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I Can't Stop
I can't stop thinking about you Wondering if you think of me, too I can't stop thinking of your lips Oh! How soft they are between mine I can't stop imagining your hands As they caress my every hair and limb I can't stop thinking of your face How I love it and it thanks me in return. I can't stop thinking of your voice, As sexy as the body it possesses. I can't stop feeling your touch inside me. My temperature rises and emotions explode. I can't stop thinking of how much I want you, how I need you No matter what you do, I can't stop thinking about you.

Friends
OK so here goes again...... It doesn't matter if you requested the friendship or I. When you accepted the request or I, we then became friends.... Friends are great if only to share a nice "Morning" or "Afternoon". Nothing brings a smile to someones face quicker than a friend who acknowledges you in some way. I swear I have all these friends who must practice some sorta telepathy or something cause I never hear from them after the add. I just get frustrated as hell that after someone adds you you have absolutely no more value to them. I mean wtf...go on about your merry way! Anyway, wide open today.....have fun!

Why Me
why do I do what I do on here. I can't be on line because my mom is evil. I try two explain myself but on the other hand she doesn't listen. do all the rating but no one retrun the fav.. well u all have happy hoilday bbl hopefully

Teeth
Rayna woke up tonight like an hour after she went to bed and brought me another tooth. This is the second tooth in a week that she has lost. So just like last christmas she will be missing 4 of her front teeth. She is also starting to question about Santa and about the tooth fairy. I hope I can make it year with out her finding out the truth about it all. It makes me sad that my little girl is growin up. And Jalen is all excited about having a loose tooth too. I don't see it falling out any time soon, but it is loose enough to wiggle around. Where does the time go?

No More Spam....novel Thought That Would Be
Good morning, Lead story….Software engineers told Fortune magazine in November that they are constructing a filter to eliminate stupid messages to online forums and bulletin boards. Lead researcher Gabriel Ortiz said his team had compiled a database of idiotic comments and that the new software would detect unintelligible remarks and either alert the writer to fix them or divert the message to the recipient's "junk mail." Easy dumb messages to filter: those with the tacky, immature repetition of a closing consonant, e.g., "That thing is amazinggggg!!!" More difficult: how to treat sarcasm and irony, in that smart writers sometimes deliberately use dumb statements to mock other writers. [CNNMoney-Fortune, 11-7-07] Now if they can do that with the US Postal service…. My gosh that would be wonderful Oh well, How are you I am good, tired but here at work and it is the 10th of December already holey crap… Christmas is just over two weeks away. Well I am pressed for time this am so that’s

At First Their Was Her
Guns blasting. Screams of men in panic The moans and cries for help fading Windows crashing Children weeping. Closer they come. Quicker you flea You see her in the darkness of the room. Your scared She reaches for a hug. FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCK!!!!!! Guns still blasting Children are silent. And now your breaking the windows.

2007 Review: My Top 5 Films (i Hated)
2007 REVIEW: My Top 5 Films (I Hated) Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities Ah now for the moment I rip a new ass in the films that just made me cringe this year. you know the routine, so lets get to it. 5. TRANSFORMERS This was supposed to be the film that blew away the compation, finally here we were some 25 odd years after the show/toys debuted in the homes of little boys and girls world wide, we were given this "Live Action" romp with the Go-Bots.......oh sorry, Transformers. and to add to the mix, the story blew like Ryan Seacrest trying to keep his Job. What bothered me about this film? Why would I, a die hard Transformer fan diss this? a) John Turturro he used to be a respectable actor, until his jackass take in this film as a member of a rouge Agency of the U.S. Government, Plus he gets pissed on by Bumblebee, WTF? b) Josh Duhamel his character is such a douche (nuff said) c) Could we please just have the normal Megatron? Why did they get "Agent Smith"? and

"meet Me In The Stairwell"
"MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL" You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say "Good-Bye."I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, "Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go." I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. "I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!" I said, "Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now."

Hatred Of Monsters
Just come quietly, it said with a seething smile Come along, it breathed down my neck, let's talk for awhile You know you want too, it crooned with delight Just for a little while, it pleaded with me, it won't be all night I stared at this creature, so dark and so nasty It tried way too hard to play innocent, now how good could that be It beckoned me, hastily, with its talons of fury Its eyes looked so hungry, filled with evil intent and tumultuous glory It wreaked of filth and feces and fear I stood and faced it, eye to eye, as it inched its way closer, trying to get near I tried to fight the feeling that was building inside The urge to vomit just wouldn't subside I felt my eyes burning furiously with hate I wanted to fight it, but I felt weak, and maybe it's too late This ugly thing came into my home, f*cked up my life, brought with it, hell It split in two, tore up my peace, ate my heart, left nothing but a shell It sealed my tearducts

Truth Shall Prevail
In these eyes, see my soul In my soul, see my heart In my heart, a story is told In that story, magick unfolds In that magick, see who I am In who I am, see my strength In my strength, see my power In my power, see my intent In my intent, see my shield In my shield, is inscribed the words "Truth is a three edged sword - your side, their side, and the truth."

It's Not That You Don't Matter To Me
I don't mean, for it to seem, as though you don't matter to me It isn't you, and there's nothing you can do to change what I've been through. I know Loneliness and Despair, I've also met I Don't Care and It's Not Fair My Give A Damn gave up and went, my Used To Could got kinda bent It really isn't that I don't care, but I feel that I should make you aware That it may not be the best thing for you, to keep on calling me your boo Things aren't at all what they used to be, I doubt you'll ever choose to see That this is not all about you, or the things that you want me to do Sometimes I just want to scream at you, and all the others who hurt me too I don't know how to make you see, that it's not that you mean nothing to me It's hard for me to believe in something, that always seems to end abruptly Something always goes awry, a little part of me always dies How much longer til I am completely dead, I'm scared as hell inside my head If I had feelings,

Lemon Squeezer
The local restaurant was so sure that its host was the strongest man around that they offered a standing $1000 bet. The host would squeeze a lemon until all the juice ran into a glass, and hand the lemon to a patron. Anyone who could squeeze one more drop of juice out would win the money. Many people had tried over time (weight lifters, longshoremen, etc.), but nobody could do it. Then one day, this scrawny little man came in, wearing thick glasses and a polyester suit, and said in a tiny, squeaky voice, "I'd like to try the bet." After the laughter had died down, the host said "OK," grabbed a lemon, and squeezed away. Then he handed the wrinkled remains of the rind to the little man. But the crowd's laughter turned to total silence as the man clenched his fist around the lemon and six drops fell into the glass. As the crowd cheered, the host paid the $1000, and asked the little man, "What do you do for a living? Are you a lumberjack, a weightlifter, or what?" The

Desires
I wish I were a full moon To touch you Through your window While you were asleep I wish I were the songs Of the morning birds To wake you up and look At the beauty of your eyes Before others do I wish I were the breeze Of a spring morning To caress you all over As you were walking I wish I were the perfume Of the spring blossoms To feel the ecstasy of love In the gleam of your eyes I wish I were the words Of poetry and crept In the private world of Your desires and dreams

O Tannenbaum/o Yuletide Tree
Tune: "O, Tannenbaum" O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! Your boughs so green in summertime Remain as green in wintertime O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! Of all the trees of field and hill You best recall the Lady's will O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! Through icy day and frozen night You bear the promise of the Light O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! ***************************************** O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide Tree How lovely are thy branches O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide Tree How lovely are thy branches Bring joyful tidings of great cheer O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide

Easiest Way To Make Xmas $$$
I found a wellness company that works similar to a wholesale shopping club where you pay a membership fee to shop and get discount prices. The difference is that this company manufactures products which are safer and healthier for you and the environment, and instead of going out to the store to buy them, the company delivers the products right to your doorstep. And the best part is, if you love the products and tell others about them and they join, the company will pay you! IM DOING IT ALONG WTH MANY OTHERS...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???

Ty-nympho Wolf♥
I have been attending meetings on Monday nights and we have very good conversation between us on all topics heres something more I learned tonight and that could help yous as it will me to be better and the best I can to my future wife Kaydee! I was very touch by this and felt it to please scroll down to read and comment if you wish and repost if you would like to pass onto your friends (repost of original by '(R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husband♥~R/L Fiance~' on '2007-12-10 20:39:55')

Just Be True To Yourself!!!
"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another

Guy's Rules
THE GUYS' RULES THESE ARE OUR RULES, NUMBERED IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE! (PLEASE NOTE... THESE ARE ALL NUMBERED "1") ON PURPOSE! 1. MEN ARE NOT MIND READERS. 1. LEARN TO WORK THE TOILET SEAT. YOU'RE A BIG GIRL. IF IT'S UP, PUT IT DOWN. WE NEED IT UP, YOU NEED IT DOWN. YOU DON'T HEAR US COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU LEAVING IT DOWN. 1. SUNDAY SPORTS. IT'S LIKE THE FULL MOON OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. LET IT BE. 1. SHOPPING IS NOT A SPORT. AND NO, WE ARE NEVER GOING TO THINK OF IT THAT WAY. 1. CRYING IS BLACKMAIL. 1. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. LET US BE CLEAR ON THIS ONE: SUBTLE HINTS DO NOT WORK! STRONG HINTS DO NOT WORK! OBVIOUS HINTS DO NOT WORK! JUST SAY IT! 1. YES AND NO ARE PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE ANSWERS TO ALMOST EVERY QUESTION. 1. COME TO US WITH A PROBLEM ONLY IF YOU WANT HELP SOLVING IT. THAT'S WHAT WE DO. SYMPATHY IS WHAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOR. 1. A HEADACHE THAT LASTS FOR 17 MONTHS IS A PROBLEM. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months a

Darkness
darkness chilling sunrises out into the horizon stand aside and look out and dream a pretty dream hope an unshellfish hope just look at all the surroundings listen to the birds sing their pretty song trees whispering among each other wind blowing water trickling by darkness takes all with little specks of light waves crashing agaisnt the rocks moments of slicence light house a glow over younder lighting the way for the unawaken spirits that are trying to find their way home look into the night By: Diedre

What A Frikkin Week!
Okay this Blog is marked NSFW for language and Major whining! Now that thats out of the way... Ugh I swear to fucking god I hate my life. In the past week I've found a job, lost it, had my windshield smashed in tamaqua, fought with an ex girlfriend and pretty much just been miserable. Its hard to show the non silly side to my friends because they arent use to it and honestly I dont think they need to see it. I just cant handle this shit anymore. I need to get the fuck out of Hazleton and Pennsylvania in general. Honestly I'm getting cabin fever here. I feel trapped in this place. I'm told life isnt so bad just be happy by my family. WELL HOW CAN I BE HAPPY WHEN I"M SHIT ON ALL THE TIME!?

Love Quotes
"See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me." "Loving someone is like caring for a garden, love it too much or too little and it dies, but love it just right and it will live forever." "Forever is not a word...rather a place where two lovers go when true love takes them there." . "Death cannot kill what is not measured by time. I'll love you forever, and when I die, whatever part of me is left, will love you, far beyond eternity." "Don't compare our love to the flowers that only bloom on summer, instead, compare it to the river that flows forever."

Sometimes
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat r

Lost
During the last twenty-four hours I have probably experienced the greatest humiliation to which I have ever been subjected. During these last twenty-four hours I have been handcuffed and chained, denied the chance to sleep, been without food and drink and been confined to a place without anyone knowing my whereabouts, imprisoned. Now I am beginning to try to understand all this, rest and review the events which began as innocently as possible. Last Sunday I and a few other girls began our trip to New York. We were going to shop and enjoy the Christmas spirit. We made ourselves comfortable on first class, drank white wine and looked forward to go shopping, eat good food and enjoy life. When we landed at JFK airport the traditional clearance process began. We were screened and went on to passport control. As I waited for them to finish examining my passport I heard an official say that there was something which needed to be looked at more closely and I was directed to the work station

Love
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say 'I love you.' So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... old cars... and children with bad report cards, dogs with bad hips, aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep ---like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them close! Suppose one mornin

Meltdowns
I walk into the dining room to grab something off the table when I hear faint whimpering, but I cannot locate it. After carefully scanning the room, I realize my son is not in there. I bend over and glance under the table to see him feverishly wiping his eyes and crying. Pulling the chair out, I crawl under the table with him and begin to talk to him. I ask him what is wrong. No answer... I ask him to come out from under the table, he cries harder. I pull him out from under the table and carry him to the couch, tissue in hand. I hold him tightly and tell him it's ok to tell Mommy what is wrong. This, what I perceive to be reassurance, incites a full on screaming meltdown. He begs me to let him go, crying, screaming. The tears run down my cheeks as I beg him to please use his words, just tell me what is wrong. I cannot calm him down. My heart is breaking with every tear rolling down his cheek. My soul sobs violently under a mostly calm facade. Why has my son been finally blesse

Therapy For Married Couple ...
A husband and wife went for marriage counseling after 15 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade, listing every problem they had ever had in the 15 years they had been married. She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable, an entire laundry list of un-met needs she had endured over the course of their marriage. Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately while fondling her breasts and crotch. The woman instantly shut up and quietly sat down as though she was in a daze. The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week...... Can you do this?" The husband thought for a moment and replied: "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on

Penguins And Perhaps A Christmas Gift Idea..
I seen a segment on MSN today under video highlights called: Penguins may be marching to Peril. It basically is a video showing the decline of their habitat in Antarctica and more so about a movie they refer to March of the Penguins. The story about Penguins and the habitat they call home for more then a gazillion years is starting to diminish due to global warming. There is somewhat of a cuter version of this in video form also and I tell you what if you can get past the animated penguins talking which I enjoyed but some don’t this movie is great. Yeah, yeah it’s a kids movie… but I loved it. The music is great and the story is pure. It also details the hardship fallen on penguins because of man, global warming and the decline of their food source… The Movie is called Happy Feet , it is funny witty and I think a great movie for kids…yes… but I like it too.. Other then that may your Thursday be wonderful. Good Morning, Ha! I said it before the fleas of a thousand camels even twitched

You Fucking Love It
This goes out to a girl i call "The Womb Of Doom" harsh i know but its so true, keep up the good work Natalie! Ha Ha She could never ever ever ever ever ever ever get it into her thick head So when pretending ends she'll have scattered her friends And she’ll find she’ll wake up dead There’s no card above receivers Still its all so remote Behind the bench at the rec Where she lost fifty notes (she says) “I used to have a future But now I don’t know Just dependence and repentance and a ready-brek glow” Just put your money in Bruised knees and battered shins You fucking love it You fucking love it Back on your feet again Out on the beat again You fucking love it Yeah yeah yeah Drunk as a skunk Lean as a dean Always the same Since she was thirteen You want it You lame duck You want it Youre out of luck You’ve always been a seedy fuck So whats it gonna be? Just put your money in Bruised knees and battered shins You fucking love it You fucking love

I H Hurt The Wittle Wanna Be Masters Feelings Boo-hoo
WELL MASTER HAD HIS WITTLE FEELINGS HURT HE SENT ME A GET WELL CARD A TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF SO IN TURN I SENT HIM COAL...LOL BOUT THE ONLY THING HES WORTH IF YOU ALL GOT MY EMAIL BLOG PLEASE DROP THIS PIGS PAGE AND LEAVE HIM SOME COMMENTS MEN LIKE THIS ARE WHAT WOMEN HATE... LEFT IN MY SHOUT BOX LOL masterfulo...: cute rating me a 1 are u always this immature bitch? TO HIM HED BETTER ADDRESS ME AS THE MOTHER FUCKING QUEEN BITCH..LOL

New Tattoo
So tomorrow (12/14) I am getting my second tattoo. It is going to be a pirate skull with my gamer tag on it (Same name as this). I'm excited and scared. I know what to expect but it will on my shoulder/bicep instead of back/shoulder like last time. This is my Christmas present from my hubby. Not tottaly sure how it will look yet since I'm letting my artist actual y create part of it himself. I trust him so it's all good. Can't wait.

~ Frank Zappa - Titties And Beer ~
hehe gotta love Frank :) It was the blackest night! There was no moon in sight! (you know the stars aint shinin cause the skys too tight) I heard the scary wind! I seen some ugly trees! There was a werewolf honkin, long the side of me! Im mean n Im bad, (yknow I aint no sissy) Got a big-titty girly by the name of chrissy Talkin about her n my bike n me... n this ride up the mountain of mystery, (mystery) (how re you doin? ) I noticed even the crickets Acted weird up here And so I figured I might Just drink a little beer I said, gimme summa that what yer suckin on... But there was no reply cause she was gone! Wheres those titties I like so well, n my goddam beer! Is what I started to yell, then I heard this noise Like a crunchin twig, n up jumped the devil! (hes about this big!) He had a red suit on An a widows peak An then a pointed tail n like a sulphur reek, Yes, it was him awright, I swear I knowed it was! He had some human flesh Stuc

Landlord Gone Psycho
Well Count and I ran into some serious issues with the landlord, she locked us out of our bathroom, turned off the phone, cable and electricity, and then told us to get out by fri. Well we almost became homeless but a really good friend took us in and we are staying with her and her son.

Leaving For Awhile...thanks
JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS TO YOU ALL WHO HAVE BEEN MY FRIENDS BUT DUE TO SOME RECENT EVENTS IN MY LIFE, I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY LEAVE FOR NOW, PLEASE DONT BOTHER TRYING TO COMMENT AND TELL ME WHY I SHOULD NOT, BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY DONE SO. THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO REACH ME OR WILL FIGURE IT OUT, AS FAR AS BOATMAN I CANNOT SPEAK FOR HIM, I AM SURE HE WILL BE AROUND, HE IS AN ADDICT AS MOST OF US ARE, ONLY I CANNOT LET THIS CONTROL ME ANYMORE...IT HAS DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE AS IT IS, BUT PLEASE DONT ASK HIM A HUNDRED QUESTIONS THIS DECISION IS MINE AND HE HAS NO IDEA AS OF YET,NOR WILL HE CHANGE MY MIND..... THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE YOUR UNDERSTANDING AND IF NOT THEN OH WELL, DID NOT NEED YOU ANYWAY. THANKS AGAIN, JENNA

All Work And No Play Makes Jason A Horny Boy
I can't wait until the 21st. Ann and I are taking off to Canada for the holidays to be with her family. I have a niece that is about 5 months old that I've never met. I always have a good time with her family too. They are some of the most considerate and friendly people I've ever met. I just wish my family was the same. They are some of the most selfish people I know. I love them, but as I've gotten older I've come to realize how they are. My mother and I are no longer on speaking terms again. My mom and dad came out to Boston for Thanksgiving which my wife and I were very excited about. As usual, my mom fucked up the trip. Part of it was canceling a trip out to Martha's Vineyard with my wife so my mom could see her friends from New York. Part of it was my mom being her obnoxious self. The other part was her telling my wife something very private about my past that I didn't want shared with her. Thanks mom, I appreciate that one. So anyways, I'm working like a d

Tired
I'm tired of being lonely, Tired of being blue. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired of not having a clue. I'm tired of being alone in a crowd. Tired of trying to keep a smile on my face. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired of running the race. I'm tired of being unhappy, Tired of being alone. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired to the bone. ~~Darkness~~

The Gift
1) THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planning your response. Just listening. 2) THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and handholds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends. 3) THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Clip cartoons. Share articles and funny stories. Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you." 4) THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life. 5) THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal" can make someone's day. 6) THE GIFT OF A FAVOR... Every day, go out of your way to do something kind. 7) THE GIFT OF SOLITUDE... There are times when we want nothing better than to be left alone. Be sensitive to those time

Poems
Outside Inside a box, never outside the lines, conform to whats normal limit your mind.... What life is that, makes excitement something extinct; Just stories and tales of a time long past. What is normal? a word defined different, what does it mean? to me its only a cycle on my washing machine. Normal is happiness found; coloring outside the lines, exploring whats pleasure, what brings content and a smile for the rest of my time. written by Teresa Williams 3.17.07

Devil Took Over Come Check It Out
The devil took over the air ways in the iron horse saloon come check it our i am not lying to you he really did. So come and save us all. Then again lets get him drunk. Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below! (repost of original by '"DJ.MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~F/U/G/F 2 KEITH' on '2007-12-08 17:11:31') (repost of original by '† DJ-D3vil's N3m3sis- Enforcer / DJ Iron Horse Saloon †' on '2007-12-16 10:22:45')

Time To Go
1st of all I want to let you all know what great friends you have all been. Shannon, for keeping me ROTF and being A wonderful friend. Kory For your Warm Friendship, Tharna for your sweet personality & warmness that always brought a smile to my face. Liz, for being a truly wonderful generous and giving person,I Love Ya GF. Sal For Just being here for me, Huggzzz Tammy, My NY Yankee Friend, There's next year Hun and That 1 is ours lol, Miles for keeping a Smile on my Face almost Daily, Phil, for finding me again in this mess lol keep in touch sweetie, To All The Other Wonderful Crazy Nutty people who have touched My Life on Fubar I wish you all the best in Life and Love. And Last but Not Least by any means Tina, A friend for years who has been there for me in the good bad and the most ugly times, Thank you for introducing me to FuBar, which with out you, I never would have found the dear friends I have found on here, I love you sis, from the bottom of my heart. Now with all That

Maybe..very Likely
Yeah I think I kinda need a break from things and am seriously thinking about moving back to the mid-west. I dont really see much of anything changing for the better here for me. Just nothing is right friends aren't right life isn't right. No worries I will give a heads up to those lil bit of you who know me enough to miss me. Just things will be better all the way round this way I think.

