUR CASTLE IS THE WORLD, HE IS EVERYTHING TO ME,...

Steph Up Yours And Majorsharps Wedding
HEY CHERRY LOVERS , YOU ARE ALL INVITED TO ATTEND THE WEDDING OF STEPH AND MAJOR SHARP ON JUNE 4th AT 12:30 A.M. PLEASE PLAN ON ATTENDING AND CELEBRATING WITH US IT WILL BE A VERY HAPPY OCCASION. AND THEY WOULD LIKE ALL OF THIER CHERRY FRIENDS TO BE THERE. AND TO ALL THE MEMBERS OF THE W.C.M PURDY FAMILY YOU ARE EXPECTED TO JION IN THIS BLESSED EVENT. THE FAMILY HOPES TO SEE ALL OF OUR FRIENDS THERE. IT WILL BE HELD AT http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7554 PLEASE COME AND JION IN THE FUN WE THANK YOU, THE PURDY FAMILY

Sexology 102 Submitted
As most of you already know, I write for literotica. I just finished, and submitted my second in my series "sexology." It will take a few day's. But dont forget to check it out. Ohhhh did you get a chance to read Sexology 101. If not, let me know what you thought about it. and dont forget to VOTE--please =D ~Kiss http://www.literotica.com:81/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955

Stewart Copeland Unfortunate Comments
Police drummer rips band's "lame" concert By Dean Goodman Fri Jun 1, 3:56 AM ET The singer in the Police jumps like a "petulant pansy," the drummer is making a "complete hash," and who knows what the guitarist is doing? Notes from a bitter critic? Actually, it's a disarmingly frank concert review from the aforementioned drummer of the newly reunited rock trio. A philosophical Stewart Copeland unleashed his vitriol in a posting on his Web site on Thursday, a day after the band played its second show in Vancouver, the Canadian city where it began its first world tour in more than 20 years on Monday. "This is unbelievably lame," Copeland wrote of Wednesday's show at the GM Place arena. "We are the mighty Police and we are totally at sea." Most of the 20,000 fans at the venue might not have noticed a series of small flubs, but Copeland, singer/bassist Sting, and guitarist were painfully aware of them. Copeland started the show off on the wrong foot, literally. He tr

All Sex Postions
Ken and Barbie style - Neither partner is allowed to bend at the elbows or knees. Doggie style - The man attempts to do the impossible. Froggie style - Male and female partners in large spa. Male attempts to fertilise female using only the water as a transmission medium. For couples who don’t like each other much any more. Fish style - same as Froggie style, but neither partner may use their arms or legs. Mummy and Daddy Love Each Other Very Much, And Hug Each Other in A Special Way style - The only position in this list you won’t be embarrassed to tell the kids about when they're five. Style style - Sex with a Vogue Living editor. Crouch position - Each partner crouches down on the ground, then simultaneously leaps up, and attempts to couple whilst in mid-air. Couch position - Same as the crouch position, but starting at opposite ends of the living room couch. Ouch position - Usual outcome of the crouch position. Lazy Susan style - Susan goes to sleep. Russian style - Partne

Just Some Tips
Heard alot from real life folks saying how things don't work out not any of you members just some close friends so I decided to post some info and tips now and then hope you enjoy it. Limits (BDSM) In the BDSM world, limits refer to activities that a partner feels strongly about, and to which special attention must be paid. Before a BDSM scene, it is common to perform a negotiation to outline what will and will not happen during the play session. During this time, all participants outline what they desire and what they will not tolerate. This is the time to discuss limits. Both Dominants and submissives can express limits. They can be spoken or written, and discussing them fully usually results in an improved experience for all involved. Popular variants include: Hard Limit – something that must not be done. Violating a hard limit is often considered just cause for ending a scene or even a relationship. Examples include “scat is a hard limit for me” or “I have a

Powerful Words Of An Angry Woman...
THESE ARE THE WORDS OF A HIGHLY RESPECTED FRIEND OF MINE, DALLAS. A FEISTY AND SHARP GAL, SHE NEVER FAILS TO IMPRESS ME EVERY TIME SHE SPEAKS. ENJOY AND HOPEFULLY THINK ABOUT IT. Just a little bit of history repeating Category: Life Just a thought...while most of us get smashed and enjoy the stress free Monday this Memorial Day provides, I urge every one of you to remember and SAY THANKS to those you know who serve or have served in the armed forces. Even if it's not today. Any day will do. Just a month ago, the entire nation stood still in shock as news spread that thirty some-odd students were gunned down on the campus at Virginia Tech. The "Virginia Tech Massacre" stunned and horrified the many friends and family left to grieve for the loss of so many bright, young men and women slain in the prime of their lives by simply trying to get a college degree. I could not begin to count the number of times I heard "Why?" over and over. How could the fate of so many rest in the

Steelers Coach Apologizes For Raunchy E-mail
PITTSBURGH (AP) - Pittsburgh Steelers offensive line coach Larry Zierlein apologized Thursday for accidentally e-mailing an explicit sex video to numerous NFL employees, including league commissioner Roger Goodell. Larry Zierlein (Tom Pidgeon / Getty Images) Zierlein said the incident has been difficult for him and his family and that he intends to use his team-issued computer only for football business from now on. He sent a note of apology to all NFL employees and those with the Steelers who received his raunchy e-mail. "It's hard because I made an inexcusable mistake," Zierlein said, discussing the matter for the first time. "It was hard first for the organization. They had to explain and go through ... and my family, for what they're going to have to hear. So it was tough, but when you've been at this stuff for as long as a lot of us have, tough things happen and you've got to move on and that's what we're doing." The incident is the first blemish on new Steelers coac

Getting Better!
Today has been good, so far. For those of you who know me, know that I went to the ER Thursday because of lack of the ability to breathe! Turned out I had a mild case of broncidus(however it's spelled)! I had 2 breathing treatments,2 shots,2 different kinds of pills to take for a week, an inhaler(when needed) & blood drawn! Thank the lord that I am feeling better today! I am pretty bored though! Anybody wanna come over to watch movies? I only have about 700! I just got Rocky Balboa!

I Feel So Awful
for the past week I have been slightly on the ill side. Most likely stress according to a doctor. There has been a 24 hour bug around here, but I have been like this for awhile. anyway..... today is International Gothic Lolita Day. I should be getting dressed and lovely and taking pics. I will celebrate the whole weekend and be lovely. I just need inspiration...which is lacking today with the whole "don't feel good" thing

Highway 109
A drunk man in a Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; "She did not hear them cry, " "And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, " "Oh, God, don't let them die! " Then firemen came and cut her loose, " "But when they searched the back, " "They found therein no little boys, " But the seat belts w

My Quote For The Day
BECAREFUL WHO YOU GIVE YOUR HEART TO BECAUSE YOU NOT ONLY GIVE THE PERSON THE RIGHT TO LOVE YOU BUT ALSO GIVE THEM A THE CHANCE TO HURT YOU. Many people ask why does love hurt so much and I guess the only answer to that is the obvious, if it wasnt really love then it wouldnt hurt when you lost out .

