Fubar Blog Posts 3

Nother Survey
1. My 'ex' is: an asshole 2. I am listening to: silence 3. I love: ice cream 4. I think I am: lazy 5. My best friend: a jerk who's gonna get punched in the face if he doesn't stop talking shit about himself 6. I don't understand: people in general 7. I lost my respect for: uhhh.... 8. I last ate: Oreo O's 9. The meaning of my display name is: my CT number 14. I never ever want to lose: my kitty 15. My mobile phone is: gay 16. When I woke up this morning: I got in the shower 17. I get annoyed with: bad drivers 18. Parties: eh 19. My pets: are sooooooo cute! 20. Kisses: love them! 21. Today I : talked on the phone for 4 1/2 hours 22. I wish: I was rich 23. I really want : go back to bed ANSWER TRUTHFULLY— What would you rather be called? 01. Babe or baby: baby 02. Sweetie or Honey: sweetie 03. Darling or Hunny: Darling. PRESENTLY- 01. is your hair wet?: yes 02. is your cell phone right by you?: no 03. do you miss someone?: yup 04. are you wearing c

For Women ~ Funny As Hell
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER BRAND MANAGER AT PROCTER & GAMBLE. Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core (tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding, or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll b

I'll Try It Here
The Best Showin Love Tattoo Contest For this contest contestants must enter there tattoos that show love for someone else. Such as there Husband, Wife, Boy friend, Girl friend, Children ect… First prize 3 day Blast. PM me using the link below and send me a link to your photo. Contest begins when I have enough entries. Lets see who you love! ~Aremis of the Winged Death of LDC~@ CherryTAP

Men
Men Are Just Happier People--What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal . You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You

If Ya Don't Know Now Ya Know Nigga.
He might be doing you But he's thinkin' about me So lay that finger on another lover And go find another brother I know he's my man He's holding my hand It feels good when he calls my name Don't you wish you had the same Feeling disgust workin' yo' stuff Till he thinks about mine Now he's feeling real high You ask why Cause he's mine Tell you something that just aint cool Never fall in love with a man who don't love you I wouldn't waste my time telling you something wrong You been with him one night and now he's coming home He's mine You may have had him once But I got him all the time You went out on a date You wasn't out too late He took you to a room And you gave it up too soon Played you like a trick Cause you let him hit Now he's coming home to a lover that is strong I got all his love baby don't try to take it You wanted a piece You were mistaken Cause he belongs to me Baby can't you see I'll tell you something that just aint cool Never fall i

Mother....from A Friend
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, an

Best Lounge Contest
THIS IS FOR THE BEST LOUNGE CONTEST AND THE BEST LOUNGE ON CT IS FANTASIA... WE ROCK IN THERE AND HAVE A BALL.... IF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN THERE YOU NEED TO COME AND PLAY WITH US.... GO COMMENT BOMB THIS LOUNGE PLEASE. HERE IS THE LINK:

My Dreams
By: Allen.. ( always making me smile ) Your the one in my dreams at night, while stars shine and in my mind good things twine. Every night I wish to see you, to hold you and feel you. But yet these things I never show, I just want you to know that they are there. For you when you're in spare for love. And so I end in my deepest reget that I waited so long to show my love to you. But you mean more to me than anything.

Beware The Man Wha' Owns A Pig-farm... (6mar07)
Well, well. It's been well over a month. I've thought several times of blogging, but each time I sat down to write, my mind simply wouldn't pour forth. This isn't unusual, as I commonly have dry spells. (har har, shut up) Lately, as my last blog had indicated, things are still very much calm and uneventful. Can't say I mind it, as it's entertaining in it's own way. The thing is, I'm not sure if it's just that I don't have much to say, or that I have so much to say, it just won't all come together. The latter has my vote, because that's usually the case. Not sure how long this blog is going to be, probably moderate in length, but likely longer than I expect it to be. Life is about change. Constant and evolving, we must always adapt. Go with the flow. Play the hand we're dealt. Say what ever cliche` you will, but it's true. But that's not really what this blog is about, just wanted to make that small observation, because change is in the air. Small or large, things are happening on

Driving Me Grayzy!
I haven't gotten married or had kids for a reason. I'm married to my job. My employees might as well be my kids. So far this month one of them has wound up in the hospital...apparently she didn't listen to the doctor's instructions with regards to her birth control patch because she was still smoking...and wound up with multiple blood clots. At 23. She's lucky she's alive. Then there was the employee who was freaking out and informed me that he'd gotten his girlfriend pregnant. And that his life was over because he was going to HAVE to get married. I talked to him for a while...they've decided not to rush things simply because she was pregnant. Good decision on his part. Even more, there was my other two employees..one who had something poured into the gas tank of his vehicle causing it to seize while he was on the interstate...and the other one who's electrical system decided to short leaving him 45 min from home with no headlights at 11 at night. But helping them

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition And Mets Recap
ok today we go to Breaking Benjamin to get todays song :D its a good one this is Breath with 300 stuff as the video. pretty good combination if ya ask me enjoy the song :D I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'll throw it all away, get away, please. [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'll throw it all away, get away, please. [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole wh

Dream
Moonlight came in through the blinds of the bedroom windows. The pale light distorting the colors but gave enough light for me to see. I stood at the doorway, my eyes locked on the bed, watching you sleep. Flat on your back with your body stretched out you looked like an offering to a moon goddess, or to me. Walking over to the bed, I gently kneel down on the mattress next to your hip, my eyes feasting on the sight of your cock at rest, nestled in the soft curls surrounding you. I bend down, letting my breath touch you, teasing you. But sleep has taken you deeply into a dream world. A wicked smile appears as I realize my opportunity. My lips part and my tongue gently slides underneath your cock, pulling you into my mouth. The soft flesh in my mouth stirs me like nothing else as my body also begins to respond. I reach back, locking my hands together behind my back, determined to touch you only with my mouth and lips. Your body responds, growing and filling my mouth, slower than usua

My First Master... Mustang.
My first Master, Mustang. I met him through the slave auction I participated in regularly on Irc. He came in on the second round of biddings and they reposted my description for him and immediately he started bidding. I don't know why.. but that day I was hoping he would be the one to figure out the number I gave the auctionere. And he didn't let me down in that. As the first session we had together started coming to a close he surprised me greatly. He asked me if I would like to bis his permanantly. I was hesitant. At that time.. I was looking for one thing in a Master. A Master who was protective of his girl.. but not protective from other Masters, one who was protective of her.. from herself. I used to hurt myself.. badly when I felt I couldn't handle things, and it seemed no matter what I would try I could not disipline myself enough to stop doing it. I never held it serious. I felt helpless and captive to myself. He asked me what I was looking for and I t

The Year Is 1907.....but The Speaker Was Great.
APRIL 2007 S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 The year is 1907.....but the speaker was great. Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American... There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and

Being Away
Hello to all my old friends, and all the new friends from Engla's. I'm sorry I didn't get to you all sooner, I am usually here checking out whats happening at least once a day. As it turns out I have a bug of some kind, and antibiotics. Also many new doctors appointments as well. So please bear with me as I get health business out of the way, I may not get right back to you, it might be days. But I will answer them all! Some of my close family and friends know I have Fibromyalgia, and know how it is like a roller coaster ride with all its ups and downs. If you want to know what that is, just google it and you will see tons of info. I suggest the Nationl Fibro. Association. The have all you need to know on the first page. lol. Anyway, I will be fine, I just need to rest more, stress less, and heal. And sitting here is none of the above lol. By next week I will be back up to my normal addicted to CT self.

Purely Annoyed
What the hell am I doing? I run myself in circles damn near to death and I find myself barely respected or trusted. What is the reasoning behind all of this? Is what I really feel is right and what I am doing worth anything. What am I suppose to do?

More
I see myself holding you close to me, Squeezing your body tight. But for all I see as I daydream- I know I'll get tenfold tonight. Running your palms across my breast, As I tremble and bite my lip. Feeling my hands upon your chest, The softness of each fingertip. Tasting my neck so sweet, so soft, And slowly lowering your kiss. Over hard nipples, across my navel, And finally into pure bliss. Looking upon my face from below- As I toss back my head. Feeling my fountain begin to flow- As I ease back on the bed. My "innocent little devil" look- Crying insatiably with the sensation. Lip to lip lapping up every drip- From the well of my creation. The way I pull you atop my body so fair- To the heat of my mouth, on fire. No other thoughts, no other cares, Just the quenching of our mad desire. Riding the tide of passion, Pushing your love into me making me feel you. On the waves of pure emotion- In slow motion, so sweet and true. Pulse pounding in reso

Look Thru My Eyes!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes50%Eyes full of Pain0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Why Can't We Call It An Easter Party??
Ok I went to my sons school today for his "Spring Party" and was really upset. We have the parties at school for certain holidays. When I was young we called them what they are. But now for the sake of political correctness they have changed it. I guess what got me was that we couldnt call it an Easter Party because we might offend the families who do not have the beleifs that go with this holiday. Umm ok I can understand that but if we are trying not to offend them then why did the kids hunt eggs and why did everyone say to have a Happy Easter (including the teacher) when it was time to go. Christmas break is now Winter Break but.... our kids still have a Valentine's Day party.... did I miss something here?? I guess so. I might have slept thru most of the time that I spent in church when I was younger but you know something smells fishy to me. Oh well we all just have to deal with it and take things as they come.

Rate Me What You Want To
THIS IS JUST SO STUPID IF RATEING ME A 7 MAKES WHOEVER HAPPY THEN THATS FINE.I PERSONNALLY DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THE RATINGS.I AM HERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS,BUT YOU COULD AT LEAST HAVE THE BALLS TO PUT YOUR NAME UP THERE.THATS SO HIGH SCHOOL........I PERSONALLY RATE 10'S I'M HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND MAYBE MEET SOMEONE LOOKS AND ALL THAT DONT MATTER THIS INTERNET NOT MY LIFE.

Detective Boudreaux
The Louisiana State Police received reports of illegal cockfights being held in the area around Crowley and sent their famous detective Boudreaux to investigate. Boudreaux reported to his sergeant the next morning. "Dey is tree main groups in dis rooster fightin'" he began. "Good work. Who are they?" the sergeant asked. Boudreaux replied confidently, "de Texas Aggies, de Cajuns, and de Mafia." Puzzled, the sergeant asked, "How did you find that out in one night?" "Well," he replied, "I went down and done seen dat rooster fight in person. I knowed dem Aggies was involved when a duck was entered in the fight." The sergeant nodded, "I'll buy that. But what about the others?" Boudreaux nodded knowingly, "Well, I knowed de Cajuns was involved when summbody bet on de duck." "Ah," sighed the sergeant, "An d how did you figure the Mafia was involved?" "De duck won."

Grind House
The first 1/2 was awesome, the second 1/2 was so bad that I would have walked out if I had driven there. Tarantino owes me some money and some time back, that was 2 hours of talking and awful. I hate you QT.

I Miss
having some female companionship. id give anything to have a pretty girl by my side. or just to hang out with.. i think my size has kept me away from that. no beautiful bisexual or lesbian girl wants to hang out with a thick girl.. it depresses me.. id give anything to be the slightest bit more thin.

God Defeated Satan
The enemy has fallen Onto the hard ground Where he will stay for enternity He has been defeated Halleluigh ha has been defeated We serve The Great An Awsome God! We put are arms around you Lord We stomp our feet on you Satan We sing Halleluigh to your name O Mighty God Where we keep the enemy under out feet We jump and praise for our Lord Satan, you can't ruin our lives no more We are going to live with our Heavenly Father As we look down to you evil one Laughing and rejoicing We are going home, we are going home to our fathers house. Thank you and we praise you Lord. As we lift you up on high with all of our hearts and souls.

"whenever You Remember" Carrie Underwood
When you look back on times we had I hope you smile And know that through the good and through the bad I was on your side when nobody could hold us down We claimed the brightest star And we, we came so far And no they won't forget [Chorus] Whenever you remember times gone by Remember how we held our heads so high When all this world was there for us And we believe that we could touch the sky Whenever you remember, I'll be there Remember how we reached that dream together Whenever you remember When you think back on all we've done I hope you're proud When you look back and see how far we've come It was our time to shine And nobody could hold us down They thought they'd see us fall But we, we stood so tall And no we won't forget Whenever you remember times gone by Remember how we held our heads so high When all this world was there for us And we believe that we could touch the sky Whenever you remember, I'll be there Remember h

Answer Truthfully!!!!
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y 1. Do you like anyone?: BOY OH BOY DO I 2. Do they know it? YESSSIRRRR!!! 3. Simple or complicated? complicated IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U 4. Had sex: yes 5. Bought something: yes 6. Gotten sick?: Yes, allergy issues 7. Been hugged?: yes, by my kids and virtually ~wink~ 8. Felt stupid?: never 9. Talked to an ex: 1 time 10. Missed someone: yes, EVERYDAY!! 11. Failed a test: no 13. Danced: yes, me and my kids cut up everyday 14. Gotten your hair cut?: I'm bald so I do everyday 15. Lied: I plead the 5th U N I Q U E 16. Nervous habits?: Stuttering 17. Are you double jointed?: no 18. Can you roll your tongue?: I guess, never tried 19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: yes 20. Can you cross your eyes?: yes 21. Do you make your bed daily?: I try 22. Do you think you are unique?: very, DO YOU?!?! H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S 23. Said "I Love you": yes of course, TO MY KIDS EVERYDAY 24. Given money to a

Attacking People On The Internet... Aka Trolling At Anyone, Although This Is Family Specific....
So, I have heard people have been targeting my friends on CT because they are family members, although of a ultra-weird branch which loves the dude from that Aaliyah vampire movie... and acts like he's of importance... But without further adieu, my point... Just because someone says something you dont like, is afiliated with someone you dont like or is a family member... Doesnt give you any right to attack them. Thank you.

Why Do I?
I cry myself to sleep, something I have learned how to do well, I have let myself down, Let you into my heart and mind knowing you'd make it all come crashing down. Why do I torment myself so, Knowing all the consiquences? Yet I cant help myself, You come into my life so abruptly each time disturbing my balance. I fall asleep on a tear soaked pillow, I know it will not be the last night, For you always come back, Why do you hurt me so after all that we have shared? Why do I allow myself, To let you play games with my emotions? Toying with my true heart felt plans, How can you live with knowing you have hurt the person you claim to care for, time and time again? What I really want to know is why do you hurt the person who cares for you the most?

Poetry
One touch of these hands will bring heart break, Broken so many hearts these frail hands shake, These hands turn pail and cold, My heart does the same i can feel it in my soul, Let me go because you dont deserve a pain like this, As i fall into a deep sea of my lonliness, My thoughts cludder my mind, And i attempt to work on my problems one at a time, My heart is so lonely and just getting cold, Growing weary and less valuable and so does my soul, Without love my soul crimples like that of a rose, With no food and no hydration and a feeling that no one knows, Let my soul turn black, Because theres no turning back, This day is the day of reckoning and the day of the silence, Are we gonna keep quiet or solve this with violence, I dont know this much is true, But for the cause of this problem all signs point to you. -Matthew T. Musselwhite

Poetry
The shell of a man left in the dark, No brain no bones and no heart, The rain from the storm will wash him away, Atleast thats what they said until this day, Oh the world is too big it will rip him apart, Thats what he was told from the very start, The world seen him and took a bite, I guess they were right, So young but so wise, People didnt care until God closed his eyes, Your all he has and all he wants but your not here, Losing you is his only fear, His heart, drained of all the blood, For you he did all he could, Bones rotted until theres nothing left, Everything he did for you, he did his best, His skin as pale as snow, He fell apart and didnt let anyone know, No one knows until now, People ponder and ask why? and how?, This is the story of the man who had nothing left to spare, You took his heart and it was him you scared, It was you he really missed, Its just a shame it had to come to this.

Not Happy
Well....gotta find a new place to go sing now....Buddy announced tonight that he is closing the doors tonight. All the waitresses walked out on him...apparently they were mad about not having a job after tonight...but we all kept it going. Man...I am gonna miss everybody. All the regulars that go to Buddies...lets all go to Side Pockets Tuesday night and show 'em how it's done!!! Oh...and Johnathon's Saturday night. DA DA DA DA DATS ALL FOLKS !

Scars Of A Failing Heart
sometimes, it's not about who i deserve. it's about who i want. regrettably, the person i do want turns out to be an a**hole who just stole my heart away and left it out in the open to bleed. it's unfair and at the same time stupid...because I LET HIM...and for a moment , i actually like the feeling of faliing and being fooled. what's sad is that after the crying, when im already sober, id STILL LET HIM steal my heart away...

"he Calls To Me"
He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears - Hush - I hear him now. He calls to me from the heavens Glittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now. He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now. He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn't keep us apart When destiny drew us together I'll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling.