Getting Old......
So, we have decided to do very little xmas shopping this year. We are only buying for our immediate family and not even for each other, cuz we are going on a cruise to the Caribbean in April, where we are going to get married inthe Cayman Isles., but anyways, we decided to buy some gifts for some senior citizens. So many people donate to the needy kids, that we often forget about the other end of the scale. Thinking about my last living Grandparent, who turned 93 in November, we forget that alot of seniors are alone in this world, but they should not be forgotten. So we purchased gifts for one male and one female, in hopes of making their lives a little brighter. And we felt great after doing so. Everyone who knows me, understands that one of my worst fears, is being alone!

More Than Words
More than words ~Tony Martinez You say I'm cute You say I'm a great guy You say I'm sexy You say you love me.... Oh how lovely are the words Oh how easy are the words Is that all you can give Will it ever be More than words Is it that hard Show me I'm cute Show me I'm a great guy Show me I'm sexy Show me you love me Or can it not be More than words

That's So Annoying.
i hate when people try to "shove" babies in your face. for instance if you come into the office with a baby, those who will want to look will. there's no need to be super loud because you have a child with you. furthermore, hanging around people's desk with said child is not gonna make them look if they never intended to from the beginning. babies. if anyone knows what they look like, it's me. but thanks anyway for practially throwing your kid in my face. *END RANT*

Shattered Pieces
Shattered Pieces Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I loo

Rushes And Weird Weather
So i had to rush over here a little early to wait on the girls to get off the bus.. which made me rush to clean my house cause it was a mess... living with two guys isn't easy cause they make messes worst then i do plus watching a 1 year old doesn't help out much with keeping the house clean..lol yesterday was a windy day in georgia.. we been having like 80 degree temps lately then it windy and cold... sat.day it was wet rainy and cold.. we needed the rain real bad though.. but gezz with the freaky weather changes anyways i think thats about it for now Mauhs :)

Christmas Songs For The Mentally Disturbed
Christmas Songs For The Mentally Disturbed SCHIZOPHRENIA Do you Hear What I Hear? MULTIPLE PERSONALITY DISORDER We Three Queens Disoriented Are DEMENTIA I Think I'll Be Home for Christmas NARCISSISTIC Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me MANIC Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Busses and Trucks and Trees and Fire Hydrants and..... PARANOID Santa Claus is Coming to Get Me. PERSONALITY DISORDER You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll tell you Why. DEPRESSION Silent Anhedonia, Holy Anhedonia, All is Flat, All is Lonely. OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, J

Counseling - Southern Style
COUNSELING - SOUTHERN STYLE Earl and Bubba are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Bubba says, 'I think I'm gonna divorce my wife - she ain't spoke to me in over 2 months.' Earl spits, sips his beer and says, 'Better think it over, women like that are hard to find.'

Christmas Time
Christmas time is here again Like every year Hell begins No one cares No one cries Just as long As Christmas survives Well fuck it all Straight down the line I dont care It's all in your mind There is no santa There is no joy Cant you see It's all about toys? Fuck st. nick Fuck his elves If he was real He would help So the next time I go to the mall And see a fat guy With jiggly rolls I'm gonna punch him In the face And say, MARRY CHRISTMAS GO FUCK YOUR SLEIGH!!! -Skitzo™

Talk About A Slow Boat To China
OBERLIN, Kan. - A postcard featuring a color drawing of Santa Claus and a young girl was mailed in 1914, but its journey was slower than Christmas. It just arrived in northwest Kansas. ADVERTISEMENT The Christmas card was dated Dec. 23, 1914, and mailed to Ethel Martin of Oberlin, apparently from her cousins in Alma, Neb. It's a mystery where it spent most of the last century, Oberlin Postmaster Steve Schultz said. "It's surprising that it never got thrown away," he said. "How someone found it, I don't know." Ethel Martin is deceased, but Schultz said the post office wanted to get the card to a relative. That's how the 93-year-old relic ended up with Bernice Martin, Ethel's sister-in-law. She said she believed the card had been found somewhere in Illinois. "That's all we know," she said. "But it is kind of curious. We'd like to know how it got down there." The card was placed inside another envelope with modern postage for the trip to Oberlin — the one-cent posta

Him-killing Loneliness
"Killing Loneliness" Memories, sharp as daggers Pierce into the flesh of today Suicide of love took away all that matters And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Nailed to the cross, together As solitude begs us to stay Disappear in the lie forever And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you saved me, Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb I'm killing loneliness Killing loneliness With the venomous kiss you gave me I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness) With the warmth of your arms you save

Lady Death
Lady Death (or Hope, her original name) began 'life' in Europe during the medieval era. Her father, Matthias, was a sorcerer of great power as well as a feudalistic warlord. Matthias was also a 666th generation descendant of the fallen angels, a strong contrast to Hope's mother, Marion, who was of such purity that her bloodline reached all the way to heaven. Before her marriage to Matthias, Marion was married to the Viking Agnar, to whom she bore two daughters, Vulnavia and Vandala, previously unknown sisters of Hope. Marion's attempts to escape Matthias' brutality proved ineffectual and led to her murder at his hands. He, in turn, captured her soul for use in maintaining a gate to hell. Matthias' aspirations for power included deals made with demonic overlords in Hell. In exchange for the souls of the newly dead, which were harvested through constant warfare, the overlords granted the sorcerer power. The constant battles eventually even claimed the life of Hope's beloved, Niccolo, wh

For Every Rose There Is A Separate Spring
For every rose there is a separate spring. Orange leaves drift down through separate falls. Rivers dream their dreams while willows weep, Though none can tell what beauty it recalls. Years drain the memories to which we cling. So do we dance within our separate bubbles Even as we share a common breeze, Viewing through a fragile film of troubles Each miracle a frightened heart might seize, Nor dare we touch its stillness, vast and deep.

I Have A Marvelous Name For A Sports Team And Town
Good Morning and here it is the 6th day of Christmas wish coming out soon from me to most of you. I was carousing around the msn home page for ideas or thoughts on what to write about today. Under A-list searches I find… Last Meals. Well.. it intrigued me so I ventured down that path and yes the true last meal was there however, there were other last meals and basically some of those people are still alive so, at that point I drove off (makes it sound better then clicking off the site due to this being the INTERNET HIGHWAY…right?) and looked elsewhere and did not find a whole lot to go on so I am going the distance alone today. So here goes. I see where various sports teams are always for sale. Seems like some should move also to draw better crowds and perhaps have a better fan base. I was thinking that we have this town not to far away in Indiana. The name of the town is Hammond which for no other reason sounds like a great town. But if I was to buy a sports team, I would move it t

A Quickie!!
Dick Cheney and George W. Bush were having breakfast at the White House. The attractive waitress asks Cheney what he would like, and he replies, "I'd like a bowl of oatmeal and some fruit... "And what can I get for you, Mr. President?" George W. looking up from his menu, replies with his trademark wink and slight grin,.... "How about a quickie this morning?" "Why, Mr. President!" the waitress exclaims "How rude! You're starting to act like Mr. Clinton!" As the waitress storms away, Cheney leans over to Bush and whispers................ "It's pronounced, 'Quiche."

Santa Is Pissed Off !!!!!!!!!
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm IBM! Fl

So Much Sadness Around And Cruel Evil Ones
love and prayers for my special guy ron.who lost his nephew and brother in law in an awful shooting from an intruder in their home.ron you are in my thoughts sweety and ur family.im here for you. imikimi - Customize Your World

What Does Love Mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------

Im Gonna Vent
I think it's complete bullshit. Some guy tells you oh hey yeah lets chill youre amazing i wanna kiss you im single and you find out he's not. THEN you talk to the girl and SHE STAYS WITH HIM??!?! Oh but wait... he keeps coming back to me... WTF. its complete bullshit. i know i can do better than that.. i KNOW it. but still! WTF. am i seriously that bad of a person that its okay to treat me like shit??!? oh he was supposed to come over to my place. and he said he'd leave her if things hit it off.. YET THEYRE TALKIGN ABOUT FUCKING MARRIAGE. fubar is pissing me off. i find only assholes. yup.

The Strength Of All The Elements
The one who takes your hand and touches your heart is a true friend. We seldom think of what we have, but always think of what we miss. Don't cry because its over now, laugh because it happened. The more your precisely you plan, the harder destiny will hit you. What happens, happens for a reason. The best things happen, when you least expect them. The greatest events aren't the loudest but the most quiet hours. The most difficult lesson to learn is which bridge in life to use or which one to burn. Everybody sees how you seem, However, Only some know who you are. He who would like to have something he never had, will have to do something well that he hasn't yet done. Perhaps God would want you to become acquainted with many different people in the course of your life so that when you meet the right ones you can appreciate and be grateful for them. Plan for tomorrow but LIVE for today! Love doesn't require that two people look at each other but rather they they look together in the same

Set Me Free
The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if there was someone with a light touch to take this pain and darkness away The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if there was away to lift this pain and darkness and let the light through The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Only if everything you said was true Just want to find someone who can take this darkness and pain away The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this heart is too much to handle With one wish I would wish that you could see how much you really mean to me The pain that fills this heart is too much to bare The darkness that fills this soul is too much to handle Just find me a way to lift this darkness and see the light and set me free

Hide
I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain I smile I laugh but it doesnt seem to help the pain is too much I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain I feel inside is too much to bare I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain Nothing I try seems to help this pain is too great I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain This pain inside is too strong I just want to disappear I smile to hide the tears I laugh to hide the pain All this pain is too much to bare but I must go on and not breakdown I must keep on going and not let this pain to consume me

...............
Two things I hate most in this world: 1. Being lied to. 2. Being ignored. Which one are you doing to me? It's funny what people think they can get away with. I don't need fair weather friends. REL

A Thought From The Wise
Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/

Fuck Fest Part Ii
A few weeks went by, it was Saturday night & my friends and I were getting ready to go out. We had a few guys over & we were playing drinking games. None of them knew about my bisexuality, and I wanted to keep it that way. My roommates were very beautiful, but I wasn't interested in any of them and I didn't want them thinking I could be. By the time we got to the club I was wasted. I looked around and saw Jason. I didn't go up to him though. I saw a friend of mine, Jessica. I went to talk to her, actually we had only met a few times before. We were making small talk and then all the sudden she started kissing me. I was shocked, but I loved it and went back for more. She was an incredible kisser. She was running her hands through my hair as she plunged her tongue in to my mouth. It was the best kiss I ever had. I was getting so wet, I couldn't stop kissing her. I'm sure the whole club saw us kissing, at the time I didn't care. I was too wrapped up in the moment. Both of us were pre

The Secert .
The Secret One day, one friend asked another, 'How is it that you are always so happy? You have so much energy, and you never seem to get down.' With her eyes smiling, she said, 'I know the Secret!' 'What secret is that?' To which she replied, 'I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others.' 'The Secret is this: I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply according to HIS riches. I have learned most of the time I don't need half of what I think I do. He has never let me down. Since I learned that 'Secret', I am happy.' The questioner's first thought was, 'That's too simple!' But upon reflecting over her own life she recalled how she thought a bigger house would make her happy, but it didn't! She thought a better paying job woul

Gone
Staring at a blank screen waiting for your arrival but you never come. How could you leave me like this alone in a world so cold You told me you loved me with all your heart I should have known from the very start that our love would come to a bitter end. I will remain waiting for you, though, staring through my teary eyes and hoping for an I.M. that will never come knowing that I am just a figment from your past and that this is really the end.

Martha Stewart's Pagan Yule
Martha Stewart's Pagan Yule December 1: Bury turkey carcass from Thanksgiving under the Holly tree to decorate the halls with. Draw pentagram in the dirt with silver dust to prevent pet She-Wolf from digging up the bones. December 2: Order 20 cases of Irish whiskey to be left for the Good Folk on Yule. Re-bury turkey carcass, redo pentagram in gold dust. December 3: Draw pentagram on each sheet of toilet paper using silver marker for that festive holiday touch. Have staff re-roll the paper onto Victorian "crackers" for that surprise element. Re-bury carcass, consecrate concrete block, spray paint with gold and use as planter for poinsettia. Place over carcass. December 4: Take She-Wolf to vet for eating poinsettia. Send out telepathic party invitations to 200 witches, shamans, and druids for Yule party. December 5: Ex-mother in law's birthday. Send Victoria Secret's nightgown rubbed with stinging nettle. Begin receiving telepathic RSVP's for Yule party. De

That's Love
An escaped convict, imprisoned for 1st degree murder, had spent 25 years of his life sentence in prison. While on the run, he broke into a house and tied up a young couple who had been sleeping in the bedroom. He tied the man to a chair on one side of the room and his wife on the bed. He got on the bed right over the woman, and it appeared he was kissing her neck. Suddenly he got up and left the room. As soon as possible the husband made his way across the room to his bride, his chair in tow, and whispered, "Honey, this guy hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw him kissing on your neck and then he left in a hurry. Just cooperate and do anything he wants. If he wants to have sex with you, just go along with it and pretend you like it. Whatever you do don't fight him or make him mad. Our lives depend on it!. Be strong and I love you." After spitting out the gag in her mouth, the half naked wife says: "Dear, I'm so relieved you feel that way. You're right, he hasn't seen a woman in ye

Wives
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties to perform. Terry had married a woman from Britain , and bragged that he had told his new wife to do all the dishes and house cleaning in the house. He said it took a couple of days but on the third day he came home to a clean house and all the dishes were cleaned and put away. James had married a woman from Australia and he bragged that he had given his new wife orders to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. He told them the first day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better and by the third day his house was clean, the dishes done and there was a huge meal on the table. The third man said the he had married a American girl. He boasted that the duties he had ordered her to do were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table every day. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see any

Booboo's Christmas Pimpout :)
This time of year is like no other day. A time for family, friends, memory's and lots of laughter. I wanted too pimp out some friends that make Fubar a place where we all want too log back in everyday. I wish I could pimp out all of my friends because they are all special. I hope all of you have a wonderful holiday and look forward too the New year. Stop by leave some love they will return it back too you. Orly? The Official FUBAR Owl ~@ fubar A m N e S i A@ fubar Johnnydevil@ fubar ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]~Please read profile and sign guestbook~@ fubar LilBamaGirl~♪WRR Fan♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar ♥ Arkansas Vixen ♥ aka SxyLisa/ OWNED by BhamBuggy@ fubar Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~@ fubar Cup Of Joe@ fubar Boone~Plz Sign My Guestbook~

Finally Getting Some Peace
So anyway I want to start by wishing everyone a Happy Holiday. Things are going good for me, moving down here was defiantly the right decision for us as a family. I'm having issues with the my family over us moving but we just weren't happy where we were and need a new start. People around us were causeing undo stress because they couldn't come to grips with there own issues and insecurities. But I hold no ill will towards them for Karma always comes through. I have made some new friends and gotten closer to some old ones. I'm hopeing to go back to work soon I'm so bored just chillin around the house. But everyone always comes up with a reason that I shouldn't and the hubby puts restriction on the hours I can work. They tell me to find something to do at home but that's not the same I want to work just to be around people plus then I could go shopping more. I keep saying I'm going to put up some new pics but the problem is it seems I'm always the one taking the pics. We got an X-Box 36

Westlife - I Wanna Grow Old With You
Westlife - I Wanna Grow Old With You Lyrics Another day Without your smile Another day just passes by But now I know How much it means For you to stay Right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurt so bad I can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you Sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you Things can come and go I know but Baby I believe Something's burni

To Those Who Protect And Serve Our Country Merry Christmas
Sexy Comments Galore!Holiday Wishes to you all. You are in our thoughts and prayers no matter how close or how far. Thank you for all that you do and sacrifice. The Nicest Present Under the tree the gifts enthrall, But the nicest present of them all Is filling our thoughts with those who care, Wanting our Christmas joy to share. To you, whom we're often thinking of, We send our holiday joy and love. By Joanna and Karl Fuchs (repost of original by '~*~Vixen*Angel*Baby~*~' on '2007-12-25 10:46:22') (repost of original by 'hellfire(myst's real hubby) & security 4 diablos den/shanes shack/owner of hells @ mysts lounge' on '2007-12-25 10:52:10')

Lap Dance Or.....
I'm trying to come up with a really hot kinky treat to give Master for New Years. I've thought of sending him out to a strip bar with a bunch of money to get a lap dance. Or can you come up with a better suggestion for me. leave me a comment with your suggestions

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. gw07

Live Life, Love Life
LIVE LIFE, LOVE LIFE written by: "envi" wakin up in the morning everyday is a blessing and i ask the lord to forgive me for all my confessions, i know i aint alright, every day is a struggle but i live life, sometimes i think its only a matter if time before im back on my grind, i aint even gon lie, sometimes i just gotta get high, cuz it just gets me by, i aint even gon lie, cuz im just livin my life, through time you live & you die, i wanna multiply, some kids one day, ill be in this place until i fade away, ima live my life, till theres no more life, with all my might, with you by my side, its a must i try, and im gonna try, cuz the fact of life is just to live it right, so im movin on, im holdin strong, and im holdin on, cuz im movin strong, i can make life, take life, i can even hate life, break life if the price aint right, i was movin too fast, needed break lights, came to a fork in the road i just stood tight, long nights, hood fight

Ugh!
is it time to go home yet?! i wanna go home and mess with my stupid game. i almost didn't wake up on time for work this morning, which is special all things considering that i've been waking up early all damn week. the ONE day it counts, i almost didn't do it. lol

As Long As You're Near
As Long As You're Near The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be. Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew. Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years. Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made. That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear. New homes, more laughter, and children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near.

Just Think
To me every day you wake up is a good day. Seems no matter whats good or bad in your life, someone elses is always worst. Every day I pray for our troops in harms way. Every day I also pray for others less blessed than myself. Just think in a country like ours people suffer every day from something. I thank God every day for what I have because for me, though I continue to work every day, it could always be worst. Just keep that in mind!