Collar (bdsm)
Collar (BDSM) A BDSM-style collar that buckles in the back. Detail of collar showing D-rings.In a BDSM context, a collar is a device of any material placed around the neck of the submissive partner. It is also a term used to show ownership of a submissive by a dominant. The most common material is leather, and many people use actual dog collars with a buckle. Other materials include rubber, PVC, and metal, typically stainless steel. Collars may be decorated in various ways, and often feature buckles, straps and hooks, padlocks and other attachments. The standard form is a black leather band around the neck, though there are many variations including elegant jewelry necklaces. D-rings are often added to allow the attachment of a leash. Collars may be used in role-playing games involving humiliation because they have connotations of control and pet-like status, especially when worn with a leash. Collars have varying degrees of significance for people in the BDSM commun

No Title*
Do you know what it's like to be not listened to at all? Do you ever feel like you want to run into a wall? Have you ever been embarrassed too much to go to school? Has it ever hurt so much, you feel like the only fool? Is even getting up too hard knowing what you'll face? Is it even too difficult to walk in any place? Does it hurt to talk on the phone not knowing what to say? Does it make sense to...socialize if NOTHING goes your way? Are you too depressed you couldn't care less about ALL grades? Are you too worried if your mom might find your precious blades? Has it EVER been too hard to even talk on the phone? Have you ever wnated to leave school, just to be alone? Would it sound hard to go to school every day, every week? Would it sound stupid to conform and risk being unique? Ever feel like nobody ever truly listens to you? Ever feel like nobody cares about what you go through? Is life so frusterating cause nothing you plan goes ri

Sorry This Isn't A Corny Love Poem.
Sorry that I can't write a corny love poem, Something about stars and the night moon, About hearts skipping beats and butterflies, I also don't see one of them coming soon. Sorry that I can't write you a poem, my friend, About how you have my hand and my heart, And how no one could separate us in the end, But not mention that it would happen at the start. Sorry I can't write something to make it okay, To make you feel better and so you feel at ease, Maybe I am being selfish and "not caring" lately, Cos I wouldn't write it even if you said please. Sorry I can't write anything that'll satisfy you, About a forever that I refuse to believe in, Even if you swear, it doesn't affect me - it's true. Because this is what I think and feel within. There are no love poems and no happy poems, None that you want to bother reading anymore, Simply because everything's a lie I've come to see, And life's not butterflies and rainbows, it's a self war. And right now, I'm losi

Random Thoughts And Perhaps Some Venting
I LIKE THE SHOUTBOX CONTRARY IT SEEMS TO MANY PEOPLE. THERE ARE A FEW PEOPLE ON HERE WHO THINK THEIR POO DON'T STINK! IF YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE AND THEY DO SOMETHING TO PISS YOU OFF~~ PLEASE AT LEAST TELL THEM WHAT THEY DID! THAT IS THE CLASSY THING TO DO! UNFORTUNATELY THIS DID HAPPEN TO ME, A WOMAN WHO I REALLY LIKED HERE ON CT NOT LIKE WE TALKED EVERY DAY OR EVEN EVERY WEEK, BUT I REALLY LIKED HER. I WROTE HER A NOTE THAT I MISSES HER AND WAS SHE OK?? AFTER A FEW MORE CRYPTIC EMAILS SHE SAID IT WAS ALL GOOD. SO I TRIED TO ASK HER WHAT WAS BUGGING HER~~ NO RESPONSE I APOLOGIZED IF I HAD DONE SOMETHING INADVERTENTLY TO FFEND HER I WAS SORRY. THEN ALL THE SUDDEN I WAS BLOCKED. SO THAT IS MY SAD STORY AND IT REALLY HAS BOTHERED ME. 'CAUSE I REALLY LIKED THIS WOMAN. AND WOULD NOT EVER INTENTIONALLY OFFEND ANYONE. BUT IF I OR A PERSON DOESN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THEY DID HOW CAN THEY RECTIFY IT. SO PLEASE EXPLAIN TO PPL WHY YOU BLOCK THEM. I EVEN EXPLAIN TO THE 1

June 3rd~my Weekend
Friday~went to the track n worked got all the races in but the limited stock tht make up feture is for next Friday. Saturday~went to the track n worked there was two scramble make up fetures for tht nite n for the first make up feture Brad Kress won n Lee Redman won the second make up scramble feture. im not sure who won the 4 or 6 oval race.i know wes won but i dont remember what class he is on saturday nite. thn the scramble fetures were up for the first feture everything went fine. dont know who won tht tho.thn the second scramble feture came out n all things didnt go to well in tht feture. the first lap some people took out Brad. n he didnt do nothing about it.he left it go. thn i believe the 40,27 took him out n the 27 was on Brads hood so if Brad wanted to he could of fliped him but he didnt. thn the 0 spun Brad out on a fucking yellow flag. so tht nite wasnt good cuz there was alot of people up at the office bitching about him.i dont know what all they said about him n i d

Sunday!
Today, started off with me sleeping untill 12:30, so not alot of morning action, i make me some grub and coffee! sit down and log on here, about two minutes later i hear a loud boom! the power was out, saw the trucks workin on it about half hour later so i figured i'd take off, get to sister's and had to piss! Dropped my damn cell phone in the toilet! YES WITH piss! works now so not too worried! wasn't very fun pulling it out! and if i hadn't just washed my last one a couple months ago! i wouldn't have cared enough! but i had to get it! YUCK! now im home and powers back so im good!

"cherrytap Marriage''
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours. Repost this or your marrige will be plagued with bad luck. Repost it with the title of "cherrytap marriage''

Who To Trust And Who Not To Trust.....
I've had many friends over the years that I thought I could trust...and then before I knew it they pulled the rug out from under me, stabbed me in the back, and moved on down the road. It never does make any sense ...why people do that. I've known some pretty cold hearted people, hell I even married one of them. I guess I'm getting tired of the everyday bullshit that people dish out. I cannot stand negative thinkers, I cannot tolerate those that lie and then cover up that lie with another lie...LMAO...it's almost too much!! Why am I writing about this? Because I'm not sure who to trust anymore...who to believe...who is sincere and who isn't. I'm one of the most honest people you'll ever meet, so I have trouble dealing with those that cannot tell the truth to save their ass!! I also cannot stand drama...so do me a favor huh? If you have psychos on your friends list, keep them the fuck off of my profile...cause from now on my claws are out and I'm not only gonna scratch

Pay Attention
Fight the team across the field, Show them Ohio's here Set the earth reverberating with a mighty cheer Rah! Rah! Rah! Hit them hard and see how they fall; Never let that team get the ball, Hail! Hail! The gang's all here, So let's win that old conference now

My Grandfather I Lost To Cancer.
In Memeory of Marvin C. Starnes(11-10-2004) Marvin C. Starnes Sept. 4, 1928 Nov. 10, 2004 Two years has gone since you passed away but in our hearts you're here to stay doctor's said, "There's no cure." but God said He'd make you pure so you went away here we're left but not alone although we can't call you on the phone we still talk to you everyday especially during this holiday but in our hearts you're here to stay.

Goal, Hopes And Wishes
Some are more doable than others right now, but one day.... 1. go horseback riding 2. rafting or canoeing down the Saluda or Congaree 3. A weekend or a week in the mountains, camping with someone special. 4. Ren-Faire 5. Dragon - Con 6. Road Trip, no special place, just pick a road and drive and see where it takes me. 7. 3 months in Europe 8. hike the Appalachian Trail, or at least part of it. 9. A trip to Scotland and walk the Highlands 10. Make love to someone special in the Highlands 11. Take a ride in a fighter jet 12. Take a ride in a hot air balloon 13. Vegas, Baby!!! 14. Alaskan Cruise 15. Trip to Galveston and Texas and see some of the old places where I used to live. 16. Highland Games 17. Camping in Yosemite with someone special and making love under the Big Sky. ( am I too fixated on the making love bit??) 18. Build my Dream House, either a Log Cabin in the Mountains or the ultimate Dreamhouse to have a hobbit hole like Bilbo Baggin's Bag End. 19. Win

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

?
Ok, I just thought I should like do this cuz like some of the stuff I've been getting has been pissing me rite off and it isn't rite. Look I'm not here to be some type of personal stripper for some of you guys. I'm not that kinda chik. I'm here to make 'friends' and chat. That's it. I'm not here for a popularity contest just for fun and sorry if some of you dont like it delete urselves from my friends list and fans list, I dont care. Just informing you all that I'm just not like that and don't appreciate ppl asking me to go on cam to see my boobs or whatever else they think they're gonna be able to see....