Live Life How You Want, Not How Others Want!
LET ME FIRST START OFF BY SAYING THAT WE NEVER KNOW WHEN WE WILL BE TAKEN OFF THIS ROCK WE CALL EARTH. LIVE LIFE ON YOUR TERMS, AND NOT HOW OTHERS FEEL YOU SHOULD. ONLY YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES, AND ONLY YOU KNOW HOW TO ACHIEVE YOUR INNERMOST PERSONAL GOALS. I REALIZED AFTER MY CAR ACCIDENT ON 12-21-2006, THAT I MAY HAVE NEVER MADE IT OUT ALIVE. LONG STORY SHORT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. AN 18 YEAR OLD KID, IN A HURRY TO GET SOMEWHERE, DIDNT PAY ATTENTION TO A RED LIGHT, AND HIT ME HEAD ON GOING ABOUT 40 MPH. I AM JUST THANKFUL AND FEEL BLESSED THAT NO ONE INVOLVED IN THE ACCIDENT WAS KILLED. THE DRIVER OF THE OTHER CAR, MY NEIGHBOR AND HER THREE KIDS DID NOT RECEIVE ANY INJURIES WHATSOEVER. I SEVERELY INJURED MY FOOT, ANKLE AND NECK IN THE ACCIDENT (YOU CAN SEE THE PICS OF THE CAR AND INJURIES ON MY SLIDE SHOW). I CURRENTLY HAVE TO GO THROUGH PHYSICAL THERAPY FOR MY FOOT AND ANKLE. EACH DAY IS A CHALLENGE, AND EACH DAY I HAVE TO REMIND MYSELF HOW TO WALK CORRECT

You Know You Want To Read This
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: Depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: bothHow often do you like to have sex?: as often as possibleIs sex a top priority for you?: noDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: sometimesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: once in a whileHow do you feel about one night stands?: alright,lolHow many one night stands have you had?: twoWhat's your favorite position?: doggyWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: anywhere and everywhereDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: dependsHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: not longDo you get off first or do they?: theyDo you like kissing during sex?: yesDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: depends on how good you areDo you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loudDoes size matter (for gir

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, but if your not too busy, I don't want to take up your time. I just gotta be honest, your looking very pretty, And I would like to get to know you over some wine.... I'm twenty seven, single and no kids, Down to earth, funny and caring. I'm into poetry and music, with a little showbiz, And can be a little wild and daring... So if you ever got any free time I wonder, Maybe you and I can go out? Just give me a call, here is my number, And we'll have a great time, no doubt... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

The Lawyer And The Blonde
A lawyer and a blonde woman happen to be sitting next to each other on a flight from LA to New York. The lawyer leans over to the blonde and asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde is tired and just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and turns over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, saying that the game is really easy and a lot of fun. He explains how the game works. "I ask you a question; and, if you don't know the answer, you pay me and vice-versa." Again, the blonde politely declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer figures that since his opponent is a blonde he will easily win the match, so he makes another offer. "Okay, how about this. If you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5; but, if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500." This catches the blonde's attention and figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays, she agrees to play the game. The lawyer asks the fi

Top Four Adult Jokes
Top Four Adult Jokes Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rej! ected, t urns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He ha

Easter
well i had a great easter i took my kid to church i guess you could say i am one of those CME church goers lol I made my first video i taped the church service and it turned out great i hope that i can do something like this again well that is all i have to say about that i hope that you all like my page and stop by to tap my cherry @ cherry tap thanks

Why Revolution Is Necessary
by Dr. William Pierce One of the most interesting developments that I've seen since September 11 is the public hinting by people in the Federal Bureau of Investigation that it really would be helpful to them if they were permitted to torture suspects or other people from whom they wanted information, like the police in Israel do. These hints haven't been given a big play by the news media, but there is a report on the subject in the October 21 issue of the Washington Post and a column by Jonathan Alter in this week's issue of Newsweek. These stories seem to be what the media people call "trial balloons": give a new proposal just enough exposure to get a bit of public reaction from the perceptive minority without alarming the lemmings. If the response isn't strongly negative, then push the proposal hard. I'll read you just a few sentences from the October 21 story in the Washington Post, to give you the flavor of the proposal: FBI and Justice Department

Warped &twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

From A Machanice View..... On Sex.....
Depending on who you ask, sex is like variety or things. For a automotive person sex is like a 350 big block Rough raw and powerful, If you notice when they walk up to their baby they stroke her gently before entering Ever so carefully opening her to nestle inside. They caress the wheel as they begin to turn he on Inserting a single thin key starts her up as he gently turns it inside her. The more pressure he applies to the hammer, the louder she purrs Opening the throttle more and more, as that big block begins to rock a little more The pistons going in and out faster and faster, more and more lubricant seeping around them Pressure building up with in, hot combusting fluids rushing about inside as she screams louder Beginning to buck out of control like a wild hellcat tearing up the pavement. Reaching the peak as she redlines, he finally eases off her, allowing her to gently reach a purring Low idle of satisfaction, putting her back into her safe place, he exits her as

Good Bad And The Ugly
Good: You're pregnant. Bad: It's triplets. Ugly: Your husband had a vasectomy five years ago. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: Your husband is not talking to you. Bad: He wants a divorce. Ugly: He's a lawyer. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: Your son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the woman next door. Ugly: So are you. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad: You find several pornographic movies hidden there. Ugly: You're in them. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: Your husband understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than you. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: You give "the birds and the bees" talk to your 14-year-old daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Good: Your daughter got a new job. Bad: As a hooker. Ugly: Your co-workers are her best clients. Way Ugly: She make

What Are Friends?
Just what are friends any way? They sure as hell aren't just about sex, depression or any negative shit. Friends are people who care about each other, people who aren't supose to let you down for anything but to always be there when you need them. They are ones who show there thoughts, bring out the best in you and are supose to listen to what you have to say. Hmmm what else? Well you get the idea. Do all these things for your friends and nothing will go wrong. Trust me!! That's what my friends have in me is trust. Love all you females and peace to muh bro's out there!!

I Believe
Better Way VideoBetter Way lyrics - Ben Harper lyricsBen Harper Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I beleive there is a better way but it is going to take us the human race all of us we are all Gods children his creation if we can't get along here then how are we going to in the next World?to make it better we need to pull together not when bad times come around but all the time help one another , love one another through good & bad, ye I know I'm a dreamer so was John Lennon & Martin Luther King Hey somebody has to dream so the dream can come true so people what you say dream with me.

My Empty Hands (( For The True Martial Artist ))
MY EMPTY HANDS I come to you with empty hands For they are all I need To protect myself and my family's honor this will be my creed I use them in many different ways, throughout my night and day For creating music and writing poetry for love, work and play If you're looking for trouble, take my advice My empty hands will be suffice Should I be forced to defend my life I do not need a Gun or knife I will do so with all my fury and the skill Though, I do not wish to maim or kill Do not misjudge my passive way For this is what I have to say Think twice before you prey on the meek The Innocent, defenseless or the weak My empty hands will be there to protect To kick your butt, demand respect If you don't believe a word, I say "Go ahead, make my day" Please don't say I haven't warned you No one will ever grieve or mourn you Just continue on our way And have yourself a pleasant day jskins

A Poem
Storm that buried the bells, muddy swirl of torments, why touch her now, why make her sad. Oh to follow the road that leads away from everything, without anguish, death, winter waiting along it with their eyes open through the dew. by: Pablo Neruda

Beth
Beth, I hear you callin But I cant come home right now Me and the boys are playin And we just cant find the sound Just a few more hours And Ill be right home to you I think I hear them callin Oh, beth what can I do Beth what can I do You say you feel so empty That our house just aint a home And Im always somewhere else And youre always there alone Just a few more hours And Ill be right home to you I think I hear them callin Oh, beth what can I do Beth what can I do Beth, I know youre lonely And I hope youll be alright cause me and the boys will be playin All night

Hey Yall Read If You Want
hey i am just here for friends and down the road a girl friend right now i am single i was looking for a min then i quit other than that i am a big teddy bear i love to cuddle watch movies you name it i will try it i try anything once if i dont like it it will be the last time i do it so get at me

God Iunno
if u've read my photo pics of articles put in the paper bout my youngest you'll understand why I'm freaking out please, say prayers, anything, my daughter was just brought to the hospital by her daddy, she was bleeding from the nose and mouth, no explanation as to why, I will update when I can, just please pray or w/e u do... and hope this isn't serious

Smart Ass Answer #6
It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am,they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent t

A Single Tear
A wild laugh or a fear small, A single tear says it all... The emotions of a mother holding her child, His first sight and her smile mild, And the speck of water in her eyes, Looking at a face where her world lies. Her boundless love for the one small, A single tear says it all. The agony of a widow for her dead soul mate, The curse she puts on her ill fate, The farewell of the sweet days they shared, The days they laughed, they cried, they cared. The pain of the widow, her hopes small, A single tear says it all. The feelings of the mother of a bride, Her never-ending happiness and the painful tide, On seeing her daughter go away, Somewhere far, amidst the swaying may. Her emotions both big and small, A single tear says it all. The despair of a soldier facing defeat. The feeling of the two lovers dying to meet. A wild laugh or a fear small, A single tear says it all.

. To Whom It May Concern.....1o-16-o6.
to who it may concern... i am sitting here writing you a letter. because i have all this bottled up feelings. when i speak to you i get these feelings. feelins of joy & happiness. when i hug you. i get that warm imbrace. when i see your smiling face. i melt all over. in my mind i want you for myself. i want you to be mine. but then there are times that i feel that you are different. times that you are distant from me. that you crack a fake smile. but again i could be wrong. i melt for your smiling face. i melt with that warm imbrace. i want to lock you up & throw away the key. because i want you to myself. i want you to grab my hand & tell me that everything is goin to be ok. i want you to grab my hand & tell me to that we are goin to walk away from our pasts. & make ourselves a new life together. but then i think could this all be to real. could it be just all to real that you feel this way for me? just grab my hand. make me take that leap if yo

My Karma-- I Agree
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

I Dunno Why Any More!!!!
I just don't know why any more....all i did was trying to be happy and some how some way something always comes up or gets in the way...i just don't know any more cause i gave it my hardest and i love him so much but is it any good any more??? I can't help but to have doubts when the clouds are black and not white or gray no more so i don't know how to feel or what to do i just wish once in my life god would answer my prayers.....cause all i want is to feel his arms wrapped around me and his lips on mine and the smile on his face i just want to see that again....it'd be so nice!!!! Chelle

This Is Fucked...
Ok so within the past ten minuts i have gone from a complete fukin hyper nut case, to a fuckin depressed worthless piece of shit. Gotta love wutever it is thats wrong with me. However as i finally figured out what the lyrics bouncing around in my head were, and as usuall music can say what I am thinking better than i can. yup. but im working on my new song that has been fucking shitty since the start. I hate just about everything right now. I cant find the fucking MP3 for this song...Blows goats majorly.

4 New Fathers
Four expectant fathers were in a Minneapolis hospital waiting room while their wives were in labor. The nurse arrived and proudly announced to the first man, "Congratulations, sir. You're the father of twins!" "What a coincidence! I work for the Minnesota Twins Baseball team!" Later the nurse returned and congratulated the second father on the birth of his triplets. "Wow! That's incredible! I work for the 3M Corporation." An hour later, the nurse returned to congratulate the third man on the birth of his quadruplets. Stunned, he barely could reply, "I don't believe it! I work for the Four Seasons Hotel!" After this, everyone turned to the fourth guy who had just fainted. The nurse rushed to his side. As he slowly gained consciousness, they could hear him mutter over and over, "I should never have taken that job at 7-Eleven. I should never have taken that job at 7-Eleven. I should never have taken that job...."

Stub
An exhibitionist named Joe was preparing to board a flight to Atlanta. As he approached the open door of the plane at the end of the jet way, a very attractive flight attendant was collecting boarding passes. As she reached toward him for his boarding pass, he opened his raincoat and exposed himself. "I'm sorry sir," she said politely, "but you have to show your ticket; not your STUB."

Well, Another Day Has Come
I should be happy because it is Friday much less Friday the thirteenth which is usually a good day for me. Yet today unnerves me. I didn't sleep last night and I am not sure why. I am suppose to go out tonight but I don't know what I want to do. I am really sick of whiney men or men who can't tell the truth.

Friend List Spring Cleaning Coming Soon
Ok people. The time has come to prune my list down. So this is to let everybody know that I will be going through my list deleting people in the following categories: 1. Haven't talked To In Many moons 2. Hasn't rated/commented on any of my pics lately 3. Begs for fans/rates and can't even take time to say hello. 4. Requested a friendship just to make it look like they are the shit and had no intention on speaking to me at all. 5. Is conceited enough to believe that they ARE a 10 and will bitch about anything less. I do not need friends like that. 6. Has "FAN ME BEFORE REQUEST TO ADD" in their name. I know my friends list will diminish by a whole lot but who actually gives a fuck. Those that are really interested in a friendship know who they are and know they are not in no threat to be deleted. The Mouthpiece has spoken.

Funny Joke
A guy goes into a whorehouse and asked the Madem he wants the best piece of ass he can get!! The Madem says to the guy, "it will cost you $100." So the guy lays down the cash and the Madem directs the guy down a long hall and approaches the last door on the left. The Madem says "go in, take off clothes it all will be fine. You will like!!" The guy runs into the dark room and strips down and all that was in the room was a chicken. the guy thought, "what is this bullshit!" After a few minutes the chicken just sat there, then the guy thought what the hell. He started fucking the shit out of that chicken, feathers flying, checken squaking, and the guy just fucking like a champ. the guys finished, got dressed, and was off. Just as happy as hell!! the next day the guy come back to the whorehouse and approaches the Madem and requests for the chicken, the madem says, "chicken busy , I have someting better!" the guy states, "no way that was the best ass I have ever gotten, nothing c

My Hunting Dogs
A young man from the city went to visit his farmer uncle. For the first few days, the uncle showed him the usual things - chickens, cows, crops, etc. After three days, however, it was obvious that the nephew was getting bored, and the uncle was running out of things to amuse him with. Finally, the uncle decided to give them a real treat. "Why don't you grab a gun, take my prized hunting dogs, and go have some fun shooting?" This seemed to cheer the nephew up, and with enthusiasm, off he went, dogs in trail. After a few hours, the nephew returned. "How did you enjoy that?" asked the uncle. "It was great!" exclaimed the nephew. "Got any more dogs?"

Me Again
The past few days were hard on me missing my boyfriend alot and both of us crying on the phone....since I put off moving to Arizona for another month to be with him...and he just asked me to marry him on top of that on the phone...he is wonderful and the best thing I have ever met...and do you ever get that feeling the one where your happy inside and outside and the world passes you buy and your the one that is awestruck and in love....for the first time in your life that you will take that chance... I was powerwalking yesturday and started skipping down the street like a nerd (as Ricky calls me) lol....lmao...because im so happy... veronica/m

Love Quotes
Recently I have had some things happen in my life and I just needed some motivation to remember that love really does exist. Anyway I found these quotes that i really liked, thought I would share them. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. Bible ~I Corinthians 13:4-8~ "Perfect love is rare indeed - for to be a lover will require that you continually have the subtlety of the very wise, the flexibility of the child, the sensitivity of the artist, the understanding of the philosopher, the acceptance of the saint, the tolerance of the scholar and the fortitude of the certain." ~Leo Buscaglia~ Corinthians II Poster There is no difficulty that enoug

This Week Was Terrible
Sooo.... first this week, Tuesday night, my best friend and my god kids returned from vacation and found their house to be on fire. SHITTY. The firefighters came really fast and were able to put the fire out before the entire house was destroyed. Theresa's room and the kids rooms are completely destroyed. The downstairs is ok except for some smoke and water damage. Thankfully no one was in the house when it started. They've been staying at a motel and will remain there for 1-2 months until the house is livable again. SHITTY. Ever had two kids in a motel room with nothing to do? Not fun. Then today I find out that a great friend of mine is having serious complications with her pregnancy and has to be transported to a different, more advanced hospital about an hour away so that they can induce labor and get the baby out of there as quick as they can so that mom and baby J won't die. If she wouldnt have gone to the doctor today and they wouldnt have discovered the condition, her and th

When Worlds Collide...
Hellyeah! The Leathur Lair met Eggs-n-Kegs and it was hella good time! Yours Truly got to meet Raven, host of Eggs N Kegs show, while he was back in town this weekend! It started out Friday night, was a long day already, and slated to be an even longer night. See, it was already about 9:30, and I was off to meet Raven at Kinetic Playground way the fuck over at 1113 Lawrence in Chicago. But it was worth the 50min drive out there. Got there, got lucky and found a free parking spot in the back. And sure enough, my name was on the friggin GUEST LIST, just like Raven said. So "BratPrince of World Rock Radio" was on a guest list! Sweet! Now the hard part: finding a large black man at a moshpit concert..... Wasnt hard to do, being that he had his DJ NAME printed on the back of his shirt! This would prove beneficial thru the evening, as the WRR url was printed there too. There were four bands on the bill, all local Chicago and Chicago-area indie bands: Society's Own, Jungle Ro

Ehh
so life just got worse in 2 hours, my best friend is dying her rapist is gettin away wit rapin her and my ex adam is probly dead. and now all i can do is cry and cry. and sadly nothin can get me 2 stop cryin. xxx

Police Academy Is Starting Again
For those of you who knew how hard of a blow it was for me to get dropped from cop school here i am starting at point 1 again! No one is going to friggin stop me.I wil go as many times as it takes to become a police officer; Now i just have to understand why i am so friggin scared! Well i guess tommrow i will figure it out...just a wake-up away. 0530 is going to come way to early......

Just Be You
As i wake up.....i dash to the bathroom for my makeup....not wanting them to see me not until i put my face up, brushing my hair immediately, their calling me in need of me, to scared to show the real me i cant let THEM think beneath me, but instead HE walks inside as i run and try to hide, to scared to show the TRUTH i hold behind the M.A.C eyeline, lookin at me HE laughs as i watch him grasp.....a face towel shakin his head as he wipes away my mask, then kisses me and says, you dont know how you've truly blessed...my life with happiness the way you took away the stress...then he gently grabs my face...and kisses away the fake, sayin i see the trueness in you not whats on that drawn face..as he bends down on one knee, tellin me that he.............wants to marry the PRECIOUS IN ME.... i was just thinking about the way we women rush to fix ourselves up, when truly we're already beautiful to the ones that really love us, while the ones that don't sit back and criticize our

Taking A Break From Cherrytap.........
I'm thinking about taking a break from CherryTap, and I just wanted to let those who've been good friends and close to me know, so, if you don't see me on here for a lil while, I've just gone off trying to sort out some personal 'issues'.... and being on CT isn't helping with those 'issues', I'm sure some of you know exactly what I'm talking about. Thank you all for the love and support that you've shown me on here, I love and appreciate you all so much for that. Anyhow, I'll let ya know if I DO take a break before I do, just wanted to let you know that it is something that I'm considering at this time...and that's why I haven't been very 'chatty' lately, there's alot on my mind right now. .........Love,Hugz & Kissez to All........Jade

Lyrics To " No Work, All Play"
SOME PEOPLE GO THROUGH LIFE LIKE IT'S A BREEZE, THEY FLOAT THEIR WAY THROUGH DAYS AND NEVER FEEL THE GREY. AND THEIR TEARS FALL BUT THEY DON'T STING. THEIR TEMPORARY MARKS NOT ALWAYS FROM THE HEART. THEY LIVE LIGHTLY, BREATHE SO EASY, NO DIGGING IN TO WHAT'S WITHIN. NO WORK ALL PLAY WHAT A MISTAKE, LET THE CLOUDS ROLL IN AND FILL THE SKY, GET THAT MELANCHOLY FEELIN INSIDE. AND WORK ON YOURSELF, DON'T RUN FROM THE PAIN YOU'VE FELT. YOU DON'T HAVE TO SLIDE, LIFE'S NOT ONE BIG HIGH. SOMETIMES IT'S HARD LOOKING AT YOURSELF, YOU'D RATHER PLACE THE BLAME, THEN POINT IT YOUR OWN WAY. I STILL DO HIDE FROM MY FEELINGS MYSELF, BUT I'M TRYING HARD THESE DAYS NOT TO PROCRASTINATE AND FACE MY FATE. STAY ON MY CASE. NOONE IS PERFECT, NOONE'S THE SAME, WE'VE ALL GOT PROBLEMS WE HAVEN'T FACED. THE CHALLENGES WELL THEY'LL MAKE YOU STRONG. DON'T PUT THEM OFF FOR TOO LONG, YOU GOTTA KNOW YOURSELF TO BE YOURSELF. YOU GOTTA DO IT ALL THE WAY YOU GOTTA KNOW YOURSELF TO BE YOURSELF AND IT'S A STRUGGLE EVERY

Quiz
What kind of a LOVER are YOU?You are a DOWN 2 EARTH LOVER!When it comes to sex and relationships you get the job done right. You know when and what to give to your man without scaring him or pushing him away. Your confident in yourself at all aspects, and if yous break up he still tells other guys how great of person you are!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

~dancing Of The Moonbeams~
The dancing of the moonbeams Play out across the darkening sky For the day is quickly dimming As the sun slips below the starlit sky I look with wonder at the sight Of the day giving way to dusk Of the moon starting its evening glow As with the closing of the day, it surely must Even on a stormy night The moon sends out its warming glow As the sun dips below from sight And the starlit sky starts to show The colours from the fading sun Are played out upon the clouds all around The splendour of the sight they show Makes their beauty so profound They warm the hearts of those that look Upon the closing of the day To see the darkness of the night Send the daylight on its way For the moon gives out that special glow For lovers all around the world to see It’s the dancing of those moonbeams That I wish for you to share, with me.