I Can (phoenix)
I can’t imagine what I’ve done to have someone like you. I haven’t always been as nice as I could. And sometimes I can hurt people more then I thought I ever would. You look past all my flaws, To see just who I am. You never judge a thing I do. Your personality seems flawless, and I see now. That’s just you. You took your time and found out, All the things I am. Without restriction you opened my eyes. Showed me I can be loved, No matter what I believe. You never leave for long, Always at my side. I’ve never known a soul like you, Not in all my life. I know not where this road may lead, My heart is in your hands. You take the breath from my mouth, With every word you’ve said. If I never hold your hands, Or see my eyes in yours. I hope you know I cherish, What we do h

I See Dumb People
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets 2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and

Prcb Debates Sts-122 Atlantis Options - Includes Rollback And Tank Swap
Two options were debated by the all-powerful PRCB (Program Requirements Control Board) meeting, one of which will allow Atlantis to aim for a late January - or more likely - early February launch date, the other involving rollback. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 12-28-07 Currently, "Option A" appears to have the support of shuttle management, which will involve the soldering of the LH2 Feed-through connector pins. "Option B" involves rollback and a tank swap with ET-126. A large contingent of engineers are calling for 'Option B' - which will involve the STS-122 stack being rolledback to the Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB), due to the requirement of having to enter the tank to remove the entire Feed-through assembly. Such work at the pad is no longer considered as an option. Once inside the VAB, Atlantis would be de-mated from ET-125 and re-mated with ET

It's Always Nice
when yer friends pay attention to ya. one of my besties came by last night so we could do the Christmas present thing. she actually bought me the Stardust and new Harry Potter DVD. I had been raving about Stardust since it had come out but I never expected to get it. And she made me promise not to buy the Harry Potter DVD cause Santa was going to bring it to me. And their full screen versions. I'm gonna have a fun movie weekend. :D

Venting..not Just For Air Circulation
So, what is Fubar? Well its an online community designed to function in the way a real bar works. You get points for being social, and participating. Much like gaining popularity in a real nightspot. So, then..what ingredients can be found in both? Well, there are ravers, partiers, quiet drunks, loud drunks, social drinkers, dating couples, folks looking to hook up, bands promoting, strippers stripping, liars lying, good guys losing the battle of the sexes, good girls getting overlooked, fights, fucking, licking, sucking, engagements, drug addicts, attention whores, just plain whores, whoremongers, asswipes, racists, losers, cheapskates, beggars and fools... to name a few. What is different? Thats easy, its an online community, so people are real, and some are pretend. Wait..thats like RL too. Thing is, some folks don't realize that not everyone is pretend. There ae real people with real feelings out here. Play nice. And stop being dumbasses. If your default pic is you in a myspac

Freaky?
freaky is as freaky does we can do it on the bus in a car or on a train in the midst of pouring rain or even on an aeroplane with parachutes as we descend cumming over and over again in the wild between the sheets on my hands and on my knees upside down or downside up gagged and bound I'll be your slut scream my name say it proud fuck the neighbors i like it loud bring the camera lets take pictures of our freaky exhibitions a friend to video our sexcapades or broadcast it live we've got all day play with my toys I know how to share be rough if you wanna kiss me newhere sqeeze my throat cum on my face spank me and spoil me it's your love I crave with lotions and lubes all greased up and spunky tease me and bite my little shaved monkey make me yell make me squirm crave to climb the walls with you covered in soot or squeaky clean when your angry come on get mean!~ on the sofa on the stairs in costumes, wigs, masks.. i don't care comma

A Glimpse At Menopause.
Holy Hell my head is about to start spinning!!!!!!!!! First it's boiling hot in this office, then they opened 3 windows so we were freezing. they shut the windows and guess what? it's hot again! i finally women who go thru menopause now.

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Poetry
Invictus OUT of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul. William Ernest Henley

When I Was Young.........
The world was such a simple place, in the blue corner, you have the good guys, cheer cheer. The forces of good include the Americans, Western Europe and the now our best mates the Japanese. In the Red corner are the faceless commie hoards of Russia plus assorted minions, those are the bad guys. So at school we learned German, at that's where we would be fighting and Russian as it's always nice to be able to communicate with the people you are "breaking" in there native language. But none of this happened, the wall came down and all of a sudden the rules of the game changed. As mighty as the Russian tank divisions looked, they turned out to be a mere paper tiger when compared with the Koran. You see how we fight wars has changed too, my grandfather fought the Germans, it was a fair fight, both sets turned up, shot at each till they got bored then cleared off home for cakes and medals. My father also fought in Ireland, here they blew us up and we shot them. Now it's my turn the rul

My Name Is Fibromyalgia
This blog was written by my friend Terri, who said that I could post it in my blogs as well. As some of you know, I have back problems, what you don't know is that I have Rheumatoid Arthritis(RA), and Fibromyalgia as well..... Most know what RA is, and can understand back problems, but not everyone knows anything about Fibro. Hopefully this helps you to understand... ***************************************************** MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIA by Terri Been Hi. . .My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over. Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make y

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

What You Do?
Message: ... you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Stop drinking so much. Damn! 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) F**k me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops 11) Other (Please specify)________________________________ lol Repost with the title and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back make sure you repost this. But first hit reply and give me an answer

Test Your Love Compatibility With A Scorpio Person
Test your love compatibility with a Scorpio person Quiz Free Fun Quizzes at FunQuizCards.com My Result Was: You do not seem to be compatible with a Scorpio person for a romantic relationship. At least, your responses indicate that. But listen to your heart and go by what it says.

Oh, There Was A Day!
Thinking quietly of today's man, so educated and worldly.. Yet, are they wise? Thinking quietly of today's woman, so educated and worldly... Yet, are they wives? Noting how the paths they travel have somehow become the same. Each thriving on, seeking and striving for similar fame. Their titles, their roles and both their goals have now collided. Why is it that they can not see that they have become misguided? Where have the real men gone? Whatever happened to the day when their women shone? They were to be the light, gentle and pure. Back in the days when men were more sure. Its really quite simple, its all in the name So very different and yet so much the same. A woman's purpose was to complete her man. A man's desire was to cherish, love and protect her, rather than... struggle alone, competing with her. Oh how i long for the times that were Thinking quietly of yesterday's man Thinking quietly of yesterday's woman Each uniquely different But together, OH, so cont

!@#$%&*:}:) A Thing I Might Have Published!!!!need Opinion!raterateraterate!!!@#$%&{:(:
SO IT'S A LONG KINDA DEAL BUT STICK WITH ME! There's a kid down the street, Leanining against a building Staring at his feet. Got on a leather jacket And long brown hair, A sad look on his face And a far off stare. I passed by him earlier today Smokin' on a cigarrette When he stopped me And asked if I had one he could get. Now it was obvious, This kid wasn't of age. But he looked like some animal, Trapped in a cage. So I cut him some slack, Reached in my pocket, And pulled out my pack. As I was givin' him a light, I could tell... Somethin' just wasn't right. I asked the kid if anything was wrong? I knew there was, When his answer took so long. See, he reached in his pocket. Pulled something out. A gold heart shaped locket. Said," Man, my mom used to sing me to sleep. But, now all I have of her Is a memory... And this to keep. " See, a few years ago, My mom, she up and died. It seemed forever, I just cried and cried. "I guess

Pulling A Band-aid At The Holidays
Pulling a Band-Aid at the Holidays Well tomorrow is New years eve, and here I go with the nostalgia trip. I admit openly that I am a creature of history, it can be American History, World History, or even personal history. It don't matter, I will study them all. personally I get the biggest kick out of looking back on my life and wondering just how in the Hell did I get to where I am? Case in point, the other day was Christmas. I couldn't help but think just how much Christmas is a fools holiday, we sucker ourselves into finding happiness and joy in our lives for this fleeting day, and when its over the wool gets pulled over our eyes quicker than lightning. (What do I mean?) Well my thoughts couldn't help but start with when I was with an ex of mine, (who will remain nameless) but here we were happy, making plans for the future, Smiling ear to ear all day long that Christmas day. Even ending the day by having what I can only call Holiday Sex. so whats bad about this whol

Never Fade
Whatever you fully experience, you never need to leave behind. Whatever you worry about losing, you never did have to begin with. Without change, life would not exist. With every change is the opportunity to become more fully alive. The days and weeks and years come to an end. And yet it is always now. The artifacts and remnants that you associate with the good times will fade and rust and decay, eventually to disappear. Yet the goodness and joy of the authentic experiences will grow ever stronger. There is no reason to be sad about the fact that time has passed. There is every reason to find joy in the real treasures that you will always retain from that time. Learn to quickly let go of the meaningless, superficial things that will soon be gone anyway. Invest your spirit and your experience in the timeless values that you know will never fade. -- Ralph Marston

Don't
Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

A Witch Jar For Protection
Witch jars are quick, fun, and typically created with supplies found around the home. For this Witch jar, incorporating items that come from the house is a great way to link the protective magick for your home back into the spell. Look around and see what you can find to personalize this spell. Work this spell on the night of the full moon. For this protective spell you'll need an old glass jar, like an old pickle jar or jelly jar. Wash the jar and lid out thoroughly and allow them to dry. Take a permanent black marker and draw a pentagram on top of the lid. Add to the jar several of the following items: * A clove of garlic * A few stray pet hairs (to add protection for your pets) * A cobweb from your walls * A few leaves from one of the trees in your yard * Old nails * Straight pins * Small bits of broken glass or a few colored marbles * A small pebble or rock from the yard * A straw from your household broom * Sea salt or table salt * The stub or drippings from an old pr

My Prefect Woman
My prefect woman: - Simple - Loving - Caring - Not afriad of being herself - Loves kids - Likes me for me - Loves metal and industrial - Speaks her mind - Doesnt mind getting drunk once and awhile It takes some people their whole life to find that perfect someone. I am glad to say that I have found that someone! She is everything I have ever wanted and way more! She is the only one that makes me smile! And I just cant wait to be with her!! Lacey Cash, I love you so much and you are my prefect woman and I will never let you go and I will do whatever I have to, to keep you happy! Love, Aaron

"saving For A Rainy Day"
"Saving for a rainy day" Does anyone ever forget The ache of being ignored? Can anyone ever forgive? Or do hurts merely get stored In some low interest Savings plan way Til some Dark, drippy Low esteemed day, When festering Worthlessness fears Mature into insecure tears? Sara Holbrook

Tolerance
How much stress can we take? What's Your Stress Level?Calm, Cool and CollectedYou know life can get pretty hectic, but you've found a way to cope without getting too freaked out. Of course you worry sometimes, but you don't lose your head and maintain a good sense of perspective about life. Though you have a lot of responsibilities, you try to take them all seriously, no matter what you have on your plate. Way to find that balance!Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Last Child Support Check
Last Child Support Check Today my baby girl's 18th birthday. I be so glad that this be mylast child support payment to her Momma! Month after month, year after year, all those payments! So I call my baby girl, LaKeesha, to come to my house, and when she get there, I say, "Baby girl, I want you to take this check over to yo momma house and tell her this be the last check she ever be gettin' from me, and I want you to come back and tell me the 'spression on yo mama's face." So, my baby girl take the check over to her momma. I be anxious to hear what she say, and bout the 'spression on her face. Baby girl walk through the door, I say, "Now what yo momma say 'bout that?" She say to tell you that "you ain't my daddy" .... and watch the 'spression on yo face.

The Making Of Pacey~
So many people ask me where I get my inspirations from. I tend to rip into other bloggers because I think that most of their lives is about blogging when I just blog about what my life really is. So in a nutshell, my blogs are inspired by life. If I didn't experience things, I wouldn't have dick to write about. When people tell me what they like about my blogs is usually a couple of things. The biggest being the brutal honesty. Aside from that, its my realistic yet slightly jaded opinion of women, and hopefully, I make people laugh every once and a while. Here are some of the things that made me think hence, write, the way I do. The women in my life I have never had a healthy relationship with a female my entire life. Including my mother. Up until I was 14 I was the apple of her eye mainly because I was just like my Dad. When they split, she couldn't stand me anymore mostly because I was just like my Dad. Funny how that works huh? My first love slept with a friend of m

Frankenhooker
by Franken Henenloter. This film is hillarious! A mad scientist type builds a remote controlled lawn mower for his girlfriend's father. Which his girlfriend ends up being run over and mulched by when demonstrating how it works to her father. Devistated, he saves her head in an estrogen based solution and vows to bring her back to life. But where will he get the extra body parts? Yep, he takes to the streets and aranges a party with a pimp to find the perfect woman. Or the perfect female parts. And while he's talking to the pimp he buys some crack he notices the girls are addicted to. Before the big party, he develps a super crack that will kill the hookers when smoked. It actually makes them so hot and turned on that their bodies blow up in large peices. Which he collects and brings back to his lab. He's got to work fast because a lightening storms brewing that will give him the extra electricity he needs to bring his girlfriend back to life. But he feels bad that he kil

Making You Wettt
The men threw her over a table and her panties were pulled down. One man captured Sheila’s pussy. He bit her clit and she screamed. He licked it back and forth sending her juices gushing out of her creamy cunt. He pulled her pussy lips wide apart as he pushed his tongue straight into her love hole. She moaned as this attack on her pussy began to arouse her. He pulled his tongue out and pushed his fingers into her now sopping cunt. He pushed the fingers deeper and deeper making her squirm and moan. Suddenly he pushed his entire hand into her cunt and began pumping her up and down. She screamed with pain and excitement as someone pulled on her erect nipples making her beg to be fucked. She screamed"Oh please fuck me. Oh I need it. The bitch is asking for it said Randy. Give it to her Marty u asshole. Drill your dick into her until she passes out. Marty the one licking Sheila’s cunt came over her and pushed his thick cock straight into Sheila’s pussy. Sheila shrieked as he slid all the

The Health Benefits Of Sex
THE HEALTH BENEFITS OF SEX Sex Ed 101 Articles THE HEALTH BENEFITS OF SEX By Al Link Lose weight. Reduce stress. Lower your cholesterol level. Improve your circulation. Live longer. Stay younger. Sounds like an ad for a new wonder drug right? In fact it’s a partial list of the benefits of humanity’s oldest and most pleasurable pastime - sex. Most of us are aware of the feel-good benefits of sex while we’re engaged in it, but do you also know that there are benefits which carry on after the sweaty bodies have dried and the sweet talk has reverted to sports? For instance: Maintaining Ideal Body Weight There are 3500 calories in a pound of fat. For every 3500 calories you burn (that you do not replace with food!) you will lose one pound of fat. Sexual intercourse burns approximately 150 calories per half hour. Here’s how that stacks up against some other activities that may be part of your fitness regime: yoga - 114 calories per half hour, dancing - 129, walking 3mph - 15

Spin The Bottle Style
The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE BOTTLE YEARBOOK STYLE" 1. I would wrap my arms around you 2. I would kiss you on the cheek 3. I would kiss you on your forehead 4. I would just give you a hug 5. I would kiss you on the lips 6. I would make out with you 7. I want to go out with you 8. I would sleep with you 9. I would do it all with you 10. It depends on who the bottle lands on 11. I will fuck the shit out of you & I would wrap my arms around you

Men! Good Or Bad!
Why are all the good ones so far away? Or are already married or with someone or about to propose! I know that there are good ones out there that are here locally but most just out to get something and leave! Tell me in the comment below! Why you would be good for me and why you would wanna be my 3rd man I have ever been with! Also just cause we may hook up dont mean you will get any play till I can trust you wont screw me over! Be Honest I can spot BullShit at a 1000 meters away!I am fluent with Remington AR 15 and Winchester Shotguns and my Remington bolt action 30-06 so come now one and ye all and tell me why you should be number 3!!!!!!!!! Natalie Raye Talison taliraye

Photographer
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat." After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't

Not So Old Poem
Metamorphous You caught me. I dont know how, I was running so fast. You pulled me in. You must be strong- all I did was push. You held me close. And somehow my body responded to the touch, I was so afraid of. The kiss- I thought would burn my kiss The words- I swore would make me cry. You caught me. Thank You. For so long it seemed like I was trapped- Someplace between here and where I belonged Suffocating in open air- I didnt want to breathe I didnt want to leave.. I found comfort- In the constant sadness You freed me. I dont know how, I thought I was lost. You gave me life. You must be strong- I just wanted to close my eyes You touched my skin- And somehow my bo

Slow It Down
Got a ct scan wednesday and found that there are also spots in my lung and chest and liver. I thought my liver would have been pickled from beer but I guess cancer also likes beer. Today I got tatooed for radiation and start it on monday. Dr;s figure the best they can do now is try to alleviate the pain and slow it down some. They're talking chemo after radiation. I asked doc today what he thought my prognosis was and he said at the rate that it's spread probably months. I'm going to fight the fight of my life cause damn it, there more beer out there with my name and alot of living yet to do.

More Bio
Alrighty. As I grow accustomed to this little slice of the universe known as Fuville, I am doing my best not to step on any toes... Strange that, in a place where I have come across more nudity than I ever dreamed was possible to find by accident (This is NOT a complaint at all. Naked people are amongst some of my favorite types of folk), I end up wanting to make sure that I don't seem like a freaking perv. I've been around the 'Net for a good while and I've seen how lonely pervs end up being. For the record I am a kinky person. But the gauge that I use for this is an old saying that friend once taught me... If you want to tickle somebodies ass with a feather, then you're kinky. If you want to use the whole chicken, then you are a pervert. Still, though, I'm taking baby steps here, just to make sure I don't violate understandings and generally accepted systems of behavior. Well that and I have yet to get drunk, break out a digital camera, and end up posting hundreds of pic

Raven's Desire
She fell across her bed in complete exhaustion. Hair wet, her body glistening, the hot shower still evident on her skin. A tiny bead of water runs down her neck below her ear. She closes her eyes, her body responding to sudden temperature change. Her mind drifts, He's there. Someone she has never touched - who had never touched her. Not that way. Her breast responded with every breath. Deeper and deeper she breathed him in. She could feel him over her. His breath so subtle on her hot skin. Cool - exciting. He didn't dare touch her with his hands. He kissed her softly with his moist lips letting his tongue taste her briefly. She wanted him to take her. Take all of her right then. Her heart pounding, the blood coursing through her veins was hot with desire. He gently held her by her wrists and whispered, 'Relax, keep them closed, I've only begun', she exhaled, Please, her body tingling with excitement and anticipation of his next adventure. He slid his arms under her thig

When Two Souls Meet..
NuttinButtSexxy When two souls, which have sought each other for, however long in the throng, have finally found each other ...a union, fiery and pure as they themselves are... begins on earth and continues forever in heaven. This union is love, true love,... a religion, which deifies the loved one, whose life comes from devotion and passion, and for which the greatest sacrifices are the sweetest delights. This is the love which you inspire in me... Your soul is made to love with the purity and passion of angels; but perhaps it can only love another angel, in which case I must tremble with apprehension.

Sts-121 Atlantis Is Plagued With More Problems.
While engineers continue to move forward with preparations for the installation of replacement external LH2 Feed-through connector hardware on Tank-125, another issue may overlap the tank repair schedule. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton 1-4-08 The problem relates to the ATVC (Ascent Thrust Vector Control) - specific to the commanding of the Right Solid Rocket Booster (SRB) Rock Actuator. The unit will be replaced over the weekend, although documentation shows Sunday as the deadline for replacing the unit, in order to make the February 2 launch date target for STS-122. Each SRB has two hydraulic gimbal servoactuators: one for rock and one for tilt. The servoactuators provide the force and control to gimbal the nozzle for thrust vector control. (Steering) The space shuttle ascent thrust vector control (ATVC) portion of the flight control system directs t

Just Something From The Heart
Whispers so soft and tender, For you i will always surrender, skin so soft that even silk is rough, With eyes so brilliant i can never get enough, I was a proud warrior of steel, Now i melt like butter at your will, Upon my knee i shall wait, Fore someday you will take me as your mate.

