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imikimi - Customize Your World TweetyJinxin Has Auto-11's! Auto-11's Start At 4PM EST On Friday, December 26. Come Help Get Her Back To The Level She Was At Before Her Profile Got Deleted! While You Are There... F/A/R & Bling Her. She Loves New Friends And Bling! If You Don't Already Have Her As a Friend... Then You Are Truly Missing Out! TweetyJinxin~SECRETARY of the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~and PROUD MEMBER OF THE CONFEDERATE BOMB SQUA@ fubar This Pimpout Bulletin Has Been Brought To You By : ~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~@ fubar (repost of original by '~CONFEDERATE BOMBER FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' on '2008-12-26 11:53:27')
New Year's Eve Bash 2009
Good Enough To Blog!
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The Wait
Gazing upon the Night Sky, One cant help but wonder why, What on earth He did to deserve one such as Her, Or a love that will always be true, In Her Love He will never leave, For Without Her Love He can never be, He wishes to Be asleep in her arms, To keep her safe through the night From all harm, To feel Her loving Kiss, and get lost in utter Bliss, He Closes his eyes Dreaming of her, And as Sleep Claims Him also a silent wonder, When will His Wait Finally be over... Kevin E Brooker
What Color Christmas Lights Are You?
You Are Gold Lights Your holidays are a time of abundance and riches. Even if you don't have a lot during the rest of the year, this is the time that you splurge a little. Your holidays traditions tend to be a bit old fashioned and dignified. You like old holiday movies, properly wrapped presents, and family recipes passed down over the years. What Color Christmas Lights Are You?
back to the pavement. back to my life. back to ROUTINE. It's a glorious feeling. I've felt so detached this week. Not being able to re-walk my same footsteps everyday has me really lost. I have a hard time trying to deal with change. It's not something I'm really fond of, I kinda have to work myself into it before I can really accept it. So when a snowstorm of epic proportions strikes down for the first time in 40 years.. It gets all of us people with OCD freaking the fuck out. But that all changed this morning when i got to drive over the speed limit for the first time in a week. All in all I'm still not sure where my head is. It's not looking for love or acceptance... Maybe just validation? I've been getting plenty of that lately which feels really good. But physically I'm a hollow shell... These arms are empty. They're always empty. And hushed words late into the night never seem to fill the void long enough. I'm not sure I know what I'm getting into. :|
The Good Die Young
No matter whenever. No matter wherever. We're meeting again be it heaven or hell, an alien ship, purgatory or somewhere outside of this world full of shit where we dwell. I cannot believe that I never will see you and hope it's a lie. We'll find out when I die. You went before me but I followed behind you. Don't know if I'll find you but I promise to try
Quickie ;)
Before i head to bed i wanted to share a snippit of a convo i was having with my best friend. no one get offended, i've had many family mbrs pass away from cancer, mmkay? we're a little warped but this is how we are and we love it. :) p.s. this was via mssnger. HER: eeewww fn lung cancer nasty commercials !!! ME: the one where they go into the fucking lung? yeah i saw that today and went um... lung cancer looks like a wad of gum HER: yeah its fn gross dude ME: i stared at it going, 'and they can't hook that out? they can do abortions but they can't hook out a wad of gum?" HER: thats fn gross dude ME: i know i was like damn dude, get me a hanger, i'll get it HER: eeewww
Isle Of Lonely
No longer loved, I was cast adrift in the middle of my years To float about aimlessly and wash ashore in this desolate place, A forgotten and deserted isle in midst of the Sea of Human Tears,Where I wander about without the warmth of a shared embrace. Castaway, my soundless footsteps now walk the sandy seaside, With wide eyes searching the bleak and empty horizon before me While paying no attention to the rising and lowering of the tide. Around this solitary and obscure place, the deserted Isle of Lonely, Frantically waving to the nothingness and lighting signal fires, I busy myself with everything I can do to be rescued from here, But daily, the loneliness increases, as do my unmet desires. As I cry to selfish winds and an uncaring sky, blue and clear. From time to time, a boat for two drifts fairly close to my shore, But then, I clearly see a man and a woman upon the deck, And sadly sigh and know there is no room for one more. So here I stay stranded all alone to impati
the dankness the darkness won't leave me alone the devils and demons tearing my soul the ghosts and the ghouls refusing to go oblivion and solitude i'm growing so cold living and breathing take it from me i'm ready to go god's have forsaken i'm finally alone suffer so greatly is what i am told love is for angels not for me, i'm so old the demons are dwelling and rearing to go they sharpen thier fangs the sharpen thier claws ready to shred my only living cause my honor is failing my morals obsolete the demons are plotting my unholy relief my pain and my torture my death and demise i'm ready to except them with arms open wide i beg then come swiftly and torture me slow rip out my entrails and drain my blood slow tear out my eyes look at my soul shred all my flesh pull it so slow smile all the while calling me worthless saying i'm damned saying this all while twisting my head feeling the snap of my brittle bones while they lick the blood flowing free from my nose i'm
The Couch Is Dry! I Love My Couch!
Sarah’s words upon getting home last night with Martha, Mary, and Jeffrey and feeling the couch cushion she’d spilled berry juice on Friday morning and patting it down with a towel would make a great title for a children’s book! Now if I catch anyone stealing my idea, there’s going to be trouble … it’s such a kick greeting the beginning of 2009 through my children’s eyes! Especially since for my wife Martha and I it didn’t start out with the brightest of outlooks; my workplace was closed Thursday and I was home with Mary, Sarah, and Jeffrey that day while Martha worked the seven am to four pm shift at Wal-Mart. Shortly after noon, Martha and Mary’s oldest sister Malesa called us and asked if Mary could watch her kids Mathew and Brandon for an hour while she was at the mall for some girl time with a friend of hers. At least, this is how it sounded to me; what I resent is not so much how Malesa spends her not-so-copious free time (she worked through three jobs and her own home-ba
Hello Death, Goodbye My Love
Hello Death, Goodbye my Love by Me Black satin covers the wounded soul Out stretch arms are just another form of torture Tears to a smile being strong is the custom he follows Because the only thing taught is to swallow the feelings drowning him from the inside out Blackened eyes, bleeding hearts satans way to ruin things Hope that fades to nothing more than his dreams Empty reflections show what the world knew In the darkness hands fold and he prays for an escape that never evolves Past the blackened heart is just another lonely Boy Hallo Death and Goodbye my Love……. Mrrcp 2008
as far as this site being commercial i get that they want to make money and people want attention ok pay for it... it is about the same as a guy going to a strip club isn't it? the vips although i don't see why people would need 2500 photo's and 11 ratings i fathom but what the fuck is bling? you get a shiny picture... is it a compliment that a bunch of complete strangers would throw money away in your honor living proof people are idiots.... you pay a dollar for a single fu credit... with a supposedly fragile world economy it is nice to know that people are spending their money so wisely isn't it? hell i am not rich but i donated $500 to charity this year... i am betting thousands of people wasted that on fake shiny pictures on here... how about you go out and donate money and i'll give you as many shiny fucking pictures as you want... or go out and buy a gun and kill yourself either would make me happy
This I Promise You
This I Promise You When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies Ill be your strength, Ill give you hope, Keeping your faith when its gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along.. And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Ive loved you forever, In lifetimes before And I promise you never... Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart (give you my heart) This is a battle weve won And with this vow, Forever has now begun... Just close your eyes (close your eyes) Each loving day (each loving day) I know this feeling wont go away (no..) Till the day my life is through This I promise you.. This I promise you.. Over and over I fall (over and over I fall) When I hear you call Without you in my life baby I just wouldnt be living at all... And I will take (I will take yo
Its The New Year Show The Love
Jan 1 2006- Feb 1 2006
Jan 1- Feb 10 2006 Current mood: creative Pilgrim Journey Journey massive miles too many to count inside of mind Ragged Clothes pack against my back, personal items also in pack Going to chase the moving sun, walk along as moon looks down Up and down so many worn down hills not knowing what I'll find Creaky old man passes warning on why he went so low Pretty women wink and smirk encourage to see their curves Children play all around making a mess of established order Taking many changes, pass eroding towns as I continue to go Missing the grand chance, not settling for a defaulted end Government calls my name, but this is my own crusade Sweet invitation to take happiness, as simple objects are all around Ignoring what most easily take, boundaries are made to bend Hoping not to get lost in this complicated idea, innovation waits far away Count is lost to what it shouted in the distance far behind, it was loving support Wear breaks upon shoes that collaps
Survey Sweetness
LAYER ONE: -- Name: Juliet -- Birth date: January 16 -- Birthplace: Nacogdoches Tx -- Current Location:San Augustine Tx -- Eye Color: brown -- Hair Color: Red -- Height: 5'11" -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn LAYER TWO: -- Your heritage: Irish -- The shoes you wore today: Bare feet -- Your weakness: Ben and Jerry's Phish Food. -- Your fears: IT, heights, spiders, snakes, storms -- Your perfect pizza: i like almost all of them. :) LAYER THREE: -- Your most overused phrase on AIM: Not really on AIM anymore -- Your thoughts first waking up: Noooo -- Your best physical feature: I don't have one -- Your bedtime: whenever i konk out -- Your most missed memory: simplicity LAYER FOUR: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McD's -- Single or group dates: either -- Adidas or Nike: either -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton -- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee LAYER FIVE: -- Smoke: yes -- Cuss:
Just A Small Sample Of The Orginal Story
She had never been with a man that took his time with her like this. She feel back against him and felt his erect cock between her legs. She regained her balance and reached down to press it up to her pussy. He caressed her breast and pulled her closer as she worked his cock around wanting to feel him inside her. "Not yet", he whispered to her as one hand moved down to meet hers. A fire of Passion was ablaze inside both of them as she leaned forward to turn off the water. He wanted to enter her then but knew that time would come soon enough. She eased back onto him as she bent down and just the tip entered. Both of them grabbed for the walls as passion went ablaze. He pulled back and handed her a towel. This was going to be a night for both and one that neither would ever forget. She took the towel and wrapped it around her. Stepping out of the shower, she handed him another. She turned and started to dry him off. Starting at his feet and working her way up
Your Thoughts On Mumms
Hows it going everyone. I just wanted to know what everyone thinks of all the male bashing mumms that been going on lately. I'm thinking maybe it's just that time of the month , or maybe they just got screwed over by some asshole. comments please
Today's Thought
You've got your own way of doing things and sometimes you need to just stick with it, no matter what. If anyone accuses you of being inflexible, just raise an eyebrow and keep moving.
i have to say there is one person on here that can talk some sense into a rock. Pirate Ass you rock babe dont ever think i wont rate your pix thats gonna happen everytime i hit this thing. thanks for talking me out of leaving you the "BEST"
For All The Hatters
If you're going to be a b!t%h Which, by god, I know you are You should be one to my face Because I know how far you'd go To twist the way the world sees you Really it's pathetic Because you said it, doesn't make it true Sometimes what you need is a friend Not someone you can gossip with or hang out Someone you can actually trust You can talk to them about your problems But trust isn't in your vocabulary Or even in the same dictionary You never really liked me did you? Always left me feeling like the out cast And now you're in total shock Why the poem's coming out so fast But you don't even see why I'm so sick of you I'm sorry, I deserve better Then friends that treat people like you
My Life
As my 35th birthday draws near I'm looking back at my life and wondering if I ever made good decisions when it comes to love.... I have let good guys go so i can be with jerks.... I wonder if i can change me or is my life always gonna be this way. I've never felt so alone.... of course i have friends and family but i'm missing that special bond between two people...... I know I shouldn't compare my life to someone else's but most people my age are married, with a family and a career... oh well enough self pity time to move on
"hiding My Heart."
So this is how the story went I met someone by accident That blew me away That blew me away It was in the darkest of my days When you took my sorrow and you took my pain And buried them away, you buried them away And I wish I could lay down beside you When the day is done And wake up to your face under the morning sun But like everything I've ever known I'm sure you'll go one day So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away And I can't spend my whole life hiding my heart away I dropped you off at the train station And put a kiss on top of your head I watched you wave I watched you wave Then I went on home to my skyscrapers Neon lights and waiting papers That I call home I call it home And I wish I could lay down beside you When the day is done And wake up to your face against the morning sun But like everything I've ever known I'm sure you'll go one day So I'll spend my whole life hiding my heart away And I can't spend my whole life hiding my hea
Name Withheld....she Fucked Me Over Worse Than Anyone But My Heart Still Bleeds For You
It was a monday, when my lover told me, "never pay the reaper with love only." What could i say to you, except, "i love you." And "i'd give my life for yours. The first time we made love, i... i wasn't sober. (and you told me you loved me over and over!) How could i ever love another, when i miss you every day... Remember the time we made love in the roses? (and you took my picture in all sorts of poses!) How could i ever get over you, when i'd give my life for yours. My dear, It's time to say i thank god for you. I thank god for you in each and every single way. And, i know... It's time to let you know. time to let you know. Time to let you know. time to sit here and say...
If You've Ever Wondered What It Would Be Like To Spend And Evening With Me Here You Go
I’ve been burning the candle at both ends for over a month now. Between being very understaffed at work and being the only one in my house that’s not infected with some sort of bug (now who’s laughing at me being a germaphobe?). This is the first weekend in five weeks that I’ve had off and I needed to blow off some steam. Late Thursday night, right before I went to bed, I sent Fonty C a text message telling him how I’d been busting it and that we needed to go out Friday night and have a drink. Upon falling asleep I had one of the craziest dreams that I’ve ever had. I woke from the dream shortly after 1 am and realized what it all meant. The dream was a warning of the shenanigans that would ensue if I went out with Fonty Friday night. Not being one to really buy into the whole "dream the future" type of stuff I blew it off and went back to sleep. Friday rolls around and it’s been nice out for two days now. I was considering putting the battery back into my car so I could drive it
My Magic
I love you Xavi
Too Late
You're in as much pain as I am. I see the hurt in your eyes and wonder if I have the same look. I don't want to like you, I didn't want to care about you, but we can't control our hearts and who it desires. We can only try to control how we act and react to what we feel. How do you feel about me? Do you feel the same connection I do? Do you get excited at the thought of seeing me like I do for you? Do I make you nervous? I don't know how to interpret the look in your eyes when you stare so deep into mine. I believe the eyes are the windows to the soul and I see a sad soul in you. Just as sad as I think my own soul is, crying and begging for quiet and solace. Can we find that in each other? How can I feel so much for you so soon? I don't want to be hurt again and I think that's the only place this friendship between us will end, in more hurt. I feel far too much for you and I know I shouldn't. I can't control who I care for. I don't want to love you but I think its too late.
I Wish Sara Palin Would Die!
I am soo fucking sick of hearing about this stupid psyhco dumbass cunt! the election is over McCain and Palin LOST! and yet im still hearing about this stupid cunt everywhere! i am soo sick of it! the only thing i want to hear about her is she died! ok maybe i was a bit too harsh...maybe not die.. i would just like her to go away.
Try Me.....
If you were to introduce me to someone, what would you say? This should be fun. Pass this along and see what YOU get back
To Be In My Family Read This !!
Well Well Well... i get lots of Messages requesting to be in my FU Family, so I thought i would write a Blog rather then answering every single Family Request or Wish to be in my Family. I am very Slective of whom i will Grant the Permission to be in My Family... So the question is how can you become part my FU Family... 1st. You MUST have a Salute Picture on Your Profile (NO EXCEPTIONS) 2nd. Send me a Message telling me WHY you want to be in MY Family... and NO one liners... 3rd. Rate & Comment ALL of My Pictures, Profile, STashes, Blogs... etc. 4th. Be Creative and Earn your Priveledge to be in My Family... 5th. If I add you to mine then i should be in your Family. ONCE in my family I want you to Creat a Salute dedicated to ME... BE Creative It's That Simple... Yes i reserve the RIGHT to ADD you or NOT. Of couse once in my Family dont stop Commenting, Rating all of my Things.... P.S. Gifts do make me Smile... But I WILL NOT EVER ASK FOR THEM...
Never Say No~
It had been a frustrating day, projects not on time, people not where they were supposed to be. Now to top it all off, we had a business dinner to go to. I called my little one and let her know to be ready to leave as soon as I got home. Since we would be out with "straights" she was allowed to wear a "proper" dress, panties, but no bra, and her black satin choker instead of her usual collar. When I arrived home, she, as she is supposed to, was waiting at the door for me, ready to go to the damn dinner. She was wearing a black mini dress that was properly tight, showing off her fine figure. The neckline was a "scoop" type almost reaching her nipples. Her makeup was perfect, highlighting her features without being apparent. I motioned for her to spin around so I could check her all around. Her long hair was pulled back and held by a sliver clip I had given to her, falling to the middle of her back. The dress was tight enough that I could see the outline of the panties under it. "V
Rodney Is Awesome
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So i have never blogged if i do it wrong let me know. But the reason for the blog is that i dont have anyone to talk to regarding my frustrations. I am a single mom of three girls. I am recently divroced and having to share custody. I am so tired of when they go to his house for the weekend they come back with such attitude and disrespect. Granted they are young but it still is so hard to deal with when they come back. and then it takes me almost the whole week to go back into our routine and then it is time for them to go back.
I Need To Move Out
I recently lost my job. I moved back in with my Mother and Step Father. Which I knew was a mistake. I need to leave here before I lose whats left of my mind. Keep in mind I have no job, anyone have any ideas for me. I am about to go Nucking Futs. If ya get that. Life has failed me.
Things I Don't Understand
There are two things in this world I don't understand. That is to say that no matter what happens, I don't think I'll ever grasp the foundational aspects of these things. 1. Black holes. Let's face it, a paradox in which gravity is so powerful that it negates the ability of a massless object (such as light photons) to escape in space blows my mind. Quantum singularities disturb me. 2. Women. I find women to be totally confusing. I don't think I will ever be able to grasp what makes them work. The scary part about this is I have been directly exposed to women and I can't figure them out. At least with black holes I have an excuse, there isn't one around in the closest few, say thousands of light years. I think I'd understand a black hole if I could be there. Perhaps there really is only one great mystery in life.
Just A Thought!
this isn't about politics for once it's just a thought i don't care what people say about me or think and hate me if you want to cuz really your only hating yourself. i have a right to think and a right to write down and say what i think. anyhow like i said this isn't about politics for once. it's about a man years ago with a dream. and today it's come true wouldn't martin luther king jr. be proud of that if he was still alive today to see that his dream has come true. what are we all fighting about just cuz one man name oboma is president. have we all been brainwashed by everyone else's thoughts about him just cuz he is a black man runing the country now? you can think for yourself.i have never been into politics till now i find it very interesting also very intense. i think oboma will be great for this world. people he isn't preisndent yet give the man a break and our respect. he is only may not like his politics i may not like them but he is human and will be
Martin Luther King Jr I Have A Dream Speach..
let me know if the video is good or not so i can use a different one..
Me Relax Hmmm??
I was told tonight while I was at work that I need to stop being so nice, and to relax because im always so stressed out. Well the thing is that I can't help it really I like being nice. That's just who I am, and I dont think that it is a bad thing at all. I also don't think that im always stressed out I happen to be a very relaxed person. I just happen to be very active in life and I like to work. Now tell me if thats a bad thing or not. I would seriously like to know if its a bad thing to be nice. Or that it is a bad thing to love to work. Or be very active in life and what you do in life. I would just like to hear someone else's oppinion besides the people that I work with and don't really know that well.
So I was browsing through members on here the other day and I glimpse what I thought to be a Starbucks logo as someone's default. I hover the mouse and find that it's basically a big F*ck you to starbucks that says "Corporate Coffee Sucks". Now, being as I work for Starbucks, of course I'm offended. But more than offended, I'm curious. Is this person a disgruntled employee or former employee? If so, was he actually in the corporate level, or down among the leagues of minions oh so affectionately referred to as Baristas? Perhaps he's neither, and just a bitter would be customer if he could afford it. Yeah, we're expensive. No denying that. If you aren't used to Arabica beans, no doubt the flavors are a kick to your mouth. Aside from that, Starbucks is, by far and wide, my favorite job. I've done everything from answering phones at Pizza Hut, to being a receptionist, to stocking shoes at K-mart, to working in a law firm. Not a single one of those jobs offered me the enjoyme
I Love You........
Feel me now brat........... I love you I'll kill you - Enigma
Wanted a coder to help design and build a lounge. Willing to pay fu-bucks up for negotiation. If you are interested please contact me thro Private Message. Thank You For Your Time. Devilshead
Ensign: Hagar Was Snubbed!
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 January 2009 Today's title would be some interesting graffiti! Here's the story behind it; Abraham was the father to both Ishmael and Isaac (born in Genesis 16:15 and 21:2, respectively), but the two boys did not have the same mother. Isaac's mother Sarah (whom my daughter is named for, "actually" -- she loves that word!) is mentioned by name in the Bible fifty-five times, sixteen of those times under her original name Sarai. Ishmael's mother Hagar, Sarah's handmaiden, is mentioned by name twelve times in the Bible. Following the tradition that Ishmael became the progenitor of those people known today as Arabs as Isaac is for the Jews, one would think that the Islamic holy book, the Qur'an, would wax on about Hagar. An
Kid Rock Parody (i Am A Nutsack)
I Am a Nutsack I am a nutsack...I am free When your boxers are forsaken I'm gonna hang off you I look up to you I'm gonna get you I'm like a fatty, I roll hard eatin chips, gettin sweaty In a trannys mouth and inside dusty jeans baby I never was cool with James Dean But I be hanging upsidedown with my man Slim Jim I swing low like a chimp From 6 to 2 inches I seen my man shrink But now I'm humble and I can only think With my tiny head a size of a shrimp So ask no questions and I'll tell no lie I got one big ole dick and one small eye I'm in your pants if you know what I mean And a soap on a rope couldn't keep me clean Cause I'm the nutsack you understand The illegitimate son of man The S-A-C to the D-I-K Or the N-U-T to the S-C-R-O-T And I'm danglin Said I'm danglin
Just A Few Days Off
For christ sakes I'm not going anywhere. I'm only taking a few days off. Because of the EMO Spotlight. I've seen homeless people beg less than Az did to get the spotlight!