Like A Boy
"Like A Boy" Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') getting ya cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corner rolling Doing my own thing Oh What if I?... Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up?... Or would they still apply?... If I played you like a toy?... Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy Can't be getting mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be getting mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Girl go head and be... (Just Like Em') Go run the streets (Just Like Em') come home late say sleep l

Real Friend Test !
REAL FRIEND TEST ! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last Sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens Your Refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit Weird Shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A

Major Discrimination Here!!!
Sierra Club asks EPA to ban detergent compound linked to intersex fish By DAVID DISHNEAU Associated Press June 5, 2007, 1:30 PM EDT HAGERSTOWN, Md. -- An environmental group asked the federal government Tuesday to ban a class of toxic chemical compounds that are found in industrial and household detergents and are believed to cause male fish to develop female characteristics. The Sierra Club also asked the Environmental Protection Agency to bar the use of these products in areas where wastewater treatment plants aren't equipped to remove nonylphenol ethoxylates, or NPEs. Scientists have documented so-called intersex fish in U.S. waters in the last decade, including the southern Great Lakes, the Potomac River watershed and the Southern California coast. The reasons for the problem aren't fully known, but researchers suspect it is rooted in wastewater and farm runoff polluted with chemicals that are estrogenic, meaning they stimulate estrogen production. NPE

A Stalker Among Us
SHOW THIS PUKE WHAT WE DO TO STALKER'S ON CT HE'S BEEN STALKING A LADY ON HERE SINCE SHE CAME TO THIS SITE. HE HAS THE 1ST ACCT AND 2 FAKES SHOW HIM SOME CT LOVE :( I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE@ CherryTAP Dough Boy-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#2@ CherryTAP who me-I AM A CT STALKER, PREDATOR AND A PUKE ACCT#3@ CherryTAP JUST FYI® BROUGHT TO YOU BY: XPOSING SCUM ON CT®

Catwoman
HE sent me a message saying did this sexy feline like to scratch and tease a man? All I could do was laugh at this. What an original introduction. I had never been thought of as a feline ready to pounce. So in a joking manner I returned with the answer of depends on what game you want to play, thinking I would never hear from him again. Joke on me. I received another message if I wanted to play happily ever after and would I like for him to kiss my hands and appreciate me daily. Where did this man come from? Thinking to myself that this was too good to be true and that I would play along with the game, I told him he knew how to make a woman\'s heart flutter. With a really of that is how he worked his way into a woman\'s heart. Then came the message.Does this sexy feline have the will to get to know a man who is romantic and will do anything for her? What is her music choice and what does she in the food world? And was Kink ok and could he pamper her and polish her nails? All you

Joke Of The Day,,,lol
One day a teenager came home with his girlfriend and his brother slept on the bottom bunk bed, so he had to go on the top, during the middle of the night they started kissing,and then was making love, and the teenager asked the girl if she wanted to go harder say tomato and if she wanted to go easier say lettuce, so she said tomato.... lettuce...tomato..lettuce...tomato...and then the little boy on the bottom bunk said, "Stop squishing sandwiches, your getting manaise on me!"

Taegen's Law
I JUST GOT THIS POSTED IN ONE OF MY BULLETINS, SO I DECIDED TO POST IT ALSO!!! PLEASE DO THE SAME!!! I just wanted to clear some things up. I found this little girls mydeathspace, and followed the link to her memorial site. that is where I e-mailed her grandma Jan, and she gave me all the information about what happened to her. the pictures, I got from he memorial site. the bulletin your about to read, was written by me:Tracy Inman of VA. WHAT KIND OF WORLD DO WE LIVE IN WHEN WE CAN'T EVEN LEAVE OUR CHILDREN WITH "BABY SITTERS" just copy and paste the HTML and forward it on. www.ipetitions.com/petition/TAEGEN/ get ready to cry, because what I am about to write is going to take your heart, and squeeze it tight. this is by far the worst story I have come across on mydeathspace.com. but I think this is something I really need to pass on. I need everyone's help with this please. especially all of the mommy and daddy's on here. lets put myspace to some good use. it only take

Across The Table
This is what it is Across the table from one another we set Watching one another Looking but not seeing one another Still at a loss as to what has happened to us How did we come to this We were so good for a while Then it seems suddenly we were different No longer the affections No longer the shared desires No longer the passion Is there no longer love? Are we now mearly friends looking at one another Has that spark burned itself out I know at one time you truely cared I felt so much from you Now we just set looking at each other I don't see that shine in your eyes anymore I don't see your face radiate warmth when you see me I don't see that eagerness to touch my hand Though we only set across the table What is to become of us What can become of us My fire still burns bright All I see are the ashes of yours So here we sit, not speaking, just looking Does that describe all we were to you Were you "just looking" Trying me on as you would new shoes or a dr

Hell Yeah
hell yeah i'm in the juggalo mafia now so if there r any juggalo's and ofcours any juggalette's out there come by and add me as a friend show me and other fellow juggalo's some much mutha fuckin clown love.

My Love
My Love My body's like a robot, Not knowing what to do, Because my dearest darling, My heart is there with you. What can I do, where can I go, I love you more than you'll ever know, You'll always be here in my heart, And yet I hope we don't ever part. James Wood Copyright ©2007 James Wood

Like It Or Not "take Responsibility"
Whatever your troubles may be, you can always find something or someone else to blame. But there's nothing of real value to be gained by doing so. Certainly there are many factors that influence the events and outcomes in your life. The best things to focus on, however, are the things you can control. Sure, the weather or the economy or the government or your next-door neighbor may have inflicted some difficulties upon your life. So what is the best way to move forward? Resentment and anger will do little more than waste your time and could likely make you ill. Building an elaborate case of blame for what has happened will drain your energy and leave you no further ahead than when you started. Instead, consider forgiveness. Even though someone else may be to blame, consider the freedom and power and control of taking full responsibility for your own situation. When you focus on blame, you position yourself as a helpless victim. Choose instead to take responsibility, and yo

Interview With The Boss Man...
Arg...I have an interview today and of course I'm stressing out about it. What if I throw up on him or something? I mean, it would be funny later...but not then. No...that would be not good. In fact, I think I'd cry somewhere for a good year after that fiasco. So here's to me not puking my brains out all over my would be employer. God I need a drink...

((say This Joke Out Loud!!))
You will need a mate,buddy,partner,relative hell just get anybody, look into there eyes and say these sacred words out loud........... I am so we tar did I am so we tar did I am sofa King we tard did!