Twilight
beauty blooms in blistered twilight as the night drops like a thief her velveteen tongue paints "l o v e" upon my pallet and caramel lips play coquettish games upon my own hair soft like moonlight as my fingers saunter over each follicle like a retro pimp her mouse hands roam my body, hungry for a spark but we need no light; cupids arrow our candle wick dancing our smitten silhouettes upon scarlet walls the sun breaches night's virginity and the Fahrenheit descends; her head heavy on my heaving chest as we bathe in morning's sweet ambiance

Intoxication News Update Gotta Come Hang With Us Tonight For The Party For Dj Kaijaw Is Moving And Wont Be On For A Good While
THE FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE COME SEE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE COME SEE THEM RIGHT NOW I'LL BE MOVING MONDAY TO PA. SO COME HANG WITH ME AND PARTY I'M MAKING ROUNDS TO EVERYONE I KNOW SO SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS THANKS AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL ALWAYS... INTOXICATIONS LUCKY MEMBER 69 "ROCKDRAGON" INTOXICATION LOCAL "ANGEL EYES" INTOXICATION LOCAL "DJ SEXY EYES" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ SEX KITTEN" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "dog 5-O BULLDOG" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ RAGE" INTOXICATION WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT SO HERE IS SOME HINTS .........SEX......... ....GREAT TIMES..... .....PARTIES........ AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE GREAT!

Future Teacher: A Poem
A poem I wrote for my Education Course: I COULD BE A TEACHER I will be who I want to be I will think what I want to think I will learn what I want to learn I will go where I've always wanted to go I will smile when I feel like smiling I will frown when that smile is turned upside down I will dream the biggest dream And I will hope for the smallest thing I will teach because teaching is my small hope, And my biggest dream, It turns my frown upside down, It's the place I want to go To learn and think about the person I will be. Many individuals in my life have judged me, In ways that were nice or cut like a knife. Either way this is only a small part of me, For I am more than a few small words. So this is how some may describe me other wards… She is: A girl or woman Tall and sometimes small Wide with pride Smart, but shops at Wal-Mart Poor but certainly not a bore Mature and pure Loud and proud Charming like a butterfly, But can sting like a bee Sar

Minnie Me Gonna Say I Do?
I love you, not for what you are, but what I am, when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but what you are making of me. I love you for the part of me that you bring out. I love you for putting your hand into my heaped up heart and passing over all the frivolous and weak things that you cannot help seeing there, and for drawing out into the light all the beautiful and radiant things that no one else has looked quite far enough to find... I love you because you have done more than any creed could have done to make me good, and more than any fate could have done to make me happy. You have done it without a touch, without a word, without a sign. You have done it by being yourself. Perhaps that is what being a friend means after all. by Roy Croft

Awesome Friend12
Special Pimp Out!!! Special Thanks to my friends who worked so hard to help me try to win my first contest!!! Plz Rate/Add/Fan/Crush/Comment My AWESOME friends!!! 'Gunner *Indy Wrestler*' @ fubar

New Years Eve 1999
DJ Muzik-AL : New Years Eve 1999 The House/Trance set I played on New Years Eve 1999 A 41min demo from the full 74min house/trance set. http://www.esnips.com/doc/b2b83cc7-fe97-4fcf-bd1b-c150c0bf4fc8/DJ-Muzik-AL---New-Years-Eve-1999_128

Happy Birthday To Me
Well I went out last night with a few friends and I had a real nice time chilling and drinking. Conversation was deffinately interesting and funny. And well the rest is..... memorable. Fun fun fun. P.S. I love that chocolate cake! xoxo

Prose???
Speak I from experience - so listen well Man can do nothing but lose at love He was forever meant to be alone- a hand without a glove- TRUE love....'Twas not meant for thee in this you shant deny You've knowledge of how it runs from you Your wishes it pleases to defy It takes you in it's bogus grasp and when you thing that you may win It makes a mockery of your life casts you out in the cold again. It seduces and tricks you - makes you unwary - Transforms weathered leather into lace It leads you on - and just when you fall... "Sweet" love blows up in your face Love surely is a Devil - simple but true Your heart it craves to control He battles within you....constantly working.... 'Til he finally overpowers your soul. From that day forth - once the Devil is in power There is no hope of escape Your heart the Devil will devour Your mind and body 'twill rape. It'll leave you weary - beaten down And just when you think that it's through... He'll sharpen his battl

My Stupid Username
I've grown to absolutely hate my username. I always knew it was shit but couldn't be bothered to give it any real thought. Trouble is, if I change it I'll probably have to make a new salute. *Not worthy of a blog but I've said it now so there*

7 Jan 2008
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, January 7: You're acutely aware that you're broke. This, however, doesn't stop you from getting sucked into another online J. Crew sale and doing some major damage. You're hopeless.

So Far In 2008
Well, since last tuesday... I've spent almost every day at Adam's... Which has been amazing. I love getting to see him, and hang out with him, and spend time with him. Yesterday, though, I kinda started realizing, like all things, there are certain things I'm going to have to get used to, and things I'm going to have to adjust to. We kinda had, not an arguement at all, just a... "situation", i suppose. I've started learning to just "talk" about whatever is bothering me, rather than freaking out over nothing... SO, we talked about it, and god knows I hope things are, fixed, understood, and done. which, I think it is... so, no sense in going on about it... but, I find it awesome how him and i were able to just kinda, sit and talk about it all (cuz, well, dennis and i used to just yell and fight... and, well, same with most men I've dated) So, i've started to realize, I can never replace Adam. Like, he is so freaking amazing. The things he says, does... the way he makes me feel...

The Beat
The sound of your breath your beating heart against my ear The warmthof your body against mine,hearing your beating heart and the feel of your breath against my neck Warmth,love,laughter,Joy and a heartfeltbody. My hand in yours and your hand in mine. A love A bond that we share!

Mumms About Eating Pussy
I am seeing more and more mumms about eating pussy. Most are from men, wanting to know what technique is best and they seem clueless. Fucking guys need to learn how to properly eat pussy! It really isn't that difficult as long as you pay attention to detail. Learn the pussy...be the pussy...EAT THE PUSSY!

Djkrockhard Profile Was Deleted By Me!!
hello all..I am back! just using this profile !! Deleted the DJKROCKHARD profile...didnt have time for 2 profiles lol... check out my new pixs 2007/2008!! leave comments and much more.. love you! DJK ps add me on yahoo id is DJKRIS2FUR plus I am on adultspace..just message for link!

Southern Sex Symbols
The newest Group of hotties is here... The "SOUTHERN SEX SYMBOLS"... Open to both Cowboys and Cowgirls... To apply go to the "Southern Sex Symbols Group" page and read the blog "how to apply" Southern Sex Symbols Group@ fubar

Face The Fear
Face The Fear Pain still remains, redirect this change, release all the rage, that's in me. My mind screams to me, useless memories, brings me to my knees, no release. Death was only a vision, away, the only direction I knew, A path forever winding down, sanity find me somehow. So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? I feel the earth turning beneath my feet While the clouds seem to spin above my head So here we are to face the fear, Divided minds could never see so clear. Could dreams portray the true side, before the stars surrender to light? Pain still remains! Darkness gathers, strength infecting me. Emptiness controls my every need. Distant memories are all I see, Spirals downward, drowning endlessly I hold on tightly, I'm so afraid And to let go would be my last mistake. I Close my eyes and take deep breaths. Forever changing the story told, the inner

Death
Christian One of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse. Death rides a pale horse in the apocalyptic Book of Revelations, a narrative by John of Patmos that is either a description of the end of the world or a brilliant allegory of the trials a Christian must face in this corrupt sphere. The personification of mortality has traditionally acquired a skeletal figure, a black robe, and a scythe, a sickle, or a trident for harvesting the dying.

Erinyes (furies)
Greek/Roman The vengeful "daughters of the night" who came into being when Kronos castrated his father and spilled the blood on Mother Earth (Gaia). They pursue evil-doers on earth and oversee their punishment in the underworld. They are three in number: Allekto ("she who is relentless"), Teisiphone ("she who avenges murder"), and Megaira ("she who is resentful"). The three of them run in a pack. Their gang colors include serpent headdresses. Patricides and matricides, especially, have much to fear of this trio: they wave torches and do not cease pursuit until they have run the sinner down.

Real Old Skool "g"
BEING IN THE GAME DOES'NT MAKE YOU A" G"! BEING OLD DOES'NT MAKE YOU "OLD SKOOL"! ITS THE EXPERENCES WHILE IN THE GAME THAT MAKES YOU A "G" AND HOW YOU USE THAT IN YOUR LIFE AS A TOOL TO BETTER YOUR LIFE! AS YOU GET OLDER UTILIZING THESE TOOLS OF THE GAME BEING ABILE TO INCOALCATE THESE EXSPERENCES IMPROVIZING AT TIMES WHEN NEEDED,THAT MAKES YOU A "OLD SKOOL G"!

I Don't Get It
My friend Richie is on the rocks with his wife but they won't leave each other because he says they are afraid of being alone. That puzzled me. After much thought, it has come to me that the reason I don't mind being alone is that I don't 'get' what other people get from being in a relationship. I really don't. I think some people go into relationships to feel whole. Because they think there has to be someone there to make up what they don't have. Sometimes because they don't have faith in themselves. Sometimes simply as an excuse to not have to be responsible for themselves. I am already whole. I don't ask any one person's permission to exist in this life and I don't expect anyone to ask mine. Whether we want to realize it or not we are all whole, divine, here for a reason and that reason has nothing to do with any other human alive. I think that is why I don't 'get' what other people get from being in a relationship When I look back at my relationships I see huge expanses of wa

Primary Comebacks Ignite Us Race
Primary comebacks ignite US race Mrs Clinton had trailed in opinion polls going into the vote Clinton's speech The US presidential race has been left wide open after Hillary Clinton and John McCain both rebounded to win victories in the New Hampshire primary. It appeared that Mrs Clinton's campaign benefited from a surge among women voters, while fewer young voters turned out for Democratic rival Barack Obama. John McCain appealed to New Hampshire's independent voters but his victory leaves no clear Republican frontrunner. Attention will now focus on Michigan, Nevada, South Carolina and Florida. Candidates are aiming to build momentum before more than 20 states hold polls on 5 February, known as Super Tuesday. Extraordinary moment Democratic Senator Hillary Clinton's victory defied pundits and pollsters alike. Correspondents say the result leaves Mrs Clinton and Barack Obama essentially tied. KEY DATES AHEAD 15 Jan: Michigan primary 19 Jan:

Checking Out
i never ask anything from anyone even on here i dont however iam fucking tire of people checking me out and going thu my pics and not rateing them i hacve seen 5 people so far on here that jsut go thu my pics and not rate them if you dont want to rate me thats fine i dont give a fuck but dont look thu my fucking pics and not rate them if you do i will block you and if ur pissed off of this i could care less people say they are not the same as everyone else prove it back ur shit up and dont just talk abount it seem like alot of people seem to just run there mouths alot and i can name like abount 20 people that are very close and i can name some off the bat

When You Became My Wife
Verse 1 You were dressed in black lace, a smile on your face, as you watched me walk through the door, A bottle of white wine on the stand, two glasses in your hand, as I made my way across the floor, No words were required, just actions desired, so we performed each one to a tee, When this all began, you were just a friend, but over time you became so much more to me, Verse 2 It's a rule of thumb, that the body goes numb, as love executes the chase, But baby how i feel, this loves as real, as our very first embrace, Eleven years have passed, love outlasts the sorrow, and I can see us remeniscin on eleven more years, in the mirrors of tomorrow CHORUS: You became my lover, the keeper of my soul / you found what was empty, filled it -n- made me whole / the constructor of my happiness, a foundation for my life / you became all these things when you became my wife. ---Robert Markle---

Meditation For January 10
I will pray only for strength and that God's will be done. I will use God's unlimited store of strength for my needs. I will seek God's will for me. I will strive for consciousness of God's presence, for He is the light of the world. I have become a pilgrim, who needs only marching orders and strength and guidance for this day.

My Job
I've been at my current job for a printing shop. Lately I had an offer either have another RAISE or go for FUll TIME. The raise isn't going to do me anything but put more money in my pocket without knowing when I'll be called in for another job to work on. Or I could go with full time and have benefits with paid vacations and dental plan etc. Crazy how a person has to choose like a life or death situation. Taking it blind foldedly I'm goin for the full time. I need the raise but not that bad since I recently had a raise in November last year. I love the fact that my boss has enoguh trust in me to run the jobs that need to be done if they're not there and I'll be the person to go to. There's a few ppl at my job that think they should get a raise or full time but yet they talk on their phone and don't get much of anything done or would rather B*tch all day about something being broke and they can't do the job. CHA_CHING!

One Of These Days
I'm reading more and dusting less. I'm sitting in the yard and admiring the view without fussing about the weeds in the garden. I'm spending more time with my family and friends and less time working. Whenever possible, life should be a pattern of experiences to savor, not to endure. I'm trying to recognize these moments now and cherish them. I'm not "saving" anything; we use our good china and crystal for every special event such as losing a pound, getting the sink unstopped, or the first Amaryllis blossom. I wear my good blazer to the market. My theory is if I look prosperous, I can shell out $28.49 for one small bag of groceries. I'm not saving my good perfume for special parties, but wearing it for clerks in the hardware store and tellers at the bank. "Someday" and "one of these days" are losing their grip on my vocabulary. If it's worth seeing or hearing or doing, I want to see and hear and do it now I'm not sure what others would've done had they known they wouldn

Meditation For January 11
I will say thank you to God for everything, even the seeming trials and worries. I will strive to be grateful and humble. My whole attitude toward the Higher Power will be one of gratitude. I will be glad for the things I have received. I will pass on what God reveals to me. I believe that more truths will flow in, as I go along in the new way of life.

Death
JOSEPH B. 'JOE' VENEZIA March 26, 1939-Jan. 9, 2008 SELMA -- Joseph B. "Joe" Venezia, 68, of 30 Starfield Lane in Selma, died Wednesday at Wayne Memorial Hospital. Born in Teaneck N.J., Joe was the son of the late Benjamin and Jean Rizzo Venezia. He was a member of St. Luke United Methodist Church and the Wayne Masonic Lodge #112. He was retired after 22 years from the U.S. Air Force and 25 years with the Federal Service, where he was a Construction Management Engineer. Funeral services will be held Friday at 7 p.m. at Shumate-Faulk Funeral Home Chapel with the family remaining for visitation afterwards. A graveside service will be held Saturday at 2 p.m. at Wayne Memorial Park with full military honors. Mr. Venezia is survived by his wife, Cheryl C. Venezia; five children, Joe B. Venezia Jr. of Goose Creek, S.C., Jerry C. Venezia of Zebulon, N.C., Jeffrey F. Venezia of Lexington, S.C., Valeria Barron of Franklinton, N.C., Woody Tew of Clinton, N.C.; seven grandchildren

East Meets West
East Meets West THIS CD IS A MIX I PUT TOGETHER WITH THE IDEA OF SELLING IT TO CORNER SHOPS & EASTERN TAKEAWAYS. IT'S A MIX OF BHANGRA, PUNJABI AND BOLLYWOOD HINGED WITH WESTERN FLAVA'S. This is a 39min condensed version of the full 74min mix. For full tracklisting goto www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com/eastmeetswest http://www.esnips.com/doc/83956b7c-31c5-45ba-92af-8ace1c4ff9b5/East-Meets-West-mixed-by-DJ-Muzik-AL

Ikaruga
If you suck at video games, don't bother reading this review because this game is hard and I don't want whining retards who can't pass the first level bitching to me about it. When I say this game is hard, I mean hard like nipples-on-a-blind-lesbian-in-a-fish-market hard. Ikaruga is one of those games that comes along, kicks incomprehensible amounts of ass, but nobody notices because everyone's too busy playing dog shit football games. I don't get it: they re-package the same shitty football games every year, update a few stats, call it a new game and millions of suckers keep buying them. What's the point? Why not just go outside and play real football instead? Or even better yet, get bent. Nobody likes football. Or Tekken for that matter. Man I can't stand Tekken. It's one of the dumbest, slowest, and relentlessly boring fighters I've ever had the misfortune of playing. Wow, great design assholes. Was Lampshade man already taken? I wouldn't even mind so much if the controls

Meanest Mom? We Need More Parents Like Her!
updated 7:52 p.m. ET Jan. 9, 2008 DES MOINES, Iowa - Jane Hambleton has dubbed herself the "meanest mom on the planet." After finding alcohol in her son's car, she decided to sell the car and share her 19-year-old's misdeed with everyone — by placing an ad in the local newspaper. The ad reads: "OLDS 1999 Intrigue. Totally uncool parents who obviously don't love teenage son, selling his car. Only driven for three weeks before snoopy mom who needs to get a life found booze under front seat. $3,700/offer. Call meanest mom on the planet." Hambleton has heard from people besides interested buyers since recently placing the ad in The Des Moines Register. The 48-year-old from Fort Dodge says she has fielded more than 70 telephone calls from emergency room technicians, nurses, school counselors and even a Georgia man who wanted to congratulate her. "The ad cost a fortune, but you know what? I'm telling people what happened here," Hambleton says. "I'm not just gonna put the car fo

Just Once Huh?
*sigh* I dont know why....why people cant just let U do something or have something for urself for once. Its sad really, are u that starved for attention? Are u that envious? *shakes head* its gettin annoying really, come up with or own ideas or let someone enjoy something for once instead of always having to have the attention. Why bother *shakes head*

Wanna Play?
YOU WANNA PLAY??? I AM NOT A LIAR YOU BOTH NEED TO GET A LIFE AND TAKE IT DOWN THE ROAD! GROW UP AND QUIT ACTING LIKE LITTLE BITTY CHILDREN THIS IS A DAMN CHAT SITE THATS ALL IT IS MAYBE ONE DAY YOULL FIGURE IT OUT TIL THEN TAKE YOUR SNIVLING SOMEWHERE ELSE! IM SURE THEY HAVE A HOME FOR YOU SOMEWHERES LORD KNOWS WHERE THOUGH SINCE NEITHER ONE OF YOU SEEM TO FIT IN ANYWHERE! YES NO NAMES NEEDED IF YOU THINK IM TALKING ABOUT YOU THEN MAYBE YOU NEED TO TAKE HEED I AM NOT ALONE IN THIS ALOT OTHERS ACTUALLY KNOW THERE IS LIFE OUTSIDE FUBAR! TRY IT YOU MIGHT LIKE IT.

I Just Don't Get It
I am tired of being reported for NSFW Content!! Someone on my friends list is a BIG TIME ass-muncher and should do me a favor, by deleting themselves from my friends list! I could care less and you surely won't be missed should you remove me as a friend and so on, you're a headache and are you at work when you report me for NSFW Content??? I am not directing anything at those that are on my friends list, this is for the piece of crap that keeps reporting me every fuckin time I post a pic that is NSFW!!! NSFW??? Why the fuck would you be on this site, fully knowing you are on an ADULT BASED WEBSITE in the first place and 2nd, don't you get paid to work??? A lot of people have NSFW Content on their folders, do you have nothing else better to do than to give them the same headache you give me every time you report me for posting something that you feel is not suitable for your eyes, if you don't like what any of us have on our pages, there is a button that will close out the page you're

Another Random
Well its my day off from work and i got nothing plan but a whole lot of sitting around and going to work out. That is all i ever do if im not working . I hardley go out due to the fqact i ahve no friends here. Im also needing to get on the ball and finish my school, i just need to do some emailing and then sign up for the one class. IM going to try and do it at the School that is down the street. Well im still heart broken over Katie and i don't know if i can rebound from this one. I ahve been in a couple relationship that have went sour, but nothing as hard as this one. But what can i do about, what's done is done.