Check Out My Photo Site
check out my site
friend Naughty_Mona( r... updated status: the NC man ~Bartender...: that is because im gay! this is a guy that is playing a girl
The Story Behind My Name
I was once told the story behind my name... Tonjha, since that time I have managed to forget the exact words used to tell this story, but I do remember the base of the story and the lessons and wisdom held within the story of Tonjha… Goddess/Spirit Warrior of the Doves. A friend suggested that I not worry about the story that was lost and instead create my own story for the future… for in fact we all write our own stories anyway. So, with these wise words in mind… I offer to you my version of the Story of Tonjha. I hope you enjoy my creative attempt to bring life and meaning back into the wisdom behind my name… This may not tell you who I am… but it does explain why I honor my name and walk my path in the manner that I have chosen. For a long time I would not share all of this story, because I did not like some of the things that Tonjha did in the original story… but now I see the whole lesson and the wisdom in the tail and wish to share the whole story… in the best way I know
Are You Id, Ego, Or Superego?
You Are the Superego While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all. You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously. Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself. You have high standards for your own behavior. Which makes it hard for you or anyone else to meet them. Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?
In My First Auction!
Anberlin - Unwinding Cable Car
Lyrics: Emotive unstable you're like an unwinding cable car Listening for voices, but it's the choices that make us who we are Go your own way, even seasons have changed just burn those new leaves over So self-absorbed you've seemed to ignore the prayers that have already come about This is the correlation of salvation and love Don't drop your arms Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll lead you in La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la La lalalala, la la la, la lala, la Backing away from the problem of pain you never had a home You've been misguided, you're hiding in shadows for so very long Don't you believe that you've been deceived? that you're no better than... The hair in your eyes, it never disguised what you're really thinking of This is the correlation of salvation and love Don't drop your arms Don't drop your arms, I'll guard your heart With quiet words I'll lead you in This is the correlation of salvation and love (Don
Things To Consider When Calling Tech Support...
Hi! I'm your Technical Support Rep. I have a considerable amount of control over one or more important aspects of your daily life: television, telephone, and internet. Sometimes one, sometimes all three. Before we interact, I'd like to share some thoughts with you: * I am here, simply put, to fix your shit. My job is not complete until said shit is fixed. Please just help me fix this shit. * With that out of the way, know that I hate you exactly as much as you hate me. No more, no less. If you are at least relatively pleasant, I'm happy to help you- even to make small talk as I attend to the issue at hand. Conversely, if you are a total and complete jackass, I will make this the worst 10 minutes of your week. * Neither I, nor any of my coworkers, are out to fuck you. We are not idiots. We are college graduates in technical disciplines, the vast majority of whom are here to work their way up the IT ladder to more fulfilling positions. Sometimes we have off days, sure,
New Lounge
To everyone on my list and are members of Chubby Chasers Hang Out...we have a sister lounge and it is called SSBBW'S and men that love u and fun with alot of sexy bbw...we love to lick and give out alot of BJ' cum and have fun
Main Type Overall Self Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||| 58% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||| 38% Type 3 Image Focus |||||| 22% Type 4 Hypersensitivity |||||||||||| 46% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||||| 74% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||| 30% Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||| 54% Your main type is 6 Your variant is social Take Free Enneagram Personality Test Your main type is which ever behavior you utilize most and/or prefer. Your variant reflects your scoring profile on all nine types: so = social variant (compliant, friendly), sx = sexual variant (assertive, intense), sp = self preservation variant (withdrawn, security seeking).
Right Now
what is so crazy that a gurl cant have fun in order to be classy???
i started studying my stuff...lucked out the free bookstore. got recognition from the big wigs and afros at my job cuz i did something that i like to do on my own to help the children. my oldest talked to me without her feeling
Kink Spectrum Analysi
Longcat is looooong...just like this test. Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test... Green (530 nm)You scored 43% self-confidence and 44% bandwidth! Not bad! You're probably not willing to try everything, but you have quite a few kinks. Or you strongly prefer one side of the fence. Look for another Green, or a Blue if you feel adventurous. Reds may be okay as well if they share one or two of your likings (see below). But stay away from Ultraviolets unless you want to radically spice up your sex life. You've been warned. But I promised you a more detailed analysis, so here it is. Note that most scales are twofold: There are separate values for giving (active) and receiving (passive). If you scored high on one of them, you should look for a partner who scored high on the other. If you scored high on both of them, go for someone who is similar (or for multiple partners if you're into that). If you scored low on both, this probably is not your k
Are You Cute Or Sexy?
You Are Cute-Sexy! You are definitely attractive, and you have an interesting mix of sexiness and cuteness. You are both hot and quirky. Gorgeous and silly. Charming and natural. You are not so in-your-face sexy that you're unapproachable. You tone things down a bit. More than anything else, you are real and genuine. And that makes you truly captivating. Are You Cute or Sexy?
When Karoake Goes Bad...
Here's some links for my singing...tho I use that term loosely. Apparently in order to add reverb and other snazzy effects that make you sound less shitty, you have to get a premium account. Mine's obviously FREE. Listen at your own risk...I'm not paying for anyone's hospital or psyche bills! Here's the main page as I keep deleting and rerecording, etc... Oh and I had to upgrade cuz they only let you sing ten times. My Karaoke Page
Thanks Friends
Katy update! Thanks friends for praying for my little neice. Brain surgery went really well and she is doing excellent-coming home tomorrow. They also did the leg surgery right after so hopefully she will walk someday. Again thanks for your thoughts and prayers --shes a trooper fighting the odds. My little hero.
Value Of A Drink!!
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams . If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading." ~ Henny Youngman ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not." ~ Stephen Wright ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "Wh
Peace In Pieces...
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain, her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces, within pain I know longer dwell" as written: Twist'a Fate
Norhtern Stars, My Destination....
In my life I've dealt with hardship and pain, never knowing if i'd ever love again. But as I grew to know myself I've come to realize that everyone who's graced my life, whether it be happy or sad, were like beacon's in my life, northern stars....for each one possessed a lesson to be learned. I must learn the pain in life to appreciate beauty of Love and Happiness, To all of you who, which in some point shared times with me,I thank you, for even if it were a painful time I learned well. Those of you who were beautiful and graceful, I'll hold in my heart dearly. So here I am, life's molded me into this woman,wise of much but still learning, I have felt enough courage to no longer seek a star from the north....For the ones i've found,I thank you so much for leading me in the path i'm on for i've never felt the fullness and beauty of the love I'm dwelling within at this present. My beacon's are no more for I Have Found My Destination Which has Layed within me silently and content. I no
I Killed A Bitch With My Mind!
So I am in a bad mood today as it is. I just got done texting my boyfriend telling him that I am in a “psycho, depressed, crazy ugly mood” and it’s one of those days where I want to kill everyone around me and myself. (I know I have issues) So I am out of cigarettes and I decide to go get some. I am pulling into the Circle K in my Podunk little town hoping the guy working in there isn’t going to card me cuz I have no idea where I ID is….I get out of my car and this white truck is pulling in as I’m walking in. I step up to the counter and the guy working is over by the Polar Pop machine fucking around doing whatever he does at 2am, and I’m guessing he either doesn’t see me or is finishing what he is doing before he helps me. So I stand there and look for a pack of gum. There is enough room between me and the counter for a normal sized person to fit. Then this woman walks in the door like a bat outta hell and walks right between me and the counter (she isn’t a normal sized person) I am t
I'm Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out, I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some But I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing We're just one big family And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm sure There's no need to complicate, our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do But do you want to come on Scooch on over closer dear And I will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long che
Music: Recital 2-03-2009 scene is picking up it seems...within only a few months 5 plays---good for baroque/classical guiatr players wanting to hit into neoclassical...I played my second recital last night (2-03-2009)...
For everyone who reads this and those who read this and havent been through heart ake let me tell you something that took me a while to figure out and hopefully it might help you out. As everyone already knows that when you love someone and you break up it is a hard thing to go through. But one thing every one forgets is that when you trully love someone you'll do n e thing in your power to be with them. But sometimes all they want to do is lead you on and treat you like they want to be with you but in all honesty all they are doing is keeping you on the side in case they dont find someone elts. But the people who do this only care and respect themselves. So basiclly what im triing to get acrossed is that ladies if you want a guy who isn't going to respect you then that is 100% your buisness but i bet if you were to stop and open your eyes you will see a guy that dose respect you and wants to be with you standing right there.So do your selves a favor and keep this in mind . I wish e
This Is Just Epic
Caps Lock Rulez!
Can U Feel It In Ur Heart?
Can't run away from love if yo cannot feel Everything falls apart in a tragedy I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone forms apart in my symphony Can you feel this in your heart Can you take it to your soul I dont want you to pretend I dont wanna be alone Feels like im torn apart And i cannot bleed Caught in the web you made This just cant be real I am so far away from gone I just wanna be here Everyone falls apart in this tragedy I dont wanna be alone Inside ive changed Everyday i'll live through this alone
Stress A lecturer when explaining stress management to an audience, Raised a glass of water and asked 'How heavy is this glass of water?' Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, 'The absolute weight doesn't matter.It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.' He continued, And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, As the burden becomes increasingly heavy, We won't be able to carry on. ' As with the glass of water, You have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden.' So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it home. You can
That Extra Wheel
I've always been the extra wheel when it came to hanging out with the people I do now. It's normally tolerable, but tonight it just wasn't working. The couple I usually hang out with has this little unofficial rule that they don't really engage in couple type stuff when I am around. I tell them it's ok, and and don't worry about me because I can handle it. Not the first time I've been single, and lately I'm thinking this one is going to last a while. Tonight kinda sucked though, it was two couples and me. And for the most part of the night, things were focused around couple type activities. Like I said, I'm usually great and can handle not having someone with me without a problem, but it was really dragging me down tonight. About halfway through I got the look from the girl of the couple I usually hang out with, and she gave me that look that said she was sorry. I know she was, but I kinda was too. I was dragging their night down just as much as they were dragging me down. So, I cam
God Is Being Pushed Out Of Our Country
DID YOU KNOW? As you walk up the steps to the building which houses the U.S Supreme Court you can see near the top of the building a row of the world's law givers and each one is facing one in the middle who is facing forward with a full frontal view ... it is Moses and he is holding the Ten Commandments! . DID YOU KNOW? As you enter the Supreme Court courtroom, the Two huge oak doors have the Ten Commandments Engraved on each lower portion of each door. DID YOU KNOW? As you sit inside the courtroom, you can see The wall, right above where the Supreme Court judges sit, a display of the Ten Commandments! DID YOU KNOW? There are Bible verses etched in stone all over the Federal Buildings and Monuments in Washington , D.C. DID YOU KNOW? James Madison, the fourth president, known as 'The Father of Our Constitution' made the following statement: ' We have staked the whole of all our political institutio
Read My Blogs Plzz
IF YOU ARE NEW TO MY LIST READ AND ANSWER. IF YOU ARE OLD why the hell have you not responded
THE VOICE I didn't think of time I needed that voice I called, we didn't need names I got more than I bargained for the voice was full, drowsy " Hi, I was dreaming about you, I'll tell you what I want." oh GOD I don't want to wait VOX A.M.
Hard Road
HARD ROAD sometimes I take a thoughtful walk a long soulful walk down the hard road long road hard road but the road won't last forever and that you'd best remember especially if you're trying to run away someday, you're going to have to stay I'm thinking long complex thoughts on my soulful walk on the hard road tough road hard road but the road can't last forever and that you might remember no matter how you're brain wants to talk some way, your brain will stop to play I've got to walk this rocky walk this long thoughtful walk and walk until I've got to stop on the hard road long road hard road but the road won't last forever and that you should remember when your feet are sore and definately trying to say someday, we're going to make you stay you meet people on this walk this long lonely walk company so you can talk on the hard road rough road hard road but the road won't last forever and that you must
Outlaw Pink &outlaw Angel Forever Sisters
Makeing Morphs
ok all i'm makking morphs i will make 1 morph for each bling cred and 1 morph for 250,000 fubux.
I Have Changed I Say This To Cudagirl33
i have changed and i need you to relize that and i truly do love you remember when we meet there you were standing in pennys in your mr.clean pjs you were so cute i can not tell you enough that i really have changed michelle if we get back together i will get a second job to help i will do all the house work and littally kiss your ass just drop you drawers and bend over and i will pucker up and gladly do it i will rub you feet draw your baths and paint you nails you can even mess with my hair like you ust to with the mouse and hair bands god i miss that.i miss us so much i am so lonely and depressed.i miss us as a family and with the recent events thathave developed you need to think about that and how we really need to be united right now for izzy well being.
Ok tomorrow is valentines but im good this year i dont need 1 i still have some of last years left in zip locks in my freezer Next year ill need a new one i hate wasting empty freezer space
My ??? Musical Taste
HELLO EVERYBODY! I hope you take some time to look over my playlist, and I really hope that you find something that you like. As you can see, I like a variety of music. Some new, lots of the older stuff. Some fun (corny) or peppy and some slow or mushy...yes, I'm a sucker for mushy love songs(guys, I know you're wretching and gagging, but deep down, you like it too...your secret's safe with me). Rock, pop, country, and ballads...but not into rap (causes head-aches) or opera(causes ear-aches)or heavy metal (causes stress)!!! I do admit that even though headbangers just sound like awful racket most of the time, a lot of those guys can really sing and have some great stuff(like monster ballads). I KNOW...I KNOW...I TALK TOO MUCH! I'LL SHUT UP AND LET YOU LISTEN TO THE MUSIC. ENJOY!!!
Are You Eating Here
I went out to dinner tonight and I was sitting at my table, I had already ordered and was waiting for my food to get there. The hostess walked by and stopped and stared at me for a second. She walked by then immediately came back and says: "Are you eating here?" It took me a minute to respond as I think this might be the dumbest thing I've ever been asked. I finally looked at her and said "No, I was looking for someplace to read where it was neither quiet nor comfortable and this place came to mind, Trouble is I forgot my book."
I Need To Move Out
I recently lost my job. I moved back in with my Mother and Step Father. Which I knew was a mistake. I need to leave here before I lose whats left of my mind. Keep in mind I have no job, anyone have any ideas for me. I am about to go Nucking Futs. If ya get that. Life has failed me.
See If U Can Do Better
1B- Albert Pujols 2B- Dustin Pedroia SS- Hanley Ramirez 3B- Alex Rodriguez LF- Manny Ramirez CF- Josh Hamilton RF- Vladimir Guererro C- Ivan Rodriguez SP- Tim Lincecum SP- C.C Sabathia SP- Johan Santana SP- Jake Peavy SP- Carlos Zambrano RP- Carlos Marmol CL- Jonathan Papelbon DH- David Ortiz Bench- Lance Berkman Bench- Chase Utley Bench- Jimmy Rollins Bench- Evan Longoria Bench- Ryan Bruan Bench- Carlos Beltran Bench- Ken Griffey Jr Bench- Victor Martinez
The Shadow
"The Shadow" written by Larry Weaver (thats me) 2/17/2009 Perhaps only in my mind, will I get to see her soon, I look around for comfort, My only solace the light of the moon, For in it I see her face, hypnotized by its sight, Her eyes so piercing, it takes away any fright, In the day I hear her voice, as the leaves dance in the breeze, Her soft voice rings in my ears, calmness overtakes me, In the sun I feel her touch as it warms against my skin, Her embrace once comforted me..way back when, She does not see me, in the same light, I am her shadow, she casts upon the ground, And although im not in her thoughts at night, She closes her eyes and feels me all around, I long for the day that I may rise, Be more than just a falling star in the sky, In her tears you will find me, caressing her cheek, Falling to the floor, I lay at her feet, At times I am at the forefront, she sees me as I am, Knows my heart, flirts with the thought of me
Friends Talk Dont They??
This subject has probably come up before but i missed it. I'm not the type to just add people for points. I enjoy meeting new peeps online to chat. So any of my friends that read this or anyone else n FU land if you don't talk then delete me from friends or just don't add me and take up space.
The Tallie Monster !
> > > > > > Fat Sonny's got a little challenge for everyone. This gal is about 523k away from leveling. So you know the usual drill...rate her, fan her, add her. Then get to rating her pics and helping her along to level. Every little bit helps. Don't forget to rate the little bit of stash she has. > > tallie monster@ fubar > > > > > >
What Happened To Good Ole Fashioned Rating And Helping
Ya know seriously Ive been round fubar since it was cherrytap an all the rest of the names that they have come up with what ever happened to just plain good ole fashioned rating ppl and helping others out? I think its all become to much about what ppl get can get and what ppl will pay for an auto 11 or bling packs or whatever it might be it really sucks to be on a sight for so long and to have known so many to come an go and have the ones you always helped in the past for you....dont know if it is worth it anymore...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've moved 19 times between Georgia, Maine, Washington State, Arizona, North Carolina, Ohio, and Alabama. I will be moving again in 2010. 2. I have an identical twin sister. 3. I was recently given all of the details of a friend's murder...he was stabbed in the head, beaten with a baseball bat, and survived for two weeks on a ventilator in the hospital. I still haven't grasped the thought that he's dead. 4. I have an addiction to horse related items. 5. Under Armour turns me on. 6. The freak within me has yet to be released. I pity the first person that's a witness to it. 7. Any new music I like is played
Fals Predictions
Global warming predictions that did not come true. • British meteorologists reported that Scientists at the University of Oxford in England predicted that the buildup of greenhouse gases would help make 2007 the hottest year on record. This did not happen 2007 was actually cooler than any year since 200. they are now saying that there will be no warming for the next 15 years. They called this” A speed bump for Global Warming. • When Hurricane Katrina flooded New Orleans in 2005, it was supposed to be a harbinger of the stormier world predicted by some climate modelers. When the next two hurricane seasons were fairly calm — by some measures, the 2007 season in the Northern Hemisphere was the calmest in three decades • The Oceans will heat up
Tagged (again) By Jai-bear
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I like frilly things 2. I used to bite my nails til they bleed 3. I hate cooking 4. I think penises look hawt 5. I hate sappy shit 6. I hung out with Cannibal Corpse and got a ride home in a tour bus 7. I am super unflexible, like a wooden board 8. I hate piercings 9. My dad lives a floor above me 10. I once kicked someone in the nuts, causing him to pass out. im tagging the following: Jai-bear Jai-bear Jai-bear Jai-bear Jai-bear
Bring Me Into You
With each glowing smile Each wisp of your hair Each laugh and giggle You bring me into you With each touch of your fingers Each rub against my arm Each giggle at my stupid jokes You bring me into you With each embrace late at night Each sensual touch Each deep embrace You bring me into you With each giggle of our children Each smile on their face Each loving hug embraced You bring me into you With each day we grow a little older Each loving gesture Each heartfelt embrace You bring me into you With each time you touch my life Each word you make me smile Each time you listen You bring me into you With each moment you bring me peace You bring me into you.
Plz Rate This Pic
you dont even have to bid...plz just rate the pic...thanks lots ;)
Survey 3
Pick a word that start​s with the first​ letter of your first​ name:​​ Hangover In the past 72 hours​ have you been under​ the influence?​​ Nope...sniff sniff What were you doing​ at ten last night​?​ Watchin the tele an talkin What was the last thing​ you drank​?​​ Water Who was the last person you hugged?​​ I don't remember..... Did you have a dream​ last night​?​​ Maybe... How many piercings do you have?​​ Currently 3 previously 5 If you could​ have something right​ now, what would​ it be? A sexy this asked something...hmmmmm....a new Have you ever had a panic​ attack?​​ Naw Have your parents ever smoke​d pot? Want someone back in your life?​​ Hell the fuck no!!
Wicked Poetry On Amazon!
Hey, my poetic books on Amazon.Com are entitled: 1.) Werewolf Slut 2.) About Britney Spears and male genitalia--an anthropological treatise 3.) Sean Hannity's theocracy; plus, Virgin Mary LIVES! Check out these luscious rhymes spawned to entertain your soul on Amazon.Com under the fine name Mark David King. Too, coming soon: Barack Obama, Do Cyborgs Dream Of Robotic Sheep? An American Poem Sincerely, Mark
Just Wanted To Say Hello To Everyone And Have A Great Day Takecare Hit Me Up Sometime Love You All...
just wanted to say hello to everyone and have a great day takecare hit me up sometime love you all...
Blow Those Words Out The Back Of Your Head
I'm tired of all the lies. Tired of putting in all the effort and never seeing a damn thing in return. Do I look like a fool to you? Don't give me your excuses; I need results. I know what I am and what I have to offer. Don't mistake my kindness and gentle words as naivete or weakness. Don't play games with me. I've seen and heard most everything. That being said, if your only intentions are to try and make a fool of me, save it for someone else.
While Your Gone
This Is How I Feel Sometimes
If A Man Wants U... A True Man Anyway.. Read This... Fellas, Take Notes
IF A MAN WANTS YOU... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always
The Hardest Thing I Ever Had To Do
I had to do the hardest thing ever today. That was end a 23 year old friendship that i really didnt want to end but had no other choice. To the friend ( Im sorry ) i hope you find happiness in every thing you do and that you will always take care of yourself. You will be missed cause this isnt easy on me. I will never forget you no matter who wants me to or where i may be at. You will always be in my heart. If you want to choose someone who is a liar and a cheater and who is so fake that has to lie to all the men on her profile then i guess you didnt think to much of me as i did you at one time. We have been thru hell and back and now that has ended cause she doesnt know how to keep her mouth shut. Enjoy your unhappy life my friend. Take care
let me make sure i put NSFW because i guess anything i do at this fucked up site needs to be marked NSFW or it gets deleted. NOW THERE GOING 2 DELETE MY ACCOUNT ANYWAYS BECAUSE OF MY NAME. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS. WELL IT WAS GOOD KNOWING EVERYBODY IF YOU WANNA CHAT U CAN FIND ME ON MYSPACE OR YAHOO misspiggie909 for both. hope i still here from u guys you have all been wonderful to me.