I Took This From A Bulletin To Put Here Hahaha
you send me, or any other woman, a shout that contains the phrase 'hey! i just uploaded a pic haha you wanna check it out haha?' It better damn well not be of your cock, and if it is, that wang better be the most magnificent cock to ever dangle between the legs of a mammal on this planet....and it better play music, vibrate, spit diamonds and shout my name. If it doesn't, and we still grace your smegma laden picture section with our presence... we will most likely rate it and maybe even leave you a comment. That is our way of soothing your insecurities, not because we want to screw you but rather because we don't want to be 'that girl' who ruins you for the rest of your life. If you press on and ask her 'did you like it?' You have now become fair game for her to cut both your balls off and serve them on an e-platter for all the internet to scoff at.... However, if she still remains an angel and tells you 'sure, it was nice'.. WARNING, do NOT ASK ANY MORE QUESTIONS... lea

Hinder Gig 6/6/07
Went to see Hinder live with My best mate Emma and I had a fab night. Worst parts - Damone.. the girl was gobbing every 5 seconds and it was making me feel ill. A stupid girl getting on her stupid bfs shoulders during lips of an angel. I had rage, threw cups at her and shoved her down. HOW RUDE! :P Highlights - Slow dancing with Emma to lips of an angel. Sexing it up to get stoned and our little mission for a diet coke after :) We recorded this on Emmas phone :)

Short Poem With No Name!
AN EYE FOR AN EYE A TEAR FOR A TEAR, I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON, FROM DUSK TIL DAWN I WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS, AND WHEN OUR LOVE SOMEHOW SOURS, I WILL STILL BE THERE FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS

Forever By Papa Roach
"Forever" In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realized what is wrong with me Can't get over you. can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter romance from the start Take these memories that are Haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds by his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her...he'll never forgive her... Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire on a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... little dirty girl You should listen to this story of a life You're my heroine-in this moment I'm lonely fulfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs all these women I'm never forgiven... this broken heart of mine Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever, Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever One last kiss, before I go Dry your tears, it is time to let you go One last kiss (

Only God Knows Why By Kid Rock
I've been sitting here, trying to find myself I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Looking for payback, listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me Now I feel like number one, yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son and it helps to pass the time I take too many pills to helps to ease the pain I made a couple dollar bills, but still I feel the same Everybody knows my name, say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me, it's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay to be some big shot like I am Outstretched stands and one-night stands, still I cant find love And when your walls come tumbling down I will always be around People don't know about the things I say and do, they don't understand about the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home, I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long, maybe i forgot about the things I've missed Ohhhhhhhh some how I know there's more

A Little Dog That Always Will Have A Place In My Heart
This blog is for myself to reflect and to express myself. Just recently My Dog Annie I love her to death unfortunatly she ended up passing away. She was only 3 years old and she was a bundle of energy. Its really tough now cause when I come home from work she isnt there to greet me at the door. Sometimes I think I can hear her barking at the planes that flew over head and the birds that swooped down to take a drink in the bird bath. Sometimes I look in the corner of my eye and I think I can see her chasing shadows or reflections from the glasses or pots and pans when cleaning up after dinner. I have a lump in my throat and Im literally crying writing this. We dont know the true reason for her death but it did involve a vet that didnt take an xray for a hurt back or whatever it was but instead give a little dog a strong drug that caused her internal organs to bleed. It's so easy to feel guilty...why him why her why me. For those that did read this you cant trust everyone do a littl

Work
The last couple of days have been bad. There was a saw stolen a few weeks ago, that’s in one of my blogs so not going to talk about that here. Well because of that my bosses have been getting there butts chewed on for the last week or so. Well there pissed off, with good reason. But now there passing it on to us!! I don’t think that is fair. But its part of life, and any work environment. Yesterday I get bitched out because of something I did. I was just trying to be helpful. I help one of middle management with a task. I use to work for a cleaning company up until about two months ago. Got tired of there shit and walked of the job. Well this place where I work was also the place I cleaned at. How I got this job. Well the company I worked for lost this account; mainly because they lost there two best workers, my current girlfriend worked here also. Lots of good times in some of the offices J. But I digress. So this guy asked me to help him show the new people out. Well the new cleaners

The Smart Bomber
2 Irishmen making letter bombs, Pat says "Mick do you tink ey put enough explosive in dis envelope ?" " Dont know, open the fooker up and see" says Mick. " But it'll explode" says Pat. " Dont be feckin stoopid ya eegit," Mick says, " Its not addressed to you !"

Imagine A Woman
A truly wonderful person shared this with me & I have to share it with everyone :) Imagine a woman Who believes it is right and good she is a woman A woman who honors her experiences and tells her stories Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life. Imagine a woman Who believes she is good A woman who trusts and respects herself Who listens to her needs and desires, And meets them with tenderness and grace. Imagine a woman Who has acknowledged the past's influence on the present A woman who has walked through her past Who has healed into the present. Imagine a woman Who authors her own life. A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and to her wisest voice. Imagine a woman Who names her own gods A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness Who designs her own spirituality and allows it to in form her daily life. Imagine a womanIn love with her own bod

Help Out Cherrytap's Finest Hottie!
I'm asking all my family, friends and fans once again to lend me a hand by helping out this sweet young beauty. TeXXas is in another Blast Contest and she needs 15,000 comments to win this event. So comment bombers unite and get the job done for her and help put a smile on her pretty face. She is simply the best! TeXxas Says "Help Me Get This Blast!" (repost of original by 'TeXXas' on '2007-06-09 07:20:41')

Somethin'
Dormant desires propel a catlike curiosity. Wicked thoughts sprout behind angel eyes. Shy glances, timid touches belie the maelstrom Of turbulent passion that waits within your soul. Come to me. Crawl out your window. Climb the walls that hold you inside. Bring me your prim and proper sophistication, Allow me to corrupt your smoldering naivete. Sin with me. Let us experiment and explore The inner recesses where you dared not go. Permit me to tie you, to cuff you, to restrain you, To give you the freedom to fly above the clouds. It is waiting for you. Will you take it? Which chains will you choose?

About Me
ive never posted one of these.. but for yall ill describe myself and some of the stuff i do.. i love to go target shootin. fourwheeling, Radio Djing (www.hookahradio.com) IM a down to earth dude.. unique in my own ways. lol

Ranting..again
whats with personal ads lately...Its always SWF, SBF looking for SWM 6'...why is it that they have to be 6'? Whats wrong with 5'7, or 5'8"..and white...granted its a *personal preference* but if we cut ourselves, we bleed red and dont we shed the same tears (which are clear). I dont get it. Editors Note: this is Craigslist in NYC. I find that women in NYC,NJ think Im ugly, and they tell me "your not my type" based on my looks. 80% consisiting of chattrooms/personal ads. They are some far and in between who are open minded,

Yeah
Well this is the truth, and I know someone will get offended but I just don't care. I would like to say thanks to all those that have been there for me no matter what!!! To those fly by night friends, I would tell you to go to hell but, I live there and don't want to see you everyday. I hope this makes those who deserve it realize what's up. thanks for the memories even though they weren't that great!!!!

I Gah Damn Bought A Xbox360
GAH!!! Bought a gah damn xbox360 and no one on here stopped me. YOU KNEW I COULDN'T AFFORD IT AND YOU LET ME DO IT ANYWAY!!!! Cookies and punch for those who tried talkin me out of it, to others......an you call yourself my CT friend HA!!! Don't freak out people its a joke....But I did buy one haha

Bikini Contest Begins! (entries Open Til June 13)
Come on by the profile and check out our special Bikini Pics Contest being held now through Jul 3. Use this link to find the girls from the Texas Car-B-Q June 2007 Bikini Contest!: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 We'll take entries up until June 13 and we're excited to have the five sexy women competing! Please make sure to rate and comment these ladies, as they earn points for both! muahz Tiff and The Texas Flames!