Walk Lightly
You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine

There Is No I In Team
A Basketball Team Gangbang by pussylove69© Anne was the waitress in the pub that they local basketball team regular visited after each match. Anne was 37 and quite a sexy woman. She had black, curled hair cut at her neck and green eyes that gave her the look of a wild cat. Her body was still quite slim, but not thin to the bone at all. She had all the sexy curves at the right places. A fine, nice piece of arse and attractively shaped medium sized breasts, that where still quite firm and the bit of sagging made them even sexier. She was a single woman and always in a good and funny mood. She never objected when one of the young guys from the team slapped her bum or something else. The team consisted of ten players and all boys where between 18 and 20 – an age where guys were typically horny all day – and so were the team boys. They all were sportive and athletic. Anne loved the sight of their body. In a good mood she had promised the team to take a shower with them after the m

You Dont Know
you dont know what you mean to me you dont know that your the air i breath you dont know what i see all the beauty you've given to me you dont feel how my heart beats when you stand next to me you dont know when i look into your soul i can feel all the warmth inside you dont know that the look in your eyes makes me feel so alive you dont know how your laughter fills me with joy so deep inside you dont see all the things i see undunno

Lifes Challenges
YET ANOTHER CHALLENGE WELL EVERYONE HERE IS YET ANOTHER BLOG ON MY LIFE. AS YOU ALL KNOW I LOST MY BABY AND HAD SUGERY DECEMBER 14TH. NOW AS A RESULT OF THAT SURGERY I AM GUESSIN I DEVELOPED A BLOOD CLOT THAT TRAVELED TO MY BRAIN AND MADE ME HAVE A STROKE. AS U ALL MAY KNOW A STROKE EITHER KILLS U OR LEAVES U PARALIZED ON EITHER ONE OR BOTH SIDES OF YOUR BODY. FOR ME THANKFULLY IT IS MY LEFT SIDE ONLY WHICH MEANS OH YES I AM TYPING WITH MY RIGHT HAND ONLY IT SUCKS BUT IM DOIN IT. SO YEAH I AM CURRENTLY AT HOME ONLY AND DISABLED. THANKS TO ALL OF MY FAMILY THAT ARE HELPING ME IN MY RECOVERY AND TO MY BESTEST WHITE BOY KRISTIAN WHOM I LOVE DEARLY THAT MAKE ME REALIZE MY LIFE IS VALUABLE AND SO IS MY PRESENCE. I WILL POST MORE LATER AND LET U ALL KNOW HOW THERAPY AND PROGRESS IS GOING. IF YOU READ THIS TEXT ME TO MY CELL IF U HAVE MY NUMBER AND OR YAHOO ME. ITS EASIER WHEN I CAN ANSWER U ON THERE. HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE. LOVE ALWAYS ESSY

True Friends?? Sarah Bulletin
are you a true fubar friend? we are all guilty of it... fan rate and add and not even talk to someone again. but would u go asfar as to help out someone u didnt even know? i got deleted and lost EVERYTHING. emagin how that would make u feel. i had been here over a year. i brought around 40 people to fubar. i was a VIP for most of the time i was here. i turn my computer on and the screen is blank level fresh meat. i had lost everything. i got back on and started a new account. first i started looking for my close friends and then all of a sudden things started to take off and people were rating me left and right. i got people coming and going. boy is it busy! lol.. i couldnt keep up. i ran outta pic rates, profile rates and i cant even ran out of fans now i made to many fans! yes been busy! i forgot how fun it was to be new! mostly everyone talks to you and you meet so many people. then i read a bulletin and someone mentioned they missed the good ole days cuz there wasnt any drama. wel

Just Somethign I Came Up With
(a work of fiction) you know i used to think i was somebody that could be trusted , someone that i could count on . but the other day i caught myself trying to bribe me . now i wonder if i can really trust me . i wonder if i didnt have a secret ajenda all along , some secret plan to sabotage me . i cant pass a mirror without noticing that im looking at me . I mean i used to think iw as someone that i could count on , now im not so sure . one of my friends told me " dont take it so hard , we've always known you were a scumbag " so i had to go to court a while back . i was caught "manipulating" myself in a adult theater . The judge looked at me and said " son, youve got a problem , i suggest you seek professional help " . so i asked if he could reccomend a hooker . he said he "didnt do that type of thing " ..... his secretary does all his scheduling . So it worked out for me , im gettign the family discount . Hey , hey , hey . I know what your thinking , but it isnt incest if you

~*~feelings~*~
Is this normal? I'm not sure I've felt like this before. I mean sure I've gone through the whole he's so cute... Ohh My God! What do I say? You know how your mind is in a million places at once... And then that certain somebody walks in and all the doubts, worries, and complications that were spinning around in your head are totally lost. This isn't right... Or fair... This isn't the girl that I've known for so long... Come on you ask anyone that knows her... And they will flat out tell you... She's harsh... Mean... Ruthless... And that's coming from friends... She's that girl that has been in fist fights with random guys since back before anyone can remember... Well at least that's what all her friends say... To the guys she's that girl that can't handle commitment... That girl that's with any guy just for the attention... All the girlfriends and best friends say that she's that hopeless soul that isn't capable of being loved because she flat out don't know what it is herself.. I

If I Close My Eyes Forever
Baby, I get so scared inside and I don't really understand Is it love that's on my mind or is it fantasy? Heaven is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for you What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy? If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain unchanged? If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same? Sometimes it's hard to hold on, so hard to hold on to my dreams It isn't always what it seems when you're face to face with me You're like a dagger, and stick me in the heart And taste the blood from my blade And when we sleep, would you shelter me in your warm and darkend grave? If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain unchanged? If I close my eyes forever, will it all remain the same? Will you ever take me? No I just can't take the pain Would you ever trust me? No I'll never feel the same I know I've been so hard on you; I know I've told you lies If I could have just one more wish, I'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyes If I

The Talking Asshole
Did I ever tell you about the man who taught his asshole to talk? His whole abdomen would move up and down, you dig, farting out the words. It was unlike anything I ever heard. This "ass-talk" had a sort of gut frequency. It hit you right down there like you gotta go. You know when the old colon gives you the elbow and it feels sorta cold inside, and you know all you hafta do is "turn loose"? Well, this talking hit you right down there. A bubbly, thick, stagnant sound. A sound you could smell. This man worked for a carnival, you dig, and tos tart with, it was like a novelty ventriloquist act. Real funny, too, at first. He had a number he called "The Better Oh", that was a scream, I tell you. I forget most of it, but it was clever, like, "Oh, I say, are you still down there, old thing? 'Nah, I had to go relieve myself!'" After a while, the ass started talking on its own. He would go in without anything prepared and his ass would ad-lib, and toss the gags back at him every time. Then

Help A Friend
THIS MAN IS AMAZING HE IS ALWAYS LENDING A HAND TO HELP EVERYONE HE CAN LEVEL. NOW ITS TIME TO RETURN THE LOVE. MIKEY NEEDS 50K FOR A HAPPY HOUR!! PLEASE COME HELP HIM OUT HE ALWAYS RETURNS THE LOVE. REPOST REPOST REPOST REPOST REPOST IF ANYONE DESERVES TO HAVE A STICKY ITS THIS MAN.. IF YOU STICKY IT LET ME KNOW PLEASE :)

Marriage And Lonliness
So I just found out that this person Im associated with is getting married. Shes not really a friend...I mean Ive known her for years but we dont talk regularly...anyways...yeah I just found out she is getting married.....anyone want to guess the date?? Its pretty predictable...Feb 14th Im happy for her I guess....I dunno maybe im bitter also. I have had sucky relationships and I guess Im just jealous that she found someone she could love and trust for the rest of her life. Not everyone can be so lucky you know....But then again im only 22 and not looking to settle down like that. I mean I would love to find a decent, honest, fun loving guy to spend some time with but im just not lucky in that department. Its kind of lonely you know...it seems to me lately that im the girl that you guys can sleep with randomly but when it comes to a relationship thats just not happening...HA but you know what?? I continue to subject myself to that..so my unhappiness with my love life is as much m

Mergers
For any of you with money, be aware of anticipated mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in 2008: 1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and R. Grace Co. will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2.) PolyGram Records, Warner Bros., and Zest Crackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4.) Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa. 5.) FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP. 6.) Fairchild Electronics and Honeywell Computers will become: Fairwell Honeychild. 7.) Grey Poupon and Docker Pants are expected to become: PouponPants. 8.) Knotts Berry Farm and the National Organization of Women will become: Knott NOW! And finally.... 9.) Victoria 's Secret and Smith & Wesson will merge under the new name: Titty Titty Bang Bang.

Home For The Weekend
leavin fort myers fl tonight making my way back north to good ol north alabama to enjoy a couple days at home..will be away for the weekend but will return next week.. hope everyone has a great weekend

My Jobs - Part One
I would like to take this time to give you some insight into some of the jobs I've had. Why? I don't know. Maybe because I believe a good laugh would do you good. Or a good groan. Or a combination of the above. Not only am I going to explain certain things that happened at these jobs I've had, I'm also going to let you in on snippets of conversations I've had with co-workers, and with customers. Please, sit back, and enjoy the wonderful Futility of Hell that has become my job experience. I'll start off with when I worked for an amusement park, back in the states. I was part of the crew known as “Early Morning Grounds.” Or, by the more 'politically correct' term: “Sanitation Engineers.” To put this in layman's terms, I was a glorified janitor. Our jobs, as the Early Morning Grounds Crew were as follows: To attach long, miniature firehoses to small water mains, and, with the aid of what was known as a “Puller”, hose the select area of the amusement park we were assigned to

What Do You Do?
Ok how do you be nice to an ex that is accusing you of cheating on him with the guy your with now? Hes pissed bc i left him and found someone else, yes rather quick but still. Makes me mad bc hes accusing me of things that are not true. Makes it worse hes puting this in blogs where his friends can all read it and say bad things about me. I explained it to him and hes just makeing me mader and more pissed off. dont know how to say it to him with out being mean.

For The One I Love
I've been thinking and doing a lot of soul searching the last few days. I'm missing something in my life and I think that now I have found it in him...I have never really taken risks in my life so this will be a big one for me. I fear the unknown. But it's time to put my fears aside and take a leap of faith. I have chosen to be with the man I love with my heart and soul. Remember this is a totally different state, no family, no friends. And I am uprooting my children. For someone who has touched my soul. This change is going to be good. This man is everything to me. I have been waiting for him all my life. I will be there for him when he comes home. I just wanted to put my feelings down and let my friends know that i'm moving. I know this will be the best change in my life.. NORTH CAROLINA here I come.. Can't wait to see you baby!

The Butterfly
The Butterfly A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it had and it could go no further. Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly t

Cowboy Boots
Did you hear about the Texas Teacher who was helping one of her kindergarten students put on his cowboy boots? He asked for help and she could see why. Even with her pulling and him pushing, the little boots still didn't want to go on. Finally, when the second boot was on, she had worked up a sweat. She almost cried when the little boy said, "Teacher, they're on the wrong feet." She looked and sure enough, they were. It wasn't any easier pulling the boots off than it was putting them on. She managed to keep her cool as together they worked to get the boots back on - this time on the right feet. He then announced, "These aren't my boots." She bit her tongue rather than get right in his face and scream, "Why didn't you say so?" like she wanted to. And, once again she struggled to help him pull the ill-fitting boots off his little feet. No sooner they got the boots off and he said, "They're my brother's boots. My Mom made me wear 'em." Now she didn't know if she should l

Defining A Friend
A British publication once offered a prize for the best definition of a friend. Among the thousands of answers received were the following: One who multiplies joys, divides grief, and whose honestly is inviolable. One who understands our silence. A volume of sympathy bound in cloth. A watch that beats true for all time and never runs down. The winning definition, however, was: A friend is the one who comes in when the whole world has gone out. Do these responses define your friends? Or, perhaps more importantly, can your friends describe you in any of these terms? Friendship - having them and being one - is crucial to the quality of life. -Beecher Hunter

One Step At A Time.
The power of a one's virtue should not be measured by his special efforts, but by his ordinary doing. --Blaise Pascal The airplane kit is on the table in front of us. We have the glue, the little wooden pieces, and the instructions. We work for hours putting together each piece, step by step. A dab of glue here, a clamp there, maybe some rubber bands to hold the bigger pieces together. We work slowly, allowing the glue to set overnight, even though we want to see it fly right now. We follow each step in order, even though we think we know how to do it on our own. Patience is the most important asset we bring to this activity--the willingness to allow each step its own time and proper place. After we've done all the careful work and waited till the glue is firm, we take it out for a trial flight. It soars! So do we, when we allow ourselves time to learn each step of the way. What part of my future am I assembling today?

Coverup Catch
This guy had an awful day fishing on the lake, sitting in the blazing sun all day without catching a single one. On his way home, he stopped at the supermarket and ordered four catfish. He told the fish salesman, "Pick four large ones out and throw them at me, will you?" "Why do you want me to throw them at you?" "Because I want to tell my wife that I caught them." "Okay, but I suggest that you take the orange roughy." "But why?" "Because your wife came in earlier today and said that if you came by, I should tell you to take orange roughy. She prefers that for supper tonight."

Martin Luther King Events
A list of events in and around the city commemorating Martin Luther King Jr. Day. This list includes the events we know about. Please contact us 529-6351 with additional events. New Orleans 10 a.m. - City Hall memorial program 10 a.m. – Interfaith Service – Holy Name of Jesus, 6363 St. Charles Ave. 10 a.m. – 4 p.m. – Audubon Park, aquarium open. 11 a.m. - Parade from City Hall to MLK statue on South Claiborne Avenue 12 Noon - March Uptown from Washington and Annunciation to Sixth Baptist Church at Felicity and Chippewa. Pastor is Torin Sanders. Closing ceremony and refreshments served at Church. 2 p.m. – 6 p.m. Free reception, N.O. Martin Luther King Jr. Commemorative Art Exhibit at the N.O. African-American Museum of Art, Culture and History, 1418 Governor Nicholls. 2:30 p.m. Hornets v. Milwaukee special MLK day game

Want Fubucks Check This Out
Hey Hey yall guess what Merci the co-owner of the FireFighters Hall is giving away fubucks for every 100 comments you all drop on Fireman185's contest pic for the hottest bald man on fubar Merci will give you 1000 fubuck so come on now how easy is that....now get your butt's out that and show sum fubar luv for a fellow firefighter...and give him the win he so deserves... The Cowgirl In Pink now be a good fu and click the pic link:) Good Luck Chuck aka FiremNa185 (repost of original by '~THE COWGIRL IN PINK~READ PROFILE FIRST!! RL GF OF PAGANCOWBOY31' on '2008-01-22 05:46:07')

January 22, 2008
OK you all are going to say I have gone crazy maybe I have lol but this is just another twisted Tuesday and all i want is for the family is to show this awesome guy show LOL FAMILY LOVE....He has done alot for the Fubarians and really deserves some love back and who knows which one of you will be on his Godfather list :) Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar Spank him hard

The Interview!
Well, my interview went well! The manager was sic, so someone else talked with me, but after telling her all my experience, she had nothing but good things to say! She sad she had to call the manager and let her know what happened and would put in a good word for me. I have a second interview on Friday, with the actual manager. It looks like I might be getting a job! Thanks to all for your hopes and prayers for me! Love to you all! I'm gonna go back to sleep now!

Drinking Is Good For You
A new study in rats shows that moderate alcohol consumption can improve memory. Clearly humans (and crows) are more complex than rats so I would expect the effect to be more pronounced. Cheers!

Mike Is Dead
Two guys meet up in a bar. The first one asks, "Did your hear the news - Mike is dead??!!!" "Whoah, what the happened to him?" "Well he was on his way over to my house the other day and when he arrived outside the house he didn't brake properly and boom - He hit the curb, the car flipped over and he crashed through the sunroof - Went flying through the air and smashed through my upstairs bedroom window." "What a horrible way to die!" "No no, he survived that, that didn't kill him at all. So, he's landed in my upstairs bedroom and he's all covered in broken glass on the floor. Then, he spots the big old antique wardrobe we have in the room and reaches up for the handle to try to pull himself up. He's just dragging himself up when bang, this massive wardrobe comes crashing down on top of him, crushing him and breaking most of his bones." "What a way to go, that's terrible!" "No no, that didn't kill him -- he survived that. He managed to get the wardrobe off him and craw

If Sex Is Dirty
If sex is dirty and babies come from sex then babies must be dirty. If babies are dirty and babies become adults then adults must be dirty. If adults are dirty and adults live a life then life must be dirty. If life is dirty and God gives life then God must be dirty. If God is dirty and God created sex then a whole lot of people need to take a bath.

Hey You Wanted To Know.......
G E N E R A L ---------------------------------------------------------- Time started: Evening PST Full Name: Angel Eyes Single or Taken: in long distance relationship, used to be married but seperated for a year Birthday: in november Siblings: one sibling/male Shoe size: 12 womens/10 mens Height: 5'7" not sure what that is in metric What are you wearing right now: red stirup pants,thong (black), silk bra (black), red and white long sleeve thin shirt and barefooted Where do you live: California Can you make a pound in change right now? Nope R E L A T I O N S H I P S ----------------------------------------------------------- Who is your closest friend: have a few BFF Do you have a BF or GF?: yes Did you send this to your crushes? should I ? Best place to go for a date?: Best I had was at the beach do you like anyone: a few guys Do they like you? I'm not sure F A V O U R I T E S ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Favorite k

Want A Personalized Romance Novel?
ROMANCE BY YOU KIDS BOOK BY YOU Some titles are: RACING HEARTS ER FEVER WESTERN RENDEZVOUS VAMPIRE KISSES PIRATES OF DESIRE TROPICAL TREASURE MEDIEVAL PASSION LOVE'S NEXT DOOR In Pirates of Desire, the promise of pirate lore kindles the dreams of our strong-willed heroine, Lady Angel Eyes, as she and her best friend Rebel scheme for high seas adventure. But being captured by the notorious pirate captain, Evil Intentions, is as fiery and unforgiving as the seas themselves. Intentions, also known as 'Sea Wolf', is a handsome rogue and Lady Angel ultimately loses her heart to this rugged pirate. Chapter Five ... Angel & Evil - a heated encounter . . . Angel slapped the coin from his outstretched hand, sending it flying into the shrubbery. “We don’t want your blood money!” Evil sighed, his eyes narrowing, then he suddenly reached out and grabbed Angel by her bodice string that, unbeknownst to her, had become untied and hung loosely from her

History Of Valentines Day!
As early as the fourth century B.C., the Romans engaged in an annual young man's rite to passage to the God Lupercus. The names of the teenage women were placed in a box and drawn at random by adolescent men; thus, a man was assigned a woman companion for the duration of the year, after which another lottery was staged. After eight hundred years of this cruel practice, the early church fathers sought to end this practice... They found an answer in Valentine, a bishop who had been martyred some two hundred years earlier. According to church tradition St. Valentine was a priest near Rome in about the year 270 A.D. At that time the Roman Emperor Claudius-II who had issued an edict forbidding marriage. This was around when the heyday of Roman empire had almost come to an end. Lack of quality administrators led to frequent civil strife. Learning declined, taxation increased, and trade slumped to a low, precarious level. And the Gauls, Slavs, Huns, Turks and Mongolians from Northern Euro

Dream Girl...........
To the mystery girl that’s on my mind, to which I’ve only seen in my mind....... Just the thought that you are there, turns my thoughts to dream. I dream of a secret rendezvous, in a dark secluded place. Me in bed and watching you as you slip from silken lace. Your lips are so inviting your skin soft to my touch. Your eyes bright and wanting, and I need you OH so much. As I move you and control you, you know just what to do. With every move a counter move, a bond between we two. But alas I have to clear my mind, for I can not stay there long. Or the real world would be so dull, that I could not go on. With only thoughts of you and not the feel of your beautiful body and the sweet smell of your hair.......

Why Condoms Come In Boxes Of 3, 6, And 12?
Why Condoms Come In Boxes of 3, 6 and 12? A man walks into a drugstore with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad? To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh, I see," replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high school boys, one for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool" says the boy. He notices a 6 pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy, "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12 pack. With a sigh and a tear in his eye, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March ......."