A Little More. . .
the blog about me being cheated on is just the way i feel and have been treated in relationships for the last 5-7 years. . . and asking me to show you my boobs isn't going to help me feel any better. . .
Well folks its finally over. after a whole decade, me and reese decided to end our marraige. We have been together since 1999. Married since 2001. Just shy of 8 years and 1 month of marraige. Im ok. I have someone in my life who appreciates me for me. Someone who can love me for me (even though its too early in the relationship to say that word.) Im hurt and devastated, but there comes a time in your life when you just have to move on and not look back. That time is now for me. Where im going to live, i dont know. I might just end up back on the streets homeless, again. But i cant worry about that. If any of you guys want to talk, just sb me and we can chat.
Couldn't Decide On A Name
Untitled I can’t believe I found you. So happy I am to have met you. So different you and I, but yet we are the same. Our differences brought us together, Our similarities keep us tight. Wanting to be with you, yet unable to makes me sad. When we talk nothing else matters. How I feel towards you is hard to put into words. Together someday we will be. That’s when I’ll show you how much you mean to me.
Autos On - Returning All Love
I'm running autos for the 2nd time. I'm pretty confident that I can reach level 24 today but I'm really hoping I can get enough of my friends to come help me out and get me to level 25. I really do watch my bartab but I welcome you to leave comments or messages so I can be sure to return any love you've shown me. Thanks to everyone. I know I have an awesome group of fufriends and I'm a lucky girl. XOXO Support the Troops (Tonya)
Shamless Again!
imikimi - Customize Your World!
Came Up With A New Game
i skip reading the mumm posters speach's and go right to the comments and try and guess what it is about... it has been fairly amusing so far... you guys should try it
Inner Darkness
"INNER DARKNESS" Whispers within my head..... filling up my brain, Darkness overcomes me ... Emotional from all this Pain..... Headaches You have given to me... A lifetime of heartache, Please set me free Falling into this darkness....A Place to me, I'm not afraid to be..... (chrous) Inner darkness.. a place I's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a place I find's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a place I's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... (end/chorus) No light is here, I am alone, Strangely though I know it has become my home..... And as I've drifted deeply ..... within these gates of hell they Have become my friend...but its my soul they want me to sale Theres a Power in my pain....... Please take me back to light.. Before I loose myself the enemy of the night... (chorus) Inner darkness.. a place I's cold within, but here I relax my mind.... Inner darkness.. a
When I Look Into His Eyes
when i look into his eyes i see untold pleasures i watch his lips move wondering what they taste like his voice calls to me from my deepest slumber caresses over my skin so light n tantalizing sleep filled with dreams of you coming to me sighing because i miss him so is he real or my shadow lover do i reach out an touch skin or nothing i want my lover skin to skin warmth engulfing us if you are a shadow then caress me with your love
For You
Close your eyes, take a deep breath Can you feel my body close? My fingers caressing you My lips kissing every inch of you My soul entwined in yours My heart beating in time with yours Close your eyes, touch my body Can you feel my love for you? The passion in my eyes The caring in my touch The softness of my love Close your eyes, take my soul Can you feel me near? The warmth of my being The protection of my love The loyalty of my heart Close your eyes, take my hand. This is all for you.
Need And Opion
well I was to start my first business and I like to call it blu ray unlimited sell nothing but blu ray movies and blu ray player does anybody think is a good idea or a bad idea laet me know thanks luis
Mountain Dew™ Cake
INGREDIENTS (Nutrition) 1 (18.25 ounce) package lemon cake mix 1 (3.4 ounce) package instant vanilla pudding(can also add coconut pudding) mix 1 cup vegetable oil 4 eggs, beaten 10 fluid ounces Mountain Dew™ 1 (20 ounce) can crushed pineapple with juice 1 cup white sugar 3 tablespoons cornstarch 1/4 cup butter 1 cup flaked coconut Add to Recipe Box My folders: Add to Shopping List Add a Personal Note DIRECTIONS Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease and flour a 9x13 inch pan. In a large bowl, combine cake mix, pudding mix, oil, eggs and citrus soda. Mix until all ingredients are moistened. Pour into prepared 9x13 inch pan and bake at 350 degrees F (175 degrees C) for 30 to 35 minutes. Cool completely. To make the topping: In a saucepan, combine pineapple (with juice), sugar and corn starch. Bring to a boil and cook, stirring constantly, until thick. Remove from heat. Add butter and coconut. Spread topping evenly over cake. A
News News On Body Art
I hope everyone is having a good day! Health officials want consumers to know temporary black henna tattoos have caused allergic reactions in some people. Commissioners passed an ordinance requiring anyone that provides temporary black henna tattoos to post an 18-by-24 inch sign that warns their customers about the possible side affects. The black hair dye p-p-d in black henna tattoos is the cause of the infections and permanent scars. The sign must also be visible within ten feet of the tattoo station. State health officials documented 17 reports of infections ir permanent scarring from black henna tattoos sold in Panama City Beach alone, the highest number in the state. Bay County health department's Dr. Jason Newsome has been working with the county to come up with the ordinance to alert people of the dangers. The county says the signs are they to make sure customers know what they could be getting. Bay County commissioner Bill Dozier says, "It's very importa
Sweet Bullys For The Snake Pit
Temple Of Wonder!
materials interwine as threads of joy, under the clear blue skies passing us by , fly a fiery flag for those you support , let them ride upon the wind , with steel skates of pure polished silver, float across the sky as the angels that be, dont forget your past or your future, Your friends & aquitances, keep on riding up wisps of gentle white, under plain blue skys & delicate sheets off ivory white pastures filled with snow, forget the grey that exists in your soul, run into the trees where only the blind can smell, Be thankfull that your living another day, The mind still ticks steady, Equilibrium takes hold with gravity, Shapes & Numbers swirl under the stars, Kaliedoscopic colours dance in the twilight, Filling the body with estatic energy, Run when you need or walk gentle steps, Upto the temple of wonder, Karma embrace your soul.
Relationship And The Toll Mailes Take
I miss you desperately, the toll these miles and this time apart has taken has cut sharply like a knife. I try to imagine the time when we will have each other in hand again and it looks so far off. I have been through many feelings anger, and sadness, pain and lust, but what has got to me the most is now I am starting to be self destructive. If there is a fix I can't see it or maybe it is to far off in the future for me to even imagine what it is, but I have hopes that you will stand by me and try to understand my feelings are real. I know I do not deal with things well, but that only shows I care, and have an emotional side. Bella I love you never forget that !!!!!!
I did it for the lulz..and i was called in as /B/lackup. (the pic i linked him to was his salute) Skyler: Hahaha, so be it ->Skyler: you love my cock so much already? Skyler: If you EVER message me again, I will find you, and I will kill you..In a VERY painful way. Don't EVER talk to me again. ->Skyler: please deliver your sage advice Skyler: Let me give you, or whoever this is, a word of advice ->Skyler: Thats fapworthy, Amirite? ->Skyler: http:... that person, right there..gets me Hard as fuck. Id Hit it so hard, that, were you able to pull me out, youd be the king of fuckin england! Skyler: Ha. How's that brother? ->Skyler: I Think Im In LOVE! Skyler@ fubar
7th Entry - Still Wondering Why? Last Entry??!!
Some still wondering why I am looking so hard to find a woman to spend my life with. I know many people are very happy being single and living that kind of life. When I started dating at age 13, I had only dated a few girls before I started dating girls with kids. Yes 14 year old girls with kids. So I started being responsible at an early age. I dated a lot when I was in my teens and got it out of my system. When I married the 1st time, I was ready to be married. Wrong woman, but ready to be married. I have spent 25 of the 29 years since I was 18 in committed relationships. Its what I know and who I am. As my life is getting back on track again and I am getting ready for my next 47 years, I find I am only missing one thing (well besides a few million dollars haha) a woman to share my days and nights with. I enjoy have a woman to spoil every day. I have always hated sleeping alone. I enjoy having someone who I can bring flowers too. There is much much more
Love Hurts
"Love Hurts" Incubus Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast to truth (I don't want to lose what I had as a boy.) My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat. (As common as a cold day in LA.) Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing? Love hurts... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive. Love sings, When it transcends the bad things. Have a heart and try me, 'cause without love I won't survive. I'm fettered and abused, I stand naked and accused (Should I surface this one man submarine?) I only want the truth So tonight we drink to youth! (I'll never lose what I had as a boy.) Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing? Love hurts... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive. Love sings, When it transcends the bad things. Have a heart and try me, 'cause without love I won't survi
The Big Move And The Usa
The rumor that I am moving seems to be spreading fast. And it is true. I am moving back to Germany. Why? I have probably as many reasons as there are stars in the sky, but homesickness is not one of them. Living in the US is like living in any other country, even my own, because life is what you choose it to be. And honestly: I do not really care where I am living. Any country on this planet has its pros and cons. It does not really matter, if one can adapt to new cultures and keeps an open mind. However, the bad health care here in the US is pretty much the same reason. All other reasons just help to have a good conscience when leaving great friends behind. Yes, the health care. I know a lot of people think it is just fine over here, but going through cancer treatment and being barely able to afford the costs of it (with a very good insurance), just sucks. They do decline treatments in hospitals, because the insurance company does not pay as much as the treatment would cost and
Why You Should Kill Your Neighbors..
I am an angry fuck right now so if you don't like hearing about cursing, how people suck dick like fucking faggots, and why anybody should justify homicide you should probably not read this. There is a lot of drama.. stupid mother fucking drama! First and foremost I am so tired of people not talking to me, complaining that I don't talk enough, complaining I try too hard, im not trying hard enough, or assuming cause I don't care about your shit that I'm an asshole. Secondly, I live in a regular residential neighborhood in Rockville. Its pretty quiet which I like. There isn't any gangs or drug dealers that I know of around the neighborhood. I've lived here pretty much all my life. In all that time span I've seen some weird shit. Neighbor to our left was a wack job, his whole family was, there were helicopters and cops on the last time they lived here and ultimately arrested him for multiple charges. My car has been broken into twice during the night in my own neighborhood
My Life
I had visitation with my friend this weekend. His name is Kutter he's 8 months, and has my ears. My first five visits are supervised, after that it's just him and me. It's weird I never thought I'd need a car seat. His mom is 7 years younger then me. Her eyes used to sparkle when I made her smile. Now all she does is make me feel guilty and tells me that Her and Kutter would be happier if I signed over my rights. She has her own special way of making me feel sad. I picked a shaded area and sat in the gravel that surrounds the jungle gym. Kids are always happier when they are at the park or at least that's what I heard. We sat down and I began to apologize for not being his daddy everyday and that it wasn't his fault that his mother and i wasn't together. He just stared at the kids running and laughing then tried to stick rocks in his mouth, and I began to wonder what rocks tasted like. I decided that if I played with him on the jungle gym. I might create some sort of father son bond.
I've been thinking alot lately and I think i'm ready for another boy friend. I'm currently sick of being alone. I don't sleep around so it's not the physical comfort i miss..... Like i miss the hand holding the kissing the cuddling the holding the long hugs that mean something you know? Like i get hugs all the time but not those ones i have to friends that kind of give them but that's just the way they hug *sigh* I want someone to be able to call my own..... It sucks a lot to watch other people with their significant others I hate having to plaster on a fake smile i mean i'm happy for you guys and yours it just makes me reflect on whats so wrong with me that no one want's me that way..... All guys that are interested in me just want me for sex they find me hot or sexy and in all honesty that's not a compliment to me Pretty, cute, beautiful, gorgeous, those are compliments Not omg your so hot i wanna bang you wtf like anyone that knows
Ehhh Frig It
Wishing someone would give a shit Wishing anyone would care Talk is cheap, worthless If in the end you're not really there.
More Sexy Pics
to all my lady friends on fubar please put more sexy photos on here
Rammstein + Tatu
Butterfly Effect
i wounder and ponder this all night what if life is base around the Butterfly effect what you did in ur past life or the past . would change the outcome of the life that you lead now and for a moment i thought it was bullshit but since i did alot to make up for what i have done in my past it still does not change for the better my health is not the best iam still single pretty soon its going to go for 5 years now iam having family issues even more so now since my grandmother seems to think someone is always after her money she keeps telling me she is going to leave and she never does this morning i yelled at her because iam tire of hearing it over in over in over every single day so now she finally shut up but at the same time iam worried that she may leave she is the only family i really have besides my cat my friends are my family as well but not in the same sense its like i did something really bad in my other life or something i don't seem to get my fairyta
I Wonder Why Im Single
Pathetic Female Thoughts..
So I grabbed the other half's camera tonight to steal his memory card.. lost mine and the last time he used his camera was forever ago.. So anyways going through the pics on the card since he never deletes them ever and i did not want to delete them so I uploaded them.. I saw pics of him and his ex girlfriend ( the girl before me) So I felt this twinge of jealousy when I saw how absoulutely beautiful she was and skinny and blah blah and how they damn near fit perfectly together.. Now I know he would never want her back.. hell he left her the when he met me.. but still ugh I hate feeling like a jealous little twit..
First Mumm
Just put up my first Mumm. It was actually a poorly disguised plea for attention from attractive women and it worked!!! It cost 5,000 fubucks, but I made a couple of friends and it was well worth it. I'm feeling kind of flirty and frisky today. Honestly I am in a relationship and not looking to hook up with anyone, but I don't mind talking with anyone about almost anything. Again, still really happy to be here. It gives me a way to step away from work for a few minutes at a time and into another, more interesting, world.
Ways To Annoy People
Call the psychic hotline from you cell phone,block your number and ask if they know what floor you’re on. Drop a pen and wait until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream, “That’s mine!” Ask people to prove everything they say. (e.g. "I'm Alice, nice to meet you..." "PROVE IT!") Before exiting the elevator, push all the buttons. Adjust the tint on your TV so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way". Ask the waitress for an extra seat for your "imaginary friend." Bark like a dog whenever anyone says the word "the." Change Channels five minutes before the end of every show. Close your eyes and start snoring whenever anyone tries to talk to you. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with a can of Lysol. Continuously mumble during a conversation. Pretend you are invisible. Repeat everything someone says as a question. Stare at people for about five minutes, making sure they know you're staring at t
Good Question
when will i be good enough every day i wake up and just wonder what will happen im just tired i need to escape im probably going to jail my best friend just had another guy walk into her life and its gonna be ashley all over again the woman i want to be with i never see and it appears she doesnt want to see me reguardless of her telling me she loves me and its just like no matter what im always number two always the go to guy when the guy they really want doesnt come thru and it sucks ever since ashley its been my curse forever the turtle love to have as a friend and pet but wouldnt want to kiss...failure....epic failure
Pisces Profile Description
Pisces Imaginative, Impulsive & Intuitive February 19 to March 20 Pisces personality: "let me help you" About your self: Pisces people can be secretive and seductive. Your planet is Neptune; it is illusion; can be deceptive, but is real enough. The women under this sign can lift their eyebrows and cause hearts to palpitate. The men are funny and secretive. You have a need to know beyond the immediate and delve into the unknown. You are a Water sign; emotional, intuitive, sensitive; capable of capturing, understanding moods of others. You can be quiet while a storm rages inside. You never tell all you know and secrets are second nature. Your emotions often dominate logic. You breathe romance and highlight intrigue. Your apparently mild manner is a way of holding back and analyzing behind the scenes. You can deceive and be deceived. You stand strong in the face of adversity, but maintain a sense of gentleness. You are charming and sexy, but give the illusion of b
Cancer Profile Description
Cancer Emotional, Nurturing & Loving June 22 to July 21 Cancer personality: "love me" About your self:: Cancer people are protective and have a sharp sense of security. You are aware of the good life. You are of the Water element, and since you are associated with the Moon as your planet you can be moody and ultrasensitive. Your greatest strength is mastering your emotions. Your greatest weakness is an inability to follow one course through to a logical conclusion. You seem able to perceive the motives of others, being so sensitive and emotional. You have a strong tie with your family, but you need to realize that you can't own anyone. Once you loosen the ropes, people will draw closer to you. A Cancer woman attracts a man who takes care of her. A Cancer man wants to be mothered by women, and nothing would be better than being spoiled. A love of security can sometimes contrast a tendency to become bored once security is achieved. You want comfort with love; the
On Rats And Stealing
On Rats and Stealing I remember the day the man I called Dad taught me to steal. It was just like any other day in Camp Sea Ashe. My brother Randy and I had been down to the green (a green is the term used to describe a large expanse of grass in Europe) playing soccer with some of the local British lads. My best friend Colin had been teaching me how to trap the ball with the arch of one foot up against the heel of the other while running. The move was designed to toss the ball over your own head (and consequently your opponents) while at a full run. I had been able to pull it off a few times but generally my attempts had resulted in face plants. When we came walking in to Hill Bridge (that was the actual address of our "home"; Hill Bridge, Camp Sea Ashe, England) my dad was waiting on us. "There is a rat in the laundry room boys" he said from the couch while playing his guitar. Randy glanced at me and we just went to the closet and got the cage, cut-off brooms and our gloves; we kne
Place Your Bid!!!!!
Just take a gander at the Hawtness that is up on the Block take your pic and make a bid Heck own them all if ya want
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My Love Affair
My Love Affair I know each line and every curve Enraptured by a GORGEOUS Angel As I lay next to you in the dark And into passion we fell Soft lips pressed hard together The taste of My Angel drives me to the brink I open my arms and plunge in deep The chain becomes stronger with each link Light finger strokes turn to strong grasps Muscles flex and relax in rhythm As sweat pours from our souls Our fires burn so deep within Each time our bodies become one I feel my loneliness depart Each time you whisper my name I feel myself melt into your heart I scream for this to be my reality But only into your picture do I stare For this passion is only one sided It is just me in My Love Affair
Whenever I think of you My heart soars And my lips Smiling Whisper your name Softly But still lovingly. My all is yours And only yours To do with what you will. You have my heart To keep forever. I am devoted to you And I am unafraid To be so Because I realize That you would never Hurt me Because you love me. This fact gives me The confidence To surrender myself to you Wholely and unconditionally. Thank you for loving me The way you do, It fills me with warmth And contentment But most of all It fills me with love For you.
A Sign
Everyone wonders why I don't talk much Is it that I dont know what to say? It is that I see so many people that are mistreated and the only weapon I have is my silence. Silence has always been thought of as accepting things. Silence for me is a way of fighting back for all those that can not fight. I was so very glad when BlackFire came out with the song Silence is a Weapon as I have used this statement forever. If you havent heard this song please listen to it.
Thoughts On Bondage.
I am fairly new at trying BDSM again, I enjoyed it for a while but I had to put it aside for a few yrs since I dont think my partner was to much into it, I am a submissive and love a very dom man more then anything!. My thoughts on BDSM are that there are a lot of misconceptions and misunderstanding about what BDSM really is, most people only see it as violent, scary, freaky, painful sex. However the truth is that the amount of pleasure and pain can really vary depending on the people involved, I know a lot of people who use silk scarves to tie each other up then use feathers, ice, and other soft materials, it's extremely gentle but still considered BDSM because one person is tied up by the other who is controlling the action as well as the person who is tied up. Furthermore, most committed relationships who participate in BDSM find that it increases their levels of trust and communication because of what is involved in their play. As long as it's safe, sane, consensual and educated B
A Second In Time...
Water runs in the shower The cold water feels better on the bruises The bruises from the night before He apologized twenty times And still you know it will happen again The tears run down your cheek warm They feel a release in your body They let go of the pain if only for a second in time.
It's Not That Hard!