Observations Of Myself
I was a very shy child. My parents threw me a surprise party & I cried for an hour. I love trivia., and usually amuse my friends with useless, but interesting facts. I'm turning into my mother, which is totally OK with me. I'm a lot like my father, which is totally OK with me. My daughter is my best friend. My Mom was my best friend. I hate Oreos. I could never dance like no one is watching..ever. My girl friends tell me that if I were a guy they'd "do me". Dogs rule over cats, but I feed stray cats. Potholes piss me off. I can balance a beer can on my head. I believe in the afterlife, and have had a few experiences. I love to color. I have a short tongue, but a long fuse. My daughters dad is 20 yrs older than me. I love when men smell nice. I once had a date with a guy that I thought smelled nice, but it was his car air freshener. I can cook. Most people bore me. I attract weirdos & gay men. I think because I'm tolerant, and to

In My First Contest...please Rate And Comment
I am in my first contest. Could everyone that reads this please go to the link and rate and comment my pic? please help me out...i promise i will return the favor to everyone that helps me out. thanks to all, D http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=884462&albumid=388058&i=306366471

Attention All Friends
ALL OF MY FRIENDS READING THIS REMOVE ME AS A FRIEND NOW I AM GIVING THIS ACCOUNT TO SOMEOEN ELSE AND NOW LONGER WILL BE ON THIS ACCOUNT. PERSONALLY I DONT CARE IF YOU KEEP IT ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST MAYBE THE NEW OWNER OF THIS ACCOUNT WILL STILL RATE YOU 11S AND ALL LIKE IVE TRIED TO DO.TAKE CARE AND HOPE CHERRY TAP MAKES ALL OF YOUHAPPY AND MEEST GOOD FRIENDS

Absence Of Mind
Dead scrolls forever lost, Until another lost soul encounters my tale' I adore what hurts me, thats why I must softly whisper it, so my soul can withstand the gash, Its digging itself between my mind and heart, and my yeses and nos, I realized that I can no longer be reborn without you, you took all my faith in my improbable romance, and put it all in a expected calamity, that makes nirvana wonder just where is paradise, and Corgan wonder what is romance, so I waved goodbye, and wished I had never said hello, since I was half dead and tired of dreaming the rest in my unnamed dream. I feel down the stairs, since with my obsession I will tear this world down, to spite god and I will laugh at him for ever giving a muse, while I laugh I will cough tears, and intent, Oh and no Dont think he will hate me, cause the world is cage, and I will free you all, I will fight the reptiles without a shield under a roof, kind of cold huh, I will do Gods dirty business, he will p

Goodbyes
I Loved You once an I left . I put a wall of steal around my heart ! You slowly pulled it down I let you love me again and u cut my heart into pieces an made me bleed and hurt ! Most of all you broke your promise ! I had no choice but to leave for my 4 kids an yours . Parents should be able to have both a love of thier life an their kids ! It wasn't always our kids that misbehaved we did too ! this is my last goodbye to you ! I hope for once you learn how to deal with your past open your heart an let someone love you! I tried and fail! I am so sorry for that ! Please be happy with someone and love your son an daughter openly and honestly from the heart not the wallet! Love is priceless you can not buy it , It is all ready there! Thank You for loving me wish we could have always been but we can't make it as husband and wife ! Goodbye Michael Landon Miller ! Just to let you know I did Loved Landon tooo! We will always be friends one day we may even make it to best friends ! To

Stress Relief
We all needed to blow off some steam, to sit back and have a relaxing weekend without drama or unnecessary complications. I could feel the weight of the weeks garbage—work, home, bills—heavy on me like a layer of grunge. I needed out. The camping trip had been last minute, but spontaneous is one thing that we are very good at. Within hours my jeep was loaded and we were on our way. Hours latter we sat around the site, our tents up and our gear stowed. The warm breeze ruffled my hair, calling me to the lake that was only a short walk away. With the energy and excitement of a ten year old, I rushed to my tent and changed into my baithing suit, a black, low v cut with a strip of red that ran from my right breast down across to my left hip. The cali sun was high, warming the water perfectly. I ran to the top of the hill and jumped without looking—I never look. The water surrounded me, cooling my heated skin and pumping me full of pure adrenalin. Pushing off the rocks ben

Im Sorry
Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com Semms no matter what a person does on here another one gets pissed off , None of us are perfeect . God Masde us that way . If by chance you have a complex where you think yo uare get a reality check . If i Do something to hurt you Im sorry please forgive me I would you . IM not the kind of person to hurt anyone intentionally . Well usless you get on my bad side then i maight depending on the situation . I love and care about all my friends but , Im not perfect . i do make mistakes, Love to you all you mean the world to me . Gold is priceless but so is our freindship. More precious then the finiest gem . Girly glitter comments from www.GirlyTags.com

Rodney
Why we miss Rodney Dangerfield WE MISS RODNEY DANGERFIELD, BECAUSE . . .. He said . .. . My wife only has sex with me for a purpose. Last night she used me to time an egg. It's tough to stay married. My wife kisses the dog on the lips, yet she won't drink from my glass! Last night my wife met me at the front door. She was wearing a sexy negligee. The only trouble was, she was coming home. A girl phoned me and said, "Come on over. There's nobody home." I went over. Nobody was home! A hooker once told me she had a headache. I went to a massage parlor. It was self service. If it weren't for pickpockets, I'd have no sex life at all. I was making love to this girl and she started crying. I said, "Are you going to hate yourself in the morning?" She said, "No, I hate mys elf now." I knew a girl so ugly that she was known as a two-bagger. That's when you put a bag over your head in case the bag over her head comes off. I knew a girl so ugly, t

Fake People
I do not understand why people have to be so fake? I mean if you say something then mean it other wise keep your mouth shut. The person I am speaking of can read this and I am sure that he or she knows that they are a fake azz bytch. ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO THIS PERSON IS GROW UP GET YOUR LIFE TOGATHER YOU HAVE KIDS TO WORRY ABOUT SO STOP BEING SO FAKE.

Friends
""THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u....

My Precious
today was a very sad day for me..my dog ive had for 15 years passed away from cancer...its very tough for me cause shes always been by my side for so long....its gonna be hard comin home from work every day and not seein her by the door waitin for me... she will always be in my heart i love you precious

I'm In Love!!
For the first time in my life I know what it's like to go into a relationship totally trusting the other person. I would give up anything for him but I trust him not to ask for anything he knows I would have a problem with!! This is the oddest feeling in the world. It's like I'm walking on clouds whenever I think about him. I realized Saturday night sitting in the theater I really don't see anyone else when he's around. I could listen to him talk forever and never get tired of his voice. I don't fool myself, I know at some point he will do something I don't like because no one is perfect but I also know I'll deal with it when he does. In the past I've always dreaded the moment the other person would hurt me from the beginning but now I just want to be with him even if it hurts. He is everything I want and need. I don't think there has ever been a more perfect man. He is even worth all the pain being sick is putting me in. He gave me a chance to cancel Saturday so I didn't risk getting

Feelings. :(
Sometimes Love Just Aint Enough Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry. And that don't really matter to anyone anymore. But like a fool I keep losing my place and I keep seeing you walk through that door. (Chorus) But there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust. There's a reason why people don't stay where they are. Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough. Now, I could never change you, I don't want to blame you. Baby, you don't have to take the fall. Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you. Maybe I just want to have it all. It makes a sound like thunder, it makes me feel like rain. And like a fool who will never see the truth, I keep thinking something's gonna change. (Chorus) And there's no way home

Hey
Iam hoping to be back online thursday.. Iam having trouble with getting my landlord and the internet company to get together so i can get the internt and phone in my name.... i hope to be back online, sooooooooonnnnn

Ghetto Spellin'
GHETTO SPELLIN' : Leroy was asked to use each vocabulary word in A sentence: 1. Hotel - I gave my girlfriend crabs, and the ho tel everybody. 2. Dictate - My girlfriend say my dictate good. 3. Rectum - I had two Cadillac's, but my bitch rectum both. 4. Disappointment - My parole officer tol' me if I miss disappointment they gonna send me back to the joint. 5. Penis - I went to the doctors and he handed me a cup and said penis. 6. Israel - Tito try to sell me a Rolex. I say, "Man,it look fake."He say, "Bullshit, that watch israel ." 7. Undermine - There's a fine lookin' ho living in the apartment undermine. 8. Fortify - I axed this ho on da street, "How much?" she say"fortify." Furthering your education with Today's Ebonic word.... Today's word is: "OMELETTE " Let us use it in a sentence. "I should pop yo ass fo what you jus did, but omelette dis one slide."