Youtube Expands Mobile Video Service
By MICHAEL LIEDTKE 01.24.08, 6:28 AM ET YouTube is expanding its mobile service to include virtually all of the videos available on its Web site, hoping to widen its sway on pop culture. Beginning Thursday, most people equipped with the latest generation of mobile phones will be able to peruse tens of millions of YouTube videos. YouTube first began showing videos on phones in 2006, but only a few thousand clips had been available until now. Besides opening up its vast video library available on so-called "smart" phones, YouTube also is providing mobile access to many of the same features that have become staples of its Web site. The additional mobile features include the ability to rate videos and share clips with friends. More than 100 million devices worldwide should be able to access the expanded mobile service, YouTube estimated. The handsets must have streaming capability and have a 3G operator. YouTube, which is owned by Google Inc. (nasdaq: GOOG - news - people ),

When Lights Go Out
When the lights dim, and you're laying in my arms. I feel at peace knowing you're dreaming in that little head of yours. You soothe me with your eyes closed shut, and your lips quivering from the words you speak in your head. My sweet little angel, I hope you sleep tight when the lights go out at night. I kiss your head, for a reassuring secure place to sleep and dream away.

Microsoft Exceeds Expectations Again
By JESSICA MINTZ 01.25.08, 2:05 AM ET Popular Videos Ledger: Batman Loses A Star Richard Branson Goes Galactic Davos: Damon's H2O Africa Davos: Notes On Globalization Education Primes Third World Related Quotes GOOG 574.49 + 0.00 GS 198.85 + 0.00 MSFT 33.25 + 0.00 Most Popular Stories A Recession-Proof Corner of the Tech Sector America's Most Lucrative Neighborhoods The Other Green Engine: Diesel? The Secrets of Smart E-Mail Marketing What Bugs Apple Fans SEATTLE - Microsoft Corp. forecast a rosy 2008 - despite broader economic worries - after it blew by Wall Street's expectations for a second consecutive quarter. "We will be impacted just like everybody else," if the U.S. falls into a recession, Chief Financial Officer Chris Liddell said Thursday. "But overall, we feel very optimistic about our second half." Company officials touted rising sales in each of Microsoft (nasdaq: MSFT - news - people )'s business divisions, a slate of importa

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Your (words) to me just a whisper Your face is so (unclear) I try to pay (attention) Your words just (disappear) 'Cause its always (raining) in my head (Forget) all the things I should have said So I speak to you in (riddles) because My words get (in my way). I smoke the whole thing to my head and (feel) it wash away 'cause (i can't take anymore of this,) I want to (come apart.) or (dig myself) a little hole inside your precious (heart) 'Cause its always (raining) in my head (Forget) all the things I should have said (I am nothing) more than a little boy inside That (cries) out for attention yet I always try to (hide) 'Cause I (talk) to you like children, Though I don't know (how I feel) But I know I'll do the (right) thing If the right thing is (revealed) 'Cause its always (raining) in my head (Forget) all the things I should have said

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When the day is long and the night the night is yours alone When youre sure youve had enough of this life well hang on Dont let yourself go everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes Sometimes everything is wrong now its time to sing along When your day is night alone (hold on, hold on) If you feel like letting go (hold on) When you think youve had too much of this life well hang on cause everybody hurts take comfort in your friends Everybody hurts dont throw your hand oh no dont throw your hand If you feel like youre alone no, no, no, you are not alone If youre on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, When you think youve had too much of this life to hang on Well, everybody hurts sometimes, Everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes And everybody hurts sometimes so, hold on, hold on Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on Everybody hurts you are not alone

Ernest Goes To Camp
Ernest Goes to Camp Ernest P. Worrell, America's lanky, lovable know-it-all (played to perfection by comedian "hey Vern! KnowhutImean?" Jim Varney), stars as the hero of this frenetic, sidesplitting comedy. The handyman at Kamp Kikakee, Ernest achieves his greatest ambition and becomes a camp councilor - to a gang of juvenile delinquents from the Midstate Boys Detention Center! Not only must Mr. Advice-for-every-possible-occasion wrangle the wayward youths, but he has to save the camp from the ruthless clutches of a giant mining company, too! Comic pandemonium ensues in the laugh riot of the summer season... or any ol' time! Another oldie but a goodie. I grew up with the slapstick humor of Ernest and besides his goes to jail this is my favorite. The cast is well placed and as a youth i always wanted to go to camp. Never got to, however that probably is a good thing because this movie filled my head with all sorts of little pranks to pull. I also begged for a golf cart fo

The Death Of Hardware
Quentin Hardy 02.11.08, 12:00 AM ET pic On the Run Stagpanic Experience Suspended Animation Complete Contents Why buy computers when you can rent them from Amazon, EMC or Yahoo? Has Jeff Bezos got a bargain for you. Like everyone else, the executives at gossipy real estate Web site Zillow have been anxiously watching housing prices collapse. Hoping to spice up its offerings to a discouraged consumer, Zillow recently recalculated the values on 67 million homes over a 12-year period, a database of figures that took up 4 terabytes of memory. The company figured it would need six months and millions of dollars to make it happen. Instead, Zillow ran the job over the Internet, on 500 computer servers rented from Amazon.com. It took only three weeks and cost less than $50,000. "This is a computer-development playground," says Spencer Rascoff, chief financial officer of 165-employee Zillow. The next revolution in high tech is taking place inside the "cloud" of the Intern

Life....what To Do???
Well life has been somewhat hectic here. well not really hectic, but overwhelming. Galen and I left the restaurant in December and could not find a job where we lived. He ended up going to able body, but anyone that does or has done construction, knows that sometimes the weather impacts your ability to work. I got my job back at ocharleys and due to the drive that I have to make only work Friday nights and sunday doubles. I will most likely stay at my parents house on the weekends to try and save money, but we will see what happens. Needless to say galen and I hit a rough spot in our relationship where we were we constantly fighting about finances and food, but we have been able to work things out and things seem to be going better. Now if I could just get him to be more attentive at home....but that is another blog for another time.

Needles
I lay here in bed and wither away. Sloth has become my way of life. Sweat pours from my body. Oh Christ, what day is it ? Sunglasses hide my raccoon eyes. Long sleeves hide my scarred arms . Yet I still go on with it . Why dont I just take it all away? Should I get help? I will quit tomorrow, its Sunday! Oh jeez, I am starting to shake again. Maybe just once more, one more wont kill me. I have done it so many times anyway. My friends have become afraid of me. Oh well who needs them anyway. All they ever do is mooch of me anyway. Some friends huh? Okay here goes , oh yeah ! As heaven enters my veins. I feel myself as if I am in a dream. People around me acting frantic. My eyes closed and I hear voices. I jump, but unconscious I stay on a table. What the hell? Okay maybe I need help ! NAH, that will be the last time that happens. Here lays rest , ME!! So , I guess I was right all along. Best and last time. Were you hoping for a happ

Re: Rangers 4-0 St Mirren - Yaaaaaaaaasssss :d
RE: Rangers 4-0 St Mirren - YAAAAAAAAASSSSS :D ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: RFCno1Scotty Date: 26 Jan 2008, 20:43 Tell all the Tims you know :)That we're top of the league n their nowe're top of the leaguewe're top of the leaguewe're top of the league n their no :)_________________________________Jean-Claude Darcheville put on a master class in forward play when he inspired Rangers to a comfortable win that consolidates their lead at the top of the SPL.The power and pace of Daniel Cousin may have gone but the speed and invention of Darcheville was entirely prevalent at Ibrox.Ally McCoist had predicted that The Rocket was ready to explode and he was proved right on this performance.He was at the heart of everything Rangers did as they won easily with goals from Chris Burke, Kris Boyd and a double from Stevie Whittaker.St Mirren were first to pose a real threat when they came close to catching Rangers out in nine minutes.Ian Maxwell found space on

The Lost Cherry Scrolls
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more ¡°ME¡± orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10¡¯s and 11¡¯s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9¡¯s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1¡¯s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rati

The Lookout
The Lookout Considering that Joseph Gordon-Levitt was in one of my favorite movies last year (Brick). Then Stephen King named it as 1 of his top 10 movies in his article in Entertainment Weekly. I was looking forward to seeing this bank heist thriller. Well, it wasn't exactly as good as Brick, but still a good movie. The 2nd half is where the movie really kicks it up! Its not exactly the robbery, but what goes on after that is entertaining. All the red herrings and double crosses. And they don't disappoint! And the ending is very satisfying and gives you hope for Gordon-Levitts character Lewis! Unfortunatly its the 1st half that brings this movie down. Its very slow and methodical. And may turn off viewers before they can get to the good parts? Gordon-Levitt shows he knows how to pick off beat and quirky characters that are interesting to watch, and see where they lead you in the coarse of the movie. He does an excellent job of showing all the confusion and anxiety of not knowing who

Come To Me
With sweet words ill make you mine, From now till the end of time, A tender kiss will be the cause of it all, As we stand togethere and watch everything fall, Here we are the king and Queen, There is no one but you and me, So sweet lady i ask upon bended knee, Would you do me the honour and come to me.

Love Is Never Enough
To simply say that I love you could never be enough, you have opened my heart, you have showered me with your love and kisses and have from the very start. each and everyday I awake to see your smiling face, as you lean down to kiss me each morning, and say I love you. you have taken this heart that was so lost and filled it with a feeling that is so right and true. if a person can be planted into another's soul, then i just wish to say that you have reached that goal. no one ever thought we would last my love but look at us now, how perfect we are. our names should be remembered among the stars. I love you more with every passing day, this great love of ours is here to stay. so happy valentines day you dear sweet man, and always remember no one could ever love me quite like you can.

Ladies--beware Of This Guy
This guy it was told to me really "messed" up the mind of a friend of mine recently and I'm not sure if he is a PLAYER or not---but be careful. http://www.fubar.com/user/1267900 His name is badass ---blond hair guy 30 yrs old from Houma, LA badass I really do think alot of you ladies should POST blogs on these guys and call them out...warn each other. Alot of players on here that hurt good people. This goes for the guys too..alot of ladies on here that hurt guys. So be careful.

Be My Valentine? Lol :p~
it's almost valentines day and someone out there wants to be your valentine so repost this even if you are already taken and see who wants to be yours...the first person to message you back saying be mine will be your valentine..come on what do you have to lose

Love Is Enough
LOVE IS ENOUGH Love is enough: though the world be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the skies be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds passed over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter: The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

Kaylee Rides!
heh...I have a new video posted to my site!!! I do so love being on top!! ;) make sure to check it out!! www.kayleekurves.com if you haven't joined yet, NOW is the time! February is my favorite month, for all the lovin and its my birthday month!! feb. 15th even! :) so i plan on putting up *loads* of material! thanks!

Here We Go Again
Viva la hate Will test your fate You see heavens gate The brightness could blind your eyes Yet you despise everything thats here Assume no fear, no regret just yet No more food, you dont need it here If you make past the gate in time your future awaits All the sins and lies That you and many have done I am guilty as well, will i go to hell? Revenge is an evil word, evil demise For now you walk the skies Drums are rolling, like the final countdown No one is to be found around Just standing there As you walk to the gate Their is a man, that tells no lies Repects prayers, wipes the tears From the ones who die and cry He is the only one who knows why Not that anyone wants to or should die Who can judge?, only one man Sticks to the plan, it is his game True to his name For eternity he is the same Watching others put planet earth to shame How could this be?, the damage cannot be fixed as many see

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----------------JULY-------------- Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days

A Muthahfuckin 9
Allright so here is the deal. I had convinced myself that the fubar way of rating people, while I followed it, was not necessary for me and I wouldn't be offended if someone didn't give me 10's. Wrong. I just got a 9 for what I consider to be the best picture I've ever taken. So I shouted at her and said wow, a 9. That just killed the avg on that one. Which it did. It was like 10.30 or something absurd and now it's 10.14. Bam. She said what I would have expected. I rate em as I a seem em (paraphrasing). And I am not gonna lose any sleep over it but it did bother me. SHe was a level 6 and I was thinking ok, your not gonna last long around here hun. But I didnt' say it. So not sure why I am posting this. Guess I am about full disclosure and I definitely was surprised by my reaction. A fuckin 9!!!!! Ok. that's it.

Slave Bells Part 2
“Come in girl.” He spoke with a soft but assured voice. He knew that the time for being gentle with her was over and was time to show her that He has known all along. Known that she has been teasing Him, known that she has in turn wanted Him and His dominance. He was turned away from the door as she entered; He could already smell the fear from her presence. He didn’t need to see how her little knees shook but held her steady frame in place as she closed the door behind her and pressed her back against it, trying to keep as far away from Him as possible. she has not spoken yet, so He allows her to stand there and wait patiently--which she does with unsurprising quietness. He watches the clock as the minute hands ticks by a slow and silent four minutes. As He turns and swivels His chair around to face her, His hands are clasped in His lap and His elbows propped up on the arms of the chair, allowing Him a full view of her. she stands just as He had imagined she would, feet close toget

Slave Bells Part 3
her eyes lifted to His. she could not look away from Him. she willed herself to but even still could not. her breathing was harder, but slower. He could feel her body trying to move away from His touch, but even still with every moment she breathed, He conviction of who she was grew that much stronger. her voice was soft, slightly shaken, “i am trying to get a job at a vet clinic.” “Now My girl, that was not so hard now, was it?” His voice was simple but strong. He liked the sound of “My girl.” “Now tell me, how long have You been a kajira?” she felt the air rush from her lungs, her eyes wide and wild looking into His, her books dropped to the floor and her hands clutched the arms of the chair, ready to push her away from Him in a seconds notice. her lips were parted in disbelief and the green of her eyes flashed brightly. He was slightly surprised at this sudden reaction from her as He felt Himself harden quickly at the sight of the emerald fire that came alive so suddenly. He lik

Loves Touch.....
Loves touch is: Gentle..... The feel of soft silk across your face and body..... Sweet..... Like honey straight from the bee hive untouched..... Strong..... Like re-enforced steel that no man could bend with his own hands..... Controlling..... Someone holding you down and not allowing you to move when you really don't want to be moved..... Energizing..... The feeling of seeing a toddler go and go and go and never burn out as we try to figure out how they do it..... Immasculating..... When a man has lost his man-hood to the likes of a woman and can't handle that loss..... Satisfying..... The emotion of fullness recieved from a beautiful summers day..... Crazy..... As you were when you decided to dye your hair green just to keep up with the latest fads..... Wild..... As going to jail for mooning a cop and flipping him off..... Sexy.....Like a young couples lustful newness when all bets are off and restrictions..... Untouchable..... Like that pricless jewel in the ca

Out Of Darkness Into Light.....
Walking out of the darkens, I see a shadow A shadow of what I was always seeking I am in amasment of this never ending battle Always wanting and never needing Walking into the light things become all to clear All that I've searched for all that I please Entering into a place of beauty and of fear Finally obtaining the untouchable things Walking out of the pain I begin to feel This emotion I've hidden so deep down inside Now I can breath now I can deal So happy so full of joy my spirits begin to rise Walking into love it has finally happened for me Never imaginged this place truelly lived It's the most eroctic the most supreme Open arms, heart & soul I except this gift By Diva. W.

What My Town Is Like
Well let's see where to begin, ah yes here we go. I live in a town where drug dealers roam free. Where certain people who don't mind snitchin can get off a serious fellony. Where drugs are pushed through the schools at an alarming rate but no one cares. There are children yeah I said children at parties smoking pot and getting drunk, 10 to 14 years old all fucked up and then taken for granted by worthless perverts. A town where babys are having babys, and their drug induced parents are paying drug induced freinds to take care of they're kids for you guessed it drugs. Where herpies in elementary school is not a lie neither is pregnancy in middle school. What the fuck is going on. Doesn't anybody have pride or self control any more? I ask this because there are too many children out there suffering in other places worse than this and I just sit back and watch as a small town is slowly becomming unhinged by coruption of all sorts....the main one is the corruption of innocence. I'm getting

Ponderings ....
I haven't done one of these in a while and I'm just in that kind of mood today, so here we go! Can you get a Black Belt in the Culinary Arts? Who would you call if your house was infested by trouser snakes? Is it possible to actually die of boredom? When you say "what's the worst that can happen?", why do you always immediately find out? If your in the desert on a horse with no name, how do you get his attention? Who would actually eat peas porridge that has been in the bowl for nine days? (ewwwww)

The Fubar Lifestyle
Lately I've spent a lot of time watching and rating the mumms. At first I thought they were fun and thought they might add some points although I can't figure them out in that regard. One thing I have learned though is that there are an extremely large group of people over the age of 21 and up to as old as 50 something who have the maturity of high school kids. What makes it worse is that they probably aren't quite as smart. I don't hold lack of education against anyone, everyone has different opportunities. I do have a problem with people who are mean or inclined to put down everyone they contact. I don't see where it accomplishes a single thing. Could it be something that makes them feel like the badest person on the block? Maybe. Wonder how bad they'd be if they were presented the same opportunity and not have a computer to hide behind.

Great People
Lately I've done some complaining about some of the people I've run into while going through fubar. After my last gripe it dawned on me that there are a hell of a lot more good people here than there are jerks. I came back this time because a friend asked me to join her. I haven't seen her since early on, I assume she's having fun but I've had contact with some old friends and made new. Those of you who I've contacted I want you to know that I really enjoy and appreciate your friendship.

Who The Hell Are You Anyway
We know how to do it. It's not about dying, it's about finding something, to dilute the pain in the heart, the pain of the crack in the soul. Ignorance is bliss is it not? Good for you that life is so wonderful it makes it easy for you to judge me.

2006 Editor's Choice Award Poem
THEY ARE THE SAME POEM JUST DON'T REMEMBER WHICH VERSION GOT THE AWARD. Torn Torn from mist the lines of mere existance. Tore between the right and wrong. Tore straight down to the very core of life. A tug of war tearing you more and more apart. Tug of war for side to be taken bewteen friends. Ripped,battered, torn, lost and confused is how I stand before you. HeatherJ Mcvey Torn Torn from mist the lines of mere existance. Tore between the right and wrong. Tore straight down to the very core of life. A tug of war for mere sides bewteen friends. Ripped, battered, torn I stand before you. Fighting for just a moment to be un torn Heather J McVey Copyright ©2008 Heather J McVey

If You Have...
squiggles, phucked up letters or other bric a brac detritus in your S/N you need to be shot, ESP if youre older. What the PHUCK is UP with this BULLSCHIT annoying CRAP you STUPID PHUCKS DO with the alphabet on here? TOTALLY gay and phukcing ANNOYING.

Doctors Visits
Last nite mike came in to tell me he was going to his girlfriends house . told me he'd be home early as he had class this morning .. and left the room with the intent of leaving .. within a min I hear Crash .. bang . .. i go running out there not knowing what to think and ther's mike out cold on the kitchen floor ....his father is yelling at me freakinout like the fool he is . "I knew it he's doin drugs .. I just knew it " and all those other color things .. I get mike to sit up . .and hold onto the chair as i run in and get my clothes on .. I was in my pj's .. and his father comes in yelling at me again to have him tested for drugs . and sayin he's a waste case .. *blah blah blah * I told him to STFU and get outta my way .. im taking him to the hospital ....the hospital is usually about 25 mins from us . I made it in 11 mins .. yeah i drove just a lil over the speed limit .. gotta love my lil car .. they took mike right in .. did a Ekg .. EEG .. blood work .. Ct scan .. all the tests

Pick Up Lines ( Funny )
Lines to pick up regular chicks Your parents must be retarded, because you're special You must be high jumper, because you make my bar rise Your name must be Windex, because I can see myself in you Your name must be Visa, because your body is everywhere I want to be Your daddy must have been a terrorist, because you are the bomb! You're the one I've been saving this seat for Nice legs...what time do they open? Can I flirt with you? I hope you know CPR, 'cause you take my breath away. You've got 206 bones in your body. Want one more? I'd really like to see how you look when I'm naked I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue If it's true that we are what we eat, then I could be you by morning If I were you, I'd have sex with me Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me. If you were the last woman and I were the last man on eart

People Who Are Fake
Ok the thing that i cant stand is how people who act fake. The fake ones are the ones who talk and lie behind your back, trust me we have all gone through this more than once in our lives. I dont understand what is so hard with telling tha truth. I meen why lie the only thing it does is either makes you look like a idiot or causes problems for othersand the question is did it really work for you? Thats why im on a simple little thing called PROCESS OF ELIMINATION. I suspect lieing,untrustworthy,or tension in anyway instead of me getting screwed or hurt get rid of it before it happens. Lifes to short to be dealing with this kind of childish act.What happened to being a adult? Now i feel better now i can sleep.

