i look in your eyes and see what you see
a reflection a mirror more so of me
afraid to look closer and see what i see
cause deep in your eyes i see what will be
the pain and the hurt the stories they tell
the dark hidden secret my most horrible hell
to know that in you i can surely see me
to know that your feelings reflect what i see
a connection unknown to those who hold onto fear
as we embrace what we feel and release with one tear
down to our pillow it flows from our eyes
the smile we keep hidden our one true disguise
just cause im smiling dont mistake the grin
thats my insides battling with turmoil within
i want to be loved like we all do
but who can i trust could that one person be you
my heart screams god yes my mind freezes then
knowing one day our connection will end
i try to block out all of the fears
i try to supress my fallen tears
i want to show you i can love all of you
i want to tell you to your feelings iam true
the good and the bad we all have our sides
but i cant truly feel you as you continue to hide
the darkness within the black little cloud
the emotionless face no happy allowed
self punishment maybe protection for sure
to my own feelings can you be pure
done by christine