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Simple Poem With My Blue Eyes
The Final Act
Screeching tires, shattering glass, twisting metal, fiberglass. The scene is set it all goes black, The curtain raised the final act. Sirens raging in the night, sounds of horror, gasps of fright. Intense pain, the smell of blood tearing eyes begin to flood. They pull out our bodies one by one, What is going on, we were only having fun! One of my friends is missing, what did I do? Her scattered belongings everywhere, in the road there lies her shoe. A man is leaning over me and looking in my eyes, "What were you thinking, son"? "Did you really think that you could drive?" He pulled up the sheet still looking in my eyes, "If you'd only called your Mom or Dad, you'd still be alive!" I started to scream, I started to yell; But no one could hear me, no one could tell. They put me in an ambulance; they took me away. The doctor at the hospital exclaimed, "DOA!" My father's in shock, my mother in tears, she collapses in grief, overcome by the fear. They take me to this
This blog is brought on by a conversation I recently had with an acquaintance of mine. She was feeling down over some issues in her relationship. The guy that she had been dating for about six months decided that he didn't want to be her boyfriend anymore, but still wanted all the perks that came with a relationship, minus the commitment part. He basically wanted to have the freedom to date whoever he wanted, but still have her around when he wanted to be with her. I saw her start to question her self worth and saw her confidence start to disappear. This isn't the first time I've seen something like this happen, and I doubt it will be the last. As women, we need to stop allowing men to determine our worth. Who we are has nothing to do with what a man thinks of us! I've seen it a million times, girl likes boy, boy doesn't like girl back, and then girl thinks there's something wrong with her. This train of thought seriously needs to stop. We can't control how other people are going to
*wwe Smackdown Result's
Note: These are spoiler's. The headline is wrong} *Kane, Christian & Shelton Benjamin def. Mark Henry, CM Punk & Kofi Kingston *Big Show def. Jesse & Festus in a Handicap match *Carlito, Primo Colon & Brie Bella def. The Miz, John Morrison & Nikki Bella *Matt Hardy def. R-Truth *Michelle McCool def. Maryse by DQ after Gail Kim attacked McCool. Then Gail attacked Maryse *Rey Mysterio def. Chavo Guerrero. After the match JBL came out and laid Rey out with a big boot. *Shawn Michales comes out dressed in white. He says that he represents light and The Undertaker represents dark and at WrestleMania the light will prevail and end his streak. HBK reads quotes from the Bible *Dark Main Event *Edge def. Jeff Hardy after Matt Hardy interferes
Teacher Teach Me
Teacher teach me Teacher teach me about the lightning in the sky Teacher teach me why do loved ones die Teacher teach me why do we cry Teacher teach me how to fly Away from the pain it holds me tight Away from the darkness and into the light Away from their weeping faces Away from all the sad places Away from the hate I see Away from me Father love me like a son Mother hold me like I belong Brother talk to me like before Sister our words are now war Never say it’s too late Never accept that it is your fate Never bend for them Never forget to thank a friend Never say forget to show you love Never forget the one above Jesus don’t turn away Jesus I have been led astray Jesus shines from above Jesus cover me with your eternal love Wanted the world for everyone Wanted the earth for my daughter my son Wanted to succeed at the cost of someone Wanted to be better then everyone Wanted to be brave and to overcome Wanted so
Dancing On The Moon
Well I have always been a pretty crazy girl and went where the winds blew me. Well this time I think the winds have finally blew in a direction thats worth risking it all. Sometimes in life you meet people that are just so amazing that your life is changed by the first conversation. On fubar I have made some pretty cool friends and a wonderful guy. My friend MJ came to Florida for a wild ride of a vacation that had its ups and downs, but man am I glad she came. I had a FUBAR account but never really used till she came down. Thanks girl now I know why your on here all the time!!! Love ya MJ
Faktor 2- Izmena
Question Of The Day
Question of the day. If you were stranded on a deserted island for 1 month and could bring one thing, what would it be?
I Have Been Waiting All My Life
1) people that don't say "could you", or "please" (ordering instead of asking) I go out of my way not to comply, even at work. I guess their parents should've taught them better 2) People that speak too loudly. That really annoys me, esp since they tend to be stupid 3) People that are too outgoing. They are usually either selfish, or backstabbers 4) People that interrupt 5) People that think doing stupid shit is cool. No, its not. Its stupid...
Who was your FIRST prom date? Never went Do you still talk to your FIRST love? No What was your FIRST alcoholic drink? Cognac, at 5 What was your FIRST job? Bakery What was your FIRST car? Honda Civ 98, still drive it Who was the FIRST person to text you today? I don't text Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning? My coworker, who was late to relieve me Who was your FIRST grade teacher? Natalia Nikolaevna Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an Ukraine Who was your FIRST best friend and are you still friends with them? Natasha, yes we are What was your FIRST sport played? Figure skating Where was your FIRST sleep over? Russia, summer village, some dude's house, 13 years old Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time? My aunt's What was the
Master Thief
Ok people i'm playing a game on myspace and wondering if anyone on my friend's list wants to help me out by becoming a friend on myspace and being a part of my gang on game called master thief. If you do I really will apprieciate it a lot.
When Boredom Strikes...
~Have you thought about an ex today? sigh..yes.. ~Where is the person who has your heart at the moment? No one has my heart! ~Would you date someone who lived in another state? eh...I's possible ~Could you handle a long distance relationship? I can...I don't trust guys ~When's the last time you said you were fine, but really weren't? Prolly today sometime..who knows ~Relationships or one night stands? Relationships ~When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? this afternoon ~Is there anyone who doesn't like you? Of course. Do I look like I really give a shit though? ~Do you laugh a lot? Probably too much ~Do you consider yourself lucky? I'm the unluckiest girl you'll meet ~Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you? I dunno RIP Phone ~Do you think you're pregnant? HELL to the NO! ~You have to get a facial piercing, what do you get? I have one..m
Am A Kin To Music
wat ? a world without music my entire existence is to a beat if world is without music sweet would i still hear music in my head would i no longer produce music music from da thin air noises that peeps see as noises i perceive as music to my ear such a world would be so dull then i became so dull can you hear that music kind yes i hear it now on the wind you think i was suicidal before music was to keep me sane i would be cutoff lost to everything the thought you can already see the pain hear the noise i hear it is just as to appear bring it to my ear it is to bring me cheer
Wen Do U Knw Wen Da Relationshp Is Not Working Anymore:
Test 2
call it what you will insanity or love obsession or care feelings can be so deep or high they can be Heaven or Hell all by themselves when a thought of a person can hurt so much that you think you are dying yet thinking of the same person gives you reason to live is it insanity or love ? when you think about a person whenever your mind is able whether you want to or not is it obsession or care? how can you decide when your emotions become physical? they change your pulse erraticaly they change your blood pressure randomly they make it difficult to breathe in the end, does it matter ?
Richard Poplawski: Was Pittsburgh Shooter Driven By Right-wing Gun Paranoia About Obama?
Some of the early reports out of Pittsburgh indicate the man who shot three cops today was fearful that the Obama administration was going to "take away his guns." A man opened fire on officers during a domestic disturbance call Saturday morning, killing three of them, a police official said. Friends said he feared the Obama administration was poised to ban guns. Three officers were killed, said a police official at the scene who spoke on condition of anonymity because he was not authorized to speak to the media. Police spokeswoman Diane Richard would only say that at least five officers were wounded, but wouldn't give any other details. ... One friend, Edward Perkovic, said the gunman feared "the Obama gun ban that's on the way" and "didn't like our rights being infringed upon." Another longtime friend, Aaron Vire, said he feared that President Obama was going to take away his rights, though he said he "wasn't violently against Obama." Perkovic, a 22-year-old who said he was the
Slave To The Dark
A broken soul, lost in perpetual silence. I sit here still yearning for you. A shattered mirror, Broken and forlorn I still feel my flesh screaming for your’re touch How could I have been so foolish? To allow you to luring me in? Your smile became my damnation   With the sound of a goddess. You’re voice was my downfall. The very mention of you’re name sends me spiralling downwards. An age old story of love lost, pain gained   The core of my soul lays unbeaten, Rancid and festering at the bottom on an abyss. Where once happiness and joy existed. Now only a tale of unbridled perfect damnation does.   When your light touched me, I was alive. Now all light has since passed. Darkness surrounds me in its choking cloak The air has become stale and poisoned. Forever shall this wander be damned. Forever shall I be a slave to the dark.
I Stole It From My Wifey!
Do you miss your last relationship?More then I ever will admit Are you wearing a sports shirt?noHow long until your birthday?cant wait till sept Will tomorrow be better than today?its 1 day closer to friday so yesWhat color are your undies?noneSometimes, does it feel like your life isn't going anywhere?No way im always going somewhere, may not know where but I'm going Do you bite your lip?yes..alotDo you have any strange phobias?yes i'm scared of dark How tall is the last person you hugged?she a shortie it was my kiddoWhat are you listening to right now?What it takes by Aerosmith What is something you wish you had more of?timeDoes something hurt on you right now?yesWhat is your current mood?idk What's on your mind? to much to write What are you doing right now?this   Wheres your best friend at?he at home watching daytime tvDid you watch "Shot of Love" with Tila Tequlla?"NaWho makes you happy most of the time?My family and my friendsWhat are you sick of?my husband....Are you normal
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Why Is It...
So why is it that everytime I'm finally getting over something stupid something else happens?! So my little brother Levi called social services on my parents because when they grounded him they took his dvd player and some of his other things. Most of the time he would bitch and bitch but this time he calls it in and say that they abuse him!!!!???? He said they they dont feed him and that my step dad physically abuses him?!? im sitting here thinkg what the hell is wrong with this kid. Our parents have been nothing but kind to the kid and he does this!! AND THIS IS THE FITH TIME!!! every other time they found out he as just crying wolf and looking for attention.... but they got a new social worker. I'M PISSED!!! I was walking to work the other day and one of my neighbors told me she hoped that my parents went to prison and thatwe need to go to hell!!!??? WHAT THE FUCK!!! now there are cops watching me and my parents and my house has been raided.... twice... this is gay. I'm about to blo
Ok, so I'm just going to take a moment to gripe about something. Bleh, I hate doing it, but I have to get this off my chest. So our office uses Office 2007, the whole campus does. It's an educational insitiution, it makes no sense to use Office 2003 when you are trying to train people to be up with the times. Most of the world, however, uses Office 2003 because it's kinda expensive to upgrade. I get that, had I not had the connections I do, I'd be using Office 2003 on my own personal computers. Now, I'm not quite sure if you are aware of this, but Office 2003 cannot open Office 2007 documents natively. Notice that word, natively, it's italicied because Microsoft, in their genuine goodness, and understanding that everyone can't afford to upgrade relased a FUCKING FREE UPDATE TO 2003 TO OPEN THE GOD FUCKING DAMN DOCUMENTS YOU PIECES OF SHIT. Stop bitching to me that you can't open my shit and I need to save it as an Office 2003 document. YOU FUCKING UPGRADE YOUR SHIT. IT'S FREE YOU DO
Spend Carnival In Venice At Cross Purposes
  How to share what I’ve been reading lately as well as prepare for Easter (or Resurrection Sunday, because it’s the Christian church’s annual commemoration of Jesus’ rising from the dead after three days … dead) should make for a fun entry to write!  So hang on … last night after Martha and I got home from Bethany’s Good Friday service where as an added touch we picked up rocks inside that represented our sin – our active separation from God by our words and deeds – and lay them at the foot of a life-sized cross, we came home to an Easter egg hunt set up by our kids Sarah and Jeffrey and their aunt Mary.  Martha had a better job finding her eight allotted plastic eggs than I did, but after getting the difference between looking across a room and looking up in a room (a regional thing, much like my pronouncing caramel as CARE-a-mel and Martha’s family pronouncing it car-MUL) clear, I got mine and then it was our turn to hid
Could It Be?
where did you come from I think I dreamed you - gleamed you into being from a spark in my heart from the burn the ache the need for someone just like me.i sigh alone at night in the swell of the moon's beams glistening upon the beareness of my skin that steams with a passions flame a raging fire fueled with an aching desire to conspire to give into the need the give the grow to know and own and reap the balm of your body meshed with mine, intertwined, thrusting, fighting, surging, becoming melded and falling into collect me, enslave me and make me weak with even the slightest slip from your lip the honey sweet confection you drip into my brain it seeps and soars and consumes me in ways I never thought. with every word i climb to heights that embarrass even the gods you lift, exhalt and burn a stain onto my soul that only the firmness of your touch can console. i need to be calmer, quieter, slower in motion but my heart knows naught how to ration it's rage and like a meteor
The Buzzard, The Bat & The Bummblebee
THE BUZZARD, THE BAT & THE BUMMBLEBEEThe Buzzard:If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely openat the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absoluteprisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from theground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as is its habit,it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in asmall jail with no top.The Bat:The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkable nimble creature inthe air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the flooror flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, no doubt,painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throwitself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash.The Bumblebee:A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies,unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, butpersists in trying to fin
my blog got deleted. I smell a snitch...   what bitter old cunt became sour?
Parachute Trouble
A man goes skydiving for the first time. After listening to the instructor for what seems like days, he is ready to go. Excited, he jumps out of the airplane. After a bit, he pulls the ripcord. Nothing happens. He tries again. Still nothing. He starts to panic, but remembers his back-up chute. He pulls that cord. Nothing happens... He frantically begins pulling both cords, but to no avail. Suddenly, he looks down and he can't believe his eyes. Another man is in the air with him, but this guy is going *up*!! Just as the other guy passes by, the skydiver -- by this time scared out of his wits -- yells, "Hey, do you know anything about skydiving?" The other guy yells back, "No! Do you know anything about gas stoves?"
I Need Your Help
a badass man is for auction so click this link and bid!
April 16th 09:a Dream
all i can say about this mornings dream...i had met this young lady...we will say her name is Gloria, she was beautiful and very loving of who she met, but very cautious, she had alittle girl named after her,Gloria. she was basidally 9 years old but wider ythan most kids her age, well in this dream  i had gone over to their house and stayed for dinner and chat maybe some tv. lil Gloria ran up with arms open and i smiled and piccke her up as her mama watched smiling too. she told me that herand her mama wanted someone to take care of them and asked to be her daddy cuz her mama was sad and lonely. my heart leapt and i swallowed deeply as  tears  fell from my eyes, she gave me ahug since mama Gloria told her not do tht again i smiled and said okay its alright both of you im touched and honored..walking over with lil gloria in my arms i hugged them both...told little Gloria, Only if your mom will have me, i know you want me to be your daddy...Big gloria was  shocked when i said that and i
Here In Fear
Broken man, on his knees Missing love, he needs it   Tries to stand, his demons laugh They knock him down, he needs it   Deserved to feel it, torment and agony His own demise, it feeds him   Felt it coming, abrupt ending Shards of life left standing   Now he stands, here in fear Edge of sanity, scared you'll push
I am sorry everyone for not being around.  My depression has gotten really bad and the computer is just where I haven't wanted to be.  Please forgive me.   Love, Andy
The Fight for The Light As I lay in bedI can hear my heart in my headListing to the rainAs it hits my window paneI'm in the darkTrying to see the lightFighting with all my mightTrying to reach the lightWithout you holding me tightI'm going to loss this fightI can feel the lightBut the night I still fightI'm losing my mightI feel like I'm falling from great heightsYou hold me tightI can see the lightI finally beat the nightAnd you are my mightTogether we fought a good fight
Pure Sex...
....bully i just posted. help please ? :)       Ruby Cairo is quite possibly one of the sweetest people you'll meet. Seriously! And she just so happens to be my R/L best friend and sister. Please check her out if you haven't already; she's a great person to know! She's trying to get to Godfather by her birthday and that happens to be coming up soon. I think we can do it!!! Ruby Cairo > ETid, LP, FuGF of Chelsea@ fubar Fan, Rate, Add, Bling her! Leave her lots of luvin! And tell her Chelsea sent ya. ♥ PLEASE REPOST!!!! ¤ Chelsea.Smile ¤ FuGF of Ruby ♥@ fubar
Fuck The Six Flags Corparation!
So we all can look at the Six Flags Corp.  and tell them to fucking BURN IN HELL!  Heres the story, and yes this is me fucking RANTING!    On April 10th 2009 I was scheduled for an interview after putting in an application in online three days prior.  I went to the interview and did the whole thing.  I was told I was hired and even filled out all the paper work. (tax forms and shit)  I was given my "discovery" (Orentation) date for today.  Although it was working for Six Flags I was kinda hyped, cause I'd have a job that would make my goals easier to obtain.  Well here is where the fucked up fun part comes. I get there today, early as I am punctual.  Go to clock in,  the guy couldnt find me.  So after waiting nearly 30 minutes to be called back up, they told me I was inactive and had to speak to HR.  I was fine with that.  I walked AROUND the park, to get to the HR office.  I get up there, and find out, "Oh your not rehireable by Six Flags."  Umm yea....WHAT THE FUCK!  Wednesday
      Life is a journey me must all endure. Either led through it by our hearts or minds. Whether you're lost in the journey or know your destination the trip is always filled with unexpected turns. For some these turns are disrupting but for others they bring a newness to the journey that makes it more worthwhile. Live the journey and except the turns in the road because the road leads to the place you were meant to go.     lalne1
Woo Hoo
Well I already have rockband and finally broke down to buy guitar hero. Sadly though need new drums so ordered them online since they broke the day after I bought them. They will be replaced.  I bought the Metallica edition to go with it and boy oh boy I love it. I do have to say  Guitar hero is better then rockband in alot of ways.
Some Help Please!!
I am in a photo contest and need some help! I am trying to win a VIP. I need rates and comments on my picture. Just click the picture to be taken to the place!!  
Out Of Control Bouncer
Some how  - A mumm I posted was deleted last night. It wasnt NSFW, It followed all the rules.  Someone has a stick up thier ass Nothing more than a weenie on a power trip  
I'm Singin!
I dont even know where to begin. Most of you know the situation. & most of you know how stupid i am. So, im just gonna do a lil venting.   Ughh. Im losing my fucking mind. Why do i keep running back to him? Im hurting someone that i reallyyyy care about. Someone that deserves so much better. He's the sweetest person in the world. I feel like a fool. I can only help myself b/c its obvious that i dont fucking listen. I wanna get out of this! I wanna stop feeling this way. So this is what im saying to EVERYONE. Its over. Everything is over. All the lies. All the hurting. All the pain. All the drama. All the bullshit. Its over. IM ENDING IT NOW. I shouldve ended it a long time ago. Im making myself unavailable to everyone. So dont ask. I need to set aside my love life so i can find myself. Im in a turning point in my life, n it's obviously not good. So it might be best if you all just take a step back. I dont wanna hurt anyone else, and i dont wanna be hurt again. I feel like the bitch
Learn The Rules... Lol
The Rules The Female ALWAYS makes the rules. The rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification. No male can possibly know all the rules. If the female suspects the males knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. The female is NEVER wrong. IF the female is wrong, it's because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong. If rule 6 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. The female can change her mind at any given point in time. The male must NEVER change his ming with express written consent from the female. The female has every right to be angry or upset at anytime. The male must remain calm at ALL times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. The female must under NO circumstances let the male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset. Any attempt to document these rules could result in bodily harm. IF th
No More Tears
The time has come for the tears to end for you to be happy and cheerful again. I am safe in God's home above cradled in His arms; covered with His love. We run and play by the Bridge all day waiting for the day when you'll be here to stay. You've been crying so much I feel bad I want you to be happy and not so sad. Remember the time when I was so small I couldn't even pickup the rubber ball. I fought that ball from morning to night it made you laugh, I was quite a sight. Remember teaching me sit and stay we had such fun since I didn't really obey. but you kept at it with test after test so when I entered my first show I was the best. Remember the great times we had in the past like when we walked to the park we had a blast. We'd run and play all through the park until the sun went down and it got dark. Remember the times we went for a ride I was so excited I'd jump right inside. Away we went to who knows where but you and I we didn't really care. I'll always love you, you're
I Found This On My Computer
I dunno if or when I wrote this, but I found it today. enjoy, I think I was pretty high when I did if I did. woo hoo... I make no claim to vast intelligence. That said, this is the sum of the economic situation right now and why capitalism is every bit as bad as communism, as well as the reason why all americans need to get over themselves and deal with reality:   AIG nears demise, government steps in, gives them  billions upon billions to get better. (I get no money, but then I've only got CANCER not poor planning biting me in the ass) Months later, they (AIG)(ie-the same company whose executives took their bailout money and continued to fuck everything up) come back and get ANOTHER 30 billion. (need I mjention 30 THOUSAND dollars would pay for almost THREE YEARS of my pre-CANCER life without loss of any of the comforts I love?) Now AIG is saying theyre CONTRACTUALLY OBLIGATED to pay the same executives millions in bonuses. (I never got a bonus at work even though Im the only
Expressing Myself
I find myself lost without words ao I will do my best.   I have been on this site for over a year now and I have by far talk to some great people on this site. But when I came here it was in hopes of finding someone. But the same problem has always came up, either they were married and playing head games with me or they live too far away. I can't continue to talk to a few different women on here always having the thoughts of wow, what a great woman giving myself false hope of being with them. I rather be water borded then have my heart tortured. I am one of the few men out there that truely wants a meaningful loving relationship that every woman on here has talked about. But the more I learn that they have been in a abusive relationship and continue to stay in it with the hopes of that guy getting better never happens just turns my stomach! The last two relationships I have been in just ripped my heart out from my chest and stepped all over it. I have started to think that if I real
Update 4/24/09
Got down to Woodstock, GA & stayed for 3 days. Missed seeing Michele (my owner). She was offline so I had no way of contacting her to let her know I was there. Dodged a tornado Monday night. Twisted off some tree tops a mile & a half up the road!!! So, with no reason to stay there, I rolled down to Savannah, GA and spent a week hangin with beach48gal. What an incredible woman she is. No, nothing happened, I slept on the couch!!! Remember, I'm the consumate gentleman, and she is absolutely a lady!!! So, I'm gonna go up to N.C. before the $$$ runs out & I'm on the street...think I'm just delaying the inevitable.... Wish me luck all!!! I'll hollar from N.C. soon. Much Luv To All!!! Kisses & Hugs & Nibbles!!! Jeff
So Screw It
Since people keep asking be about my status and what I consider friends I guess I'll post it here.  What I mean is basically there are certain people on here who have alternate ways to chat or whatever with me.  Be it yahoo, MSN, facebook, myspace,  texting..whatever.  Most of these people are upset at me for not being here on fubar more often where they can talk to me.  This includes people in my friends and family list both.  As most know I'm pretty much tired of this site and how money driven its become and how levels don't mean a damn thing anymore, basically your bank account determines your level.  Or if your friends with someone who has a big bank account you can level.  I'm not bitching or whining or anything, just simply stating facts.  If I wanted to have a monthly VIP or anything like that I could, no I dont' have the greatest job in the world but it pays me enough to pay my bills, my child support and still give me money left over.  I've chosen to not spend that money on he
So, I come in to work last night, just to find out that completely unbeknownst to me, it was changed and now starting this week my wknds fall on Fridays and Saturdays. YES!!! I didnt even mind them stealing those 2 nights I didnt go to work from me. I'll make it up.  So now I work Sun-Thurs, which means I can finally go out with my Urban Exploration group.   They go to abandoned hospitals, tunnels, schools, etc. I am pretty stocked, and already dug out my shitty clothes and DcMartens for that purpose.