Bully? Compensating For A Small Penis?
Again I am getting emails from people who have been threatened by "TX ranch cowboy" In the latest, the person wrote me and stated that she believed that he had exhibited "Stalker" qualities. I posted the comment, and thought that I had de-identified it, but obviously my mistake. He sent her an email threatening her that she would go to federal prison for slander. Last time I checked this was America and if she thinks that Tx Ranch Cowboy is a freakin loony toon she can yell it as loud as she wants and to whoever she wants. Before he makes threats, he should do a little research into the definition of slander and check out that slander is a CIVIL crime, not a criminal one. Meaning jail time is not part of the equation. It is one thing to be a bully, it is another to be a stupid bully. Do your research stupid bully, and if you are going to threaten, do it with something that is valid and not something that is in your little fantasy world.

Dont You Love Drama Idiots?
READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP...THIS GUY IS FUNNY. ->Firechief7...: do u know block? he wants to meet you...say hi to him Firechief7...: walk the streets of Dc and call me a redneck BTW u will see real soon ->Firechief7...: u what ur..LOL..ok whatever redneck ->Firechief7...: oh wow..I've been warned...I'm shaking in my boots Firechief7...: ok u have been warned Firechief7...: I so widh u knew how to get to Dc and I would show you what sucking a dick means ->Firechief7...: do u know what suck a dick means...good ..go do it ->Firechief7...: oh wow..Internet threats over a user name...I'm so scared...get real dude...all ur doing is causing drama... Firechief7...: yea right a rookie comes here thinking he can demand shit Firechief7...: well maybe instead u shoul go back there I mean my bro has had this and he is a level 23 and u dont want him being bad or u will be blacked balled on here trust me ->Firechief7...: i DEMAND your friend change THEIR NAM

What Type Of Pussy Do You Have?
1. Expensive Pussy: Most pussy falls into this definition. Expensive pussy can be recognised by the following - fur coats, designer dresses, bright coloured shorts and shirts with Greek letters on them, expensive jewelry, name brand shoes, pocketbooks, and other apparel. 98% of pussy you want falls into this category. Advantages: Looks good on your arm makes others jealous. If you can afford it, it will look great, smell good, but the sex may not be. Disadvantages: Many, mostly in the form of checking account depletion and credit card max outs. Often times they're just not worth it. 2. Cheap Pussy: Rare to find. Usually comes in the form of a girlfriend of yours who will not go away no matter what you do. Cheap pussy can be recognised by the following - she will often pay for dinner, understands when you are broke, calls every day, wants it constantly, easily hurt, but shakes it off. Advantages: Inexpensive, guaranteed, loving, will try anything once and sometimes twice. You're lu

You Gotta See This For Yourself
YOU SHOULD COME TO THE CHERRIES GONE WILD LOUNGE! BE SURE TO INVITE YOUR FRIENDS AND TELL THEM TO SAY I INVITED THEM PLEASE! I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE! WE HAVE A BLAST IN THERE! YOU WILL LOVE IT!! PLEASE HELP ME OUT! HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! LOVE YA'LL! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6011#

Sullys Salute
My sexy Salute to all our guys and girls over serving in the war, one very special soldier in particular Sully you know I love you!! I hold the highest respect for each and every man and woman that is there fighting,and those who have sacrificed their lives for the saftey of all Americans and otherwise. My deepest wishes and prayers go out to all ! And pray for your safety and that you make it home safe. Without you what would America really stand for? Thank you all

My Daddy
This is for my daddy who passed away and wont be with me on Fathers Day!!! Fathers day is a day to remember Dad All the love and good times we had We remember today,All that we shared The years you made happy by showing you cared You gave so much encouragement along the way Listened to our problems and know just what to say We remember all the all good things you've done The memories we made ,The laughter and fun You now know the joy of Heaven above Where you will always be protected by Gods Love Our hearts are broken and often we're sad You'll always be with us, We love you Dad

Random Thoughts
well i've been thinking a lot and i just need help to find something to ease the feeling of abandonment. i just feel like everyone i once held dear or close is no longer there what do you do when you don't trust your close friends and your family? it's confusing and scary to feel like you are the only one out there... i don't know maybe i'm just feeling lost again or just over thinking but i don't feel as though i have a goal or a reason to even try but just exist blah

You Deserve Better Than That
I am working my ass off today, but have had this sort of stewing inside of me for some time. I had a friend give me the "everything is going to be ok" blah blah advise... You know what...what if things wont just magically end up "ok". What if everything that has happened to you, has happened to you because you are a fucking asshole. Someone did something shitty to you? Maybe it is because you suck as a person. You may do nice things every once and awhile. I guess no one is ALL bad. But don’t focus on those few bright spots when...really--overall--you are an ass wipe. I am not pointing fingers. I say this to people who ask me about themselves, "Why does shit always happen to me?" as equally to the people who say to me..."You are a good person, you don’t deserve *fill in the blank*". I am not a good person. You want me to be, but has it ever occurred to you that I POSSIBLY could deserve everything that has ever happened (or not happened) to me. That saying I am better than *f

K Banger Listening Party @ Mp3.com!/shows...
We're being featured on MP3.com...hear Truth Be Told, which is due to be released on July 10 on Shaman Work Recordings. Copy n'paste here to get your free download @ MP3.com!!! http://www.mp3.com/artist/k-banger1/summary/?tag=download;play Live events coming up, hope to see you all there. Flyers are below. Thursday June, 14 2007 Jeru the Damaja, Group Home, K Banger & More at Galapagos Art Space in Williamsburg, Brooklyn 70 N. 6th Street, Brooklyn, New York Cost : $10 Underground EXP presents: Golden - A monthly tribute to Hiphop's greatest. These events have been off the hook, so be there! Check out MySpace.com/undergroundexp for more information. Saturday June, 16 2007 at 5th Annual Odyssey Awards Hosted By Ed Lover & Paul Moony @ BB Kings Blues Club & Grill NYC 237 W 42nd Street, New York, New York 10036 Cost : $25 Advanced Tix 5th Annual Odyssey Awards - Hosted by Ed Lover & Paul Mooney. Performances and appearances by Public Enemy, K Banger & Balance Project,

Believe It Or Not !!!
1. When his .38-caliber revolver failed to fire at its intended victim during a hold-up in Long Beach, California, robber James Elliot did something that can only inspire wonder: he peered down the barrel and tried the trigger again. Happily for most concerned, this time it worked. 2. Laborer Alexander Robinson of Mobile, Alabama, redefined the limits of tactlessness when he opened his eyes after surgery to restore his sight and said: agreeably to his wife: 'Boy, you sure have got fat in four years.' 3. The chef at a hotel in Switzerland lost a finger in a meat-cutting machine and, after a little hopping around, submitted a claim to his insurance company. The company, suspecting negligence, sent out one of its men to have a look for himself. He tried the machine out and lost a finger. The chef's claim was approved. 4 . Mourners at the funeral of Anna Bochinsky in Moinesti, Rumania, were naturally somewhat taken aback when she abruptly leapt from her coff

Lipstick In School -- Priceless!!
According to a news report, a certain private school in Washington was recently faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintenance man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the mirror with it. Since then, there have been no lip prints on the mi

New....
Making my own lounge for fun. LOL I have alot of work to do getting everything running. I am looking for dedicated people to "work" for the lounge. As of today, the following positions are open... DJ's....all shifts Servers Greeters Bartenders Strippers Bouncers Personal Assistant(s) Managers and so on.... please let me know if you are interested in any of the following. And please, don't forget to subscribe to my lounge. Thanks so much for your support! http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8097

New Job Interview
Spent all day applying places (mostly online), and i have a job interview on friday at best buy...be a lot better place to work then that stupid smoothy place anyways..soo all is ok now im not depressed any more..