Stars Are Blind
Music Video:STARS ARE BLIND (by Paris Hilton)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone ok, ok. so i like paris hilton, deal with it =P Besides, this song makes me think of someone, you know who you are ;) I don't mind spending some time Just hanging here with you 'Cause I don't find too many guys That treat me like you do. Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride But when I walk their talk is suicide Some people never get beyond their stupid pride But you can see the real me inside And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh Even though the gods are crazy Even though the stars are blind If you show me real love baby I'll show you mine I can make you nice and naughty Be the devil and angel too Got a heart and soul and body Let's see what this love can do baby I'm perfect for you Ohh oh, ohh I could be your confidante Just one of your girlfriends But I know that love's what you want If tomorrow the world ends Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love

Beginings
Well....I was born dec 3 1972 and put up for adoption.9 months old and 24 pounds heavier i was adopted by dave and liz price as a divorce settlement.dave signed the adoption paps so liz wouldn't take any of his property. they had also adopted an older girl from another family before me...andra. liz,andra and myself left dave and moved to arizona where liz met and married clyde...a proffessional chef in two prominent restaurants.my name was changed to jeremy{i don't know why}and things were good.....until clyde became alcoholic.he lost his jobs and we lost the house. soon we were on the road form one town to another...one county to another....one state to another.by the time i was 10 i had lived in utah,arizona and california......koosharem,phoenix,tuscon,oceanside,redding,san diego,mesa,springville,and alot of other towns that i never knew the names. during this time of nomadicy i was witness to some of the most horrific scenes of spousal abuse that a child should never see.clyded

Senseless
Senseless is to swim against the current Allow you heart to feel hatred To quench a thrist , that is never sated Or use your fist as a detterent Senseless is to love what you dispise To accept that which hurts your heart To find that you can’t depart Due to issues of pride Senseless is a child to blame For errors the adult has made To allow the prices paid Like the moth does to the flame Senseless is to defy your destiny To hide that gift you share To use it to ensnare Those lost for eternity Senseless is of love partake And invite those to your table To create a blissful fable And burn their heart at the stake Senseless is a life to taken That privelage is already filled That angel of darkness has the will For death is never forsaken done by christine .

To My Friends
well friends, its come time to clean out my friends list. its become apparent that i have way too many folks on my list that i don't ever talk to. so i've decided to do a little spring cleaning. "and why does this interest me?" you ask, well i will tell ya. i like havin friends, and i like talkin to my friends, especially since i am a social moron. anyway, its becoming tough to find the friends i want to talk to when i have to search through 200 profiles in my friends list. hence clean up time. so, what i ask of you is if you would like stay in my list, please drop me a msg, shout, comment, or whatever. dont get me wrong, i like havin a shit load of friends and all, but it seems a waste to have so many that i have never talked to and all. so to the people who actually want to be on there, awesome. to the ones that get removed, it was great knowin ya.

Game 1 Vancouver Vs. Dallas
Scoring Summary 1st Period Vancouver 4:20, Daniel Sedin 1 (Henrik Sedin, Taylor Pyatt) Dallas 5:28, Brenden Morrow 1 (power play) (Mike Ribeiro, Darryl Sydor) 2nd Period Vancouver 6:26, Mattias Ohlund 1 (power play) (Lukas Krajicek, Markus Naslund) Dallas 10:00, Trevor Daley 1 (Brenden Morrow, Loui Eriksson) Vancouver 13:47, Markus Naslund 1 (unassisted) 3rd Period Vancouver 7:36, Bryan Smolinski 1 (Sami Salo, Trevor Linden) Dallas 8:31, Antti Miettinen 1 (Niklas Hagman, Jussi Jokinen) Dallas 13:46, Ladislav Nagy 1 (Antti Miettinen, Sergei Zubov) OT Period None 2OT Period None 3OT Period None 4OT Period None

Anguish, Fear, And Sorrow
"Anguish, fear, and sorrow, are emotions we all feel, but never more strongly than in our adolescence. When just having an acne-rabid skin, can mean a lifetime of loneliness. One's acceptance by others, is a barometer of one's popularity. If one is different, a misfit, maybe unattractive, unathletic, one is in for a lifetime of cruelty and suffering, that will traumatize permanently. You see scars are souvenirs you never loose. The past is never far. You can try to repress it. You can try to hold it back. You can try to deny it. But it will still continue to grow... stronger, and stronger. Like a malignant cancer, that can't be satiated. Each of us manifests our pain in different manners. Whether it's three in the morning in bed... tears in one's eye. Whether it's a need to destroy everything beautiful, or just simply shutting one's self off from society. My father never gave me what I needed, so I understand what it's like to do without. They should understand this. They should give w

~victoria Vitaline Virginia~
April 17th. 1997 You would be 10 years old, how I miss you so. To the Child of my Heart O precious, tiny, sweet little one, you will always be to me So perfect, pure and innocent just as you were meant to be. We dreamed of you and your life and all that it would be We waited and longed for you to come and join our family. We never had the chance to play, to laugh, to rock, to wiggle. We long to hold you, touch you now and listen to you giggle. I'll always be your mommy, he'll always be your dad. You'll always be our child the child that we had. But now you're gone....and yet you're here we sense you everywhere. You are our sorrow and our joy there's love in every tear. Just know our love goes deep and strong We'll forget you never. The child that we had, but never had and yet will have forever. -author unknown- I will always love you my angel..my girl... Your Mommy XoXoXo

Jitterbug Jesus
Jitterbug Jesus by Miguel Pinero Tiempos is longin' lookin' for third world laughter to break out like a pimple on the face of a pimp of youthful latino eyes that chase el ritmo del güiro en lo vagones del tren on school mornin' shoutin' broken spanish dream — si tü cocina como tu mamá como hasta el pegao jitterbuggin' in wrinkled worn out jeans bailando new found pride in bein' nuyoricano . . . on their piss stained streets where teens meet in head on collision claimin' colors on concrete cemetary slums slums that vomit screamin' rumblin' tongues ramblin' for a crust of welfare cheese . . . here in this aroma of arroz y habichuela-tostones-pasteles . . . two triple culture lovers meet/embrace & tremblin' hands lift pleated shirt — break an elastic band. in this cocaine drenched hallway that has passed broken wine bottles & broken bulbs & broken homes & broken souls & the two lovers meet/reach out for each other under the view of a million cucarachas t

Korn-coming Undone (live)
-------------------- Keep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Please strike Be deliberate [Chorus] Wait I'm coming undone Irate I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone One looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone One looks so strong So delicate Choke choke again I thought my demons were my friends Getting me in the end They're out to get me Since I was young I've tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet sugar gun Does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now [Chorus] I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like i'm not getting better Not getting better [Chorus]

My New Dog
So...I have recently acquired a new dog by the name of Cujo, which I have to feed from a distance, cause every time I get near the stupid thing he starts jumping up on me and humping my leg. Low and behold my daughter lets him loose he runs in the house, grabs a pillow off the couch and proceeds to have sex with it!!! I think he even tried to have sex with my cat!! OMFG!!! So now the pillow is in the trash the dog is tied to a tree and I am feeding him by grabbing his bowl pulling it out with a rake and then pushing it back in towards him! Is he nuts or what??!! LMAO!!

Finally!
Hi there to all my family and friends on CT, At the beginning of my university acedmic year, i was really looking forward joining the cricket team and a few others if it fitted in with my timetable. When i asked to join, the captain of the Cricket team said that they didnt want any girls and he said that i was too small to play. I though that was really sexist. Anyways i left it and walked away... One day as i was going to my lecture i saw this girl wearing a top with MMU Cricket club. I thought to myself, how cheeky is that?! Anyways during that term, i made some more new friends and there was one time where i had the chance to join in with some of the guys to play a game of cricket downstairs in the car park. When we finished the game, one of them came up said to me that i was really good and i should think about joining the team. I turned around and said to them, shame becuase your captain didnt want me to be on it. I walked away. I could see that they were real

Sabres Wait For Enemy
By Tim Graham and John Vogl NEWS SPORTS REPORTERS Updated: 04/08/07 9:50 AM WASHINGTON — It’s down to Teddy or Toronto. The Buffalo Sabres, who were the first team to clinch an NHL playoff spot, have to wait until today — the final day of the regular season — to find out who they will meet in the first round. The candidates are the New York Islanders and coach Ted Nolan, who must beat the New Jersey Devils this afternoon to earn the spot, or the archrival Maple Leafs. Toronto’s third-period comeback Saturday night against Montreal capped a gunslinging, 6-5 affair. The victory eliminated the Canadiens and gave possession of the final playoff spot to the Leafs, whose regular season is over. They will hold onto the No. 8 seed if the Devils beat the Islanders; New Jersey is locked into the second spot, so it has little incentive to win. “We knew it was probably going to come down to the last day or the night before, so there’s not a lot of difference,” said Sabres coach L

Without You
When I look back on these times forgotten All i'll see is you All the pain and hurt you caused The neverending tears From your forgotten promises The pain endured From all my lonley times Without you When i look back on these times forgotten All i'll see is death Thre death of you, me, and a love in vain My lost hurt soul Shall feel no more pain, and shed no more tears For a love once strong But now gone The pain I once endured Now makes me strong done by christine

What It Is You Do To Me..
There you sit smiling And it's you I watch wanting But you don't even know What it is you do to me So I keep on watching and wanting as I bleed Every time I look at you Every time I talk to you Every time I smell you My heart continues melting And I am forever dreaming Whenever you pass me by Whenever you catch my eye I feel like I want to cry Because of what it is you do to me Your eyes gleaming And your lips pleading And your hands exploring While my heart remains bleeding Every time you look at me I wonder what it is you see Every time you talk to me And I hear that beautiful voice My knees get weak My stomach flutters My chest collapses My neck hairs tingle And I stop breathing Just in that moment in time When you do what it is you do to me As I sit here yearning I imagine you sleeping And I want to hold you endlessly Forever in my arms for eternity I'll continue dreaming As long as you are living breathing being

Pregnant Turkey
I can't believe that some people are this gullible. One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen,and inserted it into the turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, "Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Yep..................SHE'S BLONDE

Friends And Commenting
So I tried to make it a point to send each and every one of my friends a comment first thing in the morning. I don't get that many back which really is no problem at all. Just wanted everyone to know that I will no longer send a comment to everyone. I will only reply to ones sent to me from the previous day. I really don't want to come off as being harsh, it's just that I spend most of my time on tap during work hours and it takes a long time to send all of my comments. I hope you will all understand. I love you all xxxooo

In Memory...
In Memory...© As we sit down here to learn I pray to God it’s not my turn If someone should come to take our lives Will anyone hear the screams and cries So many lives so shortly lived I wonder to myself “just what gives?” As time goes by some wounds may heal But the scars we carry are all too real The time has come to make a change To stop the tragedies that seem so strange A mother, a father, a daughter, a son In the end who’s really won To take a life and maybe your own Some the reasons are really unknown So when my time on earth here is done I pray its not at the end of a gun I wrote this poem in memory of all the innocent victims that have been killed or wounded in the tragedies that have struck our schools and colleges in the recent years. Most recently the victims of the Virginia Tech tragedy.

My Tarot Card!! Love It!!
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Fly
Fly Ask unwanted questions then walk away (Together) from the faded faces of yesterday. (the future holds forever.) Hold your head high. (Together.) Don’t hesitate. Don’t wait. Fly... As the clouds open and divide; as the tears stain your cold state, let me hold you: let your heart inside my mind. I’m thinking as one- you and I, we will find a way. As soft feet cringe, then curl; as heavy breaths syncopate and collide, from devastating urges, hungry; deep inside. Two tantalizing tastes, new; born, fresh from the moment. (Together.) Dawn breaks a glister through the shutters but an empty bed awaits you. At the respective side i’m admiring as you blink a restless, tired eye. Together we can fly.

Another Try (a Song By Phil Keaggy)
How have You been? Lovely to see You, My how the years slipped by. Won't You come in, Feel free to be You, Give me another try. Because I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I can recall the place where I left You, You gave me no reply. Your eyes said it all, but I'd become deaf to Your tears as I waved goodbye. But now I'm empty, I'm lonely, I need You only to fill my need inside. I give You the keys, so do as You please, Please give me another try. I've changed my heart now, I'm willing to go Your way. And I couldn't part now, With You for a single day. For I have missed You, and when I missed You, I really missed You so. If You will have me, I'll be Your's gladly, But don't ever let me go.

My Life...
My entire life, the only life I've known, has been one big fat rope on which I've hanged. I've put my lowered head into the noose and looked on as it tightened around my neck. That was the bottom, that was the end. I couldn't imagine how I could live another day. But yet, just when my vision was blurring and my breath was leaving, just when my heart was missing it's beats and my body grew whiter, just then something -not much, but something -would pull on me, work on me. Just then I would remember, my brother's jokes, my dad's funny faces, my mom's wit, Alex's beautiful irreverance, Sean's sweet evilness, or Maggie's beautiful innocence and it would lift my heart. Just then. And I would slowly free my head of the loop. I'd take a deep breath. The air would smell so clean, so cool -a way to go on still one more day. I have never wanted to die, you see. I just wanted to live a little better. I haven't been lucky, just stronger, that's all. I taste my own blood and imagine

The Dream
As I lay asleep last night You came to visit me. I felt the softness of your kiss Your beautiful face I could see. You lay down beside me And held me close all night. Although I knew it was a dream Everything felt so right. You ran your hand along my cheek Then your fingers through my hair If the world handed ended at that moment I would not have cared. I pulled you closer to me And looked into your eyes. We kissed so long and passionately My ears were ringing with your sighs. Then the dream ended But I wanted to return to sleep. The memories and magic of this dream In my heart I will always keep.

Americans Are Unhappy
> > JAY LENO...."HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" > > "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and > came across some poll data I found rather hard to > believe. It must be true given the source, right? > > The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of > Americans are unhappy with the direction the country > is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy > with the performance of the president. In essence > 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a > change. > > So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started > thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' > > Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 > hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the > result of having air conditioning in the summer and > heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent > of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the > ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and > see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the > last year? >

Quote For April 19
America...just a nation of two hundred million used car salesmen with all the money we need to buy guns and no qualms about killing anybody else in the world who tries to make us uncomfortable. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: I know I'm human. And if you were all these things, then you'd just attack me right now, so some of you are still human. This thing doesn't want to show itself, it wants to hide inside an imitation. It'll fight if it has to, but it's vulnerable out in the open. If it takes us over, then it has no more enemies, nobody left to kill it. And then it's won. -- R.J. MacReady The Thing This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

He Was Here
i had a dream ..i came home and i looked in my my rear view mirror and there he was by the big rockin the grass in the yard. he took my breath away i told him i was going inside to get changed and walked away searching mmy closet for something but all the clothes were different they were not mine .i heard footsteps hes comeing for me .he grabbed my hair and put one arm around my tummy as he bit my neck before turning me around and when he did it was like we hadnt sseen each other in forever we hugged for a minute this tight never let you go hug ..it was nice and then my alaarm went off hahahaha

The List Of Rules
Now here are the rules from the male side . These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one : Subtle hints do not work ! Strong hints do not work ! Obvious hints do not work ! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a Problem. See a doctor

The Greatest Darkness, The Light Untouchable
Some days i feel unloved i feel dismissed vulnerable hated used abused poorly treated emotionally destroyed. The light i reach for dim like a dungeon dank. The hand i used to hold became a faded memory,a run away. I struggle i stress cry and try. I attempt i devote i feel like im dying inside. More and more my support goes away, as i try to keep, beg to stay. were they ever true and real with me? Or were they nice when they really wanted to put me out of my misery? 4 months in a hospital alone 3 months training for war a social situation alone scares me even more 18 months in iraq vs. a year at home pack up my shit i want to go. devote my life to a better cause to something i know i can excell and try for. fear of the unknown hatred of what is what is it with me? why do i feel like this? all i want is arms to keep me safe. to hold me tight and say all is ok. But as we all know the greatest darkness in life, i

What Is A True Friend
What is a true friend,a true friend will stand by you,a true friend when be there when you need them,a true friend will lend a shoulder to cry on,a true friend will be there in a time of need,a true friend will be there in the long run,a true friend will stand the test of time with you,a true friend dont care if your fat,ugly or poor,a true friend will talk to you anytime of day or nite,a true friend will last forever

Can You Guess
Skin of cream and honey poured over an hour-glass figure made for debauchery, long black hair with blunt-cut bangs that framed the sinful innocence of her dark almond-shaped eyes and her sweet, bright smile made her the quintessential pin-up. Her heaving bosom, rarely covered in more than thin sheaths of silk or lace, led to a tiny waist and perfect full hips often confined within the domineering walls of a corset. The patrons of erotic photography desired the endless lines of her milky thighs and the stiletto-created curves of her calves’ to often be decorated with frilly garters and eye-catching fishnets. Photos have displayed her as demure and naïve, much like a virgin on her wedding night, mature and experienced, like a seductress awaiting payment for her services, and more than willing to experiment in lifestyles considered taboo by most. The versatility of her body, face and personality made her an iconic cult phenomenon.