United We Stand Corrected
United We Stand Corrected Written by: Ned Greeley & Baron VonMunchausen (a.k.a. Man vs. Mantis...check them out) Slope down and join me in the gutter.Follow valleys to a place where promises are always kept and pain is fabled, legend, lore.Tell me of the days when nickels bought the world as well as some memories and uphill both ways was somehow possible.Genuine and pure like Sunday morning diner eggs and warm interior of vehicles.Serious was kept in movies.Technological advances, cutting down the chances of birth dwelt innocence, my innocence.Attaining peace among smei-auto guns and hollow tip bullets that match the hearts of shooters around the world.Skepticism sold true intentions.Blind faith was fresh cut grass and ice cream men were heroes, marching happy tunes.Fuck the progress, the war.Fuck the magic computers.Fuck the ever changing fashion trends and not so reality shows.Fuck the politics.Fuck the president.Fuck the cars and the money.Fuck the sex.Give me peace.Give me sereni
Battle Of The Sexes
Wantin To Be Held True
I care not for stupiness in fubar,,If I believe ur true and not a kiss ass in here I want to keep those as top friends/family. I will keep all that are true and will admire you with gifts and rates Dare me not to find you unreal, because I will disown u as /friend/fsmily,,as to me i dont care. I do very much well being alone,,trust in me and you'll find no better friendship. If not then I say, bye bye  
Leave It All To Hisory
I am leaveing you behind, aloung with all our broken, saddened history. I cant take your endless misery and high hopes that there will ever be another you and me. There is no mending our shattered unity, for the fire that was once there is nothing more than a pile of burnt ash. We have desentigrated and crumbled to rubble. I can't be molded or made to be anything more than just me. I refuse to be broken in and to have all of myself lost in your chaos. There is no fighting me on this because I am no longer small and week from your put downs. My self esteem and confidance is no longer in the dirt but soaring high up above you. You are not for me, as I am not for you. Our one time love was nothing more than two lions, caged and fighting. I wont live my life always on the defense from the one that loves me most. I want. I need, I deserve to have more. The girl that was once with you has died, and wont come back for she is at peace. Please just think of me as nothing more than just your pas
The Talking Chihuahua
Reverse Racism
I have always made a point of making sure that I did not take race, creed, or color into account upon indulging in personal relationships or in interactions. I now begin to think that I may have missed seeing some cases where reverse racism in others was in play. When my oldest son was in third grade he saw a group of girls walking by and said MMMMMM HOT CHOCOLATE!! - and the girl who had the lovely skin tone felt pointed out and disrespected so she told the principle, who immediately called me and told me of the incident and asked me to come to the school. I immediately went down to the school, the cause of equality burning in my heart, and I asked if all the children involved could gather. I then gave a little ad hoc speech on how it hurts to feel noticed because of a physical trait - like if you were fat, or skinny, black, wore glasses, had a pigeon toed walk, or really messed up hair one day. I told the kids that it was important to remember that we are ALL people, all the childr
A Bond That Runs Deep...
There are some bonds that run deep and wild like the fire in the blazing sun. For me there is one. Unique and rare, it is something I will not share. I will protect you and defend you even if you are wrong. I will be strong and take whatever comes as long as our life line aloung the river runs. I will forsake all others even if it is a mistake. I will never faulter or break. We have shared a life together, and witnessed each others bones break. We endured the stabbings of life and much pain with no gain.There is no shame. You and me, that is something to be! with many years to go we got a lot invested to show. Theres more to come with each rising sun. The better and the worst of days.. we will go through more pain but never be tame. I am forever yours and will always share in your every happiness and every pain. In my eyes you can do no wrong. When this world comes crashing down I will take it all from you with out even making a sound. You would do it for me, within a heart beat
Speakeasy Seder
On the second night of Passover, the same evening that Obama hosted the first U.S. Presidential Seder in the White House, I hosted a Seder at the Speakeasy. Passover, or (in Hebrew) Pesach, is my second favorite favorite of the Jewish calendar. Purim is my #1 holiday, mainly because Queen Esther is such a fox, a teenage beauty contest winner who saves her people from genocide using her powers of sexual seduction, as my Porn ‘n’ Purim Bacchanal so aptly demonstrates, and the whole Purim celebration is one big party with theatrical costumes, masks, noisemakers, intrigue and drinking so much wine that “you can’t tell the bad guys from the good.” Passover is not as sexy as Purim, but it also features a lot of drinking (four cups of wine) and a different kind of ritual theater. Passover also features a lot of eating, much of which is symbolic. The parsley symbolizes Spring. The hard-boiled eggs represent rebirth and resurrection (same as the Easter egg). A conc
No More Bus
Well I finally have some wheels..No more bus for now..Oddly anough as I was riding to work I saw the busses I was taking and felt a little sad..I was no longer part of their community...Oh well life goes on...
My Song To You Babe
I Was Thinking Today...
So I was driving along today thinking about two "Funny" statements I have seen around in various mediums. 1. Friends don't let friends date ugly people. 2. Life's to short to date ugly people.  So now I see why I'm single. I hate these little revelations that I have.    
Shattered Heart
Burnt and sold out, Pierced by your soulless blade, Do you know it hurts to hear your name, I curse the pain you've made. Twisted and impossible, You've torn me apart You'll never find these pieces Of my shattered and scattered heart.
These Thoughts
i think about going back. back to see it all again.  see your smile listen to you laugh.  it would always make me smile. I cant stop thinking that iv lost it all I cant control this emotion.
It's Rare...
to find a movie that really makes you think.... people never think about the consequences of their actions on their own... so if you have a minute watch this 
To The Guys
TO EVERY GUY: To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait". To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy
Grand Reopening
 i have rebuilt LOUNGE 343 . it is now called THE 343. plz come on by and check out the improvements. i am hiring all staff. hope to see you there soon...
I'm Am This Girl!!!
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you...I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant...I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care...I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you...I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms...I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me...I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you..I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss..I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything..I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...I'm the g
Help Me Decide Whats Right
i have a delemma,i use to go out of my way to help"friends" then i realized where are they when i need it a shoulder to lean on or just help leveling,and i decided most of them only know me when they want something.So i decided to stop putting it on the line for every friend that decides they need my some of them want my help again.yet ive been asking for help leveling for 5 monthes and its always the same 3 or 4 that come and rate my things to what should i do keep being mr.wonderful when its convienant for them or stick to my guns till they decide if im a good enough friend to have in there at the point i dont care anymore after monthes of being left behind cause im not in the hip or kewl crowd guess i just wish more of them treated me like i try to treat them.i dont know maybe just delete my account and move on life has got boring here in fuland anyways it's not the fun it use to be seems if you dont have bling to throw around nobody cares about ya
Another State Of Mind
Suddenly her world of fantasy came crashing into make believeand met on a canvas made of goldall the things she thought she knew scattered across the morning dew, seem to battle all the things shes told , emotions move at the speed of light but here on earth barley go by , i don't think this is our scene, Some place else another time , Any other state of mind, On the other side they say the grass is green, Kicking my own shadow , wondering where did you go , Is anmesia whats keeping you gone? You swore that it was just a test , A month or so , nothing less, Now I wonder if your coming home?Dawn broke The night life , as he looked at the stranger by his side , Asleep with her head on his chest , He thought of a girl he had back home, Swore to himself shell never know, And dammed himself for not giving her his best , I wonder where you are right now, If you've given up somehow, I don't think that this is our scene Some place else another time , Any other state of mind, On the other side
Cleaning House
Well im cleaning out my friends so if you would like to stay so me some love. Yall have untill next week to so me some love or your are out. That means no one is safe.
Rl Friends
So, I have a good friend. A year ago, she moved to CA, and we havent seen each other in a while. She came to visit Chicago 2 months ago, and out of 10 days that she was here, we managed to hang out once. When we hung out, unexpectedly she had some major issue at work, and was totally devastated and crying about it. So I offered her a shoulder to cry on, and told her to let me know how it resolves. She goes back to CA, and nothin. I call her the next day to find out whats up, and  she tells me she'll call me back later. That was 2 months ago...
I Suppose This Is My Final Farewell
once again i find myself in this position well ive learned from my past an ive been taught new things.... im going to miss you but if its come down to this ive nothing left to really lose ive lost it all once i lost my fear of death began my downward spiral into the next chapter in my life....   you helped me get here an for that i thank you now its time for me to go ive given up on this dream ever since you came into the picture but now that your gone i have nothing else to hold me back i have no family i have no loved ones holding me back... i do wanna say i truly love you an i'll never forget that but things have just gotten so bad an it most likely is all my fault. you once said i was destined for greatness maybe its time i broke away an did something more with my life thank you for the love the home the time of day an for putting up with all my shit... i love you...always will my first true love. USMC here i come.... ill see you soon bro...
Inkinu Tattoo
Inkinu Tattoo & Piercing 136 E Railroad Avenue Leland, il 60531 815-495-6229  
Mnogotochie- Borcy Za Svobodu (fighters For Freedom)
The Scream
If I could scream my pain to the world - no other sound would be heard for endless moments. I want my grandson. I did not get to watch him play t-ball, or go on an easter egg hunt, or cuddle with me while I told him stories of his great-grandfather teaching me about soft centered nails that bent when a little girl hit them with a hammer - and that would bend when that little girl, now a grandmother, taught her grandson about the joy of banging a hammer with some odd idea of making a fort. No cowboys to hide from, or indians to trade with. No lemonaid stand. This is not the way of life - people live long, and die when secretly glad to be rid of the decrepit shell of a body that has aged - it is not for me to cradle a box containing the ashes of my grandson. He should have been saying GEEZ CHI CHI when he found out 50 years from now, that I had a rubber stress ball filled with my ashes for him so he could let me know his frustrations, even when I could not hug him better. I want to ask
21 Seconds...
Dreaming Of...someone Else
  Sometimes no matter what you do, you can't ever decide if you made the right choice. The blonde seems selfish, hopefully she returned the favor.
Phone Fury
I think I may just get rid of my phone. It seems to be nothing but an annoying piece of equipment that brings me even more annnoyances. It collects them, and sends them to me. It was another "Dad phone call day" today. We exchanged pretty heated words and I think I hurt his feelings, but I just snapped a little bit. He started on the work thing, which was ok, except instead of just checking on how things were going, he had to issue every single option again, this time empahsising the move back in with your brother one. Even though that was my last option, period. He actually told me I should be looking at schools up there so I can go back to being a full time student. Despite the fact that I have bills to pay. You can get loans! I'm PAYING loans right now, doesn't seem wise to pay a loan with a loan. Then he started up on me dating again. I swear to fucking god I'm so annoyed with THAT topic right now, I always have been. He's constantly trying to set me up with people, even though I
Happy Birthday To Me!
Turned 25 today...    blah!!
My Family In Oregon
I been here two days in Oregon with my family My baby sister Bethany, My Son Joshua, My neice Angel aka Monique, My Nephew Connor, and Bethany's Hunny Travis. I spent the last two days haveing a freaking ball playing with my son Who turns 9 on the 25th I taken so many pic's that i cant wait to get leveled up or my Vip back so i can add a ton of new pic's of all of them. Bethany and Travis Have 5 kids between them counting my son Joshua. They both are full time College Students and Travis is manger were he works. They are so maid for each other its kinda funny concedering my sister is very picky about the men she lets into her life. I will be adding pic's of them all when i get home in June so till then hope you all are great and i will be on again soon  Tiff
Fubar #! Promoteof The Day!
thanks to all who joined fubar for me,maken me todays top promoter! luv ya!!! 
I'm So Sorry I was sorry to learnof your loss ,And I Wanted to expressMy deepest sympathies. Not one of usKnows where our roadWill lead us or whereOur road ends.But in times ofSorrow, we receiveComfort from our friends. If there is anything I can do for youAnything at all...I'll be here for you;Always your friend. My deepest sympathiesTo you and your family. May God Bless You  and comfort you in your hour of grief.
Broken Angel
This was written for a Good Friend a Beautiful Soul..She just needs to open her eyes and see it... I hope I can help..... Broken Angel   As I walked this new path I could feel the air grow thick and cold Each step brought me further into darkness But to this path I will hold I came upon a wall surrounded by pain A storm has been raging here I can barely see but the battered walls are there Each brick built laid by fear The wall was built high and strong I put my hand then ear against it I heard the weakened cries for help
No One Looks Like That
Why do people say this? Is this model not real then? If no one looks like that I must not be real either. Purely a figment of your imagination...(you sure are creative). The people who say this have not seen me. Yet, beauty comes in all shapes, forms, proportions. There is such thing as me. Please never say no one looks like that to your young people.   Sincerely Emily AKA Doll      
No longer confused...escaped from those dayz, Shackles are busted...finally freed from your maze, The mind is intact, Having survived your endless attacks, You didnt expect for me to be so bold, To do exactly the opposite of everything i was told, And because i did... i walked down different paths, Constantly able to elude all your traps, Now face to face with your demons you sit, Forced to reflect on this life you have lived, Wretched creature crawl away and dissolve, What a waste...for some reason as a being you failed to evolve!!!     truthsquad 09   ©
Inside Her...
Behind the lost look in her eyesI saw the pain inside her eyesI felt the anguish of being a left overI felt her dream of being loved not usedI felt the worth she had long since lost for herselfI saw the glow of the woman hiding inside the girlInside there were more layers than she can ever express.
Fun With Me
Would you makeout with me?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have ;)Would you sleep in the same bed as me?[ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] MaybeAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no [ ] Hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly!Do you think I'm a virgin?[ ] Yes [ ] NoI look like..[ ] A player[ ] a wife/husband[ ] One time thing[ ] Next bf/gf[ ] A friend[ ] A friend with benefits[ ] A possibility[ ] A loser[ ] A hottieIf you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybeWould you rather...?[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Friends[ ] Friends with benefits[ ] Marry meOn a scale of 1-10 (10 being the hottest), rate me...[ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10What would you want me to be to you?[ ] Friend[ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend[ ] Friend with benefits[ ] Husband/WifeWould you give me a lap dance?[ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe
    ☆ ѕσ нєяє'ѕ тнє ∂єαℓ... ι ωσυℓ∂ "love" тσ мαкє ѕαℓυтєѕ fσя αℓℓ му fяιєи∂ѕ тнαт αѕк вυт ι нσиєѕтℓу ∂σи'т нανє тнє тιмє тσ ∂σ тнєм αℓℓ... ι тяу тσ кєєρ ιт ℓιмιтє∂ тσ му fαмιℓу αи∂ ¢ℓσѕє fяιєи∂ѕ... ι'м 
i have a twitter account now. it's like sheep following the leader from one place/site to another. it's private unless you ask. the question now is, what the heck does this site offer? seems like another facebook but just a headline message.... is that correct? any suggestions regarding twitter? Queen
Listen, The City Speaks.
the fog rests above the bodies of water, suspended, waiting for night when it can creep outwards engulfing the streets, stations, and skyscrapers. it moves along the city spreading its haze, distorting ambition, and blurring destinations. from above our faults cannot be detected, our mistakes go unrecognized. but on the ground, scars reveal our misfortune, testifying our demise. the train doors do shut so suddenly. scattering friends from one another and separating lovers without care. the tracks are long but the train is fast. the platform's shot and you're too late. so you can bang on all the windows or throw yourself onto the tracks. but the train has no conductor- no time nor sentiment for your loss. speeding over your dead body it will move onto its next stop. but wait, and another train will come for you. and if you are in luck someone will be there, waiting, when you get off. so cross your heart or hope to die- the sliding doors just shut! will you cross the yellow caution line,
One Of My Hobbies
Something about running/jogging that I have come to love so much. I mean of courses it's awesome because it was one of the things that helped me to loose the baby weight from my son. But when I run I like to do it on a trail in a wooded area or the beach.  I often find my mind wandering to other places and many thoughts about everything, my son, and my new love interest. It's my stress reliever, very theraputic. And I always come out of it feeling so motivated so proud of myself almost like a confidence booster.  I always have to run with my music honestly without it I can forget about doing a great run.  After, I always love the aftermath feeling the almost fatigue sore feeling in my legs after 6 miles it's amazing!! I used to run about 20 miles a week, but since I came home its been a challenge. I hope to get back into doing one of my loves. But soon I will be adding a jogging stroller with an extra 25lbs into the mix (that's right my 4 year old son will be coming home soon) and wont
A Love Like Ours
A love like ours is so hard to findYet it teaches us to be kindIn our heartsWe are like sweetheartsI love you todayAnd that will never go awayLoving you is so rightI can’t wait to hold you through the night.  
A Day At The Beach
My heart pounds faster in my chest, It feels weak, yet pumps without rest, I'm falling away, drifting with the outgoing tide, As i sit, moving with the water, i feel myself wanting to hide. Floating there, bouncing up and down, Seeing an end to the waves, i lose my frown, Enjoying the still water, with a fresh ocean breeze, Warm, clean sunlight begins to put my mind at ease, With my mind clear, and future a big thing on my list, There is still something my world cannnot resist. It puts a smile on my face, Something so hard to replace, My happiness, it grows as the sun begins to set, I may be alone, because i havent found my one yet, Pondering, touching the soft, cool sand, I reach out longing to hold your hand. Yes you, a beauty beyond which words can describe, Not just the smile that brightens my world, but whats inside. The features most people overlook or just dont see, It makes you who you are, and that means alot to me. Now with the moon lighting my room, eyes
My Hero
    I can remember back to the rip young age of 12 when I wanted something from the store and asked my dad for the money. He told me then if I wanted something then earn it. So thats when I got my first job at 12 years old. It seemed thru the years I strived to prove that old man wrong on one thing after another but all I did was prove him right. I remember to this day when i trained my first horse at 15 or 16 and my dad had brought me home a brand new cowboy hat, boy I was happier than a puppy with 2 peckers. Well I was until he told me when you earn it you can have it. Took me a year to get that hat and many bruises, sore spots and saddle sores later he gave it to me. To be honest the way he treated me it was almost to the point that he dispised me and i was the youngest and only boy out of 5 kids. I spent many a day and night working on a cattle ranch riding fence, tending to the cattle, earning the right to call myself a cowboy, and all the while hating my father for the way he tal
Just Cause.
I will never apologize for the things we've donenor regret the fights we've lost and wonI'll always remember those fucked up callsall the videos in the bathroom stallsyour pleading "I've got a secret but you might think it's wrong"my assuring "its okay love, I've known all along"shared glances, the same way we thinkmartini glasses in a dirty sinkroads to nowhere with no plan at allholding each other up before we fallstumbling in strange cities, sea salt in our hairbreaking glass in public, its not too rarebroadway walks and breakfast at nightDrinking under the bridge in the summer lightwe're hitting it full force, doing what we gotta dono one can touch us, this friendship is true    
I don't really understand that rating! I thought this was an adult site. If you're at work why would anyone be on this site!? Anyways if I were to put pics like that on here what would my/our friends want to see if anything?
My Real Friends...
Those that are always there when all things are lost, The ones that lend you a hand because they love you as a brother, Those that dream our dreams whether they are big or small, The ones who are willing to forget, The ones we sometimes treat wrong and from time to time even forget,  The ones we argue with, laugh with, and cry with, The ones we make commitments with to be broken later by us, Those are our real friends. They are the ones that fill our photo albums with a million memories, They are the first ones to call us on our birthday, They are the ones that reminds us that in every bad thing, something good will come out of it, Those are our real friends,
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There Is A First Time For Everything
      They say there is a first for everything.  I guess you could say I got two of them out of the way in one day.  Being the "chicken" that I am, I have never had the courage to ask anyone out before.  Course they always seemed to come to me, so I never really had the need too. Well there is this girl that I have been talking to when I'd see her at her work, one of my favorite stores. Well I have been going in there a lot here lately, and have wanting to ask her out.  But when I get nervous, I start to shake.  So I have been putting it off.  Well I knew her birthday was coming up, just couldn’t remember when.  So I asked her again when it was and she told me, which is in a couple days.  So I was like well maybe I could take you out for dinner one night for your birthday.  And with out a second thought she was like, NOPE!    So I’ll admit I was upset.  But then she told me why.  She is going through custody battle for her kid right now, and isn’t going to do
ya know I got hit with that stupid bouncer check crap trying to go from posting my blog back to my home page just now. WHEN WILL THESE IDIOTS RUNNING THIS SIGHT REALIZE IM NOT A COMPUTER PROGRAM TRYING TO MASSMAIL PEOPLE OR WHATEVER THE HELL THEY KEEP DOING THAT SHIT TO ME FOR. Seriously, FUBAR SUCKS. I dont know if Ill be back but it wont  be for a few days if I do. and serious-if someone knows where the people doing this shit live and can tell me I swear I wont kill 'em if they tell, and thats something I wont swear to about just anyone!
Youre're Gone
You were acting so strange and maybe I was blind and I didn't want to understand, that you needed a changeWas it something I said To make you turn awayTo make you leave me coldIf I could just find a wayTo make it so that you were right hereRight now.....I've been seating hereCan't get you off my mindI try my best to be a man and be strongI drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face.....but the truth re-mainsYou're gone............
I Dont Give A F**k
I just don't give a fuck!!!   YOU HEAR THAT??????? I just don't give a FUCK!!
No Body Shot...
ok, im not trying to be an asshole, but if you have to take pictures of your hands and feet and head and have no actual pic of all of you...its probably because it wont all fit in one picture to begin with. at least not without your fat rolls hanging off the edges getting stuff all slimy on my moniter. wtf! no one gives a shit if you have cute feet and a humongous cottage cheese ass.
I Don't Do Lies...