Dilf Contest
DILF contest that is running from June 15-21 to honor them for father's day! If you want to enter please send us a private message with your link to your photo so we may rip it to our DILF folder. This folder will stay private till the contest opens on the 15th! Taking Contestants now! YES JUST 1 VOTE a DAY is what is COUNTED! 1st prize will be 5,000 CT gift PRIZE with the DILF certificate from us. 2nd place is 2,500 of a CT prize from the CT gift bank 3rd place is 1,000 of a CT prize from CT gift bank Please contact her below if you are interested for the contest and wish to repost this as a bulletin! THANK YOU! * MJ @ CherryTAP

Heads Up On What I Did And What I Am Doing In The Future
Today I went to the pool...I was going to go yesterday but I changed my mind and didn't go. Tomorrow I will go to work. Just wanted to keep you up to date on my where abouts people :)

Missing My Little Girl
my 11 year old is in main for 2 weeks with the man who call's himself her dad....well he didn't want anything to do with her for 9 1/2 year's then he decided he wanted to be a daddy then he takes me to court to try to take her away from me ,that didn't work but he did get visitation's he came here to see her 1 time for about 15 minute's then left last summer she had to go to main for a month with people she didn't know and with him who she dont really know and who she hate's she hardly ate or slept the whole time she was there she would call home crying her eyes out and begging to come home and i couldnt do anything it was court orderd,,,,she was supposed to go back at christmas for a week but her"dad" forgot to make arrangment's.. she had not seen this guy since last summer now she had to go back and go through hell again,she ain't eating or sleeping again and crying and begging to come home i do try to tell her to try to have a good time and get to know some people but she does not

Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why is it that no plastic bag will open from the end on your first try? How do those dead bugs get into those enclosed light fixtures? When we are in the supermarket and someone rams our ankle with a shopping cart then apologizes for doing so, why do we sa

The Darkness
It has been awhile since I actually wrote a poem but I am starting again The Darkness As the darkness enfolds my soul, I wait for my next prey. I read their thoughts and feel their heartbeats as they pass by, but still I wait. I turn cold, but still wait, waiting in shadows for the one whose life will bring me pleasure. As I take them in my arms their life blood sustains me, keeps me warm as I mingle with them in the darkness. Mingle till daylight takes me back home.

Stepfathers Are No Less Than Those Of Blood
Stepfathers are no less than those of blood: The spirit is more comely than the flesh. Equally, two mysteries might mesh, Paired by nature or by neighborhood. Fathers are defined by how they love, And not by how they multiply or breed. Though you did not supply the primal seed, How you've loved me does your kinship prove. Each child must turn when life's too hard to bear, Regarding someone's arms or empty air. So do I turn, and always you are there. done by Christine

Just Call Me Ted
Serial Killer Quiz Congratulations, if you were a serial killer you would be... Ted Bundy In the early to mid 1970s Ted Bundy would murder over 30 young women. Most were attacked while walking in parks, found later to have been raped and strangled to death, but sometimes Bundy would go as far as breaking into their houses as they slept and beating them to death with a crow bar.After being caught and convicted of the murders, Bundy accepted prison, acquired a new name and started his killing spree all over again. Soon after, Bundy was caught, but not before taking the lives of 3 more women.Almost all of Bundy's victims were young white girls with long dark hair parted down the middle, all were raped, beaten and sodomized. kill count: 30 Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Too Much Information (tmi)
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you are the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I laid on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my ass???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher."

The Swimming Pool
I only wanted to go swimming but there was a really hot red head about 23 or so getting in and out of the jacuzzi. Every time she gets out her nipples are poking up at me getting me hard and very flirtatious. She got up once and grabbed her breasts right in front of me. Cupping them so I know she knew I was looking. Yet practically drooling over them. All I could think about waz sexing her. with pictures of her arching her back as I licked her. sadly her girlfriend came to the pool and they left but now I see her all the time. Godd I want to hit that bad!!!

Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Something finally went right! They called me in this morning and gave me the CNA job that I interviewed for in the critical care unit at our hospital!!!!!!!!!!!! This is such a huge thing for a CNA .......soo big~ grins The new apartment will be ready to move into by the first of next month~ This proves sometimes a little change is needed ~ smiles

I Love Him, Even So
Listen to me And listen close This is something Nobody else knows There is someone out there That I have come to love But he doesnt know how much I care Im not really sure even if push came to shove I have known him for so long then my feelings began to grow Even if in the eyes of many its wrong I think I love him, but even I dont know I am unsure of how I feel How could he possibly know Its hard to hide though I will This is so hard, but even so I shouldnt love him, but cant let go What is this feeling in my heart Honestly not even I may ever know But is this a way for a new start? I will look ahead to a future thats bright Im not sure where I will go But I will look forward to the light And when the right one comes I will know

Why Is There So Much Death In This Old World?
WHY IS THERE SO MUCH DEATH IN THIS WORLD? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE WORLD TODAY WHEN PARENTS SHOOT THIER OWN KIDS OR DROWN THEM OR HURT THEM IN ANY WAY ARENT PARENTS POST TO HELP OUT THIER KIDS LOVE THEM WANT THEM NEED THEM? WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HATERED ?SO MUCH PAIN?SO MUCH KILLINGS?SO MUCH SADNESS IN THIS WORLD.?. A FRIEND OF MY GOD DAUGHTERS HE WAS SHOT AND KILLED ON HIS 17TH BIRTHDAY EARLY THIS MORNING IN THE BACK BY HIS FATHER AND YESTERDAY A BOY DEAD EVEN THOU IT WAS A ACCEDENT IT WAS STILL SAD. AND LAST WEEK THERE WAS A BOY SHOT AND KILLED IN THE PARK NEAR OUR HOUSE HE WAS ONLY 17 .BY A 18 YEAR OLD BOY A 17 YEAR OLD BOY AND A 15 YEAR OLD BOY . AND NOT TO MENTION A FEW OTHER CHILDREN THAT HAVE BEEN KILLED OR DIED OR WHAT EVER . I DO NOT BLAME THE GUNS I BLAME THE PEOPLE BEHIND THEM GUNS IF THEY CANT CONTROL THEMSELFS FROM SHOOTING SOMEONE ELSE THEY SHOULD NOT EVEN HAVE A GUN .DONT MAKE IT HARD FOR THOUS OF US THAT DONT EVEN THINK LIKE THAT OR EVEN WANT TO HURT OTHERS BUT