Schedual For This Week!
I know some of you guys start worry about me when i'm gone, for ever and ever so here's my schedual for the rest of the week! Tomorrow I'm going to be babysitting at 3 Saturday I will be working the Pistons Game at 3 Sunday I will be working the Tigers game in the morning! So don't worry i'm still alive! Just half way dead!!!

Abusive Love... (poem)
abusive love 11/5/2004 Remove your suffocating hand away from my mouth! My lungs burn like fire as they grasp for air to taste. Our drunken love quarrels & claws at each other’s hearts, trying desperately to be heard by the other. Please… love me with you heart, with your arms, with your body, with your life. Don’t love me with your anger. The new physical threat scares me more that the severity of our love. This new curse burdens my mind. This new secret should be kept by us two, for the judgment is fierce & could mean the end of our union. Please… keep your promise & never hurt me again, for the memory already pains me every day…

The Heart Never Wins
You throw so many stones, You've made this mountain land, Too high and wide, To see my wave'n hand, I've cried so many tears, this ocean separates, what was once you and me, now just drifts away, I guess this is the end, Guess its really over this time, I guess the heart never wins, I think I'm losin my mind Chorus: I gave you too much, still wasnt enough, To keep you by my side, Now I fight these tears, And i hide em with my pride, Now I'm stuck dream'n, Can't get you out of my head, you left all these memories, But my hearts cold and dead, I can't help myself, you're still the best of me, whats it gonna take girl, For you to finally see, I guess this is the end, I guess it's really over this time, I guess the heart never wins, I think I'm losing my mind, Chorus: Bridge: If you ever come back, I'll surely fall again, there's just some battles, The heart never wins, Chorus

Gay Bashing In The Boone Docks
Tabatha, I thought I would take this oppertunity to say that I'm very excited that you took time out of your busy schedule to bash against me. I hear that now days I am a "Queer" which I find very amuzing. First and foremost I would like to say that I'm not here to deny that I am homosexual, however, I'm nothing less than a person. Although I am a "queer" I wasn't too good to write your college papers for you when you were taking online classes...Living under my Dad's roof....with your son....Your mother....and all the sad drama that came with your sad and oh so unhappy life. As far as parenting skills- I don't recall anyone nominating you for the "Finest Parent Award." Considering the fact that you use graphic pornography to educate your child on sexual education. Amoung all things my father made sure that I got my education by forcing me into a schooling system that works...unlike home education where the child is the authority figure and the mother gets schooled on how to disciplin

Buzzards, Bats, Bumble Bees And People
Buzzards, Bats, Bumble Bees and People THE BUZZARD If you put a Buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely open at the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absolute prisoner. The reason is that a Buzzard always begins a flight from the ground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as is its habit, it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in a small jail with no top. The Bat - The ord ina ry Bat that flies around at night, a remarkably nimble creature in the air, can not take off from a level place. If it is placed on the floor or flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, no doubt painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throw itself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash. The Bumble Bee - A Bumble Bee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies, unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of e

It's Been A While
Ok so i haven't been on here much.I have been cleaning with my aunt and cousin for some extra cash!I also have been just not getting on here.I got burnt out & they started changing everything on here.I have returned to see whats up with my Peeps! O yeah i hope everyone had a great Easter & Great 420!~

Smooth As A Baby's Behind.
So I noticed that most girl porn stars have their assholes waxed. I must admit, I couldn't hang even when I was getting my legs waxed. That shits just.... man, I plucked a hair off my lady parts once upon a time just to see how it felt. It hurt like no tomorrow....So to get the entire crack done is something I couldn't even fathom. Just wanted to share this completely random thought.

Last Nights Night Of Iniquity4
Last nights last Bay area Night of Iniquity 4 was intense and awesome. Lots of kick ass bands rocked the house and entertained us all for hours. Evelyn Rose and I were the first fetish act to perform. Yeah...I know shocking isn't it...everyone knew we had had a huge falling out last summer.We used that to our advantage for this 6 minute skit.It started out her being a diva and I got fed up and walked out on stage saying how her performance sucked..lol Then went into her throwing candle wax all over me and then flogging me.All the while I'm egging her on about is that all she could and couldn't she make a flogger sting?? I even made reference to how I trained her and thought I had trained her better than that.We then pulled the events organizer ,Heather, into the fray and just had blast. Fatal Fetish as always put on great performances and the vendors sold many toys..lol Here are a few pics from last nights event.Enjoy.

Fragile As Egg Shells
THE SOFTLY BEATING HEART QUICKENING IN PACE THE RUSH OF BLOOD INCREASES CRIMSONING YOUR FACE OUR EYES LOCK IN SEDUCTION LIPS FIRMLY PRESSING TIGHT TWO MORTALS DARING TO SEEK BLISS INSIDE EACH OTHERS HEARTS AND MINDS ONE OF TWO OF A KIND I INHABIT AWORLD INSIDE YOUR MIND A FANTASY CHERISHED, UNREQUITED LOVES PAIN I MUST PUSH MY HORIZONS OR RISK GOING INSANE HOW EVERDID LIFE GROW THIS PERVERSE WHEN HATE IS COMFORTABLE AND LOVE BECOMES A CURSE WHERE IN EVERYDAY LIFE I MOVE AS A MIST UNNOTICED,UNWANTED UNLOVED UNKISSED SO I SEEK MY SALVATION IN THE SOUL OF ONE SO TRUE WHOSE HOPES DREAMS AND DESIRES I STRIVE TO MAKE COME TRUE AND AT THE END OF MYDAY I PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL OUT TO GOD ASKING WHY IM STILL ALONE WHY IM ONLY ATTRACTIVEON A GLOWING SCREEN PASSED OVER IN REALITY,OFTEN UNSEEN THE QUESTIONS BURN ME AND REND MY MIND AND I PRAY THE ANSWERS WILL BE REVEALED IN TIME

My Gift From God
They want to take you away from me. They say I'm being selfish and inconciderate I try to build a life for you A life where you are safe and happy. Where you don't have to see the pain I was in. They think they know me. They think I'll just go away. I won't. I love you my child to much to just let go. I will never stop loving you. I will never stop giving up on you. You bring joy to my life that no one can understand. I've cried a river for you. I will cry an ocean for you. Each day til my last breath. You are my beautiful gift from God. Please no matter what. Never forget your mother loves you. Written over a year ago in 05

What Kind Of Angel Are You
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain94%You are an Angel of Beauty56%Angel of Light56%You are an innocent Angel38%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!38%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Religions Breakdown
it took a while to find all this info so i hope you can follow. first of all 6,446,131,400 (July 2005 est.) people on earth now the breakdown Religions: Definition Field Listing Christians 32.84% (of which Roman Catholics 17.34%, Protestants 5.78%, Orthodox 3.44%, Anglicans 1.27%), Muslims 19.9%, Hindus 13.29%, Buddhists 5.92%, Sikhs 0.39%, Jews 0.23%, other religions 12.63%, non-religious 12.44%, atheists 2.36% (2003 est.) now lets say the Christians are right (majority rules) that means 67.16% of us thats 4,329,221,848.24 are going to hell now out of the Christians the roman catholics have the most ppl so now we got just for laughs well say they are right so now 82.66% of us are wrong and are going to hell thats 5,328,372,215.24 people burning now we will widdle that down some more, how many of the roman catholics really follow every word (ive seen the news i know that not all do just ask a quire boy) now ill be nice and say 25% lead the "holy" life that

""friendship""
""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into yo

I Need Your Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Tell The Fuckin Truth!!
Ok I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I need to get something out in the open or I'm going to explode. I have one thing to say to the guys out there... I am a big girl. If you don't like it TELL THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!! I just found out a few days ago that the last six months of mine and mike's relationship was nothing but a fuckin lie. Come to find out he was really trying his hardest to find an easy way to break up with me without hurting my feelings because he could not stand the way I looked. Well you know what JUST TELL ME THE FUCKIN TRUTH!!! Don't let it wait till two months after we break up and I found out from the ex girlfriend that was livin with us for three months. And come to find out that whole time she was back in the picture he was trying to hook back up with her. I lost almost 75 pounds in three months.... Last I heard, it's not very healthy to lose that much weight in that period of time. But what can you do when you are with someone you are in love with an

The Wall
Everyone tells me I'm tough That I have a bick wall protecting my heart that it's hard to get past this wall If I have this wall then how is it that I always let in the wrong people The people that use me the people that don't care The people that just want stuff from me Why can't I let in the good guys Every time I get hurt the walls get higher and thicker But somet guy comes along Tells me he likes me Tells me all these lies I let him in Then yet again I get hurt How do they keep getting past this wall

Back To Tornado Alley
Well another 2 week trip to Oklahoma. I hate going to Oklahoma - miss my family, my friends and my Baby. I had a wonderful weekend at home with everyone - I have some of the very best friends and the greatest family in the world.

Billy Pittman R.i.p I Love You!
BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard

Can You Do This?
subject: Bet you cant post date: 2007-04-23 19:24:04 views: 4 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Bet you cant do this, because only 1 in 30 people ever can. I dare you to tell the person who posted this bulletin the absolute truth of how you feel about them. I mean EVERYTHING that you think about them. Just do it. Sent it in a private message and then if you have the guts, repost the question and see what people think of you. Repost if you feel you can handle the truth and expect a reply

Drama Free???
I recently pissed off someone that was calling me to see if I wanted to come over and drink beer with them. This person is a young gal that works days where I work. She likes me and must think that we are a couple or something. I have never ever said anything to her that we were. There are too many things about this gal that I see that I don't like. I see red flags everywhere. So this last weekend she called me Friday twice and I didn't answer the phone the first time cause I didn't get to it in time. Damn the luck. The second time...I answered it just for shits and gigles. We talked for a couple of minutes and then she asked what I was doing and I told her I was making my dinner. She asked what I was going to be doing after I ate..I told her I was probably going to be watching T.V. Well she didn't like that answer so she say she would talk to me later. I then checked my cell phone and she had left a message and asked me if I wanted to come over and drink some beer with her. Saturday n

My European Trip Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

A Poem For Those Over 30
A computer was something on TV From a science fiction show of note A window was something you hated to clean And ram was the cousin of a goat. Meg was the name of my girlfriend And gig was a job for the nights Now they all mean different things And that really mega bites. An application was for employment A program was a TV show A curser used profanity A keyboard was a piano. Memory was something that you lost with age A CD was a bank account And if you had a 3 inch floppy You hoped nobody found out. Compress was something you did to the garbage Not something you did to a file. And if you unzipped anything in public you would be arrested and put in jail

Hello...
just wanted to say I haven't been on in awhile.Went on a vacation to see family...thank you to everyone who visited my page and the nice comments and ratings...I appreciate the love...have a great week...I posted a few more pics hope u enjoy them.

Bad Day
I had a really bad day today, first I had a really bad migraine headache an almost blacked out from it, and then I was walking down the stairs when I missed my footing and fell down the stairs, I hurt my tail bone pretty bad so now im going to be sore for a few days what more is going to happen to me, I feel I should have never gotten out of bed 2day,.

So Close Yet So Far
I have a lot of crap on the mind and can't seem to get rid of it all right now. Everything is still crazy and confused as usual, I don't think it'll ever stop. I still hate my job and want to walk out everyday. I love caribou more than i use to. I miss some of my friends even when I know it's for the best. Boys well yea still pretty confused with that but there's someone he's a great guy and I am happy when we hang but there's so many issues w/ dating him that I need to figure out before I put all of me out there. I was looking back a lot lately, I hate doing it but it's what I do. I miss things of the pass the simple things that most forget. Some how lately Matt's name has been coming up a lot and it freaks me out a bit only because of how everything between me and him ended and how close we were before the relationship. The anger I put into him at the end of our relationship well I regret it and of course I wouldn't do it now. Going away this weekend I plan on having a good time, I w

Don't Mess With Moms
DON'T MESS WITH MOM The Childs Comments and Thoughts ! My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your! morals , like your Ma

The True Moi
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where. With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be reluctant to accept things as they are. And you are prone to think negatively. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. Who's The True You?

The Fantasy
It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring up at her helplessly. She walks forward and stands over his head with legs spread. His only choice is to look up at her and see her garter belt and bright red thong. She places one of her feet upon his chest to hold him in place as she stares in the mirror at herself for a moment considering what she will do to him tonight. She knows he is anxious to get started; he has been waiting for her all day. She removes her foot from its p

One Am
this is an old one but is one of my favorites It’s one am and I’m still up Thinking about you Wandering how I can fix You and me I’m wishing that I can go back To the time were things Got so fucked up Wandering if there was something That I could do or say To make things right Once more To make it the way things were We were so happy We had so much fun Why cant it be like that Once more Is there some thing that I can do now So we can be together I need you in my life Am so happy When you’re here Why cant you come back And be with me Like the way it should have been Since the very beginning You and me Me and you Doesn’t that sound so nice Why cant it be so Come home to me I need you I fell like I’m only happy When were together You’re the only one Who really understands me I can talk to you And I know that you wont Tell anyone about it If I ask you not too And you can talk to me With out the fear of Anyone finding out

Hey All...
ok im cleanin out my friends list... if u never talk to me or is just collecting friends then do me a favor and remove me from ur friends list... if u want to stay then let me know and rate and comment my pics... thank you

Omg Its Love
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead85%Freddy Krueger80%Jigsaw80%Buffalo Bill75%Hannibal Lecter70%Jason Voorhees70%Captain Spaulding45%Candyman40%Michael Myers30%Leatherface20%Which Horror Killer are You?

With My Birthday Just Over Two Weeks Away....
With my Birthday just over two weeks away I start to contepmplate where I am in life. Where I have been, what I have accomplished and what I have yet to accomplish. This is number 26 (I know some people wish that they were my age again.) I am so lost here lately. I am lucky that I can find my way thru the days. I decided to get a divorce for reasons that I shall not write in here for it isn't everyones business. I didn't know that when you got divorced not only did the assets and the children get split up but the friends do too. And for some reason most people took his side. No one bothered to see it from my point of view they see it as I am the one leaving therefore I am the one at fault. Lord fine then I will take ALL of the blame. It just hurts to loose people that have been my friends for many years some i have known for 10 or more. That is a long time to give up on someones friendship. So here I sit with only my pc to talk to. The kids eat, sleep, play and have some time for me. I

Not Seen All My Dogs
As some of my friends know, I have 6 dogs. Actually I have 2 adult dogs and 4 puppies. I have 3 of them in my photo album. The little one that you see me holding is my Tibetian Spanial, Toby. I have on here with my Sheltie mix, Precious. Then I am holding one of her pups. A female Blue Heeler called Patches. ( For obvious reasons.) As time goes on I hope to bring you pics of my last three Blue Heeler pups. Precious is the momma to the 4 Blue Heeler pups. When they were born you could fit them in the palm of your hand. Alot of sleepless nights when they were learning how to walk. But they are a joy even after eating my couch and oversized chair and footstool.

Bruce Campell - If Chins Could Kill
For those of you who don't know: Bruce Campbell rules!! Need proof? Read this book. It's not a pathetic memoir of a life gone wrong. It's a celebration of life, friendship, humor, and the slow but sure triumph of the underdog. I've never been a big fan of celebrity biographies. I'm sure that sounds strange to people who know me considering I seem to be an absolute fount of worthless knowledge. But it's true. Campbell's autobiography however, had me giggling at nearly every page. The man knows how to turn even a tragedy into a compelling and amusing anecdote. So grab a copy. Read it. And then prepare yourself for the inevitable 'Evil Dead'-athon you will feel compelled to watch afterward. Recommended for: Deadites, Film buffs, Film school students, Bruce Campbell fans and of course anybody who needs a good laugh.

Dante's Equation - Jane Jensen
Hello everybody. It's been a while. Hope everyone is well. Dante's Equation, by Jane Jensen, is a wonderful little sci-fi thriller. The first third and last third of the book are a Ludlum-esque thriller involving quantum theory, wave mechanics, Hebrew mysticism, and of course the sinister workings of the US Department of Defense. The middle third is an unusual combination of metaphysical self-examination and sci-fi elements that, surprisingly enough, works quite well when put all together. The characters are well developed and the plot is not as hokey as my description above may suggest. The novel flows well and is a fairly quick read. Don't let the title fool you, this is not a quick knock-off of the Davinci Code. This is a respectable sci-fi thriller with certain mystical overtones. This is also the first spy novel I have read that paints the Mossad as the evil bastards I've always believed them to be. (Of course I don't read many spy novels, so just ignore that comment if i

Muse - Black Holes & Revelations
My friend Jerm has been trying to get me into this band for years. I acquired a copy of their new album Black Holes and Revelations and figured I would give them one more chance. While all their previous efforts (or at least the tracks Jerm shared with me) hit me as merely adding to the cosmic dissonance, this is a really good album. The majority of the album is standard fare in a post-Coldplay world. but the final track, 'Knights of Cydonia' is awesome. Recalling Queen and Thin Lizzy at their power pop peaks while maintaining their Coldplayesque vocal stylings, this song makes the album worth the investment. It's a mythic power ballad in an era of whiny pop songs. Recommended for: fans of Coldplay and/or Radiohead, Queen, Thin Lizzy, or even Uriah Heep. Or just anybody who wants something new, interesting and not half bad.