Some people are wondering what the hell is going on at my house.  I'm not going to get into the details, but the result is that I don't trust anyone now.  Yesterday morning I received a random message in my shoutbox about my two best friends.  The message wasn't vulgar, but it called into question some things I was led to believe.  It exposed some lies that I kept being told.  In most cases, I just drop a person who lies to me and move on.  I'm not known for trusting anyone.  Unfortunately, I was lied to by the only two people that I trusted without question.  They used that trust I felt for them to manipulate me, and even continued to lie to me after I started to figure things out.  Because of those lies, I've lost a closeness with them, and may end up losing a marriage. It's a tough thing for someone like me.  Basically, in the span of a day, my happy-go-lucky world was been destroyed.  I was physically raped as a child, and now I've been emotionally raped by the two people I trust
A Symphonies Last Note
A Symphonies Last Note   I stumbled across a beautiful riddle She is hiding in plain sight Standing there for the entire world to see A dove simply waiting to take flight Intelligent and filled with wit She shows many different sides Waiting for someone to unlock the secret Of the restless soul that in her resides Dancing by the light of the moon Her song seeking an audience Whispering to see who will pull close Screaming to see who will climb her walls so immense
Closing Off Fu Here...
Yes the time has come!  I will be closing down my account here just before I leave to go back to work on the 6th... there are a few of you whom I would like to keep in touch with, so if I don't already have your 'other' address, please send me a PM with it.I will be taking all my pics down in the meantime...Aloha my friends..Be well... And take care...AND REMEMBER.. TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE!! Leilani
Plz Help
Can I get some peeps to cherry bomb me to help me rank up plz....Thanx Peeps
So That You Fall In Love With Me
Either way is not going to be that drone out of the voice of that woman. If someone asks, I will confess that is difficult to wake up after a new goodbye. This situation always seem to happen for wanting to know, without the knowing how to love, without wanting my love.   I’m talking about the little time you gave me, it is better not to make the effort and to let it go. If the feeling goes then let it go because we wont miss it. Who could be loved by just thinking about her soul?   But so that you fall in love with me, I am willing to give you a whole year made of spring and I then I will place it in your hair with a brooch.
Go And Have A Good Time.
Come, maybe you haven’t realized that my love is not forever, because sometimes the flame in my heart is extinguished.  Please don’t say I don’t think about you, I don’t do anything else but to think.  Come; don’t be afraid of the truth that when the sun rises and the morning comes you will come back to me. And then I win. And now, go, go and have a good time and do it for the both of us.
A Virtual Kiss
A Virtual Kiss     A simple kiss in conflicting light To journey great distance of technical might   All along, its path twists round Past graphical nonsense and virtual sound   Within its own mother born Giving life to this virtual sin To travel pages from the mainstream Past the last poets bin   Upon this broad band, it fly’s freely beside A song writers big hit, of his own shattered pride
A Poem
 staring across the deep blue ocean watching the sun go down i think of a green eyed lady so full of life full of joy she makes me smile when i think of her name watching the sun set i wish she was near me with me watching the sun go down feeling her soft touch and the way she smells alwys so fresh  her lips a re soft and when our lips touch it makes it seem like it will never end but as i sail off into the sunset alls i have is the picture i care and the memories i hold on to  of my one and only you    
I Guess I Wanted To Post Something I Wrote When I Was Young... Tho Im Not Sure It Makes Sence Anymore *ponders
the song has played in my head again,its slow tortureous beat...the drum of life seeking out the deadthey're rushing for my soul,sick and twisted is the song,honest to its beat... though only imaginary by realitythe lyrics are coming whole,the rift has formed around the stringsthe song grabbing at my feet...the ears that hear the sound start to bleedeyes only seeing coal,a tune so chilling to grasp my heart,its deadly wonders almost complete...i have to wonder from where it comesthe song most real as the maniacle lyrics flow,the blood hath flowed from the heart's destructive wound,powerful is this songs bring misery yet to enchantthe bass has dug the hole,the song plays now louder than it ever has,reality within reach...the touch of the tunes dark lipsits mouth an unending goal,striving for the strength of a ballad,whose truth is now complete...i shall carry on the words of its helland place its torch upon the pole,the words i have learned are quite simple,endurence is all i
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Is Either You Or No One.
Those hands that lead me to life’s street. That face that compels me to look on my knees.  There’s only one, there’s just one. Is either you or no one.   That voice that councils me to believe in smiles.  That hair that covers me like a rain of caress.  There’s only one, there’s just one. Is either you or no one.   There’s no way out, because behind you my love there’s a mist.  If you didn’t exist, I would have to invent you. Like the sun to the day, is either you or no one.
We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.let us pay for you!dont "feel bad"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's
     I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing.    She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug
Ellerbe Road School
Ellerbe Road School   This is the infamous Ellerbe Road School, whose original name is George Washington Carver School.  It is supposedly haunted, and is located far down Ellerbe Road.  The school started out as a school for black children in the southern part of Caddo Parish.  It was later integrated, although due to poor attendance, was closed down.  The school remained closed until is was purchased by Baptist Tabernacle, which moved its Baptist Christian College there.  The college faced many problems including financial and accreditation problems.  Baptist Tabernacle eventually moved out of this facility, and the school has been vacant ever since.  Along with abandonment, there are several rumors, there are several rumors that plague the school.  The most famous may be of the fire that occurred while the school was still open, killing some of the students there.  It is also said that one of the janitors molested some of the students and that one day the janitor and some o
Thoughts...................carri Is Lost................
Everyone is a winner but not me, I'm just another loser. I make everyone's happy and do things to make them happy but not for myself... I'd not be happy again... where is it? It had gone down drain.People's wishes will come true for them but not mine. Never will.I will get things to be rubbed in my face and I'm just gonna let them, no points to say anything to it nor fight about it. My dreams are gone. I don't know if I'm gonna ever get them back. It is lost, don't know if it will ever come and find me again. I don't ever know if I'd be wanted n loved ever again?! It will go with me till I die.I guess I'm a retarded. I don't know where Carri is anymore.Oh well that's the life for me, I guess.At least everyone's else are happier than I am. After all they deserves that but not for me *clap clap*...No sorries or pities for me, please because I don't need them since they don't do anything good for me.Nothing ever will be, unless SOMEONE proves me wrong. I challenge you all out there to do
Manchester Orchestra - Girl With Broken Wings (nobody Sings Anymore)
On the porch, she will sit, Light another cigarette, And take a sip of anything that makes it right. She's outside, trying to hide from the fight just inside, Where her mom and her dad destroy each other And on the phone she will call Every boy, yeah, one and all. They will touch her in all the right places. And in her room, she will slide Down the bed and try to fly, And she will fall once again for the feeling And as he grabs her brown hair, She is faking That the feeling he gives her is real As the floor underneath the bed is Breaking She will finish what she starts with "I love you." So from her head to her toes, Nervous hands and runny nose, All of this just for one night of feeling And in her ears she will hear All the things that hide her fears Of dying young and making plans for the future. And all the marks on her arms Symbolize a fractured heart And all the boys that were smart Left her alone So from the roof, she will fly 15 feet down the side Of the house where s
Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splatterd from floor to ceilingbut the pain, im no longer feelingall ive loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBROKEN SHELL, OF A MANEND MY DAYS, WITH MY OWN HANDSPILL MY BLOOD, AND WATCH IT RUNA LIFELESS CORPSE, IVE BECOMESelffish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell im leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot remebered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieveing, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that im gone, they loved this bastard
Salute Pics
My Love For You....
My Love For You... There are no wordsto express what Ifeel for you. There are no songsas beautiful as the musicthat fills my soulwhen I hear your voice. There are no rosesas lovely as your smile. There are no daysbrighter than the daysI spend with you. Nothing moves melike you do. You're my lightin the darkness...And there could never bewords strong enoughto express my love for you.    
When you love never stick only to what your heart feels.. Remember that sometimes using your brain is a necessity.. Next.. never use your eyes to cry for the person who hurt you.. Instead, use it to search for the right one.. Lastly, dont be scared breaking up.. Keeping a relationship without love is just a waste of time.. Take Note.. Love the one who will fight for and bravely face each and everyone consequence.. Someone whom you can call MINE rather than IDEAL..  
Should I pretend to like a guy that is flirting with me even though he knows that I don't see him like that? I am also leaving in a month to go back to college out of state and more than likely will not see him when I come back to visit my home. Should I give in to him hitting on me or say back off.
This Could Be You
donate to my spotlight fund or become another victim of senseless but enjoyable violence.
My Mother
You know everyone fears the day when one of their parents pass away. Well im no different. It happened o March 9th this year. My mother was 72 years old and have a heart attack due to kemo therpy after recovering from breast cancer.I know that it must have been time for my mom to go but i hate that i had to lose her. I know that she will always know that i love her and miss her. i just need to express my feelings. I LOVE YOU MAMA. You will be missed rest in peace
Feed Me
Soo...I havent gotten fuckin food in forever, secretly hoping that I would invite food gnomes (like the ones that steal your socks, but bring food), but no.   I have a jar of old caviar, and some moldy bread. And some liquid eggs I snagged from my hotel in desperation. Yay me! I need to crawl out and get some food, but I just can't see myself motivated enough to get my ass out. BLAH!
Do You......
Ever get so tired you just dont care about anything?
Star Crossed
Star crossed lovers They say we're not meant to be 'Cause the stars in the sky, and the fashion that they are aligned. I say if the futures been drawn out there's no point in living. I wont give up my love so that fate can have its way. If the stars say that you couldn’t love me, Are you telling me that you would listen? If the words make their way from your mouth, Don’t ask my permission, All is forgiven. Star crossed lovers, we do what we want to. Some learn the hard way, We all learn through consequence. I say if the futures been drawn out then nobody’s living. I won't give you up love, so fate can have its way. Its way. If the stars say that you couldn’t love me, Are you telling me that you would listen? If the words make their way from your mouth, Don’t ask my permission, All is forgiven. Is it over? (The stars keep this fire from burning out) Is it over? (Are you saying that you’d really listen?) Is it over? (The stars keep this fire) Is it o
My Great Love
My great love, it has always been you my aura, heaven and paradise. My great love, if it wasn’t for you, my empty life would be without light. My great love, I would like to be the beggar, king and sentinel of your loving. To dream without waking up, that I am your joy of night and day and to always be yours. My great love, I met you but centuries before we found each other. I felt you sweetheart for your passion and without realizing it has become a prose. I am now happy, my great love, because the dry tree of my life now has flourished.
Dead Beat Parents - What You Should Pay Attention To.
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers.   Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that.   But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason.   2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so.   3. They will act a
I Do Not Pay Child Support
So there was this British guy that calls the hotel every morning at the same time, to one of the rooms, for about a year now.   Last night, this guy comes to the FD, extend his hand, and goes : "Hi, I'm Lloyd, you must be Natalia!"   At first I was like WTF?? ANd then he explained that he is the dude that has been callin the hotel n the morning for the past year. It was weird seeing him in person.
written by wtfbbq, cause he is the awesome  $safe_uid_dname@ fubar   Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism.   The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity.   The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown exc
Close Minded Foo's Need Not Read
EUREKA! Finally a place to rant and rave like a silly maniacal bag lady on crack!!! I think it would be nice if people would start taking responsibility for their own actions! I mean come on, we are all adults here...or we should be...I think silly two cent words like "I can't" should be permantly abolished from our vocubulary...if you think about it...we have plenty of other two cent words to throw around....Maybe if that happens, doors would start opening....oh who knows? Not very much good comes from a shut down mind....other than bruised hearts....*sighs* just a thought....don't really expect anyone to read this...let alone care what i'm ranting about....but ohhh it clears the air....the clutter in my head has quieted and think!!!
For Those Who Most Likely Won't See It
sitting here contemplating the way friendships can just dissolve from lack of caring on one persons side...i have sat here wondering about all the names and numbers and friends i have on this and that site...trying to figure out while the hell i keep them there...why i don't just delete them and say the hell with you...after all...that's what has been done to me...i never lied to anyone...never pretended to be any more than what i am...human the same as them...but it never ceases to amaze me that people can adopt a "holier than thou" attitude when you slap them in the face with the truth...and that is what has happened to several of my so-called "friends" these days...they seem unable to remain friends with a woman when they all of a sudden find the love of their life...pathetic really...just goes to show that it does no good for anyone to be a friend to someone when they are in need...cuz when that need disappears with the appearance of a new love...the need for the friend disappears
Idiots In Th Sb
FUCK YOU (My link drop back to idiots!)   Why did you just drop your dumb ass link in my shout box?  Do I know you?  Did you even rate my page before asking for a favor from a complete stranger?  Didn't think so!   FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!
Just A Crumbled Mountain Face
dont count on me no more, this mount ains nothing more than a crumbling mess I was your strength, I was your shelter, I was a pillar but wouldnt you guess time marched and the sledgehammer pulled his heat; now I'm nothing more than a woman who lost face so dont you count on me no more, this horse has lost her strength what would be more is less One battle after the next the one who stood beneath you can no longer be put through the pace so dont count on me no more, this mountains nothing more than a crumbling mess    
Meet Me
ok so my name is rebeca and i live in nashville tn i have 3 wonderful kids that i adore, and a man that doesnt appreciate ne thing, but his self i go to volunteer state community colllege in gallatin tn and i work as a cna (certified nursing assitant) just in case you didnt know what it stood for. im not perfect even though sometimes i try to be i love my life as long as i have my kids and mom and brothers and sisters. i have made some mistakes in my life i dont regret them because i probably done every thing for a good reason, i have came to grips with dealing with that you only get oen life so why would you regret ne thing back to my kids mackenzie is fixing ot turn 6 september 09 she is my every thing her real father has nothing to do with her  but is remarried and takes care of his wifes kids then there is mikey hell be our this yr mikey well lets see his a boy explanatory enough for you he is mine and michaels first child together and then thers is lil ole lucie grl my other heart
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Boyfriend App.
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because?18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?20. Would u have sex with me?21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would u let me touch u wherever? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26.
Stimulus Going Too Far!!!!!
I watch the latest plan to stimulate the economy by printing more money and handing it over to whomever, for whatever, with the ease of collecting two hundred dollars for passing GO in Monopoly. I try not to worry. I always take pleasure in the smallest of things. Sometimes the most amusing things are the honest mistakes; the toddler with the amazing golf swing - right to the scrotum of his sire, the sign that blazed in the night sky outside the local Arby's that was missing enough letters to perfectly spell out ARBY'S  R A T  BEEF, and most recently my husband. You know things are kinda hinky in the world of money, government, and morals when you are driving down the street with your love, your hands wet on the wheel from sloshing coffee around, and suddenly your husband jerks forward, turns up the radio, then looks at you with a conservative kind of unbelieving, yet sadly accepting, sneer of what he thought he just
Apple (still In Works)
"This is the best apple I've ever had". He plunged his incisors into a thin red waxy skin, piercing it with a crisp popping sound and letting a stream of sweet juice run down his chin and drip onto his shirt. She looked up and smiled, revealing a perfect row of even ivory teeth. This sent shivers down his spine, and he felt hairs stand on the back of his neck. There was something about that smile that made him uneasy. With semi squinting icy grey eyes unchanged by the smile and transfixed on him in a way a predator might eye its prey, it was primal and cold, almost animalistic.
Who Wants 2 Stay
A Letter To Obama From A 4th Grade Teacher.
A Letter to Obama by a 4'th Grade Teacher EVERY AMERICAN SHOULD BE THIS OUTRAGED! PASS IT ALONG.   WOW!!!  This lady should run for President!!  She is right on the money, and she's not afraid to take credit for it either!!  She left her name and phone number at the end! This letter you are about t o read was written by a 4th grade teacher. She even gave the world her telephone and fax numbers. We are in dire need of more true American citizens who are proud of OUR United States of America. WAKE UP AMERICA . . . please . . . before it is too late! The White House1600 Pennsylvania Avenue NWWashington , DC 20500 Mr. Obama: I have had it with you and your administration, sir. Your conduct on your recent trip overseas has convinced me that you are not an adequate representative of the United States of America collectively or of me personally.  You are so obsessed with appeasing the Europeans and the Muslim world that you have abdicated the responsibilities of the President o
Empty Vessel
Just an empty vessel.... Wanting, waiting, hopeing..... Wishing the day would come.... Where happiness abounds.... All my worries taken care of..... No more tears, no more pain.... No more rainy days..... Instead only laughter.... Joy, smiles, love..... Bright sunny days..... How long must I wait?....... I continue to sit here..... hopeing, waiting, wanting..... Instead of being where I want..... Just an empty vessel.
Ok so this is a rant. Why is it virtually Impossible to find real friends on this site? Maybe the answer is already in that question. Virtual, this is all a virtual world I know, none of it is really real, and that is sad that SO many people are only playing the "fubar game" to get ahead. Is it REALLY that important?  Everyones always asking for Bombs and Autos, and yes I am guilty of that, but Im not going to go around whining about it if I dont get one. Ive been on this site for just over 2 and a half years and have gotten to 25 million points, Id love to get at least to Oracle, but its taken me this long just to get 25 mil points, it will probably take me just as long to get the 22 million points I have to go! If someone is offering a bomb or auto its only for fubucks or nsfw pics. Im sorry, I have never and will NEVER take those. So get off of it. No I wont webcam with anyone, or phone bone someone just to get crap like that. No one does anything around here out of just being ni
The Offering
Words to some are a dime a dozen I tend to speak my mind long before the coppery offering is thrown my way. As of late I take pause with my verbal impulses. Rather than waste them I savor them. Roll them around on my tongue like a sip of amaretto. Warm, sweet, and sensual. I do not swallow them down greedily but lay them gently before you enticing you to take them up and taste them for yourself. Lost are those who feel that the tongue and lips are wasted on anything other than a kiss Rare are those who know the desire that comes from a lexiconical aphrodisiac. Blessed are those that have passion enough to join the two.
Looking Stupid
I found this on another site.  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ In South Los Angeles, a fourplex was destroyed by fire. A Nigerian family of six con artists lived on the first floor, and all six died in the fire. An Islamic group of seven welfare cheats, all illegally in the country from Kenya, lived on the second floor, and they, too, all perished in the fire. Six LA Hispanic gang banger ex-cons lived on the third floor and they died as well. One white couple lived on the top floor. The couple survived the fire. Jesse Jackson, John Burris and Al Sharpton were furious. They flew into LA and met with the fire chief, on camera. They loudly demanded to know why the blacks, Black Muslims and Hispanics all died in the fire and only the white couple survived. The fire chief said, "They were at work."
Open Letter To The Stached
The word for the day is moustache. Men I have just one word for you: REALLY? Now don't get me wrong - I am a HUGE fan of facial hair and manscaping in general. Goatees are beyond sexy. Soul patches scream "I know I missed a spot ... go on ...say something. I'm Rick James bitch!" (Ok maybe the Dave Chappelle/Rick James bit was stretching) I even dig the full on beard. One of the sexiest guys I know has a beard that I don't think has been trimmed in years. So what is my problem then with "the stache"? EVERYTHING! They remind me too much of the 70s. Only a few good things came out of the 70s ... me and the pop power-ballad group Bread. Ok maybe a few more .... this, however, is not my point. You know I expect to find the lip cozy on guys in their 50s and above. But guys who are my age? This makes no sense ... I mean seriously ... if you find yourself parodied on Reno 911 then there is definitely something amiss with your fashion sense. I really don't know where I'm going with this ... o
Bard Prose 1
I am a bard of a million phrases, The poet of a thousand faces, The passion of a hundred places...
Politics As Usual
You know...I like Obama. I voted for him, and I actually thought things were going to change. With the Democratic majority they should have been able to pass any legislation that they wanted. Health Care, Foreign policy, The economy... Instead we have the same gridlock on the exact same problems that has faced this nation for decades. We vote for two different parties, but the fact is that we have had, philosophically, the same exact government since Nixon. Look back before Nixon. We had strong leaders...Eisenhower, Johnson, Kennedy, FDR. It doesen't matter if you agree with them or not, the fact is that they were Leaders, with IDEAS and principals. Then came Nixon...The conservatives love Nixon but guess what? Some of the USA's most Liberal programs came from his administration. Head Start, Education and Job Training, Trade agreements with Communist countries, all flourished under Nixon. Carters policies, regardless of the conservative hate thrown his way, were far more conservati
Heart Condition
I am due for the TEE test is the 4th of September at 7am.   this is the site from my sister in law CJ Kestner.
Thanks Yall!
Well, I came back and thanks to all my friends and lovers I am back to where I was + some.  I had a little help through a generous HH and went on a Cherrybomb fest this morning.  I will have to think of a real good NSFW story for yall later.  IF anyone has any input, just tell me :)
Making Me Ready
Before I left for work this morning, Martha’s mom Sharon called to let us know she and Robert were in Belle Fourche, South Dakota for breakfast.  Pronounced “bell foosh”, this city is (as of 1959, when Alaska and Hawaii became states) the geographic center of the United States.  Rugby, North Dakota, an hour to the east of where we live, is the geographic center of North America.  Anyway, Martha’s parents have been on the road since four this morning on a trip from Minot, North Dakota to Denver, Colorado for the annual meeting of the Disabled American Veterans that Robert (USN 1966-1969) is a member of and this year Sharon’s president of the DAV Auxiliary.  They should get to Denver about six this evening (five this evening in Denver, for it’s Mountain Standard Time).  They’ll see more of the city than I did when I was there in 2001, I’m sure. My first visit to see Martha and her family in North Dakota eleven months after we’d &ldqu
our cat is 20 yrs old today :) when my better half was near death she saved  his life and we r both so greatful for that...pls wish tiggy a happy bday :) check out her pics in my album tyvm :)
The Dark Place
I must say I have been really confused for the last month or so since everything that has happen to me. I had been in a car accident that injuried me and put me out of work and stuff like that. I left with another woman that played with my emotions enough to drag me away from the person I have been with and she could careless about the aftermath she has caused with her destruction by making me homeless. Then I was stranded where she had me and then come home to find out im even more homeless then I thought and have no personal stuff once so ever. I feel like im living in a nightmare that im not even sleeping to have. I hate what I have done with allowing the demons of hate to take me over and let this woman take full advantage of me and put me in this dark place im in now.