To Popaji
omg omg says (2:26 AM): u came back or still busy for me? Artza .. says (2:26 AM): what up Artza .. says (2:26 AM): 30 mini i end my work Artza .. says (2:26 AM): and i will go dinner with family omg omg says (2:27 AM): omg omg says (2:27 AM): and u are uploading pics on fubar yes? omg omg says (2:27 AM): u said to me u are busy but i see u arent and u dont want to talk to me thats why u are always saying u are busy omg omg says (2:28 AM): anyway omg omg says (2:28 AM): sorry that i disturbed u for so long omg omg says (2:28 AM): bye bye cuz i am deleting u ---- I dont know ..How i can make u happy.. I am sorry if me cant take care ....All Fan.

My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel By DJ Shimmer My Guardian Angel sits beside me. I'm never alone; I can feel the angel's wings. Whenever I have troubles, I feel a hand upon my back. And a warm, sensation of comfort Let's me know evil won't attack. I've prayed for this Guardian Angel Since before I can even remember. God has never let me down. My mother was born in December. Then, a mere twenty-one years later, I was born, one day. And I met my Guardian Angel. In the morn, in her arms, I did lay.

Wanna Make Some Extra Money?
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Wishing
Is it not funny how in life we want the good but not the bad? Sitting around complaining about our lives Wondering how it would be like if you could have what we have always wanted How we wish someone would come with a little magic one and make all of our wishes come true What exactly would we wish for What if after we made a wish we wanted something else What if we wished to be famous but then we wanted some privacy What if we wished to be rich but then wanted true love What if we wished for 100 more wishes, what would we wish for then Life teaches us that nothing is without a consequence So can we never have the perfect wish The one that would guarantee us everything that we could possible ever want Without taking away anything we want or giving us anything we do not want That, would be too much for one wish But what if we wished for 100 more wishes? Could we then create the perfect life or would we have to make one of those wishes a wish for a 100 more wis

From Dark To A Smile........berry
From dark to a smile, You didn't lose a step. For this day in my life, I am truly glad we met. the words you laid down, Are so true, Will I become a better person, Just from knowing you. Time will tell, Where this friendship goes. Truth and honesty shall bind us, And leave all else below.

Life Is Kinda Funny
You know something, life is kinda funny. I mean your born, you live a while and then you die. I been thinkin about this alot anymore and frankly I think that the entire concept of this whole live and die thing is just not right. I mean you spend so little time in life being happy because you worry about how things are going and how you are gunna make it in life, when before you know it, your life has passed you up. People spend way too much time hating others instead of actually looking and seeing what needs to be done. I know that everyone has a reason for being here but what if that person just doesn't wanna see it? For the past couple of months I have been hit with the worse pain there is. I have lost so many people that I held so close to me. I been there for so many people that have just turned around and shot their noses in the air like I didn't exist when I needed them the most. When I have been in pain, physical or emotional, I have dealt with it on my own. And it just feels

A Poem For That Special Someone
You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone

Wacken Or Not To Wacken This Is The Question.
This year between 31/7/08 - 02/8/08 in a small farming village in germany called wacken the population will increase by about 30,000 to 32,000. yes thats right only 2000 people live in wacken normally. This small quiet village is the spiritual home of all that is METAL and each year thy hold the wacken open air metal festival. This year we have the honour to see the mighty Iron Maiden headline the event, this will also be the only date in germany that iron maiden will play this year. I would really like to go and im going to try and gather a squad of scottish metal maniacs to take along in our invasion of germany. So to all you metal warriors out there!, get yerselfs to Wacken thsi year and we should all meet up and show these german farmers how to RAWK!

A Message From My Very Special Friend
I received this very sweet message from my dear friend on Fubar: You are most welcome and you are the sweet one here. You are basically the only one on here that has treated me with kindness. Have been thinking about just closing my acct here since am not around enough to visit with anyone. Besides I spent a lot of time about a year ago in a place called Halsoft aka Vp, which was a chat forum a little like this is and guess should have learned a lesson from there. From what I gather here most don't really care who they add but rather how many points they get. You are a very sweet lady and I would say your bf is a lucky guy. I told my dear friend that kindness is a virtue worth more than all the points and fubucks on this site and that I valued friends more than anything. I plan on visiting his page and recommending this lovely person to all my friends here.

My Thoughts On Hilary Clinton :d
Well to be quite honest, she never really had a chance with me. I never really paid attention to her, and when I started, which was right around when the Bush gave his surprisingly pretty good (compared to his other speeches) state of the union address (it was good, though i didn't agree with what he had to say). after the speech, i ended up watching some of the post-speech commentary shows, and whenever someone would ask her a question, she never answered it- she's developed this talent of dancing around the question, all she had to say about his speech was that he looked nice- seriously, thats what she said. So anyway, that was her as a senator, and now that I'm seeing her as a presidential candidate, I like her even less. I personally think she's manipulative, and I might go as far as saying a but of a hypocrite. For one 1. She has Bill do her dirty work. Has anyone else noticed how whenever Bill is interviewed, he bashes Barack Obama, and yet when Hilary is asked about him, she

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A Pet Peeve Of Mine
One of my pet peeve's is when people use "your" when they should be using "you're". It has two total different meanings and it probably shouldn't bother me but being a whiz in grammar....lol....it does. Should you require refresher courses in the English language and it's use, please feel free to contact me for lessons....lol. Serious contacts only....lol...j/k.

Sundays Suck
so i pretty much suck at life i put myself in this position to get fucked over and now i live with my grandparents like a loser i miss the life that i used to have no matter how unhappy i was at times it was still better than this.... and thats the saddest part. at least i was miserable with someone instead of miserable and alone im never leaving my room again

I Ask Myself Some Stuff...
Why is it that you leave some stuff behind to be free and the stuff you did not leave becomes a bigger deal.... EX: I quit smoking.... Now I love drinking.... etc.... It seems that the problems are a sign of us trying to compensate for a need not fullfilled... So even when I choose right, I will inevitably also choose wrong a few times to remember I am human.... The moral to this.... I try but fuckit I cant get rid of this self destruction tendency I have... So dont ask why I can be so nice and just be a crazy man in bed.....lol What about you?

My Poem Obsure Wrote It For English When I Was 16
Have you ever felt obscure Like as if your never really sure Feeling as if your about to burst Sometimes wondering if it could get any worse Sometimes Just wanting to run and hide Wishing something could just wash your worries away like the ebb of a tide Feeling left out like you really don't belong Reaching deep down inside for something that's strong Thoughts running though your mind like a freight train Just wanting to release all your pain Feeling as if your in a cage Wishing it was a book and you could just turn the page Living in a world of hate Why do people have to discriminate We are all the same But our hatred burns like a wild flame In this world of shame

A Can Of Worms
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead The third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead The fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service -- -- Author Unknown

Show Me
there is a life in the stars shining high above us saying we have it all so don't lose it as the star shines bright we all wish upon it show me the truth of life show me the life i need to led into the light we all see the meaning of what is true as we stare at the moon lit sky we think about everydays termoil thinking of how to change what we did in the past so we don't repeat it show me the truth of life show me the life i need to led into the night sky i wish upon the stars searching for the truth, searching for the life i once had before it fell apart shine bright upon my life and show me the truth of my life

Http://www.viewtruth.com/
ViewTruth.com has officially launched. So what the heck is viewtruth.com you say? Well, a web server hosting various TRUTH-related documentaries!!! The site gives names, descriptions, google video link, and FULL QUALITY UNCOMPRESSED DVD IMAGE FILE downloads. So check it out, and snag your DVDs today. There are also directions on how to download, unrar, and BURN these movies to DVD so you (and more importantly others) can watch them. SPREAD THE WORD: http://www.viewtruth.com/

Saying Thank You
The past couple of days I have not been feeling to well. Being Love sick and lonely is never a feeling you want to feel. Or hear about, that your friends are going through. Even though it is a day to day process and you can never rush things. All my friends that gave me advice and support me I wish I could repay you. It is never easy and spending New Year's Eve, and now Valentines at work. It hurts, but I will be ok and I will survive. I have to because the most important part of my life is my daughter. And she will always come first. And the ones that don't understand well they never will

Flooding Again.......
The state of Ohio has recently become part of National News with the floods that we had this past summer. We had some pretty bad flood waters in my area as well, in fact my town was one of the worst. Water levels in some homes reached from a few inches to whole homes have been lost to these waters...and even the playgrounds have been effected. I know that for some of you it may not mean much, but if you have a moment to keep people here in my town AGAIN in your thoughts and prayers, as we are flooding again, and parts of our town has been shut down again. We are hoping that it will not be as bad as this summer, yet we still have people that have not found new homes and are still suffering their losses from this past summer. So please keep us in your thoughts and prayers yet again as we have rising water levels. Thanks, Jenn

Tagged By Suze
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 random things, facts, goals, or habits about yourself. At the end, choose a few people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don't forget to leave them a comment (you're it) and to read your blog for instructions. You can't tag a person who has tagged you. Since you can't re-tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see the answers! 1. I also want the guy that I can't have, and if they are challenge to chase, I try my damnest to go after them, but then I realize how stupid I am being. 2. I feel guilty for not sending out the personalized Christmas cards that I had made back in November, and the 50 stamps I bought. Does anyone want a Christmas card in February with a Christmas stamp? LOL 3. The weekends I don't have my kids, I truly enjoy spending it running around my house naked. 4. I HATE drama, and if you try to push your drama into my life, you are just going to push me ri

If You Love Me, Read This!
The coolest thing happened to me on the ride home from work today. I was tooling down I-94, through Dearborn, when the song "I am Proud To Be an American" came on the radio. It had been a long damn day, and that was the picker-upper that I needed. So me being the cute one that I am, I started singing at the TOP OF MY LUNGS! Now, Dearborn is a Predominantly Arab area, and here I am screaming I am Proud To be an American! they all looked really funny at me as they passed by, but here is the kicker.... A car full of people from Louisiana were side by side with me on the freeway, and all 4 of them were singing it too!They laughed when they saw me mouthing the words, and it was a great moment! GOD BLESS AMERICA! Thanks for reading....lol!

Survey... Took It From Pauly
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't

What Is A Woman
An immature man see's a woman for her looks, the way she talks, the way she walks, how she dresses. She is his possesion A mature man see's a woman in a whole different way. He see's her heart, he hears what she is saying. She is his partner, in life they are one. A man is content an willing to come home after the day is done. After the children and family as well as friends have been taken care of. A man is willing to love the woman in his life. Because she has all the true qualities a woman possess. She is able to be kind, caring and compassionate along with the greatest gift of all LOVE.

How Hard Is It To Make A Salute?
I mean really... takes 30 seconds.... and some of u fake ass bitches get VIPs to get around uploading a salute... U hope in my SB asking about someone who ive clearly known longer then u, actin a fool, actin like hes ur man, u flip when he says ur not dating, call me names... and then u get ur "brother" in my comments... but when i visit his profile u leave "i love my soldier" comments and the same fucking comments u leave on Jasons page.... please bitch im not stupid before u call me fake UPLOAD A FUCKING SALUTE PROVE UR FUCKING REAL

In The Living
The beauty of life is in the living of it. And the living of life is now. It is fine to make grand, wonderful plans and to then bring those plans to life through your efforts. Yet do not ignore the quiet, stunningly beautiful treasures in each ordinary moment. Happiness is not in some distant place of perfection and pleasure. Happiness is waiting for you to give it life in this moment. If all of your dreams were to suddenly come true, you would have no use for them. For the real essence of their joy is in the journey you take to reach those dreams. It is in working your way through each day, one moment after another, that you connect with the value of life. Every flavor of experience adds to the richness in one way or another. Do not put a lot of effort into judging whether today is good or bad, happy or sad. Just go ahead and live it with a thankful heart, and you will surely experience this day's own special value. -- Ralph Marston

Goodbye
Goodbye Why does love tend to hurt so bad?? It makes you happy, but in turn can make you oh so sad....... You know its there, but then its not...... Like a feather in the wind it cant be forgotten....... You give and give in hopes of some return..... Then in the end it seems as if you are only burned...... My feelings for you will always be true..... But the ghosts shadow I lived in I can no longer endure...... You cheated and lied..... I hurt and cried..... And in the end you ran to hide........ Ripping apart whats left of my heart..... Where in this world do I begin to start?? I gave you my all you gave me a lie....... Now all I can seem to say is a tearful goodbye! By: Me~~ Dedicated to my ex husband........

Global Air Conditioning
As everyone knows I am filled with el brilliante ideas. Well today I figured out how to save the whole frickin planet. I am a truly a mortal among men. There are 3 main problems facing Earth today (besides the French) 1. Global Warming 2. Ozone shit 3. Not enough Taco Bell’s Most hippies would have you believe that global warming is even more real than Big Foot’s G-Spot. However if you’ve ever been in Michigan in February you’d agree that the world isn’t yet warm enough. I for one am all for melting the polar ice caps to fill my swimming pool but alas we visionaries are in the minority. One day when global warming IS real they can put my solution in place. Here’s how it will work. Figure 1A 1. Stop the Earth from warming up by building a pollution chimney into space. Just like the fan above your oven…except instead of going to your roof, it goes into the vastness of not shit. Or just nuke China…either or. Every time I see a global warming piece on TV it

Me
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISFP) Your personality type is caring, peaceful, artistic, and calm. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 8% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Eliminate Disappointment And Frustration
Disappointment and Frustration If we blindly accept someone else's beliefs or opinions - taking them as our own - then we set ourselves up for disappointment and heartache. If we do not examine another's viewpoint, in the light of our own experiences and abilities, we place the control of our happiness or sorrow in someone else's hands. A gentleman illustrated this point with a story from his own life. "My father always regarded sticking with one job as a mark of stability. This, he felt, was emotional maturity even though he stayed unhappily at the same job for years. I never questioned his opinion. "So, when I lost my first teaching job, I lost all my self-confidence as well as my father's approval. I believed I was emotionally immature and unstable. Then, after four more teaching job disasters. I discovered what the real issue was. It wasn't my lack of maturity or stability at all. It was my unsuitability to the job itself. "I discovered I hated teaching basic skills

I Am Bad Girl
Artza you do not annoy me at all i get busy from time to time and i share my computer during the weekends with my friend who live here since no one will let him use their since when he uses it is slow down and shit for some reason see today i got to try to get a new phone today so i can text you from time to time see Artza i get busy from time to time and i don't even see or talk to my closest friends ok ............. none i was talking to robert the same time i started talking to you i don't really talk to many people anymore just on here for short period of time because i got shit to do ................ Feb 9, 2008 1:51 PM Date: Feb 9, 2008 10:47 AM how are ya my name is Robert im one of Jays friends he said that you were kool so i decided to talk to u

My One True Regret
I rarely regret anything. I'm usually happy with decisions I've made in my life. Even the ones that turned out badly. You know why, it happened for a reason. What that reason is isn't always presented to me at first. I don't dwell on it. However, there is one decision... One I made a very long time ago. One that makes me cry to think about it to this very day. Even now as I type this, my eyes well up with tears of regret. The decision to stop dancing. I know it may sound stupid to some of you but to me, it changed my life. When I was dancing, it was the only time I was truly happy. I was free and able to express myself. I could slip away into another reality and my soul would be light and void of stress and worry. Not just any dance; ballet. The truly graceful, beautiful, painfully exquisite form of pointe. I was at the apprentice stage when I walked away. There are three stages: The beginning dance stage The middle dance stage The apprentice stage I can't help

How I Feel Right Now!
I'm not the type to get my heart broken. I'm not the type to get upset and cry, cause I never leave my heart open, it never hurts for me to turn around and say goodbye. Relationships don't get deep to me. I never got the whole in love thing. Someone can say they love me truly, but everytime it didnt mean a thing. My mind is gone I'm spinning around,and deep inside my tears I'll drown, I'm loosing grip! Whats happening? I strayed to love, this is how i feel. This time it was different. Feel like i am just a victim, and it cut me like a knife when you walked out of my life. Now I am in this condition, and i have all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart, but no matter what you will never see me cry. Did it happen when we first kissed? Cause it is hurting me to let it go. Maybe cause i wanted spend so much time and now i know its no more. I should have never let you hold me. I didnt give it to you on purpose, i cant figure out how you stole my heart. How did i get here with you?

Brown V. Board Of Education
Brown v. Board of Education About The Case The 1954 United States Supreme Court decision in Oliver L. Brown et.al. v. the Board of Education of Topeka (KS) et.al. is among the most significant judicial turning points in the development of our country. Originally led by Charles H. Houston, and later Thurgood Marshall and a formidable legal team, it dismantled the legal basis for racial segregation in schools and other public facilities. By declaring that the discriminatory nature of racial segregation ... "violates the 14th amendment to the U.S. Constitution, which guarantees all citizens equal protection of the laws," Brown v. Board of Education laid the foundation for shaping future national and international policies regarding human rights. Brown v. Board of Education was not simply about children and education. The laws and policies struck down by this court decision were products of the human tendencies to prejudge, discriminate against, and stereotype other people by their

Someday
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your room, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes in life the most important things get lost along the way. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." No more smiles, laughs or silly jokes Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You" to that special friend or partner. We all need to feel love, 'be' loved by friends or someone close. So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children being children; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend wh

Valentines Day Thoughts
Well maybe the pictures will show up or maybe it will be all code who knows. The point I want to make is that Yeah it is nice to be all lovely dovy and say stuff like Honey Bunch and that stuff. But the problem I have with V day is that is about comericalism and making money for companies and not about the day itself so many times. But what gets me more is that it is an obligation. You are expected to get someone something to show how much you love them, of course the bigger it is the more you love them. Why not just do special things for them all the time instead of just one day. Free Comments & Graphics Free Comments & Graphics Free Comments & Graphics

Neanderthal Teeth Reveal Wandering Ways-p2
The team analyzed tooth enamel for ratios of a strontium isotope, a naturally occurring metal found in food and water. Levels of the metal vary in different areas. Eleni Panagopoulou of the Paleoanthropology-Speleology Department of Southern Greece said the tooth's levels of strontium showed that the Neanderthal grew up at least 12.5 miles from the discovery site. "Our findings prove that ... their settlement networks were broader and more organized than we believed," Panagopoulou said. Clive Finlayson, an expert on Neanderthals and director of the Gibraltar Museum, disagreed with the finding's significance. "I would have been surprised if Neanderthals didn't move at least 20 kilometers (12.5 miles) in their lifetime, or even in a year...We're talking about humans, not trees," Finlayson said.

Scriptive Essay ( Pay No Attention)
( I forgot to type this up and the puters at school will not run floppies, so I post here than copy and paste to print off tomorrow) CC Eng 111-50 MA Descriptive Essay I have been in this room for many years, seasons change, days and nights pass and I sit in one place of another in this room. This room with the redwood walls and the oak floors. The white sheer curtains hang in that window over there, that's where the sunshine comes in, its beams bouncing off my face, sending streams of light throught the room. The Canopy bed sits in the corner of this room. The homemade patchwork quilt lays over it's foot. The closet is full of pretty dresses, hung neatly on thier hooks, that door is always open. Seasons change and the days and night pass, a little girl dressed in a white nightshift sits on a stool, her doll baby discarded for a magazine, opened to a beautiful starlet. The girl's hands move to her long brown hair, she brushes, braids and twists it untill it look

Forever
A penny for your thoughts... A picture so it lasts... Let's knock down the walls of immortality... Your fingers on my skin... Only you can see my fear... Only you can help me heal... I can see forever when you're here...