Chinese Sign:the Rat
Though the Western rat is reviled as little more than a bottom-dwelling disease carrier, this animal is viewed much differently in the East. The Eastern rat is revered for its quick wits and its ability to accrue and hold on to items of value; rats are considered a symbol of good luck and wealth in both China and Japan. Clever and quick-witted, the Rat of the Chinese Zodiac is utterly disarming to boot. Possessed of excellent taste, this Sign flaunts its style at every turn. Its natural charm and sharp, funny demeanor make it an appealing friend for almost anyone. The Rat likes to know who is on its side and will treat its most loyal friends with an extra measure of protection and generosity. Behind that sweet smile, though, Rats are keen and unapologetic promoters of their own agendas. This Sign is motivated by its own interests, which often include money; greed can become a problem if the Rat isn't careful to keep its priorities straight. This Sign's natural powers of charm and pe

Another Double, Chris Isaak!
Forever Blue Nobody ever warns you, or tells you what to do. She walks away, your left to stay. Alone forever blue. The stars have all stopped shining, the sun just won't break through. Each days the same, more clouds more rain. Your left forever blue. Forever blue 'cause you love her, but she dosen't love you. You did your best, life did the rest. Your left forever blue. ( Guitar Solo ) No reason left for living, still there's alot to do. New tears to cry, old songs to sing. And feel forever blue. And be forever....Blue ************************************ Baby Did A Bad, Bad Thing Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. Baby did a bad bad thing, baby did a bad bad thing. You ever love someone so much you thought your little heart was gonna break in two? I didn't think so. You ever tried with all your heart and soul to get you lover back to you? I wanna hope so. You ever pray with all your heart and soul just to watch her walk away? Baby d

Thurday Night Friday After Noon
ok so i get off work tonight at 8 and then i dont work until 3 on friday so lets do fucking something lol because friday night i will hopefully start moving my stuff into my new place yay i will get to have people over and have sleepovers and be naked in my room if i wish heheheh im excited

Wierd
I was in bed last night and I heard this really creepy knocking sound, I yelled knock it off but it just kept up, I got up this morning and asked everyone if they were the ones knocking and they said no and that they didnt hear anything. Ive been hearing this alot lately ever since my dad built a closet in my room, am I going crazy? or are the ghosts trying to contact me for some reason? I just dont know what to think.

Always Give The Queen Her Color
I was going to go with a different title also chess-related today, but since the lion's share of this is going to be about what's going on in my wife Martha's young life, this works for me. In the game of chess, the queen has unlimited command of the board and can move anywhere in any direction where she's not blocked by one of her own pieces. Obviously, if the queen is blocked by an opponent's piece, she can just capture it unless (the player decides) capturing it would enable the queen to be captured herself. And the queen always starts out when you set up a game of chess on a square of her own color, a good key for remembering how to set up. My own chess game is less than stellar; I know enough that I've been trying to teach Martha to play on this glass gameboard we got as a wedding present, but we both get pretty impatient with it. When we've got more time . . . That we may soon have! Not more than the twenty-four hours a day everyone else does, of course; we'll be tog

Horiscope With Truth
Staying in tune all the time with someone isn't possible -- and to be honest -- it's not entirely desirable. Get used to this new harmony: Go your own way and then come back again. This relationship has its own rhythm.

When Friends Fall In Love!
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have I heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe I just fell in love, my heartbreaks and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet I wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish I meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And I imagine the

My Newest Poem It Sux But Here It Is Anyway
Sunrise and Sunset The sun rose this morning on a broken heart. One filled with regrets and denial. The cleansing light of the sun blocked by her storm clouds of sadness. Defiance in the eyes of the one that she loves. His anger grows with every rise and fall of his chest. They yell and argue... He does not know how she feels inside. She opens her mouth to speak, But is abrumptly and frequently quieted by his interruptions. She tries to tell him how she feels many times, But refuses to shed one more tear of weakness. Will the sunset on thier love? She wants him to hear her and trust her. And have faith in who she is. What she gets back from him is that she is just like all of the girls from his past. She wants to be different and thought that she was. Feeling wanted, loved and respected are her hearts only desires. He gets more upset with every word that she speaks. Will the sunset on thier love? He shows no signs of remorse at ther current reason for arguing.

Mercy Me!
It's been a long day living with this. It's been a long time since I felt so sick. I took a long walk straight back home. I could've walked back to San Francisco. I used to long for time alone. I used to long for a place of my own. and I'm losing faith in everything. I'm lost, so lost, i'm lost at sea, you'll see. I used to long for broken bones. I used to long for a casket to call my own. I never had a problem facing fear. but I'm done, over and dumb my dear and, Oh mercy me. God bless catastrophe. There's no way in hell. We'll ever live to see through this so, Drive yourself insane tonight. It's not that far away and I just. filled up your tank earlier today. Yeah! It's been a long day living with this. It's been a long time since I felt so sick. I took a long walk straight back home. I could've walked back to Chicago. I used to long for time alone. I used to long for a place of my own. and I've lost faith in everything. I'm lost, so lost, I'm lost without

The Long Road Home
strugglin through life doin everything just to feel alright prayin at night, down on my knees beggin for heaven to guide me show me the light show me the path lemme know everything's gonna be alright protect me from satan's wrath avoid the temptation that lies around every corner stay true to my savior welcome every foriegner lead by example with my behavior i had my parents to raise me and the raised me right now i need the world to praise and the lord to show me the light it's a long road home so lord show me that road light the way every day i pray... it's a long road home and i'll be there soon

The Beast In Me
Somewhere, lurking beneath the facade I hold up ... an animal wildly paces, searching for release. Always there, raging, ready to pounce ... pulling against the chains that society forces me to use. Mistakenly, someone falls within it's grasp... and scurries away, bruised and bloodied by the contact. Occasionally, one brave soul will approach... and offer itself in sacrifice to my savage beast. The fire that consumes my soul slowly builds... my breath becomes ragged, halting and hot. A red haze surrounds my vision, I focus on your eyes... oblivious to all other things. I take that which you have offered... the offering itself meaningless to me. Passion without thought or care... it's needs paramount. I do not wish to hurt... but do not care if you get hurt. It's lust consumes you as it does me... your body cries it's pain and pleasure. I roar at the release... and slump, energy spent. For a time, my beast slumbers... content with your sacrifice.

100 Things I Have/ Need To Do
top 100 things i havta do 1. go skydiving 2. get a tattoo 3. visit at least 5 foreign countries 4. take a train someplace 5. learn a new language 6. go backpacking around thailand 7. see the seven wonders of the world 8. adopt another armani 9. find my other half 10. have kids with my other half 11. become the chick version of the guy in blow lol 12. go parasailing 13. go horseback riding 14. Edward Norton (enuf sed) 15. be in the eye of a tornado 16. witness an exorcism 17. Faint 18. Own my own bussiness 19. Experience a hurricane 20. experience a major eathquake 21. have my entire back henna tattooed 22. get my tongue pierced again 23. find a way to stop needin my meds 24. Go to a psychologist so i can be properly diagnost 25. Have a past life regression 26. Trip on Acid 27. Write a book 100. go to the Bermuda Triangle and come back with a story to tell

An Erotic Inerlude
An Erotic Interlude As you lie me on a bed of silk I offer you a taste of my skin of milk. Sensual seductions , Angel cries As you brush back my auburn hair, I look into your eyes seeing only care. Slowly, sensually with erotic grace, Your sensual lips touch my pale white face. Deftly with practiced ease, You slowly begin your erotic tease.. Butterfly caresses with a scarf of silk You take me to a place which loverýs built. You undress my gossamer gown Then tie me to the bed wrists bound. There I lay naked and prone You seek to claim me, making me your own. You place your hand upon my hips, I beg of thee to taste your lips.. Pouring me on wine so red I sensually moan and try to turn on the bed. With your tongue you begin your tease, Sensually, gracefully you part my knees. With your tongue you begin to move From my ankle to my grove, Teasing my petals of rose, You send me to the place where angels go. Silken pleasures, Ero

"spookshow Baby" (rob Zombie)
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!

Chapter 13 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
This one goes along with the who it's never to big for the head. After this was said it got me thinking. For what you may ask, well for a nice come back of course. And being that our minds were in the gutter that night, the only thing that came to my mind was " as long as the head doesn't spit" LOL! Go ahead laugh out loud. We did. And we laughed at that one for a good few minutes straight. I know I know. I crack myself up sometimes. What can I say I'm a regular comedian. You can thanks my step-father for that. I learn from the best. Well keep this one in mind because it goes along with some more to come. Until next time, Ciao!

Emotions
Love, such a terrible word, hate, a reasonable. Dusk shades the world from innocents of life. Why, such a question that no one, anyone, can answer. Forgive, too extreme that we can not concept. Tears, we regret. Clenching anger, we accept. Patients is so awkward, needing you, unpredictable.

Too Much, Too Many
Too many tears wasted Too much time lost Too much pain tasted Too many feelings tossed Too many dreams thrown away To an undeserving man Too many thoughts of yesterday Thrown aside in the sand Too much heartache you've begun Now all I feel is hurt Too much of my life gone Wasted on someone who treated me like dirt So I'm writing this to say I'm done with you and your lies I can no longer stay So it's time to say our goodbyes...

Teaching The Teacher 2006, September
saying i love you. does it even mean anything anymore? at this day and age when most people develop feelings faster than they develop pictures (or so they claim). well, the primordial feeling of lust is not even a feeling. its a reaction. so it shouldnt count. loving and losing. i thought i had it all pat. was a scaredy cat (it even rhymes!). had this heart broken again. and again. hurts like the proverbial hell i can tell you. made the witch cry. made the witch die. then u came. the laughing carefree man. in love with life. passion in living. telling me, its ok to get hurt. its just the other side of coin. like u urself never did cry, never did get hurt. like a mirage. would i listen? course i didnt. im hard headed. as u are finding out. no matter how much i goaded and provoked u, u wouldnt go away. just kept on (no sense of self-preservation, u). u tried to quiet my fears. u stayed despite my ranting. u were just as crazy as i am. u proved it too. wanting to hold me til i ha

Lifehouse
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I

Maestro Rostropovich ... Rest In Peace. You've Earned It.
Mstislav Rostropovich, the ebullient master cellist who fought for the rights of Soviet-era dissidents and later triumphantly played Bach suites below the crumbling Berlin Wall, died Friday. He was 80. Rostropovich died in a Moscow cancer hospital, the ITAR-Tass news agency reported. Rostropovich’s spokeswoman, Natalia Dollezhal, confirmed to The Associated Press that he had died but she did not provide other details. ‘He gave Russian culture worldwide fame’ Rostropovich, who resided in Paris after self-imposed exile, suffered from intestinal cancer. “The passing of Mstislav Rostropovich is a bitter blow to our culture,” said the author Alexander Solzhenitsyn, who was sheltered by Rostropovich during the writer’s bitter fight against Soviet authorities in the 1970s. “He gave Russian culture worldwide fame. Farewell, beloved friend,” Solzhenitsyn said, according to ITAR-Tass. The musician’s death follows that of another towering Russian — former President Boris Yeltsin,

Learning The Craft
Witches can either practice their craft in groups, called covens, or by themselves as solitaries. New members are welcomed into covens with a formal initiation ceremony. In the Gardnerian tradition, there are three phases of learning, each of which lasts a year and a day. Covens generally have their own rules, procedures and names for these phases, but they tend to fall into the following categories: 1. student/witch 2. practitioner/priest(ess) 3. teacher/high priest(ess) Once a new member has completed all phases, he or she is a full-fledged witch with the power to perform and participate in formal rituals. Witch Accessories Athame (knife) A knife isn't one of the traditional witch's props you can get at the costume shop, but the athame is an important part of many rituals. The athame is a double-edged knife with a blade about 6 inches long. It is not terribly sharp -- it is used to mark the edges of the circle and to stir the salt and water that are used

Please No More Pain
why do i have to have this illness? why did my ex-husband have to do what he did to cause me to have this? i am entering the final stage of fibro and looking at ending up in a wheelchair...my legs are beginning not to work very well and i am living on vicodin...i don't want to be on the pain pills but the pain is becoming unbearable....GOD WHY ME?!?! I PRAY FOR JUST ONE DAY PAIN FREE ONE DAY IS ALL I ASK! PLEASE!!!! AMEN

No Right, No Wrong
the moment comes to breathe and it's as if she's forgotten. earth seems to sit still, no breeze, and life is halting. movement comes slow, rigor mortis in its motion. how tight can she hold to it? it slides through her grip like so many others, like luck chose this moment to kick her in the ass. break away from the gaze, burn down to the wick, run so fast, so fucking far away, let it never happen. and for what? to be human? to love someone and never reveal it? never had so much beauty been so scarred by time.

Yippie
I finally gotta talk to my g/f Green Eyes With 42 DD'S she has the most sexiest voice (ever), hopefully we've talk again soon cause I wasn't able ta stay on long do to the little ones but at least I gotta!!! ~ BIG SMILES ~

Burning Calories The Fun Way
CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX: CALORIES BURNED DURING SEX! REMOVING HER CLOTHES: With her consent....12 Calories Without her consent....2,187 Calories OPENING HER BRA: With both hands....8 Calories With one hand....12 Calories With your teeth....485 Calories PUTTING ON A CONDOM: With an erection....6 Calories Without an erection....3,315 Calories POSITIONS: Missionary....12 Calories 69 lying down....78 Calories 69 standing up....812 Calories Wheelbarrow....216 Calories Doggy Style....326 Calories Italian chandelier....2,912 Calories ORGASMS: Real....112 Calories Fake....1,315 Calories POST ORGASM: Lying in bed hugging....18 Calories Getting up immediately....36 Calories Explaining why you got out of bed immediately.... 816 Calories GETTING A SECOND ERECTION: If you are: 20-29 years....36 Calories

They Wont Let Snopp Dog In
Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com AND THE AUSTRALIAN GOVERMENT WONT LET SNOOP DOG INTO OUR COUNTRY BECAUSE THEY THINK HE'S A BAD INFLUENCE ON OUR YOUNGER KIDS. WHAT A CROCK OF SHIT. WHAT DO YOU THINK?

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You ?
What Your Sleeping Position Says You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Goodbye All
to the few real people that talked with me and were cool good bye I've had it with this site the only way you get any attention on here is if you are a couple or a chick or like I did for a long time use a chicks photo as your default beyond that this site is a relitive waste of time for makeing any kind of real friend with noted exeptions to the best I can tell its random bored and or overly horney people looking ofr the same thing to bs and cyber with and seeing as I have limited tolerane for bs and drama and no intrest in haveing sex cyber or otherwise with anyone besides my wife I believe the time has come to say good bye those that have my yahoo addy keep in touch and to the rest its been real its been fun but it ain't been real fun later days

Serial Killer On The Looose! This News Just In!!
JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE RIGHT NOW... PASS THIS ON TO ANYONE YOU KNOW! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TE POLICE WARNING Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO CherryTap USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our CherryTap friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, a

Mommy !!! Do You Have A Soul Or No
this was not written by me but when i read this every time i cried harder then ever befor when somthing has a heart beat it is alive and has a soul, when you stop somthings heart you have killed it when you do it with out its concent it is murder. simple logic true facts and laws of man yet man continues to break its own laws i do stand on the line of logic and reason but if it must be done for reasons do it befor it is murder ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Month One MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it whe

First Blog :-)
Hello every.. I've been on myspace so long I got tired of it. So I decided to try this out. Well a lil about me..I love posing naked and I'll try anything and everything sexual. I've taped most of it, hehe. I love getting pounded doggie. I also enjoy licking and playing with my Double E breasts. Check out my site at www.thickcaramel.com I'm doin to site to raise money for me to go to school in the fall, so even if you only sign up just to help me that would be appreciated :-) Holla at me anytime. -Thick Caramel

Sex Application....
sex application.... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Do you give Oral pleasures? 13. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. Anal yes/no? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Do you prefer shaved or somewhat hairy or doesnt matter? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Just A Part Of The Way I Think And Live.
It is better to do the harder right over the easier wrong. It can be painful to follow your heart, but the reward can be priceless. When you come to the V in your path - follow the one shrouded in darkness, the light will come. When you think that you are alone in this world, know that someone is looking for you. Do not hide from what you fear, instead, face it. † Bring joy to the innocent and justice to the unholy. But do so quietly, for no one has died and made You god. Fight for what is right, even when all odds are against you. Stand up for what you believe in, no matter what it may be. Never leave a man behind. † Love your family and your friends, you never know when you will lose them. † I will not give up on you.

Scrood Bi U (lords Of Acid)
I just don't know what to do I got my boyfriend but I want you too Don't wanna hear about fidelity When I need that feeling deep in me I wanna be screwed by you but anyone else will do I wanna be screwed by you and you and you and you....! I feel it now, all through the day I have to try it, in every way Yes, I'll have it long and tough I don't mind if it's hard and rough I wanna be screwed by you but anyone else will do I wanna be screwed by you and you and you and you....! I just don't know what to do I can't help it, just need to screw Doing it makes me blow my top Once I start I can never stop I wanna be screwed by you but anyone else will do I wanna be screwed by you and you and you and you....!

The Day My Dad Fell In The Bottomless Pit!!
I was about 10 and we went to Florida for vacation. On the way back home driving through Kentucky we decided to stop at Mammoth cave. I went on the tour and got to the bottomless pit which was roped off and right after that came to this big open area which was a rest area. Well we looked around and dad was gone. You have to know how my mom was to understand the fit she started throwing. She started freaking out saying dad fell in the bottomless pit. We had all the people in the group staring at us and I tried to tell mom he probably just got bored and left and that if he fell in the pit he would have at least yelled. Well all of this went on for 5 minutes or so and I was finally so embarrassed that I told mom I was out of there to. All the way to the exit she was following me and yelling at me to stop and finally just before we got to the exit she said " If you don't stop I am telling your dad" and my response wae " You can't mom remember he fell in the bottomless pit" a

They Were Just Two Kids Who Fell In Love....
They were just two kids who fell in love. They actually met during a church service, each checking each other out while the rest of the congregation got saved. He noticed her pretty white dress, and soft brown hair. She liked his smile, and the fact he was a football player made him seem almost surreal to her. They saw each other again at high school, almost running into each other in the hall way. He finally got up the nerve to go over to her table at lunch and say hi! He was nervous, and a little afraid she would say nothing to him. She was nervous too, and barely could get a hello out of her mouth. He asked her for her phone number, and she gave it to him. All she could do the rest of the day was think about the call she hoped would come that night. This was before cell phones, and she knew that she would get some teasing from her brother when he found out a boy had called her. It was almost a right that he seemed to think he had, teasing her since she was his little si

Will He
Tomorrow is our 3 month anniversary. Will he remember? I'm so tired of being the invisible girlfriend. I swear, I'd rather have him being mean to me than ignoring me. I'm put up on a shelf, pretty to look at, but never to touch.

Thought For The Day.
trepidation sits heavy within an angry heart, a mantle hard to shed. emotions locked inside bubble to the surface, filling me with dread. duplicity is unbecoming hypocrisy a fight i cannot win. i just want my living nightmare to end.