Ensign: I Sold My Soul On Ebay
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS        28 August 2009 I looked at the title, and it flashed across my mind that my soul would probably not make the minimum bid on the famous (or infamous, depending on what you’ve heard) online auction site eBay.  Christians and I expect anyone with faith convictions take the matter of one’s soul, using’s definition “the principle of life … in humans, regarded as a distinct entity separate from the body”, seriously.  I wondered how the author, atheist Hemant Mehta of “I Sold My Soul on eBay” (ISBN 9781400073474), would approach the churches he was asked to attend as a result of a former pastor posting the winning bid. To be honest, Mehta said some of the things I’m thinking, and without too much venom!  We go through the m
What Kind Of Thinker Are You?
Your Thinking is Concrete and Sequential You are precise, orderly, and realistic. You tend to get to the point and get things done. Difficult, detailed work is easy for you. You take things step by step. Time limits aren't a problem for you either. You work well with deadlines. What does drive you crazy is any sort of task that isn't precisely laid out. You don't like anything to be ambiguous. You prefer to deal with the facts at hand. What Kind of Thinker Are You?
Quit Being Pussies
 Im sick of finding a PC way of doing things. Run to the cops... make a report. Wait for them to get to you. It is bullshit. If you are not speeding or have expired tags the cops dont want to mess with you. Why? They dont make money investagting your dumb luck, or crimes for that matter.  What is wrong with taking things into your own hands? beat them like a criminal. Quit worrying about if they had a bad childhood. If they came from a bad neighborhood. If they commit a crime they are a criminal.  People who act bad in traffic will stop acting bad in traffic when they get beat down on a regular basis. People who molest kids should be hung on the closest oak tree.  For pete's sake quit being pussies. Who cares what europe thinks of us they are across the pond if they dont like Ugly Americans they dont have to come here.  grrrr.
No Double Cheeseburgers After Midnight
Today’s title just stuck in my head after I heard it through Martha’s room door last night at Trinity Hospital.  One of the night shift there was going to order something from McDonald’s, we guessed, up the street from there.  The establishment where Martha used to work that her sister Margaret and her own high school senior son Patrick still do have a twenty-four-hour drive thru, but apparently it’s a bare bones operation.  Don’t ask me what’s so hard about making a double cheeseburger; it’s remembering what medicines you take that can be difficult sometimes.  The aide who entered Martha’s information was snippy when she couldn’t name them off the top of her head, and when I asked why you can’t just look it up in your system (since a Trinity physician DID prescribe them) I got a rapid-fire response along the lines of well, what if the power’s out and we double dose a prescription and patients really need to know as much
From Oth, Just Read It, Comment On What U Think
Mouth:(Narrating)Take a look at yourself in the mirror, who do you see looking back?Haley:(Narrating) Is it the person you wanna be?Dan:(Narrating) Or is there someone else you were meant to be, the person you should have been but just fell short of.Mia:(Narrating) Is someone telling you that you can't or you won't? Because you can.Chase:(Narrating) Believe that love is out there.Nathan:(Narrating) And believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.Peyton:(Narrating) Sometimes happiness doesn't come from money or fame or power. Sometimes happiness comes from good friends and family, and from the quiet nobility of leading a good life.Julian:(Narrating) Believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.Brooke:(Narrating) Believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.Peyton:(Narrating) So take a look in that mirror and remind yourself to be happy, because you deserve to be. Believe that.Lucas:(Narrating) And believe that dreams come true everyday, because they do.
Eating At Night Will Not Cause You To Gain Weight
It is a misconception that late night eating will cause excessive fat storage and because of this, so many people go to bed hungry. The question is, should you eat at night and if so, what should you eat?The answer is “yes”, you should eat at night! In order to stabilize blood sugar and prevent over-eating the next day, a late night, balanced meal is critical. How many meals you eat in a day or whether or not you need a late night meal at all depends on how many hours you are awake during the day. It helps to think of your body as a machine. As long as you are awake, you should be fueling every few hours with a meal balanced in protein, carbohydrate and fat.We recommend that you eat one hour within waking and every three to four hours until you go to sleep at night. For example, if you eat dinner at 6 pm, and you don’t go to sleep until 10 pm, it’s important to grab a balanced meal or snack around 9 pm. This will prevent blood sugar levels from dropping too low
The Prince
Once upon a time there was a beautiful prince.In his mind was brilliance and shadow.In his heart was pure love and pain.In his soul was a purity of spirit that few could ever match.Across the moat in a small village, lived a young woman.She would watch the prince everyday.She smiled at him when he walked around his castle.She imagined dancing with him in the grand ballroom.She dreamed of stolen kisses in the garden.One day his kingdom was overcome with darkness…Thunder and lightning angrily attacked his wallsOcean squalls to the West …. Rolling grey skies to the EastHe withdrew into his castle … safe behind the walls that brought him such comfort. The young woman heard the thunder … saw the lightningWatched as her handsome prince shored himself up safe behind the castle door.She looked up at the sky … defiant. She steadied herself against the blustery wind as she positioned herself under the prince’s window.As the howling grew louder she began t
Life Sux Ass
i hate tring to level up it takes so long to do. it says it depends on your buzz level and stuff like that well my buzz level is always 100% and i rate fan and add people and i also make mumms and still not get to many points. i get bord really easy on sites and iam about to start getting bord with this. if it wasnt for my hubby i wouldnt be on here to begin with.
New Targets
Hey guys here's 2 new targets for us to help out until  Honorary Member Week starts next week these 2 are really simple first is Smootchie   Sm00tchie Co-Owner @ SINS OF EVIL@ fubar and the second is WowThatsHot. A friend and supporter of the group and of her named Asus is also offering 20k per 100 rates of her pics so when you get done rating her folder just comment on the last pic "folder rated" and when you are done hit Asus up with the grand total of pics you rated and he will pay you here's the link to her page   *WOWTHATSHOT*@ fubar Here's Asus's link to his page to hit him up for payment,he's also offering 20k for per 100 pic rates of him as well so here's an opportunity for some of you fubuck strapped members to make some really nice dough while rating as well. Till Tuesday I hope all of you are having a great,great weekend! 
Question For The Ladies. Or Guys If You Have Been In My Shoes!!
Ok so i have met this girl that i think is absolutely wonderful have known her for a bit now. we have been texting and talking to each other like crazy. i would say 90% of the time she contacts me. Well we are supposed to have a little get together/date tonight and hang out at the house. She told me she hopes she doesn't have to work and she cant wait to meet up with me its been long over due. This was our last conversation on the 19th of september. well we sent texts back and forth a little thursday but nothing serious. Friday saturday and sunday she has been absolutely quiet i sent her a text saturday night just trying to talk about the UGA game with no response. Come sunday i shot her a text around 1:45 pm and again no response.   My questions is... why has she gone stone cold quiet on me? I don't get it. We have a great time on the phone laughing it up joking around and talking about each other. there was a lot of flirting going both ways also. It just makes no sense to me why sh
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Time Travel
Every one thinks the first time travelers will be these nice scientist who will bring secrets with them to help every one, never so wrong, even now big buisnes is starting to attach them selves to our schools, later you will only be able to go to some schools because you or some other family member works for that company, they will control the best science, they will control all of the smartest people, if time travel to the past is breached, it is they that will come back to focus the world to there control and all of the world  moneys and power, if they haven't done it all ready, no one will know until it is over, then to late, we can all ready move forward, just not far enough yet, some day when we can propel our selves fast enough, then we can see what awaits us, but by then who will we tell.
Daughter - In - Law
I am asking for everyones prayers for my daughter in law Michelle. She is a 22 year old mother of a 3 year old little boyand she has leukemi. She has been sick, in and out of the hospital since april 24 09. She had a bone marrow transplant on aug,21 09. We don't know yet if it has helpedher.All we can do is pray.Her medical bills are pilling up and she has no medicalinsurance. Please help us raise money to help her get those paid so she doesn't have to worry about that on top of everything else.Any donation is helpfull and very much appreciated.if you need more info you can contact connie @ 1-814-525-8033 or kelly @ 1-814-243-7631. heres a pic of her & her family.       THANK YOU
So, this guy I met thinks that I could do stand up comedy, and wants to hook me up at a decent sized comedy club in my area. He really has entirely too much faith in me, and keeps pushin it, thinkin I can make it big.   I REALLY dont think I have what it takes, and being super shy and anxious, I see myself just havin a heart attack on stage or somethin.   I just dont know if I should go for it, or just keep that shit on youtube,.
My Violin Diddling
I am bored
Sektor Gaza- Vosstavshie Iz Ada
What im listenin to right now
Blast Message
"October is Breast Cancer Awarenous so FEEL YOUR BOOBIES!!!Much love to my friend Nismo who bought me this Blast! Give him luv! Here's to the..friends that love me, the losers that lost me && the lucky bastards who get to meet me!! The one and only mfkin PoD"   a) What is Awarenous? b) Ofcourse people that didnt wanna put up with her shit are losers c) I'm sure people that "got to meet" her , AKA Ms Ohio trash, are the lucky ones. Where do I sign up? I feel like my luck has run out
Lunar (02.08.08)
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might
Hell Yeah
Within 24 hours of being bitten, the victim will slip into a vampiric coma. During this phase, the pulse slows, breathing is shallow and the pupils are dilated. The large numbers of people mistakenly buried alive while in vampiric comas gave rise to the myth that vampires sleep in coffins. While it is commonly thought that anyone infected with HVV turns into a vampire, in fact only a small percentage of people survive vampiric comas. Generally, the young, the old and the feeble never come out of their vampiric comas and eventually die. The vast majority of people who survive vampiric comas are males between the ages of 18 to 35. Vampiric comas last about a day; the victim usually comes out of the coma the night after its onset. The vaccine is 50 percent effective when administered during this stage of the infection. The longer the victim has been in the coma, the less effective the vaccine
What Email Function Are You?
You Are Archive You are competent, organized, and careful. You know how to stay on task and focus on the most important thing. You like to have everything in its place. Messes and chaos completely stress you out. You have a system for almost everything in your life, and you don't like to deviate from it. Calendars, routines, and having things in a certain order keeps you calm. You don't like to shake things up too much. What Email Function Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
Create A Place For Me
A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kiss and love you Every moment o
Immortal Sin
IMMORTAL SIN My eyes are distent from the weeping for the zeal of your wings... Famished by my compulsions to acquire your benevolence and all it brings.. I am saturated internally with the gloom of your guise... I am feeble by the dysphoria I see within your eyes. Emerge along side of me as I invent our enchanted place we disguise ourselves within. Come to me now for this heated frenzy is raging, longing for you ,an imortal sin. Erica Chamlee ©copy right July 30th, 2009 all rights reserved
People Dont No What They Want
well today was fun i guess its pick on keith day or maybe ill go by my first name and not my middle name since i have to use that damn name for most thingsso just call me Brandon or bk for shortsanyways today was a eventful day first i went with my roommate to pick up a so call friend of his we went for breakfast it was nice then i got a texts from my ex roommate mothers wow talk about being a true cuntshe takes in someone who is a alcoholic who has a bad  temper and had try to broken into her house a few timesbut she pretty much in more less then say fuck you to me first she blames me for destroy her sons mattress i don't no how all i did was sleep on it and she knows damn good in well my cat sleeps with me and he has claws sharp ones i might add then she blames me for destorying her sons bedroom screen now why in the hell would i do that when iam on the internet more or less half of the day since i was unable to go out because that was one of the rules i had to followthen when i went
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My Night
Hubby and I have discovered a new place called Balkans Cafe. The place looked like an 80s Serbian underpaid mafia hang out, with smoke filled room, and annoying little runts playing pool in the middle. If you ignore the more than shabby 3rd world communist decor, DAMN their home made goulash was to friggin die for.  It was 5 bux, and was most likely made out of the entire cow. It was enormous, and tasty. The guy had prison tats and barely spoke English, but got super stoked at me thanking him in his language.  Overall, I had a nostalgic moment, and felt like I was in the early 90s Moscow, sans urine and exhaust smell.   Then we went to a local karaoke bar, and spent the rest of the night there.  I am super shy, and dont drink much, if anything (2 Mikes hard lemonades), but after hearing less than favorable howling from other patrons, I have garnered enough t=courage to spit out Metallica, Alice Cooper, and Madonna. I felt like fuckin Pavarotti, being the only person that didnt shatte
Lost I Am To You.....
Lost I am to you…. When I close my eyes I can see you here with me. In my dreams is where I find the peace you bring to me. Wanting it to never end I drift away to a place and time where time never ends. Feeling your soft touch upon my cheek brings a smile to my face. Hearing your laugh fills my heart with a joy that cannot be explained. Holding you in my arms is all I have ever wanted. It's in your touch that I find peace. The storms that once filled my head with rage are calmed with the simplest of smiles.  Are you just a dream that was created in my mind? The dream of a woman that could make me lose my thoughts when she entered the room. I know she must be real for it is in my heart that I feel a connection that caused all of my thoughts to come to a standstill.  Could she just be a muse used to awaken the wants and needs of my fragile heart? I must find her. For she is the key that could change this man into something better than he is. Is she the wind that tussles my hair?
To The Superintendant Of Schools
Greetings,   I've been meaning to write this email for some time now, and was inspired to actually sit down and compose it after what transpired at my son's school this afternoon.    Let me preface my comments with a quote attributed to Benjamin Franklin; "Those who would give up essential liberty to purchase a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety."    As a parent I have a big problem with the after-school pickup cards used at __________. I'm not sure if this is a district-wide policy or if it's unique to _______ but in either case, I find the whole proceedure faulty. We've been made to use these for 3 years now, and one would think that by now the school administration would be aware just exactly who belongs to whom.   My child is perfectly capable of identifying his parent or parents without needing to "show his papers" so to speak. When did we get so paranoid in this country, that we have to demand that a parent who is looking right at their child and is
Not Fair
Life often comes at us with TNT force, leaving us emotionally tentative and spriitually bewildered. Our circumstances often don't seem fair and certainly don't appear to me normal. But God plunges us into the water of the Great Sustainer.
Female Preditors!!
Hey everyone, we all hear about young girls meeting up with " prince charming" on line only to find out she’s 14, 15, 16 and he’s 35, 36, 37, 40 whatever. As adults our hearts race and our heads spin thinking what would a grown man want with a child.... lets reverse that .... what would a grown WOMAN want with a young BOY??? To what extent will a grown woman go to take that boy away from his family and friends? what lies and misconceptions will she create to get that young boy to turn against his sisters and his own mother? at what cost will the family struggle losing their only son/brother? Sadly this is something I have had to learn the hard way really quickly. Over the last 24 hours I have watched a mothers heart be ripped from her chest, and the lives of 2 young sisters be destroyed by another adult woman, a cold hearted, calculating, manipulative woman. a step father run all over trying to find " his son" and a family shatter in to pieces with no where to turn and no
When I Was A Little Girl People Called Me Lotta
This story begins when Lotta 10 is on the way home after playing at a friends house ..Lotta discovers that dad is not home so she goes to the playground and sit down to wait for her daddy to come home ..After a while, uncle Stig comes by to gonna visit dad, sees Lotta in the playground and begins to talk to her ..Since Lotta had been waiting quite awhile she is starting to get really hungry, uncle Stig says they can go home to him and eat, - we leave a note to dad so he knows where you are ..So Lotta who have known Uncle Stig all her life trusted him and followed him to the car ..The sound of the engine made Lotta fall asleep as it does with almost every child ..Lotta wakes up in a very strange place and sees uncle Stig looking real strange ..- Why does he looks so strange? she asks herself .. She notices he has taken off his clothes ..She gets scared when he start to slowly walk towards her with a tie ..He puts the tie around her neck, and tighten it until she faints ...She wakes up w
"Good evening, London. I thought it time we had a little talk. Are you sitting comfortably? Then I'll begin... I suppose you're wondering why I've called you here this evening. Well, you see, I'm not entirely satisfied with your performance lately... I'm afraid your work's been slipping and... and well, I'm afraid we've been thinking about letting you go. Oh, I know, I know. You've been with the company a long time now. Almost... let me see. Almost ten thousand years! My word, doesn't time fly? It seems like only yesterday... I remember the day you commenced your employment, swinging down from the trees, fresh-faced and nervous, a bone clasped in your bristling fist... "Where do I start, sir?", you asked, plaintively. I recalled my exact words: "There's a pile of dinosaur eggs over there, youngster", I said, smiling paternally all the while. "Get sucking". Well, we've certainly come a long way since then, haven't we? And yes, yes, you're right, in all that time you haven't missed a day
Just Cute
The Wurzels
Over the weekend I went to a Wurzels concert, for anyone who does not know them here's a URL type thingy: Thems is like gods to us country folk.   Anyway, just thought I'd share that.
Goodbye to sleep I think this staying up is exactly what I needWell take apart your head Take apart the counting, and the flock it has bred Goodbye to loveWell it's a ride that will push you upRight against the wall Take apart your head Right against the wall Chew it up and swallow it You're brought back but you're running I fell asleep at the inclineI can't shake this little feeling I'll never get anything right Goodbye you liarWell you sipped from the cup but you don't own up to anything Then you think you will inspire Take apart your headAnd I wish I could inspire Take apart the demon, up in the attic to the left Goodbye my love You're brought back but you're running You wait right here, and they will come and pick you up Let's sleep at the incline I've been on pause, but I'm shaking off the rustI can't shake this tiny feeling I've lost my charge, I've been degaussedI'll never say anything right I'm on my own, I've been degaussedI'll never say anything right I'm on my own Take me,
What A Kiss Actually Means
 What a kiss means....actually read +Kiss on the stomach = Im ready+Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever"+Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything+Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends"+Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"+Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together"+Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you"+Kiss on the Lips = I love you"What the gesture means...+Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other"+Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"+Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go"+Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you"+Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"+Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"+Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
Spare Rocket!!!
My mother and I were out bowling one afternoon, because the only two things to do in Kansas are bowl and cow-tipping.  And my mother is alittle drunk by the 7th frame, because the only two things to do in Kansas are drink and cow-tipping, so she is having herself a pretty good time.  Well, we are bowling next to a group of children with special needs *cough*retards*cough*, who are enjoying the game probably alittle more than they should.  There favorite part of the game is watching the short cartoons that come up on the screen when you do something special on the lane, such as gutter balls, spares, and strikes.  As I get up to bowl, I score a spare, and a short cartoon comes up of a rocket shooting off into space, where it then splits apart and an explosion spells out the words "spare rocket".  This attracts the attention of one of the children who yells out "SPAAAAARRREEE RRROOOOOOCKEEEEEEET!!!!" then runs up to me and give me a high five, which hurts because he's got that whole retar
It's Been Awhile
It’s been a while since I’ve been around,It took a while to say that you I have found. It’s been a while since I’ve been walking this place, It took a while to find your face.I never would’ve thought that I would feel this way,I never would’ve thought that I would be writing this today.As I sit here and write, all I can do is smile.I think to myself, it’s really been a while.It’s been a while since I’ve had this feeling,For my heart- right now it’s healing.And being with you is different from being with the rest,You help me realize that it’s okay to be my best.It’s been a while since I’ve been as happy as this,Each day I wait for that flawless first kiss.I know it might be different because of what we are,But I know it will be amazing because of who we are.You understand me like no one else has before,And each day you make me laugh more.You talk to me like you’ve known me forever,It’s been a while
I Didn't Say It, Cameron Diaz Did...
“Most men are the same. They're only interested in fucking you and they don't care whether you're happy or sad. They just want to get on with their business in and out of bed, and they make you feel that you don't count except as their sex toy.” ~Cameron Diaz
What Comic Book Sound Are You?
You Are "BOOOOOOOOOM" You're the type of person who would be a very moody superhero. In fact, you'd walk the line between superhero and supervillain. Blowing up a whole town or planet wouldn't be out of the question for you if you felt angry enough. You are naturally a justice enforcer. Sometimes there is so much wrong with the world that it really gets you down. You can't help but want to punish everyone who's evil. There's nothing that makes you matter than criminals who are allowed to walk. What Comic Book Sound Are You? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes
Just wanted to say Hi....   That is all.
Before It Was All Said And Done~by Jd
Open your wings and consume me, Into the depths of your heart i travel. Feel me like a overwhelming drug in open veins, I am eternal and yet somehow abrasive to your inner soul.   Stream line straight into your very being, We have come far enough to trangress all the usual fronts. At time we contemplate and realize we know only so much, Yet here we are standing face to face, Comfortably knowing just enough.   Put me to sleep now, Rest your heart upon me and let me listen close, Irregular and somehow soothing to this constantly thoughtful mind. Listen with a whisper and shut your eyes, Taste the honey suckle trickle from your lips, Lost in the silence of the most monumental kiss, You are thou which i cannot resist.   Touch the inner walls, You found the door that released my demons, They were locked away and i had lost the key, Until you reached inside me. All the imaginary voices seemed to be set silent and now a hearts filled with content, You have twisted the very h
Dirty Deeds And The Secret Of The Fool~by Jd
Herald me the fool, For unless im mistaken i am repeating this again, Just when i was in the processof rebulding my empire, Up in arms and im ready to walk away. Look at me as if you know my serect, Do you know whats its like to live self destructive everyday? I used to believe that i could push past the obvious, Obviously my heart is not allowing me to settle for second best.   Looking through this hall of mirrors, Frantic now seems like i've searched eternity and im right back to square one, Climbing over these mentally made barriers, Somewhere in the rubble i muster up just enough self control. Standing on the peak of personification and realizing that i have let the "others" be in command for too long, My spirit is so far gone and im feeling weary, Listen to me screaming now, This will crash and burn with me just wait til i explode.   Through this god awful conquest, You made me forget just whats its like to have a heart, Then the tides changed and some part of me drifte
What Is Your Inner Color?