Tagged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have half a toe missing. 2. I have a extra kidney (thats 3 kidney's lol). 3. I also have a 10 inch scar on my head just under my hair line. 4. I am allergic to seafood. 5. I was diagnosed with a rare bone disorder (with me being only 1 of 2 people with it within the UK) from the age of 10. (thankfully i've been in remission for the last 10 years). 6. I am right handed although can only eat like a left handed person. 7. I have a fear of flying, although never let it stop me escaping. 8. I use to write poetry and have had work published in the past. 9. My claim to fame was a shag in a field on the set of a t.v show when i was 19, where we had an audience of coach drivers, dancers and the press. An article about this appeared within the very classy daily mirror lol. 10. this year i wi

Is It True
hursday, January 31, 2008 product of your environment Current mood: inspired yet baffled It has been said that a person is a product of everyone he or she encounters; so with that in mind then would it also be true to say that when two people get into a relationship their not just uniting two personalities, their trying to make the hundreds and thousands of people, situations and life learned lessons that they've either encountered or witnessed so far in life compatible with each other. In which often lands in conflict and end's in heartbreak.So what if the solution to this was to forget what you've witnessed or encountered, would this be possible without losing yourself? Which brings you to your next question or maybe it's the only real question that matters,if I forget what I've witnessed or encountered, who am I? which is a question a lot of us ask everyday. Think about it for a second, who are you really without the everyday influences good and bad, that you h

10 Things
aight sure I been tagged so here I go.. ten things random facts or thingies and all that..maybe some of ya don't know this stuff yet..maybe some do..anyways here we go 1. I was raped by my stepfather when I was in middle school 2. My shoulders are covered in scars from when I cut myself during that time period 3. I was a teenage alcoholic 4. I love, absolutely love, soft rock music 5. The dream name for my first born son is Lando Calrissian 6. I have a fetish for redheads, specially if they're dressed like catholic school girls 7. My favorite stand up comic is Lewis Black 8. I have cirrhosis of the liver 9. My body does this weird binge and purge thing by itself so I lose weight worse than a teenage aneroxic girl worried about fitting into her prom dress 10. At heart I'm just your average everyday 15 year old girl looking for acceptance in this world so now for five people let me think of five who might do it... hmmmmm.... Jess, Jayla, kitsune no akuma,

Tag Ur It!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Weird/Random Facts: 1. I am obsessed with sculpting my eyebrows. 2. I fell in love with a man on Cherrytap AKA: fubar 3. I shave everywhere, except my face! lol 4. I cry at movies if an animal dies! 5. I burn candles all the time! 6. I sleep with a fan on all year long! 7. I'd rather watch court TV than any other channel. 8. I am a real nerd, who hides behind humor. 9. If I have to fart, I FART! 10. I laugh so hard some times that I pee my pants! OK my next 5 ppl are : 1. WOLFE 2. ICEMAN 3. BUBBY 4. LEAPING POODLES 5. SINGLEGUY

Pleasure Without Sex
Laying in bed on my stomach, snuggled up with a pillow. My hair drapped down the side of me. I awaken to your soft lips kissing up my bare back. I get goosebumps from how aroused I am. I turn on my side to give your hands access to my breasts. Kissing my neck you fondel my breast. I push my ass back into you to let you know I want you. Your hand wanders down to my panties. Alittle rubbing and then your hand sneaks in to find me very warm and welcoming. You can't resist.. You position me on my back and make your way in between my legs. Telling me you want a taste! OMG I cant control myself now. Your tongue is so soft and warm I get off way to fast. You tell me now you can go back to sleep baby!.. A kiss on the lips seals the deal!.. and alittle "That was all for you baby".........and then I drift back to sleep! *yea right like that would really happen..all though I can fantasize right!!!!!!!!!

The 6 Best Smart Ass Answers Of 2007
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on American Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car

Show Him Mad Love
He is an awesome friend to have, please show him lots of love, he returns it all and then some. Gary, you're a great friend to have. Thank you so much for everything. You RAWK! GARY~rl engaged 2 Christina~shadow leveler~FU OWNED & FUMARRIED TO~¢¾ BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

Why....
Good Morning… The question on everyone’s mind today has to be why? Why does this continue to go on? Why do students kill other students? Another tragic event unfolded yesterday at Northern Illinois University. At or around 3:00PM a gunman open fired on a crowded lecture hall apparently a introductory geology class killing five students and later in a battle with another gunman yet to be identified was killed himself. This screams copycat of the Va. Tech incident. You know, after the Va. Tech incident I seen a blog by a person who apparently was full of information on the killings and said she understood and felt compassion towards the gunman. Stating humility and how certain students are treated for his actions. I sit here and see how some view life. They do not view it as a privilege but as a sacrifice they have to make. They often refer to others causing their actions and the blame should be on the victims of the shootings due to the fact they treated that person or other persons b

Ok, So This Is Sort Of A New Thing For Me
All right - This is a new friend of mine, he is funny as hell if you can't tell by his name! Yea, it is what it is... He's a trip and just this morning I told him if he was gonna say that to me he better bring me some KY so I can go Phu-K myself while I am at it. He does have a spicy attitude and if you like me, then you'll like him too! So, anyway - please help me welcome my new friend to Fubar - he asked me for help and I figured what a better way to not only stand beside my fellow soldier but show him how much I appreciate him by dedicating this blog to him and trying to help him boost in the Fubar... Someone buy him a drink, add, fan, and rate him - get to know him... He rocks!! HOOAH!!! He is currently stationed in Iraq - ya'll he needs support from home - he does have mine! Phu-Q@ fubar Welcome Phu-Q enjoy your time at fubar! ¢¾ Sussie

Dear Bob
I go to this site online to bait conservatives. Yes, I know, mature. So anyway, this guy tells his story of growing up in the sixties as a mixed-race child, and how his mother made him lie about it and say that he had some kind of skin disease that made him produce too much melanin. He asked what the state of racism was in the US today. Almost immediately he got a reply saying something about how yes, racism was dreadful, and that the replyer felt that racist groups like "the KKK, UNCF, NAACP and Miss Black America" should be banned. I sat there with my jaw brushing the floor. I've visited the United Negro College Fund site. They offer scholarships to anyone, free of discrimination. The NAACP states on their site that they fight against discrimination in all its forms, and that they want a world free for everyone to be happy. The KKK? "Don't bother trying to join if you are not white and over 18, foreigners and atheists need not apply." That would be enough, but the

My Fetishes...
So another useless ranting of mine... So I'm looking at all these fetishes. The most wacked out one is the drinking of blood while having sex with them. It's so twisted it is an instant block account for me. Maybe I'm just too much of an average Joe. Most of the fetish stuff does nothing, absolutely nothing for me. What I like? Besides brunettes followed by redheads? Well not and I mean NOT skinny women. For those of you guys who like Paris Hilton you show me that you've never been with a variety of women. A girl that skinny feels horrible pressed up against your body. Seriously, if I wanted to be uncomfortable I would go fine a steel rebarb and fuck it. She's got no shape, just the twiggly features of a 10/11 yr old and I have NO, NO desire for girls. Give me a woman. Every guy I've ever known who's really been in bed with all shapes and sizes no longer wants the twigs. No longer do they buy into that whole twig shapeless idea. America's Top Model? More like Ame

Few Recent Works Of Mine
She lives through all her cliche tragedies With a smile burned onto her face And all she ever wanted was to just fit in To know that in this world, she had a place The roses she had once admired The beauty of its crimson red Has been stained into a pitch black color From the thoughts that linger through her head Burdened with deceitfulness Her jaded oppression remains concealed Not a word of it she speaks For fear of what she may reveal Impossibilities have overwhelmed her heart and soul And she's been overcome by these surreal complexities Through all of this affliction she endures She still cloaks the pain from all her cliche tragedies --------------------------------------------------------- She's not as strong as she leads on. For she sets her walls on fire. So no one can get through. To acquaint with her desires. She's not as hard as people think. For inside she's really weak. She's barely hanging on. While knowing things

Dreams Part One
i had three of the most disturbing dreams i've had in a long time last night. now i know iwhy i dont go to bed sober and depressed anymore. dream one: i'm at home and my cell rings. i pick it up and this guy says so you think you can beat me huh. and im like who is this he says his name is jeff. im like oh the internet tough guy yeah i will beat the daylight out of you. he says ok well i will be there in a minute so i go to my room and grab one of my swords. as i come walking down stairs i hear a knock at the door so i draw my blade to make sure the handle wont break again. when i get to the bottom there is some lady standing at the door and says you shouldnt draw that unless you plan to use it. i ask who are you. she says jeff's fiance and i laugh. ok weres his bitch ass. he went to het someone and he will be right back he says you can have that psycotic bitch he just wants the belt she stole... im like i dont have his belt just the one im wearing. right then him and his fr

When She...
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

The Opportunity To Improve Is Always A Option.
Opportunity to improve Do you ever attempt to hide from your mistakes or pretend they didn't happen? If so, you'll keep making the same ones over and over again. Instead, quickly recognize and admit your mistakes. And learn to see the value in moving beyond them. When you've found an error, you've uncovered an opportunity to improve. Take those opportunities and make those improvements. When you discover a weakness, you've found a way to grow stronger. Overcoming a weakness in one area can make you more effective in all aspects of your life, after that weakness ceases to hold you back. Accept that there are things you've been mistaken about, things you don't know, and things you have not been able to do. That puts you in a position to make powerful positive improvements. Instead of letting your mistakes and shortcomings grow more costly by denying that they exist, choose to see the real value in them. Decide to confidently deal with them and transform your liabilities i

Tie Me Down
Tie Me Down So love me gently with a chainsaw And i'll take the glass against my wrists. You know you are my worst nightmare, Oh how I love your bloody kiss. But it's time to die. I'm worth more dead. I'll tell you my fantasies, And u can make believe, That you really care. Look into my eyes, Tell me all your lies. As you take me slowly. So love me gently with a chainsaw Leave me like my father did. Bite my lip so fucking hard. And watch the innocence just drip Down my chest, And into your mouth. I'll take my tears and go away. A bitter ending from a slow decay.

I Wish I Felt Nothing...... The Wallflowers.
I Wish I Felt Nothing Say when you're alone It's better 'cause nobody knows you When no one's your friend It's better 'cause nobody leaves you So you turned your back On a world that you could never have 'Cause your heart's been cracked And everyone else's is goin' mad Chorus: But I hear voices And I see colors But I wish I felt nothing Then it might be easy for me Like it is for you Now all of these people Come up from deep holes Pullin' you down And it's just no use When all the abuse follows you down By the morning you've gone Leavin' me here all alone Sayin' it's no mystery I know that nobody here needs me (chorus) And I know you believe that you and me don't belong here And the worst we could do Is keep trying to pretend we care (chorus)

The Cat
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: 'Jen, is the cat there?' 'Yes,' the wife answers, 'why do you ask?' Frustrated, the man answered, 'Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!' The cat's response.

Slavery
We are all Sons. Sons of Slaves, Sons of Slave Holders, and Sons of People who looked the other way. We are the Sons of the South. We have come a long way down a very long road. We have a long way to go. Slavery was evil. Robert E. Lee once said, “There are few, I believe, in this enlightened age, who will not acknowledge that slavery as an institution is a moral and political evil”. In Abraham Lincoln’s second inaugural address he attributed the incalculable suffering experienced by our Nation during the Civil War as God’s punishment on a Nation that had tolerated slavery. The purpose of this site is to provide you with original source material on the topic of slavery. We do not attempt to edit, distill, or interpret; we simply present the historical resources, for you to read and reflect upon. Are you the descendant of a Slave? Should you feel proud, angry, or ashamed? Are you the descendant of a Slave Holder? Should you feel proud, angry or ashamed? Are you the descendant

Why It Appears Sony Won The Hi-def Dvd War,p2
Flash and Burn When Muhammad Ali dismantled an opponent, he didn't just methodically pound him into the canvas. Instead, he danced (some say floated), smiled, made faces, and just plain over acted. In other words, he confused his opponent and he got and held our attention. Sometimes winning in technology requires a little bit of the flash and dazzle. I think Sony got that. For example, Blu-ray drives arrived in PCs before HD players. This might not have hurt Toshiba so much, had the company not lagged way behind Sony in burner availability. Prices for burnable Blu-ray discs are still ridiculously high, but you know geeks scooped them up just so they could tell their techie friends that they just burned 50 gigabytes to one disc. TV and Smart Marketing Muhammad Ali was good TV. In fact, if you like boxing, there was nothing better (whether he was talking or fighting). Toshiba and Sony both sell TVs, but ask anyone on the street who sells the best TVs and HDTVs and they'll invariably

Beginning
This is as a follow up to the blog I posted entitled "Ending". Please read that first so that you have a better understanding of this one. Last August I met K. He told me he has cancer and my heart broke right then and there. Broke right open and hasn't ever been the same since. I cried for days about the wrong in that situation. Thought about all that I had thought was wrong in my life. Recognized that all of those things were really insignfigant. Small issues by comparrison to the thought of dying without experiencing half of what I already had. I used this interaction with K as a reminder of how precious life and every moment and every interaction with every person that I meet is special and an opportunity to learn and be shaped into a more enlightened person. Regardless of the positive that I tried to find in this encounter, one nagging thing remained in the back of my mind and that was that he wouldn't experience being a father and that all that he is... that beautif

I'm Up For Auction (updated)
Well, I was up for auction, but I ended it a day early. Now why would you do that you might ask? Well, I ended it early because: A, I never thought I would go that high. B. I wanted to allow those bidding on me a chance to bid on Steve or Gothic Soldier. C. I was bought by a wonderful woman, Babz. If you don't believe me, go to my top friend, and check her out. D. It's tiring keeping up with an auction. I know, there are those of you who are disappointed, but maybe if there had been more interest, more bids, I might have stayed in longer. Now, go check out Babz.

Space Shuttle Atlantis Returns To Earth
Space Shuttle Atlantis Returns to Earth Wednesday, February 20, 2008 CAPE CANAVERAL, Fla. - Space shuttle Atlantis and its crew returned to Earth on Wednesday, wrapping up a 5 million-mile journey highlighted by the successful delivery of a new European lab to the international space station. The shuttle and its seven astronauts landed at 9:07 a.m. at NASA's spaceport at Kennedy Space Center, where the crew's families and top space program managers gathered to welcome them home. Commander Stephen Frick safely guided Atlantis down through a sky dotted with thin, wispy clouds and onto the runway. "We're extremely happy to be home," Frick told Mission Control. NASA wanted Atlantis back as soon as possible to clear the way for the Navy to shoot down a dying spy satellite on the verge of smashing into Earth with a load of toxic fuel. The missile could be launched as early as Wednesday night from a warship in the Pacific. Atlantis circled Earth 202 times during its mission,

Just For The Record.
I hate most people. Now that we've got that out of the way, I'd like to rant/update. Mostly rant. This will be very random. Hold on and pay attention. I hate people. That's kinda what it boils down to. DHS pulls stupid shit with my bank account even AFTER I don't owe them anymore god damned money. It's like people just enjoy fuckin' me over. I miss my kids. This is all wearing on them so bad. It makes me doubt everything. Bloody fuckin' everything. I'm scared of no one else but me. I'm here all the time. I won't go away. Hey. It's me. Yeah, well, I can't get myself to go away. Oh, god, I shouldn't feel this way, no. Reach down your hand in your pocket, pull out some hope for me. It's been a long day. A really long fuckin' day. Feels like it's just been one day. The longest day of my life. And it's been weeks. Enough to drive a man mad. Crazy. People assume and expect so much from me. And it's so irritating. No one takes th

I Was A Eunuch In A Former Life.......
I took a survey today to determine what I was in a former life....I was a Eunuch in my former life. MOI???? A EUNUCH???? lmao. Main Entry: eu·nuch Pronunciation: ˈyü-nək, -nik Function: noun Etymology: Middle English eunuk, from Latin eunuchus, from Greek eunouchos, from eunç bed + echein to have, have charge of — more at scheme Date: 15th century 1 : a castrated man placed in charge of a harem or employed as a chamberlain in a palace 2 : a man or boy deprived of the testes or external genitals 3 : one that lacks virility or power — eu·nuch·ism -nə-ˌki-zəm, -ni- noun MOI???? A EUNUCH???? I got bigger balls than most men

For A Special Someone, You Know Who You Are!!
Sometimes… In life there are things better left unknown… unsaid… unfelt… and … unseen Some things are better left undiscovered and misunderstood Because Sometimes… the Truth is to much for hearts to handle Too much for our minds to take in And to painful to get through Sometimes… living in a dream is better than understanding the reality of things Sometimes… believing in a lie that makes you shine rather than knowing the truth that breaks you into pieces is the better thing to do. There are times in life that we're eager to know the whole hard truth but in our hearts we know that we really don't want to… because the truth will hurt and brake us in ways we're not ready to be broken into Sometimes… We just wanna cherish the moment Enjoy the feelings And keep just smiling Sometimes… we just want to be happy Because deep down inside we know that things aren't going last… Because everything tends to change… All feelings at some point go away Sometimes… we just can't find

Python
hey people listen i got a friend on her that is in dire need,devin shelby aka python lost his profile had to rebuild so if keep an eye out for him n pls rate his site and all that good stuff and if you can hook him up with a one week blast that wood be SWEEEEEEEETTT!!! much love!!! WES P.S. pls swing by studio 54 and check it out it is a bitchen lounge

Medical Poking And Prodding
As some of you know (and some of you may not), I am getting ready to deploy to Iraq. For the past several weeks, Navy Medical has been poking and prodding at me to make sure I am healthy enough to deploy. Healthy enough??? Come on now! I know I'm an old fart (by Navy Standards) but I'm not ready to give up the ghost just yet. I have been having some recurring left shoulder pain for about a year now. Unfortunately, I was experiencing some of the "classic" symptoms of heart problems. Pain in my chest, numb fingers and arm on my left side, pain in my left arm. So, of course, the docs expected the worst (and rightfully so.....this ain't no joke). So....more poking and prodding ensued. EKG's, stress tests (Never mind that I PT just about every day with no problems), the works. All the while, I've been concerned that if things went bad, I would not be allowed to deploy. Well.....after weeks of tests, I finally got the green light to go this morning. NO heart problems!! Should

Standing In Silence
We stand in silence your hands on my waist the clouds passing, quickly by we look in each other's eyes and lean into one another lusting for this kiss even just for a moment your lips meet mine I am sensitive to your touch my wait is over I can fall into this attraction my legs tremble my body, covered by chills I longed for this place I couldn't be before our surroundings fall away all that's left is you and me our bodies embracing we stand in silence

For All Parents An Gardians ,,,,new Drug In Schools -
This is a new drug known as 'strawberry quick'.? There is a very scary thing going on in the schools right now that we all need to be aware of. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks (the candy that sizzles and 'pops' in your mouth). It also smells like strawberry and it is being handed out to kids in school yards. They are calling it strawberry meth or strawberry quick. Kids are ingesting this thinking that it is candy and being rushed off to the hospital in dire condition. It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange. Please instruct your children not to accept candy from strangers and even not to accept candy that looks like this from a friend (who may have been given it and believe it is candy) and to take any that they may have to a teacher, principal, etc. immediately. Pass this email on to as many people as you can (even if they don't have kids) so that we can raise awareness and hop

Your Monster
YOU BROKE ME TO PIECES WATCHING EACH FALL TO THE FLOOR USING YOUR HANDS, SCATTERING AROUND REBUILDING ME AS YOURS YOU FORGOT THE GLUE AND A FEW SEGMENTS THE ONES THAT BUILT MY HEART NOW I WANDER EMPTY INSIDE READY TO FALL APART YOU WERE MY HOPES AND MY SUN THE ANSWERS I NEEDED, YOU STILL HOLD HEAT THAT ONCE BOUNDS US CLOSE IS NOW JUST ICY AND COLD YOU TURNED ME INTO WHAT I AM I AM YOUR CREATION OF PAIN NOW I SEE WHAT WAS YOUR PLAN YOU WIN...I'M NOW INSANE

G-spot Back In The News
Debate over G spot nears a climax February 21, 2008 09:16am AFTER more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says. The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm. But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist. The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports. Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among nine women who claimed to experience vaginal orgasms and 11 who said they didn't