Illusion
Caress me with your silver tongue The sins of the past are now undone Stroke me with your words of love The heart begins to dance Shower me with kindness The soul begins to wake Humor me I'll shower you with the sounds of laughter Awake me Apart from you tears will fall Nixy

Drunk Little Tidbits
Alright so I've been drinkin... I'm gonna type a bit.(please excuse the typo's) If your going to talk to me know this; I might be a bit of a tease but I would never cheat on ANYONE so don't even try(this means you man with a wad of cash, you know who you are). I like to drink, but not in excess. My poison of choice is Vodka of course straight up(preferably absolute but smirnoff twist is great too), why bother with the rest? If I'm going to get drunk i don't want to fill up on pop. I drive a minivan, it ROCKS! I love my minivan i can take up to 8 people wherever the fuck I want to! what can beet that right?! I got my first tatoo when I was 16. For some reason my mom thought i wanted either a tattoo or a piercing tho i didn't necessarily want either, so I just went with it. It was awesome didn't hurt at all, if I were to recomend any spot it would be the shoulder. I have no peircings at this point, I don't want anything naughty tho, i just want an industrial in my left ear. Those are so

The Day I Die
The day i die dont cry not a single tear may run down a eye just lay a rose on my coffin bed then get the hell away im dead but here some rules for when im gone dont say my name and then proceed to yawn dont make my bed i want it all a mess if you want to lay on my bed and cry do it with success dont just lay and wet all my pillows and sheets and i tell you now No going through my stuffed bear you cant hear my heart beats dont mess with my computer tryin to talk to all my friends and tell them that i died why dont you just go outside and scream it world wide dont ever smell my clothes its just not right and when you try to talk to me in my room dont a poem recite dont tell all ur friends how great was ur kid cuz i guarantee its prolly the 10th time you did now heres a big rule that people just dont follow so sit there and dont move dont even swallow when you visit my grave dont cry and get people to behave and if you kneel down on the ground watch where you pound cuz im layin down the

A Moment Of Though
The good thing about people ditching you, You start to expect it so you stop being disappointed when it happens, its easier to weed out the ones that deserve your time and friendship from the ones who dont.

Torn
Its been days since i herd from you wondering how your weekend went wondered if you decided to move wondered if you still wanted me to buy you your new sheets wondered if you herd from your baby brother yet? and how you were feeling? when i got a call from your cell phone i laughed and said 'oh god' its lenny and when i herd your mommas voice on the other end i knew today was gonna change my life forever she said that you had passed away, and that you loved me very much and the pain i felt rip threw me tore my soul to pieces see, i never really thought that you would ever leave, and i never really thought id live a day without your voice, without your jokes, without your friendship... i never even thought not even for a day that my lenny would go so soon to fly with angels i never wouls have thought id have to find myself without you i dont think you knew enough how much you really ment to me or how much i truely loved you and how much i needed you around i never got a c

10 Top Lies Women Tell Men
If you think your woman would never lie to you, guess again. From little white lies to the more serious variety, most women will curtail the truth at some point in a relationship. Her motivation for lying can stem from wanting to protect your feelings or, sure enough, to save her own butt. Whatever the reason, here are the top 10 lies women tell men. Number 1 Oh, come on, do you really believe that she wouldn't change anything about you? Anything? Reality check: There are probably many things about you that she'd like to change. Or if you're still in that new couple "honeymoon" phase, during which you seem absolutely perfect, she'll find out soon enough that she was wrong. Here's my advice: Whether she hasn't figured it out yet or she's blatantly lying to make you happy, enjoy it while it lasts. Number 2 No matter how great your friends are, your girlfriend doesn't want them around all the time . Even though she might have told you this little white lie when you first started d

If A Kiss Was A Raindrop
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. ♥If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. ♥If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. ♥ If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. ♥If you don't send this to at least 10 people... So that they know that you appreciate them. ♥ This poem shows lots of appreciation... So send this to all of your friends and let them know you care ♥friends ARE LIKE BALLOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO YOU CAN'T GET THEM BACK SO I'M GOING TO tie YOU TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOSE YOU SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME!♥ SEE HOW MANY YOU GET BACK

Real Friends
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your coke/Pepsi drawer with her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in their address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend calls you after you had a fight. A simpl

A True Story-why We Get Sick!
This is my second blog in the area of health..with so many people sick today and coming down with illnesses, at least to me, I feel its very important to talk about. So I am going to relate to you a true story about someone extremely close to me-my fiance Kelly (sexygurl wants sexygurl here on CT) In 2003 she ended up in the hospital with what was diagnosed as Chronic Pancreatitis and Diabetes! Anyone that knows her knows that she is 4'9 and 80 lbs. Shes very tiny! So this occured when she was 24. She ended up in ICU and she was in the hospital 4 approximately 3 and a half weeks. She was comatized, had a mini heart attack and had Pneomonia a case so bad that the doctors only seen this in a 90 yr old in the past. She was given 2 hours or less to live and I was told by her Dr..Dr McGinnley, that they had done all that they could do to save her! So they basically were leaving her to die. All they did while she was there was try to treat the symptoms, they never tried to find the cause.

Sorry To Tell You
I am going to be off here for a while if you want to chat with me and you have yahoo messenger you can reach me @ libra_scales1018. Thanks to all my CT friends you know who you are!!!I'll be back so don't think i'm gone for good just taking a break.Love you all

Ok For Cherry Lips
IF THIS QUESTION IS NOT ANSWERED CORRECTLY IN 5 MINUTES..THE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS NO MATTER HOW RIDICULOUS..WINS Why are 1968 pennies worth more than 1967 pennies? YOU CAN GIVE THE GIFT TO ANYONE SENT ANONYMOUSLY THIS IS A TRICK QUESTION..SO THINK HARD

The Wonder That Is Love
I will walk a thousand miles, Over the highest peaks I will swim an entire ocean To reach out to you. I will capture all the stars for you baby, Just so you can see the beauty reflected And cast by yourself. Cause' all I know sweet baby, When the stars darken and the sun is no more, My love will be written and memorized Time immortalized, For our souls will be joined forever My love is pure and true. Cause' all I can do Is love you like you love me. For in the end of time, my love for you will still stay strong.

For A Gift To Anyone 500 Dolars Or Less
IF U ARE GOING TO GIVE YOUR GIFT TO SOMEONE HAVE YOUR LINK READY TO POST THRU SHOUT BOX..DONT BE A LAME....NOT THAT ANYONE HAS BEEN BUT YOU CANT BOTHER THE SPONSORS.......Cherrybomb™~KNOWS GAME WHEN I SEE IT~NEW PICS!!~@ CherryTAP IF YOU ARE THE WINNER PLZ CONTACT THE SPONSOR.. PICK 1 NUMBER FROM 1-10...IF U PICK A NUMBER PICKED ALREADY TAKE ANOTHER PICK..IF NOONE WINS IN 5 MINUTES...THE 1ST PERSON TO TAKE A GUESS WINS...REMEMBER 1 GIFT EVEN IF ITS 100 DOLLARS

Zomg!
Well.I joined CT about a week ago maybe? lol I dunno...I have to say though I love it on here. I started my new job this week and it's kicking my ass...But I love what I'm doing so.it's worth it and it pays well...I don't know what else to write at the moment...I have one hell of a headache

Friends
I have been a bit depressed last few weeks and have not been up to going to my fellowship group on thurssdays ........ 2nite i was given HUGS by all and welcomed back and it felt great 2 b among those that cared ....... im still have issues to resolve but was good to get out of my room and be among friendly souls 4 a few hours ...... when i got back my kitty was awaiting me at the door and demanded pettin & some food after i got settled

I Finally Have A Job
Hey everybody guess what? I've finally got a job it's pretty sweet to cause I work at a fire work's factory it's from 8pm-5am plus mandatory overtime and i've worked there for 'bout 2 weeks now and i'm really good at it to cause every day we alway's finish up early like tonight we finished 1hr early and two day's ago we finshed 2hrs early but anyway that's the reason I haven't been on for so long. But i'll admit it's not so easy i've got black and blue makrs down the front of my legs and I alway's seem to wake up soar but oddly enough I enjoy it??? It's hard to explain but anyway just wanted to let all you know this 'lil fact about me cause in one week i'll be gettin PAID and then i'll get to say "I'M RICH BITCH" lol.

Annoying Bitches
Wow Baby! (What the bytch wrote to my husband The subject of the email was something to do with hot....) Yeah my husband is very fine he got a big dick too but ya old ass would never find out...... (What I wrote trying to be a smart ass) Bitch...grow up! I already had "your husband"! ( Yeah she put me in my place The whore's oldest come back in the world) oh my goodness...... that is so lame... you can't come at me with any thang betta than that???? The closest thang your old ass can come to damian is if you stamp his name on ya crusty ass vibrator... get a life and stop talkin to married men you whore... keep ya ass in check, ya ass might get to' the fukk up tryin to speak on some one's man like that Its funny how this old bytch is telling me to grow up when she tryin to get at someone she know is married and her ass far past old enough to know better at 33.... Why is bytches dumb like that???? Some One Tell Me WHHHHYYYYY??? SMH & LMAO Off Subject...... You

Without You
Without you in my life, I am a lost soul searching the heaven’s for the joy that has left my heart. Without you in my life, I question my very existence, my reason for living in this god forsaken world that has been so cruel. Without you in me life, I am but a grain of sand that blows along the beach and gets washed back into the ocean. Without you in my life, I lie alone at night, dreaming of your face and finding peace at last.

I Love Butterflies And Wanted To Wish You All A Great Day
___________#_________# ___###_________#_______#_________### __#___#_________#_____#_________#___# __#____#_________#___#_________#____# ___#____#_________#_#_________#____# ___#_____#_______#####_______#_____# ___#______##_____#####_____##______# ___#__##___##_____###_____##___##__# ___#___##___##____###____##___##___# ____#___##___##__#####__##___##___# _____#___##___##_#####_##___##___# ______#__##____##HAVE ##____##__# _______#__##____###A###____##__# _______#___##____GREAT____##__# _______#___##____DAY !____##__# ______#____##____#####____##___# _____#____##____#######____##___# ____#____##_____#_###_#_____##___# ____#____##_____#__#__#_____##___# ____#____##____#_______#____##___# _____#___#____#_________#____#__# ______#_____##___________##____# _______#___#____#_________#____#_#

Men
Okay what is up with this? I will never understand why men try so hard to get u and then when u act even the slight bit interested they act like you're a stalker or something. I am nice to them Im a bitch to them I hang out with them I blow them off No matter what I do they always hang out for a few days and then run off and I don't hear from them for a while and then out of the blue they call me expecting me to just run back to them and I don't even sleep with them...Either way it goes I am ALWAYS the one getting my heart broken and I am soooo sick of it. Either they are hott and assholes or they are cute and try to act like they r so nice and they care about me but they are just pigs in sheep's clothing and I find out the hard way or they are so repulsively ugly I can't even think of talking to them, or they are just assholes up front but either way Im the one who looses. I am smart cute talented funny sexy and FUN, what is their problem?????Damn.

Ya'll Make Me Feel Welcome Here.
Hello to all of you, Thanks for being patient with me, I am relatively new to this but it beats going to a bar and spending major bucks and risking a DUI I like it here and after 18 years of marrige being single scares the hell out of me. I can sit here and find true "friends" who really mean a lot to me. All of you are a God send to me cause I'm still adjusting. Thanks for being there and I won't vent anymore I have found some new friends and look forward to the rest of my life. Again thanks for being here with me.

Hide -n- Seek
Hide from pain, it is calm, Seek peace again Father hitting Mother Mother struggling for his anger to subside The more she tried, The more rage hit her pride I was three,crying out watching,my mommy's agony Oh, no, now he is lookin furiously at me Quickly, I hushed to prevent him from Turning on me Hide-n-Seek has a new meaning for me Hide from the pain when all is calm Seek peace again When father is now gone, But the painful Violence still lives on

Moved
so im finally moved up to NH. thank god the move is over was way stressful. two weeks till jay gets here *cries* anyways just a short note to tell everyone all is well, i have interent again and im thinking of yall!

What The Heck It Is?
here's a question. is an MU (mutual understanding) a relationship? what is this crap? mutual understanding of what? i believe this sprang up when couples (if you can call them that) are too chicken to say "i love you as more than a friend. can we see this through?". hoo boy. as if love and relationships aren't complicated enough already. this takes the cake in loopholes. all convenience and no commitment? say you've been friends a long time and enjoy each other's company. but lately you have become aware of each other, tried brushing it off but didn't work. so gradually you become special friends more so when you take pains to not do things that would have been natural for both of you before all this sexual chemistry bubbled up. makes sense? of course not. because you tried to blank out that word there like it was a dirty word. sex. it's not a dirty word. it's natural. the knee jerk reaction is somebody else's fault making you think it's bad. anyway to get back to sex. i'm

My Tattoo!
Here I go again lol!! (with a few changes)I WANT ANOTHER TATTOO!BUT...I dont know which oneI just cant decide!! :(SO...I'd like you all to help me decide.This one?Or this one?Or at the suggestion of some of my rocking cherries..This One?I love them both, and the third one is growing on me, but I can only get one..lol So, Im asking for help.. I'm going to give it a month and the one with the most votes will be the one I get. Just click the link and leave me your honest opinion =)For the Artists out there, If you want to design one for me that you think would look better SEND ME A PICPS. this isnt a contest, This is me asking my cherry friends to help me with a skin altering decision..LOLI want to thank All who have commented already and who have given me their suggestions! ya'll rock!♥ brat ♥@ CherryTAP

May 6, 2007
Dig in and you'll dig yourself out of a hole. Remember to keep focusing on what's right in front of you -- you'll soon see daylight. If you need a hand, call in some old markers. You have allies right in front of you. Dunno who writes these but they mmust be fucking following my ass around. SO SO SO TRUE!

My Published Definition Of Wikkid On Urban Dictionary
Link to page here wikkid ........................ 1. wikkid - (adjective)- Slang: a misspelling of the word 'wicked' which is slang for 'awesome', 'cool', or any word or phrase that expresses something being impressive, awe-inspiring, remarkable, incredible, outstanding or exciting, the best, the shit, the bomb, etc. This definition has been around since the 50's or more. Can also mean fun, funny, sexy, hardcore, chill, non-chalant, laid-back. The New England slang of the word only defines an adverb that express the degree of the word or phrase. Such as: very, really, well, so, hella, totally (so awesome, very cool, hella crazy, totally awe-insipring, fuckin' nuts/crazy). This definition actually denotes both adverb and adjective, as in the previous examples. Wikkid can express an extreme degree, usually indicated by the excitement in the vocal emphasis and volume. "Yeah, that's wikkid." (That's cool.) or "CHECK THAT OUT! THAT IS WIKKID!" (CHECK THAT OUT! THAT IS FUCKIN' AWE

Tranquillity
Come to my special place Feel free as a bird whose wings are being tested for the first time. Love me for me, for love knows not who it will keep, so learn to trust in fully in it. No matter what depths you may take let nothing get in your way. For when you've reach that goal there is something really great for your heart to behold. Love have no reasons no initiatives. Only two should take that journey, the joy that true love gives.

Gurl
Heart beat pumping, consistantly non stop, so many choices, but your always on my top. number one since forever, your nothing like the rest, beauty from the beholder, an emotional arrest. sentimental feelings, broken without despair, hoping for a change in heart, my feelings are still there. Always and Forever, things will never change, when the skys are blue, and the the clouds are white, when the night is dark, and the day is bright, you are the girl, thats always right.

Last False Alarm
ALOT MORE PEOLE VISITED MY STASH THEN LOOKED AT THE LAST BLOG....SO HOPEFULLY THIS ONE GOT OUR ATTENTION...TY MUAHSZ.AND HIT ME UP FOR A FRIENDSHIP TROPHY...I SAW LIKE 8 PEOPLE GOING BUCKWILD...TY XOXOXOXOXOX

Work
HI, TO ALL WHO COME BY AND SAY HELLO IM SORRY I HAVE BEEN AWAY I HAVE BEEN WORKING KILLER HOURS AT MY 3RD SHIFT JOB AND TRYING TO GET A PLACE TO LIVE. LIFE HERE IS HECTIC. WHEN I GET A MIN OR 2 ILL DROP BY AND SAY HELLO. MISSY

All That Remains
I sit atop my roof watching the stars the cold wind blowing spreading whatever may come fates disaterous touch effects us all a cruel bitch she is ruining the lives of many for her own self satisfying pleasure so many times has she toyed with my life only for me to look a fool. I live and sleep amoung the world of demons the cold bitter silence that weeps through me i see all but sadness and the suffering of others why cant i help them all?.... i am but one soul nothing more nothing less a wicked one at that but warm hearted to say the least i may still own my soul but it has already been sold for what i fear is my own mortality my human frailties i wish to extinguish destroying every trace of humanity within me. the only way i will become stronger then i am is if i allow the darkness within my soul to spread without being contained... Oh how i enjoy its bitter taste the anger the hatred i feed and feel from others such an intoxicating feeling all their fears an sin

Womans Vocab
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for

16 Things It Took Me Over 50+ Years To Learn
By Dave Barry, Nationally Syndicated Columnist ============================================ 1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its f ull potential, that word would be "meetings." 3. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness." 4. People who want to share their political views with you almost never want you to share yours with them. 5. You should not confuse your career with your life. 6. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. (This one is very important!) 7. Never lick a steak knife. 8. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip. 9. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time. 10. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregn

J.e.n.n.i.f.e.r.
J: PEOPLE ADORE YOU E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH I: GREAT IN BED F: YOU ARE DEAD SEXY E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT R: UNBELIEVABLY GREAT IN BED Yep, those are all me....... A: FUCKING CRAZY ( IN A GOOD WAY) B: YOU LIKE PEOPLE C: ONE AN MILLION D: YOU ARE REALLY SILLY E: YOU LIKE TO DRINK A LOT F: YOU ARE DEAD SEXY G: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO H: BEST BOY/GIRL FRIEND ANYONE CAN ASK FOR I: GREAT IN BED J: PEOPLE ADORE YOU K: YOU'RE ONE AN MILLION L: YOU LIKE TO DRANK M: GREAT IN BED N: EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH O: YOU ARE VERY JUDGMENTAL P: YOU ARE POPULAR WITH ALL TYPES OF PEOPLE Q: YOU ARE A HYPOCRITE R: UNBELIEVABLY GREAT IN BED S: YOU'RE VERY JUDGMENTAL T: YOU'RE LOYAL TO THOSE YOU LOVE U: YOU ARE VERY SILLY V: YOU ARE NOT JUDGMENTAL W: YOU ARE VERY BROAD MINDED X: YOU NEVER LET PEOPLE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO Y: YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD P

Another Day....
another weekend went by as fast as it came and im not happy about it. I'd love to have stayed in bed all weekend cause i felt like shit but that was not happening. Im about sick of spending my weekends in kentucky. dont get me wrong i like me family just i would like to be home to get some things done. Sunday wasnt bad just felt like it went by tooo quickly. spent most of my day cleaning and doing laundry. Last week we got little ot no stock but today it seems the truck only had men's merchandise on it. It really sucks cause half the stuff that came today is new and not on the planner. Story of my life. I've got another doctors appointment this week, so hopefully my dumbass doctor will prescribe me something so im not feeling like shit all day and not sleeping at night cause i cant breath. i've taken to sometimes sleeping in my son's room since he has a humidifier in his room it works but after so many nights on the floor my muscles are about to scream. enough of th

More Cool Things To Know
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"... and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this...) The percentage of North America that is wilderness: 38% The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400 The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom

'dating Ads'
Dating Ads aren't always an accurate description as I am sure you already know. Well I have posted a few Ads - See my *NEW* folder - that describe for (the most part ;)). All you do is select which 'Dating Ad' you would answer (doesn't matter if you are in a relationship it's only for fun). Once you select an Ad then you can see who the Ad belongs to ;) Hope you have fun with this! Luv Jen PS there is always at least one safe pick :)

Antoher Poem By Me
Wouldn't Trade It Written By: Charlotte Tyler Looking through framed lenses, Wondering about the days expences, My body beaten and withered from the toils of the day, Exausted and scorned from withstanding the full extent until the sun fades, Everyday is much the same as before, Tired even before my feet graze the carpeted floor, Always wishing daylight was non existant, But only just for a tiny instant, Momentarily day dreaming of the events soon to come, Thinking of the kids, chores, arrends, and then some, Then like a wave of a wand or the snap of your fingers, Reality returns, sets in, and lingers, Again you replay the day get up do your things and go to bed, I can't explain the feeling you get from everyday duplicatation, it isn't exactly dread, More of a slump or a rut, But, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world, I love my kids, my two boys and girl, I love my husband and my kitty, I love my house, my life, the city, I love my family and friends,

Never Done This Before!
My first blog woohoo.. Damn how bored am I that I have only been at work for 30 minutes and I am already posting a blog..... lol... Jump into my shoutbox tell me something good! Have a beautiful day... mmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!