Your Inner Color is Orange Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need someone who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete. What's Your Inner Color? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings
Malebolgia And My First Mmr Review
Hello everyone out there I'm Dj SLAY.   I Dj for Metal Messiah Radio Friday nights from 8pm till 11pm est.   Okay enough of the shameless plug lets get down to business shall we ???   Being a Dj for one of the worlds most premier online radio stations, we often get music, and slammed with so much that it really is hard to listen to it all.  Well one band that struck my fancy just from their name alone is a band called Malebolgia from here in the good ole USA.  With singer/guitarist:  Joseph Darling, drummer: Kevin Hedgecock, bassist: Timothy Knouff, and guitarist: Matt Lovett.   Malebolgia's 2009 release of "Requiem For The Inexorable" is an 12 track masterpiece.  "Requiem For The Inexorable" is my personal pick for cd of the year.   With amazing song writing that is generally left to the big boys on major lables, Malebolgia sets a BLISTERING pace from begining to end.  With brilliant Guitar/bass work and drum work that can only be summed up in 3 words ... OH MY GOD !!! Vocal work *and
Trouble Never Shout Never
"Smoke Gets in Your Eyes" Tournament by Loretta Osgood 8/95 - Houston, Texas USA   There were about 45 people gathered for the weekly Sunday afternoon BDD at Sherlock's Baker Street Pub, an establishment located in a 2-story shopping center with the upstairs dart room opening onto a balcony. Just before the draw was made a strange smell was noticed. Laughs all around about someone having thrown a "funny" cigarette in the waste basket. But the smell got stronger. "It's OK folks, said the barmaid, "I think there was a paper towel burning in the trash can." But the smell got stronger...and the room got smoky. Really smoky, with solid curls of smoke obscuring the boards. Everyone started going out on the balcony between rounds for fresh air. Then sirens connected to great big red trucks sounded in the parking lot below. Then a man (I think it was a man, you couldn't really tell, what with the big yellow coat and oxygen mask he was wearing) comes running through the bar and is startle
Chapter Eight: Towering Inferno
"Alright, the main force is deployed to the north, right in the midst of Avari's so-called soldiers, but we left some forces in reserve, not to mention our strike force, which is currently circling around to strike them from behind. Shelata, you and I can fly right into battle, or we can join the strike force en route. Your choice." Faust could hear the sounds of battle being waged outside the cavern even as he spoke. "My choice? Then let's go!" Shelata spread her wings and took off through the overhanging vines that blocked the entrance to the network of caves on the interior of the island. The vines magically parted as she neared, and closed shut again behind her. Faust mumbled something about possibly eating first, but immediately took off after Shelata anyways.   "Delta Team, attack those transports! I don't want to see a single one land on the island! Omega Team, why the hell aren't you guys following Omega Leader? Get back in formation! You call yourselves Dragons?" Amelia the
Merry Christmas
and happy alcohol..... *rolls over and goes back to bed* it's too early....  *pulls the covers over my head* goodnight folks wake me next year   
My Littlest Fey
She goes to where the sun always shinesWhere gentle breezes help to ease her mindshe goes to where the dwarves don't darewhere the elven music's every whereShe dances with the gnomes in her sleepWith lillies and dandilions at her feetShe goes to where the dragons flythat do fire shows to see the gleam in her eyesShe plays in medows always bright with all the faye at her sideThe Elves they play to her hearts delightThe brownies keep her smiling all nightThe moon it shines on her body brightBut the sun keeps her mind happy all night
The Empty Hollow And The One Who Made It Whole~by Jd
Staying up all night, Clenched fists and blood shot eyes, Wondering when i will finally stop fighting my forever, Eternity should bow to me. Clearing a path now, Make way, Im full of adrenaline and i wont stand still, Life is screaming in my face, This is not something i shall willingly let burn to the ground.   I could say lets all be rational, But love has never been of the righteous kind, I could say i have been jaded forever, But it washed away when i let you have control. Control over my bleeding heart, For once you made me take it off my bloody sleeve, Regenerating the confident man that i once made it so easy to be, You reconstructed me.   I believe it became clear one night we were speaking, I felt something enter my physical body, Ever since, I feel like your ten thousand light years ahead of me, But i still chose to stick by your side. Right about now im wondering how your are going to be when the morning is due to come, Never a moment goes by that im not silentl
Random. Not Complete.
Glossy eyes and starry skies, do you even know what I'm saying? I gave you so many chances to prove yourself, yet all you brought was pain. The look on your face tells me right away that you've smoked yourself dumb and when you were off getting high, forgetting about our problems, I was at home feeling numb. Why is your escape so easy? Why do you get the quick release? I'm all alone, sitting by myself. No word from you. Are you alive or are you deceased? Your habits, your choices, and your patterns, they all point to the latter. I can see the problems you are having even when you say nothing is the matter.
While Bound
I am in love with being in love in lust with that which remains untouched. Its an empty today. News was disturbing. Deny tears for your sake Deny pain to help you remain whole. I will sew my mouth shut so as not to speak ill.   I will hold my own heart at bay refusing the maddness. My emotions are paperdoll frenzies always warring making my page a battlefield.   Tattered, torn wholly incomplete. overlooking the lies while pretending I can trust. I am an owned pet with license to enjoy myself.   Echo kneeling before Narcissus cursed time restraining her tongue blinding her eye as if a sacrfice to the bondage alter.
My Everything
You are the first rays of sunlight that peek through my window. You are the air that I breathe. You are my light when I can't find my way. You are the comforting feel of warmth that spreads over my skin. You are my remody when I'm in pain. You make all the darkness go away. You are the melody to my symphony. You are the energy I need when I feel drained. You are my everything.
My Fu Experience So Far :d...........................
My experience on fu so  far................................... Lets start from the beginning, but I can’t promise I will keep a chronological track of events. I really don’t care so much for it. All events seem to be the same so I might as well just cut to the chase....... The “fun” started few months ago when I decided I’m actually bored with sitting at home and doing wifey kind of stuff all day long. I found the site on Wikipiedia, a place that has all the knowledge to most human population. I mean why use books when we have Wiki? Oh well, it’s not about “knowledge” on that site but about the fact I have found Fubar under the name of social sites. Hmmm, ok, I decided to give it a go, why not......... I mean the worst thing could happen I could get to know some stupid people, right? Wrong..................Oh boy was I wrong. Anyway, I won’t go into all that detail. Most people know how fu operates. It’s an online bar, we
Women And Ufc
Im curious as to why so many women are into THE MMA fighting scene these days. Is it because they get all moist and wet from seeing 2 guys beat the shit outa each other? lol. Or maybe something else?
Favorite Quote
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..Charles R Swindoll
Sleep Walk
If you did not exist I would have dreamed you into being. And a lucky thing too for my world only exists in my dreams ... my fantasies. I wander the earth sleepwalking ... I look awake to everyone, but I sleep all day just hoping that our lips will find each other in some forest or mountain shimmering with that glowy dreamscape lighting. Reality has become someplace I'm forced to return to ... like a messy house after vacation ... complicated, twisted, dirty dishes and laundry piling up from the last ditch effort to escape. Eventually the dreams fade. The distance and time between fantasy and reality grows larger and I begin to forget your face ... the way your touch felt in my dream. I beg for sleep, perchance to dream ... perchance to feel. Soon the reality of life will take those dreams from me ... my awakened state reminding me that it is all in my head and the two worlds can never be one. I hear the alarm slowly getting louder and louder ... first the snooz
Point Whores Begging
BustyBeaut...: http:... would you rate this picture a 10? im in a boobie contest and i want to beat the other girls lol      Wow, it looks like the point whores are out tonight. Whats funny is this chic has fake boobies.ummm yeah
I Love You
I Love YouI never really knew youyou were just another friend, but when Igot to know you, I let my heart unbend.I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my first love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing..........I Love You!!!!!
What Do You Think Of Me ?
(POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww!? 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable,I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you mine)
Look What Happened
Cant sleep, too busy cycling through memories about the good times the bad times and the high times, and every last thing in between. Its still so surreal to me that 10 god damn years has flown by. Ive been out of school for FIVE years now and it feels like yesterday i was that awkward skinny kid walking into school not a fear in mind and not a single worry in sight. When i think about all the shit ive endured in the past 10 years i remember all the times when things seemed so much worse then what they really were. The first big break up, my first party, friends gained, friends lost, every last drop of booze and every last breath of pot. It all adds up to one single point, "Enjoy the little, trivial things" because even when things are at their worst, its far from over and you never know when you'll actually be able to enjoy the things you love the most. Everybody needs to pull their heads out of their asses and wake the fuck up. Life isnt a dick measuring contest its a machine that oc
Letting Go
In your hands is a very precious creation so fragile, so valuable that if you keep on holding it, it either stay or fall apart. But you loved this creature so much that letting it go would be comparable to letting go of your life as well, so much that sometimes you wished it would always be there, so much that you tend to be selfish so as you could make it stay for as long as you want. There comes a time in our lives we chance upon someone "so nice" and "almost perfect" and we just find ourselves getting so intenselyattached to that person (sometimes even without realizing it!). This feeling soon becomes a part of our daily lives and eventually guzzles our thoughts and actions to the extent that we dagged it as one of those "too good to be true" things. Then in our desperate attempt to get closer, our efforts are still futile and we still feel sorry for ourselves. One person once said, "Never let your heart run your life. As much as you can always be sensible and let your mind speak fo
Twisted Thoughts
Should all these thoughts be in my head what if i acted on them what would happen if those thoughts were actually said I know feelings would be hurt lives would change How do i get around these things How do deal with all the lies The lies that have been fead all the games that have been played Everything in my mind is spinning Now i lay here in bed wondering when this all will end when will i see the person i know i am i know hes in there somewhere i know these thoughts will subside i just hope it all happens soon and i hope i find myself before its too late before my whole world is dead
A Mother's Blessing
Ensaneti laughed at her daughter when she came running around the corner of the barn witha pair of soft white fangs firmly clamped between her cupid's bow lips. She stopped anddramatically spun in a circle with her arms raised and then lisped around the fake teeth: "I am Indu Solaris, take my hand, come along and listen to my song." Then she marched on the top of the hay bales that stood in front of the feed mangers of the milk cows her mother was tending. "That was wonderful, Indu! And what song is it that you will sing for me today?" Ensaneti ran a soothing hand down the stirring flank of Galleon, the best milker on the farm, and turned on her milking stool so that she could see her ten year old daughter standing in ashaft of sunlight that streamed in through the open barn doors. It pleased her that thecreativity that was so much a part of her and Rory's life - pre-procreation - had beenpassed down to their daughter. She still gave a show, every now and then, for favored towns, b
My Contest Entry
well here is what is going on i have been doing some paint schemes for my friend's racecar on toyota's contest i need to be within the top ten to have it possibly used so please vote for mine and i have one done out of 5 that i did and i will be putting the links up on here each time they are accepted. now there is only 11 days left for voting and i am still waiting on one to be accepted and then i would have the link and then people can vote.
Part 2
That are wrong. her friends want her to leave me and want to kick my ass but im not only hurting herw im hurting her 2 year old daughter and i better man up before someone mans me up for hurtin my 2 girls
The One - Poetry
The One We've known each other for a long , long time And all that time I never realized all the magic in your eyes All the while I couldn't see Now I feel that you're the one for me When I'm around you I feel I can fly And you make me feel all tingally inside Late at night all I think of is you There are times I feel like giving up So for you and for me I keep on going and soon you'll see... The reason I do , Is because of you  
soooo aside from the tragedy of faction changing over to the alliance (which i still can't believe i did)   i'm feeling incredibly awkward in my own house... we have a maid who comes in once a week...i swear i tell her every time to just stay out of my room. i'm a big girl now i don't need someone making my bed for me or picking up my undies from the floor   long story short.... she found my vibrator..then decides it's a good idea to show me that's she's put it away for me....i don't know whether to laugh or cry but dammit i hate when people touch my stuff!....   be back later, i'm going to crawl under a rock
To Lbn Do All The Things You`ve Always Wanted To Do Baby ""!! Kathys Comments
Yay Doctor.../sarcasm
so for those of you who don't know (which is probably all of you), I had my left kidney removed in november of last year, something called "uteropelvic junction obstruction" and APPARENTLY it usually happens in little kids...surprise surprise someone's doctor wrote off her high blood pressure as hereditary when she was TWELVE fucking years old...   i digress   i'm heading to my dr. for a check up on my progress and a few other things so wish me luck and hopefully i don't have to have another kidney removed...which would be a transplant...which i would not enjoy... anywho, send me loving thoughts
Come join my mob so we can build an awsome empire
My Ansewers To The Worlds Hardest Questions
E - Are we alone in the whole Universe ?no is dumb and selfish to think we are the building blocksfor life (amino acids) or the first single-celled organisms arrived on Earth from space via an asteroid. If this is true (and it most likely is - they had to come from somewhere!), then there must have been life somewhere else in the universe2-who and how build the pyramids of Egypt ?they cut limestone with copper and dragged them and used ramps3- when you shall die ?when our bodys can no long function correctly thats why good health is the key 4 -definition of human concioseyou mean Consciousness? or conscience?ethier way we only use a small part of our brain as humans some one side or then others depending on if ur creative or not ,being aware of ones self u can awaking and learn how to use more of ur brain for feeling bad that is cause we know what is right and wrong as humans we make mistake no one should ever feel bad from making a mistake just learn from it 5-your pict
Private Profiles
Do the people that so cleverly make their profile only viewable by friends realize that you can go look at their photos even if you're not their friend? I think it's funny to go to their pics and rate them. Something tells me most of the people that have their profiles like that wouldn't want you viewing their pics either if they haven't approved you as a friend. Yet none of the ones I've gone and rated the pics of have said anything. 
Ensign: The Classic, The Bridge, And The Current
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 March 2010   When my family and I were in Bismarck last week, I noticed a church sign with today’s title on the marquee.  Accompanying “The Classic”, “The Bridge”, and “The Current” were times for what I guessed were church services – that is, the same message preached in each service, but the accompanying music and programs within their services designed to appeal to a particular age or mindset.    It wasn’t so much of a shock to me, even though I grew up in a traditional church setting with the “thee”s and “thou”s intact.  I attended a church for three years where they sincerely tried to make both a “contemporary” and “traditional” service work, but you’ve got to have the peop
Does anyone that has their settings to anyone in fubar can own me, really care who owns them?
Another Survey
  ....Who was your last text from?  lance
Yall Think Country Music Is About Stupid Stuff
so yall think country music is bout my woman left me and my dog died and my truck aint workin etc! are yall plain stupid! ive been listin to country music for 19 years i was born and raised in montana and so far i aint heard a song that say my women left me and my dog died and my truck aint workin yes i agree there are some songs that talk bout my women left me and done run off and took everythin ive been workin for but for the most part country music is bout life and the joys and tears one would go through im sick and tired of everybody who says rednecks they aint nothin but inbred peices of shit! ur wrong as hell if you meet a redneck and you have no shirt hell give you the shirt off his back and give you a few dollars to spend. i keep getting off topic yall sorry bout that:( but country music is bout stuff your going to face along lifes highway! in conclusion please dont talk shit on country music! we country folk are the nicest people around the music is our life and lifestyle you
A man goes to the theatre, and the main actor dies on the stage, no understudy.  The stage manager says, "We cannot finish the play the main actor is dead!"  Someone in the audience says, "Give him an enema!"  The stage manager says, He is dead, it wouldn't help!'  Second time a member of the audience says, "Give him an enema!"  The stage manager says again, "It won't help he's dead!"  Third time the audience member says"Give him an enema!"  the stage manager, in frustration says, "Damn you it won't help!"  The audience member says"It wouldn't hurt!"
Things Are Really Good!
I am so very excited and happy right now.I had some things in my life a few months ago that really sucked and had me in a bad place.Things are going well!I have been on my wonderful job for almost 4 months now and I'm doing really well in sales and making good money.My boyfriend has been promoted again on his job so we are able to live pretty darn comfortably right now and that is great!We are moving into our own place in 2 weeks on April 8th.I'm so excited and have been buying all kinds of pretty things for my house.My trunk is so full lol.My boyfriend and I filed our taxes today and he claimed me for last year so we are getting a few grand back on April 9th the day after we move in our place!It is so refreshing to have a good and hard working man in my life.He is so good looking,funny and faithful to me.Most important he loves me for me!We will be celebrating our 3 year anniversary on May 2nd!
Found On Another Site... But Fitting.
So, tonight we have, 10 Differences Between Assholes and Douchebags! Brought to you by Gabriel. 1. Assholes do not give a shit, Douchebags are full of shit. Keep in mind this may not be the definition society has taught you. I am redefining the genre of being an asshole. 2. Assholes are not prone to lying. In fact, assholes are brutally honest. They do not sugar coat the truth before spoon feeding it to you. Douchebags on the other hand will lie, beg, and grovel. Whatever it takes. Those mother fuckers have no shame. 3. As an asshole, I proclaim that it is against the rules of the brotherhood of the A-holes to ever take advantage of someone in a vulnerable state. That is to say, we do not pickup drunk women. We do not fuck those on the rebound. And most importantly, we do not fuck women against there will. Whores, however, are fair game. 4. A douchebag may make false promises to call in the morning. They may make claims that they love you in order to pene
The 10 Basic Functions Of My Iphone
The iPhone is made by Apple lnc. It is multimedia-enabled and a line of Internet smartphones.Development of the iPhone began with Apple CEO Steve Jobs' direction that Apple engineers investigate touchscreens.Time magazine named it the Invention of the Year in 2007.Released July 11, 2008, the iPhone 3G supports faster 3G data speeds via UMTS with 3.6 Mbps HSDPA, and assisted GPS.Apple released version 3.0 of the iPhone OS for the iPhone on June 17, 2009. I like the tybe of cell phone.I am using iphone at present and already has been it for two years.My iphone is excellent in quality and reasonable in price . I suggest everyone should buy iphone.The 10 basic functions of my iPhone follow as: 1.Dual SIM - Dual working(Dual standby).You maybe have two Mobile number. one is personal affairs,and the other is official business. It is very convenient. 2.FM Radio - Pick up your favorite FM radiostations wherever you are.I like the function very much because I
The Cafe Test
You Are Expressive During your downtime, you like to develop ideas and work on creative projects. You secretly wish that you could be a more successful person. Being rich is a dream of yours. You are realistic about the world. You may have challenges that come your way, but you can overcome them. You are inspired by high energy. Being around other creative, productive people really motivates you. The Cafe Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings
What Flavor Are Your Kisses?
You Are a Cherry Flavored Kiss You consider yourself an expert kisser, and you try to kiss perfectly. You feel like you have the technique down, and you take kissing very seriously. You are always making sure your partner is comfortable and having fun. You're quite considerate. You don't kiss and tell, yet somehow you've got a great reputation for your kissing skills. What Flavor Are Your Kisses? Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds
Mind And Matter
Many I've met say they're "entitled to their own opinion." This is true indeed, but at what point should you really keep that "entitled opinion" of your to yourself? Many of these people try and justify that phrase with "The truth hurts sometimes." Both quotes are true and used quite often, but when you attempt to substantiate one with the other, you make a big mistake. Opinions are NOT truth, no matter how you flex it. You show your ignorance when you insult or criticize another or another's piece of work and then say "the truth hurts." Your opinion, if you see it that way or not, is not truth. A decent, respectful person would state their "opinion" and be KIND about or not state that opinion at all. Just because you ARE entitled to an opinion, does not mean you SHOULD be. Small things have the potential to have a very strong impact on anyone. Before you say what you "think" you're empowered to say, do just that: THINK.  
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Te Only Difference
The only difference between getting stabbed in the back and being stabbed in the front, is that when you are stabbed in the front you can sort of see it coming!
Uninspired (i Wrote This) Comment It :)
Ununspired unspoken still i have so much to sayi feel nothing still i am consumed by feelingsUnder achivedstill i over do thingsnothing to dostill i cant get enough donemany thoughts run throw my head still i cant see them the way i need toim not blindbut i cant see at timesim aware of everythingstill im cluelessi have faith in everyone Still trust no one i want so much still it means nothing to mei treasure the things i treat like shitim too fatand still too skinnyim so beautiful but what is beauty to you?So cool still so lamei get told im hot yet im so cold  im so diffent still so  plain i express myself still slienced can you hear me ?HELLO? AM I HERE?
Tired Of The Changes
I may be new to all this, but I decided to give it a try b/c a lot of people I know told me it was a great place to be. I am a member/staff of 3 lounges. How can we keep them maintained and in order if the site keeps changing things on us. Not just to the lounges but to our pages as well. I say put it how it was and stop playing with everything b/c your bored. Put it one way and leave it alone!
Ambiguous, He Was.. && So Damn Good At It Too
His lips said that he loved His eyes were filled with hate His words, they called me to him But his hands pushed me away There was truth hidden behind his lies And doubt behind his faith For my forgiveness,he gave vengeance From my weakness, he stole strength He swore he only fought for us While he clenched the white flag in his fist He kissed my hand and forhead With poison on his lips He promised me the sky; Buried me ten feet underground Instead of taking me to heavan He left me back where I was found All that was built around me He quickly laid to waste What I have left inside of me.. Is all that he didn't take

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