The Legend Of The Idiot Boss - Interview
I haven't posted an Idiot Boss post in a while. I figure it's about time, especially with what has happened this week.First off, on Monday we had the inane company meeting. At the end of it, Idiot Boss said he makes hs decisions based on logic. It was all the tech department could do to keep from laughing.And then yesterday. The Graphics Guy (used to be the New Graphics Guy, but I digress) had a job interview yesterday. He came all dressed up and everything. Coffeeman reported this suspicious behavior to Idiot Boss. Once Graphics Guy got back from the interview, Idiot Boss started grilling him.This worried Graphics Guy. GG thought he'd be fired, but there's nobody here to replace him with what he knows and does. Therefore, I didn't think he had anything to worry about.Now I know a while back that GG asked IB for a raise, saying that GG and his fiance (who also works here) couldn't afford to live on what they were being paid. IB decided to take his sweet-assed time to decide w

I Look In To Your Eyes
i look in your eyes and see what you see a reflection a mirror more so of me afraid to look closer and see what i see cause deep in your eyes i see what will be the pain and the hurt the stories they tell the dark hidden secret my most horrible hell to know that in you i can surely see me to know that your feelings reflect what i see a connection unknown to those who hold onto fear as we embrace what we feel and release with one tear down to our pillow it flows from our eyes the smile we keep hidden our one true disguise just cause im smiling dont mistake the grin thats my insides battling with turmoil within i want to be loved like we all do but who can i trust could that one person be you my heart screams god yes my mind freezes then knowing one day our connection will end i try to block out all of the fears i try to supress my fallen tears i want to show you i can love all of you i want to tell you to your fee

Forgive Me
Forgive me for the times I wasn't there Forgive me for the times I didn't care Forgive me for the way I did turn Forgive me for how I let you burn Forgive me for ever dragging you down Forgive me for the darkness that now surrounds Forgive me the life I forced you to lead Forgive me the wounds even now that bleed Forgive me for loving so fucking much Forgive me for letting you be my crutch Forgive me for not suffering on my own Forgive me for not fading out all alone Forgive me for ever letting you see Forgive me

Im Going To See Godsmck
I CANT WAIT TO SEE MY FAVORITE BAND IN THE FUCKING WORLD GODSMACK NEXT MOTH ON THE 31 FUCK YEAH IM SO HAPPY THIS WILL BE 4 TIMES NOW I HAVE SEEN THEM AND IT JUST GETS BATRE EVERY SHOW OF THARES THE BEST BAND IN THE WORLD IS GODSMACK

Job Interview Outcome
Had my interview at best buy today wich i think went good they said they will let me know by monday or tuesday if i get a second interview....till then i found a cd at best buy ive been looking for ever where! the new Megadeth: United Abominations, so ive been blasting that! i must say its an awsome cd to!

*sigh*
Strong Enough lyrics God, I feel like hell tonight Tears of rage I cannot fight I'd be the last to help you understand Are you strong enough to be my man? Nothing's true and nothing's right So let me be alone tonight Cause you can't change the way I am Are you strong enough to be my man? Lie to me I promise I'll believe Lie to me But please don't leave I have a face I cannot show I make the rules up as I go It's try and love me if you can Are you strong enough to be my man? When I've shown you that I just don't care When I'm throwing punches in the air When I'm broken down and I can't stand Will you be strong enough to be my man? Lie to me I promise I'll believe Lie to me But please don't leave

For Your Info.
i just want to let you all know that i will not be online much over the next few days, a very good friend of mine was found dead in his home tonight and i will be tied up with the his family and our friends over the next several days as we plan his memorial service.

Celestial Cowgirl
Celestial Cowgirl # Erotic instructions: While your guy lies back, lower yourself facing his feet with your knees on either side of his torso. Then, lean back, forming an arch. Have him hold your hips to both support you and guide the thrusting. # Pleasure payoff for you: You'll be piloting your pleasure trip by controlling the speed and depth of his thrusts. Another reason this trick rocks? Arching your back will angle his member so it rubs against your ultrasensitive G. # Pleasure payoff for him: This sexy slant will allow him to take over the thrusting and gives him a chance to drive you wild as he touches your G-spot and nipples while kissing the back of your neck. And if you've got long hair, he'll love the feeling of it grazing his chest

When I Think Of You My Butterfly
When I think of you my little butterfly I think of how you fluttered casually ever so carefully and alighted on me you tenderly eased my heart out of hiding I was ready to spend the rest of my life without a partner too many women too much time I didn't think I would ever find someone like you when I first set eyes on you you never even knew I existed I watched your figure walk away from me your hips gently moving you walked sleek like a cat a tiger on the prowl slim, slender a wisp of a woman I longed to get to know you I would watch you from afar and ask myself how come I couldn't get a woman like that I knew nothing about you you always wore a sweet smile you spoke quietly shyly, your dark eyes gazing into mine before lowering onto the ground we met from time to time I always hoped to accidentally bump into you we chatted I talked and detained you from work more than I should have but you didn't seem to notice Smiling and saying good-bye I

One Of These Days, Maybe
One of these days, maybe I'll try to stop scheming. One of these days, maybe I'll try to stop dreaming. One of these days, maybe My dreams will come true. One of these days, maybe I'll stop feeling so blue. One of these days, maybe My sun will start to shine. One of these days, maybe You will be mine. One of these days, maybe I'll taste your sweet kisses. One of these days, maybe I'll find out what bliss is. Sweetheart, you're super, In so many ways. Maybe you'll realize I love you, one of these days.

Ode To All Bikers
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate at church last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats a

Be Thankful.....
Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire, If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something For it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations Because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge Because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary Because it means you've made a difference. It is easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. GRATITUDE can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles and they can become your blessings.

Well First Blog As Stealths
OK I guess I do not need to introduce myself or my co-founder for ya'll know who we are.so right to business...haven't heard from the bombsquad so they must have everything under control and have been fielding request for help from outside the family so...if ya looking to drop a few consider these...

63 Ways To Piss Off A Cop!! Lol!!
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 5. Ask if you can see his gun. 6. When he says you aren't allowed, tell him I just wanted to see if mine was bigger. 7. Touch him. 8. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you had to buy a hat. 9. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 10. Refer to him by his first name. 11. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 12. When he says no, cry. 13. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 14. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 15. If he asks you to step out of the car, automatically throw yourself on the hood. 16. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 17. When he puts the handcuffs

Stuffed Bell Peppers American Style
1 lb. lean ground beef 1 medium sweet onion 2 1/2 cups cooked Jasmine white rice 2 medium/large green bell peppers 2 15 oz. cans tomato sauce 8 heaping tablespoons honey Prepare Jasmine white rice, fluff, cover and set aside. Dice sweet onion, add to large non-stick saute/frying pan with lean ground beef. Sauté beef and onion until beef is browned. Drain fat, add 2 1/2 cups of Jasmine white rice to browned beef and diced sweet onion; mix. Cut green bell peppers in half, remove caps and seeds; rinse. Pour 1 15 oz. can of tomato sauce into measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons of honey and blend. Pour tomato sauce mixture over beef and rice; mix. Add second 15 oz. can of tomato sauce to measuring cup and add 4 heaping tablespoons honey; blend. Add beef and rice mixture to green bell pepper halves. Arrange in glass casserole dish. Pour tomato sauce mixture over and around stuffed bell peppers. Bake at 350°F for 1 hour. Serve with a crisp cool salad. Serv

Rev's Mumm...great Fun For The Adventurous
http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=75985 for the brave at heart and those with a sense of daring; rev's all you need is love mumms are a lot of fun. no bashing or hating is allowed. these mumms are the ones that keep going even after the time limit runs out. people gather in these mumms to have fun and possibly do what they thought they wouldn't and no one judges you. if you ever get a chance to check his "all you need is love" mumms out you might enjoy yourself. and if it's not your thing then it's no problem if you look and go about your day. have a great day everyone! take care and stay safe.