$20
$20 On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by t

Wisdom For The Ages
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? > > Death is certain, but the Bible speaks about > untimely death! > Make a personal reflection about this..... > Very interesting, read until the end..... > It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): > "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for > whatsoever a man soweth, > that shall he also reap. > > Here are some men and women who mocked God : > > John Lennon (Singer): > Some years before, during his interview with an > American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. > I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his > subjects were too simple, > Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). > Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more > famous than Jesus Christ, > was shot six times. > > Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ): > During the Presidential campaign, he said if he > got 500,000 votes from > his party, not even God would remove him from > Presidency. > Sure he got the vote

My Ex Bf Just Made My Day
My x boy The white man built like 50 cent Wiggar, hardcore gangster drugie asshole Charlie, who's currently in jail Is also known as... CHUCKY!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahaha I fucking love it!!! Yeah a dectective came asking about him He let loose that little tidbit HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I feel better about life now A little anyway Thats just to great

It's Survey Time
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have :) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] Hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud [] fucking hot If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] Marry me [] Have sex What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap dance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [] Yes [] No Send the results to me in a message!! Boys repost this as: GIRLS ONLY Girls repost this as: GUYS ONLY

Well It Been Crazy
well all we finily got our house. now we are trying to get it all fixed up so we can start moving in. so that is why i have not been on a lot lately. once we get it done and i have time to really set down ill get back to all of you. so stay in touch.

Hurting Soul
im only a child get yelled and screamed at told im useless told im stupid called a mistake dumber then dirt no one knows how much i hurt i cry in my room being beating by someone someone i love him not knowing how said i am how he is treathing this little child im gettin older im 13 now i want to be happy and play bball in the yard he tells me hes busy so i go away he dose not see this confused child he still calls me stupid says im a mistake while im geting angry letting this anger get to my head from bottling up what i feel inside a caring child in need of love becomes the wrost not making a sound not saying a word while his anger changes to hatefull images in his head im 17 now now nothen but anger hurting him the way that he hurt me so long ago i try not to yell but i can not control what he has created from all the blind anger i call him an asshole a fucking dick head from all the pain that he has said maybe n

Im Sad
What the hell has happend to everyone . i feel left out of the bunch . all my comments have gone poof gone and in 3 months no one has left me a new one . i feel as tho i dont have any friends on here .. another thing im sad about is how come a nice freakin guy like my self cant even get laid . am i that bad ? am i that ugly ? wtf is it ? i have no clue . but in the 2 1/2 years ive been single ive had no dates . ya thats right no dates . no nothing . in this day and age you can have that option to have friends . but no with my luck . i dont have that good of luck . anyone wanna pass on some luck to me ? So when will it be my turn to have a good g/f or even a good friend in my life . Nuff ramblin i guess . thanks for reading this . and have a good one ..

Just For You To Know
WHENEVER U ARE 2000 POINTS FROM LEVELING..IF U PLAY EVERYDAY....WE WILL HOLD ALL CONTEST ON YOUR PAGE....AND I WILL POST A BULLETIN FOR WHATEVER ITS WORTH...IF ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY OR SOMETING U WANT EVERYONE ...TO KNOW.......HIT ME UP AND I WILL ANNOUNCE IT.....GNIGHT ALSO ANY IDEAS ARE ALWAYS WELCOME

Jacob
oh my god this time last year I was at the hospital with Jessica cause she went into labor around 5 pm and we got to Oakland Kaiser around 7:30 8 pm and I was with her the inter time well all the way up to the time they had to tuck her to have a c-section done cause Jacob just didn’t want to come out but man that was crazy day, who can say that they were there to see a baby be born!!!! I am so glad that I am able to say I was there the day that my nephew was born!!!!!!!!

Quote For May 9
Beauty is no quality in things themselves: it exists merely in the mind which contemplates them -- David Hume Bonus Quote: Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning. -- Rich Cook This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The Clemens Fallout
Roger Clemens to Yankees is still the talk of the town in New York, and frankly, the talk of the sporting world. A few interesting things that have shaken out in the past couple of days: 1. That the Yankees were not willing to make the "personal allowances" in the contract last season due to the presence of Randy Johnson. According to Clemens' agent, Randy Hendricks, on the Mike & Mike Show this morning, the Yankees made it clear in December that this would not be problem for them in 2007. Also of note, Nolan Ryan set the precedent for this type of contract with Houston. 2. Clemens' claim that he wouldn't have gone to New York without Torre at the helm. I'm not buying that. With Pettitte, Jeter and Mariano on this team, if Mattingly or Joe Girardi are running it and Clemens is getting paid, my money says he signs. 3. The Red Sox wanted Clemens and misread this whole situation and Larry Lucchino is making noise about it: "Clemens's agent, Randy Hendricks, was in Boston last

If You Read This I Am Not Responsible For Your Feelings Being Hurt But Will Deal With It
How complicated is my life, oh god dreadfully so. I know not who to trust nor who to believe. My heart is crumbling and the walls are strenghtening. I have reconnected with some of the people I left behind last year when I moved to Minnesota but can't decide if it was the right thing to do. Drama has again entered my life when there was none or atleast very little, now I seem to choke on it. Everyone depends on me so and I know not what to do. My ex whom as much as it kills me I will always love for I thought I was going to marry him. His cancer worries me along with his other health issues. He still tries to proclaim his love for me but will not admit that he cheated on me just had other women around to make me jealous. I am not stupid but should it even matter? How can he proclaim his love for me when he is married and not working on getting a divorce. Along with that he has her name, who he left me for, tattooed on his chest. Talk about a slap in the face. He wants

A Thought ( I Know, Thats Rare)
Madhatter and I wondering if masturbation can also help a pulled back muscle? I mean it helps everything else. Being bored, when you are sad, happy, even angry. When you have a little headache, the flu, and sometimes nausea. Be right back!

For My Kids On Mother's Day
For My Daughters on Mother's Day & My Son My wish for you, Throughout the years... No real worries, Few sad tears... No more hardships, No more trials. Naught but laughter... Bright, true smiles! May the Lord, upon you, gaze, May He, all, your tears, erase. May He lift your spirits high... Fill your heart with hope, devine. May the Lord's word fill your heart, So, that when we're far apart, You will feel the self same things, I feel for you, this early spring. For, there's no love upon this earth, Like love of one who's given birth. I cannot think what life would be, Had God not given you, each, to me. Love from the bottom of my heart,

I'm Soo Stressed
Finals are this week and I'm about to collapse in a pile of stress. My organization skills are wack anyone with tips to keep organized while writing papers and studying. i'd love types especially from teachers on how to organize lesson plans and how to be ready for class etc.

Is It June Yet
For the month of June I am traveling. I can't wait. I wish it was June already. I will get to see both of my boys during that time. Plus I will be riding the train tracks. Its my first time riding a train. I can't wait. I won't have anything to do but listen to music and read my book. I haven't had time to myself in ages. I am always taking care of everyone else except me. I have family that lives in the same town and are always needing me to do things for them or with them. Also during that time I will not have computer access. So I will not be chatting with my friends and family on the computer. That will be odd. They will have to call and I don't always answer my phone during certain hours. Plus with a cell phone you have to be careful about going over your minutes. So for me I wish this month would be done and over with.

If You Love Me!
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Baltimore Ravens' Steve Mcnair Arrested For Dui
Baltimore Ravens' Steve McNair Arrested for DUI Posted May 10th 2007 8:52AM by Michael David Smith Filed under: Ravens, Baltimore, Nashville, Breaking News Ravens quarterback Steve McNair was arrested for driving under the influence late Wednesday in Nashville -- even though he wasn't driving. McNair's brother-in-law was driving the car, which is owned by McNair, and since the brother-in-law was drunk, that was enough to get McNair arrested on DUI charges: Under Tennessee law, the owner of the vehicle can be charged if he or she is the passenger when the driver is arrested on DUI charges. The owner can be charged even if he or she is not intoxicated, Foley said. It was not clear whether McNair was impaired. I wasn't aware of that law, but if McNair was sitting there in his car and allowing his brother-in-law to drive drunk and risk the lives of other people on the road, I don't have a problem with it. The big question is whether NFL commissioner Roger Goodell will have a p

Battle Of The Sexes!!!
This week it’s the BATTLE OF THE SEXES!!!! John from the Dead Air Show will be guest hosting to help poor Dave against myself and Mitch!!! This is a definite CALL IN SHOW!!! 646-652-4737 at 10pm eastern!!

Nicholson Pledges To Improve Health Care
By HOPE YEN Associated Press Writer WASHINGTON (AP) - VA Secretary Jim Nicholson told skeptical House members Wednesday he would work hard to improve veterans' care and said he would take personal responsibility for implementing a presidential task force's recommendations. Responding to renewed criticism of performance bonuses given to senior officials, Nicholson generally defended the award of hefty bonuses to top senior Veterans' Affairs officials. Those officials crafted a budget that fell $1 billion short and have been accused of jeopardizing health care, but Nicholson said many Veterans Affairs employees could get higher salaries in private business. ``We recognize our shortcomings,'' Nicholson told the House Veterans Affairs Committee. ``They could be making tremendous money on the outside. But they're staying.'' Nicholson testified to the House members about recommendations issued last month by the presidential task force he chairs on improving veterans care. Am

You May Feel
You may feel like you could die You just sit in a corner and continue to cry Did you give it another try This may sound mean, but noe everyone is sent from above Not everything fits like a glove Not everyone is loved Did you give the wheel another spin Just because you tried doesn't mean you'll win If only you could fasten everything together with a simple pin Sometimes you may ask yourself if you're really sane Just believe me, there's no more to gain Just lie there and suffer through the pain You think you know yourself, but are you a stranger in your own mind Are you one that's mean or are you too kind You say you see the end but you are mentally blind Did you take a deep breat, there will be air in your chest Just sit there and give it a rest Life is always there, even if it's not the best

No Tears
I GATHERED MY ANGELS AROUND ME,AND I WAS STRONG, SO,HE WALKED OUT ON ME TODAY,BUT I WAS PLANNING TO DO THAT ANYWAY,IT MADE THINGS EASIER,I TOOK A STAND,AND THERE WAS NO TEARS,... Pink Videos | Music Video Codes | Chicago Relocation

Attractive Test
Subject: Attractive Test Message: Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you sleep with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Am I attractive? [] Gorgeous [] Hott []Cutie [] Average [] Okay [] Ugly As Fuck! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Name three things you would like to do to me... 1. 2. 3. I look like.. [] A Player [] One Nigh Stand [] Next Boyfriend/Girlfriend [] A Friend [] A friend With Benefits [] A Possibility [] A Fucking Loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me [] Cuddle With Me [] Date Me [] Friends [] Friends With Benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [ ] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] A Possible Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend With Benefits []

For 200 Shopping Spree.no Gift Limit Sent To Anyone Anonymously
1st person to drop a comment wins contact the sponsor if u know u won..also the sponsor has some nice contest going..contact her for details****Official Bitch**** ~Bombshell Bombers Numma 2~ ...SBAB...^^Elite Bombers^^@ CherryTAP

Some One 6
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Songs Being Redone
was just at a friends profile and finally heard that new version of "She's Like The Wind" that SUCKS. I mean ok Patrick Swayze probably shouldn't have sung it either, I mean it ranks up there with Don Johnson singing Heartbeat and Bruce Willis singing Respect Yourself.. Yes for the record I admit I do have all 3 of these songs downloaded simply because they do suck.. only slightly better than Eddie Murphey belting out how his girl likes to party all the time. But you see its in their inherent shittyness that makes them great. So now some act from today decides they can do it "better" by adding bass and all this hip hop crap to it. Now trust me by iteself hip hop is not crap, its actually my preferred Genre of music to listen to but come on to take a classic piece of 80's music from a somewhat ok actor and make it modern is HORRIBLE. Almost as good an idea of someone giving Mariah Carey the ok to redo Bringing on the Heartbreak and yes her version of Open Arms left a bit to be des

Diomand Earings For 1st Person To Fan My Sponsor And Then Come Here And Drop A Comment If U Doit B4 Hh Is Over I Got You Right Now
i need u to go fan him reguardless of the gift,...he has given me 10..000 cherry bux to work with for tomorows contests..and sponsored my band Mikey MLC & ĆŦ¬МǎҒїǻ killin em with a :)@ CherryTAP

Tongue
Body: IF Y0U D0NT REP0ST THiS YOU WiLL BE SINGLE UNTIL Y0U'RE 45. N0 J0KE. PUT: ¢¾TOUNGE(IF Y0UR TAKEN AND HAPPY) ¢¾SCREW LOVE(IF YOU CAN'T GET SOMEONE OFF YOUR MIND) ¢¾SEX (IF Y0UR SINGLE AND JUST CHILLEN AND WAT HAPPENS HAPPENS) ¢¾KISS IN THE RAIN (IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE BUT DONT KNO IF THEY LIKE YOU BACK) ¢¾WHIT ROSE(IF Y0U GAVE UP) ¢¾PECK ON THE LIPS (IF YOU RAPE PEOPLE) ¢¾FRENCH KISS (IF YOU LIKE SOMEONE AND THEY LIKE YOU BACK BUT NOT GOING OUT YET) *S0METHING G00D WILL HAPPEN T0 YOU AT 11 PM T0NIGHT

For My Grandmother
My Grandmother's Strength Josephine sits on the porch, her delicate frame holds her strength. The sunlight holds her face just so, the wrinkles of a thousand smiles accent her face in the most beautiful way. We're digging through photos in old gift boxes, she tells the stories like it was yesterday, as if we were right there with her, and the years have not passed so long ago. Moments of marriage and hope, death and heartache, Grandpa's brand-new Impala and their first date, she's like a child again, her laughter fills the room, and no one dares interrupt, we love to laugh with her. Her pride washes the walls in color, children with gapped, toothy grins, a lacy veil in a bride's updo, and she's holding a newborn in wonder, her own eyes reflecting back from the baby's face. The sun begins to warm the earth, but nothing warms my heart more than my grandmother, and how she holds us all so close, from the day we are born, through every memory. She is

No Vacation For You !!!! (at Least Not Yet)
Got to love military transportation. Didn't make the flight this morning and so I have to shift everything to the right. slide slide slipidy slide... So... my hut is (was) packed up, my luggage is ??? who knows where, I'm leaving sometime... Yeah.. I'm feeling the love!

Failure
Well I finally received a letter in the mail saying I didn't pass the 911 Call Receiver job in Kent. Shitty. I missed it by 3 lousy points. I took the same test again early this week for a job in Fife (which is a lot closer to me than Kent is)... So I think I passed it because I did not answer the questions all the same... I'm so pissed. I'm tired of being broke, I'm tired of working at a grocery store where I get treated like shit by customers and get shitty hours and have to deal with rude ass people. Anyone want to hire me? In the Tacoma area? I'll do anything full time. Well not anything. Haha. Ruby ruby ruby ruby is a good ass song.

~be Gentle~
~Be Gentle~ Be gentle with one another The cry comes out of the hurting heart of humanity. It comes from the lives of those battered With thoughtless words and brutal deeds; It comes from the lips of those who speak them, And the lives of those who do them. Be gentle with one another. . . Who of us can look inside another and know What is there of hope and hurt, or promise and pain? Who can know from what far places each has come Or to what far places each may hope to go? Our lives are like fragile eggs. . . They are brittle. . . They crack and the substance escapes. . . Handle with Care! Handle with exceeding, tender care, for there are Human beings, there within. Human beings, vulnerable as we are vulnerable; Who feel as we feel, Who hurt as we hurt. Life is too transient to be cruel with one another. It is too short for thoughtlessness. Too brief for hurting. Life is long enough for caring, It is lasting enough for sharing, Precious enough fo

Open Arms
OPEN ARMS Love cannot be captured or tied to a wall. Love only slips through the chains. If love wills to take another course, it goes; and all the prisons, guards, chains or obstructions in the world aren't strong enough to detain it for a second. Love is always open arms. With arms open you allow love to come and go as it will, freely, for it will do so anyway. If you close your arms about love you'll find you are left only holding yourself.

Ok So I'm Not....
moving. I was supposed to be moving in 2 or 3 weeks, but I am not. Life is funny sometimes things go your way and other times it doesn't and it sucks.... but things ended good, and friendly..... so on with life. lult Jenn

Aprilisciousness
Aprilisciousness- def.- 1.the act of being totally hot and sexy, and funny and cute and beautiful. 2. being in the presence of one who is apriliscious That is the day i have had. a totally apriliscious day. Spent about an hour chattin with april, then about 45 min on the phone with her. then more online fun til the wee hours of the morn. It has been absolutely fabulous

The Visions.....
Long has it been since my last figure souls bound to the physical plane of existence im too tired i only got 3 hours of realy sleep and if my words look bads its cuz im not looking at the keyboard adn im resting my head on my right arm. their voices trying to get me to sleep i know it i can hear them whispering into my head whispering sweet nothings into my ears the sobs how i wish things werent like this i know once i happen to knowck out they will try consuming my soul its already begun i keep falling to sleep i wont make it much longer before the dreams and nitemares come for me. they think just becuz i scare easily im and can be quite stubborn. the words of a mna half awake yet asleep.... sleeping awake you say? may but then how can my mind be getting free im tired the lack of sleep has gotten to me...farewelll

Immigration Laws
HARSH YOU SAY?? a.. There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. No special ballots for elections. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. All government business will be conducted in our language. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, or other government assistance programs. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * a.. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. * * *

Tears
1yr ago this month my life changed forever.my marriage fell apart .we tried to repair it but it just didnt work.were divorced now have been for a few months .i had friends who were there for me to talk to .but in the middle of the night no one was there to wipe away the tears when you wake up and realize no one is beside you anymore.it was a very lonely time in my life .i went through hell there for awhile.but then my life changed one night with one phone call from someone i had no idea at the time would become my bf.he has been more then i ever expected.he has wiped away the tears and made me smile again.i wasnt very fair to him in the beginning i expected him to hurt me,so i was trying to find reasons to pull away but the more i pulled the more he held me. anyway i could go on and on but to make things short sometimes it helps to just express things with writing. have a nice day all .

Metallica-my Final Word
Once upon a time, there was a revolutionary new speed metal band with ground-breaking sound no one had heard before. Metallica, back in the day, had mad song writing skills and a unique sound. In the early days, they gained popularity through word-of-mouth, let people videotape their concerts, and their music was the most important thing. Music, and the fans. Then, in '86, Cliff Burton is killed in their tour bus accident. the world wept for one of the best bassists ever to live. what many don't know to this day is that cliff was the backbone of their songwriting team. Notice there have been no Lovecraftian references in their songs since his death. there is also an absence of solos, instrumentals, and bass talent. Their talent shone through the black album, until Load. Load was a load-of shit. It was so mainstream that it sounded like every other frigging band out there. people say that's because all these other bands copied them, but that's simply not true. You can follow their

I Don't Get It...
Why is it that women now days say that they want a real Man, one who will provide for them, protect them, love them, shelter them, value them, ect... and then criticize and reject those that are? Why is it that when the full blood of a Man is upon Him, and He sees His female, and will have her, that it should be then that He is not a real Man, but is called a beast, a brute? Women say they want a real Man, but do not recognize One when they see Him. They are quick to point out flaws, say He is overbearing, rude, cruel, when He is being a true Man. But then, these are the same woman that really just want what "society" has deemed a man, a milksop who is walked all over and controlled by a female....not a true Man. Why would you want a man that lets you get by with anything? That lets you walk all over him, lets you do and say anything? How can you respect a man like that, much less live with him? That isn't a man, he's an overgrown boy!!!! What woman out there would

Update
Tommorow we move a few blocks over...it's gonna be closer to the schools and closer to the casino. I'll be able to stress alot less about the babies' safety so that kinda appeals to me. Looking forward to starting work next week yet I still have no clue what position I'll be filling. Hopefully either maintence or server. I've always enjoyed pleasing others as is obvious by my lifestyle. Once I do that I've finally decided which bills take priority. I'll have my own room finally so that'll make my move a little bit more comfortable. Um....Guess that's about it lol.

Mothers Day
mothers day is a time to stop and thank our mothers for everything they do. its not about the cards and flowers or the gifts. its about taking the time to really think about what our mothers really do for us. now i know now that my own mother did so many things for her children, and now that i have my own i truly know how my mother feels. i would give my own life for my little girl just so she can be happy. so i'm very glad that i did not get any cards, flowers or gifts for mothers day. just hearing my little girl tell me happy mothers day and that she loves me is all i will ever need. so thank you to all the moms in the world for loving your children no matter what they do.

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat yo

The Blonde And The Deodorant
(no offense to any of my friends!) The blonde walks into a drugstore and asks the pharmacist for some bottom deodorant. The pharmacist, a little bemused, explains to the woman that they don''t sell anything called bottom deodorant, and never have. Unfazed, the blonde assures him that she has been buying the stuff from this store on a regular basis, and would like some more. "I''m sorry," says the pharmacist, "we don''t have any." "But I always get it here," says the blonde. "Do you have the container it comes in?" "Yes!" says the blonde, "I will go and get it." She returns with the container and hands it to the pharmacist, who looks at it and says to her, "This is just a normal stick of underarm deodorant." The annoyed blonde snatches the container back and reads out loud from the container: "To apply, push up bottom."

It's Angela Birthday Come Show Her Some Ct Love
Come Show Her some Love Fire Dragon Angela(Angel Family )@ CherryTAP Get More At YourSpaceCorner.Com Get More At YourSpaceCorner.Com Get More At YourSpaceCorner.Com Get More At YourSpaceCorner.ComGet More At YourSpaceCorner.Com

Jealousy
Psych 101 says that jealousy is a reaction to feeling threatened by the fear of losing something or the fear of being replaced by something that you feel is better than what you can provide. I have been an advocate against jealousy telling those who suffer from it; "don't worry, it's all in your head" or "all you have to do is talk and you will find out what your obviously making up in your head." This time it's different. I have never felt so threatened and so afraid of being replaced. Replaced by something better, replaced by someone thinner, replaced by someone smarter. Can one experience more than a year ago alter my way of thinking making me into someone I would pity? Jealousy is a mixture of fear, anxiety, imagination, suspense and overall sadness that takes me at all hours of the night when I least expect them. One moment I can be happy as a queer in a Gucci store the next I'm feeling worthless and passable for satisfactory. Growing up in Los Angeles has

Accidents
WELL I'VE RECENTLY DECIDED TO GIVE THIS GUY A CHANCE AND WE STARTED OFF SHAKY AND THEN MADE IT THRU THAT ONE LOL SEEMS BAD LUCK HAS KEPT US APART HERE OF LATE. HE HAS HAD A REAL BAD CAR ACCIDENT AND IS SERIOUSLY INJURED. HE HAS BEEN TRYING TO KEEP IT FROM ME SO I WONT WORRY. LIKE I TOLD HIS NEICE ITS TO LATE FOR THAT I ALREADY AM WORRIED AND THE LONGER HE GOES WITH OUT TELLING ME EVERYTHING THEN ILL WORRY MORE. SEEMS HE HAS HAD BLOOD POISONING AND IS GETTING READY FOR A SERIOUS SURGERY ON WEDS. WHICH NOW WORRIES ME EVEN MORE THAN BEFORE. I REALLY DO LIKE HIM AND CARE FOR HIM BUT JUST MY LUCK LATELY SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS WHEN WE TRIED TO GO OUT OR SOMETHING AND NOW ALL THIS. HE IS AFRAID IM GONNA LEAVE HIM BECAUSE OF THIS ACCIDENT AND IM NOT GOING TO DO THAT.

Scarred
Does it really matter if I have a scar on my face, does it scare you to think that I'm not perfect not pretty, an blase? Well I know it's a sight and that you always turn away that you dont want me no-more that I hide from the day. If I'm not what you want now then please let me go.... let me have my solitude leave me to be alone. For what is left for me besides being tossed aside it's better for you to leave and for me to forever hide. I cry now at the site of the freak I've become and know in my heart that I'm better off alone. No...no forced tears no gentle goodbyes you've done enough damage so why stay an lie? You take your leaving and I'll say that your gone out of my heart, my life, where you can do no more harm.

The Ripper [erotic Short Storie]
She woke up with a start. It was one of those defining moments where your mind becomes instantly alert. Where the subconscious blends with your conscious and you are suddenly aware of much more than you have been able to notice in the few seconds of wakefulness. In those few seconds she already felt the presence of danger. There was an unfamiliar sound almost like a scratching, permeating the silent night airThere was an eerie light flickering across the ceiling. Immediately her body tensed with the alertness that adrenalin rush that fear brings. But there was something else very very wrong… In those moments of adjustment to full wakefulness, she tried to force her mind to reveal its secret but all she could focus on was the coursing sensation of fear. She tried to cry out, but the sound came out only as a throaty gurgle, Even though she was able to see light her eyes could not fully open. She felt completely oppressed, something held her down… She began to squirm force herself

Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel yo

Sex Game
If We Had Sex Game Body: If We Had Sex Game Body: If We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do

Names
jANURARY---------- I married FEBRUARY---------I DREAMED ABOUT MARCH-------------I punched APRIL---------------I BEAT MAY-----------------I SLAPPED JUNE---------------- I PIMP SLAPPED JULY-----------------I KISSED AUGUST------------I KICKED SEPTEMBER--------I stabbed OCTOBER----------- I KILLED NOVEMBER---------I MADE OUT WITH DECEMBER--------- I BIT - DAY [NUMBER] YOU WERE BORN ON 1--------MY BEST FRIEND 2--------MY FRIENDS PANTS 3--------MYSELF 4-------- A NERD 5--------SPONGEBOB 6--------A MEXICAN 7--------P. DIDDY 8--------SOME GUY 9--------A GANGSTA 10-------My EX 11------- UR MOM 12-------My BOYFRIEND 13-------A BANANA 14-------A SLUT 15-------A CHEERLEADER 16-------MY CRUSH 17-------A TREE 18------ A prep 19-------MY NEIGHBOR 20-------A SEXY PERSON 21-------A NOODLE 22-------A HOE 23-------MY TRUE LOVE 24-------A HOBO 25-------MY EX 26-------YOU 27-------A GOTH 28-------MY EX 29-------A HOBO 30-------A WHITE BOY 31-------MY UNCLE

Girl You Know It's True
This is a song for the girl I love, and you know who you are: I'm in love with you girl 'cause you're on my mind, You're the one I think about most every time. And when you pack a smile in everything you do, Don't you understand, girl, this love is true. You're soft, succulent so sweet and thin That's kind of like a vision upon your skin. It lightens up my day, and that's oh so true. Together we're one separated we're two. To make you all mine, all mine is my desire. 'Cause you contain a quality, you that I admire. You're pretty plain and simple, you rule my world so try to understand. I'm in love girl, I'm in so love girl. I'm just in love girl, and this is true. Girl, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Yes, you know it's true. Ooh, ooh, ooh I love you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. Girl, you know it's true. My love is for you. This is some sort of thing, girl, I can't explain, My emotions start up when I hear your name. Maybe your

Joys Of Home
Curling smoke from a chimney low, And only a few more steps to go. Faces pressed at a windowpane Watching for someone to come again. And I am the someone they want to see- These are the joys life gives to me. So let me come at night and rest With those who know I have done my Best; Let the wife rejoice and my children Smile; And I’ll know by their love that I’m worth While. For this is conquest and world success- A home where abides happiness.

I Believe Abortion Is Wrong
Here is an actual account of a nurse who witnessed a partial birth abortion: In September 1993, Brenda Pratt Shafer, a registered nurse with thirteen years of experience, was assigned by her nursing agency to an abortion clinic. Since Nurse Shafer considered herself "very pro-choice," she didn't think this assignment would be a problem. She was wrong. This is what Nurse Shafer saw: "I stood at the doctor's side and watched him perform a partial-birth abortion on a woman who was six months pregnant. The baby's heartbeat was clearly visible on the ultrasound screen. The doctor delivered the baby's body and arms, everything but his little head. The baby's body was moving. His little fingers were clasping together. He was kicking his feet. The doctor took a pair of scissors and inserted them into the back of the baby's head, and the baby's arms jerked out in a flinch, a startle reaction, like a baby does when he thinks that he might fall. Then the doctor opened the scissors up. Then he

Smoke On The Water
A Saturday in June 1974: The first really hot day of summer that year in Chicago. I woke to it dazed sweaty & hungover in its flooding heat, mauled by desire and its packed hungers following a night of partying after my high school graduation. All the windows were opened to the hard noise of Fullerton Avenue while a fan wheeled at my feet, breathing coolly over the lower reaches of the sheet covering my nakedness. I opened my eyes to watch my hardon tent the sheet in high and higher fluster, still at full sail from tormented dreams of clinch and closure--blue balls again! After getting our diplomas we had yahooed in Angel’s Chevy to the shore. I sat sideways in the back seat with my bared feet in his girlfriends lap; between tokes she stroked and pulled at my heel sole toes & I flicked my big toe up under her bikini top, working the nub of her nipple there in the backseat dark into a stout rage so hot I couldn’t breathe. We piled out in party fr

Some Funny Ha Has
Man: Is there any way for long life? Dr: Get married. Man: Will it help? Dr: No, but the thought of long life will never come. ********* Why do couples hold hands during their wedding? It's a formality just like two boxers shaking hands before the fight begins! ********* Wife: Darling today is our anniversary, what should we do? Husband: Let us stand in silence for 2 minutes. ********* It's funny when people discuss Love Marriage vs Arranged. It's like asking someone, if suicide is better or being murdered ********* It is difficult to understand GOD . He makes such beautiful things as women and then he turns them into Wives ********* If u r married please ignore this MSG, For everyone else: Happy Independence Day ********* Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you say. After marriage, he'll fall asleep before you finish. ********* There's a way of transferring funds th

Love Is
Love is... being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength. Love is... being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality. Love is... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity. Love is... the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future. Love is... the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow Love is the source of passion. Love is... giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs and

The One Man Who Has Never Let Me Down
This goes out to the one man who has never let me down. You have loved me like no other. And you have become a distant memory I shall never forget. You were there for me. You cared for me. You showed me what unconditional love is. You made me the person I am today. You will always remain in my heart. Everyday that I take a breath is owed to you. You gave me life. As your birthday growes near. I want you to know that you are loved and badly missed. One day we shall meet again. Till then, Father I wsh you a Happy Birthday and I love you. May you RIP. Rickey L. Whitely May 22, 1954-Feb.8,2007

Just Another Day In....
most people would have thought i would say hell, but really its not that bad its just same shit different day and it gets really old. i myself just want to do something different one day out of the week instad of being able to predict what is going to happen. i dont know maybe im reading into my life to much. i truelly do not know. maybe something great will happen tomorrow who the hell knows. i will just have to wait til then to find out.....

One More Time
im only going to say this one more time because apparently no one reads blogs lol i dont have yahoo i dont cyber my boobs are 38F my name isnt sexy, mami, or baby study because there will be a test lol also please help me level up i am almost there ty so much

Greatful
You give me the courage to take on the world, I walk into the day with your love so sworn. With your heart on my shoulder,I ride to face the day. Then at the end I come home tattered and worn. With her open arms and a smile,brings a tear to my eye,Why she cares,loves feels,I have no clue. On my knees I'm thankful for all I have, But to all you other men remember Gods gifts are true.

Fuck You (poem)
FUCK YOU Fuck you too you stupid fuck I hate you too you no good fuck Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer dont give me that fucking stare because I know you dont fucking care Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer sluts and whores thats your life fuck the one who wants to be your wife push her, shove her, make her go then sit back and watch the tears flow Kiss my ass you fucking loser I hate you too you fucking boozer Fucked her, stuck her, watched her bleed kicked her while on her knees said you loved her but you lied so stupid fuck I hope at least you tried KISS MY ASS you FUCKING LOSER I HATE you too you FUCKING BOOZER

Redneck Security Vs. Modern Security Systems
Redneck Security Vs. Modern Security Systems Modern security systems sound off an earpiercing siren when an intruder breaks in. You receive a phone call from the security folks asking you if you are okay and they assure you that help is on it's way. While waiting for the troops to arrive you either have to hide from your intruder or face a possible physical attack. Rednecks don't take kindly to strangers in their homes. Rednecks are always looking to have a little target practice. Rednecks don't take to loud noises unless it's the echo from their shotgun blasting. Rednecks "Do Not Hide" from anyone but their wives!

Another Hard Lesson....
Something I've just found out (and something it would appear you have to get used to) is: people let you down. No matter how long you've known them you realise you don't know them at all. Lies... it all comes down to lies. I need to toughen up or wise up or grow up or all three. Do I have MUG written across my forehead? Hey, life is about learning. This has taught me to keep people at arms length and trust no one :)

Curosity Kills The Cat..
So who has noticed that I am back? My love is back as well as you can see.Hope all has been well with everyone.I just got back from Italy but still am not home yet I am actually at my sisters will return home on Saturday.I can't wait & neither can she.LOL Anyway just giving everyone a big Hello!!!

My Rant For The Day!!!
MAYBE IT IS JUST ME AND MY RELATIONSHIPS BUT IVE NOTICED THAT IT IS OK FOR HIM TO STAY OUT TIL 1-2 IN THE MORNING "WORKING" OR "BSing" OR TELL ME THAT HE IS ON HIS WAY HOME (HES ONLY 20 MIN AWAY) AND ILL SEE HIM 2 HRS LATER !!!! BUT IF I TRY TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT....ITS ALL WRONG!! HE DOES HAVE A VERY DANGEROUS JOB, AND ALTHOUGH WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 6 YEARS, I NEVER LOSE THE FEAR OF SOMETHING HAPPENING SO WHEN HE SAYS THAT HE IS ABOUT TO LEAVE WORK AND I DONT SEE OR HEAR FROM HIM IN 2 HRS....I CALL HIM! IF HE DOESNT ANSWER, ILL WAIT ABOUT 20 MIN AND CALL AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN TO MAKE SURE THAT HE IS OK!! BUT LET ME TELL HIM THAT IM ON MY WAY HOME AND NOT SHOW UP FOR A FEW HRS AND NOT ANSWER MY PHONE AND SEE HOW PISSED HE GETS!! MAYBE ITS JUST ME BUT I THOUGHT THAT U SHOULD DO UNTO OTHERS AS U WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO U!!! OK...IM OVER IT NOW.

Dog & Cat Diaries-funny But Sort Of True
The Dog's Diary 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! The Cat's Diary Day 2983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up mystrength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt